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I Love
I love to see you smile And I love knowing that I caused that smile I love to see you happy And I love knowing that I caused that happiness I love to look into your beautiful eyes And I love the way I fall into them I love it when you hold my hand And I love having the courage to grab and hold yours I love to tease and torment you And I love it when you tease and torment me I love it when you touch me And I love to touch you I love rediscovering how beautiful you are each time I see you And I love realizing how attractive you make me feel I love wanting so badly to kiss you And I love the way you want to take things slow I love the fact that you still want to be my friend And I love that I want to be yours I love so many things about you But the most important thing is: I Love you!

Ra - Do You Call My Name
ITS MONDAY FUCKERS GET READY FOR ANOTHER WEEK WITH ME THE DJ LD :D DO AS YOU WERE TOLD AND MAYBE THEN WE'LL LET YOU OUT! (kill me with a/the beat) Some people seem to think they always know what's best for you Their little minds try to create a world to keep you still The bolt is strong, the cage is locked, you saw this, don't you lie At first you cry and then you hate those people, stole your will Do as you are told And maybe then we'll let you out You might be dead and cold You might be full of doubt Don't try to escape Cuz you don't have nowhere to go If nothing is your fate There's no scenario Do you call my name Do you stain my brain My eyes are blurry and I can't see you anymore Do you call my name Do you breed my pain My heart is bloody and I can't take it anymore So you just sit there stuck, afraid to risk reality Afraid to cause yourself more pain to face insanity But nothing ventured, nothing gained, you see your fear's your cage You beg for

Deleting My Account
Hey everybody. Just in case anybody was interested, I am going to be deleting my account when I get home from work tonight. I love all my friends on here, but to be perfectly honest, this place just isnt fun anymore. Too many people on here lie and its just becoming a chore trying to differentiate between the people who are actually worth my time and who just say whatever they can to get what they want. Is it really necessary to be something you're not? Oh well. Guess we will never know. If anybody is interested in still talking, you can hit me up on yahoo, my id is sugarshock83. To all those who were true friends, I love you all. If you don't fit in to that category, well I love you too, I just hope you can find you true self and be at peace with it. Shannon xoxo

Amber Alert
Please repost this so we can spread this to as many people as we can so this girl can maybe be with her family or the holidays. Let's give her family a blessed christmas. This could help if we all help. amber alert we need your prayers to help MISSING CHILD ALERT... my niece has been missing since Tuesday, I just got the word last night and doing what I can to help the police find her, I know the web is the only place I can contribute to right now, the more I post, the more word will get around, and if one person could say hey I have seen her, then I will know she is still with us. I have contacted Amber Alert, the local news papers, and the local and area tv stations with her picture, I am now going to write to middle Tennessee and East Tennessee and then around the state newspapers, and tv stations. she is posted on the Tennessee Amber Alert site, I am not going to rest til I know something. If you have a amber alert board or post missing children on the general board, copy and p

A Bdsm Carol
A BDSM Carol Sung To The Tune Of "Winter Wonderland" Whipping Wonderland Slave bells ring, are you listening? Through the pain, their eyes are glistening. A beautiful sight, We’re happy tonight Walking in a whipping wonderland.. Gone away is their freedom, Here to stay is their service You hear a good song, You’re whip is quite long, Walking in a whipping wonderland.. In the dungeon you will see a chained man, And you know he needs a beating down You’ll say "are you ready" He’ll say "yes Ma’am" So, you’ll grab your whip and go to town Later on, You’ll perspire As You set her ass on fire, That sound ya heard Was not a safeword Walking in a whipping wonderland In the dungeon you will see a chained man, And you know he needs a beating down You’ll say "are you ready" He’ll say "yes Ma’am" So, you’ll grab your whip And go to town

Rednecks Gone Wild
HEY EVERYONE, I HAVE MADE A LOUNGE FOR EVERYONE.. IT'S THE GRAND OPENING, I HOPE YALL WILL AT LEAST STOP BY, CHECK IT OUT & MAYBE EVEN SUBSCRIBE. IT'S NOT LIKE THE OTHERS! COME IN, KICK BACK, RELAX AND ENJOY... I AM LOOKING FOR MORE PEOPLE TO HELP ME GET IT GOING...PLEASE COME CHECK IT OUT!!!! HERE IS THE LINK: http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=52936 I'LL BE LOOKING FOR YALL!!!!!!!!!!! HOLLA BACK AT ME, RYAN

Life.
so here i am blogging hurriedly, im watching intervention and i just had a most painful thought a sec ago. i just realized why i feel like i have to save everything, animals, birds, ppl, homeless, charities, as you all know my mom was murdered, east side hastings. vancouver. drugs. i feel like i have to save everything because i couldnt save my mom. i was only 7 when she died. i couldnt save her. and i cant save her now. but it helps knowing this. this show hits wayy to close to home for me. but it keeps me human.

Reflections Upon 2007
What a year it has been. What a horrible, wonderful, rotten, beautiful year. I suppose that can be said of any year that we look at. This one in particular has been, for me at least, most remarkable. 2007 has been a year marked by unspeakable pain and amazing joys; searing loss and incredible gain; heart-wrenching letting go and rewarding reaching out; tremendous sorrows and sparkling moments of happiness; unexpected changes and less-expected healing. I rang in the New Year crying myself to sleep. My date for the evening was a "no-call, no show". He's probably the only man who presents diamonds as an "I won't be back, but I'm not going to tell you that, I'm just going to vanish" gift. The incredible foolishness of it all (on my part) is that he had done the same thing to me the year before. I mean nearly the EXACT SAME THING! Even the jewelry. At least the year before he HAD called to cancel—at the last minute; because he had decided-at the last minute-to buy his son a plane

Women Vs Men On Fubar
You know everyday I get on this site and rate the hell out of my friends and those I dont know that need help as do most of the Guys on Fubar now sure u got Horney guys hell I am too but I dont come here looking for it. Then you have thhose women out there wanting to take advantage of that fact to level get blasts Happy hour cash whatever it maybe. Wow and when I need help to level I may have one maybe two people come to help for a minute wheres the love??? why do the women not help as much as the guys??

New Job
well i went and done it again i am trying to do my own thing.. i need money coming in when i am out on all this medical leave and at this time i am unsure if they are going to keep me on at sears after the holidays so i have went and am starting a new online business.. yeah i know its harder to do an online one compared to a direct hoof and mouth business ( word of mouth, store front businesses).. but i am giving this a try and thought it was pretty cool.. what i am doing is writing letters.. yeah iknow sounds kinda dumb but i hope it works.. its not just any kind of letters it the kind you get at the holiday times to give as keep sakes such as letters from santa or the easter bunny or even to your valentine.. yep yep that is wat i will be doing WOO HOO.. finally i am putting my talent to good use.. hehe i love writing.. i will have letters and peoms for all kinds of occations.. but for right now i am only starting out with a few things and then going from there. yeah i know it m

I'm On Air Today!!! So Tune In!!
Hiya everyone!!I will be DJing TODAY!! www.solid-rock.ca 3:00 PM to 6:00 PM EST.My regular schedule as of right now will be every Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday & Thursday from 3:00PM EST to 6:00PM EST. So I hope you get a chance to tune in! If you want to request a song you can do so here: My Playlist Link Just click on the Request button, fill in your name and any message you want me to read on air :) ... You can request up to 5 songs per hour, and if time permits I will get your requests in :)WE NOW HAVE A CHAT ROOM!!!! (please read the instructions for entering for the first time) CLICK HERE FOR CHAT - INSTRUCTIONS: If you have never been to chat before you must first register your nickname and here's how you do that... Go to the link... Enter a Nickname in the second box... Login... Click on "Commands" (it's the third drop down box on the bottom once the room loads) Then select "Nickserv Panel"... then click on the button that says "Register"... then type in your email address and

My Poems
My Poem By me My heart bleeds out ink, Which my hand smears onto paper. Drip by drip comes Word by word. Every poem is trying to heal the wound That makes my heart bleed. My tears form as words. These dry cheeks, Still haven’t felt that salty tear drop And still I can feel that tear build up behind my eyes. So my hand works extra hard To try and cover this page, With words I turn into poems. My Blood and Tears Are words and Sentences Which I give out to all to share And to feel that little bit less alone In this world. My heart bleeds out ink……….. Mrrcp2007

Stray Bullets
Stray Bullets By me My brother’s limbs twist to the rhythm, Dance to the deadly beat of the bloody drum, Unceasing, No destination but devastation, Slug after slug viciously whizzes, Unseen, To our streets they bring their epic fight, Their thirst for power, their fear of oblivion, Unquenchable, Their teeth into cigars, Their minute daggers into flesh, Sinking, Their shots no target but catharsis, Their war no aim but fantasy, Estranged, One silver bullet sprayed, Pierced my impervious heart, Guiltless, Limbs folding neatly upon the dirt road, I writhed from the painful impact, Excruciating. A bloody tear scales my bony cheek, The beating continues, Relentless. My life fading, Hidden from God, Hopeless. Endless. War is hell. Mrrcp 2007

Metallica - Hero Of The Day
Mama they try and break me... The window burns to light the way back home A light that warms no matter where they've gone They're off to find the hero of the day But what if they should fall by someone's wicked way Still the window burns Time so slowly turns Someone there is sighing Keepers of the flames Do you feel your name? Can't you hear your babies crying? Mama they try and break me Still they try and break me Excuse me while I tend to how to feel These things return to me that still seem real Now deservingly this easy chair But the rocking's stopped by wheels of despair Don't want your hate But the fist I'll make For years can't hold or feel No I'm not all me So please excuse me while I tend to how I feel But now the dreams And waking screams That everlast the night So build a wall Behind it crawl And hide until its light So can you hear your babies crying now? Still the window burns Time so slowly turns And someone there is sighing

The Smashing Pumpkins - Disarm
Disarm you with a smile And cut you like you want me to Cut that little child Inside of me and such a part of you Ooh, the years burn I used to be a little boy So old in my shoes And what I choose is my choice What's a boy supposed to do? The killer in me is the killer in you My love I send this smile over to you Disarm you with a smile And leave you like they left me here To wither in denial The bitterness of one who's left alone Ooh, the years burn Ooh, the years burn, burn, burn I used to be a little boy So old in my shoes And what I choose is my voice What's a boy supposed to do? The killer in me is the killer in you My love I send this smile over to you The killer in me is the killer in you Send this smile over to you The killer in me is the killer in you Send this smile over to you The killer in me is the killer in you Send this smile over to you

Sighs
well again this is the fourth time they have ahd probs with the site...now all the rates have been acting up and now they arent working at all they are gone i know they are prolly working on them, im puttin my profile on invisible and leave here for a while till they get their act straight and get things working

Fresh Fruit With Honey Vanilla Mascarpone
Fresh Fruit with Honey Vanilla Mascarpone Copyright, 2004, Ina Garten, All Rights Reserved See this recipe on air Wednesday Dec. 26 at 12:00 PM ET/PT. Show: Barefoot Contessa Episode: Italian For Beginners This recipe is available for a limited time only. Why? 2 apricots, pitted and sliced 2 plums, pitted and sliced 1 kiwi, peeled and sliced 1 cup cherries, pitted and sliced 1 cup mascarpone 2 tablespoon honey 1/2 teaspoon pure vanilla extract Seeds scraped from 1 vanilla bean 2 tablespoons heavy cream Combine the apricots, plums, kiwi and cherries in a bowl. In a separate bowl, combine the mascarpone, honey, vanilla and vanilla seeds. Add the heavy cream and stir until combined. Pour the mascarpone mixture over the fruit, and serve.

Pumpkin Roll Cake
Pumpkin Roll Cake Recipe courtesy Paula Deen See this recipe on air Monday Dec. 24 at 12:00 AM ET/PT. Show: Food Network Specials Episode: All-Star Holiday Party Pumpkin Roll Cake Cake: 3/4 cup cake flour 1 1/2 teaspoons ground cinnamon 1 1/4 teaspoons ground ginger 3/4 teaspoon ground allspice 6 large eggs, separated 1/3 cup granulated sugar 1/3 cup golden brown sugar, packed 2/3 cup canned pumpkin, packed 1/8 teaspoon salt Powdered sugar Filling: 1 teaspoon unflavored gelatin 2 tablespoons dark rum 1 cup whipping cream, chilled 3 tablespoons powdered sugar 6 tablespoons plus 1/2 cup English toffee pieces for garnish Additional powdered sugar, for garnish 1 1/2 cups purchased caramel sauce, warmed, for garnish For the cake: Preheat the oven to 375 degrees F. Line a 15 by 10 by 1-inch baking sheet with parchment paper. Spray the parchment with nonstick cooking spray. Sift the flour, cinnamon, ginger, and allspice into a small bowl. In a separate b

Today On World Rock Radio
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Foo Fighters - The Pretender
YES! THE GRAMMY NOMINATED FOO FIGHTERS ARE GONNA WIN THAT GRAMMY AGAIN I HOPE Keep you in the dark You know they all pretend Keep you in the dark And so it all began Send in your skeletons Sing as their bones go marching in again Beneath you buried deep The secrets that you keep are ever ready Are you ready? I'm finished making sense Done pleading ignorance That whole defense Spinning infinity, boy The wheel is spinning me It's never-ending, never-ending Same old story What if I say I'm not like the others? What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays? You're the pretender What if I say I will never surrender? What if I say I'm not like the others? What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays? You're the pretender What if I say that I’ll never surrender? In time or so I’m told I'm just another soul for sale... oh, well The page is out of print We are not permanent We're temporary, temporary Same old story What if I say I'm not

More Corn
Two men are sitting at a bar, slowly sipping their drinks. After a while, the first man approaches the other man, and sits next to him. "This place is great, isn't it?" he asks. The second man, somewhat surprised at the stranger's remark, replies, "Why do you say that?" The first man, in a low tone of voice, responds, "Follow me." The two of them walk over to a large window at the end of the room. The window faces out onto the street, 12 floors below. "Here's why." The first man throws open the window, and boldly steps out into thin air. But he remains aloft! "The air currents are great here!" he exclaims. "It's very relaxing." He floats back into the room. As his feet return to the bar-room floor, he invites the second man to try it. The second man, skeptical, peers out through the window - down to the pavement twelve stories below. He looks to either side, and finally up above, to see if there was anything holding the first man up. Convinced that it wa

The Dominant Female
The Dominant Female... It is a difficult subject. What I can express with clarity is that in the scope of my life I have met no man I could not solve and in most cases step around and beyond. I am not certain what created this force within me, though I know that my husband tempered it. I do believe that the potentials of the High End Dominant/submissive originate within the DNA. Those that seem to carry the traits the strongest appear to descend from families of historical dominance. I believe that most women are naturally 'commanders' of their realm. Generally this is perceived to be their homes, children, families. They are the organizers, propellers, shelterers, comforters. They are the creators of life. They are the glue that holds the world together. Within this, other things are also true. The majority of women carry a submissive strain split that allows them to tolerate the 'dominant' man. And, most women emerge from conditional training toward how to 'submit' to men. The

Stone Temple Pilots - Interstate Love Song
OH LORD I READ BETWEEN THE LINES!!! Waiting on a Sunday afternoon For what I read between the lines Your lies Feelin' like a hand in rusted chains So do you laugh or does it cry? Reply? Leavin' on a southern train Only yesterday you lied Promises of what I seemed to be Only watched the time go by All of these things you said to me Breathing is the hardest thing to do. With all I've said and all that's dead for you You lied-Goodbye. Leavin' on a southern train only yesterday, you lied Promises of what I seemed to be Only watched the time go by All of these things I said to you

Empty Soul
The open road is callin' I'm headed for the setting sun I couldn't help but thinking What the world is running from Seems everybody's running Everybody's hoping they're gonna get it right 'Cause everybody wants it Everybody's holding on just a little too tight So we gotta try Looking inside... it's been a long time You gotta try And ask yourself why But take it easy... it's all right 'Cause the things that you want You gotta leave them behind 'Cause you've already got What you're trying to find The hours they been passin' I pulled off for a bite to eat And when the waitress asked me "Hey man, what'll it be" I said "Everybody's hungry" Everybody's tryin' to fill an empty soul And even though they know it Everybody's holding on when they oughta let go So we gotta try Looking inside... it's been a long time You gotta try And ask yourself why But take it easy... it's all right 'Cause the things that you want You gotta leave them behind 'Cause you've al

What The Heck Happened????
This is too true to be funny !!! The next time you hear a politician use the word 'billion' in a casual manner, think about whether you want the 'politicians' spending YOUR tax money. A billion is a difficult number to comprehend, but one advertising agency did a good job of putting that figure into some perspective in one of its releases. A. A billion seconds ago it was 1959. B. A billion minutes ago Jesus was alive. C. A billion hours ago our ancestors were living in the Stone Age. D. A billion days ago no-one walked on the earth on two feet. E. A billion dollars ago was only 8 hours and 20 minutes, at the rate our government is spending it. While this thought is still fresh in our brain, let's take a look at New Orleans It's amazing what you can learn with some simple division . Louisiana Senator, Mary Landrieu (D), is presently asking the Congress for $250 BILLION to rebuild New Or leans . Interesting number, what does it mean? A. Well, if you are one

Proverbs 31:10-31 - The Virtuous Woman
10Who can find a virtuous woman? for her price is far above rubies. 11The heart of her husband doth safely trust in her, so that he shall have no need of spoil. 12She will do him good and not evil all the days of her life. 13She seeketh wool, and flax, and worketh willingly with her hands. 14She is like the merchants' ships; she bringeth her food from afar. 15She riseth also while it is yet night, and giveth meat to her household, and a portion to her maidens. 16She considereth a field, and buyeth it: with the fruit of her hands she planteth a vineyard. 17She girdeth her loins with strength, and strengtheneth her arms. 18She perceiveth that her merchandise is good: her candle goeth not out by night. 19She layeth her hands to the spindle, and her hands hold the distaff. 20She stretcheth out her hand to the poor; yea, she reacheth forth her hands to the needy. 21She is not afraid of the snow for her household: for all her household a

Family Comes Together
Family comes together For always and forever In sickness and in health In poverty or in wealth Family comes together For always and forever Without any reason Anytime or any season Family comes together For always and forever In death or in life In happiness or in strife Family comes together For always and forever In anger or in kindness Whether all seeing or in blindness Family comes together For always and forever Whether for work or for play They somehow find a way For family to come together Because families are forever

Words Can Not Explain....
the way my boyfriend Coleman makes me feel! It is so hard for me to even put into words how much I love him and how much he means to me. I have never felt this way about a man as I do about him. He has a wonderfull 16yr old son who I love as if he was my own and he is the same way with my daughter. He is so loving, caring, wonderfull, fantastic..I think you get the idea. I am so looking foward to us starting our lives together. I just want to shout it to the world.... I LOVE YOU COLEMAN!! YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME!!

A Song For Me :)
Twelve Days of Christmas! On the first day of Christmas, Ed Gein gave to me, Angie in a wet dream On the second day of Christmas, Albert Fish gave to me, Two bloody needles and a Angie in a wet dream On the third day of Christmas, Charles Manson gave to me, Three dead strippers Two Bloody needles and a Angie in a wet dream On the 4th day of Christmas, Jack the Ripper gave to me, Four gutted corpses Three dead strippers Two bloody needles and a Angie in a wet dream On the 5th day of Christmas, Hitler gave to me, Five extra crispy Jews Four gutted corpses Three dead strippers Two bloody needles and a Angie in a wet dream On the 6th day of Christmas, Ted Bundy gave to me, Six FSU cheerleaders Five extra crispy Jews Four gutted corpses Three dead strippers Two bloody needles and a Angie in a wet dream On the 7th day of Christmas, Robert Pickton gave to me Seven severed vaginas Six FSU cheerleaders Five extra crispy Jews Four gutted corpses Thr

Why Vote For Ron Paul For President In 2008
Why Vote For Ron Paul for President in 2008 If ever you take the time to read a blog in full, do this one. Do it for the future of this country. Do it to safe guard the futures of your children and grandchildren. Waiting to vote may be too late. Take action now to stop this Orwellian nightmare. If you have not read "1984" by George Orwell, find it and read it. It is more frightening that anything in Steven King's imagination. Even if you have to vote against your party to carry this out, let's make it happen to protect ourselves, our jobs, our lives from slavery status, and our CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHTS!!!!! This next video frightens me, as it should you. I have been one of those people who won the mysterious lottery of being searched every time I flew on a plane, and yet I have never been outwardly political. I do believe my huge remark was about how people in the media are fired when they speak out against Bush. I do believe I referred to him as "the Little Hitler" or

Changes-3 Doors Down
I'm not suposed to be scared of anything, but I don't know where I am I wish that I could move but I'm exhausted and nobody understands (how I feel) I'm trying hard to breathe now but there's no air in my lungs There's no one here to talk to and the pain inside is making me numb I try to hold this Under control They can't help me 'Cause no one knows Now I'm going through changes, changes God, I feel so frustrated lately When I get suffocated, save me Now I'm going through changes, changes I'm feeling weak and weary walking through this world alone Everything you say, every word of it, cuts me to the bone I've got something to say, but now I've got no where to turn It feel like I've been buried underneath all the weight of the world I try to hold this Under control They can't help me 'Cause no one knows Now I'm going through changes, changes God, I feel so frustrated lately When I get suffocated, save me Now I'm going through changes, chan

“home Sweet Home”
I have been pondering upon myself since I arrived back in the states because I have spent 13 years in the Philippines! I have spent most of my young adulthood life in the Philippines for my studies and self-development upon what I should do in my life and I experienced being married for 4 years. Well, I guess most of my college life in the Philippines was pretty interesting because I studied in 2 different colleges and 2 different vocational schools. The colleges in the Philippines are quite different compare to the colleges in the states even through, I did go to a junior college in the states during January 1993-February 1994 (I wasn’t a regular full-time college student in the states). The colleges in the Philippines are bi-seminar comparing to the tri-seminar junior colleges and the 4-year colleges in the states. Plus, the age differences between the ages of entering college in the states to the Philippines. In the state for college, it’s usually the ages between 17-18 and in the P

Cait Sidhe
The Cat Sìth or Cat Sídhe is a fairy creature from Scottish and Irish mythology, said to resemble a large black cat with a white spot on its breast. Legend has it that the spectral cat haunts the Scottish Highlands. Some common folklore suggested that the Cait Sìth was not a fairy, but a transformed witch. The myths surrounding this creature are more common in Scottish Folklore, but a few myths originate in Irish folklore as well. As proposed by British cryptozoologist Dr. Karl Shuker, in his book Mystery Cats of the World (1989), it is possible that the legends of the Cat Sìth were inspired by Kellas Cats, which are probably a distinctive hybrid between European Wildcats and domestic cats only found in Scotland (the European Wildcat is absent from elsewhere in the British Isles). Typical Kellas Cats resemble large black wildcats, but with some peculiar features closer to domestic cats, and have probably been present in Scotland for centuries, maybe even some 2 millennia or more.

