Fubar Blogs 5

Drippings From An Exosketch Mind
Dont know what a blog is but here goes: When life is so bad that you don't want to make it to retirement, to look forward to paying high medical bills because you had to abuse your body working long hard hours to make a living,

Sex Survey
What is it that you absolutely need sexually?ummm..is this a trick question? What is something you have always wanted to try? Midgets What is something you have never done in bed before? Feathers What time of day do you like to have sex? anytime What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? PancakesHow long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?3.14 secondsIf someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited

Whores
All my friends are whores.... I need to solve some problems 1. I have an hour to waste before spotlight bidding is done (I'm a whore) 2. I met a guy named Art to day he stole my stalker Witty (hes a whore) 3. Seamus is leaving me for a woman (hes a whore) 4. Captain Cooter and the Penis versus Boob Blog (whore) 5. Witty likes Arts kinky talk (whore)

Reflection
Before you read this, please do not let your opinions get in the way, nor do I ask for your pity, because that ship has sailed and it’s not going to change my or anyone’s past. I just read an amazing blog. Some of you know which one im talking about, most of you probably could care less, but it was an insight to a horrible time, basically a life most people could never fathom. After reading it, I ask myself, “What would you have done?” Well, I can’t answer that question, because I cannot put words to the pain, sorrow, guilt, and hatred that was brought and forced upon a family and more importantly one strong individual. I have such respect for her and will do whatever I can, to the best of my abilities, to be there for her whenever called upon. I myself have been through some extreme things in my life but they cannot and will never compare, because the deal with different people, different societies, different ways of life. It’s an action, one result that booms echoe

A Poem I Made For Our Military
Just a little something for our military now and past. I stand beside my brothers, both here and afar.If one of them falls, my heart is broke. It matters not, if I knew their name. My life is lessened, by the loss that is felt. From their passing, the loss is delt. I give you my word, for my brothers they are. Be they man or woman, they are all one in the same. I loved each of them, even if I didnt know their name.I give you this poem, from my heart it is true.And I give my life, For the Red, White, and Blue.

The Story Of The Yellow Bird
A yellow bird,with A yellow bird was perched opon my window sill,I lured her with A little bread,and choped off her little head.The moral of the story is ;in odrer to get a littil bread its gona cost A little head

Thirsty's Tavern A Tell All Lounge
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The Brown's Fan ... Lol
The Browns Fan A Pittsburgh family of Steelers fans head out one Saturday to do their Christmas Shopping. While in the sports store, the son picksup a Cleveland Browns jersey and says to his older sister, "I'vedecided to become a Browns fan and I would like this for Christmas." His big sister is outraged ! by this and promptly whacks him roundthe head and says, "Go talk with mom." Off goes the little lad with the Cleveland Browns jersey in hand and finds his mother. "Mom?""Yes, son?""I've decided I'm going to be aCleveland Browns fan, and I would like this jersey for Christmas." The mother is outraged, promptly whacks him around the head and says, "Go see your father." Off he goes with the Cleveland Browns jersey in hand and finds his father."Dad?""Yes, son?""I've decided I'm going to be a Cleveland Browns fan, and I would like this jersey for Christmas". The father is so outraged he, too, whacks his son around the head and says, " No son of mine is ever going to be seen in THAT!

Journals Of Maniacal Debauchery
Often I sit and think of death. Death to myself. The death of others. I sit idly by and watch as you walk down the street. I notice your weaknesses. I wonder what t would be like to disperse you and relieve you of this awful place, this treacherous world that envelopes you everyday. You and I are alike in many ways, yet you percieve it not. You rise from your slumber each day, don the mask that carry you through the day, and noone really knows of the pains you feel inside. I am so very tired of this face that I have to wear for your approval of my life. The happiness that I have to show just to keep you from dwelling inside my mind. That is one place you do not wish to be, inside my mind. There are things in there that would make you die from fright. Things that I have seen and done in my past that modern people on this planet would deem inconceiveable, morbid, and dank. Yet I drudge onward. Sloshing through the pits of this hell, earth. Waiting for your approval even though I say

Patriotic Photo Shoot This Weekend, Fayetteville, Nc
I will be doing a Patriotic themed Photo Shoot this weekend out at Lake Rim Park, Fayetteville, NC. RED, WHITE and BLUE sexy outfits plus bikini/swimsuit, choice of outfits will be up to each individual model. Photos will be from 10:00 am to 2:00 pm, Friday and Saturday. Message me for more details either on here or at my myspace page www.myspace.com/laven_photography Steve

The One
For you I would climb The highest mountain peak Swim the deepest ocean For its your love I seek. For you I would cross The rivers most wide Walk the hottest desert To have you at my side. For you are the one Who makes me whole You've captured my heart And touched my soul. For you are the one That stepped out of my dreams Gave me new hope Showed me what love means. For you alone Are my reason to live For the compassion you show And the care that you give. You came into my life And made me complete Each time I see you My heart skips a beat. For you are the one God sent from above The angel I needed For whom I do love.

Mother's Glue
I wonder how she does it, holding it together the way she does. It seems no matter how life gets out of place she puts it back the way it was. It's always been a mystery, but I guess it must be true. That there is nothing stronger than a mother's love when she uses Mother's Glue. Now Mother's Glue is not a recipe, or that sticky stuff used in art. But it's that special love that mothers use to keep your life from falling apart. It's the way she is always there to listen so you know that everything will be okay. It's that special bonding hug she gives you to help you make it through the day. It's the way she is able to touch your face and hold the tears away. It's the way she stays up all night with you to hold the fears away. It's the way she makes the sacrifice because she'll do anything for you. Because she knows you just wouldn't make it if she didn't use Mother's Glue But, if you're still not sure then ask her, and I'll bet she'll just smile at you. Because a mother never uses word

Sex,
Sex, I can't but help say it with a bit of a sneering smirk.;0 What is sex; well I think we all know what that is and there's about 6.8 billion people on the planet, who all have a varying opinions on the subject matter: so what's one more, mine.

My New Piercings
I went with my niece yesterday to get her lip pierced. They wouldn't let her being as she is only 13. Well I be damn if I was in the car with a babbling ass teenager in the car for hours and not get something pierced. I got my nose (which is cute dammit) and my helix (upper part of the ear)

Strange
How does one get over a heartbreak? Is it truely possible to every really get over it or does it always linger in the back of your mind? My only guess is it's one of those things that the concept of out of sight/ out of mind plays in to. I guess i am running away from this but i cant help it. He is just too much for me to handle anymore. UGH! Fuck you Mike Harris!

Bling Credits
Auctioning Off bling credits... Taking offers on 50 bling credits (thats 2 $20 bling credit packs) the highest bid will win auction only fu bucks. The bidding begins today and ends tomorrow July 2nd at 10am west coast time and u can bid more than once... Comment on blog all bids ty and bling will be given right after paid for... I will send you a message that u won the auction...

Redo Blog Cause Im Done
I wrote a blog a while back and apparetnly i need to remind people of the shit i deal with on a weekly basis ..... I honestly am at the point in whichI either break down or just laugh threw it.. so please i beg you if you care or respect me dont add to my stress.. And no im not just picking one person and pointing the finger. I hope that bywriting this maybe you as a person can see that life outside Fu might not be great, try saying something nice and try respecting others and their right to have a place to come be safe and breath... Love you Wicked Heres the old blog: I am proud of the fact that Is usually pretty sweet and morally sound when it comes to being on the Internet.. What you see is what you get. I try to make everyone feel better about all the shit that's going on in their lives and make them at least laugh... Most I can make them feel a little bit better but some I cant help...

Karma Sometimes Bites You Back!
The other day I was going to my nieces Dance recitals. The whole way i was thinking about the last time i went and how long and drawn out it was.. I was hoping this one was allot faster and more entertaining.. Don't get me wrong my nieces were great but watching the other 200 kids in between is what killed me. SO needless to say I wasn't that thrilled to go.. I find a parking lot near the theater and I'm overjoyed at the fact I don't have to walk.. I step out of my car and I'm walking up to the payment booth when a homeless man approaches me .. I think well either hes going to ask me for money (which i usually try to donate) or hes going to walk on by.. either way I'm fine.. Well he comes up to me and shows me a parking ticket that covers the whole day and hes willing to sell it to me for 5 dollars. I think to myself well a ticket for the evening is only 5 dollars whats the harm in buying his ticket and helping him out. SO of course me being who i am hand the guy % dollars tell him t

Havin' A Great F-ing Time
Well I know it's been awhile since i've logged in but that's because i've been causng trouble over seas... thats right ladies and gentleman i am curently druck as shit in bahrain.... before this i was running around dubai just 4 wheelin on the dunes... man have i hade a great time well for those of you that still know and remember me just say hey and i will talk to you as soon as i can!

Are You The Same As Me
Greetings Are you in a situation you can't get out of for financial, kids, family or other personal reasons? Do you look back at the years and ask why? Do you have a need in your heart for romance again? Do you miss the warmth and caring that is gone? Have you realized that the only way you might find some happiness is an affair? Do you feel the same as I do? I love sexual pleasure, especially giving it, well, let me be honest- I crave sexual pleasure. I consider myself handsome, healthy, full of energy, and not shy at all about exploring and trying new things. I do believe that I've done it all because I am also not selfish at all, but who knows? So, I've decided to look for someone who is perhaps, in the same situation as I am. Someone who is looking only to experience something that has been missing in her life, and just wants to feel alive again, and wanted, needed by someone, with all the romance and affection.. Let me kiss your precious lips, caress your soft face, cuddle

Positive Reality
Hi! Being positive is the way to be. No matter what happens accept what is by living in the moment in the here and now. Everything happens for a reason with no accidents or coincidences. Life is simple if we choose to make it that way so all of you enjoy your life!

About Me (scroll Down To Read :))
Name: Sonia Birthday: March 24 Birthplace: El Paso Current Location: El Paso Eye Color: Brown Hair Color: Red right now. lol Height: 5'6 or 5'7 Right Handed or Left Handed: Lefty Your Heritage: Latina "MEXICANA" The Shoes You Wore Today: Sneakers Kswiss Your Weakness: Partying!! Your Fears: CLOWNS! Your Perfect Pizza: Mmmm Hawaiin!!

