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Pakistani Islamists Protest Against Pro-women Law
KARACHI (Reuters) - Thousands of Islamist protesters demonstrated in southern Pakistan on Sunday against a new law that reduces the burden of proof on rape victims by allowing them to seek justice without the need for four male witnesses. ADVERTISEMENT The Women Protection Bill, signed into law last month, was seen as a key test for President Pervez Musharraf's philosophy of "enlightened moderation" for his predominantly Muslim country. The protest in the country's biggest city of Karachi came a day after Musharraf ruled out any changes to the law despite calls from the Islamists. Some 10,000 supporters of the Islamist parties, most of them bearded, chanted slogans of "Down with Musharraf" and "Down with the Women Protection Law" at the rally and demanded the government scrap the law. The law takes the crime of rape out of the sphere of the religious laws, known as the Hudood Ordinances, and puts it under the penal code. Under the Hudood Ordinances, which were intro

My Life Is So Fucked Up
Things in my life are so fucked up right now. I can't figure out what to do and what is the right thing to do. The guy i've been with off n on for 8 yrs had been telling me for about a month or so that he felt like he wasn't in love with me anymore and that he didn't wanna be with me and after Christmas was going to leave....it was very very hard for me to accept until i met someone else whom i wanted to be friends with n if things came of it it did and if not at least i had a friend but being around this other person made me realize i deserved better then what i was going thru and i had finally made myself see that and that if my current bf wanted to leave me and he wasnt' happy with me that i was just going to let him go. Well soon after i realized all this and was finally ready to let him go he changes and is all lovey dovey and wanting to be around me n spend time with me n all that crap....when i ask him about things he says he's not sure what he wants n doesn't know if his fe

Rabbit Thoughts: Three
You never know. Non-traditional to me represents change and the ability to experience. I keep this in mind when I write, and I apply what I write to my life. It runs full circle, if I am my own protagonist then how would I like my life to unfold. I imagine the answer to that question changes daily. I meet and experience a world of different opinions and ideas, none of them good or bad; just tweaked views on an already existing pattern of thought. In recent years, however, I have plunged headlong into a wide breath of outlandish adventures. No longer obsessed with the vain quest of defining myself. That I leave to others, it tends to suit the critical mind to critique. Not recognizing this element in my life sooner is part of the growing process. I don't regret a moment, a choice or an action. That for lack of a better word is: bad. Self-destruction is for the other guy. Not me. In addition, I find one of the most fascinating qualities to be discovering my own narrative. Writing cons

Girlfriends
When I was 14, I hoped that one day I would have a girlfriend. When I was 16 I got a girlfriend, but there was no passion, so I decided I needed a passionate girl with a zest for life. In college I dated a passionate girl, but she was too emotional. Everything was an emergency; she was a drama queen, cried all the time and threatened suicide. So I decided I needed a girl with stability. When I was 25 I found a very stable girl but she was boring. She was totally predictable and never got excited about anything. Life became so dull that I decided that I needed a girl with some excitement. When I was 28 I found an exciting girl, but I couldn't keep up with her. She rushed from one thing to another, never settling on anything. She did mad impetuous things and made me miserable as often as happy. She was great fun initially and very energetic, but directionless. So I decided to find a girl with some real ambition. When I turned 31, I found a smart ambitious girl with

Great Interview Tonight! Support Phr!
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A Poem That I Found In My Dad's Belongings Pleasa Dont Rip It Is Copywrited
Written October 27, 1950 Friday 2:30 PM Author Unknown Lord, Protect Our Boys in Service Lord, bless our boys in service As they leave their homes. Wilt thou be near to guide them And protect them where they roam We pray a special blessing On these our closest friends, Lord, please take special care of them And bless them to the end. We pray Thy will be done Concerning their precious lives Be thou with them in battle Protect them in the strife. We ask that thou will spare them According to Thy will. If there is work for them to do, This request will Thou fulfill? Lord, please keep them safe, Where ever they may roam, If it is Thy will to be, Lord bring safely home. But, should this summons come to you To meet Thee up above, Lord please help them to prepare Redeem their hearts with love Help to seek and find Thee Before it if too late, Lord receive their spirits unto thyself This the prayer we yearn They did not go because of c

Product Review (warning X-rated)
Upon receiving the "Horney Little Devil Kit" from Eros Boutique, I immediately had to open it and play with it like a little kid getting a new toy on Christmas. This kit comes with a devil horns headband, a mini-vibrator, a small bottle of lube, and a g-string for men. I'll start with the best item first: the vibrator. It may be small but it certainly is powerful! This little vib felt great inside me and even my boyfriend enjoyed when I teased him with it. The fact that it's water proof is definitely a plus because I LOVE sex in the shower. The lube was also great; it's a warming lube so it literally heated things up. The lube plus the vibrator gave both me and my boyfriend some intense pleasure. However, the devil horns and the g-string neither of us were really into. The devil horns were cute, but honestly kind of flimsy. The g-string was fine; I'm just not a fan of g-strings for men so it didn't do anything for me personally. Overall it was definitely an enjoyable kit and would make

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Push Me Over The Edge....
hey my sweet friends.....so close to the next level.... if ya haven't already would ya rate and or comment my pics.....this way i can add more pics and more to my family.... hugs, just becky

I Dont Know Why
people keep calling me Kirsty, the next door neighbour has been calling me it for nearly 10 years now, the woman in work keeps calling me it and there is a couple of me friends who do too, so maybe I should change me name.

Sexiest Daddy Contest
Hey everybody...I am in a Sexiest Daddy contest....Don't think I have a shot to win but would love it if you all vote for me. I will put the link up as soon as I recieve it....Ok now all you have to do is click on the pic below and rate the pic...Thanks all!

Saturday Night Dec 1675
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Tonight Im Thinking About Girls..
many of the girls i talk to on here i love to death - they make me laugh - they make me hard =) and theyre wonderful people... if you are one of those - you probably already know that. but then there are many others .. that are just plain cunts. not because they dont want me.. fuck if that has a damn thing to do with it.. more like they go out of their way to be rude like miss 'ive got 500+ fans.. but havent fanned anyone.' just because they think that makes them look cool.. it doesnt. i mean are you telling me that out of all the people here - you dont like a single one of them.. guy or girl.. enough to fan them? then wtf are you doing here? or miss 'everyone should rate me comment bomb me tell me im gods gift to mankind.. but im not going to do any of it back.' geez.. there are times that i dont fan someone.. or dont rate their page - but some girls just plain dont do it at fucking all.. and that is sad. what has society taught women? they dont have to do anything but sit a

Just Something Funny
Had a Very Shiny Nose.. A Russian couple was walking down the street in Moscow one night, when the man felt a drop hit his nose. "I think it's raining," he said to his wife. "No, that felt more like snow to me," she replied. "No, I'm sure it was just rain," he said. Well, as these things go, they were about to have a major argument about whether it was raining or snowing. Just then, they saw a minor communist party official walking toward them. "Let's not fight about it", the man said, "Let's ask Comrade Rudolph whether it's officially raining or snowing." As the official approached, the man said, "Tell us, Comrade Rudolph, is it officially raining or snowing?" "It's raining, of course!" he replied, and walked on. But the woman insisted: "I know that felt like snow!" The man quietly replied: "Ah! But Rudolph the Red knows rain, dear!"

Fallen Marine
IF YOU CARE ABOUT THE MEN AND WOMEN THAT HAVE SACRIFICED THEIR LIVES SO THAT WE CAN BE A FREE NATION, GO TO THE LINK BELOW. THE LINK EXPLANES WHAT HAPPENES WHEN A MARINE DIES AND HOW HIS/HER FAMILY IS NOTIFIED. I GUARANTEE THAT YOU WILL DEFINATLY GET A LITTLE CHOKED UP BY THE END OF IT. IF NOT, SOMETHING IS WRONG. PLEASE REPOST THIS SO THAT WE CAN GET EVERYONE TO SEE IT. HERE IS THE LINK: http://www.photographychannel.tv/video/finalsalute2.html

Whats Been Going On In My Life Recently
Well to start out, i left my bitch of a girlfriend, and was talking to this sweet girl, named charity. She was there for me when i needed someone to make me laugh n smile. Then we kept talking, everynight, and we would do voice calls, and one night, she was a lil drunk, i left her a sweet comment, and then she said i have to tell u how i feel abt you james, and her friend, duran was there and i could hear them argueing back and forth, she thought it was too strong what she was saying, and i was worried that she was gonna say something like i llike u as a good friend, we are close to each other, but i dont see u as a bf, just friends, then duran said do it damnit it comes from the heart and u mean it.... so when she finally listened to him n her heart....I got the sweetest comment...it basically said...i have really strong feelings for you james, you make me so happy, i am falling for you when i thought i never would....i called her that night, she always wanted to hear mmy voice...she

Choose Your Words
Watch your thoughts, for they become words. Choose your words, for they become actions. Understand your actions, for they become habits. Study your habits, for they will become your character. Develop your character, for it becomes your destiny." --Anonymous

Busy Freakin Week!
So ya this week has been busy as f*ck. I almost hate the holidays. I bitch amd moan groan about all this shit yet I still have the dinner every year and we have a big family so alot of gifts to buy and WRAP and we also have 3 kids so thats alot of gifts to begin with! But in the end I dont think it would feel like christmas with out all the hustle and bustle right. So here is to all the christmas joy and family and friends now PLEASE pass me the whisky!!