Things Only Southerners Know...
Only a Southerner knows the difference between a hissie fit and a conniption fit, and that you don't "HAVE" them, you "PITCH" them. Only a Southerner knows how many fish, collard greens, turnip greens, peas, beans, etc., make up "a mess." Only a Southerner can show or point out to you the general direction of "yonder." Only a Southerner knows exactly how long "directly" is -- as in: "Going to town, be back directly." Even Southern babies know that "Gimme some sugar" is not a request for the white, granular sweet substance that sits in a pretty little bowl in the middle of the table. All Southerners know exactly when "by and by" is. They might not use the term, but they know the concept well. Only a Southerner knows instinctively that the best gesture of solace for a neighbor who's got trouble is a plate of hot fried chicken and a big bowl of cold potato salad. If the neighbor's trouble is a real crisis, they also know to add a large banana puddin! Only Southerne

Biffle To Appear On Food Network With Paula Deen
Roush Fenway Racing driver Greg Biffle will be on the Food Network show "Paula's Party" with host Paula Deen Friday. The theme of the episode, which is scheduled for 9 p.m. and midnight EST, is "Risky Business," and Biffle will be one of three celebrities featured. Former boxer Sugar Ray Leonard and Phil Harris from "Deadliest Catch" will also be guests on the Friday night show. The episode was taped in late September at Paula's brother's restaurant, Uncle Bubba's Oyster House, in Savannah, Ga. Biffle attended the taping with his wife, Nicole, who was also invited to be a part of the segment and help with the cooking. Following the cooking segments, Biffle gave Paula a ride in a 427 R Mustang. "I don't know if I've ever heard anyone scream that loud," Biffle said. "I had a great time with Paula, and doing the show was a lot of fun. I had seen her show several times because it's one of Nicole's favorites, so when the opportunity came up I knew we'd be going." Following th

Perfection In My Eyes
All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart, And for us to be together, to never be apart. No one else in the world can even compare, You're perfect and so is this love that we share. We have so much more than I ever thought we would, I love you more than I ever thought I could. I promise to give you all I have to give, I'll do anything for you as long as I live. In your eyes I see our present, our future and past, By the way you look at me I know we will last. I hope that one day you'll come to realize, How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.

Newest Star Message …
When a star shines for you, the love light it generates is brilliant, pure, and filled with warmth so real you can feel it even from the greatest of distances. The miles between you and your star are insignificant … if the star shines true. Love is not bound by distance. What one must be wary of is the star that shines only to be noticed. You can tell the difference. When I look to the heavens in the direction of Ursa Major, I see a star that immediately draws me into its light. The star beckons, sharing rays of warmth, love and promise. And, I respond. When I search the southeastern heavens, I notice another star shining with equal intensity. This body, though brilliant in its own right, casts the cold pall of a lonely star absorbing its own light. A neon star, if you will, and I am compelled to ignore it. My message? Embrace the star that shines only for you. Feel the warmth, revel in the light.

Anyone Want Someone Old And Worn Out.
This world is crazy now I am all alone in life literally the one I thought loved me can stand me no longer. I need someone who can devote time. lol It is a mad mad desperate plea lol and I do mean desperate. Let me give a quick heads I find an old friend by that I mean someone who I once dated on this site the other found out about this and started a huge fight. Of course it was ok for her to send her ex a christmas card and hide it from me. My question to you out there is this. I am old and worn out. I have become tired of fighting to get my head above water for the longest time. I call myself a warrior one who can stand against anything and help anyone out who needs it. But this battle with her has been ongoing for 10 years and I am tired of drowning anyone out here want to help me get my head above water so to speak even as a friend to chat with. I need company as I hate being alone. I come here cause it is cool and have talked to a few cool peoples, but now more than anything I

The Verve - Bittersweet Symphony
'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life Trying to make ends meet You're a slave to money then you die I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down You know the one that takes you to the places where all the veins meet yeah No change, I can't change I can't change, I can't change But I'm here in my mind I am here in my mind But I'm a million different people from one day to the next I can't change my mind No, no, no Well I never pray But tonight I'm on my knees yeah I need to hear some sounds that recognize the pain in me, yeah I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind, I feel free now But the airways are clean and there's nobody singing to me now No change, I can't change I can't change, I can't change But I'm here in my mind I am here in my mind And I'm a million different people from one day to the next I can't change my mind No, no, no I can't change I can't change it 'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life Trying to mak

Living In The Past
I cannot see beyond the shadows of my mind. I am lost within the past,a life that I destroyed. I cry out from the pain that penetrates my soul. How could I have left you so alone, so cold? You said I brought color to your world, but you had brought hope and love into mine. You taught me how to dream again, to believe in forever. I lost our dream.I turned away from you, coldly I denied you. I shattered our world without a second thought or a care in the world. I reach out for you, but you only turn away. I call to you, but you only walk faster. I took your love for granted and turned our life inside out and now, you no longer want me, no longer need me. I took your colors so bright and beautiful and turned them to black. Please, listen to me, believe me, allow me back into your world so that together we can share shades of grey.

Blonde Cookbookþ
See....blondes really do have more fun! LOL MONDAY It's fun to cook for Bill. Today I made angel food cake. The recipe said beat 12 eggs separately. The neighbors were nice enough to loan me some extra bowls. TUESDAY Bill wanted fruit salad for supper. The recipe said serve without dressing. So I didn't dress. What a surprise when Bill brought a friend home for supper WEDNESDAY A good day for rice. The recipe said wash thoroughly before steaming the rice. It seemed kind of silly but I took a bath anyway. I can't say it improved the rice any. THURSDAY Today Bill asked for salad again I tried a new recipe. It said prepare ingredients; lay on a bed of lettuce one hour before serving. Bill asked me why I was rolling around in the garden.. FRIDAY I found an easy recipe for cookies. It said put the ingredients in a bowl and beat it. There must have been something wrong with this recipe. When I got back, everything was the same as when I left. SATURDAY Bill did th

Reflections 12/24/07
We, the Willing, led by the Unknowing, are doing the Impossible for the Ungrateful. We have done so much with so little for so long that we are now qualified to do anything with nothing. ~unknown~

Christmas Wishes From Me And Bea
Christmas wishes from me and Bea By Dorothy Nobis The Daily Times Article Launched: 12/21/2007 11:32:28 PM MST Mrs. Claus and I are tight, ya know? In fact, I'm probably one of the few who know her as Bea Claus, which is her for-real name. Well, maybe not her real, for-real name. It came from Santa, who would tell the elves when they wanted something they shouldn't have that they couldn't have it "Bea Claus" she said so. Whatever. Anyway, Bea and I sat down recently over wine coolers to talk NASCAR. She's a real fan, you know. And when you get a few coolers in ole Bea, she'll tell you all kinds of things, most of which I can't discuss here Bea Claus (get it? I'm too funny, aren't I?) Whatever — some of you aren't laughing and I'm tellin' Santa. Santa isn't a huge NASCAR fan, Bea said, just 'cuz he's a tad jealous of all the attention the drivers get 10 months out of the year, while he drives all the way around the world in one night and people only care about 10 weeks. Ma

Dale Jr. To Pull Double Duty At The Glen In 2008
Double Duty at The Glen in 2008 Junior Will Compete in the Centurion Boats at The Glen and Zippo 200 Fans that attend the 2008 Centurion Boats at The Glen weekend, August 7-10, will be treated to a double-dose of NASCAR’s most popular driver, Dale Earnhardt, Jr. In a press release issued yesterday, it was announced that the Zippo 200 will be one of two NASCAR Nationwide Series races in which Junior will compete in 2008. The 2-time Nationwide Series champion will drive the No. 5 GoDaddy.com car for JR Motorsports in partnership with Hendrick Motorsports at The Glen on August 9. Dale Earnhardt, Jr. has not competed in a NASCAR Nationwide, formerly Busch, Series race at The Glen since 1999. In that race, he was able to hold off road course specialist Ron Follows to claim his only victory at Watkins Glen International. Earnhardt, Jr. claimed two Top-10 finishes in three NASCAR Nationwide Series starts at The Glen. He will share the driving duties of the No. 5 with Mark Martin

Advice For Teens!!!
Bill Gates recently gave a speech at a High School about 11 things they did not and will not learn in school. He talks about how feel-good, politically correct teachings created a generation of kids with no concept of reality and how this concept set them up for failure in the real world. .. Rule 1: Life is not fair - get used to it! Rule 2: The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself. Rule 3: You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both. Rule 4: If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss. Rule 5: Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it opportunity. Rule 6: If you mess up, it's not your parents' fault, so don't whine about your mistakes, learn from them. Rule 7: Before you were born, your parents weren

Done With The Lies
You don't realize what you've done to me Or what you put me through All the games you play And I seem to still love you You think you're such a pimp Sleeping with everyone under the sun So, I no longer believe you When you tell me I'm the one I learn something everyday About who you've been with There's always someone new A different little trick How can you say you love me When you cause me so much pain And every time I take you back Things remain the same I wish you could realize Exactly what you're losing Because these games you play with me Are way too damn confusing I think I've finally got the strength To tell you're *ss goodbye I'm not saying I don't love you I'm just tired of the lies

My First Christmas With Out Him
Baby it's cold outside. That was his favorite song. While having dinner with friends Saturday night it came on the radio. I started to cry and realized how hard this xmas will be with out him. My friends made it very special though. My friends are awesome!

Warped & Twisted
Warped & Twisted by Romae Harvey Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped & twisted

Eternity
Eternity by Romae harvey Wandering in darkness grope, Finding not a glimpse of hope. Fingers touch to find my way, Each foot fall, my heart betrays The fear which drives me through the day. Suddenly the ground is lost, Flailing arms as body's tossed. Splashing down in crimson pool, The warm embrace is much too cruel, I curse this lowly, wretched fool. Floundering in this self made hell, Warmth increasing as I dwell, Within the confines I create, Screaming as myself berate, Giving in to this, my fate.

Crusader Of Misery
My life is literally a box now. A beautiful box made of scrap paper and stitches all over, inside there are a fragile heart struggling to reach out for precious air. My useless days is filled with fake pleasures, luckily sweet Lord still granted me a working mind creating writings; that is my lost paradise running from reality. I tried to understand the very essence of life, relationship, love, friends even faith I had once. The valley of shadows is now my path, with a glimpse of light I attempt to see the couple of feet of my journey. There is nothing but hollow space beside me and wide open space up above my head. Searching of that wonderful rain of hope to wet my lungs and soul from the harsh biting reality. Is it reality that scary? Wasn’t I once said reality has its own middle finger? What happen to bravery? What happen to wit? I just stand here stoned waiting myself to drown among the entire question filling my little head. I raise my head; my eyes were strong staring at t

The Charge Of The God
Listen to the Words of the Horned God, Who was of old called among men: Adonis, Tammuz, Dianus, Herne, Bran, Beli, Lugh, Gwyn, Dionysus, Osiris, Cernunnos, Pan, And by many other Names. O Secret of Secrets, That art hidden in the being of all that lives, Not Thee do we adore, For That which adoreth is also Thou. Thou art That, and That am I. I am the Flame that burns in the heart of every being, And in the core of every Star. I am Life, and the Giver of Life, Yet therefore is the Knowledge of Me The Knowledge of Death and Resurrection. I am alone, the Lord within ourselves, Whose Name is Mystery of Mysteries. I am the Horned God. I am the Lord of the Universe, The Father of all living, The All-Devourer and the All-Begetter. I am He Whose Seed lies strewn As glittering Gems across velvet darkness Within the Womb of the Mother. I am the Lord of the Shadows In the darkness of the Underworld, For I am the Midnight Sun. I am the Light of the Stars,

Solitary Vs. Coven
In the age of abundant access to books and the Internet, the ability to practice as a Solitary Witch has grown. It would be impossible to guess how many practicing Witches there are today. Today's Witches practice in two ways: Solitary and Coven. A coven is a group of Witches, usually no more than 13, that follow a specific tradition with its own rules and ways. There are usually different levels of initiates in a Coven and joining one requires a great deal of time and commitment. Because of this commitment, it is very important that you research the traditions of your perspective Coven and meet its members before you consider joining. This is an important decision and you need to make sure you chose the right one. Do not take this lightly. It is an individual choice to join a coven or not. Some people like group settings; others prefer solo work. Being in a coven doesn't make you any more of a witch than practicing solitary. There is also a third option. Some Witches prefe

Magick
Even to the masses, Witchcraft as always been associated with Magick. Magick -- be it spells, mojo, talisman, etc. -- is an important part of the Craft. It allows us to improve our lives and return energy to our Earth. Not to be confused with the pulling-rabbits-out-of-hats magic, magick is a symbolic act that focuses energy. Magick has nothing to do with the "supernatural." Magick is simply the art of getting results (Margot Adler). Although magick appears to some to be nonsensical, it operates along its own rules and logic. Simply because it isn't fully understood doesn't mean that it doesn't exist. Magick is effective in causing manifestation of needed change (Scott Cunningham). Magick does not, however, get you out of doing any work, but it will give you want you need to do it. To cast a spell is to project energy through a symbol. It's similar to a prayer but more proactive. You want something, but instead of just talking about it, you are willing to work with the ener

Christianity And Wicca
"I never told my religion, nor scrutinized that of another. I never attempted to make a convert, nor wished to change another's creed. I have judged of others' religion by their lives, for it is from our lives, and not from our words, that our religions must be read." -- Thomas Jefferson Religion can be a very tricky subject, especially when it comes to something as misunderstood and as misrepresented as Wicca. Every Religion has its fundamentalists and its fanatics and sometimes, it is those extremists that can cause issues for the religion as a whole. One thing that should be addressed right up front is that being non-Christian is not the same thing as being anti-Christian. What is in this section is not the put down of one religion, but but the story of two religions' long, intertwined history. Religions that actually have more in common than some would like to admit. In order to understand the link, we must understand the history. Here's a brief look at how the two conn

The Witches' Pyramid
To Know, To Dare, T o Will, To keep Silent; These are the four words of Magus. In order to Dare, we must Know In order to Will, we must Dare. We must Will to possess empire. To reign, we must be Silent. - Dorothy Morrison, The Craft

Deities
Wiccans call upon the deities to help themselves. The Goddess and God can help us change our lives. Because the Deities are the creative forces of the universe, not just symbols, we can call upon them to empower our rites and to bless our magick. That power is in the hands of every practitioner. We have direct links to the Deities. The Deities dwell within us (Scott Cunningham). The All Wicca acknowledges a supreme divine power, unknowable, ultimate from which the entire universe sprang. (Scott Cunningham). We refer to that divine power as The All. Wiccans link to that force through their deities. The All is an energy field polarized by two forces, the Goddess and the God, which in their ultimate being are aspects of each other. The God is a polar image of the Goddess. The Goddess and God are the same forces flowing in opposite but not opposed directions. That polarity creates the cycle that underlies the movements of the stars and the changing seasons, the harmony of the natu

Places Of Communing
The home is the obvious choice for most Wiccans. Many also have a small unidentifiable altar at work. And while country Wiccans may have easy access to what is traditionally viewed as nature, urban Wiccans have their own places to commune. While you might not think of bars, night clubs and taverns as a place to commune with a higher power, you would be surprised by the results. Think about it. At a club, you have a nice strong techno beat going (symbolic of drums); there is wine and/or caffeine flowing and there is dancing, lots of dancing. These elements, like those of a traditional Ritual, allow you to go into a trance-like state, to connect with your inner mind and the astral plane. Who hasn't gone to a club and "got lost in the music?" Next time you enter a club take a moment to stop and feel the energy: the pulse of the music, the movement of the people, the dancing of the lights across the floor. Pretty powerful stuff. And going out is like a ritual itself. Don't we b

Merry Christmas!!
I just want to wish all my Fubar friends and fans a very Merry Christmas. I especially say this to all US troops and first responders who are on duty today. It is because of your service today that the rest of us get to enjoy a safe holiday.

Don't Just Talk It, Do It!
Lately I've seen a LOT of little bastards saying 'my brother's a Soldier' or 'my sister's a Marine'. WHO GIVES A FUCK?!? You're NOT SHIT! Either do something, or SHUT THE FUCK UP! I mean, damn you little bastards! You think that somehow, your knowing a Soldier or Marine makes you better??? You're more a pussy for dropping names cuz you're too big a fairy or pussy to be in the military! Fuck you, and I hope your brother or sister corn-holes you! Little pieces of shit!

Brighter Days
Life it doesn't always turn out just as we've planned You have it mapped out and plotted to the tee where you'll stand You reprimand those responsible when dreams don't come true Then you realize the person that's responsible is you It's your life and you have to make of it the best that can Even though some circumstances might bring dreams to an end Whoever said everything was guaranteed to be? Whoever said that you're always going to be happy? Not me I know firsthand what an obstacle is If you don't handle your business it will hurt how you live And keep on lying to yourself because the harder you're trying It seems your heart keeps on dying from the pain life is supplying There's no denying you're applying yourself to make it better But whatever you do it seems your life is bruised forever and ever You and perseverance adhere to the clearance of your problems Sooner or later you will solve them Then there will be brighter days

On Christmas Day
Merry Christmas to all. I hope everyone hada joyful one. I, had a weird one. I slept until 3:00pm. I have never done that before. My friend may be mad at me becuase I was supposed (even though I told him I would try to make it) to be at his family's house for dinner. I will have to make it up to him later on. One thing I did notice today that does kind of irk me. I ran out of Mt. Dew in the fridge. So, I was thinking of getting some until I realized (remember I am just waking up ehre) it is Christmas nothing is open. So I decided to take a drive through my small town. At first it was as I suspected and things were closed down until I saw a BP station open and doing business. I thought everyone was supposed to be with their families today? Then I was talking to some friends on here and talking about a McDonalds being open in her area. I drove past this one factory and there were cars in the parking lot. Apparently they were working. Now if these workers were give

Merry Christmas To All With Love!
And Joy is Everywhere; It is in the Earth's green covering of grass; In the blue serenity of the Sky; In the reckless exuberance of Spring; In the severe abstinence of gray Winter; In the Living flesh that animates our bodily frame; In the perfect poise of the Human figure, noble and upright; In Living; In the exercise of all our powers; In the acquisition of Knowledge; in fighting evils... Joy is there Everywhere. Merry Christms to all filled with love and happiness!~Donna~

Evils Of
We are more inclined to hate one another for points on which we differ, than to love one another for points on which we agree. The reason perhaps is: When we find others that agree with us, we seldom trouble ourselves to confirm that agreement; but when we chance on those who differ with us, we are zealous both to convince and to convert them. Our pride is hurt by the failure, and disappointed pride bring about hatred.

I Want To Thank All Of You
I want to thank all of you At this time of year, I want to thank all of you who have taken the time and trouble to send me your chain letters over the past 12 months. Thank you for making me feel safe, secure, blessed, and wealthy. Because of your concern I no longer drink Coca Cola because it can remove toilet stains. I no longer drink Pepsi or Dr Pepper since the people who make these products are atheists who refuse to put "Under God" on their cans. I no longer drink anything out of a can because I will get sick from the rat feces and urine. I no longer use Saran wrap in the microwave because it causes cancer. I no longer check the coin return on pay phones because I could be pricked with a needle infected with AIDS. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day. I no longer go to shopping malls because someone will drug me with a perfume sample and rob me.

Love Is
What is love, Love can't see you and you can't see it Love is a sneaky thing I guess sort of slick Love can hurt and Love can heal Love can be born and Love can kill Love has won and Love has lost Love can catch and Love can toss Love can stand and Love can fall Love is small and Love is tall Love is right and Love is wrong Love is weak and Love is strong Love is up and Love is down Love can smile and Love can frown Love is good and Love can be bad Love is quite and Love can brag Love is a little and Love is a lot Love contiues and Love stops Love can hope and Love can dream Love can talk and Love can sing Love can be a word or Love can be a ring Love can be nothing or Love can be everything So where is this thing we call Love I dont know the only real love we have comes from above...

To All My Fu Friends
Thanks to all my fu friends for commenting on my mum, relationships~Ya'll helped me to decide to dump my b/f this weekend. I never even got a christmas present from him and he was definately spoiled. I even made him steak and eggs cuz' he said he was hungry!! Well thanks all!!

Bhutto Killed
Terrible day in Pakistan. The only hope for peace in the region has been assassinated. The true danger is that Pakistan is a nuclear power with direct ties to al-qaeda. This sets a truly dangerous precedent in the south Asian continent. (No, Pakistan is NOT in the middle east)

Women And Marriage
What qualities do women look for in a man to consider him marriage material? I am sure alot of men out there would like this question answered, so if you don't mind women...please post some comments and let us know.

