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So Many Sleepless Nights
Many of nights i've laid in my bed extremely awake. Wondering which decision out of many I should take. There is a Devil's Pitchfork in the road and I'm fucked, no matter which path I take. I feel like the world just took a shit and it all landed on my plate. I'll just put it out there, I'm ready to slit this chicks throat. I know that is a harsh thing to say, but I'm at the end of my rope. Do I leave her behind or do I stay and just cope. It sounds so easy to run, but I'm constantly thinking of my son. He's my pride, he's my joy, If you ask me who I love HE is the only one. I couldn't imagine going one day without hearing him say dadadada or seeing his smile. I just need to put space between me and his mother, something like 3000 miles. I don't know what to do!!!! Any advice? Anyone on here a Hitman? That would be nice. I'd pay anything to put an end to my Many Sleepless Nights.

Fact Or Myth
Love......Fact or Myth OK I am on a love kick...lol.....Is there a such thing called love? I don't know if i have really experienced it or lust my entire life. Yes I have been married and for 7 yrs. There is a fine line between lust and love. To me it was so hard to tell the difference. If there is such a thing called love, then why does it keep illuding me? Am I not a human, man and living soul? Does my heart not beat like a heart should? Do I not get excited and have a racing pulse when I am around a beautiful woman? Doesn't my veins flow blood and not ice? I have asked myself these and many other question about this subject. I still get the same answer, I don't know. I do believe in love and yes I do see that love at first sight can happen. I am not knocking anyone in love or who has experienced it. At times I just feel like a lost soul looking to find it or find it again. Yes I have been in love so yes I am looking for it. It has just been so long that I might have forgotten h

Dating Advice
Hey guys, I have noticed that a lot of people here have had problems when it comes to dating and what not. So, as a service to all the ladies, I'm going to talk about a couple of topics that you guys mention every week. To begin with, I would love to hear from you as to what you've had problems with. I'm a guy and have seen a lot of different things via my relats or those of my friends. So try me, can't hurt!

More Crap
im in contest only based on rates not comments if you could help that would be great thanks dutch http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=191890&albumid=220127&i=1238621908 since you are born time is ticking wasting away 8 hours of sleep is nothing accomplished i know my time is short on this earth i hope my time will be well spent time with you is always slow your drag the hands of time behind your sorrow i run the earth in search of the clock stopping a few more hours is all i need my time is short years have passed nothing accomplished time isnt on my side i lay awake in bed time is slowing down tick tock tick tock my clock is running out one more minute is all i need to show my love for you time is out love yall have a good wednesday muwahsssssssss dutch

Smokey's Blog
COMMON SENSE OBITUARY Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain; why the early bird gets the worm; life isn't always fair, and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable parenting strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition.

The Movement
PLEASE BE ON THE LOOK OUT FOR SOMETHIN NEW TO HIT THE WORLD. "DIAMONDBOY RECORDS" CHECK OUT SOME MUSIC HERE http://www.myspace.com/diamondboymafia AND THE VIDEO HERE http://www.myspace.com/diamondboyrecords TO ME WHAT U THINK HOLLA AT YOUR BOY

Welcome To The Circus!
Welcome to the Circus. I would just like to point out that there are exits towards to the left and right of the tent. Please, do not feed the animals, as they are man-eaters. Litterialy, they eat men. Thats why all of our animal handlers are women. Anyway, please, only get up during the intermissions, as it will distract our actors. And please, PLEASE, keep your hands and feet inside the tent at all times, because there is a crazy miniac, circling the tent at this very moment, looking for limbs to cut off with his shiney new chainsaw. Please, just ignore him, do not stick any limbs out to see if he is there, because, he is. (A kid in the back row sticks leg out laughing with friends) HEY! KID! NOOOOOOOOO!!!!! (Kid begins screaming and yanks what is left of his bloody mess of a leg inside the tent) YOU SEE PEOPLE! I TOLD YOU! KEEP YOUR LIMBS INSIDE THE TENT!!!! Anyway, it is now time for the show. I read Go Ask Alice, today, it was kick ass. I wish I could write something like tha

Woohoo
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Tech N9ne
Hell yeah so anyone that knows me pretty well knows that I am an avid Tech N9ne fan. I been listening to him for about 6 1/2 years now and been wanting to catch a show for the longest. the last time I was up in Missouri for BIDS school I tried to catch a show but missed it by about 2 weeks. Needless to say I was pissed. Now I am back for Recon school and the first thing I did when I got up here was check to see if any shows were gonna be happening while I was in state. Hell yeah I lucked out cuz not only does Everready the religion (his new album) drop on the 7th of NOV, I get to watch him on the 10th of Nov in Columbia, Missouri which is like 2 hours north of here. Fuck yeah I am really excited about this and just wanted to share ^^ Anyways hey everyone thats reading this go buy Tech's new album when it comes out and if u ain't got the old ones go gettem. You won't be sorry.

Dont Hat Noone
confused about life now and probly foreever...i just wonder what someone like me cantfind a ladie.that when she meats me wont turn around and run...iv gaven almost all my heart away and have a little left it seems like all ladies ant look for a a real thay wont a thug one that will bet the crap out of them ...sorry i was rased differnt then thatand i dont cuss them out where is the ladies who will just wont to be cuddle and just talk...some one is out there looking for me if it is u hurry up and come...im wating for u till we meat my love ill be lost in this stupe world alone...... i cant keep friends the best ones i had turnd on me after 18 yrars becouse they done some stuped stuff and blamed me for it so that beat the hell out of me and now thay wont to come fore more and ant going to stop to thay hur me bad thay wont to do ganeworfar to take me out...im not going down with out a fight i know that im just one agents 5..so what can i do but hope and pray for sme help from somewere

Aspenhillgreen's Blog
Hello Belladonna, How are you doing?Kevin AspenHillGreen@hotmail Hello Everyone,AspenHillGreen is here.I recently heard of Lost Cherry from a gal named Belladonna of whom I have become a fan of her movies,I want to say Thank You to Belladonna for those of us who are her fan"s for telling us about Lost Cherry.I hope to meet new friends here.

My World
(A tiskit a taskit The scarecrows out his casket Turn out the lites and lock the doors Prayin that he passes) A vision of the dead and the inbread of the backwoods Muthafucka born inside a tool shed Momma never loved me never paid me no attention Daddy was a rapist 30 years upstate in Fulton County Prison And I was raised by my own will Survivin offa scraps and bones Bear traps and road kill Spendin my days and my nites all alone N my mind is gone there sumthin wrong wit my dome They shoulda put me in that tomb I didnt ask for this life When they cut me out the womb with a dull pocket knife Now i walk with a scythe And a murderous ability A corn-fed muthafucka filled with hostility Cracked out and im gone off the moonshine A hundred eighty proof wine made from that muska dyin Out in these corn fields learnin all these wicked skills Swingin slicin choppin dicin Country boy born to kill (Chorus x2) A demon spawn child of a bastard son seven born at seven and

Semper-fi !!
I WAS IN MARINE CORPS FOR A YEAR AND SIX MONTHS WHILE IN THE MARINES IT TAUGHT ME LOTS OF THINGS LIKE NOT BEING LAZY AND STAND UP FOR WHATS RIGHT UNLIKE FOR SOME PEOPLE OUT THERE BUT I KNOW ONE THING I SERVED MY COUNTRY AND I FOUGHT FOR THE USA BECAUSE WE ARE ONE AND WE WILL ALWAYS BE. SEPTEMBER 11TH WAS A TERRROR THAT NOONE WILL EVER FORGET MY FRIENDS LOST THEIR LOVE ONE LIKE EVERONE ELSE BUT I KNOW ONE THING THE MAN UPSTAIRS HE'LL TELL YOU IT'S NOT OUR BATTLE EXCEPT FOR HIS BUT ALLTHOUGH WE GOTTA FIGHT FOR OUR FREEDOM AND COUNTRY TOGETHER. HERE'S A POEM: IF I LEAVE HERE TOMORROW: IF I LEAVE HERE TOMORROW WILL YOU STILL FELL THE SAME, WOULD YOU UNDERSTAND THE PAIN AND SORROW OR CRY A RIVER OF ENDLESS TEARS OR WOULD YOU TAKE ALL THE BLAME. COULD YOU HEAR ME WHEN I WHISPER YOU NAME IF EVER I AM NEAR OR WOULD YOU TURN AROUND AND DO THE SAMETHING EVERYONE DID AND TURN AWAY IF I LEAVE HERE TOMORROW.

The Uncompromisable Me
and i belive them. there;'s things i'm anal about and i can't help it. i like to live in clean spaces. so~ yeah, maybe i don't HAVE to vaccumm the house everyday and i can probably avoid the whole anxiety issue about the dishes staying in the sink overnight, but it's it great to walk into a clean house and not have to worry about getting company and the house looking like crap? I know, it's great, which is totally MY arguement. Plus, if they *and in THEY i mean my husband and my two roomates, let me just do my OC thing and clean house like a moronic individual who NEEDS to clean, (it's sad i know) then i offer to do their laundry and clean their rooms. know, you would think that ANY guy would love this idea. don't have to do shit but come home and eat dinner that's already been made...that's the life right? no. not in this house. i get an hour lecture on how i'm an obsessive compulsive and i need to stop cleaning everything i see. all the time. i do that tho. i know i'm all wierd when

Just Bored Playing Around
jsut bored tinkering with my webcam lol if anyone wants to shout at me fill free 2 :) luv yall Four things you wonder about me 1. 2. 3. 4. Three things you like about me 1. 2. 3. Two things you don't like about me 1. 2. My best feature 1. Two things you want to do with me 1. 2. One word that describes me 1. One question for me 1. I dare you to repost this see how many people do this to you no one has commented on my pics taht much :( lol check them out if u already haven't :) c yall ;)

Funny Shit
My boyfriend is so much fun. He just let me highlight his hair!! Next I get to pluck his unibrow!!! I'm giggling just thinking about it!!! :P He's suck a sweet heart. Last night he helped me make a blanket for my daughter. He even bought the material for it. It's one of her Christmas gifts...such a sweetie!! :D Two men were driving through West Virginia when they got pulled over by a State Trooper. The cop walked up and tapped on the window with his nightstick. The driver rolled down the window and WHACK, the cop smacked him In the head with his nightstick. "What the hell was that for?" the driver asked. "You're in West Virginia, son," the trooper answered. "! When we pull you over in West Virgi! nia , you better have your license ready by the time we get to your car." "I'm sorry, officer," the driver said, "I'm not from around here." The trooper runs a check on the guy's license--he's clean and gives the guy his license back. The trooper then

I Need Help
ok well he's going and there's no stopping him no matter how badly my heart is saying "be selfish you stupid bitch" i cant and wont do it.....i still havnt slept.....over 48 hrs now and well i got to take a 2 hour nap basicly......anywho....well like i said he's going i dont know when but i wont worry about it im gonna focus on getting a job I WONT MOVE BACK HOME AGAIN! i have to this on my own by myself just me and my kids no boys no men no males period.......now johnny thinks im going to have a new guy as soon as he's gone......and well i hate to tell him he's wrong no matter if he believes it or not but still......i know what johnny wanting though...thinking that.....he wants me to move on with my life and find someone new and well.......i wont have time for that im making time for me and my kids thats it......the only time i have is going for mommy and work and school too if im lucky!.....but anyways the point is im tired and i wish i could sleep i cant and im scared my body will s

The Dance
i gazed across the room i saw u sitting there your eyes wandered around as if i didnt exist you think my dreams dont mean nothing but i know what i think isnt a dream you stole my heart you broke my mind i hope your life is a spiral that never gos up i lust i love i lost i fell i wont every come back where did u come from where are u going i hope things change but destiny has set its mind my days are far gone my love is lost i lost the spot where u should have been i hope your life is a depressing one i hope u dont return i hope i never gaze upon your sight again and pretend i didnt exist

Hmmm
WELL YEA, I'M HERE IN VANCOUVER BC. LOVING IT.. WAS SUPOSE TO BE FLYIN BACK TO PRINCE RUPERT BC TODAY BUT I AM JUS STAYIN HERE TIL THE 3RD OF APRIL... GET TO SPEND TIME WITH FAMILY N STUFF.. I AM LOVING IT... YA.. CANT WAIT TO DO SOME SHOPPIN.. LOL.. WELL JUS THOUGHT ID COME N WRITE SOMETHING CAUSE I'VE NEVER WROTE IN HERE B4.. TALK TO YOU LAIDA.. BUH BYE

Ewww Don't Feel Too Hot
Do you ever have those days were you just want to smack the hell out of someone just to do it?. It doesn't matter who it is, anyone will do. And knowing the whole time that when you are doing it that when you are done you will feel no remorse for that person. And you will know you will have a good long laugh afterwards. Cause you are to the point that you just don't care anymore. Hello, how are you and smack right up side the freaking head. Yeah I am so having one of those days. Sitting here at work and I really don't want to be here It's almost 6:30 a.m. and everything and everyone is getting on my nerves. I think I am getting a cold and don't really feel good. My allergies are acting up and I have been sneezing my head off, got the watery, itchy eyes. UGH!!! This really sucks. My poor nose is going to fall off if I blow it one more time dammit!! 3:00 can't get here quick enough cause I'm ready to go home. Oh well, I'll deal...Is it Friday yet?

Just Venting Lol
ya know i have never posted a blog before so hey why not lol.....I just want to say i have rnjoyed talking to all my friends and made some real great lasting friendships....what gets me is everyone that complains about this that and the other for no reason....what gets me is out of over 200 friends i only have 152 profile ratings...when i go to someones profile i always rate them a 10 and all there pics, it seems some of them dont...BUT what can i say to change it lol.....I always help people who need it and i always try to repay the ones who help me but when some dont even talk to you or even rate profiles or pics i tend to wonder if they are jjust in it to see how many "friends" they can get and chit......I try talkin to all my friends when i can.....On that note i am going to end this with a Thank You to all my friends that have helped me and have continued to talk to me....AND if ya havent rated my profile then maybe ya should....if ya dont oh well.....you can lead a horse to water

Things That My Fellow Female Tappers Can Probably Relate To.. Or Will Find Amusing (most Of The Guys Too - Lol)
For all of you who occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone... don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you ***don't*** know!! I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I had forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered, saying, "Hello". I politely said, "This is Fred Hanifin. Could I please speak with Robin Carter?" Suddenly, the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. So, I tracked down Robin's correct number and called her. I had transposed the last two digits of her phone number. After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again. When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled, "You're an asshole!" and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of week! s, when I was paying bills or had a really bad day, I'd call him up and yell, "You'

A Reason, A Season Or A Lifetime.
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has! been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring yo

Dear Dogs & Cats (too Cute.. And Yet So True)
Dear Dogs and Cats Dear Dogs & Cats: When I say to move, it means go someplace else, not switch positions with each other so there are still two of you in the way. The dishes with the paw print are yours and contain your food. The other dishes are mine and contain my food. Please note, placing a paw print in the middle of my plate and food does not stake a claim for it becoming your food and dish, nor do I find that aesthetically pleasing in the slightest. The walkway to the door was not designed by NASCAR and is not a racetrack. Beating me to the door is not the object. Getting right under my feet and tripping me doesn't help because I fall faster than you can run. I cannot buy anything bigger than a king sized bed. I am very sorry about this. Do not think I will continue sleeping on the couch to ensure your comfort. Dogs and cats can actually curl up in a ball when they sleep. It is not necessary to sleep perpendicular to each other stretched out to the fullest ext

Good Men Of All Colors
Good Men are indeed all around us. We pass them on the streets, in the malls, and at work. Most we can't see because we don't know what a good man really looks like. He usually isn't flashy enough or rich enough to turn our heads. He might not wear a suit or push a Lexus. He might not have a body like Tyson with a Denzel face. But, as you mature, you realize it's better to find someone who's got your back rather than someone who turns your head. A good man doesn't agree wholeheartedly with everything you say. He doesn't just tell you what you want to hear and do the opposite. He doesn't declare how sensitive, sweet, caring, sincere, etc. he is (he won't have to because it shows). He has his own opinions and yours may clash, but he doesn't have to degrade you to prove he's right. He even admits at times to being wrong, especially if you are willing to do the same. A good man is not going to meet every item on your checklist. He is human with frailties and faults mixed in with all

Cherrytap
i was thinking of of getting my first tattoo, wondering if anyone has any good and/or bad experiences trying to make up my mind. I'm thinking of getting a shooting star and my kids names in the sparks flying off but have to find design too, any help on that would be nice also. take care, been awhile i hope i haven't been forgotten intirly *smiles* Create Your Own thank you REDHOTLUSTLIFE Hi friends, damn i finally got what everybody in MN has been talking about i feel horrible i need some of my friends to make me feel better come say Hi to me. :(

Heart What Heart?!?!?!?
WELL NEEDLESS TO SAY MY HEART HAS BEEN BROKEN YET AGAIN. I FEEL LIKE EVERYTHING I EVER WANTED IN MY LIFE IS DESTINED TO BE FUCKED UP OR JUST NOT COME TO FLUITION. I'LL ASK THIS QUESTION.....IF YOU SAY YOU LOVED A MAN FOR 7 YEARS HOW LONG WOULD IT TAKE YOU TO GET OVER THAT PERSON WHEN YOU BROKE UP? A DAY...A WEEK A MONTH? OR YOU COULD BE AHEAD OF THE GAME AND MEET SOEMONE BEFORE YOU BREAK UP WITH HIM. THAT WAY YOU ALWAYS HAVE SOMEONE WHILE THE OTHER PERSON IS LEFT ONCE AGAIN HOLDING THE SHATTERED PEICES OF HIS HEART IN HIS HAND. IM NOT SAYING I WAS AN ANGEL BECAUSE I HAD MY ONE MISTAKE IN THE PAST BUT I GUESS I NEVER COULD GET THAT MONKEY OFF MY BACK AND IT HAS COME TO BITE ME IN THE ASS. I DONT KNOW MAYBE I AM GETTING WHAT I DESERVE.....MAYBE I BROUGHT IT ALL ON MYSELF BY HOPING THINGS WOULD GET BETTER. BY DELUDING MYSELF INTO THINKING I WAS PART OF A FAMILY WHEN IN REALITY I WAS LIVIN IN MY OWN DREAM WORLD. THE WORLD I'VE WANTED ALL MY LIFE. DONT GET ME WRONG I LOVE MY SISTER MY AUN

Hot Hot Hot
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Chains/Handcuffs67%Bondage67%Blind Folds67%Whips50%Biting50%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot94%Exciting75%Soft50%

Dark's Insite
I hate it when I post messages on my friends page, but they won't show the same respect. I also hate when ppl try and say I come on a page and don't post a hi, YES I DO (you never notice), but you never give me the same respect back! Stop Whining, you do the same thing!!!! I would also like to know why these ppl have thousands of friends, do you ever respond to all of them, I don't think so. So it's not really a friend, it's for popularity! I have not been on because so many things have been happening in my family and I feel like I am drowning. So many so called "Friends" have came and left my life, I have just been tired of it all and don't know what to do anymore, except try to enjoy my husband and 4 children. My brother-in-law who was in the car accident on January 12th finally came home after he died (his heart stopped) it was 2 months in the ICU and organs missing but he is home & alive. Of course, not the same man he used to be, but still here. I hope everyone is havi

God Bless The Little Ones
Sally jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it.." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the uni versity for study. He said it might help somebody else. "I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom,

Wtf
For 28 years all i have done is try to make people happy make them laugh make new friends then you have those people who accuse you of cheating because your talking to them whats the difference talking to them online or in a bar or at work if you talk to a girl at work are you cheating for 28 years i have been putting up with too much shit and im sick of it if i have offended anybody on here im sorry if anybody on here thinks im here for sex im sorry i like to meet people and chat i like girls girls are easier ot get along with if you have any problems with what i have said on here you can message me or just delte me thanks dutch i hate my fucking life im gonna jump in front of a god damn fucking bus poof im gone off till monday love yall ps my birthday is on the 27th give me some love please it would make me happy since im gonna be 28 and fell old as shit lol kisses dutch

Taking A Much Needed Short Break Due To My Health
Hey Everyone, Just want you all to know I'm cutting down my time online due to my health. I've been in excrusiating pain from my nerve and spinal problems, and it's literally taking all of my energy away. I will try to check in daily for a few minutes or so, but that's as much as I can handle for now. Once I start feeling a little stronger, I will be back for longer periods of time to catch up with you all. I want to thank you all for standing by me, and for being so patient and understanding. Also, thank you sooo much for all the sweet, awesome comments, ratings and gifts you have sent me. I sincerely appreciate it. I am truly blessed to have so many genuine and amazing true friends. I love you all!! Please take care, stay healthy, and safe. My peace, and best wishes to you all. Love, hugs and kisses....Patti {***AngelEyes***} Hey Everyone, I really hope all is going well for you all. Just want to touch base with you on why I haven't been online, and also I'll be off a little whil

Good Day~
just wanted to let the peeps on this site, that's i like it alot n i'm telling my friends about it so it can get more peeps on ya dig, so all the single n sexy females on this site, rate my pics n leav a comment if u wish. hope u like what u see!

Halloween Jog!
Hiya Everyone! I decided to go jogging three miles up and down the hills of North Beach last night to check out the Halloween costumes. To my surprise, there were HUNDREDS of people walking around in my neighborhood! It reminded me of NIGHT OF THE LIVING DEAD, having to run left, then right, then left again dodging all these ghosts and goblins. It was good to see we had lots of good people in my neighborhood having fun. Hmmm...maybe next Halloween I should go out as a jogging ghoul and scare the heck out of all the little kiddies? LOL A middle-aged couple sitting on their porch piped, "Oh, there's one dressed as a jogger, but I guess he'd have to stop running to pick up some candy!" Lots of hugs and kisses! Nicholas CuddleTalk Roar!