A Special Date
He had asked her to meet him in the hotel parking lot. He had told her that a little shopping spree was in store. He told her to wear her CFM sandals, an above the knee skirt and a blouse. She came driving in, ten minutes late, flushed, breathless. He was parked in a remote corner of the lot. She jumped out and as he had "trained" her, came around to his side of the car. "You're late," he said. She started to explain but he stopped her with a gesture. "Late little girls, what happens to them?" She looked down and said "they get spanked." "Do you deserve to be spanked?" She nodded. "Come closer." She did. "Are you wet?" he asked. She nodded. "Show me." "Right here?" she whined. He didn't respond. She inched her skirt up. He extended his arm and slid his fingers under her thong and into her. She was soaked. She knew her face was red and she felt warm. He started talking, sliding his thumb along her clit. "Well you are good and juicy for me, that's delightful my

Ron & Lyn's Gift Shop
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Whats Your Sex Style
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Cost Of A Soldier
The Cost of a Soldier A True Soldier is tough indeed standing tall and strong when there is a need A Soldier also feels sadness, pain, and sorrow Sometimes not looking forward to the trials of tomorrow When a Soldier is wounded in battle the nerves of his buddies it does rattle When news reaches friends and family at home how their worries and minds begin to roam A wounded Soldier feels inadequate at best stopping him from much needed healing rest A wounded Soldiers wonders will he ever be alright, trusting in God that he'll make it through the night. When a Soldier is wounded far beyond repair the loss and pain felt can not compare The Cost of a Soldier is set so very high they assure our freedom will always apply To stand beside a Soldier and walk through his pain will humble a civilian, no longer to complain Love, patience, trust and hope is what a Soldier needs to get them through some very treacherous deeds Dear Lord please watch over our Militar

Part#1
White Slaves of Madame Cong: Elevator Humpers By Jackpot All the usual disclaimers. You must be over 18 to read this. This story is pure fantasy. You have been warned. This is for adults only! NOTE-There is a sequence in this story that very much resembles something another author recently wrote. I must apologize for this however. The ideas for this sequence were thought of and conceived well before I suddenly saw them appear in another story, such is life. I considered deleting the section but thought that it would take too much away from the story. I apologize to my readers and the author, and hope you can enjoy this story. "Is this your final decision?" The juror wiped some sweat off his forehead, "Yes Your Honor, Mrs. Sara James is upheld against Madame Lili Cong of Cong Enterprises." I was ecstatic. "Another victory in my belt," I thought, "but I'm going to bring the bitch down all the way, if it is the last thing I do." As the courtroom cleared I made

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What Type Of Sex Catagory To Do Fall Under
¢¾HONEYMOON SEX(IF Y0UR TAKEN) ¢¾DISCO SEX(IF Y0U WANT S0ME0NE) ¢¾FOOT BALL GAME SEX (IF YOU JUST NEED TO BE WITH SOMEONE RIGHT NOW) ¢¾BEACH SEX(IF YOU CAN'T GET SOMEONE OFF YOUR MIND) ¢¾ZOO SEX (IF Y0UR SINGLE AND JUST CHILLEN AND WAT HAPPENS HAPPENS) ¢¾DOGGIE SEX (IF YOU LIKE SOMEBODY AND THEY LIKE YOU BACK BUT NOT GOING OUT..YET!) ¢¾ UNDER-AGED SEX (IF YOU LOVE SOMEBODY) ¢¾KINKY SEX; (IF Y0U GIVE UP) ¢¾CONCERT SEX (IF YOU JUST NEED SOME ANSWERS, AND ARE REALLY CONFUZED) ¢¾UNPRECTED SEX (IF YOUR SORRY, AND MISS SOMEONE) ¢¾BRITISH SEX (IF YOU RAPE PEOPLE)

Pleasure And Pain. "ode To Tattoos And Piercings.. (for Tat2syou)
In anticipation of our next meeting, I get a shiver down my spine. To be in the control of your able hands Is an addictive passion of mine The day is here; I am wonderfully frightened. You lead me to the cold and sterile chair; The melodious buzzing, I am intoxicated The smells of antiseptic and latex in the air. A cool wetness, and then the graze of the blade You firmly press the sheet against my skin I inspect the mark and smile in approval; You say it is time to begin. My heart begins to race as you approach And I feel a hot surge in my veins. My breath departs me for a moment; You grin and mock my pain. I begin to relax and bask in my bliss Watching with masochistic delight. Pain becomes pleasure; torture is hedonic - I move and you hold me down tight With one last thrust, your task is complete - I am bloody, injured and content. You dress my wound and send me off; I can't wait to do it again.

Insecurity - Quote From Buddha
Insecurity You should know that all things in the world are impermanent; coming together inevitably means parting. Do not be troubled, for this is the nature of life. Diligently practicing right effort, you must seek liberation immediately. Within the light of wisdom, destroy the darkness of ignorance. Nothing is secure. Everything in this life is precarious. Buddha

Cursed New Years.....
After this weekend I am totally convinced that my New Years are cursed! At 1:32 am Sunday morning we lost power..the whole town! It did not come back on until around 9:15 pm Monday night. Luckily, my parents have a gas furnace in their old house so them, my brother and his family, and I have been there since early Sunday. I do count my blessings that we had heat and the ability to have warm food. Most of western ks (where I'm at) was with out power..and my town was the last in the county to lose it. So, it deffinately could have been way worse. I haven't had a good New Years since I was 18 (new years 99 going to 2000). I was so trashed that night I was severly hungover ALL DAY the next day! After that the rest of the new years were all down hill. My first legal New Years, when I was 21, I was home all day and night with the flu! No, not the bottle flu...the actual flu. I thought it couldn't get any worse than that..this year proved me wrong. The years in between were just total duds f

I Got This From A Fellow Shipmate Back In 2003
>Subject: I got your back--soldiers poem > > > > >I Got Your Back > > > >I am a small and precious child, my dad's been sent to fight. > >The only place I'll see his face is in my dreams at night. > >He will be gone too many days for my young mind to keep track. > >I may be sad, but I am proud. > >My daddy's got your back. > > > >I am a caring mother. My son has gone to war. > >My mind is filled with worries that I have never known before. > >Every day I try to keep my thoughts from turning black. > >I may be scared, but I am proud. > >My son has got your back. > > >I am a soldier's sister, my brother's out at sea. > >He's on his way to Iraq today, to fight for you and me. > >I pray for him each day and night, my voice will often crack. > >The tears may come, but I am proud. > >My brother's got your back. > > >I am a strong and loving wife whose husband's off to war. > >Often times I'm terrified in ways unknown to me before. > >I bite

This Man Deserves Your Attention Ladies.
You won't be disappointed when you see what he has to offer. Ladies, ya just gotta love a guy like this. At the very least, ya gotta love looking at him. He deserves some attention for all his hard work. You'll see what I mean when you check him out. Rate him, comment, stop by and say "what's up?" Give him a holla.