5 Minutes
to fuck up a life takes no longer than five minutes to fuck up a soul takes no longer than five minutes to express a fear to a friend takes less than five minutes and now i'm drowning in the wave of reprucussions, trying to get some air, to know why what is what to think about things gone by and see forgiveness hoping just this once the gods are on your side and within the game of chance that is your heart they don't roll a snakes eyes, to try and prove you are truly sorry for a mistake that was made with out intnent or malice to try and convinve that you really wanna be a good guy and never hurt a soul, truly madly deeply not the soul of the one who awoke yours, you want to protect and cover there body and mind from all the darkness and would never try and cover them in the darkness of your mistakes, your short comings to fuck up a life takes no longer than five minutes to fuck up a soul takes no longer than five minutes to express a fear to a friend takes less

Insomnia
I can't sleep. I've taken the usual dose of sleep aids. But I can't shut off my mind. Just when I get to the part when I'm between waking and dreaming , my heart kicks in on overdrive and I'm up.My mind if filled with thoughts of should have and whatnot. Maybe upping the dose would help. I'm not sure. My illness ,that could either be a cold or the flu ,it's under debate, hasn't been helping with my sleep either. The worse part is that I catch myself staring at the ceiling , looking at nothing , just staring off into space as if I'm expecting a cartoon avnil to just land on my head and knock me the fuck out. Maybe upping the dosage will help.

Angel Wings
Angel Wings I feel your touch, your feathered wings, Your close embrace, my heart it sings, Guardian angel feel my tears, Hold my hand and ease my fears Watching, helping keep me safe, Waiting in your special place

Be Yourself
❤ ¢½ ❤ The world will wind you up into a tight little ball if you let it. Don't let it. Relax and enjoy the ever-changing flow of being alive. There's no point in working yourself into a frenzy about anything. The more uptight you are, the more mistakes you make. Relax, stop taking everything so seriously, and you'll find that you're vastly more effective. Live with passion and purpose while letting go of the tension and anxiety. Relax and enjoy every moment as it comes, and you'll be giving the world your very best!

To All My Fu Friends,
Send this heart to everyone you know and love, and if you are inside his/her heart, he/she will send it back to you!!! Let's see how many hearts you receive, although it's not quantity, but QUALITY! You will always be in my heart!!! ........¶¶¶¶¶¶............¶¶¶¶¶¶ ....¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶....¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶........¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶........¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶....¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..¶¶¶¶¶ ..¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ......¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..........¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..............¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..................¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ......................¶¶¶¶"

Suckerpunch
Here she comes again with another boyfriend, introduces me and says, "This is the sweetest guy I've ever known." Couldn't say a word. I never say a word. She wraps her arms around my neck. "You are the sweetest guy I've ever known." And I say again "This is the last time!" There she goes again she says I'm her best friend and "We're better off this way" she says cause you're still the sweetest guy I've ever known. Her smell stays on my shirt, I can't say a word Can't swallow this lump inside my neck Cause you are the sweetest girl I've ever known. And I say again "This is the last time!" When you left before I didn't care too much Cause I just wished you'd go away (go away, yeah) And I see you now and it's just too much Takes my breath away...just like a suckerpunch Here she comes again with another boyfriend, introduces me and says, "This is the sweetest guy I've ever known." Couldn't say a word. I never say a word. She wraps her arm

Here's My Link 4 Giveaway (please Repost As Much As Possabile)
Hello ALL My Friends.....Please Help Me? well here the link to the contest! Contest/Giveaway Starts:: 12-30-2007 at 7:00pm Fubar Time Ends at 7:00pm Fubar time 1-13-2008 myspace comments AND Thank You Sooo Very Much For Your Help, Much Love Hippie

Being Politically Correct
BEING POLITICALLY CORRECT Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading America, Kentucky, Tennesseans and West Virginians will no longer be referred to as " HILLBILLIES." You must now refer to them as APPALACHIAN- AMERICANS. And furthermore ... HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1 She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" - She is a "BREASTED AMERICAN." 2. She is not "EASY" - She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." 3. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" - She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY. ." 4. She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a "PREVIOUSLY- ENJOYED COMPANION." 5. She does not "NAG" you - She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITIVE." 6. She is not a "TWO-BIT HOOKER" - She is a "LOW COST PROVIDER." HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT MEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1.He does not have a " BEER GUT" - He has developed a "LIQUID GRAIN STORAGE FACILITY." 2.He is not a "BAD DANCER" - He is "OVERLY CAUCASIAN."

Take A Break From The Mumms
Here are six reasons why you should think before you speak - The last one is great! Have you ever spoken and wished that you could Immediately take the words back... Or that you could crawl into a hole? Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did.... < U> FIRST TESTIMONY: I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow And asked loudly, 'How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?' I turned around and walked back out and never went back My husband didn't say a word... He knew better. SECOND TESTIMONY: I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen who works at the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him and said, 'I think I like playing with men's balls' THIRD TESTIMONY: My sister and I were at the mall and Passed

Vacation
I need a vacation so bad right now. I just need to get away from everything and everyone. To leave everything negative behind and start over. If not for my son I would do it........ just leave everything behind. A permanent vacation would suit me perfectly.

My Volunteer Job After Retirement
Ever since I retired, I've been searching for that "just right" volunteer job. I just want to give back to the community a little something. I looked around a long time and think I might of found it. It had to be one where I didn't feel like it was a chore. Something enjoyable. Something a little different from the ordinary day-in, day-out routine. At last I am truly comfortable being a volunteer. I no longer feel like my talents are being wasted on non -meaning, irrelevant trivialities. I do feel good again . . . I Found The Perfect Retirement Job COMMENT: Beats the hell out of being a greeter at Wal-Mart!!

The Fubar King Are Coming Down The Red Carpet!!
THE KING OF FUBAR ARE COMING DOWN THE RED CARPET! SHOW STOPPER AND THE SEXIEST MEN ONLINE BAR! HERE ARE THE CONTESTANTS FOR THE 30TH AT 7 PM...................! AKAMRS. T @ FUBAR_ Music Video:BRING EM OUT (by T.I.)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone CONTESTANT # 1 CONTESTANT # 2 CONTESTANT # 3 CONTESTANT # 4

Mother, Maiden, Crone
Mother Maiden, Crone I am just a Witch alone, honoring your many phases as my own.... Changes come and go, tides rise and flow as your light continues to grow, peeking through the window as I sleep, my dreams you safely keep, Goddess of the Moon, your magick fills my room, with blessings of the womb, moonbeams dance upon these walls, like golden threads, spun on a loom, Stars circle round, like a silvery crown, as I draw your energy down.. Many Blessings you continuously bestow with your magickal glow, as above... so below.... Mother, Maiden, Crone I am just a Witch Alone.... Copyright by me

Compassion, Excess, Family
Compassion Compassion is no wimp. Compassion is the teacher, Demanding more, Knowing that I must know myself. Compassion is the mother, Comforting the child, Temporarily broken by reality. Compassion is the colleague, Excited, rigorous, Leading when she can, Teaching me my skills So I can lead in turn. Compassion is the community, Working together to raise its children, To seize its opportunities, To solve its problems, To support the unfortunate And to demand more of those who can give. Compassion. We've made it weak. It's time for strength. Excess Like everything in life, Excess is two-faced. It can be drunkenness, And obesity, And infoglut. But can one love Excessively? The question echoes. Yes, if one tries to possess the beloved. No, if one believes that love means empathy. Family A word of incredible power. Everybody is an Expert For everybody Comes from a Family. Isn't it a tragedy, That we pay More att

I'm Not A Teenager Any More...
Ok - so I did go on my walk again today, however, this time was a little different. This time I walked alone so I had my earphones in and up. Unfortunately they were not loud enough as I could still hear the guy yelling at me from his car as it passed by. Why must people yell from cars at innocent bystanders walking down the street? Since I was about 14 I've dreaded walking in public because I hate people yelling at me. I thought that by my age I'd have got past the period where people felt the need to express their feelings at me from a moving car. Especially things like "I'd fuck you any day". Oh thanks, nice, that is just what I wanted to hear. Really, you have noooo idea! Please come do me now. WTFE! I'm craving a sunkist o.O. I never want drinks like that and I don't want to waste three points on it. bleargh!

The Analyst, Chapter 3
When the two women had returned to their seats, Jan was as hot as she could ever remember being. If someone had asked, she thought, she would lie on the table and let them fuck her right there. She glanced around the room and saw that most of the other members were busy with each other and gave no indication that they had seen her "performance" but one older gentleman smiled at her and tipped an invisible hat. She felt herself beginning to blush and was about to ask Dan if they could go back to his place when the lights dimmed appreciably and a spotlight illuminated the center of the curtain before her. A very handsome young man (about 25, she guessed) stepped through the center opening and welcomed members and guests to the club. He was dressed in formal attire and had a very full mustache. The time had arrived, he announced, for the evening's entertainment. As a beginning, Member, Kathy had brought along a young man she would like to introduce to the group. A petite, blonde woma

Hmm What Do You Think
from: walitianoo date: 2007-12-30 00:40:40 subject: Hello Pretty Queen read receipt: No replied: 2007-12-30 07:55:19 block user How are u?Actually I'm not use to this internet thing i just decide to try it because i need some that will have true love for me.Do not consider my picture as i might not be handsome but take ur time to read my profile maybe I'll want to give me a trial.I don't want you to judge the book by it's cover.You're very beautiful.I like your profile too and i will like to stay in touch with you. P ls take ur time to reply me and tell me a lil about ourself.I still have a lot to say but let me hear from you first. I can't wait to take you out of here. OMG WHAT AN IDIOT HE SAID HE READ MY PROFILE BUT YET IT IS OBVIOUS HE DID NOT OR HE WOULD OF SEEN I WAS MARRIED. AND PEOPLE WONDER WHY THEY GET BLOCKED LOL

New Years Contest!
my new years contest starts tonight at 8 pm ....please click on my pic in the comments section of my profile and please help me out......whom ever helps me out the most i will give 50,000 fu bucks...will be keeping tabs I WANT TO WIN THIS THING! SO PLEASE BE DEAR FRIENDS AND HELP ME OUT!XOXOXOXO

Patriots Come Full Circle At Giants Stadium
Patriots come full circle at Giants Stadium December 29, 2007 By Tom Canavan Associated Press EAST RUTHERFORD, N.J. — "Spygate" seems long ago for the New England Patriots. They return to Giants Stadium, trying to finish their pursuit of perfection and a place in NFL history. The Patriots play the New York Giants (10-5) on Saturday night, three months after Bill Belichick and the three-time Super Bowl champions were put under a cloud of suspicion for videotaping an opponent's signals. The focal point of the cameras this week will be the Patriots' bid to become the first team to win all 16 regular-season games. "We've got a lot of records at stake, the most important one being the 16-0," quarterback Tom Brady said. "I hope we achieve that. It'd be a great feat for the team. We'd go down as the only team to be 16-0, so that's the goal I've got in mind." The last team to go undefeated was the Miami Dolphins in 1972, when they won all 14 regular-season games en route t

Goodbye 2007
- For those whom I just met this year... I'm glad I met you guys!!! Your existence somehow changed my life... - For those whose friendship never fade... our friendship will be a stuff of legend... - For those whom I've hurt and whatever ways...I'm sorry... - For those who used to be my fiends but for some reasons just can't stay, thanks for becoming a part of my life... THANK YOU for touching my life in ways you may never have knwon. My happiness and wealth are not in material things, but in knowing that i'm blessed with a life that has brought me people whose lives have graced mine and whose lives I can only hope to have touched. I thank God for his priceless blessings - friends like YOU.. WISHING YOU ALL A PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR! (",) _dYaNiKa_

Sex Sign
Aries You are so full of energy, you constantly attract hotties, and you are always the dominant one in the sack. It is very easy for you approach people because you have so much confidence and you are very forward about your feelings.You are very likely to have lots of sexual partners, (sometimes all at once), and be the most sexually experienced of any of your friends.Sex matches: Gemini, Leo, Sagittarius 'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com

Parcells Fires Mueller, To Meet With Cameron Tuesday
Parcells fires Mueller, to meet with Cameron Tuesday ESPN.com news services Updated: December 31, 2007, 12:34 PM ET DAVIE, Fla. -- Bill Parcells' shakeup of the Miami Dolphins began Monday with the firing of general manager Randy Mueller. Assistant director of player personnel Mike Baugh and college scouting coordinator Rick Thompson also departed. Also at risk of being fired was coach Cam Cameron, who said he would discuss his future with Parcells this week. On Sunday, the Dolphins became only the eighth team to finish 1-15. Parcells began work Thursday as executive vice president of football operations. Mueller was the Dolphins' general manager for three seasons but was in charge of personnel decisions only since coach Nick Saban left a year ago. Mueller received mixed reviews for his moves in 2007, which included the acquisition of free-agent linebacker Joey Porter and the selection of receiver Ted Ginn Jr. and quarterback John Beck in the dra

Window To My Soul
Poetry is, The window to my soul The things I write about Most other people don't know. Thoughts and feelings My unshed tears Living my life And dealing with fears. When I am sad, Lonely or depressed, I write a poem And my life is assessed. If you don't know poetry, Then you'll never know That poetry can be The window to your soul. copyright 1/1/08 by RSP

Time
Are you gonna change up the rules Giving the impression that all this comes from you Treating all your allies like tools Maybe there is a facet of life that passed right by you Even the fathers of all our misguided sons are Resting in a place of no disgrace surrounded by Examples giving grace to all those people feeling the grudge Of one expensive taste, oh what a waste Provided by you Time, needing much more of Time, calling me home and Time is the only portion of life That is not negotiable... Stories that we know just aren't true All of those things that make our time overdue Treating all your allies like tools Maybe there's a facet of life that passed right by you Even the fathers of all our misguided sons are Resting in a place of no disgrace surrounded by Examples giving grace to all those people feeling the grudge Of one expensive taste, such a waste Provided by you Time, needing much more of Time, calling me home and Tim

Every Day Tips To Quit Smoking
3 Drugs to Help You Quit Smoking Print This Page Send to a Friend Some people experience withdrawal symptoms when they quit smoking. These can include depression, difficulty sleeping, irritability or restlessness, and trouble thinking clearly. Medicines are available that may help relieve these symptoms. Most help you quit smoking by giving you small, steady doses of nicotine, the addictive drug in cigarettes. Talk to your doctor or other health care provider to see whether one of the following medicines may be right for you. Nicotine patch: supplies a steady amount of nicotine to the body through the skin Nicotine gum or lozenge: releases nicotine into the bloodstream through the lining of your mouth Nicotine nasal spray: releases nicotine into your bloodstream after you inhale it Nicotine inhaler: nicotine is inhaled through the mouth, then absorbed in the mouth and throat Bupropion (Wellbutrin): an antidepressant that reduces both nicotine withdrawal symptoms a

Curtain Call
you got something something in your head cant seem to shake it loose sit alone sometimes all night looking for an excuse so many nights id lay awake and wait on you eventually you'd come home what was I to do and now its so long ago its not even me its like a dream or a tv show that everyone has seen in this one im writing the ending and you're cut from the script so you say your teary goodbye with quivering lip the past is gone but not forgotten but its not the same its like a walk along the street on a cold rainy day i take my bow and receive my applause and the curtains close in time you learned the mistakes that everyone always knows

Run Away
Can we run away tonight And hide from tomorrows The glass is cracking tonight Shattering our fears away The silence in here fades And it's only your eyes that I see Take me, pull me all around Break me, I'm yours Can we run away tonight And hide from tomorrows We die in this moment And I don't want to wake from this I can barely breathe Suffocating on what you gave me Take me, pull me all around Break me, I'm yours Can we run away tonight And hide from tomorrows It's quiet now Whispers confess Can we run away now And hide from tomorrow Can we run away tonight And hide from tomorrows

So Pure
We rewind, you hesitate the need to cross the line as I find everything is dense inside your mind. Left behind, running late and stuck inside a bind, don't be blind, I think you know your methods are so unkind, and I need your kind. Over time I let you see the things I try to hide; read the signs, I think you know you're really not that blind. We rewind, going over things inside my mind, will you find I think you know your methods are so unkind, and I need your kind. I feel safe in your arms, in your eyes I seem so pure; what I am, what I trust, you just make me feel secure. We've both been here before, so let's settle the score, we know that there's just no reason to subtract some more. Let's open the door and see what's in store, I still don't think your methods are that kind, and I need your kind. I feel safe in your arms, in your eyes I seem so pure; what I am, what I trust, you just make me feel secure

Time Will Tell
I couldn't sleep I had to listen To a conscience knowing so well That nothing comes from indifference I look inside of myself Will I find some kind of conviction? Will I bid the hero farewell? Will I be defined by things that could have been? I guess time will only tell I guess time will only tell So don't let it be Before tomorrow comes Before you turn away Take the hand in need Before tomorrow comes You could change everything I curse my worth and every comfort That blinded me for way too long Damn it all I'll make a difference from now on Cause I'm wide awake to it all Cause I'm wide awake to it all Does anyone care it ain't right what we're doing? Does anyone care it ain't right where we're going? Does anyone dare justify how we're living? Does anyone here care at all? We could be so much more than we are We could be so much more than we are We could be so much more than we are Oh this much I know

Only The Strong Survive (revised)
Are you still lost tonight? Living but dead inside This is a proclamation This is a call to rise Are you abused, alone? Walking with broken bones If you feel you've been forgotten Let this song guide you home We are the disillusioned We've been left wanting more Before every aspiration hits the floor Hold on for your life All we feel is so far from alive The damned are done believing The cursed can dream no more So hold on for your life Because only the strong survive The tell you what you should be Sell you the plastic dream Opinions are all provided But nothing is what it seems I dare you to take control Cause empty are hands and Bruised are the souls Of those who show no resistance Of those who are weak below We are the disenchanted Who die with each passing day No one here understands us so I say Hold on for your life All we feel is so far from alive The damned are done believing The cursed can dream no more So hold on for your

Not Enough
Wake up your life You may never get the chance to make things right Rather than lie Take a moment to reflect on what's gone by It's a mistake There's no reason I should be so full of guilt Significant break So you severed all the ties that we have built All I know, even though Tried to give you what was left of me But it was not enough Didn't think about the rest of me That it was not enough Tried my hardest with the best of me But it was not enough Tried to give you what was left of me But it was not enough All mixed up inside And it's easy to forget what we should be It's useless to hide I can see to the heart of your insecurity All of this time Blaming others for the cause of what we've lost Nothing sublime I must overcome no matter what the cost Please give back what s not yours to have It's the only thing that I've got left Never was enough to satisfy And I'm left empty Tried to give you what was left of me But it was not enough Didn

Divine
Some say love is emotion I say love is a temple of life I feel I am a fortunate one And Idon't want nobody judging this man... I know they all have their theories On how a man and a woman should be But if there's one thing somebody should know It don't matter how you're livin' your life I don't want nobody judging mine Free your mind I know what you want is your life He who says love is blind Say never witness a love divine They say that time's of the essence And I've watched the sand sift through my fingers But I managed to save some of those years Now that I found meaning in life Now that I have found a love divine Free your mind I know what you want is your life He who says love is blind Say never witness a love divine

The Quest
Here lies the quest Right upon you It's time to make a stand Now, whether you like it or not You better deal with it once again This time it's essential This time it's for real In life there's just questions Successively wasting your time A gradual restraint of the mind I let my feelings show, don't know where I'm at It doesn't give you the right to use me... I know I'm better than that... My emptiness fills the holes of your predictable questions... So give me no lectures, don't you sell me your kind 20 more miles in the rain 20 more getting drained I can't redeem myself But I still can figure it out 20 miles in the rain 20 more getting sane I shouldn't reveal myself But I still could figure it out Don't let me go through this with nothing Nothing to salvage a possible fall Though I still have my conscience to guide me It concerns me enough to believe I let my feelings show, don't know where I'm at It doesn't give you the right to use me... I

The Sleeper
The decision is mine, will I remain the same The cost of getting forced into something that used to be a game The fragments of joy, the fragments of faith I can still recall when I feel that... I'm present, I just know If there's anything I should regret I would've been told Counting hours, counting days Will you listen, will you play Is there anyone, who can get it done Taking me back to the place that I once belonged What if tomorrow was gently taken Away from me, away from me... Awaking the memories... Was I meant to get old... Repressing the agonies... Start breaking the mold And the faith, comes back to life Still waiting for, a constant thing to react But I will save myself some of the time Keep aiming for, a constant thing to react As the sleeper awakes Mesmerized by the memories that walk by my side Shelter comes easy As soon as sadness sets in By an impulse the search will begin Searching, collecting all the things I possess a Detecting,

Women
This is a lesson to be learned. When a girl says that she's ok, everything is wrong. When a girl runs from you, she's waiting for you to chase her. When a girl looks into your eyes, she's wondering if you are thinking "I love you." too. This is a lesson to be learned. When a girl smiles, she's trying to hide how much she hurts inside. When a girl hugs herself, she's trying to hold herself together. When a girl blasts her music, she's trying to drown out the world. This is a lesson to be learned. When a girl cries, she's thinking about how much her life went wrong. When a girl doodles hearts on her notebook, she's wishing you felt the same way about her. When a girl doesn't tell you what's going on, she's dying to tell you but doesn't want you to worry. When a girl criticizes herself, she's waiting for you to disagree. This is a lesson to be learned. Learn to be sensitive, hold her hand, play with her hair, because she's going to be there when you don't

My Bond
I long to be close , to smell your scent, so distinct in its calling to me... to feel the warmth comeing from you skin,, knowing your blood lies so close to the surface... ur very essence of who u r , ur ansestors,and their ancestors, and their ancestors...right there beneath the surface...one little cut is all i ask... as the blade barly punctures your skin the rush of that smell reaches my nose as a sigh escapes your throat,let me wrap my arms around your heart and keep u safe , while i drink deeply from your soul... strength and love will fill my soul and feed my need for love... slowly i drink of your blood my love, savoroing each drop u give, your love and strength, pain and suffering, anger and hate r gone with each drop... slowly, ever so slowly....so warm is your blood, so sweet onmy tounge... can u feel it slowly leaving your body??? in my soul each emotion is changed... i cherish it forever

Soaring High
come to me my angel of night...let me embrace your soul..i Long to slowly caress your lips...i yearn to see ur eyes... show me the world from way up high let me sore with you in the sky.. higher and higher i want want it all... and at that point when we can go no higher... reveal the storm that is brews inside... let it burn in your blood...let me slice that beautiful chest my luv and take into my soul that fire storm... do not hold back for i can take it all... and in return i shall give u calm... the calm of a blood so pure...

