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The Immortal Vine
The Immortal Vine An English Sonnet Oh, drink from this cup now gently as if your soul were itself at stake, for too much from this cup of plenty and all the pleasure you will forsake. for the cautious sip with a knowing heart will bring you dreams of golden delight, but the foolish quaff will tear you apart and fill your dreams with a terrible fright. Such duality is the nature of this blood that flows from my veins; bringing both terror and pleasure, both binding and breaking of chains. So heed ere you drink this blood of mine, taste with caution this immortal wine

I'm Moving
We are moving to Tennessee! Jason was offered a job at N.F.S and he has accepted. He starts working down there March 24th. The job is in Unicoi County: Erwin, TN that's near Bristol. We are very excited about it. I dread moving away from my family and friends but he is going to be making good money and good benefits. On the plus side, Erwin is BEAUTIFUL! And it's a small friendly town like where I grew up. We are going down next week as a family to check things out and hopefully get started finding a house. We hope to buy instead of rent. Jason also needs to find a place to stay temporally until we figure out where we'll live and if we'll buy or rent. The kids and I will stay here in Ohio until William finishes Kindergarten. I hate to make him switch schools so close to the end of the school year. It's going to be very difficult to get everything worked out. I never imagined moving so far so fast. My head is literally spining I swear!

I'm Moving!
Hey kids! Keeping you all updated on my crazy life. I am moving to Maple Valley Washington VERY soon to be with my boyfriend. I am interviewing for a job out there starting on April 1st. So get ready! My life just gets more interesting by the minute!

I'm Moving To Utah!!!
Hi my friends who are very few. IMost of you already know but to the ones that don't yeah, I'm going. My puter will be down for about 2 weeks. Love you all and will see ya back then. Hugs and Kisses!!!

The Immortal Vine
The Immortal Vine (an English Sonnet) Oh, drink from this cup now gently as if your soul were itself at stake, for too much from this cup of plenty and all the pleasure you will forsake. For the cautious sip with a knowing heart will bring you dreams of golden delight, but the foolish quaff will tear you apart and fill your dreams with a terrible fright. Such duality is the nature of this blood that flows from my veins; bringing both terror and pleasure, both binding and breaking of chains. So heed ere you drink this blood of mine, taste with caution this immortal wine.

I'm Moving
I am leaving today to go back home to Texas. I will be off line for a couple weeks while I am waiting for my internet to be turned back on. I'm letting a friend of mine use my account to bomb and drop my 11's so they don't go to waste. When I get there I will try to find a computer somewhere to use but idk. Anyway I will miss fubar and my friends. Having no internet is seriously going to suck..hard. Leave me lots of love while I'm gone..xoxo..cya

I'm Moving
Hey Guys I'm Moving. Just wanted to let you know that in the next week I may not be on here as much as normal. I have to pack for the next week and then move into my new apartment Memorial day weekend. So around memorial day I won't have internet for awhile. Please know I love you all and you are always in my thoughts. Everything should be back to normal in a few weeks. Everyone take care and stay in touch anyway i will catch up as soon as I can Love Ya Carla

Immortality
As my time and memory fades from mind, A piece of me I hope to leave behind. My words, my spirit; I hope to weave From the fluid grace of my beliefs. I worship this life and all it has to hold, For the beauty it reveals or even if left untold. Even death is that to sanctify. It will one day wash over us in a gentle, rising tide. Our achievement of life; to death we sacrifice But upon this earth, before we do part, Share your mind, your soul and heart. And mend a broken, wandering spirit. Show them this life is too precious, to short to fear it And look past, not upon our human difference From this, find immortality- eternal deliverince

Im Moving On,looking 4 A New Love
I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons Finally content with a past I regret I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness For once I'm at peace with myself I've been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long I'm movin' on I've lived in this place and I know all the faces Each one is different but they're always the same They mean me no harm but it's time that I face it They'll never allow me to change But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong [ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/IX ] I'm movin' on I'm movin' on At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me And I know there's no guarantees, but I'm not alone There comes a time in everyone's life When all you can see are the years passing by And I have made up my mind that those days are gone I sold what I could and packed what I couldn't Stopped to fill up on my way out of town I've loved like I should but lived like I shouldn't I had to l

I'm Moving
well this is my last day on here for awhile maybe a month don't stop believing I will be back... trust me.... good luck to everyone... and best of wishes to all and to my crush... I will return.... I will miss everyone thank you all for your help... see you all later Robert

I'm Moving!!!
Sorry ... I been so busy lately. I've been working my ass off to save money to move, so i'm moving sept. 1st and than i will be on more often. In till than have a drink on me!! Oh by the way come check out my website

Immortal Beloved... Love Letters By Ludwig Von Beethoven
IMMORTAL BELOVED The First Letter July 6, in the morning My angel, my all, my very self - Only a few words today and at that with pencil (with yours) - Not till tomorrow will my lodgings be definitely determined upon - what a useless waste of time - Why this deep sorrow when necessity speaks - can our love endure except through sacrifices, through not demanding everything from one another; can you change the fact that you are not wholly mine, I not wholly thine - Oh God, look out into the beauties of nature and comfort your heart with that which must be - Love demands everything and that very justly - thus it is to me with you, and to your with me. But you forget so easily that I must live for me and for you; if we were wholly united you would feel the pain of it as little as I - My journey was a fearful one; I did not reach here until 4 o'clock yesterday morning. Lacking horses the post-coach chose another route, but what an awful one; at the stage before the last I was warn

Immortality
A black hole Sucking me down Pulling me forever Into its depths of eternity. Unable to breathe Unable to see My heart does not beat But still on i live. Feeling claustrophobic My paranoia is taking over I lie away in this darkness As a thousand years pass me by.. cjb

I'm Moving :(
Yeah, I promised myself I wouldn't keep wandering around this country like a lil hobo. In fact, I've always wanted to live in New Orleans & here I am. I honestly thought this was it. BUT, it just seems like Fate is trying to tell me something. We just survived one hurricane & there's already another one coming. I'm trying to build a good life for myself (and, yes, I do have a solid, realistic plan), but I can't do that if Mother Nature is going to keep throwing big nasties at the south coast. I mean, do I really want to build a life here and then worry about a hurricane or flood wiping it out? Plus, rent is so high down here; its much more reasonable in other parts of the country. So, I guess I'll be making one LAST move. lol Dunno where yet. I'm thinking either northern california, Seattle, or my best friend wants me to move to pittsburg. I'd love to hear thoughts about this from any of my friends...

Immortality
gotten from one of the many books that i read. Immortality This loveliness that stirs my bound heart to songs of praise has always blossommed here; when earth was young, unscarred by war and hate these self-same streams went singing crystal clear. these mountains caught and held within their folds cloud-shadows, dappled grey and indigo; someone, held spell bound on this emerald hill the same delight in god is sweet world would know. so, when this pasture knows my feet no more, when all my earthly gipsying are done; there will be other eyes to watch with awe i would bequeath to all who follow on my rare delight in leaf and bloom and tree, for in their worship of the world i loved my soul shall find true immortality

Immortal
She is forever standing at our secret pond beneath our loving tree. Welcome late-spring breeze lifting summer dress and hat ever so slightly. She is dropping a rose frozen forever in time it cascades from her hand. Around her, the pond, the cat-tails, the bird song, all captured deliciously. She is smiling playfully as rose follows petals to rest amidst lily-pads. A buzz of bumblebee, breeze dancing leaves above, mid-morning sun seems to kiss her. She laughs hearing her name turns with anticipation burned forever is the sight. Even as life continues - for that split second her beauty is immortalized.

Immortality
Violate me. Taste this innocence which you crave. You want it. You need it Until your dying breath Desecrate me. Burn your scalding stare into my flesh. Can you feel it? Can you taste it? This doesn't get any better. Penetrate me. Bleed into my pumping veins. I live for it. I die for it. Immortalize my soul..

I'm Money - Zebrahead
Cuz I'm a user, a shmoozer, a big dollar loser. That doesn't matter cuz my friends call me a brusier and I . . . get chicks, so many chicks want me (nope). Cuz I'm not funny, honey. A big oafy dummy. That doesn't matter cuz my friends say I'm money and I, get drunk, too many drinks want me (yeah). Yo, get out the get out the way of the money man. Ladies know I'm dope, so consider me contraband. Fella's are just jealous, cuz they're ponies and I'm mustang. Don't try to hang cuz I'm out with a big bang. Get get down, all the ladies wanna be with me. Get get down, all the fellas compete with me. Get get down, and I know that I'm trippin, But I really don't care cuz this is how I'm livin'. (CHORUS) All the ladies wanna know me. They ignore me-intimidated by me. All the fellas, all the fellas wanna be me. They ignore me-intimidated by me. (x2) Who needs them anyway . . . cuz I'm money. Cuz I'm a user shmoozer, a big dollar loser. That does

Im Moving
i will be moving this week and i have been very busy getting ready to move. im sorry i havent been on much but life is really flying around me. im so busy trying to help friends out and move and get kaiden settled into his new school, that it doesnt leave much time for online time... i havent gotten the DSL set up at the new place yet but i should have that settled in next week sometime so ill be w/o internet for a few days. So dont freak if u dont see me for a couple days. i will get established w/ a new phone number and those i choose will get that number. so for all my wonderful friends out there, i hope things are going well for you in fubarland lol.. i hope to talk to you very soon and hopefully this move goes smoothly... talk soon... happy halloween to every1! sarah

Immortal
"Immortal" Let's fight We're face to face Loyalty is what I need to see from you You're insecure I can see the fear that breeds in your heart Where will you run? [x2] Where will you hide? [x2] I see the blood drip from your eyes Who will survive? Let's get it on And we'll fight I know who you are The leader of lost souls You can't kill me I'm immortal I'm not afraid to die My soul will travel on You can't kill me I'm immortal Immortal Immortal Immortal I need the rush There's nowhere you could hide before you die Why won't you face me? I can see the fear that's in your eyes Where will you run? [x2] Where will you hide? [x2] I see the blood drip from your eyes Who will survive? Let's get it on And we'll fight I know who you are The leader of lost souls You can't kill me I'm immortal I'm not afraid to die My soul will travel on You can't kill me I'm immortal I know who you are The leader of lost souls You can't kill me I'm immortal I

Immortal Beloved
IMMORTAL BELOVEDThe First Letter July 6, in the morningMy angel, my all, my very self - Only a few words today and at that with pencil (with yours) - Not till tomorrow will my lodgings be definitely determined upon - what a useless waste of time - Why this deep sorrow when necessity speaks - can our love endure except through sacrifices, through not demanding everything from one another; can you change the fact that you are not wholly mine, I not wholly thine - Oh God, look out into the beauties of nature and comfort your heart with that which must be - Love demands everything and that very justly - thus it is to me with you, and to your with me. But you forget so easily that I must live for me and for you; if we were wholly united you would feel the pain of it as little as I - My journey was a fearful one; I did not reach here until 4 o'clock yesterday morning. Lacking horses the post-coach chose another route, but what an awful one; at the stage before the last I was warned not to

I'm Movin On!
I'm Movin On! by Kody Konfused™ Sittin on a tombstone, Eatin my ColdStone, Livin' life like I like. Feeling the warm breeze, Sweepin throgh palm trees, How did I get this life? Well it took, Two hundred thousand bucks, and three old pick 'em up trucks. But now I'm sittin here drinkin a cold beer, Baskin in the sun! Hey! That's what I get for goin to college! Hey-ey! My life turned right around! Hey-ey! I know it's not perfect. But now my world is changin and I'm rearrangin So, Hey-ey! I'm movin' on. Seein' my name, Up on the big screen, Yeah, that's what I like. Seein my face Up in the perfect place Man, that is nice. But, They told me to be a man, But now they are all my fans! See what I did, Lookin for candids. Yeah, man that's right. Hey! That's what I get for going to college! Hey-ey! My life turned right around! hey-ey! I know it's not perfect. But now my world is changing, And I'm rearranging, So, Hey-ey! I'm movin on.

Immortal Sonnets Pt.1
FULL... WOMAN, CARNAL APPLE, LUNA CALIENTE.. HOT MOON, THICK SMELL OF SEAWEED, CRUSHED MUD AND LIGHT, WHAT OBSCURE CLARITY OPENS BETWEEN YOUR COLUMNS.. IMMORTAL ANCIENT NIGHT DOSE MAN TOUCH WITH HIS SENSES... LOVING IS A VOAGE WITH FIRE AND STAR'D CLOUDS, WITH SUFFOCATING AIR AND BRUSQUE STORMS RAGE LIGHTNINGS... LOVING IS A BATTLE OF LIGHTNING BOLTS, AND TWO BODIES, CLASH OVERCOME BY ONE HONEY... KISS BY KISS

Immortal Sonnets Pt.2
NAKED, YOU ARE SIMPLE AS ONE OF YOUR HANDS, SMOOTH, SOFT, WARMING.. EARTHY AND SMALL, TRANSPARENT AND ROUND.. MOVE IN MOTIONS TO FLESH WE MOAN SOUNDS, AROUND YOUR HALF MOON LINES, APPLE PATHWAYS, NAKED, YOU ARE SLENDER AS A NAKED GRAIN OF WHEAT IN HEATS OF ME......

Immortal
She is forever standingat our secret pondbeneath our loving tree.Welcome late-spring breezelifting summer dress and hatever so slightly.She is dropping a rosefrozen forever in timeit cascades from her hand.Around her, the pond,the cat-tails, the bird song,all captured deliciously.She is smiling playfullyas rose follows petalsto rest amidst lily-pads.A buzz of bumblebee,breeze dancing leaves above,mid-morning sun seems to kiss her.She laughs hearing her nameturns with anticipationburned forever is the sight.Even as life continues -for that split secondher beauty is immortalized.

Immortal Jellyfish
This is Turritopsis Nutricula, a jellyfish. Unlike most life forms which tend to experience decay after reproduction, until they die, this jellyfish reverts back to its polyp stage, ie the beginning of its life cycle. Theoretically, this cycle can be repeated indefinitely, rendering the jellyfish, barring accident or falling to predators and stuffs, immortal. Click here for its Wikipedia page.

Immortality
There I will be, when the time arises, beating upon the door of your betrayal with dirty, bloodied fists… screaming your name from somewhere beyond my presence, in that soul destroying pitch, which I’ve unconciously reserved only for calling out demons. You will deny said events with silicone lips and severed tongue. You will touch my arm with bottled ease, only to recoil in fright upon realising the knowledge within me burns through to your core. You will know fear. Here you will begin to choke upon your lies and fall to the floor. The wings of righteousness will beat hard, caged within your chest… and you will beg. Oh, you will beg. And I… I will pity you and therefore keep your pretty face intact, so as they can drink from it’s impurities one last time.

Immortal Sin
IMMORTAL SIN My eyes are distent from the weeping for the zeal of your wings... Famished by my compulsions to acquire your benevolence and all it brings.. I am saturated internally with the gloom of your guise... I am feeble by the dysphoria I see within your eyes. Emerge along side of me as I invent our enchanted place we disguise ourselves within. Come to me now for this heated frenzy is raging, longing for you ,an imortal sin. Erica Chamlee ©copy right July 30th, 2009 all rights reserved

Immortality
if love was the closest that human beings could hope to come to immortality-which is how i feel when being with you-then i have been given a key to life everlasting when i found you my loveing esposa.....................