Life
Real or Fake what r u? FAKE FRiENDS: Never ask for food. REAl FRiENDS: are the reason you have no food. FAKE FRiENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs REAl FRiENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM FAKE FRiENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REAl FRiENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!" FAKE FRiENDS: never seen you cry. REAl FRiENDS: cry with you FAKE FRiENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REAl FRiENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours. FAKE FRiENDS: know a few things about you. REAl FRiENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you. FAKE FRiENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing. REAl FRiENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. FAKE FRiENDS: Would knock on your front door. REAl FRiENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!" FAKE FRiENDS: Are for awhile. REAl FRiENDS: Are for life. FAKE FRiENDS: Will take yo

What Disney Princess Am I?
What Disney Princess are you? BelleYou see past the bad things in people. You also don't settle for someone who is below your standards. You care about your education and you love your family. It takes a lot to win your heart, but once someone does they can count on you to be loyal. Take this test

Introduce Yourself
You're on my friends list. I'd like to know 25 things about you. Just hit reply to sender. Thanks! You'll be surprised how much you didn't know about your friends after this! 1. Ever punch someone in the face? 2. How old are you? 3. Are you single or taken? 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? 5. Do you dream at night? 6. Ever seen a corpse? 7. Have you ever wished someone dead? 8. Do You Like Bush, the president? 9. Whats your philosophy on life? and death? 10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know.. 11. Do you trust the police? 12. Do you like country music? 13. What is your fondest memory of me? 14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? 15. Would you date me? 16. What do you wear to sleep? 17. Have you ever peed in a pool? 18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to? 19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? 20. What is your favorite thing about me?

Diamond Earrings And/or Platiumn Cherry
Ok Sweet Friends, you now have a choice...I need some help. Please let the bombing commence: Or I appreciate and love all who have helped. You are awesome...Just need some more! Give love and get love back..... Thanks all Hugs M'Lady Tina

I Think Of You
WHEN I OPEN MY EYES EVERYMORNING I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL TO WAKE UP EVERY MORNING WITH YOU. WHEN I GO IN TO TAKE A SHOWER I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL TO WASH YOUR BACK FOR YOU. WHEN I GET DRESSED TO START THE DAY I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL TO HAVE MY CLOTHES TAKEN BACK OFF BY YOU. WHEN I DRIVE DOWN THE STREET IN MY CAR I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL TO GET A CALL SAYING TO MEET YOU. WHEN I SIT LISTENING TO MUSIC I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL TO BE IN YOUR ARMS... DANCING WITH YOU. WHEN I FIX SUPPER I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL TO BE MAKING IT FOR YOU. WHEN I TAKE MY NIGHTLY SHOWER I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL COMING IN THE BEDROOM READY FOR YOU. WHEN I LAY DOWN EACH NIGHT TO SLEEP I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL HAVING THE WARMTH AND COMFOR

Blowjob Etiquette
Blowjob Etiquette for Men! 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule #1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule #3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule #5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to #8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone with my Midol. 10. If I have to pause to remove a pubic hair from

Snow Day
Well... it is about 6:30 am here and so much snow fell overnight here that all the schools in the county are closed for the day. And with more snow expected for today and tomorrow my son could have a very nice weekend off. Oh no... what to do here. Honey... bring it over here and make me HOT!!!!

1-11-07
Death is an untimely place. It makes connections where once i thought they were gone. Can friendship truely be rebuilt on so much pain or alas will it crumble when the moment of her need passes. She says the lapse of are friendship was of unknown making but one feels that it may have been of things not mentioned. She cries in my arms as I think of times we laughed. Is it wrong? Life has moved forward but I feel as a piece of myself is missing since we had departed. Now I only hope that amends of such nature will be made and once again we shall share such moments....

Wanna Know More About Me?
1.) What curse word do you use the most? feces!! just kidding...ummm i'll have to go with "fuck". 2.) Do you own an iPod? nah...i have a cheapo mp3 player. 3.) Who on your Myspace "Top 8" do you talk to the most? thor! because i live with him hehe 4.) What time is your alarm clock set for? 6am...i've been an early riser lately. 5.) What color is your house? blue and white...it's pretty :) 6.) Flip flops or sneakers? flip flops in the summer...sneakers in the winter. 7.) Would you rather take the picture or be in the picture? hmmm both i suppose...but i do enjoy taking pictures... 8.) What was the last movie you watched? banditas! it was cute :) 9.) Do any of your friends have children? mmm hmmm! my best friend has a little boy :) 10.) Has anyone ever called you lazy? oh gosh...of course...i call myself lazy all of the time. 11.) Do you ever take medication to help you fall asleep faster? nope...they don't work on me anyway. 12.) What CD is cu

I Lost My Voice!!!
WELL IT SEEMS THAT MY VOICE HAS ABANDONED ME FOR THE TIME BEING! SO THAT SUCKS. NO MORE YELLING OR SCREAMING!!!!!!! LOL. I WAS AT WORK AND I USE A RADIO AT WORK RIGHT AND SO I'M TALKING ON THE RADIO AND THIS ONE DUDE IS IGNORING ME, I'M LIKE F*CK MAN ANSWER ME!!!!! OF COURSE I DIDN'T SAY THAT, CUZ DUDE I'M AT WORK! BUT I THOUGHT IT. SO HE COMES IN THE OFFICE AND I'M LIKE WHY ARE YOU IGNORING ME!!!!!!!!! OF COURSE AT THIS POINT I'M FREAKING WHISPERING. CUZ I'M ABOUT TO LOSE MY VOICE RIGHT. AND HE'S LIKE I DIDN'T KNOW WHO THAT WAS OR WHAT THEY WANTED. SHIT HOW'D YA LIKE THEM APPLES? SO THEN THIS ONE CLIENT CALLS AND HE SAYS HOW YOU DOING? I WASN'T IN THE MOOD TO PUSSY FOOT AROUND SO I SAID I'M SICK. AND HE'S LIKE OH YOU DO SOUND DIFFERENT. YOU SOUND LIKE SOMEONE IN THE THOES OF PASSION. I'M LIKE WHAT THE HELL! I WANTED TO BUST A GUT, BUT OF COURSE I CAN'T LAUGH!!!!!!! I SAID STOP IT YOU'RE KILLING ME!!!!!!!!! HE LAUGHS AND SAYS YEAH YOU SOUND LIKE YOU'RE IN THE AFTERGL

The Girl In The Ward
Susan sat at the desk in the little room, the afternoon sun cast cold shadows across the floor from the bars on the window. She opened her notebook and began to write. She wrote her little brother almost every day and would give the letter to the nurse that assured her she would mail it. But since she had been here, she had never gotten a letter from her brother. How long had Susan been here? She tried to think. She was sent here in the summer. Fall replaced summer, winter replaced fall. Two years she had been here. Susan laid down the dull pencil and stood up. She Walked over to the window. Outside it was summer again. She had not once been outside since she came here. Pressing her fingers against the window, she felt the warm summer sun on the glass and she longed to feel the breeze on her face and to walk barefoot in the grass. She wanted to feel the cool blades of grass under her feet and between her toes. The door opened behind her. Turning she saw the older,

To Mister Little Penis
If a lady said. NO! That means, NO! When you ASSHOLE, big shot, LITTLE DICK ASSHOLES. Whant to have all your friends give someone a 1, because they wont go out with you. Why dont you come over and play a game of JACK DANIELS CHESS. with me? Read the blog first numb-nutts. I might even let you meet PMS!

$100 Laptop Due Next Year
$100 laptop due next year But a slightly pricier version of the hand-powered, low-cost portable computer should be ready by summer. By Christian Science Monitor For the past 40 years, the Consumer Electronics Show has served as a mecca for the latest technological marvels geared to the tastes of affluent first-worlders. But at this year's show in Las Vegas, one new device aims to suit some of the world's poorest consumers. The One Laptop Per Child Initiative unveiled its final industrial prototype of the XO, a laptop computer with a toylike look. But to say it's a toy is misleading. The device is intended to bring the most isolated tribal village into the Information Age, with the ultimate goal of offering one to every child on the planet. The XO is designed to survive and thrive in a rugged, power-sparse environment. Whereas a typical modern laptop requires 40 watts of power to use, this power miser needs a meager three watts to browse the Web and less than a single watt

Gluten Free Beer Recipe
Gluten Free Beer Recipe "There's a Hole in the Buckwheat Ale" (Gluten-Free Buckwheat Beer Recipe) by Eric Constans In my obsessive quest for a good-tasting gluten-free beer this recipe is the best so far. It ends up tasting a little like Coors light, which is at least slightly better than no beer at all. (Really!) This beer is still in the experimental stages, so feel free to play with the amount of hops, etc. or to add other GF ingredients such as molasses or malted millet. Make sure you check with your doctor before consuming any of these ingredients. Ingredients for 5 Gallons: 3 lbs. malted buckwheat (recipe follows) 1 cup corn sugar 1 oz. Saaz hops 2 oz. Hallertauer hops 6 lb. rice syrup 1 pkg. Danstar ale yeast Put crushed malted buckwheat into strainer bag, add to 1½ gallons of water in brewpot. Keep buckwheat in brewpot, stirring, until water starts boiling. Remove buckwheat and add rice syrup, corn sugar a

Toy Party At My House
To everyone reading this, I am having an "Adult Toy Party" at my house on Saturday Jan 27th 2007 at 8:30 pm. Please rsvp on here or by my cell phone 931-378-1228. Orders will be back by Valentines Day. Free prizes and things like that also Come check it out...... Chris

Missing Someone
Have you ever missed someone so bad that you are constently thinking of that person? Just thinking what are they doing right at this same minute your thinking of them. Longing for just one more talk, hug, I LOVE YOU from them. Thinking to your self what if things were different? It is hard to let someone go that you love so much, but knowing they are in a different place is supposed to help you get through the pain; But does it really I dont think so!!! You just want to see that person one more time to know that everything is ok that they are happy and better off; but still you wonder what if. What if you could have made their pain go away when they were here with you. What if you could have gone to see them that day. There are tons of What if's out there to consider. But have you ever really missed some one that bad to wonder what if like I have?

