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St.nyck -4-real
Wuz up to all the BBWs out there you are the Queens of the Century and to all the Full-Figured Women out there how you enjoying the new year so far? To all the Cherry Tappers keep it real for 2007!!! Happy Thanks Giving 2 The World Hopfully everones new year started great!! Cuz mine is Algood in da hood

I Have Figured Its Time For My First..........
so i have been on this site for a while and i have a nice friends list but no one talks to me i say hi and i send messages but nothing.....granted there are a few who do talk to me but it would be nice if every one did every now and then..... any one notice that its hella hard to get a job right now....and when u finally get one they pay u jack shit and/or give u no hours....all thanx to our fucking dumb ass president...thank u george w. fucking bush for going to war wth the worlds main sorce of oil, u know george the shit that makes cars planes boats and other shit move, very smart george...learn to pick ur battles......well any ways thanx to him he took a decesant economy and turned it to shit, the housing market took a huge dive, the number of forclose homes has more then doubled and in turn raised all the rent prices im seeing rooms for rent that are like $600 really u wanna charge $600 for some one to share a 2 bed room duplex with u what the fuck..... just lately i got a new s

Missin Someone Special
i miss my bf like crazy he is soo sweet and kind to me on the 7th of december is our 8th months since we been going out. December 25th is out very first christmas together he has a big suprise for me and i cant wait to see what it is. I have asked him how much he loves me he said more than all the love in the world it was soooo breathe taking when he said that i miss my baby soo much My boyfirend is leavein to go to alaska he wont be back till sunday october 21 and i wont be able to see him till tuesday october 23 and i am goin to fell so alone without the love of my life here ill feel so empty inside cuz he was always by my side its not goin to feel the same anymore i am afraid for him to go I feel so alone what do i do well my baby left to go to alaska early in the morning its hard to work with this it doesnt feel right with him not by side i miss him i cant wait for a week to fly so when he calls me and tells me his comein to see him i am goin to run o

Friends
As a old foolish man, one is flattered by friendship, promises of more. As reality sets in he is ignored. A gift of hope was given to him. A dream of a future was his only sin. And now as he looks and see what a fool. He also sees the friendship cool. Once an open heart that now felt tore. Is now closed for now and ever more. Wolfy 12/03/06

Exclusive Nonissue
It all comes Down To faith How and why You believe Does not matter Whether correct Or erroneous You still have Your two Feet Do what you feel Must be done Experience that And this A subtle claim Which must remain It is only All of you That's missed I will not attempt To stop your flee I can only give You a motive To return I know my part Is in the heart While your mind Still turns

Hustlein
U SUCKERS OUT THERE JUDEGIN PEOPLE ABOUT THEY LIFESTYLE WHEN U SHOULD B ON TOP OF YO SHIT THAT'S WHY THA SAYIN SAY I'M TRYIN 2 DO ME AND NOT U.SO 2 ALL MY HUSTLERS RATHER IT B DRUGS,PIMPIN,HOEIN,STRIPPIN,WHATEVER DO U AND SAY FUC THA HATERS AND DO U AS THEY WATCH THA MOVES U MAKE THAT MAKE EM HATE. REAL TALK 4 U HATER.......................GOLD MOUTH GO GETTER BKA COOL AS A POLAR BEAR TOE NAIL

Tis The Holiday's To B Joyfull!!!
this blog goe's out to all my fellow cherry tap people....May you all have a blessed holiday... n a happy new year... You all earned it...soo go out n celebrate the holiday n style...n if u can't... try to spend the holiday w/ a friend n need... Just always b safe no matter where u all go this holiday season...n if u drink... Please dont' drive.. would want to hear from you all alive n not hear about ya n some obituary in the news paper... God bless every1!!!

The Flu Shot
What is the flu shot? The flu shot is an inactivated vaccine (containing killed virus) that is given with a needle, usually in the arm. It contains three influenza viruses. The three vaccine strains -- one A (H3N2) virus, one A (H1N1) virus, and one B virus -- are representative of the influenza vaccine strains recommended for that year. Viruses for the flu shot are grown in eggs. When should I get a flu shot? October or November is the best time to get vaccinated, but you can still get vaccinated in December and later. Flu season can begin as early as October and last as late as May. Who should get a flu shot? The flu shot is approved for use among people over 6 months of age, including healthy people and those with chronic medical conditions. The U.S. Centers for Disease Control and Prevention recommends, however, that certain people should get vaccinated each year. They are either people who are at high risk of having serious flu complications or people who live

Mr E Blogs
Choose a word for each number and then fill the words into the paragraph. No changing the words after! Then send it to me...it will be fun!! 1 adjective to describe someone- 2 noun (like car, profile, nose etc…)- 3 adjective to describe someone- 4 noun (like car, profile, nose etc…)- 5 verb of action (like run, sing, read etc…)- 6 noun (like car, profile, nose etc…)- 7 noun (like car, profile, nose etc…)- 8 adjective to describe something- 9 noun describing relationship (like friend, rabbi, teacher etc…)- 10 noun (like car, profile, nose etc…)- 11 noun (like car, profile, nose etc…)- 12 noun describing relationship (like friend, rabbi, teacher etc…)- 13 place- 14 noun (like car, profile, nose etc…)- 15 thing (like car, profile, nose etc…)- 16 noun (like car, profile, nose etc…)- 17 adjective to describe something- 18 verb of action (like run, sing, read etc…)- 19 place- 20 something to do- 21 noun (like car, profile, nose e

Sex
You scored as Outgoing. You outgoing and you have a very friendly personality.Outgoing81%Nice69%Fun56%Immature38%Shy31%mean19%Dramatic6%what kind of person are you? (shy,outgoing,fun,mean,immature,dramatic or nice?)created with QuizFarm.com You scored as A Romantic. You're a romantic through and through. You may not ever have very many partners, but it's ok. You know that it's about the person who you're having it with, and that the sex is more of a fun biproduct - a very fun biprodict. You know how to make your partner happy, and that's what it's all about.A Romantic73%Sex God

All Men Ain't Shit?!?!?
How come women don't know how to treat a good man? All I ever hear is "ALL MEN AIN'T SHIT", but when presented with a good man they (alot) don't know what to do with him. Do women like being cheated on or treated like they're second class? I had some good times in my last relationship (11 years). But now that I'm newly single and back in the dating world I find it to be a harsh place for a kind, giving, caring, good man. I understand alot of women have had some bad experiences in life but damn that doen't mean we're all bad. Some men have had bad experiences too but we don't think all women are bitches or hoes. Ya'll need to lighten up a little and let yourself have a bit of fun, you never know he might be that good man you're looking for. I won't stop looking for her. Is it you? Are you the one? Don't give up hope even if you have to find what you're looking for in the arms of another woman. Just remember it's not that all men ain't shit, you just need to be more careful in your choic

Petals Of A White Rose
Petals Of The White Rose Dreaming by the morning moon protected in a tight cocoon so pale in the gloom Petals of the white rose Stretching at the sun light smiles reflecting on its dew drop tiles a glow that's seen for miles The waking of the white rose Delicate as the summer breeze pearly white of royal genes a queen within the garden green the blooming of the white rose Soft as love you give it when hearts should touch a frail friend before the gift of life might end The message of the white rose As we cry these tender woes and say goodbye to them we know they'll fly wherever spirits go On petals of a soft white rose

Grimey Build Up
I remember all this I think I lived it before You feel like A part of me Then you close that door If you think That bothers me Start that story with Once upon a time Because all of those issues Are involved with your life Not mine Another short skirt Fishnet stockings and boots Somehow I feel ok And I'm in a good mood While searching forever I recall To live right now Forever ends in an Instant Hopes and dreams Swirl down the drain As it empties All that remains Is what we created Just Love residue

Nsfw?
Ok.........One of my pics has been flagged as NSFW and im fine with that...well kinda. It was a clipart....a fricking clipart! This I dont understand why can girls have their boobs hanging out in their default pic??And thats all fine and dandy. Seriously I dont care...if u got it flaunt it,but it really isnt fair. Who r the ppl going around flaggin shit anyways???NSFW.....psh go do ur work n stop lookin at pics. Whatever thats all i have to say. *°Boo°*

My Children
every once in a while life throws many things that we cannot see in our paths. We may struggle with the obstacles, but those obstacles are so worth climbing over or conquering. My children, are my life, they mean everything to me, they give me joy when life seems so dark and you think there is no light shinning to show you your way. I am not sure why people use kids as a tool in their lives to hurt either their partners, or other family members. I am so fortunate that my children understand that no matter what life throws at us, we will always have each other, even if it is miles apart. They are my best friends as well as my children. Soon very soon, we will all be as one again. I miss them with my soul. I cry rivers of tears with the agony of not being able to hold them, to watch them laugh or come to me and say mum i busted myself again and I am bleeding. To be able to put a band aid on it and kiss the boo boo better, to say hey your tough its just a scratch, to hear t

You Know Your In Love When...
You know your in love when You know your in love when the hardest thing to say is good bye You know your in love when you think about him breaking your heart and all you can is cry You know your in love when you melt with his every smile You know your in love when he makes life all the more worth while You know your in love when all you do is think of him You know your in love when you always feel as if your hanging on a limb You know your in love when all you wonder is does he love me too You know your in love when they ask if you truely love him and the answer is I DO You know your in love when you want to share with him your hopes, dreams, and fears You know your in love when he leaves you always cry more tears You know your in love when you don't want to go to sleep because reality is better than a dream You know your in love when he does something sweet it's almost like on the television screen You know your in love when you read this poe

What's New?
So I figure if my boyfriend never holds back and enjoys looking at so many other naked women I don't have to feel bad for posting revealing pictures. I'm sorry but every girl knows it is fun to take sexy pictures sometimes. So there's the new Flashy album in my photos...like I said just for some harmless fun.

A Females Prayer
Entry for January 12, 2007 FEMALE PRAYER: Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, when I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, and always be my very best friend. Amen. MALE PRAYER: I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a liquor store and a boat. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.

Deeper Than Skin
Deeper than skin... Can we go deep? Deeper than skin Sharing hidden desires Shall we begin? Can we go deep? Ignite the fire inside Letting go Giving in Inhibitions- push aside. Can we go deep? Unchaining our souls Releasing the passion Of dreams never told. Can we go deep? Get lost in the abyss Can we go there? With a sensual kiss Can we go deep? Deeper Than Skin No limitations Shall we begin?

Hooked On Disney
Hooked on Disney Nursery rhymes spinning lies about a happily ever after. A brave Knight wearing white, climbs the golden ladder. Just one kiss from a handsome prince, wearing a toads sweater. Lost and found holds your crown but the slipper couldn't fit better. Was it too much hassle to visit my castle and deliver me that kiss? He was supposed to arrive at a quarter till 9:00, I wrote it on my list. But here I sit in the cold, growing old and getting rather pissed. "I lost my way", he will say, "my phone call you must of missed." Well, Prince Charming, I'm tired, and your fired, no longer will I wait. Now you show! You've got to go! I think you know the way to my gate! But don't worry, if you hurry you can still meet up with your fate. There's a girl I know, her name is Snow, just accept the apple on her plate. Well I'm on to you Mr. Disney... Prince Charming, how alarming, is just a fabrication. Sorry for the trouble, with bursti

this describes her so well.(and,yes i wrote it) "THE YELLOW ROSE" AN ORCHID IS A FLOWER,THAT BLOOMS BY MOONLIGHT; IT'S A MESMERIZING WONDER,LIKE LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT. THE PICTURE THAT YOU SEE,AS YOU STAND AT A MIRROR; PALES BY COMPARISON,IT'S INNER BEAUTY I HOLD DEAR. LOVE CAN BE MAGICAL,THE MISSING LINK IN A CHAIN; YOU RISK IT ALL BY OPENING YOUR HEART,WITH EVERYTHING TO GAIN. LIKE DEW FORMING ON A PETAL,AS THE SUN BEGINS TO RISE; YOU BURN A HOLE IN MY SOUL,BY THE TWINKLE IN YOUR EYES. BLOOD SEEPS FROM A ROSE,AN AROMA YOU CAN SEE; THE PROTECTOR OF THE FLOWER,HAS BEEN GIVEN TO A BEE. THE REFLECTION OF A STAR,LEAVES CATCHING THE RAY; BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS TO HELP YOU,MAKE IT THROUGH ANOTHER DAY. THE PAINFUL MEMORIES FADING,AS YOU LISTEN TO THE RAIN; WORDS OF COMFORT SOOTHING,REMOVING ALL THE PAIN. THROES OF PASSION GENTLE,SENSATION AT IT'S HEIGHT; A WHISPER IN YOUR EAR,"YOU'RE NOT ALONE TONIGHT." ARE YOU: IN LOVE, LUST OR

This Should Give Everyone A Laugh Or More
Everybody I know usually calls their dog Rover or Spot. I called mine Sex. Now Sex has been very embarrassing to me. When I went to City Hall to renew the dog's license, I told the clerk I'd like a license for Sex. He said, "I would like to have one too!" Then I said, "She is a dog!!" He said he didnt care what she looked like. I said, "You don't understand, I had Sex since I was 9 years old." He replied, "You must have been quite a strong boy." When I decided to get married, I told the minister that I would like to have Sex at the weddimg. He told me to wait until after the wedding was over. I said, "But Sex has played a big part in my life, and my life revolves around Sex." He said he didn't want to hear about my personal life and would not marry us in his church. I told him everybody would like having Sex at the wedding. The next day we were married at the Justice of Peace. My family was barred from the church from then on. When my wife and I went on our honeymo

Sometimes I Ponder
SOMETIMES I PONDER Sometimes I ponder about what will come next Where will my life turn when it seems to stall? When is the next time I will smile again? and how will I get up, should I fall? Happiness fills me with a touch of sadness. By that I mean I know it can't last. Beauty decays, laughter subsides When will the stones be cast? Tragedy can be measured by the amount of happiness taken away Elusion is our only protection As we fall victim to its prey So when I've reached a fork in life's road and the choices are many or few. I follow the one that leads away from misfortune Thats all I can really do When life is good You have to hold it in your hand You have to close your eyes You have to breathe it in! Happiness may end While tragedy begins Today is the beginning Is tomorrow the end?

Irish's Blog
How authorities arrested 28 in predator sting TV show played part in ruse Posted by the Asbury Park Press on 04/8/07 BY JAMES A. QUIRK AND MARGARET BONAFIDE STAFF WRITERS Story Chat Post Comment They came from as far away as Washington state, authorities say. One leased a new motorcycle for the occasion and drove six hours east from Pittsburgh. Another took the train from New York City to the Bay Head Junction station wearing an oversized SpongeBob SquarePants jacket and, prepared with a large bottle of KY lubricant, walked the two miles to Mantoloking. For five weeks prior, authorities say, the 28 men had immersed themselves in chatting online with what they thought was a 13-year-old girl or boy. All of them had worked the situation up to the same apex — to finally meet with the "teen" in a large home near the sea in Mantoloking, and have sex with him or her. This is how the case unfolded, according to law-enforcement authorities and those in the know: In a steady procession Mar

Faith
Gods Love God so loved the world he sent his only beloved son It began on a night long ago and through him it was done That the souls of men might find the way to gods love He sent forth his herald to us from heaven above Through the child we were given life forever with our lord He did not see it as some thing he could not afford The mother that bore the child that would one day die for our sin She took on the pains of mother hood and to god did give in The man who stood beside her and took care of them all the same He was a father to the child and for god he gave the child a name A name that last beyond all time and he lives on today Our blessed savior Jesus Christ who showed us all the way Let no one be called worthy who does not to gods will submit For all god ask of us is to believe and trust him through all of it To live as his only son lived and showed us all the way To be one in the spirit and love all every day How many of us would give up sel

My Crush
Well I have changed my song on my profiel and it goes out to all my ex's exspecially my babys daddy. Cause now that He knows I have finally moved on and I am happy he wants me back. Well I think he really doesnt want me back he just dont want me with anyone. But it dont work that way buddy. I'm done waiting and sitting here wondering if you are ever going to change and me a man. So KARMA baby and I do believe it. So I hope some how you read this and you think. Anyway that is all for now. Love all my CherryTap friends. Okay people it shows on my profile that someone has a crush on me and I'd like to know who it is...Cause you never know I may be crushing on you to..LOL So if the person that reads this is the one who has a crush then let me know, Send me a personal message. I will not tell

The Key
I am now working in richmond Indiana so I won.t be on here much ... just to let ya know . I hope you all enjoy tour moments . Ron I hold the key I hold the key to your heart and soul I turn the key and we become whole Shared love that last beyond this life Bring together two to share joys and strife Coming to the challenge of all that may be I hold the key and in time we will both see That though it is mine to open your heart It is love that we share no matter how far apart That binds us together and makes us both one Love as it should be till all time is done By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Day Dreams Of Desires Of You
Day Dreams of Desires of You I lay here while my mind drifts away dreaming of you. Wanting to have you laying beside me. Desiring to feel your touch, your warmth, your passion. Wanting to feel your hands slowly carress my body. Then ever so gentle your hand brushes up against my face, you lean closer and kiss me ever so passionately. Your kiss fills me with so much more desire within. I am wanting you to fufill me completely. Oh how I am wanting you to make love to me. Very slow and very passionate. My mind still drifting of dreams and desire of all the things I want to become between us. For one day my dreams will be made into reality. Not till then will I feel the full desire of your passion for now all I have is day dreams.

I'm Sad
I've been on here for a long time and no one has given me a gift yet. No one ever trys to talk to me or anything they just add me too get more points or something. Oh well I will just cry myself to sleep...or not......

Tired
My heart is heavy and my soul is filled with sadness. I am tired of it all and no this is not a suicide note don't be so dramatic. I am always the person that carries a smile and says how wonderful everything is. Sometimes its just hard to hide how you feel and at this moment I just feel sad. How many people stop and just pay attention to the little things in life? I bet if I took a survey it would show not very many. Now a days are lives are so busy for things we have no time left for the little ones that matter the most. I have had a good life with some things in it I should not have done. Though I am not a proud person I just have been learned for I have been at the end of my rope wanting it all to end. I was losing something I thought I never would, but I know now it was needed so I could rise up as a new person with my eyes open to the little things and having them set upon something more than myself. All I can say it has been different for me since that time for now I see what I

I Never Thought I Was So Suicidal
You scored as Poison. Your death will be by poison, probably because you are a glutton and are around so many people that it would be easy to get away with it. Several important people in history share your fate.Suicide93%Poison93%Stabbed60%Bomb53%Cut Throat53%Gunshot47%Disappear47%Suffocated47%Eaten47%Natural Causes33%Drowning20%Disease

Pink Laid A Clutch
Hey CT Friends: I have updated my about me section. I now am a consultant for Pure Romance. I enpower, inform, and educate women/men about sex/health education and sell novelty products. If you are within Ohio and would like for me to host a party call me at 513-602-8927 or email me at melissaburkhart@pureromance.com. You may also discretley order online at my web site. www.melissaburkhart.pureromance.com.Please only call if buisness related, can I reiterate that one!!! Men don't be shy, you are more than welcome to orde products 2. Any ? on anything feel free to call or email me. Thanks for your time. Melissa Janurary 29th at 4:30 pm 6-10 weeks for babies

Let's Talk About It!
Why won't you look at me? How vapid can you really be! I want the truth no more lies. "LOOK AT ME" she cries Should I hurt myself to get your attention? Turning around she screams, "Maybe your the one who needs some Protection!" You Know I won't wait for forever. If you end it now, Don't talk to me..EVER! Whats actually going through your head? Did you listen to a word I just said?!