Immortal Cells
Henrietta Lacks’ ‘Immortal’ Cells Journalist Rebecca Skloot’s new book investigates how a poor black tobacco farmer had a groundbreaking impact on modern medicine By Sarah Zielinski Smithsonian.com, January 22, 2010 Medical researchers use laboratory-grown human cells to learn the intricacies of how cells work and test theories about the causes and treatment of diseases. The cell lines they need are “immortal”—they can grow indefinitely, be frozen for decades, divided into different batches and shared among scientists. In 1951, a scientist at Johns Hopkins Hospital in Baltimore, Maryland, created the first immortal human cell line with a tissue sample taken from a young black woman with cervical cancer. Those cells, called HeLa cells, quickly became invaluable to medical research—though their donor remained a mystery for decades. In her new book, The Immortal Life of Henrietta Lacks, journalist Rebecca Skloot tracks down the st

Immortality
we have grown into adulthood with many different veiws and opinions. we have a deffinition of immortality but is it meant in the sense we think? maybe not. ive thought long and hard over a theory of immortality and it turns out it is immpossible for the body and mind to withstand the destruction of time. however it is very possible the immortality is in the name itself. for instance: george washington will be in our books and teachings forever. he, through his actions and accomplishments, has achieved immortality. adolf hitler did great things, terrible yes but great. he will be one of the many tyrants whose name will live forever. so do u think that the meaning of immortality is wut we have grown to think it is? give me your input wether it be positive criticism or it be an arguement against my theory. it will be appreciated

I'm Moving On
by Rascal Flatts I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demonsFinally content with a past I regretI've found you find strength in your moments of weaknessFor once I'm at peace with myselfI've been burdened with blameTrapped in the past for too longI'm movin' onI've lived in this place and I know all the facesEach one is different but they?re always the sameThey mean me no harm but it's time that I face itThey'll never allow me to changeBut I never dreamed homeWould end up where I don't belongI'm movin' onI'm movin' onAt last I can see life has been patiently waiting for meAnd I know there's no guarantees but I'm not aloneThere comes a time in everyone's lifeWhen all you can see are the years passing byAnd I have made up my mind that those days are goneI sold what I could and packed what I couldn'tStopped to fill up on my way out of townI've loved like I should but lived like I shouldn'tI had to lose everything to find outMaybe forgiveness will find meSomewhere down this lonel

Immortality
Where do I begin, A lost soul traveling through time. Wondering if there is ever any peace to the hatred of enemies. Lost amongst the darkness. Driven by anger and lust. Can it truely be the worlds last attempt to turn me evil. Falling to the ground I give every thing I have to stay sane. But can I? Where does the pain end? Do I lie here with the sound of exodus? I give in and reach for eternity of immortality. To walk blindly on this earth as a creature of the night. To take a life where lives are left to dwell after the happiness is gone. To taste the blood of souls ment to be drained of life. A happiness that truely is not there. Given immortality. I do what I must to survive. Survive HMMM, How do I not survive when I can not die. When I can not give to most what other can. I do not know how to love I do not know how to give I can only take, And from you I take your life, Your blood and drain it from your ever so pure body. Give into me. Dont resist I can

Immortality ( Your Greatest Gift Or Worst Nightmare )
If you were given the chance to accept it would you? I imagine a lot of people's first response would be to jump at it. Perhaps in the distant future we will have advanced medical science enough that it could offer some form of immortality but I cannot imagine a more terrible fate for those that would choose it because not all people would want to go on forever. For those who would they would still face a barrage of potential misadventures over multiple lifetimes that would eventually end in their demise. You are only as safe as your ability to risk manage and even then not aging would not save you from a firey car crash. A person who could defy the odds and avoid calamity over thousands of years would carry the baggage, the scars, the memories of watching everything they ever cared about, everyone they ever loved leave them. We were never meant for such a distortion of nature. No human heart could bear that kind of pain. Your greatest fantasy would become your worst nigh

Immortal
Do you have the will to walk on water Do you have the strength to part the waves Do you have the lips to kiss a blood red rose Before the colors start to fade But are you tough enough to walk through the fire Are you suss enough to slip the hangman's noose Wanna ride, gonna slide, take it over the line Hit the pin, kick it in I'm gonna win again I don't wanna live forever I just want a slice of the pie to call my own I don't wanna live forever Do you wanna be, like I wanna be Immortal Do you have the bread to feed the hunger Do you have to choose to turn water to wine Do you have the tears to cry me a river Build a bridge to the other side But are you holding out for the late edition Gonna read all about it cause it's frontpage news So high, bone dry, got a thirst for life Kiss the skin, drink it in I'm gonna win again Just like the gates of heaven There's no way back, there's no way back I'm ten miles high got the keys to the kingdom I'm back on track Got a life and I'm living it Do y

The Immortal Kiss
i have found immortality at the firey end of an empty candle i have found a child unyet born into reality will this sur-vice and tame the hunger deep inside or will this be freeing to the demons so we may rome in the midnight waters awaiting for you my sweet as i storm the body of an angel and taste her wine we dance under starlight like wild animals celebrating a fruitful kill i gently touch her face and i turn invincible if she only knew that we was dancing in the wake of what was about to come maybe i could save her from dining on the fallins blood souls will spill in the name of the night as we spread our wicked wings to fly and fight everything will be alright by the time the light rips apart the night and touches the first pure soul saved by the tears that will pay for all of this you shell cry forever my sweet lullaby for the tears you cry is the wine i drink the pain you feal gives me power and strength

I'm More Then That...
I'm more then that.. yellow love in the moon, I won't run to you love no more blue blue no more true true love will come fly summer sky's love stay love stay don't go away won't run to you love no more blue blue no more true true love will come fly summer sky's.... bY LoVe GiRL "Yellow Moon" ..

Im Mrs.frankstein
alright well its been since forever i noticed that i like guys older then me...like in their late 20s and older =/ i mean ive liked them older since i was like 14 haha is that weird? or am i a skank? lol well i dont know older guys i think are better haha well anyways thought i would write about this..lol ok then thanx for reading =)

I'm Mrs. Right
This is so damn true so i had to steal it from someone else!!!!FIRSSSST... I wanna give props to "the infamous Jason Cross" for posting this in his blog... i gotta give credit where credit is owed! ----------- ------------ ------------- -------------- 1. Ms. Gold-Digger Advantages a. You have some one to manage your money. b. She always looks good. c. She makes your other niggas jealous. d. She makes you look good. Disadvantages a. When you get broke she'll be gone and take what you have left. b. She makes sure she has a child by you to sue you for child support. c. Once your nigga comes up she'll be on his arm the next day. 2. Ms. Freak (secret lover) Advantages a. She knows all the right positions. b. She'll try everything more than once. c. You're never unsatisfied. d. She'll do all the things your girl won't do. e. She doesn't mind being your freak, as long as she catches one too. Disadvantages a. Eventually, b/c she's a female, she'll end

Immunity Boosters
IMMUNITY BOOSTERS AT A GLANCE. * Foods rich in vitamins A,B, complex, C and E. * Foods high in minerals including zinc, selenium,, and calcium. * Omega-3 and -6 fatty acids, found in nuts, seeds and oily fish. * Protein, found in lean meat, fish, and pulses. * Fiber, found in grains, pulses, fruit, and vegetables. * Spending time with friends. * A positive outlook on life. * Regular exercise. * Adequate sleep. * Daylight. * Yoga and meditation. To keep the body's immune organs and cells healthy and in balance, it is vital to eat the right foods. The entire immunity system needs vitamin C to function, so include plenty foods rich in this antioxidant most fruits and vegetables contain high levels of it. Vitamin A is powerfully anti-viral, and helps to mailtain the thymus gland. It is found in liver, dairy foods, oily fish, cod, liver oil, and plant foods in the form of beta-carotene, which the body then converts into vitamin A. The B vitamins are important for phagocyte

The Immune System
An efficient immune system is the key to maintaining good health. It helps to protect us from all manner of disease from colds to cancer, fights food poisoning and keeps allergies in check, as well as slowing down the ageing process. But poor diet, an unhealthy lifestyle and a toxic environment can all compromise and weaken the immune system, leaving us prone to everything from common colds to more serious infections.

The Immune System And How It Works.
The immune system, which acts like a defending army, is based mainly in the lymphatic system and bloodstream, although the skin and other organs, such as the digestive system, also play an important role. The lymphatic system is a network of vessels which returns fluid from spaces between cells to the blood circulation. Lymph nodes, the spleen and the thymus gland are part of the lymph system, and they produce lymphocytes cells which identify then set out to destroy and eliminate foreign substances, microbes and cancer cells. There are two types of lymphocytes: B-cells, and T-cells. T-cells, which are produced in the thymus, can destroy foreign bodies directly, whereas B-cells produced in the spleen will secrete antibodies against these undesirables in order to elimate them. Similiar to lymphocytes are natural killer cells which are particularly lethal against cancer cells, destroying them outright. The white blood cells found in the bloodstream phagocytes and lymphocytes play an impor

Immune System Enemies
All the immune system organs and cells rely on specific nutrients to keep them working efficiently. For example, interferon, an anti-viral and anti-cancer chemical secreted by tissues throughout the body, needs vitamin C for its production, while lysozymes, an anti-bacterial enzyme found in bodily fluids such as tears and blood require vitamin A. So a poor diet will immediately result in a weakened immune system. Other enemies of strong immunity include stress, smoking, excess alcohol and caffeine, drugs (both medicinal and recreational), food additives, pesticides and pollution.

I`m Murderous For This Thing...
So I have this emotional atachments to doodle bears, did I mention that? I have had once ever since the 4th grade and my now 6 year old bear is falling apart. This depresses me greatly. So I thought maybe I could convince my father to buy me this bear from amazon.com. Now the reason I wanted it from amazon is because it is the only place to find the rare blue doodle bear. Even though I want to collect all doodle bears, I despratly want the blue one to replace my old blue one. but dads mean... and so here the damn thing sits... http://www.amazon.com/Doodle-Magic-Glow-Bear-Artie/dp/B000E1YQ9G/ref=pd_bbs_9/104-6775736-4152763?ie=UTF8&s=toys-and-games&qid=1182541001&sr=8-9 :(:(:(:(:( this is depressing. And yes, I am a child.

Immune!
Patience is how I'm living today. I lie before you stressing me outagain My life is twisted, twisted like your own brains I can't accept that, I can't accept that again. Face it, try it, immune to what you are A superstition jinxing me like the black cat. Inside you, It's only what I crave A system breakdown, can you remember your name? Did you forget you? Did you forget your identity? Yeah, face it. No, try it. Yeah, immune to what you are. A superstition... jinxing me like the black cat inside you. It's only what I crave. A system breakdown... Can you remember your name? Did you forget you? Did you forget your identity? Yeah, face it. No, try it. Yeah, immune to what you are. What's the matter with your own ways? Why are you freakin' me out again? What's the matter with your own mind? You can't be yourself anymore when you're suckin' out my life from under me Yeah, face it. No, try it. Yeah, immune to what you are." "Yeah, face it. No, try it. Yeah, immune to what you are. "Face it..

Immune
You have come here because society has no further use for you This place will now become your holding pen until our death. I am very good at this business because I make all the rules. But if you break any of my rules, you will find that there is life after death. Patience is how I'm living today. I lie before you stressing me out again My life is twisted, twisted like your own brains I can't accept that, I can't accept that again Face it, try it, immune to what you are A superstition jinxing me like the black cat Inside you, It's only what I crave A system breakdown, can you remember your name? did you forget you? Did you forget your identity? Yeah, face it. No, try it. Yeah, immune to what you are. A superstition... jinxing me like the black cat inside you. It's only what I crave. A system breakdown... Can you remember your name? Did you forget you? Did you forget your identity? Yeah, face it. No, try it. Yeah, immune to what you are. What's the

Immune
Five years lost in rivers of merriment I perceived, A million bottles have been and gone, Floating under this journeys many bridges, They have kept me warm in long nights alone, Kept me happy in sunlight’s cold greetings, And caught the many tears I have shed in pain, Like an old friend, they accepted and judged me not, Answered questions in hours dark, Written letters in times forgotten, Or lost in intoxications deep, Or blanked out for fear of fearing the worst, And immunities long since been my lover, No cure in sight, No light seen at the end of this long dark abyss, A bottomless pit to swallow me whole, Jack there to break my impending fall from grace, But this wine takes no effect, Never as it used to, And as this imperviousness seeped through my soul, I searched, A saviour not in sight, I wandered further in to deaths eternal grip, Decaying from inside out with my life's new friend, Hand in hand we would walk in to my last sunset, In a burgundy cask, Pres

I'm Much Better
The sky has turned dark like my dying spark. Not from the rain but from the pain I felt so long ago. I wanna say that's over and I want you to know. I'm much better now that my heart's begun to heal. I'm much better now that the hate I no longer feel. I'm much better cuz a smile's resurfaced on my face. I'm much better cuz I can return to that loving place. My world was turned upside down and my smile to a frown. Not because you never talked but that you walked impulsively out on me. I no longer care and I want you to see. I'm much better now that my heart's begun to heal. I'm much better now that the hate I no longer feel. I'm much better cuz a smile's resurfaced on my face. I'm much better I can return to that loving place.

I'm Much Crazier Than You Think... Proceed With Caution, Or Not, I Really Don't Care.
I'm always lecturing people on my "no evidence" policy, that being, if you can't keep it in your head you shouldn't be writing it down. I guess I'm breaking my own rule. If you're easily offended, don't bother reading this, or anything else on my page, just delete me, I'm definitely gonna piss you off, I definitely don't care. In fact, if you get ass hurt a lot you should unplug your computer and smash it in front of my house while I take video and laugh hy-fucking-sterically. Oh and just so we are aware, your right to free speech doesn't apply here. If you would like to speak freely, do it on your shit, this is mine and I say shut your cocksucker no one cares. HA! I have revoked yo shit! Nothing new there I guess...Too many emotions that I can't even begin to deal with correctly. I can't even put any of this into words. It won't work. there's too much. It's like I busted my nugget after a hard night of drinking and now all I feel is murderous rage and the urge to hydrate. HYDRATE!

Imn
Suicide Don't give a fuck about this My life or any other Just go away and let me hang Impossible to forgive, forget it, murderer I'm in control Living a lie Make you pay at all cost for this Love sick Bullshit Bring it Decisions making themselves I don't need you Thorns in my side So I die No one No one could ever understand My life's exhausted No one No one could ever understand This life IMN Determined To bring you all down with me Break you Beat down No more fucking empathy From me, for you Fed up i've had enough Duality My war Existence Instigated controversy Lay down Sell out So wrong Drag the blade and go away I stand, cold cruel and lost Take me I'm ready No one No one could ever understand My life's exhausted No one No one could ever understand Pressure constricting So hard Like a stone Fight hard Break bones break No one No one could ever understand This life IMN Your pressure My time Eroding My life Fight for your honesty Fight for integrity All work and no play All

Im Naked..... Wanna Touch?
Then go help him out and maybe ill post a revealing pic...... Show him some sweet CT love for me yall!!!! And repost this so even if you dont your friends might! ♥Mel _DRAMA_KILLER_~addicted to super girl~@ CherryTAP

I'm Naked!!!!
AIGHT, BUT I'M ALWAYS NAKED. MY SHOW STARTS IN ABOUT 10 MINUTES. GOOD TUNES, SOMETHING FOR EVERYBODY, UNLESS YOUR A DICK THEN MY MUSIC WILL SUCK TO YOU. LISTEN UP, TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK, AND DON'T BE AN ASSHOLE CAUSE I'M HUGE IN JAPAN!!!PEACE OUT AND SHIT ALL.-BILL P.S. NAKED AND BRINGING THE FUNK!!! LISTEN LIVE ON THE SITE, CLICK HERE

Im Nasty
Scabs and bubble gum penut butter on a toe nail, Flicking buggers in your ginger ale, It's my tang, Bust in your face, Didn't wipe my butt so now it's kinda itchy, Drink douce bags like wine coolers, And throw gang signs for all the old schoolers, I stuck an AK in a hood rat booty, Cause I found out she was a groupie, If I blow ass, You gonna know fast, All of you all gonna need a fuckin gas mask, I'm the yellow shit underneath your armpit, And when i toss that plaque then I spit, I'm like clay, wet, smelly, and gray, I wear the same clothes for every day, Now you can hate me and try to say I'm trashy, And if you go and ask somebody they'll tell you that I'm nasty. I use my boys rubber after him, I ain't paying shit, god its costly, More money and not enough feel, Word to your nedden, Im just tellin it to heal, I suck the puss out my own pimples, And spit it on your ass and fill up the dimples, I'm the lint in your belly button, Fuzzy like

I’m Nautically Challenged But Faithfully Undaunted
“And when it was determined that we should sail into Italy, they delivered Paul and certain other prisoners unto one named Julius, a centurion of Augustus’ band.” Remember, Paul wasn’t guilty of anything, it all started some years (and a few chapters) ago when Paul’s preaching the Good News of Jesus Christ started a riot in Jerusalem that was subtly encouraged by the Sanhedrin. For his own protection and to forestall an even greater riot, the Roman garrison took Paul into protective custody. Then he was brought under heavy guard to Caesarea, the provincial capital of Judea, to be heard because as a Roman citizen he could appeal to higher authority within the Empire. For years Paul languished under house arrest in Caesarea despite his appeal to the Emperor (Nero, who if you know history was not the best person to appeal to on a good day), and then Governor Festus and the reigning-but-not-ruling King Agrippa had their ship come in. Luke, who re-enters the story at the beginnin

I'm Nauseous
I know I have been quiet. My friends have always been there for me. They know me much better than anyone! I know I don't give them much credit, but I know I should. I would be dead if it weren't for them. Thanks guys! But I'm glad they monitor me as well. Man! How life sucks! I have a raging EX that I'm still madly in love with! I have two beautiful girls whom I never get to see. My parents at least do a good job raising them and keeping them from their abusive dad! Yeah, he's a fucker to raising a hand to their precious little behinds! He can smack me around all he wants, but he will not take it out on them! So, mom.. dad.. I know you'll never see this, but thanks. On top of all that, I have a handful of fuckin' awesome friends! They are my family now. Will we ever stop running? Who knows? Will I ever stop hiding? Probably not. Hiding has been my safety net. The bigger question... Will I ever stop loving my EX???? I don't know. He's the only love I have ever known. He does lo

I'm New!!
Well hey everyone!! I'm new here, boyfriend wanted to me join I guess and I just looked at his interests thinking, hey....he's never told me about some of those, and then...BOOM. I had to fill out my own just like that....haha. Shows how extremely tired I am...this well help the day go buy faster.....maybe I can get more comments then him this time! ^^

I'm New Whoopdeedoo
Ok so like 3 or 4 of my friends told me about LostCherry and said it was even "worse" than SWYDM (which I deleted myself from, because it was gross and mean) and so now I am on here... I'm not too sure how it all works and stuff. I guess you can just call me a sheep since I just did what my friends told me to do. Anyhooter, I am hoping this is fun, and not filled with bored 19 year olds who have all misplaced their shirts and pants... Laters.

Im Never Dating A Scorpio
Never Date a Scorpio Jealous, paranoid, and possessive - deep down, your Scorpio will never trust you. And even if you are very trust worthy person, Scorpio's paranoia may drive you to act out. Instead try dating: Aries, Gemini, Libra, or Sagittarius What Sign Shouldn't You Date?

I'm New To This!!
Hello all just wanted to give a shout out since I am a new member to LC I am enjoying the profiles so far and like what I have seen, stop by and drop a note and give me some pointers on how to customize my page. Hope to hear from some of you soon...Take care Kandi

I'm New Here.... ;p
hi.. I got tired of all the bullshit with myspace and decided to bring my ass over here for a bit! So far it seems much better...much cooler people. :X Anyway, this is going to be a short blog..cause well its a sunday and nothing is really going on here... post more soon.