People.... 1
People come into our lives during different seasons for different reasons.... People come into our lives to help us through the good times and tp support us through the bad times. People come into our lives to be a party on the go and to be a shoulder to cry on. People come into our lives to just pass by without a word or to sing a song that has never been heard. People come into our lives to help us through a crisis or to rejoice when life is going our way. People come into our lives for just seconds at a time a blink of an eye not meaning a thing. People come into our lives to be there when we fall and to stand in our place at times of need. People come into our lives not only as people but as a new friend that we share our hopes and dreams with. People come into our lives to change it without even realizing what they are doing... caring, hoping, giving, just being themselves. People come into our lives with no intention at all

People.... 2
People are always around us.... people who are old friends, people who are new friends, and people who are just waiting for us to meet. people with hopes and dreams, people with stories to share, and people who are just waiting to share what they know. people who have changed us, people who will change us, and people who will change because we were there. We allow peopl into our lives everyday in the most complex and in the most simpliest of ways.... We allow them to change us and we change their lives with the simpliest of ease.... Forever crossing pathes and watching what might bloom - a new friendship.... a new relationship.... or a simple little passing of lives - We cross different people everyday - how will one of them change you.... be brave enough just to say hi and give a smile and sit back and relax. You just never know what m

Asleep
Fall asleep watching you anything i can for you id do I would cross the ocean just to see you smile even if its just for awhile I look at you and i go blind when you laugh i feel warm inside I try my hardest to make you happy if you only knew how much i have trapped in Your voice is like a warm summer breeze that my heart will keep forever to infinity Loving you is like chasing a dream filled with clouds nothing is what it seems

Toby Keith - I Love (fu)bar
We got winners We got losers Chain-smokers and boozers We got yuppies We got bikers We got thirsty hitchhikers And the girls next door dress up like movie stars Hmmm, Hmmm, Hmmm, Hmmm, Hmmm, I love this bar We got cowboys We got truckers Broken-hearted fools and suckers And we got hustlers We got fighters Early-birds and all-nighters And the veterans talk about their battle scars Hmmm, Hmmm, Hmmm, Hmmm, Hmmm, I love this bar I love this bar It's my kind of place Just walkin' through the front door Puts a big smile on my face It ain't too far Come as you are Hmmm, Hmmm, Hmmm, Hmmm, Hmmm, I love this bar I've seen short skirts We've got high-techs Blue-collared boys and rednecks And we got lovers Lots of lookers I've even seen dancing girls and hookers And we like to drink our beer from a mason jar Hmmm, Hmmm, Hmmm, Hmmm, Hmmm, I love this bar (Yes I do) Break Toby: I like my truck Crowd: I like my truck Toby: And I like my girlfriend Crowd

Just Moved...need Help!!!!
I just moved to the lansing area and I am in need of a bed/mattres, computer desk & chair,tv stand, sofa, chair, pullo-out sofa-bed and anything else house hold. I am in need of a car as well. I'm looking to spend 100 to 400 to buy, must run and run good, don't care what it is (NO STICKSHITFS PLS!!) I don't wanna die...LOL I can make payments if over a 100 bux. If you know of anyone that could help me out I would greatly apper. Let them know they can mail me on here. I will be checking daily! Sincerly, Romae and thank you for your help!!

O-zone: Numa Numa Lyrics
Mi-a-hii Mi-a-huu Mi-a-haa Mi-a-ha ha Mi-a-hii Mi-a-huu Mi-a-haa Mi-a-ha ha Mi-a-hii Mi-a-huu Mi-a-haa Mi-a-ha ha Mi-a-hii Mi-a-huu Mi-a-haa Mi-a-ha ha 1) Allo, salut, sint yel, un hydook, she teraw, youbeera mah, primesh der, vericheera, 2) Allo, Allo, sint yel, Picasso, Tiam dat beep, she sen voynic, un dar sege ti notes cher nimeek [Chorus] vrais a pleche dar numa numa i-ay numa numa i-ay numa numa numa i-ay kipul tow she dragosta din tay, ma mintesc day oki ti-ay vrais a pleche dar numa numa i-ay numa numa i-ay numa numa numa i-ay kipul tow she dragosta din tay, ma mintesc day oki ti-ay 3) Desoon, set spoon, cheseet, ah kum Allo, youbeera mah, sint yel, vericheera 4) Allo, Allo, sint yarshio, Picasso, Tiam dat beep, she sen voynic, un dar sege ti notes cher nimeek [Chorus] vrais a pleche dar numa numa i-ay numa numa i-ay numa numa numa iay kipul tow she dragosta din tay, ma mintesc day oki ti-ay vrais a pleche dar numa numa i-a

Weakness
Weakness, A feeling experienced, Again and again, No running away, But to chase, And Follow the heart, Because that's where, The weakness lies, From broken hearts, That have not yet healed, And visible scars, Portray the patterns, That once were, And from the heart, Seep to the mind, Which seek pictures, Visual feelings, Emotions, More than just a picture, But of the memories, Long since gone, Only in the hearts, Will those memories stay, And I know, I will never forget, Memories are all that's left.

Once My Hero
You pulled me in rescued me from that unsettling sea but the rope you used was tattered and it was thrown with intent for me the passionate tune you played distracted me from your chaotic ways a bittersweet defeat I was smiling before you brought me down Spinning spinning Heart pumping speeding Blushing and blood rushing I loved it Never wanting to regain balance And you were holding me so tight With open hands Eventually you lost grip No, you just let go I was thrown into that ocean once again You silently sailed away and left me unanswered Drowning in my mistake My heart slowing slowly all so deceiving It broke within me and I stopped breathing You saved me with false valiancy Then let me sink because the water too covers your face Once my hero, now my heartbreak

Please
Only you My love will know See how I feel A love of emptiness, nothing more I loved you once That I never lie My soul was yours But I lost Come back, come back You will come back to it For my garden to survive from misery I will let you drink all my power Just for you Only you My love will know That my secret is your love Written with blood on the sea I loved you like no other More than myself I gambled your love And I lost Please, just come back to me

The Silver Dollar
The Silver Dollar lounge is now open....construction is nearly complete....come on over plenty of free parking....cowboys check firearms at the door...so pull up a stool and give us a try....and still many jobs available The Silver Dollar Staff: Susi--proprietor Alabama Cowboy--co-proprietor Demon_Bouncer--head bouncer Fenb--co-bouncer and head bartender http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=53500

Love Is?
What is love, Love can't see you and you can't see it Love is a sneaky thing I guess sort of slick Love can hurt and Love can heal Love can be born and Love can kill Love has won and Love has lost Love can catch and Love can toss Love can stand and Love can fall Love is small and Love is tall Love is right and Love is wrong Love is weak and Love is strong Love is up and Love is down Love can smile and Love can frown Love is good and Love can be bad Love is quite and Love can brag Love is a little and Love is a lot Love contiues and Love stops Love can hope and Love can dream Love can talk and Love can sing Love can be a word or Love can be a ring Love can be nothing or Love can be everything So where is this thing we call Love I dont know the only real love we have comes from above...

If You
If you listen only to what I say out loud, you'll never hear what is in my heart. If you see me only with your eyes, you'll never see who I really am. If you touch me only with your hands, you'll never feel the warmth of my love. If you kiss me only half-heartedly, you can never taste my soul. If you only smell the air around you, You'll never catch the scent of my spirit.

Girla Vs. Grown Woman
Girls vs Grown women Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits. Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling Girls check him for not calling them Grown women are too busy to realize he hadn't Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys Girls make him come home. Grown women make him want to come home. Girls worry about not being pretty and / or good enough for their man. Grown women know that they are pretty and / or good enough for any man Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (don't want him hanging with his friends) Grown women realize that a lil bit of space makes the 'together time' even more special and goes to kick it with her own friends Girls think a guy crying is weak. Grown women offer their shoulder and

At Last
At last, when all the summer shine That warmed life's early hours is past, Your loving fingers seek for mine And hold them close—at last—at last! Not oft the robin comes to build Its nest upon the leafless bough By autumn robbed, by winter chilled,— But you, dear heart, you love me now. Though there are shadows on my brow And furrows on my cheek, in truth,— The marks where Time's remorseless plough Broke up the blooming sward of Youth,— Though fled is every girlish grace Might win or hold a lover's vow, Despite my sad and faded face, And darkened heart, you love me now! I count no more my wasted tears; They left no echo of their fall; I mourn no more my lonesome years; This blessed hour atones for all. I fear not all that Time or Fate May bring to burden heart or brow,— Strong in the love that came so late, Our souls shall keep it always now!

On A Saturday Evening....
Well, felt like a weird week this week. I did not have to go back to work until Wednesday. When I did, it made for one of the longest weeks I have experienced. It is amazing how sometiems the shortest workweeks, can turn into some of the longest workweeks. Anyhow, hey introduced a new time card system called the JobBOSS. Does any one else use this? I am not much impressed with it. I think everyone where I work at was expecting better. Seems like JobBOSS will be more of a hassle than an advancement. You just have to love Ohio weather. One day it is freezing cold, snow and ice conditions and then the next day it is 50 degrees with a few showers. On the extended forcast, they are calling for almost 70 degrees on Tuesday and Wednesday! Then, for the weekend it is supposed to be back down in the 20's. No wonder so many people are falling ill. I am over my cold now. But, I guess I should just prepare for the next one way this weather is. Well, everything around this

Fubar Couple Contest
SO ALL I NEED YOU TO DO IS STOP BY AND RATE THIS PICTURE ONCE. ITS FOR A CONTEST THAT ME AND MY HUSBAND ARE IN AND ITS NOT A BOMBING ONE SO IT WONT TAKE YOU LONG. SO IF YOU COULD JUST TAKE A MINUTE OUT OF YOUR TIME TO STOP BY AND RATE THIS FOR ME AND THEN REPOST THIS FOR ME?? PLEASE AND THANKS

New Year's Resolution....
Uh.... I forgot to get one, but I'm forming a list for now... help me edit it? 1. Stop having random sex with strangers. 2. Try to have a committed relationship. 3. Wear pants. 4. Fall in love (a suggestion from my ex, eh!) 5. Make time for family. 6. Lose weight (a suggestion from my ex's new gf) 7. Stop dating dicks 8. Confirm my fears. 9. Focus more on my studies, less on partying. 10. Get a internship worth your time. 11. Find a place you can be yourself. 12. Love yourself, and the people who remained true to you over the years... Am I missing anything?

Love Truely Stinks
I feel there is a thing called Love out there.I just don't know where.o if you do find it grab it and hold on to it.Cause its so hard to find.Take and worship it and cherish it for ever.Never let anythig stand in your way.But of All things take and Love it th all you heart and let them know that they are your Love no matter what.And always keep the line of communcation open between the 2 of you.I know I did have it and let it go...But I won't ever again.He has my heart and soul.And its his to keep.I don't want it back.With out him love is just a 4 letter word and Its best that way.....So find it an hold it forever......

My Pick For The Presidential Candidate
Hello all, thanks for getting this far. I just wanted to show you my choice since he isn't getting any "air" time. Most people don't know he's running. Dennis Kucinich has 100% of my trust AND vote!!! AND all I want from you all is to listen to what he says and after the movie see what he stands for, that's it! I'm not asking for you to vote for him, I'm just asking for you to educate yourself with him. I love you all for doing this for me! XOXOXOXOX

Awesome Friend1
Special Pimp Out!!! Special Thanks to my friends who worked so hard to help me try to win my first contest!!! Plz Rate/Add/Fan/Crush/Comment My AWESOME friends!!! 'Will~~~coOWNER of nasty habit}}fuengaged to Addictive~{(ENFORCER @ Magikal Seduction' @ fubar

161, Christian Widsom Again, Still Put It Under My Quotes
Daily Christian Wisdom The twelve days of Christmas come to an end on January 6, and the season of the Epiphany begins...Epiphany not only ends Christmas, it also fulfills it by celebrating the revelation of the Christ to the whole world... -Phyllis A. Tickle, "What the Heart Already Knows"

Blame
Save me from my own damnation Lead me to a revelation I'm ending all of conversations, you complicate my life I had enough of situations, that never turn out right Blame it on my heart, put the blame on me Blame it on my life, only i can set me free Save me from my own confusion Lead me to a revolution I'm giving up on confrontation, i had enough of fighting I'm giving up on hesitation, i'm flying to the light I'm giving up on situations, that complicate my life I'm giving up on hesitation, i'm following the light

Swear To God
I've been talkin it over with myself I could leave it open but I cant decide we're in so far now I cant see clear and it's all over my head how long can you hold on to a promise thats what this whole charade has come to I was so wrong and I know right now that I cant come back this time I know I put you through a lot Im different now I swear to god oh say it say you'll let me come back I'll give you everything I got tell me that wanna start oh say it say you'll let me come back I've been movin slower in my life talkin the time to let this hole fill up and so far I can say that I feel like everything is comin around

Losin
Your love is fading, I can feel your love fading, O' honey away from me Because your touch, your touch has grown cold As if someone else controls your very soul I fooled myself as long as I can, now I feel the presence of another man It's there when you speak my name, It's just not the same O' honey I 'm losin' you I can feel it the air, It's there everywhere, O' I'm losin' you I can feel it in my bones, any day you'll be up and gone, O' I'm losin' you It's all over your face, someone's taken my place, could it be girl that I'm losin' you When I look into your eyes, a reflection of a face I see, O' I'm losin' you Your love is faded, I can feel it fadin', O' away from me I can feel it in the air, It's there everywhere, O' I'm losin' you I'm hurt down hearted and worried girl, 'cause that face belong to me I don't want to lose you 'cause I know I've got to groove ya, hey I'm losin' you

Just A Thing
"ONE THING, AS SOON AS YOU ASK ME IF I HAVE A CAM OR MESSENGER, I'M GOING TO FIGURE OUT WHATS ON YOUR MIND, SO PLEASE DON'T WASTE MY TIME AND I WON'T WASTE YOUR TIME..IF YOU WANT TO CHAT THAN WE CAN DO IT ON FUBAR, IF I ADD YOU TO YAHOO ITS BECAUSE I'VE SHOWN AN INTEREST IN YOU OR I LIKE YOU AS A FRIEND. YES I HAVE A CAM, NO YOU CANNOT SEE IT UNLESS I ASK YOU. I'M NOT ON HERE FOR CAM SEX OR ANY OTHER KIND OF SEXUAL STUFF, ITS DISGUSTING TO SEE THE LENGTHS SOME WOMEN WILL GO ON HERE FOR 'ATTENTION'....GET A LIFE THEN GET CHECKED!! I'M AS REAL AS THEY GET, I'LL SPEAK MY MIND, YOU DON'T LIKE IT SHOVE IT. YOU WANT TO GET TO KNOW ME, THAN DO IT. I'M A BITCH, I HOLD THE TITLE PROUDLY. YOU COME TO MY DOMAIN, RESPECT ME, IF YOU CAN'T GET THE FUCK OUT! " just like i dont speak a lot of english i copied this from another profile...couse i think in the same way. And don forget..i can be sexy but i`m not easy..thats soooo wrong

Managing Life
managing life Current mood: annoyed i dont know why people have to stick there nose in other peoples busniess. They dont need to know what is going on with other people unless that person wants them to know what is going on. Im tired of hearing people say that you did that to make me do this and this is what happened to me becuase of u. Why can people take control of the own lives and not make other people responsible for it . It is not what they make of your like it is what you make of it.u have to manage your own life. Not let others do it for you 6:30 PM -

Locks
Come to me, Lay with me, I want to take you all in, Deeply, Steal your air, Smell your skin, Tempt in silent darkness, Bare. Hover, Skim the rims Of my cavern, Fair. Detect for what I protect, Treasure, As you dare to explore for Pleasure. And if you wish for entry, It will be granted, I resist no more, The locks to my door grow weak.

Daddy's Gonna Eat Ur Fingers
DADDY'S GONNA EAT YOUR FINGERS I was packing for my business trip and my three year old daughter was having a wonderful time playing on the bed. At one point she said,"Daddy, look at this" , and stuck out two of her fingers.. Trying to keep her entertained, I reached out and stuck her tiny fingers in my mouth and said, "Daddy's gonna eat your fingers," pretending to eat them. I went back to packing, looked up again and my daughter was standing on the bed staring at her fingers with a devastated look on her face. I said, "What's wrong, honey?" She replied, "What happened to my booger?"

Heartbreaker 101
Given the choice, most people say they would much rather break up with someone than get broken up with. But if you've recently initiated a breakup, you know how tough it can be. Just because you summoned the courage to end your dead-end relationship doesn't mean you're not feeling a little heartache yourself (or experiencing some guilt for causing your ex heartache). But fear not, my brave friend. You are not alone. Following are some do's and don'ts that should make moving on that much easier. Don't: Call, email, text or visit your ex in a moment of weakness Even though you brought on the breakup, there may still be times when you miss your ex. Even though you brought on the breakup, there may still be times when you miss your ex. A song might come on the radio that reminds you of them. Something funny will happen and you'll want to share it. Or maybe you're just having a bad day and want to reach out and reconnect. STOP RIGHT THERE. Missing your ex is one thing. Contacting yo

Denial For The Masses
DENIAL FOR THE MASSES Where do I begin, if there was no real beginning? And since there really wasn’t a beginning, will it ever end? What kind of questions should I ask to get answers, If every answer I get just doesn’t apply What kind of heart beats for no love? And what kind of love has no heart to beat its rhythms What are the lonely supposed to do If the lonely turn their backs on the lonely too Why must the world be so heartless and cruel, While all its people want and wish for is goodwill When will the mass realize its all lies Or shall we forever search for truth in a liar’s eyes Why can’t we see past what we wish to bear And finally open our souls to what’s really there We let Hollywood feed our dreams and fears But the news of the world is too gruesome to hear We try to imagine a world of such beauty As reality sets in to form such dark lunacy This is the world that we don’t wish to see It’s what’s real that we fear, yet in denial we’re free

Job Interview
Hey Guys Wish me luck, I have a job interview tomorrow ...in security cross your fingers... bradley I should have no prob..i have the training..Military Police for 2 years and working for a contract security company... just a little nervous...

Fondling In Bed
One night, after the couple had retired for the night, the woman became aware that her husband was touching her in a most unusual manner. He started by running his hand across her shoulders and the small of her back. He ran his hand over her breasts, touching them very lightly. Then, he proceeded to run his hand gently down her side, sliding his hand over her stomach, and then down the other side to a point below her waist. He continued on, gently feeling her hips, first one side and the other. His hand ran further down the outside of her thighs. His gentle probing then started up the inside of her left thigh, stopped and the returned to do the same to her right thigh. By this time the woman was becoming aroused and she squirmed a little to better position herself. The man stopped abruptly and rolled over to his side of the bed. Why are you stopping darling?" she whispered. He whispered back, " I found the remote."

World Of Dark
crack the whip on my back try to tear down whats inside me turn the screw unleash the power set me free all along its always been me i'm the one that kills the pain i'm the shield from what remains i'm the glowing heart the light in your world of dark blinded by all the things you've seen guided by the thought of being clean close your mind and your veins sins wash away with pouring rain I keep you from falling down i'm your flowered thorn on your holy crown i'm your glowing heart the light in your world of dark

Wtf?
I don't get people who think they are better than others! Come on now yes I may be PHAT but at least I am not ugly !!! Geesh!! Get over yourself!!! Not everyone in this world is a model and can never be but hell there is a sign at my work that says "No One Or Nothing In This Store Is Perfect!" So take that into consideration you may think you are perfect but your not!!! Grow up and stop acting like your shoe size and act your age!!! Oh and let me justify what I mean by ugly when you treat someone like crap or call them names you are ugly!!

