Fubar Blog Posts 2

Im Not Racist But This Is True.
Body: you call me: "Redneck" "Hillbilly" "Slaker" "Cracker" "Honkey" "Whitey" "Gringo" "Sage" and you think it's OK. But when I call you: jungle bunny spear chunker coon wet back jiggaboo porch monkey sand nigger rag head towelhead Camel Jockey Gook Spook NIGGER KIKE slant eyes or Chink you call me a racist. -You have the United Negro College Fund. -You have Martin Luther King Day. -You have Black History Month. -You have Cesar Chavez Day. -You have Yom Hashoah -You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi -You have the NAACP. -You have BET. -If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist. -If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist. -If we had white history month... we'd be racist. -If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist. -If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships...you know we'd be racist. -In the Million Man March, you believed

I'm Not Wanting This To Happen...........
Well, I haven't posted on here for awhile and usually I dont post on here I post on myspace. But, I just want to share with everyone that my brother will be leaving soon to go back to Iraq, and I'm scared. I'm enjoying the time I have with him now, bc he's home for 10 days, but then I'm dreading it also cause those are the days that take him closer to his time of going to Iraq. When he comes home his little girl will be 15 months old. She's only 2 months old. The most precious time in her life will be in pictures, he will miss the firsts of her life. And, what about the times that I look at my mom and see the tears in her eyes that I can't dry like I want to. It hurts to know that the best thing for me to do is walk away and let the tears fall bc she is feeling the same emptiness and wanderment of his safety that I feel. I'm scared for everytime the telephone rings in the middle of the night and the sinking feeling in my gut of who will be on the other end. Or, everytime a gov't

I'm Not Gonna Be Too Popular After This One, But I Don't Give A Fuck...
THIS BLOG IS NOT FOR SOME PEOPLE...THOSE PEOPLE KNOW WHO YOU ARE...THE REAL PEOPLE ON CT/FUBAR, PLEASE DISREGARD THIS. AS FOR THE HATERS/FAKES/POSERS/LOSERS/DRAMA QUEENS/INSECURE NAIVE SMART-MOUTHED CUNTS...ENJOY :) LET ME TELL YOU SELF-RIGHTEOUS, SCRUTINIZING, PLASTIC SURGERY-GETTING, FAKE, UP-TURNED NOSE, HEAD UP YOUR ASS MOTHERFUCKERS ONE THING: I GREW UP BEING THE FAT, UGLY, INSECURE LITTLE GIRL. I WAS PICKED ON, TALKED ABOUT, MADE FUN OF AND EVERYTHING ELSE YOU CAN IMAGINE. NOW THAT I'VE GROWN INTO MY BODY, APPRECIATE IT, AND I'VE FOUND MYSELF, I'LL BE GODDAMMED IF IT'S GOING TO KEEP HAPPENING. I LOVE MYSELF. MY WEIGHT, MY EYES, MY HAIR, MY NOSE, MY FEET, MY ASS, MY BOOBS, MY E-N-T-I-R-E BODY, AND IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT, FINE...NO ONE SAID YOU HAD TO LOOK AT IT...BUT DO THE WORLD A FAVOR: KEEP YOUR WHINING, BITCHING, PISSING&MOANING, NAIVE, STUCK-UP, AND ALL AROUND UN-WANTED OPINIONS TO YOUR FUCKING SELVES. SAVE THAT HOT AIR COMING OUT OF THAT HOLE IN YOUR FACE FOR SOMEONE WHO

I'm Not Feeling Well
I'm just posting a blog about how I'm doing, which I have just a minor cold nothing serious @ all! I'm going to be mia today and use the day to rest and get better! I have a great husband who's going to take care of me and my daughter so thats why I'm taking advantage of that! Hope everyone has a great day today :) *Hugz to all my friends*

I'm Not Okay....i Promise It's The Truth...
Yeah, haven;t been on here for AAAAAAGGGEEEESSSSSS, but now I'm back and I'm back to doing this every week, which will be every friday. This weeks song is a song I can;t stop listening too and is I'M NOT OKAY (I PROMISE) by My Chemical Romance Song Name - I'm Not Okay (I Promise) Artist - My Chemical Romance Album - Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge Song Number - 5 of 13 Song Length - 3:08 Lyrics Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say. I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way. For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took, Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor? I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay You wear me out What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems? (I'm not okay) I've told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means (I'm not okay) To be a joke and look, another line without a hook I held you close as we both

I'm Not Racist
You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey", "Gringo" and you think it's OK. ...But when I call you Kike, Towelhead, WOP, Camel Jockey, Gook, Nigger or Chink you call me a racist. -You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? -You have the United Negro College Fund. -You have Martin Luther King Day. -You have Black History Month. -You have Cesar Chavez Day. -You have Yom Hashoah -You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi -You have the NAACP. -You have BET. -If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist. -If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist. -If we had white history month... we'd be racist. -If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist. -If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships...you know we'd be racist. -In the Million Man March, you believed that you were marching for your race and r

Im Nobody's Fool!!!!
Fall back Take a look at me And you'll see I'm for real I feel what only I can feel And if that don't appeal to you Let me know And I'll go 'Cuz I flow Better when my colors show And that's the way it has to be Honestly 'Cuz creativity could never bloom In my room I'd throw it all away before I lie So don't call me with a compromise Hang up the phone I've got a backbone stronger than yours If you're trying to turn me into someone else Its easy to see I'm not down with that I'm not nobody's fool If you're trying to turn me into something else I've seen enough and I'm over that I'm not nobody's fool If you wanna bring me down Go ahead and try Go ahead and try You don't know You think you know me like yourself But I fear That you're only telling me what I wanna hear But do you give a damn Understand That I can't not be what I am I'm not the milk and cheerios in your spoon Its not a simple hearing but not so soon I might've fallen for that when I wa

I'm Not Being Rude
I just wanted to say to all my sexy friends, I am sorry sometimes when I get in the shoutbox if I don't answer some of you. I kind of get swamped sometimes, and its hard to answer everyone back. I don't try and ignore anyone. I feel bad if I can't talk to everyone. If you want you can send me mail ok? Don't think I am being rude Ok..Love you all!!

Im Not Living This Way
im not gonna keep thinking too hard about this im just gonna think what think and hope thats how it will end up. i just hope i can stop thinking about when its all gonna go bad. it all goes sour sometime but i really really just wanna be happy but doesnt everyone ?

I'm Not Double-jointed, So There Are Limits!
Today's Horror-scope: Spice up your daily routine with something a little different. If your friends think you're stuck in a rut, they'll soon see otherwise as you show them just how flexible you can be. Your good energy helps the flow. Of course I had to read that and make it pervy, lol!

I'm Not Supposed Too
I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life, Wishing you were HERE I'm not supposed to wonder, Where you are or what you're doing, I'm sorry I can't help myself, Cause I'm in love with you

Im No Better
just realized today that im no better than my fucking father.i just want to fucking carve myself up like a thnksgiving day turkey.im a worthless no good piece of shit just like him i guess no matter what i do its true what they say. like father.....like son

I'm Not Ignoring Any Of You!
ok here's the deal. Somehow my computer is downloading OVER my limit of 425 MB a day. When this happens my internet slows down slower than dial up. We've never had this problem before and I don't know what is happening. That's why I'm not answering anybody. I can't! I try but I can't. I'm not good with computers as far as things like this so if anybody can give me some advice I'd greatly appreciate it. *hugs* ~Melinda

I'm Not Doing Well
At the moment, I am not doing well. I don't like being here in this situation. I don't like feeling so alone. I don't want to be invisible. I don't want to get the feeling that I'm expected to wait and wait and wait and wait for something to finally happen. When you get to the end of the rope, you either let go or you try to climb back up. I'm still dangling there... and it sucks

I'm Not A Doctor, ...
but I play one in a FRICKEN MOVIE! That's right, I got yet another call back to be an extra in "The Dark Knight", the next batman movie, which is known by it's code name of "Rory's First Kiss". So, for the last two days, I clocked thirty hours, of mostly sitting in the extras holding tent. In fact I didn't even make it on set at all yesterday(which kind of sucks). I had a few close encounters with the camera in a couple of scenes I did on Wednsday, but there were a lot of other extras (300 plus) and a lot of scenes, so we'll just have to wait and see if anything I was in makes it past the cutting room.According to my character sheet, I was playing Andre Chaintrueil, Admissions manager for Gotham General Hospital, but wardrobe wanted me in scrubs as opposed to a shirt and tie. And during the set line ups I was placed in the "administrative looking hospital staff" group. So take it for what it is. Most people on set referred to me as a doctor.It was an interesting experience. I got to me

I'm Not Your Whore
I'm not your whore. Stop touching my body i'm not just a piece of meat there is a head on these shoulders please acknowledge i am complete i have more to offer than is found between my thighs i have a life, a mind when will you realize you've played with my body i've felt your cool caress but you've left behind some things and my mind's a total mess put your hands on my breasts and your lips against mine with your tongue probing my mouth you stop to feed me another line you tell me i'm what you want i am what you need but i'm just a release for your erection the prey on which you feed you push yourself inside of me and hope that you will find that i'm just another slut that i have no fucking mind. ~sinamynlee

I'm Not As Drunk As You Think I Am
I'm Not As Drunk... As You Think I Am!! Our work day's done. Go grab a shower! Let's hit the pub. It's Happy Hour. If we get bombed. Who gives a damn? I'm not as drunk, As you think I am. Those chicks right there don't look to good, but three more beers... I think I would! It's either them, or my right hand. I'm not as think, as you drunk I am! So by another round. We'll sit right here, and drink 'em down. Get everyone another beer. You'll have to kick us outta here. Say are you girls waitin' on your friends? What did you say?!? You're lesbians! Bartender cancel those two drinks. I'm not as am, as you drunk I think. This beer is movin' like a train. I think my lizard needs a drain. But first I'll have a double shot. I'm drunk you think, as you am is not. So by another round. We'll sit right here, and drink 'em down. Get everyone another beer. You'll have to kick us outta here. This

I'm Not A Pussy
LEAVE YOUR SHIRT FOR HER TO SLEEP ON LEAVE HER CUTE TEXT MESSAGES. KISS HER IN FR0NT 0F Y0UR FRIENDS. TRUST HER 0VER EVERY0NE ELSE. TELL HER SHE L00KS BEAUTIFUL. L00K HER IN THE EYES WHEN Y0U TALK T0 HER. LET HER MESS WITH Y0UR HAIR. MESS WITH HER HAIR. JUST WALK AR0UND WITH HER. INCLUDE HER IN ALL THINGS Y0U D0. F0RGIVE HER F0R HER MISTAKES. L00K AT HER LIKE SHE'S THE 0NLY GIRL Y0U SEE. TICKLE HER EVEN WHEN SHE SAYS ST0P. H0LD HER HAND EVEN WHEN Y0U ARE AROUND Y0UR FRIENDS. WHEN SHE STARTS SWEARING AT Y0U TELL HER Y0U L0VE HER. LET HER FALL ASLEEP IN Y0UR ARMS. GET HER MAD, THEN KISS HER. TEASE HER & LET HER TEASE Y0U BACK. STAY UP WITH HER ALL NIGHT WHEN SHES SICK. WATCH HER FAV0RITE M0VIE WITH HER KISS HER F0REHEAD. GIVE HER THE W0RLD. WRITE HER LETTERS. LET HER WEAR Y0UR CL0THES. WHEN SHES SAD, HANG 0UT WITH HER. LET HER KN0W SHE'S IMP0RTANT. LET HER TAKE ALL THE PH0T0S 0F Y0U SHE WANTS. KISS HER IN TH

I'm Nothin, And That's Just Freakin Fine....
i just went through something that i can't believe this person could ever make me feel this way. I know feel as if my efforts in life are pointless when it comes to friendship or relationship. because obviously from what i have been going through...that is what this person seems to think...... I used to be strong, independant and didn't care what people thought of me. And now, i feel so small and insignigicant that it doesn't matter anymore. and the only thing in life that i have that will save me from the on coming depression.............is my SON and GOD. So for those of you that ARE MY FRIENDS...please just give me time and understanding....if i ignore you it is not on purpose... I'm hurting, i'm crying, i don't understand, and yet i have to go on with my life as if this doesn't matter. So I will appologize now, for anything that may happen in the near future, due to my current state of mind. Jenn

I'm Not The Only One Who Thinks So
THIS CONTEST ENDS IN JUST A FEW HOURS HELP PLEASE This it totally in sane in the membrain. No lie guys.. Its a pre bombfest shocker. I am so beat here. We are bombing with so many people right now and we are neck to neck.. This team who we are up against is powerful. We are giving it all we got and there is no gaining ground.. Its now time to call upon one of my most trust worthy back up resources and you all know where I'm going with this.. Ya you my friends.. and take a look at this.. Its not a confed contest, its not a Posse contest, or any other family tied contest.. This is a contest where the person who's trying to win a prize here is just a sweet gal who enjoys spending time on fubar.. If you all recall right thats what the posse is about. Outside of bombing for our own our main purpose was to help those who if we didn't step in would not win perhaps. This person here trying to win could easily of been you. Some contests are hard and some are not so hard.. That just how it g

I'm Not Happy
a lot has happened in the past few weeks. LOTS. I don't want to throw any blame, names or anything else around. I'm not happy here. Nor am I really wanted, and I've not been really loved here for quite some time. The only reason I have put up with as much as I have, is my kids. We were very close to seperation/divorce in 2006, and we both decided to stay. Looking back, I can't help but to think if that was the wise thing to do. I am torn between ending another relationship where I have children, and moving on from here. I'm not happy....I feel unloved, unappreciated, disrespected, and ALONE. He has been blaming me for what went wrong. If that's what he has to do, to come to terms with it, then fine. I know in my heart, that he threw me out years ago. I didn't have to make a "guilt free" weekend to go fuck someone, make plans to leave, etc.... I told him from the (almost) beginning of my relationship with my master, but it did no good, because he didn't want to know, a

I'm Not Racist But Its True
You call me: "redneck" "Hillbilly" "Slaker" "Cracker" "Honkey" "Whitey" "Gringo" "Sage" and you think it's OK. But when I call you: jungle bunny spear chunker coon wet back jiggaboo porch monkey sand nigger rag head towelhead Camel Jockey Gook Spook NIGGER KIKE slant eyes or Chink you call me a racist. -You have the United Negro College Fund. -You have Martin Luther King Day. -You have Black History Month. -You have Cesar Chavez Day. -You have Yom Hashoah -You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi -You have the NAACP. -You have BET. -If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist. -If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist. -If we had white history month... we'd be racist. -If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist. -If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships...you know we'd be racist. -In the Million Man March, you believed that you

I'm Not Ignoring You!
Well, shit. I turned off my shoutbox several weeks ago now and a friend informed me that there is no notice to the sender that the messages are not being seen. The whole reason I turned it off is because I would often neglect to check it and so people thought they were being ignored when it just wasn't the case. I figured if I turned it off, that would solve the issue. I was wrong. So if you've tried to shout me and wondered why I never responded, now you know. I am not snubbing you! Well, most of you*. *wink* *I am kidding. No one is being snubbed. Not even you. ;c)

I'm Not A B*tch, You're Just Stupid.
This guy couldn't spell! He didn't know what busy meant! Here is just some of the stupid things he said. meoffjack2000: ok are you going to call me meoffjack2000: so your not ging to call me and you dont whant me calling you D1ddl3MySk1ttl3: i said idk cause i dont know when im free meoffjack2000: isnt it night and weekends meoffjack2000: and i pay no mater what time it is or if i call or get a call D1ddl3MySk1ttl3: im not talking about free on the phone i mean free busy meoffjack2000: whats busy? D1ddl3MySk1ttl3: what do you mean whats busy? meoffjack2000: i dont know what busy is what is it? D1ddl3MySk1ttl3:how do you not know what busy is meoffjack2000: i dont know i know bisy D1ddl3MySk1ttl3: bisy? meoffjack2000: oh ok i see now meoffjack2000: we are both rong OMG DOES ANYONE ELSE SEE THIS.. WE ARE BOTH WRONG ABOUT BUSY..... AND HE THINKGS I AM A B*TCH BECAUSE I SAID TO HIM STOP TALKIN TO ME.. AND AFTER LIKE 30 MINS OF STILL TRYING TO TALK TO ME.. I FRE

I'm Not A Pet, Puppet Or Piece Of Garbage
This is how I feel right now. I'm not a dog you can hook on a leash and let sit around for hours or days or weeks or even months until you decide i'm good enough for you or some puppet you can hang on by the strings and drag me around. Master of Puppets-Metallica(Hammett, Hetfield, Ulrich, Burton) 1985 Master of Puppets End of passion play, crumbling away I'm your source of self-destruction Veins that pump with fear, sucking darkest clear Leading on your death's construction Taste me, you will see More is all you need You're dedicated to How I'm killing you Come crawling faster Obey your master Your life burns faster Obey your master Master Master of puppets, I'm pulling your strings Twisting your mind and smashing your dreams Blinded by me, you can't see a thing Just call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream Master Master Just call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream Master Master Needlework the way, never you betray Life of death becoming clear

Im Not Gona Be In Here For A Few Days. ;; ;;; Hugs All
Im taking a break for a few days ; to get my mind in a stable way to think . God Gless All and hugs hugs and more hugs ; Hope you,ll all be in here when I do get back on Fubar. Prayers for those who need them said . I do love my Friends, all of you .. Take care now...Hugs diana

I'm Not Dead
Just so everyone knows, I'm alright and not dead. I haven't been feeling well lately for reasons I can't figure out. I am sneezing and somewhat coughing. My head gets dizzy spells now and then. Hugs are always welcomed. I've been playing Halo 1 and Guild Wars to pass time as well as playing Final Fantasy VI on my PS2 to get my mind off of feeling this way. I'll do my best to come on as much as possible, and if you want to check out my new poems, go to my main poetry site at: http://stormdragonz.deviantart.com *hugs to everyone*

Im Not Glass
don't TREAT me like glass. I'm not a little girl. Take me to your car. Pull me into the backseat. Let me see the desire in your eyes Put your hands on me Rest your hand on the the back of my head Pull me into you Let me taste your lips Kiss me gently in first Then deeper Move to my neck Feel me pull you in closer I can't get enough Slip your hand slowly up my thigh Feel my give in Tease me Break me Slip your fingers inside me Let me wrap my arms around your neck I want you closer Deeper.. Hear our hearts pound Feel my breath heavy on your neck Love me My breath hitches Kiss me one last time Look at me one last time with that gaze Let me touch your swollen lips I feel your hands brush my neck I'm not a little girl.

I’m No Superhero
I’m No Superhero By April Terry 19Oct2007 I try so hard, To be happy, Overall, I’m a rather happy person. I hate all the drama thou. It brings me down, When I’m consumed by it. When the people I love, Are sad, I become sad. When they are angry, I too become angry. My feelings are like that, Of the colors of a chameleon, They change with my environment. What makes it worse, Is when I realize there is nothing, That I can do, To fix the problems around me. Becoming consumed, Into a world of meaningless shit. Where everything effect everyone, Thou they would never admit it. I pride myself, On being a problem solver, Then I come upon one, To big for a mere mortal, Like myself to solve. I’m no superhero. I can not save the world. Thou I will, Give it my best fight, To save all those around me.

I'm Not Racist.....
This is a bulletin I kyped from someone on Myspace... once i read it, I saw how true it was! DISCLAIMER: This blog IS NOT INTENDED to offend anyone. If anyone feels offended, then don't read it! I have black friends, I have hispanic friends... so now that I covered my ass (LOL), here it is..... --------------------------------------------- This is *SO* true! you call me: "redneck" "Hillbilly" "Slaker" "Cracker" "Honkey" "Whitey" "Gringo" "Sage" "whop" & "white bread" and you think it's OK. But when I call you: jungle bunny spear chunker coon wet back jiggaboo porch monkey sand nigger rag head towelhead Camel Jockey Gook Spook NIGGER KIKE whoope slant eyes or Chink you call me a racist. -You have the United Negro College Fund. -You have Martin Luther King Day. -You have Black History Month. -You have The Miss Black America Pageant -You have Cesar Chavez Day. -You have Kwanza -You have Yom Hashoah -You have Ma'

I'm Not A Racist
You May Call Me a Racist But... You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey" and you think it's OK. But when I call you Kike, Towelhead, WOP, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Gook, nigger or Chink you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racists. If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racists. If we had white history month... we'd be racists. If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racists. If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships...you know we'd be racists. In the Million Man March, you believed that you were marching for your

Im Not Suppose To
I'm not supposed to love you i'm not supposed to care i'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there i'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do i'm sorry i can't help myself cause i'm in love with you!

