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Be The Child Of Courage
Be the child of courage~ Category: Life Be the child of courage~ Have you seen the face of real confidence and courage lately? No? Look closely at the face of a two year old. They know little of the world, yet they’re up for any experience before them. Thoughts of worry and doubt and timidity rarely enter their minds. To a toddler the world is an endless flow of adventure and discovery. They can’t wait to find out what’s around the corner or across the street. In their live-for-the-moment minds there is no such thing as failure. Where did all our bravery and boldness go? When did we forfeit the vivid color of courage for the lifeless pallor of caution? When did we start believing that we have more to lose than gain? It seems that in bumping up against this world, we’ve believed our bruises could be fatal. We’ve sought to stave off actual or imagined death so hard that we have given up living. Our ancestors once believed that if you sailed too far you’d fall off the edge of

Wisdom
Wisdom Category: Life "...we need to abandon the idea that wisdom is knowing everything—the whys, the wherefores, the how-tos. Wisdom is often more subtle, both far simpler and exceedingly more complex. For wisdom requires the discerning, the listening to, the acknowledgement of nudges and notions, of senses and sensations, of the minute and what we often mistakenly assume is the mundane. Wisdom means listening to the still, small voice, the whisper that can be easily lost in the whirlwind of busyness, expectations, and conventions of the world...." -- Jean M. Blomquist "Nine-tenths of wisdom is appreciation. Go find somebody's hand and squeeze it, while there's time." -- Dale Dauten "To finish the moment, to find the journey's end in every step of the road, to live the greatest number of good hours, is wisdom." -- Ralph Waldo Emerson Explore the power of journaling with intention.

Some Good Quotes
SOME GOOD Quotes Category: Life "And those who were seen dancing were thought to be insane by those who could not hear the music." -- Friedrich Nietzsche .. We never have enough information to enable us to fully understand the truth of the reality around us. And there is never only one correct perspective about anything. Knowing this helps me let go of my tendency to label things as good or bad. I suffer least when I can accept reality just as it is. And I benefit most when I open my heart and mind in appreciation. "If you are pained by external things, it is not they that disturb you, but your own judgment of them. And it is in your power to wipe out that judgment now." -- Marcus Aurelius

Life Is A Gift
LIFE IS A GIFT (not sure who wrote this) LIFE IS A GIFT! There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend. One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could see everything . Including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her, "Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?" The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend was blind, too, and refused to marry him. Her boyfriend walked away in tears and later wrote a letter to her saying, "Just take good care of my eyes, dear." This is how the human brain changes when our status changes. Only few remember what life was before and who's always been there, even in the most painful situations. Life is a gift. Today, before you think of saying an unkind word, think of someone who can't speak. Before you complain a

2009 Poetry Competition Entry By Sebby
Untitled Desires My answer to a question with no answer... life itself. "I control myself", but do you know what that means? Even though in hard times, impossible as it seems, as you analyze your existence, you interpret a dream. Life has no meaning, despite numerous things seen. Don't forget who you are, or you let that part die, just give it some effort, simply put, you must try, if you quit and think it is ok to give up, even cry, it means nothing to others, to yourself is the lie. Conscious but trapped, thoughts with no end in sight, you're your own leader, accept yourself, it's alright, within all lies deep conflict, don't lose that fight, if your lifetime spanned 1 day, act as if it's night. Don't say "I can't, I don't think I can" not true, someone else out there can do it, so why can't you? it's all just a mental game, no hesitation, just do, if you still want to quit, you fail, your life did too. “I will never give up, until I know it's

Stupid Cunt!!!!!
So I have had this friend since grade 11 and we were pretty close. So anyways on facebook she updates her status saying she wanted to move away. So I commented good you should leave. So this other girl comments on it saying I better watch my back and just talking plain fuckin smack to me, someone she doesnt even fuckin know. So I said she obviously doesnt know who she is trying to fuck with. So then my so called friend comments and backs up her other friend and doesnt acknowledge me. So I inbox her and say she needs to tell her friend to back the fuck off. She said she wont and I should. Well, you can already see how well that is going can't you? So anyways i said next time someone spreads rumors about her, Ill do it too. Because she is obviously no friend of mine. If she was, she wouldnt have backed her other friend up, and not me. She would have just said you two need to quit or something. Am I right? NSFW cause I swore alot.

But I Do Have A Bomb Up My Ass... (11/20/08)
What is it about Thursdays that I can hardly get out of bed in the morning? It must be more than "I'm tired from the week already." I'm sure there's a conspiracy I'm not aware of. At least tomorrow is Friday, and next week is a short week due to Thanksgiving. And December will be a short work month because of my New York trip. I absolutely can't wait. On a random note, I received this on MySpace. I've never been so flattered in my life, seriously. Oh, and for the record, it was Wednesday when he sent it: Ohh My Goddddddddddd,, you are sooooooooo pretty... I wonder how this pretty angle still waking up at this late night , listen sweet heart, i am 31 years old, i live i charlotte, and my name is mohamed.. i guess the last enfo may not be unconfrotable ,, but believe me i am a good muslim,, i dont have any bombs in my pocket ) .. i am sooooo lonely here in charlotte, i live in 3 bedroom apt alone,, and i am really in a very bad need to a girl who is sooooo pretty and have sooooo

Pretty Baby
Who is this strange girl that i saw just now, she seems to break into my heart,if i don't allow, everything about her seems to attract me so much, a feeling that seems sweeter than my mothers touch. she has got some magic in those enchanting eyes, one look is enough,like the bird my heart flies, it seems a star is walking down on this earth shining gracefully to take away my breath. As she slowly walks,the earth seems to shake, i feel the earth is dancing to make me awake, to let me know,the angel walking on this earth, to tell she is one i was waiting from my birth. Seeing this angel even the stars seem to wink, even the all mighty sun is running way to sink, every night she is taking control over my dreams, like a god controlling this universe it seems. i think of giving a flower to her,hour after hour, then i wonder,how can i give a flower to a flower, what should i give to let her know my feeling, i can't give my heart,which she is already stealing. Fa

Dont Go
In my dreams my silent screams They set me free and let me be I sing myself lullaby's with lonely crys Going Thur changes that only I see Please DON'T let me go my way let me stay I give my love while you turn away Theres nothing to do but think of you I spend my day alone this way Tomorrows dreams I'm alone it seems Changes I see there not from me I see my souls not free Where did you go your love I don't know

Poisoned Kiss
The nighttime pleasure Of the moon Can give way to Certain doom A single kiss Is all it takes Then the passion Soon awakes Centuries of shadows Try to hide Smelling the fear Before you died Poisoned kiss Has stung again Taking you where You might have been

Common Genes Link Bipolar Disorder, Schizophrenia
FRIDAY, Jan. 16 (HealthDay News) -- Bipolar disorder and schizophrenia appear to share common genetic causes, a new, far-reaching Swedish study concludes. In analyzing three decades of generational information on 2 million families in Sweden, researchers from the Karolinska Institute in Stockholm found that blood relatives of people with either mental disorder had a notably higher risk of developing bipolar disorder or schizophrenia during their lives, compared to the general population. According to the study, published in this week's edition of The Lancet, brothers or sisters of people with these conditions were nine times more likely to be schizophrenic and had eight times the risk of developing bipolar disorder. The odds were less steep but still high for half-siblings. Brothers and sisters with the same mother had a 3.6 times greater chance of having schizophrenia and a 4.5 times greater risk of bipolar disorder. Paternal half-siblings were roughly 2.5 times more likely t

U.s. Chlamydia Infections Hit All-time High
TUESDAY, Jan. 13 (HealthDay News) -- The number of Americans newly infected with the sexually transmitted diseases chlamydia and syphilis continues to rise, federal health officials reported Tuesday, with chlamydia infections hitting a record million-plus new cases annually. The numbers, from 2007, show that cases of chlamydia as well as syphilis rose for the third year in a row, according to a report by the U.S. Centers for Disease Control and Prevention (CDC). "The bad news from last year has continued," said Dr. John M. Douglas Jr., director of the CDC's Division of STD Prevention. "These infections remain at very high levels, and frankly, unacceptably high." Chlamydia and gonorrhea, the two most commonly reported infectious diseases in the United States, together accounted for almost 1.5 million reported cases of sexually transmitted disease (STD) in 2007. "Chlamydia is at a new all-time record 1.1 million cases -- it went up about 7 percent since 2006," Douglas said. "

Reason
You’re the reason why I cry The way I'm feeling It's quite hard to describe I feel so alone and lost In this unbearable life Too many twisted emotions My stomach all tied in knots Wish there was something I could do To completely erase all these thoughts How long must I feel this pain I've cryed so many tears I can't stand looking in your eyes Only to see all of my fears How can you believe the smile on my face When you can clearly see the pain in my eyes Take a step back and look deeper You're the reason why I cry

Wanting And Waiting
Wanting And Waiting I'm tired of just standing by And watching as life passes me by I want to do something I want to be someone I want something out of this life I want the chance to choose To choose who I want to be Not to be pressured By the people around me I'm sick of this life I'm ready for a change Ready to move on And become someone Not this nobody This nothing That I have always known I'm ready for a change In the scenery around me This darkness that hides Everything from me I want something new I want something bright I want to step into The bright unknown And see what that life Has in store for me I want to be new Something that matters Not the old nothing That had not a meaning Is this dark and dismal world I have forever called home I want a new home A new life A new dream A new purpose Not to sit here And rot away A fresh new start Is what I await I want to see To feel To taste All the beauty In this bright u

Ask
Ask Who are you? And who are I? All these questions We can't answer. Who is he? And who are they? We keep asking With no reply. Why are you you? And why am I I? We can only make assumptions As to the answer Why is he he? And why are they they? But only that person Can give the correct. But that doesn't stop us We still ask why? Ask who? Is the answer out there somewhere? We can only ask And await the reply.

Delicious Cabbage Rolls
POLISH CABBAGE ROLLS 1 lb. ground beef 1 sm. onion 1/2 c. cooked rice or Minute Rice 1/2 tsp. salt Pepper 1 lg. cabbage Canned tomatoes, tomato juice or tomato soup 1 tsp. brown sugar 1 tsp. lemon juice Brown onion in a little butter; add to raw meat and rice. Add salt and pepper and mix together. Steam large cabbage to remove leaves easily. Place about 2 tablespoons meat mixture on each cabbage leaf and fold over and roll up. Stick with a toothpick if necessary to hold together. Place stuffed rolled cabbage leaves in pot. Add canned tomatoes, juice or soup. Sprinkle with salt, pepper, brown sugar and lemon juice. Cover and simmer on stove for 2 hours.

Rice Pudding
rice pudding Cook Time: 25 minutes Ingredients: 2 c. cooked rice 1/2 c. sugar 2 eggs, slightly beaten 2 c. milk 1/2 tsp. vanilla 1/4 c. raisins 1/2 tsp. powdered cinnamon Preparation: Place rice in bowl, add all ingredients, stir to mix. Pour into greased baking dish or pan. Bake about 25 minutes in a 350 degree oven

Become An Ss Wildside Babe !
Just wanted to let all you sexy people know im working on the site and updating today. If youw ould like to join, please email me at: lee@sswildside.com Im still seeking a site model, so if your interested submit your photo to the email address above. www.sswildside.com

The Professor
A Professor was giving a lecture on "Involuntary Muscular Contractions" To his first year medical students. Realising that this was not the most Riveting subject, the Professor decided to lighten the mood slightly. He pointed to a young woman in the front row and said, "Do you know what Your Ass hole is doing while you're having an orgasm?" She replied, "Probably fishing with his mates." The professor laughed so hard he could not continue with the class.

Blah
Trying to think of something good to do for my first blog, I think I will just rant. Lately I have been drinking coffee, I got this sweet coffee maker for Christmas, I can make Latte's all that crap. What I had hoped I would get was a Zune such is life though right, and I should buy me one of those anyway, that's one of those things that you would probably have better luck doing yourself than having someone try and pick it out for you. So anyway ya my coffee habits lately have been crazy 4 to 6 a day, and for me that's a lot of coffee, I did get this Sumatran coffee though it's soooooo good "mellow", it is roasted locally and supplies my favorite cafe yadda yadda you get the point I think. So the coffee is fantastic, I should not drink as much but w/e it has been like 2 degrees here all week so hot chocolate, coffee whatever works. So ya that was what was on my mind, and my sinking into this chair as well, Much love if you actually read this. l8s Soapy

Hey Jude
Hey jude, dont make it bad. Take a sad song and make it better. Remember to let her into your heart, Then you can start to make it better. Hey jude, dont be afraid. You were made to go out and get her. The minute you let her under your skin, Then you begin to make it better. And anytime you feel the pain, hey jude, refrain, Dont carry the world upon your shoulders. For well you know that its a fool who plays it cool By making his world a little colder. Hey jude, dont let me down. You have found her, now go and get her. Remember to let her into your heart, Then you can start to make it better. So let it out and let it in, hey jude, begin, Youre waiting for someone to perform with. And dont you know that its just you, hey jude, youll do, The movement you need is on your shoulder. Hey jude, dont make it bad. Take a sad song and make it better. Remember to let her under your skin, Then youll begin to make it Better better better better better better, oh.

Contemplating Suicide
I wrote this one a long time ago when I was going through a really dark period in my life. I've decided to share it with my fu-friends...it's in dedication to a good friend of mine who just lost someone close to her due to suicide. May strength be with you nettie!! Contemplating Suicide By Ashlae Anger, frustration Contemplation Sadness, fear… Cracked mirror. Image broken in half Sense of self loss Subconscious Belittling, bewildering…pushing Another step towards the ledge. Little strength left… Fighting, struggling…faltering The beast feeds Growing, consuming Time to scream!!!! Visions so real… Pick up the knife Slice, Slice, For once I can feel My anguish Dripping down my hands My fears Washed away with my tears Lots of years wasted I should be better than this More courageous { Realization, Finding strength again} Slow boil within I scream NO IT’S NOT MY TIME TO GO! As my sin blows Away with the wind Anger grows… Turns into

Predetors Eyes
I HIDE WHEN I CRY AND YOU WONDER WHY. ASHAMED OF MY PAIN, ASHAMED OF MY PAST HOW COULD I HAVE BEEN SO STUPID TO LET THAT MAN GRASP WHAT LITTLE CONFIDENCE I HAD LEFT. I STILL SEE HIS PREDATOR EYES IN THE BACK OF MY MIND. HE TRIED TO TAKE ADVANTAGE JUST BECAUSE OF THE INNOCENCE I HAVE I DENIED, I REFUSED UNTIL HIM AND MY BEST FRIEND BROUGHT ALONG THE BOOZE. SHE LEFT ME SCARED AND CONFUSED HE TRIED ONCE AGAIN HARDER THIS TIME TO TAKE MY PRIDE KNOWING I WAS PHYSICALLY OUT NUMBERED INCOHERANT AS I WAS. I WAS ABOUT TO GIVE UP. THAN GOD SENT A MIRICLE MY FRIEND CAME WITHIN EARSHOT AND HE BACKED AWAY. FOR THEN ON OUT I WAS NEVER ALONE WITH HIM AGAIN EXCEPT FOR IN MY HEAD. A FEAR I BURIED DEEP INSIDE SCARED TO UTTER A WORD. BUT NOW I TELL YOU. EMPTYING MY PAIN I TYPE OUT THE LETTERS WHICH REPRESENTS HOW MANY TIMES I HAVE HID AND CRIED BECAUSE OF THOSE PREDERIOUS EYES.

Would You?
If you were to kiss me Would you taste the Innocence on my lips? If you were to embrace me Would you take me tenderly? If I were to say no, Would you understand And wait patiently? If I were to offer Would you take freely or cautiously? Would you take my hand And kiss it lightly and tell me You will go easy, Not just with my body; But with my heart? Would you tell me you Loved me to just get me to start? Are you low enough to Play with my heart? This is important Cause it is precious to me. So, would you...... Just tell me truthfully?

Sweet Surrender
Sweet surrender I give into you. Your eyes a mysterious hue. Be careful Because I am new, Not real experianced. I am giveing myself to you. My trust is in your choices. I lay my heart at your feet. My body in your hands. Are you ready to love and cherish me... To protect me? My soul is fragile; But my mind strong. I'm beyond independant; Give me time to learn To let you take care of me. I'm use to haveing to do Things on my own. It's all I have ever known. Sweet surrender I give into you. Your eyes a mysterious hue. Be careful Because I am new, Not real experianced. I am giveing myself to you. I came to you Just as you intended me to. Are you ready for the embrace? I am finding myself Just like you're finding you. Are you willing to blend The two into a beautiful unique hue? I'm with you if you do. Outside my box. Comfort has left me With a crazy happiness ringing In my mind, A satisfying humm in my heart. Sweet surrender I give

Art Fart (fart)
someone gets a camera and then they are a fucking photographer. just cause your pics in black and white dosen't make it art. don't get me wrong if you can do it by all means do it. i love buying pictures of art and images that i might be the only one to see what i see in them. .thats ok thats what i do. but i hate people who aren't in it for the love. art is sacred.

Animal I Have Become
I can't escape this hell So many times i've tried But i'm still caged inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I can't control myself So what if you can see the darkest side of me? No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal (This animal, this animal) I can't escape myself (I can't escape myself) So many times i've lied (So many times i've lied) But there's still rage inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I can't control myself So what if you can see the darkest side of me? No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal Somebody help me through this nightmare I can't control myself Somebody wake me from this nightmare I can't escape this hell (This animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this anima

Life
I hate not knowing. My life is so crazy now Im going thru a divorce and he will not give it to me. I hate That i have to waite 60 days for my court date. Im just venting cuz this sucks. To people who are thinking about getting married think long and hard bout it. Not just the sex but about all of the other things he/she has to offer the marriage. I was duped into thinking this man had it AHHHHHHHHHH!!!So just think about it.LOL well I'm done venting!!

Inxs-mystify
All veils and misty Streets of blue Almond looks That chill devine Some silken moment Goes on forever And we're leaving Broken hearts behind Mystify Mystify me Mystify Mystify me I need perfection Some twisted selection That tangles me To keep me alive In all that exists Well, none has your beauty I see your face and I will survive Mystify Mystify me Mystify Mystify me Eternally wild with the power To make every moment come alive All those stars that shine upon you Will kiss you every night All veils and misty Streets of blue Almond looks That chill devine Some silken moment Goes on forever And we're leaving Yeah we're leaving broken hearts behind Mystify Mystify me Mystify Mystify me You're eternally wild with the power To make every moment come alive All those stars that shine upon you And they'll kiss you every night Mystify Mystify me Mystify Mystify me Mystify Mystify me Mystify ------------------------------

Damn!!
I knew it. I knew I was falling into a trap I just never thought it would come in this form. I need to re evaluate my mentality. I thought I had it all figured out. I thought this way was the way. Wrong. Different generation means different mentalities. I should have known better. Oh well maybe next time. :/

Exposed By Alex Kava
Plot Summary: Last seen in A Necessary Evil (2006), FBI special agent Maggie O'Dell pursues a vengeful monster and his sadistic assistant who infect innocent people with the deadly Ebola virus in bestseller Kava's most terrifying psychological thriller to date. While investigating a bomb threat in suburban Elk Grove, Va., Maggie and her boss, Assistant Director Cunningham, become exposed to the virus. The pair wind up in the Slammer, an isolation ward within the U.S. Army Medical Research Institute of Infectious Diseases in Fort Detrick, Md. On the outside, Maggie's partner, R.J. Tully, investigates other cases of exposure to the virus, including an entire Chicago hospital. After Maggie's release, a clue Tully uncovers from his past sends him racing to save Maggie from the evil mastermind responsible for the viral threats. Full of authentic details taken from similar real-life crimes, the smart, thrill-a-minute plot builds to a cliffhanger ending that will leave fans eager for the next

Now That's Strange!
I fade to grey......... Visage Fade to Grey Lyrics: One man on a lonely platform One case sitting by his side Two eyes staring cold and silent Show fear as he turns to hide We fade to grey (fade to grey) We fade to grey (fade to grey) Un homme dans une gare isolée Une valise à ses côtés Deux yeux fixes et froids Montrent de la peur lorsqu'il se tourne pour se cacher Sens la pluie comme un été anglais Entends les notes d'une chanson lointaine Sortant de derrière un poster Espérant que la vie ne fût si longue. Feel the rain like an English summer Hear the notes from a distant song Stepping out from a back drop poster Wishing life wouldn't be so long We fade to grey (fade to grey) We fade to grey (fade to grey) Translated Visage Fade to Grey Lyrics: One man on a lonely platform One case sitting by his side Two eyes staring cold and silent Show fear as he turns to hide We fade to grey (fade to grey) We fade to grey (fade to grey) A man

I Like The Power Of The Delete Button
Well I cleaned up my "friends" list, my "fan of" list and emptied my inbox...man, I'm not as popular as I thought I was. Hahaha...I admit, I was under the spell that so many people get caught in...the evil "become a fan of a pretty (even if she's fake) woman" feature. Yes, I pressed hot buttons and collected your faces but after further review, found that no matter if your p*ssy tasted like skittles and you turned into sunshine when tossed in the air, I still deleted you on the basis of NO CONTACT!! This is a full contact website..is it not?

Naughty Application
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?"

Rockn Those Troops!!
Well I got confirmation today of both the interview date/time for The Last Vegas interview (Tomorrow morning @ 10:20) and that my website link got passed onto someone @ CBS. Both excellent news, however, even though we have a domain now, http://www.RockTheTroops.org, our starter site http://www.myspace.com/RockTheTroops has less than 500 friends :( Which means it might be unimpressive enough to lead to nothing with the CBS connection. Unfortunate because I have spent so much time, effort and even money trying to build my charity site. So cross your fingers for me :)

Happy
Today is Friday Jan. 23rd...I am so excited cause I know that on Monday my fiance Dustin will be moving to New York to live with me and my zoo of pets. =P I will keep y'all up to date on how we are doing. ........Is it Monday yet? =P Laters all. Have a great weekend.