Today On World Rock Radio
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My Reason To Smile
After I stopped believing that love could ever be real. Giving up on what I knew, I thought my heart wouldn't heal. To me love was just a game, a game that I could never win. Losing everything I had, everything that could've been. Then here you come into my life changing the thoughts in my mind. Bringing me to a new start leaving all my pain behind. You're the reason that I write, brand new poems of true love. You've given me the things I need, everything that I've dreamed of. You showed me how to love again, the things I lost; in you I found. You gave me a reason to smile, you said I had no need to frown. I will forever be grateful for everything you have to give. All the happiness I needed, and another reason to live. Every time I hear your name, a smile forms across my face. A new feeling...everlasting, that I know nothing can replace. I'm so thankful that I have you, you're there when I need you most. I don't want anything else, I just w

Arms Of Your Lover
Verse One: I know she hasn't always, been what you needed, she didn't always treat you like a man should be treated, but I can tell her love for you, is passionate and pure, so I suggest you think a second, before you walk out that door, because: Verse Two: I know right now it seems like, things are goin' bad, and its hard to see through it all and find the good you had, but the good still exists, lovers don't change that much, when troubles in the mist, love is usually the greatest crutch, so lean on your love, more than you've ever done before, embrace what you've got before its not yours anymore, Verse Three: She's got a genuine beauty, with a constant smile of grace, and her love is forever truly, the kind you can't replace, so when you start search the world, lookin' to discover, close your eyes and fall into the arms of your lover, Chorus: sometimes when it's over, it can never be again / and when you let go of her, your lettin' go a friend / so don'

I Choose
So, come to find out the man of my dreams that I have been blogging about is in a committed relationship. I am so crushed I don't know what to do with myself. Again, another reason why I purposefully don't get involved emotionally with men. I always get hurt.. Fuckers!! I mean, how can you tell someone that you love them then turn around and go home to your wife who you say the same thing to. really i would like to know. I have never cheated and wouldnt even consider it. fuck me! so im watching dr phil..and have learned that I need to chose how my life is.. so here it is. I CHOOSE: *not to be in unhealthy relationships where i remotely feel unappreciated or used *to not date fuckers that have no respect for me *to feel good about who I am *to get in shape and eat healthy (which I am doing) *to be prosperous *to show the asses that i have dated that i am worth so much more than them I am sure that I will think of more. Im just really hurt right now and feel l

New Sassy Look
well, I did it~! I had 6 1/2 inches of hair cut off Tuesday. It was not long enough to donate to Locks of Love. But it is gone....It is still the same style except shorter. I will probably not be on much this weekend. I expect I will be very sore after these 2 biopsies today. I am still kinda sore from the one on Dec 26th. And the bruise finally went away.....I have never seen a bruise change colors like this one did. Oh, well......... I do hope and pray you all are safe and have a great weekend. I'll be back later on next week sometime. I have a surgeon appointment on Monday so maybe we'll schedule some surgery or start chemo....or at least we'll have a plan after Monday. ~~smooches~~

~my Allpoetry Little Sister~
She is great to talk to when problems come Helpful with anything Her advice is from the heart Her poetry shows who she is and life itself A great person I love talking too She is the best I would go to her For anything As she would for me I always looked to her As a sister She is awesome I wouldn't replace her Shelia thank you for everything Love you little sister For Shelia Jarrett a very close friend of mine.

A Book I've Already Read
This far corner In Borders I come looking Never expecting You’d actually Show It’s been ages Since last we Talked Out my door You quickly Disappeared Kinda funny meeting You here in The romance books Didn’t recognize you There, till the light Played on your eyes Yes but shouldn’t You be in the Games section That was what I had become To You Yes, Maria with your Heart, I did Play Forgive me for Failing to see The beauty within Well, your heart That comes With such love Dark and stained Deep within Like blood drops Yes, blood that Still robs me Of life Like your absence From my solitary Existence Which like dry leaves Turns so fragile Yearning For you Like moisture In the hot Florida sun Burns the soul Yet leaves me longing For more of you I know you are Still not complete Yet stronger Now you think Life has come Full circle, Kyle Returning me to you I’ll just leave you Here, with a pitiful

~a Father~
Your my father,my protector, and my life. The man in my life is not the same no more. The father is supposed to be their for there daughters an do what's right. The father,"I Love You" but your not who I saw as a child,I miss my old daddy. Dad, please be yourself again. Your not my father, not who I see anymore. Your not my moms husband anymore, you changed so much before our eyes. I'm scared of the new father you are. We want the old loving father back who would agree with things the way they were.

A Scared Teen
A teen scared of her past, wants to hide from it but can't. Move's to a different place but the memories still haunt her. She tries to forget,but never works. Goes to friend's to seek her past,but they aren't around. Tries her parents and siblings but no time. Goes to her first love but he tries to hold her in his arms to secure her. But doesn't soothe her she still scared from her past. Remember's she is not the only one that has been through it. Reaches her hands for god an prays every night before bed. Ask god to hand her a rope to keep her going. No matter how much her past scares her.

~you~
Your love is such a tender feeling. Your voice is a soothing cherish that sends warmth through the body. Your heart is sweet,caring and kind. You have strength inside you that can be graceful when needed. You make life so simple with your great sense of humor. You bring me back to myself which no one else can do. You know my secrets and personality better than anyone does. You are one of those kinds that is worth the wait that I could only dream to be with. You make me weak when I think of you. It's you,you belong to me no one can do what you do to me. Author notes It's for a special someone I hope will read it and think about how I feel about him.

January 10
January 10: Reefer Madness day 370 b.c - Plato almost chokes after inhaling a dandelion, then writes the dialogue Clouds. 75 - John The Baptist makes a comeback and tours europe with buddha. 1810 - Napoleon divorced Empress Joséphine, calling her "a total fucking harpie". 1841 - Low on firewood, ropes made from Hemp are burned by Mormon pilgrims in Utah. That night, visions from heaven assail them. 1968 - Napalm dropped on a Vietnamese Hemp field. This begins the largest spread of the munchies known to man. 1979 - Pac-Man is admitted to rehab after a white pellet addiction. 1979 Disco dies of a drug overdose. 1986 - Tjernobyl enters the active age of Radio. 1991 - Kool-Aid retires the Kool-Aid Man after he pleads no contest to providing alcohol to a 14-year old girl. 2007 - After several days of being stoned, Germany reconsiders invading Poland but soon relizes that Nobody cares.

"so What Have I Learned From Having My Heart Broken?"
I learned that I'm stronger than I thought I was and way more fragile than I ever imagined I might be. I learned that surviving is easier if you promise yourself that you won't hold back next time just because you got burned this time. I learned that my heart wasn't dead after the long goodbye that was my relationship. I learned that my kid is highly intuitive and knows when Mom just needs a hug. I learned that there are many kinds of love, not all of them healthy. So, what have I learned from a broken heart? I learned that real love, the kind that holds you up instead of dragging you down, is worth whatever it takes...........

Ouchies
Well, it is Friday~ WOOHOO~! I do not have to have the MRI like I thought I would today. Yesterday I had the biopsies and MRI done all in one visit. It was tough~! My boobs have been squeezed, poked, prodded, and it wasn't Jeff doing it...LOL~ Seriously I have been through the ringer these last few weeks. I wait now for the results to see if these 2 spots are cancer. I will know later today. I am so sore today. But I expected to be sore. I am going now to lay on the couch and watch tv and wait on the phone to ring...... I hope you all have a great day and a wonderful weekend. We may talk sometime..... ~~smooches~~

Long Long Week....
It sure has felt like a long week. I do not know if the weather had anything to do with that or not. It jus tdragged day after day. I think I am done making political predictions. I have been way off so far this year. I did call Huckleberry going down though. Big business is afraid of him. Which probably means he is more towards the people than for money. It is an interesting race to say the least. Down with the Buckeyes! They were outclassed. I almost thought I was going to be wrong when the Bucks jumped up 10-0. Then I heard a stat for LSU having 4 fourth quartre comebacks. So, apparently LSU are slow starters. The Buckeyes will have to beg the BCS for a top ten rating for next year. The BCS is unimpressed with the Big Ten. I am officially a Sam's Club member! I feel empowered with this priveledge that I spent $100 for. Had a weird event Wednesday night. I was driving home from work and it was around 1:45 AM. I am not sure how fast I was dr

Goodbye
If you could have only believed in me once more, goodbye would never enter my mind' I asked you for a second chance, with out an answer to my face, you turned your back and walked away' I made vital mistakes this is true' However I never stopped loving you' It could have been so great and strong' Believing in me again just wasn't in your cards' Really I truly do understand, I can't help the pain I feel' Wishing that when the phone rings, it's your voice I'll hear' But relization of some one else makes your decision very clear' I guess it's time for me to say goodbye, to all I ever loved' Belief is dying' And now so is the biggest part of me' All that is left is to feel myself fade away in the memory of a life I once had' Forever I'll love you, even though this is a goodbye of forever'

4-theboy&thedoll
I was walking around in a store. I saw a cashier hand this little boy his money back saying "I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll." Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. "It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for this Christmas. She was so sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her." I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus will bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly. "No, Santa Claus can't bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister

I Wished For Dark And Got Light
I'm happy when i'm with you i'm sad when we are apart I'm happy when you look at me i'm sad when you look away I'm happy when i hear your voice i'm sad when i don't I'm happy when i feel your touch i'm sad when you don't touch me I'm happy when i see your face i'm sad when all i see is your back How can you make me feel this way we've never met and i already love you How did you do this to me why did you do this i don't feel like my self any more.....

Transformers Uk: Artwork Preview
I recently made a return to the stamping ground where my career in comics pretty much started. That is to say, I briefly went back to drawing The Robots In Disguise. As you may probably know, the Autobots & Decepticons are much changed since I last drew them in 1990, (much due to the mega-budget live action movie... a hugely enjoyable film it is too,) & as such, they are a complete pain to draw (an explosion in a scrap yard, was how they appeared to me at first) but I am pleased with the finished result. Anyway, here's a few of the pages. The finished strip is a 10 page story, which has beeen 'digitally inked' & colored, & will appear in issue #8 of the Titan published comic-magazine Transformers, unfortunately, because of contratual issues, the magazine is unavailable outside the UK. The story's main robot character is Ironhide... who has changed a lot over the years.. when I last drew him, he was a red Transit Van... he's now a mean as f**K looking black 4x4, how times change.

Rip Sonny My Cat
sonny had a big heart i love him more then any one in my life please show me little bittle of love i have a big heart to i hold my cat down i had him when i was 8 he went when he i am going to be 29 he is 150 he had a big like and Family to make him happy and a king rip sonny miss you jan-11-2008 wow joy in my life with that cat you have heart i was talking to this guy 4 a long time he turn his back on my he told me that he was sick but when he was in jail i was sick with a cold he will get his one day i am very up set i dont know what to do

Revenge
There was this little boy about 12 years old walking down the sidewalk dragging a flattened frog on a string behind him. He came up to the doorstep of a house of ill repute and knocked on the door. When the Madam answered it, she saw the little boy and asked what he wanted. He said, "I want to have sex with one of the women inside. I have the money to buy it, and I'm not leaving until I get it," The Madam figured, why not, so she told him to come in. Once in, she told him to pick any of the girls he liked. He asked, "Do any of the girls have any diseases?" Of course the Madam said no. He said, "I heard all the men talking about having to get shots after making love with Amber. THAT'S the girl I want." Since the little boy was so adamant and had the money to pay for it, the Madam told him to go to the first room on the right. He headed down the hall dragging the squashed frog behind him. Ten minutes later he came back, still dragging the frog, paid the Madam, and

Desiderata.
Go placidly amid the noise and the haste and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and agressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself to others you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lessor persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your career however humble, it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment,

Take My Breath Away
give me breath-taking kisses running your fingers through my hair as you hold me tightly against you our bodies flowing together the tightness of breath that constricts my chest as my common sense tumbles away. caress me senseless till I move against you with abandon and you control my body more than me with a sweep of your fingers you elicit a moan and take me as your own as I cry your name to the skies love me like fire stoked with passionate wind flames bright against the dark to always light the way till embers in the hearth glow softly with calm warmth and your kisses still take my breath away

The Night
Staring up at the sky looking into the deepness. My mind is drifting getting lost in the burning diamonds shining their light upon me. They radiate the love and passion I feel deep inside myself right now. I yearn for you to be with me tonight. I savor each sensual kiss that bonds us. Tonight, for the first time, I am balanced between love and happiness. My body aches for your tender touch. I have to be honest, you're the only man I've ever wanted. Feeling your warm soft breath on my neck as you whisper sweet words I've been longing to hear you say. Words that prove the love you possess for me. Moving together in synch as we become one body... one heart, one soul--- one being. The tension and pleasure that was built up between us, now is released in a single massive explosion. Soft cries and muffled words are the only sounds that can be heard as we fall together against the comfort of the bed. The only blankets we use are each others arm

Thoughts
Love is the emblem of eternity: it confounds all notion of time: effaces all memory of a beginning, all fear of an end. Love must be as much a light, as it is a flame. Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage. And when love speaks, the voice of all the gods makes heaven drowsy with the harmony "We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly." "Love is a friendship set to music." "You will find as you look back upon your life that the moments when you have really lived, are the moments when you have done things in a spirit of love." Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation. I would rather have had one breath of her hair, one kiss from her mouth, one touch of her hand, than eternity without it. No person is your friend who demands your silence, or denies your right to grow. Love is the enchanted dawn of every hear

Diary Of A Mad Black Woman
Where are all the good black men like Orlando on Diary of a Mad Black Woman? The man that can look in your eyes and see the broken and hurt part of you and wants to be with you anyway. The man that wants to hold you close at night to try to make everything better. The one that sex isn't everything, it's about the closeness you feel when you two are holding each other. Love him would set you free to trust again. Loving him would mean not letting him pay for the mistakes of others. Loving him would mean letting go and trust him with everything. I want that good man. I long for and desire that love that will complete me.

Leaving This Site
Well everyone, after a few weeks of making some good friends on here, I have decided to leave this wonderful site. My ADD is just too profound to keep up w/ the busy-ness of everything on here! I's been fun and I've met some intessting peeople along the way. Anyone intersted in staying in touch can add me on Myspace-just send me a Myspace message and let me know your from here, as I don't normally add strangers. I'll be on FUBAR until the end of the month, so stop by and say goodbye if ya want. Otherwise, it was great knowing you all, and good luck in whatever you do! CrazyWhiteMan Myspace profile: http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=14147297

The Nasty Fucker ( The Mom Fucker For Real)
THIS IS WHAT THIS NASTY FUCK SAID TO ME AND I QUOTE "->txjewel22: well do you fuck your mom ->txjewel22: you would fuck you mom ->txjewel22: that is just gros TroyR: ok ->txjewel22: what TroyR: k -> txjewel22:NO TroyR: :) TroyR: can my mom lick it ->txjewel22: hell ya TroyR: do u like another woman to lick ur pussy ->txjewel22: mmmmmmmmmmmm i like that TroyR: watch another woman to lick u" SO IF YOU SEE THIS NASTY FUCKER RUN!!!!!!!!!!!! FAST AS YOU CAN!!!!!!!! DONT LOOK BACK NOW!!!!!!!!!! IT IS THE NASTY MOM FUCKER!!!!!!!!!!!EEEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

This Experience Was ....
I've never been stuck in any place...well, at least, after I realized, I can fight for a different direction. I'm not feeling the experience as Good. When people are stuck in ANY place, they've forgotten the "Power" in their "Voice" and the "Power" in one's "Actions". There's always a way out without killing yourself...Yesss, there IS always a way...It can be as simple as saying,"NO, STOP, NO MORE"...Any suggestions? What else? "Fine! I'll find my own way out"..."See you turkey's passing through hell"...Hey, my Smith and Wesson has gotten me out of some ugly situations...Of course....I did NOT harm anyone but...folks were a(ware) I was being rather serious...If I'm protecting my Life, of course, I don't mind dying or getting shot in the cross fire... Now, at times, people must (mirror) situations to shift a positive exchange...At times, face to face silence works like an invisible mirror...Just people people are walking; it doesn't mean they're not in a coma...When people say, huh? Wha

Why A Gun Is Better Than A Woman
Why a gun is better than a woman #10. You can trade an old .44 for a new .22 # 9. You can keep one gun at home and have another for when....you're on the road. #8. If you admire a friend's gun and tell him so, he will probably let you try it out a few times. # 7. Your primary gun doesn't mind if you keep another gun for a backup. # 6.Your gun will stay with you even if you run out of ammo. # 5. A gun doesn't take up a lot of closet space. # 4. Guns function normally every day of the month. # 3. A gun doesn't ask , "Do these new grips make me look fat?" # 2. A gun doesn't mind if you go to sleep after you use it. And the number one reason a gun is favored over a woman.... #1. YOU CAN BUY A SILENCER FOR A Gun

Life Deviness...laughter.....
To the pain which will never end.......:)~ You don't know Jack Schitt For some time many of us have wondered just who is Jack Schitt? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says " You don't know Jack Schitt!" Well, thanks to my genealogy efforts, you can now respond in an intellectual way. Jack Schitt is the only son of Awe Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Schitt, the owner of Needeep N. Schitt, Inc. They had one son, Jack. In turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt. The deeply religious couple produced six children; Holie Schitt, Giva Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Bull Schitt, And the twins Deap Schitt and Dip Schitt. Against her parents' objections Deap Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school drop out. After 15 years of marriage, Jack and Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt married Ted Sherlock, and, because her children lived with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. She was then known as Noe Schitt Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip

Moving To Cali
I'll be offline for a few weeks. Moving away from Florida and going to Cali. Lived in the SF area once a few years back, but I'm going to SD, find me a beach bum and sit back and relax on the beach. Things haven't been what I wanted here, the man I want doesn't want me, and I'm just not happy here. Thought about moving to Miami, but...Nahh...Cali sounds better. I'm movin' on. ~Ciao~

The Star Of Bethlehem By Wayne Jackson
The Star of Bethlehem January 15, 2008 by Wayne Jackson The nature of the “star of Bethlehem” is an intriguing topic. Study this issue with us as we look at various theories. The Gospel of Matthew records the following intriguing words. Now when Jesus was born in Bethlehem of Judea in the days of Herod the king, behold, Wise-men from the east came to Jerusalem, saying, Where is he that is born King of the Jews? For we saw his star in the east, and are come to worship him (Matthew 2:1-2). When Herod the Great, the vicious ruling king, heard of this inquiry, he was intensely disturbed. He gathered together leading Hebrew dignitaries and inquired as to precisely where the Christ child had been born. Basing their information on a prophecy in the book of Micah, the scholars replied that the baby was to be born in Bethlehem of Judea. Herod then consulted with the “Wise-men” (Greek, Magi) as to the “time” when the star appeared. The Greek historian Herodotus states that the Ma

For All My Friends...this Impacted Me Please Read
To My Charlie To Joshua Lucas Grisham... To all of those that have been called home and all the friends that I still Have here... Love Ya! One day a husband's wife died, and on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of their bedroom, the husband was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't anymore. No more hugs, no more special moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and goes away, never to return before we can say good-bye, before we can say "I love you." So while we have it, it's best we love it, care for it, fix it when it's broken and heal it when it's sick. This is true for marriage . And old cars . And children with bad report cards, and dogs with bad hips, and aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we are worth it. Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up

Oh My Neck!
I am in bed writing this. If you have been reading my blogs, you know that there has been a lot of stress lately caused by my 15 year old son. Well the fight the other night caused my neck to hurt and also my shoulder. So I have been putting heat on it to try and loosen up the muscle. Yesterday, i picked up my son from school and he came home and stayed home which is a good sign. He didn't ask to go anywhere which surprised me. Maybe he realizes he is actually grounded? Peter went to the parenting class last night that is a 10 week course. I was supposed to go but my neck hurt so bad there was no way I could have sat there for 3 hours. I will go next Tuesday. Peter said it was really helpful. It is just sad because our other two kids don't want to be home anymore because of all the fighting with Anthony. It just isn't good for our family at all. I have so much work to get done between now and next week so I will not be able to chat much online. Always good to he

Will You
Will you love me when I'm gone will you take comfort in our song Will you smile will you care Will I know the end is near Will I whisper I love you Will the sun refuse to shine Will the moon loose her magic glow Will time at last stand still Will there be nothing left to say Nixy

Ok Its About That Time
Ok I am tired of being on here and no one talking to me. It is time I am going to start cleaning out my freinds list. If you still want to be on my list send me a messege saying you would like to stay and I will keep you on it. If I do not hear from you then you wil be deleted so if you wonder why then you didn't read this and well thats the way it goes.

Mewsings
a dear friend gave this poem to me a few weeks ago; i felt the need to share it here. Sunday Devotional His strength, His wisdom, His passion inside of him lies strength,wisdom,passion His eyes hold the wonders of all He can show me inside of myself. His hand is strong and heavy is the palm when obedience is not obtained. But His touch is soft in solace when my heart is heavy or my mind worried with fears. He guides me and leads me, nurtures me, protects me, fills me with His strength. shapes me and makes me into the she who is devoted for eternity with gratitude and love. she who will follow His command she who will obey and bow she who will soften His heart with her submissiveness and be all He needs His strength, His wisdom, His passion.

Belichick Sells Team On Chargers’ Strengths
Belichick Sells Team on Chargers’ Strengths Mike Segar/Reuters Bill Belichick is wary of the Chargers. “They beat the Colts twice,” he said. “I don’t know what else they need to do or can do.” Article Tools Sponsored By By JUDY BATTISTA Published: January 16, 2008 FOXBOROUGH, Mass. — Out in San Diego, at least one player, swimming in the giddiness of the Chargers’ upset of the Indianapolis Colts, thinks the New England Patriots are more worried about having to play the Chargers in Sunday’s A.F.C. championship game than the Chargers are concerned about the undefeated Patriots. How did he know? Patriots Coach Bill Belichick, as skilled at making an opponent sound like the greatest team in history as he is at getting the Patriots to play like it, set the tone for the week Tuesday when he delivered a blistering accounting to his players of the Chargers’ strengths. Then, he backed up his argument by passing out a sheet full of glowing statistics attesting to the Char

The Old Man And The Dog By Catherine Moore
"Watch out! You nearly broad sided that car!" My father yelled at me. "Can't you do anything right?" Those words hurt worse than blows. I turned my head toward the elderly man in the seat beside me, daring me to challenge him. A lump rose in my throat as I averted my eyes. I wasn't prepared for another battle. "I saw the car, Dad. Please don't yell at me when I'm driving." My voice was measured and steady, sounding far calmer than I really felt. Dad glared at me, then turned away and settled back. At home I left Dad in front of the television and went outside to collect my thoughts. Dark, heavy clouds hung in the air with a promise of rain. The rumble of distant thunder seemed to echo my inner turmoil. What could I do about him? Dad had been a lumberjack in Washington and Oregon. He had enjoyed being outdoors and had reveled in pitting his strength against the forces of nature. He had entered grueling lumberjack competitions, and had placed often. The she

Dog Diary
DOG DIARY 8:00 am - Dog food! My favorite thing! 9:30 am - A car ride! My favorite thing! 9:40 am - A walk in the park! My favorite thing! 10:30 am - Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing! 12:00 pm - Lunch! My favorite thing! 1:00 pm - Played in the yard! My favorite thing! 3:00 pm - Wagged my tail! My favorite thing! 5:00 pm - Milk bones! My favorite thing! 7:00 pm - Got to play ball! My favorite thing! 8:00 pm - Wow! Watched TV with the people! My favorite thing! 11:00 pm - Sleeping on the bed! My favorite thing!