Sorry Rosie
The winter chill Reminds me Of how I made You feel So long ago When my heart Left on it’s path And left yours Freezing outside You have moved on Finally Found another I have been full Of joy Why you Rarely bother Forever was Too long for us But I still Think of you I smile each day When I remember Our love While You just make It thru

My 1st Contest
Ok, So I entered my 1st contest a few days ago and was just going to see how I did without posting a blog. Unfortunately, I only have 4 comments at the moment. So I am asking all friends and anyone who checks me out or whatever, to take a peak at the contest and rate and comment on my pic. Remember, this is a comment contest so if you are going to rate it, please at least say hi. I look forward to hearing all your comments. The link to the contest is: http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=158234&albumid=188010 I will show my respects to everyone who comments. Thank you. Cathungry69

Leaving Cherry Tap
First let me start by saying I wish I could figure out how to write something on my profile..Then I would like to say thank you to all the nice ppl that welcomed me here.. You have all been warm and friendly, and if I have not replied, it is because I have no idea what I am doing... With that out of the way may I add, I am just coming out of a relationship that really broke my heart.. I for sure loved the guy, but am now realizing it was never meant to be.. Until yesterday I had hoped that things would turn around, but I am facing the reality of it.. I don't want to become hard or cynical and will never give up on love and that is why I am here.. To meet new and exciting people and hope for the best.. As they say off with the old and on with the new.. Thanks everyone Lolly Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then forw

Things I Ponder
Apparently, other members of my gender are passing around a so-called list of sex etiquette rules. Fellas, if you end up reading that bullshit, erase it from your minds... here is the REAL list of sex etiquette! 1) WE LOVE TONGUES! You may stick wherever you wish, whenever you wish. If you choose to stick it deep between my southern lips before it touches my northern lips, by all means, go for it. Besides, it's not nice to be greedy! Share some of it with me!! 2) KISS ME LIKE YOU MEAN IT. Hell, as long as you are kissing me, that means something. I admit, trying to swallow my face when you kiss is not exactly a good thing, but very few men do not know how to kiss a gal. 3) TEETH ARE A GOOD THING! By all means, bite and nibble away, at whichever body part you wish. If it's too hard, I'll let ya know, but until it reaches that point, bon appetit! 4) GIVE THE BREASTS ATTENTION. Whether it be by the nibbles and biting, tweaking, squeezing, pinching. Enjoy those two big round bu

In The Wind
In the Wind Can you feel it As it blows over your face Touches your cheeks Kisses your lips Runs through your hair It carries my love with it Caresses you when I cant Lets me touch you Lets me catch your breath And carries it home to me I am waiting to feel it touch me Run itself over my mouth So It can let me taste you Smell you, feel you So next time the wind Blows hard on your face Kiss it back

Poetry!
The Vows I give To Thee On this day I give to you, A ring and these vows that I hope will do. To show you my love and warm your heart, I promise to love you like I have from the start. You've inspired me to hope and believe, And you've given me air when I couldn't breathe. You helped me open my eyes, so I could see. You've done all these things and so much more, And I'll keep on praying forevermore. To Keep, To Cherish, To Love, To Hold, To Be Together, And Grow Old. You and Me... Do you think of me when I think of you? Do you see me when I see you? Do you love me when I love you? Do you kiss me when I kiss you? Do you touch me when I touch you? Do you dream of me when I dream of you? Do you notice me when I notice you? Do you want me when I want you? Do you care for me when I care for you? Do you promise to be there for me when I promise to be there for you? Do you picture your life with me when I picture my life with you? T

S*s*d*d
Obvi if you're checking out my blog, you are a good friend. So I need some comments. I'd do all 3,400 myself, but thats quite time consuming. SO, if I can get 10 or so from each friend/fan, that would be super!!!!!! And remember, I return the love!!! Click this pic below to go to where I need the comments. It's for a 1 day blast..pretty simple ;) I know theres other that feel me on this. Got my ex breathing down my neck, using my son as a means of getting to me. Hes really starting to get under my skin. And I do love..he gave me the most precious thing I have, my son. But unfortunately he does NOT care about Cristian as much as he should. He always says hes going to get a job. Things fell apart between us after we won a lot of money. Then when he ran out of money I helped him. I never said anything when he stole my bank card and to this day I give him money. Im tired of taking care of two children, ya know?? And sometimes I cant say no. I havent found anyone to make me feel speci

The Saga Continues...
Nobody Is Allowed To Touch Me Till I Lose A Ton Of Weight. Not Even Hug Me. I Hate How Words Hurt Worse Than Physical Shit Does @ Times. Leave it to the children and Empire Records to get me in the good ole perky me mode again. I do have to give a few friends some credit too though. I

About Me! (just Incase You Haven't Seen My News!)
HI I THOUGHT I'D POST THIS INFORMATION FOR ALL MY FRIENDS, THIS IS INCASE YOU WANT TO KNOW ABOUT THE CONDITION I SUFFER FROM! Agoraphobia is a form of anxiety disorder, the abnormal fear of expecting or experiencing a difficult or embarrassing situation from which the sufferer cannot find an escape. The word is an English adoption of the Greek words agora (a????) and phobos (f?ÃŸ??). Literally translated in modern Greek as "a fear of the marketplace". This translation is the reason of the common misconception that agoraphobia is a fear of open spaces. This is most often not the case since people suffering from agoraphobia usually are not afraid of the open spaces themselves, but of public spaces or of situations where a person is afraid of having a panic attack and will not be able to receive help. Another misconception is that agoraphobia is a fear of "crowded spaces" (which would be the social anxiety disorder). Once again, an agoraphobic does not fear people: he or she rather fears

Memorial Tribute To My Son David Russell
In Memory Of David Russell 1989 - 2005 16 years of age MeryvilleThe United States The dust has settled on the thingsThat I have stored awayA favorite toy, for little boyA jar of dried out clay.A photograph when y... view memorial powered by Christian Memorials In Memory Of David Russell

Untitled.
A woman came out of her house and saw 3 old men with long white beards > sitting in her front yard. She did not recognize them. > > She said "I don't think I know you, but you must be hungry. Please come > in and have something to eat." > > "Is the man of the house home?", they asked. > > "No," she replied. "He's out." > > "Then we cannot come in," they replied. > > In the evening when her husband came home, she told him what had > Happened. > > "Go tell them I am home and invite them in!" > > The woman went out and invited the men in" > > "We do not go into a House together," they replied. > > "Why is that?" she asked. > > One of the old men explained: "His name is Wealth," he said pointing to > one of his friends, and said pointing to another one, "He is Success, > And I am Love." Then he added, "Now go in and discuss with your husband > which one of us you want in your home?" > > The woman went in and told her husband what was said. Her husband was > ove

Its So Damns Tupid
You know what i think is totally lame and stupid, people that have a name thats a full sentence, it was cool when the first 5 people did it, but now everyone has to do it, how come everyone copies what everyone else does on here.....ahh ha i know why so they can be cool to and level up.....lame..who cares about leveling up, oh one final thought if one more person gets a picture that morphs im gonna puke.....it old done a thousand time ..lame

Thoughts
i'm going to borrow a quote that a friend of mine insightfully posted that i thought was kinda good... "Contrary to what the cynics say, distance is not for the fearful, it is for the bold. It's for those who are willing to spend a lot of time alone in exchange for a little time with the one they love. It's for those knowing a good thing when they see it, even if they dont see it nearly enough" i have to agree in that distance is difficult, it takes two strong people and one strong relationship to withstand the hardships that come with it. sustaining a healthy and happy relationship is easy when you have the ability and ease of seeing eachother daily, but when you must go for months at a time on nothing but phone calls and mental memories, its much harder. There is something to be said for being in the physical presence of someone and being able to look in their eyes and hold them. When those neccessary things can't be had you must find other ways to connect with one another and

Friends In Need
Hello all, My friend Em from the UK could really do with all our love & support right now, her father passed away last night and she is understandably distrought....so, as Cherrytap is a supposed online community i'm asking you all just to send a message of support....i know a lot of you will not know her but surely grief has been felt by us all in our lifetime and any message of love or support helps!? Please help a genuine cherry in need, it wont cost you anything except your time. Thanks to you all. Jeff x

Roydog
Animal Rescue Site: Free Food For Shelter Dogs And Cats Hi, all you animal lovers. This is pretty simple. Please tell ten friends to tell ten today! The Animal Rescue Site is having trouble getting enough people to click on it daily to meet their quota of getting free food donated every day to abused and neglected animals. It takes less than a minute to go to their site and click on the purple box "fund food for animals" for free. This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate food to abandoned/neglected animals in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know. http://www.theanimalrescuesite.com AGAIN, PLEASE TELL 10 FRIENDS!!! If you were wondering. Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let them know how much they liked their coffees and to request that they send some of it to the troops there. Starbucks re

Awakened Princess
You want to think This is a dream But you were never Brave enough To sleep Thru this A picture With a pulse The screen Becomes alive At first You wonder If this is real It becomes A brilliant Surprise The image Becomes human You find an Individual soul With angel eyes Inner beauty That just flows While the fantasy Was lovely The reality Is so much More The person That you admire From a distance Becomes a friend You adore

Rants
to the few real people that talked with me and were cool good bye I've had it with this site the only way you get any attention on here is if you are a couple or a chick or like I did for a long time use a chicks photo as your default beyond that this site is a relitive waste of time for makeing any kind of real friend with noted exeptions to the best I can tell its random bored and or overly horney people looking ofr the same thing to bs and cyber with and seeing as I have limited tolerane for bs and drama and no intrest in haveing sex cyber or otherwise with anyone besides my wife I believe the time has come to say good bye those that have my yahoo addy keep in touch and to the rest its been real its been fun but it ain't been real fun later days this proves im in the wrong line f work windows is quite possibly the most pain in the ass program on the planet and yet 85-90 percent of users run the os because it has the highest software compatability yet the shit crash a lot and is easy

Crush
girlfriend APPLICATION Name: Age: Number: Town: Favorite food: Favorite color: Favorite thing on a girl/boy: Favorite hobby: Would you: Kiss me: Hug me: Tell me you loved me: Jump aroudn with me: Make funny faces with me: Laugh with me: Dance with me: Kiss me in the rain: Dance with me in the rain: Cuddle with me: Sing to me: Hold hands with me: Do you: Have a crush on me: Know me: If you do how: Do you think im hott: Rate me 1-10: Choose: Friends or Your gf: Italian or Mexican food: Football or basketball: Vanilla or Chocolate: Brown hair or Red hair: Brown eyes or blue eyes: Light skinned or Tanned skin: Braces or Crooked teeth: Random: What is the most you have done with a girl: What's your favorite place to visit: Do you like to shopp: What's your style [punk, prep, casual or just whatever]: What's your favorite band: If it was valentines day what would you get me:

Family
I am not a normal blogger about family issues. But I figured someone out there must be going through the same thing as me!! My mother passed away a little over a year ago. My life has been so busy since she passed, I dont really think I have morned my loss yet. Or maybe its just that I dont want to believe she is gone yet! Prolly the ladder! Me and my mother never really got along until I got pregnant with my first child. After Jess was born me and my mother became very very close. We talked on the phone every day, I called her for MAN advice, etc etc etc... Anyways,,point being she is GONE! My father has always been my world. Now that my mother is gone I have taken on the roll of making sure he is ok. Making sure he is keeping up with his finances and house up keep. He calls me to make sure he is doing the right thing. I have always been daddies little girl! *smiles* ANYWAYS..THE BOMB WAS DROPPED LAST NIGHT!!!! DADDY SAID THE WORDS I NEVER EXPECTED TO HEAR! He asked me if it was

Help For A Friend
Ok, my friend Princess T has been stuck and needs some help to level up. If you find a moment to stop by her page and rate a pic or two, I'm sure she will return the favor. Leave her a comment so she will know you were there. Thanks! Princess T@ CherryTAP

Broken Relationships
Have you ever really known what true love is? True love is not a feeling but it is a thought of being happy.I thought I was in love at one time or two in my life but all has failed and I sit here and wonder today what is true love.People say I love you all the time but if you do not get shown the love then what is the use of saying it. A wise person told me one time that love is just a four letter word wiht out meanning unless it is shown and unexplainable. If you can explain love and sum it up into just mearly words then you do not know love. Like I have been through and I have noticed if you you truly love some one show them but also let them know everyday because if you just show and not express into words then it seems to be unreal. Love is a funny thing because it was designed to be shown. But if you just show it does not seem real and if you just tell someone and not show them it seems to be unreal. So to all those out there that are in love or want to be in love or has been in l

Errr... My Blog? Lol
Screeming In Silence the torrid waves of disparity with in my heart n soul beckons me into the mire of the darkness that taunts my inner being deeper then anyone can know torn from the sanctuary of the love You once shown trapped in Your complacency with no where else to go reaching out for help as a beggar to a thief smashed with neglect beyond my minds eye could never see drowning with in an abyss that never exist barren as a deserts sea lost & tossed aside look what You have done to me encompassed in emptiness left in the dark & cold no more hope for compassion screaming in silence with in my heart & soul _____________________________________________ Copyright ©2007 David Joseph Canfield i Dream of You thru the glimmer of life's intriguing destiny. Your thoughts, feeling's n compassion reach out n touch me. not only my heart, desire yet soul. my inner being's clarity.... for You, my passions grow. dreams of holding You or just

Emanons Contest!!
Best Looking Goth Contest PRIZES First Place: Silver Motorcycle Second Place: Rolex Third Place: Platinum Cherry Rules ~This is a week Long contest, will start Monday, March 20, at 12:00 PM EST and will run until Monday, March 27, at 12:00 PM EST ~This is a open contest meaning once it starts if one would like to enter they will be allowed to ~All entries must be S.F.W. (Suitable For Work) any N.S.F.W. entries will not be accepted ~Contest is open to both Males and Females ~Anyone found to be down-rating anyone else will be cut from the contest ~You may use any means to pimp yourself out i.e. stickies, page links on peoples pages, bulletins, or what ever else you can think think of to get you more comments amd rates ~If ANYONE breaks 10,000 comments then the gift Values will DOUBLE and will be as followed First Place: Corvette Second Place: Silver Motorcycle Third Place: Men's Ring or Women's Ring To enter simply send me a private me

A Mans Penis !
The Art of Taking A Pee (Written to a woman who accidently walked into a men's restroom...) Please don't feel bad, lady. It wasn't you entering the men's washroom that caused that guy to pee on the guy next to him. Hell, we do that all the time. It's rare for us guys to ever hit what we're aiming for. Sometimes I go into the washroom, start to pee, and then just start spinning around; just so I'll make sure I hit something. You see, something you ladies should understand by now is that men's penises have a mind of their own. A guy can go into a bathroom stall because all the urinals are being used, take perfect aim at the toilet, and his penis will still manage to piss all over the roll of toilet paper, down his left pant leg, and onto his shoe. I'm telling 'ya those little buggers can't be trusted. After being married 28 years my wife has me trained. I'm no longer allowed to pee like a man - standing up. I am required to

What's In A Name?
getting up and rushing to work (worrying that you're late) only to find out you weren't supposed to be there until 2! now i've got a couple of hours to do nothing.... on my way home i stopped to get some gas and smokes...and got too much change back! oh what a lucky boy am i?! fucking rocked!! it was well worth the wicked hangover i've got today!! check them out!! http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=18643814 on another note i was inches away from busting some stupid kid's head last night. the little fuck gave me the evil eye all night. why you ask? well we just so happen to be competing for the same lady. it was funny how he tried to rile me up by childishly bumping me as he passed by, and even attempting to stare me down when we shook hands.... it would have been his mistake, since i had over half the bar on my side haha...not that i'd need any help. long story short i kept my cool and enjoyed the night. even if she was hanging with him.

4 Is Forever
You Are 4: The Individualist You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself. You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable. You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt. Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel. What Number Are You?

Talk To Me Baby!
Ok, I had a shitty, pathetic excuse of a day. Missing an old friend on her birthday. Nasty tension headache all day. Coworkers have been bitches. And to top it all off, my ex gave me another load of his bullshit this evening. Soembody give me a laugh... please. :( Ok, so I got one of those neat little voice message boxes on my page. I want some damn messages in there. Please. Thanks, freaks. ;)

Sexiest Cherry Contest
ok people vote for your sexiest cherry begining at 4 30 pm eastern mrach 31 2007 im in a contest to win a blast, please help me out ok my first contest you all, this will be for the sexiest cherry! now here is the lowdown on it all........ -i will accept the first 15 people to enter, and in the case i do not get 15 entries, i will start with how ever many i have when i feel like no others will join, however if there is not 15 yet and you would wish to enter after i begin that is also possible -round 1 will last for 7 days, the 7 with the most comments will move on to round 2! - round 2 will last for 4 days, and will consist of ratings, the top 3 of these 7 will win........ -First place-a silver motorcycle and all your pictures rated and commented by me during happy hours -Second place will be mens ring for men or ladies ring for ladies and all your photos rated during happy hours -third place will be diamond earings if your a ladie of a mens bracelet if your a m

Man Laws....
As a woman I feel its necessary to disclose all rules...we wouldn't want to man you men do something unethical.... add to or post others not listed so that we women can stay informed... ************************************************** The International Council of Manlaws, Ltd. 1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following Circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master.. (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her Blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss's car. (d) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for mo

Ridin' With The Commie Cowboy
Reasonably accurate, but I consider myself neutral on the question of a supreme being: I do not believe in the supernatural and believe that any such behing would exist within the framework of the natural world. I believe that empirical and scientific reasoning are the fundamental tools of human progress, that we are caused and cause in turn and do not exist ourside of that reality, and that reality is detrministic with hindsight being the vehicle for the creation if the illusions that are choice and free will. In other words, I am a Nautralist. So bearing that in mind, read this piece. Reading the recent letters by Kevin Parkinson, Victor Primeau, David Swartz and the countless other arrogant demagogues eager to shill for the Islamist and Zionist kooks from whom they blindly goosestep has filled me with an ever-rising reservoir of disgust, of anger, and of frustration! For rather than asking why we have been foolish enough to allow our lives, our politics, and our world to become m

My Element
Your Element Is Earth You excel at planning and strategizing. You could be a champ at chess or Survivor. Well grounded, you are able to be realistic and rationalize. On the inside, you have a hard core. It's tough to phase you. You are super productive, and you are able to think anything through. Focused and super charged, your instincts are a good guide for your next step. What's Your Element? Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty c

Just Words
Sought and yet have never found One who does the heart impound And keep forever as there own Searching in the great unknown Need the touch and need to know If one can make loves seed grow And bind me to her with her kiss And keep me longing in eternal bliss To ache for her and her alone Let my love for her to be forever shown And hold her in my arms at night And feel her till dawn does light And never live in land of doubt For she’s the only I can’t live without A burning soul for her so true I have waited long and over due To get so lost inside those eyes I wonder if it would surprise That one could hold me without spoken word In her eyes would be all the love I’ve ever heard By R. Thomas Dinsmore Longing for the human touch Desire that I need so much Confusion as to what to feel Lost in all that is not real A fantasy of mind and light Found lacking by so far a sight For I need to touch a flesh so true yet I can’t reach out and touch you All I can

Idk
THE RECTUM STRETCHER: While she was "flying" down the road yesterday (10 miles over the limit), a woman passed over a bridge only to find a cop with a radar gun on the other side lying in wait. The cop pulled her over, walked up to the car, and with that classic patronizing smirk we all know and love, asked, "What's your hurry?" To which she replied, "I'm late for work." "Oh yeah," said the cop, "what do you do?" "I'm a rectum stretcher," she responded. The cop stammered, "A what? A rectum stretcher? And just what does a rectum stretcher do?" "Well," she said, "I start by inserting one finger, then I work my way up to two fingers, then three, then four, then with my whole hand in. I work from side to side until I can get both hands in, and then I slowly but surely stretch, until it's about 6 feet wide." "And just what the hell do you do with a 6 foot asshole?" he asked. "You give him a radar gun and park him behind a bridge..." Traffic Ticket: $95.00 Court Costs: $45.00

Random Shit!
1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be? someone i want to talk to 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? always 3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you? i don't even remember the last person i kissed, its been awhile 4.Do you take compliments well? sometimes yes, sometimes no... they take me by surprise so i don't know how to take them sometimes 5. Do you play Sudoku? nope 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? i would attempt to 7. Do you like nipple rings? yes... some ppl can pull them off better than others tho 8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid? sure did 9. What was your favorite game as a kid? soccer, baseball, basketball, dress-up, or just sitting around daydreaming 10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married what would you do? i'd be flattered 12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you? i'd probably give it a shot

Life
Everything seems so pointless anymore. It seems like the more I try the more I get kicked back down. I try so hard to please everyone in my life. I try to find love but it seems that everytime I try some one is there to kick me back down. It seems that no one wants me to be happy any more I try my hardest to be a good person but it seems that I turn into a bitch that no one wants anything to do with. This really sucks I don't know what to do I don't know maybe I'm never ment to be happy maybe I'm never ment to have someone I love that will love me back. I don't know WTF I'm doin wrong. I guess I was always ment to be alone and unhappy. Well I guess if no one wants to be in my life then I guess it will be just me and my 2 wonderful kids.

Why
So its happened once again... I have been hurt again just like always.... it always happens when you least expect it... and it always hurts like hell... i am tired of hurting and tired of being hurt.... I dont even know what to do... And right now i am hurting so bad and i have no one to talk to... I hate feeling alone but it seems to happen all the time... SO All i have to say is FUCK LIFE.......

