Fubar Blogs 3

Deception
Well, Time For ME to wake up n smell the roses....... I've always known this but it's kind of come in to 'light' so to speak for me once again.. so here I am, sitting alone waiting for something that just doesn't seem to wanna ever happen.... I'm tired of being played as a fool, caring about those that don't really give two shits about me. I've been thinking a lot about 'things'( bad idea right lol ) and I've come to the final conclusion, haha finally, that if a man can't put me first then why should "I" even bother with investing my time and heart in him at all. Like I said , I've always known this , I guess I just needed another reality slap and I got one tonight thanx to a good friend. And even though I'm hurt right now, and sad about some things, the reality slap is a good thing, I needed it, big time! lol. So, I'm gonna take my head in my hands and hold on to my heart, cry for awhile then hit the hay, tomorrow will be another day. Love to my 'real' friends, I can

Fubar Friends
---------♥---♥---♥--------- FU-FAMILY I wanted to let you all know that, this is the first blog I made about my “FU-FAMILY”, and its a privilege to have you on this list!!! ----------♥--♥---♥--------- I wanted to let you all know that your all special and I love you all!!! Deferentially my best male friend Will... Your a sweetheart!!! ♥♠♥♠♥

My Poetry
May you be inspired: Insanity, is My INSPIRATION Pain, my cause Evil surrounds me I can feel the demon’s claws Ripping @ my flesh The pain grows strong Blood leaving my body Still I go on Because my love holds so vary strong These words I can say I shall embrace my evils For now and the rest of my days Written by: Me (AKA MilkMan) I Am I am your fears and your sorrows Your tears and deepest horrors I am the secrets of your past I will haunt you from now until the last I am your dreams and lack thereof Your hopes and devilish love I will crush your desires and bring them back anew I will allow you good times But only bloody few I am yours to command or destroy I am the key for your coy I am your youth and your death The song of your life and your last breath I am your happiness, your joy I am your lover’s toy I am everything you wish to be I am you, and you are me I am the one to fill the whole You are me, and I

Where's Waldo, He Owes Me 10 Bucks
There was a time - I'd say pre 1996 - when I would have tolerated a girl with an errant fat roll, a mildly problematic ass, or even non-porcelain veneered teeth. And come to think of it, I might have even green lighted a B cup chest. But with the installation of the high speed cable modem, alas, I am sad to say that those times have now passed. Now I only want - and will only solicit affection from - girls with killer porn star looks and behavior. I am ashamed and do not like what now stimulates me, but the Internet, with all of its quick fix, crack-like vices, has made me extraordinarily intolerant. Are you a Berkeley or NYU grad and a great conversationalist? Not important. Do you have a quirky sense of humor and a knack for cooking Asian cuisine? Don't care. Would you like to discuss the sub-text meaning of the whip sawed brush strokes of that Kandinsky painting at the Met? Fuck off. Be the source of a blood rush and make me throw a rod in my pants or k

Please Check This Out And Vote!!!!
if you love me at all.... LMAO... please go check out this photography portfolio i have on artistwanted.com... the more votes i get the better my chances... so spread some lovin. http://www.artistwanted.org/fotoalley13 thanks so much in advance. a very good friend of mine.. my best friend from hs in fact... was in a serious car wreck on feb 28th. he's has severe brain injuries and has had surgury to try to help. he's been in a coma but this morning is beginning to wake up. he's very confused and has a long recovery in front of him. so please if you pray... lift him up. he's an amazing person and this world just can't be done with him yet. thanks

Single!!!
Some of you have messaged wondering how I could possibly be single. Well it's true, I am. My last two boyfriends have screwed me over because i'm "too nice". My best friend told me I need to quit being so nice. Why is that a quality that I need to disqualify from my personality to help someone like me better and treat me with respect? Just curious! Hey Elgin guy, your freakin hot too!!!

1 Month Today
One month ago today , I lost you to the angels and you went away, I still cry and love you dear, I can't believe any of this is real, The memories I have are all great, But none of them will ever replace, That loving hug and the smile on your face, I love you Mom, your in a better place........

Was Almost Home
Well I guess this is going to be my lil venting for today. I truely thought I was going to be living back in my home town of Shallotte NC. But I guess it isn't meant to be. All the people that had promised to help me move backed out at the last minute. Well its to late now because Ive gotta be moved out of my house in TN on the 1st of July, don't have anybody to help me load a truck or drive an extra vehicle. Some family and friends huh? Ive never been so hurt in all my life. I cannot depend on anybody but myself, thats the way life has always treated me so Im not sure why I thought this would be any different. So Im back in TN until whenever.... I miss the beach .... but of course not those that made a lot of broken promises.

Cyanide Sweet Tooth Suicide
She's a still thrill of suicide they say, Cyanide in her plastic veins She's a mannequin of misery, She's on a bender, But she ain't gonna break. Hey, Hey. Taste like sugar, but it's Novocaine. She's climbing diesels, She can sharpen the pain White lights, Train wreck. Black lips, Pale Eyes Cyanide Sweet Tooth Suicide. She's a killer, She is mine, Cyanide Sweet Tooth Suicide. Straight nine (?) Cerebellum feeds the brain, Hurricane and a violent rage. They say, She's a looker just like Anna Nicole. Oh, no. Fuck the silver, Let's go straight for the gold. Hey, hey Digging deeper than a six foot hole, She's snorting cocaine through a suicide note. White light. Train wreck. Black lips, Pale Eyes Cyanide Sweet Tooth Suicide. She's a killer, She is mine, Cyanide Sweet Tooth Suicide. White lights. Train wreck. Black lips, Pale Eyes Cyanide Sweet Tooth Suicide. She's a killer, Not my, Cyanide Sweet Tooth Suicide. Black lips, Pale

I've Been Tagged...
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I Hav A Very Short Temper.. 2. Sometimes I Hav Trust Issues... 3. I M Allergic 2 Seafood. 4. I Love Guys Wit Gr8t Sense Of Humor/Tall/Beautiful Eyes. 5. I Was A Tomboy In Elem & Hs.. 6. I Hate LOVE N Wat It Does...But I Hate Bein Alone... 7. I M A Flirt I Admit It.. 8. I Love MY Boobies LMFAO....I Love Wearin Low Cut Blouses LoL... 9. Sweetnee Is My Weakness... 10. I Hate That Sometimes I M A Selfish Biatch N Hurt The Guys That Kare For Me N I Hope They Forgive Me Cause I Dont Mean 2 N I M SORRY :-( 5 People I Choose 2 Tagg: Zion Maddness TallSouthernBoy69 Don SmokeBoi

Pain
how is the only man that never wanted power over me the only one that has it. how can saying I can't date him right now break my heart so badly? I miss him, I want him, I love him, but how do you explain why your poly to a mono person...or am i really even poly. yes the thought of having more than one love in my life is nice, but when it comes to them finding someone else will I still get jealous? I find myself in a very hard situation. on the one hand i have that desire to love and be loved, on the other hand until I know what and what i am can I truly love the way they both deserve? talking at coffee tonight just confused me all the more. I think i know what i want and then change my mind at the drop of a hat because I dont know who I am let alone what I want. I just dont know any more why not play the game? why not play the chaos..embrace it...become the darkness. this is the new me, dark, ethic less, uncaring, fucking deal with it...if you dont want to be a used like a tool, then d

Abortion
Why did you make me die? It's early yet the month is one, though you can't see me, we've just begun. I'm small I don't have the hide, I'm just a small seed inside. Four weeks later, month two, I'm still small, but a part of you. Mommy you'll love me, just wait and see, you'll be so proud of me. Time is passing, the month three, now I'm someone you can see, my hair is black, my eyes are brown. Mommy you'll love to have me around. It's later the month is four, I know I won't grow anymore. Even though it may not be right, mommy just killed me last night. Now I'm gone the month is five, mommy killed me, I'm not alive. Abortions the name they give it, it takes your life before you live it. I wanted to be born, the month is six, its already done, it can't be fixed. Guess mommy didn't love me, she just threw me away. She'll never forget me, I'm in her memory to stay. I've got a new home. The month is seven, mommy killed me, I'm now in Heaven. I was beautiful, but now I'm gone, only my memo

Self
Those who say they know you only think they do. They see what you see when you look in the mirror. Your father's eyes or your mother's nose, or maybe even you see grandma's hair, but what really defines us. When I used to drink I would see something in others that I would like and pull it my world. I did this so often I would pull pieces of everyone else to create myself. As I get older I find that I don't even really know myself that well. If you were to ask someone if they know you what would they say? Would they say you were caring or thoughtful. Maybe they would say you cold hearted Bitch or that you are selfish. I thought I knew who I was and what I wanted but, I was so very wrong. Most of us think we get all our identities and traits instilled in us by our parents, however I find that some of this comes from them but most of it changes with time as we met and get to know other people that come into our lives. There are some real good people out there that bring out the best in u

Perks Of Being Over 40
1. Kidnappers are not very interested in you. 2. In a hostage situation you are likely to be released first. 3. No one expects you to run into a burning building. 4. People call at 9 PM and ask, "Did I wake you?" 5. People no longer view you as a hypochondriac. 6. There is nothing left to learn the hard way. 7. Things you buy now won't wear out. 8. You can eat dinner at 4 P.M. 9. You can live without sex but not without glasses. 10. You enjoy hearing about other peoples operations. 11. You get into heated arguments about pension plans. 12. You have a party and the neighbors don't even realize it. 13. You no longer think of speed limits as a challenge. 14. You quit trying to hold your stomach in, no matter who walks into the room. 15. You sing along with elevator music. 16. Your eyes won't get much worse. 17. Your investment in health insurance is finally beginning to pay off. 18. Your joints are more accurate meteorologists than the national weather service. 19. Your

Naughty Application
Do you think I'm cute/ pretty? Would you have sex with me? lights on or off? Would you have to be drunk? Would you take a shower with me? Have you ever thought about having sex with me? Would you leave after or stay the night? Do you like cuddling afterwards? Condom or skin? Have sex on the first date? Would you kiss me during sex? Do you think I would be good in bed? Would you use me as a booty call? Can I use you as a booty call? Can we take pictures of the act? How long would we have sex? Would you tell your friends about me? Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND - REPOST THIS! REPOST AS NAUGHTY APPLICATION

Fubar! Wtf!!
JUST THOUGHT WE WOULD LET YA ALL KNOW IF YOU DON'T SEE US ON UR FRIENDS/FAMILY LIST.. IT'S CUZ THIS SITE HAS REMOVED OUR ACCT FOR BEING A COUPLE W/ A SHARED ACCT! SO WE WOULD LIKE TO SAY THIS NOW UR ALL AWESOME AND GOOD PPL THAT WE ARE BLESSED TO HAVE MET AND KNOW! WISH YOU ALL THE BEST!! MUCH LUV FROM herMASTERonly! I REALLY DON'T GET THIS SITE! I MEAN WTF IS THIS SITE A DATING SITE OR AN ONLINE BAR.. SHYT AT BARS IN REAL LIFE THERE ARE COUPLES THERE.. I MEAN WE GET A NOTICE SAYING WE ARE IN VOLATION (SP) OF THEIR CODES FOR HAVING A COUPLES ACCT.. CUZ ITS A SHARED ACCT.. I MEAN FVCK!! ARE YOU KIDDING ME!!!!!! THERE ARE ALOT OF COUPLES ON HERE... SO TELL ME IS THIS A DATING SITE OR WHAT.. CUZ WE OBVIOUSLY DON'T KNOW.. !!!!!!!!

Club United Members Pls Read
Dove just lost her father...Would you take just a few minutes of your time to go show her love and support in this difficult time for her...Thank you, Tina ~~DOVE~CLUB UNITED~ LETS RIDE~@ fubar

Feelings
The liquid inside young coconuts can be used as a substitute for blood plasma. Once a bull has impregnated a cow, it will never impregnate that same cow again. So once a bull has had his way with your herd, he is useless. Carnivorous animals will not eat another animal that has been hit by a lightning strike. Mountain goats can walk almost straight up a cliff due to a supple pad on each cloven hoof. These pads have extremely soft centers. When the animal puts its foot down, each pad works like a powerful suction cup, enabling the wild goat to appear to defy gravity. The average person falls asleep in seven minutes. A group of geese on the ground is a gaggle, a group of geese in the air is a skein. The underside of a horse's hoof is called a frog. The frog peels off several times a year with new growth. The shape of plant collenchyma cells and the shape of the bubbles in beer foam are the same - they are orthotetrachidecahedrons. Emus and kangaroos cannot walk backwards,

Film Stuff
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. Too too cute. And adorable. And charming. But if you've spoiler-phobic, look away now... Let's face it, if the entire movie had been brave enough to just consist of EVA and WALL-E on earth, this would undoubtedly be THE film of 2008. The second spaceship-set half of the movie, although of a very high quality itself, and very enjoyable, does fall back into traditional narrative, with all the animated movie staples in place (lessons are taught, redemption is earned). There's some great imagination on show, and it never detracts from the gold-plated charm that is WALL-E himself. But it never quite captures the spell-binding magic that the opening Earth-set scenes have. Whether that element could have been strung out for a whole feature is certainly a tall order, but if they could have found a way, in my mind I'm convinced it could have one of the greatest family movies of all time. That said, what could have been exceptional i

Anywhere
So many thing's to think about.So many thing's to say.I wonder how I'm ever gonna make it through the day. As I wonder where my life is going.The journey is an adventure.Life as I kno it is long,yet exciting.My journey is still,has been for a while,yet interesting.

