We have gotten clearance from her heart doctor and everyone else to go and do the surgery. The doctor said that it has gotten bigger and her chances of survival has went down to 25% and me and her have sat down to have the conversation about what she wants to me to do when she passes. I told her that she shouldn't talk like that and that everything will be ok, but she keeps telling me she is having the same dream about dead relatives welcoming her into a bright white house and she feels at peace there and doesn't want to leave. I fear the worse and so does my uncle. We all went out just in case something does happen. We took her to dinner at El Chico's and she felt good through her meal, but near the end she started complaining about a strange pain in her side and then passed out for 5-10 minutes. We took her to lay down at my uncles house because she didn't want to go to the hospital. We agreed that she didn't need to go to any Doctor around here since they would want to go straight in and start cutting. We were getting ready to take her to her doctor in Tennessee, but she actually got to feeling better. All we are doing is waiting for the doctors office to call with the time and date for the surgery. Will keep you informed as to what happens. Thanks for your support from everyone it does me alot. I am not usually an open person about things like this, but it seems to help right now when I have no one to turn to and talk to. I hope that everyone had a good day.