In a world you think you may know isn't at all what it seems hidden wonders, hopes & dreams. Tear drops fall from little children's eyes and people ask questions and wonder why? Our minds are clouded with despair why should anyone really care. Fight for what is yours they say but the fight isn't yet prepared. Choose the right and take the time to see what you've been given and not look for what you might get. Take a moment to think Written it is said ‶ Love one another Then ask yourself again, why is there so much HATE? By: Secunda

Love Thoughts
it is so easy to forget this is the only moment we will ever have ... that the ones we love may never see us again ... that at a moment we could have our lives turn upside down and nothing will ever be the same .... I have no answers for life and what happens ... I only know that now is what matters and love is precious ... never forget to show that you love. Ron Hold close the ones we love Remember that they are a gift from above Never forget to show you care For you never know how long they will be there Moments wasted will never return Lost opportunities will leave us to yearn Life and love a treasured above all The saddest thing is to loose them so fast We need to keep them first in our thoughts and not last For none of us know on what day we will see them never again Our days light should shine bright not be shrouded in pain This is your chance to begin the moment new Show all who you love that they mean the world to you By R. Thomas Dinsmore NO ANSWERS

Marriage Proposal
He bought me a diamond ring on cherry tap and sent the "will you marry me..." message with it. I didn't want it to get deleted so I am saving it to my blog. YES!!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!! === 'BILLY[ I'M GOING TO BE A DADDY AGAIN] JACK' spewed forth the following at '2007-02-03 00:56:27'.. > > "will you marry me..."

Pets And People
Just thought I'd mention that 'loving people' means "to love"....To love means just that. Who said you can love people and not love all living things? If you can stomp a cat or beat a dog, that's not love and the worst of it is that you could do the exact same thing to a person. Love comes from your heart and you either let yourself be 'the love' that we all are, or you freeze your heart and don't allow any real love. Don't be surprised that your mate eventually realizes that you're just using him/her to fit into society and your heart is cold. Show your love for life through all living things - and it will come through wonderfully clear to those close to you. Best of all, you'll really LOVE yourself.

Jus Things
White knuckles, clenching fists Night demons, slitting wrists Jagged pills, muffled cries Fading will, no goodbyes Distant hopes, dying dreams Endless tears, soul redeems Broken life, falling fear Wasted days, death is near Bad memories, feelings torn Hopeless love, heartache born One more slice, two more pills Praying for that one that kills Nowhere to run, no place to hide Reeling thoughts of suicide For those I hurt, I apologize But truly, my life, I deeply despise I want to thank you for all you've gave But I am the one that cannot be saved Goodbye....

Sad Slug
when asked if i could do any job in the world [with the necessary skills of course] what i would do... i answered housewife. some may think it's strange that i, miss molly who-eats-men-who-cannot-stand-up-for-themselves christian, would want to stay home and play with her little bratty children someday. but i do! and i wanna be married already. it's like i can't wait to settle down, despite my insatiable appetite for sex with random men. or not so much sex, just attention and spit-swapping... but occasionally [more often than not i mean] sex. indeed, it is always dangerous to travel around a small community of parties and get-togethers having sex with random guys, i don't want to a patient zero, but i don't wanna have sex with one man for the rest of my life.... unless. it's him. he knows who he is. he is the most gorgeous man ever. the most. i don't know how i ever left. well... i know i had to but really. i want to go back. NOW. i miss him... and i didn't know that i could fal

Stupidity
People who downrate things are bothersome but to get comments like this about a photo.. I said Ok thanks just cause I was cutious and this is what came about.. Why bother downrating a photo if it doesn't "appeal" to you move on don't downrate it cause it looks "Off the wall" does my default picture really look that off the wall? Someone please let me know. Cause this chick thinks it does... This was the conversation that ensued.. She gave me a friggin' 1... -shakes head- Didn't know I was so "Off the Wall" ->Andria: Just as immature as your off the wall comments. Andria: apparently immature but yeah like what u said whatever ->Andria: Like I said. Whatever. Andria: how old ru Andria: ur nails are a bit off the wall ->Andria: I'm not offended in the least. But to call it off the wall is rather.. bothering. Andria: sorry didnt realize rating pics was so offensive to u ->Andria: Off the wall? Right.. It's a picture of my face and a poster behind it. Nothing

Butterfly Fishing
Butterfly Fishing I sat next to the pond and pondered About the life that I had made I laid back on the grass and put my hands behind my head Just relaxing, soaking up the shade The wind was rustling the leaves Just a bit every now and then A little cloud would be chased by the next one But the sun ruled the sky in its state of zen I can hear children laughing in the background And the whisper of my lover in my ear A friend of mine is telling me a story Through the hum of my wheels for many years The pictures flash so fast that I can’t touch them But they keep a steady smile on my face In the movie of my life there’s been so many people And not a single one would I replace But my revery is broken by my hunger Cause I can smell the picnic table being set Now it’s time to go and make more memories And catch them like butterflies in my net

D I S A P P O I N T M E N T
I'm hated for the things I do. I'm missunderstood for the things I say. I'm a disappointment for being me. I'm in a world of darkness no one see's. I'm the one to blame...for EVERYTHING. I'm the failure in your eyes. What is there good of me?

Love....
my thoughts Current mood: calm Category: Life As the days go by and new pages turn, some things never change. You may feel that you have gotten past something, but then one day that feeling arises again. You may feel that you are ready to change, but then want to find that "old you" again. You may feel that you are ready to move on, and then wish that you could never leave the moment you are or were in. You may feel you are ready to grow up, then wish you were a child. What do you do in these instances? Do you stay or do you go, do you change, or stay the same, do you put up with the stuff you hate, or do you move on, do you turn the page, or stay stuck....... I sit back and watch people that I care about all the time saying how misserable they are and how they want a new life, but do nothing to change the one they are in, and if for some reason they decide to, they still end up with the same situation either in a different place, or with a different person. Why do

Cherrytap Blog Entry Popped!
hey yah'll, I AM NEW TO CHERRYTAP! and hope you all will help my expierience good here, like a virgin getting their cherry popped , that is me here, lol. So please be gentle and let me ease in , but when i get going here, it will be full throttle! i am trying to get used to how to check my comments and all that i recieve, so if u can help , please fill free, like i am not sure as to what is deamed nsfw, so if the pics i put in the album "sexy pics for the guys" aren't consider to be nsfw please let me know, by the time i am here at least a month and with a little help i hope to be up to speed! I have already visited a few ladies profiles , rated some pics , left a few comments , invited a few to my friends list, and even add photos , and a world map of visitors to my profile , i know my pics maybe lame , but they will improve, as i stated i am a virgin cherrytapper here lol! thanks for those who read this and please fill free to comment my pics and all! I look forward to

I Am Leaving Cherry Tap
I HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT THIS ALL DAY AND I HAVE DECIDED TO LEAVE CHERRY TAP. I HAVE MADE SOME GREAT FRIENDS AND WILL MISS YOU ALL. CHERRY TAP HAS GOTTEN OUT OF HAND AND IS NOT FUN ANYMORE. I AM TIRED OF ALL OF THE DUMB ASS MESSAGES THAT WE GET SAYING THAT WE ARE COMMENTING TO FAST OR RATEING TO FAST. WHEN THERE IS A PROBLEM AND YOU CONTACT SOMEONE FROM THE CHERRY TAP SUPPORT ABOUT IT THEY TELL YOU TO JUST CHILL OUT AND TALK TO THEM THE NEXT DAY ABOUT IT. I PAY FOR A VIC AND EXPECT CUSTOMER SERVICE (NOW THAT IS A JOKE). THERE IS ALSO SO MUCH BULL SHIT AND DRAMA ON HERE THAT IT IS SICKENING. WE ARE SUPPOSE TO BE ADULTS AND NOT TEENAGERS BUT YOU SURE CAN NOT TELL IT BY THE WAY SOME FOLKS ACT. NOW I AM OFF TO DELETE ALL MY PHOTOS. SO TO ALL I SAY GOODBYE. YOU WILL BE MISSED. ALSO IF YOU HAVE MY SPACE YOU CAN FIND ME HERE http://www.myspace.com/wvnative

Soulz Cherrytap Hall Of Fame
♥PURE KNIGHT♥ -cuz he keeps us clothed with kick ass designs and if you don't own one of his shirts you should get one- GO SHOW HIM SOME LOVE ♥Die$el♥ -cuz he's tha shit! and got lots of awesome work- GO SHOW HIM SOME LOVE ♥bbG♥ -cuz she's a sweetheart and puts alot of time and effort into making CT more fun- GO SHOW HER SOME LOVE ♥HELLCAT♥ -cuz without her how would we know wtf's going on with contests n' stuff- GO SHOW HER SOME LOVE ♥BRENDA♥ -cuz she lends her mouse clickin' finger to help each of you get tha word out about things- GO SHOW HER SOME LOVE ♥VICKY♥ -cuz she is a proud mother of a child with autism and keeps us all aware of it- GO SHOW HER SOME LOVE ♥REBEL BITCH♥ -cuz she is always there to give a helping hand when she's needed and she's very much loved by many- GO SHOW HER SOME LOVE

I Believe
I believe -- .... that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe -- ....that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe -- ....that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe -- ....that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. The same goes for true love. I believe -- ....that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe -- ....that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe -- ....that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe - ....that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I believe -- ....that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe

Rules Of The South
The ''Rules of the South'' are as follows: 1. Pull your saggy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Turn your cap around right, your head ain't crooked. 3. Let's get this straight; it's called a "dirt road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 4. They are called cows & hogs. That's why they smell to you. They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-75 goes north, I-10 goes west. Pick one. 5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 cotton pickers that are driven only 4 weeks a year. 6. So every person in the south waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept. 7. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of doves are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope you don't have it up to your ear at the time. 8. Yeah, we eat catfish & crawfish. You really want sushi & caviar? It's avail

The "f" Word
When is @#$% Acceptable? There are only eleven times in history where the "F" word has been considered acceptable for use. They are as follows: 11. "What the @#$% do you mean, we are sinking?" -- Capt. E.J. Smith of RMS Titanic, 1912 10. "What the @#$% was that?" -- Mayor Of Hiroshima, 1945 9. "Where did all those @#$%ing Indians come from?" -- Custer, 1877 8. "Any @#$%ing idiot could understand that." -- Einstein, 1938 7. "It does so @#$%ing look like her!" -- Picasso, 1926 6. "How the @#$% did you work that out?" -- Pythagoras, 126 BC 5. "You want WHAT on the @#$%ing ceiling?" -- Michelangelo, 1566 4. "Where the @#$% are we?" -- Amelia Earhart, 1937 3. "Scattered @#$%ing showers, my ass!" -- Noah, 4314 BC 2. "Aw c'mon. Who the @#$% is going to find out?" -- Bill Clinton, 1998 and a drum roll please............! 1.

Rambling Poem
My eyes are as open windows Letting in all that may dare My mind is as a blank canvas Ready to accept anything As the painting begins The canvas starts to take form Without the ability to erase The work that has been done But as any artist would know The beauty still takes over Only by the way the eye sees There is beauty in everything It lies in the way you view it...

The Power Of Love
The whispers in the morning Of lovers sleeping tight Are rolling like thunder now As I look in your eyes I hold on to your body And feel each move you make Your voice is warm and tender A love that I could not forsake (first chorus) cause I am your lady And you are my man Whenever you reach for me Ill do all that I can Lost is how Im feeling lying in your arms When the world outsides too Much to take That all ends when Im with you Even though there may be times It seems Im far away Never wonder where I am cause I am always by your side (repeat first chorus) (second chorus) Were heading for something Somewhere Ive never been Sometimes I am frightened But Im ready to learn Of the power of love The sound of your heart beating Made it clear Suddenly the feeling that I cant go on Is light years away

Please Read
Body: URGENT! This is very serious please forward this info to anyone that has school Age children!!!!! TO ALL IT MAY CONCERN, There is a very scary thing going on in the schools right now that all need to be aware of. There is a type of crystal meth going around that looks like strawberry poprocks. It smells like strawberry also and it is being handed out to kids in school yards in AR. I'm sure it will make its way around the country if it hasn't already. Kids are ingesting this thinking that it is candy and being rushed off to the E.R. In dire condition. Please instruct your children to not accept candy that looks like this even from a friend and to take any that they may have to a teacher, principal, etc. Please pass this around it could save some family a lot of heartache! That is what they are calling strawberry meth or strawberry quick. Thought you'd want to know. Kathy Johnson, RN School Nurse, McNeil Elementary McKinney ISD 469-742-5204

My Life!!!
What I have… I have trust not doubt. I have honesty not wonder. I have fun not games. I have sincerity not just what one thinks I want to hear. I have hope not expectations. I have desire not need. I have true love not something to settled with. I love being in love with you honey. I love feeling complete and whole, more then I have ever felt before. There is a part of me that has been filled that I did not know was empty. I thought that I would have to give up on things I wanted and needed to be with someone and you have proven that to not be true. All I have done is love you the only way I know how and that is all you have ever wanted. I love that I can be perfect for someone and that it is you. You and I are not perfect but as we have said so many times we are so perfect for each other. I love you my sweet prince!!! I hold you close to me feel the breath of you and the wonder of you. I remember a time without you but only as one would remember a bleak and distant nig

Tweety Gives Back
All the talking on this site of the fan me rate me gimme points and lets be popular but who gives back ??? Heres your chance to use that popularity on something very positive !!! Im here for my own reasons as well but i take time out everyday for this.... The Animal Rescue Site is having trouble getting enough people to click on it daily to meet their quota of getting free food donated every day to abused and neglected animals. It takes waaaay less than a minute to go to their site and click on "feed an animal in need" for FREE. (THIS WON'T COST YOU A THING) Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate food to abandoned/neglected animals in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know... HELPANIMALRESCUE

Before I Was Myself, You Made Me, Me
Before I was myself you made me, me With love and patience, discipline and tears, Then bit by bit stepped back to set me free, Allowing me to sail upon my sea, Though well within the headlands of your fears. Before I was myself you made me, me With dreams enough of what I was to be And hopes that would be sculpted by the years, Then bit by bit stepped back to set me free, Relinquishing your powers gradually To let me shape myself among my peers. Before I was myself you made me, me, And being good and wise, you gracefully As dancers when the last sweet cadence nears Bit by bit stepped back to set me free. For love inspires learning naturally: The mind assents to what the heart reveres. And so it was through love you made me, me By slowly stepping back to set me free.

Mothers Day & Miscarriage Awareness
So many people, myself included, have suffered the heartbreak of miscarriage. So many people think that if you dont have the baby, you're not a real mother, because a miscarriage doesnt count. Bull. We are mothers just as much as those of you lucky enough to hold your little ones in your arms and watch them grow. While we never got to do that, we are still mothers. We loved our babies and did everything we could to protect them while they were growing inside us. So - to all you mothers out there who were robbed of the chance - this is for you. YOU DO COUNT! And hopefully, someday, you will get to raise a beautiful child, and be the mother you know you were always ment to be. What Makes a Mother? I thought of you and closed my eyes And prayed to God today I asked "What makes a Mother?" And I know I heard Him say. "A Mother has a baby" This we know is true "But God can you be a Mother, When your baby's not with you?" "Yes, you can," He replied With c

This Is What You Call True Love
Have you ever been in love and felt that crazy feeling that it gives you in the pit of your stomache, well thats what he gives me. His words, and his love are only things people dream of experiencing and i know, cause i was one of them till i met him. There are a lot of people who try to take what you have and make it their's, but its "True Love" for one another that wins in the end. It's funny, when we first met it was so wierd, we talked about everything for hours and come to find out, from the clothes we wear and the way we like our food, and our views on life and how to raise our kids, it's crazy to know there is someone out there that loves you and is almost like your twin in so many ways, it's like you were meant to be or something. It's so funny when we crack up and our laughing so hard we could pee, we talk about getting old together and mixing up our vitamins that old people keep in those "days of the week pill containers", and how we'll be racing in our scooters. And when he

Remembering My Mom
Okay, am SO tired of the GAMES from men........................ Jesus do they NOT know it will ALL come back to bite them in the ass??? Or, do they just NOT give a damn about HOW they USE people??? I pray this.............for ALL men that USE women and their feelings. May your dick NEVER get up again, may you NEVER have pleasure again, may your nuts fall off and be eaten by dogs, may your feelings be drug through the bowels of Hell and no water to quench that Flame!!!!!!!!! Enjoy ya Games Boys!!! DEDICATED to my daughters EX fiance!!! Well, seems there have been a few major losses in my life this year, of course the Greatest was losing my Mom. We were always talking about my finally having the chance to use my talents to break free from the paltry amount of alimony I was supposed to get. Seems such a monumental thing to break into ANY kind of business when people seem to not be interested. I have developed a real sincere love for all things Natural and feel strongly drawn to stones a

Ache For You
My body aches for you and yearns for your touch You are my burning desire My inspiration whom I love so much Your kisses are so fine yet so sweet With my mouth my tongue to seek Lost in your eyes I am losing control Its your body I want to know You set my heart on fire, because you are my disire Sensations overflow Your kisses are so fine yet so sweet Tracing my skin with your tongue to seek You make me so wet as I am controlled by you Raising my hips to greet your flow Entering my body so smooth yet so slow I am in ecstasy, just to have you next to me Quivering and shaking with the love that we make, I am breathless and Its makes me so weak I breath for you, and you for me Look into my eyes search your soul and I will always be.

Random
***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? well, i had surgery yesterday.i had a cyst on my tailbone.have to go back tothe doc monday

Love
They say love is for the fools, love is for the dreamers, love, maybe, is for those who trust in each other or in themselves I am not a fool; I am scared to dream and I cannot trust I just wish I'd believe in love I always thought I was afraid of nothing . I'm not afraid to die . I'm not afraid to kill . But then I realised I'm afraid for showing my deepest feeling to her . Her : that one special girl . That girl I now for so long . That girl I already love for so long . The girl who's perfection to me . There sow many things I wanna tell her . There sow many things I wanna do with her . But then when I see her . I can't say a word . I can't do a thing . Love isn’t something to hide Love is a thing to show with pride Love isn’t a boy kissing his mother Love needs to be given to one another Love isn’t a mother giving birth to a child Love is something very wild Love isn’t a thing you can touch Love is needed very

Xander
He was born May 9th 2007. and was 9lbs 9 ounces. 22 inches My baby is throwing up a lot and breathing funny. And the doctors keep saying he's fine but I know different. They dont stay awake with him while he is coughing and crying and throwing up. I am! I hate doctors.

Bdsm Accesories
Well, I have been doing some cool designs, keychains, t-shirts and will be doing some more.. check them out and get your stuff!! Make Mistress M happy!! and if you have a particular request.. drop me a line. buy unique gifts at Zazzle

Exercise For Seniors..tff!!
( I came across these simple exercises for older people recently and thought I should share them with you. The article suggested doing them three times a week.) 1. Stand on a comfortable surface, with plenty of room at each side. With a 2kg potato sack in each hand, extend your arms straight out from your sides. Hold them there as long as you can. Try to reach a full minute, and then relax. 2. Each day, hold this position for just a bit longer. After 2 weeks, move up to 5kg potato sacks. After a further 2 weeks, use 25kg potato sacks and then eventually try to lift a 50kg potato sack in each hand and hold your arms straight for more than a full minute. (I'm now at this level, by the way.) 3. When you feel confident at that level, put a potato in each sack. LOL!! Tc n peace..Boo xo

To Busy For A Friend?
Too Busy for a Friend ? One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. "Really?" she heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" and, "I didn't know others liked me so much," were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't ma

Fuck
has it ever occured to any man out there.. that when a woman says she likes being cuddled and protected that seriously doesnt mean she wants to be kept in the corner.. that for all intensive purposes she wants to shout her love from the top of every building.. make sure that every one knows she loves some one and yes god damn it she is loved in return.. did it also every occur to any one that perhaps when one has been cheated on in every damn relationship, while she has been absolutely faithful, and has done everything in her damn power to please him.. that perhaps you shouldnt ask to keep the relationship a secret because god forbid some one should find out.. .. holy shit.. holy shit.

What I Want In A Woman.
What I want in a woman!, Since I have been here on CherryTap I have had several girl's ask me what I want in a woman. Well that's really not a easy question to answer if you think about it. I guess first she has to be appealing to my eye's and then my heart!. I want her to be Kind ,caring,loving. She has to like kid's and want to be in a relationship. She need's to be independent, self supporting and loyal, in other word's back me up no matter what!.Even when I am wrong. She can tell me I was wrong in private.Wow there is so many word's to decribe thing's that I want in a woman. But what is most important is that she love me unconditionally, just the way I would love her!. Hopefully she will have alot of the same interest that I have, but if not that's ok. Someone who can enjoy the quite times just sitting alone with me cuddling. Someone who is affectionate and devoted to me alone. Well that's just a taste of what I look for in women.

