Fubar Blogs 3

My 1st Story
To waken in the night To always find your there To reach out in the shadows and touch of you face and hair To waken while you sleep And as I stare; to feel you strong arms close around me To know that you are real, To sense the steadfast throb Of your heart beneath my cheek! To surrender to your lips As drowsily seek mine in tender passion…. In the dark to hear your whisper From the land of dreams Things can only get better I am sitting in café waiting for my friends Kate and Molly to come in. I sit with my latte and muffin, just waiting for them to walk in and sit down and tell them my day. Looking back on my day while waiting goes back to how I woke up. Had a bad night same as I have for weeks now, it was all down to Mike. Mike dumped me two weeks ago, for a co-worker, a tall blonde and with massive breasts, so big that if she took her bra off she would fall to the floor. Cow! I was working and the phone went, carol from the next desk and handed the phone over a

Wtf.......
First I want to say I love this site, but it's starting to become just like ayy the others.... some people are so damn fake, they log on, and add pics of supermodels, and actors and actresses and what not. In this day and age how hard would it be to be real......what do they have to loose? i mean yeah I keep some things about myself private, but why not just stay the hell away if all you're going to do is spam someones page, or this site for that matter. If you don't have a pic of yourself, then don't post anything at all.... Sorry had to vent, just tired of the BS.....

Random Stuff
i have been pretty busy lately and have not had a chance to return the favor to everyone that has stopped by and rated or comments on my pic and profile so if you have recently stopped by please send me a private message letting me know. and much love to the crime scene family

Confusion
I'm starting to get alittle confused here! I try to repost bulletins that people post and comment on the photos they ask. But because i don't and can't spend every waking moment talking to 100+ people i am bad? When you load new photo's i try to rate them for you. When i load new photos 5 people come by and rate them. why? and the list goes on. REB

My Alcohol Awareness Commercial
INT. -- APARTMENT -- LIVING ROOM -- NIGHT A 20 something, ATTRACTIVE, WOMAN is DRESSED UP for a night out. She sits, COMPLACENT, on the COUCH watching a MOVIE. She GLANCES at the CLOCK on the WALL. It READS 07:15PM. There are FLOWERS and a CARD sitting DILIGENTLY on the COFFEE TABLE. She picks up her CELL PHONE and sends a TEXT. Her ATTENTION returns to the MOVIE. Her PURSE is LOYALLY at her SIDE, and COAT in hand. CUT TO: INT. -- APARTMENT -- BEDROOM -- MIDNIGHT The WOMEN walks OUT of the DOOR to the BATHROOM, BRUSHING her TEETH, and TOWEL WRAPPED around her HEAD. She is now in her PAJAMAS, as she WALKS over and SITS on her BED. She picks up her CELL PHONE to CHECK for MISSED CALLS. She SIGHS, noticing no calls and the time, 12:00PM. INT.--APARTMENT -- LIVING ROOM -- CONTINUOUS She walks over and picks up the REMOTE and TURNS OFF the TV, puts the REMOTE on the ARM of the COUCH. She PROCEEDS to the COFFEE TABLE and GRABS the FLOWERS an

Dark Poetry
I walk in and sit down Prepare myself Look through the silvery glass And stare into your eyes Blue-greenish, kind of gray I focus on your eyes Your ice cold eyes Amazed at the façade you can assume An impenetrable veil Giving away nothing to the viewer Except for me I see right through your eyes You look so unassuming Not innocent so much as upright. Dutiful Unlikely to transgress so completely I ask how you could do these things How can you rationalize such extremes You deserve whatever consequences descend upon you And yet you're so calm, relaxed even You regret the necessity for such measures But that given the circumstances, You did what you had to do You'd do it all again Your enemies were fools, weak yet irritating And they threatened you and yours Like mosquitoes with malaria I ask about regrets You feel for the innocents A tragedy for everyone, you say You describe feeling real fear A most unpleasant sensation Disappointment and horror Relief

Favorite Song Lyrics.
I memorized all the words for you But if you only knew How much that is just not like me I wait up late every night Just to hear your voice But you don't know that's nothing like me You know I wonder have you already figured out All these things I tried to hide All this time I've been hoping you don't find out All these things that I hide on the inside I can't be held responsible This is all so new to me Just when I think I'm invincible You come and happen to me I wanna make sure everything's perfect for you If you only knew that's not like me to follow through Maybe even give up on these dead end dreams Just to be with you But you don't know that's nothing like me Hey ya I wonder if you have already figured out All these things I tried to hide All this time I've been hoping you don't find out All these things that I hide on the inside I can't be held responsible This is all so new to me Just when I think I'm invincible You come and happen to me N

A Silken Rose
~A Silken Rose~ I leave with you a silken rose one that will never die or perish I'll lay it right beside you my love for you, the one i love and cherish I'll keep the memories alive in thought to help me through each day I'll keep you alive in my heart my love angels guide you on you're way My thoughts will take me on a journey until we meet again- I will reminisce remembering the wonderful life we shared my love and the thrill of our first kiss No matter where you are in the universe stop by to say 'hello' and as you journey onward my love for you will still gently flow.

The Sweet Taste Of Love
The sweet taste of love Still lingers in my mind A succulent tasty morsel A treasure worth its find A wet and juicy fruit That fills my mouth with joy Like candy to a baby An edible sexy toy With nectar sweet as honey A syrup of flowing silk Like a bubbly kind of lava As smooth as warm clear milk It breathes with scented oils Like a flower in the mist And blossoms when caressed By the feel of a lover's kiss A dessert at its very best When embraced with lots of love I know I'll never get enough Of this treat I'm thinking of

Just Some Thoughts
Ok for those that wanted to know....If you place an order from my website in the month of March you will receive 10% off your total order.... If you live in my area and you book a party you will receive 10% of your total party sales towards what you want plus I'll give you a free gift just for having a party.... If you sign up with me to become a consultant and get all the deals I get...I will give you a perfect 10!!! For more information contact me by e-mail @ sarahhaynes@pureromance.com.... Ok so April's almost over and it was ok...I got me a house and a few parties booked. But I am most excited about my upcoming housewarming party,mainly because it has been so long since I entertained and I just can't wait. I have a huge menu planned and lots of desserts....But enough with that this was supposed to be about my April special... So here it is for the locals: Book a party for April or May and you will receive a FREE Daddy from the Nati'...or something of that value. Plus 10% of

Who Is Jack Schitt???
WHO IS JACK SCHITT For some time many of us have wondered just who is Jack Schitt? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says, 'You don't know Jack Schitt!' Well, thanks to my genealogy efforts, you can now respond in an intellectual way. Jack Schitt is the only son of Awe Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Schitt, the owner of Needeep N. Schitt, Inc. They had one son, Jack. In turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt. The deeply religious couple produced six children: Holie Schitt, Giva Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Bull Schitt, and the twins Deep Schitt and Dip Schitt. Against her parents' objections, Deep Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school dropout. After being married 15 years, Jack and Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt later married Ted Sherlock, and because her kids were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. She was then known as Noe Schitt Sherlock. Meanwhile, Di

Teacher Bites Student
SALEM, Ore. - A former Woodburn coach has gotten a state reprimand for biting the thigh of one of half a dozen wrestlers who tried to give him a wedgie. At a December 2005 practice, the Teacher Standards and Practices Commission said, team members tried to give Peter Porath a wedgie — jerking his undershorts upward. ADVERTISEMENT "At least six wrestlers, weighing between 180 and 215 pounds each, came up to Mr. Porath from behind in an attempt to give him a 'wedgie'. In the process of getting the boys off of him, Mr. Porath bit the inside of a wrestler's leg leaving distinct teeth marks," the commission said. The commission called that "gross neglect of duty." It put him on probation for two years and said Porath must complete a class on appropriate behavior and write a public apology to the student he bit. Porath was then the assistant wrestling coach. He teaches high school social studies at Woodburn. He no longer coaches wrestling, but does coach baseball, said Woodburn

Very F'in Great
Check out what some of our boys overseas did to their helicopter. Some Afghan is probably freaking out right about now. This very special Mi-24 helicopter is presently flying in Afghanistan , where it is no doubt causing quite a stir. God Bless the U.S.A.

Romance
The Art of Romance is a tender thing; it's a well thought out thing; it's a careful yet casual thing. It is not dishonest nor derogatory. It is filled with emotion. The Art of Romance starts with a look, a breath, a blink. The softest sigh is heard by the one you're with. A gentle kiss on your wrist or your hand can send chills down your spine. A shared look conveys so much in so little time. This is an art; this is a skill everyone is borne with but only the select few can truly master it. The masters of this talent share with very few. But the very few who are shown this gift know they are loved even without having to speak the words, for they feel the emotion, see the look, translate the smile. Those are the luckiest few. There is dating and then there is the art of romance. Which would you rather have?

Ahhh... Family
It has come to my attention that I am being called a "hacker". Well, whoop-di-do! I have no time to deal with your immaturity. Block me I don't care! I didn't get on this site for you nor will I let you dictate what I do on this site. So far everyone that I have met on here seems really cool. I thought you were moving to TN.? Do whatever you want with your poor pathetic life and don't worry about mine!

Home Sweet Home
I just got home from the hospital and I am very weak but still kickin lol I did find out that I have Seizures but still no diagnosis on my legs they took 20 vials of blood out of me and sent them all over the world to different specialists to see if they can tell us anything... I had a spinal tap which hurt like hell and I couldn't move for 2 hours after that... They took and used a tip of a safety pin and ran it from the tips of my toes all the way up to my thighs and I mean they dug in and I could not feel it... So what ever the hell is going on with my legs is slowly progressing up my legs and if they don't figure this out soon I will either loose my legs or be paralized.... They had physical therapy working with me to trying to strengthen my legs haha they laughed... Everytime they tried hard stuff with me they brought on a seizure so they had to quit... I can walk but only short distances and only with the aid of a cain, walker or wheelchair, or if I am pushing say a shopping ca

Is This What Life Is All About?"
Another Day Has Dawned Current mood: awake Another Day Has Dawned by Timothy Bostick Amidst our chaos and confusion; Amidst our anguish and despair; Amidst our never-ending questions and blame; … Lies a world of lessons. Through our tears and astonishment; Through our hopelessness and depression; Through our anxiety and grief; … Lies a world of shame. For it is our world that is responsible; It is our world that allowed this sadness; It is our world that has lost its youth; … And it is our world that needs to change. It is a warning for those who would isolate it; It is a warning for those who would bury it; It is a warning for those who think it will not touch them; … It is we, who need to address it. For this is the birth of our own generation; This is the birth of our own problems; This is the birth of our own past mistakes; … It is we, who needed to watch over them. A new generation who have hopes an

Please Help!!
Will anyone help me. IF you would please go rate fan comment add. Whatever you would like but he really needs to bump up and he doesn't have many friends that will do that so please to all my friends, family and fans..please help me. I can't do it on my own.....Thanks

This Sucks
ive been at the hospital with my grand mother. i will be back on soon love amanda i get to wear a boot for the next 4 to 6 weeks fun fun fun . i fractured my left foot and im having surgery on the right one wednesday fun fun fun . im just waiting for the bad shit to happen lol

Tattoo
So I have been doing alot of thinking about my tattoo choice. The West African Gaboon Viper, (if you have seen the pics in my photo album) Is a very complex looking snake. Lots of extreme detail. I love the WAGV, but after talking with Gavin, the tattoo artist, he says he'll have to put ALOT of time into it, because he wants to portray it accurately, but the length and width of the snake will make it a timely project. Based on my friend Brittney's work that he's done, the work on others I have seen, and word of mouth praise, I feel I can trust this guy with any work that will be done on me. But I thought, what other snake can I have tattoo'd? My next choice would have to be the Black Mamba. Another beautiful snake, and more easily done as a tattoo. If anyone has any other ideas, let me know. I still may do the WAGV, but if I can find another snake that is just as beautiful and deadly, it could be an option. Your opinions and ideas would be HIGHLY appreciated. Thanks!! P.S

Kylie I New
http://fubar.com/user/506188 ok this girl need 50,00 comments on her pic... she is giving bling every time you rate her pic 200 times... to get to her pic click on the url public profile an scroll down to the pic that says 50,000 comments click on it! then comment her pic 200 times an she will bling you in happy hour!!! i have done it twice! she wants it done b4 the 23 cuz that is her birthday! please help my friend :)

Dirty Quiz
*Dirty quiz* 1. What is a four-letter word that ends in "k" and means the same as intercourse? 2. What is it that a cow has four of and a woman has only two of? 3. What can you find in a man's pants that is about six inches long, has a head on it, and that women love so much that they often blow it? 4. What word starts with "f " and ends with "u-c-k"? 5. Name five words that are each four letters long, end in "u-n-t " one of which is a word for a woman? 6. What does a dog do that you can step into? 7. What four letter word begins with "f " and ends with " k", and if you can't get one you can use your hands? 8. What is hard, six inches long, has two nuts, and can make a girl fat? 9. What four-letter word ends in "i-t " and is found on the bottom of birdcages? 10. What is it that all men have one of; it's longer on some men than on others; the pope doesn't use his; and a man gives it to his wife after they're married? *Answers* 1. talk

My Sexual Talent
Using your body Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What 80's Movie
Pretty in Pink Your life mostly resembles Pretty in Pink. You have some financial difficulties, but because of them you are more creative. You are prone to having a sidekick who follows you everywhere because you are so cool. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Miss Everyone...party For Me..lol
I WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT I AM DOING GREAT..I AM BUSY KNOW THAT SCHOOL IS OUT..A LOT TO DO...TALK AT EVERYONE REALLY SOON...LOVES AND LIXXSSS I want to say "HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEKEND!" I am going out of town...I will tell you all about it when I get back....lovesss and lixxxssss

Contests
I'm going to hold a contest for CT gifts awarded during happy hour... First gets a Porsche or up to 62,500 in prizes Second gets a Vette or up to 50,000 in prizes Third gets a Silver Motorcycle or up to 25,000 in prizes Prizes will be awarded at the end of the 7 day contest. Prize money is calculated during happy hour prices so half off normal price. The contest is open for any picture you would like send me the link and I will rip it from your folder. The winners are the first three to 20k comments at the end of 7 days, if not all are at 20k comments winner is decided by most comments followed by most rates. Contest Begins on April 28th, at noon pacific, 3pm eastern Please, pass on to anyone who may be interested. Thank You, Bats

Storytime
Ok so Here is a story I originally wrote in my myspace blog June 3,2006..I'm reposting it here because its the finest and most proudest thing I;ve ever created(and that goes for son as well)I think it shows some true insight into what goes on in my head...anyways a little back story originally I started working the story in my head years back..working what the characters would say writing down lines etc..when I'd get stumped I would "act" them out like in a play to myself..I did hit a writer's block at one key part of the story,but eventually after a year I found a way to work around the corner I painted myself in...So please read on..comment..be brutally honest(please forgive any mispunction...spelling errors etc for I'm not a professional)this story and subject matter is bound to cause a lot of knee jerk reactions and I look forward to them. Storytime for the Kids BY Anti Funny how three little words can change a whole life..just three little words and the wo

Simply Devine♥
"All good things come to an end." I never thought graduation would come so soon till it hit me two days ago when we were picking up our cap and gowns. It's finally here, we're finally done with EVERYTHING. Anxious, excited, petrified and at the same time depressing..the kind you'd feel right before your wedding. These are the people that got me through 4 years at the s'wood..4 LONGGG years. All the laughs we've had, all the tears and heartbreaks we got through with each other. I'd be lying if I said I wouldn't have a single tear drop fall on my face on the day of graduation. I've met the most AMAZING people on earth and also made some enemies along the way but that's all behind me now. Nothing good ever comes from holding a grudge. It only produces wrinkles..yuck lol. People can talk all they want, just be happy they took that precious time of their life to gossip about you..feel special. Anyways, graduation is just 2 days away. And I'm sure I'm gonna have a full loaded camera after.

New Sites
the is all new to me but its great to find new sites i like most things en dislikes sum things to,im mad so iv been told im game for a laugh,i have a gd sens of humour,thats y i get on with ppl heres sum think for u guys out there lol ashes to ashes dust to dust if it was,nt for women ur ding dong wud rust lmao m so sorry but im not bi or a lesbian so sorry 1. Whats yur Name?? 2. Are we close? ? 3. What do you think of me?? 4. Do you hav a crush on me?? 5. Wld u flirt wid me?? 6.Wld u kiss me?? 7.Wld u fuk me?? 8.Describe me in 3 words?? 9.If u Had Me for 30 Mins wat wld you do?? 10.Wat was ur 1st impression of me?? 11. Do u still fink da sme?? 12. Wht reminds u of me?? 13. If you cld give me anything what would it be?? 14. How well do u know me?? 15. What do u like best about me?? 16. Ever wanted 2 tell me something u could'nt?? 17. Could you ever love me?? 18. Give me a nickname and explain why?? 19. R u gona put diz on ur blog n c wat i say bout yeww?? 20

Can Someone Please Help Me
i need major help. i made it 2 the next level i thought. my thing says 99.99% but it isnt letting me level up. am i just dumb or what. im so confused im stuck. can i move up or am i just stuck at friend of cherrytap. can someone please please help me.

Even In Hell An Angel Sometimes Makes An Apperance
"Dnt let the past dictate who you are, but let it be part of who you will become." "On a long enough time line the survival rate for everyone will drop to zero." "The secret to survival is never go to war. Especially with yourself." "And i dont want the world to see me, because i dont think that theyd understand." "They say that evil prevails when good men fail to act, what they ought to say is that evil prevails." "If you want peace, prepare for war." ""Parents rarely let go of their children, so children let go of them. The moments that used to define them-a mothers approval- a fathers nod- are covered by their own accomplishments. It not until much later when the skin sags and the heart weakens; that children their stories and all their accomplishment, sit atop the stories of their mothers and fathers, stones upon stones beneath the waters of their lives." "Love isnt about finding a perfect person but about seeing a person perfectly." "Life has to end. Love d

Donna's Blog Stuff
I had an absolutely awesome Mother's Day Weekend. I have a special needs child, so my hubby tries to make it a very relaxing weekend for me. Yesterday, I was taken out for lunch, and then I had a Barbecue Supper prepared for me by hubby and son. Today, I had the whole day to do whatever I wanted (by myself) so after I got ready, I started at the Flea Market. I bought 4 VHS Disney movies for my son, a Mike Weir book for my hubby, and two James Patterson paperbacks for myself that I never had a chance to pick up yet. From there I went for a nice cruise in my car with the sun roof open, my tunes cranked, and wound back up at my favourite place to just kick back and chill out. I took several photos there on the trails and then decided to come back home and relax some more. I've already uploaded 2 photos from today. Once I made it back home, they gave me my Mother's Day gifts. I had already picked out my flowering basket yesterday. I got some fudge, and a tripod for my

I Don't Care
"Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001 ? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the mere possession of which is a crime in Saudi Arabia . I'll care when these thugs tell the world they are sorry for hacking off Nick Berg's head

Hollister_ Girl
i luv all my friends!!!!!!!!!! miners is my schools football team. so everyone please be my friend?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! LOL LOL LOL LOL! Hartshorne Miners cheerleader!!!!! High School football and basketball!!!!!!!!!!

