Fubar Blogs 3

Random Thoughts
life's hard...life sucks....everyone has heard it, most everyone has said it...sometimes it goes further beyond that though and life ends up being a daily struggle to find an inch of sanity within yourself.....some days it appears easy, what an illusion, other days you feel yourself slipping further and further away from reality....you push away those that claim to care about you because it's just easier than trying to explain, you spend entirely too much time alone with your thoughts and feelings....you yearn for yesterday when you could apologize to those that have left your life by your own fault.....you don't beat yourself up over your mistakes anymore because you have done it so frequently and so harshly that nothing anyone said about it could come close to how you already feel.... some days you want that phone call or message out of the blue just saying enough time has gone by and they have moved past all the hurt and pain and forgive you and want to get back that one thing yo

Me In General
If things go well for people in general, they go like a bag of shit for me. When things go wrong fr me, they do so in very spectacular style & it always happens when things are on the up. I have noticed that i have rated peoples pictures & profiles, but where the fuck's my ratings & comments that people ask you to do for them, but they never comment on you? I know that i am not a fucking oil painting, but still i am fucking human, have feelings & breathe the same oxygen as everyone else. Just because good guys don't always come looking like adonis's, dont mean to say that we are ugly through to the bone. Slowly my faith in this world full of shit is going, because there are a lot of people who are so really selfish & say if you do this & will do that for you & when you do your bit, they fuck you off & ignore you. Just earlier this week i was accused by a supposedly close friend that i was on herion. This is bollocks, i would never touch that shit & he has no fucking right to go

Dog Food Diet ( Humor)
I have a Golden retriever & I was buying a large bag of Purina at Wal-Mart and was in line to check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog. On impulse, I told her that no, I was starting The Purina Diet again, although I probably shouldn't because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way that it works is to load your pants pockets with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry & that the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by now enthralled with my story, particularly a guy who was behind her. Horrified, she asked if I'd ended up in the hospital in that condition because I had been poisoned. I told her no; it was because

Cancer......
Many of my friends on LC and other sites know by now that there has been a recurrence of my colon cancer that I was operated on for in February/March 2005...I am scheduled to go back in for surgery on 6 November and have the remaining part of my colon removed...It is the hopes of my doctors that this will remove the deadly disease fully and completely from my system...I have undergone chemo-therapy and numerous CT Scans, PET Scans, and MRIs since the disease was first discovered in my system...I'm ready for this to be over with so that I can move on with life and continue to meet and make many new friends...My friends are what has helped to keep me going through all of this...I love each and every single one of them for all of the support and good wishes that I have received while going through this ordeal...I'll get through this okay and I'll be stronger than ever..... Just to let all of my friends, fans, and loved ones know that I returned home from the hospital about an hour and a h

Kinda Scary
OK, SO MY FRIEND DAVE SENDS ME THIS INVITE TO THIS LOST CHERRY WEBSITE AND I AM JUST WONDERING WHAT I HAVE GOTTEN MYSELF INTO! HEEHEE THIS LOOKS REALLY REALLY CONFUSING BUT I GUESS FOR ME ITS NOT HARD (NO COMMENT FROM YOU DAVE..LOL) HE SAYS TO ME ITS BETTER THAN MY SPACE...TO ME IT LOOKS A WHOLE LOT MORE CONFUSING AND I CAN SEE WHERE IT IS SOMEWHAT BETTER SO WE WILL SEE... SO LOOKS AS IF I AM ON FOR A NEW CHALLENGE AND IT WOULD BE TO FIGURE THIS THING OUT! GOOD THING I HAVE A FEW DAYS OFF TO GIVE IT A WHIRL!! SO GIVE ME SOME TIME TO FIGURE THINGS OUT AND WE WILL SEE HOW IT GOES

Politics From Two Words .. Poly Meaning Many . And Tics Meaning Blood Sucking Insects !
Life can make one feel like a looser Drive one down and create a boozer When adversity does eat the heart Where is hope ? When does it start ? For all of us need reason to live And all have something great to give What others in life consider trash And would throw to the fire burn to ash I would think is to others a find And be a treasure in their mind we see only this world in material terms treat the down trodden as if covered with germs And fail to see the human cost And then we see a collective soul lost Why in our streets is there crime out of control Why do we act as if they have no soul Is it easier to pretend that nothing is wrong That we are living right in this way for so long And that when we let others take our careers And leave our boarders unprotected for years Who wears the blame when we let it go It is all ours and I think we should know That if we do not act now and make things right Our way of life will fade into the night And nothing will rem

Overview Of Tourette Syndrome
Just in case anyone is wondering, yes, I do have Tourette Syndrome. In case none of you know what the hell that is, just keep reading. You'll find out. ^_^! Overview of Tourette's Syndrome: Tourette's syndrome (TS) is an inherited neurobehavioral disorder characterized by sudden, involuntary, repetitive muscle movements (motor tics) and vocalizations (vocal tics). The disorder is also known as Gilles de la Tourette syndrome for the neurologist who first described the syndrome in 1885. The nature and complexity of the tics are usually variable over time with natural waxing and waning in frequency and severity. Many individuals with TS also develop associated behavioral problems, such as obsessions and compulsions, inattention, hyperactivity, and impulsivity. Symptom onset typically occurs during childhood or early adolescence. Symptoms/Findings The primary characteristics associated with TS are multiple motor tics and one or more vocal tics. Motor and vocal tics may dev

Love
Do not grieve this man who passes away Instead live life each and every day For no one lives free of worldly sin And much wrong is done while in the skin And much of the lessons had to be So we could go on to eternity I prefer to think of me you may smile And maybe enjoy the thought for a while Of all the things I meant to you And of how our friendship was so true And then you will know I am at peace For when my soul this form did release Went on to wait in paradise for my friend So we could share joy without an end And know the peace of souls set free So never weep a bitter tear for me By R. Thomas Dinsmore Captured by the look in your Eyes Lost in the gaze and taken by surprise Sweetest desires stir the soul Surrender the fight and give in control Day dream of one who is the one Sought inside the mind till dream is done Fed on hope and longing desire Burns so deeply the hottest fire Seeking one who is all to me Praying to god just let me see The one who

I Can Quit Anytime I Want!!
Wow! You guys are great. Since I joined, 2-3 days ago, I have recieved nothing but love from everyone. This site is great, but there is one downfall. I'm addicted to it. Yeah I said it. The first step to recovery is admission. "I am a Cherry Tap addict", that felt good. Oh well, that's all for now. Maybe I'll put some of my other blogs up here. Talk to you guys soon.

In My Head
im sorry but what is the point to all those people that use to talk to me i still get on here like i use to and tho i dont send coments like i use to cause i got tired of sendin them out and not gettin any back so what is the piont so if u cared to read this feel free to reply if not oh well it will just be like any other time that no one seems to fucken care about me dont really know what this is going to say but hear gose i have been doin some thinkin lately i know i am gettin depressed again and i know y to im gettin depressed because i think that i need someone to tell me im beautiful and that im not worthless (wich is what i have been told all my life by my dad that i was worthless) i know i sould have better selfesteam but i dont know how to boost my confidince i do have friends on here and myspace that tell me good things about myself and i feel as tho i let them down when i get in my ruts and tell them all the reasons y i feel like this i have been workin way to much lat

This Is Sweet!
So I just made it on today, I love it. I love the ability to interact with so many people and if you want sexually and if you don't want to then fine!! Very cool!! What does everyone else think? Baron SO like, I just wanted to say I love this site but I wish more people interacted and commented on stuff, I try to do it for everyone and show all those people love. anyone can give a 10 but lets all throw some comments down shall we!

Hey It's Jaime-lynn
Hey everyone I'm very new at this...so gimmie a hand if you can :) ty APRIL = Smarts APRIL Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Repost this in 5 mins and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match. ...About You... Eye Color Blue Hair Color Brown Height 5'7 Favorite Color Purple Screen Name

Thoughts
When did life become so tough? Since when has my best become far from enough? When did I become so oblivious? Why was I so mischievious? What happened to all the simple things that made me smile? Since when do they only come by once in awhile? Since when have I become someone I hate? When do I get to find my life long mate? Since all I do is make mistakes... When is someone going to give me a break? When does life become easy? When do people start to please me? When do I get to be the person I long to be? Please someone; save me from me.

Things That Bother Me...
I got this from a friend who posted it in a myspace bulletin, check it out. Breaking News 11/16/06 - UCLA Police Taser Student For Not Showing IDWelcome to the New American Century UCLA Police - (310) 825-1491 Chief Karl T. Ross - (310) 825-1633Captain John Adams - (310) 825-4406http://www.nbc11.com/news/10328455/detail.htmlLOS ANGELES -- A cell phone captured video of a 23-year-old student being administered multiple Taser shocks by UCLA police on Tuesday.The UCLA student was hit with the Taser shocks multiple times while he was in the Powell Library Computer Lab.Another student recorded the incident on a camera phone. On the video, Mostafa Tabatabainejad can be heard screaming during the incident, which took place at about 11:30 p.m., the Daily Bruin reported.According to the paper, Tabatabainejad did not show ID to community service officers who were conducting a random check. UCLA police said Tabatabainejad was released by police after he was cited for obstruction/delay of a pea

What Do You Do?
When the wind is battering And you can't make it stop Again and again hitting your shores. What do you do? It is coming again Tearing down all you own Colliding with all you have How can you make it halt. Loosing very valuable possessions, Feeling so useless against the tide. Crashing and turning the water comes close. Who is coming to your rescue. Jesus says it is I I will come to you if you just ask. I will help you when you are in such distress. I am He that will take all the storms out of your life. Come to My open arms. With my love open wide. Knock on my door, so I can make a way. I am the One who calmed the seas. And fed the five thousand. I am He that died so you can live. And raised the dead to life. I will fill your heart with Joy And take the storm away. I will be with you forever and a day. Won't you come to me today.

Angie's Thought's!
Hey everyone. Well right now I"m back in Indiana because on the 18th my dad died of a heart attack. He was 43. I cried for like 6 hrs non stop when I found out in Killeen Tx. I took a grey houund back to IN. Now it really suck's cause I was doing really good in TX and this happened out of no where. I think I might have to stay here for awhile to take care of my mom and sis. UGH.. crys* I just wish thing's could go good for me. I know everything happens for a reason though. I miss my dad a lot.. I have not seen him in 7 months. I only talked to him 3-4 times in that period. UGH okay. Hey everyone. What's up? Wow, I have been thinking about thing's like crazy. Sometimes my thought's scare me but sometimes I scare my self because I don't think enough. I relize I blow off a lot of thing's because I don't want to think about them, leaving them to not get worse or better. I then miss out on lesson's I could have learned and feeling's I could have felt or wisdom I could have grew with. Som

One To Inspire
NO ANSWERS The gifts that come from a higher source give us all reason to wonder why in due course some have the perfect most wonderful lifes and other have hardship and unwanted strifes Some are just blessed with all that is right others are working to get to the light of those who have only the best few of them know how greatly their blessed They take for granted the meeting of needs never knowing that it is more than sowing the seeds the harvest we reap is not always the same some have it much harder in lifes game Some will have it all go their way most of us work to get through the day trust in something beyond this material place there peace can be found beyond this drab space As to what reason there is for these things if I knew that answer many phones would ring I would send the word out to the world to know we should all count our blessings and let our light show By R. Thomas Dinsmore The True battle of New Orleans Time will

Big Jerry's Musings
THIS IS GOING OUT TO ALL MY FRIENDS HERE ON CHERRYTAP. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. I AM SINCERELY WISHING YOU ALL A GREAT AND HAPPY HOLIDAY SEASON WITH YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS. TAKE THE TIME TO CHERISH THE MEMORIES THAT ARE CREATED AT THESE TIMES. WELL THAT IS ALL EXCEPT THAT I WILL HAVE GOOD THOUGHTS FOR ALL OF YOU AND I WILL SEE YOU SOON.

Kearn
I meat my 3rd wife Karen on Thanksging day in 1988. We had our first date on St. Valentine’s Day 1989. Moved to TX. In 1990 Got wed July 7 1995 She had a stroke on Mothers day 2000. On Halloween 2003 we found out she had brain cancer, She past away in my arms Dec, 8 2003. Karen You came into my life Thanksging day And I was thankful Our first date was on St. Valentine’s Day And you got my heart We marred close to Independences day And became as one I lost part of you on Mothers day And I began to nurse you We got bad news on Halloween And was scared I lost you the day after Pearl Harbor day So my memory of you will always be With me and close to my heart Now I give part of your ash to some of The ones we love on Memorial Day So we all will have you close at heart With love Jimmy a halford

My Blog (how Orignal)
What do you do when you're looking for someone, and it's starting to look like they don't want to be found??? I'm looking for Janet Miller, who was my best friend in high school. She moved to Vancouver to attend UBC, and then she just disappeared off the face of the earth. I have no clue where to find her! I've done so many searches on the internet for her, put ads in the paper, everything! I'd really like to get in touch with her again, I haven't seen her in so long! If anyone has any information on her whereabouts, please leave a comment! Or email me directly at ffaelan@gmail.com Thanks. I'm bored as hell, so thought I'd start off my blog finally. I put in as much pics as I want, and I think I left comments on all my friends, or at least rated their profiles anwyays, lol. Guess I'll just have to go do some of my housewifely duties *sigh* I'll be back on in a little while. It seems the novelty of CT has worn off. I've been tossing around the idea of deleting my account for a few weeks

Thanks For Cherry Tap!!!
So Myspace was at one time the place for me to be. I talked to old friends, old flames, and new cool people I have met and have great friendships with. No more evil psyco stalker whores have taken over my realm!!! Myspace is no longer safe! Get out while you can!!! I still go there for my highschool buddies and such but , now I have a new realm in another demention and I say its rather pleasant here. I think I may prop a tent and stay awhile! Thanks cherry tap for a drama free zone!!! well its 2007 now...................... time for new events to happen in my life i am starting a new chapter here in Arkansas. So far it has been ok. Things are so different and letting go of certain people in my life has been a struggle but, I am doing it. I met some one here already and it shocks me. I never thought i would meet someone this great. Most of the people i see or meet here are well, lets just say hillbillies!! LOL I am writing once again I am having a few pieces published this year so t

Some Poetry Of Mine
(20) My secret love. In these our moments, in only words, we share all there is to give. Making promises, telling truths. My friend you have given me in so short a time more than you will ever know (21) To think upon you, Is to relive loves torture. For in this thought I find the need to believe in those things that I have No hope of attaining. But still, to wander aimlessly among those simple dreams and to place my heart Once again Within reach of that one thing which I Long for is worth that sudden shock of pain. For in that time I smiled. For in that moment I was home and in that brief second my heart was full of loves rapture so That I can once again find reason for tomorrow. ------------------------------------------- (22) Just a dream, I had, of red lips. Words spent to try and always remember you. I lose every time, a fool that ponders Upon

I Need Help!!
EVERYBODY HAS BEEN POSTIN AND GETTIN INTO CONTEST AND I JSS WANNA KNO HOW I GET INTO EM 2...SHOOT I THINK I COULD WIN SUM...DONT U..LOL?? SO PLZ HELP ME OUT..I WANT TO GET INTO AS MANY AS POSSIBLE...THANKS!!! ~LUXURIOUS~

What You Should Know!
What you should know! Seasonal (or regular) flu is a respiratory illness that can be transmitted person to person. Most people have some immunity, and a vaccine is available. Avian (or bird) flu is caused by influenza viruses that occur naturally among wild birds. The highly pathogenic H5N1 variant is deadly to domestic fowl (such as chickens) and can be transmitted from birds to people. There is no human immunity and no vaccine is available. Pandemic flu is a deadly human flu that causes a global outbreak, or pandemic, of serious illness. Because there is little natural immunity, the disease can spread easily from person to person. Currently, there is not pandemic flu in the world.

Time To Change The Tune !
Never sure of life and the things that will be Psychic impressions that do come to me let me know that something will change A feeling I get that is always so strange And always to pass in the coming storm Why do I suffer these visions that swarm I saw you there in dreams and thought I knew you’re the one my soul had sought I felt the coming of change all before I see the visions and wish I knew more But what is to come and how it will unfold Is to me a mystery , a story yet untold And now free of bonds one more time again As I felt it coming blowing in on the wind And the pull to the west is very real For it is in my soul and I know how I feel And that this time the change is forever to last I don’t know when but it will come on fast For I can never fight what is meant to be I have tried and lived only to see Fate have it’s way and the course is true Fear not the change for it keeps life new And now the wind blows me on to another life Free of the pain and hards

Woman Gets Weekends In Mother's Death
Manchester – A Goffstown woman pleaded guilty yesterday in Hillsborough County Superior Court to a felony charge of criminal neglect in the death of her 91-year-old mother almost two years ago. Danna Folden, 50, was the first person convicted under a 2002 statute making it a felony for a caregiver to purposely or recklessly cause serious bodily injury to an elderly, disabled or impaired adult by neglect. Folden will spend weekends in the Hillsborough County House of Correction jail until she has served 365 days. Judge Philip Mangones accepted the plea. In court yesterday, Assistant Attorney General Tracy Culberson said Folden called 911 Jan. 21, 2005. Rescue personnel responding to 22 Westwood Drive found Mary Folden unconscious in a dirty adult diaper in a chair in the living room. He said the home was filthy and the temperature was approximately 50 degrees. At the hospital, Mary Folden's body temperature was 94 degrees and she had a significant infection in an open wound mea

Sleep Aid
Leo Since you are such an attention craver, you are into wearing the sexiest clothes and going straight for the sexiest person in the room. You like secure people who are genuine and have a good fashion sense. In bed, you like to get all of the attention, so you need a partner who can worship you for the hottie that you are. You like to dance and strip for your partner and you enjoy buying the sexiest lingere for yourself. Sex matches: Aries, Sagittarius, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com For everyones info ... I never wear lingere ! lol Stripped Ease A slow seduction the dance does begin Music and beat the drive of sweet sin Strip off my shirt it hit’s the floor Listen to the screams calling for more Grind to the beat hot sweat beads Lock eyes with women, fulfill their needs Tell them with a look their sexy I can tell Watch them in trance fall under my spell Strip off pants as I slide past the pole Set off the fires that consume the so

Surgery
IM so bored!! im layed up AGAIN! with a knee injury.. at this rate im gunna need a new knee by the age of 35. UPDATE! so i had the surgery and it went well! BUT i fell on thursday last week and i busted the stitched and retore things that were fixed to they have to go back in 2 more times! woohoo.. but theres the latest on my soldier news so yesterday i had my knee surgery.. lasted 4.5 hrs.. sucked! im in a whole heap of pain today but im dealling..