Juggalo Dd
"Thy Carnivals Prayer: Our Father of Shangri-La Hallowed be thy name If the world turns over save me From thy fiery rain Keep me pure Keep me clean As the lotus grows I ask you for forgiveness Save me from the crows Juggalo be thy name, Hatchets be thy game,mess with one, you mess with all, we never travel alone and are always ready for anything, so be wise and just pass us by and don't say we shine, we are creatures of the night and will always be there when a fellow Juggalo needs us, we stand by the Dark Carnival and all it teaches, so for all Juggalos and Juggalettes, stand firm and always be ready.The Juggalo Pledge: I Pledge Allegiance To The Hatchet Of The Underground Society Of Juggalos, And For The Ninjas For Which It Stands, One Family, Under God, Full Of Freaks, With Faygo And Magic Neden For All!! WE WILL NEVER DIE ALONE, JUGGALOS WILL CARRY ON, SWING OUR HATCHETS IF WE MUST, EACH AND EVERYONE OF US When I die, show no pitty, send my soul to Juggalo city, dig my grave six fe

Fu Anniversary
How time flies! Just three years ago a friend told me about a fun lil site, kinda like MySpace but was more fun and more interactive with people... it was called Lost Cherry. I created a profile and have had fun ever since. The site pulled a fast one on us when it hit 1 million profiles - really miss those days :p It went from Lost Cherry to CherryTap to what it is today.. so many changes over the three years from under 1 million profiles and all you could do to level was to rate rate rate... but it got people to visit and chat and really look at pictures and stash and interact with others - it was literally the small neighborhood bar where everyone knew you and was like a comfortable jacket you loved to wear. Remember when happy hours started and we went "wow!" then the first bling and all life changed on FU from then on :p

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Life
Ok we all know that life can be great and that life can be shit. I have to admit right now my life is about as bad as it can get i seem to annoy people that i care about without even trying to, I find it hard to let people get close to me and i put a front on acting as if im happy and jokey when im not really. What i was going to say in this is that no matter how hard life seams there must be something that can be done to change it and make it better, but no matter what im doing or thinking i struggle to understand why it seams everyone else is having fun and enjoying there life more than me. Yes i have had problems in the past with people passing away and other things happening but why does it seem i cant move on... I try and be happy and to make others happy but for some reason it dosent work. If you have got any ideas that may help me feel free to comment and let me knwo your thoughts. I am not saying my life isnt worth living i have been there before and i never want to go there

Energies
Hi! Did you know that who you are is who you attract in your life. When someone is positive they attract positive people. They also can attract negative people as well, however the negative ones choose to stay in their comfort zones because it's easier than to take a look at to why they are there in the first place. Have you ever been driving or walking and noticed someone and actually feeling they have a dark black cloud of negativity following them? Which one is true? Which one is false? How you see yourself is how others see you? or How others see you is how you see yourself? This is a deep question and if you think about it the answer makes total sense. You can choose which one applies to you.

True
Hi! Being real is about loving ourselves for who we are. When one does this we are able to love another. Having a relationship with ourselves is key. When we do this we can have a relationship with another. Not everyone is going to like you no matter what and it doesn't matter. Be honest with yourself and others always. It's better to tell the truth to someone than mislead them and lie. Don't pull any punches with anyone tell them what you feel and be real about it. Some want to hear the truth, some don't. The truth can be ickky to someone and sometimes scary. When we get told the truth it makes us take a look at ourselves and some don't like that. Always be yourself and don't try and be someone you are not. Be who you are and shine with your true colors in everything you do.

Passion
Hi! Inner beauty is beautiful. It consists of compassion, empathy, love, acceptance, forgiveness, confidence, humility, gratitude. a person can look hot and sexy on the outside very easily. Is that beauty or is it society that has conditioned people to think and look a certain way? People sometimes wear the glasses that society has given them and they choose to look through the same filters. They can get a new pair and look through different filters. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder it's all about whether we stop, look, and choose to see it. There is beauty everwhere all around where ever we go. Is being sexy and hot on the outside beauty? If a person has all of the above qualities then that is sexy and hot. Being comfortable in our own skin is where it's at and what we see when we look in to the mirror because it says everything. People get caught up in the cycle of life for some reason. It's like a washing machine they choose to spin and spin and spin around in circles and they d

Want Rates..or To Be Bombed?
i will have two bombs this weekend,the first is for repays and 11's.The second will before blings..Here is what i am offering i will rate 250 pic folders at a cost of a 30k per folder..I WILL BOMB A 250 FOLDER FOR A 1 CREDIT BLING...i will take 50 total bling so i know i have time to get them all!!!!BLING AWAY!!!!!

Almost A Year..
MY DAD WOULD OF BEEN 67 ON JULY 4TH. I LOST MY DAD ON JULY 16, 2008 LAST YEAR. I MISS HIM SO MUCH. I HAD ASKEDMY BOSS. FOR THEM 2 DAYS OFF FROM WORK. BUT, MY BOSS DIDN'T GAVE THEM TO ME. I AM REALLY HURT. I KNOW ALL I WILL DO IS CRY ON THEM TWO DAYS. I HAVE BEEN CRYING ALMOST ALL DAY AND HALF THE NIGHT. I KNOW THAT EVERYONE KEEPS TELLING ME THAT IT WILL GET BETTER. BUT, IT STILL HURTS VERY MUCH. I KNOW HE IS IN A BETTER PLACE, BUT IT DOESN'T MAKE IT ANY EASIER THATS FOR SURE. I MISS MY DAD VERY MUCH AND I LOVE HIM TO. JUST WISH I COULD SPEND MORE TIME WITH HIM. LOVE YOU DAD. YOUR BABY GIRL...

Movie Reviews
On Thursday 25-6-09 or 6-25-09 i saw in the cinema Transformers Revenge Of The Fallen also known as Transformers 2 this movie is also Directed by Michael Bay the director of the first Transformers Movieand in this one there new AUTOBOTSand new DECEPTICONS and surprises and if you haven't yet seen the first movie i suggest you do because the end of the first movie relates to the 2nd movie this movie is totally awesome i loved it i give it 10 stars for a rating it is certainly worth seeing people from Bruce.

Mad
MAD I am so tiered of people who us to be there for me as a friend turn around and till how bad of a mother I am when that person walked out on her frist Kid for Drugs and cant take care of the on she now has and the stupped B-ch is having another one poor kids and her husband has 3other kids he cant even take care of. He also walked out on them for this stupied Cun- I need to get out of here befor I hurt someone it will ether be this person after she has the baby or my loving B-ch of a sister who also says I am a bad mother really do they have nothing better to do.

Dreamer
Gazing through the window at the world outside Wondering will mother earth survive Hoping that mankind will stop abusing her sometime After all there's only just the two of us And here we are still fighting for our lives Watching all of history repeat itself Time after time I'm just a dreamer I dream my life away I'm just a dreamer Who dreams of better days I watch the sun go down like everyone of us I'm hoping that the dawn will bring a sign A better place for those Who will come after us ... This time I'm just a dreamer I dream my life away oh yeah I'm just a dreamer Who dreams of better days Your higher power may be God or Jesus Christ It doesn't really matter much to me Without each others help there ain't no hope for us I'm living in a dream of fantasy Oh yeah, yeah, yeah If only we could all just find serenity It would be nice if we could live as one When will all this anger, hate and bigotry ... Be gone? I'm just a dreamer I dream my li

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Another Today
Well sometimes you feel like killing yourself for all the wrong reasons. And today, that is my day. I just feel like no one cares and no one want's to be there for me. But I know when the day come's for my son to arrive, everything will be better !!!

Blah
You are Red! Red people are passionate and fiery. You do everything with energy and vibrance. You probably have a bit of a temper, too. :) You are always up for an adventure, and you almost never get tired! You have an intensity that is hard for some people to stand, but your friends love it about you. You are probably very opinionated and loyal, jumping up to defend the ones you love when they need you. You can sometimes be a little rash - quick to make decisions without really considering the outcome. As a general rule, you follow your heart more than your head. You can be competitive, and are probably good at just about everything. You, in a nutshell: Passionate, energized, loyal, intense, competent, extroverted, adventurous. RED!

Variety Of Emotions
Wow what a Day. I went looking for pictures to uplod to my fubar site I was looking at Kindred the Embraced photos which is a short lived TV series Based on the game Masquarade. Well there is this one picture of the main character Julian Luna that I love where his eyes are blue because he is getting ready to turn wolf. I found it in 5 minutes today where the last time took me two days and I didnt even find it. So then the downward emotions i cant get the pics to load and cant find the program. but the upside i was snooping around the kitchen and found my favorite Extreme Gulp cup that glows in the dark. I am sitting here bouncing off the walls seeing as i had 4 mountain dews Take caere all will write more soon.

Dr3w87's Blog
Well its my first blog here on fubar and I have to say so far I like fubar so much more than any these other social sites which are just bland and blend all in together. Anyway so yeah I'm a 21 year old male, I'm about 5'6" and 140lbs, hazel eyes and auburn brown hair. I work a lot ;( I mean like 50 hour weeks, but you know, work play and play hard. but yeah I don't really feel like filling anything else out right now, guess I'll just have to add more later, peace out everybody

My First Time Here
Well A friend of mine sent this over to me and join this site. So I am new here, please be nice don't make too much fun of me, I haven't checked everything out here and not sure of all what is here too do. If you like please feel free to drop me a line, making new friends is always nice and chating is always good and I guess the rest will fall into place to figure out this iste and see whom responds too this blob. And I guess once I figure this all out more like howtoo see who all is here at this site and may enjoy the same intrest as I do. Well thanks and hope that this will be a great new start in a brand new site.

Pieces Of Thought
fighting normalcynonconformedbut a humanhas transformedonce an outcast now accepteda girl now grownhas changed perspectivenot the people who have changedbut the limts that which chainedher views on lifeonce were bleaknow she's strong enoughto speakideas flowing just the samebut now she know's to the play the gameyou must followto later leadcannot live withoutsome greedan honest lifeshe craved the mostbut can't survivewithout a hostso on she goeswithout a carepure intentionsbecome rarethe girl a ghostinnocence fadednow she's feelingworn and jadedis she happyshe still asksor is she hidingbehind a maskmade of moneylust and liesthe light has long sinceleft her eyesshe tries so hardto maintainbut later seesshe's drenched in shameso adulthoodseems to bea lonely voyageon an endless sea

The Young Boy
The Young Boy A young boy asked his father the difference between potentially and realistically?" The father then answered, "Go ask your mother and sister if they would sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars." "Then, go ask your brother. So the boy went to his mother, sister and brother and asked, "Would you sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars?" The mother replied, "Of course I would! We could really use that money to fix up the house and send you kids to a great University!" his sister replied, I LOVE Brad Pitt. I would sleep with him in a heartbeat, the brother replied. "Do you know how much a million bucks would buy?" The boy then went back to his dad. His father asked him, "Did you find out the difference between potentially and realistically?" The boy replied, "Yes... potentially, you and I are sitting on three million dollars.............but realistically,....... we're living with two sluts and a queer".