About Me
sandy's Existing Situation Active, outgoing, and restless. Feels frustrated by the slowness with which events develop along the desired lines. This leads to irritability, changeability, and lack of persistence when pursuing a given objective. sandy's Stress Sources Wants to overcome a feeling of emptiness and to bridge the gap which she feels separates herself from others. Anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to explore all its possibilities, and to live it to the fullest. She therefore resents any restriction or limitation being imposed on her and insists on being free and unhampered. sandy's Restrained Characteristics An unadmitted lack of confidence makes her careful to avoid open conflict and she feels she must make the best of things as they are. Feels cut off and unhappy because of the difficulty in achieving the essential degree of cooperation and harmony which she desires. Feels that sh

Sex
SEXXX YES PLEASE........... LOOKING FOR SOME FUN IN VA BEACH VA AND WOMEN INTERESTED IN SOME PARTYING, HOOKING UP AND OF COURSE DRINKING LIKE FISH DROWNING IN A SEA OF CAPTAIN MORGANS..... YEAH BABY........ LADIES LIVE LIFE AND HAVE FUN DOING IT..........

Sezzzy Bitches
u knew me good u knew me well and since ur not here id normally say go to hell but im in ur thoughts im in your mind ur hopes and dreams are left b hind so think of me with thoughts so deep and dream of me when u sleep and when u wake ill see u soon ull see this poem and know i missed u hey whats up all im usin yahoo alot more lately so if u have yahoo add me babybri212002 aight and also u can add me to myspace if u have that my link is www.myspace.com/sweettastybri so add me n hit me up ok muahs on top of old smokey all covered with blood i shot my poor teacher with a 44 gun i shot her with pleasure i shot her with fear i shot her fer drinkin my budweiser beer i went to her funeral i went to her grave some pple threw flowers so i threw a gernade i went to her coffin she wasnt quite dead so i took my bazooka and blew off her head the cops came arrested me and threw me in jail so i took my bazooka n blew em to hell

Random Rantings
Don't come to me asking to be honest with u and want me to candy coat shit. I'm not that way..theres a reason i tell everyone i become friends with i have lack of tact and i tend to be blunt and honest! There is a reason i warn u and its for ur own damn good! So for y'all who don't listen to when i try to warn u don't be blaming and hating on me. For those who know me well i don't do drama and cant stand its not me!! And to those who's feel bads I've hurt by being me and who i have always been I'm not sorry nor have no reason to be.. not my fault ur trying to be something/someone ur not. Cause a true friend tells u the things u don't want to hear, like the TRUTH that hurts u the most and is still there to say it be OK well get threw this or I'm here no matter what. Its like i tell someone frequently "U made the bed u have to lay in it " Always remember darlins..Playing with fire u will get burned Not my fault u don't know how to avoid the drama in which u create on ur own d

Gabrielle
ALMENGOR Carlos P. Almengor, 19, entered into eternal rest Wednesday, September 20, 2006. Born in Brownsville, TX, to Carlos G. and Irma P. Almengor. Carlos was a 2005 graduate from Franklin High School and was attending New Mexico State University, in his sophomore year and majoring in Criminal Justice. Carlos' love of music shined as a guitar instructor at Desert Moon Studios. He is survived by his paternal grandmother, Carolina Almengor, maternal grandmother, Rafaela Portillo. He also leaves to cherish his memory many loving uncles, aunts, cousins and his faithful dog, "Bandit". Visitation will be from 2 p.m. to 9 p.m. on Sunday, September 24, 2006 at Hillcrest Funeral Home-Doniphan. Vigil at 7 p.m. at Hillcrest Funeral Chapel. Funeral Mass will be at 11:45 a.m. on Monday, September 25, 2006 at St. Pius Catholic Church. Interment will be in Ft. Bliss Cemetery. Directed by HILLCREST FUNERAL HOME. 5054 Doniphan Dr. 587-0202 So as most of you know, m

For Marines
We all came together, Both young and old To fight for our freedom, To stand and be bold. In the midst of all evil, We stand our ground, And we protect our country From all terror around. Peace and not war, Is what some people say. But I'll give my life, So you can live the American way. I give you the right To talk of your peace. To stand in your groups, and protest in our streets. But still I fight on, I don't bitch, I don't whine. I'm just one of the people Who is doing your time. I'm harder than nails, Stronger than any machine. I'm the immortal soldier, I'm a U.S. MARINE! So stand in my shoes, And leave from your home. Fight for the people who hate you, With the protests they've shown. Fight for the stranger, Fight for the young. So they all may have, The greatest freedom you've won. Fight for the sick, Fight for the poor Fight for the cripple, Who lives next door. But when your time comes, Do what I've done. For if you stand

Thoughts
So I'm walking briskly down the hall, wanting to get OUT of the hospital, as I've completed the interview. I dislike hospitals even as I cherish and appreciate those who heal and who are healed. They just seem to reek of old pains which stain the walls like a subtle scent that one can't track. I walk past the rooms, avoiding people in white and soldiers in camouflage, as they stride purposefully with clipboards and IV bags and other implements of healing. My boots make an annoying squeaking noise every time my right foot hits the ground, and I find my thoughts silently chanting cadences to the rhythm produced. I pass open doors, I glancing in curiously, always wondering if I'll see someone I know, yet hoping not. I peer into this one room and I stutter-step in surprise. There are bright crayon drawings all over the walls and a young man lying propped up against starched white pillows in the bed. But what catches my eye is the short blond with the ponytail lying sideways across th

All My Life
My Sacrifice My Pain; my sorrow; My Darkness. These I have to deal with. I am to Blame, I am the Cause & Effect. I have created my own prison. I have lost what I have gained, What was given. I took it, I ripped it from my grasp. I am the bringer of my own pain. I've done this; There is no one to blame but me. I had everything, I took everything. In the blink of an eye, Gone. This I must live with. I must regain what I took. The road ahead is long & dark. I must regain the light. I must regain my life. This is my sacrifice. Jeremy E Allen Copyright ©2006 Jeremy E Allen All my life, Searching. Searching for a place of warmth, a lasting peace. My heart cries out. Longing to find the warmth of Love. To know how it feels to be intimate. To know a Hearts deepest secrets. To know true friendship. All my life, Searching for Love. Once I find you, my searching will be complete. Until then, I will only know the darkness of an empty

My Vampire Clan
What Warhammer Vampire Bloodline are you? Von CastienYou are part of a proud bloodline who rules over the land of Sylvania. They aim to rule the living and are well balanced in their skills. The vampires in this clan are always fighting amongst each other for dominance and a wise count would be wise to not trust his brethren.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code You scored as Malkavian. You belong to the Malkavian bloodline. The Malkavians are blessed with an "inner sight" which often gives them great perception and even clairvoyance. Many are sought for their counsel and insight. The drawback, however, is that they are all entirely insane. If a vampire is speaking in obscure riddles, it's a fair bet they are of Malkavian blood.

Crazy Sexy Bitch
I destroy homes I tear families apart take your children and that's just the start. I'm more costly than diamonds more precious than gold the sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me remember im easily found... I live all around you in schools and in town. I live with the rich I live with the poor. I live down the street and maybe next door. I'm made in a lab but not like you think, I can be made under the kitchen sink. In your child's closet and even in the woods. If this scares you to death well it certainly should. I have many names but theres one you know best im sure you've heard of me my name is Crystal Meth... My power is awesome try me you'll see, but if you do you may never break free. Just try me once and I might let you go but try me twice and i'll own you'r soul... When I possess you you'll steal and you'll lie, you do what you have to just to get high. The crimes you'll commit for my narcotic charms will be worth the pleasure you'll feel in your arm

Just For Stuff!
nobody likes me everybody hates me guess i'll go eat worms! ok so im wrong as hell! the previous blogs made for a disclaimer were intended to let the two or three people i actually talk to on this thing not get all scared and shit! little did i know those happened to be the only people that gave them a shot! how funny is that? you four( and you know who you are)...arent i a lier and an exagerator...lol...all kick ass for being my friend and understanding that "ITS JUST BUSINESS BABY" and what the hell! i thought i would have a million dudes lining up for those babies! lmfao! ok this is a little note out to everyone...ive decided to go through all my friends and rate everything i can so i know for sure who ive payed attention to or not! so dont worry if i double comment on something...i swear im not a stalker! just gettin up to speed. plus i need some cherry points like a bad ass! lol. so after reading this and you decide that i may be the biggest dork youve ever heard of...just let me

Gwar On Halloween
I decided to put videos on pics for bands that I have on here. So any pic of a band on here will have a video to back its complete raw power. That and I just don't care about petty bullshit anymore. Its time to give my page the power it fucking deserves!!!

Pagan Poetry/songs
Quiet is the night Dark is the Moon I ask Hecate, the Crone To take Her throne. Sleep, sister, sleep Be not alarmed, For the Great Goddess Keeps you from harm. Quiet is the night Dark is the Moon I ask Hecate, the Crone to take Her throne. Sleep, brother sleep, Be not alarmed, For the Great Goddess Holds you in her arms. Quiet is the night Dark is the Moon, We honor Hecate, the Crone Who has taken Her throne. We are of the same Mother, Goddess. We are of the same Father, God. We are of the same Planet, Earth. You are my Brother, You are my Sister, We are all part of the Same. You are my Family. You hold within you a part of me. I hold within me a part of you. Your blood, my blood, they are the same. It is the same within us all. I need not ask why. I already know the answer. You need not ask why. You already know the answer. We are all of the same. Within us we carry a part of each. We are all micro pieces of Spirit. We are Spirit. So I s

Some Poetry
there is no right or wrong to expression, there is but right and wrong when we are unjust in heaven, diamonds of wisdom falling from the sky, refreshing like rain. together we shall embrace the light of redemption for history has been twisted into mean streets and cold stares. fear not the unity of collective love, it shall heal and soothe the scars, broken hearts and weeping eyes we shall once more walk in the glow, swim in the delight unbind the chains and yell freedom with belief and passion till it echoes the universe from dawn till night ----dronutts---mystic music---- There was a 3 word poem titled Loss carved into a rock, the poet had crossed out the words, because you cannot read Loss, only feel it. definition of the booof.a booofinism. booofadelic.miss jenny booofette baron vonbooof. booofbionics.booofafied.into booofblivion.booofomatic stop look whats that sound, i possess the power to communicate with clouds baron vonbooof came to disappear infro

Shit Happens
Choices, they are what every person lives by, they may be good or bad. At the time you may think it's one of the greatest things ever but it might not have been such a great decision in the end. However you made the decision. so take it as a learning point in life, I know I've made a lot of stupid decisions, but when you learn to live with them and don't give people the chance to make you feel bad about it...It's a lot better ! I must say, people these days they really enjoy entertaining their guests...even if it involves hurting another human being. It doesn't matter if you did something or not, they make things up or just bring things up from years ago...yes I must say I am a victim of having a black eye...my friend had a party and decided to do all of these things..entertain, bring things up from the past, and make things up...Well I must say I am proud to be a source of entertainment when I didn't try to fight back :)

Me
My first time on the site yesterday was really cool.. i met a few people and had a really good time... still trying to figure out alot about the site but im sure ill get there... ty Jay for showing me the site... your still so very sexy Why can't people just be real.. quit putting on fronts.. be themselves... why deceive people into believing you are or want to be something you never are or will be? Why is the question? Are there any answers.. probably not.. but you know.. I'm real.. always have and always will be.... I dont need bullshit or games... I've had enough of that!.. ok just needed to vent... all better now! Thanks Wiz for sharing! You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM88%Sex God80%A Romantic65%

Celtic__wings Kicks Ass And Takes Names...
Consistency replaces doubt, time reduces discomfort and forgiveness replaces anger... Please give me your thoughts.... I have some I would like to share if your intrested... Halloween. I am going to have to say that I have I have a LOVE/HATE relationship with this holiday. I love how my kids get around this time of year. The one time of year they get to dress up and act stupid (other then school plays). But most of all the way they act when they pull in all that CANDY!! Okay, so now that I have done all the standing over their shoulder when they get all this candy dropped in their bucket (you know I need to make sure they aren't getting used needles or razor blades in with all that candy). Then again as I have to SORT thru to make sure everything in the buckets appear "Un-tampered" with, its time for the kiddos to compare, trade, and bargain for each others "Better Candy". You know what I mean.... Scarlett will trade Brendan 4 pieces of gum and one sucker for t

How Bad R U Wanted?!
(1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute as heck (4) hot (5) fine (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (9) id take u to my crib (10) i want 2 make u my gf/bf (11) i love u baby (12) call me.....(__)____-___ Fill out and send..then repost Four things you wonder about me 1. 2. 3. 4. Three things you like about me 1. 2. 3. Two things you don't like about me 1. 2. My best feature 1. Two things you want to do with me 1. 2. One word that describes me 1. One question for me 1. I dare you to repost this see how many people do this to you

Stupid People
So, as I have the lowest level of patience for the massive amount of stupid people that populate the Earth and those whos exploits I'm forced to deal with on a daily basis (about 200 of them), I am simply amazed at some of the things people do and think "hey, there's nothing wrong with this-it's a right good idea to drive down I-95 with my buddies, wearing ski masks and shooting paintballs at other cars around us." This is just one of hundreds of examples I could give of what some of the people who work under me have done. Now, keep in mind that these people are not teenagers in school or misguided college students, these are grown men in their mid-20's with less IQ power than that of a half-squashed grape. The question I pose is this: what drives a person to do the most ridiculous things with their spare time?

Please Read
Please forgive me, i am going to ramble a bit. I am so frustrated that if I had hair I would be pulling it out. First off, a little background,. The reasons I am no longer with my wife is that I reached the end of a long, long rope. For years we didn't get a long well. Sure there were some reaspnable times, but we were NOT happy with each other. She has some psychological problems and I ran out of the ability to be me and identify her also. I know that may not make any sense, but it comes down to ; I couldn't even go to work without being caalled 20 times a day and if I left work not at exactly when she thought I should, she would be on the phone screaming at me, and pacing up and down the driveway until I got there. But that's not what I'm trying to get off my chest now. Her mother is in failing health. She no longer jas the strength to be by herself and because I am not a complete ogre, I have told my wife, (since i live about 20 minutes closer than she does or her brother) that if

Thus Do I Bitch About Life
Yeah, life is basically sucking fat hairy white ass at the moment. And that's just my social life. Let's not get into the absolutely wretched state of my employment, oe my myriad financial obligations. Welcome to my life. It's not much fun. About the only bright spot is the fact that a few of the peopkle I work with aren't total assholes. Times have changed and times are strange, here I come but I ain't the same. Mama I'm comin home. Times go by, it seems to me, you coulda been a better friend to me. You took me in, and ya drove me out yeah you had me hypnotized, lost and found and turned around by the fire in your eyes. You made me cry, yeah, you told me lies, but I can't stand to say goodbye, mama I'm comin home. I could be right, I could be wrong, it hurts so bad it's been so long, mama I'm comin home. Selfish love, yeah we're both alone, the ride before the fall, I'm gonna take this heart of stone, I just got to have it all. I've seen your face a hundred times, eve

Wait A Minute Here
A man and his wife are awakened, at 3 o'clock in the morning by a loud pounding on the door. The man gets up and goes to the door where a drunken stranger, standing in the pouring rain, is asking for a push. "Not a chance," says the husband, "it is 3 o'clock in the morning! He slams the door and returns to bed. "Who was that?" asked his wife. "Just some drunk guy asking for a push," he answers. "Did you help him?" she asks. "No, I did not, it is 3 o'clock in the morning and it is pouring out there!" "Well, you have a short memory," says his wife. "Can't you remember, about three months ago when we broke down, and those two guys helped us? I think you should help him, and you should be ashamed of yourself!" The man does as he is told, gets dressed, and goes out into the pounding rain. He calls out into the dark, "Hello, are you still there?" "Yes" comes back the answer. "Do you still need a push?", calls out the husband. "Yes, please!" comes the reply from

Thoughts Of You
A wish I lie on my bed, and stare into an empty space, as I see the stars start to move, into the shape of your face. I see you there now, looking down at me, with that cute little smile, that I like to see. You say close your eyes, tell me what you see, I see only two people, just you and me. I see we where walking the shoreline, with our feet getting wet, laughing, teasing I see we where holding hands as we walk Telling sweet things as a lovers inlove Oh I wish… you’re here beside me… Oh I wish I could be, in that one special place, where I can be with you…as I stare on an empty space And to realize its all just a wish…a dream…….. ~*~Thoughts Of Passion~*~ Thoughts Of Passion: thrill; pacify: lull: cradle: Thoughts of You, rush at my skin, Like wind whipping at my soul, Setting my body on fire, With the thrill of your touch. Anticipating the rush, I depict the warmth of our bodies, Entertwined under the full moon, Until our souls are pacified.

Me Mood
Time Moves........updated 24/11/06 Well my idea for a more experimental and moody project is almost done. This is much more of the inner me than my house profile D-White Noise. I will probably work on all the tracks again before completing this project but here is the probable track listing as I see it so far:- Intro (to record yet) 1. My Heart (12:14) 2. Moves Time (5:33) 3. Grace Gone (9:23) 4. Live Lizard Lust (6:59) 5. 1AP v5 (5:23) 6. Sleep Over (11:10) 7. Manky Monkey (6:47) 8. Day After The Night Before (9:02) 9. Find Your Soul (3:05) 10. A Pain Everlasting (7:15) 11. So Called Anger (3:04) exit (to record yet) All tracks now need to be in a stage where I can re-record them and do the final masters......the order and listing may change and I may add and intro and exit to the album. Also still deciding if I'll release this myself or enlist the help of an existing label......open to any offers but this will have to be a CD as well as download rele

To All My Cherries *-)
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com WOW, i cannot believe im actually doing this. I have met so many cool ppl here. I would love to keep in touch with many of you. But I am a single mom and student with 2 jobs. I am sticking to my main priorities. I have applied to the John Hopkins Medical School in MD, and I am moving there. Although I will miss you all very very much I want to thank all of my military friends and family you all are absolutely the best, and I will always remember you. To my Firefighting brothers and sisters, wow please keep in touch, you are also my heroes. Feel free to drop me a line or add me as a buddy to your YIM or MSN; My YIM: NIGHT_ANGEL15666@YAHOO.COM MSN: SAVANNAH_N_ASHTYN2004@HOTMAIL.COM Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com PLEASE REMEMBER ME (1999)Add a video to your site WebratsMusic.com: Music Video CodesMyspaceUpdates Sexy & Romantic glit

Comments
ON SEPT. 12, 2001, the United States received messages of support and condolence from around the globe as this nation struggled to comprehend the previous day’s terrorist attacks. At home, we vowed to set aside our petty differences and unite as Americans. Today I struggle to comprehend how this nation squandered the near universal good will expressed then. I wonder how the same population that vowed unity then has become so bitterly divided. The disastrously planned invasion of Iraq earned us the enmity of much of the world and has divided us at home. The war on terror has scarred this country’s human rights record. Three years ago, the world watched helplessly as an inept federal government stumbled while thousands of people struggled to survive Hurricane Katrina’s wrath in New Orleans. Like an exclamation point at the end of the Bush administration, the economy now teeters on the brink of collapse. I believe this country needs healing internally to end the cl

Are You Out There?
You walk outside one spring nite. The air is cool, the sky is filled with a million of stars, and all is quiet around you. You look up into the sky and see the stars. Little ones, big ones, dull ones, and bright ones all unique in there own way. The wind kicks up and sends a chill up your spin. At that very moment you know that that someone special who you have in your heart is thinking about you. Maybe he is looking up at the same stars as you right now. You close your eyes and start to dream that he is standing beside you. Keeping you close and not letting go of you. You understand each other without any words being said. You know that when you are together nothing is impossile. As you stand there and you can feel nothing but the two of you. A smile comes across your face because at that moment you realize you have found your Best Friend. You open your eyes and you realize that you are all alone. No one standing beside you, no one going through the thick and thin with you, no

Friends
(repost of original by 'DJ Punk ASS SSR member for life' on '2006-12-03 05:45:21') (repost of original by 'DJ_Sassy¢¾LF¢¾' on '2006-12-03 06:32:57') (repost of original by 'DJ Punk ASS SSR member for life' on '2006-12-03 08:02:57') Ok look, I'm about to start deleting people from my friend's list. Reason being I have had alot of you on my friends list for quite sometime now, and you never talk to me. And when I try to talk to you guys, I never get a response. So, it comes to this...if you want to stay on my friends list leave me a comment under here and let me know. Otherwise...its goodbye! My purpose for friends is to talk to you guys and get to know you better. Not for cherry points or to have you as a nice lil decoration on my page! So, you have til the end of today to let me know something. Otherwise I will delete you! Its so rediculous that I see some faces on my friends list I didn't even know I had because u never talk to me! Well, now's your chance! Take it or leave it.