31 Jul
So we didn't have the meetin today i posted in my last blog. again got pulled from doin one project to another and ppl wonder y things don't get accomplished, whatever. but fuck it my weekend has started and as long as i hear from my rikku during my weekend then it will already b a good one. i luv her so much, muah.

Relationships
Its obvious that im really no good with them and im not sure exactly why but i can babble about it if i want. Actually im only typing this because several times in the past month or so ive heard people say the same thing. I hear a lot of "my wife cheated on me the whole time we were married so its hard for me to be with someone else." I understand how it could be hard....ive been in a very significant relationship where i was cheated on several times and every smaller relationship after that was the same. I realized though here recently that I never allowed myself to fully trust and be with someone completly after the first time. I put up a wall that is damn near impossible to break down and thought here recently I found someone who seemed determined to take it down anyway. Ok on to the point. I too used to use the "ive been cheated on so its hard" line as an excuse to never let anyone in. But I realized that if I was going to let a relationship from the past ruin any chance of

Happy Hour Bound
~NATURAL_WITCH~ OH YEAH BABY,,SHES GOIN FOR A HAPPY HOUR!!! RATE HER PIC, DROP A FEW COMMENTS, ALL HELP IS APPRECIATED!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH AND HAVE A GREAT DAY!!! (repost of original by '~MysticFaerie~ **Happy Member of *Club United*' on '2008-08-08 07:28:28')

Ohio State Football 2008-2009
Football - 2008 Schedule & Results Season Schedule Date Opponent Location Time (ET) Results Media Sat, Aug 30 Youngstown State Columbus, Ohio 12:00 p.m. Alumni Band Day Big Ten Network Sat, Sep 06 Ohio Columbus, Ohio 12:00 p.m. Hall of Fame Day ESPN/ESPN2 Sat, Sep 13 USC at Los Angeles, Calif. 8:00 p.m. ABC Sat, Sep 20 Troy University Columbus, Ohio 12:00 p.m. Big Ten Network Sat, Sep 27 Minnesota * Columbus, Ohio TBA Sat, Oct 04 Wisconsin * at Madison, Wis. 8:00 p.m. ABC, ESPN or ESPN2 Sat, Oct 11 Purdue * Columbus, Ohio TBA Sat, Oct 18 Michigan State * at East Lansing, Mich. TBA Sat, Oct 25 Penn State * Columbus, Ohio 8:00 p.m. Homecoming ABC, ESPN or ESPN2 Sat, Nov 08 Northwestern * at Evanston, Ill. TBA Sat, Nov 15 Illinois * at Champaign, Ill. TBA Sat, Nov 22 Michigan * Columbus, Ohio TBA * Conference Games

Html Testing
Image by Cool Text: Logo and Button Generator - Create Your Own angelbabegirlgreeter of the HYPNOTICKA LOUNGE.@ fubar Angel Comments Roses Note Generator @ CommentsJunkie.com You all mean a great deal to me and many hear on Fubar do not realize how real I am about what I believe in, which is "People". We are important to society and it's balance. If no one bought food;clothes;soap;gas;minutes for their phone;bottled water;vitamins they all maybe necessary for living but companies could not move forward with out our financial support. You ask what does this have in common with the subject on this bulletin, we need one another in one way or another, support should be instinct not optional as a friend. People like changing rules where they are allowed to, that is why people flock to social sites for freedom of expression or a plat form to preach their message, if you do preach a message do not forget those in your life that influenced you and help mold you in to the person you see

Well All New This Was Coming
Who ever has the highest bid on both of the fu blings get's them when they want them. So hurry get your bids in now ,hurry before there gone!! Have a great night much love to all :) so feel bad ,but no more 11's and no more photos till i level lol that won't be happening anytime soon. Sorry i can't upload morphs anymore. if have yahoo i can send file to you ,but if you don't i am very sorry. Well thank you all for just looking at this. I hope everyone has a great night love to all my friends and family. sincerely Jim

Help????
i need advice on which way does sex feel better, missionary or girl on top, or even doggystyle, i want to know so i can give my girl multiple orgasms. please feel free to comment on this and i take critisism very positively. thanx, biglou69

Kids....
This is how I parent. Is it perfect? Of course not. Does it work for us? Certainly. Respect your kids as much as you want them to respect you. Before you raise your voice to condemn them, take a second to reverse the role and realize how you would feel if someone was talking to you that way. Support their failures. Explain to them how they can do better without telling them how YOU would do it. Ask them for their input on how they think they could do it better. Celebrate their victories. Teach them that winning is a great thing. But in general, life is not a series of winning. Explain to them that even if their winning and their failures balance out at 50% each, that the failures remain in your mind much longer than the victories. Teach them that it is OK to lose, and that they can't be good at everything. Show them good sportsmanship on the court, on the field, and in life. Losing with grace is much more important than winning with pride. Teach them early that life is n

I'm Sad, Help Me Restore My Faith In Humanity
And feel completely sad because too many people on my friend's list either ignored my pleas for help or just disappeared so to speak. Would you restore my faith in humanity and rate my picture? Stephanie Lynn is in my family and if you simply click on her name it will pull up her page. Then all you have to do is ADD HER FIRST, then rate then fan her to get into the private contest for friends first:( then akk U ask you to do is click on her pic adn find the 100 and 100 album and rate my pic. It is second in line. thanks for the help. GOD I HOPE I GET HELP BECAUE this contest has put me under undue pressure and I am not well. I have Lupus and an injured back and i am wiped out. Please help me!

Auction
AUCTION!! AUCITON!!! READ ALL ALBOUT IT!! SO YOU WANT THIS FINE A$$ MAN WELL HERE HE IS--HE IS UP ON THE AUCTION BLOCK JUST CLICK THE PIC AND GET ER DONE (repost of original by '★KØ£ë™★Pu$$ycat PlayMate★' on '2008-08-27 21:20:41')

The Revolution Machine
THE LIVE VERSION OF THE REVOLUTION MACHINE BROADCASTS IS BACK AND HERE TO STAY! You are now free to listen to any show you prefer through embedded streamers for each individual show!!! All shows are available for direct download as well as instant streaming right from the website. Listen at your leisure or download the shows ... or both. Regardless, all the shows are available at http://charlescopeland.com/home.html and we've begun including audiobook episodes for my two most recent novels, A Song of Independence and When Individuality Died, along with the first few chapters of my novella, Business As Unusual, which you can find at http://charlescopeland.com/audiobookarchives.html and they are also available by both direct download and instant streaming in the embedded streamers. In addition, A Song of Independence is now available through podcast, which you can find at the following address: http://charlescopeland.com/podcastinfo.html Think of it as my way of saying th

Whatever
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?" Also < IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET

Friends Pimpout
THIS GIRL IS AMAZING PLEASE BE SURE TO SHOW HER MAD LOVE SHES MY SISTER AT HEART FOR REAL (= I LOVE HER SOOO FRIGGIN MUCH YOU GOT NO IDEA (= Blue Eyed Brat ¡îSARGE'S BAD GIRLS@ fubar HEY YALL THIS GUY IS THE MOST SWEETEST GUY IN THE WORLD IVE NEVER BEEN HELPED AS MUCH AS IVE BEEN HELPED BY HIM (= HIS ABSOLUTLY THE COOLEST FUBARIAN EVER!!?! SHOW HIM LOVE YALL iiiiibudlightiiiii fu-owned by itsurangel@ fubar

No Regrets To What Might Have Been..what May Be Is Still Unseen
Very few I get close enough to let know me in person.Those I do know how much I give without expecting anything in return. I take each day @ a time...I don't take anyone or anything for granted...my peace is found in my surroundings. A mountain view........a shoreline, lake. I work hard to take care of me and still to my family till I can't give someday I will continue to always do so. Too many times I have given more than I should to every relationship. I can't give anymore. If you have ever heard the words I love you come from my lips it was never a doubt. I always said distance was evil...it seperates some more sometimes than we'd like. In the end...........I believe what will be will be. I know someday I will be starring in the eyes of this is all your tomorrows embrace it without fear or doubts. Each night you will sleep comfortably in peace knowing....living that contentment with all you are

Want Fu Bucks
Click on one of these pictures if you would like to help,, DON'T FORGET TO E-MAIL ME FOR YOUR FUBUCKS Mizzzz Brat"~Johnny Chimpo.~ My Fu slave & Personal Body Guard...Must have salute & read profil@ fubar

Dirty Poem
I wrote this in 1988, sitting in a cubicle in a Navy electricity/electronics school in Great Lakes, Illinois. I should have been studying, but who has time for national security when you have a bunch of dirty thoughts running through your mind? Most of you who know me have heard it at one drunken time or another. As I lay snuggling in my bed, on sheets as cold as ice. My lips were blue, my ass was red, and active were the lice. Which chewed and gnawed, upon my rod, and also on my balls. Despite my cries, they bit my thighs, and anus cheeks and walls. So I got up and did shampoo, my reddened pubic thatch. It didn't help, my nuts were blue, and eggs began to hatch, upon the sores that once were pores, but now were just abrasions. So my poor nuts, all filled with cuts, began to look like raisins. So I declared I'd never fuck, without the right protection. I wouldn't chance, or press my luck, and risk a worse infection. The time was here to mak

Find Ur Self
Im sure that theres somebody reading this knows what it means when you say "Its time to find yourself, you know, when your mind is playing tricks on yah and its getting out of control. I always say "make love to the mind, whats making love to the mind? you ask,Its when you whisper something sweet in the ear, then kiss that ear to confirm,and once the mind has that confidents built up then act on it. once you have the mind the rest will follow. Sometimes its easier to fall under that mind control method, when your at a certain age, ladies exspecially us, lets keep it real,lol, you start doubting if you still have it, Im not excluding you men,thats when its time to say "FIND YOURSELF. Or there something or someone you desire desperately, and you know its right but you still have doubts, even thou your heart is saying yes. Thats when it time to say "FIND YOURSELF, and if that something or someone is still there when you do find yourself, then its meant to be yours, On that note, if you do

Spotlight Fund
SPOTLIGHT The time is finally Here!! I am going for a spotlight!! Thats right your heard me.. I am going for a spotlight! But I need your help! I am looking for donations to my spotlight fund. I am offering SFW saulte pics on all donations more then 100,000 fu-bucks. I am also willing to work for fu-bucks!! So click on my link below. Check me out help me out by making a fu-buck dontaion and If you haven't already Please Fan Rate and Add ME!!

Fu-maturity
OK, I must be getting back to normal because my bitch alert is now in overdrive!! I love all my friends on here and wouldn't trade them for the world but I just have to say something. What in the hell do people think they sound like when they created usernames or family titles like (&^&^*%$@$#@ 3rd cousin 2x removed from King @#ass packer 101! I mean cmon folks this reeks of middle school when girls would write their names in glitter pens and bubble letters! Sorry cutie even back then, if your name was Hilda Bubbletwat, no amount of sparklies is gonna make it any sexier!! Whatever happened to your first name or even a simple handle? Btw, hi I m Dustin, aka guarddoggie, pleased to meet you!

