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Poem Called "life"
Life gets so complicated. At times things get out of control What does the future hold? Is our love becoming outdated? Sometimes I get a little bit crazy, Sometimes I get carried away Theres only one person I can blame My love is like a flame Burning endlessly bright Loving you thru both day and night No matter what the future holds My love will continue to unfold If you are choosing to walk away In my heart you will stay Hoping that one day you will see What your love has meant to me

S.o.s
S.O.S lyrics Where are those happy days, they seem so hard to find I tried to reach for you, but you have closed your mind Whatever happened to our love? I wish I understood It used to be so nice, it used to be so good So when you're near me, darling can't you hear me S. O. S. The love you gave me, nothing else can save me S. O. S. When you're gone How can I even try to go on? When you're gone Though I try how can I carry on? You seem so far away though you are standing near You made me feel alive, but something died I fear I really tried to make it out I wish I understood What happened to our love, it used to be so good So when you're near me, darling can't you hear me S. O. S. The love you gave me, nothing else can save me S. O. S. When you're gone How can I even try to go on? When you're gone Though I try how can I carry on? So when you're near me, darling can't you hear me S. O. S. And the love you gave me, nothing else can save me S. O. S. Wh

Please Help Reno Navada
Hay everyone,, Im looking for this lady named Natasha Viljoen she lives in Reno Navada. If someone could get her a message to call me it would be cool. I am working in Reno for a fue day and want to see her .. Just tell her Larry form Northen ca. wants her to call him.. She knows my number. Thank You, Larry Barcellus

Death Of My Heart
Why must you kill me? Squeeze the life out of me. Drain everything from within me. My flesh hardens waiting for your touch. Silence of your voice deafens me. I wither starving of your taste. Without you I am dying slowly. Day by day, hour by hour, minute by minute. Till I am no more alive than our love. An empty shell, blind I sit. Listless in an empty world. Waiting for peace.

19 Ways To Win A Girls Heart
19 ways to win a girls heart: 1. Hugs from behind. 2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other(don't make her grab yours). 3. When standing, wrap your arms around her. 4. Cuddle with her. 5. DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING. 6. Write little notes. 7. Compliment her Honestly. 8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible. 9. Be super sweet to her. 10. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams. 11. Comfort her when she cries. 12.Wipe away her tears 13. Love her with all your heart. 14. Pick her up and flirt with her (she'll scream and say put me down but really she loves it). 15. Be a gentleman (hold the door for her). 16. Don't let your friends talk trash about her, it'll get back 2 her! & DONT ever act diff in front of ur friends than u r when its just u and her!!!! 17. Take her for a long walk at night! 18. Always bring a blanket where ever you go outside when its cold to comfort her and hold her close 19. NEVER LIE TO HE

A Survey Cause Im Bord As Fuck And No One Cares So Blah.
1] What made you happy this past week? A girl. 2] Which friend's car were you in last? I think Ryans 3] When was the last time you cried? I had a terrible flashback a few days ago, i wont deny it was pretty intense. 4] What color shirt are you wearing? Black 5] How long is your hair? an inch on top 7] Whats on your mind right now? Wondering what i have to do... 8] Last movie you watched? The Edge 9] Last thing you ate? Ima bout to boil some chicken 10] Last thing you drank? water 11] Where did you sleep last night? my bed...alone 13] Are you happy right now? part of me is. the other part is fully 100% stressed. 14] What did you say last? Aight man see you later 15] Where is your phone? pocket 16) Favorite comedian? Dane fo sho 17] What color are your eyes? Right now they are brown which means im pissed. They are normally green or hazle, blue when im turned on. 19] Who came over last? Amber i think was the last person in my a

The Social Credit Fable Revisited
(Originally posted on November 6, 2006)A while back, I posted a fable about people discovering Social Credit. (The link for that is here.)Today I found a better discourse on the subject here. I'd advise reading the fable first, though, to show that's what's happening in the second link.Because we have the system we have, it is impossible to ever get rid of poverty.tag: social credit, finance, poverty-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

Darwin Award: Power Of Satan
(Originally posted on November 7, 2006)Today it was kind of funny. I changed my 2002 Darwin Awards Page-A-Day calendar (I haven't had a desk job before last year since the end of 2001), and came to the following title: Power of Satan.I went to the website to find the same story on the calendar. A link can be found here.tag: Darwin Awards, Satan, funny, calendar-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

The Neocons Will Please Leave The Building. Like...now.
(Originally posted on November 9, 2006)Satan Whispers wrote a blog entry I like about the Democrats taking over Congress.(Well actually, her sister-in-law wrote in in LiveJournal. Satan Whispers just copied it.)The link to the entry is here. It's an interesting read. tag: politics, Republican, Democrats, blog-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

Swinging Video
(Originally posted on November 11, 2006)Here's a link to a video about swinging. It's a comedy piece made like a 1950's educational film. Enjoy!tag: mature, adult, video, parody, swinging-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

What My Favorite Color Says About Me!
What Your Favorite Color Purple Says About You: Intuitive --- Seeking --- Creative Kind --- Self-Sacrificing --- Growth Oriented Strong --- Very Wise --- Rare What Does Your Favorite Color Say About You?

How Do Men See Me??
Men See You As Choosy Men notice you light years before you notice them You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait How Do Men See You?

Religious Reich Whining Over Losses
(Originally posted on November 17, 2006)The Religious Reich is stating that the GOP losses of both the House and Senate because (get this) the Republicans are ignoring their religious constituents. Here's the thing though: The Right Wing Watch website states that half of the Representatives and five of the six Senators who lost received 100% on the joint Family Research Council Action/Focus on the Family Action voter guide or received an endorsement of the Campaign for Working Families. (Five of the losing GOP candidates received both.)One thing that the article didn't mention (but is shown by the numbers) is that only four of these jokers got less than 50% of the FRC/FOF thing.So, the important thing to realize is that the GOP members were kicked out, not because they weren't following the RR mandates, but maybe because they WERE...tag: religion, religious right, GOP, Republicans, Democrats-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Donate Virtual BloodAve Satanas!

Tuesday Links: Virigina Tech Thoughts And Prayers, Mikey The Chimp, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Traveling Virus Photos And Tickets, New Video Online
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) It's a sad Tuesday, kids. We're all watching the news coverage about yesterday's tragic events at Virginia Tech (our own FoundryMusicJosh was caught in the middle of that mess...thankfully he's OK)...so we'll be talking about that for a bit. Then, of course... to lighten the mood, the loveable Mikey The Chimp will be in studio today (with his handlers, and hopefully not throwing poo). Remember, if you want to SEE any of this goodness LIVE as it happens, turn on your Paltalk. Of course, you may already be on there getting distracted by all the topless chicks on webcam ...but if you're not, get over to the 'Opie and Anthony Live' room now. The 2007 Traveling Virus Tour has begun to spread around the country. Tickets for all announced dates go on sale FRIDAY APRIL 20TH, so CHECK TRAVELING VIRUS LINEUP AND TICKET INFO HERE! If you missed the Traveling Virus Show In Las Vegas, you can check out all the PHOTOS HOT ASS H

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(Originally posted on December 15, 2006)(The subject is a bit of wordplay I found today. It links together all these topics quite well, thankyouverymuch.)Last night I dreamed that Cosmo (from The Fairly Oddparents) and I lost our disguises and couldn't find Wanda to help us.Driving to work in a thick fog, I pulled out (safely) in front of a vehicle about the same color as the fog. The driver didn't have their lights on. Not too bright.When I got to work, I took out my last pack of Pop-Tarts from the box. They've been in there so long that they bent under their own weight.Today I see that somebody had replied to a blog posting I made months ago. I guess it means people are still finding stuff I put up "interesting." I don't know whether to be pleased with myself or scared that what I do can provoke thoughts. :-)Blather, blather, blather...Today is payday for both my wife and me. We will spend tonight getting a few remaining Christmas presents for a family get-together tomorrow.

Don't Let Me Go
Don't let me go please don't walk away Turn to me promise you will stay Don't let me go don't break my heart Don't you leave and tear us apart. Don't let me go don't say were thru Because there's no way to get over you.

My New Year's Resolution
(Originally posted on January 12, 2007)Most years (hell, ALL the years until now), I don't bother with resolutions past "Keep breathing for another year." This year, though, I have a resolution.Ahem!“This year, I resolve to indulge in each of the Seven Deadly Sins at least once a week.”(If you have trouble remembering them, think of the characters on Gilligan's Island:* Skipper: Wrath & Gluttony* Thurston Howell III: Greed* Mrs. Howell: Sloth* Ginger: Lust* Professor: Pride* Maryanne: Envy...leaving the job of Satan to Gilligan. (Remember, he wore red and always foiled the escape plans...)Lust (masturbation), Sloth (don't wanna get up), Wrath (idiot drivers!) and Gluttony (food!) are my normal MO. I do feel Pride sometimes, but I don't revel in it. (It's more of a passing fancy with me.) And Greed and Envy are things I rarely feel, which is probably why I'm still stuck at this job with the Idiot Boss.tag: seven deadly sins, new year, resolution, gilligan's island, satanism,

How To Clean Your Toilet
1. Put both lids of the toilet up and add 1/8 cup of pet shampoo to the water in the bowl. 2. Pick up the cat and soothe him while you carry him towards the bathroom. 3 In one smooth movement, put the cat in the toilet and close both lids. You may need to stand on the lid. 4. The cat will self agitate! and make ample suds. Never mind the noises that come from the toilet, the cat is actually enjoying this. 5. Flush the toilet three or four times. This provides a "power-wash" and rinse". 6. Have someone open the front door of your home. Be sure that there are no people between the bathroom and the front door. 7. Stand behind the toilet as far as you can, and quickly lift both lids. 8. The cat will rocket out of the toilet, streak through the bathroom, and run outside where he will dry himself off. 9. Both the commode and the cat will be sparkling clean. Sincerely, The Dog ===================================================================

"naked"
"Naked" By Etain "Undress yourself", he ordered, a warm voice, overlaid with the cold of command. She loved that voice, loved the way it caressed her ears. It always made her weak, the soft heat building within her, making her eager to obey. Even so, she hesitated, standing on the carpeted floor, a floor light shining in her eyes, blocking out all sight of the cozy bedroom she knew she was standing in. She always hated this part; reveling the many flaws of her body to his eyes. Kind eyes, stern eyes, they had never judged before, but still that fear stirred within her. She wanted to refuse, feeling vulnerable. She wanted to, but then there was his voice. His voice, now she had to obey. Slowly, she started to unbutton her blouse, setting her jaw, removing herself from the room. It would be over soon, and the play would resume, and she would lose herself in her submission yet again. "Stop." "Stop Master?" she questioned in surprise. She could not see him, wher

I'm So Glad Its Over
ok so i had this job at sort rite and i was sorting parts at sumitomo... yeah... I absolutely hated it. The closer it got for me to go to work the more depressed i got. It was the weirdest thing. So it lasted three weeks. Its over and i feel like i've lost twenty pounds off my shoulders. I've never felt like that before. The job made me feel like i wasn't doing anything with my life and i think it even lowered my iq. oh well i guess the dyke shift supervisor won't have anything to stare at anymore. BOO HOO.

I Know Why I Am Single!
IM SINGLE CUZ GUYS DONT REALIZE WEN THEY'VE FOUND A GUD THING. ALL MOST GUYS R LOOKIN FOR IS .....WELL. U ALREADY KNOW. AND I AINT WILLIN TA GIVE THAT UP JUS SO I CAN HAV A BOIFRIEND. SORRY. WAT HAPPENED TA ALL THE GUD MEN?!?!?!? WHERE DID YALL GO?? IF ANY R STILL ALIVE AND WITHIN THE AGE RANGE (I MIGHT ADD) LET ME KNOW!!! BUT I DONT THINK THAS GONNA HAPPEN BCUZ GUYS MY AGE (GIVE OR TAKE A FEW YRS.) JUS ARENT MATURE ENOFF FOR MOST WOMEN. BUT SPEAKIN 4 MYSELF MOST GUYS IN FACT ITS SAFE TA SAY ALL GUYS IVE MET JUS ARENT MATURE ENOFF 4 ME. I AINT IN TA PLAYIN GAMES...WHO WUD B??? U SAY U WANNA CHICK THAT WILL B DOWN 4 U, CUTE, SEXY ETC. ETC. ETC. BUT WAT DO U REALLY WANT?!?!? I CAN ANSWER THAT. A CHICK WIT A BIG ASS AND CUTE FACE. REAL SIMPLE HUH? BUT DO U NOT CARE ABOUT NOW SMART SHE IS? OR WAT MAKES HER WHO SHE IS? WAT HER DESIRES R? U WUDNT LIKE IT IF A WOMAN DID THA SAME THING TA U WUD U? JUS THINK ABOUT IT....

The I.q. Test Answers
1. the hundred years war lasted 116 years. 2. Ecuador makes panama hats 3. Catgut comes from sheep and horses. 4. Russians celebrate October Revolution in November. 5. Squirrel fur makes a camel's hair brush... 6. The Canary Islands were named after Dogs. 7. Albert was King George VI's first name. 8. A purple finch is Crimson. 9. Chinese Gooseberries are found in New Zealand 10. The Black Box in an airplane is of course...Orange. Hope you did better than I did,, i only got 5... oh well, maybe next time.

Goodbye Time (good Song One Of My Favs)
It's your life, you say you need a change Don't all the dreams we've seen come true mean anything You say it's different now and you keep staring at the door How can you walk away, don't I matter anymore. If being free is worth what you leave behind And if it's too late for love to change your mind Then it's goodbye time. If we had known our love would come to this We could have saved our hearts the hurt of wasted years Well it's been fun what else can I say If the feelings gone words won't stop you anyway. If being free is worth what you leave behind And if it's too late for love to change your mind Then it's goodbye time

Freecycle>ever Hear Of It?
Description This group is dedicated to the Western Wayne Freecycle(TM) movement among the Canton, Plymouth, Livonia and Westland, Michigan communities by keeping unwanted items out of landfills. Have your kids outgrown it? Do you want to declutter? Do you have too many? Has it collected dust? Someone else could use it! From leftover building supplies, house wares, furniture, magazines and kids stuff galore...YOU could enjoy one of these gifts as well... Join us in "changing the world, one gift at time" Take a moment to review our "group guidelines" thoroughly before posting. Please remember to not ask for high priced items or strings attached items. Freecycle members usually post gently used items not "like new"! Please limit wants to 1 sensible post per week with up to 3 items. Pet Offers: Please review our pet file. Pet Wanteds are not permitted. Keep it free, legal and appropriate for all ages ... no trading, selling, re-selling or borrowing We're happy to

Empty Eyes
Empty eyes I now look into How to put the love back, I wish I knew Is there any way I can Make you care again Or this time will it Be the end Will I forever see you with empty eyes Sometimes I feel as if my hands are tied.

Time For You To Go
THE TIME HAS COME FOR ME TO GO AND TIME FOR YOU TO LEAVE YOU SAID YOU'D NEVER LEAVE BUT IN END ALL YOU DID WAS LIE JUST LIKE ALL THE REST. I FEEL I LOVE YOU BUT THEN AGAIN I HATE YOU WISH YOU WOULD JUST GO WITH ALL THIS PAIN I GIVE MYSELF TO THEE BUT THEN AGAIN WOULD IT SET ME FREE?

Jamaican Shoes
A married couple was on holiday in Jamaica . They were touring around the marketplace looking at the goods and such when they passed this small sandal shop. From inside they heard the shopkeeper with a Jamaican accent say, "You foreigners! Come in. Come into my humble shop!" So the married couple walked in. The Jamaican said to them, "I have some special sandals I think you would be interested in. Dey make you wild at sex." Well, the wife was really interested in buying the sandals after what the man claimed, but her husband felt he really didn't need them, being the sex god he was. The husband asked the man, "How could sanda ls make you into a sex freak?" The Jamaican replied, "Just try dem on, Mon." So, the husband, after some badgering from his wife, finally gave in, and tried them on. As soon as he slipped them onto his feet, he got this wild look in his eyes, some

Confession
A retired Italian wine maker went to the village church to make his confession for the first time in many decades. When the priest slid open the panel in the confessional, the man said, "Father, during World War II, a beautiful woman knocked on my door and asked me to hide her from the enemy. I hid her in my attic." The priest replied, "That was a wonderful thing you did, my son! You have no need to confess it." "It's worse than that, Father," he continued. "She quickly started to repay me with sexual favours." "People in wartime sometimes act in ways they wouldn't under normal conditions. If you are truly sorry for your actions, you are forgiven." "Thank you, Father. That's a great load off my mind. May I ask a question?" "What, my son?" "Should I tell her the war is over?"

Wisdom Of Larry The Cable Guy
1. A day without sunshine is like... night. 2. On the other hand, you have different fingers. 3. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. 4. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name. 5. Remember, half the people you know are below average. 6. He who laughs last, thinks slowest. 7. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. 8. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap. 9. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. 10. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. 11. Change is inevitable, except from vending machines. 12. If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments. 13. How many of you believe in psycho-kinesis? Raise my hand. 14. OK, so what's the speed of dark? 15. When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. 16. Hard work pays off in the future. Laziness pays off now. 17. How much deeper would the ocean be without sponges? 18. Eagles may soar,

Hide And Seek: This Is Me.. In A Nutshell
i'm caitlin. i refuse to grow up. i love my friends. unconditionally. i've truly loved one person. but he doesn't truly love me. i'm crazy. i say the wrong things. at the wrong things. i can make you feel good. or i can make you feel like shit. my hair doesn't cooporate with me. probably never will. but i still love it. i'm weird. i can make you cry. i have a smart ass mouth. i'm not afraid to tell you what i think. i'm very opinionated. i think way too much. i'm probably naive. i'm a hypocrite. i hate politics. i love tea, but don't drink it anymore. i used to drink it when i was upset. i like walks in the rain. i believe in god. and i believe i'm losing myself. i don't know me anymore. i cry too much. i miss him. to death. my brother committed suicide. i have no sympathy for people who want to. i miss him. unconditionally. i miss my father. he's not my dad. i wish he could see how screwed up i am now. i hate being called babe, baby, or sexy. i

Shadows
In the shadows, Lay my fears The fear of repetition, Of that which brought so many tears Lying awake, Sweat beginning to drip These feelings of betrayal, At my heart does rip In the shadows, My anger I hide For it's in the shadow, That I confide Tortured are the nights, That long have been set aside, For there I find my comfort, So that I must hide.... In the shadows

Come Back To Me
I'm crying As this rain pours down around me I'm screaming To try to vent this pain Wishing I was dreaming Rather than believing that you're gone Why'd you go And leave me all alone? I know I've fucked up But you knew I never meant to hurt you I'm sorry I wasn't there to hear you And I will never love anyone like I loved you I'm crying As the world blurs and I go numb I'm screaming And tearing at my skin Wishing you had known The extent of my feelings for you Why'd you go And leave me all alone? I know I've fucked up But you knew I never meant to hurt you I'm sorry I wasn't there to hear you And I will never love anyone like I loved you Does the blame fall upon me For your giving up on life? How is that fair? I loved you more than life Come back to me I need you... come back to me I need you to see the light I need you to feel the warmth I need you to breathe the air I need to hold you tight I love you but you'll never know And you're gone..

The Latest On Security Abroad:
> The latest on security abroad: > > The English are feeling the pinch in relation to recent terrorist > activities and have raised their security level from "Miffed" to > "Peeved." > > Some, though, say that security levels may be raised yet again to > "Irritated" or even "A Bit Cross." Londoners have not been at "A Bit > Cross" since the blitz in 1940 when tea supplies all but ran out. > Terrorists have been re-categorized from "Tiresome" to a "Bloody > Nuisance." The last time the British issued a "Bloody Nuisance" warning > level was during the great fire of 1666. > > Also, the French government announced yesterday that it has raised its > terror alert level from "Run" to "Hide." The only two higher levels in > France are "Surrender" and "Collaborate." The rise was precipitated by a > recent fire that destroyed France's white flag factory, effectively > paralyzing the country's military capability. > > It's not only the English and French that ar

My Wife Needs Al The Help She Can Get!!!
My wife is in a mothers day contest and the girl in 3rd is in the ct mafia not gonna be pretty for her at the end unless we all can comment on her pic.. All rates and comments count for this mothers day contest so if you cant comment can you please come by and at least rate her pic for me? I am begging everyone to please show some love and come comment and rate... My wife just had sugery the other day and is still trying to recover from that 6 hour surgery so plz do what you can!!! thank you, todd

Rant
Hi all you cherries Today in the U.K is St Georges day, I dont know if the U.S has a patron saint probably not as your a Protestant country and not R.C. But i digress why is today not a bank holiday? Ireland have st Patricks day off, the welsh have st Davids and scotland has St Andrews all 3 countries celebrate the saints days but we dont, the english flag of st George is frowned upon and is regarded as a racist symbol i display a st georges cross on my leathers because im english and proud of it, not because i,m a racist some of my best freinds are scousers(joke)i have nothing against anyone of any race creed or colour and i,m sure neither do most intelligent people, I do hate the current trendof we cant do this because it might offend the muslims, indians, gays etc etc. Its my country my saint and if I want to celebrate i should be allowed to.

Heaven And Hell!!!!!!!!!
to any and all friends and family out here at CHERRY TAP.......... what a great time it was yesterday!!!!!!!! to any and all who went to see the HEAVEN AND HELL CONCERT.........it was great!!!! with MACHINEHEAD, MEGADETH, AND the one and only RONNIE JAMES DIO with BLACK SABBATH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was invited by my friend Justin Harris......with out him being so kind as to think of me when he got the tickets..... i might have been there last night!!!!!! our tickets had us sitting in SECTION 2.......ROW 27......SEATS 6 AND 7!!!!!! it was so great!!!!!!!!! so to any and all who read this .....PLEASE post a comment here about it!!!!! Thanks!!!!!

Wanna Dance?
I AM THE FIRE WITHIN FIRST LOVE TURNED BEST FRIEND CLOSE IN DISTANCE FAR FROM REACH I AM THE LUST OF WHICH YOU SPEAK I AM THE 1ST GLANCE WITHIN THAT 1ST GLANCE I AM HOPE AND CHANCE SOMETHING NEW I AM TABOO I AM NOT THAT GUY AT THE LOUNGE WALKING BY TOUCHING YOUR THIGH I AM THAT MAN THAT LOOKED IN YOUR EYE INTRODUCED MYSELF WITH A HI I AM TIGHT HUGS AND LONG KISSES UNDER A WARM RAIN I AM THE LUST THAT SITS AT THE OTHER END OF THE TRAIN WANTING TO KNOW YOUR NAME THIS SEEMS LIKE A NICE PLACE TO START I WANT TO EXPLORE YOUR THOUGHTS AND TALK WITHOUT WORDS LUST PULLS UP CLOSE AND YOU SAY LOVE IS WHAT YOU DESERVE GOTTA EARN THAT, TOO MANY BROKEN HEARTS WE LEARN FROM THAT WHY CANT WE JUST LIVE IN THE NOW ARE YOU WILLING TO TAKE A CHANCE LOVE IS A WEDDING SONG WHILE LUST IS THE 1ST DANCE

Am I Reading This Right?
Did I read it right??? Just in case Batman forgets? Hmmm... decisions, decisions! Well, thank goodness!!! Up until now, only 36% of women have been able to find this. Excuse me??? Interesting marketing angle! Then, how should I get in??? Maybe the exit? Hope the emergency's not too urgent! Sounds tasty doesn't it? What??? And you thought that particular personality trait wouldn't look good on your resume... Hygiene is important. It's a man's dream come true.