Im Not Suppose To Love You Anymore By Bryan White
We agreed that it was over Now the lines have all been drawn The vows we made began to fade But now theyre gone Put your picture in the shoebox And my gold ring in the drawer Im not supposed to love you anymore Now sherri said shes jealous Of this freedom that Ive found If she were me she would be Out on the town And she says she cant imagine What on earth Im waiting for Im not supposed to love you anymore Oh I shouldnt care or wonder where And how you are But I cant hide this hurt inside my broken heart Im fighting back emotions that ive Never fought before cause Im not supposed to love you anymore Now Im writing you this letter And its killing me tonight That I agreed when you believed It wasnt right And I couldnt sleep up on the bed So Im down here on the floor Where Im not supposed to love you anymore Oh I shouldnt care or wonder where And how you are But I cant hide this hurt inside my Broken heart Im fighting back emotions that ive Never fo

Im Not Pretty
You call me pretty They call me cute Where's the trigger Please just shoot I can't believe what I hear Just go and leave me be Don't whisper in my ear There's no convincing me Go away right now I dont want to know There's no proving it anyhow I just want to be alone I don't believe what you say What is it you are trying to do Who are you anyway If you were me you'd agree too I am not pretty or cute Stop saying what isnt true Give me the gun I'll shoot Cause I'm tired of listening to you

Im Not Sure What To Think
and heres some drama right from bunnys personal life yuck.. and i dont know what to think about any of this like she seriously stalks me and is doing well at driving me insane... because she sends me the weirdest shit.. and i have no idea if its true. i know that parts of it are but i dunno.. anymore kevin spends his every waking moment making sure im okay.. RE: whats up Body: listen, i read some of your blogs because i love to read peoples, and well you seem really happy with kevin, and that's great but the only thing that made me feel bad was that when him and i hang out he always hits on me. last time he was over, ok maybe a few times before that he was like begging me to make out with him(i even told davor about it)because kevin knows i was with kathy. i dont know why he was acting that way but i think you should know because you are such a nice girl! also a few weekends ago he came over to chill and i told him that i wasn't really into guys at all anymore, and he

Im No Homewrecker
So I have to tell this.... I deleted my fubar acct two days ago...being stupid like I wouldnt miss no one on here but I did so much.Anyway I have been only on for two days and already the creeps are coming out again.omfg plz!!!!!I had this guy hit me up just givin me compliments in my shoutbox and I did thank him and say hi cuz I am not rude.But he then decided to ask me if I like older men.... Im like "Dude, wuts your point?" He proceeds to tell me that he is married and looking for a lover....and that he wanted my number so I could be that to him.Getting pissed off at the fact that he is married and he is doing this i say"Whats wrong with your wife?"He says I cant get into that just gimme your number and I will call u tomorrow.Ok seriously wtf....I would never do that shit cuz I wouldnt want my man to do that to me. Im no fuckin homewrecker asshole...These men are so fuckin sad and they wonder why marriages dont last...so I blocked him. Im sure there will be a stupid bitch that will

Im Not Perfect
I'm not Perfect!!!! i'm sorry i'm not perfect i can only be me i'm sorry i'm not perfect like the girl you want me to be i'd give anything to make you happy even if it makes me sad i'd never do anything to hurt you i don't try to make you mad sometimes you get angry and we start to fight little do you know i cry myself to sleep at night sometimes i don't know just what i did wrong i don't understand why we don't get along every time we fight i wish you could feel my heart break sometimes i wonder how much more my heart can take sometimes i get so angry i don't know what to say i feel just like a game that everyone wants to play the only thing i need in this world is someone who is true the only thing i want in this world is... to be loved by you

I'm Not Ashamed
Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks. They've outlawed guns, but FIRST the Bible. To quote the Good Book makes me liable. We can elect a pregnant Senior Queen, And the 'unwed daddy,' our Senior King. It's "inappropriate" to teach right from wrong, We're taught that such "judgments" do not belong. We can get our condoms and birth controls,

I'm Not Sure.
It seems like life came knocking at my door,,, It found me not at home,,, Will I be doomed to walk the night,, In search of its' memory,,Or can I go home and sit inside hoping it will find me,,, I've walked the streets and searched the alleys,,, All places far and near,,But every morning I go home,, with my eyes filled with tears,,, This thing called life has eluded me,, It seems to always be around the next bend,, But when will I and this elusive life,,, finally become friends,,, I hope some night when I sit and rest,,, a rest I so desperately need,, I'll slowly look up through tear filled eyes,,, To find life,,,standing there in front of me. < CLS -6-16-07 >

"i'm Not Racist, But..."
Every time I hear someone say the phrase "I'm not racist, but..." it's followed by something extremely racist and/or bigoted. Why do people say this? To cover their ass and make it look like they're not the budding neo-nazis that they really are? They say it as if they're so enlightened and open-minded that it's impossible for them to say anything offensive to anyone. It's almost as if they think it doesn't matter how racist they really are, they're off the hook if they prefix every prejudiced and ignorant remark with "I'm not racist." What's with racism anyway? I'm sick and tired of hearing people bitch about not having enough jobs, welfare, wax paper, dog food, whatever. It's nobody's fault but your own. If you don't have a job and you can't get laid and you smell like cheese, it's your own damn fault, not the fault of some race X that's coming into the US and stealing all of our jobs. I love it how bigots use the "stealing our jobs" card when they're mulling over ways in which t

I'm Not
I am not rich and iam not wealthy and am not well off. Im not the best looking guy around, im not built like a superstar with rippling muscles....but iam just me, i do have one thing that no other has...love in my heart that iwanna share..so if u see me smile smile back at me..and ahare something grand.

I'm Not Finding The Humor!
I'm so glad you are all (not all of you, but some of you) finding humor in what fu-daddy has done regarding his soap fetish. Personally it makes me ill. We are talking about exploiting young children for his sexual pleasure. Where the hell is the humor in that? Hey maybe I got up on the wrong side of the bed, but i'll tell you what you all wouldn't be laughing if it was your child, relative or someone's child that you knew in the video's...now would you? Just a thought....everyone has fetishes and there's nothing wrong with that as long as you leave the innocent children out of it! I have nothing more to say except, think of the poor children that have been exploited here. Oh and i'm not saying your seeking pleasure from the children, but however you are feeding into his sick mind posting all the soap photos on here! The original bulletin/blog with the facts. http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=180732713

I'm Not A Consumer. I'm Gonna Out Santa Claus
I'm Not a CONSUMER. I'm gonna OUT Santa Claus Don't Bring Your Kids Around Me BECAUSE I WILL TELL THEM I'm Not a CONSUMER. I'm gonna OUT Santa Claus It's another stupid lie for corporate profits... Thanks THE VANDALS for singing that song yo.

Im Not Infectious
i try to help ppl when they feel down, i send comment, giftss shoutbox messeges to anyone just to me nice and friendly to all. if u do not want me to do any of these things to be nice to u, please let me know. there aree a handful of ppl on here that i know that are thankful. to these ppl i say its a pleasure doing nice things for u and being ur friend. to the rest of u, please be nice back. remember, kindness and friendlyness goes a long way. thank you for reading this and hope u all have a great day. DEAD ANGEL

Im Not Into Dramas.. Yet Some Think Im All Drama ...hmm?? Whats Up With This?
Ive said it before , im here to help , to give Gods word, to share my life experiences, lessons lived ,lessons learned. I block such Drama and goings on in here of my page. So if you shout to or send me email trying to start such drama; I will stop it at the begining blocking you ,...Yes . Now if your needing help ,prayers , or just wanting to be a good friend or fan fine . I am here for friends good ones and sad ones , needy ones , just dont let it be drama. Im not gona argue about this guy or that girlfriend, or be involved in any kinda trouble or aggument , or take anyones side . Thank you have great day now. hugs diana And soneone seems to of forgotten this lately; No DRAMA .. your wrong im not a drama queen, im a headache queen , Ok..ty Merry Christmas....

I'm Not Ready To Get Married But.....
This makes it almost worth it!! Jacob, age 92, and Rebecca, age 89, are excited about their decision to get married. They go for a stroll to discuss the wedding, and on the way they pass a drugstore. Jacob suggests they go in. Jacob addresses the man behind the counter: 'Are you the owner?' The pharmacist answers, 'Yes.' Jacob: 'We're about to get marrie d. Do you sell heart medication?' Pharmacist: 'Of course we do' Jacob: 'How about medicine for circulation?' Pharmacist: 'All kinds.' Jacob: 'Medicine for rheumatism and scoliosis?' Pharmacist: 'Definitely.' Jacob: 'How about Viagra?' Pharmacist: 'Of course.' Jacob: 'Medicine for memory problems, arthritis, jaundice?' Pharmacist: 'Yes, a large variety. The works.' Jacob: 'What about vitamins, sleeping pills , Geritol, antidotes for Parkinson's disease?' Pharmacist: 'Absolutely.' Jacob: 'You sell wheelchairs and walkers?' Pharmacist: 'All speeds and sizes.' Jacob: 'Great, we'd like t

I'm Not Longer Going To Help... Please Read.....
why dont any one wanna to rate and comment on my pics or my stash? Well let tell you something right now.... starting as of 12/12/07 i will no longer help other people to bomb (other for my Fu-bomber family) cause i'm tired of asking other people to rate and comment on my pics and stash. if you want me to help you bomb then it going to cost you some Fu-Bucks for me to even help you... i say if you want me to help you bomb you in a contest..it will cost you 5,000 fubucks for an hour of bombing and for two hours it will be 10,000 Fu-bucks. so for this but im tired of be shit on and not rateing and comments on my pics and stash. it not very hard to go and rate and make comment on them. so this takes affective today 12/12/07 SORRY FOR IF THIS HAS ANY PROBLEMS ON YOU ON THIS ReNeGaDe

Im Not Stupid...
IF U REALLY ARE: 1. a HipHop Barbie Slut 2. an avid fan of anal sex 3. a redneck by day and Vampire on the internet 4. not the person in your default pic 5. hoping i'm as unconditional as Jack Sprat 6. so man crazy that you spend entire dinner dates on your cell phone 7. on drugz (Xanax included) 8. taking being called a MILF az a compliment 9. claiming that Black metal iz your favorite type of music 10. ranking HIM as your favorite band 11. thinking criss angel izn't a poser 12. tilting the camera 2 show your cleavage while hiding your double chin and belly 13. considering S&M a form of pleasure 14. here 2 meet guyz by claiming 2 be BI 15. Bi 16. running out of things 2 believe in since britney cut her hair 17. not a lady 18. under eighteen 19. a natural born A cup under your implants 20. depressed and lonely 21. only using the internet to pick up guys 22. only using the internet 2 find acceptance 23. being treated for phychological problemz 24. Thinking that

Im Not A Toy
im not a toy please dont play with me i cant take it again you wanna get to know me thats great but dont use what you learn to use me ive had it done before im falling and i dont know why i cant afford to hit the ground because im going too far too fast i might not be able to put the pieces back together i cant believe i wait for the fone to ring like a little school girl whos got a crush everytime it rings i hope its you to make me laugh, make me blush or just to tell me hi! i am starting to wonder why why fall for me? why you think im your world? why im the one you want? and all im looking for are the answers the truth is all i ever want!!!

I'm Not God Fearing I'm God Loving
I'm not God fearing...I'm God loving. NO I don't think God is gonna STRIKE me down if I do something that He/She doesn't like...NO I don't think I'm gonna be PUNISHED if I don't follow the laws of The Book. I believe in Free-will. I believe that God allows us to make our own moves and suffer the consequences or reap the benefits. Cats be comin at me with that 'God is gonna get you' mentality. Stop and think about some of the bullisht your doin to yourself and think about the consequences of your actions. We punish ourselves...This is what I call 'Life Lessons'...God allows things to happen to us to learn from it...whatever that thing may be. That's why I don't stress too much about stuff...it's whatever. If you don't THINK before you ACT then shit happens...be ready and keep smiling baby. *bendicion*

I'm Not Sorry!!
I'm not sorry.. if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm not sorry.. if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm not sorry.. if I'm not tan enough for you. I'm not sorry.. if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm not sorry.. If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm not sorry.. if im too short for you. I'm not sorry.. if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me I'm not sorry.. if my hair is not long enough. I'm not sorry.. if im not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen. But... I am sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.

I'm No Accident
I am not a cosmic accident, wandering randomly and aimlessly through life. God has a specific purpose for my life. He didn't intend for me ot go through life miserable, depressed, lonely, sick, and defeated. I may be so beaten down by the struggles in my life that I have grown assuctomed to being discouraged, but not any more! When I was younger I had a better self image of my self but now as I am older, I seen myself as a survivor. The image God wants me to see myself has been distorted; the mirrors which I have seen myself-reflected in the words, or opinions of mr parents, peers, or people who have hurt me-have become grossly crakled, delivering a contorted and distorted image of myself. When I accepted this wraped image, I open myself to depression, poverty, or worse. Becasue I wanted to beleive this self-image didn't expect anything good to come my way and that is not how God works. He want His children to be blessed and happy. I was accepting whatever came into my

I'm Not So Sure....
...that I need a FUBAR account... It's just going to get me in trouble in the end... But, There are some people that I would LOVE to keep up with... :-) So I have alternate accounts set up for those of you that want to keep up with me... I have a facebook account... A myspace account... A yahoo account... Whatever it takes to get you to me, I'm for that... Myspace ID: Garrett's Dads Evil Twin Facebook: Jeff Riley Yahoo ID: gawain972 I hope some of you come check on me... I would really hate to lose contact with you, but again, I'm just going to get in trouble here, and need to delete this account... :-) Thanks! :-D

I'm Not A Virgin Anymore!
I'M NOT A VIRGIN ANY MORE!!!! I GOT MY FIRST HAPPY HOUR LAST NIGHT AND MAN WAS IT A BLAST! THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO STOPPED BY AND SHOWED SOME LOVE! IF YOU STOPPED BY AND I DIDN'T GET THE OPPORTUNITY TO FAN AND RATE YOU, I APOLOGIZE. STOP BACK OVER AND LEAVE ME A MESSAGE AND I'LL BE SURE TO DO IT! THANKS TO STEPHANIE LYNN FOR PURCHASING THE HAPPY HOUR! WITH OUT HER, IT WOULD BE NOTHING! GO ON AND SHOW HER SOME CRAZY LOVE TOO! Stephanie Lynn@ fubar MUCH LOVE TO ALL & THANKS AGAIN! MUAHS! XXXXXXX Leggs*StilettoGirls*CoMngrFusistas/brothas*CorporalPunishmentOfSarge'sBadGirls*Sisterhood@ fubar

I'm Not Losing My War.
The Rocket Summer. mmmm, so amazing. yeah, looking at my last one it said i've seen hatebreed four times, and heal these wounds 3 times. yeahhh, i get to see hatebreed for the fifth time tomorrow at four pm. :] and i've seen heal these wounds 7 times as of november first, with gwar. ahahahaha, i

I'm Not A Teenager Any More...
Ok - so I did go on my walk again today, however, this time was a little different. This time I walked alone so I had my earphones in and up. Unfortunately they were not loud enough as I could still hear the guy yelling at me from his car as it passed by. Why must people yell from cars at innocent bystanders walking down the street? Since I was about 14 I've dreaded walking in public because I hate people yelling at me. I thought that by my age I'd have got past the period where people felt the need to express their feelings at me from a moving car. Especially things like "I'd fuck you any day". Oh thanks, nice, that is just what I wanted to hear. Really, you have noooo idea! Please come do me now. WTFE! I'm craving a sunkist o.O. I never want drinks like that and I don't want to waste three points on it. bleargh!

I'm Not A Fubar Whore
OK.... WE ALL LIKE TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS HERE, AM I CORRECT? WELL...... I'M NOT HERE TO MEET MEN WHO JUST WANT TO ADD ME TO YAHOO, SO THEY CAN CAM ME AND MAKE *SOME HONEY*..AND HERE I SHOW YOU THE PERFECT EXAMPLE..... HoTTurKGuYo hubby here tarik reis: if u were alone liked to make honey? tarik reis: cam to cam Dorris Stanley: wut part am married n not cam w/o hubby u not catch? tarik reis: Dorris Stanley: i'm not that type to cam everyone i meet tarik reis: ok Dorris Stanley: not wut i joined fubar for Dorris Stanley: i am very happy with my husband and his Penis is the only one i care to see Dorris Stanley: and i'm sure there other wh0res in fubar who would love he chance to cam and make honey with you Dorris Stanley: i'm sorry NOW.................... FOR ALL YOU MEN LOOKING TO MAKE SOME *HONEY*..... PASS THIS BEAR UP.. LIKE I TOLD THIS TURKEY, I AM VERY, AND I MEAN VERY CONTENT WITH MY HUSBAND AND HIS PENIS... I AM NOT HERE TO CYBER, CAM, *MAKE HONEY* OR TO F**

I'm Not The Only One
who wants to leave WalMart for good. Everyone who actually does a respectable job is getting ready to leave. Upper management just changed things for the overnight stockers all over, and I wouldn't be surprised if half of us end up leaving for better jobs. Expect to find crap on the shelves where it doesn't belong, put there by paid employees who are only trying to work up to par instead of putting it where it's supposed to be. Also look forward to us being a LOT more rude as we ignore the customer just to get our jobs done. I just want more money for something I'm good at, not abuse from people who don't appreciate what I bust my a$$ to accomplish.

Im Not Going To Help Bomb Others
why dont any one wanna to rate and comment on my pics or my stash? Well let tell you something right now.... starting as of 12/12/07 i will no longer help other people to bomb cause i'm tired of asking other people to rate and comment on my pics and stash. if you want me to help you bomb then it going to cost you some Fu-Bucks for me to even help you... i say if you want me to help you bomb you in a contest..it will cost you 5,000 fubucks for an hour of bombing and for two hours it will be 10,000 Fu-bucks. so for this but im tired of be shit on and not rateing and comments on my pics and stash. it not very hard to go and rate and make comment on them. so this takes affective today 12/12/07 SORRY FOR IF THIS HAS ANY PROBLEMS ON YOU ON THIS ReNeGaDe

I'm Not That Much Of A Virgo?
You have very few Virgo traits and you even enjoy the spotlight, occasionally. You rarely find fault in others and you are quite easy to get along with. You are not obsessed with health or hygiene the way most typical Virgos are and prefer a healthy balance in life. Fortunately, you also have a lot more self-confidence than most Virgos. To learn more about Virgo, click here!

I'm No Believer In Evolution, But This Is Too Funny!
Yes, it's again that magical time of the year when the 2007 Darwin Awards are bestowed, honoring the least-evolved among us. And this year's glorious Winner is: 1. When his 38-caliber revolver failed to fire at his intended victim during a hold-up in Long Beach, California, would-be robber James Elliot did something that can only inspire wonder. He peered down the barrel and tried the trigger again. This time it worked. And now, the Honorable Mentions: 2. The chef at a hotel in Switzerland lost a finger in a meat-cutting machine and submitted a claim to his insurance company. The company expecting negligence sent out one of its men to have a look for himself. He tried the machine and he also lost a finger. The chef's claim was approved. 3. A man who shoveled snow for an hour to clear a space for his car during a blizzard in Chicago returned with his vehicle to find a woman had taken the space. Understandably, he shot her. 4. After sto

Im Not Going Down
I am tierd of everyone trying to bring me down.. If your not happy with your life why would you want to bring me down??? Does anyone know why this is?? Why is it that un-happy people feel its nessisary to bring everyone else down?? If your not a happy person, please just stay clear of big mic... Im going to keep smiling and there is nothing u can do to bring me down!

Im Not Missing You
"I'm Not Missing You" Oh, Oh I'm not missing you Been through just about everything that I could go through When it comes to relationships Don't know what I was missing or why I ain't listen When I told myself that was it Now here I go, hurt again Cause of my curiosity Now that its over What else could it be he just had to cheat I made a promise never to settle Why didn't I keep it? 'Cause I hated the heartbreak Crying and cheating, the fooling around [Chorus:] (But) I'm not missing you I'm not going through the motions Waiting and hoping you call me I'm not missing you You might have had me open But I must be going because I got life to do I know I'm usually hanging on I used to hate to see you gone But this time its different I don't even feel the distance I'm not missing I'm not missing you Its a shame in a way cause I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me Did I leave him, is he right in front of my face oh Will my true love ever

I'm Not Going To Be On Next Week...
Because my brother has a week off from work, so that means my brother is going to be glued to the computer. On a lighter note... Check this out http://www.futoncreations.com/puzzle.html OK I want to get this. I'm going to whenever I have my job (figured out what my problem was 1. I used the word "dream" in my resume' lol. 2. I just choose full time... i should be able to settle at part time XP but nevertheless... please check out the link and pick the colors you like best. I'll let you know my walls are a light green, like a lime only not as bright, my ceiling is sky blue, my closet has a rainbow color hanging beeds. I'm thinking of the orange geom. But well after this day, I'll be back Feb 11th.

I'm Not Angry
I’m Not Angry I’m not angry I never could be Even at night When you lied to me Even at night When you cried to me When you were far away I couldn’t cease the day Because you were apart of me Without YOU, I wasn’t ME… But lately, even next to me You seem so far away from me I fear this is.. the only choice you leave… [You will never again be apart of me.] Now.. [Sweet love] I set you free.

I'm Not Immature.
Mature adult: You've gotten a taste of the real world, and it's not as scary as you thought. You are well-rounded, able to handle the most serious of situations while retaining a good sense of humor. Don't let your troubles get you down -- keep your positive outlook on life!

I'm Not Going To Be On Much Any More
There are several reasons, but first and foremost, I'm spending WAY too much time on these sites and it does NOTHING for me in real life. If anything, it's only an aggravating test of my patience half the time. I can't post mumms and I refuse to get them reinstated, I've been banned from a lounge just for being my usual sarcastic self and I refuse to even enter a lounge again (you invite me, I block you), and there are other issues I'm sure the admin is tired of hearing. Bright Eyed Artist put it so well in her blog http://fubar.com/blog/84553/704000 . Anyway, nothing personal, but I have other things to do.

Im Not Helping No One Read My Profile
AS OF TODAY IM NOT HELPING NO ONE THAT IS NOT ON MY FRIENDS OR FAMILY 'S LIST , IM NOT BEING SO GIVING , SO , " READ MY PROFILE ITS IN BLACK AND WHITE " SAME WITH LOUNGES IM NOT JOINING ANY MORE LOUNGES ITS COMMON RESPECT JOIN MINE THEN I'LL JOIN YOURS . OTHERWISE DON'T INVITE OR ASK ME . IM A NAVY MOM AND I'M STANDING BY MY LOUNGE , ITS ON MY PROFILE ALSO R_E_A_D !!!!!!!!!!!!! HAVE A SWEET THURSDAY CHERIE' AKA WITCHESBREW AND RL LADY TO KAGE " TY Nyne so True . " AlSO MY FUBUCKS WILL STAY RIGHT WHERE IT IS , NOT BEING SO GIVING ON THAT LIKE I WAS AND ALSO MY SON ".

I'm Not Defective
I don't understand why it is that people automatically assume if you've reached your 30's and you are single that you are defective as if there is some stigma attached to being a middle aged person who is not dating or married. I'm 30 and am single, don't get me wrong I'd love to find that one person that I want to be with for the rest of my life,but I am not going to settle for someone who will not give me all the respect that I feel I rightfully deserve. I'd personally rather be alone for all the right reasons than to be with someone for even one wrong reason... And if that makes me defective well....then I guess I am but I don't feel that is the case. I'm a good person, and I have a lot to offer someone in terms of a relationship, but I'm not going to beat my head against the wall and break down into tears if I don't find that person. As I see it... I may never find the person I want to spend the rest of my life with, but that doesn't mean that I can't have a little fun while

Im Not A Smothering Girlfriend Lol
You Are An Independent Girlfriend! Whoa, Ms. Independent! Your guy digs your modern style... But he's sometimes left to wonder if you really like him. Keep that unique spirit, but show him your love a bit more often. No worries - you're light years away from smothering him! What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?

