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Disturbed, insane, crazy, pain. The words one can discribe the relentless pestering of unhappiness. Childess nuisance, distraught lifelessness. Emptiness, hollow, egotistical demise. Using, user, usee. the words to discribe low selfesteem. I can't, means I don't want to, do unto others as you would have done to you. Lie, lies, liars. those of which reality has no preception to truth or vulnerability. Womanize, bring down the bearer of children and purity. Break a heart and steal a soul, what the hell is life worth anymore.
Final Week
just to let all of 13's friends know i will closin his fubar account this saturday april 5th after i get home from work. if any of you would like to keep in contact with me i will still be on fubar and love makin new friends!!! well i am gonna go for now cuz god knows 6:45 comes real early when u are sleepin good ~berta lynn~ 13's real life wife
Waiting Patiently
If im so special why is it so hard for me to find that person whom truelly deserves me stay by me thru my good and bad times especially my bad times
The International Council Of Man Laws
The International Council of Man Laws. 1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her Blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss's car. (d) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any man who brings a camera to a stag night may be legally killed and eaten by his friends. 4: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 5: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a mate's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 6: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your mate's birthday is strictly optional. At that point, you must celebrate at a strip bar of the birthday boy's choice. 7: In the mini-bus, the strongest bladder determines pit stop
Dying A Slow Death
Down, down, down so quickly Im falling down so swiftly Sharp, sharp, sharp so deadly The rocks below are so fatal Screaming, screaming, screaming so loudly My terror echoes so shrilly Faster, faster, faster the ground is coming The ground is quickly nearing Broken, broken, broken shards Shards of my heart are scattered Dying, dying, dying so painfully My death is slow and merciless
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Encounter Of Silent Bliss
"An Encounter of Silent Bliss" the door opens ever so slowly revealing the most amazing man I have ever seen. With his finger to his lips he shhhhh's me and with the whisp of his hand, shows me in. He takes my hand and down a long corridor we walk. We enter a dark room lit only by candles. A table set with the most tantilizing fare. Fruits of every kind, color and flavors, glasses, no chalis's filled with beautiful drinks. The smell of the room is heavenly. I am about to exclaim my delight when his finger again comes up and presses my lips for silence. Seemingly strange but his actions are beginning to arouse me. He serves me a small plate containing a bit of everything and then offers with a gesture a drink of my choice. He leads me through a doorway to another candlelit room. Here there are chairs and love seats and in the far corner, barely visible a large satin covered bed. A few sips of my drink stir the heat that is rising inside me. He motions for me to come to him where he
For Those Real People
The video on my page "Never Never Land" is dedicated to all those people, men and women alike, who have changed for the better for the ones they love. It takes a real person to realize that one must grow up one day or else they risk losing the best things in their life. Listen to the words and learn and live and love!
Secrets
Secrets kept, held, in our heart, where they dwell, secrets of love, secrets of life, secrets of grief, secrets of strife, secrets are given, secrets are told, to someone you trust, for them to hold, secrets are hidden, away from the light, inside you they shine, like stars in the night, secrets of anger, secrets of madness, secrets of tears, secrets of sadness, secrets are whispered, again and again, secrets they cause us, oh so much pain, yet still we hold them, deep down inside, left in our hearts, thats where they'll hide.
3-alarm Chili
(makes 4 servings) 1 pound (480 g) top sirloin, coarsely ground 1 medium white onion, 6 ounces (180 g), chopped 1 large clove garlic, minced 1 medium red bell pepper, 6 ounces (180 g), seeded and chopped 3 tablespoons (45 ml) good-quality chili powder 1/2 tablespoon (7.5 ml) ground cumin 1 teaspoon (5 ml) crushed dried oregano 1 14 1/2-ounce (435 g) no salt added crushed tomatoes 1/2 cup (120 ml) low-sodium canned beef broth Topping 1/2 cup (115 g) plain nonfat yogurt 2 tablespoons (30 ml) minced fresh cilantro 1 teaspoon (5 ml) good-quality chili powder 1/8 teaspoon (0.6 ml) cayenne pepper 1. Put the ground sirloin in a Dutch oven or large saucepan over medium heat. Cook, stirring, until beef is no longer pink. Drain off any fat or juices. 2. Measure 2 tablespoons of the onion; set aside. Put remaining onion, garlic, and bell pepper into the pot and cook, stirring, for 5 minutes. Stir in chili powder, cumin, oregano, tomatoes with their liquid, and beef broth
Cheese And Turkey Burgers With Apples, Onions, And Peppers
1 1/2 pounds (600 g) ground white meat turkey 1/2 ounce (15 g) skim milk cheddar cheese sliced into very thin slices 1/8 teaspoon (0.6 ml) kosher salt freshly ground pepper vegetable cooking spray 1 large cooking apple such as Braeburn, Granny Smith, or Macintosh, cored and cut into slices 2 ounces (60 g) red onion, thinly sliced 1/2 red pepper (2 ounces) cut in julienne strips 4 whole wheat rolls mustard (optional) low-sodium ketchup (optional) 1. Shape the turkey into 8 round uniform patties. Top 4 with cheese and top with another patty, pressing the sides of the patty down to enclose the cheese. 2. Coat 2 skillets with cooking spray. Cook the patties in one skillet and the apple and vegetables in the other until done. 3. When ready to serve, place a turkey double-patty on each of the 4 rolls, top with apples and vegetables and (if using) pass the mustard and low-sodium ketchup. Per serving: 351 calories (13% calories from fat), 46 g protein, 5 g total
Penning
Each and every time I pick up my pen thoughts flow to places I have never been my thoughts through my pen can go anywhere as I can go here and I can go there. The ink flowing from my pen to words I create and when I am done there is no debate there are many who actually await for the next set of words I will create. My talent is created in the form of words they will touch both your ears and your heart so if you want to enjoy and feel my words you must open and let them into your heart. So please encourage me to pick up my pen and I will take you to wonderful places again hopefully my words will touch your heart and with that thought, Now I Must Part...
Sometimes
Some times life can be hard not always easy and never fun maybe you should try looking at it through the barrel of a gun. look at it this way there will always be one there will always be some one taller, better, faster, stronger but maybe just maybe every once in a while some one is looking at you thinking the exact same thing
The Promise And The Threat
They won't want you for who you are So you should step outside your skin Something tells me, that we were meant to be But how can that be? You run on evil, I run on fumes and stale air, when she came out , she brought her anger, she left her sympathy Behind the walls she built for me So we start spinning You wouldn't want to let us go easy Or you just might become too weak to stop spinning You wouldn't want to let him down easy Or he just might become the promise I want you for who you are So you can stay inside your skin Ohhhh something tells me love isn't enough But how can that be? You're not so evil, I'm not so good Crazy or mean, so we start spinning You wouldn't want to let us go easy Or you just might become too weak to stop spinning You wouldn't want to let him down easy Or he just might be come the threat She's so dramatic shes says I'm leaving, is that a promise or a threat? So we start spinning You wouldn't want to let us go easy Or you jus
*sigh*
I sit and stare and wonder what is wrong with me why i feel so lonely and long for the touch of a man that i have no clue as to why i would miss him so much during the day!!! I'm used to the loneliness!! But yet this is different!! Makes me stop and wonder if maybe......just maybe i get my slice of life and happiness!!!! I give so much for my friends and family that i never slow down for me!! And anyone that knows me can attest to that!! The man intrigues me to no end and i long for the little time i can snag with him so i can find out more!!!! To see if there is a light at the end of this dark tunnel!! Hell i don't know!!! Guess i just need to get out of my head and just let things flow the way they have been for the past 2 years now!!!! FREE AND EASY DOWN THE ROAD I GO!!!!
Can You?
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Tears
Something To Read Every Morning
Just for today I will not worry. Just for today I will not anger. Just for today I will be humble and grateful. Just for today I will do my work with appreciation. Just for today I will be kind to all. "Unknown"
John 3:16
This is so beautiful! John 3:16 A little boy was selling newspapers on the corner, the people were in and out of the cold. The little boy was so cold that he wasn't trying to sell many papers. He walked up to a policeman and said, "Mister, you wouldn't happen to know where a poor boy could find a warm place to sleep tonight would you ? You see, I sleep in a box up around the corner there and down the alley and it's awful cold in there for tonight. Sure would be nice to have a warm place to stay." The policeman looked down at the little boy and said, "You go down the street to that big white house and you knock on the door. When they come out the door you just say John 3:16, and they will let you in." So he did. He walked up the steps and knocked on the door, and a lady answered. He looked up and said, "John 3:16." The lady said, "Come on in, Son." She took him in and she sat him down in a split bottom rocker in front of a great big old fireplace, and she
A Lil More About Mee.
Well i was born in seattle washington.. havent seeen my dad since i was six.. but im going to look for him soon.. oh.. ok. ive been a first hand witness to alot of harsh things. and it made me mature and grow into like a pretty cool chick lolz. addiction is nothing new to me nor is abuse.. ive seen it.. and i am pretty easy going and super easy to talk to. some more about me.. i have spent alot of time in the system. probation twice. group homes. rehab. foster homes. at 14 i ran away and was gone two months.. so yeah im pretty damn independent.. um i love animals. i hate ppl who arent nice to animals.. im quiet unless im comfortable with you.. i try to eat healthy and excercise regularly.. im highly intelligent.. not necessarily in school but in life experience.. i am respectful to you until you disrespect me.
Spirit- Remember The Name
The Bad Side Of Me
You Know You're Kinky When...
...you keep fake hanging plants around the house, just so your mother will never know what all those hooks in the ceiling are really for ...someone refers to a serial killer as sadistic and you roll your eyes, because the man has nothing on you. ...you realized you've charged more in lingerie than you get paid in a year ...you have more toys than your kids ...you take up macrame, just to learn some new knots ...you start rating your CDs by how interesting it'll be to beat someone to ...someone asks how long you've been doing this ponygirl routine, and you snort and start to stamp your foot ...your favorite dessert is hot crossed buns...and you don't eat sweets ...someone says they have a leatherman, you almost say "me too!" before you realize they are talking about the tool gadget on their belt. ...you watch a movie where someone gets tied up and scream at the screen, "Gimme a break, 3 minutes max to get out of that!" ...you go to the local county fair and
Daddy's Poem
Daddy's Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, Her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, And she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, That she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, If she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; She knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates Of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, For her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, She tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school Eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees A dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, For everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, Anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called A student from the class. To introduce their daddy, As seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, Every child turned to stare. Each of the
The Perfect Heart ...
One day a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There was not a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart. Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said, "Why your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine." The crowd and the young man looked at the old man's heart. It was beating strongly, but full of scars, it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in, but they didn't fit quite right and there were several jagged edges. In fact, in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces were missing. The people stared -- how can he say his heart is more beautiful, they thought? The young man looked at the old man's heart and saw its state and
Bf Application
EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GIRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS! SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! Ladies Title it "Boyfriend Application" Guys Title it "Girlfriend Application" 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number with area code: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: 10.your sizes (bra,pants,panties): HERE COMES THE FUN ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11. Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16. Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -w
Darkness Come
I lay my head upon my bed with every passing hour pray the darkness will devour all the pain and suffering all the pain and suffering Darkness come and consume the pain and all the doom Darkness come and envelope every lost hope Death to misery death to distruction death to hate death to pain death to suffering death to strife Come darkness come and ease the pain. 4/2/08
You Will Never.....
***a Heart Tells Many Tales***
A shattered heart tells many tales of times that a love one has broken it. Many stories of painful moments that have left a heart torn into pieces and never whole. The gashes grow bigger with each moment it cannot undo or force itself to forget. A heart never forgets or trully heals it only mends temporarily until another tale is born.
Friends
friends are forever ..boyfriends and girlfriends may come and go but no one beats a true friendship . whealth you are ugly, cute , smart ,or dumb you are a friend no matter what .. wealth it's a new friendship or an old one you are a friend .. for all of us , we have that one friend we can count on always .think about it ... name your top three and think how is always there when we need them.. giving love out to all the friends in the world ... you are always loved by someone ....
Two Friends-great Advice, Hard To Follow Sometimes
TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH . THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE WROTE ON A STONE: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE." THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, "AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW, YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?" THE FRIEND REPLIED "WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY. BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOOD FOR US, WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE WHERE NO

Random Quote From Pplz
You've got to be conscious of racism, period. And it's still there. We don't deal with it as often as my grandparents did. My grandparents grew up in South Carolina, so they experienced the heart of that." On if America is ready for a Black president in 2008: "I just think there's people that might not be ready for an African-American president. It'll be an issue, believe it or not."
Fw: High School Principal
Subject FW: High School Principal This is a statement that was read over the PA system at the football game at Roane County High School , Kingston , Tennessee , by school Principal, Jody McLeod "It has always been the custom at Roane County High School football games, to say a prayer and play the National Anthem, to honor God and Country." Due to a recent ruling by the Supreme Court, I am told that saying a Prayer is a violation of Federal Case Law. As I understand the law at this time, I can use this public facility to approve of sexual perversion and call it "an alternate lifestyle," and if someone is offended, that's OK. I can use it to condone sexual promiscuity, by dispensing condoms and calling it, "safe sex." If someone is offended, that's OK. I can even use this public facility to present the merits of killing an unborn baby as a "viable! means of birth control." If someone is offended, no problem... I can des
By Goethe
I have come to the frightening conclusion that I am the decisive element. It is my personal approach that creates the climate. It is my daily mood that makes the weather. I possess tremendous power to make life miserable or joyous. I can be a tool of torturer or an instrument of inspiration. I can humiliate or humor, hurt or heal. In all situations, it is my response that decides whether a crisis will be escalated or deescalated and a person humanized or dehumanized. If we treat people as they are, we make them worse. If we treat people as they ought to be, we help them become what they ought to be, we help them become what they're capable of becoming. By Goethe
See 4 Self
MY MYSPACE IS DREAMER/ NO ONE KNOWS ME.. WISH YOU COULD GO THERE OR HERE.. LOVE ALL ....
My Rules
Dreams
Dreams What are dreams? Dreams are nothing that really ever happens. Dreams are just untrue thoughts. Dreams are just things that will never happen. Dreams are just never real. People always say go after your dreams. When do any of us really truely listen to that.
You Taught And Given Me
You Taught And Given Me You have taught me more then anyone. You have gave me support. You have gave me respect. You have gave me trust. You have gave me love. You have gave me goals. You have gave me faith. You have gave me understanding. You have taught me more then any other. You have given me a chance. You have given me a future to look forward to. You have given me a different life. You have given me more then any other I have known.
London
You Belong in London A little old fashioned, and a little modern. A little traditional, and a little bit punk rock. A unique soul like you needs a city that offers everything. No wonder you and London will get along so well. What City Do You Belong In?
Immigration!
Let's say I break into your house A lady wrote the best letter in the Editorials in ages!!! It explains things better than all the baloney you hear on TV. Her point: Recently large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Congress is finally addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that the US might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, 'No! I like it here. It's better than my house. I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house). According
Sorry I Havent Been Around
I'm working at a great place , my divorce was final july 8th and i'm so glad ,highly doubt i'll ever marry again . I've dated on and off but guys seem to be all the same they are out for one thing so the dating seen isnt going well guess i'll stay single for now.

Cleaning Out A Cut Out Image
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Im Bored
blah!!! im bored some one come by an chat wit me b4 i head into the shower in a lil while k tty kick ass ppl hopefully soon xoxox,tilly06
The Husband Store
The Husband Store A brand new store has just opened in New York City that sells Husbands. When women go to choose a husband, they have to follow the instructions at the entrance:- 'You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are 6 floors and the value of the products increase as you ascend the flights. You may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but you CANNOT go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the 1st floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men have jobs. The 2nd floor sign reads: Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids. The 3rd floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids and are extremely good looking. 'Wow,' she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. She goes to the 4th floor and the sign reads: Floor 4 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids, are Drop-dead Good Looking and Help with Housework. 'Oh, mercy me!' she e
~raena~
I remember when I could simply walk down the street, and there you would be looking right at me. At the top of your lungs you would scream my name, into my arms you up and came. You smile at me and I at you. We were the best of friends, Just me and you. I remember when I fell for you and you for me. No matter how stupid I was you were always there for me. Your kiss was like the crystal showers the pour to wash away all that was going wrong. Your very voice, to my soul, seem to sing a song. There was nothing then and nothing now I would not do for you. Inside I have always loved you. Time it seems changed the way it use to be. You disapeared and left me swimming in misery. Everyday I think of you and miss my best friend. I never thought I would lose you at the turn of the bend. Without warning or reason why, you so cruelly cast me aside. Even now with the pain in my heart, I still remember how it was back in the start. I pray one day you will find within the love and f
The Dells
Only U Can Help
WHY SHOULD THIS GO ON? WE ARE ALL GODS CHILDERN....GOD LOVES US ALL EQUALLY...DESPITE RACE SEXUAL ORINTAION....GENDER....OR RELIGION...WHY SHOULD WE HATE? DOES IT REALLY MATTER...IF UR BLACK WHITE HISPANIC MUSLIM ASIAN BUDDIST HINDUIST AITHIEST THE CHRISTIAN FAITH CATHOLIC...OR EVEN IF YOUR GAY STRAIGHT OR BI... OK NOW LET ME TALK ABOUT THE SEXUAL ORINTATION..... IN THE BIBLE...DOES IT REALLY SAY...HOMOSEXUALS...SHALL BE BUT TO DEATH?.... IF IT DOES...THEN ITS BREAKING THE CODE OF CONDUCT.... IN EXUDOS....IS THE 10 COMMANDMENTS..... ONE OF THOUGHS COMMANDMENTS IS.... THOU SHALL NOT KILL.... AM I RIGHT? SO MAKE A CHANGE TODAY...STOP UR HATE... FOR OTHER RELIGIONS THAT DONT BELLIVE IN UR GOD.... STOP THE RACISM.... STOP THE HATE ON GAYS.... FOR U NEVER KNOW.... ONE MAYBE UR BEST FRIEND...FAMILY MEMBER...HUSBAND WIFE BOY FRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND..... NO MATTER WHERE YOU GO.... NO MATTER WHERE YOU LOOK..... THERE IS ALWAYS GOING TO BE SOMETHING DI
Never Drive With A Naked Woman
A man and a woman were dating. She being of a religious nature had held back the worldly pleasure that he wanted from her so bad. In fact, he had never even seen her naked. One day, as they drove down the freeway, she remarked about his slow driving habits. "I can't stand it anymore," she told him. "Let's play a game. For every 5 miles per hour over the speed limit you drive, I'll remove one piece of clothing". He enthusiastically agreed and sped up the car. He reached the 60 MPH mark, so she took off her blouse. At 65 off came the pants. At 70 it was her bra, and at 75 her panties. Now seeing her naked for the first time and traveling faster than he ever had before, he became very excited and lost control of the car. He veered off the road, went over an embankment and hit a tree. His girlfriend was not hurt but he was trapped. She tried to pull him free but alas he was stuck. "Go to the road and get help," he said. "I don't have anything to cover myself with!" she
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He Broke My Heart
It all startedlast year. January 2nd this guy named 'Ian Michel Gruner-Mesty' asked me out. i was already head over fucking heels for the guy. He was perfect. he smelled great, perfect body, beauitufl looks, was smart and he didn't push me to hard. He never expectd me to be anything but myself. But then I got scared I broke up with him and got so scared. But then when I thought he was going to be perfect here he comes back in octber HALLOWEEN even. he was gorgeous. Scratches on hsi back from the pervous girl. Then he tells me about his now girl. I get pissed and ask him to come see me he does. We get close again like we were closer and closer till he asks me to be his girlfriend again. Butteh fact taht we jumped in to quick an dthat i was never right for him. he rather have someone who will spread her legs for him. and sometimes i have dreams of me and him together should i have moved on when my heart is so badly broken I don't even know how to pick up the pieces. The girl he wan
Aversion Of True Love
Aversion of True Love by Me Standing alone in the darkness When unseen in the light. Wading through lifes empty vacuum Without a moral compass as a guide. You wander endlessly searching Looking for that glimmer of hope. Beating rhythm of avidity is lost Just to whisper so softly of the pain. To feel the laughter of the wind While cutting through your soul.
Connections Of A Soul
Connections of a Soul by Me You're like sunshine in my eyes when I look at you Glowing so brightly with a radiant beauty from with in Your voice speaks so softly like an angle from above So tender is the sound to my soul beneath my skin How I long to feel your arms around me holding so tight Feeling your heart beat in rhythm to mine, that's not a sin Our bond could not be broke though others would try It would be there for ever till the end
Sublunary Amity
Sublunary Amity by Me Winter days has come as my life is anew Thought it was real and warm The day I met you Time came and gone with whispers in the wind It was real with Laughter and smiles Without committing a sin Distance from the sun and stars Were my thoughts and dreams wishing it was ours
To My Christina Hemmi
my love to you is like a flower a flower that has just awoken from its slumber to rlease its beauty to the world and is soft and beautiful to the touch. my love to you is powerful as powerful as a steel wall tht cant be destroyied and will hold forever. my love to you is carinfg i will care for you always through the good and bad times and will never leave your side no matter how bad things get and always be there for u forever. my love to you means alot to me to have a woman like you in my life tht makes me happy and and feel as if times has stopped and all its is is just u and me to ourselfes. I love you so much christina i will always be there when u need a shoulder to cry on or just a frendly voice to talk to my baby i love u with all my heart and i cant stop lovin u cos if i do i might die without ur love so plz take care of me and help me to be strong so tht our love will last forever.
Woman And A Fork
There was a young woman who had been diagnosed with a terminal illness and had been given three months to live. So as she was getting her things 'in order,' she contacted her Pastor and had him come to her house to discuss certain aspects of her final wishes. She told him which songs she wanted sung at the service, what scriptures she would like read, and what outfit she wanted to be buried in. Everything was in order and the Pastor was preparing to leave when the young woman suddenly remembered something very important to her. 'There's one more thing,' she said excitedly. 'What's that?' came the Pastor's reply. 'This is very important,' the young woman continued. 'I want to be buried with a fork in my right hand.' The Pastor stood looking at the young woman, not knowing quite what to say. That surprises you, doesn't it?' the young woman asked. 'Well, to be honest, I'm puzzled by the request,' said the Pastor. The young woman explained. 'My grandmother once tol
This Is How I Feel Daily
sometimes i wonder y do i keep waking up in the morning then i hear my son and i remember y god is keeping my alive. but if it wasnt for my son i would be a nobody to everyone including my own family........so still i wonder daily y? that is a damn good ? can neone answer it for me.......wait noone can.......sorry i askd.
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To all my friends on here. On Friday I am deleting this account. All of you have been great friends to me but fear not I will still be here. I am really trying hard to get my home business off and running so most of my time is spent on that profile. I wish all of you who read this stop by this profile and add, fan, and rate me. but if not that is ok. I am looking for anybody that my be interested in starting a fun and very great business with unlimited income potentional depending on what you what in life. After all I am a 6'02" and 366 pounds that looks very intimadating but I love making these candles and stand behind them 100%. I am going to post the link to the profile and hope to see ya there. GMCREATIONS.. Wanted People who want to make $$$ going Green!!!!!!@ fubar
Counting Crows Operates At Their Own Speed
David Immerglck, guitarist, about their new CD and hopes of a New Brunswick stop. Over the past few years the Maritimes have been able to bring in a number of big names in the music biz. Most noteworthy of course was the Rolling Stones, twice, but also Aerosmith, Rob Zombie, Ozzy Osbourne, Iron Maiden, Kanye West, Maroon 5 and next month Leonard Cohen. So when a representative for the Counting Crows contacted [here] about an interview, the obvious first question was: will they be added to the list? Guitarist David Immerglck said the band doesnt have any plans to play here, but did politely express some interest in coming to New Brunswick. I would personally love that, said Immerglck. Ive never been there (and) it would be very interesting to go. The Californian then proceeded to ask where Halifax is in relation to New Brunswick and also where the Trailer Park Boys were located. New Brunswickers should probably keep their hopes low for news of a local stop on the
Purecountry(to My Ap Father)
He is a sweet,caring, and loving AP father He shows you life that most wouldn't care My best friend that is their for anyone Willing to lend a hand when needed Also great on advice I hope we stay friends until the end Cause he is the greatest friend to have Great to look up too also For anybody who don't know him I'd advise you too Cause he is an awesome father figure His poems are from the wonderous Texas and life Which are very beautiful to read So to all poet's out there i'd say to go read and get to know my AP father The greatest friend I could ever have
Greatest Teacher/friend
You are the best teacher An I will never forget you Cause you taught me and my siblings Also were best friend's with my parent's Which was the greatest Just wish you could be here To teach and full fill more of your dreams I know I never told you this But your always my number one male teacher That I have had You have the biggest heart An a wonderful soul That are cherishable Wish we didn't have to see you go Through this We know it's for the best Author notes To my coolest teacher Mr. Chris John Becker which I will miss dearly but he's in my thought's and prayers also in my heart God Bless The Becker Family!! From Kestner Family
Sex-positions-and-techniques.info
Octopus Sexual Position like the butterfly position only the woman rests her legs on the man shoulders. Asian Cowgirl Sexual Postion With this position the man lies on his back while the women squats, not kneels on top of the man facing him. Camel Ride/Camel-Style Sex Position In this position the women lies on her side with the uppermost leg forward. The man kneels astride the receiver's lowermost leg, thus gaining access to either vagina or anus. Good for pregnancy, or for overweight partners. Experiment, as one side usually gives better alignment than the other for any given pairing. The Screw Sex Position The woman lies on edge of a bed or couch with legs bent to one side, pulled slightly toward her chest; the man stands and penetrates from the rear. Very effective for women with orgasm difficulties.