What Gift Do I Have?
You scored as You have the Gift of Empathy. You have been blessed with the gift of Empathy. Even though it is a heavy burden to carry the pain of others, know this that you can help them. Though I must advise you to learn how to not take their pain upon yourself and drag you downYou have the Gift of Empathy100%You have the Gift of Discernment94%You have the Gift of Wisdom94%You sadly do not recognize your gift yet63%You have the Gift of Perception/Aura Vision50%You have the Gift of a Seer31%What is your gift?(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

She Sits And She Writes
She Sits and She Writes She sits and she writes How alone she feels Her decision made The consequence she must bear She sits and she writes Writes her feelings No one to talk to No one to hear She sits and she writes With a book by her side To sooth her mind Take her away somewhere She sits and she writes To fill her time A clock before her eyes Helps her see time slip away She sits and she writes In a house devoid of sound Gone of life She sits and she writes

I Want
I Want I want him to hold me I want him to hug me I want him to kiss me I want him to touch me I want him to caress me I want him to fuck me I want him to love me I want him to talk to me I want him to be with me I want him to protect me I want him to dance with me I want him to play in the rain with me I want him to sleep with me I want him to bathe with me I want him to hang with me I want him to plan with me I want him to dream with me I want him to read with me I want him to write with me I want him to cuddle with me I want him to wrestle with me I want him to make love to me I want him to laugh with me I want him to drink with me I want him to cry on I just want him

Senses Ignored
I'm a statue, crying. My hands cover my mouth, forbidden. I caress the thought of us, slashing upon it. Selfish, abandon only the enjoyment. Why? It creates the twister, slanted rain, and hate. Pardoning the new blood, naïve. Slowly it skips, hitting me. White knuckles, black eyes, heart. Wide open prairies, fine cut mountains, dammed love.

Numbers
A figure struts in front of boundaries, mocking my illusion. A sum of nightmares, dividing my life and my death. A character leaps behind statistics, whispering the estimated time. Signs of uncontrollable thoughts symbols of enduring pain. Guilty decimals cycle around a loss hope of fear, happiness, or forgiveness. The digits remain, all equaling one.

Grains
The clock chimes hour upon hour, and I drift into the sands, time greets me with a kiss. Eclipsing, I suffer. A space, I inhale, buried among the ruble. Left with nothing, blank. Leave, I am pure, itching to hum the grains of life. Too late, mauled by the naïve.

Old Worlds
I see him, smiling, happy, asinine, from the harbor. Baggage breaks me, a trunk of communication, locked. I want to sail on, move on, carry on. Alone, heroes don't exist anymore. Save me. Remind me of peace and joy. Too young to leave, too old to cry, the waves push me to foreign places. Pressure builds a hurricane, beautiful life and monuments, destroyed. Gliding a paint brush, I wait for a miracle. I run, a long race ending on the canvas. I create the light. With every passing breath I watch you dancing in circles.

Poem I Wrote!
Inspite of all the horrible things I've said Along with all the bad things I've done, I get down upon my knees tonight And pray to you Almighty One. Dear Lord, please forgive me For I have sinned in your site of eye Please help me wash away the wrong doing To tell it all goodbye I did not mean to pull the trigger But what else was I to do Dear Lord? For this was not the first encounter I came across him once before. You see Dear Lord he's a mean man For he torn my clothes all off without haste Then proceeded to torcher and bruise me A night my memory will never erase. © Copyright by Donna Curole Tonight he thought he could do it again More power he had not known I had. I took the gun out from under my seat Then put that bullet through his head. For I was not going to let him rape me again I had more than my share the first round. So now Dear Lord please hear my prayer Every word every sound. Please guide me on the right tra

Poem #4 - ~*~ Be Thankful For What You Have ~*~
Walking alone in the park one day Noticed a guy slouching in a chair He worn old rugged torn up clothes With his long white silverish hair. His eyes bright blue Yet his skin was so pale No telling how long he was sitting In that old splintered chair. I walked on up to him. "Good Day Ma'am" he whispered. I look down at his arms, His hands were worn down and blistered. I smiled at the gentleman. Good Afternoon, the words I said. For it hurt me to see him like this. Thoughts of helping filled my head. I then reached into my pocket, Pulled out a hundred dollar bill. Open the gentlemens hand And said do with it as you will. A tear I then noticed Forming in the corner of his eye. With the first blink he will make. That tear will tell its goodbye. Continuing down in a slow motion Rolling across his pink cheeks, A tissue I then pulled from my pocket To dry the face of the weak. Weak not being from the loss of strength But

Poem #6 - ~*~ Third Chance ~*~
What's done is done I suppose. For a non-honest relationship can not last. For there are times in each of our lives. We cry upon the past. I've spent many a nights ah crying. Yet what good has it done. For you can not see the tears I've shed. As they are far long gone. Seeped deep inside the pillow Or the mattress they reside. Those tears that I have shed for Longing to have u again by my side. I long to be that girl again Whom you use to say I Love You too. But if no chance in this world of that to happen. I would still want a friendship with you. I've screwed up the first time, But the second was not my fault. So many things I'd like to know one being.. Could third times be a charm? We want what we wish we could have had. And not looking towards the new. At least thats what I am looking for And thats that 3rd chance with you. © Copyright by Donna Curole

Poem #13 - ~*~ My Secret ~*~
Like a lil bug underneath the skin, Tis a secret that lies deep within. This secret to everyone one day I will share, For this secret has a treasure that I inhere. The secret's treasure I could do no harm, For one day this treasure will be in my arms. This treasure not only will I love, But everyone else including God above. For this secret I hold within, Is a secret I created out of sin. For this secret my job now I quit, With the job I had I will not regret it. For I was prostitute out on the streets, Now my secrets treasure I will soon to meet. A secret that is sure enough to grow each day, The fetus in my stomach awaits. For I am now a mother-to-be, This is the secret that lies deep within me. © Copyright by Donna Curole

Poem #20 - ~*~ Decision From Up Above ~*~
I will start by introducing myself, my name is Sara Michelle. Would you mind sitting for a few minutes please, I have a story to tell. I am a senior in high school, I have a few more months to go. Til' graduation day is here, Valedictorian I am, they know. Here is where my story begins, I was at a friend of mines home. She was having a birthday party, So her & I were not alone. We had quite a few friends over, Everyone was having a ball. Everything seemed to have been going great, At least that's what I can recall. The last thing that I could remember, Was taking a sip out of my glass. Someone had slipped a pill in my drink, My partying night did not last. I then looked over at Melissa, My head was feeling light. She whispered girl you've had to much to drink, You should call it a night. She told me I could use her bed, while pointing down the hall. Mark, do you mind helping her, before she takes a fall? Mark kindly agreed to do the job, picking me up to tak

!!?what Have I Taken For Granted!!?
Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes. He stays up for days on end. __________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at, as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash on your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You don't feel like helping out your dad today, so you don't. He does what he is told. __________________________ You walk

Because Of You, I'm Free
**Dedicated to the brave soldiers who serve and give their life** Each time I see a waving flag, my eyes see so much more, The ones who died to save us from an evil at our door. The Army and the Navy, the Air Force and Marines, Have paid the price so I am free to live and see my dreams. The Army Reserve and Coast Guard, always at the country's call, To serve, protect and help us as they daily give their all. And though this country still is young; we're strong and we have power, Because of those who sacrifice, who'll go at any hour. I call you friend, my soldier, for someone who'd give their life, Is more than just a friend to me, for you were there to fight. And fight you have for freedom and the rights we hold so dear , You fought so we can live in peace and not live life in fear. I know there's nothing I can do that can and will repay, The debt of gratitude I owe when I woke up today. For when I leave my home today, I know that I can be, And speak a

Soulmates
Whispers of love shown through tonight Eyes that held oh so tight Arms that wrapped me with in Held me close, touched my skin Whispers of passion Dancing free Held my body and covered me Chills of love that make me high A pleasure beyond, I won’t deny Take my body, mind, and soul Entwined as one, We now are whole Hands that make my body weak As you touch me, we reach our peak Endless love with bonds unbroken Endless passion with words unspoken Collapsed as one in beads Of sweat A night of love with no regrets

F*ck Buddies
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least one person on your Cherry tap that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "F*CK BUDDIES" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? You pussy, just do it! THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "F*CK BUDDIES", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery

Words Of Wisedom
It is crucial to know when it is appropriate to withdraw our attention from things that disturb our mind. However, if the only way we know how to deal with certain objects is to avoid them, there will be a severe limit as to how far our spiritual practice can take us.

Yep Even More Words Of Wisedom
It is easy for the good person to do good deeds, but for the evil one it is difficult to do good deeds. It is easy for the evil person to do bad deeds, but it is difficult for the good one to do bad deeds.

Door Bell
A lonely widow, aged 70, decided that is was time to get married again. So she put an ad in the local newspaper that read: HUSBAND WANTED: MUST BE IN MY AGE GROUP (70's), MUST NOT BEAT ME, MUST NOT RUN AROUND ON ME, AND MUST STILL BE GOOD IN BED! ALL APPLICANTS PLEASE APPLY IN PERSON. On the second day she heard the doorbell. Much to her dismay, she opened the door to see a gray-haired gentleman sitting in a wheel chair. He had no arms or legs. "You're not really asking me to consider you, are you?" the widow said. "Just look at you. You don't have any legs!" The old gentleman smiled, "Well, I can't run around on you, can I." "You don't have any arms either!" she snorted. Again, the old man smiled, "That means I can't beat you!" She raised an eyebrow and asked intently, "Are you still good in bed??" The old man leaned back, beamed a big smile and said, "I rang the door bell, didn't I?" The wedding is scheduled for Saturday.

Loyalty
First of many things that piss me off is women that cheat! And friends that choose other people over u.. First of all i dislike ALOt of people but all for good reason. First on the chopping block is this real no back boned big mouth bitch whom i would hae shed blood for...But alas she chose and made excuses for her "other" friends over me and tried to justify what they said about me! Kirshelle this is what i think of u right now Funny Pics

Need Some Lovin Here...
K people I know that most of you notice my posts here before a bulletin. So Here it is again in a blog. Share some love I have entered a poetry contest and need some love ratings! Come on you guys I know you have it in ya to show luv and help a friend out. Jusy click the link I made it easy :P http://www.poetry.com/voteforme/poemvote1.asp?PID=11955568 Please repost this also the more the merrier! LOL

Us And You
When I think of you, I see eyes of a wonderful lover, Heart of a father and hands so soft. So soft to hold your unborn child. I see you lead me into paradise where gorogus love birds cherp. Eternal to me means, You as mine forever(Husband and wife, Father and Mother). Where on a mission to start a new life together. When I think of you, I see your wings come down, swooping me up gently and flying away to that dream place we see as a couple. Nobody can compare to you or the terrific heart you have. We should never have to depart from eachother. Only you can sweep me off my feet All the bad aching pains I hold in my heart, Dissapear when you hold me. Your dreams interwind with me so we achieve our goals together. We will not go forward alone on achieveing our goals. As one, We will work together. At night when I look high in the sky, The stars light, Remind me of the stars entrance to your soul. There's nothing better then two meoldies becomming a sympthony. Now that's ap

Why I Wish I Was An Only Child...
IF I WAS AN ONLY CHILD ID HAVE ALOT LESS BULLSHIT TO DEAL WITH BECAUSE ID NO LONGER BE THE YOUNGEST..I WOULDNT HAVE TO DEAL WITH MY STUPID ASS GAY BROTHER STARTIN FIGHTS WITH ME THEN MAKIN IT OUT THAT I STARTED IT WHEN HE PUT HIS HANDS ON ME FIRST OR HAVING HIM SPIN IT IN SUCH A WAY AS TO MAKE OTHERS (WHO KNOW JACK SHIT ABOUT THE DYNAMICS BETWEEN HIM AND I) BLAME ME ALSO, IT MUST BE GREAT TO BE SO MANIPULATIVE THAT U CAN MAKE EVERYONE THINK UR SO FUCKIN INNOCENT AND THAT EVERYONE IS OUT TO FUCKING GET U...IM SWEARING SO FUCKIN MUCH IM FUCKIN MARKIN THIS FUCKER NOT FUCKIN SAFE FOR FUCKIN WORK!!!!

Best Of Friends
My friend Loneliness, She never lets me down, She’s always there for me, When no one else is around, My friend heartache, He never leaves my side, He’s always there to comfort me, When my happiness decides to hide, My friend For Granted, beside me she stands, When I feel dealt out, She’s the first to play my hand, My friend Pain, Has promised never to leave, He’s the one to kneel beside me, When I’m too scared to believe, My friend Misery, She is there through it all, Always there to catch me, When I stumble and fall.

Alone In My Mind
Another lonely night arrives Walking alone in my mind Dark, deserted, cold, and still Not another soul to find So much lost in my world Times like this are the worst Pain and fear crashing in Thinking sometimes a curse Always searching for answers That only you can supply Yet alone, I'm so lost Not ready to say good-bye Rummaging through my thoughts Only echo's off the walls No voices do I hear Hoping my name you'll call Can't keep going on like this Things are taking a toll on me Days are getting long and hard It's you I'm needing to see

How Hot Are Your Kisses?
Your Kisses Are Spicy and Wild Your kisses are powerful stuff. They'll start a fire in almost anyone you kiss. You kiss with passion, skill, and endurance. Anyone who kisses you is in for a long, intense ride. You better watch out though. Your incredible kisses are likely to get you in trouble! How Hot Are Your Kisses?

My Life In A Nut Shell!!!
Ever feel like every step you take and every move you make is being watched and judged by the world? Yeah mine is on a daily bases. Dont get me wrong my life is fan-fuckin-tastic, but here lately i just feel like I'm under survalence by the world and everyone in it. Cant talk with out people twisting my words around, cant step out from behind the shadows with out someone stopping me and asking me 10 millions pointless questions. I feel like I should be a catagory on Jepordy or something. I am only me people I'm not a billboard that needs or wants to be displayed if I wanted people to know my life story then fuck I'd come out and tell you. My personal life is that "PERSONAL" I want it kept that way. I miss the days when you could sneek by without so much as a pebble of sand being disturbed but those days are long gone. Now you have to deal with every nosey Dick and Jane out there. I'm sorry but from here on out if my personal life is brought up then people are ganna be meeting the not s

In The Early Morning
In the early morning When it's dark before dawn I often wake and think I see Him standing in the lawn. I know it cannot be him But it sooths my tired mind To see the man who in the war I had to leave behind. Someday I'll go to join him. I'll take him by the hand And we will walk together into the promised land. For early in the morning When it's dark before the dawn I often see the man I was Standing in the lawn.

Todays Quote Is: Arguments
"He who strikes the first blow admits he's lost the argument." Baquera says: Feeding the fuel to an argument is not my thing, it is a waste of time and energy. My first blow will never be with my hands but with my mind, but don't play me sweet! People are always trying someone, but for what purpose I could not tell you. Life is to short for aruguments and I don't intend to waste mine on mineless people. Living, Loving and Laughing is all I have time for!

Oddly Enough
If you really pay attention to what this says... it's not that far from the truth: What Rocky Horror Picture Show Character Are You? You are Janet Weiss!Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Good Enough
What is your connection with darkness? [pics] Your connection with darkness is through your interest in vampires. These occult beings fascinates you immensely. Their lives are simply something you would kill for, and if you would have the opportunity to be sired, you would. Living a mortal kind of life is too ordinary and tedious. You aren't necessarly evil just because of this interest/obsession, you just can connect with them and their lifestyles. To belong to a specil group of "people" in which "superpowers" come with the deal is appealing. Though most people have a hard time understanding this, and chances are you're a social outcast. Perhaps you hate your current life and therefore developed this interest, to escape reality.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Disturbingly Accurate...
What Evanescence song are you?[many outcomes + wonderful pictures] Your Evanescence song is: Forever Gone, Forever YouYou were with someone who only brought you pain into your life. But you couldn't see all this until it was over. Now when you know the truth it'll be easier for you to accept your partings. Your goal now should be to try to find yourself and deal with your pain.Walking away I see the painYou put me throughTake this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Well Duh...
What Do You Need in Your Life? [dark pics] You need love.You are a pretty normal, well-rounded person that just craves that fairy tale love where you will be swept off your feet and live happily ever after. Chances are that you fantasize or dream about it so much that you either see all the guys/girls as unromantic or you tell yourself that anyone could be your soulmate. You long to have someone by your side and you want to give back on the romance part too, not just give.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Done
The clock strikes ten the death of an hour. No more pain a total loss of power. The rush dissolved the pain intensified. Everything consoled, now threatens again. A second of release two minutes of pain a permanent scar. No more the same yet completely unchanged. Your own secret and painful reality, Tucked away neatly in the sleeve of your shirt. None to expose yet all to deepen. A whispered lie a deeper wound. A damaging rumor a hospital room. Shattered concern unaudible cries slowed voices FLATLINE

Its Getting Better All The Time
I don't stop breathing everytime the phone rings, My heart don't race when someone's at my door, I've almost given up thinking you're ever gonna call, I don't believe in magic anymore, I just don't lie awake at night, Asking God to get you off my mind. It's getting better all the time, it's getting better all the time. Yeah I got to work on time again this morning, This old job is all that I got left, And no one even noticed I'd been crying, At least I don't have whiskey on my breath, Yeah I think I'm gonna make it, 'Cause god won't make a mountain I can't climb. It's gettine better all the time, It's getting better all the time. God I hope you're happy, Girl I wish you well, I just might get over you But you can't ever tell I always thought I'd do something crazy, If I ever saw you out with someone else, But when the moment came last night, I couldn't say a word, I stood there in the dark all by myself, Yeah I could have said

Wrong Email Address
A Minneapolis couple decided to go to Florida to thaw out during a particularly icy winter. They planned to stay at the same hotel where they spent their honeymoon 20 years before. Because of their hectic schedules, it was difficult to coordinate their travel schedules. So, the husband left Minneapolis and flew to Florida on Friday, and his wife was flying down the following day. The husband checked into the hotel, and unlike years ago, there was a computer in his room, and he decided to send an e-mail to his wife. However, he accidentally left out one letter in her e-mail address, and without noticing his error, sent the e-mail to the wrong address. Meanwhile...somewhere in Houston ... a widow had just returned home from her husband's funeral. He was a Minister who was called home to glory after suffering a heart attack. The widow decided to check her e-mail, expecting messages from relatives and friends. After reading the first message, she screamed and then fainted. The widow's

Frozen And Crushed
The door closes and it shuts out the light. No more light shines through my eyes. The darkenss takes over As the light fades away Makes my heart sink further below the surface Coldness moves through and freezes everything to stone No fire to burn, no sunlight to free me. Destined to be frozen solid never to return to the surface.

My Boston Sports Blog
Well here we go...I have been told that I have too much time on my hands with all the sports stuff I know. So i figured what better way to get it out than to start putting it in a blog. So here I go. And I am open to any critisizm.... First off RIP Josh Hancock..and our thoughts and prayers are with his family.. Well i guess it was a good weekend to be a Boston sports fan. Winning 2 out of 3 from the Yankees in New York, and getting Randy Moss in a trade with the Oakland Raiders. Granted the Yankees had a horrible month, it is only the first month of the season and they shouldn't be counted out by anyone(even us die hard Red Sox fans). And also hat off to A-rod, for having one hell of a month. It looks like the booing of A-rod in NY has stopped for now. Not sure if it was just my tv or not but it did sound like the Yankee fans were booing Mariano Rivera on Friday night when Joe Torre came to the mound to get him, after another inefffective outing. I personaly don't think t

"harley Riders Wish"
A man riding his Harley was riding along a California beach when suddenly the sky clouded above his head and, in a booming voice, the Lord said,"Because you have tried to be faithful to me in all ways, I will grant you one wish. The biker pulled over and said, "Build a bridge to Hawaii so I can ride over anytime I want." The Lord said, "Your request is materialistic, think of the enormous challenges for that kind of undertaking; the supports required reaching the bottom of the Pacific and the concrete and steel it would take! It will nearly exhaust several natural resources. I can do it, but it is hard for me to justify your desire for worldly things. Take a little more time and think of something that could possibly help mankind." The biker thought about it for a long time. Finally, he said, "Lord, wish that I and all men could understand women; I want to know how she feels inside, what she' s thinking when she gives me the silent treatment, why she cries, what she means

Volume V - Fish Fry
Volume LIX - Fish Fry Category: Pets and Animals I did something this past weekend I haven't in some time...went fishing. And what fun I had! Saturday morning and afternoon we had to work, nailing deck boards for a huge 3000' job down the road from the shop. But after that....it's ass-whupping time. My father recently purchased a pontoon boat from the wife of a friend who recently passed away, and hasn't used it yet. So this past weekend was a perfect time for its maiden voyage. After the business was done, I got my poles ready, as did my brother, father, and friend James. We loaded up in my Pop's Nissan Titan truck, and headed down to Berry's Boat Dock, by way of Potts' convenience store, on the corner of highways 212 and 36. Filled up with gas, got beer, and a fishing license. Dropped the boat into Jackson Lake. Pulled the motor WIDE OPEN, cruising up and down the Yellow and South river areas of the lake. We got to our water-bourne destination, which is called W

Pissing Me Off
YES ITS TRUE IM ONLY 17 YEARS OLD I LIED TO HERE JUST SO I CAN GET AN ACCOUNT BUT YA SO IF YOUR OVER THE AGE OF 18 THEN FUCK YOU I AINT TALKIN TO YOU SO STOP COMMENTIN MY PICS PROFILE AND GIVIN ME SHOUTOUTS THANK YOU.. REMEMBER I AM ONLY 17 YEARS OLD IF YOU DONT BELIVE ME GO TO MY MYSPACE..myspace.com/fallen17 check it out it will tell you my true age..so stop bothering me..i mean it its getting annoying and fuckin pissing me off

Don't Be Stupid....
Well, I'm off again to travel the highways and byways of America. Hoping to make it back again in one piece. To all the miriad of 4-wheelers out there I ask one thing.....Please think before you get stupid ok? I have never figured out in oer 30 years of driving why a 1500lb. 4 wheeler would want to challenge 80,000lbs of Steel traveling at Highway speeds. Just amazes me to no end. Do do us all a favor...Next time you think you want to jump over in front of a Truck, or out in front of one, take a second to think....what it would look & feel like to have that truck rolling over the top of you, cause thats what we would do. A car HAS NEVER beaten a Truck in an accident. NEVER!!! And on another note... To all you ladies who are proud of your "Attributes" Show a driver as you go by. We have a Hell of a view from up there, and you would definately make a drivers day. :-) AT least smile and wave.....ANd please if you do wave...Use all your fingers! (LOL) Later YA'll!!!