Unihibited
UNINHIBITED The rain beats on the window pane As if it demands to come in. The fire crackles and sizzles As if alive It's radiating glow highlights the Tiny beads of sweat on our bodies As we continue to gently escape into our Glorious moment of passion. My heart jumping with every touch. My body shuddering with every gentle Erotic thrust from your loins. Craving more, to have you inside Of me for the rest of our lives. Feeling this day and night would be A dream come true. Don't stop, don't stop Just keep loving me as you are Right now UNINHIBITED

Who Is Truly The Fool?
WHO IS TRULY THE FOOL? The Fool wanders through life Never seeing into the mists of the future Content in his ignorance. The Average man sees a light in those same mists and chases it for it is his dream in life. The Wizened man sees not one light, but a multitude and with higher understanding chases many. A few like myself can see past the mist and know the lights to be as stars on a clear night far out of reach, and wonder WHO IS TRULY THE FOOL?

The Joys Of Being A Woman !!!!
All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal - The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair And now...the wax!!!!!!!!!!! My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. (YA THINK!?!) So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips facing each other stuck together. Instead of rubbing them together, my genius kicks in so

My Birthday
Ok so tomorrow is my 40th birthday!!! Damn I cant believe I am that old. I have recently found out that first of all I do not have cancer (the doctors thought I did, but thank god I do not) and second I have to have surgery July 2nd. (hysterectomy) I seriously am too YOUNG for this. Anyway, like I said thank god it is not cancer, but the big 40 and surgery......

Florida
Just wantd to let my family and friends know that i wont be online until sometime Sunday. Im flying to florida on Friday morning just to get away for a mini vacation. Ya all have a great weekend. Be Safe Hugs Debbie To all my Family and Friends. Im going to Florida from July 4th through the 7th. I wish you all a happy and Safe 4th of July I will be back online Sunday. Take Care. Hugs to All

My Fantasy...
Here's one of my many fantasy: It's been a long day at work and I long to return home to my most wonderful girlfriend. I finally get home and open the door to hear noises coming from our bedroom. I move closer to the bedroom door to hear the commotion. I hear my girlfriend moaning and voices of other men. I open the door and see her, legs wrapped around a man I don't know, grinding her hips upward on his cock. While she is doing this, she is deep throating another man. I cough and she quickly looks up at me with a grin. She says hello and tells me to take off my clothes and have a seat close to the bed. I do as she says and I ask if I can join in. She shakes her head and tells me, after they finish. She sticks his cock back in her mouth and thrusts her hips in rhythm to her other lover's pounding. All I can do is look on this sight with an extreme hard on. She glances at me and sees how hard I have gotten. She stops what she's doing for a few so she can tease me. She brings her

Self Sacrifice
I gave you my all, my love, my life, my soul, my my mind You take all of it and leave nothing behind. I do what I can to make you feel loved and at home, You leave to do whatever you do, and again leave me alone. I lie for you whenever your in trouble, between the hard place and the rock, You degrade my very being, yet still keep me under lock. What do you want from me, i have given you my all? Then thats when i see the truth, you watch me as I fall... Please bare in mind I have had some serious blocks going and I have never wrote a blog before, but I would appreciate any criticism, negative or positive, it is all for the greater....

Just A Joke...
A Russian woman married a Canadian gentleman and they lived happily in Toronto. However, the poor lady was not very proficient in English, but did manage to communicate with her husband. The real problem arose whenver she had to shop for groceries. One day, she went to the butcher and wanted to buy chicken legs. She didn't know how to put forward her request and in desperation, clucked like a chicken and lifted up her skirt to show her thighs. The butcher got the message and gave her the chicken legs. Next day she needed to get chicken breasts, again she didn't know how to say it, and so she clucked like a chicken and unbuttoned her blouse to show the butcher her breasts. The butcher understood again and gave her some chicken breasts. On the third day, the poor lady needed to buy sausages. Unable to find a way to communicate this, she brought her husband to the store ...... (please scroll down) What were you thinking?

I'm Sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm sorry.. if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry.. if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry.. if I'm not tan enough for you. I'm sorry.. if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry.. If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry.. if I'm too tall or too short for you. I'm sorry.. if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me. I'm sorry.. if my hair isn't just the way you like it. I'm sorry.. if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.

Should Be Dead
3 HONEST QUESTIONS THATS ALL YOU GET ASK ME ANYTHING AND I WILL ANSWER 3 HONEST QUESTIONS PLEASE REPLY TO MY INBOX REPOST TO SEE HOW MANY RESPONSES YOU GET!! last year at this time I had just had my third medical procedure for a condition known as AVM. Basiclly what nthis is is an artery in your brain cracks and starts to leak fluid into your brain. only 2% of the population gets this every year and Drs. don't nomally find it until yopu have died and they autopsey you. at my age only 4% of people who get this live. you are treated in 1 of 3 ways, EMBYLIZATION-They put a kind of glue in to seal off the leak, they tried but were afraid to complete for fear of cutting off oxygen to brain. CRAINIOTOMEY-THEY CUT INTO YOUR SKULL TO REMOVE THE PART THATS CRACKED,THEY TRIED BUT COULDN'T REMOVE IT ALL for fear that I would bleed out on table, and lastSTEROTACTIC RADIATION-ONE TIME BOMBARDMENT of radiation of area to shrink up artery-takes up to 3 years to know if this has worked.YET THE DOCT

Drunk Dialing
Rules of Drunk Dialing: 1. Only drunk dial when you are drunk. Everything else is false advertisement. 2. It is okay to call someone 27 times in one night. If you don't remember it, it didn't happen. 3. If you are going to drunk dial a family member, say something nice. Ex. "Mom I'm in McDonald's and they're playing our song. I love you" 4. Dirty talk while drunk dialing is always preferred. Who doesn't want to hear your best raspy, phone sex voice at 3 in the A.M. asking them to bend you over something. 5. Voicemails are always better. This way your friend can let their friends have fun at your expense for days, even weeks to come. 6. Drunk texting is alright... If you are prepared to read what you wrote the next day when you are sober 7. It is definitely a good idea to call all of your exes and remind them that you were the best lover they've ever had and everything they know, they learned from you. This way you can sleep well at night. 8. You can also ca

Mil Related
More than 800 of them have lost an arm, a leg, fingers or toes. More than 100 are blind. Dozens need tubes and machines to keep them alive. Hundreds are disfigured by burns, and thousands have brain injuries and mangled minds. These are America's war wounded, a toll that has received less attention than the 3,500 troops killed in Iraq. Depending on how you count them, they number between 35,000 and 53,000. More of them are coming home, with injuries of a scope and magnitude the government did not predict and is now struggling to treat. "If we left Iraq tomorrow, we would have the legacy of all these people for many years to come," said Dr. Jeffrey Drazen, editor-in-chief of the New England Journal of Medicine and an adviser to the U.S. Department of Veterans Affairs. "The military simply wasn't prepared for its own success" at keeping severely wounded soldiers alive, he said. Survival rates today are even higher than the record levels set early in the war, thanks

Waiting For Love
Waiting For Love As I sit here looking into the sky, I think of past memories, I begin to cry. I wonder if Love is always this way, Or will it take sadness first, before Love will stay. Out of my Heart my love does flow, With so many feelings and all that know. If it takes sadness before Love will stay, I guess I'll have to wait for another day.

Sad
thank ya all for being such a friend to me and all tha support tha been giveing me but untill this test comes in im going nut so if i dont talk tooo much this week please forgive me its just a rufff time for me right now

My Day
Have you goten up on the wrong side of the bed and realized you should have stayed in bed?? I woke this morning in good shape...nothing was wrong...not problems...till I walked out the door. First I got my truck locked in reverse...couldnt get it into neutral. So After 30 minutes under the truck I got into neutral. Then I got it running...(it sat 2 years) and after several attempts. Once it was running I was checking thing s like water. I noticed the gas line by the gas filter was leaking. No Problem. I tightened it and all good....still running. i noticed this strong smell of gas still...look under the truck and the line is leaking. Shut the truck off. So Began cleaning the inside of the truck. I took the hose and sprayed it out. No Problem. So I decide that I will walk over to Midas Muffler where the guy I bought the truck from..and a friend of mine works there...asked if he had any gas line. He had some...didnt charge me. Cool. So i come back...and find out the garage dorr opener ha

Rrrrrrrrrrraaaaaaaagggggggghhhhhhhhhh!!!!
I WANT A NEW TAT....REALISTIC WINGS RIPPING THROUGH MY SHOULDER BLADES, COVERING MY ENTIRE BACK....IT WILL BE CHARGED BY THE HOUR AND I HAVE BEEN TOLD SOMEWHERE IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD OF 1500.00 OR TO BE CHARGED BY THE HOUR SO IT COULD BE LESS....CAN MY VISION BE PUT INTO INK SO REALISTICLY THAT SOMONE HAS TO DOUBLE TAKE TO SEE IF IT IS INK OR REAL???

Silently
Silently Standing in a crowd Happy people all around No one notices My tears falling to the ground. Early on in life I learned to cry in silence Out loud or to yourself There really is a difference. Quietly you don’t have to explain Or try to develve the Depth of your pain Out loud it makes people wonder With their fake concern When really they couldn’t care less And guiltily they burn. So oh so silently I wallow for a while Watching the happy people And pasting on a smile.

230 Am
2:30 AM Staying up all night thinking of you My heart won�t let me sleep I watch the clock creep inch by inch But time just seems to slow down I cannot breathe to calm myself No lights keep me awake My stars don�t shine above my head But my eyes do not close to rest You halt my dreams to make them real And force me to believe I cannot wake, for I am not asleep With thoughts of you around me Darkness brings no comfort to the night And no ending to my mind I only feel you when you aren�t there And wish you could love me too With no way back, try to sleep No way to close my eyes I think of you, still in my head With no dreams, and no hope I only can imagine you don�t see me I can not sleep without you

Commom Sense
What is it today that cause most people to shirk their respective responsibilities. Wither it be Child Support, Abortion, Gay Rights, Moral Values, Disciplining, or any number of things. The fact that most people hide behind their respective "medications", and psychiatric counselors. "My parents didn't hug me enough, "I wasn't loved enough". All of these things are merely excuses for not pulling your share of the work load. The fact that most of us use our "medications" or psychiatric counselors to find and/or place blame on someone else instead of merely looking within is startling. Why do smokers who contract a disease related to the addiction sue the tobacco company?, Why do parent sue teachers who fail their children, and then complain about national education standards notbeing high enough? Is it that hard to look with in yourself and accept a little responsibility? I refer to a fellow authors work for the following passage: "The sheep are the people in

Things I Write About
I live each day with the feeling something may happen to me again. I never thought I would be a person to have to under go Major Brain Surgery. I would never think I would have had Seizures, from a Tumar. Never thought I would be a person to have had a Tumar. I am coming up on the 6th Month Since my Surgery that was on January 23rd 2007. I have a six month MRI coming up, and Kind of scared to have it done even though the Tumar was Removed Fully. I think the Feeling of knowing that something could Grow back, and what not Scares the Crap out of me. I live Each day Carfully since that Day. A lot of my Life was tooken from me. I hate being on limits but I have to be. I am in school to get my welding License; I think to myself that I need to prove Everyone that douts me Wrong. Everyone said it would take me 3 months to be back to normal, But I proved them Wrong. After being Home for a week after being Realised from the hospital. I was myself again pretty much. I am Going to Prove myself To

Lonesome Heart (by Me Tasha Long)
He's gone now I don't know what to do. He's left me out in the cold. Now my heart is so blue. Dear _______ where r u? She took your heart And I wanted it so bad. I may be happy for u but now i am sad to. Hoped and prayed that we could meet one day. You would look into my eyes and see that it was meant to be. But now u have taken your heart and left lonesome me.

Why Parents Drink!!!
A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see that his bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then he saw an envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to "Dad." With the worst premonition he opened the envelope with trembling hands and read the letter. Dear Dad: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Mom and you. I have been finding real passion with Stacy and she is so nice. But I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercings, tattoos, tight motorcycle clothes and the fact that she is much older than I am. But it's not only the passion...Dad she's pregnant. Stacy said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Stacy has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone.We'll be

Cant Stand Ppl Who Are Stuck On Themselves
Why some ppl who know they look nice, have to be so conceided? Ya know the ones who are sexy as hell and rate ya pic like say a 10, and ya add them to your friends list, then from time to time go rate their new pics or their stash etc, and they dont even return the favor...ya know what i mean? I have met quite a few ppl like that here on cherry tap since i been here, but its like why even remain friends with that person or persons when they are just selfish, and tryin to rank up point wise, and not even bother to return the favor. That kind crap disgusts me. I can see im going to be doing alot of cleaning up on my friends list very soon and weeding out the stuck up, conceided ppl who never rate or fan back send gifts even bc I dont think thats right nor fair to the other person who is being genuine.

Not Ah Fagg!!!!!!!!
OK JUST TO CLEAR SOME SHIT UP!! SOME ONE HAD GOTTEN MY PASSWORD AND WAS IM MY ACOUNT FOR AH COUPLE OF DAYS BEFOR I REALIZED IT... SO TO ALL THESE GUYS THAT THINK IM FLIRTING TRUST ME IM NOT NOTHING LIKE THAT! I DONT SUCK DICK JUST CLEARING SHIT UP!@

Let It Go
LET IT GO FOR 2006... BY T.D. JAKES There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to

If Only....
1000 fists to the face 1000 dead bodies all over the place 1000 tries im a dam damn degrace 1000 tears i cry 1000 deaths i die 1000 humans fry 1000 nails 1000 hails 1000 1000 1000 1000 1000 slaves in 1000 caves 1000 graves 1000 graves 1000 1000 1000 1000 1000 1000 1000 10000000 1000 times 1000 cries 1000 rhymes 1000 crimes i have 1000 minds 1000 thoughts each have 1000 foughts 1000 more fights 1000 more lonely nights 1000 notes 1000 words 1000 hopes 1000 dreams 1000 nightmares 1000 dares i need 1000 lifes for 1000 wifes 1000 songs 1000 ways things can go wrong 1000 yesterdays 1000 tomorrows 1000 sorrows 1000 gravesends 1000 ends I WILL FUK U EVENTUALLY EVEN IF U KEEP HAUNTING ME I WILL MAKE LOVE TO U U GIVE ME NIGHTMARES U MAKE ME SCREAM AND CRY U GIVE ME COLD SWEATS BUT U R SO DAMN GOREGOUS I WILL FUK U DEAL WITH IT IT MY ONLY WAY I WONT BE SCAR

Healthcare For Americans?!?!?
Parkland Memorial Hospital in Dallas Parkland Memorial Hospital in Dallas, Texas is a fairly famous institution and for a variety of reasons: 1. John F.Kennedy died there in 1963 2. Lee Harvey Oswald died there shortly after. 3. Jack Ruby-who killed Lee Harvey Oswald died there a few years later...by coincidence On the flip side, Parkland is also home to the second busiest maternity ward in the country with almost 16,000 new babies arriving each year. (That's almost 44 per day --- every day!) A recent patient survey indicated that 70 percent of the women who gave birth at Parkland in the first three months of 2006 were illegal immigrants.That's 11,200 anchor babies born every year just in Dallas. According to the article, the hospital spent $70.7 million delivering 15,938 babies in 2004 but managed to end up with almost $8 million dollars in surplus funding. Medicaid kicked in $34.5 million, Dallas County taxpayers kicked in $31.3 million and the feds tossed in anot

Child Neglect Cuz Of Video Game Addiction! Nuff Said
RENO, Nev. - A couple authorities say were so obsessed with the Internet and video games that they left their babies starving and suffering other health problems have pleaded guilty to child neglect. ADVERTISEMENT The children of Michael and Iana Straw, a boy age 22 months and a girl age 11 months, were severely malnourished and near death last month when doctors saw them after social workers took them to a hospital, authorities said. Both children are doing well and gaining weight in foster care, prosecutor Kelli Ann Viloria told the Reno Gazette-Journal. Michael Straw, 25, and Iana Straw, 23, pleaded guilty Friday to two counts each of child neglect. Each faces a maximum 12-year prison sentence. Viloria said the Reno couple were too distracted by online video games, mainly the fantasy role-playing "Dungeons & Dragons" series, to give their children proper care. "They had food; they just chose not to give it to their kids because they were too busy playing video games

Wakening
Wakening Life had been whizzing by me. I close my eyes to keep me from crying. I’ve lived life wild and yet at bay. I helped, loved, cared for others, Yet, they were never able to fully get in. I incased and shielded my heart with cold steel. Envied, hated, and pitied the happy. I envied, because they have hope and love. I hated, simply because they know what it is to be happy. I pitied, because I know they could be taken for granted. I always felt the need to be happy yet deny it to the end. I was terrified to let anyone in. Then you came alone and asked for the key in. I don’t know why and I don’t know how but you’ve got it You hold the key now. I’m scared to death and yet willing to fall. I’ll tell you this, you’ve trumped them all! Now I’m wakening to dawn anew, I can’t wait to be in your arms and wake everyday to you. My heart and love is wakening full and true. I am finally awake and alive because of you

Time To Have Summer Fun!
The Man Rules Finally , the guys' side of the story. ( I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear " the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1 " ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1

Whitesilk61
Libra You are so popular, you have your choice of hotties. You can easily charm anyone of your choosing, and you often come home with someone you picked up at the bar. Despite your forward and extraverted nature, you are usually submissive in bed. You like your partner to take the lead and show you all of their little secrets. Sex matches: Gemini, Sagittarius, Aquarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com joanne's sexual nickname: "Milk shop" Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Hey I need answers from you men...why do you throw away a good woman? I mean someone who is great in bed...can keep a clean home, good looking, easy to talk to,gets along with 99% of the people she meets, but...but...you drop us. Why? I met this really awsome man and everything was great but..he seem to think he needed to still talk to girls under 25 years of age and he is 41. He tells me he loves me and wants a life with me bnut in the same line, he says these girls are

Whats With Everyone?
OK....Heres the deal. This is my first blog and I really didn't want it to be this subject matter but, some people on here really chap my ASS! If you are a woman and you are on here and showing your body in pics that are really revealing and even naked. Quite your "bitching and moaning" when someone comments you on the pics that you posted for the whole world to see! Just because you do not like what that person had to say about you. Take the good with the bad. If you want people to jump through hoops just to add you as a friend ....get over it! you are not that special and for the record neither am I! And while I am on the subject why do you little shits rate someone's pics less than a 10? If you don't like what you see move on! don't down rate their pics just to be an ASS! or to be mean to someone! I am so frusturated with some of the people on here, they are expecting way to much from you on here! It is supposed to be a site for grown adults and I am seeing more and more gro

1408
Just watched this movie last night with a friend... Not released in the movies yet (Pirated Copy!) hehe Kick azz thriller, suspence, mystery... with Samuel L Jackson, John Cusack. Be sure to check this out when it releases! Awsome!