Unconditional Love
Don't explain Just lay back and watch the rain Cause darling I'm right here And nothing's changed Don't you know by now I would not even know how To keep myself from falling for you I'll be around Unconditional love I'll be there when you fall The one condition of love Is there are none at all Why would I Be a fool and break these ties When all the dreams that I believe Are in your eyes Don't you see at last You don't even have to ask I'll give you so much more Than just a second chance Hey, my precious one

My Dad
hello Daddy I miss you so much daddy and i wish you were here with me. But i know you are here beside me and looking over me right now. I wish i could of hugged you one last time before you passed away. I had my chance to come and see you but i kept on holding it off and i hope you can forgive me for not coming to see you. I couldn't come and see you the way you were and with you being so weak. I know you had to go so you wouldn't have to suffer with all the problems you were having. Now that i am getting your ashes i get to have a part of you or all of you in my room and talk to you whenever i can. I know it is not the same as in person but if i could have u in person right now it would be great to see you. Please daddy if you are reading this right now please give me a sign knowing that u are here beside me so i know you are still in my heart, even though you always will be in my heart. We all miss you daddy(Elijah Hyson). I love you, love Jerry

Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? nope 3. Your hair? long 4. Your mother? deceiced 5. Your father? deceiced 6. Your favorite thing? music 7. Your dream last night? yummy 8. Your favorite drink? diet 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? office 11. Music? variety 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? alive 14. Where were you last night? sleeping 15. What you're not? slutty 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? camero 18. Where you grew up? Oklahoma 19. The last thing you did? lunch 20. What are you wearing? slacks 21. TV? nope 22. Your pets? love 23. Your computer? awesome 24. Your life? good 25. Your mood? s

Silence
the silence is a frieght train a loud bell that cannot be shut off The silence is a thunderstorm, pouring down on top of my head The silence is the loudest part of the night the Silence my true hearts delight The Silence is a youthful peer upsetting a growth period that never seems to subside. The silence is the only thing keeping my eye lids open The silence is the only thing that keeps me from breathin, The silence is worse than that of arsenic, it poisons more slowly that any poison The silence is something I try to break the silence is something I try to face The Silence is something I cannot Face The silence is something ive tried beating in race but never succeeds to myself disgrace so here I sit again the Silence drowning me carrrying me under like a victim to the sea. A time when the tears flow faster than the tap a moment when the clarity of my emotions spill over the brim of a glass.. like the elixir I am pouring into it. Sometimes I make excuses

Xmas Auction.....i Need An New Owner For My Bday
AUCTION ENDS TODAY....DEC 24TH Well I did it again....Just had to....so come check it out and get your very own...Xmas Present to unwrap...click the link below Here is the hostess.....you will have to rate fan and add her to get into the auction... Blue Eyed Brat *SBG*BBW~Owned By Crazed maniac@ fubar

Welcome
TIME TO START WORKING ON THE HOME PAGE HERE TO LEVEL UP REMEMBER FOLKS THE ONLY WAY TO HAVE A FORCE IS TO BE A FORCE. IT IS OUR INTENTIONS OF HAVING ALL FAMILY MEMBERS UP TO AT LEAST A FUKING SO LETS GETS BUSY AND GET SOME PEOPLE LEVELED. SEND ME YOUR LINK IF YOUR CLOSE TO LEVELING AND I WILL POST IT HERE. IF YOUR ABOVE 50K I WILL STILL POST AS WE CAN KEEP HITING YOU EVERY WEEK OR AS SOON AS RATES CHANGE. ~HOME OF THE~GIT-R-DONE~ REBEL FAMILY BOMBSQUAD~@ fubar THANKS! GIT R DONE! We are currently looking to add New Members To The Family! If You Are Seriously Interested, Stop by at the following Members, Let Them Know You Want To Join Git~R~Done!! I Want To Emphasize That All New Members Of The Family, Will Be Placed On A 30 Days Probational Period!! So Serious Minded Individuals Are Always Needed In The Git-R-Done Rebel Bombsquad!! Click The Pics To These Following Members And Let Them Know You Are Interested In Joining The Family! Git~R~Done

Do You Know
that people are as fake as they can be just look around you and you will see what i am talking about. When someone changes their appearance from when they are with you to when they are out in public by themselves that says a whole lot about them ad it mostly tells you that they obviously are willing to do a whole lot more when you are not around. The way i see it people are just who they are and they are the same when they are with you as they are when they are not. To know someone is not ever an easy thing to do cause seriously how well can you ever really know anyone? I dont care o really know anyone i just feed off the info that they give me by their actions and the things that they do whether they think i know about them or not cause if you tell them everything that you know that they do then you are not holding anything that you cna use to fight the ignorance that they will soon spew to you about how you arent good enough or you are not treating them good enough and then you can

Loneliness
I sit herre engulfed by darkness my soul on fire this pain engulfing me completely adrift in a see of loneliness my heart lies at me feet bleeding with wounds of my own making to sleep the sleep of oblivion to end the suffering walking through each day as if a dream or yet a nightmare when will it end teetering on the brink of a chasm one step only to be completely engulfed in the darkness to feel no pain to end the emptiness

Dj Blast Project Pimpout
Come Join us as two hearts become one! COME SHOW MY OWNER THE BEST LOVE YOU CAN DJ BLASTPROJECT. HE IS A REAL SWEET HEART. JUST CLICK THE PIC ABOVE AND GO R/F/A/C/B HIM... WHILE YOUR AT IT COME JOIN THE SWEETEST GUY AND ME IN THE ACE CAFE!!!

Leveling Blog
HEY YALL COME SHOW CORKY SOME LOVE SHE HAS AUTO 11S ON ALL LOVE WILL BE RETURNED SHE IS TRYING TO LEVEL TO DISCIPLE AND NEEDS ALL THE LOVE SHE CAN GET SO ADD/RATE/FAN/BLING HER TO DISCIPLE ღCorky™ღ Fu&RL Wife 2 Smokie/Team Leader of Americas Brave & Proud Leveling Crew4,148,618 TO DISCIPLE

Shit
Clouds bellow in the distance Burst of wind ravages the meadow Uprooted, tossed away --Rewind On the edge, a tree stands tall Flourished in beauty; strucked Slanted, falls -- Rewind 2 Squirrels play along side a tree Jaguar in the shadows strikes; swipes Echos, avalanche -- Rewind A honey bee makes its rounds "Buzzzz", Flying; Dodges leaves Spider web, caught --Rewind You and I, camping trip Lost of Direction; Arguments We split into different paths [Press Play] Hurt Pain Jealousy A stroll down the street As magical as it seems a path opened up Confused as i walked upon your door step You welcome me with a smile You ask me to come in, i proceed You offer me a seat, i sit Conversation is born You offer me a drink, i accept We exchange jokes, we laugh Comfort, painless, relaxed Muscles are weak, taste is dull Body is numb, vision becomes blurred You stand up before me Place your hand over my face i fall back, you transform You w

Movies
Ok, I'm going to say a line or two from a movie and you see if you know what movie. I won't make it very long..no sense in sitting here forever! enjoy. Please post your comments with the answers. There might be a reward in answering them correctly!! Also all movies are newly released within the last 5 yrs with the exception of 2. Good Luck & Enjoy!! 1. I had my eyes opened. I came to realize that I had more to offer this world than just making things that blow up. And that is why, effective immediately, I am shutting down the weapons manufacturing division of Stark Industries. 2. If I was going to kill you, I'd have done it when you walked to your car this morning and been gone by the time your body hit the sidewalk. But right now all you can this about is your family. And this is making you desperate. Desperate men do stupid things. Without the suppressor, this weapon will sound like a Howitzer going off in here. And... I don't leave witnesses. 3. Do you want to know why

Do You Enjoy Shopping?
REMEMBER TO ALWAYS “CHECK-OUT” AT AISLE 19 Checking out anywhere else just doesn’t make sense. When shopping online always remember to start at Aisle 19, shop from your favorite stores, search our daily deals section, save money and earn cash back on your everyday purchases. The stores in Aisle 19 pay us to bring them online shoppers. Rather than keeping all that money, we encourage you to “check-out” at Aisle 19 by sending you a cash back check for your Aisle 19 purchases. INSTANT CASH BACK TOO Some of the stores in Aisle 19 are not as well known as others. These lessor known stores want your business and have partnered with Aisle 19 to become what we call a “Special Incentive” store. These stores don’t want you to wait to receive a cash back check in the mail. They apply their cash back to you INSTANTLY to reduce the price you pay for their products at check out! Not only that, they are among the most aggressive Aisle 19 stores in how much cash back they give you. Some of th

Kid Rock Lyrics
"Fuck U Blind" I'm on the brink I wonder what u bitches think like Madonna walkin round like you ship doesn't stink No class jack ass bitches actin like a burro dressed in black head to toe thinkin you're so fuckin euro Tryin to act Manhattan when you're from some little village In a Public Enemy shirt and it's all for your image Cuz any other rap you think it's crap fuckin trash Bitch talk your shit just never let me get that ass cuz... [Chorus] I'll fuck u blind bitch I'll fuck u blind bitch I'll fuck u blind till you just can't see no more Back in school I knew this chick her name was Sara Bolerdies and she thought she was the shit becuz she dated older guys Dumb bitch fuckin whore always wanted to get laid but never gave the pussy up to anybody in her grade Played me like a sucker like a bitch like a punk that little pussy lickin finger fuckin ho ass cunt Never once did she speak to anybody in her class so one day I told her never let me get that ass cuz...

March 8th 2009
I am an angry fuck right now so if you don't like hearing about cursing, how people suck dick like fucking faggots, and why anybody should justify homicide you should probably not read this. There is a lot of drama.. stupid mother fucking drama! First and foremost I am so tired of people not talking to me, complaining that I don't talk enough, complaining I try too hard, im not trying hard enough, or assuming cause I don't care about your shit that I'm an asshole. Secondly, I live in a regular residential neighborhood in Rockville. Its pretty quiet which I like. There isn't any gangs or drug dealers that I know of around the neighborhood. I've lived here pretty much all my life. In all that time span I've seen some weird shit. Neighbor to our left was a wack job, his whole family was, there were helicopters and cops on the last time they lived here and ultimately arrested him for multiple charges. My car has been broken into twice during the night in my own neighborhood

Nun Grading Papers
Who Knew? Eliminate ear mites. All it takes is a few drops of Wesson Corn Oil in your cat's or dog's ear... Massage it in, then clean with a cotton ball. Repeat daily for 3 days. The oil soothes the cat's skin, smothers the mites, and accelerates healing. Kills fleas instantly... Dawn Dishwashing Liquid does the trick. Add a few drops to your dog's bath and shampoo the animal thoroughly. Rinse well to avoid skin irritations. Good-bye fleas. Rainy day cure for dog odor: Next time your dog comes in from the rain, simply wipe down the animal with Bounce or any dryer sheet, instantly making your dog smell springtime fresh. Did you know that drinking two glasses of Gatorade can relieve headache pain almost immediately-without the unpleasant side effects caused by traditional pain relievers? Did you know that Colgate Toothpaste makes an excellent salve for burns? Before you head to the drugstore for a high-priced inhaler filled with mysterious chemicals, try chew

Unfaithful People
Yesterday I Was Asked By A Friend Of Mine If Her Man Touches Me When They're Here And I Told Her The Truth That He Grabs My Butt When He's Drinking. He's All Pissed Off Now And Calling Me A Liar And A Stupid Bitch. I Dont Want Him!!!!! I've Told Her This Many Times! He Also Kissed Me The First Night I Met Him And Her. I Want Peace. Im Tired Of Drama.I Try To Ignore It When He Does This. I Don't Need This Crap! I Have 2 Kids To Take Care Of And Worry About. You Know Who You Two Are Too! The Friends I Were Talking About Are Back Stabbers and She's A Phycotic Troublemaker. Her Fiance Sticks Up For Her When She's In The Wrong Which Is Why He Doesn't Know The Whole Truth. She Messed Around With Another Guy While She Was Here And Her Fiance Was At Work. They Blocked Me On Here,But Oh Well Cuz What Goes Around Comes Around And Bites You In The Ass.

My 2 Years On Fubar
Sup friends and fam Just wanted to say thank you to everyone that has been by me and been there for me for the past 2 years. It's been a great experience on Fubar and looking forward to meeting more people. I've been through a lot, but ya'll stuck by me during the good time, and helped me through the bad times. I'm blessed and thankful to have such great friends on here that accepts me for who I am. I love ya'll, and I'm very thankful for each and everyone of you. And Happy Mother's Day to all the mothers on Fubar. And Fayth, I love you so much! You mean the world to me! Love you baby!!!

About Me
I am a Seasoned Runway Fashion/Hair Model and have much experience in the field. Also I am involved in Print work and Trade shows. As an Actress, I have done stage acting at an early age and am now pursuing a career in the film/movie industry. Writing has always been an interest to me and currently I am working on some poetry/screenplay/novel and expository writing. If you have a minute, please check out my websites at: www.myspace.com/421634755 www.Shananicole.synthasite.com www.Dotsyconway1.exploretalent.com Any feeback is welcome. I will soon post my poetry on this site.