Im New
ok so i just on this site cuz a friend of mine said its the shit. and i have to join. so here i am and im enjoyin it here. i see beautiful women, and cutie smiles. everyone here is so nice, and friendly. so give me a chance, and you will im a great guy as well

I'm New
hey everyone who reads this..i am new on here and am looking to make new friends and chat with people..so if u like my profile..picture whater...comment and rate please..and dont be afraid to send me messages..i will ALWAYS return and talk :) -Zach

Im New So Im Kinda Confused!
Im confused because I dont know how to find people I might know or to make new friends! If anyone knows how to do these things let me know! Im bored right now and have nothing else to do... So I wanna make some friends and shit..lol..

I'm New Here
MY NAME IS MARK. I'M FROM A SMALL TOWN IN SOUTH JERSEY. I'M 30 YRS OLD, BUT MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 7 DAYS. IT'S DECEMBER 17TH. I WORK PART-TIME FOR A DEPARTMENT STORE DOING OVER NIGHT STOCK. I'M CURRENTLY LOOKING FOR A SECOND JOB BECAUSE THEY JUST AREN'T GIVIMNG ME ENOUGH HOURS. I LIVE IN A ONE BEDROOM APARTMENT WITH MY GIRLFRIEND ROSE,HER DAUGHTER, THREE CATS,TWO GUINEA PIGS.ROSE IS ALSO 37 WEEKS PREGNANT WITH OUR SON.I KNOW,A LITTLE CRAMPED,HUGH? I LIKE TO LISTEN TO RAP. MY FAVORITES ARE EMINEM,50 CENT, PIT BULL,JAY Z,JAMIE FOX,G-UNIT,D12,ACKON,MASTER P, SNOOP DOG,AND AVANTE. IN MY SPARE TIME I WATCH FOOTBALL. MY TEAM IS THE PHILADELPHIA EAGLES. I'M A DIE HARD FAN. WHEN I HAVE THE MONEY TO GO OUT, I LOVE TO GO TO THE ALANTIC CITY CASINOS. ME AND MY GIRL PLAY SOME SLOTS, BUT MY GAME IS CRAPS. I'M HOOKED ON MY DICE. I EVEN GOT MY GIRL FRIEND HOOKED ON IT TOO. WE COULD PLAY FOR HOURS AND HOURS. WE DID JUST TRY OUT ROULETTE FOR THE FIRST TIME THIS YEAR AND THATS PRETTY COOL TOO.I HAVE A SHIT

Im Newly Single
well... its been a week and a half.. ive been single now... i must say it has been good for me. it was very good to break up w/ him. i was not happy. so there was no grieving. life has been good.. ive had 2 dates already but nothing that has any promises behind it.. just taking things slow now.. anyway... hit me up w/ some comments and stuff... i get lonely over here;) ~sarah

Im New
im new to this whole thing so i might as well start by tellin u about myself im 21 red hair glasses on the chuncky side im very opinionated im an all around nice person unless u make me mad then i can be a bitch i love my friends they r my family they mean the world to me i hate being labled im just me im very unique and very random im single and looking for that right person i havent found them yet but hey im still young so no rush i guess oh one thing u should know about me is i am in a wheelchair nothing is wrong with my brain i just dont walk i live with m mom she is the most wonderful person i know i live with her for now but hopefully i will be getting my own place soon i like to write poems scrapbooking photography going out with friends movies shopping cocerts my animals the beach and many other things if u wanna know more just ask me im not shy

I'm New On The Tap!
That's right! I just joined up tonight! Thanks,Lady Mydnyte! I think i've found a home away from home here! I look forward to meeting more of you good tappers soon! I'm still feeling my way around the site but I think i'm gonna like it here! Please feel free to add me/fan me/chat me up!

Im New Here
My friend told me about this site and I thought I would check it out.... Im still looking at whats what! so Ill tell you a little about myself, my names Connie, Im divorced, have 2 children and I live in gahanna near columbus ohio I love music listen too all kinds, and going to the movies or renting a dvd and staying home, Im an avid reader. a genuinly nice woman... with a great personality and good sense of humor, wanting to talk to, and make new friends. and I wanted to say Hi :)

I'm New!! Please Be Gentle!!
What's up CherryTappers?? I'm new on here so please rate me, add me, whip me, beat me, just please help me get some Cherry Bucks !! Thanks to those friends that added me and rated my pics!!

Im New!
OKay so look everyone I am still new to this thing so be paitent with me. If you add me or something and I don't respond its not because I am being rude but because I am still very unsure of this thing. I have had it for like 3 days and I JUST found this blog thingy. So I just wanted to say please don't get pissed at me because I don't respond. Give me time. Thanks for all the comments and the ratings you guys are giving me. Bye for now. :o)

I'm New Here!
Seems like this site is really cool. I'll have to play around more here!, hehe, I'm usually stuck in myspace, but I seem to like it more here, people are really to themself on myspace, here people seem to be more socialble, and I like that! -Roger that, Over and Out!

Im New Here So Here Is A Intro To ... Me
well my name is dustin i live in hendersonville tn with my parents ... yea that sux. i have no car and no job. im a generaly all around nice guy which usualy gets me in trouble... i like having fun and am always lookinf for people to hang out and have fun with ... yes i know i look 15 but i promis you i am 18 i have a id to prove it. if any of you actualy read this that rocks and maby we could get to know eachother... how ever you take that it is up to you. well that is all i have to say for now messege me and shyt make me popular and i swear i will be on as much a possible. also if you would like to actualy talk to me like on the phone im cool with that but not untill i have decided your not a stalker so on and so fourth

Im New
Hello to all, my name is rick chaney, my friends call me rick james though because im a pimp, lol. well im here to meet some new people guys and girls. but if your a cute female then you need to hit me up like right now cause rick james is lonely, lol. well people peace out.

I'm New Can't Ya Tell??
Ok so I'm completly new to this...a friend of mine suggested I sign up so here I am .... all though if you wanna know anything personal you are either going to have to ask me on AIM or head over to the dreaded myspace & friend me there (www.myspace.com/theoriginaltragedyann)xoxox - Shana

Im New
hi im new to cherry tap so idont know what the hell is going on inform me please!so lets talk about me ok.ok.i like to see people act so dumb its fucking funny.like once i was driving and there was a kid thinking he could use a peice of wood for a cell phone.i have 1 brother named ian.got a girl friend named lizzi.my mom is going throught collage again at ASU.shes gone dialy.

Im New
hi im jessica aka paht mami im new to this so i dont know what to do on this page im tryen my hardest... i been on here for a couple days hehe so once i know how to run this and then ill be on my ways knowen this site..my sister erin and people were talken about this site so i gave it a shot..and here i am i just want u guys to know u cant find noone like me im one of a kind..so do what u do come be my friend i dont bite unless u want me to

I'm New . . .
I don't know quite what I'm doing on here yet, so please bare with me if I don't reply. I'm still trying to get things set up. So thatnks to those of you that left comments & what npt. When I get use to this I will talk to you then. Thanks for understanding :)

Im New To Cherrytap
im to this website, a friend of mine hda told me about it, so if anyone is intrested, add me, id love to get to knw new people, and have a new place to spend my time other then myspace and facebook...so hit me up!

I'm New And Ready To Meet People!!
Hey all new girl on here. I get bored alot during the day. Just need people to talk to about this, that and the other. I get weird sometimes... So if you can't handle that then son't talk to me. I am moody.. open minded and very opinionated.. Talkatcha later....

I'm New To Cherrytap
hi, 'm new to this and can't quite figure out how to make a better profile. i want to add pics and music and background. Anyways, i want to let you all know i'm a great guy to get to know and single. I am looking for fun. I live in chicago at the moment with my parents until i find a job that pays well enough to pay off my dues and i can move out. I love making new friends and if i'm lucky find somebody to have fun with or find a g/f. so, Rate my pics, Rate my profile and add me as friend, be my fan or whatever. i hope to get to talk to you sometime.

I'm New Here!
Hi! I have been a member of CherryTap for about 4 days now and I am still nervous! I would love to make new friends and I fell like I have become a pest already! I cherish your friendships and I want them to last! Please, Please, If I say or do anything out of line, let me know by message. I take criticism very well and I do not get angry very easliy! I am more timid than anything. I love it here and I enjoy it here! The atmosphere is wonderful! Thank you for letting me be a member of CherryTAP! xoxoxo -Joey

I'm New Now What Do I Do Lol?
Hey Everyone My name is Zarabeth just call me beth and hey look i'm new to this site so all the help you can give me would be great right now i'm playing with the features and gonna get some photos taken here pretty soon.. So check back with me here in a few days got a new pc and everything isn't loaded in it yet Thanks Beth R.

Im New N Learning
Hey All I Heard this site was good to network and meet new people so here i am- completely confused! haha. Im Christina, Im from Nj, and im aspiring model! Hit me up and when i figure this thing out- ill hit u back! lol. If u could take a second to support me in this contest im in - id appreciate that toO! If u join for me Ill get 5 votes- then click here. USE NJ 07728 TO JOIN!

I'm New Here
Hi Ya All! I'm new here and please bare with me cause where I live I can only get diel up and it takes 3 to 5 min for each page to open so it takes like a half an hour to just rate a page, fan and add as a freind.... If ya catch me on and would like to chat you can find me on yahoo at Honey2mi . Hope ya all are haveing a great time tonight and finish it Hot, Tired and sweaty!! Hugz!

I'm Nervous
I've seen it done but always been too chicken(to blog). So here goes. Some are going to be mad because they have been there for me and they don't even know but when I got the lump out of my throat to say something they were too busy, and I couldn't say a word. I have a small tumor. In the pitutary gland. The pituitary gland is a small oval-shaped gland found at the base of the brain, below the optic nerve the nerve which leads to and from the eye (per cancercenter.org) I am going to see a neuro surgeon for. My doctor thinks it should be removed. I'm terrified. I'm trying not to worry I'm trying not to get too worked up but deep down. I'm freaked. That's my head ya know. I'm doing this b.c I'm a little pissed and I needed to vent and people never cease to amaze me. What is a friend really and who really knows who your real friends are. I guess I just found out. I'm not looking for pity. I don't want it. Just someone to talk to, but what is most important here on CT T&A..

I'm New Here........
I'm not sure what I'm doing here yet, It will take me a little time to figure out how this site works and what I'm suppposed to be doing...LOL!! I hope everyone that is my fan or friend will bear with me until I get the hang of this site. So far I am having fun, and will have a better profile for everyone to view. Thanks to all the people who are helping me out, and for all the new comments. This is really a cool site, too bad I hadn't heard of it sooner. Starting next week I maybe offline for a couple of weeks. I'm going on a much needed vacation. Once I get back I will be online and having fun with everyone. Again Thank you to all the wonderful people and new friends. TTYL, Take Care & Smile :) ScorpioBabe ~aka~ Louann S.

I'm New! I Don't Know What To Do!
Not really. I'm figuring it out. I came here, to CherryTAP, on a whim. I'm just drinking a few beers and being bored (but saving money) so here I am. I'm not sure anything could've prepared me for my initial login. The "Sensory Overload" is on the money. Getting the hang of it though. So yeah. I guess this is my "Hello World" post. Mostly, I use these things to bounce my writings off unassuming people out in the real world. To see what they might think. You see something you like, let me know. See something you don't, think your unpleasant thoughts then look at my picture to gauge my reaction. Peace. Vlachen of Aranias

I'm New
Well...I'm new here thanks to Annie..but um...yeah it doesn't really feel like it...I feel like I've been on this site a thousand times. But I still felt compelled to introduce myself..."Welcome LeiLo...to cherrytap...where everything you've wanted to be true...is exactly that...peace"...and that is it...holla at me..peace

I'm Never Going To Be
I’m never going to be that happy-go-lucky girl that giggles at everything and never gets angry. I’m never going to be that petite little blonde down the street. I’m never going to be the girl that pretends to be stupid just to make you feel smarter. I’m never going to be the girl who does things to ease your mind. I’m never going to be the girl who drinks champagne instead of beer. I’m never going to be the girl who sits in the corner and stays quiet. I’m never going to be the girl who gets jealous and wants to fight because some other girl thinks you are cute. I’m never going to be the girl that sits and cries all night over you. I’m never going to be the girl who conforms to societies norms. I’m never going to be the girl you want me to be. I’m never going to be that girl.

Im New To This
MyHotComments Heya Im new to this trying to make new friends on here and hope start up some nice friendships, everyone stop by and rate Me and fan Me and I will try and do the same back, everyone have a great weekend!! party on!! from ilost her and i loved her.

Im New At This
i just got on this new site and i dont have n e friends... well i barley have friends... and im not quite sure wat im doin on here... lol... i wanna learn so i can figure out everything i need to kno... so if you would plz help me out a lil bit ... thanx ~creeper~

I'm New, Be Gentle!
Hello fellow Fubarians! I'm Candace. I'm new to this Fubar thing so if I make a few mistakes once in awhile, cut me some slack! I already know about downrating so that won't happen! lol Any other help to get around this circus, would be appreciated. I would like to find some good people that don't have a lot of drama in thier lives.(Is there such an animal?) Anyway, thanks for bein patient with me, I hope to meet a lot of cool people. Thanks for reading my drivel!! lol Candace.

Im New
okay so im new i got this from someone i know and im just checkin it out... seeing wats going on... so come by my page and rate, fan, add, or watever.... just show some love!! i promise i will return the favor!

I'm New At This.
Alright so i'm really not sure how this all works. My boyfriend's sister wanted me to make one, so i did. . haha. I'm watching sex and the city and bored out of my mind. Jason leaves in like ten days today it hit me but i'm not gonna worry about it cause i love him and its ten days away. My back hurts like a mother it's crazy. I hope this weekend goes good and i start feeling better. Well i should work on this some more, you'll be hearing from me soon. Peace

Im New Here
Greetings everyone. I am new here. so please rate me site or leave a message and tell me what you think. Until I get to my moms house the picture I have on will have to do. Until then what I look like remains a mystery. Anyhow, I am a big fan of WWE Wrestling. Trying to figure out how to start a conversation with me. will WWE Wrestling is one way to do it.

I'm Needin Some Lovin
Yeaaaaaaa........yea that'd be greaaaaaaaat. Okay so I am tryin to find a freakin AWESOME weldin gig and its a pain in the ass. I am thinkin about goin Union, either Boilermakers, or Pipefitters (then I can lay pipe for a living lol) BUT what I really wanna do is see about joinin the ironworkers. Boltin high steel and whatnot. Okay so good work on readin all of this ya'll! awwww Lemme buy you a beer or 5 lol

I'm Neverous
Today I'll be at the Hamilton, Ont hospital from 8:30am till whatever time...I am goin for my Tilt Table Test to find out if I can work...Please wish me luck!...I am nervous...Anyway, I'll get on here when I get back home and let ya'll know how it went for me, Thanx again!

Im New At Fubar
Im very new at fubar , i got on here because my best friend MINA bloody kisses talked me into it, thought it would help me with my free time. I am a widow lost my husband at the age of 35, since then no man because I chose that way. I will have a pic up of me soon when i get mina to take my pic. thank you for reading my blog Luscious Lips

I'm Never Going To Have A Pair Of Pants Fit Me Again...
Or at least that is what it feels like... I am about tired already of holding my britches up as I walk-- or having them fall down and my undies exposed as I am going up or down the stairs.... While it is nice to pull down my britches and not undo them-- I do get tired of pulling them up all the time.... The pants I have been wearing have been baggy for some time-- I convienced myself I streached them out and that is why they are so baggy.... but then a friend of mine gave me a pair of 34's and a pair of 32's... the other night.... Nice looking pair of pants if I say so myself.... Yesterday I wore the 34's.... and I took two steps and they were falling down... they were a cute black pair of jeans and I was determined to wear them no matter what.... By 5 pm I was saying "To hell with this" and slipped them off and put on a pair of shorts.... they were too baggy.... So this morning I put on the 32's... while they weren't as baggy-- they are still pretty baggy.... they didn't fal

Im New
Hey every one....Send me some messages to let me know how this place works...I think i like it...I also have a myspace www.myspace.com/hotgirl_livinhigh_420 add me there if you would like My Yahoo is Crazyhoursen05@yahoo.com Holla atcha girl!!

Im New And Want Friends
Hi, i got ill just after new year, and now feeling Top of teh world now im not Think i missed out on meeting up after new year when the fun started.. anyhow time to cathc up and make new friends xx

I'm Never Here
Ok for starters someone left me a nasty comment on my page and Ismael I am not seeing Jeff so get over it. I have been sick and tired because of my health so I haven't had the time to get online and when I do I spend most of it playing an online gaming program called Guild Wars. If you want to get in touch with me you can either stop by my myspace page or email me at my yahoo account..which i don't check often. myspace.com/desire_fetish_me or vmwerman@yahoo.com Ok to all my close friends that I have neglected I am terribly sorry and I do love you all...xoxoxo

I'm New!
Hey everyone! How you all doing? I hope great! I just want to say thanks to everybody who has helped me out. My photo background will probably change fifteen times untill I download the right one lol! Anybody thats needs help with points,ratings,or wants to just chat stop by my profile and say hey!