The Fighting Irish!
The American Revolutionary Army contained, as history states a "disproportionate" number of Irish soilders. Years later; my great grandparents, from County Cork immigrated to the United States. When they arrived, in America, they were faced with unwelcome signs

I Dreamt Of You...
I dreamt of you last night.....I was on my knees, my arms stretched out besides me. My hands gripping the quilt in tight clenched fists. You behind me. Sliding slowly, inch by inch, into my tight, hot, wet channel. Only to retreat to the point of almost pulling all the way out of me. I whimper at the loss. Your hands tighten on my hips. You plunge into me. I scream. You thrust faster, harder, deeper. My sobs of ecstasy fill the air. I'm slamming up against you as hard as you are slamming into me. We ride that fine line between pain and pleasure. I feel your body tighten, coil. My body pulsing around yours. We explode, shatter. You collapse upon me. Neither of us can draw a steady breath. Your arms enfold me.Last night I dreamt of you....

Here I Wait
I was told that you will come one dayAnd save my heart from needless painRescue me from desolationAnd here I wait for you.I was told to stay right here and anticipate youI canonize you with nonsensical expectationsMy life a decrepit chasmAnd here I wait for you.Constantly I think of youLonging for your loving caressWondering when I will truly know your essenceAnd here I wait for you.My heart yearns to hear yours beatPatiently I sit and waitI ache for knowledge of youAnd here I wait for you

I Want You...
I want youI want to feel youI want to touch you I want you to touch meI want you to explore my bodyI want you to find all the places aching for you I want to feel our lips pressed together I want to feel our tongues tying and twisting togetherI want to feel our breathe increasing and our hearts beating faster and faster I want to feel the heat of youI want you to feel the heat of meI want us to be one, united when we are able to give into our desires of the flesh I want to give you blissI want to give you pleasure I want to give you ulitmate satisfaction I want to be with youI want to kiss every inch of youI want to make love to you, until our bodies give out I just want you....

Note For Guys....
"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before, she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being a human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more then she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there." - BOB MARLEY

Poetry
~Have I~ Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it, like some newly

Mikie
there are fine points in this feild i love,you get to know the person on a very high plane befor i get to do the art they truely want ,and true trust in me that i am there god when i hold the gun and inks that they will never forget,and the fact that they will always have a story to tell that will envalve me when some one complements them on there ink work.i do all kinds of work.i do full body modifacations,inplants,scarifacations,hangings,and yes i have turned down work because it did not fit them or like i dont do names unless it is one that will never change.i also love rides on the harley,cool nights that make your nipples hard to the romantic moods, i am a straing creature who just needs to be loved .i would truely like to here from you about any topic,hope i put this in the right place.also i need help working the fubar.any advice is greatly aprisheated

Poem
I cant see the lightto take flightTo get away from this sadnessthat intertwines with my madnessHow can we say we are happybut inside we want to cry?How can someone who has everythingstill want to die?Longing to feel the warmth of the sunto be in the group having the funWiping the tear from our eyelooking at the clouds in the skyHoping the dark ones fades awayso please stay and be a friendhelp me,my mind & soul to mend

Silk?
Keiko Yamada sat patiently on the Arabesque rug basking in the illumination of the candle glow. Her skin reflected a lovely peach colored resplendence in the darkened room. She waited quietly for Jeremy. She was totally his tonight—body and soul. He led her to the bedroom of the old Victorian house decorated with mahogany furniture and an opulent canopy bed. He had unzipped her blue silk dress, and the featherweight raiment glided along the refined curvature of her petite body onto the floor. He had touched her soft shoulders lightly and smiled as he savored the vision before him. Her sweet perfume was an intoxicating mist emanating the room. Her large pomegranate breasts were freed as he unsnapped her azure lace bra. After kissing her breasts and sucking her hardened nipples, he ran his hands down her hips and carefully removed her matching lace panties. Jeremy removed a pair of leather cuffs from the wooden tea poi, and she instinctively yielded her delicate hands to her poss

Deaths Of 2009
WOW!! who would have guessed 2009 will be the year that alot of major names in entertainment, show biz and sports would just drop like flies like crazy, from David Carradine to Ed McMahon to Farrah Fawcett to Michael Jackson to Billy Mayes to Steve McNair. I mean, in all due respect we spend time to reflect on these people for taking part either giving back to the people, help make people lives alittle bit easier with clean up, making movies, music or hell, passing the pig skin and looking to score that big touch down, or legends dies hard.

Friendship
LET ME SPEAK A BIT! THIS PAST FRIDAY (03JULY09) MY BEST FRIEND WENT UNDER SURGERY TO REMOVE A BRAIN TUMOR! IT WAS SUCCESSFUL (thank the lord) BUT YET THE DOCTORS COULDN'T FIGURE OUT WHY HE DEVELOPED IT. THEY TOLD HIM HE WAS ONE OF A FEW JUST TO DEVELOP A TUMOR OUT OF THE BLUE. ANYWAYS WE HAD BEEN FRIENDS SINCE WE WERE 15 AND HAVE DONE & BEEN THROUGH ALOT GROWING UP. A COUPLE YEARS I MADE A DECISION TO BETTER MYSELF & MY LIFE AND WE DIDN'T STAY ON THE SAME PAGE. IT TOOK THE ADVICE OF A WONDERFUL NEW & AMAZING FRIEND TO GUIDE ME TO SEE MY FRIEND CAUSE HE NEEDED ME THE MOST & IT WAS WORTH IT FOR ME! SO TO MY FRIEND(you know who you are) I THANK YOU FOR THE ADVICE & WARMTH! I THANK THE LORD FOR PULLING MY FRIEND THROUGH THE SURGERY! I LEARNED THAT EVEN THOUGH MY FRIEND & I CHOSE DIFFERENT PATHS - I SHOULD RESPECT THE FRIENDSHIP & BE THERE IF NEEDED!

B-zero's Kawaii Central
Ok, so, I'm new, I'm cuddly and I have a higher than average tolerance for cuteness. That being said, who wants to buy me a FuPony? I could also use a Unicorn *wink-wink*. I'm B-Zero. That's just how I roll.

Warrior
Now you will feel no rain,For each of you will be shelter to the other.Now you will feel no cold,For each of you will be warmth to the other.Now there is no more loneliness,For each of you will be companion to the other.Now you are two bodies,But there is only one life before you.Go now to your dwelling placeTo enter into the days of your togethernessAnd may your days be good and long upon the earth

You Are 60% Naughtyyou Are Naughty
You are 60% Naughtyhttp://heateddesires.com/xmlQuiz/cuffs.jpg">You are naughtyYou know when is a good time to be naughty and when to behave yourself. Your co-workers think you are very sweet and gentle but when you get home from work there is a whole new side to you and the nice sweet person turns into a wild and sexual person. Your partner is never bored with you around.

One?
1 question1 chance.1 honest answer.Thats all you get.You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX)Any question, anything, no matter how crazy dirty or wrong it is.No catch.But I dare you to repost this.And see what people ask you

One ?
1 question1 chance.1 honest answer.Thats all you get.You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX)Any question, anything, no matter how crazy dirty or wrong it is.No catch.But I dare you to repost this.And see what people ask you

"crazyeagle"
"I'm alwayz high,i never come down;some humans think that i am a clown...f-you i say,you don't know me! i've sailed thru "Hurricanes" out on the "Sea"...I'm a crazy indian,"Cherokee"by birth,my Father's" the "Sky",my "Mother's" the "Earth"... i repect

Loving Life
I am a 37 year old woman,my name is Buffy Suire andI have 2 boys that are 20 and 17 and I love them dearly and there names are Dustin and dillon.My husband is Richard Suire and he is the love of my life and we have the best times together,it took us along time to get where we are now,but it is awsome our relationship is awsome.loving my family.

Hi
Hey everyone nice to meet you! Yes I know im not very good at punctuations and such but oh wells. First time ever on this site so itll take me awhile to learn the conrtol lol. Anyway's just wanted to put something up here. If ya ever want to chat im online 24/7 half the time you can look mw up on Secondlife too bye everyone

My Love, I Am Sorry I Hurt You......
I am sorry to hurt your feelings my loveI should have kept my promises as I have told youBut I don't know the reason why I did wrong to youI felt sad when I show your tears rolling on your cheeksI know you are very upset over meand don't want to talk to me eitherIf you feel that I had hurt you by unpleasant wordsthen please forgive me and accept my sorryDo not stop talking to me my love If you do so, my heart will burst into thousand piecesYou know how much I am in love with youand without you my loneliness will take me to hellAlways, there is a special place in my heart for youwhere my love for you is so passionate and trueNo one can melt my heart like you donor clutch my soul to give me new life like youMy love, please talk to me again and I promise your love in my life will be pleasant until my end

The History Of Eddie Guerrero
Eddie Guerrero, born Eduardo Gory Guerrero Llanes (October 9, 1967 – November 13, 2005) was an American professional wrestler of Hispanic extraction. Born into a legendary wrestling family, Guerrero managed to maintain the storied Guerrero family legacy. Through the 1990s, he had a distinguished career, working for every major professional wrestling promotion in the United States during that period: Extreme Championship Wrestling, World Championship Wrestling and World Wrestling Entertainment.Guerrero's in-ring character was that of a crafty, resourceful wrestler who would do anything to win a match. His famous mantra became "Cheat to Win." Despite being a heel for much of his career, he became extremely popular because of his charisma and the fact that his character seemed to largely be a reflection of himself.Throughout his career, Guerrero encountered various substance abuse problems outside of wrestling, including alcoholism and an addiction to pain killers. His problems outs

California Love Story
I got this in my email today and cracked up lol check it out. Hope you like lol. A man was lying in bed with his new girlfriend. After great sex she spent the next hour rubbing his Testicles, something she loved to do. As He was enjoying it he asked her, why do you love doing that? Because, she replied I miss mine. Kinda brings a tear to your eye doesn't it. lol

*shocker* Fu Only About The Money! Lol
I actually find it somewhat reassuring to know that in this age of bailouts, cover-ups, excuses and apologies, one organization can be counted on to brazenly and unashamedly be ALL ABOUT THE MONEY!