Lets Make This Clear..
Obviously a few of you cant read and a few of you are very judgemental assholes.I know Ive been ranting alot lately but Im very tired of bullshit here.When I first started it was really fun and good times and now its "friends" preaching at me out of the blue.I dont need anyones lectures.Im an adult woman and I will do as I please.If you dont like me asking for things from my friends then dont be my friend.The reason I do not feel bad about asking for help from friends is because I try to give in return.I bling my friends when I can afford credits.I give away fu bucks when I catch that someone needs them if I have them (no one ever helps me with those when I ask) I will do anything I possibly can if a friend here asks me.I am no spoiled bitch..Well I may be spoiled but Im not bitch or snob.I will speak to you and I will talk to you if you want to have a normal conversation and not one about my ass or how fine I am.I am intelligent and I am a lady.If you think Im some whore because I do

A Little More About Me
okay so here is somthing some of you may know from conversations withe but most of you probably dont. I am Ex-Airforce I served for 4 years from 96 to 2000. I was a crew chief on a C-130 Spectre. if you dont know what that is its the big 4 prop thing in my pics with all the hardware stiking out the side:). my job was general maint of the aircraft and to direct fire on targets! good times! So more about me, well lets see I was born on a friday night at about 8pm, just in time for the party! because of this I am always hyper on fridays, no matter if I am at work or not, and if its a full moon and a firday..dont even bother, you get within 10 feet of me and you will be electrified the energy pules out of me in waves! Yes I love full moons, vampyres are kick ass on a random note, If I could be any mythical creature it would be that one..if they are mythical lol. yes I like twilight and loved the books two..so! lol. interview with a vampire was a great show as was the 90's version of b

My Poetry
This is my attempt at encapsulating the 7 Deadly Sins in a single poem. The woman is in no way, metaphorical of my character. Sins Delicate fingers graze the ample multitude of linens and pelts hung neatly. Shades of indigo, ebony, crimson she paints intricately over the fair features of her pallid skin. Her gaze constant, confident as the reflection before her returns with carnal glances, Emerald orbs scanning every inch of her exquisite form. She walks the streets, nose held high as it very well should be, For none merely grazes the height of her beauty…and she knows it. Snickers and white noise of back talk sling from every direction The seemingly dull piercing of blunt edged daggers from women who long to be her. To her, their words are simple child’s play. Eyes of men devour her with every effortless step she leaves. As she continues, not a care crosses her mind That she destroys their every desire with a poised turn of cheek. With a graceful flip of go

My Stuff
I tell ya some of you people need a mirror. You do not need to be using sex anywhere near you name. I mean fuck look at me. you see me using sexy, stud or anything like that. Unlike a lot of you I have a brain anI use it. I mean FUCK I have flushed things that look better. I know this site is all about role playing, but again FUCK. If you make Jabba the Hut look thin or you face looks like you smell shit 24/7, you're not sexy. Three cowboys were seated around the campfire out on the lonesome sagebrush prairie and with the pride for which these men were famous; it was a night of bravado, a night of tall tales...Tom, the hand from Wyoming says, 'I must be the strongest, meanest, toughest cowboy there is. Why, just the other day, a bull got loose in the corral. It had gored six men before I wrestled it to the ground by the horns with my bare hands and castrated that sucker with my teeth.'Ben from Colorado, couldn't stand to be bested.. That's nothing, 'I was walking down the trail yesterd

Pet Tales
This is my favorite suburban bandit. She allows me to feed her every night, and sometimes during the day. She visited when she first had her kits and I hope she brings them with her some night when it is time to show them where the buffet line starts. We look deeply into the eyes of the other, but I cannot wiggle my ears as well as she does. ToolStinkfist Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Last night, I went over and above the call of duty for a pet owner. There is no medal. No celebratory parade. However, in my heart - I soothed the neurotic little Fat Russel Terrier named Jack, whose only job in the entire world is guarding me (at least that is what he thinks his job is.). He went for a

I'm Up For Auction
Ends 6/27/09 Thought I would get in on this Own Me Auction Details Below. Please Commet on Picture In Auction Folder. 25 Credit Bling Pack Starts The Bid Your name in mine A SFW Clevage Salute NSFW Access Shit Faced Every Day 100 Pix Rated Per Day All for One Month 65 Credit Bling Pack All of the above + Number 2 Family NSFW Access NSFW Salute Of My Choice SFW Salute 100 Pix Rated 50 Rate 11 This is for 2 months 135 Credit Bling Pack All of the Above + 2 NSFW Salutes 4 mos as #2 Family Random Comments Random Gifts 350 Credit Bling Pack Will Close Auction #2 Family Spot 6 months Random Bling 100 Pix Per Day

"lies, Lies, Everywhere Lies....."
At least for me and I do believe others are the same way. I told myself I was in love so I would not be lonely and needing that partnership with another. It has been that way all my life, not to say I wasnt in-love by no means. I just find now that I really couldn't understand or express that love until I was able to truely love myself and to be a partner to myself. I am finding now after 43 years, that I have made myself be in-love because I didn't want to be alone. I did care for both my ex-wifes, but I might have short changed them for the fear. I am alone once again as we all find ourselfs from time to time and this time, its okay....I rather enjoy just being with myself, its a good feeling. Yes the animal lust is still there, but that of course is just the phsyical need. So we create the illusion so we don't have to face the fear of being alone for to long of time. Did we care for that affair that lasted shortly or did we brain wash ourselves into thinking we were in love to escap

Just Don't Get It
Ok this is what I do not understand, You try and make friends over this site and ask if they would like to talk to you sometime on the phone and they always say well I like to text. Ok do tell me why even have yahoo if you only text from a phone? And why have a phone if you never are going to talk on the damn thing? A phone is ment for talking on not just texting, whats the point in having one if that is all you do? Or you call them and they never answer the phone or they ask who is this and you tell them then you get the answer how did you get my number? Now come on people are you seriously that stupid and don't remember giving it out to the person and whats the point in giving out the number if never going to answer the damn phone to start with? Thats another thing why have a phone if your not going to answer it anyways? I think the best thing I love is when they tell you oh I don't have a phone so we can't be friends or can't get to know them, Ok you don't have a phone but yet you h

Song Says It All. Peace
Travis Tritt Best Of Intentions :I had big plans for our futureSaid I'd give you the whole world somehowI tried makin' good on that promiseThought I'd be so much further by nowNever could build you a castleEven though you're the queen of my heartBut I've had the best of intentions from the startNow some people think I'm a loser'Cause I seldom get things rightBut you make me feel like a winnerWhen you wrap me in your arms so tightPlease tell me you will rememberNo matter how much I do wrongThat I had the best of intentions all alongI gave you a ringAnd I promised you thingsI always thought we'd doBut my best-laid plansSlipped right through my handsTo show my love for youAnd if you could read my heartThen you'd know without exceptionIt was all with the best of intentionsI gave you a ringAnd I promised you thingsI always thought we'd doBut my best-laid plansSlipped right through my handsTo show my love for youAnd if you could read my heartThen you'd know without exceptionIt was all with

Can You Guess?
Almost all Japanese are aware of their blood type. The idea began when some in the west were touting the idea that the asian peoples were more closely related to animals then humans, or lower on the evolutionary chain, since type B blood was the predominant blood type in asians and animals. As ludicrous and unscientific as this idea was, it was insulting to say the least. Modern science disproves this obviously faulted idea. In the 1930's Furukawa Takeji (1891-1940) set out to disprove this notion and a new idea was born. However, the idea of personality traits being influenced by blood type remains. Companies in Japan even had divided workers by blood type. Here are the general ideas of each blood type. The Rh factor plays no role in the blood type/personality idea: Type O You are the social butterflies. Often popular and self-confident, you are very creative and always seem to be the center of attention. You make a good impression on people and you're often quite attractive. Orga

The Man's Rules
Now for the men's rules.... We always hear "the rules" from the feminine side. OK - we are now going to hear the rules from the man's side. These are our rules! Please note ...these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. 1. Sometimes, we are not thinking about you. Live with it. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport, and no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine. Really. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work. Strong hints do not work. Obvious hints do not work. Just say it! 1. We don't remember dates. Mark birthdays and anniversaries on a calendar. Remind us frequently beforehand. 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your gir

Poems Of Chaos
In a time of war we stare blankly at the setting sun and wish for days past. I say grab the remainder of your life and push forward toward that inevitable time of chaos. When each and every last breath from the whirring oxygen tank is more precious than sex or money. Look forward to the now and make every moment, every friend, every encounter more exciting than gold or glitter; make it your own. I will; will you. Mysterious days lead to dark lustful nights, when the full moon casts light upon the werewolf fight... Languished howls of pain as flesh from bone is torn, and yet she lounges against the oak waiting for morn... The Wolfman dies his claws grip the stars, she laughs, her eyes the color of mars... Breasts heave, hands tremble with womanly delight, her lover has survived to take her again with might... Eyes of Amber burn against the dull morning twilight, screams of pain and pleasure take her to soaring height... Witching glamour and wereman lust a pair do t

Tease...
How hot your look and how perfect your breasts are. I love the panties you have one, and the color goes great with your body, I can imagine you have deep eyes? Anyways I am imagining you doing a strip tease for me and about to throw your shirt at me. You throw it in my face and as I pull it off I notice you ran and jumped me (pushing me back on the bed). You started to give me deep kisses and slid your hand down my chest and you grab my belt and pull. I give a little groan and you feel my pants immediately fill up with my hidden hardness. You then undo and rip off my belt and quickly rip my cock out and begin to fondle it and my balls. Meanwhile you are still kissing me and I am caressing your sides, ass and chest. After about a minute you bite your lip and look into my eyes and then nibble and lick your way down my body and give a long lick all the way up my shaft. This causes me to shiver and arch my back a bit as you take me into your mouth and give me the most amazing head ever. As

Publicly Speaking.
Sunshine and rain … ups and downs … good times and not so great times … But if you can hang on through the not so great times you will see sunshine is on the way. I have had some trips and falls this week but I am hanging on and making my way through it. Life is all about working hard to be where you want to be and do what you want to do. Time to shift into the next gear, leave the nonsense behind and get things done ! I have the will so I will find the way. I am done with all the players and the Drama on this site.I say let them destroy there self!!! YES, I'M A BAD AMERICAN I Am the Liberal-Progressives Worst Nightmare. I am an American. I am a Master Mason and believe in God. I ride Harley Davidson Motorcycles and believe in American products. I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some Liberal governmental functionary be it Democratic or Republican! I'm in touch with my feelings and I like it that way! I think owning a gun doesn't make you a

A Smile
a smileSmiling is infectiousYou catch it like the fluWhen someone smiled at me todayI started Smiling tooI passed around the corner andsomeone saw my grinWhen he smiled i realised I'dpassed it onto himI thought about the smile thenI realised it's worthA single smile just like minecould travel round the earthSo if u feel a smile begindon't leave it undetectedLets start the epidemic quickand get the world infectedSMILE &SMILE

Twisted's Thoughts
It's been a rough time for me lately...I am trying to be more active on here...the distraction is good for me. Everything that can go wrong, has...and the kicker being my 8 year old niece dying suddenlyon April 23rd. There has been so much more, but this is what I am struggling with...why my heart is broken...why I am quieter than normal and why I just..don't know what to do anymore. In her memory, I am holding a fundraiser for Mott Children's Hospital (University of Michigan) Pediatric Cardiology. 20% of all my sales will be donated in her memory. Go to www.yourAvon.com/mrisner and click on ONLINE EVENTS and be sure to enter the code CARLY2010 at checkout. In honor of October being Breast Cancer Awareness Month, I am running a contest on my blog. One winner will receive an Avon Breast Cancer Awareness Bracelet and Moisturizing Soap.All you have to do to enter is register at my website (www.youravon.com/mrisner). Registering will get you ONE entry. If you purchase,

Neglecting Who I Am
Spinning complacently in the darkness. Burning from the inside out. Fire consuming my every thought. Lost in translation of human nature and broken then left for dead.I have buried myself down so deep that I've been blinded. It's now forcing it's way out. All that I am and all that I believe has been suppressed and now it wants out. I've crushed all my hopes, dreams, and aspirations by my actions. I have no hope for love and lost all interest in trying to make myself vulnerable to the opposite sex again. Even though I'm burning alive inside my mind I maintain composure.why?I'm not free. I'm not saved. Once again I have died and been brought back to life because...that's my dilemma I don't fucking know anymore what the point in life is. All my heart and mind want is denied at EVERY SINGLE FUCKING TURN! It's all for nothing. I work. I beg. I plead. I hope. I do whatever I have to... I am still denied.No love. No hope. No point.Now my mental anguish is manifesting itself physically. My ba

Its Called Wicked
Yo chuck we got runnin in mixes and da headpfones Ha ah hahaha Wicked! Ha Ha! 1 2 3 and I come with the wicked style, and you know that I'm from the wicked crew, you act like you knew, but I got everybody jumping to the voodoo. You kickin' wicked rhymes, picket signs, me and my mob got a truck full of 9's. Play ya and I'll slay ya, I got thug-made dough by the hey-a. Ready to BUCK, BUCK, BUCK, but it's a must to DUCK, DUCK, DUCK, before I bust ya, looking for the one that did it, you want my vote, no you're never gonna get it, cause I'm the one with the tight mad skills, and I won't choke like the Buffalo Bills. Sittin' at the pad just chillin' Larry Parker just got 2 million, oh what a fucking feeling! That nigger done pass me the pill, and I slam dunk it like Shaquille O'Neal. Wicked, wreckin' baby I'll rock that test tube baby, take it... 'Cause I get Wicked! I told them not to keep on their fire Yes I Wicked! I told them not to keep on their fire Yes I Wicked! I told them not to

