Fubar Blog Posts 2

Another Rejection...
Well I once again applied for a position that I didn't even get an interview for... and my application was reviewed, but that was it. I'm getting so discouraged as it will be four years on the 21st since I lost my mental health job! Working in retail sales doesn't pay well at all and I miss working with folks in a more positive way!

(another Song) All Over Again
You've been alone, you've been afraid I've been a fool In so many ways but I would change my life If you thought you, might try to love me So please give me another chance To write you another song And take back those things I've done Cause I'll give you my heart If you would let me start all over, Again I'm not a saint I'm just a man Who had heaven and Earth In the palm of his hand but I threw it away So now I stand here today asking forgiveness and if you could just please Give me another chance to write you another song And take back those thing's I've done Cause I'll give you my heart If you would let me start all over Again Little girl you're all I've got don't you leave me standing here once again Cause I'll give you my life Yes I would If you would let me try to let me love you So please give me another chance to write you another song and take back those thing's I've done Cause I'll give you my heart If you would let me start all ove

Another Poser!
THIS LOSER IS A POSER! SHE HAS STOLEN A VERY GOOD FRIEND OF MINES(CURVY CUTIE) EYE PIC AND IS USING IT AS HER OWN! CUTIE POSTED THIS IN AUGUST...CHECK THE DATE FOR THIS ONE. I HATE THAT CRAP SO MAKE SURE YOU ALL BEWARE OF THIS POSER! RebeLici۞us Plz Fan Before You Add... Thanks@ fubar HERES THE PIC SHE STOLE....GRRRRRRR

Another Poem
I think about you night and day. Morning and night always the same way. Woundering, thinking, wishing, and hoping these are the things i do everyday. I say I love you but how do you know? Love is more than a word. It is a special name, an action, a feeling, a special phone call and much much more.... Love is more than a word... It is a special name. I am a little giggle box and blush when i am called that. Special name is something between us. No one else shares love like ours. Special names add to the mix and help passion and desire build. Love is more than a word... it is an action... Like walking through the rain getting drenched just to say hi. Risking getting sick to talk to that someone special. You make me blush, you make me see just how much you love me. Love is an action like buying a cd for one song because you wanted it. Love is more than a word, it is a feeling... When i talk to you, I have a feeling that is new. I get tingly and warm and some

Another Day Finally Over.
So, I was suppose to start work at 8pm tonight, but the press (I work at a newspaper) didn't fire up until 9:15. An hour and 15 minutes of doing nothing but smoking, and bullshitting with co-workers. At work we have this gay couple, one's a pregnant troll-like-thing (who apparently only has time to shower once a week), the other is way over weight, and I've only seen him wear 3 shirts EVER. From time to time, they magically get sick the exact same day, and can't come in (which leaves us two people short). Their buddy just started working at the plant. I may have to kill someone, if all three of them miss the same day. This beer tastes pretty damn good right now.

Another Crush
I want to take a moment to thank the sweet one that has once again crushed me. Yes it is two seperate people and not the same person (you know who you are). The old account is gone and thus it can not be you twice. I do however appreciate the love too. Thanks again and maybe someday you will let me know if it is more.

Another Song
So much for my happy ending Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh... Let's talk this over It's not like we're dead Was it something I did? Was it something You said? Don't leave me hanging In a city so dead Held up so high On such a breakable thread You were all the things I thought I knew And I thought we could be You were everything, everything that I wanted We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away All this time you were pretending So much for my happy ending Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh... You've got your dumb friends I know what they say They tell you I'm difficult But so are they But they don't know me Do they even know you? All the things you hide from me All the shit that you do You were all the things I thought I knew And I thought we could be It's nice to know that you were there Thanks for acting like you cared And making me feel like I was the only one It's nice to know we had it all Thanks for w

Another Day In My Life Of Travel
If this sounds like I am rambling it's cause I probably am. Had a long ass day and it's going to roll over into the weekend. My office is in Las Vegas. I spend my Monday thru Fridays there every week and fly home to be with my son on the weekends. Most of the time I try and keep it to a three day week and then back home. Well, this week I went out later in the week versus a Monday. (See, rambling. I know.)Today, was hell. My flight was supposed to leave Las Vegas at 8:00am and put me home around Noon. Didn't happen that way at all. Plane leaves gate 20min late, no problem, they can make that shit up in the air. We taxi to the runway and the pilot floors it, plane takes off. We probably got 20 feet off the ground and the effen smoke alarm goes off. Problem in the lavitory or something. Flight attendants going ballistic, they search the lav, nothing. False alarm. We go for another hour and the captain gets on the overhead system. We are turning back to Vegas. This flight should only l

Another One
By Brittney K. Cook Remember when we were so in LOVE? I do, because you were the one I could trust. Remember when you would hold me tight? I do, I didn't want you to let go I wanted it to last all night. Remember when we use to argue about the stupidest things? I do, because when you got mad it was the cutest thing! Remember when our love was so strong? I do, because i thought nothing could go wrong. Remember when you said you loved me? I do, I had a great feeling come to me. Remember when you said you wouldn't lie? I do, because when i found out all i did was cry. Remember when you broke my heart? I do, because you tore my world apart Remember when you said if we break-up we can still be friends? I tried but you thought i wanted you back so we had to end. I took you for granted, I thought I had you, But I didn't instead I ended up loosing you. You treated me wrong after we broke-up, How could you?, all i ever wanted to do was make up. This is

Another Good Week.
This has been a good week,Halloween is over and the Holidays grow near.Most of my shopping list is done and locked away.I redid my counter tops this week all by myself and it wouldn't seem like a big deal to most but it was a challange I didnt think I could do by myself.It looks great and I'm patting myself on the back.Tommorrow I'm going to start to paint ,to match the counters.So until something else comes along worth talking about ,Have a safe and happy weekend.

Another Chain....lol...
instead of putting this chain-hug on every single page of my fubar-pals.....i figured you'd all get it anyway if i posted it in a blog.... ..soooo?..HUGGGGGGGGGGGSSSSSSS!!!! :) If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you and share with you its beauty On the days you're feeling blue. If I could build a mountain You could call your very own; A place to find serenity, A place to be alone. If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea, But all these things I'm finding are impossible for me. I cannot build a mountain Or catch a rainbow fair, But let me be what I know best, A friend who's always there.

Another Side Of You
Artist/Song name- Joe Nichols- Another side of you lyrics Well you rolled out of bed and stubbed your toe And I heard you almost cuss And I fought back the urge to laugh just listen to you fuss then you overdid the coffee couldn't get your hair just right when I smiled and said good morning you looked mad enough to fight Well that's another side of you That I'm in a love with too Yeah that mini van is a far cry from the sports car in your dreams and that dead end job is pushin back vacation more it seems you got soccer at 4:30 And ballet class by 5:00 And I call you talkin' flurry (? NOT SURE) You ask have I lost my mind Well that's another side of you That I'm in love with too When you lay down in my arms let go of all that stress whisper honey I love you with your head on my chest when the world's strongest woman is my lady when the day is through Well that's another side of you that I'm in love with too If I had to do the things you do Well I

Another Fake Gi Death Story! Reposted
This is another fake GI death story! IT never ceases to amase me how some of you people here have to resort to posting this fucking shit. Do you feel good about yourselves by stringing us along with this shit? Or is cause your just to pathetic to have any kind of normal life? You should be ashamed of yourselves for disrespecting our troops & America as a whole by posting this fucking shit. So if you are reading this, feel free to go to the first person below & tell them to go fuck themselves. Because this shouldn't be tolerated here. Thanks everyone! BTW: For those who don't believe me? Try doing a google search on this guy. Or go here: http://icasualties.org/oif/prdDetails.aspx?hndRef=10-2007 or http://www.militarycity.com/valor/honor_october_2007.html Sgt. Nick Vaughan of Northeast Pennsylvania, left the US Oct 14 2007. He had volunteered his unit into Iraq from Kuwait a day early. The following day, there was not enough shelter for them all to get to safety. Nic

Another Try
All the things I've felt and never shared. All the times that she was lonley with me there. Tears I wouldn't let fall from my eyes. And how I let her go without a fight. The reasons I'm alone, I know by heart. But I don't wanna spend forever in the dark. I swear next time I'll hang on for dear life. If love ever gives me another try. There's no changing things that we regret. The best that we can hope for is one more chance. If the hands of time culd just move in reverse. [Another Try lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] I wouldn't make the same mistake again with her. The reasons I'm alone, I know by heart. But I don't wanna spend forever in the dark. I swear next time I'll hang on for dear life. If love ever gives me another try. Oh, the reasons I'm alone I know by heart. But I don't wanna spend forver in the dark. I swear next time I'll hang on for dear life, If love ever gives me another try. Oh if love ever gives me another try.

Another Application
Sex Application 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? night light? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Another Plea To Bomb My Pic
Ok ya'll, I already posted one bulletin about this...I need you all to bomb my pic with comments and rates....Comments are 1 point and rates are 2 points.....Help me win a 1-day ticker.... I even have something in store for you.....If you leave me 50 comments, I will make a graphic just for you...If you leave me 100 comments, I will make a salute for you....I know I have a lot of friends out there so please copy and repost this for all your friends and so on...Help me win my first contest....

Another Bad Day...
After all the bullshit that happened I had a terrible day yesterday! My step-dad had a heart attack and is in a coma (he just got home from Iraq not too long ago and he's only 49) and when I got home from sitting in the waiting room at the Cardiac Care Unit all day my dog got hit by a car and I had to take him to the doggy hospital. The bastard who hit him didn't even slow down! He's coming home this morning but will be in a lot of pain for weeks to come. After I pick up my dog I have to go back to the CCU and see if my step-dad is going to wake up today. I hope so!!!

Another Site, Another Bar.
You'd think that I wouldn't have time on my hands to do something like this. I'm a glutton for punishment, though, and as always curiousity got the better of me. All I want is a girl (or two, or four) to fill in the spaces. Someone who can accept the fact my heart is elsewhere. That's not asking for much, is it?

Another Day
well its just another day in paradise. even on my one day off i get a phone call from work lovely right lol. its getting colder here in south carolina and its about darn time don't u think. its freakin november not july its supposed to be cold lol.

Another Writing Of Mine
why is it always the one thing we want the most we can never have just the way you want it why is it that no matter how many mountains we climb we always find yourself in the deepest ditch why is it that no matter how much your heart tells you it's hurting you ignore it and let it get crushed again why is it that no matter how many tears you cry youd rather have an ocean instead of a river why is it that no matter how many times you tell yourself you'll be strong you still end up being the weakest player on the team why is it that no matter what your love never dies because something in you tells you your love is right why is life so difficult why

Another One Bites The Dust
i find it funny when a cop dies and everyone is all upset about it. i mean the person chose that career and knew that one day they could be killed. there should be no memorial fund for them what so ever

Another Update
Well, almost 2 months in the sand, and it is interesting. Not that it is not fun, and I don't enjoy it, but there are things that make it interesting. The locals drive like maniacs. Luckily they are not shooting at us. The speed limit is 120, but yet everyone seems to drive about 180. That's KPH, not MPH. I enjoy my job, but miss life in the states. I have managed to keep my spirits up, and do wish that I could have a cold beer, but it's a no no. I miss being on FUBAR. The internet in my room is so slow, that and with PC problems, it is literally slower than dial-up, plus add in the latency, and you are looking at a true speed of about 2 kbps. Oh, and it lags out so often that it is impossible to get anything with pictures to load, let alone the ticker. I have gotten to do some high speed cool training. Competed in the NonCommissioned Officer of the Quarter Board. In a college class. Seen a whole bunch of colors of camels I did not know existed. Yes,

Another For You
Jack had noticed Jen at the gym before. She was very attractive, and Jack liked what he saw, and he loved a woman with meat on her bones. She was in a tank top, with plenty of cleavage and shorts, she was presently on the arm press, and Jack made sure he was across from her on the treadmill. He had seen a ring on her finger, but that did not stop others from talking to her, and he knew she was a flirt. He had heard in the locker room that she preferred African American men, and he was one, so no reason not to talk to her. Jen liked to work out before her shift, so she was always there around 9 so she could be on her way about 10. There weren’t many people at the gym tonight, but there was this one guy, he had spoken a few times, but never tried to get her into conversation. Maybe that is why she noticed him, he was not a vulture. She had caught him checking her out from time to time, and she was flattered in a way not many made her feel. She knew she was sitting there with he

Another Random Survey From Myspace
SAY EXACTLY WHATS ON YOUR MIND, AND DON’T CHANGE IT 1. you & your ex depends which one, hate most of them 2. I am listening to. jack off jill 3. Maybe I should go lay down 4. I love my baby girls, and andrew 5. I don’t understand men 6. I have lost my respect for dennis 7. I last ate a big steak... gotta love low carb diets 8. The meaning of my display name is.. i'm the queen... DUH?!?!? IS YOUR/ARE YOU 1. Is your hair wet? no 2. Is your cell phone right by you? duh 3. Do you miss someone? very very much 4. Are you wearing chapstick? yes actually 5. Are you tired? not really 6. Are you wearing pajamas? no 7. Are you mad? usually 8. Are you upset? always 1. Recently done anything you regret? yeah, always 2. Ever lied? duh 4. Have you ever kicked someone? lol yeah 5. Ever tripped over your own feet? lol yeah TODAY HAVE YOU: 1. Have you cursed? yup 2. Have you gotten mad at someone? yes duh RAND

Another Was Called Home Yo Heaven ; Just Before Thanks Giving Againg.
last yr my uncle went to heaven, this yr on my son,s girl friends birthday yesterday, her dad was called home to God . hugs all show love and try to not have any regretts in life. hugs diana.

Another Day
this damn horoscope has been scaring me Daily Horoscope: Taurus For November 12,2007 Your thinking takes a philosophical turn today and you may decide that it's time to re-evaluate your goals or ambitions for the next few years. It's all positive, so face it with an open heart.

Another One
Odd Facts About MeTAKE THIS SURVEY!Take this surveyDO YOU SNORE? yesLOVER OR A FIGHTER? loverWHATS YOUR WORST FEAR? deathAS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER? yesWHAT DO YOU THINK OF REALITY TV? i like some showsDO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS? yesWERE YOU A CUTE BABY? yesHOW MUCH DID YOU WEIGH AT BIRTH? too muchHOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU? im not singleWHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD? blackDO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER? noHAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED? no, but i did the extreme sky flyerANY SECRET TALENTS? uh huh and if i told you it wouldnt be a secret now...WHATS YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT? floridaHAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI? no.... eeeeewHAVE YOU SEEN SAW 1-4? no 1-3 onlyDO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE? yesHOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP? 256 licksCAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS? no i dont wannaHAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE? yesARE SPEEDOS HOT? noWHATS YOUR STAND ON HUNTING? ehhh.. i dont kill bambiIS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE? its in my pastDO YOU LIKE YOUR HAND

Another Old Writing Of Mine
FROM A LONG TIME AGO.... NOTHING REALLY...JUST THOUGHTS. But once of the mind for the admonitions of flight, the soul disconsolate amidst its own portentous plight, the incessant aural mumur of stricture abodes the whim.....and elucidates itself to acquiescence amongst them......lucidity all but strewn and deluded into a paroxysm of colour, the tepid beads of rouge a fading fucking intimation to sanity.........and its putridity!!! DJT...??? SOMETIME/2K6 SOMEWHERE IN BETWEEN THE LAUGHTER AND THE TEARS I AM PULLING SONGS OUTTA MY HEART. I PERSONALLY AM IN THE MIDST OF WRITERS BLOCK AGAIN AND WHEN SITTING AROUND I CONSTANTLY LISTEN TO MUSIC, WELL THIS SONG I WAS TRYING TO FIGURE THE CHORDS OUT TO.. OVER THE LAST 10 YEARS THIS SONG HAS BECOME MY MANTRA,THE LYRICS PLAIN, AND INTENSE. SO THIS ONE IS FOR YOU ANGEL..... HIDDEN TRACK...FROM WAX ECSTATIC, BY SPONGE..... Ordinarily I don't feel so buried but I'm thinking again and I've lost some time. I disappear an

Another Prime Example Of Someone Being Stupid And Retarded
HEY YALL DUE TO PAGANS EX- GIRLFRIEND I HAD TO REMOVE SOME OF MY PICS BECAUSE SHE DECIDED TO ACT LIKE A CHILD AND DOWN RATE ALOT OF MY PICS SO NOW I HAVE TO GO BACK AN CLEAN UP HER MESS.. SHE IS A GROWN WOMAN AND IS ACTING LIKE A 2 YEAR OLD LOL SHE THOUGHT SHE WOULD GET TO ME BY DOWN RATING MY PICS LOL WRONG THE ONLY THING SHE DID WAS MAKE HERSELF LOOK STUPID AND PATHETIC LOL MOST OF A SCRONED WOMAN AS FAR AS ME AN PAGAN GO RIGHT NOW IM NOT SURE WHAT GOING ON THERE BECAUSE I AM NOT SPEAKING TO HIM RIGHT NOW BUT I DO KNOW UNTIL HE DEALS WITH HIS EX AND GETS HER OUT OF HIS WAY I WON'T PUT UP WITH THE DRAMA I DON'T NEED TO I SUPPOSE SHE THOUGHT SHE WOULD RUN ME OFF HERE BY SCREWING WITH MY RATINGS. JUST TO ENSURE HER IF SHE COMES BACK TO MY PAGE AND SHOULD HAPPEN TO READ THIS BLOG I WANT YOU TO KNOW MISS LUNA YOU HAVE NOT DONE ONE THING TO ME TO MAKE ME LEAVE HERE AND IT'S NOT GOING TO HAPPEN SO JUST STAY OFF MY PAGE AND MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS AND LEAVE ME OUT OF YOURS AN PAGANS PROBLE

Another Reason Why Men Like Curves
Nigella Lawson's voluptuous curves have given her a legion of male admirers, but a new academic study suggests that her appeal, and that of other curvy women, is based on more than the purely physical. It is already known that curvaceous women live longer and that men find them more attractive but the new research suggests that they are also cleverer. Lawson graduated from Oxford before finding fame in the kitchen The study, to be published this week, shows that men who admire women with hourglass figures do so because they are more intelligent and therefore produce more intelligent children than waif-like women or those of "apple-shaped" proportions. The case of Lawson appears to bear out the findings. Possessing perhaps Britain's most famous hourglass figure, the cookery presenter is also an Oxford graduate. Rachel Weisz, the naturally curvy Oscar-winning actress, completed an English degree at Cambridge before she headed for Hollywood. The scientists,

Another Poem
When day is light and night is dark, I saw my life fall apart. I came to the conclusion life is good, When you make the best and i know you could. I know everything happens for a reason, But it allways happens every season. I have the best friend's that anyone could ask for, And i know they could ask for much more. I know that friends come and go, But i know the friend's i have will never go. I could ask for much more in life, My friends, family, and there is no wife. Today is the day i sit and think, I wana find that girl and give her a wink. Please give a day to express all your thoughts, So here i am just to jot. Kevin D. Fox

Another Why The Hell Not.
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 14.Condom or skin? 15.Have sex on the first date? 16.Would you kiss me during sex? 17.Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Would you use me as a booty call? 19.Can I use you as a booty call? 20.Can we take pictures of the act? 21.How long would we have sex? 22.Would you tell your friends about me? 29.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT-Naughty Appli

Another Special Freind
I mentioned in my last blog bout 6 of my cloest freinds. Well I have another 1 I need to mention. Lynn is some1 who of late I have not only looked up to but is some1 very near to my heart as well. Lynn to me is like a sis to me. Always looking out for me and making sure that I am doing the right things in life. Sis I wanna say that I love ya heaps and I am blessed that I have you as well. Love ya sis

Another One Im Bored
1. Where did your last kiss take place? WHen my boyfriend got outta his truck in the middle of the road this afternoon and ran up to my car window just to give me one WASNT THAT SWEET 2. Who knows a secret or two about you? hm my boyfriend 3. Four words to explain why you last threw up? my nerves were shot 4. Have you ever burned yourself? nope not purposely anyways 5. What's crazy to you? TMy ex 6. Favorite cuss word: fuck i guess 7. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? Everyone LOL 8. Who is your hero? My daughter 9. Would you ever want to be a supermodel? nope 10. Who is the most experimental person you know? dunno 11. Do you tell white lies? of course who doesnt 12. When is your next party? who knows 13. Who do you want to be with right now? my boyfriend 14 Do you scratch when and where you want to scratch? yeah if it itches dig it 15. How do you handle a break up? depends 16. Your motivation for

Another One
Sexy Accent list Males: ------------------------ Girls: Boston........................ Southern Irish .........................Jersey Girl Dirty British.................British (Any) boston boston boston Austrailian Boston Boston New York Sorry I am really Bored

Another Satisfying Football Weekend
Well it's 5 pm on Sunday. I've had a really good weekend, watching my Packers win their game earlier over the Panthers, pushing their record to 9-1. I am looking forward to their next two games. They should be very telling on the success we'll be having for the rest of the season and the playoffs. The Badgers won their game yesterday, keeping a hold of Paul Bunyan's Axe, beating the Minnesota Golden Gophers 41-34. Another positive was Penn State losing to Michigan St., so it's possible that Wisconsin will be playing on New Year's Day. I love football almost as much as I love my friends here on fubar :D

Another
I wish that I could be with you And hold you in my arms, Whisper all my love to you And kiss away your tears. I wish that I could take your cares And put them all away, Neatly folded into drawers While pleasure lights your smile. I wish that joy could step inside Your heart and stay awhile, And all the rain could turn into A rainbow in the sun. And all our loneliness like mist Could fade into the blue, A memory of sad, hard times That happened long ago. But I cannot come home right now, And you cannot come here; And so our dreams must be the fields On which we laugh and play. If life cannot be what we want, It will, it will be so; For love can turn the harshest light To gold through sheer affection.

Another Contest
Yep, I'm doing another one, copy/paste the link and participate! (And repost) THANKS! xo http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1147251&albumid=687635&i=673443952 CONTEST START DATE IS THE 20TH OF NOVEMBER AND WILL GO TIL THANKSGIVING. PRIZES ARE 1ST 70,000 FU-BUX 2ND 35,000 FU-BUX 3RD 25,000 FU-BUX 4TH 15,000 FU-BUX RULES 1. COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED 2. MUST HAVE A SALUTE TO ENTER CONTEST 3. NO BASHING OTHER CONTESTANTS...IF YOU DO YOU ARE DISQUALIFIED 4. MUST BE YOU IN THAT PICTURE SEND PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME AND I'LL DECIDE ON IF YOU'RE IN OR OUT. B¨´ l¨¢i ¨¥n @ fubar

Another Poem
"Tears Go Away!" When will my heart quit breaking? Why must it go on aching? I try not to let you hurt me anymore, But somehow you still manage to make my heart ache. Somedays I feel like everything is gonna be okay. Then other days I can't help but to let the tears fall down my face. I wonder how many tears will fall, Before no more will come. Everytime I think there is no more, My cheek is wet again, And I realize the tears are falling down my face again. Some days I just want to scream, "TEARS GO AWAY!" Tuesday, October 09, 2007 by: Tonya Roberts

Another Song That Gets Me In Tears =(
German Words DER WEG - Deutsch Ich kann nicht mehr seh'n Trau nicht mehr meinen Augen Kann kaum noch glauben Gefühle haben sich gedreht Ich bin viel zu träge Um aufzugeben Es wär auch zu früh Weil immer was geht Wir waren verschworen Wären für einander gestorben Haben den Regen gebogen1 Uns Vertrauen geliehen Wir haben versucht Auf der Schussfahrt zu wenden Nichts war zu spät Aber vieles zu früh Wir haben uns geschoben Durch alle Gezeiten Haben uns verzettelt Und verzweifelt geliebt Wir haben die Wahrheit So gut es ging verlogen Es war ein Stück vom Himmel Dass es dich gibt Du hast jeden Raum Mit Sonne geflutet Hast jeden Verdruss Ins Gegenteil verkehrt Nordisch nobel Deine sanftmütige Güte Dein unbändiger Stolz Das Leben ist nicht fair Den Film getanzt In einem silbernen Raum Vom goldenen Balkon Die Unendlichkeit bestaunt Heillos versunken, trunken Und alles war erlaubt Zusammen im Zeitraffer Mittsommernachtstrau

Another Romantic Thing
(¨`·.·´¨) (¨`·.·´¨) `·.¸(¨`·.·´¨)¸.·´ ×°×`·..¸.,·´ ×°× If you love someone, tell them..... broken hearts are often caused by unspoken words! (¨`·.·´¨) (¨`·.·´¨) `·.¸(¨`·.·´¨)¸.·´ ×°×`·..¸.,·´ ×°× or just by complete Asswipes/bitches!!