Grandpa
A man came to visit his grandparents, and he noticed his grandfather sitting on the porch, in the rocking chair, wearing only a shirt, with nothing on from the waist down. "Grandpa, what are you doing? Your weenie is out in the wind for everyone to see!" he exclaimed. The old man looked off in the distance without answering. "Grandpa, what are you doing sitting out here with nothing on below the waist?" he asked again. The old man slowly looked at him and said, "Well...last week I sat out here with no shirt on, and I got a stiff neck. .. .This is your grandma's idea."

Today's Quote Is: Liars
"Oh what a tangled web we weave When first we practise to deceive!" Baquera says: The worst liar that I despise is an individual who says he/she doesn't lie. This liar turns around and really doesn't lie but gets out of promises and breaks his/her word. Twisting things to make it seem like your at fault or you've hurt there feelings. Reality check dude! That is still lying! If you offer then don't break your word, your word is your bond! You break your word you break a long becoming friendship! Friendships are a dime in a dozen so treasure the true friends you do have. God Bless and Be Safe!

Naughty Application
naughty application 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GiRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS!

Its Gettin Bigger
There was a young lady of Kew, Who said as the Curate withdrew, "The Vicar is slicker, And quicker and thicker, And two inches longer than you." That selfsame young lady of Kew, Said as the vicar withdrew, "The Verger's emerger Is longer and lurger And he gets his balls in too."

Jus Some Funny Shyt
A blonde and a brunette are walking down the street. The brunette says to the blonde, "My boyfriend has dandruff so I give him Head and Shoulders." The blonde replies, "How do you give shoulders? What do men and bathroom stalls have in common? A: They`re either taken or full of shit! What does a vending machine and Monica Lewinsky have in common? A: They both say insert BILL HERE. A guy and a girl met at a restaurant. They`re getting along so well that they decide to go to the girl`s place. A few drinks later, the guy takes off his shirt and washes his hands. He then takes off his pants and washes his hands. So the girl looks at him and says: "You must be a dentist!" The guy all surprised says "Yes ... how did you figure that out?" The girl replies: "Easy, You keep washing your hands". One thing led to another and they make love. After they were done, the girl says: "You must be a GREAT dentist (Guzman`s arch-rival, LOL)!" The guy was very, very surprised, he

Zodiac Sexiness
Leo Since you are such an attention craver, you are into wearing the sexiest clothes and going straight for the sexiest person in the room. You like secure people who are genuine and have a good fashion sense. In bed, you like to get all of the attention, so you need a partner who can worship you for the hottie that you are. You like to dance and strip for your partner and you enjoy buying the sexiest lingere for yourself. Sex matches: Aries, Sagittarius, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Rules Of Crashing Weddings
Rule #1 - Never leave a fellow Crasher behind. Crashers take care of their own. Rule #2 - Never use your real name. Rule #3 - Never confess. Rule #4 - No one goes home alone. Rule #5 - Never let a girl get between you and a fellow Crasher. Rule #6 - Do not sit in the corner and sulk. It draws attention in a negative way. Draw attention to yourself, but on your own terms. Rule #7 - Blend in by standing out. Rule #8 - Be the life of the party. Rule #9 - Whatever it takes to get in, get in. Rule #10 - Invitations are for pussies. Rule #11 - Sensitive is good. Rule #12 - When it stops being fun, break something. Rule #13 - Bridesmaids are desperate - console them. Rule #14 - You're a distant relative of a dead cousin. Rule #15 - Fight the urge to tell the truth. Rule #16 - Always have an up-to-date family tree. Rule #17 - Every female wedding guest deserves a wedding night. Rule #18 - You love animals and children. Rule #19 - Toast in the native language i

All Of Me
Why do I write all this, just trying my best to make some sense. Then some people you just cant argue with, because they are so dense. Why do I let you do the things that you do,especially when they always seem to hurt me. Sometimes I think maybe that I am blind, as if there are things I cant see. Like why I stick around, and let you run me into the ground. Told you I love you and I will never leave. Now I got to let you go,thats what is best for me. So tired I cant even sleep, because this has gotten so deep. Why cant I get your face out of my mind, hard for me to break the ties that bind. You are with me, but I am still alone.Cant you deal with all the feelings I have shown. It is plain for me to see, that right now you have all of me. I am to lost to be saved, you have turned me into your slave. Feel like I am just digging a hole big enough for my own grave. Told you once before you have all I can give, but you just cant seem to see. My love, my life , my blessings, and my kisses ;

Cold, Miserable, And Going Nowhere!!
Well....Here it is Wednesday, and I'm still sitting here in Idaho, freezing my arss off, and no going anywhere. Was supposed to be hitting the road again last Tuesday, but for some reason not leaving until Saturday now, and Have to go to TOPEKA KANSAS of all places. I just love weeks of no paycheck. :-( So if you see a Big Red Peterbilt heading east on I-70 across Kansas this week-end, smile and wave k? Make my day.

Half Way....
Alright I noticed we had TONS of comments/mail. So we are back. I am going to let hubby J handle this account. I like to keep up with myspace and he will keep up with here. I will have to figure out how to do layouts for this site. :) Maybe if my lovely ex husband would ever send me my graphic programs I would love to use them. MUCH easier for me to use my MS Frontpage than anything. Adobe cost way to much! Especially on a free lancer's budget! Sorry to our friends we were gone for so long. We really needed to try to stay away from the drama but guess what...IT NEVER GOES AWAY!

Why There Are Recording Devices On Phones
So here I am at 2:00am minding my own business playing video games, when what do I receive? A phone call from Rudy and Ryan. Mind you, they were definitely not sober. I was supposed to meet Jessica to hang out and celebrate her perfect score on her speech, but low and behold, we decided to have a raincheck until Wed so that we can party hardy. Here is the phone call I received: Me-Hello? Rudy-Hey! Hey! Hold on! Me-Huh? Ryan-Are you f***ing my girl? Me-Who is your girl? Ryan-Are you f***ing my girl? Me-Is Jessica your girl? Ryan-Yeah. You shouldn't be f***ing her, but I don't mind. Me-Huh? Ryan-Where are you? Me-Home Ryan-You shouldn't be f***ing her, but I still like you Me-Dude, you're making no sense Ryan-Where are you? Me-Home Ryan-Oh you suck! That's gay! This is Ryan. Me-I know it's you, Ryan. (Background talking to Rudy)-> He's at home..... Rudy-Hey, are you at home? Me-Yeah, Where are you guys? Rudy-On

The Hooters Resignation Letter
Ok everyone... here's what you've been waiting for. The letter of resignation to Hooters. The real reason that I quit will not be discussed here because I do not want to incriminate myself, but this is the actual letter used. Dear Skip, After an appropriate period of deliberation, I have come to the decision to tender my resignation from Hooters of America, effective July 30th, 2006. Please know that I still maintain a high level of respect for you as a manager and colleague, and I thank you sincerely for the support and assistance you have offered me in each of those roles. I have been proud to work for Hooters over the past several months; it has been a journey that has provided me an unparalleled foundation to move forward to new and exciting opportunities. As such, I have decided to become a professional pirate. It has always been a dream of mine to live the life of a swashbuckling corsair, beholden to none and master of all I survey. Once my crew of unab

Thoughts
As I sit here watching the end of Rebel Without A Cause for the first time, I ponder the fact that I have often thought that in the past, things were much simpler. In fact, I know I'm not the only one. I've heard the speeches from the fam, as well as all the friggin' time in movies. "Back in my day, gas cost a nickel and lasted us all week." You know, things like that. "A man's word was all he needed." It makes me wish that we could have some of those things for us now. I wish that gas cost a nickel a week. I wish that I could trust everyone I met just by their word. But alas, these things will never happen again. I wonder that if in 20-60 years, we will be old(er) and telling the youth of how much easier our time was. I mean, I've met people that lived in the Great Depression and said it was "simpler times" than now. What the Hell? I'm scared for the future.

September
September We started off as the best of friends No intention of falling in love again He held me, there in my time of need My heart was set free What a sweet memory Chorus: The day I fell in love It was so beautiful His hands, his tender touch I remember the day in September when we fell in love It was an unexpeceted night The sun was somewhere but out of sight So familiar, yet unexplored and new we surrendered to our love in bloom Chorus Bridge: When we fell in love I couldn’t believe it was love the passion we felt between us the warmth of your touch ‘Twas a night to remember on the day we fell in love in September

Blah
Soo...i figured I write a blog on here...since theres nothing else to do!!!... If there are any people on here from Muncie or close by def. hit me sometime! I wanna find some new people to go out with on the weekends...and if you dont drink or party..then dont bother..k? Well its about 6pm...and im waiting on my daughter to wake up so we can go on a walk before it gets too dark...then later tonight me and my man are gonna just chill and drink to ourselves since we never get a chance to do that anymore!...oughtta be NICE... Anyways...im sure i'll be writing more blogs since its my favorite thing in the world to do...even if what I write is extremely pointless and stupid...just dont hate on me...well you can if you want...i could care less! haha Dueces! Brandi

"i'd Rather Have"
"I'd Rather Have" I thought sometime alone was what we really needed you said this time would hurt more than it helps but I couldn't see that I thought it was the end of a beautiful story and so I left the one I loved at home to be alone (alone) and I tried to find out if this one thing is true that I'm nothing without you I know better now and I've had a change of heart I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart I'd rather have the one who holds my heart And then I met someone and thought she could replace you we got a long just fine we wasted time because she was not you we had a lot of fun though we knew we were faking love was not impressed with our connection they were all lies, all lies so I'm here cause I found this one thing is true that I'm nothing without you I

Please
Please, don't ask me if I'm over it yet. I'll never be over it. Please, don't tell me he's in a better place. He isn't here with me. Please, don't say 'at least he isn't suffering'. I have yet to come to terms with why he had to suffer at all. Please, don't tell me you know how I feel - unless you've lost a child yourself. Please, don't ask me if I feel better. Bereavement isn't a condition that clears up. Please, don't tell me 'at least you had him for so many years'. What year would you choose for your child to die? Please, don't tell me that 'God never gives us more than we can bear'. Please, just say you are sorry. Please, just say you remember my child. Please, just let me talk about my child. Please, mention my child's name. Please, just let me cry.

I Don't Feel Like Loving You Today -gretchen Wilson
I don't feel like loving you today, So don't you even try to change my mind, The best thing you can do right now, Is just go away, Cause I don't feel like loving you today, I don't wanna talk about last night, I'm angry and I haven't had much sleep, And I'm so tired and bloodshot, they ain't no tellin' what I'd say, I don't feel like loving you today, But you know I will anyway, Even though we make it hard sometimes. I'll wind up forgiving you and probably loving you, For the rest of my life, But I don't feel like loving you today, And I've got 16 hours left to go. I might tell you that I'm leaving Even though you know I'll stay, Cause I don't feel like loving you today. But you know I will anyway, Even though we make it hard sometimes. I'll wind up forgiving you and probably loving you, For the rest of my life. But I don't feel like loving you today. I just don't feel like loving you today.

For All The Freaks
FOR ALL THE FREAKS check this site out.... www.adultfriendfinder.com ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ there is a membership fee which is worth it you'll see what i mean that's if youR into that so go have fun!!! ****Note: No I AM NOT ON THAT SITE.**** My girl told me about it so Im just passing info ;) ENJOY

Im Still Living
I lost it the day you Left I went mad in my mind I wanted to scream I didnt think the world should go on I didn't think id ever feel whole again Id lost part of my heart and soul I wondered did anyone even care It seems like they all kept on saying time would heal It did to a certain degree It didn't however make me forget It isn't something that you can do with the snap of your fingers It is something you can try to push it back into the back of your mind and when you least expect it the memories come back and thats when it feels like it was yesterday you left and i have to relive it all over but the one thing is i just keep on living and your still GONE

Drifting
I'm missing my friend tonight. A deep sense of loss engulfs me. Thoughts of him echo through my mind, as a part of my heart drifts away. I'm missing his touch tonight. A gentle embrace, so soothing and warm. Thoughts of him echo through my mind, as a part of my feeling drifts away. I'm missing his strength tonight. A loving virtue which drew back my fear. Thoughts of him echo through my mind, as a part of my soul drifts away. I'm missing his voice tonight. A soft melody of song and sweet intent. Thoughts of him echo through my mind, as a part of my peacefulness drifts away. I'm missing his presence tonight. A beauty of being which warmed me within. Thoughts of him echo through my mind, as a part of my dream drifts away.

Future Or Past
'Forever' was lost but now it is found. I played my part; I stood my ground. Whenever you wanted me I was there. Whenever you were in pain, I questioned, I cared. So, tell me now or tell me never. I'm telling you right now, I'm not waiting forever. It's either yes or no, but please tell me fast. You will either be my future, or forever be my past.

Hey! Canada's Mail Carriers Are Just Like Ours!!
Cat too scary for Canadian mail carriers May 4, 2007 WINNIPEG, Manitoba (Reuters) -- Canada's postal system has stopped delivering mail to a home in Winnipeg, Manitoba, after a mail carrier was scared away by a "very threatening cat," the Winnipeg Free Press said Friday. A Canada Post spokeswoman said the agency was concerned about the safety of its carriers, although it hoped for an amicable solution to its dispute with cat-owner John Samborski. "The letter carrier who delivers mail there ... was brought up on a farm, she is very comfortable with animals," spokeswoman Kathi Neal told the newspaper. "Apparently this is a very threatening cat." Samborski told the paper that his 8-year-old, declawed, black cat Shadow is docile, and it was "ridiculous" for Canada Post to make him to pick up his mail from a post office instead of delivering it to his door. Shadow "likes to eat and sleep and cuddle. You could drop a bomb and he'd just open one eye, take a look, then close them and

Masturbation
To masturbate is not the perversion, but a means to evacuate the stress and all liquid which accumulates for nothing. Say to a woman or a man that we masturbate by thinking or by looking at his or her photos, I think that it is rather a compliment and not to be perverse. To masturbate opposite in face with the webcam, it is not the perversion but a sensual game except when at once the nasty words are said. Many women say that the men are pigs for it but many of them ask for it and do it. It is better that to deceive his wife or her husband.

Letting Go.....
Last year... my son graduated from highschool... and... to get through it.. I was on anti-depressants.. and actually drank a bit of wine before the graduation ceremony, which for ME who does not drink much.. was almost TOO MUCH WINE.. I was smiling and feeling good on the outside.. but.. ... I was FREAKING OUT on the inside... I have always been a very over protective mom... and I knew.. that I had to cut the apron strings.. or atleast loosen them.. Well... today... I have to COMPLETELY cut them... my baby boy... is moving out.. and moving into his own place... WITH HIS GIRLFRIEND..... OMG....... boy... they grow up so fast. Time just flies. I swear.. I just gave birth to him.. ya know... and here he is .. signing the lease on his first apartment... and.. I just can not believe it. Where does the time go?.... It makes me wonder if I savoured the moments long enough? Did I hug him tight enough? Pay enough attention? Listen close enough? Teach him well enough? Make him feel secure en

Dial Up... Raaaarrrrrr!
Im having issues with my modem, so I called the cable company this morning. Turns out I need a technition to come out to my house. The closest appointment they have? Monday... no, not this coming Monday. But a week from Monday. WTF? If you can't keep up with repairs, hire more people, sheep lovers, DUH! So I am on Dial up until then. Which means cherrytap is out of the picture for the most part since most pages take forever to load. I apologize to my bitches for not being here to tell you what to do, but I think you guys will manage.

Holding This Inside
Do I tell you, Whats really on my mind, Do I show you, how I really feel inside, Its so easy, To hide like a clown, It's so hard for me, to let my guard down, How do I know its ok, to let you get to me, Is it safe to blow my cover, and let you see me, Chorus: It gets harder, Everytime i look in your eyes, You know down my best deffence, No matter how hard I try, yeah it gets harder, to hold this inside, I gets so scared sometimes, Don't know what to do, My hearts been broke so many times, But I know I am safe with you, Theres a feeling, I just can't explain, Its driving me crazy, wondering if you feel the same, How do I know its ok, To let you get to me, Is it safe to blow my cover, and let you see me, Chorus Do I drop my guard, Surrender to you, Let down my steel walls, And let you march through, Should I stand firm, And hold my ground, Let my lonely heart, sound outloud, Chorus

My Mom's Mandel Brat(biscotti) Recipe...
3 eggs 1 cup sugar(granulated) 1 cup oil(vegetable) 4 cups flour(all-purpose) 1 teaspoon baking powder 1/8 teaspoon salt 1 teaspoon vanilla extract 1-2 cups chocolate chips *optional-walnuts,almonds or any other baking addition you want to add ************************************************************************************** Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Mix all of the ingredients together.Dough should be more wet then dry,almost the same consistancy as cookie dough. Divide dough.Form dough into long loaves onto baking trays,making loaves longer than wide.Flatten top of loaf with your hand,round or flatten the ends of the loaf.The thickness of the loaf should be approximately an inch thick. A very easy clean-up method,is to bake the dough on baking(parchment) paper,rather than spraying the baking tray. [You can also bake this dough in cupcake pans.Either spray the pan,or use baking cups,and fill the cup 1/2 to 3/4 full.When doing this method

Simple Things !
Why must we suffer through so much pain, is there really anything to gain? I talk to him all of the time, and yes I have committed a crime. I have been searching all my life, for that special person, to make my wife. Maybe I missed out , i really don`t know, asked plenty of times for God to show. Me where I am going and what I should be, those things are hard for me too see. No I am not blind, just haven`t seen the light, I do want to do what it right. For me and the people I care about, that is why I sit here and have so much doubt. About what I should do and where I need to go. All I know is I need to grow. To be someone that I want to like, and no I don`t want to be like "Mike". Want to be me, my own person... that I do know for certain. So this I write just for me, trying to let God help me be. All I can in my simple little light, and maybe find what there is too life!!!

Goodbye
We never thought this day would come, But it's finally here at last, What once was our bright future, Is now are dim-lit past, But we hold onto the memories, The lessons that we learned, The pathways we have traveled down, The corners that we turned, And soon we say our sad goodbyes, That will last us forever, We may see each other again, Maybe once or maybe never, So make your goodbyes ones to remember, The kind that will stay in their heads, Those are the goodbyes they will treasure, The ones that were sad to be said.

Returning Home With A Sore Ass
Yes, the rumors are true...I have returned. Celabration Bitchies! anyway, I do want to thank Everyone who wrote me while locked-up...Jail REALLY blows, and the letters, Pictures and the Expired Coupons helped me... The time in Jail sucked asshole, I was in 4 different jails....endding my last month in South east San diego at, George Baily Dentention Facility....the wosrt, dirtiest, meanest Jail in San diego, I delt with the Everyday Racist, dumb fucks and jail house politics, a guy getting stabbed a few times in the belly, a Pervert getting his neck cut ( not to kill him, scare him) every day fist fights and People getting jumped, 2 riots and a Crazy fuck attacking a cop then gedtting his skull bashed in with Mag-Lights by 6 different cops....yes yes jail was hell. they say Third times a charm, well, that was my Third trip to Jail...and I Pray my last. The only good thing that came out of my jail time was the endless amont of bordom that Jail offers, so I did a shit load a

Irish
Into a Belfast pub comes Paddy Murphy, looking like he'd just been run over by a train. His arm is in a sling, his nose is broken, his face is cut and bruised and he's walking with a limp "What happened to you?" asks Sean, the bartender. "Jamie O'Conner and me had a fight," says Paddy. "That little shit, O'Conner," says Sean, "He couldn't do that to you, he must have had something in his hand." "That he did," says Paddy, "a shovel is what he had, and a terrible lickin' he gave me with it." "Well," says Sean, "you should have defended yourself, didn't you have something in your hand?" "That I did," said Paddy. "Mrs. O'Conner's breast, and a thing of beauty it was, but useless in a fight."

New Friendship
"Start of a New Friendship" You are my friend For now Hopefully, to the very end Getting to know you Is a start Even though we live apart This may be the beginning, But I don't want This to ever be the ending Possibilities and chances What do we have to lose? I know you are patient This is going to be hard For me to choose Flipping a coin Isn't smart So, let me go with my heart Let us give this Friendship A great start. Once we meet It will have to be Very sweet I want to make This memorable Let us take this One slow. Being patient is What I believe Is best Let us remain friends Until then…

No Love Here Anymore (please Comment)
Don't promise me your love, As you lay with another man, Don't say I'm in your heart, When its held by anothers hand, Cause i can't stand, to hear it all again, I'm not strong enough, Not strong enough, To mend, Chorus: Let me go - let me go, I dont want this anymore, Theres no peace with a love at war, Theres no rest, with a hurricane at your shore, Theres no life without love, And theres no love here anymore, I'm not your shoulder, When the world won't turn your way, I'm not some one-night-stand, over and over again, I'm not your secret, forgotten in the wind, I'm the man trapped in your sin, Chorus: I'm not your secret forgotten in the wind, No I'm the man trapped in your sin, I'm the man trapped in your sin, Chorus

My River
MY TEARS FORM MY SOUL MY TERS FLOW LIKE A RIVER RUNNING THREW MY SOUL SPILLING OUT MY EYES NOW YOU KNOW A SECRET BOUT ME MY TEARS ARE THE REASON WHY MY EYES ARE BLUE JUST THE CRYSTAL CLEAR SEA SO DEEP A MYSTER TO EVERYONE THAT TRYS TO FIGURE ME OUT SWIMMING IN EYES LIKE MINE IS DANGEROUS THE WATERS ARE DEEP THE WATERS ARE COLD JUST WAITING FOR A WARM SUMMER TO CUM ALONG TO WARM THEM FOR A WHILE THE TEARS THAT I SHED ARE NEVER MY OWN THEY ARE FOR SOME ONE ELSE A LOVER I HAVE NEVER LOVED A SOLDIER THAT HAS FALL'N PROTECTING WHAT HE BELIEVES IN SOME ARE FOR ONES THAT HAVE SAID GOOD BYE ALONG MY WALK THREW LIFE DROPPING FLOWERS FOR MY FINAL RESPECTS TEARS FALLING WIH THE FLOWERS I JUST WONDER WHEN THE RIVER IS GOING TO RUN DRY

I'll Be There
I'll be there when no is there for you and you think no one cares when the whole world walks out on you and you think you're alone I'll be there when the one you care about the most could care less about you when the one you gave your heart to throws it in your face I'll be there when the person you trusted betrays you when the person you share all your memories with can't even remember your birthday I'll be there when all you need is a friend to listen to you whine when all you need is someone to catch your tears I'll be there when your heart hurts so bad you can't even breathe when you just want to crawl up and die I'll be there when you start to cry after hearing that sad song when the tears just won't stop falling down I'll be there so you see I'll be there until the end this is a promise I can make if you ever need me just give me a call and I'll be there...