Just A Another Joke
Managerial Mishaps... The manager of a large corporation got a heart attack, and the doctor told him to go for several weeks to a farm to relax. The guy went to a farm, and after a couple of days he was very bored, so he asked the farmer to give him some job to do. The farmer told him to clean up all of the cow manure. The farmer thought that to somebody coming from the city, working the whole life sitting in an office, it will take over a week to finish the job, but for his surprise the manager finished the job in less than one day. The next day the farmer gave to the manager a more difficult job: to cut the heads of 500 chickens. The farmer was sure that the manager will not be able to do the job, but at the end of the day the job was done. The next morning, as most of the jobs in the farm were done, the farmer asked the manager to divide a bag of potatoes in two boxes: one box with small potatoes, and one box with big potatoes. At the end of the day the farmer saw that t

Like A Whore
I'm not lieing .. damn I need cherry love real bad. At the rate I'm going not sure I'll ever get outta this "chill cherry ghetto". So here I am .. selling my words here like a hooker selling herself at a street corner ... C'mon baby "you like a me girlie" me show you good time .. lotsa boom boom ... ( translated meaning .. you rate me .. I'll rate you ) wink wink nudge nudge .. Okay so this might be a little unconventional .. but go figure .. what's a boy to do? So here's the plan .. you want a fan? I'll be your #1 fan ... just be a fan of mine .. oh and yesssssssss I so love all your pictures .. there all 10's ..pssssssst and you love mine .. there all 10's .. damn I love this free vote conventional form of expression ... Oh and by the way (wink) damn that profile of yours is a 10 if I ever saw one .. ( reading between the lines (or lie) rate mine a 10 to please .. anyway ... love you all let's roll that cherry love out ...

True Friendship...what Do You Think?
Online or in person, to me, a friend is a friend. I'm thinking, though, to erase some on my list simply because there have been many a time that I have sent comments of different kinds and letters to some and I NEVER hear from them. I can understand if one is busy and hasn't been able to write for a couple of weeks to a month. Heck, I even think sometimes two months can be understandable...but once a year or never?? I mean, I'm not always good at letter writing...not always anyhow. BUT I try to get back to a person ALWAYS in reply or apologize if it takes me longer than usual which doesn't happen often. Well, I heard, from a friend, that some just want to be popular and think it's a game. Well, I've outgrown that since high school. I wasn't really popular and I didn't care. I had friends and that's what was and is important to me. I believe in quality, not quantity. I just see it this way...if one is going to be one's friend, BE A FRIEND! Do you agree with me? To me, a friend isn't a w

Always Thinking.
Softness,Sweetness,Gentail,Hard,Passionate,Loving, Hello,GoodBye. All this and more. A kiss can hold. So when it is given. The Receiver should not take it:as if it did not matter. A kiss is something special. It should be treated as : It is the only thing in the universe.

A Little Background
My birthday is next month, and I don't celebrate it anymore. 7 years ago I lost the most important person in my life on that day. My Mom passed away on Feb. 13, 2000, my birthday, and as it draws closer again this year, my thoughts turn to her. I miss her so much, and time has not lessened the pain, the hurt of losing her. She was such an amazing woman, she suffered for many years with heart problems, but no matter how much suffering and pain she was in, she was the most loving, happy woman. She raised me and my sister by herself with the help of my grandparents. She taught me the power of laughter to overcome the darkness, the power of love to get thru any obstacles. How important it is to be the kind of friend to others, that you wish them to be for you. And how to love your family and the closest of your friends unconditionally and with everything you have. We knew back then her time was short, but you can never truly prepare yourself to lose someone you love even when you know

The Unexpected Encounter
I sit on a bench outside of your building. The Summer air is hot, and I am sweating (although I do not know if it is the heat, or my nervousness about being here). My heart beats rapidly as I watch you exit the building. You are wearing a very beautiful, tight fitting, sun dress that hugs the curves of your luscious body. With the sun behind you, I can faintly see the curves where your thighs meet the tempting mound of your pussy, which is barely discernable, but vivid in my mind's eye. You turn toward me and I am suddenly afraid that I have gone too far, crossed the boundary of acceptable behavior. However, you apparently do not see me. I watch you intently as you talk and laugh with a friend. Your smile is brighter than the sun and your laugh far more beautiful than the songbird's symphonic songs. I watch as a tiny drop of sweat leaves your brow and trickles down your check, neck and finally into your cleavage. I long to feel what that drop feels and sees at this moment. You be

The Sweet Age
A period of sunshine Without a trace of rain What's often seen as joyous Contains amounts of pain Often called the sweet age Can often seem so sour Leaving a bitter taste That hurts to devour An age without logic and reason Struggling to find your place Trying to fit in the puzzle Of the body's urging race Waiting to conquer the sweet age To leave its anguish behind To journey into easier times With a lighter peace of mind.

Clawfinger - I Guess I'll Never Know
After all these precious years you chose to just give in Why did you leave so many things undone I only scratched the surface of the thoughts you had within And for me your life had just begun Why did you think that you were never good enough to give When you accepted me right from the start I never saw the side of you that didn't want to live And I miss you from the bottom of my heart What was it that you never told a soul about yourself What kind of thoughts were buried inside Was there really no one there you thought would understand Or was the only barrier your pride Witch so much love around you I just wish you'd loved yourself 'Cos no one here can ever take your place You were someone special and my words just can't express How much I miss the warmth of your embrace Why did you just give in Why did you just give up and let it go I guess I'll never know It's hard to see you disappear without a real good bye There's so many things I wish I'd said But all th

Saturday Evenin'............
Courtesy of MsTags.com THIS IS FOR ALL MY FRIENDS!!!!!!!! LUV U GUYS!!!!!!! WELL THANK GOD!!!!!!!!! I'M FEELING SO MUCH BETTER!!!!!!!!!! GOT MY VOICE BACK, SO THAT'S AWESOME!!!!! EVERY ONCE IN AWHILE IT THREATENS TO RETREAT INTO DARKNESS AND NOT COME BACK TILL IT'S GOOD AND READY, BUT THEN I JUST RELAX AND IT'S COOL. LOOKS LIKE NO MORE FREAKING YELLING LEST I LOSE MY FREAKING VOICE. SUCKS!!!!!! I'M A SCREAMER BABY!!!!!!!!!! LMFAO!!!!!!!! MUAH!!!!!!!!