Another Long Night
She tosses and turns, All threw the night. lonliness creeps in, And over rules her mind. Holding her pillow tight, She makes a wish. Wishing that one day, It won't be a pillow that she holds. Thoughts racing threw her head, She tries her best, To push them aside. The more she tries to sleep, The more restless she gets. Hours have passed, And still no sleep. She looks at her phone, Who should she call? Thats just it, Not just anyone will do. She tries not to cry, As she buries her face, Deep into another pillow. Atleast they're always here, Ready to cuddle, She thought atlast, As sleep closed in.

Another Poem Received From A Friend
To lay a kiss on your lips, so gentle and delicate is like picking the drops of dew off the petals of a rose. I hold you close and feel safe, sheltered in from the rain, from the storms that grow and surround me. I take your hand and look into your eyes and see a heart made of gold and soul so pure. You see you are an angel, an angel to me. I could not help but fall madly in love with you, the one who stole my heart. I’m glad you did because I could never find one such as you... Some one who makes each day the best, each laugh the longest, each tear the saddest, and a life, my life, worthwhile.

Another One From A Freind I Thought Was Good !!
The last thing I expected was for you to walk into my life. I never would've imagined it, never would've imagined it. I shrugged you off like nothing at first, I didn't even care. I shouldn't get into this, shouldn't get into this. So I take a little detour, go down a different road Take the path less chosen, forget about that heavy load Keep my eyes set forward, I can never try to look back Never turning or stopping, never getting off track. I hesitated at first, but you somehow let yourself in. I didn't push you back out, didn't push you back out. You're more than I expected, and everything felt right. I don't feel anymore doubt, don't feel anymore doubt. So I take a little detour, go down a different road Take the path less chosen, forget about that heavy load Keep my eyes set forward, I can never try to look back Never turning or stopping, never getting off track You had to go away, but that isn't going to change things. I know that we're both strong, know

Another Delima
I have invested years into my relationship, and man I am telling you theres not much we havent been through. You know, I got alot of stuff going on, some pretty big things in my life, and I see this bigger picture now. I am the type of girl who stays true, I am gonna stick by your side no matter what. I reached a point where enough was enough, either you could roll with me, or roll off. I thought there was a mutual understanding about that. One girl, that was me. I want to handle things differently. Man I been a good woman, alot of peeps can't say that these days, but I want to always be able to say that about me. Now, I see limitations on what I can do in my relationship, and I would never come close to doing some of the things, my other half does, guess thats where the difference is. His limitations are different, what do you do about that? I try and be a woman about things just brush it off, but some things really bother me. Sometimes feels like a slap in my face. He lo

Another Update For My Internet Amd The Tat Contest
ok i will have my desk top comp online on thursday .... the question to all of you who are in the tat contest would you like to wait till then to open the contest or just open and see what happens till then ill be here for a lil bit to know what you all would like to do about this please let me know your thoughts on this

Another Metal Legend Has Passed On
Well, I don't know who has heard yet, but yesterday we lost another legend of Metal...Kevin DuBrow, Lead singer of Quiet Riot... He was found in his home in LasVegas dead.... Kevin Dubrow October 29, 1955 - November 25, 2007 I had almost forgot... what really sucks is i met him, hung out with him, and had a pic with him. also got my guitar signed.... year before last ah it was cool... when i pulled my guitar out and asked him to sign it.. man.... "wow dude, that is very cool you brought your axe and want that signed, thats really cool, hey why don't you come to the concert, its 21 and over but we'll get you in..." that led to hollywood allstars signing it, Vinny Appice of Sabbath, the bassist of quiet riot... yea... got to hang out and bullshit with them all.. Then we continued to talk about Randy Rhoads, and how i was honered to meet someone who knew and performed with him in their band... I think it was me telling him how much of an influence on me Randy Rhoads

Another Five Levels...
Just in case you were stuck on the magical level 25 and was wondering what's next, well today you got your wish. Five new levels, two of which are mystery levels. Some of us were barely scraping by to get to Godfather, so when it comes time for everyone else above me to level, I will not help you unless you have helped me before.

Another Bulletin That Annoyed Me
yet again another stupid bulletin ok so very rarely do I post anything on here, usually beacause nothing inflames me enough to do so, but today I saw something that does. and I am going to put it here in its entirety (sp). In September 1993, Brenda Pratt Shafer, a registered nurse with thirteen years of experience, was assigned by her nursing agency to an abortion clinic. Since Nurse Shafer considered herself "very pro-choice," she didn't think this assignment would be a problem. She was wrong. This is what Nurse Shafer saw: "I stood at the doctor's side and watched him perform a partial-birth abortion on a woman who was six months pregnant. The baby's heartbeat was clearly visible on the ultrasound screen. The doctor delivered the baby's body and arms, everything but his little head. The baby's body was moving. His little fingers were clasping together. He was kicking his feet. The doctor took a pair of scissors and inserted them into the back of the baby's head, and th

Another Romantic Hope
I love you with a permanence That endures the passing years. I love you with a joyfulness That subdues all doubts and fears. I love you with an honesty That was born within my heart. I love you with the calm belief That we will never part. I love you with a confidence No earthly force can sever. I love you with the certainty That I’ll cherish you forever. I love you with the humbleness Of one who has been blessed. I love you with the reverence Of all that word suggests. I love you with a fervor That time cannot reverse. I love you with the truest love That I have put to verse.

Another Story
When you got to the room we kissed and slow undressed each other. You notice the bag on the counter, but did not ask about it. I told you to go lay down on the bed as I reached for the bag. I pulled out five silk ties. You asked what they were for. I told you to lay back and see. I went to the head of the bed, taking your arm and tied it gently to the head of the bed, not so tied that you could not get lose, but tied enought for you to feel tied down. I did the other arm and them moved to your legs. I tied them spread wide, I could see your pussy was getting really wet already. I took the last tie and very gently placed it over your eyes. I stepped back to enjoy looking at you, your nipples are very hard and your pussy lips shine with your juices. I reach in my bag and get a feather. You feel me gently run it across your nipples, they get even harder for me. I trace a line down your belly and lightly caress your pussy lips with the feather, you start to moan as i caress them. T

Another Song
pretty girl on every corner sunshine turns the sky to gold so warm, its always warm here i can't take the cold streets littered with diamonds everyone glistering this whole world shines so brightly i can't see a thing pretty as a picture she is like a golden ring settles me with love and laughter i can't feel a thing skys gonna open people going to pray and crawl going to rain down fire going to burn us all skys going to open, people going to pray and sing i can't feel a thing she's pretty as a picture she is like a golden ring settles me with love and laughter i can't feel a thing

Another Poem Written For Me By A Great Friend Hes So Sweet!
Star light, star bright First star I see tonight I wish I may I wish I might Have this wish I wish tonight I wish she knows just how I feel And know her Beauty is definitly real Even though, so far away She's closer to me in everyway I dont ask for much, but let her see All the good things she brought to me Kool-aid smile when shes around Talking to her turns my frown up side down Beauty that rotates inside and out Booty that makes a brother scream and shout Eyes that sparkle like the 4th of july Kindness so warm like a sweet potato pie Star light, star bright First star I see tonight I wish I may I wish I might See her face in mornings light

Another For Our Troops
If you read this, you WILL forward it on. You just won't be able to stop yourself.? The average age of the military man is 19 years. ?He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. ?He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's, but he has never collected unemployment either.? He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away. ?He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and a 155mm howitzer.? He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after du

Another Poem From A Freind
If there's one face I want to see, so beautiful, so true, one smile that makes a difference, to everything I do. If there's one touch I long to feel, one voice I long to hear, whenever I am happy, or just needing someone near. If there's one joy, one love, from which I never want to part, it's you, my very special love, my world, my life, my heart.

Another Poem Taz Wrote
A friend is somebody Who knows you and likes you Exactly the way that you are. Someone who's special And so close in thought That no distance can ever seem far. A friend understands you Without any words, Stands by you When nothing goes right. And willingly talks Over problems with you Till they somehow Just vanish from sight. And whether you're neighbors Or live miles apart, A word from a friend gives a lift To your heart and spirit. That shows you once more Why friendship is life's dearest gift! love taz

Another Update!
Ok so i thought it was time to do another blog. The last one i did was right after my real life boyfriend broke up with me..At the time i was having weird dreams about him and his new gf..i still am a lil..But its just me beatin the crap outta her..Nothing to do with him. I still got alot of stress in my life atm but it isnt as bad as it was while we were together. If you guys are unsure what happened read my last 3 blogs called comming to a end, continued and update. It gets easier and easier each day! I realized that i didnt miss HIM..i just missed someone being around!..Like i said in prior blogs..Hes HER problem now.. Sooo anyways..i met a really great guy on here. Hes simply amazing. I know the whole online thing dosent usually work but i guess its all up to the ppl in the relationship. If you want it to work it can!..Its not like we are 12 yrs old ya kno...anyways..he helped me through alot of the tough times..listened to me bitch about my problems and no matter how down i was

Another Chance....
Well Richard was nice enough to give me another chance to meet him so I am doing to next Friday if it all works out. We are to have dinner now at Applebees. We shall see how this goes. If nothing there...I may have to say I am officially taken as a slave. I am going over to His house Monday nite to Wednesday nite and so far, I enjoy how he handles me. He doesnt leave me "alone"...he is constantly there letting me kno he is there. He makes me cream my pants when he says certain words. This might be the one. At least I think so. He likes trying new things right then and there...like we are going to try the TENS unit on me. :) Fire play is next...he is just very eager. :) Well I am gonna get for now... ^..^

Another Loser
THIS IS A GUY WHO LEFT ME A SHOUT THAT WAS NOT COOL YOU MIGHT WANT TO BLOCK HIM . ->the radiom...: excuse me ÐÄÑGÈ®™~Çl...: hey there the radiom...: pussy the radioman@ fubar THANKS FOR READING

Another Inspiring Song
ALAN JACKSON LYRICS "A Woman's Love" I have known it And I have felt it I have known a woman's love And I have tasted And I have wasted A woman's love And I know I know I'll never understand it All the little things that make it grand and A woman's love And I know I know I'll never come face to face With anything that takes the place Of a woman's love Well I have kissed it Tried to resist it I have missed a woman's love And I have hated Taken for granted A woman's love And I know I know I'll never understand it All the little things that make it grand and A woman's love And I know I know I'll never come face to face With anything that takes the place Of a woman's love Well I have needed And I have pleaded And I have lost a woman's love And I have worshipped And I have cursed it A woman's love And I know I know I'll never understand it All the little things that make it grand A woman's love And I know I know I'll never come to face

Another Bad Week...
Well, well... Seems like I keep having these... Maybe one day it will get better??? I damn sure hope so. They use to tell me that for everything bad that happens, something really good will happen... I am waiting! This was a bad week because I had strep throat. I felt like I got into a fight with a Mac truck... Guess who won??? I felt like total crap. I think yesterday was like the first time that I got on here since about Sunday. Thanksgiving was good. I had a friend over for Thanksgiving. He cooked the turkey and even took it home with him... lol. It's ok. We're not to big of fans of turkey. So there was no lose there. Also... I made an 81 on my Business Law exam!!!! YAY!!! That's not bad for someone that had been out of their mind for like the past couple of days and had a bad headache when taking the test. THANK YOU CSI AND LAW & ORDER!!! lol. I think that I'm falling for someone, but still kinda scared about things. I guess when you've been treated like shit a lot, you tend

Another Mission Down...another Iraqi Car Crushed
Sup all... Just got back in a cpl hours ago from mission. It started out kinda slow. Had to pick up one of our guys from a different base. He was out bullshitting the last cpl of days. But on the way there is were all the fun started. Iraqi are retards. I travel around in a 32 ton vehicle and dumbass's just dont move outta the way. So my driver decided to help them out of the way. Busted the window outta a van which was kinda funny. I mean the look on the guys face was priceless. He got the message and so did the other's. Till one dumbass in a red car decided he could cut in front on me and my bradley crushed his whole ass end of the car like a fly. I mean windows shattered, ass end just crushed to the ground. Along with the tires. Needless to say the rest of the trip was very un-eventful. So now here I sit just chillin till my next mission. Later Peeps.....

Another Day
so just another brick on the wall... it is always darkest before dawn they day and it true...but its been one looong night and I am ready for the sun....always look to the future and the goodness one can create and experience Solid Rock Forever: Saved by grace, not by ourselves, but it IS a gift from God Eph 2:8

Another One I've Known For Years
Love Letter Dearest One, I love you, darling, indeed I do I love you dear, so please be true Of all the boys I've ever met You are the one I can't forget Your heart is like a pot of gold Hard to catch and hard to hold In my dreams our lips have met Just you wait, I'll get you yet If I go to heaven and you're not there I'll paint your face on the golden stair So all the angels will know and see What you, my love, mean to me If you're not there by judgement day I'll know you've gone the other way I'll give the angels back their wings Golden harp and everything To prove to you my love is true I'll go to hell to be with you.

Another Life Lesson Learned From Scrubs
In an episode of scrubs Carla said something along the lines of "And when you finally get down off your high horse and see yourself the way everyone sees you, you won't be smiling anymore." So that is what I'm going to attempt to do. Look at myself after I step outside the box if you will. No this is not going to be a pity me thing its just shit on my mind I have to get out there, and I WANT any and all crticism constructive or otherwise to come from you my friends regarding this. I've had some shit thrown in my face the past few days that well is harsh yet true and makes me ashamed and embarassed for what has happened. So what i'm going to do is probably the hardest thing I'm going to have to do, or had to do, for awhile. I have to give a lot of thanks to who I lovingly refer to as Princess Jordan due to her character in my eventia book for kicking me in my ass and helping me to realize this. I had always prided myself on using bullshit rationalizations to get me through thin

Another Typical Marriage Story
Ralph returns from the doctor and tells his wife that the doctor has told him he has only 24 hours to live. Given this prognosis, Ralph asks his wife for sex. Naturally, she agrees, and they make love. About six hours later, the husband goes to his wife and says, 'Honey, you know I now have only 18 hours to live. Could we please do it one more time?' Of course, the wife agrees and they do it again. Later, as the man gets into bed, he looks at his watch and realizes he now has only 8 hours left. He touches his wife's shoulder and asks, 'Honey, please... just one more time before I die?' She says, 'Of course, dear.'And they make love for the third time. After this session, the wife rolls over & falls asleep. Ralph, however, worried about his impending death, tosses & turns until he's down to 4 more hours. He taps his wife, who rouses. 'Honey, I have only 4 more hours. Do you think we could.....?' At this point the wife sits up and says, 'Listen Ralph, I have to get

Another
CHRIS BROWN "Damage" Damage.. You know.. Sometimes you don't realize what you've done, until you've seen the damage... And I looked at the damage... Whoa.. yea.. yea.. Whoa.. yea .. Look at the damage.. [Verse 1:] 3 AM when my phone ring, beggin' me to come by, I was right around the corner.. I know I could've said no but I ain't stop, told me "come in, the doors unlocked for you". My intuition, I should, have listened to it, my girl, yo, she'd be pissed if she knew about this visit... She had a tank top on, I took her tank top off, but should've stopped, STOP!.. [sigh] But she ain't let me, kissed me soft and gently.. she tempt me. Right then I stopped thinkin' consequences... Guess I must have lost my mind for a minute. listen. [Chorus:] Girl you know that I love. Girl I love you. With her that was lust.. Shouldn't have happened I know I messed up... One phone call started this whole thing now... look at the damage.. damage.. look at the dama

Another Bedtime Story ( Chapter 1)
Another Bedtime Story. Now I've never had a problem with dealing with the "supernatural" or plainly said "Dead Folk" whatsoever, in fact I've always had a love for the macabre and all things dead or undead, but the last 2 nights I've been contemplating just how much I really care for these denizens of the supernatural. Last night began rather boring and mundane as usual. Throughout the course of the night I did my job as usual making sure all the little furry lab rats and "secret recipes" were under lock and key. Eventually of course I came across some rather odd happenings. Odd here constitutes more than hair raising or just out and out creepy so when I say "odd" I mean shit hit the fan. From opened doors to random motion censored lights being triggered the building in question seemed to come alive as I watched in almost horror knowing that I had just been where these events were now taking place. It wasn't the first time this has happened and assuredly not the last. Tonigh

Another Bedtime Story (chapter 2)
All things must surface. Well I figured by reporting the things that have been occurring on what I'll refer to as "Floor 2" would get me fired and thrown in an asylum, however it's quite the opposite it seems. Rumor has gotten around that indeed I am reporting the events that I've witnessed with the "haunting of floor 2" and it now seems that everyone here seems to have some story to tell about what they witnessed. Even people who don't work here anymore and have in the past are getting word to me about their experiences on Floor 2, which I find almost humorous. As it has been quite intriguing to me I'm now planning to get some physical data and possibly proof that there's something "supernatural" or otherwise happening on Floor 2. My personal perspective is a scientific reason, perhaps all the electronic machinery and it's electromagnetism or perhaps just some oddities with the Air Conditioning or maybe just faulty door locks. Then again far be it from me to discount it could

Another Bedtime Story (chapter 3)
4:20 It was just another night at work, nothing really to speak of even for a full moon. I'd gotten my patrols done and was taking myself an extended lunch break online seeing who was out and about in cyberspace as usual when I received a rather odd message in my mailbox. Ok this sorta thing happens regularly but I noticed right off the bat this message was different. Generally when you receive a message on myspace you get a nice little picture or avatar of the person who’s sent you a message, this one had no picture. That however was only the first thing I'd noticed. The message read: "Hello Rob. I've been watching you here for quite some time and thought it was time we played a game together". That was the entire message? How stupid I thought to myself and deleted the message. It wasn't long after I got the second message. "That wasn't very nice Rob. I didn't expect you to take that with such disregard as you seem to take things rather seriously Rob." Ok man I know my name

Another Use For Vodka . . . . Who Knew?!!!
Another use for vodka . . . . Who Knew?!!! 1. To remove a bandage painlessly, saturate the bandage with vodka. The stuff dissolves adhesive. 2. To clean the caulking around bathtubs and showers, fill a trigger-spray bottle with vodka, spray the caulking, let set five minutes and wash clean. The alcohol in the vodka kills mold and mildew. 3. To clean your eyeglasses, simply wipe the lenses with a soft, clean cloth dampened with vodka. The alcohol in the vodka cleans the glass and kills germs. 4. Prolong the life of razors by filling a cup with vodka and letting your safety razor blade soak in the alcohol after shaving. The vodka disinfects the blade and prevents rusting. 5. Spray vodka on wine stains, scrub with a brush, and then blot dry. 6. Using a cotton ball, apply vodka to your face as an astringent to cleanse the skin and tighten pores. 7. Add a jigger of vodka to a 12-ounce bottle of shampoo. The alcohol cleanses the scalp, removes toxins from hair, and stimula

Another Downrater
i'll give this guy a little credit he rated my pic an 8 then rerated to a 9. just wanted to let everyone know about the newest downrater. no i didnt go downrate him back, just left a nice msg explaining that downrateing wasnt nice bigchewy69@ fubar

Another Day At The Jss
Today was a crazy fucking day. My plt is out here at the JSS working with the Iraq's. Me and Tom (iamcrazy) were on guard when our Boy Akhmend came over. This kat is crazy as fuck. So we start talking about sex and shit with him over the 4hr guard and he tells us that we are just crazy. So we asked Akhmed if he has ever licked the pussy and he was like no. So we tell him that it is the best thing since slice beard and he needs to try it. He wasnt buying the whole toss the salad, but we are working that one in there. So he tells us he is going to try and eat some pussy when he gets home. So this morning Tom calls me outside and our boy Akhmed has returned with some great news. He proceed to go into great detail since his english isnt that good about how he went down on his lady. I mean graphic detail, telling us she squits and all. But that she loved it and he is hooked on licking the pussy. I mean who can blame him. It is so addictting. He tells us his wife told all her friends

Another Tuesday
Watching my show i think way tooo much.. not being able to workout the nest i can is really upsetting me.. id rather work out at the gym less distractions.. will i ever get to what i want.. or maybe i see surgery in my future.. but i know it wont happen i am much stronger than that.. gym 3 times a week urgh. i hate it.. i want to go 5 times but i cant.. sometimes the af sucks and makes hubb working 12's.. but what can i do bout that nada.. smile and carry on.. i wont let this obesity.. (and yes i said it..) get me.. sorry if i repeat but i need to get it out

Another Quickie.
WTF is up with people begging for VIP's,Blasts and tickers? I just had some chick offer to cyber me so I could buy her a blast. Geezus,if she wants a blast that fucking bad,maybe she should just show some cleavage or her naked stench trench ass on here and some pervert will buy her one. God knows, it works for a lot of other skanks on here.

Another Day In The Hood
well lets see yesterday i sat and watched some movies i went to my boy nicks and we watched two movies one was really dumb collateral and the other was ummm sumthing else grid iron gang then i went home and watched red line and lets see im gonna have a snow ball fight tonight and kick it you know how that goes anyway im bout to b out got alotta shyt to get ready for well b ez and oh yeah FUCK OFF

Another One
Don't look at me, unless you wanna see, the truth behind these eyes. What you don't know, what I can't show, is that I'm living one big lie. And I can't take watchin' the mistakes you make with other men. Sometimes I think, yeah I contemplate every now and then Is sayin you're my world, baby be my girl, but I never follow through. I just stay a friend, until the end, waitin' for you to... Pour your sorrow into me 'Cause you know that I can take it. I smile to help you cope with pain Even though I have to fake it. Do my best to treat you right While I watch you chase the bad guy. I can't help shaking my head Every time I've listened to you cry. Tell me how bad your life is When I'm the one who stays alone I can't believe you've banished me. To a life within the friend zone. I love the way you stare at me like it's a revelation. That guys out there, most don't care 'bout nothin but penetration. And then in spite of all the fights you've had with all those losers,

Another Mindless Rant :)
Ok the rant for today is status messages...And no I'm not referring to those of you with raging boners that feel like sharing this info with the land of fu...but let's say for example I say I'm not here...be back later...whatever the situation maybe, and this comes up in your bar tab...so you decide to send a message, sure, I'm willing to accept that I don't I exist until I'm in your bar tab, but is it really necessary to send numerous messages when I don't reply right away...I mean come on you just saw me saying I'm not here, so I'm not here damnit :P Please excuse my bitchiness and lack of sleep...I just felt like venting again :) Hope everyone is having a good evening :D and for the record, I'm going back to cleaning and getting Kirsten to bed, so I suppose I'll be awaiting the smart ass remarks from a few ppl, cuz I know what you're gonna do o.O lol blah! it's over...not too painful..

Another One For Steeler Fans
Four football fans - a Cowboys fan, an Eagles fan, a Steelers fan, and a Patriots fan - are climbing a mountain and arguing about who loves his team more. The Cowboys fan insists he is the most loyal. 'This is for the Cowboys!' h e yells, and jumps off the side of the mountain. Not to be outdone, the Eagles fan shouts, 'This is for the Eagles!' and throws himself off the mountain. The Steelers fan is next to profess his love for his team. He yells, 'This is for everyone!' and pushes the Patriot fan off the mountain.