Changing Your Attitude: When You Change, Everything Changes
(As told to me) It was my first visit back home in over a year. I'd been in Minnesota for college, and returned home just long enough to marry and move to North Carolina. I returned with a year old baby, the wife of a medical student, struggling to put food on the table, though at that time in life materials things don't matter much. This town I returned to, I had hated. Why? Because we had moved every 3 years, and it had been fine until this time, but it was 3 weeks before high school, and what kid would want to start a new high school of 4,000 not knowing a soul? My Dad infuriated me by acting like he'd done me a favor, and I made it clear to him he had ruined my life. We dug into our positions. "Why did you do this to me?" I bellowed. "You ought to appreciate it," he said, and told me why, but I didn't listen. "You'll appreciate it some day," he said, finding me beyond reason. What did I hate? The size of the school, having to compete with Ann-Margret (the movie star) if

Awaking To My Angel
My hearts bursting with the love i have for you .as i watch you sleep next to me in our bed i cant stop grinning like a silly fool. For this feeling i have for you i have never experanced it befor. Reaching into my inner being where my soul resides you have touched me there with the love you have for me. every night as we go to sleep we whisper our devotion to each other and knowing that nothing in the world will break us apart. As your eyes open, and you spy me smiling at you, you return it with a smile of your own. thus making me believe that there is a heaven and your my angel. both us knowing within our heart we will always be together and grow old with each others arms around each other every night

Thankful For
The partner who hogs the covers everynight, because he is not out with someone else The child who is not cleaning his room,but is watching TV,because that means he is home not one the streets.For the taxes i pay for it means i am employed. For the mess to clean after a party,because it means i have been surrounded with my friends. For the clothes that fit alittle to snug. because it means. i have enough to eat. For the shadow that watches me work . because it means i have sunshine. For the lawn that needs mowing,the windows that need cleaning,the gutters the need fixing,because it means i have a place to call home. For the complaints i hear about the goverment.because it mean we have the freedom of speech.For the parking spot at the far end or the parking lot,because it mean i am capable to walk and that i have been blessed with transportation. For the huge heating bill.because it means i am warm.For the lady behind me in church that sings off key, because it means that i

Your Eyes Won't Let My Thoughts Go Back To Sleep
Your eyes won't let my thoughts go back to sleep. Your words draw me across 2000 miles. I don't know you at all, and yet I know You better than my friends of many years. The days I spent with you are like a tape I play, rewind, play, rewind, and play. Whenever I remember something new, I feel as though you touched me on the cheek. I miss you as the grass awaits the wind, Or as the morning sky awaits the sun. Although I look for you in every doorway, I find only the darkness in my heart.

Van Halen "love Walks In"
Love Walks In Artist(Band):Van Halen Contact is all that it takes To change your life, to lose your place in time Contact. Asleep or awake Coming around you may wake up to find (Ooo-ooo-ooo) Questions deep within your eyes (Ooo-ooo-ooo) Now more than ever, you realize (Ooo-ooo) And then you sense a change Nothin' feels the same All your dreams are strange Love comes walkin' in Some kind of alien Waits for the opening Simply pulls a string Another world, some other time You lay your sanity on the line Familiar faces, familiar sights Reach back, remember with all your might (Ooo-ooo-ooo) Ooh, and there she stands in a silken gown (Ooo-ooo-ooo) Silver lights shinin' down (Ooo-ooo) And then you sense a change Nothin' feels the same All your dreams are strange Love comes walkin' in Some kind of alien Waits for the opening Simply pulls a string Love comes walkin' in (Guitar Solo) Oh, sleep and dream; that's all I crave I travel far acros

Grandma Still Drives!!
GRANDMA STILL DRIVES- She is eighty-eight years old and still drives her own car. She writes: Dear Grand-daughter: The other day I went up to our local Christian book store and saw a Honk if you love Jesus bumper sticker. I was feeling particularly sassy that day because I had just come from a thrilling choir performance, followed by a thunderous prayer meeting. So, I bought the sticker and put it on my bumper. Boy, am I glad I did, what an uplifting experience that followed. I was stopped at a red light at a busy intersection, just lost in thought about the Lord and how good he is, and I didn't notice that the light had changed. It is a good thing someone else loves Jesus because if he hadn't honked, I'd never have noticed. I found that lots of people love Jesus! While I was sitting there, the guy behind started honking like crazy, And then he leaned out of his window and screamed, For the love of God! Go! Go! Go! Jesus Christ, GO! What an exuberant cheerleader

Felt Like Fucking You Today So...
FELT LIKE FUCKING YOU TODAY SO... YOU'VE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! Keep reading and you will find out that this is not some gay thing. RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! F.U.C.K Stands For: Friends U Can Keep. So promise me we'll

The Second One.....1 Year Later....
The Darkness Alone in the deep of the night Attempting to retrace my thoughts Gathering the memories of a forgotten past Lingering are the emotions we have left behind As the night turns to dawn I sit alone Pondering the meaning of a desolate life A purpose that no longer befits this man Never seeking , yet always wanting Yearning for the love of ages In the depth of this moonlit eve Your tenderness overpowers my senses The sweetness of your kiss; perfume dreams Daylight fast approaches and you'll be gone And again I am alone in the darkness. Jeffrey James L'Hirondelle Copyright ©2007 Jeffrey James L'Hirondelle -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Click Here to Rate My Poem

The Wicca Reed "an Ye Harm None, Do What Ye Will"
THE WICCA REED Bide within the Law you must, in perfect Love and perfect Trust. Live you must and let to live, fairly take and fairly give. For tread the Circle thrice about to keep unwelcome spirits out. To bind the spell well every time, let the spell be said in rhyme. Light of eye and soft of touch, speak you little, listen much. Honor the Old Ones in deed and name, let love and light be our guides again. Deosil go by the waxing moon, chanting out the joyful tune. Widdershins go when the moon doth wane, and the werewolf howls by the dread wolfsbane. When the Lady's moon is new, kiss the hand to Her times two. When the moon rides at Her peak then your heart's desire seek. Heed the North winds mighty gale, lock the door and trim the sail. When the Wind blows from the East, expect the new and set the feast. When the wind comes from the South, love will kiss you on the mouth. When the wind whispers from the West, all hearts will find peace and rest. Nine w

Who's Your Inner Rock Star?
You Are Sheryl Crow! Down to earth with tons of creative energy When you talk, everyone can relate to you "Life springs eternal On a gaudy neon street Not that I care at all" Who's Your Inner Rock Chick?

Sensible Observations
1) When I die, I want to die like my grandfather--who died peacefully in his sleep. Not screaming like all the passengers in his car." --Author Unknown 2) Advice for the day: If you have a lot of tension and you get a headache, do what it says on the aspirin bottle: "Take two aspirin" and "Keep away from children" --Author Unknown 3) "Oh, you hate your job? Why didn't you say so? There's a support group for that. It's called EVERYBODY, and they meet at the bar." --Drew Carey 4) "The problem with the designated driver program, it's not a desirable job, but if you ever get sucked into doing it, have fun with it. At the end of the night, drop them off at the wrong house." --Jeff Foxworthy 5) "If a woman has to choose between catching a fly ball and saving an infant's life, she will choose to save the infant's life without even considering if there is a man on base." --Dave Barry 6) "Relationships are hard. It's like a full time job, and we should treat it like one. If

Thursday Links: Larry The Cable Guy, Dr Ian Smith And Extreme Fat Smashing, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Traveling Virus Tickets, New Nappy Dvd, Lots Of Ne
Hey...the porno we can't mention is called Nappy Headed Ho's, and it's being released by Kick Ass Pictures. We'll post a link when it's available. LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Happy Thursday, everyone...The Opie and Anthony Radio POgram has a hell of a show in store for you today, kids! First off, Larry The Cable Guy from DELTA FARCE is going to be in studio. He also has a brand new CD called Morning Constitutions out now. Also, Dr Ian Smith from Celebrity Fit Club will be stopping by to promote his new book Extreme Fat Smash Diet. Remember, if you want to see any of the in-studio guests or performers, you can install PALTALK and go to 'Opie and Anthony LIVE'. Of course, if you're like us, you're in there staring at naked showering/sleeping women all morning. Tickets for the Opie and Anthony Traveling Virus are going fast, kids...so if you want those up-close seats CLICK HERE FOR TICKET LINKS AND LINE UPS New Traveling Virus T-shirts - On S

Warm Up
When you discipline your wife, for either misbehavior or maintenance it is best to start slow and warm up her bottom, spanking her with less intensity and not going full force right out of the gate. After a sufficient warm up you will be able to spank her with great intensity and a longer period of time, hence enforcing a proper punishment and the tears that are sure to flow. Remember to take you time with the discipline, by spanking her longer you will find that the submission from her is greater than one done quick just to get it over with, By spanking her for a greater period of time also shows that you as her HOH take your responsibilities serious. Most new HOH tend to start of thinking that by bringing her to tears they have accomplished the goal of LDD, this is not entirely true. If you spank with fast, hard swats you will cause her to cry, that is true, but you have failed to take into account what is truly needed. She needs and desires to submit to you and your decisions

Maintenance Discipline
Maintenance discipline is a practice of giving your wife regular spankings to maintain her proper behavior and attitude. From our experience when Kim receives this type of discipline she is more humble and her attitude is greatly improved. Whether you as an HOH decide to conduct these on monthly, weekly or daily schedules is up to you, I have found that daily spanking work best for Kim. Maintenance spankings help to remind her to be on her best behavior and to help keep her attitude in the proper manner, letting her know that she is required to maintain her behavior and not slip into being careless and disrespectful to her HOH. When a woman has not been punished for some time the memory of the painful spanking she received due to her bad behavior will start to fade and the wife's attitude may change for the worse, with a regular maintenance spanking she is reminded of just how painful a punishment spanking is and that she is required at all times to act accordingly. Another reaso

Discipline Not Sex
When most new HOH start with LDD they run into the problem of becoming aroused while spanking their wife and stop the discipline for sexual satisfaction, although there is nothing wrong and a whole lot of good about lovemaking, to stop in the beginning or middle of a discipline defeats the purpose. A wife is disciplined for her own good and that of the relationship, to help her grow and to teach her submission, respect, femininity, honesty, love and honor of her HOH. A wife is not disciplined for the sole purpose of her removing her clothes for the HOH sexual gratification. When a wife has her discipline stopped short of crying and replaced with sex the HOH is sending mixed signals and can cause disappointment in his wife, she may relish the idea of making love to her Husband at any other time, but to do so when disciplining her will be a let down, and as Kim has said feels more like a reward then punishment. The purpose for her discipline is to correct her behavior,and attitude

Corner Time
LDD the use of the corner time as a means of punishment can vary, some have their wife use it alone as a time to reflect on the behavior, while others use it after a spanking in order to make a more dramticc impact. When used after a spanking the wife is made to stand in the corner with her freshly spanked bottom on display for a set period of time, this is to allow her time to think about her behaior and to help humble the submissive wife. Standing in a corner with a red bottom on display is very humblimg, she understands that she did something wrong and to be made to stand in the corner while the HOH goes about his normal business will have a better effect on the spanking and her submissive behavior. One important thing to remember is that when using corner time the wife should be comfortable, although so like to have her lean over, arms stretched out above head, butt thrust outward, legs spread wide, this is not the most comfortable way to stand for any length of time, and her

Poetry
our love was a secert that became full blown thrown together one rainy night your heart i called my own we'd get into dumb drunken fights you'd cry till i let you come home i bared my soul not something i usually do i let you in you were my best friend you hated drama yet it always seemed to find you you played your guitar rode around in your dumb red car i worshipped you i pushed our love away its not something i meant to do you loved me unconditionally something i never found i choose another path i faced that wrath it hurt when you were no longer around playing Pink Flloyd's wish you were here holds memories that haunt me even after a year

My Road
The road I have Traveled. Bridges I have crossed. I've gone the extra mile, I've come to many stops. I had a few road blocks, toward what I thought, could be the end. But had to be brought back a mile or two again. So when closure comes, I do know what it will mean. I'll finally have peace of mind, I'll be able to feel,think, and breathe I probably won't believe it. I'll think it is all a dream. And although the journey will have ended. I'll never forget What I've learned along the way, or how I learned to take it day by day.

Craig R. Smith Perspective Piece
Craig R. Smith (not Jay Leno, snopes.com ) remarks: "The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true given the source, right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the president. In essence 2/3s of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, ''What we are so unhappy about?'' Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter? Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy folks have a job? Maybe it is the ability to walk into a grocery store at any time and see more food in moments than Darfurhas seen in the last year? Maybe it is the ability to drive from the Pacific Ocean to

Untitled
Stuck in a world Of blinding pain Stuck in an endless battle Between right and wrong Between life and death Between happiness and hurt Stuck in a bleak place Where light does not penetrate The dark that surrounds me An abyss of pain An abyss where a heart Should beat strong A cold empty space That can no longer be filled No happiness can be felt No love can be given No love can be received Heart broken too often Loved not enough I’ve given up on hope Given up on love Given up on life Each day is a farce A lie I live to show To those that are blind That cannot see How empty life is To me

"c"
Cacophobia- Fear of ugliness. Cainophobia or Cainotophobia- Fear of newness, novelty. Caligynephobia- Fear of beautiful women. Cancerophobia or Carcinophobia- Fear of cancer. Cardiophobia- Fear of the heart. Carnophobia- Fear of meat. Catagelophobia- Fear of being ridiculed. Catapedaphobia- Fear of jumping from high and low places. Cathisophobia- Fear of sitting. Catoptrophobia- Fear of mirrors. Cenophobia or Centophobia- Fear of new things or ideas. Ceraunophobia or Keraunophobia- Fear of thunder and lightning.(Astraphobia, Astrapophobia) Chaetophobia- Fear of hair. Cheimaphobia or Cheimatophobia- Fear of cold.(Frigophobia, Psychophobia) Chemophobia- Fear of chemicals or working with chemicals. Cherophobia- Fear of gaiety. Chionophobia- Fear of snow. Chiraptophobia- Fear of being touched. Chirophobia- Fear of hands. Cholerophobia- Fear of anger or the fear of cholera. Chorophobia- Fear of dancing. Chrometophobia or Chrematophobia- Fear of money. Chromophobia or C

The Last Time (comment Please)
I cant think about your laughter, you could always make me smile, no more thoughts of your warm touch, how it made each day worth while, its the small things that pain my heart, i have to say goodbye, i have to say goodbye, i cant keep these memories, there tearing me apart, i've got to find a way, to heal this broken heart, its the small things that pain my heart, i have to say goodbye, i have to say goodbye, so this is the last time I'm crying, its the last time i call your name, its the last time i say its the last time, i've got to be on my way, no more sleepless nights, no more tears from these tired eyes, its the last time i say its the last time, I have to say goodbye, no more thoughts about you, i've got to clear my mind, even though God knows, I've tried 10 million times, its the small things that pain my heart, i have to say goodbye, i have to say goodbye, yes, i'm sorry its over, but its too late for change, that seems the be the one t

Dealer Prices Gas Over $4 In Protest
Dealer prices gas over $4 in protest He says tactics used by Shell are unfair to operators C.W. Nevius Thursday, May 10, 2007 It has become almost a regular stop for San Francisco tourists. Once they've seen the Golden Gate Bridge and the Transamerica Pyramid, they can drive down Harrison Street to see the most amazing sight of all. Regular gas for $4 a gallon. Actually, it is higher than that. At Bob Oyster's Shell station at Sixth and Harrison, regular is $4.33 a gallon, plus is $4.43, and "V-Power'' is $4.53. Motorists can be seen rolling their eyes as they drive by. Just another example of a greedy station owner, sticking his customers for all they are worth? Not really. There's a much deeper story here, and it begins with Oyster, a respected, self-made businessman who turned a single station into Oyster Petroleum, a profitable firm in Redwood City. Oyster is nobody's fool. Don't think he isn't well aware that the Chevron station across the street is

Forgotten
Ah ah ah ah Ah ah ah ah I'm giving up on everything Because you messed me up Don't know how much you Screwed it up You never listened That's just too bad Because I'm moving on I won't forget You were the one that was wrong I know I need to step up and be strong Don't patronize me Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah [Chorus:] Have you forgotten Everything that I wanted Do you forget it now You never got It Do you get it now Yea yea yea yea yea Yea yea yea yea yea Ah ah ah ah Ah ah ah ah Gotta get away There's no point in thinking about yesterday It's too late now It won't ever be the same We're so different now Yea yea yea yea yea [Chorus] I know I wanna run away I know I wanna run away Run away If only I could run away If only I could run away Run away I told you waht i wanted I I told you waht i wanted What I wanted But I was forgotten I won't be forgotten Never Again [Chorus (2x)] Forgotten Yeah yeah yeah Forgotten Yeah yeah yeah Forgo

Volume Xi - Crawl From Beneath
See me See you We look at each other And through each other Yet no longer into each other. See this See what remains of me See what remains of thee Coldness replaces warmth My heart is of ice. I am no longer Penetrable I can no longer Show myself. I crawl from beneath My former self And rise above In blissful apathy. Cast aside into your proverbial grave I watch as your spirit is lowered Not a tear is shed from my eye Not a sigh escapes my lips Nothing remains of me to show. You are not the only one who died.

Another True Story
Well here is what happened on Wednesday night. Met up with my sister at a bar for Martini night, she was there already and on her fifth, Kim joined her with one, I drank diet (DD), after a while went to another restaurant for dinner, where I proceeded to order for all of us. My sister had forgotten her glasses at the last place so I went to get them for her, while we waited for dinner. When I got back the conversation was a little odd, my sister made the comment that Kim was being naughty and should get spanked, I said to be careful or both would, just joking around. After dinner I dropped Kim off at home and took my sister home, when I got back home Kim was dressed only in her robe, with it wide open, knowing she was going to get spanked. I took Kim by the hand lead her to the bedroom, arranged some pillow wedges to help her rear end be raised nice and high, the started to spank her bottom. It had been sometime since I have been able to correct Kim's behavior so her ass became

Janis Joplin
It is useless and pointless to find the one person responsible for Brian Jones' death. But one concequence of the killing of him was the death of Janis Joplin. And even if no one is "really" responsible for the killing of Brian the same can not be said about the killing of Janis.

2 Day Drunk
For the last two days I have been fairly toasted after going to the club when I was done work. 2 reasons, one to help ease the pain of losing my best friend and lover, second to try to make some head way with one of the cooks. Now when I say losing, no she didn't die, but I have lost her back to her husband. Last year when I started work here we met, became best friends, she felt like she should hook me up with someone. Well, that didn't work out so good cause we ended up together. For the next 4 months everything was perfect. Then her husband came home and things started getting fucked up. Now, she just wants to be friends, but the thing is I still see her as my best friend and lover. Oddly enough one of the girls that she thought would be for me is the cook that I mentioned. She is very cute, nice personallity, and a body to match... With her working at the club and spend time with her, as to get her to go out with me, I sit there and drink... chat with friends that come in,

After The Burial
The Forfeit Every time your lips spill their poisonous words They infect the ones you claimed to have cared for We are gored by your serrated ways We shed our faith, we’ve bled oceans for your cause We shed our faith in your atrocity We’ve come to claim a thousand lives to live Open hands will shape what little time we have We exude our servitude to a lifetime of deceptive worship Righteous hands will rise, if only to redeem the city of the gods And in ourselves we trust A thousand fists will rain This mighty downpour will wash away There is new hope in every open eye Promise to ourselves that these words will never die We exude our servant hood to a lifetime of immoral worship Righteous hands will rise, if only to redeem the souls of the meek Burn your spores so your plague will not manifest in the hearts of the innocent And when the blackest day becomes forever grey The ash will scatter of what has not remained The ashes have buried you

Ritual Of First
Eyes wide shut In a blooming, blossoming flower of darkness. Exposed. Tender flesh, Vulnerable, pink, and alive, Ever aware of a quivering, hungry finger Grazing delicately along a velvet rose. An air of electricity, A breathtaking stillness, Of lightning paused in mid strike, And thunder silenced before a roar. A pitiable loveliness, A heartbreaking union. And begin a nectarous, Euphoric dance. Ritual of firsts... The dawn of sensuality, The birth of joy, Of touch and taste and bliss. Alive. With the meshing Of tongues, of physiques, With a blaze of heat beneath your bones. It's a discovery of life, Of God, and of a pain so sweet That in a gasping, screaming, sighing song Your soul leaves you. And walk in a vibrant nirvana Into a deep, dead, sensational slumber With eyes wide shut.

Emotions
emotional situation ♦f*ck you¢¾ http://www.cherrytap.com/sugerlips870 You go there and visit and get one. Enjoy. I am angery because my grandmother and i had a great time when she got home my self esteem is gone when she called me lazy. Hello. Talk to her son anyway im sorry i have nothing maybe i am nothing idk my emotions and my shaking and numb here is the words to the song it really explains how i fucking feel about my grandmother and my life that andy and i far from eachother i rather be closer than feeling worthless love u baby. I'm tired of being what you want me to be Feeling so faithless lost under the surface Don't know what you're expecting of me Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) Every step that I take is another mistake to you (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) [Chorus] I've become so numb I can't feel you there Become so tired so much more aware I'm becoming t

Vetting The Va
VA medical care ranks among the world’s best. But the system is dogged by red tape, disrepair. Older vets worry that the influx of veterans from Iraq could crimp benefits. By Douglas Waller May 2007 The report in February sparked outrage. The revelation that soldiers recovering from wounds inflicted in Iraq and Afghanistan were housed in squalid outpatient facilities at Washington's Walter Reed Army Medical Center also exposed a divide in the care of the nation's veterans. Beyond the debacle at Walter Reed, which is run by the Defense Department, are the problems veterans face once they leave active duty and try to enter the health system run by the Veterans Affairs Department. That agency has come under fire for tightening eligibility rules that deny care to hundreds of thousands of vets and for long delays in processing disability claims. In March a VA review found more than 1,000 maintenance problems—such as leaky roofs, peeling paint and insect infestations—at

No Regret
He pushed me, my beliefs, my inhibitions, my body, my mind, my proverbial line.. I wanted him more than the air I breathe, in my bed, inside me, he was in my mind.. He took a piece of me, devoured me, like an angry beast, I willing fed his his hunger. The scratches down his back a reminder of the delicious pain he gave to me, like no other. I hated him, I loved him, I only knew for sure, I wanted him over and over, again and again. He did not need to ask or want, I submitted to his every desire, just for his touch on my skin.. Some would say I am weak, maybe he was my latest addiction, if so I want no rehabilitation.. We were feeding on each other now, like two animals, each of trying to out do the other.. I screamed out in pain and in pleasure, I pulled him in deeper and he satisfied my hunger.. The night turned to morning, finally we had no more to give, our bodies lay here intertwined, dripping in sweat, smelling of sex, my mind, my body, my soul, all give

Something We Realy Dont Think About
Once upon a time there was a rich King who had four wives. He loved the 4th wife the most and adorned her with rich robes and treated her to the finest of delicacies. He gave her nothing but the best. He also loved the 3rd wife very much and was always showing her off to neighboring kingdoms. However, he feared that one day she would leave him for another. He also loved his 2nd wife. She was his confidant and was always kind, considerate and patient with him. Whenever the King faced a problem, he could confide in her, and she would help him get through the difficult times. The King's 1st wife was a very loyal partner and had made great contributions in maintaining his wealth and kingdom. However, he did not love the first wife. Although she loved him deeply, he hardly took notice of her! One day, the King fell ill and he knew his time was short. He thought of his luxurious life and wondered, I now have four wives with me, but when I die, I'll

God
All of these questions running through my head, Forcing me to everyday dread, Everybody & everything that comes my way. Leaving me speechless, knowing not what to say. I know Your word and some by heart, But it feels like your spirit did depart. When Your spirited departed so did the life, Has my life so far been all for strife? I’ve gone astray, lost the path, Spiritually not really doing the math. Lost in this world searching for an out. Dodging You in fear and doubt. Like spiritual Asthma, my soul can’t breathe. When one’s soul can’t breathe, neither can one believe. You are my anti-drug, With relief from above. God is my Anti-drug… …What’s yours?