Lookin' For Love In All The Wrong Places
I am lonely and looking for love in every site i can. i drive a truck across country. not many chances to meet someone to fall in love with. am i doing wrong. don't i deserve love. any comments or suggestions.

Passin Me By
If you think life is hard..wait til you grow up and your kids are all gone. Time is just passin me by.I didnt realize how hard it would be til my babies had grown and slowly leaving me. So, now is my time to renew myself and show the world I am on top, I am still sexy, I love my life. Come say Hi.....

Just Because I Can
HER TOUCH TAKES MY BREATH AWAY HER KISS IS THAT OF ANGLES SINGING IN MY EAR THE WAY I LUST FOR HER IS THAT OF A DRUG ADDICTION I LOVE THAT FEELING OF LUSTFULNESS AND THE WAY SHE MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I AM THE ONLY MAN ALIVE SHE IS THE MOST BEAUITFUL WOMAN ALIVE AND I CANT EVEN FEEL HER NEXT TO ME

Top Ten
#10 Lately sits at the computer naked. # 9 After signing off she always has a cigarette. # 8 Has a giant rubber inflatable disk drive. # 7 In the morning the computer screen is all fogged up. # 6 She has gotten amazingly good at typing with 1 hand. # 5 She makes sarcastic remarks about your software. # 4 Lipstick on the mouse. # 3 During sex she screams "A colon backslash enter insert" # 2 The jam in the laser printer is a pair of panties. # 1 The fax file is filled with pictures of some guys ass.

Tears Of An Angel
Tears fall down her cheek, Like pouring rain, she cant believe You have gone away, her safe place is now gone, Oh how she will miss the safety.. And love of Your embrace, she only has one person to blame, her selfness pushed You away, Sorrow and sadness tears through her heart, Like a knife to her soul... her wings are torn and tattered, she reaches out to touch Your hand... But all she feels is the coldness of the air... Caressing over her hand where Yours once was, she lets out a sigh and lowers her head, The tears fall and stain her pale cheeks, she buries her face within her hand,

Blocking !
Can someone PLEASE tell me why some people get on here and say they are your friend and then when you are not on line an for no reason the block you ? If you wasn't messing with someone elses man you wouldn't have a problem ! It was real childish to talk shit about me then block me ! But you know what ? Computer's can find alot of things ! Some people are so dumb and don't realize who they are messing with . Why don't you go find your own man and leave the takin one's alone . Stop trying to make friends an then blocking them .

Funny Stuff
A blind man wanders into an all girls biker bar by mistake.. He finds his way to a bar stool and orders some coffee.. After sitting there for awhile, he yells to the waiter, " Hey, you wanna hear a blond joke?" The bar immdiately falls absolutely silent... In a very deep, husky voice the woman next to him says, " Before you tell that joke, sir, I think it is only fair --- given that you are blind -- that you should know five things: 1. The bartender is a blond girl with a baseball bat. 2. The boucer is a blond girl. 3. I'm a 6 ft tall, 175lb. Blonde woman with a black belt in karate. 4. The woman sitting next to me is blond and a professional weightlifter.

Thanks For Being My Army
I never meant to start getting sick like I did 5 years ago I didn’t ask to be frustrated and sick every single day All the pain that I go through I thank GOD every day that you don’t have to go through And every night I may not be on my knees praying but I GOD knows That the pain im going through has a purpose even if im not sure what it is I will keep on bearing this pain until reality sets in and I fall to the floor Open my eyes and the pain will hurt no more I will get up strong as knowing I won the battle between my life and death And I will throw my hands in the air and praise you like I never have before And I will stop on the ground and say you had me for all those years held down with the Chains of hatred, anger, mistrust, anguish, and rage, OH SUCH RAGE and HATERED And I will scream at the top of my lungs now who’s next ive been through it all I refuse to let you take anyone in this world from where they are meant to be I’m fully equipped no

Scorpio Sex
SCORPIO October 24 - November 22Ruling Planet: PLUTO, The Roman God of the dead, beginnings and endings. This basically means that Scorpios add novel differences to any relationship.Scorpios are very possessive. They will tense up if you even LOOK at another hottie across the room. But they can be relied on to always be there for you if you need them. You may never really know what your Scorpio is thinking though, because to them, Knowledge is power and they are very good at putting on a straight face to cover up any emotion they are feeling. Scorpios love sex. The dirtier, the better. Get them excited by revealing your filthiest fantasy and offering to act it out.FAVE POSITION:Anything, as long as it gets them off!BEST SEX TOY:Ben Wah Balls for the girls, and a Riding Crop for the boysSCORPIO MALE IN BEDHis sexuality is so strong, it will make you dizzy!! If you are lucky enough to be with a Scorpio boy, you will always be satisfied!! There's a rumor that the Scorpio man is the most s

Demented And Tortured Souls Of Glassious Helio
demented souls run about and slash at the very existence of man kind in an effort to alter there existence of pure pain and torture of there very souls. The escape they find is not of freedom but of bondage, bondage to there master of which there is no escape and such fall to the ground with thousands of other hopeless demonic beings only to rise up again from there moment of rest to forever endure the pain, torture and torment that awaits them for being being an honored but wasted existence. Congratulations you are one of The Demented and Tortured Souls of Glassious Helio

Mistakes
IWROTE THIS BLOG A WHILE BACK IN THE MISDT OF GREAT PAIN AND SUFFERRING, I WROTE WHERE I WAS AT AT THE TIME. I AM MUCH GREATER NOW, BUT YOU CAN NEVER FORGET WHERE YOU CAM FROM IF YOUR GOING TO BE INTENT ON THE FUTURE AND ITS CHANGE! In this part of my life, i realize that i have made an incredible amount of mistakes. Honestly, not knowing what i was doing. It is true that i am very intelligent, but when your lost in a maze, puzzling to figure out your way, situations arise that can be very damaging. Things in life have led me to try to make a better life for myself. Emotions get caught up in moments that bring contentment, peace, rest, and the finding of newness. It is very possible to become so lost that you really forget good judgement. Your sight can become so cloudy and

A Little More
I have quite a predicament. I have been seeing this guy, friends with benefits type, you know the deal. anyways it has been about 7 years or something like that. I have never had feelings like that for him in all this time. but all the sudden, i cant get him out of my mind. i dont think he even thinks of me in that way at all, like more than friends.. its just bugging me. dont know what to do about it, i dont wanna ruin what we do have, cause its good, really really good, i guess theres never such a thing as no strings is there?

Rockstar Energy Drink
Please join my in boycotting Rockstar energy drink. I have been a huge supporter of this product, untill I found out who is behind it. Michael Weiner, aka Michael Savage: Anti-gay, Anti-lesbian, ultra-conservative radio-talk show host and co-inventor of Rockstar Energy Drink. Wow Is this who you want to support? I have since switched to monster energy drink. They are owned by Hansen juice and distributed by Coke. Thank you for taking the time to read this.

Complexity
While sitting in the lounge the other day...bickering with stupid people just to pass time, a comment was made in regards to "closed" profiles.This is something I don't understand. Why close your profile off to friends only? Profiles are there so that you can tell people a little bit about yourself, so people can see if maybe you have some common interests. The chances of meeting someone you would never otherwise meet are increased dramatically if they see that maybe there is some common ground. Some people are shy, some have a hard time finding something to open a conversation with...knowing a bit about you may help them open up those lines. And really...a private profile SCREAMS "leave me the hell alone I'm a very unfriendly person". Not the best first impression a person can make.Now, if you view it from a totally different point of view...when it comes to rating profiles...if you're one who cares about the 'point' system, it's rather hard to rate a profile if you can't see it. Due

I Love When This Happens
Lyrics to Blame It ft T-Pain by Jamie Foxx Blame it on the Goose (goose) Got you feeling loose (loose) Blame it on Petron ('tron) Got you in the zone (zone) Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-alcohol Blame it on the alcohol (fades) (Verse 1) Ay, She say she usually don't But I know that she front Cause shawty know what she want But she don't wanna seem like she easy I hear you saying what ya won't do But you know we probably gon do What you been fening deep inside Don't lie now (Chorus) Girl, What ya drinking Gone let it sink in Here for the weekend Thinking, we can See what we can be if we press fast foward Just one more round If you're down, I'm for it Fill another cup up Feeling on your butt-What? You don't even care now I was unaware How fine you was before my buzz set in (My buzz set in) Blame it on the Goose (goose) Got you feeling loose (loose) Blame it on Petron ('tron) Got you in the zone (zone) Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-a-a-alcohol Blame

Tired
Ok so there's always that person who helps u out unconditional of what it may be so long as they to have means to do so. They take u loan u money. And understands when ur down u jst need a simple boost back onto ur feet. Well that's usually me! I help every1 n I had stopped doing it for a while. Now I'm in school n had gotten a grant check to help me n pay for 2nd semester. I paid it n from April to end of June used rest of money for gas in a car I no longer can use mind u if left it with a full tank when parents desided to take it n not let me use it plus paid 50 to have the thing towd cus broke down! I paid for things my man n I did when he got back home cus he was strugglin for a new job, n now isn't barely makin enough to live after his rent. My parents won't help me n now if I dnt get to school ill owe 900in grants back not to mention be completely utterly screwd I'm tired of not being able to lean on any1 when I need help yet always being there for them. I need a job no1 hiring m

Darkness
My mind seems consumed by an inosence that holds onto anger n hurt. The very depths of my being fill with contemplations of suicide. No longer does a smile fill this room with desire to go further into the life that has become nothing more than a darkness within the walls of my very existing and breathing tortured being. My eyes no longer look into the light ahead for it only comes with memories of what I am n used to be. This angel of wings so jagged it can no longer soar the heavens of pureness the ones I so loved. My shatterd halo sits in the corner of my clouded room room shattered to bits no longer glowing. I'm but a fallen being trapped in this darkness that is me, barely recognizable by those whom cross my path n step all over me. My eyes they cry tears of blood that glisten like rubies crushed against my face under the only light I see the moon. It too has forsaken my existance! My lips thirst to be touched n yet the simple thought of this brings pain you'd never want to know.

