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About Me
Everyone who had read my blogs knows that I enjoy pain, it does things to me that even I don't understand all the time. To me it seems almost like a drug, a fix if you will. I never realize how bad I craved it until after another fix, when i feel so much better. My fixes come in all shapes and sizes. During the most depressed stages of my life I have been a cutter, when I did not want to mar my skin with scars anymore I turned to tattoos and piercings. Sex can help relieve that, especially good dirty raw sex, and with Drew I discovered that putting the piercings and sex together took me to a whole other level...lol. This last weekend I had play piercings done again (if you are looking for raw sex to go with it you will be disappointed). This time it was done by a very near and dear friend, Cyanide, she knew what she was doing. There were no sewing needles like you can buy at wal-mart, these were 22 (might be 24, i know thats small but we did not know what i could handle) gauge play

What's Goin' On?
hey y'all .....i live in texas and i'm new to this whole cherry thing....i'm engaged to a wonderful man. i'm bisexual so really i'm only lookin for cool people to kick it with and/or be friends with.... anyone interested? Would you makeout with me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already have :) Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] Hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! I look like.. [] A player [] a wife/husband [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser [] A stud [] fucking hot If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. ?? [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits [] Marry me [] Have sex What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lap

Notes For Story (maybe)
He turned the corner and spotted (insert name) trailing three of his female victims behind him. (Insert name) spotted (insert name) and smiled, the evil seemed to flow right off him. Unprepared to confront him right now, (insert name) turned around and headed back the way he came. Behind him, he could hear (insert name) laughing at him and say, "Come back when you grow up little witch. I'll be here playing with my toys." The sound of moans from the women followed him down the street for blocks. Story opens a month after character one moves there. He is still getting used to the town and the new enviroment. Character two's ex shows up unexpectedly and trouble follows. Time goes by relatively peacefully when main villain shows back up in town. Shortly thereafter several town businesses get burned down and the crops rot on the stalks and vines in local farms. Talk of witchcraft and satanism start to spread. Mayor starts gathering a following to run the coven out of town or wo

Fucking Myspace!!!
When I logged onto Myspace this morning I miss typed the URL www.myspac.com and it took me to adultfriendfinder.com........I thought they weren't supossed to do that with any URL's linked to childrens content what so ever? It appears your account has been phished. Please change your password. Phishing is when you think you are on one website, but were really redirected to a third party website that has the intention of stealing your login information. Whenever it looks like you were logged out of MySpace.com, please check the web address bar to make sure you are still on MySpace.com before entering your login information. If you are ever unsure, just type back in 'www.myspace.com' before entering in your login information. Thank you! MySpace.com this is what i sent in a message to the kids that run mycrap.com whn i canceled my account today 12/13/06 www.mycrap.com page got fished and now it looks like im sending bullitens for porn and other shit!

Poem
GOD SENT AN ANGEL DOWN FROM THE HEAVENS ABOVE WITH WINGS LIKE A DOVE SOWRING THROW THE SKY IN SERACH FOR A HEART TO MAKE HIS HOME HE LOOKED TOWRADS THE NORTH THE EAST AND WEST NO HEART HE DIDN'T FIND THERE HE STOOD CRING OUT THIS LONE ANGEL NEEDS A HOME TO REST HIS LOVE THEN I WALKED BY HIM HIS CLOTHS WAS TORN HIS HEART SHADERD HE LOOKED UP AT ME WITH A TEAR IN HIS EYE I BENT DOWN AND SAID WHY DO U CRY HE REPLYED I HAVE NO HOME THEN I FELT A TEAR FALL FROM MY EYE HE STOOD UP AND BRUSH THE TEAR FROM MY CHEEK AND SOFLY SAID DONT CRY FOR ME FOR I HAVE FOUND WHAT IAM LOOKING FOR I REPLYED WHAT DID U FIND HE SAID IN THE SOFTEST VOICE I FOUND MY HOME Graphics & Layouts I WROTE THIS WHEN HUBBY AND ME WAS HAVEN PROBLEMS BUT WHERE GOOD NOW =) A LONG GOODBYE by kelli j HERE I SIT WITH TEAR FILLED EYES WACHING U FLY AWAY BUT YET HERE IS SIT WATCHING NOT SAYING A WORD.BUT IN SIDE IAM SAY NO, PLZ, DONT GO, BUT ALL THE WHILE U ARE TELLING ME U LOVES ME.BUT HERE IAM PUSHING U AW

The Ultimate Experience
The Ultimate Experience... Low moans, like the wind, circle above in the thick air. Lips, feeling of down feathers, brush along form lines in the dark. Breath, tepid and sweet, create stirs in low lying valleys. Eyes closed, visualize the scene, in flashes of delicate gasps. Touches slowly dragged against soft, buttery flesh. Whispers of words cause tingles to heighten and descend. Tastes of salt cover silky entrances into the soul. Aromas of want and lust fill deep, immeasurable caverns. Bodies intertwined, resemble vines mounting a delicate lattice. Senses amplify along a path of abandonment. Appetites for passion increase, crushing silence and discretion. Steady rthym and intensity generate explosive undulations. -Nancy (10/06) Pounding wrecks my brain with thunderous pressure of ritual drums. Waves of gut wrenching nausea flow, resembling high tides. Sobs of pain take over my body and soul with persistence. You are gone... Visions of the past break throu

Time Is Almost Here...
I am too excited for words..hahahaha going to hang with my boy and meet up with a friend who I haven't seen since The Misfits days..ZOLI from Ignite!!! My friend slipped up so I guess I will be flying into Hollyweird for a day or 2 so my vacation is extened 2 days..my friend will be arriving in Tenn on monday afternoon I am soo excited I just got back from hanging with his guitarist at the Lacuna Coil show the band he's touring with is playing with them it was good times I hung out with Lacuna Coil a few yrs back at Shampoo at an afterparty with my boy Peter Steele after a Type O Show..good people even if they have that thick Italian accent hahahaha..so now we will wait on the one person I am looking fwd to if not oh well their loss like my friend said..thank god hes comming in from Cali to hang with me...then I might be heading to Cali in Jan for the Nam thing..no clue but hes endorsing something he fell in love with along with John5..def great people to have in your life and the best

Character Bio's For Possible Story
Mayor of the town and a staunch Christian that believes that witchcraft is a sin but currently tolerates the local coven as they do not seem to cause trouble, but he is just looking for an excuse to start up some local witch trials. A good man at heart, just prejudicial when it comes to religions. Local bartender and owner of a body shop, he used to be engaged to character four until they both cheated on each other despite having an open relationship. Generally a good guy, but like any guy has his flaws. Five foot seven and about one hundred and eighty pounds. The Elder of the Coven, she is old fashioned and believes in strict control of the coven and their use of Magik. She doesn't trust other "pagans" and "neo-pagans". She was the one that trained the main villain in his power and then discovered to her regret his selfish and even evil ways and declared him warlock (oathbreaker). Five foot two and one hundred and ninety pounds with long grey hair. Owns a black cat with a white

Shorty's Blog
i have blue eyes .. auburn hair.. im 4'11 .. im married to a wonderful man named steven and i love him so much and that will never change. i have 2 sisters no brothers. i love to sing and dance. my bestfriend is cheryl.. we do everything together. we stick together like peanutbutter and jelly. we do anything together. i love her so much. we have been friends for like ever. and i hope i wont ever loose this friendship we have togehter.. i love the internet and the phone. i love wal-mart.. my favorite food is chicken and stuff green peppers. my husband and i got married april 29th 2006 and we are so happy we got married.. we been together for almost 5 yrs. but only been married for not even a year yet. i have 2 nieces and 1 nephew. they meen the world to me. anyways that pretty much sums about me.. if u want to know more .. just ask.. thanks stephanie smith

What Shall We Become?
What shall we become? 12/06/08 Christine Carrigan Socially constructed ideas of perfection. The body becomes the master The heart and soal forgotten. How can our society forsake the true beauty? Manipulating our concepts into unrealistic ideals. Giving up our minds Allowing outside influences to shape who we are This world is going down the drain And there seems to be no outcry for change. What shall we become? Beauty in simplicity and purity. The virtue of quality excels to others in quantity. Beauty is hidden deep within the heart. How can our eyes see into the soul? The mind is where we find our new strength Looking on the outside will no longer suffice. The deeper you look the more you see Try to understand me. Who shall you become?

Appoligy
Sorry for all u i have either neglected in sending comments to or just have 4gotten but i will do better....But if u want to stay on the good side of Santa Tongue maybe u should also send...i do not neglect those who send...and for the ones who i have and for everyone else i will be adding 30 skins to my page for u to choose from...if u need assistance feel free to ask me....ooh doo not get the skins till after 6am they will all be done then..i will be changeing color the color on them as well but at a later date......SO U ALL I APPOLIGIZE AND I WILL DO BETTER... HAVE A MERRY CHRISTMAS.... THANKS JOHN....... Sorry for all u i have either neglected in sending comments to or just have 4gotten but i will do better....But if u want to stay on the good side of Santa Tongue maybe u should also send...i do not neglect those who send...and for the ones who i have and for everyone else i will be adding 30 skins to my page for u to choose from...if u need assistance feel free to ask me....ooh

Check It Out..
BE SURE TO TUNE IN AND GET A SNEAK PREVIEW! Making that journey to Oklahoma to say my final goodbyes to Grandma. It isn't going to be easy. Thank you so much to all of you who have left your kind thoughts and words. It has meant VERY much to me! I will not be back in Texas until Wednesday evening so I will try to see ya'll then! Until then leave me comments and messages if you wish! Hugs, Stefani I am so sad to announce that my Grandmother passed away this afternoon! She was a great lady and she will be missed soooooooo much! She was the only Grandmother I ever knew and she was the best! She was 90 and she had been going downhill very fast since Xmas. That woman had been through sooooo much in her life. She was a farmer, a mother, a Grandmother , a Great Grandmother and recently a Great Great Grandmother! She was also an EXCELLENT cook, always had been and loved to make people smile with her cooking. There wasn't anything she wouldn't do for her family or her friends. I hadn't se

My Friend
AS MOST OF YOU KNOW MY REALLY GOOD CLOSE FRIEND WAS IN A BAD WRECK ON TUESDAY. SHE IS SO FREAKING LUCKY TO BE ABLE TO WALK. SHE WAS DRIVING DOWN OLD MT. STERLING ROAD HERE IN WINCHESTER...AND WELL, SHE LOST CONTROL OF HER VEHICLE AND FLIPED IT A FEW TIMES IN A DITCH AND HIT A PHONE POLE....WELL THE PHONE POLE BROKE IN HALF AND LANDED ON TOP OF THE TRUCK.. I HAVE PICTURES AND I WILL LEAVE THE LINK AT THE BOTTOM OF THIS BLOG... SHE CAME OUT WITH A BROKEN BACK, BROKEN TOE, AND LOTS OF SCRATCHES, AND BRUISES... HER BACK IS FIXABLE.. SHE CAN WALK, SHE JUST HAS A BACK BRACE ON THAT KEEPS HER BACK STRAIGHT..SHE WASNT WEARING A SEAT BELT.. BUT I HONESTLY THINK IF SHE WAS IT WOULD HAVE HURT HER MORE THEN WHAT SHE HAD BEEN HURT. I JUST THANK GOD THAT I DIDNT LOOSE SUCH A CLOSE FRIEND. *THANK YOU GOD!* http://i69.photobucket.com/albums/i45/2000hottie/wreck6.jpg http://i69.photobucket.com/albums/i45/2000hottie/wreck5.jpg http://i69.photobucket.com/albums/i45/2000hottie/wreck4.jpg h

Pissed Off Ranting
Part of the smoking ban in ohio will fine the person caught smoking in their own car for every non-smoker in the car when they get pulled over! Now this part is completely retarded! This is basically giving the police a "blank check" to pull over anyone they want for nothing more than to see if anyone in the car is smoking! This isn't the only bad part, they want it furthered to include your house as well! As of 12:00am on December, 7 2006 Ohio offically became a smoke-free state. Being in that no public buildings (exceptions for smoke shops, cigar lounges, nursing homes, VFW's and private clubs)could allow smoking within 50 feet of the main entrance. I for one smoke and feel as though my rights have been violated upon. First off, I for one have no problem going outside for a cigarette. I have to at home, work, etc. But when I'm OUTSIDE, I shouldn't be told where I have to smoke! I'm already OUTSIDE, what more do you want? Me to stop smoking all together? Sorry all

Ranting On
this part here was copied from a person who left it as a bulletin and it really ticked me off. my responce is alittle lower. "i got this from dear abby and thought some of my friends should read this. for some it is too late but either way here you are. ARE YOU READY FOR PARENTHOOD? (1) Can you support the child financially? Children are expensive. I always urge people to complete their education and delay parenthood until they are self-supporting, in case they should find themselves in the role of sole provider. (2) Can you support the child emotionally? Babies are cute, but they are also completely helpless and emotionally needy. While some young women say they want a baby so they'll have someone to love them, the reality is it's the parent's responsibility to love and sacrifice for the child. In plain English, this means the end of a normal teenage social life because babies are extremely time-consuming. (3) Are you prepared to be a consistent parent? Children lea

Todays Fun
Well today I went out and had some more fun in my truck and this time I was able to take some pics and a couple of video's. I have on video in my stash and pics have been posted in my gallery. Come check them out and please don't forget to rate them. Hope everyone is having fun cause I know I have been. Please when you get a chance go to this website and vote on my poem Thank You http://www.poetry.com/voteforme/poemvote1.asp?PID=4762667

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com can yall vote on it and help me get points for leveling?

**my Blogs**
Oliver Wendell Holmes called it "The Hub of the Universe." It has also been deemed "The Athens of America." To many it is known as "Beantown." Whatever name you choose, Boston is a unique city that has played a major role in the American experience. Boston is a city of history, of neighborhoods, of education. Our nation's oldest major city, Boston is a city of industry and finance, and a city of firsts. Boston is the city where we "pahk the caah" and love our "chowdah." World famous for its medical centers, Boston is also a city of seasons, where every spring is a time of hope eternal for the beloved Red Sox, until reality sets in with the chill of autumn and the call becomes "wait until next year." The streets of this old city are winding and narrow, and many of them are one-way, which adds to the charm of the city. It also makes driving in Boston a memorable experience. If you miss a turn and plan to circle the block to get back, you may see why it is rumored that the express

Need Help
Ok try as I might I still can't get the background skin to come out right.I did find a place that you can rip a skin and did that good. I want a Christmas background.How do you get the different pics on the background? I would like some different Christmas pics to make up background.Now if some brave soul decides to help me plz remember you have to tell me every little step and to speak clearly..LOL..

Orgasms
ok so i am a guy who gets turned on by a woman having an orgasm on me. i cannot get off if i don't have that happen,which is rare but happens; so my favorite is to give a woman oral and please her twice before i even begin intercourse. Should i change if i have a girl who doesn't like oral for some odd reason?

Just Some Ravings Fae The Scotsman
WHAT WE DONT SEE ON THE NEWS. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Here's one that will make you blink.... A Simple Thank You A very touching story! Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After wed boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, whod been invited to sit in First Class (and was seated across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No,he responded. Heading out?I asked. No. Im escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq . Im taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didnt know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldiers family and felt as if he did know them after so many conversations i

Wierd Al Music Videos
1st click this button then click the "Join no-minimum.com" button, join and you will be given a link once you are a free member and promote your link on cherry tap free! I Love Rocky Road Spy Hard Money For Nothing : Beverly Hillbillies White & Nerdy Hey Ricky

Keepin It Real Oi Oi
lets see i just made this thing and i have no idea what any of this stuff means, what are these cherry bucks for what is this points to go stuff and where might i ask are all the bangin ass women i hope this isnt some myspace kiddie chat where i cant use the f word freely anyways check out my profile and my boy jerms as well hes on my friend list . pretty much yea you should show us some love cuz were pretty much the shit anyways im off to figure this thing out. Duce Duce Blake Austen

Christopher Titus
HEREfS A WEIRD ONE, THE AIR FORCE HAS BEEN CHARGED WITH USING JESUS CHRIST AS A MARKETING TOOL. WHO DO THEY THINK THEY ARE? THE VATICAN? THIS IS SUCH A CRAP LAWSUIT! JESUS WAS A GREAT MAN AND IF YOUfRE STUPID ENOUGH TO JOIN THE AIR FORCE BECAUSE SOME BOX-JAWED YAHOO TOLD YOU JESUS WANTED YOU TO GO FORTH AND DROP BOMBS ON YOUR FELLOW MAN, THEN YOU PICK UP A THING CALLED A BIBLE AND PUT ON A PROTECTIVE HELMET. JESUS HEALED THE SICK, WALKED ON WATER, HE NEVER SAID, gTAKE MY CHILDREN UNTO YOUR LANDS, BRAVO, TANGO, ONE FOUR, WEfVE GOT BOGEYS AT 1 OfCLOCK. THEY HAVE FORSAKEN ME, FIRE!h BEFORE YOU BELIEVE IN JESUS, YOU SHOULD DO A LITTLE RESEARCH ON THE MAN. ATLEAST GET THE BIBLE CLIFFNOTES. YOU DONfT NEED TO LOOK AT YOUR gWHAT WOULD JESUS DOh BRACELET. IfM PRETTY SURE JESUS WOULDNfT JOIN THE AIR FORCE BECAUSE THE NAVY SEALS ARE WAY COOLER! THAT MIGHT BE A COOL TOY! THE gCOVERT ACTION JESUS; WITH KUNG-FU GRIP!h ORDER NOW! THE WAY THINGS ARE GOING IN THE WORLD, VERY SOON, YOUfLL

Brrrrrrr
Miss ya much Real life sux might be back maybe not,ill play it by ear and yes EX's suck lol. Loves ya all!!!!! :) I hate the winter cause if the cold,wierd hey cause i love to snowboard and i love snowflakes i just hate the cold. :P

Nsfw
The sexual nature of this may be too much for conservative minds to handle !!! We meet at the door. I kiss you and you are sweet. the gentle softness of your skin is so enticing. I hold you in our heated embrace. My heart races at the thoughts of those things I want to do to you. I am carried away on thoughts of your naked body next to mine. Of fondling your breast and sucking the nipple. Of using my tongue in circles around the nipples. Of nibbling your ears and neck. Of slow kisses that lead me on down. Of the pleasure I will feel as I circle you pussy with my firm tongue.. As I flick it hard against your clit... as I feel your g spot with my finger. Working slowly at first and then faster as I see you respond.. How I love the look of ecstasy as it comes of your face... I lick harder and faster to bring you there... I know your getting there because you begin to grind into my face... I love it yes baby use me... you push my face into it harder and I am thrilled with knowing yo

The Love Of My Life, Princess
I thought I knew you…And now I wish I'd known betterThen to trust so quickly and completely without question…Someone so unknown and newBut since you’re hidden transgressions have risen to the surface…I’ve found myself better off with you out of my sightBecause of you're lies saturating everything we shared...From what we've meant to each other, to all that we've been through togetherBut thats all tainted now with So now that I’ve opened my eyes a little wider, and understand so much more…I can see right through the deceptive facade you projectI don’t know why it took me so long...So long to recognize and expose every color of every lieBut now that I’ve seen them…I won't waste another second so down and out while I cryBecause you’re just not worth all I gave you credit forAnd I can’t believe I fell for you’re lineI always tried to be there for you...Till my heart was black and blueBut I won’t make t

Random Stuff
Recipe for great Christmas Spirit: 1- Bizarre man who thinks he's too sexy for his mullet 2- Lesbian porn actresses who think they can sing 3- A Christmas Song! 4- Midgets! (Anun? lol Kaleyyyy!! ) 5- A horny pervert who thought the idea of a video would be great!lol The result you can see for yourself here (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fqtQwqy4bBw) AAAAAAAAAAAND wait! There's more! LOL If you don't think that's enough of lovelly Gunther and the Sunshine Girls, check out the even BETTER and MORE bizarre (bizarer?lol) video "Ding Ding Dong" - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PTvTLvkiAbI (which goes a little something like this: "Ooooh you touched my tra la la.... Ooooh my ding ding dong) PS- I NEED to learn those freaking dance moves!lol

Poems
You danced your way into my heart Igniting a passion deep within my soul It burning deep and everlasting While we dance the night away We become something more Always drying my tears and making my worries fade However now you are causing them But i am running away Leaving behind my heels and memories from that night For i can run faster without them All i have left is the thorns of your rose In my bleeding heart he makes me happy when I talk to him on the phone or computer He is all I want and all I need He made me relize what life really is hes all i think about hes all i want to see he needs to come home soon so we can be together the day he does come home when I see him i hope he hugs me and kisses me hes all i want hes all i need he makes me feel like my lifes complete but does he feel the same? Hes gonna have to let me kno!!! I want you to come home I dont want to have to talk to you just on the phone It seems so long but I

Damn! People...
People can get along, or they can't get along. We can tolerate someone we really dislike and still sit in the same room with them despite the fact that we want to choke the ever-living shit out of them with our bare hands. That's called maturity - being adult, and it reflects self-control. As individuals with different thoughts, tastes, opinions and ideas, we should realize that no matter what we do or what we say, there will ALWAYS be someone who disagrees with some aspect of who we are or what we represent. To that, I say "fine." Either you like me or you don't. If you hate me, but you are able to sit and carry on a mature, intelligent, adult conversation with me then, great. I will show you the same respect that I am shown. I can get along with anyone until I am crossed. We need to remember that everyone is entitled to form their own opinion of us and have their own idea of us even if those opinions and ideas are incorrect and unjust. Why worry about or waste your time wit

Why Do I Listen To Friends
Thanks for getting me to join yet again to something else that takes me away from everything I should be doing. I will get revenge! I only posted this to see if I get cherry points. This whole point thing is gonna piss me off. It's almost like being in highschool

Hey All ....
Just saying hi tring to figure out .... what is going ...with my little peace of cyber space ... should really invest into some broadband... that might help out .. O well guess I stuck in the stoneages for a while .... hope everyone is having a great day ... peace out The Dork.... This is just my blog saying ... HI ALL .... and was just tell you about myself .... I am to old to be doing this do young to care ... .if you really want to know .. guess I might tell you ... also I work a job .. that I am good at but I don't really like but it will pay the bills .... and well that is really a good thing ..... I guess ... but O well let me see what else I like sports and ...... t.v. and movies ... and well just about anything .... try me out ... I will just about talk about anything ... so let me ... know what you want to talk about ... let me see if there is anything else you want to know .. just let me know .. type later and have fun.... peace ... This is just my blog saying ... HI ALL ..