Cheers To My Friends On Fubar!!
I want to thank all of my wonderful friends on here for your concern, emails and gifts:) It turns out I don't have cancer, although I will be getting surgery sometime soon (when they call me). All of you very close and dear to me have been great!! I have some running to do today, It's great to be out of bed, and to know what's going on with me:) I'll be back on tonight full force!!! Thank you again so much!!!!!!!!!!! Love to you all!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Mina

The Apology You Didn't See
How do you say sorry for mistakes you made. How do you go about correcting the debts that need paid. How do you go about telling people that you did wrong that your sorry. When my past life came out of nowhere and consumed me. How was I supposed to take cover when I had no warning. These things in life I wished I knew. To take these problems i've got I wished I can undo. Sorry is just a word that's tossed around like nothing anymore. A simple word that's been abuse and thrown on the floor. How do you get back what you have screwed up in life. How do i say sorry who cares about pride. But one thing is perfectly clear. I sit all alone with no one here. My past has came and bit me in the ass. When I go through this faze I have no class. Oh well I say which means I messed up. You can't say your sorry so I just shut up. Silence has been my friend for many years. It's better than smoking dope or drinking beers. There's got to be a better way to hangle this. Rather than t

Story 4
FOR the most wild, yet most homely narrative which I am about to pen, I neither expect nor solicit belief. Mad indeed would I be to expect it, in a case where my very senses reject their own evidence. Yet, mad am I not -- and very surely do I not dream. But to-morrow I die, and to-day I would unburthen my soul. My immediate purpose is to place before the world, plainly, succinctly, and without comment, a series of mere household events. In their consequences, these events have terrified -- have tortured -- have destroyed me. Yet I will not attempt to expound them. To me, they have presented little but Horror -- to many they will seem less terrible than barroques. Hereafter, perhaps, some intellect may be found which will reduce my phantasm to the common-place -- some intellect more calm, more logical, and far less excitable than my own, which will perceive, in the circumstances I detail with awe, nothing more than an ordinary succession of very natural causes and effects. From my in

18,000 To Level
I know that some of our new levelers are close to leveling.If you are under 10,000 please leave a profile comment with the amount you need on the homepage... Lets go show some love... REDDRAGON@ fubar

A Soldiers Prayer
A Soldier's Prayer Almighty Father, Whose Command is over all and Whose Love never faileth, let me be aware of Thy presence and obedient to Thy will. Keep me true to my best self, guarding me against dishonesty in purpose and in deed, and helping me so to soldier and to live so as to stand unashamed and unafraid before my fellow soldiers, my loved ones, and Thee. Protect those in whose love I live. Give me the will to do the work of a man and to accept my share of responsibilities with a strong heart and a cheerful mind. Make me considerate of those entrusted to my leadership and faithful to the duties my country has entrusted to me. Let my uniform remind me daily of the traditions of the Service of which I am a part. If I am inclined to doubt, steady my faith; if I am tempted, make me strong to resist; if I should miss the mark, bestow upon me courage to try again. Guide me with the light of Thy truth ~ and keep be

Life
I was 20 when my best friend Michelle, also 20, was murdered. I had seen her the night she died, before it happened. She was at my house, and we were talking of how happy she was in her current relationship. She didn't mention anything out of the ordinary. She left to go to her boyfriend's house. The next morning, my phone rang. It was Michelle's mother in hysterics. She told me Michelle had been stabbed to death by her boyfriend. I couldn't believe it! Two weeks later was her funeral. So many people turned up; she was a loved girl. I cried the whole time. My heart was breaking. I still couldn't believe she was gone! I was asked to go in and see Michelle in the casket, to say goodbye. I made it as far as the door, but I couldn't face to see her. I broke down before I could do it, so my roommate went in instead, and when he came out, we just exchanged silent looks and didn't speak a word to each other. I felt nothing but guilt for not going in to see her for the very last time. Th

My Mental Defects
Okay today has been a day of being told that my mental defects I will not call it a disease cause most diseases are curable or at least treatable. I am tried of being told my very severe OCD is something I should be able to control. But they do not realize that most of my "ticks" and "rituals" are very that "ticks" and "rituals" I do them without thinking, and most of the things that annoy me, I do not know they are annoying me they just do until I do something to fix it. Like be an asshole (blunt) and let the annoyance know I am not happy, and then it stops. I was told by my psychiatrists to monitor my "rituals" so I have been documenting them realizing that I have a lot. I have noticed I count steps, wash my hands for 4 minutes exact when I wash them, count the lines in the road when I drive, make sure that my belt line (the zipper and shirt) are a line. There are more than that, but I will not get into them. But I am tired of being told that I can control these things and I do t

The Question.....why?!
why is it that we as a socity find it so easy to be our own worst enemy?! day after day it gets hard and harder to keep a smile on our faces. i know i am one of those people that when asked "how are you" i simply respond "im alive so im good". when i now full well i am stuglin inside. tryin hard not to fall apart at the seams! and we also like to believe that our friends can give us the will to carry on, when the truth is they are so self absorbed they barely notice your pain. yes, we all have our problems, but what are friends for?! today the term friend is used to loosely. a friend is considerate! a friend compassionate! a friend is there at all times, not just when there is no one else to be found! or when they have the money! they are not greedy and disrespectful! those who do know me well enough to know, know that i am loyal and care very much for my friends. but as of late there are some who have taken my loyalty for granted. thinking that i will always be there like a good dog

Opinions Here Please
I wanted to come and ask all of you levelers .We have a Fubar that is close to God Fathering.What i need to know is how many will be helping on this. Fornicates needs 133,000 to God Father.Im leaving this to a majority count here. please keep in mind we have ehlped the last 15 to God father but 2 and thats because they slipped by. So please respond with a yes or no on this blog if you will help. Please dont let your answer be based on what she nees we have helped higher amount and much harder ones God Father

Legal Bullshit
August 16, 2007 Judge who granted bond for shooting suspect makes statement Circuit Judge Manuel Lopez gave a brief statement Thursday afternoon to reporters regarding the death of Hillsborough County Sheriff's Sgt. Ronald Harrison. Harrison was killed early Wednesday by a man who was a defendant in Lopez's court. The judge granted Michael Allen Phillips bail in June. Lopez said a tragedy had occurred. "I am deeply saddened by his loss and express my deepest sympathies to his family," the judge said. "Bond hearings are held on a daily basis in courtrooms in Hillsborough County. I have personally handled hundreds of these," he said. "The law does not allow judges in Hillsborough County or the state of Florida to hold defendants without bond except in very narrow circumstances. This was not one of those circumstances." The judge would not take questions. A TV reporter asked why. "There's nothing I can add to the tragedy that would help the citizens of Hillsborough County

Ghost Stuff 3
Poltergeist is from a German word meaning noisy spirits. Reports of poltergeists date back to Ancient Roman times. The activity that takes place will start of with knocks and bangs, furniture starting to move around by itself. Then, the activity will become more intense, manifesting itself through voices and even the appearance of full apparitions. Furniture may slide across the room and beds may shake. Many shows are based on this is a style of haunting because it tends to be the most terrifying and rarest type of haunting that occurs. Most of the time, in the case of a poltergeist, the haunting circles around a female in her teen years. Some of these cases seem to be caused by the female unknowingly controlling the energy around herself. Some cases happen around people that are stable and in the right mind space. This haunting is hard to classify due to certain situations. No two are ever really the same. Most of the time you will find that one person in the household see

Random Acts Of Kindness
This is a heartfelt story, I'm passing it on ~ As she stood in front of her 5th grade class on the very first day of school, she told the children an untruth. Like most teachers, she looked at her students and said that she loved them all the same. However, that was impossible, because there in the front row, slumped in his seat, was a little boy named Teddy Stoddard. Mrs. Thompson had watched Teddy the year before and noticed that he did not play well with the other children, that his clothes were messy and that he constantly needed a bath. In addition, Teddy could be unpleasant. It got to the point where Mrs. Thompson would actually take delight in marking his papers with a broad red pen, making bold X's and then putting a big "F" at the top of his papers. At the school where Mrs. Thompson taught, she was required to review each child's past records and she put Teddy's off until last. However, when she reviewed his file, she was in for a surprise. Teddy's first

Think About It
Andy Rooney said on "60 Minutes" a few weeks back: I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the United Caucasian College Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens...Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason, that is why there are no girls allowed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA BURKE? I think that if you feel homosexuality is wrong, it is not a phobia, it is an opinion. I have the right "NOT" to be tolerant of others because they are

Learning The Lifestyle
Author: Raven Shadowborne © 1998 Whenever someone begins to learn something new, there is always a feeling of excitement, that refreshing invigoration of something new. One may feel a sense of impatience, wanting to know everything, yesterday! As time goes on and the person begins their journey into the varied lifestyle of BDSM, he/she discovers an overwhelming amount of information. Everyone has advice, everyone has his or her own ideas, and everyone's definitions are different. By listening to those who have been there before you can quickly become confused and, sometimes, downright disheartened. They point you to books, which you may then purchase in an attempt to better understand this lifestyle. But quickly find that what you thought would simply be a matter of acting out your fantasies, is suddenly a rule ridden "lifestyle". You may feel confused, overwhelmed, and even angry that it isn't as easy as you thought it would be. You may be unsure of what to do, where to go fr

*private Investigation*
I was browsing the internet one day when I came across something very shocking... After further research I found out that our Friend "Captain Cooter" was once a Porn Star by the name of "Captain Aslammer" before changing his name here on fubar. My Quest to you is to investigate for me, and find more photos like the one above so that we may uncover more secrets in to our Friends Dark Past... Submit your Findings here in this Blog...

Misc!!
Melanie buys 2.75 pounds of turkey, 3.5 pounds of Ham, 2.25 pounds of roast beef, and 0.75 pounds of bologna. How many total pounds of meat did Melanie buy? A)10.75 pounds B) 9.75 pounds C) 11.25 pounds D) 9.25 pounds 1.)What do you like better Rough sex or Kinky sex? 2.)Do you like Handcuffs or Whips? 3.)Do you like recieving or giving anal sex? 4.)Do you masterbate? 5.)If you do how many times a week do you masterbate? 6.)Doggy or missionary sex? 7.)Do you like to lick a girls Booty hole? 8.)Are you wild or passive? 1.)Have you ever had sex in a car? 2.)Have you ever had sex on a public beach? 3.)Did you ever get a Blow Job at a Movie Theater? 4.)Did you ever get your Pussy licked in a car? 5.)Are you Kinky? 6.)What are your 2 Favorite sex positions? 7.)Are you sexually active? 8.)When did you have sex last? Thank you for anwsering my sex questions!!!!

Dark Ramblings
Ok...I love to cook...I really do. And I am good at it. I never knew how good I was until a week ago Sunday. My SCA friends and I had this idea for one of their b-days. We were going to do a competition like Iron Chef, only we would use things used at a campsite. No electric to be used whatsoever. So we got the contestants: Myself and my good friend Roger (check out Alaxander MacBlakrose on my friends list) and the secret ingredient was: APPLES!! They gave us that a week before so we could prepare. The day of the competition came and the rules were simple: had to make at least 3 dishes and you were judged on usage, presentation and flavour. I had come with 6 dishes in mind, but only ended up making 4. They started the competition and I was off. I made a dried apple compote, which consisted of dried apple rings, other dried fruit, sauteed in orange juice with lemon slices and cinnamon sticks. Once that was done and removed, I made the next dish, which was a bottle of my very

A Poem
This is the poem: Around the corner I have a friend, In this great city that has no end, Yet the days go by and weeks rush on, And before I know it, a year is gone. And I never see my old friends face, For life is a swift and terrible race, He knows I like him just as well, As in the days when I rang his bell. And he rang mine but we were younger then, And now we are busy, tired men. Tired of playing a foolish game, Tired of trying to make a name. "Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim Just to show that I'm thinking of him." But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,

Wishing
wondering what tomorrow brings, If i will awake to see the world again.. If i will still see things the same.. wishing there was a simple answer to all lifes questions.. weather the world would be better with just peace and love... how the papers would feel if everyone had the same body type , if we all looked the same they would make no money, is all we care about is if we look good, that we have the best material things, if we have more money then the next person,,, what would happen if you just woke up and couldnt see anything anymore, thats my fear, that i will wake up and be blind, my wish is the drs are wrong and i can out live this that i will be able to live each day the way i have my hole life, so i ask taht if you are reading this .. not to take life lightly to hug your loved once tighter look at them longer, and love life to the fullest, GOING TO VEGAS IN 2 WEEKS.. ITS MY LAST VACATION TELL CHRISTMAS... CANT WAIT TO PARTY HARTY WITH THE GIRLS... so what do you do when the

News Footage
Some footage of me at the Fan Expo at the Metro Toronto Convention Centre can be seen at www.yourgeeknews.com I am seen describing my "Death Mask" escape where I am locked into a special metal helmet with model rocket engines on a 60 second countdown pointing at my eyes. Hey, everyone's got to do something for fun, right? It is about 3/4's of the way into the broadcast. Enjoy!

Lynsey's Erotic Stories
She has my mind occupied all the time. At least she's not at the gym. Here I can workout with out thinking of her, I hope. When she opened the door the morning light fell across her caramel colored shoulders dancing over her taunt breasts. The satin pink bra with black lace complemented her feminine form making me very excited that I left the gym early to be with her. My eyes scanned her small waist down to the matching pink satin and black lace boy shorts she wore exaggerating her muscular thighs. "Come in she said", with a devilish grin. As she turned and walked, I realized that she was wearing the pink pearls I gave her for graduation, they fell on her neck causing a rush of heat to run under my shirt. I love her neck it's so delicate and smooth its long sleek silhouette drives me to ecstasy. As we walked up the long stairs to her bedroom, my stomach started to knot. I was not nervous but eager to touch her, hold her and show her how I much I desire her. I

Why Don't People Understand?
Why don't people understand that if your fat, and usualy u know if you are, that the majority of the world doesn't want to see you in a string bikini, or booty shorts and a tube top. It's not sexy. Now don't think I think that fat people can't look good, cause they can if they dress properly. Why don't people understand that all i want to do is figure out who i am and what i want out of life. Since I was 16 I've adapted to teh perosn I was seeing and never really knew what i liked or wanted. Now at 23, I am seperated from my husband (getting divorced) and single for the 1st time in years. People keep asking me how long I plan to stay single, then they seem to get mad when i say I DON'T KNOW! I hope i'm doing the right thing..... What happens to relationships when both parties are in love with each other, but married to other people? And no neither one broke up the other ones marriage, they both had been separated for a while. Is pure love strong enough to get through two divorces? One

Another Song
When I was younger man I hadn't a care Foolin' around Hitting the town Growin' my hair You came along and stole my heart When you entered my life Ooh, babe, you got what it takes So I made you my wife Since then I never looked back It's almost like livin' a dream And oooooooh, I love you You came along from far away And found me here I was playin' around Feelin' down Hittin' the beer You picked me up From off the floor And gave me a smile You said you're much too young Your life ain't begun Let's walk for awhile And as my head was spinnin' 'round I gazed into your eyes And thought Oooooooh, I want you Thank you babe for being a friend And shinin' your light in my life 'Cause ooooooh I need you [Instrumental Interlude] As my head was comin' round I gazed into your eyes And thought Ooooooh, I want you Thanks again for being my friend And straightenin' out my life 'cause oooooooh I need you [Instrumental Interlude] Since then I ne

Levels
i know ive got something for ya to rate so show me some luv...im getting close to the next level.... tgif ...have a great weekend honeys xoxo ohhhh yes yes thats it harder faster you know how i like it!!!! ohhhhhh im sooooo close just over 20000 points to go!!! show me some luvin haha Not to the party but to get me to the next level only 9994 to go....haha i have no shame:P...... but of course if i was having a party you all had better be there :P xoxo

New To Blogging Here
Say hi to me if I am online.. so many friends and no one talks to me much, except a select few.. (yeah I know who you are.. :) Sorry if my first blog seemed bitchy in any way, its just that a girl has to lay down some ground rules... I am thinking of using this as sort of a personal diary as I go, not sure.. don't wanna run too many of you off with my creepieness.. I thought that this would be a fun format for a blog.. here are you questions I have been asked the most since I started on fubar, and my usual answers... 1. Your married, why are you here? Mostly for friends, I enjoying talking to all sorts of different people and selection is limited where I live. I am also a big flirt and don't get a hell of alot of attention after 21 years of marriage. 2. Ur hot, wanna cyber? Uh.. no.. I don't.. Not that I haven't tried it before.. it just doesn't do much for me. Especially with stupid people..hehe 3. Can I see your private pics? Only if you are a fri

Panathinaikos Fc
Panathinaikos FC, also known as PAO or Panathinaikos AO (Greek: ΠΑΟ - Παναθηναϊκός Αθλητικός Όμιλος - Panathinaikos Athlitikos Omilos), the Pan-Athenian Athletic Club, is a Greek association football club based in Athens, Greece. The team currently competes in the Super League Greece. Founded in 1908 the football team is the oldest of all the Panathinaikos club’s sports sections. They play in the Super League Greece and play their home games at the Olympic Stadium - Spiros Louis. Panathinaikos is one of the most successful Greek football clubs of all time, winning 19 league titles. In 1971 they were European Cup finalists, losing 2-0 to Ajax at Wembley Stadium. They remain the only Greek club that has reached a European final. In 1985, Panathinaikos reached the European Cup semifinals, where they were thrown out by Liverpool F.C. (4

My Thoughts On Back To School
The end of summer is here. While this is one my favorite times of year because the kids go back to school. The summer is full of sun and hope and promise lazy days by the pool with the kids. I love when school starts because theres finally time for me, time to go have coffee with friends or just sit outside for a lil bit and enjoy the peace and quiet. Fall and winter are coming and theres so much to do. Its wonderful to me watching my kids be amazed at the things they learn. Full of wonderful questions and plans for the future. At the same time one of my least favorite times of year. Once school starts again life gets so very hectic theres school work and soccer practice gymnastics and dance. Always busy running and not lots of quality time spent with the kids. I miss the noise and the laughter and the time spent with my little girls the funny things they say. Im so torn about having quiet and listening to their noise the smiles and hugs that are given so freely as we make cookie

First Profile Song Dedicated To My Final Goodbye To My Ex .. Enjoy Your Heartlessness :p
the title says it all... this is way past due.. to get over my EX WIFE and NOW i have a lady that i LOVE.. Anna she has stuck by me while i have taken time to get over the heartache of losing soomeone i had once loved.. and a daughter that i will never beable to see. ( which that in itself is enough to CRUSH a man. that is if you ARE a man that wants to see his child ) TO MY EX WIFE.. HAVE FUN IN YOUR LIFE ENJOY THE SONG CAUSE IT IS VERY FITTING. ( even though my ex does not use this site that i know of ) ( just a way for me to express myself ) TO ANNA ... I LOVE YOU. you have been waiting for me to tell you this and now the time is right. i give you my heart and hope that you will caress my heart forever as i will you.

Stay Where You Are..
He looks at her with the seducing eyes. He can see right under her skin. She pulls back, but never says goodbye. Craving to be seen from within. Teasing him like yarn for a kitten, She dangles like a piece of bait. For though she is completely smitten, All she can do is wait. Memories pierce through her mind, The shattered pieces she had to mend. The self so easily left behind, The life she rebuilt again. She’s found she can stand on her own, With legs still shaky and weak. There’s no denying her hunger has grown, But she has just begun to speak. Stay where you are. Right there. Don’t move. Just stay where I can see you. Don’t go too far. Not yet. It’s too soon. Just stay where I can see you. When she speaks he gives her a knowing glance, And flashes a melting smile. On instinct, she takes a defensive stance, But finds she still stays awhile. The tango continues, bodies daring, With music that never ends. They play with fire, so close to s

Days Turn To Nights
days turn to nights, im seeing all the beautiful sights, seeing the city lights, knowing you is a delight, truely makes me feel right, you are a wonderful sight, you make my heart feel tight, for so long i felt alone and tired, getting to know you makes me feel wired, heart beating to fast to control, and wanting you to know, this is a weird feeling, i dont know the meaning, i just go with the flow, now i just want to see where we go, to hold you in my arms would be grand, walking with you hand and hand, slowly turn you to me face to face, would make both our hearts race, looking into each others eyes, and never questioning why, i will never lie or make you cry, honor and respect to you i will give, now my heart will truely live, as beats come and go, my heart will be glad to show, how special you can be to me, if you just take the chance to see, where our paths will lead, wondering if you were meant for me, all we can do is take our time and see, if we c

Sober
Ive blogged this because its such an amazing song. Theres a shadow just behind me. shrouding every step I take. Making every promise empty. pointing every finger at me. Waiting like a stalking butler, who upon the finger rests. Murder now the path of must we, just because the son has come. Jesus, wont you fucking whistle. something but the past and done. Why cant we not be sober? I just want to start this over. Why cant we drink forever? I just want to start this over. I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center in you. I will chew it up and leave. I will work to elevate you, just enough to bring you down. Mother mary, wont you whisper. something but the past is done. Why cant we not be sober? I just want to start this over. Why cant we sleep forever? I just want to start this over. I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. trust in me

Good Cowboy
Crazy, but thats how it goes Millions of people living as foes Maybe its not to late To learn how to love And forget how to hate Mental wounds not healing Lifes a bitter shame Im going off the rails on a crazy train Ive listened to preachers Ive listened to fools Ive watched all the dropouts Who make their own rules One person conditioned to rule and control The media sells it and you have the role Mental wounds still screaming Driving me insane Im going off the rails on a crazy train I know that things are going wrong for me You gotta listen to my words Yeh-h Heirs of a cold war Thats what weve become Inheriting troubles Im mentally numb Crazy, I just cannot bear Im living with something that just isnt fair Mental wounds not healing Who and whats to blame Im going off the rails on a crazy train I felt a rush of the Rio Grande into Yellowstone I've seen first-hand Niagra Falls And the lights of Vegas I've Criss-crossed down to Key Biscayne And

Dancing Eyes
Dancing Eyes by Bunny for someone special Sudden sultry smiles Overwhelming every synapse Struggling to describe Each breathless moment Spent timelessly staring; Lovingly enjoying. Longingly praying A smile beyond definition Plays across her face With thoughts of my grin Dancing in her eyes.