Hot Sex
Got no pictures of the naked self sprawled across the hood of American muscle passed it's prime, veiny and leather-skinned with an IROC Z sticker on the side. My life is a 2 dimensional fourth wall and everybody breaks character and shows up being real and alive and with expectations and baggage and conditional love. We were gonna fuck, weren't we? We didn't really come back here to talk about your abusive husband did we? As long as he's in jail and the bail is that high, moot point darling, let's talk about you and I, let the baby cry, it builds self-reliance. You go in there and breast feed now and the little guy's going to be puckering for the tit well into his forties. I am not interested in buying your television, or that little baggie of white shards that you're just gonna end up bumming the second I buy it. I don't judge you for smoking that with your kid in the next room, I'm sure it keeps you more alert. I'm sure if you knew a thing or two about me then you'd see t

Jerica Faye
Jerica Faye was born on Jan 15th 2009 @ 9:20 pm she weighed 5 pounds and 12 ounces and was 18 inches long she is doing good an gaining weight fast thanks to all left comments on her new pics. hugs & kisses Pink & Jerica

Pick-up Lines Worthy Of Beavis And Butthead
Uh, hey baby. Uh, do you like come here often, huh huh. I said "come." You need a man in your life, baby. And like, I need a woman. Let's like get into each other's life or whatever. Uh, like let's drop all the uh B.S. and like, you know, do it. Uh, get out of my car and into my dreams, baby What's your sign? Is it "Yield"? Huh huh huh huh.. Would you like carry my books for me?. If I said you were sexy, would you hold your body against me?. I can make you feel like I've never had sex before.. My lips are registered weapons. I'm not trying to pick you up. You're like too heavy. Huh huh huh huh. Get it? If I was the last man on Earth I bet we could do it in public... If you need a love doctor, I have like a medicated degree If you ever had sex with a machine, that's what it's like with me. 'Cause I'm like a sex machine.. If you're really hot, I bet I can cool you down.. Hey, are you one of those chicks who goes out with guys right off the bat? 'Cause that's what I'm looki

The Trip To The Big City
I decided months ago not to leave for the inauguration until Monday because it just cost to much money to stay any longer than the two nights that I already had my hotel room for. Needless to say as soon as I found out that they were having that awesome concert at the Lincoln Memorial I was kicking my ass because shit....who wouldn't want to see Springsteen, James Taylor, Garth Brooks, and U2 all in one fucking setting for free. Also, the freaking snow we started getting on Sunday was not much help either because the trip from Clarksburg, WV to Washington, DC takes you through two counties (one in WV and one in MD) that are notorious for bad ass snow storms and horrible driving conditions. With that being said, I had no choice but to go on Monday because I had no place to stay. I left pretty early so that if I hit crappy roads I would have plenty of time to get to DC so that I could pick up my tickets for the inauguration before the Senate office closed at 3. My trip was actually

Ghosts Of Future And Past
Here I sit 2047, Eighty years young, Senile, dribbling and stinking of piss, A faded second-hand chair coming away at the seams, Gravy splashes and greasy mark, Help to frame a picture of a more sorry sight, Lost and away in memories, All I have left to show for four score years, No one visits or calls, All bridges burnt long before, Like an army in retreat no way back, My life ends as it began, In a troubled council flat, On a troubled estate, In fear I would live, If my possessions were of any value, To anyone but me, The only gold I posses are my golden memories of better times, Arthritis burns my hands, Fading eyes making my reminisentses brighter, Behind my eyes is where I now exist, But this is many years from now, Only half way along my journey, This view doesn’t have to be, Or is it set and waiting for me to arrive, Can I change this ending to my existence? Am I my own script writer? My days of womanising and drinking, In full swing as I sit here and

Love Is
What is love, love is everything, nothing, pain, pleasure, torment and ecstasy, Love is the tingle of excitement, The terror of rejection, Love is the sublime feelings of exquisite joy, The questioning of trust and honesty, Love is the warm glow of December log fires, The tangible fear of loneliness, Love is complete understanding, The pain from a bitter broken heart, Love is the anguish of separated moments, The destruction of bridges built, Love is the recollection of happier times past and those to come, The shattered memories at your feet of life lost, Love is the wonder of stolen moments, The emptiness of singleness, Love is the all consuming adoration of beauty, The pang of regret to see another in your place, Love is the pleasure in its most extreme, The extreme pain of love and love lost, We crave it like drugs, We are all burned by its furious light, Its intensity we love and are loved intensely, Will it last, Or burn out like an exploding star, The l

A Love Hobo's Prayer
hearts are racing pulse is so quick grow wings and fly yeah, thats the trick forlorn and destitute in the matters of love pauper begging for scraps teary eyes look up above searching the worlds both cyber and real for a taste of hope a reason to feel can u spare some change none that will clang but from this prison my hoarse voice sang when is it my turn to strike it rich not lucky numbers not scratch my itch heart not clothes tattered my soul worn so thin tho not from walking but emptiness withing can i fill my belly with the nectar of a kiss can my hunger quenched and enjoy eternal bliss these are the questions asks the loveless tramp will love not pain my eyes finally damp

Sometimes
Sometimes I just sit in the dark, waiting for the night spirits to take me away. Sometimes the demons come out, cursing me, mocking me until the light of the day. Sometimes I catch the glimpse of an angel, flying by quick as lightning. Sometimes the angel crashes, burning, smoldering, leaving nothing. The seasons come The seasons go and life goes on they'll never know Sometimes I just sit in the dark, waiting for the night spirits to take me away. Sometimes I wish they would take me today.

The Apple Iv
Who was she? How did she get there? And many more. Finally, as the clock was getting close to 5pm, he became even more restless and antsy, putting away unfinished paperwork and twisting in his swivel chair. He heard the movement and shuffling outside of his cubicle, and interpreted it as a sign that he can finally get out of there as fast as possible. Picking up his belongings, he swiftly got up and darted out, trying to beat the oncoming traffic of equally restless coworkers escaping their square shaped cells. On a way out, he passed The Bitch. She was standing by her cubicle and chatting with another office harpy, most likely about the rudeness he unleashed upon her and possible causes of said mental state he was in. As he walked by, they both gave him a glare, and he knew that indeed he was probably the topic of their heated discussion. But right now, he didn't care. Getting into his car, he remembered again the reason for his rushing, but realized that most likely the woman wouldn'

Dissapear
We don't expect, because we don't know. How can we hold others when we can't even hold ourselves? Love, wasted on the young, vulnerability kills the soul. Waves shift up, down, high, low, left to right. They can seem to last forever, or even a few beautiful moments. In the end, they disappear growing a new wave. A cycle of what we think we need, a drug, unable to breathe. When everything's gone, we feel alone. Feeling feelings untrue, only we want to hold on to. Not able to let go to that sweet smell on your shirt. So easy for you, I can see it in your eyes. Months pass by and still I feel, not as much, just a flame, I keep alight. No, I don't know why. It's my choice. I can throw it out if I like. But I really don't. I keep my wondrous eyes on it, hoping for a change. Hoping for it to grow again. It's cold and I feel I need it to keep warm or die, my only choices. But I'd rather die! I'm done waiting, wanting, watching. I'm sick of disappointments! I'm gone!

Who Do You Think You Are
Who do you think you are Still messing up my mind Why this power over me After all this time Lying in bed at nite I hear you in my dreams Still trying to hurt me Smothering my screams Who do you think you are Consuming my life It's been many years now Since I was your wife Why do the words you said Still keep hanging on The scars on my heart Shouldn't they be gone Who do you think you are Clouding my memory Why can't you leave me alone Just let me be The cursing still haunts me Walking on eggshells every day The put downs and beatings How I want you to pay Who do you think you are With your superior air You act like you are God Without a single care For years I have suffered From your abuse Don't you think it's time That you turned me loose Who do you think you are Invading my space Let me tell you this I don't want to see your face You live in the shadows Where you still call my name You haunt my very be

Just One??
i find it funny/interesting how most guys will "blame" that "one guy" for a female having mistrust on the rest. do you guys not see the trend? obviously a good percentage are doing this. not "just one". and half the time, the one asking that is part of the problem as well. girls have their issues too, i grant you that, but that's not the issue here. and it doesn't mean that we become man haters either. just try not to feed us so much crap. whatever "class" you guys all go to-- try to remember that some of us females do actually catch on and realize we're hearing/seeing/experiencing the same things. just in a slightly different way. and to some of us, it actually does matter. stop trying so hard w/ the lines. yes, there are some females that will go all mushy over it, but guess what-- not ALL females like fantasy land after a certain age (like 10). some would actually like the reality. cause fantasies don't last and when they're over, it's harder to deal with reality.

The Clod And The Pebble
Love seeketh not Itself to please, Nor for itself hath any care; But for another gives its ease, And builds a Heaven in Hells despair. So sang a little Clod of Clay, Trodden with the cattle's feet; But a Pebble of the brook, Warbled out these metres meet. Love seeketh only Self to please, To bind another to Its delight: Joys in anothers loss of ease, And builds a Hell in Heavens despite - William Blake

The Story
The reason to this a word of which is motion rhythm in the mind and in the mind to the paper making words then phrases now knowing the meaning a story for meaning, not only a story but a word towards one of the emotions or fantasy detailing the imagination to explore the boundraries of something new and not noticing that the words were a new type of Poem, unlike any other ever writen, who is it that wrote them he never gave a name or a hint of his true reaoning, all that is known is he the one person who understands the words in the art of poetic combination. If you wish to read some of my poetry Go right ahead. If you do not I do not mind. The Poems are for the Eyes only, if you wish to comment on how it is written please send me a Private Message. Thank you.

I Hate My Clients.
This guy asked to be put on a different payout method, but of course, never returned his paperwork. So I sent him an ICQ message and immediately regretted it. Clarissa: Hello Client, this is Clarissa from Porn Circus. Please let me know if you're available. Client: hellohello Clarissa: Hello Client, how are you? Client: i'm still alive and how are you these days? ;-) Clarissa: I'm doing well, thank you. Clarissa: Do you have a minute to talk? Client: Would you like to date for me? ;-) Clarissa: Not particularly, but I did want to know if you're still interested in being paid by Epassporte. Client: yes, but i wont mess with paper '=_) Clarissa: Then unfortunately we can't change it. Client: :'( Clarissa: Company policy, sorry. Client: That mean they love paper and woodjob and writings ;-) Clarissa: If you say so. Clarissa: In any case, once we have the paperwork, we can make the change. Client: what i need to sign to get epassportes Clarissa: I can resend the form.

Taco Casserole
Taco Casserole I double this recipe for us Ground Beef ( 1 lb ) Tortilla Chips Shredded Chesse ( I use 2 bags & 1 cheddar,1 moz) ( up to u which u want to use , any type will do) Cream Of Mushroom Soup ( 1 can) Rotel (1 can) Brown ground beef, in saucepan, warm soup and rotel together. Butter bottom of casserole dish, crush chips and spread onto bottom. Add Beef and soup/rotel mixture together. Pour over chips, spread shredded cheese over , layer again chips, mixture , cheese. Cook @ 350 for about 30 mins.

Crazy, It Really Is
its amazing now low someone is willing to go to try and ruin another persons life because they are a very sad, lonely, lost piece of chit and not to mention liar of the best. The problem started with a liked someone from fubar. This person lied about everything and I mean everything. The state he lived in, people dieing in his family, being in the hospital, being a fireman, owning a car shop, owning a business in Ireland that his mother passed down after she died, yeah thats probably a lie too. Even so much to many promises to come see me, even swearing to God that he will be here. Well this went on for about 2 weeks and I finally had enough. But now that its over, my children are being threaten. Yeah now he claims to have called Social Services on me. Great huh? Yeah I thought so. This person I speak about is a work of art. Someone willing to put children in danger because the "so called" relationship is over and I have blocked him on here. I have blocked both yahoo names after the Th

6ft Under Part2
I know how to love. I know how to hate. I know all that I consume, And what I create. I've created a monster. That monster is me. It's all of my fault, At least that I can see. Don't try to help me, When I can't even try. Don't even look at me, My whole life is a lie. I don't fear myself, I fear for all of you. I didn't want to be violent, But my fears have come true. I just had to be evil, I just had to kill. Now you'll be buried, 6 feet under a hill.

Bleeding Souls
Bleeding souls of hatred on another life. Corrupted these emotions trying to find another knife. I don't know what to hear, I don't know what to say. I'm not sure if killing will ever be ok. Taken from their world and everything they love. All because that brutal power from above. Just stop crying and stop all the sighs. Don't let us be destroyed in these fucking lies. Bleeding souls of mercury hating what they can. Don't give them any room for their suffering to land. Cheating and hacking is what we do with lives. Such a great pool of blood though still no room to dive. Controlled colors of black, white, and grey. There is no time to leave, there is no time to stay. Their hearts are filled with poison and their brain full of lead. Bitter hate and anger is the only thing they're fed. Bleeding souls of fuckers that are to be no more. Death is such a slut and life is such a whore. Bleeding souls of everything wanting to be a shape. They can't get out of denial and thei

Cancled
Please clear the stage, The director has read his rights. Take down the props, Clear all the lights. The movie is over, And so is your job. Don't bother to complain, Don't bother to sob. Everything is over, The contract has been signed. The show has been cancled, The project has been re-designed. We've been taken over, The new show is here. We've been bought out, The unemployed has felt fear. Poverty is amung them, For the cancellation is not good news. The rating system has let us go, The director has changed his shoes. Now he is rich, And the rest of you are poor. Who cares about all of you? He already closed his door. Please clear the stage, The director has betrayed you all. All because of a single contract, Has caused you all to fall.

Entering Freedom
i broke up with my boyfriend a month ago. it was hard at first cuz i felt so close to him and i thought i loved him but of course i just loved who i thought he was... but whatever... what i really wanted to say is that i finally got out of my apartment today and into the outside world. ok this will sound so fucking typical but for the first time since the breakup i went out for lunch and bought some shoes... oh my god i feel so much better... fresh air and freedom soooooooooooo much FREEDOM

Despair
Into my eager lips Relapse comes to heart Deep in my innocence My whole life falls apart Crying I'm swept away Beneath my shattered feet Needless I call for help Burning in the heat The wistful soul suffering Beneath my pointy bones My memory is passing by Perplexed in the unknown When will I learn to fly And collect my painful screams Lost in reality Crying in my dreams My childhood is haunting me I just can't forget the pain The beating still hurting me Drowning in the rain Death seemed to follow me Crawling in the dark Chasing my shadow Through out an imagined park Everything is turning black I guess I'll be left behind Soaked in my loneliness Avoided by mankind Alone I stand like soldiers do Watching their lives go by No ones here to hold me up Fighting until I die Demonic thoughts creeping down Lost in my vile tears Spurning my power to scream aloud Covering my fears Trembling I watch the death Of things that don't exist Humans running from th

Tom Waits Lyrics To "clap Hands"
Sane, sane they're all insane The five of us blind, the conductors lane A Cincinnati jacket and a sad luck dame Hanging out the window with a bottle full of rain Clap hands, Clap hands Clap hands, Clap hands Said roar, roar the thunder and the roar Son of a bitch is never comin' back here no more Moon in the window; a bird on the pole Can always find a millionaire to shovel all the coal Clap hands, Clap hands Clap hands, Clap hands Said steam, steam a hundred bad dreams Goin' up to Harlem with a pistol in his jeans A fifty dollar bill inside in Palladin's hat And nobody's sure where Mr. Knickerbocker's at Said roar, roar the thunder and the roar Son of a bitch is never comin' back here no more Moon in the window; a bird on the pole Can always find a millionaire to shovel all the coal Clap hands, Clap hands Clap hands, Clap hands I Said steam, steam a hundred bad dreams Goin' up to Harlem with a pistol in his jeans A fifty dollar bill inside in Palladin's

Drink And Drive
I feel upon me, The shadow of death. It fills the air with fear, It takes away my breath. The screeching of tires, The feeling of fear. Gave me a hint, Death was near. Exploding glass, The screaming of shock. I felt nothing but pain, As I fell like a rock. Both cars stop, A feeling of hell. I went to check, If they were well. I looked at the driver, Blood on his face. He did not survive, This terrible place. Back seat was a child, No older than three. Her life is no more, All because of me. I fell to my knee's. I fell to the ground. I saw the ambulance, As it came around. A three year old girl, Died because I drank. She has no more life, And just me to thank. With tears in her eyes, The mother arrived. Horror on her face, Because I drink and drive. She ran towards the car, She ran through me instead. Then I finally realized, That I am dead. I can't tell her what happened, I can't go home and see my wife. All because I drink and drive, I just e

Drugs
Amphetamine derivatives, They're hallucinogens. They make you see things, You loose oxygen. You can take them in your mouth, You can take them through your arm. MDMA is the best type, Yes that is the charm. Take them with out a hassle, Take them with out resistance. It alters with you brain, It alters perception of time and distance. Methamphetamine, A type of stimulant drug. temporarily quickens some vital process, But my brain acts like a slug. Increased alertness, Your blood pressure & pulse rate increases, You can get insomnia and excitation, And your appetite decreases. Cocaine can fuck your life up, Don't give it any attendance. It can be sniffed, smoked, or injected, and gives you a high psychological dependence. Codeine is a nasty drug, It is a narcotic. If you decide to take that shit, Things would get chaotic. You get constricted pupils, But that's least of it's aggression. The thing you need to worry about is, You getting respiratory depression

End Of The Road
This trail across the floor Are the marks of pain you ignore I saw the road curve into the sea I felt the black sky as it consumed me I cried out death like a wounded dog I followed the road into the fog I know not what's in front, just behind Farther heading into the fog until I'm blind This path I take is hard to follow My heart beats loud like it's hollow The fog stayed on my like a bird in the sky Slowly I've taken my last breath as I die The fall I took shattered my pain As I look down at my blood as it fell like the rain The moon fell through the horizon and I cried a tear Alone I lay on the path as I started to fear The fog then cleared away from my death The road came to an end as I took my last breath

Good Bye And Farewell
I don't have a reason, But now I need to go. I can't tell you why, I wish that wasn't so. I have a great adventure, That I need to find. But it's even more important than my hate, And both my sorrow combined. I'm sorry I don't have the chance, To tell you goodbye. I must find out the reason, Why every night I cry. I will miss you every minute, I will miss you every day. But you don't need to worry, For I will be ok. I'll tell you of my adventure, I'll tell you what I've seen. But goodbye and farewell, I'll see you in my dreams.

And The Sun Still Rose
today though I prayed for me it wouldnt, prayed to trade palces with you, that my very life essence would I trade to you to help you overcome this adversity you face, I would trade every day from now until my natural time is over and give it to you, for without you there is no sun, there is only a mind numbing exsistance, there is no joy, but I would exsist this way for eternity to know that you are happy and healthy and full of joy. may the fates hear my cry and take my pethetic excuse for a life for you are far more deserving than I of all that life has to offer. Do not pluck yet another rose too early from this garden the earth already suffers a deficit of true beauty and even if I may never behold it again, let it remain in the garden a while longer for the whole worlds sake.

Blueroses Will Have Auto 11s Monday
Blueroses Will Be Running Auto 11s Starting 8:00 AM Fu Time Monday, January 2nd! ~Blueroses~Sarge's Bad Girls Blueroses LOVES Spankings! Spank this Bad Girl Hard! ~Blueroses~Sarge's Bad Girls Show This Hottie All That Fu Love!!! ~Blueroses~Sarge's Bad Girls This Public Service Announcement Brought To You By: ღTulsa's Angelღ

Dope Feind
Screaming insects hail the Queen Welcome the killer home Hold me close to your dead heart and let the rapist roam Put your bloody hands on me And whisper in my ear Burning bodies keep us warm And have for many years

Once Upon A Time
Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all repaired their boats and left. Love wanted to persevere until the last possible moment. When the island was almost sinking, Love decided to ask for help. Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you?" Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you." Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel, "Vanity, please help me!" "I can't help you Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat." Vanity answered. Sadness was close by so Love asked for help, "Sadness, let me go with you." "Oh....Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!" Happiness passed by Love too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called

Question For Fubar Friends And Fans
hey fu-friends im thinking about putting up a folder with friends salutes if u want ur pix on my profile make me a salute of ur choice and i will add it....but be sure to pm me so i will know....

Darkness
I wait in anticipation in the dark basement for the taste of the blood on your lips With the bottom edge of your black dress sliding across the floor, you slowly move towards me I watch while my hunger grows stronger As your perfection fills my sight, my fangs begin to grow, painfully waiting for just a taste Your legs surround mine like the black wings of a fallen angel Your white fangs begin to sparkle as we embrace Together, at last, our mouths sink deeply into each others white pearly necks The pain is as pleasant as the sweet taste of your blood

When Your Not There....
When you're not there My life has no meaning, Your's does but it has no feeling. You think I am there but you can't touch me, Or hold me. Everything is dark and in a shadow. You think I am OK But really don't know I cry at night Not in front of you though. Nothing can change between Me and you It's all dark and scary, but not to you. You think I am happy and cheerful But everything you see is untruthful. I can't explain what I feel when I am with you, I feel safe, happy, everything I never felt before. My friends say you're ugly, My friends say you're cute. Oh what the heck it's me and you.

The 10 Times In History It's Okay To Say "fuck"!
10. “What the fuck was that?!” -Mayor of Hiroshima 9. “Wow, that's a LOT of fucking Indians!” -Custer 8. “Any fucking idiot could understand that.” -Einstein 7. “It does SO fucking look like her!” -Picasso 6. “How the fuck did you work that out?” -Pythagoras 5. “You want me to paint WHAT on the fucking ceiling?” -Michaelangelo 4. “I don’t suppose it’s gonna fucking rain.” -Joan of Arc 3. “Scattered fucking showers... my ass!” -Noah 2. “I need this parade like I need a fucking hole in my head!” -JFK And finally.... 1. “Aw, c’mon Monica! Who the fuck is going to find out?” -Bill Clinton

Heated
birth unto this the moment the fraction of the blood boiling and the motion to shout at the sky and the world around you surround within that the moment the fraction the feeling the pressure What does one do What can one do this the moment the feeling what do you want to do, you want to be the fraction of the control but within the control what truly can be controlled, nothing,, no one, not one emotion this is it those were the truths of the matter what must you do stay heated and keep it up the wall be happy for the others for your feelings never did count be the one the y can look at and say now he is a good person, but inside heated from you know that isn't true and in that be a fraction of the real truth, be Heated against that which makes you what you are

Thank Yous From Sinfulbrat & Heartinspector!
MsCharlotte2u Contest~is over now.. HeartInspector & SinfulBrat teamed up to make it more fun!~ We thank all our friends & NEW friends we made for supporting both of us! This was one tuff contest! From the bottom & tops of our hearts thanks for each and every click & comment....Thank you! ♥HeartInspector♥ DSC~Owned by Gary~ DirtySouthCrew~@ fubar ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥SinfulBrat♥ RL Wife2~BigDaddy + Owned By Sayhey2008 xoxoxo! The Generous Hostess MsCharlotte2u Add her, Fan her, Love her! and tell her we sent you! MsCharlotte2U~ No Rate~No Add~@ fubar bully created by Heart Inspector DirtySouthCrew~Owned by Gary of DirtySouthCrew@ fubar

"song Of The Week" Fuck It
This is my song of the week by SEETHER of course The words say it all I guess I like it when we play (the way you drag me down) I guess I like it when you hate me (the way you drag me down) 'cause I can't face myself in a mirror (I'm left alone with all my pain) And I disgrace myself in the mirror (I'm left alone with my shame) Fuck it! I see you in me Fuck it! I feel you in me Fuck it! I'll heal you in me Fuck it! I see you in me Fuck it! I feel you in me Fuck it! I'll heal you in me I guess I like it when we fight (the way you drag me down) I guess I like it when you smite me (the way you drag me down) 'cause I can't face myself in a mirror (I'm left alone with all my pain) And I disgrace myself in the mirror (I'm left alone with my shame) Fuck it! You're out of luck - can't get a piece of me It's all blown up. don't even fuck with me. I cannot please you all forever I cannot please you at all (I can feel you coming up behind me) Fuck it

Accused And Labeled.
I've been here now for over two years. I've met a lot of people, most of them have been really nice. Some I still talk to, however there are a select few that have their own category altogether:Jaded Fubar Woman. I'm sure we all know more than one, even have some of the same ones in our friend's list. I personally don't like to converse with a Jaded Fubar Woman because she's always on the defensive. You can just say Hi or Good evening and get your head bit off. So why a I even bothering to write about this? Why not just remove that person from your Friend's list and move on. Yeah, I did that, but I'm hoping that any new potential Jaded Fubar Women might read this and think twice about jumping to conclusions. I was talking to someone that I've only talked to once before in the almost two years she's been on my list, usually she never answers. But I'm still nice and pleasant and at least say Hi or Good evening when she's online. To any other Jaded Fubar Women who read this, n

So Heres The Deal
i just want to clarify some things.....im happy and im engaged to be married..... im madly in love with my finacee matt..... I WOULD NEVER EVER CHEAT ON MATT... I REPEAT I WOULD NEVER CHEAT OR DO ANYTHING TO HURT MATT.....so if you cant tell by my profile im just here to meet new ppl and make some friends i recently just moved down to north carolina and i dont know any one here.... matt is my life....i love matt more than words could ever describe...hes my life my world and my happiness hes literally my everything.....my profile even states im in a relationship, theres pics of me and matt and i have pics of matt on my profile....and i wish ppl would understand that....and just cause your a guy doesnt mean i want to sleep with you or cheat on my man..... i have a man and trust me hes more than enough man for me.....he treats me with respect, as an equal and he makes me feel like the im the queen of his world..... i would never wreck that for a night of fun..... sorry folks.... i love my

Nami Tamaki-realize
I don’t even know where it’ll end up But I’ll send you my love and trust that it will reach you Even my heart, even this town, changes its shape But I have one wish that won’t end That we won’t give up on what we swore to each other that day As we dreamed different dreams but looked at the same sky We’ve been searching for the maning of being born Without ever holding each other’s hand I don’t even know where it’ll end up But I’ll send you my love and trust that it will reach you When I overcome my mistakes and pain My wish will be embraced by light And awaken our future Are you, too, feeling somewhere The loneliness of that cloud that drifts along in the wind? In order to protect our dreams we hurt each other And walked away with our backs to each other Surely we’ll understand someday That we both feel that same, I want to believe it We can fly without being afraid of getting lost Our heartbeat undulating Don’t give up on your dreams yet We’ll face do

Angel's Song
Escaping into nights, I told myself That I was not at all alone But after all, it revealed Nothing but my loneliness day by day On my way home from the bustle of the city Though it was no different from any other day I thought I would repeat such pattern of life And tears welled up suddenly Feeling weak and wretched Uneasy and lonely I wanted some warmth In a faint voice *But it's certain you appeared suddenly And a ray of light shone in my darkness You smiled a little, told me it was all right with a nod Took my hand and started to walk I saw an angel's wings on your back It was not because I wanted to be dull to pain That I wished to be strong I was helped and supported by you We gave and forgave each other I got what I wanted to protect On that day **Sometimes you are too unprotected And come face to face with me with all your might It's so much dazzling That I even spare the time of a blink You have an angel's wings on your back * (repe

Woundering Through The Sea
Wondering Through The Sea Through the seas I have wonder, And the mines I have seen, Nothing is great then thy words in deed, I am open to you as a book should be open to read, Thy heart is there for ye to keep, Things may change in the future for you and me, But, Thy feelings will stay the same for you from me!! By: Jess L. Burris Jr.