Women Part 2
god i wont ever date a fucking women in my life again. i should turn fucking gay. women hurt and are fucking pathetic. no wonder a lot of guys hurt women. bc they deserve it. yall break a mans heart take his kids away bc you think he isnt good enough or rip his ehart out. all him all these jackass oh hes a deadbeat. hell im glad im single. women hurt to fucking much. for those of you who are marreid. im happy. for those of you who have a women good. just remeber one thing. eventually they piss on your head like the rest of the dogs they are. you want to catigorize us men as all the same. we are all cheaters. or we just treat yall like shit and we have no heart or we use yall for sex or we are never good enough dads. i tell you what for those of you women who think that and oh yeah question a mans faith and heart and love. fuck you you fucking cunt. mmm i love that word. put yourself in a real mans position. for the ones who are loyal and faithful and do know hwos to raise a family. wh
So Called "family"
OMFG!!! its been one of those weekends when u wanna tell ur family to fuck off and go to hell....Apperently they went thru my grams stuff...if u know me then u know a)she passed a couple weeks ago....and b) im having a really hard time with it bc i was really close to her....no one bothered to call me...or email me...or even pm me on here to say hey heather we are gonna go thru grams stuff on sun thought maybe ud wanna be there knowing how close u were and how much u did for gram when she was alive...BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! no one called or anything...and im pissed....im always the last to know everything when it comes to my family....and im really tired of it.....and ppl wonder why i find it hard to rush to visit em...they dont give a shit bout how i feel or what i want....why should i visit u?......GRRRRRRRRRR !!!
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Joke
**Rrriiiiinnnnggg, rrriiiinnnngg,** **"Hello?'** **'Hi honey.** **This is Daddy.** **Is Mommy near the phone?'** **'No, Daddy.** **She's upstairs in the bedroom with Uncle Paul.'** **After a brief pause,** **Daddy says,** **'But honey, you haven't got an Uncle Paul.'** **'Oh yes I do, and he's upstairs in the room with Mommy,** **Right now.'** Brief Pause. **'Uh, okay then, this is what I want you to do.** **Put the phone down on the table, run upstairs** **And knock on the bedroom door and shout to Mommy** **That Daddy's car just pulled into the driveway.'** **'Okay, Daddy, Just a minute.'** **A few minutes later** **The little girl comes back to the phone.** **'I did it, Daddy.'** **'And what happened, honey?' ** 'Well, Mommy got all scared, jumped
Single Sucks!!!!
hey man single for a while hehehe god honestly i ahte it. im hoping theres a women out there who is single and close bye ky or in lousiville ky bye me. damn well if so hit me up bye email or something or call my number is 15023651154. or email my crazy ass woohoo at davidhomeister@yahoo.com. god july 29th man ill be 21 im going out getting fucking shit faced and dancing and dman i can dance. well hit me up if thers any single ladies. over 18 or 19.
The King And I
April 5, 2008, I woke up with the realization that I was now one day older than MLK was when he was killed. He was always a giant to me, and an elder, but now, he's actually a young man, in my eyes. It's humbling. he accomplished so much, at 39...and I...not so much. It's more shameful than humbling. I was eating breakfast in some small town cafe in Saint Paul that Saturday morning, sitting at the center table in the center of the room, looking at all the vintage signs and photos from the 1940's, and wondered how likely I would have been beaten, shot, killed, arrested, just for trying to get a decent meal. My friend, a white woman, sat with me, and nary an awkward moment occurred. I owe so much to so many, it's difficult to fathom at times.
What I Require To Marry
1) ALL PARTYS WISHING TO BE MARRIED MUST GIVE ME AT LEAST 2 WEEKS NO LESS THAN A WEEKS NOTICE PRIOR TO THE DATE THEY WISH TO BE MARRIED THIS WAY THERE WILL BE NO CONFUSEION AND I WONT END UP SCHEDULEING 2 WEDDINGS FOR THE SAME TIME 2) PARTYS WISHING TO BE MARRIED MUST AT LEAST HAVE 2 WITTNESS'S 3)DEPENDING ON HOW U WISH TO HAVE YOUR CERTIFICATE DONE I NEED PERMISSION FROM BOTH PARTYS TO RIP A PICK OF THEM SO THAT THEY MAY BE ADDED TO THE CERTIFICATE I CAN DO THEM EITHER WAY IN OTHER WORDS WITH PICKS OF THE COUPLE OR WITH OUT OR PROVIDE ME WITH A PICK U WISH TO APEAR ON IT IF U DONT WANT A PHOTO OF YOURSELF 4) SPECIAL BACK GROUNDS FOR THE LOUNGE YOU WISH TO BE MARRIED IN MUST BE PROVIDED BY YOURSELF OR THE ROOM OWNER 5)IF YOU WISH A BULLETIN MADE TO ANNOUNCE YOUR WEDDING I MUST BE LET KNOWN OF THIS IN ENOUGH ADVANCE TIME SO THAT I MAY MAKE ONE OR YOU MAY DO IT YOURSELF. 6) IF YOU WISH TO SCHEDULE A WEDDING DATE AND TIME WITH ME YOU MAY EITHER CONTACT
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Today's Quote Pain nourishes courage. You can't be brave if you've only had wonderful things happen to you. -Mary Tyler Moore
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Today's Quote Life is too complicated not to be orderly. -Martha Stewart
4/08 Joke Of The Day!!!!
How do you identify a city worker's kids on the playground?.............................. They're the ones standing around watching the other kids play. Kind of cheesy yes i know!!! But it's still a joke!!!!
Contest Help!!!
The Battle of the Sexes Round 1 is well underway. One of my good friends is in need of some help. If everyone one who reads this would drop just a comment or two she could catch up in no time. Rates also count so at least drop by and rate the picture for her. Just click the picture below... Show the contest's host some love also. Please stop by and fan/add/rate her. Fallen Angel ~ Demon Crew Co-Founder~ Member of the Stiletto Girls~FU OWNED by MASTER CAIN@ fubar (repost of original by 'vl glм Ǯш Μ ht L뮆♠Club FAR♠' on '2008-04-08 16:15:06')
Great Thing
Someone many months ago showed me this..it is amazing. Makes me happy everytime I see it. Someone who just wants to spread joy to anyone in their free time. For no reason but just to do it. An inspiration
Sucess
Sucess is to be measured not so much by the position one reaches in life as by the obstacles which he has overcome while trying to succeed... Booker T Washingon "An open mind is fine, but be careful what you shovel in" Three Kinds of People This old world of ours has three kinds of people living on it. They are known as the Wills, the Won't, and the Can'ts. The Will's accomplish everything; the Won'ts oppose everything; and the Can'ts fail in everything. Things come to him who hustles while he waits LET ME GIVE... I do not know how long I'll live But while I live Lord let me give Some comfort to some one in need By smile or nod...kind word or deed To ease things for my fellow man I want naught but I do my part, To change folks frowns to smiles again To lift a tired or weary heart And I'll not care how long I'll live Then I will not have lived in vain If i give and give and give
Sometimes You Just Need A Hand
Sometimes You Just Need A Hand From A Friend To Pick You Up! Help The lovely DJ Whoda Find Her Place IN Fubar!! Just Click The Pic Fan/Rate/ADD or Leave A Little Extra L.O.V.E !! View My PlaylistMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com This Pimp Out Comes From DjTrickyDick...Own Me Today!!
Hurt
It's hard when you've given all yourself to the one person you wanted to spend the rest of your life with. As the time of every year passes by and you see the dramatic changed in that person but you can't say or do anything to make it stay the way that it was before now. An that person starts making you second guess everything you say and do to try to save your marriage. As they say you can't change anyone even if you go to hell or heaven. Love is a gamble you have to love before you can have your heart broken.
Black Velvet
Knocking On Heavens Door
The Very Secret Diary Of Theoden
The Very Secret Diary of Theoden By: Cassandra Claire Co-written with lorax523, who is, as always, in inspiration to me in all things. ----- Day One Desperately in need of new personal assistant. Have contacted Ninety Minute Minion Services in Isengard. Seems best bet as if minion does not arrive in ninety minutes you get free Orc. Do not actually know what would do with Orc if had one, so do hope minion arrives on time. Day Two New minion arrived. Not best looking bloke I've ever clapped eyes on, but then again, not everyone can be brainless pretty boy with big show-off ponytail like Eomer. Little does Eomer know Wormtongue has promised me new makeover with Saruman's personal line of beauty products. Has promised me I will look fresh and youthful. Day Three Is that a grey hair? Day Four New makeover gone horribly awry. Do not look fresh and youthful, instead resemble albino dwarf after two years pickling in the Dead Marshes. Suspect Wormtongue has cru
9/11/01
'MEET ME IN THE STAIRWELL' You say you will never forget where you were when you heard the news On September 11, 2001. Neither will I. I was on the 110th floor in a smoke filled room with a man who called his wife to say 'Good-Bye.' I held his fingers steady as he dialed. I gave him the peace to say, 'Honey, I am not going to make it, but it is OK..I am ready to go.' I was with his wife when he called as she fed breakfast to their children. I held her up as she tried to understand his words and as she realized he wasn't coming home that night. I was in the stairwell of the 23rd floor when a woman cried out to Me for help. 'I have been knocking on the door of you r heart for 50 years!' I said. 'Of course I will show you the way home - only believe in Me now.' I was at the base of the building with the Priest ministering to the injured and devastated souls. I took him home to tend to his Flock in Heaven. He heard my voice and answered.
U Have 2 Fish In Order 2 Find The Sea
THEY lie cause u can fall in love over the internet.(omg) I was not thinking about it.IT happens in a blink of an eye.Or in this case the typing of the keys on the pc board. Look the computer help the process faster in dating or just plain booty(for thoses who know about online bootycall..lmbao) Life what u make it they say never give up on anyone who worth the fighting for. U take a risk actin a fool for love. IM not saying use fubar as a dating site.But half of the time people are here having a goodtime some are blind.(some are just plain tards..lookng for nsfw photos) I have been hurt and hurt others and forgive those i can.Cause a better day is coming no matter how the weekend looks. BEcareful like anything u do in life..online dating pays the price cause it still real life. Just like if u was 2 got out on the town.
Autopsy Of A Alien Captured On Video
A Toad Can Die Of Light
A toad can die of light! Death is the common right Of toads and men,-- Of earl and midge The privilege. Why swagger then? The gnat's supremacy Is large as thine. --Emily Dickinson
Effin Sicko!!!!!!!!!!!
http://fubar.com/user/665216 his url to his page what he said in my shoutbox : REY: if you saw your son jacking off what would you do his picture link to his profile : fuckinsicko!!!!! REY@ fubar
College
Pisses me off. we're already paying like 30,000 to go to school. then 5,000 yr for rent. 500 a semester for books. and the bookstore STILL rips me off. I just sold back a 45 dollar book that i opened uh once, and i got 15 lousy dollars back.. im not looking forward to selling the rest back for the measly 100 I'll get. sigh oh well, at least I'll have a few extra bucks to waste while I'm on the cruise. Its beautiful outside. My best friends are coming tomorrow, and my favorite cute neighbor boys are throwing a kegger. it should be a good weekend.
What Better 2 U Good Sex Or Good Realtionship
OK the rule apply only for those who mingle. Good sex in realtionship are ture but u every meet someone freakyer then u.IF so ur realtionship is good sex based around friendship.(LMBAO winks)Who dont want that? Sex is Sex even bad Sex not like having no Sex at all. I rather beat myself snickerdoodle and all cause someone going get hurt if it's just a bump and grind. Sure growen people play games but u leave those alone. Yes age is a big different thing here in these day and times now.Sex with a younger one u teach them .older...u get it on old 70's porn style(ok tmi..lol). AGE limit look no way i go back dating 19 year old 25 nope.31-43..i mean im more of a mindfocker so being mature is geat.(damn i do act goofy sometimes)but any way be careful who u sexin..peace from dr.kush
What I Need
I hear your voice, and feel your pain Thinking you need a new light in your life. The life you have, is dark & full of nothing but pain. The beauty you used to see is not the same. Not wanting to even have me as a friend. For youre friends, have only let you down. This is a sign that you should now forget your past. If you continue to hide from this world, "a life like this wont last." I feel like you have now given up, on finding that special someone in your life. Closing your self and not wanting to trust. Not giving me a chance to become a good friend. You seem to no longer care, your still holding such pain. Lost in your hurt, having a broken heart that controls your feelings each day. Hear me out, listen to the words I have to say. Life is about living it happy each moment Tomorrow will be a new morning. And you cant turn back yesterday Dont waste you eyes on letting tears fall. Look at all the beauty th
Doctors Visit
This is so true! They always ask at the doctor's office why you are there, and you have to answer in front of others what's wrong and sometimes it is embarrassing. There's nothing worse than a Doctor's Receptionist who insists you tell her what is wrong with you in a room of other patients. I know most of us have experienced this, and I love the way this old guy handled it: An 86 year old man walked into a crowded waiting room and approached the desk.... The Receptionist said, 'Yes sir, what are you seeing the Doctor for today?' 'There's something wrong with my dick', he replied. The receptionist became irritated and said, 'You shouldn't come into a crowded waiting room and say things like that.' 'Why not? You asked me what was wrong and I told you,' he said. The Receptionist replied; 'Now you've caused some embarrassment in this room full of people. You should have said there is something wrong with your ear or something, and discussed the problem furth
All I Ask
How abysmally you failed,with your tragic spit of words I smiled at your efforts,and then continued watching birds You kept your own self company,while I just closed my ears How abysmally you failed,to curse me with your fears Why such bitterness and hatred,how do you sleep at night I wondered of your coldness,as I watched the birds take flight You are chained to your own demons,and yet you hold the key Why such bitterness and hatred,when you've another choice to be When did you cease caring,where did you leave your heart Why did all your dreams fade,whats torn your soul apart Don't you know I care enough,I'm holding out my hand Can't you tell I'm reaching out,I want to understand Did you see the birds before,holding freedom on their wings You too could rise above all this and know the peace it brings Ok I'll just sit quietly and you can release all of your hurt All I ask is when you're done,will you try to see the birds Chenoa Shiningwater
Cd Recogmendation
the new cd by BeLpHeGor is pritty fuckin badass if i do say so myself! i preordered it and got it today along with a badass t shirt and some other goodies my badass friend put in for me! she knows who she is and i love ya to death! ANyways pick up the cd id higly recogmend it! Belphegor is one of those black deathmetal bands who havent lost there edge, and do a badass job of mixing the black and death metal in there sound insted of going from one to another like most black metal bands who are now pritty much death metal bands have done! or sold out became all mainstream or anything like that! all Hail Belphegor for this badass Release! will easily be one of the best releases of 2008 i can already tell! so if you are into Black Metal or Death Metal go out and get this cd! or not and be an emo looser fag and kill yourself!
What Happened???
it used to be up all the way
Daddy Stop It Hurts
DADDY STOP IT HURTS My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlies bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work He slaps and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me A
Thoughts.
*If we see with open eyes and listen with open ears,why dont we think with opened minds? *The next time you think you`re perfect,try walking on water. *There is no such thing as past..Its just a memory that fades away with every step we take. *The best love is the one that weakens our soul,makes reach for more,that plants fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds :) *You think there`s a God,yet you look both ways when you`re crossing the street...
Dark Erotica
Hes out there, outside her window, feeling the warm air as it flowed through his coat and silk shirt and softly caressed his skin. The moon highlighted pale skin and the white hair of his forearm; it revealed soft, striking blue eyes sheltered under long eyelashes and dark brows; it shone on his hair, a shade no less than black, tied back in ponytail that fell smooth and straight down the middle of his back. Hes waiting, waiting outside her window for a perfect breeze. It came, whipping up his trench coat, knee length and elaborately embroidered in dark violet and crimson velvet, and the soft, white curtains strung up about her window; as quick as the wind arrived he was inside, landing his black leather boots with a barely audible click. Assessing his surroundings he found himself in the fair company of luxurious furnishings; the trimmings on the chair at the vanity expertly carved and upon the wall a painting of the Renaissance, one he himself might
Im Deleting My Account
im thinkin about deleting my fubar account, to many pp, that wanna add u but dont ever talk to u, even if u mkae the effort to talk to them... alot of attention an point whores on here.. thats all ppl care about on here.. so im just gonna say screw an delete my account, for ppl who wanna keep in touch hit me up an ask me for my yahaoo sn... other than that peace!!
Life
I was watching a tv show about my old and always favorite artist group, tlc. Watching that show, brought back so many long and old memories of myself, my beautiful cousins Amanda and Katie. As we grew up we portrayed that group as something for us to look up to when we were younger. Their songs gave us insight when we we younger that made us really think about our lives. And now, I'm sitting here writing to you guys tonight, because it's has got me thinking about where I want my life to go. I'm still a little confused on what I do want in life. And I'm probably sure everyone still is, whether they be 80 years old or 10 years old. But me hearing the vocals of the song "waterfalls" by TLC, especially the rap part by Left Eye, and this is what is says..... "I seen a rainbow yesterday, but too many storms have come and gone. Leaving a trace of not one God giving ray. Is it because my life is ten shades of gray? I pray, all ten fade away, seldom praise him for the seven days." "And like h
Open Your Heart
How often have you wished you had the ability to not worry about the result of something? The biggest fear in a relationship can often be the fear of rejection or the fear of a bad experience. Quite often you'll find people, maybe even yourself, who are so afraid of these things that they are not willing to experience the joy of a true relationship. This is quite understandable, especially if you've had a previous bad experience. The real problem comes when it's time for you to start enjoying something, and you're still held back by your fear. What do you do and how can you overcome this? A good starting point is remembering this motto, "Nothing in life worth having, or keeping, is going to be effortless or painless." If you're going to be involved with someone, this can also include a friendship, you need to make a commitment to them that you're willing to give it your all. Although, the relationship could end in heartbreak, it is far better to know you gave and loved with everythi
Here Is A Treat !!!!
Here is a Treat !!!!
Sum Quotes That I Like
You know you're in love when you see that someone & your heart flutters, your stomach gets butterflies, & the rest of the world disappears Love is just a serial killer and we're all innocent victims Let's set the record straight. No one makes me smile quite like you do Drama's made for movies, not reality He leaned over & kissed me. I kissed him back & then, our eyes met & it was like we both knew So we smiled & kissed again. It was so perfect. Let's kiss in the rain Where the rain is so hard that the only thing we can see is each other. Lifes A Bitch, Then You Die, Fuck The World, Lets Get High
All My Lifeee
K-Ci & JoJo - All My Life lyrics I will never find another luva sweeta than you, Sweeta than you And I will never find anutha luva more precious than you More precious than you Girl you are Close to me you're like my mother Close to me you're like my father Close to me you're like my sister Close to me you're like my brutha You are the only one my everything and for you this song I sing And all my life I've prayed for someone like you And I thank God that I, that I finally found you All my life I've prayed for someone like you And I hope that you feel the same way too Yes, I pray that you do love me too I said you're all that I'm thinkin' of.....baby Said, I promise to never fall in love with a stranger You're all I'm thinkin' of, I praise the Lord above For sending me your love, I cherish every hug I really love you And all my life, baby, baby, I've prayed for someone like you, And I
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THIS WHERE I KEEP ALL BAD COMMENTS
04-14-08
"Patience is the ability to idle your motor when you feel like stripping your gears." Barbara Johnson
Once Again
hello everyone. it is i live in kandahar afghanistan. yes, i am only using one case, get over it, you are not an english major. my issue, those who get on here to gripe, moan, bitch, and otherwise complain about their lives in the u.s.a. get a clue, next time you wanna complain because your super-jumbo cafe-mocha was not hot enough, get on a website for Soldiers, Sailors, Airmen, and Marines. check out some of the conditions we live in currently in both iraq and afghanistan. maybe, give up your mocha fix for a week and send a card or letter out to a troop in harms way. i can think of several websites, VFW for one, thank a Soldier, etc.. and help out those who allow starbucks to prosper. yeah, some of you remember me from iraq, seems i only get on this site when i am deployed, hmm, cause when i am home i have a life. i blast people here because you still do not know how good you really have it. thousands of people are here to risk their lives to try and better someone elses
Pimp Out
> Fubar Sexiest Cowboy CountryBoy Superman wants you as a friend. He is mighty fine and will keep you entertain. Stop by his page to FAN ADD and RATE this wonder Fubaian by clicking the below link Countryboy Superman (Leader of the JLM & Southern Sex Symbols) Owned by Zatanna@ fubar This Announcement brought to you by Zatanna@ fubar
Self Reflection
The beauty of her world, dwells upon her face, her confidence and pride, is her own untainted grace, desperate for reflection, to keep her image near, she pauses to gaze upon her face, in each and every mirror, outside her world of beauty, is a world thats passing by, how much she'll lose and how much she'll miss, while fixed upon her pride, she gazes subtly at the mirror, to escape all detection, though time fly by and age will come, she remains desperate for reflection
Thank You?
Here's the thing.... don't thank me as if I was just some temp thing and just a friend helping out. Cause that's NOT how it was or is. If you want to tell yourself that's what it was, then here's a reality check--- snap out of it. I was in his life before you, and I am now in it even more so. Didn't expect it to happen, but it did, and regardless of anything, I'm very glad it did. So please, don't try to thank me as if it's now all for you. Cause it's not. Though no longer physically together, I am still very much there for him, love him, and care about him. So do not try to insult me or belittle what we had. I had twice as much in a shorter amount of time then you have in all these years. Whether you ever get to experience any portion of it, who knows. Perhaps you will, but I will not be thanking you for keeping him safe. Cause I know it's more than just a friend being kind. Thank me? No... I only did what I would do for someone I love, care about, and want to be with.
A Sadden House
How do I wash the tears from my eyes? Can I touch what was never there The love that I felt Was it just for show or was it the real thing? A empty house is the gift that is given Empty How is that to be taken? Can it be a sign of letting go, to let me live? However, it feels more as the jail she imprisoned my soul A prison, that is the word I seek A servant in a loveless house Just doing what needs to be done Cleaning the tears that now stain my heart Stain the carpet of this sadden house
Buh Byeeeeeee
Well once again I failed to stick to my guns..... im talking about adding all those blank friend requests...and requests from those who are only point whores....I take my friendships seriously and dont have the time to go through 700 and some odd profiles looking for my REAL friends. Ive been on a mission of keeping track whose been naughty or nice....those who were nice shall stay and 99% of you know who you are..the naughty ones...well its been real and its been fun but its now time to say BUHH BYEEEEEEEEE!!! To my REAL Friends I say THANKS for being YOU!!!
Fireflies
Hoping your day goes well. The wonderful attraction of life and how people gravitate or seem to without knowing end up talking to someone has helped me to not only heal but help others. Recently I have spoken with many "lost" people and though it's not my place to change them. I have brought some light and positivity to their seemingly dark path. It is not coincidence that one person in particular I have been speaking with has bumped into me. They are experiencing a loss of a parent like I have twice in my life. Like myself the rock of the family and as such the feeling of you can't let out emotion because it will weaken the resolve of others. That was wrong of me to think and wrong of them to think. It helps to have people listen to you and talk to you when they themselves have dealt with similar pain. There is a healing thing that we don't do anymore as a society. A hug. A hug or a pat on the shoulder can infuse a hurting soul with light. I know when I got to meet a
Memories!