Submissive
I wonder what its like to be... The sexual creature Of every mans dreamsTo do the things that HE wantsTo taste him...To tease him...To give myself fully to him...To let him tie me upTo whip me and make me cry To call me names and punish meTo let him degrade me To be his play toyTo break and shake meTo be at his beck and callAll to fall to my knees and whispher \"I love you.\"

Wills
A lawyer was reading out the will of a rich man to the people mentioned in the will:"To you, my loving wife Rose, who stood by me in rough times, as well as good, I leave her the house and $2 million."The lawyer continued, "To my daughter Jessica, who looked after me in sickness and kept the business going, I leave her the yacht, the business and $1 million."The lawyer concluded, "And, to my cousin Dan, who hated me, argued with me, and thought that I would never mention him in my will - well you were wrong. Hi Dan!"

What Did I Do
Im in fort bliss texas getting ready to head for iraq in a month. The best part i volunteered. My mom always said i was special but i just now realized what kind of special she meant. Seriously I love this army stuff.

Music
ya know there is some songs that u think are really hardcore ...then u read the lyrics and find them very funny slipknot sings this song get this or die ...and i was like ew it sounds hardcore just looked lyrics up and it is the funniest

Just Want To Vent A Little!!
ok, here it goes, tell me how an 84 yr old woman who has survived breast cancer for over 20 yrs, colon cancer in which they removed a large piece of her colon and sewed it back together. the death of a child and her husband, most of her brothers and sisters, can walk into a hospital, and sit for 12 1/2 hours before she is actually looked at, with enormous pain and swelling of her extremities, a unkown type of rash, that after 7 days the doctors still havent concluded what it is!!! she was admitted and treated for 3 days the swelling and rash lightened up, they sent her home the very next day back to the same ... swelling pain, rash has spread further. and they still havent conclusively diagnosed her!! now my problem is .... this is my mother firstly, and how do you send a ederly woman who has these symptoms, and pain, home

Reminder
Copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. Deck: Ancient Enlightened Tarot Children's Tarot Crystal Tarot Dante Tarot Etruscan Tarot Fairy Tarot Fey Tarot Leonardo Da Vinci Tarot Nefertari's Tarot Tarot of the Gnomes Tarot of the Hidden Folk Tarot of the New Visions Tarot of the Renaissance Tarot of the Spirit World Tarots of Marseille Tarots of the Sphynx Universal Goddess Tarot Universal Tarot Visconti Tarots The Queen of Chalices card reversed suggests that you may have difficulty accepting love or intimacy without strings, or are tired of faking it or being exploited. Looking in the mirror and reassess the value and power you place in sex, beauty or compliance. You have much more to offer in a relationship. This habitual process of distancing yourself emotionally could be a defensive mechanism to keep from being abandoned or rejected by love again. There might not be any happiness or future in this solitary illusion or passionless situation. Take the opportunity to finally give voice

Life And All The Crap In It
Ok, I've been sitting here for nearly a year without a job. A real job, one that pays and is constant. Ok some of you might think what the hell for. Well lets look at it this way, staffing agencies are not jobs! They don't give you a stable history that a person needs. That's all there is in this area, I've been told "oh move to a bigger area" well that would be nice, but you have to have MONEY in order to do that, and without a job you don't have money! Right now I'm trying to find a way to get back into college to get my Master's Degree. When I went to get my Bachelor's I was working a 30hr awk job, being a single parent, and taking care of a parent that later passed away, this resulted in a bad gpa. That isn't good when trying to get back into college. Without a job you can't pay the bills let alone the student loans that piled up. This is frustrating as hell! In the area I live in, there's really no jobs. Burger King only wants high school kids, and I'm old enough that most emplo

The Really L-o-n-g History Of Hell Michigan
He probably wasn't a whole lot bigger than most men of his time and place, in height or in girth, rolling into the third decade of the nineteenth century in Sullivan County New York. George Reeves, if not imposing, was certainly a man who required a bit more elbow room than most. Maybe his expectations from life, and from himself, were just a little larger than those of the folks who surrounded him. For even then, in the mid-1830s, he found the insistent swell of population to be an infringement of what he felt to be his sanctuary from civilization, there in the Catskill Mountains. So, after convincing his brothers James and John that the territory of Michigan might offer them some adventure and an opportunity to stake a claim in a land that had just been newly wrestled from the control of the Potawatomi, they gathered a few belongings and were swept into the tide of migration that followed the Erie Canal west in 1837. At that time, Professor William Kirkland, formerly of Utica, New

A Prayer Chain
We love our family... and one of our family needs you.A great friend and fellow fu member needs all of our thoughts and prayers.His mom is very ill after heart surgery with a poor prognosis, so please send his mom and him all your love and prayers, they both need them very much!Loveable Teddy Bear R/L BF and Madly in LOVE w/ HolliSugaTits@ fubar

Experience
We all go through different things in our lives with many feelings and emotions attached to each situation. We can deny ourselves of this or choose to embrace whatever comes up. Pain is one of these where some will cover it up escaping it any way they can so they don't have to look at what it really is. If we choose to allow it to work through us we can walk with it exploring and becoming friends. It can take us too many levels. Are we wanting this or do we want to stay stuck in our zones? Any

I Wish I Was Devious...
constantly hear about how guys are incapable of expressing emotion. Maybe it's my contrary nature, but fuck that! You asked for it...I am 25 years old, with a mind that fluctuates between a 5 year old's optimism, and 90 year old's crushing surety that all is wrong in this pathetic fucked up little world we live in. I live in constant fear of myself. I have PTSD, whether or not any of you bastards care is none of my concern. I do. It's real. It's why I sleep little, and think too much.I don't drink anymore. Drinking leads to time I can't remember, time I won't get back, and it led to a marriage I will always regret. My only true pride in my life so far is a beautiful little blond girl with a knowing smile, and heart-breaking blue eyes. She has more value than could ever be equaled. She is my reason to get up every morning, to try to sleep each night, and to make it to work everyday whether or not I succeeded.I have a passion, obsession, and fixation with eyes. They are the windows to a

Have Something To Say
Have something to say.I wanna scream it out loud...I wanna yell to the city and want to scream it cause I'm proud. I had a dream to day!I've had a thought.Ive had my revaluation and its not what i sought. I've dreamed this dream for days long past.But this thought in my head ... It just lasts... I wanna breathe again.Take that long awaited breathI WANT HOPE AGAIN.To lay my worries to rest. I want to thrive againthrive on love. i want hope again i want yours.Open your heart and ill open doors. Open hope to me and ill sail any sea.Open that heart and believe in me... I'll be perfect...as i always thrive to be.I'll stay yours and be what ever you want me to be. Let me be yours,I'll let you be mine.Let me have hope again,Help me learn to shine. give me hope...I'll take your pain.I'll love you without question and have the world to gain.

Crazy Cajuns
Cajun AngelsGabriel came to the Lord and said, "I have to talk to you. I have someCajuns up here in Heaven who are causing some problems. They areswinging on The Pearly Gates, my horn is missing, and barbecue sauce isall over their robes! Ham hocks, spareribs, and crawfish shells are allover the streets of gold. Some folks are walking around with one wing. They have been late taking their turn in keeping the stairway to heavenclean. There are watermelon seeds all over the clouds! They have eatenalmost every animal up here! Some of them aren't even wearing theirhalos, saying it is messing up their hair."The Lord said, "I made them special, as I did you, my angel. Heaven ishome to all my children. If you really want to know about problems,let's call the Devil and see how he is dealing with his Cajuns."The Devil answered the phone, "Hello? Dang it, hold on!"The Devil returned to the phone and said, "Hello, God, what can I do foryou?"God replied, "Tell me what kind of problems you are hav

Cajun Joke
Now Boudreaux, he fall in love wit Marie and he ax > > her to marry him... > > > > > > Marie > > was very naive and uninformed about da birds and da > > bees. > > > > > > Boudreaux was a poor fisherman and could not afford > > to take much time off for a honeymoon.

Education
"Educatio est omnium efficacissima forma rebellionis" which is scripted in Latin. The English translation means "Education is the most effective form of rebellion". The moral of Thorin's quote is that much more can be accomplished with a book rather than a bat. The system itself cannot be beaten by simply dropping out and having a middle finger attitude. To truly make a difference, you need not only angst, but also a firm foundation on what makes the system what it is. Past revolutionaries (Che, King Jr, Gandhi....) all knew how to use the system to their advantage and bring about change. Society loves stupid people because they are so easy to control. To truly make a difference organize with the tools that truly bring about change: Education and Unity. The sheep (people in general) are force fed crap everyday via the media. Unfortunately, they take it all in with their mouths open wide. The uneducated cannot tell the difference between truth and lie, instead they tend to believe every

Virgin
My first sexual experance was climbing through the window of my girlfriends house when I was 14...she was 15 and she was grounded for doing something stupid..so the only time I could see her was late at night..so there we are in her room at night...fucking away all summer long...so you know what they say is true...if you don't let the boys in through the front door they will be climbing in through the windows....

Am I A Horrible Friend Or What?
I have a problem and I need to get it off my chest. I realized the other day that I am a horrible friend on fubar. I feel a bit like a user and I wanted you all to know that I do love you in my own special way. Hopefully you can help me with my problems

Read Me!!!
Others Have Died This Month Sooooooo True!! With no disrespect intended to the Jackson family, this sure does reveal the shallowness of our value system in this country. While the focus today, tomorrow and for the next God-knows-how-many-days will be the death of a pop culture icon; while many will mourn, wail and quite literally make fools of themselves over it and while many will speak endlessly about it, allow me, if only for a moment, to remind us all that others have died this month; others whose lives were cut short; others who leave behind loved ones and whose families will dearly miss them; families who'll suffer with much more dignity and honor than we'll be exposed to on the tube in the coming days. Yes... it's true... we've suffered a great loss... but forgive me while I tell you that I'm not talking about the king of pop music. These American military members died in Iraq this month: Sergeant Justin J. Duffy Specialist Christopher M. Kurth Specialist Charles

Adult Goodies
Slumber Parties www.slumberpartiesbynicholesage.com come check it out and place orders, theres alot of good stuff spread the word. Tons of toys and gag gifts and lotions and lubes and for the women there are cute little outfits there too. All resonably priced, if you have any questions about any of it feel free to ask me!