Im Not On Here Often.
i dont really care for the games on here sorry, but i do like to talk to people.. so if youd like to get to know me and more about me go to stupid myspace.. yeah.. i know!! but im not in the mood to argue!! http://myspace.com/molliebizkit my life style is a bit different so it may contain adult content. but please stop by and make a comment or send me a message:) Thanks Tonya

I'm Not...[part 1]
I'm NOT someone you: 1) WANT to make an enemy of... 2) Make fun of, cuz I don't give a shit. 3) Can easily offend,OR humiliate. 4) Spit game too...Doesn't work people... 5) Have to worry about stalking you or some dumb shit like that... 6) Should waste your time TRYING to break me...I will NOT BE BROKEN. 7) Should try to change...Believe me, many have TRIED, and MORE HAVE FAILED. 8) Should EVER say SHHHHH to or tell to SHUT UP...I pissed off, then get louder. 9) Gossip to...Believe me, I don't care, so it's a waste of your time. 10) Waste your time leaving "hurt-ful" comments for...I think they're funny... Well..that's all I can think of for now...I'll add more later...

Im Not Telling You Who!!! Love You Papi
The first time you laid your eyes on me I felt your stare deep within my soul The first time you touched me I felt your love for me as a whole The first you hugged me I knew I'd felt it before The first time you kissed me I knew I wanted more I'm not sure how all this started I'm not sure how long I've been feeling it All I know is that this is what I've always wanted The fire inside you've unknowningly lit I gave my heart and it was broken before I don't ever want to feel that pain But, you I want and simply adore I'm willing to risk it all with everything to gain In you arms, I know I belong Within your touch, I feel so secure The love you're willing to five seems so pure The bond that we share is SO strong I'll give you my heart, just promise me this To never let go and leave with just a single kiss This may seem like it's going too fast But in my heart, it feels so right I know that you and I will forever last I want to ve with you, day and n

I'm Not Dead, But I Will Be In A Movie!
Thats right, I will be dead in a movie, I'm going to be a zombie! As if thats NOT cool enough, the script is one my self and a friend wrote, so I'm absolutely thrilled about it. Sadly it's been keeping me busy trying to prepare for it. Which isn't helping because I have a hectic class schedule this semester as well. However if you would like to support me and my friends in making this film, drop by myspace.com/deadneedtea add us, love ua, stalk us, etc etc etc I would love you for always. However seeing as in my busy life I have barely been on since the new year, I posted a ton of new pics just for you guys. And just to keep up the excitement, an announcement, I will be doing a shoot during the Zombie movie, and I will be submitting it into SG, and you guys know that always means juicy tidbits for you guys, so I will be posting several as we go. Time to run, gotta crash so I can go to work tomorrow and then go home to spend Easter with the family. Love you al

I'm Not A Proud Grandma -- Not!
Check out the pictures, I have taken of my granddaughter and daughter yesterday in our hunt to find some Texas Bluebonnet photo opportunities --- Our Bluebonnet Adventure! Texas kisses and hugs to all!!

I'm Not An Attention Whore!
You Are An Attention Seeker You're only human, so you can't help but want a little attention every now and then. You love the spotlight, but only when it's well deserved. You'd hate to be known for the wrong thing. And you also don't mind sharing the spotlight. You can easily give someone else credit or a complement. You know there's enough attention to go around, and it makes you happy when your friends shine. You come across as: Friendly and interesting People may wrongly think you're: A little more modest than you actually are! Are You An Attention Whore?

I'm Not Here For Awhile
At present I have a few too many things happening on my mind. Things that my close family list know about. It's not pretty nor easy to live with these thoughts at present, so it is better for me to step back and get on with things in the real world here. Work, friends and family life I've been shutting out because I'm not too sure how to handle how things are going at present. If I shut down anymore than I have been doing I may as well be dead. And I know that pain all to well already and don't wish to breathe out without giving it one last chance of fighting against my own thoughts that I'm not worth it at all. Basically I don't wish to have a relationship if I can't give myself the life I need to live. Is that not understable?. How can I share myself when all I feel is unhappy and not worth the life that I wish to have?. I've lived and died so many times in this life already.....yet the suffering still continues at every turning that I do make. I'm lost and someh

I'm Not One To Be Left Out....
Your Autobiography Part 1: The Birth of You: Were you a planned baby?: Yep, mom's last chance to have a kid before a hysterectomy Were you the first?: Nope. Who was present at your birth?: Mom.. dad & sis were in the waiting room Were your parents married when you were born?: for a little while What is your birthdate?: May 23, 1973 Part 2: The Family How would you describe your family?: Dysfunctional to say the least Siblings or an only child?: well this will expound on the last question: 1 sister 11 years older, 1 half sister from the affair dad had with his secretary when mom was pregnant with me, 2 stepbrothers, 1 stepsister If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest?: youngest except the half sister What are your siblings names and ages?: Pam age 45, Serge age 43, Steve age 39(?), Kim age 41ish, Crystal age 30 Which parent do you get along with best?: mom, i don't talk to my dad Wat do you fight about?: depends which family member yo

Im Not Alone
im not alone in my world of darkness..im not alone in my world of fear.. im not alone in my world of anger...im not alone in my world of tears the demons come and keep me company.. the drugs the alcohol the sex.. they claw at my chest they invade my brain.. they take over me.. my world was once ruled by demons..they cant take me over just u wait and see.. im not alone in my world of darkness..im not alone in my world of fear.. im not alone in my world of anger...im not alone in my world of tears the angels have come and worked their magic ways.. my life is at peace.. no more pain.. no more anger...no more fear.. the angels of darkness have come and helped me find my way.. im not alone in my world of darkness..im not alone in my world of fear.. im not alone in my world of anger...im not alone in my world of tears im not alone in my world ..

I'm Not Your Myrter...
Yet another video blog... MuDvAyNe says what I'm feeling better than I can in this instance...I'll leave it up to you people to decide what that may be for now...I'm just fucking done with it...Mudvayne - "Dull Boy"All work and no play makes me a dull boy.. All work and no play makes me a dull boy.. All work and no play makes me a dull boy.. All work and no play makes me a dull boy!! Live in a secret Live in a lie Live in a dark hole beneath the black sky Live like a myrter and draw my last breath Feel like an old man with a knife in my chest Live like a Transian Live like a thief Hide in a closet, grinding my teeth Sit in a small room with the walls closing in Open the shutters but everythings still dim Payback For all the things I've done in my past Im not the reason Its not my fault Its not my problem Im not the cause Im not your scapegoat Im not your god Im not your myrter I'd leave you all Im not the reason - (Im not your scapegoat) Its not my

I'm Not Perfect...
Y'ever just been in a funk, spacey, out of it, not really caring much about anything in the day's existence? That's me today. I've been in a mood with my mind wondering and not really here nor there but I'll get over it. I'm a woman, I mean, I can always blame it on hormones, right? Fuck if I know and or even care today. Just give me moment, give me some peace, hell, give me break! I'm sure I'll be fine tomarrow....and no, I don't know why I feel this way today, really, I don't have an answer, so don't ask, just accept and tell me it's okay, trust me, I'll be fine. You'll be fine too, I promise. How do I know? Because it has nothing to do with you. Quit taking things so personally. You didn't do anything wrong. So don't blame me for not being sensitive to your needs, for not saying the right things...It infuriates you to no end, doesn't it? The fact that you have no control over how I feel or why. I know it does...but I'm not perfect! and...neither are you!

I'm Not Jesus - Apocalyptica Feat Corey Taylor
I am so in love with this song at the moment. _Check out the video on youtube :) _______________________________________________ Apocalyptica feat Corey Taylor Lyrics - I’m Not Jesus Lyrics Dirty little secret Dirty little lies Say your prayers and call me rare Save your soul tonight Drift among the faithfull Bury your desires Aberrations fill your head You need a place to hide And I am Do you remember me? And the kid I used to be? Do you remember me? Chorus When your world’s come crashing down I want to relive. Your god is looking down on me! I’m not Jesus, Jesus wasn’t fair! You confess it all away, But it’s only shit to me Your god is looking down on me! I’m not Jesus, I will not forgive! No I won’t! (2x) I’ve thought you were a good man, I’ve thought you talked to god. Your hippocratic messiah and child abusive turned satanic. Do you remember me? Do you remember me? And the kid I used to be? Do you remember? Do you remember?

I'm Nothing To The World!
ALL I TOUCH AND KNOW GOSE TO HELL I CANT LOVE,LIVE,FIGHT,SPEEK MY MIND OR HAVE FEELING'S SO IF YOU WISH NOT TO BE MY FRIEND I COULD CARE LESS, LOVE IS UGLY,HATEFUL,FOOLISH AND STUPID AND DEAD TO ME SO IF YOU DONT LIKE ME NOW MOVE THE F%^K ON AND GET OUT OF MY LIFE YOU CAN THANK bobby.arney FOR THIS HE IS MY HELL! MY REASON FOR BEING THE WAY I HAVE BECOME! I HAVE NO LOVE LEFT MY HEART IT'S BLACK,COLD AND HARD ALL THAT I WAS OR KNEW IS GONE I'M JUST A BLACK HOLE ON THIS WORLD!! DONT HAVE PITY FOR ME OR TRY TO SAVE ME THERE IS NO SAVING ME THE ONE WHO CAN WILL SOMEDAY AND IF NOT I'LL BE IN HELL SEE YOU THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm Not Staying On This Site.
I read something that is so down right crazy. a man blocks a woman cause he hurt her feelings in a blog comment the he wrote. talk about crazy. he didn't give the woman a chance to even defend herself in this. Now I don't know how the woman told him he hurt her feelings. But if she was a real woman she would have gave him a private message. So now you have a man calling a woman a phony and liar. To me the man that is saying these things is a bigger one! Peace

Im Not That Bad......am I?
BLONDE LOGIC Two blondes living in Oklahoma were sitting on a bench talking, and one blonde says to the other, 'Which do you think is farther away...Florida or the moon?' The other blonde turns and says 'Helloooooooooo, can you see Florida ?????' CAR TROUBLE A blonde pushes her BMW into a gas station. She tells the mechanic it died. After he works on it for a few minutes, it is idling smoothly. She says, 'What's the story?' He replies, 'Just crap in the carburettor' She asks, 'How often do I have to do that?' SPEEDING TICKET A police officer stops a blonde for speeding and asks her very nicely if he could see her license. She replied in a huff, 'I wish you guys would get your act together. Just yesterday you take away my license and then today you expect me to show it to you!' RIVER WALK There's this blonde out for a walk. She comes to a river and sees another blonde on the opposite bank. 'Yoo-hoo!' she shouts, 'How

Im Not The Girl U Think I Am
yeah sooo i get alot of guys hitting me up.. shaweet for me , yes i am looking however before u even think about trying for me u should know this..... I AM NOT THAT MUSHY GIRL SOMETIMES I JUST NEED TO BE ALONE I CAN TELL U HOW I FEEL BY SHOWING U HOW I FEEL I WONT TELL U I LIKE U 50 TIMES IN A DAY I RATHER CALL THAN TXT WHEN TALKING TO SOMEONE I REALLY LIKE I DONT MAKE THE FIRST MOVE IM A MAJOR SMARTASS I AM KIND HEARTED I HIDE HOW I FEEL SOMETIMES IM NON JUDGEMENTAL ON MOST THINGS I LIKE BEING THE CENTER OF ATTENTION IF U PISS ME OFF I WILL WRITE U OFF THERES NO COMMIN BACK I DONT LIE I DONT NEED LIERS IM HONEST TO A FAULT I HATE REPEATING MYSELF so yeah those are just some things and that and i wanted points

Im Not A Player I Just Crushen Him**
OK it may or not be a suprise that there a guy who shall remain namless. I have NO clue as why Im so Intriqued with him ok so he SO HOT! he has that boyish charm about him in his face. We hardly really talk but we do. he the last person i chat with online before i go to bed the first person i look up when i wake up. AND now in a month he going to be going where he cant be online. Theres nO dout NOONE will be sliden to his spot as MY GUY!! IM to old to be crushen but I mean wow he makes me feel like a school girl everytime we talk. I dont get jealouse cause he talks to other girls Hope he knows it Im not jealouse type and wont start becasue Of his FINE ASS>> i hope he knows hes more than a crush but a Fried too and to know him as been a great asset to my well being well anyway TO ALL those who have crushes and KNOWS they are and actully like it as BiG POPPA SAY I AINT a PLAYER I JUST CRUSH A ALOT!! LIVE ON ps my crush IS DEF A DIAMOND IN THE ROUGH!!! XOXOXOX

I'm Not Saying She's Easy,
I'm Not Saying She's Easy, But She's been on her knees more times than Billy Graham. She's been laid on more kitchen floors than linoleum. She's done more screwing than Black and Decker. She's responsible for more merry men than Robin Hood. She's turned more tricks than Harry Houdini. She's been boarded more times than Amtrak. She's been mounted more often than Trigger. She's entertained more troops than Bob Hope. She's been turned more ways than Rubik's Cube. She's spent more time under men than barstools. She's had more turnovers than the International House of Pancakes.

I'm Not Dead.
yes i am alive. i know i have been gone for a while but a lot has been going on. i'm back in virginia [finally] and my net still isnt back on at my house, so im using a friend's computer. i have come to learn that i am really bad at words and i say all the wrong things. i dont mean to it just happens, im trying to work on it but it doesnt seem to be working. i met someone on fu who lives close by and i adore him. whenever i see him i get butterflies. he isnt the type i usually like but something draws me to him. i keep making him mad by getting a little jealous and saying all the wrong things and honestly, i want to cry. i hope that things work themselves out. i dont want to lose him. other than that not much else has been going on, my bestie KK was excited that i was back and has been takin me out for some pancakes at the IHOP. oh yes exciting i know. my mind is going blank im too focused on other things right now. ill come back with more at some point in time. i missed my fu

I'm Not Perfect!!
broken meadows, shattered eyes bleeding hearts, sacrifice people run, people hide no one is here to ride day by day slow it comes my final song to you i hum darkness setting i'm not free i turn to you and look to flee look in my eyes can't you tell that everyday i live in hell the pain i hide is locked inside the glassiness of shattered eyes no longer a window to my soul so spacious and empty a deep dark hole you thought you had me you thought you knew but everyday i struggle to.

Im Not Going To Fuck You But Ill Cut You !
im really fucking sick of you people thinking im some plastic fuck doll.im not!and im also not in a good place on a metal or physical level to be able to give myself to anyone.also if someone is honest up front and tells you they are not going to fuck you then you should respect that and not keep trying like some mother fucking rapist.to me thats the level your placed on when i say no and you keep trying to kiss me and keep asking to do stuff when all i keep saying is no and pull away.ive been in bad situations before and so when ever i feel like its happening again i run away.and never talk to the person ever again. it scares the shit out of me and to be honest with you i think its really fucking sad how people think they can just take what they want. thats not how life works. you fucking disgust me.what exactly does a girl have to do to make you understand that ? maybe i should just buy a knife and pull it out every time someone tries to whip there dick out around me and then proce

I'm Nobody! Who Are You?
I'm nobody! Who are you? Are you nobody, too? Then there's a pair of us — don't tell! They'd banish us, you know. How dreary to be somebody! How public, like a frog To tell your name the livelong day To an admiring bog!

I'm Not Really One
You Are 45% Skeptic You aren't exactly a skeptic, but you're no blind believer. You doubt what you hear, especially when you hear it for the first time. When it comes to doing your own research, you sometimes fall short. Question your beliefs a little more. You might be surprised what you find out! Are You a Skeptic?

I'm Not Selfish
You all know i'm a comment whore. I love to give comments, and totally get a woody when i get some. But Freak has fallen behind in the contest she has worked so hard to win. She never asks for anything, so i have decided instead of running around leaving comments today, i'm going to help her instead. Wanna help out for a few minutes? She needs 2000 comments in 2 hours. It ends at 12. Because i'm doing that, here's today's comment Hope you had a great weekend, and a better Monday. Being Canadian, i finally won a medal. In the short prgram, for most dumb comments. Yaaa me. Cheers

I'm Not Sure What Just Happened...
I set my status and walked away...I couldn't help myself, I had to come back and check something...I come back to 5 unread messages from friends sending me fubucks! Thanks guys:) I haven't been around much today, and probably won't be tomorrow either. Today was the one year anniversary of my close friend's (like a dad to my daughter) murder. Tomorrow is the one year anniversary of another one of my close friend's death. They died within 20 hours of each other, both of them were 27 years old. On top, I'm running a fever and hurting badly (physically), and I have finals this week:( sigh....

I'm Not Dr. Phil
Why is it that when someone has a problem with their girlfriends or boyfriends they come to me for advice? Its like I have a solution that will help them. Well I don't because whatever I'm telling may not work. I mean I'm just tellin you what I would do in that situation (But like I will ever be in that situation cause I can't keep a relationship or have anyone interested to save my life) (figure of speech) Its up to the person to do what they want to do. If you are in a relationship where there is lying I will be blunt and I will tell you its not worth stayin in it because he/she is lying its not worth the effort and it always goes bad in the end. If the guy hits you or beats the crap out of you GET RID OF HIS ASS!! You don't need that. If your getting tired of how they are acting, let them know, and if you are fed up with it and want to end things even if you still love them do it, don't just say you are goin to do it, you have to take act

Im Not Lying
How come when you tell someone....lets say a guy...something they never believe you? I am just gonna say one more time and then thats it: When I say anyplace, anytime, anyhow, if you want it, its yours. I mean every word I say...the tests and teasing..... if thats what you want to give. Its what I want. So no more questions.

Im No Slave
Misterk20 came to my page and asked me do I want to be a slave girl. Then he shouts me in the shout box to tell me that I would be owned by a white person and I look like a usuable girl.... All the brown has to say is "Fuck You and Fuck your slave shit!" Its 2008 if he wants to go back to the slave days that his call....for now I am very very angry.... For the record I am not racist...my bf is white...thats whats up !!!! This is how the convo went... ->misterak20...: ur fuckn crazy superman00069: magmypic.com... misterak20...: you will be allowed to be the toy of a white owner. and i am sure you are a well usable girl that is willing to do her best to be trained well ->misterak20...: whats in it for me ? misterak20...: hello... is your submissive behaviour as good as your outer appearance? Fo the record not haters on my page !!!

Im Not Okay...
So I appear to live a normal life to most people. Normal here meaning standard, regular, ordinary, typical. In other words, things seem fine. I am happy, I smile a lot, I am friendly to most, and I rarely cause a scene. To anyone on the outside, anyone who doesn't know me, I am fine. Nothing is wrong. I am a typical 19 year old living the life of a typical 19 year old. Friends, family, college, work, partying and studying. Well a little clue for everyone...I'm not okay. My entire life is a facade of warmth and smiles and happy family relationships and friendships. Truth be told, I am screaming inside, and I am dying for someone to understand. But I have cut off anyone who attempts to get close enough. Everyone that I allow to get close to me seems to have a hidden agenda. Everyone I would love to open up to... I can't. And maybe I should be more trusting... or maybe I shouldn't. Being too trusting got me where I am today. Full of doubt and questions of anyone's sincerity when they s

I'm Now Fu-queen
I'm Finally The 1st Frozen Fu-Queen!!!! imikimi - Customize Your World The Following Fu's Have My Respect & Many Thanks! Show Them Some Fu-Lovin Too! dallasboyz33@ fubar gooseman1992@ fubar This Next Man Is Always There For Me! & I'm Proud To Be One Of His Girls! BigDaddySparks@ fubar This Woman I've Never Met Came To My Page To Help Me, And She Was The Second Person To First Rate All My Stuff! I Thank You! shena member of Confed BomberFamily N.A.P, FU Bad girl's RL Wife to Keith28539 owned by MYSTIC

I'm Not The Girl You Knew
You thought you knew me The girl that is always laughing That everything was alright A girl you thought you knew Nothing can tear her apart You were wrong I'm not that girl I'm not that strong My life is at the brink of collapsing I'm feeling lost Every step I take Its killing me And you don't know that You thought you knew me You were wrong Its over A part of me is dead I can't be what you want me to be I'm another mistake Can't you see Its time to let go

I'm Not Illiterate I Swear!
->SEhtown: the link was for you -I didn't need to look it up to know the definition that's the benefit of being intelligent. ->SEhtown: I've forgotten more than you'll ever know little boy. Why don't we just say, for the sake of your "humanity" that I think you're a stupid poseur and am entirely unimpressed by anything you say. Have a good evening and please feel free to not send any further random ignorance. SEhtown: wow we have a dictionary? do we have a thesauraus maybe u can use bigger words ->SEhtown: www.dictionary.com -portray, to appear as SEhtown: im pretty sure that DALLAS FORT WORTH is topped Number 1. as of now and the past couple of years.. go do ur research again... and i portray myself as human nothing else.. a person cant portray themself as illiterate... illiterate is a label not an actual thing.. i can portray myself as a girl but not as illiterate... sorry. ->SEhtown: Yes well I KNOW that Detroit and Flint topped the highest murder rate and worst place

I'm Not Drowning
I'm under the water Floating deep and free A hopeless sense of comfort This current begins in me I'm here below the surface Drifting through this sea I can see you through the ripples Reaching out to rescue me But I'm not drowning It's getting harder to breathe I'm not drowning Just learning to let it be

I'm Not Over It Yet.......
well, i didnt know what i'd say if u ever came to me asking me if i was doing well... I cant just come out with a smile and say that everything is fine, but i also cant say i'm going through hell... i cant tell you that, somedays are good and somedays are bad... some memories rush through me, some happy some sad.. sometimes i cry and try so hard to forget... it's getting better.. but i'm not over it yet. That i have to stop myself from saying your name and try to push you out of my mind. that i lay in bed sometimes at night and here ur voice from time to time. or that everyday i whisper i love you, or that ur always in my head... tho i am doing much better, I'm not over it yet.