* You wanted to be on Star Search. (Didn't we all?) * You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off. Or even when he had those freaky eyes in "Thriller" at the end of the video. * You wore a banana clip or one of those slap on wrist bands at some point during your youth. * You wore French rolls on the bottom of your splatter painted jeans. * You had slouch socks, and puff painted your own shirt at least once. * You owned a doll with 'Xavier Roberts' signed on it's butt. * You knew what Willis was "talkin' 'bout." * You know the profound meaning of "Wax on, Wax off." * You can name at least half of the members of the elite "Brat Pack." * You can remember watching Full House and Saved by the Bell for endless hours. * You have seen at least 10 episodes of Fraggle Rock. * You know that another name for a keyboard is a "Synthesizer." * You'll always hold a special place in your heart for "Back to the Future." * You know where to go if you "wanna go
Final Fantasy- How Can I Hold On
Save That Horse Ride This Cowboy!
Save a Horse Own A Cowboy!!!!!
Lion King- Save Yourself
Whoo Know....
Well i just found out last night that i Made the Dean's List In school and i have a Kick ass GPA .. Im doing great .. and the teacher said that he see me being on of the best in the class .. whooo hooo go me go meee and in lil less then 2 years ill have my AOS Degree in Computer Aided Drafting and Design Architectural.. well have great day all XOXOXOX =D
Im Down To My Last Cigarette
Fil Collins - Somethin Happend On Teh Wai 2 Heaven
WE HAD R LIFE, WE HAD R LUV BUT U DOAN KNOE WUT UVE GOT TILL U LOSE IT WELL DAT WUZ DEN AN DIS AR TEH NAO AN I WANTS U BAK, HOW LOTZ DA TIEMS I CAN SAY IM SRY YEZ IM SRY HOW CAN SOMETHIN SO GUD GO SO BAD HOW CAN SOMETHIN SO RITE GO SO WRONG I DOAN KNOE, I DOAN HAS ALL TEH ANZWERS AN I WANTS U BAK, HOW LOTZ DA TIEMS I CAN SAY IM SRY WELL U KNOE U CAN RUN AN U CAN HIDE BUT IM NOT LEAVIN UNLES U COME WIF ME WEVE HAD R PROBLEMS BUT IM ON UR SIDE URE ALL DAT NEEDZ, PLZ BLEEV IN ME I ONLY WANTD SOMEONE 2 LUV BUT SOMETHIN HAPPEND ON TEH WAI 2 HEAVEN IT GOT HOLD OV ME, AN WOULDNT LET GO I WANTS U BAK, HOW LOTZ DA TIEMS I CAN SAY IM SRY YEZ IM SRY WELL U KNOE U CAN RUN AN U CAN HIDE BUT IM NOT LEAVIN UNLES U COME WIF ME WEVE HAD R PROBLEMS BUT IM ON UR SIDE URE ALL DAT NEEDZ, PLZ BLEEV ME WELL U KNOE U CAN RUN AN U CAN HIDE BUT IM NOT LEAVIN TIL IZ ALL OVAR WEVE HAD R PROBLEMS BUT IM ON UR SIDE URE ALL DAT NEEDZ, LET ME SHOW U THEY SAY U CANT TAEK IT WIF U
Withering.......
i am but a withered rose in the dark i dont know why he doesnt water me or throw me out he just keeps me here all alone...wondering..wishing... hoping for the one day when he looks at me and decides.....do i want to keep her or discard her.... written by meliss august 28 2006
Philosophies For The Native American Man
First Philosophy - TO THE WOMEN The cycle of life for the woman is the baby, girl, woman, and grandmother. These are the four directions of life. She has been given by natural laws the ability to reproduce life. The most sacred of all things in life. Therefore, all men should treat her with dignity and respect. Never was it our way to harm her mentally or physically. Indian men were never abusers. We always treated our women with respect and understanding. So, from now on, I will treat women in a sacred manner. The Creator gave women the responsibility for bringing new life into the world. Life is sacred, so I will look upon women in a sacred manner. In our traditional ways, the woman is the foundation of the family. I will work with her to create a home atmosphere of respect, security and harmony. I will refrain from any form of emotional or physical abuse. If I have these feelings, I will talk to the Creator for guidance. I will treat all women as if they were my
Don't Walk Away
Single...
After 5 yrs.. all he could say was " I don't have time for a girlfriend anymore.." I'm shocked.. WTF... I don't know ..
Your Life Has Value
How Can I Make A Million Dollars, Legally?
This is serious all jokes aside no bull, let me know if you have any good ideas, silly responses get no replies.
Code Of Conduct
Treasure Every Moment
Life is a treasure, and we should savor every moment. Forward this to 10 friends, and find more We convince ourselves that life will be better after we get married, have a baby, then another. Then we are frustrated that the kids aren't old enough and we'll be more content when they are. After that, we're frustrated that we have teenagers to deal with. We will certainly be happy when they are out of that stage. We tell ourselves that our life will be complete when our spouse gets his or her act together, when we get a nicer car, when we are able to go on a nice vacation, or when we retire. The truth is, there's no better time to be happy than right now. If not now, when? Your life will always be filled with challenges. It's best to admit this to ourself and decide to be happy anyway. Happiness is the way. So, treasure every moment that you have and treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time with... and remember that time wai
Good Bye
I've never been good at goodbye's so I'll say it quick. I just wanted to say goodbye to the friends I've made in this short time. You all have great hearts and have been so nice to me. I will miss all of you. I have a new life ahead of me and I need to find myself. Take Care Steve
Oil "crisis"
A lot of folks can't understand how we came to have an oil shortage here in our country. ~~~ Well, there's a very simple answer. ~~~ Nobody bothered to check the oil. ~~~ We just didn't know we were getting low. ~~~ The reason for that is purely geographical. ~~~ Our OIL is located in ~~~ ALASKA ~~~ California ~~~ Coastal Florida ~~~ Coastal Louisiana ~~~ Kansas ~~~ Oklahoma ~~~ Pennsylvania and Texas ~~~ Our DIPSTICKS are located in Washington, DC!!! Any Questions??? NO? Didn't think So.
Emma Rae
My brother just texted me. He is at his daughter's, my niece, Emma's Regional Track meet. She's a Junior in high school. She just won her heat in the 800. Her time was 2:41, 2 seconds off of her personal best. She advances to the finals on Saturday. If she does well there, she'll go to the Georgia state championship. Very excited. I called him and he put her on the phone. She was getting ready for the 4 X 400 relay. I told her that if any girls were closing in on her, not to forget to use her elbows. . . .she knew I was kidding. . . She runs a sub-six-minute mile, kicks ass in cross country, and is quiet, shy, and a straight A student. . very proud.
Kinda Bored
It cold outside tonight, much colder then it had been earlier in the day. Im nervous and youre not even here yet! I hear a knock on my door and I know its you. I open the door and cant even say anything other then Hi. We go back to my room and I sit on the bed and you follow me and sit beside me. I dont look at you. I cant bring myself to. Its freezing in my room so I wrap my arms around me not a second later do, I hear you ask me if im cold, I tell you that I am and you move closer to me. Then before I realize what has just happened you kiss me. Before I can protest, I feel your hand on my leg. It feels hot like its burning my skin, then I feel your lips on my neck. You have no idea what that does to me how badly it turns me on. I whisper your name, as you look up at me my lips meet yours and I cant stop. I kiss you with such hunger. When our lips part almost on instinct I stand up and you follow my lead. I kneel in front of you and I start to undo your pants. But you stop me,
Ill Give You Fishing!!
With the shark hook that I stole from you I'll run it in........... I'll run it through Your testicles that once were mine You shared around well thats fucking fine! The meat hook that I hung up there Is the view nice? Did I catch your hair? Do the squid hooks hurt at the back of your knee? You fucking arse, don't cheat on me!! The gutting knife, it makes nice marks See the criss cross patterns across your heart? Fishing hey? That's what you said So why'd I find you in her bed? Yes this fishing lark is so much fun Good job that you don't fish with guns! So hang up there and drip with blood Until your head gets heavy and sinks with a thud Down onto your chest all blood soaked and wet Ahh if I was brave that's the punishment you'd get! So don't fuck up and you will be fine Living in fear, eternally mine!!
Last Train To Clarksville
< Sighs > Things I'll Never Understand ? Lol
Dunno why I'm here in my blogs, once again typing basically to meself but here goes nuttin lol. Just have some things on my mind and kinda wanted to get them offa my chest so to speak. I'm the type of person that cares about others, especially after I get to know them, if we 'click' and have good conversations n that 'connection' even if it's just on a friendship level, I start to really care about them. They're no longer just another person to me, they're friends, family, loved one's, even if it's just an online friendship, it still means a lot to me , to have somebody be so close to me in terms of being able to connect with them. So, now for the 'sad' part, that's on my mind right now. lol...... It really hurts, totally sux goat ass when those that've I've grown to care about no longer talk to me like we once did. I actually MISS them, believe that!? bad bad me for missing those that don't seem to miss me, but, it's just 'me', can't and won't apologize for being me.
Guy Fubar Friends Vs. Having A Boyfriend
Okay peeps, here's the deal. I have a boyfriend. I'm not hiding it nor am I trying to cheat on him or anything like that. Now just because I have a boyfriend does that mean I can't have conversations with other guys or be a bit flirty or whatnot? I don't dirty talk with other people nor do I really try to lead anyone on. I just like to talk to people period. Guys girls whoever, but for some reason most of the time I have a conversation with other guys they either just stop talking to me or get pissy when they realize I have a boyfriend. My status says "in a relationship", I have pictures of the 2 of us posted and I talk about him so wtf? I'm not one of the many hoes on this site I'm a real genuine person who is here for the fun of it and nothing else! Sorry, I just had to vent a little bit on the subject. To all my friends have a wonderful weekend!!
Sex,party And Just Living
I am 50 I have ason 32 a daughter 27 and a grandaughter But I still enjoy sex and going out some say I need to act my age just what is that I ask I act The way I feel and I feel like a woman who still needs all the good stuff! What's wrong with wanting to feel a kiss on the neck that travels down to the breasts and lingers finding it's way down between that warm wet spot and bend me over and ride me till the dawn's early light! Ok I know I am not twenty anymore but you know what I damn sure not dead yet either!! well just had to vent tell me what ya think! I welcome any thing everybody has to say! And I also still like to go out and get funky too!
Red Fridays!!
If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq ; I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landing in Chicag
The Grave
The Grave Do not stand at my grave and weep. I am not there. I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the diamond glint on the snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain. I am the autumn rain. When you awake in the morning hush, I am the swift uplifiting rush of birds circling in flight I am the stars that shine at night. Do not stand on my grave and weep. I am not there. I do not sleep. Author Unknown
State Of Mind
State of Mind If you think you are beaten, you are; If you think you dare not, you don't! If you'd like to win, but you think you can't, It's almost certain you won't. If you think you'll lose, you're lost; For out in the world we find Success begins with a fellow's will; It's all in the state of mind! If you think you're outclassed, you are; You've got to think high to rise. You've got to be sure of yourself Before you 'll ever win the prize. Life's battles don't always go To the stronger or faster man; But sooner or later the man who wins Is the person who thinks he can! Author Unknown
Sweet Diana
Sweet Diana The full moon obscured - by ribbons yes - by ribbons of cloud Sweet Diana from behind her veil illuminates the sphere in her brightness blue - deep, deep, deep velvet blue a veil - a gossamer a thin shroud rests over the face of sweet Diana further away - fading to black but all around her - white white - on the deepest velvet blue on the purest velvet blue such a sight oh, the light on the deepest velvet blue pure - simple ah, such beauty rests the soul on a bed of deepest velvet blue a night - like tonight a night - tonight under this deepest velvet blue those clouds - those ribbons those grand ships afloat sailing - lost - wandering on a sea of velvet blue
The Fight For Life " A Vampires Tale "
A dark knight wait's at the cemetery gates for his Vampire princess to arise. They share an equal bond though must remove a curse that was drawn upon them by the Knight's father the King.. Slowly she arises from her resting place as the night sets in full, sensing the presence of her dark knight she begins to ascend to him... Upon noticing his princess he reaches for the cloak he had bought her from a near by village.. This wasn't an ordinary cloak it held a special spell that could allow his princess to walk around during the day.. Though it held that spell but also would feed from her so she had to keep herself well fed in order to use it. Standing before him, the light in her eyes so long has it been since she's seen the sun that had lit her days and brightened her spirit. Looking at the cloak she can sense it's use, yet afraid to touch the precious gift, afraid for what she might do, what her mind might do... The Knight in his enchanted armour which never seem
Antisapation
Sestained created an enhanced ecstady Pornogrophy, Melodicaty, Rythem soothes me Haphasevtly takes thee, capacity beyound thee sought dought, leveled body spread out fine divine we climb electric ecstasty between you and me Sexual honey Moco choclate relaxes you then erectes you Pelves thrust lust at 1st touch so much heated play all day, lingers night satin sheets Apualed thoughts, winds blow, sea's crash, lands sigh everlasin lie 2 die an You and I created, fixated, sadated,fainted and I have waited patiently............
Bling Contest
YEAH JUST WHEN YOU THOUGHT I WAS DONE !! CONTEST TIME !! OK,HERE IS THE DEAL !!! THE WAY THIS CONTEST IS GOING TO WORK !! 1) YOU CAN GET IN A CONTEST FOR BLING PACKAGE OR 2) YOU CAN GET IN A CONTEST FOR 2 BLING PACKAGES OR 3) YOU CAN GET IN A CONTEST FOR 3 BLING PACKAGES OR 4) YOU CAN GET IN A CONTEST FOR 4 BLING PACKAGES YOU CAN ONLY ENTER IN ONE CONTEST ONCE !!!!!!! EACH PERSON MUST HAVE SALUTE .. SO I KNOW THE SAME PERSON IS NOT ENTERING TWICE.. JUST SEND ME A MESSAGE LETTING ME KNOW YOU WANT IN AND ALSO SEND ME A LINK TO THE PIC YA WANT TO USE IF I CAN GET 10 FOLKS ... IN EACH . WOULD BE PERFECT ..IF NOT ..5 WOULD BE NICE !! FOR 1 BLING PACKAGE .. YOU WILL NEED 10K.. IN POINTS .. THATS ONE CONTEST !! (1st one wins ) FOR 2 BLING PACKAGES YOU WILL NEED 20K.. IN POINTS .. THATS ONE CONTEST !! (1st one wins ) FOR 3 BLING PACKAGES .. YOU WILL NEED 30.. IN POINTS .. THATS
Jamie Madrox - This Bitch
(feat. Monoxide Child) [Chorus:] This Bitch Dont Know What She Got Comin To If I Stick It Im About To Stick It To Her We Hit, Imma Blow It Out the frame Imma Tear That Ass Up Imma Lick The Whole Plate No Shit Imma 10 Seond Brotha With A hour worth of Dick Wanna Spend A Little Time Hey Bitch Can I Get Come Cut Ups So Im Steppin Up To Her With A Pick Up Like This [Jamie:] I Like The Freaky Deeky I Like The Way They Freak Me Flashin They Nipples And Peaches From Up The Street Bakiki I Like Them Dirty Bitches Without No Panties On Frist Time She Bendin Over Grab Her Right Because Its On I Got Pulled For Snake Hold And Cake Hold Put U Some In A Doggie Back So U Can Take Sum Home I Make It Good For U Make U Explode Again And Again Like Ya Bodys Out Of Control Aint Got No Money On It I Got Sum Money In My Wallet But Thats Mine You Aint Gettin None Of It All I Can Offer You Is Some Time And A Ride And My Word And A Promise I Wont Bust Up Inside [Chorus:] This Bitch Dont K
Lyrics
I watch how the Moon sits in the sky / in the dark night Shining with the light from the sun The sun doesn't give / light to the moon assuming The moons going to owe it one It makes me think of how you act to me / You do Favors and then rapidly / You just Turn around and start asking me / about Things you want back from me Im sick of the tension / sick of the hunger Sick of you acting like I owe you this Find another place / to feed your greed While I find a place to rest I want to be in another place I hate when you say you dont understand (Youll see it's not meant to be) I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy A place for my head Maybe someday Ill be just like you / and Step on people like you do and / Run Away the people I thought I knew I remember back then who you were You used to be calm / used to be strong Used to be generous / but you shouldve known / That youd Wear out your welcome / now you see How quiet it is / all alone / Im so Sick
Easier To Run
Its easier to run Replacing this pain with something more Its so much easier to go Than face all this pain here all alone Something has been taken from deep inside of me The secret Ive kept locked away no one can ever see Wounds so deep they never show they never go away Like moving pictures in my head for years and years theyve played (If I could change I would take back the pain I would) (Retrace every wrong move that I made I would) (If I could stand up and take the blame I would) (If I could take all the shame to the grave I would) (If I could change I would take back the pain I would) (Retrace every wrong move that I made I would) (If I could stand up and take the blame I would) (I would take all my shame to the grave) Its easier to run Replacing this pain with something numb Its so much easier to go Than face all this pain here all alone Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past Bringing back these memories I wish I didnt have Sometimes I t
Forgotten
From the top to the bottom Bottom to top I stop At the core Ive forgotten In the middle of my thoughts Taken far from my safety The picture is there The memory wont escape me But why should I care From the top to the bottom Bottom to top I stop At the core Ive forgotten In the middle of my thoughts Taken far from my safety The picture is there The memory wont escape me But why should I care Theres a place so dark you cant see the end (Skies cock back) and shock that which cant defend The rain then sends dripping / an acidic question Forcefully, the power of suggestion Then with the eyes shut / looking though the rust and rot And dust / a spot of light floods the floor And pours over the rusted world of pretend The eyes ease open and its dark again From the top to the bottom Bottom to top I stop At the core Ive forgotten In the middle of my thoughts Taken far from my safety The picture is there The memory wont escape me But why should I care
Never Have I Fallen
NEVER HAVE I FALLEN By: Rex A. Williams Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest. I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight. Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never been given away.
Poem By Edgar Allen Poe
The Conqueror Worm Lo! 'tis a gala night Within the lonesome latter years! An angel throng, bewinged, bedight In veils, and drowned in tears, Sit in a theatre, to see A play of hopes and fears, While the orchestra breathes fitfully The music of the spheres. Mimes, in the form of God on high, Mutter and mumble low, And hither and thither fly- Mere puppets they, who come and go At bidding of vast formless things That shift the scenery to and fro, Flapping from out their Condor wings Invisible Woe! That motley drama- oh, be sure It shall not be forgot! With its Phantom chased for evermore, By a crowd that seize it not, Through a circle that ever returneth in To the self-same spot, And much of Madness, and more of Sin, And Horror the soul of the plot. But see, a
How Did This Happen?
I tremble in darkness Afraid of the unseen Scared of what lurks in shadow. I yearn to be free Unbound from my chains To run through field and meadow. Unable to move From this place I am in Will I ever be released? My doubt and my pain I hold deep inside me Prevent me from finding peace. Alone in the dark Trapped forever I wonder if here I will die. Falling to the ground I clench both my fists And reach them to an unseen sky. by Draxen
Cost
So many times I have walked away So many times I have turned to see your face So many times I am left confussed Why am I so lost in you It seems so unfair It seems so unreal That you could hold my soul But you will not feel Feel the beating of my fragile heart Broken like my soul Shattered and torn How is it that you touched me so deep How is it knowing this you sleep Wanting you Needing you Begging and pleading with GOD Not to leave me dying Not to leave me lonely Not to let me be broken I am nothing I am lost I am lonely You touched me I paid the cost
Rambling 1
Okay so I am bored and tired. I decided to write a blog. About what I have no clue.
C'mon In, All Are Welcome!! :d
For Sabrina Please Stop
just a lil of the top i know what im doing and when to stop watch the beads grow and swell this i control my own piece of hell you cant understand the road ive been down its easier like this no matter whos around i need the power over this all please let me cut it stops my fall just a lil of the top i know what im doing and when to stop
Pain ,pleasure. Life(poem)ture Story
WHAT Sperate ME FROM OTHER GUYS..ALL THAT THUGING DIED. WHAT DIFFERENT FROM PAIN AND PLEASURE THEY ALL FEELINGS IN LIFE. EVEN THO EACH DAY A LIL OF ME DIES INSIDE..I CANT SEE MY DAUGHTER CAUSE GRAND MOMMY THINK IM STILL NO GOOD. SHE JUDGE ME BY MY FRIENDS AND ALL THEM WAS NO GOOD. WITH MY SON HIS MOTHER WANT ME TO BEG AND PLEA..SHE JUST WANT TO CONTORL ME..AND THAT SAD. IM sperateD FROM MY WIFE SOON TO FILE DIVORCE. IF I CAN FIND HER WHERE EVER SHE IS..? ALL THIS PAIN IN MY LIFE MADE ME STORNGER MADE ME SOFTER MADE ME WISE. TRYING ENDING MY LIFE 3 TIMES IN MY LIFE BUT IT A REASON I LIVED..SO THERE A REASON IM HERE. A Artsit THAT PUT PAIN IN MY MUSIC I GET PLEASURE OUT A BEAT I MADE OR SOME LYRICS..PLEASURE I HAVE A VERY BRIGHT DAUGHTER AND SON WHO LOOKS LIKE DADDY.THE PAIN IN KNOWING EVERYTHING I USE TO LOVE IS DIEING OR JUST DONT EXIST TO ME ANY MORE
Fanasty
this is purely fictional story, just wanted a place to write whats in my head. hope you enjoy! well freshman year in college is a total drag! the only thing that keeps me going all day day is the thought of my last class of the day with Mr harrison. Mr. Harrison is quite a bit older then me but he is sexy as hell! Not sure if it is confidience, his smile, or the way he fills out those jeans that makes him so damn sexy.lol i have always been attracted to older men they just seem to know how to treat a girl. And let me clarify by saying that mr harrison is not that old he is in his 40's. well part of what makes his class so interesting is the constant flirting that goes on between me and him. He doesn't seem to do it as much with the other girls as he does me. So i am constanly teasing him just to see how far i can go. so it is the last class before spring break and i decide to see just how far i can push him til he breaks. so i show up to class wearing my very short red an
Sitting Quietly
slow steps my feet and head unsure following a path I've only glanced at before my feet eager my mind wary is today a new book or the same old story seeing light where shadows did dwell feeling righteous happiness instead of unfathomable hell lonely still i walk slowly on my own feeling love looking for home nervous as a deer in a hunters sights I've shivered in fear many nights closer now my path widens to greet i sit quietly content at your feet
Remember Underwear
UNDERWEAR IS IMPORTANT!! If you don't laugh out loud at this one, call the morgue and reserve a tray, because you are dead. Always wear clean underwear in public, especially when working under your vehicle... From the Northwest Florida Daily News comes this story of a Crestview couple who drove their car to Wal-Mart, only to have their car break down in the parking lot. The man told his wife to carry on with the shopping while he fixed the car in the lot. The wife returned later to see a small group of people near the car. On closer inspection, she saw a pair of male legs protruding from under the chassis. Although the man was in shorts, his lack of underpants turned private parts into glaringly public ones. Unable to stand the embarrassment, she dutifully stepped forward, quickly put her hand UP his shorts, and tucked everythi ng back into place. On regaining her feet, she looked across the hood and found Herself staring at her husband who was standing idly by.
Eternia, Soul Of Night
Forever, this love that I know in your arms Forever surrender to your deadly charms Forever in worship to swoon in your sight Forever before you, my Angel of Night. No evil may touch me, while you hold me near Nor evil corrupt me save yours, my dead dear Your evil seduces, so strong and so keen The evil of darkness, of which I am Queen. Together forever, through fire and ice Together forever, no less will suffice I am yours forever, no deadly decay You are mine forever, through darkness and day. Immortal beloved, my own darkest love Immortal you are here, immortal above Immortal life be ours, the red ruby kiss Immortal the breath stolen from us by bliss. Forever my darling, no pain, no denial Forever we drink from the deep crimson phial Forever my precious, this battle is won Forever we're banished from the light of the sun. Let midnight seduce us, let paradise reign Through the dark ebon silence, this tainted red pain Let passion compel us, this lust wi
Well Come On...
pffffttt!!!
Update 2
Well surgery will be tomorrow. The dr says that he will go in and remove bone further up the foot from the last toe he removed and will also look at the bone in the third toe to see if it has been infected as well. The MRI shows it may be but he's not sure so is letting us know ahead of time it may have to come off but he is hopeful that it won't. It will be inpatient surgery, but due to high costs they are saying they may try to do a 23 hour stay so it can be classified as "outpatient". I'm not sure I really understand, Joey talked to them but he's not real good at explaining it to me. LOL I guess we will see how it all goes and as soon as we come home I will let ya'll know how it went. Thank you for your prayers.