Another Chapter From My Novel
Okay, here is another installment since many of you enjoyed the first. HAIRDRYER, ANYONE? The kitchen door opened from the garage and in walks Jeff and Meghan Ramlow carrying several shopping bags. “Oh. Hi, mom and dad. I didn’t even here the garage door open”, says David as he looks up from his plate of Chicken Jean Pierre. “Hey, mom. Hey, dad. How was dinner this evening?” says Kayla as she steps away from the refrigerator with a gallon of milk. “What’s with all the bags”, David says looking at them quizzically. “Yeah, I thought you went grocery shopping the other day”, say Kayla. “Well, to answer your first question; dinner was wonderful, as usual. Chef Giacomo prepared an exquisite dish with roasted red peppers that I just absolutely loved”, says Meghan Ramlow as she starts removing the items from the bags to be put away. “And to answer your second question”, says Jeff Ramlow, “I had to stop and pick up a couple of things, and your mother remembered a few t

Another Poem.depression.
Depressing Is working me over tonight.Here's another poem: Was It All Just A Game. Was my love for you just game you played fun?For you stole my heart away from me,while my desires for you grew.Each day growing stronger my heart bleed for you as you told me of your hardship In life.A true angel that was sent my way for me to love.So I felt safe In your sweet embraced,for your love had lifted me higher out of my dark existence.Your love gave me new hope for a new future,one with you In It.One of us sharing our bodies with each other.SO I welcome your love Into my life with tears In my eyes as I thought I've found the one girl that would healed my heart and make me whole.But I soon learned that your loved for me had died out like a brightly burning flame engulfed In the howling cold wind.For now I walked alone without you,my eyes feel full of tears as I hold your face In mine mind and try to hold onto your loved In my heart.For loved you I do,and as my cold hea

Another Poem.i'm Trying For A Happy Poem Although.
Well 3 depressing poems so far I'm trying for a happy poem this time although of the girl that I loved that seem to be rejecting me now. Your Love My Bliss Your love brings a blissful feeling to my heart as I think of you.My heart sings to you as I think of your beauty,and all that you means to me,for I know we are so far away now.But to hold you In my mind and heart Is a blissful blessing Indeed.And know that love exist In this cold world brings me hopes of seeing you In real life.For my arms will embraced you and my heart will loved you.Our bodies a sweet embraced that even the gods will shred a tear over for our love Is perfect In every way.A emotional bound that nothing can divide,our eyes Interlocked upon each others.Our hands held together fingers to fingers.I can feel your heart beat as my speed up to yours.Your lips upon mine lips as we hold each other close together,my arms hold you tightly yet softly enough that you feel safe.I whispered that I loved

Another One
Entry for December 01, 2007 magnify With all my heart for you I yearn. Now that we're apart I fee a flame from inside that deeply burns. I long to feel your lips upon mine kissing. I ache to once again feel your fingertips. Everything that is you is what I am missing. The time thats so far past seem to drag slowly by as if forever it may last And feeling that One more day without you I'd rather die Yet I wait for the day When I'll finally say "honey I m on my way" Then finally I'll be Home to stay. Written July 2002

Another Attempt
to sit and think, to sit and dwell, to open your mind to the thoughts that lie within to do this is to look at yourself in the eyes and not blink, would you be able to look at your past years and stand up and say you was right or was everything done in vain fighting with the demon that controls your soul you land a punch he lands three, he has you on the ropes, can you rocky it and come back and floor him like drago how long to go before he just kicks you in the nuts to laugh to smile the long forgotten feeling of inner paece how do we salvage the feeling of joy and rid the feeling of contempt to look at the life ahead and know it will be good is a feeling i have had and will fight the demon to get back back withing my mind and once its there i will keep it and treasure it and truly be a better person fighting with the demon that controls your soul you land a punch he lands three, he has you on the ropes, can you rocky it and come back and floor him like drago ho

Another Why????
Have you noticed lately that when a friend leaves Fubar, all signs of their former presence here is erased - almost as if they never existed!! Not only is their profile gone, gone, gone - so is any comment they have every made on your profile, on your pics, bloody hell, even on your blogs!!! PMs that they sent you ARE GONE!!!! WTF!!!! Why is this necessary? This is a bit like shades of Big Brother again - they are no longer here, so they no longer exist! Yeah, I'm pissed! I think this erasure of people from our lives is utter bull shit!! If I didn't have the pics of my past life companions in a specific pic file, the Fubar powers that be would probably try to erase them, as well. Don't even think about it, guys!!!!! Am I the only one that has noticed this sacrilege??

Another Angel Dancing-rip Juju
ANOTHER VERY SWEET LIL ANGEL HAS BEEN ASKED TO COME HOME AND STOP HAVING TO SUFFER HERE ON THIS EARTH GOD BLESS YOU OUR LITTLE JUJU WE WILL MISS VISTING YOUR PAGE MAY GOD BLESS HIS FAMILY DURING THIS TIME AND PLEASE KEEP THEM IN YOUR THOUGHT AND PRAYERS HE NO LONGER HAS TO GO THROUGH ALL THE PAIN AND SUFFERING FROM THE UGLY BRAIN TUMOR HE HAD ..SO PLEASE I AM ASKING EVERYONE TO STOP BY THESE 2 PAGES AND SHOW SOME MUCH NEEDED LOVE I WAS INTRODUCED TO THIS VERY LOVELY LIL ANGEL BY MO_SWEETANGEL AND SHE IS FEELING ALOT OF PAIN RIGHT NOW ALSO SHE HAD GOTTEN VERY CLOSE TO THIS LITTLE BOY OVER THE LAST YEAR AND KEPT A SPEICAL FOLDER ON HER PAGE FOR HIM I PERSONALLY KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO HAVE A VERY SICK CHILD IN MY FAMILY AND I KNOW WHAT IT TAKES TO DO THE DAILY THINGS YOU HAVE TO DO TO TAKE CARE OF THEM IT ISNT EASY BY FAR AND YOU ARE ALWAYS PRAYING FOR A MIACLE AND SOMETIMES GODS ANSWER IS HE WANTS OR NEEDS ANOTHER ANGEL WITH HIM SO THATS WHAT HE NEEDED THIS TIME AGAIN ...THIS IS JUJU

Another One
1) Have you ever been hurt by someone? yes 2) Ever been lied to by a significant other? yes 3) Ever try to kill yourself? No 4) Have you ever popped pills to make all the pain go away? yes 5) Have you ever cut yourself? yes 6) Is love worth the pain? yes & No 7) Have you ever been on suicide watch? nope 8) Are you with someone who hurts you? No 9) Is it worth staying with someone who hurts you for the kids sake? HELL NO 10) Would you ever cheat on a significant other just because you were mad at them? No 11) What kind of music do you listen to when you are pissed of? Metal 12) Do you want this survey to be over? Eh this one was rather short.

Another Of My Personal Favroties*
Listen To the sound of your denial Knowing the truth yet playing dumb all the while Watch As you start to believe your own lies Living in your bubble has made you blind Move To the beat of society's drum You can't think for yourself and you have become numb Fly Heading straight for the sun Reality sets in as your wings come undone You claim you can't find the pieces you have been missing Just listen

Another Year
Another year has gone by, Another year that i didnt die. In my big book of life, A page turns to add more strife. Lovers came and went Like the air through a vent. I am aging turning old Pages yet still untold. Everyday 24 hours I leave them with such great power. Today i recieved no great gifts Except the one that i didnt drift Another year waiting to blossom Another year to bring more gossip. The years before a memory Just like an aging tree. "He" watches us through our pains And never once ever complains. So many sorrows told to"Him" Stories long and grim. Yet "He" listens without a word Up in a branch a singing bird. A song that makes you smile But it only lasts a mile. Another year waiting to spring Another year has yet to bring. A year with lots of laughs Things that cant be put in graphs. Friends always together A friendship that lasts forever. A chain so long Nothing ever goes wrong. The time spent between you two The giggles and smiles that al

Another Year...
Greetings & Salutations! Well, I just got home from another road trip – this one to Georgia where my hubby has been working the last 2 weeks on another dig site. What can I say, still honeymooners and can’t be apart that long without withdrawals. *smiles* This past Thursday, I turned 42 and had a very quiet day. No phone calls, no visitors – just me and the critters. It was oddly nice but made me realize that I need to get out and socialize again. The one saving grace was all the love shown to me by my dear friends on Fubar and I can’t thank you enough. I left a bit disappointed but upon my return seeing all the comments and reading my messages put me in better spirits. I should have realized that everyone has lives too and I was just feeling a bit down and selfish. I realized after the fact that people work and get a chance over the weekend and time off to spend it sharing their lives with me as well in different ways. {{{Hugs}}} It was a wonderful weekend, complete with no c

Another Bitching Blog
lol Yes im in the mood to bitch again what a coincidence since its the first day of my week of PMSING! Im just wondering... How is it that i get told 99.99999 percent of the time that im different from most girls or that im the perfect girl OR WHAT THE HELL EVER yet no man or woman can explain it...??? How does that work If nobody can explain it then obviously it isnt true right? *makes confused face* Ugh and why is it nobody fun goes on here anymore???????????????????? First it was Stevie then it was matt then it was Steevee then it was Andy THEN it was Chris and im with tim right now lol [I get alone with boys more than girls keep that in mind and no im not making a list of boys i wanted to get physical with just ppl i kinda sorta had a bond with] Now nobody interesting is on here wtf. I WANT MY PEOPLE BACK

Another Special Time
What a great weekend!! I got to relax a little bit and get my thought together. Kind of nice not having the kids for a change. The real fun started at night though. Saturday night we had the Christmas Train pull into our town. It was a 16 car train that has completely decorated with holiday lights. The first four cars they had light up saying the "Candian Pacific holiday train". The next two cars they had santa and his reindeer on and the next car was lite up and had christmas trees on. When the train stopped they opened the box car up and santa jumped out and greeted all the kids. My son went NUTS! Then they had a band (enis)in the box car that played holiday songs. We had around 1000 people standing in the streets dancing with their kids. While the band was playing we started to get those big snow flakes falling from the sky. So here I am in the middle of a street with a thousand people dancing with my son to a christmas train band. I wouldnt have traded it for the world. IT w

Another One From A Single Person
It has been proven that a healthy mind and a healthy body can contribute to a healthy relationship. When you begin a new relationship with someone, you obviously want it to last as long as possible. Your relationship can last if you build a healthy relationship. However in order to have a strong relationship with someone, YOU must have a healthy mind and body and you must make that commitment to attain that status. So how do you make a relationship healthy? First, a healthy mind is when you have good self-esteem and confidence of who you are and what you want out of life. A healthy mind gives you independence so that you rely on yourself to get matters done and therefore not dependent on your significant other. An unhealthy mind though is when you have little or no self-esteem and no confidence in yourself. The lines of communication become non-existent because you withdraw into your own world and just look to your partner for guidance on your life, which puts a burden on h

Another Real Time Master.. Lord Vlad Impaler.
When Lord Vlad came into my life I was not looking for a Master... I have to laugh because there were a lot of Masters and Doms I had fought off and had told that I really did not need a Master at the time. It was on my birthday when I met Lord Vlad, I had just moved to a new place. I will say that Master Vlad and I did not start out on good terms in a way. I had found that my honesty and integrity was in question by himself and a slave he knew after I had had a session with him. This of course did not bode well with me, and being the type I am I respectfully asked the slave to have him contact me.. (as it was from her that I found out his misgivings of me.) He did contact me and I told him my feelings on the subject. In the end with that we did work things out. He had found that I was not looking for a Master as I told any Master I spoke with. Simply I was still having issues within myself and knew I could not hold a stable firm one on one relationship. Also I enjoyed bein

Another Game To Play
You worked your way in very fast as to take control and to you only am I bowing, you started first on my emotions, tugging on my heart, to keep my eyes glowing, once done with that you moved on, carved out of my own flesh with bright blood flowing into the flames, dost thou consume the ashes of feeling that once where blowing. Vampire that you are, greedily inhaling all the life that once was showing. Killing me slowly as you gorge, upon my flesh piece by piece, destroying me utterly without knowing.

Another One Bites The Dust
YET I WAS FOOLED AND TRICKED AGAIN.... SO I GET FU-ENGAGED ..LMFAO THIS GUY PAYS NO ATTENTION WHAT SO EVER TO ME CLAIMS ITS BECAUSE HES TAKING CARE OF HIS DAUGHTER, YET HAS THE TIME TO BE ON HERE RATING AND SHIT, OKIE DOKIE....ITS SO FUNNY THAT HE WOULD THINK I BELIEVED HIM , HELLO IT SHOWS YOU ONLINE FUBAR DONT LIE AND NEITHER DOES YAHOO. WHY THE FUCK DO MEN LIE AND THINK SHIT IS COOL, ITS ALL A GAME TO THEM AND THEY REALLY DONT GIVE AS HIT ABOUT FEELINGS. THE WORD LOVE IS JUST A WORD WITH NO MEANING ANYMORE SO HOW THE HELL DO THEY EXPECT ANYONE TO TRUST THEM.I STOPPED TRYING I REALLY HAVE IT SEEMS THE ONE I TRULY WANT IS THE ONE I WILL WAIT FOR, UNTIL THEN FUCK THIS SHIT

Another Shitty Attempt
to let your light shine bright to let the one who shines so so bright let them go and be free falling from you like leaves from a tree give them the air and the time they need so they will come back to you back to you if you have that someone in your life that calls to you shows you the way in the darkest of nights, the one you go to like a boat to a lighthouse do what you can to keep the light shining brighter than the brightest star no matter how far you both may fall look inside and know you will both survive and look for each other in the darkest hours, through the sunny days and long long showers use the time to try, try to see what they see within you, to see why they love you so to see if you are truly that person learn to love yourself as you are loved by her look inside, know you will both survive, survive to look for each other in the darkest hours, through the sunny days and long long showers hold her tight but let her go give her gifts then

Another Poem By My Son Hunter
CHRISTMAS TIME.............by Hunter Christmas time is a time of joy, bringing cheer to every girl and boy. They look for happiness under the tree, never knowing what christmas means to thee. Coloful wrapping with expensive gifts under, but even though its great to them, it still makes us wonder. Is buying Christmas right?......some people thinks its wrong. But I know the truth, a time for giving and of song. So listen to me good, and listen to me well..the true meaning of Christmas is a time of giving thats the story I'm here to tell. Another poem I wanted to share from my youngest son Hunter(14yrs.old) Merry Christmas & Happy Holidays ~~~~~~~~~Leah~~~~~~~~~~~~

Another Poem A Friend Wrote For Me
Her smile is as beautiful as the stars on a clear moonless night When you look in her eyes, you can’t tell but she’s really bright I wish I could have her for only one night So I can show her the world through my eyesight I’ll give anything just to be with her And I promise I’ll never be mean to her I’ll treat her like a Queen Giving her everything Come on now yall know what I mean Buy her jewelry and ice And treat her very nice Never cheat, never lie And I promise I’ll never make her cry If only she was in my world I wouldn’t need another girl Cause my world would be complete And our love, well, it would be unique

Another Poem
"Right By Me" Where in the world, Can our love be found? We search and we search We look all around I walk right by you You walk right by me We’re to busy searching We look but don’t see Your all that I want I'm all that you need Our lips slowly touch Our love is set free

Another Bitch...
Ok, graphics posted on comments is cool, it may take a while for them all to load sometimes which can be a pain in the ass but I can handle that. Music and videos on comments on the other hand are a REAL PAIN IN MY ASS!!!! I hate crap "music" (most of y'all call it rap but it's really crap and I use the term music very loosely in reference to the crap) and I don't like scream/growl metal either,(it just shows a real total lack of talent!) Why should I be subjected to that shit?? If fubar is going to allow music and videos embedded in comments then they should give you an Account Setting that will turn the shit off without getting rid of the graphics in comments as Allow HTML to No will do!! I know, I know...whine, bitch, moan and groan!!!

Another Chimp Story
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20071212/ap_on_go_pr_wh/bush_veto Bush vetoes kids health insurance bill By JENNIFER LOVEN, Associated Press Writer President Bush vetoed legislation Wednesday that would have expanded government-provided health insurance for children, his second slap-down of a bipartisan effort in Congress to dramatically increase funding for the popular program. It was Bush's seventh veto in seven years — all but one coming since Democrats took control of Congress in January. Wednesday was the deadline for Bush to act or let the bill become law. The president also vetoed an earlier, similar bill expanding the health insurance program. Bush vetoed the bill in private. In a statement notifying Congress of his decision, Bush said the bill was unacceptable because — like the first one — it allows adults into the program, would cover people in families with incomes above the U.S. median and raises taxes. "This bill does not put poor children first, and it

Another Lame Joke
A man walks into a dentist's office and says, "Excuse me, can you help me? I think I'm a moth." The dentist says, "You don't need a dentist. You need a psychiatrist." "Yes, I know," says the man. "Then why did you come in here?" says the dentist. The man says, "Because the light was on."

Another Year Is Gone
so its another year down the tubes and as we enter 2008 my life is still fucked. all my friends see me as this happy go lucky guy nad yet when i see myself i see a ugly fat unloved person and i hate feeling like this. what is it about me they like and love how do i know its just not a front i guess its just me. but anyway that enough about me. so just wanted to wish you all a very merry christmas and a great 2008 much love to all

Another Dumb Fuckc Tard Bites The Dust
WELL FUBAR HAS YET ANOTHER STUPID DUMB FUCK ON HERE THAT LIKES TO CALL WOMEN CUNTS WELL LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHIING YOU WANNNA BE MASTERFULONE YOU DISGUST ME AND YOU MAKE ME SICK IF YOU EVER COME BACK TO MY PAGE AGAIN YOU WILL BE SORRY SO YOU JUST KEEP ON WALKING AND THINKING YOUR A MASTER BECAUSE YOU DUMB FUCK ARE NO MASTER SO KISS MY COUNTRY ASS...YOU MESS WITH ME OTHERS WILL FOLLOW BECAUSE NOW YOU HAVE BEEN BLOGGED LICK MY FUCKING BOOTS YOU BITCH! masterfulone@ fubar -HAVE A NICE DAY YOU FUCKING SCUM BAG OF THE EARTH GO BACK TO THE HOLE YOU CAME FROM. me:>masterfulo...: GET THIS FUCK TARD FUCK OFF THAT WASMY BOYFRIEND TALKING TO Y OU AND FOR REFERENCE IM NOT A CUNT YOUD BETTER WATCH WHAT THE FUCK YOU SAY TO ME OR YOUR ASS WILL BE BANNED FROM FUBAR YOU NO GOOD DIRTY STICKING MOTHER FUCKER NOW YOU CAN KISS MY MOTHER FUCKING PINK COUNTRY ASS YOU FUCKING DOMINATE WANNA BE BITCH masterfulo...: a life? hmm I am breathing

Another Rant
When I was a kid in my mid-teens, my sister who is 4 and a half years younger than me, would steal stuff from her family to give to her friends. In later years, she would snub her family to help her friends. We, my wife at the time and myself, were living with a friend in Texas when her electricity went out, My nephew and her son blew the box on the pole. It was going to cost $3000 to fix and for some reason the city would not fix it, even tho it was their box on the pole. Well, my friend was my ex-girlfriend and my sisters best friend. When we lost power, my wife was about 3-4 months pregnant. My sister took in her best friend and her two sons, one was 10 and the other was 15. Meanwhile, we were had no where to live but in a trailer with no electricity and no heat. I was working, but was making only $6 an hour, and being in Texas, the rent was more than we could afford in every place we looked at. During this time, we were watching my friends dog. The trailer got infested wit

Another Elimination Show Down !!!
WILDCAT Presents ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞® @ fubar The Elimination Show Down !!! It's All About Survival !! Get People to bomb and rate your opponent as much as possible,giving them the highest rates and comments to eliminate them from the game. Last One Left IS The True Survival. Heres how it works 1. IF YOU THING YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THE CONTEST TAKE IT TO A BOUNCER,IF I RECEIVE A MESSAGE OR IF YOU COME TO MY SHOUT BOX WITH ANY DRAMA,YOU'LL BE ELIMINATED IMMEDIATELY,NO FURTHER DISCUSSION ABOUT IT. WE ARE ADULTS,AND YOU HAVE A BETTER CHANCE TO WIN THIS CONTEST IF YOU KEEP YOUR FOCUS ON YOURSELF ONLY AND FORGET ABOUT OTHERS. 2. CONTESTANTS MUST BE SALUTED - Level 5 or Higher to enter 3. Bombers Must Also Be Saluted & Friend - Level three or Higher to comment Bomb 4. Anyone may Rate photos 5. ONCE Contest starts No New Entries 6. Once Contest Starts I will add people as I see them I do have to sleep. 7. My Blocked List Will Be Cleared With The

Another New Illness To Watch Out For!
A woman calls her boss one morning and tells him that she is staying home because she is not feeling well. 'What's the matter?' he asks. 'I have a case of anal glaucoma,' she says in a weak voice. 'What the hell is anal glaucoma?' 'I can't see my ass coming into work today.'

Another One Thanks Phatso -btw She's Like Gorgeous
~My 2007 Awards~ 1) DRINKING BUDDY OF THE YEAR My 12 yr old cousin just playin! 2) LIFETIME SERVICE AWARD (longest friend) - Glo-Nuts 3) NEWCOMER AWARD - NEWEST FRIEND? Im averaging about 3 a day 3) HIGH POINT OF THE YEAR? I actually went the ENTIRE year without having to get stitches yay I learned to walk! 4) LOW POINT OF THE YEAR? My best friend in the world Mike...heroin over dose in the bathtub...Love you man....Glo-nuts husband. LOVE YOU much 5) BEST HOLIDAY? presents 6) YOUR SONG FOR 2007? Uh the E-40 song...youuuuuuu and that booty 7) MOVIE FOR 2007? hostile? 10) WHO DID YOU SPEND VALENTINES WITH? fuck...no one 11) BEST RELATIONSHIP? With My son of of course 12) WHAT WERE YOU FOR HALLOWEEN? My son's Date 13) RESTAURANT OF THE YEAR? CHILLLI's baby back ribs 14) BOOK OF THE YEAR? Ghetto Nation 15) BEST DECISION MADE THIS YEAR? To get me and my son our own apartment! Whew good job rae 16) WHAT ARE YOUR PLANS FOR NEXT YEAR? T

Another Day To Walk Alone
Another day I have no one by my side another day I don't cry, another day without a kiss and a kiss I won't miss, another cold and lonely night is another night that I am ready for daylight, people always think that cause I try to stay clear of love i'm weird but if they only knew I really try to stay clear of my fears and one of those fears are of another day to hurt without that special someone near.

Another Christmas Treat
WANNA EARN SOME FAST AND EASY FU-BUCKS WITHIN 10 HOURS????? LADIES AND GENTLEMEN ITS TIME TO HIT THE JACKPOT. TODAY THERE IS 11 HAPPY HOURS WILL START AT 9AM PST UP TO 9 PM PST CHECK THIS OUT: I'M HOSTING THE FASTEST CHRISTMAS FU-BUCKS GIVE AWAY CONTEST: CONTEST WILL LAST 10 HOURS ONLY,IT WILL START AT 12NOON PST AND IT WILL END AT 10PM PST ON DEC 15TH THE PIC WITH THE MOST COMMENTS AND RATES WILL WIN FIRST WINNER WILL RECEIVE 150,000 FU-BUCKS SECOND WINNER WILL RECEIVE 100,000 FU-BUCKS THIRD WINNER WILL RECEIVE 50,000 FU-BUCKS THE RULES WILL BE 1~ NO NSFW PICTURES ARE ALLOWED TO ENTER THE CONTEST OR TO BE POSTED AS A COMMENT. 2~ COMMENT BOMBING AND SELF COMMENTING ARE ALLOWED. 3~ NO DRAMA OF ANY KIND,ANY DRAMA STARTER WILL BE ELIMINATED FROM THE CONTEST. 4~ GOOD SPORTSMANSHIP IS A MUST!!! IF YOU WISH TO JOIN PLEASE SUBMIT THE LINK TO YOUR PHOTO YOU WISH TO ENTER TO MY MAIL,JUST CLICK ON THE LINK BELOW. For any questions please contact: ¯

Another Random Thought..
I've come to realize that I find myself living the most interesting of dilemmas... If I were to pick an element to best symbolize myself and my life... Water would represent my life. At times calm, at times turbulent but for the most part it is completely consistant. Filled with it's ups and it's downs, it at some point takes on the aspects of every body of water there is. Sometimes it feels as if it is falling down around me.. like rain. Other times it just flows so smoothly like a river or a creek. Sometimes it feels as if it's crashing chaotically... like a waterfall. And yet it always has so much going on it, filled with so much life, both good things and bad... taking up everything.. or almost everything. Like the ocean. I guess this is where the dillema comes in, because me? I'm represented by fire. Always burning, filled with such incredible heat that only the most foolhardy and daring dare to try to touch. There are few that are able to hold on but never too long. Now tell me..