Facebook Of Black Dreams
:(Between You and Christine Christine January 7 at 9:42pm ReportI dont what your prob is but now im blocking youClay January 7 at 9:46pmwhy what did i do, i was saying sorry for getting you confused on another site facebook is confusing and i always leave it on on accident, gosh, sorryChristine 9:47pm Reportwhen you write on my wall everyone can see that until i delete it. That wasnt called forClay 9:50pmoh the how did we meet thing, oh ok sorry, should have liedClay Cummings January 7 at 9:51pmno one has a sense of humor i guess.Christine at 9:52pm Reportthats not funny...at allClay at 9:53pmk sorry, how many times do i have to say it SORRYChristine at 9:54pm ReportStop being sorry and think before you actClay at 9:56pmk...sorryChristine at 9:56pm Reportno sorry :)Clay at 10:01pmi am saying sorry now and back away slowly.....wont talk anymore i think your sister is ganging up on me now too, going back to fubar where my bad taste is ok...k...that all nowChristineat 10:02pm Re

Life, New Sh*t Exc....
So we have amassed quite a few pets in our house.. have our own little Zoo. As Follows Mine2 Bearded Dragons (Tesla & Einstein)3 Bettas (Candycane, Peschi, & Chill) (I lost Jeff :( )2 Turtles (Madori and Cosmo) I plan on getting either a leopard gecko or a Horny Toad next :) My Husband1 Florida King Snake (Souxsie)1 Mountian Horn lizard (Godzilla)1 Neon tree dragon (Leon)1 Tokay Gecko (Ebenser)2 Mantellas (Jay & Silent Bob)1 Bananna Waxy Mantella (Brody)2 Green Anoles (Ferd & Sterdag)2 Bamahma Anoles (Watson and Red)1 house Gecko (houdini AKA A** Hole)1 Dumpy Frog (fatso)1 australian Golden Frog (Marty)1 australian beeked frog (Morty)2 fire belly toads (Memnoch & Thulsa Doom)1 white lipped tree frog (Race)1 green tree frog (Benton)1 Fat lazy cat (Tiger) My Husband plans on getting either a Poison Dart Frog or the True Fire Skink Next/.. Our roommate and my best friend2 cats (Mittens & Boo)2 Rats (Oreo & Jersey)1 Betta (Nino) = 27 pets for us= 32 pets in the house!! Anyways t

Erotic Tales
She stalks through the darkened room in her black thigh-high stiletto boots making almost no sound. Her bullwhip wrapped around her waist like a belt for her tight, purple suit that accentuates the curves of her luscious breasts and sexy ass. Her black gloves run up her arms past her elbows and her eyes gleam behind her black mask as her dark hair spills down her back. She pauses halfway across the room, suspicious, but sees nothing that could be a danger so she continues across the room to the desk. She leans down, checking the priceless statue of Bast, goddess of lions, for any hidden security features. Her sexy curves are only accentuated by the tight outfit as she leans over, hands on her knees, to examine the desk for any sign of an extra security system. She smirks in satisfaction after a long, slow examination before reaching out to lift the statue from the desk's surface. Suddenly, she gasps as a pair of strong hands grabs her wrists and yanks her forward across the to

Lyrics...cuz Im Bored.....
"To Be Loved" Listen up, turn it up and rock it out party on, I wanna hear you scream and shout this is real, as real as it gets I came to get down to get some fucking respect taking it back to hardcore level you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal taking it back to hardcore level you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal. Go! Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved I want domination I want your submission I see you’re not resisting To this temptation I’ve got one confession A love deprivation I’ve got a jet black heart It’s all fucked up and it’s falling apart Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna

What Is Love
what is love? do you know what it is? can you explain it? is love that feeling we call the butterflys? hell if thats the case im in love with boxing everytime i step into that ring the butterflys start goin haywire or maybe its the feeling of excitement and fear of not knowing weather im the better fighter but i dont think thats love either! every guy who says hes in love if asked honstly would he sleep with another girl when hes around his old lady says no he wouldnt when hes round the boys he say f**k yeah i would! why is this? in my mind im thinkin dude your a dishonest man this is why women go to bein lesbians because guys are two faced a**hole and that goes for me as well. thats why i dont believe in love because i know me and im a guy! so if a man/women says he/she loves you is it true or is it just your mind tellin you you love that person but in actuallity your not! so in conclusion what is this thing called love? can anyone explain it?

Fire
Richland townhome fire being investigated by police, fire marshal By: Christopher Ruvo phillyBurbs.com On Saturday afternoon, Bob Plante’s daughter walked up to him and casually said, “Dad, the house next door is on fire.” She wasn’t kidding. The blaze she was referring to left a townhome in Richland uninhabitable. The fire, which broke out in the Walnut Bank Farms development, is under investigation by township police and the Bucks County Fire Marshal’s Office. “It’s a significant investigation,” said a Richland police officer at the scene. Still, officials said it was too soon to say if someone intentionally started the fire. No arson-related charges had been filed in connection with the blaze Saturday. “It’s going to be a long investigation,” said Quakertown Fire Chief Doug Wilhelm. An investigator from the Bucks County Fire Marshal’s Office said the flames appear to have sparked in an u

Truth
what ever i type in here is truth from my heart if i do lie let me feel it. Today my ex gf is talkin shit about me o Why do i put up with peoples rudeness & bs i wish i dont with desire and hate but i do with lust. I rember every thing that gos on every year ither Getting hurt or dealing with some bitch who dont like me for me. God People have some fucking heart. I got Plans for up comming years & nobody is guna get in my fucking way Not you not your BF or Husband No body.

Do Not Go Gentle Into That Good Night
Do not go gentle into that good night, Old age should burn and rave at close of day; Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Though wise men at their end know dark is right, because their words had forked no lightning they Do not go gentle into that good night. Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay, Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight, And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way, Do not go gentle into that good night. And you, my father, there on the sad height, Curse, bless, me now with your fierce tears, I pray. Do not go gentle into that good night. Rage, rage against the dying of the light. I met a traveler from an antique land Who said: "Two vast and trunkless legs of stone Stand in the desert. Near them on the sand, Half sunk, a shattered visage lies, whose frown And wrinkled lip and sneer of cold command Tell that its sculptor w

Small Favor
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Poems
you may be the one that commits suicide, but you are not the only one to die. it might seem like the easy way out, but you leave all your friends and family, to cry and shout. people die every day, and there is nothing anyone can say. just because your life is not the best, don't set your body to rest. there is someone out there for you, and there love is true. so don't let your life go, god has a beutiful life he wants to show. i live life for no reason, it's like a season. it comes and go's some times it snows. every thing turns white, problems go out of sight. then life turns to hell, can't you tell. my poetry is shitty, an't that a pitty. mabe god will get his way , when hell takes my away. when i am gone , every one will be able to move on. done by jason borchard I am waiting for day to turn to night, when there is no more light. I used to have fun in the sun, those days are long over done. time is not

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On Eagles Wings Written by Michael Joncas Isaiah 40:31 "But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk and not faint." Refrain And He will raise you up on eagle's wings, Bear you on the breath of dawn, Make you to shine like the sun, And hold you in the palm of His Hand. Refrain And He will raise you up on eagle's wings, Bear you on the breath of dawn, Make you to shine like the sun, And hold you in the palm of His Hand. Refrain And He will raise you up on eagle's wings, Bear you on the breath of dawn

Found On Craigslist
atlanta craigslist > atlanta > community > pets please flag with care: miscategorized prohibited spam/overpost best of craigslist HUSBAND (aka DOG) NEEDS LOVING HOME (anywhere-I WILL DELIVER!) Date: 2010-09-15, 6:46PM EDT Reply to: comm-hzszx-1956097971@craigslist.org [Errors when replying to ads?] 40 yr old husband looking for loving, TOLERANT home. Don't let his age fool you. He acts like he is in his 20's. I must warn you, this husband is not loyal, does not give sweet sloppy kisses and does not lay in your bed at night. He is not very good with kids or other males but GREAT with women! Looking for a "multiple women" household that will be patient with this behavior. He comes with his own wardrobe and food. There IS a rehoming fee but it works like this: I will pay YOU to take him AND I will deliver. I'm not sure about his "health" as I have no records but you might wanna get him checked as soon as you get him home. I have not had him neutered

Passions Of Desire
The sun rises on a cool crisp morning, My body aches for want of yearning. I want your caress, your touch, For I need your love oh so much. You are my presence in my mind, I am lucky to find a man so kind. To hold in awe at your passion and need, Your want for me is not out of greed. To languish for hours within your arms, Your wit, your humor, and your charm. Enlightens within me a new desire each day, One I hope is there forever to stay. I love you lover, friend and desire, My loins ache for you as though on fire. My breast harden at your thought, Nipples grow hard, sensitive and taut. The door to my inner depths opens for you, The passion, the fire, the need to endure. Caressing you, touching you, kissing you, My love has been waiting so long for you. The soft seduction of your lips, Your venture down to my hips. Squirming, shivering, pulling you near, I invite you in, I have no fear. Our bodies engage, two as one, Pure excitement, the play ha

Who I Am
A NEW DAY A NEW LIFE A VISION A NEW WAY OF THINKING A NEW LIGHT IN WITCH I DIDNT HAVE AND I WAS LOST FOR THE LONGEST A NEW BREATH OF AIR OF WITCH I CAN BREATH A NEW SIGHT ON WITCH I CAN LOOK IN YOUR EYES AND WONDER WHAT HEAVENS LIKE MONEY AND FRIENDS I LOST EM BOTH I NEVER LOST FAITH BECAUSE GOD SAID HOLD ON THERES A NEW DAY I SHED TEARS THAT WERE DRY AFTER THE DARK THE SUN ROSE AND I KNEW YOU WERE IN MY HEART I NEVER FELT EMPTY BECAUSE I ALWAYS HAD YOU A TRUE FRIEND OF FAITH AND HOPE I BEEN BEHIND THE BARS OF DISPARE AND SADNESS ANGER AND VIOLANCE IV HAD MY PRIDE BROKEN MY HEART TORN MY MIND FRAYED BUT I ALWAYS KNEW THERE WAS BETTER DAYS AS OF NOW ILL JUST GET INTO THE MINDSET OF WRITE N THINGS I KNOW AND SEE REGUARDLESS OF WHAT PPL SAY I LOVE ME ITS A NEW DAY :) I LOVE U GRANDMA IN 05 MY GRANDMA PASSED FROM CANCER SHE WAS A GREAT PERSON STILL TO THIS DAY I MISS HER SHE WAS ONE PERSON WHO JUST KNEW EVERYTHING AND SAID NO TO NOTHING IT WAS A TOUGH TIME FOR ME I HAD TO CHOOSE MY LIFE OR

Justmemyselfandthevoices
Holy shinanigans batman! Sometimes I scare myself. I can be smart as a whipe...wait, are whips smart? LOL anywho, for those that need a laugh, I often find myself laughing at my idiotic ways and silly things I do...examples would be; falling up the stairs backwards (now that takes talent), running in to random things because I am so busy thinking about something else, not getting jokes because I overanalyze everything, coming up with random and insane thinking that sometimes makes absolutely no sense at all..no..don't worry, I am very stable person just silly I love to laugh. Laughter just makes you feel all warm and fuzzy. So, on that note, it is not often you will find me down in the dumps. I will find something amusing for sure

4 The Luv Of Children
Being a single parent for as long as I have comes with a lot of battles and lessons. I could say I started out as a child, but in the eyes of the law, I was an adult. My first child was an amazing boy i miss everyday. I lost him to his father and step mother after many years of legal fights. Never show your weaknesses or you'll end up like me. My youngest son was born with a father that could have called himself a camillion. What made him dangerous, is he knew how to hurt you without leaving a visable scar. And finally my twin girls come from a father that is an expert at mind games and verbal bullets. I have survived all three. The only casulty was losing my oldest son. You're probably sitting there thinking " ya and?". All four of these kids is why I'm talking to you today. before I had them, I was deep into the drugs and drinking. Alot of people, including myself, are surprised i'm still alive. After I had my first, I strangely lost my taste buds for the drugs and alcohol. It's

The 10 Min Ride Of Death/ Rebirth/ Life
Between my memories and the reports this is what happened.I finally got my motorcycle started again after the winter zapped my battery. After getting it started I decided to go for a quick ride and think. Once I left the driveway I was just going to test it down to the next road where I could turn around and come back home. Was supposed to be nothing more than a 5 - 10 min ride.First thing my hat flew off,checked where it was and turned my attention back to the road,before I knew it there was trouble,and in my road. A car far over the line on my side lead me to go off the road the bike then went out of control and threw me off of it down into a 50 ft ravine,apparently there I laid unconscious for at least 30-45 mins or so. When I came to I knew I was bleeding and badly injured. I heard someone calling out if anyone was down where I was,I responded and let them know I was down. they had seen my motorcycle wrecked against a tree with the lights still on. they called to me and asked if I

I'm Back!
Feeling good again. Got a new job to which I enjoy going. I have my plate full as usual with friends who need my ear and my healing energy. I'm learning Spanish again--spoke it as a kid! I'm hoping to go back to work writing my book. I am planning to build my "moon room" onto the end of my house sometime this summer if I can get enough money saved. And life goes on....

