mimi's blog: "I am going nutz!!!!"

I am writing this to let 5 of the most important girls in my life know I LOVE THEM!!!! Amanda, you are one of my best friends in the whole world! I miss you sooooooooooooo much!! To my 4 little Angels, I love y'all soooooo much!!!! I am sorry I am missing birthdays, halloween, thanksgiving, christmas, new years, easter!! I am going to miss all of Emmy's first!! Emmy, I wish I could have gotten to know you better!! You are one of the most beautiful babies in the world! Kimmy, do you remember when your mom was having Emmy? I stayed with you older 3 for a little while, and I tried to help you with your homework!! I promise I won't do that again! It just proved you are smarter than me! Tina, you remind me of myself, except you are a lot more beautiful than I could ever imagine! Just remember to watch your temper! Trust me it can get you in a lot of trouble!! Becca, My little princess!! You are so smart!! I was so impressed when you wrote me that letter! Thank all of you for being there for me when I thought I didnt have anyone!!!! I LOVE Y'ALL WITH ALL MY HEART!!! ~MIMI~

It has been over a month since I have got to hold my baby!! He is the love of my life, the person that taught me how to trust, love, and most of all, he taught me to be nice!! I get to go see him the 18, the day before his 23 birthday! I get to hold him for a little while, but then I have to leave him until december 4!! Why does life give you something great and then take it away from you? It's sooooooo wrong!!!! Anyways, I am tired! BYE!! ~mimi~