Would You Fuck Me?
SO U WANNA FUCK? 1.Where would we be? []My house []Ur House []Pool []Shower []parents room LOL []OTHER....please explain in () 2.What position would you want to be in? []Doggy Style []Missionary []69 []OTHER...() 3.What would you want me to use on you? []chains and whips []choc. syrup and whip cream []strawberries and whip cream []cherries and chocolate []ropes and hand cuffs []OTHER...() 4.Lights? []ON []OFF 5.Where would you take me 4 a date before all of this? 8.Protection? []Yes []No 9.Day or Night? []DAY []NIGHT 10.What song would we fuck to? 11.top or bottom []top []bottom 12.After we fuck wouLd you still talk to me and not be a fucking asshole? []yes []no other() 13.Will you repost to see what others say? []YES []NO

Cherry Bomb
Hello to all my cherry friends..This morning I sent out cherry bombs to friends who have been in constant contact with me since i started my profile..these are true cherry friends..So if you recieved a cherry bomb from me, thank you for being a true friend, if you did not recieve one from me it does'nt mean you are not my friend it just means that we have not chatted or been in constant contact. I thank all my friends on my list for adding me and helping me become Wasted. All my Cherry Bomb friends....You Are The Bomb...I love you all..muaw

Movies For Men And Kick Ass Girls...
Are You CRANK Enough!! (My Review on The Movie Crank) An amazing love story...Attractive Well groomed British actors and their perfect bodies female counterparts..a logical storyline with clean humor made for the entire family... all this and more can be found in some pussy movie that isn't crank.... If your a male (or even a female with some resemblance of testicles) than you should definetly pick up this fucking classic of a movie... It falls in line with such greats as Scarface, The Boondock Saints, Pulp Fiction, Sin City, and other movies with a bad ass pimp named Burt Reynolds.. Crank is grab your dick and make sure its tucked away nicely cause the manliness of this movie might cause it to explode form your pants. (hell i went through 4 pairs of pants myself through this movie.... I recommend something with an elastic band... or just watch the movie completely naked with a raging hard with a hamburger on the end of it and a beer in your hand, to make you feel like a

My Poetry
***If you read this, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE comment on it. I like feedback. I wrote this one YEARS ago, when I was like 15 maybe. Beauty ========== Beauty is on the inside, It is what we try to hide. Not how your outside looks, Or what it says in fashion books. Beauty deep inside the mind Is what we seek and try to find. "Pretty" can only be skin deep, But that's not something you can keep. It is what's inside that counts, Each and every single ounce. The person's outside isn't their whole, Beauty lies deep within the soul. So when someone tells you, "Look past the skin," Listen and see the beauty within. Janessa Kelly

Redneck Logic
Two rednecks decided they weren't going anywhere in life, and thought they should go to college to get ahead. The first redneck went in to see the counselor, who told him to take Math, History, and Logic. "What's Logic?" the first redneck asked. The professor answered by saying, "Let me give you an example. Do you own a weed eater?" "I sure do." said the first redneck. "Then I can assume, using logic, that you have a yard," replied the professor. "That's real good!" said the redneck. The professor continued, "Logic will also tell me that since you have a yard, you also own a house." Impressed, the redneck said, "Amazin!" "And since you own a house, logic dictates that you have a wife," continued the professor. "That's Betty Mae! This is incredible!" The redneck is obviously catching on. "Finally, since you have a wife, logically I can assume that you are heterosexual," said the professor. "You're absolutely right!" exclaimed the redneck. Why that's t

Inspiration
this was just posted by this woman!!! we can all learn from this!!! go by her page & show sum luv!!! mcl Dear friends, The message I bring today is one of love and positivity and I would like to share some of my favourite quotes and philosophies that I endeavour to live by. :) "Be the change you want to see in the world" - Gandhi "When the power of love overcomes the love of power the world will know peace." - Jimi Hendrix "People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered; Forgive them anyway. If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives; Be kind anyway. If you are successful you will win some false friends and true enemies; Succeed anyway. If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you; Be honest and frank anyway. What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight; Build anyway. If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous; Be happy anyway. The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow; Do

How Bad Do You Want It
HOW BAD R U WANTED Post this and see what number people send you....don't be scared!! (1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute as heck (4) hot (5) fine (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (9) id take u to my crib (10) i want 2 make u my gf/bf (11) i love u baby (12) call me.....(__)____-___ repost this or see 9 years of bad realationships

Love Assassin
The Trust Everything you know is a lie way back when the United States was being founded their were a group of men of power that had the power of kings but were smart enough not to weare crowns. These men knew that true power had to be protected by secrecy. It's just better to rule in the shadows than in the light. Sure other men would have the glory and satisfaction of feeding there pride with crowns on their heads, but kingdoms rise and fall better to be the ones that have a say in private quarters. When shit hits the fan just go back into the shadows and have a new king roll in as the old one's head rolls away. So these men numbered in thirteen made a plan to leave Europe once and for all when they found out about new land with endless gold and no royal headaches. This land was virgin land this land was America. These men had plans to shape this new land in their own image a new concept no more kings and bullshit like that a new start for everyone. Now they had to make a deal wi

Cherry
You Are 46% Evil You are evil, but you haven't yet mastered the dark side. Fear not though - you are on your way to world domination. How Evil Are You? You scored as Abs/Stomach. You are attracted to: the abs/stomach. You are a abs/stomach guy/gurl.Abs/Stomach67%Face50%Penis33%Butt17%Boobs0%What Body Part Are You Attracted To?(pics) ver. 2.0created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Drown. Your gonna drown and then probably get eaten by sharks.Oh wellDrown33%Stab

Amazing Life Facts
The Smiths were unable to conceive children and decided to use a surrogate father to start their family. On the day the proxy father was to arrive, Mr. Smith kissed his wife goodbye and said, "Well, I'm off now. The man should be here soon." Half an hour later, just by chance, a door-to-door baby photographer happened to ring the doorbell, hoping to make a sale. "Good morning, Ma'am", he said, "I've come to..." "Oh, no need to explain," Mrs. Smith cut in, embarrassed, "I've been expecting you." "Have you really?" said the photographer. "Well, that's good. Did you know babies are my specialty?" "Well that's what my husband and I had hoped. Please come in and have a seat". After a moment she asked, blushing, "Well, where do we start?" "Leave everything to me. I usually try two in the bathtub, one on the couch, and perhaps a couple on the bed. And sometimes the living room floor is fun. You can really spread out there." "Bathtub, living room floor? No wonder it didn't work out for

Cares To Much
been without net for a really long time finally found my way back lol. so what is new? have i missed anything while i was gone type the sentence you got in the comment area.. thanks. January -- I kicked > > February -- I loved > > March -- I smoked > > April -- I dry humped > > May -- I choked on > > June -- I murdered > > July -- I did the Macarena with > > August -- I had lunch with > > September -- I danced with > > October -- I sang to > > November -- I yelled at > > December -- I ran over Pick the day (number) you were born on: > > 1 ------- a birdbath > > 2 ------- a monster > > 3 ------- a phone > > 4 ------- a fork > > 5 ------- a Mexican > > 6 ------- a gangster > > 7 ------- my cell phone > > 8 ------- my dog > > 9 ------- my best friends' boyfriend > > 10 ------ my neighbor > > 11 ------ my science teacher > > 12 ------ a banana > > 13 ------ a fireman > > 14 ------ a stuffed animal > > 15 ------ a goat > > 16 ------ a pickle 17 ------ your mom > > 18 ------ a spoon > > 19

Something Different...
The word Anticipate per the dictionary means one of the following: 1. to realize beforehand; foretaste or foresee: to anticipate pleasure. 2. to expect; look forward to; be sure of: to anticipate a favorable decision. 3. to perform (an action) before another has had time to act. 4. to answer (a question), obey (a command), or satisfy (a request) before it is made: He anticipated each of my orders. Does that even come close to how I feel when I’m waiting on a message, or a shout out. Hell no. I flip through the different pages just to waste time waiting hoping wondering when I will get a message. Different things run through your mind while you are anticipating that waited message, the call, the shout out, or whatever it may be. Will they call today? Are they going to be online today? Wonder where they are now? Do they wait for me as much as I wait to hear from them? Then you ask yourself why do I feel this way, why am I setting here waiting so. I could be doin

Sayings I Like
1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you d on't need special sneakers! 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes dri

Online Insanity
OK, here's my latest adventure here on CherryTap. To start out it goes like this... When I browse profiles and see someone I might like to rate in a positive way and even get to know I do 2 things. I rate them a 10 and I Fan them. It kind of gives them notice they caught my eye and I can find them again from my Fan list. I don't ask them to come leave me votes or anything. So I don't see anything unfair about that ok? So this person (Click below) is one I did that with. Next thing I know I get the following e-mail. http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=47207&albumid=239647&i=3068522688# Hey hun...wanna do me a favor? Click on that link and leave me tons of comments on that photo. It's for a contest... You're a doll...thanks hun! *mwah* So needless to say I am a bit stunned thinking... you don't even say Hi and think I have no life but to leave TONS of comments for her contest. Gee.. Sorry. So I clicked REPLY and sent this e-mail back. Kind of Funny

I Will Love You By Vanessa Fuentes
I Will Love You by Vanessa Fuentes When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You."

For Fun
I was watching tv a while ago and it recently came to my attention of just how dirty many of the old adages, games, disney movies etc. truly are. First lets look at some of the old adages and games: there was an old woman who lived in a shoe, had so many kids she didnt know what to do...now to me this is just odd, i know that she must be easy b/c of the large .. of children she had, but what about this shoe...how poor is this chick?! How about tag what does that teach the youth of america...it teaches 2 things, first it teaches kids how to stock prey, next it teaches them how to pounce and then to run after a cheap attack (i beleive that is also called being a coward) Red Rover Red Rover... great game, the object is to form a line, call over the smallest and weakest yahoo you can find and then that simpleton runs as fast as possible and tries to break the line ,or some shoulders, through force and cunning. This teaches kids (hell even adults who play) to pick on whomever they dee

My Fav Poems...for Reasons!!
The Fight by Cathye Haney As I sit here listening To the fight going on Between my head and my heart I feel numb inside. My head says "I'm a fool;" My heart says, "But you Love him so." My head says "He will Hurt you again." My heart answers, "But He also makes me happy." My head says, "Look at All the tears he Made you cry." My heart answers, "Yes, But he also gives Me pleasure." My head says, "You Are strong and can Get over him." My heart answers, "He makes me feel Alive and whole." I need him and I love him. Without Him I would only Be existing. I slowly shake my Head, "No," knowing My heart has won once More. I Got Flowers Today I got flowers today. It wasn't my birthday or any other special day. We had our first argument last night, And he said a lot of cruel things that really hurt me. I know he is sorry and didn't mean the things he said. Because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today. It wasn't our anniversary any othe

For The Girls
Man: Where have you been all my life? Woman: Hiding from you. Man: Haven't I seen you someplace before? Woman: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore. Man: Is this seat empty? Woman: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down. Man: Your place or mine? Woman: Both. You go to yours, and I'll go to mine. Man: So, what do you do for a living? Woman: I'm a female impersonator. Man: Hey baby, what's your sign? Woman: Do not enter. Man: How do you like your eggs in the morning? Woman: Unfertilized. Man: Your body is like a temple. Woman: Sorry, there are no services today. Man: I would go to the end of the world for you. Woman: But would you stay there? Man: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy. Woman: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing 30 things a girl wo0d die 4! GIRLS LIKE GUYS TO... 1-touch their waist 2-talk to them 3-share secrets 4-give her your jacket 5-kiss them slowly 6-hug them 7-hold her 8-laugh with her 9-invite her s

Me Ranting
It really pisses me off people sit there and beg for friends and when you try to be one send greetings and notes rate every picture and comment on them, just to show an act of friendship you never hear from them after. Well, I have decided to put an end to it. I will no longer rate anyone for any reason until they can prove there friendship first. Have a great day all. Don't be surprised if your name gets deleted off my friends list.

Every Day Things
Current mood: flirty Just my thought on LOVE and what I feel it really is: A good relationship is not a game that we play or an ego trip we take. It is about love and two people. Loving someone can give us the greatest joy we can ever know but it can also hurt us more that we can ever believe. If we love someone we should be ready to experience not only happiness but heartache as well. That's the reward and risk that it takes. Unless we are willing to experience it, we will never really know what it's like to love and be loved. Sharing love is probably the most valuable and meaningful experience a person can ever have. And there is a difference between being in love with someone and loving someone. It's the difference between a love that's fickle, wild and short-lived and a love that's tender, passionate and lasting. The first is easy. The second, the one that really matters to us all, takes work ---- because it's about keeping the relationship. Loving someone

To Realize
BEAUTY IS FOUND IN THE HEART.... NOT IN THE EYES OF SOME JEALOUSE BITCH!!!!SO WHEN YOU SAY I'M UGLY....I'LL LAUGH, MY CUTE LAUGH, SMILE AND SAY THESE SIMPLE WORDS,... "DON'T HATE ME CAUSE YOU AINT ME!!!!!!" ~*~*~* Es Lo Que Quiero *~*~*~ Quiero yo estar a tu lado, Quiero yo estar en tus brazos.... Quiero besar yo tu boca, Y vivir enamorada..... Quiero una noche contigo, Quiero yenar te de besos..... Quiero que entreges tu querpo, Como yo lo are contigo..... Una noche de amor a tu lado, Que te aga olvidar el pasado..... Esa noche empiese de nuevo, A sentir me enamorada...... Quiero ser tu amor Entregarme con ti una vez.... Que conoscas lo que es el amor, A mi lado.... Quiero ser tu amor, Entregando mi piel por tu piel Que conoscas lo que es el amor, A mi lado....... I'VE LEARNED THAT LIFE IS LIKE A ROLL OF TOILET PAPER, THE CLOSER IT GETS TO THE END, THE FASTER IT GOES.... I'VE LEARNED THAT MONEY DOESN'T BUY CLASS, HAPPINESS,

Update...
Just to let you know that we are back online. Can't wait to catch up with all you sexy cherries! I won't be on for a little while I am getting ready to move (I will still be here in town...just going to a "nicer" house. So please don't think that I have forgotten any of you b/c that is not the case. Love you all and hope you have a great weekend! I will soon be posting some pics of the Bar Wench and be posting a vote of which video of Dakota dancing to Madonna's "Sorry" to put up in the photos as soon as I recieve them.

Poems~~ Prose ~etc!!
I Want to Give You Me by Julie Jordan Scott When you feel lonely I want to keep you company When you feel sad I want to bring a smile to your face When you are laughing I want to laugh alongside you When you are feeling great I want to be your cheerleader When you are hungry I want to make your food When you are weary I want to give you rest When you want to dance I want to be your partner When you want to fly I want to be right there beside you When you need some loving I want to take you in my arms When you want some comfort, I will bring you soft cozy feelings When you want peaceful solitude I will take you to a quiet haven When you want to feel love like you never have before I want to give you me TIME FLIES BY SO FAST AS THE HUMMINGBIRDS' WINGS I TEND TO LET MY MIND GO AS FAST WHEN IN EACH AND EVERY DAY THERE IS SO MUCH UNFORTUNATELY I ALWAYS FORGET THAT TODAY IS VERY SPECIAL IT IS A DAY MANY HAVE MISSED WE NEED TO SLOW ENOUG

Funny
A woman and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks. While they're sitting there having a good time together, she starts talking about this really great new drink. The more she talks about it, the more excited she gets, and starts trying to talk her boyfriend into having one. After a while he gives in and lets her order the drink for him. The bartender brings the drink and puts the following on the bar -- A saltshaker, a shot of Baileys, and a shot of lime juice. The boyfriend looks at the items quizzically and the woman explains. "First you put a bit of the salt on your tongue, next you drink the shot of Baileys and hold it in your mouth, and finally you drink the lime juice." So, the boyfriend, trying to go along and please her, goes for it. He puts the salt on his tongue -- salty but OK He drinks the shot of Baileys - smooth, rich, cool, very pleasant. He Thinks - this is OK . Finally he picks up the lime juice and drinks it. ..... In one second the sharp

Inspiration
Remarkable Obituary Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Mr. Common Sense.Mr. Sense had been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how oldhe was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such value lessons as knowingwhen to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm andthat life isn't always fair. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable Parenting strategies (adults, not kids, are in charge).His health began to rapidly deteriorate when well intentioned butoverbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-oldboy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition.Mr. Sense declined even further when schools were required to get parental consent to admin

Please Help
ok ppl im not the kind of person to ask for help as i feel i have the determination , will an attitude to get the job done right ... but please please help me get cherry points i want to see my pic rolling across the screen please help me reach the only goal i realy truly want an deserve zan xoxo

Early
Hey I'm back just bored out of my mind, and yea I'm having problems, whats new though? Anyway Me,and Scotty are fighting on and off and it hurts me because I only us to get along I mean I'm have problems with my mom still drinkig and trying to get that problem fixed and I don't want to be figthing with him while I'm also fighting with my mom, well if my dad lets him come over for Thanksgiving maybe we can work things out over a big Thanksgiving dinner I hope so well I'm on the phone with him now so I'm going to go but I'll write back later. Hey this is my frist blog, so I don't know what really to say. Anyhow I'm at school and we get out at 1:20 so I only have to go to half of 5th period which is Dance, and I don't have to go to English, or French 2. Well I'm going to go I don't have much time but my next blog will be better! Hey I'm back sry it took so long I was just so busy and forgetful it seems, well I saw Scotty Thursday I had to go to a Den Day thing I left early because some ot

My Words Written
The young man was at the end of his rope. Seeing no way out, he dropped to his knees in prayer. "Lord, I can't go on," he said. "I have too heavy a cross to bear." The Lord replied, "My son, if you can't bear its weight, just place your cross inside this room. Then, open that other door and pick out any cross you wish. The man was filled with relief. "Thank you Lord," he sighed, and he did as he was told. Upon entering the other door, he saw many crosses, some so large the tops were not visible. Then he spotted a tiny cross leaning against a far wall. "I'd like that one, Lord." he whispered. And the Lord replied, "My son, that is the cross you just brought in." When life's problems seem overwhelming, it helps to look around and see what other people are coping with. You may consider yourself far more fortunate than you imagined. Whatever your cross, whatever your pain, there will always be sunshine after the rain. Perhaps you may stumble, perhaps even fall, but

Another Day
MadeaAdd to My Profile | More Videos So i posted 2 mumms tonight one about touching ok no problem but then i do one about my son being so hyper and and his mood swings and i get called a bad parent, i can take being called a bitch or anything else but dont god damn call me a bad mother these people dont know me well enough to call me a bad mother, since when is worring about your kids a bad thing! Im not tryin to med him just because he is hyper that kids but if there is something serious wrong i wanna find out is that such a bad thing? not tryin to be a baby about it but it just pisses me off its like serious mumms people wanna be all shity and the sex mumms its a totally differnt thing.. I could never be that rude to someone

Welcome To My Life.
okay so this past month has been hectic. Im married now. Trying to get everything staight so i can see a doctor for my baby. Things are finally okay i do belive. Thank God. Okay so this is just a summary of my weekend. Friday me and my fiance was aguring bc of a wedding on saturday. He dont like my dad and my dad was gonna be there. So he lost and he went Saturday the wedding was okay. it was small. me and my fiance aggred that ours wasnt gonna be small. Then the reception. we went to a german resturant in prosperity. it was amazing. It was awesome(the food) i havent had food like that since my great grandmother cooked. lol. It was like a slow meal. so you def wouldnt like it if you wanted to eat in a hurry. Then we left there at like 9:30 and headed home. so of course right when we hit the road i had to pee. So i held it til we got home. so when we got home i ran into the house changed clothes and we went to the skyline club and my fiances parents were there and they were

Random Thoughts From My Head...
So I was searching through the numerous music video code sites that are out there, and I realized that there are alot of record labels trying to stop certain bands' music videos from being posted. Wind Up records (label for Evanescence) is one of these record labels, fighting the ability for people to freely watch their clients' videos and listen to their clients' music on the internet. So many companies are creating new laws to aid them in their battle against piracy, and inhibiting our so called freedom in this country. I ask, what is so wrong about wanting to hear a song or two from a band, to see if you want to buy their album, or wanting to show a friend a music video that you thought was cool. Also, what's wrong with wanting a song or a music video to play on your blog or Myspace? Isn't that like supporting the band? Isn't that showing your appreciation for the band, to have anyone who views your page know that you like that band, and want to get others to listen to the

Women & Men
I found this in my TagWorld Inbox recently and it literally made me go... WTF???? I won't say who it's from but I will say it's someone I am unsure I would want as a friend. How could anyone have such a cold, self centered attitude on life and love? All I can say is remember this... You reap what you sow. Now it's everyone else's turn... Let me know what you think? I'VE BEEN TOLD THAT I HAVE USED THOSE WHO LOVED ME THE MOST. I THINK THAT A WOMAN HAS TO DO WHAT SHE HAS TO DO TO BE TAKEN CARE OF NO MATTER WHO GETS HURT. MEN OWE IT TO ME TO BEG , BORROW OR STEAL TO TAKE CARE OF ME. LET'S FACE IT, A WOMAN HAS TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THE SITUATION TO BE SURE THAT SHE IS TAKEN CARE OF. WHEN THE GUY DOESN'T MEET MY EXPECTATIONS AS TO WHAT I NEED, THEN IT'S TIME FOR HIM TO HIT TO ROAD. AM I WRONG TO THINK THIS WAY? ME ON THE OTHER HAND, I WANT TO DO WHAT I WANT TO DO, WHEN I WANT TO DO IT AND IT'S MY BUSINESS AS TO WHO I DO IT WITH, BUT THAT'S JUST ME. TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT I

Holidays
Here are the family we left behind when we came to the UK. My sister and her husband have just got back from visiting everyone over there, some of these people i havnt seen for over 10 years!, some more than that! My sister with her husband and daughter My dad with Beth and Alice My dad with his new birthday guitar My aunt Karen and her husband Her oldest daughter, my cousin Debbie with Alan second daughter, my cousin Shellye and her son Zack with his girlfriend..i have never met Zack yet! cousin Debbies 3 kids,twins Hannah and Chloe, Hunter and my niece Alice Hunter being Alices coyboy! My cousi8n Melanie with her mom Pracilla

Tella Rose
What will a good shot of Tequila do for me? I find myself for the first time nervous looking at a good bottle Tranquil and soft, lovely in the light like a Rose Wanting to see it pour into the shot glass before me Thinking about how it shall taste before my lips touch the rim of the shot glass’s lips Oh, will I ask for another, shall I draw the bottle closer to me? Looking so peaceful and calm, as a Rose with beauty yet knowing there may be thorns not knowing Shall it have a smooth flow or a sharp piercing as it goes down? I brace myself as it lifts into the air as it draws nearer to me Looming closer and yet closer, before touching my lips Quivering at the very thought before it even touches my lips Yet so far away