Alone
Alone Here I sit alone, As the darkness comes to play, Reaching for someone today, But, Everyone runs away, Time goes as it did yesterday, With the fear of death in life, I sit here alone quietly today, Not knowing what to say or do, Alone as I start to hurt, Seeing the darkness slowly creeping up; In this dark cloud I see the Grim Reaper looking at me; Struggling because I know in life I will be standing ALONE, One more taken by those dark eyes, It's been a little over two years sense that dreadful night, When he came in the darkness and toke that life, He left me standing alone that night, So, Here we stand together as two, When in a short time all there will be is one; After the darkness is gone, Someone stand's ALONE suffering again! By: Jess L. Burris Jr

The 3 Mice
Three mice were sitting in a bar talking about how tough they were. The first mouse slams a shot and says, "I play with mouse traps for fun. I'll run into one on purpose and as it is closing on me, I grab the bar and bench press it twenty or thirty times." And with that he slams another shot. The second mouse slams a shot and says, "That's nothing. I take those D-con tablets, cut them up and snort them just for the fun of it." And with that he slams another shot. The third mouse slams a shot, gets up and walks away. The first two mice look at each other, and then turn to the third mouse and ask, "Where the hell are you going?" The third mouse stops and replies, "I'm going home to fuck the cat."

No More Tears Lyrics
The light in the window is a crack in the sky A stairway to darkness in the blink of an eye A levee of tears to learn she'll never be coming back The man in the dark will bring another attack Your momma told you that you're not supposed to talk to strangers Look in the mirror tell me do you think your life's in danger here, ya No more tears Another day passes as the night closes in The red light goes on to say it's time to begin I see the man around the corner waiting, does he see me? I close my eyes and wait to hear the sound of someone screaming here No more tears So now that it's over can't we just say goodbye? I'd like to move on and make the most of the night Maybe a kiss before i leave you this way Your lips are so cold i don't know what else to say I never wanted it to end this way my love my darling Believe me when i say to you in love i think i'm falling here No more tears

I Love You
Never let yourself believe Do not let yourself fear Because my dear my love will always be here You will never lose me. I shall never lose sight I will always love you So never let there be fright Mine is true little one Your heart in my hands I shall never shatter nor maul I shall never do what they did Never at all You will always have me And I shall have you Know this to be true Because this love shall prove true Like Swallows, or sparrows in the air You with me and I with you And do you k

Bath Time
I feel the blood from your veins drip upon my skin flesh activating the primal mechanism within my being, Making my blood pump faster, Knowing my desire replies With eagerness, to your soul's invitation. Your blood drains over my face slowly encasing my thighs. Feeling a bath of your life juice covering me. Sensing your struggle, Aware of your writhing as you coagulate. This is my crime. Your heart beats one last, Then shudder you do.

Robert Chrisley "the Hallow"
ROBERT CHRISLEY "THE HALLOW" Unveiled STARVING ARTISAN 2009 e s t a r r t h i r t y t w o Run, Desire, run Slip away from the hallow Paths of indifference You wear with a smile Satisfaction gaze upon emptiness You yield to numbing your consciousness And all obligatory matters of the heart Hunger yield to her hallow never filled Comfort me just to devour me And still you dwell In this facade of carnal knowledge and famine Tears never fill the hollow bounds instead Wash away your conviction Lost in a maze liken to a game Of cat and mouse Giving up everything you want for less And wear it like a crown Promises made you break with quiet ease Like sleeper's disease summons your will To break what you still Believe Now the Great Lover becomes the leper To your ambience and vanity And suffocation brings the Fire down Upon complexity you breed in ignorance To what you fail to understand You lie alone; alone you lie Wicked whispers in three bladed

Lhr #4
Songs for the Long Hard Ride #4 "Fear" - Disturbed He's on it again Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha He's on it again Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha He's on it again Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha He's on it again Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha Reject Are you no one Feel you nothing You know I'll bet you think you have a good reason To be living In the limelight Of the fortunate ones You're too weakened By the poison That they feed you In the living lie They don't believe you Call to no one Trust in nothing Little impotent one I don't wanna be (x3) I don't wanna be innocent, you know I don't wanna be (x3) I don't wanna let them hypnotize me Punk ass Are you listening Can you hear me? Or are you deaf and dumb to my language Do the real words Seem to hurt you? Well put em' up motherfucker Gonna feel it When I stamp it On your forehead So you will never forget That you're a reject And you're no one And you're nothing Little impotent one I don't wanna be

How Much Have I Changed In 8 Years
How much have you changed i 9) How many piercings did you have? 2 10) What kind of car did you drive? ronny had an 85 iroc z28 camaro...... 11) Had you been to a real party? no not really 12) Had you had your heart broken? plenty of times 13) Were you Single/taken/Married/Divorced? taken 14) Any Kids? hell no ***5 YEARS AGO**** 1) How old were you? 18 2) Who were you dating? still fucking ronny 3) Where did you work at the time? no where 4) Where did you live? my dads 5) Where did you hang out? school, church, kaylas 6) Did you wear contacts and/or glasses? no 7) Who were your best friend? chelsey, kayla, manuel, lc, ashley, 8) How many tattoos did you have? none 9) How many piercings did you have? 2 10) What car did you drive? none 11) Had your heart broken? yeah 12) Were you Single/Taken/Married/Divorced? taken 13) Any Kids? nope ***2YEARS AGO**** 1) How old were you? 21 2) Who were you dating?

I Might Be Single After Today...
I think that I might be single after today. Lane and I have a very unorthodox relationship. Although we have a child together, things haven't changed much for him. He still does what he wants...meaning, he goes out every weekend and parties with his friends, he still has his friend Joyce overnight on the weekends, and I don't hear from him until she leaves. In fact, I can never get a hold of him until she leaves. He doesn't have a problem getting online or answering the phone when I'm at his house, but the minute Joyce walks in, his entire weekend is devoted to her. And all I did this morning was call him about 8 times to let him know he was invited to my house for a spaghetti dinner...no answer. Finally I got sick of leaving messages, so I left a rather harsh one, saying that Joyce was most likely there because he couldn't bother answering the phone or getting online. I also told him that I was "fucking sick of this bullshit." Well, that obviously hit a nerve because he got r

Hot Fantasy
I have this hot fantasy that I have a wild hot time with a sexy femal.She come over and knocks on my door. I open it up and I let her in and we just explore each other from head to toe.... You come over when ever your horny. If you like what you hear....We might live in the same place and we can start this sexual adventure....

Something To Do...
IT,S SO FUN AND YOU LEARN SOMETHING.... 1. Go to the 4th folder in your computer where you store your pictures. 2. Pick the 4th picture in that folder. 3. Explain the picture. 4. Tag 4 people to do the same! OK..OK...maybe i was bored and nothing to do..but i enjoy those old pictures and it,s nice to remember what really happend in that time when those pics was taken... Yes thank you i,m like child..but i allways hate to be too serious.. FEELING JUST GREAT TODAY!!!!

War
who the fuck are you to be calling me out? the conversation was not directed to you, about you, or related to you. you get all fucking butt hurt because your a little bitch as punk drooling over a computer screen looking at women. then when they give you attention you attach onto them like a baby to a nipple. well FUCK YOU! its people like you who make talking online so laaaaaaaaaaaaaaame. GET A FUCKING LIFE! AND STOP BEING SUCH A FUCKING CUNTWAFFLE!

Hater
I hunt the hunter. I kill the killer. I am impenetrable, I break the pillar. You people cry to your god, Like the world was built in one day. I go outside, And look the other way. I am the only, I am the reaper. I use my scythe to your life, And I push deeper. I hate love, And I love hate. You will die, And you can't debate. I'll be there, To take your soul. It's just something, You can't control. When you die, I'll be there. You better get ready, You better prepare. I am the hate, That kills your hope. I'm the illness, That makes you mope. I am the real, In your fake. I am the one, Your death will take. At the end, You will see me. And at the end, I'll watch you plea. You'll never realize, You have it great. Until your life, Becomes your fate. Bleeding tumors, Filled with pain. A sign that god, Wants you to retain. All you do is, Recriminate. This is why, I'm filled with hate. I walk the floor, That is cursed. To kill the lives, That

I'm Sorry
Think of the lives that only can sway, I held their lives in my hand and threw them away. I'm sorry I did it, their blood in my hand, But I couldn't help it, I just couldn't stand. If only I awoke to stop myself think, Their lives would be theirs and just me to thank. Now they are dead, it couldn't be changed, Now just for them their funeral arranged. Why me, why me, why did I have to kill? I went to sleep and woke up just to find I was ill. I'm sorry I did it, I'll repay them all back, This knife in my hand and life I will slack. The next time I sleep, I will not awake, The time I will die is the next breath I take.

Survey.
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take it RULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks LAST PERSON 1 You hung out with? Katie&Brett&Josh 2 Last person you texted? Ben 3 You were in a car with ? Travis 4 Went to the movies with? Madre 5 Went to the mall with? Matt&Alyx&James 6 Person you talked on the phone with? Sarah 7 You talked to? Sarah 8 Last person you kissed? Heather T/F Only answer with True or False! Q: Kissed someone on your top friends? Don't have a top. Q: Been searched? True Q: Sat on a roof top? True Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? True Q: Broken a bone? False Q: Have shaved your head? False lol Q: Played a prank on someone? True Q: Had/have a gym membership? True Q: Shot a gun? True Q: Spit on someone? True WOULD YOU RATHER 1 Eat or drink? Drink 2 Be serious or be funny?

Where Are You Now
Sometimes I think of you and wonder where you are and if you think of me on lonely nights or dream about me when there's nothing left to dream I don't expect you to miss me and I know the phone will never ring with your voice hanging on the other line but I have to know if I'm in your thoughts or if you forgot about me like you promised you never would I can't bear the thought of what we shared being nothing than a footnote in a forgotten chapter of your life and even though I only think of you during the loneliest hours of the night Part of me is still hoping that you're thinking of me when I'm busy not thinking of you So shed not a tear for what we lost nor heave a sigh for what could have been Just let me grace your thoughts when the night hangs long and low and everything will be right when we awake in the worlds we've created in the many years we've been apart

Heel Turn
You feed a treacherous lead of lies You break people's hearts and make grown women cry Then you find a target to use and abuse Your scapegoat follows your every move To wipe your false tears and your lacking soul to soothe You wish upon the star and out of the blue the scapegoat has teeth and claws too Too ironically enough, leave you for dead You now pay the price for what you have said For you made it, now you must lay in your bed

Kinky Rain~
Her flesh was hot from her Master's touch the cool mist from the rain wetting her naked created steam which she breathed in with every intake of breath. she was lost, she was lost in a place outside her mind and body floating in a place her Master made safe for her. Her desires were His today and that made all He would do, perfect. His hand wrapped tightly in her hair His fingers gripping strongly limiting her mobility making it easy to guide her exactly as He wished. Being taken from her chair where she was quietly reading by the hair so suddenly awakened every inch of flesh, there was no fear for she knew her Master's touch. she had settled in to her quiet place having tasted her Master's cum that morning, she felt content even though she as always, anticipated His need for her again. The tugging of her hair set her mind into motion, it was then she began to fly i could barely stay on my feet and keep with His pace. Already i could feel the wetness licking at my thighs. Master

Changes
why the sudden change,why the sudden coldness when now more than before there should be closeness.there certain feelings that sometimes shouldn’t be expressedbecause you never know when they can be taken for granted.Now I’m feeling some regretSad and lonely in my bedKnowing that I made a mistakeSomething that I can’t go back and changeBut I know I must acceptThat certain feeling shouldn’t be expressed.©RT

A Deeper Look: Mike Ness
mike ness is beautiful. mike ness is a lover of the blues and punk. mike ness knows no bounds to expressing love and pain. mike ness is a beautiful tragedy of words and emotions. mike ness would kill a man if it meant saving 50 kids in africa. mike ness is a gentle fiery spirit (sun in aries, everything else in pisces). mike ness writes beautiful songs of heartache and yearning, like his predecessor phil fucking collins. mike ness and phil collins should tour together for one last hurrah. mike ness and phil collins = instant orgasmic orgasms of orgasmical levels. mike ness owns your ears so cover up if you dont want to go for the ride. mike ness. live long and prosper.

I Wish
I wish i was taken on Valentines Day,but the ladys can't handle sweet n lovable man like me. Let me tell you just how sweet i can be, i have had women dumb me for being to sweet to them. And from treating them so very good. They have actuly told me i dont derseve someone like you because you treat me to good. I thought that what a man was supposed to do is to love them make them feel wanted n loved!!

In The Darkness Of Life
In the Darkness of Life I feel so alone In my room of shame Here in my darkness Is nothing but pain Oh heavenly Father I am on my knees I pray for your light To shine down and rescue me Only You Lord can save me From this trial I face I place my trust in You In Your mercy and grace Deliver me O’ God From this moment in time Shine Your light down on me And take away the night In the darkness of life Your light shines through When life seems impossible You show me Your truth I will praise Your Name As Your light burns bright I will sing Your praises In the darkness of life Thou I walk through This valley in my life I place my trust in You To show me Your light And as it shines down I see Your out-stretched arms Beckoning me to come Into a new dawn

Removed
So ok i made up like 5 mumms last night i was bored and wanted a laugh. and boy did i get one, but here is the thing i got offline for like 5 minutes not even and come back on and see a message from the fubar shop saying your mumm has been removed blah blah blah. so now i can only make friend only mumms. Is it that people have nothing else better to do then to a report a mumm that did not say anything NSFW? So tell me if a title is should i stay or go. and the subject say like the song says. and A. says stay and b. get the f*ck out should that be reported. maybe its just me but i think its fubars way of shutting people up that they dont like or whatever.

Baby Elephant Trunk Dick Joke
A Baby Elephant's Trunk This couple are out having a romantic meal for the first time together.Suddenly something from the man's side whips from under the table, steals a bread roll and dissappears back under the table. The guy doesn't blink aneyelid and the woman can't tell whether it really happened. She says nothing. Well, damn, the same thing happens again. The woman checks the guy out andsure he makes out like nothing happened so she holds it in. A little timepasses. The, hell, it happens a third time and the woman can no longer holdit in and she speaks up demanding to know what's going on. The man explains."Look, I was in an accident in India.. I lost my ..penis.. thesurgeons transplanted a baby elephant's trunk in it's place and, well, I'vegrown to accept it and hell, It's embarrassing but that's it". "No, no.."the woman says "that's absolutely incredible. And you mean the trunk keepsstealing the bread rolls like an elephant. WOW. Look that's so amazingwould you mind d

Just Me
Alone in the dark I have only my thoughts Things I can't forget Things I will never let go of The voice inside my head begs me "Just let it all go, please" I won't I can't The other me is dead The forgiving me The loving me All I have is anger, hurt, and pain That is what fuels me What compels me What eats me alive Can I ever go back to who I was? Will I ever be me again? Or is this it?

Best Friends For Life
They left Oregon heading for Sturgis planning on having as much fun as humanly possible. For the one, it was to be his first trip to Sturgis Bike Rally, and he was up for whatever Sturgis had to throw his way! They partied day and night, thoroughly enjoying being in candy land! They both decided to get tattoos on their arms, 'Best Friends for Life'. One of the guys said to his buddy 'Dude, I have never had this much fun in my entire life! This has been a blast!' right after the tattoo's were done. That night he died in his sleep. These were a couple of guys who were staying in our camp sight. I cried when I heard that was why the ambulances were screaming past our trailer. Today is all you have. Yesterdays gone, and tomorrow is not here yet.

What's The Point?
No one talks to me on anything I am on whether it be Fubar, Myspace or Gaywatch. I am giving myself a week, I've already gave up on Myspace and Gaywatch and if no one starts messaging me I am living Fubar as well. No point in being on programs and no one talk to you. I message people all the time on all 3 and never get anything back, it's very rude. A week from today no one talks to me I'm off here for good.

The Package(i've Met A Few Online Like This)
Clever got me this far Then tricky got me in Eye on what i'm after I don't need another friend Smile and drop the cliche 'Till you think I'm listening I take just what I came for Then I'm out the door again Peripheral on the package Don't care to settle in Time to feed the monster I don't need another friend Comfort is a mystery Crawling out of my own skin Just give me what I came for, then I'm out the door again Lie to get what I came for Lie to get just what I need Lie to get what I crave Lie and smile to get what's mine Eye on what i'm after I don't need another friend Nod and watch your lips move If you need me to pretend Because clever got me this far Then tricky got me in I'll take just what I came for Then I'm out the door again Lie to get what I came for Lie to get what I need now Lie to get what I'm craving Lie and smile to get what's mine Give this to me Mine, mine, mine Take what's mine Mine, mine, m

Rednecks Are You?
FINALLY, OVERALLS THAT FIT! Just ask for the 'ALABAMA CUT' Brand new edition of... 'You know you're a redneck when...... 1. You take your dog for a walk and you both use the same tree. 2. You can entertain yourself for more than 15 minutes with a fly swatter. 3. Your boat has not left the driveway in 15 years. 4. You burn your yard rather than mow it. 6. The Salvation Army declines your furniture. 7. You offer to give someone the shirt off your back and they don't want it. 8. You have the local taxidermist on speed dial. 9. You come back from the dump with more than you took. 10. You keep a can of Raid on the kitchen table. 11. Your wife can climb a tree faster than your cat. 12. Your grandmother has 'ammo' on her Christmas list. 13. You keep flea and tick soap in the shower. 14. You've been involved in a custody fight over a hunting dog. 15. You go to the stock car races and don't need a program. 16. You know how many bales of hay y

Don't Ask
Ah, a blog. I have lost my blog virginity and take this rare chance to have free time to ramble. Its family day..but who truly defines family. I thought I might write a poem Family resembles the animal kingdom, The pride, the unity, the undying faithfulness A bond to never be broken Despite the most unearthly troubles The people who dwell in each thought, The reflection of the person you are and will become A family is not defined in blood but rather in experience Life is an amusment park and ask yourself Who is there to laugh with you? Who is there to splash around? Who is there to take you home? I found my family...and I chose them

*complicated Verses
Away from home Away from everything That I've known Away from you Away from me Things aren't supposed to be.. Every single day I find it hard to say Keep looking but good news Never seems to come my way I search high Then I search low It only gets harder The more that I go I sit here and write Every line that I say Keepin my eyes peeled Til I find you one day But your presence to me Is more than I see I'm more comfortable now Than I can possibly be Everything fell apart But you were there To pick up my heart And now I stand More alive,with more to me Your love is so pure How could it be That a guy like me Finds a girl like you Your words are real Your heart is true I think it's kind of funny How we both fell into Each other's arms We never even knew But here I stand Proud and true I thank God every single day Thank him for you Away from home Thinks aren't so bad You give me love I've never even had You're the smile on my face The beat in my

*a Letter To The Opposing
If love is a fashion trend,then I am use to it going out of style with me. I thought I'd never say that,I was glad to see you leave. And if this is killing you as bad as it is me,then I hope you can give me a little of your sympathy. I hope you're crying over me because I'm laughing over you,and I wouldn't take you back if it was the last thing I'd do. You can call me whatever when I'm not there,but the truth of it is that you never cared. You say we're still friends,and all good things must end. But I hope you don't treat your friends as bad as you treat me,because in the end all you'll be is lonely. I tried to be nice about things and make you see,that the only person you're hurting isn't me. So with regards,and my deepest regrets..you haven't got to the best of me just yet. Wait around and maybe you'll see,I was the best thing you had but you never had me.

My Children
My children are my life. My children are my world. My children are the light of my life. My children are far away. My children hear I love you everyday. My children are loved unconditionally. My children were raised up traditionally. My children have had a hard life. My children are the loves of my life.

Different Than You, I Am Me
Different Than You, I Am Me Climbing out of bed, Rubbing my head. Different than you, I am me. No one to impress, I just get dressed. Different than you, I am me. Walking on the beach, Hearing the Sea Gulls screech. Different than you, I am me. Life in my perception No exception. Different than you, I am me. Watching others As they Walk by, Wondering what for And why. Different than you I am me Dreams and passion, No need for fashion. Different than you, I am me. Seeing something more Behind every door. Different than you, I am me. Accepting God, Being no fraud Different than you, I am me. Walking through the park, It is getting dark. Different than you, I am me. Wanting to be like you, No thanks, I like my shoe Different than you, I am me. Climbing into bed, Rubbing my head. Different than you, I am me. Perception, Deception, Hatred and Love. Obsession, Affliction, Push and Shove. Impressions, Relations, Accep

The Wise Words Of A Willful Man
I'm still learning. Once upon a time, I had a lover who taught me how to be an adult about being single. She taught me that you don't have to marry everyone you date. You might not even marry everyone you love. You may not always have sex with the people you're sleeping with right now, although some of them should become your friends. If you can't be friends with anyone that you're having sex with, you may be having sex with the wrong people. being friends after being lovers can be awkward at first, but it is possible. We're adults here, so we should be able to handle it. The person you're sleeping with regularly may or may not be monogamous with you, and it's really none of your business unless you've defined your relationship that way. If you don't trust that person to protect themselves (and you) then you shouldn't be in bed with them in the first place. If someone you've been sleeping with gives you an STD, that's a perfectly good reason to never speak to that person again, to put

You Dont See Me
Pussycat Dolls You Don't See Me Lyrics Songwriters: N/A This is the place where I sit This is the part where I love you too much This is as hard as it gets 'Cause I'm getting tired or pretending I'm tough I'm here if you want me I'm yours you can hold me I'm empty and taking and tumbling and braking [Chorus] : 'Cause you don't see me And you don't need me And you don't love me The way I wish you would The way I know you could I dream a world where you understand That I dream a million sleepless nights But I dream a fire when you're touching my hand But it twists into smoke when I turn on the lights I'm speechless and faded It's too complicated Is this how the book ends? Nothing but good friends [Chorus] This is the place in my heart This is the place where I'm falling apart Isn't this just where we met? And is this the last chance that I'll ever get? I wish I was lonely Instead of just only Crystal and see through an

Shiver
Shiver by Coldplay So I look in your direction But you pay me no attention, do you? I know you don't listen to me 'Cos you say you see straight through me, don't you? And on and on From the moment I wake, to the moment I sleep I'll be there by your side; just you try and stop me I'll be waiting in line, just to see if you care Ohâ�¦ Did you want me to change? Well I changed for good And I want you to know that you'll always get your way I wanted to sayâ�¦ Don't you shiver Shiver Sing it loud and clear I'll always be waiting for you So you know how much I need ya But you never even see me, do you? And is this my final chance of getting you And on and on From the moment I wake, to the moment I sleep I'll be there by your side; just you try and stop me I'll be waiting in line, just to see if you care Ohâ�¦ Did you want me to change? Well I changed for good And I want you to know that you'll always get your way I wanted to sayâ&#

Still Remains- For Jennifer Colbert Rip My Love
our bed we live, our bed we sleep making love and I become you flesh is warm with naked feet stabbing thorns and you become me oh, I'd beg for you. Oh, you know I'll beg for you. she holds my hand we share a laugh, slipping orange blossom breezes love is still and sweat remains a cherished gift unselfish feeling... oh, I'd beg for you. Oh, you know I'll beg for you. she tells me things, I listen well drink the wine and save the water skin is smooth, I steal a glance dragon flies "er" gliding over... oh, I'll beg for you. Oh, you know I'll beg for you. pick a song and sing a yellow nectarine take a bath, I'll drink the water that you leave if you should die before me ask if you can bring a friend pick a flower, hold your breath and drift away...