Hello Out There
Hello out there to everyone, Just wanted to wish everyone a merry christmas! I love to meet new people so feel free to add me as a friend. ladygreywolf Like a pinata, you're filled with surprises. Your life is a lot of things, but boring certainly isn't one of them -- especially now. The most surprising things pop out of your mouth, guided there by your dreams. Yep and I told someone about a dream I had and now they are pissed at me oh well. I wanted to take a minute and say a piece of my mind. I think that its great that people are partying this weekend. But what bothers me is that we have lost the real meaning of what today is. Memorial day is a day for us to remember the fallen soilders who have given their lives to protect our country. This hits home because I lost a very dear friend nearly a year ago to the war in iraq. I'm not bitter because he gave his life to save another. But I would like to see people at least stop and say thank you to a soilder who fought for or ri

How To Tell If He's Into You
HOW TO TELL IF HE'S INTO YOU Gauging a guy's interest level can be Tough early on. Keep reading to learn The subtle clues that will give you a Sneak peek into his heart...... HE'S ANIMATED: One way to assess if he's digging you: Look at his face. "If he raises his Eyebrows and smiles while talking To you, it's a sign you've piqued His interest," explains nonverbal Communication, when his body Is equally as amped (for instance, He uses his hands when telling a story), It indicates that he's in the early stages of enthrallment... HE MAKES HIMSELF AVAILABLE: Pay attention he breaks out his Blackberry or palm to check his schedule. "If he volunteers that he's going to be Free on specific days, he's hinting that He wants to see you then," If he goes On about how packed his calendar is, He maybe making excuses for why He won't have time to see you again...... HE TEASES YOU: "If a guy jokes with you by, say, Chasing you around a tree or p

Ups And Downs
In life I have come to realize that it is full of ups and downs and when the downs hit they hit hard.But when the ups happen they are usually pretty good. That is because I thought of all the downs and the ups are awesome. I have met someone in my life and she has made all my downs Go away. She has become MY UP!! If I am having a bad day she brings me up with just a Hello.. Now how many times in your life does that happen.. I know in mine it doesnt. I thank God for bringing me an angel.. Dont know what I have done to deserve such a woman but I am not questioning it. My life is no longer full of downs and trust me there has been many. So the next time you think that you are down. think of someone in your life that brings you up ,,

Rules For Men
Rules For Men 1. The Female always makes The Rules. 2. The Rules are subject to change at any time without prior notification. 3. No Male can possibly know all The Rules. 4. If the Female suspects the Male knows all The Rules, she must immediately change some or all of The Rules. 5. The Female is never wrong. 6. If the Female is wrong, it is because of a flagrant misunderstanding which was a direct result of something the Male did or said wrong. 7. If Rule 6 applies, the Male must apologize immediately for causing the misunderstanding. 8. The Female can change her mind at any given point in time. 9. The Male must never change his mind without express written consent from the Female. 10. The Female has every right to be angry or upset at any time. 11. The Male must remain calm at all times, unless the Female wants him to be angry or upset. 12. The Female must under no circumstances let the Male know whether or not she wants him to be angry

Happy New Year, 8 Seconds
I sorta new at all of this! Alot to check out but let me tell you a little about my self. Im a very outgoing male who loves to make friends and have a good time. Just like any other male who thinks about sex every 8 seconds, yes it is true!! I would like to meet women for friendship, pen pals or what ever? I love nascar, swimming, old rock, nature, hiking in the deep woods camping and all that stuff. Im a romantic, kind, gental, man who loves the enjoyment of life meeting new people no matter where they live or how they live, it is the quality of happiness we all want in life, weather it be sex, or just letting someone know you care enough to email them. Pen pals are special people because they write to someone who listens and we all need that from time to time? The other thing is feelings that overwhelm us and to have someone to deal with them is a gift !!!!!!!!!! As for the sex thing well Im a male I think about it about every 8 seconds

Ahhh...
It has been a while since we have talked. Even longer since you have held me in your arms. The lonely nights and crazy thoughts fill me with sadness I know all to well. I get angry at you but more so at myself for having felt this way before! It seems to rush back to me like a wild river with nothing to stand in its way. The current is to strong... I have nowhere to run. Is there anything that can calm a force so great? I believe I have found a way but will it calm or only anger it more? It is a risk I am willing to take because that river knows more then I will ever know!

App
Full Name?! Christina R Smith D.O.B.?! 09/20/86 City?! Brandon State?! Fl Sexuality?! straight Can you cook?! ...if not DO NOT continue!!! yes Who You Really Are!: What are your hobbies & interest ?! I love music, hockey, sexy cars, guys, movies love goin to the movies..and more u will just have to figure those out on ur own ;) What kind of music do you listen to ?! everything Would you rather stay in or go out ?! ...doing what ?! both as long as im with u it would all be great Personal Questions!: Thong or briefs ?! both How many people have you been with ?! i plead the 5th unless i tell u on person How far have you gone ?! all the way Do you believe in love at first sight ?! yes Describe your personality in three words: Funny Caring Sensitive What If Questions?: It`s my birthday.. . I would like a gift. What do you get me ?! idk yet still thinkin (maybe me ;P) lol If I started cuddling with you. .

Fucking Cunt
SO LET ME JUST VENT ABOUT THIS PATHETIC ASS CUNT MY BEST FRIEND DATES!! SHE'S A WHORE THAT SLEPT WITH GOD KNOWS HOW MANY DUDES SHE SAYS SHE STOP COUNTING AFTER 46 AND THE BITCH HAS BEEN MARRIED ONCE AND DIVORCED ALREADY ... DID I MENTION SHE IS ONLY 22? OK BACK TO THE WHORE .. SHE THINKS SHE IS THE GREATIST THING THAT HIT THIS EARTH BUT ILL BE HONEST THE BITCH IS UGLY AS FUCK! SHE HAS ANICE SET OF TITS AND THATS IT, HER FACE IS BOOTY, HAIR DRIED OUT AND NAPPY, SKIN SO WHITE YOU CAN SEE THROUGH, FAKE AS FUCK!!!!!, NO ASS AND HAS A LITTLE CHUB TO BOOT! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH HIM SHE DONT WANT HIM TO HANG OUT WITH ANY..LET ME REPEAT..ANY .. FRIENDS! HE THINKS HE IS FALLING FOR HER BUT THEN HE SAYS HE FUCKING CAN'T STAND HER...R U KIDDING ME? WHAT TYPE OF SHIT IS THIS? THEN THE BITCH HAS THE NERVE TO TRY AND START SOME SHIT WITH ME AND NOW I FEEL IT IS MY RESPONSIBILITY TO SAVE MY BEST FRIEND AND BEAT THE LIVING FUCK OUT OF THIS GIRL. SHE REMINDS ME OF A CRACKED OUT VERSION OF ANNA N

Letting Go And Greif
If I could save you the pain I would I know the hurt and have understood I know what it is to love your pet to lose one in anyway is hard even yet remember that they are part of the family That is a pain that is so real to me the hole that they leave is never filled And the empty feeling that leaves us chilled To look for them and know they are gone See them in the mind at play on the lawn That loving nudge from a cold nose the tender looks as they lay in repose The joyful greeting at your return It would be inhuman to not feel the burn to know they are at peace and suffer no more May be the best that life has in store The love never leaves and through it they live It is the greatest gift that any can give By R. Thomas Dinsmore Circles of life Circles of life never ending travel far and always amending Seek deep within for truth of the soul knowing always the answer found in the hole dreams shattered and swept to the side travelling on and no place to hide

Getting To Know Me
Hiya Cherrytappers ... I would like to say thanks to all of you who have come to my page and left me lots of love ... I love making new friends!!! I am not here for drama ... If something I do is offensive, please let me know. Im not here to mess with any relationships - so if you have told me you are single and your not, confess now. If I find out otherwise, I will not be happy. For those of you in relationships - best of luck to you and Im happy for ya !! Drama is for the stage and screen, not my everyday life. If you dont like me, dont come to my page. If you dont like something I post on someone else's page, to bad, its their page and their right to say something to me, not you. Dont be leaving comments about me on their page - its rude and taseless. Anything else??? If you want to know more about me - Ask me. My daughter and I were talkin the other day. My son comes in and asks us what we were talking about. I told him that it was something between us "girls". He starts

Love?
*Like the tree needs the earth,like the night needs the moon,Like the star needs the sky,Like the guiter needs *the tune* ~MY WORLD NEEDS U~ why does love have to be so difficult??? All i want to do is find that special someone... its so hard to find that perfect one anymore!~* just seems like all guys want anymore is peice of ass and thats it. well i want love i just dont want sex. i wanna guy that knows how to treat their girl. i guy that loves bein around his girl,having fun,cuddling,bein romatic. but no its so hard to find the perfect one.!~* LOVE SUX!~*

Summer Night
Summer night Kissing you passionately Holding you tight Making love to you On a hot summer night You make my blood boil You make my skin burn For you I ache For your love I yearn Our bodies full of pleasure We flow with ecstasy Making sweet love I’ll be your fantasy We’ll soar to heights We’ve never known before Tease and excite me Make me beg for more Explore my body Fill me with your love Go deep inside We’ll fly to heavens above Explode within me As I scream your name With you my love Pleasure is sweet pain

Why!! Why !! Why!!
Ok a lot of people here ask to "Rate My Pix & Fan Me Before Adding as a Friend" I got no problems doing that, but once I do, they dont give it in return, their obviously here for a free ride to get to the top!!! Im getting really sick of it, And some of them dont allow comments unless your a friend so I cant even say Ill do that for them if they do the samefor me. I got no problems giving a bit of my time to get and give a few points, but I ask that I get the same in return!! Its a total waste of time to get nothing back!! This aint a race or popularity contest. Its a place to talk and make a few friends!!! If I feel like rating pix and adding someone as a Fan on my own, I will, I dont expect the other person to do anything, but id apreciate it if they did!!!

All Alone
OK I HAVE SOME GOOD CLOSE FRIENDS WHO ARE ON THIS SITE AND I HAVE BEEN FRIENDS WITH THEM FOR A LONG WHILE. THERE IS A WOMAN ON HERE WHO WILL NOT LEAVE THIS PERSON ALONE ALTHOUGH SHE KNOWS HE IS ENGAGED TO MY OTHER CLOSE FRIEND AND THEY ARE EXPECTING THERE FIRST CHILD TOGETHER. THE PERSON WHO RESPONSIBLE FOR THIS IS SEXY WHO IS THE ONE CAUSING TROUBLE AND DRAMA WITH MY CLOSE FRIEND AND SHE DOESNT NEED IT NOR DESERVE NOR DOES ANYONE ELSE. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED YOU HAVE BEEN TOLD SEXY TO BACK OFF LEAVE HIM ALONE HE DOES NOT WANT YOU, ALL YOU WERE AT THAT TIME WHEN HE DID VISIT AND WAS SINGLE THEN WAS A BOOTYCALL THAT WAS IT A PIECE OF ASS WHICH YOU WILLINGLY GAVE WHEN YOU SPREAD YOUR LEGS FOR HIM HE MADE IT CLEAR AND HAS MADE IT CLEAR HE IS NOT INTERESTED HE DOES NOT WANT YOU NOR ANYTHING ELSE FROM YOU AT ALL SO TAKE THE HINT BACK OFF. MY CLOSE FRIEND IS THE ONE WHOM HE ASKED TO MARRY, SHE IS THE ONE WITH HIS RING ON HER FINGER AND IS GOING TO VERY SOON SAY "I DO", SHE IS THE ONE CARRY

Here's Something Some Of You Might Like
To realize The value of a sister/brother Ask someone Who doesn't have one. To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. ! To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn. To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person Who has survived an accident. Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special. To realize the value of a friend or family member: LOSE ONE. The origin of this letter

Ct's F'ed Up Page Views
So, as my...first week here nears its end, I get messages from people thanking me for stopping by, when I never have. You people should also notice that you havnt gone to these profiles yet it claims you have. I think if your friends with a person, ct randomly tells THEIR friends you visited their page even if you havnt...Which I dunno, that kinda blows.

Cheating Wife
Thia ia a article on bellsouth.net website. So men are from Mars. It doesn’t mean you can’t figure out how to attract them! Really, the answer is just a couple of planets away – Venus, to be exact. What makes a man feel attracted to a woman is the same as what makes a woman feel attracted to a man: how you feel in his presence. If he makes you feel good, you’ll be attracted, at least to some degree. If he makes you feel bad, well, no second date! There are plenty of people out there – men and women – who can make a guy feel lousy. In order to feel good about themselves, men need to feel eight simple things: Needed Desired Challenged Funny Smart Interesting Important Powerful If you want a particular man (or just want to lift someone’s spirit), you can use these eight simple rules to help attract a man: NEEDED: Men need to feel needed. It gives them a sense of purpose in the relationship. Sometimes, when women act as if they don’t need a man, they end up

Intro
Hey everybody, sorry I didn't back to a few of you recently. I was gone for a couple weeks and was too busy to get online taking care of some stuff. I'm back, though, and I'll talk to you all sooner or later. I'm just on here checking this site out cause a friend of mine recommended it to me. Guess I'll play around a little bit and see what's up. Goin out for the night. Will be at Club Siren in Tac-town tonight until we get bored. Come on out.

Just A Little Poem I Wrote
ON ANGELS WINGS Lets fly into the heavens, And search the world together, For that special place, Of peace and goodwill. Let us travel the world over, Spread the goodwill, Build better relationships, For all of mankind. Spreading of the angels wings, Causes a gentle breeze, Passing it on to humanity, The winds of hope. On angels wings, Our dreams are fulfilled, The hopes become realities, For disappointments fade. A vision of sincerity, The knowledge for kindness, Symbols of hope, Everything becomes so directed. On Angels Wings, Our futures look bright, Love is abound, A world at peace. by keith d L MARCH 30 2006 copyrighted

Manders- The Dork
Random facts about meeeeeeee!!! 1) I am a thrill-seeker and I know who I get it from... I am always trying to push my limits (but promise not to get myself killed in the process). It's the adrenaline rush that gets me goin!! 2) I can make anyone laugh or bring a smile to their face. If there's somethin goin on in you life and you talk to me, you'll most likely be smiling by the end of the conversation!!! I should put "Extreme people person" on my resume of accomplishments. LOL 3) I like doing yoga. Yoga, for me, is a way to release stress (not that kind of stress... get your mind out of the damn gutter!) and relax. 4) I am very spontaenous. If it's 2am and wanna do something, let's go! You choose... if you don't, be prepared to hold onto the "Oh shit!" handle in the car. LMAO Just kidding! 5) Sugar and caffeine are my best buds! If I have enough, i'm bouncin from wall to wall! It's almost like i've been drinkin alcohol... Nice, eh? 6) I swear I have ADHD! I could be h

I Often Wonder
I am so not the poet...so no idea why I wrote something like this! I often wonder if I make you smile like you make me I often wonder if you miss me like I do you I often wonder if you have random thoughts of me in your head I often wonder if you laugh when I do I often wonder what you are doing, how you doing and where you doing it I often wonder if you are having a good day I often wonder if you really know what you mean to me I often wonder if you know how you have touched my life I often wonder if you ever wonder about me

Top 10 Striptease Songs ;)
Top 10: Striptease Songs The visual caress of a well-executed striptease can turn almost any man into a light-headed, panting puddle on the floor. And that’s just the impersonal work of a stripper. Getting a girlfriend to agree to a personal erotic dance is one of life’s great pleasures. But if you think getting her to do it is tough, getting her to do it well is even harder. Sitting there while a girl self-consciously flails around can be the ultimate mood killer. However, you can help by choosing the music. The right song can make all the difference in the world. Pick the wrong one and watch the clumsy fumbling begin, but pick the perfect one, and watch her lose herself in the music. With so much at stake, it’s only fair that we give you a few suggestions. We’ve dug deep too, going beyond clichés like Marvin Gaye’s “Sexual Healing” or strip club staples like “Leave Your Hat On.” Pick your favorite, dim the lights, sit back, and enjoy the show. Number 10 "Pony" Ginuwine

This Cracked Me The Fuck Up!!!!
A Visit to the Ladies Room... When you have to visit a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied. Finally, a door opens and you dash in,nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall. You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter, the wait has been so long you are about to wet your pants! The dispenser for the modern "seat covers" (invented by someone's Mom, no doubt) is handy, but empty. You would hang your purse on the door hook, if there were one, but there isn't - so you carefully but quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would turn over in her grave if you put it on the FLOOR!),yank down your pants, and assume "The Stance." In this position, your aging, toneless thigh muscles begin to shake. You'd love to sit down, but you certainly hadn't taken time to wipe the seat or lay toilet paper on it, so you

Bordem
well i am new here to cherry tap and i wanna go far here but its hard when no one looks at your page or nothing but eh what ever lol lol i no im queer what do you want from me lol well give me some lovin!!! i needed too vent soo here goes my venting...how the fuck are you going to come in my room at 1 am ad bitch me out becuz you can?!?! how the fuck can you sit there and tell me that i need to get a fuckin job becuz your not going to get me smokes any more bitch i give you more than you can possibly ever give me bac in smokes!! you smoke fuckin 3 packs a day thats about 10 dollars a day you waste on your self for what? i smoke fuckin 1 pack in a 24 hour time period your out before you even wake up you cock and than you tell me that your sick of my fuckin shit what the fuck ever i mean you sit on your ass all day and do what..watch tv wow stressfull you tell me too get a job i dont give a fuck if your "Disabled" you moved an intier house you must be good enough to get a fucki job you l

ok to the women out there to me it seems that sometimes i have a crazy person magnet right in the middle of my forhead for once i would like to find a woman thats not havein hormone issues or just completly flippin crazy

Bah, I Really Doubt It.
1. What's in the backseat of your car right now? Saturn: Garbage, a tire, some other shit. Dodge: Nothing. 2. What was the last thing you threw up? Screwdrivers. 3. What's your favorite curse word? Fucktard McAsshat. 4. Menthol or regular cigarettes? Regular. 5. What's your favorite episode of Grey's Anatomy? Don't watch it. 6. Does anyone have any blackmail on you? Maybe, I could careless. 7. if you could marry a celebrity who would it be? They aren't any better than me. 8. When was the last time you watched T.V. ? Thursday, I watched a little with Jilia. 9. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? Yes, a bunch of sticky notes. 10. Are you wearing socks right now? Yes. I can't wear shoes without them. 11. What was the last thing you had to drink? Mountain Dew. 12. What are you wearing right now? Some stupid shit. 13. Last food you ate? Chinese. 14. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? Shoes. 15. When is the

Real Life!!!
This is wise advice Recognizing Abusing Personalities Many women are interested in ways they can predict whether they are about to become involved with someone who will be physically abusive. Below are list of behaviors that are seen in people who beat their girlfriends or wives. If the person has several of these behaviors (say three or more) there is a strong potential for physical violence. The more signs a person has, the more likely the person is a batterer. In some cases, a batterer may have only a couple of behaviors that the woman can recognize, but they are very exaggerated. The behaviors become more severe and serve to dominate and control the woman. 1. JEALOUSY: Abusers usually say that jealousy is a sign of love. Jealousy has nothing to do with love; it is a sign of possessiveness and lack of trust. Abusers tend to question their partners about everyone they talk to, accuse them of flirting when they are carrying on a normal conversation, or be jealous of time spent with fa

Do Me Hard...no Really
1. Would you have sex with me? Answer: 2. What positions would u want to b in? Answer: 3. Would u suck/lick me ? Answer: 4. Would u sex me hard? Answer: 5. Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? Answer: 6. Would u let me pull your hair while i did you? Answer: 7. Would u do me in the shower? Answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me? Answer: 9. Would u have 3-some with me? Answer: 10. What about me makes u want to have sex with me? Answer: 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we sexed? Answer: 12. Where would you do me? Answer: 13. Would u do me in front of people? Answer: 14. Would u do me again and again? Answer: 15. Would u do me in the rain? Answer: 16. Would u mind if we did it like a porn star? Answer: 17. Would u have phone sex with me? Answer: 18. Would u cheat on me? Answer: 20. If I gave u my heart would you love it or let it go? Answer: 21. Would you do me once and

Fact Or Fiction
how do you know god is good and satan the evil one? dont get me wrong i believe in god and that hes good. i worship god but seriously how do you know the bible is the truth? i asked that when i was 4 yo and got kicked out of church and was told if i ever went back the church would burn down around my ears... and i hope i dont offend anyone

Education Is Fun!
yup, it was my birthday yesterday...i just wanted to take a minute to thank everyone for their kindness and well-wishes. i promise to thank you individually in a couple of hours...gotta work. i had a great birthday...i'm still hung over. later! they + are = they're try to remember this! a public service message from horisurgi the asshole.

No Work
alone truely sucks..... i guess thats it...im lame....fuck you Remembering never Cold Shoulder On A Hot Summers Day Side by side can we see together if not forever. Loneliness is a compound word to me. Are we sharing this thought? Do you miss me as much as I miss you? As I look in the mirror I see you and I fading. Maybe fading but I am still waiting. Time is supposed to heal but I hate hours compared to days. Without you time just flows slower because it is the issues that matter in the end. Time is supposed to heal so why does it still hurt? Why does it hurt? Loneliness is a compound word to me. Are we sharing this thought? Do you miss me as much as I miss you? Because its the issues that matter most in the end to me. Time is supposed to heal so why does it still hurt? Are we sharing this thought? Do you miss me as much as I miss you? As I look in the mirror I see you and I fading. Maybe fading but I am still waiting. Time is supposed to heal so

The Wonder Of You
The Wonder of You In the early evening hours Just before the rising of the stars My mind begins to wander Contemplating who you are. My thoughts gather quickly On my face a smile begins My body fills with warmth I feel your Love within. Never truly looking For I never thought I'd find A man so true and loving One who is so kind. Gentle words you spoke I could feel from the start Melted away walls of steel Softened my hardened heart. You are the Sun and the Moon You are the Stars above The Only Wonder of this world You are the Man I Love.

Vote For Me!!!!!!!!
Hey all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am in a contest for the Sexiest Girl in a Hat and it would really mean a lot to me if you would stop by and rate me and also leave me a comment so that I know you were there!!!!! All you have to do is take the folloing URL, copy and paste it in to your address bar and click GO. It will take you right to the contest and then you can cast your vote!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=417035&albumid=236027&i=3953751721 I want to thank you all in advance and let you know how much I truely appreciate you doing this for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Have a great weekend. BTW: The contest ends Friday.