The Right Thing
to explain a bit I was talkiing with friends till the early morning hours and we were talking about life and loves and being alone and being with the wrong ones ... I let with many thoughts and as I do when I think too much I write ... it calms the mind and sets me free to rest. Being alone without someone is not a curse I am reminded of something that was worse A time I sold myself to someone cheap A time I settled for less and then did reap Pain the harvest of letting fear rule my life Of taking someone not worthy to be my wife Of giving my all to one who did not care All for the sake of having someone there seeing all I strove for go down the drain Only to find myself alone beginning again Discovery that I had be comfortable inside me Let life unfold as it was always meant to be Learn that in life I may matter not at all Being content with myself for the first to recall being with someone for the wrong reason is worse Living with the wrong one is a self imposed cu

Congradufuckinlations!
While I was bored at work today being the office bitch I began to think about this past year. So far we are only in May and so far the year has gone so right for me. I finally bought a car and actually got my drivers license. I was beginning to lose hope there. I am half way done with my Assossiates degree. Finally! I have a person who has paid for all of my classes and my work has also been helping out there. As for work they called in December and I started back with them in January. They gave me a raise and way better fucking position. And even though I may have lost a few friends as the new year began I have also made some real strong bonds with some people that i could never trade. No i dont have everything i want but in the end i have nothing to bitch about. i used to hate myself i hated everything about myself. Yes there are things about myself that im unhappy with but we all have our flaws we all have our vices. i know mine and they make me me. Take me as i am or

Troop Support And Things Of Interest
Maybe some of you have seen or heard of this story, but I ask you to please pass it on and show your support to this soldier- a friend of mine from myspace, and his family. As supporters, this should enrage you like it did me. Thanks ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: Western Redneck© Date: May 13, 2007 2:59 PM my husband is a solider in the Army and I thought you would be interested in forwarding this to all your military brothers! thank you so! videos are at bottom... FINALLY HERE IS PART 2! THE ABUSE CONTINUED! YOU GUYS KEEP IN MIND THAT EVEN AFTER MY HUMBLE HONORABLE SOLDIER HAD BEEN BEATEN BY THE OFFICER THEN TASED BY THE 2ND OFFICER 3 TIMES IN UNDER 2 MINUTES....HE STILL CALLED THE 1ST OFFICER SIR CONTINUALLY IN THE AUDIO YOU WILL HEAR...IT IS HEARTBREAKING TO ME..BECAUSE I KNOW HIM SO WELL....HE IS GOOD THE NAME OF THE OFFICER THAT YOU SEE BEATING MY HUSBAND IN THE VIDEO IS 'OFFICER JENNINGS' AND YOU CAN REACH THE INTERNAL AFFAIRS OFFICE

The Cuddly Delight Update
This is a quick update just to let everyone know that life with us is going SPECTACULAR!!!!!!!!! In fact,to be honest with you this is the happiest i've ever been in my entire life.!!!! I really mean that too!!!! If and when my Pooh Bear reads this I want her to know in front of all of cherrytap that she is the most precious gift i've ever been blessed with in my entire life. I love you so much Pooh Bear and my love for you only grows bigger and stronger each and every single day. I've finally found the secret key to living a great life. I can share with you the secret, find yourself a Pooh Bear of your own. Just one word of caution, this Pooh Bear is all mine. (hehehe) Love and peace to family, friends, and fans nationwide and worldwide. Pooh's Baby

Fantasia
im soooooo easy.. no not that way you freaks... heres the dealie-o im 25 i have one child im not looking for a daddy for 'im i want sex..and lots of i will do anything for my man dont bug me in the middle of the game i will get your beer and mine during half time or commercial you get a bj three times a day m-f, three times on saturday, and i promise to suck you off all day sunday over and over and over again cept when im making sunday dinner. your dealie-o tell me what you want, be assertive show affection tie me up cuddle with me and dont be a rotten lil chit in the middle of my finals.. and dont keep me in the corner.. i want to be at your side not 4 steps behind

The Meaning!!
To love is to share life together to build special plans just for two to work side by side and then smile with pride as one by one, dreams all come true. To love is to help and encourage with smiles and sincere words of praise to take time to share to listen and care in tender, affectionate ways. To love is to have someone special one who you can always depend to be there through the years sharing laughter and tears as a partner, a lover, a friend. To love is to make special memories of moments you love to recall of all the good things that sharing life brings love is the greatest of all. I've learned the full meaning of sharing and caring and having my dreams all come true; I've learned the full meaning of being in love by being and loving with you. Here I am alone in the dark, Noone here to see. I just wish that things didn't change, And you were here with me. I gave it my all, Everything I could give. But it wasn't enough, Because of where w

Mmmmmmmmmm
If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!) A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy.) (I'm still not over the pig.) Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a hour (Don't try this at home, maybe at work) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. (Honey, I'm home. What the...?!) The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the length of a footb

Vacation
ok people dale jr again nascars #i fan here on vacation and bored to tears so if ya wanna talk my messenger is nascarfan200272@yahoo.com and dont forget to sign my guestbook no nascar race this weekend that sucks guess i have to wait a week ok thats all i have see ya hey all its dale jr nascars #one fan here and im on vacation this week so where is all the wiskey and women at

Hacked Into Account
the account below the girl who owned it deleted all her info and photos over a month ago. but it has been hacked into by johnny devil and his brother throatfawk to stop me or anyone else they do not want in top 10. to me johnny devil and throatfawk is nothing but 2 royal fagget assholes. if you do not like what i say about them you also can kiss my ass i am fed up with there bullshit.before i am thru all of ct will know them as hackers. suzy RedHeadedVixen@ CherryTAP

9/11 Its Worth Remembering
Theres a BULLETIN posted to make 9/11 a NATIOAL HOLIDAY its important.I know its not about sex and some naked or half naked princess didnt post it.I would do it for you if I was your friend as a matter of fact I have.The son of one of the dead Firemen is doing this in Memory of his Dad and all that parished that day!!!! Get More at COMMENTYOU.com

Misc.
I wonder how my life would be without you in it Your love is a constant source of strength that I draw from And it is something that has blessed me in so many different ways All that you have been to me cannot be expressed in words It is something only the heart can explain I live in the warm embrace of your love each and every day And I want you to know that nothing is more precious to me I do not want to know life, without you in it All my love I love you beautiful pinky@ CherryTAP Pick your birthday month and read it, then repost with whatever you are... e JANUARY = BIG WHORE Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty an

Trust
Turning to Webster and his dictionary, we find trust is defined as "Confidence in the integrity, ability, character, and truth of a person or thing. One in which confidence is placed. Custody; care. Something committed into the care of another; charge. The condition and resulting obligation of having confidence placed in one. Reliance on something in the future; hope." Reading that definition I have to wonder if perhaps Mr. Webster was a participant in this lifestyle. Read thru the definition a second time, look to see how many of those words are key elements of a Dominant / submissive or BDSM relationship. In finding your Dom, aren't you looking for someone that fits this description perfectly? As a sub or slave, you are getting ready to turn your whole life over to Him, you're expecting him to have the ability to care for you, you're expecting He's been honest and forthright with you. It doe

My B.s
Dormant desires propel a catlike curiosity. Wicked thoughts sprout behind angel eyes. Shy glances, timid touches belie the maelstrom Of turbulent passion that waits within your soul. Come to me. Crawl out your window. Climb the walls that hold you inside. Bring me your prim and proper sophistication, Allow me to corrupt your smoldering naivete. Sin with me. Let us experiment and explore The inner recesses where you dared not go. Permit me to tie you, to cuff you, to restrain you, To give you the freedom to fly above the clouds. It is waiting for you. Will you take it? Which chains will you choose? The soul of a Master has awakened within me, freed from the repression that imprisoned the fullness of my passion. This passion is a power so intense it would destroy the unenlightened, or frighten them away. But no longer must I keep my fire at bay, for I have discovered the mate of my soul. She is peacefully dwelling in the delicate body of the true submissive a

These Are Funny !
Saturday morning I got up early, put on my long johns, dressed quietly, made my lunch, grabbed the dog, slipped quietly into the garage to hook the boat up to the truck, and proceeded to back out into a torrential downpour. There was snow mixed with the rain and the wind was blowing 50 mph. I pulled back into the garage, turned on the radio, and discovered that the weather would be bad throughout the day. I went back into the house, quietly undressed, and slipped back into bed. There I cuddled up to my wife's back, now with a different anticipation, and whispered, "The weather out there is terrible." She sleepily replied, "Can you believe my stupid husband is out fishing in that shit." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A husband and wife and their two sons are watching TV. She looks at her husband and winks at him, he gets the message and says, "Excuse us for a few minutes boys, we're going up to our room for a little w

Ever Wonder???
you know every man comes into his life not knowing what hes supposed to do. lead people, prosper, do horrible things, make a mark on the world, to live an average life, or to die young. no one will ever know their own destiny until they look at their own life, where its been, what its been through, where they are going. i have looked at all of these and the story of my life seems more unbelievable than the lord of the rings trilogy. but i can tell you, im destined to make others smile when i can. the only time i feel happiness is when others smile, no matter how bad i feel all i want is to make others smile. at the same time i try to keep from having friends. i've been hurt many times, and i always keep it inside, because i dont want anyone to see it, i dont want to hurt people the way i have in the past. i have changed who i am, even though they say its impossible, its not. the only person who really knows anything about me is one of my little sisters. and ive hurt her before too. if

Some People..
Some people just blow my mind on how imature and ridiculous they can be. Down rating people because " lord jesus christ told them to" i mean my god how retarded can ya get.And then other people leaving dirty ass comments on your pics and profile. Saying that your worthless...and yet you must be worth somthing beings they are taking the time to leave these stupid ass comments. It's retarded. This cite is supposed to be fun where you can meet new and cool people and then all of these assholes with nothing better to do have to come and join and take the fun right out of it. It pisses me off. I wish that CT had a " Asshole " blocker when people go to sign up it would make everything alot easier..lol. WWE Star Benoit, Family Found Dead 1. Police Investigating Three Deaths as Murder-Suicide AP Sports Posted: 2007-06-25 23:07:54 FAYETTEVILLE, Ga. (June 25) - WWE wrestler Chris Benoit, his wife, and son were found dead Monday and police said they were investigating the deaths as a murder

Understanding
You have come into my life Through a door I was afraid Would never be open again For many have slammed it On their way out So please feel free To stay as long as you like But should the time come That you must leave Please, close the door gently --As you go Should I hesitate as I speak Please don’t think me preoccupied For words don’t come easily When one really cares And too often I evaluate each word Trying to be anyone --but myself And the fear of rejection Brings confusion The confusion brings silence And my heart prays That you might hear my silence --and understand

Forever Died
The first time someone told me they wanted forever it last almost 15 yrs. before she went after her next forever. The second time it was 3yrs. before I was trading for a guy who made more money and didn't travel for work. After three years of being alone I finally (with a nudge from a mutual friend) decided to try again and this time told her up front that I wasn't interested in any less than forever, she said that's what she wanted to. GUESS WHAT forever ended after one weekend. So given the rate of decline, I'm pretty sure that at this point Forever is completely gone and Ture Love is only a fairy tale. I have my kids and friends and I think I need to just be happy with that. Love is a wonderful feeling until it isn't there anymore and this replaced by heartache and that's the a feeling I can do without. Just in case anybody does actually read this stuff. I'm a middle aged middle child so run for your life. I have spent most of my adult life in one totally screwed up relationsh

Yucky Day...
For those of you that are concerned about me from my problems (those who know me know what I am talking about), I would like to let you all know that I am ok. They have not figured what has triggered my episodes, but I will keep you all updated.....muaaah.

Hurting
can you take away my pain? make me feel numb so much noise in my head damn i wish i had peace why does life come with pain, deceit and lies all the broken promises why can you just take a break from life a break from breathing some part of me thinks you can find happiness in this heartbreaking world, am i wrong, or is it all a lie too

The Truth About Terry - Ms
NO I'M NOT GAY...lol This is for my friends here on Cherry Tap. It's time for Terry to admit to everyone, something I seem to always consider a weakness although I know I shouldn't. I have Multiple Sclerosis!! I've known this for a few years, but have always hid it except for a special few. Why am I writing this now? Because I know some friends of mine have been hurt by my sudden disappearance from my online world. And one VERY special lady was very hurt by my own reaction to my MS. MS is a strange disease and I'll bet there are many on this site with it that we will never know about. It many times will come and go. When it comes....it's scary...it's humbling...and can be debilitating. When it goes we always know...it will come again. In my case, I have not handled things real well when it rears it's ugly head. Standing at 6'4" and a former athlete, it tends to make me feel less than a man. I have in my case, within the last few months, hurt a very beautiful, caring, sensi

Getting The Hang Of It
Well I'd like to say hi to all and I am spending a bit more time here so that helps... getting to make more friends and chatting a bit and having fun... and that's the way to go. Hope you all enjoy yourselves tc

The Day I Nearly Died
I'm a Landscape Gardener, i've been stung many times by wasps or bees over the years, but the last two years each time I've been stung the worst the reaction, this Friday June 8th was nearly the last time, because this time the sting brought on Anaphylaxis shock, if my mate took five more minutes getting me to the hospital then i would of died, i must thank him and the staff at the hospital for the quick work in saving me, i'm back in work tomorrow its not nice to think that all around me is something so tiny but to me so deadly

Ways To Please & Pamper Me!
My big day is approaching soon (July 22nd) but you don't have to wait for any special ocassion to be a good pet and friend to spoil Me. I am providing links to some of My favorite wishlists, check them out as many times as you want and pick My gifts!! Be sure I am going to be very very happy and pleased! VICTORIA'S SECRET (click to send an email request for the wishlist - add in subject line- Requesting Victoria's Wishlist) MY FETISH LIST (click to send email request for the wishlist - add in the subject line - Requesting Fetish List) FREDERICKS OF HOLLYWOOD REGISTRY (link will take you directly to the Registry on a new page. Enter on Lastname: M Firstname: Mistress, then click on My registry link on the page) AMAZON WISH LIST If you want to make Cash Tributes to Me, send me an email with a request and I'll send you the information on how to do it thru paypal. Write to Me @ bdsmistress-m@hotmail.com Now go s

Trying To Add Pics!
Hey everyone, I have been trying to add pics for the last 30 minutes and all CT would let me put up so far is 4! It sucks. This site is fucked up right now and it drives me crazy!!! I guess I will try and add the rest later or tomorrow. Right now I am irritated at this damn site. Thanks!

True Friends
how do you know if you can trust a person that saya that they are a true friend and tell everybody that they ae part of your family they tell ou one thing and tell other friends that you are doing things that you wouldnt even have access to do the things they said you did and lie to you about things that they are doing and expect you to beleive them,and get pissed off when ou ask about it so do you believe them or do you believe them or do you disolve the friendship.

Dad's Rock.
Goodnight all my friends and cherry family,Happy fathers day to all you dad's. If you have a Dad,share some love,I wish I could, But I am blessed with a lifetime of memories,have a great weekend all.

Smittysplace
Learning to love and take care of yourself opens the way to loving others. Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ESFP) Your personality type is playful, charming, open minded, and energetic. Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 5% of all men You are Extroverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality? You're alive. Do something. The directive in life, the moral imperative was so uncomplicated. It could be expressed in single words, not complete sentences. It sounded like this: Look. Listen. Choose. Act. Barbara Hall, A Summons to New Orleans, 2000

Do You Really Know?
Do you really know what it is to be in Love? What is your feeling about it? Can you give yourself to a person, and love them or half ass like them? Well i've been there before, and it is like heaven on earth. To be with someone that has your back. To share everything with, the good and the bad, not to mention the unspoken. To give without thinking about it. It's funny because you can't get that feeling from everyone, because it's different personalities. The thing about it, you can lose it as fast as you got it. Taking things for granted, and things. You always need to talk things out. And you will forever be temted by things or people. So Becareful!!

70 Confessions
01. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be? Jeff henderson I want answers 02. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? Yes damn things take a loonie I want it back 03. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener? listener. 04. Do you take compliments well? not really sometimes but most of the time I argue about them 05. Do you play Sudoku? I tried twice my mind it not like that 06. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? Probally would be hard but I bet I could do it 07. Do you like to ride horses? I do and don¡¦t there so cute and fun but also scary 08. Did you ever go to camp as a kid? Yes from age 8-15 or 16 it was awesome 09. What was your favorite game as a kid? Well I had lots monopoloy truth or dare war mario games grounders haha that one was fun 10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you go for it? No definitely not as I find cheating tota

Ekk.
you know i was sitting here earlier,watching a *LMN* movie...those are *always* tear jerkers. But this specific movie was about 3 sisters (the movie is titled 'Jennifer'). And one of them gets diagnosed with *ALS* aka Lou Gehrigs disease. If your not familiar with this disease here's some info about *ALS* before i continue. Amyotrophic lateral sclerosis (*ALS*), often referred to as "Lou Gehrig's disease," is a progressive neurodegenerative disease that affects nerve cells in the brain and the spinal cord. Motor neurons reach from the brain to the spinal cord and from the spinal cord to the muscles throughout the body. The progressive degeneration of the motor neurons in *ALS* *eventually* lead to their *death* (a slow,stressful death at that). When the motor neurons die, the ability of the brain to initiate and control muscle movement is lost. With voluntary muscle action progressively affected, patients in the later stages of the disease may become *totally paralyzed*. A-m

Radio Jitters!
im hosting my own radio show soon on blogtalkradio.com and im kinda nervous only because i've never hosted before! i am really good at the whole "listening to what people have to say" thing but, anyhow! im gonna give it a shot and see how i do! it will be a challenge for me! im allways up for a good challenge lol! ok well if you really want to hear how it goes or just check the site out then my link is www.blogtalkradio.com/sexy1_4u! so i will be on there soon! im going to schedule a day for maby friday! but ok im going to finish up on here then im going to write my show out and get everything planned and ready to go! k wish me luck!

