ummm ... well I live by one rule everyday ..
if it not gonna matter to tomorrow why dwell on it today
.. I wake up with a smile on my face to enter a new day and go to sleep the same way
.......and whatever happens in the middle doesnt matter ...
well sometimes.......
also I dont dwell on things I dont have control over either ..
whats the point ....
.u shouldn't be angry on what u never had in the first place...
I say follow ur heart and it never lets u down..
and if have a bad feeling about someone or something ..
theres a reason and dont ignore it......
.life about having dreams and going after them.....
if we do neither we will weither and die......
.after u complish one dreams ..
then make others happen one dream at a time..... ....
well I know at one point in my life I didnt care
if I lived or died to be honest with u ...
but what good... would I be for myself or others if I am 6 feet under...
I LEARNED THAT THE HARD WAY ..
if it doesnt come easy then let it go ...
if it meant to be.. then it will be.........
and I also learned that men are a dime a dozen....
there is someone out there for everyone ....
sometimes it just takes longer then others to find their true sole mate..
take care and smile someone is always thinking of U ..
Ella
ps... guys ... not all of u are a dime a dozen ... I have some greast friends men and women ...... so please dont take this a a stab towards u personally I am just venting my feeling again