My Everyday Blogs
HEY EVERY ONE CAN U ALL HELP ME OUT--MY GOOD FRIEND NEEDS OUR HELP.HE NEEDS HELP MOVING UP A FEW LEVELS SO HE CAN ADD PICS OF OUR LOST SOLDIERS AND GET HIS PROFILE UP AND RUNNING WITH POEMS, STORIES, PICS AND MORE FROM EVERYONE TO HELP SUPPORT OUR TROOPS. SO PLEASE DO ME A FAVOR, CLICK ON HIS PIC BELOW- ADD HIM AS A FRIEND, A FAN, RATE HIM, COMMENT HIS PAGE AND ALL HIS PHOTOS AS MUCH AS U WANT AND IF YOU ALL HELP ME ILL ATLEAST GIVE YOU A GIFT FOR HELPING PLEASE PASS THIS BLOG AROUND TO FOR I AM POSTING IT INTO A BULLETIN ALSO. THANKS TO ALL. LOVE JESSICA HERE IS THE LINK UNITED STATES ARMED FORCES HOORAH!@ CherryTAP 0- PLEASE HELP HIM LEVEL UP SO ADD HIM, FAN HIM, RATE HIM, TATE HIS PHOTOS, BLOGS, STASH, AND HELP HIM GET THE THINGS HE NEEDS FOR EVERY ONE WHO DOES AND SENDS ME A MESSAGE SAYING THEY DID ALL THIS I WILL SEND U A GIFT MUAH JESSICA It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post i

Jokes
You might not have known this, but a lot of non-living objects are actually either male or female.? Here are some examples:? FREEZER BAGS: They are male, because they hold everything in, but you can see right through them. PHOTOCOPIERS: These are female, because once turned off, it takes a while to warm them up again.? They are an effective reproductive device if the right buttons are pushed, but can also wreak havoc if you push the wrong buttons. TIRES: Tires are male, because they go bald easily and are often over inflated. HOT AIR BALLOONS: Also a male object, because to get them to go anywhere, you have to light a fire under them. SPONGES: These are female, because they are soft, squeezable and retain water. WEB PAGES: Female, because they're constantly being looked at and frequently getting hit on. TRAINS: Definitely male, because they always use the same old lines for picking up people. EGG TIMERS: Egg timers are female because, over time, all the wei

Jealouseye
Buying Dog In Sin City When I lived in NYC my girl & I developed a crak & heroin habit. The crak we just got bored with, but heroin’s roots run a taste deeper. We self-medicated buying 400 lortabs @ a time. Even though we took 16 a day each, we were still in pain & could smell the aspirin coming thru our pores. Finally, we bought enuff methodone to kill most of the craving. We hoped to tough out the rest. When my girlfriend & I moved away from NYC we thought we’ld die, no way we could find methadone or heroin in Lexington. I’ld never found heroin even when I was up to my neck in drugs, I had a friend who always had me on the lookout to spend her inheritance. Hell I didn’t even know what methadone was til I found out it took away the pain of withdrawal. I wish there was a word that fit better than pain. Pain doesn’t scratch the surface of what you feel. It’s an insult to the word. To my surprise, we had no problem finding methadone. A sleazy little friend of Shannon’s told us

Q And A
Body: Rule #1: If you open this you GOTTA take it. Rule # 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks Rule # 3: you can only answer " yes " or " no " Q: Kissed someone on your top friends? A: Q: Been arrested? A: Q: Kissed someone you didn't like? A: Q: Do you like someone? A: Q: Do they know? A: Q: Held a snake? A: Q: Been suspended from school? A: Q: Been fired from a job? A: Q: Sang karaoke? A: Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? A: Q: Laughed until you started crying? A: Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? A: Q: Kissed in the rain? A: Q: Sang in the shower? A: Q: Sat on a roof top? A: Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? A: Q: Broken a bone? A: Q: Shaved your head? A: Q: Played a prank on someone? A: Q: Had/have a gym membership? A: Q: Made a girlfriend/boyfriend cry? a: Q: Shot a gun? A: Q: Dona

Tired And Done
Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy? Caught in a landslide No escape from reality Open your eyes Look up to the skies and see I'm just a poor boy, I need no sympathy Because I'm easy come, easy go A little high, little low Anyway the wind blows, doesn't really matter to me, to me Mama, just killed a man Put a gun against his head Pulled my trigger, now he's dead Mama, life had just begun But now I've gone and thrown it all away Mama, ooo Didn't mean to make you cry If I'm not back again this time tomorrow Carry on, carry on, as if nothing really matters Too late, my time has come Sends shivers down my spine Body's aching all the time Goodbye everybody - I've got to go Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth Mama, ooo - (anyway the wind blows) I don't want to die I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all I see a little silhouetto of a man Scaramouch, scaramouch will you do the fandango Thunderbolt and lightning - very very frightening m

Love
from the day we met I just knew u were the one. the way you laughed and talked to me the fisrt time we spoke on the phone. You explained how you were talking to someone else you had met at the time, but we could still b friends just drop me a line. as days turned to weeks and our conversations grew few i start to wonder what happened to you. tried many time to get in touch to see how life was treating you and to say whats up. time went by and no word our message so i figure that tis was for my life destined. then i saw you one day for the first time i said hi and smile as i past you by. intrigued by that smile and those pretty brown eyes your mind started to wonder who was that guy.the next day you found out it was me and within three short days the other guy was history. now the time we spent together was heavanly bliss the way you look when we would kiss. so now you tell me you love me and i love you the same cause i found a down ass bitch thats tired of the games. but taday you seem

Koyote And The Moon
What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures] You are an assassin.That means you are a proffessional and do your job without mixing any emotions in it. In your life you have probably been hurt many times and have gotten some mental scars. This results in you being distant from people. Though many think that you are evil, you are not. What you really are is a person, trying to forget your pain and past. You are the person who never seems to care and that is why being an assassin fits you good. Atleast, that's what people think. Even if you don't care that much for your victims, you still have the ability to care and to generally feel. It is not lost, just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to not get to noticed, and dress in black or other discrete colours. You don't being in the spotlight and wish people would just leave you alone. But once you do get close to someone you have a hard time letting go and get real down if you loose him/her.Main weapon: SniperQuote:"The walls

More Poetry
Dreams to share and to fulfill Waiting for our sweet moment still A box full of wishes and dreams yet to come true Desire for the soul that is the promise long over due Time slips away and can not be held in place So I savor the dream we share in this space Where fantasy is all that we hold Where I like my mind run free and bold To escape the bounds of earthly thought The dream is you and all you’ve brought To a heart that craves your touch so deep I seek you out before I dare to sleep Perchance to dream our dreams we share Amazing how much that for you I care And yet you remain a dream of love My love can soar on the wings of a dove So I am sending myself to see you in a dream When you wake you will know it is as it did seem That I was there with you all the night through For I know that in this world only your love will do By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Principium Individuationis
Hell is where the heart is, so why don't we cut it out and leave it bleeding on the table... After being a nihilst of weakness for a long time, seeing no sense in anything at all, I've today become a nihilist of strength as Nietzsche would have called it. I set my own rules and doubt them again as long as I can find a stable core, maybe with a spiritual direction. I got interested in magical practices and I developed them to work good for me... I love many spiritual, magical and philosophical publications though I know everyone has its weak points as well. But like in a good dinner you take a little bit of this and a little bit of that and make your own creation of a meal. Et voilà, a new world view is created, absorbed by your mind. I'd prefer natural selection to genocide but in a world artificial as this one, where the dumb and the weak are taken along, we cannot hope for it, I am afraid. Suicide is an option, for it is me to decide about my life and nobody else. But

Inside
INSIDE Kiss like a demon's flame. Intimate as an angel's compassion. Eyes that go on for eternity, and I find myself standing at the end. A moment to learn your skin is all I need to find you. And then I let go in you. Inside. Flesh becoming flush, as the blood begins to flow. Hot breath twisting betwixt us. How could I have known that I am fulfilled when I consume you. Looking into you. Moving inside you becomes an art. Fingers carress details. No attention is spared. A language that need not be spoken comes into play. I become whole again. Inside. By Tommy "TommyNator" Iversen. Translated from Danish to American/English and edited by my friend and englishteacher Søren Aagaard.

This Is For Me And Those Like Me
"MY LIFE ACT 1" its never easy being poor, I'm the forgotten son, of a drunken whore. thrown in some cans, like yesterdays waste. i was born in April, that happened in may. too young to understand, too young to be left in a garbage can. living in the orphanage was no easy way, a child of four, staring at a half empty plate. the crying sounds, i lay awake, an endless sorrow, no sleep for tomorrow. someone please make it right. someone please bring me into the light. a child of five, that looks like three, oh god someone please adopt me, but what is this? when hope is thin, some parents to love me again? take me home, where i belong. when i thought there was no end, to this sad song. I'm am happy, cant hardly wait. to have a home where it is safe.

Profiles
If you want to be rated on your profile, Then why dont you write something about yourself? I like to read a little about someone before I rate them or chat, This is not all about pictures, points and rankings! Most do this to meet and make new and interesting FRIENDS. SO WHY DONT YOU TAKE THE TIME AND TELL US ABOUT YOURSELF AND YOUR INTERESTS

Touch
Touch me … please touch me .. The world turns and does not care Of all that is and what may be I think of things that I would dare Is it a dream ? In time we may see Will any notice this love affair Touch me.. Please… touch me ! A number in the mass unseen Living in this world obscene To the world I matter not at all Live and die, life’s take a fall Six months later who will recall a name The world goes on always the same No time to waste on ones who won’t see No time to cry over things never to be To leave a mark on this world in pain Keeping myself and coming out sane Black leather clad demon or angel of light It will matter not if we were wrong or right Just that we lived and gave it our best Peace and content of a life’s well earned rest By R. Thomas Dinsmore The Drive to build life is very strong Lost is the feeling cause something’s wrong Search for the meaning it’s so hard to find Am I the only seeing soul in a world gone blind ? Living t

Add Yourself To My Map
Just wanted to say hi to all my friends on cherrytap. Also I wanted to tell you that I have a map now put on my profile that you can add yourself to. So if you guys got time can you add to it. Thanks guys!!! Hugs and Kisses, Sarah (Never Said I Was An Angel)

It's Meee :-d
i deleted my nsfw picture... people were starting to creep me out,lol in the words of the owl from bambi..everyone is freakin twitterpated. that's quite possibly the grossest/weirdest word ever. rawr! love is in the air at millersville and it fills my lungs and boy oh boy does it make me choke. maybe even gag sometimes. i'm hungry and sleepy. it's beautiful outside. stroll through the woods? picnic in a field? dinner on the beach? stargazing on a blanket? not for me. maybe some of you folks will be lucky enough. i'm not usually moody or pissed off...but idk. i just am, now. or lately. idk. discontent or discouraged or disappointed is a better way of phrasing it, i guess. whatev. i'm outtt

Friendship
The smile of a friend The smile of a friend brightens my day And helps me to overcome all in my way It shines so brightly as a beacon of light It grace so lovely features so right It is a wonder to behold in the world so lost Meaning so much and yet nothing of cost Guiding me to a lightness of heart Setting them high and so far apart From the average people I see on the street I love my friends smile when ever we meet It is the one thing in life that we all can give That makes our lives better and a joy to live One wish I have that I give to my friends Is the joy of a smile that never ends By R. Thomas Dinsmore Tears and smiles at the thought Of all the things to me you’ve brought Of how my life is forever changed A miracle for one who affections were estranged When life and love had fled the heart And nothing good could ever start And hope had gone all was doom You walked in to my souls room Feeling grew as you touch me down deep Making me yours f

Wish U Were Mine
WISH YOU WERE MINE I LIVED INSIDE THE PRISON OF MY OWN FEAR OF CENSURE I CANT BREAK AWAY DESPARTELY CRAVING AS MY BODY DOES THE AIR THAT IT BREATHES AS MY SOUL DOES THE LIFE ON WHICH IT FEEDS WISH YOU WERE MINE HOW CAN I DREAM THE DREAM DOWN TO ONE? I HAVE ALWAYS WALKED THIS ROAD ALONE I HAVE HELD THE HANDS OF DISPARE I HAVE SEEN DARKNESS I HAVE DANCED WITH LONELYNESS WISH YOU WERE MINE I HAVE HELD THE FACES OF SORROW FELT THE PAIN IT HOLDS I WISH MY HEART TO MEND YET I SURIVIVED THE PAIN I STILL WALK THE ROAD ALONE WISH YOU WERE MINE you are the strength that keeps me walking you are the hope that keeps me trusting you are the life to my soul you are my purpose you're everything and how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you would you tell me how could it be any better than this yeah you calm the storms and you give me rest you hold me in your hands you won't let me fall you still my heart and you tak

Im Moving Soon...
ok. well im moving in a few days. and when i do i wont have a computer for a little while. im going to go buy one and get the net hooked up in a couple weeks. ill miss you all! you guys fucking rock(for the most part:P ) anyway, ill be on now and then for today. but ill be gone tonight. i will get to a computer when i can over the next couple weeks. so be patiant if i dont respond very quickly.

Grrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
NO WONDER I AM SUCH AN EFFED UP GIRL!!!! MAN IF I CANT FIND TROUBLE IT FINDS ME AND THE WEEKEND IS PROVING GROUND FOR THAT, I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN A VERY SHY BUT CONFIDENT PERSON, AND IN WAY TOO MANY WAYS I WEAR MY HEART ON MY SLEEVE. SO THAT MAKES ME A STOOPID GIRL, SORRY I HAVE CHANGED MY PAGE PLEASE DO NOT IN ANY WAY THINK THAT THIS IS DIRECTED AT YOU BECAUSE CHANCES ARE IT IS NOT, SOCIETY SUCKS, THIS WORLD FUCKING SUCKS, IM NOT UP TO DATE AT ALL ON HOW THE WORLD HAS CHANGED SINCE I WAS 16, AND SINGLE, BUT I AM LEARNING REALLY QUICK AND I HATE IT. I AM WAY TOO TRUSTING AND LEARNING THAT I SHOULD NOT BE I HAVE BEEN BURNT USED BEATEN AND ABUSED AND I HAVE HAD ENOUGH, IN THE PAST I BECAME A VERY BITTER HATEFUL, AND HEARTLESS PERSON BECAUSE OF IT AND AS SOON AS I LET MY GUARD DOWN, DAMNED IF IM NOT READY FOR IT AGAIN, DO I HAVE USE ME ON MY FUCKING FOREHEAD SOMEWHERE, BECAUSE IF I DO PLEASE LET ME KNOW I NEED ANOTHER FUCKING TATTOO THERE!!! IT IS A WONDER I DO NOT DRINK!! MAYBE THATS TH

My Bulletin
Heather Wood will have you ROCKing HARD!!! (repost of original by 'SilverOak™ DJ of Fear and Dreams' on '2007-04-04 21:09:40') (repost of original by 'N8IV69ER_Yours is bigger than mine ? NOT !!' on '2007-04-04 21:15:52')

Rude People
What ever happened to people doing for others when good has been done for them? People are so rude,crude,inconcidered,self centered and thoughtless. I wish that more people were more considered of others feelings. There are differant people everywhere;but others want to judge them for what they wear,how they talk,skin color and religion. Be kind to others no matter who or what they are. To all of my friends and family....and everyone else Buried at PhotoCasket.com

Don't Know What The Fuck I Am Doing!!
Well I just started this and I don't really have any clue of what the hell I'm doing. I am trying to start this and I don't know if I am doing this right so I guess I will just do my best lol!! ~Kristina~

Abc
The Letter A Are you available?: nope my heart is taken What is your age?: 29 What annoys you?: liars and drama The Letter B Do you live in a big house?: not really When is your birthday?: June 4 Who is your best friend?: Monica The Letter C What's your favorite candy?: Butterfinger Who's your crush?: My sweet Nivek1 When was the last time you cried?: This morning The Letter D Do you daydream?: yes What's your favorite kind of dog?: Huskey What day of the week is it?: Monday The Letter E How do you like your eggs?: Over easy Have you ever been in the emergency room?: Yes What's the easiest thing ever to do?: Dishes The Letter F Have you ever flown in a plane?: yes Do you use fly swatters?: No Have you ever used a foghorn?: yep The Letter G Do you chew gum?: yep Are you a giver or a taker?: I like to give Do you like gummy candies?: Some The Letter H How are you?: At what? What color is your hair?: Dirty Blonde The Letter I What's your favorite ice cream

Song Lyrics
How have You been? Lovely to see You, My how the years slipped by. Won't You come in, Feel free to be You, Give me another try. Because I'm empty, I'm lonely, I need You only to fill my need inside. I give You the keys, so do as You please, Please give me another try. I can recall the place where I left You, You gave me no reply. Your eyes said it all, but I'd become deaf to Your tears as I waved goodbye. But now I'm empty, I'm lonely, I need You only to fill my need inside. I give You the keys, so do as You please, Please give me another try. I've changed my heart now, I'm willing to go Your way. And I couldn't part now, With You for a single day. For I have missed You, and when I missed You, I really missed You so. If You will have me, I'll be Your's gladly, But don't ever let me go.

Naughty :)
Hey everyone!! Well here I am hoping yall will go to my rude space link on my profile and sign up!! Yep I am promoting my rude space again LOL. It's free so what are yall waiting for??? I will be uploading some new content very soon ( new naughty pics and vids) for you all to enjoy. Those of you who have Rude already will agree that it's an awesome site. Sign up today and start watching naughty vids, pics and yes even live house and group shows all for free.

D/s Relationships
by Sergeant Major All relationships have both a domination and submission component. This is true for all types of relationships, work, and business, personal or intimate. They may vary in degree and change in roles played at any given time but remain present throughout. Even in avowed "equal" relationships there comes a time when one dominates and the other submits. Attempts at true consensus end in chaos, someone finally takes charge and a decision is reached. This may not be obvious on the surface but the dynamic is nevertheless present. It is an intellectual fantasy to insist that it not. In the realm of sexuality, either heterosexual or homosexual, this dynamic may be overt or covert. In its covert form there is no acknowledgment of its existence, accepted by the partners but not identified as such. In its overt form it ranges in degree from simple acknowledgment to an open willingness to include various degrees of consensual non-mainstream sex play. The partners determine b

The Dreamer
Dreams Sweet seduction in her smile Lost in the rapture of her style Eyes that call in strong desire Looks that set my soul on fire Wanting, needing, starving for touch Confused as to why I want so much Things in life beyond my reach Learning lessons none can teach Fantasies that run through the mind Satisfaction never to be my find Yet as a moth drawn to a flame The wild heart is hers to tame Submission of the burning soul Giving in and filling the hole Never has one fit desires image so well Envy makes another’s life a living hell Knowing the one that they care for Is drawn to gaze upon another for ever more By R. Thomas Dinsmore Dreams to share and to fulfill Waiting for our sweet moment still A box full of wishes and dreams yet to come true Desire for the soul that is the promise long over due Time slips away and can not be held in place So I savor the dream we share in this space Where fantasy is all that we hold Where I like my mind run f

Psychosis
What Is Psychosis? We've probably all heard of the word psychotic. In everyday language it's generally used to mean something like "really mad". Psychosis, in psychological language, is a condition in which a person isn't in contact with reality like most people. Psychosis can take many forms, it can include: *Sensing things that aren't really there (called Hallucinations) *Having beliefs that aren't based on reality (called Delusions) *Problems in thinking clearly (e.g. thought insertion, withdrawal, block, broadcasting) *Not realising that there is anything wrong with themselves (called lack of insight) In Psychiatry there are a number of disorders that come under the general title of the psychoses. They all differ in symptoms, but all are joined in the fact that the person is in someway not experiencing reality like most people. These are: *Schizophrenia *Schizoaffective Disorder *Manic-Depression (Bipolar Disorder) Mania *Delusional (Paranoi

Schizophrenia
Organization has identified Schizophrenia as one of the ten most debilitating diseases affecting human beings. Schizophrenia is a devastating brain disorder that affects approximately 2.2 million American adults, or 1.1 percent of the population age 18 and older. Schizophrenia interferes with a person's ability to think clearly, to distinguish reality from fantasy, to manage emotions, make decisions, and relate to others. Another serious thought disorder is Schizoaffective Disorder. The symptoms of Schizoaffective Disorder look like a mixture of two kinds of major mental illnesses - mood disorders (depression, bipolar disorder) and schizophrenia. While there is no cure for Schizophrenia or Schizoaffective Disorder, they are highly treatable and manageable illnesses. However, people may stop treatment because of medication side effects, disorganized thinking, or because they feel the medication is no longer working. Stigma is another major problem facing both the sufferer a

If You're A Beerholic, You'll Appreciate This!
(Keep in mind, either Che or I or both have done all of these things!) -you go camping and the first thing you packed was beer. -you're flat broke but some how you manage to buy an 18 pack. -you've actually craved beer. -you're willing to drive 35 minutes to a Brewery just to get 3 and 1/2 free beers. -you're invited to watch a game at a friends house, but instead of asking who's playing, you ask which types of beer will be available. -you check the expiration date of beer more times than milk. -you accidently grabbed a beer instead of water when you're going on a walk. -you've actually have had beer for breakfast. -you head to the beach, the first thing you grab is beer. -you're dying of thirst and you drink beer instead of water. -you walk around town with a beer in a paper bag. -you save the cans and bottles as trophies and keem on display. -you watch The Simpon's, and when Homer cracks open a Duff, you have to have a beer of your own. -you

Gas War
April 20, 2007 5:52 PM Lets give this a try - something has to be done and we're only going to get it done together... GAS WAR - an idea that WILL work This was originally sent by a retired Coca Cola executive. It came from one of his engineer buddies who retired from Halliburton. It's worth your consideration. Join the resistance!!!! I hear we are going to hit close to $4.00 a gallon by next summer and it might go higher!! Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the "don't buy gas on a certain day" campaign that was going around last April or May! The oil companies just laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue to "hurt" ourselves by refusing to buy gas. It was more of an inconvenience to us than it was a problem for them. BUT, whoever thought of this idea, has come up with a plan that can really work. Please read o

Hello All
hey everyone how is everyone doing. i hope everyone had a good weekend lets here what all u did. i played with my kids, took them to a water park. and we had a blast. what all did everyone else do. hello everyone my name is tina, i am 28 years old. i have 2 beautiful kids and one in heaven. i have been married almost 8 years this december. been with my husband for almost 9 years next month. my husband in the army and he is currently overseas right now. I love to read, write, knit, sew,cook,bake go to church and take care of my family. i love to help people out in anyway that i can. i am very strong willed person. i am very out going. in my spare time i like to hang out with my family and friends, play on the computer and read. well that is a little bit about me. hey everyone how is everyone doing. i hope everyone had a good weekend lets here what all u did. i played with my kids, took them to a water park. and we had a blast. what all did everyone else do.