Lyrics And Poems I Like
The time is close now, the end is near My walk through the valley, trails of fear I feel empty, my penance overdue, I guess it's too late now to be with you I'm extremely frightened of what will surely be I sold myself, the death of me I know you can't forgive me I know I'm on my own, I've betrayed you I walk alone What exactly is the meaning of this Just pawns in your twisted game Severe pain for the lie I'm livin' For a love I never could betray [Bridge] Question me not say the lord unto thee You have chosen your own fate and your own destiny Denied of this life is what you are to be You have chosen your own fate and your own destiny Lord I pound my fists at you Won't you just let me die Would I not suffer enough No inner peace no after life [Repeat Bridge] I did what I thought was right All for the love of my life I know it's sad but true Something is very wrong Condemned to suffer so long For a love so true The question that lies within Is s

If
if you see me cry would you wipe away my tears if im scared would you protect me from my fears if i love you would you run an hide or hold me tight all thru the nite if i need you would stay or just say goodbye if i show i care does it push you away or makes you want to stay if i want you does it make me wrong if i say i will always be there do you even care if im gone would you notice or enjoy the fresh air the reasons i ask is to see if you care cause i know if you ask me my answer is i'm always going to be there

I'm Not Ignoring You :)
Sorry I know that people are writing to me in my shoutbox and sometimes I am able to write back and other times I am not. I moved and now am living out of the area to recieve high speed so am stuck with dial up which really really sucks. It takes forever for things to load up on here which makes it difficult to rate and comment bomb but I am trying my hardest to help my family with the leveling and the contests. I am slowly getting this done, just don't give up on me. I am still here and still trying to get things done :)

My Kitten Basti
Ok, so I’m out in the back yard, with my dogs and I hear this noise that sounds like a kitten crying. So I go toward the noise, pass my outside dog. I look down over the hill into the woods, and I see this cute little kitten. She starts to come toward me; I have to get her because my dog might eat her. So I get her, and its so heart breaking that someone had discarded this cute little kitten. It touch me so much cause like her I had been discarded by the ones that I loved and who was supposed to love me in return. I take her to the house, my son comes out to see her, along with one of the dogs an let me tell you that’s when I found out she doesn’t like dogs. My other cat has taken and interest in her, so I let him out she didn’t like him either. She is starting to get use to the fact of the dogs and the cat. She has to sleep with me, she can’t be anywhere else. I know that she was dropped of cause if she was born outside most likely she would not have come near me. But she is just so

~which Breakfast Club Character Am I?~
You Would Be a Pet Dog You're friendly, loyal, and an all around good sport. People love to be near you. You are very open with your feelings, and you're quite vocal in expressing them. You are sincere and kind. You love many people - without any sort of agenda. Why you would make a great pet: You're content to chill out with your friends Why you would make a bad pet: You always find yourself getting into trouble What you would love about being a dog: Running around and playing What you would hate about being a dog: Being left home alone while everyone else is out having fun What Kind of Pet Would You Be? Which Breakfast club character are you? Allison-Backetcaseyou are allison...the basketcase. you're wierd and you like attention...but you ROCK!Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com Allison-Backetcase you are allison...the basketcase. you're wierd and you like attention...but you ROCK! You Would Be a Pet Cat

I Am Canadian
Well its that time of year again...the time when us Canadians remember just how awesome it is to be CANADIAN!! It's almost Canada Day!! Waho0o0!! So grab your flag... Jump in your car... Stop at the Beer Store... Dont forget the food now... And because we all know what happens when Canada Day-Amanda-drinking mix...better stop at the drug store too... When your done come on over... And all of CT is invited :P There will be fireworks... Entertainment... Even body painting...hehe So Happy Canada Day To One And All!! Have a great one and stay safe!! And as i always say... Now go...and have some fun!!

True Friends Help
I know i have some bommer friends out there and hopefully they are not too busy i need some help my friend feel sick and waz not able to start right when it be gan will yll please help me get her up some we only falling down about 4000 commits i know yall can help do this please your friend kewlrunning tha link is below http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=753759&albumid=414744&i=1625170346

My Blogs
Wear a motorcycle helmet if you like, but this writer makes a case for riding bare. By Dick Teresi ABATE, or American Bikers Aiming Toward Education, is a nationwide organization of helmet-hating Harley riders. Mensa is an international organization of geniuses and near-geniuses. Its members must score in the top two percent of the population in an intelligence test. The Gator Alley chapter of ABATE challenged its neighbors in the Southwest Florida chapter of Mensa to a whiz-kid test of knowledge. No bikes, no chains, no colors. Just tough questions, such as what was established by the Lateran Treaty of 1929? The showdown took place in Bonita Springs, Florida. It was a seesaw battle, but in the end, the bikers won. To be truthful, Mensa played without the services of its president, Jeff Avery. On the other hand, the ABATE team played without Avery also. He disqualified himself, being president of both clubs. After their loss, the Mensans sat down with their opponents a

The Nerve Of Some Fucking People
Well sitting here looking at this site and reading a few of the bullentines i have noticed that the people on here demanding fans and rates of tens.Well if someone fans u at least fan them back i mean come on how hard is it to move ur mouse to the left hand side and fan them as well,as far as demanding 10s i give what i give soo kinda like an eye for an eye u know.Its simply amazes me how this is suppose to be a ADULT WEBSITE ummmm maybe should look into the oxymoron that the audlt website presents.People on here saying leave me an ass load of comments and ill give u a gift LOL okay give a gift cuase u wanna dont bribe people.O well its a good site to be on its fun to read other peoples bullshit drama they post on here cuase it seem soooo many live there life threw the internet these days.I wonder what would happen if the net just shut down for like 24 hrs what most of u would do ?There bee mass histerics rioting in the streets LOL no

True Love
DO YOU LOVE If you love some one because you think that he or she is really gorgeous ....then it's not love .. it's "Infatuation" If you love some one because you think that you shouldn't leave him because others think that you shouldn't ... then it's not love.. it's "Compromise" If you love some one because you have been kissed by him ... then it's not love.. it's "Inferiority complex" If you love some one because you cannot leave him thinking that it would hurt his feelings .. then it's not love .. it's "Charity" If you love some one because you share every thing with him ... then it's not love... it's "Friendship" BUT... If you feel the pain of the other person more than him even when he is stable and you cry for him ... that's "LOVE" SO WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT THIS,PEOPLE ?

Divorce
What kind of man sends an email to his wife saying he wants a divorce 2 hours after he says he loves her?? I see people that my husband knows are checking out my profile. You should ALL remember that there are 2 sides to every story. I wouldn't jump to conclusions and make decisions about me just yet....You want to know my side? Ask me, then say what you will. Doesn't matter to me either way. I have always admitted my wrong doing,But i refuse to be accused of cheating on Stanley, not loving him, or having a "new boyfriend" now. Even tho IF i did, what would that matter to anyone? He/you think "someone" is interferring with our relationship. I know who he/you are talking about. Thing is she has NOTHING to do with this. I found what i did on my own. Thing is i ALWAYS find something. Do not get mad at someone who has done nothing but try to help us out and NOT tell either one of us that we need to move on. How many times has that been said to him/you by his/your friends? Yes she may have

A Penny For My Thoughts?
Well hmmm, I have been looking at this site for the last few hours now since I was told about it by JRS. I kinda like it. It is just as kewl as my space if not better in some ways. BTW www.myspace.com/mineonly1999 is my link. I am on yahoo also. Anyway I am here if any of you wish to chat. I suppose I have to learn to chat with everyone in the world now huh? I really try to stay in my area cuz I have chatted before with someone out of the country and almost got into a bunch of trouble. My sweetness gets me into trouble alot. Sugar has been my nick name for a while now cuz I am just sooo darn sweet. So if you all care to chat I suppose I will be around from time to time. I am hoping like heck to not spend as much time on the computer looking for the love of my life as I have been. Sounds silly I know but it is true. There is this amazing guy that I have met recently and I really do like him alot. I want to somewhere down the road be totally devoted to him. I am one of th

Our Love
I Love You So Deeply, I Love You So Much, I Love The Sound Of Your Voice, And The Way That We Touch. I Love Your Warm Smile, And Your Kind Thoughtful Way, The Joy That You Bring, To My Life Everyday, I Love You Today, As I Have From The Start, And I'll Love You Forever, With All My Heart. Our Love Is Different From The Rest, Showing Two Sides,Yours Verse Mine, A Minute To Us,All Time Set For The Best, Seeing That I Was So Blind. Completeing The Right Path For Our Love To Draw Near,Time Won't Stop,It Might Feel Slow, Just Wanting Your Kisses,And Touches,Rubs And Moans We Love To Hear,But We Need Our Love To Grow. This Love Has To Last,We Have Put So Much Into It, If You Ever Leave I Don't Kno How I'd Get Through,Our Love Shall Last Longer Than 60 Seconds,Forced Upon Us Like A Sand In An Hour Glass. Our Love Will Last Like The Earth I Stand Upon, Like The Trees That Stand In The Summer Breeze, And My Heart You Grasp,Telling Me You Love Me. The Kindiest Man

A Song.
I've lived, I've loved, most of all I've lost. Time and time again I've paid the cost. How many times can you fall to pieces? Disregarded like the paper, crumpled with creases. Distinctly vague, the flame starts to sputter. Just as your ranting turn to quiet mutters. A tightening grasp, draining, claiming me. Haunting, relentless, not letting me free. I want to forget, I want to let go. Most of all, I want you to know, I will never be the same. All of these thoughts that choke memories into flat lines. Relieve me of what I have left behind. I've got some good things, not enough to cope. I've got a new dream, a different kind of hope. My perspective will not stay the same. My hearts in the past, only one person to blame. Just as you were, just as you will be. Unfurled in time, you’re bound to see. Here I am stuck in the middle The pressure builds little by little No hope for better days In the past is where my heart stays Nothing I say and do chan

Poem
In childhood all the sunflowers are tall. The seasons are bright, the road is long. Every afternoon can seem an eternity. Learning to whistle is an all out feat edging ever closer to success. Then there are the babies born unheard of. The corked bodies and floppy heads without a hand to support them, no breast, no crib, no morning stroll in the park. How many of these make it to the place we are. Adulthood. Sure we have troubles, annoyances, grievances with our neighbors, the principle of commerce, the government, but at least we are here to discover a new way to make amends, or rediscover an old idea. In childhood bedtime is eight o'clock, stories are read from Grimm's Fairytales, the television exhumes its white noise news and all the little ones fall asleep. Each dream a new chapter, every milestone an ideal. And then there are those whose mealtime is a stab in the dark, whose bodies are broken with hunger, whose hearts are broken too. They are visible thr

All The Cool Kids Are Doing It!
Hey everybody! I'm in BadGirl's Default Pic Contest that just started today and goes for the next two weeks. This is my first contest so I'm pretty excited about it. I need your help! Please click my pic below and go Rate or Comment BOMB the hell out of my pic. I'd really appreciate it and will send love in return! Anything you want! Please help me in any way you can. Please repost this and send to your friends too! Thanks! FL_FunGuy603 http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=178222&albumid=440850&i=789747561 ~Danny P.S. - Show BadGirl some love too while you're at it! DJ BADGIRL~ONLY IN YOUR DREAMS~@ CherryTAP

Thank You Mr. President
Dear Mr. President, I just wanted to say Thank You for the outrageous gas prices! I just paid $2.90 for one gallon; it was $2.78 yesterday so I just spent another 12 cents a gallon! I am sure this brings you joy as your bank account grows and mine diminishes. I didn’t really like when gas was only $1.69 when you came into office, made me feel like I was not supporting you and your administration in getting rich. You know my goal in life is to make sure your comfortable. So enjoy the million-dollar home, the fancy car, and the 7-figure bank account. My fellow Americans and I will continue to struggle just so you can live lavishly on the hog.

Not Sure
not sure if yhe blog I posted made it or not so I'll say it again if yo dont mind: I have been here at CT for a while, and have meet many wonderful people and thought wow new fiends how cool is this. then I got a wake up call. Yes a small few of you are really freinds, but I found out that to a few of you it's just a points thing. dont get me wrong points are cool but freinds are much better to have. I have helped a great many of you out with your contest or rated yur pictures 10's and rated your profiles 10's have fan'd you. and have done what ever I could to help you out. I have gotten a thanks from one or two you in general but for the most part not even a thanks or got to hell. When you post a new pic or a new blog or a photo I try to rate it for you. yes I wknow it also helps me out. I guess what I'm saying is I rather have friends and someone who will drop by and just say hello.call me silly call me stupid I dont care I would rather have frieds any day

Scatology
Close-to-complete Ideology and Religion Shit List Taoism: Shit happens. Confucianism: Confucius say, "Shit happens." Buddhism: If shit happens, it isn't really shit. Zen Buddhism: Shit is, and is not. Zen Buddhism #2: What is the sound of shit happening? Hinduism: This shit has happened before. Islam: If shit happens, it is the will of Allah. Islam #2: If shit happens, kill the person responsible. Islam #3: If shit happens, blame Israel. Catholicism: If shit happens, you deserve it. Protestantism: Let shit happen to someone else. Presbyterian: This shit was bound to happen. Episcopalian: It's not so bad if shit happens, as long as you serve the right wine with it. Methodist: It's not so bad if shit happens, as long as you serve grape juice with it. Congregationalist: Shit that happens to one person is just as good as shit that happens to another. Unitarian: Shit that happens to one person is just as bad as shit that happens to another. Lutheran: If sh

Sarah Mclachlan - I Will Remember You Lyrics
Angel Spend all your time waiting for that second chance for a break that would make it okay there's always one reason to feel not good enough and it's hard at the end of the day I need some distraction oh beautiful release memory seeps from my veins let me be empty and weightless and maybe I'll find some peace tonight in the arms of an angel fly away from here from this dark cold hotel room and the endlessness that you fear you are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie you're in the arms of the angel may you find some comfort there so tired of the straight line and everywhere you turn there's vultures and thieves at your back and the storm keeps on twisting you keep on building the lie that you make up for all that you lack it don't make no difference escaping one last time it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees in the arms of an angel fly away from here from this dark cold hot

Nationwide & Worldwide Rally Against Child Abuse
I AM HOLDINGA A 'I AM AGAINST CHILD ABUSE!!!' RALLY IN MARYVILLE, TN ON JULY 18TH, IF YOU WANT TO PARTICIPATE EMAIL ME AT PRETTYWRENCH@HOTMAIL.COM AND LEMME KNOW. MY MYSPACE IS WWW.MYSPACE.COM/PRETTYWRENCH or info about the rally WWW.MYSPACE.COM/RALLYAGAINSTABUSE GET ME THERE IF YOU CANT GET ME AT HOTMAIL. WILL YOU STAND UP FOR THE CHILDREN??? Rally Please Repost Body: (1) Please support the rally. Taegens Law is posted in Jan's blog! It's great! it's a shame what has had to happen to create this law ... but it's there now and its our job to persue it, and DEMAND that it be passed. (2) If you're not organizing a rally, please take some time and consider gathering signatures for the petition. Grab a 25 cent notebook from Wal-Mart, print out a copy of Taegens Law .... and take it with you. Get your friends signatures, your family, your neighbors, your co-workers. A lot of people have messaged saying they want to help, but work etc, on Wednesday, or th

Erotica
When the slightest touch puts you in a place you have never dreamed of. And to hear the voice that makes you melt. Wanting and yearning for the touch not knowing if it is going to happen or not. When the whispering of sweet nothings make you warm all over and moist at the same time. Wanting and waiting for the time and the place, and coming to the conclusion that it doesn't matter the time or place it is here and now. Getting closer every moment wanting him to hold you in his arms and just to feel the slightest breathe on your neck, the kind that sends shivers down your spin. The softest kiss says so much and not having to say a word. The brush of the hand softly on your cheek slowly moving to the neck, wanting him to grab your hair and tugging so slightly. Gentle kisses on the neck and shoulders, and wanting so much more. Feeling his skin next to yours starting to heat. The breathing becomes more rapid as you don't know what his next move may be. Closing your eyes

Screen Madness (a Blog)
Jesus Christ. This dude in Chicago within like 5 mins of talking to me sends me his number and is telling me all this bullshit like, "you are so beautiful and let me take you out" When I know all he wants to do is get up in my shit. I sign onto yahoo and I got 10 fucking offlines from this ass clown so I delete and block him off yahoo and here. That was before he decided to flood my inbox with all kinds of crap. I didn't know that the email block feature was seperate. See back in the day, When you blocked someone on CT they weren't able to message you, rate you or anything. lol. WTFH~! This is one of the reasons why I left CherryTap in the first place cuz of psycho ass men. lol. I state for the record here. I AM SINGLE OFFICIALLY BUT I AM NOT LOOKING FOR ANY MEN. Thank you for calling. If I wanna fuck, I'll let you know. lol. Weee, I'm back. haha. I present to you Big Fucking Dork aka Big Daddy Cool. Beware of this Ass Clown lol. 1. I don't have pet

That Night,omg
Drawing her bath and sinking into the hot water ANGEL remembers their last night together. He was wanting to be a bit kinky and had brought the handcuffs, she gladly attached them to him and the headboard, kissing him deeply before she moved slowly down his body, biting and licking her way to his already hard cock. Hearing his moans, knowing her pussy was just out of his reach. She nibbled her way around the head..then lapping at the shaft as she had done before..knowing it would make him crazy. Turning to see the lust in his eyes, made her smile, and she spreads his legs wider, lifting them slightly as she bathed his balls with her tongue. His low gutteral moans of "oh my god baby" were music to her ears. Now taking her time and kissing and biting at his thighs, letting her breasts brush against them, as she worked her way to his ankles. Then stopping and turning to face him, she sat upon the footboard, spreading her legs wide as she started running her finger over her moist pink lips

More About Me
I'mma Flirt... I'm happily married with two kids. I like to flirt. I flirt with my wife and with my wife watching. Flirting is both a turn on and fun. I love it when women flirt back because it challenges the mind. But no matter what I say or how I say it, I'm not breaking my vow. My most treasured rule has helped me keep that vow. I will not have sex with a woman I do not trust. (And just for the record... I will never have sex with a man.)