Pierced
OK HERE IS GOES ! I GIVE SEXUAL ADVICE TO MEN AND WOMAN OF ALL AGES . IM CURRENTLY GOING ON TO WAR RADIO SHOW AND EXPANDING MY AUDIENCE . I GIVE ADVICE ON HOW TO GIVE THE ULTIMATE BLOW JOB , TEASING , ANAL ,,, ECT ... YOU NAME IT I LET YOU KNOW HOW IT COULD BE DONE BETTER . AND IF I DONT KNOW ... ILL RESEARCH IT FOR YOU :) IVE POSED NUDE ONCE AND ID LOVE TO DO IT AGAIN . I HAVE WRITTEN AND PUBLISHED TWO ARTICLES IN THE NEWS HERALD WAY BACK IN THE DAY ABOUT MY EXPERIENCES POSING NUDE . WANT TO KNOW MORE HIT ME UP ......... MEOW MEOW

When You Occasionally Have A Really Bad Day
When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know -- take it out on someone you don't know. I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I had forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered, saying, "Hello." I politely said, "Could I please speak with Robin Carter?" Suddenly, the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. I realized I had called the wrong number. I tracked down Robin's correct number and called her. I had accidentally transposed the last two digits of her phone number. After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again. When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled, "You're an asshole!" and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bil

Hottie
You're the PEANUT to my BUTTER , You're the STAR to my BURST, You're the M to my M, You're the POP to my TART, You're the MILKY to my WAY, You're the FRUIT to my LOOP, You're the MILK to my DUDS, You're the LUCKY to my CHARMS, You're the ICE to my CREAM, You're the GHETTO to my BOOTY, but mostly.... You're the BEST to my FRIEND Music Video:SEXYBACK (by Justin Timberlake)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

Online Love
Tell me of passions & your fantasies Give into pure lust it's just you here with me We can make our own way our own secret place. Where reality pauses and dreams state a case It's desire with pure pleasure until we both just explode Stopping only to start in a new episode. I bet when the real world hears our moans of delight It will have them wondering of who's wrong and right. It Seems never enough Leaves u longin for more But you just wouldn't know Uness you've cybered before Starts without being seen, then an innocent IM... Then you go on all day just thinking of them! It can be any time of the year, Might be their day is your night. No doubt you can't figure if it's wrong or it's right. With an ache of desire and sheer flight of fancy, Your appettite grows, driving you into frenzy. It's a mirage of sweet dreams, erotica going beyond fantasy. You bargain with Lies about what you

Yhanks
i just wanted to say that i find it intresting that ppl would actually rate u or a photo a one. wtf?? if u do that dont fucking bother. not that its a big deal, but it seems that most ppl on here are cool but i guess theres always those other ppl i have come to the conclusion that im not really liking the pirvledge of knowing more info that i need to. i dont like finding out that ppl who r close to me r telling different stories ( lying) im placed into a situation that comprimies relatioonship. who to embrace, who to dis own. to top it off its between my dad (who i love and trust) and a friend ( i trust and love) i dont like ?ing either. trust is so important and one way or the over im going to lose some one. not bitch, it was just a thought to know that ive had my emotions crushed six months ago, and led to beleive that a chance to try agin now is shattered over something that had nothing to do with this person. sickly this person screened my comments to someone at thought it had to d

Ur First Thought?
Why is dat some poeple give out so much love to certain people and yet they dont get any in return? I thought we all should support each other but we have poepl who dont even care about given some love back. Some people have their head up their butt and stuck on theirself. Just a simple thax for rating me or even a couple of point towards their profile but no what do u get nothing. I know myself i gave so much love and raraly get any in return. Now dat i have vented on the issue ill be kool for the rest of the day! Cuz plently of poeple are sick of given and not getting nothing in return like we are too busy.

The Mind Of Don (clean Version)
I drop to one knee and prop myself up with my sword. I wipe my brow with a look of utter bewilderment. This fight has taken more of a toll on me than any previous, all because I wanted something so stupid and trivial as immortality. The cold has made my breath visible. The ice has weighed down what otherwise would be very light and effective armor. My shield is several feet away, leaving me completely open to attack I'm burning on the inside of my skin, while the outside is frost bitten. My mouth is dry from the obscenities that I've screamed at my enemy... pure futile frustration. The ice and snow under my feet have hindered my movement to the point that my practiced dexterity is of no use now. In other words, I'm completely fucked. In short range is my enemy. Cold. Unfeeling. Honestly, not giving a damn whither I live or die. She stands unhindered, completely at home in the bitter cold. Her hair gently touches her shoulders, jet black and shimmering in what light creep

Oh My :s
To my darling husband Before you return from your overseas trip I just want to let you know about the small accident I had with the pickup truck when I turned into the driveway. Fortunately, it was not too bad and I really didn't get hurt, so please don't worry too much about me. I was coming home from Walmart, and when I turned into the driveway I accidentally pushed down on the accelerator instead of the brake. The garage door is slightly bent, but the pickup fortunately came to a halt when it bumped into your car. I am really sorry, but I know with your kind hearted personality you will forgive me. You know how much I love you and care for you my sweetheart. I cannot wait to hold you in my arms again. Your loving wife. XXX

Questions
you find someone where everthing click, you want them they want you, and not just in a sxual way, i mean you want each other mentaly pyschically emotionally, and sexually. your not happy if there not happy you worry about them above your own self. why is it that when you find these people there are so many things keeping you apart? cause ive found someone i totally click with but shes so far away, and i feel its my fault.... god if she was here all the things we could do.... :( What is your deepest fear? Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do t

I Am Going Nutz!!!!
I am writing this to let 5 of the most important girls in my life know I LOVE THEM!!!! Amanda, you are one of my best friends in the whole world! I miss you sooooooooooooo much!! To my 4 little Angels, I love y'all soooooo much!!!! I am sorry I am missing birthdays, halloween, thanksgiving, christmas, new years, easter!! I am going to miss all of Emmy's first!! Emmy, I wish I could have gotten to know you better!! You are one of the most beautiful babies in the world! Kimmy, do you remember when your mom was having Emmy? I stayed with you older 3 for a little while, and I tried to help you with your homework!! I promise I won't do that again! It just proved you are smarter than me! Tina, you remind me of myself, except you are a lot more beautiful than I could ever imagine! Just remember to watch your temper! Trust me it can get you in a lot of trouble!! Becca, My little princess!! You are so smart!! I was so impressed when you wrote me that letter! Thank all of you for being there fo

Here's A Groan Or Laugh
1. Two antennas met on a roof, fell in love and got married. The ceremony wasn't much, but the reception was excellent. 2. A jumper cable walks into a bar. The bartender says, "I'll serve you, but don't start anything." 3. Two peanuts walk into a bar, and one was a salted. 4. A dyslexic man walks into a bra. 5. A man walks into a bar with a slab of asphalt under his arm, and says, "A beer please, and one for the road." 6. Two cannibals are eating a clown. One says to the other, "Does this taste funny to you?" 7. "Doc, I can't stop singing 'The Green, Green Grass of Home." "That sounds like Tom Jones Syndrome." "Is it common?" "Well, It's Not Unusual." 8. Two cows are standing next to each other in a field. Daisy says to Dolly, "I was artificially inseminated this morning." "I don't believe you," says Dolly. "It's true; no bull!" exclaims Daisy. 9. An invisible man marries an invisible woman. The kids were nothing to look at either. 10. Deja Moo

Let's Roooooock
You're Not Still Alive Guyz If You're Not ROCKIN' This Damn World.. C'mon Guyz We Gotta ROCK This World Up Side Down.. And Show Everyone Livin' In The World We're Still Alive We Better Let The Dragon Who's Livin' In Our Selfs Just Wake Up And Move Forward.. We Better Get What We Want And Do What We Wanna Do.. This Advise From Me Too All Of You Girlz or Boyz, Women or Men... PEACE & BELIEVE IN UFO'S =:-)

The United States Government - What You Should Know
As you can see on the back of the U.S. one dollar bill there is a pyramid with the All-Seeing-Eye of God, with the message, "New Order of The Ages" or "New World Order." You are about to learn that the U.S. Government is linked to Satanism. The street design in Washington, D.C., has been laid out in such a manner that certain Luciferic symbols are depicted by the streets, cul-de-sacs and rotaries. This design was created in 1791, a few years after Freemasonry assumed the leadership of the New World Order, in 1782. In Europe, occult leaders were told by their Familiar Spirits as early as the 1740's that the new American continent was to be established as the new "Atlantis" and its destiny was to assume the global leadership of the drive to the New World Order. The United States of America was chosen to lead the world into this kingdom of Antichrist from the beginning. The capital is Washington, D.C. In 1791, Pierre Charles LE

Words By Me
1. If you have a lot of tension and you get a headache, do what it says on the aspirin bottle: Take two and keep away from children. 2. It's a very strange name they picked for "Social Security." For what they actually send you, you can't afford to be "social" nor can you really feel "secure." 3. Short skirts have a tendency to make men polite. Have you ever seen a man get on a bus ahead of one? 4. It is hard to understand how a cemetery raised its burial cost and blamed it on the cost of living. 5. We are born naked, wet, and hungry. Then things get worse. 6. The 50-50-90 rule: Anytime you have a 50-50 chance of getting something right, there's a 90% probability you'll get it wrong. 7. It is said that if you line up all the cars in the world end to end, someone would be stupid enough to try and pass them. 8. If the shoe fits, get another one just like it. 9. The things that come to those who wait may be the things left by those who got there first. 1

Do You Think?
Do yall think I have what it takes to be an adult model? Thats what i been thinking about getting into. I like to take pictures and i think the camera loves me. But before i jump into that water i jus wanna get some more feed back.

Poems
Silence now!No goodbye,no reasons whyonly the pain we feel inside Why! we ask whywhy did they have to go awaywhy oh why is there so much painto much to explain we look for hopeWe look for helpall we find is our tears tears from the paintears falling down like raintears for our loved ones losttears oh so much tears through the tears we praypray that they are in a better placewith no pain,no fearonly peace and love to light their way for the tears will go away but the memories will always staystay!right here in our hearts Read more: http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.ListAll&friendId=54004173#ixzz0tvZ0WaHl They Aren't Meant To Come True Definitely Not For People Like Me And You They Will Usually Just Pass Us By Making Us Wish, Hope, And Wonder why We Keep On Thinking Every Single day That Something, Someone Special Will Come Our Way We Sometimes Don't Even See The Sign When It's Finally Our Space And Time Those Dreams That We have Always Thought Of

Clear Distortion
Virtue 1. “Hey, Grease-Monkey,” the message begins. Her voice is quiet and low. The cheer in her voice sounds fake. The sniffle is all too real. “Umm. Yeah, I know,” she says. “I’m calling way too early. ‘Cause, I mean, it’s not even nine at night or anything, but… but, I had to.” She pauses. “And, I know what you’re gonna say already,” she says. “I know you’re gonna be all, like, ‘Tabby-cat, you sound like you’re crying.’” She sniffles again, before letting out a small laugh. “No, no. You’d say something like, ‘You make the phone smell weird’ or something, and… you’re such an asshole, Grease-Monkey. Such an asshole.” She begins to cry. “I want to laugh so bad,” she sobs. “I want to laugh, because I’m being so silly, so stupid. But… I want to wake up next to you, just once in the morning. You and your goddamn…rules. I can’t call you before eight, I can’t see you in the daytime, I can’t… I can’t… I can’t…” For a moment, all she can do is cry. Then she laughs. It is sho

Vote For Me!!!
will u pppppppplease go to www.myspace.com/photos_bykenny and vote for me!!! you dont have to have a myspace. all you do is go to the web page, you dont have to click view more pictures or anything, just scroll down to where all the contestants picture are listed and click on my picture (Carri, 18). an email from you addressed to Photos_bykenny@yahoo.com with "Carri" in the subject.. just send it... PRETTY PLEASE ;) im number one and i wanna stay that way lol.... happy halloween xoxox

Randomness
Omg!Damn it's christmas again Oh yay!Merrry christmas an all that stuff! Dont get to fucked up now! As we grow up, we learn that even one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.You will have your heart broken probably more than once an it's harder every time.You 'll break hearts too,so remember how it felt when yours was broken.You'll fight with your bestfriend,You'll blame a new love for the things an old one did.You'll cry because time is passing to fast,an you'll eventually loose someone you love.So take too many pictures,laugh too much,an love like you've never been hurt because every 60 seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back!Now one can make me laugh,make me smile make me cry or drive me mad like he does it's like a curse that is the cure,better or worse one things for sure ,it's real love an I don't know what I'd do If I lost it there ya have My first blog enjoy!

Poems And Other Stuff
[I Can't] Loneliness in the shadows of my mind, wandering aimless through the folds in time. Beyond my fears and my hopes are lost, the past I had and destroyed in my thoughts. I wanted to hold you and you pushed me away, and with every step my heart did break. Now im shattered, broken, and lost in the wind. But it was my own doing, with this web I spin. how can i change how can things be changed when i am so drained by the things that I've drained I gave a chance, and in my dreams, I lost the chance, I try so hard, but I can't, I just can't. I hope you guys enjoy this poem, It's one of my favorites of the ones I have written. "Untitled" Sands of time, drift in the wind. Place of our own, where do I begin. Lives we've shared, and lives we've lost. Given to the future, our every thought. Being alone, for so much time. Looking for truth, in a world full of lies. Wanting you here, or me right there. Dreaming of you, and I'm a tiny bit scared. If I hold you too

Poems By Me
When you are away It is impossible for me to concentrate When you are away I think about you When you are away I hope my dreams come true When you are away I want to feel your warmth on my skin When you are away I don’t know what to do When you are away It makes me crazy not seeing you When you are away I hope, long, think and dream of you To find the one thing that every person searches for A soulmate the one person that is your equal or so you thought only to have that person rip out your heart and stomp it to the ground Only to leave you wondering; why did I let this person get so close to me? Was I blinded by the hope that someone could actually have feelings for me so I let my guard down Disolved the wall that very few ever get through only to suffer the pain and anguish that always follows when someone is allowed to get that close Maybe the legend is true To be the Lonewolf who forever dwells in the darkness wandering the nights alone Releases a lonely cry

True American
It is time to change from REDNECK humor to TRUE AMERICAN Humor! Only I don't see it as Humor, but the correct way to LIVE YOUR LIFE ! If you feel the same, pass this on to your True American friends. Ya'll know who ya' are... You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: It never occurred to you to be offended by the phrase, "One nation, under God." You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You've never protested about seeing the 10 Commandments posted in public places. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You still say "Christmas" instead of "Winter Festival." You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You bow your head when someone prays. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You stand and place your hand over your heart when they play the National Anthem. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You treat Viet Nam vets with great respect, and always have. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You've never burned an American flag. You migh t be a TRUE AMERICAN if

A Guy
you tell me of things you love about me you tell me things you could do for me yet all i see when you look at me are the words that werent meant for me you scream and shout you torment me with hatedness you hit me with your big strong hands you never show me only tell me I cant believe i stay here nothing seems to go right here all i feel is anger here i just want to run far from here happiness i feel i dont deserve happiness is something i dream of happiness is something i do not know happiness is what i need cant you try to love i still believe im in love maybe one day ill know whom im to love because its hard you say to show love crying tears of sadness crying through the pain crying cause it hurt so much crying cause i feel its gone through the pain i run from you cant seem to escape from you pain runs through me from you hated words i get from you i love you i cant stand you i have to live without you i have to try with out you

My Love
I LOVE YOU SO DEEPLY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I LOVE THE SOUND OF YOUR VOICE AND THE WAY WE TOUCH I LOVE YOU YOUR SMILE AND YOURR KIND THOUGHTFUL WAYS THE JOY THAT YOU BRING TO MY LIFE EVERYDAY I LOVE YOU TODAY AS I HAVE FROM THE START AND I'LL LOVE YOU FOREVERWITH ALL MY HEART IF ASKED WHY I LOVE HER I WOULD SAY IT'S THE SWAY IN THE HER HIPS THE THICKNESS IN HER THIGHS IT'S THE LUST IN HER LIPS THE LOVE IN HER EYES IT'S THE SOFTNESS OF HER SKIN THE SILK IN HER HAIR IT'S THE TWIST IN HER WALK IT'S THE SWEETNESS IN HER TALK IT'S THE WAYSHE LOVES ME THAT MAKES ME LOVE HER EACH DAY THAT IS WHAT I WOULD SAY

This Is Really How I Feel
WHEN I RUN AWAY FROM YOU - CHASE ME WHEN I POUT MY LIPS - KISS ME WHEN I KICK & PUNCH (when we argue) - HOLD ME TIGHT WHEN I CALL YOU A LOSER - JUST KNOW THAT YOUR MY LOSER WHEN I IGNORE YOU - I WANT ALL YOUR ATTENTION WHEN I PULL AWAY - GRAB ME BY THE WAIST AND NEVER LET GO WHEN YOU SEE ME AT MY WORST - TELL ME IM BEAUTIFUL WHEN I SCREAM AT YOU - TELL ME YOU LOVE ME AND MEAN IT WHEN YOU SEE ME WALKING -SNEAK UP BEHIND ME GRAB ME BY THE WAIST AND GIVE ME A KISS TAKE NOTES BOYS................ IF I DONT CALL YOU - IM WANTING FOR YOU TO CALL ME WHEN IM SCARED -HOLD ME AND TELL ME EVERYTHING WILL BE OK BECAUSE I AM WITH YOU WHEN I LOOK LIKE SOMETHINGS THE MATTER - KISS ME AND TELL ME NOT TO WORRY WHILE I HOLD YOUR HANDS - PLAY WITH MY FINGERS WHEN IM CRYING -SAY EVERYTHINGS GOING TO BE OK AND THEN KISS ME Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two 1. I lo

What Have I Been Up Too
Lets see I haven't really been doing much still looking for a job.. Whys it so complicated I just dont know... I'm still single.. Ofcourse I go out with guys and etc. Just nothing serious right now.. But it's all good Cause I'm enjoying it.. Theres no stress too worry bout ... Then on the weekends I'm either partying or just hanging out with whoever... I always seem to be doing something... So moreless right now im enjoying life.. to its fulliest.. :)

Happy Halloween....i Guess?
Yeah I'm bored now....and I don't feel good cuz too much candy for me! I'm gonna die now! YAY! It's not like the world will miss me except maybe Chris....but I don't know but anyway Happy Halloween ppls!

Just Thoughts
as I grew up I learned how to live with no fear.I have even faced death on a few occasions and it did not faze me. Now I am faced with throat surgery and I am truely scared.I don't know why..I'm guessing it is because that if I gotta face the possibility of death I want it to be on my own terms fighting for what I believe in. I am writing this because I am alone in this ordeal and just wanted to get things out in the open. Thanx for listening I was told that love was total bullshit but I thought they were just bitter.But now I gotta say I now believe it. No matter how hard I try it just blows up in my face. So from now on..I give up. love is now dead to me

Today
May you find serenity and tranquility in a world you may not always understand. May the pain you have known and the conflict you have experienced give you the strength to walk through life facing each new situation with courage and optimism. Always know that there are those whose love and understanding will always be there, even when you feel most alone. May you discover enough goodness in others to believe in a world of peace. May a kind word, a reassuring touch, and a warm smile be yours every day of your life, and may you give these gifts as well as receive them. Remember the sunshine when the storm seems unending. Teach love to those who hate, and let that love embrace you as you go out into the world. May the teachings of those you admire become part of you, so that you may call upon them. Remember, those whose lives you have touched and whose have touched yours are always a part of you, even if the encounters were less than you would have wished. It is the content of the enco

My Ramblings
Free Video Hosting What NOT To Say To A Naked Man: 1. I've smoked fatter joints than that.... 2. Ahhhh, it's cute. 3. Why don't we just cuddle? 4. You know they have surgery to fix that. 5. Make it dance. 6. Can I paint a smiley face on it? 7. Wow, and your feet are so big. 8. It's OK, we'll work around it. 9. Will it squeak if I squeeze it? 10. Oh no... a flash headache. 11. *giggle and point* 12. Can I be honest with you? 13. How sweet, you brought incense. 14. This explains your car. 15. Maybe if we water it, it'll grow. 16. Why is God punishing me? 17. At least this won't take long. 18. I never saw one like that before. 19. But it still works, right? 20. It looks so unused. 21. Maybe it looks better in natural light. 22. Why don't we skip right to the cigarettes? 23. Are you cold? 24. Only if you get me real drunk first. 25. Is that an optical illusion? 26. What is that? 27. It's a good thing you hav

Anything Goes
just a average guy with big heart but everytime i meet someone and we talk i get lets be friends or they look at my weight or i doint have a ass load of money and they dont bother to talk to me again .3 years of being alone is doing a number on me and i am starting to loss my mind doest any woman want a decent guy that will treat them with respect honesty and be there for them but just seems like i get screwd over every time getting use to it tell me what u think why do guys have to think about banging a woman and leave disrespectful comments on there page i dont give a fuck what guy does it just shows that they have no class and or do they have any respect for a woman and could never treat a woman right without thinking of her as a pice of meat be honest woman out there tell me how u all feel as people can see i have 3 daughters i care so much about and i now and been getting rejected by my x she will not let me see them or anything but will bring other guys in there life and they

Playboy Bunny!!!
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World Of Love
What we need is a little love & tenderness for those who feel like no one cares. What we need is compassion & hope for those who feel they cannot cope. What we need is a shoulder to lean on & wide open arms to catch us when we fall. What we need is a ray of light at the end of the tunnel .But most of all people I PRAY WE NEED A WORLD OF LOVE TO MAKE IT DAY BY DAY. I gaze out into the stars one night wondering about life & if I'll ever get it rite. Thinking about things I've done. Trying to make sense of it all is no fun. Then it came to me clear & bright God whispered in my ear that night, my child let go there is no future in the past I have forgotten it whats done is done you must grasp. Take hold of my hand have faith in me, I will help you through life you will see . I created all things It is no big task for me. We are all here for a reason to help one another some plant seeds & some water so to speek, we are all Gods children & are gift

You Eaze My Pain...
wow...i got my bottom wisdom teeth pulled today and i remember it all the right onw was a piece of cake and the left one they had a problem with .... dang my jaw!! Grr...just stopped bleeding alittle while ago..and ate.. but ne ways...im missin my pshyco babes even thou i just saw him last night.but oh wells i can wait till im all better then we can have lots of fun!! oh wells until then im gonna sleep and cruz in the house ... man im feeling...confused and emotional...im back on my birthcontrol pills and my hormones are goin bererk i mean im horny then sad then happy then i feel like cryin but i dont then im excited and hyper then im depressed...its drivin me crazy i feel like im cracked out....o.0.. my friend amanda told me last night that shes havin the same problem but her husband is in iraq..that even worse...the worse thing to happen to me would be to not take care of it...but i did...(by myself)..yeah..oh yeah my ex jay wants to get back together and he told me yesterday that

Poems
Pools that form from tears are the deepest and darkest. A crying voice is louder than any avalanche. The breathe behind the words, "I don't care" is more destructive than any hurricane. The weight that bows a head in forlorn could crush a mountain. Shattered dreams take more to rebuild than any city. And so the hardest puzzle to solve is why we hurt one another. There is nothing I can do to stop the light from opening my eyes, ending my dreams and shedding light on a harsh reality. No way for me to replay them in my mind, because I know they are lost to a selfish world. Too restless to sleep and too tired to move, I lay here hoping for an end, or a beginning. The will of my body is forced to yield to the iron clamp of my dead heart. No hope, no desire, and no reason to search for either, having tried so hard for so long. I look in the mirror and I see a face, But unfamiliar, different on the outside than what I’ve formed from within. Am I still here or have I been replaced?