Blue Burns Orange
Blue Burns Orange Bleed these colors open wide Burning blues from butterflies Tonight we fly Flying faster through the night Until the orange of morning light I know it's hard to make this work When you're all alone And I've been waiting for so long To hold you in my arms Embrace forever my sweet love Water fills these open eyes Tonight we fly Still frames and valentines Won't keep me in his mind You are the ghost of everything that I'm not and I want to be So goodbye Don't forget to write Your name inside Of my life

A Problem!!!
Okay here is the deal... My Father-In-Law has had a couple "seizures" well now his doctor says that he either has to find someone to live with him, or go to the nursing home! He refuses to have anyone move in with him, and he says that if he has to go to the nursing home he will take a bottle of pills because he refuses to go to that "hell"...I can't move in with him as I am due any day, (not like he would want me there anyway!!!) He has to make a decision by Friday, does anyone have any advice for me? I am lost at what to do!!! Thank you!!!

Sad
WENT TO A PARTY MOM - DO NOT DELETE (read all the way to the bottom and sign your name) I went to a party, And remembered what you said You told me not to drink, Mom, so I had a sprite instead. I felt proud of myself, The way you said I would, that I didn't drink and drive, though some friends said I should. I made a healthy choice, And your advice to me was right. The party finally ended, and the kids drove out of sight. I got into my car, Sure to get home in one piece. I never knew what was coming, Mom, something I expected least. Now I'm lying on the pavement, And I hear the policeman say, the kid that caused this wreck was drunk, Mom, his voice seems far away. My own blood's all around me, As I try hard not to cry. I can hear the paramedic say, this girl is going to die. I'm sure the guy had no idea, While he was flying high. Because he chose to drink and drive, now I would have to die. So why do people do it, Mom Knowing that it ruins lives? And now

Loving You
Once and a while, in a person’s life That special someone is right there. They could be the person they talk to all the time Or the person they just say hi to. But once you find that someone that makes your heart skip a beat You should take a chance and tell them how you feel. I waited three years before I told you and I should have never waited that long. I almost lost the bet thing that can ever happen to me and made the biggest mistake of my life. But then you came back and I got a second chance. And when I told you that I have feelings for you, you said that you feel the same. Loving you is the best thing that I can ever do and having someone like you loving me is wonderful. I love you more than I’ve ever loved any man and I know this feeling will never go away.

The 13 Principles Of Wicca
The 13 Principles of Wiccan Belief 1. We practice rites to attune ourselves with the natural rhythm of life forces marked by the phases of the Moon and the seasonal Quarters and Cross Quarters. 2. We recognize that our intelligence gives us a unique responsibility toward our environment. We seek to live in harmony with nature in ecological balance offering fulfillment to life and consciousness within an evolutionary concept. 3. We acknowledge a depth of power far greater than that apparent to the average person. Because it is far greater than ordinary it is sometimes called ‘supernatural’, but we see it as lying within that which is naturally potential to all. 4. We conceive of the Creative Power in the universe as manifesting through polarity – as masculine and feminine – and that this same Creative Power lies in all people and functions through the interaction of the masculine and the feminine. We value neither above the other knowing each to be supportive of the other.

Forever Friends
A FRIEND IN YOU IS WHAT I WANT NEVER TO LET GO AS TIME AND LIFE IS DEAR TO US FOREVER SHALL IT GROW THE TIMES IN LIFE THAT WE HAVE SPENT THE GOOD TIMES OR THE BAD NEVER DO I WANT YOU TO FEEL ALONE OR SAD SO THINK OF ME AS A TRUE FRIEND ONE THAT IS THERE FOR YOU FOREVER YOU CAN RELY ON ME WHENEVER YOU FEEL BLUE IF TIMES GET ROUGH AND YOU COME TO FEEL THAT NO ONE IS EVER THERE KNOW THAT I AM IN YOUR HEART AND THAT I TRULY CARE A SHOULDER TO CRY ON, A HAND TO HOLD OR AN EAR I'LL LEND FOR IF EVER IN LIFE THAT YOU NEED ME TRUST THAT I AM YOUR FRIEND! WRITTEN BY PAMELA CJ MESHER aka LOST

Longing Love
TRUSTING IS SO EASY IT COMES FROM IN YOUR HEART, THE DISTANCE IN OUR LIVES ARE REALLY FAR APART...BUT IN OUR HEARTS WE LIVE SO NEAR, OH HOW I WISH THAT YOU WERE HERE..YOU MAKE ME SMILE AND IT WARMS ME SO, I NEVER WANT TO LET YOU GO...SO NEVER LEAVE AND ALWAYS STAY, I WANT TO START THIS LIFE TODAY...AS FRIENDS WE START AND AS DAYS GO BY, FOREVER IN MY HEART YOU'LL LYE..TO KEEP IT WARM AND FULL OF SMILES FROM WAY ACROSS THESE MANY MILES...SO KNOW IM HERE IN TIMES OF NEED FOR IF EVER YOU FEEL BLUE, AND IN TRUST THAT I WILL ALWAYS HELP IF THATS WHAT YOU NEED ME TO DO...EVEN IF YOUR HAPPY AND JUST WANT TO CHAT AWAY, I'D LOVE TO SPEND THAT TIME WITH YOU ALWAYS AND EVERYDAY! WRITTEN BY PAMELA CJ MESHER aka LOST

Longing For
LONGING FOR THE MOMENT, WHEN THE DAY COMES OUR WAY, THE MOMENT TO TOUCH YOU, TO FINALLY SEE THAT DAY. THE DESIRE WE LONG FOR, THE PASSION WE YEARN, TO FEEL IT ALL RUSH, WE'VE SO MUCH TO LEARN. ENTWINED OF OUR SOULS, FEEL THE BEATS OF OUR HEART, ONCE WERE TOGETHER, SWEAR NEVER TO PART. FOREVER A LIFETIME, IS NOT WHAT I NEED BUT INFINITY AND BEYOND, WILL BE OUR GROWING SEED. WRITTEN BY PAMELA CJ MESHER aka LOST

First Times
I WANT THE FIRST GLANCES, FIRST KISS ALL THE CHANCES..I NEED A FIRST TOUCH, FIRST LOOK OF LOVE SO MUCH...I WANT THE FIRST HELD HAND, FIRST LOVE BETWEEN WOMAN AND MAN...ALL THESE CHANCES OF FIRSTS TO BE, I WANT ONLY YOU TO SHARE WITH ME. WRITTEN BY PAMELA CJ MESHER aka LOST

Look Into My Eyes
Look into my eyes and tell me what you see... When I look into your eyes I see love thats meant to be. Listen to my heart its a beat so strong and true... It makes the best of music that is meant for me and you. When you reach into my soul what is it that you feel? I see in yours a heart thats finally begun to heal. To hear me say I love you does it truly warm your heart? To hear those words come from you I know we'll never part. The slightest touch I yearn for, gentle kisses upon my cheek... You make my heart warm deeply every time I hear you speak. To long for just that moment when the touch I feel from you... Will be the day that I have hoped for, because my dreams have all come true! WRITTEN BY PAMELA CJ MESHER aka LOST

If Ever
A heart should not be broken it always stand the tests of time, for if ever you were in my life id want to make you mine. You make me laugh and smile and you make me feel much love, if ever you are really mine id go beyond and yes above. So once again make my heart beat the way its meant to be, Forever and always in love to beat, throughout eternity! WRITTEN BY PAMELA CJ MESHER aka LOST

Been Missing...
Been missing your kisses and the beat of your heart Longing for your love my hearts torn apart Deep down inside it feels like i'm dying Spent most of my nights thinking and crying I want you so much that I feel incomplete Restart my heart make it once again beat We shared so much love and I know that today I want you more please don't go away Don't push me aside and forget what we had Pull me close to your heart for now it feels bad I want you in my life to share all the love I'm willing to go beyond and above! WRITTEN BY PAMELA CJ MESHER aka LOST

My Everything
My eyes shine because you are their light...I speak because you are my words...My spirit soars because your spirit soars with me...My arms reach because you are there to embrace me...I walk because you walk beside me...My love survives because you are my heart...My passion blazes within me because you give me passion and love...I smile because you are my laughter...I am me because you are my everything! WRITTEN BY PAMELA CJ MESHER aka LOST

More Than Life
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF , YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME... IF I COULD MAKE MY DREAMS COME TRUE ITS IN YOUR ARMS I'D BE... YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE NO ONE ELSE HAS EVER DONE BEFORE... YOU HAVE A WAY ABOUT YOU BABY I LOVE YOU THAT`S FOR SURE... YOU MAKE ME LAUGH AT SILLY THINGS THAT YOU SAY AND DO... YOU ARE MY OWN SWEET BABY LOVE OH HOW I LOVE YOU SO...WHEN I FEEL SAD AND FEELING LOW ITS YOU THAT MAKES MY SMILES... FOR I FEEL YOUR LOVE WITHIN MY HEART FROM WAY ACROSS THE MILES... SOMETIMES ITS HARD TO SMILE AND I TRY SO HARD FOR YOU, THE DISTANCE FAR BETWEEN US ACHES MY HEART IT SURELY DO...I WONDER SOMETIMES HOW IT CAME THAT I FOUND MY LOVE SO TRUE...AND HOW ON EARTH YOU LOVE ME IN THAT SPECIAL WAY YOU DO...JUST KNOW MY LOVE FOR YOU IS REAL AND I FEEL IT IN MY HEART...THAT ONCE WE ARE TOGETHER OUR LOVE WILL NEVER PART...THINK OF ME AS BY YOUR SIDE A PLACE THAT I DREAM TO BE...THAT AS LONG AS WE ARE SO IN LOVE ITS TRUST THAT IS THE KEY...SO FROM MY HEART I GIVE TO YOU ALL MY HEARTS DE

Body And Soul
Body and soul, heart to heart, finding love is just the start. The touch of your hands, sweet taste of your lips, the distance between us, are things that I miss. To long for the moment, when once we can feel, embrace one another, my heart will then heal. Never let go, hold me so tight,My love for you, I know it feels right. Sensual touches, passionate kissing, I know in my heart, It is you that I'm missing. I've longed for the day, when love filled me whole,I'm willing to give you my heart and my soul. WRITTEN BY PAMELA CJ MESHER aka LOST

Goofy Stuff (yes I'm Bored Today)
I got this from a friend who was also bored today (lol) So I thought I'd share it. Have a great day y'all! GAMES FOR WHEN WE ARE OLDER 1. Sag, you're It. 2. Hide and go pee 3. 20 questions shouted into your good ear. 4. Kick the bucket 5. Red Rover, Red Rover, the nurse says Bend Over. 6. Musical recliners. 7. Simon says something incoherent. 8. Pin the Toupee on the bald guy And Some Ponderisms for you to think on today: I used to eat a lot of natural foods until I learned that most people die of natural causes. Garden Rule: When weeding, the best way to make sure you are removing a weed and not a valuable plant is to pull on it. If it comes out of the ground easily, it is a valuable plant. The easiest way to find something lost around the house is to buy a replacement. Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyway. Have you noticed since everyone has a camcorder these days no one talks about seeing UFOs like they used

Why Did You Let It Get So Cold Outside?
Sleet falls, I hear it thumping on the roof top...kids went to bed praying for snow... Morning came grass was as green as ever, so off to school they had to go! (insert evil Mom snicker here)

Journey
The journey for which I have walked thus far in my life has not gone with out it's ups and downs. I've shared my laughs and I've hidden tears. Till the day I met you, my life seemed so unclear. You read the pages of my book as if it's already been wrote. Only to tell me that it's who I am that makes me the person I truley see. I float on this cload only to realize that no matter where I am, who I'm with, the most important thing in my journey is for me to not foget who I am. I am happy, energetic, full of love, laughter and cheer. I don't know for sure where I'm going on this journey. Not yet sure of who I'll meet, but I do know that I will never forget those who have made me stronger, happier, and gave me the chance to finally believe in me. These people are my angels. My angels here on earth and in heaven. The journey of a life time is my journey to be me!!

Been Awhile
I dunno, guess it has been awhile since i posted anything on my blog. things suck as they always do but you just keep pressing on and move forward, i guess that is all you can do. just kinda been chillin at the firehouse and working, other then that it has been dull and boring excvept for friday and saturday nights. this last saturday i really had fun. but something is missing.... haven't figured it out... wait, yes I have, lol no gf :( eh one day, who know what might happen, just kinda gotta keep my options open on that item. works k, been doing good at that. just some days i want to rip someones head off and most of the time it is my own. other then that i just hang out at the fire house with stan and mike and chat on fubar and yahoo and myspace.... what else is there to do when your a boring bum like me?????? maybe soon i will get another car, it sucks not having one and begging for rides but oh well. enough of my rambling, time to rate the mumms on fubar, lol ---- he said,

Long Over Due!!!!!
I have not been on here for quite a while now and my life has been very peavefull to say the least the way that i like it no more he said she said bullshit the way that i like it i do not get on but once in a great while just to stay in touch with a few select friends and i dont even really talk to them any more either been really buisy with getting moved loving the new place and getting the new shop situated so i can get back to work just wanted to let everyone know that since i do not ever get on here any more that i will be deleting the fubar account by the weekend it has been my pleasure to know most of you and for the friends i have here that i didnt get to know sory! i have got rid of my yahoo hotmail and fixing to get rid of fubar for my friends that have my number they can call me and keep in touch other then that have a good one and all the best of luck to each and everyone of you on here including my haters ! paul!!!

Bloggers Who Criticize The Government Can Face Prison!!!
See this is the same kind of shit, I have been trying to warm everyone I know and talk to on a regular basis, is that the change in this country is so gradual that no one is going to see Nazi Germanys plight here until it is too late, think about it, threats to free speech, making it so u cannot smoke outside even, in the open air, because we even have air Nazis, I mean c'mon people wake up and smell the end of America the Free......................the end is near, step up and have a nice steaming cup!!!!!!!!!! Date: Jan 17, 2008 11:15 PM I know some of this is true, but I have no idea if all of it is true. When you put the few parts that I know to be true all in one place together like this, it gets a little creepy. So I'm passing it along to you now. -Chris ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Lis Date: Jan 17, 2008 10:57 PM ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- THANKS: America 20xy Date: 17 Jan 2008, 21:38 Bloggers

Bored Zzzzzzzzz
I'm bored so i thought I would start one of these blog deals. I play this mud called Waterdeep and its alot of fun but there is alot of downtime. So I sit here thinking deep thoughts. Like why are all of you breathing my air? Stop it already its my air you dirty filthy apes. Man what i wouldn't give for a banana bazooka to shoot out the neighbors windows. Why am I not out chasing women? I guess its safer this way. Hey btw if you really wanna see me nekkid send me a message and if your hot enough I'll family ya. Ok back to my game.

The Perfect Husband.a Must Read!
Jack wakes up with a huge hangover after attending his company's Christmas Party. Jack is not normally a drinker, but the drinks didn't taste like alcohol at all. He didn't even remember how he got home from the party. As bad as he was feeling, he wondered if he did something wrong. Jack had to force himself to open his eyes, and the first thing he sees is a couple of aspirins next to a glass of water on the side table. And, next to them, a single red rose! ! Jack sits up and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and pressed. He looks around the room and sees that it is in perfect order, spotlessly clean. So is the rest of the house. He takes the aspirins, cringes when he sees a huge black eye staring back at him in the bathroom mirror. Then he notices a note hanging on the corner of the mirror written in red with little hearts on it and a kiss mark from his wife in lipstick: Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to get groceries to make you your favorite dinner

Your Alibi By Red Wanting Blue
Her dream got out of bed And made its stand screaming out loud "Get your feet of the ground" She said "drop dead" Stuck in the clouds That hang around her head Will someone light a candle for me lending to my morning glory Sunday morning I arrive Through the dark in night's disguise Sunday morning baby I'm your alibi Give and take And get what you give The mistake is it's easy to die for you baby It's harder to leave Windows down keep me awake Driving to my morning glory I know it don't make sense Except that this is love It makes no difference Accept that this is love Conversations with my coffee and cigarettes She's as far from me as heaven but it's worth it In the end I wouldn't be here if this wasn't worth fighting for And for every mile marker on this interstate There is a reason why I am here and why she still waits So someone light a candle for every reason she is my morning glory

I Might Not Be On
ok today ppl i might not be on. today is my mom's 1 year since she passed and i need to keep myself gong good like i have been but im not going into that but thats why if im not on today or nite.

I Lied
to my wife. Over a year ago my wife found me on here when this place was lostcherry.com. She got mad made me delete my account. Well my wife has been raising our almost 5 year old daughter alone while I've been in Iraq the past 6 months. I decided to re join on our 6 year wedding anniversary. One of my wifes friends saw my profile and sent her an email to tell her I was back on here. She got mad. I then told her that I was on here talking to some guys wife about wedding rings. blah blah blah.

Touch
Fingertips Soft, so light Brushing, stroking, stirring Barely awake A smile teases The corners of my mouth Two hands Seeming like more Inciting, enflaming, sparks Aroused now Moving in rhythm thrusting to meet your touch strokes harder, quicker My breath is short Quick quick Slow, then soft Firmly now, and I… Sigh

Dance For Me
From where I lie, nestled between your tender thighs I see stretching out before me the spectacular landscape of your beautiful body. My nose is surrounded by the untrimmed bush that sprouts upon a bony ridge. Unseen, my tongue has found the fountain of your womanhood and your earthy taste is sweet within my mouth. My eyes travel across the flat plain of your soft stomach, lingering at that shallow crater where a small gold ring decorates the rim most distant from me. It is a rolling meadow to the lush foothills of your breasts. Small firm mountains, a matched set, twin peaks each topped with its own perky nipple sitting alert as though calling out for attention. Beyond the mountains your chest and neck display the warm reddish flush that signals your arousal, like flowers announcing the coming of spring. My eyes travel over your chin, finding full lips that reveal nothing of your intense inner pleasure, save a small upturning of each corner.

Bumper Stickers
My wife keeps complaining I never listen to her ...or something like that. Keep honking while I reload. If we are what we eat; I'm cheap, fast, and easy. Bad Cop! No Donut! Change is inevitable, except from a vending machine. It's lonely at the top, but you eat better I love cats ... they taste just like chicken. I get enough exercise just pushing my luck Sorry, I don't date outside my species Out of my mind. Back in five minutes. Cover me. I'm changing lanes. As long as there are tests, there will be prayer in public schools. Happiness is a belt-fed weapon. Laugh alone and the world thinks you're an idiot. Sometimes I wake up grumpy; Other times I let her sleep. I want to die in my sleep like my grandfather... Not screaming and yelling like the passengers in his car ... Tow-ers will be violated. Montana - At least our cows are sane! The gene pool could use a little chlorine. I didn't fight my way to the top

Bikers Alphabet
A is for Assholes, you dodge on the street. B is for Bitches, they're looking so sweet. C is for Chrome, the Biker's sunshine of life. D is for Dancers, your M/C bro's wife. E is for Evo, the new special breed. F is for Fatboy, built low for great speed. G is for Glide, Wide, Electra and Dyna. H is for Harley, that hot steel vagina. I is for Iso, the pegs for your scoot. J is for Jerk Offs, you give them your boot. K is for K Model, bike of yesteryear. L is for Liquor, the booze and the beer. M is for Money, to go party in town. N is for (K)'Nuckles, used to (k)'nock assholes down. O is for Old Lady, who sweetens your bed. P is for Pussy, no more need be said. Q is for Quick, it's how you getaway. R is for Roadrash, let's hope none today. S is for Softail, the bike slung so low. T is for Tires, they make your bike go. U is for Up Yours, you say to some jerk. V is for V-Twin, that rolling artwork. W is for Wide Glide, that beefy front end. X is for X-Ray, for when

Darkend Souls
His eyes where of darkness Reflected from his soul His heart had been shattered Left broken and cold He was a warrior of evil Fighting for what was wrong He came to me one night When he heard my deadly song Under the red moon we met Fell into an icy embrace It sent shivers up my spine Just to stare upon his face He held me so tightly Fighting against my will Using his power to control me All I could do was stand still He kissed my lips Sending fear through me Making my mind race As he watched my body I glared at him Fire in my eyes He saw right through My helpless disguise My smile made him afraid He thought he was in control My eyes and hair turned black Darkened like mine and his soul My skin went pale Like the moons glow And in the darkness My true colours did show We stared at eachother Moving closer than before He saw in my eyes I was not afraid anymore Once again he kissed me This time I kissed him back Two dark souls toge

Ask Eve
Ask Eve. Evolve. Take a chance, take a ticket, take a fast train to the coast. No guts, no glory. (CHANCE (n.) : a coin with two sides that one tosses into the air as many times as one wants. The odds remain the same.) It's risky breathing, let alone needing, trusting, reaching out. Life is the leap of faith, the bold declaration of HOPE.

We Fight
Well that's what we do... We fight... You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you're back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing.

Here It Is
OK, I do dig nudes, and if you have them cool. But if you don't, and we're on eachothers friends list, TALK TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm a guy, so yeah, if you're naked, I don't really care if you talk to me. It would be cool though. However, I'm not a typical guy, so you don't have to be naked to get my attention. I like conversations too. So please, if you are going to friend me, talk to me too.