I'm Never Going To Complain About The Aches N Pains Of Chemo Again....
Why you ask ....well you must be curious your reading my blog lol....in my last blog I was telling the great news that my liver is clear and that is still wonderful news in my heart...I also mentioned that I had a wisdom tooth pulled (not fun) and so my chemo was delayed a week I truly believe God was looking after me....I have just suffered a rotten I repeat rotten flu bug that did me in and every bone hurt,not ached but bloody hurt and I couldn't even keep water down...I had a high fever. I'm sure any of you who have had any dealings with cancer yourself or a friend or loved one knows that it is not good to have a fever let alone a flu... you generally end up in hospital hooked up to an IV yuk yuk double yuk but as I had a weeks grace of chemo my blood counts were fine and I was aloud to be a typical whiny normal person....I'm on the mend but not a 100% so chemo is delayed one more week...So as I said no more complaining that chemo is like a flu bug...I'll suck in up and take like a

I'm New And I Want Some Peoples Opinions.
Hey, I'm Paige, and im a writer. I was curious to know why people chose fubar/cherrytap over myspace or bebo or somthing like that? Just a question so I would love to see responses. Thanks so much. Great website by the way. Very interesting theme. -Paige

Im New.. Add Me You Guys!! Much Love!
HAYE EVERYONE.. MY NAME IS HEATHER... I AM SOO TOTALLY NEW TO THIS ... I AM BI... AND ALL THE GOOD STUFF LOL... ANYWAYS YALL HIT ME UP PLEASE AND ILL TRY TO FIGURE ALL THIS FUBAR STUFF OUT HAHA.. THANKS , MUCH LOVE YOU GUYS!!

I'm Never Good Enough
I dunno how many times I have felt like givin up on love at times there feels like there is no one for me. There are even times when I feel like being done with carin for ppl cause it doesn't matter how much I care ppl never care the same way or so it feels. And why is it that ppl freak out when they find outsomeone cares too much or maybe because they are afraid to get close. See but really those ppl should be happy that someone cares that much for them. I too am afraid of lettin ppl close even though at the same time I really want someone to feel that way about me. But i run everytime I think I've found that because eveb though its what I want I'm afraid that I'll have the same things done to me. It seems like now a days you have to sell your soul in order for someone to like you for more than your looks now don't get me wrong looks are important but I'm sick of it I want someone who likes me not only for my looks but more for my personality

I'm Never Second Best
There's this echo in my mind A voice I haven't heard before It tells me to back away Don't ask questions anymore. To listen to them closely at What they have to say Incase one day I need it And here is what they say.. Never let your guard down Keep putting up a fight, Always be 5 steps ahead And make sure to do what's right. Never wear a smile When you really want to cry, Listen even closer and we'll tell You reason why. Being someones puppet Is never any fun, Being someones everything Is what is to be won. So give it hell and do your best, And remember young one You're never second best.

I'm New
Hey everyone, I'm new to the site, obviously, so forgive any errors! Just checking out new places to find people to chat with, as I seem not to have much of a social life at the moment. Check out the profile, forgive the pics, and hit me up if ya wanna chat!

I'm New!!
Hey darlins!! I want to thank Y'all for the VERY warm welcome to Fubar. I'm confused, LOL. Hopefully, I'll catch on. Any tips or pointers would be GREATLY appreciated. I'm a 33 year old mom of 3 and happily married. I'm looking for friends. Can't have too many of those right? THANK YOU AGAIN!! XOXO Mona

Im New To This Blog Thing So Lets Give It A Shot
so i am havin issues dealin with problems im my relationship i have had for 6 yrs there is plenty of things to be worked on and i know its hard and im willing to give it a shot but he wont, he thinks its all me and to be honest im not perfect i can be a *itch somtimes but i think everyone can admit they have them momments and well i have told him over and over im unhappy and nothing changes the way he veiws me is just down right wrong he thinks i have everything i want lol and i dont even think like that to be honest material shit means nothing to me if i havent earned it and i wasn't raised rich and i tend to stick away from them ass's cause money goes to there head but back to the subject i just dont know what to do im sick of fighting but im not a quitter and i still love him alot but is it worth the mental drain that i am going through to fight for what i believe in im not aloud to do much he says hes not controllin but hes never home and im stuck with the kids all the time thats

I'm New
Hey i'm Bear and i'am new to this. so let me tell you a little about myself, i'm 22 white male from poquoson,virginia and i like country music and other types also.i have a 2year old daughter and a girl.i also have two step kids from georgia. i like to hang out and party"when i can". i also have a job. anyone want hit me up

I'm Never Enough
Am i good enough for you, Am i strong enough to bleed, For someone like you, When im kicked to my knees. Am i good enough for me, To watch you walk away, As i sit here again, Im alone day by day. I lie here awake, And think of the day, I needed you more, I'm pushed out of the way. Its difficult to breathe, Its difficult to see, Its what you need, But everythings so out of your reach.

I'm New
hello to the world of fubar. I have just been introduced to you by my babe and i think we will get along just fine. just be patient and give me time to loosen up and i think we will have alot of fun together. so please stop by give some tip and help a newbee have some fun:) thanks for the help and lets have fun

Im New To This Sight
hi im a 28 year old mother of 3 hansome boys that mean the world to me. im married to a sweet man. my best friend on here is dede she is a sweetheart and i love her to death.when im down she knows how to cheer me up. i wanna say ty to dede for beeing a good friend to me and not judge me for what or who i am. i love u dede.

Im New Here!
hello, new on here and will start my blog soon, but for now you can check my other blog at www.mommymoney-carolee.blogspot.com thank you and will update this one very soon, have 4 kids and not much time :) ciao for now.

Im New To This, So...
just looking for cool ppl to chat w/. but.. i just want to say hello my fellow fubar members, im a real cool & chill west L.A dude. Im always either working or making $$$ 1 way or another. i hustle 24/7 basically. im 6'0, yellow skinned, long hair & pierced up (13 in total) im mixed with Native American, Blk, Spanish & Irish if U think this is fake or some loser kidd playing around, aim me @ miix3dboiichazzy, but if u play around, prepare to be blocked. i would say check out my myspace & pix, but i dont do that anymore & im still working on facebook lol. (wanna trade pix? ill send U some) just aim me ! no aim. umm look at the old ass default pic i have on myspace ( www.myspace.com/chazisyella ) oh yeah, i dont bang.. more like a hella handsome square atheist hippie boy. im 17 by the way & graduate this year "09"^^ !! ((ladies only)) im not doo doo, so no doo doo mamas allowed! [[GOOD LUCK]]

Im New And Was Just Curious
hi all my names ryan , was just curious if there are any kool down to earth ladys out there . im also lookin for friends , you can never have too many of those :P well hmm i guess thats it for now :) hope to hear from sum 1 sumtimre

I'm Never Far From The Darkness Of This Time...
Originally posted on My Yahoo 360 Profile Entry for February 10, 2009The time has come for me to face some hard facts...To withdraw from the world of light...Into the darkness that I have been avoiding...Time to pull away from those people closest to me...Before I cause more pain than I already have to the people that I care about...And the ones that I love with all my heart...The pain from knowing me when the darkness of my soul overtakes the light of the day...It's not fair to impose that upon the friends who only know me for the smiles I fake for them...And for those who have dealt with me in one of those dark periods...I apologize for drawing you into the twisted pain of an existence that was never meant to be...To finally meet the woman who gave you life while pregnant for you second child to only have her reject you for a second time despite all that you did to be her daughter...To also find out after the death of a woman who never accepted you as her grandchild that you were no

I'm Never Enough
i tried. i tried to keep myself under control. i tried to keep myself together enough. i'm never enough. ghost broke up with me tonight. i'm stuck out in the middle of nowhere in illinois with an exboyfriend that i'm completely in love with and no idea how to get home if i can even go home. i'll never be enough for anyone. never sane enough. never self sufficient enough. i'm dead already. my body just doesn't know it yet.

Im New Here
Okay so just to get to know me guys no thatdbesweet is not my real name. What is my real name? Thats for those i chose to find out that infromation. I know this may come as a shocker to many of you as well but im not here to " cam with you" or to " hook up" with you ladies. I am just a good honest guy that wants to meet people and make friends and wants to show people that it is possible to have a good time without lowering your standards or without making yourself look like a " item" or a piece of merchandice to be googled and and gaggled and drooled over. Im not here to preach fyi lol just setting the record straight about who i am. Im a student * child psychology major* as well as i work retail part time. Im a writer by hobby and am just here to meet good honest people. Im me or comment on this blog if your interested or have any questions or concerns have a good one everyone Sincerley Thatdbesweet

Im New Sombody Hit Me Up
hello im new sombody hit me up not much to say rlly just that i love to party and meeting new people if you are interested and wanna know more about me just msg and eventually ill get your message. 8-------

Im Ni Skool
IM RETARED I LIK BUT IM SOMETHING OUT OF THIS WORLD LIKE MATERS MY MOM KICK ME IN THE ASS AND I SIAD TAAH BUT MY DADDY LOVES ME HE LOVES IT WHEN I EAT MACAIRO AND CHEES BUT IT HAS TO BUT BE EXTRA CREAMY I DONT KNOW WHY BUT IT FEELS GOOD

I'm N Love But The Fighting And Arguing Wont Stop
I love a man who i want to spend my life with and who i have a baby girl with.. We fight over the stupiest things and i'm afraid that it wont last.. I dont wanna lose him, he is my world along with my children. I know i start some of the fights but he does too and they are all stupid shit... i dont know what to do. i know i have mood swings but im back on my meds but it takes a while for it to work... i dont wanna fight anymore or agure it hurts i want the love back i want a happy relationship and a life time of happiness with him and my kids... I'm so hurt everytime i have a bf something goes wrong i'm screwed up??? i just want the love and my old relationship back... I dont want 2 lose him I love him tooo much to see me and him go our seperate ways...

I'm Not A Whore
I have to say I am very, very deeply disappointed in most of you. I place one blog on my page of one incident and suddenly you are all calling me a whore. I must say, it's sad. I did NOT accept money for sexual favors. True, the girl in question bought me breakfast, but it wasn't because I stuck it in her. I never have accepted money for sex, so I'm not a whore!!! I'm a slut

I'm Not
I don't want to watch it anymore I'm tired of sitting on the side lines It's all moving faster than the speed of me And I'm running out of time My box doesn't fit anymore The angles are too sharp, the surface flat There's not enough air in here How did I end up in such a stupid trap The view looks so much better from up there So why am I still standing here Wallowing in doubt and pity Is it so much easier to live in fear I am a part of the masses Another face in a sea of blank fixed stares Trying to make my mark with a paper clip On the face of a stone god's tears If I'm not here, then I'm gone If I'm not alive then I'm dead If I'm not right then I'm wrong If I'm not real I'm in my head

I'm Not Ignoring Anyone At All.
I swear I am not ignoring anyone at all. It's just that I am way overdo with personal projects at home. These projects are really tough and excrutiating. Stay in touch! I'll remain accessable and in touch, but limited to quantity of log-ins.

I'm Not Allowed To An Opinion.....
this i know to be a fact because i've had friends that were supposedly behind me all the way until i voiced my opinion and then...*poof*....they were gone! i was under the impression that these blogs were for us to say what we meant and what we felt at any given time. i must have been mistaken about that. anyone who's mature enough to be on lc should also be mature enough to know that opinions are like assholes....everyone has one and they all stink (that includes mine). they should also be mature enough not to let someone else's opinion on any given topic keep them from still being friends with that person. wasn't this country built on values such as freedom of speech? am i to keep quiet and only write about things that everyone agrees with? well, as for the first question, i think we're falling a bit on that one. these days if you don't follow the crowd, you're left out in the cold. this country really has no tolerance for the individual. there are enough examples of this so that i s

"i'm Not The Only One" By Filter
I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE *Rich recorded this song about five minutes after slamming his fist into a wall after the girl he loved told him she had been cheating. That's harsh, but it did result in an amazing song.* What if I could say to you Of what you wanted Would not do What if I could say Say to you Of what you wanted Of what you could do Huh Huh Huh Huh What you want Is something you need And what you've wanted Is something I bleed Could you say to me you love me And I'm the only one Could you say to me you love me That I'm your man Huh Huh Huh Huh Chorus: Is this the last time I'll ever see you Is this the last time I'll ever meet you Is this the last time I'll ever make love to you, You Yeah What did you say girl I'm not the only one What did you say girl I'm not the only one What did you say girl I'm not the only one What did you say girl I'm not the only one Huh Huh Huh Huh. . .

I'm Not Alright , But I'm Getting There.
Her name was rose,She'd Been in The same chair everyday for the past 6 months,To see her husband, I think his name was henry.She Always was up there everyday to visit her husband for 10 min every hour,for 8 hours a day. She was so happy.I wasnt.For the week That we shared a FAMILY ROOM,I wasnt happy at all,As I sat there 7.5 months pregnant,Knowing that I was losing my dad, I wasnt happy. Let's back track a bit,A week BEFORE,I was on my dad's computer,He was leaving for work,He came up to me said good bye,Said goodbye To my "belly" Kissed my Daughter jolee on the head and said..My sweet baby I love you,She was sleeping on the couch.He Said ,Well Tell your mother I'll see her tomorrow. I said ok Dad He said Bye!I wish now that I would have asked him to run uptown and get me something just so I could have seen him 1 more time.The next time I saw him He was strapped to a bed Being hauled into the hospital,I collapsed.That was my daddy.The doctors said He wasnt responding.That h

Im Not Really Smart
i may look and act smart some times but im not sure ive traveled a lot and talked to a lot of diffrent people of all races and it seems to me it all comes do to this most people are looking for just sex and what ever else is they can get from people .me i just like to chat and make friends and if some thing happens fine and if not fine i could care less either way.im sorry if i hurt anyone feelings or any thing else but im just trying to be myself and being honest with all i meet and chat with on here thats all.

I'm Not Really A Whiny Bitch...all The Time Hehe
I must be getting my period soon. I'm not really a pain in the ass...I just tend to get a little miffed sometimes and take things personally...even though it is the stupid internet...But I"ve been online for a few many years now and have received plenty of negative comments and reactions to my pics and my whole attitude/personality, etc....so I tend to always be on the defensive when it comes to anything online... and honestly, since I've been on here, I don't think I've received one really nasty comment from people...You've all been really wonderful, and I appreciate that very much :)

I'm Not Always Fun And Games...i Do Have A Serious And Very Sensitive Side...
About to let Love go..."To Hard for Me to Hold on To"... I used to believe for a long time that there was someone for everybody on this earth...one just would have to be patient and keep looking...But as I walk down this lonely road called Life...I began to realize that it was only a myth...an illusion...a facade as you will...Our purpose in life is truly to be alone...grow old, weary...and eventually die. I have at this moment and juncture in my life...given up on Love...totally...completely...It is truly awful and unbelievable...that in this day and age...we people whether black or white...jew or gentile...have still the nerve to judge people sorely based on their looks and appearance...I thought I had finally found someone to share my entire life with...I thought that for 2 whole years...but to my dismay and disappointment...it wasnt meant to be... So as the world turns on its axis and the moon and sun revolves...so must I move on to the next level in my life...being alone

~i'm Not Gonna Take It~
Serisously, this site people dont know too much about me yet but if you read my blogs you will soon understand!!! To sum it up I am a Canadian living with my Husband in America with his mom, and two bastard neices, this was supposed to simplify the situation but it is not!!! Let alone the fact that I have been house-sitting, and babysitting for 2 1/2 of the last 4 1/2 months, ignore the constant bitching about bills as if it is our job to support this girls, now I get to find out that instead of everyone doing their chores like it always has been, that "mom" thinks it's gonna be just me and her doing chores from now on, as if she ever did hers before. AND as if I havent just spent the last 2 1/2 months cleaning up after EVERYONE!!! Sorry I am done!!! That's enough of that shit!!!! ~~~

Im Not Here To Diss These Peeps
ok everyone and everyone knows people have these pics of themself morphing into a dragon or a devil or something and i dunno maybe its me but im getting kinda annoyed about it lol...maybe its coz everywhere u look there a pic and its like theres no excape...maybe im jealous coz i cant do it..naaaaaah....its just annoying lol...honestly i dont know how to make those pics and dont wanna know coz i prefer to make my own shiznit but u like what i like and i dont got a prob with it

Im Not Too Fond
of the dixie chicks, but i do like the song im not ready to make nice, because you know, its true, they made some mistakes, but jeez, everyone makes mistakes, so back off ya know. Favorite lyrics. -Made my bed and i sleep like a baby with no regrets and i dont mind saying its a sad sad world when a mother will teach her daughter that she oughta hate a perfect stranger and how in the world can the words that i said send somebody so over the edge, that theyd write me a letter saying that i better shut up and sing or my life will be over.- It just goes to prove how far the world has really fallen. And how angry the people in it are. If we all could get along, it would be a miracle. Just like with all the drama on here. Its getting sad. I feel like im in highschool again. Seriously. Just drop it guys. No one cares anymore. < 3 Forgive sounds good, forget i dont think i could < 3

Im Not Jealous
Not a Jealous Bone in Your Body You're secure, trusting, and giving with friends and lovers And while you may have been hurt before, you've bounced back You're generally happy with your life - and no one's grass is greener than yours One word of caution: some may see your lack of jealousy as indifference! Are You Jealous?

Im Not Eating Any More Chicken
A little boy and girl at school were having lunch in the shelter shed. "Tommy," she said, "I'm not eating any more chicken sandwiches." "Why?" he asked. "'Cause I'm starting to grow feathers down here," she said, pointing to the bottom of her tummy. "I don't believe you," he said. "You'll have to show me." Behind the shed they went, where the inspection took place. "You're right," he said. "I've been eating a lot of chicken also. Perhaps I'm getting feathers too." "Well, I'd better have a look," she said. After a lengthy examination, she looked up and said, "Oh, I think it's too late for you. You've got the neck and giblets too."