I Need You, I Love You - Marc Anthony
Liz Hurley2
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Sorrow Struck Sunshine
She lies awake contemplating what a difference it would create to be happy.. For one solitary moment to smile a truth that shines through the clouds and hear the words all too sappy.. To walk into her home after stopping on the side of the road to sob and find the single stemmed rose and a heart filled note.. Yet reality strikes hard and her eyes fill with tears falling to her sadness soaked pillow.. Still thinking what it would be like sitting not alone holding true love deep in her arms under the wind swaying willow.. Sometimes to be lonely is a burden when days on end dreams always fall short.. Of reality within these beautiful eyes her wanting proof inside her heart she will have to sort..
My Friend Wrote About Me..
Starting from when I first met her in middle school. I thought she was the coolest girl ever. I dont know what "it" was about her but I was mesmerized by her way of being. She was only a year older than me but I was convinced that she was so wise...so cool. Maybe it had something to do with the fact that she was practically the first girl I knew that wore full blown make up...the eyeliner, the lipstick, AND lipliner always leaving her mark wherever she would go...thinking back now it sounds silly but its true...she was my first "girl-crush"...so to speak...but not the weird kind, more like the she's so beautiful and cool I wanna be just like her kinda crush...innocent and true. As the years passed I always admired her. Frankly she was the shit...the kind of girl that I looked up to.... Many girls tried to be like her, myself included, but you couldnt be like her, you just couldnt. She is and always will be one of a kind. Maybe thats the "it" that I so much admired, maybe thats the "coo
Without You
WITHOUT YOU IN MY LIFE ITS COLD AND ALONE YOU'VE TAUGHT ME MORE THAN I HAVE EVER KNOWN. LIKE HOW IT FEELS TO CARE SO MUCH OR HOW IT FEELS TO LONG FOR YOUR TOUCH. WITHOUT YOU IN MY LIFE IT WOULD SURELY END I HAVE NEVER KNOWN OF A CLOSER FRIEND. WITHOUT YOU IN MY LIFE EVERYTHING GOES WRONG WITHOUT YOU IN MY LIFE, LIFE CAN'T GO ON S.K.B
Symphony Of Death
Blissful pain shall set me free Logical Intentions cause decree Blind kings sit on thrones of glass Shattered by stones of redemptions mass Blood curdles beneath elastic skin Making me more human then Ive ever been A slithering serpent my savior he is Mourning my death forever Im his The devils advocate he claims to be Like a scream of lost in a forest of one tree Are my words irrelevant and haze you so? So that you scratch your head and cry in woe Is it fair that these words lack to represent The pain Ive encountered through lack of merriment If so then I have done my task Of allowing a dazzled prince to in my blood bask Now I smile in my hand a broken cask Drinking of your confusion, I hide behind this mask
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so i am bored and i havent done a blog yet so i decided to do one....this one isnt reallt about anything its just that i wanted to make one so here it is....i dont know what to say....well lets see what happened today?? well my sister found out that she is having a baby girl...i'm excited about that....and my other sister is freaking about her pregnancy....and i only have 25 days left of school...that is exciting...and i'm kinda bored still......i love my bestest friends hollie and ashley....they make me giggle...lol....yea well that is all i have to say for now....its kinda boring but its what i was just thinkin about so yea there it is....
Will Be Missed
Christine Sherrill Christine Bumgardner Sherrill, 66, of Valdese, went to be with the Lord on Monday, April 21, 2008. She was born on Feb. 27, 1942 in Cleveland County to the late Homer Dale and Mavis Nancy Hudson Bumgardner. Survivors include her son, Harold Paul Norman and his wife, Donna, of Valdese; her daughters, Deborah Norman and Mary Sue Norman, both of Valdese; brothers, Carol Bumgardner and Melvin Bumgardner; sisters, Melvine Carpenter and Mary Tyree; seven grandchildren; six great-grandchildren; and one expected great-grandchild. In addition to her parents, she was preceded in death by her husband, Donald Otis Sherrill; a son, Walter Dale Norman; twin daughters, Thelma and Velma Norman; and a brother, Dale Bumgardner. A graveside service will be held at 2 p.m. today at Catawba Memorial Park with Pastors Tom Church and Phil Case officiating. The family will receive friends from 11 a.m. to 1 p.m. today at Amazing Grace Community Church. In lieu of flowers, donations may
Love?
Its not fair, I just want someone to love me, to love me madly, deeply, truely, no matter what. I just want to cry because I feel like I will never find it. I just want to be held, kissed on the forehead, told I'm beautiful and loved. Is that too much to ask? Is that too much to look for?
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PARAMORE- LET THE FLAMES BEGIN! What a shame we all became such fragile, broken things. A memory remains just a tiny spark. I give it all my oxygen, To let the flames begin To let the flames begin. Oh, glory. Oh, glory. This is how we'll dance when, When they try to take us down. This is what will be oh glory. Somewhere weakness is our strength, And I'll die searching for it. I can't let myself regret such selfishness. My pain and all the trouble caused, No matter how long I believe that there's hope Buried beneath it all and Hiding beneath it all, and Growing beneath it all, and... This is how we'll dance when, When they try to take us down This is how we'll sing it. This is how we'll stand when When they burn our houses down. This is what will be oh glory. Reaching as I sink down into light. Reaching as I sink down into light. This is how we dance when, When they try to take us down This is how we'll sing it. This is how we'll stand when,
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BREAKING BENJAMIN LYRICS "Until The End" So clever, Whatever, I'm done with these endeavors. Alone I walk the winding way. (Here I stay) It's over, No longer, I feel it growing stronger. I'll live to die another day, Until I fade away. [Chorus:] Why give up, why give in? It's not enough, it never is. So I will go on until the end. We've become desolate. It's not enough, it never is. But I will go on until the end. Surround me, It's easy To fall apart completely. I feel you creeping up again. (In my head) It's over, No longer, I feel it growing colder. I knew this day would come to end, So let this life begin. [Chorus] I've lost my way. I've lost my way, but I will go on until the end. Living is hard enough Without you fucking up. [Chorus] I've lost my way. I've lost my way, but I will go on until the end. U-uh, u-uh The final fight I'll win, The final fight I'll win, The final fight I'll win, But I will go on until the end.
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I'm Pissed Off
I think I'll leave it at that for right now. I'm just pissed off @ life, that's why I get no sleep.
The Painter And His Muse
Artistic in his soulful way,he paints with tender brush Deep into the dark of night,when all the world is hush Surrounded by the silence,but for the beating of his heart A masterpiece in colours,his love a work of art Gentle strokes at midnight,rhythmic touches here and there Every now and then a glimpse,at his faithful model in the chair Posing as if frozen,within the beauty of his presence She dreams away inside,as she's drinking in his essence Many nights they've spent together,a painter and his muse She holds his every movement,he captures her in hues Candlelight adorns her ,casting shadows across her skin He paints away his worries,portaying her light within Across her sliken thighs,lie a dozen roses scarlet red And secretly he wishes, he were lying there instead Her hands beneath the petals,a smile softly plays Thoughts of holding him near,gentle strokes upon his face Together and yet apart,this is the way of every night One with dreams and hopes,the othe
The Future (a Poem By Me)
Laying here alone wondering what may happen trying to decide my future wondering how to survive I pray to God hopin for an answer how will i know the right path holding on to faith knowin i must listen to my heart so many decisions so little time when will the choices be made how will we know thier right sitting here wondering about my future wondering when will the signs be shown please hurry with the choices show me which way is right
Girls Are Like...
Girls are like phones... We love to be held, talked too, but if you push the wrong button, you'll be disconnected.
Lovely Men Of Fubar... Great Convos
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April 22, 2008
Journey of Life Author Unknown Do not undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others, It is because we are different that each of us is special. Do not set your goals by what other people deem important. Only you know what is best for you. Do not take for granted the things closest to your heart. Cling to them as you would your life, for without them, life is meaningless Do not let your life slip through your fingers By living in the past nor for the future. By living your life one day at a time, You live all the days of your life. Do not give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying. It is a fragile thread that binds is to each other. Do not be afraid to encounter risks. It is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave. Do not shut out of your life by saying it is impossible to find. The quickest way to receive love is to give love; The fastest way to lose love is to hold it too tightly.
Bubblebath
I wait for the bath to fill with water.. then add bath oil.. the fragrance of roses fill the air in the steam that rises from the water.. dropping my robe, I step into the tub and sink down into the waiting warmth.. the water covers me leaving only my head above as it settles once more... I feel my body relax as I lean my head back and close my eyes.. Drifting.. in the silken wetness.. the oils coat my skin Candles flicker in the corners and soft music plays.. I run my hand over my arm.. feeling the smoothness I move to my breast and my fingers part to capture a nipple between them.. now both hands cup my breasts lifting their weight then stroking them from the sides, my thumbs rubbing over my nipples with each pass.. One hand glides down, down, down.. to where my pussy waits in the wetness.. my fingers move between it's folds teasing my clit..under the water.. Stopping for a moment, to press a button the tub jets shoot warm water.. outwards.. and ove
A Must Read::: Moment In Time
You seek the pleasure of others for a time. But it is only fleeting, you soon will find, With no real reason, no real rhyme. It doesn't fill the emptiness or the void, And leaves you not sublime- That mere moment in time. The one who satisfies completely, Body, heart, mind and soul Waits for you so sweetly, Waits for you and you alone. She is the one who fills the void. And the loneliness she dispels The emptiness, it is destroyed. With joy, your heart does swell. Open your heart, take one small risk. It's worth the chance to find the Real. You may end up with a life of bliss. But not if you're afraid to feel. Don't fear the one who's heart you hold... Her love is pure and deep and strong. It could bring a life of beauty untold. A love such as this can't be wrong. She stirs the feelings deep inside. That is what you fear the most, What all along you try to hide. All she wants is to hold you close. Put aside the others, wher
This Is A Poem Sent To Me By Late Nite Fantasy
THIS WAS ME AT 13 Pray Again Lord, please Listen to this humble plea, I don't know why you should listen to me. I have locked you out with my sins, but with this prayer, my faith begins. Please forgive this sinful man, In your mercy, take my hand. Change my Life to do your will, Empty my Heart and Love please fill. Make me a Friend to all mankind, Thats the richest Life I could find. Don't let me error or fail to see, That all men need to seek Thee. I give my Life and all I own, So I'll be in Heaven, near your Throne. Please forgive me Lord, for much did I sin, Even forgive me Just enough to barley get in. At the end of this Prayer, I'll say amen, If I am not changed, I'll pray again. Please, please, Lord, Listen to me, My Life and future, all depends on Thee. Amen This a Good One! > >
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Why I Don't Believe In God
I heard the truth about you And it really doesnt read at all Like the whipping stick you raised me with A scared woman in a private hell Hushed voice like electric bells Strange talk about edgar casey And the long lame walk of the dark 70s Strange talk about edgar casey And the long lame walk of the dark 70s I heard the truth about you, yeah you Mama they woke me up I was deep in an idiot sleep I was just eight years old Heard big words with a horrible sound Whyd they have to call my school Tell me my mother had a nervous breakdown I wish I believed like you do, yeah you In the myth of a merciful god In the myth of a heaven and hell I hear the voices you hear sometimes Sometimes it gets so much I feel like letting go Sometimes it gets so hard I feel like letting it go Sometimes it gets so goddamn hard I feel like letting it all go Letting it all go, letting it all go Letting it all go, letting it all go I ran away and went looking for you Back to cu
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Today's Quote The foolish man seeks happiness in the distance; the wise grows it under his feet. -James Oppenheim
She Loves Us! Thank You Jodi :)
Ok these are some of my best friends and they all kick A$$. So if they arent on your list they should be! ♫LilBamaGirl♫~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar ♥Ħŧ Mммα♥@ fubar QUEEN Nassy V4mpir3 GothMother OWNED BY Thump☆Star*@ fubar Cali Rain@ fubar ☛NSFW☚(FIGHT FOR THE CURE)@ fubar This bulletin brought to you by: Wishful Thinking@ fubar (repost of original by 'Wishful Thinking' on '2008-04-24 19:23:15')
Hitting The Handicapped
So...Yesterday i went to jam with a couple musicians whom I had not met previously. The Bass player has M.S. and more importantly he is one of those ASSHOLES who feel they can say and do anything they wish. He got on my nerves quickly. He informed me we were going to be a country band for starters I am not much of a fan of the music of the rednecks and I let it be known. (And I was just jamming! To talk of a band is like talking about having kids with a stranger after drunken sex!) Suffice to say the guy was a real piece of work. I had mentioned SiR PsYcO & and described him the best I could. Out of no where this guy starts looking at me and referencing things about the fact I must be gay. At this point I tell him I think he should drop it...he did not. He then informed me that in a nutshell he could say what ever the hell he wanted with no fear of reprisals due to his condition...and once again shot off his mouth. Yeah...I hit him. Right square in the face due to the fact
I Am Who I Am
My Strengths - Charismatic , Competent , Courageous , Determined , Honest , Loyal , Magnetic , Passionate , Profound , Proud , Reliable , Sharp-Witted My Weaknesses - Intolerant , Jealous , Manipulative , Merciless , Obsessive , Passive-Aggressive , Secretive , Selective , Self-Destructive , Speculative , Vicious
Hmmm
well serving in iraq, i've decided too express whats on my mind after watching countless hours of cnn so enjoy and please post your comments negative and positive
Dateing
This one's short. Love st first sight, can be a great thing. But you should remember, you just met whoever. You want too give them something,give them your faith,not your whole heart. Men are not the only dogs in the world, it's 2008 women are just as dirty. Never let how, one women treated you weigh heavy on someone else or man at that. Never let what people hink shape your opinon, if your white, you want too adate someone asian, go for it, blk you wanna date a latino, go for it. You can find the greatest happiness just by shutting out tht color. I've had the greatest pleasure of expericeing this love at sight with someone who was russian. But like I said you, can find the greatest gem in the world but if your not prepared too fight for it,if your not strong enough too ignore the looks,snickers and comments then you only put yourself in the category of always searching.
The Outsider In Me
I'm going to say something but then again I"m not? I know a group of friends sometimes I wish that I didn't but for reason another friend in that group pulls me back to be informed where everyone is going. The ego gets the better of me! As there really is no reason to keep in contact with these people anymore!. This group has now become a community of people now with all the girls and the original boys marrying off. Some within the group and others outside it as well. And now after ten yrs they are starting to reproduce and settle down. The days of joking around and smoking pot seem like yester year at some points. Everyone of them had said that they weren't going to be apart of the system. Which is pretty funny cause they settled and have only used a lil of what they had actually said. Of course people grow up and life happens but core things about a person don't always change. So how do I know of this group/community?. I was the bestfriend to two of the
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Dark Knight
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im going to be deleting my profile in a little while i just wanted to give u all heads up u guys can hit me up if u have my yahoo address if not im sorry
Reincarnation
Reincarnation Harry came home drunk one night, slid into bed beside his sleeping wife, and fell into a deep slumber. He awoke before the Pearly Gates, where St. Peter said, "You died in your sleep, Harry." Harry was stunned. "I'm dead? No, I can't be! I've got too much to live for. Send me back! St. Peter said, "I'm sorry, but there's only one way you can go back, and that is as a chicken." Harry was devastated, but begged St. Peter to send him to a farm near his home. The next thing he knew, he was covered with feathers, clucking, and pecking the ground. A rooster strolled past. "So, you're the new hen, huh? How's your first day here?" "Not bad," replied Harry the hen, "but I have this strange feeling inside. Like I'm gonna explode!" "You're ovulating," explained the rooster. "Don't tell me you've never laid an egg before?" "Never," said Harry. "Well, just relax and let it happen," says the rooster.
Israel's Nuclear Programme
Israel's nuclear programme Israel built the Dimona plant with help from France While Israel has never admitted to having nuclear weapons, few international experts question the Jewish state's presence on the world's list of nuclear powers. Its nuclear capability is arguably the most secretive weapons of mass destruction programme in the world. Unlike Iran and North Korea - two countries whose alleged nuclear ambitions have recently come to the fore - Israel has never signed the Nuclear Non-Proliferation Treaty, designed to prevent the global spread of nuclear weapons. As a result, it is not subject to inspections and the threat of sanctions by the United Nations nuclear watchdog, the International Atomic Energy Agency. The extent of Israel's nuclear capability has been the subject of often wildly inaccurate intelligence estimates since the 1960s, when the country's nuclear reactor, at Dimona in the Negev desert, came online. The suspicion and fog surroundin
Idiot Sightings
IDIOT SIGHTING : We had to have the garage door repaired. The Sears repairman told us that one of our problems was that we did not have a "large" enough motor on the opener. I thought for a minute, and said that we had the largest one Sears made at that time, a 1/2 horsepower. He shook his head and said, "Lady, you need a 1/4 horsepower." I responded that 1/2 was larger than 1/4. He said, "NO, it's not." Four is larger than two.." We haven't used Sears repair since. IDIOT SIGHTING My daughter and I went through the McDonald's take-out window and I gave the clerk a $5 bill. Our total was $4.25, so I also handed her a quarter. She said, "you gave me too much money." I said, "Yes I know, but this way you can just give me a dollar bill back." She sighed and went to get the manager who asked me to repeat my request. I did so, and he handed me back the quarter, and said "We're sorry but they could not do that kind of thing." The clerk then proceeded to give me back$1 and 75 cents
An Erotic Night
An erotic night in which she had planned As I gave in to her every demand Her skin like milk and body so cold My soul once mine has now been sold Her eyes they glowed in the pitch black room With a smile on her face to seal my doom Her nails so sharp she scraped down my chest My blood then trickled onto her breasts We shared our blood in the passion and fire A taste so sweet that we both now desire I can see her face in every candle flame All I ask is to know her name I knew right then we were meant to be because the girl I loved was cursed like me For she hates the morning and loves the night Our lust increase's by the fires light She hunts like an animal as she stalks her prey For the victim she gets will never see another day She fed on the innocent and her feelings were blind Until she confronted another of her kind It was I she had met and with no regret We pierced each other to start the bloodlet Our wounds so deep the blood would not stop We kept our lip
Roses
A Bed of Roses A bed of roses, A field of poppies, The landscape ends, To begin with clear blue sky. No clouds to break, This illusion of peace, No sun, but yet I'm warm, A gentle breeze, But no grass stirs, No movement but The beat of my heart. Laying close together, But yet I'm alone, A bed of roses, A field of poppies. Just a dream , The affair of the heart.
When You Have Sons Like These
And you also find out interesting things when you have sons, like... 1.) A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq. ft. house 4 inches deep. 2.) If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades, they can ignite. 3.) A 3-year old Boy's voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowded restaurant. 4.) If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42 pound Boy wearing Batman underwear and a Superman cape. It is strong enough, however, if tied to a paint can, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20x20 ft. room. 5.) You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on. When using a ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a long way. 6.) The glass in windows (even double-pane) doesn't stop a baseball hit by a ceiling fan. 7.) When you hear the toilet flush and the words 'uh oh', it's already too late.
Bbw, Were Confident And Proud!
you know i find it funny how society now a days looks at a BBW and says to themselves ~look at her she cant take care of herself~ or if we are walkin around with a good lookin man we always get the ~he can do so much better then that thing~ i mean seriously ppl, BBW we are great women, we love and understand just as much as anybody else, the only difference is HELL YEAH we have a little more coushin for the pushin, but who wouldnt mind some cushion over a bone stickin you every now and then. and no i am not judging people who are thinner then i or in better shape i am just stating that BBW are just as good as anyone else. and another thing, we dont have to be thin to be pretty as long as we have confidence i am sure we can catch a good mans eye. and have u ever noticed that almost all the time BBW always end up with a man who is loyal and honest, and shit in some cases handsome as hell, all for the simple reason we put our foot down, literally. i think its cause a man notices the quali
Made In Lv Or Not
if ur from vegas or live here tell me how long u been here - if not where are you and how long have u been there
The Tapestry Of Dreams
The Tapestry of Dreams As I weave my possible futures On the Tapestries of my Dreams A great host, with the greatest hopes Are golden images of thee Yet I know full well, with heart accepting That I may never realize these scenes It is my greatest desire and my strongest hope That together someday well be
Depressed
depressed and dont know what to do home alone and i dont like dont like it i am not sure what to do just restless i guess idont know
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Lust
In darkest, deepest corners of the mind, There live the memories that love imprints, Tattooed in places only time can find, Guarded by defenses. Only hints At where the keys reside, how to unlock The doors behind which precious rest is found Can be deciphered. Will it take a shock? A jarring moment? Flashing sights rewound By newfound passion? What this moment brings: A momentary purging of the soul, A frightening new ability. He sings A painful song, but pain unchains the whole. It cannot change the past, but love can light A momentary flame that lasts one night.
Take Me As I Am - I Love This Song
TAKE ME AS I AM (Faith Hill) Baby, don't turn out the light I wanna see you look at me Whisper only truth tonight Not just promises and empty fantasies I don't need a bed of roses 'Cause roses wither away All I really need is honesty From someone with a strong heart A gentle hand Who'll take me as I am Baby, I need for you to know Just exactly how I feel Fiery passions come and go I'd trade a million pretty words For one touch that is real I don't need a bed of roses 'Cause roses wither away All I really need is honesty From someone with a strong heart A gentle hand Who'll take me as I am From someone with a strong heart A gentle hand Who'll take me as I am
Who Were You?
Who Were You? Who were you when you were a child What dreams captivated you, held you Built you into the man you are today? What brought you down this path This road youve chosen? Was it Destiny? Was it Fate? Did you intend to come this way?
The Facts
Hmmm
Ten things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now (don't list names): (AT THIS VERY SECOND) 1. I just wish you would back the fuck off and let me raise my own son!!! 2. You are so smart and so perfect and you will be a much better person then I ever was. 3. Just remember you fucked up not me. I would have never done that to you and now your paying for it. 4. I'm glad to see your life getting better and that you have found someone but I do miss chillin with ya. 5. I bet your sad now that you missed all those years and now that I am a man who got here all by myself from the gutter i have risen and I did it without your help. 6. I beilve we share alot more together then you let on, but don't worry I'm Not That Guy. Loyal till the end! 7. You need to wake the fuck up and stay away from him before something really bad happens maybe not to you but to your son!!! 8. I don't know how many times I just wish i could make it all right and make everything possible I wi
A Novelty?
A friend on MySpace sent me a message saying that she finds my personality interesting and creative blah blah blah and that I'm not the usual type of guy that she comes across.This got me doing some thinking.I've been attracting women who,for one reason or another,have said kind of expressed the same thing.Not directly but I can tell..shit,come to think of it,I would not have initially approached them.Not because they are unattractive,but because I think that they think that I'm not their type. In the last two years,I've switched gears in terms of the type of women I'd want to date. Prior to that,I went by physical beauty,then personality.After a while I let that go 'cause I got tired of stuck up women who had not much personality behind the looks...in my opinion.I think women who have a personality that matches their looks are few and far in between.I believe they are out there but I'm not one to spend a lot of energy looking for them.Now I'll go for above average looking woman aka
Dixie Rebel
ROCKIN FUBAR DIXIE STYLE COME ON IN MEET THE STAFF OF DIXIE REBELS FUBARS NEWEST AND BEST LOUNGE KY SNAKE OWNER ILLUSIVE ANGEL OWNER SWTCHRRYPIE OWNER TIGER EYES MANAGER CLICK THE FLAGS TO SHOW YOUR PRIDE!!!!! DIXIE REBELS NOW HIRING DJS AND PROMOTERS! THINK YOU CAN HANDLE IT??
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Ashley Dupre Cleaning Up Again
This little slut is an admitted call girl prostitute and she's claiming she was abused. RIGHT!! 'Kristen' Sues 'Girls Gone Wild' For $10 Million Spitzer Call Girl Claims Company 'Exploited' Minor MIAMI (CBS/AP) The call girl linked to the downfall of former New York Gov. Eliot Spitzer sued the founder of the "Girls Gone Wild" series on Monday for $10 million, claiming he exploited her image and name to advertise the racy videos. Ashley Alexandra Dupre, 22, contended in the lawsuit that she was only 17 -- too young to sign legally binding contracts -- and drunk on spring break in 2003 when she agreed to be filmed for "Girls Gone Wild" in Miami Beach. Dupre "did not understand the magnitude of her actions, nor that her image and likeness would be displayed in videos and DVDs," says the lawsuit filed by Miami attorney Richard C. Wolfe. The lawsuit filed in federal court in Miami names as defendants "Girls Gone Wild" founder Joe Francis, two of his companies and a m
I Still Cant Believe..
i am a wife and my dress was so beautiful.. i even was a beautiful bride!! i must have stared at my reflection for about 10 minutes straight and kept peeking after.. i never thought i'd look that beautiful on my wedding day and that was before i had the dress on!! my photographer laughed at my astonishment and constant peeks.. lol i just kept saying out loud "I can't believe thats me!!" i wasnt even nervous, just in awe..in a big daze.. lol it was all wonderful.. my ceremony was unique, quick and cute. my reception was awesome and all thanks to the wonderful help at the hall and the friendly and great photgraphers.. i had lots of fun.. just wish it didnt end..the DJ was awesome too. he had everyone up dancing and cool light displays.. my brides maids looked beautiful in their red dresses and the guys looked so handsome but my husband was so gorgeous and handsome in his tux..love seeing him dressed up.!! well this will be a wonderful memeory for me..