Time Wars
Yes,I am the fabled author of the now infamous novel Time Wars.If you haven't got a copy of this book yet, what are you waiting for ? It is a historical sci-fi tale taken to a whole new level.All the unwritten rules of time travel have been tossed out the window as you whip and warp from one long lost era in history to another.if just the thought of history with a alternative ending is something that excites you then you need to check out Time Wars.For those of you who have actually read it,THANK YOU and I hope you enjoyed every twisted page.For those of you who ain't got a copy yet,hurry up and get yours,WHILE SUPPLIES LAST.It's available at rosedog books.com,just search for Time Wars by Randall Miller. Sincerely Randall S. Miller

Family....?
you know what i miss? No you dont because you never ask! But i will tell you now.. I miss family gatherings where everyone was happy to see each other rather than judge and compare how great they are to those they are blood related! I miss grilling out with my family, and actually laughing about stupid things we used to do! I miss how even on the rainiest of days, family members still smiled and welcomed you home making the sun come out in your heart! These days the word family is taken as a joke to a lot of people. They use and abuse each other, and honestly i am sickend by it! the word family means: a group of people who should love and support each other no matter the age, size, or distance!! Quit relying on friends all the time, because who knows you could be hurting the one true member of your family that has always been there for you! Luckily as i was growing up i had 4 main people who did just that!

Makes You Wonder
there comes a time when you realize that there is nothing left to fight for, that the one you really want to be with, doesn't and your really not sure that they ever wanted to be with you. little things that has been said in the past, makes you wonder did they ever want to be with you, or was you someone that was there only because they didn't want to be alone, and if thats the case, was your entire relationship a lie or not. you spend everyday with that person, at first you feel like you will never love them, then you realize that you do, more than anyone you have ever been with, but even though they said they love you, you start to wonder if they did, and did they ever love you. you tell yourself after you split up with them, that its over, your done, that you never want to be with them again, but you start to realize, that, that person is the one that you want to be with, and they are the one that completes you, and without them in your life, your missing a big piece, one that you

Love Me?
[ edit poem ] Love Me? Will you hold me close and kiss my lips,Caressing my face with my hands on you hips?Would you stare deep into my eyes,As I kneel before you and kiss your thighs?Would you moan my name deep in the night?As I give you release from your needs in the twilight?We don't need forever for now,Just a touch of love if only for a while.Will you love me? and if forever is too long,Promise me while we are here you will hold me strong.I may not be the one for you soul,But for a while we can make each other whole.Now pull me close and love my heart,I promise you girl I will do my part.Give me all the passion you've got,And tie our souls in a knot.Open you legs and let me in,So that our short time of love may begin.

Poems By Unknown Authors
"DO NOT STAND AT MY GRAVE AND WEEP,I AM NOT THERE, I DO NOT SLEEP,I AM A THOUSAND WINDS THAT BLOW, I AM THE DIAMOND GLINT ON SNOW,I AM THE SUNLIGHT ON RIPENED GRAIN,I AM THE GENTLE AUTUMN RAIN,WHEN YOU AWAKEN IN THE MORNING'S HUSH, I AM THE SWIFT UPLIFTING RUSHOF QUIET BIRDS IN CIRCLING FLIGHT,I AM THE SILENT STAR THAT SHINES AT NIGHTDO NOT STAND AT MY GRAVE AND CRY, I AM NOT THERE. I DID NOT DIE."

Trent Shelton #rehabtime
You'll never win my trust with promises. I've heard enough of those to realize they paint pictures that aren't accurate. They set a standard that most actions never meet. I guess that's why my heart is slow to be moved by words because most of the time they prove to hold no value. They're never lived up to. Honestly I could care less if you say the right things because I'm deaf to your words until you do the right things. My trust is through surrendering to promises, it needs commitments. - Trent Shelton #RehabTime

Need Help W/ Achievements
so i'm gonna try n knock some of these achievements down and i can't do it myself i will be needing 4 happy hours 5 rock stars 7 cherry bombs a boomie a famp or any amount of crs will help perm fam spots are avail for 25 crs temp adds for my 5 happy hours will be 13

My Motto
It's hard not to hate. People, things, institutions. They break your spirit and take pleasure in watching you bleed. Hate is the only thing that makes sense. But I know what hate does to a man: tears him apart, turns him into something he's not -- something he promised himself he'd never become. That's what I need to tell you: I want to let you know how hard I'm trying not to cave under the weight of all the awful things I feel in my heart. Sometimes my life feels like a deadly balancing act, what I feel slamming up against what I should do. Impulsive reactions, racing to solutions, miles ahead of my brain. When I look at my day, I realize that most of it was spent cleaning up the damage of the day before. In that life, I have no future. All I have is distraction and remorse. I buried my best friend three days ago, and as cliché as this sounds, I left a part of me in that box -- a part I barely knew, a part I'll never see again. Every day is a new box, boys. You open it, you take a loo

Every Once In A While
Every once in while I look at the world through a different set of eyes. Warping visions of hidden truth, camouflaged by its disguise. Deep within our core, another place exists. Occupied by those in need, which are easily dismissed. As the economy descends, poverty is all around. Loving families who are starving, with no jobs to be found. The cost of living is on the rise, while the wages remain the same. The world I see has become a pawn, inside a political game. The government keeps making excuses, for killing our men. Sending them to die, for this world we live in. While the high officials sleep comfortably, warm and cozy within their bed. Homeless shelters are overwhelmed, by so many underfed. Infection sets in, diseases which have no cure. Conspiracy speaks of antidotes, locked up secretly and secure. Drugs and violence spreads, snaking through our streets. While the judicial system goes downhill, the pattern just repeats. War heroes without a home, sh

My Dad
When my father passed away, losing him was unlike any emotional pain I'd ever experienced. His death literally sucked the oxygen out of my body. Suddenly felt like a large chunk of who I was; was no longer tangible. I couldn’t just pick up the phone and hear his voice, I couldn’t wrap my arms around him and envelop him in a bear hug becauseI was simply out of time. I’d never felt the sting of death in this way. The truth is none of us have enough time. There’s never enough time to be with those you love. The loss of my dad has forced me to re-evaluate the limits I put on myself and the relationships I hold dear. It’s brought my tolerance for other people’s bad energy to zero, and so if I don’t feel like being in a situation where I know I’ll be uncomfortable, where I would have sucked it up in the past, now I just won’t do it. It’s also made me acutely aware of how utterly short our time is here, and that once the switch on

You've Made Your Bed
You’ve made your bed he said,although that simply wasn’t trueI was just a child,delivered onto you.Father was just a title,a name but nothing more.The bed I awoke from every day,set fire to the floor.As I walked across the broken planks,with splinters in my feet.Destined to find my way,through swollen eyes and stained sheets.Blood red was the color,painted from my own hands.Mother turned away,as time shifted through the sands.The bed I’ve made is the raw truth,reality as I weep.For the bed you’ve made for me,has contaminated my sleep.I set fire to that bed,a very long time ago.Although my body is still stained,with the memories I can’t let go.

This Is Our Time!
That sparkle in my eye, is the light shining through. My reasn to shine, brought forth by YOU. You see, you give me something, that I have never had. You give me belief, through times gone bad. YOU are sheer amazement, creating life where there was none. You have given me hope, through all you have done. I erased my existence, but you came to find me. For, I was never gone from you completely. You could have easily given up, chalked it up as a loss. But you stuck by my side, no matter the cost. Your little messages reaching out, showing me that you cared. Is the reason I love you so much, why no one compares. For even when I had given up on myself. You came to my rescue, made it known how you felt. I loved you through all, the things I did wrong. Which lead me back here, where I belong. This is home, wherever you are. There is no journey, considered too far. For YOU my love, I would lay down and die. For even death couldn't keep me away, there is no good-bye. Those

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My Name!
I sat through swollen eyes...broken and blood stained skin...listening to my own body attacking itself...through hunger and infection setting in...needing someone...anyone....I had someone...ME...through good times and the unimaginable I have never let myself down...I am always there when no one else is...holding my head high through some of the most shameful occurrences...right or wrong I do what it takes...regardless of what that may be...fierce and fearless...it has always been me against the world...yet I listen to people and it shames me how petty this world has become....I stand up for those who have no choice...those who never complain while suffering in silence...hearing other people's non-existent issues is what keeps me silent....keeps me writing...weakness has never been an option in the world I live in....I have only had one choice and that is JUST DO IT...breathe in...breathe out...and strive to succeed....LISTEN to all the negativity...it fuels the fire...REMEMBER the bad

Weight Loss, What No One Tells You, Or You Expect....
I Decided Back on March 24th that I wasn't happy living within the shell I was carrying around with me. Busting/rolling out of a Size 14, With way more than a MUFFIN top, more like a bunt cake! I was going to CHANGE, Starting with a calorie counting, drinking more water & green tea, and adding some calorie burning. I took out my Smart phone, downloaded the "LOSE IT" app, added my weight, height, age, and my goal weight. started walking 3 miles a day, eating under 1,300 calories a day. I also added a step counter accupedo, put a goal of 10,000 steps a day which I fell short of at first. I took Photo's, even though I hated my reflection looking back at me. Pushing 180, with a goal of 150 in site. I started walking my route twice a day. Weighing ounces and counting every calorie became a game to me. Not just putting in the food I ate but the butter I cooked it in, the salt I added. I used to think FRUIT & veggies were FREE.... wrong! My image of a pasta serving and a real serving was 3 ti

Us Tour Dates! Come See Me!
General Bastard US Tour Dates. More Coming Soon!! Spread the Word Please! If you are in any of these cities Come See ME!NOV 26 SAVANNAH, GA The WormholeNOV 27 JACKSONVILLE, FL The Burro Bar W/ The Koffin KatsNOV 30 PENSACOLA, FL The Handle BarDEC 1 HUNTSVILLE, AL CoppertopDEC 2 MEMPHIS, TN Juicy Jim'sDEC 3 HATTIESBURG, MS The TavernDEC 4 OCEAN SPRINGS, MS The Squeaky LizardDEC 5 NEW ORLEANS, LA Checkpoint Charlies W/ The UnnaturalsDEC 6 HOUSTON, TX White Swan LiveDEC 7 SAN ANTONIO, TX The KorovaDEC 8 AUSTIN, TX HeadhuntersDEC 10 DALLAS, TX Reno's Chop ShopDEC 12 TULSA, OK The Sound PonyDEC 13 TOPEKA, KS The Boobie Trap W/ Faces For RadioDEC 14 KANSAS CITY, MO Davey's Uptown Ramblers ClubDEC 15 LINCOLN, NE Duffy's TavernDEC 16 DES MOINES, IA Hull Ave. TavernDEC 19 MADISON, WI The FrequencyDEC 20 CHICAGO, IL Reggies Music JointDEC 28 LANSING, MI Think Live MusicJAN 11 CANTON, OH Buzzbin Music ShopJAN 18 INDIANAPOLIS, IN The Melody Inn W/ Danny Thompson Deluxehttp://genera

I Am A Firefighter
"When you are in darkness, constricting, engulfing darkness, I will be there. When you are in a prison of metal, cold, threatening metal, I will be there. When you are covered in your own blood, I will be there. When you scream and shout for help, I will be there. When someone you love is trapped in a maze of fire, I will be there. When your son or daughter is mangled and lying limp in front of a wrecked car, I will be there. When all others flee, I will be there. I am no angel, no hero, no savior. I am a firefighter. Your life is my life. When you feel you are about to take your last breath, I will be there. When you feel the walls closing in on you, I will be there. When you have given up hope, I will be there. I am a firefighter. This is what I was born to be. When you need me, I will answer your call. Day or night, cold or hot, I will be there. I am a firefighter. I have never met you, but I love you. You may be my nieghbor, you may be my family, you may be the new guy in town, you

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Friends
A true friend is one who hears and understand when you share your deepest feelings. He supports you when you are struggling. He corrects yuou gently and with love. When you err's and he forgives you when you fail. A true friend prod's you to presonal growth, Stretches youto your full potenial. And most amazing of all, he celebrates your success'es as if they were his own.

Hello
Hi Everyone:) My name is Donnie (Well a shortened version of my name anyway) And I'm new to this Lost Cherry site. I'm from Brooklyn, NY and I'm looking for friends. No need in going for the dating thing, I found the one that I want, and I love him to death:) I'm a real cool person. A total open book:) Most people can't say that honestly, and that's sad. Well, that's about it for me until next time:) Wow. It's been a minute since I have been on the Tap. I've been so busy with everyday things and trying to graduate on time. Add the holidays, and you have chaos! Lmao! Anyways, I'm just going to make this brief since no one really stops by on my page but a few of my friends. It's alright. I guess people are only in it for their own self-pleasing purposes. Whatev:) Well, it's been real;)

Sgw
I have ascended on Stargatewars.com for the first time it was quite the intresting event, I lost tons and gained nearly as much in bonuses :D I have since began the path to my second ascension. :D :D I have a question for everyone who reads this blog, What would you do if you found out that your significant other did elicit drugs that you dont aprove of (since every person has A diffrent perseption of elicit drugs) and when they got drunk and you were away for some reason would cheat on you? I am intrested in how other people would handle the situation, I am curently trying to help a friend who is in a longterm relation ship work thoough this exact problem.