The Defective Parrot
The defective parrot A man is browsing in a pet shop and sees a parrot sitting on a little perch. It doesn't have any feet or legs. The guy says aloud, "Golly, I wonder what happened to this parrot?" The parrot says, "I was born this way. I'm a defective parrot." "Holy crap," the guy replies. "You actually understood and answered me!" "I got every word," says the parrot. "I happen to be a highly intelligent, thoroughly educated bird ." "Oh yeah?" the man asks, "Then answer this -- how do you hang onto your perch without any feet?" "Well," the parrot says, "this is very embarrassing but since you asked, I wrap my weenie around this wooden bar like a little hook. You can't see it because of my feathers." "Wow," says the guy. "You really can understand and speak English can't you?" "Actually, I speak both Spanish and English, and I can converse with reasonable competence on almost any topic: politics, religion, sports, physics, philosophy. I'm especially go

Never Say "i Love You" If You Don't Care.
Never say " I love you" if you really don't care. Never talk about feelings if they aren't there. Never hold my hand if you're gonna break my heart. Never say you're going to...if you don't plan to start. Never look into my eyes if all you do is lie... Never say hi if you really mean goodbye. If you really mean forever then say you'll try. Never say forever because forever makes me cry.

Just Thinkin
Your eyes won't let my thoughts go back to sleep. Your words draw me across 2000 miles. I don't know you at all, and yet I know You better than my friends of many years. The days I spent with you are like a tape I play, rewind, play, rewind, and play. Whenever I remember something new, I feel as though you touched me on the cheek. I miss you as the grass awaits the wind, Or as the morning sky awaits the sun. Although I look for you in every doorway, I find only the darkness in my heart.

Another Side Of Nico
The splitting of personalities starts with Nico. Alain Delon, a famous actor, denied he was the father of her son, and maybe he was right. Jean-Marc Billancourt claims he is the real father of Ari. He has tried to contact him. There he writes that he was an almost perfect double of Delon. If Billancourt was the father Nico had no possibilty to belive him. He says she left him and instead contacted Delons' parents who took care of the child (they belived Delon was lying when he denied responsibility). After Dylans stay with her in Europe he makes the record Another Side Of Bob Dylan, recorded june 1964. So we have one woman living in a illusion she has a baby with an actor. She has an affair with an artist that next makes an album of another side of himself and in the next year (august 1965) makes a song where he is making illusions of a nightmare-split-personality. Dylan is even taking the most cruel step on the single Positively 4th Street where he is singing with the wo

Mothers Day
Happy moms day to mother. hope your day is a good one!!!! plz beware of people you say they are your firends and turn out to not be and spread your past all over the net cuz they can't handle it. they have to stalk you and tell your friends your past and no one cares about that. So happy mothers day to all the moms.

Creation Of Firefighters
When the Lord was creating fire fighters, he was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared and said, "You're doing a lot of fiddling around on this one." And the Lord said, "Have you read the specification on this person? Fire fighters have to be able to go for hours fighting fires or tending to a person that the usual everyday person would never touch, while putting in the back of their minds the circumstances. They have to be able to move at a second's notice and not think twice of what they are about to do, no matter what danger. They have to be in top physical condition at all times, running on half-eaten meals, and they must have six pairs of hands." The angel shook her head slowly and said, "Six pairs of hands...no way." "It's not the hands that are causing me problems," said the Lord, "it's the three pairs of eyes a fire fighter has to have." "That's on the standard model?" asked the angel. The Lord nodded. "One pair to see through the fire and where th

The Time For Change Is Now
With the rapid growth of immigration both legal and illegal and the rapid decline of white births where will we be in a hundred or so years? We are living in a time were immigration goes unchecked by the powers that be, programs instated to ensure food and clothing for people who sneak across our borders and money being misspent on a daily basis. We as Americans are spending way too much abroad and not spending enough on the home front. It is far past time we put an end to the misapproiated funds going over seas to countries such as Israel and numerous countries in Africa, it is far past due that we get a leader with enough balls to stand up to the Jew and say no mas. We as a people have every right to exist, we have every reason to fight and we have every reason to regain our status at the top of the world view. However we must not let our country fall into deeper demise, we must stand and fight for our race, we must oust the Jew from the media, we must put a stop to the horde of

Rac Vs Rap Messages Of A Totally Sort
What I could never understand is the acceptance of Rap in the main stream, with messages of rape, murder, cop killing and white beatings you would think that rap would be no more readily avaible as Rock Against Communism is. However rap is readily available over the counter in all music shops, while RAC is limited to very few shops and over the internet. Rock Against Communism promotes white pride and the occasional slanders against all who do not share the same ethnic makeup as we do, but is has never resorted to violence against women nor has it seeped so low as promoting the killing of police officers. Yet society deems this type of healthy music as racist, they do every thing in their powers to have web dealers shut down and pressure the limited shops into discontinuing their carrying of such materials. While the media allows such artists as 50 cent and Ice Tea to promote their albums, freely and with the use of television, billboards and newspaper ads. It is a sad day when a

If I Knew
If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more. If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will always be another day to say "I love you," And certainly there's another chance to say our "Anything I

Idiot Sighting:
IDIOT SIGHTING: We had to have the garage door repaired. The Sears repairman told us that one of our problems was that we did not have a "large" enough motor on the opener. I thought for a minute, and said that we had the largest one Sears made at that time a 1/2 horsepower. He shook his head and said, "Lady, you need a 1/4 horsepower." I responded that 1/2 was larger than 1/4. He said, "NO, it's not." Four is larger than two." We haven't used Sears repair since. IDIOT SIGHTING: I live in a semi rural area. We recently had a new neighbor call the local township administrative office to request the removal of the DEER CROSSING sign on our road. The reason: "Too many deer are being hit by cars out here! I don't think this is a good place for them to be crossing anymore." From Kingman , KS IDIOTS IN FOOD SERVICE: My daughter went to a local Taco Bell and ordered a taco. She asked the person behind the counter for "minimal lettuce." He said he was sorry, but they only had iceb

Special Night
You have a special night planned for your girlfriend. You place the bottle of champagne in the ice bucket and look around the room. Everything is perfect, you just have to light the candles and turn off the lights. You light the candles all around your small, cozy apartment and turn the lights off just as she knocks on your door. You open the door and lead her inside, taking her hand and leading her to the table and pulling out the chair for her to be seated. You whisper softly into her ear, “I want tonight to be all about you, anything you want, it’s yours.” You bring the food to the table and sit down next to her. You fill her plate with her favorite food, sweet and sour pork and then you fill your own. She begins to eat and you watch her, mesmerized by the way her mouth wraps around her fork and how her tongue slides out of her mouth and licks her lips. You can’t take much more and you lean over and whisper into her ear, “I want to taste you, feel you fall apart on my tongue.” Then

The Philosophies The Apostles See
Within hip hop I’m free To spin off a piece Of the philosophies the apostles see There’s no stopping this artistry This is the part of me My heart believes Into harmonies As I walk solemnly In the arms that harbor Eve To the palms of Eden’s dreams In the charms of warden trees That sing the songs that call to be As the garden that guards them from falling As the anomaly of our reality becomes the possibility of divinity As the philosophies the apostles see lie in harmony with all belief

My Zodiac Meaning
TAURUS- The Aggresive One (4/20-5/20) MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great at telling Stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to.

Angel Of Death
Waiting in the shadow, a place unknown. Lord of the underworld, but all alone. Another new window, jolts my sense. Events are in motion, the worlds grow tense. All through their land, a whisper in the air, trees begin to shudder from the energy flare. No longer a window, both worlds are one, no longer alone until this deed is done. The end of an era, the atmosphere is sad, the usual outcome, few souls are all bad. Back to the underworld with a quick introduction, I'm the angel of death, this is soul junction Realization kicks in, a new journey at hand. This soul moves on, from this forsaken land. Waiting in the shadows, a place unknown. I'm the angel of death, completely alone.

N/a
im turning my blogs into my poetry space hehe what do would i do if i never met u? how would i have gone on without you inspiration? Everyday, you make me happier and happier and dont even realize it. I dont ever remember feeling anything like this with all the rest. Is it true, can it be real? I have never given my heart away so easily. but you had to break the walls down. i was so tired of being hurt i didnt wanna feel anylonger. i didnt think i could handle it my walls was my security. im still scared as hell that somehow im going to mess everything up but for now im trying to let the insecurities go and enjoy every moment i get to spend with you i love ya more than words could ever say ok so im still working on this one..but its a start hehe =)~

Bored!!!
I'm so fucking bored right now, I could scream!!! I'm at work, I've done everything that I need to do today, I'm not starting anything else and I just have to wait for to send out my last report... Someone Save me!!! an email or something! Good lord it's dead, everyone went home but the mechanics... Oh well looks like it's up to spider solitaire to solve the peoblem!!! Ciao,

An Entrapment
My love, I have tried with all my being to grasp a form comparable to thine own, but nothing seems worthy; I know now why Shakespeare could not compare his love to a summer’s day. It would be a crime to denounce the beauty of such a creature as thee, to simply cast away the precision God had placed in forging you. Each facet of your being whether it physical or spiritual is an ensnarement from which there is no release. But I do not wish release. I wish to stay entrapped forever. With you for all eternity. Our hearts, always as one.

Friends
A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place. - Jean Kyler McManus -

You Know Who You Are
i have a secret..... some has stolen something from me....and.....i really don't want them to give it back....i like it, the fact that this person has it... it is my heart...she has it....she took it...i'm infatuated....i'm fallin so hard for her.... i just don't know how to tell her.... i'm scared that she might not be ready to hear this... i mean i can't help it, it just happened i mean she is the one that stole my heart so it is really all her fault! i really must admit that i love letting her have it... i really hope she never lets it go.... i'm falling in love with this girl.....You know who you are.

Life
Do you remember the crush you had in High School, how their very presence took your breathe away? That’s LOVE… Do you remember the way you felt when you leaned in for that first kiss, that feeling from the moment you both it was time for the kiss until your lips touched? That’s LOVE… Do you remember the 1st time you knew you were in love, how their presence made you ache & their absence made you ache even more? That’s LOVE… Just holding their hand meant the world. A love that would last forever. That’s LOVE… That’s all I want, that’s everything. That’s LOVE…

Be The Change
SECRET 6: BE THE CHANGE YOU WANT TO SEE ========================================== In your quest to fix your marriage, you may encounter resistance...from your spouse! Your spouse may dwell on the 101 reasons why "this just won't work for us" and blame you for every one. Or, your spouse may be emotionally "checked-out" of the marriage and not care about your efforts to improve the situation or be willing to extend any effort of their own. This, by far, is the most common question people ask me: "How do I get my spouse to change?" Why would your spouse resist POSITIVE change in your marriage and what should you do about it? There's a deep-seated belief in our culture that people resist change, no matter what. But is this true? Do people really want things to remain status quo? Do we really not want things to change? If you look closely at human nature, it's not change itself we resist; it's change that's IMPOSED UPON US. Think about it. We have no p

Pain And Betrayel
Did you think I cared, did you believe my promises Did my kiss make it seem like forever, did they come true, your wishes Did you lay in your bed at night and thank god I forgave you Were you planning our future, belive all your dreams came true Now that you know better does it hurt, are your tears like fire.. Do you question every word, every touch, is death now your desire Is there pain in the pit of your stomach, cutting at your soul Are you wondering if you'll ever love again, your life out of control I know what your thinking, the anger, the pain, how your feeling I'm feeding off it, it soothes my pain, it is the beggining of my healing You thought it was behind us, your hurtful words forgotten, never I could never, it was too deep, the scars a reminder, my way of life I hope you hurt now, maybe next time, you won't cut with that knife

Wednesday Links: Whip 'em Out Wednesday, Rich Vos, Traveling Virus Tickets, New Video Goodness
Greetings and flatulations, people! The Opie and Anthony Show is live and broadcasting on this fine Whip 'em Out Wednesday! We'll be joined by our pal, comedian Rich Vos, who will be at Catch A Rising Star in Providence, RI this weekend. He's also plugging his DVD Vos. It's warm as hell in New York today...and probably in other cities, so if you want to participate in Whip 'em Out Wednesday, during which it's likely that you'll see a lovely set of bosoms, you should probably get yourself a WOW STICKER. There's a few ways to go about it: 1. GO TO THIS LINK FILL OUT THE FORM, AND WE WILL MAIL YOU ONE. 2. Send a self-addressed, stamped envelope (NOT A SMALL ONE, DUMMIES) to: The Opie and Anthony Show WOW Sticker Requests 111 West 57th Street Suite 500 New York, NY 10019 3. Get yourself an OFFICIAL WOW T-SHIRT!. They come in all sizes, so no matter how much cheese you like to eat, you can get one that fits you. CLICK HERE AND GET A SHIRT...DAG

Stringth
1Sa:2:2: There is none holy as the LORD: for there is none beside thee: neither is there any rock like our God. 1Sa:2:3: Talk no more so exceeding proudly; let not arrogancy come out of your mouth: for the LORD is a God of knowledge, and by him actions are weighed. 1Sa:2:4: The bows of the mighty men are broken, and they that stumbled are girded with strength. 1Sa:2:5: They that were full have hired out themselves for bread; and they that were hungry ceased: so that the barren hath born seven; and she that hath many children is waxed feeble. 1Sa:2:6: The LORD killeth, and maketh alive: he bringeth down to the grave, and bringeth up. 1Sa:2:7: The LORD maketh poor, and maketh rich: he bringeth low, and lifteth up. 1Sa:2:8: He raiseth up the poor out of the dust, and lifteth up the beggar from the dunghill, to set them among princes, and to make them inherit the throne of glory: for the pillars of the earth are the LORD's, and he hath set the world upon them. 1Sa:2:9: He will keep

Brandi
I was quite suprised last night when I woke up in the middle of the night and just happend to bump the mouse on my computer, only to find an email from Brandi! Yay! She said that she was coming in to the club this evening to get her schedule and wanted to have a drink with me... Very Cool! I also got an email responce from Jodi. She said that she was unhappily married.. Poor girl! she should have thought of that years ago, why are women so stuborn sometimes. Now she wanted to know if I was still in the area, if I was married and or had kids... She is thinking hard.. I gave her my contact info and a brief story of what has gone on in the last 18 years or so... I'm still waiting to hear from her today. Odd thing is she is working about two miles from my parents house. And as posted in a previous blog I had been thinking about her on Mothers Day.. So I suppose that is all for today, I'm not so much want ing to be here today, at work that is, I'm very anxious to get to the club

Volume Xiii - Rush, Here I Come!
Remember this date. 13 June. HifiBuys Amphetheater. Atlanta, GA. This is the kick-off of a monumental world tour, of a band who changed the dynamic of rock and metal music as we know it. RUSH. Yes, Geddy, Neil, and Alex are starting off their world tour right here in my fair city. I am so there. I care not what consequence it brings; I care not if I have to miss work the next day; I care not if I lose my license due to my lead foot. I am there. I attended their shows back on the Vapor Trails (2002) and 30th Anniversary (2004) tours, and they were both absolutely AMAZING. They played all the old faves---Tom Sawyer, New World Man, 2112, Big Money, Roll the Bones, YYZ---and some killer new tunes---One Little Victory, Earthshine, Secret Touch---and some more lesser knowns---The Pass, By-Tor and the Snow Dog. I cannot wait!! Those of you in the Atlanta/North Georgia area...maybe I'll see you there! Let's party together!

Broken Hearts Mend
Broken hearts mend no matter how shattered Because in the end something mattered. Broken hearts mend and souls find peace Maybe you'll find that your heart is only needing some release. Broken hearts mendand life goes on All we have to do is be strong.

Can U
Can you find it in your soul to look past my body and love my mind? I'm not setting my standards lower for you. I have a lot of love to give but only for the right person willing tosee that there is more to me than a sexy, thick body. My heart yearns for true love. I want the mental stimulation of love. I want to see that passion in your eyes. I want to hear the passion in your voice. I want to taste the passion in your kiss. I want to feel the passion from your fingertips. I want to connect to your passion through your heartbeat. Help me see that you feel me from deep within. My heart is a sacred temple and I'm not opening it up for just anyone. Prove to me that all the words you say to me are real, and maybe then I will let you in on the journey of true everlasting love that only I can give to you.

Never Have I Fallen
Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away - Rex A. Williams -

Very Sad News
SAD News Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, two children, John Dough and Jane Dough, plus t

Isn't It A Craxy Thing
Isn't it funny how when you are just about to give up on finding your right match whack, you are slabbed in the face with this wonderful man that was always there and you didn't even realize you loved him until he said something to you about dating. Yep that's what happened to me. Smacked me right dab in the middle of my heart and keeps on doing it everyday. Did I ever expect to have one guy be so caring, and trusting with my heart. The heart thats been puled this way and that by asshole men all my life. Have I ever felt this way about anyone before? Not like this, Yes I have been engaged to be married and yes I was married but my reasons for them were all the wrong reasons. I married because I got pregnant, stupid reason I learn that the hard way when he started hitting me and our child. Did I want to marry Barry? Not really, I just was settling because I thought he loved me which I was wrong. Did I love him, yes I did at one time, but that love was pushed right out the door when he m

Stand Up And Think
Should we as a society just be left free to do as we please, with no law to protect us, no people paid to uphold those laws and no consequences when laws that once stood are broken? Well if you are Mexican, and took part in the rally in Griffith Park on May 1st then you would agree with that, however if you are not a non white then you can put aside all the hoopla and see that police are warranted with a tough and dangerous job. To undermined our nations police force, to deny them the proper means to uphold the laws and to threaten them with civil suites and unpaid time off work is not only wrong, but it’s down right dangerous. America, unlike most nations is blessed with freedoms; it is when those freedoms are taken to the extreme that we must worry. When we allow people who aren’t even legal citizens of this great nation to have a voice and sue an agency then we have become no better than a third world nation ourselves. We as a whole need to speak out against the voices of the i

♥ Missing You ♥ Ill
Well i been sick for awaile. I went to the doctors got on meds. And it sucks i got the flue. Andy is sick now. But he is in the hosptial i hope he is ok. i did mange to talk to him today i do miss him alot. love you andy get better dont make me come down there and beat your ass. my dog and cat are brats as normal. My grannie is doing alright my uncle is annoying. I just miss my baby more than life it's self. Love u andy with all my heart i can't wait until june. i am just stressed out my self not being able to be with you in the hosptail. well hopefully u can get out today and spend time with me as much as u can. love u lins

Aggervated....help Wanted
Im gettin very fed up of not having a job....there is no freaking where in this sad lil town to get a job. no one is freaking hiring, they have 'no positions'! UGH! getting so mad at this crazy lil town. oh one thing that made it worse was that one place that i applied at and they said they had no positions just hired another 19 yr old like a week ago...and i was told that if there was ANY openings i would be notified and i WASNT! UGHGUGHGUGHUGHUGHGHUGHUGH! ok thats enought ranting and raving for now i suppose!

Misappropriation Of American Funds
We live in a time where being white doesn’t mean much, a time where it pays to be lazy and non European a time where those who work hard get the shaft, while those who do nothing but reproduce and take drugs prosper. With laws restricting our actions, biased to no end and anti white, and people not allowing a fair trial for those who see what’s wrong with their country and is not afraid to do something about it. The time has come to over throw the newly instated laws, which allow the men and women who as a majority bring in the governments money, who do the governments dirty work and who do not see the rewards for their labor. The Government is no longer for the people, that is it’s no longer for the majority but it’s now for the chosen minority, while men and women starve in America we spend billions of dollars overseas to stop their hunger, while jobs dwindle due to out sourcing, the Government provides a stolen state with 10 billion dollars in funds and an un imaginable amount of

A Feeling
A Feeling: by David Fisher A vast ocean to be crossed. A seemingly impossible task. But a trial faced by all. The product of many priceless years of friendship. Or possibly a single glance. It can come at anytime. Like the gentle rains of Spring. Wearing innumerable faces. Obvious for some. Or obscured for others. A feeling as unique as the petal of a rose. Often it lives forever in the hearts of a pair. A necessity for survival anywhere.

Yellowstone
Yellowstone: by David Fisher You hold many wonders within your boarders. A place of death and life unmatched. The volcanic forces give you life. But in an instant it could destroy it. A home for razor shape rocks. An amazing animal sanctuary. Covered by a blanket of trees. Danger dots the landscape. Pools of boiling water along the river. Explosions of water from the many geysers. Scalding mud on the edge of a canyon. A glorious getaway for tourists. Popular and world renowned. The place of everlasting beauty.

The Phoenix
The Phoenix: by David Fisher A darkness is secretly revealed, The cold hearted bastard appears, His true identity burning away his veil. A plea for help swiftly answered By a kind but decisive hand. The wrong target he has selected. No longer will she be his dejected, For the true hearted beings have interjected! His iron curtain has been smelted, By the burning fervor of her oppressed soul. Now wrath begins to swell, Yearning to discard his corpse into hell. An unsettled period begins to churn Marked by countless feelings of concern. Her devastated mind and body utterly scattered, With the light of hope they are gently gathered. The wish is whispered to her lifeless form, That the phoenix will rise out of this storm!

I Want A New Tat Asking For Help ;)
Ok, I want a tat to wrap around my ankle over the top of my foot...I have not found anything I like..I am calling out for some help. If ya have any ideas..please let me know. I have a rose on one ankle and I could add on from there, but I am really not sure. I would like something different, but feminine. Please help out if ya can..ty xoxo Chas

Happy Armed Forces Day
To All Cherry Tap members who are serving or have served The United States Military - I wish to say Thank You for your service to us here at home and your hard work you are doing over seas. Today there is not much respect for you Women and Men who put on the uniform of the Army - Marines - Navy - Coast Guard - and Air Force. Comming from a large Military family I was raised to have this respect for our Military and it served me well. Today we Honor All the branches of services - it may get a small mention in the news or a small artical in the paper today. I want you to know I have not Forgoten and Never will.

Be Very Gentle.... Popping My Blog Cherry !
This is a very verrry wild place. Have patience while I pace my self learning the ropes of cherryTAP !!! I wanna have lots of fun this summer... peeps from Windsor,Chatham,London.... tap me. I want to have fun under the sun... maybe on your boat ???? Catch you later

#5
"Personal Jesus" Reach out and touch faith Your own personal Jesus Someone to hear your prayers Someone who cares Your own personal Jesus Someone to hear your prayers Someone who's there Feeling unknown And you're all alone Flesh and bone By the telephone Lift up the receiver I'll make you a believer Take second best Put me to the test Things on your chest You need to confess I will deliver You know I'm a forgiver Reach out and touch faith Reach out and touch faith Your own personal Jesus... Feeling unknown And you're all alone Flesh and bone By the telephone Lift up the receiver I'll make you a believer I will deliver You know I'm a forgiver Reach out and touch faith Your own personal Jesus Reach out and touch faith

Yes, I Love Estelle Getty
yes, i love estelle getty Read the rules below please & dont be lame and wimp out! Ok, so here are the rules, apparently...Each player of this game starts with the "6 weird things/habits about you". People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. ....................... uhmm& fuck tagging people, no thanks. 1. i really like drinking pickle juice. 2. i have rituals for everything. such as: opening a pack of cigarettes (pulling the cellophane top off, crunching it up, rolling the little flap of silver foil packaging around that & throwin it somewhere in my car/purse/wherever.) 3. i've probably seen every episode of the Golden Girls ever made. obviously i'm 80 years old at heart, mhhm. 4. okay so i have this thing about the Weather Channel. i watch it. constantly. it never really changes; it's totally reliable, always there to turn to. t

The Monster In The Nose.
SO I'm sticking my finger up my nose... er... I have this friend who was sticking his finger up his nose in search of the monster who's supposed to eat fingers that get stuck up there. Well guess what? No monster. Load of rubbish. All these wasted years.