All I Am Doing As I Am Wrighting Crying With Tears Of Love
For she was the joy of my life for she does not know this yet for when she does I will make her soul full For my love to her will never end for as long as she or I is still alive even when one of us is gone we would still want the other to live life to the fullest

First Blog
Huh. This is my first day on CherryTap and I think it's awesome. I love making new friends- it's basically the reason why I'm a member of this. I need to be with people more lol. But it still doesn't change who I am lol. Have you read my profile? You should- because I am serious. Word for word, every bit of it! But it doesn't make me a mean jerk. I can be- but I can also be lenient with you peepz lol. I like chillin' and shit. I have no real problems with people. So, if y'all wanna hang out with me and have fun.. believe me when I tell you- fun is my speciality. Oh yea- and keeping you busy.. that's for sure lol. *I don't mean in bed, since I'm happily taken* Anyways, I'm just chillin at the moment talking to a friend on AIM right now and waiting for my man to wake up. :) I think CherryTap is the shit! I like the attention from the public :)

Boyfriend Applications
BOYFRIEND APPLICATION Name: Age: Number: Town: Favorite food: Favorite color: Favorite thing on a girl/boy: Favorite hobby: Would you: Kiss me: Hug me: Tell me you loved me: Jump aroudn with me: Make funny faces with me: Laugh with me: Dance with me: Kiss me in the rain: Dance with me in the rain: Cuddle with me: Sing to me: Hold hands with me: Do you: Have a crush on me: Know me: If you do how: Do you think im hott: Rate me 1-10: Choose: Friends or Your gf: Italian or Mexican food: Football or basketball: Vanilla or Chocolate: Brown hair or Red hair: Brown eyes or blue eyes: Light skinned or Tanned skin: Braces or Crooked teeth: Random: What is the most you have done with a girl: What's your favorite place to visit: Do you like to shopp: What's your style [punk, prep, casual or just whatever]: What's your favorite band: If it was valentines day what would you get me:

Rest In Peace Bam Bam
On the morning of January 19, 2007, Bigelow was found dead at the age of 45 in his home by his girlfriend at around 10 a.m. in Hudson, Florida. World Wrestling Entertainment has released the following statement: “ The sports-entertainment world was saddened with news of the passing of Bam Bam Bigelow. WWE.com has been in contact with several of the men who worked with Bigelow over the years, and this is what they had to say about the man known as "The Beast from the East." ” Following WWE's statement, many pro wrestlers gave comments about Bigelow and how great he was throughout his career. Reports declare that an autopsy will be performed on Bigelow to identify the cause of death.

Fundraising
I will be very involved with a fundraising project for the next several weeks so I will not be dropping by here as often as usual. But, I will drop in and check on messages, and write my blogs. I will be concentrating on turning my down time into writing time to build onto my story that I have been developing in my head. I took some notes and creted my story line as an outline yesterday and found that I got very aroused just seeing the story develop in my minds eye. I think you are going to like what I have going in my brain. As soon as I start writing it I will send an excerpt from the first chapter and post it here. Try to imagine this... I am in the shower first thing in the morning on a Friday ... I am going to my first private swingers party that night and I am involved in shaving my legs AND MORE. My mind is running wild with anticipation of what I will see that night. And, I then have an orgasm using the most unusal thing. Just wait.....

Newfie Parashooting
a minute later, seamus arrives. he too has been to the pet shop and he walks up carrying a peeper bag. He pulls a parrot out of the bag, and then Paddy notices that, in his other hand, Seamus is carrying a gun. "Hi, Paddy. watch dis," Seamus says and launches himself over the edge of the cliff. Paddy watches as halfway down, Seamus takes the gun and blows the parrots head off. Seasmus continues to plummet until there is another SPLAT. and his remains join Gerrys at the bottom. Paddy shakes his head and saids An oim never troyin dat parrotshooting nider

Just A Random Blog
WALK NOT QUIETLY IN THE NIGHT WALK NOT QUIETLY IN THE NIGHT LESS I FEEL YOU AND STRIKE WALK NOT QUICKLY IN THE NIGHT LESS I HUNT YOU AND DEVOUR I FEED OFF OF THE FEAR AS YOU GRAB YOUR COAT AND PULL IT TIGHTER I SHADOW MYSELF BEHIND YOU AND EMBRACE THEN AS YOU WHISPER HELP I CLOSE THE EMBRACE AND FEED SWEET DARK ANGEL DO NOT FEAR FOR I WILL LEAVE YOUR BODY WHOLE IT IS FOR YOUR SOUL I HUNGER YOUR INNOCENCE IS MINE AND AS YOU START TO RUN I LAUGH CONTENTLY IN THE DARK SO WALK NOT QUIETLY IN THE NIGHT

Friend Requests
In the days since writing my last post on Friend Requests I've received a gratifying and -completely- confusing number of them. Some of them blank. From people I haven't spoken with before. Erm, first of all, see the blog post in this blog just preceding (possibly too confusing...) it's good to have spoken with me awhile, since there's stuff I put in friends-only blogs and photos that I want some control over the viewing of. So I want to know a bit about the viewers of them. Y'know. Right. At least compromise by sending a friend request that isn't blank, if we haven't spoken before. Read my profile, tell me about yourself. The more the merrier. Or send an e-mail. I'm not asking for a college application essay. The really sensitive stuff stays written and locked in physical drawers, the somewhat less so, to CT family. I just want to know who I'm telling about things. The stuff that the whole world can know about? Goes in public blogs that are readable by the whole wor

1/28/07 At 1:34 Am
This is my first entry, so cut me some slack if you get bored reading this shit... It's Saturday night/Sunday morning, I'm completely naked typing away and uploading photos to my new Cherry Blast account. Yup, I'm having fun, but I'd rather have someone here naked with me. Totally pathetic to be alone on a cold night like this. Someone save me, and give me something to do with my mouth, and my hands, and my pussy!!! Rose: Thanks for sending me the invite. I love this site!!!

Sweet Ass Contest
I'm hosting the Cherry tap sweet ass contest JUST A GUY this contest is for females only . Lets See who has the Sweetest Cherry Ass !!!! The Contest will begin Tuesday Jan 30th at 8.00 PM , It will end Sunday evening Feb 3rd at 8.30 PM pacific standard time first prize a THREE DAY BLAST second prize a GIFT FROM JUST A GUY"S GIFT BOX third prize PAT ON THE ASS FROM JUST A GUY . CONTEST RULES This contest will be based on the NUMBER OF VOTES RECEIVED not the number of comments . NOTE : In the event of a tie the winner will then be determined by the number of comments . You can enter the contest at any time !! Good Luck !! send me your pic to enter Note : A Vote Is A Rate .

Do You Know How Much
Thoughts of you run through my head Every minute, every hour, of everyday At night I wake with such a fright Dreaming of you not being there What would I do if you were gone You are thought of in every emotion When I smile it is because you have brightened my day When I cry it is because you are not there When I frown it is because you are sad When I laugh I am laughing with you When I am happy it is because I know you are there Please know you are my reason for living You are in the deepest part of my heart Just remember and always know, You are the love of my life No one else means more to me than you

Protestors
We see you on the nightly news, Marching in the streets- Voices raised, fist upturned All in the name of peace, You profess to know whats right, but you haven't got a clue You're disrespecting the very folks Who've been protecting you This is how you say "thanks"? You all should be ashamed How is it that you sleep at night What is it that you've gained? Why is it that you're safe right now And free to speak you're mind? Because someone fought, lives were lost For you, time after time War Protester, be very thankful, A soldiers' got your back And if you can't appreciate this Feel free to move to Iraq I speak for all real Americans Sick of seeing your crap on the news And as a real American I'll never share your views The next time that you protest And decide to burn my flag Feel free to thank a serviceman For that right to you he gave Protester please continue To march and take a stand But I want to watch you do it Over in I

"attitude"
The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, the education, the money, than circumstances, than failure, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company... a church... a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past... we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% of how I react to it. And so it is with you... we are in charge of our Attitudes.

Hello Broken Heart (poem)
Hello broken heart come right on in I heard what happened I heard you got hurt again I see all your scars and know you've been bruised I know you're weary and think love is a game to lose You don't want to hear the cliches like it wasn't meant to be You want to wallow in your pain and drown in your self-pity You've spent far too many nights mending a broken soul Longing for the happiness That you see so many hold I offer you no solutions and I carry no guarantees I offer my arms to hug you I simply offer me No words to console and to fall on your deaf ears You need only a friend to listen and wipe away your tears So broken heart you need not wallow alone In my arms you'll find comfort And perhaps a kindred soul. By me.