Led Zeppelins Hobbit Reference
Leaves are falling all around, It's time I was on my way. Thanks to you, I'm much obliged for such a pleasant stay. But now it's time for me to go. The autumn moon lights my way. For now I smell the rain, and with it pain, and it's headed my way. Sometimes I grow so tired, but I know I've got one thing I got to do... [Chorus] Ramble On, And now's the time, the time is now, to sing my song. I'm goin' 'round the world, I got to find my girl, on my way. I've been this way ten years to the day, Ramble On, Gotta find the queen of all my dreams. Got no time to for spreadin' roots, The time has come to be gone. And to' our health we drank a thousand times, it's time to Ramble On. [Chorus] Mine's a tale that can't be told, my freedom I hold dear. How years ago in days of old, when magic filled the air. T'was in the darkest depths of Mordor, I met a girl so fair. But Gollum, and the evil one crept up and slipped away with her, her, her....yeah. [Chorus] Gonna rambl

Warchild Ash's Theme
You brought me back from the dead but you don’t know what you put me through There’s not very much that can’t do but I can’t keep away from you You hate yourself for what you love but you can’t seem to get enough Look into my eyes of silver babe are they not quite red enough Chorus And I don’t know what you want from me I just want to be left alone I wish that you’d just go away Go back where you came from You love me like a hurricane Then treat me like a stranger You build me up to break me down I don’t need your kind of hurt In my life I’ve danced with the devil and I’ve seen the dark side of the moon Even hell hath no fury compared to the likes of you I’ve had to fight a lot of demons And I’ve had to break a thousand chains There’s no way I’ve come this far to go back to being a slave Chorus And I don’t know what you want from me I just want to be left alone I wish that you’d just go away Go back where you came from You love me like a hurricane Then t

Second Day On Fu
OK, so I am gonna start a daily diary on here - after all we're all crazy now - well I am so wtf! Yeah still got broken leg, still on codiene and had more surgery recently but damn hospital never gave me any morphine! Wont be in such a hurry to get pins removed in future. Destined to a life of trousers, got so many scars on my legs. But if it hadnt have been for access to my cell phone in a ward full of old dears, I would have gone stir crazy!!!!!!!!!!! Anyway that was like 6 weeks ago and started wearing jeans now woot woot and trainers and walking. DOnt wanna say too much on here cos strangers might read it

Joke!
This middle aged man and woman get married... The woman is nude in the bed looking at her newly married husband removing his clothes.... As he climbs into bed, she says "I need you to do me a favor" He replies "sure, are you ok honey?" she replies " yes I'm fine but I need you to be gentle, I'm a virgin" He sets up in the bed and looks at her with astonishment and says " Ok how is that possible?...I'm your fourth husband" She replies.."Well my first husband was a gynecologist, all he wanted to do was inspect it" "my second husband was a shrink, all he wanted to do was analyze it" "my third husband Steve he was well a" "my third husband was a stamp collector, oh my I so miss Steve"

Wlshful Thinking
Thinking of You I cant go to sleep I’m just thinking of you Thinking of tonight And all of the feelings coming through When I’m with you, There’s nowhere else I want to be It’s just right You with me You make me melt when you kiss me You make me faint when you touch me I have all these emotions and I’m not sure why I’ve never felt this way about anyone in my life Its 2 a.m. and I’m thinking of you And all the crazy things you do I’m so happy I want to cry Just the fact that I’m with my dream guy Your perfect in everyway I prayed for someone like you And God sent you my way I’m wide-awake thinking of you You must be an angel There’s no other explanation These feelings are real Not just flirtation I love being with you Just watching the stars Is so romantic with you I don’t care what anyone else has to say It’s just you and me Forever I pray I’m crying myself to sleep thinking of you These are tears of happiness Its amazing how one person can transform

02.18.09 - Green Day - She (off Dookie)
SONG VERSION BELOW She - Green Day LYRICS BELOW She, she screams in silence A sullen riot penetrating through her mind Waiting for a sign to smash the silence with a brick of self control Are you locked up in a world that's been planned out for you? Are you feeling like a social tool without a use? Scream at me until my ears bleed I'm taking heed just for you She, she's figured out All her doubts were someone else's point of view Waking up this time To smash the silence with a brick of self control Are you locked up in a world that's been planned out for you? Are you feeling like a social tool without a use? Scream at me until my ears bleed I'm taking heed just for you

Tuesday, February 18, 2009
Once again I find myself surrounded by drama -- drama here on Fubar, drama at work, drama at home, drama with the ex. I certainly don't think that I create this drama, but somehow it just seems to find me. I am a kind, gentle, and loving woman with a heart of gold. I'm always just a phone call away to my friends and my yahoo is almost always on for those that need to just vent. By doing this am I creating the drama? Am I allowing it into my life? Where do I draw the line without ruining friendships? Is there such a thing as a drama free life? I'm not saying I want to close myself off to my friends/family because that's just not the kind of person I am. I want people to be comfortable enough to talk to me about anything and know that it's in strict confidence. I want my friends to say, "Hey, ya know she's a really neat lady and she was there for me when I just needed a shoulder!" Until I muddle through this craziness that surrounds me, I will just be content, I guess. I love my

Dragon's
Dragons are usually thought to have wings and breathe fire. They also are said to have scales and claws. Some also have horns. Almost always they are said to be venomous. Some dragons may have two or more heads. They may also have more than one tail. They may have two, four or even more legs; however, most are known to have four legs. Dragons are said to eat things such as rats, birds, snakes, bats, or even humans, especially children. Dragons are very intelligent creatures. They live in remote areas, far away from humans, in places that are dark, damp and secluded, such as caves. Dragons were first thought of as creatures who lived in water. Later they became associated with fire. Sea serpents may have been the first dragons, and may be the reason for this association. Almost all dragon stories portray the dragon as the villain from whom the hero must protect the city or the princess. But some dragons can take on the form of the protector. The biggest differences in dragons u

Some Myspace Thing That Made It's Way Here....yay!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. Karma hates me..if it weren't for bad luck, I'd have no luck at all...WOE DESPAIR and AGONY ON ME! 2. I like to work on vehicles..all but Rice Burners...to many damned vaccum hoses. 3. I live in the middle of redneck hell where all the gossipers spread their evil and it totally blocks out the cell signal...ZIPCODE CHANGE PLEASE! 4. I need mental stimulation...so I read alot...and have accumilaed alot of useless information...TRIVIA PURSUIT ANYONE? 5. I am allergic to iodine, almost all fish, shell fish and bullshit..NEXT!? 6. I am a good artist. I love to draw and paint, just not houses, barns and 35 acres of

Whats The Crack Jack
OK so can any one please tell me just what is the crack here today? Accuse me of being absent minded, blonde, dumb, whatever you wanna call me because it really does not fuss me. A lot of you know me from my previous accounts on here so are used to my rants about anything and everything but please do feel free to make comments where you feel appropriate. We can always discuss your comments in private message or shout if required. I have been back here since Tuesday I think and in the four days I have been here I have levelled to almost level 15. This has been done through bulk rating (sometimes to my daily limit) on friends that have auto's. A couple of my friends on my friends list have rated my stuff and I have returned the love. Now to make this full Claire Furey rant style - why is it when I rate pictures or stash or blogs, the recipient does not see fit to return the love. After all I have helped them but is it now a case of all for one and one for all on here? Ple

White Rose
In the storm Stands the white rose tumultuous waves of destruction abound her Yet tall is the white rose strong in the face Of the sensed doom around her And she does not bow down Pure is the white rose In the compost earth growing eternal strength in the nights that so hurt I see not the white rose She is so far away But I long to protect her But only the words can I say So I send her my words And my poets heart To help her when there is hope to see her through Be Strong little flower Your heart will guide true And as long as you want I will always talk to you

Blue Eyed Brat Wants To Be In The Spotlight.
BlueEyedBrat's Spotlight Auction BlueEyedBrat's friends are having a spotlight fundraiser to help her get the spotlight. We have salute's up for auction and I have 600 11's up for auction and some bling. If you like to auction off anything please shout or pm me. :) If you like to donate fubucks to her send them to her here BlueEyedBrat Thank You! Here are the sexy fu friends of BlueEyedBrat's that is auction off a salute to help her out! :) BlueEyedBrat is auction off a SFW/NSFW Salute Click the pik's below to bid on some Bling! Winner's pick which bling they like to have!

The Tempest Of Fates Blade
The Tempest of Fates Blade By Ashlae Grisham Walking through sheets of mist Along the snow riddled riverbank A solemn face And a heart soaked with fear I take a look upon our frozen river of love Images that are stone still in time Unable to be further defined The tempest wielded her blade Severed the thread of your being Slowing the breaths you made. Remembering the stoic expression Upon her face I cry my crimson tears Of selfishness and pain The hollow beat of my heart The only sound I fall on my knees on the Wet soggy ground For a fleeting moment I see your face staring down at me With love and tenderness With one last hug and One meaningful kiss You release me into the world I belong My head gyrating down out of the fog I cry my crimson tears I wish I could hold on to you Until eternity But I fear the Tempest of Fate Has something New for me. copyrights: AshlaeGrisham

Broken
You're the air that I breathe The sun when it breaks through the clouds You're all that I need But I know that you're having some doubts I'm down on my knees I pray you'll stick this out Beggin' you please girl I'm sorry I let you down I'm broken like a promise I'm shattered like a dream I'm broken with all my pieces scattered 'round for you to see I'm broken like record I sing the same old song I'm broken like the heart of a man that's run away from love too long Girl what about you What about you girl It's so hard to speak I can barely look you in the eye It's so hard to breathe I know I ain't afraid to die Your breath is so sweet Your kisses could get me high My heart is so weak But your loving could get me by I'm broken like a promise I'm shattered like a dream I'm broken with all my pieces scattered 'round for you to see I'm broken like record I sing the same old song I'm broken like the heart of a man that's run away from love too long Girl wha

Top People On Fubar
I think the people that are tops on any list here on fubar really have no life outside this site.because its takes allot!!! of time to get on top of list to be number 1 over 2 million other people.so why would anyone care to be tops of anything here? lol.I'm glad I'm a nobody here after seeing the way people react when i think their an 8 and rate them an 8.calm down people.its not a popularity contest even if fubar and you make it out to be.because in the end were all living and dying.were all human.we all bled the same color blood.

Its Must B You
My heart stops mid sentence I cannot breathe You stand there and I'm mistified You blow me away Stunned In acknowledge the fact that you are the one The one that makes my heart beat The one that makes me fumble my words They trip over one another They flip and flop back and forth like a babbling fool I cannot respond to a simple hello without a stupid grin forming my face Yes you You must be the one The one To end all The one that steals me away Yet creates a new life within me The one I'll love for life You are the one I'll never forget I love you I just know it It must be you

Devilish
I'll put on a fake smile, pretend I'm all right. I'll laugh in the days And cry in the night. I know everybody sees me as a lucky girl, To have everything I do, but I feel unconfident, 'I will grow out of it', if only I grew.. It must be even worse for him, To love me, and say all those sweet words, to try to make it better.. And I'll just be stubborn and disagree. Actually I won't, but my thoughts will. Because I'm constantly in a fight with my thoughts, I'll find myself ugly, impatient, annoying and complicated When really, I'm not. Those thoughts of mine are like two little voices, the devil and angel on my side. And when the devil comes out, All I really want to do is hide.. Cause he's mean, He makes me think I'm worthless, But the devil will leave, If what I felt, I'd express. So if I'd do that. The angel would be more on my side, And the devil would be gone, Because I don't have anymore feelings to hide.

Princess Superstar
Perfect 1234 let me hear u scream if u want some more like uhhh PUSH IT PUSH IT watch me work it - I'm perfect Yeah that's right it's the Superstar everybody wanna come up when I'm at the bar all them people wanna try its like gimme some more try a little harder honey I'm like gimme my car skip the bra chill at the spas feminine boss don't care what it cost get lost we gettin rocks while bitches Botox I blow cocks so hot we just wreckin the party autographin everybody body parts with the sharpie cant stop me baby got an army be all that you can be baby call me 1234 let me hear u scream if u want some more like uhhh PUSH IT PUSH IT watch me work it - I'm perfect I'm comin straight out the nyc every little bad boy's wet dream featurin me cream get the money dollar dollar bill ya'll kill ya'll got the ill jaw exes still call you know I gotta do whatever it takes all them other chicks its like that's the breaks and all them other chicks wanna take

Dear Amazement
you swarm my mind knock out my pride you're perfect for me I'm perfect for you and the price of every kiss i won't ignore you i learned from hope and faith if morning never comes then this i pray to you this poem is for you and the words that cut my lips are worth every scare who knew it would be like this you amaze me you seem to always impress me wish you were here my dear amazement

Broken Dreams - Track 5 - Failed At Life
Broken Dreams None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is pure luck. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This is the sequel to my story "Bad November". If you haven’t read that stop then please read it first. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from Failed at Life When your life is crap/ When your best is not enough/ Nothing you do is good/ Nothing you say has worth/ Take a look around you babe/ You need some help/ You failed at life Track 5 Wednesday, Thursday and Friday are easier days with my family. We told them about how Gavin is a member of the pop

.i Like This.
From Oprah Since the day the late Gene Siskel asked me, "What do you know for sure?" and I got all flustered and started stuttering and couldn't come up with an answer, I've never stopped asking myself that question. And every month I must find yet another answer. Some months I feel I hardly know a thing, and I'm always pressed to make the deadline for this column. This time around, in honor of our tribute to the subject, I looked back and came up with my all-time top 20: 1. What you put out comes back all the time, no matter what. (This is my creed.) 2. You define your own life. Don't let other people write your script. 3. Whatever someone did to you in the past has no power over the present. Only you give it power. 4. When people show you who they are, believe them the first time. (A lesson from Maya Angelou.) 5. Worrying is wasted time. Use the same energy for doing something about whatever worries you. 6. What you believe has more power than what you dream

Misc. Quotes 3
The wise man will love; all others will desire. Afranius One must not lose desires. They are mighty stimulants to creativeness, to love, and to long life. Alexander A. Bogomoletz In men of the highest character and noblest genius there is to be found an insatiable desire for honour, command, power, and glory. Cicero (106 BC - 43 BC) To accomplish great things, we must dream as well as act. Anatole France (1844 - 1924) The happiness of a man in this life does not consist in the absence but in the mastery of his passions. Alfred Lord Tennyson (1809 - 1892) Many persons have a wrong idea of what constitutes true happiness. It is not attained through self-gratification but through fidelity to a worthy purpose. Helen Keller (1880 - 1968) Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony. Mahatma Gandhi (1869 - 1948) Happiness comes of the capacity to feel deeply, to enjoy simply, to think freely, to risk life, to be

Have You Stopped To Wonder
Have you ever stopped to wonder why we're all here wondering about os it for friend's is it for family is it for peace of mind? Have you ever thought of what life would be like with out all of these things? I do and have thought daily about this subject and yet I haven't gotten one single answer yet. I stop and think sometimes I wonder what people would think if I wasn't around how would they feel and what would they feel would they miss me would they cry or would they say good riddens we're better off without her. I don't know for sure but I hope that some where along the way I have impacted one persons life with my heart and soul and made a difference for them. but have you stopped to wonder. I surely have. so take the time to think about it andif you have 1 answer for this question plz share it with me.

.boats And Hoes.
(boats n' hoes, i gotta have me more boats and hoes! boats n' hoes, boats n' hoes, i gotta have me more boats and hoes! x2) The nina, the pinta, the santa maria I'll do you on the bottom while you drink a Sangria Nachos, lemonheads, and my dad's boat You wont go down cuz my dick can float We sail around the world and go port to port Everytime I cum I produce a quart Put on your lifevest, lets drop anchor (oh) that's a nice lady, who I'd like to spank her (boats n' hoes Boats and hoes, I gotta have me more boats and hoes! x2 ) Deadliest catch, without the crabs We're almost out of gas, Call the arabs! I'm a pussy pirate my name is Jack Sparrow I'll take off my pants she can see my flesh arrow Make sure to wax Use your mom's Nair You'll be amazed when i cum in your hair Pull up the anchor, cause we are leavin dry land Get below deck, with a dick in your hand! Anchors away, and shiver me timbers, we like to fuck ladies with our eight-inch members!

Feel Free To A/f/r These Profiles
> http://www.fubar.com/user/2384077 > > http://www.fubar.com/user/2419961 > > http://www.fubar.com/user/2337370 they will love you unconditionally and even try and convert you - YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED

The Acacia Strain
Balboa Towers She asked me if I wanted to fuck so I spit in her face. Blatant disregard for the rules. She asked me to marry her so I slit her fucking throat. I told you I wanted to be alone forever. Leave the trash where the trash belongs. Baby, you'd look good in a dumpster. The world has stopped turning. The other shoe has dropped. The shit has hit the fucking fan. Breathe in deep. Bite down hard. Live in fear. Die in pain. I have found beauty in permanent exile. This is my reclamation. This is my continent. I am most hated of the world. You aren't my brother. You aren't my family. I'd rather die alone than live here with you. No one has control of me now. If I ruled the world I'd destroy mankind. If I were king for a day I'd make sure there was no fucking tomorrow. And now the world is my fucking toilet. And now the world is mine.

Foreplay Moves That Women Crave
Women are suckers for foreplay. But creating the right magic to seduce her is a little more complicated than knowing where to touch what and when. In fact, many of the most effective pre-play techniques happen before you even get her clothes off. Are you a master of these fool-proof moves? Oral Action Yes, it does involve your tongue, but not in the way you're thinking. We're talking about communication, here. We're not sexual mind readers, after all. So, while we know that initiating an Important Talk isn't something you relish, give us an opportunity to tell you how great we think you are in the sack, share with you the naughty fantasy we're dying to try, and get your ideas on how we can make our good thing even better. Early To Bed If you want to bed us tonight, start seducing us over our morning coffee. Foreplay is (fortunately!) a 24 hour a day thing. Give us a long, lingering kiss goodbye in the morning, instead of your usual peck. Send a sweet e

For My Hunnii
you know how i feel i can't take that away from you even if that cheerleader bitch takes you away from me I'll be there. i hope you read this i can't explain why and how i feel this i just know I'm fallowing my heart and i know this is all true wish you were here now to lift me up and never let me fall again my wings are healing now and I'm telling you how much i care I'm letting you in you're the best thing that's happened to me... you're my loving man. forever and always you know how i feel... this is not the end you'll always be my helping hand

The Way It Is...
Ok...I'm not new to the fu. So I'm going to set some ground rules by which I will follow - if you are planning on being my friend - sorry, but you are subject to them as well. 1. The R/F/A shit has go to go. I will not rate/fan/add you unless I want to. Period. End of story. Typically I won't add you unless you are the following: 21-40 years old, anything older than that is gross; if you are female, decent looking - i know it's shallow, but hey so am I; if you are male, you need to be straight - I understand you were born this way, but it's just not for me - don't worry, there are plenty of other fish in the sea. Those are just the basic guidelines - I will feel free to add to or take away as I wish. But don't try to do that for me. You'll just get blocked. 2. It's a social site. So if you don't talk to me, then I'll just remove you as a friend. No biggie. I don't need you. You need me more than I need you. Because you care about points - I could care less. 3. Don't use HTML

My Love Of Life
hay im lose my g/f to a coma and i dont how much moer i can take thsi i realy need some one to talk to so if any one can tell me how to deal wiht lose soem one so close to you cause i dotn know how much moer i can take till i snap and join here and i realy what her to wake up im so realy unhappy and i cant do it aney moer to lose her to this

She
She brushes powderon her face.Pauses, takes a breath. Blots lipstick off her lips. Gently brushesher hair.late for her date. She rushes down stairs. He's standing at the door.They greet He takes her to dinner,then to his house for a movie. He says "would you like some wine"? She excepts she takes two drinks ,she falls into his arms... Another down ten to go...

Know It All Bitches
So I have a tendency to make alot of mumms. What I do not fucking understand is why people think they know me. Just because I say shit on here, doesn't mean they know me. How the fuck can they know me, a complex individual, just by me saying a few fucking words in a mumm? How fucking rude is it for people to just go and assume shit about me? Fucking assholes know nothing about me! I have maybe 3 friends on here that actually fucking know me, and about my god forsaken life. Stop pretending to fucking know me. If I wanted you to know me, I'd talk to you. Otherwise, fuck right off asshole.

Freedom Unto All!
As the sun rise's, Over the Hills & Mountains, Shadow's cease to exist, As the early rise. Bright & Wise, One eye over his shoulder, He watches in silence, Another day passe's. Were still here, Travelling without moving, If you have a disability, Consider it a true blessing. Your as strong as the nest, Use fingers or toes, Emotions sometimes show more, Than you could ever see. Stand proud , Be yourself, Dont let harm be in your soul, Relax , exist , Breate, Fresh warm air. Absorb it within, Remember your medication, Red , blue & White, Spread across the flags. Freedom Unto All!