Its Just Funny
where the person and atmosphere is person is at and really change who they are, in WV i was a loser, i hated myself and i hated my parents, sister, and everything i saw, I when i moved to NC i was sad cuz i guess wat i hated brained washed me to like it or i didn't know their was better, that was back in the day after about 2 years down in NC, for once i can wake up with a smile, i love my parents, i like where i am and where i'm determined to go and i will go! I'm started to find my nac in life, and everyday i'm learning to like myself a lil more, instead of always thinking about taking my life away from me. I am who i choose to be and no one will take my soul away. ya doesn't really make that much sense but i don't give a damn

...and The World Stopped Spinning...but It Just Wasn't Enough For You...
So you're gone now.... and what once was, will never be. Maybe tonight there is another in your arms, but she'll never be me... When you left, you looked back. You knew it wasn't over. When you left, I kept on going. I knew we'd never have closure. And I think....I think....I think.. about you sometimes... and what could have been.... and what might have been... and what should have been... and I lose sight again... Sometimes when I feel empty I think about you and it hits me. Sometimes when I'm cold... I think about, "What if he was here...to hold...me..." But you're not. And there's always that one song. When I hear it I see your face. But I don't turn off the radio...no, I leave it on. Hurt or not, it was all real... Sometimes I still feel you next to me. ...and sometimes I feel blessed because someone even let me... have you at all...have you in my life... And I bask in the glow of what it was like to feel your hands on me to look at you and y

Your Ways Amaze, The Inanimate Become Phenomenal
You picked up a picture frame. There was a memory inside it. You threw the frame at the wall. It exploded into bits and fragments as if it had done so a thousand times. The pieces fell in intricate patterns along the floor. You sure can break some memories. What did that glass do to you? That glass that you pitched at the cabinet, as if you were playing for the Yankees... Only it didn't sound like the crack of a bat... Glass shatters beautifully. It's the bottom of the ninth and I guess I'm out. That wall never saw it coming. When your fist connected with the plaster, it was as if it was routine and destiny. A lover's kiss...a touch so natural... The wall crumbled and fell to the floor at your feet. You stood, chest heaving, gasps escaping your open lips. Point made. TKO. The chair screamed and cracked as you ripped it apart with ease. Remnants of splinters littered the floor. You had splinters in your fingers. It was of no consequence. We don't need fu

Ich Will
This is one of many song I love by Rammstein. Ich Will Videos | Music Video | St. Paul Homes Here are the lyrics, German and English translation. Ich will (I want) Lyrics ©2001 Rammstein. Ich will Ich will dass ihr mir vertraut Ich will dass ihr mir glaubt Ich will eure Blicke spüren Ich will jeden Herzschlag kontrollieren Ich will eure Stimmen hören Ich will die Ruhe stören Ich will dass ihr mich gut seht Ich will dass ihr mich versteht Ich will eure Phantasie Ich will eure Energie Ich will eure Hände sehen Ich will in Beifall untergehen Seht ihr mich? Versteht ihr mich? Fühlt ihr mich? Hört ihr mich? Könnt ihr mich hören? Wir hören dich Könnt ihr mich sehen? Wir sehen dich Könnt ihr mich fühlen? Wir fühlen dich Ich versteh euch nicht Ich will Wir wollen dass ihr uns vertraut Wir wollen dass ihr uns alles glaubt Wir wollen eure Hände sehen Wir wollen in Beifall untergehen - ja Könnt ihr mich hören? Wir hören dich Könnt ih

I Want To Delete My Fucking Cherry Tap!!
can anyone please tell me how to delete cherry tap???b/c im stick and tired of all of these emails and im hardly on the computer anymore and im about to move out of state and will not have the net.

Did Anyone Ever Tell You!
Did Anyone Ever Tell You, Just How Special You Are The Light that You Emit Might even Light a Star Did Anyone Ever Tell You How Important You Make Others Feel Somebody out here is Smiling About Love that is so Real Did Anyone Ever Tell You Many Times, When They were Sad Your E-mail made Them Smile a bit In Fact It made Them Glad For the Time You Spend Sending Things And Sharing whatever You Find There are No Words to Thank You But Somebody, Thinks You're Fine

Randomness
Well, this is obviously my very first blog post. I am starting to get the hang of this site. Thank you Danielle for inviting me here! I am meeting some very interesting people so far. Just to share in some of my success..I have been working HARD on my body and appearance. Believe it or not, I used to be 215 LBS!!! I have lost a shit load of weight and am not done yet. Having children has caused some scarring to my body, but that doesn't mean I am not still sexy. I am loving how I look now. I used to absolutely HATE myself for the longest time, but I am finally coming outta my shell. The more you get to know me, the more you will learn about my disturbing past. I guess the first couple of blogs will be more of describing my life and who I really am. Sometimes there'll be two different type of people. There's the one that suffers deep inside my mind. That one is the insecure one and worries oh so much about what others are thinking about her. Then there are times that

Men Are Right! You Can't Figure Women Out!
For years I have listened to men say they can't figure out what women want, that they don't understand women. I always figured they were full of shi* cause hell, I knew what I wanted. I've known since I was very young that all I wanted was a woman to spend my life with, to love me as much as I loved her, and to work together to build a simple but loving life. I didn't figure that was too much to ask. Ya know? Well, apparently it is! I have fallen in love exactly twice in my lifetime. The first was killed just hours before I was going to tell her. The second time was 18 years later and she said she loved me too, at the start. A few months later she took it back and everything went to hell! More than 2 years of rollercoastering back and forth, we finally ended even our friendship tonight. She might as well have had someone cut my heart out! This after I had, she knew, put someone else out of my life a short time ago that I had started having feelings for while she was pushing

My Own Bed Of Roses
To lie in a bed of roses, To feel the silkiness against my skin, The fragrance How it comforts me, Though feeling so alone, Once again. There was a time When skies weren't cloudy, And it seldom ever rained, But as the clouds begin to rumble, Once again there's so much pain. So I'll lie in my bed of roses, And wait till the storm subsides, And use the petals from my bed, To wipe away the tears I've cried.

Red Neck Vasectomy
After their 11th child, an Alabama couple decided that was enough as they could not afford a larger bed. So the husband went to his doctor and told him that he and his cousin didn't want to have anymore children. The doctor told him that there was a procedure called a vasectomy that could fix the problem but that it was expensive. "A less costly alternative, said the doctor, "is to go home, get a cherry bomb, (fireworks are legal in Alabama) light it, put it in a beer can, then hold the can up to your ear and count to 10." The Alabamian said to the doctor, "I may not be the smartest tool in the shed, but I don't see how putting a cherry bomb in a beer can next to my ear is going to help me." "Trust me," said the doctor. So the man went home, lit a cherry bomb and put it in a beer can. He held the can up to his ear and began to count... "1" "2" "3" "4" "5" At which point he paused, placed the beer can between his legs and resumed counting on his other hand.

Tuesday Links: Opie And Anthony Live, Turn On Your Webcams, Rock Screaming, Traveling Virus Tickets, New Videos
Happy TuesDEE, boys and girls. The Opie and Anthony Show is indeed LIVE this morning (on terrestrial radio), and if you don't want to take MY word for it, well then turn on your Paltalk and see everyone LIVE in studio. Of course, you could just gawk at all the naked women in front of their cameras showering, sleeping, flashing, or just looking cute... 'cause that's what we do. Here's list of stations where YOU can hear the O&A Show in your town (many have online feeds) Have you seen the Jim Gillette Heavy Metal Scream Video? You might want to familiarize yourself with it, because the staff of the O&A show is going to have a little fun making jackasses out of themselves today. Tickets for the Opie and Anthony Traveling Virus are on FIRE!!! (so buy two... 'cuz one might burn up). If you don't have your tickets yet, CLICK HERE FOR SHOW DATES AND LINE UPS New Traveling Virus T-shirts - On Sale NOW! CLICK HERE TO ORDER YOURS TODAY! The beautiful Nyli from FOUNDRY CAMS has se

Desires
Why do women crave the idea of being controlled, desire it so much? Lets look at a few thing, when a man and a woman make love it is natural for her to be on the bottom, submissive like. She may put her hand over her head, wrists crossed like they are tied, she openly spreads her legs waiting for him to enter her, submissive once again. The woman has a natural desire to submit, she willingly accepts a man who is strong and determined, she wants to be held and know she is protected, submissive again. Look back throughout history, the man has always been the Head of the House, the Hunter, the protector, the Dominant person. While the wife has always been the submissive, weaker, more docile, passive. She desires a strong man, one who can provide for her, and will make her happy. When God created woman from Man, he gave control over her to her husband, that she should submit to him in every way. A wife will gladly accept a Husband who is firm in his decisions , and shows her wha

Engel
Rammstein Videos | Music Video | St. Paul Homes Engel (Angel) Lyrics ©1997 Rammstein. Wer zu Lebzeit gut auf Erden wird nach dem Tod ein Engel werden den Blick gen Himmel fragst du dann warum man sie nicht sehen kann Erst wenn die Wolken schlafengehn kann man uns am Himmel sehn wir haben Angst und sind allein Gott weiß ich will kein Engel sein Sie leben hinterm Sonnenschein getrennt von uns unendlich weit sie müssen sich an Sterne krallen (ganz fest) damit sie nicht vom Himmel fallen Erst wenn die Wolken schlafengehn kann man uns am Himmel sehn wir haben Angst und sind allein Gott weiß ich will kein Engel sein Erst wenn die Wolken schlafengehn kann man uns am Himmel sehn wir haben Angst und sind allein Gott weiß ich will kein Engel sein Unofficial Translation ©2003 Jeremy Williams. Who in their lifetime is good on Earth and will become an angel after death you look to the sky and ask why can't you see them First if the clouds have go

Not Finished
TIRED OF SEEING BLACK THROUGH A CLEAR CRYSTAL BALL MY FUTURE IS DARK I WENT WRONG SOMEWERE WHEN I CRY RAIN STARTS POURING DROWN HOLDING MY HEAD BACK SO I DON'T DROWN POURING MY HEART OUT TO A DEAD CROWD MY WORDS FALL UPON DEAD EARS I AM NOT FINISHED WITH THIS WORLD I HAVEN'T FOUND MY PLACE WERE DO I BELONG HOW DO I FOLLOW A PATH IN WHICH I DON'T BELIEVE THERE IS A WORD FOR ME I GET IT ALL THE TIME TIRED OF SEEING BLACK THROUGH A CLEAR CRYSTAL BALL HANGING MY HEAD IN SARROW & SHAME I AM NOT A SWEET ANGEL I AM NOT FINISHED YET SO STOP TALKING LET ME FINISH BEFORE I FORGET WHAT IT IS THAT I CAME FOR OH WELL FUCK IT THIS IS REALLY BORING LOL

Welcome To My Ride - 2007
Written by Pied Piper May 11, 2007 at 02:12 PM Rolling Thunder XXV Ride to the Wall Washington DC May 27, 2007 Rolling Thunder XXV Ride for the Wall General Information Rolling Thunder XVV Ride to the Wall one of the largest one day motorcycle events and should be one of the most important. There are a number of different starting points with the final destination being the Vietnam Memorial in Washington DC. The purpose of the Ride to the Wall is to increase awareness of the POW and MIA issue. It is important to let our government know that everyone all of our soldiers who have fought for our freedom must be accounted for. To participate in Rolling Thunder it is not important if you ride a motorcycle or not. If you ride you can join the Ride for the Wall at different locations and if you don’t ride you can show your support by lining the street and looking at the recommended actions on the Rolling Thunder 25 sites. Represent one way or another and show your support th

Finally, The Blonde Joke To End All Blonde Jokes
A blonde calls her boyfriend and says, "Please come over here and help me. I have a killer jigsaw puzzle, and I can't figure out how to get it started. Her boyfriend asks, "What is it supposed to be when it's finished?" The blonde says, "According to the picture on the box, it's a tiger." Her boyfriend decides to go over and help with the puzzle. She lets him in and shows him where she has the puzzle spread all over the table. He studies the pieces for a moment, then looks at the box, then turns to her and says,"First of all, no matter what we do, we're not going to be able to assemble these pieces into anything resembling a tiger." He takes her hand and says, "Second, I want you to relax. Let's have a nice cup of tea, and then..." He sighed ... "Let's put all the Frosted Flakes back in the box."

Volume Xiv - I Am....
I am the product of a curse. I am the embodiment of sin. I am a dark reflection in the sun. I am a shadow that creeps within your dreams. I can remove, replace, receive, or reject. I can move air, space, and perhaps time. I am before all things. Before ancient times was I. Before religion Before heresy Before creation and creators. Yet what shall be after me? What shall rise from the remnants Of my destructive path? What shall remain after you die? What hell shall gain audience to your arrival? This hell we currently exist. In any and all fashion. I am all things. I am earth, sky, paradise, and torment. I am a god. I am my god. None other are worthy of worship. My kingdom come... ...long after you're gone.

Lol
You scored as Soft. You are nice and soft, you love everyone and everyone loves you, while you are fiery or too exciting, you are always pleasant.Soft81%Exciting75%Sweet63%Hot63%Shy38%Wet25%Violent19%Awkward13%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Where Is He?
I can hear him throughout my days I feel him around me all day I hear him whisper in my ear at unexpected times I feel his warmth surrounding me I see his face in my dreams every night I long for all this and more I want him to see me for me For him to look deep into my soul And grab ahold of the love that is being held deep within my heart I don't want a rescuer I want a lover A best friend A partner for life A soulmate Why is he keeping himself from me? Why doesn't he show himself? Is he afraid I want to protect him And love him completely Where is he?

Me
I'm looking at you now I can see your feeling down I know that you are hurting Cause quite often it comes around And as I watch that tear Fall gently down your face I wish there was a way of telling you LIFES NOT A WASTE I know that pain stings So often and so much And you wish for that one thing Just that one things touch I also know that hearts breaking Deep down inside And that nobody notices As your to good of a hide But only I know how much it really hurts And only I Know how hard it is for she As the person I'm looking at COULD ONLY BE ME!!!

23 May 2006
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Wednesday, May 23: Take an active role when it comes to communicating this morning. Give a compliment, answer an email, send a cute text. By later in the day, it's more about responding than making overtures.

Tener Fe
Tener Fe Tener Fe, es aceptar los designios de Dios aunque no los entendamos, aunque no nos gusten. Si tuviéramos la capacidad de ver el fin desde el principio tal como Él lo ve, entonces podríamos saber por qué a veces conduce nuestra vida por sendas extrañas y contrarias a nuestra razón y a nuestros deseos. Tener Fe, es dar cuando no tenemos, cuando nosotros mismos necesitamos. La fe siempre saca algo valioso de lo aparentemente inexistente; puede hacer que brille el tesoro de la generosidad en medio de la pobreza y el desamparo, llenando de gratitud al que recibe y al que da. Tener Fe, es creer cuando resulta más fácil recurrir a la duda. Si la llama de la confianza en algo mejor se extingue en nosotros, entonces ya no queda más remedio que entregarse al desánimo. La creencia en nuestras bondades, posibilidades y talentos, tanto como en los de nuestros semejantes, es la energía que mueve la vida hacia grandes derroteros. Tener Fe, es guiar nuestra vida no con la vista,

A Mother's Love
A MOTHER'S LOVE A pregnant mother with nowhere to turn, Said "God, I do believe in you!" Please help me and my children Send me a sign, so I will know what to do! At that same time, another mother cries, As yet, another child she has now lost Dear god, please give me another baby For have I not yet suffered the cost? So God looked down and heard them As these two mothers prayed up above, And decided to have their lives meet So that we both could have you to love. For I was that pregnant mother, you see, The one who gave birth to you Then your other mother took you in her arms And I saw her love for you was true. You will always have two mommies Who love you more than you will ever know For one loved you enough to give you life, The other to raise you and watch you grow. If someday you would like to meet Your other mother that would be just fine For even though I have not raised you In my heart you will always be part mine Always remember that I ga

Por Cada Mujer....
POR CADA MUJER.... Por cada mujer fuerte cansada de aparentar debilidad, hay un hombre débil cansado de parecer fuerte. Por cada mujer cansada de tener que actuar como una tonta, hay un hombre agobiado por tener que aparentar saberlo todo. Por cada mujer cansada de ser calificada como "hembra emocional", hay un hombre a quien se le ha negado el derecho a llorar y a ser “delicado”. Por cada mujer catalogada como poco femenina cuando compite, hay un hombre obligado a competir para que no se dude de su masculinidad. Por cada mujer catalogada como poco femenina cuando compite, hay un hombre obligado a competir para que no se dude de su masculinidad. Por cada mujer cansada de ser un objeto sexual, hay un hombre preocupado por su potencia sexual. Por cada mujer que no ha tenido acceso a un trabajo o a un salario satisfactorio, hay un hombre que debe asumir la responsabilidad económica de otro ser humano. Por cada mujer que desconoce los mecanismos del autom

Touched
SOME PEOPLE HATE ME i HAVE NO CLUE WHY PEOPLE GET READY COME ON WITH THE HOPELESS THEY HAVE NO WHERE TO SELF HATE BUT HAVE A PLACE TO DIE AND PLACE TO LIE THE HIDING FOR THE INSANE STAY'S IN THERE HEAD FILLING WITH DREAMS & HORRIFIC FANTASIES THE PLASTIC CRASH IN THE REHAB WAITING TO REMOLDED THEN THEY ARE NEW & HAVE NEVER DONE ANY WRONG THE CUTTERS KNOW WHERE THERE ARE IN THIS WORLD ON THE FINE LINE OF LOVE & HATE THEY ARE NOT DOING IT CUZ THEY ARE WEAK THAT IS WHAT THEY GET TITLED WITH THERE IS NO HIDING PLACE NO THE HOLY ARE IN MY LIL SERMON TODAY THE THING THAT MAKES THEM BETTER ONLY DESPISE THEM THE RINGS & THE MONEY MEANS SHIT IN THE AFTER LIFE THEN WE HAVE OUR PREACHERS WHO THINK GIVING UP ONE THING THEY THINK THAT THEY GET TO HURT THOSE ARE SMALL AND WEAK NO CHILD IS YOUR TOOL OF RELEASE I HATE THIS BUT U'LL READ IT FOR THE SURE HELL OF IT PEACE

The Orange Of Sin.
Your touch is softer than your skin, Lips are more adddicting than any drug they should be a sin, They sweetness is diden deep insider your out shell, So is the necture of a orange hding behind its pell till you cut into it's prtective cell, Warm and surgary, Luquidty and rich as honey, Gushing and oozing, Eatable as well as drinkable, Addicting with the frist tast, When its tottaly gond your left wanting, craving more, Even though you feel refreshed and quenched, Pure satifaction is but a kiss, touch ,taste and word away, If thee wants they orange then thee but needs to ask. ©

Fly Away
WHY SHOULD I STICK AROUND WHEN NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME WHY SHOULD I KEEP A LIFE THAT ALWAYS TENDS TO HURT ME I LOOK THREW ALL THE SHATTERED GLASS REMINDING ME OF MY PAST I LOOK AT MYSELF & SEE BLACK EYES FROM SOMEONE THAT DIDN'T LOVE ME I LOOK FURTHER & SEE MY LAST DAYS ME WALKING OUT HIM GRABBING MY ARM THEN ME I TURN & LET HIM FEEL HOW IT REALLY FEELS WHEN I BROKE HIS JAW I SEE MY PITIFUL REFLECTION IN A PUDDLE OF TEARS SEEING MYSELF CRY WHY SHOULD I STICK AROUND WHEN NO ONE REALLY SEES ME WHY SHOULD I KEEP A LIFE WHEN ALL I WANT IS TO DIE SO YOUR LOOKING AT ME THREW PERFECT GLASS WANTING TO KNOW HOW LONG I WILL LAST HELTER SKELTER WAS MY FAVORITE BED TIME STORY THE STORY THAT SILENCE MY INNER RAGE MADE ME FEEL SO SAFE INSTEAD OF FEELING LIKE A ANIMAL LOCKED IN A CAGE WHY SHOULD I STICK AROUND WHEN NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME I'M TIRED OF STICKING AROUND CUZ NO ONE WILL EVER UNDERSTAND ME

As Another Bottle Opens
Another bottle open, As I look through the bottom, Nothing changes it all looks the same, Now I'm sitting in the window watching the rain, Hours go by as the rain slows and hasten's, Calm and relaxing, Thoughts never clouding my mind, Just calm and relax, As another bottle opens,

3 Short Poems.
Give me your soul give me your mind let me caress your body and make you feel pleaser like you have never felt before let me show you a world so far her but at the same time is so close Will you trust me will you love me for me what will you do come to my fantasy world and be happy and know what true pleaser is........ Toys are fun there made for boys and girls, There made for adults and childern,what type of toys do you play with I got one here would you like to play with its be fun for me and you toys toys how much fun they are hmm toys for you and toys for me what is your faverit toys hmmm hee hee Iknow what mine is and I think you might have one I like . SEX is grand sex is fun sex can get boring as hell why do we fuck why do every one want sex sex just gets in the way of a relationship whats the point of sex do you know can you truely know hell sex is great sex is grand sex is ever so boring

Old Old Old Poem.. Untittled.
As you breath can you feel your heart beat, When you close your eyes do you see what you want, Can you feel the hurting inside you the pain that creeps apon your soul and body with every beat, Do you truely want me or are you just puting on a front, As I close my eyes all I can see is you, With every beat of my heart I yern for you, I tell my self I can't fall in love but yet I do, Can't find a reason not to love can't stop loving you, All I want is your body next to mine, Needing to feel your breath apon my breast, Feeling your fingers entertwining with mine, Flesh to flesh sweat mixing with sweat, Your fluid's mixing with my own, Your tounge running across my nakied body only tasting the sweet taste of my sweat, Me alowing you to call me your own, Knowing all to well that there is no love now only pure lust, Why lie to our selves the only desire's right now is the pure and natureal lust that we have for each others, As we lay here our bare body's exposed t

The Sickness
The lonly ness starts to set in like a cold All this sitting around and waiting is starting to get old Stress levels build up like a sickness and we see it in every one and we know cause we are all witnesses Driving us to a point of pain and sorrow Constanly waiting for better news that could come tomorrow we want to be home with the onex we love that are sick or could be dying We are in a constant state of worry while we lye to ourselves and try to keep smiling Dying slowly while we make it through each day Wanting to get away from this pain that keeps building every hour of everyday We see this sickness in our battle buddies and what can you tell them to help ease there pain what is there for you to say to them to make it better Should we lie and tell them that things will get better Cccan we aks them to hang in there for a bit longer Will our words of encourgment help them out and make them stronger All we can do is let this sickness pass and pray that our fellow

Lady Death.... Song Poem Thing.
Death is coming Your pain will be gone The pigs won't find your body The hogs will be fed Your time here is done Lady of Death do your job Hacking, slashing, stabbing You're the pain killer Death is closer Ending your sorrow Hiding you in a unmarked grave No evidence will be fond Lady of Death do your job Choking, Strangling, drowning You're the sorrow ender Death is a pun you Shocking, poisoning, an shooting O thee ways to bring you to your end Lady of Death do your job Lady of Death end there pain Lady of Death Lady of Death how lovely thy job is Lady of Death Free from thee Mortal laws………..