I'm Not Lost...
To all who care, I am only missing in action!! I have been working like a dog and have been falling asleep before I can make any attempt to get on the comp!! Also the new Comp took a pooper for a few days which also didnt help!!! So just letting those that were wondering know, that I did not fall off the face of the Earth or forget about any of you!! I'm just being held hostage by my job(PLEASE HELP RELEASE ME!!!)... and if ya dont believe me just go ask Raven!!!! LOL!!!!

I'm Not Sure...
Well I'm not sure what to say All I know is that I don't want you to go away Whether it be just as friends or otherwise Just as friends is what we wanted I'm not sure why things are going the way they are I'm not sure what to think All I know is that It hurts to not hear a hello I'm not even sure what to do All I know is that I pray about you I pray that things will be fine I pray that things for you will be okay I pray that you find happiness and not push me away I'm sorry if I said something wrong Or if I did something bad I dont know, I don't know I still think what I think and do what I do No matter what I'm still going to think the same about you Friends are fine Treat me like a friend Don't ignore me when you have the chance to say hi Don't fight whatever it is unless it's a good fight.. I'm not sure if I want to think about you I'm not sure if I want to even look at a picture of you It hurts, I'm not going to lie, Makes me want to just hide... Hide

I'm Not Okay
I’m Not Okay I’m feeling incomplete today. There’s something missing deep inside. Can’t you see I’m not okay? Many times I feel alone and gray. Perhaps, to myself, I have lied. I’m feeling incomplete today. Would someone help show me the way To a time when no one has cried? Can’t you see I’m not okay? Tomorrow is another day. But I feel as though I’ve died. I’m feeling incomplete today. Although you think that I should stay, I just can’t continue on this ride. Can’t you see I’m not okay? I feel as if I just can’t get away, As though my hands were tied. And still I’m feeling incomplete today. Can’t you see I’m not okay? ~Rhiannon 9/26/99

I'm Not Perfect
I've never claimed to be perfect I make mistakes No one understands what it's like to be me Why can't anyone accept me for me I just live my life the best way I know how Why can't that ever be good enough I love like there's no tomorrow Yet, that's still not good enough I am who I am I will never be who you want me to be Please, accept me as I am I'm not perfect....and will never be

I'm Not Shy To Tell
Mmmm Sweet Man Sammy, I’ve been watching you and I finally figured out exactly what to do. You’re just too shy but Darlin, I’m not. I’m a Lady on a mission to get all the lovin you’ve got. I want those sensual lips tasting my lips and face. I want those manly hands exciting my most secret place. I need those hard muscles pressed tight against my breasts. I need you all night long… I won’t give you any rest. Just give me a little time that shyness will disappear. You’ll be giving me hot love nips here, here and…right here! I know what hides behind your bashful exterior. I’ll make your crave it Baby frontal or posterior. Your tongue will linger in some sweet love licks. It’ll feel like roaring thunder when I sink that big stick. I know you’re blushing Baby but you won’t ever regret it So here it is Darlin… Why don’t you come and get it?

Im No Friend If I Cant Be Happy For Him !!
im really trying to happy for this guy who was what i called one of my bestest friends... i told him everything he was there for me 24/7 now he has a girlfriend and i just cant bring myself to like the idea... i know i should be happy for him and i am but im also either being a complete bitch and thinking that i cant have him but i dont want anyone else to either ... (which is not nice and not a way to treat your friends ..) or im just gutted that someones taken him away .. he promises he's still always gana be there but its all ready diffrent !! so the only thing i could think of doing was to cut all ties and keep away . !! this way is best .... coz no one gets hurt but im gutted coz ive lost him completely but its my own stupid fault .. i tried i really did .. i ant think of anything else to do he deserves to be happy he's a great guy !! this is best !!

I'm Nothing
I'm nothing without your touch, my love. I'm nothing without you kiss. To spend each night in your arms, my flower. This man's idea of bliss. To not hear your voice each day, Is to die seven times, by God's wraith. If I was anything ohter than human, I'd wanna be the water in your bath. 'Til then, my love. Ciao

Im Not Feeling So Good :(
i cant hear muh tummy making nices.... i cant hear i cant hear.. i dont want to hear.. let pretend i just had food. omg im getting dizzy now... i feel so tired... only 7pm and i want to go to bed for the day . i wanted to do that at 2pm alreadt.. my head is empty i have serious pain in muh tummy. muh head hurts. im dizzy, almosr faint from hunger and weakness :( tomorrow i will finally get food. damn this sounds horrible..its not as horrible as it sounds.. but tomorrow i get muh tummy some food finally.. and i will be going back home... home sweet home. wish i syaed there from the start.

Im Not On Here To Much =(
Hey all basically i just wanted to let a know that im not on here that much anymore...im having trouble keeping up with all the comments and such..i dont have time!! =( so for all of you who wanna keep in touch more often i've got AIM so if ya want to SN just ask =) i hope you all are doing well and that life is going good for you!!

I'm Not This Evil.... But Cool
You scored as Demon. Demon: Darkness is your sanctuary. Demons are many and are all different in appearence and rank. The most common are the ones that feed off of human souls. They love to make someone fall into their inner darkness. Blood, wrath, murder... You name it they love it. These beings don't care who you are, if they set their sights on you, let's just hope you know a good excorist. They kill any love within you and pull you toward their side. By any means possible. You wish for chaos and hate, you are the Demon.Demon100%Dragon75%WereWolf75%Mermaid67%Angel67%Faerie50%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

I'm Not Bitter
I’m Not Bitter You almost broke my spirit But I could not let that be I know I gave you a perfect love What you gave was bullshit to me Now I know I've been foolish Hell maybe even out of my mind But I’m starting to learn from this mistake Another love like mines you won’t find So now that I’m okay with it all It’s a lost that I’m willing to take Never again will you hurt me my friend And I’ll still stand in line at your wake You see real love is for certain It won’t ever change over time If it did it would only get stronger You couldn’t see that cause your love is blind Now don’t get me wrong I’m not bitter In fact I feel I’ve been set free With you I felt like I was nothing Without you I’ll get back to me I hope you find the one you want Believe me I pray that you do The one thing that I’d like from them Is to do the same shit to you But I’m not bitter © BlkLuvPotion 2006

I'm Not Dead
"I'm Not Dead" by Pink... Damn..this needs to be my theme song!!!!! Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah There's always cracks Crack of sunlight Crack in the mirror on your lips It's the moment of a sunset Friday When our conversations twist It's the fifth day of ice on a new tattoo But the ice should be on our heads We only spun the web to catch ourselves So we weren't left for dead And I was never looking for approval from anyone but you And though this journey is over I'll go back if you ask me to I'm not dead just floating Right between the ink of your tattoo In the belly of the beast we turned into I'm not scared just changing Right beyond the cigarette and the devilish smile You're my crack of sunlight You can do the math a thousand ways but you can't erase the facts That others come and others go but you always come back I'm a winter flower underground always thirsty for summer rain And just like the change of seasons I know you'll be back again I'm n

"i'm Not Gay!"
Why does everyone assume i'm gay because i dress well, and I'm thin? That has to be some form of discrimination, right? My ex of 7 odd years, asked me that. Uh(????), we have a son. That's a pretty thick beard, huh? I guess cuz of the way i dress and act. I 'm not fem, neither is my voice. Am i losing it? I'm Catholic and a Pseudo Republican. That should be some sort of clue as to which way i swing. I've never touched a man in any sort of sexual way. Trust me. And if u'd like, ask any girl I've been with if I do them like i'm gay. But please, please. Anyone who has met me, let me know ur impression. I would really like to know what u think. Leave a comment on my blog though, not in my message or comment box. And if anyone want's to know, I'm super thanks for asking........Don't hate me cuz I look fabulous. What can i say? P.S. would it change ur opinion if i shaved my arms, and had a clear pollish manicure?:)D

I'm Not On This Trip For You
I find the humor in all of it, from most meaningful to the least possible scenerio and it all seems like just chatter in my ears, because when I hear what people have to say, it just all basically sounds like a jumble. Originality is one thing that humanity can not exist without, but what chooses who will be the leader or the follower is basically a riddle in itself. To become something you are not, stretching to reach the unattainable, is an effort in futility, but often times being wrapped up in the drama of it all is enough to get them by for the moment at hand. Together with all the bullshit pilled high to the heavens and the unaccountable words they utter to eachother, it's all just a ruse for the manipulation under all the blackness. So don't think for one instant, that I don't know where you are comming from, because we all have hidden agendas even if our wings are of puritan white and our pupils are dialated with extreme misguidance and an over abundance of conspiricy.

:| I'm Not Pregnant.
I finally got my period lastnight, after 3 months of not getting it. :( This sucks, LOL, worst cramps ever. But I'm making my man take me out tonight for dinner&a movie. But anyways, lastnight we were driving down the street and these little kids had tape from a VHS stretched across the road and we drove through it, we chased them for atleast half-an-hour and boy did they look like they were going to shit their pants.

I'm Not Saying She's East, But.....
She's been on her knees more times than Billy Graham. She's been laid on more kitchen floors than linoleum. She's done more screwing than Black and Decker. She's responsible for more merry men than Robin Hood. She's turned more tricks than Harry Houdini. She's been boarded more times than Amtrak. She's been mounted more often than Trigger. She's been involved with more animals than Marlin Perkins. She's entertained more troops than Bob Hope. She's been at more bedsides than Dr. Kildare. She's been turned more ways than Rubik's Cube. She's spent more time under men than barstools. She's seen more traffic than the George Washington Bridge. She's had more turnovers than the International House of Pancakes. She's been under more sheets than the Ku Klux Klan. She's had more marines land on her than on Iwo Jima. Her body has been declared a national recreation area. Her diaphragms come with a service contract. She has an

I'm Not A Lawyer Either
A guy walks into a bar and announces "I hate laywers. They're all assholes." He rants for a while about how he got screwed by laywers and gets hammered. After a while, a woman walks over to him and says, "I've been listening to you go on about laywers and I resent it." He looks at her and says "What should you care if I think all laywers are assholes. Are you a lawyer?" She says, "No, I'm an asshole."

Im Not Here For Sex!!!!!
Sorry guys i am not here for sex...i love chatting and making friends but i have a man and just eant to have fun with out having sexual conversation, sorry freckled cutey...luvs hugs and smooches..:)

I'm Not Missing You!!!
Oh, Oh I'm not missing you Been through just about everything that I could go through When it comes to relationships Don't know what I was missing or why I ain't listen When I told myself that was it Now here I go, hurt again Cause of my curiosity Now that its over What else could it be he just had to cheat I made a promise never to settle Why didn't I keep it? 'Cause I hated the heartbreak Crying and cheating, the fooling around But I'm not missing you I'm not going through the motions Waiting and hoping you call me I'm not missing you You might have had me open But I must be going because I got life to do I know I'm usually hanging on I used to hate to see you gone But this time its different I don't even feel the distance I'm not missing I'm not missing you Its a shame in a way cause I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me Did I leave him, is he right in front of my face oh Will my true love ever be? Why would I go on a search agai

I'm Not Getting Anywhere
hey all my wifey is in a contest and i'm not getting anywhere doin the lovins myself.....please help and show her some love she is an awsome person and one that shows love in return....don't forget to say hi to her and she will love u back...here is her direct link....just click on pic THANK YOU AHEAD OF TIME TO ALL WHO DO HELP OUT.

I'm Not Sorry There Was You
I'm Not Sorry There Was You- by Bette Popillo (In memory of her babies, Michael Elliot, Jan.2 1980, and Ann Elizabeth, Jan. 10, 1981) I'm not sorry there was you. I'm not sorry for those joyful days of anticipation and planning when we learned we had conceived you. I'm not sorry for all those dreamy days of wonderful preoccupation with thoughts of you. I'm not sorry for those warm special feelings of wonder and awe as I felt you move within me. I'm not sorry for the excitement I watched on your father's face as he felt those magical "first kicks." I'm not sorry for the way you opened my eyes to all that I am blessed with. I'm not sorry that your loss inspired in me a richer, deeper sense of the preciousness of life and a better understanding of what is really important. I'm not sorry for the way in which your births and deaths pulled my family members even closer together than they were before. I'm not sorry for my

I'm No Spammer !!! .......
Error: i fucking hate spammers, you just made the list. I am getting sick and tired of this remark keep coming up when all i want to do is wish my friends a happy christmas with a nice comment .. it isnt as if they dont want them cause i private msg then and ask and they say they love em! so whats going on!!! Comments are part of cherry showing people that you care ... and its christmas .. some good will this is ! I pinched the above text from my friend's blog, but i agree 100% I am sick and tired of not being able to leave comments for my friends and then having to go through the private message route just to wish them a happy holiday ! Come on cherrytap sort this out !

Im Not Your Kid
Why me why tonight cant you see i dint wanna fight get away leave me alone or you'll be screaming why me why tonight get away i'll be alright don't go please no i'll take back everything please come back you'll watch me fall back in your arms going to a place where there is no harm i don't love you i never did get away from me I'm not your kid

I'm Not Missing You
I'm Not Missing You - Stacie Orrico Oh, Oh I’m not missing you Been through just about everything that I could go through When it comes to relationships Don’t know what I was missing or why I ain’t listen When I told myself that was it Now here I go, hurt again Cause of my curiousity Now that it’s over What else could it be, decasitiy. I made a promise never to settle Why didn’t I keep it? Cause I hated the heartbreak Crying and cheating, the fooling around CHORUS (But) I’m not missing you I’m not going through the motions Waiting and hoping you call me I’m not missing you You might have had me open But I must be going because I got life to do I know I’m usually hanging on I used to hate to see you go But this time it’s different I don’t even feel the distance I’m not missing I’m not missing you It’s a shame in a way cause I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me Did I leave him, is he right in front

Im Not A Victim Anymore, Im A Survivor
Acquaintance Rape Over 80% of rape victims know their attackers. As children you were warned not to talk to strangers. The fact is you are more likely to be assaulted by someone you know: a friend, date, ex-boyfriend, classmate, neighbor, relative or employer. Acquaintance rape and date rape are more common than left-handedness or heart attacks or alcoholism. (Warshaw, 1988) Acquaintance rape is using physical force, emotional bargaining, blackmail or mind games to force sexual intercourse, fondling, kissing, holding ... any sexual contact forced on you by a stranger or someone you know. If it is against your will, it is against the law. One of the most common types of acquaintance rape is date rape. If you are a female between the ages of 16-24, you run the greatest risk of being raped by a date. The use of alcohol or drugs also increases your risk. In one study, 74% of the men and 55% of the women had been drinking or using drugs prior to the sexual assault. Date rapes often

Im Not Missing You
to all those i use to talk to hahaha STACIE ORRICO LYRICS I'm Not Missing You Oh, Oh Im not missing you Been through just about everything that I could go through When it comes to relationships Dont know what I was missing or why I aint listen When I told myself that was it Now here I go, hurt again Cause of my curiousity Now that its over What else could it be he just had to cheat I made a promise never to settle Why didnt I keep it? Cause I hated the heartbreak Crying and cheating, the fooling around [Chorus] (But) Im not missing you Im not going through the motions Waiting and hoping you call me Im not missing you You might have had me open But I must be going because I got life to do I know Im usually hanging on I used to hate to see you gone But this time its different I dont even feel the distance Im not missing Im not missing you Its a shame in a way cause I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me Did I leave him, is

I'm Not You
V1 I will never be what you want me to be I won't stand in your reflection so go ahead deny me of affection dormant to the pain you toss my way the tears disapate feeling the hate leave me alone I will never be what you condone chorus twist me, turn me can't stand me make your hell mine take my light until it won't shine bend me, break me rearrange me but I know who I am I'm not you V2 You scream and yell criticizing my only self let me taste happiness only to serve me pain you and I we aren't the same tell me your lies admittingly 'cause you can't see I'm not you chorus twist me, turn me can't stand me make your hell mine take my light until it won't shine bend me, break me rearrange me but I know who I am I'm not you No I'm not you

I'm Not Support To Love You Anymore
We agreed that it was over now the lines have all been drawn the vows we made begin to fade but now they're gone put your pictures in a showbox and my goldring in the drawer I'm not supposed to love you anymore now Sherry says she's jealous of this freedom that I found she would be; she would be out of the town and she says she can't imagine what on earth I'm waiting for I'm not supposed to love you anymore Oh I shouldn't care and wonder where and how you are but I can hide this hurt inside my broken heart I'm fighting back emotions that I've never fought before 'cause I'm not supposed to love you anymore Now I'm writing you this letter and it's killing me tonight that I agreed when you believed it wasn't right and I couldn't sleep up on the bed so I'm down here on the floor will I'm not supposed to love you anymore Oh I shouldn't care and wonder where and how you are but I can hide this hurt inside my broken heart I'm fighting back emotions that I've neve

Im Not Racist But This Is True
My friend Sean sent me a bulletin on another site and here is what he had to say ---------------------------------------------- You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey", "Gringo","Bread", and you think it's OK. ...But when I call you Kike, sand nigger, rag head ,Towelhead, WOP, Camel Jockey, Gook, nigger, slant eyes or Chink you call me a racist. -You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? -You have the United Negro College Fund. -You have Martin Luther King Day. -You have Black History Month. -You have Cesar Chavez Day. -You have Yom Hashoah -You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi -You have the NAACP. -You have BET. -If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist. -If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist. -If we had white history month... we'd be racist. -If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist. -If w

I'm Not Happy!
Some wannabe art critic has come to my photo albums and rated my picture of Fats Domino's house a 3! I know that I have touched on this subject before, and I know that I am most likely preaching to the choir, but I'm going to say it again. I post photos that mean something to me, and I try to select the best ones I can to share with others whom I think might enjoy my photos. I don't need anybody rating my photos down at the bottom of the scale. I meet up with plenty of mean-spirited jerks in the real world. I don't need to have them coming around on the Internet. If you think you are an art critic, or if you think you are a comedian, stay the hell off of my profile and do not bother to look at my photos! I share my photos and my experiences with friends. I do not do it to give fuel to creeps whose self-esteem is so damned low they can only feel good about themselves when they are attempting to hurt others. Now then, why don't the 'A' holes go out and play on the freeway

I'm Not Just A Survivor Anymore.....
From the moment of my birth, I was known as a "Survivor", after nearly dying being born early and fighting hard to live, that time maybe they were right... As a child growing up for years dealing with sexual, verbal, physical and emotional abuse I went inside my mind to survive...When I grew up, it was on to abusive husbands, multiple rapes, dealing with addiction and mental illness..My many counselors, Drs. and case managers all said "You should be proud that you are such a survivor". I was told that I should write articles and books of my experiences, instead I became an advocate for the sexually abused, mentally ill, disabled, housing and domestic violence...I became sober and gave many talks at meetings as time went on...Still being a survivor. As an advocate I traveled and gave talks and did workshops on many topics, helping alot of people, but I sincerely hope that I made more than an impression on them of more than JUST a survivor... In the past couple of years I have had to

I'm Not Super On Super Sunday, But Thanks For Asking
Ugh! My life is a piece of dried up feces at the moment. My mom's lying in a rest home bed, dying of cancer, and my sister is being a bitch to me because I don't listen to her every word, even though she's a freakin' idiot. You know, it's highly insulting when you say I'm smart yet treat me like I don't know what the hell I am doing, and then turn right around and complain that I have an "attitude". Well, you would have an attitude too if all your sibling ever did was talk to you and never listened to you. God, if only I had hit that $250 million dollar jackpot last week. I'd have given my sister plenty of money to take care of my mom and my aunt, and I would have jetted so fast it would have blown down every building in this podunk town where I reside. As for the Super Bowl...meh. Colts 27, Bears 20. I'll watch the game, but I could care less who wins. At least there's a Family Guy marathon on Cartoon Network after the game.