People
People are strange creatures. The human kind is made to live in groups. But sometimes we forget we are individuals. As a matter of fact, when it comes to it, we are alone. Everybody has the task to take care of him- or herself and to grow in life, learn their lessons and find their true self. But what I see is a big blur of people and it's like there is no you, me, him or her, only us and them. And that is where the unnecessary hurting starts, because if you and me are really one person, you can easily hurt me. And because you are hurting me, you hurt yourself. Do you see my point? Of course, we all get hurt sometimes, but that's part of life. It makes us grow to become a whole person. I see it this way: we all have our own world that we've created in our lifes, with our own feelings, emotions, memories, believes and convictions. My world ends where yours begins and we share a lot, but not all. Because my world is mine and yours is yours. Now, when someone is saying something to me

Sex Stories...
The Breeding Of Jay. I am Jay, James' wife and as you know I had a child by a black lover and James was extremely understanding. Well I thought I would tell you of events from there so you could get a woman's perspective on things. I had the child early in the year and it was a wonderful feeling having a child. I had decided to breast feed him keeping my milk not taking the pills to remove it. I loved breast feeding it was a sensual experience and very satisfying having a child suckle at my breasts. James enjoyed the pleasure of a child in the house, having wanted to have a big family, he was an only child, and we threw ourselves into the early care and upbringing of an infant. During the months, as I fed through the night and day, my breasts large and swollen with milk we would talk about having further family. I was 34 and Jay 59 so he was anxious to have them soon. He said we should have another black child so that it kept things nice and there

Canada
hey peeps.. just wanted to say that canada is the shit and if bush dont stop his..we're gonna burn his whitehouse down again...LOL FUCK BUSH.. i love americans but i wanna take a tomahawk to bushes scalp and make a necklace with his ears! PEACE from the peaceful during wartimes country ... CANADA. ..word to iraq and there rebellion. p.s. and dont forget...FUCK BUSH! if theres one thing in this world that i truely love...(other than pot) its graffiti. imma get some vids together and post them so yall can check this shiz out ... like a vid of 10 taggers bombing the subway then fighting the transit cops on the way out! lol u'll love this shit if u like 2 rite ! peace. yoyo .. just wanted to say to ANYONE who reads this ...take 10 minutes out of yer day and devote it to watching this vid.. my fav. rappers in action . Trying to promote this as much as i can, it'll give u an insight to how hiphop should be..vicious and direct. http://youtube.com/watch?v=t6AwmDDdGm8 http://youtube.com

Tequila Christmas Cake
You know i have been thinking .... guys this might offend you in some way i am sorry just ranting .... why is it the first time u meet a guy and omg they are like the perfect person in every way sweet caring and everything but after they get what they want boom just like that they change ... they try to hide it and cover it up ... guess what boys i see through it .. so yeah if u r just wanting me for viewing pleasure get the fuck out of my life i dont need it .... for the other who are wanting to know me and wanting to love me for me hell yeah u r more than welcome....ooo another one ... a guy meets u and think u r great and beautifuland then they find another piece of ass like 10 times better and then they have nothing to do wit you.... maybe i am just like thinking about stuff that dosent happen but i am sorry i cant help but wonder when a guy tells u they love u just dont turn around and have another chick on the side sayin the same things to..... for the boys out there be a fucking

Hello All
Food for thought...... You Took My Parking Space at Church One day, a man went to visit a church, He got there early, parked his car and got out. Another car pulled up near the driver got out and said, " I always park there! You took my place!" The visitor went inside for Sunday School, found an empty seat and sat down. A young lady from the church approached him and stated, "That's my seat! You took my place!" The visitor was somewhat distressed by this rude welcome, but said nothing. After Sunday School, the visitor went into the sanctuary and sat down. Another mem ber walked up to him and said, " That's where I always sit! You took my place!" The visitor was even more troubled by this treatment, but still He said nothing. Later as the congregation was praying for Christ to dwell among them, the visitor stood up, and his appearance began to change. Horrible scars became visible on his hands and on his sandaled feet. Someone from the congr

Im The Real Toni!!!!
OK SO I GUESS SOME GIRL MADE A FAKE PROFILE USING MY PIX FROM MY MYSPACE AN FOR THE PEOPLE THAT THINK THIS ACCOUNT IS A FAKE MY MYSPACE LINK IS http://www.myspace.com/tonibella143 SO GO AN TAKE A LOOK...AN FOR THE GIRL THAT TOOK MY PIX I WANTED TO LET U KNO THAT U ARE A FUCKIN LOSER U WILL NEVER BE ME SO STOP TRYING...AN I SUGGEST U DELETE YOUR ACCOUNT!!!

Love Drinks
Chocolate Kiss Ingredients: 1/2 ounce Creme de Cacao 1/2 ounce Frangelico liqueur 1/2 ounce vodka 6 ounces vanilla ice cream Preparations: Combine liquor with 2 scoops of vanilla ice cream, blend with ice and garnish with chocolate sprinkles. Makes 1 Love Drink. Passionate Kiss Ingredients: 1 oz. Southern Comfort 1 oz. peach schnapps 1 oz. raspberry liqueur Pineapple juice Preparations: Add first three ingredients. Fill remainder of glass with pineapple juice. Serve over ice in a highball glass. Makes 1 Love Drink.

Writings And Ramblings
Generally I don't write disclaimers but Ive got a lot of flack oer this piece Just for the record I don't hate cops I don't look down on them I Don't generally have a problem with them. That said tell me what ya think Cops... It's always the cops that give me problems they think they know so much. But they're wrong it's us that know its the government that knows. Not the president and his stuff-shirt aristocratic colleagues. They sit and play with their little papers moving them from plae to place content to remain puppets, as long as it means they don't have to hear about or deal with whats really going on. They don't want to get their hands dirty you know...in the affairs of their country... their country yeah ...right... thats a laugh! They havn't been running this country or any other since at least the 1950's maybe even farther back then that. Oh well. Wonder whats taking that damn cop so long...cops are so stupid! I mean not that it's their fault poor bastards but at least

Angelbby
HI all you wonderful Kind folks Just wanted to leave you a note to let you know im going to be away for a while im having back surgery on dec 12 and i wont get to be here alot .Please know if you leave me a message i will respond as soon as i possibly can, and I hope you all have a wonderful holiday season and may the new year bring you every wish and dream you hold, please take care and talk to you soon....Angel :)

Patti's Thoughts
well christmas is over and a new year is appon us i hope every one will have a great new year a fresh start for all me especially i i had a rough year this year so i really hope next year will be better. well todays been real got some new pics that i put in a album but well one was missing so as soon as i can i will finish it.getting back in to being single is a trip started doing the things have aleays enjoyed all except my personal life but that will come with time . if yall get a chance check out my tats i plan on getting at least 3 more and redoing my piercings and getting a couple more of them too. when i get them i will post pics hi, well i just ended a 3 year relationship my si-n- law thought i might enjoy this sight so here i am i'm not real good with writting this stuff, but here goes nothing. it will take me a little bit but i hope i can get back to who i was before this relationship. a little wild and full of life

Stitches
Some background - at work I am a parts driver for a big car dealer (Honda, Volvo, Infiniti), delivering parts to their wholesale accounts (other shops). Last Tue at work, the mexican over at Honda had a frame rail laying across some hoods and panels. I needed to get to a couple of those panels, so asked Julio to move the frame rail. He does move the frame rail, and puts it on the ground. As I'm pulling one of those panels out, I hit that frame rail with the inside of my right ankle. A couple mins later I look down, and see my sock is red, so I pull my sock to the side, to see a deep cut. I instantly knew this would need stitches, and let my boss know. He sent me with one of the other drivers over to the hospital, to get it checked out, and they too said it would need stitches. Six stitches actually. After they were done sewing me up, they said I could not drive, at least until the stitches come out. So I had it arranged at work that one of the other drivers who lives somewhat clo

Thanks To All My Friends
I just wanted to say thanks you to all my friends that vote and commented for me in the chest contest well good news is i won and i would have not been able to do it with out all of you Thank you Tammy

Nothing Like Being Told!
A man and a woman who have never met before find themselves in the same sleeping carriage of a train. After the initial embarrassment they both go to sleep, the woman on the top bunk, the man on the lower. In the middle of the night the woman leans over, wakes the man and says, "I''m sorry to bother you, but I''m awfully cold and I was wondering if you could possibly get me another blanket." The man leans out and, with a glint in his eye, says, "I''ve got a better idea... just for tonight, let''s pretend we''re married." The woman thinks for a moment. "Why not," she giggles. "Great," he replies, "Get your own damn blanket!"

Colossal Insight....
ROOTY TOOTS MANUVA AKA RODNEY SMITH,LONDON OWNS BIG DAD RECORDS Collosal Insight {Collosal, man} Invites the soul {Inviting of the soapbox} Sturdy after good food {More sturdy} Collosal Insight {Collosal!} Invites the soul {Inviting thy soul} Sturdy after good food [Verse 1] Gracious Lord, my mega oh mighty! I know I been slightly, out your path Feelin' the cold draft,of the bleek winter Splinters in my soul, I'm out of control and I know, that I should cut down this drinkin' Too many late nights and, wayward thinkin' Compellin' a man to plan to shennanigans The boy in me out and I got to be the man again 'cause I didn't rhyme to get me rich but I'm a scally, two two's you'll find I switch Hurt and pain made me, nothin' came to save me I walk with disaster, prefer to be plastered 'times my master don't ask me for jack turd all I owns is my balls and my word No-body heard'a me, 'cause I'm a new man I got this new plan, to get these new grams [Chorus] [

Butterflies!
In time you will find that to be happy with someone else, you first need to not need that person, you will find also that the person you love, or think you love, who doesn't want to have anything to do with you, is not the person for your life. You will learn to like yourself, to take care of yourself, principally to like who likes you. The secret is not to chase after butterflies; it's to take care of the garden so that they come to you. In the end, you will find not who you were looking for, but who was looking for you. I love just who likes me!!!

My Life
So..like today i was asked out (to be someone's girlfriend) and i kinda blew him off ;/ but gosh he is not really my type...well i just said ahh i have to think about it :( i didn't wanna hurt his feelings!! im just nice like that Another Poem I Wrote I've been drowning for quite a long while, Bringing out my feelings was never quite my style. When is too much ever enough, Don't tell me to hold on when things get rough. How can you tell me how I feel when you really don't know, The truth you continuously hide and can never show. Block everything out and let my feelings I have go? Or fall into the forsaken water and just flow? Trying to surface something that's already dead, Be careless to anything you've felt or ever said. Tired of being the fool you portray me to be, It will all be too late, the day you decide to see. A Poem I Wrote Don't tell me you love me or how you feel, Deep down inside I know you're not being real. All the th

I Thought I Had Friends On Here
Redneck Logic Two rednecks decided that they weren't going anywhere in life and thought they should go to college to get ahead. The first went in to see the counselor, who told him to take math, history, and logic. "What's logic?" the first redneck asked. The professor answered, "Let me give you an example. Do you own a weed eater?" "I sure do." "Then I can assume, using logic, that you have a yard," replied the professor. "That's real good!" said the redneck. The professor continued, "Logic will also tell me that since you have a yard, you also own a house." Impressed, the redneck said, "Amazing!" "And since you own a house, logic dictates that you have a wife." "That's Betty Mae! This is incredible!" The redneck was catching on. "Finally, since you have a wife, logically I can assume that you are heterosexual," said the professor. "You're absolutely right! Why that's the most fascinatin' thing I ever heard! I cain't wait to take that logic clas

The Cold Winter Night
Version 1 The Cold Winter Night As I stood starring out the cabin’s large, delicate picture window, the snow began to fall. It looked like the angels had torn open pillows and began lightly sprinkling the pure, white down filler across the landscape. I stood watching the delicate ballet while sipping on a warm, delicious cup of coffee. I continued to watch the soft, white, tiny flakes dance across the green valley floor. As each minute passes, the frequency of the tiny, white dancers begins to increase. Each blade of grass slowly becomes covered by a delicate, white blanket. I cannot seem to take my eyes away from the delightful event happening right outside my window. I watch as the valley floor is slowly engulfed by a beautiful invader. I pause only for a moment to refill my cup. I return to see even more of the pure, white, cotton-like blanket covering the ground. While gazing upon the spectatical, I also keep a watchful eye upon my watch. The tim

1st. Blog
i have akc. boxers pups for sale. a person contacted me through an att opperator. he is interested in a brindle male. he has been e-mailing me since the phone contact and is sending money order for payment via ups. i am to take out my money and wire the remaining to a company that will pick-up the pup and deliver itto him. does anyone out there have any idea how i can verify the money oder is real? i don't want to be a victom of fraud. good night and happy sleeping to all. THERE ARE ONLY 2 DAYS LEFT AND I'LL STOP PESTERING EVERYONE. COME ONE COME ALL, RATE AND COMMENT BOMB ME. PERDY-PLEASE WITH WHIPCREAM AND CHERRIES ON TOP? HERE IS MY PHOTO LINK: HAVE A GREAT DAY EVERYONE AND LOTTSA HUGS, SANDRA

Naughty Or Nice?
You know Christmas is around the corner and Santa has a list of all the naughty, and nice things you've done this year. But I don't! I want to know what is the wildest, sexiest, naughtiest thing, or things you have done this year? The naughtiest entry will win a gift. Courtesy of me.. Have fun.

Thank You!!!!!!
I'd like to say thinks to everyone that accepted me as a friend and for all the luv and comments/messages i been recieving. I'd like to thank each one of you individualy but due to the lack of time, i have to say it this way. I will no doubt get to you in due time. Thats my word. I hope you all understand. Much luv and happiness from WIZDOM DA FANTOM!!!!!!!!!!

Sex Iq
Scorpio You are very dominant in bed, and you like to control your relationship in general. You are so intense in the sack that none of your partners will ever forget you. You are an amazing lover, because you like to have an equal amount of give and take. Sex matches: Cancer, Capricorn, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You have a sexual IQ of 156 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Life...such As It Is...welcome To It
Well...im still kinda new to this but im learning. I have blogs and such on myspace and yahoo 360, so i should be used to this by now. not much going on in my life...well sorta. work is a bitch...but that's to be expected. if it was easy, it wouldn't be called work. my love life is looking up...finally. i have met a wonderful guy. the only problem is he lives 2 1/2 hours away from me so i dont get to see him as often as i would like, but we do talk on the phone every night. gotta love free nights and weekends on the cell plan...hehe. i was in columbus to visit him last weekend and im going down there again the weekend of new years. we are supposed to go out but i dont know what's going on quite yet. thats about it...nothing special. just my boring existence...oh well. can't all be hearts and flowers all the time. more later when i think of something to write about Things haven't been going so well lately. Work still sucks, but that's to be expected. I have so much on

The Fast Draw
Fast draw champ Blinn goes out with a bang By Sarah Junkin The Eagle Though she captured her sport’s top two titles this year, fast draw fans won’t get to see Bearspaw’s Alanna Blinn compete again for at least a couple of years. Blinn, 20, who won the Canadian World Championships in Cochrane Sept. 3-5, and the National World Fast Draw Championships in Cripple Creek, Colorado Oct. 1-2, said she’s decided to take a break to concentrate on her studies. “I’m taking two years off because I’m in the cinema, stage, radio and television program at SAIT (Southern Alberta Institute of Technology),” she said. “We’ll see where life heads, but I couldn’t be focussed enough if I was trying to do it all.” Blinn beat out 90 top shooters at the National Worlds to win the title she’s held at least three other times before. “I’ve won it before but it’s really hard to keep it because it’s the main one that everyone wants so there’s a lot trying to take it away from me,” she said. Blinn’s fast dra

Truly!
Can anyone explain the 5 steps? Is there a place where one can go, where there wont be hurt n pain. A place to go where trust and truth live freely. Where kindness is a norm and not an exception? Where people care and want to help and not harm, hurt or maim. There are times when you feel pain so intense that you cannot breathe, when it seems blinding, endless and useless. Tears fall freely and they are of joy and not of hurt and pain. Love is a norm and given and taken freely and warmly. To find arms that will hold you in sharing happiness and not abuse and violence. Finding that place where life means something of value and not to be discarded as thrown trash. Respect is a given and not an exception, gradification is for all and not a select few who deem themselves more worthy. Such a place might never exisist, but one day find a small piece of it to call their own. Tom had been in the liquor business for 25 years. Finally, sick of the Stress, he quit his job and bought 50 acres of

Friends
If any one reads this blog please add me as a friend im new in cherry tap and im in dessperate need of friends and im not sure how this all works. So who ever is reading this please add me and explain to how this all works.

Machine Parts
Another sad song at end times cabaret, Listen in, the singer is all blue words, the band down beat but not a missed note my friends, not a one. The bartender is all cheap drinks, for your sad words, and last call is hours away. Have a seat, it is all on me, light a smoke in the dim atmosphere, it's not sorrow, it just seems like that in here, listen to the song. Sure things don't add up, sure things go away, they hurt - they heal, grab some of the air, let it go, we are all wounded but not for long, patrons come and go, much like you. The owners stay and stay. Still living. tell me I am in love, tell me this is what it feels like, miss you when gone, want you gone when you are here too long. It feels like romantic schizophrenia. I love having someone in my life, as long as it is always, always on my own terms. madness, I know, but my own.

Looking For Fun
just what are we looking for in life. Are we here just to be rated or looking for new friends maybe someone to feel that dark hole in our life.We are being judged by who we are what we look like what we do for a living. I have been on here for awhile and i have made a few good friends and i have those that just want to be rated and one or two that toutch my heart. But i will tell you what i'm about i'm here to meet new friends to chat with and maybe that person that will make me hole but beening rated and that is just extras. I love making new friends and love hearing what it is like in there world. So what are you all looking for on here. Stop and think about it. I do not judge people i'm open minded about all things and i enjoy freinds. So stop by and maybe we can become friends and get to know each other. what is wrong with me i just can not find happeness i have looked and looked for this and i'm unable to be happy. i have tryed to make new friends because most of the ones on my li

My Opinion
Love is an illusion that helps us with our pathetic little lives. Dreams only come true for those who will never be totally satisfied. all these obstacles in life we have to jump over to feel the love you talk about just to sit alone in the end to suffer the hurt of loneliness once more. love no one like you love yourself family and friends they will always be there for you in the end. passion is a flavor in life that you can find in any one if you try to . Theres some one for everyone I mean come on all the over populated areas lol What’s up to all. What the hell is up with all the bull shit about politics and religion. My thoughts on it are why are we in everyone else’s business. If you want to believe in god that’s your choice if you don’t that is also your choice. For all you holy rollers out there I do believe in god. But where your messing up with today’s younger generation your forcing your beliefs on every one. That tends to push us away. For all you non believers you don’

Shadowlands
*laughs until she hurts* OKAY. My friend, who is slightly of kilter much like me, just asked me a very interesting question. Please, if you have an answer, leave it in a comment. If a pair of Siamese twins is making out, is it incest or self-gratification? I stare at nothing Barely blinking Waiting For the waves Of Pain and Self-hatred Loneliness and Desperation To pass away Or me from it I pray To anything listening Just take me Just let this end Just close this Open ended Never-ending Ache just had to throw this up to see. new and im thrilled with the results. let me know what you think.

Everything Else
Ok, ok... I added a pic of me. Look in my pics...thats the only one I could find..sorry its not that great. So I recently became a 9. Please help me in my quest to be a 10. That is my ultimate goal, I prolly wont ask for help after that point. Im hanging out with my wang out... rocking out with my cock out... are you jammin out with your clam out? haha, I love those sayings...make me giggle a little everytime I hear them...do you know any more?