Family
FAMILY IS VERY IMPORTANT. WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING, FAMILY IS THERE. GOOD TIMES, BAD TIMES, OR ANY TIME, FAMILY WILL BE THERE. WHEN SOMEONE MESSES WITH THAT FAMILY.........FAMILY WILL TAKE CARE OF IT. DON'T MESS WITH FAMILY!

Relationships
I've learned in my lifetime so far that you can't help who you fall for and no matter how hard you try and how much it hurts you everyday that you just wanna be with them or just talk to them you never stop trying to make them happy by the little things you say or do because thats what makes your life worth going on for.

Poetry
Before you open me Make sure this is truly something you want to do Right now all you have is an outside view Are you ready to explore what lies within? Think about this for a while before you begin What you’re about to experience is very precious Some would say priceless I am wise beyond my years as my soul is old Some would say ageless Few have scratched the surface And many failed to grasp its meaning Of the life that has taken me Far beyond simple dreaming. Are you prepared to dive Into the black sea of my soul? Can you abandon all your fears And all that you’ve been told? Are you ready For a new kind of addiction? I think you like danger At least that’s my prediction Learn what makes me smile And what touches my heart Learn why it is I relish the dark Hear the laughing demons Tuck me in at night Feel the lustful passions Lurking behind my blackened sight Open me Touch my pages Be careful I can be quite contagious Smell the scents of st

Men Never Listen!!
This is funny! In a Chicago hospital, a gentleman had made several attempts to get into the men's restroom, but it had always been occupied. A nurse noticed his predicament. Sir, she said " You may use the ladies room if you promise not to touch any of the buttons on the wall." He did what he needed to, and as he sat there he noticed the buttons he had promised not to touch. Each button was identified by letters: WW, WA , PP, and a red one l abeled ATR. Who would know if he touched them? He couldn't resist.. He pushed WW. warm water was sprayed gently upon his bottom. What a nice feeling, he thought. Men's restrooms don't have nice things like this. Anticipating greater pleasure, he pushed the WA button. Warm air replaced the warm water, gently drying his underside. When this stopped, he pushed the PP button. A large powder puff caressed his bottom adding a fragile scent of spring flower to this unbelievable pleasure.. The ladies restroom was

A Master
Many have wondered what is a Master. A Master, to me, is someone who cares for their other half more than they care for themselves in truth. A Master puts His sub's needs and feelings ahead of His own. There are many things that make a Master but these are among the most important. A Master is of two minds, one His, the other His sub's. He knows the needs of His sub and does what He believes to be best for that sub. He spends many hours thinking of what is best for His sub and how it is best accomplished to meet both their needs. A Master does not thrive in the idea of punishing His sub when she/he has strayed from the path they were to follow. Instead, he feels the pain that He knows must be inflicted in order to stress the wrong that was done. Doing the punishing, only because He knows it is part of His responsibility, not something that He will derive pleasure from. A Master brings pleasure to His sub, knowing that He will receive pleasure back many times greater than He ha

A Place To Vent
For the most part, I have been doing good. But I guess I have to take the good with the bad. For those who don't know, I am getting divorced after being with someone for almost 15 years; almost 9 of them married. Getting the divorced is the best thing that is happening for me. That is a huge weight being lifted off my shoulders, considering what he's put me through. The hard part is now learning to live for myself for a change. But, that is hard. I have a wonderful 9 year old son. He is the most important thing in my life & there is nothing that I wouldn't do for him. But I need to do things for myself. I've never done that. How does one do that, when I am in a sense alone. The only help I have locally is my sister in law & ex's cousin, with whom I am still close with. But, they have kids & family of their own & can't always rely on them. So many times I wish to be spontaneous & to go out & do things at a moment's notice. It is hard, to say the least. I love my son more than life i

Another One:(
I forgot I had final today! I obviously didn't study for it, but it is for the Child Growth and Development course I'm taking. Luckily, I remembered pretty much everything that was on it and even if I didn't it was an easy final. The one I have to worry about is coming up nest week. Update on what I was whining and crying about before, I handed in today...I inadvertently found out that I left out something major that needed to be there! Only 1 project that needs to be handed in. That was supposed to be in today, but since the teacher is really cool she gave me till Thursday to get it to her. Any later than that and I'm screwed, but no worries it's an easy paper to write...I hope.

Clubs Team
OKAY... CLUBS TEAM... HERE ARE THE NAMES OF THE PEOPLE THAT ARE ON MY LIST FOR THIS TEAM... PLEASE MAKE SURE YOUR NAME IS HERE... AND COMMENT TO SIGN THE ROSTER! THANKS! LINDSEY - spitfire K - SPECIAL K CARLENA - big chesty NEE-NEE - I got that thickness ALEXA - sexi lexi CHRISTINA - christina MIKE - THE BIG MIKE JASON - redwingz1491 GEORGE - king george da skandlus one JOE -joeluv2hunt WES - crazy cowboy BEN - irishboi

An Abrupt Stop
A life so young and vibrant, with so much yet to learn and too experience...gone... Sweet 16 you are and Sweet 16, you will stay forever. I can remember sitting on my front door step, having a late afternoon coffee. Your Mom, sitting on her step, coffee in tow, waving hello to me. As we sat and waited for our daughters to come home from school. It wouldnt be long till we both could see, the two of you girls walking, laughing and yes of course, swearing at the top of your lungs all the way down the street. It wasn't that way at the beginning when we first moved to that area. The two of you faught tooth and nail but ended up being good friends. Then we moved, yet again. But the two of you kept in touch and remained friends. One of you excelled and the other got into things, she shouldn't of. But kids will be kids, the one didnt look down upon the other, and they still remained good friends. Now that friendship has come to an Abrupt Stop... You started out with promise Yo

A Damned Fine Explanation
A DAMN FINE EXPLANATION The wife came home early and found her husband in their bedroom making love to a very attractive young woman. And was somewhat upset. "You are a disrespectful pig!" she cried. "How dare you do this to me -- a faithful wife, the mother of your children ! I'm leaving you. I want a divorce straight away !" And the husband replied "Hang on just a minute love, so at least I can tell you what happened." "Fine, go ahead," she sobbed, " but they'll be the last words you'll say to me!" And the husband began -- "Well, I was getting into the car to drive home and this young lady here asked me for a lift. She looked so down and out and defenseless that I took pity on her and let her into the car. I noticed that she was very thin, not well dressed and very dirty. She told me that she hadn't eaten for three days ! So, in my compassion, I brought her home and warmed up the enchiladas I made for you last night, the ones you wouldn't eat because you're afrai

I Am Well
Well went to the Doctor today and got the tube yanked out, I think the nurse yanked it so hard she stretched me a couple of inches, so the good news, I am now a solid 5 inches!!! LOL, and the doc said everything looked good, I will continue to peepee blood for a couple of weeks, but i can hang...lol...get it??? Anyway, it's better then having a bag strapped to you all the time, and having to empty it....Thank you ALL so much for keeping me in your prayers, and keeping my site alive! It's been a long ten days!!! Vampire Jack

Read This Whole Thing.
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it. 13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. 14.

Ct Lover
Do you have what its takes to make me happy? I want a CT Lover.Drop me a line by private message and let me know.Hum......Just think about all the good things we could do.You ready to get your freak on? Well click my pic below and let me know how freaky you are. CountryCop74 *** *SIN* Cafe -- Head of Security ***~rl/ct hubby of blueyedgirl30~ @ CherryTAP

A Tribute To The Nice Guys
hmmmm. make sence to u? Current mood: indescribable This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girl's every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style. This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female fri

Killa Kali Juggalo
IM ANGRY NOW!!! I FEEL LIKE A WATERFALL ALWAYS FALLING DOWN. I COULD NEVER GET BACK UP TO HIGHER GROUND. WITH THE RIVER I JUST KEEP FLOWING ON DOWN STREAM. LIKE A DEER IN THE MOUNTIANS CAUGHT IN THE HIGH BEAMS. BAAAM!!!! DEATH ALL AROUND, PICES OF MY SOUL ALL OVER THE GROUND. WHEN I FINISHED PICKING UP WHAT WAS LEFT OF MY SELF, MY HEART WASNT IN MY CHEST, IT JUST COULDNT BE FELT! AND NOT TOO LONG AFTER MY BRAIN STARTS TO MELT. INSANE! DRINKING AND SMOKING TA DEAL WITH THE PAIN. OFTEN THOUGHT ABOUT JUMPING IN FRONT OF A TRAIN. SHIT, I WONT FEEL IT. MY BODY'S FILLED WITH NOVACAINE. COMFORTABLY NUMB, I GOT USE TO THIS SHIT. AFTER SEVERAL YEARS OF DRINKING YOU STOP TRIPPIN' ON IT. BUT IM STILL INSANE AND Im STILL FEELING THA PAIN. STILL EVEN LIVING WITH A MELTED BRAIN. JUST A LITTLE DIFERENT, !!!IM ANGRY NOW!!!! IM NOT TRYING TO HARM MYSELF, I WANT THE WORLD NOW!! FUCK THE WORLD AND FUCK EVERYBODY IN IT.

Friends????
The dictionary says: Friend (frend) noun. 1. a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard. 2. a person who gives assistance; partron; supporter: friends of the Boston Symphony. 3. a person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile: Who goes there? Friend or Foe? Seems like it isn't all there though huh? What about the years that a friendship can last? What about the laughter that seemed non-stop when you got lost in conversation? There is just so much more that Meriam or Webster omitted. Ever lost a friend? The definition doesn't touch on the incredible pain that you must endure. Hmmmm, so is Friendship a magical thing? Is there a Friend Fairy that comes and sprinkles dust on you to sends you and this aquaintance on a journey that grows into a lifelong relationship? No.....No it isn't...wish is was, cos I would catch me a fairy and steal her dust :) So what is it? A mutual attraction? Admiratio

Song Lyrics
So Far Away by Staind This is my life Its not what it was before All these feelings I’ve shared And these are my dreams That I’d never lived before Somebody shake me Cause I, I must be sleeping (chorus) Now that we're here, It's so far away All the struggle we thought was in vain All the mistakes, One life contained They all finally start to go away Now that we're here its so far away And I feel like I can face the day I can forgive and I’m not ashamed to be the person that I am today These are my words That I’ve never said before I think I’m doing ok And this is the smile That I’ve never shown before Somebody shake me Cause I, I must be sleeping (chorus) I'm so afraid of waking Please don't shake me Afraid of waking Please don't shake me (chorus)

Game Invasion News
Sony Denies Decapitating Goat for Party By: Rob Burman For: IGN Sony has come under heavy fire from UK newspaper The Mail on Sunday for having a decapitated goat as the centerpiece of a European launch party for 'God of War II.' Under the headline and intro "Slaughter: Horror at Sony's depraved promotion stunt with decapitated goat", the newspaper went on to lambaste the company, saying the event had "sparked a major row over animal cruelty and the ethics of the computer industry". Although the Mail on Sunday claimed that at the event in Athens, guests were invited to reach inside the goat's still-warm carcass, pulling out and eating meat they were told was the goat's intestines, Sony has since clarified exactly what happened. A European spokesperson said: "The 'warm entrails' referred to in the invitation and in the Mail on Sunday article was actually a meat soup, made to a traditional Greek recipe and served to attendees in china bowls direct from the caterers. There

Boy Is It Ugly !
Some Ugly Philosophy ! My Brothers and I live this way... Live life on your own terms and by your own rules, don't give a fuck about what "they" think Take care of those you love, be ready to give your life for them. Don't worry, choose your Brothers carefuly and they'll do the same for you... The world is full of assholes and their negative bullshit. Those who hate us for who we are can go to hell, we'll settle the score when we get there There are people that I wouldn't piss on if I saw em on fire Don't feel bad, its not your problem ! Stay righteous and let em' look like the crap they are Remember where you came from, and be proud of it ! Pride does not equal hate... I only hate people for 'what' they do, not 'who' they are Never confuse kindness with weakness You dont wanna make a bad judgment call and end up with some uglymotherfucker after you Those who look down at us should remember that it takes people like us to make fuckers like you to feel

Fuckin Crackhead
if anyone read my last blog then you know what's going on. well yesterday he called me up and was like come down to my house, i need to talk to you. i was like i don't really want to and he was like nothings gonna happen i promise so i was ok with going down there. i went down there and he talked to me for like five minutes and left and i went and found him down at his house and talked to him. he said some fucked up shit to me and now i'm drunk so i'm gonna tell the world how much he sucks. he keeps on telling me i'm just another number in his book and how i meant nothing to him, but if so why's he keep on calling me for and bothering me and making me cry? why's he keep on telling me that he's going out to get some pussy tonight by some twins? why's he so worried about making me jealous if we're split up. well that's ok it's time for the Malibu Rum. well here goes, bottoms up *cheers* on may 24 it was jesse's 21 birthday. we were drunk as fucking fuck and having fun. well he h

If We Had Sex
IF WE HAD SEX?? 1. Would I be in control? 2. Would I pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would I kiss you with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would I say your name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would I be gentle & romatic or rough & hard? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would WE do afterwards? 11. Would I take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would I lick and bite you all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 20? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would WE wanna "do it"? 18. Would You be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i liked you? 20. Would you do it today? 21. Would you do it tomorrow? 22. Would YOU call me in the morning? 23.Would it just be a hook up or would you want it t

Help Police Find Wanted Pedophiles Us And Uk
HELP POLICE FIND WANTED PEDOPHILES US AND UK PLEASE REPOST To Repost click reply at the bottom of the bulletin then copy and paste the codes into your own bulletin. If you do not click reply before you copy the bulletin, the pictures won't show and the links wont work. So just go to the bottom and click reply and then copy & paste the codes into your own bulletin. USA Today News article about 2 of the success stories that were a direct result of this myspace page, the bulletins I make and the many thousands of caring friends who repost them click to read 179,444,027 That is how many users have profiles on myspace. The number is always growing. It is mathematics, plain and simple: Someone out there has seen some of these faces, someone out there knows something about some of these cases. Someone out there either knows what happened, witnessed something, or were themselves involved. Pass this information around to your friends. Someone out there holds the key to solving some

Contests
I have decided to run a Father's Day contest as well, but for the women that always claimed to be daddy's little girl. Rules are simple and you may enter 2 photos if you want to. 1. 2 entries per person allowed. If two are entered the one with the most comments will be counted. A contestant cannot win both first and second place. 2. rates don't count. only comments do. 3. is ok to bomb yourself. 4. Use your imagination ex: Salute, Card, etc. If you submit something that is NSFW I will have you pick another photo. 5. and most important. All entries must be original. meaning you cant go search the web for some hokey fathers day card and call it your own. Be unique, be funny. Contest will run from June 5th 10am eastern time till June 16th 10 am eastern time. 1st prize will be announced when contest begins 2nd prize will be ? 3rd prize will be ? To join message me here or on Yahoo general_rabbit2007 BBW Goddess will be in June and I am hoping that i can talk to a bouncer or

My Guest Book
HELLO WONDERFUL PEOPLE, I KNOW A FEW OF U HAVE SIGNED MY GUESTBOOK WELL MY DUMB SELF ACCIDENTALLY DELETED IT. SO I HAD 2 DO ANOTHER ONE SO IF U HAVE OR HAVEN'T SIGNED MY OTHER GUESTBOOK PLEASE COME BY AND SIGN MY NEW ONE AND I PROMISE NOT 2 DELETE THIS 1. THANK SO MUCH.

Poems By Unknown Arthurs
1000 Saturdays ... The older I get, the more I enjoy Saturday mornings. Perhaps it's the quiet solitude that comes with being the first to rise, or maybe it's the unbounded joy of not having to be at work. Either way, the first few hours of a Saturday morning are most enjoyable. A few weeks ago, I was shuffling toward the kitchen with a steaming cup of coffee in one hand and the morning paper in the other. What began as a typical Saturday morning turned into one of those lessons that life seems to hand you from time to time. Let me tell you about it. I turned the volume up on my radio in order to listen to a Saturday morning talk show. I heard an older sounding chap with a golden voice. You know the kind, he sounded like he should be in the broadcasting business himself. He was talking about "a thousand marbles" to someone named "Tom." I was intrigued and sat down to listen to what he had to say. "Well, Tom, it sure sounds like you're busy

Tired Of Nsfw?
Nothing against CT...... Just that I know some of us want some more freedom to express ourselves and to be ourselves. I want to thank all that has joined so far....:) Also who have gone through the transition from a reg networking to a Mature site. Luv you all....... Now this is a 21+ site... be yourself and have fun......... http://shhhhh.me.com

Pppl Im Helping Win Stuff
Hey dis dude was mean to me when I come on cherry tap but i do random acts of kindness even though he is kind of mean to newbies please help him out everyone is welcome to comment bomb WILDMAN55 HEAD SECURITY OFFICER OF THE GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~INDEPENDENT~BOMB SQUAD ~@ CherryTAP

Why Is My Life So Fucked Up...
Even with a list full of people and my family its hard to believe that with all of those people...i still feel all alone...its like standing in the middle of a crowd full of people screaming out for someone to notice you and yet no one notices and you feel all alone...for once in my life i wish someone standing in that crowd would notice me whe no one else would...or when i say im fine turn and look me in the eyes and tell me to tell them the truth...or when i walk away they jerk me back and tell me that they dont want me to go because it would hurt them...or when i feel like im sitting in a black room with no doors or windows and im screaming for someone and no one hears me i want them to hear me...when im falling i wish someone would catch me...or when im trying to hurt myself i wish someone would save me...i wish someone would treat me like they were the last thing they had in there life...or when im lost and at a dead end i wish someone would come find me...but none of this will ha

Military - Patriotic
THE SOLDIER'S CREED I am an American Soldier. I am a Warrior and a memeber of a team. I serve the people of the United States and live the Army Values. I will always place the mission first. I will never accept defeat. I will never quit. I will never leave a fallen comrade. I am disciplined, physically and mentally tough, trained and proficient in my Warrior tasks and drills. I will always maintain my arms, my equipment and myself. I am a expert and a professional. I stand ready to deploy,engage, and destory enemies of the United states of America in close combat. I am the guardian of freedom and the america way of life. I am an American Soldier. Unknown Author He stands on the battlefield, his boots glazed with mud, His hand rough and callused, his suit stained with blood. His hair soaked with sweat, his eyes glazed with fear, He cannot cry out, nor can he shed a tear. A shell hits the ground to the soldiers' dismay, And blasts rocks, dirt and bodies all out of i

My Kids
THIS IS ME AND CHANTEL SINGING OUR FAVORITE SONG TOGETHER. AND MY LIL GIRL IS IN THE THE SINGING EAGLES AT SCHOOL THAT HAS A CONCERT EVERY SATURDAY NIGHT THROUGHOUT THE SUMMER. IM A VERY PROUD MAMA. TO HAVE MY BABY SING LIKE THIS. I LOVE YOU CHANTEL.