I'm Not Hungry!
I'm Not Hungry! A woman asks her husband, "Would you like some bacon and eggs? A slice of toast and maybe some grapefruit and coffee?" He declines. "Thanks for asking, but l'm not hungry right now. It's this Viagra," he says. "it's really taken the edge off my appetite." At lunch time she asked if he would like something. "A bowl of soup, homemade muffins, or a cheese sandwich?" He declines. "The Viagra," he says, "really trashes my desire for food." Come dinner time, she asks if he wants anything to eat. "Would you like a juicy rib eye steak and scrumptious apple pie? Or maybe a rotisserie chicken or tasty stir fry?" He declines again. "No," he says, "it's got to be the Viagra...l'm still not hungry." "Well," she says, "Would you mind letting me up? I'm starving."

I'm Not ... Just Simply Asking..
I'm not offering bribes for votes.. Just simply asking for help. Right now I am behind by a lot and really need everyones help. I will as always return the favor for everyone who helps! I try to get to everyone and rate and fan all pages. I also will comment bomb contests.. Just let me know. Thank you so much to everyone who has been helping me! ♥ Please click on the picture to vote ♥ ♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥ Music Codes - MySpace Layouts

I'm Not The Same Tony Anymore...
A lot of people on my friend's list know me personally... and many of you know how I am... or should I say how I was... I'm still Tony but I'm not the same Tony that many of you know... some of you may decide to have nothing to do with me now... and if that's how you feel, I'm not going to hold that against you... 2007 has brought many changes for me... I became single again... I was virtually homeless and almost had to stay in a homeless shelter... I've relocated back to Northwest Arkansas (I'm back in Fayetteville now)... I've realized that there are some really great people out there that have helped me through all this without making me feel like I owe them anything in return... as a matter of fact, most of them felt like I said something wrong when I told them that I would pay them back as soon as I could... I will say this, times were very rough for me but I never gave up... and now I'm stronger for it... and without help from friends (new and old), I wouldn't have made it... I d

I'm Not
I may appear happy But I’m not. This false smile Hides the pain And deflects questions I may appear strong But I’m not. I pretend to do Anything I want But I want more. I may appear carefree But I’m not. Inside my mind Are constant struggles Worries over tomorrow I may appear alive But I’m not.

I'm Not...
going to give you excuses, in all honesty you're pissing me off. when you csoma and i were supposed to hang out we changed plans and i said, i EXPLICITLY said, "if you have a day free next week we should all chill" and the tuesday opened up which technically should have said "ohwow we should all go ahead with our plans" instead of ditching them for a fucking GUY. THAT is what pisses me off. as well as your COMPLETE disregard for being completely open with the bullshit you two are doing. i'm gonna be completely honest he's a bad fucking influence on you because everytime i see you i get a dirty look, WTF FOR?!? i knew you said hi to me today but i didn't notice because i haven't been sleeping lately and i was actually zoned out and didn't notice you had said it until you were about five feet away. so whatever. i'm free on monday if ya wanna talk then but of course you're prolly gonna go off to him again hmmm? whatever :/ talk to me when you smarten up. until then i'll be civil wh

I'm Not Racist, But Damn!!!
AIGHT, SO THIS IS A REPOST OF A CONVERSATION I JUST GOT TO WITNESS. I'M NOT RACIST IN THE LEAST, GOT MAD IRISH PRIDEM AND I GLOW IN THE DARK, BUT ALOT OF THIS SHIT RANG TRUE FOR ME. SO DON'T HATE ME, JUST READ AND HAVE AN OPEN MIND. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. REMEMBER COLOR BLIND CRIMES. I echo the remark from The Sixth Circle. ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: The Sixth Circle Date: Feb 19, 2007 3:53 PM I dislike racism of any kind, but I despise double standards. It's for this reason that I'm reposting this. ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Brother 9 Date: 19 Feb 2007, 20:36 ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Modesty Date: Feb 19, 2007 12:40 PM You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey", "White C*#t" and you think it's OK. But when I call you Black, Kike, Towelhead, WOP, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Gook, nigger or Chink you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a

I'm Not Your Savior
I AM NOT YOUR SAVIOR, NOT YOUR MAN JUST A MODERN DAY HUSTLER SEARCHIN FOR A PLAN A PLAN TO SAVE ME SAVE ME FROM MY SINS IN FEAR AND HATE DECIET BEGINS IF YOU CHOOSE TO BETRAY BETRAY AND DECIEVE ALL THAT YOU REAP SHALL BE WHAT YOU RECIEVE I AM NOT YOUR SAVIOR, NOT YOUR MAN JUST A MODERN DAY HUSTLER SEARCHIN FOR A PLAN A PLAN THAT WON'T ENSLAVE ME ENSLAVE ME IN THE LIE TRICK AND HURT ME TILL THE DAY THAT I DIE SEARCHIN FOR TRUTH THE TRUTH SO TRUE HONEST AND WHOLESOME LIKE THE SKY SO BLUE I AM NOT YOUR SAVIOR, NOT YOUR MAN JUST A MODERN DAY HUSTLER SEARCHIN FOR A PLAN A PLAN THAT WILL SAVE SAVE ME FROM MYSELF NOT LEAVE ME TO DIE AND PUT ME ON THE SHELF JUST SHOW ME LOYALTY LOYALTY AND RESPECT LOVE ME AS YOUR BROTHER, FOR ANY LIES I SHALL DETECT

I'm No Fool
I count the falling tears They fall before my eyes Seems like a thousand years Since we broke the ties I call you on the phone But never get a rise So sit there all alone It's time you realize I'm not your fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool I'm no fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool Never again, no, no You take your road, I'll take mine The paths have both been beat Searchin' for a change of pace Love needs to be sweetened I scream my heart out, just to make a dime And with that dime I bought your love But now I've changed my mind I'm not your fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool I'm no fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool Never again, no, no Nobody's fool Nobody's fool I'm no fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool I count the falling tears They fall before my eyes Seems like a thousand years Since we broke the ties Ohhh I'm not your fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool I'm no fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool I'm no fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool I'

I'm No Superman
It's an average day. I walk around And nobody seems to Notice the pain Carefully masked behind My face. If they only knew I wasn't as strong As I portray. I'm no Superman Behind this strength Lays a great deal of pain. I wish I could just Make it all go away. You say I am a girl Without fear. I beg to differ dear. Cause if you took the time To look into my eyes You would see the Fear I carefully try to hide. I'm no Superman. Behind this strength Lays a great deal of pain. I wish I could just Make it all go away. I'm no superman. Hiding behind my pride My thoughts I can not escape. Why oh, , why will this Pain not go away? How come you can't see This self-made disease That is plaguing me? I'm no Superman. My strength is the worst of me. Why? WHY CAN'T YOU SEE... That I'm no Superman?

I'm Not Responsible For This
Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up every two hours? If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are flat? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? What is the speed of darkness? Are there specially reserved parking spaces for "normal" people at the Special Olympics? If the temperature is zero outside today and it's going to be twice as cold tomorrow, how cold wi ll it be? If it's tru

Im Not The Rail Thin Waif You Want
More and more i see the girls starving themselves to become what the fashion world says as savy. As cool, the desired. But what is worse is all the great guys only see these girls as attractive. So for as a girl with a bit more weight and an hourglass figure is a major depresive movement. As you've seen the girls that make themselves belimic/anarexic to become what others want of them. I've found that i have to stop likeing the guys anymore that like these kinds of women because to these guys I am nothing more than a friend. And that brings me to my next point. Why am I always seen as the friend? I mean really? What do I lack that others have? Why can't a guy like a girl for being themselves? So she's not like "OMG! A bug! Squish it baby!" in a squeeky voice big deal. Im not tiny and i dont have small feet, and i like to get down and dirty with the boys and joke those dirty jokes. Its just not fair that a guy likes a girl for looks. If you took one moment to get to know her then your v

I'm Not Going To Be Around For A While...
Just to let you all know that after next week, I will be traveling for work/vacation 3/17 - 3/24 and then again for work 3/25 - 3/28. With no PC during this time, this means I won't be on CT much. I do know I can access this site from my BlackBerry, but that's a little drastic, don't you think? Actually, this break comes at a good time. After what I found out yesterday about someone on here, I need a break. I've always heard that there's a lot of fakes here, but the extremes that this person took this to, still amazes me. All I can say is to always second guess someone on here who does NOT have a salute picture, no matter how many other pictures they may post of "themselves"...don't accept any excuses. Those of you who I do know "exist" and are who you say you are...thank you for being my friend on here...especially "my family" members.

I'm Not Sorry
I’m not sorry You love me You hate me I got in I am here You can’t deal You miss me You hurt I’m not sorry My words sting My truths are truths My lies are none My smiles are real My laugh is fun I’m not sorry I caught your heart When you weren’t ready You tried to pull away And it hurt you I’m not sorry That I took her place Dissolved her memory Killed that past Made you mine I’m not sorry That your happy That you smile That I’m yours That you’re mine That we have an US I’m not sorry I’m not going anywhere I’m staying right here With you Took your sad And made you glad I’m not sorry

I'm Not That Girl
I wish I was that girl. but I'm not. And I keep setting myself up in situations, but I don't understand how you can say you love me... Aren't you supposed to love one person? Not telling other people you love them too.. I must be some kind of attention whore or maybe I really am in love... I don't know. I wish you loved me half as much as I love you. I'm tired, but I don't sleep. I'm sick, but I won't get better. I'm through, but I can't finish. I'm done, but I'm just starting. I'm giving you what you want, but if I didn't, you wouldn't love me, but I don't I always tell everyone a guy doesn't matter and that if they can't accept you for who you are, then fuck them? I need to stop giving advice.. I'm a hypocrite. Fuckkkk meee in the ass. My emotions are so screwed.

I'm Not Right
DEATH IS SOMETHING THAT HAPPENEDS TO ALL OF US ONE DAY OUR CANDLES FLAME IS GOING TO BURN OUT. NOW I UNDERSTAND DEATH I UNDERSTAND THE MEANING OF DEATH. BUT WHAT I DON'T GET IS WHY DO PEOPLE TELL OTHERS THAT IF THEY DON'T BELIEVE IN A GOD A THING THERE NOT GOING TO HEAVEN OR WHATEVER WAITS FOR US ON THE OTHER SIDE. I HAVE NO TRUE RELGION SORRY IF YOUR A FRIEND OR A FAN OR A FAMILY MEMBER OF MINE BUT THY OWN SELF BE TRUE. I HAVE A HARD TIME WITH IT WHAT IF THERE IS NO HELL NO HEAVEN JUST NOTHINGNESS, OR YOU MAKE A SO CALLED HEAVEN OUT OF WHAT MAKES YOU TRUELY HAPPY NOT WHAT A BOOK TELLS US. I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THE BLACK SHEEP I NEVER DID ANYTHING RIGHT WELL THAT IS WHAT SOME OF THE DICKS IN MY FAMILY THINK. IF YOU WERE TO PUT ME IN A ROOM WITH THEM I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT TO SAY HOW TO ACT. I HAVE BEEN STRIPPED DOWN TO NOTHING. HOW IS THAT RIGHT THE ONLY PERSON IN THIS WORLD THAT SAW NOTHING WRONG WITH ME IS GONE. I MADE A CHOICE IN MY LIFE & WHO I WANTED TO LOVE I BECAME A FREAK. LETS JUST

Im Not Gonna Cry
no! Im not gonna cry I thought to myself I prayed day and night this pain in my mind a vice that has hold of me no! Im not gonna cry I hold back tears and this hurt in my throat fills my chest, as it wants to be free my heart begins to ache no! I dont wanna cry I will not fall on bended knees no more tears, I will shed I am alive, I am free this feeling I wished for all my life no! I am not going to cry!

Im Not Online Much Now
heya all my puters down , so till its up and running again im usen my friend karters. so im only on very very little till mines better. mostly ta just check mail. so if ya wanna chat write me here.. I'll get back in touch with everyone soon.. And im very sorry........but im stuck till its worken.. hugs xoxooxxoxoxo and remember my e-mail addy is stormi25night@yahoo.com

Im Not Going Anywheres
you know what i am not going to let whats going on run me off this site i will just stand strong but i wouldnt believe what other people has to say about me unless it is coming from my sister and my friend jolene or nick them 3 have known me the longest so if anyone has any questions go to them or me before asking anyone else on my friends, family or fan and fans of list thanks a whole lot. someone made me realize i should not be running away so im staying here if you have a problem with me come to me first no one else if you wanna start drama on me you can go to fucking hell and die for all i care.

Im Not A Point Whore
http://i154.photobucket.com/albums/s273/bondagegigster/24.jpg this is a new thing im looking in to i posted a blog and got called a point whore just for telling peepz to check out my stuff im not the person you take me for and if you know who you are and you are reading this id like it if you apologizededit to me cuz you are mean oh and go check out my new album k its called bondage bieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I'm Not Sad, I'm Disillusioned.
For a second time, a male who I thought was REALLY COOL (in a platonic brotherly kind of way) totally fucks me over. Why? For a girlfriend. Now I know that if the tables were turned, he would NOT be very happy with me. He'd give me shit until I snapped out of it and apologized. So why can't he see that? He refuses to admit that the sky is BLUE and it may LOOK green if he squints and uses his imagination...it's BLUE. Get over yourself you fucktard. Fast. Because just like Justin learned, I dont wait forever. My heart is broken...

Im Not Rich Bitch Lol
o man.. what a damn mon.. first it started off. with me diving in the freak outside trash can. to get the over of my phone.. and then the damn mailman had to bring me more freaking bills.. awww. im so tempin to write on the bills.. im not rich bitch... and send them back... damn what do they think.. i can pull money out my ass.. will that is my venting lol

I'm Not Gonna Cry
im not gonna cry you can call me all the name you want put me down im not gonna cry over you there are more important reason to cry you can tell all the lies you want im not gonna cry about it you can say you love me than go around telling people whatever you want im not gonna cry over it im gonna listen to my heart i dont need you and your lies dont need your name calling you acting like a little kid im not gonna cry over you im gonna live my life the way i want if that hurts what you are trying to pull i dont care im not gonna cry over stupid kid stuff go about your name calling acting like a little brat i dont care go back to your family stay out of my life dont expect me to cry over you cause im not gonna cry over you you go around with all your lies i dont need a man acting like a kid in my life i need a man that knows how to treat a person right im not gonna cry over you there are more important things in the world to cry over you are not one of th

I'm No Debbie Rochon Or Tiffany Shepis
I found this while going through my IMDB wow!!! Now I'm a trampy little whore!IMDB message boards and according to him..I've only been in ONE horror film, LOL It just reminds me that people feel so strongly one way or the other

I'm Not Ignoring You Guys...
I'm sorry that I have been MIA....thank you for all the comments and everything. I had surgery 2 weeks ago, and though that went ok, I had issues after the anesthesia, which in turn led to the worst Crohn's flare up I have ever had....I was in the hospital last Friday-Monday, talked my way out of there, and now think I should probably be back there again, a I'm just as sick as I was a week ago, if not moreso. I've been in bed or curled up on the couch all week, and it doesn't look like I'll be doing much else anytime soon...in fact, I'm waiting on a call back from my GI right now because I feel so shitty. So please don't hate me for not replying to the love you've left, I do appreciate all of it, I've just been offline a lot and don't have the energy to keep up with anything.