Hurting
FROM FUCKING HALF WAY ACROSS THE FUCKING WORLD DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE FUCKING TIME FOR YOUR DRAMA... HELL FUCKING NO I DONT NOR DO I WANT IT TAKE SOME OF YOUR ANGER OUT TAKE THAT GUN YOU CARRY AND GO SHOOT SOMEONE FOR ALL I GIVE A FUCK SHOOT YOURSELF... THATS HOW MUCH YOU MATTER TO ME... I AM ONLY WRITING THIS BLOG CAUSE I AM THAT PIST THAT YOU CONTACTED ME OVER SOMETHING SO DUMB AND FUCKING CHILDISH THAT THE WHOLE WORLD NEEDS TO KNOW HOW FUCKING STUPID YOU REALLY ARE ;) Well i really dont know how to blog on here.. but for the first time in 5 years i met someone i clicked with and without going into too much detail due to some said words that were bettter left unsaid to those not that close to me that got shot to shit and i guess they mean it when they say keep your friends close and your enimes closer because you never know who will turn on you first i guess learning the hard way is what i do best.. and just to clear up names... its no one who has lost cherry...lol.. im just sayin

Hott-azz21
you make me warm, You make me sigh, When I see you, In my mind, Your beautiful hair, Your Beautiful Eyes, Make me feel, Like ill never Die, When I am sad, and cant make it through, I just close my eyes, and dream of you, For at that time, While your on my mind, all my problems, Are left behind. If I had to choose, I wouldn’t change a thing, Because your perfect, Just like a dream, Id kill for you, And even die, To make your life, Last a longtime, You were sent from heaven, I know its true, Because no one else What's going on you ppl? I am so glad that I joined this. I like this more than Myspace. Well I hope I meet better ppl on here than I do/can on myspace. If you all wanna chat about whatever, you know what 2 do. Come find me... Peace Out, Brittany **Hope 2 hear from you guy's soon!!!!**

Tag Ur It
Tag Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1)I LIKE TO DO CRAFTS 2) I AM GOTHIC 3)I HATE BEING SHORT 4)I AM CURRENTLY GOING TO COLLEGE 5)I LOVE MAJIK MUSHROOMS 6)I LOVE WATERMELLON AND PINEAPPLES out looking for people to tag

Quizzes
Well today wasnt too bad i guess, it was my second day at work and it went pretty well. I sat on my azz and role played the whole day < i am in training> so we had to do scenarios and what not to we would feel more comfortable with the calls.. if u would like to get sum1 a gift basket.. go checkout the website at countrywinegiftbaskets.com, but yeah anyways i made a few new friends, and we all go on smoke breaks together, it was funny tonight though, none of us had cigs cuz we had ran out earlier, so we were going on a cig hunt tryin to bum one off of ppl, but it wasnt so successful.. Came home and now here i am on this site writing this.. so thats all for now i will keep u guys posted on things.. ciao!!

Child Abuse
my name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar. I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work. He slaps and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And run to the door Hes already

Friends
We sit and we type, and we stare at our screens We all have to wonder, what this possibly means. With our mouse we roam, through the rooms in a maze Looking for something or someone, as we sit in a daze. We chat with each other, we type all our woes Small groups we do form, and gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody, to type out our name We want recognition, but it is always the same. We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes flirt In IMs we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt. We do form friendships - but - why we don't know But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow. Why is it on screen, we can be so bold Telling our secrets, that have never been told. Why is it we share, the thoughts in our mind With those we can't see, as though we were blind. The answer is simple, it is as clear as a bell. We all have our problems, and need someone to tell. We can't tell real people, but tell someone we must So we turn to the 'puter, and to those we can trust.

Politics
In 2007, you will... Experiment with orgies 'What is your sexual new years prediction?' at QuizUniverse.com Your Aura is Blue Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life. You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships. The purpose of your life: showing love to other people Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor What Color Is Your Aura? The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Li

Scorpio...but Seriously
scorpio...but seriously when are we gonna see some real discriptions on here? For the most part I have to agree with this one. Few corrections though...not sexi...more like an illusion. Bit of magic mushrooms mixed with playfulness. I seriously can be mean. Just my nature...some call it bitchy. Intelligent...yes...if u consider being a plethera of useless info intelligent. Otherwise, please don't ask me about anything relevant.....you will just get a blank stare and a giggle. Energetic...hmmmm?...depends in which context the energy is being exerted. Predict future?....at times I do...(seriously)....however, I am consumed with self doubt and ignore the wispers of the universe. Therefore I am always kicking myself for not writing such predictions down. Most erotic (freak in the bed) ...you want a resume????? I can tell u I am definately a freak. Great kisser..I have been told....If you don't believe me, here is her number 215-618-1505. Call it!...Always get what they want...hmmm...If tha

My First Rant
Ok, this is a long time in coming... I appreciate those of you I have come to know. There are some great people out there! However, some people are taking this way too serious!!! Things that ANNOY... 1. I don't give a damn about your contests!!! Are prizes being handed out that I am unaware of??? Quit asking me to vote for you. I am so sorry that your self esteem is so low that you feel you need to win some stupid ass contest against a bunch of fat girls! 2. Don't post titty pics of yourself and then act all virgin when I chat with you! If you are willing to post pics of your tits on here I am assuming a comment like... "Nice Tits" or "Great Rack" is acceptable based on the fact that you must be looking for comments or you would not have posted them!! 3. Don't add me as a friend or request me to add you unless you plan to actually be a friend. CHAT!!! I know the women on here get overwhelmed with all the guys around here. We are like flies on shit. We see a p

Please Remember Me!!
My dad always said that he will be gone one day. That all the things that he taught me will be in my heart and "please remember me". He told me he was not in my life forever, but he was just there to take care of me for a moment in time and one day I will find someone. I miss him terribly. I want to reach out to him but I am not able. For he is somewhere in time that I can't get to him. I know he loves me so very much. Most amazingly I have a great big God that is right there with His wings around me holding me every day. And I know that my Lord is my Father. And He is Almighty. He will never have to say please remember me for He is right here with me. Every second of each day. If you have someone that you lost know that I have been there too. And I am here, right here for you. Will do my best to walk you through it. Please email me and I will be right there with you the same day. Even though I love my Dad so very much, I don't have to fo

Up On The Roof Top
I couldn't have been happier when you took my hand and asked, "Are you ready?" I'd been ready to leave this party from the moment we'd arrived. All those hoity-toity stuck up people, half of whom were too good even for themselves. When we got in the elevator, you pressed the button for the top floor. "What's on the top floor?" I asked. You gave me that sultry look, which turned me to butter. "The Roof," you answered in a voice that made my buttery self completely melt. You swaggered across the elevator and looked longingly into my eyes. A radiant smile burst across my face, I knew that look. I knew what you had in mind for the roof. Moisture instantly started to build in my loins. I'd been wanting you all day and now knowing I would have you within moments was driving me wild. We got to the top floor and took the stairs out onto the roof. It was a beautiful, balmy night. As I walked out to see the view, you took my hand, spun me around and kissed me. A long passionate kiss that s

Lost
TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE W ROTE ON A STONE: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE ". THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, "AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW, YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?" THE FRIEND REPLIED "WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY. BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOOD FOR US, WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE WHERE NO WIND CAN EVER ERASE IT." LEARN

Really Pissed
Well, i can truly say that this christmas was truely a memorable one. That is of what i can remember of it. I was in a car accident on the way home on christmas eve, and know it wassent santa. it was a 16 year old kid. well anyway, it totaled my truck, sent me and my wife to the hospital where i was admited for multipul cuts and abraisons to my head and also for observation due to my head injuryies. i was released early christmas day, but we just went home and sleept all day. more to come later peace out i am really pissed off right now. my wife upped and quit her job today right befor the holidays and right after we got a new morgage on the house. money is so tight right now that we cant affornd not to have her paycheck. and she does not even want to get another job right away, she wants to take some time off. so we are just going to get further behind in the bills.

Government
My personal views are that I hold theocracy to be the worst form of government, and a semi-democratic meritocracy to be the best. For the purpose of this blog a dictatorship is counted as the government where commands of one individual are automatically obeyed by others. Fascist governments are not automatically dictatorships. Dictatorships are recognized by the absence of a system that could be used to replace the dictator no matter how poor he becomes and where s(he) is not accountable for their policies. Dictatorships put an entire country under the control of a single individual. Julius Caesar, the original modern dictator, maintained control and gathered increasing power over the Roman Empire (which was previously democratic) by keeping the empire in a state of war during which elections were not held and other hierarchal mechanisms were frozen All people have their day and then decline; and a dictator is a person like any other. All dictatorships in history (correct me if I

The Way I Feel
here is why i'm missin my cj: cj: im going to jail pinky: what? why? cj: awol my paper didnt go through like i thought and my last unit thought i went awol and untill they fix it i will be in jail pinky: baby cj: what pinky: give me ur digits....i want to hear u say it....i don't want to read it cj: i have to go i will call u when i get a chance ok pinky: baby pinky: tell me u love me cj: i love u pinky: i love you too pinky: i'll be thinkin about everyday and that is the last of him i will hear for a while I'M IN THE HOTTEST JUGGALETTE CONTEST PPL....VOTE FOR ME BY RATES AND COMMENTS....RATES FIRST http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=248859&albumid=183289&i=3186380704 MMFWCL The snow fell And the princess danced With glitter in her hair And fairies flying about her The elves pranced at her feet She savored this moment for she knew it was her last The crown of mysticism would be passed on She fell to her knees Cradling her child Her daughter She handed i

A Little More About Me...
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You scored as Slut. Slut75%Goth69%Nerdy Girl56%Hippy50%Loser38%Athletic Tomboy31%Popular Bitch6%Preppy Girl0%What type of girl are you?!!created with QuizFarm.com You

Jazmine Marie
Jazmine Marie You are my heart you are my life. At first you cane on this world with a hard time with life. And the more the months went by the more and more you gotten better. I love you more and more each day like you are my own Daughter. But yet I'm your God Daughter and your Anut that loves you will all my heart. Either though I'm not there to watch you grow in to a beauitful woman, I'm still there with you day and night in your heart,mind and spirt. i'm So happy that I shear a specail place in your heart and your life. Your always in my thoughts all the time, Day and Night. Your so prechies and wonderful to have someone to love you and care for you. As much as everyone that is around you,and always thinking of you all the time. Written By Bessie Marie Meadows

Influenza - The Flu
The single best way to prevent the flu is to get a flu vaccine each year. Influenza, commonly known as "the flu" is caused by viruses that infect the nose, throat, and lungs. The flu usually spreads through the air from person to person when an infected person coughs, sneezes, or talks. Unlike the common cold, the flu causes severe illness and can be life threatening. Each year over 36,000 people in the U.S. die from complications of the flu. High Risk Groups & Priority Vaccinations Flu shots can be given to people 6 months of age and older. It is recommended for people who are at risk of complications from influenza, and for people who can spread influenza to those at high risk (including all their household members): Anyone 65 years of age and older. Residents of long-term care facilities housing persons with chronic medical conditions. People who have long-term health problems with: - heart disease - kidney disease - lung disease - metabolic

My Dog
I would just like it to be known that despite what people think about my dog he is an AMERICAN BULLDOG, go look up the picture of an american bulldog and you will see a dog that looks just like Max. My dog is 5'6 and 155 pounds and is purebred and AKC registered so trust me they would have told me he was a pitbull if infact he was. I want to clear this up because I'm tired of people saying he is a pitbull when he is an AMERICAN BULLDOG! I have nothing against pitbulls but I've raised american bulldogs all my life. I know when I see one..

Pissed
If ANYONE thinks that I am not who I say I am please remove yourself from my list now. If you think I am a fake then why have me on your list of friends, family or a person you are a fan of? Please go ahead and remove me now and you wont have to wonder if I am who I say I am. And that is all I have to say about that!

What The Hell
WHAT THE HELL IS THIS SHIT. I COME ON MY PAGE AFTER TWO DAYS OF NOT BEING ON AND FIND THAT MY PHOTO THAT HAS BEEN UP FOR A MONTH NOW IS NSFW. PLEASE SOME ONE TELL ME WHY AND WHO EVER BITCHED WHAT THE FUCK IS UR PROBLEM AND WHY DO U THINK IT IS NSFW CUS I HAVE SEEN FAR WORSE THEN THAT WHAT JUST CUS IT HAS FETISH ON IT IS THAT THE PROB OR WHAT THERE IS NOTING SEXUALLY EXPLICIT ABOUT IT. IT IS A BUTT SO WHAT I HAVE SEEN PIC OF NOTHING BUT CLEVAGE SO WHAT ABOUT THOSE SO FROM NOW ON NO ONE RIPS MY PHOTOS WITH OUT MY PERMISSION AND IF U DOT LIKE I DONT CARE.