What Is Your Sexual Zodiac?
Sagittarius You are fun loving and independent, and you don’t like any of your partners to get in the way of that. You enjoy having a lot of flings and short term relationships because you get bored in a long term one. In bed you are demanding of your partner. You want to have hot sex all of the time. You also like to experiment sexually, with different positions and fantasies. Sex matches: Aries, Leo, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Downhill Freerideing
SO I RIDE FREERIDE DOWNHILL MOUTNTAIN BIKE...I ALSO HAVE FRIENDS THAT DO THAT SAME...WE WERE OUT LAST NIGHT RIDDING.....WHEN WE WERE CALLED ZOO BOMBERS... OK HERE IS WERE I AM PISSED OFF... ZOO BOMBER DEFINITION A DRUNK A LOUUD PERSON WHO RIDES THERE BIKE AT THE ZOO IN THE ROAD, WITH NO LIGHTS (HEAD OR TAIL) NO HELMET....THEY DISTROY THE ZOO THEY MARK SHIT UP...THEY TEAR SHIT DOWN....THEY DISTROW THE PLACE DOWN HILL FREERIDE DEFNITION..... A GROUP OR SINGLE PERSON WHO HAS A BIKE THAT USE HEAD LIGHTS, TAIL LIGHTS, HELMETS, AND PROTECTIOVE GEAR TO RIDE....DO NOT DISTROY A DAMN THING AND RIDE OUT BIKES ON THE TRAILS THAT ARE THERE... WE ARE CAUTION OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO ARE WALKING THE TRAILS... WE ARE NOT LOUD AND WE DO NOT AND I REPET DO NOT TEAR SHIT DOWN....WE GO THERE TO TRAIN BECAUSE WE HAVE NO WERE ELSE IN THE CITY OF PORTLAND... OK SORRY I HAD TO GET THAT OUT...I AM SICK OF GETTIN SHIT FOR OTHER PPL THAT CAN NOT DO SHIT THE RIGHT WAY...THAT HAVE NO RESPCET... O

Chicken Wings Anybody?
One night I stopped at bar known for thier chicken wings, It also happened to be all you can eat for 8$ night. They had also posted that the record for this bar was 120 wings in 2 hrs by some guy named Spanky. It got me to thinking, This is only a wing a minute. Now I alway get 20, and down them without thinking and maybe get another 20 togo so I asked the waitress if this is for real and she noded. I said check the clock and dont hold me up by delaying bringing them out and make the hot too :) In 30 minutes I ate 60 wings and was feeling good, Then I found out why the total was so low. It turned out Spanky was the cook and when anybody was a threat he would make them hotter (which wouldn't affect me lol) but if that didnt work he kept really big wings on hand just for such purposes, no shit these looked like turky wings. By this time the whole bar was cheering me on and booed the cook for his evil ways. I got another 40 down and couldnt eat another bite. I lost but won at the same tim

Emily Dickenson On Love, Passion, And Sex
We look back over the centuries, and think, we today have a handle and such a deeper understanding on all issues of Passion, Sex, and Love but those of us who have a passion for words and literature discover early on that writers through time have all written on issues that still plague our minds hearts and souls. so here I have decided to share a few of my favorites that have stired my mind to remember or have helped me forget,touched me deep within. A) Wild nights! Wild nights! Were I with thee, Wild nights should be Our luxery! Furtile the winds To a heart in port,-- Done with the compass, Done with the chart. Rowing in Eden! Ah! the sea! Might I but moor To-night in thee! B) The moon is distant from the sea, And yet with amber hands She leads him, docile as a boy, Along appointted sands.

Poetry
Okay so I use to be really big on making poems not so much anymore but I think I'm going to start getting back into making them , partially just for the hell of it and partially to relax myself so here's the first poem in which may go on to be a continuous daily thing.. maybe... Untitled How long shall I sigh As confusion clouds mine eye Who to be, what to do Has the nation told you true Seems to only lead you wrong To follow the same drummers song Never knowing where you belong Gather faith in yourself, hold it dear Love the ones that you hold near Challenge yourself with each waking day Have your colors show in vast array For who shall love you more than yourself Confidence is the greatest wealth So smile on and hold your head high Give yourself these wings and make them fly

Some Thoughts On Hell
SOME THOUGHTS ON HELL.. God recently remodeled hell. He replaced the flames of eternal damnation with a microwave. Now, instead of taking forever, His revenge is complete in seconds. (The only hard part is hanging on while the plate rotates.) - E.T.B.

In The Brightest Day----
and in the Darkest Night", if you are a Comic Book fanatic as I am, you will know that this is a part of the oath the Green Lantern speaks when, once every 24 hours, he re-charges his Power Ring! I am a depression sufferer as I know many on CherryTap are, times when people spend more time together such as weekends, holidays and special days can be difficult for depressives! The upcoming 14th of this Month is also such a day. If you see someone struggling mightily in this pre-Valentines period, offer an extra smile, linger longer over a compliment you want to pay them! Seemingly a very small action, but it is a mightly was to let love's light pierce the often false belief of " why don't I matter to anyone"!

What Do Women Want
I know most of you on here don't know a damn thing about me. But seriously....What the HELL do you women want in a man, because apparently I'm all fucked up in this department. So far i guess it's not someone who will be there no matter what and show support for what you do. Could I be trying to hard? Should I be "hard-to-get"? Should I not care what goes on in your life? Should I just leave you alone and not talk to you unless you want me to? WHAT IS IT!? Apparently nice guys do finish last. Is confidence and being able to communicate really all that big of a deal. Yes I'm confidant in myself. No i am not an outgoing person, i don't talk a lot, I'm shy, interverted, and a computer geek, but that is what makes me...me. And if that doesn't suit you, than don't even bother even talking to me. That is what i have to say for now. Now you all know a little bit more about me than you did a few minutes ago.

An Imperfect Girl . . .
You know... usually when I think of this time of year... I think of a time when I've never really been happy. There's not a time I can remember where someone actually made me feel special and Loved and more unique and important than I have ever felt. I dated my ex for three years and we were never together on Valentines day in those three years. NOT ONCE! I guess I'm just a little down this morning. I want someone to wake up with... someone to keep me warm and tell me they love me and that I'm the most important thing in their life. Hope everyone has a good week... Value the love in your life!!! Your so very lucky!!

Dictionary 4 Womens Personal Ads
DICTIONARY FOR WOMEN'S PERSONAL ADS 40-ish - 49 Adventurous - Slept with everyone Athletic - No tits Average looking - Ugly Beautiful - Pathological liar Contagious Smile - Does a lot of pills Emotionally secure - On medication Feminist - Fat Free spirit - Junkie Friendship first - Former very *friendly* person Fun - Annoying New Age - Body hair in the wrong places Open-minded - Despera

Literotica - A Message From An Editor
I just received an email from an editor at literotica.com and I am very pleased with what he said. Here is his message to me. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Subject: WOW! Dawn, I read through the "First Class" story the you sent me and I have to say that iit is the sexiest story that I have recieved to edit. It will do very well at Literotica. I also looked at your website and really apprecieated the information there, especially the FAQ. I like to get a sense of the writers that I work with and you certanily provided that. I do have a couple of questions: How did you select me as an editor for your story? and How do I get to your other stories on the site? When I clicked on them I got a message about private file. I will do a detailed edit of First Class" in a day or two and get it back to you, I am looking forward to reading it again. It was so hot. J ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ What do you t

Jokes
The owner of a drug store walks in to find a guy leaning heavily against a wall. The owner asks the clerk, "What's with that guy over there by the wall?" The clerk says, "Well, he came in here this morning to get something for his cough.I couldn't find the cough syrup, so I gave him an entire bottle of laxative." The owner says, "You idiot! You can't treat a cough with laxatives!" The clerk says, "Oh yeah? Look at him, he's afraid to cough!" What do a bungee jump and a Hooker have in common? They're both cheap, fast, and if the rubber breaks, you're dead. Three men were trekking through the desert and came across a magician. The magician was standing at the top of a slide. The magician than said, "You may each go down the slide, asking for a drink. When you reach the bottom of the slide you shall land a a huge glass of that drink. The first man went down yelling, "Beerrr!!!" Plop! He landed in a glass of beer. The second guy went down the slide y

Adult With Pet Contest Is Closed Winners Are.....
~~ Winners of the Adult with pet contest are.....~~ 1st Place is...... Wins Silver Motorcycle and Dozen Roses with 6000 comments 2nd Place is...... Wins Diamond Ring and Dozen Roses with 4243 comments 3rd Place is...... Wins Men's Bracelet and Dozen Roses with 508 comments 4th Place is...... Wins Diamond Earrings and Dozen Roses with 462 comments I want to thank everyone who was in the contest for doing a good job! thanks maria

Fairy-land
Edgar Allan Poe (1829) Dim vales- and shadowy floods- And cloudy-looking woods, Whose forms we can't discover For the tears that drip all over! Huge moons there wax and wane- Again- again- again- Every moment of the night- Forever changing places- And they put out the star-light With the breath from their pale faces. About twelve by the moon-dial, One more filmy than the rest (A kind which, upon trial, They have found to be the best) Comes down- still down- and down, With its centre on the crown Of a mountain's eminence, While its wide circumference In easy drapery falls Over hamlets, over halls, Wherever they may be- O'er the strange woods- o'er the sea- Over spirits on the wing- Over every drowsy thing- And buries them up quite In a labyrinth of light- And then, how deep!- O, deep! Is the passion of their sleep. In the morning they arise, And their moony covering Is soaring in the skies, With the