I'm Not Usually One For Sappy Shit...but....
Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and

I'm Not Plus-sized?
According to one of the posters on fetishgossip.com, I deny that I am a plus-size model, which is interesting because nobody told me about it...lol. Here's the quote: I think shes ok looking for a bigger girl but it really gets to me how she never admits to being a plus size girl. She tries to act like shes small or something. Lets face it shes anything but small. She needs a reality check. Noone wants to see her stomach hanging out. Its gross. She acts like shes some kind of pro. Here site sucks majorly. I also agree with her hair not only does she look like her hairs thinning but the blond just makes her look fat and bloated. Have I ever denied that I'm a "plus sized girl" or a "big girl" or whatever you want to call it?

I'm Not Numb....... I Just Wish I Was
ruled by my emotions, my hearts on my sleeve break it, tear it up, rip it apart, you wouldn't be the first or the last I'm a constant roller coaster, ups and downs, twist and turns like the dreams in my mind my eyes are the window to my soul open for those who wish to see a piece me Numb no...........I just wish I was

I'm Not Messing With The Sex Fairy
This is hilarious! Be sure to read the warning at the bottom. I didn't change a word! I'm not messing with the Sex Fairy! 1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ============= 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============= 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============= 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============= 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. == =========== 6. The more sex y

I'm Not Perfect
I'm not perfect i'm sorry i'm not perfect i can only be me i'm sorry i'm not perfect like the girl you want me to be i'd give anything to make you happy even if it makes me sad i'd never do anything to hurt you i don't try to make you mad sometimes you get angry and we start to fight little do you know i cry myself to sleep at night sometimes i don't know just what i did wrong i don't understand why we don't get along every time we fight i wish you could feel my heart break sometimes i wonder how much more my heart can take sometimes i get so angry i don't know what to say i feel just like a game that everyone wants to play the only thing i need in this world is someone who is true the only thing i want in this world is... to be loved by you

I'm Not A Player I Just Fuck A Lot.
Ok so not really but Ive been thinking a lot lately about things that really really irritate me so Ive decided to compile a list here. 1-Close standers, by this I mean the people who stand an inch away from you when you're waiting in line for something whether it be a movie or at the grocery store. If I can feel your stank breath on the back of my neck, you need to back the fuck up. 2-People at buffets who pile like 5 pounds of food on their plates at once. It's a buffet cocksmackers, the food isnt going anywhere. Chill the fuck out and stop like you're a starving Ethiopian. 3-People who don't know how to merge onto the interstate. If you're in front of me on the on ramp going 30 and I'm going 50 and have to slow down, I'm probably going to pass you and give you the finger. 4-Bad drivers in general. My life could end because of someone elses mistake. So please idiots, stop talking on your phone and fucking pay attention or get out of the damn car. 5-still on the su

Im Not Sweating You...
yes you...the lady with the big tits...the lady with the big ass booty...the lady with the fine ass face or gorgeous eyes... yes all of you...im not sweating you i am sick and damn tired of women playing games all designed to make a nigga sweat you and boost up ya self esteem... its not my damn responsibility to make YOU feel good about YOURself....its called SELF ESTEEEM...the esteem of ya motherfucking self... if you say you gonna call and dont its all good...i ent chasing you....if you all iffy about hanging out and chillen...IM NOT CHASING you... im too damn grown for all of that...i work 2 jobs...7 days a week...60+ hrs a week so in my free time im not trying to chase you around wondering why you dont call or why you avoiding me and similar bullshit do women ever stop to think how that makes a man feel...to constantly be chasing after a woman and not get anywhere? i doubt it...and you wonder why so many men do so much dumb shit to feed they ego...you really t

I'm Not Gonna Cry,
This for all the woman there is no use of crying over a man, it donsn't get you no where in your life.i've cryed to meny tears, that why i am scared to be happy again. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

I'm Now 3rd, Could Really Do With Some More Help Plz Friends Where-ever You Are Lol !!!!
=== 'southern rebel girl' spewed forth the following at '2007-04-17 05:42:50'.. > > please please please come and help me if you're my friend. > > my son in now up to 3rd place in the best kid contest contest, and i need help ASAP to get back into the lead. t comments between us and the contest ends april 21st so not long to go. > > just click on the photo below then rate & leave as many comments as you can, the more the better of course LOL ... > > > > > > thanks so much to everyone who has helped so far, my true friends, and to anyone helps me, your cherry love is really appreciated :o) > > feel free to repost this bulletin if you think it will help ;o) > > have a lovely tuesday > > Amy xoxox > >

I'm Not Good Enough
I'm hated for the things I do. I'm missunderstood for the things I say. I'm a disappointment for being me. I'm in a world of darkness no one see's. I'm the one to blame...for EVERYTHING. I'm the failure in your eyes. What is there good of me?

I'm Not Quite Sure What To Think Right Now...
I'm so confused right now. I'm not sure what to think about some stuff lately. A million things are running through my head, and I can't quite process any of them. Why do I just keep complicating my life more? It's about time, I just stood up and figured shit out. But instead I let things get more fucked up...my head and my heart are both confused. I have no regrets of what I've done, just worries that I might just fall down deeper...and just as I thought I was rising out of the negative place I've been. I don't think I was ready....ready to be around it...ready to see the situation for myself...I just need some time to process.....and I'm not sure how to it all in. But who knows, I hope I can figure this mess in my head out. I honestly have no regrets, so why is this bothering me so much?

I'm Not Going To Reuse This Stuff So What Do I Do With It?
Okay so you go through a break up and everyone knows there are some things that always get left behind, little reminders of the relationship that you need to figure out what to do with. Now I'm a sentimental person and there are some things I just hang on to- ticket stubs, pictures, etc. But other things like his hot sauce in the fridge and his loofah in the shower can either be packed into a bag and sent his way or simply thrown away. I've got a place for it all. Well... most of it. So I'm going through my underwear drawer when I come across a huge reminder of the past and much to my dismay I don't know what to do with all of it! There it was...movies and other various little sex toys that spiced up my night life with that partner! There's the lotions and the movies and the little nighties, which could probably safely be enjoyed again. So the dilemma is this. I feel kind of bad just throwing it the rest of it away since I just bought fresh batteries and all and we all know

Im Not Sure Who Wrote This But Ive Had It Since I Was Younger And Still Love It.
Do not undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different that each of us is special. Do not set your goals by what people deem important, only you know what is best for you. Do not let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past nor for the future, by living your life one day at a time you live all the days of your life. Do not give up when you still have something to give, nothing Is really over until the moment u stop trying. It is a fragile thread that binds us to each other, so do not be afraid to encounter risks. It is by taking changes that we learn how to be brave. Do not shut love out of your life by saying it is impossible to find, the quickest way to receive love is to give love. The fastest way to lose love is to hold it to tightly. Do not dismiss your dreams, to be without dreams, is to be without hope, to be without hope is to be without purpose. Do not run through life so fast that you forget not only where you h

Im Not Your Fucking Gf Anymore Rc
you were my best friend when were kids fucking around in highschool you helped me through a lot off shit ..but there were things you werent there for ..and really awful things you couldnt protect me from like adam parker that fucking asshole rapist monkey mother fucker or even my mom but you were here for me lat at night when i needed a ride or when i needed a place to stay or needed a ride home from the doctors or when i was sad and i just didnt want to be alone ..hell i even put you as my emergency contact when i worked at the club lol so if anything happend and i was naked and couldnt drive or something youd have to pick me up haahaha ..but im not girlfriend, im not your midnight booty bitch, im not your drug connection... i dont want to talk to you about the people i date and then have you high 5 me for having sex i dont want to hear about your adventures double teaming evans girlfriend. dont call me at midnight to let you know who you can buy a sack from ..dont come up to me at re

I'm Not Okay By Dj~belladonna~vamperv Goddess Vdc~last Chance Dj~skitzer69's Wife And Chew Toy~
I'm Not Okay I'm upset You ask if I'm OK I say I'm fine But I'm not OK Not by a long shot Everyday my life is a nightmare Everyday I cry On the inside if not outside I can't stay this way I need to be OK But I never am I'm never OK I'm not OK Not by a long shot The only way I'm ever OK Is talking to you

I'm Not One To Judge!
I am a good person,, I'm not one to judge people and or make fun... If you have something to say I will listen,,, and if theres a problem I will try an help in whatever way possible,, just remember this when ever you need someone to lean on.

Im Not Racist But Its True
You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey", "Gringo" and you think it's OK. ...But when I call you Kike, Towelhead, WOP, Camel Jockey, Gook, Nigger or Chink you call me a racist. -You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? -You have the United Negro College Fund. -You have Martin Luther King Day. -You have Black History Month. -You have Cesar Chavez Day. -You have Yom Hashoah -You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi -You have the NAACP. -You have BET. -If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist. -If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist. -If we had white history month... we'd be racist. -If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist. -If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships...you know we'd be racist. -In the Million Man March, you believed that you were marching for your race and r

I'm Not Ready To Make Nice!!!
Forgive, sounds good. Forget, I'm not sure I could. They say time heals everything, But I'm still waiting I'm through, with doubt, There's nothing left for me to figure out, I've paid a price, and i'll keep paying I'm not ready to make nice, I'm not ready to back down, I'm still mad as hell And I don't have time To go round and round and round It's too late to make it right I probably wouldn't if I could Cause I'm mad as hell Can't bring myself to do what it is You think I should I know you said Why can't you just get over it, It turned my whole world around and i kind of like it I made by bed, and I sleep like a baby, With no regrets and I don't mind saying, It's a sad sad story That a mother will teach her daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger. And how in the world Can the words that I said Send somebody so over the edge That they'd write me a letter Saying that I better shut up and sing Or my life will be over I'm not ready to m

. I'm Not That Girl .
* . . i'm just not that girl . . * ~ i'm not the girl who is going to take all of your money . . i work too . . ~i'm not the girl who is going to sit home all night waiting around for your phone call . . ~ i'm not the girly-girl type . . ~ i'm not the type of girl you ever have to worry about . i can handle my own . believe me . i'm not just saying that . . ~ i'm not the girl who cares whether or not you go hang with your buddys or me (news flash . . i have friends too. . weird?. .) ~ i'm not the girl who sits around all day primping herself for a night out on the town . . give me 20 minutes . .i'll be ready . . shower & all . . ~ i'm not the girl who loves flashy expensive things & ghettoed out cars . . give me my truck & my blue jeans . . ~ i'm not the kind of girl who will take any of your shit . i will tell you to fuck off . & . probably leave . . ~ i'm not the girl who will yell at you when you come home drunk . .

I'm Not Drunk!!!
I'm Not Drunk!!! I had eighteen bottels of whiskey in the cellar and my wife insisted I empty the contents of each bottle down the sink, or else. After careful consideration, I reluctantly agreed and finally proceeded with the unpleasant task. I withdrew the cork from the first bottle and poured the contents down sink with the exception of one glass, which I drank. Then, I withdrew the cork from the second bottle and did likewise with with the exception of one glass, which I drank. I then withdrew the cork for the third bottle and poured the whiskey down the sink which I drank. I pulled the cork from the fourth bottle down the sink and poured the bottle down the glass, which I drank. I pulled the bottle from the cork of the next and drank one sink out of and threw the rest down the glass. I pulled the sink out of the next glass and poured the cork down the bottle. Then I corked the sink with the glass, bottled the drink and drank the pour. When I

I'm Not Ready.....
Forgive, sounds good Forget, I’m not sure I could They say time heals everything But I’m still waiting I’m through with doubt There’s nothing left for me to figure out I’ve paid a price And I’ll keep paying I’m not ready to make nice I’m not ready to back down I’m still mad as hell and I don’t have time to go round and round and round It’s too late to make it right I probably wouldn’t if I could ‘Cause I’m mad as hell Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should I know you said Can’t you just get over it It turned my whole world around And I kind of like it I made my bed and I sleep like a baby With no regrets and I don’t mind sayin’ It’s a sad sad story when a mother will teach her Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger And how in the world can the words that I said Send somebody so over the edge That they’d write me a letter Sayin’ that I better shut up and sing Or my life will be over I’m not ready to make nice I’m not re

Im Not Waiting Forever
'Forever' was lost but now it is found. I played my part; I stood my ground. Whenever you wanted me I was there. Whenever you were in pain, I questioned, I cared. So, tell me now or tell me never. I'm telling you right now, I'm not waiting forever. It's either yes or no, but please tell me fast. You will either be my future, or forever be my past.

I'm Not Supposed
I’m not supposed to love you I’m not supposed to care I’m not supposed to live my life Wishing you were there I’m not supposed to wonder Where you are or what you do I’m sorry I cant help myself ‘Cause I’m in love with you

I'm Not A Whore....im An Educated Virgin
So I have been a bit thoughtful lately about my own behavior..on here anyway. To preface I think I should reveal that in "real life" I am very repressed and live a fairly boring life. I work two jobs to support my expensive lifestyle. When I am not doing that I do not do too much else. I do hang with friends every now and again, watch tv and well sleep. I have little time for much else. I am lacking driving privillages so I can't go much anyplace. Theres another detail that I missed and there is a someone in my life. He is currently in prison so it does not count for much. I am supposively in a relationship but there is a lot missing. I miss compliments, going out with him, and yes the sex....I do miss the sex. This leads me to my point. So now that I have painted a picture of how repressed I am, now I will let you know that I have found an outlet and its on here. I tend to like talking to strangers about the intimate things in their lives. I tend to play this know al

Im Not Homeless Anymore
So I got my 1st apartment today, well 1st one by myself at least. Im so excited. Just another part of growing up I guess. What a great birthday gift to myself. I move in next week and with the moving and birthday and everything I wont be on much the next week or so. So if you have any requests...taking them now. oxoxox Sarita

I'm Not Rascist But Its True
You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey", "Gringo" and you think it's OK. ...But when I call you Kike, Towelhead, WOP, Camel Jockey, Gook, Nigger or Chink you call me a racist. -You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? -You have the United Negro College Fund. -You have Martin Luther King Day. -You have Black History Month. -You have Cesar Chavez Day. -You have Yom Hashoah -You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi -You have the NAACP. -You have BET. -If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist. -If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist. -If we had white history month... we'd be racist. -If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist. -If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships...you know we'd be racist. -In the Million Man March, you believed that you were marching for your race and r

I'm Not Racist, But It's True
You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey", "Gringo" and you think it's OK. ...But when I call you Kike, Towelhead, WOP, Camel Jockey, Gook, Nigger or Chink you call me a racist. -You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? -You have the United Negro College Fund. -You have Martin Luther King Day. -You have Black History Month. -You have Cesar Chavez Day. -You have Yom Hashoah -You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi -You have the NAACP. -You have BET. -If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist. -If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist. -If we had white history month... we'd be racist. -If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist. -If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships...you know we'd be racist. -In the Million Man March, you believed that you were marching for your race and r

I'm Not Gonna Let Him Hurt Me
I've been brought down this road numerous times before. I should be used to it right? The hurt, the pain, the tears...but it never seems to get easier. I try so hard to hide my heart and not let anyone get close because this is always the end result. I guess it really doesn't matter tho anymore. I am an idiot for even believing it from the beginning. So to all the men out there...just wanna say THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart for proving me RIGHT once again! Never trust at all...

I'm Not Supposed To Love You Anymore
We agreed that it was over Now the lines have all been drawn The vows we made began to fade But now they're gone Put your pictures in a shoebox And my gold ring in a drawer I'm not supposed to love you anymore Now Sheri says she's jealous Of this freedom that I've found If she were me she would be Out on the town And she says she can't imagine What on earth I'm waiting for I'm not supposed to love you anymore Oh, I shouldn't care or wonder where and how you are But I can't hide this hurt inside my broken heart I'm fighting back emotions that I never fought before 'Cause I'm not supposed to love you anymore Now I'm writing you this letter And it's killing me tonight That I agreed when you believed it wasn't right And I couldn't sleep up on the bed So I'm down here on the floor Where I'm not supposed to love you anymore Oh I shouldn't care or wonder where and how you are And I can't hide this hurt inside my broken heart I'm fighting back emo

Im Not Leavin
i want2 thank everyone 4 the comments.and with that being said im stayin on. i shouldnt let anything stupid make me leave here, so yall convinced me 2 stay, i am glad i have frieds out there that care. actually i know all my friends care and i am thankful 4 everyone of u. so i will go now but again i thank yall.