Adults Only Quiz
Dont be a Chicken adult survey~~ dont be a chicken!!!LOL 1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with? 2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night? 3. What side of the bed do you sleep on? 4. Pork, beef, or chicken? 5. Ever have to pull over on side of road to puke? 6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? 7. Shower or bath? 8. Do you pee in the shower? 9. Mexican or Chinese? 10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? 11. Do you love someone on your friends list? 12. Do you know all the people on your friends list? 13. Love or money? 14. Credit cards or cash? 15. Has there ever been anyone in your family you wish wasn't? 16. Would you rather go camping or to a 5 star hotel? 17. What is the weirdest place you have had sex? 18. Would you shave your entire body (including your head) for money? 19. Have you ever been to a strip club? 20. Ever

Stuck At Work
So I am really bored and my wonderful boyfriend is next to me and we are both trying to figure this thing out and it is really funny actually. but anyways i hate working saturday mornings...who ever decided we should have to work saturday mornings suck. afternoon isn't that bad but mornings are suckie. anyways im done typing about a whole bunch of nothing for today, sorry if you had to read this but hope my nonsense made you laugh! Smile :)

What Should I Do Bout Love
why is it in life when you want something you cant never quite get your fingers on it.well thats what going on with me and i dont know what to do i was dting this young lady that i happen to love very much but there is so much going on in here life that she pulls away from me even when i try to back off some i have a problem because i dont want to be away from her it makes it bad enough that we dont live near each other but to have something esle bring us more pain is hard to deal with so if your reading this leave me some advse let me know what i should do should i move on until we get things str8 or keep trying to work it out .

Nsfw Auction
I am in my first NSFW auction. The bidding is already started and the bid is at 30,000k. I would love for all my female friends to come bid on me. here is the link:http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=723374&albumid=807112&i=1932212402&idx=1

Whiners
who are all the fucking whiners that bitch about everyone elses mumms? i am tired of extremely personal mumms and the people that bitch about the content. the whiners that never post mumms, they are the ones that believe they are better than everyone and can degrade nonstop on others polls. i have been known to post a negative comment or 2, but its getting out of control. stop bitching on anothers point of view!

Sign
that familiar buzzing. the sound of death is what it is. that blue glowing under the street lights. that faint buzzing that only just realized i pick out which house it is. the blue burning the cold. the death. curtains moving. engine revving. glancing back deep breath. and that buzzing. defines me now and forever.

After A Very Long Time Away, And After Alot Of Thinkin
Well, it's pretty apparent that only two ppl on my friends list has commented about my return to this place. Now, if it was a year ago, i'd be bitchin about it, but after being away for so long, and thinkin about it........Fuck it.... My attitude toward this place as changed, tremendously, and now i see what this place really is........ a fuckin interweb high school. Ppl as fake as they pics, frolic about, post for "contest", and BS like that, and the sad thing was......i was playin into this No more though. If you have me on your homies list, best believe i don't give a shit if you remove me or not. My passion is my interweb project, ZTP. I'm here to get noticed, and if you don't wanna be apart of this than remove me I've come to see what kind of "juggalos" are on here, and i take a glance ppl at my list and see about 95 percent of you ppl as sheep. I'm not gonna be a clone and use Juggalo to get ppl added, and post MCL no more Call me a juggahoe, i don't give a fuck

The Way The Berry Tree System Works
Hey how are you this is a home business called berry tree and the great thing about it is its a team effort so you cant lose no matter what everyone helps everyone how it works is you would pay a monthly fee and its very small and that covers your advertising, auto ship of the product an a web site overhead, And the product is o2 corral that mainly works in helping supply the best oxygen to your body. How it works is the month after you get signed up you get 2 credits and then everyday after that you get half a credit but this is how it goes once you get 10 credits which isnt hard to do and you get 10 referals you level and thats called a tier. There are 3 levels silver,bronze and gold for every referal you make 27 dollars so once you get 10 credits that happens fast and once you get 10 referals you level to silver which is 144 dollars a month then you opt to level again you will be a bronze then you level again 10 credits 10 referals you get the point how it works is once you get to

Why Berry Tree Is Different From Other Business
This Business is backed by a 8 year old debt free wellness company. It is also the first one to guarantee your sucess, the first one to offer tripple money back guarantee and the big differance is the team that we work with. Berry tree does what it says and there is no catch the only catch is you plug in the system and you seriously can start doing well with it but you have to believe it cause this is all about you and a team called berry tree everyday people just like you and me sign up. And there not sure about the business while there in it but as they realise its nothing like any other business. Ive been in many business's and this is the only one that makes since all the others its like you put money out but get nothing not counting all the extra's you pay to stay in it this one isnt like that and alot of people that join realise that and how many people they have to help them. A couple members do all there marketing on berry tree whats funny is there's

Some Useful Facts About Females!
1. Don't tell us when you think other girls are hot! Unless we say it first! 2. If you don't act like soap-opera guys, don't expect us to look like Victoria Secret models. 3. All your waking attention goes to us- not your best friend who is a girl, or your friend who is a girl you've known since kindergarten, blah blah... the only other woman is your mom. and you can expect the same from us (only with guys). 4. Mark anniversaries on a calendar so you will actually remember!! 5. There's no such thing as too much spooning. 6. This is how we see it . . . You don't call = you don't Care. Or you forgot about us which means you don't care. 7. Which also means that if we don't call, TAKE THE HINT!! 8. We like you to be a little jealous . . . but overly possessive is not necessary. 9. Putting things in our butt does not turn us on. 10. Return favors: we massage, you massage; we go down, you go down; we shave, you shave (and not just your face). 11. Foreplay

Men Doing Laundry
What ever happen to women doing the laundry. I can remember the day when you would walk into a laundry mat and you would see 96% women in there doing the laundry. The last few times I have actually went to the laundry mat I have seen mostly men doing it. I guess times are changing more then I realised. Here I thought I was the only guy or at least one of the very few that would be doing the family laundry. Course maybe it is mostly the guys out here are single and they are doing their own laundry. I had this one guy telling me how he hates doing the laundry. He said though he doesnt really mind he did it in the Military for many years and now is retired and his wife works so he does the laundry. I am use to doing it myself but usually have only done my own laundry. Now I am doing my g/f's and our 2 girls laundry and man I tell it sometimes it sucks. Three woman can go through so much laundry it is crazy. LOL just kidding hun. Love You. Anyways I just thought I would say something cause

Original Writing #5
Wednesday, September 26, 2007 Transformation Current mood: contemplative Category: Life up in the air kinda like a helium balloon released accidentally by an innocent child floating drifting flying silently peacefully contently to the final resting spot where it will stay for eternity undisturbed untouched unharmed alone and at peace until one day it is kicked up and moved awakened as an old piece of debris to become something else something new transformed remade recycled kinda like a butterfly emerging from the cacoon it was developing in transforming from a catapillar to this spectacular colorful beautiful happy butterfly and is now in flight once again kinda like that baloon once was off floating in the air seeking that final resting place

Thanks For The Great Rating And For Those Close Friends
I will be deleting my fubar site down soon. I would like to thank every one for the super great ratings that I did recieve. There still is a lot of great people that I would still want as friends. Who know maybe meet a new partner here some day. Every one have a super great day sorry I have to close so early.

Plz Readd Ladies Carefully
Warning Message: NIGHTOWL/MP/ January 19, 2008 10:38 AM From: Ann B To: myYearbook.com Subject: Warning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 Message: Message: Message: Warning!!!!! Message: MICHIGAN STATE POLICE WARNING *** State police warning for online: Please read this 'very carefully'..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually ; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of Rockhard abs or goes by his name Jason Stallings contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his instant messages or e-mail . He has the ability to track your home address. Whoever this person may be, he is a suspect for murder in the death of (3) women (so far) contacted through the Internet. He is a suspect in a shooting and is known for raping and beating young women. He is located in the MID-MICHIGAN area. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass

Friendsship
You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you.

Silence!
I do not say a word…..I just undress in front of you, you remain clothed…..just standing, looking, waiting…..I move very close to you…….start stroking your face, little kisses on your lips, caressing your neck, licking behind your ear, running my fingers through your hair….gently stroking your back, my hands working their way to the cheeks of your arse, squeezing them together and gently pulling them apart….working them backwards and forwards…..my body is pressed against yours, my cock is pressing into the material of your skirt….right about where your pubic bone is…..my bare chests is rubbing your tits through your top….I feel the structure of your bra….all the time my mouth and tongue are working across your face, lips neck and ears…….. I turn you around, now pressing my hardness into your arse cheeks, hands caressing your neck….from the side around to the front…..lightly moving over your face, touching your lips….slowly I press a finger into the moisture of your mouth, moving it

The Game!
I know the door is open, unlocked….and I can hear the noise of the tv…..but the question is…are you alone….I saw your family pick up the kids,…but are there any maids…or friends in the house….. I wait….its dark now….the street lamps do not really throw much light on to the front of the house….its been two hours and there is no real sign of movement in the house….. I have seen you every day for a week, walking your walk…dressed like you do, and wanted you…but you have not noticed me…and now its too much…I need for you to know that I am alive, that I exist….and that I want you….. I walk up to the door….it is indeed unlocked…an over sight by you….who cares..it will get me in the door…..it opens…and I step cautiously inside…there is only the sound of the tv on….so I move towards the room….. The sofa is facing the TV….I think you are lying on it but I can not be sure…..looking around there is no other sign of life…and certainly no noise….I can hear your breathing barely above th

My First Blog
Hello to all. This is a very interesting place so far. I haven't been here long. I am trying to learn the ropes and figure out all the homepage settings. I will tell a little about me. I am married and happily married, I have many interests. I enjoy meeting new people and I love a good conversation. I have a salon. I am an artist. I paint and draw. I like to write, rambling verse at times. I may post some here. I am blessed with many friends. I look forward to making more. I find just about anything interesting. I am entertained easily. I love having fun silly conversations at times and then I do love to have my mind touched with deep conversations as well. I look forward to enjoying this new place. Everyone ... enjoy, have fun.

Bring The Stimulus!
Well goodness. I have to admit that midnight shift is not tting along to well with me this week. It feels like all I want to do is sleep and then I get miserable becuase I do sleep. Mix that in with this wacky winter weather we get here and that just ads on to it. The Giants will win the Super Bowl by 3 points! If New England wins it will be a blow out. If New York wins it will be a close game. Here is why I saw the Giants will win. 1) The Giants defense is going to study the New England/Pittsburg game really close. Pittsburg should of had New England. The Giants defense will blitz Brady like crazy from start to finish. 2) Giants defensive line will win the game. 3) I think Manning will rise up to MVP. 4) That 3rd string running back can be the wild card of the game. All of that and I like rooting for the undersog as well. I was just reading a news aticle on the proposed stimulus plan that is in the congress right now. It is proposed $800 per working s

The Flu :(
Peter came home sick this afternoon, he said he was throwing up at work. I have been feeling like crap for the last few hours. Achy body. My daughter's boyfriend has been here and stayed here last night and said he has the flu! Thanks Ashton! We really appreciate it. I really wish people that are sick would stay home and not inflict it upon others! I want to crawl into bed right now. But, I am working so....I will get my job done and then crawl into bed. kisses martin ~ciao~

The Meaning Of A Collar (repost From Long Ago)
Let me start by saying - I did not write this - nor do I believe the friend I ripped it from wrote it..... I believe wherever it came from - the couple mentioned in were in great love with each other..... I believe that the meanings given - are great - and strong - with a true intention behind them....... I am reposting this so others might benefit - and learn from it....... Enjoy Before we ever find the nerve to look for it, those of us interested in relationships based on power exchange... man, woman, dominant and submissive alike will spend months, if not years fantasizing and reading about the experience of others. In our mind we think about what it would be like... what it would feel like to really experience it. Finally, with our own agenda’s we begin the search for others with like minded interests. It seems it is a candy store. There is a huge variety of people to choose from and we find people with who mutual attraction is evident. The dance of dominance a

Love
I think about you all the time, throughout the day and night I've loved you from the begining, it was love at first sight I will always want you near me, to always remain in my life It would be great if we got married, so I can call you my wife I know I have been gone for awhile, without seeing the smile on your face Not being there to hold your hand, or take a nap in our own place I hope you havent forgotten about me, I hope I still have a place in your heart Because you will always have a piece of mine even though we are apart.. I miss you so much sometimes I have to cry myself to sleep And I have to do it silently, cause I dont want others to hear me weep I hope one day we will be reunited and always stay together I know we will remian to be happy, and be together forever

Love Lost
They say that its better to have loved and lost, then to have never loved at all, But losing a love like ours, would be like making the sky fall It's amazing how much we loved eachother and how much we truly care, And that the love we have for eachother allows us to always be there I know that it's my fault that the love that we had for eachother was lost, But I would do anything to get that love back, I would pay whatever it costs I'm sorry for all that I've done and I will do anything to get uds back together, Because I don't want to lose a love like ours, I want us to be together forever And if we can't be together please remember me in you mind and in you heart, Because that where you remain to be, even though we are apart

This Is So Awesome
Hey whats up anyways so i joined this like investing affiliate thing and they give you 100 dollars to join and free also its awesome because its like a investment and there is no money out of ur pocket. Anyways for every person you refer you make 20 dollars so you dont have to do no selling or no buying whats so ever and 2010 you get payed on whatever you have built up or you can get payed before that its pretty cool so check it out. http://www.wealthtoolbox.com/?ref=lowlowride523540@aol.com

Who Wants To Be Fam?
It is a simple question who wants to be fam? This will let me know just by seeing who actually comes by my page and checks stuff out. And if you do comment on this blog and you will be added. lol

My Thoughts
I have not been able to update for a while. I am so anxious for Andrew James to be born. I have only eight more days Jan 31st). I have everything ready for him.. I feel prepared for it.. I also have lots of support on my side. I am so glad that I am around people that care so much about me and that is willing to help me out with a brand new baby around and taking care of Darien at the same time...Oh boy, what did I get myself into... it's a good thing that I am young and have lots of energy. Darien is getting exicted about something everyday that the due date get's closer he must know something is about to happen.. I feel that he will be a very good big brother I mean this kid is already trying to play with Andrew with a toy while in my belly... that is my understanding of Darien being ready. Darien will be my big helper. I also want to say that my hubby Jason has been such a good partner and helping me out anyway that he can. I am so proud to have found someone that cares a whole lot

Lump
Lump sat alone in a boggy marsh, Totally emotionless except for her heart Mud flowed up into lump's pajamas She totally confused all the passing pihranas She's lump, she's lump She's in my head She's lump, she's lump, she's lump She might be dead Lump lingered last in line for brains And the one she got was sorta rotten and insane Small things so sad that birds could land Is lump fast asleep or rockin' out with the band? She's lump, she's lump She's in my head She's lump, she's lump, she's lump She might be dead Lump was limp and lonely and needed a shove Lump slipped on a kiss and tumbled into love She spent her twenties between the sheets Life limped along at sub-sonic speeds She's lump, she's lump She's in my head She's lump, she's lump, she's lump She might be dead Is this lump outta my head? I think so Is this lump outta my head? I think so Is this lump outta my head? I think so Is this lump outta my head?

My Poor Car!!
Well...I need to rant so here it goes. Saturday night/sunday morning 1am...some 18 yr old kid got drunk/high, then got into a fight with his girlfriend...When his mom came to take him home, he got angry walked across the street, up my driveway and punched my windshield TWICE! Is it just me or is there a problem with the young adults with no respect for other peoples property?? My husband woke me up and I had to deal with the police, the mom, watch the K9 unit come it to find this kid, cause he booked it when my husband called the police at the mother's request. I was and still am very angry about the whole thing...Apparently your vehicle is not even safe in your own yard...Oh Well...I'm done ranting...Thank you for listening(reading).

December
Why drink the water from my hand? Contagious as you think I am Just tilt my sun towards your domain Your cup runneth over again 1-Don't scream about, don't think aloud Turn your head now, baby, just spit me out Don't worry about, don't speak of doubt Turn your head now, baby, just spit me out Why follow me to higher ground? Lost as you swear I am Don't throw away your basic needs Ambiance and vanity (rpt 1) 2-December promise you gave unto me December whispers of treachery December clouds are now covering me December songs no longer I sing (rpt 1, 2...)

Basket Case
Do you have the time To listen to me whine About nothing and everything All at once I am one of those Melodramatic fools Neurotic to the bone No doubt about it Sometimes I give myself the creeps Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me It all keeps adding up I think I'm cracking up Am I just paranoid? Or I'm just stoned I went to a shrink To analyze my dreams She says it's lack of sex That's bringing me down I went to a whore He said my life's a bore So quit my whining cause It's bringing her down Sometimes I give myself the creeps Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me It all keeps adding up I think I'm cracking up Am I just paranoid? Uh, yuh, yuh, ya Grasping to control So I better hold on Sometimes I give myself the creeps Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me It all keeps adding up I think I'm cracking up Am I just paranoid? Or I'm just stoned

Tonight, Tonight
Time is never time at all You can never ever leave without leaving a piece of youth And our lives are forever changed We will never be the same The more you change the less you feel Believe, believe in me, believe That life can change, that you're not stuck in vain We're not the same, we're different tonight Tonight, so bright Tonight And you know you're never sure But your sure you could be right If you held yourself up to the light And the embers never fade in your city by the lake The place where you were born Believe, believe in me, believe In the resolute urgency of now And if you believe there's not a chance tonight Tonight, so bright Tonight We'll crucify the insincere tonight We'll make things right, we'll feel it all tonight We'll find a way to offer up the night tonight The indescribable moments of your life tonight The impossible is possible tonight Believe in me as I believe in you, tonight

Everybody Hurts
When the day is long and the night, the night is yours alone, When you're sure you've had enough of this life, well hang on. Don't let yourself go, everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes. Sometimes everything is wrong. Now it's time to sing along. When your day is night alone, (hold on, hold on) If you feel like letting go, (hold on) When you think you've had too much of this life, well hang on. Everybody hurts. Take comfort in your friends. Everybody hurts. Don't throw your hand. Oh, no. Don't throw your hand. If you feel like you're alone, no, no, no, you are not alone If you're on your own in this life, the days and nights are long, When you think you've had too much of this life to hang on. Well, everybody hurts sometimes, Everybody cries. And everybody hurts sometimes. And everybody hurts sometimes. So, hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. (repeat & fade) (Everybody hurts. You are not alone.)

More Ebay Goodness
This week, on ebay, I'm offering up a host of DC 'Bat' stuff (Batman, Robin, Nightwing), they won't all be running for the full week.. some just for couple of days, others for 5 days. I'm also dipping my toe into a new online selling venture, on the site Etsy. Here, craftspeople of all kinds sell their handmade wares. So like thousands of others, I now have my own 'Etsy Shop' where I will be offering pages of comic art for sale. Like Ebay, payment is by PayPal or cheque, but unlike Ebay, it's not an auction site.. the pages on offer here are offered at a fixed price, & they will be listed for upto four months (unless they sell prior to that).

Quotes, Etc. That I Like...
NO MAN OR WOMAN IS WORTH YOUR TEARS THE ONLY ONE WHO IS, WILL NEVER MAKE YOU CRY. LOVE IS A FORCE MORE FORMIDABLE THAN ANY OTHER. IT IS INVISIBLE-IT CANNOT BE SEEN OR MEASURED-YET IS POWERFUL ENOUGH TO TRANSFORM YOU IN A MOMENT, AND OFFER YOU MORE JOY THAN ANY MATERIAL POSSESSION EVER COULD. SHMILY (SEE HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU) WHAT COMES FROM THE HEART TOUCHES THE HEART FROM EVERY HUMAN BEING THERE RISES A LIGHT THAT REACHES STRAIGHT TO HEAVEN, AND WHEN TWO SOULS THAT ARE DESTINED TO BE TOGETHER FIND EACH OTHER, THE STREAMS OF LIGHT FLOW TOGETHER AND A SINGLE BRIGHTER LIGHT GOES FORTH FROM THAT UNITED BEING. WE ARE EACH OF US ANGELS WITH ONLY ONE WING. AND WE CAN FLY ONLY BY EMBRACING EACH OTHER. Man is the most elevated of all creatures.Woman is the most sublime of all ideals.Man is the brain, Woman is the heart. the brain enlightens; and the heart loves.Man is the place where the earth ends,woman is the place where heaven begins. "Age is an issue of mind over matte

2008 Sprint Cup Schedule...
Feb 9 --Budweiser Shootout– Daytona International Speedway* Feb 17 --Daytona International Speedway Feb 24 --California Speedway Mar 2 --Las Vegas Motor Speedway Mar 9 --Atlanta Motor Speedway Mar 16 --Bristol Motor Speedway Mar 30 --Martinsville Speedway Apr 6 --Texas Motor Speedway Apr 12 --Phoenix International Raceway Apr 27 --Talladega Superspeedway May 3 --Richmond International Raceway May 10 --Darlington Raceway May 17 --NASCAR Sprint All-Star Challenge – Lowe’s Motor Speedway* May 25 --Lowe’s Motor Speedway Jun 1 --Dover International Speedway Jun 8 --Pocono Raceway Jun 15 --Michigan International Speedway Jun 22 --Infineon Raceway Jun 29 --New Hampshire International Speedway Jul 5 --Daytona International Speedway Jul 12 --Chicagoland Speedway Jul 27 --Indianapolis Motor Speedway Aug 3 --Pocono Raceway Aug 10 --Watkins Glen International Aug 17 --Michigan International Speedway Aug 23 --Bristol Motor Speedway Aug 31 --California Speedway Sep 6 --Ric

*if You Want To Talk To Me*
OK ALL YOU GUY'S AND WOMEN IF U LIKE ME THAT MUCH, COME AND SEE ME IN THE LOUNGE DUSK TELL DAWN. YOU CAN TALK ME IN THERE ALL YOU WANT! BUT IF YOU ARE NOT THERE THEN YOU CAN'T TALK TO MY SWEET SEXY ASS!! SO COMMEN CHECK ME OUT I DARE YOU!! LOL

Say What!? Lol
Did I like nut another to it send retard a like this reading time sweet your took you since. (SCROLL DOWN) > > > > > > >> > > >> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >> > "> > > > > >> > > > > > > > LOL NOW READ IT BACKWARDS! :P

February Girl
Empress Vicious Vamp~Stiletto Girl~Mystical Hottie~Club F.A.R. Member~@ fubar The young lady above has volunteered to be February's calendar girl for 2008. Please show her tons of love and even more love on Valentine's day which I hope to work with her on a photo shoot for future years to come. This calendar in it's entire form will be for sale soon with a special cover and news on the ladies that have given up so much time to work on it with me. So go show them love each month and be nice to them! ~Rabbit, the promoter of Fubar Calendar Girls

Me
Just wanted to post my first blog to tell about who I am. I am a 30 something BBW. I work full time and go to school full time. I have two boys of my own and my boyfriends daughter. I live with my boyfriend and he is the love of my life. I'm not looking for men here, friends is OK guys as long as you know thats all it will ever be. I'm also bi so i'm mainly looking for other women to be friends with and possibly more. So ladies yes especially other sexy bbw :) guys not so much.