Surgery
Hi everyone sorry i haven't been online that much i am trying to work as much as i can i'm getting ready to go in for another surgery on mar. 16,2009. Hoping to be back soon.talk to everyone later. Love all my exotic angels and friends i have met on fubar.mauhhhhhh

.cute Song.
1-2-1-2-3-4 Give me more loving than I’ve ever had Make me feel better when I’m feeling sad Tell me I’m special even though I know I’m not Make me feel good when I hurt so bad Barely getting mad I’m so glad I found you I love being around you You make it easy Its as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4 There’s only one thing To Do Three words For you (I love you) I love you There’s only one way to say Those three words That’s what I’ll do (I love you) I love you Give me more loving from the very start Piece me back together when I fall apart Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends Make me feel good when I hurt so bad You’re the best that I’ve had And I’m so glad I found you I love being around you You make it easy It’s easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4 [ 1 2 3 4 lyrics from http://www.lyricsyoulove.com/ ] There’s only one thing To Do Three words For you (I love you) I love you There’s only one way to say Those three words That’s what I’ll do (I love you) I love

Wondering
you came along and lit my world on fire...and like a thief in the night you were gone. so for days i wonder what im missing and then you come back with small words of hope...and i realize thoes words arent for me..and one drunken night i prove what a lost soul i have always been just because i made you a little more than my friend...i wish i had never thought about you for a moment in that way i wish you could have been honest with me...but i find thats impossible and obviously even the best intentioned can hurt others without trying or meaning to do it

Mom Gets Pulled Over While Breast Feeding Newborn
Ok. Honestly this tops britney spears. Why would you drive and breastfeed at the same time? It's freakin retarted and stupid. The woman claims that feeding her child is more important...what about the childs saftey? If your child is screaming due to hunger while you are driving than pull over your damn car than whip the boobie milk factory out. Sorry if I seem rude; but I would worry more about getting in an accident and having my newborn fly through the window than feeding at that very moment. Come on girl have some damn commen sense.

Windir - Saknet (translated)
The darkness mirrors my feelings, but there’s a hole in the mirror. A hole that never ends, just like the longing in my soul The hole is like the longing in my soul. The longing is like the hole, endless. The longing after something enormous that I had, what I had was as big as the longing enormous. I like pain, but I don’t really like it. I scream, but I don’t really scream I’m dying, but I’m not really dying I miss. Before me is darkness, like the day is before you and the others Before me is the day, like the darkness before you and the others Before me is the scream, like the laughter before you and the others Before me is death, like life is before you and the others Gloomy is it, to think like this, gloomy is it to be like this, gloomy is it, to live like this, gloomy it is, I like it that way Gloomy is it and gloomy shall it be. Dark is it and dark shall it be. Painful is it and painful shall it be. The Longing is the, but that shall not be. What you shall not do

Giggle Box :)
I miss you so much...yeah i know you have to work and you have a life other than me but I still want to see you. I feel safe when you are here. I love having your arms around me as we lay in bed. Feeling your body against mine as we sit on the couch and watch a movie. Your hand holding mine. The way you bite my lip when you kiss me. The way you tilt your head when I kiss your neck. The giggle you have when we are together. I miss that and I know I can't have you all to myself but if i could i would.

1st Entry
I've made it no secret that I am here on FUBAR looking for my queen. For the last woman that will hold my heart. The last woman who will kiss my lips. I've learn in the past years that I have spent cleaning out my closets and preparing myself for the next 47 years, that I truly hate being single. Not enough to just jump into any relationship and not enough to sleep around just to feel loved, because I don't do either. But I do truly hate it. I have spent over 22 years of my adult life married. Not to the same woman, though I would have preferred that, but married just the same. I always liked being married as opposed to be single as my life operates better when I have someone to share it with. Now I realize that I don't need the paperwork to feel this, so I do not seek only marriage but a woman whom I can live with and spend my life with. I miss having a woman to hold close at night and kiss awake every morning. I miss having a woman to cook for and do things for

Getting Paid To Do Nothing
I dont know if it works or not but so far i am making shares galore and so can you. All you have to do is go to this link: www.me2everyone.com/228745 and just put in your namer and email and create a password and just follow it as it goes it will not cost you a dime and the more people you have join the more money we all make.. like i said it is free and you can get paid to do nothing just have a look and see

1
Don't walk away Don't turn your head Look back and see I'm not too far ahead. I know that you are hurt Your feelings are small But you can't tell me You feel nothing at all. Your love is not gone It only is misplaced You need to release it But you need to have faith. If you don't try You will never know How much love there is to show. So don't give up Don't walk away Help our love grow Day by day. I know that it hurts I feel your pain I know that it's not easy But let's try love again. I will be patient I will wait and see But I need you to know That I am still me. I will not push I will not shove I only ask that That you try to love. I believe in my heart I know we can be I just want the chance You need to believe in me. You have to save face You have so much pride Your love is still there Look deep down inside. We can make this happen I want you to see That we can make it happen You just have to BELIEVE.

Preface
I've been challenged to write on the dark side of things. I know we all have it in us, so the next couple posts will be just that. I think. I'm usually in a good mood and only write on the dark side when my heart has been ripped out and served to me for dinner, which hasn't happened for a while and hopefully never again. But I will give it a shot, you tell me what you think of the next couple posts as I write them. Crazynormal

The Fire Burns
As I stand here surrounded by flames The fire burns No more playing, no more games I was told about this from my youth on my fathers knee I swore then, it would never happen to me Why did I smile as her eyes went lifeless Why did my heart begin to beat like a drum Why did I open the door so wide The fire burns-now deep inside Blackness now where light once was nothing lives but decay on the ground The fire burns Decending down the steps I went smile never leaving my lips remembering the taste of flesh at last down into a pit, my soul was cast Absent all, the ones I loved They are all ascending above The fire burns Laughing now, along with him demons all around,l filling the gaps on the rim They smile back at me, my smile so wide Wondering now, just blackness inside Happy now, that I feel the pain Fire falls down on me like rain as shadows close all around me my past rushes at me...trying to drown me The fire burns Here in hell Where I belon

More Listeners
I have listeners from Puerto Rico that spend 3 hours a day listing to BlastFM. Find out what they like to listen to at www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm. You may find you like what you hear too!

My Hometown
Sorry guys, this isn't one of my infamous rants. This is me being a whiny brat. I was raised in Austin, TX. though oblivious at the time, I loved it there. No matter what your scene, there's something for you. No matter what your income, there's something for you to do. No matter what your personality is like, you will have friends. The live music the nightlife....everything is just...great. The problem is, I have lived all over upstate NY (and PA)for the last 8 years. Seems like every place I have moved to, I felt less at home than the last. Although now I'm in a town which I am am content with, it's far from being Austin, and the winter lasts half the year here. This winter we have gotten about 150 inches of snow. The thing is, I don't sit around and dwell on it. I don't spend much time at all wishing I was down there. In fact, I had all but forgotten about ever returning until several months ago, when it seemed like every time I turned on the TV, I saw something out of Austin. T

6th Entry - Soul Mate
Let me expand you thinking on Soul Mates. There is a lot of thought that there is only one Soul Mate for every person. As I thought about this, I realized that this thinking was flawed. If that was so, then why would we ever join any dating site; ever talk to any person outside of our state or even in another country? The internet has not been around that long. Before the internet, our choices where those in our area. But now we can meet and fall in love with people from all over the world. So my belief is that there are many, possibly hundreds of people who are our soul mates. Of course the challenge is finding one of them. What is a soul mate? My thinking is it is someone who answers all your questions, all your emotions, etc with the answers that make sense to you. With answers that make your smile, make your mind say "Yes that is the answer I wanted to hear" and then your heart goes "Yeah Baby". Someone who protects our feels, listens to us, and loves us ju

Be Careful For Scams And Con Artist.
Okay so I know I posted a status up last night saying I got a new job right? Well to set things straight no I didn't have a job. Turns out it was just free volunteer training after the second interview when I arrive there at ten-o'-clock this morning. Okay so here's what happened I went by this place call Advance Associates Inc. a Kirby vaccum cleaner distributor. I applied for a postion where I didn't want to go door to door but intead book appointments by phone for the salesmen to arrive at customers houses. They told me both in the interview and in orientation that we'd (the applicants) would be paid $475-$500 weekly and even with zero sales on a single unit. Sounds too good to be true doesn't it? Yeah well guess what its a false advertisment. After talking to a friend who formally sold Kirbys I was told that there was no such thing as that he was guaranteed being paid on one week then straight commission after that. The higher ranked employees during training were very unprofession

Hmmm
Nothing too new or exciting. I got my newest tattoo a few days after my birthday. It's a My Little Pony drawing that I've done. Happy that I have it. Rich's grandma is now in a retirement home, which is good. She got moved in there last week. At first she didn't like the idea of moving into one but now she's happy. She likes the idea of being around other folks, free food and other things. We just have to clean up and move a few more things around her old place, then Matt, JP and their brother in law can move in there. Rich's dad is coming down from Utah in a few days. He's going to help grandma with some things, move a few things out of grandma's place that's his, pick up some of his baseball and coin collections to see if he can get some help to gather money for his upcoming surgery. I've been doing my workouts at Curves 3 days a week. Although I didn't go today like I was suppose to because I had stuff I had to get done and was out with Grandma most of the day. I'll b

Thoughts...
so I realize I am diggin on this comic style now... maybe this stem's from childhood memories of reading comic book's and graphic novel's... my friend Anna, love her to death, has been gracious enough to supply me with a lot of eye shot's... tho I think I will eventual need more with the way these Sunday Morning Comic's piece's are coming... I would hate to duplicate an eye for one of them... Hoping to start maybe incorporate other element's into them as well, not just eye's, but maybe full face's and stuff... we'll see where the road take's me...

If You Say So~
Scott was always pretty smooth with the women. Even when he was in high school he could get even the most stubborn ones to go along with what he wanted. He always just assumed that he had a persuasive personality. He was soon to find that it was much more than that. Scott had had a steady girlfriend, Susan, for a long time. He was more or less faithful to her, as faithful as anyone can be in college. Every once in a while, another girl would blow him, but what Susan didn't know wouldn't hurt her. She was more than happy with the relationship. Scott excused himself by saying that it would break her heart if she found out. So he never told her. One night, both Scott and Susan went to the same party, but separately. Susan was feeling sick in the morning, so hadn't planned to go, but she felt better by the time the party started, so she went anyway. She knew Scott was there. She didn't mind if he went on his own. She wasn't a very restrictive girlfriend. Once she arrived, she started

Hmmmmm
He loved waking up next to her. She was so beautiful to his eyes. She looked so innocent. He stayed there for some time just watching her. Debating whether to wake her nor not. But last night was amazing, as always and his tongue wanted to taste her again. She was sleeping like she often did, with the sheet pulled up just under her chin. So adorable! He kissed her lips soft and slowly started pulling the sheet down her chest to expose her amazing breasts. Then he started licking and kiss his way down chest. He felt her come awake. He paused for a moment to go back up and Kiss her sweetly, say good morning and tell her he loved her,,,and to see that sparkle in her eyes when she looked at him. He had to get back to what he was doing as the tear escaped his eyes at the joy it gave him when she looked at him that way. He was not the most handsome man, and his body was heavier than it should be. But as lovers and friends, they fit together like a hand and glove.

Playing
Laying in bed, snuggled up in Your arms as W/we sleep peacefully. Slowly, i start to awake. Rubbing my hands along Your chest, feeling Your hair tickling the flesh between my fingers. Carefully, so as not to awaken You, i reach into the nightstand and get out a cock ring. Letting my hands slide along Your body, trailing down to Your cock, slipping the ring onto it. Continuing my exploration of Your sleeping body, i slowly move Your arms into position and cuff them to the corners of the bed. As the snap of the cuffs click into place, You awaken, asking "what are you doing?" Grinning, i reply "having fun with my Master" Shaking Your arms, You demand i release You NOW. To which i reply, "Yes, my Master" Getting the key from the nightstand and inserting it into the cuffs, releasing You. Suddenly, You grab my right wrist, pulling it to the left side of the bed, cuffing it. Copying with my left wrist to the right side of the back, forcing me to lay on my belly. All of a sudden, i feel one

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On Mind (part 2)
Continued directly from my last entry.. the mind is what people called the brain before we had the technology to study it * evil-dna has joined #philosophy * bellasleep has quit IRC (Ping timeout) if you want to reinvent language to suit what you want it to mean, then we cant really discuss this not in a person to person sense * filsuf02 has joined #philosophy we rely on shared meaning of basics like understanding what mental means what does 'mind' mean then what does "experience" mean? i have no idea I think you will find this equally difficult to refer to without invoking mental concepts - yet you relied on that too wha does mind mean? now you say you dont even know what that means what* an experience of the brain that was your phrase you say now you dont know what experience means I guess you dont know what you are talking about the brain doesn't have experiences, the brain allows people to have experiences you chose those words rhettboy1

Finally Over
Wow is all I can say. I can not wait to permanently get the hell out of Indiana. I know that I have so much waiting on me in Tennessee or wherever I end up. I will tell you this. She does not know what she is going to miss. But I am at a point right now it just does not matter. Yes it hurts like hell. But she has proven she is just like the rest of them. Deb told me the other day that I needed to get with a older woman. Cause they are less likely to try to change me. That may be the case. But I want someone close to me in age and hopefully in height. No offense to shorter women. Want someone totally different than anything that I have ever been with in the past. Will that happen. I do not know only time will tell. Do I expect the perfect woman. No, Because nobody is perfect. Would I take her back. Sorry but I would in a heartbeat because I still believe that she is my best half. Does that mean that I am going to sit here and wait for her any longer. No I am not. I have been told by e

I Want To Fall In Love With You
I want to fall in love with you But scared it may not be I want to fall in love with you Is there a chance for me? I want to fall in love with you And hold you close to me My affection overflows When I look at you I see... A glimmer of hope, a ray of light Someone I'd like to hold at night Oh so tight, don't let go Let my love just overflow Melt into me, we'll become one We'll play for keeps, not just for fun So, what ya think, will you be mine? And love me till the end of time? Take care of me and love me right Make our emotions take the flight Soaring high above the plains Feel true love and no more pain Of broken hearts, and no more tears Just pure sweet love for all our years Get deeply lost in each other's kiss This is something I'd hate to miss To you, I give my wounded heart And hope that we will never part But if thins don't work out You have my word, without a doubt That if we're not meant to be together We'll still be friends until f

Sabrina
I am Sabrina 21 years old , l am very Friendly, Soft, Sexy, Funny, Girl with a Beautiful tight body, lovely skin and long hair. I am currently studying and need to finance my studies so why not try to do that with something l love Sex. I offer the following companion and escort services: *Friendly Escort for Hotel Room Fun. *Dinner Date, and City Tour Guide services. *Erotic and Relaxation style full body and body-to-body oil massage *Trip planning, Travel tips, Organizing hotel, Sight Seeing. *Short term, overnight and longer term services. I only practice safe sex, l love to please, so expect an intimate, Caring, Playful and Sexy Experience. Feel free to email (yourjean@live.com) to discuss your trip and how i may be of service. LA is wonderful with many great people, amazing food, nightlife, beaches and sights, So whether you contact me or not i wish you a great time! Kisses from Sabrinastar xxx

Tears
WEll its almost been a year since my grandma passed away and Im struggling with it a lot. The holidays were very hard but i made it through ..Im not sure how....Now March 17th is approaching and how I wish I coulod turn back time and say one more i love you , give her one more hug , kiss her one more time. It never dawns on you how much some1 honestly means to you until they are gone.....Ive been to the cemetary plenty of times and everytime i talk to her keep her updated on our lives here..I know shes up in heaven and I know sheds watchin over us ..hell sometimes i swear i hear her tellin me i ts gonna be ok just be strong.....Maybe im just over stressed facing yet another surgery March 27 and my blood sugars being out of whack again .....but I seem to cry more each night missing her. I just wanna walk in her house one more time and hear her ask for biscuits and gravy and watch the price is right with her. I love you grandma and I miss you so very m uch! Send me strength to mak

Lonely
i hate being lonely being lonely make you do things you wouldn't do you start thinking about things to do sometime it get you in trouble lonely being lonely it a weird feeling you feel like know one cares about you you feel like running away sometime lonely being lonely make you want to be with someone you wouldn't usely be with lonely being lonely you just want someone to talk to i hate feeling lonely

Why It So Hard To Get Over You
why it so hard to get over you knowing you not the right person for me knowing that you drink way to much knowing you are verbal abuse knowing you hate the world and the peoples in it why it so hard to get over you all you want me for take care your drinking habit you try bring me down with you you stole from me you lied to me you cheat on me why it so hard to get over you it because i really thought you was the one i had true feeling for you i gave you my heart knowing you not worth my heart so i ask my self why it so hard to get over you

Mothman
MOTHMAN The Mothman is the name given to a creature reported in the Charleston and Point Pleasant areas of West Virginia between November 12, 1966,[1] and December 1967. Most observers describe the Mothman as a winged man-sized creature with large reflective red eyes and large moth-like wings. The creature was sometimes reported as having no head, with its eyes set into its chest. A number of hypotheses have been presented to explain eyewitness accounts, ranging from misidentification and coincidence, to paranormal phenomena and conspiracy theories. November 15, 1966 On November 15, 1966, two young, married couples from Point Pleasant, David and Linda Scarberry and Steve and Mary Mallette, were traveling late at night in the Scarberrys' car. They were passing the West Virginia Ordnance Works, an abandoned World War II TNT factory, about seven miles north from Point Pleasant, in the 2,500 acre (10 km²) McClintic Wildlife Station, when they noticed two red lights in the shado

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my teddy bear aka anthony got my the most awsome gift i have ever gotten from anyone he got me a tat kit and a inuyasha doll i can sleep with but the bestest thing hes givin me is hope and friendship i love him so much i dont know what i would do with out him =]] i love you teddy bear

Poems For Thought
I reach through the darkness my hands touching nothing but a blackness so thick i can slice through it only to have it grow back. Keeping the night away fro my heart for when it closes behind me i will suffer the slowing night each step i take towards you the night gets even slower walking through a sludge feeling it clinging to my skin Needing to get to you i can not stop... i finally see you with in my few more steps All of a sudden your swallowed by the slowing Night Lost in despair i chose to give up. knowing it woud be useless to fight against the slowing Night i sink slower in to the sludge my heart unprotected I look u one last time to say "my heart goes to where i cannot" Forgive my failure to reach you In the slowing Night...

Nowhere
I’m out of my birth control after today. No matter. I don’t think I’ll be boinking anytime soon anyhow. Not now after all of this. Being homeless and all. Oh but I AM crazy, of course. Pity to me, the girl who seems to keep running into trouble. I swear I would leave if I could. I would just get up and get the fuck out of here. But I have nowhere to go. No home. My animals will die without me. They are being fed and given water but Jebadiah my dog, is losing all kinds of weight and his coat seems to be matting up. Without me there I just don’t think he likes to eat. I wish I were like that… didn’t eat when I feel like shit. Instead I do the opposite. Steve wants me out of his place and I guess I have no reason to blame him. I imagine I would be rather difficult to live with. My site is losing memberships because I haven’t been able to consistently do my daily hour long cam shows which the members live for I bet. Also there are no spy cams because I have no home to

The Hand Of Time
Tick Tock, Goes the clock. Counting the time As I commit the crime. Looking for a case So that I may be placed. Tick Tock Damn that clock. Free my mind From the restraints of time. I've committed the crime And didn't spend a dime. I just sat here Without Fear. Looking at you. Do you have the clue? The Hand of Time, God I wish it wouldn't bind. Calling your name It wont be in vain. The hand of time, This is our shrine.

Shattered Pieces
In the dead silence I heard the same sound over and over and over.... It was the sound of my heart Shattering into pieces that i would have swore couldn't be fixed.... Caused by the years of torment and haterd from those around me to the drama and bullshit... Have you ever heard the sound of your own heart shattering.. Let me tell you it's not a nice sound but i hear it everytime i talk to my mom and everytime i think of my son (may he r.i.p) or how my baby daddy want nothing 2 do with the most beautiful lil girl ever my baby mini me... But i guess the shattering sound hear now comes from the glass what we made together to give as a welcoming gift..... I hope ya'll liked my tidbit of Life... talk soon

Sugar
"Sugar" Hard to remember if anything was real Cold like December and I don't like how that feels I been livin' a long time I been givin' a long time too And I can't believe I wasted so much time on you But time has brought me back around Back around to me And I feel so free Yeah Now who's gonna give me some sugar tonight Sugar tonight Sugar tonight Now who's gonna give me some sugar tonight Sugar tonight Sugar tonight Bad like Brutus Hit like Joe Louis I gots lots of cash But I'm not Jewish I'm not no nudist I'm fully clothed And I fuck hot pussy until it's cold Got rhymes of gold Got a voice of platinum I'm not Dwayne Wayne But that's what's happening I'm back in black and if ya have to ask You can kiss my Anglo-Saxon ass Now who's gonna give me some sugar tonight Sugar tonight Sugar tonight Now who's gonna give me some sugar tonight Sugar tonight Sugar tonight Hot like a toti Smooth like Mondovi Around the way they call me Bathroom Bobby S

Sexual Feelings
SEXUAL FEELINGS Rainy days and cold nights, These are the days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm. Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you, Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Let's play around like connect the dots, Let's make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride, Take my body on a journey that never ends, It always seems to just begin, Make me climax like I never done before, Do what you want to my body it's all yours, Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do whatever you want to my body, As long as it's pleasing.

Within Me
Scarlet lips as red as a rose, perfect hips in a seductive pose. On the outside this is what I may be, but what about looking at the heart within me. Long black hair, surrounding the face, baby blue eyes and full of grace. This is what most men chase, but my soul and feeling cannot be erased. Long, untouched legs with a snug fitting skirt, a short and a sexy tube top shirt, I take my looks with little pride, for what I care about what's inside. They say that this looks are a sensation, that I am one of God's best creations, But all I really want is for you to see, all good that is within me.

Sensual Taurus Zodiac
You are among the people most likely to: Cuddle after sex. Sensual Taurus lovers are the most touchy-feely people in the Sensual Zodiac. Here’s a shocking sex secret about you... Your skin is your sexual spark plug. All it takes is one touch, one kiss or one timely stroke from the right hands to set you ablaze. You crave touch, affection and tenderness almost as much as others crave a certain food. In fact, you can practically live off a bear hug for a year; and when it comes to romance, it’s all about physical contact and connection for you. Passionate, Sentimental and Affectionate You laugh as you live, openly and freely. Your feelings are your traveling companion. You can play any role you choose: run a business, paint a masterpiece, prepare amazing cuisine, tend to your garden or nurture your children. You have an uncalculated spontaneity and childlike wonder that makes life with you an exciting feast for the senses. As a lover, you are pure sensuality. Men rotate a

Patti
PATTI It was 3 in the morning and the phone was ringing. A sense of deja vu traced its finger down Lee’s spine. “Hello” he said. “Hi darlin, I’m sorry to wake you up but, I have some terrible news”. It was Lees’ sister Teri on the phone from San Antonio. “What is it sis, what happened”? As he listened to his (clearly shaken) sibling delivering horrific news he became aware of the reason this all seemed so familiar. Lee’s mind drifted off to another story from the city whose clutch he seemed unable to escape… The magnetic thermometer on his dash was shaped like the State of Texas and its mercury presently indicated a temperature of 102 degrees in the car as Lee flew down TX1604, the outer loop that surrounds San Antonio. He could have taken the inner loop; Loop 410 was a shorter route but it had a lot more cops. Lee lived in Universal City, which was nothing more than a watering hole for Randolph AFB, headquarters of the U.S. Air Force Air Education and Training Command, the 19th

Lying
Why do people feel the need to lie and cheat. Most of all lie to people that are supposed to be their friend. Why cant people just be honest with others? why do they feel the need to lie and really hurt the people that care the most about them.Lying dosent get people any where and starts and makes more trouble. People should be honest to others. If you cant be honest why say any thing at all. Dont they know or are they just to stupid to know its best to be honest then to lie. Idont understand these people that feel the need to always lie and hurt other people. Is it they just dont care about other peoples feelings or what?

What I Love About You
You know what I love best about you? It is not your long beautiful legs. It is not your luscious bosom. It is not your gentle lips. It is not your tender touch. It is not your soft skin. It is not your enchanting aroma. It is not your sweet nectar. It is not your sound in ecstasy. It is not your penetrating dark eyes. It is not that every time I see a shooting star I see you. It is not that a beautiful start filled night sky reminds me of your eyes. It is not that a cold brisk wind reminds me of your warmth. Because it is all of those things, but… What I love best about you is how you entice my minds.