Life As It Is
i want to apologize to Aall my friends here. Right now real life is needing quite abit of my attention lately. So i have not been here very often. That doesn't mean that i don't think about Yyou and wonder how Yyou Aall are doing. Especially the Oones that i talk with individually. Hopefully, things will settle down soon and i will be back pestering Yyou. i do hope that Yyou Aall have had a wonderful Halloween. Know that i am wishing Yyou Aall the best right now and still think of Yyou often. Hugs.

I Wanna Die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im so tired of the head game playin niggas. i cant stand this shit my life has no meaning. evry time i finally find someone this bitch i know takes him. i started cutting again. b cuz of her helllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllp

Bulletins
Just want to wish all my friends and family a very Merry and safe Christmas!! Love ya all!! I can't get her off of my mind... The best way I can express myself is with this: I look at and repost alot of bulletins for folks, but for some reason, if I post one, no one looks at it. Can someone tell me why that is? I'm just curious

Guide To Broads
It's really sad the way you fall all over yourself trying to defend the whore. Do you honestly think that she will show you here boobs because you are her self-declared protector? I loath you. Besides, I saw her first. Now get the hell out of my way. Chicks like dicks. That's what one chick told me. So I do my best to be a dick to every chick I meet. I'm not sure why that isn't working. It has been my experience with broads that you can't open with a line like, "Hey! Broad! Suck my cock!" That is seen as rude. Broads don't like to be called broads.

Cream Filled Dessert Treat
My first BLOG, at least here on CHERRY TAP. Would love to have a bunch of interesting things to tell you about but I will do that later. Anyways, for now, ENJOY THE VIEW FROM BELOW. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO SexStacey@ CherryTAP OH MY GOD YOU GUYS, I JUST HAD THE BEST SEX IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE!!!!!!!!! I met another couple totally into the swapping lifestyle. I mean these two are absolutely gorgeous and total fucking KINK!!! I have never cum so hard and so much in my entire life!!!! I mean seriously, I have never been so turned on in my whole life!!! We enjoyed each other's company so much that they invited me to be the "favor" at one of their next parties!!! OH HELL YEAH!!!!! I CAN'T FUCKING WAIT!!!!!!!!!! We got it all on video and as soon as Aaron and Stacey edit it, I promise to upload some shots in my very special private section! Stay tuned!!! Is being a human sex toy always this much fun? Alexxx

Fabricated Reality
So what is this site? I was told to come check it out and it's kind of confusing...i guess myspace was confusing when I first got on there too and now i'm a myspace whore! So...Maybe i'll add more later...my puppy is eating my underwear!

Love =)
So, as mushy as it sounds...I think I've met the greatest guy ever, haha. Just thought I'd share. Gotta admit, I'm waiting to mess it up, but at least I'm happy for now. Now, whats gonna be funny, is if he realizes I'm talking about him =)

Random
Ok it has come to my attention that some people feel I have beena cting like an ass lately. I am human. I say and do things that may seem different to others, or maybe even come off as mean, or rude. I don't know why I do half the things I do, but they all make up who I am. I have had a lot on my mind lately this is true, I don't even know how to talk about half of it, but I take it one day at a time. so with that being said if I say something to you that might come off as well un-Steve like, try to bare with me, maybe try to talk to me about it. I am usually an atleast decent guy. I have a temper that flares sometimes, some would say over silly things, but I can't change that, blame my parents or something. I am a stubborn guy, when I have my mind set on something I do it and noone can change that. Again blame my parents, I got it from them both. Bottom line is I am who I am love me or hate me I am here to stay. Any questions or concerns can be addressed to me and I shall return your

Relationship Rules....for Us Girls
RELATIONSHIP RULES.....FOR US GIRLS 1. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. 2. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. 3. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. 4. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. 5 . Slower is better. 6. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. 7. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. 8. Don't settle. 9. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. 10. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. 11. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. 12. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't mar

Secrets To Love
The first secret: the power of love. Love begins with our thoughts. We become what we think. Loving thoughts create loving experiences and loving relationships. Affirmations can change our beliefs and thoughts about ourselves and others. If we want to love someone, we need to consider their needs and desires. Thinking about your ideal partner will help recognize him or her when you meet. The second secret: the power of respect. You cannot love anyone or anything unless you first respect them. The first person you need to respect is yourself. To begin to gain self-respect ask yourself, "What do I respect about myself? " To gain respect for others, even those you may dislike, ask yourself, "What do I respect about them?" The third secret: the power of giving. If you want to receive love, all you have to do is give it! The more love you give, the more you will receive. To love is to give of yourself, freely and unconditionally. Practice random acts of kindness. The secret formula

Blame
Just because you've been wronged is no reason to do the wrong thing. In fact it is all the more reason to do the right thing. Just because there's someone to blame for your troubles does not mean that you can end your troubles by hurting that other person. No matter who is to blame for your problems, you are responsible for them. Revenge may be entirely justified, but it will rarely solve the problem. Just as time does not proceed backwards, you cannot right a wrong by committing another wrong. Though punishment is often an appropriate and positive step, it cannot undo what has already been done. The energy you put into blaming others for your problems takes away from the energy you have available to effectively address those problems. Don't let the desire to assign blame detract you from making things right. You cannot move backwards, so put your energy into moving forward.

Camera
New technology can be fun but it can also be a bitch. I know what I want to get from the shots but it's the how. I can't see myself referring to the manual every time I want to set a shot up! Can you imagine asking someone to hold a pose while you go through the manual to work out the best setting to take it? At least I am choosing some non-complaining subjects at the moment so I will probably have worked out what I need to do by the time I get 'live' subjects. And they will be the most fun! Finally made the decision to get myself a decent camera. Spent a good few years on the prosumer side of the fence but being an old 35mm SLR hand it was difficult not having a camera system. The old camera had a good telephoto lens but still fell short when I needed it most. So ... off into Digital SLR land we go and the new camera is now in my hands. The profile pic is the latest entry but am still getting used to the system having been used to my old camera for 4 years. Still, the new one is

Rules To Live By
1. Take into account that great love and great achievements involve great risk. 2. When you lose, dont lose the lesson. 3. Follow the three Rs: a)Respect for self, b)Respect for others c)Responsibility for all your actions. 4. Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck. 5. Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly. 6. Dont let a little dispute injure a great relationship. 7. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it. 8. Spend some time alone every day. 9. Open your arms to change, but dont let go of your values. 10. Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer. 11. Live a good, honorable life. Then when you get older and think back, youll be able to enjoy it a second time. 12. A loving atmosphere in your home is the foundation for your life. 13. In disagreements with loved ones, deal only with the current situation. D

Damn You To Hell Lost Cherry
dear Baby J: creator of myspace, judge of happiness, jury of complacement, executioner of hopes and dreams..... you have created a monster. worse than Frankenstein. worse than gremlins. worse than joan rivers. this whole lost cherry creation has gotten out of hand. you just posted a little message saying that this site is not shutting down, which i found to be very unfortunate. i would find nothing better for my sanity to come online one day to find that this website has been shut down, forever being lost in the bowels of internet obscurity. in principle and on paper, the idea for this site is brilliant for getting your product to the masses, such as music and other forms of entertainment. to be easily seen by millions of people day after day is a marketing dream. but that is where the fun ends. thanks to your website I have now entered a realm into which I never wanted to travel. a place closely resembling dante's trip to the 7th circle of hell. thanks to you I have had the delectab

Wassup Check Out This Quiz
You scored as Boobs. You are attracted to: boobs. You're a boob guy/gurl!Boobs100%Abs/Stomach83%Face67%Butt58%Penis0%What Body Part Are You Attracted To?(pics) ver. 2.0created with QuizFarm.com

Consitution Of Love
The Constitution of Love * Preamble- We the people young at heart in order to form a more perfect kiss, enable the mighty hug through the popularity of love established in the constitution. * The Law- It is not to kiss who you please, but to please who you kiss. * The Code- If you love me, say it. If you don't love me, say it anyways. * Statement of laws- If your love is a language, we have a lot of talking to do. * Method of Love- A. Kiss on the cheek-friendship B. Kiss on the hand- I adore you C. Kiss on the lips- I Love you D. Kiss on the neck- I want you E. Kiss anywhere else- Don't get carried away F. Playing with hair- I can't live without you G. Arms around each other- I love you too much to let you go H. Look deeply into your eyes- Kiss me you fool * Judgement- If a person hates another person, the person has the right to kiss him or

Mah Poems...
A lonely bird... Lost everything it had Grief and sorrow So alone, so deserted Like it's invisible A frozen river... Sounds of nothingness No longer forever flowing Everything has stopped Like it never existed A lonely bird... Looking for something Alive as ever A frozen river... Just sitting there Still as night What's next...? Tell me how this feeling can be so strong, when I never kissed her, touched her, or even saw her. It's almost 2 years now that we've been together. I have never loved like this before. And especially not without a kiss. I guess the saying..."You'll know whether it's love or not, when you kiss them."...does not apply in this situation. She means the world to me, and I can't live without her. The butterflies I get when we talk, either online or on the phone, are amazing! When she says she loves me, I know she means it. I mean, how could she not...if it's been so long yet we never met? Yea, I wish I could hold her, and kiss her, and al

1965
She was just a little girl Only 12 years old When she realized that nothing Would ever be the same She wished someone cared She wished someone Knew That her older brother was abusing her He hit her all the time When his parents left and gone She was only 12 years old And him 19 to the year And when she couldn’t take it anymore She tole her daddy’s gun When he was sleeping She put it to his head She pulled the trigger back And watched his brains Go on the wall Yet the blood on her shirt Never fazed her the least Sometimes you can’t always see The pain someone’s going through Sometime’s you may never know The truth about the lies Because the dreams are just memories to you Because the unseen truth is just like The untold lies About what happened in 1965 Sometimes you wish someone would just tell you About what happened that day Sometimes you wish you knew Who those words are really meant for But you will never know Until the day that you realize It

Halloween
You know i dont complain too much about things here but something that just gets under my skin is the fact that i go through a lot of profiles here and rate them all atleast the pictures part and it just bugs the holy hell out of me when i see the people that i have rated come to my page yet they do no rating. I dont ask for a 10 but atleast rate it with something. Well thats my vent for the night. Well sittin here goin nuts waiting on everyone to get ready so we can gat the trick or treating done. Was gonna dress up but decided not to. Went to the bar sat night and they had a costume compitition. Got some messed up pictures and as soon as they come in im puttin up. lol. Other than that i gotta go to work tonight so better get these people moving laterz

Brendas Blogs
I AM GOING TO BE DOING A BEST SOUTHERN GIRLS CONTEST,IT WILL BE STARTING MONDAY FEB 12TH AND WILL RUN UNTILL FEB 19TH..SO IF YOUR INTERESTED,SEND ME YOUR PICS,THIS IS MY 1ST CONTEST,SO SHOW SOME LOVE...BRENDA ok,i am going to have my first contest,it will be for the best southern belle and gentlemen contest..so if you are from the south and are interested in entering,send me a link for your pic. comment bombing will be allowed,and you can bomb your own pic..the contest will start friday the 9th at 8pm est and end wed the 14th at 8pm est. this is provided i have enough entrys...brenda CONFIDENTIALITY NOTICE: This e-mail message, including any attachments, is for the sole use of the intended recipient(s) and may contain confidential and privileged information. Any unauthorized review, use or disclosure or distribution is prohibited. If you are not the intended recipient, please contact the sender immediately and destroy all copies of the original message.

Lets Get To Know Eachother!
Hey everyone. I am new to this site and was lookin' to meet some cool new people, and someone who could help me out with figuring out how to do somethings that I may not know how to do already. So if you're looking to meet a good new friend...hit me up!

Enough!!!!!!!
GODDAMMN!!!!!!!!!! When a person has so much shit on their home page that it takes someone with highspeed DSL service 5 minutes to download it, I say ENOUGH!!!!!!!! I lose interest quick when it comes to bullshit like that. When is enough enough? Why must people have so much glitter and weblinks and other useless shit on their page? Maybe its just me, but I personally find it extremely annoying.

Ok So I Finally Decided To Do This
I have decided that opening up to people is a stupid idea. No matter how long you've been feeling something or wanted to tell someone something do it right away or not at all. If you possibly find a person that ( wow word's can;t describe the thought's i'm thinking) Don't blow them off just because your not sure how they feel or would feel about something just tell them. I've had a person in the back of my mind that i never told until recently and I didn't know how they felt. But over the past at least two years. I'm sure that i've hurt this person greatly. why couldn't i have realized what was there sooner. Why couldn't i have taken the chance. Yeah my head's getting all jumbled I'm done.

Little Dittys
The One Called Friend In this foreign land It has been noticed that the one called friend in this foreign land has been given the attributes of the lover. Nameless people at the jobsite disclose that they no longer keep boyfriends but have "friends" to serve their wishes. He takes her to the movies, dinner etc. and enjoys the privilege of being with her but not actually be with her, or so they say, sort of like an escort. ! He should be paid for services rendered! Anyways there is a secret desire for your friend. The guy would have no qualms with an actual love affair betwixt the two of you. Otherwise, he would not put up with the senseless stuff she has him to do. He figures this is the best way to love land. Show her an unyielding faithful guy and she'll come around to loving you. In reality, what really happens is he'll is forced, (well I shouldn't say forced, he wants to see her happy so…) to weather countless storms of bad boyfriends, indecisions, and P.

Rough
Harbinger of grief, Of sorrow, of pain Also that of bliss And pleasure all the same How is it I let you torture me so? And still I want to hold you, and never let you go At first, I put you on high Now I lay wondering, dreaming Contemplating why Or how to make you see That without you, there is no me Yet I can't take all of the heartache and pain That i'm tired of my tears, That fall like rain But, I don't want to leave you, Because you're all I want Yet I don't want to stay, And hear the constant taunt That resonates from your console Mocking our "love" That if i see it once more, It'll be the final shove How can I ever make you see, What you do to me The inner conflict, Over where I need to be What would you do if you had $100,000? Would you give any to charity? If you said you would, you are flat out lying. Noone would. Let's face it, America, as is the rest of the world, is filled with needless suffering, yet we as fellow humans, though we can

Your Kissing Purity Score: 40% Pure You're not one to kiss and tell... But word is, you kiss pretty well.Kissing Purity Test You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting100%Chains/Handcuffs83%Bondage67%Whips58%Blind Folds42%Blood17%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun

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Steven is most likely to get laid in Liberia, in a brothel. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Your primary vice is sex You are able to escape reality, and all your problems through sex. You are incredibly passionate and a great lover and you have very little stress in your life because of your active vice. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Steven -- [adjective]:Smelling like unscented lube all of the time 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com

Quizzes
You have a sexual IQ of 156 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Where Do I Go From Here?
ok, so I have this friend his mom is a teacher and he told me about this time when he tried to teach his mom how to use a gun. And yes he's perfectly qualified he was trained how to use almost every type of weapon there is in the Army. Anyways it didnt go very well she just couldnt manage the gun very well at all. She couldnt load the gun, remember where the safety was, or hit the target that was 10 feet away. Now dont get me wrong Ive met his mom and she is by no means Stupid. It was too loud, its purpose too obnoxious, and it bored her. Soo just imaqgine a person like this defending your child from another child. Ok so lets see this guy I've been kind of seeing went to see a "friend" this weekend. This friend lives in a town clear on the other side of the state...now what kind of guy would drive 10 hours to go visit a friend?! Most guys wouldn't!! Not unless thet were gay and the guy was thier boyfriend. So my only conclusion is this "friend" is a girl. Guys if you disagree let

Blogs Blogs Blogs..all Kinds.. Try Em!!!
help me level up..as much as possible...thanks every one...hope yall had a great holiday and new year > > kisses n licks > > jenn > > Get More at COMMENTYOU.com http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=9058929434341245180&hl=en

Poetic
Everyone has been super nice here and I appreciate all the welcomes! Its been great and I have enjoyed visiting with all of you. Feel free to rate me as you would like to be rated. I have also updated some pics and if you have any requests, I will consider all of them and get back with each and every one of you. Have a Happy Halloween gang! Sincerely, Chris Mullins

A New Challenge Ahead....
Well here I go with another lackluster blog full of excitement !!! Not...lol...Well some of you may be wondering about my congressional hearing, unfortunately that has been pushed back to an undetermined time (possibly mid december) due to the beauracratic machine that is government politics in Washington. However, on a more subtle and less magnifying scope will be my presentation to the United Nations Thursday. I will be presenting on the issues that have been hampering reconstruction efforts in Afghanistan and how the drug trade is funding the groups oppsed to us in the region. It's going to be interesting presenting this to foreign diplomats who have Phds and a ton of experience that a 26 year kid doesnt have, but I look forward to these situations more than anything. I cherish the oppurtunity of staring dead on to a challenge. Once again I'm truly blessed to be where I'm at in my career, I never thought Id reach where im at now, not so soon at least. I guess I had some time to thin

W's Resume'
George W Bush resume' RESUME GEORGE W. BUSH 1600 Pennsylvania Avenue Washington , DC 20520 EDUCATION AND EXPERIENCE LAW ENFORCEMENT I was arrested in Kennebunkport, Maine, in 1976 for driving under the influence of alcohol. I pled guilty, paid a fine, and had my driver's license suspended for 30 days. My Texas driving record has been "lost" and is not available. MILITARY I joined the Texas Air National Guard and went AWOL. I refused to take a drug test or answer any questions about my drug use. By joining the Texas Air National Guard, I was able to avoid combat duty in Vietnam . COLLEGE I graduated from Yale University with a low C average. I was a cheerleader. PAST WORK EXPERIENCE I ran for U.S. Congress and lost. I began my career in the oil business in Midland, Texas, in 1975. I bought an oil company, but couldn't find any oil in Texas. The company went bankrupt shortly after I sold all my stock. I bought the Texas Rangers baseball team in

Happy Holloween All
Your Love Number is 2 Of all the numbers, you are the most caring and empathetic lover. Unselfish and humble, you find it easy to forgive your sweetie's mistakes. At times, your need to please can be come a bit too needy. As long as you remain somewhat independent, your relationships are perfectly balanced. What Is Your Love Number? Happy Halloween Comments for Myspace

Computer Was Hacked
To anyone who cares my pc was hacked earlier and someone got into my page here as well as all my things they made changes. So please bare with me as I get it all back to where I had it. Thank you hugssssss to you all!!!

The Darker Side
Nightmares You may wonder why I have such an interest in my stories. My experiences came at a young age. Nightmares at best, but occurrences that leave a child of 7 questioning. This is my story. The summer was great for a kid at my age. Playing with my friends, planning a camping trip to the Grand Canyon. Awaiting the arrival of my Aunt and Uncle and their kids, coming up from San Diego. I knew I was destined for the couch in the living room, but I didn't mind. Its been almost a year since my Grandfather had passed, 2 days after my 6th birthday. July was fast approaching and I had mixed feelings of emotion. Sad that my Grandfather was gone, but happy because of the events soon to unfold. Or so I thought. My first night on the couch was of nothing unusual. For a house filled with people, the silence was unnerving. I settled down on the couch for the night, snuggled in under the covers and began to drift off to sleep. A few hours later I was awoken with a star

Words
1. ARE YOU SHY? I really should, at least, TRY to be. When I walk by, I’ve noticed people want to knock me down and grind my head into paste. 2. ARE YOU A LOVER OR A FIGHTER? Loving is a barbaric sport. 3. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR? Fear itself. 4. AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO MANIAC? Nope, I was just a Lego. I was a white, square Lego, and when I walked by the other kids would knock me down and try to grind my head into paste. 5. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF REALITY TV? As if reality weren’t bad enough… 6. DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS? I chew on everyone’s straws. 7. WERE YOU A CUTE BABY? What’s wrong with you?! You’ve seen babies! You know what babies look like. … I didn’t look like that, but still. 8. WHAT SCENT DO YOU WEAR? Ass. 9. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD? Also ass. 10. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER? Why the hell would I take a shower if I want to smell like ass? 11. HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED? That’s the best euphemism for anal sex I’ve ever h

Flaw Ass People.
Flaw ass people. Look if you are on here just to get points and all that stuff, don't even bother with me. There are those on here that just want to meet cool ass people and just talk. If you are so fake that you have to milk people without genuinely becoming their friend the that's pretty pathetic.