Another F***ing Liar
Are men really that fucking stupid they don't think women wont talk to each other? I have feelings for someone so it really doesnt get me as upset as it does other. This person was so playing women against each other. His elaborate lie was exposed to me tonight. I just had that "Feeling" about the stories this gentleman would tell...like a tall tale. Being friend he asked me if I really felt the way I did for someone and I explained yes with all my Heart. Somehow that answer did not sit well with this supposed friend. He then made up a story about a woman he was getting to know well and hated to tell em online (like I said, no skin off my teeth because I care about someone else). I already knew he was some sort of player by the attention I received from the women on his page. Laughing it off I remained friends with this person. The stories and tall tales grew for months after he commited Fubar suicide. Such a coincidence that someone else created a new page to keep an eye on me on he

Another Poem
Love to me is when you think of some one so much that it hurts to be with out them. When you're with that person everything just feels right! Love, ultimately, is realizing the responsibility that love entails. To truly love, one must first love one's self and secondly, be worthy of the love one is given. Love involves both selfishness as well as selflessness. Listless nights filled with laughter instead of lonliness. The cure for the human predicament. No beginning, no end, a suspension in both space and time. Like when lying on your back in a pool, floating, with your ears underwater. Although you can hear the sounds of the world, they're muffled, unclear, unnecessary. Love quiets, and calms the world around you, so that you may focus on what truly matters. Basically, in a nutshell, love is always swallowing! Hey girls, the world can use a lot more love! Gulp!

Another Downrater
the fucker is new and gave my pic a 1.... damn and its christmas time and ppl still cant be nice :P. any way protect urself from him, dont waste ur time downrateing him it only gives him pts anyway. here's his link frank da tank@ fubar

Another Site To Check Out.
Just some HoverSpot.com features Create your own page Upload all your photos Write blogs Rate & Comment others IM Friends Win Big copy and paste this link to join. http://hoverspot.com/signup.php?r=2040770

Another Quote I Like
I am free, no matter what rules surround me. If I find them tolerable, I tolerate them; if I find them too obnoxious, I break them. I am free because I know that I alone am morally responsible for everything I do. Robert A. Heinlein

Another Christmas Come And Gone
have you ever just wanted to... eh just sit and cry?? I have no idea whats going on in this little head of mine- im hoping its just a phase. doesnt matter WHO i talk to lately i just get irritated with them. ha- and for it being christmas day... im very irritated. Maybe its all the caffine ive been puting into my body. Blood pressure goes up, attitude arises! god. i just want today to be over with. So yeah, on christmas- i had to work... ok i understand this. I think where i work- The younger people should work christmas eve and christmas day that way the older crowd with children can spend the day with them and what not. BUT New years eve should be when the younger people should be off- considering they tend to go out and party and have fun and what not. You know. i dont want to sound selfish but thats what i think. The older people usually just stay at home and what ever (when i say older- i mean the people that are in their 30's with children). Ive been at outlook pointe/elm

Another Wonderful Day
Yesterday was better then I could have imagine. Her Folks were so nice and loving. There is no doubt in my mind that I am with the person I was always suppose to be with. How else can I explain everything? We get along so well and the chemistry is so strong. We went for a walk last night when we came home. It was so nice to just walk and talk. Everything was just picture perfect and it felt so good just to talk about how we both feel up to this point, about areas that could use a little polishing, and about the future. My Boo completes me in so many ways. She is my equal and my best friend. I am just so happy right now. Today looks to be another wonderful day.

Another Rambling Of Sorts....
The weather around southeastern Ohio has been awesome. It is almost 50 degrees, the sun is shining, and the air is crisp. It really is a joy getting outside just to do anything. Even just walk around for no reason. I can handle more winters like this. Who ever said that global warming is a bad thing? Has anyone recognized what China is doing? They have established the worlds largest hydroelectric dam. This thing is huge. I was over hearing some one talking about it. This damn has 13 hydroelectric turbines each costing over one million dollars a piece. These turbines (I don't know the science behind it) also are thermocondensing in that they are to heat this water to a near boiling point which will lift out the contaminents in the water and when the water is through the dam it is purified (to an extent). This dam is huge. It is to back up the Yanztee (sp.?) river 200 miles. In this converstation it was said that this dam is only at 30% work capacity. Even at 30%, thi

Another Hero Lost
A sharp bone chilling scream pierces the night It warns of a soul in harm's way I have heard these sounds fill the air Imbedding the sounds in my memories each day A cold chill I feel along my spine I can see the pain wretched face looking at me Blood pools around them on the ground From their pain let them be free My stomach churns as the injury I see Both legs missing from a body so strong Seeing brave men serving their country with pride Torn from loving comfort for so long I look down into their eyes open wide Wishing there as something comforting to say No words came from my lips this night As on this battlefield another injured hero lay He closed his eyes and I heard these words As he softly whispered them to me "Dear Lord take my body to rest now Let me lay with others that gave for us to be free I am not a hero, nor do I ask for praise I serve my country with honor and pride Knowing that one day this may be my end I accept you now with arms opened wide N

Another New One
A bloke wins the lottery and decides to buy himself a Harley Davidson, he goes down to his local bike shop and after purchasing a top of the range bike, the owner of the shop tells him to coat the bike in Vaseline every time it looks like raining. That night he goes and picks his girlfriend up on his new toy and heads over to her parents house for the first time. As they arrive there, she explains to him that whenever they have dinner, don't talk. "If you talk," she tells him, "you have to do the pots." The man is astounded as he walks into the house as it is a complete mess. Anyway, the family all sit down for dinner not saying a word. The man decides to take advantage of the situation by groping his girlfriend's tits, yet there is not a sound from anyone. So he decides to shag his bird on the table, and still there is not a word. He then proceeds to do his girlfriend's mum over the table, but still, amazingly, there's not a word from anyone. Just at that moment he notices the rai

Another Of My Favorite Authors
“A single rose can be my garden...a single friend, my world.” Leo Buscaglia “Death is a challenge. It tells us not to waste time...It tells us to tell each other right now that we love each other.” Leo Buscaglia “Don't brood. Get on with living and loving. You don't have forever.” Leo Buscaglia “Don't smother each other. No one can grow in the shade.” Leo Buscaglia “I believe that you control your destiny, that you can be what you want to be. You can also stop and say, No, I won't do it, I won't behave his way anymore. I'm lonely and I need people around me, maybe I have to change my methods of behaving and then you do it.” Leo Buscaglia “I have a very strong feeling that the opposite of love is not hate - it's apathy. It's not giving a damn.” Leo Buscaglia “I still get wildly enthusiastic about little things... I play with leaves. I skip down the street and run against the wind.” Leo Buscaglia “I've always thought that people nee

Another Random Entry
i've just been noticing since i've signed up that more and more people are posting "mumms" that are not mumms. mumm- make up my mind. the last one i read said, do you like no strings attached sex..? that isn't even close to a mumm. another thing i've noticed is a lot of people on this site like to fan you, rate you, but then not add you. if you're going to that much trouble, go ahead and add me...i mean i'm either going to say yes or no. but if you are that anal about a few trivial points from getting a friend request then don't even fan or add me. i don't do that stuff when i browse people i want to be friends with. it's just dumb.

Another Year
Time has passed, a new era begins. Broken wings shall fly again. Shattered hearts are so long mended. Clashed swords have been laid down. Embrace the sun as it embraces the ocean, As it sets far away into the horizon. Meet the moon, smiling tonight. Say goodnight to yesteryear. And wake up filled with a newer chapter. With a bluer sky filled with white wishes. No longer shall history repeat itself. Music playing within thy ears. A melody of harmony across the meadows. Peace itself will soon arrive. Bringing joy and love to the earth beneath. Angel wings spread wide as the oceans, green grass grows as spring will soon come. Little darlings may breathe again. A newer life, a newer time. Smile and laugh, your heart so carefree. Freely love the love made for thee. Lay thy weapon on the bloodstained ground, Which is healing deep from the scars of war. Yesterday was just a dream. Yesteryear shall be no more. Welcome this year with wide open eyes. Fill thy heart with

Another Year Gone By
Another year has come and gone. How quickly they seem to pass in this the autumn of my life. If I could only manage to slow that clock down a bit more............ Well time for a year in review again I guess. The plus and minus sides of the ledger of life. The paths I have taken, and the ones I passed on. Its all in the way you look at it though. They never seem to balance out in the end. Taking the good with the bad is part of life. Ducking the blows which would sever your head from your body, and delivering the same. Its human nature I guess. I can't explain it any other way. You hurt, you hurt back. You love, you love back. In other words, you get what you pay for. Once started, its bought and sold many times, in many different forms. The guises of threats, innuendo, and deceit. Hate feeds and breeds upon itself. A lesson I have learned this past year. Despite once believing that hatred could be a useful emotion, I find now that it can't be confined to just one person. It seeps

Another Thought For You All.
This message comes to wish you happiness and every good thing too, to make this New Year, a wonderful one for you and then the kind of happiness desired by your heart and family times, filled with peace and joy,right from the start. Happy New Year!! Pete

Another Update
Here is another update to my About Me section. Yes, I do mention LOVES of my life. You can voice an opinion about that, just don't judge me. FIRST OFF, FOR ANYONE OUT THERE WHO ACTUALLY READS PROFILES, I AM A GUY. YOU MIGHT HAVE KNOWN THAT IF YOU HAD READ THE PROFILE TO START WITH CONSIDERING I MENTION THAT I AM A PROUD FATHER.I GET VERY IRRITATED WITH PEOPLE WHO DON'T BOTHER TO READ THE PROFILE BEFORE THEY LEAVE COMMENTS OR SEND ME SHOUTS. SECOND OF ALL, NO, I DO NOT HAVE A SALUTE PIC AND PLEASE DON'T ASK ME FOR ONE. I DON'T THINK THAT I SHOULD HAVE TO TAKE A PIC WITH SOME DAMN SIGN IN FRONT OF ME, MY PROFILE SCREEN BEHIND ME OR ME IN A SITE T-SHIRT THAT I DON'T OWN ANYWAY JUST TO PROVE I AM A REAL PERSON. YOU EITHER BELIEVE I AM OR YOU DON'T. PERSONALLY, I COULDN'T CARE LESS. THE IMPORTANT PEOPLE KNOW. FOR INSTANCE, MY WIFE, WHO ALSO HAS A PROFILE HERE ON FUBAR. IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO MEET HER AND ASK HER FOR YOURSELF, LET ME KNOW AND I WILL HAPPILY DIRECT YOU TO HER PROFILE.

Another Rant.. Fucking Mumms
I posted this as a bulletin, also, put it here, nothing personal, I guess I'm just not a mummer... It was fun getting to know you, Since all anyone does is mumm, I am cleaning everything out, except for the few who talk to me. I'm sick of having my alert box tied up w/ who voted on what mumm. Since no one will take the time to read this anyway, I guess it won't be a big loss. But I am also going to blog this so at you can't be mad at me for dropping you.. All of you have fun and enjoy your little mumm world..

Another.....
My daughter, who is now 15... 2yrs ago, She came to me and said, "dad, everyone says I look alot like you..." I was proudly smiling, But, she went on to say, "Awwwe, I don't want to have a big nose." I almost cried...

Another Child
Another child is to be born Another woman is to be in pain Pain that was bestowed upon woman years ago To happen once more just to bring a child into the world The father is a great man The mother is a caring one The child is to be protected from the world Til the is right for it to leave home one day Parents and child That’s the way it always goes And one day The child will become a parent It will continue this way For years to come Just like it did Many years ago Another grandparent, there will be Another uncle Another father Another mother Another child A child is to be born A woman is to be in pain.

Another Letter About Immigration
ORANGE COUNTY ( CALIFORNIA ) NEWSPAPER This is a very good letter to the editor. This woman made some good points. For some reason, people have difficulty structuring their arguments when arguing against supporting the currently proposed immigration revisions. This lady made the argument pretty simple. NOT printed in the Orange County Paper..... Newspapers simply won't publish letters to the editor which they either deem politically incorrect (read below) or which does not agree with the philosophy they're pushing on the public. This woman wrote a great letter to the editor that should have been published; but, with your help it will get published via cyberspace! New Immigrants From: "David LaBonte" My wife, Rosemary, wrote a wonderful letter to the editor of the OC Register which, of course, was not printed. So, I decided to "print" it myself by sending it out on the Internet. Pass it along if you feel so inclined. (signed) Dave LaBonte Written in res

Another Season
Well Its another season that the Redskins don't make it past the first round of the Playoffs. Next year is looking better with the return of Jason Cambell. Although some would speculate that Collins is the man for the job. I still think Jason Cambell will take us further. With all that said, Buttcheeks and heart farts. Thank you very much!

Another Request For Help
Im in ANOTHER contest. Could you be so kind when you get bored and hook me up? I mean I am the hottest fubar mummer, im sitting here with my coat on and the heat is on. Make a joke and send your friends that way too how funny would that be? Clicky and rate please!!!!! Also I'm up for sale if anyone wants to give this mummer a nice warm e-home :) Click here to vote

Another Loss
Brewer, Jason H. (Memoriam) - JASON H. BREWER Nov. 11, 1985 - Sept. 16, 2001 Our hearts were broken on Sept. 16. There isn't a day that goes by ... jason commited suicide in chesire jail he was on trial as an adult an had paralized his best friend in a car accident "u will never be forgotten i luv u alwayz my bestfriend" JASON H. BREWER Nov. 11, 1985 - Sept. 16, 2001 Our hearts were broken on Sept. 16. There isn't a day that goes by that you're not dearly missed. You were a loving son, grandson and brother to us all. You are now at peace and in Heaven. Jason you will live in our hearts each and every day forever. With all our love, Mom, Grandma, Grandad, Nichalos, Victoria, Paris and Francis, Jr. and everyone else who loves you Jason Hannibal Brewer, 15, of Elm St., Windsor Locks, died Sunday, (September 16, 2001). He was the beloved son of Gloria (Brewer) Peluso of Windsor Locks. Jason was born in Denver, CO and was a former nineth-grade student at Enfield High School. Besi

Another Pitbull Neglected
Poor Tobias, he was bought off a parking lot for $100.00. He was left in a bedroom, neglected, and his collar embedded in his neck. His tail was broken and his heart. This boy is a lover, charmer, and a momma boy. A concern citizen brought him to us and it is time to fix him up. Again we want to thank Dr. Marcy, The Pet Doctor, for seeing this little guy as an emergency. After surgeries, scopes and a host of medical procedures, Tobias was put to sleep on November 23, 2007.

Another Random
Well its my day off from work and i got nothing plan but a whole lot of sitting around and going to work out. That is all i ever do if im not working . I hardley go out due to the fqact i ahve no friends here. Im also needing to get on the ball and finish my school, i just need to do some emailing and then sign up for the one class. IM going to try and do it at the School that is down the street. Well im still heart broken over Katie and i don't know if i can rebound from this one. I ahve been in a couple relationship that have went sour, but nothing as hard as this one. But what can i do about, what's done is done.

Another Epiphany-moving On #2
i cannot and should not look back or go back. it's to far to see. and it's too far to go from where i came from. those that love me will love me and help me, as i help them on this journey. those that arent sure, will be passed along the way and i will leave them with something. those that never did i will pass along the way. exlovers, old friends, hangouts and haunts... if i was never part of your future, i must leave you in the past. i will not forget you, but i will no longer revere you as something i miss. "good times, bad times. yeah, [we]had our share" but this journey i cannot share with you, because you never seemed to care. if you don't think of me as blood and will not bleed for me, i will only give you water because that's the only thing you deserve..a stranger's generosity.

Another Winner In My Books ..and He Got Me A Gift! :d
See tards like this, are an inspiration to my demotivational comment making needs :Dsooo.. Dear soldierboy, yours truly, papercut kisses xo keep em coming fuckstick.. Im running outta material anywho:( later days!

Another Lost
This past week I haven't been on much because J.A.H. overdosed on some pills and died. He was only 16. I remember going to the skating rink back in middle school and he was the one who taught me how to spin around backwards to forwards and we tried to grind on the rails but we never quite made it past a few inches. I've been trying to remember the good times but everytime I look up I see another friend on drugs or drunk. Whether it be drugs such as pills, cocaine, crack, heroin, saliva, weed, cigarettes, or alcohol. I see the pain of their life, the times we've been through, almost dying, car crashes, the cops, scars, abuse, rape, reality. It's hard, he was only 16, I'm not much older and I've been through so much more and survived. It's just not fair

Another By Ken... Love U Lots..
As you walk through life Mirrored images sometimes will appear Some good Some bad Some indifferent As I look at you I see Something that has a sparkle That lights up a room It could be that wry smile Or those sexy eyes Hell it could be anything But the more I look The more I've noticed The sparkle I see Is from Gods hands To Our lives And I'm Thankful For That

Another Awesome Poem! :)
This guy.. is soooooo sweet.. a wonderful friend. :) Thanks Rabbit... He put this in my profile comments... :) *hugs* He has so many awesome poems in his blogs... check him out, his link is at the bottom of this! :) A Love Like No Other I never felt a love Like this before It's a love like no other Something I have always hoped for A love with friendship Humour and heart A bond so strong It would never part A love that makes you smile From ear to ear A love that is joyful Without any fear A love that is beautiful From the inside out A love with no tears, Pain, or doubt A love with soul So tender and true A love that I have found Only in you... just something I wrote Rabbit Read my poetry they r in blogs Rate fan and add me@ fubar With Love To All *AngL*

Another Hater Or A Faker?
I might become another hated person on here but who cares. I think this person I am going to tell you about deserves all this. His name is Chris. Apparently is 21 and currently a Top Promoter for Fubar. Well he came in a lounge and started to treat the laddies and gentlemen with disrespect. We gave him warnings after warnings and then we kicked him out...he kept coming back and we finally banned him. Well his ass couldn't get enough attention and he needed more. He started to fuck with the people in the lounge in their shout boxes. Including mine! Believe me, this gets better! telling me all this shit. blah blah blah. Started to give us 1's. Sorry fucker, you still get points for it!! Plus its happy hour...you get double points. LMAO! Then he gave me a comment on one of my pictures. Proof! Here comes the Shout Box conversation. What I got from it. Its rude...FYI! ->~*D∋...: I dont have all day ->~*D∋...: ....... ->~*D∋...: who likes a hater?

Another Emo Poem
i close my eyes to see your face. wrap my arms around a disguised you. tears run black i cant contain it anymore. knowing that we will drift apart a love i wont get another chance for crying once more pretending once again... try to see another face but yours is clear. i miss the security i miss your prescence. no one could take your place more heartbreak and i cant handle it inhibitors, more and more i can see your face again pretend you're there, holding me once more and the security, a deep calming effect, i am normal in your eyes. unconditional love from me to you, you are perfect no matter what you say cant make me change this. the tears stop, i feel ok... i feel worn out... i feel...nothing... no more pain no more crying, maybe i can close my eyes. i see your face miss your arms your warmth i cry once more... before i cry myself to sleep. (fuck you shakespeare...)

Another One Of My Poems..enjoy!!
I am not a hero For you I would bleed I don't have a halo I'd fight your demons until I ceased to breath I'm not bullet proof I'd take one for you My kryptonite is the truth It's the best that I can do Don't make me more than I am There is something you need to know I'm nothing more than a man I am not a hero

Another Great Piiiiiiiiiimp Out!!!
of all the tags and pix that have been made for me, i can say the CrucialTagz makes the best! sooooooooooooooo send this dude some extra fu lovins cause he deserves it for all the great work! CrucialTagz!

Another Example Of Lack Of Respect For The Dead (when Will This Fucking End?)
Okay, so most of you that know me personally, know that im a man who has respect for the dead. When it comes to something like that, I respect that person for who they were, and what they did with their life, and this is certainly no exception. As most of you kow by now, actor Heath Ledger was found dead in his New York apartment due to a possible accidental overdose. He was a great actor; one of the best of our generation. Every movie of his i've seen, i really enjoyed. Not to mention he plays the Joker in the upcoming Batman movie, which looks amazing. Anyway, im off my point. I found out about this watching Headline News. And within an hour of his passing, they were basically coming up with every possible crackpot theory to his death that would make him look bad, like suicide, etc. They even gone as far as saying, and im quoting, because i honestly could NOT make this up: "while researching for his role as the Joker, he delved into the Joker's psyche, and seeing this demonic charact

Another Interview!
I have an interview, tomorrow at 10AM to be an Assistant Manager at a local resturant. I've done it before at other places, so I hope they approve of my credentials! Please think of and pray for me that I can get the job! Much love and thanks to you all!

Another Gimptastic Original (yes I Am A Pink Floyd Fan Lol)
I cherish the dark side of your moon Like a wintered rose before it blooms I don't want to just stand on your shores I want to ride through your storms The dark is half of the whole Just another facet of your diamond soul I want more then the sun in your eyes I want to share the tears you cry A bird is still a bird even with a broken wing When you reach the sky, raise your voice and sing The rhythm of your life is such a wonderful tune Shall we dance on the dark side of your moon

Another Year
Another year as past, tomorrow I'll be 35. While I don't look nor at times act my age, tonight I'm feeling it. I don't think that for a big girl I'm ugly, Matter of fact I think for a big girl I'm pretty damn goodlookin' So why at this time in my life do I remain single? I have class tomorrow so the party is being put off till the weekend. I have to laugh cause my mom is so stressed out with the things happening here she got confused, looks at me this afternoon and says..." Oh yeah, Happy Birthday" to which my reply was " Ya doofus it's tomorrow" But no one has called and very few of my so called friends even called to say, Hey Crissy lets go out have some fun. Nope, my 35th will be uneventful and lonely.

Another Taste....
For those seeking another flavor... here's a sample of a few paragraphs from my novel "Love Spell" available at Renaissance E Books (www.renebooks.com) “Darlene, I say is you sick?” he demanded with a nervous look on his handsome face. “Ladies’ Room,” she managed to spit out. The two word answer was enough as her date took her by the arm and led her around to the back of the grandstands. The smell of the forest struck her nostrils as they rushed into the semi-darkness behind the stadium. Looking up it seemed as if she was at the foot of a tall, insurmountable man-made cliff. To her left a tall fence paralleled the back of the concrete stands. There were sparse and floodlights hung at regular intervals above the narrow path between the grandstands and the fence. These dim, ancient bulbs cast light poorly in a strange, yellowish hue. It was an eerie scene that would have bothered Darlene a lot more if she hadn’t been fighting off the cramps gripping her across the middle

Another Fallen Hero
My Pop finally succumbed to the sicknesses he's been fighting for the last year and a half. It was beautiful in a sad, sweet way. We knew he wouldn't be around long Sunday, and all of us kids and grandkids and one great-grandkid went to say goodbye. He expired Monday afternoon with one of my brothers, my sister and I, one of my nieces and one nephew all telling him we loved him and we'd miss him. He was buried next to his parents yesterday in Cahaba Heights, outside B'ham. His name was (deleted) 1st (there are also a 2nd and a 3rd). He was the youngest First Sergeant in all the U.S. Armed Forces in WW2. Our WW2 vets are dying at the rate of about 1000 per day. If you know any, show 'em some love, please.