Back From My Photoshhot
I got lots of good stuff done this week. Kinda tired but wanted to stop in and tell u had a good trip to my friend belles house. you can check out my two updates this week http://www.southern-charms4.com/lorie I got some good gurdle, pantyhose,sexy maide, watch me tanning and getting off.lots of sexy tight dresses to nothing at all.smooches.. Lorie

Random Thoughts
1. I really want to lose my virginity 2. I'm f^cking bored as hell 3. I haven't given a BJ in like...9 months 4. I DO NOT LIKE SUPER OLD GUYS! Sorry! I'm fuckin 17 yrs old and I would prefer NOT to get hit on by a fuckin 50yr old guy.....thanks.... 5. I feel like dancing in my underwear....

I Believe...
I believe that - Sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel. I believe that - Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. I believe that - We don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe that - No matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe that - True friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe that - You can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe that - It's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe that - You should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe that - you can keep going long after you think you

Drug Testing
Okay. I got a DUI last April. Big deal, but yet not. I had to do the D.I.P. (Driver Intervention Program) and spend 3 days in an ex-juvenile detention center home thingy. Upon entering, you must take a drug test. I failed for weed. The last time I smoked weed before that day was March 10th---I went to D.I.P. on the weekend of July 4th. I was baffled--needless to say irrate, because I was referred on for an "in depth assessment" at the local counseling agency. (By the way, that last time I smoked weed before that was the summer of '05) I just finished my second and last appointment for this "in depth assessment" shit, and had to take another drug test. I nearly failed. The result was "faint" for passing. They said that means that I am "on the cusp for quitting smoking weed." What the hell does that mean, and since I haven't touched a bowl or joint or anything since March 2006, how the HELL did I nearly fail the 2nd and actually fail the first?!! They said nothing but T

Politics And Our Country
Recently the Bush Administration cut the fiscal 2006 deficit estimate from US$400 billion down to US$296 billion. Between this optimistic deficit projection and other statistics suggesting the high-powered monetary base has leveled out, analysts are sighing in relief. Frankly, the deficit figures are all lies. The long-term future is not favorable, it's a looming disaster. Like an iceberg with only a piece of visible ice protruding above the sea, published deficits are nothing compared to the submerged mountain on which they sit. Assuming you're determined to survive financially, you need to understand how this lie is covered up. The fraud is perpetrated through accounting trickery. In accounting there are two methods to keep books: on the cash basis or accrual basis. You use the cash basis to balance your checkbook. You add up all the deposits to your account and subtract all the written checks. Deposit US$50,000 in your account in one year and write US$49,000 worth of check

!~christmas Without You~!
!~CHRISTMAS WITHOUT MY LOVED ONES~! This will be a hard Christmas this year. One without Todd and my uncle and many more is such a tragic occurance!! But I guess it was meant to be this way sure doesn't make it any easier to deal with! Todd only 20 years old and had so much to live for so many that loved him so dearly!!! I know ur mamma, Cassie and Katie r going to take this year especially hard!!! Just know every Christmas carol we sing is for you Perkins and Josh!! It is very hard to believe you have been gone almost year now. It feels like just yesterday that I woke up to the tragic news of your passing. I know this year I will be receiving sumthing special from you and that's your love cuz you are just one amazing person no one's better that's for sure. I have learned alot about myself in these past 9 months that you have been gone from us. Some tragedies are extremely unfortunate but happen all the same for good reasons and bad. I know I turned my life around alot since you die

Liquor!!!
So I'm looking for ppls fave drinks! I only like to drink liquor - no beer or wine. All my alkies - what's ur fave drink??? As long as it has liquor - i'll try it!! Grassy Ass, Fashion Whore!!!!!!!!! Any1 have good eggnog recipe??? i want mine with brandy!!!!

Missing You
You are the light of my life, Whenever your away my days are dark and grey, My nights are filled with dreams of being held in your arms, Of being awoken with a good morning kiss from your sweet lips. You are the light of my life, Come home to stay and you will see what you mean to me. My love for you is as enduring as time it's self waiting in eternity. I hear your voice in my head speaking so softly of your love for me. You are the light of my life, And you are in my heart right where you will always stay. My love for you is so strong and steady and it never wavers. Keeps us safe and warm,for that love be a burning flame forever. Come to the dark side with me, let your passion and imagination run free. I love for you to touch me that way, you heat up the night in a special way. I want to just let myself go, wild and free,let the pleasure flow. You have a tongue of satin,that melts me, deep within my spirit is set free. You lick me and I lose control,

Rant And Raves
Reposted from a bulletin his link is in here but not clickable you have to copy and paiste it this asshole thinks he can come on my page and leave a comment on one of my sons pictures saying ewwwww nasty baby cause he mixed....come ongu ys i need your help show this mothafucka who he dealing with....he went wayyyyy over the damn line you dont fuck with kids.... bear clan http://cherrytap.com/user.php?u=93803&friend=93803 @ CherryTAP ***REPOSTING THIS FOR MY FRIEND! ASKING FOR HELP FROM ALL MY GUYS TOO! YA'LL KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT THIS KINDA SHIT!!! GO GET HIS SORRY PATHETIC RACIST ASS!!!! MUCH LUV THKWHYGRL (repost of original by 'LuvTheBlkMen' on '2006-12-05 19:13:37') (repost of original by 'Thkwhytgrl ***Bringin Sexy Back a lil at a time (NSFW)**' on '2006-12-05 19:17:50') (repost of original by 'Spongebob skunkpants' on '2006-12-06 06:01:02') (repost of original by 'love them blk men' on '2006-12-06 06:15:08') (repost of original by 'Average Italian Chick' on

New To Cherry Tap
how do i meet other single lesbians on here? if you single and a lesbian or you have lesbian friend...or even if you're cool people you don't have to only be lesbian lol. although begin lesbian would be a big big plus [smile] just be cool with some positive energy and hit me up.

My Bitching And Ranting
THEY ARE THE WORST OF PEOPLE.I CAN TOLERATE ALOT OF THINGS IN LIFE.BUT I HATE SOMEONE WHO LIES AND SOME ONE WHO STEALS.THESE TO ME ARE THE WORST PEOPLE IN THE WORLD.IF YOU HAVE TO LIE ABOUT SOMETHING,THEN MAYBE YOU SHOULDNT BE DOIN IT TO BEGIN WITH.AND IF YOU HAVE TO STEAL SOMETHING,YOU SHOULD WORK FOR IT OR EARN IT.MAKES ME SICK TO THINK THAT SOMEONE CAN LOOK SOMEONE ELSE IN THE FACE AND LIE TO THEM.AND ITS EVEN WORSE TO THINK THAT SOMEONE CAN STEAL FROM SOMEONE ELSE.OK IM DONE WITH THIS RANT.HAVE A HAPPY AND SAFE NEW YEARS IM SO SICK OF SEEING NOTHING BUT CONTEST THIS AND CONTEST THAT IN THE BULLETIN BOARDS.HAVE YOU NOTHING BETTTER TO DO WITH YOUR LIFE THAN BEG SOMEONE TO VOTE FOR YOU.IS YOUR LIFE SO DEAD THAT YOU HAVE TO GET POPULARITY BY BEGGING SOMEONE TO BE YOUR FRIEND,THEN KICKIN THEM OUT OF YOUR FRIENDS LIST IF THEY DONT VOTE FOR YOU?AND I AM SICK OF THE HE SAID SHE SAID BULLSHIT IN THE BULLETINS.AND IM SICK OF THE HE IS SHE IS FAKE BULLETINS.THIS IS THE FUCKIN INTERNET PEOPLE

Nasty
Ya ya.. Someone asked me to join a Booty contest so I did... Now VOTE for me damnit! Comment to KTHX!! Thanks guys u rock!♥ p.s. I ♥ u Chris! My sexy hubby First off I want to thank everyone who voted!! You guys are the best!! If you need me to vote for ya, I'm there. Ill rate ya photos just post here if you voted/comented. & fan ya! I am dropping out though due to DRAMA!! HUGE FUCKING BUS LOADS OF IT. All because I might win?! hahaha GROW UP TEXAS! WOW! This was my first contest, Its supposed to be fun & this definetly was rediculous! Funny thing is.. I didn't vote for myself at all. She did , TONS I hear LMAO Crazy Bitches I tell ya Cmon fuckers! Go vote for me! http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=393427&albumid=153574Thanks!! Thanks!! & have a kick ass New Year! ♥ Val

History Of The Middlefinger
When the English, under Henry V invaded and took France, the French were very afraid of the famed English Longbowmen. Today's modern composit bows used for Bear Hunting are about a 90-pound pull --- it takes 90 pounds of pressure to pull the string back. An English longbow had a 150 pound draw. When fired horizontally, an English arrow would easily go through 3-4 of the enemy before lodging in the 4th -5th one. The had incredible range as well. Anyway, before the battle of Agincourt where Henry and his 500 soldiers faced 30,000 French -- Over 1,000 were knights -- the French considered that it would be an easy victory. They issued a warning to the English that any English archers taken captive would have their middle (plucking finger) cut off so that that they could never fire a bow again. The taughted the English before the battle by holding up their middle fingers and shouting "Pluck You" --- in somewhat broken English and with middle century French, it came out a little

It Hurts So Bad
It hurts being away from the one I love. Im so affraid that hes going to find another girl. He proposed to me after I left but I cant smile cuz hes not here with me to do it in person. I wanna spend time with my dad especially now that hes back in my life. But I also wanna be with my fiance. If I have him convenced to move to where I am it wont be till June or July that I get see him, because of getting a car, job, and maybe starting college. I love this man alot, and im trying make it without him by my side but tonight i just couldnt hold back the tears. Its almost 7 pm and he still isnt home from work which is weird cuz he normally gets home by 5. So if anyone can give me some advice or just someone to talk to i would appreciate it greatly.

Nsfw
All my pictures are fully clothed and not suggestive....but apparently not suitable..!!!!I think maybe there are too many people looking while they are at work and should be looking at other times....whatever...

Testing The Waters
I reached my limit for rating pictures for the day! It is way harder to take a picture of yourself than I thought it would be. Had to write the info backwards and find a mirror. Any one else have that problem? Chasing the past, I stumbled into the future. ~T. Sachs, Omnis Sapientia Salvo Emiolios A restless wind rustles through the leaves at my feet and caresses my hair softly. I am still, silent, lost. Just ahead is a fork in the road. I knew it was coming. But for all my foresight I am not prepared. The wind makes its exit, and forgets to leave me my answer. I contemplate the two choices that lie before me. One is long and winding, twisting and bending in endless circles. It seems to go nowhere and everywhere all at once. Rising and falling in a wild rhythm…the highs touch the sky… Yet the lows seem bottomless. The other path is straight, narrow, and overgrown. It feels familiar, quite like paths I have chosen before.

Not Much To Say!
Say people, I know I don't post to other peoples blogs and I notice them all of the time. Also, I don't say much in general, but that doesn't mean I have nothing to say. To be honest with everyone in site, I hate talking about myself, world events, the weather, and don't ask me to comment about other people. Well, that is all for now, any comments, and I might reply.

30 And Over Milf Contest!!
FIRST OFF, I AM SORRY IF I HAVE NEGLECTED I SHOWING APPRECIATION AND LOVE BACK TO ALL OF YOU WHO HAVE TAKEN THE TIME TO SHOW YOURS. I HAD A DEATH IN THE FAMILY, AND WAS PREOCCUPIED WITH THAT FOR THE LAST SEVERAL DAYS. THIS SITE IS AWESOME, AND I LOVE THAT I HAVE HAD THE PLEASURE OF TALKING TO SO MANY OF YOU SINCE I JOINED! THANKS FOR ALL YOUR KIND WORDS. IF YOU HAVE A CHANCE, PLEASE HELP ME IN THIS CONTEST! IT'S BEEN A LOT OF FUN DOING IT, AND IT'S REMAINED A CLOSE CALL THROUGH THE WHOLE THING. ANY AND ALL VOTES AND RATINGS WOULD BE TOO COOL OF YOU! MUCH LOVE AND THANKS TO YOU ALL!!! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=93659&albumid=138061&i=281962988 ABOVE IS THE LINK TO MY CONTEST PIC!! PLEASE TAKE JUST A MOMENT OF YOUR TIME TO RATE AND COMMENT MY PIC AT THE LINK BELOW!! HELP TO MAKE ME CHERRYTAP'S SEXIEST MILF OVER 30!! THANK YOU SO MUCH AND LOVE TO YOU ALL!! http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=93659&albumid=138061&i=281962988 Please do me a huge favor an

Health
ok A/all i have went and seen the cardiologist and he told me that i have a slight heart murmur and that my heart is beating rapidly.. so on the 16th Of February i have an echocardiogram .. and then on the 21st of February i have the stress test and some kind of xray or something.. sighs so yea i am a lil upset and really down.. i'll keep You all posted huggs Debbielee Hi A/all ok a small update .. i went to see my doc today and she said that my heart is in a normal rythme but it is beating on the fast side.. like 108 beats per minute and its supposed to be under that .. so i have to go see a cardiologist and they will do a stress test on me.. and an echocardiogram so when i know more You all will know until then have a blessed day Debbie Hi A/all i have some health issues that have come up.. i will be wearing a heart monitor for 24 hours.. i get it today at 1:00pm and have to take it back to the hospital tomorrow at 1:00 pm .. today i am a

Sex Survey
The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: RoughDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: DependsHow often do you like to have sex?: As often as possibleIs sex a top priority for you?: Not alwaysDo you have sex face to face with your partner?: YupHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: NeverHow do you feel about one night stands?: It happensHow many one night stands have you had?: A coupleWhat's your favorite position?: Girl on topWhere's your favorite place to have sex?: OutdoorsDo you prefer to make love or f*uck?: What's the fucking difference?Have you ever watched porn while having sex?: YesHow long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: As long as I wantDo you get off first or do they?: DependsDo you like kissing during sex?: YesDo you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: Yes, depends on whereDo you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?: Depends on whereDoes si

Rockers Ramblings
THIS is not a joke, the LINK IS SAFE* Just need some help here folks! Please help my dragon egglings to grow! Click on each and show some LOVE! You never know, a lost dragon egg might follow you home! To steal your own dragon egg click here! Anyone into Rock, here is a Calendar from the Local Scene in Tidewater Virginia, keep your eyes open, some of these bands will be famous in the next few years, especially the one below, cause My SON is in it, MAD MAx!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Their band in on APRIL! Smiles It's been a crazy few days, my small cat Bella underwent surgery to be spayed and after the surgery she suddenly stopped breathing and its been touch and go for the last 30 hours. I now have her in my room at home, isolated so she can get use to being suddenly blind, but she is alive, eating, moving around, using the litter box and still a dollbaby, hopefully the blindness is just temporary from the trauma. Funny, I put it on a cork at State of

Hey Ladies Of Ct I Need Help.
Listen, I got a problem. I've been dating alot of goods girls lately and i am not satisfied. Honestly Im getting quite bored. Im a freak in the bed and the girls I've been dating (Im not a hoe) aren't up for the challenge. Alot of the things I like to do. Girls would think is taboo, or off limits. Is there any bad girls up for the Challenge? Let me know where you stand! Never know, you might be able to tame me. lol

My Life Blah Blah Blah...
I wanted to write this before, but I don´t have internet at home... well... right now I work in a sex shop. Maybe next week I´ll take photos of myself inside the shop... I was born in a village from Almeria, at the south east of Spain, and now I´m living in Alicante city.. why?? I needed a new life. I studied English teacher training at the University but all my motivation for studying or for getting a better job has disappeared (by the way, sorry if I have mistakes in English) I don´t have any friend in my village, in the time in which I should have gone out, have parties, etc I was locked in my house on purpose. I went to England for 3 months, when I came back to Spain, I hated everything... I hated my village, I hated studying, and I wanted to live in a city. So, after failing the exams to be an English teacher (as you can read, my English is not perfect), I moved to Almeria city, alone. All my life alone, I never feel that I belong to any group of people. In Almer

Just When
juST WHEN you LET YOURSLF THINK~ They say it takes a second to fall for someone, I minute to love em, um, five minutes, to cherish them... haha ... okay I admit it, I dont remember how that paragraph goes, I just know that I liked it. ITs like a lie everyone would love to believe. But no-- wait. IT IS true that within the first few minutes of talking to someone, theres that brief moment of whether or not your attracted to them or not. THAT> is well... very verbally impressive. lmao But HOW do YOU know if youve found the REAL deal. HOnestly... How do u know if maybe, u THINK theyre the one, that really, theres someone better out there that u dont know about. hmm. THen again, someones told me not to look for relationships, it will find u. YOu conjure a picture of the perfect "man" or "woman" in your head, and what you find exotically attractive, but do they really exist out there?? I'm not trying to be complicated. I swear. BUt I cant help it. lol You date someone, but things do

Randomness...
and i have to admit, i'm here for the porn... i mean, not really, but i have to admit how fuckin' sick and tired i am of "community" censorship. if you don't want to see some hot ass chick's tits, then don't open the fuckin' picture. enuf said! ~e

Tears
Thank u. All of you. I mean Yeah I know its real hard and its apart of life of course.. Its just really hard cause I lost mY favorite aunt Last demcember and then I lost my mom this June . Like all in a years time. I guess thats Why its so hard to take it all in.. I really wanna thank u though. So0o.. ,My mom passed away this year and I havent gotten over it yet.. The thing is I am trying too. So hard.. I put everything in the bac k of my mind and right when I least expect it.. Something happens.. It reminds me and everything comes flooding back into my head and then I am back to being sad.. They say it is best to talk about it.. Well I tried to talk about it to family members.. friends.. But I cant.. And it seems easier to come up here to a Bunch of strangers and let it out... Maybe I am wrong about this.... on to another day..

A Differnt Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, my daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, so I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, but I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, and I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, a lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty y

Safety Awareness
A recent article from the Toronto Star, "the ICE idea", is catching on and it is a very simple, yet important method of contact for you or a loved one in case of an emergency. As cell phones are carried by the majority of the population, all you need to do is program the number of a contact person or persons and store the name as "ICE". The idea was thought up by a paramedic who found that when they went to the scenes of accidents, there were always mobile phones with patients, but they didn't know which numbers to call. He therefore thought that it would be a good idea if there was a nationally recognized name to file "next of kin" under. Following a disaster in London, The East Anglican Ambulance Service has launched a national "In case of Emergency (ICE)" campaign. The idea is that you store the word "ICE " in your mobile phone address book, and with it enter the number of the person you would want to be contacted "In Case of Emergency ". In an emergency situa

Love Angel's Hopes, Dreams, And Sorrows
I don't usually write in these things, but being it's almost Christmas, I decided to start out with my hopes for the ending of this year and next. My hopes are to find a sweet, romantic man who likes to spend time with the one he's with, wants and listens to what she has to say, and the things she wants to do. I hope to keep that man throughout the years and to cherish him daily and him to me. I also hope to have the perfect job and to make the money I need for the things I need and want. I also hope to get remarried to this wonderful man that I find. Anyway, this is my hopes and to all who read this, you can never give up hope just because you haven't had your hopes come true. Awesome Graphics at pYzam.com More Free Graphics at pYzam.com I want a man who comes home to his family everyday and tells them how much he loves them and wants to be with them. I want a man who will just come up and hug or kiss you for no reason at all. I want a man who when you are walk

Dreams,wishes& Tears
My heart beats for you, my mind dreams of you. The woman in me craves your touch, I was born for you as you were born for me. In the space of a heartbeat, I felt you in the deepest part of me. My heart beats faster,pulses leap with excitement, palms get sweaty,butterflys take flight. Your voice moves me in a way nothing ever has, Your touch is like fire on my skin branding me for all time. When you are near the world is warm and giving, Take me futher and deeper than I have ever been, as only you can. Be strong my heart for I must be able to endure to challenges of life; the good and the trying that come with my love. Be courageous my heart for I must make decisions that effect not only me, but also my love. Be faithful my heart for temptations are a fact of life; the will to withstand such evils only strengthens my love. Be hopeful my heart that each day will bring new discoveries to my life; for these discoveries will allow me to grow with my love. Be hones

What Does A Man Really Want
what does a man really want in a woman.... let's get some real info here....Big Small tall short smart dumb a total bitch a real sweetie... a little of it all... shy or not..... I know everyone is different but lets see... k hope to see some comments......