Laws Of Neuromuscular Therapy
Laws of NeuroMuscular Therapy The NeuroMuscular Therapist also operates under a system of laws known as Pfluger's Laws, which illustrate acute to chronic pain patterns and how pain is distributed throughout the body. The nervous system is designed to produce normal muscle tonus at 30 stimuli per second. If, due to trauma, the nervous system is suddenly innervating the damaged tissues at perhaps 75 stimuli per second, it must respond in a more creative homoeostatic way to distribute the pain. The first step, according to the Law of Unilaterality, states that "if a mild irritation is applied to one or more sensory nerves, the movement will take place usually on one side only and that side which is irritated." As an illustration, if I were involved in a motor vehicle accident, injure my left shoulder and decline treatment of any kind, then my left shoulder would probably be very tender within a matter of minutes. Assuming that I continue without treatment and to ease the pain, drink s

My Father's Shenanigans
Last year my dad was out at the golf course with his friends, when he sees *Manual (name changed due to small-town) hauling ass down the street. Pretty soon *Veronica appears behind him in her own car. Now, my dad knew that Manual was married, and Veronica was a few years older than I, so he put two and two together and realized they were headed to the park for a sexy rendezvous, so he says to the other five guys with him (who're drunk) "Let's head over yonder to the park. I've got an idea." So they head over to where the two are meeting, and wait patiently as *Veronica gets out of her car and joins *Manual in his truck then speeds off toward Plains. "Alright, y'all, let's go." So the six drunk men set out towards the car, carefully pick it up, and wedge it successfully between two trees, making entrance impossible. Then they resume their game of golf. About forty-five minutes later they hear 'Aghh!! Dammit!', and look over to see *Veronica with her legs sticking out of the trun

Rip: People Shouldn't Be Forgotten
Derek Meeks (Ex) *Car Accident* 10/04/88 - 02/10/07 Thio Carlos (Family) *Heart Attack*- 02/09/07 Ryan Hayes (My Cuz) *Suicide* 4/17/89 - 10/3/06 Patrick Haverty *Car Accident* 2006 Chris Burst *Car Accident* 03/07/86 - 02/18/05 Charlie K *Hit By Car* 08/24/90 - 10/17/05 D.J. (Eve's Brother) *Difficulty Breathing* 10/17/92 - 02-18-05 Romona Chappel: (My Nana) Died my freshmen year, taken by ALS.(Lou Gehrig's) Christina McMullen:(The best teacher I ever had) Murdered my 8th grade year- 3 days after school started by her adopted son. Franky:(My cuz) 17, Murdered my 4th grade year by one of his friend who was on meth. For the five Amish girls: Mary Liz Miller, 8; her sister Lina Miller, 7; Naomi Rose Eversole, 7; Anna Mae Stoltzfus, 12; and Marian Fisher, 13. Who were murdered. To Jimella Tunstall, 23, who was about seven months pregnant, and her three children—ages 7 (DeMond Tunstall), 2 (Ivan Tunstall-Collins)and 1 (Jinela Tunstall), who were murdered. Live everyday

So Frustrated!!!
I DO NOT WANT TO DO ANY MORE HOMEWORK!!! It wouldn't be so bad if I wan't taking 17 credits plus working a full 40 hrs a week... Why can't somebody just pay me to go to school full time!!! Heart, Slave

Moonlight & Mystery
Walking in the cloudiness as i have for so long, I became numb and pale Noone could see me if i wanted to hide, the darkness i mastered,in darkness i survived With out care or hope i wandered about. Then one night something happened unexplained for up in the distance a light did shine. Curious i did not hide,it was not a latern,it must be something devine. I walked and I searched looking around, there i found you and realized i was crawling around. Your presence around me you lifted me up, a mystery was upon me,who was this filling my cup? Iasked what you were pouring and would it make me sick Without your lips moving you told me it was Hope. I looked at you with such disarray,for beauty abounds you as you save me this day. I noticed about me the clouds had parted, from you they ran,you stayed right above me with your sheltering hand. You spoke of hope through sorrow and pain, you lifted my spirit and hope i did gain. Moonlight & Mystery such a beautiful thing, no c

How To Say I Love You In 100 Languages
English - I love you Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief Albanian - Te dua Arabic - Ana behibak (to male) Arabic - Ana behibek (to female) Armenian - Yes kez sirumen Bambara - M\'bi fe Bengali - Ami tomake bhalobashi (pronounced: Amee toe-ma-kee bhalo-bashee) Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo Bulgarian - Obicham te Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah Cantonese Chinese - Ngo oiy ney a Catalan - T\'estimo Cherokee - Tsi ge yu i (Thanks Nancy!) Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse Chichewa - Ndimakukonda Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male) Creol - Mi aime jou Croatian - Volim te Czech - Miluji te Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig Dutch - Ik hou van jou Elvish - Amin mela lle (from The Lord of The Rings, by J.R.R. Tolkien) Esperanto - Mi amas vin Estonian - Ma armastan sind Ethiopian - Afgreki\' Faroese - Eg elski teg Farsi - Doset daram Filipino - Mahal kita Finnish - Mina rakastan sinua French - Je t\'aime, Je t\'adore Frisian - Ik h�ld fan dy Gaelic - Ta gra a

Judge Not
I was shocked, confused, bewildered as I entered Heaven's door, Not by the beauty of it all, by the lights or its decor. But it was the folks in Heaven who made me sputter and gasp-- the thieves, the liars, the sinners, the alcoholics, the trash. There stood the kid from seventh grade who swiped my lunch money twice. Next to him was my old neighbor

Is Your Man In Love Or Just Lookin For Fun?
Is he only looking for some fun or is his love real? I took this quiz- Is he only looking for some fun or is his love real?My Result Was: Your man seems to be in love. He seems to care for you and only fun does not look like his goal as yet. Wait and watch. Take this quiz- Is he only looking for some fun or is his love real? More Myspace Quizzes on lots of topics.

The Intelligence Of People!
I understand some things can go over peoples head, but on most things its hard for people to grasp the concept of a thought. In all honesty, its easy for me to grasp someone's thought, and where they are going with an idea. I am only 23 years old, and people older then me can't even grasp shit, that says a lot for humans. I look at people my age, and it saddens me that they can't have an intelligent conversatioon with someone unless it contains the words sex, and>or drugs, and this scares me> My generation is up next to rule the world and if all they can think about is sex and drugs, our world is going to be fucked. They are probably the cause of 2012 LOL. The world would be one big drugged out orgy, grrr humans...where's the ketch-up!!

02/15/07
¡ Nuevo hospital Japonés recién abierto en Miami! "AKI TEMATO" Directorio Médico : Director: Dr. Kienkarajo Mekura Urgencias: Dr. Takurao Yamimito Dermatología: Dr. Tukuero Taduro Endoscopía: Dr. Temeto Tubito Fisioterapia: Dra. Tesuda Toito Gastroenterología: Dr. Tesobo Tupanza Ginecología: Dra. Tesano Tukosita Inmunología: Dr. Tekito Bichito Laboratorio: Sra. Temira Tukaka Patología Mamaria: Srta. Taprieto Tuteta Diagnósticos: Dra. Tamal Pakebea Neumonología: Dra. Tutose Mufuete Cirugía Plástica: Dra. Tarrota Tuteta y Dra. Tesaca Manteca Odontología: Dr. Tekito Lakarie Oftalmología: Dr. Temiro Losojo Otorrinolaringología: Dr. Tesako Tumokito Microbiología: Dr. Yomiro Enchikito Pediatría: Dr. Yosikuro Karajito Proctología: Dr.Temiro Tuano y Dra. Tukulito Sakayama Psiquiatría: Dr. Taloko Entukokito Radiología: Dr. Tomemo Lafoto Reumatología: Dr. Tabiejo Tuweso Urología: Dr. Tu- pito Sekae

Arent Dogs Funny?
isnt it funny how your dog always has to race you up the steps? isnt it funny how you can neve go to the bathroom alone? isnt it funny no matter what you look or smell like they always want to lick you? isnt it funny how they always want to go outside in the middle of that special time? isnt it funny how they always want the whole bed, even though they have there own? isnt it funny no matter how hot it is outside or in, there nose is still just as cold when it touches your butt? isnt it funny?? lol

Crabby Old Man
When an old man died in the geriatric ward of a small hospital near Tampa, Florida, it was believed that he had nothing left of any value. Later, when the nurses were going through his meager possessions, they found this poem. Its quality and content so impressed them that copies were made and distributed to every nurse in the hospital. One nurse took her copy to Missouri . The old man's sole bequest to posterity has since appeared in the Christmas edition of the News Magazine of the St. Louis Association for Mental Health. A slide presentation has also been made based on his simple, but eloquent, poem. And this little old man, with nothing left to give to the world, is now the author of this "anonymous" poem winging across the Internet. Crabby Old Man What do you see nurses?...What do you see? What are you thinking...when you're looking at me? A crabby old man,...not very wise, Uncertain of habit...with faraway eyes? Who dribbles his food...and makes no reply.