The Storm Before The Calm
The silence of thunder, the darkness of lightening, Her mystery, her intrigue ... oh-h-h so inviting. Standing finally before you she looks into your eyes silver-blue, Searching on a journey to find all that is true. She knows without a doubt with only a mere glance, But chooses to look deeper and deeper ... ... taking her time ... ... so as to leave nothing to chance. Her fingers slowly caress your jaw along it's strong outline, She sighs ... ... her rythmatic breathing slows ... ... her body pressing up against yours so fine. Every inch of both bodies awakes a birth new, Oh baby, this is us ... this is me ... this is you.
My Moms Wedding
Well My mom is getting Married. Memorial Day Weekend. Of course when she told me I was happy for her. Then seconds later she asked me to be her Maid of Honor. Of course I said yes. So she told me to look for Wedding Dresses and Wedding Sites and everything else you'd need done for a wedding. So needless to say I have become her wedding coordinator. The best part of that is because I Love to plan weddings and I Love being able to help people get and have what they want for their wedding. Someday I hope to own my own bridal shop. But for now I'll plan weddings and help with weddings when needed. Lol!! My mom decided she wanted a Western Themed Wedding. So imagine my suprise when I found out that I had to go out and get Cowgirl boots and a Cowgirl hat. The funniest thing is I have never worn a cowgirl hat or boots. So the trip today to find boots and a hat was very interesting to say the least. We went to the Opryland Mall and the people at the boot store there thought I was crazy because
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Let Me Imagine
Let Me Imagine Let me imagine the what or why that happens to me when I die Allow me just the chance to see beyond the realms of infinity Let me, let me simply try To know what I see in my minds eye To feel glory in a simple sigh To try and unravel its mystery _______________let me imagine Ive oft looked at the starryd sky and wondered what, if I could fly Would I see eternity or just lose myself in fantasy while castles of clouds slip slowly by _______________let me imagine
I Had A Dream
I Had a Dream I had a dream the other night, twas a dream that felt just right. For a vision was walking alongside of me, with her every movement so light and free and her hand in mine held warm and tight. She walked on a rainbow of golden light, straight on through my dreaming night to share with me her every fantasy. ____________________I had a dream... My dream sailed on til mornings light sending my soul on a gentle flight. And I held her body close to me knowing that neer again Ill be lonely, for now through my dreams she walks each night. ____________________I had a dream
Ive Been Caged
Ive Been Caged Ive been caged within a prison cell, Caged within a personal hell. Trapped in a place Id rather not be. Trapped in this place of misery; In a prison I know only too well. How long Ive been here? I cannot tell How long Ive been within this shell. How long? Oh, it seems an eternity _______________Ive been caged. I have often wanted to rebel, To break these chains and repel All that keeps me in captivity, All that keeps me from being free; But Ive never heard that freedom bell _______________Ive been caged.
Majic Touch (saga Continues)
Gracie's bedroom Grace yawned and glanced at the clock on her bedside table. The digital display read 1:07 am. She usually was sleeping by this time of the morning. But since she was studying for her final exams, she was keeping later hours. That's what she kept telling herself. It had nothing to do with the fact that Rand was just waiting for her to fall asleep. Beside her clock the telephone started to jingle softly. Groaning inwardly she debated on wether or not to answer it. If she didn't he would surely come to her suite to make sure nothing had happened to her. After the fifth ring she snatched it up. "No, I am not asleep yet." she said without waiting for the standard greetings. "Well, I can see that." Her sister's voice said. "I thought I would check in with you. I just got home. I had a wonderful yet unusual evening with Jonathan. We're going to do it again, next week. He doesn't hold my being non-magical against me. He really is a sweet man. And very informative. We
Hey Every Body
HEY GUYS. I AM A SINGLE 22 YEAR OLD FEMALE LOOKING FOR A MALE FROM 22 TO 35. I AM LOOKING FOR A NICE GUY THAT LIVES IN INDIANAPOLIS, INDIANA. IF ANY ONE IS INTERESTED THAT LIVE IN INDIANAPOLIS INDIANA LET ME KNOW AND WE WILL TALK. IM NOT VERY PICKY JUST LOOKING FOR A GUY TO HANG OUT WITH AND HAVE FUN WITH!!! :)
And We Think Our Country Is Screwed Up. . .
Girl, 6, thrown on fire for being 'lowest class' Girl pushed into pile of burning embers by man in his late teens Man charged with attempted murder Assault took place in India's Uttar Pradesh state (CNN) -- A man, incensed that a 6-year-old girl chose to walk through a path reserved for upper caste villagers, pushed her into burning embers, police in north India said Wednesday. She was seriously burned. Dalits, or "untouchables," are victims of discrimination in India despite laws aimed at eliminating prejudice. The girl is a Dalit, or an "untouchable," according to India's traditional caste system. India's constitution outlaws caste-based discrimination, and barriers have broken down in large cities. Prejudice, however, persists in some rural areas of the country. The girl was walking with her mother down a path in the city of Mathura when she was accosted by a man in his late teens, said police superintendent R.K. Chaturvedi. "He scolded them both and pu
Tokyo Drift Dance Mix
I Miss You
Where are you, my love? I am so lost without you. I have searched all over, But you've gone and left me blue. My heart calls your name; It echoes on the wind, Which fuels this burning flame That my soul tends. I feel you touching my hair- Holding my hand, But when I turn you're not there; And I cry again. I smell your musky scent In the air I breathe; Think of the joys we spent- Oh, why did you leave? I hear your voice, so sweet, In my dreams, so dear; Where we can still meet, And I hold you near. Oh, how I miss you so! I feel I'm going insane- Why did you have to go? For without you, I'll never be the same. Copyright 2007 Missy Harrell
Step #1 ... Getting Into Ocs
After much debate I have decided to finally go back into the military. I've chosen the SC Army NG for the branch. I am submitting my application for OCS (Officer Candidates School) and will begin the formal process next week. I have some college classmates in and am looking forward to it. I've always loved the military growing up in the AF. After going to The Citadel, I was on a burn out from it all. I saw some politics that occured and unfortunately was too young to realize that just because some over the hill retired colonel or general does some stupid things that it does not mean it is true of the military branches. In my life I most want to become a pastor. I will need a part time job to pay the bills that also affords me much time to work at the church and as a Guardsman I'd be able to do that. I have mentioned to a few I was debating whether or not to go back into the military and I find it saddening that some quit speaking to me at that point. I'm hoping it's jus
Growing
Why are people afraid to grow? To grow into something better...to better themselves. They think because they are in their late 20's or 30's that they are stuck being who they are and have been. Life is about change. Who says you have to be the same ole thug or person who gets into trouble? Why can't you change for the better? Why remain the same when u can change for the better?
I Am In A Contest Trying To Win A Vip
I am in a contest trying to win a vip So come show love if you do ty in advice If you want to click on the picture below of me
Night Worth The Wait
Probably what surprised him most was the way it felt. He'd looked at her legs for a long time. And tonight, in particular, he'd watched them as she walked. But now, with his hand on her thigh, it felt firmer than he had expected. It was also smoother than he'd expected. It was amazing how different a leg felt when it was sheathed in black hose. He loved black hose. Her leg was warm, alive, and it was so smooth. Not slippery smooth, but silky smooth. And I guess that made sense, because it was silk and it was smooth. He had been surprised when, at dinner, she reached over and touched him. She lightly stroked his face with her fingertips, and she touched him. The surprise was not just that she touched him, as they rarely even held hands, but that she initiated the contact. Only once before had she initiated physical contact, and they both remembered where that nearly lead. On the walk over she'd leaned into him. She had held not just his hand, but his arm. He thought at first it
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Dangerous
Dangerous are the damned Left to be lonely The pain inflicted Upon the desperate Crossing in the wake Shamed are the weak Pretending to be strong Souls will be tortured Left bleeding by a song Lost are the incomplete Searching for an end Do you wish to find me You never will again
Small-minded Men
Yesterday I went to the local Auto Zone to get some things for my truck so I can do a tune-up on it... The guy behind the counter was a complete ass!!! My truck is one of thoses experimental models that is a 4 cylinder with 8 spark plugs & 2 coils... When I got the truck last year we found that 4 of the plug wires were different from what is supposed to go on that truck because, obviously, one of the coils has been changed out at some point... So I proceed to tell the man behind the counter that I need to find another set of wires that will fit the truck so that I can change out those 4 wires... This ass proceeds to inform me that I don't know what I'm talking about because those wires come in sets of 8 & they all fit just fine... That's how everyone else buys them & he's never had anyone say that 4 of them are different... I'm thinking that he must not understand what I'm saying, so I attempt to explain to this idiot that I believe one of the coils has been changed & that
Everything Happens For A Reason!
Everything happens for a reason this is something I firmly believe in! Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there... to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be but you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happenthat are just horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would never realize your potential, strength, will power or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. Illness, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test limits of your soul. Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless. The people you meet, affect you
So Over Him
Im sooo over nick!!!!!!I found someone new,he is the greatest,honestly..he knows who he is..he is sweet,makes me smile,makes me laugh,lights up my day!!! Thank you babe!! Come home soon!!!!
Umm Who Is Drunk?
You know you might be a litte on the drunken edge when you can no longer pour yourself a shot glass ful of liquir. Yet I thin at the moment I am still able to spell things halfwayn correctly. I must confess, it has been a very long time since I have drank and a very klong time since I have even been remotely intersted in a person. I am not saying that I have ever been intersted in a male, always been female here. Tonight I am finding myself in a situation that is a little unfamiliar with me. I have become accustomed to f' them and forget them, but there is this female I met last week that has captivcated my attention. Now remember I am drunk enough atm to not even be able top pour my own drink. So be glaD I can type even one word correctly. I met this female last friday, during a routine assist. She was, for lack of a better term, HOT!. She is like 5' nothing, blondish/brown haair, gorgeous eyes, f' the rest I am still on those damned eyes. I stopped looking when I got to
Whisperer Pimpout
Whisperer 2nd Lt. In the Fu-Luv Bomb Squad Please take a moment out of your day to show this wonderful, kind, man some crazy mad fubar love!!!! ♣FAN♣ ♣Add♣ ♣Rate♣ ♣Crush♣ He does so much 4 so many; He always returns ♥ You wont be sorry to be his friend!
Explains Me
Incompatible, it don't matter though 'cos someone's bound to hear my cry Speak out if you do You're not easy to find Is it possible Mr. Loveable Is already in my life? Right in front of me Or maybe you're in disguise Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyone Here we are again, circles never end How do I find the perfect fit There's enough for everyone But I'm still waiting in line Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyone If there's a soulmate for everyone Most relationships seem so transitory They're all good but not the permanent one Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyone Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who k
Come Sit With Me
Come and sit beside me, let me reel you in..... If only for a moment, I'll let you see inside... look upon my secrets, the things I try to hide. Let me have just one more minute, that's all I'm asking for. To sit beside you closely, I promise you'll want more. I'll give you a few small things within me, I'm sure you'll want to brave. I'll let you take with you these treasures, pick the ones you crave. There is but one thing I ask of you, for you to leave behind. Leave with me a promise, one you can't unwind. If only for a moment, let me take your hand. And share with you a lifetime, just sit with me... My Dear. The count down is over... I have come to realise that something always seems to get in the way. It's okay though because I know that something always seems to happen to make a new path. Clear the way for bigger and better things. xoxxox
New Standing Orders..
In an effort to ensure proper training and readiness among the military services, Congress has approved the following changes to basic principles of recruit training: Haircuts: Marines: Heads will be shaved. Army: Stylish flat-top's for all recruits. Navy: No haircut standard. Air Force: Complete makeovers as seen on the Jenny Jones show. Training Hours: Marines: Reveille at 0500, train until 2000. Army: Reveille at 0600, train until 1900. Navy: Get out of bed at 0900, train until 1100, lunch until 1300, train until 1600. Air Force: Awaken at 1000, breakfast in bed, train from 1100 to 1200, lunch at 1200, train from 1300 to 1400, nap at 1400, awaken from nap at 1500, training ceases at 1500. Meals: Marines: Meals, Ready-to-Eat 3 times a day. Army: One hot meal, 2 MRE's. Navy: 3 hot meals. Air Force: Catered meals prepared by the Galloping Gourmet, Julia Child, and Wolfgang Puck and Emeril Lagasse. All you can eat. Leave And Liberty: Marines
Gysgt Carlos Hathcock Ii
Carlos N. Hathcock II On May 20th, 1959, at 17 years of age, Carlos N. Hathcock II fulfilled his childhood dream by enlisting in the United States Marine Corps. His ability as a marksman was soon recognized by the instructors on the rifle range at Camp Pendleton where he was undergoing recruit training. Later, while based in Hawaii as a member of Company E, 2nd Battalion, 4th Marines, Carlos won the Pacific Division rifle championship. Following his assignment in Hawaii, Hathcock was transferred to Marine Air Station, Cherry Point, North Carolina, where he quickly found himself shooting competitively again. This time he set the Marine Corps record on the "A" Course with a score of 248 points out of a possible 250, a record that stands today. The highlight of his competitive shooting career occurred in 1965 when Carlos out-shot over 3000 other servicemen competing to win the coveted Wimbledon Cup at Camp Perry. This achievement led to his being sought out in Vietnam in 1966 to be pa
Lets Help This Sexy Soldier Level
My husband just left for drill and won't be back til sunday night. I want to try to level him before he gets back so what do you think about helping out? He returns a lot of love so just rate all his pics or stash or both then send him and me a message that you did. He has just over 300K to level so this should be pretty easy!! ~Jesse~MEMBER OF GIT-R-DONE-REBELS BOMB SQUAD~@ fubar Brought to you by: ~Hillary~*Founder of BBW_Bombers Family* and a "Real Deal Babe" (Fu Owner of vvjuggalette86)@ fubar
Fromashley 5/2/2008
More From my baby Current mood: loved Oh sweet sweet love divine Your love is pure your love is sweet You gave your heart I gave you mine I long for the day when we both shall meet You light up my life every passing day I love to listen to what you have to say My eyes light up there's a grin on my face Every time I see you sign in to cyberspace Your warmth your tenderness every time you smile Makes my heart beat faster and with love I smile For my love, my heart I give to you And with each kiss my love is true The miles and oceans keep us apart. But you are forever with me in my heart One day together we will be In each others arms just you and me Not troubles, no worries, no regrets We will cuddle and watch endless sunsets With a love so strong and sweet and pure You are my love of that I am sure Two halves full of love and full of joy The love of a girl, the love of a boy They share everything they do or say Their love growing stronger day by
Reality
it's rather sad sometimes when reality finally sets in. i know there are "stages" but haven't had to go through them in a very long time. acceptance is the final stage... i finally reached it. and with no dipute, it was made even easier to accept...well, face atleast. it's never easy to accept. it's sad all that time wasted on both sides for nothing. i know not totally for nothing, but for some things it was. i would've still helped as a friend even if things had been honest from the start. lesson learned. comes in different packaging, but the inside is still the same. so to any others who think they need to feed the crap....please don't bother. i know what's most important--and i've lost interest. so find some "child" who still thinks that's the most important thing in the world. or damn near. one day you'll wake up and realize it was lacking. and the one that could've or tried to give you the best of both is now just a friend.
Read Me! Oh Pleeeeease Read Me...
Alright folks, It is summer. Finally. Since it is summer I am back home (ugh) and not really around as much. Which means I am not on Fubar ALL the time like I used to be. So if you message me and I don't get back to you...that's why. If you're someone I know or even vaguely know and you want to talk to me DON'T SEND ME A SHOUT. Send me a private message and ask for my MSN. Payce kiddies. And have a fabulous and naked summer. xxHugs and body shotsxx
Rude People And Mean
I came online today to just have fun and relax and wasnt here that long before the BS started....First off let me say I come on here, to chat and meet new people and just have fun and relax....There were 3 guys within 15mins that rated my profile pic a "1", to me that is just mean and hateful....I have learned to deal with people online that wants to start drama, I go right back to their page and whatever the rate was they gave me, I go back and rate them the same thing....I just don't understand if ya cant even read my profile or look at my pics, why start downgrading me at all........I have met some wonderful people on here, and many have my back, so if ya wanna come to my page and start that kinda BS, you will be BLOCKED.......I spread love not HATE!.............I am a lover not a fighter and wont play those kinda games at all............If ya cant be nice, then dont even come by my page....Much love to my family and friends......YALL RAWKKKKKKK!
Torn And Tattered
Gee i dont know where to start!!! Well im kinda confused on what to do? Ive been talking to this female thats cool as a fan and then an ole girlfriend fromhigh school cumsinto town for a week and wants to hook back up? she has a man but hes in jail and i dont want to be the reason she moves back here to be with me i really want who ive been going after and its hard cause shes 200 miles away what should i do i know deal with it lol
Da Test
Well this sunday had to be one of the best days of this year so far! If not it was the best day. I passed my riding test so now I can go get my Motorcyle license. Im hoping by the end of next month to have my bike on the road. I told a friend that passing that test felt almost as good as sex. When my bike is on the road now that is going to feel better then sex. Its been a long year waiting to get her on the road. Once my love hits the road I am going to hard to get hold of for a while. lol Anytime I can get her wheels on the road I plan on being out and about. The feeling of being free and having no worries is how I feel when I am on her. Even during the test when I was riding their bike I didnt really think about anything but the road and the wind. Well i gotta go for a few. Hope all you riders ride safe and make it to your destination in one piece
Womans Dictionary
DICTIONARY FOR WOMEN'S PERSONAL ADS 40-ish - 49 Adventurous - Slept with everyone Athletic - No tits Average looking - Ugly Beautiful - Pathological liar Contagious Smile - Does a lot of pills Emotionally secure - On medication Feminist - Fat Free spirit - Junkie Friendship first - Former very *friendly* person Fun - Annoying New Age - Body hair in the wrong places Open-minded - Desperate Outgoing - Loud and Embarrassing Passionate - Sloppy drunk Professional - Bitch Voluptuous - Very Fat Large frame - Hugely Fat Wants Soul mate - Stalker WOMEN'S ENGLISH 1. Yes = No 2. No = Yes 3. Maybe = No 4. We need = I want 5. I am sorry = you'll be sorry 6. We need to talk = you're in trouble 7. Sure, go ahead = you better not 8. Do what you want = you will pay for this later 9. I am not upset = of course I am upset, you moron! 10. You're very attentive tonight = is sex all you ever think about? MEN'S ENGLISH 1. I am
Rules For A Threesome
1. Always end up with your "Love" never ever have the Big O with the other person especially the first time, it will cause conflict.. 2. Always make sure you talk to your "other" and understand it is "JUST SEX" 3. Pay attention to your Other, no matter how different the new person feels and what they do, never ever ever say, Damn why couldn't you do that.. 4. When you have one on your face and one on your cock remember to be polite, share and switch places.. 5. It is not all about you, if you are just alying back and watching and not doing anything to assist " WE NEED YOU WHY".. 6.Make this as comfortable as possible, while I am totally at ease with what I do, your love may be scared this is normal.. 7. Even if you get started and you or anyone feels scared, uncomfortable, ill at ease there is a reason for feeling like that..it is totally acceptable to back off and away, anyone that has done this understands , sometimes it just doesn't " Feel r
Original Poem: "my Own Worth"
* I composed this poem based on an experience Id encountered over the Internet with a guy many of my chat friends know and dislike. I thought Id be nice and give him the benefit of the doubt and he blew it. The other man mentioned in this poem is someone else I was talking to around the same time. The context shows how different the two are.* He offered himself to her "Are You a dirty little cocksucker?" He came on so nice, before... She felt a conflict of values And her heart and spirit persisted "Proceed with caution or hell degrade you like a whore, isolate you from Red Road friends and slowly drain your spiritual core." A second man came along And seen across the miles Her heart and mind He seen the goodness of her spirit While she herself was temporarily blind He wasnt though, with his thoughts and words so kind The first man is dominating Likes to be an asshole and likes strife The second man spoke otherwise Creation, child
Morals
Does anyone have morals nowadays? Not just on here of course but just in general. Married people cheating and lying. People falling in love overnight and not even getting to know the real person or meeting them in person, then wondering why things don't work out the way they want it to. People sleeping with married people and not giving a fuck. People saying I love you and not meaning it or meaning it but not showing it. It's craziness I tell you. Am I the only person left on the planet with some kind of morals still intact?
Whatever...
Seriously...I'm sick of fucking being lied to...I'm sick of being played like i'm a fuckin fool! I'm not fucking stupid...I know what the hell is going on...But whatever it's all good..Fuck you, I could careless now..I'm fucking DONE!!!
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Today's Quote Conformity is the jailer of freedom and the enemy of growth. -John F. Kennedy
Cop Stop
When your feathers are soaked and your eyes are too bloody to see, and you pulled every punch that you had but there's one that you need, then you've waited too long, there's a hole in your heart, and all you've become is emotionally overrun. Chorus: Wishing wells were made to echo a dime, the consequences are you keep on relying, you've become a run and hide refugee, baby I'm a cop, stop, put up your hands and surrender to me. You're gonna get hooked if there's anything left I can do, you've already disarmed it's your lasting alarm I pursue, you can loosen those fists, c'mon blow me a kiss, you've been roughed up enough to deserve some relief from your troubles, so I'm coming in. CHORUS Otherwise, I would never tell you what to do despite, any indecision though I know I'm right, arguing was always my forte, and one thing I can say is I won't tell you lies, or treat you like a rental car like other guys, and if you think I'm crazy find an alibi, cause you
On Psychic Attack
Psychic attacks come in many forms. The simplest is an everyday experience. Someone says something bad about you, makes a judgment, calls you a name, yells or curses at you. The person is directing his or her energy in a harmful way toward you. If you are not strong enough in self-esteem and personal power, these little attacks take their toll. Do not become paranoid with this information. Do not go running around accusing everyone who does not agree with you of a psychic attack. Such negativity is not meant as an attack. It is an unfortunate by-product of how our society conducts itself. This is a simple, subtle way harmful energy is directed. We all do it at times. Most often, we do it to ourselves. We judge ourselves as not worthy, not attractive, not lovable, and these images become thought forms, packets of energy, filled with a poor self-image. When people experience an "attack," they usually are experiencing and clearing these thought forms. Be aware and responsible of your
Good Night Teddy Bear
Teddy, I've been bad again, My parents told me so; I'm not quite sure what I did wrong, But I thought that you might know. When I woke up this morning, I knew that he was mad; Cause she was crying awful hard, And yelling at my dad. I tried my best to be real good, And do just what they said; I cleaned my room all by myself, I even made my bed. But I spilled milk on my good shirt, When he yelled at me to hurry; And I guess he didn't hear me, When I told him I was sorry. Cause he hit me awful hard, you see, And called me funny names; And told me I was really bad, And I should be ashamed! When I said, "I love you, Daddy," I guess he didn't understand; Cause he yelled at me to shut my mouth. Or I'd get smacked again. So I came up here to talk to you, Please tell me what to do; Cause I really love my Mom and Dad, And I know they love me, too. And I don't think my Daddy means, To hit me quite so hard;
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Characteristics Of Violence
Thank Yous
Thank you very much to Fat Sonny and DevilGirl for the bulletins, especially a big thank you to Fat Sonny and Alice in Wonderland for the stickies. Thank yous to those that reposted the bulletin (excluding me) Am leaving today for honeymoon and we'll be back sometime next week. Love to all and thank yous as well for the kindness shown as well as the love. - MommaCat
Hellmans Story
Most people don't know that back in 1912, Hellmann's mayonnaise was > manufactured in England . In fact, the Titanic was carrying 12,000 > jars of the condiment scheduled for delivery in Vera C ruz, > Mexico , which was to be the next port of call for the great ship > after its stop in New York . > > This would have been the largest single shipment Most people don't know that back in 1912, Hellmann's mayonnaise was manufactured in England . In fact, the Titanic was carrying 12,000 jars of the condiment scheduled for delivery in Vera C ruz, Mexico , which was to be the next port of call for the great ship after its stop in New York . This would have been the largest single shipment of mayonnaise ever delivered to Mexico . But as we know, the great ship did not make it to New York . The ship hit an iceberg and sank, and the cargo was forever lost. The people of Mexico , who were crazy about mayonnaise, and were eagerly awaiting its delivery, we
My Yearbook Best Looking
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Life Would Be Easy... If It Weren't For Difficult People
Connie Podesta February 1, 2008 Categories: Relationships /Professional, Relationships, Relationships /Social Go on, its okay. Admit it! We all know that life would be a whole lot easier if we didnt have to deal with those few (or many) difficult people we just cant seem to avoid. I think you know who Im talking about. Whats not okay is to give up something you need, want or deserve because of their rude, obnoxious, sullen and apathetic habits. Yes, I do mean habits. If youre tired of playing their game, take charge of your life by taking a good look at yourself! You cannot change them, but you can change what you do and how you act around themand ultimately how they affect your life. The Good News... and the Bad News Difficult people have been trained and taught to act the way they do since they were children. In fact, they have been rewarded for their negative behavior throughout their entire lives. Difficult behavior worked for them as childrenand mor
James
james where are you today because iiii called you and you're not home now where are you today when you do get home call me ok james? ok? alright? call me ok james? when you do get home call me ok? so call me when you do get home alright? where are you today? ok james love you ok? ok james? call me when you do get home ok? ok james? call me when you do get home ok? this is jimmy ok? ok james
Stupid Woman
Stupid, stupid woman look at yourself young, strong and beautiful independent, smart and confident What the fuck is wrong with you? If he's a loser, no job, no future or abusive in his past oh, he's perfect for you What? stupid stupid woman you can't change him can't fix him can't make him who he could be he's just him worthless piece of shit wipe him off the bottom of your shoe and never look back!