Usmc Here I Come!!!
Thats right I am finally home from boot camp and now a proud member of the United States Marine Corps! love to all of you out there that are now family! and thanks to all of you that supported me I couldnt have survived without ya! ok the common question is why am I doing this... well I am going marines because I have wanted to do something military since I was a kid and now I have a chance and I am taking it.. as for why I chose marines well it was not an easy way out it is tough and it brings with it a sense of pride I found myself drawn to and I want it, thats a family I want to be in... I leave for basic on Jan 8th and will be at Parris Island for 3 months of hell but its going to be worth it and its going to be an adventure!

Soldier
The Soldier Harvey Andrews In a station in the city a British soldier stood Talking to the people there if the people would. Some just stared in hatred, and others turned in pain And the lonely British soldier wished he was back home again. "Come join the British Army!" said the posters in his town "See the world and have your fun come serve before the Crown." The jobs were hard to come by and he could not face the dole So he took his country's shilling and enlisted on the roll. For there was no fear of fighting, the Empire long was lost. Just ten years in the army getting paid for being bossed. Then leave a man experienced a man who's made the grade, A medal and a pension some memories and a trade. Then came the call for Ireland as the call had come before, Another bloody chapter in an endless civil war. The priests they stood on both sides the priests they stood behind. Another fight in Jesus's name the blind against the blind. The soldier stood between

Trick Or Treat?
Last night as i lay awake in my bed loosing sleep over a phrase i thought was innocent. Trick or Treat What is this maddness, Trick as in Turning tricks like a whore, a dirty little jazz whore at that, and Treat? ...Treat need i say more thats just dirty, its dirty business, all of it. You cant have little kids running around asking old loney adults Trick(would you like to have sexy for money) or Treat(would you like to treat me to whats in those hotpants)Thats just sick. I'm callin for a all out war on the saying Trick or treat, This is truly unamerican.So join me in this fight...no join me in this Moral crusade Agaisnt 'Trick or Treat' together We cant make a diffrence, and save america as we know and love it. Vist www.PeepsAgasintTrickOrTreatsYaheard.com For more info or email me at Getthatgoddamntrickortreatouttamyface@yahoo.com Thank You, And happy Halloween -Alchemist

Why Women Rule
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Lost In The Shadows
There is a story about Dr. William Tufts Brigham, who spent many years studying the Huna religion in Hawaii. Dr. Brigham had hired a group of natives to climb a mountain. One of them, a fifteen year old boy, came from a village wherein the local Kahuna (like a shaman or witchdoctor) hated the "white men" and had placed a standing death curse on anyone who would assist the white men. During the voyage, the boy became very ill, weak and cold. The other natives in the group asked Dr. Brigham to redirect the death curse, as he allowed the natives to think of him as a powerful Kahuna. Dr. Brigham relented and stood over the boy. He implored the spirits to leave the boy alone. He debated to the spirits that the boy was an innocent and that the one who sent them should be punished. The next morning, the Kahuna who had originally cast the death curse was found dead. See The Secret Science Behind Miracles by Max Freedom Long for a more detailed relating of the story. This is but one of many

Black On Black With A Little Black
Black on Black w/a little Black Silence is Black,.............that is of my soul. swimming in nothingness and getting lost. The light scourches me, where's my shadow varmen? Into the sun return as ash. Spread me out, branch out behind the pain. Anguish and suffering unto the weak. Take me to that Black plane. The wicked never rest. Reserve me , preserve me, take me inn. My pale skin, Black eyes, frayed thoughts of destruction. Anxious for night fall, never comes quick enough.Wake me not my sanity. Leave me to my own existance now, be gone,my sweet Black. I thirst of pure blood, Black and Blue, drop my soul a taste. Siphen till dry. Baptize me in dissaray. I kill you and your dreams tonight, begin new death. Drenching rain of pain, feel it cleanse the holyness. My eyes see what i want them to, I just dont want them to see you like this squirming, writhing little creature.......find your way home..the Dark one has spoken so it shall be................................

Funny Shit
ok i was at this party last saturday night with some homies we were havin fun so my bro decided to make this drink him n a homeboy made up i dunno if any of y'all have tasted somethin like this but a get a 2 litter of mountian dew, half a bag of smarties and a fifth of everclear.... mix all that shit up inna milk jug shit or somethin shake it til all the smarties are gone, but jus warnin ya dont try n think your smarter then everyone else cause ya smashed the smarties if ya do that it will make it taste like shit! this shit will get ya FUCKED UP n it takes the kick of takin everclear straight A costume party is planned with the theme: "Dress as an Emotion." On the night of the party, the first guest arrives and he opens the door to see a guy covered in green paint with the letters N and V painted on his chest. He says to this guy, "Wow, great outfit, what emotion have you come as?" And the guy says, "I'm green with envy." The host replies, "Brilliant, come on in and have a drink!" A

Eternal Damnation
Eternal Damnation Such a beautiful place dark with webs. Controled emotoins I must be free. Rip my tombstone off, let me bleed. Dark fallen creatures of the night, stand with me and fight. Open ur eyes u shall see. Come and take of me. Silent whispers echo my name through the cracked walls of this cave. Symphony of brimstone, I feel ur fire, daywalkers Empire. Infinate misery welcomes me back, nails painted black. Ears peirced with gypsy rings, Hearing only one thing. Worship me I'm your King. Upon this throne I sit, with wine and blood I spit. Invite your soul to my domain, share this cast down pain. Into your soul, swallowed whole. Its the time of the dead, take heed and follow, time is hollow. Indeed I need torture, spreading death now airborne, carefull your web is torn. Agnostic masses once obsessed, drive my hunger in excess. Bounty now full, spiritual undertow. Eternal Hell I live, got something to give. Persistance of time, truly divine. Agony is the

Brothers In Blood
Brothers in Blood In my darkest hour with my soul devoured, Rise and fight defend our tower. Inflict the wrath brothers, Side by side we fight and conquer. Just another victem lost in the night. Drag our souls in the evilist of mud, fight for that wich we love. Determend not to fall, the writtings on the wall. Heeding our masters call. So many times we have been here before, crushing down our enemeis door. The bond of Blood can not be broken, The Brothers in Blood have spoken. Choose not to hear our words and cary on, Your life is in danger ,you dont have very long. So come our puppets once and for all, hear our screams Blood Brothers call...............Night Shadows LLC Copywrite2006 This ones for u Bro!

Incomplete Soul
Distant Dreams Paint your soul, let me know!. Give me a taste I wont endulge. Let me read your dreams and construct a plan. Feelings layed out with the stroke of your hand. Splattered colors fused to desire, your future plans you conspire. Your future is what makes you unique, Everyone will bow at your feet. Sights set on a different place, your wicked soul I embrace. To be remembered dont mean much, servants longing for your icy touch. Go and build your empire, Mistress of Fire. These are my words unto u, May it bring fullfilment in whatever you do......................Night Shadows LLC Copywrite2006 Incomplete Soul Here I sit and wonder why, when we have problems I look to the sky. Hoping somewhere up there I'll find the answers, but I never get any replys. My heart aches with infinate pain, In my blue sky it always rains. There's got to be a better way, I still have hope thats why I pray. There's got to be that perfect mortal out the

"clowns"
"CLOWNS" Alone at midnight no one in sight, As I lay in bed gripping my pillow tight. As I close my eyes and try not to fret, I let out my air and take a deep breath. Try not to think of what might be, can't go to sleep Clowns will eat me!. A wicked soul with a painted face,lauhging and looking for a taste. Must stay awake please let me be, can't go to sleep Clowns will eat me! As I doze off my dreams filled with bliss, interupted by the Wicked Clowns kiss. He takes my hand and guides me to Haties, where dead souls and flesh look like red gravy. I tremble inside with great fear, crying and screaming "get me out of here!". I wake up in a bloody pool of sweat, not knowing what might be comming next. I get up gingerly and take a look around, nothing to me here but blood on the ground. Nothing in my room seems out of place, I go back to bed everything erased. Now back to sleep again feeling free, cant go to sleep Clowns will eat me!.....................................Nig

Soul Predators
Soul Predators At dusks firery goodbye the light now dims, Into an ocean of blood my soul it swims. Trying to get back what I'v lost, I'll do anything at any cost. The tides of fear they pull me in, and the swells of blood drench my skin. The taste is so very bitter sweet, like slices from razors so very neat. My soul is now not my own, burning black hands they tear a hole. Spiritual suicide a nice thought to me, the only solution that could be. Ripped between the evil that I bestow, and the only thing that I'll ever know. Growing weaker now with every sense I feel, looking for another soul to steel. My soul is much farther than salvation, its not the end its not revelation. Soul searching now is my only solution, make my way through all this polution. I reach way down deep inside of me, try to save what I can see. Blinded by pride I make my deselate way, through raging hate and vengeful spite I surely pay. Judgement on me will soon come to pass, I need a soul I ne

Spiritual Cleansing
Spiritual Cleansing So many times I've heard my name, echo's of madness, I'm not insane!. Feels like dead are pulling me under, if they had a reason this I wonder?. Scorched and torn as I pull myself up, wondering if savations enough?Through the worm holes of Hell I scower around, cant beleive this evil that I've found!. The screams of the damned peirce my ears, pulling from my soul, every fear. Whispers of the Reapers soul, Takers of life let me know. When is my journey going to end?, I swallow this thought again and again. To many times I've been here before, repenting my sins, knees on the floor. My fate creeps closer with every day, Sins of the Father, I must pay!. Cleansing my soul, a spiritual fight, the demons resist with all their might. They will not let go of my battered soul, ripping and tearing, letting me know. The Lamb of Gods revenge, no princapality will tame. I cast the wretched swine out in Yawehs name...........................................N

Mistress Of Fire
Mistress of Fire As the mists rise fro the sea so shall your pain, seek not what you know but what u can gain. Taken with the swiftness of night, together we shall stand and fight. Suffer unto me all your sorrow, This void in ur soul so hollow. Minutes seem like days when Mistress of Fire rides, now is your time to die. Wait for the switch of death, blackness my only real freind, The Gates of Hell welcomes you inn. With a mighty swipe of his cycle, the black blood starts to trickle. Slicing every memory close to death, as you take your last breath. You wont have to fight this one alone, no more flesh ripped from your bone. Just take of me inside and I will sheild, The darkest of wizzards will surely yeild. For we are one now in this tormenting Hell, cast upon you a wicked spell. Your baren soul now belongs to me, the greatest sacrafice upon you shall be. Your under my sinister command now, down on bloody knees you shall bow. I have saved you now from selected fate

Trapped
Trapped Trapped in two plains at once a tuff spot to be, not a choice just came to be. My soul is ripped in two, dont know what to do. So I cary this inside, my feelings I cant hide. Not another choice upon me, blinded by two loves let me be. Wish I could have both at differnt times,Two senteces but in the same line. I must choose one and go, I love the other dearly, I'll let her know...............Night Shadows LLC Copywrite 2006

Halloween
Happy Halloween !!!!!!!!!!!! I love Halloween it's the one day of the year where you get to be someone completely different than yourself and no one asks questions. How awesome is that? Just want to say I hope everyone has a safe and happy halloween and I hope you have as much fun as I am going to.

Left Hand Of God
Left Hand of God Down to the bowels of this earth There you shall reighn with the swine Antichrists Mother giving birth Fore ever in time Follow not with your heart But with your soul For time of power has come Drink of you fill me full Oh, where are you Morning Star Lurking in the shadows Where is Hell tell me how far Your name so hallowed Where is your mark Under this blood red moon The time is near So very soon With your blood soaked wings of sorrow What of this reighn in blood Clean me out so hollow Ride upon the sinners fear The Gates of Hatties drawing near Make preperations for the end Come take the Mark Writhe with me my damned freind Night Shadows LLC Copywrite 2006

Survey's
Emily will go to jail for ... Making lewd ginger bread men and giving them to carolers at Christmas 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com What would you do to show your wife of 3yrs that you love her specially if you are having a rought time but you got it worked out? Guys I have finally entered a contest here on Tap for Sexy legs. I am hoping those that I have helped out and commented bombed will take the time to do the same for me as well as repost my bulletion. They have decided to mark a bunch of the pics NSFW so the best I can do it paste the link to my legs in here. So if you have the time go back slap a few comments on there for me!! I would greatly appercaite any showing of love. I have 1372 friends and if you all can post 2 or 3 comments I shouldnt have any problems. Like I said any and all help would be awesome!! As it stands I am 1,000 comments behind but we have until Sunday to get me back into first place. Anyone that helps me out will b

I Stand Alone
I Stand Alone With all my infinite wisdom why am I here Pain drenching feelings bring to my eyes tears What with this sorrow Ive found Driving hate with my fists pound To keep it all hidden is a sin Let my heart pour out upon this grim To find my desolate way home Always and forever I Stand Alone No one to cry upon with my fears Lost in this world for to many years To find someone to share my burdens of life Constantly burried in this fight My body aches now to the bone Always and forever I Stand Alone This battle's not lost but still pending My tattered soul twisting and bending I walk the weary road of despair Hoping to find the answers out there In desperate need of devine grace I look at my souls shadowed place So here I sit on my defeated throne Always and forever I Stand Alone Night Shadows LLC 2006

Venting.
The SmugglerPeople Iced:Forty FourCar Bombs Planted:TwoFavorite WeaponCurdled MilkArms Broken:EighteenEyes Gouged:FiveTongues Cut Off:None. Pathetic.Biggest Enemy:Ruphas the TerribleGet Your HITMAN NameAWSOME-GAME turtle@ CherryTAP Is anyone else out there annoyed withh all the adds, posters, phone calls...etc from politicians. Christ they get enough of or money now they want to ruin our scenery, waste our time with their bullshit lies...The only difference between a politician and a convict is that the convict is in jail. From the president on down to local gov't. Its all bullshit. I am just irritated with all the shit they spew. I love this country but i would love to see this bullshit gov't party disappear. Put People who have actually earned what they have in office so at least they have some sort of idea what the people feel ,w

Where's My Angel?
Where's my Angel I awake in the coldest of sweats I look around all I see is eternal black To get out of this bottomless hole I fret Darkened fears of a spiritual attack Try to slither my way through deaths threshold But it never becomes Now thinking of what it beholds Feeling my soul leave, body so numb Shooting agony from my hell up Afraid of who or what I become Am I dead to you , insane or what? These incomplete reasonings Come and get some Now these deselate feelings of nothing Fills my twisted , torched soul Waiting for fate or something Wheres my Angel let me know Now out of earth in this wicked place I drrop to my knees Looking for that spiritual embrace I cry with fear to my God, please Tell me what I have done and I will certainly except Has this time of judgement begun So many questions inside I have kept Let me know my Angel if theres still time Keep me with you , dont leave me so For

To All My Friends
SORRY THAT I HAVE BEEN GONE FOR SO LONG BUT I HAVE BEEN WORKING AND TAKING CARE OF PERSONAL MATTERS I HAVENT FORGOTTEN ANYONE ON CHERRY TAP. . I HOPE THAT YOU COULD ALL UNDERSTAND THAT MY FAMILY AND PERSONAL LIFE COMES FIRST AND FOREMOST I WILL TRY AND BE ON HERE MORE OFTEN AND FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT HAVE BEEN CHECKING UP ON ME AND SHOWING ME LOVE I MY ABSENCE THANK YOU VERY MUCH YOU ARE ALL APPRECIATED!!! MUCH LOVE RAMONA! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com I'M DELETING PEOPLE OFF OF MY FRIENDS LIST AND ONLY KEEPING THE ONES THAT SHOW ME LOVE AND CHAT WITH ME SORRY FOR EVERYONE ELSE. . . I WANT TO THANK THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE STUCK WITH ME SINCE I JOINED AND FOR ALL THE LOVE YOU GUYS SHOW ME THANKS FOR BEING REAL AND STAYING THAT WAY AND FOR BEING FRIENDS YOU STAY ON MY LIST. MUCH LOVE RAMONA!!!! this asshole dirt bag called me a "fucking spic bitch" because i didnt want to see him naked or his dick on cam. . . . and continued to curse me out because i told h

What Is Time ?
What exactly is time to us ? All in A Day of Brahma What does Krishna mean by the beginning of creation? According to the Puranas (Vedic histories), there have been innumerable creations in the course of cyclical time. The basic unit of Vedic cyclical time is the day of Brahma, which lasts 4.32 billion years. The day of Brahma (also called a kalpa) is followed by a night of Brahma, also lasting 4.32 billion years. The cycle of days and nights of Brahma toes on for Brahma's lifetime of one hundred years (36,000 nights), equivalent to 311.04 trillion of our human years. During the day of Brahma, life, including human life, is manifest. During the night of Brahma, life is not manifest. Vedic Conception of Time ________________________________ ______________________________________ "Outside of the three planetary systems, the four Yugas multiplied by one thousand comprise one day on the planet of Brahma. A similar period comprises a night of Brahma, in wh

Forbidden Archeology
Forbidden Archeology The following review of Forbidden Archeologys Impact appeared in the March 2000 issue (vol. 52, no. 1, pp. 63-64) of Perspectives on Science and Christian Faith, the journal of the American Scientific Affiliation, an established organization of Christian scientists. History of Science (section heading): Forbidden Archeologys Impact by Michael A. Cremo. Los Angeles: Bhaktivedanta Book Trust, 1998. 569 pages, bibliography, index. Hardcover: $35.00. This is an unusual book, possibly an inaugral work of this kind. Cremos Forbidden Archeologys Impact is a compilation of reports, letters, challenging papers, internet messages, and correspondence the author has had with scientists, and his written responses to the multitude of criticisms, which he claims professional journals have refused to print. This book is based on the response to his 1993 work titled Forbidden Archeology, a controversial extremist view of human antiquity that literally stunned the

The Cult Of Cthulhu: Who Wrote The Necronomicon?
The Cult of Cthulhu: Who Wrote the Necronomicon? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Dateline: Monday, July 31, 2006 By: EDWARD OTOOLE By: Phenomena Esotericist-at-Large .. language=JavaScript> ..> From the insane depths of Lovecrafts Mythos comes the dark and satanic sect The Cult of Cthulhu. Phenomenas Esotericist-at-Large Edward OToole takes a plunge into the Abyss to visit them, and also find out just who wrote the Necronomicon. That is not dead which can eternal lie, And with strange æons, even death may die. Howard Phillips Lovecraft (1890 1937) was a genius. Legend has it that he never laughed or even smiled. Ever. With the eldritch horrors that he wrote about floating around in his head that is quite understandable. Unlike Edgar Allen Poe, from whom his writing was greatly inspired, Lovecraft described his tortured nightmares in his writings his Unconscious screamed through his pen and the memories of a ch

Paraphilias
What is a paraphilia? In long form, it's a scenario whose real or fantasized presence is psychologically necessary for sexual gratification. In short, it's a fetish. There are so many paraphilias in the world, the range is simply astounding. Think of it this way: if it exists, someone probably has a fetish for it. And, unbeknownst to me, the simplest and most common of erotic happinesses are considered fetishes. To my surprise, I am apparently an Acomoclitic, Altocalciphila, FSRP, Gynonudomania, Odaxelagnia, Retifism, Thlipsosis, Tripsolagnia, Tripsophilia freak. Who knew? I'll have to add it to my resume, I guess. It's not uncommon for someone to have a fetish that they have to go out of their way to accommodate. But there are some fetishes out there that are so extreme, they are completely illegal and sometimes life-threatening. I've taken the liberty of listing all the fetishes and put them in categories listed by uniqueness and severity. Enjoy! AwwThat's Cute Acomoclit

Venting
this blog isnt like the normal blog... its not the regular blogs where i swear a lot to make people laugh with the thoughts in my head, this is a deeper side of me that most people dont see and i'm going to share it with the world... so lets go for a ride ... come along with me to my inner thinkings... lately ive beeing thinking quite a bit... expanding my mind. striving to figure out who i really am. and the word that sticks out most in my mind is choices. choices ive made along the way that defined who i am. and its lately that has really made me think about those choices, be that they are from the past, or more so very recent. and i've met someone very recently that has brought me to think about that for some of my choices may keep me from experiencing this most amazing person and it pains me to know that its my selfishness that caused that. my whole life ive been on my own... family was never really a factor in my life. some of the few who grew up with me and the fewer

Kimberly's Twisted Mind
Why is it that some people play games with your heart? Aren't games more fun in the bedroom? Karl knows that i'm in love with him and he just so enjoys playn with my head! He loves to see how far he can push me. He has even gone so far as to tell me this!! So why is it that I keep letting him? Last nite he calls and ask me to go get him after waiting about 30 minutes I finally left. He called and was like sorry I fell asleep and then he said that he just wanted to see how long i'd wait! What the hell? I don't have time for these bullshit games anymore!!! I hope his hand is as entertaining as I was cause i'm done!!! If there is a real man out there let me know!!! OMG I RIDE IN ONE MORE DAY!!!!! I can not wait!! I am so excited!!! Please pray that the weather is good and that I have enough beads to ride. I freaked out when I went to load and I saw what everyone else had to throw!! I don't have a quarter of what they do. So if I see ya and just wave, take a pic and wave back. LOL Or

Friends&fans
JUDGE GRANTED THE IMMEDIATE REMOVAL FROM FOSTER CARE TODAY AND THE IMMEDIATE RETURN OF BABY TRISTONTO HIS BIOLOGICAL PARENTS TODAY.....AT 11:00AM EAST COAST TIME..THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT...WE COULDN'T HAVE DONE THIS W/O YOUR PRAYERS AND LOVE AND SUPPORT THANK YOU ALL WHO LIT CANDLES AND SUCH IN SHOW OF YOUR SUPPORT AND POSTED AND REPOSTED ALL OF MY BULLETINS..THIS WILL BE THE LAST UPDATE UNTIL WE GO TO COURT TO SUE THE STATE FOR DAMAGES..PLEASE REPOST THIS SO THAT ALL WILL KEEP INFORMED TODAY AS WE ARE ALL SPENDING EVERY MINUTE ON LINE AND ON THE PHONE CATHCHING UP WITH OUR BEAUTIFUL GRANDSON HEY GUYS JUST A WORD SENCE SHE BLOCKED ME I JUST WANTED TO SAY SHE DID IT AFTER I RATED ALL OF HER PICS AND HER PAGE AND NEVER DID I ASK TO BE ADDED TO HER FRIEND LIST AS I ALLREADY HAVE ALOT OF FRIENDS ON HERE IT JUST MAKES ME LAUGH I WONDER HOW MANY OTHERS SHE HAS PLAYED THIS GAME ON WELL IT IS HER LOSS NOT MINE I GUESS IT JUST TAKES ALL KINDS ONCE AGAIN A BIG THANK YOU TO ALL W

Blessed Be!
Blessed Be! You are the one that got lost in the web The torments you went through tatooed in your head The relentless Demons had you by the hand Taking away everything for wich you stand Some how you crawled out of the darkend mists You took your Demons and cast them to the abyss They tried to posess every dream and hope and consume them with fire But not the one thing your soul truely desired The passion from being free from all that lurks And changing every tormented feeling that surely hurts Being able to stand and fight is your testimony To be one with your Higher Power, Blessed only Now every lurking Demon shall see Your salvation payed on that hill, Blessed Be! To take back swiftly that what was lost To be rejoicing in harmony at any cost So now you look at the beautiful night sky Not questioning your life, not asking why For the rugged journey was distant and rough Walked with bloody feet the path was painfuly tuf

Proverbs(kind Of }
Everybody can be great... because anybody can serve. You don't have to have a college degree to serve. You don't have to make your subject and verb to agree to serve. You only need a heart full of grace. A soul generated by love. If there is light in the soul, There will be beauty in the person. If there is beauty in the person, There will be harmony in the house. If there is harmony in the house, There will be order in the nation. If there is order in the nation, There will be peace in the world. If you were going to die soon and had only one phone call you could make, who would call and what would you say? And why are you waiting?