Please Help My Friends Tom & Kyle
Please help my two friends, Tom and Kyle level. They are having a contest to see who can level first. If you do rate them, please pm me and I'll either give you Fu-bucks or a gift or bling. Thanks! AF EEG/Medic@ fubar Big Sexy---Proud Member Of Steeler Nation!@ fubar

Insight
IM OPINIONATED...IM SELFISH...IM WITTY...I EMBELLISH IM SENSITIVE...I CRY...IM CONNIVING...I LIE IM SEXUAL....IM SMART....IM A REALIST.....I FART IM PRETTY...IM SINCERE...IM LOVING...IM WEIRD IM PASSIONATE...IM STRONG...IM AWAYS RIGHT...I CAN BE WRONG IM OUTGOING...IM CARE FREE... IM LIKE NO ONE ELSE...IM ME

In An Old Black Spiral Notebook
DREAMING OF TIGHTROPE Jan 2009 @ midnight or just thereafter and so if i need to be so then if you should determine in your sound mind and judgment that for her to form an opinion it makes you both feel right then shut off her eyes for good cover her pale face in fine black silk stretched well across her lying face the TIGHTROPE so that you may rest together sleep with your lover one last time TONIGHT tonight the TIGHTROPE in your blue white eyes sweetie breathe easy or not so at all sleep with me it LATE and your exhausted by HOOD MOOD marked by the number 4

Hmmmm...
so earlier i had discussed certain chat room habits that really annoyed me, well, it was strange, between my husband and brother in law they were on another social network for hours in their chat rooms. now, all of a sudden everyone deleted their accounts? all of a sudden they are tired of the bullshit and drama in them? ALL OF A SUDDEN? that sounds weird. maybe i am paranoid, or whatever you want to call it, but it sure sounds fishy to me...

Test Results...pea Brain + Big Hands =
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This Is How I Feel
Have you ever sat in your room by yourself and felt utterly and helplessly alone? Like nothing matters.... friends, family, boyfriends, girlfriends, girls you wish you were with. Like you'll never be good enough so being alone is something you might as well get used to? Life is an uphill battle and shit rolls downhill. You're never satisfied with what you have... maybe that's why nobody feels good enough for anyone else, because whoever you're with doesn't make you feel wanted, needed, or loved. I've wanted, I've needed, I've loved..... and every time, I get fucked over. You're girl has low self-esteem, so you tell her she's beautiful.... which she is.... still, not good enough. You tell her that you want her, that she makes you happy, you make her laugh and smile.... still not good enough. If you always do what you've always done, you'll always get what you always got. You want someone who is going to treat you like shit, there are plenty of people out there who will.... yo

Wheelie Shoes
These damn things just cause a major annoyance. I cant tell you how many times I wished I held out my arm to clothseline some kid that came rolling by on these damn things. Buy some Roller blades for cryin out loud and stop getting in my way no matter what country I am in.

Wtf Do I Do?
Okay, so I love love love music. I always get to singing and sometimes I think I may just have a great voice or potential for one. Theres no way for me to record in a studio until mine actually can open up. This economy is killing me...sigh...Anyway, looking for computer programs for recording is getting to me cause I dont want to pay and Im picky about sound quality. Theres just something in me that says to keep singing maybe karaoke or join a band lmao. First I have to hear for myself that I sound good for sure, get a few hundred thumbs up, you know? Do I give up and sing to myself and the kids or keep smiling and annoying the neighbors while going for my goal. Now my dream is to work for Disney, one opportunity passed while in NYC cause I kept missing their calls, but fuck 'em cause I doubt I'd get along with anyone lol jokin it. Blah what to do? When Im not happy I just feel incomplete and thats stopping real soon but is a novel of its own so dont cry if you thought you'd find out

Astrology
Aquarius (Jan 20 – Feb 18) You have an inventive mind and are inclined to be progressive . You lie a great deal. On the other hand you are inclined to be careless and impractical causing you to make the same mistakes repeatedly. Everyone thinks you are stupid. Pisces (Feb 20 – Mar 20) You have a vivid imagination and often think you are being followed. You have a minor influence over your associates and people resent you for flaunting what you mistake as power. You lack confidence and are a dipshit. Aries (March 21 – April 19) You are the pioneer type and hold people in contempt. You are quick tempered, impatient and scornful of advise. You are an asshole. Taurus (April 20 – May 20) You are practical and persistant.You have a dogged determination to work like hell. Most people think you are stubborn and bullheaded. You are nothing but a damned communist. Gemini ( May 21 - June 21) You are a quick and intelligent thinker.People like you because you're bisexual. However, you

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BlastFM got another permenent listener today. For a pre-programmed radio stations the listenership is climbing. There must be something good going on there. Check it out. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Beside Myself
well in the next two weeks I am taking a trip.. and not one that I am honestly looking forward to.. during my kids spring break I am taking them to FL so I can go see my grandparents, obviously their great gp.. I dread the trip so much but I have to go.. my grandfather hasn't been in the best of health the past few years.. with multiple heart attacks and strokes I never know when another one will happen and I might lose him forever.. but thats the least of my worries at the moment.. He also has been diagnosed with alzheimers within the last year and things are just steadily declining.. hes having problems remembering who his family is and honestly Im scared.. He's always been there for me through out my life when everyone else let me down (even though we live states apart).. lol I can't type anymore without completely losing it.. but anyways if any of you have wondered as to why I haven't been myself this has a lot to do with it..

Warehouse Worker (not Me)
king in a hot warehouse out behind a big store.The place iz like a cavern and yet have no assistantz.Dont want any fuccing assistantz.I like 2 spend my dayz alone out there. Well,not alwayz alone.Sometimez,Marie,20,the boss'z daughter,comez out 2 visit me.She'z A pretty ghetto puerto rican gurl with long brn hair with bigg tittiez bigg apple booty and soft juicy lipz.She iz working in the store during the summer. And Marie alwayz volunteerz when someone haz 2 go out 2 the warehouse and get something.I can usually see her from the door,running from the store in the afternoon heat.She stopz at the warehouse door and lookz at me while I sit there on a big crate.I usually have my shirt off.Marie lovez 2 see my chest. "We need some more _____" And then she will tell me whatever it iz they need in the store.It iz my job 2 load up a few of the itemz on a little trucc and drive it 2 the bacc of the store,where the boyz in white shirtz and tiez take them off the trucc and carry them in for

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Military Rules For The Non-Military Personnel Dear Civilians, We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation have many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who cannot join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas that we would like your assistance with: The next time that you see an adult talking or wearing a hat during the playing of the National Anthem... kick their ass. When you witness firsthand someone burning the American Flag in protest... kick their ass. Regardless of the rank that they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all Veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these Veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these Veterans made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a disabled Veteran... kicks their ass. If you were never in the military, do not

Scream
Caught up in this madness too blind to see Woke animal feelings in me Took over my sense and I lost control I'll taste your blood tonight You know I make you wanna scream You know I make you wanna run from me baby But know it's too late you've wasted all your time Relax while you're closing your eyes to me So warm as I'm setting you free With your arms by your side there's no struggling Pleasure's all mine this time You know I make you wanna scream You know I make you wanna run from me baby But know it's too late you've wasted all your time Cherishing, those feelings pleasuring Cover me, unwanted clemency Scream till there's silence Scream while there's life left, vanishing Scream from the pleasure unmask your desire Perishing. We've all had a time where we've lost control, We've all had our time to grow, I'm hoping I'm wrong but I know I'm right, I'll hunt again one night. You know I make you wanna scream, You know I make you wanna run from me baby

Friends
To my friends who have been there for me and Alex, thank you so very much, we really appreciate it and we love you. For those of you who are only there when it's convenient for you...karma's a bitch right?

I Need A Favor From Yall For Myself
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to all the women out there listen to your heart you met another guy but you are afriad he might break your heart again you are afraid he might lie to you like the others did but deep down your heart telling you he difference your heart telling you he the one you was looking for he treating you like the Queen you are he giving you respect like a Queen to all the women out there listen to your heart

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The bookstore… Fatima was in the bookstore and wandering through the aisles and aisles of books. It was about time for the store to close on Saturday and she kept noticing the manager watching her. She glanced out of the corner of her eye and noticed him checking her out. His eyes at times glued on her tits and ass. Her nipples were getting hard from such attention and she took a chance and glanced at his crotch. His cock was getting hard and pressing tight against his slacks. She looked up to see him staring at her and noticed where her gaze had been. He winked at her as she blushed, but then she winked back, getting turned on. Her pussy was getting moist as the manager walked after her still. His gaze went up and down her body and then back on her tits as she would lean over to look at a book. She was wearing a loose knit top that showed her tits off perfect. Her sheer bra allowed her nipples to poke through and it was teasing the hell out of him. She had on a short skirt and when

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Genorsity
Being generous is a trait and a good trait. To be able to help those in need and not to expect something in return is a rareity in people. I give and refuse to ask for anything in return. For to ask for something in return is not being generous, it being greedy. And Carl "the guitarman" is not greedy, for you damn sure can not take it with you when you die! And as Forest Gump would say, "that's all I have to say about that">

Federal Emergency Management Agency
FEDERAL EMERGENCY MANAGEMENT AGENCY The Author Of This Report Is Not Known Some people have referred to it as the "secret government" of the United States. It is not an elected body, it does not involve itself in public disclosures, and it even has a quasi-secret budget in the billions of dollars. This government organization has more power than the President of the United States or the Congress, it has the power to suspend laws, move entire populations, arrest and detain citizens without a warrant and hold them without trial, it can seize property, food supplies, transportation systems, and can suspend the Constitution. Not only is it the most powerful entity in the United States, but it was not even created under Constitutional law by the Congress. It was a product of a Presidential Executive Order. No, it is not the U.S. Military nor the Central Intelligence Agency, they are subject to Congress. The organization is called FEMA, which stands for the Federal Emergency Management Age

Thoughts Part 2 Continued
I realized that my earlier rantings seemed heated. I assure the readers of this that I am in no way angry with my friend. I understand the decision completely. I would never ask anyone to chose a friendship over love. I hope that they understand that. I will always carry that friendship in my heart, no matter what. Sorry I just felt the need to clarify that.

Enslave Your Slut~ Part1
I am 42, President and CEO for the company that I am employed by, well built and sexually frustrated. I am the one that everyone looks to for control and being in charge of everything. Unfortunately this has carried over into the bedroom for my whole life. I have always dreamed of a man with power over me but I had resigned myself to the fact that he does not exist, at least not for me. I was soon to find out that I was so very wrong. In fact, he was far beyond any fantasies I had thought of but dared not share with anyone. The employees are paid, on average, 15% more than others in the same field in this area. They have been complaining about wanting a retirement plan which I had kept a stiff NO on, telling them to budget better. After two years of nagging, I finally gave in and asked one of our wealthier clients his thoughts about which way to go. He gave me the name of a Broker/Financial Planner that had done extremely well for him. He gave me his name and said that he would call

30,000 Fubucks Up For Grabs
be the 100th person to join the lounge wether it is walk in on your own or be invited and u can get 30,000 fubucks and if someone invited u pls tell staff the name of whom invited u and they will also get 10,000 fubucks.http://www.fubar.com/lounge/63809 that is the link to the lounge

Old Lyrics Notebook
SUPER DUTY 455 Hood Mood August 2008 Just the other day …..girl Looking in the rear-view mirror at anther life And just around the corner girl The fast black corners of my mind On the edge of reasons…no reason Our love could have made it out alive A small disaster The pain which won’t abide And you speeding through the mountains Up on Mulholland Dr. My heart riding shotgun For one last fucking ride Chorus SUPER DUTY 455 SHE DECORATES THE HILLSIDES Bits and pieces of her insides Super Duty 4-5-5 Just the other night..girl In the confounds of my mind Remember that you hurt me And at the bottom of some hillside Guess who they will find Drips across the asphalt Pump the brakes of love girl Don’t take this corner blind How can this love be empty No fluid in the lines SUPER DUTY 455 Mangled burned demented steel Her a mess behind the wheel Super Duty 4-5-5 You had to have that car girl Do you remember why Like I remember your promise to a

The Creed
Pagan Creed I am Pagan and I dedicate myself to channeling the spiritual energy of my inner self to help and to heal myself and those around me. I know that I am a part of the whole of nature. May I grow in understanding of the unity of all nature. May I always walk in balance. May I always be mindful of the diversity of nature as well as it's unity and may I always be tolerant of those whose race, appearance, sex, sexual preference, culture and other ways differ from my own. May I use psychic powers wisely and never for aggression or for malevolent purposes. May I never direct it to curtail the free will of another. May I always be mindful that I create my own destiny and reality, and that I have the power within me to create positivity in my life. May I always act in honorable ways: being honest with myself and others, keeping my word whenever I have given it, fulfilling all responsibilities and commitments I have taken on to the best of my ability. May I

A Jester's Prayer
Oh great creator Mother and Father that sustains us and has made our being. May my jokes free people from there sad and burdened hearts. My stories should fill the hearts of those with joy whose lives are filled with pain. May my songs fill the ears of those listening with the love that I feel as each note leaves my flute. May the trickster side of me do little harm to those who do not understand what it is to be one of us. May there always be a muse to aspire me to sing play and write stories for the masses. It has been said grant me the serenity to accept what I cannot change, I pray give me the wisdom to hide the bodies of those who have messed with me for the last time. So mote it be….

Loll
One morning the husband returns after several hours of fishing and decides to take a nap. Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boat out. She motors out a short distance, anchors, and reads her book. Along comes a Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside the woman and says, 'Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?' 'Reading a book,' she replies, (thinking, 'Isn't that obvious?') 'You're in a Restricted Fishing Area,' he informs her 'I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading' 'Yes, but you have all the equipment . For all I know you could start at any moment. I'll have to take you in and write you up. ' 'For reading a book,' she replies, 'You're in a Restricted Fishing Area,' he informs her again, 'I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading' 'Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment. I'll have to take you in and write you up. ' 'If you do that, I'll h

Red Friday's
Red Shirt If the red shirt thing is new to you, read below how it went for a man... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him.. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I c

Let Me...............................
at one time things mattered to me... then things changed im not sure when that happened was it one day one time over time but it has and that is why im not sure i can trust you with my heart now from time to time you show you care... other times it is if im not there im tired of playen second to everything im tired of putting on a face for you in time you will see what you fake love has done to me i hope just once you get hurt the way you have hurt me they way you have hurt my heart but dont you worry for im not broken .. to bad i have found someone that does love me doesnt hurt me does make me feel like i feel i should maybe i asked to much maybe i didnt ask enough maybe i didnt ask the right questions maybe i did and you didnt answer but in time you will see that what you think matters not to me but the only thing i ask of you know is that you let me go let me love let me see what i can be you hurt me with out knowing you see

I Love You??? What A Load Of Shit
I love you You hear people say these words almost every day. Whether it be in passing or just someone saying it to you. But honestly? Who the hell actually knows what it means to be in love anymore? For the majority of people out there, they don't. Its just something you say to your bf/gf. Cause its what people do. Or they are just saying it because their partner said it first and they don't know what else to say. The reason for this rant is this. When you tell me that you love me, that I'm the one you want to spend your life with, make sure you freakin mean it. Saying you love me one week and then turning around 2 WEEKS later and saying you love someone else....is bullshit. You have no idea what that word actually stands for. You didn't truly love me for me. You loved the idea of being with someone. And that someone just happened to be me. I don't believe in love at 1st sight. I'm sorry. You can LUST at 1st sight. But that isn't the same thing as loving someone. Lo

Mirror
Standing in front of the mirror Watching all of life's possibilities go flashing across it Reaching out to grab onto one of them Trying to hold it close Wishing for a solid road to walk on Looking down at your feet Imagining walking along a broken and cracked road Trying to avoid all of the potholes and missing pieces Looking forward and seeing a smooth piece Wondering if this is just a mirage A trick played on you to help ease your fears Struggling to try to trust yourself Standing at the fork in the road Trying to see ahead Looking for that sign A sign saying "Take this one" Feeling a small hand slide into yours Looking down Seeing a little face looking up at you Trust written on his face Feeling your heart constrict Sweat making your palms slick Watching a smile bloom on his face The grip on your heart lessening Feeling your palms go dry Smiling down at him as you Take that first s

Politics
Obama funds $20M tax payer dollars to immigrate Hamas Refugees to the USA This is the news that didn't make the headlines... By executive order, President Barack Obama has ordered the expenditure of $20.3 million in migration assistance to the Palestinian refugees and conflict victims in Gaza . The "presidential determination" which allows hundreds of thousands of Palestinians with ties to Hamas to resettle in the United States was signed on January 27 and appeared in the Federal Register on February 4th. Few on Capitol Hill took note that the order provides a free ticket replete with housing and food allowances to individuals who have displayed their overwhelming support of the Islamic Resistance Movement (Hamas) in the parliamentary election of January 2006. A review of Barack Obama's most recent actions since he was inaugurated a little more than two months ago: His first call to any head of state as president was to Mahmoud Abbas, leader of F

Perfect Solitude!!!
With to much to say, I cant hold it in for another day, Cuz i might explode, And morph us into uncharted zones, My head is heavy with the knowledge it holds, And my heart is hardened from the lies its been told, Shamed and deceived, Boy just have faith and believe, In the wonders the eye cannot see, Personally, it doesnt feel right to me, So my journeys down another path, Where there's no fear of the Merciful One's wrath, Living life the way i choose, And avoiding the grips of your narrow minded views, A peaceful man but dont get it confused, Cuz if needed this sword will be used, And please dont be naive thinkin im in need of you, I've found my heaven, Rejoicing in this perfect solitude!!! 2009...TruthSquad!!!

Why Is It???
Why is it the voice of the people is silent... What fox news sells..we buy it.... We vote for american idols in mass.. Presidential elections we pass... Scores from sundays game..we got em Senators voting records..careless about em.. Wake up people and see whats at stake... To restore our true freedoms we must abolishthe central bank!!!!! TruthSquad © 2008

Shine Your Light(for Firefighterwill1974)
The cry of the city like a siren's song Wailing over the rooftops the whole night long Saw a shooting star like a diamond in the sky Must be someone's soul passing by These are the streets Where we used to run where your Papa's from These are the days Where you become what you become These are the streets Where the story's told The truth unfolds Darkness settles in Shine your light down on me Lift me up so i can see Shine your light when you're gone Give me the strength To carry on, carry on Don't wanna be a hero Just an everyday man Trying to do the job the very best he can But now it's like living on borrowed time Out on the rim, over the line Always tempting fate like a game of chance Never wanna stick around to the very last dance Sometimes i stumble and take a hard fall Loose(?) hold your grip off the wall Shine your light down on me Lift me up so i can see Shine your light when you're gone Give me the strength to carry on Carry on I though

History Of The Easter Egg
The Decorated Easter Egg The egg is nature's perfect package. It has, during the span of history, represented mystery, magic, medicine, food and omen. It is the universal symbol of Easter celebrations throughout the world and has been dyed, painted, adorned and embellished in the celebration of its special symbolism. Before the egg became closely entwined with the Christian Easter, it was honored during many rite-of-Spring festivals. The Romans, Gauls, Chinese, Egyptians and Persians all cherished the egg as a symbol of the universe. From ancient times eggs were dyed, exchanged and shown reverence. In Pagan times the egg represented the rebirth of the earth. The long, hard winter was over; the earth burst forth and was reborn just as the egg miraculously burst forth with life. The egg, therefore, was believed to have special powers. It was buried under the foundations of buildings to ward off evil; pregnant young Roman women carried an egg on their persons to foretell the

The Seven Symbols Of Kwanza
Mazao: Fruits, Nuts, and Vegetables Mazao, the crops (fruits, nuts, and vegetables), symbolizes work and the basis of the holiday. It represents the historical foundation for Kwanzaa, the gathering of the people that is patterned after African harvest festivals in which joy, sharing, unity, and thanksgiving are the fruits of collective planning and work. Since the family is the basic social and economic center of every civilization, the celebration bonded family members, reaffirming their commitment and responsibility to each other. In Africa the family may have included several generations of two or more nuclear families, as well as distant relatives. Ancient Africans didn't care how large the family was, but there was only one leader - the oldest male of the strongest group. For this reason, an entire village may have been composed of one family. The family was a limb of a tribe that shared common customs, cultural traditions, and political unity and were supposedly descended from c

Exactly
To All My Valued Employees, There have been some rumblings around the office about the future of this company, and more specifically, your job. As you know, the economy has changed for the worse and presents many challenges. However, the good news is this: The economy doesn't pose a threat to your job. What does threaten your job however, is the changing political landscape in this country. However, let me tell you some little tidbits of fact which might help you decide what is in your best interests. First, while it is easy to spew rhetoric that casts employers against employees, you have to understand that for every business owner there is a Back Story. This back story is often neglected and overshadowed by what you see and hear. Sure, you see me park my Mercedes outside. You've seen my big home at last years Christmas party. I'm sure; all these flashy icons of luxury conjure up some idealized thoughts about my life. However, what you don't see is the BACK STORY : I started this

Can't Believe
What I can't believe is that the one person that you love the most would want to look at other women. I don't understand that. I have put up with it for the last 4 years that we have been together. What is it that he get out of it. I don't get why he would do it right in front of me. If he is trying to say something why can't he just tell me to my face. Why doesn't he think or peoples feelings. I would figure since he married me that he wouldn't have to look at other women.

3 Cops Killed, 2 Injured In Pittsburgh Pa.
As some of you may not know about the act of terrorism that has happened in Pittsburgh, Pa. 3 Pittsburgh Police Officers were brutally murdered and two were injured. My heart and prayers go out to the families that were affected by this mornings acts of violence. It puts a thought in my mind.... WHAT IS THIS WORLD COMING TO? Because of One mans paranoia.... It hits close to home because I am a native of Pa. And my uncle is a Pa. State Trooper. Instead of focusing on the terrorism over seas... We need to focus on the terrorism that is going on right in our own back yards.

Blow Jobs - A Mans View
1. First of all, yes you're obligated to do it. If you don't, we will find someone (younger, prettier and dirtier) who will. 2. Second, swallowing a teaspoon full of cream is a hell of a lot easier than licking a dead fish. 3. You want to talk about farting? Does the word "queef" mean anything to you? 4. I will use your ears as I see fit. don't worry about it and be thankful I'm not pulling your hair. 5. When you're on your period, stuffing something in your mouth is the only way to stop you from bitching and moaning. Suck it up! 6. Speaking of which, if you are bleeding for five straight days, you need all the fluids you can get. trust me. 7. You bitch about the taste, but trust me when I tell you that we get the short end of the stick in flavor country. 8. At least there is no danger of a dick bleeding in your mouth. 9. Play with the balls. 10. No matter how good you think you are at it, we've had better. 11. Caress the ass, too. We like that! 12. Make hay when the sun shi

Little Boy At Nude Beach.cute :) T/u
Little Boy at Nude BeachA mother and father take their 6-year old son to a nude beach. As the boy walks along the sand, he notices that many of the women have boobs bigger than his mother's so he goes back to ask her why that is. She tells her son, "The bigger they are, the sillier the lady is." The boy, pleased with the answer, goes to play in the ocean but returns to tell his mother that many of the men have larger things than his dad does. She replies, "The bigger THEY are, the dumber the man is." Again satisfied with her answer, the boy goes back to the ocean to play. Shortly thereafter, the boy returns again, and promptly tells his mother: "Daddy is talking to the silliest lady on the beach. And the longer he talks, the dumber he gets.