I'm Not A Fascist Pig, I'm Just A Bitch
So it's come to my attention that y'all can read my blogs, but not comment on them. I'll be damned if I know why, because I've checked my settings several times and it says ANYONE can comment. So...CT is the fascist pig, not me. And if you can't comment yet, just add me. ~HUGS~

I'm Not Emo Anymore!!
Yay. Mental breakdown avoided. I'm proud of myself, for once. I even stayed at work all day! Damn I'm good. I forgot how much fun my own private karoke sessions can be when I'm home alone!! Thanx for all the messages and stuff for those of you who were concerned. Punky's back to the A game baby!!! *much luvins*

Im Not Dead!!!
omg I havent wrote/ been on in foreva!! So I got addicted to the show Miami Ink. So on Myspace they had a bulletine about a casting call for anyone who wants a portrait. So I thought of a rib tattoo before in memory of my grandpa Smith but I decided to do a portrait of him and i when I was a baby. have it and oval and light around it and have it fade and underneath have it say "His Patsy always and forever." This is the pic I wanna use... the pic So Im working on the application. Here is the only part im ify about too long tm or what My tattoo is a baby picture of me and my grandpa holding me. He helped raise me. He was a stay at home at a point and while grandma and my mom where at work I'd stay home and grandpa babysat me. May 2006 We found out he had lung cancer. I was graduating that June. He had just enough energy see me walk. Then this past January he passed away. So the portrait I want was his favorite picture of us. So how is that so far?? Ok besides

Im No Good
Meet you downstairs in the bar and heard Your rolled up sleeves and your skull t-shirt You say why did you do it with him today? And sniff me out like I was Tanqueray Cause you're my fella, my guy Hand me your stella and fly By the time I'm out the door You tear me down like roger moore I cheated myself Like I knew I would I told ya, I was trouble You know that I'm no good Upstairs in bed, with my ex boy, He’s in the place, but I cant get joy, Thinking of you in the final throws, this is when my buzzer goes Run out to meet your chicks and bitter You say when we're married cause youre not bitter There'll be none of him no more I cried for you on the kitchen floor I cheated myself Like I knew I would I told ya, I was trouble You know that I'm no good Sweet reunion, jamaica and spain Were like how we were again I'm in the tub youre on the seat Lick your lips as I soak my feet Then you notice little carpet burn My stomach drops and my guts churn Y

I'm Not Sure Why I Can't Sleep
Tons of things are rushing though my mind, mostly my family its hard for me to think that others don't respect me,I guess I am doing something wrong I have done my very best in this life, I have worked hard, been the very best friend I could be I have been true to myself and others, but still I can't seem to find a place in this life where I feel comfortable with anything really, sad but I feel like I am getting mean, I am taking things to heart I am watching instead of participating and worst the very worst thing is that I sound like a huge whine bag, spoiled rotten and non appreciating something in my life is missing. The Best Thing I can think of is to write things down so I can look at them later and laugh, cry, or just get pissed cause it was a stupid thought or feeling so here it goes. The morning my son passed away,was a blur but as time goes by I remember more and more and it haunts me, his grandmother came into the room all wet and screaming it took me a few seconds to real

I'm Not Sorry
I’m sorry I love you so much it hurts to breath. I’m sorry I love you so much I named you my Sunshine. I’m sorry that I fall asleep in your arms every night, wishing I could Just stay there forever. I’m sorry that my forever is for now and I can’t explain that to you. I’m sorry you would give me the world, and try and I leave the door ajar. I’m sorry that you have to deal with all my quirks and annoyances. I’m sorry you think everything I do is so damn cute. I’m sorry that when you text me I text you back, quick like a bunny. I’m sorry you see my eyes light up with excitement when I hear a wind chime, chime. I’m sorry you can hug me and wish you never had to let go. I’m sorry I ma an attention whore and love every touch you give me. I’m sorry that I am smart and we have wonderful conversations. I’m sorry that when we are at Walmart we seem like we are married. I’m sorry that from the outside looking in we are the perfect couple. I’m sorry that I can look at you and

Im Not Interested...
Ok I have been on CT for some time now and all I ever get is "would you like to meet". Seriously were you joking is what I ask myself. I am not interested in meeting anyone. I am engaged to a wonderful man. I have to say I have gotten some very respectful messages of peoplesaying that its nice to meet me and they just want to talk because they are bored and so on. I like it when people want to be my friend. I am pretty easy to get along with and I love talking to everyone. So leave me a comment, send me a gift, rate me, or even rate my pics but please do not ask me if I will meet. Love to you all!! Love Fancy

I'm Not Sick But I'm Not Well
weird strange occurences .... 2 people i know i sent a link to join they joined and i didnt get credit oh well its the story of my life... a guy in a sports car driving next is playing i was made for loving you by kiss when they were in thier disco phase to understand this wierdness one must know where i live. i wished i had a slice of cheese pizza to chunk out the window at his car.. for kiss going through that disco thing..lol really guys i can boogie to that song even tho i am hardcore rockabilly..lol why is eating taco bell like playing russian roulette with your digestive system. and why do i still put myself in that situation.... you think you know people.. but you dont... you really really dont.

I'm Not Indian, I Am Cherokee
I'm Not Indian, I Am Cherokee Dark storm clouds come across my eyes, when you address me that way. I will be correcting that problem right now, you will heed the words I say. Once upon a time our tribal nation was strong, back before the white man came. White man told us many lies to gain our trust, then took everything but our name. White man almost killed off all the buffalo, trying to starve us off our land. After many moons we were forced to move, just like your kind had planned. Soon the white man had stolen all of our land, my people left behind a trail of tears. White man killed off my ancestors sacred ways, we're living on reservations in fear. White man, haven't you already taken enough? I want back some of my dignity. You will no longer address me as 'hey, indian', 'I'm not Indian, I am Cherokee.'

I'm Not Alone
So often I do before I think, Not knowing why, that’s something I hate. I try and I try, yet I don't understand, The reason I cause all this pain and this fate. Sometimes I wonder, if someday, someway, I'll ever be able to really be me. Through all of my mishaps, and all of my pain, I've somehow lost track of the things I once dreamed. To ever be happy, to be true to myself, Without losing track of all the things that mean the most. How can I fix the things that I've wronged, To ever be able to be strong and carry on. One step at a time, I'll swallow my pride, To prove to myself I'm not lost inside. Someday I'll be happy, someday I'll be whole, Right now I'm just glad, I'm not all alone. 2/10/98 For my family thank you for always being there for me.

Im Not Gay!!
ok gay guys here is the deal. IM NOT GAY!! never was gay,never thought about being gay,never said anything gay,never looked gay, and never will be gay! im nto dissing gay men by anymeans,.but i am telling those who are gay to stop hitting on me. here are somethings you should know about me,... #1 i think breasts are sexy,not a flat hairy chest. #2 i find the feminine body most dear. #3 i eat at the "Y". #4 im married to a "woman" #5 if i was on an island with 500 gay men dressed as woman and there was only one woman with us and she was 800lbs and had boils and leporsy and just ate tuna on rye,.im picking her!! #6 the thought of doing anything other than a brotherly hug with a man makes me wanna throw up then eat it then throw up agian!! ok ,.now thats pretty "not gay" if you ask me! i have many gay friends,.love them all to death! dont get me wrong. i just dont wanna be hit on! enjoy your day!

I'm Not A Lesbo, But..
My friend called me over asking if i could spend the night. She and I havent had a sleep over in a long time, last time was we were too drunk on haloween. Well, she didnt mind me drinking more that night, but she didnt have much. she told me about her new boyfriend, how he's such a work-a-holic, never home, blah blah blah.. we sometimes go dancing, just her and me, but i guess tonight she was more lonely than usually, i was getting a real pathetic eagerness vibe from her, but the free drinks helped. I offered to call some guys, but she's a very timid girl, she's not into the guys I like, strong, hard, fast, one nighter kind of dudes. After talking for hours about what she didnt get, what she didnt want, I asked her if she got anything at all. She said her bf and her toys give her enough, but that she's trying new things too.. yah right, she'd try something new after her parents begged her to, I bet! Ayway I was getting tired and started to excuse myself, but she did ask me

Im Not Ignoring You
Sorry I know that people are writing to me in my shoutbox and sometimes I am able to write back and other times I am not. I moved and now am living out of the area to recieve high speed so am stuck with dial up which really really sucks. It takes forever for things to load up on here which makes it difficult to rate and comment bomb but I am trying my hardest to help my family with the leveling and the contests. I am slowly getting this done, just don't give up on me. I am still here and still trying to get things done :)

I'm Not The One You Want.
Tired of getting chance's that I don't deserve Don't you see these nothing I want from you There's somthing you want from me that I cant give Why are you still pushing I've told you how I feel yet you go behind my back probeing and prying try to find a way to get to me I'm not one to be tied down I need to be free Havent you notice the more you pull I'm going to push I can't tell you what I want cause I don't know All that you can do is give me time An stop going to every one about me Thats all I can say is give it time and dont' say I LOVE YOU Cause I knw you do but you need to give it time Time has past n your still trying our time is done I know what I want and your not it Don't you see I'm a asshole Don't you know I can't stand you Why are you putting your self through agony Your trying and your trying and your pissing me off Turn away and don't look back Walk away before I snap I'm trying to be nice I'm trying too keep my cool Yet every time I hear you open y

I'm Not Proud
I must say, first off, I am NOT proud of the things I do. I simply must, or someone worse might. I do not take solace in the fact that I have the means and ability to take life, to destroy the one thing that we truly can't get by without. I do, however, take solace in the fact that SO many people in this world deserve just that. Too may innocent lives have been destroyed by unremorseful butchers. Mine included. If revenge is a dish best served cold, consider my life Siberia. I missed my childhood. My heart is dead, or very near to it. Metaphorically, my heart is a diamond soaked in the blackest tar. I do have a soul, a conscience, but they're so warped and twisted I doubt I would otherwise pass as human. I am so paranoid and mistrustful most people are afraid of me. I would, just once, like to be shown that someone cares for me. Not the facade I've put up over the years, ME. The scared little boy hiding in the corner with the knife to his throat, who jumped to soon in front of the 18 w

I'm Not Crazy
You think I'm crazy but I'll let you know the truth Darkness is around the world where you can't see But I see it all the time rush into you when you close your eyes It likes the brain to be just right for the feast Where am I in this world of the cockroaches They will never die when humanity becomes roadkill I wish I was a bug so I didn't have to die But I'm not good enough for the darkness They don't like my brain for some reason I like the nice walls that surround me So soft and worth my time than fighting the darkness. Go ahead and don't believe the truth I speak Isolation is the best medicine in our world today Laugh all you want but I watch them go inside you Can you see the marks on you that people mention Birth marks are a sign of the feast by them You can laugh but I know what happens much later Everyone will die but I know the cockroaches will like me But if I was a bug and not this pile of flesh They would let me know the ultimate secrets to survival Fo

I'm Not Ok
I could sit here all night, pretending that I'm fine. Acting like i don't, want you to be mine. but I cant fool myself I know I'm not OK. Nothing will make me feel better, no matter what you say. I'm not OK without you. I need you here with me, because we both decided, that we were destined to be. I could lie to the world. No one would realize, all the pain inside of me, and those tears I cried. Now seeing you move on, pierces me in the chest. I want you to be happy So this must be what's best. Maybe I'm not over you, the way I said I was. I miss you so much. You're my first true love. You don't love me anymore At least that's what you said. You're actions prove differently, after all those tears I shed. I'm not OK. I'm broken and confused. I thought you were different. Now inside, I'm bruised. i miss you i love you i need you i crave you I'm sorry that I hurt you, just please come back to me. I need you in my life But you jus

Im Not Looking
im not looking for pitty because i am not in that relation ship any more but just to let people know there are people on the net that has bean there before,be it mental or physical or both,some times it is hard to talk about but it does help

I'm Not Here For A While
Sorry guys but I just found out that I am moving this weekend... nothing like a little short nitice. Any way I won't be online for a little bit... until I get setteled...but then I be back. If you NEED to get a hold of me or you want to help me move... send me a message on yahoo. wild_red_tiger@yahoo.com. Do NOT IM me...I'm not online....but I can check my messages from my phone. I'll be back as soon as I can.... promise!

Im Not Gonna Be Here For A While
I have stuck my foot in my mouth one too many times, so bc of that I will not be on here for a while and Im very serious this time, those who know me and have my numbers use them, I wont be on yahoo either... If you do see that my account has been logged in more than likey its not me, I will have a friend come in and use up my damn 11's since I have paid for them.... This is see you later for a while....... to the one I messed up with, I AM SOOOOOO SORRY...... and I really do love you........

Im No Longer
hi there, just a note to say that im not running with a.o.m bomb sqaud as it not working. so if theres a family that would have me it would be great. i do like bombing but not be the only one. cheers and thanks to maria also thanks to all the angels. richard

Im No Longer
hi there, just a note to say that im not running with a.o.m bomb squad as it not working. so if theres a family that would have me it would be great. i do like bombing but not be the only one. cheers and thanks to maria also thanks to all the angels. richard

I'm Not Doing Well...
So, this has been a shitty few days. Not that I haven't enjoyed myself out, but bad things. My laptop hard drive is dead. My laptop is out of warranty. The HDD is out of warranty. I have no money to replace it. My phone got bored Monday and hard reset itself between leaving my hotel and arriving at work. All of the hundreds of addresses and phone numbers on there were backed up... on my laptop that died. I now have two whole people in my PDA. My windshield was cracked by a rock on Thursday night. It spiderwebbed to the edge of the windshield overnight, and when I got in the car Friday it was growing. My credit card is maxed out with the business stuff I'm putting on it. Not that I had much room on it anyway. I'm worried. Also I can't get to myspace from work. Alsoalso my home PC is dying :(

Im Not Gonna Be Around For A While
hey guys, yep its me again, erm ... i think the time has come for me to cut down the hours i spend on the net big time now as i have to prepare for the arrival of my daughter, Skye-Logan and my little girl comes first, i know you will understand. we have a lot to do from now until Skye-Logan is born (3 months time) we have to prepare for the baby but it isnt the same way as normal with a bedroom for the baby as we are waiting to move, the baby's bedroom, is going to be in our bedroom until we move back to my hometown. so we have to convert the bedroom into a mulitpurpose bedroom, with baby things in there i.e changing station wardrobes moses basket crib etc as well as our bed wardrobes etc, so its takin a while, we have to make the living room into a child friendly place as it isnt that way at the moment, i.e just like corners of tables need to be protected area and shelves need to be cleaned off, and things not needed needs to be gotten rid of, carpets need to be cleaned etc.

Im Not Insane Im Just A # 1 Bitch
IM NOT INSANE IM JUST A # 1 BITCH, all this time i thought i was the one loseing my mind i was the one that was in the wrong i was the one that wasnt understanding a damm thing...When the whole time it was some thing way differnt all together its a wonder i didnt lose it all but then again with things i deal with every singel dammm day i havent lost it because i have more self control then alot of people think i do. I HAVE BENT OVER BACKWORDS to help many of people and i have bit my damm tounge for alot others but at this point in time and day of age i dont give a rats ass no more who likes me and who dont...because if u dont like me then its ur lose and if u do then i guess i like you also. IM NOT INSANE IM JUST A # 1 BITCH and if u u can live with that also live that its my way or the damm highway and the highway is full of trucks and buses so watch out ur ass might get hit or jacked but then again i guess its ur problem not mine if u took the highway..... Deal with it because i d

I'mnot Scared To Say That I Cry!!!
Everyday i feel pain of my heart braking as i dream about my dauther every night that she may be there a my house in the morning to know that she is not when i open my eyes kills me inside! to want to see herfor the first time hold her kiss her tell her how i feel about her is only a dream in my life!I asked god many of time to help me with my pain but i feel he may not hear me at times!so i wake ever morning and cry for a bit and go about my day ! there at of stuff people say about me but next well any one say i dont love my dauther !!

.........im Not Suppose To Regret...so Why Am I???
I don't know what I've done Or if I like what I've begun But something told me to run And honey you know me it's all or none There were sounds in my head LIttle voices whispering That I should go and this should end Oh and I found myself listening 'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you All I know is that I should And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you All I know is that I should 'Cos she will love you more than I could She who dares to stand where I stood See I thought love was black and white That it was wrong or it was right But you didn't leaving without a fight And I think I am just as torn inside And I won't be far from where you are if ever you should call You meant more to me than anyone I ever loved at all But you taught me how to trust myself and so I say to you This is what I have to do 'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you All I know is that I should And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you

I'm Not A Joke!!!!
Recently things has been going on with me that no one is really understanding... i have lost a few friends because of it... but then again... did i lose them because of my life or because they dont know what its like to be.....honest?? i dont know.. if you cant be honest with me.. then dont even bother tryin to be my friend.. plain and simple... im getting so worn out on tryin to be someone im not... either you like me for who i am or dont like me at all.... anyways....... more later on

Im Not Who I Was
IN THE LAST FEW DAYS.. THIS IS THE SONG THAT EVERY PLACE I WAS IN TEXAS.. AN EVERY TIME I TURNED THE RADIO ON.. ITS WHAT I HEARD. AN THIS SONG IS SO TRY.. AN SO ME.. WHEN I HEAR IT.. I GET THIS NEED TO GO BE THE GIRL I WANT TO BE.. SEE WHEN I WAS A GIRL.. I WOULD FALL OFF TRACK ALOT.. BUT WOULD ALWAYS GOOD BACK TO GOD.. I DONT CARE IF U DONT GO TO CHURCH EVERY SUNDAY.. BUT I KNOW THAT I DONT HAVE TO GO.. I KNOW THAT HE IS ALWAYS THERE.. PUSHING ME TO HELP OTHERS AND LOVE HIM.. AN I DO.. AN THOUGH RIGHT NOW I HAVE BEEN HAVING SOME REALLY BAD TIMES.. I SAW THAT I FORGOT ABOUT HIM.. WHEN I KNOW THAT MY FAITH IS ALWAYS BEEN STRONG FOR ME.. AN HE WANTED ME TO LISTEN.. AN IT TAKES ALOT TO GET ME TOO.. AN I GOT THIS MESSAGE YESTERDAY.. IM OFF WORK NOW.. TAKING CARE OF MY TWO BOYZ.. TILL I CAN GET SOME THINGS TOGETHER.. AN I HAD TO TAKE MY TRIP TO MY PLACE I CALL HOME.. AN SEE MY SELF AGAIN.. AN ON MY WAY HOME YESTERDAY.. I HEARD THIS SONG AGAIN.. AN I FELT LIFTED.. CAUSE IN THE RAIN I LOOKED