Im Not Strong Enough
i know i should turn and walk away from you because it kills me to know you are happy with her im not strong enough a pack i was once part of, forever torn apart i know i should walk away im not strong enough so i will say my goodbyes and set you free and put that wall around me again im not strong enough

I'm Not In The Fubombers But You Should Read This!!!!
I have been hosting a contest for the FuBombers on my page for a while, the contestants are drmami and sith lord morte. I had left the fubomber for medical reasons and had hoped to come back. However, circumstances that were not in my control had stopped that from happening. Many of you know, I went into the hospital. I guess while I was in there, my husband, being the little go getter that he is, decided to make me a co-owner of another family, and he sent out a mass email from that familys lounge to all of its members. It was a participation letter I used for the FuBombers. He never changed the name and as there are a couple fubomber members in that lounge (even though its for another bombing family), one of them turned the letter into Peggy. My, that caused drama. Now, Peggy is not allowing anyone to bomb drmami or sith on my page, and drmami is almost to the 1/2 way point. I don't find this fair to drmami. I have no ill will toward anyone, I wish all of the FuBombers

I'm No Politico, But Here's My Stand.
ENOUGH ALREADY! I'm sick to death of all the political attacks disguised as advertizements. I'm oh so very tired of hearing about CHANGE. If I hear someone call themselves a MAVERICK one more time I just might vomit. I despise the MOCKERY we have made of our system of government and the rubbish we must endure every two to four years at this time of year. Let me be clear about something. I am a registered member of the GOP, however I am not a red-state automaton. I vote my conscience as I was raised to. I do not favor one age group, race or gender when it comes to our elected officials. I would be the first to vote for a 35 year old African American woman if I felt she would be the best possible leader for our nation. I do feel that the office of the President requires some proven leadership experience. This is not a place for on the job training. I am not satisfied that either ticket fully appreciates this. While I have no issue with Senator McCain's record in management and leader

Im Not That Girl
fellas..im getting sick and tired of blogging about this.......... i did this once b4 on my old acct. STOP SENDING ME UR COCK SHOTS I DONT WANNA SEE THEM THEY DONT IMPRESS ME UNLESS I CLAIMED IT AND UR FUKING ME WITH IT. STOP ASKING ME TO CAM FOR YOU..YEAH IT WONT HAPPEN IM NOT A CAM WHORE AND LAST STOP SENDING ME MESSAGES ABOUT YOU WANTING ME TO BE IN YOUR VIDEOS..IF U WERE LEGIT U WOULD KNOW THAT THEY WOULD OFFER YOU GIRLS TO BE IN IT.... JUST BECAUSE I MADE A NEW PROFILE DOESNT MEAN MY FEELINGS HAVE CHANGED. IM NOT THAT TYPE OF GIRL...I DONT DO HOOK UPS AND IM NOT EYE CANDY..IM REAL AND TIRED OF THE BS LINES YOU THROW TO MAKE ME LIKE IM SOME KIND OF FANTASY CHARACTER. I KEEP IT REAL AND I AM ALL ABOUT ONE MAN THAT I CAN CALL MINE. SO DONT GO THERE KEEP UR GAMES MOVING

I'm Not Your Barbie Doll
I am not your Barbie doll some one to dress up and throw away. I am not the silly little girl who still believes in fundamental goodness of people. Honestly I don’t think it exists any more. I’m almost sure that kindness is now considered a weakness instead of a virtue. Actually I’m positive at least from my view point that it is indeed a weakness. It has been my experience that all you get from being kind to others is rolled over and forgotten. I will never be what every one else expects from me but I am what I expect. I haven’t failed myself so I think I might still be a head of the game because I’m happy with me instead of trying to fit what others are expecting of me. I may never be a six or have abs of steel but you know what that’s ok. Like I said I’m not a Barbie doll and I don’t want to be. I am not here to be used and abused I’m here to find what life means for me not what others think it should mean for me. It’s taken me a while to get to this point but I think it’s a better

I'm Not A Quitter!
but I can't help but feel that way since I dropped school last week. I struggled to find the right solution to my problem thinking that anxiety had just got the better of me but the more and more I pondered my future career the more I realized it was not the avenue I wanted to take. Why waste my time and money on something that I didn't have a passion for, that I didn't love wholeheartedly? I wasn't bad. I was good! The thing was, I dreaded every Thursday morning when I'd have to wake up and put on my happy face to do it all over again...for what? To prove I wasn't a quitter? A failure? To prove to others that I'm actually good at something other than being a mom? Life is too short I've come to realize. I need to be happy inside not just the face I put on every morning for the world. Now I have a job interview on Tuesday...I havn't worked in three years! I can't even articulate how nervous I am... What if they ask me why I quit school? What if they don't? W

I'm Not A Whore
Yes i have Auto 11's. thanks Alison. :D And i'd love to level today, but poor Carrie has waited days to level. She's only 28k away. Please give her a hand. TQ ~ Thee Queen (Dude)@ fubar Oh ya, come back to me when your done tho. (evil grins)

I'm Now The Newest Member Of The Ldc Family
I have been accepted in to the LDC Family. So far everyone has been great. I can't believe how much support I have gotten already. Honestly, I've been here for a few years now and haven't ever had this much support and love shown to me. Kinda overwhelmed a bit. That's not to say that all of my friends and fans haven't been great. I've made some really great friends here. Hopefully this will be the begining of even more friendships. I look forward to getting to know all my new Family members and recomend that if you want a supportive group of friends that you consider coming over to the LDC. Talk to you soon.

I'm Not Even Sure
you and a turky have two things in comen. 1. you both have hunge breasts and in want to eat you. um, this one is so bad that i don't even have anything fun to say about it. i do know this...there's really no way i'd ever want to be compared to a turkey, even if it's meant to be "complimentary" in such a way as this.

I'm Not Ok Today
eyes broken bleeding sorrow hardened and indifferent in cold pains like dagger edge of a precipice so far down so far to fall upon rocks thrown at the martyr's dignity indignant lashed to the stake buring hostility to the wind and flames smoke no air choking suffocation asphyxiation anger drowning no more feeling senses go numb nothing...

Im No Cinderella
Im no cinderella waiting for my prince. I wont sit around waiting to see if one really exists. Im putting my self out there to see what i may find. Im just looking for someone a man who is truely kind. Are you the one im looking for the man i want for life. If you are honest and sweet then you already may be sweeping me off my feet. not just any guy will do i want someone full of compassion someone who is true. Im no cinderella waiting for my prince but you never know if you capture my heart i just might call you this. Michelle Elston

Im Not Indian
I'm Not Indian, I Am Cherokee Dark storm clouds come across my eyes, when you address me that way. I will be correcting that problem right now, you will heed the words I say. Once upon a time our tribal nation was strong, back before the white man came. White man told us many lies to gain our trust, then took everything but our name. White man almost killed off all the buffalo, trying to starve us off our land. After many moons we were forced to move, just like your kind had planned. Soon the white man had stolen all of our land, my people left behind a trail of tears. White man killed off my ancestors sacred ways, we're living on reservations in fear. White man, haven't you already taken enough? I want back some of my dignity. You will no longer address me as 'hey, indian', 'I'm not Indian, I am Cherokee.'

I'm Not Saying He's A Pedophile... (7/25/08)
...but is that a pacifier in his pocket, or is he just happy to see me? AmsterdamSam: Damn Sexy Sweety ->AmsterdamSam: Oh my crap, is that a mullet on your head? AmsterdamSam: Don't think so ->AmsterdamSam: Are you sure? It looks like a mullet in your default thumbnail. AmsterdamSam: Don't see one. what pic? ->AmsterdamSam: I'm sorry, "default" isn't a good clue? AmsterdamSam: Nope. not much of a clue. ->AmsterdamSam: Do you know what that word means? AmsterdamSam: Mullet? ->AmsterdamSam: Default. AmsterdamSam: yep, I'm lookin at it right now. AmsterdamSam: May be one or too in the old pics ->AmsterdamSam: So yes, a mullet, I was right. AmsterdamSam: Sure, That was also like 1985 ish ->AmsterdamSam: How crazy is that, I was a year old in 1985.

Im Not Stupid I Know
Blogs nomraly help me out they let me get all my thoughts in order. If that can even be a possiblity but ya never know! If you readin this I will warnin ya now it could jump around and not make any sence but when does anything from me lol There has been a lot goin on lately. Been doin a lot thinkin. How old friends outta the blue one day decided to pick the phone up and call you and with just one phone call can open years of memories some good some bad but they all add up and make you who you are today! Well I had a GF call me that I haven't talk to in some time we were catchin up on times and lettin each other in on a glimpse of each others lives. She brought something to my attention. Helped me out and didn't even know it. She told me she loved how I always handled everything and that I wasn't stupid i always saw everything that was goin on weather I said anythin about it I did see it. With her tellin me that made me realize for all the mixed emotions and everything that I have be

I'm Not Perfect...
I've never claimed to be perfect I make mistakes No one understands what it's like to be me Why can't anyone accept me as I am I just live my life the best way I know how Why can't that ever be good enough I love like there's no tomorrow Yet, that's still not good enough I am who I am I will never be who you want me to be Please, accept me as I am I'm not perfect...and will never be

I'm Not Sorry
it's so easy to apologize it's harder not to give a reason to. everyone says it i'm sorry i didn't mean to i never wanted to hurt you i didn't mean to upset you i care about you i love you i'm sorry that's nice. no really, i'm sick of saying "it's okay" because it's not okay anymore before you go and take this personally don't bother it's not personal it's everyone. look around, all the failed relationships all the failed friendships look at the people around you and how sorry they all are too. is it that hard to think before you act or before you don't. is it so much to ask of people to take others' feelings into consideration BEFORE there's a reason to apologize. i'm not sorry. and really, i don't think any of you are either. ~sinamynlee

I'm Not Surprised By...
a lot of things, but truth be told my faith in humanity is slowly being destroyed. Most people I run into on a daily basis are not the types I would ever associate myself with or ever give a flying "f" about. But there are a few that I do try to keep up with and be there when they need help. For 2009 I made the promise to myself to become more social, try to get out more, and try to enjoy life. It wasn't a resolution, just an attempt to get myself going...but back to my original point. There are people I like talking to, they know who they are...but there are a lot of others that only talk to me with their hands out looking for something (not on here necessarily) To all of you good riddance, next time you come at me with your hand out looking for a handout, I'm going to shake it and tell you good day and good luck. I'm feeling better now...finnish folk metal makes everything better!

I'm Not
...like what you probably think of me. I have so many opinions that I keep to myself. I don't know why I don't just say the things that I feel. Maybe I'm afraid that my friends will have a different opinion of me and then hate me. [shrug] A lot of people see me as this sweet girl. One that cares for her friends. Now don't get me wrong, I do care about my friends. I'd do anything for them. I love them. But sometimes I feel like I don't deserve them. They see and hear what I want them to see/hear. I can only think of a few that have heard me bitch about something that I wouldn't dare bitch about on here, in public. I don't know what the difference is. I'm not sure if this makes me a "fake" or not. But I'm going to stop doing whatever the hell it is I'm doing now. There are still a few things I will NOT talk about. Those things being religion, abortion, and politics. I don't talk about those things in real life, so why would I talk about them on here? You may find out things abou

Im Not A Millionaire
im not rich. im not sexy. im not smart. im poor. im plain. im not that bright. you won't find me with auto11s or cherrybombs active. i barely can afford VIP, but i can afford that little luxury. so if you are looking for a sugar daddy, its not me, im not even making $8/hr at work.

Im Not Yours
i hear your lies. i heard your empty promises. give me a break. i wont be your puppet anymore. i wont be your scapegoat. no more listening. no more believing. just save me the lies. i wont hear it anymore. no more reasons for me to take all of this. im staying away from you. its not my fault. its not my problem. just save me the violin music. because i wont be your puppet. i wont be your scapegoat. so tell someone else your lies. tell them your stories. its not my problem. its not my fault. so get away from me. im not the cause of this. i will stay away so you know. please do the same. everyday this is how i feel. never will be you and me. it will always be you. go find another puppet.

I'm Not Perfect
I lie awake and think of my life Why is it in such a mess, is it my fault? I thought you would understand me but you proved me wrong While reaching out for my pen knife, my mind has gone blank... I just can't understand a thing...I am just not perfect... Every time I think everything is going to be alright...something bad happens... I just want a perfect family...why is it so hard for you to understand... I have lost in love once again...cried so much that I just can't stop myself... I am not a perfect person..sorry....

I'm Not Girly
below 40 = not girly above 40 = girly above 55 = paris hilton [ ]My fingernails/toenails are almost always painted. [ ] During the summer pretty much the only shoes I wear are flip flops. [ ] My favorite toy as a child were barbies/bratz. [ ] My favorite color is pink or purple. [ ] I did Gymnastics. [] I love skirts. [] Hollister is one my favorite places to shop. [] Tight jeans are the only jeans I'll wear. [x ] I love chocolate. TOTAL SO FAR: 1 [] My hair is mostly always straightened [x] I usually go shopping once a week. [ ] I love to hang out with friends. [ ] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace. [ ] I've gone to a tanning salon. [] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim. [] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes. [ ] I watch Gossip Girl [x] I change my profile picture weekly. [ ] I wear a shower c

Im No Different Than Most!!!
See i'm no different than most, Substance abusing parents are the ones I chose, Makes no difference if the kids can read & write, So long as the parents got their fix at the end of the night, Yeah these the parents and life I chose, Hunger pains and ass whoopins with extension cords, I envision pops in the stands as I hit a game winner, Or moms waiting for us with one of those specially cooked dinners, Poof, that dreams up in smoke, Moms lungs cant handle that big a toke, Bed, tv, and xbox all sold for some crack, Hope this shit ends here before she ends up on smack, 33yrs, I got these same lie filled tears streakin my face, Where'd ya go, The've taken my moms and put you in her place, 3 different step dads trying to make me their own, Yeah these the parents and life I chose, As a young seed alone pushed out the

I'm Not Feeling Very Loved...
Seriously......no wonder I'm losing my rank. Not the daily rank..but the lifetime rank, lol. Tooltip Views: 136 so far today, 13 yesterday. (vip only) Photo Views: 19 so far today, 7 yesterday. (vip only)

Im Not Fooled By Her Batting Eyelashes Anymore...
Dont give Pk,Kp,"Papercutwhateveritisthisweek" fucheddar.Send them to me.I always give her my fumonies(like a good babydaddy) and she wont give me shit.So I say eff her and her effin spotlightness.I cant even afford my fu-rent and she wants to go off and get spotlight.Fuck this shit.How can you trust her with your fumonies?She doesnt even know her own name.What is it this week "Princess Immatakeurmoniesnpride"? Dammit..... This is my bog for the minute.I will post more cause I cant do anything else.Cause she took all of m fuscratch and pride.She is the devil. Ok,maybe not the devil,but if you spell her name backwards it is Ah Satan.... Decide for yourself.

I'm Not Above Begging...
I have 2 weeks before I would like to bid on the Spotlight...but I am not even close! Seriously, I need help! Anything at all that will help me would be very much appreciated! Thanks to those who have already been working on helping me out:)

I'm Not Going Anywhere, I'm Just Taking A Break........
Well from my status you can see that I’m taking a much deserved “Fu-vacation”. No I’m not going all “emo” and deleting my account, I just want to take a break for a while. This October I’ll have been here for 3 years, that’s 3 years of logging in EVERY DAY. It gets a bit old. I’ve made a lot of good friends here. This place was a lot different when I joined; I’m not saying that it’s not good now it’s just different. There is way too much begging, whoring, and drama; this is the fucking internet people. It’s sick that women basically sell their bodies for blasts, blings, and happy hours. Come on ladies, you can’t use those in real life. Get a fucking clue. And some of the guys, I mean who really fucking starts a conversation in real life by saying “nice tits”, or “damn I wanna fuck you”. Holy Shit guys!!! And WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH ALL THE CHEATING!!!! I'll say it agai

I'm Not Perving On You!
Okay, to get this out there, so it's understood....if I rate the hell out of your pics, admire you, gift you, give props to you, pimp you out, or anything like that....rest easy. You have not gained a stalker, I'm not skeezing on you, no need to vomit. I'm the type of person that goes out of his way to treat people nice because that is what makes me happy. I like to be attentive to my friends and family and I am. If you feel uncomfortable with my level of attention, flirting, the way I talk to you, tell me, I'll respect that not everyone can be comfortable with how I interact with them. I'll do my best to bring my attention to a comfortable level for you. It's that simple! If I think you are good looking or sexy or funny....I'll say so. I LOVE to flirt, I LOVE attention. You say to back off, I will. However, just because I flirt with you doesn't mean I'm interested in a relationship beyond friendship with you. It means you are a hot friend of mine and worth being treated like you are

I'm Not That Girl.......
My inner most intense emotions are sadness and rejection. I'm always on the side of rejection, It laughs in my face on a constant and there is wherethe sadness comes in. I always wanted to be happy and when i am i hold on to it for dear life. As though if i were to let it slip through my fingers i would just crumble. I'm not writing thins so i can get sympathy votes or little messages of nice things. Im writing this because i am deeply depressed. It's wrong to feel unwated. Its even more hurtful when those who claim to want to get to know the "real you" want to know some other people on the side. In the end i never win. I'm just not that girl for the guys. It's like back in grade school. When a game starts im always the last to be picked, the one the other team was forced to pick just to make the game even. Forever to be on the side lines and never really play the game. I just wan't to be that girl that people dont feel embaressed to be around. Not ashamed to hold my hand. Someone who

I'm Not From Here
while cruising the news sites while her boss was busy, my mother stumbled across an article on KSDK about a pair of songwriters, one from Indiana (a real Hoosier) and the other from Saskatchewan (that's Canada for those of you that don't know Canada). they moved here and have since written a song about the bizarre quirks St Louis is known for. here are the lyrics and their video. i may be from here, but i'm not *OF* here. dig ?-----------Symmetry - I'm Not From Here(video link here -- http://www.ksdk.com/video/default.aspx?aid=108549 )i just wanted some direction to a place i'd never beenas i listened intently for the street namesinstead he rattled landmarks and places long torn down"Go past the old Arena and the Famous Barr downtown,""turn left at the big Amoco" and right at the "Old Sears"I don't know what he's talkin' 'bout cuz, hey, I'm not from hereI'm not from here (I'm not from here!)I'm not from here (I'm not from here!)I can't your find your dusty buildingsI don't drink your k

"i'm Not The Idiot...am I?"
Guy 1: (on cell phone) There's 4 kinds of beef. No, five. Guy 1: (fiddles with packages in meat section) Yea, it's not marked. Premium, something, I can't read it. I'm tellling you it's... Guy 1: (after interruption) I'm not an idiot. What? (shuffles more meat packages) Guy 1: I'm telling you, it's not here. (looks more) Guy 1: Wait. Hold it. (pauses) Sh*t. This is pork, I'm in the pork section. Guy 1: (after interruption) OK, fine, I am an idiot. -- Overheard in: Supermarket, Madison NJ --

I'm Not Pretty!
Okay i was rating pix and i have noticed this shit alot lately and have ranted about it before but now i need to rant this in print. 1. girls and guys who have playboy bunny background! i am not pretty enough nor naked enough to have playboy bunnies scrolling in my background. i think it takes some balls for an ugly old woman to think she is that amazing to refer to herself as a bunny and have the bunny heads floating around her background. REALITY CHECK! HUGH HEFNER WONT SLEEP WITH YOU, YOU ARE HIS AGE! 2. MORPHS!! now the playboy bunnies arent as bad as this, you are ugly! you have a pic of yourself morphing between yourself and christina agulira wtf! are you kidding me or yourself? haha you dont look like her or anyone else you morph into! if you are going to morph into someone be realistic. dont even try to look that good you will hurt yourself and it will cost way too much money. so instead of wasting the time to make that pic to make someone think you resemble a celebrity GO T

I'm Not That Old.
So It's been a few weeks. 1232 junk emails. Here are the highlights and the lowlights. AARP: Enjoy all the benifits. I'm not that old! AgeQuiz: How old are you really I said I'm not that fucking old! CIO minute: 10 People not to hire. Are you one of them? Hey look buddy, after the age guy, you are all on pretty thin ice. Radical diet pill. Only for the brave! So now I'm fat and a chicken? Terrorism threat level has been elevated to [HI Tell them I said Hi back. Forensics Degree: Your future is dead. I'm going to stop reading these soon. This holiday season, spread more.... this was actually for holiday recipes but I would have to think they cut off the title here on purpose. MRS FARIDA WAZIRI: BE CAREFUL OF THE HUDLOOMS‏ Why? they aren't as bad as hoodlums. Beautiful Russian Women Are Waiting to Meet You fine... tell them I am poor.... and old. Like AARP old. Lonely Wives Adult Dating ok you know what... You bitches already have husbands and now you are going

Im Not Tagging Anyone :|
If you've been tagged or you are reading this, you have the honor of copying all these goofy questions, writing your own response, and tagging 25 other victims. You have to tag me so really you just need 24 more people. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you - but not in a creepy stalker kind of way. Not tagging anyone. 1. What time did you get up this morning?--10:12 Stupid phone woke me up. 2. How do you like your steak?--Medium rare. 3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?--Harry Potter and the half blood prince. 4. What is your favorite TV show?-- Kitchen Nightmares 5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?-- Tuscany 6. What did you have for breakfast?--Sunny d 7. What is your favorite cuisine?-- Italian 8. What foods do you dislike?-- liver makes me hurl 9. Favorite Place to Eat?-- at home. Im the best cook I know. 10. Favorite dressing?-- Raspberry vinaigrette 11.What kind of

I'm Not Going To Be Around Much On Monday
I'm probably not going to be around much on Monday. Certainly not until late in the day, if at all. I'm having a minor out-patient procedure done, middle of the day. I'll be going home when it's done, but I don't know how drugged out I'll be. I thought y'all might like to know, and I certainly would appreciate whatever prayers/well wishes/good thoughts anyone wanted to send my way!