Nothing
Taste my lips Taste my blood Both of crimson Feel my heart Feel my breath sign of life Taking a chance, I'm opening up Don't play games,And treat me like a whore Just hold me, and be my friends Listen to to your heart Listen to my words Are they the same Arms locked around each other Cuddle close to each other Does this feel right I'll do whatever I need too to make you happy Just tell me hot to please you Don't hurt me, so I don't hurt you Friends,lovers, or what ever it don't matter Just let this moment last for always No cares for you take them away For we are nothing Nothing is how it should be I to you and you to me NOTHING and nothing more Just NOTHING nothing

Rambaling
The wind blows with great force The wind blow by like nothing The wind is allways around Yet is never felt Love is stong yet bitter Love is words never heard Love and the wind are in common Illisons a lies to our eyes and ears Illisons are truths We wish to see Love is a illison we all wish to see Love is some we like to feel like the cool air Pain is the hurt we feel for somthing Pain is pleasure for the twisted of minds Pain is the love we never get back Love is the greatest pain wish had Love is the pain we wish me never felt So what is love¿? I can not say what it is I will not say what it is For I do not know what truely is I only long for the day that I truely know

Memorial Day 2007
So on this day Kiss your wife or girlfriend twice, once for her and once for the widows left behind who mourn forever Have Kids? hug them tight for the men who never had a chance to be a dad Keep the faith, history is often written by people that were never there Hold tight to your brothers, they did not forget, will never forget and men who died around us are depending on us to honor their memories Most of all LIVE for it is this life no matter how it seems at times that is our greatest gift. WE LIVE AND THAT IS THE GREATEST OF ALL OUR ACCOMPLISHMENTS. Laugh, cry, love, hate, fight, work, but LIVE every moment you have that our fallen brothers would have given anything to have had just one minute more. Semper fi, Everybody

24th May 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Thursday, May 24: The feeling of being seriously, claustrophobically hemmed in is clawing at your sanity today. Give in to the urge to run screaming down the street. Fighting this urge will only delay the inevitable. wow, that could be me for real today..lol

Thursday Links: Opie And Anthony Live, Dr. Ian Smith, Good Morning Strippers, Stalker Patti, Pat From Moonachie, Traveling Virus Tickets, New Videos O
Happy ThursDEE, everybuddy! The Opie and Anthony Show is LIVE this morning (on terrestrial radio, that is) and of course, if you think we're fibbing, you can log on to Paltalk and see us all LIVE, scratching, burping, and farting. Oh, and you can also check out the many Naked Women in front of their webcams. This morning, we're staying 'Good Morning' to all the Strippers Working their way through school. Morning ladies! Today on the show, we welcome back Dr. Ian Smith from Celebrity Fit Club, whose new Extreme Fat Smash, which is helping EROCK shed some unwanted pounds. We'll also check in with Stalker Patti and Pat from Moonachie. Check out CESNORSHIP ROOSTER, a new animated O&A satire by Peter Coffin. Tickets for the Opie and Anthony Traveling Virus are on FIRE!!! (so buy two... 'cuz one might burn up). If you don't have your tickets yet, CLICK HERE FOR SHOW DATES AND LINE UPS New Traveling Virus T-shirts - On Sale NOW! CLICK HERE TO ORDER YOURS TODAY! The beautiful

Staring Down A 45
I STARE DOWN A 45 HOPING THAT I'M NOT ALIVE BITTERNESS THAT DWELLS LIKE A DROWNING CHILD FIGHTING TO SURVIVE REACHING HOPING SOMEONE WILL GRAB MY HAND WISHING SOMEONE WILL SAVE ME FROM MY OWN LIFE BEATEN DOWN ABUSE JUST BEING FOR SOMEONE TO USE PEOPLE HAVE WALKED ALL OVER ME BREAKING ME DOWN WHY DO I WISH THAT MY LIFE WOULD SOON BE OVER WHY DO I HATE MY PERSON STARING BACK AT ME IN THE MIRROR SHE TEASES ME BY SAYING I AM PERFECT I AM ALWAYS RIGHT WHILE YOU CRY & SCREAM FOR SOMEONE TO HOLD YOU LATE AT NIGHT I KNOW I AM NOT PERFECT NEVER ASKED TO BE I JUST WANT ALL THE BAD THOUGHTS THAT I AM THINKING ABOUT TO GET OUT OF MY HEAD I AM HAPPY I AM FREE BUT WHEN EVER I LOOK AT HER SHE IS KILLING MY TORTURING MY SOUL THE THOUGHTS TAKING THAT 45 & THROWING IT AWAY TELLING MYSELF EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE ALL RIGHT BUT YOU CAN ONLY BELIEVE THE LIES FOR SO LONG TILL THE HATE RETURNS THIS TIME THE BITCH IS STRONG PLEASE HELP PLEASE HEAR MY CRIES BEFORE THE CERTA

A Soldiers Christmas
A Soldier's Christmas TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO TH

Loud And Rowdy
A group of loud and rowdy drunks were making a racket in the street. It was the wee small hours of the morning and the lady of the house flung open a window and shouted at them to keep quiet. "Is this where Frank lives?" one of the drunks asked. "Yes, it is," the woman replied. "Well then," said the drunk, "Could you come and pick him out so the rest of us can go home?"

Late Night Tv.
Have you ever noticed that tv gets stupider as the night passes. I guess the networks figure only drop outs and retards are up this late. I believe that your brain begins to permanatly shut down after 6 straight hours of infomercials for stuff no one needs anyway. Sometimes I think it's not worth going on. I know that there has to be a way to make the pain end but it is addictive. Although I have never bought anything, I have picked up te phone in a hypnotic trance. Please remember, these are the rants of a bored neurotic pyschotic.

My Head
Last night was another late one... OMG, so much fun. At the end of the night it came down to just me and Jody. We had fun, went to another bar, played some pool, drank a beer (yuck) and went back to the club with the intention of dancing some. But that didn't work out so we just talked to the bar tender and went home, not together, she doesn't want to get involved with anyone before she ships off to basic training. I could see us together too that is what sucks, we have so much fun when were together...Why is that always the case? You find someone, it's all there and it goes nowhere??? Anyway, I made it home, stripped and passed out... Woke up, showered and all that and then came to work. I thought that I would be busier than I am, so I guess that is a good thing.. That is about all I have for this one... Have a great day! Ciao!

Words
Don't remember how it happened, Can't remember when. Somehow you went from being my email buddy, And became my best friend, I know that we belong to others; I'm not the type to cheat. So why when I read your words, Does my heart skip a beat? So here I am, unsure of what to do; The only feeling I am sure of, is my love for you.

I Found You Once Again
I found you and it was so easy. I been trying for years, for days, for hours on end to see if any would know my sister my friend. I was googling you online and decided to put your name in and your birthdate. After some trouble. Your name. Not Wagner, but another came up. I looked at the list of reltives and I called them which lead me to you. I found out, it was really you. I found you my sister, my friend I found angela and the piece that was missing in my life once agaian.

Thoughts
Today was actually an okay day, Work was well, work. It was nothing special, but then again it never is, I was proud of myself when I figured out how to refresh the screen on the computer that we have, they didn't have a place where you could click 'refresh' so I pushed F5 and it worked! I felt special >.< I found a dollar at work, that was the highlight of my day! But yeah I asked my father if Amar could stay from June until August and he said it depends, I have to find out what the laws are about people visiting here, apparently there's laws against how long someone can stay in your house (when visiting) That's fucking gay =/ So now I have to figure it out but whatever, if he does stay until august then in August i'm going back to NJ with him, I get to stay at Oscar's =] But yeah i'm tired but yet i'm full of energy =/

Housekeeping Miracle By Reavan©
Housekeeping Miracle by reavan© "Your references are excellent Miss. As you know my previous housekeeper of thirty years recently passed away; that dear lady was a paragon of efficiency. My life has been in total disarray without her. I have been taking my meals at the university cafeteria; a depressing experience to say the least and my house is in absolute shambles." "Well sir, I know I can't replace that dear lady but I can clean and cook and many other things you should want." "You were employed lately at the cotton mill and you didn't find that position suitable? "Nay sir I always thought my life be better there because of more money but that's no life for a country girl." "I understand dear, before that you were employed as a housekeeper in two separate households in the city and you resigned them both?" "Yea sir, sometimes it's trouble when a young lass moves in with married folks. You know, if the husband can't keep his hands of the lass and the wife gets cro

I Didn't Know I Had It In Me By Sweetthing0864©
I Didn't Know I Had It In Me by sweetthing0864© After a bad relationship I had decided to take some time off from dating and sex. My self imposed celibacy had been going on two years. At first it had been really hard, I would wake up finding myself masturbating. But before long I was doing alright with it. I had inherited some money from an Uncle and could take my dream vacation. I had always wanted to go to England and the time and opportunity had finally come. I had a friend that had been living in London for several years. She was thrilled that I was finally coming to visit her and couldn't wait to show me the sights. The first week I had been there we caught up and she showed me all the sights, it had been wonderful. Of course she had to work during the day, but I always found things to occupy my time. On the Friday night of my second week, she told me about a club she wanted to take me to. She said it was a private club, and she had missed last week and really wanted

Flowers
Flowers A blonde and a brunette are walking past a flower shop. The brunette sees her boyfriend inside and says: "Oh no, my boyfriend is inside buying me flowers again." The blonde asks: "Why is that so bad?" The brunette says:"Every time he buys me flowers, he expects something in return and I don't feel like spending the entire weekend with my legs in the air." The blonde asks:"Why, don't you have a vase?"

Roses
Roses are Red Violets are Blue When i'm down in the dumps i think of a special place its called Fantasy land. In my fantasy world i have very intersting things in my little made up world. Like lily pads,candy apples,sugar plum trees Whipped cream and choclate bunnies mmmmmm so yummy and tasty i want to eat all those yummy foods mmmm yum yum yum mmmmmmm

The Note By Okieangel
THE NOTE by OKIEANGEL In the bottom of her dresser drawer we found a little note. He wrote it to her years ago the words he'd never spoke. The paper it was yellowed and worn from all the years. But the words he'd written on it had helped to calm her fears. It talked about there life together and the things that they had done. Bout raising up there children, and he was proud of what they'd become. About the place that they had built and the life they had shared. And how sometimes he didn't show it, but his love was always there. How he thanked the Lord above for the life he'd been givin'. And for having her by his side, he knew what it was to be livin'. In the bottom of her dresser drawer, we found a little note. He closed it with " I Love You", and that's what meant the most.

The Bulls
A man took his wife to the rodeo and one of the first exhibits they stopped at was the breeding bulls. They went up to the first pen and there was a sign attached that said, "This bull mated 50 times last year." The wife playfully nudged her husband in the ribs and said, "He mated 50 times last year." They walked to the second pen which had a sign attached that said, "This bull mated 120 times last year. " The wife gave her husband a healthy jab and said, "That's more than twice a week! You could learn a lot from him." They walked to the third pen and it had a sign attached that said, in capital letters, "This bull mated 365 times last year." The wife, so excited that her elbow nearly broke her husband's ribs, said, "That's once a day. You could REALLY learn something from this one." The husband looked at her and said, "Go over and ask him if it was with the same cow." NOTE: The husband's condition has been upgraded from critical to stable and he should eventually make a full r

Jail Journals Part 2 Of 3
Part 2 or 3 Thursday April 12th 11:41 Pm Jesus Christ man! Today was fuckin' Lame, I slept 75% pf the day, the other 25% was spent talking to a few other inmates about music, Reading the new paper, taking a showerand My ever so charished PooP...Fuck man, taking a Doo-Doo once every day or two in jail, fuck, it becomes the highlight of the day, it's like, You're kicking back, talking about nothing, Then out of nowhere you feel the dookie form, FUCK! you get all excited, you start to Smile wide, Inform the other you're gonna go take a dump...then, BAM!! they look at you in Aw, all of them envyious of your pooping power, I start to walk in slow motion twords the bathroom, Cheers from the inmates are yelled, they run up to shake my hand, streamers of toilet paper fly across the air...Whoa!....Kinda went off in Dream land for a second...nontheless, it was a nice poop, today we got to change our "whites" ( shirts, underwear, socks and towels and sheets) MmMm cleeaaannn undies..another

My Own Poem
EVERYWHERE Everywhere I go I see you When that time comes I don't know what to do Everywhere I go you are with me Showing me everything I need in life to see Everywhere in place i roam That I know that you are at home Everywhere I sit I think of you I don't know but beyond the horizon is that.......... I LOVE YOU Anywhere and Everywhere

Gifts Of My Choice For Those Who Help Out My Friend Native Hunny
HEY FRIENDS I WILL GIVE GIFTS OF MY CHOICE FOR HELPING HER WIN. LEAVE ME A CT MAIL AND LET ME KNOW YOUVE BEEN BOMBING AND I WILL SEND A GIFT. THANK YOU ALL AND I WILL BE HERE TO HELP YOU TOO. LET ME KNOW ABOUT HOW MANY YOUR LEAVING AND I WILL BE KEEPING UP ON IT TOO. GIFT WILL DEPEND ON HOW MUCH HELP I RECIEVE FROM YOU. THANK YOU ALL CRAZYLADY

Judas Priest "beyond The Realms Of Death"
Beyond The Realms Of Death Lyrics Artist(Band):Judas Priest He had enough He couldn't take anymore He'd found a place In his mind and slammed the door No matter how they tried They couldn't understand They washed and dressed him Fed him by hand Yeah! I've left the world behind I'm safe here in my mind Free to speak with my own kind This is my life, this is my life I'll decide not you Withdrawn he'd sit there Stare blank into space No sign of life Would flicker on his face Until one day he smiled It seemed as though with pride The wind kissed him Goodbye - and then he died Yeah! I've left the world behind I'm safe here in my mind Free to speak with my own kind This is my life, this is my life I'll decide not you Keep the world with all its sin It's not fit for livin' in Yeah! I will start again It can take forever, and ever, and ever And ever, but I'll still win. How many like him, Are there still But to us, all Seem to have lost the will

Gone For A Bit
Hey i know i dont talk to alot of ppl on here. But to those that i do. I will be gone for about a week or so. but i wpromise to catch up with everyone when i get back. Thx for the friends and hope to make more.Talk to everyone soon!

Words
Mere Words I searched among the card displays, To see if I could find, A little something that would say Just what was on my mind. However there was not a one, That captured it just right, For no one else can understand Just what I'd like to write. I even find it difficult To try to write it down, For how do I portray to you, The love that I have known? I close my eyes and what I see, Is someone I adore; A person who is beautiful, Right down into their soul. Mere words cannot describe The many qualities you show, The love and caring nature that You share with those who know. Your kind and gentle temperament, Your sweet angelic smile, Your softly spoken sentiments, That reach across the miles. Your smile and laugh that sparkle with The softness of your sighs, The way your face lights up a room ... That twinkle in your eye. The loving gestures through the years, That quickly come to mind, For always you've a gentle word To calm and soothe I f

Eyes
Eyes I gaze into twin pools of warmth Bright and sparkling I see something indescribable Something I can't quite put my finger on. Twin pool, blazing and brilliant Making all your sweetness And all your compassion Crystal clear. Twin pools shimmering and glimmering Showing how you're Sweet, sensitive, caring and kind Funny athletic cunning and friendly Twin pools, so animated and intense Help me to share Your love of life, Your life of love. I gaze into twin pools of warmth and I see the sweetest person I've ever met or ever will meet I recognize a sincere and honest guy who can never be replaced I realize you are so special because When I look into your eyes I witness a miracle, I find a friend.

Flavor
Flavor Of The Day Here you come, creeping back in. Inside your ever-changing tastes, once again, I'm the flavor of the day. Are we still the same? Now I'm burning in vain. I gave you too many chances, and you left me standing alone in the rain. I loved you too much, and then I learned it wasn't worth the pain I brought down on myself. I still love you so very much, and here I am, the flavor of the day, melting alone in the rain.

Why?
Why Do I? Why do I smile at the sound of your voice? Why do I let you take over me as if I had no choice? Why do I let you touch me in places never touched? Why do I like to have you around so much? Why do I melt at the tenderness of your kiss? Why do I feel like I could live forever like this? Why do I put my heart in your hands? Why do I answer to your every demand? Why do I tell you leaving me is not your wrong? Why do I let you know with out you I'm not quite as strong? Why do I take you back even though I know it's not right? Why do I feel like I should please you by not putting up a fight? Why do I care about you even though you hurt me? Why do I turn my head from what's plain reality? Why do I try to hide from what is true? Why do I still have these feelings for you?

Dreams
Lost Dreams Only in my dreams you could stay Only in my dreams we could love I wanted love you gave me dreams I wanted love you gave me hope I gave you my heart you gave me promises I gave you love you gave me lies I gave you love you gave me tears I gave you love you gave me fear I gave you love you gave me hurt I gave it all to you and only ask just to be with you My heart betrayed me and took flight Oh how you hurt me that dark Tuesday night The nights of planning for a new life Only in my dreams would that life come true Only in my dreams would I live a life with you Its true there's a thin line between love and hate I should have known only in my dreams

Zen Poetry-mindfulness
Oh let me die with each breath today So that I may live for NOW Let each exhale close the moment with blissfull understanding. So that with each inhale I can be born again to start anew, fresh and reborn Living in Mindfullness

Bondage Of Self
These bars, they hold me back keeping me from my freedom quieting my voice, so this bird cannot sing. These bars, keep my mind caged, my heart guarded my soul not free to fly... locked away from the world outside, from my higher guide Unable to feel the sun on my face, the wind in my hair behind these bars, that lock me inside These bars are only in my mind.

Fast Food Places
I was listening to talk radio ealier and the people talking got into about Food places that were "Girlie" or "manly" and i never really looked at it that way. Never thought of anything in genders..I wonder if others think like that!! Well that is all Im really bored..if you couldnt tell :)

Hate Bein Single
I'm 31 Single In Rockford, And Hate It. I Just Wish I Could Find Someone Who Can Relate To Me. Someone Who Is Serious, Trusting & Caring. But Seems What I Want Is Not Out There. I Guess I'll Have To Stop Looking And Maybe They Will Find Me. What I Look For. 18 - 35 Yrs Old Under 5'8 Race Not Important Slim - Avg Looking Must Listen To Rock, Techno, Trance, Drum N' Bass If You Listen To New R&B And Rap I'm Not Interested If Thats What You Like 24/7 I'm Picky On Music Made In The Last 10 Years. Movies Comedy, Drama, Chick Flixs & Some Action / Thriller I'm Mostly A Homebody, But Do Go Out Sometimes. So If Your Under 50 Miles Of Rockford And I Might Interest You Contact Me:)

I'm In A Contest For The Sexiest Eyes... Please Help
Hello Everybody, I have been entered in a contest called the Sexiest Eyes on CT. It's a Comment Bombing Contest, I would appreciate it very Much if you could take a few minutes to go and Help me out.. You Guys are the Greatest, Dvldog91 Just click my pic below to be taken to the contest

What Is Love???????
Love isn’t something to hide Love is a thing to show with pride Love isn’t a boy kissing his mother Love needs to be given to one another Love isn’t a mother giving birth to a child Love is something very wild Love isn’t a thing you can touch Love is needed very much Love isn’t a thing to give someone for his birthday Love is a thing that goes every way Love isn’t something to collect Love is something that can’t be wrecked Love isn’t something to lock behind bars Love sometimes shines like stars Love isn’t something to doubt Love is something to care about Love can’t be undone When they ask me what I think of love I say: love reminds me of someone special Someone that cares about me Someone that loves me Someone that won’t forget me - I won’t forget her

Why?
So.... I made a great friend here. I thought we had a real connection. Suddenly, and without warning, this person cut off all contact with me. Shera was a wonderful lady. I imagine she still is. I'm just hurt that someone who claimed to be such a good friend cut me off so abruptly. This was a person who claimed she coudln't get through a day without hearing from me, who never failed to cheer me up, and the two of us helped each other through rough times. Now she's gone. She deleted her profile here, she doesn't respond to private email off site, and she seems to have forgotten I exist. It hurts. There is one positive side. It got me thinking about other relationships in my life, and it leaves me determined to make sure these people aren't left wondering if they are still important to me. If I ever made you feel neglected or alone, I do apologize. It won't happen again! Enough of my whining.

Just Another Day....
Just another day waking up alone, just another day without you, why me, why me....I hate it, I hate having my period cause it makes me so sentimetal and such a cry baby...mmmmm....And here I am as stupid as I can be, writing a blog to no one but to everybody...Hate being a woman in moments like this..why women have to be like this,Oh Lord, I am complaining against you...I'm sorry, I know your plans for me but sometimes it sucks..I know you promise us a eternal life and being with us at all the times but sometimes I can't help but feel loneely..I wanted sooo badly someone to love, to take care, someone that loves me back but I just kind find the right one and i ended up loving the one the doesn't feel anything..WHY!!!!, I know is not yuor fault but mine...Thank you Lord for a beautiful day, for blessings receive that sometimes feels like I'm not worth it for them,For health for job, for everything...I'm sorry Lord the things I've made it but all about you Jesus, I'm coming back to the h

Crawfish Pie
4 tablespoons (1/2 stick) butter 1 cup chopped onions 1/2 cup chopped bell peppers 1/2 cup chopped celery 1 1/2 teaspoons salt 1/2 teaspoon cayenne 1/4 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper 1/2 cup chopped, seeded, and peeled tomatoes, or 1/2 cup chopped canned tomatoes 1 pound crawfish tails 2 tablespoons chopped parsley 2 tablespoons flour 1 cup water 1/2 recipe Basic Savory Pie Crust Preheat the oven to 400 degrees F. Melt the butter in a large skillet over medium-high heat. Add the onions, bell peppers, celery, salt, cayenne, and black pepper. Saute for about 8 minutes, or until golden and wilted. Add the tomatoes and cook for about 6 minutes, stirring occasionally. Add the crawfish tails and parsley. Cook, stirring occasionally, for about 4 minutes. Dissolve the flour in the water and add to the pan. Stir for about 2 minutes, or until the mixture thickens. Remove from the heat. Let cool for at least 30 minutes. Place the crust in the bottom of a 9-inch pie pan and cr

Si Tu Supieras!!!
Si tu supieras cuanto pintas en mi vida, no tendrias mas salida que vivirla junto, eres la fuerza que me empuja hasta al vacio, en tu mundo y en el mio , aun se puede ser feliz y es por eso que yo canto para ti.....Solo para ti.... Solo para ti , directo al corazon te mando este misil hecho cancion, solo para ti que me das fuerza cada dia, borrando mi total melancolia..