How Ever You Want To Take It
ok well this is my first blog on fubar. so lets go and see where i can take you? im a father of 2 great kids and i love them more than any thing in the hole world. i came from a small town i mean real small. but i got big dreams i think you can learn more coming from a small town. i know i did ha ha ha. i love to draw and to sk8 board and ski and snow board and i love vid and pc games. and for the most part music. music is 2nd just under my kids i love music so damn much that if i was cut off i would be lost for ever. i play guitar and drums. so thats about it for now. this is just a warm up so sit tight and injoy.

Character
Labels can be Dangerous, when someone labels another person. It may be that when a person does this they feel that way about themselves down deep inside. Is there any other reason to why they choose to project their issues on another. if one doesn't know how to handle this it can be devastating and damaging to them not only emotionally and mentally it can hurt them with their self esteem. What kind of character does a person truly have and how does this reflect the relationship they have with themselves? The reality is the only way to take a label or comment whether it's negative or positive is to say Thank you! Each person decides how to take it and it solely depends on their relationship with themselves. Sometimes when we fail we learn and sometimes we don't. Some of the greatest and most amazing people throughout history failed many times until they accomplished what they set out to do in the first place. We are always learning and always have constant and never ending improvement i

For Mr. Adorable
Last night I had the weirdest dream..... It was the future and everyone had flying cars and houses floating in the sky. It took a while to get use to flying but i started to be able to make tight turns and stop on dimes in my hybrid cadillac SUV which runs on the worlds garbage. I felt good driving around in a large SUV making the world a cleaner place..... I'm sure at one point during this dream i must have been using my arms to fly the car because i remember Jeff telling me to stop hitting him... back to the dream I'm floating around in my cadillac, trolling for woman when i see my friends. Witty, Witchie, Satara, LaLa, Pixie (oh I've missed Pixie), Blue, Brain ...... the list carries on.. well I couldn't take my eyes off their cleavage... all these woman

Stories
She faces to the left. It's the only comfortable position when her wrists are bound together above her head. She lies on her stomach and watches the candlelight shadow of me preparing. The smell of the jasmine incense hangs in the air like a silent witness to the evening. She move against the ropes. Not to get free, but to feel that she can't. She resists the tug of the ropes securing each ankle. Embarrassed, yet excited by the open position. The noise of the leather strap makes her flinch. The sharp pain brings a whimper. The Safe Word goes unspoken. Blood flushes her face as she anticipates the next stroke. She squeezes, then relaxes; not knowing which will lessen the pain. The lash comes sooner than she expects. A louder sound, a sharper sting, yet the Safe Word goes unspoken. While her cheek warms, she feels the light touch of my glove tracing her tattoo. The colored curves of the design on her lower back feel icy cold compared to the hot marks on the back

Pudgey, The Loving Puppy
R.I.P. PUDGEY on x-mas 2008 we got our daughter a puppy.. he was such a cute little thing, just an adoreable lil pup. when we went to pick him up he was in a litter of 7 pups the guy was giving away. after a few moments this pup was just standing there with his front paws over the edge of the box. our daughter went over to him & they were nose to nose. he licked her & she kissed him back. they were ment for each other, love at first puppy kiss if you will. at first we had a hell of a time gettin him trained to potty outside & being "gentle" around the baby (our daughter). but it didn't take long realy until he was the one gettin the blunt of the punishment.... from the lil one!!! lol she jumped on him , sat on him, poked @ his eyes, pulle dhis ears & lips,

Ranting, Commending, And Such
Why is it that in the month or so we have been up and running I see so many ups and downs? I see people with out THE Baby Dolls in their name. I see people not showing love. I see members who have their buzz meter's at 0%. I see members VERY close to leveling, yet not getting help. But then on flip side I see members like Joy, who every single day I see her on several members pages, gifting, commenting , rating. I see Tonya, recruiting, keeping home page open. I see Luscious, making tags and pics. I see other members being active. I'm not pointing fingers, naming names ( for the negative anyway) but I want us to be THE strongest we can be. I want us to be THE group that people think about when they think about premiere groups on fubar. I want to be a trend setting group. I want other groups to envy us, pattern their OWN groups after ours. But most importantly I want EVERY member to feel love from EVERY member. Ok. I'm done. *steps down from soap box*

For My Son...aidan
Remember me Smile under the sun And know that it is me looking down on you The warmth on your cheeks is only a kiss from me. Laugh when you see the stars glittering in the midnight sky Knowing tha i always watching over you the glittering stars is only a wink from my eyes. Cry when yu see the rain fall from the gloomy grey clouds Its only my tears knowing that i can't be with you right now. Smile when you the rain passes and a rainbow forms And remember that I am smiling when i think about your laugh I will see yo soon my heart, my soul, my life, my Aidan. For my Loving son Aidan MJ Watters.

I have 1 true friend and i wouldn't change that for the world. she stood by me through the worst part of my life. Been there when i lost my parents and when my son past. She is a true friend and so happy that she is my friend.

I Love Her Words
one of her babies is rotting in the sun and the other one was found drowned in the ocean her mom and dad are in their van crushed and bloated and her husband was thrown from his fishing boat so please give me a break from all your complaining about who was mean to you and how your stepdad is a pain - i care, i swear, but i just can't take it, not today all i can think about are tsunamis and earthquakes everything she's ever known is gone, gone, gone everyone she's ever loved is gone, gone, gone the only reason she's alive is she grabbed a palm frond and held on and held on you can call me crazy but it seems to me we could have sent more than we spend in one day killing iraqis to help the hundreds of thousands who are injured and diseased and hungry and homeless and without families i'm appalled by our government's initial reaction and the fact that they asked for a verbal retraction from the folks who called them stingy they're just covering their assets well,

What Religion Is Your Bra
What Religion is Your Bra? A man walked into the ladies department of Myer's and shyly walked up to the woman behind the counter and said, 'I'd like to buy a bra for my wife. ' ' What type of bra?' asked the clerk. 'Type?' inquires the man, 'There's more than one type?' ' Look around,' said the saleslady, as she showed a sea of bras in every shape, size, colour and material imaginable. 'Actually, even with all of this variety, there are really only four types of bras to choose from .' Relieved, the man asked about the types. The saleslady replied: 'There are the Catholic, the Salvation Army, the Presbyte rian, and the Baptist types. Which one would you prefer?' Now totally befuddled, the man asked about the differences between them. The Saleslady responded, 'It is all really quite simple. . The Catholic type supports the masses; The Salvation Army type lifts the falle n; The Presbyterian type keeps them staunch and upright; The Baptist type makes mountains out of

Music
It's never enough to say I'm sorry It's never enough to say I care But I'm caught between what you Wanted from me, and knowing If I give that to you I might just disappear. Nobody wins when everyone's losing Oh, it's like One step forward and two steps back No matter what I do you're always mad And I can't change your mind, Oh, it's like Trying to turn around on a one way street I can't give you what you want And it's killing me and I, I'm starting to see Maybe we're not meant to be It's never enough to say I love you No, it's never enough to say I try It's hard to believe that's there's No way out for you and me And it seems to be, The story of our life Nobody wins when everyone's losing It's like one step forward and two steps back No matter what I do you're always mad And I can't change your mind, oh It's like trying to turn around on a One way street. I can't give You what you want and it's killing me And I, I'm starting to see That maybe we're not meant to be There's st

Randomly Posting My Writing
The dark, sloe eyed glance had caught him, she knew, as he made his mind up to leave. She watched him hesitate, passing his keys from one hand to the other, anger still present in the set of his shoulders and the muscles along his jaw. She watched him and realized, once again, that she didn’t care overly much as to whether he stayed or went. This time there was a child involved, sure, but there were probably millions of children involved all over the world. What was one more? The glance she had shot him had merely been habit. It was in her nature to at least try and keep him, as it had been in her nature to snare him.

Street Race
people here in north carolina is nothin but a street racers community, and im one of them. but i know its illegal in all i already out ran the cops once and so on, but now i only race when im challenged but i really dont care anymore my rep is wat keeps me out of trouble so duces

Broken Roads
A stranger dreams in patience along the broken roads his trip has been long, he grows evertired from the distance a lift on the horizon the gleam of the sun beating off the plains step by step he inches the beaten path has taken its toll be silenced from the pain be quiet from the drain another day of struggling along the broken roads

All The Days
i remember that day you said i do till death do us part the lies, the cheating has left me empty trusting a soul to deliver happiness is a failed cause love is a broken watch like time doesnt pass by, love doesnt exist for so many things i wish i could change the day i met you is the only thing that remains what i would do and what i would have said sure would have lead me another way i dont know how i will ever trust again i know now im meant to be alone all the days

Life On The Edge
doesn't life get crazy. and yet you have no control though you think you do. LIFE ON THE EDGE sometimes feels it's the only way to get by. suppress the business with rebellion. it's not right. sometimes i just want to get crazy with a hot girl who wants to get crazy back. but does that make things better? i feel like i'm livin on a JAGGEDEDGE!