Another Rant
I am so sick and freaking tired of the media making so much special attention of these stupid idiotic movie stars being so freaking stupid as to killing them self and not giving a damn about the REAL HEROES that are dying defending this country. Who really gives a crap about Heath Ledger and Pamula Anderson. They were nothing but druggies that took their own life. While I'm on this topic if I hear one more thing about the trashy whores like Brittney Spears and Hilton I think I will throw something through my TV. Those two will be next to die and then the media will have to spend 6 freakin months talkin bout them. They really need to get the priorities straight. Focus on the REAL Americans that defend this country.

Another Fav Song
Within Temptation - What Have You Done What have you done now? I know I better stop trying You know that there's no denying I won't show mercy on you now I know I should stop beleiving I know that there's no retreating It's over now What have you done? What have you done now? I've been waiting for someone like you But now you are slipping away (what have you done now?) Why? Why does fate make us suffer? There's a curse between us Between me and you What have you done? Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tryed to cause you have Turned into my worst enemy? You carry hate that I feel It's over now What have you done? What have you done now? I've been waiting for someone like you But now you are slipping away (what have you done now?) Why? why does fate make us suffer? There's a curse between us Between me and you What have you done? I've been fool Won't let it go We will be free when it ends I've been waiting f

Another Hard Week
Im now entering what I would call the hardest week of my life. Putting the final arrangements together for Stevens Funeral on Thursday. We are due to see the Humanist to talk about Steven's life so he can arrange for what he is going to say during the service. We have asked for a strange request for the funeral, that people dont wear funeral attire, although it is a sad occassion, we dont want it to be, but more of a rememberance of what Steven stood for and what he was like - and that was happiness, people who have seen Steven or seen his photos knows he had a very infectious smile and knew how to make other people smile. A lot of people going to the funeral are wearing football (soccer) shirts. I am going to wear one of Stevens old football shirts on the day. The social club that my brothers and me go to have had the Union Jack flying half mask in his honour since his death. I would also like to thank everybody from the bottom of my heart for all the support and prayers they have

Another Weekend
hello friends~! I am sorry I haven't been online much lately. Between dr visits I have MOMMY duties to do....and some how I have gotten a sinus cold. I had a procedure done Thursday at the hospital to find out if I have a clot on my heart...it is not a clot but just a shadow. So we are waiting on the dr to call back for a time to begin chemo. The procedure Thursday was ok but the dr had to put a tube down my throat and take some ultrasound pics of my heart so now I have a sore throat. I gagged a lot~! I stayed in bed most of Saturday cause I was so cold. I just can't seem to get warm. Yesterday I didn't do anything either. Today I am paying for being so lazy this weekend. I have loads of clothes to wash and dry and the house needs to be swept good. I also noticed some dust in my bedroom so I need to do some dusting. My daughter has helped some by keeping the dishes washed and put up....but my work is never done it seems. Sick or not MOMMY still has to make sure all is ok in

Another Disrespectful Scumbag Exposed
OK HERE WE GO AGAIN THIS IS SO NOT ME BUT IM SICK AND TIRED OF THE DAMN DISRESPECT I JUST EXPOSED ONE LAST NIGHT IN BLOG AND I WILL DO IT AGAIN AT THIS POINT I WILL EXPOSE EVERYONE OF THEM SO YOU LOWLIFE DIRTBAGS BETTER GET A CLUE BEFORE YOU EVEN BOTHER TO SHOUT ME OR EMAIL ME ... NOT ANYWHERE IN MY PROFILE OR ANY CONVERSATION EVER HAVE I INSUATED THAT IM HERE TO GET LAID.... HELL IF IM LOOKING TO (JUST) GET LAID WHAT DONT YA UNDERSTAND DONT NEED THE WONDERFUL CYBER WORLD TO (JUST )GET LAID UHMMM IM NOT DESPERATE I CAN GO TO THE LOCAL CLUB IN TOWN TO GET LAID ...I MEAN COME ON ... AT LEAST AT THE LOCAL CLUBS/BARS I DO KNOW ALOT OF PEOPLE IN THERE AND IF IM GONNA GET LAID ID RATHER IT BE BY SOMEONE I KNOW AND NOT A DAMN SCUM/DIRTBAG FROM THE INTERNET THAT DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO APPROACH A LADY... OMG THIS IS SO NOT ME BUT IM SICK AND TIRED OF THE A**HOLES WHO WANT TO JUST SHOUT OR EMAIL BS LIKE THIS SO HERE WE GO JOE B

Another Update
My niece is coming off the meds they gave her to give her a break and has started having seizures again. So please keep her in your prayers! I'm going to add a couple more photos of her to my photo album soon. And my friend Sarah is back home from the hospital still weak but home at least. Keep her in your prayers also so that she doesn't have to go back to the hospital again.

Another Encounter
I was on my way to the beach for a nice, relaxing overnight stay. The first time in forever I was going to be alone, and able to enjoy complete solitude. I was speeding down rt. 1 when this weird noise started. It was coming from the engine, but I had no clue what it was. It was dark out, drizzling, and just not ideal circumstances to be stuck on the side of the highway. I stopped the car, as the noise was getting louder, and popped the hood. I was muttering to myself how stupid this was, since I had no clue what I was supposed to be seeing. As I stood there staring at the engine, I saw a car pull over ahead of me and stop. My stomach started churning, and I was thinking all sorts of horrible scenarios, ending in my death, or rape, beating…damn, I watch too much tv. As I looked up a man got out of the car and started toward me. I couldn’t see what he looked like in the dark, but he didn’t seem menacing. He was carrying a flashlight, and shown it on me as he approached. I was thinkin

Another Poem By Me
One In A Million By Alex McKenzie Gently falling upon my upturned face, Floating down with unbounded grace. I feel the caress of the angels kiss, A moment in time I'm loathe to miss. One in thousands of these kisses do I feel, Surrounding me.....filling me....my senses reel. The fire of my passion causing it to melt, Barely remembering if ever it was even felt. So many more waft down from above, But can any others give me so high a sense of love. I long once again to find that sense anew, Mayhap I will one day.....perchance......in you.

Another One
You used to call me your angel Said I was sent straight down from heaven You'd hold me close in your arms I loved the way you felt so strong I never wanted you to leave I wanted you to stay here holding me [CHORUS:] I miss you I miss your smile And I still shed a tear Every once in a while And even though it's different now You're still here somehow My heart won't let you go And I need you to know I miss you, sha la la la la I miss you You used to call me your dreamer And now I'm living out my dream Oh how I wish you could see Everything that's happening for me I'm thinking back on the past It's true that time is flying by too fast I know you're in a better place, yeah But I wish that I could see your face, oh I know you're where you need to be Even though it's not here with me [CHORUS]

Another?
A businessman enters a tavern, sits down at the bar, and orders a double martini on the rocks. After he finishes the drink, he peeks inside his shirt pocket, then orders the bartender to prepare another double martini. After he finishes that it, he again peeks inside his shirt pocket and orders the bartender to bring another double martini. The bartender says, "Look, buddy, I'll bring ya' martinis all night long - but you gotta tell me why you look inside your shirt pocket before you order a refill." The customer replies, "I'm peeking at a photo of my wife. When she starts to look good, I know it's time to go home."

Another Lounge Invite & .....
...the longest conversation I've had with anyone on Fubar,all of maybe 100 words between the 2 of us.Whoopee.....at least the person was kind enough to rate me back. I got a third invite from another person (one I'd fanned but didn't return the favor) to join a lounge,I sent them a pm explaining that I'd been invited to 3 lounges already & the reaction to my "Howdy y'all!" was dead silence.So that's why I won't visit the lounges. I'm thoroughly f***in' confused...I asked Support if they got points/fubucks for the invites,they said no,so why in the f*** would anyone invite somebody new when they don't really want anybody????

Another Day
Gone for now, but not forgotten My love lies bleeding on the floor. One day it will thrive even stronger In the heart of a cherished soul. Desire will cause an erratic beat Hot blood will race through veins. My love will once again be seen In my eyes, reflecting from my gaze. ~JMW~ 1-29-2008

Another Update
We have gotten clearance from her heart doctor and everyone else to go and do the surgery. The doctor said that it has gotten bigger and her chances of survival has went down to 25% and me and her have sat down to have the conversation about what she wants to me to do when she passes. I told her that she shouldn't talk like that and that everything will be ok, but she keeps telling me she is having the same dream about dead relatives welcoming her into a bright white house and she feels at peace there and doesn't want to leave. I fear the worse and so does my uncle. We all went out just in case something does happen. We took her to dinner at El Chico's and she felt good through her meal, but near the end she started complaining about a strange pain in her side and then passed out for 5-10 minutes. We took her to lay down at my uncles house because she didn't want to go to the hospital. We agreed that she didn't need to go to any Doctor around here since they would want to go straight i

Another Pointless Attempt
I've sat here for 30 minutes writting blog entries on a variety of topics. In the end none of them have been posted. Only a couple of people would of read them, and likely my point would of been missed totally or been misunderstood. So, forget it. Have a nice rest of the week everyone.

Another Day Of Laughs
Well if you know me, I am one person who doesnt like to go without laughs. There has been a few times that I ran freakin scared and did nuttin but cry...........but that was short lived... Now i have had my surgery on my face and at this time with all the test iam back and no signs of cancer once again.. I am sitting here thinkin which probly isnt best thing for me should just take it and run but i cant with knowing that that can all change and believe me i know it can. But to all my family and friends thank you for all the support and help. It means more then you could possibly ever know, I guess I am smilen every day and not letting a day go by that i will not smile regardless of what is goin on. Once again thank you and know i love you all dearly. Sincerely Bree

Another Day
Well I was going through an old account and found a blog entry that I had put in there a while back and it brought me to tears as it brought back alot of how I was feeling at that time, and alot of it is still true to this day..... It is just now easier to deal with the pain a little better.... but anyway, I just figured I would post it........ Well....... Another day has gone by........... Am in a bit of a I guess weird mood. Have been doing alot and I mean alot of thinking lately. It is funny after all is said and done that every choice you make in life has some kind of consequence wheather it be good or bad. Right now I am just missing my son beyond belief. He is my heart. I went to a school function with my kids that I babysit and my sons teacher came running up to me asking about him and what had happen. I know they say time heals all wounds, but having a child jerked out of your life due to spite and anger is not fair to not only you but most importantly the child. It l

Another Blonde Moment.
A beautiful young blonde woman boards a plane to LA with a ticket for the coach section. She looks at the seats in coach and then looks ahead to the first class seats. Seeing that the first class seats appear to be much larger and more comfortable, she moves forward to the last empty one. The flight attendant checks her ticket and tells the woman that her seat is in coach. The blond replies, "I'm young, blonde and beautiful, and I'm going to sit here all the way to LA." Flustered, the flight attendant goes to the cockpit and informs the captain of the blonde problem. The captain goes back and tells the woman that her assigned seat is in coach. Again, the blond replies, "I'm young, blonde and beautiful, and I'm going to sit here all the way to LA." The captain doesn't want to cause a commotion, and so returns to the cockpit to discuss the blond with the co-pilot. The co-pilot says that he has a blonde girlfriend, and that he can take care of the problem. He then goes back and briefl

Another Thing
I could drop some names here but I sure ain't pissed enough yet so I will save that for another blog, but all I wanna know is what's the point of getting to know someone and becoming friends if it's just gonna be a Fubar thing and the only way your "friend" talks to you is when you hit that person up first?

Another Valentines Day...coming Again...
Wow! its been almost a year since i wrote my last Valentines day blog...what a difference a year can make...last year i was rather cynical about valentines day lol little did i know cupid is just slow lol his arrow finally found its mark for me :) about dang time!!! LOL Last year i was alone...this year i have the love of a wonderful man :) Hot Diggity!!! LOL In all seriousness now...i was very fortunate to meet and fall in love with someone wonderful. I wasn't looking when we met..maybe thats they key...love cant be planned...it just has to happen...for those of you who have that "special someone" in your life...cherish it...don't take that love for granted. For those of you who have been hurt...the old cliche is true...time heals...if it didn't work out then it wasn't meant to be...that was the hardest for me to accept at times i think...but i am grateful...if i hadn't lost the one who was wrong for me...i wouldn't have found the one who is right. I know easy for me to say but it i

Another Sad One
December rain was when it came. Thoughts of leaving, but who to blame? You've broken my heart, and my hopeful spirit, If I had a second chance, I wouldn't let you near it. Then again I ruined a "friend" and made someone Or thought I did. You're not my type, I'm hardly yours.... The more I wonder I doubt I could feel any worse. Then again I probably can, but I wouldn't have to if you wanted to be my man. Just those thoughts bring on more tears... Have we really wasted eachothers time, for going on three years? But when I sit, and start to cry It's really better not to think "what if," and "why" It's best to pretend that it's not there you've already proven that you don't care But still it's hard to block the pain Brought on by this depressing December Rain.

Another Great Song!!!! Yay Chaotica
Unstable Lyrics © 2006 by CHAOTICA www.chaoticamusic.com Gotta run Gotta run 'Til I fall, Gotta keep on Feeding the crave. Gotta build Gotta build Up my wall, Gonna keep on Digging my grave. Gotta fight Gotta fight 'Til I bleed, Gotta keep my head Screwed on tight. Gotta stay Gotta stay In the lead, Gotta make sure I win this fight. It's okay if I'm A bit unstable, I've been doing Just fine on my own. I don't care if I am In denial, It's a mild syndrome. Gotta deal Gotta deal With the pain, Gotta put up With all the lies. Gotta break Gotta break Off the chain, Gotta silence All of the cries. Gonna lose Gonna lose My own head, Gonna finally Run out of luck. Gonna fall Gonna fall 'Til I'm dead - And frankly, I don't give a... The more I try, The less I'm free. The more I fail, The more I hate me.

Another Erotic Thriller I Wrote
Her collection As Amy reached for the closing elevator, another hand grasped the door just as she did. She made eye contact and saw that it was that hot little cunt who had been working a few cubicles down from her since she had been Flown in as a contractor for an assignment. She gave Amy a shy smile and looked down at her feet. Amy kept her eyes on her. "Lil_wet_slit" as she called herself on the internet. She and Amy had talked quite a bit on instant messanger since her arrival. "Talk to you later sweety?" Amy inquired with a wink as she got out of the elevator. Sarah, her real name, blushed and nodded. Amy stopped at the corner liquer store for a bottle of White wine on the way to her apartment as usual. She threw her purse and briefcase on the couch as soon as she got into the door. She found a wine goblet in the cubbard, retrieved the corkscrew from the drawer and opened the wine. Pouring her glass almost to the top, she thought about her next move. She sat down at the compu

Another Crazy Blocked!
->~Pebblesin...: you have issues dear. buh bye now JAMES****S...: She wouldnt of closed it if i left my bid there she would of waited for him to outbid me then close it ->~Pebblesin...: now, that is THE END. ->~Pebblesin...: she is not comfortable with the way you were acting regarding so she chose to end it so there wouldn't be anymore drama. JAMES****S...: I removed my bid after u explained it to me then figured out i could still do it then i said something about making a bid before it closed and she started saying she would cancel it ->~Pebblesin...: it's no fun to have a fu stalker or to have someone shouting crap in your shoutbox. so you are welcome to my block list as well if it continues ->~Pebblesin...: i understand you haven't bid in an auction before but I kindly tried to explain it to you and you were rude and abrasive. why would she want to deal with that? JAMES****S...: I did nothing wrong ->~Pebblesin...: you can threaten me or tell whoever you like.

Another Chapter In My Story
Chapter 1 It was just noon as the man returned to town from his excursion into the woods to take care of the raiders. He had been noticing less and less since his weekly trips. There had been none to speak of this time. He was doing his best to keep the trails clear for travelers and to keep the village safe for his wife and daughter. The village was fairly small. It had one tavern, to which the man was heading. He passed by several homes; second one on the right was his, on his way. The only smithy in town was just past the homes and on the right of the town square. The tavern was just beyond that. There was a small store, a letter carrier office, and a butchers’ shop on the left of the square. Everyone he passed waved and said “Hi” to him. He would wave or nod back. He was known to be fairly quiet. This was his home and had been for the past five years. The people believed him to be a bard. Only his brother and one other, not living in this town, knew his

Another Hmmm...
Eyes that light up a room A smile that says it all or nothing What does she know? What is she hiding? A broken heart A frightened spirit She can't believe she's beautiful Won't be told she's wonderful Beside herself and looking in Within herself a shattered child

Another To Tantalize And Tease
She felt so out of place. Walking around, and greeting her co workers but not really here. The company Christmas party was supposed to be a time of fun and family, but Debbie was as lonely here as she was at home. Her and her husband had grown apart. She didn’t know when, but while she still cleaned up after him, cooked, and went through the motions, she was alone. Debbie had never considered herself a needy woman, but she loved physical contact. She longed to feel the way a loved, wanted, woman feels. She deserved to be with someone who truly loved her and appreciated her love. She knew the problems within the relationship weren’t on her, he had done that, but she was suffering just as well. She knew out there somewhere was a man for her, the question was would she be able to trust enough to find him. No sooner had the thought run its course did he walk in. Jack had been working there less than a month. He had been quite shy at first but after you got to know him, he was funny

Another Dreaded Report. **cry**
Gosh I am so procrastinating right now. I need to fill out a Cal Osha report and I hate filling it out every year! They give it to me January 31 and expect the report filled out and posted on Feb. 1st! I have not had time to fill it out.....yeah, that is my excuse! (not me just dreading filling it out ;), lol) I will do it in a few minutes. I have not felt the greatest today. I have been surrounded by sick people for weeks and last night at the class I went to, I was sitting between 2 men that coughed all night! One of them was my husband. I had a yelling match with my son last night which led me to tears and that probably didn't help. I actually took something this morning and it is supposed to prevent colds or at least make them better, Zicam or something like that? It was a lozenge you have to dissolve on your tongue and then not drink anything for 15 minutes. It was supposed to be cherry flavored but it was nasty! I do have to say that I do feel better.

Another Old Poem I Found
Don't tell me I'm alright Don't tell me you understand I know damn well That it's a lie You don't understand me You never will For you can not see What's hidden right here You have not lived my life If you truly feel That you understand me Then show me What I hide from you Prove to me you truly do Don't sit and lie Trying to make me feel better Because I know I'm not alright You don't understand No one does

Another Poem
This one won Honorable Mention in a contest once and got published. Untitled There's an incredible world that's waiting for you. Where beautiful birds sing songs so true. Where flowers bloom with colors so bright they dot the fields like stars at night. Where squirrels run and play and bunnies hop with nothing to alarm them or make them stop. Where butterfly wings beat in time to mother nature's rhythm and breezes of rhyme. Where gentle streams flow with pride helping you find happiness that's hidden deep inside. This world I found helps you let go. It mesmerizes the heart, body, and soul. So give me your hand. I'll show you the way to a place ~so~ breathtaking... you can't do it justice through the words you say.

Another Fish Caught!
I just finish another fishing job on Robinson Rig #11. I Just wanted to pass on to the crews of Robinson rig #11 a pat on the back. In all my years in the oilfield, NEVER EVER have I seen a rig stay as clean as this one while fishing operations were in progress. These boys on rig #11 have what a lot of rigs lack these days. PRIDE. Even though this is a older rig, a pleasure to work on. This rig is well maintained and the crews have pride in there rig which is a direct reflextion of the quaility of drillers and toolpushers they have. If a lot more roughnecks took as much pride as these boys do, instead of worrying about days off, the patch would be a lot more better. Damn good job boys, keep turning and burning! Makem Bite!! Check out the pictures of Robinson Rig #11.

Another New Blog
Well, since all the cool people are doing it :P I was putting them in my rants blog... but here is where i'll put songs that hold special meaning to me. Either because they remind me of someone or something in my life... or just that i really love them (which is usually cuz they remind me of someone or something special :P )

Another One Of My Writings
Her dark hair flowing gently over her shoulders, Her beautiful browns eyes sparkle in the light, Her lips glistening as she smiles at me, Her teeth so beautifully white, She gently caresses my cheek with her soft hands, As she leans in to kiss my awaiting lips, I gently lean in to accept her tasty kiss, As I caringly put my hands on her hips, She whispers to me quietly I love you, As she starts to shiver to my touch, I move closer to her ear and reply, I love you too, so very much, As we lie there in a tight embrace, I feel her body getting warm against my skin, She turns to me and says “I want you’ And I ask where should I begin, She takes my hand and slides into her jeans, Feeling her dampness I try to breathe, She starts to kiss my chest ever so softly, And my alarm rings out damn it was just a dream.

Another New Beginning
There was a time in my life when all i wanted was her. I would have sold my soul to keep her, of that i was sure. She was a fantasy made real, that was best left unfulfilled. In time like a cancer, my heart and soul she killed. Wrapped up in her web, believing every lie. I had become a shadow, the real me began to die. My smile had disappeared and the twinkle in my eye began to fade. She took away my laughter, at her whim a puppet I was made. My friends and family watched helplessly as the man they once knew changed. Even after she was gone my twisted soul became more deranged! I tried to find my zest for life, yet it seemed forever gone. I put new peices in the puzzle, but no woman lasted long. Til one night the whiskey was talking and I saw a new fantasy across a smokey bar! I was there to drown my sorrows, never knowing she began to heal my scars! I packed away my fears and put on my best cocky smile. As i slowly approached her my thoughts escaped me for awhile. The

Another 2/5/08 Update
i'M iN SUCH A GREAT MOOD!!! i GOT TO HOLD MY LiL MiSS MYA ROSE TODAY FOR THE FiRST TiME AND SHE'S 6 DAYS OLD!!! && i GET TO HAVE BROOKLYN STAY WiTH ME AT THE HOSPiTAL TONiGHT SO i WiLL BE CLOSE TO BOTH OF MY GiRLS NOT SHiT CAN KEEP ME FROM SMiLiNG RiGHT NOW, NOT EVEN THAT SHiTTY RAiN OR THE FACT THAT i'M SUPPOSED TO BE CLEANiN HOUSE LOL!!! SHOW ME SOME LOVE, i NEED iT=] && AS ALWAYS, iF YOU'D LiKE TO ViSiT US, CALL OR MESSAGE ME, iT CAN GET KiNDA LONELY UP THERE ALL DAY EVERYDAY, YA KNO? MUCH LOVE AND THANKS, MiSSY, MORGAN, BROOKLYN && MYA=]

Another Year Older
Another year older and the only change I have noticed is my inability to deal with ignorant people blinded with their own hate and self loathing. So apparently although my temper has soften with the years~raising the fire in this Irish blood can be still accomplished from time to time.~lol Guess this means I still have things to learn as I travel down this path in life. For those who have learned all have ceased to be true to themselves for one can never learn all. Just as those who cease to learn can not grow. So on this day of my birth I do not see it as growing old but as being blessed with another year to be with those I love and to enjoy the gift of life

Another Poem
heart breaking crying tears begging you not to disappear stay please cant anymore crying harder walking out the door down stairs follow you begging you this dont do i'll change you'll see dont leave be there for me my fault please say just admit i pushed u away never more hurt you just stay i love you turn away leave me heart breaking pull away uncaringly broken heart broken wings no love not ever again ignore me never call never text i dont matter at all all the lies you said to me have disintegrated and now i see you never loved as much as you said you hurt me more than i can forgive.

Another Poem From My Good Friend Jim
Hair as dark as a moonless night To look at her is my biggest delight Her grin looking sheepish on her sweet loving face She makes me long for that far away place Eyes big and oh so brown like big pools where my emotions drown Her lips so full of love they glisten in the light oh to feel them on mine just once tonight I think of a woman so tender and fine I only wish I could make her mine Just to think once again of her hair radiant and black like a widow in her web waiting to attack.