I'm Not Perfect, And That's Okay
I'm not perfect and that's okay Because the Goddess didn't make me that way People will judge me but that's all right It won't disturb my sleep at night Some people may not like my voice They don't have to listen, they have a choice Some people may not like my clothes But I like my style and that's the way it goes Some people may not like what I have to say It's my opinion, but I'm sorry they feel that way Some might have a problem with the way I am But the truth is I don't give a damn Some people may think that insults will hurt me Their words are based on ignorance, they don't know me My personality may rub some the wrong way But that's all right, I won't see them another day Words may sting, judgment may be cruel But they can't change my point of view For my beliefs people may try to knock me down But I'm a survivor and I'll stick around People may taunt, tease, jest and mock me But they'll get theirs eventually I may not be as attractive as a movie star But it's perseverance that

Im Not Hatin'
i got in trouble when i first got on here . I was looking at a girls pictures and i really liked them , so i rated them an 8 .... i got mail and messages callign me a hater and all kind of nonsense. i was thinkign to mysel f" wtf ? an 8 is pretty good ! 10 is perfect and 5 is jsut ok " i had no idea that here you pretty much ratge people 10's or nothign . it doesnt make sense to me . i honestly dont think there is much of anythign at all that rates a 10 . to me 10 is the absolute best , the most perfect , the penultimate . i can guarantee there is NOTHING that i post write or put up that should ever rate a 10 . maybe im crazy bbut i think if everyone gets rated 10s on everythign then the whole rating system means absolutely nothing . and thats why i could care less about it , but i realize otehrs dont feel the same way so i give them their 10's on things i like . but i absolutely will not sit there and rate a bunch of random crap 10's . i see people that have huge blocks of random

I'm Not Just A Marshal Investigating The Criminally Insane, I'm Also A Patient
Yesterday, sixteen years ago … 2 Kings 6:1-7 May 7 [1994] 8 days [to college graduation] FINALS BEGIN! 9405.07 Let us go to the Jordan, where each of us can get a pole, and let us build a place there for us to live. 2 Just as the prophets told Elisha that they needed more space to meet and live, so we need to be spaced out in order to meet and live to our utmost for Your highest, Lord. Although we should be able to regard our Christian community as being able to provide for each other’s needs, we should not exploit them. The axhead was borrowed because it was needed; we need to regard everyone and everything here the same way, and not waste our time.

I'm Not A Cheater .
ok im not saying all of u guys are bad .. but this one guy friend of mine wants me to cheat on my bf so this guy friend of mine could get a kiss from me . I told him im Taken and not gonna cheat on the best thing thats ever happend to me . im not that kind of person who cheats on my other half especially for being with them 1 year and 5 months and this was his responce via blackberry messenger " I never catch a break, finally find something of worth and cant even try and persue" well umm told u from the start when we met i have a boyfriend i love him to death and im not gonna cheat so stop trying to get me to cheat it will never happen so stop trying and wasting ur time LMFAO god . some guys dont even get it do they . They wanna be with you but u have a bf . No im not gonna leave my bf for you !!! ughhh go away stop bugging me and now u wonder why i dont chill with you cause i was afraid this was gonna happen but im not surprised cause all my guy friends wanna do the exact same thing .

Im Not Old Im Not New I Am Me The Gambler A Simple Man
This is not aimed at my friends or fubar in genereal its a wrning to those of furevalution and all those that attack me in generalOK heres the the deal folks i changed my name because of a stalker and a group called a fu revalution well i changed my name to stop B.S not because i am a cowerd as i have been called but to protect my friends they dont deserve this crap i lost several friends because of it, well heres the deal now I am the gambler its a name i have had for a long time the name simple man was a name i chose cause it was how i was or am but no more it seems the simple man was not that simple im done for those of who knew me as the gambler you knew i did not white wash any thing ive always backed up and proved my words i did not take no shit from anyone well even though my name is a simple man im back and im not take ing no shit and if you are a member of fu revalation or assusated with them no need to hit my page you will catch hell im back be it as the gambler or

I'm Not Sure
well i've never bloged before but i hear it's good so i'll try...i have so much stuff going on in my life that when i get the think to sit and think it's kind of sad..i mean i have good friends to help me and stuff but i guess that it's just hard

I'm Not One To Take Pleasure In Others Misfortunes, But....
HA HA LINDSAY LOHAN! I'm so sick and tired of celebrities thinking they are above the law. Lindsay Lohan was just sentenced to 90 days in jail for violating her probation in her DUI case, followed by a 90-day inpatient rehab program Judge Marsha Revel sentenced LiLo after an incredulous prosecutor, Danette Meyers, told the judge that Lohan has been thumbing her nose at the court.The evidence was loud and clear today -- Lindsay violated probation by failing to attend her alcohol ed classes based on the schedule set by the judge. There were lots of excuses, but ultimately they didn't fly.The judge said there was a pattern of violations since Lindsay was placed on probation in 2007 following her plea bargain in her DUI case.Lindsay broke down as she addressed the court, telling the judge, "I did the best I could."Lindsay dissolved into tears when the judge imposed the sentence.Lohan must surrender on July 20 in Judge Revel's court.UPDATE: Sheriff's spokesperson Steve Whitmore just e

I'm Not Even Supposed To Be Here Today!
I should be at home, posting another great thought provoking blog, I am at the office waiting a call back from a vendor. See I left work at my regular time, went home, hit the gym, and when I got back, there were scores of calls from my boss seeing if I could come in. That's another thing that riles me here, it seems a company motto "If someone doesn't answer the first time, then they are twice as likely if you hang up immediately and call them back, or three times as likely if you do it a third time!" Anyhow, I said I could come in in like 30 mins, he said give me 5-10 mins to let you know. I hopped in the shower, because after gym me is no one you want to be around. I swear it was a quick shower, two more calls anyway, and I headed on in. What should have been a simple thing is now a bit more complicated, and I have to wait for a vendor to show up. My entire food intake today has been two snack size candy bars and 4 coke zeroes. Well at least I got to play big bad moneyba

I'm No Angel - The Allman Brothers
No I'm no angel No I'm no stranger to the streets I’ve got my label So I won't crumble at your feet And I know baby So I've got scars upon my cheek And I'm half crazy Come on and love me baby So you find me hard to handle ... well ...I'm easier to hold So you like my spurs that jingle And I never leave you cold So I might steal your diamonds ... I'll ... bring you back some gold I'm no angel No I'm no angel No I'm no stranger to the dark Let me rock your cradle Let me start a fire with your spark Oh come on baby Come and let me show you my tattoo Let me drive you crazy Come on and love me baby So you don't give a darn about me I never treat you bad I won't ever lift a hand to hurt you and I'll always leave you glad So I might steal your diamonds ... I'll... bring you back some gold I'm no angel No I'm no angel No I'm no stranger to the dark Let me rock your cradle Let me start a fire in your heart Oh come on baby Come and let me show you my tattoo Let me drive you crazy Come

I'm Not Sleeping
I'M NOT SLEEPINGI awoke with a start,Realized it was still dark,So I moved ever so slowly As not to disturb the womanWho holds my heart.I look at her sleeping like a babyso calm but so sexy so I think ‘hmmm…maybe’I want to wake you, to see your eyes smile, to hear you say morning sweet heart, with those shining eyes.I want to kiss you, to love you and hold you, But Yet I remain propped on one elbow lightly holding you.You are so amazing to me honey, the way you do all the things you do.The way you keep the house running smooth, and at work, well, they think you walk on water.Of course you do...it’s expectedAnd your child, our child, is Just like you.But you work so hard every day and the years pass.But looking at you sleep, you look a young lass. As I lay watching you sleep.Lines hidden in the shadow, just smooth skin, do I see.I often feel so in adequate next to youWith all the amazing and wonderful things you do.I often feel like I do nothing but I know I do

Im Not Anybodys Gurl!!
Leaving everything at homeI headed out in the pouring rainKept thinkin' bout the two of usand how we ended up this wayIt took you by surprise baby whenI told you yesterdayCause you never thought thatI could be that strongAnd I don't have a second moreI'm gonna waste on youAnd you can hate me if you need toI'm not anybody's girlAnd I will not conformAnd I won't play that good girlfriend you pushedaround beforeI'm not anybody's girlThat's how it's gonna beCan't tell me what to do or say or who to beAnd the only one I'll ever answer to is meWasted too much time on analyzing everything I doOnly to figure out that I was wasting time on youI don't really blame you baby I'm a little guilty tooCause I never told you, you were wrongAnd if you think that you gotta controlme just to be a manThen baby you will never understandI'm not anybody's girlAnd I will not belongAnd there's nothing you can do for meI can't do on my ownI'm not anybody's girlThat's just the way it isAnd I will do exactly what

Im Not Perfect Im Just Me!!
I am a person with human dignity.What I do does not change me. Sometimes I make mistakes and sometimes I do things very well, but I'm the same person no matter what I do. I will continue to make mistakes throughout my life because I am not perfect. I am a fallible human being. However, because I'm a person, I have the ability to learn,I can work on mistakes and learn to do what is necessary to change them. I can strive do "do" better , I "cannot" be better. I already am a human being. Past is the past, I cannot change that. I regret some things I've done, I don't like some things that have happened but I can't change the past by staying upset and worried. I can't guarantee the future by worried either. I can change my feelings right now. I'm probably going to handle situations better if I'm calmer and more clear-headed. I am remembering that I am in control of my feelings. I control myself. I can't always control the situation. Many things happen I don't like. I will accept this by rem

I'm Not A Sir!
I've accepted the fact that I'm not all that and a bag of chips when it comes to looks. That's not to say that I'm fugly by any means, but I know I'm not super model material and I never will be. I have short hair and I like it. I had it long for the vast majority of my life and it just got to be too much. Sure I can afford to miss a meal or two, but realistically, who can't? Basically, I'm average. That's just how my DNA stacked up. Not much I can really do about it, but I'm seriously getting sick and tired of people calling me SIR because I have fucking short hair. Tonight is yet another prime example. At the grocery store with mom. No bagger so I start putting my stuff in the bags because I don't want to be there all night. This bleach blonde thing with black roots showing and enough makeup on to make Tammy Faye gasp, goes to stock the paper bags saying, "Excuse me sir." "Yeah, not a sir, but thanks." She bursts out laughing, "Oh, I'm so sorry." Rolling my eyes over to her, I res

I'm Not A Homewrecker!
Hello, and thanks for reading!! I need more of opinions from females, married and not married. So I have a situation... Here goes... I am almost 8 months pregnant with a baby from a man who is married. Now, before you go judging, read on!! He and I dated several times before we decided to become intimate. He was VERY good at hiding his marriage. I trusted him and didn't even think to look for signs that he was lying about being single. After we had slept together a few times (I was on birth control, but it failed), I really began having feelings for him, and wanted it to be a little more serious. I brought the subject up to him, that I wanted to pursue a relationship with him, and he freaked out and didn't want to see me anymore. Few weeks later, I found out I'm pregnant. After a few phone conversations with him, I find out he is MARRIED!!! He denies the child is his, because he swears he's had a vasectomy but cannot tell me the date, the facility, or even the CITY i

I’m Not Strong Enough
I’m not strong enough to stay away, Can't run from you, I just run back to you. Like a moth, I’m drawn into your flame, Say my name, but it's not the same. You look in my eyes, I’m stripped of my pride. And my soul surrenders and you bring my heart to its knees . [chorus] And it's killin’ me when you're away, I wanna leave and I wanna stay. I’m so confused,So hard to choose. Between the pleasure and the pain. And I know it's wrong, and I know it's right. Even if i try to win the fight, my heart would overule my mind. And I’m not strong enough to stay away [chorus] I'm not strong enough to stay away What can I do I would die without you in your presence my heart knows no shame im not to blame cause you bring my heart to its knees [chorus] And it's killin’ me when you're away, I wanna leave and I wanna stay. I’m so confused,So hard to choose. Between the pleasure and the pain And I know it's wrong, and I know it's right. Even if i try to win the fight, my h

I'm Not A Doctor
but I took a look anyway. At myself. Yeah. When I was in Vegas (yeah, that blog never happened, but I assure you that you are not missing anything), I had a bad cough. Congestion was congregating right on my voicebox and making me sound like I was sucking twenty too many helium balloons, but thankfully, a medical assistant at the account that I was starting up scored me some sample of Avelox (basic antibiotic thinger) and, in addition to dosing up on Emergen-C, I kicked whatever was ailing me... ...only to come back home to be surrounded by even sicker people. I've been a good girl, drinking water and taking my vitamins, but my job let yet another cough catch up to me. Lots of OT this week and presumably not enough rest, and this afternoon I began to get that weird lung pain, like when you want to cough, but can't. I tried Mucinex earlier in the day, but without any real phlegmage built up, it did zero good. A couple hours later, I felt like I was inhaling inside out pin cushions. No

[i'm Not Dead]
I just feel like I am. Also- welcome back to the tempermental, barely functional Vista laptop at my parents' house. Makes me miss the days when I had to blog on PS3 and could only type in so much per entry. Hah. Anyway, I'm dehydrated, I'm severely sleep deprived (even for me), and I only feel like I'm dead. Which may or may not be an improvement on actually being dead. If the netflix starts working again- I've got shitty movies for a couple hours, lunch, and a Royals game... *shrugs* I dunno. Send pictures of your fanny, I'm bored and fighting devils out here... or just bored.

I'm Not Sad Any More
I have put all of your pictures away, I feel as my sadness has left today; I am taking a hard look at my life, I know my love in my heart is with rife. You told me, though I asked, about your date, You had sushi and got back home real late; You don’t mean to, but my heart starts to break, You didn’t, I did it, but it still aches. The words I have always told you are true, The vows and promises I will see through; The day will come and we will meet again, Not soon, but later, I’ll bring the champagne. I hope somewhere in the back of your mind, You’ll recall a love like no other kind. The day we meet again can be arranged, Life will continue like nothing had changed. Then maybe we will share our love once more, Our lives will be complete and dreams will soar; True happiness will return to our selves, And the pictures will go back on the shelves.

I'm Not Fake!
So there have been some rumors floating around lately that I'm fake.. *cough cough*JohnnyDevil... I decided to write this blog and hopefully put those rumors to rest.. These pics are 100% real and not edited.. On this first pic.. my face is a bit blurry.. i need a new cam..I also hear Jessica Alba put her damn face on my body.. what a fake! For those of you boys that don't like the chest hair.. I'm open to the idea of shaving it.. yes yes I know..half of me has a sunburn. Scrapper edited his face on this one and claimed the shirt as his own.. "I forgive you scrapper the shirt is awesome" umm.. I plead the 5th on the last one.. so.. I hope this proved to all of you... but most of all to JohnnyDevil that I'm not a fake.. quit trying to catch me already!!!

Im Not Saying
Hey girl, I'm not saying that I wouldn't, but i'm not saying I would, I just gotta make sure girl, that its gonna be all good. See the thing is I'm still a friend, and your long distance that blows like the wind. So lets sit back and think about it cause bad luck may be down with it, and I can't shovel it. So lets take this one step at a time, because my life is mine. So if you wanna come through, just do what you do. Keep telling me what you want and I will make it come true. Cus I'm not saying I wouldn't but I'm not saying I would. I just gotta make sure girl, that its gonna be all good. See the thing is a couple days don't lie, your too pretty and I'm too fly. So keep your phone line open everytime I call, you keep it real I'll keep it raw, cus I'm too strong to stand back and fall. So lets see what tomarrow may bring, as I sit here and wait for your ring. So if you wanna do this right, you can call me tonight. Cus baby, I'm not saying that I wouldn't but I'm not saying that I w

"" I`m Not The Kind To Sit By The Phone So To Speak For The Dam Thing To Ring (when He Gets Ready To Call )""""" Or In Thi
copy`d from a message reply i sent to a guy on another site, your not talking to just time me Today at 9:57pm You what`s that mean """ ? no i`m just keeping my self busy with videos """ i`m not the kind to sit by the phone so to speak for the dam thing to ring (when he gets ready to call )""""" or in this case chat """" don`t mean that i`m with anyone """"" just i`m not gonna sit still sobbing till a guy calls me or chats me """""" i try to do other things to keep my dam self entertained """"" till a guy can start help entertain me in person take me places, and other things, then i have to entertain my self """""""

I'm Not A Brat
Okay as most people may know I get complimented everyday I dont usually react to it unless a) I can tell you actually mean it or b) it's from someone I know and love or like. Other than that it's the same thing as anyone else has ever said. Greeting me as "hey sexy" is not going to get my attention. It's like watchign the same movie over and over for the rest of your life, that's how I feel getting all the same compliments. It gets old. I'm not trying to be a brat and don't label me as one because you don't know me. I'm just me and I feel that okay I get compliments but you shouldn't expect me to react to them. I know who and what I am no need for you to state the obvious.

Im Not A Toy Dammit!
Hi I'm a female, I don't like boys perving me. So I'm going to post sexy pictures of myself. Don't objectify me, I'm not about that. Did I mention I have a naughty folder? Kids these days, wanna be whores without getting treated like whores. Either you are a whore or you are not, but don't expect to behave like one and not get treated accordingly. that is all......

I'm Not Like Those Other Girls.
[Dearslutgirlwhosalwaysnaked:]They choose you because you're easy to come by and a quick high. They choose you in larger masses because you're safer and relenting and can be taken in larger doses. They choose you because you're easy on the mind and none too thick in solution. They choose you because you're closer to home and not much different than all the rest of them. They choose you because you're cheap.For all those reason, they [don't] choose me. They [don't] choose me because I'm easy to find but hard to obtain. They [don't] choose me because I'm more than a minor addiction and have a tenyearshelflife of an aftertaste.They [don't] choose me because I'm incurable once inflicted. They [don't] choose me because I'm impossible to turn your back on, They [don't] choose me because everything else is a fivecent high afterwards. filler. echo. copy. lifted. dilluted. A Waste. So let them come and let them choose you, because they can't handle me.

Im Nothing
Crushed like ice Like twenty tons have been thrown on my soul You spoke those words that emitted through your vocal cords like venom A snake you were Looking through my eyes into my core So delicately You devised your plan, to kill everything inside me Skillfully you weaved your web, planted your trap And with your love decoy blindfolded my logic All which was open was my trust Your weapon You deceived, I believed Your arms were so warm, Now the only warmth I feel Is that of my blood Spilling from my soul As my life swings carelessly Like a pendulum Back and forth Higher and higher But going nowhere The 5 senses have gone numb I scream louder and louder But no one hears me They speak they call out to help I cannot hear Look at me look at the nothingness you have brought onto me The well hath run dry As she lay Crippled from loves fangs Until nothing remains But her backbone He hath eternally forsaken her Her life has become Life's lesson to women Better to have Loved Then never at all.

I'm Not Him And You're Not Her
I'm Not Him and You're Not Her by Kenneth Matlock on Sunday, October 7, 2012 at 4:16pm Saturday, sunday... It feels the same. Hang my head and count the shame. It's not mine but his and your's A bunch of trash and tiny chores Take it out and leave it clear Don't track mud while you're here Leave your doubt at home, out and away Save that pain for another day One where you stand alone Sit atop the miserable throne One where they all look up to you Watching everything thing you do As if they had no clue how to live Just tappering at your feet for crumbs to give They want a taste I want it all For my taste I've had to crawl Through his guts and out again What's inside was not of men It was of boys squabbling still Making promises and sealing a deal He thinks your his that he could own If only from the start he'd have known You're all mine even though you're all yours I wait patiently for you to walk out his doors Walk into mine and begin again and don

I'm Not Going To Even Think
Nope, not gonna even think. Ya can't make me either. I don't want to wonder where it all went, so I won't think of how bad it could be going. Maybe that was why it didn't work with anyone else. Then again, maybe it wasn't suppose to. All I do feel in my heart is I don't want any bad thoughts on my mind. I believe everything has its time to happen and even time doesn't take distance into consideration. Two hearts meant for one another doesn't matter if they are next door or countries apart. They have lost count of smiles, whispered love and the times my heart was warmed so much, I crossed my arms and imagined us together. When someone brings a smile to your face and tears of joy, it is magic. For me at least. Never have I had too big of an ego, infact I am the opposite kind of person. I kind of thought no one cared, so I had given up on anyone actually caring. Go ahead and judge me, if you must. I won't argue. I am not a meanie. I am a jeannie, you need to rub me the right way. If y

"i'm Not Done With Her Yet"
"Besides, it's time for our nightly show, and i don't want to watch it with him in the room." I got up again and turned on the laptop. I was soon connected and looking into my bed room at home. It was empty at the moment, so i turned back to emily who was still tied up and blindfolded. "And, i'm not done with you yet," i said, looking over her gorgeous body. Her breasts moved up and down with each breath. They were still covered in cum i had spent on her just a few moments ago. The cum was shining against her skin, dripping down between her breasts. Her stomach was a little firm, and my eyes continued down lower to her read haired, shaved bush. It was matted down from the pounding she had just recived from the other guys dick. I could see his cum oozing out of her well fucked pussy and spilling onto her legs. She looked delicious and i once again whispered a slient "thank you" for being the guy to hook up with her for this week.

"i'm Not Done With Her Yet"
I leaned down and kissed her on the mouth. She quickly responded, opening her lips and inviting my tongue to explore her. We kissed for a long time, our passions beginning to rage. My hands reached fro her sticky breasts, my fingers rubbing throught my cum, spreading it over the breasts once again. We were sticky and dirty but didn't care. I moved my mouth down and began to suck her nipples. I could taste my cum as i licked her breasts, and her breathing intensified at the realization of what i was doing. I continued to clean myself off her body. I moved lower, kissing her belly, moving lower on her.

"i'm Not Done With Her Yet"
Emily knew where i was heading and finally spoke, "Do it Lee! EAT his cum out of my well fucked pussy. Be dirty! LICK him out of me. Just like you did Vanessa again, and you're going to do it good! EAT me, my dark LOVER! And then fill me again!" I did as she requested, moving my face into her cum soaked pussy. his cum tasted more bitter than my own had, but i lapped it up like a dog anyway. It was dirty and so unlike what i would normally do, but this was a night of dirty behavior and i was testing myself to see how far i would go. Her juices were flowing easily and i lapped up the mixture. It tasted awesome, and i could feel my stilff dick straning as i pushed my face as far into her pussy as i could.