Oddities And Useless Trivia
Did you know that..... In the 1400's a law was set forth in England that a man was allowed to beat his wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb. Hence we have "the rule of thumb" Many years ago in Scotland , a new game was invented. It was ruled "Gentlemen Only...Ladies Forbidden"...and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language. The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV were Fred and Wilma Flintstone. Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the U.S . Treasury. Coca-Cola was originally green. It is impossible to lick your elbow. The average number of people airborne over the U.S. in any given hour: 61,000 Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair. The first novel ever written on a typewriter: Tom Sawyer. Each king in a deck of playing cards represents a great king from history: Spades - King David Hearts - Charlemagne Clubs -Alexander, the Great Diamonds - Julius Caes

Agree Or Disagree?
It's amazing what one person can do. Some people build you up just to bend & break you. Some people bring out parts of you that you had no clue existed. All throughout life we meet people & every single one of them brings something to us, gives us some sort of purpose. We come across people that will hurt us so incredibly much that it seems unbearable to go on with our lives, but the truth is ; We can overcome anything we want to if we believe in it enough, if we have faith in ourselves, in who we are. The most important thing in life is to find yourself, know who you are at all times & stand by that for the rest of your life. No one has the right to tell you who you are or try & control your life cause it's yours. Your life is meant to be lived by no one else but yourself. We sometimes let people get the best of us, destroy us & change our opinions on what we believe is true. Only you can know what's right for yourself, you have the power, you make the choices & you learn.

Want To Be
~ WANT TO BE ~ You have stolen my heart away And your leave me breathless, too I know why I feel this way As I stand next to you I can’t stop these feelings I can’t get you out of my mind I would show you every minute But, babe, you’re so blind. Cause you are all I want You’re all I need Cause this is where I want to be You’re all I want You’re all I need This is where I want to be I want to hold you in my arms I’ll protect you from your tears I want to kiss you all night long And wipe away all of your tears I know this is something I can’t control It’s gotta be I wanna be with you all the time Why can’t you see? I want to hear you I want to feel you I want to kiss you I want to be with you.

Untouched
*Untouched* It’s her little brown curls- Help up so tight It’s that ice cream mess You clean up at night Her toys in your room Your things gone missing That causes you to love That she makes up by kissing She swims and she splashes With her in the tub Your clothes, wet, and floor soaked She reaches for a hug You cuddle n love On the couch for an hour Then send her to bed As she resists with such power Hold her hands- Kiss her cheek You do this everyday You do this for weeks She is sweet, and she is good She is quiet, and she is loud She is the best little baby She makes you so proud She is liked very well Loved just as much And a baby untouched.

Ill Never Get Over You
*I’ll never get over you* I lay in my bed With you in my head On the radio I hear a song It sounds like us How we used to be Then I cry I’ll never get over you Never ever You’re in my head 24/7 I try to concentrate on what I’m doing But you just come back Back into my mind All I need is you You’re the one for me So I won’t have to get over you..

Friends
*~* Friends *~* Something that is important to me are my friends Because I know they’ll be there until the very end Through good or bad even when I’m happy or sad We always have fun together that’s why I Hope we are friends forever I would do anything for them through thick or thin I don’t worry when we fight, because I know We will be friends again Friends mean the world to each other So when a guy gets in the picture They’ll always come back to one another I know we will be friends for a very long time And one day I hope everyone will have great friends like mine. We have great pictures and memories to share when we are old And wonderful stories that we will continue to tell They are my life, my everything Now I don’t mean to boost But when it really comes down to it My friends are what means the most..

Forever
*Forever * I’ll know it’s real When the clouds separate Because our love has pushed them aside I’ll know it’s true When I’m thinking of you Because you’re thinking of me I’ll know it’s meant to be When all I see is you Because I only dream of you I’ll know you forever When life moves along But we stay locked in time I’ll know we’ll stay forever When I hear another heartbeat And it’s yours … next to mine.

Dinner
During one of her daily classes a teacher trying to teach good manners, asked her students the following question: "Michael, if you were on a date having dinner with a nice young lady, how would you tell her that you have to go to the bathroom?" Michael said, "Just a minute I have to go pee." The teacher responded by saying, "That would be rude and impolite." What about you Peter, how would you say it?" Peter said, "I am sorry, but I really need to go to the bathroom. I'll be right back." "That's better, but it's still not very nice to say the word bathroom at the dinner table. And you, little Johnny, can you use your brain for once and show us your good manners?" I would say: "Darling, may I please be excused for a moment? I have to shake hands with a very dear friend of mine, whom I hope you'll get to meet after dinner." The teacher fainted.

My Journal At The Beginning
Note:This is a long read! It is but the first few months of a discovery called BDSM. This was many years ago. I hope you enjoy it. Journey of Eagle and deidredi A journal by Eagle These are my thoughts and memories of my journey into the world of BDSM. At this moment I do not know how far down this road I will travel. I do know that I must take this road and see what mysteries lay ahead. In this journey I know one thing is sure, I will have to stretch myself and extend my boundaries. I will have to learn a great many things about deidredi and myself. I will be forced to look into my own heart and desires and find what is real and what is fantasy. I am willing to do this on a regular basis for it will be through these self-evaluations that I will find myself. This journey actually started several years ago when I was in a marriage that left me stagnant. I learned some of this journey from the sidelines, always the voyeur but never allowed to participate. Was married to

When I Die...
When I die... When I die I don't want you to be sad When I die I want you to be happy When I die I don't want you to mourn When I die I want you to remember the good times When I die I don't want to be forgotten When I die I will always remember you Dayna M Ward Copyright ©2008 Dayna M Ward

What?
lol so I'm confused...idk how to do a lot of stuff on fubar...hence this odd blog...but anyways, just wanted to say hi to everyone...if anyone, who actually reads this. So, hope you're having a better day than I am...I have a cold...blah!

What I Watched On One Tree Hill
I was watching One Tree Hill the other day. In the episode that i was watching, the class, i think it was a Literature Class, was told to to pick a name out of the hat that was passed around the class. Each group of 2 was told to get to know each other by answering the following questions/ statements: 1. tell something personal. 2. tell something that your scared of or afraid of. 3. What do you plan on doing in 10 yrs.? 4. Tell a secret that you have.Then they were told to take a pictur eof the other person the way you see he/she with the answers to the statement/ questions. Thought i would do the some the something they did in the this episode. What can I say that is personal that most people don't know. Well with me being gay, I deal with not being goo enough for my father's side of the family ( with some liking me). Ever since I have told them that i have moved to Lock Haven, PA, they have pushed me away. All i have to say to that is

Sympathetic
And my words will be here when I’m gone As I’m fading away against the wind And the words you left me linger on As I’m failing again now, never to change this And I’m sympathetic, never letting on I feel the way I do As I’m falling apart again at the seam And it seems I’m alone here, hollow again As I’m flailing again against the wind And the scars I am left with swallow again As I’m failing again now, never to change this And I’m sympathetic, never letting on I feel the way I do As I’m falling apart again at the seam And I’m sympathetic, never letting on I feel the way I do As I’m falling apart again at the seam The same old feelings are taking over and I can’t seem to make them go away And I can’t take all the pressure sober, but I can’t seem to make it go away The same old feelings are taking over and I can’t seem to make them go away And I can’t take all the pressure sober (I can’t make it go away. I can’t make it go away) And I’m sympathetic, ne

Hard Dose Of Reality
This past week has been really rough and tiresome. Finally got out of the hospital on Thursday with Mama after being in since Monday. I know doesn’t sound all that long but it seemed like forever. She is doing better than she was. After staying all week at the hospital with her, I didn’t really feel like getting out on Saturday to attend a wedding , but I did. It was a very beautiful wedding. I ended up doing the music since I was the only one there without a date. That was the only thing that sucked about it. However I learned my lesson next wedding I attend if I dare attend another make sure I take guy with me. All parties in the wedding looked very nice. I was asked the same question a lot that night. When was it going to be my turn. I replied with Heather is never going to do this. Hollie’s colors were red and white. They had decorated Ray’s Place very nicely. Didn’t stay very long due to the nasty weather but at least Daddy & me did go. We didn’t let Mama get out in the nasty weat

Will You Still Need Me, Will You Still Feed Me, When I'm 64?
When I get older losing my hair Many years from now Will you still be sending me a valentine Birthday greetings, bottle of wine? If I'd been out till quarter to three Would you lock the door? Will you still need me, will you still feed me When I'm sixty-four? You'll be older too And if you say the word I could stay with you I could be handy, mending a fuse When your lights have gone You can knit a sweater by the fireside [ Lyrics found at www.mp3lyrics.org/aK ] Sunday mornings go for a ride Doing the garden, digging the weeds Who could ask for more? Will you still need me, will you still feed me When I'm sixty-four? Every summer we can rent a cottage in the Isle of Wight If it's not too dear We shall scrimp and save Grandchildren on your knee Vera, Chuck & Dave Send me a postcard, drop me a line Stating point of view Indicate precisely what you mean to say Yours sincerely, wasting away Give me your answer, fill in a form

Man Struggles To Return From The Dead
Man struggles to return from the dead 1 hour, 57 minutes ago Red tape is preventing a Polish man from returning from the dead. Piotr Kucy, 38 and from the city of Polkowice in southwest Poland, was wrongly identified by authorities last August as a drowned man, only to show up a few days after his own funeral. Despite pointing out the fact that he was alive to government officials, Kucy still remains dead in official records, stopping him from working and paying social insurance. But on the bright side, a local newspaper reported on Tuesday, he no longer needs to pay taxes. "We are nearly through January, and my documents still say I'm dead," Kucy told Gazeta Wyborcza, adding: "It's a bit of a joke." But a registry office official was adamant about the situation. "This citizen does not exist," she told the paper. (Writing by Barbara Sladkowska, editing by Peter Millership) Copyright © 2008 Reuters Limited. All rights reserved. Republication or redistribution of

Been A While But Here Is Today's Folks
Capricorn (Dec 22- Jan 19) Your key planet Saturn receives a gentle kiss from sexy Venus, softening your sometimes too serious nature. This doesn't necessarily make you more lighthearted; it just encourages you to bring sweet things into your life. You can experience pleasure without having to justify it to anybody, including yourself. Don't be afraid of your impulsive desires. Honor them while also committing to be real.

Possum Pot Pie
Possum Pot Pie Ingredients: 1 cup glazed huckleberries 3 shots gin or moonshine 1 possum ---if roadkill: make jambalaya ---if caught: proceed with recipe 1 pie crust sliced carrots & cabbage to taste Directions: Cover a pan (or any implement you can put in a fire) with the bottom of your pie crust, and place the possum in it. Add the huckleberries and carrots, and shred the cabbage over it. Close up the pie and bake until the neighbors' dogs come sniffing around to see what the wonderful smell is, or until the fire department arrives (whichever comes first). Remove pie from fire/oven, slice, and enjoy.

Hawaii
They were determined to make this a real vacation by not wearing anything that would identify them as clergy. As soon as the plane landed they headed for a store and bought some really outrageous shorts, shirts, sandals, sunglasses, etc. The next morning they went to the beach dressed in their "tourist" garb. They were sitting on beach chairs, enjoying a drink, the sunshine and the scenery when a "drop dead gorgeous" blonde in a topless bikini came walking straight towards them. They couldn't help but stare. As the blonde passed them she smiled and said "Good Morning, Father ~ Good Morning, Father," nodding and addressing each of them individually, then she passed on by. They were both stunned. How in the world did she know they were priests? So the next day, they went back to the store and bought even more outrageous outfits. These were so loud you could hear them before you even saw them! Once again, in th

I Might Leave Fubar ???
I began moving today away from my crazy alcoholic EX. I am moving so far into the country I will have so much privacy. I will not have internet though as I have no computer. So I am considering leaving fubar. I have really made some good friends here...ya'll know who you are !!!Anywho to those of my closest friends that I always hear from I would like to leave you my email address and p.o. box number so we can stay in touch. Thanks for the LOVE !!!! Kiss Kiss... Rose

Chinese Mah Jiang
How To Play Mah Jiang (Written by Aussie Teacher) Mah Jaing (Mah Jong) is an age-old Chinese game that has been played by millions. Some play just for the fun and to ‘kill time’, while others take the game very serious and play to win or lose a lot of money. As a ‘western’ guy who is married to a Chinese woman and lives and works in china, I found I had to learn the games or else face countless hours, and some times days, of being left bored and alone while my family enjoyed a game. For that reason I felt compelled to try and write a basic English version of the Chinese rules so maybe you too can enjoy, or at least understand, the game. Not being an expert at the game, I will not go into great detail on some of the ‘finer points’ of the game as even I still am confused by some of it like when people double or else go out when someone else gets given a tile to make ‘4-of-a-kind’. I will try my best to give some understanding to that rule, but can’t guarantee it will be full

Pimpout
Meet my Fu-Owner, Kinkstar Sin Kinkstar Sin * Fu-Owned by Mikey * LOL Family@ fubar She is awesome, so go show her lots of luv!!! I'm the proud Fu-Owner of these wonderful people ~~DJ Ozzfanatic2~~No Fan/No Add*~*LuAngel RL/BF~Fu-Owned by Sweet Mel~*Wicked Storm ~WYKD Radio DJ~@ fubar HUNTER / Owned and pimped by Sweet Mel/@ fubar ¤ ßßW GØÐÐ€§§ ¤ ~ ƒÛ_WÎƒËÝ 2 hØñ£Ý§hÎñ£ ~ §Ã®GÉ'§ ßÀÐ GÎ®£§ ~@ fubar ←|▒E▒C▒0▒M▒P▒|→ [Fu-0WnEd By ^Sweet Mel ~Official Gr@ fubar Tulsa's Angel and I are the proud Co-Owners of our wonderful SgtRaider. Go show them both some love. SgtRaider™*Fu-Husband Of Ecuadorian Goddess**Fu-Owned By Tulsa's Angel & Sweet Mel (Promoter Of@ fubar If she is not your friend she should be, so go add her NOW!!! Tulsa's Angel~ Club FAR Promoter/Sisterhood/SgtRaider's Bad Girl@ fubar Please show sum extra luv to this amazing guy, he is recovering from knee su

Ready For Love
Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin.

A Moment In The Laundry Room
A Moment in the Laundry Room It had been a rough day. From the air-conditioner in my apartment breaking to the outside temperature of 97 degrees I’d had lost any will to keep my usually optimistic composure. I hadn’t been living here very long and it was just past my divorce papers arriving that this occurred. I was doing my usual Sunday laundry in my apartment building and was just discovering that there was a red pair of underwear in with my whites. A lovely pink shade was staring back at me and I felt like screaming and breaking something into tiny pieces. Since I could only blame myself, and wasn’t into self-flagellation, I stood there trying to maintain a small amount of restraint. My hands were balled into fist of absolute rage and my shoulders shook with my struggle for self-control. Helping me was the fact that the washers and dryers were located in the basement a cooler portion of the apartment. The added comfort of this allowed me to get a grip on the situation

Ah
that familiar buzzing. the sound of death is what it is. that blue glowing under the street lights. that faint buzzing that only just realized i pick out which house it is. the blue burning the cold. the death. curtains moving. engine revving. glancing back deep breath. and that buzzing. defines me now and forever.

I'm Back...
I'm back I guess... I'm still writing of course, but I can do that pretty much whenever... As far as my search for Miss Right, well let's just say it's been a total failure. I don't see it as a big deal... It's not much different than anything I've learned from before... I guess when you lose it's best not to lose the lesson... I guess what I'm trying to say here is, follow through with something you start people... It's not enough to earn what you want then take it for granted... I'm still celibate, I didn't give up on that... Friends first right? Anyway, my point is... I'm sorry I stepped out for whatever reason. Same as always, I'm not here to score... I'm here to meet friends online and maybe visit you in your home state later... I love my job because it allows me to do that. Okay, there you have it... If you want to get to know me more, just ask! I'm an open book for the most part. Countup Timers at WishAFriend.com

New Game And Im Site
If you like to on line games and want a new IM that will be the only IM you will ever need you can use it to talk to all your friends on all the IM. You can play for game for free and if you want to play for money you can do that also so check out this linkwww.wildvickingames.com it part of the UVME game site. You will love the games and all the fun.

I Am So Torn Apart Inside Right Now......
I had said I was leaving after my VIP ran out. It has......and I am still here. Almost like barely hanging on to life. I am not sure what to do. All I know is I am tired of being hurt. All I want.... Is a woman who says she loves me that will actually show it and prove it....not just to me....but to everyone. I would think there be no need or feel to hide such feelings if they were really there for me...... A woman who will stand up for the relationship and not let other people's comments or calls get to her....to tell them what is what and if they do not like it they can hit the road. Any real friend would not be getting on you about something such as who you are in a relationship with..... Real friends protect you for your own good....they do not protect you in hopes they can get with you. I want a woman who when she says she will call me back will.....and if something comes up at least let me know...or when we next talk online it is the first thing that is mentioned. Not

What Is Respect
Respect to me!!!!!1 when u r spoken to and u reply dont assume that the other person knows what u r think answer them back if u dont know look it up but this how i read it in my works thank you all Ice Dragon

Time To Go
TIME TO GO Do not ask for my love I have none to give Do not ask for my life There's nothing left to live I gave you my heart You threw it away I begged not to leave Now you want me to stay It's no longer about us That part of life is done You told me to go It's time to move on I have family; I have friends I'm sure I'll be fine I feel sorry for your type of life It's not as rich as mine I have my God; I have my children I have their love as well So take your tears and your words May you all rot in hell I've had enough, I want no more I've swallowed too many of your lies Take a long and hard look, baby It's the last time you see these eyes They've cried for you too many times They've watched you walk away They've seen all they want to see They're closed, and closed they'll stay I've found someone else Who will love me for me That person is myself From you, I'm finally free.

Drifting By Harry Connick, Jr
I see your eyes drifting, drifting I'm really not that naive You wear a smile but it's drifting, drifting While I wear my heart on my sleeve I feel your coldness against my skin I know what follows the autumn wind And though you say your heart isn't drifting, drifting The words simply don't ring true You're drifting and I'm losing you

So Yeah...
I was at work, the place of the automatically flushing toilets. I've battled with those toilets for some time now. I get so used to going at work and having it flush blithely behind me that when I'm at home or anywhere else and I get up from the toilet, I curse all other toilets for not flushing as I glance behind me. So, I continue my story. I was at work taking a leak, as massive quantities of coffee will make you do, and some woman came into the bathroom and shoves at my locked stall door. If you learn to look, you can easily see when a stall is occupied, but evidently not everyone knows this trick. The jarring of the door set off some premature flushing action. The icy water on my nether regions was...refreshing to say the least. Now I know that if I take a dislike to someone at work and she happens to be female, I can use this knowledge to my advantage. Through my misfortune, I have learned something which I can do to someone else. If it happens to be a man, I have

All Our Moments (or Perfume) -
I wrote this a while back about 3 years ago. All our Moments (or Perfume) - I can hear your voice on the walls / Your Perfume still drifts on my sheets / why did you leave? / why did I not stop / they all asked you about me / I told everyone I am fine / fear, loneliness, and anxiety fill my mind / I am in my own prison / fear are the guards / that binds me to this room / the pictures on the walls are the fractured memories that haunt my waking moments / all our moments are gone / thoughts of us were one / now all I do is take these pills / They say I am Ill / They said I wasn't stable / What do they know I am capable /

The Artifical Nights
I wrote this about 3 years ago. The artificial nights / Logged in / searching for the right / finding only lust / and distrust / the artificial days / struggling to survive / in the superficial ways./ You appeared in reality / logged in / still searching for something / finding nothing you are still here in my life / I first thought you left / only a scent lingered / in reality you never escaped my addictive traps / you and I are breaking away from this artificial life / I am specialized, redefinded, for your devotion. /

Friends
A friend is one who knows us but loves us anyway's A good friend remember's what we were and see's what we can be Love is blind, But friendship close's it's eye's A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walk's out Never shall I forget the days I spent with you, countinue to be my friend as you will alway's find me your's I have one true friend over the year' Im sure to say when they read this that person will know excatally who this is for I want u to know I love u and will always be there for u . You've saved my life in so many way's there's no way I could ever tell u thank u enough just know u are loved and adoured. As I truely will never forget you no matter where Iam or go your always in my heart . I can tell you anything and do all sorts of dumb things and you still recept me and love me in so many ways. your my best friend and thats the way it stays.