Dreaming
Dreaming by Bunny Dreaming, Needing, Touching, Longing. Alone in my room, I see her in my mind. She beckons, and in my mind I go. Smooth skin, slightly tanned from the sun. Supple breasts that stand for inspection. Silken legs that never end. A derriere that is soft but not over done. She has come to me in my dreams. Wanting her, I have often pleasured myself thinking of her. She is my Goddess, as I am hers. I long for our lips to touch to taste her sweetness. An Angel in her own right, she needs no wings. One day, my Angel of Dreams will stand before me And I will then know the answer to my dream.

Can You Handle This?
LIBRA * -- Very pretty. -- Very romantic. -- Nice to everyone They meet. -- Their Love is one of a kind. -- Silly, fun and sweet. -- Horny -- Loud -- Great in bed and i mean great -- Have own unique sexiness. -- Most caring person you will ever meet -- the most irresistible

Computers Et Al
What is Darfur? Sadly very few will know if at all! If you ask any person who’s heard about the Darfur conflict what they know about it, they’ll most probably tell you, “it’s a genocide being waged by Arabs against Africans” and that “UN troops must go in to protect the innocent people”. That’s about all they know. Darfur is so much more complex than that and hardly anybody who’s heard about it truly understands what’s going on there. Darfur which is approximately the size of France is home to many tribes, the biggest being the Fur tribe. The huge area is inhabited by many tribes such as the Zagawa, Massaleet, Ma’alihyah, Rezeigat and Fur of course. Old tensions between tribes over usable land and grazing rights were amplified thanks to the worsening water shortage thought to be caused by the increasing effects of global warming. Due to this and the many years of neglect the frustration of Darfurians grew. The conflict in the impoverished region of Darfur caught the world’s atte

Today
Precious Little One Precious, tiny little one you'll always be to me. so perfect,pure and innocent- part of heaven's family. We dreamed of you and your life and all that it would be. We waited and longed for you to come and join our family. We never had the chance to play. To laugh,to rock,to wiggle. We long to hold you, touch you now And listen to you giggle. I'll always be your mommy, He will always be your daddy. You will always be our child, the child that we had. But now you're gone... but yet you're here we'll sense you everywhere. You are our sorrow and our joy, There's love in every tear. Just know our love goes deep and strong, we'll forget you never- the child we had but never had, and yet will have forever. to my angel baby lanah jane, i love you and miss you... i long for the day to hear you giggle..... luv, mommy... Today I got ready for work like I always d

Lmao Men!!!
Gynecologist Visit A beautiful woman went to the gynecologist. The doctor took one look at the woman and all his professionalism flew out the window. He immediately told her to get undressed. After she disrobed the doctor began to stroke her thigh. While Doing so he asked her, "Do you know what I am doing?" "Yes," she replied, "You are checking for abrasions or Derma tological abnormalities." "That's right," said the doc tor. He then began to fondle her Breasts. "Do you know what I am doing now?" he asked. "Yes," she said, "You are checking for lumps which might indicate Breast cancer." "Correct," replied the shady doc tor. Finally, he mounted his Patient and started having sexual intercourse with her. He asked, "Do you know what I am doing now?" "Yes," she said, "You're getting herpes: which is why I came here i n the first place."

Worst Is Yet To Come
These words have slipped again Stitch the lips of the mouth that murmurs them Cloud your vision, make everyone disappear There's still tie to wake up Get out while you still can speak This mud is too thick to see through The stitches are coming out The wounds won't heal Is this embedded status permanent? So, I'm rearing... The worse is yet to come, days are getting shorter Close your eyes for a while, rest a little longer This mud is too thick to see through The stitches are coming out The wounds won't heal themselves Is this embedded status permanent? So, I'm rearing... The worse is yet to come, days are getting shorter Close your eyes for a while, rest a little longer These shoulders are too weak to carry any more My will is too weak to carry on

People
Why is it that people think Just because you have a realtionship online that it is based on getting sex not everyone online it out for just sex I'm not I have a man online we have a relatinship online on fubar to be exact and I love him. But so many people seem to think that online relationship or people online saying they want a relationship are out for only sex. Well Peole this girl isn't and everyone should know that What I ahve with my man is a reality it isnt based on sex it is a more persoanl level. Just had to get that off my chest..... ok so I kinda like fubar it is a fun way to make friends,but I have a small problem with it aswell. You know If I wanted rude or perverted comments I on my profile or my pics or in my mailbox. I would have said he I'm free for the taking but I can't stand that kinda stuff. Seriously if you are going to rate a profile read it maybe you will actually find something out about that person. Before I rate someones profile I like to read it to find out

& U Thot U New Evrythg
Thanks to The Public Enemy!!! luv ya!!! So everyone knows about the glitches in private albums by now I'm sure. All you have to do is go into the album and set the album to "NSFW content", then undo it and set your album to whatever you want! LOL Seems pretty easy huh! All the credit goes to: The Public Enemy~DJ For Fallen Angels Lounge ~@ fubar Show him some love!!! xoxo, Bunny Wine -v- Water As Ben Franklin once said: In wine there is wisdom, in beer there is freedom; in water there is bacteria. In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 litre of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, (E. coli) - bacteria found in faeces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop. However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine & beer (or tequila, rum, whiskey or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering an

Hope
You Still Have Hope If you can look at the sunset and smile, then you still have hope. If you can find beauty in the colors of a small flower, then you still have hope. If you can find pleasure in the movement of a butterfly, then you still have hope. If the smile of a child can still warm your heart, then you still have hope. If you can see the good in other people, then you still have hope. If the rain breaking on a roof top can still lull you to sleep, then you still have hope. If the sight of a rainbow still makes you stop and stare in wonder, then you still have hope. If the soft fur of a favored pet still feels pleasant under your fingertips, then you still have hope. If you meet new people with a trace of excitement and optimism, then you still have hope. If you give people the benefit of a doubt, then you still have hope. If you still offer your hand in friendship to others that have touched your life, then you still have hope. If

Real Friendship
True Friendship (With none of that Sissy Crap!!!!) Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- just the stone cold truth of our friendship. 1 When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you that way. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want to catch whatever you have. 8. W

Bs
You know, I have really enjoyed this site thoroughly. Lately, however, it's getting ridiculous. I got out of a certain situation because friends were involved as well as people I don't know, care for or respect. I have too much drama in my day-to-day to get it here too. I come to hang with friends and have fun. I very rarely share my home life with any of you and I ALWAYS try to keep it light, out of respect for others whom may also be enjoying themselves. This is BS. I just don't FEEL like it anymore. It has to stop somewhere. There is soooo much hatred in this world. Why add to it? It just doesn't make sense. It's ridiculous. Friends going after friends... for what? Because someone was in a bad mood one night and had eyes rolled at her? I'm taking my time to get better now. I'm not going to think about Fubar. I'm going to relax and get rid of this stuff before it turns into pneumonia. I made peace with friends over these stupid mumms that were posted. I'm out of it. Sorry

Help A Girl Out!
My girlfriend is in a contest and I'm trying to get all my friends to help her out. 1 rate=10 points and 1 comment=1 point. Please please please go rate her and comment or even bomb for me! Here's the link to her blog that tells you what to do! Thanks bunches! http://fubar.com/blog/131575/532201

You And Me
You and I have separate hearts But they beat to the same drum If I ever have a problem You knows exactly where I'm coming from Have you ever wondered why your heart beats? I sometimes wonder about mine But I know the real answer And I can't get him off my mind You see our hearts beat to the same drum Because there synchronized Like two watches that tell the same time There identical in both eyes If you struggles, I struggle But together we make it through Because together were indestructible Like a nail or a screw You can hit us, bash us And pound us into a wall But when you pull us out We'll still be standing tall Because we're two hearts, one heart beat This way we're twice as strong And with a love as strong as ours What could possibly go wrong? "When a Cop Sleeps" Sometimes when a cop sleeps, the demons come. The demons bring all the things you want to forget. The demons bring the tears and sweat, the spit and the blood, Oh God the blood.

You Can't Handle It Don't Read It I Don't Care Think Of Me What You Wish! Chop Chop Swing Swing ~what?
What has happened focuses on what is yet to come paralleled is the truth unexplained and misunderstood in parables twisted and warped it becomes as delerium wickedly intoxifies opening to the demented's cry performing within an encrypted circle are the names six and sixty-six negative to the crucifix as blankness fills a dark surface continued are the dreaded curses hidden in numbers of seven only to play back to the beginning forward there is little meaning visions burrow through an elaborate obstacle one voice one cause do you hear the applause? This is the passing of the chronicle pouring onto this creative soul evolving the great spectacle circling circus of the nocturnally insane gripping outside the norm preparing for The Raging Storm coming out of the black night hatchet embraced we unite and collide Wicked Whisper It doesn't always pertain to you. Maybe it pertains to one, all, or none at all. Take them how you will everyone cuz this

Mind Of The Redeyed
-I'M OUT TO FIGHT THE DEVIL -BUT ALL I FIGHT IS MYSELF -I'VE WROTE A THOUSAND BOOKS -BUT NEVER READ MYSELF -MYSELF IS STARVING IN THE HEAD -GOD I NEED YOUR HELP -TO HELL WITH THE DEVIL -MY BIGGEST ENEMY IS MYSELF -IT MAKES ME WONDER -AM I DOING THIS FOR THE RIGHT REASONS -I MEEN THE MONEY THE FAME THE GAME -IT ALL SOUNDS APPEALING -BUT INSTEAD OF ENTERTAINING -I PREFER TO INLIGHTEN -THEN AGAIN WHO AM I -TO BE PUT IN THIS POSITION -TO REPRESENT A WHOLE GENERATIONS OF KIDS -AND MAKE THEM BELIEVE -BECAUSE TO THIS DAY I STILL STUGGLE -TO UPHOLD MY DEEDS -THATS RIGHT MY BIGGEST ENEMY IS ME -I MEEN I SAY A HUNDRED GOD IS GREAT'S -ALL IN A MINUTE -THOUGH MY TOUNGE IS ALL TWISTED -I FEEL MY HEART IS NOT IN IT

You Are My Love
I am in the world to love you . . . to love you and to want you. To need you, to feel you, to touch you, to be with you. I love you in the morning, the middle of the day, in the hours we are together, and the hours you are away. I love the old and the new, the sunlight and the shade, the warmth and the cool, the smiles and the tears . . . for it is only because I love you that any of these thigs exsist. I love you because I was searching for true meanings of love that I did not know until I found them in you. Those things I have learned through and because of you. You are all I love. You are my love.

Luv Clubs
Hey everybody...as you can see by my name, I am a member of M&M Nation Points Club....this club is pretty cool. You have to rate fan add and show luv to all other members. You must also create your own M&M...i will put the link in here for my m&m so you can let me know what you think..but anyways...its really cool. If you would like to join, please leave a message for me somewhere, either here, my shoutbox, or my email so that i can let you know what you have to do. thanks......xoxoxoxo hey everybody...as you can see by my name, I am a member of club F.A.R..in club F.A.R you have to rate, fan, and add all of the members and when a member needs help the rest of the club is supposed to help them out. they also have a pimpout list that you could end up on....so why not join...if you would like to know what you have to do to join...please send me shout or a private me, and i will give you the link to the person you need to contact. thanks...hope to see ya on the list....xoxoxox

Reasons
I am who i am.I cannot change to suit you, or anyone else. It is time to stop hiding it and if i lose friends than so be it. People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something yo

Hasta Lavista
Hey peeps,when my VIP runs out in a few days I'm leaving fubar. To my good friends on here if you want to stay in touch send me a email with your yahoo screen name or ask me for mine. I hope everybody has a great weekend. Bye.

How To Block Ur Profile From Downraters And Stalkers!
Here are SOME ways to stop the Haters and downrates .As of late Many people are asking what to do.Please Keep one or two pictures in your Default album.Mark the other folders of yourself and your family Friends or FAMILY ONLY!Block RIPS set your profile setting to friends only comments.This way the only thing they can do is RATE your profile and Primary picture and /or Salute.Even make your BLOGS frieds only.You can leave other albums open like funny images.Another Idea is when you LOG into FUBAR open your Images to all ...when your leave set them back to private!As for Stalkers set your shout box to FRIENDS ONLY and when they send you mail,click BLOCK SENDER !DO NOT RESPOND BACK !!

Poetry
The moon shines through my window My clock strikes 3 a.m. The knife sits on my night stand And i slowly count to ten Number 1 is: Sorry That i wont be there for you Number 2 is: Crying From the things that i've been through Number 3 is: Hurting From the things you said to me Number 4 is: Flying For my pain is finally free Number 5 is: Blackness Which is now my only light Number 6 is: Frightening From the things i feel at night Number 7 is: Blood Which is soaked into the floor Number 8 is: Body Which is cut up to the core Number 9 is : Breathing For my body lays there dead Number 10 is: Thank You Its the last thing that i said November 6th You lie in bed awake at night But eyes are tightly shut Wishing that it was a dream But not with your damn luck The harsh motions run through your head Like daggers to the heart Tears are staining your flushed cheeks As time just falls apart November 6th was that party That you just had to go to You quick

New Friends
One of your photos has been marked NSFW. Hide header Date: Tue, 2 Oct 2007 12:36:37 -0700 (PDT) From: Size: 1 KB To: twizzted_dude@fubar.com Reply-To: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- One of your photos has been marked as NSFW (Not Safe For Work). Please make sure ALL your NSFW photos are flagged as NSFW and placed in an NSFW album. Your photo was marked NSFW because it was either offensive or NSFW in nature. Also, your primary photo and all your background photos may not be NSFW photos. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of the CT. You can define a new primary photo and background photos by clicking on images link. Continued violation of 'fubar' policy, will result in your account being deleted without warning. Click here for reported image. THIS IS THE IMMAGE I WANT ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY TO COME CHECK OUT SCARLETSNOWHITE SHE IS A NICE PERSON AND SHE NEED SOME MORE FRIENDS

Crazy Day
So I'm off to run some "Erands" I used to eat alot of beans sometimes then switched to the blues Roxy 30's : ) Well I laid off for the most part but today said fuck it I stressin so I off a recomendation of a friend take 8 vic 10's suppose to feel like snotin 1 & 1/2 blues. So I get wired aww man! After bout 2 hrs. of that I decide some val 10's will take the edge off so 1 then I think what's that gonna do? so 2 more then 10 min.s later another 1. Now I am so mellow : ) tingly yeah it's aight : ) . But I think that's bout all I should do besides the bud here & there I been chief'n on all day : ) But it's hard tellin wit me I like to push it to that point where I take so many that I'm just at that point right before I'm to messed up & knod of just a lil. Oh that shit is tight : ) Just every once in a while tho! Like when I get fuckin STRESSED !!! Like today & the last couple aw fuckin days! This is what I used to have in my about me. My whole life was turned upside down on

Intouchjam's
yo yo yo all ladies wlcome to intouchjamz site I'am jay your friend what to show you love dallas tx style hit me at jay7779311@yahoo.com or myspace.com/jayontheonesintwos a DJ.SERVICE IN THE DALLAS FT.WORTH AREA FOR MORE INFO: MY E-MAIL IS jay7779311@ayhoo.com thanks for your sopport my sweet in cool ladies. I'AM DJ, JAY WHAT IT DO GUY IN LADIES IAM IN THE DALLAS AREA DO YOU NEED DJ. IF DO INTOUCHJAM'S WE JAMING THAT HIP HOP THAT OLD R&B IN NEW AND SLOW JAM IN /LET US KNOW WHAT YOU LOOKING FOR AT JAY7779311@yahoo.com or myspace.com/jayontheonesintwos hit me up do stop get it get it. MY LADIES MY friend CHECK OUT MYSPACE.COM/jayontheonesintwos WHAT UP ALL MY COOL IN SWEET LADIE INTOUCHJAM'S WOOD LIKE YOUR SUPPORT IAM IN THE DALLAS AREA IF YOU NEED A DJ. HIT ME ON MYSPACE.COM/JAYONTHEONESINTWOS OR JAY7779311@YAHOO.OCM THANK YOU

What To Do?
I have been watching people latley and watching thier behavior. I find it interesting that there are people who love their signifigant other to death and would do anything for them and the other would do anything for them in return. Then there are the others that stay with their partner because of kids or what not, and then there are others that say they are going to leave them and dont or find someway to keep them around. It is very confusing sometimes. I also see a person that is in love and then something happens and things were done about it, and then that person moves on and someone new comes along but they still have feelings for the other person and are torn between people. Crazy!!! I went to go visit a friend that is in jail tonight, we got up there checked in and went and waitd to go back to see him. Well when we got into line to wait to go back we got called up and was told that he can not have a visit because he decided to be STUPID and get rolled back to the hole. Why are

What Do Men Want??
What do men really want from gals??? Do they truly enjoying playing with our hearts...or are they just to dumb to realize what they are doing! Why do they seem to always want their cake and eat it too!!! Honestly....Is there anyone out there who just wants ONE woman???

Happy Canadian Thanksgiving Every1
Get your own glitter and more at BlingyBlob.com I just wanted to wish every1 a happy Thanksgiving. I hope you all have a wonderful weekend. The holiday season is offically here and I hope we all have as little stress and as MUCH FUN as we can threw the new year. Get your own glitter and more at BlingyBlob.com

My Fubard Obsession...
I sit here wondering to myself and now all you wonderful people here in Fubar land...will I be sitting in this very same spot tomorrow and the next day... I have a monotonous existence it seems to many but it's the little things in life that make a world of difference. Like when a pleasant conversation arises with a human you completely connect with in every aspect ... sends a loving little shout your way... maybe a few keyboard kisses or txt messages that remind you there is someone several miles away, waiting to hear that you still care. Can a love affair really develop from such a detached form of communication? There really are no boundaries it seems, nothing taboo from a distance such as this ~ cyberland ~ and then a phone call or a text ~ a little closer but not quite the warmth of a touch ...the tingle of a lovers breath on your skin. The promise of a day when two people can meet and see what real connections have been formed or not. Such a temptation! Distraction ... Disarra

From: Stu Pidasso Date: Oct 10, 2007 9:50 PM "To Every Guy" To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick.To every guy who has given her flowers just because.To every guy that said he would die for her.To every guy that really would.To every guy that did what she wanted to do.To every guy that cried in front of her.To every guy that she cried in front of.To every guy that holds hands with her.To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.To every guy that hugs her just because he can.To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutesTo every guy that would give his seat up.To every guy that just wants to cuddle.To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter wha

Drinking
-----------------From: KristiEDate: Oct 17, 2007 7:17 PMWhat you're about to see may be shocking.Hope you're readddy.='(This is Jacqueline Saburido on September 19, 1999. This is her and her Father, 1998. This is her on Vacation in Venezuela. Birthday party as a child. At a party with friends. The car in which Jacqueline traveled. She was hit by another car that was driven by a 17-year old male student on his way home after drinking a couple of hard packs with his friends. This was in December 1999. After the accident Jacqueline has needed over 40 operations.Jacqueline was caught in the burning car and her body was heavily burnt during around 45 seconds. With her Father, 2000. Getting treatmen

Faith
In every journey theres a meaning... In every conflict there is growth... In every action there is a purpose... In every moment of doubt believe in yourself because In every prayer there's an answer... (",) ALWAYS REMEMBER THIS: LIFE IS NEVER WITHOUT A NEED... NEVER WITHOUT A PROBLEM, NEVER WITHOUT A DIFFICULTY, NEVER WITHOUT HURTFUL MOMENTS AND... NEVER WITHOUT GOD TO HELP US... (",) When ROCKS block your way and MOUNTAINS make the way difficult... Remember, A ROCK can be a STEPPING STONE While a MOUNTAIN give the most PERFECT VIEW! HAVE A GREAT WEEK AHEAD AND WALK WITH FAITH..! (",)

Bugz Collection
Love Love is an intense feeling of affection related to a sense of strong loyalty or profound oneness. The meaning of love varies relative to context. Romantic love is seen as an ineffable feeling of intense attraction shared in passionate or intimate attraction and intimate interpersonal and sexual relationships. Though often linked to personal relations, love is often given a broader signification, a love of humanity, of nature, with life itself, or a oneness with the Universe, a universal love. Love can also be construed as platonic love, religious love, familial love, and, more casually, great affection for anything considered strongly pleasurable, desirable, or preferred, to include activities and foods. This diverse range of meanings in the singular word love is often contrasted with the plurality of Greek words for love, reflecting the concept's depth, versatility, and complexity. There appears to be a trend of older women dating younger men, notably illustrated by celebrity

Me And My Random Things....
All of ya know I hate spiders.. or if you didnt know, you do now... LOL I swear I was stalked by a spider!!! The little bastard crawled onto my windshield, and I figured it would fly off once i got onto the highway and started goin about 60.... 15 minutes later.. the little bastard was STILL THERE!!! how the hell he managed to cling to my car... I DUNNO... But I do know one thing... I HAULED ASS when I got out of the car! I was scared he'd get on me!!! I think hes the crack spider in the video... LOL Anyways, figured I would share a lame, random story with ya! xoxo

Random Blog. Please Read
Hey everyone, What's up? Not much here. This will be my first really serious blog for Fubar. I have done many on myspace. But most have been music here. First off, would like to start off by seeing how all of you are?! I hope well, safe and happy. Anything new with all of you? Anyway I can help whether it be just listening or whatever please let me know. Ok now for I guess the randomality of this blog. Some might think it's pointless but just my time to put my thoughts into writing. I appreciate all the friends I really do. So don't think I don't. I am always up for getting to know new people and make new friends. I appreciate each and everyone of you all. I know fubar is all about whose more popular and all sorts of things. But I am not all about that. There are some great people here who I have been lucky enough to start getting to know. But here is my thing. If I ever get to godfather I don't care. It's not about popularity or points to me. It's about meeting new, genuine peo

Civilian Friends Vs. Military Friends
Body: CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk Military FRIENDS: Will post 360 security so you don't get caught CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs Military FRIENDS: Call your parents Drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. MILITARY FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points and an E & E route. CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. Military FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we messed up!" CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Cry with you. Military FRIENDS: laugh at you and tell you to put some vagasil on your pussy. CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. Military FRIENDS: Steal each other's stuff so often nobody remembers who bought it in the first place. CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Are happy that someone pi

Fuck Or Pass
There is at least one person on your FUBAR list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny.. YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies.. There is at least one person on your FUBAR list that wants to do u so!!! repost this as "Fuck or Pass" an see who has da guts 2 tell u....