"i'm Not Done With Her Yet"
She pulled at her cords, wishing she could reach my head and push me deeper. But i had secured them too tight. Her hands were fastened above her head, and she was unable to move them. My tongue darted in and out of her, catching on her clit and flicking it as i pulled my tongue out of her. My lips closed around her swollen clit and i began to suck on it, my teeth nipping it slightly. She was groaning loudly now, and i knew she would climax soon. I brought my hand over to her pussy and spread her even wider apart. As my tongue lapped up her juices, i began to rub her clit hard with my fingers. I played with her as her voice became louder and louder. Soon she was screaming with pleasure as her climax approached. I could sense it coming, could feel how close she was to explodind. Just as i thought she would go over the edge, i backed off, pilling my hand and mouth away from her pussy. She took in a deep breath as she felt herself come as close as she could to climaxing. I waited until

"i'm Not Done With Her Yet"
She groaned loudly and cried,"OH LEE! PLEASE, make me cum! I can't stand it!" My tongue entered her again and my hand went back to work. My fingers massaged and squeezed her clit as my tongue sucked in her juices. She was verry moist. The bed under her was soaked. i had never seen a pussy as moist as she was at that point. It was incrediable. Her body began to stiffen again, and i knew she was again close to climax. I pulled away . Emily began to pull at her cords, trying to free her hands, wanting to finish the job. Her body wiggled from side to side as she tried to lift her pussy up to my face. She could feel my hot breath on her moist pussy, and she wanted me to lick her just one more time. I knew that all my tongue had to do was touch her pussy, and she would gush. Naughty night all you dare look into..."My Thoughts and Desires"

"i'm Not Done With Her Yet"
I slowly moved my body, positioning myself. my mouth remained close her her pussy, my breath filling it with expectation. I was on my knees, between her legs, which were still tied to the edge of the bed. Finally i was ready. I began to lick her again, my fingers reaching for her clit. She groaned and then climaxed. It was a sound that originated deep inside of her. It was a sound of pure pleasure. Of pure ecstasy. It seemed to come from the deepest parts of within her. Her body tensed once again, and with one motion, i slid inside her flooded pussy. As soon as i entered her, she started her climax. Her pussy lips squeezed around my hard dick and the sound exploded from her lips. It was pure LUST:)

"i'm Not Done With Her Yet"
I pumped harder as she came. Her climax rolled over her like waves. with each pump of my dick, another wave would hit her. I fucked her hard, feeling my own orgasm approaching. Soon my dick began to swell and i felt my cum explode out of my dick and flood her pussy. The waves continued as i stopped pumping. Each wave was a little less than the last until she finally lay still under me. The bed was soaked with a mixture of our sweat and cum. I slowly reached up and took off her blindfold and released her hands. She wrapped them around me and kissed my drenched lips. She wanted to speak but couldn't. I didn't need to hear her say anything. I knew she had just experienced the greatest orgasm of her life. We kissed again, and then fell asleep in each other's arms. Our bodies still covered in our liquids:)

I'm Not Your Fool - Esily
Your promises are empty, don't baffle me with lies. You know I'll see right through you, you have got that look in your eyes. And your selishness will get th best of you and yo don't even realise that ts wrong. Don't even try to play me for a fool this time, cause I won't let you walk all over me, you're in for a surprise if you think I let you get to me. Cause I know your games all the well dear, andI have grown up to see things much more clear. Make someone else your marter, I am no an easy sway, I don't bend that way. Don't promise me the world when you know you can't deliver, your eyes are getting old and they've got much bigger. And hopefulltywith time these wounds will heal, and you can make up for all your mistakes. Until that happens, I won't let my guard down.

I'm Not Sad
I am not sad and in toto not half damn bad. I may hava a TBI, but I can still cherish communication eye to eye. My 'accident' was a blessing in every known description, so just take a minute to come on by and just quit your bitchin. I never will claim I am a sexy gal, I am smarter than that and I wanna be your pal. Just a TwinklingStar and very few know, to reach me it isn't that far you need to go. Type from your heart, in meaning what you say, you can make both of us celebrate today. It seems I will never be wealthy or rich, you can know I will never be a heatless bitch. I care, if you can't excuse that, this won't work. Just jump into the Hadder's hat. Let it take you to where you wanna go, hopefully it won't, then you wil learn something though. Even if I am not just what you want, I am real and never meaning to ever haunt. I wish to some how reassure you, we are strong, the day will come when we can carry on. I am not over joyous, but I am gl

Im Not Perfect
I am not perfect. I live on the planet Earth where humans live. Humans aren’t perfect. Never have been. Never will be. So I don’t always wear the right clothes. And I don’t always use the right shoes. My memory sometimes fails me. I don’t look like a fashion model. I don’t cook like a French chef. I don’t always do what people expect of me. I am human. I am imperfect. But there is no one else like me in this whole wide world. I am unique. I am a miracle.

Im N This Contest If Ur My Friend Ull Help Me...im The One On The Tree...
OK WELL I CAN...BUT HAVE YOU SEEN THIS CONTEST? COME CHECK IT OUT AND VOTE! VOTING IS NOW OPEN! PLEASE COME GIVE THESE LOVELY LADIES YOUR VOTES!! WINNER WILL BE DETERMINED BY THE NUMBER OF COMMENTS ON HER PICTURE. VOTING WILL TAKE PLACE UNTIL MONDAY EVENING AT 8:30 PM EST. SO VOTE YOUR LITTLE HEARTS OUT! AND NOW - THE LADIES!

25 Điểm đến Thu Hút Du Khách đến Mỹ (phần 3)
Các kỳ trước chúng tôi đã đem đến cho quý vị 10 điểm đến kì thú khi bạn quyết định đặt vé máy bay đi Mỹ. Mời các bạn tiếp tục theo dõi những kỳ tiếp theo nhằm cung cấp thêm cho các bạn sự lựa chọn đa dạng và có sự sắp xếp các điểm đến trước khi mua vé máy bay đi Mỹ. Sau đây là 5 điểm đến mà bạn sẽ thấy được những sự ưu đãi của thiên nhiên dành cho đất nước xinh đẹp này. 11. Hồ Mead, Arizona- Nevada Cách 30 dặm về phía Đông- Nam của Las Vegas. Đây là hồ chứa nhân tạo lớn nhất của Mỹ và là thánh địa giả

I'm Number 6
If U were born on the 1st, 10th, 19th, 28th of any month U r number 1... If U were born on the 2nd, 11th, 20th, 29th of any month then U r number 2... If U were born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, 30th of any month then U r number 3... If U were born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, 31st of any month then U r number 4... If U were born on the 5th, 14th, 23rd of any month then U r number 5... If U were born on the 6th,15th,24th of any month then U r number 6... If U were born on the 7th,16th,25th of any month then U r number 7... If U were born on the 8th,17th,26th of any month then U r number 8... If U were born on the 9th,18th,27th of any month then U r number 9... Number 1 You are smart, straight talking, funny, stubborn, hardworking, honest, jealous on competing basis, kind hearted, angry, friendly, authoritive, famous person...always want to be and regarded as first on people position,they are often like to be independent, will never be under others, self confident peop

I´m Numb
Today I was numb. I couldn´t cry at all. I could think about it, but I couldn´t feel. I went through her jewelry today. And I am wearing her slippers. It sounds weird to say that. I was just supposed to go on vacation. My family reunion. In the Florida Keys, no less. I was going to have so much fun. But every bit of fun I had was marred by one thing: worry and fear. I chose not to be there while it was happening. I can´t watch someone die. I just can´t. But I was there afterwards. And we made all the funeral arrangements and took care of her things, and held a memorial service. It was overwhelming. And now I am numb today. Maybe tomorrow will be different. Goodbye grandma.......

Im Nuts
youll see me fly over the city of fury where no one knows who i am and im part of everyone nothing will change like a sign on the road i can see the fear in their eyes there ar no fabs in the city of fury youll see me fall like a caught up birfd youll see me fall over deserted places ill undress on the blue streets ill find shelter before anyone sees me youll let me sleep at sunrise between your legs youll know how to hide me well and then disappear in the fog youll see me fly over the city of fury where no one knows who i am and im part of everyone with the sunlight my wings melt i only find in darkness what unites me with the city of fury

I'm Obsessed
So I guess... I'm bored so I'm going to babble for a while. Sorry if I lose you or if I bore you. If either occurse you should probably take it up with the managment. Likewise if I insult you, I'd be happy to do it some more if you send me hate mail. Anyways. I like girls. I mean I'm bisexual so I like men too. Actually I like men -more- but I like girls too. and I currently am obsessed with the idea of having one. Except I donno where I find girls that are hot and not crazy. With which I can pretend to build a relationship with. Fuck the shit out of. Pretend to ruine the pretend relationship and be done with. Maybe it's a good thing I donno how to meet women hm? I guess so. But lately... I think about sex with women. All the time. I guess it's cus I'm a lonely lonely girl.

Im Obsessed....lol
Ok i think I will admit I am obsessed with my best friend...well first off his date went well....but the butthead was on a date with HER...and thinking bout taking me the the fair in Jacksonville....ok im kinda touched but who in their right mind goes on a date with 1 chick and thinks of another(he said he didnt know why he was thinking of me)...ok yes we talk and talk and talk.....ok we talk anywhere from 1 to 2 hours a night(during the week)and he told me he kissed her but only cause i told him to kiss her and see if there were fireworks...he told me(dont laugh he said)that her kiss tasted like puke(GROSS !!!!!)at least i care enough to chew gum so my kisses are sweet and minty all the time...LOL...he said they dont have much to talk bout when they meet...ok i knew him a little over a yr now and we never NEVER run out of things to talk bout(we talked over 3500 minutes last month) or do....i go over there and hang for up to 13 hours and we have fun,his date was over in maybe 4 hours c

Im October Baby
JAN.- I'M FEELING HORNY FEB.- I L0VE T0 FUCK MAR.- IM SEXY AS FUCK! APR.- I GIVE THE BEST SEX MAY- I'M S0 FUCKIN FINE AND CUTE! JUN.- DAMN I'M SEXY JUL.-I'M SO FUCKIN CUTE AUG.- I'M S0 DAMN FINE!! SEPT.- I'M A SEX FREAK :) OCT.- SHUT UP & KISS ME =P NOV.-I'M A GANGSTA!!! DEC.- I JUST WANT SEX

Im October 27th, Whats Yours????
.Im October 27th, Whats Yours????Scorpio is the eighth Sign of the Zodiac. After Libra's intellectual exploration of other people, Scorpio's interest is in discovering other people's emotions and how they respond to the world around them. Scorpio is the Sign of Sex and Death, the beginning and ending of things, and they explore these ideas from an emotional standpoint. People born under this Sign are investigative and probing, often strongly intuitive and penetrating. As the eighth Sign, Scorpio also rules the eighth House: the House of Sex. The Astrological Symbol of Scorpio is the Scorpion. Like the mythical Scorpion, people born under this Sign tend to be strong-willed and wary of being controlled by others. At times they can be self-destructive, like the Scorpion who kills itself rather than letting someone else kill it. They are very determined, and once they've made up their minds they are unlikely to change them. They tend to be stubborn, refusing to give up when o

The I M Odyssey
The change occurs In an instant But the ripple Continually flows You met them Just recently But they showed you Parts that You didn’t know How do they Do that From typing What the hell Do my words Show It happens In an instant Then you begin To grow

I'm Odd
Ok, i know i'm odd... anyhow i get wrapped up in death a lot. friends family members sick, dieing, plus the whole stringently rigid Catholic upbringing... it does it to you... well i've decided i wouldn't mind a full church funeral so long as this is played... and acted out... I hope someone will volunteer for the role of mrs. murphy. I chose this version because it includes the lyrics... and i expect harmonies... http://www.youtube.com/v/nbNypLbWD4k&hl=en&fs=1&">

Im Off For A Week
hey, everyone ah i finished work on friday so its offical the summer is over lol, i was back in college this morning, and im taking a week of already to go to bulgaria never been before so it should be a good laugh. Hope you have great week Gary

I'm Officially Tired Of The Following People...
This is a list of people who I'm just sick of seeing or hearing about. 1. Adam Sandler: Why do funny guys like you decide that you want to do more serious stuff? You only funny when you're on t.v. saying nonsense like "Shaba-daba-doobie!" I don't want to see you try to convince Drew Barrymore to fall in love with you or any of that nonsense. You made your name by being funny, and that's what we want to see you do. 2. Jack Black: You stopped being funny three years ago. Time to leave Hollywood gracefully before you embarass yourself. 3. Jennifer Aniston and Vince Vaughn: No one cares if you're dating or not. You two are the most self-absorbed no talents in Hollywood. Also, does anyone else notice that rumors of their breakup surfaced as soon as their DVD was released? 4. Madonna: The 80's are over, Material Girl. Get over it. 5. Al Gore: I just plain fucking hate you, asshole. The Gods have decided that you will never be president. Go grow your beard and shut up.

Im Off To Bed
Im feeling tired now so im gonna head for bed. I'd like to thank all my friends and family for all theyre comments this week and i'd like to thank all my new friends for entering the world of Scottishwillie, its been a pleasure meeting you all. I look forward to seeing you all in the week ahead. Night Night everyone! See you all tomorrow.

I'm Off Hard Liquor
I've been having a hard way to go lately and until I figure everything out, its only a glass of red wine for me..I'm not going to say a glass a day, lol...but red wine isnt bad for you as long as you dont abuse it..so I guess maybe whenever i feel like having a glass..I will..but the hard liquor goes bye bye for now

I'm Off For A Day Of Errands And Bill Paying..
...while I am away, feel free to play on my page! :) Any love shown to me will be returned, I promise! Just post a comment here when you do! See you all when I am back at the end of the day! Hope you have a good Thursday, remember tomorrow is Friday and the end of another week! Thanks! Seana

I'm ****** Off
WHY THE FUCK DO PEPOLE HAVE TO BE SO STUPID? SOME THINGS ARE GETTING OUT OF HAND LIKE PEOPLE REPORTING PICS NSFW WHEN THEY'RE NOT!!! THIS REALLY PISSES ME OFF!!! OH AND I HAD TO PUT THIS NSFW CUZ IT HAS CUSSING IT THIS MOTHER FUCKING BLOG YOU FUCKERS!!!!! FUCK ALL YALL THAT REPORT PICS NSFW WHEN THEY ARE NOT FUCKERS GO FUCK YOUR SELF

Im Off Like A Prom Dress!
Well im off to skool for a few, then to get my son in the Valley then to my brothers in North Idaho.. We get to spend the 3day wkend with my brother n his family.. so that means I get to hang with my budddy Skylar.. w00t! And he's walking now! Yay!! Just wanted to wish everyone a wonderful wkend, have fun and be safe! Wifey, U better leave me voice comments..hehe I'll miss you sweetheart! Kiss kiss! Love ya'll ~Contessa

I'm Off
Hi all, Tomorrow morning, I'm off on a well needed vacation tomorrow. Heading to Baltimore for a few days then down to Ocean Isle Beach NC for the rest of the week. I'll try and send some picts. Don't forget about me, show me sumluv while i'm gone, ok. Luv Ya Finz ps - "17,245 Points to go!"

I'm Off The Market!!!!
I'm ENGAGED!! It happened yesterday. No big hoopla, just something cute and sweet. We had went over to a friends beach house for Laborday to grill out and stuff and after we all ate, Meagan and I went down to the beach to enjoy the sunset since I haven't goten to enjoy one in months. Thanks to all of our friends for helping me make this one of a kind. I hired a plane to spell out " Meagan will you marrie me". It turned out better than I ever had planned. She cried for over a hour. I've never seen that girl so happy. One of Meagan's brothers that is in the Marines and will probably be deployed to the Middle East later this year. We really want to make sure he and all of her brothers will be there so the wedding (barring any major problems) will be at the end of June. Yeah me.

I'm Officially A Dj Now!
Hey ya'll, you've been here for me since I joined and now I would like a chance to show you what you are missing by not listening to me spin some tunes @ The Darkness Falls lounge. Please stop by and try us out. I DJ there Wed, Sat, and Sunday. I rock the joint from 4pm til 8pm. That's RIGHT! They let me control the tunes for 4 solid hours! Please stop by and show some love.

Im Offline For Awhile...
DBLA have moved and has not internet yet. I have been online using his 11's for him each day. So if you have tried to shout him and not got any answer thats why. He called me tonight and wanted to tell everyone that he will be back online hopefully before the end of next week. PLEASE REPOST SO THAT ALL HIS FRIENDS WILL SEE. Again please show him sum mad love... Thanks MsMaine Breaking BenjaminBreath (Live)Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com (repost of original by 'DBLA {NBSD}...SWEETWATER'S STUD BARTENDER/ENFORCER' on '2008-01-04 19:23:59')

I'm Off....
Sorry if i didn't get to you all and let you know, but I'm heading to the hospital to have some x-rays done at least hopefully so they can figure out why I can't seem to walk on my foot. anyway, I just wanted to letyou guys know, since I wasn't able to reach you all yesterday. I'll talk to ya later. To those of you I talked to, thank you some much for the support. I appreciate it greatly.

Im Off To Bed ...
Nothing fancy .... My fingers hurt ... eyes are blurry .... I've got permagrin plastered to my face. Hell, I'm Tapped out. THANK YOU Everyone. I have had a HELL of a KICK ASS day. It's gonna take me weeks, if not months to return all the love. Rest assured, I will. From the inital rush of actually WINNING the Spotlight (I'm NOT going into details there .. UGH!) to the CRAZINESS of my page going BERSERK, Culminating in an EXCELLENT dinner with my kids for my Birthday. Looks like I've gained 176 new friends (Not too shabby for not having bewbs !!) .. I will rate and fan in the coming days, I have 316 pending messages .... GIVE ME TIME !!! LOL, and numerous photo comments. Im off to bed .... Thank you all, again. Goodnight.

Imogen Heap - The Moment I Said It
The moment I said it, The moment I opened my mouth Lead in your eye lids, Bulldozed the life out of me I know what you're thinking, But darling you're not thinking straight Sadly things just happen we can't explain It's not even light out, But you've somewhere to be No hesitation No I’ve never seen you like this, And I don't like it I don't like it I don't like it at all Just put back the car keys, Or somebody's gonna get hurt Who are you calling at this hour? Sit down, come round, I need you now We'll work it all out together, But we're getting nowhere tonight Now sleep, I promise it'll all seem better, Somehow in time It's not even light out, Suddenly (suddenly) oh, you've somewhere to be No hesitation Oh, I've never seen you like this You're scaring me You're scaring me You're scaring me to death Don't…ohh (smash) Please don't…ohh (Not a-[please] nother one) Don't…ohh (smash) Please don't…ohh (Not a-[please] nother one) I'm losing you, I'm

Imogen Heap - Embers Of Love
I paint the two of us on a canvas in chains I hang it on the wall so the story sustains and I layer the colors with care in veils with the sky broader than an ocean and higher than high I will remember these embers of love and I'll never take it down cemented in its socket as long as I love well lucky you to have me by your side never would you know never could you decide taking my hands as your own, cover it in gold leave me for a moment and I watch you grow old I will remember these embers of love and I'll never take it down cemented in its socket as long as I love these embers of love I will remember these embers of love

I'm Okay Now! =)
UPDATE: I'm Doing SOOOOOOO Much Better Now..A Few Days I Posted This Video And I Cryed Everytime I Watched It..Now When I Watch It I Smile...Thats The First Step!!...I Still Miss Him But It Wasen't Meant To Be.. Yay Me. =) x0x -Ash Oh And A Little Word Of Advice..Be Careful When You Get Involved With Someone Online. It CAN Work If You Are Determined..But It Can Also End In A VERY Shitty Way!! -->¢¾AsH.WeeE@ CherryTAP

I'm Okay
I’m Okay I got lost in us Who we were to each other Who we are to each other I stepped back and found my love for you Fierce with everything Lost in nothing My pain was from you I’m okay You whispered the words You melted my heart Who knew it could be you I waited patiently I still do I held your hand It didn’t feel right I’m okay You held me in your arms It felt good I could have stayed there Forever I searched for the us Do we have a we The second pea to the pod I’m okay My questions are mine You can’t answer them for me My tears are my release I’ll find my way I’m with you Along for the ride Waiting for the other boot to drop I'll hold my breath I’m okay

I'm Okay
As some know I havent been round much, well I been busy and I'm sorry. Honey Angel I'm working on your request. I love the new skins you and Mike have made me they are beautiful. I'm doing fine it's just awkward, ya know. I promice to try and be on soon, Take care.

I'm Ok Really But....
Sometimes things aren't what they seem... no matter how much you wanna believe things are one way they aren't always. People who are your friends try to warn you cause they know how much you have been hurt in the past and you don't listen. Funny how when you do some research you end up feelin like a bitch just to find they were always right. But thats ok...just another door closed and the perfect opportunity for this new one to open...so out with the old and in with the new...heres to the hope of a new start!!!!

I'm Ok With Who I Am
this is for the people who have nothing better to do than insult me I know I'm fat and goofy looking so I don't need a complete stranger reminding me.Just to be clear this is not directed at my friends here I love you guys cause you accept me for being me

*i'm Okay*
OKAY SO MY FEELiN'S WERE HURT BUT YA KNOW WHAT iT'S WHATEVER, i AM ALL GOOD NOW, i JUST WANT PPL TO BE HAPPY (RYAN i AM GLAD WE TALKED OUT OUR SHiT) AND i WiLL ALWAYS HAVE LUV FOR YOU, NO MATTER WHAT, BUT i AM GLAD WE ARE TALKiN' NOW!!!!! :)

I'm Okay, I Think
I already have had my fun for today. Called 911 when I was bleeding uncontrollbly from ripping a cut. Went to the hospital and then I was able to come back. They said to drink plenty of fluids and to take sids baths and to relax more. I am not so use to taking luxury baths but the ER said to. I am going to try but I often don't feel like babying myself. I am glad if everyone is happy today because it does help me. So carry on and remember to be careful, please.