Why???????
Why do people have to be so childess my Bf got his account paused cause someone want to report him for cussing in the shout box witch he never did why do people have to be like this belive most are just jealous he has me and no one else can

The Mirror
My life a daily chaos, feeling ultimately lost. Hopeless, senseless, heartless, loveless and forgotten Then an escape , you arriving in my life with such a jolt, then things didnt seem so bleak. Nightmares and turmoil of your own, yet a mirror of our lives is what you seem to me. Trying to touch or kiss you. All i feel is the cold and brittleness. Thinking it's the glass yet that is not it, it is something more. Is what I'm seeing actually you or is it the thought of you with my own feelings being reflected back and the thought of........... Maybe??....

Gone For A Week!
Hey everyone! I'm leaving Monday for Canada, and won't be back for a week! So, if you shout or leave a message and I don't answer, it's because I'm not here!! Hope everyone stays safe, and you all better hope I decide to come back home instead of running off for good!! LOL! Take care, and I'll be thinking about you...Kisses! -bren

Beach Bunnies Place
Bizarre Sex Laws 1. Most Middle Eastern countries recognize the following Islamic law: "After having sexual relations with a lamb, it is a mortal sin to eat its flesh." 2. In Lebanon, men are legally allowed to have sex with animals, but the animals must be female. Having sexual relations with a male animal is punishable by death. 3. In Bahrain, a male doctor may legally examine a woman's genitals, but is forbidden from looking directly at them during the examination. He may only see their reflection in a mirror. 4. Muslims are banned from looking at the genitals of a corpse. This also applies to undertakers; the sex organs of the deceased must be covered with a brick or piece of wood at all times. 5. The penalty for masturbation in Indonesia is decapitation. 6. There are men in Guam whose full-time job is to travel the countryside and deflower young virgins, who pay them for the privilege of having sex for the first time. Reason: under Guam law, it is expressl

So Much For Friendship
Which Sealab 2021 character are you? You are Sparks. You care about Sealab only because it's full of fools to take advantage of.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code I went out on sunday night with the guys. because i haven't in a long time,it was great got drunk the usual. A few people cam eback to my house to sober up .....I had no idea that my best friends wive was pissed. so pissed that he isn't allowed to talk rto me any more because he was at my house sobering up with the other guys....no i dont want to prove to her that nothing happened....I shouldn't have to. It just blows my mind that i was written off so easily. i guess thats just how it goes. I supose i should stop being friends with guys...but i have known him since i first moved to ve...before they even got married or started dating...he was there when i got married, and aroudn when zoe was born......i am going to miss my best friend. o-well, so much for frie

The Wonderful Things In Life
Bide within the Law you must, in perfect Love and perfect Trust. Live you must and let to live, fairly take and fairly give. For tread the Circle thrice about to keep unwelcome spirits out. To bind the spell well every time, let the spell be said in rhyme. Light of eye and soft of touch, speak you little, listen much. Honor the Old Ones in deed and name, let love and light be our guides again. Deosil go by the waxing moon, chanting out the joyful tune. Widdershins go when the moon doth wane, and the werewolf howls by the dread wolfsbane. When the Lady's moon is new, kiss the hand to Her times two. When the moon rides at Her peak then your heart's desire seek. Heed the North winds mighty gale, lock the door and trim the sail. When the Wind blows from the East, expect the new and set the feast. When the wind comes from the South, love will kiss you on the mouth. When the wind whispers from the West, all hearts will find peace and rest. Nine woods in the Caul

What Its Like To Starve
You Know You're From New Orleans When... 1. Your sunglasses fog up when you step outside. 2. You reinforce your attic to store Mardi Gras beads. 3. Your baby's first words are "gumbo" and "whereyat". 4. You save newspapers, not for recycling but for tablecloths at crawfish boils. crawfish on newspaper 5. When you give directions you use "lakeside" and "riverside" not north & south. 6. Your ancestors are buried above the ground. 7. You get on a green trolley car to go to the park and a red one to the French Quarter. 8. You listen to holiday songs such as "the 12 yats of Christmas" and "Santa and his reindeer used to live next door". 9. You walk on the "banquet" (sidewalk) and stand in the "neutral ground" (area of ground between a two sided street) "by ya mommas" (by your mother's house). 10. Someone asks for directions and you stop and help them with a smile. 11. You use a "..3" washtub to cover your lawn mower or your outboard motor. 12. The horsep

800 Miles A Way
IF ANY OF MY FRIENDS READ THIS I NEED TO TALK TO SOME ONE NOW ok next friday friday the 29th i am leaving oregon i have nothin left 4 me here no real reason to stay i have $50 so i can get 8000 miles away I WILL BE BUYING A ONE WAY TICKIT THIS FRIDAY 4 NEXT FRIDAY if u want me to come see you let me know i will start where ever i can get to 4 50 if u would like to give me more 4 a better start email me btw i am taken the bus here is the price thingy http://www.greyhound.com/en/deals/go_anywhere_fares.asp

Chasity's Horoscope And What Nots...
What Your Halloween Habits Say About You A bit of an introvert, you like the special occasions just as much as everyone else. You just have your own unique way of celebrating Halloween. You're weird. You're downright deviant. And you use dressing up in a costume as an excuse to act out. Your inner child is stubborn and a bit bossy. You truly fear the dark side of humanity. You are a true misanthrope. You're prone to be quite emotional and over dramatic. Deep down, you enjoy being scared out of your mind... even if you don't admit it. You are unique, expressive, and a 'Trendsetter'. Your ideal Halloween costume is over the top and one of a kind.What's Your Halloween Personality? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I truly don't like this line at all from the quiz: 'You truly fear the dark side of humanity. You are a true misanthrope.' I had no choice of being in the 'Darkness', thanks to my Mother. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Misanthrope-

Friends
thediamonddew.com ~~~~PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON~~~~ I am sending this to you to see how many actually read their e-mail. Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to t

Dance Of Terror
Dance Of Terror Window panes come crashing down Amidst the tears and pain Vanishing hopes are gone and flew away Up above through twilight Shadows cast across the floor Reflections of the past Trembling thoughts of one Dwelling deep within the soul A mystical sense of reality Captured by the craze All in bewilderment Of the shock in the wave Creatures of the dimness Chattering amongst the green Everything slows in stillness What is this we see?

Fuzzy Bear's Den
Thank you all for being my friends. Could you do me a favor and check out my friends page. She is a wonderful and beautiful person. Please show her some Love. Fluffy@ fubar Thank you from the bottom of my Fuzzy Bear heart.

Trip
turtlesymbiote talkin about the tripAdd to My Profile | More Videos d and doc talking and the tripAdd to My Profile | More Videos doc trying to get me to hurt my selfAdd to My Profile | More Videos longboarding with turtlesymbioteAdd to My Profile | More Videos

It's Official
it's offical they now know what happend to chris benoit and his family.It was a double murder suicide he killed his wife and 7 year old son and then hung himself.too bad he could not get the help he needed i am finally getting my tattoo this saturday i can't wait

10 Fuck You's
Yes, this is the ORIGINAL version, not the edited one where someone changed #6 completely(my favorite)...enjoy! Fuck You number ONE. To the people who have like 25,000 friends; Are you fucking serious? You're stupid - go play in traffic! Fuck you number TWO. Don't ever post pictures and then say: "OMG, I'm so ugly" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. If you do you're a fucking moron. Fuck you number THREE. NOBODY cares (or should care)about threats over the internet, so don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the Special Olympics - Even if you win, you're still retarded. Fuck you number FOUR. Quit crying because you're not on someones Family. Who cares?!? IT'S CHERRY TAP FOR GOD'S SAKE!!! If you really cared that much, you would pick up the damn phone! Fuck you number FIVE. Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! And don't send me another request or message asking, "What's up with

Feel
sent down from heaven a lettle peace of God an angel without wings fell in to our arms sweet little boy with a face of light brightoned up my heart when i say him smile all my life i tried to see how heaven could be so beautiful now i see it was the beauty in this boy that was sent down to me strang how life changes in just one moment sweet little angel sent up to heaven a little peace of me an agel with wings to my son Stone Born 9-16-03 and Passed 10-22-03 sweet smiles happy face remambered always as an amazing grace

Lee's Shit
I write again in this journal that grows into a curse everytime I ink in it. I am filled with grief that flows in my blood thicker each time I count my losses. I have great fear that clutches my whole back, ripping my soul from my earthly body. The woman I loved is hanging on, like from a cliff. I am a good man but a plagued husband, that has learned valuable lessons. I will be cured of this because of experience. I don't want to screw up anything anymore and I am determined to stay right. She avoided me and has detached herself completely from me. No longer in love with each other, it hurts greatly. She is relentless on keeping distance, with my motivation disappearing everyday that passes with her acting that way. My game plan and fight twindles on loves teeder-todder. There is no balance and a one sided commitment comes from me alone. I feel I am drowning in the drama, unable to reach it's surface. It pulls me down as I fight to live and breath. I gave my all to meet u

For What We Need War....???
ANTI_WAR_SONG from Udo Lindenberg Die Welt hätte genug für jedermanns Bedürfnisse – Aber nicht für jedermanns Gier.(Mahatma Gandhi)....the world has enough for everybodys needs - but not enough for everybodys greed ************************************************** Keiner will sterben, das ist doch klar wozu sind denn dann Kriege da? Herr Präsident, du bist doch einer von diesen Herren du mußt das doch wissen kannst du mir das mal erklären? Keine Mutter will ihre Kinder verlieren und keine Frau ihren Mann. also warum müssen Soldaten losmarschieren? Um Menschen zu ermorden - mach mir das mal klar wozu sind Kriege da? Herr Präsident, ich bin jetzt zehn Jahre alt und ich fürchte mich in diesem Atomraketenwald. sag mir die Wahrheit, sag mir das jetzt wofür wird mein Leben aufs Spiel gesetzt? Und das Leben all der andern - sag mir mal warum die laden die Gewehre und bringen sich gegenseitig um sie stehn sich gegenüber und könnten Freunde sein

About Me
Alright my name is Crystal. I'm from Wisconsin. I work and go to school in the fall. I work at Sweet Creations Bakery...Offline I am a quiet, shy person and I don't open up to anybody. I've had a semi-relationship offline that totally busted in my face. Oh well I got over it. I like being alone in my house because it's peaceful and there is no one to bother me. I don't have a drivers license for my own reasons. I will get them when I'm ready to get them and that's that. =) Online I guess some people see me as a bitch that flirts a lot, but if you really knew me then you know I'm not really like that at all. People don't want to take the time to know the real me and that's their choice. Instead if I say something that they take the wrong way, they automatically put this HUGE label on me which is sort of pointless and if you try to apologize they don't want to hear it, so what's the point of being nice? If I tell someone I care about them or that I love them, I mean it. Easy as pie..

Just A Thought
Just a thought that popped in my head.I had a dream where i thought i was dead.Though i woke up and the vision was just in my head.Speaking of words never sounded so clear.That i live my life without any fear.I am not scared to walk through hell.I'll smack the devil in his face just to ring hells bell.I've walked through life with tons of care.I see your face glisten at the end of the tunnel right there.What can i say for the though of you.Piercein looks that split me in two.My heats beats as it echos through the night.Howling at the moon at a beautiful sight.Though this is good the thought of love.Without it you can not rise above.To be yourself is really what people ask.This world has enough pain no more room for an ass.It feels good to know i belong.It's like heaven opened up with its beautiful song.It had rained upon my face to show me that the light is clear.Thank god for love and the beauty that's here.This is my story what can i say.Hope you enjoyed have a great day.

Everything
Hello to all. In case you haven't noticed I haven't been on that much, I haven't returned a lot of your calls/IM's. I just started a new job at the Baymont Inn hotel. This week alone I have worked 48 hours, and have had 3 days of school around it, so i've been really really busy. everytime i turn my comp on all my messenger programs turn on and I'm usually swamped with homework, and falling half asleep so this is a big reason no one has heard from me. Once i get everything caught up, I will be on as much (hopefully) as i used to be. I miss you all and talk to ya soon :) D-Bac

My Blog
It is absolutely wonderful to see how many people are in support of our troops on this site. It makes me proud to be a part. What I wonder is how many of us have thought of taking it from verbal to support to doing something to actually help those coming back from overseas or by helping support family members of those that are gone. But seeing all this had got me thinking of it again. Someone from my work whos husband is military puts together boxes of things to send to the soldiers in Iraq.. she puts out lists for people to buy them necessities that they dont have, and sets up a drob box in our local stores.. I have also seen email a soldier, or things where you can donate minutes or calling cards for the soldiers to talk to their loved ones. If you are a good listener consider going to your local veterans hospital and visiting with the soldiers there, or talking with their wives and children if they are overseas. I know I am going to find ways to take my support beyond words and tur

Oh Baby
Would you makeout with me? [ ]Heck Yea [ ]Yes [ ]No [ ]Maybe [ ]already have ;) Would you sleep with me? [ ]In an instant! [ ]Yes [ ]No [ ]Maybe Am I attractive? [ ]F*** no [ ]Hot as hell [ ]Fine [ ]Cute [ ]Okay [ ]Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [ ]Yes [ ]No [ ] i dk Are you a virgin? [ ]yes [ ]no [ ] wont tell I look like.. [ ] A player [ ] a wife/husband [ ] One time thing [ ] Next bf/gf [ ] A friend [ ] A friend with benefits [ ] A possibility [ ] A loser [ ] A stud If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [ ]Yes [ ]No [ ]maybe [ ] no cause im shy Would you rather.. ?? [ ] Hook up with me [ ] Cuddle with me [ ] Date me [ ] Friends [ ] Friends with benefits [ ] Marry me [ ] Have sex [ ] OTHER (give details)____________________ [ ] give me your number if so _________________ On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [ ]1 [ ]2 [ ]3 [ ]4 [ ]5 [ ]6 [ ]7 [ ]8 [ ]9 [ ]10 What would you want me to be

Very Important So Plz Read This & Pass It Along To Everyone Else!!
Important Advice > > > > > > > > > Be careful how you list names on your cell phone! > > > > > > This lady has changed her habit of how she lists her names on her > > > > > > mobile phone after her handbag was stolen. Her handbag which > > > > > > contained her mobile, Credit card, purse...etc. ... was stolen. 20 > > > > > > minutes later when she called her Husband, from a pay phone telling > > > > > > him what had happened, hubby says "I've Just received your text > > > > > > asking about our Pin number and I've replied a little while ago." > > > > > > When they rushed down to the bank, the bank staff told them all the > > > > > > money was already withdrawn. The pickpocket had actually used the > > > > > > stolen hand phone to text "hubby" in the contact list and got hold of > > > > > > the pin number. Within 20 minutes he had withdrawn all the money from > > > > > > the bank account. > > > > > > Moral of the lesson: Do not disclose the relationship betwe

Relaxation!
I am so ready for a vacation. I have not had any time off in over a year. Last vacation I took was with my mom and brother to Hawaii! We went out there to spread my dads ashes in the ocean near Waikiki. What a relaxing time, beautiful culture, friendly people, and such a beautiful place. Would love to go back there sometime. My next vacation is coming up in a couple months. Which is 10 days off, but it is too far away. I was suppose to take some time off this month, but things have happened at work, that it is impossible for any of us to get any time off. I dont mind, just ready for a break. I work about 50-60 hours a week right now. A break from everything is what I need to re-energize my internal batteries.

Life
To answer the question, I'm here writing this Blog. If you really would like to know "Where's The Alpha Male?" aka..(see pic), You would have to get up with the birds to really see me, physically. Why would anyone be that interested in meeting me anyways? I'm just a normal guy with a family. The ring? Well, that is a very long story and private. Only a handful know the reason. I walk with birds while many of you are still sleeping. I enjoy being there when the birds awake. I enjoy who I meet there and like the energy I get, three miles long, after i'm there. Yes, the place is in Ohio. It cures the bore, man would get. I would never know, if I had ever passed by any of my readers, as I said before, i am a shy guy. I'll let you know one thing about me, when I am there. If you see me looking at you, it's only because, I can not just give you one look. You turn heads, not once, not twice, but for me, you turn it thrice. If you see me staring at you, please don't take of

Funny Jokes Lmfaolol..........
Murphy's Law of Sex 09-07-07.....3:31AM. Body: Murphy's Law of Sex Body: Nothing improves with age. No matter how many times you've had it, if it's offered take it, because it'll never be quite the same again. Sex has no calories. Sex takes up the least amount of time and causes the most amount of trouble. There is no remedy for sex but more sex. Sex appeal is 50% what you've got and 50% what people think you've got. No sex with anyone in the same office. Sex is like snow; you never know how many inches you are going to get or how long it is going to last. A man in the house is worth two in the street. If you get them by the balls, their hearts and minds will follow. Virginity can be cured. When a man's wife learns to understand him, she usually stops listening to him. Never sleep with anyone crazier than yourself. The qualities that most attract a woman to a man are usually the sam

Fff Members And Their Contest Details
OK - here's the deal. I have gotten into a contest and could use all the help I can get. If you can comment for me it would be appreciated greatly. Another fubar member with an ax to grind has sworn to keep me from winning by rallying her friends to bomb against me - not being very fair to anyone really, but oh well. Several friends, including myself, have used up all their comments and one wonderful friend is in there on dialup commenting by herself. Could someone please go in and at least keep her company??? Thanks Roadie FUBARS SEXIEST MILF CONTEST(9AM PST 20th - Midnight PST 31st Go rate and then comment bomb here. Show here sum luv.

Back To Work
To all my friends, family and fans! I am fixing to go to bed for a bit and then get up and go back on the road, just wanted to say good nite/ Good Nite! I will be back in a few days and while i am gone my wife will keep my posted on things. See ya soon!! For all the contest goers in my contest I did not get my check today and i promise as soon as i do i will get your prizes. I will have prizes no later than Friday so please bare with me on that . Your friend, Kewlrunning!!!!!!!!! HEY FRIENDS I HAVE TO GO BACK TO WORK AND WILL BE GONE FOR A FEW DAYS I AM ENTERING A CONTEST AND I WILL NEED A THA HELP I CAN GET YOU WILL NEED TO ADD HIM AND FAN HIM PLEASE THA CONTEST WILL START ON THA 26TH AT 5PM I WILL AWARD EVERONE WHO HELPS ME WITH BLAST AND VICS THIS WILL BE MY FIRST CONTEST TO BE IN AND WOULD LOVE TO WIN IF I CAN HERE IS THE LINK TO THA DUDES PAGE »†HøĦå§«@ fubar PLEASE HELP ME AND IF YA WOULD PASS THIS ON TO YOUR FRIENDS TOO I WILL AWARD THEM TOOO!!!!

Woohoo Rock Star!!!
Please everyone, come throw a few comments in for this guy, this is his first contest and Ive been keeping him in second place, but i could use some help...Anything would be appreciated!! I do return the love too!! Im almost a rock star everyone! Just a little more help from my dear friends and I can hit the stage!!! I love you all!

Anal Sex. Open Up Chicks!
Hi everyone! I just wanted to tell everyone that I had some awesome sex last night, and I didn't think it was going to feel good at all. My partner loves anal sex and I haven't ever really been into it, but last night was different. I love toys really big long ones, I have one named Dr. Johnson. I have seen girls getting fucked in their ass and their pussy at the same time but I have never tried it before so I got the doc and decided to try something new. My partner started off by sticking his cock in my ass then I stuck the doc in my pussy it hurt so bad but felt so good. I didn't want him to stop even though it was hurting, I wanted him to pound me harder! I felt fucking filled up! It felt so good I started playing with my clit and I couldn't handle it anymore and I squirted all over my hand and popped the doc out. My partner was like damn girl I think thats the fastest you ever squirted. I think that everyone needs to open up and have fun with something new. It will feel

Tears Of The Fallen
we go in to life with thoughts of hope and dreams of beauty close to unthinkable,we smile,we think,we hold dreams close to our hearts and smile .we dream of thoughts that happen everyday and hold them close inside ,always waiting for hapyness to shine down from heaven like a angels breath or a suns slow warming kiss,but some times it slips though your fingers like a warm brezze or sand .i will always wait for my angele breath and hope to feel its touch . What Does The Color Of Your Eyes Mean? (Details and Pics!) Your eye color is: dark blue. You're much more serene than your light blue iris cousin. You like peace and quiet and people find your presence soothing. You're extremely mature and know how to make good decisions. You're shy, but people enjoy having you around. You can sometimes be stressed, but don't show it. You need to pour out your emotions once in a while, with writing or poetry. You also like to be a perfectionist, but you need to learn that

Random Thoughts
This is a question that has been on my mind quite a bit of late, not so much for myself as it is for those I love. Last night, a member of our family was placed in protective custody and put on suicide watch. Over the course of the last week, there had been some behavioral issues with this person, but no indication of how bad he was feeling until yesterday and last night. Although not a shrink or anything, I have done a lot of research on the subject due to a friend who committed suicide when I was in school...in my family member's case, there was never any indication/signs/etc. I'm even more concerned with my fiancee, who seems to have stuff constantly piled on her to the point where it seems like she's gonna break. Fortunately, she has not, but how much more can she take? Regardless of what happens, I will stand by her, but my concern is how much more can a person take before they are pushed too far....and what can I do to pull people away from the precipice....