Skinny Dippin'
Skinny Dippin' >An elderly man in North Carolina had owned a large farm for several years. He had a large pond in the back, fixed up really nice, along with some picnic tables, horseshoe courts, and some apple and peach trees. The pond was properly shaped and fixed up for swimming when it was built. One evening the old farmer decided to go down to the pond, as he hadn't been there for a while, and look it over. He grabbed a five gallon bucket to bring back some fruit. As he neared the pond, he heard voices shouting and laughing with glee. When he came closer, he realized it was a bunch of young women skinny-dipping in his pond. He made the women aware of his presence and they all went to the deep end to shield themselves. One of the women shouted to him, "We're not coming out until you leave!"The old man frowned and replied, "I didn't come down here to watch you ladies swim naked or make you get out of the pond naked." Holding the bucket up he said, "I'm here to feed the alligator."

Kiss
A chocolate said to a lollipop, you are damn sweet. And the lollipop said : Not as sweet as the person reading this! Ur smile makes me smile... ur talks make me glad.. But ur absence makes me sad... Be always with me my dear friend!!! send this 2 all ur friends in ur list n also back 2 me if i am ur friend.... If u get more than 7 u r lovable" ^H E , -^_^-, .. _, .-'^ R S , .-^_______..| _.. H E , .-^____________k __..,Y.-^________________i ________________________ss ________________________kis _______________________skiss _______________________kissk ______________________isskiss ____________________kisskisskis __________________skisskisskisski ________________sskisskisskisskissk ______________isskisskisskisskisskiss ____________kisskisskisskisskisskisskis _________skisskisskisskisskisskisskisskiss _______kisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskissk ______isskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskiss ______kisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskis _______skisskisskisskisskisskis

What Cusswords Really Mean!!!!!!!!!
wut cusswords really mean!!!!!!!!! you must read all the way through! NO CHEATING! mom calls the husband a 'bastard' and then the dad calls the wife a "bitch" and billy goes to his mom and says "mom what's a bitch and a bastard?" and the mom says "well, a bitch is a lady and a bastard is a gentlemen" and then later billy goes outside and listens to his neighbors, and hears "Put your penis in my vagina!" So Billy goes to his mom and says "mom whats a penis and vagina?" His moms says "Well Billy, a penis is a hat and a vagina is a coat" and then later billy sees his dad shaving and cuts himself and says "shit" and billy said "Dad, whats shit" And then his dad says "Well billy, shit is a type of Shaving cream " and then billy goes to see his mom cutting the turkey and his mom cuts her finger and says "fuck!" and then billy says to his mom "Mom whats fuck?" "Well billy fuck is a way of cutting the turkey" and Then later the g

Upon The Midnight Beach
Upon the Midnight Beach by mrPIT© Some would say I'm lucky, but I'd have to disagree -- the lucky went down with the cruise ship. I can't help but laugh at the irony of the situation. I've never been very sociable; preferring to be alone than with anyone else. Now I'm stuck on the cliché deserted island and I'd give anything to have another person around if for no other reason than to break the boredom and monotony of living here. Survival isn't as much fun as it appears on TV. My first two weeks here I stayed near where I had washed ashore -- hoping that any day a boat or plane would appear over the horizon. When none were forthcoming, I resigned myself to my fate and thought it best I explore my new home. The island was a lot larger than I initially realized. I've been walking for a week and I doubt I'm halfway around the perimeter. So far nothing around here but beach, ocean and trees. There was a swampy area I passed where the tide apparently flooded inland, but otherwise

Friday!!!!!!
Just another given day,thanks Lord for another week that is almost gone and all the blessings received, for the obstacles, the trials, the highs and lows, the health, the job, ahhhhh for everything DAD, you're sooo good to me and I am not worth it of you,What i did that makes you love me so much, just to think about me and create me, that's just wonderful!!!! I love you DAD sooo much, you know better than me the desires of my heart, what i want and what I need in my life, You know what is good to me and what is not soo good please, take it away from me and i promise i would listen....Sabbath is here, my Lord, Another day to share with you, to be with you, our date, right...just you and me...Love you God!! I have a maker, He calls me his own, whenever I need Him and He hears me when i call.....He knows my name, He knows my every thoughts....Thank you Lord for Fridays!!!

So Close
You live so far away, Farther than anyone can see. Yet we are closer to one another, Than anything could ever be. Your laughs, your tears, Are enough to make me cry. So far, so close, You and I lie. No matter the cost, I'll protect you with life. No matter how hard, I'll give it a try. Your love, your trust, Is all I need. To make it clear, That I concede.

My Story
Last year I dated this guy that tryed to rape me, I left him and dated this other guy about 3 months later that only wanted to have sex with me, that didnt happen. So after He left me I started cutting, I meet this guy and he saved my life he got me to stop and showed me what love is. My dad never talks to me, and hes trying to be a father figure now. I am a much happier person now even though the guy i was gonna marry left me and I am an emotional car crash at times and people say i should kill myself you can screw your self I got to far in life to kill myself I am an angery person at times just like everyone else I just have a way to get it out.

Bofh #10
I get invited to a lecture as a guest speaker in "Computing Operations Fund- amentals", so I leave the control room in the capable hands of Sam, the janitor and cruise on down. The lecture starts and goes ok, then there's a 10 minute period where students get to ask a "real operator" questions that they have about operations. I get out my pad and pen. "Before we get started" I say, "could you just call out your username before you ask me a question, I find it easier to apply your problem to terms you would understand better" The lecturer eats all this up - the personal touch really gets to them. "First Question, You over there.." "What do you think of the privacy of individuals on a shared system?" "What was your username please?" "CMS1103" >Scratchy scritch< "Computer Privacy... Hmmm. This is a toughy really. You mean stuff like reading the email between you and your counsellor about you not wanting to come out of the closet?" "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGH!"

Bofh #15
It's a warm afternoon in the computer room. I dunno, maybe I should turn the chillers back on, but what the hell, I've got a cold and I need to keep warm. I flip today's excuse card. Magnetic Interferance from Money/Credit Cards. Hmmm, vague enough to be plausible. The phone rings "Hello, Computer Room" I say "Hi!" the caller says "I want to fit some RAM to my machine to upgrade the memory. I just bought some 8 meg chips off a guy in town and wanted to know if you guys would fit it." "Well," I say "normally we would, but today the technicians are busy trying to gas axe open our tape safe to see why it smells - You could probably fit it yourself though.." "Really? I thought that was dangerous?" she says "Nah nah, it's safe as houses, just remember to get the chips out of those stupid plastic bags before they stuff them up altogether" "Really?! How do they do that?" "Well, you've heard of static RAM right?" "Yes..." "Well, Why pack static RAM in an antistatic b

A Mother's Wisdom
1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE. "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning." 2. My mother taught me RELIGION. "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL. "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" 4. My mother taught me LOGIC. " Because I said so, that's why." 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC. "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me." 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." 7. My mother taught me IRONY. "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." 8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. "Shut your mouth and eat your supper." 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM. "Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!" 10. My mother taught me about STAMINA. "You'll s

Please Help Out My Friend
My Good Friend CherryPieX is in this Contest, she's currently in the lead by a very slim Margin.No Comments needed,this is based on ratings. IF YOU HAVE NOT RATED THIS SWEET LADY A TEN YET PLEASE DO SO... THANK YOU ALL

Saturday Night
On Saturday things were busy again, running all day, and family stopping by late in the evening. After everything had calmed down, it was almost 10 pm, I told Kay to put her pj's on, once she was ready I took her to the kitchen, stripped her and had her lay across the table. Kay was tired and so was I, but I was determined to give her the rest of her previous days spanking and to let her know that I will not broke any infraction of her guidelines. Using the loopy, that Kay made I started to spank her, I also made one with a heavier hose material, does not sting the same way, but gives her ass a glowing all over red color. Kay was wiggling right of the bat from the loop, as I continued I kept telling her that no matter how small a guideline she breaks will result in her bottom being punished, as the spanking continued Kay made little sounds like, she was tired and just wanted it to end, kind of hinting for me to finish, that she felt it was too late, etc.... I know from past ti

Come Join Us
CLICK PIC TO JOIN ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Also the lounge is looking for help if your willing to help on positions in the lounge please join the lounge and reply to the help wanted section in the discussions. We Need The Fallowing so far 2 Bartenders 2 Greeters 2 female dancers 1 male dancer 3 promoters Enforcers 2 between midnight central time to 6am central time 1 from 6am till w/e ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Also check out this other lounge of ours as well The Devils Playground Click the Pic to Join PLEASE JOIN NEED PEOPLE AND TY AS WELL JUST COPY AND PASTE THE CODE IN A NEW WINDOW Both are Proud members of The New and Improved Excalibur Radio (Old name was Daves Hideaway Radio)

Because I'm Broken
I do the things I do everyday. I walk the same way I walk everyday. I do what I do. Everyday the same, but I don't like it anymore. I feel so unhappy. I can't laugh anymore. I can't sleep anymore. Because I'm broken. I believed in everyday. But days after days, I don't believe in tomorrow anymore. I give up the way I walk everyday. And I make my own way. Because I'm broken and I wanna stand up.

Why?why?why?
I find myself as of late questioning everything. I do not mean to and I can honestly say that before I got sick I never did that. There is a lot I do now that is just so not me. How do we get back to the person we was? Will we ever? I mean I am trying to live my everyday to the fullest but there is so much out there that will try to knock me back down. I feel as though I have accomplished something great. I am here still.I am fighting cancer. I am walking again after a long year in a wheel chair. I am eating after a year of living off of Ensure and water. So what more could I want? Honestly, I want to know what TRUE love really feels like. I mean I spent a year going from day to day wandering if I am going to wake up the next morning.I never knew if when I closed my eyes to finally go to sleep if I would die. So now I feel like I have to fit everything into one day. I have to get things done and do things all at once and it is tiring. I mean really. There is so much I want to do and fe

From Kay
Letter to Sir Don It has been weighing on my mind all day that I will be punished for saying the "F" word earlier this week. I knew after it slipped out I said it that I would be getting punished. I'm sorry that I disobeyed your rules. Please forgive me. I know that I'm sorry won't get me out of punishment and I don't expect it to. In fact I'm writing to probably get myself in more trouble as I know that I have been punished for this before. I feel that I have been allowed to get away with more and more lately. Probably because we're so busy ... Sarah getting older and having no time to ourselves ... etc. Not big things but just little things ... but I'm feeling like they're starting to add up. Please be harsher (after tonight) with me on the rules I'm supposed to follow. I know I hardly write Sir in my IM's to you. I know that I don't wear skirts as often as I should during non-work hours. I know that I'm not topless at night as I should be. I have forgotten to ask for dis

Tuesday Links: Opie And Anthony Live, Rock Scream T Uesday, Turn On Your Webcams, New O&a Videos, Traveling Virus Tickets, New Video Hotness
Happy Rock Scream Tuesday kids! The Opie and Anthony Show is LIVE this morning (on terrestrial radio), and we'll be doing some more rock screaming this morning. If you want to see all the screaming LIVE, turn on yer Paltalk!. Just go to the 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' room, and if you're lucky (and anything like us), you'll gaze upon a bevy of lovely ladies, mostly naked, getting dressed, sleeping, or just parading around in their rooms in front of their webcams. Thanks to our own Sam, we have some new O&A Show videos online: Jim Norton Smushes Sam's Baby Lunch Criss Angel Returns To The Opie and Anthony Show Traveling Virus on MYSPACE: If you are on MySpace and you haven't added the TRAVELING VIRUS MYSPACE to your friends list, then shame on you. Do it now. Aaaaand since we're whoring out MySpace pages, let's just plug these: MySpace: Anthony MySpace: Jim Norton MySpace: FoundryMusic MySpace: Travis MySpace: FoundryMusicDanny MySpace: Nathaniel MySpace: Sebagel MySpace:

Quick!
A quick trip to the club and I was home by 6:30... I had a few rum and cokes and got my wings to go... I really should go out to the store for something to eat. I'm starving! Tonight there are a few of us headed to the club. Should be fun. I guess that is about it, there really isn't much going on today So... Ciao,

Vacation
Takin some time off, and I'm on my way out. I have some things I need to handle (family stuff) and not enough time. I wish all of you well, and hope you have a good summer. I'll check in once in a while. Stay safe. Amber

Sometime I Just Want To Ugg
today is just a really sh*tty day i want to pull my hair out and scream. my mother in law makes absoultly no sense what so ever. yesturday she was complaining about not having enough money to pay bill my husband gets a job somewhere that is to far to ride the bike to and she complains that he shouldn't have drove the car like he knew it was going to break down or something. I can't wait to move out i hope it's soon. i'm about to go crazy nothing anybody does is ever good enough. we should always know whats going to happen before it happens and keep it from happening. she said she would watch the kids while me and my husband works and i would pay her 400 dollars a month but now she's saying that she needs to find a job. I'm probably going to be late for work today and i don't know what to do but scream intill i can't scream no more. she don't understand that everyone has problems and hers aren't worse than everyone else at least not in there eyes she need to just keep it to herself. if

Fucked Up Hunter The Heart
I think I'm going to start doing some medical studies. Reading up on what makes the heart do what the heart does. Although I suppose I should start with figuring out if it's really the heart that's at the - ha! - heart of all of this. What the hell am I talking about? That feeling you get in your chest when you look at a picture or read a phrase and it registers something deep within you. That sharp pang that grips you, even if only temporarily. What the fuck is up with that? Is it some kind of instinctual thing? I get that pang in a good and a bad way. When I see something that's arousing, it's almost like a massage of my organ, sending vibrations down within me. My sexual excitement is very much triggered in my head first. But it feels as if it's centered in my chest. Then there's the bad pang. That zing... that tight grip. Envy, jealousy, yearning. That pang sends sharp tingles down to my fingertips. It can leave me far more disoriented than the good pang. It's late at nigh

Aphrodities And Devilish Dd's Hideout
Aphrodities and Devilish DD's Hideout CLICK PIC TO JOIN ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Also the lounge is looking for help if your willing to help on positions in the lounge please join the lounge and reply to the help wanted section in the discussions. We Need The Fallowing so far 3 Bartenders 3 Greeter 2 female dancers 2 male dancer 3 promoters Enforcers 2 between midnight central time to 6am central time 2 from 6am till w/e ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Member of The New and Improved Excalibur Radio (Old name was Daves Hideaway Radio)

This Month's Survey Thing
1. What are your initials? R and two other letters 2. What is your favorite thing to wear? Jeans & t-shirts 3. Last thing you ate? ramen noodle soup 5. I say, "shotgun," you say? shells 6. Last person you hugged? the cat 8. How many U.S states have you been to? 15 (16 if you count a lengthy layover at the Denver CO airport) 9. How many of the U.S states have you lived in? 1.5 (no, really) 10. Does anyone you know wanna date you? I don't know 11. Name something you like physically about yourself? my arms? I dunno. no 12. WTF? 13. Who is your best friend? I don't have one at this time 14. Why are you still up? because it's early evening 15. Who/What made you angry today? my employers (I know, what else is new?) 16. Favorite Food? Italian, or Chinese, or Mexican, or Japanese... 17. Favorite holiday: Halloween 18. Do you download music? No 19. Do you care if your socks are dirty? Yes 21. What are you wearing? Same

A Song
Those tender kisses that passionate touch the moisture our bodies create,Oh my God this is the ecstacy my body thrives on,this moment is the birth of love,our energy exchanges, together we are a binary convergence,our structure permeates the universal need of closeness,you and I escape with candles and a song, I write a song for you,you write a song for me, we write a song for each other you and I,together we transend the harmony the melody, our tempo flucuates with the movement of our souls.it is just you I hold, nothing else exist, we are suspended in time dancing with the stars, can you feel it, my heart now beats only for you,each second we spend is eternal bliss, I am yours, you are mine, together we are a design a beautiful portrait, our love is a fortress,oh please let this last forever, every detail is perfected,oh baby can you hear it, the pleasure in my voice, we've created a symphony

Now Thats Really Funny Lmfao
You scored as Bitch, Wohh there your a BITCH! You act pretty conceited. You may think you Miss Thing, but chances are, with your attitude, most people dont think very highly of you.Rebellious100% Controlling100% Bitch100% Jealous83% Slut83% Dishonest67% Push-Over50% Disloyal50% Shy33% Whats your personality flaw? Answer Honestly!created with QuizFarm.com

Yes Yes
You scored as Sadness, YOU ARE VERY SAD. YOU ARE JUST LONGING FOR SOMEONE SPECIAL TO COME AND STAY WITH YOU AND NEVER LEAVE YOU ALONE AGAIN. YOU JUST WNANA BE LOVED BY ONE PERSON AND NOT BE ALON ANYMORE. HANG IN HERE SOMEONE WILL COME AND SAVE YOU.Sadness58% Stupidity58% Happiness50% Anger17% What Truely Lies Behind Your Eyes?created with QuizFarm.com

Duckies
hree ducks were swimming in a pond after midnight and were arrested for trespassing. The next morning, they were called to appear in court. The judge called in duck number one and said, "What where you doing in the pond after midnight?" "I was blowing bubbles." The judge then called in duck number two and asked him the same question. "Judge, I was blowing bubbles." He then called in duck number three and said, "So let me quess � you were blowing bubbles too?" "No, I'm Bubbles."

7 June 2006
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Thursday, June 7: Life looks rather busy at the moment, and you may have to shelve love-related matters while you put out various fires in other areas. Don't get frustrated; it'll be even hotter when you get back to it.

True Friendship
"True" Friendship None of that Sissy Crap Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, But never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- Just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against The sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much Worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. (Love it!) 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well Again. I don't want whatever you have.

Cleaning Up
Ok, it's that time. If I haven't heard from your ass since last month, then I'm deleting you from this page. I don't need the popularity contest with who has the most friends or whatnot. I'm a very friendly person and try to take the time to let all my friends know that I'm real. I'll also be cleaning up my yahoo messenger list. I don't need fake people at all in my life.

Life
Don't let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past nor the future. By living your life one day at a time, you live all the days of your life. Do not give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the momentyou stop trying. It is a fragile thread that binds us to each other ....

Spirits Return
I've seen this arrowhead before I know Maybe about fifteen hundred years ago. I chipped it myself, where the creek used to flow. I remember this mound when it was deep in the wood. With my temple on top so immaculate it stood. Though it shrinks in this city it still feels good. I've heard that cry before in the sky The mighty Eagle soaring so high. I look up and smile as he winks his eye. These visions hit me straight to the marrow. The past shoots through me like the swiftest arrow. For the past flows deeper as the future gets shallow.

8 Minute Survey
Starting Time: 7:03 PM Name:Richard Sisters: 1 Brothers: none Eye Color: green Height: 5'3" What are you wearing right now? jeans and shirt I wore to work Where do you live: NE Ohio Favorite Number: 7, don't ask me why... Favorite Drink: diet Pepsi "jazz black cherry & vailla" Favorite Month: September Favorite Breakfast: steak & eggs & grits & toast ***********Have You Ever***************** Loved someone so much it made you cry: yes Broken a bone: no Been in a police car: no Been on a plane? yes Came close to dying: no (only in dreams) Been in a hot tub: yes Swam in the ocean: yes Fallen asleep in school: yes! Broken someone's heart: Maybe Fell off your chair: yes, how embarrasing... Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: no Saved e-mails: Yes Been cheated on: yes ***********What is-**************** Your room like: crowded What is right beside you: cat asleep What is the last th

Kay's Blog
January 22, 2007 Hello. Just a quick note. All is well and good and busy at home and work. Trying to keep up is the biggest hurdle. This weekend I was disciplined ... more of a maintenance thing than punishment. Sir Don felt that it had been too long and although I hadn't stepped over the line I had come close on a couple of occasions. Saturday was the day, our youngest daughter spent some time with her older sister so it was a perfect opportunity in Sir Don's mind to do this. I actually was given 2 spankings that day. One earlier in the day and one later before we picked our daughter up. The first spanking was done on the couch, over his knee. It was a slow warm up and then a steady rain of swats on my right cheek mostly. He took his time and by the time he was done it was on fire and I was crying. I was hugged and lectured on the necessity of the spanking and then sent on my way to go shopping. I made sure that I had permission to spend over my limit

Thursday?
It's feelin like Friday though it is in fact Thursday. For the the next hour and a half I have to kill time... I really don't want to be here today. Yes! It's another club night. I'm looking forward to it too. I was there last night but left and came back... Didn't shoot pool, I was to tired from the night before... Oh well! That is life in the slow lane!

I Loved These Thought You Would Too
01. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE. "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning." 02. My mother taught me RELIGION. "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." 03. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" 04. My mother taught me LOGIC. " Because I said so, that's why." 05. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC. "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me." 06. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." 07. My mother taught me IRONY. "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." 08. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. "Shut your mouth and eat your supper." 09. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM. "Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!" 10. My mother taught me

Geneology
The Schitt Family For some time many of us have wondered just who is Jack Schitt? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says, 'You don't know Jack Schitt!' Well, thanks to my genealogy efforts, you can now respond in an intellectual way. Jack Schitt is the only son of Awe Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Schitt, the owner of Needeep N. Schitt, Inc. They had one son, Jack. In turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt. The deeply religious couple produced six children: Holie Schitt, Giva Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Bull Schitt, and the twins Deep Schitt and Dip Schitt. Against her parents' objections, Deep Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school dropout. After being married 15 years, Jack and Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt later married Ted Sherlock, and because her kids were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. She was then known as Noe Schitt Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip Schitt married Loda Schitt, And they produced a

Little Old Ladies
Subject: RE: Never Tease Old ladies Defense Attorney: Will you please state your age? Little Old Lady: I am 86 years old. Defense Attorney: Will you tell us, in your own words, what happened the night of April 1st? Little Old Lady: There I was, sitting there in my swing on my front porch on a warm spring evening, when a young man comes creeping up on the porch and sat down beside me. Defense Attorney: Did you know him? Little Old Lady: No, but he sure was friendly. Defense Attorney: What happened after he sat down? Little Old Lady: He started to rub my thigh. Defense Attorney: Did you stop him? Little Old Lady: No, I didn't stop him. Defense Attorney: Why not? Little Old Lady: It felt good. Nobody had done that since my Albert died some 30 years ago. Defense Attorney: What happened next? Little Old Lady: He began to rub my breasts. Defense Attorney: Did you stop him then? Little Old Lady: No, I did not stop him. Defense

Men & Women One Line Jokes And Comments Lol
Ever wonder why men think alot, and women talk so much....?" MEN have 2 heads and WOMEN have 4 lips The American Dental Association says semen cuts plaque and tartar by 77%. Suck a dick and save a smile... If u have sex 365 times a yr and u melted down all da condoms 2 make a tire what would u call it? a fuckin goodyear! Sex is like playing spades. If u don't have a good partner, u better have a good hand. Big Bad Wolf told lil red riding hood lift ur top so i can suck ur tits. no, she said while lifting her skirt, eat me like the fuckin book says! A rooster and a cat were playing by the pool. the cat fell in and the rooster laughed. The cat said, a wet pussy always makes a cock happy Girls have unique magic tricks, they get wet without water, bleed without injury, and make boneless things hard. Cereal is like pussy because a guy will eat it whether its wet or dry!