Real People Vs. Fake
I posted this on my "About Me" area. What can I say about myself? Well I am 39 years old, seperated and the father of 2 great guys ages 12 and 15. Basically I'm just your average guy. I am just tired of a lot of the players and liars and such you see on here. I read rate/fan/add me, lets be friends. But when you do, you never hear anything from them. I thought being a friend was chatting and such. I haven't seen that yet. I am wantimg to make new friends and maybe, even eventually find something more. I'm not looking for camming or cyber sex or such. Your NSFW pics are great, but there is more to life than just that. If you want to be a friend, then be a friend, act like one. If not, then just go on. I've been seperated for 3 years, I miss a lot of things. I miss chatting and talking with a woman, I miss the feeling of holding and being held by someone. I doubt if I can feel it out here, but if you are real, you can still at least chat. Anyways, enough rambling, if you want to b

Me
Im misunderstood I make mistakes I listen I give to much advice I'm Honest I'm trustworthy I can be jealous I wont lie I wont cheat I will be opinionating I can cry I cant agree on everything I wont agree on everything I stick up for my friends I stick for myself I would rather daydream than concentrate I wont be walked on I am easily frustraded I will try things more than once I will yell I can sometimes speak my thoughts I can keep secrets I dont like to be judged I bite my nails when Im nervous I have a talent I am a good friend I will not be given a chance all the time I can give up easily I can be ignorant I will be heard I wont be forgotten I can be better than I was I will be better than I am at this very second I have a sense of humor I do have morals I live by them I love my family I would die for my friends I dream of change I am comfortable with familiarity

Do I Give To Much?
do i give to much? do i give to much of my heart, do i give away all of my secrets... my wants and desires? do i give too much of my soul, revealing myself, exposing the naked truths? do i give to much of my mind, saying everything not holding back? these are things that i've wondered about throughout my life, some say it's good to be so open and candid, but it leaves me exposed and venerable.... do i change myself to become cold and ungiving? do i change myself to become someone i'm not? being bold and forthright, knowing i am my own demise ultimately leads to unhappiness because i know i'm to proud

About My Family
ABOUT MY FAMILY My Father was born in Poland in 1927, a Polish Jew. His family was in a “comfortable” position there at the time. With the outcome of the war, he was branded as a “Jew” and had to wear the star on his clothing. They all were in Krakow until they were arrested in 1942 and shipped off to Auschwitz. ,He was 15. After spending 1 year in that terrible place, he and around 100 other children escaped and found their way to a Catholic convent some 25 miles away. The nuns placed them all in a sub-basement where they lived under the care of the nuns for 2 years when the war finally ended. Looking for his family, he found out that they were all gassed and cremated, Mother, Father 2 Sisters and several Cousins and Aunts. All gone. He found small jobs to sustain him until he was 19 in 1946 and then traveled to England. He spent 5 years there working and saving his money for passage to America. In 1951 he came to America, the Golden opportunity for all. He was 24 years

Public Opinions
Seeing naked pics getting invitations to view them all sicken me but thr worst is seeing retards coming on my page and starting shit with me. Fucking guys want me to add them so they can flirt with all the women on my page or hook up with them. They get mad when I deny them. I am called all kinds of names because I hate guysand am classified as "Doing every girl on my list" Tht is a bunch of bull shit half the people there are not even in the same area as me for one and for two I am not u I don't need to post naked pics and act stupid and have sex with every one to be myself U damn sexual vampires.Most women here are back stabbing lying sluts and most men here r perverted ass fuckers. I am not apart of it and get sick of fuckign tards coming to my page bitchin me out because i wont let them flirt with my friends.Sorry but I talk to real people who have real thingsto say not people who want to show off their little cock and small pea tits good day fuckers Cain They say an eye for

10 Rules Of Life & Love
~ Don't live you life to the satisfaction of others around you or in the end the only one dissatisifed if you... ~Only care about the opinion of those the you love and then, only if they can live up to their own expectations... ~Don't spend alot of tome thinking about where you should be because it will only keep you from enjoying where you are. Move at your own pace and you won't be as tired when you finally get there. ~Don't try to make other people happy before you make yourself happy. If you do, no one will ever be happy... ~For every hour you spend doing for others, spend twice as much doing for yourself. Even if it's just sitting on a bench watching the sunset. ~Dream about things you want. There is nothing wrong with dreaming, but don't let those dreams cause disappointment in the real things you have. Have what you enjoy if you can, but always enjoy what you have... ~Never stop believing in your future or you will be forced to live in the past. There is

Ink/tattoos
Ok, so I just got a new tattoo on the top of my foot....check in my default to see it.... I've never felt sheer pain like that b4. Granted child birth was MUCH worse, but shit thats not on ur foot where u have to walk, wear shoes and even worse....have kids and dogs step on it. lol Yes my foot has been thru more hell in the last three days than my body went thru in boot camp. Go figure Anyways, I'm curious to know what is the most painful ink you've gotten?

Poem For My Loved One!
my love, my life, you have finally arrived, right where you should be,at my side, hope you will never stray, hope you will never leave, we will have good times, we will have bad times, but through out all these times, we will know we are in love. please take my hand, follow me through the clouds, straight up to heaven , is where you have put me, my love, my life....

Honoring Fallen Marines
Ode to Plurals We'll begin with a box, and the plural is boxes, But the plural of ox becomes oxen, not oxes. One fowl is a goose, but two are called geese, Yet the plural of moose should never be meese. You may find a lone mouse or a nest full of mice, Yet the plural of house is houses, not hice. If the plural of man is always called men, Why shouldn't the plural of pan be called pen? If I speak of my foot and show you my feet, And I give you a boot, would a pair be called beet? If one is a tooth and a whole set are teeth, Why shouldn't the plural of booth be called beeth? Then one may be that, and three would be those, Yet hat in the plural would never be hose, And the plural of cat is cats, not cose. We speak of a brother and also of brethren, But though we say mother, we never say methren. Then the masculine pronouns are he, his and him, But imagine the feminine: she, shis and shim! Let's face it - English is a crazy language. There is no egg in eggplan

You Don't Know Me At All
As I sit here and write this i wonder if you'll read it. I wonder if you even care to know me. I cry, I bleed, I feel, I care. Sometimes it doesn't seem that way, and sometimes it's something else. People always worry about what's going on in their life, and believe they are neglected by the ones they love. They haven't come to realize that people show their love differently. It's not an end all be all. My life is complex and intertwined. I've put off most of my life things I've wanted to do. I'm trying to find a balance in everything I do. Yet feelings of neglect and regret come over oneself. Can't you just see I'm one person, trying to make it all work. If you love something you let it go because you love them, and it's wrong to hold it back. If the love returns, it's yours forever. They have learned to love you for who you are, and not what they want you to be. If they never come back, it wasn't your love to keep. Look into my baby blues, do you see yourself in there?

The Death Of Life, Gave Life To Death
my life is not too great. my life is not worth nill nor is my life too rough or edges sanded smooth my life IS my own of that much I am sure and all the rest is unknown. and knowledge all but pure should I live my life for you or should I live for me and then again could it be a God that I will live for. witch ever way I choose to live I know my life is mine even if I choose too die in death I know i'll shine life is for the living not ment for death to be but death has a place in life but its only the living who see my life thats mine now stands in time I in death my life can't be By Michael T 2005 AIR I don’t care that you’re five I don’t care that you’re fifty Because I am more than just thrifty To the new I’m a donor To the pro I’m a shark I float them I sink them in the day and in dark I shine in the light Yet also when not And carry this rhythm that one can not stop I come to the mother lying in bed And go with the father wh

God
Don't spend major time with minor people . If there are people in your life that continually disappoint you, break promises, and stomp on your dreams, too judgmental, have different values and don't have your back during difficult times...that is not a friend. To have a friend, be a friend. Sometimes in life as you grow , your friends will either grow or go . Surround yourself with people who reflect values, goals interests and lifestyle. When I think of any of my successes, I am thankful to GOD from whom all blessings flow, and to my family and friends that enrich my life. Over the years my phone book has changed because I changed for the better. At first you think you're going to be alone, but after a while new people show up in your life that make your life so much sweeter and easier to endure. Remember what your elders used to say, ' Birds of a feather flock together. If you're an eagle , don't hang around chickens: Chickens Can't Fly! I love the Lord and thank Him for all th

Hot
My body aches for you. My passion is building. I want you to take me. I want to explode. I think of you and get very hot. It's a fever burning deep down inside. Will you help me put out this fire? Will you ravish me and end this desire? I need you to fill me. My body is so hot. Please come to me now. My body is so hot.

"rock With Me"
There was once an elderly, sad woman in a nursing home. She wouldn't talk to anyone or request anything. She seemed merely to exist - rocking in her creaky old rocking chair. The old woman didn't have many visitors. But every few days, a concerned and wise young nurse would go into her room. She didn't try to speak or ask questions of the old lady. She simply pulled up another rocking chair beside the old woman and rocked with her. Weeks or months later, the old woman finally spoke. 'Thank you,' she said. 'Thank you for rocking with me.' Just reminding you that in life there are times when we are meant to talk and be supportive, and there are times when we can help by just showing up. Actions, as we are told are often more important than words. The next time you know someone in need, just be there and be supportive.

Check It Out
BANGKOK (AFP) - Thai Customs officers said Saturday they have rescued more than 100 pangolins and arrested three men attempting to smuggle the endangered animals to China, where they were destined for the cooking pot. Customs officers Friday intercepted three pick-up trucks of pangolins, or scaly anteaters, which were to be smuggled across Laos to southwest China. The pangolins, worth an estimated one million baht (29,400 dollars), were trapped in the Indonesian jungle and smuggled via Malaysia and southern Thailand. "We investigated and found out that those pangolins are from Indonesia," Rakop Srisupaat, director of southern region Customs, told AFP by telephone. All trade in Asian pangolins has been illegal since 2000. Their meat is regarded as a delicacy in China and their scales are believed to cure a wide range of ailments. Rakop said the three suspects had declined to give details of who owned the pangolins but admitted they were hired to transport the scaly mamma

All Women
Subway Miracle: Hero Beats Long Odds To Make Save Columbia U. Worker Leaps Across 3 Tracks During Rush Hour To Save Much Bigger Man Reporting Cindy Hsu NEW YORK (CBS) ¯ You're about to meet a subway hero, who jumped onto the tracks to save a man. But as CBS 2 HD has learned, his leap of faith was just the beginning. Veeramuthu Kalimuthu -- or Kali – is a mechanic at Columbia University. His recent actions make him a hero in the truest sense of the word. And if not for someone else coming forward to tell his story, the public would never know what he did on March 14. At around 5 p.m. that day he headed to the downtown No. 1 train at 116th Street in Morningside Heights to go home to Jamaica. "I heard everybody was screaming, you know, and everybody was running in different direction," Kalimuthu said. A man had fallen onto the tracks from the opposite platform, all the way on the other side of the station. "People were getting their cell phones out trying to call t

Breast Cancer
A favor to ask, it only takes a minute.... * I * 6 *Y Please tell ten friends to tell ten today! The Breast Cancer site is having trouble getting enough people to click on their site daily to meet their quota of donating at least one free mammogram a day to an underprivileged woman. It takes less than a minute to go to their site and click on 'donating a mammogram' for free (pink window in the middle). This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors /advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate mammogram in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know. http://www.thebreastcancersite.com/ AGAIN, PLEASE TELL 10 FRIENDS TO TELL 10 TODAY

Someday
I'm moving out of state & will be without the NET 4 awhile, but I'll be back ASAP. I'll miss all of my true friends & CONFEDERATE FAMILY here. But I'll be back. I'll be leaving on 11/15/07 Keep showing my pg. luv & when I get back, I'll return the luv :D NickleBack- SomedayAdd to My Profile | More Videos

Mann Gegen Mann
Destiny smiled on me and gave me a present Threw me on a warm star [1] So close to the skin, so far from the eye I take my destiny in my own hands My desire is manned Where the fresh water dies because it taints itself in salt I keep the Little Prince in mind A king without a queen When a woman is mistaken about me then the bright world is confused Man against man My skin belongs to the gentlemen Man against man Birds of a feather flock together Man against man I am the servant of two masters Man against man Birds of a feather flock together I am the corner of all rooms I am the shadow of all trees No link is missing in my chain [2] when lust pulls from behind My family calls me a traitor [3] I am the nightmare of all fathers Man against man My skin belongs to the gentlemen Man against man Birds of a feather flock together Man against man But my heart freezes on some days Man against man Cold tongues that beat there Gay-ah [4] I'm not in

Happy B-day
I'm glad this is my best birthday yet. So many have come to wish me a birthday and someone special shares this day with me so happy birthday to you zan. Come celebrate my b-day w/ me and we can have a ball!!!

Home From The 10 Hour Er Visit
For those of you who know that I've been ill for the past 5 days, I've finally figured out why. I went to the ER today and spent 10 hours. After several cat scans, sonagrams, and numerous blood tests, it was concluded that I had a large cyst on my kidney that ruptured. So after lots of pain medicine and antibiotics, I've been sent home to recover. I'll be home for a week...no work no nothing. So feel free to keep me company!!! I'm always up for chatting!

My Novel Epigraph
(Intro to my first novel, presented in a poem regarding mental and physical pain, in a states of matter theme.) Pain is a malodorous vapor, permeating us like a silvery poison, dissipating in a draft of sleep, a breeze of drugs, or a whisper of time. Pain is a solid, mauling predator, twisting our faces and piercing our eardrums in delivery rooms and cemeteries. Pain is a liquid, furtive secret, yet displayed arrogantly in every pool of blood, and any trickle of tears. copyright 1995, by Steve W.

Wish Me Luck....please!!
Today I'll be at the Hamilton, Ont hospital from 8:30am till whatever time...I am goin for my Tilt Table Test to find out if I can work...Please wish me luck!...I am nervous...Anyway, I'll get on here when I get back home and let ya'll know how it went for me, Thanx again!

Pets/animals
This is disgusting! If you care about animals, please have a heart and sign the petition. Click here to read the story. Click here to sign the petition. *Important article for all bird owners.* You must, and I mean must read this. Our Dear Tammy and Paul Carreiro lost 3 of their feathery children on Thanksgiving day. A tragedy that I pray none of us ever have to go through. They had no idea that the self cleaning oven they have, and NEVER used was a danger to anyone. Bubba, the Severe Macaw, fell off his perch and Tammy called me as she did not see it happen but the bird was quite stressed. My first question was are you cooking with anything non stick. Of course her answer was NO! She brought the bird over to my home and we treated for shock and swelling in case the fall caused a problem. The bird responded directly and went right to Tammy's shoulder. She took Bubba home. She called me in an hour to tell me the bird had died. And an hour after that she called again to s

Things About Me
The Loverboy Random Gentle Love Master (RGLM) FACT:You embody the German principle of Konstantzusammenschaft, which is best described in English (without using the obscure English word "sammenschaft") as "eternal togethermanship". Well-liked. Well-established. You are The Loverboy. Loverboys thrive in committed, steady relationships—as opposed to, say, Playboys, who want sex without too much attachment. You've had many relationships and nearly all of them have been successful. You're a nice guy, you know the ropes, and even if you can be a little hasty with decisions, most girls think of you as a total catch. Your hastiness comes off as spontaneity most of the time anyhow, making you especially popular in your circle of friends, too. You know not to make the typical Loverboy mistake of choosing someone who appreciates your good humor and popularity, but who offers nothing in return. You belong with someone outgoing, independent, and creative. Otherwise, you'll get bored. And

You Think You Know Me?
How Well Do You Know Me? Answer These Question and Find Out...... My name: Summarize me in one sentence: Where did we meet? Take a stab at my middle name? How long have you known me? When is the last time that we saw each other? Do I drink? Do I smoke? . Do I do Drugs? Am I happy? Am I a good person? What was your first impression of upon meeting me/seeing me? What's one of my favorite things to do?: Who Do i love more than my life? Am I funny? Have you ever made me smile..if so when? What's my favorite type of music? Have you ever seen me cry? Can I sing? What is the best feature about me? Am I shy or outgoing? Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules? Do I have any special talents? Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what)? . Have you ever hugged me? Kissed me? Have you ever seen me naked? What is my favorite food? Am i a good cook?

On A Cloud
This one was the first to be published. I hope you'll like it. "ON A CLOUD" "Watch the shies", He told us this, If somthing else, His gift you'll miss. Like a thief, He'll come again. To save the souls of rightiouse men! "A cloud he says", He'll come upon, and watch I will from dusk till dawn. For If I misshis second visit, My life will go, My soul goes with it. A pit of sulpherwaits for those, Who will not learn from prophits old. The bodies weak, It will not do, Those things which GOD has told us to. Listen now to what I right, Our time is turning into night. Give over what is wrong for right, For now we end this soulful plight!

Naughty Application
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 14.Condom or skin? 15.Have sex on the first date? 16.Would you kiss me during sex? 17.Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Would you use me as a booty call? 19.Can I use you as a booty call? 20.Can we take pictures of the act? 21.How long would we have sex? 22.Would you tell your friends about me? 29.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT-Naughty Appli

"30 Things Guys Should Know About Women."
yes...actually written by a guy! please feel free to add to this list(guys and girls) cause somewhere along the way the "rulebook" got misplaced and we've been fucking up our relationships ever since... Women.. Don't you wish all men where this smart to dating? 1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at her house...she runs around in her underwear just like we do. 2. DON'T CHEAT ON HER. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, she WILL find out and you will be mud. Isn't she worth more? 3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat. 4. Never miss an opportunity to tell her she's beautiful. She just wants to be perfect for you. 5. Don't refuse to kiss her in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's just because they're jealous. 6. If she slaps you hard, you deserved it. Deal with it.

First Snow
friends are forever as long as thier true. they share every moment both happy or blue. a friend is to lean on when lfe treats you bad. a friend makes you smile when your feeling so sad. friends stick together right to the end. there is nothing more loyal than a true honest friend. a friend can be comfort when pain meets your fate. they are always there for you never making you wait. so cherrish your friendship and treat it with care. and the ones you are friends with will always be there. virgin snow so fluffy and white. has covered the ground from a wintery night. rooftops all covered with blankets of snow. the winter has brought us a beautifull show. children are playing and running about. tracking through snow as they scream and they shout. snow flakes are falling and touchng the ground. so light and so gentle not making a sound. soon will be christmas its that time of year. egg-nog and presents with joy and much cheer.