I'm Ok For A Girl......
I'm OK for a girl, just hanging out for the night hearing little words in my head how wrong or right I am . I'm OK for a girl, just hanging out for the night hearing little words in my head how wrong or right I am . Who do I listen to, where do I belong just three little words I need to here from you I'm OK for a girl, just hanging out for the night hearing little words in my head how wrong or right I am. As sweet as you are, Do I trust your love to night I must I must belong wrong or right to night. I'm OK for a girl, just hanging out for the night! Like to Thank Ads R for Three Little Words bY Christine I'm OK for a girl.....

I'm Old
Wow, I'm old. So I'm on facebook, because a friend has forced me to sign up, and I just decide to see who I know from High School is on there. Luckily, not many, as I guess the folks I graduated with are slightly on the other side of the internet expansion. And then, I come across one name....I know her, I think. But how? I'm racking my brain, the name sounds so familiar, yet I'm just not quite sure who the heck it is, and then... It's the younger cousin of my first girlfriend from High school! She was like six at the time her cousin and I dated, and now it looks like she just graduated college! But how can that be...I do the math, and it checks out! Holy crap-- --I'm old. Thank you facebook. you suck.

I'm Old!!
My daughter will be 12 tomorrow. She was a Halloween baby, born at 1:33 p.m. How in the hell is it possible for her to be 12 already? Where have the years gone? My youngest turned 9 on the 1st of this month. I can't believe that my "baby" is halfway to being considered an adult. *sniffles* I'm feeling old tonight. (I'm not picking on those of you who are my age or older, simply stating that time is going so fast.) :P I'm going to try to be around some tomorrow. Masokyst has his Happy Hour and I want to at least be around for that. Tomorrow evening, I'll be pretty scarce, though. Have a safe holiday everyone. Be nice to the little kiddies. hehe

I'm One Naughty Little Girl!!
Dilettante You scored 37% Experience, 59% Adventurousness, 61% Kinkyness, and 37% Corrupt! You have definitly found your way to pleasure. You know what you like and continue to do it. Do not hesitate to continue to push your limits. Do not get stuck only doing what is comfortable. Sometimes we learn the most about ourselves when we push ourselves harder and further on the journey to self discovery. Please remember to rank my test. Thank You My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:You scored higher than 87% on ExperienceYou scored higher than 78% on AdventurousnessYou scored higher than 79% on Kinkyness

I'm On A Bible Rant Tonight
Rape in the bible: Rape is one of the most heinous crimes imaginable. Yet few people know that the Bible often condones and even approves of rape. How anyone can get their moral guidance from a book that allows rape escapes me. Perhaps they have been lied to about the Bible and carefully detoured around all the nasty stuff in the Bible. So grab your Bibles and follow along as I show you all the nasty rapes that your priests and preachers don't want to tell you about. Note that in many places in the Bible there are references to "taking a wife". Don't be fooled into thinking that these were voluntary marriages. 1-David's Punishment - Polygamy, Rape, Baby Killing, and God's "Forgiveness" (2 Samuel 12:11-14 NAB) Thus says the Lord: 'I will bring evil upon you out of your own house. I will take your wives [plural] while you live to see it, and will give them to your neighbor. He shall lie with your wives in broad daylight. You have done this deed in secret, but I will

I'm On A Roll...lol
You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Chains/Handcuffs100%Biting100%Bondage75%Whips67%Blood42%Blind Folds42%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

I'm On The Road
Hi everyone. I am in Sacramento and driving today to Santa Barbara. Picked up my sone Jake and we will go down to see Grace and Tess and take them to pizza before they go to bed tonight. Tomorrow we drive to Orange County to see some old friends, then pick up Maddie at LAX on the way back up on Friday. Rest of the vacation will be spent having fun with all four kids together - a rarety in my life these days, then I fly back to Texas on the 28th. Won't be on the site that much so Happy Holidays. -Mike

I'm On The Lookout
Everybody knows who a Captain Save-A-Ho is. Well almost everyone. Seems guys know who they are but women rarely do. It's that big opportunistic douchebag who waits until you aren't happy about something and swoops in like a vulture to plant seeds of doubt in your head. He will say almost anything to turn you against your man and bring you to him. Typical BS like "I'd never hurt you" or "He sucks, I'd never do something like that" and so forth. I'm watching out for you Captain Save-A-Hos out there. I will point you out whenever I can. You are a vulture preying on weakened minds.

I'm On One Of My Biggest Downers, And You Lot Dont Give A Shit About Me!!!
im on one of my biggest downers n i cant seem to pull myself back up, im all alone in this fucking shit hole called keetering, n i have no friends down here, i cant get pregnant n have the family ive always wanted, i seem to be attracting alot of females who want me, n im starting to want them back, but im scared of it. i hate my life i hate the way i look i hate not been able to be with my friends i hate my depression, i feel like i cant go on, what does life hold for me, apart from hurt betrail and anger, a door mat for people to throw things back in my face everything i've done and try to do for them, im getting fed up of life n friends who think they can treat me like a door mat want me when they feel down of want some advice but do a runner when i need someone there for me, u ppl need a reality check u take everything u can get and its too much hassel give just a little back, ur a waste of space, and it hurts how people think its ok to do it. yea im on a downer n yeah im

Im On Tv !!
some of the home movies i made wile in iraq are on mymilitaryjournal.com from the military channel. its free for us and ill b posting a lot lot lot more home made movies from my up comming deployment.......... any of u wanna know how it really is , take a look if u think u can handle the truth.... its real cool !!!

Im On A Roll This Morning
When I talk about sex with people and why I feel how I do , or how I am, its hard to help them understand that sex is so much more then just a movement.Tantric sex IS a Spiritual Path of Ecstasy ----------- (Taken from the writtings of by Virato) Tantra's History The word "Tantra" has many definitions, and perhaps its real meaning has been lost to antiquity. Some scholars claim it comes from the Sanskrit or Hindi word for fabric or tapestry, meaning that it is woven into one's life. Others say that is comes from two Sanskrit words tanoti and trayati. Tanoti means to expand consciousness, and trayati means to liberate consciousness. One might then say that Tantra expands and liberates consciousness, making it the fabric of existence. The highest possible synthesis between love and meditation, Tantra is also the connection between the third dimension and other planes of existence beyond mere materiality. While not a religious philosophy, Tantra embraces a deep spiritu

I'm On Cloud 9!!!!!
I JUST GOT OFF THE PHONE WITH MY NEPHEW. I WAS SO HAPPY TO HEAR FROM HIM. SOME OF YA KNOWS HE IS IN BAGDAD. HE IS DOING OK. WHEN HE COMES HOME HE WANTS TO GO CAMPING WITH US. I'M GOING TO BE READY! I'M GOING TO HAVE THE BEER COLD AND WAITING FOR HIM. I MISS HIM SO MUCH. IT BRIGHTENED MY DAY. BUT I JUST THOUGHT THAT I WOULD SHARE THAT I WAS WAS ABLE TO TALK TO HIM.

Im Only A Cat
I'm Only a Cat I'm only a cat, and I stay in my place... Up there on your chair, on your bed or your face! I'm only a cat, and I don't finick much... I'm happy with cream and anchovies and such! I'm only a cat, and we'll get along fine... As long as you know I'm not yours... you're all mine!

Im On Air Come Listen Guys
HEY EVERYONE!!!! WE NEED YOUR HELP! COME SHOW NIGHT STALKERS SOME LUV N SUPPORT. WE COULD REALLY USE IT RIGHT NOW. DJIN RIGHT NOW IS ANARCHY SKULL!!! COME SHOW ANARCHY SOME LUV N SUPPORT ALONG WITH THE REST OF THE LOUNGE!!!! IF YOU COULD SHOW SOME MORE SUPPORT BY JOINING IN ON THE FUN!!! JUST CLICK BELOW AND IT WILL BRING YOU RIGHT TO OUR LOUNGE!!! SUBSCRIBE N BECOME A MEMBER!!!! click picture below to join the lounge THANK YOU AGAIN!!!! PLEASE, I AM BEGGIN EVERYONE!! COME SHOW US SOME LUV N SUPPORT!!!!!! (repost of original by '~SmOkIn~VaMp~BaBy~{BlOoDy~TeArS}~NsL~BaRtEnDeR~4~LiFe~' on '2007-05-24 09:45:10')

Im On Air Come Join Me N Listen In All
HEY EVERYONE!!!! WE NEED YOUR HELP! COME SHOW NIGHT STALKERS SOME LUV N SUPPORT. WE COULD REALLY USE IT RIGHT NOW. DJIN RIGHT NOW IS ANARCHY SKULL!!! COME SHOW ANARCHY SOME LUV N SUPPORT ALONG WITH THE REST OF THE LOUNGE!!!! IF YOU COULD SHOW SOME MORE SUPPORT BY JOINING IN ON THE FUN!!! JUST CLICK BELOW AND IT WILL BRING YOU RIGHT TO OUR LOUNGE!!! SUBSCRIBE N BECOME A MEMBER!!!! click picture below to join the lounge THANK YOU AGAIN!!!! PLEASE, I AM BEGGIN EVERYONE!! COME SHOW US SOME LUV N SUPPORT!!!!!! (repost of original by '~SmOkIn~VaMp~BaBy~{BlOoDy~TeArS}~NsL~BaRtEnDeR~4~LiFe~' on '2007-05-24 09:45:10')

I'm Only One!
"I am only one, but I am one. I cannot do everything, but I can do something. And because I cannot do everything, I will not refuse to do the something that I can do. What I can do, I should do. And what I should do, by the grace of God, I will do." ~ Edward Everett Hale This is how I feel,can anyone else relate

I'm On Cloud 9
I sat here, trying to describe him... words failed me. After the last man in my life broke my heart at the worst possible time... I swore off all relationships and love... So, this guy would have to be something fucking amazing in order to get me to open up and let my guard down again........... that's just what he did. My friends call him a lucky bastard, but I think they might have it wrong. At a time in my life when I wasn't looking for anything, he walks into my world and gives me everything. I'm the lucky one. I can't describe him... words wouldn't do justice- but he's changed my world, and I'm loving every moment of it. I should be scared, running like hell........... maybe he just did what so many have tried and failed- tamed the Nix. I have no desire to be anywhere else but in his presence. *********UPDATE******************** I'm not dating this person anymore. I've grown, moved on, and am on my way to becoming the person I most wanted to be before I let my illness

Im On Air Fuckers Come Join Meeeeee Im Drunk N On Air
(repost of original by 'RopeMan *GROW ROOM OWNER*' on '2007-06-12 10:17:03') (repost of original by '~?~ HoNeY ~?~ YourFutureExWife' on '2007-06-12 10:30:55') (repost of original by 'RopeMan *GROW ROOM OWNER*' on '2007-06-12 11:42:15')

Im Only Doing This 2night
i do dildo shows in a private show room, and where i do this, i have a model page where they rate me for my performance and a few days ago, i did a show for a guy...he wanted me to do kinky shit with my dog when i refused, he went and rated me like 50 times a 1 on my profile... now my rating , which was a close to perfect 10, is down to a fuckin 4!!!!!!!and it takes too long to get it like it was and its really important to me cuz i get paid for my score... so ill get almost nothing... and i was wondering if you could do me a lil favor honey.. if you go to my site and get the trial Id and rate me a 10 Ill do something for you, but the trial ID is 5 dollars...if you do that for me i'll do something i never do i'll do you my full dildo show on MSN...so it will be free cuz there they charge like 2.99 the minute for my show.. so i guess im doing you a good favor too lol but lets do it in this way so neither you or me get screwed ok? first you sign up and then

I'm On My Way To Being A Slut
Congratulations your a REAL Slut! Your deffinatly not going to lose it becuase you sure are using it! Your Motto: "I'll try anyone or anything once or twice!" Your Sign: "Slippery When Wet!" * Don't forget to pratice SAFE SEX! Better stock up on condoms and lube!Take The Slut Quiz Now!"Slut Quiz - Female" is available here***starXtest v2.0*** (Highlight the white at the bottom and see what it says.. LOL )

I'm On Vacation.......
My office closed on Friday and I was laid off.....not unexpectedly so I'm cool......I'm gonna take a little time off and enjoy life as you all know I do. I was offered a job at a new club being opened by the former managers of the PleasurePalaceFlorida.com. It's a lifestyle nightclub located in Pasco County. I'm so excited I can hardly stand it. My life is good......but I need a drink, lol. Much love and Peace, Becky

I'm Only A Nice Guy To Those That Deserve It, Otherwise, Well You Know!
nice guys still finish lastTo every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the stateline) to see her.To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.To every guy who has given her flowers just because.To every guy that said he would die for her.To every guy that really would.To every guy that did what she wanted to do.To every guy that cried in front of her.To every guy that she cried in front of.To every guy that holds hands with her.To every guy that kisses her with meaning.To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutesTo every guy that would give his seat up.To every guy that just wants to cuddle.To every guy that reassure

I'm Only Happy When Its Complicated
Ok so now I'm coming off the heels of probably the most interesting weekend I've had in awhile. In terms of sports it was almost horrible. The cubs getting swept by the fucktard D-backs and somehow the French beat the All Blacks in the RWC. Go figure the French are worthless in a lot of areas but can field one hell of a rugby team. The sporting weekend was only marginally saved by the Bears managing to beat the Packers. No more undefeated praise for Bret Favre, as if he deserves it anyways. So being as how sports is very important to me the first part of the weekend was rough to deal with. Not as rough as thursday and friday night though. See I went to the bar both nights. Which in itself is a shock since I've now been to the bar more times since moving back to KY almost a month ago than I was almost the entire 7 years or so before that, thanks Jimmy. Well going to the bar only further proved my ineptitude at dealing with the fairer sex in a social situation where I shoul

I'm Only Happy...
I'm only happy when it rains without a cloud in the sky I'm only happy in these chains all that I can do is cry I'm only happy when I bleed it let's me know I'm alive I'm only happy when I need just myself to survive I'm only happy when I dream of my long lost love I'm only happy when I scream at the Heavens above I'm only happy when I'm alone at war with my brain I'm only happy when I've known that life is just pain I'm only happy when I'm lost and I can't find my way I'm only happy when I've crossed the path of disarray I'm only happy when I see death is my way out I know I'll be free I have no doubt I'm only happy when I'm told that I've gone insane I'm only happy when I hold all these thoughts in my brain I'm only happy when I sleep and go out of my mind I'm only happy when I'm in too deep I'm only happy when it's me you cannot find

I'm On My Grown Woman
32 years old and I've finally realized that everything I want in life, may not be meant to be... I won't be afraid to try though, but then there's always something or someone who is trying to trip me up by hindering me... Hence, all my bad relationships!!! I try to catch myself before I hit the ground and when that's not possible, if I have to, sometimes I am forced to stay down.. never for long, because I'm refusing to let someone else get what I've worked so hard for... I'm letting go of those things, including people too, that inhibit me... From this day on, I'm surrounding myself with those things that are to be worth-while and giving up on the bullshit that continues to keep me or has kept me unhappy... Friends will be just that!!! Friends!!! Sometimes they are dependable... Others, not so!!! Never again will I deal with what I use to... I'm on my GROWN WOMAN SHIT!!! I am flawed... I will not allow my flaws to be my downfall... My past will not guide my steps today... If you do

Im Online But Im On My Blackberry!!!
I have gotten several messages of people wanting to talk to me. Unfortunately I'm on my blackberry. During the day so I can't respond back to you or even send you an email. To let you know I hear what your saying so not to be redundant. But if your wanting to speak to me see the blog on contacting me. And all will be well thank you. W.

I'm On A Journey...
Oh, the Places You'll Go! Congratulations! Today is your day. You're off to Great Places! You're off and away! You have brains in your head. You have feet in your shoes You can steer yourself any direction you choose. You're on your own. And you know what you know. And YOU are the guy who'll decide where to go. You'll look up and down streets. Look 'em over with care. About some you will say, "I don't choose to go there." With your head full of brains and your shoes full of feet, you're too smart to go down any not-so-good street. And you may not find any you'll want to go down. In that case, of course, you'll head straight out of town. It's opener there in the wide open air. Out there things can happen and frequently do to people as brainy and footsy as you. And when things start to happen, don't worry. Don't stew. Just go right along. You'll start happening too. OH! THE PLACES YOU'LL GO! You'll be on your way up! You'll be see

Im On Auction On Fubar.. The Highest Bidder Wins Me ..!!!
i am for sale.. on a auction.., BUY ME OUT.. IF YOU DO .. I PROMISED TO PUT "FU OWNED" (YOUR NAME HERE) FOR 1 MONTH.. FOR 2 MONTHS A LINK TO YOUR PROFILE GOES IN MY LOUNGE HYDAWAY... AND FOR 3 MONTHS.. YOU GET A SPECIAL SPOT WITH YOUR LINK TO YOUR PAGE IN MY BOUT ME SECTION.. :D COME ON.. IVE GOT 32 CRUSHES.. SHOW ME THE LOVE!!!!

I'm On Air Today!!! So Tune In!!
Hiya everyone!!I will be DJing TODAY!! www.solid-rock.ca 3:00 PM to 6:00 PM EST.My regular schedule as of right now will be every Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday & Thursday from 3:00PM EST to 6:00PM EST. So I hope you get a chance to tune in! If you want to request a song you can do so here: My Playlist Link Just click on the Request button, fill in your name and any message you want me to read on air :) ... You can request up to 5 songs per hour, and if time permits I will get your requests in :)WE NOW HAVE A CHAT ROOM!!!! (please read the instructions for entering for the first time) CLICK HERE FOR CHAT - INSTRUCTIONS: If you have never been to chat before you must first register your nickname and here's how you do that... Go to the link... Enter a Nickname in the second box... Login... Click on "Commands" (it's the third drop down box on the bottom once the room loads) Then select "Nickserv Panel"... then click on the button that says "Register"... then type in your email address and

I'm On Air Today!!! So Tune In!!
I'm On air today!!!! My DJ Schedule will actually begin this Tuesday from 3:00 PM EST to 6:00 PM EST. My regular schedule as of right now will be every Monday, Tuesday & Wednesday from 3:00PM EST to 6:00PM EST. So I hope you get a chance to tune in! Just click on the banner link below to go to the site :) You can find all the info you need on that page. If you need help, just IM me!! All of my IMs are on my MySpace page :) This station plays all kinds of rock!! Doesn't matter if it's Modern Rock or Classic Rock... you can request it anytime, any day!!! And you can request directly from the website!!! All you have to do is go to the main page and click on "Our Schedule" on the left (top link). Find the DJ name, and click on it. Once that page is loaded, click on the link that says My Playlist. Find the song in the list... then click Request and fill out your name and dedication :) I hope you come visit us!!

I'm On Air Now Click Ths Pictures Join The Masses
i'm on air now INTOXICATION home of the INTOXICATION LOCALS and crazy parties and AWESOME people YOU WANTED THE BEST YOU GOT THE BEST.... the place to rock out with no end has come to you.... INTOXICATION get totally intoxicated ONLY @ INTOXICATION.... THE PLACE TO BE IS INTOXICATION YOU CAN NOT GET BETTER THAN THIS YOU MUST COME CHECK IT ALL OUT! THERE IS ONLY 3 RULES AND THERE IT'S LIKE ANYTHING GOES IN THERE GET DIRTY AND INTOXICATED! JOIN INTOXICATION RIGHT NOW YOU'LL LOVE WHAT YOU HEAR AND SEE JOIN THE MADNESS INTOXICATION HAS MADE A COME BACK.. WE HIT TOP LOUNGE STATUS BEFORE AND WE DID IT AGAIN... WE ARE GONNA MAKE IT FOR SURE THIS TIME.. WE ARE GONNA SHOW YOU WHY WE PARTY HARD AND HAVE FUN.. AND HAVE NOTHING BUT PLEASURE AND PLEASURE ALL THE TIME AT OUR LOUNGE the tunes have come to you all!!!