The Astral City Tribune
...back to Chicago! Check out my portfolio: http://theastralcity.deviantart.com/ This summer I intend to get back to the high-contrast B&W urban shots that originally got me into photography, and there's a preview in my gallery now, taken in the off season. Look forward to large uploads starting in about a month. Cheers! ~Astral Today I am told my dear readers, is the coldest day of the winter so far. So what better a day to lie back in my perfectly warmed apartment, high above the flash-frozen city with a glass of Tennessee whiskey and contemplate the emotion of loathing? I believe it to be a completely valid emotion, and one that I've come to associate well with winters here in Milwaukee. People seem to sink in winter and I must admit I come to a similar, yet much less dramatic pose. Here there is the worst but seldom the best. Jealousy, phobias of all nature especially to change and worst of all apathy seem to run their course along with the flues and colds usually

Irish_mecca 101 Things You Wanted To Know About Me(but Were To Afraid To Ask)
1. Born Edward,Bradley.Irving,Orgill 2. Born 17 September, 196(giggidygiggidy!)9 3. ...in Hamilton, Ontario, Canada. 4. Raised by my grandparents. 5. My life is comparible to an ABC Sunday Night Movie (i.e. tragic) 6. Got an extreme case of the funnies. 7. The doctor gave me a cream for it. 8. Sarcastic? Moi? Never. 9. Outgoing. 10. So romantic there are roses growing out of my ass. 11. Irish 60%, Welsh 20%, Dutch 20%. 12. If you ain't Dutch, you ain't much. 13. I can drink. 14. Sometimes. 15. I love movies. 16. I love women. 17. But I would take it in the ass from Morrissey!!! 18. I'm not a playa. 19. I love music. 20. I'm not a singa. 21. I want to make porn... LOL! 22. Nocturnal 23. ...emissions can get messy. 24. I believe in God. 25. I love all things paranormal. 26. Fascinated by the occult... 27. ...but not in a spooky way. 28. I love Nascar. Yippee 24 & 48!!! 29. Dallas

Entranced
I've often wondered, what would it be like to be the underside of a leaf? The rain would not wash your face The dew is the only relief The sun can shine, and you can stretch, reaching for the sky But the rays of light, without wind for flight Are things that would pass you by Like many times in life that are overlooked in haste There has to be a purpose, What is there I can embrace? Sun and rain is blocked, a haven for the small I am shelter and safety An oasis, not a thrall Life's plan is a bigger picture, a reason and rhyme to be I am real and I exist For others, not always for me 1 She smiled as the wineglass ever so gently made contact with her lips. The gentleman, whose attention was encompassed in her essence, looked as if he had tried this same conversation on some other unsuspecting women before. These two strangers had just met. This I know because I had eyed this beautiful woman standing at the bar with her dirty martini from the first second

Stupid Stuff I Like
Digital Tunnels Go from start to finish while avoiding walls. PUNS TO PONDER Two antennas met on a roof, fell in love and got married. The ceremony wasn't much, but the reception was excellent. ----------------------------------- A jumper cable walks into a bar. The bartender says, "I'll serve you, but don't start anything." ------------------------------------- A dyslexic man walks into a bra. ------------------------------------ Two cannibals are eating a clown. One says to the other: "Does this taste funny to you?" ----------------------------------- Two cows are standing next to each other in a field. Daisy says to Dolly, "I was artificially inseminated this morning." "I don't believe you," says Dolly "It's true, no bull!" exclaims Daisy. --------------------------------- An invisible man marries an invisible woman. The kids were nothing to look at either. --------------------------------------------- --------- I went to buy some camouflage trousers

Funny
Dear Abby, I am a crack dealer in Columbus who has recently been diagnosed as a carrier of the HIV virus. My parents live in a suburb of Worthington and one of my sisters, who lives in Dublin , is married to a transvestite. My father and mother have recently been arrested for growing and selling marijuana and are currently dependent on my other two sisters, who are prostitutes in Grove City . I have two brothers. One is currently serving a non-parole life sentence in Lucasville for the murder of a teenage boy in 1994. The other brother is currently in jail awaiting trial on charges of sexual misconduct with his three children. I have recently become engaged to marry a former Thai prostitute who lives in Atlanta and is still a part time

Quizzes
You Are 68% Brutally Honest Most of the time, you tell it like it is. Even if it's hard for people to hear. Sometimes you hold back though, because you never want your honesty to be hurtful. How Brutally Honest Are You? Are you Naughty or nice Your Result: your Naughty! wild thing! You were born to be bad. Naughty by nature, you've tried everything at least once and aren't afraid to get your hands - or the rest of you - dirty when opportunity knocks. Whether that means plotting for advancement at work or toying with somebody's affections, you're willing to break the rules. As long as you're having a laugh and getting ahead, anything goes. And it is fun to defy convention every once in a while, but you're walking a bit of a tightrope. Every so often, try listening to that little angel on your shoulder who keeps saying "no!" - it's okay to be nice sometimes. In the meantime, keep being bad and enjoy yourself. Just don't throw caution entirely to the wind. Your Nice! all

Rants And Raves
I have serious issues with str8 guys who come on to a public site, create a public profile and then get all bent out of shape cause your "gay" and you "looked" at their page....LOL......"MOM, HE LOOKED AT ME!" Ok, I'm done ranting....

Poetry
What Else are you to do? Your heart Breaks The tears Fall What else are you to do?? He sits there and laughs Knowing he has hurt you What else are you to do?? Living on with every moment And yet still feeling lost What else are you to do?? Learning how to cope But still wanting that love What else are you to do?? You can't take it You kill the man you love What else are you to do?? You kill yourself To be with him What else are you to do?? For the first time you kiss him But he pushes you away What else are you to do?? Dieing for him And yet him still not wanting you What else are you to do?? Crying yourself to sleep while dead Wishing you could have you life back What else are you to do?? Waking up from a bad dream Kissing the ground Smiling; knowing that you are happy That's what you are to do!!!!

Dirty Little Secrets
im off rating stashes n pics n stuff..maybe yours will be next im horny...any nekkid guys? I have a HUGE porn collection on my computer. I'm in the process of deleting a lot of stuff - including most of these pictures from my computer. I was wondering - since most of the folks here on my friends list are men - if I made a folder for NSFW pictures - if you guys would be interested at looking at them. I know I won't get points for them, and thats fine by me - I just like sharing some of my favorite porn photos with my friends. No sorry guys the pictures are NOTof me. Please leave me comments!

Craziness
Hey everyone well wanted everyone to know that i had my surgery it was a hard recovery but managed through it. I am alive an well, now that i have my comp and back doing some of the things that i enjoy. Well on Thursday, I finally had the hip aspriation, and let me tell ya, it hurt like a bitch. I seen it all and what was going on, even seen the xrays with the needle in my hip. They tried to get some fluid but it wasn't alot either, it was less than a teaspoon....and all that to see if there is an infection...wow. Then after wards, my whole leg was numb, for 4 hours, how nuts was that. Couldn't believe it. But now i am left with a few needle mark scars, and marks in my hip. Just glad that it's over now! Well I got the date for my hip replacement, it is JAN 16th.....of next yr, that is around the corner....I am excited and yet scared! But no more pain....which I cant wait for!!!! YIPPEEEEE!!!

Mistress-st
http://www.sexxtalk.com it's FREE Go in and help me out by posting something or start a new forum. Let me know what you think. Also look at my adult merchandise website http://www.exoticlifestyles.com/ Over 5,000 items.

Doja's
Contest ladies art you ready for that showin what god bless you wit. If you want to enter this contest your pic much be a head shot and not show any nsfw in it that could get it marked. This contest will run for 7 full days and there are some rules that MUST be followed before you decide to enter. I will be taking entries starting now and will take them through the first day of the contest. The contest will begin Sept 26th at 5 pm pst. The contest will start as soon as I get at least 10 people. I will announce the start of the contest 24 hours in advance Sport Ryderz MC Giving Back to the Community / Can food drive Saturday Nov 4, 2006 10PM to 2AM @ Elements of Entertainment Suitland, MD 21 & older to party......Proper ID a must Tickets $15 Advance/$20 at the Door More details to come later................. Tickets Information Big Poppa 443-532-4197 Danny Boy 301-675-8980 N A Fekt 443-570-2136 Divaz Inc

Worlds Hardest Riddle
The World's Hardest Riddle I turn polar bears white and I will make you cry. I make guys have to pee and girls comb their hair. I make celebrities look stupid and normal people look like celebrities. I turn pancakes brown and make your champane bubble. If you sqeeze me, I'll pop. If you look at me, you'll pop. Can you guess the riddle?

A Bug Story
A man and a woman were driving down the road, arguing about his >deplorable infidelity ... when suddenly the woman reached over and sliced >the man's penis off. Angrily, she tossed it out the car window.>>> Driving behind the couple was a man and his 6-year-old daughter. The >little girl was chatting away at her father when all of the sudden the >penis smacked their car windshield, stuck for a moment, and then flew off. >> Surprised, the daughter asked her father, "Daddy, what the heck >was that?" >>> Shocked, but not wanting to expose his little girl to anything sexual at > such a young age, the father replied, "It>was only a bug, Honey," >>> The daughter sat with a confused look on her face, and after a moment >said, > "Sure had a big dick, didn't it?">

Daily Jokes
During their silver anniversary, a wife reminded her husband: Do you remember when you proposed to me, I was so overwhelmed that I didn't talk for an hour?" The hubby replied: "Yes, honey, that was the happiest hour of my life." Q: WHAT'S the difference between outlaws and inlaws A. outlaws are wanted! ------------------------------------------------- Did you hear about the two gay Irishmen? Gerald Fitzpatrick and Patrick Fitzgerald. ------------------------------------------------- Three Bad-Ass Mice Three mice are sitting in a bar. The first one exclaims, "I am one bad-ass mouse! In my hood, we have huge mousetraps. I take the damn cheese out of the traps and move the bar up and down while I eat." The second one chimes in with, "Oh yeah. Well, I'm a bad-ass mouse too. In fact, I'm such a bad-ass mouse, that in my hood, I mix rat poison with my milk and chug it down every night before I go to bed." The third gets up and starts to leave. The other two mice

Follow Me Into The Insanity Of My Thoughts
Like most days I woke up and, with nothing better to do, I signed into myspace to see what was new. Not surprising but there was nothing. So as always I started browsing the bulletins my friends had posted. It's normaly the same old shit, "repost this to find your love", "add this person", "what color skittle are you" and so on and so forth. Just as I was about to close it all out I stumbled across one that my friend Rebbecca reposted. I NEVER repost bulletins. I think its a waste of time. Guess what I reposted this one. This one actualy made sense to me. I hope girls read this and at least a few realize what they are missing. So here it is. For all to read. And please... Spread this one around. Its not a waste of time. This is to all of the girls in the world who can't accept the nice guys for who they are: I'm sorry That I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your w

America Really Does Care!
Hiya Everyone! A few years ago, I was looking for a charity organization to donate to on a lifetime basis to do my part to help relieve some of the suffering in the world, and show that America really does care about the plight of others. I found AmeriCares online. I donate at least a dollar-a-day to AmeriCares, and will continue to do so for life. Check out the story of how it was born by clicking on the link below. AmeriCare's genesis is just so American! Lots of hugs and kisses! Nicholas

Pluh
Ok so i learnt a valuable lesson today.... Sometimes you need to remember what it is that is important to you and sometimes you need to decide what is important to you.. And then there are other days whn you have no hope of making that fucking decision no matter what it is that you think you want.....!!!! So im gonna keep me mouth shut.... An try and be the friend I should have been.... And maybe just maybe something can be worked out that allows everyone to have part or whole or none of what they want.... I love being cryptic tis normally sooo much fun... But there s only one angel who has the slightest chance of knowing what the fuck im going on about.... Im sorry if i was an idiot and never knew when to keep my mouth shut.... But you'll always be a special yummy mummy in my heart.... And I hope that I ve taught you some things like you've taught me.... And on that note I dread to think what everyone else is gonna think about my first and probably only blog but bugg

What Is The Biggest Thing To Go In Your Ass?
I WANT TO KNOW! What is the biggest thing you lady's have shoved in your ass? (for example- i double fisted last week-no not both in my ass but dp style) I'M GOING OUT TONIGHT....and i'm on the prowl for a good huge....std free/huge/beautiful cock, to practice my deep throating technique on.....I'm blonde now but if you see me out- wisper in my ear....only if you have a package bigger then 7inchs...and no toothpicks please!

Well.. Heres Whats Up
well... i'll be on a small lil vacation for 4 days with my g/f ... lots of fun! i'm excited... we're gonna go shopping in indy ALLLLLL day wednesday!!! yay! hehe... neways... leave me some comments or something.. please?!?! i'll comment back when i get home!!! show some love!!! i'll have pics too!! yay

This Is My Life
LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile. What do you do when

Rise Against
Warm yourself by the fire, son, And the morning will come soon. I`ll tell you stories of a better time, In a place that we once knew. Before we packed our bags And left all this behind us in the dust, We had a place that we could call home, And a life no one could touch. Don`t hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don`t need your help now, You won't let me down, down, down! Don`t hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don`t need your help now, You won't let me down, down, down! Down! We are the angry and the desperate, The hungry, and the cold, We are the ones who kept quiet, And always did what we were told. But we`ve been sweating while you slept so calm, In the safety of your home. We`ve been pulling out the nails that hold up Everything you`ve known. Don`t hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don`t need your help now, You won't let me down, down, down! Don`t hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don`t need you

Banister Of Life
As You Slide Down the Banister of Life, Remember. 1. Jim Baker and Jimmy Swaggert have written an impressive new book. It's called "Ministers Do More Than Lay People." 2. Transvestite: A guy who likes to eat, drink and be Mary. 3. The difference between the Pope and your boss...the Pope only expects you to kiss his ring. 4. My mind works like lightning. One brilliant flash and it is gone. 5. The only time the world beats a path to your door is if you're in the bathroom. 6. I hate sex in the movies. Tried it once. The seat folded up, the drink spilled and that ice, well, it really chilled the mood. 7. It used to be only death and taxes were inevitable. Now, of course, there's shipping and handling, too. 8. A husband is someone who, after taking the trash out, gives the impression that he just cleaned the whole house. 9. My next house will have no kitchen - just vending machines and a large trash can. 10. A blonde said, "I was worried th

Lets Start The Party Again!
well it's raining again in Buenos Aires... i'll get off for sometime because there are thunders i hate when rain is like that i'll be back when the storm calm down a bit ok? i'm a lil bit better, but anyways not completely healthy i let you all this old video, that most of you will remember (at least the oldies that grew up in the 80's lol) ahhhh... i wish i had someone that really love me :( my nose hurts :( and i still feel yucky and sick anyone wants to be my nurse? lol i'm still sick congested and my voice sound like a Teletubbie... *groans* lol i have no fever but i feel like if i played rugby with the national team lol hahaah i found this *sneezes* it's very funny hahaha well everyone can continue giving me love because i'm stupidly sick (fucking low deffenses) hahaha that could be me!! (luckyly i have a treadmiles and i know how to use it lol) HAPPY FRIDAY EVERYONE!

Talky Talk Talk Bullshit....
So yesterday I skated a demo for Fringe Clothing (fringegear.com), and this morning I feel like a 60 year old man with arthritis. My hip is swelled up two times it's size, my elbow the same, and the rest of my body in general is sore as hell...but it was worth every painfull minute of it. You see a couple years back I realized my goal in Demo and Competetions is not too win or do the best tricks or whatever, my goal is to be the ragdoll. Now I know all you fuckers wanna see someone just totally eat shit, I am the guy who makes that happen. I'm the guy you'll see lauch a ridiculous air, each mad shit, than do it again. I like to think of this as inspiration to the grommits: fall, eat shit, rise from the ground and do it again. Why I am tellin people this I dunno, blogs are just kinda random sometimes. So I'll be throwin some pics up soon, for now, thanks for your attention...

Omg
A married couple was on holiday in Jamaica. They were touring around the > marketplace looking at the goods and such when they passed this small > sandal > shop. > > From inside they heard the shopkeeper with a Jamaican accent say, "You > foreigners! Come in. Come into my humble shop!" > > So the married couple walked in. The Jamaican said to them, "I have some > special sandals I think you would be interested in. Dey make you wild at > sex." > > Well, the wife was really interested in buying the sandals after what the > man claimed.... but her husband felt he really didn't need them, being the > sex God he was. > > The husband asked the man, "How could sandals make you into a sex freak?" > > The Jamaican replied, "Just try dem on, Mon." So the husband, after some > badgering from his wife, finally gave in, and tried them on. > > As soon as he slipped them onto his feet, he got this wild look in his > eyes, > something his wife hadn't seen in many years ! In the

Reflections On A Dark Moon
Birthstones have been around since ancient times, and in those days were believed to possess some magical force that could protect the owner or wearer of the stone. These birthstones were traditionally linked to the Zodiac. However, modern birthstones are linked to calendar months, and each month has its own unique birthstone, with its own fabled properties. Many people love to wear jewellery set with their birthstone, as the ancient meanings and associations with these stones still intrigue them. December The given birthstone for December is turquoise, and this precious stone was once linked to happiness, fortune and luck, making it a very popular gem in centuries gone by. Turquoise can range in colour from mid-blue to a green-blue or light green colour, and this birthstone is unusual and beautiful, making it a very distinctive and unusual addition to any jewellery collection.

Witchcraft Discussions
I know this site has been through alot of changes since I was last on here. I am now back, and everybody changes..... Been through all sorts of things. Some I'm willing to talk about and some I'm not. Witchcraft descussions are back open though so if you feel the need to ask something do it here. I'll do myu best to answer, find the answer, or find someone who has some sort of answer for your question. BB, Matt Today I am writing this for someone in particular. She is my girlfriend, whom I love very much, and she had a question. She asked me, what is the difference between "our" religion and "thier" religion? Well, what a question that is. That is a very difficult question to answer in a short time. So this is what I am going to try to do. I am going to put a few of the big differences between Pagans/Wiccans and Christians. I would like it if I could could get some participation out of you, the Cherry Tap community that reads this blog. Just post something in the co

An Erotic Story, ... One Chapter At A Time.
Epilogue Dan and Jennifer both graduated with honors, and both received full scholarships to continue their studies at a well-known college in southern California. Jennifer has become a bit of a force in the field of architecture, and is currently awaiting word on her bid to design the new fellatio museum in Paris. Dan just recently opened his third web-site selling European kitchen gadgets and hard-to-find bukake videos. He hopes to take his company public in the next few months and use the money to support Jennifer's habit of buying expensive lingerie and heels. He will do whatever it takes to support her habit. Shannon and Randy broke off their relationship after she discovered that he'd quit his fairly high paying position at a software development firm in order to devote his full time to writing erotic stories for the Web. Since the break-up, no one has seen or heard from him. Shannon is doing quite well as a freelance interior designer and part-time model for Frederick's

What's Up With Me Today !
I guess I was hiding in a cave or something but I missed out on hearing about the Free Hugs Guy...but as the wonder of the internet proves...everything exists forever in cyberspace... So for those of you who missed it as well...and in honor of Valentine's Day...I am here to spread some love today. Big hugs to all of you Susan Here is the link to the video if you can't see it... http://www.youtube.com/v/vr3x_RRJdd4 Save $3 on orders over $10 with code NCD141 at checkout! Save $10 on orders over $25 with code DES141 at checkout! And ohhhhh please take the time to check out my new shop Shop By Designs over 4 million designs from over 650 cool designers!!!! Funny t-shirts, coffee mugs, coasters, tile boxes, posters, framed art sweatshirts and much much more! Cool fractal art and kale

Costume
I have her permission to post this, please read and comment this, it's sad but absolutely true! 12/11/07 6:52PM my story ok guys, as some of u may know a reporter has been doing a story on me, which will end up being a 2 or 3 piece story when finished. here's the first part. IT IS ABOUT MY ATTACK. it does get pretty graphical. not all the facts are correct, i've found 4 that weren't right, but for the most part it's dead on! i'll talk to yall later ~Amanda~ ..> ..> Bad Blood Attack Illuminates Skinhead Underworld ..site area -->By Susy Buchanan Ilustration by Frank Stockton ..> ..> ..> ..> ..>..> Read the Hatewatch Blog Phoenix, Ariz.—They left Amanda Crow to die under an ironwood tree. Paralyzed, the 19-year-old lay on her back in a remote wash, studying its thorny branches and teardrop leaves. Blood from her slashed throat and stab wounds pooled around her body in a scarlet aura. A night passed, then a day, then another night. Twice, she wat

I Can Quit Anytime I Want!!
Wow! You guys are great. Since I joined, 2-3 days ago, I have recieved nothing but love from everyone. This site is great, but there is one downfall. I'm addicted to it. Yeah I said it. The first step to recovery is admission. "I am a Cherry Tap addict", that felt good. Oh well, that's all for now. Maybe I'll put some of my other blogs up here. Talk to you guys soon.