My First Brand New Car
I've been selling cars for a while now. I've always owned old, average 20 years, POS's. Well today that ends. I signed a lease on a Electric Blue Metallic Pontiac G6 Sport Sedan today, it only has 51 miles on it, of which I put 25 prior to buying. WHOOOOOO HOOOOOOOO

Listen Up!!
I THINK LOVE SUCKS...SERIOUSLY. I HAVE NOT EVER BEEN LOVE. I THOUGHT I WAS IN LOVE ONCE, BUT IF IT WAS LOVE, THEN WHY ARENT WE STILL TOGETHER??? I HAVE HAD MY SHARE OF GUYS, AND NO ONE IS PERFECT. ITS NORMAL TO ARGUE, AND TO DISAGREE ON DIFFERENT THINGS, BUT WHEN ITS TOO MUCH OF IT...IT NOT HEALTHY TO ME. MY EX BOYFRIEND FROM A WHILE BACK JUST BROKE MY HEART ON TWO. I THOUGHT I WAS IN LOVE WITH HIM, BUT HE DID ME WRONG IN EVERY WAY POSSIBLE. I MEAN, GUYS HAVE TRIED TO GO OUT WITH ME TELLING ME THAT HTYE WANT TO GET TO KNOW ME...BUT AT THAT TIME, I NEVER GAVE THEM A CHANCE. THATS MY FAULT...AND WHERE DO I STAND NOW?? WELL, I DOUBT EVERY GUY IN THE BOOK. I FEEL LIKE ALL MEN ARE NOTHING BUT LIES...I THINK THAT NO MAN WILL EVER BE FAITHFUL TO HIS WIFE...I MEAN, DOESNT HE GET TORED OF THE SAME PUSSY EVERY NIGHT?? I THINK AS LONG AS THERE ARE WHORES AND SLUTS AROUND...YOUR MAN WILL NEVER STICK WITH YOU...A LOT OF PEOPLE THAT I DONT EVEN KNOW, THINK I AM A SLUT AND A WHORE, BUT IM NOT...IM JU

Thanx
Just wanted to let you all know I love you very much ..you have helped me so in the last few months...I hve been ill for a very long time...pretending and moving forward everyday but finally it is to the point that i have to face serious consequences....in the morning I go to the hospital and have to have a heart cath...the left side of my heart is dragging behind and not doing it's job..... not a good thing when the old ticker stops ticking you know... they do not know what is wrong and are exploring all options.... I am at high risk because I am also a diabetic and haven't taken care of myself well denying that I was ...now I have to pay the piper and hope he has mercy..... Pray for me please and any other magicical powers you have send my way....as always I am facing these things alone and it really sucks....if I don't write to you in a bit remember you are in my thoughts and I will be back soon as I can the LOrd willing.... hugs and kisses my friends.....

Quotes I Will Always Relate To In Some Way/hope It Opens Your Mind
"The classic relationship with grass that early hippies had was that it's better when shared with friends. You can't get really high with a bad attitude. Kindness and sweetness exhilerates your stone. Stolen grass doesn't get you as high. The old hippie ethic really counts." Stephen Gaskin "We wouldn't be here if it weren't for psychedelic drugs. In terms of the role of psilocybin in human evolution on the grasslands of Africa, people not on drugs were behind the curve. The fact is that, in terms of human evolution, people not on psychedelics are not fully human. They've fallen to a lower state, where they're easily programmed, boundary defined, obsessed by sexual possessiveness which is transferred into fetishism and object obsession. We don't want too many citizens asking where the power and the money really goes. Informed by psychedelics, people might stop saluting. "Take your political party, your job, whatever, and shove it."" Terence McKenna "Avoid all needle drug

Me!!
what should i do? when you hardly know someone and you cant stop thinking of them. when you got to sleep or first thing in the morn they are all you think about. what can you do. when all you can think of is dirty thoughts what can you do? Sitting here wondering what is next. I sit here all day long with nothing to do. I wish i had someone to talk to and do things with. Maybe, I should just forget about having friends..most of hte ones I have are to busy to talk to me..the ones who arent dont really have anything to say or any time to do something. I just want a night out drinking and dancing..is that too much to ask? Sitting here, not feeling good. thinking about going to bed. i would like to feel better and maybe even have some good dreams. this weather needs to make up my mind..one day its cold the next day it is hot. if the weather would stay one way i might actually feel better. oh well...i will just have ot deal with it. after all i do live in NY!!!

Vacation Time!!
Well the time has come for my summer holidays. This yr I am travelling all over Southern Ontario with my kids. We will be on boats, trains and automobiles. Should be lots of fun!! I plan on spending some time on the beach sipping Mai Tai's and relaxing, afterall thats what holidays are for. I will miss you all!! Leave me lots of love to come home to. A whole week without my puter or Ct will seem like a lifetime. P.S. Seeing as i cant send you all a postcard, this will have to do :P TTYL!!

Chargers
"While the team that beat them in the playoffs, New England, upgraded in the offseason, the Chargers already have what the Patriots will be trying to forge in training camp and the preseason: strong chemistry and the motivation of a team with everything to prove." - USA Today

Wtf
Ok so this mum thing was suppose to be just a little whatever but it turned into a complete bash session on me! I mean your words are sure as hell not going to hurt me. I was just asking for a yes or no answer. not your thoughts on what kind of person i am or kev for that matter for being in the situation. So you can talk all your shit about us but until you know the whole story behind me and kevin stfu! But then again I will not lose any sleep for any of your dumb comments. And hey if it makes you feel better about yourself then hey Im glad i could help. Have a nice fucking day...i know i will! Was just thinking about these mumm things and ya know, when people comment on the mumms you leave, they take most of it like your serious about a lot of the stuff. Do people not realize that most people make shit up to get points. Ill tell ya, people take this computer shit way to seriously. Yea well to each their own. Have a good day! Ok its been like 2 days and I still can't create a mumm. I

Final Blog Repeated
Free Level 20 profile give away contest starts now until the 18 Best reason, offer, or any other thing you wanna bribe me for to get this profile, wins!!!! Email me a private message or whatever with your offer and the best one by aug 18th 2007 gets this profile when vic ends... If not i am just gonna delete it!!!! You can find me at this profile (The one you can win) *R.I.P. MYSTIC ANGEL*@ fubar

True Story
This is a true story and I have thought about it deeply every day since it happened. This sort of thing never happened to me before or after. For me, it was a one of my personal experience. In September 2001 I was camping with my girlfriend along an unpaved forest road in the Manzano Mountains in northern New Mexico. It was a place I had hiked before and was told that there were homesteaders there in the old days who were unsuccessful in their attempts to survive. It was an evening that was clear with some moonlight. About 2 a.m. or so I woke up to the sound of a single distant coyote howl. I listened to it for awhile and thought it was strange there was only one coyote howling. Then suddenly a crazy barking/howling came from what seemed to be ten feet outside my tent. I turned over to see if my girlfriend was listening and I thought I saw her leaning up from her sleeping bag on one elbow with her head tilted upward, looking toward the roof of the tent. She had a terrified expr

My Prayer
My Prayer Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend.

The New Kid In Town
I really hate being single....worst thing ever. There is this one woman I really want to be with however it won't ever happen. She's already with this other guy and chances are that won't change, but who knows.....wishes might come true. So yeah, I've only been on here for a couple days now and already have met alot of interesting people. I never thought that in the first 5 minutes I had nearly 30 people look at me and some rated/commented. I really do think I'll enjoy myself here. Least i hope so.

Sex Stories
Water…hot, soft, pulsating. It runs down your body as you stand under the spray. It trickles, making rivulets, running down into every hollow, and every crease of your body. It caresses your face, your neck, and your breasts, dripping off of your nipples. You can feel the heat from the water coursing down your back, and you think of my hands, roaming over you, exciting you. You reach for the soap, lathering your hands, and bring them to your face, smoothing the bubbles over your soft skin, inhaling the scent. Your hands move to your neck, rubbing, circling, and caressing, down to your breasts. Your hands are slick, sliding easily over the mounds. Your hand softly cradles a breast, while your other hand moves across your stomach, making a trail of lather. Your thumb grazes across a nipple, and slowly circles, bringing it to a peak. The bar of soap falls from your hand as you cradle your other breast, pinching a nipple. You squeeze them both simultaneously, and gasp at the sharp knife of

Horniscope - Scorpio Here: What Are You???
Hornyscopes!! AQUARIUS Jan 21 - Feb 19 Ruling Planet: URANUS. The God of unexpected sexual twists and turns Aquarians make much better friends than lovers, but when a typical Aquarian gets some bang-bang, it's more an intellectual experience than an emotional one. Looks aren't important to Aquarians in a relationship, it's the mind and spirit of a lover that turns Aquarius on.They are very entertaining in bed and are probably the most inventive of all the signs.Mental stimulation is more important to them than physical, which means that pornography gets them hot! Aquarians are impatient and like sex to be fast and satisfying. They are very particular about hygiene and contraception and sleeping around holds little interest for them. FAVE POSITION Mutual masturbation. BEST SEX TOY A Dildo. Whether gay, straight, male or female, Aquarians will have some fun with this. AQUARIUS MALE IN BED He has amazing staying power in the sack. He can keep at it and control hims

Lestat
To be, or not to be: that is the question: Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune, Or to take arms against a sea of troubles, And by opposing end them? To die: to sleep; No more; and by a sleep to say we end The heart-ache and the thousand natural shocks That flesh is heir to, 'tis a consummation Devoutly to be wish'd. To die, to sleep; To sleep: perchance to dream: ay, there's the rub; For in that sleep of death what dreams may come When we have shuffled off this mortal coil, Must give us pause: there's the respect That makes calamity of so long life; For who would bear the whips and scorns of time, The oppressor's wrong, the proud man's contumely, The pangs of despised love, the law's delay, The insolence of office and the spurns That patient merit of the unworthy takes, When he himself might his quietus make With a bare bodkin? who would fardels bear, To grunt and sweat under a weary life, But that the dread of som

Dim And Bleak
when things seem so dim and bleak, slow going goes your week, redness enters your cheek, while happiness is what you seek, here is just alittle peak, you are all beautiful in your own way, friends which i hope will be here to stay, beauty in side and out, dont sit there and pout, find the happiness you desire, let that in your heart become fire, get lost is what you say to the lier, dont take anyones shit, they are the ones acting like a twit, they are morons to the end, but i will always be here as a friend, all you ladies are beautiful and true, dont let someone make you feel blue, because they are the ones that dont have a clue, of that special person inside each of you, im happy we have met, with me happiness is what you will get, so smile and feel right, you are all a wonderful sight, true friends are hard to find, and you are all in my mind, so smile and be free, this is what you will see, no one can bother you, if you dont feel blue, to your self be

In Loving Memory...
This was written for me by a very sweet friend on here. It is in memory of my best friend Virgel who killed himself January 5th 2007 Thanks again for this poem. It means sooo much to me!!! Gone but not forgotten As it should be with best friends The memories are a beacon A flame that never ends Times we spent together Through the smiles and the tears In my heart you will live forever Even though you aren't here Thank you for the love we shared The connection at the soul I was blessed beyond compare And I just wanted you to know Although you can't be with me You will live forever in my heart That is the best place for you to be The one place we will never be apart glitter-graphics.com Everyone told me after Virgel shot himself that it would take a little time before I was over it. How does someone get over something like that? One minute he's here playin with my kids and hangin out and the next he's all over the news and the papers for killing himself. And

Kisses
Your Kisses Are Medium-Hot Your kisses are definitely sexy, but you're not about to make anyone gasp for air. You take it slow and steady... and you ramp things up when you get the right signals. Your kissing style is adaptable and adept. And people who kiss you love it! How Hot Are Your Kisses?

B00 B00's Erotic Stories
The bar was dark and smoky but after the day I had I decided to brave walking in alone and have the drink I thought I desperately needed to unwind. A hotel bar isn't my idea of a perfect place to unwind but when in a strange city the options are limited. As my eyes adjust to the dim lighting in the bar I see the form of a shapely woman sitting at the bar. Dressed all in red, my favorite color on a woman, she was sitting all by herself sipping her glass of wine. I glanced around the bar and didn't see anyone that looked like they belonged with her, just a couple of sleazy looking businessmen giving her the eye. I decide to act on my instinct and walk towards an empty barstool next to the lady in red. Taking my seat I took a quick look at her to see if her front looked as good as her backside did. She was beautiful. Long, blond streaked, dark brown hair, big dark eyes and full pouty lips that looked in need of kissing. She had a little smile on her face and it showed off t

Trust...
You Know when you really truly love someone you should trust them enough to tell them the truth. Testing them is good to a point to see if they really do love you, but when is it testing goes too far. When do we say no more? A heart can be breaken with just the slightest of moves. The pain that can be felt inside is sharp, very painful and then one wonders what more is going to be tested... then sparks a matter of truth. the one testing wants to know if he / she can trust the one they are testing and the one feeling the pain is not being trusted. How should we really handle the way we test the ones we love and find out if they really love us? If we know they love us...Should we have to test them? Is it that our hearts know that they love us but our minds fuck us over and want us to test them and make us do these stupid things? Well whatever it is... I feel the test should not be in the form of lies, it should be in the forms of a foundation. One to build a life on ...not something to b

Tag!
So the point of this game is to post a blog about ten weird habits/random facts about yourself, and then "tag" ten people who, then, have to post a blog about their ten weird habits/random facts. You have to tag them in your blog and then post a comment on their page saying that you tagged them. No tag-backs are allowed! 1. As much as I love music I have NEVER been to a concert! 2. I can burp like a man 3. I have mild OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) 4. I have a mole on my eyelid near the corner. 5. I have a scar on my left leg from where I had 13 stitches and it's in the shape of an upside down A and it's numb in the middle. I can press my fingernail in it until I feel the bone and I won't feel a thing. Weird enough for ya? 6. At 29 years old I decided to go to college. 7. I had a poem published once. 8. I squirt. 9. At one point in my life I owned approx. 30 cats. Ok we lived in the woods and I left the cat food out for my cats and all the wild

The Stones, Part 2
ok kids, heres the next and hopefully final episode of the kidney stone saga. after spending a quiet evening friday night, not in too much pain, i finally drift off to sleep. im thinking, ok, this is cool. maybe ill actually rest for a few hours. ummm, no. about 4 am, the blinding pain has returned. not the pain i felt the first day mind you, which was bad enough, but, severe, i want to die pain. my daughter believes i am being tortured by some unseen harry potter curse in my own bed. ugh. so, needless to say, for most of saturday, i spent my time in the bathroom, or curled up in the fetal position. meanwhile, my entire family is now in my house, asking me what they can do, lol. the words "go away" i assume where only audible in my head. now, most normal humans probably would have taken the advice of all the other people in the house and gone to the hospital, but alas, im not most normal humans, lol. in fact, since this is not my first rodeo, i knew what was happening. i could feel the

9 Words Women Use
9 WORDS WOMEN USE 1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a 1/2 hr. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wan

Truth
For my one regret: I pick up the pieces, you shatter them more I shut out the pain, you open the door Pour salt on my wounds, kick me when I'm down Hold my head under watching me drown Not battered not beaten not physically hurt Never the less reduced to dirt You were the man whose lies flowed freely You were the man who never knew me You were the man who was "changed" and "new" You were the man who claimed your love as true You were the one who would play games and cheat You were the one who stopped my heartbeat You were the one whom I saw, no other You were the one whom I feared I would smother You were the love that I missed for so long You were the love that always went wrong You were the love that scarred so deep You were the love that haunted my sleep You were the addiction that made me sick You were the addiction hardest to kick You were the addiction that burned my soul You were the addiction that left a hole

Rambles...
Ladies, Gents, I will make this short and sweet. A gentleman has informed me that I am SUPPOSED to rate everyone with a 10. I politely, or rather smartassedly informed him if that was the case, why are there other numbers on the scale? And as though he wanted to make me feel guilty, he sends me a message that states that even though i gave him an 8, hes giving me a 10. Uhm...Ill level with yall. I like being rated. Its nice to see what people really think. I dont let it affect me to the point that I have to get upset over it, but its nice. If you wanna rate me a 1, do it. If you wanna rate me a 10, do it. Its all up to you. I cant change how you feel about rating me. So if you wanna flame me about rating you a freakin 8 or whatever, dont waste your time. Im gonna read, laugh, delete. ALWAYS in that order...

Deleting Page!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'VE BEEN UNDECIDED ABOUT KEEPING MY PAGE, BUT AS OF TOMORROW SUNDAY 8/26/07 MY PAGE WILL NO LONGER EXIST. I HAVE TOO MUCH SHIT GOING ON IN MY LIFE & THERE'S NO NEED FOR THIS PAGE. IT WAS FUN WHILE IT LASTED, BUT FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO KNOW HOW TO CONTACT ME YOU ARE STILL MORE THAN WELCOME TO KEEP IN TOUCH. LOVE YA'LL, BUT I'M OUT!!!!!!!!!!