I'm On A Nietzsche Kick...sue Me...
To predict the behavior of ordinary people in advance, you only have to assume that they will always try to escape a disagreeable situation with the smallest possible expenditure of intelligence. Friedrich Nietzsche

I'm Only Me When I'm With You
Song lyrics | I'm Only Me When I'm With You lyrics Friday night beneath the stars, in a field behind your yard, you and I are paintin' pictures in the sky. And sometimes we don't say a thing; just listen to the crickets sing. Everything I need is right here by my side. And I know everything about you I don't wanna live without you. [Chorus:] I'm only up when your'e not down. Don't wanna fly if your'e still on the ground. It's like no matter what I do. Well you drive me crazy half the time; the other half im only trying to let you know that what I feel is true. And I'm only me when I'm with you. Just a small town boy and girl livin' in a crazy world. Tryin' to figure out what is and isn't true. And I don't try to hide my tears. The secrets are my deepest fears. Through it all nobody gets me like you do. And you know everything about me. You say you can't live without me. [Chorus:] I'm only up when your'e not down. Don't wanna fly if your'e still on the gr

I'm On Cruise Control.
I once dreamed that when I grew up I'd have the American dream. You know the, wife,kids,the house with the white picket fence. The suburban bliss. I live the suburban nightmare. I'm old. Alone. Miserable. and broke. I've been told,well if you goto a dr and get some meds... that might help. Right. My life is dictated by a prescription. Thanks but no thanks. Or goto a Dr and talk,vent. I've done that. The end result is that the Dr got richer and I poorer. I look at it this way, he's a mechanic. He has no incentive to totally fix the car. Just enough to get you home and to work. He needs repeat customers. I never thought that life would be like this. It's like watching a bad move on lifetime tv that you can't help but view. I wish I could wake up from this...but this isn't a dream...it's my life. Good g0d, what happened? Where did I go wrong? What did I do to deserve this? Or maybe I shouldn't worry so much about it. Who cares? Nobody does... n

I'm On Facebook..are You
I do log on, but sometimes I just get fu-ed out. So to my friends and fans...join me on facebook... http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1129722213 If you're already there then find me...if you're not then join and look me up. Later Sin

I'm On An Erykah Badu Kick...again
This will likely not be the only song of hers that I post. I've always liked her a lot. This week I've been vibin to the live album on the way to and from work. Almost every song resonates with me personally. Anyhow...here's one: Who gave u permission to rearrange me Certainly not me Who told you that it was alright to love me Certainly not me I was not looking for no love affair And now you wanna fix me I was not looking for no love affair And now you want to mold me Was not looking for no love affair Now you wanna kiss me Was not looking for no love affair And now you wanna control me Hold me Youre really trying to get creative with me love And thats alright, but You tried to get a little tricky turned my back And then you slipped me a mickey. The world is mine When I wake up I dont need nobody telling me the time Certainly, certainly, certainly not me Who gave u permission to rearrange me Certainly not me Who told you that it was alright

I'm On A Poll To Be The Wicked Dollz Of The Month!!!!
Hope you all are having a happy and safe 420!!!!!I have a spankin fresh, never been seen set for you all to enjoy on this lovely day!!!! It was also entered on the Wicked Dollz of the Month for June of 2008!!!!!!Please vote for me on this month's Wicked Dollz of June 2008 Contest on WickedDollz.net If I win I get to featured on the site for the month of June 2008, and also am entered in the WickedDollz Calendar Fans Edition!!!!!Much Much Apprecciated. Just go to the site and click on the Featured Dollz section, scroll down until you see the poll and vote for me!!!MUCH WICKED LOVE!!!!And Remember!!!!WE ARE NOT YOUR AVERAGE GENERIC DOLLZ!!!!WE ARE THE WICKED DOLLZ!!!!!xoxoxoxSkye Dollwww.WickedDollz.net

I'm On Fire
I'm On Fire Hey little girl is your daddy home Did he go away and leave you all alone I got a bad desire I'm on fire Tell me now baby is he good to you Can he do to you the things that I do I can take you higher I'm on fire Sometimes it's like someone took a knife baby Edgy and dull and cut a six-inch valley Through the middle of my skull At night I wake up with the sheets soaking wet And a freight train running through the Middle of my head Only you can cool my desire I'm on fire

I'm On The Auction Block
Well friends and fam, I hope this blog finds you all doing well! I am going to be auctioned off Saturday, May, 31 at 6pm Central time! This auction will happen in Viper's Dollhouse and I hope to see you all there. This is my first auction so make it a good one for me! I will be doing the following for my lucky owner to be: A salute photo just for them! Rates on their pictures and stash and those will be 11''s because I am a VIP! A gift a day! A bulletin telling everyone to come and r/f/a that person! I hope to see you all there! Muah!!!! xoxo Veronica

I'm On Auction
ALRIGHT EVERYONE THIS LADY IS IN HER FIRST AUCTION SO COME ONE AND COME ALL PLACE A BID AND SEE IF YOU HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO OWN THIS AWESOME LADY FOR A MONTH..PROMISE YOU WONT REGRET IT! JUST CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND RATE AND PLACE A BID AND SEE IF YOU HAVE WHAT IT TAKES...ALL RATES ARE WELCOMED AS WELL! THANK YOU IN ADVANCE! ALL BIDS ARE WELCOMED COME ONE COME ALL GET YOUR BIDS IN NOW WHILE SHE IS HOT!!!!!! BROUGHT TO YOU BY: ~♥Î Ãm Á Fûkîñ Príñçê§§ ~♥~Jû§t Ñøt ¥oùr§~♥~Bottom B*tch of the Pu$$ycat PlayMates~♥~Õwñéd bÿ [[FukFace™]] and TUFFY♥~@ fubar PLEASE REPOST! (repost of original by '~♥Î Ãm Á Fûkîñ Príñçê§§ ~♥~Jû§t Ñøt ¥oùr§~♥~Bottom B*tch of the Pu$$ycat PlayMates~♥~Õwñéd bÿ [[FukFace™]] and TUFFY♥~' on '2008-05-30 18:12:04') (repost of original by 'Average Joe' on '2008-05-30 18:17:01') (repost of original by '~♥Î Ãm Á Fûkîñ Príñçê§§ ~

I'm One In A Billion
Alright. Enough. Listen to me. I barely know you. But the first time I saw you, there was something about you that was so... familiar. Familiar in the best way, like we shared something... like we had a Secret. I just want to know you. I don't know why. I just do.

I'm On A Mission...
I AM ON A MISSION & I NEED YOUR HELP MEET MY FU-OWNER farscapecat~Shadow Leveler@ fubar As of right now she needs 1,600,013 points to make Godmother. I would love to see this happen before July 15th (that is when her ownership of me ends) but I don't think I can make this happen on my own. Please drop by and show her some love. She is an awesome lady to have as a friend. She ALWAYS returns any love shown. So it's a WIN/WIN situation for everyone. You make a great new friend and you both get points!! Pimpout By ღAMANDAღ ~Shadow Leveler~Owned by farscapecat@ fubar

I'm Only Dreaming......
I gaze into the world I see Somewhat different than before Could it be that it has changed? Did the lion stop it’s roar? I see children who are fed No starvation do I see Smiles upon all the faces How is this possible, how can it be? No one is in a hurry But instead taking each ones time I marvel at the sight before me Could it be that I’m loosing my mind? People are embracing each other No matter what race or creed Willing hands are helping each other All is peaceful and serene. No tears are falling like rain drops No sadness or evil it so seems Love embracing all who go there I’m only dreaming, I know but it don’t hurt to dream. There is peace among all nations No more fighting, no more wars Instead, helping each other To heal all the many scars. It’s a wonderful thing to see Makes my eyes want to gleam Oh how I wish it were so real But the reality is just a dream. Family life has taken a twist Children have bo

I'm Only A Tree!
I'm Only A Tree Halloween, Halloween in this do you believe? That only on Halloween we will be deceived? Yes this is true for deception is the golden rule. Dress up in makeup that we think is cool. Do you dare not to stare at a provoked ghost in a tree? As you make jokes while you are out smoking your weed? Kidding around and tumbling down. While you are having fun far away from town. Come over here and sit by my side. I will take care of you and your messed up pride. I’m only a tree rapped up only in me. So come over here and tell me what you believe. You’re out by yourself on a night like this. Wondering around and you’re full of mischief. Kicking cans and throwing stones at cars. While running in and out of bars.

I'm On Sale! Lol Come Check Me Out
Wanna Own Me? I'm For Sale In My Very First Auction!! It Runs Till Monday Night At Midnight..... My Birthday Is Monday Too!! Won't You Come And Make My Day Extra Special?! Just Click The Link Below And Make A Bid Thanx A Bunch XOXOXOXO OR You Can Copy n Paste The Link Below To Go To The Bully Click On My Picture And Make A Bid Big Huggles & Kisses http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=1409090715

I'm On The Verge Of Tears
i'm on the verge of tears. i think i lost ma boo while i was on vacation she disappeared i found her apartment empty and a "for rent" sign on the lawn inquiry found to be private phones disconnected no further information available neighbors didnt know them just seen them come and go lost to all time from time on am filling ma eyes now as i write where do i find where has ma boo gone lost into the interstructure the best thing that has happen to me is gone how can i survive she was my salvation she was sweet as sugar and named after a spice which makes her twice as nice with sugar and spice

I'm On Psyche's Page Stealin Her Blogz
1. What is your best friends name? Cyndi & Jay 2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now? Black & blue 3. What are you listening to right now? Spongebob movie 4. Whats your favorite number? 4 5. What was the last thing you ate? Cucumber 6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? Pink 7. How is the weather right now? Cold and Sunny 8. Who was the last person you talked 2 on the phone? Scott 9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Eyes & mouth 10. Do you have a significant other? Yep 11. Favorite TV show? Heroes 12. Siblings? A half sibling 13. Height? 5'5 14. Hair color brown with blonde hi lites 15. Eye Color? Brown 16. Do you wear contacts? Nope 17. Favorite Holiday? Thanksgiving 18. Month? May & July 19. Have you ever cried for no reason? Always a reason 20. What was the last movie you watched? The original Friday the 13th 21. Favorite Day of the Year? May 4th 22. Are you too shy

I'm One Lucky Dude....
It's great to meet you all and I consider myself lucky to have made friends, so quickly I might add, with such a group of cool and beautiful people as yourselves. I look forward to getting to know each and every one of you better. Until then cheers. Michael

I'm On The Prowl, For You (maybe)
OK SO LET'S CUT TO THE CHASE HERE. I'VE BEEN ON FUBAR FOR OVER 7 MONTHS NOW. THAT'S A LONG TIME IN FU-LIFE. AND THINGS USED TO BE GREAT FOR ME AS FAR AS BLING, GIFTS, PIMP OUTS, HAVING FUN. I USED TO CONSIDER FUBAR MY FAVORITE WEBSITE, I INVITED ALL MY FRIENDS HERE, I WAS SO HAPPY TO BE HERE. AND THEN, THE NEW LEVELS OPENED. WE ALL KNOW WHAT HAPPENED FROM THERE. I WAS GETTING 12-15 BLINGS A DAY AND NOW IT'S AN AMAZING FEAT IF I GET A 12-15 BLINGS A WEEK OR 2 WEEKS. I KNOW THAT SOUNDS REALLY PETTY SO... I'M LOOKING FOR A SUGAR DADDY. SOMEONE WHO'S JUST AS SUPERFICIAL AS I AM ABOUT OBJECTS, WITH THE FUNDS TO MAKE ME THE HAPPIEST GIRL ON FU. DON'T GET ME WRONG...I LOOOOOVE MY FRIENDS. I LOVE LOVE LOVE THEM TO DEATH AND THEY LOVE ME TOO BUT WITH THE ECONOMY IN THE CRAPPER WE'RE NOT ABLE TO PROVIDE FOR ONE ANOTHER LIKE WE USED TO BE ABLE TO. THAT DOESN'T MAKE ME LOVE THEM ANY LESS AT ALL. I THINK THEY'LL STICK UP FOR ME ON THAT MATTER (HOPEFULLY LOL). SEEMS LIKE I'M ONE O

I'm On Facebook
Yes !!! I as arrived ... I am on Facebook ... Looking for family to join in Mafia Wars, Vampire Wars, Petville, Yoville, Uno, Castle Age, Farmville, Enchancted Island!!! and if the game is fun, I'll join you to !!!! you can look me up by Skynightwolf ... that should find me .. if not let me know and I'll get or give info to add you up!!!

I'm On A Roll Today, Ho Ho Ho And Happy Holidays My Ass. (don't Read If You Don't Want To Hear Me Bitch)
Maybe I am pmsing...but this is what people get when they piss me off... As my last blog stated, I was a tad annoyed at this random guy for texting me after being told to lose my number. I let him have it and this is what I said. I just want to state a simple fact of life. When a person asks you to never text them again, I suggest you take their advice. Your texts are absolutely annoying and they seem to be based around the fact that you want to see how many people will respond to them. They are not personal, they are just...they show me that you have nothing better to do with your time than to annoy people and get a response from someone, anyone. So...I will ask you one more time. This will be the last time.... LOSE MY NUMBER!!! it will be under: (number removed for my protection against creepies on fu) (delete that number) and please, after this message, NEVER text me again or I will be forced to file harassment charges against you. I asked you one time already to stop texting me

I'm On Sale For $7.99! Today Only!
For the rest of TODAY ONLY you can get a subscription to my site for an entire month for only $7.99!!!I met my friends at dreamnet.com for the first time in Arizona this month when I went to the Phoenix Forum and they decided to make me an honorary “Dream Girl”!So I saw that they were doing a 3 day sale on all of their sites and they even offered to add me to the sale page as well if I would make a special sale price/link just for them and I was very interested because I had never tried a “sale” before! But it totally makes sense to do a sale for those that always s wanted to check out my site but weren’t quite convinced! Now you guys can have a month of my DAILY member’s cam shows, weekly videos and photo updates AND get access to my 15 (soon to be 20) spy cams located through out my house! So the catch it you HAVE to go through this link:http://www.dreamnet.com/spring-sale/If you go to undressjess.com any other way you won’t be able to get

Im Open Mined
div style="width: 285px">You Are 94% Open MindedYou are open minded. You aren't at all judgmental, you accept and honor every one's beliefs. You're definitely willing to drop your beliefs if someone can provide good enough reason to do so.How Open Minded Are You?MySpace Quizzes at PimpSurveys.com

Imortant Message
Hello my friends, Here is some exciting input from our very important friend Matt Ford, heres a explanation of my venture that is going to make us very wealthy, please get involved do not be left behind. First of all, we would like to introduce you to a more defined explanation of what 3D Virtual Reality is all about. Think of this technology as a Universe that holds Galaxies, in a Galaxy there are Solar Systems that have many Worlds, and in the Worlds there is land with roads, homes, buildings, towns, cities, and unlimited places to explore around in. In all practicality, our interactive 3D Virtual Reality Worlds are in the Cyber Space Universe, just like planet Earth is floating around in the Universe we call Space. are about to discover technology that enables you to walk around inside your computer screen with other people from all over the globe. Not only can you interact with others in real-time, you can actually build near anything you can conceive in yo

I Mostly Do As I Wish
I mostly do as I wish.... fun, fun, fun?? In the past when I could get away with it, it was more than fun. Sneaking a boy into my room was fun. Five fingering some smokes was fun too. I have matured, blah.... I am still young at heart. Anyone that really knows me can confirm that too. I just can't run, that is no huge let down. There is not one thing I am scared of, even death. I know I'll go to heaven and I am looking forward to the rest. The plus of no pain, excites me!! If I were to stop writing these on here, you people would maybe only miss my rates I do or my comments. IDK in fact to be true. In someway, finding out how I am doing helps me improve myself. Going through therapy, after the accident, taught me that. I am truthful, are you frightened yet?? I'm truthful to a fault, that is one way I got the nickname Angel. In too many ways, I have been told, I am like an angel. I can be hurt, but its different than alot of people. I see my losses as experiences and my survival as pro

I'm Out
Oh hell yeah...I'm off to sail the high seas in the Carribean and wanted to say laterz, I'll miss ya..my family..friends..and scout ;) Take care and I'll talk to y'all next week unless I am kidnapped by white slavers or more likely hit by an iceburg lol Have a good one! Love ya T

I'm Out
I can not believe how shallow the people on here are. I shouldn't even be surprised, I posted a blog and 2 bulletins about a very good friend of mine whose baby is FIGHTING FOR HIS LIFE!!! it was reposted 3 times, and viewed 3 times. Now alot of you changed your pic to the candle in rememberance to premies..miscarriages and SIDS, infant death..etc. but yet you dont give a fuck about a baby who was born at 24 weeks, and is struggling to even BREATHE. all I fucking asked for was some prayers for his little soul. Maybe if I was whoring someone out, or asking for ratings, or in a stupid fucking contest, that bulletin would have gotten the attention it deserved. Dont sit up there and be on my friends list with a fucking candle as your pic, either change your pic or get the fuck off my friends list. And get a heart. I'm not asking for prayers for this baby to be popular. I'm doing it because I fucking love him. So thanks for your support, and all your comments and love for 1 pound Jaiden, no

Im Out!
I deleted my sticky bulletin: Thanks to the Few Friends who helped me out in the Goddess contest!!! PlayfulGod(love ya baby) t0mmy(you rawk Sweetie) Dawn(You are my girl muahzzzz) Jelly(I loves ya!) Radisome Mainer in Exile Sensitive Guy DolphinSinger You guys Rawk! And Anyone i Missed ...Thanks so much for all the help. To all 1900 something who didnt Im just sad :( Anyhow I am just posting this to say dont worry about voting for me now. One chick has close to 4000 comment i have around 1800 and I dont wanna waste anyones time at this point. So anyhow Thanks to all who helped me out!!! Love ya lots!!! xoxoxoox Angel (Not a Goddess :( waaaaaaaaa)

I'm Out Soon!(not Offline)
Wassup, like my spot said on my profile da time has elsewhere is here now, i'm out soon da last couple of days especially last night it's been on my mind! i'm just going 2 be out my peeps and fam back in jerzee i'll be cool! i'll holla when i get there and so you'll know, i think it'll be a betta atmosphere, for real on dat, feel me, warm! all yr! not 2 say spokane isn't cool its just time for me 2 be out, it'll help me as far as my mind mentally and body physically! my true fam i know yall have much luv 4 me and sum of my peeps! but trust me i wouldn't pick dis place and wouldn't be out with no gameplan, i know you'll going 2 be like DAMN! buts its all good cuz i know y'all want only whats best fir me! Thanks 4 da luv! and i'll holla soon, but im leavin here just yet so i'll be online! holla! won't be until like da 1st, or 2nd

I'm Out.
No, not that way. I had to go pick up some software to work on a computer at work. Now that I'm out, I don't want to go back. It really is a beautiful day here in Tampa. I need to be sitting in the pool drinking a Cuba Libre or a Mojito. Anyone else have this problem?

I'm Out Of Here
I am slowly clearing out my account on here. I try to help others get levels, etc. but don't seem to be feeling the love returned. There are a few people on here that I call 'friends' but not enough to make me want to stay, for those that wish to keep in touch can do so on yahoo. message me if you with your yahoo s/n or if you want mine.

Im Out Folks
I LOVE ALL YOU GUYS SO MUCH.... BUT I THINK I NEED A NET BREAK.... I WONT BE ONLINE FOR A WHILE... IM SO HAPPY THAT I HAVE GOTTEN TO KNOW SOME OF YOU... THE FEW WHO HAVE MY CELL NUMBER CALL ME... THOSE OF YOU WHO DONT.... ILL SEE YOU WHEN I GET BACK ONLINE... IM GETTING BURNED OUT...i JUST NEED SOME ME TIME.... I LOVE YOU GUYS... HAVE FUN ~COUNTESS FILTH~

I'm Outta Here For A While
Well I'm meeting someone for an early dinner. I will be back in an hour or two..Depending on how busy it is at the restaraunt. Outback Steakhouse YUMMO! See you all soon. Don't have too much fun without me. *waves*

I'm Out
Everyone please continue to show me love. When i get back on Monday I'll be sure to return the favor. For all my real friends on here it's much love. If you want to know where I am. I'm in Lumpkin, Georgia. Holla at me. Cantrell654321@yahoo.com

I'm Out..
I just want to thank all the people who voted or tried to vote.. Someone rated my pic as NSFW so no one can vote anymore for me.. But I got Put into another contest.. Wet Tshirt Baby..lol.. Well I just wanted to send a Huge Thanks out to Pete.Shadowdad.. check him out!. My Biggesst friend and Fan.. Thanks baby!

I'm Out Looking
i'm looking to get a new tattoo and i hope it would be a dragon on my back and i was hoping some one would know of a place to find some pics. i want it to be diffrent than most you see now. so if you know of a good site please let me know

I'm Outta Here, Going On Tour.
Its just been confirmed. I am leaving Orange County, CA this Monday at noon to go on tour as a tech for The Fenians. We'll be out on the road until March 17th. For more information/tour dates, please check out www.thefenians.com

I'm Out Folks
Ok, I just hopped on for a few. I needed to close the Best Beer Pic contest which ended right on time at 8pm CST. I will be announcing the winners in the next few days. Off to go bathe my smelly ass dog. LOL Not fun.... Cheers and Beers! BeerQueen

I'm Outta Here...
bright and early we leave for Seattle..our photo art club has been planing this field trip for over a year now and its finally happening!! w00t w00t! The place we are staying is amazing, and I can't wait to get there. Port Townsend is only 20 minutes away and has so many old historic buildings. Were also going to Fort Casey and Deception Pass.. places I used to visit when I was a kid.. Lighthouses, wildlife, wilderness, hopefully some whales.. Eeeeeeek!! *bounces in chair* I love that side of Washington. Im soo excited!! But Im also sad cause Im gonna miss my Wife n Daddy but i'll be back before you even have time to miss me.. No crying love.. *hugs her wife* Welp, I need to get to sleep so Im not sleeping on the drive there, hope ya'll have a great rest of your week and wkend. Happy Mothers Day to all the Mommy's out there!! *gimps to her bed n crashes*

I'm Outta Here!
I am being whisked away to San Diego for the weekend and I just wanted to wish all my friends a great and safe weekend! It has been years since I have been able to get away and I am so looking forward to it! I will check in with everyone when I get back and probably will have some pictures to share. Susie :D

Im Outta Here (for Real)
ok well i am down to a few pics in my folders i liked and i am also down to the only REAL FRIENDS i had on here ,, everything else and everyone else is GONE !!! i do not expect me to be checking in here to often im not erasing my account but i am erasing alot of things on it ... so i wish everyone the best and if u want u can chat with me on yahoo or myspace im pretty sure i gave u guys my address so yeah thats it

Im Out Of Trying!!!!!
Hold me now I need to feel relief Like I never wanted anything I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to I'm so ashamed of defeat And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to get by I'm so afraid of the gift you'll give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all I can't face myself when I wake up And look inside a mirror I'm so ashamed of that thing I suppose I'll let it go Til I have something more to say for me I'm so afraid of defeat And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to defy I'm so afraid of the gift you'll give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all Hold me now I need to feel complete Like I matter to the one I need I'm so afraid of the gift you'll give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side

Im Outta Here
Ive gotta get my butt to work ...I hope you all are having a great day .. sorry for those that i didnt get to send comments to this day has flown by and ive been runnin around like a crazy lady most of it .. Enjoy . and Be safe .. *HUGS*

Im Out
well fubar has finally broke me. i cant take it anymore. so i am going to delete this page. just wanted to drop everyone a quick note and let you all know. most of the people that will read this alredy have my yahoo address. but for those of you that are interested its twizted_metal13@yahoo.com. my messenger screenname is twizted_metal13. feel free to hit me up on there. i just need to get away from this site.

Im Out
alright for y'all im movin to san jose so im havin my internet turned off for awhile...for those of you who dont know my gf broke up with me cuz i wouldnt grow up....yah well that aint gonna happen in this town.....i became stupid and lazy in this town so i thought maybe bein around family will help me get my shit together and back school.....soon as i get my net back i'll let y'all know.....peace out homies

I'm Out!
I will be deleting this profile by tomorrow. I just wanted to give all you people who want to remain my friend, to add my other account and I will explain why I deleted this one. To those who don't want to be my friend, I understand and fuck off. To those who want to stick with me, the new one is... www.fubar.com/manda_murderface Don't be a stranger! - Manda