Christmas Tree Virus
plz add the person to ur friends and fan her she my girlfriend.... ok here her homepage i hope all add her plz do it for http://www.fubar.com/user/1384754 Don't know about this, I got this out of my bulletins this morning...but I not takeing any chances, and I'm chopping down my tree, I want to thank you for the gifts that you sent!!! I rather be safe than sorry!!!!! i got this from myspace profile and wanted to all friends of fubar know bout this X-mas tree virus.. read this and let me know what you think... Body: X-MAS TREE VIRUS MA-001.121998: Christmas Tree Virus Original Issue Date: 23rd December 1998 Overview MyCERT has received a report regarding a possible virus attack from a program called TREE.EXE, that may be infected by a CIH virus. This is a program where you decorate a Christmas tree, but after running it, it will remain dormant until the 26th Dec when it will wipe out anything in your hard drive. It is known to spread through email attachm

My Blog
....I am so frickin' frustrated! WHY?!? WHY?!? WHY?!? ...what color are yours and what does that say about you? My color says is ALL about me. Black Eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They are leg humping friendly to borderline sleazy. They always fall in love with anything that that has two legs, a pulse and a wet spot. They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you. They are very easy to please unless they haven't had their latest fix of alcohol, meth, cocaine, or prescription medicine. If you repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some skank you've never seen before within the next 2 days. Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very

For The Guys
This will touch you . . . it is also hard to hear and watch but worth it. The soldier singing has a great future in country music. I hope he (and all of them) makes it back A SONG FROM A SOLDIER IN IRAQ! WOW. very Moving! This loads fast, so watch and listen. This Soldier produced video is different, moving and heartwarming. This guy could probably land a recording contract when he comes home! http://www.flashdemo.net/gallery/wake/index.htm COPY AND PASTE TO WATCH If I die before you wake... Back home now I know you're probably sleepin' Over here it's the middle of the day I finally found the time to write a letter Sittin' here a half a world away I heard about all them folks protestin' As if I really want this war But that don't stop me from believin' There's just some things worth fightin' for CHORUS And if I die before you wake, I pray the world will take A good look at what God's given us That we could only understand, everythin

The Pleasure In Your Face
My eyes affixed on you My intense stare darting briefly from your naked body stretched across the satin beneath you to the canvas on its easel placed in front of me. Those eyes, the deepest shade of Brown, searching you, drinking in your every curve, your every crevice. You feel my eyes on your breast, as the brush in my hand flutters over the canvas. Your nipples grow warm, erect, beneath my gaze. My eyes travel to your face, meeting your own, and motions for you to tilt your head. You obey, your head tilts back, your back arching slightly. I continue to paint, My eyes moving swiftly from my work to your own. your entranced, by the intensity of my stare Waves of heat wash over you awakening your senses. The hard nubs at the tip of your breasts beg to be touched, to be squeezed, to be suckled. The folds of flesh, pedals of a flower, moisten between your thighs, its bud pulsating throughout your

Hey You
HELLO EVERYONE IM NEW HERE BUT SO IS MY BEST GIRL FRIEND AND ALL MY FRIENDS DO ME A FAVOR AND GO BY AND ADD HER AND RATE HER A 10AS WELL SHES BEAUTIFUL, SEXY AND A GREAT GIRL , LOVE YOU FOXY FoxCrazy@ fubar

Xmas
so, I was thinking, I'd like this to be a nice christmas. all the past ones have been chaotic, with running around to see both sides of my family and whatnot, it's a headache. I just found out I'm going to the sandbox. And I would really like for this christmas to be filled with copious amounts of fun and cheer with family and friends. I never write blogs, but I needed to vent. I hope noone reads this, as I hate blogs, bloggers, blogging, joggers (because it sounds like bloggers), eggblogg (the delicious alcoholic treat, tainted by teenaged angst), lincoln blogs, bologna (because it's a few letters off and it's disgusting), and any other combinations of the letters B, L, O, and G. I'm terribly sorry to offend if your name happens to be bolg. nothing personal, kidd. I really hate when people can't say what they mean, or say one thing and do another. Be straight. Be honest. No matter how much the truth sucks, it's always less painful than avoidance. Just needed to get it off my chest

Just Out Of Reach
Why is it that all the great things that come up in life or the Great Ppl you meet seem to just over-time.... Slip away from us?? And those Great things you can see and want so Badly are Just out of Reach. Each time that we reach for them they seem to just slip farther away from us don't they?? It has happened to me SO MANY TIMES!! Something or Someone great comes along and I reach out to it or them and they just seem to slip away even farther. I meet some of the greatest ppl EVER, and overtime they just.... slip away. I hate when this happens, and every time it hurts just a little more. I try to be friends with alot of ppl and I never try to choose sides with anyone really. At times some friends may be a little more fun to hang out with at the time, but I will still try and be there for all my friends. I try to be one of those friends that doesn't... just slip away. And it seems that this blog ended in a place I didn't really expect or they way I wanted it to. But I

Things I Found On Other's Pages That Ring True
link to the writer's home page(please read more of her writings) http://www.fubar.com/user/817307 To the ladies out there- Treat yourself as if you were a queen. DO NOT settle for anything less than you deserve! No ring or money or promise is worth settling for. If he doesn't treat you the way you want to be treated or make you feel the way you want to feel, then he is not worth your time, effort, love, or affection. You know you've found the right one when he feels like he doesn't deserve you. That in his eyes, you and you alone are so desirable and wonderful in every single way, he can't even fathom the fact that you would even give him a chance. That is the man every Woman dreams of and that is the man every Woman deserves. But ladies, always, always remember, just because this man worships the ground you walk on does not mean he deserves to be treated any less than the five star treatment he gives you. As a Woman you are a diamond and he is the gold. What would that ring

Need Some Help
es cachonda abierta y necesito correrme, debe tener un coñito que me pone la polla a tope HELLO there, here i am totally new on this page and really lost, my good thing is that got plenty of money and wouldnt mind to invest some in blasts or gifts for the lucky lady that helps me a bit around

The Pussy Cat Song
Do you get tired of seeing these yellow - pink - blue - green....things? Ya gotta love it - if you've never heard it you gotta hear it once - for all those that have heard it before, ya gotta do it one more time...lol

A Different Kind Of Christmas Poem
PLEASE READ A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight.

Thinking Of You!!!
-Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. MyHotComments

Sex
Everybody I know who has a dog usually calls him "Rover" or "Spot". I call mine Sex. Now, Sex has been very embarrassing to me. When I went to the City Hall to renew the dog's license, I told the clerk that I would like a license for Sex. He said, "I would like to have one too!" Then I said, "But she is a dog!" He said he didn't care what she looked like. I said, "You don't understand.... I have had Sex since I was nine years old." He replied, "You must have been quite a strong boy." When I decided to get married, I told the minister that I would like to have Sex at the wedding. He told me to wait until after the wedding was over. I said, "But Sex has played a big part in my life and my whole world revolves around Sex." He said he didn't want to hear about my personal life and would not marry us in his church. I told him everyone would enjoy having Sex at the wedding. The next day we were married at the Justice of the Peace. My family is barred from the church from then on.

Thats Whatcha Call Real Love
Boy i lay awake at nite wondering why then i start to cry.... wishing you where here holdin me so dear but yet i fear... Your so far away and theres never gonna be that day when we find our way... juss kno from the start I will never part cuz your forever in my heart.... This is jus how I feel Im being so real cuz this is the real deal ... I've been lookin for your love, cuz its sent from above and thats whatcha call real love By:J3NNiiF3R

Naughty Friends?
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your fubar that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox, not a reply to this bulletin, saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your BP that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you..haha.. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,or single..You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery.. I wasn't scared.. It's Saturday night and we have made plans for me to come over for a "honeymoon". Our favorite phrase for a no

It's A New Year
~ONE FLAW IN WOMEN~ Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, But they hold happiness, love and joy They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy And laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take 'no' for an answer When they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel And cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about A birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, Yet they are strong when they Think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss Can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or

Heaven
when will the day come when all of our sins will be gone!! when will the day come when all of your sins will be repented!!! you evils among evil! cast yourself out!!! dont be smart just be wise!!! how drained and worn my mind is!! i cant even feel anything anymore! my mind is thoughtless and numb!!

My Points Of View
*** Disclaimer*** The views and opinions expressed in this blog ARE mine and I am open to other points of view. If you , the reader, if you find a point, or points, that you would like to debate, feel free to comment. I believe in the use of capital punishment as an effective means to deter and punish citizens. In my opinion, there has been far too much controversy over the issue. People do have the right to protest, and to express there freedoms, but more often than not do they weigh the cost of their actions. These protesters often forget that their tax dollars are paying for every meal, the guards to supervise and contain, and the bed these people, convicted of one or more heinous crimes, live and sleep. Humans rights activist often call the methods of capital punishment inhumane. Do they ever stop to think about how inhumane the crimes these people committed were? The judicial system has been twisted and contorted to a point that there seems to be a

Once Upon A Time....
Flip a coin See it fly Hold your breath Let Fate decide The coin comes down And slams to the ground Fate has chosen me How can this be My luck has turned I am the happiest Ive been He leans forward His breath is hot on my lips He speaks those three words That I crave to hear He loves me And I him His gentle lips Make sweet contact with my own Beautiful passion Surging back and forth I awake from this dream This heavenly vision My smile is brief As I lay in bed It begins to rain I feel the drops Hot on my face Once again i am let down once again, i plunge into turmoil once again i feel the sting once again, when does it end is there any good that can come from all this pain, all this hurt i see nothing but agony nothing but fear nothing but the intolerable pain i hate getting hurt do i really believe in what i have sold do i really believe the hurt is worth the risk

Robert Blackwell
Does God See Color? Does God see color? Some say He doesn’t, And therefore, we should all be color-blind; Yet, His creation has a vast rainbow Of people of color of every kind. Was it always this way? Back in the day, The world was one race that spoke the same words, But by divine design, we grew apart, And throughout the world, we scattered like birds. Through the years, the world’s people multiplied, And our once-common language disappeared; Isolated in our clans and cultures, We learned that differences should be feared. Our differences have many aspects, Such as gender, creed or religious sect; In this day and age, the hue of one’s skin Is the difference that we least respect. It is the most visible difference; This makes it the easiest to assume Whatever stereotypes we adopt When someone “different” enters the room. It colors our very first impressions And governs the tone of our reactions, Giving each person more of a reason To distrust all

Naughty Application
Naughty Application Body: 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 14.Condom or skin? 15.Have sex on the first date? 16.Would you kiss me during sex? 17.Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Would you use me as a booty call? 19.Can I use you as a booty call? 20.Can we take pictures of the act? 21.How long would we have sex? 22.Would you tell your friends about me? 23.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT-Naughty Application

The Why's Of Men
Pure comedy!!!!Belly Laugh 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (Because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (They don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (They don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (Because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (So they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (You need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (Don't know.....it never happened) (C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (Because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laughter

A New Holiday For Men Recently Announced!
We must ban doctors!!! Let's compare their inherent danger to guns, for example. The number of physicians in the U.S. = 700,000. The number of gun owners in the U.S.= 80,000,000. Accidental deaths caused by Physicians per year = 120,000. Accidental deaths caused by guns per year = 1,500. Doctors commit more intentional murders than you may think. (International Herald Tribune.) Although murder is not broken down by occupation ( the AMA wouldn't allow it) some attribute the number of intentional deaths committed by doctors to be as high as 5,000 - 8,000. ( The DEA and the Daily Telegram.) Intentional deaths per year, ALL gun types = +- 10,000. Statistically speaking, doctors are approximately 9,000 times more dangerous than gun owners. (All statistics courtesy of the FBI, Bureau of Justice Statistics and health and human services.) Please alert your friends to this alarming threat. We must ban doctors befor

I Am Lost
I am lost like a child looking for bread crumbs to lead me home. Lost like a man in the dark in search of light. Lost like buried treasurer where on a map only X mark the spot. The bread crumbs that lead me home lead to you. The light out of dark is you. The spot that X marked unburies a treasurer that is you. This makes me conclude that in you I am lost.

Done With Fubar
hey im gona miss yall but im tired of fubar, it was alot better when it was cherrytap damm bouncer and livin on a mountian all i have is dialup, it takes forever for the page to load and the pictures almost never come up! anyway, i suer have met alot of special folks here all over the world! some i have a strong feelin for anyway, if u want to keep in touch with me ill be at myspace....http://www.myspace.com/irishmtman ill be on for a week then thats it, God bless and happyness to yall! joseph

Attention Stay At Home Moms!!!
I just recently came across something that I found very valuable. I found a company that wants to pay me to sleep all day and night. No I don't sleep all day and night but I do get to sleep more than I used to. For those of you who have kids PLEASE SIT UP AND TAKE NOTE OF THIS. For those of you who want to make the environment safer SIT UP AND LISTEN. If you are worried about illegal pyramids please WE DON'T DO THAT. BUT IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN MAKING EXTRA MONEY AND MAYBE DOWN THE ROAD QUIT YOUR DAY JOB HIT ME UP. I ONLY WANT SERIOUS AND DEDICATED PEOPLE. SO ON THAT NOTE WHO IS IN?

Super Milf
It's over! I am officially a black belt! I am very pleased with myself! The positive self talk worked!!! I told myself that I didn't want to mess up on forms, so the technique part was what I mangled, but it's all good! The test was like this.... We were all in line in the training room, standing at ease, being very quiet. We were called to attention. We bowed in, said our student creed and then took a moment of silence. The black belts lined up in the front row first, so they went to the back of the class. After that, we got busy and started into our techniques. About an hour into it, we did 100 jumping jacks. We did a lot of technique and then we went right into forms. After that, we got our sparring gear. We had a few minutes to get it and then we had to race back in. It was a madhouse but we managed. We raced back in and sat down while the black belts did their form. Then we got up and got into sparring formation. We had to do our one steps. He had all of us do our one steps

Break Your Brain With Dr. Phil
When we start out in the world we are innocent and as we grow up and begin to experience and take in all of the happenings around us, we start to grow, into what nobody knows. We embark on a journey with no destination and seemingly no direction. We are gullible and naive taking everything we see at face value. Sure we have questions and we have doubts, but still we fumble along like those really long and excessively pointless movies you spent $8.50 to see and ran out of popcorn and soda an hour in before you realized 3 hours had gone by and you've killed about 400 braincells just for saying the title of it.Well I pose this question for you... do not rush to answer it, read it, absorb it, take it in and mull it over for a few days, when you sit back down and begin to type, lean back and think over your response... What is YOUR purpose in life? Closed Captioning for the hearing impared.The Killers Lyrics What is Sanity? Well I suppose it all depends on whom you ask, doesn't it?Merridia

I Dreamed Of You
I dreamed of you even though we had never met. I heard your voice even though we had never spoken. You reached out to me though you were far away. I felt your spirit, your soul, your heart. How could this be? Destiny? Fate? I can't give it a name though I know it was meant to be. I dreamed of you. I heard you. I felt you. I lost myself to you. I want you. I need you. I belong to you.

Eyes
What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)Updatedcreated with QuizFarm.com You scored as MysteriousYou wish to hide who you are from all those around you. You find it very hard to trust people. You also may enjoy the fun that comes from playing mind games with others around you.My advice Get out there and reveal the true you if only to one person! Mysterious 88%Anger 75%Passion 75%Diamond Eyes 63%Eyes full of Pain 50% Your Eyes Should Be Blue Your eyes reflect: Innocence and sweetness What's hidden behind your eyes: A calculating mind What Color

Be My ♥ Valentine Application Lol
I JUST VOTED N COMMENTED ON A MUMM WHICH I THINK IS A GREEAT IDEA, NOW THAT EARLIER TONIGHT , I GOT MY HEART RIPPED OUT N HANDED TO ME, ONCE AGAIN ...... SO, HERE IT IS..... INSTEAD OF CELEBRATING V-DAY..... WE JUST NOW CAN CELEBRATE IT AS UN-VALENTINE'S DAY!! YAY!! LOL ~~ Be My Valentine Application ~~ This is the "Be My Valentine Application" Everyone knows there's at least one person on Fubar that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who reply's back with the following filled out. Have Fun. Area 1: Name: Age: Phone: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: School: Grade: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on you: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? Area 3: What do y

So You Know...
Just so everybody knows I have another account do to some personal reason if you would to add me please shout box me for inform... and I have a new yahoo If you want it please shout box me for it too... :)I will keep this account as long as I have my vip which is for a while.... hope to hear from you soon!! XXXXX Honey!!

Standing Alone
Standing Alone I can see the flower upon which my life grows, blooming into a rose. See the hope and courage in the strength of the petals. As long as I am, I will be. The flower will never wilt or die. As my life grows back, I shall become strong. I shall become only dependent on one. That one will be me. I will rise with my petals high. My life as a flower will bloom and prosper as I grow. I may not be the pick of the patch, but I am just as awesome as the rest. I will stand as one, but not a lonely soul. The tears will be far from my smile.

George Carlin Rules For 08
George Carlin new rules for 2008 New Rule: No more gift registries. You know, it used to be just for weddings. Now it's for babies and new homes and graduations from rehab. Picking out the stuff you want and having other people buy it for you isn't gift giving, it's the white people version of looting. New Rule: Stop giving me that pop-up ad for classmates.com! There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don't particularly like them! Besides, I already know what the captain of the football team is doing these days--- mowing my lawn. New Rule: Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What did you expect it to contain? Lobster? New Rule: Stop saying that teenage boys who have sex with their hot, blonde teachers are permanently damaged. I have a better description for thes

Diet
I'm excited, I finally started following a diet, not too strict one, just cutting down the fats and eating sensible... I have also decided to give it a try to that new pill Alli, I will try My best to stick to it (dieting it's so hard sometimes) but I have a goal and I want to work on it... I am going to start walking more, after the office I will try to go to the park and walk around the track for at least 30 minutes to an hour. The track near home is right in front of the beach and I like the view and the fresh air.. it should do Me good. My princess also joined Me in the diet, so we are going to be supporting each other, this is very important when you want to avoid "sabotage" we will watch each other as we progress on this new task. I am practicing My cooking skills and so far, My diet food has been delicious (I'm very good at cooking) :) I will keep you updated on our progress... now just hope to see a lot of support from My friends... right? Kisses & spanks Me

The Way Things Are
I Will Love You Forever I love you so deeply, I love you so much, I love the sound of your voice And the way that we touch. I love your warm smile And your kind, thoughtful way, The joy that you bring To my life every day. I love you today As I have from the start, And I'll love you forever With all of my heart. MISTAKES, ARE LESSONS WE LIVE AND LEARN BY EVERYDAY THE OTHER NIGHT I MADE THE BIGGEST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE AND I ALMOST LOST THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON IN MY LIFE BC I WAS BEING SELFISH AND NOT THINKING ABOUT HOW HE WOULD OF FELT... AND I ALMOST LOST THE ONE PERSON WHO COMPLETES ME AND MAKES ME WHOLE. THE ONE PERSON WHO TOLD ME ITS OK TO LOVE AND LOVE WITHOUT PAIN....HE IS ALWAYS THERE FOR ME AND HE ISNT JUST MY LOVER BUT HE IS MY BEST FRIEND AND HE HAS NEVER MADE ME SECOND GUESS HIM IVE NEVER HAD A REASON TO....AND NOW SINCE I FUCKED UP AND MADE THIS MISTAKE THINGS BETWEEN US HAVE BEEN SO AWARD AND DIFFERENT.....BC UNLIKE MOST FEMALES WHO WOULD O

Tag You're It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) Waheed brought Spanky coffee every morning when she was in Pakistan 2) Spanky is an elected Labor Union Official 3) Waheed is taking English classes 4) Our son is handicapped and in a wheelchair 5) Spanky and Waheed got married in a CAR at the Karachi City Courthouse in Pakistan ... hahhahaha. 6) Spanky works in the Administration Building of a Maximum Security Prison. 7) Waheed has a Master's Degree 8) Spanky has very short hair and Waheed has very long hair 9) On February 12th, Waheed and Spanky will have been married 3 months 10) Waheed is coming to the US, as soon as his visa is appr

Heartless
Heartless Love Heartless statues, Dauntless cowards Sunshine darkens my empty, Bruised soul Silence echoes off the wall Desireless passion and cruel love, Run away from fear, Fly like a black dove. Resentful anger makes you crave What you can't own.

Add/fan/rate
As you guys know (if you read my profile), I don't add people who don't talk to me. If you check out my profile and rate/fan me, I try to get to everyone who does. There are a few who have slipped through the cracks and for that, I am sorry. If you visit my profile and I don't get back to you, send me a message and I will get to it. I promise. I don't always pay attention to my bar tab to see who's looked at my profile but if you have and I've not done the same, just let me know. I'm honestly not a bitch, nor do I want to seem like one. Thanks for all the rates/adds/fans that I do get...