Lazy Songster
Apparently its cool to come back to someone's profile after just looking. Just a LOOK...and call them a fag. No comments, ratings or anything of the kind to make anyone else think twice. Instead "angelogabriel" comes back with "fuck off fag" ...no reason accept that I looked at his stupid half naked self. He can't even capitalize a word or puncuate a sentence. Ignorace in bliss? Doubtful. I don't know whether to be shocked or hurt or just appalled. Why do these people still exist? I am pretty sure I dig this site. I've spent the last couple days trolling around and learning how everything works, and I've gotta say. It's actually fun, entertaining and not at all what I expected. Yay Fubar. Also, there used to be a real bar in a town near me called FooBar. That was the reason this site even caught my eye. The fact that is an internet bar is even better. haha. The end. just seeing what this whole thing looks like, feels like...etc. I'm used to other interfaces but this seems like it c

My Letter To Alcohol
Dear Alcohol, First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holidays, hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call my ex's as well as cute girls that I have recently met when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone at all hours of the night, and you know i really dont want to talk to them either? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do

Men
Why is it that a man can claim to "really be feeling you," but don't want you? Why is that he can SOMETIMES say that he wants to be your man then when you ask him about it, he is clueless. If men would make up their damn mind, women wouldn't be wasting their damn time on one loser and get a little bit of what they want from many men because it seems that no one man can fulfill ALL my needs. Guess that is why the front of my car says NEVER SATISFIED. I am tired of the games and lies. If all you wanted was sex, say so. If you want more, be a man, speak up and say it. Bottom line: I am single so if you are really about something, then get at me and let's see what happens!!!!! Aimee

R34p3r'5 Bl0g
I usually don't like to post social commentaries and what not but today I will make an exception. No matter what you believe, today 6 years ago America lost a lot of innocent lives and a series of horrific scenes followed. I remember where I was that day, and how badly I wanted to leave my job and be alone. Now, I challenge you today. Today, like many others in this nation we remember the horror, but let us not forget the heroic human spirit. Lets celebrate the lives of those lost and those that helped strangers that day with self sacrifice. Here is what I mean: "NEW YORK - On Sept. 11, Kaitlin Ulrich will bring goody baskets to the police and fire departments in and around Philadelphia. 100 volunteers from New York Ã¢Â€Â“ 9/11 firefighters and family members among them Ã¢Â€Â“ are going to Groesbeck, Texas, to rebuild a house destroyed by a tornado last December. This is a minute sampling of the hundreds of thousands of people who have pledged to memorial

Bubbling Off
You are a cowardly man, Who hides in the shadows of fear. You stand up for no one; not even me. Why do I love a man who doesn't defend my honor or misguided feelings. Living in a state of anger an hurt. Why must you linger on the sidelines. Cheering for the otherside an not defending your queen. I hopelessly forgive for one day you could realize. Who is leading the truth and who is trailing in the lies. I've given you love, and defended my saint. Why must I beg for the same grace. Some Knight in Shining Armor who turns out to be a unmasked cowardly lion. Who hides in the corner hoping to go unnoticed. While time wastes by and I grow hunger. Hey guys I my buddy is trying to win one of those contest. Please comment on his pic here is the link. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=398434&albumid=549681&i=810474089 Thank you!

You Can Never Have Too Many Friends!
Where ever I go, no matter the place, one thing always stands true...Friends are forever! A real friend will get your back no matter what. They say a friend will come visit you in jail...a real friend will be sitting next you in the same cell laughing thier ass off about how you both got there! Whether here in FUBAR or on myspace I have the best and damn good looking friends in the world! So to one and all I raise my mug high and sing a toast of praise to each and everyone of you! Thank you all!!

Balance
It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing. It doesn’t interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love for your dream for the adventure of being alive. It doesn’t interest me what planets are squaring your moon... I want to know if you have touched the centre of your own sorrow if you have been opened by life’s betrayals or have become shrivelled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain mine or your own without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy mine or your own if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful to be realistic to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn’t interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if yo

Like To Take This Oppertunity
THANK YOU FOR THE OPPERTUNITY TO HAVE MY VERY FIRST HAPPY HOUR IT WAS AN AWSOM DISPLAY OF MY FRIENDS PULLING FOR ME I SO THANK YOU VERY MUCH...STEFAN THANK YOU FOR THE OPPERTUNITY TO HAVE MY VERY FIRST HAPPY HOUR IT WAS AN AWSOM DISPLAY OF MY FRIENDS PULLING FOR ME I SO THANK YOU VERY MUCH...STEFAN

Sex Quizzes
You have a sexual IQ of 134 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Aries You are so full of energy, you constantly attract hotties, and you are always the dominant one in the sack. It is very easy for you approach people because you have so much confidence and you are very forward about your feelings. You are very likely to have lots of sexual partners, (sometimes all at once), and be the most sexually experienced of any of your friends. Sex matches: Gemini, Leo, Sagittarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Living In 2007
YOU KNOW YOU ARE LIVING IN 2007 WHEN 1. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of three. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses. 6. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave. 7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen. 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it. 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee. 11. You're reading this and nodding and laughing. 12. Even worse, you know exactly to who

Gone But Not Forgotten
On September 11th 2001 the lives of our people were no longer fun. For many that morning were no longer alive and many more others would no longer survive. Many in airplanes and in buildings around were praying for life while they heard dreaful sound. Planes had crashed into our famous Twin Towers and the cries and the screams seemd to go on for hours. Some people were trapped in the towers up high and others were stuck inside planes in the sky. The towers were burning and were goin to fall and many wouldn't make it out of the buildings at all. The firemen and police did all they could but the damage was done and over for good. When everyone thought the crashes were done another plane crashed into tower # 1. The victims were jumping one after another hugging and saying goodbye to each other. People on cell phones called home one last time to say bye to the loved ones they were leaving behind. As their lives are now over forever and more We remeber those people who

It's Love
Its love, its love, its love… Its love, its love, its love- I am going crazy, I am going mad; Its so sensuous, its kind of awesome and blithe to be in love, to be in your thoughts; Its love, its love, its love- I am going crazy, I am going mad; When I miss you, my heart feels the heat; When I am with you, every moment becomes sweet; Its love, its love, its love- I am going crazy, I am going mad; Sans you my days become lengthier, so do my nights turn out to be; I am still in a maze which season is this; Its love, its love, its love- I am going crazy, I am going mad; Simple words become splendid odes- courtesy your so sweet ways, voice and thoughts; Its love, its love, its love- I am going crazy, I am going mad; - To my Love

Help
I need all my friends, fans and families help. About a 3 months, I was in a wieght loss competition and had almost 50 pounds. Since that time, I have started to gain some of it back. I don't have the drive like I did to stick with it. I need some support. Please tell me to get off my fat ass and start losing again. With some encouragement, I might can start back like I was. I will blog later to let you know how it is going. Thanks, I love you all, Moondawg

Why I Love Oregon
got this from a friend off myspace. I had to share it with you all. I love Oregon. OREGON PEOPLE (also referred to as Oregonians) We are in Oregon, the best state in the US, which means we have skiing in the east, farm country in the valley, wine country in the south, skiing (again) right smack in the middle, the ocean out to the west, and not too many suburbs since we have urban growth boundaries, take your pick. The Rose Festival includes the largest all floral parades in the country. Portland has more strip clubs per capita than any other city in the country. We can drink any city/state under the table. We have more microbreweries per capita than Germany! (i.e. we have a better night life than you!) We don't have to pump our own gas. We don't have sales tax, either. We have more ghost towns than any other state - yeah, we're pretty spooky. Average Precipitation - 37" (less than Atlanta, Baltimore, Houston or Seattle - and without that nasty humidi

Anyone Want A Happy Hour????
Im posting this for a friend if you are interested or have questions please send Fu-Mail too help SHE'S HAVING A HAPPY HOUR CONTEST MOST COMMENTS WINS. SHE NEED 15-20 CONTESTANTS TO START. WOULD LIKE TO START THIS CONTEST SEPT 26'2007 AND IT WILL END OCT 10' 2007. THERE IS ONLY ONE PRIZE THE HAPPY HOUR AND OTHER CONTESTANTS WILL RECEIVE A BIG PIMPIN GIFT. PLEASE FUMAIL HER YOUR LINK TO PIC !!! THANKS ALL REPOST PLEASE!! ~*ღLadygrayღ*~A G-SPOTTER~@ fubar

The Opposite Sex...
okay,i just got home from the bar. a freind of mine was having a b-day party there. so anyways, we were all dancing and i went to get another drink. while i was at the bar i overheard a group of guys rating the women on the dance floor. and to make a long story short they said that they don't like women with anything larger than a "C" cup. then thay said that the bigger the boobs the dumber they are. so i was wondering is this how guys really think? is this why i am single? is this the way it is everywhere or do i have something wrong? idk, i was just wondering.

After Getting Stoned!
Can someone in all honesty fall in love with someone and know in there heart and in there mind that it will never happen. Can two souls be so alike.. being in total sincronicity with one another ..knowing that just a single kiss could ruin this. Why do complications of the heart always fog the better of ones judgment .. is it the lack or reason or thought .. can love have purpose other then just the common thread that we all see it as .. Why can loving someone have such larger meaning and devotion yet cant. What is truly love.. a thought or a concept of what happiness is. When does happiness become love, just the simple questions one never thinks yet alone asks ..

New Cofounder
desi is no longer a cofounder due to personal reasons she is still a member so welcome our newest cofounder Broken ¢¾Broken¢¾CoFounder of Down & Dirty Crew@ fubar IM SAD TO SAY SIMPLY AMAZING HAS STEPPED DOWN FROM CO FOUNDER SHE IS STILL D&DC BUT NOT A CO FOUNDER SO I HAVE A NEW COFOUNDER PLEASE ALL MEMBERS WELCOME HERE IceAngel ~Dirty South Crew~ ~Ice's fu wife~ ~CO-Founder of D&DC~@ fubar WE HAVE A NEW CO FOUNDER I AM ASKING FOR OUR FAMILY TO WISH HER WELL AND WE KNOW SHE CAN DO THE JOB THANKS YOU DESI¢¾FUWIFE AND R/L GF TO DAVE¢¾*CO-FOUNDER D&DC* CLUB FANTASIA GREETER~ READ PROFILE!!@ fubar

My Dating Life
I have decided that I am going to sit out of the dating scene for awhile. Its not whats it cracked up to be. I know I have only been single since November, except for my last fling that lasted 3 months. I am just going to hang out with friends and family. I have met alot of nice people on this site and they know who they are. But I am going to try this for awhile and maybe something will come along in the future for me, hopefully near future. Someone that I can be with and they can be with me. I dont want that person to change and I dont want them to want me to change. I think that is my problem. I change into something they want me to be, someone i dont like. I like being be me, out going and some of my friends may even say that I am loud at times. and I like to party too. I will keep people posted on how the single life goes for awhile. talk to ya'll leter

Before I Was A Mom
Keonna I hope someday you will know How much I love you so and how I have loved watching you grow You make me laugh and smile more than you know You have taught me so many things You've taught me to be strong and taught me more patience than I thought I could ever have You've taught me how to stand up and fight when when someone tries to do you wrong This road we've been down has been long and hard but with you by my side we will be alright, we will continue the fight There's so much I hope you will know about life about others who are no longer here that loved you so I guess it was time for them to go I know they would have loved to be here to hear you laugh to help us down our path they would of loved you with all their heart They knew how special you were right from the start I hope someday you will know how special you are to all of us and how we have loved you so much and how you h

Aging
George Carlin's View on Aging Do you realize that the only time in our lives when we like to get old is when we're kids? If you're less than 10 years old, you're so excited about aging that you think in fractions. 'How old are you?' 'I'm four and a half!' You're never thirty-six and a half. You're four and a half, going on five! That's the key. You get into your teens, now they can't hold you back. You jump to the next number, or even a few ahead. 'How old are you?' 'I'm gonna be 16!' You could be 13, but hey, you're gonna be 16! And then the greatest day of your life . You become 21. Even the words sound like a ceremony . . YOU BECOME 21. YESSSS!!! But then you turn 30. Oooohh, what happened there? Makes you sound like bad milk! He TURNED; we had to throw him out. There's no fun now, you're Just a sour-dumpling. What's wrong? What's changed? You BECOME 21, you TURN 30, then you're PUSHING 40 Whoa! Put on the brakes, it's all slipping away. Before you know it, you

14,400 To Level
If you have been pimped out by me to level up .This girl has been there too help on almost alll of them and shows everyone lotsa love. So please go return some love too her and i garentee you wont be disappointed.Thanks for helping everyone LilBamaGirl@ fubar

Random
if any of my family wants to have fubar id's made or want wanted posters and pics blended together or want anything done to your pics please send me a private message with what you would like to have and ill make for you, if i cant make it ill let you know and we can decide on something else. hope to hear from you all :D

Smallville
I guess it is to no one who knows me's suprize that I am a Smallville adict. But I missed the first episode of season 7 and I am looking to watch it on the web somewhere. If anyone knows hot to find it somewhere I would appreciate the help.

General Announcements
it's a beautiful day in the neighborhood, a beautiful day to go without meds. won't you be my neighbor??????????????? *insert maniacal laughter and psychotic stare here* i haven't been able to focus on a damned thing for 2 solid weeks. coinciding with my first med change in several years. so today, doc says no meds, pick up the new ones tomorrow at the office. yay. with the meds, i have no attention spa....oh hey-look at this! shiny! so i been having trouble focusing. can't seem to follow a train of....uhm, what? but, of course, that was part of the problem before. but now? well, yeah. it's a bit worse, i .....wow. there was a thought there, wasn't there? funny. now i write these rambling, run on posts in my usual forums because i lose track right in the middle, and can't seem to pick it back up where....yeah. kinda like that. so new meds 2moro. yay. work should be fun tonight. *maniacal laughter once again.* i keep listening for the voices, but they aren't s

10 Minutes
-JUST GIVE ME 10 MINUTES -I JUST NEED 10 MINUTES ALONE -TO NOT DEAL WITH A THING -AND NOT ANSWER MY PHONE -JUST TO IG. MY TWO WAY -IG. THIS SHIT IN THE STREETS -JUST LET ME SMOKE THIS ONE CIG. IN PEACE -GIVE ME 10 MINUTES -WITHOUT YALL COMMING AT ME WITH THAT BULL -SOMETIMES IT'S ALL IT TAKES TO RUIN MY LAST PULL -JUST LET ME SMOKE THIS ONE CIG IN PEACE PLEASE -SOMEDAYS I DON'T WANNA BE BOTHERED -SOME DAYS I JUST MISS MY FATHER -SOMEDAYS I WANNA RELAPS ON REDLINE -CUZ HE'LL BE GONE FOR 26 MONTHS FED TIME -I TRY TO MAINTAIN THROUGH ALL THIS -SOMEDAYS I DON'T WANT TO BE SEEN -SOMEDAYS I DON'T SHOWER I DON'T WAN TO BE CLEAN -BUT LOOK SOMETIMES THE TRUTH CAN HURT YOU -SO I BLOW MY CIG SMOKE RIGHT AT THE TRUTH COMMERICALS -SOME DAYS I DON'T WANT TO BE BOTHERED -SOME DAYS I JUST MISS MY FATHER -HE'S STUCK IN THE SYSTEM -TREATED LIKE A DUDE THATS HEARTLESS -AND EVEN IF BY A MIRICAL HE MAKES IT HALFWAY OUT -IT WONT BE A PAROLE YALL IT'LL BE THE HALFWAY HOUSE -CUZ

One Of A Kind!
This television has a poison on it's breath. This counter culture of both wicked lies and death. It makes my eyes bleed everytime I turn around. How will they all feel when I bring them to the ground? I walk for miles inside this pit of danger. A place where no one follows me, I walk alone. I'm sick of all these people talkin' out their heads. I've never understood a damn thing that they said. From words to actions never knowing what they're about. I guess I'll have to chew them up and spit them out. I walked for miles inside this pit of danger. I've swallowed down a thousand years of anger. The weight of the world is falling on my shoulders. A place where no one follows me I walk alone I walked for miles inside this pit of danger. I've swallowed down a thousand years of anger. The weight of the world is falling on my shoulders. A place where no one follows me I walk alone. I've got this feeling deep inside. But what it is I don't know. My vision st

No Time For Drama
Lately, I've found some people, (most of them female) who have left me messages and then I see that they are friends with people I am also a friend of. I don't want to hear your little jealous quips or immature remarks. If you don't like what I've said to someone, well unless it's you, It's not my problem. If you have a problem with me being friends with someone you are friends with too, get over it. There is one person who played a game with me, and there are some women who have been being dramatic with me about him, because it's all my fault, according to him. If you think you are defending him, tell it to him. I don't care. I don't want to waste my time with petty people. If you don't like me, don't connect with me. I don't need, want, or like this crap I went through less of when I was 12 than I do now. Get a clue, get over it, get a life, and keep me out of it.

Liberate
Liberate your mind now everybody, you're so narrow-minded So narrow-minded So liberate your mind Now everybody, will you liberate your mind Liberate your mind now everybody, you're so narrow-minded So narrow-minded So Liberate your mind Now everybody, will you liberate your mind This time Don't limit your mind Can't you see that the pace Has just fallen behind All the hate in your heart Will be leaving you blind So Don't you limit your mind Don't limit your mind Can't you see that the pace Has just fallen behind All the hate in your heart Will be leaving you blind So Don't you limit your mind This time Waiting, for your modern messiah To take away all the hatred That darkens the light in your eye Still awaiting. god "Out of Zion shall come forth a law And the word of the Lord from Jerusalem Nation shall not raise sword against nation And they shall not learn war anymore For the mouth of the Lord hath spoken" Waiting, for your mode

Help Needed!
STILL NEED LOTS AND LOTS OF HELP!!! Ok, I'm told my bulletin isn't showing up (but it is to me, go figure) so I thought I'd post this here as well. This is a contest I'm in that I would really love to win so if you could at a minimum go rate the pic and leave a comment or two I would greatly appreciate it. Thanks so much to my amazing friends!

Rain
what make you sad? what makes you lonely ? we all get down from time to time and sometimes it feels like the end of the world ?why ? its because when you feel this bad nothing can lift you but the one you love or the close friends you have but there not always at hand how ever many we have ... myself i love the rain walking in the downpour feeling it cover me nobody can see the pain in your heart as its just raindrops covering your face so tears are mixed with rain nobody can see but is it strange the amont of people you see in the downpour when you would think they would be indoors in the warm so i say let it rain wash away my pain untill im in the arms of a loved one and can be whole again

Military Wife And Proud !!!
We may feel weak on the inside, but on the outside we're strong. We may be drowning in tears on the inside, but on the outside, we are a rock. We may want to crawl in bed and sleep until our man comes home, but instead, we get up and go on with our daily lives with our men in our hearts. We may feel like we're slowly dying with each day we spend apart from our men, but instead, we put one foot infront of the other, and take each day as it comes. We are strong, and we are proud. We have more love in our hearts than we ever thought possible, and for this, we are thankful. We are thankful for our men and also for each other. We are Military girls, and we lean on each other. Alone we are weak, but together, we are strong. We help each other, and we survive. To all you Military girls out there, hold your head up and be proud. We are connected, ALWAYS. The day you left i felt so empty inside as we held each other tight and said our goodbyes you gave me one last kiss and sai

A Feeling
Your love is a lantern That lights my way, Uplifting my spirits, When skies are gray. Your love is a wave That lifts me higher, Into a sea Of tender desire. Your love is a flame, That can never die, For always and ever, It will be just you and I. Your love is a rose, Moistened with dew, Touching my soul, With the beauty of you

My Crazy Life
Anyone know him, i can't find him on here anywhere. Does anyone know what sites to go to to find layouts. And then where do i copy and paste the link. Help me pleaseeeeeeeeeee Big kisses for ya thank you MUAH

Chipped Teeth And Hollow Eyes
I wonder if anything he ever said to me was real. Or original. Everything he [n]ever meant was quoted from someone else. A line stolen to fit the moment. A phrase to make it [epic] They asked me what had happened to me All I could say was- “I am lacking class… therefore I lack beauty…” I am [ugly]. And I [hate]. I won’t ask for your forgiveness. I use to sneak vodka into assemblies And spend all my days popping [perfection] pills. But it seems I haven’t found the proper dosage. I’m still [mediocre]. It all seems to hurt a little more than it should. Loving those that don’t love me back. Sobriety for someone who doesn’t really care. I woke up this morning and thought [“Today is a good day to destroy myself”] Won't you join me?