The Dark Mark
Ya know in my 38 years on this planet I have only seen a white Christmas twice. If I'm going to be stuck at home without my family or friends the least God could do is make it pretty outside; but,oh no, let's make it dank and dreary instead. I get depressed enough around the holidays without having to deal with rain on top of it. This sucks.It's the end of December and it's too warm to snow? What's up with that.A few years ago our country didn't sign a global warming treaty because George W. Bush doesn't believe in Global Warming. FUCK that moron. Sometimes when life gives you lemons you can make lemonade ; but sometimes you don't have any sugar and all you can manage is a sour-ass glass of lemon juice. That has been my life for just under six months now. The lemonade:Katie and Emmy(the greatest gifts ever given to me);A good job that I like(at least for the present);a certain someone(they know who they are); My two best friends, Lance and Scooter (One for being there when I needed

Where I Live
No one really knows when,why and how South Shields began , but the first 1000 years seemed to have been stormy ones . There is evidence of Stone Age inhabitants having been in the town around 400BC and in 1949 a man digging his garden found a skeleton which was dated at 2,000 BC . The earliest recorded inhabitants were a Celtic race known as the Brigantes , who named the town Caer Urfa ~ thought to have meant "town on the rock" . In AD80 the Roman South Shields was founded by Agricola , who built a Fort on the Lawe Top . It acted as a supply base for Hadrians Wall . The Romans remained until the 5th century and during that time South Shields became a major Military strong point and commercial centre . The 1st record of the Saxons arrival is AD364 and they joined with the Picts and the Celts in harassing the Romans . In 789 the Norsemen arrived and there are records of their ships being wrecked on Herd Sands . In 875 the Norseman leader Halfdene stationed his forces in South Shiel

Early Morning Love
When feelings are strong and magic appears; It isn't so strange that there may be fears, For life is an ebb and love is a flow. The Yin and the Yang - - It comes and it goes. And yet there is an elilxir with the strongest of cures With love on it's label, it always endures. Like the light of the Sun and that of the Moon, Beyond time and space, it heals all wounds.. I feel your body next to mine I see your smiling face looking at me I hear you say, I love you darling You wrap your arms around me Kissing me passionately You are my early morning love Caressing me, holding me Showing me how you feel inside Kissing me every where, yes even there Hands so gentle, exploring my body We make love before the sun even rises You are my early morning love You say to me, I love you more everyday Together we make one I love waking up with you before the sun You say to me, You are my early morning Love. If dreams were given to a lonely woman, and a lonely wom

100%
This story is sick!!! And a lotta people got off on this!!! EEWW!!! MY STORY BEGINS when I was 13 years old. I was helping my Mother with some chores around the house; I was in the basement, putting the laundry from the washing machine into the dryer. My Mother was upstairs attending to my screaming newborn brother and my three-year-old sister, so she couldn't hear me shout at my dog Denver whenever he stuck his nose near my crotch. Denver was a persistent crotch sniffer, which is why we kept him in the basement as much as possible. My Mother said it’s a bad habit he’ll grow out of, as he often embarrasses her when he sticks his nose up under her dresses in front of company. I was wearing a tee shirt over my swimsuit, as I have very fair skin and the tee shirt kept me from getting too much sunburn. We had a swimming pool in our backyard, and when I finished my chores, I was going to cool off in it on this hot August afternoon. Denver kept sniffing between my legs every time

First: did you know that all the clocks in Pulp Fiction was set at 4:20p.m. Time has no begining,middle,or end.The circle is the bases,and the design of all createtion.When your born,you have to learn to walk to talk,and you wear a dipper.If you live long enough you forget how to walk to talk,and you have to wear a dipper. This is to send lots love to all the mothers for mother's day. The truth is everyday is mother's day because without mothers we wouldn't be here.So mother's of CT much love.

Religion
I honestly detest these messages. Here's an atheist's point of view, and if any of you try to jump my ass about it, read this quote: "Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof". First Amendment, so shut up. This may make you stop and think... I am speaking from experience unless otherwise noted: Why do we sleep in church, but when the ceremony is over we suddenly wake up? It was easy for me to fall asleep in church because the sermons were always really fucking boring and the pastor spoke in a monotone. Plus it was really fucking early, and I go to bed late on weekends; I don't want to be up really fucking early. Why is it so hard to talk about God, but so easy to talk about sex? It's not easy talking about God because it's such a controversial subject. I mean, LOOK AT THE MIDDLE EAST. Muslims, Jews, and Christians all worship THE SAME DAMN GOD, but they keep KILLING EACH OTHER over it. I don't remember

Poppin' My Cherry! :-p
...I am now a 2 Cherry!!! Thanks everyone! heehee I am so blessed! Love Spanky My fabulous friend, SuperHottie74, has intorduced me to this awesome website! I love all of the comments and requests I have gotten so far...but I wanted to warn everyone. I only have computer access at work. And unfortunately, work comes first....sometimes ;-) So be patient with me...I will respond eventually...once I figure out how this works! Thanks!! SMOOCHES, SPANKY VON MCBUTTER PANTS

Friends
I watched the seconds drag Not soon enough time to go home pack and load the bag Now was time to roam Drive into the night arrive before sunrise First leg over with no light now for a first no lies Second leg now down on to the third travel sore few hours left in the countdown could it be the same as before Arriving in fear It's been way too long how will it feel to be near in my heart is a song A moment of amazement everything is the same Stuck like cement no one holds blame Away time it is so return I must My heart is a fizz this can't just be lust Over the years we form many bonds, friends come and go along the way. Finding true friends is always a game- are they the one who will lay no blame? I searched and I sought until I forgot, then I found the perfect friend. No secrets unshared, no hidden thoughts we talk and we talk and never find fault. Disagreements occur, but never for long, friendship too precious to put on the line. A life save

Thank You, Faker.. You Know Who You Are
This is a first time for me.. But, Thank you little miss faker. Without your low self esteem and bad looks i wouldnt have found my Soul Mate and love of my life. He'll be home to me soon, date is set and ticket is bought. I've NEVER thanked a fake before but for all of this that i've been blessed with in my life... THANK YOU!

This Really Does Happen
Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading America , Kentuckians, Tennesseans and West Virginians will no longer be referred to as "HILLBILLIES." You must now refer to them as APPALACHIAN-AMERICANS And furthermore.. HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" - She is a "BREASTED AMERICAN." 2. She is not a "SCREAMER" or a "MOANER" - She is "VOCALLY APPRECIATIVE." 3. She is not "EASY" - She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." 4. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" - She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY." 5. She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a "PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION." 6. She is not an "AIRHEAD" - She is "REALITY IMPAIRED." 7. She does not get "DRUNK" or "TIPSY" - She gets "CHEMICALLY INCONVENIENCED." 8. She does not have "BREAST IMPLANTS" - She is "MEDICALLY ENHANCED." 9. She does not "NAG" you - She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITIVE." 10. She is not

Cold Black Heart
My heart it has stopped beating My soul no longer exists All of this has happened Because of this Harsh words were said Now our love is dead Tho my body many roam this earth The love and emotions die today For all of those who know me It all ends today The pain the suffering All of the shit The old Nova dies Welcome this heartless, Soulless prick. The game is over once it's said and done. I hold the key to my life and only I can say who is number one. Life is over this I see over is the light that was once called Nova and the darkside will emerge something filled with nothingness Well it is over To much has been said an done Stole my heart had some fun A fucking joke Is all I was to you A fucking Joke Ha how funny are you Played my heart Stole my soul Left my life with such a whole I need to fill this void you left Need to mend my broken heart For this I say before I part I loved my than life itself But now I guard my heart again Not letting love gro

The Phoenix Chronicles
This Friday, Dec. 8th, Rev. Fred Phelps and his merry gang of hateful, maggot-munching, Anti-Gay, Anti-Soldiers will be in Baltimore to protest a speech given by Matthew Shepard's mother. This is a quote from Phelp's page, www.godhatesfags.com: "Baltimore School for the Arts 712 Cathedral St. This is for the Laramie Project, a film made by fags for fags about fags in support of the homosexual agenda. These fags have made Matthew Shepard their poster boy for an alleged hate crime when he was killed by two men that wanted drug money from Matt. He was not the victim of a hate crime but a fool who smoked pot and didn't pay for it. Matt's mother, Judy, has made it her business to promote the fag agenda for the small price of $10,000 per gig, to speak to fags and teenagers about becoming practicing fags. She sent Matt to Hell, and makes money off his death, thus pimping him. See www.signmovies.net videos on "Fag Pimp Judy" and "Matt in Hell." For an update on how many days Matt has

Odds And Ends
water falls and ice forms layer upon layer stifling, choking keeping me from feeling a frigid survival panic resides coiling amongst my insides a cold existence finding niches within the dark recesses of my being suffocation sets in as the ice builds causing pause icicle restriction stripping me of all resolve denying me peace limbs heavy with pressure breaking me down tears would be wasted at this point frozen upon my cheeks mocking me for the need to release the pressure storming inside always deliberately frozen fairy house nature hewn twigs and rocks natural building blocks pod's and thistles creating columns dragon fly windowpanes iridescent dancing light floating across little sprites forest floor brushed with pine sweeping motion delicate and divine carefully carpeted in soft pink thistle broad leaves for cove

Az Look Outs
hey whats up / new on here any az people on here. shout at me i dont know2 how to start , or i may never end ? my world revavels around my daughter . she allmost one years old and ive cared about her for allmost 2 years , she stayed in the the bellY fOr 10 months , ive woken up in the morning with her all most all that time give or take 10 days , im a good man and ive allways wanted kids , shit im still one sometimes , but i thought for the longest time i couldnlt but know i can , see i take car of my daughtER but me and her mother just split up for good and she tryig to hurt me in every whitch way she can , see just want suffer, & beleive she still in love with her ex & hes out of jail now. ive had him over to my house to see his son THAT IVE RAISED FOR 2 YEARS NOW. because he just got out of prison , so now im the asshole & its all about money ,she stole my titel to my trailer & now want money to get it back , & she says shes going to take my daughter to missori to

Chassidy Howard
Chassidy passed away on Friday Dec. 01, 2006. She was a beuatiful, sweet and full of life. When she left this world she was just 28 years old. Chassidy had a long and hard fight with leukemia. She had been placed in the hospital on Nov. 24th due to blood clots. To know Chassidy was only to love her. She touched the lives of all of those that she had ever meet. Even during her sickness she always tried to smile and keep everyone happy. She thought of others before herself. We had laughed together and cried together. She was there to always pick me up. I know she is in a better place now. That she will never hurt again but still its hard to accept that she is gone. I am dedicating this blog to her and to all of those that have leukemia. Light a Candle Light a candle for those we mourn. Into a new life they will be born. Do not look for them at the gravesite. They are somewhere else radiating their beautiful light. They have gone to a new world where there is no dark

Contest
I am in my first contest, please show me lots of love and vote for me in the Sexiest Older Man contest. Please click to vote for me and leave comments http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=158234&albumid=137375&i=1174833143 I am in my first contest, please show me lots of love and vote for me in the Sexiest Older Man contest. Please click to vote for me and leave comments!!! Contest ends 10pm EST Monday!!! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=158234&albumid=137375&i=1174833143 Hello All, I am in my first contest, please show me lots of love and vote for me in the Sexiest Older Man contest. Please click or copy and past this URL to vote for me and leave comments http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=158234&albumid=137375&i=1174833143

Movie Reviews - Whats On Dvd
DVD Movie Review: The Dukes of Hazard Watched this movie on Sunday. I have had this one since it has been out but was kind of leery on watching this movie because of many people telling me how bad this movie sucked. I guess I must be a real simpleton as I actually enjoyed this movie. The real downers about the movie were Jessica Simpson. If they could have just filmed her from the neck down and kept her from talking it would have been even better. The other downer was all the cussing. Yes I cuss but in the sense of this movie it was uncalled for. Like many others I grew up watching this show. The cussing in the movie was a bad portrayal of what life was in the days of The Dukes of Hazard. Burt Reynolds did a fair job of playing Boss Hogg. As soon as I realized Johnny Knoxville was in this flick I knew that he would be getting roughed up and my expectations were right on the money as he took many a bang through this movie. Willie Nelson playing Uncle Jessie was great! He

Dedications And Shoutouts To My Favorite People
maybe it was best the way it went down back then...i just dont know what to say except the lyrics to this song.........we both moved on and left it alone.... JUST THINKING ABOUT ONE OF MY GOOD FRIENDS TODAY AND THIS SONG REALLY DESCRIBES WHAT THERE GOING THROUGH SO READ THE WORDS AND THINK ABOUT THEM...... Solitude Tim he was a good friend · Yea was a brother of mine · We were imaginary comic book superheroes · Kids wasting time · We were prisoners of our youth · We were growing up strong ·'Til the day he was taken away · For something he did wrong · Tim came 'round just the other day · And boy he had some stories to tell · His mama kept him locked up in a rehab · Although the doctors said he was well · He said yeah I been through the anger · And the hatred towards my mom · And I put all that behind me · Just tell me what was it like to go to your prom · : He said thank you mom for fixing · My clouded broken mind · But excuse me if I seem a little rude · While I was missing

Who Would Have Thought?
Who would have thought one lonely star Could shed a light so bright, And lead the shepherds on their way To see an awesome sight. Who would have thought one unwed girl Could be the chosen one... To bear the joys of giving birth To Father's only Son. Who would have thought that one small child Could alter history, By being born in mortal form... And dying on a tree. Who would have thought that on the hay, Asleep as angels sing, Would be the one to ransom all, The baby....King of Kings! ~~ Jesus in not only the reason for the season, He IS the season! Merry Christmas.

Poetry/writing
See the pretty girl, in the pretty dress. such a pretty life, such a pretty mess... prety little fingers, pretty little toes. funny that she cries, funny that she knows... pretty little lips, pretty little skin. ever such a child, she has been hurt again. In her pretty eyes, there's a deep distress. There was a pretty heartbreak that left her a pretty mess. He was a pretty rebel, he was a pretty boy. he was her pretty world, but she was his pretty toy. She loved her pretty man with all her pretty heart And on the day he left her, it tore her heart apart. Now our pretty heroine In her pretty dress Takes up her pretty little knife and dies a pretty death. We f a l l Together, like a memory. Fragments, Pieces, Of a perfect life. He, a Dark Dream. I, a turbulent Storm. Yet sometimes, Nothing is as it seems Love. Hate. T

Hiya, Everyone!!
I need to ride the wave, feel the highs and the lows Repressed emotions hurt, I have to expose The only way I can, is to write what I feel That way I can release, and begin to heal Shout it from the rooftops, nobody hears Makes no difference, no answer appears Just an echo that rebounds, knocks me off my feet So I throw in the towel, I admit defeat I dont need to be heard, I am alright on my own Come this far myself, can do the rest alone I let myself weaken, put my faith into you I knew at the time it was dangerous to do I'm taking back a part of me, just for a while Until I can get settled, I'm not that verstaile I need to lick my wounds, put my heart on hold Until I feel more secure, my feelings are controlled. 11/27/06 Happy Wednesday, everyone!!..Heard alot about this site so i thought i would check it out..A couple of good friends are on here; and i cant wait to get to know a few more of ya!! Take it easy and have a great day!!..huggs, Tami A woman in her

Have A Laugh :))
How To Shower Like a Woman Take off clothes and place them sectioned in laundry basket according to lights and darks. Walk to bathroom wearing long dressing gown. If you see husband along the way, cover up any exposed areas. Look at your womanly physique in the mirror - make mental note to do more sit-ups / leg-lifts, etc. Get in the shower. Use face cloth, arm cloth, leg cloth, long loofah, wide loofah and pumice stone. Wash your hair once with cucumber and sage shampoo with 43 added vitamins. Wash your hair again to make sure it's clean. Condition your hair with grapefruit mint conditioner enhanced. Wash your face with crushed apricot facial scrub for 10 minutes until red. Wash entire rest of body with ginger nut and jaffa cake body wash. Rinse conditioner off hair. Shave armpits and legs. Turn off shower. Squeegee off all wet surfaces in shower. Spray mold spots with Tile cleaner. Get out of shower. Dry with towel the size of a

Application For A Shower Buddy
Message : PHONE NUMBERS! copy and paste this to see how many numbers you get in your mailbox after 24 hours. name: number: age: dont be scared just post this and see how many you get and send it to me! IF WE HAD SEX-ANSWER IF YOU'RE NOT SCARED! If We Had Sex.... GAME (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out) DONT BE SCARED. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO REALLY WANTS TO DO YOU ! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you grab my head? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all ur clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like 2 play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my ti

Buddies For The Weekend...
Give me a holla baby. Horny as hell with no one to help me, so let me know. I'll make it worth your time, I promise... This weekend, my hubby is going out with a friend to a dance, and might be getting laid. Well, that leaves me all by myself...He leaves Thursday, and won't be back until Saturday...SOOOOO....If anyone lives nearby (male or female), and feels like hooking up soon, PLEASE let me know!! I would love to have my own little adventure this weekend... Why is it whenever I'm horny as hell, there's no one who feels like cybering???

A Fascist Bitch???? Wtf Baby J Even You Can't Be So Stupid!!!
fascist 1.a member of the Fascisti; a member of some similar party: Nazi, Falangist,ect. 2.an advocate of fascism or fascist principles. fascist 1.pertaining to Fascists or Fascism 2.relating to fascism or fascists; also,adhereing to or supporting fascism. fascism a political group, an organization, a club, from Latin fscis,a bundle or packet. 1.the doctrines,methods,or movement of Fascisti. 2.a system of government characterized by rigin one-party dictatatorship,forcible suppression of the opposition(union, other, especially leftist, parties,minority groups,ect.),the retention of private ownership of the means of production under centralized governmental control,belligerent nationalism and rcism,glorification of war,ect.: first instituted in Italy in 1922. 3.the political philosophy and movement based on such doctrines and policies; fascist behavior. See also Nazism. ****** I don't have to tell anyone about the Nazi party and what a Nazi is. What I wo

Queen Of Darkness Poems
I Decide I decide when and where. You decide how. I decide hard and deep. You decide how fast or slow. I decide with each beat of my heart to deny what I feel for you. You decide to lie. You decide to make see what must be for us. You decide to love me. I decide to wander about life. You decide to follow within my shadow. I decide to cry all the pain and sorrow I see, feel and come to know into words upon paper. You decide to be the shoulder I cry upon. I decide to hate you forever. You decide to love even more. I decide to finally see. I decide there is no one else for me other than you, now I can say, I love you too. ©2007 Firestar Once Upon A time……. I had a tear bear to hold at nights within my arms. I had a dream world where everything was perfect. I had clothing and make up to dress up like a grown up. I had never dream of there being you and I. You are holding me close to your body. I thought you loved me. Tears from

Friendship
The Yule Faeries Body: The Yule Faeries by D. J. Conway Pagan children have few stories for this time of year to counteract the flood of Christian material aired on television, radio, and in movies. This is a Pagan tale for children to help them enjoy the Winter Solstice and its beauty. A group of little faeries huddled in their home deep under the roots of a giant oak tree. They were safe and snug in their tiny underground cave lined with dandelion fluff, bird feathers, and dried moss. Outside, the wind blew cold and the snow fell softly down to cover the ground. "I saw the Sun King today," the faerie named Rose said as she pulled her mossy cloak tighter about her. "He looked so old and tired as he walked off through the forest. What is wrong with him?" "The great oak said he's dying," answered Daffodil. "Dying? Oh, what will we do now?" Little Meadow-Grass started to cry. "If the Sun King dies, our little plant-friends will not grow. The birds will not come and sing

Ask Me No Questions
well as i sit her i am at a loss. what should i do where do i belong dosent seem as though to many care so why should i . maybe i should just hang it up and sit alone in the darkness. I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry that I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry that my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry that I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry that I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry that I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry if I start not being there, and being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new asshole comes around I'm sorry

Ramblings Of A Busy Mind
HO HO HO!! Its almost here, the day we spend a yr planning for that only lasts a precious few hrs. Here is my dilemma, We never decorate the house until after my daughters bday to keep it a seperate occasion. Her birthday was sunday. That means i better get'r'done right?? I AM SO NOT IN THE MOOD to decorate this yr. I have no idea why. Could be the lack of snow and cold weather...this is Canada isnt it? Or could be the whole hustle and bustle of working too much and playing too lil. I know once i get started and its all up i will love it but they whole idea of digging everything out. Putting on the 100's of tangled lights that i so carefully tried to pack last yr and the needles EVERYWHERE just doesnt seem to turn me on. BUT....... My lil man, and my girl will be so excited once it is done, they loves the lights and decorations!! So i guess i better just get to it right?? Anyone else just not feeling the whole spirit of the season this yr? Or is it just me?? So here

Looking For You
Looking for you The best things in life are looking for you. Are you in a place where they can find you? Life expects you to be who you most sincerely are, and life expects to find you where you most truly wish to be. It is at that place that life will deliver its richest treasures to you. However, you could miss out on those treasures if you're caught up in pursuing someone else's dream. Success will never reach you when you're busy following another person's idea of what it should be. There is a truly magnificent success that is meant for you, and that is right for you. Look beyond the mere outward tokens that are so often associated with success, and look at what truly matters to you. It is there that you will find fertile ground for great achievement. It is there that your best possibilities will be fulfilled. Life is looking to richly reward you. So get yourself in the place where life is looking. -- Ralph Marston

I Need Help!!
EVERYBODY HAS BEEN POSTIN AND GETTIN INTO CONTEST AND I JSS WANNA KNO HOW I GET INTO EM 2...SHOOT I THINK I COULD WIN SUM...DONT U..LOL?? SO PLZ HELP ME OUT..I WANT TO GET INTO AS MANY AS POSSIBLE...THANKS!!! ~LUXURIOUS~

Poems I Found Touched My Heart
I love you in the morning Ilove you all through the night But should you be feeling down Come to me ,and I'll try and make it right I love you in the morning Under dark skies or those so blue But I love you most of all For the fact ,you're always you I love you in the morning With your smile oh so wide It fits you so perfectly Much like the ocean does the tide I love you in the morning As you shine with that angel glow These may be only miner reasons But I thought that you should know I love you in the morning And pray that we never part For you my dear friend Will always be in my heart by norman i love you so much

I Don't Know What To Do
I don't know what to do Current mood: worried I don't know where to begin with this whole situation. I'm going to try my best to explain as much as possible, but I honestly don't know where to begin. Ryan and I have been dating for about 5 ½ months now. When we first started dating things were great. Over the summer the two of us fell in love. I had never been happier and you couldn't get me to wipe the smile off my face even for a moment. Nothing could have penetrated this protective bubble we created. The summer was great and we hardly fought at all, except for the occasionally bickering session. But then as fall approached, Ryan found himself falling into debt with his bank. This threw him into a state of depression. Things continued to worsen and are still getting worse, even now. His car broke down and he has no money to repair it. His license was revoked because he couldn't pay one of his tickets. He continued to get more and more depressed a

M's Wild Thoughts....
DILF contest has opened! Come and VOTE for them! ONE VOTE a day is all they need * DILF @ CherryTAP * DILF @ CherryTAP * DILF @ CherryTAP * DILF @ CherryTAP I need your comments and ratings to get a VIC prize pretty please ;) Here is the info below.. dj milf Just my mood @ times right now... Like the lyrics with this...yeah I know what you all are thinking but I still think he is the King of Pop!!! With him performing with Janet is one of my favs!