Another Survey Just For The Heck Of It
1. What are your plans for the weekend? i went to my dads 2. Do you hate more than 3 people? i dont hate people 3. How many houses have you lived in? a few 4. Do you pick your wedgies in public? lol i have 5. Favorite candy bar? milkyway 6. Have you ever tripped someone? YEA HAHA 7. Least favorite school subject? math 8. How many pairs of shoes do you own? 3 9. Do you own a Britney Spears CD? NO 10. Have you ever thrown up in public? YEA CAUSE I WAS SICK 11. Name one thing that is always on your mind: MY KIDS 12. Favorite genre of music? pop 13. What brand of toothpaste do you use? crest 14. What time were you born? 5 AM 15. Do you like beer? NO 16. Have you made a prank phone call? YEA 17. What is the most embarrassing CD you own? vanilla ice 18. What are you listening to? the shower 19. What are your favorite colors? blue and purple 20. How many watches do you own? 1 21. Summer or win

Another Change
Hello, I' m going to make this short. I have so much on my mind. Tomorrow I have to go to court. I only got a 24 hour notice. Its about the custody of my girls. I thought all this was over, now the Social Worker is telling me she asking for another 6 months. WHY?! I want this to end. About the Daughter, I still don't know if she pregnant. She went to the doctor and they conferm that she not, but each day I look at my daughter, her abdomen is still growing. If she not pg, what the Hell is she than? The Mister is not makin me feel any better about anything. I just want to leave. The girls still have their jobs. Let's see how long that last. I will blog after court to vent or not to vent....So... Until...

Another Abuse!
MINNEAPOLIS - A woman beat her cousin's 4-year-old son to death while two of her own children held him down and a third watched, all because the boy soiled his pants, a prosecutor said Tuesday. ADVERTISEMENT Carla Cherisse Poole, 37, is charged with second-degree intentional murder in the death of Demond Keith Reed, whose body was found wrapped in plastic and stuffed in a canvas bag during a police search of her home Sunday. Poole "brutally beat him in front of three of her own children," Hennepin County Attorney Mike Freeman told reporters. He said she lied to police, telling them the boy had been abducted. According to the criminal complaint, Poole's 6-year-old son told police Poole had told him and her 4-year-old child to hold Demond down by the arms while she beat him. "The death of Demond is tragic in itself. Having that death and beating observed by a 4-year-old, a 6-year-old and an 11-year-old just compounds the tragedy," Freeman said. Prosecutors were looking in

Another Write Up Today...
yep another write up,my 4th in a week n halfs time,i was so pissed today i took the rest of the day off and went to fill out apps at other places and again tomorrow looking to get out of that hell hole..these write ups are just getting out of hand,over stupid azz crap,this 4th one was my breaking point!!fk that place!!blah!!

Another Pair
Just bought another pair of running shoe's, I really didn't need them, we had a big sale on base today on New Balance, and Adida running shoes, I spent almost a hour lookin at running shoe's and trying them on, would of stayed longer but i had to get my ass out to go run. Still haven't heard from my friend Karen, I'm startin to feel used, I guess when you get a car you seem to forget about the people who were always there for you, but hell friends come and they go, specially in the military, I'm just gonna stay a loner, I'm more happier that way.

Another Day
She was thinking of an upcoming day that in her own mind had no meaning except the only significance about it was that she would imagine a little fat guy running around with an arrow shooting at people. As she sat and thought, if she were to say this out loud that this would sounds like she did not like this day... that was not the case... to her it is just another day... because love for another should not come just on Valentines day... She thought if you love someone it should be from the heart daily... Now she had not always felt this way... She too just like every other woman , like to be surprised with flowers and candy and all that comes with that day. She loved it... but she also thought that the person that had your heart should know and feel it on a daily basis. Not just on a day that in her mind she thought maybe she was thinking this way because for as long as she could remember this day did not work in her life. There was not anyone there who thought of her, for the only th

Another V-day Passes
Oh well...at least I can say that I was catching a nice buzz lol shit is falling apart again but do ya think i care...hell no...been thru this too much in my lifetime so i think it's time for a change i'm getting the nomad bug again...dreaming of different places, different ppl, different attitudes ppl tend to bore me after awhile...i have very few close friends who are here in KC so that helps to keep me grounded for awhile hell i've lived in the same place for 1 1/2yrs now with only 1 other place being 3 yrs back in '98...does it give u any idea? yeah i'm a traveler..never content yet where i have been cuz i'm looking for those like me...it's hard tho when u have a child who u love more than life itself be what it is...i'm me 150% lol...maybe someday some1 will tame me

Another Valentine's Day....
Several thoughts from Valentine's Day, 2008: -Once again, lives are taken in an educational setting. Parents are mourning the loss of children, students experiencing the untimely passing of friends. Neither of these should be felt. A parent is meant to die first...never should a child pass through life before their parents. The children have yet to experience the joys that this one life can offer. -MSN set up a page online for students and families to connect. Cell phone circuits were so busy, there needed to be a way people could find out if their family members were safe. Yet, at 8pm last night, the site was loaded with people arguing gun law and laying blame on each other. Posts were being deleted, because I can only guess, for insensitivity. One woman from WI, was trying to sort through all the crap. She was losing it, as evidenced by the tension escalation in her postings. She still hadn't heard from a family member....5 hours post shootings. I can't imagine the

Another Shooting Up North. Such A Tragedy.
Don't try to understand what has no understanding, it IS a shame impliments have evolved to the extent they have, but people have been mentally detatched since the beginning. ever since the first time a neandrathol man discovered a stick could be used to hurt another, the only thing that has changed is the stick. Have a great weekend. Terry

Anotherone Bites The Dust
Arguement ensured.Lord Wolf was removed from her Givaway he had no clue that Givaways exspire he was pissed she removed him. So the Bitch Blocked him.Thankful for stealth.got her link here it is.an he says don't give a Fuckin Rats Ass who Hates me for this.I Show Love to others on a Daily Basis. Unfortunately he personally can't Bomb any contest that she holds.An Hopefully no Wolves of Wiccan or Spirit Warriors Levelers enter her events either because u'll be up shit Creek without a damn paddle. Stephanie Lynn@ fubar Soon only Rich Stuck Up Individuals will be here on Fubar.Money Talks others Walk.or Deleted

Another: Moved From Front Page To Blog
If you are rude to me, I will be rude back. RANDOM FACTS ABOUT APRIL: I DO WEAR BLACK EYESHADOW & USUALLY, WHEN I BOTHER PUTTING ON MAKEUP, I WEAR LOTS OF IT, I LIKE DRAMATIC LOOKS. ....ALSO.... I AM FAT. I DO NOT LIKE OR RESPECT PEOPLE WHO HATE ON FATTIES. THIS IS TRUE EVEN WHEN I HAVE LOST WEIGHT AND AM HANGING TEMPORARILY AROUND ON THE THIN SIDE. I LIKE LOTS OF KINDS OF MUSIC ~ NO EXCEPTIOINS ~ IF YOU TELL ME THAT ITS STRANGE OR ANYTHING ELSE NEGATIVE ABOUT LIKING MANY GENRES YOU ARE WASTING YOUR TIME. I LIKE TO THINK I AM A NICE PERSON ~HOWEVER~ I AM ABSOLUTELY PICKY ABOUT WHO MY FRIENDS ARE IF YOU WRONG ME MORE THAN LIKELY YOU HAVE LOST ME. UNLESS I HAVE KNOWN YOU SINCE YOUR BIRTH AND HAVE BEEN ATTATCHED TO YOU FOR DECADES I DO NOT LIKE TO BE USED. DO NOT ASK ME FOR A RIDE, DO NOT ASK ME TO MAKE A BEER RUN FOR YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE ON PROBATION. I WILL NOT FUCKING PICK UP A SIX PACK OR A BOTTLE FOR YOUR PROBATIONED ASS. DON'T EVEN ASK.

Another Survey..u Know U Wanna Read All About Me!!!
1. Who was the last person to put their arm around you? jazzy i think...hehe we were drinking friday night and needed to hold each other up...hehe we are so fun together :) 2. Do you still talk to the person you kissed last? yes i do 3. Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off? myself in the mirror..damn im hot..hahaha 4. Are you a morning person or a night person? night owl here...why else am i still up when ihave to be up so fucking early for work :/ 5. What would you do if you opened up your front door to a dead person? cry 6. Are you there for your friends? ask any of them they will say yes :) i do stupid shit and get walked on..haha so yea i do anything for anybody 7. Are you a forgiving person? usualyl... 8. Do you drink every weekend? no not every...im trying to stop that..lol to many times have i drove drunk..and thats bad..lol 9. Are you talking to anyone while doing this? umm yes..like 4 people actually lol only one of which i

Another Monday
I am working today ... a 12 hour shift and will be leaving shortly. I will take my lap top to work and on occasion take a break and hit the hospital WI FI spot and check in and answer messages. I hope all of you will have a wonderful Monday.

Another Dream Of My Mom & Another Time I Wake Up Crying
Well I took a very short cat nap, maybe about 30 mins. Just enough time for me to dream. Well, it started with me singing praise & worship at my grandpa's church. He asked me to sing "Surely the Presence". So I started singing. When I got to the part where it goes "I can feel the brush of angel's wings. I see glory on each face." I looked out into the congregation & I saw my mom on the left side in the 1st pew, right by the aisle. My aunt Thea & my grandmother was sitting on the right side in the 1st pew. They couldn't see her, only I could. My mom was wearing army green dress pants with a beige colored shirt with a Victorian designed that matched perfectly, something that I'm sure I've seen her wear before cause it looked all too familiar. Her hair was long & brown, no bangs, pulled back & pushed a lil up with a clip, just like she always used to fix it. I can still smell the perfume she had on in my dream. When I saw her I started crying. I could not stop. I woke up crying. Now I'm j

Another Stand
Another stand taken.. So many more to come.. Soldiers of many worlds.. come and go.. Taking lives not there own.. Fighting a fight for an unknown cause.. Missing the outside.. Behind invisible bars.. Endless fear of the troubled past, Keeping them down from what can become.. Tears of the lost, Tears of the cost they gave into.. Forever in circled by a future yet to come.. Another stand taken.. Another world gone by, To many memories, Yet not enough to hide.. Foot steps left behind.. A faded dream.. A broken path.. Another soldier taken in a world not his own.. Another stand taken.. When will it end.. A new world to come.. But no where to be found. A revolution, a new making, a beginning, something beautiful???? Just another stand.....

Another Legal Battle Ensues
So finally after 5 long years I got my child support modification last spring.Now... not even a year later the damnable ex-hubby is comming after me for yet another modification to have it reduced.I got the letter from his state on Saturday while I'm dealing with myself and one of my children having a nasty case of the flu bug.I finally was able to get ahold of my state rep here and they are like wth??? they didn't even know about it.So now here comes the game of Wisconson not giving Florida the info like they are supposed to and who knows how the hell this fight is gonna go. See there is a law in child support that once a modification has been made you are not suppose to be able to get another modification for 3 years...he has another 2 years and 2 months before he can really do this... but... I'm fairly certain that once again the state of Wisconson has found away to bend or break the rules and laws again.This should be interesting!I'm not gonna let him continue to put me and the

Another Strange Dream
boy those pills are giving me some freaky dreams lol. last night i dreamt i had a baby boy, i didnt even know i was pregnant lmao. boy that was a strange one. another one i was going through tv, i was in mash, the waltons, and star trek

Another Gimptastic Original
Going crazy Perception's hazy Nothing makes sense Nerves are tense Head is spinning Confusion is winning Told the truth What more could I do But it wasn't enough I just want your love Unbearable pain Going insane Efforts in vain Done with this game If you want me You know where I will be Hands are tied Now I cry Heart going numb My senses struck dumb Hope you had fun Congratulations you won Can't think anymore Hearts' on the floor Kick it around It won't make a sound It will take your beating Never retreating For the sake of dedication At the risk of desecration I have become lost In all this chaos

Another Story
He walks into the room he body naked soft and still..the candles on the mantle the only light available for him to see. Her skin glowing as the candles light kiss each inch of her beautiful body. She is deep in slumber he walks quietly over to her side just watching her chest rise and fall as she takes in each breath. His hands tremble wanting to touch her but he only watches her. He bends down and blows gently on her breasts she moves only slightly her hand resting on her thigh her nipples beautiful starting to reach for the cool kiss of his breath. He gently takes his fingers and runs them over her plump pink lips. he wants her so badly, it takes all he can to hold back. He bends over to lick her sweet soft lips as his fingers run down her chest...sliding down her tummy to find her sweet slit wet awaiting him. His tongue licks her lips then plunges into her mouth. She is half awake not sure if she is dreaming...but she is on fire for him his hands working her into a frenzy begging fo

Another Story About A Girl
you know what it's like to go through something alone. no exceptions. what the hell is wrong with the world. To make someone feel so small. She died the night they said she was through. She wasn't good enough. They said she never will be. Look at yourself in the mirror little girl. Don't you see. Perfect....no, far from it. Flaws you see. Are the cause of social distruction. Unable to breath while they smile around her. Picture you with him...never. She torments them back. Only feeling good for a while. The pain is restored. Can I just say, this world is full of retarded sick bastards who love to belittle the less fortunate. This girl had enough. She was going to put an end to useless tears. Suffering is not worth living. a box, a rope, and a bag of skittles. she emptied out her room, started giving her things away little by little. soon all was left was the rope. the box. and the bag of skittles. One day she sat on the box and ate her skittles. Tadting the rainbow she hung the rope

Another One.. Most Of My Poems Are Untitled Sorry...
I sit here in total darkness waiting waiting for the light to shin in and show me the way. I sit here now in the light wondering which road I should take. I know which one but do I want that just yet? I am strong, I am willed, and I am who I am. I can make this my trip of a lifetime. 'Cuz a lifetime is what I have to learn everything. The worse lesson in life is Love It hurts, its burns, it cares, it shares, but for most it kills. I will not let it become that. I will be strong and move on.

Another A Hole
Well... what a way to start the week. I had a guy who obviously did NOT read my profile (# 16 in my FAQ specifically) who commanded me to go to his NSFW pics and rate them for him through the shoutbox. I replied back to him and just asked him to read my FAQ list, especially #16. He comes back and calls me a whore and all sorts of things and then blocks me so I could not respond. Some guys on here ... just born jerks I guess... or perhaps it is a learned trait.

Another Fake Holiday
Well friends, he is not a legitimate reverend, he is not a bona fide PhD, and his name isn't really "Martin Luther King, Jr." What's left? Just a sexual degenerate, an America-hating Communist, and a criminal betrayer of even the interests of his own people. On Labor Day, 1957, a special meeting was attended by Martin Luther King and four others at a strange institution called the Highlander Folk School in Monteagle, Tennessee. The Highlander Folk School was a Communist front, having been founded by Myles Horton (Communist Party organizer for Tennessee) and Don West (Communist Party organizer for North Carolina). The leaders of this meeting with King were the aforementioned Horton and West, along with Abner Berry and James Dumbrowski, all open and acknowledged members of the Communist Party, USA. The agenda of the meeting was a plan to tour the Southern states to initiate demonstrations and riots. From 1955 to 1960, Martin Luther King's associate, advisor, and personal secreta

Another One :)
L'été : les vieux cons sont à Deauville, les putes à Saint-Tropez et les autres sont en voiture un peu partout. (Michel Audiard) Summer: old asses are in Deavuville, whores are in Saint-Tropez; all other ones are in their cars, almost everywhere else) lol i love that one

Another Man's Bride
Another Man's Bride A Rondeau Another man's bride once smiled at me, Igniting the flames of fantasy. We lost ourselves in a passion play, Savoring each moment that came our way; The fire of our desire burned furiously. Oh, how I'd wish she'd soon be free, And how I had mocked reality. But why, tell me why, did she have to stay Another man's bride? I hold what we shared in memory, Every single detail perfectly. And now when my thoughts begin to stray And I think of those things we used to say, I oft wonder how she still could be Another man's bride.

Another Sleepless Night
Another Sleepless Night (Perhaps I'll Dream) It's already four AM And it's cold outside I feel my heart breathe Pumping like the flow of the tide I'm lying here just thinking of you There's nothing else tha I cold possibly do To help me pass this lonely night through Nothing I could do, just thinking of you I stir under my sheets Bordering on the edge of a dream I sigh softly as I realize Life's not all that it seems The memories of my past life The painful final moments of strife The dagger of regret cuts me like a knife But hey, that just life, just life... Dreams held in pleasant memory Life passes on At times, through the sadness and pain I fell all my pleasures are gone Then I saw you smile And you let me hold your hand a while My past life was put to trial It lost the day I saw you smile Another sleepless night I pull the blankets over my head Wishing your were here with me Sharing the warmth of my bed And I'm wishing you were here W

Another Weirdo From Fubar
read backwards, from bottom to top... this was a convo in my shoutbox... as you can see he's a fucking idiot.... ->patbelle: no... its not... i dont know how else to make you understand that patbelle: that is going to happen on knowly to u ->patbelle: you've got to be insane.... for one, i would never marry outside of my race, period, end of story, and for two, i love adam very much and wouldn't leave him for some guy.... and three, you have to be insane... patbelle: ok let see ->patbelle: no.... you aren't patbelle: i am going to take u away from him ->patbelle: my boyfriend patbelle: who is adam patbelle: ok ->patbelle: sorry patbelle: u made me cry patbelle: cry ->patbelle: because, i'm in love with someone patbelle: u re belle patbelle: why no? ->patbelle: no patbelle: will u consider me 4 marriage ->patbelle: nothin' patbelle: i know that is why i said so , wat can u do for me ->patbelle: no, i'm not... my heart belongs to my boyfriend p

Another Strange Dream
very very weird dream. I was working in some meat warehouse as a cashier, and strangely enough as a window display they had a live t-rex that i had to feed lol. another part of the dream i was in this room with alan alda, neil diamond, jamie farr, and some cocky guy i cant remember which one. I dream tv land lmao well they were in a discussion and i tried to get klingers attention, so i was talking to him and it started a fight between him and that guy i cant remember. Another weird thing about the dream is part of it was a continuation of a dream i had years ago, about a date i had with neil diamond. Well we were in his car talking, and he asked me where i have been all these years, and he brang up what happened in the other dream, and so we caught up on our lives. there was one more part, but it was so confusing i cant remember most of it.

Another Poem I Wrote
" COMFORT " HEY THERE MY DARLIN' COME AND COMFORT ME, TELL ME OF YOUR JOURNEY'S AND THE TREASURES YOU HAVE FOUND . TEACH ME ALL THE THINGS THAT TIME HAS TOUGHT TO YOU. I WANT TO LEARN IT ALL, AND KNOW YOU THROUGH AND THROUGH. SHOW TO ME YOUR SOUL AND I WILL SHOW YOU ME. THEN TOGETHER WE CAN GIVE EACH OTHER COMFORT, JUST AS IT SHOULD BE. DEDICATED TO MOONCHILD WRITTEN BY KERRYANN PRINCE 2/28/08

Another Behind Blue Eyes Made For Me, Thank You So Much!!!
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Another Newspaper On The Coffee Table
Another newspaper on the coffee table "Yes, that is what I became. Perhaps it merely lay there, too long. Perhaps, the stories it held within were simply not interesting enough to read again, and again. There was a time, yes, it was not long ago as I recall, my presence was noticed, wanted and even important to some. Through time, fading, as do the days, did I become overlooked. Not remembered for those things, which I have done, but judged for the moment alone did I become. No cause to guide those I hold dear to see the heart fading, for they have not looked. Oh, some see the trickle of life, hungry to matter, but unexplained are those whose lives cradled and protected always, turn away from that which they took so freely, for so long. Now, ignored. A certain darkness begins to cover things, sooner or later. The light is sought feverishly, just to hold, to cling to. Without the light, there is little to see, or to aspire toward. These aspirations daunted for a time, fell deeper i

Another Day In Paradise?
We walk around in a world that is filled with immortal tears.. i always touch on abuse and ignorance, but there are not enough words to discribe how damageing the ignorance is ..the abuse is bad enough and its not just children, well furries can be considered children as well, but it in perspective.. i am a lover of animals and i would like to open a no kill shelter, but lets be realistic some animals are just not loveable anymore, due to their old humans, Same with children. There are emotions that shatter when they are young that make them unadoptable and they are damaged goods to any would be parent, so they bounce around from home to home thinking no one really wants them... ITs never true. Pity isnt what they are looking for ..its acceptance and love and they just dont know how to take it or give it.. Both species are in trouble and no one is REALLY willing to do anyting but give up... there should not be a "hopeless case or a lost cause" they are babies givin a ba

Another Sad Refliction
when am i too be beautiful when will i be yours again your not happy loving me why won't you just be honest am i some sort of back up plan??? for when the rest fall threw? You say you love me than again you say alot how much of this shit is true? I watch your eyes wander and it rips me in to your killing me so softly i give you a inch you take three feet and on my knees i am left to weep begging for your love needing your touch I never once thought love could hurt this much I give my all to a man who wants none have you ever once looked in my eyes watched my tears welling heard my depressed sighs i want to be your only but i know that won't come true wishes are for children and sadness is my essence you'll just turn your cheek look someone else's way one day you'll wake up hearing my life leave one last echo a shot that'll ring through time when your "true" love takes her own life maybe then you'll see i loved you but by then we will be no more so play

Another Song {not As Good Though}
Forget the writing on these walls forget you ever cared at all cause i don't matter anymore i guess she's what you needed but where the fuck does that leave me? all alone and close to death your dagger buried in my chest go ahead and make my day tell the truth for once your ripping me down i can't stop this ride i feel like i'm going to drown i'm praying that i die so you will finally see it was me.... you.... loved I'll be the addict to your love I'll die before i trust ... you again I wish i'd kept up my wall maybe then i would not fall for the line of shit you always seem to feed me you clame that i'm the one... look back on what you've done and what your ....doing your not the man that i once knew i'm so sorry.. i guess i was never good enough for you... i'm so sorry... did i leave blood stains on the wall i guess there was a bullet after all... just let me be... i've had enough... of... all this hurt and despair over a man who never cared...