Craigslist
Read this ad I found on Craigslists.. What am I doing wrong? Okay, I'm tired of beating around the bush. I'm a beautiful (spectacularly beautiful) 25 year old girl. I'm articulate and classy. I'm not from New York. I'm looking to get married to a guy who makes at least half a million a year. I know how that sounds, but keep in mind that a million a year is middle class in New York City, so I don't think I'm overreaching at all. Are there any guys who make 500K or more on this board? Any wives? Could you send me some tips? I dated a business man who makes average around 200 - 250. But that's where I seem to hit a roadblock. 250,000 won't get me to central park west. I know a woman in my yoga class who was married to an investment banker and lives in Tribeca, and she's not as pretty as I am, nor is she a great genius. So what is she doing right? How do I get to her level? Here are my questions specifically: - Where do you single rich men hang out? Give me speci

Random Thoughts
I need to find something to add to brown rice that will add flavour without filling it with fat, salt, and empty calories. I don't mind the taste of plain brown rice but it does get boring eating exactly the same thing time after time. If you have any suggestions, feel free to let me know, and if I find any really good recipes I will post 'em here. So go check out Billy Idol's version of Jingle Bell Rock. Yet another networking system, and yet again I'm signing up. Half my life is spent clicking from site to site as friends pop up in new places and leave the old ones. This place is supposedly really interesting, so maybe it will hold folks' attention longer? Here's hoping.

Lessons In Life
1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. 4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does. 5. Pay off your credit cards every month. 6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree. 7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone. 8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it. 9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck. 10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile. 11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present. 12. It's OK to let your children see you cry. 13. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about. 14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it. 15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks. 16. Life is too short for l

Back From Cozumel
just got back from 8 days in cozumel lots of alcohal and diving was a wild trip ended up naked on a stage at the resort...woohoo..they say tequla makes the close come off loved bartering with the locals they tell you the price then you counter then they say lets have a shot of teqiula and barter some more makes for a long day of shopping diving was incredable 86 degree water lots of sealife and sun well will add pictures later

Upset
i have so much on my plate right now, and sometimes i just dont know how to deal with it all. i take everything to heart, and i hate drama, ive dealt with it all my life. all i wanted was to make some great friends who maybe could help me out and be here for me while my husband is going to be fighting for our country for 15 months.i really think i will fall apart if anything happens to him, but i cant even see right now bcuz im crying so hard

16 Reasons To Date A Horse Rider
1.We have 4 speeds and many positions 2.We wear tight pants and tall boots 3.We love getting dirty 4.We know how to ride our mounts 5.We perform well with animals 6.We like to be in control 7.We’ll ride it for hours 8.We know how to handle a big girth 9.We get off easy 10.We’re always on top 11.We like it rough 12.We have our legs spread all day long 13.We love using whips 14.Stradling is our natural position 15.We don’t mind being bucked around 16.Endurance riders do it longer

Single And Loving It
LOOK IM SINGLE AND LOVING IT AND HOW COME WOMAN CANT UNDERSTAND THAT? EVERY WOMAN I MEET SEEMS TO GET FEELINGS AND WANTS ME TO BE THEIR MAN...WELL LOOK I BEEN LOCKED DOWN FOR A LONG TIME AND I WANNA LIVE THE SINGLE LIFE AND HAVE SOME FREEDOM SO PLEASE UNDERSTAND THAT!

Latina Mafia...news
Well Joe, Guy and I have decided it's best if the Latina Mafia is no more. Only because of all the drama that has happened within the past couple of days. We need to know who wants to truly be a part of this group. We have decided to create a new group, with a new name and new meaning. For the previous Latina members. If you want to stay in the group....let us know. If you don't let us know that as well. The new group will be just for getting to know each other, no bombing or anything like that. We will have meetings that will be up to you if you want to be in those. But just let us know. And sorry the Latina Mafia has to end. But it needs to be done. Thank you all! Danyell So most of you know that our Godfather (Joe) and Godmother (Mari aka Chica) have split up. Well now that has left us to question what is going to happen with the "Latina Mafia". Well right now Joe, Guy and myself are trying to make a decision as to what happens. What I have mentioned to Joe is that I think the n

Over There
The day is comin The drums are drummin If you know one say a prayer. Theres mothers cryin And fathers sighin, uh hum War is in the air. The trains are fillin up with boys They've left behind their favorite toys They're goin over there Over there Where someone has to die Over there, Where ours is not to reason why. Over there, Where someone has to die! Over there..............

Aint There None Left?!?!
Damn...Where in the hell are the REAL MEN at? Aint none left now a days or what? I had my share of fake ass nigga's tryna be somethin they aint, Fake ass mofo's...WTF...Where all the GROWN MEN at?...Come and holla atcha girl!!

Guess I`m A Wild Thing =)
Are you Naughty or nice Your Result: your Naughty! wild thing! You were born to be bad. Naughty by nature, you've tried everything at least once and aren't afraid to get your hands - or the rest of you - dirty when opportunity knocks. Whether that means plotting for advancement at work or toying with somebody's affections, you're willing to break the rules. As long as you're having a laugh and getting ahead, anything goes. And it is fun to defy convention every once in a while, but you're walking a bit of a tightrope. Every so often, try listening to that little angel on your shoulder who keeps saying "no!" - it's okay to be nice sometimes. In the meantime, keep being bad and enjoy yourself. Just don't throw caution entirely to the wind. Your Nice! all sugar, no spice! Are

Life
It little things drive me nuts, most everyone knows I recently moved. I have a job which doesn't start for another 3 weeks. I don't due well sitting around with nothing to do. I am staying with a friend and you can only stay with a friend so long without going crazy. Its great having such a good friend, I'm just use to having my life. I am having problems getting my Virginia EMT-I licence and an stuck as a basic. I am not able to use my computer and can't download instant messanger so I can talk to my friends. I feel like I am going crazy. The best uncle I just got the call that my uncle passed away a little while ago. He's been sick for awhile and I know he is better off. He is free of his cancer and his pain. Its just hurts because he was the best. I remeber going to my grandparents to visit and as soon as he got to there house I got the best bear hugs. I know that when he loved us he truly loved up even when he had a hard time showing it. When I would go to California to vis

Need To Read
Written by an Australian Dentist....and too good to delete.... To Kill an American You probably missed this in the rush of news, but there was actually a report that someone in Pakistan had published in a newspaper, an offer of a reward to anyone who killed an American, any American. So an Australian dentist wrote an editorial the following day to let everyone know what an American is. So they would know when they found one. (Good one, mate!!!!) "An American is English, or French, or Italian, Irish, German, Spanish, Polish, Russian or Greek. An American may also be Canadian, Mexican, African, Indian, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Australian, Iranian, Asian, or Arab, or Pakistani or Afghan. An American may also be a Comanche, Cherokee, Osage, Blackfoot, Navaho, Apache, Seminole or one of the many other tribes known as native Americans. An American is Christian, or he could be Jewish, or Buddhist, or Muslim. In fact, there are more Muslims in Americ

My Rantings
Some people have the fuckin NERVE! And Metal Chick knows who im talking about!! Fucking MY friend in MY rooomates room while HER boyfriend is asleep on MY couch..always bitching that she can never find a good man..I fuckin wonder why! The has the odasity to tell ME I'm the fuckup! And I'm the bad friend! I have never stranded her anywhere (which she has done to me MORE THAN ONCE) I have never made her do shit she didnt want to do..i am fed up with her shit, so fuck that fuck her im done and my ass is moving anyways sooo bye bitch! Sooo..I live in texas but am moving to washington for awhile..I have some old friends there i havent seen in like a year and 1/2 and shit here is so hectic I dont even know where to start. For one, the man is in iraq :( I would be handling all this much better if her were here and I would be less likely to get into any sort of trouble with him here as well...certain friends are constanly doing hard drugs now because "theyre sad" so its a convenient excuse. I

Nsfw
well i'm really pissed that i have to deal with putting a code in everytime on of the bouncers think i'm on here for to long,ok look once every now an then is ok but 10 times in a hour come on give me a break,i'm not rude to anyone or say anything about what i'd do to them,so back the f--- up off me.

Prayers
Dear friends and family, Prayers needs right away We have a real close friend Michelle, who’s daughter Alyssa a 2yr old beautiful little angel was severely burnt in a house fire The baby was trapped in her bedroom when a volunteer firefighter found her She was found lying on a bed in a smoke-filled room, "badly burned, but still breathing.” What we know right now is that it does not look good for Alyssa she is so badly burnt Please I ask of you to keep Alyssa her mommy and the rest of her family in your prayers Click here to go to the Charleston Daily News Artical

Fake Niggaz
Im well grounded and realistic I don't day-dream or think abouot the future (unless Im planning ahead , of course) Actually I tend to find day-dreaming and fightiness pretty annoying and pointless. sometimes people get me confused for being pessimestic, but i know that Im just keeping/being real. I have a good sense that people aren't perfect and that I need to accept certain compromises in my quest for long term love. When i feel good about myself, I'm able to give myself what i want too,recognize that my most important need is simply for somene who can treat me well, and make me feel good about myself, and not bring me down!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A Different Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and t he dar k of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I pu

Motionless
Motionless If time could stand still, I;d freeze it here So you'd always hold me , close and near. In your arms, where I am meant to be. Filled with the perfect love you've given me. A bond so strong a hold so tight. To know you're the one my Mrs. RIGHT. A blessing sent from up above, In you I've found my one true love. Our lives entwined to be as one, Upon this journey we've just begun. Where you and I will find no less. Than eternal love and happiness. This is what I hope will some day come true to me and that special woman.

Love
Lets clarify som thing in my mumm. IThe man I love I have known for two yrs. We just started seeing each other recentlly. Things seem to be progressing really well. Ive met his parents and he has let all his "brothers" to stay away from me cause im his. The problem is we havent sat down and actually discussed if we are going to date seriouslly. Now the man who loves me is also very sweet. I know I could be happy with him, but I dont know that I could love hime just yet.hence the proble,

Becareful What You Ask For
A young Canadian soldier was attending some college courses between assignments . He had also completed missions in Afghanistan . One of the courses had a professor who was a vowed atheist. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He Looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, 'God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes.' The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, 'Here I am God. I'm still waiting.' It got down to the last couple of minutes when the young soldier got out of his Chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him; knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The young man went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to, noticeably shaken, looked at the soldier and asked, 'What the hell is the mat

Him
Want to run away, but I always seem to follow me... Miss him, need him, love him, want to get on a ladder and smack some sense into him! It's that kind of a day....I'm feeling sorry for myself... Why did the post office lose my address when I was waiting for the rule book on men to come??? WTF is wrong with men anyway? Why can't they see the women who love them as people worth cherishing??? Even my male cat keeps meowing for my attention and the minute I pay attention ro him he leaves... Sometimes I hate MEN!!

I Remember The Time
For Tina I remember the time you said you loved me. I remember the time you didnt want to get off the phone with me. I remember the time you would call me and text me. I remember the time you used to laugh when I joked with you. I remember the time you called me your babe. I remember the time you never cared about the minutes wasted. I remember the time you considered me your number one. I remember the time you fought with me. I remember the time you would forgive me. I remember the time I would forgive you. I remember the time you wanted to marry me. I remember the time you only had me in your heart. I remember the time you could tell me anything. I remember the time you would tell me the truth. I remember the time you started to lie to me. I remember the time you said you hated me. I remember the time you hurt me. I remember the time I hurt you. I remember the time we made up. I remember the time you used to come after me to work it out. I remember the time

The Gothess Speaks
To all my friends who really want to get know me...Thank you :) So whats the deal with fubar? To make friends?Mindless entertainment? Time Killer? For me it is all the above. I have ~gasp~ Myspace & I have made some really kick ass friend there. I got an invite here and thought wth, you can never have too many friends. I just moved back to Florida and I have some extra time on my hands.. yay me. Hmm, maybe. Is this place nothing but a meet or a meat market? I'm starting to feel like I am in a real club.. LOL I'm being a smart ass, but that's just me, I would really like to know. I'm a big flirt, most of us are.. I pride myself on being witty and I have a great sense of humor.. but since when did flirting mean cyber or a promise of nude photos? Would you treat any woman that cheaply if you met face to face? If so.. keep right on clicking... I like my men with a side of class thankyouverymuch. I'm sure you can tell from my profile I am far from a prude, but damnnnnn du

Hopeing
I am just hopeing to find the right woman that will love me for me and will take on my kids as if they are hers and be there through the deployments that I go through. I am tired of games. I am 29 years old and about to hit 30 years old. I wish that a good woman would come into my life. I missed up on one marriage and I dont want to miss up another one. So if you want to talk I am here. I am tired of feeling like there is no one out there for me. May the gods and goddess bless you if you read this I am talking to a new woman. I am hopeing that I dont fuck up this one. I just caint wait to deploy and come home and I just hope she is still there for me. I have had exspence in deploy with women because I am not the most easiest guy to be with when I deploy. I just hope that one day that the woman I end up with will be the one for me. I am takeing time to get to know this one. And if she goes then she goes but one day the gods and goddess will give me the one that I am meant

Re Posts
Jenny was so happy about the house they had found, for once in her life twas on the right side of town, she unpacked her things with such great ease. as she watched her new curtains blow in the breeze. how wonderful it was to have her own room, school would be starting she have friends over soon. thered be sleep overs and parties she was so happy, its just the way she wanted her life to be, on the first day of school everything went great, she made new friends and even got a date. she thought i want to be popular and im going to be, becuz i jus got a date wit the star of the team. to be known in this school you had to have a clout, and dating this guy would sure help her out. there was only one problem stoppin her fate, her parents had said she was 2 yung 2 date. well i jus wont tell them the entire truth, they wont kno the difference whats there to lose. jenny asked to stay with her friends that night, her parents had frowned but said alright. excited she got

"a Good Black Man"
"A Good Black Man" Good Black Men are indeed all around us. We pass them on the streets, in the malls and the halls at work. Most we can't see because we don't know what a good black man really looks like. He usually isn't flashy enough or rich enough to turn our heads He might not wear a suit or drive a Lexus. He might not have a "body like Tyson with a Denzel face." But, as you mature, you realize it's better to find someone who's got your back than someone who turns your head. A good Black Man doesn't agree wholeheartedly with everything you say. He doesn't just tell you what you want to hear and do the opposite. He doesn't declare how sensitive, sweet, caring, sincere, yada yada he is (he won't have to because it shows). He has his own opinions and you may clash, but he doesn't have to degrade you to prove he's right. He even admits at times to being wrong, especially if you are willing to do the same. A good Black Man is not going to meet every item

Life
Hey everybody i am in a comment contest starting rioht now for the next seven days please bomb me and show me some mad love here is the link you will need http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=165131&albumid=721539&i=3148350397 I love you all Life is to short to wake up in the morningwith regrets. So love the people who teat you right, forget about the ones who don't and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it, If it changes your life, let it. Nobody ever said it was gonna be easy they just promised it would be worth it. I am here to meet cool ass people and maybe find a online relationship. If you are a perv ar a hater please don't bother. I am a cool ass bitch who likes to have a good time, and party. I have a really big heart and it gets broken very easily. So please haev some respect and don't bother if you don't mean it.

News
Well.... I already had my lil girl McKalya she will b 1 1/2 the day after Christmas.... Well we found out I was pregnant again... except this time not so good... I found out I was pregnant when I was 5 weeks n 4 days... Well when I ended up bein 6 weeks n a day... I get told the blood work i had done went from 1000 n somethin all the way down to 500.. so I ended up havin a miscarriage... Well thats all imma say for now toodles ya'll LOVE ME ALWAYS, *~* TONYA *~*

Superheroes Do Live Among Us!
Here's a story all about race, color, and courage. http://www.usatoday.com/life/television/2007-12-16-vitiligo_N.htm Personally, I think he shows the kind of courage, the kind of character, lacking in Hollywood, the mainstream media, and most politicians. Kudos to a man doing what he does best, no matter what life, or color, throws in his path. http://blogs.usatoday.com/ondeadline/2007/12/heroic-little-g.html This little girl shows a courage and bravery that our political leaders are incapable of showing. When her mother was injured and hurt, she threw herself in harm's way to save her. That, is courage. Courage isn't a lack of fear. It's doing what is right in spite of being afraid. She and her mom will be in my prayers. Tonight, and every night.