Silliness
My score on The sex and kink Test: Sexual(You scored 47 % slut!)You are sexual! You have a healthy view of sex and enjoy it. You don't get into the more in depth or kinky bits but you have an open mind, I'm sure. Link: The sex and kink Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating) Remember when we used to post jokes, news and interesting things in the bulletins, instead of posting the latest auction or pimp out. Well, I'd like to try and bring some of that back, so here's one for you to enjoy Great Googly Moogly Type in the following and choose the first choice (that makes sense) that appears on the list. ( don't make it up) 1. Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search: "Ruby Needs A Sweet Talker." Woo Hoo!!!! 2. Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search: "Ruby only looks like Perl to those who haven't programmed" huh??? 3. Type in "[your name] likes" in Google search: "Ruby likes to play mind games." I do not either!!!

Thoughts.
Not downing anyone in this matter.. However, I see a bunch of online drama. Most is very laughable. I admit I get to the point where I'm really like into it but veiwing other people and seein' how they act to certain things are really funny. Relationships online are cool. I haven't a thing against it. But when he/she is talking to someone or showing them something before that other person get's to see it-- it starts a whole new thing. Trouble. I find it really strange why someone would get upset over such things. I mean you get to see it or he/she tell's you whatever. Don't be a baby over it. Don't run away leavin' online or a place you ENJOY being. Now, I'm here for my friends. Helpin' tryin' to give advice. Most of the time it helps most of the time it doesn't. Even with my "flirting" and 'joking" about I see them as a friend and would like to do whatever to help them out.. Was gonna write more, but meh. Peace.

Chicago
Seasonal Differences in the regions of the USA: 60 degrees - Floridians wear coats, gloves, and woolly hats. Chicago people sunbathe. 50 degrees - New Yorkers try to turn on the heat. Chicago people plant gardens. 40 degrees - Italian cars won't start. Chicago people drive with the windows down. 32 degrees - CHICAGO--NO PLACE LIKE IT! Distilled water freezes. Lake Michigan's water gets thicker. 20 degrees - Californians shiver uncontrollably. Chicago people have the last cookout before it gets cold. 15 degrees - New York landlords finally turn up the heat. Chicago people throw on a sweatshirt. 0 degrees - Californians fly away to Mexico. Chicago people lick the flagpole and throw on a light jacket over the sweatshirt. 20 below - People in Miami cease to exist. Chicago people get out their winter coats. 40 below - Hollywood disintegrates. Chicago's Girl Scouts begin selling cookies door to door. 50 below - Santa Claus abandons the North Pole. Chicago peopl

Busy Busy Busy
hey everyone, i hope this finds you all well. as for me i am so very busy. for those of you who dont know i run a small business..and tis the season. i havent had time to be here as i usually am. i miss ya all...and after xmas i will return full force showing tons of cherry love!!!!! have a wonderful holiday hugs and kisses kels

Nothing Important
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?27-29 2. What is your sexual orientation?Straight 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?None, I'm a virgin 6. What is your pubic hair style?Landing strip, a little hair still there 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Thong 8. Have you ever had anal sex?No, not for me 9. What is your favorite position?Anything that gets me off 10. How often do you masturbate?Never, that's not for me 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Yes, for sure 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?Yes, I sure have 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Never done either 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?Yes, a threesome 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched ha

Friends I Thank You
Dear Santa clause, *Im writing you this hour To ask you to come here I really need your help Santa On this cold snowy year* *I dont want toys this holiday No trucks, cars, or planes No bikes, money, or candy For nothing is the same* *Santa, Im asking you for this one thing That on Christmas day To make my mommy be here So that she can laugh and play* *I dont know how much time That she has left with me She says she has to leave soon To somewhere I cant be* I went up to her room She was crying and on her knees Saying god please take her And to take care of me I dont understand Santa Where is she going to? No one will tell me anything Please Santa, I need you Mommy is never happy All she does is cry She puts on this smile though I know she really tries She doesnt want me to see All her pain and sorrow She doesnt want me to know That she might not be here tomorrow Youve always gave me Whatever I pleased So this year Santa just give this one t

Been Busy
hey everyone! I know I haven't been on here lately but it's because I've been busy with a lot of shit. school and work mostly. and then there's been a lot of shit that's been goin on between me and my parents and I've been lookin for another part-time job. I've got one lined up but the GM never seems to call so that we can set up an interview date. well just wanted to let ya'll know what was up. ttyl!

Happy Feet...
OHMYGAWDWHATAREYOUWEARING?!?!Current mood:HATE ihateall things fad. ihatethe popular. ihatetrends. ihatewhen things i like become things other people like. ihateyour shirt ihateyour shoes ihateyour service. ihatethat youll say "me too" ihatethat stupid look on your face when you "think" you like something ihatethat you have to "think" about it ihatesimilarities

New To This
I am new to this so you will have to give me time to figure out this site. I am 37 and in a relationship . I am always on the net so i can find someone to talk to. i get tired of talking to my two dogs. i need a human to talk to.

Quizzes
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky80%Average40%A Sicko30%A WUSS !!30%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com You Are 40% Left Brained, 60% Right Brained The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports. Are You Right or Left Brained?

Wow...what A Wonderful Thing.
I am excited to say that I am getting ready to get crunk and have fun with some of my friends this Saturday....I was gonna have a party and then I cancelled it because I was depressed and didn't wanna look at anyone but some of my closest friends wouldn't have that so they r gonna come and get me crunk to help me celebrate. I sure hope everything turns out great!!!!

What A Strange Story
FUNNY STORY I ENCOUNTERED ON SOME FORUM! I went to visit my parents this year for Thanksgiving, pretty typical American style holiday excursion. I packed up my wife and the twins and headed out Wednesday night on a five hour trip back to the place where I grew up. Needless to say, by the time we got to my parents' house, we were all pretty exhausted. My wife and I unpacked the car, and as she put the kids to bed, my dad came up to me. "Son, we need to talk. Tomorrow for dinner we're going to be having someone else over." Well, yeah, duh, my sister and her fiance, right? Well, yeah, them plus someone else. My father sat me down and went on to explain to me that my sister, my other sister, was coming to visit. But wait, I didn't have another sister? Wrong. Turns out my father had an affair when I was really young and I have a half sister I never knew about. OK, I was pissed, sure, but this needed time to process plus I was exhausted from working all day and then

20 Second Tom
had 2 guys over for some fun, first guy I unzipped his pants got his cock hard lubed up my tits and slid his dick between them, he came instantally from un zip to blast off a whopping 20 seconds, he was devistated all we could do was lol I felt bad but omg. the next guy lasted a bit more at a whoping minute and a half. they never made it to my pussy so what I want to know is how long can you last?

Heart Quiz
what is it with the blog posts? I always feel like I am being shot at with a silencer when the alert goes off......lol Your Heart Is Blue Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well. You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return. Your flirting style: Friendly Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish What you bring to relationships: Loyalty What Color Heart Do You Have?

Irishbabe
Hey i just wanna let everyone know that i'm new to this cherrytap thing and really don't come on here much and i also wanna say that i moved from Philadelphia Pennsylvania to Fort Hood Texas and i have been there for 2 months now the weather is really a lot warmer than where i came from

The Randomness Of Me
1. When was the last time you had sex? *pouts* 2. How do you flush the toilet in public? I count down...3....2....1....and drop kick the lever 3. Do you wear your seatbelt in the car? Where else would I wear it??? Besides, mine isn't removable from the car, is yours? 4. Name one thing that you start to get tense about if you are close to running out? toilet paper 5. What famous person do you (or other people) think you resemble? Me....I'm a myspace celebrity 6. What is your favorite pizza topping? Pop rocks 7. Do you crack your knuckles? Only when I'm about to bust someone's ass 8. What song do you hate the most when it gets stuck in your head? YMCA 9. Did just mentioning that song make it get stuck in your head? YES...you rat bastard 10. What are your super powers? I can make men bend to my will in the blink of an eye 11. Peppermint or Spearmint? SPEARMINT 12. Where are your car keys? Did you hide them from me again? 13. Whose answers to t

My Body Is The Instrument You Play So Well
In the middle of a tease, his only slightly rough hands find her body. He traces his fingers up and down her curved sides as she lightly moans a response. She rests her hands around his neck, as he lovers her and himself down on the bed behind them. The picture of her boyfriend falls to the floor with a small shattering noise. He pulled away from her and backed off slightly, staring intently at the ground. She reached for him, taking him by the collar of his Bleeding Through t-shirt and pulled him back to her. The acceptance of what they had started clearly stated. He adjusts himself, placing his hips between her thighs. She could feel him becoming more erect. She blushed, knowing she's the reason. She kissed him, soft and sweet. A light tension flares between them again. As she moves, only slightly, to further comfort herself - her already swollen, moist outer lips created friction against her jeans which in turn rubbed against his erect member. They both moaned in ecstasy, as h

Songs
I see you standing across the room So Beautiful, you turn and smile at me But I'm shy and turn my head away And the night goes by I see you walking down the street You're as beautiful as the autumn sky You look at me as I turn away And time passes by Fate Brings us together Just for me to turn away forever I want to say something to you But I'm too shy can't you see? I see you sitting by the waters edge The sun bathing you in light You turn to me as I turn around And another day goes by Fate brings us together Only for me to turn away forever I want to say something to you But I'm shy can't you see? I see you standing under the stars Smiling and confident I look at you But you're shy and turn your eyes away And the stars shine on Fate brings us together

Today And Tomorrow
u probably won't see much of me for the day or tommorrow... should be back tomorrow night... my misfit is headed in for a overnighter... which means today I clean... tonight I spend with him... and tomorrow I run errands... i might pop in as i can but probably won't see me very much on yahoo msn or here... but I will be back as soon as possible... my misfit comes first lol enjoy your day and night... Cherry love and Hugs...

Halfbacked
Another looooooooser deleted 97 so called friends are gone, im taking a break and wil work on my so called FANS since they aren't doing anything either!!!!! Monday I'm out of school and I have 292 friends and 349 fans well we will see how important I am to you. Everyone that is on my family list don't worry about this but MONDAY everyone else you had better...........besides I have ur points

Live For Today..
. We live in a world that is so messed up these days.. It kind of seems to me like the end of the world. With all the devastation there is today, I'm surely not ready for it, If it was the end. With all the bad things our lives have been through, In this day and time, I really hate to think like that.. But how can you help it with all the evil in this world? So let's just live for today, Because tomorrow may not get here, And if tomorrow never comes Then we can at least say "Hey, I lived for today" Because you never know when it's going to be Your last day here. So live for today, And try to make the best of it, Because tomorrow may never become. SHARI PETERSON

Jus Fuckin Wonderful
OK Guess what the one and only DJ Irish Eyes is up for auction . come show her how much you want her by bidding on her . dont let the red hair fool ya she is a sweetheart and she is def worth anything you bid on her . just click on the pic and start ur biddin . Bipolar disorder, also known as manic-depressive illness, is a brain disorder that causes unusual shifts in a person’s mood, energy, and ability to function. Different from the normal ups and downs that everyone goes through, the symptoms of bipolar disorder are severe. They can result in damaged relationships, poor job or school performance, and even suicide. But there is good news: bipolar disorder can be treated, and people with this illness can lead full and productive lives. About 5.7 million American adults or about 2.6 percent of the population age 18 and older in any given year,1 have bipolar disorder. Bipolar disorder typically develops in late adolescence or early adulthood. However, some people have the

Baby Talk
Everything about this pic equals a bad time. Babies are like nature, you have no control over it. You try to stop a baby from crying and they just cry louder. No wonder why people shake their babies. I'm not condoning it, but I could easily see why some slug picks his baby up during a fit and just squeezes it's head to make the screaming go away. I was on a train yesterday, this really ugly baby was staring at me through the space between the seats. And just because the baby was really ugly, and looked like a brat, I started making scary faces at him. I could see that I had his attention and it wasn't because he was amused, he was scared shitless. The more distorted I made my face the more I could see his eyes well up. It was like a cartoon where the character starts to get flush from their feet up and then finally blows a gasket. I could almost plan it to the exact second when he was ready to blow. Sure enough within seconds of my last mean face he lets out a death-curdling scream

Don't Say It's Over
I'm leaving fubar for a while. I feel that I need to take a break from it for a while. There is just too much drama and lies on this site for my liking. I sit and do a lot of people watching on here, reading comments left by people and reading blogs. It has come to my attention that there are a lot of people on here full of shit, the worst of them are those people that go around leaving comments telling umpteen girls/guys that they are in love with them, if you need attention or feel the need to boost your ego surely there are better ways of going about it other than playing with someone else's emotions or breaking a girls heart that lives 100's or 1000's of miles away from you. Personally it makes me sick and it is making me quite angry that there is such a lack of concern for others feelings on here. So I am taking a break, I may or may not come back...but probably not as I can't see things changing on here. For those of you that I do talk to you already know how to contact me, a

Blumpkin
Blump·kin Main Entry: blump·kin Pronunciation: 'b&m(p)-k;a;n, ÷'p&[ng]-k&n Function: adverb 1 To receive fellatio whist defecating. Highly acclaimed for involving two of the most peasurable bodily release events simultaneously, but very difficult to accomplish. Also called a blumpy. 2 The process by which a man evacuates his excrement dropping a deuce while simultaneously receiving oral stimulation from another person. This manuver can be performed by a woman or man, but in the case of the latter, it is known as the brother blumpkin. 3 When a man receives fellatio while at the same time taking a massive dump. Known to increase pleasure of each seperate activity exponentially. [Source: Urban Dictionary]

From An Unstable Mind
So, I went to the store the other day and I was wearing a low cut shirt. I went up to the front counter to ask the worker if they had any CD's to burn music onto for my little sister, the guy would not stop looking at my tits! He'd look me in the eye for a brief second while he was talking, but his eyes always managed to wander to the chest area. I guess I'm a bitch because I quickly put my hand over my chest and brought my other hand up near my face and started waving it. I said, "Excuse me, can you please tell me where the CD's are and stop lookin' at my tits." Haha. He was all like,"What? Whoa, I wasn't...I'm so sorry. They're uhm...right over here.." His face was red as hell. Kind of funny. So yeah, he showed me where the CD's were and walked back to the front. I browsed the selection of burning CD's they had and started to feel bad about blowing up his spot like that. I was thinking about apologizing to him...then I saw the cameras! Hahaha. I couldn't help myself. I

Open Your Mind
I am exploring the concept of polyamorous relationships. Why, you might ask! Long story, not sure I want to share it at this point in time, lol. Let's just say I've discovered my personality makes me better suited for that type of relationship, as opposed to the standard! I would like the opinions/ideas of my friends and family members regarding polyamory and the viability of such a relationship. Those comfortable with this topic can either post their opinion here or PM/cmail me! Thanks, everyone! Yeah, I think about the most interesting things, don't I, lol!! Much love, warm hugs, and blessings! You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting100%Whips75%Chains/Handcuffs67%Blood67%Bondage58%Blind Folds42%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm. I took this write up on the Venus Retrog

The Never After
The plan is in motion Everything in its place You set it all up To meet face to face You forgot the unknown What you cannot predict Before you see them You are drowning it in The evening goes well You really connect The next day’s a disaster You live in regret How could they do this Why can’t it be me I did what they wanted I was open and free Now they just move on And I’m left unhappy I will try again Next time won’t end the same I know what to do This time they’ll stay Yet the day arrives And you’re pulled down the drain You’ll just get your short smile And endure longer pain

You Have A Sexual Iq Of 157
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Cannot Catch A Break:
Most everybody who gets a dog names it something ordinary like Rover or Spot. Maybe that's why I decided to call my dog "Sex". Unfortunately, Sex has been very embarrassing for me. When I went to City Hall to renew her dog license, I told the Clerk that I wanted a license for Sex. He said that he wanted one too! So I said, "but she's a dog!" He said he didn't care what she looked like. Then I said, "you don't understand - I've had Sex since I was nine years old!" He said that I must have been quite a kid! When I got married and went on my honeymoon, I took my dog with me. I told the hotel clerk that I wanted a double room for my wife and me, and a special room for Sex. He said, "every room in the house is for sex!" I said, "you don't understand - Sex keeps me awake at night!" He said, "you lucky dog!" I asked if I could keep Sex outside. He said that he knew I was strange the minute he first saw me! One day I entered Sex in a contest, but just before the comp

New Pics
I just posted some new pics this morning. They are of me in the shower and out of the shower and 1 NSFW pic. They were taken this morning. Please stop by and rate them and comment if you like. Hope you do like..love you all....muaw I have posted some new pics from my trip to stn mtn. please stop by and check them out, rate and comment if you like. I also have reposted a couple of my NSFW pics if you would like to see those as well. Love ya all.........Casanova Hey friends, I just posted a few new pics. Please stop by and check them out, rate and comment if you like. Ty all my friends and family and Fans.

Love Is......
I thought of all the people not going to be with their love ones on the THIS holiday... and these are cute.. I really love the love is.. drawing and say'ns ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Merry Christmas and a Happy Holiday day to all.. in this Season... HUGS SHY

A Different Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, my daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, so I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, but I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, and I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, a lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty y

Welcome To My World!
Something I read recently that really struck a chord with me.....The Bathtub principle. A very basic principle which translates into 'let go' to gain inspiration. . . . sound familiar? Anyways, according to the article creative revelations come to most people when thier minds are involved in an unrelated activity. Mental fermenation, as they like to call it, or incubation. Although you aren't physically envolved in the problem, your brain is still working towards a solution. "They surmise that associative conections between ideas and imagination that already exist in the mind become weaker and are transformed by new information". . . . and so we experience sudden intuitive enlightenment. Almost forgot, to mention how the Bathtub principle came about. Legend has it that Greek mathematician, Archimedes, was stepping into his bathtub when the principle of fluid displacement came to him. Anyways, that was a little something I found interesting enough. xoxo Just watched

Band Updates
I've decided to rant about what holidays mean now as opposed to what they're suppose to mean, so here it goes: New Year's day: Of course the new day of a new year but really...the hang overs and the clean up. Valentines day: It was to celebrate St. Valentine and blah blah blah. Now its just an excuse to give flowers, candy and little gifts to a sweetie without having done something wrong and you feel like shit if you have no one to celebrate it with...overrated. Presidents's day: Celebrate the founding presidents...uh huh...riiight, its just an excuse for kids to sleep in and Haynes to have a sale. St. Patrick's day: We're supposed to celebrate St. Patty, but really? Its an excuse to get shitfaced on irish liquors and lagers. Easter: Yeah, we KNOW what this is SUPPOSED to celebrate, but what do we do? Search for eggs and get candy from an imaginary bunny...ooooh. Cinco de Mayo: Well....another excuse to get shitfaced....on Corona at that! Independence day: Origina

Micah
I am sorry i havent updated much, micah died on November 15 ,2008 .Our hearts are still grieving i got word tonight Micah made it home and is at home til next round of Chemo on the seventh. I know i shpuld keep my spirits up but i see this happening more than once as i told my son this is so familer. Got good news tonight Micah's blood work came back all his levels are up, I am so happy but another round of Chemo is Friday so it starts all over again

Red Bull Xmas Cake
Vodka & Red Bull Christmas Cake Ingredients: 1 cup water 1 cup of brown sugar 1 tsp baking soda 1 cup of sugar 1 tsp salt Lemon Juice 4 large eggs Nuts 1 bottle of Vodka 1 can of Red Bull 2 cups dried fruit Method: 1. Sample the vodka to check the quality. 2. Take a large bowl, check the vodka again. 3. To be sure it is of the highest quality, pour one level cup and mix with a little red bull and drink. 4. Repeat. 5. Turn on the electric mixer, beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. 6. Add one teaspoon of sugar. Beat again. 7. At this point its is best to make sure the vodka is still ok. 8. Flavour with red bull to taste. 9. Try another cup - just in case turn off the mixerer. 10. Break two leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit. 11. Pick fruit off floor 12. Mix on the turner. 13. If the dried fruit gets stuck in the beaterers, pry it loose with a drewscriver. 14. Shample the vodka to check fo

Confussed
So lets see here you post it and noones heard from me wow shocker lol. So hahahhaha fact of the matter is wow lets see your a liar and a player and talks more shit than i do wow thats good go have fun with another so called REAL MAN cuz oh yeah youve had such good luck with them before..... What ever hop you live a some what normal life I know this is my first one.... But what do you do when the person you want to be with is so far away and times you just need a hug or they need one and you arent there to give them one or get on from them?? I have fallen so in love for someone that lives 2000 miles from and want nothing more than to be with her and her kids and have a family and are making oplans to get her with me but in the mean time she is so far and yet so close at the same time.. Why is it that in life there are always challenges and complications in life.. Why cant it be easy and simple.. Why does life have all the roads with turns and stuff. Well i think i have babbled enough

You Walked In But Now It Seems You Wanna Walk Out
i came here hoping to meet new people. i finally meet you. hoping you were the one for me but i just seems to good to be true. and i want you to know i love you but do you love me to?