Attention Levelers
Just wanted you to look around on your friends list.Tonight we have 5 back to back Happy hours. Anyone that sees your friendsor your self that is under 15,000 please leave the profile link and the amount they need on our homepage as a comment.i will be checking throughout the day to see who they are.If we have enough levelers on tonight we will break into 2 teams..Christie ,Cappy Wishful Thinking and Myself..If you can help us tonight level people oplease comment on this blog. Also I know that everyone wants to add stuff for themselves So if you are working on a level up and it gets done starting adding your stuff until you see a bulletin or blog from me.Ill also be using my own name as i have many friends that are not on the home page but always willing to help level people. We are growing daily every day.We have over 70 levelers from all of the world.. doing 88 has less less 600,000 to Godfather, Christie is at 1,200,000 to godfather. If anyone else is close to God Fathering ple

Thoughts To Jot.
Well once again sports fans. I've wound up looking like a complete fool. At this point, I'm so numb I dont' even feel anything at once again having given my heart to someone who is a liar. Even after everything I told him about the hell I've gone through in the last year, it all comes out in the wash that he is still married! He's been living on the couch for the last few months though! Planning on getting a divorce. Oh lucky me! Over the last few days, myself and someone else have had mumms deleted for "Violations" or were flagged as NSFW. None of these mumms had any sexual, discrimanatory,inflammatory profane or vulgar content. My mumm was a question about a constitutional amendment allowing naturalized citizens to become president. Such as Arnold Schwazenegger. Another deleted mumm was, "Should mumms be catergorized?" I have seen mumms on,"Is Micheal Vick guilty?" Questions about which intoxicant is better or whether weed should be legalized, none of these mumms we

My Life With My Better Half
We met when he was 15 yrs. old when he was walking by my house, and I am 24 yrs old . He wanted to go with me then but I was nice to wait till he was old enough to go with him. then when he was 21 yrs old we got together in a bar that we met again and i had him and his cousin buying me beer all night long. now back to this to fill u in on what happened since i wrote this , we it has been 3 months, and all was good until he decided to go back to visit his ex-girlfriend who cheated on him and lied to him but he was surprised when i found out when he got home on friday night that i found out that he was there and he tried to figure out who told me that he was there. well all of the sudden this girl showed up to my home saturday night and asked him him and i told her that we were together and he never told her that we were togother . he made is mind up after he asked who cheated on him and lied to him and he chose the lier and the cheater and that girl lives in addison ny .

Prayers For My Mother
DO NOT STAND AT MY GRAVE AND WEEP: IM AM NOT THERE, I DO NOT SLEEP. I AM A THOUSAND WINDS THAT BLOW: I AM THE DIAMOND GLINTS ON SNOW. I AM THE GENTLE AUTUMN'S RAIN. WHEN YOU AWAKEN IN THE MORNING'S HUSH, I AM THE SWIFT UPLIFTING RUSH OF QUIET BIRDS IN THE CIRCLED FLIGHTS. I AM THE SOFT STAR THAT SHINES AT NIGHT. DO NOT STAND AT MY GRAVE AND CRY. I AM NOT THERE: I DID NOT DIE.. SOMETIMES IF TIMES ARE HARD,AND YOU FEEL BLUE, THINK OF THE OTHERS,WORRYING TOO: JUST BECAUSE YOUR TRIALS ARE MANY, DON'T THINK THE REST OF US HAVEN'T ANY. LIFE IS MADE UP OF SMILES AND TEARS, JOYS AND SORROWS, MIXED WITH FEARS. AND THOUGH TO US SEEM ONE SIDED TROUBLE IS PRETTY WELL DIVIDED... IF WE COULD LOOK IN EVERY HEART, WE'LL FIND THAT EACH ONE HAS HIS PART AND THOSE WHO TRAVEL FORTUNE'S ROAD SOMETIMES CARRY THE BIGGEST LOAD...

Why Must It Be So Hard?
When did having a relationship become so complicated? It should be simple enough, you love, you care, you feel and you get that in return. We are so caught up in ourselves we fail to notice what is standing right in front of us, maybe we are too scared to accept it? If you have ever loved you understand what I mean when you start to have those feelings again for another and it pushes you away because you don’t want to experience the hurt and the heartache again. Isn’t life all about taking chances? If we never took a chance then we would all be living in this world thinking “what if” or “if only”. I think getting hurt; getting scars, taking chances is what life is all about. Don’t you think Bill Gates was scared to share his idea with the world and what if he had not? Yes someone else would have eventually invented a company but it would not have been called Microsoft and he would be living in this perpetual state of regret, what a sad way to live. I think we are all hoping for that

Death Premonitions
Each time someone I know has passed away, somewhere from five years to the day prior to the death of the individual, I have seen their demise. Not only did I see the actual death of the individual, but there were two of them that I actually had conversations with. As I said, this would happen prior to the passing of the individual. I can't predict the time or place, and with the exception of one person all the individuals that I have seen die were relatives. To give you an example: I had a cousin who was killed in a car accident a few years ago. Two years, roughly, before the accident, in a dream, I was standing next to a road, and I saw a car coming toward me, the car locked up the brakes, the driver lost control, hit an embankment, rolled, and landed right side up. I then went over to see if the driver was okay, only to find that a piece of the car was sticking through him and that he was physically mangled. I didn't know who the person was, but we talked for a few minutes about wha

Love
The Greatest Irony of Love Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life... And sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again... For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person... in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else... Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little... As we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right... Most often we fall in love

Laughs
One day in the forest, 3 guys were just hiking along a trail when all of a sudden, a huge pack of indians attaked them and knocked them out. When they woke up, they were at the leader of the tribe's throne. The chief then said "All of your lives may be spared if you can find ten of one fruit and bring them back to me." So after a while the first man returned with 10 apples. The cheif then ordered him to stick all ten of them up his butt without making any expression at all on his face. He had a little bit of trouble with the first one and started crying while trying to put the next one in. He was soon killed. Later, the next guy came in with 10 grapes. The cheif soon ordered him to do the same as the first guy. After to the 9th grape, the man started laughing so hard for no apperant reason, and was killed. The first two guys soon met in heaven and the first guy ask the second, "Why did you start laughing? You only needed one more grape and you'd have gotten away!"

Fake Friends..
i hate when you find some fake friends... ya know the ones that sent others email about you to others... these are fake.. or friends that are suppose to be there for you and decide to spend more time with your other half and not yourself...what im saying is that im cleaning up my act.. dropping my fake friends.. and picking up and moving on.. so if you are fake then i guess you can get a stepping... if not well were in for one hell of a roller coaster ride so hold on to your beer dont want to spill it....

For When We Have Any Doubts Or Are Feeling Down .
HANDY LITTLE CHART - God has a positive answer: YOU SAY GOD SAYS BIBLE VERSES You say: "It's impossible" God says: All things are possible (Luke 18:27) You say: "I'm too tired" God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30) You say: "Nobody really loves me" God says: I love you (John 3:16 & John 3:34 ) You say: "I can't go on" God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15) You say: "I can't figure things out" God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5-6) You say: "I can't do it" God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13) You say: "I'm not able" God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8) You say: "It's not worth it" God says: It will be worth it (Roman 8:28 ) You say: "I can't forgive myself" God says: I Forgive you (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1) You say: "I can't manage" God says: I will supply all your needs (Philippians 4:19) You say: "I'm afraid"

Come To The Show!!!!!!!!!
This show is gonna be great! Come and help Mac Dezzo celebrate the release of his newest album. Preformances by local artists such as: Mac Dezzo, Sick Lake, Two Face Records, and of course my crew, BABY BLUE RECORDS will be there in full force all ready to entertain everyone all night long. This is one Party you don't want to be caught missin. MAC DEZZO RECORD RELEASE PARTY!

Surgery Date/showing Love To My Friends
I know I posted a blog awhile back about me getting surgery. I just wanted to tell those of you whom I haven't talked to about it. On September 14th, I will be getting a partial Hysterectomy. I know I will feel much better when it is all done, and after my recovery. I won't be on here for a few weeks after that, but please don't forget me!! I would also like to personally thank some really special friends of mine on here who always have my back and have really been there for me!!! My dearest Lillith, and My dearest Friend John, her Fiancee, Thank you for always being there for me!!!!! Also my best friend and sis Mindy, Shawna and Julie. My friend Garfield who always calls to check on me. These little things mean a lot. I have so many wonderful friends on here, I could name so many,, please don't be offended if I forgot to mention your name, lol remember im a blonde , lol. Also, thank you Sniper and his beautiful wife, Night Vixen, for all of your support an

Prayers Needed
A dream come true for the daddy...after waiting 47 yrs John finally became a dad!! I have worked with John going on 6yrs now and he honestly never thought he would get married or become a father. His dreams came true when he married his bride a yr ago next month and another one came true when his beautiful son was born Aug. 15th @ 2:22pm We recieved the call at work around 3 from a very joyful father. The babies name is "Kristopher Ean Robert". We didnt get a weight due to the fact that the baby was under lights to bring up his body temp. We waited 2 days to hear news about the lil guy, and yest John called again from a childrens hospital 1.5hrs away. Little Kristopher was born with his umbilical cord wrapped around his waist and his lower extremities were blue when he was born. They saved his legs but they couldnt control his breathing. He was airlifted to childrens hosp for further evaluation. Once there it was confirmed that he had swallowed amniotic fluid and that he ha

Something Cute :)
Widdle Wabbits A precious little girl walks into a pet shop and asks, in the sweetest little lisp, between two missing teeth, "Excuthe me, mithter, do you keep widdle wabbits?" As the shopkeeper's heart melts, he gets down on his knees so that he's on her level and asks, "Do you want a widdle white wabbit, or a thoft and fuwwy bwack wabbit, or maybe one like that cute widdle bwown wabbit over there?" She looks around a little, rocks on her heels, puts her hands on her knees, finally leans forward and says in a tiny quiet voice, "I don't think my python weally gives a thit."

To My Friends And Family
I dropped off the face of the earth for a little while without really saying good bye to all my friends. I had finally hit a true melting point in my life and needed to get A LOT OF SHIT settled and finally finished in my own heart and mind before I could go on. I have a lot of good friends and I didn’t want to hurt any of you by taking out my frustrations on any of you just because you care and would be concerned enough to want to help. Okay there I said it; On the very rare occasions that I do get really stressed out I turn into a first class ASSHOLE. But at least I know this about me and usually do what I have to in order to shield my friends from me. One friend did get snapped at and treated like shit and I owe her an apology. I am so sorry for that night on the phone Cammy, you didn’t deserve that and I will make it up to you I promise. As for the rest of you, I am sorry for just running off and hiding without any explanation and I’m not really ready to be as back

Grrrrrr
ok, heres the dealio. Yes, pages and codes have been changed by admin. Do I like them? meh, I don't hate them. Actually my OCD side likes 'em cuz they seem to have more balance and symmetry. yeah, shut it, I'm type A and cant help myself! lol What I DO hate is the fact that there isn't a "no rip" option so the creator of said skin can control if and or what skin can be ripped. I have only been dabbling in codes for a few months now, getting around the new ones should be interesting to say the least. Even tho my time and creations have been limited, there are some people who have spent COUNTLESS hours, hell, weeks, creating skins only to have some idiot rip, tweak it and call it there own. wtf? I'm not one to bitch, ok, thats a lie, let me rephrase...My complaints re: this place are VERY few and I dont spend my time dwelling on them, but what I have spent some of my time doing is working on skins. Am I a master? A "know all" of codes? HELLLL NO. But I think it should onl

Rituals On D/s Lifestyle
There are several benefits to the establishment and performance of rituals. They reinforce the D/s relationship and provide an avenue for expression of commitment and involvement. Submissives display trust and respect for the dominant through their obedience, and dominants affirm the trust and openness of the submissive through recognition. In this way, the flow of power is facilitated and balance is maintained. Since rituals are one of the conduits of power flow between the dominant and the submissive, lack of ritual, therefore, can act as a dam, hindering smooth interaction between the individuals. Removal of an established ritual can also be used as a powerful form of punishment. A submissive may not realize just how important a simple ritual is until it is removed. If power flow is the language of submission, then rituals become its vocabulary. Let's consider a ritual for serving tea. Such a ritual might entail kneeling on the dominant's right side, holding the cup in a ce

Common Myths About Bdsm Slaves And Slavery
Author: Raven Shadowborne © June 2005 Assistance: DarkCzar @ 2005 Myths are created for many different reasons. Some reasons are: 1. Myths can be created by people who have one or two facts, or part of a fact and then fill in the blanks by themselves. 2. Some are created as a source of amusement and entertainment by an author or reader. 3. Some are created simply by how a story changes when it goes from ear to mouth to ear, as anyone who has ever played “post office” can attest to. 4. Some are created when one instance or experience becomes verbally generalized to apply to everyone. 5. Some are a result of mere acceptance of what one has been told, without any basis in facts of substance. Such myths are usually based purely on conjecture, supposition, and hearsay. Myths about bdsm are just as prevalent. The most common reason for a myth to form about bdsm is a lack of experience or knowledge on a specific topic. Rather than lea

Some Stuff....
fuck haterz! if yOur gOnna hate... Or think im talking tO yOur man! then yOu definately need tO make sure that yOu keep yOur man Off this site! dOnt cOme arOund asking me why he leavin me gifts and cOmments bitch this is the internet sO get Over it! **BESOS**!!! Just wanted to say hello!!! Hope everyone is doing great!!!

Lounges
if you havent heard there is a great new lounge that just opened up. Its called Cocktails & Dreams. You should all stop by and check it out. Look for me as your bartender and my fubar hubby as your bouncer...Great place to make new friends and have a good time.

What I Do When Im Bored!
you cheated once and i let it slide. you cheated twice and i started to cry. the last time you cheated i swore i would die. then you come back to me with tears in your eyes and said you were sorry and that you shouldn't have lied. and even though i could smell the rye, i still took you back. and now i have found out, you cheated once again. remember last time you cheated i swore i would die. well guess what, the rope is hung here i go, i hope when they read this, they let you know, you were the reason. i hope you realize you caused me too die. A Love without Goodbye A lifetime filled with cheating hearts, all echo from my past, The "promise trues" and "I love you's, " each one was meant to last. So fine this line of sharing, built with honesty and trust, Each vow left inside my head, now slowly gathers dust. I struggle to tomorrow, searching hope, yet walking blind, While broken dreams, and silent screams, play re-runs in my mind. I try to shake, each past

The Color Purple
~The Color Purple~ i can still feel my heart race as i remember the first time His hand found the smooth delicate skin marking it beautifully with a bright red handprint. taking in a deep breathe, a single tear escapes from my baby blues as i feel another blow find it's target upon the other side, making both cheeks glow with a mark of His handprint. helplessly wiggling in my place, His hand continues to decorate the once barren canvas. i scream out begging Him to stop, as i feel the sting of His hand hit the warmth of a mark, feeling the skin swell and burn as the welt forms. He stops for a brief moment, looking at me, His voice sends a chill of excitement and angst throughout me as He asks me if i've had enough. knowing that at any moment i could yell out my safe word and be done, quietly i ask Him to please continue, that i love to feel the swelling the throbbing of His hand upon my skin. tears flowing freely as they hit the floor. with swift quic

Watch Ya Step!
Um-Kay.....the MAJORITY of you that are on my friends list that's...taken the time to get to know me....know that I am a pretty nice guy....but there is a large majority of you out there that haven't taken the time to know me or I've been to busy to get to know you...What I am about to say goes for EVERYBODY that's on my friends list with the exception of a handful that know me and know my girlfriend or know of her and have shown and have nothing but love for us. It's been brought to my attention that I have some......and I'll use the word....Bitches....in my friends list....apparently these.....Bitches are going to MY girlfriends page and DOWNRATING HER!?!?! What the FUCK.......is THAT ABOUT?!?! Now I don't know WHO these catty,vindictive bitches are that are playing these highschool no not even highschool because that would be to ma-fuckin'-ture for you trifflin ass hoes...I don't know WHO is playing these elemntary/middle school fucking games with the point system here but I WILL te

Vip
Having a VIP is awesome, Thank you again Lilith for getting mine for the month. As I would like to give everyone 11's I am closest to, We are only allowed 100 11's a day which may seem like a lot but they go quick. I always make sure I take care of my closest people first, so please don't think you are any less to me if I only give a certain amount of 11's per day to you. If i have any left over I do try to come back to some profiles and give them 11's. Love yo you all!! Bloody Kisses Mina

Im Back !!!!!
well here it is san antonio! im back i have now at present got the things going to open another shop! we will be doing body piercing, tattooing, permanet cosmetics, laser free tattoo removal, branding and scarring. uv blacklite tattoos. the shop will be running disposable and the tubes you see at other shops are stainless steel not at ours they will be the lexan disposible kind so never a tube reused as at other shops around san antonio the shop will be the most steril and clean shop in the nation the shop will be gassed out for sterility and the whole shop will be set up then gassed. who is at this level of professionalism no one is! we will be! so sure enough you know when it comes to your needs you can be rest assured your health is the # 1 thing in store for you along with some state of the art work being performed! will be soon to open in the next 30 to 60 days stay tuned for more as things progress! adam long

A Special Poem To Me....
If Tomorrow Never Comes... If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more. If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute or two to stop and say I love you, instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything right. There will always be another day to say our I love you's, And certa

Long Distance Love
id like to know, of any successful loving relationships that happen online, i have met many many wonderful friends.. but can real love actually start here ? lust sure, intelligent conversation sure... but chemistry and love ? id like to think so .... but what happens when you meet for the first time .. and there is no chemistry ?

Ain't That A Bitch!
My hot water isn't working. That sucks. How am I supposed to do anything? I want to wash the dishes, but I don't want to wash them in cold water.... ick. Oh well. Guess I'll call the maintenance. I wonder if this is classified as an "emergency" Ok, well, I called and someone else already reported it.... so they already sent someone out... hopefully they get it fixed tonight, and I can get a nice hot shower in the morning. So, for those of ya'll that are very worried and following the saga... lol, as if anyone gives a damn. Anyway, it's working... Yay!!!!

My Tarot Card
You are The Magician Skill, wisdom, adaptation. Craft, cunning, depending on dignity. Eleoquent and charismatic both verbally and in writing, you are clever, witty, inventive and persuasive. The Magician is the male power of creation, creation by willpower and desire. In that ancient sense, it is the ability to make things so just by speaking them aloud. Reflecting this is the fact that the Magician is represented by Mercury. He represents the gift of tongues, a smooth talker, a salesman. Also clever with the slight of hand and a medicine man - either a real doctor or someone trying to sell you snake oil. What Tarot Card are You?

Important Medical News
In Pharmacology, all drugs have two names, a trade name and generic name. For example, the trade name of Tylenol also has a generic name of Acetaminophen. Aleve is also called Naproxen. Amoxil is also call Amoxicillin and Advil is also called Ibuprofen. The FDA has been looking for a generic name for Viagra. After careful consideration by a team of government experts, it recently announced that it has settled on the generic name of Mycoxafloppin. Also considered were Mycoxafailin, Mydixadrupin, Mydixarizin, Dixafix, and of course, Ibepokin. Pfizer Corp. announced today that Viagra will soon be available in liquid form, and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as a mixer. It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff one. Obviously we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new meaning to the names of "cocktails", "highballs" and just a good old-fashioned "stiff drink". Pepsi will market the new concoction by th

Good Idea
COPING WITH STRESS A lecturer, when explaining stress management to an audience, raised a glass of water and asked, "How heavy is this glass of water?" Answers called out ranged from 20g to 500g. The lecturer replied, "The absolute weight doesn't matter. It depends on how long you try to hold it. If I hold it for a minute, that's not a problem. If I hold it for an hour, I'll have an ache in my right arm. If I hold it for a day, you'll have to call an ambulance. In each case, it's the same weight, but the longer I hold it, the heavier it becomes." He continued, "And that's the way it is with stress management. If we carry our burdens all the time, sooner or later, as the burden becomes increasingly heavy, we won't be able to carr

Good News
Well some good news..She is now home.She goes back monday to have the drain tube removed but she is happy to be home. She still has no feeling or use in the right side of her face but hopefully in time it will come back...She is in good spirits though and making jokes. First thing she said when she walked in the door was gimme a cig lol But she is resting now and doing very well considering everything she has went through...but i also want all of you to understand if u shout me or send a message and i dont answer right away im not ignoring u it means im helping her with something...thank you all for your prayers and well wishes since finding out about the tumor...i have some tuelly awesome friends!!