Fun
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Age: Favorite position: Do you think I'm cute/ pretty? Would you have sex with me? lights on or off? Would you have to be drunk? Would you take a shower with me? Have you ever thought about having sex with me? Would you leave after or stay the night? Do you like cuddling afterwards? Condom or skin? Have sex on the first date? Would you kiss me during sex? Do you think I would be good in bed? Would you use me as a booty call? Can I use you as a booty call? Can we take pictures of the act? How long would we have sex? Would you tell your friends about me? Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PE
Heaven Or Hell?
When faced with tough decisions, you're selfless and kind. Yeah, sometimes you have a weak moment or two - who doesn't! But your good deeds outweigh your bad ones. When the time comes, you're sure to be fitted for your very own pair of Angel wings. Take the Heaven or Hell Quiz at Quiz Rocket.com!Free MySpace Quizzes & Online Quizzes.
Wave Maker
Wave Maker You Need: * Clear, empty 2 liter plastic soda bottle * Vegetable oil * Food coloring * Water A simple project with a scientific lesson about density and lots of fun to play with too! PREPARATION : Start with a clear, clean empty 2 liter plastic soda bottle. Fill half way with water. Add drops of food color to desired color (twist top on and shake to combine color). Adding more color if necessary. Any color will do we used blue (like the ocean) and we recommend to stay away from yellow because the oil is already yellow. Add vegetable oil to fill (all except about an inch on the top). Seal bottle tightly with cap. You are now ready to experiment. Swirl the bottle while it's standing up or lay it down on its side and rock back and forth to create "waves". You will find many interesting things to do with it. Try creating large bubbles by turning the bottle top over bottom a few times. Really shake it up to create milions of tiny bubbles
Ways To Wrap Ur Willy.....
1. COVER YOUR STUMP BEFORE U HUMP 2.BEFORE U ATTACK HER, WRAP YR WHACKER 3.DON'T BE SILLY, PROTECT YR WILLY 4.WHEN IN DOUBT, SHROUD YR SPOUT 5.DON'T BE A LONER, COVER YR BONER 6.YOU CANT GO WRONG IF U SHIELD YR DONG 7.IF YOU'RE NOT GOIN TO SACK IT, GO HOME AND WHACK IT. 8.IF U THINK SHE'S SPUNKY COVER YR MONKEY 9.IF U SLIP BETWEEN HER THIGHS, BE SURE TO CONDOMIZE 10.IT WILL BE SWEETER IF U WRAP YR PETER 11.SHE WONT GET SICK IF U WRAP YR DICK 12.IF U GO IN TO HEAT, PACKAGE YR MEAT 13.WHILE YR UNDRESSING VENUS, DRESS UP YR PENIS 14.WHEN YOU TAKE OFF HER PANTS AND BLOUSE, SLIP UP YR TROUSER MOUSE 15.ESPECIALLY IN DECEMBER, GIFT WRAP YR MEMBER 16.NEVER,NEVER DECK HER WITH AN UNWRAPPED PECKER 17.DONT BE A FOOL, VULCANIZE YR TOOL 18.THE RIGHT SELECTION WILL PROTECT YR ERECTION 19.WRAP IT IN FOIL BEFORE CHECKING HER OIL 20.A CRANK WITH ARMOR WILL NEVER HARM HER 21.NO GLOVE, NO LOVE!
Home
it's "sad" when you'd rather stay at work then go home... there was a time when i looked out the window watching for the car to go by knowing my ride was here. now that's not the case. i'm my ride. i'm my company...other than the shit-head aka frankie nuggs. when it literally hurts, even with anger still boiling inside, must mean the feelings are still there. life goes on, right? plenty to keep my mind busy, like worrying about bills that have piled up, other friends, etc, but still... especially when certain songs bring up memories. that you can never escape. home is where the heart is... part of my heart is elsewhere. maybe that's another reason i don't feel like rushing home...
Daddy Doms
Daddy Doms Daddy/little girl does not refer to the ages, real or pretend, of the participants. Nor does it imply closet desires. In my relationship my Dom is not my father, he is nothing like my father, and I have no need for him to replace my father. He is however my Daddy. We do not engage in age play specifically ( beyond the occasional school girl fantasy *s*) and our relationship is not based on any need to have sex with children. I am always all woman, and always a very independent woman. He does have the ability to make me feel like a little girl, however, a very cherished and sometimes needy little girl. It is a feeling that I revel in, it is the safest place I have ever been, and it allows me the freedom to be all that I am without fear of reprisals. Daddy Dom is a feeling, an environment that two people have created. A Daddy Dom is so named because of the qualities he possesses and the service he provides. So, what are these qualities? What is a Daddy Dom? A Daddy
Accepting Yourself
There is no such thing as a good person or a bad person. There are choices and actions that lead us in different directions, and it is through those choices and actions that we create our realities. Sometimes we choose or do something that takes us in the opposite direction of the reality we want to create for ourselves. When we do this, we feel baduneasy, unhappy, unsure. We might go so far as to label ourselves "bad" when a situation like this arises. Instead of labeling ourselves, though, we could simply acknowledge that we made a choice that lead us down a particular path, and then let it go, forgiving ourselves and preparing for our next opportunity to choose, and act, in ways that support our best intentions. Many of us experienced childhoods in which the words good and bad were used as weapons to control usyou were good if you did what you were told and bad if you didnt. This kind of discipline undermines a persons ability to find their own moral center and to trust and
Remember Her
sunday is mother's day remember your mother this sunday because everyone of us on this sight has a mother. if any of your friends or fans are mothers show them alittle extra fulove this sunday. if you think about it you would not be viewing this blog if it were not for your mother. they do not get the credit they deserve in this world. so everyone this sunday remember your mother. mother's day should be 365 days a year not just this sunday.
Radio Interview With General Cosgrove
General Cosgrove was interviewed on the radio recently. You'll love his reply to the lady who interviewed him concerning guns and children. Regardless of how you feel about gun laws you gotta love this! This is one of the best comeback lines of all time. It is a portion of an ABC interview between a female broadcaster and General Cosgrove who was about to sponsor a Boy Scout Troop visiting his military headquarters. FEMALE INTERVIEWER: So, General Cosgrove, what things are you going to teach these young boys when they visit your base? GENERAL COSGROVE: We're going to teach them climbing, canoeing, archery and shooting. FEMALE INTERVIEWER: Shooting! That's a bit irresponsible, isn't it? GENERAL COSGROVE: I don't see why, they'll be properly supervised on the rifle range. FEMALE INTERVIEWER: Don't you admit that this is a terribly dangerous activity to be teaching children? GENERAL COSGROVE: I don't see how. We will be teaching them proper rifle discipline
Summary
Rise of the Phoenix Summary Talk about having a bad day... Phoenix walker loses her fianc to her agent Steve, and meets a wonderful man named Donovan that changes her life Within one single evening over dinner on the local boardwalk Ms. Walker is thrown into a world that only would be possible in one of her supernatural romance novels. After being bitten by a demonic overlord Bergeron, she is transformed into a fire demon that has been prophesized by the creatures of the night for centuries. She becomes The Phoenix. The only one who will weld the power that is going to end the war with Bergeron and his army of crones that has plagued their world for centuries. While learning her new world, and new powers as she fights Bergeron and his army. She falls for Marcus, Donovan's partner and the only man that even she knows it can't end well with
Ill Be Damned
Demand me ,shut me down , Ill be good, I wont make a sound, Im sry I must be broken , Ill be less out spoken, Break me , Teach me , How a woman should be , Take me , Make me , What you need me to be , Take away .. all my self-esteam, Try me just to see, How far you can push me , Ill fall crying , down to my knees , IS this the man , You wanted to be. I loved you , I wanted us to make it , I reached out , and tried to , and now im breaking . Compermise , Thats unheard of, Its your way or no way , Thats your kind of tough love. So hurt me , Hate me , As long as you feel , Tear me , and take me , Till my wounds wont heal , Ill learn to be , Your perfect creation , and youll learn , IM numb , to all your sensations, Tempt me , tease me with your temptations , cause in my mind im gone , when you take me. Use me , Scold me , do it your way , kneed me , mold me , Im your own clay , But our loves over , Somethings won
Windows
I have a house- my windows are barred, nailed shut Occasional light seeps through, and makes you wonder What hides inside, but I won't open up Don't try and pry, the iron nails are strong To hold the curious afar But wonderment is even stronger You lean in to try and bend that bar You put your ear and listen to the sounds And left to ponder what those moving shadows are And where the light you see is coming from And whats hidden behind it all But after all those tries, you looked around And found a lock: it was unlocked all along You opened windows wide and found the place completely dark and vacant My eyes, the windows to my soul
Dyin
First workout with Robert this morning at 7:00 a.m. He put us all in wraps (three of us training together), put us in MMA boxing gloves, and split us into three stations - dummy punching, heavy bag and sparring with him - non-stop, 20-minutes, rotating every 3 minutes. No rest. Then we grapped small (5 pound, 7 pound) medicine balls and took them into the main gym. We stood on half-cirlce stability balls (balance) and threw the balls to each other in a circle, clockwise and then counter clockwise. SHOULDER BURN. Hello. .. Then we picked up 10 pound dumbells, still standing on the stability balls and he had us to probably 15 sets of shoulder lateral raises (20 rep sets), frontal raises, one arm lateral, one arm frontal, curl-to-press, over head. We probably did 300 reps I guess, then back to the ball, etc. This shit went on for 40 minutes, non stop We're all gasping for breath, pooring in sweat, falling off the balls, just hurting. LAST 15 minutes was all abdominals -
Made To Lie
It's late again Across the bar her night just began Her search will end She spots her tonight friend, but then She's been made to lie She's out of the airwaves and into the spotlight She can't make it right There's got to be some way to bring back her first sight She woke up alone While he slept she took off for home Left a note by the phone No number or name to be shown, but then She's been made to lie She's out of the airwaves and into the spotlight She can't make it right There's got to be some way to bring back her first sight Day to night Never ending fight Trapped forever alone She's been made to lie She's out of the airwaves and into the spotlight She can't make it right There's got to be some way to bring back her first sight
Dark Region Of Your Soul
IF YOU LOOK DEEP IN YOUR SOUL THERE IS DEMON THAT RESIDES THERE WAITING TO BE FED BUT YOU IGNORE IT BUT SOMETIMES IN YOU DESPAIR IT COMES OUT AND FEEDS ON YOUR BLOOD AND EMOTIONS EATING AWAY AT THEM UNTIL THERE IS NOTHING LEFT YOU ARE VOID OF LIFE NOTHING MAKES SINCE ANYMORE YOU TRY TO MAKE SINCE OF IT ALL YOU WALK THE WORLD LOOKING FOR ANSWERS BUT NO ONE CAN HELP YOU YOU CALL OUT FOR HELP NO ONE RESPONDS SO YOU FADE AWAY FROM PEOPLE YOU PUT ON A FALSE FACE TO PLEASE PEOPLE BUT INSIDE YOU LOATH AND DESPISE THEM BECAUSE THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND WHATS GOING ON INSIIDE SO YOU PRETEND TO LISTEN WHEN THEY SAY THEY UNDERSTAND BUT YOU KNOW THEY WILL NEVER WILL UNDERSTAND SO YOU JUST GO THROUGH LIFE UNTIL YOU DIE LOOKING FOR ANSWERS BUT YOU NEVER FIND THEM
Darkness Falls
WHEN DARKNESS FALLS ON YOUR SOUL YOU FEEL NOTHING PAIN IS GONE AND LIFE STARTS TO SUCK YOU ABSORB NOTHING YOUR VIEW OF THE WORLD BECAOMES DISTORTED REALITY MEANS NOTHING YOU FEEL LIKE YOU DON'T EXIST IN THE WORLD YOUR WORLD CRUMBLES AROUND YOU AND ALL THAT IS LEFT IS DARKNESS YOU CAN'T CONTAIN IT BECAUSE IT HAS A MIND OF ITS ON YOU TRY TO RUN BUT YOU CAN'T YOU INVENTUALY GIVE IN AND DARKNESS TAKES OVER AND CONSUMES YOUR SOUL YOUR EYES GROW LIFE LESS DEVOID OF EVERYTHING YOU SEE WHAT THE DARKNESS WANTS YOU TO SEE PEOPLE BECOME DISTANT FROM YOU AND RUN AWAY YOU WANT TO HIDE AWAY BUT YOU CAN'T BECAUSE YOU CAN'T ESCAPE THERE IS NO WHERE TO HIDE
Dr Phils Advice
Dr Phil proclaims, "The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you've started." It's as simple as that. So,I looked around my house to see all the things I had started and hadn't finished, and before leaving the house this morning, I finished off a bottle of Merlot, a bottle of White Zinfandel, a bottle of Bailey's, a package of Oreos, the remainder of both Prozac and Valium prescriptions, the rest of the cheesecake, some saltines, and a box of chocolates. You have no idea how freaking good I feel. Have a great weekend!
Self And Innocent Part One
He touched me with his hands so pure and soft, his breath smoothed me has he breathed softly on my skin. The world around didnt seem to exist it was just me alone with the thoughts of completeness and satisfaction, the overflow inside me seemed to rush like a waterfall and the sudden impact was far too much for me to take. My body felt light and flowed like a spirit high in the clouds, the energy surrounding me was raw and high; my means of understanding were innocent and uncanny especially to myself. The way he moved made me stand in a trance like state, I could not control the urges that kept surfacing but I held control, his way of charming was supreme to the understated man, his means of sense was mystifying and seemingly secretive. The outer world seemed nothing like the inner one, there seemed to be a lot more erupting inside than out, the outside crust was tearing apart revealing a smooth underlay underneath. The power of a man over shadowing a pure innocent woman making her
Self And Innocent Part Two
Chapter two My eyes open and find myself looking up, both eyes flex from side to side but I do not see anything. There is no light there are no stars in the sky and no clouds floating by. Underneath me is no grass or sand, the ground feels hard and sharp like an animal with spikes. The air is still and there is no breeze to ease the pressure that sits around you. Not a single plant or tree is in view, it is just nothing. Maybe this is other side of the world, the side that no one sees, and the side that no one talks about. A wall feels as though it is blocking the communication between him and me. His thoughts seem to be lost somewhere and I cannot track them, but I think he still senses me. I somehow sense the sexual behavior that he communicates across, but nothing more. It flows gently around me and the power is intense, my body is beginning to get hot and the power within me is building fast which I find unable to control. Breathing is becoming erratic unable to control, feeli
Extreme - More Than Words
Learn The Signs - Milestones*
Key Social, Emotional, and Communication Milestones for Your Baby's Healthy Development (developed by Stanley I. Greenspan, Barry M. Prizant, Amy Wetherby, and First Signs, Inc.) Milestones enable parents and physicians to monitor a baby's learning, behavior, and development. While each child develops differently, some differences may indicate a slight delay and others may be a cause for greater concern. The following milestones provide important guidelines for tracking healthy development from four months to three years of age. Before your child's next visit to the physician, please take the time to see if your child has met his/her key milestones. These milestones should not be used in place of a screening, but should be used as discussion points between parents and physicians at each well visit. If a child does not have the skills listed---or if there is a loss of any skill at any age---be sure to let your physician know. Does Your Baby At 4 Months: * Follow and
Shopping
So today I went shopping, and bought at top like this but its brown
Quiz/survey
Everything you actually want to know about me. Category: Quiz/Survey ..>..>..> Height:: 5'10" Weight:: 180 lbs Right or left-handed:: ampidexrious Heritage:: Black Irish, cherokee, mexican Are you in love?:: Not anymore. How do you alleviate stress?:: Skateboard, yoga, meditation, all sorts of things. Do you swear?:: not so much here recently, trying to not be that person anymore If you could have any job, what would it be?:: Congressman or senator What are your favorite sports to watch?:: Boxing What was your first car?:: 1979 Olds Cutlass Supreme What kind of car do you have now?:: 2003 GMC Sierra Black 1/2 ton What job do you have:: Shift Manager in training to be Assistant General Manager at Burger King Were you popular in high school?:: yes Do you like thunderstorms?:: Yes Is the glass half empty or half full?:: Half full Best places you have ever been?:: Canadian/US forest preserve in minnisota/Quebec Favorite food?:: Chine
Today On World Rock Radio
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Short Astory
Why don't you put these on, Gabby?" she asked. "Okay, But I think they will be a little small?" she questioned. "The legs may be short, but the waist is adjustable." Lori giggled. Gabrelle strapped on the leather garment, and indeed, the legs were quite short, coming to the middle of her long calves. The fringe and metal studs appealed to her, though. Gabby laced up the sides and got ready to mount Lori's yellow Harley. The Sportster started easily, and Lori held the bike steady for Gabby to mount. Gabrelle's long thin legs stepped over the bike's saddle with no trouble. Lori's brother had lowered the bike for her small stature when they bought it. He was the one who got her interested in riding, in the first place, but that's another story. The taller girl settled in behind Lori and felt the "Cachump-thump- cachump" vibrations common to a Harley-Davidson. She had heard big bikes before, but never experienced one like this. Lori cracked the throttle a couple of times,
Untitled
laying still as ever possible distorted breathing was all they heard thrown in tune with such obscenities if only to compromise themselves, wouldnt they just become your epitamy? and as their love lingered on to each other they were drawn fears kept locked deep inside with only exchanged keys to set them free the mistake was never the love they made but the explicity of their happiness the sad and lonely comfort others felt they knew of the hollow stories told, naive to beleive as truth teachings of cruelty surrounded them though no need for it to interfere dont you let it take you over because it will eat you up inside as his eyes shown as blue as the radiance of sympathy praying for an answer, threatened with the choice love or astray. there was no doubt to be with each other was what they now knew be true to themselves is what they beleived so with faith in their love, she was sure ridiculed they were, and opposed as much their love hadnt weakend then she
Fullfillment
how did it all come down to this, hold me down and unlinch your fists. all we have to wear is our skin. this is such an incredble sin. loving the sweat dripping down your back...the smell, taste, feeling, so glad all my senses are intact. anytime, anywhere, anyway, "i want you" is all you have to say. eyes roll back in my head, cant even stare at the ceiling anymore, laying there in the bed. there on the floor with dirt on my knees, i love how you say "oh baby please". cant go for too long without craving your taste, you put your hands around my neck, watching the very expression of my face. looking down at you, biting my lips, pushing into your chests, my finger tips. heavy breathing, throat is dry, this feeling is all i want tonight. quivers and trembling going down my spine. no more possibility of staying upright. bent over, arching my back, the desire of this is an evident fact. lovin how you smack my ass and know it when i want it slow or fast. on top of the washin
To My Dad
my eyes close but i dont wanna fall asleep with the fear i might dream about you, so awake i will keep. dont wanna imagine that night. even though i cant fully remember, i still feel the horror and the fright. we sit up and wonder what it would be like if you hadnt passed away. a day will never go by where i wont think about it or pray. cant imagine life in moms shoes,~ falling in love with someone then knowing how it feels to lose.~ waiting for you to come home. then gettng that call on the phone. "theres been an accident. im sorry but hes gone. he fell asleep at the wheel and the car flipped by the front of that stangers lawn". they tried and tried but it was all they could do... now im sitting here with out you. i wish you were here then we'd know what its like to have a dad. i know it would cure the fact that we're all so sad. so as i sit here and pray i keep saying in my mind...i hope i do see you someday. having to go by the place where you left us, i want my daddy back
I Wonder
when you sleep i wonder what you dream about do you dream about oceans, or clouds in the sky, do you dream about the past, or the future beheld in your eyes or do you just dream about me? when your afraid, what are you afraid of? when you wake up what might you see are you afraid of dying or are you just afraid of being set free? while your hoping what do you hope for? death for your enemy or peace for all on this earth, do you hope for your fantisies to be fullfilled or do you just have hope for a childs birth? as you think, what are you thinking of? do you imagine blue skies in a land far away or the brightest sun on a rainy day do you think about your sorrows and your pain or are you just imagining us dancing in the rain when your gone what do you miss? do you miss the rituals you know so well or the voices your used to hearing or do you just miss the love in which you fell while you love, i wonder what your loving do you love the blessing
Hmm...
i float in this universe dead and cold i ride through the earth my soul has been sold untill i fight off the rest i cant forgive myself show me how find me the help my eyes are blackened from the indefinite pain my body is soaked from the constant rain ive tryied staying in my own shoes but i keep wearing off the soles my skin doesnt seem to fit i cant stop tearing out new holes i know my day is coming the day that will take me away i hope comes soon before my heart finds somewhere to stay im worried ive found a hotel of darkness what if i stay too long in this room youve let me reside taking this key must be wrong i take you with me you accompany me into the night hand in hand with what most call sin its what we call right if you come with me you might not go back you may not be able to get too far would you show me into hells pit? would you take me into shangri-la?
Murs - Bad Man
Aight.......... After tonight Don't leave your girl round me, heartbreaker for life Ask my homeboy 9th Got all your girlfriends thinkin' that I'm the (Bad Man!) Never neglected you or disrespected you or lie to have sex, yet you say I'm the (Bad Man!) Gave you dick, never fronted, pulled your hair when you wanted Used to flip you on your stomach, said you wanted a (Bad Man!) Now it's all drama, an unidentified caller on the phone with my momma talkin' bout I'm a (Bad Man!) How could somethin' so bad be so damn good? All I wanted was to fuck, from the start I never lied Now it hurts my heart to have to see you cry Let you know from the jump, I was that type of guy Now you all on my voice mail askin' me why Never kissed you in public and I never held your hand I never said I loved you so I never was your man How can we break up?, when we never broke down and committed to each other, we was fuckin' around That's how people get hurt, and we both do dirt Now we
Louie Potter
i have a new one, where i pretend to be a satanic witch who casts spells on people who piss me off. i know ill only come across as being a total loon like always... but is telling a person they are cursed just another way of letting them know how weak and pathetic i am? or am i letting go of my built tough guy ego louie only cause it was too transparent? i dont know anymore, i just wanna be feared somewhere. heres some of my work... The bronx b....The funny thing is you think you get me mad. You do not, I just am in total control of you. I drive you nuts without trying. If you have read the Satanic bible, they say people that do not believe a spell has been put on you usually are the most suseptable to them. Jimmy I have put one on you, your days are numbered. Bad luck is comming your way. Christmas prank calls .. You are gonna pay with your life. If I do not kill you something tragic will happen to you I promise ! ;0 ps... how do you spellcheck in a shout?