Special Day!
"FOR MY HUSBAND BENNIE"~~9 years~12/27/97 I LOVE YOU...Not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I LOVE YOU...Not only for what you are making of yourself, I Love You...for what you are making of me. For putting your hand into my heaped up heart, passing over all the foolish, weak things that you cannot help but see there. For drawing out into the light all of the beautiful qualities that no one else had ever looked quite far enough to see. After all, that's what being a friend means.

Erectile Dysfunction Can Signal Heart Trouble
Erectile dysfunction may be a warning sign of serious heart disease, researchers from the University of Chicago report. Recent studies have tied erectile dysfunction to vascular disease, but this study links it with abnormal results on cardiac stress testing. One recent report found that men who had no problems with sexual function at the start of the seven-year study but later developed erectile dysfunction were 25 percent more likely to have a heart attack or stroke compared with those who did not develop erectile dysfunction. The latest study appears in the Jan. 23 issue of the Archives of Internal Medicine. "Among patients with symptoms that require stress testing, we found a very high prevalence of erectile dysfunction," said lead researcher Dr. R. Parker Ward, director of the university's cardiology clinic. "Over 50 percent had some degree of erectile dysfunction." In their study, Ward and colleagues examined 221 men who had nuclear stress testing, a common, noninv

Dragons Dream
Dragon's Dream My eyes see inside myself Look away The sky is black and so is my heart Look away I'm AFRAID I am PAIN I'll be your FOOL I am your SLAVE Action speaks I will die for you in the end I pretend I was cruel You are all inside me Don't try to find me Cause I am you and you are begging me to stay. I'll be your bad girl... I will portray but one false move and you're blown away. In this mask engraved I'm under, A MASQUERADE OF THUNDER Calling out you wonder who I am. I can hear you screaming to the bells I'm ringing Darling if you are dreaming,

What Time Of Day Are You?
You Are Sunrise You enjoy living a slow, fulfilling life. You enjoy living every moment, no matter how ordinary. You are a person of reflection and meditation. You start and end every day by looking inward. Caring and giving, you enjoy making people happy. You're often cooking for friends or buying them gifts. All in all, you know how to love life for what it is - not for how it should be. What Time Of Day Are You?

The Artist
An Artist I know had a vision, this was a vision that would change the world, it was a vision of self awareness,self realization, self improvement,the importance of faith,loyalty,goals,and survival. This vision has the power to influence way people think,view,and conduct themselves, at the same time influence the course of music history. His vision was corrupted and tainted by the ideas of instability,doubt,greed,and a total disregard for EVERYTHING!!!!!!! The Artist's vision was becoming a reality just before it was tainted. The moral of the story is...stay true to your visions,goals,dreams, and most importantly stay true to yourself,don't compromise and never settle for less than want! If this Artist ever reads this i hope you rid yourself of the dead weight you know you're carrying and return to your true vision. literary commentary a peom i read from a friend... with a bit of commentary tacked onto the end After a while, you learn the subtle di

Rich Men Lol
hi there if u wanna add ur cam to ur profile look at my profile until u see my cam then click on express urself under neath it it will direct u to the site u have to registar then u can put ur cam on ur profile i require a nice rich sexy man to be kind enough to buy me a thing so i can send cherry blasts lol im one of the few that dont own a credit card as i know wat im like when it comes to spending money lol ill add him as a friend be a fan and send him a gift too lol

Just Wanted You To Know
JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW I was tired of being betrayed Of always being let down I thought I would never find a true friend Until you came around You're my night in shining armor A friend when I'm in need You make me feel whole again You sweep me off my feet I just wanted you to know That for you I will be right here You mean the whole wide world to me Cause you take away my fears

Just Thoughts
hmmmm how i feel, what is left. sometimes, i feel like a pillar. what does a pillar do? i holds the weight of something, a load, a building top... i feel like a pillar. my load, the weight of all my friends problems. and i hold this weight well. for 19 years, no slips, no i don't have the time. strong, sturdy, like a pillar. and like a pillar, if left unscaved, well hold for all eternaty. but things crack the pillar, it gets worn away, chips, dents, wearing, cracking, and soon the pillar is broken. the problems of others, do not break me, but only that of my own. and for a long time i was unbreakable. but events, tragities unforseen hit, one after the other, my grandmas death, the loss of a fieoncee, and a daughter i'll never see. and than lies from one, nothing but lies and betrayal. and when all seem lost, i thought i found a pillar to help with the weight.... and i drove her away so it seems... now my cracks are showing, i am chipped, the effects of time are marked on my body

Bewitched
Bewitched Bewitched by you, my private hell A place that I love so well So completely under your spell Enchanted by your tempestuous touch Never have I felt so much My blood pulses thru my veins Flowing like cool night rain Disembodied by hunger I've had so long The decadence becomes so very strong I live to feel your hands on me You take me where I long to be.

It's Just A Blog
I weighed in at 151.5 this morning. yeah big jump...and I weigh myself way more often than I should- but today was actually a day I was supposed to. It set the mood for the rest of the day and I feel great! I cleaned my butt off(literally!) today! vaccuuming, laundry, bathroom cleaning(ick)...that kind of thing. I'm kind of attributing the big dip in weight to the fact that this morning was the first time I weighed myself where I wasn't wearing jeans and a big sweatshirt. I was wearing leggins and a t'shirt...soooo...yeah. Next time I'ma weigh myself naked! LOL it will get me to my 150 goal way faster! I have to go fill in my weight on the "Tom and Nicole Weight Chart" that we have now. haha! payce! Cole out. and that's basically the only reason this is here... Blog! Today I finally got down to 155. 5 more to go before I treat myself to something nice! :D That should be in a week and a half to two weeks if I play my cards right! :D so that's it. payce. cole o

Just Some Rambling I Needed To Say
as I lay here I often wonder why life throws obstacles in our path that at times seem so unclimbable you often wonder why me, well i guess why me, because only the hardest pathways to climb are given to the strongest people with hearts that dont falter and faith that seem endless and unbreakable. We all make decisions that at the time seem so darn hard but so easy. I made the decision to leave my country and my children. My country i can live without because home is where the heart is, but my children, well they are ones that I cant. Every day I struggle with the agony of not being able to see their lil faces smiling, or hear their giggling at something so stupid you wonder how they can laugh, I even miss there bickering between themselves. Until you dont have what you cheerish the most you never truely appreciate what you have. I sometimes wonder how my husband puts up with me, at times even though I am so happy with life, I am also so sad. Not sad at the life I have choosen or how

Prayers 2
hi haven't be on ,my sister is having a hysterectomy to day she will be going down now for it she has a fibroid the size of a football the doctors said"that what ever it is latch on to will be coming out as well "so please pray that it is not stuck to anything like her bowel or kidneys,ect thank you bee.

A Fairy Tale....kinda!!!!
Once upon a time there lived a king. The king had a beautiful daughter, the PRINCESS. But there was a problem. Everything the princess touched would melt. No matter what; metal, wood, stone, anything she touched would melt. Because of this, men were afraid of her. Nobody would dare marry her. The king despaired. What could he do to help his daughter? He consulted his wizards and magicians. One wizard told the king, "If your daughter touches one thing that does not melt in her hands, she will be cured." The king was overjoyed and came up with a plan. The next day, he held a competition. Any man that could bring his daughter an object that would not melt would marry her and inherit the king's wealth THREE YOUNG PRINCES TOOK UP THE CHALLENGE. The first brought a sword of the finest steel. But alas, when the princess touched it, it melted. The prince went away sadly. The second prince brought diamonds. He thought diamonds are the hardest subst

Ouch
Well I got my new B-day present today... HAHA both nipples pierced! OUCH!!! I thought it hurt worse the first time.. But Noooooo He made sure it hurt twice as bad this time around... Now If I take'em out again I will never get them pierced again! anywayz I am done blabbering... Misty

Just For The Record
I thought it time that I put something in here just for the record. Today I had a very long conversation with the wife of a friend (yes just a frien) that I met here on the "Tap". At the time this person and I met on here he did not indicate that he was married so of course naturally our first couple of conversations were of the "naughty" nature, but all in good fun. When I found out that he was married, I told him nothing would ever come out of "those" conversations and that being a friend would have to suffice. We have occasionally chatted since then to shoot the shit, check up on each other ect. But to feel the anguish in this wife's words is heartbreaking, as he has (according to her) "chatted" with others that don't take the stance that I do. So now she is talking divorce, which is in itself a life altering event. I want to let all of my friends on here know that if you are married please tell me up front, as I will not cross the line in "chatting" if you are, p

The News
I have gotton my call to go to work and thats the good news ... the bad news is I won't have much time for the site ... I will be checkin in from time to time but it will be very busy for a while .... Such is the nature of my life ... Either too much time on my hands or not enough ... I will be looking for ya now and then so until we meet again enjoy your moments and live to the fullest ! Ron Dorks.com Funny VideoAsk the Fruitcake Lady

Poem 1
when i close my eyes i see your smile, when i feel the wind breeze i know your watching, the sun makes it seem like its been a while, as the tears slowly find a way out of my eye-lid. the earth is cold, cold to the touch, knowing your gone, makes me miss you so much, the fear of uncertanty, the anguish of knowing, you were the one who stopped the pain from showing. i know you can here me, up their in the sky, all that i ask is that you hug me one last time, goodbye ok so my night started alil late but eventualy everything worked out we got fuckin waisted so im sitttin their in the bowlin ally haven a game and i run into my buddies comin from a party my boii chinky missin his shirt my boii dimes high as a kitt is was wack then we went to chincks chilled got high i went home found out jack brodie a truck an he was goin to pick eryon up its insane idk im buggin but yo DAMN WHAT A LIFE I LIVE! so yea yesterday i thought was gonna suck i had no plans it was killer hott but once agai

Your Release
You and I alone, beneath the stars finding ourselves . . . learning each other, touching for the first time gently, timidly our tongues searching tasting each other your hand caresses my neck tenderly sliding to my breast your tongue follows, licking softly sucking, fondling my nipple I run my fingers through you hair as you travel back to my neck my face, my lips I skim my nails down your body searching . . . then finding quietly I gather my hand around you feeling your length I stroke you, sensing you grow my overwhelming desire builds I have to taste you I run my lips down you my teeth scraping delicately licking. . . until I close my mouth around you . you fill me with yourself your flesh within me I take my time exploring enjoying you your movements, your pleasure, your excitement becomes mine the need to satisfy us both consumes me I feel your body trembling for relief closer closer until you can no longer contain. . . .

Venting
Our lager, Which art in barrels, Hallowed be thy drink. Thy will be drunk, (I will be drunk), At home as in the tavern. Give us this day our foamy head, And forgive us our spillages, As we forgive those who spill against us. And lead us not to incarceration, But deliver us from hangovers. For thine is the beer, The bitter and The lager. Forever and ever, Barmen I hate it when people who always shove it in ur face everytime they make an achievement or when they get hit on!! Its as if they have to make everyone feel beneath them to make them feel better about themselves. But on the other hand I sit here like a loser in my room as usual. Sometimes it seems like guys never look at me and that I'm just stupid and I'm doomed to failure. I'm so fucking tired & I gotta study for a test 2morrow

Pass The Word
I'm in the business of misery, let's take it from the top She's got a body like an hourglass it's ticking like a clock It's a matter of time before we all run out... When I thought he was mine, she caught him by the mouth I waited eight long months She finally set him free I told him I can't lie, he was the only one for me Two weeks and we had caught on fire She's got it out for me, but I wear the biggest smile Whoa... I never meant to brag But I got him where I want him now Whoa... it was never my intention to brag To steal it all away from you now But God does it feel so good 'Cause I got him where I want him now And if you could then you know you would 'Cause God it just feels so... It just feels so good Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change Once a whore, you're nothing more, I'm sorry that'll never change And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to, have exchanged I'm sorry

Happy Birthday And Valentines Day Carol K Horton 2/14/47 - 5/5/05...love You And Miss You Mom
You defied the odds. A black woman during the late 60's and 70's married to an unskilled, uneducated man and 2 kids to cloth, feed and provide shelter for. You defied the odds. A black woman who's husband was hooked on heroin, but you rescued him and helped him beat his addiction. You raised 2 black men your husband and your son, a son who for the MOST PART, kept his nose clean and stayed out of trouble, a son who ALSO defied the odds, never having joined a gang, never having gotten hooked on drug, cigarettes or liquor, never been shot or stabbed, never did hard time although living in one of the most NOTORIOUS boroughs in New York City. I am forever grateful for the seeds you've sewn. You defied the odds. A black woman during the 70's who was strong willed and for her people who wore and afro and dashiki, who espoused the teachings of the Panthers, but still you steadily climbed the corporate later. It was YOU who kept the family together, YOU were the GLUE, OUR ... BIG MAMA

Sexy David Blog
Hey ladies I dont know where to start at.. I am new to this website... But the only thing I can tell you is what I look like.... 6ft4 short dark brown hair and blue eyes bout 150lbs with goatee.. And If you want to know more you will just have to ask....I will update more on this later