Show Me You Care..
My friends list is getting to be a list of random people whom i never speak to.. I'm going to delete a few from it, not to offend but so I can concentrate on the people I get on with.. If you want to be my friend, please message me or contact me somehow.. Thanks and Happy halloween P xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Under Construction
Oh yeah I guess I had to be one of the "cool kids" and sign up for for the cherryTap too ...well I'm still fingering out all of the holes ... I'm sure I'll get her licked soon ;)...and now back to your regularly scheduled programing.

Happy Pumpkin Day
check out my profile and leave a voice comment...its kool and no one has yet so be my first!!!!!!!!!!! check out my profile and leave a voice comment...its kool and no one has yet so be my first!!!!!!!!!!! Strange woman A guy dials his home and a strange woman answers. The guy says, ''Who is this?'' ' 'This is the maid,'' answers the woman. ''We don't have a maid,'' says the man. The woman says, ''I was hired this morning by the lady of the house.'' The man says, ''Well, this is her husband. Is she there?'' The woman replies, ''She is upstairs in the bed room with someone who I figured was her husband.'' The guy is fuming and says to the maid, ''Listen, would you like to make $50,000?'' The maid says, ''What will I have to do?'' The man tells her, ''I want you to get my gun from the desk, and shoot the witch and the jerk she's with.'' The maid puts the phone down; the man hears footsteps and then two gun shots. The maid comes back to the phone, ''What do I do wi

Testing Only
Some of my friends and I came up with this Idea. Its quite possibly a long stretch do get it done but I would be honored, if this Idea actually does come about. Part of her life story is in my blogs under Raven. Here is a little back ground story. Many do not know I have a severely Handicapped daughter. I contracted toxoplasmosis, no it is not an old wives tale it is something VERY real. It is a bug in laymans terms that inflicts itself on the host and if pregnant the unborn child normally killing that child. Its contracted from feral or outside cats that eat birds and other things to live. Not common but can be found in indoor cats as well. With that part all said. Raven wasn't supposed to survive but through prayer and love and her strong will she turn 9 this year. She is severely handicapped. She has the mental state of a new born. The startle reaction you get from a newborn the flailing of the arms ad the kicking of the legs and so on.

All About The Dragon
Another year has come and is almost gone. It’s that time again to reflect back and see if I have accomplished anything this year. From what I feel inside I would have to say NO. There are others out there that would probably say other wise but deep down I know I haven’t really done much but try and atone for something I shouldn’t feel guilty of doing. Those that know me personally know that I have a very giving heart, and will do anything I can to help out a friend in need. Normally I can keep this in check and within reason, but after looking back upon this year, there have been quite a few instances where I should have held back. Then there is also a few that I helped that were not worthy of it. I’ve come to the conclusion that I’ve been doing all of these things because I’m trying to atone for turning my back on a friend when they needed me. Earlier this year I cut lose a close friend because I had help them all I could and they felt it wasn’t enough. I had been friends wi

Greg
3/4 cups finely crushed graham cracker crumbs 1 tablespoon sugar 2 tablespoons butter, melted 1 package chocolate pudding and pie filling 3/4 cup sugar 1 cup milk 1 square Baker's unsweetened chocolate 3 8 ounce package cream cheese, softened 3 egg yolks 2 teaspoons vanilla 1/4 teaspoon salt 3 egg whites 1 cup sour cream Combine graham cracker crumbs, sugar and melted butter. Press on bottom and sides of a greased 9-inch springform pan. Combine pudding mix, sugar and milk in saucepan. Add chocolate. cook and stir over medium heat until mixture comes to a full boil. Remove from heat. Cover surface with waxed paper and set aside. Beat cream cheese until fluffy. Beat in yolks, vanilla, salt and pudding. Fold in egg whites. (Odd. Says nothing about beating the egg whites first. Hm. Well, I would.) Pour over crumbs in pan. Bake on lowest rack at 425F for about 35 minutes or until center is set lightly when touched. Cool 4 hours. Spread top with sour cream.

Poems Of A Darker Nature
The air is thick with lies, I can't breathe Can you hear my cries, can you see What you've done to me, how I crawl My emotions are scrambled and sprawled I see you smile as I continue to squirm Your twisted pleasure as my soul burns The passion was hotter than any fire It was all a game and you still conspire Burn my skin with wax from your candle Place my exausted heart on your mantle I jump through your hoops at command Broken to pieces I have no strength to stand I find myself chained to the pillars of your bed I can feel your words crawl through my head A puppet on your strings, stringing me along Tap dancing to your sick and cruel love song Your body and mind has made me your slave The temptation of your skin hits me like a wave If I could just reach out and have a taste Every moment precious, not one to waste When it's over I feel half of what I was I can feel your finger corse through my blood The whips, the chai

New Poem
Never sure of life and the things that will be Psychic impressions that do come to me let me know that something will change A feeling I get that is always so strange And always to pass in the coming storm Why do I suffer these visions that swarm I saw you there in dreams and thought I knew you’re the one my soul had sought I felt the coming of change all before I see the visions and wish I knew more But what is to come and how it will unfold Is to me a mystery , a story yet untold And now free of bonds one more time again As I felt it coming blowing in on the wind And the pull to the west is very real For it is in my soul and I know how I feel And that this time the change is forever to last I don’t know when but it will come on fast For I can never fight what is meant to be I have tried and lived only to see Fate have it’s way and the course is true Fear not the change for it keeps life new And now the wind blows me on to another life Free of the pain and hards

Bad Days??
Need to distroy things come to my house everyone else does So why is it that when you work hard at something others take it on themselves to distroy what you have done? Take my Halloween decorations for one. I worked hard putting tons of stuff up and making it so that everything looked great. Then I go away for the weekend and come home to it being distryed. Yes it was windy and I am sure the wind did some of it but I know after lloking at what I had cleaned up that it was not just the wind! Someone has broken it! So now all of my stuff is down. I am so hurt I am sick! Why the hell do people have to be so damned hatefull. I do nothing but try to be kind and helpfull to everyone and i get kicked in the ass for it over and over. and now it is slammed in my face by someones cruel actions. My kids are all upset because everything is down and they do not have a soopky yard anymore. Their friends all know that my house is the one to come to for great candy and decorations but now

Home For X-mas
I just got a message that my main photo was an adult picture and it needs to be marked and i cant have it on my profile as my primary pic that isnt right its not like i was nakid and legs spread like many others i have seen any who have seen the pic of me in my bra is not showing anything but some cleavage i have seen more scantly dressed pics of ppl and they werent marked as adult what about them huh well my honey is almost home he has little over a month left and he can come home from iraq he has been there a year and let me tellya one hell of a long year its been but im sooo happy i love u baby be safe

Bands I've Toured/worked With
Regardless of what you may feel or know about me,I want you to know from me that I am here only to be your friend & that is all I ever wanted from you.I value all my friends and I am truly blessed as well as thankful for having each one of ya as my friends.I think my Creator,the "Great Spirit",the "Manatoo" for providing me with so many great friends to love,cherish & adore. I did not come here to search,seek & find love as love has always been there for me,all around me,I just had to open my eyes and realize this.Love is all around each of us,we just have to stop and open our eyes to see the glory of it all,and that my friend is the beauty of it. I have always lived a very un-normal life,but yet a very exciting one to say the least.Sometimes,I flirt with danger,flying by the seat of my pants,never even knowing where or when I'll be somewhere or when I'm even come'n home,but I am so blessed & thankful for everything to me. After my divorce in Sept 2001,losing my Fa

Inside The Jenjen's Mind
oh baby oh baby this life i call mine its full of soap opera grade a+ stuff! exs who made my life a living hell! a crazy family who makes living with a party! wacky ass friends who never make my days lame! weird love affairs that will make ur mind spin! a dog who thinks she is the queen of the house! leo my man dog thinks no one should yell or he will have nevers break down and a cat who thinks its funny to hide in small place even thoe he is fat can't make my mind about what color and what length its going to be dreams of rocking it out and marrying a musician which will never happen dating guys who like other girls so sucks but is all i get lol relising my life is made of mostly of the internet work music and movies the most fun i have in my day is stripping my clothing food in my bedroom late at night to my music and then dressing myself up thinking i am a model from frace how is skinny and beaitful now that funny so yah jenjen isn't my real n

Shawn Malloy's Blog
Has anyone noticed that Cocoa Krispies are now one again being represented by Snap, Crackle, and Pop? No more faggoty monkey. Did anyone like the faggoty monkey? I didn't. I like cereal mascots that have something to say. It's not like I can make out what Snap, Crackle, and Pop are trying to tell me when I pour milk all over their tiny little bodies, but it's okay. It's way more informative than that poo flinging, tree swinging, half retarded, half inbred gaylord monkey. I already know that your Cocoa Krispies are so chocolately and that everbody wants your Cocoa Krispies. I want to talk about things that matter like politics, religion, professional wrestling, what's new on Tivo, etc. I hope you fall out of a tree you gay aids infested monkey mascot. In other news Campbell's has bought out Spaghetti O's. The days of Franco American are OVER! At this rate anyone could be next. It could even be Chef Boyardee. Better look out for that beefaroni.

Torment Of The Soul
Late of night and the darkest hour, dreams of torment enter your mind. The sight of crimson flowing like a river to stain your hands with your lovers blood. Pain swelling, grasping your heart. Tears of sorrow swell and fall. Ripped aways from the ones you love, struggling through this life of h***. No smiles to comfort your soul, as it wonders if it can mend. No warm imbrace of your lovers arms. No safety from the torment that lay beyond. Noone to comfort you tortured soul. Noone to fill this empty void i call my heart....

Fake: 36dblondie (58017) Proof Inside
http://www.lostcherry.com/user/58017 faking Michelle and listed on the faker list on fakersbusted: Real girl: http://www.michelleswonderland.com/ I'm not posting her real profile links because she has so many fakers. This is from the REAL michelle, as you can see she's very much pregnant, due in a couple weeks infact. I took her myspace link off the page because she doesnt want the fakers friends on here trying to add her and get more of her pic's.

Just Random Thoughts....
well finally im as happy as i think i can get. ive gotten married and i have 3 wonderful step children. i love it. ive been waiting 5 years for this to happen (2 years were my fault) but i have a wonderful family now. im trying to wait until the youngest is walking and out of diapers before i have one but i dont think thats goin to happen. i have to go to the doctor in a week and i just might be prego. i dont mind i just wish it could have waited. im on birth control but the doc put me antibiotics cause i ended up having gallbladder surgery and it was infected. so now i think it messed with my birth control. im happy but im scared. we have an 11 yo, 9yo, and a 10 month old. they r 3 of the best children but the youngest is a handful. so i hope its a false alarm. dont get me wrong ive been wanting a child for a long time but right now it needs to wait. but if its meant to be there then so be it. i guess ill just have to put my big girl panties on and deal with it. finally life is starti

Welcome To My World
Well in honor of Hump Day I thought I'd give you all some dirty jokes to brighten your day. Three sisters wanted to get married, but their parents couldn't afford it so they had all of them on the same day. They also couldn't afford to go on a honeymoon so they all stayed home with their new hubbies. That night the mother got up because she couldn't sleep. When she went past her oldest daughter's room she heard screaming. Then she went to her second daughters room and she heard laughing. Then she went to her youngest daughter's room and she couldn't hear anything. The next morning when the men left the mother asked her oldest daughter, "Why were you screaming last night?" The daughter replied "Mom you always told me if something hurt I should scream." "That's true." She looked at her second daughter. "Why were you laughing so much last night?" The daughter replied "Mom you always said that if something tickled you should laugh." "That's also true." Then the mother loo

Shanbug!!!
OK 2NITE I'M FUCKING HOT AND WET.... SO WHAT KIND OF PICS DO U WANNA SEE?? GIVE ME IDEAS..... Hello, Let me come over to your house for free and do a slumber party for you... Catch is no one under 18, no kids no men allowed. I come into your home and show you all my fun product. Lingerie, Lotions, Dildo's and the lastest in Vibe toys. I have underwater toys, lotions to spice that bedroom groove again. All you need to do is invite your friends and you get 10 % percent of the total sales in product. You can do a wish list for your hubby to buy... No it is not a sleep over. Shannon 480-203-7507 Thx

Just Ramblings And Stuff
What is Wicca Category: Religion and Philosophy For those that would like to know here is something you may be interested in WHAT IS WICCA? - Excerpts from an article by Herne Contrary to what those who choose to persecute us wish to believe, Wicca is a very peaceful, harmonious and balanced way of thinking, and a lifestyle that promotes oneness with the divine and all that is. Wicca is a deep appreciation and awe in watching the sunrise or sunset, the forest in the light of a glowing moon, a meadow enchanted by the first light of day. It is the morning dew on the petals of a beautiful flower, the gentle caress of a warm summer breeze upon your skin, or the warmth of the summer sun on your face. Wicca is the fall of colorful autumn leaves, and the softness of winter snow. It is light, and shadow and all that lies in between. It is the song of the birds and other creatures of the wild. It is being in the presence of Mother Earth's nature and being humbled in rev

Ooooohhhh.....
He's come back from the dead, again. We dated for a while when we were 16, then he reappeared 14 years later to mess with my head (which is not easy to mess with, anymore), and now, after disappearing for months, he wants back in? Oh, please. I deserve to be someone's top (or nearly top) priority, not rock bottom or maybe even not on the list. Lord. Remind me to watch my back...remind me that this isn't worth it. Remind me that I'd rather date girls! Bleh. Return often and take me, Beloved sensation, return and take me- When memory of the body awakens, And old desire again runs through the blood; When lips and skin remember; And the hands feel as if they touch again... C. P. Cavafy (1863-1933) "Return"

Unloveble
no one will help me.... i have been not really dating this guy that i mat a week ago. he said he didnt wanna call me his cause he didnt wanna go to a party and fuck another chick then feel guilty....but he told me he loves me and hes crazy about me. hes going into the army and i cant talk to him for like 5 months....the other night he was talking to some other chick that used to like him....and tring to make convo with him was like tring to bury a dead body all by your self... then yesterday morning he desides to tell me what he was talking about, something along the lines of they both like each other but he wants to be with me and it would never work out between them. then yesterday after noon we are talking and i ask him if he wants me to call him witch he usually says ya but today he said he didnt feel like talking to me. and that he only wanted to talk on AIM.... do you guys think hes playin me? i know it sounds like highschool bulshit but its something big to me

My Blog
HILLBILLY MIRROR After living in the remote wilderness of Kentucky all his life, an old hillbilly decided it was time to visit the big city. In one of the stores he picks up a mirror and looks in it. Not ever having seen one before, he remarked at the image staring back at him, "How about that! Here's a picture of my daddy." He bought the 'picture', but on the way home he remembered his wife Lizzy didn't like his father. So he hung it in the barn and every morning before leaving for the fields, he would go there and look at it. Lizzy began to get suspicious of these many trips to the barn. One day after her husband left, she searched the barn and found the mirror. As she looked into the glass, she fumed, "So that's the ugly bitch he's runnin' around with." A friend of mine wrote this. thought i'd share it with who ever wants to read it. I have recently been presented with a group of individuals who have laid claim to the idea that God can not exist. If He (o

Lost And Confused
Only you Know the Truth you have made me complete you have made me whole i know i should hit delete but you have touched my soul you have lit my life you make me smile someday ill be ur wife even tho it make take awhile you give me stregth day after day you help me through the bad you take my hand and show me the way you lift my face and wipe my tears when im sad you caress me with your eyes you trace my breasts and hips you wisper sweet little lies you make me feel your finger tips you make this love feel right you never let US be wrong.. you never let me to far from your sight you wont let this go on to long.. all we have to do is be strong...

The Wonderful World Of Me
yeah so in a few days i'll be headin home for a visit. honestly the only resons im going home is for the movie and for my b day. i mean i miss everyone, but im gonna go nuts without my man... i just hope things are cool n he can come see me after court. im gonna miss him soooooooo much its not cool lol. anyways i'll be in touch with everyone.

Friends
HATS SHREK W/OUT DONKEY? WHATS Minnie W/0UT MiCKEY ? WHATS PIGGLET W/0Ut P0OH ? WHATS PATRiCk W/0Ut SP0NGE BOB ? WHATS MEE W/0UT U . . . SEND THIS TO ALL tHE PPL U LUV 0R FRiENDS U NEVER WANNA LOSE. If you get this back, you are loved -- BiGTiME.

Stuff I Feel And Thats Going On
I can't escape this hell, So many times I've tried, But I'm still caged inside, Somebody get me through this nightmare, I can't control myself. So what if you can see, The darkest side of me, No one will ever change this animal I have become. Help me believe it's not the real me. Somebody help me tame this animal I have become. Help me believe it's not the real me. Somebody help me tame this animal. (This animal. [x2]) I can't escape myself,( I cant escape myself) So many times I've lied, ( so many times I've lied) But there's still rage inside, Somebody get me through this nightmare, I can't control myself. So what if you can see, The darkest side of me, No one will ever change this animal I have become. Help me believe it's not the real me. Somebody help me tame this animal I have become. Help me believe it's not the real me, Somebody help me tame this animal. Somebody help me through this nightmare, I can't control myself. Somebody wake me from t

Please Read !!!
So I'm getting pissed off with this site !! I think its just a popularity contest with everyone and theres soooo many fake ppl on here. I came here to meet new ppl and have a laugh, and there is a few genuine nice ppl here, but there's a hell of alot who except you as friend's and never speak to you !! Why do you ppl except friends requests when you have no intention of ever speaking to this person ??? It annoys me !! If a girl wants to level up or get cherry points, she simply askes "I need to level up" and within minutes her points go through the roof !! And these sexy and risque bullitins that get reposted. They get a shit load of replys, but when a guy repost something, they get left on the bullitin notice board unread ?????? Sorry for having a little rant but between this site and myspace, I don't know which one's worse !! Thanks to those who read "scouseaspen" Surgestions Welcome

Stuff About Me
What mental disorder do you have? Your Result: GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder) You can never seem to calm down and always feel anxious for unknown reasons. You tend to not be able to concentrate and have headaches or other anxiety symptoms.OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) Manic Depressive Paranoia ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder) What mental disorder do you have? What American accent do you have? Your Result: North Central "North Central" is wha

The Glass Staircase
The Glass Staircase! By Mathew F. Silva I look at the path before me that I am about to start on it seems to go on forever as I look up these massive but most beautiful of stairs made completely out of glass I fear it may break underneath me as I take my first step at first it seems as if though the glass is thick and strong and leads me to believe this path will be smooth and pain free. As I make my way up I start hearing a cracking and feel a sharp pain in my bare feet upon further inspection I see that the higher up I get the more brittle the glass gets and it starts to cut my feet an urge to turn back around tugs at me and this urge only gets stronger as I go higher the glass cutting my feet deeper and deeper with each step but I stay strong and continue on my path up this beautiful but fragile path. Upon reaching the half way mark of my journey the glass gives way and I fall through but at the last minute I catch my self with a single hand the glass digging into

Does Scrapper And Babyjesus "realycare About Its Members
YOU EITHER ARE FOR IT OR AGANST ME. I DO NOT CARE.I AM SICK AND TIRED OFF CHERRY TAP HEAD STAFF BABYJESUS AND SCRAPPER.THEY COULD CARE LESS WHAT THE MEMBERS HAVE TO SAY.THE MEMBERS MAKE THE SITE WHAT IT IS NOT THEM.WITHOUT THE MEMBERS CHERRYTAP WOULD BE NOTHING.THEY WILL NOT EVEN BOTHER TO "OPEN"A MESSAGE SENT IN BY MEMBERS.AND I FOR ONE HAVE PUT IN THE WISH LIST AND ALSO SENT BOTH OF THEM MESSAGES ABOUT PICTURE RIPPING.MY QUESTION TO THEM AND YOU IS."WHY SHOULD CHERRYTAP CONTROL OUR PHOTOS AND ALLOW ASS HOLES TO RIP THEM OFF FOR PERSONAL GAIN.IT WOULD BE A SIMPLE TASK TO ADD THE OPTION TO OUR SETTINGS LIKE THIER OTHER USSLESS SETTING OPTIONS THEYHAVE TO ADD A DROPDOWN LIKE THE OTHER SETTINGS HAVE AS "ALLOW PICTURE RIPPING"WITH A DROPDOWN "YES"OR"NO" IF YOU AGREE WITH ME REPOST THIS I FOUND OUT TODAY SCRAPPER IS THE BIGGEST ASSHOLE ON CHERRYTAP STAFF HE COULD CARE LESS WHAT THE MEMBERS HAVE TO SAY.HE BLOCKED ME TODAY FOR EXPRESSING MY PERSONAL OPINION TO HIM. Play Boy Bunny Rate

This Is True Ladies!
I cannot be more clear, and guys will agree with me girls!!! We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. _______________________________________________ Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. But not cockiness. _______________________________________________ Yeah, you can quote me. Push us down on the couch