Poems.....
I have been kind of inspired to write my thoughts here in a poem which is proper, I think, for the season... Now is the time... It's a great time of the season. It is the time For when we should start believing. It is this time That miracles and great things happen. Why, it's Christmas! Time for helping and for giving. A time for joy, Faith, hope, love and eternal peace. It's a time for Love and unity to increase. But just one thing... We must all keep one thing in mind... Not just this time, But for always should we be kind. This holiday Is there to remind all of us... Of how people Were like in that true first Christmas. A time for joy And never a time for grieving. Just please have faith And ALWAYS keep on believing!!! There is nothing So bad for us we can't handle. It is the faith Which makes everything possible. (own poem) One more poem to share on dreams and believing... It is a fact... That dreams are an important part

The Love Of An Angel...
The love of an angel keeps us from any harm; he lets us all know that there's no need for alarm... The love of an angel he lets us know he cares; and he protects us all from all the devil's snares... The love of an angel is gentle as a touch; he lets us all know that he loves us very much... The love of an angel is as warm as the sun; he promises to stay 'til our lives here are done! -Robert Bosworth

*giggle*
I'm online now and playing on my webcam so stop by and say hi to me cause Im bored!!!! All My Free Pics Happy New Years all my sexy friends!!! I'm LIVE on cam right now and I'mma be partyin all night with all my sexy friends so hit me up if you're home tonight or in your sexy drunken stupor after you get home. I've hit the bubbly myself so its bound to be BIG BIG BOUNCIN BEWBIE FUN!! Myspace has been really mean to me in 2006 deleting all my profiles over and over and over again so if you want to make sure to keep up with me make sure you go to www.casssidycam.com and www.bad-gurlz.com I'll be updating them everyday this year since people keep losing me on there. :( if you havent already add me at www.myspace.com/casssidycam See all 136 New Years Eve Pics FREE HERE I've been soo busy lately but things are finally starting to calm down. I've been working A LOT lately but I was missing all my online friends so I had to stop by and say Hi. So HI! *waves* Thanks for all the

Cancun Now!
Who's goin'! This plane leaves from DFW (Dallas Ft.Worth Airport) and let's make memories...honest/travel buddie wanted ! 50/50 all the way! ~Doc Who's on board the Coon plane...leave private message...i'll return it back asap...doc Looking for a second for sharing a Cancun trip~ message if interested

Cam Sites
it is a cool one check it out and be on my friends list here is the link u all http://www.imvu.com/catalog/web_registration.php?userId=7002749&token=0463CT8LPZJDPY6LQ3T9ON who knows of any good cam sites that are free

Random Shit
You have the right to remain silent and refuse to answer questions. Do you understand? If so, stagger randomly. Anything you do say will be ignored and quickly forgotten, because you’re not yourself right now. Do you understand? If so, let your chin drop suddenly to your chest? You have the right to consult a public relations firm before speaking to the police, and to have your PR spokesman present during questioning now or in the future. Do you understand? If so, say: ‘My umbersmand.’ If you cannot afford a public relations firm, one will be appointed for you before any questioning if you wish. Do you understand? If so, allow your eyeballs to roll back in their sockets. Knowing and understanding your rights as I have explained them to you, are you willing to answer my questions without a public relations expert present? If you say ‘Yes’ or ‘No’, or make any sound at all, or say nothing, we will respect your right to remain silent and we’ll give you a ride home. A female officer arres

Decay
I grew up with certain beliefs. I wasn't a strong Christian. After my father passed away, I pretty much said to hell with the church. I blamed God to the point that I stopped believing. I turned to other resources for spiritual help. Some were good, and actually taught me something, or gave me some sort of moral...whatever you want to call it. Others where just not what I was looking for. I started realizing that I put together my own belief system, even if I did believe in Christ. One of the best ways to explain this is with a line from a movie I like. "Your vision of Christ is mines worst enemy." But on top of all that I started to form my beliefs on other things to like, family, friends, all sorts of stuff. I mean, its the same thing that everyone does. But where this starts to get me is when I begin to find out that the beliefs I had when I was a teen, slowly decay as I bet a little older and things happen to me. As the waves of life sweep in they slowly chip

Just My Shitty Ass Luck
Im so sick of guys that lie and cant keep their words. im sick of them tellin u they will change and how much they love and miss u, but yet once u give into their BULLSHIT they disappoint u ONCE again..... im fuckin sick of it

Bored And Lonely
Well the "happiest holiday of the year" is fast approaching and it is really depressing. I have much to be thankful for though a beautiful baby boy who is healthy and always smiling well almost always lol, a roof over my head and a regular job but there is just so much going on right now and I feel so overwhelmed and I have no one to turn to other than my great friends (but sometimes that just isn’t enough) I hate to sound whiny and I feel just so tired of seeming like I complain to much but meh I guess you are never truly given anymore than you can handle. I hope everyone has a happy holiday and to all those that have someone important in their live do me this favor show them how much they mean to you!!! well lets see today was cool i guess the majority of the day i felt like shit. I have come down with some type of flu i am guessing but yeah then a close friend of mine came and decided to spend some time with me and take care of me for a bit and i am really greatful to her for that b

Bad Santa!!!
Deer Santa, I wud like a kool toy space ranjur fer Xmas. I'v ben a gud boy all yeer. Yer Friend, Billy Dear Billy, Nice spelling. You're on your way to a career in lawn care. How about I send you a book so you can learn to read and spell? I'm giving your older brother the space ranger. At least HE can spell. Santa ************************************************************************ Dear Santa, I've been a good girl all year & the only thing I ask for is peace and joy in the world for everybody! Love, Sarah Dear Sarah, Your parents smoked pot when they had you, didn't they? Santa ********************************************************************* Dear Santa, I don't know if you can do this, but for Christmas I'd like for my mommy & daddy to get back together. Please see what you can do. Love, Teddy Dear Teddy, Your dad's banging the babysitter like a screen door in a hurricane. Do you think he's gonna give that up to come back to your frigid mom who rides

After 3 Weeks Of Being Here...
I've been away and just got back in time today but not soon enough to send a personal message to eacgh and every one of you. Wonderfully blogs enable us to leave messages for everyone to see so To ALL of my Cherry Friends, Family, Fans Each one of you is special to me and I Hope YOU Had a GREAT day of JOY!!! Love to ALL of YOU and may your every desire come to fruition!! Always, Your Savage Frankie

"windows To The Mind"
I A growl enters from the reserve, rolling amongst the gray puffy clouds as a dog would amidst fresh fallen snow drifts. Flashing chaotically, like strobes of paparazzi at the hottest Actors Guild Movie Awards, the storm presents itself with an enigmatic intention. Swollen clouds begin to tear up with their echoed excitement of bellowing thunder. With a climatic explosion of ethereal voice, perfectly accentuated lighting and with the taunting of natures emotions the rain sweeps through like the final draping of a Broadway masterpiece. Leaves, being packed together shoulder to shoulder of the lower thickets, chatter and clap as if an audience were summoning an encore performance of the liquid generational arts. Saturating every granule of the forest floor the flagrant down pour plays a soothing sonnet amongst newly born mirrored puddles. Each droplet plays their own significant sequence, collaborating efforts with pea-size hail which massage their physical audience to pure exh

Test Yourself..hehehe
The anger personality quiz I took this quiz- The anger personality quizMy Result Was: You are more likely to have angry tiffs. You do not try much to suppress your anger. Try to control your temper. Take this quiz- The anger personality quiz

To My Girl
I am so sorry, why cant you see , what your doing to me . You keep on saying that all we are is Friends and nothing more. but all i see is your beaty, i see your smile i feel your pain . I am your frined yes but i also love you ,,please girl When I'm laying here at night all by myself. When my husband is at work , I start to drift off < amd start to think about the first time we made out. How we both were so nervous . I look at you cinny and said dont be lets just have some wild kinky kind of fun, we have 4 hours till our habibis get home. SO as i leave myself just woundering if we will do this again ill just dream........

Qualities To Look For In A Boyfriend Or Girlfriend
What qualities should you be looking for in a boyfriend or girlfriend? Unfortunately I can't answer this question for you. Every person is unique and should be looking for different things. But I can help you answer this question for yourself. You want to look for people who are compatible in the all of the categories listed below. Don't waste your time on dead end relationships, if a person is not compatible with most of these things... well... It's very important to know what you want before you start looking. Most people start seeing someone and just wait for thing to come up that are bothersome, then start questioning if these are things they can live with. It makes more sense to know what these things are, and look out for them early on in the relationship. Remember you are not looking for a soul mate, they don't exist. You are looking for a loving relationship that can last. The Simple things: These are the things you already know you want in a boyfriend or girlfriend: So

Angel?
So I sit here looking at the events in my life Did she mean it when she said she'd be my wife. I think of the promises to those that i have made Did she believe or just think i wanted to get laid. Looking at myself from anothers eyes is the hardest thing to do Did she hear my words when I said to her "I only Love You". Feeling emotions going back and forth through my head Wondering is it destin for me to be alone until I'm dead. Wondering why I feel like this but yet want to survive I wake in the morning breathing no thoughts of suicide. Seeing into the crowd all my friends they shine and smile As I watch there loved one work hard for that extra mile. Knowing it's not them hurting me, it has to be my past Maybe because I don't know how, is why it never last. Always believing theres someone for everyone Just not really knowing how do I get to be that one. I can see her desire to hold me in her arms But it's not for keeps its to fear off the harms. S

Heroes, Lost, Prison Break
DAMMIT....HEROES, PRISON BREAK, AND LOST ALL DECIDE TO TAKE A FUCKING BREAK. GOOD THING IS THAT WHEN THEY ALL DO COME BACK....24 STARTS...FUCK I'M GOING TO BE A COUCH POTATO ON MONDAY NIGHTS. DOES ANYONE KNOW ANY GOOD SHOWS ON RIGHT NOW?

Bonnie
Find out Why - Join the Cause I'M 40 YRS OLD. I HAVE 2 KIDS. GIRL 16. BOY 3. I HAVE 2 STEP KIDS. AND A BOYFRIEND IF YOU CALL IT THAT ANY MORE. WAY HE BEEN ACTING TOWARDS ME HERE LATELY. LOL. I'M A STAY HOME MOM. WITH THE KIDS. I'M BORN DISABLED. WEAK LEG MUSCLES. WEAR LEG BRACES. AND ROD IN MY SPIN.FOR THE CURVED SPIN.. WALK WITH ONE CRUTCH.. BEEN THIS WAY FOR AS LONG AS I CAN REMEMBER. BEEN THREW 5 DIFF. FOSTER HOMES SENCE I WAS 6 1/2. MOM GOT ME BACK AT 16 1/2. WHY I NEVER KNEW REALLY. WHEN GOT HOME COULDN'T DATE COULDN'T GO NO WHERE.. NOT EVEN WITH MY OWN BROTHERS. SAD I KNOW.. I'VE HAD A ROUGH LIFE.. YOU'LL NEVER BEGIN TO UNDER STAND IT REALLY. I CAN'T REALLY.. AND I LIVED THE DAMN THING. AND STILL AM.. WELL, OUT OF MY LIFE WORTH LIVEING 4.. IS MY 2 SWEET KIDS... YA THERE A HAND FULL BUT. I'LL BE DAMN IF I'LL LEAVE THEM BEHIND FOR NO ONE OR ANYTHING. YOU WANT ME.. YOU BETTER WANT MY KIDS TOO.. THERE MY LIFE, SOUL, MY EVERYTHING... WELL ENOUGH ABOUT ME. HOPE I CAN

Its Me
i am a married women with 2 wonderful girls and a sweet neice that lives with me .my husband works his ass off as an instalator for us ,he is awsome. we love to play poker babysitter permitted lol on sat. nights. other than that i am just a working mother and wife. that is just me!

Tink's Blog
1. CLICK ON THE LINK (COFFEE MACHINE BELOW) 2. PUT THE COIN IN THE VENDING MACHINE 3. CHOOSE YOUR DRINK 4. CLICK ON THE CUP WHEN IT IS READY 5 CLICK ON "APRI" ENJOY! Don't forget to click on "APRI" in the last box !!! COFFEE MACHINE http://www.cartoline.it/pics/_zoom_flash.htm?immagine=scherzi_150404_01.swf Never underestimate the power of the perfect kiss. Get it right, and the rest will fall into place It has been theorized that a woman decided within five minutes of meeting a man whether or not she will have sex with him. Possibly true, but there is one catch. Most women I know, myself included, may initially decide we'll have sex with a guy, but when we find out he's a bad or a mediocre kisser, we change our minds entirely. We decide we will never have sex with this guy. He won't even get asked for a nightcap, much less for breakfast the next morning. As our lips part while we stand on the doorstep, we will announce that we have an early-morning meeting or (if yo

Im Good
I thought that I could love no other Until, that is, I met your brother. ************************* Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you. But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty and so is your head. ************************** Of loving beauty you float with grace. If only you could hide your face. **************************** Kind, intelligent, loving and hot. This describes everything you are not. ****************************** I want to feel your sweet embrace, But don't take that paper bag off of your face. ******************************* I love your smile, your face, and your eyes. Damn, I'm good at telling lies! ************************************ My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife: Marrying you screwed up my life. ************************************ I see your face when I am dreaming. That's why I always wake up screaming. *

Friend W/ Benefits
Click on my photo and vote for me and leave me comments It doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery. Here's how it works: Statistcally speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on Cherry Tap that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a msg saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post this as "friends w/ benefits" Click on my photo and vote for me and leave me comments

A Boy & His Blog
*Editor's note* - This blog is intended for mature audiences only!!! As I sit, and watch the BET Awards Mary J. Blidge is performing "No More Crying" I think that's what the name of the song is. Anyway, She's wearing this form fitting denim onsombable, and tan knee boots. Now, at the time I just woke up, and we all now how "WE" wake up. I wouldn't call it morning wood...More like frustrated evening wood. Frustrated because it was just about to visit Bush Gardens, but before it could...The park closed on a count of a thunderstorm. In this case I was awakened from my "close but no cigar" wet dream. Damn telemarketers!!! They always call at the wrong times. So anyways, I'm watching Mary J, and I get a glance at her backside. Suddenly I began jumping, and I don't mean Kris Kross style. Now, I could do three things. 1. Walk it off. 2. Beat it off. 3. Sleep it off. I chose the first option, when I should've chose number 2. My dog starts barking, and I take him out to t

My Thoughts And Words
Wow it was a long daY ` toay I need to fuck soon Today is a brand new day. Live for each moment and do what feels right. Regret is all consuming. My cousin was murdered Thursday of last week. I loved him eminsly. It is time for me to take a stand. The man who shot my cousin has been labled a good samaritan by the media. Where is his justic? I am on a mission now to make sure the world knows how wonderful he was. I hop-e no one in this world has to feel the pain and lose I do right now. God bless.

Sending Love
SORRY TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY FOR NOT REPLYING, PLEASE FORGIVE ME I AM HAVING BAD PC PROBLEMS AND HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO GET ONLINE TO CHECK EMAIL, CHERRYTAP OR YAHOO. BE PATIENT, I APPRECIATE ALL THE LOVE AND COMMENTS, HOPE TO BE BACK ON MORE REGULARLY SOON. MUCH LOVE AND HUGS TO EVERYONE AND HAVE A BLESSED HOLIDAY SEASON. LOVE, NURSE MISSY XOXOXOXOX.....MISSY

Yes I Did It
1. Where will you be when it turns 2007? prob right here 2. How did you get the idea for your CT name? i have a thing for the classics 3. Do you believe in karma? to a degree 4. Has the death of a celebrity ever made you cry? nope what the hell happened to 5 6. Do you own an iPod? can't say i do 7. What was the first thing you thought this morning? wonder what a certain someone is doing 8. What do you do for a living? i make electric guitars 9. What will you do tonight? um prob the same as i do everynight 10. What's your favorite memory from last weekend? a special someone calling me to see if she can call me 11. What are the last two digits of your phone number? 53 i think, i don't call mself 12. What was the last thing you ate? grilled cheese sandwich 13. What was last thing you drank? water 14. What was the last movie you watched? superman returns 15. What/Who do you dislike at the moment? my sis and the car she sold me 16. What food do you crave right now? woul

May Not Be New News, But Good To Know
WARNING!!!!......There is a new thing goin round southern canada, moving round very fast...ppl who are ineterested in perfumes and colognes are being asked in the street to sample smell these products, Unfortunately its neither perfume or cologne,ITS EETHER, ppl are being knocked out and robbed during this christmas seaon in the middle of the streets, be weary of strangers not in kiosks and department stores advertizing such products

Woohoo - New Beginnings
Yup, it's a New Year and I get to start it off the best way I know how!! With a new fantastic job, a Great son and Fabulous Friends, (even though some of them have really pissed me off lately!) It'll also be a time to reconsider some options I've chose this past year and move beyond and past them. Which many, I have done, but in my own way! As well, make some very strong desicions that may change a lot around me. But it'll all be worth it! One thing that I will NEVER stop doing though, is believing in a couple of people that I know are so worth more than they probably even imagine! Who would have ever thought that my life would change so quickly!!! And while it may seem over whelming - it's a blessing!!! Though one person should know - it won't matter! This beginning is something that I am doing for me!!!

Still Have My Cherry...
So this is my first time on here-my first 10 min on here in fact! I'm just surfing around here trying to figure it all out. Anybody with any advice or hints or just wanna say hi, feel free to drop me a line!! cheers to you all!!

4a Christmas Miracle
Always believe in MIRACLES!! Three years ago, a little boy and his grandmother came to see Santa at Mayfair Mall in Wisconsin. The child climbed up on his lap, holding a picture of a little girl. "Who is this?" asked Santa, smiling. "Your friend? Your sister?" "Yes, Santa," he replied. "My sister, Sarah, who is very sick," he said sadly. Santa glanced over at the grandmother who was waiting nearby, and saw her dabbing her eyes with a tissue. "She wanted to come with me to see you, oh, so very much, Santa!" the child exclaimed. "She misses you," he added softly. Santa tried to be cheerful and encouraged a smile to the boy's face, asking him what he wanted Santa to bring him for Christmas. When they finished their visit, the Grandmother came over to help the child off his lap, and started to say something to Santa, but halted. "What is it?" Santa asked warmly. "Well, I know it's really too much to ask you, Santa, but .." the old woman began

Ggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
I have finally got a new (free 2nd hand) PC. This one is flasher, it runs Win XP instead of Win 98. Now I finally have PC so can get back on the interweb thingy I am going away for 10 days so won't be on anyway. My damn piece of sh!t computer has finally crapped out completely. I am writing this at my parents house. So I may not be around so much for awhile until I get another PC. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!

Bull Shit.
I found this and its an example of how people with small minds are led astray. It Is Time To DUMP All Republicans For Giving US Bush 4 years of war in Iraq because of Republican incompetence, lies and zero oversight of the $400 Billion Dollars thousands of US Veterans and hundreds of thousands of innocent women and children killed and maimed in the Republican fiasco called Iraq War for Oil. BULLSHIT- It is a war to free the enslaved people of Iraq from the tyrrany of murderous dictators. Some innocents were killed, but its a war of liberation not oil. We have enough damn oil. What about all of the insurgents that our soldiers have sent to Allah. Nobody ever brings that up. And once again, have we all forgotten about 9-11. Failure of the Republican Party to Save the lives of 1300 Americans who died in New Orleans while Bush and Cheney remained on vacation and couldn't even take 5 minutes out of there "BUSY" VACATIONS to pick up a telephone and send a hundred army heli

I Miss You...
Today I bought you roses Something I never would have done while you were here. Today I cried again A fresh new set of tears. Today I longed to hold you Something I should have done while you were here. Today I died a little death When I woke up to find you still weren’t near. Today I poured my heart out to you Something I never could have done while you were here Today I held nothing back And I wished you could hear. Today I seen your name in stone Something I would never have believed while you were here. Today I reached out to you Only to find nothing to hold onto but my fear. Today I sat with you for hours. Something I never had the time to do while you were here. Today I realize all the things I should have done While you were here. Today I learned just how deep I love you Something I never knew while you were here. Today I am glad I was your mate. I only wish you were still here. Today I bought you roses Something I never would have do

Feeling
“Just remember, the same as a spectacular Vogue magazine, remember that no matter how close you follow the jumps: Continued on page whatever. No matter how careful you are, there's going to be the sense you missed something, the collapsed feeling under your skin that you didn't experience it all. There's that fallen heart feeling that you rushed right through the moments where you should've been paying attention. Well, get used to that feeling. That's how your whole life will feel some day. This is all practice. None of this matters. We're just warming up.”