Different Ways Of Looking At Things.t/u Jan
A little boy went up to his father and asked: 'Dad, where did my intelligence come from?'The father replied. 'Well, son, you must have got it from your mother, cause I still have mine..'-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------'Mr.Clark, I have reviewed this case very carefully,' the divorce courtJudge said, 'And I've decided to give your wife $775 a week,''That's very fair, your honor,' the husband said. 'And every now and then I'll try to send her a few bucks myself.'---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------A doctor examining a woman who had been rushed to the Emergency room, took the husband aside, and said, 'I don't like the looks of your wife at all.''Me neither doc,' said the husband. 'But she's a great cook and really good with the kids.'---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------An old man goes to the Wizar

Roulette
I have a problem that I cannot explain,I have no reason why it should have been so plain,Have no questions but I sure have excuse,I lack the reason why I should be so confused,I know, how I feel when Im around you,I dont know, how I feel when Im around you,Around you,Left a message but it aint a bit of use,I have the pictures, the wild might be the deuce,Today you called, you saw me, you explained,Playing the show and running down the plane,I know, how I feel when Im around you,I dont know, how I feel when Im around you,I know, how I feel when Im around you,I dont know, how I feel when Im around you,Around you, around you, around you...

Where
standing at the edge of your bed he entered through the window watching waiting you only get 3 moves he says you heart beats rapidly picking up pace sleep isn't on your mind anymore standing at the edge of your bed in a raincoat and hat, burley and bearded. you've known him since you've created him first choice the left foot second choice you were on your arm, but you must move it to get comfortable one more he said only one. you ask what happens if i move more the 3 times? no reply. he decides to grab the chair that sits at the desk sitting down, you twitch...he doesn't realize now sitting at the edge of your bed he waits for you to fall. the next morning comes.. the chair back under the desk and the window shut. no sign of the burly bearded man you wonder. wheres Gary?

Part I I Say
IT's been too long too long I say We all are moving whether it's backwards or forward we are moving! STILL. Stay STILL. Feed me the pill. I watch everyone moving forward and a lot more fading further and quicker. It was real all along. Still. Stay STILL. Your moment is gone. Will you catch another one? We can't say but it's been too long too long I say

Some Ladies On Fubar
why do alot of these woman put nsfw pics up then want people to buy them v i ps or bilng packs or to spend money period im here to have friends and yes admire pics i rate all i can but these woman still dont allow there private pics to be seen ?why have them ? if they add or except u as a friend they should open all there pics for free theres some of us on limited income and would love to look but im not paying to see i will just not add them thx

Time Hold Still....
Time hold stillFor meIf only for this momentAs my soul surrendersTo my heart’s resolveWhen what lies insideIs worn on my sleeveSo delicately balancingOn the edge of foreverWhile dark skies are beckoningAnd the prospect of nightShines brighter than the sunWith Heaven’s rains now caressing usSo clearly painting scenesFrom my watercolor memoryOf what has beenAnd of what will beTo be lovedAs no one soul has knownWhen hope allows destinyTo give life to loveAnd sets it free...Sweet kiss deliver meTo you

Listen.
When I ask you to listen to me and you start giving advice, you have not done what I asked. When I ask you to listen to me and you begin to tell me why I shouldn't feel that way, you are trampling on my feelings. When I ask you to listen to me and you feel you have to do something to solve my problem, you have failed me, strange as that may seem. Listen! All I asked, was that you listen not talk or do - just hear me. Advice is cheap. 10 cents will get you both Dear Abby and Billy Graham in the same newspaper. And I can do for myself; I'm not helpless Maybe discouraged and faltering, but not helpless. When you do something for me that I can and need to do for myself, you contribute to my fear and weakness. But, when you accept as a simplefact that I do feel what I feel, no matter how irrational, then I can quit trying to convince you and can get about the business of understanding what's behind this irrational feeling. And when that's clear, the answers

Born Into A Funny Farm
Born into a funny farm All loony from day one Four nut cases under one roof I can see the danger, cant you? No one drools Unless they’re sleeping No one cares Unless I am creeping In our rooms we sit Rocking back and forth Yes we are crazy, But that’s just it! Our house is a funny farm Each of us crazy In our own special way Loons and nut cases all in one Born into a funny farm Our house is a funny farm Come on in You’re welcome to stay Don’t mind our taste in fashion It suits us all very well! The wrap around sleeves The buckles on the back We love our white jackets, And our pretty padded walls And laughing at each other As we make one another fall! I was born into a funny farm Welcome to our funny farm You can stay if you like Where loons and freaks will live as one!

Friends
Well here it is, I like to have lots of friends on here, like to chat with you when I can, love to see nsfw pics the more sike and the more creative you are the better i like them and the higher the rates and more comments I give. Girls or Guys you all are wecome, so invite me to your friends list. I am a stright married male who loves to show my ns pics also like your comments also. I do not or will not rate any pics that does not have you in them, I think it is a waste of space to post shit that you find on the internet or something that is not original to yourself.

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Put Her In Her Place~ Part3
They finished breakfast and June got ready for work. Dan wasn't in any hurry since he was off the next week. He had a lot of vacation time built up and had to "use it or lose it." He had planned to spend the week at a lodge in the mountains where he could fish and, generally, just be alone. He'd had the reservation for a month now. While June was showering, he considered canceling the reservation, certain he'd rather spend that vacation time here with her.Hey, I know, he thought. She can take the week off and go with me. If she doesn't like to fish, I'll bet I can think of some other things to do. That's what I'll do. I'll ask her to come along, if she can get the time off. June came back from the bathroom wrapped in a towel that hung from her breasts to just below the junction of her lovely legs. It covered only the essentials. She had her hair all fixed and her make-up on. All that was left was to find the ideal outfit to wear. She let the towel drop to the floor on her way to the cl

Muse-supermassive Black Hole Lyrics
Oh baby don't you know I suffer?Oh baby can't you hear me moan?You caught me under false pretencesHow long before you let me go?Oooh...You set my soul alightOooh...You set my soul alight(oooh...You set my soul alight)Glaciers melting in the dead of nightAnd the superstars sucked into the supermassive(oooh...You set my soul alight)Glaciers melting in the dead of nightAnd the superstars sucked into the supermassiveI thought I was a fool for no-oneOh baby I'm a fool for youYou're the queen of the superficialAnd how long before you tell the truthOooh...You set my soul alightOooh...You set my soul alight(oooh...You set my soul alight)Glaciers melting in the dead of nightAnd the superstars sucked into the supermassive(oooh...You set my soul alight)Glaciers melting in the dead of nightAnd the superstars sucked into the supermassive(sucked into the supermassive)Supermassive black holeSupermassive black holeSupermassive black holeSupermassive black holeGlaciers melting in the dead of nightAnd t

Sigh
How can I tell this certain person that I love him and that he will believe me? My love. It's true it's true. I love you. I love you with all of my heart. I will kill the people that bother you. Thats how much I love you. My dark love, oh how will we rule the dark brutal hell. You are my love. My lust. My life.

2 Lovers Undress
You're a shaft of lightIn my crimson evening.Let's make each other beautiful;You in a silver ball gown,Shoulders shine above itAbove superb resilient breasts.Slow, sensual dance, rustling fabrics,Hands, breath to lips and tonguesHeld through this breeze.I've striven in my work-outsFor this moment;I'm yours to relish,you're mine to savour.So now undo me, see legs first- Yours I'll matchNow find my waist and torso- Feel at firstAnd then unbutton,Peel and see.In shorts I stand before you now,AthleticYou're throbbing for the next -You take my waistband, drawNow I'm just in trunks- Erotic in your smouldering light.I'll do the same for you, I'm delicatewith zips and buttons, bucklesRelease your gown,A glittering parachuteand you step out- In what I dreamed you'd wear:A purple strapless one-pieceClining to your toned lovely fromA one-piece proclaimsA woman's fullest power#Coincealing, revealing,Balance just right - to draw on,and you can wear oneBefore all others.Now you're my bathing beauty,

"admirer Her"
She wore her sexiest white lingerie. The bra was push up and kind of sheer. It framed her breasts beautifully. They were perfect sitting up high on her chest. Her panties were g-string also a bit sheer in the front. In the right light they would be see through. She was aware of that fact and it turned her on.She wore stockings, thigh highs, they made her feel sexy and a little dirty. She'd been wearing a skirt all day and when she crossed her legs her bare thighs were visible to anyone who looked her way.She was well aware of this as well and enjoyed the stares. At this moment she was in her bedroom and could not wait for the encounter that was about to take place. There was an admirer there and she loved it.As she ran her fingers through her hair down the side of her face and one finger slid down over her lip and just barely into her mouth. As she sucked her finger her admirer did the same.She reached behind her and unhooked her bra. Her admirer watched intently and removed clothing a

Fire
It burns in your soul. It burns in your eyes. You can never reveal, The secrets that it hides. You never know, Who has it in store. You can never tell, Whats going on next door. But answer me this.. DO you know.. Whats going on, Inside of your own body? Or your mind... Or soul? Tell me.. DO you ever fear, Whats not to be told? Do you ever Hold, The secrets.. Thats in your soul?

The Notorious B.i.g.-juicy
This song inspires me to do better. And this song is Juicy by The Notorious B.I.G. It lets you know that no matter how bad your situation is, or no matter how people put you down or people will say that you can't do it, remember, DON'T EVER GIVE UP ON YOUR DREAMS AND DECLARE THAT DREAM LIKE IT'S YOURS, AND YOU CAN TURN THE NEGATIVES IN YOUR LIFE INTO A POSITIVE. (Fuck all you hoes) Get a grip motherfucker.Yeah, this album is dedicated to all the teachers that told me I'd never amount to nothin', to all the people that lived above the buildings that I was hustlin' in front of that called the police on me when I was just tryin' to make some money to feed my daughters, and all the niggaz in the struggle, you know what I'm sayin'?Uh-ha, it's all good baby bay-bee, uhVerse One: It was all a dream I used to read Word Up magazine Salt'n'Pepa and Heavy D up in the limousine Hangin' pictures on my wall Every Saturday Rap Attack, Mr. Magic, Marley Marl I let my tape rock 'til my tape poppedSm

Hate Mornings...
Hate mornings...especially when I have to be up early for work. I have no idea what time I fell asleep. I remember seeing the clock several times around 12am. I remember seeing 12 am, 12:30am, 1:40am, 2:20am.... Then Tigger, one of my cats decided he wanted to bug me. I woke up one last time and the clock read 3:40....ugh, alarm goes off in 20 mins. Tigger was being all mushy...laying next to me, purring, trying to get me to pet him..so I petted him throughout those last 20 mins lying in bed. Usually when he's this mushy and he knows your in bed...it's becaue that big turd is hungry. Mittens was at the end of the bed against my feet. My baby girl.... I petted her with my foot while I petted Tigger... So I get up, put my eye balls in...weigh myself, groaned at the number, took my shower, Tigger following me all the way down the stairs and his food dish was full. I see Rich playing on WoW, talking to his WoW friends online and I'm thinking.... Okay, either you ignored Tigger for his

Rating
for anyone who reads this blog i am not ratin any pics or folders tht have a hundred or more pics in the folder ill rate pics that are under 100 or less that is all im ratin cos u dont get anything for doing it all u get is a thanks atleast rate back there is no harm in ratin back ffs (fu) for those of u that do rate back ill continue to rate all ur pics that if ur a dear close friend if u have folders that have 100 or more pics im not touching those folders so dont think ill do it thanks all bye dj jye milly

Work
well looks like I will be djing again for rockinroaylradio...if you want to hear me on the air I will be on on sat and on friday...just drop by the station's website to see the times and chat with other djs.... www.rockinroyalradio.com

Closein This Account
Well I am sayin good bye to this account ... I want to thank everyone but its not worth it to be honest ... not to many on my friends have been honest yet let alone show they where true friends ... I do have new account and I been workin on it ... I will only add people who I can call real true friends and who have earn it ... its shame people play there games and hide shit ... but i wont brin it out , i let the secret come out and hurt themself ... if anyone is 100% serious about addin to my new account , you have to to understand when you are added you need to learn to chat not play games

Working
I have been working long hours helping a friend prepare for and IRS audit. After looking at numbers all day long my eyes hurt. What's the cure? Well, I slip on the headsets and listen to some rock at www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm for some respite from the daily cares of the world. Rock On!

Finger Wrap
Have you ever been wrapped around a finger? I just hear The Police singning about that. If that finger is good then I wouldn't mind being wrapped around it. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm for a finger wrap. Tune in!

I Trust A Friend
ok so i really trust someone who is a friend of mine... we havent been friends for too long but long enuf that i trust him... he says that hes happy i trust him... but it worries him too.. when i asked why he said "every time somebody trusts me that much, they end up getting hurt....maybe not by me, but because of a decision i make..." and i didnt reply and he said "so even though i like the fact that you trust me, at the same time i worry that you'll end up getting hurt" i dont know what to say to that... he means a lot to me and we spend a lot of time together and he defends me when guys are acting retarded to me... but hes still my friend and i do feel i can trust him... i just dont know exactly what i am to do... i dont get what he means by hurting me...

This Is A Sad One
This was written on one of the rare "down" days I have, and it wasnt a good day at all. "Loss"The wind blowsthe sun shinesthe birds singandmy soul is dyingDarkness descendsover mewhile the sun blazesI feelFlatLike a soda left openon the tableovernightReason and logic fail memadness prevailsMy mindtwists itselfinto a parodyinto a monster

Coding
I MAY NOT KNOW HOW TO CODE A LOUNGE JUST YET BUT I DO KNOW A THING OR TOO ABOUT BULLETINS AND COMMENTS... DO YOU WANNA LEAN THE EASY WAY TO HTML COMMENTING OR BULLETINS.... COME TALK TO ME AND I'LL SHOW YOU WHAT I KNOW THANKS ALL

Just Insane
Trying to act happy; but the pain is killing me inside Ripping my chest is this some kind of test? I just want to rest but the pain is doing it best Shh, don't try to explane Pain made me already insane just like you

My Letter To Nicole
of all the things I have said and done nothing in my life compares to the day you came into my life and told me that you love me. My life was only about me, me, me now it is about you, you, you. One day I hope our dreams will come true, the day it becomes about us, us, us. I know I have never done anything in my life that would make me worthy of your love, even now I have done things to upset you and make you cry. Each time you have forgiven me. Each time you have have told me you love me still. Every time I hear those words I stop and think of how wonderful you truely are, My one dream above all is to make you proud of me, proud to say that I am yours and you are mine. I love you more then anything. You are the light that brightens my days and the fire that warms my soul.

Evil Curse
Damn evil aunt flow is here.....cramps are killing me. Pills not even working... I did some shopping...sorta. Went to try to find some new jeans but didn't like most of them and with how fat i am, they didn't have any good ones....then again, I went to Ross. went to target to get some stuff....took a nap...clenaed..stupid ants are back and that's about it...oh so exciting

Divorce Update
today i requested that my "wife" meet me at the courthouse to get signitures notarized and to officially file the divorce papers. She tried to set me up. Her flavor of the day was 2 blocks away waiting for her to call and tell him there was trouble. In a fit of rage i ripped the papers up and told her off. I then went back into the courthouse, and redid the papers. Although this time i filed them under the reason of mental cruelty. Oh yea and there is a surprise waiting for her when the sheriff serves the paperwork on her. So the way things are looking now, cinco de mayo will be my new independance day. Wish me luck you sexy fu's!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fly Away
Butterfly, you flew awayAnd at first I didn't knowHow each hard day wasStraining on you soLittle butterfly, so fragileWith a wingspan of compassionYou flew with swift emotionWhile I was grounded by my rationSmall butterfly, I know thatYou can do it, when you flewBecause I have seen thatLonging freedom deep down inside of youMy lonely butterfly, my dearCan I call you my own? Or were you meant only toBe free to forever roamButterfly, will you come backTo this home I've made in my heartIf you should come, I feel thatTogether, we can make our brand new start.

Death Penalty
Juvenile offender faces imminent execution in Iran Delara Darabi, an Iranian woman convicted of murdering a relative when she was 17, is reported to be facing execution in the next few days. Her lawyer, Abdolsamad Khorramshahi, received a phone call from Delara Darabi on 21 March in which she said that she had heard rumours in Rasht Prison that she would be executed in the coming days. Delara Darabi has been detained at Rasht Prison in northern Iran since her arrest in 2003. According to information received by Amnesty International, Delara Darabi is facing execution between 18 and 20 April. Amnesty International has urged the Iranian authorities to commute her death sentence. Iran is a state party to the International Covenant on Civil and Political Rights and the Convention on the Rights of the Child, which prohibit the use of the death penalty against juvenile offenders - people convicted of crimes committed when they were under 18. The Iranian authorities have executed at l

Missing......
You dreamed for heavens, I dreamed of love You kissed my lips But why I'm feeling like you're not good anymore Drowned into memories, Drowned from hopes Love is only word, for you.. I should stop dreaming Becouse, there you are.. Smiling in heaven..

In Reality
In Reality You'll Not get me into an argument about religion or politics. No one ever wins. If I am to reach someone I want to influence them by my gentle nudging and by the life I live. I have discovered that arguing only creates distance. Frankly, the differences of opinion in both those areas excites me. I celebrate our differences. What I try to focus on is where we are connected. For me the most difficult thing to define is "reality." I just had a long conversation with a friend about his perception of his life. His reality seemed dim, dark and doomed for destruction. As hard as I tried, I could not see his life that way. He fought with me and was angry because I could not validate his demise. Everyday I receive messages from people who have locked themselves in a cell limited only by their perceptions. When I worked on a radio show a number of years ago, a young man called to say, "You make me sick!" He went on to criticize my Pollyanna views of the world and life itself. I never

A Cold Rainy Day~ Part1
When I woke up this morning, it was on the cold side. It had been raining, off and on for two days and this morning the sun peaked out for a few minutes, just after dawn. Then it went back to a slow drizzling, cold rain. My girlfriend had kissed me goodbye as she left for a three day business trip, just before the rain started and was due home today. To say I was in a good mood was an understatement. Not seeing Ann for three days was bad enough, but to have it rain on top of that made it even worse. Ann, now there's a lady to study on. Five foot, seven inches of beautiful curves and long, long legs. When I had been introduced to her at a Christmas party four years ago, she had seemed very standoffish and cold. I found out later that attitude was caused by a very jealous and childish boyfriend. I was lucky enough to have run into her shortly after she dumped him and we've been together ever since. She had called around eight AM to say she would be home around two, if everything went ok

Ex Husband
So right now I am going through a divorce. Now mind you this has been going on since last year. It has taken him this long to come to terms with things and yet he is still putting the brakes on the process. Well I have just gotten word that he is trying to fight something else which he will lose but this is all in a ploy to get me back. He is now trying to say that we had an arrangement before we got married in 2005. Which is untrue. We both fell head over heels for eachother. Since I have been using my medical benefits and he has to give me a small amount of money (which I am putting towards divorcing him) he is using everything and yet he hasn't learned that he will lose yet again. My attorney is a bad ass and I am proud she is on my side. Well this is the lastest thing. I have a lot of friends who are in the military. Navy, Army, and Marine Corp. And some of my Navy friends just got back from being on deployment and so they had invited me to go party with them but the catcher is on

My Mom
hey people i have lost my mom she was my best friend and my hero and i love her with all my heart and soul and i wish i could wake up again and see her and here her laught and talk to me anyways she die of heart failure and i miss her more and more everyday and all i got left now is my daddy and my 8 siblins and i hope u all now i am very heart broken my my die on march 28. 2009 at 12:45 and i miss her everyday and i dont have no friends and i wish i can have friends to talk to anyways thank u for listen to me your friend amber and please leave me a comment

A Guy
A GUY LIKES TO PLAY GAMES. HE WILL WANT TO PLAY YOU LIKE A CARD IN A HAND OF POKER.THEY ONLY SEEM TO WANT YOU IF YOU ARE GOOD FOR THE HAND.AND YOU HOPE AND PRAY THAT YOU ARE THE WILD CARD THATTHEY NEED TO WIN.A GUYS WANTS A WOMAN THAT HE CAN DO THINGS WITH. SOMEONE WHO IS NOT DEMANDING, BUT IS UNDERSTANDING.A WOMAN WHO CAN DO THE THINGS HE LIKES TO DO.A GUY WANTS SOMEONE THEY CAN BRAG ON. AND BE PROUD OF.AND IS NOT ASHAMED TO TAKE ANYWHERE.YES, I KNOW I CAN BE HARD ON A GUY BUT IF YOU WILL THINK ABOUT IT THATS ALL A WOMAN REALLY WANTS FROM A GUY.WE DON'T WANT TO FEEL LIKE YOUR LITTLE SLUT.WE JUST WANT SOMEONE TO HOLD US. WE DON'T ALL ASK FOR MUCH.WE JUST WANT SOMEONE WE CAN GET ALONG WITH AND FEEL GOOD ABOUT OURSELF.I KNOW NOT ALL GUYS ARE TOTAL JACKASSES .ALL A GUY NEEDS IS SOMEONE TO MELT THE BLOCK OF ICE AROUND THEIR HEART.

Some Funnies
acting the maggot means: behaving foolishly or annoying. crack or craic means: having some fun. drawers means: her panties or knickers. fella means: another word used for boyfriend gas means: having fun,also enjoyment. bold means: bing naughty. fair play means: well done lad means: another word used too describe a man or group of people. full shilling means: mentally competent snug means: cosy booth shift means: kissing courting means: old word used for dating a person. feck means: another word for the fck naw means: another word for no nip means: nude on the piss means: out pub drinking. plastered means: drunk tackies means: runners up a duff: ur pregnant vixen means: cute woman hows me auld flower? another one used too asking how the person is. hows she cutting? how you getting on? bird: another word used for girl gaff: another word used for appartment or house

Physical Exam
An 85-year-old man was requested by his doctor for a sperm count as part of his physical exam The doctor gave the man a jar and said, 'Take this jar home and bring back a semen sample tomorrow.' The next day the 85-year-old man reappeared at the doctor's office and gave him the jar, which was as clean and empty as on the previous day. The doctor asked what happened and the man explained, 'Well Doc, it's like this - first I tried with my right hand, but nothing. Then I tried with my left hand, but still nothing. Then I asked my wife for help. She tried with her right hand, then with her left- still nothing. She tried with her mouth, first with the teeth in, then with her teeth out- still nothing. We even called up Arleen, the lady next door and she tried too, first with both hands, then an armpit, and she even tried squeezing it between her knees, but still nothing.' The doctor was shocked! 'You asked your neighbor?' The old man replied, 'Yep, none of us could get th

Lol
You're a Detective! Just call you Sherlock Holmes! Your love of complicated concepts is reflected in the way you spend your free time. Detectives tend to like reading, chess, word games – anything that stretches their mental muscle. Science-related activities, such as astronomy and computers fascinate Detectives! Mysteries, puzzles, brain-teasers and Sudoku can keep you happy for hours. You would rather play with ideas than objects. Your natural curiosity shapes your hobbies and interests. You easily use both deduction and intuition to solve a problem – as long as you discover the answer, you're satisfied. Detectives can find a great partner in any of the Interest types, but tend to work best with other Detectives, as well as DIYers and Artists.