Poems
Put all your angels on the edge Keep all the roses, I'm not dead I left a thorn under your bed I'm never gone Go tell the world I'm still around I didn't fly, I'm coming down you are the wind, the only sound Whisper to my heart when hope is torn apart and no one can save you I walk alone Every step I take I walk alone My winter storm Holding me awake It's never gone When I walk alone Go back to sleep forever more Far from your fools and lock the door They're all around and they'll make sure You don't have to see What I turned out to be no one can help you I walk alone Every step I take I walk alone My winter storm Holding me awake It's never gone When I walk alone waiting up in heaven I was never far from you Spinning down I felt your every move I walk alone Every step I take I walk alone My winter storm Holding me awake It's never gone When I walk alone Tarja Turunen ex-singer of Nightwish, from her solo ablum My Winte

Silent But Loud Definition
You can fall in love In an instant But tumble out Just as fast You knew that seed Would never grow But you still Try and blossom The plant It made it’s way Thru the don’ts And wont’s But perished When they really Meant can’t

Get Mine, Get Yours
I am a average girl I love my family I love my friends I always want to change something about myself I hate when people talk I hate how I cant live my own life I learn from my experiences I sometimes want to change the past I wear my heart on my sleeve I get hurt alot I love decorating I would die for my brother and sister I hate my job, but proud to serve I hate rumors I enjoy anything with the outdoors. I get bored easily I am sometimes a flake I love hiking, camping, fishing I hate eggs I am afraid of getting hurt again I want to break all my fears I get confused easily I want to live my life I like having fun I dont want to be part of the popular crowd I am obsessed with books and DVDs I havent been to a movie theater for 4 months I cant go to Target. Its my weakness I love ice cream I can live off of sandwiches for months I dont like causing trobule I want to find my soulmate I am goi

What's The Deal?
Please, if anyone knows any GOOD answer for this, let me know. What is the deal or fascination with this hip-hop/rap/ghetto fad going through almost everywhere? The women's attitudes especially. It sounds unprofessional, uneducated, occasionally rude. I've heard of just being crude/rude/unprofessional, but don't add uneducated to those. Hell, I'm crude/rude/& occasionally unprofessional dammit! You can say what you mean & be honest & blunt, without always being an asshole/bitch to people. Trust me, I speak from personal experience..

:)
WHEN IS IT EVER ENOUGH ? THERE IS 1 PERSON I KNOW OF THAT JUST THRIVES ON DRAMA CUZ THEY DONT HAVE NOTHIN BETTER TO DO. I THINK THEY JUST WAKE UP WANTIN TO START DRAMA. THEY JUST CANT SEEM TO LET THINGS GO. I MEAN WTF MOVE ON W/ YER FUCKIN LIFE & GROW THE FUCK UP AND GET OUT OF THE FUCKIN DIAPERS. I MEAN DONT THE SHIT EVER GET OLD. NO CONSIDERATION 4 OTHER PEOPLES FEELINS OR WHAT THEY R GOIN THREW. THEY TRIED TO TELL WHO I CAN AND CANT B FRIENDS W. THEY TRIED TO TELL ME WHO ICAN AND CANT TALK TO. SORRY TO BURST YER BUBBLE NO1 RUN'S MY FUCKIN LIFE. IF YA DON'T LIKE THE CHOICES I MAKE O FUCKIN WELL. DON'T LET THE DOOR HIT YA IN THE ASS ON THE WAY OUT. THIS IS HOW I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN IF YA DONT LIKE ME OR MY WAYS THERE'S THE FUCKIN DOOR. I AINT CHANGIN 4 NO1. I ONLY CHANGE 4 MYSELF. I GIVE EVERY1 A CHANCE. WELL U BACK STAB ME WELL IT'S GONNA SUCK TO B U. I CARE 4 ALL MY FRIENDS. U HURT 1 OF THEM BELIEVE ME ILL B ON YER SHIT FASTER THAT U CAN TURN YER HEAD. YES I CAN B A

Some Good News
Ok my mom just got a call on her pathology report....It was NON cancerous!!! So now we just have to focuse on her recovering and getting the feeling back in her face...Thank you all of you for being there for me through all of this and praying for my family!!

Bunny I Miss You..
As long as you think of me,i'll never be very far.. And the feelings that you have for me,may they fully fill your heart.. Missing you comes so easy,how hard is the pain.. It's like standing naked in a hailing storm,, soaked from the falling rain.. My soul feels like it's been split,cut like a deck of cards.. I feel like half the person,with only half a heart.. But soon all will pass,we two will join as one.. And forever be together,underneath the shining sun.. We'll smile and laugh and let these day's fall behind.. You'll happily call me honey,i'll happily call you mine.. I'll always be youe husband,you'll always be my wife.. And never again be apart for the rest of our lives... My husband Larry wrote this poem for me the day before we got married..Who knew that almost 11 years later i would read it daily,,and miss him with my half a heart.. R.I.P. MY LOVE...

The Hulk
So last night I went over to my friend Melissa house to play some poker and after so many rounds of not winning we had to take a shot of tequila ( jtyl Jose & I broke up a looong time ago due to what is about to transpire) so she decides to bring out her life like hulk doll ...hmm wonder what she is thinking here LOL. So I look over and she is hog tying the hulk with A vacuum cord!!! Upon Seeing this I think I might have peed a little in my pants...So if that’s not funny enough she then decides to get revenge on an ex and print a picture of him and tape it to the hulk's face and writes the following with a black sharpie "You thought you broke my back? Guess what your shit was whack"... I took lots of pics of this scene which kind of looks like a really low budget 1960's porn scene...lol.. stay tuned for pics...

Read Pls
had to dial 911 last night had a panic attack or anixity attack dont know how to spell it today ive had 3 in a row im concernd about my breathing and heart i have doc appt tomorrow will not be around much ...its like i cant breath i get so scared i dont know what to do.......i feel so weak....i luv u all take care I HAVE HEART PROBLEM AND I GET WARNINS SAYIN I SENT SOME GUY VIDS WHEN IVE BEEN ILL FOR THE PAST FOUR DAYS IN BED THEY ARE CHAECKING MY HEART TO I DONT NEED THIS BULL I DONT KNOW WHO THESE POEOPLE EVEN ARE.....JUST leave me alone im deleting and not EVER coming back u can keep ur drama cuz it will KILL me

Sunrise
Sunrise When the sunrise i wish you be here with me. Holding me letting me rest my head on your shoulder as we watch the sunrise. Drinking are morning coffee and talking about how beautiful the sun is in the morning. As we seat on the porch cuddling close from the morning chill in the air. I watch you as the sunrises and think how happy i am that we together and how great its feels to have you here with me. I think of the time we spend together and the talks we have and how much i just love talking to you and watching you. I know for now its just a dream but hopefully someday the dream will come true.

1] My First Blog
Ok so I'm still new to this stuff and I wanted to try out the blog section lol. So I think it is SO funny how these....um...I guess low self esteem people will announce EVERYTHING they are doing...I think its hilarious, it makes me feel like changing my status to...going to wipe my ass after I take a shit..... ahhh how relieving that is....I feel better now :) Thanks for checkin' out my first blog. xoxo

Band Reviews I Have Done For Renegaderadio.net
Come with me and take a visit to the Northern Throne. Iceland, a land of mystery, pride in heritage, Viking lore and amass of bands that will leave you awestruck. Among these such bands, emerges Stillbirth. An amazing band which stands in a group of its own. Come now for the journey into world of Stillbirth. In the early days of 2003, the band Post Mortem, which later evolved into the force we now know as Stillbirth was formed. Lead by the dark, enduring vocals given to us by Tryggvi Hjaltason. Follow up with the mix of astounding guitar work by Einar and Kjartan, riveting bass lines provided by Eythor, and amazing drum work that will leave you feeling like Odinn is leading us into the wars of old. Not to be left out, the talent provided by Andri on keyboards. Then to emerge, the only band in Iceland to play melodic gothic metal that can enthrall the masses completely!! While listening, you may hear the similarities of Cradle of Filth and Dimmu Borgir. They stand a force to

Thank You!!!!
HERE'S A NOTE TO ALL FO YOU WHO SENT ME BIRTHDAY WISHES AND GIFTS. IT IS SO HARD TO GO THROUGH AND TAKE TIME TO SAY A PERSONAL THANK YOU TO EACH OF YOU, SO I AM DOING IT THIS WAY! WITH MY BUSY SCHEDULE AND TRAVELLING I HAVEN'T EVEN HAD MUCH TIME TO PLAY HERE ;) WHICH IS WHY I AM JUST NOW BACK ON HERE. ANYWAY THANK YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH FOR YOUR WONDERFUL NOTES COMMENTS AND SPECIAL LITTLE GIFTS. I AM VERY GREATFUL TO YOU ALL. XOXOX ~TANIA~

The Mind Of Orchid
He is so handsome to me in more ways than you can see, He is always on my mind, it is obvious that he is the world to me. From his intelluctual conversation to his your amazing smile I don't know how else to say it, you make me want to be a better person. You can think that I am crazy, and you can think that I am a fool, But everytime that I am with him, I fall deeper and deeper in love with him. Since the day I set eyes on him, he is all that I have been thinking of, All he has to do is take my hand, and I will give yhim everlasting love. I do not know how to explain it, I feel I'm losing my mind, A man as wonderful as he, is very hard to find. He means a lot to me, he is very special in his own way, He makes me feel good inside, and he lights up my day. In all past relationships all they did was give mepain and harm, but he promise as long as I am with him ,He will never do you wrong. There is nothing more than I would rather do, than taking the time, and spending

Stuttering Cat
A teacher is teaching biology to her 4th grade students. "Human beings are the only animals that stutter", she explained. A little girl raises her hand. "I had a kitty-cat who stuttered", she said. The teacher, knowing how precious some of these stories could become, asked the girl to describe the incident and why she thought the cat stuttered. "Well", she began, "I was in the back yard with my kitty and the rottweiler that lives next door got a running start and before we knew it, he jumped over the fence into our yard! "That must've been scary", said the teacher. "It sure was", said the little girl. "My kitty raised his back,went 'Fffff, Fffff, Fffff'... and before he could say "Fuck", the rottweiler ate him!"

Adult Sex Quiz
I DIDN'T WANT TO RISK NOT SENDING THIS AS YOU WILL SEE AT THE BOTTOM!! Q.) Why does a penis have a hole in the end? A.) So men can be open minded. Q.) What's the speed limit of sex? A.) 68 because at 69 you have to turn around. Q.) What does a Rubix cube and a penis have in common? A.) The longer you play with them, the harder they get. Q.) What's the difference between your paycheck and your dick? A.) You don't have to beg your wife to blow your paycheck! Q.) Three words to ruin a man's ego... A.) "Is it in?" Q.) What do you get when you cross Raggedy Ann and the Pillsbury Dough Boy? A.) A red headed bitch with a yeast infection. Q.) How can you tell when an auto mechanic just had sex? A.) One of his fingers is clean. Q.) What do you do with 365 used rubbers? A.) Melt them down make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q.) What does bungee jumping and hookers have in common? A.) They both cost a hundred

The Only One
ok im sitting here alone im my quiet home, this is the time i think .. so tell me what you think.. To me it seems like everyone is in a hurry.. How many people take a a day or a night to sit back and think about things, Not bills, problems, thinks on there mind,or what to do tomorrow.To sit and think about them and what they think. I think about my past and how i feel now.Most people know i left my husband after a really bad relationship and live alone now.I lay in bed every night alone and wake up alone.The funny thing is i dont mind it. its been a year now after i left my husband and i like it.I enjoy sitting here every night after my daughter goes to bed and its quiet. I dont have share anything i have. Dont have to tell anyone where im going or what im doing.I dont feel alone, i feel complete.Im very happy and im not sure if i want anyone to invade my new life yet. I like that fact everything i have is mine. Everything i have done i did it alone. Everything i bought

Peeing On The Dead
Hartlepool, England - A 27-year-old man faces jail time for urinating on a disabled woman while she was dying in the street. Christine Lakinski, 50, was walking home with a box of laminate flooring when she became ill and fell in a doorway. Anthony Anderson was smoking pot and drinking, when he and two friends ran into her. He yelled “This is YouTube material” as he was taped on a cell phone throwing a bucket of water on the sick woman, urinating on her and covering her body with shaving cream. Lakinski, who suffered various medical conditions was later pronounced dead of pancreatic failure.

You Fake!!!!
DAVID THEODORE CHRISTENSEN IS NOT WHO HE CLAIMS TO BE HE IS A FAKE HE HAS BEEN KNOWN AS FlyingChevyDuck,OldDave,SatansHelper,SatanSpawn,SatanSpawn====BF To The One And Only LIL ANGEL,I_KILL_FOR_FUN,I_KILL_FOR_FUN_LOL_I_DO_AS_I_PLEASE,Thumper THUMP,ImAFraud,and theres no telling what he is now.HE IS NOT 28 HAS NEVER BEEN IN THE MILITARY AND DOES NOT WORK FOR GENERAL MOTORS IN FACT HE IS 35 YR OLD WHO WORKS FOR HIS DAD BEING A MAINTANENCE MAN AND AS FAR AS THE PICTURES THAT HE USES THEY ARE NOT HIM EVEN THE NUDES THEY ARE ALL PICS OF HIS NEPHEWS FRIEND NOW WHAT GUY IN HIS RIGHT MIND IS GOING TO TAKE NUDES OF ANOTHER GUY AND PASS THEM OFF AS HIS OWN THATS SICK AND TWISTED DAMN DUDE ARE YOU THAT ASHAMED OF WHAT YOU HAVE THAT YOU HAVE TO GO AROUND AND USE SOMEONE ESLES PICS AS YOUR OWN PLUS YOU ALSO GO AROUND AND PREY ON INNOCENT WOMAN FILLING THIER HEADS WITH ALL YOUR BULLSHIT LAME FANTASY WORLD STORIES SAYING YOU HAVE BEEN HERE AND DONE THAT AND THEN YOU HAVE THE AUDASITY TO GO EVEN FURTH

Isnt That The Way Love Is Supposed To Be?
If I Should stay I would only be in your way So I'll go But I know I'll think of you every step of the way And I... Will always Love you Will always Love you You My darling you Bittersweet Memories That is all I'm taking with me So good-bye Please don't cry We both know I'm not what you You need And I... Will always love you I... Will always love you I hope life treats you kind And I hope you have all you've dreamed of And I wish you joy and happiness But above all this I wish you love And I... Will always love you I... Will always love you

Please Help
I need around 19000 more points to level....I have been stuck on Pimp for a long time, and would really like to get to Assassin soon....so rate all my pics, and share me with your friends I could always use new friends The ULTIMATE NAUGHTY QUIZ! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. How often do you maturbate? 4. Favorite position (s)? 5. Do you think i'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. Lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk/high? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to receive oral pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Would u have a 3-some with me? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to yo

Dog For Sale
Dog For Sale: OR free to good home. Answers to the name of Dolly. Excellent guard dog. Owner cannot afford to feed him anymore, as there are no more thieves, murderers, rapists or molesters left in the neighborhood for him to eat. Most of them knew him as " holy sh*t!! " Your help will be appreciated.

Jim Morrison ...the Only Lizard King... For He Could Do Anything!!!
When the Doors of Perception are cleansed ...things will appear how they truly are... I hope you go out smiling like a child under the cool remnant of a dream ... The Angel man finally claimed his benevolent soul Ophelia leave sun and silk ..chlorine dream ..the mans stifled witness We are reaching for death on the end of a candle .. We're trying for something that's already found us ... They are waiting to take us into the severed garden you know how pale and un'wantin and thrill full comes death at a strange hour ..unannounced ,unplanned for .. Like a scary over friendly guest you've brought to bed Death makes angels of us all and gives us wings where we had shoulders smooth as ravens claws No more money no more fancy dress this other kingdom seems by far the best until it's other jaw reveals incest and lose obedience to a vegetable lie ...I will not go....but for a fest of friends to the giant end James Douglas 'Jim' Morrison (1943-1971)

- Get Your Own Myspace Codes Free MySpace LayoutsI got this Sexy Comment from Commentsheaven.com! darkness comes slowly creeping down the hall darkness comes winter, spring, summer, fall darkness comes at least once to us all darkness comes like a thief in the night darkness comes only to steal the light darkness comes there is no wrong or right darkness comes to take away your site. darkness comes

Dance Of Ectasy
I know two people with two separate lives, Two minds living in two different worlds. Two worlds that are felt, that are seen in the eyes, In the eyes of one boy and one girl. Two worlds. Two people with two hearts. They know their worlds are apart. Two worlds with one wish under the sun, One wish that two worlds will be one. Two worlds. Two souls with one destiny. Two loves that were meant to be. Two paths intertwined into one road. Someday, they’ll have each other to hold. If you look close, I think you’ll find That those two worlds are yours and mine. And even though we’re worlds apart, Your whole world is in my heart. The room is cloaked in Darkness, Your voice a soft caress With thederness and patience You fill my emptiness Our Shadows dance across the wall A sigh slips past my lips Ive never known a love so strong Ive never known such bliss My body holds such tension As you reach out to me The exolosion of our passion In our dance of ectasy

To Those On My Family List...
Ok...I have a personal bet going with my husband and two of my very dear friends, that require for everyone to TEMPORARILY be removed from my family list. DO NOT take this personally! I am not mad and you did nothing wrong and I still have mad love for ya lol....but it had to be done to prove a point lol! As soon as the bet is off I will add you guys back on. Ok thats all I had to say..thank you for reading! :P

My Thoughts
i mean damn i make time out fa ppl be more concerned bout wtf dey gon do den get slapped in da face time and time again i guess dis is wat friendship suppose to be like i guess yo i mean i alreayd dont feel good i feel sick and out of all days my moms decides she wanna be supportive of my lifestlye and let me invite mafukkas ova no one shows up so while my moms is wit her man and my lil sis is wit her bf i'm sittin in da livingroom lookin around at errbdy else enjoying dey self waiting on someone to call me and tellin my moms dey coming dey comin and all i dunno i guess its me make i need to just disappear cuz i stay being da only mafukka wit dey feelings hurt time and in and time out another lonely day and night is wat i have to look forward too since ppl seem to think i'm too emotional and all but hey it is wat it is its been holla at me wen i have my funeral!!!!! ONCE AGAIN I LET MY GAURD DOWN TO GIVE DIS GUH APART OF ME AND DO ME IN WIT NO REGAURD TOWARDS MY FEELINGS WHICH REALLY H

3 Month Vip Contest/giveaway
a new contest is in place. Here are the rules: Im going to need 14 contestants who submit their photos via private message for me to post. The first picture to get to 30,000 comments wins. The winner will receive a 3-month VIP upon reaching the 30,000 comments. Second place will receive a 1-month VIP Third place will receive a 3-day blast. All other contestants, gifts. Contest will last one week. Ill give you a status update on when this will be (of course after receiving all 14 contestants) **No NSFW pictures** FYI: For those that already have a VIP can change the 1st place to a 1-month blast instead of a 3-month VIP. Update: 11 contestants already. Still need 3 more people. As a heads up, after receiving all 14 contestants, ill give a half hour warning to provide time for bulletins and mass messages to your friends. Wanna make it fair. Roo's link ... ®Øó™@ fubar Thanx, Roo

4 To Go And Counting...
Hey everyone... We had fun at the benefit, good food, good friends and a great time! I had a chance to hang out with Debbi for a little bit, she paid for her fun though, and I know how that feels. Apparently it took me three days to get payback. I have Chemo THIS week! I wanted to send it out early instead of not being in the right mond and trying to send one after chemo too soon. So I will send one after chemo but it may not be right away..don't worry it just means I want to be able to see straight before I email! LOL We bought all of our halloween costumes! Gracie decided ona barbie cheerleader, Mattie a ballerina, Chris a Grim reaper, creepy one too, Perry a 8 foot headless man carrying his own head!, Chaya is going to be Rainbow brite.....I loved that cartoon when I was little, and I will be Marilyn Monroe! Hey she was plus size ya know! LOL....I tried to get Perry to be Joe Dimaggio or keneddy, but it didn't work out! LOL Anyway the kids are really excited to