The 2 Worst Days Of My Life...
WELL I WILL START OFF BY FIRST SAYIN TY EVERY1 FOR UR PRAYERS! MANY OF U HAVE ASKED WHUT HAPPENED TO MY DAUGHTA...SO INSTEAD OF TYPING IT OUT TO INDIVIDUALS ILL SAY IT HERE. THURSDAY MORNING MY DAUGHTA ASKED ME CUD SHE GO TO A FRIENDS HOUSE FOR A CPL HRS I IN RETURN SAID YES...BE HOME AT 4, SHE LEFT AT NOON. WELL SHE NEVER MADE IT TO HER FRIENDS HOUSE :( AS SHE WAS WALKIN UP THE ROAD A 20 YR OLD MAN APPROACHED HER AND STARTED TALKIN TO HER AND CONVINCED HER IT WAS OK FOR HER TO COME BACK TO HIS AUNTS HOUSE (which the aunt was not at home) DURIN THE TIME SHE WAS THERE SHE ATTEMPTED TO LEAVE SEVERAL TIMES AND HE WUD NOT ALLOW HER TO LEAVE...SHE WAS GONE ALL THURSDAY AND THURSDAY NITE. TODAY (friday) WHEN THE AUNT ARRIVED HOME SHE FOUND MY 13 YR OLD DAUGHTA THERE AND HEARD HER CRYIN...THE AUNT THEN WENT UPSTAIRS AND JUST FROM LOOKIN AT MY CHILD

The Sparrow Who Loved Me
One day at work a sparrow fell out of his nest and I took him home to try and save him. I knew the odds were very unlikely that I would be able to help him. He was almost ready to fly. I took him home and the first thing I did was to get him to drink lots of water. I think I read somewhere that is one of the greatest dangers for a bird is dehydration. I took him to the sink and let little drops of water fall off my finger onto his beak. He didn’t know what I was doing at first but he figured it out and started drinking a lot. It seemed to help him. I then took little bits of raw hamburger meat and rolled it up into tiny balls and stuffed it down his throat. I did this for a couple weeks. It was hardest on him when I would go to work because he would have to go 8 hours without food or water. So in the mornings before I left I would stuff him. I decided to buy him a cage and some seed. I put him in the cage and showed him the seed and after a few times he figured it out. He started

Makes You Say Hmmmm....
This is written by a young soldier serving his third tour of duty in Iraq. Thought you might find his take on the Michael Jackson news interesting and he's right. Okay, I need to rant. I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on Michael Jackson.. As we all know, Jackson died the other day. He was an entertainer who performed for decades. He made millions, he spent millions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villian to many people. I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, and I respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the point of my rant. Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses their minds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to the country was to ENTERTAIN people, the Amercian people find the need to flock to a memorial in Hollywood, and even Congress sees the need to hold a "moment of silence" for his passing? Am I missing something here? ONE man dies, and al

Radio
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Im Getting Fumarried:d
Come Join Us As We Unite TogetherIn The Bonds Of Fu MatrimonyDJ Reddawg & Neesi Sunday July 18th, 20099:00 pm E.S.T. click pic to enter The Red Dragon's Realm Stop By The Lounge And Have A Drink With UsJoin And Have Some Fun!!

All Members Please Read And Comment!
OK..just a few rules and whats expected to be a meber! After u read please leave a comment letting me know u read and want to stay a member! First and foremost we are a family and there should be friendship, loyalty and respect! We are here to help each other first! Make sure you have r/f/a all members! Please put the home page in your family if you can! And please become a member of the lounge also! All I ask is you check in often with the homepage to see if there are new blogs or new members! We are gonna be doing a little more to have fun here! Just please be patient with me as it will start soon! I will keep you all updated on that! Let's all just have fun!

What Is Love?
A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca - age 8 When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5 "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6 "Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4 Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK." Danny

6 New Personality Disorders Caused By The Internet
** warning ** this is long. It is from one of my favorite sites and it made me laugh. I could find several people from here that fit most every disorder. No need to comment, I just thought that if any of you were bored it might make you laugh also.

Will You Give This To My Daddy
Will you give this to my Daddy? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support 'Red Fridays.'Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer.. I immediately turned around and witnessed One of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen.Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering.When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and Cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families.Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or reprisal.Just when I thought

Its Time To Party
Ok so I'm gonna have a party, Rain or Shine, SO If your in Maine, Coming to Maine, or close enough to Maine to travel, send me a message and let me know if your interested in coming, I don't know the date just yet but I will let you know

My Fault!!!
To You It Shall Always Be My Fault. You Stay Out Until 2... Thats My Fault. You Get Into Trouble... My Fault. You Get Sick..... Thats My Fault. You Have No Money, No Friends And No Life ALL MY FAULT!!!!! You Have A Bad Day.... All On Me... I'm The Reason You Are Unhappy. Im The Reason You Yell. Im The Reason You Break Things. Im The Reason???? Then Leave... Just Go! I Wont Stop You! I Never Have! I Say Go You Stupid Ass! It's My Fault You Lost It? It's My Fault I Hurt? It's My Fault????? GO.... GO .....GO Im Begging Just Leave! Stay Away.... Don't Show Up One Day, With The I'm Sorry Baby, I Dont Care Anymore! Im Not The Problem You Fuck, Just Leave Me Alone, Straighten Your Shit Out, 23 New Charges... Guess Those Are My Fault Too? Fuck Off You Stupid Shit. I Have Better Things To Do. Rott There Im Not Bailing Your Ass Out. Guess What It Aint My Fault!!!!!

Brother
My brother went into the hospital , June 25th to get chemo shots. He developed infections and it got bad. He had luekemia and eventually the infections wore off . However, he is just resting in the hospital in Philly and they are just going to make him as comfortable as possible. Liver shut down, kidney shut down and hes getting no chemo . Now its just a waiting time til its his time for him to go with my mom. All this happened too soon and caught us off guard. I feel so sorry for him and sad as we cried the other day. He knows whats going on, just too soon for him to go at 52.

Hi
If you listen to Shaggy; that's kinda me. "Girl you're my angel; you're my darling angel........... Closer than my peeps you are to me..............." That's me in a nutshell. I have peeps that are important people to me. I do just about anything I can to make their day. But, I'm looking for an angel. Someone I can hang with and stuff. I love treating my peeps right by buying lunches and stuff sometimes. My angel will obviously be treated better than my peeps. So, do you wanna be my angel or peep? I am also looking for just normal friends. I guess I'm just kinda desperate to find someone OUTSIDE of the walmart crew, to hang out with. (I also live by Oreo Speedwagon's song, "I make you laugh, and you make me cry.......... I believe it's time for me to fly." If I wanna make time for you and make your day, and you don't wanna make time for me; well...........bye). If you are interested; stop by Walmart on highway 36 in Oak Park Heights and look for Bob in the home entertainment area. I wo

Thinking
i am going to start putting my thoughts down...i always wanted to do this but for sum reason never have..so tonight will be the start of this.. okay where to start...love spenden time here on fubar doing all that there is to do...but my favorit thing to do is meet new people...i have meet alot of fu friends on here and spend countless hours talken to them...but for sum reason they come and go like the wind...which i really do hate but that is life... i have spend a very lonely life in this world..i keep my thoughts to myself keepen it bottled up inside me to eat away at my soul and heart...why i do this...so i dont get hurt anymore...i have let many people in and i always get hurt...it is like a block wall i have put up...12 feet high and on 4 sides of me..someday it will come down..till then i will be safe and not have worry about it...

Stripper Music
Ok...I'm trying to gather a list of people's favorite stripper/stripping music. I've got a few that I found and like and can't really decide. Yea, yea this will probably turn into a mumm once I narrow it down... So, here's a partial list...if you have any others let me know...

What Is Moonlight Levelers About?
What is Moonlight Levelers about? We are a family that helps those that meet the level up requirements level. In the process we are also helping ourselves because when we rate them we are getting points as well. We have the best members on the Fu! Our vision with our family is this. You don't have to beg people to rate you to help you level because you have a family that will do it for you. When you help level someone it brings you even closer to leveling yourself. When you are ready to level you have a family that will step in and take care of you. We have the best leaders and we are well organized. We have 6 simple rules: 1. No drama 2. Your page must not be set to private 3. You must a/f/r all members 4. Must have our name in your name after you do roll call 5. Help level people when we post a level up 6. Have fun What Moonlight Levelers should be about is family because we are one. We are here to help one another and here to help those on the fu get leveled as well. In t

Love?
I have often been asked the Question is love enogh. Until recently I always believed that if you had someone to love that returned that love to you you could make it through anything, but now I have to question that. The question is what is more important your personal happiness or the happiness of your children. this is the question all single parents have to ask themselves. Eventually you may have to give up the one you love that makes you happy because your children just aren't happy. This I know is the hardest thing II have ever had to do in my life. I know I still love boo-boo Kitty very much but as a parent and I think most parents would agree, I have to do what I feel is best for my children even if it makes me misserable. My love for my kids eclipses anything IO could feel for any other person. Of course we all get tired sometimes but we have to do whats best for our kids its what makes a good parent. If anyone has any answers to the question is love enough let me know.

~clever Women~
read to the very bottomA woman was out golfing one day when she hit the ball into the woods.> > She went into the woods to look for it and found a frog in a trap.> > The frog said to her, 'If you release me from this trap, I will grant you three wishes.'> > The woman freed the frog, and the frog said, 'Thank you, but I failed to> > mention that there was a condition to your wishes.> > Whatever you wish for, your husband will get times ten!'> > The woman said, 'That's okay.'> > For her first wish, she wanted to be the most beautiful woman in the world.> > The frog warned her, 'You do realize that this wish will also make> > your husband the most handsome man in the world, an Adonis whom women> > will flock to'.> > The woman replied, 'That's okay, because I will be the most beautiful> > Woman and he will have eyes only for me.'> > So, KAZAM-she's the most beautiful Woman in the world!> > For her second wish, she wanted to be the richest woman in the world.> > The frog said, 'That will ma

Why Cant I Stop Thinking Of You!!!!!!!!!
i still want to screm out i love you i still want to screm i want to hold you why cant you just leave me in peace insted of peaces you where my every thing and im still left longing for you why cant i move on with out the thought of you i still cant let my self cry for you like its a lost cause of a thought you might come back to me and screm you love me i need to hold you im nothing with out. yeah its a lost cause i know and thats why ill never show you i still love you. all i can show you is pain hate you where my love my anker my star now your my hate my pain my scar.

Thoughts...
Doing a 360 is cool..if you're on a skateboard. Doing a 360 in life blows. Those of you who are close to me know the absolutely horrible things I've had to face lately. So here I am, on the other side of this awful situation, well several situations, and I'm stuck with this onslaught of emotions. I had a plan, a purpose, and was executing that plan. I gained confidence and strength in myself and then life smacked me right in the face. I fought through one bad situation, and in the end it took a lot out of me. I'm a fighter though, I didn't give up. And then I got hit again with something else, and then again with something else. It got to where the bad things were happening so fast that things were kind of spinning out of control. I'm a good person, so it's bizarre that I've had to go through so much.Anyway, I have all these emotions and nothing to do but sit here and work through them. I don't even know where to start. I have never been one of those people that knows beyond a doubt wh

Floating Along In The Gulf
man oh man i gotta tell you getting bleach in your eyes sux!! i was lieing on my back under a sink getting the crud off when a drop of bleach landed in my eye. that shit hurt like a sum-bitch! i don't recomend that to anyone!

Jenn Facts...
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.