Another Weekend Of Pain.
Well here I sit again at home. For some of you that do not know I have been out of work since around NOV. I fucked up my back at work. I have a bulged disc. They have tried everything to get it to heal but nothing has worked. Tried physical therapy and that did more harm than good. Taken so many meds I could start my own pharmcy. The past two weeks I have been getting injections put into my back. The hope was they might relieve the disc and let it slide back in. Well the only relief it gave was a few hours away from the bad pain. I have had surgery on my back before and I know what is coming soon. Frankly at this point I want the surgery just to hopefully be a end to the pain I suffer every minute of everyday. It has been horrible to say the least. I try my best to keep up a good spirit but wont lie and say it has been so. The pain has left me at times feeling like a child lost in a forest wanting to find a way out. It eats away at me. Sleep is a blessing when I can stay asleep. I slee

Another Poem
Dreams Dreams of yesterday Dreams of today Dreams that don't matter Dreams that fade away Dreams of you Dreams that never come true Dreams of angels Dreams that are true Dreams of the heart Dreams about love Dreams are what matter Dreams are what make us real Dreams of the future Dreams that keep us alive Dreams that are forbidden Dreams that just cannot be Dreams that are empty Dreams that never die Dreams that you keep Dreams that are lies Just remember no matter what you do, No matter how life seems so empty and scarey for you Dreams will always be there for you So keep on dreaming and living your life because who knows when Your Dreams will come to life

Another Attempt
Those empty eyes peering into my soul They fill me with fear, And drive me out of control They see my weakness and my flaw's My life slips away, beacuse time thy do draw They draw it out of my soul, and my mind Peering in and sucking out my soul Soon ill be an empty shell of me They see everything ill never be Hopes and dreams slowly escape Ohh those empty eye peering into my soul Why do they stare as if knowing all They must be waiting to see me fall They judge me as if knowing ill fail They show me there is nothing to love I try to hide from those empty eye's But ill never get away until the day i die Beacuse the empty eyes that i fear Are the ones in my mirror peering at me The most judgemental ill ever find I can never escape there stare In sleep they work with my mind Showing me the worst of what was and is Everyday the peer till the end of my day's Watching me fade away

Another Article. When We Released His Name
Deputy who died in wreck is ID'd Ponchatoula man, 22, was a corrections officer Tuesday, February 26, 2008St. Tammany bureau The St. Tammany Sheriff's Office on Monday released the name of a deputy killed in a Sunday-morning motorcycle accident. Deputy Kerry Snaples, 22, of Ponchatoula died Sunday about 4:20 a.m. when his motorcycle hit a pickup that was stopped in the westbound lane of U.S. 190 near Covington High School. The Sheriff's Office did not release the identity of Snaples, who served as a corrections officer, on Sunday because of difficulty contacting his family. Covington police, who are investigating the case, booked the pickup's driver, James E. Delancey Jr., 37, of Gulfport, Miss., with vehicular homicide, driving while intoxicated and driving with a suspended license. Delancey was moved from the St. Tammany Parish Jail to Washington Parish's jail for his safety, police spokesman Lt. Jack West said. Other law enforcement officials characterized the decision

Another Thing I Wrote
Abused Oh see her standing there her screams echo through dead air her dreams wonder around her mind soon to be lost with time an she says…. these scars show me for who I am Just another abused by the hand She’s living in the shadows Feeling so alone with no love for her at home Slowly slipping away She just can’t go through another day an she says…. these scars show me for who I am Just another abused by the hand Cause everything she did was Overlooked by what she couldn’t do

Another Week And More Shows To Come!
Was it four weeks of DJing that just passed? Am I really on my 5th week of DJing now??? Wow!!!! It hardly seems that soooo much time as passed when I am having sooo much fun learning about the world of DJing. So many good things are happening. I am having musicians wanting me to air their music and I am soooo very happy to do so. I am all about the underdog and getting them some air time. I am also all about not necessarily playing the same songs that you will hear on all other radio stations. It might be a little bit of Indie music or a song that is sung by a well known singer or band that hasn't been played in quite some time. I have some bands giving me exclusivity to air their not yet released music as well. I am so excited that they have their faith in me, which makes me so much more excited to do my shows. Not this week, but next week, I am also looking forward to having a guest DJ on air with me. Can't wait until that happens. It'll be fun to have the com

Another Summer Day
It was a gorgeous summer day, perfect for a picnic in the park. We had planned on meeting in the main parking lot, before noon, and spending the day in a secluded spot near the river. It wasn't long before I saw you pull into the lot, and I ran over to you to greet you. It had been so long since we'd been together, I couldn't wait to be in your arms. You grabbed me and swept me into one of those kisses that just makes my knees weak, and all my pent up desire came bubbling to the surface. We kissed for a few minutes, familiarizing each other with the mouthes we had missed so much, then grabbed our stuff and set off down the marked trail. We hiked for a while before we came upon the stream, but decided not to stop yet, since it was not secluded at all. We kept close to the bank of the stream and made our way about half a mile further when we happened upon a small clearing, very secluded, and absolutely perfect for us. We spread out the blanket we had brought, and unpacked the small ba

Another Poem I Wrote
Getting Through I get through That is what I do I don't feel the same More hairs are gray I always thought I would have more time To learn from you and things in your life For you to show me what to do When things got hard to go through But now you are gone I feel all alone Like I did when I was a little girl And you had to take me back to my other world The world with Mama and without you The one I was alone in more times than a few I should have listened, I should have learned Now I am seeking and don't know where to turn Daddy why did you have to go? I wasn't ready, but can't let it show.

Another Update
Thanks for all the love and support I have received in the last few days. I really appreciate it. For those of you who did not know. My grandmother did pass away on my birthday March 6th. It's been a long road and I'm greatful that she is no longer suffering. Again thanks for all the love and support. You're all the best. Love to all.

Another One Of My Poems
~~ Flying High ~~ ~~~~~~ Standing on a cliff so high, She wonders if she can fly. ~~~~~~ Watching the crows fly through the air, As a gentle breeze touches her hair. ~~~~~~ Thoughts all jumbled and no where to turn. The pain ebbing to a slow steady burn. ~~~~~~ The sky so inviting. The thrill of the leap exciting. ~~~~~~ Just one step that's all it would take. Feeling as her heart will surely break. ~~~~~~ She jumps not making any sound, Her body soaring to the ground. ~~~~~~ There she lays all broken, Not a word is spoken. ~~~~~~ No longer will she suffer, she took the wrong way out. ~~~~~~ Leaving behind a bewildered family, Who can only wonder Why!!! ~~~~~~ ~~ Copywrited by Carolina Breeze ~~ 3/5/2008 ~~