Wtf?!
ok all you fuckin haters who gotta mark shit NSFW...stay the hell off my page and quit being so NSFW button happy and markin shit that already in a NSFW folder. screw yall and i hope you have a bad fucking day! nuthin but system error after system error....and you thought myspace was bad.....I swear I haven't had one unexpected system error with myspace since I joined CT

Just Some Random Spewings Of Mine
I became a mother at a very young age, which for my generation that's normal. I was just barely 18 when I had my first daughter and I had my last daughter when I was only 20. I was pregnant for nearly 3 years back to back. They are close now, more like best friends. I love that, but until they started to what little they do for themselves now my life was busy..lol! I have worked hard to show my children right from wrong and I still have a lot of teaching to do as they are still very young. The oldest is 6 then they stair step from there 5, and 4. I know that all the things I teach my children are important, thus the reason I put forth the effort. However I also know that no matter what I teach my children I can only hope that in the end they follow my instruction rather than that of someone else. I also know that in all reality they will most likely rebel against me, for the simple fact that they will find it amusing. As teenagers they will see me as ignorant. Old. Late

Im Soooo Happy I Got It Wooot
Well hey people, some of you know how i have been try'n to become a flight attendant, well guess what i had my interview with Mesa Air Group and I GOT THE JOB.....for the most part, I just have to wait for the background check to come back and I really have it ..... wooo fucking hooooo omg you people have no clue how happy i am ..........so ya my life is going to move to AZ for 2 months then i will be based somewhere for 6 months then i will try to come home and be based here .... welll got to run love you all...

Bittersweet Memories...
please stop... stop haunting me... stop tearing my heart apart... stop my heart from aching... stop my tears from falling... stop my mind from thinking of you... stop me loving you... stop my world from turning a darker shade of black... stop...please stop...please... i wish i could just lay me down to sleep and not waking up... it was early morning when i came back from work...emotionally drained and overwhelmed after one night on stage...the rush of adrenalin calmed after the spot lights were turned off...i found you sitting in the dark ...in the rain ...outside my door...the glisten of your teardrops caught by the street lights...i held you close...felt your body shivering...didn't know whether it's from the coldness of the rain or your heart... i'd always accepted you without question...but at that particular moment...i wished you'd let me know what made you sad...i could kissed away your tears...but that wouldn't take away your pain...i'd felt so much hurt in you..

Reborn...from The Ashes Of The Phoenix...
a new day...a new beginning...have been on detour too long...time to get back on track...sometimes i stand in the middle of a crossroad...not knowing which direction to go...so i just sit down and take the easy way out...but nothing stands still...especially not "time"...so yeah...time to pick my ass up and get moving...whichever road it may lead me...i believe i'll overcome all the obstacles...i chose to walk through this world alone...in the name of freedom...but someone once said...freedom is just another word for nothing left to lose... well maybe that's what i feel...it sure beats having the heart broken and discarded...don't know which is worse...to love or to be loved... so yeah...i chose to walk alone...at least for now...

Funny Shyt
Your sexual experience is like a street racer You like to have fun all the time, and if hooking up is a consequence of that then so be it. You are very easy going and have a rocking life. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Romantic Night Turns Into Crazy Hot Sexxy!!!
I sat back and wondered why I loved summer so much, as I gazed from my banana chair perched on top of the first dune back from the water. From there, I could see miles of white sand covered by just a couple of feet of water in most places, with a few deeper holes, ideal for a dip. Although this view is what I consider the most beautiful in the world, I closed my eyes and had a huge range of visual and emotional memories come flooding through my brain. I tried to remember my very first image of the beach and summer. I remembered when I must have been around four years old; playing in the back yard of the house I grew up in, in the small country town where I lived until I was ten. Summertime then meant an all-encompassing warmth, the freedom to take your shirt off, playing down by the river, setting up the kiddie pool and slippery dip in the back yard, staying up late, parties with friends of the family, and some time in the big city with a chance to go to th

Time To Move On!
Well I have two weeks left in the Army, I just can't wait. Its time for me to move on and get a normal life I guess. Over the past eight years my life has been up and down, going form place to place. I believe its time to settle down and enjoy a regular job!

What Does Friendship Mean To You
Two Frogs A group of frogs were traveling through the woods, and two of them fell into a deep pit. When the other frogs saw how deep the pit was, they told the two frogs that they were as good as dead. The two frogs ignored the comments and tried to jump up out of the pit with all their might. The other frogs kept telling them to stop, that they were as good as dead. Finally, one of the frogs took heed to what the other frogs were saying and gave up. He fell down and died. The other frog continued to jump as hard as he could. Once again, the crowd of frogs yelled at him to stop the pain and just die. He jumped even harder and finally made it out. When he got out, the other frogs said, "Did you not hear us?" The frog explained to them that he was deaf. He thought they were encouraging him the entire time. Lessons of the story: There is power of life and death in the tongue. An encouraging word to someone who is down can lift them up and help them make it through the day. So

Vote ....for Hottest Tattoo!!!!!!
Only 1551 to level up come help me please thank you Please come vote for me Voting is now open!!!! Vote as many times as you like. Comments also also count towards determing the winner. enjoy yourself http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=307703&albumid=133535 Go help my friend out she is a real sweet cherry... so show her lots of luv she Deserves this :] thanks

Friendship Box
Printer Friendly Version Comment on Article -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Into a box of friendship To insure that it is strong First a layer of respect On the bottom does belong Then to the sides attach In the corners where they meet Several anchors full of trust Devoid of all deceit The height of friendship can be measured By the sides of four So make them all a larger cut And the box will hold much more Now fill it up with courtesy Honor and esteem Understanding, sympathy And passion for a dream Add to that your honesty Emotions joy and love And since they're so important Place them up above But leave the box wide open So all can see inside To learn what makes a friendship work From the box you built with pride

Sweet And Dirty
Im not sure if its just me. Doesnt it kinda suck that you have to be a level 5 to post a mum and a level 10 to start a lounge. I really surprised that I can post a blog at only level 3. And why Im on that subject I totally love each and everyone who help me become a 3. I really am trying to get to each and every one who has became a friend or fan. I been having trouble with the site being a little slow. But I will do my best to get back to everyone soon. Thanks so much for the Love Guys and Gals. Sweets

Me Making Fun Of The Stallion
The Stallion date: 2006-12-05 15:21:55 subject: sex application submission, bigboy read receipt: Yes read: Yes replied: No block user 1. Your Name: You can call me whatever you like. 2. Age: Wait, if i remember correctly, what turns you on are 12 year old boys. 3. Favorite position (s) ? You on the ground with your legs spread and your hands behind your head. Me standing over you with a loaded pistol aimed at your back. 4. Do you think i'm hot? You must be, i always see you sweating for no apparent reason. 5. Would you have sex with me? Only if i had AIDs or something would it be worth it. 6. lights on or off? Anything that involves you're being present is better with the lights off... and with a clothes-pin over my nose. 7. Would you have to be drunk? If drunk were the horizon, i'd have to be whatever you'd be after circumnavigating the globe, and almost returning to exactly where i started. 8. Would you take a shower with me? Shower? Is th

Random Stuff
As a lot of my friends know, since my Ex died, I have been battling with his family on who should get custody of my son. I am really at the point where I am tired of being nice and feel that I have to put my foot down in areas, and I wrote this letter to my ex brother-in-law to tell him what he was doing is wrong! Could you all give me some input on if the letter is too bitchy or not? Casey, I am writing now because, these are things I have GOT to get off my chest. I am looking out for Brandon's best interest, and I feel what everyone is doing to him is not fair for a 13 year old boy to be put through, especially after all that he has been through already. I knew when Curt died, that this would be an issues from the start. But the night that Curt died, Brandon wanted to come home with me, he had the Deputy call me and request that I get to the hospital ASAP, because Brandon wanted his mom. I did that, I went there for my son. I took my son home, because they told me I w

Stuff
just wanted to let everyone know that i wont be online for awhile. i just have some soul searching to do. but i'll be back....better than ever. promise. so dont forget me!! all my love, ~b xoxxx my tattoo is flaking...alot...and it's creeping me out. just thought i'd share. tmi? lol ....i'm in such a weird mood today. can ya tell? show me some love and bomb the hell outta my pic!! a gift to everyone who gives 100 bombs. :DD thank you!! muuuah!

News!! Also Come And Check Me Out
how to stop people from bugging you about getting married old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling telling me, "you're next." They stoppped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals. its just a joke thing i found a while ago hey to all my friends i got some news as of yesterday. i was accepted into a writing school and i will be able to write books for children. im excited. come by check me out whoever reads this. ill see ya later leave some comments thanks

Tis The Season
Its that time of year to be thankful for what you have and help those less fortunate. My Great Grandfather was a Minister for the Salvation Army for many years. To honor him and all those Good People who stad out in the cold and ring those bells We at Club Illusia set up an Online Red Kettle to Help raise money for the Salvation Army. ALL DONATIONS GO DIRECTLY TO THE SALVATION ARMY NOT INTO A PERSONL ACCOUNT!!! Please...In the Spirit of the Holidays...Help Those who need it the most! Click on the pic to donate Money to the Club Illusia Kettle for the Salvation Army!! *Ringing Bell*

Native Americans Vietnam
Native Americans have one of the highest record of service in the Vietnam era conflict, per capita, of any ethnic group. A majority of these men enlisted, and a disproportional number served in combat positions: in infantry regiments, tank battalions, airborne and airmobile units, and artillery batteries. At first glance, these statistics might seem surprising. After all, historically, the U.S. military took Native land by force, and wiped out a generation of Indian warriors. Paradoxically, however, the recruitment of Native Americans had been as much a federal policy as Indian removal. Indians were recruited to fight with American forces against the British and the French. Native American served in the Revolutionary War and the War of 1812, and were recruited by both sides in the Civil War. A much more powerful and persistant reason for the record of service, is that, in fact, many Indian veterans think of their modern warfare experience in terms of much older traditions. For

Laughter
WHY YOU NEVER QUESTION A DRUNK I was shopping at the local super market where I selected: A half-gallon of 2% milk, A carton of eggs, A quart of orange juice, A head of romaine lettuce, A 2 lb. can of coffee, and A 1 lb. package of bacon. As I was unloading my items on the conveyor belt to check out, a drunk standing behind me watched as I placed the items in front of the cashier. While the cashier was ringing up the purchases, the drunk calmly stated, "You must be single." I was a bit startled by this proclamation, but I was intrigued by the derelict's intuition, since I was indeed single. I looked at the six items on the belt and saw nothing particularly unusual about my selections that could have tipped off the drunk to my marital status. Curiosity getting the better of me, I said: "Well, you know what, you are absolutely right. But how on earth did you know that?" The drunk replied, "Cause you're ugly." Calmness in our lives I am p

Hey Cherries - Over Here
Go to Sin DeReLla's photo contest and throw some comments for me I think I dead last or close to it http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=252908&albumid=167947&i=974695273 I have pictures of the World's Greatest Ass, but I hit my pic limit, could you help me increase my status by rating me or my pictures and as a reward, you will see the best behind your eye's ever focused on. I have pictures of the World's Greatest Ass, I'm talking mouth watering - but I hit my pic limit, could you help me increase my status by rating me or my pictures and as a reward, you will see the best behind your eye's ever focused on.

Rants
Tho most of us are upset and saddened by the wrestling worlds lost, I find myself disgusted. Yeah Chris Benoit was a great wrestler...hell I watched him for YEARS! But let's not forget this guy is a fucking murderer! He killed his fucking (ehat ws he 7?!) kid! AND his wife. Maybe this will wake some ppl up to the rampid use of drugs in the WWE. Maybe this will smack Vince McMahon's head and make him realize that he needs to test weekly till the fuckers are CLEAN. OH WAIT - he can't can he? Cmon Vinnie we know who REALLY supplies the roids. Yeah I'll miss the wrestler, but I won't miss the man. You're a fucking killer burn in hell. I can't believe that they would hold a tribute to this guy! It wasn't like everyone didn't know he was a killer! And instead of just staying quiet on it, you went and made a tribute show AND canceled a FUCKING PPV! Tell me something.....do you feel stupid now? Do you feel stupid knowing he didn't want to go to REAL jail, ( where he would be someone's bitc

Survey- Project For Marketing
Survey 1) What would you do if all privacy were suddenly gone? 2) If a camera could see anyone anytime, and it was invisible to the naked eye, would you watch? 3) If you could watch anyone anywhere, even yourself, without them knowing you were all the way at home, who would it be? 4) a) How often would you watch anyone at any given time, anywhere across the world, including yourself, and they wouldn’t know you were watching? b) Someone in the past under the same circumstances, how often would you view them? 5) What if there was a way to see what someone did so lying would be impossible? 6) How would you feel if someone watched you when you breed, eat, sleep, but you wouldn’t know they were there? 7) If Religion were proven to be a myth, an old story, would you want to believe it? 8) Would you want to know what your ancestors did in the past? 9) Would you watch your past again and again if you could? 10) If we could inhabit another planet, without endangering

Encrypted
its been a long time since ive had something to say, and so friggin much has happened in the past year; the wife and i have reconciled, its cost me alot of blood tears and sweat, and a couple friends to get our marrige back on track but im definately glad we put the effort in things are gettin better for us all the time and our improved life is having a very positive effect on the children, they have always been great kids but now they seem alot happier, i am truly blessed, and immensly thankful for the ease of stress, and the abatement of saddness in our house. as my wife and i rebuild our marrige and restructure our lives i just wanted to take a minute and say "THANK YOU" to all the friends ive found online who made the lonliness bearable, and "THANK YOU VERY MUCH" for posting nude and nearly nude pics of yourselves for me and your other friends to oogle over.. so many gorgeous women, you all make me feel very manly that i can show you all off to my friends, your all sooo

Exclusive Nonissue
It all comes Down To faith How and why You believe Does not matter Whether correct Or erroneous You still have Your two Feet Do what you feel Must be done Experience that And this A subtle claim Which must remain It is only All of you That's missed I will not attempt To stop your flee I can only give You a motive To return I know my part Is in the heart While your mind Still turns

New Start's
New start's can be a bit tricky.Today I woke up and something told me to go and take a look at my tagworld page. I go to my page and proceed to update a few thing. Soon after I decided to go and check out the widgets, tagworld had to offer.There was only a couple , a chat box, photo cube ,and a kewl looking daily horoscope one, so I said what the heck,and went ahead and got the HTML code, and placed it on my tagworld page.What it said really made me think considering what has been going on in my life, this is what it said: Today's Date: December 05, 2006 You were mistreated. You'll get your own back. Forgiveness takes less effort. Enemies or oppressors might not even see themselves that way.

Ptsd Wonder Drug
Army to fund research on memory pill that may help PTSD victims By Jeff Schogol, Stars and Stripes ARLINGTON, Va. — The Army has agreed to fund research to see if a drug used to treat high blood pressure might be able to lessen the emotional impact of memories associated with post-traumatic stress disorder. CBS’ “60 Minutes” first reported Nov. 26 that the Army was looking at whether the drug Propranolol could be used to treat PTSD. Researchers hope to recruit several dozen veterans who served in Iraq and Afghanistan from the greater Boston area for the study, said psychologist Dr. Scott P. Orr, who will help conduct the research. The study will look at whether Propranolol can reduce veterans’ emotional responses to certain memories by cutting down on the accompanying surge of adrenaline, said Orr, who works at the Department of Veterans Affairs Medical Center in Manchester, N.H. In initial tests, people given the drug were observed to have reduced physiological r

Pros And Cons, Or Just My Rants
Isn't it funny how we love the one's that hurt us most? We keep them close and hold them dear. No matter, what they may do, we still want them. WHY????? Please help me to understand. Why it is that I can never find a man that can satisfy me? I mean sure I can always find men that satisfy part of me, and I have to find other people to satisfy the parts of men that a man can't. I can find men that satisfy me in bed, and I can find men that satisfy me mentally, But I can never seem to find a guy that can satisfy me all the way. I always feel like I'm cutting part of myself off to be with someone. I have to keep part of myself hidden, because the person I am with can't or won't accept everything their is to me. I mean I know I am a very strong minded, passionate, intellectual, open minded person. And I also know what I want and who I am. So why can't I find a satisfying relationship? I want to say thanks to all those people who sent me gift's today. And showed me love. Thanks for all the b

Some Of My Thoughts If Anyone Cares
Welcome to my new series of ranting and ramblings. I actually started it yesterday but my dumb ass put it in my articles blog. in this one i am going to share some of my own thinging....i know i know ..you don't care what i think, but I'm not making you read this am I, huh? I have 2 other blogs one with articles about various topics that i find on the net and the other is my poetry. check it out if you like. I encourage coments on all of my blogs I like to know what other people think, if you don't want to share it with everyone you can always private message me too. so are you ready to journey with me? ok today i got my first tattoo. it is the japanese kanji for the word ninja. why ninja? well first of all ninja kick ass. since i was a kid i have had a fascination with anything asian. artwork, culture, calligraphy, women(had to throw that in there), martial arts, and the ninja. I wanted to be a ninja growing up. I watched all the cheesy ninja movies....still do. that

Vote For Me!!!!!!!
OK, so I am going to give one of these online contests a whirl. I am competing in the sexiest guy over 30 (and 40 LOL) and i need you all to vote. Leave comments again an again and again... It has always been fun to vote on all the othe contests so lets see how i do as a recipient, Thanks all my C. T. friends. Mikey Hello everybody, I hope this blog finds you all in great health and good spirits. As the title says, it is National Freedom Day and I couldn't think of a better way to let everyone out there know about it then by posting this blog. Many of you may not know that I am a Military brat as well as a proud Military Veteran. I served my Country with pride and respect as did my Father, Grand Father, younger brother & two cousins. Before all of you President bashers and tree huggers get all huffy about what you think about our participation in the Iraq war STOP!! This about your Freedom, and regardless of your political views and standpoints, you have got to appreciate that.

On Line Lovers Meet
Lisa's fingers clutched the steering wheel as she sat in the parking lot of the book store. Nervously she glanced around making sure she did not recognize any of the people or cars. Her hand moved to the door handle but stopped. This is crazy she thought jamming the key back in the ignition. He probably won't show up, and even if he does, he won't talk to me, once he sees me he will just keep on walking. "What if he does show up?" She whispered to herself. She looked in the rearview mirror at her reflection then took a deep breath. "Its time to quit being a coward," she said into the mirror. Grabbing her purse she opened the car door and slowly walked up the path to her favorite book store. The scent of coffee called to her but she kept walking, afraid of making a mistake, what if she got the coffee and spilled it on herself, and then he really showed up, or worse she spilled it on him and he left. Smiling at her own vivid imagination she shook her head and wandered around

Shadow Walker!!!
They say the shadows are cold and dark ( I welcome it with open arms)..The religions of the world call it the realm of demons and demi-gods ( I welcome them as friends and family)...this is what a shadow walker is.. they live in the comfort of the shadow..they can not live in the light for they are persacuted and judged by those who do not understand there very being. we are hated for what we are..We don't follow treands or the latest things...It makes us sick to see how everyone needs to be the same to fit in.. The shadows except who we are and doesn't ask for you to be beautful and vein..It's a place of equals..some people would say I'm crazy for talking about this..They hate the truth..aspecialy if they can't see it..

If
JON LORD, PETE TOWNSHEND, JOE WALSH Part Of Tribute Show For TRAFFIC Legend Former DEEP PURPLE keyboardist Jon Lord will take part in an all-star celebration of the late Jim Capaldi, solo musician and member of TRAFFIC. The show will take place January 21st, close to the second anniversary of his death, at London's Roundhouse. Tickets go on sale December 18. The Dear Mr. Fantasy concert, named for one of Traffic's best-known albums, will celebrate the life and work of Capaldi, who died of cancer January 28, 2005, at the age of 60. The event will raise funds for the Jubilee Action Street Children Appeal, a charity in which Capaldi and his wife Anina were active. The show will be presented by BBC Radio 2's Bob Harris. Already confirmed to appear are Steve Winwood, Capaldi`'s longtime collaborator both in and out of Traffic; Pete Townshend, Paul Weller, Bill Wyman and other such performers as Joe Walsh, Gary Moore, Simon Kirke, Dennis Locorriere, the Storys, Andy Newmark, Ray

My Poetry That Is Published
Life Little is known until you experience it It's only here for a short while Far different from one to the next Everyone lives their own Howard Conklin Jr Copyright ©2006 Howard Conklin Jr SHAWNA She is my guiding light Has a great personality Allways makes me smile With me everywhere I go Never needs to change And most of all I love her Howard Conklin Jr Copyright ©2006 Howard Conklin Jr SISTER Shows you that she cares Important part in your life Shops till they drop There for you when you need them Even when you don't Remembers important dates Howard Conklin Jr Copyright ©2006 Howard Conklin Jr

Confessions
Some things I've come to realize and some details you may not know about me: 1. Its harder to smile when you want to cry then it is to cry when you want to smile 2. After everything thats happened in my life, I'm not a fan of the word 'time' 3. My self-esteem isnt anywhere near where it should be and it hasnt been for years 4. I put on an act around everyone Im not super close to because Im afraid to let anyone in 5. I laugh and burp when Im nervous 6. Somedays I think it would be easier to give up 7. Even though I seem optamistic Im really a pessimest 8. I critisize everything I do and I never believe that I am good enough 9. I feel like I cant trust most people 10. Im afraid of being hurt 11. I like to run in the rain 12. If anything is on my mind... I'll say it 13. My food weakness is Mexican food 14. I dislike my body 15. Im afraid to be alone 16. Im emotionaly unstable 17. I need to be told Im beautiful to believe it 18. I was in therapy for 6 months 19. Im

Friends....friends...please
it seems that people forget the basic rights of everyone here. Respect is a vital part of any friendship..without it, its doomed. Think about it people...do u want to be respected? or treated like trash

The First
I just wanted to say hello to everyone in the community. I'm am about meeting people that are real and want to just have a good time. talk to you all later Hey so i haven't been on in a while but I just wanted to say hi to everyone again!!!! send me a message lets see what's going on...