More Facts About Me Because Cracker's Not Satisfied With The First One!
Instructions... Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to "Tag", listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "You're It!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you! Ok, here goes...

Make Money Using Facebook And Myspace And Fubar
I was doing some youtube searches on how to make internet home income and this was the best one that i could find that looks safe enough to think about. Ive then done some research to see if this is a scam, lots of feedback pointing to no. Im 23 and a full time employee at nursing home. I'm gonna Pay the six bucks and go for it, it seems to be up Big Player in the online Networking community. Heres a link to watch a video on this. I would love to here comments on this subject so watch the video and get back to me. Hopefully you Join And We Can Start Making Money Together. http://alturl.com/8aty

Gypsyredneck
In five months of living with men here is what I have learned, as explained to me tonight by the brilliant and ever wise DDM:Men do not hear negatives. We (women) bitch at them so frequently that they are psychologically and possibly even biologically conditioned to tune out the negative. So if we were to say, for instance, "Thomas, I do not like roses. I want daisies," he would hear "blah blah roses blah blah want blah," therefore leading to the trauma of earlier this Autumn. Indeed, I have been under the mistaken impression that my communication style was clear and easily understood when in fact it is not. And it has been further explained to me that in communicating with the male of the species Pauses are an important tool. DDM explains further that if communication could be a combination of James Kirk's ... .. paused... .. speech could be combined with... .. terseness, short... .. words that... .. are spaced... .. so... .. that there were... .. enough... .. pauses for the men to...

Fu-wife Auction Help Me Ladiesngents!!!
I AM INTERESTED IN SEEKING A FU-WIFE DONT GET IT TWISTED YES I DO HAVE A FU-HUSBAND BUT I AM INTERESTED IN A SEXXI WOMAN 2 QUENCH MY THIRST IF THAT IS U PLEASE BID FOR ME IN MY PHOTO SECTION 07-13-09 TILL 07-20-09 BID STARTS AT 1 MILLION.....THIRSTY4TAE

Lyrics For Some Projects Im Working On
I JUST SHOULDA LISTENED INSTEAD IM SITTIN HERE LIKE AN IDIOT, TRYIN TO FIGURE OUT WHAT YOU REALLY DID, BUT THERE'S NO MORE TIME FOR YOU, YOU SILLY KID, AFTER I DROP THIS DISS IT'S MY ASS YOU COULD KISS, SHOULDA SLAPPED YOU AROUND LIKE A MASTICHIST, MAYBE YOU WOULDA LIKED THAT YOU LIL NASTY BITCH, TRY TO CLAIM YOU WERE PLAYIN? BITCH YOUR SHITS LAME! EVERYBODY BUT YOUR MOMMA KNEW MY NAME. AND TEARDROP, YOU SHOULDA STAYED SOBER SO YOU COULD HEAR THOUGHTS, STILL DRUNK DIALIN, WHILE THE GUYS PILE IN? YOU WERE RAPED YOUR FIRST TIME? WELL LET ME PLAY THE VIOLIN, SILENCE IS THE ONLY THING I EXPECT OF YOU, CAUSE I KNOW THE TRUTH'LL ALWAYS GET THE BEST OF YOU, AND IT WAS A FAVOR THAT YOU DID ME IF YOU HID ME, I DONT THINK THIS LEGOPHILE WOULDA BEEN ACCEPTED BY YOUR FAMILY OF PEDOPHILE, I COULD RAP ABOUT YOUR ISSUES FOR A 1000 MILES, YOU DUMB BIPOLAR BITCH TAKE YOUR FROWNS AND SMILES, YOU KNOW WHY YOU CHASE SOBRIETY AWAY, AND YOU KNOW WHY YOU'RE HAUNTED BY ANXIETIES TODAY, LISTE

Words Of Wisdom
yo words of wisdom u men who think ur bad ass ur not execpt for thugs i have much respect for them u other men though ur not bad ass im bad ass i weight 225 of pure muscle and im a cage fighter so dont come to me telling me how bad u r cause ur not step with me in a ring with me and u will get knocked out or choked till u pass out

Gee Thanks Jen!! :)
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I drool in my sleep and when I am awake 2. I like getting new stickers for my fookin helmet 3. I have OCD like my friend Jenn (mines way better) 4.I have to have a half of a vicodin with my coffee in the morning 5. I like to sing to my computer 6. I like to gossip about people I dislike 7. I hate blogs and blogging and people that make me do blogs for their cheap ass entertainment value :) 8. Clean Sheet day is my favorite day! 9. My memory sucks ass! I have OCD like my friend Jenn (mines way better) Ok I am tagging these people Shababs Dragons4you~ Bigbuck632 Sparklyballs MzCaBIB

My Personality
Okay, to get this out there, so it's understood....if I rate the hell out of your pics, admire you, gift you, give props to you, pimp you out, or anything like that....rest easy. You have not gained a stalker, I'm not skeezing on you, no need to vomit. I'm the type of person that goes out of his way to treat people nice because that is what makes me happy. I like to be attentive to my friends and family and I am. If you feel uncomfortable with my level of attention, flirting, the way I talk to you, tell me, I'll respect that not everyone can be comfortable with how I interact with them. I'll do my best to bring my attention to a comfortable level for you. It's that simple! If I think you are good looking or sexy or funny....I'll say so. I LOVE to flirt, I LOVE attention. You say to back off, I will. However, just because I flirt with you doesn't mean I'm interested in a relationship beyond friendship with you. It means you are a hot friend of mine

~aquarians~
Thank You 'Miss Viper' for letting me copy this....a Fellow Aquarian.... A•Q•U•A •R •I •U •S: Is A Lover..Trustworthy, Sexy, Professional kissers, One of a kind, Loves being in long-term relationships,

Me!?
I am a very laid back person. I need my alone time. I do not like crowds or walking in to room of strangers. I do however, enjoy concerts, the vibe is different and the common ground that pulls strangers together. I like classic hard rock and metal. I don't like any sports. I rear Monarch butterflies for release. (See photo albums) Did you know over 95% die in nature? I like to create things, any thing.... I have worked with polymer clay for over 12 years. I have a vintage halloween obsession and love to create folk art to display or sell on eBay. I also make jewlery that includes turning roses into beads for memorial bracelets for keepsakes.. I like to bake. I also can or preserve things from the garden, yanno, like gramma did? I like to grow my own fresh tomatoes and vegetables. I am a pack rat. I collect vintage colored glass. (imperial, depression, fostoria) I like the 50's eames era and the pin up look. My bathroom is retro pink and black, with black and white small ti

Fu-engagment Train
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Rums World
Hi. My friends call me Rum I like to flirt and talk shit. I run a forum on the Yuku boards called The Buzz http://thebuzz17122.yuku.com/ I'm not much of a conversation starter but I'll talk to most anyone that waks up and says HI. Now wheres my drink?

Family
To all my friends, i just learned that my brother in-law has been taken to the hospital. He had a bad seizure this afternoon, and was experiencing bad chest pains. So please keep him in your thoughts and prayers. He's not doing well at all. Thanks so much, hippy

It Makes No Sense
I got a call yesterday from a very close friend of mine that I served with in NUMEROUS places doing NUMEROUS things. A small group of us served together and did alot of crazy shit when deployed. We survived, as have many others, and made it home fairly intact physically and mentally. So anyway, Anthony calls me and says, "Mike....."

Mfkn Cell Phones And The Ignorance Of Man.
OK, WTF is the deal with people talking on cell phones while in public restrooms? I don't mean standing around in them admiring themselves in the mirror, I'm talking about in the stall, on the can, full on colon blow in effect. I mean come on, you couldn't NOT answer the phone and let it go to voicemail? You can't wait the 5 minutes you'll be in there to make that "important" call? Maybe it was important you say? I travel alot, trust me, it wasn't important. I've heard everything from conversations about the weather to what kind of meal they planned to eat when they got done doing their business. One time I even heard what must have been a businessman planning a meeting with a customer - in between copius amounts of plop plop . Here's a hint people: Many cell phones pick up background noise very well. Personally I hate what the cell phone have brought to the table. It is a lack of manners wrapped up in a package of convenience and responsibility. Just because they have wormed their

Hillarycare Revisited- The Nationalization Of America's Health-care System
We do need health care reform in America, but there is a right way -- and a wrong way -- to go about it. President Obama and Congressional Democrats want a government-run health care system that puts a Washington bureaucrat between American families and their doctors. And they are hurrying to pass and sign a bill as quickly as they can. Obama has ordered the Pelosi/Reid-run Congress to get him a bill to sign before August 8th, when Congress begins its summer recess. That's less than 25 days from now. Why the rush? The Democrats have learned from their missteps last time they tried to force Americans into a socialized health care system -- the abysmal failure of the Clinton Administration's "HillaryCare." So now, they are rushing "Obamacare" through Congress, hoping it avoids the same fate. President Obama and Congressional Democrats think government is the solution to every problem. They're wrong. The government already runs car companies, banks and mortgage companies. Republica

~soldiers~firemen~police~
This Country is Twisted.....The Author is Right On...... THIS WAS WRITTEN BY A SOLDIER IN IRAQ . Okay, I need to rant.I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on MichaelJackson .

Careless Whispers
Careless Whisper lyricsSongwriters: Michael, George; Ridgley, Andrew; I feel so unsureAs I take your hand and lead you to the dance floorAs the music dies, something in your eyesCalls to mind a silver screen and all those sad goodbyesI'm never gonna dance againCause guilty feet have got no rhythmThough it's easy to pretendI know you're not a foolI should have known better than to cheat a friendAnd waste the chance that I'd been givenSo I'm never gonna dance againThe way I danced with youTime can never mendThe careless whispers of a good friendTo the heart and mindIgnorance is kindAnd there's no comfort in the truthPain is all you'll findI'm never gonna dance againCause guilty feet have got no rhythmThough it's easy to pretendI know you're not a foolI should have known better than to cheat a friendAnd waste the chance that I'd been givenSo I'm never gonna dance againThe way I danced with youTonight the music seems so loudI wish that we could lose the crowdMaybe it's better this wayWe'd

Send Massive Love!
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Againest Child Abuse
My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad,What else could have made My daddy so mad?I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me.I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long.When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks aren't homeWhen my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight.I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlies barI hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyesIm so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words,He says its my fault He suffers at work He slaps and hits me And yells at me more,I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked it And I start to bawl,He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken,And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken, 'Im