Another Poem I Wrote
~~~~ She Has Had Enough ~~~~ The lies The late nights at the office. She has had enough. Eating all alone The sorry excuses. She has had enough. Never around when she needs him. So tired of his cheating ways. She has had enough. She packs her bags. Loads the car. She has had enough. She walks out the door never looking back because she has had enough. ~~~~ © ~~ Caroline ~~ 3/4/2007~~~~

Another Untitled
How dare U bleed me and feed my own life back to me torn shredded by every bad intention every thought I knew I should have never had but I could not exist without How dare you kill me with beauty rape me every intention and suffocate me with the desire the desire for more pain fuck me with your razor's blade and leave me standing empty meaningless dirty like the rain as honey trickled down my fingers JSDEUEL Copyright 2008

Another Round!!
OK so what's with women, seriously i have an ex that her boyfriend beat the shit outta her, brok her arm, messed her up bad and she's now engaged to him. Are women that stupid serious for me to meet a nice girl to i have to put her in traction first? And the excuse...."He get's violent when he's drunk" *isn't that what they usually say on cops..."Oh i deserved it, he only get's this way when he drinks,* HERE'S AN IDEA!!!! DON'T LET HE FUCKER DRINK!!!!! Maybe i oughta go out this weekend and knock the shit out of a chick and THEN she'll fall MADLY IN LOVE with me WOO HOO problem solved......PLEASE get real!!

Another Goody For The Oldtimers
Another Goody For The Oldtimers My Mom used to cut chicken, chop eggs and spread mayo on the same cutting board with the same knife and no bleach, but we didn't seem to get food poisoning. My Mom used to defrost hamburger on the counter AND I used to eat it raw sometimes, too. Our school sandwiches were wrapped in wax paper in a brown paper bag, not in icepack coolers, but I can't remember getting e.coli. Almost all of us would have rather gone swimming in the lake instead of a pristine pool (talk about boring), no beach closures then. The term cell phone would have conjured up a phone in a jail cell, and a pager was the school PA system. We all took gym, not PE... and risked permanent injury with a pair of high top Ked's (only worn in gym) instead of having cross-training athletic shoes with air cushion soles and built in light reflectors. I can't recall any injuries but they must have happened because they tell us how much safer we are now. Flunking gym was not an

Another Wrong Choice
damn men, why cant yall just be as good as you let on. why there always gotta be something wrong? wtf? and yall say that women are complicated, lord have mercy, but damn, i try to do my best at all i do, im a very busy and dedicated- mother, employee, and business owner, own my home and three vehicles, work my ass of to provide and spoil the ones i care for, don't fuck around or play games, or test reactions, just want to chill and be happy, i live in a small town so i have no secrets, but yet at the end of the day i'm not good enough or i'm the crazy bitch, well i am well advertized as a bitch if provoked, but then who isn't, and i never claimed to be sain, then again i don't know of any who can, lol. i just don't understand

Another Rite Of Passage
A few nights ago my daughter who just turned 21 called me, very nervous about her first business trip. It would be her first trip on company business, and her first meeting with corporate types and she was nervous. She knew I used to do that on a weekly basis and had even accompanied me to a meeting when I chaired a group of scientists in ASTM, and wanted some pointers. So tonight she called me to tell me all about it and it sounded like it went smooth for her. She also said they ate at a place that had Yuengling on tap and had to try it! I got to tell you, I am so proud of my little girl having her first refreshing mug of America's finest lager! I must have asked her 100 questions about the experience. I'm sure someday soon we'll be sharing a few in front of the camp fire at one of our summer bashes. Call me sentimental, but it's a rite of passage for me.

Another Bit
Here's a good one. Came home from school one day to find my dad in the garden scraping cat shit from the back of the house because he'd thrown some at one of the neighbours houses so some got thrown back, haha. I was more of an adult than my dad for crying out loud

Another Poem
In My Dreams In my dreams there is no visions but the sight of you sweet face In my dreams is where you hold me close as you wrap your arms around me In my dreams its the only place I can see you look me in the eyes In my dreams your lips touch mine under the moon In my dreams my only world is you In my dreams I'm never far from you In my dreams I'm safe with you around In my dreams is where I found my heart, my soul and body with just you I am longing for In my dreams is where I found peace, happiness and love. for my world revolves around you In my dreams theres no one else but you In my dream all of this comes true So Ill see you in my dreams tonight.

Another Section Of The Book I Am Writing In My Head....lol
Sounds of thunder crashing and rolling across the mountains but were muffled by the sounds of her beating heart, their deafening breaths and moans. This was the moment she dreamed of, finally coming to fruition. Clothing was torn from their bodies and disappeared like a magic act. The phone rang piercing through the heated moment like fingernails on a chalkboard but even this didn't capture their attention. Their minds were elsewhere. Their bodies were in control and there was no stopping what has been building in them for months now. Tonight was the night they would become one. The desire, the urge, the need of it would not be denied another moment. He lifts her effortlessly in his arms, strong, masculine arms. Her long black hair hung toward the floor as icicles from the roof's edge. Words lost within her and only gasps of delight can find their way across her lips. He is looking at her with those deep brown soul seeing eyes... the look of intoxication, determination and lo

Another Reason Why The *&#@*# Movies Are So Expensive!
thestar.com — Popcorn's getting more expensive as corn is increasingly used for ethanol production. At the same time, concessions keep movie theaters afloat. Would you like butter with that? posted on digg.com

Another Day
Hey Y'all...Hope everyone is doin good. I am doing pretty good. Things have pretty much settled down. I went to my friends house the other day and hung out. I finally got home at 7 am. I had to take a final soon after that so I don't know how that will turn out...lol! We had tons of fun. I don't remember much of what happened, but what I do remember was fun...lol! I took my last final today. I sold back my books and made over $100. It was pretty cool. I saw one of my high school teachers who is a college instructor now. I loved him and I have a class with him next quarter!! I can't wait! Newayz, we talked for a few minutes and then I left. I went to Wal-Mart for a couple of things, then the post office and then finally up to Jeff and Julies. I have so much to do tonight it's not funny. I am going to go to sleep before too long. I havent got much sleep for the past couple of days. Well...I hope everyone is okay. I am going to have a lot of fun this weekend. We have softball practice on

Another Gimptastic Original!
She is my rose among thorns In her my faith has been restored She is my shelter from the storm My heart finds rest on her shore Sincerity thats so refreshing The epitome of a true blessing She is proof that there is a God No greater treasure has any man ever sought Her beauty I will remember forevermore I thank the Heavens for this rose among thorns

Another Poem About Me
WAR By me War is like hell, After the bullet went through my chest, I felt the touch of death, Listening to bombs hitting the ground, Corpses hitting the surface beside me, I thought I was dying, Being dragged into a trench, Medics fixed me up, Back to the front I had to go, Watch my men run into minefields, Havoc, Horror, Pain is all I see around me, Soldiers and civilians fighting as one, Hand grenades flying in the air, I hated war but I was back for the 3rd time, Too many head shots to count, No hole big enough to put the bodies, No lake big enough to store the spilt blood, We ran out of places to put the wounded, Day after day, Night after night, The war raged on, The man who always fought beside me, He had enough, He put a bullet through his head, After two years, The last bullet was fired, The last bomb was dropped, The last civilian killed, I was the last man standing, Then I yelled out, War is like hell!

Another New Email Feature
If you haven't noticed already the newest email feature recently added is the Flag As Spam option. If you recieve those ridiculous emails from people professing of their love for you along with their Yahoo emails or promises of millions of dollars from South African Banks, please don't hesitate to use this button so we can keep these Myspace losers off of fubar! Its on the right side of your email box when you read a message. DON'T JUST DELETE...REPORT!!!

Another Day Of Snow
Hard to believe it is almost April and we are still struggling with snow. The tiny birds gather at the base of the trees in hopes for a fall seed. The eagles perch high upon the great mast of the boats awaiting the herring which this year will be their salvation . It breaks my heart to see the changes here. Man sees the changes in the world and he calls it progress. I see the same changes and ask myself when the cost for progress will be more than man is willing to spend. For example~ Jobs bring people~ people = workers and money~ too many people lead to not enough jobs or money ~ the people struggle which equals crime and violence which in turn equals revenge and revenge= DEATH. There is no escaping death. Yes I KNOW that all futures are not as grim as the example listed here but the reality is those who hide behind rose colored glasses will one day wake and wonder where things went wrong. The question is will it be too late.

Another Thing
i do though i think i really suck at it is write cd reviews for this web page called music street journal copy and paste this link here for the website http://www.musicstreetjournal.com/ or you should be able to click here

Another World....
There is no use in dying When still I seem to be undone There is no use in trying to find again The love of someone Where have I gone and come so far Well, I've been headed nowhere I have been walking quite a while along Feeling lonesome Don't you worry, they won't find my body I want you to know I found Peace in another world Don't keep digging, I want you to leave Back away from the place where my ashes are buried I still can hear your breathing As if you'd never gone away I still can feel your touch, your tenderness As if you were still there There is no sense in crying Only liquid running from my eyes And all the feelings I restrain Are the remainders that survived Don't you worry, they won't find my body I want you to know I found Peace in another world Don't keep digging, I want you to leave Back away from the place where my ashes are buried

Another Survey.
1. Would you get back with your last ex if you could? ...no 2. What color shirt are you wearing? purple 9. Would you ever make out with someone of the same sex? yes 10. What did you do for your last birthday? i dont remember,i was drunk 11. What's your main ringtone on your phone? Lacuna Coil-Our truth 12. What time did you wake up today? 11am 13. What were you doing two nights ago? sleepin 14. Do you like having your hair pulled? no 15. Name something you can't wait to do. frenchkiss someone 16. Last time you saw your mom a minute ago 17. What is one thing you wish you could change about yourself? nothing 18. If you had $250,000, what would you do with it? clothes clothes clothes 19. how long have you worked at your current job? job..?xD 20. Have you ever talked to Tom? tom myspaceguy?nope 21.Describe the underwear you have on? black lace thong 22. Last thing you ate? chocolate 23. What's your fa

Another Survey
An Uncommon SurveyHow do you find your myspace friends?: They usually find me.Are you addicted to myspace?: Yeah What is your fav brand of clothes?: Don't have a faveAre you married/single?: Going thru a divorce, and engaged to someone else.Do you think you are hot?: Yeah I guess so .How do you spend your spare time?: On the computer or with friends & family.What type of computer do you use?: ?dial up or DSL?: DSLDo you exercise?: YesWhat time do you go to bed?: Around 11pm but I don't have a set bed time.What time do you get up?: Between 7am and 9am If you drive, do you speed?: NopeDo you have road rage?: YepCan you do a back flip on the ground?: Used to Have you ever ridden a horse?: YepWhere do you go on vacation?: CanadaWhat type of exotic pet would you want?: I have a snake...a ball python.What kind of stereo do you have?: DunnoDo you like getting your mail?: Yeah if it's not bills!How do you like your neighbors?: They r cool.Do you enjoy bubble baths?: Hellz YeahDo you have slipp

Another Childs Funeral
I write this thru watery eyes so please forgive the errors. Over this Past weekend, when it's supposed to be a joyous weekend, with me going home for Easter and being baptised and all, it turned out to be a miserable weekend. A good friend of my oldest daughter sister was killed. Shannon was 1 day before her 21st birthday when her life ended so horibly. She was killed in the flood waters in southern Ill. My heart goes out to family. I wrote this after losing my god-daughter to murder, and when my god-son was killed at the age of eight by an elderly lady who drove her car through wall of the school cafeteria. So I thought I'd post it now. I'm just numb and tired of going to childerns funerals, and yet again asblog I said in a previous blog it's that damn question of why and it makes me question my faith WHAT MAKES A PARENT I THOUGHT OF YOU AND CLOSED MY EYES AND PRAYED TO GOD TODAY. I ASKED WHAT MAKES A PARENT AND I KNOW I HEARD HIM SAY. PARENTS HAVE A BABY

Another Tarot Test
You are The Hierophant Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching. All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel. The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Another Fake Porn Star
NO RAVEN RILEY ISN"T ON FUBAR BUT HER FAKE WANNA B IS THESE FAKE RAVEN RILEY PROFILES DATE BACK TO LOST CHERRY DAYS.RAVEN HAS BETTER THINGS TO DO THAN SIT ON FUBAR 24/7.HER REAL RAVENRILEY.COM AND HER MYSPACE IS ALL COMPUTER GENERATED. NO LIVE PERSON ANSWERING YOU.SO WHY WOULD SHE SIT ON FUBAR. ~Raven~@ fubar FAKE SALUTE BELOW STAFF DELETED. PHOTOSHOPPED FROM A SET OF PHOTOS THE REAL RAVEN MADE FOR A FAN SALUTE TO BLOOMINGTON BOYS EVERY SINGLE PHOTOS SHE HAS IS STOLEN FROM THE REAL RAVEN RILEY"S WEBSITE BELOW,SHE USED A PICTURE PROGRAM TO CROP THE WEBSITE URL OFF THE BOTTOM HERE IS ANOTHER FAKE RAVEN RILEY lesbian@ fubar

Another From My Dear Friend Agem4life. Please Show Her Some Love If You Don't Have Her Added Already!
Have you met Beth aka AngelGurl yet? If you haven't then this is your special invitation to go check out a very special and incredible lady! She is TRULY an Angel and I am so honored and blessed to have had her as my FU Owner for the month of March. Even tho this month is just about over and she will no longer "own me", the friendship we have developed will only continue to grow. So now...for my last time this month....Go give this awesome woman plenty of love! 'AngelGurl' FU Owner of aGEM4life This bulletin brought to you by

Another Survey
1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? Yes, first name is from my moms dad middle is my dads name 2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED 2 nights ago 3. Do you like your handwriting? nope 4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? ham 5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? yes but a long story 6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? hell no lol i am an asshole 7. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT? yes 8. Do you still have your tonsils? yes 9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? probably 10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? cpt crunch 11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? yes 12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG? at times 13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM? cocolate 14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? thier eyes 15. RED OR PINK? red 16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF? my stomache 17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST? my grandfather i was named after 18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO SEND THIS BACK TO YOU

Another Love Poem By Denise
Love you say you love me you say you need me you say you want me but how do i know your love is true the way you touch me the way you feel beside me the way you kiss me the way you hold me the way you make me feel like a schoolgirl the way you care the way the words come out so sweet I I Love I love you . Denise E. Pyle

Another One
Once in every lifetime, someone comes along, The one special heart You've been waiting for your whole life long. Once in every lifetime, God sends an angel from above, To make your life complete Who you can give you endless love. When a love like this comes, make any sacrifice, For the best things in life Seldon come along twice. There is no love that compares to yours and mine, A love from heaven that only comes "Once In Every Lifetime" written 10/07

Another Loss...
My Tia rosie passed away just a few days ago and Im not sure how to take it. My mood is weird....I feel kind of numb, I cant really cry for her. I think I have been shedding too many tears for my wuela. hmm....My tia rosie was a gorgeous lady inside and out and she will be missed. The rosary and funeral is next week in Fresno. Im still debating on if I will go or not. I feel hypocitical going to a rosary when I dont even pray on my own time nor did I pray when we buried my wuela. I was also told the its open casket and I just dont know if I can handle that...I have never really been strong enough to handle that sort of thing. When we had my wuelas funeral and I saw her, it finally hit me that she was really gone. Except when I was standing there looking at her it made me realize that it was just her shell you know....it wasnt really her at all and i think that hit me the hardest....I dont wanna see my aunt like that, thats a very long lasting image in a persons head and it is not a

Another Busy As Fuck Day
GOt myself ROYALLY fucked this morning. Master was unable to sleep last night, while I slept on like a baby. Sometime around 8am, I went upstairs to find Him stroking off to some porn that we both love. The fucking commenced....Vibrator on my clit, HIm inside me for over an hour. I'm still hurting from it. 8shivers happily*

Another Little Segment...be Brutal!
She woke with the sun, streaming through a slit in the curtains. Breathing in deep, she snuggled for a bit underneath the covers...the best night's sleep she'd had in years. There was no fear in her at that moment...the morning stirred in her such inspiration to scratch paper with a fervor unmatched in her younger years. As she set foot on the floor to open the curtains, he stretched and woke. "Hey...whatcha doin'?" he asked, rubbing sleep from his eyes. She stayed silent, but watched the sun rise over the desert. She wasn't sure what to say...after all, she wasn't used to having a friend. Turning from the window, her eyes were only on notebook and pen. "You gonna talk to me?" he continued. "I'm sorry...let me just jot some things down. If I don't, I'll forget." "Forget what?" She smiled, probably the first smile in years. "The feeling of freedom." With that, he turned over and fell back asleep. ------------------------------------------ Tom paid

Another Year Gone.....
It's amazing what a difference a day can make... I turned 35 yesterday, not a major milestone but still another year gone. It makes me think back on how much has happened in the last year. The last year was full of ups and downs. Some worse than others, some better. On my birthday last year, I was in Texas spending time with Paul and meeting Chris for the first time. About a month later, Chris and I were dating. Had a good time at the Gathering, in spite of a few hiccups. On 4th of July, I had my party as always and even more friends showed up. Fred found a new way to light fireworks, which made for interesting videos. At Seadog Nights, I took Muriel to her first event and opened her world to a whole new set of friends and ideas. Beginning of August was the Revel, at which I had a great time in spite of being kinda frazzled. At the end of August, I lost my FA and was told I need to fill a time-frame extension. I then spent the better part of 2 months trying to g

Another Update
Still stuck at my father-in_laws..but we are looking for a place. Things are getting worse there so we are trying to get away as soon as we can...Lee is finally back at work(WOOHOO). We are always fighting with them about the light bill and since I am rarely there I don't know why they are fussing at us for the light bill being so high...we have an 18 yr old nephew that comes in and out all hours of the night and day that does not have a job and eats everybody's food. So not only have we been paying to stay there as it is..we are feeding him too since he gets in our food without asking while we are gone and we have nothing left when we get back...I WILL BE SO GLAD TO GET THE HELL OUTTA THERE

Another Weekend Lost To The World...
so I got my motorcycle out of the shop yesterday, and on the way home I got clipped by a car. the bike's gone, and I had the fun of having my right shoulder popped back into it's socket... *I highly recommend NOT trying that one for fun* add a couple of cracked ribs and an elbow that's seen better days, torn leathers and, oh yea, a destoyed cellphone, and you have an idea of my saturday afternoon. BONUS!!! - the guy that hit me didn't stop and no one got his license number.... tanfastic! all in all I'm a pretty pissed off guy right about now, and i have to head into work to say goodbye to the last members of my team today, as well as getting a new phone. *for those of you who know what was going on at work, that finishes off the layoffs* aside from all that, I'm just happy as a guy can be... ahhh fsck it... *stalks off to find something to wear to work that goes with a sling*

Another Auction :)
doin the auction thing again....if ya wanna own me..go bid on me :P....it ends 4/13.. clicky will take requests from those already in my family and get my rates :P 1.add to yahoo 2.300 11's durring happy hour 3.owned by in my name for a month 4.add to famly for a month 5.salute..any way you want it...sfw or nsfw or both 6.keep you shit faced whenever im online 7.be your crush for a month 8.stash rated durring happy hour 9.#1 friend and family for a month 10.will add more as bids or requests come in

Another Chapter Closed, And Yet I Hurt Still
Another chapter closed in my time on earth and in my life. This song hit me harder then anything, it seems like just yeaterday when I last spoke to em. Seems like the other day I end up curdling their name when I had the pain of finding their obituary in the paper. I live with their memory and the impact she had on my life, I hold it close to my heart or whats left of it. Not many folks especially my friend on here know the magnitude and torment I live with and the many regrets, I try vvery hard not to repeat the mistakes, but for some reason it seems like it rears it ugly head out every damn time I get close. I admit I don’t have a clue if I have my heart, probably will never know. Am I scared, yes, honestly I admit it. I prefer not to dwell on my mistakes and the past but the memory still remains, you can’t kill memorys, you can always let go, but the memory never fails to leave. I reach to the sky and wonder how far away heaven is. I guess me stronger drive to search and make a bett

Another Awesome Person
OK THIS IS MY BESTSTEST FRIEND :p BESIDES POUNCE HE IS SO AWESOME YOU GUYS WILL NEVER MEET ANOTHER LIKE HIM HE IS THE GREATEST PERSON TO EXSIST ON FUBAR I DONT KNO HOW TO MAKE A BULLY SO THIS IS ALL I CAN DO HE WANTS GODFATHER AND IF ANYONE DESERVES IT IT IS HIM PLZ GO SHOW HIM MAD LOVE FAN RATE ADD RATE HIS STASH HIS PICS EVERYTHING YOU WONT REGRET MEETING HIM I

Another Division Champs In The Burgh
how about those pittsburgh penguins winning the division championship the first time since 1997.they had a blood bath on ice vs cross state bums philly but won 4-2 with a return match in 4 days in philly.STEELERS WON THEIR DIVISION AND SO DID THE PENGUINS....GO PITTSBURGH

Another Regrett
im so sorry, i never meant to she caught me of guard when i didn't kno what else to do your mom ask’d me the fear'd question the one that turns me like indigestion i could feel it in my stomach i did you wrong now so sick i could vomit i kno you're gone also welcomed by a feeling of relief sumthin unknown to this vacant soul i cann feel it start in my feet flow towards my head, i am once again whole i told nothing but the truth so why does this feel so ruthless a mother now knows of her daughters ball and chain so fur this enlightenment i am so very alone again this knowledge i can not deny the opener of your sky as the one she bore is clouding her vision with lonely lies to hear the sound of her voice left me with only a single choice to help her repent the sins that infect'd what she holds as kinn so you can look at me like a rat, snitch, or bird but to save a life i will again sing those very words i hope all is well as you return to heaven from you hell yo

Another Poem
The rose pours your love from you god his creation of love for you give it to you love one and rose is a Symbol of his love Passion roses are the only part that you have to give love that god gives you everyday

Another Poem
Broken heart Deep in the world; is a broken heart; in the heart is two pictures; one of me; the other of you; two worlds away; but so close; that they almost touch; the heart belongs to me; because of you; only you, heartbreaker. ~Cj

Another Poem By Me
Breath Life starts with a breath From that breath we grow Growing leads to learning Learning leads to love Love lead me to you and when you kiss me you take me back and it all started with just one breath ~Cj

Another Poem By Me
detication to toby sadness flows from my vains Your touch is gone your words a distant memory all i see is the pain around me now that you have left me. If only i payed more attention would you have stayed If i taken that advice would you not be this way. I am in forever pain since you got in that car and drove away ~Cj

Another Poem By Me
A poem for the one that saves me Mis labios son rojos pues la sangre mis brazos fríos y sin vida yo grita para que usted venga me ahorra pero usted no lo hace. Grito en dolor mientras que es mi lado stabed por los cazadores con todo usted todavía no viene. Me caigo y comienzo a morir otra vez no como ser humano sino como el que ahora los busca si solamente usted viene. Mi respiración retarda mi comienzo del corazón para congelar. Entonces fuera ningún donde usted viene rescatarme y de mí grita en sus brazos como usted libremente y me consolida.

Another Poem By Me
For the victim of my sweet bite Looking thru all I have seen; I pick up the black rose; from the one that was sweet to me; I prick my finger on its thorns; My creamy white skin blends with the flowing red; Slowly I take the finger to my lips looking at you full of lust; Slowly taking the blood in I hunger for what truly makes me weak; I see the vain in your neck pumping the blood so sweetly through your body; I take your face in my hands and slowly kiss to that wonderful vain; Then I take my sweet pleasure in your fear as I bite; and take in your sweet wonderful blood, you my victim where so wonderful and sweet it; kind of saddens me that I took your life but then I remember the meal and smile.

Another Vip Contest!!
I'm in another one for a 1 mo VIP ... plz plz plz help me win one of them heres the link http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1166057&albumid=808918&i=2648897261&idx=0 I would like to win the 3 mo but here is the 1 mo as well.. I need 10000 comments to win this VIP so go on over and bomb the hell outta both pics for both contests. Ty so much in advance

Another Day Of Practice
Had another day of practice today. Although its a pain at times.. running to practices 4 days out of the week.. I enjoy it so much also. Meeting the same parents.. year after year.. its like almost family. This year my youngest.. is one of the oldest on his team. Hes still in T-ball though. He is doing so well...slugging the balls.. and paying attn. I remember just 2 years ago..him playing in the sand. This year.. its the younger kids.. doing it. Although I did yell at him once today..for flirting with the girl in the dugout. He was on 3rd base.. just chattin away to her. The coaches laughed. Anyways..that girl ran to the other dug out..and started bothering the 1st baseman. LMAO. It was the coaches son..he hollered at him to quit talking to the women. As for my oldest.. I only stayed at one of his practices.. to see how hes doing. The other day was nasty.. and 2 hrs long. He seems to be doing pretty good. I just hope he gets to play this year. Last year..he was a new kid.

Another Pic To Burn :p
State the obvious, I didn’t get my perfect fantasy I realized you love yourself More that you could ever love me So go and tell your friends That I’m obsessive and crazy, That’s fine I’ll tell mine You’re gay, And by the way, I hate that stupid old pickup truck, You never let me drive You big redneck, heartbreak Who’s really bad at lyin' So watch me strike a match On all my wasted time As far as I’m concerned, You’re just another picture to burn. There’s no time for tears I’m just sitting here planning my revenge There’s nothing stopping me From going out with all of your best friends And if you come around saying’ sorry to me My daddy’s going to show you how sorry you’ll be ‘Cause I hate that stupid old pickup truck, You never let me drive You big redneck, heartbreak Who’s really bad at lyin' So watch me strike a match On all my wasted time As far as I’m concerned, You’re just another picture to burn. And if you’r

Another Day
You do everything you can to make life good and it never ever fails you're pissing someone off. Can I get a break please? I'm tired of being pissed off. I don't care if you're pissed off anymore. Deal with it!!! Life sucks and then u die!

Another Quiz From Okcupid
Your Score: The True Feminist You are 84% on your way to being a Feminist! You are a fellow Patriarchy Blaming Feminist, my bosom-buddy in the Sanctimonious Women's Studies set. You know sexism where you see it, and you're not afraid to call it out! You know a lot about Feminism, and you got your head on straight when it comes to politics too. In general, you're just pretty awesome and you judge people for who they are, not what arrangement of parts they have and the roles they are expected to play. P.S. If you liked my test and want to bitch about sexism and talk about Feminism with me, feel free to message me. Us Feminists got to stick together!

4/08 Another Joke Of The Day!!!
A young man truly in love with his girlfriend decided to have her name tattooed on his penis. Her name was Wendy, and the tattoo was done while the penis was erect, so when it was not erect all you could see was W Y. Shortly after the couple was married they were honeymooning in Jamaica the man was in a bathroom in Jamaica, and standing next to him was a Jamaican man who also had a W Y on his penis. The American said to him "Oh is your girl named Wendy too?" The Jamaican replied, "No, Mr. that says Welcome to Jamaica Have a Nice Day". Gotta LOVE them Jamaican's!!!!

Another One From Petey
1) How do you like your grilled cheese? With bacon.. sometimes ham. and tomato occasionally. 2) Where did you go on your weekend getaway? Umm either to Connecticut to check out a potential sponsor or to Hampton. Can't remember which one we went to first that weekend. 3) Who are your godparents? I don't know, I'll have to ask my mom and get back to you on that. I don't know that I even have any! 4) Where do you see yourself in 5 years? hopefully in a house 5) Where are you at noon everyday? Depends on the day. Usually I'm at home lately. 6) How many speeding tickets have you gotten? 1 7) What are your favorite movies? Gentlemen prefer blondes, Gone with the wind, Snatch, transporter 1, NOT 2.. Kill Bill 1 & 2, Walk the line, Great balls of fire, Dirty dancing, Grease... I like a bunch. 11) what do you think of the IPHONE? I don't think anything of it. 10) What do you think of winter? It's inevitable in NH. 11) What do you do

Another Day
Damn, my back hurts. Why does he still insist on playing basketball? What is that idiot trying to prove? When will he learn that we need to devote our time to our righteous mission, not him trying to fulfill his childish fantasies. I tell him, "You sucked at basketball then, and you suck at it now. So stop. What are you trying to prove?" But he thinks it's "good exercise". Why we need exercise, I don't know. We should be relying on our brains. This web-site was taylor-made for me. So many attention whores, so little time. Now he's saying I over-indulge in cliches. That people "like me" never have an original thought. Don't make me list your inadequicies, Buddy! I just don't have the time. People think I'm the mean one. But I think it's him. After all I've done for him, and he still wishes he could get rid of me. Where's the gratitude? HB

Another Poem
love is great, innocent and pure nothing else like it, no other cure for it mends hearts that are broken without a sound, or words ever spoken they say it's all around us, well that may be true I'll be sitting here, waiting for you

Another One
He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. You talk trash about your 'buddies' that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. You complain about how hot it is. He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow. You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong. He doesn't get to eat today. Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean. You go to the mall and get your hair redone. He doesn't have time to brush his teeth today. You're angry because your class ran 5 minutes over. H

Another's Thought On Male Female Friendships
So, it is possible to be “JUST” friends with people of opposite gender and it depend on your maturity, mindset and your need at that particular time. We can talk about our thoughts; our feelings but you cannot say the same thing about the person of opposite gender. You never know what your friend is talking about you in his or her group of friends. As far as my personal experiences goes…I have lot many “Female Friends” from different cities, different countries, from different age groups, married-unmarried-singles and now gender hardly matters to me. We discuss about our experiences, go out for dinner, movie, and picnic and also give comforts…if there are any issues at professional and personal fronts. But, as I said earlier…I can say how I feel, what I think…I cannot say with any surety as what they feel and think. If the sexual element in a relationship is lost, no friendship is left and the couple moves away from each other in every respect. Instead of seeing sexual relationsh

Another Day
Its fucking stupid...I get up every morning and run around like a crazy chicken just to repeat the process. And if its no bad enough I am jobless and trying to find one before May 8th. FIRE AND ICE TOUR comes to Worcester MA at the palladium!!!WHOOP WHOOP!!! I am still with Juggalo420. we have been together almost 2 fucking years...I am going through this bad self esteem stage right now so he suggested that I get on this site and it might help I have a myspace and a face book but all my friends are kinda too busy to write...my friends really do hang out much they do but there college students and I got to a different college than them and the ones that aren''t in college think that me and my college friends are bitches cause we want more from our lives that four scummy walls and cat shit all over our rinky dink ass apartment. I want a nice house and money to spend when I want and to marry my baby and just get through life in one piece...maybe...I write alot and post randomness all the

Another Break Update!!
down 8 lbs and counting!WOOT! A little sad that i dont seem to be missed much but hey I wouldnt expect less of the selfishness around this place! To those still thinking of me...much love and smooches!! Temp

Another Fear Of Being Lost
The one person that I feel close to and yet so far away does it again. No matter what just for any reason he gets to me in every way when nobody else can. But yet when it comes down to it I almost want to back away but can't. A person that was always there for me and yet still is just walks in all the time,picks up the pieces of a yet broken life and somehow tends to put the pieces together and make it seem so simple. In my so whacked out,crazy,messed up life that has been dragging me down for years now he seems to just make it seem like its been this weird dream I have had. Thats its all been this made up life I have had and now its time to escape and get back to the real world. I know I spoke with someone just last night and they wondered why I was making up excuses as to why I am still stuck in this utter misery I am in and not making myself happy for once. Well hey if it was easy I would have the things the way I want already. It seems like something is always tieing me to my life

Another Random Thought
You know if you are gonna copy ppl......at least have the dignity to say who you are copying and showing a little respect to the person you are copying.....When the ppl you copy start getting sick of hearing themselves copied and played out there is a problem....what happened to originality? what happened to creativity? Did you leave those @ the door for popularity....fame? A chance to make yourself feel better @ the cost of robbing a person of their identity? Or are you just that retarded that you didnt have anything better to do with your time than say I wanna be just him.....so you literally did? GO FUKK YOURSELF!!! Find your own damn flow. It is one thing if ppl rub off on you and influence your style....but to take things and use them right out knowing that these ppl see you....That is dissrespectful and your just plain embarrassing yourself

Another Year....
Another year is about to pass, and with it's passing I have gone through a lot and celebrated 1 year on fubar. I have been through a lot this last year, and don't believe most of it. whether it be something that I just can't grasp or heartbreak, or whatever. Or being told one thing and have it not happen that way or end up to not be true... I have come to the conclusion that love does exist and it comes when you least expect it whether it be by just a friend or a friend that has been absent for awhile that comes back into the picture. Love comes to all in the most "hidden" ways and when it does find you like that it floors you. My life is changing and I'm allowing the changes because it's time for some changes. Out with the old and in with the new so they say. A very dear friend told me very recently that friends come in different forms....Season, Reason and Lifetime. Season friends are there for a season for whatever the reason that you need them for then they slip out

Another Chance To Own A Gem!
Wanna Own a GEM? I went and did it again! I have put myself up for auction and now you have the chance to own your very own GEM! This time I am offering a lot more than I have in the past and I promise you, you won't be disappointed. Even if you're not interested in owning me, please a take a moment to rate my auction page pic! At the end of the auction the person with the most rates wins a prize!

Another One To Read
Mail Call Darkness and loneliness fill my cell, With pain and fear too great to tell. I wait for the mailman to deliver to me, As I wipe away tears that no one will see. I pray so sincere with my head raised above, “Please, God, soon send a letter of love.” I long to gaze upon pages so dear, With riches to bring my loved ones near. Words of diamonds on pages of gold, A message from heaven as their story is told. “We love you, miss you, and pray you’ll be free,” A treasure-filled envelope just for me. Please bring memories of joys I once knew, Family, friends, and things I used to do. The darkness and pain of my cell will prevail, As my name, again, was not called for mail.

Another Pointless Day
The sun rose as the clouds built Possible rain to wash the fears Cold, dreary Blank grey Skies of bland crystals Denied abilities to shine. Voided blackened swirls and no electricity unwind Pronouncing life.

Another One
I feel like I've lost my breath, My whole world has stopped turning. The fire that seared through my veins, Is now cold,no longer is it burning. I can feel the cold as it grows, My heart grows gray,totally defenceless. How to attack this I don't have a clue, It overwelms me,so relentless. Have I finally gone and lost my soul, To give up on life for what reason. God I am such a damn idiot, Hell I forgot to breathe in. The serious version is called never ending season.

Another One For The Ladies!
1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest.6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye.9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.10. Girls are guys' weaknesses.11. Guys are very open about themselves.12. If a guy tells you about

Another Stolen From Lewis
Four things about me that you may or may not know. Please read the directions at the end! This is rather fun. Four jobs I have had in my life 1. Secretary for Computer Company 2. Secretary, Shipping, HazMat & Customer Service for a Paint Company 3. Sold Mary Kay (didn't wear it so it didn't quite work out lol) 4. Financial Coordinator for a Synagogue (current) Four movies I would watch over and over: 1. Crank 2. Dune 3. Dangerous Minds 4. If these walls could talk Four places I have lived: 1. Savannah GA 2. Ludowici GA 3. Baumholder Germany 4. Bloomingdale GA (current) Four TV shows that I watch: 1. House 2. CSI, New York and Vegas 3. NCIS 4. Criminal Minds Four places I have been: 1. Florida 2. Maine 3. Virginia 4. Ohio Four people who email me (regularly): 1. erm.... no one 2. see above 3. see above above 4. see above above above Four of my favorite foods: 1. Pickles 2. Pasta 3. Mos

Another Request
So I was in the i'm bored area during Slirpa's happy hour trying to replenish my fu-bank account and it generated a friend request... She has a salute picture with her cell phone # on it as her default...

Another Lovely Sb User
>KDT: rofl laughing your mighty fuckin funny thanks for the enjoyable laugh for the evening KDT: ya hide behind other ppl, ya Coward chick, cuz ya can't do anything yourself an u know it KDT: ya freakin Coward, ya freakin communist, we like to Overthrow u terrorist grly, an make an example out of ya KDT: your a Coward, ya communist, your ilegal ->KDT: what the fuck are you talking about ya prick, i was born in america KDT: get off my land an out of my country grly, or pay ->KDT: none your business KDT: whats your IM's ->KDT: who are you? KDT: whats ur IM's? ->KDT: im? KDT: whats ur IM's ?

Another Day Another Dollar
Well work again today isnt it grand!! Got my biggest paycheck ever with 40hrs plus 9hrs overtime. Only thing is its pretty much gone already isnt that how it goes. So hard to make so easy to spend a little on bills a little on groceries and a little on the squit squat and his training pants. I love my mikey he has to be the sweetest guy on the planet and all his adorable quirks drive me crazy and not in a bad way. He gave me a quickie before work... first time thats ever happened to me and boy did it improve my mood at work. Did i mention he is romantic he was just holding me telling me im the best thing to ever happen to him. Well drama major nothing i want to talk about just disagreements that get out of hand. Wish i could just wave a magic wand and make everyone happy no matter what. Ah if only life was like guild wars i would have all manner of spells like "Time Loop - redo last thing said or done until you dont fuck it up" or "Pacify- immediately remove the attitude from any voice

Another
From the mystic shambles of lifes embezzeled moments i see a glimpse of her a breath in me seizes to exzist heat arises blood begins to scramble in a stir Her beauty is without a blemish her romance is true to the core even creation pauses for a moment for her beauty is to adore Her love is never ending her candle will not go out at night and in her chambers are meadows of peace love joy and light Most are blind to her majesty her wings are always spread to fly she is most austeer and embracing her love is kind ,seated in the sky This for you my love my gem my hearts desire for truely my desire my dream is to be your sire

Another Poem
I am only me, that is all that I can be No more, no less, don’t second guess I love, I laugh, I live and cry, I’ve wished at times, that I could die Some days I’m funny, others I’m not, sometimes I’m in overdrive and can’t stop I am a loyal and honest friend, You know that I’ll be there until the end I am a romantic, sensual, and passionate too, to the love of my life, I’ll share this with you I can be sweet and shy or sassy and bold, I’m quite a handful, or so I’ve been told I am not perfect, I do have my faults, like when I get scared I put up high walls Or I’m not as forgiving, as I’d sometimes like to be, because when I hurt, I hurt deeply My logic is all my own, at times misunderstood, because I don’t always do things for my own good I have many facets, like a diamond you see… I am only me.

Another Day
Another Day I touched my Dreams I felt them once I felt their life I felt them whole I touched my Dreams But a memory is not wasted On a Dream that flew away Don’t cast your eyes down On that cold rock of Reality Turn your face up to the sky And dream the Dreams of another day Don’t cast your eyes down Don’t break your spirit Don’t let the Demons of Despair Rip your heart out Cold and lifeless Waiting for someone to find it There’s a million steps to be taken On this journey of a lifetime There’s a road There’s a path Straight from your past to your future The future of another day

Another Dream That Didn't Come True
My Love If dreams were visions of the future and wishes really could come true, My prayers would have just one answer and the answer to my prayers is you. No-one can match your beauty Not a face I've found as fair A face that makes my heart sigh And want to run my fingers through your hair Though life is filled with many hardships And the different trials that we face. They’ll always be there to test us And we must face them all with grace. I don’t have a wealth of money They say the best things in life are free And if my days are sunny It’s because of your love for me I’ve never felt this good before It’s something new to me I’ve never felt such love I’m sure It’s pure as pure can be I can’t help being in love with you You’re all a guy could need I feel it when you’re not in view And it feels real, indeed No difference if we’re far apart We know our souls are one We feel each others beating heart Beneath the beaming

Another Man’s Bride
Another Man’s Bride Another man’s bride once smiled at me igniting the flames of fantasy we lost ourselves in a passion play savoring each moment that came our way the fire of desire burned incessantly Oh how I wished she’d soon bee free and how I had mocked reality but why, tell me why, did she have to stay _______________another man’s bride I hold what we shared in memory every single detail perfectly and now when my thoughts begin to stray and think of the things we used to say I oft wonder how she still could be _______________another man’s bride

Another Birthday And Other Updates
So today is my birthday, I am noe a whole 24 years old. Just another day. Acually it something that i look forward to just because i can and not only because it my birthday. I have survived though another one. I have been trying to stable myself with my med and councling. I have had a few set back, and a few down falls and yes one or two break downs. I made it neveraless. I am quit happy. Things are going alright as we speak. I am still working but this is my last years for this job. To much shit going on and it isnt worth the hassle of it. I am not quit sure what iam going to do next. probly find a better job and hopefully be in collage soon. My car is broke but its getting fix. My dad is still in jail, not that it make any difference he just going to go back to drinking when he gets out. I am not to worried about it. I finally have my own place and i am quit happy with it. I never thought i would like living on my own and being alone but i love it. I have a sence of peace. I am still

Another One
night and day the night is dark, the day is bright, the night is cold, the day is warm, the night is fun, the day is work, the night has the moon, the day has the sun, the night is for drinking, the day is for not, the night is for sleeping, the day is for not, the night is for telvision, the day is for school work, the night is for sex, the day is for no regrets>> bedrock

Another Obesity Update
Judge Holds Court In Parking Lot For 500-Lb. Man RIVERHEAD, N.Y. (AP) ¯ A Long Island music shop owner accused of selling knockoff Gibson Les Paul guitars has been arraigned in a pickup truck in a courthouse parking lot after his lawyer said the 500-pound defendant couldn't walk into the courthouse. State Supreme Court Justice Robert Doyle said the man's "severe weight problem" prompted the unusual proceeding Thursday in Riverhead. A defense lawyer also had given the court a doctor's letter saying the defendant suffers from osteoarthritis. The shopkeeper has been released without bail after pleading not guilty to trademark counterfeiting and criminal simulation. He says the case and health problems have forced him to close his store. He's accused of selling bogus Gibsons for $1,500 to buyers who thought they were far more valuable genuine versions of the classic electric guitar.

Another Jesus?
5/3/2008 Dear FREE Dragon and VIP's Newsletter Readers; Just a little note to let you know that "Cosmic Code 3 Booklet 2" has gone and as usual we've got a few returns. Thus if you are a VIP you should contact Mike ASAP from mailto:dr.turi@cox.net to find out why you did not get it. Remember our sophisticated software DID the job RIGHT and chances are your settings need attention so you can receive my latest and very long "Cosmic Code" newsletter. IMPORTANT: EMAIL US ONLY IF YOUR ARE A PAYING VIP Include your first and last name for verification. Here is a small sample of the "Cosmic Code 3 Booklet 2". Dear VIPs Reader; Thank you Britt (and so many others) for finding the DOB of another lost Neptunian "Jesus wanna be" named Michael Travesser this disoriented spirit was born May 18, 1941 in Riverside, California. http://strongcity.info/LOR/sc/page/about_michael_travesser/ ANOTHER SCHIZOPHRENIC JESUS WANNA BE! As always the uncanny perceptive power given to any