Randomness Personified
So I was talking to my friend hg tonight, and she tells me ‘brb’ Now when I’m usually instant messaging with anyone that is a very normal occurance, cuz conversations usually go into the wee hours of the night. I have to stay on my normal schedule on my nights off. Well the significane of hg telling me ‘brb’ is why I’m writing this blog. Now what you need to know about hg is that she is a phone sex operator. So when we are having our conversations about our lives she is at home working. So when she says ‘brb’ that means she just got a call, a client if you will. I guess its just funny to me cuz I don’t think about it for the most part. You know? And every once in a while my lightbulb in my head will go off and I’m like oh yeah… she’s off talking dirty to someone. Its funny to me cuz of how regular she is. Yeah I’m a dork. So what? :P HarleyGypsy: brb michael barela: lol k michael barela: so omg i just realized something... i am talking to another girl and she does insur

Plz Help Out My Good Friend
Let give some Holiday love to a very good friend of mine. He is trying so hard to win his very first Happy Hour and lacks only 75,000 comments. So if you could find a minute or two to help him out, it would be greatly appreciated. Much Love and Hugs.... ~ Alexa ~

Sitting Here
LMAO it is strnage really how things pan out If the past few days are anything to go by the next period of my life on FUBAR will be very interesting You try and do the right thing and it is turned round back on you Well let's see what the fallout is shall we Well a friend recomended fubar and i joined with the usual oh its a social networking site like all the others BUT it is really good normal people without any hangups or moaners Made alot of friends on here all over the palce which is good it's amazing how quickly your points and money go up although am sure the ladies go up alot quicker than the guys - hehehe Looks like i may be here a while Nath

Joke
A bus load of catholic girls go over a cliff and they all die and go to heaven... they are standing at the pearly gates, and St Peter ask the first girl: Have you ever touched a mans organ She replies yes but just with my finger St Peter says: wash your finger in this holy water and go right in The next girl in line steps forward and St Peter asks: Have you ever touched a male organ? The girl replies yes but only with my hand St Peter says: wash your hand in this Holy water and go right in A girl runs up to the font of the line and asks St Peter if she can go next, ans St Peter asks why The girl says: well if you want me to gargle that holy water i wanna do it before ashley sticks her butt in there Anger management... When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know. I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd

Two Soul's
two souls the words within a rhyme a perfect match two hearts intertwined two lovers holding on with all their might destiny a future always bright two minds thoughts uniting as if one two minds thoughts colliding as if one one future a perfect sunset on the sea one ending forever you and me

Achristmas Message From Santa
Dear Friend I have been watching you very closely to see if you have been good this year and since you have I will be telling my elves to make some goodies for me to leave under your tree at Christmas. I was going to bring you all gifts from the 12 days of Christmas, but we had a little problem. The 12 fiddlers fiddling have all come down with VD from fiddling with the 10 ladies dancing, the 11 lords leaping have knocked up the 8 maids a-milking, and the 9 pipers piping have been arrested for doing weird things to the 7 swans a-swimming. The 6 geese a-laying, 4 calling birds, 3 French hens, 2 turtle doves and the partridge in a pear tree have me up to my sled runners in bird shit. On top of all this! Mrs. Claus is going through menopause, 8 of my reindeer are in heat, the elves have joined the gay liberation and some people who can't read a calendar have scheduled Christmas for the 5th of January. Maybe next year

Pregnancy Stress
So 5 months 2 days, it's going to be a boy, or so they say. I myself am excited but right now I'm just depressed because I can't afford to do shit, I have no help from my family and friends, and all the help finacially we are getting is coming from her mom, which she is already saying how I'm not going to amount for anything and she is buying into it. I don't know what I can do. **about blog** This is to relieve stress from my girlfriend's mood swings and snapping on me as well as me to keep a journal of the experience. **First entry** So today Megan got mad at me for not being at my house but hanging out with a friend. Now she won't talk to me yet again. These mood swings are starting to kill me and tire me out more then normal. I'm afraid for next semester since I have school, work, and this pregnancy.

My Father
my father passed away on this day in 2000. it was in 2000 that i first went to talladega to the nascar races. my father was so excited when he found out i was going to get to go to the races. i saw dale earnhardt sr win his last race. i miss my dad so much. my father died in december and dale sr was killed the following feburary.

Warped And Twisted
Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped & twisted

No Regrets
You only get one life, one choice, and one chance. Can't change the past, you gotta play what's dealt in your hand. I'll help you understand why I do what I do if you could help me understand why I should listen to you. There ain't a perfect person living on this planet today and I'm certain I've been wrong with some decisions I've made, but that's a play that's been played, they say whats done is done, you gotta loose a few battles before the wars won. See appoligies are given but have the balls to recieve it, at the time it seems right so I never reget it. The path I took look buddy, you can go and be mad, I'm a go on and laugh, your packing fun in my laughs. Wanna live life like there's no tomorrow, Drink it all like the who damn bottle, No regrets, no time for sorrow, wanna lead never wanna follow.

Everyone Can Kiss My Ass..........
i cant belive that none of my friends on this site can't even give my husband any fucking suport, all u care about is looking at the tits and pussy pics on here. hes a great fucking guy, he would show any off you guys suport, if needed. you guys make me fucking sick. i see now who my friends really are and thats fucking sad shit. its the fucking holiday guys show some fucking respect and some suport.......i guess i will start taken people off my list, i dont give a shit if i loss fucking points...

Oy...thats Teresa For You...
i wonder why some people can lie to you an honestly think you cant tell that they are lieing. Its so freaking annoying and its not like I wouldnt eventually find out anyway that they were lieing. So thats just really stupid on their part, cause in the end the truth always comes out.

"dying"
Dying (I feel like dying) When I say things that hurt you (Yes, I feel like crying) When we don't talk cuz we fighting (It's only when the drugs are gone) You my strongest drug cuz I'm addicted to ya love (That I feel like dying) When I listen to what others say (I feel like crying) When you leave me and I gotta walk away (It's only when the drugs are gone) You da one thang that keeps hope alive When everyone else abandons me and leaves Me to cry and tells me to silence my voice Without you baby I FEEL LIKE DYING

Not All Men Are Equal !!!
You know it's really very funny , in a conversation with a friend of mine the other day he and I both concluded that 98 % of men today really suck at sex and women in general !!! I talk to all of my friends male and female every day about sex and my adventures that i've had in my life ! That just it I have come to think that I must be in the upper 2% of the world and its a great feeling !!! Now the men who read this of course will disagree due to thier large egos. First ,, through talking to most women you soon find the largest complaint by far is that men always get thiers and get off leaving the woman unsatisfied . HHHMMM Number two has been that men don't last long enough !!! Followed by lack of romance , lack of will to explore new things ,, ect !!! Things that i hear from the women in my life have always confused me , hell the things my friend look at me crazy for fucking scares me !!! What the hell is wrong with men today ,, what a bunch of pussys !!! Guys that dont

Fill In The Blanks
Because I'm bored & so very tired.. I____ Angel Baby. Angel Baby is____. If I were alone in a dark alley with Angel Baby, I would _______. I think Angel Baby should ___________. Angel baby needs _________. I want to _________ Angel Baby. Angel Baby reminds me of _______. Without Angel Baby, I would _______. Memories of Angel Baby are __________. Angel Baby can be ______. Worst thing about Angel Baby is ________. Best thing about Angel Baby is _________. I am ________ with Angel Baby.

That Thing That We Don't Talk About
I told him I did that thing we don’t talk about. He answered- Oh. Considering we talk about everything Except that. I knew he would know. And be disappointed. That might be a lie. Other things go unsaid. Like how we can’t stand to be in her room. While she’s away, Falling into the cracks of religion Masked by the fallacy of recovery. In our selfish minds We can’t help but wish she were still the same Calling herself Oblivion And doing that thing we don’t talk about.

Irish Republican Army
In 1920 Northern Ireland came into existence with the British Government of Ireland Act. Which stated that Great Britain was to take over the six counties of Northern Ireland and establish their own Government. I am for The Irish Republican Army and what they stand for. They stand for unifying Ireland as a whole instead of two main areas of land. They are against British occupation in Northern Ireland and have proved so not only politically but with armed uprisings as well. I find this passage from the Proclamation of Ireland document to be very inspiring and incredibly beautiful and I would like to share it with you. "In the name of God and of the dead generations from which she receives her old tradition of nationhood, Ireland, through us, summons her children to her flag and strikes for her freedom." I just feel that these words are so powerful and uplifting to me. I think their calling out to all of the Irish people to stand up and take a rise for what's rightfully t

My Thoughts....lmao
Ok, so let me start off by saying, that i am in no way a brittany fanatic...although crazy chicks can be cool, i am one of them after all...but every one is going ape shit about brit losing her kids, and her just plain erratic behavior. and i for one, am sick of the media that is being wasted on this subject. i actually saw on youtube the other day, a 3 minute video of brit picking up thai food, i mean, wtf, what is so psycho about that? and why is it worth Dr. Phil sticking his stupid ass into it? and why the fk did i spend three minutes and watch it? so much concern over her diet, so the bitch likes taco bell!!! whatev. now, shes flippin because she is losing her kids...well, hell, wouldn't you be? i mean, seriously...i work with alot of low income families, and alot of dysfunctional ones as well, and i have seen so many people lose their kids for extreme reasons, as well as glitches in paperwork. it sucks, yes, there are those who do not deserve to be parents, but those t

Lucid Living
lucid living: a book you can read in an hour that will turn your world inside out Imagine for a moment you are dreaming. You are completely engrossed in the dramas of your dreamworld when a mysterious stranger appears in your dream. He sidles up to you and softly whispers something extraordinary in your ear: “Pssst! Wake up. You’re dreaming.” You are disconcerted but keep your cool. You know that the best way to deal with people who are clearly out of the box is to nod politely and hope they will go away. But the stranger is persistent. “I know it sounds mad to you right now, but you’re dreaming.” You feel irritated: “That’s absurd!” The stranger is unperturbed: “Is it really absurd?” Haven’t you noticed how full of significant patterns and strange coincidences your experience is? As if there is some hidden meaning? Well, that’s because this is a dream.” You become angry: “What! Are you saying that this world is just some kind of unreal delusion? I find that offensive. Tell

Sound Familiar??
It was daylight when you woke up in your ditch. You looked up at your sky. Death said may blue be your color. You had your knife there with you too. When you stood up there was goo all over your clothes. Your hands were sticky. You wiped them on your grass. So now your color was green. Oh Lord why did everything always have to keep changing like this. You are already getting nervous again. Your head hurt and it rang when you stood up. Your head was almost empty. It always hurt you when you woke up like this. You crawled up out of your ditch onto your gravel road and you began to walk. Waiting for the rest of your mind to come back to you. You could see the car parked far down the road and you walked toward it. "If God is our father," you thought, "then Satan must be our cousin." Why didn't anyone else understand these important things. When you got to your car, you tried all the doors, they were locked. It was a red car, and it was new. There was and expensive leather camera

Whats Wrong With This Joke?
Superman was feeling bored after a long day of crime fighting and wanted to go out and party, so he called Batman to ask if he wanted to go to a club and pick up some girls. Batman said Robin was ill and he had to look after him. A little disappointed, Superman called Spiderman to see if he fancied a few beers. Spiderman told him he had a date with Catwoman As a last resort, Superman flew over to Wonder Woman’s apartment to see if she was free. As he landed on her balcony, he saw Wonder Woman naked on the bed with her legs open. Superman thought to himself: "I'm faster than a speeding bullet. I could be in there, have sex, and be out again before she knew what was happening". So Superman did his Super Thing in a split second and flew off happily. Meanwhile on the bed, Wonder Woman said: "Did you hear something?" "No", said the Invisible Man, "but my ass hurts like hell." ok i know its like whats the fucking point..well the point is that the entire..3r

Creation
look two ways then pierce the truth is what you thought it would be did it burn your soul with flames of redemption did creep inside and let you go no it didnt it wasnt woth it the whole time just wasnt enough just wasnt...enough. This is the winter of my discontent I shall not want I shall not wait Im tired of the games, tired of the lies Tired of the waiting for you to come by Ive lost my desire for redemption Ive lost my will to desire I stand alone in a pit of despair, here I stand, waiting for you Needing to escape my reality To find a better day All these wounds will never ever scar me All these words will never stick This time it’s the end This time is forever No more waiting Not worth wanting No more games, no more lies, only darkness She’s never coming by.

A Womans Week At The Gym
A WOMAN'S WEEK AT THE GYM If you read this without laughing out loud, there is something wrong with you. This is dedicated to everyone who ever attempted to get into a regular workout routine. Dear Diary, For my birthday this year, my daughter (the dear) purchased a week of personal training at the local health club for me. Although I am still in great shape since being a high school football cheerleader 43 years ago, I decided it would be a good idea to go ahead and give it a try. I called the club and made my reservations with a personal trainer named Belinda, who identified herself as a 26-year-old aerobics instructor and model for athletic clothing and swim wear. My daughter seemed pleased with my enthusiasm to get started! The club encouraged me to keep a diary to chart my progress. MONDAY: Started my day at 6:00 a.m. Tough to get out of bed, but found it was well worth it when I arrived at the health club to find Belinda waiting for me. Sh

The Distance
The Distance They say love can stand the test of time, There is nothing that two people cannot over come, A great love will never parish, Distance is an obstacle that is too great for some, Even though our love is only new, And the distance between us is great, There is a feeling inside my heart, A feeling that makes two hearts come together as one, I have no doubt in my mind, And no reason for rear, I know someday soon, My love will be near, I lie awake each night, Thinking of only you, Knowing deep inside, That our love is true, I know we can make this work, And one day be together, For you are my heart, And I will love you forever.

Not Holding Back
i try to understand everything that is going on in the world today but some of the things i see just wont go away they wont fade how can people live way they do why is there so much anger in the world today i know just alittle about things i should i dont really want to know about it, even through i should what i really want is for all of it to go away to stop befor it all starts but no there is nothing i can do to change the things i want why is it everything i want is impossible to change the world is full of fighting and war anger and blame are there in the mix but yet there is nothing i can do to stop any of this i support our troops dont get me wrong and i cant wait for the day when they come home atlast but so many have fallen to fight for this cause and that saddens me more then anyone knows i am so tired of turning on the t.v and when i do seeing another gone befor they got to come home so i choose not to watch and i like it that way but still the dea

Playing Tag
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1)I use the little period button too much when I write, but I like it!........ 2)I like to chew my gum really loud 3)I fucking hate the sound the ice maker on the refrigerator makes, makes me cringe 4)I have a serious problem with lights being on when noone is in the room. Turn off the fucking lights when you leave the room! 5)I hate my cigar ashes to be thrown away before I'm done smoking. I like keeping them all together. 6)I like to bury my finished cigar in the ground when I'm done. Kinda like returning it to it's beginnings 7)I don't like being touched when I'm sleeping. 8)Fact: I believe in Adam&Eve

Random
The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1. I worked in a traveling carnival for a few years (haha) 2. I hate seafood! 3. I am addicted to karaoke! 4. I am scared to death of all bugs! 5. I have an odd obsession and diverse collection of stilettos. 6. I think EVERY woman should own a silver bullet! (you too Angelic Thor) 7. I drink at least one glass of wine every day. (Hey, I hear it's good for you...lol) 8. I have an unnatural fear of public speaking. 9. Talking and spelling in "ghetto slang" drives me crazy! 10. I write short stories, poetry, and music. I am tagging Litoallstar21 Nellie Justgeo xxdcpatsfan C.O.M.A Sorry guys, but I was forced to do it!!!

History Of Valentine
The holiday of Valentine's Day probably derives its origins from the ancient Roman feast of Lupercalia. In the early days of Rome, fierce wolves roamed the woods nearby. The Romans called upon one of their gods, Lupercus, to keep the wolves away. A festival held in honor of Lupercus was celebrated February 15th. The festival was celebrated as a spring festival. Their calendar was different at that time, with February falling in early springtime. One of the customs of the young people was name-drawing. On the eve of the festival of Lupercalia the names of Roman girls were written on slips of paper and placed into jars. Each young man drew a slip. The girl whose name was chosen was to be his sweetheart for the year Legend has it that the holiday became Valentine's Day after a priest named Valentine. Valentine was a priest in Rome at the time Christianity was a new religion. The Emperor at that time, Claudius II, ordered the Roman soldiers NOT to marry or become engaged. Claudius be

Tagged...
The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1. I don't care if I wake up tomorrow. 2. I am probably considered in every society on the face of the planet. 3. I am 22 years but have already faced death in the eyes twice. 4. I have been to 4 different states. 5. I grew up in a broken home. 6. One of the doors on my car is only held closed by duct tape. 7. I have been shot in the arm before with a staple gun. 8. I should probably be sticking to a bland diet. 9. I am lonely. 10. I suffer through internal pain in my digestive system every single day.