David's Knots~
His slut and his alone!I arrive at the hotel with instructions to be ready.. You would be driving to the hotel right after work and I was so excited at the idea of seeing you again. It has been so long. I don’t have a lot of time to prep so I lite the candles and drew the curtains, fold down the spread and fluff the pillows.I take a shower to get myself ready for you. I know you will be upset that I didn’t have time to shave my pussy. I still don’t have time now but I am hoping that your desire to fuck me will have you over look my lack of the smoothness you prefer. I stand under the warm water covering ever inch of my body with scented soap so you will enjoy it as you touch and kiss me. My soapy fingers follow the trail yours did the last time we were together. Down my neck, so sensitive for your kisses and bites. Down to my breasts. Oh god, I can still feel your slaps and bites. How you pulled and sucked them. Each touch of my hands are like electricity. Each shock

Poem...poem.....poems...!!!!
Poem tells how to kill. Poem tells how to commit suicide. Poem tells how to love. Poems are mostly fantasy. Not real. Some poems tell you how to hate. Some poems tell you how to be sad. Some poems are rude, And they tell their owners afwul life. Like mine. How hard it is to make a poem, Poem of every day life? Life of normal human, That most of us live? Some of us doesen't

I Need Some Help Please
Okay Im stuck on level 24 right now and I could some help from yall Id like to make level 25 before I loose my vip in a few days and I would appreciate so much if you all would come help me out here theres alot of you on my list that I rate alot and I dont usually ask for alot of help because Im to proud because I like to level on my own but all I am askinf for now is alittle love an respect to be returned to me for all the time i have put in rating all of you all...thanks Pink

Dumb Questions, Even Dumber Answers Part 5
-have you ever seen a homo sapiens? -no but i´ve heard about them -why dont we fall of the earth? -cause its flat! -what do you think about hunting wild mangos? -thats cruel. animals have rights too. and my favorite... -how to you prevent yourself from getting charisma? -wear warm clothes!

The Choice Is Up To You
One day when you are older And the whole world is at your feet, you will wake up one day and realize all the odds that you have beat. And all these foolish teenage years, won’t seem to matter then, your a much better person than that, don’t let them drag you in. Cause God has a greater plan for you, that’s the reason why your here, He gave you life to live and breath, and loved ones to hold you dear. He gave you a great big heart, that should be beating with joy inside, You have so much to offer someone, don’t run away and hide. This is the time of your life, that determines the road you will take, everything you do is important, especially the choices you make. Your whole Life lies before you, what do you choose to do. Let it pass by or make it great the choice is up to you…

Lord Please Bless My Computer
Every night I lie in bedThis little prayer inside my headGod bless my mom and dadand bless my childrenand take care of my spousewho brings me so much joy…God, there’s just one more thingI wish that you would doif you don’t mind my askingto bless my ‘puter, too??Now I know that it’s not normalto bless a small machinebut listen just a secondand I’ll try to explain…You see, that little metal boxholds more than odds and endsInside those small componentsrest a hundred loving friends.Some it’s true I’ve never seenand most I’ve never met…never shaken hands orever truly hugged, and yet…I know for sure they love meby the kindnesses they give,and this little scrap of metalis how I get to where they live.By faith is how I know them,Much the same as I know You.I share in life it brings them,So if it’s OK with you…Just take an extra minutefrom your duties up above…to bless this little hunk of steelthat&r

How I Feel This Month....
My first blog... All my blogs will be lyrics to songs...since a lot of them apply to my life...This is my theme song....had it since high school....This sums up how I feel, I'm just sick of it all... Heart breaker, soul shaker I've been told about you Steamroller, midnight stroller What they've been saying must be true Red hot mama Velvet charmer Time's come to pay your dues Now you're messin' with a A son of a bitch Now you're messin' with a son a' bitch Now you're messin' with a A son of a bitch Now you're messin' with a son a' bitch Talkin' jivey, poison ivy You ain't gonna cling to me Man taker, born faker I ain't so blind I can't see Now you're messin' with a A son of a bitch Now you're messin' with a son a' bitch Now you're messin' with a A son of a bitch Now you're messin' with a son a' bitch

I Found This On The Internet...are We So Obvious?
Easy ways to tell if a guy is interested in you: He flirts with you. He smiles at you a lot. He always teases you or makes fun/jokes. He will also go out of his way to be as near you as possible without being obvious. He sends you flowers. During a conversation, he mirrors your actions and your voice fluctuations. This action is referred to as "mirroring" and is a very positive sign that he is interested. He compliments you a lot. He develops a special nickname for you. He is very willing to help you out or do you favors (like rides home, or physical work). He laughs at all your jokes/will try to make you laugh. He mentions activities that you are interested in so there is a chance for you two to do them together. He remembers little things that you've talked about before a long time ago, and brings them up in conversations to let you know that he remembered. His pupils dilate when he looks at you. Our pupils will dilate when we are looking at an

Masters Magic Box~
Dim lit room, soft shadowed gloom. Dark as night, shivers of fright. Come to me slave, and kneel before me. I am your Master and fearfully you adore me. Pain is the vessel, it carries the gift. Knowing it is coming makes your spirits lift. ...Kneeling before him, you look quietly at the floor and shiver in partial fear and anticipation. Your Master looms before you and you hear him pushing it along in front of him with his foot. "Oh, GOD!" You feel butterflies in your stomach, you feel a lump of dread weighing heavy on your soul. Oh, what powerful sensations course through your shivering body! Inching closer, you can see it from the corner of your downcast eyes and you release a soft and quiet sigh. "The box!" Joy and fear crowd together in your mind. You hear the box stop and your Master walk to stand directly behind you, he leans down and roughly grasps your hair in his hand and pulls you to your feet. "Thank you Master" you say in a soft and quivering voice and then you wince from t

The Ultimate Connection
ya know i have often mused what i felt that ultimate connection was between two ppl ... this is what i think and feel it is and if u dont give a rats butt then stop reading now loll ........ u wake up in the morning and think bout that person and all ur thoughts and doings thru the day r omg i have to tell him bout that or u try desperatly to remember jokes just so he can laugh later if u can tell it correctly loll.. u fall asleep with that person with u no matter what even when hes far from u - ur safer for the connection and knowing that time cant separate u ..... you begin to value time to talk and share more than anything else in the world and its like u have seen nothing be4 them ....u share ur self and give unconditionally and smile while u do it cause for some reason it just feels so damn good ......... u touch each others souls without actual touch and when u do touch in a physical sense its like bombs go off in ur body and slivers of silver slice ur heart and bind it b

How Can I Be Like You?
The moon isn’t half full or half emptyThe sun isn’t clear as day or as bright as lightningThe lemons aren’t as sour as the oranges are sweetBut the yellows taste as good as the greensSo juicy and full of goodnessHumans we may be, but why lie in clouded dreamsThe world is full of creativity and nativitySo why try to harness it in the ball of your handWhy just sit there like a zombie as they feed you a story not so trueWhy schedule your free time around a box with pictures in a tubeWhy wear only colors that match, when the rest look so goodWhy try to make me like you, your desires are different then mineWhy can’t you love me as I love you, your pages are as beautiful as mineThat is why I love you because I don’t seek myselfOur common interests keep us whole but our looks keep us apartYour tones are not mine; you ideas are not your ownShare them but don’t force them upon my browFor then I shall leave you bitter sweet in miseryIf we all where models then

Usa 3, Pirates 0
In Africa from Djibouti at the southern end of the Red Sea eastward through the Gulf of Aden to round Cape Guardafui at the easternmost tip of Africa (also known as "The Horn of Africa") is about a 600 nm transit before you stand out into the Indian Ocean. That transit is comparable in distance to that from the mouth of the Mississippi at New Orleans to the tip of Florida at Key West-- except that 600 nm over there is infested with Somalia pirates. Ships turning southward at the Horn of Africa transit the SLOC (Sea Lane of Commerce) along the east coast of Somalia because of the prevailing southerly currents there. It's about 1,500 nm on to Mombassa, which is just south of the equator in Kenya. Comparably, that's about the transit distance from Portland Maine down the east coast of the US to Miami Florida. In other words, the ocean area being patrolled by our naval forces off the coast of Somalia is comparable to that in the Gulf of Mexico from the Mississippi River east to Miami t

"in Love And Lonely"
In love and lonely In love and lonely I'm not with you my baby Just to see you cry I'm in love with you Not the tears in your eyes I can't remember The last time you smiled Oh I know how it feels I know what it's like To be In love and lonely In love and lonely Don't know what to do my baby It's not alright This can't be the end The time to say good bye No I won't walk away that easy After all this time Oh you know how it feels You know what it's like To be In love and lonely In love and lonely Oh you know how it feels You know what it's like You know how it is But you just can't stop crying In love and lonely In love and lonely In love and lonely In love and lonely

I Love You With All I Am
I love you with all I amAnd all I'll ever be.You are my moon, my sun and stars,My earth, my sky, my sea. My love for you goes down and downBeneath both life and death,So deep it must remain when IHave drawn my last faint breath. Holding you for months and yearsWill make Time disappear,Will make your lips my lips, your faceMy face, your tear my tear; Will make us one strange personageAll intertwined in bliss,Not man or woman, live or dead--Just nothing--but a kiss!

My Heart
I love you with all my heart;I long for you when we're apart; I wish I could wipe away all your tears;Look you in your eyes and somehow take away all your fears; I wish I could also take away your pain;Love you in such a way that you will know you have everything to gain; I want to take you in my arms and hold you ever tight;Show you that you're the one I love with all my might; I know in my heart you're the best;There is no comparison to the rest; Being with you makes my heart sing;I believe together we could do anything; I'm ever consumed by your presence;It only takes your essence; The chemistry between us is on fire;My love for you will never tire.

I Want You
I'll tell it rather simply;I'll say it plain and true-A single thing is all I wantAnd all I want is you. There are no other riches,No treasures or possessionsThat ever could compare with you,My fondest of obsessions. You are the very air I breathe,The ration that sustains me.You're all my thoughts tied up as one,The laugh that entertains me. You're all that life need ever give,The maximum that's due.If I could ask for anything,I'd only ask for you.

A Dream
Here I sit, thinking only of youWondering what is to become of usUnderstanding all you have been throughHoping to slowly gain your trustMy heart aches for you, and also I yearnI want to understand youIn hopes that I will learnYour unique and special qualities amaze meYour smileYour mindYour voice and its beautiful soundYour eyesYour hairYour ability to cheer me upWhen you see that I am downMy feelings for you go beyond that of wordsAnd at first it didn't seem realBut that just taught me a lessonIn doubting what I feelIt seems I dreamed you into lifeAnd the reason for my stareThe bluest skyThe deepest seaDon't even compareBecky, you're so very special in every single wayAnd thoughts of youRun through my headEvery hour of the dayI hope that you will understandJust how I feel about youI want to be your guiding handFor all that you go through

Voice Of Seduction
It was another lonely eveningIn another lonely barWhen across the crowded gatheringI see, there you areIntoxicating beauty and grace and poiseSeemingly unaffected by the crowd and the noiseI watched you deflect suitors by the dozenHovering about and stalking you like a covenI sat and we talked and I no longer had a choiceUncommon beauty and a lively intelligenceA rare combination beneath such a lovely countenanceAnd, oh lord, such an exquisite voiceLow and breathy, full of promiseThe voice of seductionEroticism, witticism, full of compassionA voice that prompts thoughts ofNights of wild abandonOf full moons.... Above warm tropical rainsOf long moonlit walks on the sandsOf fine wines and candlelit dinnersOf mountain log cabins with crackling firesOf romantic destinations, nights filled by sighsA woman whose conversation is an eventIntelligent, inventive, romantic, and heaven-sentKnowledgeable about so many subjectsWith a voice that entrances sweet and directA woman's maturity and a litt

I Wanna Know....
I would like to know your current favorite song and your all time favorite. Mine are current Careless whisper by Seether (i know a wham remake) :P All time i think it would be Ballad of Curtis Loew by Lynyrd Skynyrd Ok whats yours ?

My True Love
I wonder if I dreamed of you-if you would appear?To make my nights full of love,and always hold me near.I wonder if I thought of you-if you would feel it in your soul?Like two spirits in the universe,who always seem to know.Even if the stars went blackand the sun were to shine no more.They could find their way to each other,no matter how far the shore.Safely in each other's arms, to bid the rest of time.Finding Eternal Loveso many seek to find.Caring for each otherthrough the worst of storms.Leaning on the arms of loveand never need anymore.This is how I feel for you,I've known it all along.You are my one true loveMy world.. My heart.. My soul!

Can't Decide What To Do??
This place has changed so much, Since the 1st time i joined. Everyone so friendly now seems like the people are not as nice as they used to be. When you accept a friend they would rate n fan you and respected you for who you are! Am so bored here nothing fun do any more! My question is what should i do should i stay here see if "things get better" or should i leave just take a brake for a while???

I Own You~ Version One
"I own you-you are my slave and mine alone" again and again, as if it is a chant, you tell me as you fuck me with long smooth thrusts, kissing me fiercely, waiting until you know I'm about to orgasm. Before I actually do, you slip out of me, pulling me up and onto my knees, grabbing and pinning my wrists together tightly. I gasp, the pain so sudden, so fierce. You tell me that you want to prove to me that I can place myself totally in your care. You ask me to surrender to you, totally, to obey you without any question; you tell me you will cherish me for it. Your blue, blue eyes stare unblinking into my soft brown ones as you wait for me to agree. I have no choice but to accept. I know, as well as you do that I am yours. I cannot refuse you. "Yes, My Beloved, Master, I surrender myself to you and I will obey you." I gaze up at you, and nod. You look at me kneeling in front of you with my wrists clamped in one of your hands and the moist swell of my pussy in your other. The expression

Is This Love?
You turn away When you're in my sight; Tell me, Is this love? You have me crying Through the night; Tell me, Is this love? You draw my attention, Then ignore me again; Tell me, Is this love? You like me once, But despise my taste; Tell me, Is this love? You don't know Where your heart is placed; Tell me, Is this love? You think That my true love will pass; Tell me, Is this love? You don't bother to see Who's in my grasp; Tell me, Is this love? Why can't you be What I can see Beyond your handsome smile? Just look at me, And you will see How love can take a while. Oh, for the precious longing Of a present from above, God has given you to me, And this is all my love.

Going Home People.
Well friends, family, and comlete strangers, I am suppossed to be home on the 20th or so of May. Excited!!! I'm ready for a break, go home, take care of the personal matters that won't seemingly resolve themselves, and take my son spend time with him, and go on a road trip probably. Might take my son with me don't know. But hey I also plan on being: FuckedUpBeyondAllRecognition So if your interested in joining me let me know. Always funner to drink with a friend!!!

Lyrics
Never think What's in your heart What's in our home That's all I want You'll learn to hate me But you still call me baby Oh Lord Just call me by my name And oh, save your soul save your soul Before you're too far gone Before nothing can be done I'll try to decide when Shall I win I ain't got no fight in me In this whole damn world To tell you to hold off But you still hold on It's the one thing that Iknown Once I put my coat on I'm coming out of this all wrong She's standing outside holding me She's saying oh please I'm in love I'm in love Girl save your soul Save your soul Before you're too far gone And before nothing can be done 'Cause without me You got it all So hold on Without me you got it all So hold on Without me you got it all Without me you got it all So hold on Without me you got it all So hold on Without me you got it all So hold on Hold on

S.o.s.
S.O.S. always the same surprise! all the time that look deep down in your eyes... always the same burden of proof hook line sinker down to the gallows to drop in this noose... always the same set me free cut me loose... 4/27/09 fester

Breaking Up
I loved you more than I have ever knownThose starry eyesThose tender lipsYou made my heart meltThen boil into a roaring fireI now knowWhat my eyes could not seeYou are the only one that is for meMany nights those tears flewBeing myself without anyoneAnyone to care about the thoughtsLooking at the sky and knowingMany mistakes I hadMany mistakes I have had

Work
I have been at my job for almost a year and just the other day was the day that I didn't know if I was gonna make it. The first time I actually doubted myself. I broke down. How can customers be so hard on hardworking ppl? I was shorthanded that day and it sucked! My boss called me and I told her that I was pretty close to walking out. We are hardworking ppl serving hardworking ppl. I don't understand why they think they can talk to ppl the way they do. I work just as hard as anyone else in this world. I try so hard to be fit and nice and patient but I am about fed up with it. I have learned a lot but I am starting to think that this isn't the way I wanna go with my life. I wanna be something else. A different career. I am not saying that I can't handle it because I can. I actually loved my job up until the other day. My boss doesn't want me to leave. And I told her I wouldn't. But if shit don't settle at work, I am gonna be finding myself a new job. In fact, I just a

Im Serious....
Im serious in everything especially when it comes to relationship Im not the type of person that likes to play.... When I say "I LOVE YOU"....that means for good..... Filipina like me is hard to find.....

Eye's On Fire By Blue Foundation
Eyes On Fire Lyrics ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh I’ll seek you out, Flay you alive One more word and you won’t survive And I’m not scared of your stolen power I see right through you any hour I won’t soothe your pain I won’t ease your strain You’ll be waiting in vain I got nothing for you to gain I’m taking it slow Feeding my flame Shuffling the cards of your game And just in time In the right place Suddenly I will play my ace I won’t soothe your pain (ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh) I won’t ease your strain (ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh) You’ll be waiting in vain (ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh) I got nothing for you to gain Eyes on fire Your spine is ablaze Felling any foe with my gaze And just in time In the right place Steadily emerging with grace ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh,felling any foe with my gaze ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh-ahh, steadily emerging with grace ahh-ahh-

Send Robert Pattinson A Birthday Message
Send Robert Pattinson a birthday message Wednesday, 29 April 2009 It's Robert Pattinson's birthday on May 13 so we need to send him as many birthday messages as we can. Rob is a great actor and deserves to have the best birthday ever. Check out the photos of the New Moon cast on their nights out > It is thought that he will be busy filming New Moon so won't be able to fly back to London to see his family. We're sure that Kristen Stewart, Taylor Lautner and the rest of the New Moon cast will think of something special to do for everyone's favourite vampire. Maybe they could throw a massive party or go snowboarding together. It would be great if they invited some of the biggest Twilight fans to tag along. We would love to see Rob blow out his birthday candles.

Down Came The Rain And ...
On their way out this morning – Martha to drop her sister Mary off at work in Kmart before going in to McDonald’s herself – the sisters Karamazov pointed out a bird building its nest behind the downspout on the front of our house. Both times Mary looked for the bird, she seemed to scare it off … Jeffrey saw the nest with me for Sarah was sleeping in for the second day in a row. It’s what she gets for not taking naps, I say; anyway, I tried to tell my boss about this and I couldn’t come up with the word “downspout” and the way I told the story, it came out I was describing a nest blocking our spout. I’ve found that when I speak if I’m not careful what I say, it does not take much for me to sound stupid. Reminds me of a critique from the Disney movie “Flubber”; all too often, it is the science of daily life that eludes me. Sarah’s due to be enrolled in our church’s Sunday school this fall, and she&r

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Well - I thought we would have to wait another year -but -it turns out my daughter is old enough to show a lamb at the county fair this summer. We are going to pick it up tomorrow. She is excited!! I hope she doesnt cry when she has to sell it.

The Beginning
I'm not sure when I actually started changing. Some would argue that you always change. But up until a certain point, I didn't. Everything I believed in, everything about me, stayed basically the same. When i was 20, I met a woman. Someone I told everything to, shared all my dreams, all my expectations in life. Her name was Rachel. She was three years younger than me. I still remember the first night I met her.One of her friends had the hots for my best friend. They came to my house and my mom's boyfriend had a karoake machine. I sang to her and the rest was history. I still remember our first time together, it was Valentines Day. We had tried many times, but never had the privacy till that day, and the day before she had her wisdom teeth cut out, so her face was swollen, she looked like a chipmunk, I'm sure she was in pain, but she didn't care, and I didn't care what she looked like, she was the woman I loved. After she finished high school we got a place together. Had alot of ups

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry I'm sorry if I let you down I'm sorry if I made you frown I'm sorry if I made you cry I'm sorry but I'm not sure why... I'm sorry if I hurt your heart I'm sorry if you fell apart I'm sorry but I need to know what's going on so I can grow... 4.30.09 fester I'm sorry

Ex
Ok my ex is awsome he bought my son a car seat my other son a new gameboy and my daughter a hella cool MP3 player, so I have to give him credit for something right? It's like ok he finally does somthing right lol which is alright although I really wasn't expecting this at all so fuck yeah my sons new carseat kicks ass!

Everything
I want be the wind that fills your sail Be the hand that lifts your veil Be the moon that moves your tides The sun coming up in your eyes Be the spark that lights you up All that you've been dreaming of And more ... so much more I want be your everything!

Forever And Always
As I write, I'll sing this songfor the greatest love I've ever known.To my heart, you have the only key,I beg of you, never set me free.I prayed to God for a love so truenow, I, realize He already knew. In time my prayer WAS answered, the most wonderful womanHE BLESSED ME WITH YOU.What we share feels so rightto say I love you every night.Wonderful moments shared,precious memories, still tell me you care.I see your shadow,as I lay myself to sleep.Dreams of you, oh so sweetin my heart, I will keep.Look into my heart, my life.Tell me, what do you see?can you feel the need, the want, as Ito be your husband, you my wife.Much joy and happiness you've brought me.If I had life to live again, I'd want to with you,my lover, my best friend.Always and Forever, I'll love you till the end.

Blah
In these moments, I feel given in to insecurity. As though the past mocks and lets the future die. In these moments I am without the warmth of her company. Lost in the doubt of her return. In these moments I am gone. Away from comfort conditioned into isolation. In this shame I await for the pain of this new memory. In this shame I am left in my own resolve waiting for her answer. In my shame I stand. I am right I always am. In my own damn self pity I will keep company with every wing of every angel I have given flight from every kiss I gave her. And I will lay her, unmoving in a bed of these wings. Simplistic irony. Or my own stubbornness to realize I am always right.

May 2nd Diet Blog
2 crossiants banana coffee .................. bag of chips coffee ............................................. same sandwich as yesterday... carrots with ranch low fat tapioca pudding diet green tea .................. rice cakes .......................... vietemse sandwich....had carrots, some other veggies meat chips diet soda mango

I Need Something "strange" This Weekend
ok guys, this is why i show it all off. i need some cock this weekend for my girlfriend and myself. if you have pics send them my way. i am only interested if you are availible in tx. you will have to wear a condom, but we both swollow and take facials. i only want to see that dick. oh, and dont think small is a bad thing. i do love anal but i can only handle a shorty. if it gets to be a regular thing, i will let you cum in me. thanks!!!!

Everything
Every moment spent with him time stands still.Every chance I get I want to hold him close.Every kiss shared I want to hold forever.No matter what is going on in our lives we are happy together.To look into his eyes means a glimpse of heaven.To get lost in his touch is total bliss.To know I could never let go is glorious. He is my Everything!!!! Crystal M. Shea

Perfect
He's a touch of heavenHis eyes light up the roomHis kisses sweet as candyHis touch soft as silkHis words warm my soulWhat more could I ask for?What more could I want?Nothing cause he is perfect to me. Crystal M. Shea

Hunger Inside Me....
Listening to music in our heads,We slowly undress,Feel the passion,Let it flow.Enjoy each others heartbeatsTwo souls joined to be complete.Kissing passionately,Caressing each others every crevasse.Your tongue whisking gently along the Nape of my neck.Passion ignites with furry.Sensual sensation over comes me.Filing my every desire,Not knowing what will transpire.Feels like thousand tongues cascading over my body,One going inside me,going deeper, deeper,Growing longer with every thrust.Wanting that continuous orgasm that's enduringStronger and stronger,Cascading the simplicityof your arousal inside of meMakes me hunger for more.Making me moan with shirking ecstasy.Make wild passionate never ending love.Feel like a shaken champagne bottle ready to be popthe cork.The passion engulfs me,Making me so wet.Wanting you to taste every drop of liquidPassion that flows out of me.Caressing my breasts with your hands.Making me pulsate with deep sultry emotion.Deep penetration again and again.Our so

"truly Twisted Props"
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Fairy Laughter
My secret garden's twinkling bright with gold fireflies dancing all aglow, glimpse of silver-dusted wing sets hearts aflame with light. Laughter dawns, clear as a bell; boughs sway, trees stir with ancient song.