Remembering Momma
Today was Mother's day and today I had to work but all day I remembered Mom. I remember all the hugs and the encouragement. I forget and don't remember the not so good things. I remember what I learned and what I gained from her. I learned how to treat a woman by living with one for most of my life. My father was there but wasn't able to be a lot and he passed when I was 12. I learned responsibility, honor, courage, dedication, integrity and morals from her. To do the right thing no matter what. I was able to take care of myself from an early age thanks to her and my father. Because of that I learned things no other child I knew did. How to be a man at an early age. To appreciate the things without value because of not having much. That's what Momma showed me. She taught me that a person's worth is not valued in what race, creed, religion or orientation they are. It's the person they are that gives them worth and to never judge them on anything else but that. Da Mo
The Latest To Fall
I pray to God that when I die, someone, somewhere cares enough about me and my life to mourn a little. I know that sounds selfish but if you read the rest of this you will understand what I am saying. This past Wednesday, my sister's brother-in-law passed away at the age of 45 (around that age I think). The coroner said he had a heart attack in his sleep. She called my house that morning very upset; understandably. I wasn't home at the time so she just left a message asking me to call her. Paul, her brother-in-law, rented a room from her and her husband. He had been living with them for the last year and the money he paid helped with the mortgage. When I got home from work, I got the message and called her. She was still upset, but I would say anger was more her mood. She had been arguing with her husband's step-father and sister. Poor Paul has not even been gone 24 hours and all anyone could do was argue over who gets his car, his bank accounts, etc. As I am on the phone
All Done....what's Next?
well, I am done with 16 weeks of treamtent (8 chemos) and my next appointment is to see the surgeon this week. I am so happy to be done with chemo but I am not ready for surgery. I am a big baby when it comes to pain and I know I will be hurting. Please be sending me positive thoughts and prayers over the next few days/weeks. I have no idea when I'll be back online. I will update when I know more. one more thing......Is is me or has this site died?? If you don't flash your boobs or body or bash people in the mumms, you get no attention at all. I don't need attention, mind you.....I guess the attention whores are out there working it~!!!!!! Sorry, I just had to rant for a minute. ~~smooches~~ to all
Bitch
Being nice got me nowhere. Being understanding got me stepped on. SO...fuck it. I'll try being the bitch. No, I won't be completely cold, but fuck the understanding sweet crap. Only those who TRULY deserve it will get it. Feed me crap, and I'll feed it right back. Hey, you guys like playing games right? So you can bitch about it later? So cool... let's play. I was good at it once when I was younger, and since you guys are always looking for that little girl to call you daddy all the fucking time, games are as normal as breathing. But no, I'm NOT gonna call you daddy...I have a dad. And none of you are him. I'll tempt you, make you want it, and if you're REALLY lucky, throw you a bone. But don't expect me to call you in the morning or cuddle with you. That's for pussy's or married ppl.
Do You Respect People
I think with all the crap going on in the world, it is sad to see so many peeps who just don't support our troops in the war that we are in. I think there is no greater honor than to be able to defend this country's freedom. we all benifit from it, except the price of damn gas ... lol , but hopefully that will change when we change leaders. I just wanted to express that. If you agree , please feel free to coment or evan if you disagree. It's all good.
Tired Of The Same Old Amazon.com Crap?
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Name Me After Any Candy
FWD:IF U COULD NAME ME AFTER "ANY CANDY"WHAT WOULD IT BE?SEND THIS TEXT & SEE HOW MANY CRAZY RESPONSES U GET!
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My Vip Expires....
My VIP expires in 7 Days so if any of you needs 11's badly contact me and i will rate you....Hugs have a good FU - Time EveningStar
Disgusted
Gas prices are getting WAY out of hand now. I just spent $50 on gas and got about 3/4 of a tank of gas. It was just over "e" to start, light wasn't on yet, and ended up just below full. $4.00 per gallon its just crazy. Mind you, I only drive a Mazda 6, thank God I don't have my Equinox anymore I'd have to get a 2nd job just for gas money. GRRRR Just had to vent, thanks for reading!
Lonely Tears
Lonely Tears by Nicole Ullrich As I lay here in my bed, I wonder what I have done in my life, As I think about it I realize I have done nothing I have given so much love to people And what did I get in return, Pain, sadness and loneliness. I try to stop my tears from falling But the sadness is too strong As I see my tears falling to the ground, I know that no-one will care, Nor will they see my tears They will only walk over them, Like people have done all my life. What happened to this once happy person? I feel so lifeless. Things that once made me happy, Now only be tears and sadness. Where is my life going right now? I think that in my heart and soul, I know its comming to an end. Will anyone remember me? No-one will know that I am gone, Because no-body ever cared. I came into this world a lost soul, And I shall leave this world a lost soul....
Poem: The Day I Stopped Givin' A Damn
I try not complain about my life I just take it in strives Black...male...I already got my two strikes Warrior...I use a knife as my choice of weapon The same knife that was used in my back is helpin' Kept in my own zone...my solitude...my world please don't come in The day that I stopped was when I want more enemies than friends Motivation I guess cuz ain't nobody else doin' it right So I pray to God to help me get through the night I fight off demons with my right...pull angels toward me with my left Look in the mirror daily and humble myself I've helped in my fair share of drama but I squash that Fell down a couple of times up I got back My mind's strapped to C-4 I got to watch what I'm doin' People bring bullshit and my life ain't worth losin' Choosin' my own fate...either real or fake Do my thing let' em know it kills to hate I take pride in myself to let anyone get me down I got my ego in check so them names don't hurt now I stopped givin' a damn...good for me b
Poem: One
I waitin' on theOne nOne other can compare One to release me from my shell One to tell me they got me Love me till the end... Tell me everyday they'll die 4 me Cry 4me...cry with me Tearz of happiness... No One will separate us... You and I joined at the hips Your mind thinks of me Your lips whisper my name And your body...Well you know She'll put my past women to shame She'll be the One wit a mean swag Of confidence and assurance That'll let me know everything's workin' One'll never second guess my actions Or words at that Has patience for me as I with her One plus One equals One One plan One voice One thought One love Listens to me I'll do the same Understand the Golden Rule The One rule I live by Me and her will respect it Give her the space when she needs Hold her when she's hurtin' She'll do the same One day she'll be mine She'll exhale, I'll excel...inhale Her perfume so sweet Like her I'm 50 she's 50 That's One hundred percented committed To
Sorry
I'm sorry my hips aren't as big as hers I'm sorry that I'm younger I'm sorry my breasts don't sag I'm sorry I believed you I'm sorry I took a chance on you even though I knew everything about you I'm sorry my children fell in love with you, too I'm sorry I made so many of your fantasies come true I'm sorry about that first night in the hotel I'm sorry about Red River I'm sorry about your birthday present I'm sorry I thought you needed medication to help you I'm sorry that's now your excuse for my pain I'm sorry I wanted you for always I'm sorry I thought you'd always be there for me I'm sorry I thought you were my friend I'm sorry you were the first person I ever put so much trust in I'm sorry I didn't control you I'm sorry you weren't happy I'm sorry I made you laugh I'm sorry I was so good at those little things you liked I'm sorry that now I'm alone I'm sorry I wasted so much of my precious life on your lies and promises I'm sorry I never married yo
The Law Of Giving
The Law of Giving Deepak Chopra February 1, 2008 Categories: Relationships, Relationships /Social Every relationship is one of give and take. Giving engenders receiving, and receiving engenders giving. What goes up must come down; what goes out must come back. In reality, receiving is the same thing as giving, because giving and receiving are different aspects of the flow of energy. And if you stop the flow of either, you interfere with natures intelligence. In every seed is the promise of thousands of forests. But the seed must give its intelligence to the fertile ground. Through its giving, its unseen energy flows into material manifestation. The more you give, the more you will receive, because you will keep the abundance of the universe circulating in your life. In fact, anything that is of value in life only multiplies when it is given. That which doesnt multiply through giving is neither worth giving nor worth receiving. If, through giving, you feel you have lost s
Sometimes I Just Wonder...
The teacher for my computer fuckdamentals...I mean fundamentals is a nice guy but he lacks focus and crowd control and we are a rowdy group of people. Today he allowed Jason to come in and teach the class which was stressful for me. I spend all day with him, class is my away time and there he was. My classmates all love him...he is so funny...he is so nice...he is so smart. Okay. So am I but the love aint being shared there for me. Am I jealous? Yeah I am. After all, these are my classmates, half of whom gave me such a hard time last module. Now they all wanna be my best friend because he can fix their computer and hook them up. I don't stand out in the a crowd for the most part and now I feel like I am invisible. Then I come here and feel the same way. I feel like I've been pushed to the side for a newer and prettier model. It's not a good feeling at all. It hurts. I get bitched at because I'm not online as much as I used to be but I (a) don't have the time with core classes and (b) d
Sp Tix/pay Day
Alright so today has been a good day, I got my credit card bill, which was so LOW WOOT, and I got my Simple Plan Tix tin the mail, AHHH I'm so excited. Ontop of that I got paid Tuesday woot woot. I also was going through some cards I saved, and I found one from my mom on my 16th or 18th birthday which said, inside, Once upon a time, a very special wish came true- And life was blessed forever with the one and only you. Then she wrote in the back of the card EVerything I have ever done in my life, raising a wonderful daughter like you, is one of the things of which I'm most proud. And If I never accomplish at all, I will still look at the special caring person. Good Luck on the future. I will love you forever. Mom. (When I read that I cried really badly, it was soo sweet). My mom can't write in English very well, so which is why it doesn't make some what of sense but you get the picture.
Why You Are Fat
Put down those doughnuts fatty. It's time to listen up and stop being such a lardass. If any of the following situations applies to you then it's time to re-evaluate things, because girls don't like having sex with a human bean bag chair. 1) Ever since you read an article on the internet on tips to lose weight, you've started walking 2 flights of stairs to get to work instead of taking the elevator. Unfortunately, that is the only excersize you get all day. 2) For lunch you grab a Big Mac, Supersized Fries and another Big Mac on the side. It's ok though, you wash everything down with a Diet Coke. 3) You've bought the Magic Bullet and make a pretty mean Pizza, Milk and Fruit Smoothie. 4) On of your friends dared you to ride everywhere in a power scooter for a day. That was 4 years ago and you still are riding in a power scooter. 5) You tell people that you aren't fat....you're "big boned" or "it's glandular" or you're "pregnant". Denial is a terrible thing. 6)
Love
I have no life but this, To lead it here; Nor any death, but lest Dispelled from there; Nor tie to the earths to come, Nor action new, Except through this extent, The realm of you. ---> EMILY DICKINSON
A Poem
I am a ghost in a world of lifeless souls A shark in a vegetarian ocean A lyricist among the def I am open eyes within the darkness A teacher among the taught An empty cold dog house I am starving lungs stuck in space. I do what I can to show who I am As deeply as I can About who I am
Check Out My Owner
check out my owner dust_me_pink stop by and show her some fu love also come check our are lounge aces up lounge
First Year Done.
Tuesday was my final day! I had my urban studies final... which i didn't really study for at all, i just reviewed and looked at a few papers quickly the morning of the test. I'm not good at studying, and i have just learned how really which has been really difficult since I have issues with such things. but studying to write an essay. gulp. either way i think i managed to write something half decent and understandable. I'm sure hes not going to read the finals. lol I hope i don't fail that class. I did try... a little. I'm so excited about the summer! except my first two days off and I'm not doing anything exciting AND i'm not finding anything to do. Its still sorta early today so idk what I could do. but I haven't been able to just chill out for a few weeks so I might just sit here not doing anything. Doesn't sound really good to me though. I get uneasy if not working or worrying about doing something! Shit... thats bad. At least I got to see a few friends last night. an
A Tragic Day!!!
In Sheboygan, WI. not more then 2 weeks ago from(5/15/08) a boy by the name of Denzel Payne was hit by a car in a gas station parking lot! Denzel was no older then 6 years old! his birthday is 9/11/01. he has 4 other brothers and is a twin. I went to go see him on mothers day at the childrens hospital in Milwaukee, WI. he was in a coma, brain had swollen, had a skull fracture, neck injuries and liver injuries. his mother had to decide what parts she and Denzels father wanted to be donated. :((... (on mothers day, of all the days!!!!!!!!!) Liza, the mother said she layed next to him on saturday 5/10/08 and felt him but then on sunday 5/11/08 she said it was very different! she knew his spirit had left his body that day! he had passed away the next day 5/12/08. Denzel was always a giver!! Liza loves to cook so she made sure her kids were healthy, always a roof over their heads and never hungry! i would always play around with Darius - his twin, by trying to see if he would give me a b
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NINE CHRISTIAN "CURES" FOR MASTURBATION by Leigh Rutledge During the Victorian era, masturbation was the focus of extraordinary anxiety among doctors and parents; "curing" it became an obsession. The hysteria surrounding the subject was fueled by righteous moralists who regarded masturbation as a worse sin than adultery, and by quack doctors who claimed that the loss of a single ounce of semen through masturbation was more debilitating to the body than the loss of several ounces of blood. One Victorian-era physician listed no fewer than 47 dire consequences of the act. Masturbation was believed to cause every thing from acne and epilepsy to mental retardation and death. Hoping to eradicate this "scourge of young manhood," parents subjected their children to dozens of torturous cures. 1. CASTRATION Recalcitrant young masturbators were sometimes castrated to annihilate their sex urge. In some cases, the entire penis was amputated and voodoo-istic doctors used ni
Hugs For You Sissy
Im not a lesbian nor I will go for a lesbian. I met this amazing lady more than a week now when I accidentally deleted her comment in one of my mumms and she sent me gifts afterwards. She is my first real fufriend at Fubar who eventually became my Bestfufriend. Few days after I met her, her dad died. I felt sorry for her but I can see how she handles the world. Worst is, today, her mom died. She is going through a lot but I admire her for being too strong a woman. We come across a lot of people but its not everyday that along the way, we feel that they touch our lives. This lady matters to me a lot since she never forgets to show something sweet to me each day in which I do the same with her. Hugs for you sissy. My deepest sympathy.
Give You Everything
I wanna give you the moon I wanna give you the stars What would you do if I just reached out And grabbed one for you Would it still shine as bright Knowing that I live and die for you To be continued ......
Let Me Trust You
Let Me Trust You by Dawn Everyday I get more afraid Of giving my heart away Scared of what love will bring Too nervous to hear the words youll say I find myself lost in you Not sure if I want to be I see the looks that you give And wonder what you see in me I dont want my heart broken But I am so in love I cant seem to give up A guy sent from above So Im gonna trust you Please dont let me down For I am giving you a chance To turn my life around Dont take it for granted Cause it might not last long I have weak thoughts And my heart isnt too strong Im putting my life in your hands Now its all up to you I look forward to the places we go And the things well be put through But remember that Im vulnerable And I cant stand to be hurt I want to be at the top of your list But I dont have to be first Believe me when I tell you That I love you with all my heart That Im here for you forever and always Just like I was at the start...
Story Of My Life...part 2
Again, where to begin with all this. Its is so closely approching my anniversery date. I just can't believe it. About ten years ago at this time I finally started sucking up my pride and had my father take me to a doctor for the pains I was having. They ruled out my appendix and gallbladder as causes of my pain. And see yet again at that point when they had no answers I thought this was all in my head. But the pain got worse as the tumor decided to grow bigger pushing stuff out of the way. My mom took me back to the ER a few days later cuz she couldn't stand to see me in pain. This time they did and ultrasound higher up on my stomach and found a mass on my one overy. I remember sitting in the waiting room to get the test done, and all the people walking by and looking at me in the wheelchair. It was then I knew it was cancer. I knew before they cut me open what it was. But then again, I just know things. Funny how that is right. So I got sent to go see Dr. Farly who assur
Cant Believe Some People
Couple weeks ago I attended a funeral for two fellow firefighters. Two men who dedicated their lives to protect their neighbors,their lives and property. They died on a day off in an ATV accident, and were given a Firefighters memorial service, honor gaurd, last roll call etc. Very touching service, representaatives from Fire stations and Police departments from 3 states. A memorial not just for these brave men but a memorial for what they dedicated their lives too. not even an hour after the sevices people started posting complaints to the newspaper about the "Inconvieniance" the prosetion of all the vehicles caused them!!!!!!!!! ( the route was posted in the paper for two days so people can adjust their driving) and the waste of tax payers dollars for our "arrogance" for such an elaborade memorial for two people who did not die in the line of duty!!! Before they even got the facts that the funeral was paid for by donations, the union etc and nobody was on the clock for the event!!!!
~i Can Feel You~
You're far away, but, I can feel you. You exist in my every breath, in every beat of my heart, adding a spectacular sizzle in all the right places. Even when I close my eyes, I see your face and feel the fire of your caress. Your presence is a tangible thing... yet as hard to grasp as the air. I reach for you, but you elude me. Still, I can feel you; the softness of a petal, a warm wind on my cheek, a ray in my vision, a distant light that ever draws me near.
Rules
Here's what I tolerate. Ratings of tens or elevens. thumbs up. Fans. Friends. Good Words. HERE IS WHAT I DO NOT TOLERATE Ratings of ones - I will block you for a bit then unblock you and I hope you will leave me alone, because YOU do not want to mess with me. Thumbs down - If you want to be a hater? Go to another site. Bad words like asking for naked photos or anything sexual or harsh - Go to a porn site. Negatory behind my back - Go to another site. Asking of Ims and/or email - I don't give that out to strangers. So don't ask.
Melba Toast
i'm eating melba toast and pasta salad happily buzzed. I think i'd be happier with popcorn
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Today's Quote How many cares one loses when one decides not to be something but to be someone. -Coco Chanel
Signs That She Is On To You
1. Your blood starts tasting like laxatives. 2. Your underwear has been dusted with itching powder 3. All of your mail has been forwarded to Nigeria 4. The stuffing in your pillow has been replaced with state potato chips 5. Your best pair of shoes have been filled with vaseline 6. The ringtone on your cell phone now plays taps 7. You try to get up from the toilet only to realize you are now at one with it 8. The money that was in your wallet has been replaced with play money 9. You are the topic at Sunday's sermon 10. The neighbor man is mowing his lawn with your prize garden tractor 11. You arrive early at your secret meeting place only to find your mother-in-law there waiting for you 12. Your lover can't meet you because she is to tired. She's been cleaning your house,running your errands,and last but not least your wife has her cooking your supper and babysitting your kids.
Comments From Teachers
THESE ARE ACTUAL COMMENTS MADE ON STUDENTS REPORT CARDS BY TEACHERS IN THE NEW YORK CITY PUBLIC SCHOOLS SYSTEMS. ALL TEACHERS WERE REPRIMANDED BUT,BOY ARE THESE FUNNY! SINCE MY LAST REPORT YOUR CHILD HAS HIT ROCK BOTTOM AND HAS STARTED TO DIG. I WOULD NOT ALLOW THIS STUDENT TO BREED. YOUR CHILD HAS DELUSIONS OF ADEQUACY. YOUR SON IS DEPRIVING A VILLAGE SOMEWHERE OF AN IDIOT. YOUR SON SETS LOW PERSONAL STANDARDS AND THEN CONSISTENTLY FAILS TO ACHIEVE THEM. THE STUDENT HAS A "FULL SIX PACK" BUT LACKS THE PLASTIC THING TO HOLD IT ALL TOGETHER. THIS CHILD HAS BEEN WORKING WITH GLUE TO MUCH. WHEN YOUR DAUGHTER'S IQ REACHES 50,SHE SHOULD SELL. THE GATES ARE DOWN,THE LIGHTS ARE FLASHING,BUT THE TRAIN ISN'T COMING. IF THIS STUDENT WERE ANY MORE STUPID,HE'D HAVE TO BE WATERED TWICE A WEEK. IT'S IMPOSSIBLE TO BELIEVE THE SPERM THAT CREATED THIS CHILD BEAT OUT 1,000,000 OTHERS. THE WHEEL IS TURNING BUT THE HAMSTER IS DEFINITELY DEAD.
My First Happy Hour
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5/18/08
Basshunter- Dota
Breathe...
Breathe Inhale a deep breath cleanse out all the frustration exhale set all the anger free breathe in the happiness take in a new feeling of hope let out all the sadness there is no room for that clear out your mind refresh your spirit and soul just take an extra moment and breathe take in a new day and all that it can hold let out yesterday and everything stale and old take a breath of what is to be and let out what has been breathe in relaxation breathe in some peace let out a troubled past and exhale all the pain take the time to be optimistic and just take time to breathe
Heart Of Glass
If I fall will you catch me? If I cried would you care? Am I blind as not to see? You are really not there. Why cant I speak? Why cant I feel? Your emotions are weak. Why arent you real? Im holding the air You re handling a heart No longer do you stare Fragile, torn apart. Youre still in my glass box Together we still stand Fading, holding fake clocks Waiting for that last grain of sand.
Yep, I'm Up For Auction Again!
JUST CLICK ON MY PIC BELOW TO COME PUT YOUR BID IN ON ME .... AND REMEMBER, CASH BIDS OUTBID ALL OTHERS....CASH BIDS ARE THINGS SUCH AS BLASTS,VIPS,HH'S........HIGHEST BIDDER WINS!
~ Time After Time ~
The Raven
The Raven It was the raven who created the waters and the salmon, which came to sacrifice themselves to the people. The raven fashioned every creature that walks or flies. It was the raven who helped the worthy, but loved to trick the unsuspecting; and as full of mischief as he was wonderful, who made this world the way it is. Raven is the messenger of magic from the great void where all knowledge waits for us. His powerful medicine can give us the courage to enter the darkness of this void, called Great Mystery. He is also the symbol of changes in consciousness, of levels of awareness and of perception.
My Wolf Friend
We've roamed the wild country My beautiful wolf friend, Side by side we've hunted Shadows dancing on northern skies. There have been times of plenty We were content and serene, Peacefully sleeping Dangers few and far between. We've also known much hunger Ribs protruding from each side, Mournfully we howled When our starving cubs had died. And then there was our first winter Romping thru the glistening snow, Tasting each crystal snowflake Falling gently to and fro. Ah my dear, sweet friend I've known no greater love, Without you, I am nothing Our wild souls are one. And now you lay there dying Steel jaws upon your frame, Life's blood slowly seeping I whimper your sweet name. Helpless, I watch you struggle Chest heaving with labored breath, Steel jaws clenching tighter Winds whisper the song of death. The blood has now stopped flowing I know the time is near, And you will forever leave me My love, my life, my dear. And now my world
The Raven Edgar Allen Poe
Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. "'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door Only this, and nothing more." Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow; vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow sorrow for the lost Lenore For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore Nameless here for evermore. And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating, "'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door;
Sniper :)
Omg I have a new owner and it is the one the only Sexy Sniper! He has done so much for me and so many of you fus so go show him lots of your love! You should go show him how hot you are for him. So go let him take you for a ride! Click the pic below and let him know that I am hot for him NIPER OWNED BYSweetSexyLatina & Darkangel, & Silverpixi MEMBER RISING STARS@ fubar This pimpout brought to you by ♪vvjğğāĺţŧē86♪@ fubar
A Simple Meaningful Task.....
Try, just try this....go to the mirror any mirror which will be close enough to not only touch but large enough for a meaningful view. Approach the mirror and look into the beauty it shallow reflect. Look deeply yet quietly feel your breath and gaze....The eyes, the whole that is within the reflection. Relax , breath, center yourself within..feel the wholeness...gaze upon the left corner as you lift your hand ever so slowly to meet it's other in the reflection place it so lightly and just gaze, breath..MMmmm you are a whole. Is your breath beginning to quicken? Follow with your right hand but dont break the gaze as you lift it to meet it's whole.. Adore the beauty of the whole, the entire it is you..Your breath quickens your heart slightly beats ever so rapid and take it...Deep...Breath slowly and to the depths of all that is you, I lean my forehead to the image the breath mists the mirror..only to be enlightened...It is...YOU engulf what is YOU enjoy and Delight in t
Morph My Bare Feet!
Question of the day: What's the deal with the profile avatars that morph into celebrities? IS this to help me imagine I'm talking to Brad Pitt when really it's Joe Dirt from the smelly trailer park down the street? LOL! Why compare yourself to a celebrity when you're not! Oh, I know fantasy is fun, but I can accept you a lot more if you're a little fugly and admit it; versus that avatar that screams "Brad Pitt might look something like me if he ate a whole bag of potato chips every day!!!!" I know, I'm a mean bitch. I did, however, discover the joy of walking barefoot today. I usually hate bare feet, and all feet in general, but the trip to the laundry room was a lot nicer without shoes on. All light, airy, and fancy free! Stay real!
Some Chicks Are Just Cool.....