Is Honesty A Myth?
Ok so what is up with people no longer knowing how to be honest? Everyone says oh I am so upfront, but when it really comes down to it, the truth is no where to be found. I really don't remember the last time I met a person with the exception of my best friends, who knows how to be honest. Well that's enough ranting. Bye for now.

Pictures
Ok, I have good news and bad news....I took many new pics, but the bad news is that I couldn't upload them because dad-in-law is an ass and locked the computer room so I couldn't get on the net. SO, I'm visiting my mom right now, and HOPEFULLY I will have new pics for everybody by Monday... So, since I'll be taking some new pics of me, hopefully later today, I was wondering what everyone would like to see....Here are my ideas so far, feel free to add your own: 1. Full body shots 2. Garter & Tights Let me know! ;)

Mamma I Love You
Mamma I Love You You are my, life my heart. I've always loved you, and I never did or do stop loving you. either though I don't show it to you that much like i should. Your always in my thoughts when i go to sleep and wakeup in the mornings. When thoughs years we could'nt see each other the more you was on my mind. there were times that I would just start to cry anywhere and not know why I was crying. There's Times that I would cry in my sleep . Either though I was Not around you that much till like almost 9 years now. And till this day mamma I will always Love You Forever!!!!! Written By Bessie Marie Meadows

Fairytale Ending
A song I wrote : V1 I was lost surrounded by darkness But you showed me the light I thought about just giving up But you taught me how to fight All I wanted to do was hate But you showed me I could love My self-seteem was to the ground But you made me look above I ate that poisonous apple But you gave me the antidote I thought I was going to die But you kissed me and gave me hope C Its like a dream come true That I finally found you You are my guiding light Leading me through every night To the end from the beginning You are my fairytale ending V2 As I fought through all my fears You were standing by my side I took you back through all my pain You didnt run and hide Whenever I would just break down You wiped away my tears When I tried to push you away You grabbed me and held me near When I was jumping off that cliff You gave me your wings to fly So my angel how is heaven You must know what its like

Wishing Cant Make Everything Come True!
Things I wish would or would never have happened: The woulds: 1. There are tons of stories out there about guys who treat their girlfriends like they are something special. They say things to them to make them smile, they buy them things for no reason, and just by the look in their eyes you know they love them... I would love to find a guy that looks at me like they wouldn't give me up for the world, a guy who shows me that he loves me and a guy who actually seems to care about me! 2. I would love to open up my heart and completely give it openly to someone 3. I would like to find something that makes me soar. Makes me feel like Im free and can do anything I want to 4. I would like to do something SO exhilerating that my mind doesnt have to think about the world just the feeling 5. I would like to feel beautiful not just be told it The would never have happeneds: 1. I wish the world wasnt so full of sick people. The rapists and the murderers. They have ruined my

Swingers
I have never been so horny in my life. What I want, no NEED at this point, is for someone to tell me that they're in my area, and they want me as bad as I need them...Gods damn! I've never been this horny before in my life. I feel like I'm going to explode if I don't get laid VERY VERY soon. *cry* You know, I'm thinking...All the people I've met on here, it'd be great if we could all meet up at a hotel or something and have a swinger's party. My hubby and I spent our wedding night at a hotel with a jacuzzi in the room, so maybe we could all chip in and find something like that??? Make some comments, see if we can set something up people!!! Why is it that no one EVER lives near me???? It's not fair....Please, if you live near me, LET ME KNOW!!!! We should set something up sometime...

Behind This Smile
there's a hundred fears but a thousand tears behind this smile there's loneliness brought by a kiss behind this smile there's a dark, like night with just one light behind this smile there's a story in the making about a heart breaking behind this smile there's hurt and pain a feeling of shame behind this smile my hearts in denial yet all the while I smile

Close To Me
The late night calls Your voice in a song But what does that matter It only keeps one thing Your voice close to me Reading things you wrote Seeing your face on a page But what does that matter It only keeps one thing Your words close to me The smell of a rose The hint of cologne But what does that matter It only keeps one thing Your smell close to me The taste of your lips The feel of your hand But what does that matter It only keeps one thing Your touch close to me The emotion we share The connection we had What does that matter It keeps everything It links you to me

I Carry You With Me
Through what you will do And what you will see My dear friend, forever Im my heart you will be As the seasons welcome change From hot summer to spring From my soul to yours A song I will sing Change may overcome us As the time ticks slowly by We my lose touch See distant memories and sigh But my friend, my love I hope you can see No matter what happens In my heart you will be

Lyrics (to My Songs - Theyre On My Page)
crazy to think we could ever be anything anything anything at all given that we're all so small - so weak so pitiful we try to believe maybe someday we'll be somethin more than we are yet we know in our soul thats not logical the truth is frightening - dissapointment surrounds and our happy ending keeps getting more unlikely did all the suffering did it mean a thing? why would we try so hard if we knew it was just another fucking fleeting beating of the heart? theres a place in my chest where my heart use to rest the empty space where you use to be everyone knows - i can get out of this hole but can i get this hole out of me swear to god no ones been so broken sometimes i think im dead with my eyes wide open if theres anything i ever told you anything that means anything at all its that your right and you can be anything anything you- everythings gonna be alright everythings gonna b

Come Back To Me
I sit here and wait As I look at the clock tick-tock Come back to me A year has past My heart still yearns Sighing Come back to me Nearly a decade Till I saw you again Hurting Come back to me Five more years gone My soul sings a song Lovingly You're here with me

Hiding In A Corner... Waiting To Be Found
Hiding in a corner Waiting to be found Crying out to you yet not making a sound I have been Drowing in lonelyness Caused by a tear Lost, missing in action shivering in fear Hidden by the heavy cloud I hold in my head Only knowing one little thing Im alive not dead The all knowing all gracious lead me from my pain There is no way it's just me I'm not going insane Time passes by ticking slowly pasts being unbound But Im still here, hiding in a corner Waiting to be found

Bestfriends Forever
BestFriends Forever I'm glad that you and I have each other, you are the best thing that ever happen to me. You mean the world to me. your there when I need someone to talk too. you there just to keep intoch. It seams that we been Friend for years on years. But these past months we've gotten even more closer than ever. it like we never lost each other. When we found each other again It just took me a while to remeber the times we spent together. So till this day I'm Glad that we have each other once more again, and it will me till the end!!That's what BestFriends are for the most in the world. Written by Bessie Marie Meadows

I Love You, Your My Heart
Your the frist thing that I think about when i go to sleep at night,Your the first thing i think about when I was up in the mornings. your there when I need someone to be around me, when I'm alone. You mean everything to me, even in this world. I think about you alot. Know how you are doing, and also wondering if you are thinking of me, about the same thing I'm thinking in my heart right now.There no time of the day that your not on my mind. Written By Bessie Marie Meadows

Jazmine Marie
Jazmine Marie You are my heart you are my life. At first you cane on this world with a hard time with life. And the more the months went by the more and more you gotten better. I love you more and more each day like you are my own Daughter. But yet I'm your God Daughter and your Anut that loves you will all my heart. Either though I'm not there to watch you grow in to a beauitful woman, I'm still there with you day and night in your heart,mind and spirt. i'm So happy that I shear a specail place in your heart and your life. Your always in my thoughts all the time, Day and Night. Your so prechies and wonderful to have someone to love you and care for you. As much as everyone that is around you,and always thinking of you all the time. Written By Bessie Marie Meadows

We R One
WE WANT EACH OTHER AND WE WANT OTHERS TO WANT US TO WANT US TO WE LIKE TO BE WATCHED EVERY TIME WE GET DOWN AND NASTY WE JUST HOPE SOME PIRVERT IS WATCHING IN THE WINDOW WE LIKE TO RAMMED EVERY WHICH WAY WE CAN GET IT GIVE US A CALL TONIGHT AND WE WILL MAKE YOUR FANTASY COME TO LIFE

Oh God, This Site Is Weird!
I must say this site is freakin me out. It looks pretty cool but jesus there's stuff EVERYWHERE!! Its gonna take some getting used to but right off the back it seems smoother than myspace, so that's a plus. I wonder how many of my myspace friends are using cherrytap...

It Iz What It Iz
The past and the present are present in the future,and the future iz containedin the past,therefor ALL time iz unredemable.Things that should of happened are all an illusion,cuz the only thing that could of happened iz what did.There iz no changin what happens cuz it's all ready writen>We cant change ant thing from happning cuz We Are Forever Doomed By Destiny...... And Fucked By Fate.......

Just Thinking..
Hey .. Vote for me in this Contest Plz..Bombers needed!.... Muahz ok.. So I get a call like awhile..Right..Cant barely hear cause hes mumbleing... This Guy Is gonna ask .. Is Cindy there? I am like U got tha wrong number sir.. Hes like so Have u got any Underwears on? I am like. Are u fucking drunk.. Dont call here no more.. Then right when I am about to hang up.. Hes like YOU DONT. CAUSE I AM LOOKING IN YOUR WINDOW.. I just freak and turn around .. ITS ,MY ROOMATE .. lol Fucking perve. So I am here just thinking about things and there is this one particular subject on my mind... Life.. Yeah I get the fact that life is suppose to end... Yeah it doesnt last..But when u lose someone that means so much to you.. It hurts. Its like little knifes constanly stabbing into you.. But people handles it differently.. Everyone doesnt deal with lost the same way.. If I wanna get away from somewhere that reminds me of what I have lost.. Is that a bad thing.. I mean can you honestly say that it

Merry Christmas From A Friend Of Mine
**This is from a friend of mine and I couldnt agree more...Just take some time and read it. OK, Strap up and get ready, cause I am highly PISSED about the way America is turning it's back on what it was founded on. It is, "Merry Christmas"!!!!!! Not, "Happy Holidays"!!!!!! What the fuck is wrong with everybody? If saying Merry Christmas, or hearing it OFFENDS you, then LEAVE My Beautiful Country that I love so much and have made sacrifices for to keep it FREE!!! I am a combat veteran of Desert Storm. I have shed my blod for the right to keep, "In God We Trust" on our money! I have watched friends die in combat, that died so that we may have the freedoms of speach, religion, the right to bare arms, and to keep the Pledge of Allegence as it is! Thousands of our Service men and women have been displaced away from their families and loved ones throughout the years and put their life on the line every day. They do this because they believe that we Americans live in

It's All About The Mouth!
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Subliminal Mind-fuck 3
...so last night, i got home from work at like almost 10, and we had friends over to party a bit... AND BOY DID WE PARTY... We had me, jacz, jess, christy, shawna, sheri, gordy, henryhank, ashton, loki, brit, rich, angellete, jason, all our cool ass friends over, and fucked up was the mission, and fucked up we got... I stayed away from the Captain Mo and Erk n Jerk, wantd to avoind the hard liquor, but had a few Artic Berry Smirnoff I got for me n jacz, a little Bicardi Hurricane (thanx Sheri), and we all know my love of natural herbal remedies...what a good night we had... I LOVE YOU GUYS! WE ROCK THAT SHIT LIKE AINT NO THANG! REPPIN' IT FOR THE HOMIES YO!!! LOVE PEACE AND CHICKEN GREASE Author's note: No, I am not crazy. Just got stuck on a cool show, and the idea and imagination behind it. It's called "Dead Like Me". Used to be a show on Showtime. Basic premise is about "undead" people who reap souls. When someone is about to die, the reaper is in charge of taking the

Hey
Hello, how is everyone.I am ok lovin this site.My friend Coretta told me about it. Although I am having trouble locating her.Everything is really different on this site than others so I think it is going to take me some time to get used to.Thanks for everyone that has welcomed me so far.`Hayleigh`

Love
I live in , i swear the smallest town in the world.. people know what color your underwear are in the mornings,,, seriously,,, i have put so much effort into loving someone and it was all for nothing.. im seriously depressed ... i married him ruined my life,, had a beautiful daughter(not his) and shes all i live for.. i feel hopeless i will never find a great man where i am at.. I do the same things everday.. i wake up i get dressed, i dress my daughte,r i drop her at day care, then i got to work. Then after work i pick her up, go home make dinner and she goes to bed same thing everyday, with the ocassional outtin on one night during the weekend my hearts been so broken that i am not sure i can trust nor do i have faith that i will find a man who contains all i am lookin for. i feel like were not in a generation where theres any great men left... cant they love u for who u are and not try to change u, cant they be honestly sincer or faithful or loving.. can they honestly marry u and lo

More Stuff
Food & Drink McDonald's or Burger King? McDonald's Pepsi or Coke? Pepsi Coffee or Tea? Tea Chips or Pretzels? Chips Pizza or Chinese? Chinese Beer or Wine? Wine Fries or Onion Rings? Fries Clothes & Acessories Jeans or Khakis? Jeans T-Shirt or Polo? T-Shirt Boxers, Briefs, or Panties? All Footies or Crew Socks? Crew Sweatshirt or Sweater? Sweatshirt Belt or No Belt? no belt Leather or Pleather? leather Random Cats or Dogs? Cats Tattoos or Piercings? both Winter or Summer? neither Rap or Rock? rock Bath or Shower? shower Grey's Anatomy or Desperate Housewives? neither Doing Actual Work or Taking Surveys? hahahah http://www.pimpsurveys.com/view-survey.php?id=2076 Seven Deadly Sins Survey Wrath Who did you last get angry with? mom What is your weapon of choice? my brain Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? depends How about the same sex? depends Who was the last per

Be Honest
I HATE FAKE PEOPLE I totally have to agree with all of you who say people are getting fake on here. So I gave in and let's see who really reposts this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. It serves to eliminate people who are desperately trying to add "friends" like its a popularity contest in High School. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are.. Repost this if you are a friend.. if you don't, you get deleted.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake ass Friends". BAGHDAD, Iraq (AP) - Saddam Hussein will be executed no later than Saturday, said an Iraqi judge authorized to attend his hanging. American and Iraqi officials met to set the hour of his death. As the time approached, Saddam received two of his half brothers in his cell on Thursday and was said to have given them his personal belongings

Comet!!!
well i hate to be the bearer of bad news but its time for me to go. not that some people will mind my leaving, but to those who actually have been civil to me thru my latest disaster i thank you. i thought this site would be cool, little did i know of the drama that would befall me here. anyone that wants to stay in touch probably has my yahoo id, if not send me yours and i will add you to my messenger. i just want to apologize to everyone i have caused any ill will toward. i did mean well! if you want to find me on messenger send your id to the mail here i will check this a couple times over the next week or so. once again my best to everyone! i was dumb enough to enter yet another contest! as far as the results are goin i now know why i said i was not going to get into any more. just for shits and giggles i will post this and see if it gets me any comments...lol SHINEDOWN LYRICS "Burning Bright" I feel like there is no need for conversation Some questions are better left wi

Coilserpentsoul
I liked what I wrote, so I decided to post it here so everyone would see. 8) "What would you have done if you were caught or someone watched from the door?" It's possible someone heard us. It was over the wkd, but maybe someone was in working on research. I would have loved it, because I know how I get whenever I hear other people fucking -- it makes me ache. If someone did see, I would hope they would be good enough to take the opportunity to enjoy the show. They could watch her pussy swallowing my thick cock over and over, her ass sliding down to smack my balls and rising up again, her pussy coating my cock with her slick wetness. I'd be happy if they would have that image stuck in their head for days later, masturbating when they were alone, their back arching and mouth wide open as they cum with the image of our fucking in their head. I love masturbating at work. Obviously I have my own office, because jerking off in the common area isn't really a smooth move. I've done it

A Little Poetry
Variance - NOUN: 1. A state of disagreement and disharmony: clash, conflict, confrontation, contention, difference, difficulty, disaccord, discord, discordance, dissension, dissent, dissentience, dissidence, dissonance, faction, friction, inharmony, schism, strife, war, warfare. See CONFLICT. 2. The condition or fact of varying: difference, variation. Fabian – Fa•bi•an ADJECTIVE: 1a. Of or relating to the caution and avoidance of direct confrontation typical of the Roman general Quintus Fabius Maximus. b. Cautious or dilatory, as in taking action. 2. Of, relating to, or being a member of the Fabian Society, which was committed to gradual rather than revolutionary means for spreading socialist principles. AUTHOR: John Milton (1608–1674) QUOTATION: Abash’d the devil stood, And felt how awful goodness is, and saw Virtue in her shape how lovely. ATTRIBUTION: Paradise Lost. Book iv. Line 846. AUTHOR: Dante Alighieri (1265–1321) QUOTATION: The wretched souls of those

Whats Up
hi im new to this give me time ill get the hang of it so feel free to post comments and shit :) come one come all check the album with work i do on others and post comments and ratings add me to friends list if you and ill return the love i made a new photo album plz rate and cooment and add me if like thanks everyone

Lyrics
Conflictions always inside of me Who am I suppose to be? Two halves playing the role Compulsions, I cant control I see myself, no longer as real With this loss I feel A whole life of corruption I am my own destruction I'm screaming out I'm reaching out I need some answers to find myself I'm holding out I'm falling out I deny the reality I've lost my identity Two people inside of me The other I can't see Who the hell am I suppose to be? Inside the voices I can hear Only myself, I see in the mirror These cuts that bleed on the outside Is from the other that I hide The urge is taking over Who's inside of me? Who am I to be? inherited from my mother neurotic is the other I'm hearing the voices their making my choices A whole life of corruption I am my own destruction Im screaming out Im reaching out I need some answers to find myself Im holding out Im falling out I deny the reality I've lost my identity Im screaming out to find the answers

Christmas
A Christmas Story 'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible--Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want computers and robots...they think - I'm IBM!

Some Poetry Of Mine
(20) My secret love. In these our moments, in only words, we share all there is to give. Making promises, telling truths. My friend you have given me in so short a time more than you will ever know (21) To think upon you, Is to relive loves torture. For in this thought I find the need to believe in those things that I have No hope of attaining. But still, to wander aimlessly among those simple dreams and to place my heart Once again Within reach of that one thing which I Long for is worth that sudden shock of pain. For in that time I smiled. For in that moment I was home and in that brief second my heart was full of loves rapture so That I can once again find reason for tomorrow. ------------------------------------------- (22) Just a dream, I had, of red lips. Words spent to try and always remember you. I lose every time, a fool that ponders Upon

My Silly Lil Poetry
To whom it may concern: To whom it may concern: It has been brought to my attention that I shut people out. That I dont rely on my friends enough to listen. Well, who wants to hear me say that I wish I could kill myself all the time? Is that gonna help matters, if I sit and tell the people I care about and that care about me that I want to be dead? Its like I said in one of my poems...I'm trying to protect you. Is it going to help things if I tell people that when I feel overwhelmed, I cut myself to make myself feel better? Are you going to be able to understand that? No, you wont. You may think you do, but until your arms and legs are covered with scars, you cant. Is there any way for me to say in words the madness that goes on in my head. No. I could get out a dictionary and not be able to find the right words. I am Borderline Personality Disorder. Not an easy thing to explain. I see everyone as either good or bad, no in between. I have identity issues. I hav

Crowded Room
Their eyes met from across the crowded room and a shock of recognition, of understanding struck the both. She lowered her eyes momentarily in deference and he felt his chest tighten in response to her gift... When their eyes met again, he raised his head, beckoning her to come to him. Despite the dense crowding of the room, it seemed as though a path parted in anticipation of her passing. Eyes downcast, cheeks burning and a slight smile playing across her soft lips, she gracefully made her way to where he stood. Shyly, she looked up at him. Standing well above six foot, he towered over her barely five foot frame. He took her hand in his massive hand and brought it to his lips, brushing the soft white flesh delicately in way of a greeting. He smiled as the blush in her cheeks deepened, the red nearly matching the fiery color of her hair. "My honor, sweet, to meet you. Might I have the privilege of your company this evening?" he softly asked of her, his deep voice nothing

Children
Raising a Child’s Not easy They come with no Instruction book It takes years To raise a Child But it also takes Understanding guidance Laughter And yes Tears too But when they are older You can look back and see Just how much joy They brought Into the Family And then you will see Raising a Child Is a wonderful Thing A Child Does not care What kind of car you drive What kind of clothes you wear A Child Just loves you For who you are The best gift To give to your Child Is your time They’ll be grown Before you know it Time does fly by A Child Love you unconditionally Whether you are Rich or poor A Child loves you For who you are Not the things You have So this Christmas Instead of big fancy Expensive gifts Give to your Child Something That’s free More of your time Spend with Just them And when they are older And out on their own The memories You made with them Will fil