Death Is Only The Beginning....
What gives people the impression that it is OKAY to break a person down so much that they feel like they have no one left in the world? What makes it okay for people to treat persons like vapor.. like they do not exist? WHat gives peeps the RIGHT to hurt others without thinking about what they are doing to others? I am BROKEN... Like an Angel without wings, or a heart without a beat... a whisper without an ear or a sail without wind....I am at the END of a nightmare that I can't wake up from, only because it is my REALITY.... People (on FUBAR) that I thought were my friends turned out to be just an ILLUSION... nothing more... (and boy, that sure is a pun if ever one!!!) But you know, that it not what hurts the most..... what hurts the most is losing the real friends that I have.... the people that I have lost that I knew BEFORE I knew fubar, and the REAL friends that I made here that were friends even away from here. I guess you think you know someone, and it is heartbreaking to fin

Changes
I made some changes to my profile, pics and friends, family, etc. I't hard for me to look at pictures of ppl that ignore me when I shout/comment/gift to. My page opens to my "Family" list and those are the wonderfully SPECIAL people that do! Those of you in my YIM list the changes won't be appearent to YOU, unless you see that you have to re-add, that means I never hear from you, so no need to be in my list, those of you that only talk to me once in a blue moon are in a diff section I keep closed. If you see me online (YIM) that means I want to talk, I don't log in as "Invisble to all" because you folks matter to me and thats why I want to chat. I know SOME of you make yourself invisible to me when I KNOW your on-line and that is like a slap in the face to me when you can't even say "Hi"! Those of you that know what I have been/am going through know why I am posting this.... those of you that could care less... FAHGETABOUTIT! {Art leaves the blog singing "It's

Skins
My boyfriend needs help creating a skin...i dont know how to make one either or i would help him myself. I'll leave the link for his page and if you think you can help him, either go to his page or leave a shout or comment for me. thanks so much everybody. xoxoxo $king of hearts$$(fubar hubbyofQueen~Of~Hearts)clubF.A.R@ fubar

Eh???
I love this song, Figured Id share. You Never Know-Dave Matthews Sitting still as stone watching - watching People walking by you wondering why No one ever stops to talk or thinks about it – if they ever did What if God shuffled by? One day we might see Doing not a thing Breathing just to breathe We might find some reason But rushing around seems what’s wrong with the world Don’t lose the dreams inside your head They’ll only be there til you’re dead Dream Lying on the roof counting The stars that fill the sky I wonder if Someone in the heavens looking back down on me – I’ll never know So much space to believe Funny when you’re small The moon follows the car There’s no one but you see Hey, the moon is chasing me I worried if I looked away she’d be gone Don’t lose the dreams inside your head They’ll only be there til you’re dead Dream Walking through the wood No cares in the world The world has come to play She’s all mine just for a day Th

Music Is My Life
heh i know some people are tired of this song but i aint lol Fergie- big girls don't cry Da Da Da Da The smell of your skin lingers on me now Your probably on your flight back to your home town I need some shelter of my own protection baby To be with myself instead of calamity Peace, Serenity [CHORUS] I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, Myself and I We've got some straightenin' out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket But Ive got to get a move on with my life Its time to be a big girl now And big girls don't cry Don't cry Don't cry Don't cry The path that I'm walking I must go alone I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay [CHORUS] I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to with you It's personal, Myself and I We've got some straightenin' out to do And I'm go

Poems.. Sort Of
When I sit here and think my life is beginning to stink... Stress, Love and Being a mom the drama seems to go on and on... Once things start going well, Everything just turns to hell... The farther up in the world I get, the farther down I seem to slip... My head seems to be going crazy, the thoughts I have become so hazy... At times I think I've found a solution, but in the end theres no conclusion... The same old things bother me everyday, I wonder how long I'll be this way... One day I feel great the next I feel sorrow because I'm worried what will come tomorrow... I just need to stop and get it together and know SOMEDAY things WILL get better!!! Tell me what you think???? _______________________________________________ LOST.... I feel lost today... I don't know why, but I do... Then I think of a new friend... That friend is you... I feel found again... I have been brought alive, arroused and inspired... I am laughing now, it do

Contests
OK FIGURED THIS WOULD BE EASIER THIS WAY IF U ARE IN A CONTEST OR GONNA BE IN 1 DONT ASK ME TO BOMB YOU I WONT SICK OF THE FUCKIN ATTITUDES ABOUT WHO IM COMMENTING OR NOT COMMENTING SO DONT FUCKIN ASK ME IF THATS A PROBLEM WITH ANYONE ON MY LIST FUCKIN DELETE ME TRUST ME I WONT BE UPSET IM NOT HERE TO SPEND MY DAY TYPIN XXXXXX TO 1 DAMN PIC ALL DAY I DRIVE A TRUCK AND DONT HAVE TIME OR THE CONNECTION TO DO SO NOW SOME OF YA UNDERSTAND SOME OF YAS ARE JUST EGO MANIACS THAT THINK IF U WIN A BLAST YOU ARE GONNA FIND TRUE HAPPINESS IN LIFE TRUST ME YA NOT SO PLZ DONT ASK ME TO BOMB YAS

Following The Yellow Brick Road
I wrote this poem when I was 15. I was in the 9th grade and taking a creative writing class, which just happened to be taught by my father. Our assignment was to listen to the song 'Remember the Tinman' by Tracy Chapman (a fabulous song, by the way, which I encourage all to listen to at least once) and write a poem in response. So this was my response. It was the first real poem I'd ever written. Following the Yellow Brick Road I used to think I was really in love But like most things love often dies And not only did he steal my heart He took the innocence and life from my eyes So I went on a journey In search of something great But there were only locks on the doors And chains across a gate I wandered aimlessly on my journey Until one very special day When I found the courage inside me To tear down the walls and throw my armor away I used to be just like the Tinman Searching for something I lack I followed the yellow brick road to the Great Oz And took my b

Abigail & Annie
My 2 girls playing tug-a-war with a stuffed bear..as you can see in the end..Abigail won. Here's our new puppy that we just adopted from Animal Control. Her name is Annie. She's mutt..beagle/collie mixed and ?? Here she is playing with her ball. Yes she is in that chewing stage..lol..isn't she cute?

Wisdom
I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life. I've learned that making a "living" is not the same thing as making a "life." I've learned that life sometimes gives you second chance. I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands. You need to be able to throw something back. I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision. I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one. I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back. I've learned tha

What Is Love?
The definition of Love is "a constellation of emotions and experiences related to a sense of strong affection or profound oneness" But what on earth does that mean? Let me put it into simpler terms. Love is knowing you're never alone. Love is having someone to share everything with. Love is being held in his arms and feeling that nothing could ever go wrong. Love is having a sense of strength and stability when your whole world comes crashing down. Love is having a shoulder to cry on when the going get's tough. Love is knowing that space in between your fingers was made for his. Love is being mad for only 59 seconds because you know you can't survive one minute without him. Love is drawing those stupid little hearts on your notebook. Love is that hoodie you find yourself attatched to. Love is knowing you have him when the world has turned their back on you. Love is talking about him even when you're trying not to. Love is never getting him out

Suicidal Thoughts
From the county where drunk driving is considered a sport, comes this true story. Recently a routine police patrol parked outside a bar in Whitesville, Kentucky after last call the officer noticed a man leaving the bar so apparently intoxicated that he could barely walk. The man stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes, with the officer quietly observing. After what seemed an eternity in which he tried his keys on five different vehicles, the man managed to find his car and fall into it. He sat there for a few minutes as a number of other patrons left the bar and drove off. Finally he started the car, switched the wipers on and off--it was a fine, dry summer night--,flicked the blinkers on and off a couple of times, honked the horn and then switched on the lights. He moved the vehicle forward a few inches, reversed a little and then remained still for a few more minutes as some more of the other patrons' vehicles left. At last, when his was the only car left in the park

The Winter Horseman
across the cold hills the horseman rides, seeking out his hallowed prey. the moonglow turns the icicles silver, softening their jugular bite. when the cruel dawns dispels the night, the hunter claims his hollowed prey. why were the few unfortunatly numbered flowers cut? noone knows and noone will, till the horseman rides again.

Fireman's Prayer
A Fireman's Prayer When I am called to duty, God, whenever flames may rage; Give me strength to save some life, whatever be its age. Help me embrace a little child before it is too late Or save an older person from the horror of that fate. Enable me to be alert and hear the weakest shout, And quickly and efficiently to put the fire out. I want to fill my calling and to give the best in me. To guard my every neighbor and protect his property. And if, according to my fate, I am to lose my life; Please bless with your protecting hand, my children and my wife.

Hi , Hope Everyone Is Having A Good Weekend
Hi . Just wanted to say hi and wish everyone a great weekend . Thank you for all the comments and emails while I was away this week. Hope this finds everyone relaxing and having a great weekend . Thanks again . Tom .

Dreams
"My Teeth Are Falling" Dreams that your teeth are falling out are the most common dreams we here at Dream Moods receive. Common dream scenarios include having your teeth crumbling in your hands or your teeth falling out one by one with just a light tap.�Such dreams are not only horrifying and shocking, but often leaves the dreamer with a lasting image of the dream. So what does it mean? One theory is that dreams about your teeth reflect your anxiety about your appearance and how others perceive you. Sadly, we live in a world where good looks are valued highly and your teeth play an important role in conveying that image. Teeth are used in the game of flirtations, whether it be a dazzling and gleaming smile or affectionate necking. These dreams may stem from a fear of your sexual impotence or the consequences of getting old. Teeth are an important feature of our attractiveness and presentation to others. Everybody worries about how they appear to others. Caring about our ap

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why do i cry everytime i hear his name? why dont the fucking pills seem to make everything go away? when will the madness stop? when will everything be okay? the thoughts of everything i had good...are gone. lost. forever. why am i like this? why does it have to hurt? people are probably thinking im like this for the attention. im not. the pain is real. its killing me slowly, day by day. im tired of the bullshit lies. is this just a dream, and when i wake up....everything will be fine? you might think im happy....but im not gonna be okay. Okay, so basically I'm just ranting because I'm pissed, depressed, bored, and well bitchy. Anyways, I'm getting really sick and tired of being the ugly little shadow to all my friends, I swear, everytime I go somewhere with them, they get the attention from all the guys and I'm stuck in the shadows un-noticed. It REALLY pisses me off...GRR! I'd put this on myspace but that would just start unneeded dra

Mylife
life as everyone would put it is not all it is crack out to be.(don't take this the wrong way i am not talking about killing my self or anything like that) everyone has told me that at least once in your life you will find someone how will love you for who you are i found it once and i thought i might have found it again, this girl that i am talking about is what you would call someone you could help to the point of love, not always true but i will tell you this the next time around i get with this flicka its going to be the last time i am with anyone, so until then i will work and party to the point where everyone knows my name right i know it will happen this is the end of me carring about people and there problems, now it is my turn and i am taking most of my people i care about with me fuck this world it has nothing to offer anymore

True Poem
life gets harder as you go on and no one doubts that life is not long but just remember that no matter how dark it gets not to give up even a little bit its hard to go on i know its true and sometimes you cant get through the blue but always understand why i write shit like this because i hate to see the things that i miss so dont go down the road like me because you are the only one you have to be you get one shot in this life and sometimes there is nothing more tempting then a knife but always believe that some dont want to see you go so i hope when you read this you will know that giving up is not worth it no matter how many times you put up with shit and if someone stabs you in the back be glad you didnt get stabbed in the chest.

No One Was There
When the raw pain hit I found myself screaming. No one was there to hear my cries. When the tears began to fall I found myself running. No one was there to stop me. I looked around for comfort but only found myself alone. No one was there to hold me. All alone I searched for answers. Finally I saw a way. I pulled the trigger and all was dark. No one was there to take me home. Sherri Jones 01/15/06

Stay? Or Go? Stay? Or Go? Hmmmm
This Train is A Fan/Rate/And Add Train The Rules Are As Follows. 1 Must Add The Conductor And All Riders. 2 Once Fanning/Adding/Rating Is Completed You MUST Message Me And Tell Me That You Have Finished And Then I Will You Add You To The Train. 3 When You Add Others From The Train In The Request You Must Type "Twizted Syn Train" Or You WILL NOT BE ADDED!!! Fair Warning Now. 4 If Your A Level 4 Or Lower You CAN NOT Be Added...Any One From Levels 5-9 MUST Have Atleast A Picture. 5 If You Are A Level 10 Or Higher You MUST Have A Salute And Picture...No Salute Or Picture...No Ticket 6 No Bashing Or Harasment Of Train Riders If Caught I WILL NOT HESITATE TO REMOVE YOU!!! 7 NO SCRIPTING...If You Are Caught Scripting I Will Remove You And Then Block You. 8 Merry Christmas Everyone ^_^ ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- †Conductors† Ðj Twîztêd Çhåo§†Ðêmèñtèd§ Fîåñcë†Co-fdr øf Ðécadêñt Ðévîañçê@ fubar &#

Have A Good Weekend .
What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend, someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this e-mail and take comfort in knowing somebody out there cares about you and always will. In times of trouble, In times of need, If you are feeling SAD, You can count on me. I will giv

Surveys
1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? Yes 2. A big poofy dress or a short party dress? Short party dress 3. What would you do if you received a long love letter? I'd read it over and over again! 4. Group dates or single dates? Depends--prefer single 5. Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends? Yes 6. Are diamonds a girl’s best friend? Not at all 7. Is your hair up or down today? It was down, now it's up 8. Do you straighten your hair? Sometimes 9. Favorite mascara? Any 10. Do you get your nails done? Yes 11. Small or large purses? Both-depends where u go 12. In your purse, what are your must haves? Cell, wallet, gum, lip gloss, keys 13. Jeans or sweats? Again-depends what Im doin 14. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that’s uncomfortable? No 15. Do you text message a lot? Sometimes 16. What would you do if you got pregnant? Ahhh...??? 17. What’s your favorite color? Purple 18. Heels or flats? Mostl

Guys And Cybering
OMG ITS FUNNY HOW MANY GUYS ARE JUST HERE TO CYBER, ONCE YOU ANNOUNCE THAT YOU DONT DO THAT, THEY REMOVE YOU AS A CRUSH..THAT IS JUST SAD AND SHALLOW, THEN GUYS WONDER WHY GIRLS TREAT THEM THE WAY THEY DO, WELL I DO ADMIRE MY GUY FRIENDS WHO STAY AROUND CAUSE THEY WANT TO BE FRIENDS..NOT HERE JUST TO CYBER..SO HUGS AND KISSES TO U AND TOO ALL THE GUYS WHO WANT A RELATIONSHIP..IM ALL OPEN FOR THAT TOO..

The Time Is Right
Wiccan Holidays by angel marie Wiccan holidays have existed since before Christianity. There are now several similarities found between the two. Depending on who you ask Wicca is either a new found religion or one of the oldest religions to be, and to be honest both of these statements would be true. Just as any other religion Wicca has conformed and grown over the years. Todays' Wicca is an extension of the Wiccan religion that was traced back to Gardnerian Witchcraft which was founded in the UK during the late 1940s. But just as in any other religion Wicca holidays can still be found today. WICCA is based on the symbols, seasonal days of celebration, beliefs and deities of ancient Celtic society. Wiccans recognize the existence of many ancient Gods and Goddesses, including Pan, Diana, Dionysius, Fergus, etc. However they also view the God and Goddess as symbols, not living entities. In the trees, rain, flowers, the sea, in each other and all of natures creatures. This means

I’m Glad You’re Back, Now I Don’t Have To Stab You.
Here's some idiotic ramblings from my brain... You know, lately I have been completely amazing people that work at some of these local "convenience" stores. You know what I mean, the "Food Mart" type places with gas pumps outside. Nothing against people that work at these places in general, as I know quite a few people who work at this type of establishment that are very intelligent people... just at the ones I frequent they tend to be easily impressed. What have I done to completely awe these individuals? Well, there are two particular such places that I stop on a regular basis and I usually will buy an energy drink and get some fuel. I know the price of the energy drinks is $1.99 plus tax at both stores, which equals $2.11 when tax is added. So… in lieu of ending up with 89 cents worth of coinage in my pocket, I will usually take a $10 bill or a $5 bill and just pump the rest of it in gas. So… I pump my $7.89 in gas, for example, and go into the store and place my $1.99 + tax dri

The Love Of Me
THE LOVE OF ME YOU ARE MAD AT ME AND THAT IS ALL YOU CAN SEE I WOULD NOT HAVE HURT YOU THAT WAY YET YOU NEVER BELIEVE WHAT I SAY I HURT DEEP DOWN INSIDE OF MY HEART IT GETS WORSE EVERYDAY WE ARE APART NOW THERE IN NO HOPE FOR YOU TO SEE THE TRUTH DEEP INSIDE OF ME MY HEART HAS ALWAYS BEEN YOURS NOW YOU SHUT IT BEHIND CLOSE DOORS NOW YOU HAVE NOT A WORD TO SAY YOU HAVE PUSHED ME SO FAR AWAY YOU CAN FIND WHERE THE TRUTH LIES JUST LOOK MY LOVE DEEP IN MY EYES NOW I WILL GO BECAUSE YOU REFUSE TO SEE THE LOVE AND THE TRUTH DEEP INSIDE OF ME

Leveling Up
If YOU _______ Me? Body: If you like me.................leave a comment. If you wanna date me.......leave your number. If you think I'm cute.................leave a comment on one of my pics. If you care about me ....................leave a caring message. If you hate me........................send me a message & tell me why. REPOST THIS & SEE HOW MANY MESSAGES/COMMENTS YOU GET. If YOU _______ Me? FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS Body: Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of monkey shit... There's at least 1 person on your Fubar that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple...if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "I'm yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies.

Where's The Love...
Well first off, I'm really worried about coming off as a bitch here ( not my intent at all! )..but I just wanted to let everyone know that I'm sorting through my friends list. I really don't want to delete anyone, because there must have been something about me that interested you in the first place, or you wouldn't have requested my friendship, or accepted my request. But if it takes too much out of your day to slap a friendly.. hello, how are ya.. on my page once in a while..then you're only interested in one thing in my opinion. And that's only to hover and wait to see my NSFW pics that I post. Yes, I have "risque"..lol.. pics on my profile, but I only show what is seen on a beach, and really not even that much. But I agree with all men, that women are beautiful creatures, with beautiful bodies, and as long as you share it tastefully..it's all good ;) So anyway, if I take the time out of my day, to find a cool, pretty, funny or sexy comment graphic, ( I always send out a graphic

Stupid People
For anyone that reads this...this may make me look like the bad guy, is he not in the wrong as well? Comment are greatly appreciated! (sorry for all the extra stuff headers and what not) Hide header Date: Fri, 09 Nov 2007 10:10:47 -0700 From: Size: 5 KB To: fu1313918@fubar.com Reply-To: Hmmm yeah that is what I thought. See maybe you should learn to talk to someone first, before you just start mouthing off. Not everyone is "like you" or thinks like you...obviously you have not figured that out. Just because someone grows up around "white people"( as you put it) does not mean that they have "forgotten" whatever it is that you seem to think that people forget. I am proud of who I am. I am a mother, educated, and self sufficient ... on top of that very happy with every aspect of my life. You have shown your ignorance and intollerance of the differences that we have in this world. Come on, we live in the world largest melting pot...or do you not know that.?? Yo

Thunder
http://www.save-a-patriot.org/files/view/whofed.html If the American people ever allow the banks to control the issuance of their currency the banks and corporations that will grow up around them will deprive the people of all property , until their childen wake up homelass on the continent their fathers conquered Thomas Jefferson Banking was conceived in iniquity and was born in sin. The bankers own the earth. Take it away from them, but leave them the power to create money, and with the flick of the pen they will create enough deposits to buy it back again. However, take it away from them, and all the great fortunes like mine will disappear and they ought to disappear, for this would be a happier and better world to live in. But, if you wish to remain the slaves of bankers and pay the cost of your own slavery, let them continue to create money . Sir Josiah Stamp (June 21, 1880-April 16, 1941) We are gratefull to the washington post,the NY Times,Magazi

This Is Me
I am not famous or even very well known. But I am who I am. I am me and me alone. I do not pretend to be more than who I am inside. I do not put up a false front and the real me I do not hide. I say what I feel and I think what I say. What I stand for right now I will stand for every day. Those who really know me can always be sure that my friendship is true and that my love is pure. No matter what life brings I know what I will do. I will be honest with others and to myself I will always be true.