Military Videos. Funny As Hell
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My Love
I have this urge to write/type. I haven't had it in a very very long time. So I'm sitting here trying to think about what it is that i want to write/type. Theres only one thing on my mind right now and thats him. It's an amazing and scary thing to have someone just come into your life and steal your heart without you even knowing it. Then the reality hits you and you have one of those "holy shit I'm in love...how the fuck did that happen" moments. I've pretty much given up on even looking for a guy because they all turn out to be douche bags, stalkers, and/or losers. The whole thing started off as a joke and somehow turned into something more then that. He's quickly become one of the greatest people in my life. He's one of the few people that asks about whats going on in my life. When theres something wrong he helps me make sense of it. When I'm upset he calms me. He doesn't let me run away from anything. Instead he works through it with me. He's always on my mind. He makes me smile al

Am I A Firefighter Now
Am I A Fireman Yet?? In Phoenix , Arizona , a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of Terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of dermination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up & fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible. The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dream to come true. She took her son' s hand and asked, "Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?" Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true." Later that day she went to her local fire Department in Phoenix , Arizona , where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix She explained her son's final wish and Asked if it might be possible to give her 6 year-old son a ride

My Life
I mentioned in my previous blog that I was going to be reposting another blog of mine. This is it. I have certain things that I look for in friends, dates, and men that I would like in a relationship. These are those things. In a friend I know that whatever I expect I know I should be willing to give myself. I expect for a friend to be honest, curtious, straight forward, and compassionate. Some one who can know how to have fun doing anything from just walking the beach to going to a rock concert. I would like them to be able to enjoy my interests and want to participate in some of them. Things like logical games like chess, or risk are fun and i like to go to the lap pool and swim from end to end. I want to be able to kick it at the simpilest of places. Spending quality time with a freind whether it be on the phone or on the internet does not matter as long as it is quality and it is honest. If I find you lie to me I will understand the first time, question the second and

A Blonde's Year In Review
January Took new scarf back to store because it was too tight. February Fired from pharmacy job for failing to print labels..... Helllloooo!!!.......bottles won't fit in printer !!! March Got really excited.....finished jigsaw puzzle in 6 months..... box said '2-4 years!' April Trapped on escalator for hours .... power went out!!! May Tried to make Kool-Aid.....wrong instructions....8 cups of water won't fit into those little packets!!! June Tried to go water skiing.......couldn't find a lake with a slope. July Lost breast stroke swimming competition.....learned later, the other swimmers cheated, they used their arms!!! August Got locked out of my car in rain storm..... car swamped because soft-top was open. September The capital of California is 'C'.....isn't it??? October Hate M & M's.....they are so hard to peel. November Baked turkey for 4 1/2 days .. instructions said 1 hour per pound and I weigh 108!! December Couldn't call 911 . 'd

Me
I'm Selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes. I am out of control & at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst.... You sure in the hell don't deserve me at my best. I don't care if you talk to other guys. I don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to me, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses me off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that I'm still there. I don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when I tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, I freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. I'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me

I Saw A Photograph
I Saw a Photograph of You I saw a photograph of you And gazed into your eyes; Twin gems of hazel shone at me, Reflecting peaceful skies. Your tresses were a scarlet crown Befitting of a queen With ruby lips more beautiful Than anything I’ve seen. I couldn’t help myself tonight But give to you a kiss; What happened next transported me Into a state of bliss. I felt you gently pressing back, Our tongues began to dance; We lost ourselves in passion deep And newly found romance. You held me tightly in your arms, My head upon your breast; I nursed them gently while my hands, Through touch, my love confessed. A longing deep inside of me Infused me with desire To kindle your beginning spark Into a raging fire. I sought your waiting nether lips To feast upon each one While holding hands upon your hips Until my kiss was done. Your fingers grasped my willing shaft; I felt the rising heat That surged throughout my eager loins And begged your own to m

Simply Nothing
soon you will know why you are afraid, afraid of the dark. soon you will know why you fear the night. in this life there is no light. the only thing that you fear, is the darkness in sight. swallow you it will, no reason to fight. these demons always seem to take flight. no matter what, they always do it outta spite. always there, always outta sight. twisted yet foul, but somehow always right. sittin here alone in the dark. lost in the shadows of my mynd. in the darkness of what ive become. tearin me apart, killin me from the inside. what pride i once had, it jus withered away and jus died. up insideit has gone. layed to waste what was destroyed. wasted and abused, my life more and more confussed. im a nothing, im a nobody. jus wish my life would amount to something.wish my life, i was a somebody, evern if i was jus anybody.yet i still lay here, a fucking nobody. something ive always been, will always be. Richard ~Kindred @ Broken Heart~ 15 FEB 08

God Understands
I SAID, "GOD, I HURT, " AND GOD SAID" I KNOW" I SAID, "GOD, I CRY A LOT," AND GOD SAID" THAT IS WHY I GAVE YOU TEARS" I SAID "GOD, I'M SO DEPRESSED, AND GOD SAID " THAT IS WHY I GAVE YOU SUNSHINE." I SAID "GOD, LIFE IS SO HARD, " AND GOD SAID" "THAT IS WHY I GAVE YOU LOVED ONES." I SAID "GOD, MY LOVED ONE DIED, " AND GOD SAID " SO DID MINE." I SAID "GOD, IT'S SUCH A LOSS! " AND GOD SAID" I SAW MINE NAILED TO A CROSS." I SAID "BUT GOD YOUR LOVED ONE LIVES." AND HE SAID " SO DOES YOURS." I SAID "GOD, "WHERE ARE THEY NOW? " AND GOD SAID " MINE IS ON MY RIGHT HAND AND YOURS IS IN THE LIGHT. I SAID "GOD, IT HURTS." AND GOD SAID, " I KNOW"

Good Bye My Friends
I find it time to leave fubar. I have met some very nice people here and will continue to talk to them via messenger. If I don't have your messenger ID, please drop me a personal message with your ID so I can add you. Thanks for all the good times, and please keep in touch.

Friday Night
Now this is fucking strange as hell.... I met a guy who I thought was funny as hell and made me laugh like crazy till my face hurt... We go out... and have some drinks and we are talking and exchanging life experiences.. you know the usual... And you have a great time together, and then he asks you what you are looking for in a guy and or relationship!! So I proceed to tell him what my expectations were and I am totally honest... I didn't lie don't believe in it because I don't have anything to hide... O.k. so the night is comming to a close and I have him take me home.. And I call him alittle later to see if he made it home o.k. and just to find out that the bastard is married... Now tell me why in the hell does people play them selves off to be something that they are not??? Now mind you I feel stupid... For falling for the shit .... and to be honest I can't believe that I wasted my fucking time!!!!! So, being the woman that I am... I will just go on and if I see him ag

Ramblings Of An Insane Woman
This is my first blog post, and I'm sure no one reads these damn things. LOL So I'm gonna just post whatever the hell I want. Soooooo........ My wisdom tooth is killing me! It has swollen up the whole right side of my face. I can't WAIT to go to the dentist tomorrow after noon! I am such a pussy. I can get tattoos and piercings all over my body, but I'm scared to death of dentists. Geeze!! Please pray for my safe return from the dentist's office tomorrow. I've heard they aren't even human anymore, but aliens from another dimension. {shivers} Take care all! Went to the dentist today, and after ample poking prodding and being exposed to enough xrays to change me to spiderwoman, they tell me I have to go to an oral surgeon! WTF!? I have partially impacted wisdom teeth and the roots are curved around my jaw bone. So I have to call the oral surgeon in the morning to make an appointment. I'm being put to sleep so my remaining three wisdom teeth can be yanked from the depths of my poor little

Hubi's Blog
Today I woke up. Then I noticed that Helmut Kohl was fallen down. After I had repositioned him on my Display, I went downtown to a wonderful swedish bank. A Woman copied my id-card and I went along to the Tombola! Sadly I didn't win anything. So I visited the post office at the ghetto district of my beloved city and received my amazon packet! :) :) :) I'm so glad to be a fubar-bear. :) hupeidadoooo! :)

Hunter's Hunt
I had another rough night and woke up this morning tired, upset and ready to scream until the neighbors call the cops. I’m still pretty upset (lack of sleep and being away from the one you love can have that effect) but it is in these moments that I usually find a bit of clarity and inspiration. So I find myself asking a few common questions. What/Who is it you want most in your life? What/Who is it that you go to sleep and wake up thinking about? What/Who is it that is worth fighting for in your life? These are enough questions to ask but they are sometimes the most difficult to answer with any real certainty. Family is usually a good answer or even a specific career that would make you happy. I have my kids and I do write on the side (though I would love to make a living at it), so I look for something else. After a long search that I didn’t know I was making I have found love again. Or rather love has found me. It comes after years of trying to make things work at home and

Lesson 1
1- More haste more waste Haste makes waste More haste less speed 2- The worthless ned no protection 3- Manners betray feelings. 4- Retaliation is a cure. Retaliation puts an end to bitter pills. 5- A hopeful wish comes through in a dream. 6- Give a dog a bad name and hang him. 7- Compliments do not succeed in all cases. 8- Care killed a cat. Curiosity killed the cat. 9- Decline begins by internal strife. 10- You can't teach an old dog a new trick. 11- A quiet baby gets no suck. It's the creaking wheel that gets the grease. 12- Your mother alone will be wail you. 13- A wager is a fool's argument. 14- Keep something for a rainy day. 15- He who hesitates is lost. 16- It never rains but pours. 17- A bad workman always blames his tools 18- Don't make a martyr sigh, you will pay for it by and by. 19- A rose by another name would smell as sweet. 20- A word to the wise in enough. 21- It is easy to be wise after the event. 22- He that seeks find. 23- What is

Wanna Fu Own Me?
Ok y'all I am in my first contest ever in my fulife. Do I get some support? Come on you know you wanna check it out. Or maybe you even want to join? Either way here is the link to my pic. I hope to have your support. Have a great day and maybe soon you will be my owner :) Ok so I am in my first contest and it is an auction. The auction runs until the 28th of March and the highest winner will own me for 1 month and all the goodies I have to offer. Do you wanna fu own me? there is the link! may the best person win :P Thanx y'all

Needing To Vent
I am a very nice person and sometimes flirty and I will talk to everyone and anyone. Thats just how I am even in real life. Just because Im flirty shouldn't make people think that I'm here for they enjoyment. or that I will get totally nake for them. There is that line of respect that shouldn't be crossed. But most people cross this line daily even in real life. I have some pictures up that are kind of sexy for me. And I don't mind by any means people leaving pervy comments thats fine. Its all in good fun. People are allowed to say what they want. But when people take things too far thats a different story. It really annoys the hell out of me that people ask for my YIM and think that I will get totally nake for them. That is not right, not fair and just not respectful. I am sure that there are many people on this site that are more then willing to show everything they have to the world but thats not me. I'm sorry. Yes I have pictures up of me in a bra. But this is where I am

Friends
For those who know me... My mom had back surgery last week Friday. I got word that she was having one continuous severe headache yesterday and they took her in for a brain scan. My dad got a call at 4 a.m. EST today indicating they were taking my mom back to the ICU. They have since given the results of the scan... At some point either during the back surgery or since, she has developed a rip in her "duma" which caused her cerebraspinal fluid (or something like that, I'm not a doctor) to allow air bubbles to escape into her brain. This part is not life threatening, but the infections she has developed are. She had to go in for exploratory surgery and they found numerous infection in her back, which explains the intense pain she was/is feeling. They have her on at least two different antibiotics right now, and she is still sedated and listed as "critical"... I'm waiting to hear from my dad, probably tomorrow morning, how she's doing. If she's not well, I'll be heading to V

About Me
Well where to start well everyone close to me know about what happen Dec. 14, 07 at 1am friday morning i had a varicose vein pop open and i to be rushed to the ER lost about 2 pints of blood before i got there took 4 to 5 stitches to get it to stop ER doctor told me if i been asleep i wuld have bleed to death ... Ok on Dec. 26 i go to see my doctor and have my stitches out he take out 4 of them and said that all there was so ok .... well my leg get infection in it so Jan 30, 08 i go see a new doctor about my varicose veins in my legs and it look where my stitch put me in the hostpial ASAP so Jan 31, 08 i was put in the hostpial why in the hostpial More plms come up with my sleep apnea my oxygen level was dropping to 38 % and when ur sleep it should be about 90% so I have that to deal when now plus my diabetes & weight plm... i was in the hostpial for about a week with Iv's and shuff in me but my list of plms just seems to get longer & longer i had no clue i was this bad off bu

Do It Today
After this last weekend having to go to yet another funeral. I drove back here to Texas with the radio off in silence my mind just wandered then the last two days at work in an office by myself, I just couldn’t help but have thoughts of regret. In the last few years my God-Daughter was murdered, my best friend was taken by cancer in a matter of 4 months and died christmas eve. My God-son was killed by a elderly woman who drove her car through the school cafeteria wall. And this past weekend a friend of the family was killed by the floods in Illinois. I know a lot of people say they have no regrets in life but, I do many actually that tend to haunt me often. I regret not going the extra few miles to shop at the store where Jen worked just to say hi and see how she was doing, and if there was anything I could do for her. I regret not taking an extra Saturday off and taking lil Ryan fishing. I regret not going to see shannon play softball at her collage or having her and her family

Thinking
With every passing day, I find that my love for you changes and grows each day. I learn to love you more each day in every single way. I love the way you smile when you say good morning and when you say good night. I love the way you hold me and rub my butt just right. I love how even when you are mad at me you still kiss me when I come home. I love the way you tell me that everything is going to be all right and how when I look into your eyes I know that you are right. I love the way you love me and know just what to do to make me feel all right. I love how even when you are not around me I feel your love keeping me safe and secure. I love how when I look into your eyes I see a love that has no ending. I love how you brighten up my darkest days and loneliest of nights. I love when we make love how it feels our hearts and bodies have merged into one soul. I love how your love gives me the strength to carry on when I am tired and weak. iwanna i wanna be the man you come home t

Perfect Guy
You are so nice you are so sweet you're just the best and no one can beat I love you so much 'cause you're always there you are so responsible and for me you always care A guy like you I cannot afford to lose and out of all the guys you're the one I would always choose 'Cause you are just perfect and you are so divine that when I look for you you're the only one that shines I love you so much you're just the perfect guy but please, baby, to me don't you ever lie 'Cause I think you're perfect and I don't want to change my mind and I will always hate a liar and the lies I always keep in mind I hope I'm not wrong in thinking you're a perfect guy 'cause I really hate the liars so you will never hear me lie

Making Wrong Yet Right Choices Part 3 :d
So alot of you are here for the points...not me i honestly could not care less...I'm here for fun..to chat...and if by chance i meet people who i feel are real...meet...and become friends. Anyway (and i don't care if they read it under their fake fubar accts) remember Princess Cindy? (http://fubar.com/user/1533709) apparently she acts nice to me in lounges because she knows her ass will be banned/booted if she doesn't but now she felt the need to ask one of her online lovers to add me then rate me all 1's lol oh cindy that is so cute thank goodness he wrote me to tell me it was from you. At 40 years old your games are so amusing...and your 38 year old friend..unless your a man disguised online with fake pictures is too funny. You really should think about good choices at your age. Ok so if you want people rate this dude 1's ..he rated me all 1's for her then blocked me. I will not stoop to their level and make a fake account. So if you rate them do tell them you did it for

On A Short Vacation
Hello to all my friends,Sorry i have not been on in a while. I do plan to get back to you real soon.I have some major problems going on in my life right now that i need to sort out.Since I have had family staying with us for two weeks my husband and I have not really been getting along very well.Last night hit the boiling point. I have choose to leave. I have no choice but to bounce from friends house to house.Untill I get things right I will be unable to get in the world of Fubar. I will not be able to log on much.I will miss you all. Hope to be back soon. Cathy Jo

Just A Dream
I lay on the couch Staring deep into the fire place Mind in a slumber Day’s light fading to blue Fingertips tingle, ache, For want of touching you. Lips their sweet moistness, Crave the taste of you. Eyes gaze longingly, Upon your naked chest. Hands, dream of caressing, Rob you of your breath. My hot breath, blowing softly, Softly, Across your skin. Teeth, nibble gently, Sweet torment to begin. Tongue, slowly trailing, Trailing, a line within a fire. Hear you moan, Cry out my name, As passion flares within your eyes. All my endless thoughts, sexual desires, Become centered only upon you. As the flame, Burns, To a bright and glowing blue. Eyes focus to the fading blue It’s a new day once again Dream faded with the flames It all seamed so true

The Pleasure Principle
What I thought was happiness was only part time bliss You can take a bow It was all just one big night out on the town Riding in your limousine We turned right and I said wrong which brings us to a stop As the light is changing Oh my meters running so I got to go now It's the pleasure principle oh oh ohh It's the principle of pleasure, ohh It's the pleasure principle oh oh It's true you want to build your life on guarantees Hey, take a ride in a big yellow taxi I'm not here to feed your insecurities I wanted you to love me This has become an all too familiar scene It's not the first time I paid the fare Where'd you get the idea of material possession? Thank you for the ride nowhere And oh my meters running so I've really got to go It's the pleasure principle oh oh, It's the principle of pleasure Ohh, ah It's the pleasure principle oh oh, I know, what you mean to me Baby this is nowhere You know what came in between you and me, human differential baby

Tired Of You
I can be your liar I can be your bearer of bad news Sick and uninspired by the diamonds in your fire Burning like a flame inside of you Is this just desire or the truth So shame on me for the ruse Shame on me for the blues Another one returned that I'll never use I won't go getting tired of you I won't go getting tired of you I'm not getting tired I won't go getting tired of you I won't go getting tired of you I'm not getting tired Hanging on this wire Waiting for the day I'll have to choose Cursed by love so dire One more boy for hire One more boy to lend a hand to you Is this just desire or the truth So shame on me for the ruse Shame on me for the blues Another one returned that I'll never use I won't go getting tired of you I won't go getting tired of you I'm not getting tired I won't go getting tired of you I won't go getting tired of you I'm not getting tired of you I can be your liar I can be your bearer of bad news Sick and uninspired b

Erase/ Replace
Attention Pay attention No mention A sickest array A mission An admission Ignition Detonate Oh no don't talk about it No please don't talk about it Oh no don't talk about it Not one more word about it Oh no don't think about it No please don't think about it Oh please don't think about it It goes away We made these promises You made these promises Erase Replace Erase Replace We'll make more promises We'll wait for promises Erase Replace Erase Replace A vision Division Revision Recognate An action A reaction Distraction Question the fate Oh no don't talk about it No please don't talk about it Oh no don't talk about it It goes away We made these promises You made these promises Erase Replace Erase Replace We'll make more promises We'll wait for promises Erase Replace Erase Replace Oh, are we better off now? It's the only thing left said Meant for you Oh, are we better off now? It's the only thing left said Meant for you

A Tune Up....
Hi guys! As some of you know I’m having outpatient surgery tomorrow and have scheduled to be out recovering until April 25th. Hopefully I will be a quick healer and will be back in action sooner but as of right now the 25th is the date. Don’t worry I’m not sick, I’m just having some repairs done. LOL….that kinda makes me sound like a car huh? Yeah, let’s just say I’m getting a tune up! Hehehe! Since I don't have a laptop I will be out of touch until then. I’ll miss ya’ll when I’m out recovering. T-belle aka Wonder Woman

Throwing Fu Out The Window
I cant stand the drama this has built up for me... I am a stress free guy but this damn place in the past 2 yrs has just grown to be a DRAMA SPOT.. I thought "Myspace" was bad. Shit Tom maybe I had more fun with you.. Peace. those that know my emails and im's hit me up. okay... why the FUCK do ppl think life is a game.. ppl act like it aint all that hard to get them. they start a lil drama thinking it funny. maybe you all should be looking at your t.v. did ou see that poor 15yr old grl who got her ass kicked? they were kids. look you come starting drama on my page and doing some funny shit like "take my grl" your going to get it like the fucking post man.... thanx ppl now go fuck your yourself. I am a good friend of Scott. he was rushed into the hospital monday at 7am. he had then yet under immediate surgery. he is very sick and we hope and pry for him to be out with in a few more days or late next week. plz feel free to contact me here and I will let you know how he is. Mike.

Giving Up On You
I'M GIVING UP ON YOU AND ME. I HAVE TRIED SO HARD,BUT IT WILL NEVER BE I'M LETTING GO OF ALL MY DREAMS. ALL THESE YEARS A WASTE IT SEEMS. I'M TIRED OF ALL THE FIGHTS. THE THINGS THAT MAKE ME CRY AT NIGHT. I'LL NEVER BE GOOD ENUFF FOR YOU. IT'S ALL SO HOPELESS NO MATTER WHAT I DO. SO THIS IS HOW IT HAS TO BE. I'M LETTING GO OF YOU AND ME.