So I've grown up hanging out with the boys....climbing trees....play'n sports.....gett'n tackled.....skinned knees and scars.....the whole bit.....in high school my closest friends were guys and in college I was the last girl left standing at parties...playing cards and drinking beer.....so I GET GUYS....this is not some plea to the male species to clue me in on their wicked ways....I know them.....shit.....I have a lot of them...haha......and yes I did start to notice my guy friends treating me a bit different in high school when I got boobs and learned what to do with finger nail polish...but still same old me....laid back....easy going.....me.....so I met a guy got married....blah, blah, blah...unfortunately things didn't work out the way I had envisioned....so here I am single again....and apparently all of the men in the world have gone dense in the last ten years......we've all had bad relationship experiences...we've all been hurt....you can't be single and in your 30's and it b
Wow What A Letter
� Letter from one 'Angry Woman' I don't know who wrote it but they should have signed it. Some powerful words. This woman should run for president. Written by a housewife fromNew Jersey and sounds like it! T his is one ticked off lady. 'Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001?� Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtownManhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? � Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? � And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was 'desecrated' when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. � I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerat
My Rant
ok yeah so like many people in the crazy world i am married, but i am also seeing someone else. and for the purpose of this blog i am going to skip over how many people think it is morally worng to cheat. i just need to ven adn get it off my chest. i have been seeing this guy for about 3 years. things have been great! lots of fun sex is great, i have experienced things with this man i never thought i would. he knows i am married and has from the very begining, and i know he also sees other women. however the first time it was put in my face it broke my heart!!! well over the years you think i would get used to it. i mean i love this man but i am not in love with him. I am married and i love my husband very much. i have always prided myself on not being the jealous type. so why now? why does it break my heart every time i see this guy with someone else. Most of the time i never cross paths with his other women. Until last night. the problem is that this guy is a real good friend of
What About Now
Shadows fill an empty heart As love is fading, From all the things that we are But are not saying. Can we see beyond the scars And make it to the dawn? Change the colors of the sky. And open up to The ways you made me feel alive, The ways I loved you. For all the things that never died, To make it through the night, Love will find you. What about now? What about today? What if you're making me all that I was meant to be? What if our love never went away? What if it's lost behind words we could never find? Baby, before it's too late, What about now? The sun is breaking in your eyes To start a new day. This broken heart can still survive With a touch of your grace. Shadows fade into the light. I am by your side, Where love will find you. What about now? What about today? What if you're making me all that I was meant to be? What if our love, it never went away? What if it's lost behind words we could never find? Baby, before it's too late, What abo
Memorial Day Celebration, Come On Everyone!!
Am givin away 20,000 fu bucks for my 200th member to subscribe with us. You interested!!? Come show ur Love n Support to our Military, Veterans & Families!! They deserve it ALL from us supporters!! CLick the pic above and come have you some fun! Also, on behalf of SP2, we will be hosting a Memorial Day Celebration for ALL those that served our country in some way! We hope to see you there, come thank them, support them, respect them! They will love it and appreciate it more than we know!!
Successfully Lined Up Interview
In Santa Barbara one week from tomorrow on Grace's birthday. Meeting with my old boss at the university and trying to get my old job back (which would start most likely in September). Time to get out of Vegas and back to my kids. Gracey will be six that same day, so I'll be able to give to her, her bithday present in-person. I'm gonna surprise her and take her and Tessy to dinner.. .
05/20/08
"Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary." Steve Jobs
American Idol
I was kind of making fun of the whole thing earlier today, but now I am catching the last two rounds and I am truly inspired by this David Archuletta kid. 17 years-old, and he owns the stage, owns the audience and chose the right songs, and came to win. He just kicked ass. I hope he wins it. This kid's a friggin stud.
Quotes
"The Edge ... there is no honest way to explain it because the only people who really know where it is are the ones who have gone over." -Hunter S. Thompson "I think it's time that we fight back. I think religion has failed us, our leaders have failed us, our government has failed us and art and music are the only things we have left." -Otep "A work of art which did not begin in emotion is not art." -Paul Czanne "Kissing is a means of getting two people so close together that they can't see anything wrong with each other." -Rene Yasenek ..."The truth is most Americans have lost touch with the best of what poetry is: a record of some of civilization's greatest writers--and wisest people--taking on the questions and emotions that define us." -UNKNOWN "Ancient lovers believed a kiss would literally unite their souls, because the spirit was said to be carried in one's breath." -Eve Glicksman Can miles truly separate you from friends... If you want to b
My Marine
I say SEMPER-FI you say jarhead i say Marine You SAY Die i say Fight you say baby killer i say freedom fighter you say death i say for freedom you say no to war i say support the troops you say dont go i say OOH-RAH AND SEMPER-FI you say you love me i say i love you you say for what i say for you you say dumb ass i say DEVIL DOG You say me i say us You say no more i say i am going to war you say i am proud of you i say i will make you proud you say your corps i say my corps that is my corps i will live and die for Marines live for there GOD CORPS AND COUNTRY OOH-RAH and SEMPER-FI to all Marines Past present and Future
Angel's Food Vs. Devil's Food...
In the beginning, God created the Heavens and the Earth and populated the Earth with broccoli, cauliflower and spinach, green and yellow and red vegetables of all kinds, so Man and Woman would live long and healthy lives. Then using God's great gifts, Satan created Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream and Krispy Creme Donuts. And Satan said, "You want chocolate with that?" And Man said, "Yes!" and Woman said, "and as long as you're at it, add some sprinkles." And they gained 10 pounds. And Satan smiled. And God created the healthful yogurt that Woman might keep the figure that Man found so fair. And Satan brought forth white flour from the wheat, and sugar from the cane and combined them. And Woman went from size 6 to size 14. So God said, "Try my fresh green salad." And Satan presented Ranch Dressing, buttery croutons and garlic toast on the side. And Man and Woman unfastened their belts following the repast. God then said, "I have sent you heart healthy vegetables and olive oil i
Ode To The Cheating Boyfriend
I saw you with her, Just the other day. I thought you loved me, 'Cause that's what you say. I now hate you so much, I want you to die, I wish I could kill you, Or that you wouldn't lie. You said you were just, Going out with a "friend" I hope you understand, That this is the end. I abhor you so much. And now I'm leaving. To go find someone, That I can believe in.
My Dream Relationship
Some say love is blind, In her eye, true love is what he finds, They fall in love head over heel, Marriage would be a sweet deal, Wearing a wedding ring is just a symbol, His loyalty to her will never go, It would always glow, With or without signing the marriage document, Their relationship had already sealed with a strong cement, With or without having the wedding feast, From her, even in difficulty he would never leave, Before the priest, making the marital vow, To infidelity he would never bow, She says, 'till death, we do not part', He says whoever goes first, Must wait in heaven well above, The other must follow and meet at last. For honey-moon they go to on a pleasant trip, Which is full of kiss and bliss, Though it is short-lived, They know the life journey ahead maybe smooth or bumpy, The sailing maybe calm or stormy, Together they would overcome the hindrance, Together they would iron out the difference, When their ideas clash,
Flying The Really Friendly Skies!!
Arrest ends pilot's nude romp in the woods Pilot, flight attendant arrested, suspended from jobs Police say Pinnacle Airlines pilot wore only flip flops and a watch Police say couple told them they wanted "to go do it in the woods" Jeffrey Paul Bradford and Adrianna Grace Connor are both 24 HARRISBURG, Pennsylvania (AP) -- A pilot's nighttime romp in the woods with a flight attendant has ended with both suspended and under arrest, police said. Jeffrey Paul Bradford, 24, and Adrianna Grace Connor, 24, both employees of Pinnacle Airlines Inc., were at a diner on Sunday night before they apparently decided to take a walk, police said. "They told the officer they wanted to go do it in the woods, essentially," said Lower Swatara Township Police Sgt. Richard Brandt. "That's the best answer they had." Things went awry when people who live in the neighborhood summoned police around 9:30 p.m., saying they had seen a naked man and an intoxicated woman. A helicopter
Beyond Enlightenment
Now oppression stalks the remnants of compassion, brewing hatred to surface in wicked actions Cloaked in peace and mercy, force their false confessions Sentenced am I dying, cleansed from all salvation "Defy our accusations and a certain death you'll meet A fool denies the obvious, and fools we shall defeat" All sanity now vanquished, ever mould beyond control My guilt stands yet unproven though they still demand my fall Blood runs beyond enlightenment at inquisition's hands Vicious burn the fires swiftly out of hand Now my fate lies in their "hands of liberation" forming law and justice into obscuration leading lies ensuring my life ceased in fire, In the name of peace, to cleanse my dark desires "I stand accused of heresy and all what that implies With a darkened mind I summon those who're fallen from the skies" Envenomed bleed their poisoned hearts, the power they've abused A deadly game of envy in which my life I'll lose Shackled, fettered I choking as I
Lies
the pain in my chest the tears in my eyes the fact that your love is no longer mine. the shortness of breath the cry from my lips how did i let myself go through all this my tear stained pillow the last hope now dead My gosh why does this have to be me again. promises once broken roads left untaken please let this pain leave my heart again. he promises his love is and always will be yet the words on the screen make me not believe. the brightness that shined has faded and died the love that we had was always a lie.
Levelers
i would like to take this time to thank everyone who stopped by my page and rated me what a nice surprise i got when i woke up and checked my page and whats more is i did not ask for this they took it upon themselfs and did it with the time zone and everything sometimes i might miss one of booboos leveling bulletins and get there when all is done but it really dose pull at the heart string when it happens to you so again thank you and i hope i got to all of you who stopped by if not thank you and i will try to help you all when the time comes May the grace of God's protection And His great love abide Within your home-within the hearts Of all who dwell inside. Lucky stars above you Sunshine on your way Many friends to love you Joy in work and play Laughter to outweigh each care In your heart a song And gladness waiting everywhere All your whole life long! May your pockets be heav Your heart be light And may good luck pursue you Each morning and night Like the warm
If You Only Knew
If only you knew, how my heart overflows with love for you. If only you could see the way you fill my hopes and dreams. You're the owner of my heart, the ruler supreme. Even in the dark of night, I've only to think about you to feel your loving light and from this world I drift feeling as if I'll never touch the ground again... If only you knew. If only you could guess how I hear your voice when others speak; for you hold the key to my happiness, and it's always you my soul seeks. If only you could feel, how your very presence has the power to heal, all the wounds inside me. You've made me abandon the pain of yesterday, and you've shown me that the past can no longer stand in the way of what I hope to achieve... If only you knew. If only you could realize the way you've shown me that it's better to give than to take, and whatever I do, I do for your sake. I'm willing to give you my all and expect nothing in return. But, oh how I yearn for you... if
New Open
LOOKING FOR ALL STAFF AT DUST TILL DAWN!!!!
Bertrand Russell
"Religion is based . . . mainly on fear . . . fear of the mysterious, fear of defeat, fear of death. Fear is the parent of cruelty, and therefore it is no wonder if cruelty and religion have gone hand in hand. . . . My own view on religion is that of Lucretius. I regard it as a disease born of fear and as a source of untold misery to the human race." "Fear is the parent of cruelty, therefore it is no wonder if religion and cruelty have gone hand-in-hand." "I believe that when I die I shall rot, and nothing of my ego will survive. I am not young, and I love life. But I should scorn to shiver with terror at the thought of annihilation. Happiness is none the less true happiness because it must come to an end, nor do thought and love lose their value because they are not everlasting." "I am myself a dissenter from all known religions, and I hope that every kind of religious belief will die out." - Bertrand Russell, British philosopher, educator, mathematician, and social critic
The Stanley Cup!!!
Well here it is memorial Day weekend (start of summer 2008). The wings will be returning to the Stanley cup finals starting tomorrow. I LOVE HOCKEY SEASON!!! Wishing all my friends a safe, and great weekend. I am staying home, BLAH!!!
Meredith Brooks Bitch
Come Chat With Me In My Lounge
good girls gone bad
Brrr...
It's cold, sometimes it rains... and it's cold. At least I didn't have today at the shoot
Countdown
TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now: 1. You know I love you. I don't want you to get hurt. I can't believe you are doing this...War is not a joke. 2. I feel so helpless...I wish there was something I could do. 3. I NEVER thought you would turn out to be one of those guys. But I can't say I'm totally surprised. 4. KEEP YOUR DRAMA AWAY FROM ME! I am on a drama-diet 5. You don't know who you are fucking with. 6. You can't just disappear for weeks...and then come back into my life telling me you love me. It doesn't work that way. 7. Everything you do makes me smile. I love that you call me at lunch to tell me what you are eating. 8. I love you. Thats all. :) 9. Just drink the pain away! lol 10. Stop worrying. There are people who love you...though you don't always believe that. You can take what life is throwing at you. Its time to grow-up. NINE things about yourself: 1. I have calmed since a few years ago. 2. I let guys push me around. 3
Hey
hay come chat with me at kats place of sin
Jolie Makes Plans For Delivering Twins
AOL Posted: 2008-05-25 12:10:41 (May 22) - According to OK! magazine, Angelina Jolie's OB/GYN should expect a first-class ticket to an exotic location soon. A source close to Jolie and Brad Pitt tells OK! that Jolie will likely fly in her doctor, Jason Rothbart, for the birth of her twins. Jolie hinted at the Cannes Film Festival that she was leaning towards France as the birthplace for her babies. "I haven't completely decided, but we are thinking of France," she said to a room of journalists who were more curious about her delivery than 'Kung Fu Panda,' the animated movie she was promoting. OK! reports that options include Le Centre Hospitalier Princesse Grace in nearby Monaco and Clinique du Palais in Grasse, France. And Centre Hospitalier de Grasse is also campaigning to be considered on the short list. "It would be a great event for us," hospital director Martine Benoit-Rigeot tells OK!. "We provide special services for women having twins, and have an intensive-care uni
Moved In Okay
Hello everyone. I just wanted to tell you that I had moved to Erie this passed weekend....It's was great to get a new start in a new place. I'm not sure when I'll be starting the new job site but it shouldn't be too long. Ciao!
90's Cartoon Intros
Chaos&mayhem
NEED A BULLETIN FOR AN UPCOMMING EVENT? TRIED OF TRYING TO ASKING SOME ONE TO MAKE THE FOR YOU? WE ARE YOU ONE STOP BULLETIN MAKERS YOU WANT IT WE CAN MAKE IT WELCOME TO CHAOS&MAYHEM CREATIONS IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE OUR WORK BEFORE MAKING YOUR CHOICE PLEASE CHECK OUT DJ DEMONS BLOGS OR OUR BLOGS WE HERE AT CHAOS& MEYHEM THANK YOU FOR STOPING BY ***CLICK BELOW AND THANK YOU AGAN *** Chaos&Mayhem Creations@ fubar"
Dusty
HERE HE IS LADIES THE ONE YOU HAVE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR WE HERE AT CHAOS& MAYHEM OFFER THIS BOMBER UP FOR ALL TO SEE DUSTY THE WOLF SPIRIT AND YES AT THE MOMENT HE IS SINGEL SO STOP BY AND SHOW HIM LOVE ***CLICK ON PIC BELOW AND SEE FOR YOUR SELF *** ~Dusty the Wolfspirit aka the BigDog-owed by Angelic Kissame & Member of DeamonDragonBombers~@ fubar" BETTER HURRY HE WONT WAIT FOR EVER
Dragonpoet
LOOKING FOR A BOMBER? NEED HELP IN A CONTEST? NEED SOME ONE JUST TO LEND A HAND? HERE IS THE MAN FOR YOU THE DEMON DRAGON BOMBING FAMILY POUDLY PRESENTS DRAGONPOET ***CLICK ON THE LINK AND SHOW HIM SOME LOVE*** DragonPoet~HeadGigaloSecurityBartender@CreaturesOfTheNight~ FuHusband2DJDemonWolf~TrueLycanFreeL@ fubar" WHILE THERE WHY NOT CHECK OUT THE ENTIRE BOMBING FAMILY MRGMRHomepage@ fubar"
I Dare You
Go ahead play this .
Sacrifice
Freakin U.s. Haters
I get so sick and tired of people hating on our country. If you hate it so much then please leave, we dont need you. OK I agree that or government is messed up and yes I do believe certain aspects of it are corrupt, but I still love my country and I still love, honor, appreciate and respect all of our men and women that are fighting for us. Though some of us my not be as free as we would like, we are still free. Freedom isnt free; it comes with the highest price of all, the price of blood. Fight long, fight hard, fight proud and fight free or US armed forces. You are our saviors.
Sad
um well this is the hardest thing to say but hear goes i wont be on fubar anymore so plz dont be mad if u got me on yahoo ill be on there but no more fubar.
5-25-08 News(new Song)
Vanilla Ninja records Gessle-penned song Written by tevensso on May 5, 2008 to Misc, Per Gessle and Releases. Source: Broken Records. SANTIAGO (Updated) - Vanilla NinjaVanilla Ninja, the Estonian power pop trio formed by Lenna Kuurmaa (vocals), Piret Jrvis (guitar) and Katrin Siska (keyboards), a rocking girl band that is a well known act in the Central European scene, and now in Latin America, after participating successfully in the biggest summer Festival in Latin America, the Festival of Via del Mar, this past February. Before the girls will go on tour next June in the Baltic states, and their second visit to several countries in Latin America in July - August, they want to release a single to warm up the audience. After discussing this issue with Hector Faune, their manager/promoter for Latin America, Hector proposed to get in touch with Per Gessle from Roxette to have a possible song co-operation, as he feels Vanilla Ninja's music has lots of similarities to Roxette's u
Dj Demonwolf
LOOKING FOR A FRIEND? A BOMBING FAMILY? OR DO YOU JUST NEED SOME ONE TO LISTEN? WE HAVE JUST THE CHICK FOR YOU WE AT CHAOS & MAYHEM CREATIONS BRING YOU ONE OF THE BEST LISTENERS FUBAR HAS TO OFFER DJ DEMONWOLF THATS RIGHT GUYS SHE IS A DJ TOO JUST CLICK ON HER PIC AND SHOW THEN BEAUTIFUL LITTLE LADY SOME LOVE DJ DemonWolf ~ Kindred2WhiteWolf420~ FuWifeOfDragonPoet@ fubar"
Myspace
http://www.myspace.com/kerberos616
Y
y did ya tell me you loved me y did you say you cared y did ya leave without a word y did play me so i cared for you i loved you yet you did this to me y do i feel used y do i feel played y do i feel at all.. all it does is hurt
Hooked - Chapter 5
Chapter 5 Do you like diving? I asked. Oh, yeah, you answered. I love it but I havent gotten to do any since I got here. Well, lets go then. Ive heard the best diving is on the other side of the island. Lets see what we can find, I suggested. The concierge knew right away what we wanted and hooked us up with a rental jeep, some fins and snorkels, and directions to the best diving on the island. Soon, we were poking along on the coastal roadway, headed to the desert side of the island. No one goes anywhere very quickly on Aruba. We had the top down on the jeep. You were wearing a fabulous, white Wicked Weasel suit that we had bought in my hotels gift shop. It barely covered anything, top or bottom. I had seen pictures of these before but had never met anyone with the body or the willpower to wear one. The three tiny triangles barely covered your nipples and pubic hair. In reality, Im not quite sure how you got away with it, but you pulled it off quite
My Untitled Story
Intro Twenty years ago a great war emerged among humans and demons. A war brewing for centuries lasting nearly five years. Humans were sure to lose being much weaker than demons God had to intervene. He knew what would happen if demons were to rule human world and that he would not stand to see it. At his orders angels clipped their wings making them mortal allowing them to enter human world and for ever living among them giving new hope to the humans. Both sides of that war fought fiercely and bravely but victory went to neither side. They signed a treaty of ever lasting peace. Peace that has lasted twenty long years but trouble began to brew once more. Twenty years is a long time and like the wind time changes. A new king has come to power in demon world. His name is Zagan. A kind and gentle king if you obeyed his laws but most demons did not want a gentle king. They wanted a king that would rage war on humans once more and this time bring them victory. Any demon could tell
Ladies, Im Sorry To Say This But
**please read it all** some of you on here are whores or if you like prostitutes. reason: you put yourself out there on a sexy pic but when the typical guy takes a look, sorry you have to do this to see. some of you on here have pride in your looks and dont feel like showing off, good for you, just remember, not all guys are assholes, just most. some of you only let certain people you trust look at your naked bodies, well i hope its someone you know in real life cause lets face it, this is the net, trust on here is like... just trust no one. some of you put a sexy pic and hate it when tons of guys want to see more, in case you didnt know, most guys cant control themselves when all there blood goes from there head down to our other head. so if you are any of the above and dont like what ive said, then dont be it. if you are any of the above and know it and want to be it and proud of it. then good for you and keep having fun.
Hottest Celeb Guy And Girl
This contest is to see who you all think is the hottest guy/girl out of the 10 guy celebs and women celebs I picked out. I will accept 20 people. 1 for every picture 10 for guys 10 for womens. Once you decide who you would like vote on Send me a message telling me your name and who your voting for. The way you win is by ratings and comments the one with the most combined is #1 winner and so on. There will be top 5 when it finally ends aug. 1st which is a monday. I will eliminate the first 5 june 30th The 2nd set of 5 on July 20th and the 3rd on July 31st. I will post a bulletin and send private message to everyone once a week letting you all know how the pictures are placed with the number of votes + comments. I will be posting a blog when the contest begins on june 15th. I will send a private message that morning with a link to who your voting for. BE SURE TO TELL THEM IT GOES BY RATINGS PLUS COMMENTS 200 COMMENTS PER PERSON. I THINK THAT IS PLENTY FAIR
Moondance
Well it's a marvelous night for a moondance With the stars up above in your eyes A fantabulous night to make romance 'Neath the cover of October skies And all the leaves on the trees are falling To the sound of the breezes that blow And I'm trying to please to the calling Of your heart-strings that play soft and low You know the night's magic Seems to whisper and hush And all the soft moonlight Seems to shine in your blush... Can I just have one a' more moondance with you, my love? Can I just make some more romance with a' you, my love? Well I wanna make love to you tonight I can't wait till the morning has come And I know now the time is just right And straight into my arms you will run And when you come my heart will be waiting To make sure that you're never alone There and then all my dreams will come true dear There and then I will make you my own And every time I touch you, you just tremble inside And I know how much you want me that, you can't hide...
Reality Check?
I just happened upon a blog from a woman that was basically given a reality check yesterday. First off, why do women who live OCEANS apart from the USA "fall in love" with someone on here or anywhere online and then when they get the reality check that nothing will ever be between the two, they get upset and then have the nerve to post a blog stating that they aren't stupid blah blah blah and giving women some words of wisdom about not bowing down to men? Don't get upset because your fantasy of having a man who you are attracted to and in love with through the internet has been brought to light and he turns you down cause he wants reality...someone he can touch and see on a regular basis. Why do people fall in love online anyways? Honestly, think about it...the person you are "in love" with...do you know anything about that person's personal life? How many kids does that person have? When is his/her birthday? What is his/her favorite color? Where was he/she born? Have you ever talked t
What Is Your Idea Sexual Postion
Your Ideal Sex Position is...Cowgirl Fun. Wild. And deep.Saddle up and ride him all night long.Only for those who feel they're strong! 'What is your Ideal Sex Position?'at QuizUniverse.com
The Security Guard's Idea
"Ten years ago, I was dissatisfied with my job working as a Vice President at a bank. Often, due to my standing as Vice President, I'd watch someone greet me respectfully but then turn around and respond dismissively to a fellow employee. In reaction to this obvious inequity, I made it a point to be even more respectful of individuals who were below me on the corporate ladder. One of these individuals was a security guard who oversaw the parking lot of the building where my office was located. This man was consistently gracious to everyone and it was easy to think of him as a friend." So begins this charming real-life story that shows how some of the best ideas in our lives come from unexpected sources. Read here http://www.helpothers.org/story.php?sid=8530
Photography
Please go to the following website and rate the photo as you see fit. I would like help from everyone. http://www.picture.com/voteforme/photovote1.asp?PID=2564943 Thank you very much. Your assistance is greatly appreciated. St1Eagle
Volume Xl - Positive Energy Needed...
Today was a bit of a shocker. It's about a woman who just recentl developed breast cancer. I only met her once, but I know her son very well. James Balli is one of my closest friends. He's a hunting and fishing buddy, whom I met while hunting with my brother one year. (They once practiced law at the same firm.) He began hanging out with my father and myself, especially when we went to the woods or the lake. Recently, we went to a small pond nearby, and caught the hell out of some bream. We always go deer hunting together---James, my father, my brother, and a few other fellows---especially at my father's property in Crawford County, Georgia. He's a very easy going fellow, and would give the shirt of his back for you. He's one of the very few I would do the same thing for. He called me tonight, and we exchanged pleasantries and called each other names, as always we do. Then, he told me that his mother has breast cancer. They found out just recently, and according to James, it's at

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