All Is Finished
ALL IS FINISHED I WANTED TO GIVE SOMETHING OF MY PAST TO MY GRANDSON. I TOLD HIM THAT I WOULD SING THE SACRED WOLF SONG OVER HIM. IN MY SONG, I APPLEALED TO THE WOLF TO COME AND PRESIDE OVER US, WHILE I WOULD PERFORM THE WOLF CEREMONY. SO THAT THE BONDAGE BETWEEN MY GRANDSON AND THE WOLF WOULD BE LIFE LONG. I SANG. IN MY VOICE WAS THE HOPE THAT CLINGS TO EVERY HEARTBEAT. I SANG. IN MY WORDS WERE THE POWERS I INHERITED FROM MY FOREFATHERS. I SANG. IN MY CUPPED HANDS LAY A SPRUCE SEED.. THE LINK TO CREATION. I SANG. IN MY EYES, SPARKLED LOVE. AND THE SONG FLOATED ON THE SUN'S RAYS FROM TREE TO TREE. WHEN I HAD ENDED, IT WAS AS IF THE WHOLE WORLD LISTENED WITH US TO HEAR THE WOLF'S REPLY. WE WAITED A LONG TIME BUT NONE CAME. AGAIN I SANG, HUMBLY BUT AS INVITINGLY AS I COULD, UNTIL MY THROAT ACHED AND MY VOICE GAVE OUT. ALL OF A SUDDEN I REALIZED WHY NO WOLVES HAD HEARD MY SACRED SONG. THERE WER

My Sight
I am getting very discussed everytime I try to do anything from adding background /layout , to music its pissing me off I am not real good on the computer anyway so maybe I am doing something wrong but it is pissing me off.

Why You Must Not Flirt !!!
A couple were invited to a swanky family masked, fancy dress Halloween party. The wife got a terrible headache! She told her husband to go to the party alone. He, being a devoted husband, protested, but she argued and said she was going to take some aspirin and go to bed and there was no need for his good time to be spoiled by not going. So he took his costume and away he went. The wife, after sleeping soundly for about an hour, woke without pain and as it was still early, decided to go to the party. As her husband didn't know what her costume was, she thought she would have some fun by watching her husband to see how he acted when she was not with him. So she joined the party and soon spotted her husband in his costume, cavorting around on the dance floor, dancing with every nice "chick" he could and copping a little feel here and a little kiss there. His wife went up to him and being a rather seductive babe herself, he left his new partner high and dry and devoted his time

Right To Reply!
Sometimes when bord I start browsing through friends of friend on myspace. Looking at all the cool people that my cool peeps know. When doing so today I found a blog entry that made me kinda fizz. Here it is below.... im sorry that i got u a dozen long stem roses for no reason but i love you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That i'm your best friend, who loves you the most I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you t

My Son Jacob 6-18-03 - 6-26-03
8 Days There were seven days of Laughter And seven days of pure Joy As we looked upon the face of Heaven in one little boy Seven days of happiness as we Held your little hand I was there when you entered this World as your mommies little man Seven days of comfort in believing You were okay And then it became a lifetime of Pain Because you left this world on Day eight You left us behind with just a Memory to hold A heart full of tears as each Year unfolds A casket that lays empty for your Spirit is gone You left us for heaven to sing an Angel’s song Eight days old and your life came To an end Leaving this earth to be with God Again I close my eyes and hear an Angel’s Song I rest in the comfort in knowing that Heaven is where you belong - Written By Amber Rambo 6/4/04

People Who Repost Without Engaging Brain
It seems there's a lot of people on CT with the "repost" button stuck in the "on" position. These people will repost things containing curses (as mentioned before), or things saying that they want you off of their friends list if you don't repost it. One such individual, when I told her I was removing her from my friends list as per her request in the bulletin she reposted, told me "I didn't write that someone else did" - but when YOU repost, YOU write that too. I'm not on that other person's list when I get that bulletin, I'm on the list of the person that's reposting - and resaying - it. It's also ironic that a lot of these repost-threat bulletins have to do with our soldiers dying in Iraq, in a war we got into based on rumor, innuendo, and third-rate intelligence presented as proven fact to the Congress by the President. If people would stop spreading rumors about non-existent weapons of mass destruction; if people would stop stating things that they are unwilling to take

Icp
what up bitches i just say icp on the white rapper show and bitches they are sexy then every and anyone that is not down with the clown then fuck off and if u think you are but are not then fuck off bitches icp till the day i get barried with my ass in the air so every one can kiss it bitches and that mean u juggahoes now what hahahahaha i am a bitch and there is one person who understands me so fuck off and leave him alone juggahoes ~mmfcl bitches~

Lost Love
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

Perfect Husband
THE PERFECT HUSBAND > > Several men are in the locker room of a golf club. A cell phone on a >bench rings > > and a man engages the hands free speaker function and begins > to talk. Everyone else in the room stops to listen. > > MAN: "Hello" > > WOMAN: "Honey, it's me. Are you at the club?" > > MAN: "Yes" > > WOMAN: "I am at the mall now and found this beautiful leather coat. > > It's only $1,000. Is it OK if I buy it?" > > MAN: "Sure, go ahead if you like it that much." > > WOMAN: "I also stopped by the Mercedes dealership and saw the new >2007 > models. I saw one I really liked." > > MAN: "How much?" > > WOMAN: "$90,000" > > MAN: "OK, but for that price I want it with all the options." > > WOMAN: "Great! Oh, and one more thing...the house I wanted last year > > is back on the market. They're asking $950,000" > > MAN: "Well, then go ahead and giv

Neo
READ THIS BULLETIN FIRST HERE IS THE LINK http://cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=1257499482# OK NOW MY PART SINCE THE IDIOT WOULDNT LET ME POST ON HIS BULLETIN..THIS IS WHAT I TRYED TO LEAVE BEFORE I FOUND OUT HE WOULDNT LET ME.. ok im going to leave another comment then im gone..Marq is my friend and a cool guy..He is the founder of the SK family..We do GOOD for people who deserve it..you know this...Tell me once when you've heard a bad thing we have done??..Maybe you should tell the whole story on why hes an "asshole" and not just your sugar coated one...you were a complete dick with the whole Sk situation...You thought maybe you could feed off the popularity...and HOW u deleted him...just a thought..PLUS u using his shit without giving him credit..and lots lots more. you can delete this if you want to...I dont really care...Wow. if you cant handle the remarks you will get from posting shit bulletins like that dont fucking make them. THATS ALL FOLKS. -Ash (I DECIDED

Thoughts
This is for Nick, the only man I'll ever love in this life. I need you back my clown. I'm sorry I was a selfish bitch, I'm sorry I took anger out on you that was directed to myself, I'm sorry I ever hurt you. I know sorry won't change or fix anything between us, but I feel I need to say it. Hopefully you can forgive me and the things I did to hurt you so badly. I never meant to hurt you, I wanted to hurt myself because I didn't think I was good enough at anything. My anxiety and depression got the better of me, and I couldn't control it so well. I need you, I miss you, I love you, and want you back in my life for good. I promise I'll be better if you give me that chance to prove it.

I Cant Send Comments Yet :(
Hi everyone i am sat here waiting to be allowedto comment apparently i used my daily allowance forcommenting :( So i will get them at some point today. So please dont think im ignoring you all I'm not im just waiting to be active again lol Have a great day Huggers Tigsy

Friends!!
I was giving my first Blast today, by my good friend DJ Madness~lette~ Mutants wife Queen of the carnival. Stop over @ The Dark Carnival lounge to meet her or go to: DJ Madness~lette~ Mutants wife Queen of the carnival@ CherryTAP Shes cooler than a polar bears toenails ya'll. So im just waiting on approval for it now, then lets see what happens. Im very glad to have met the cool Lo's and Lette's that i have on here, much better than other sites i have been on. MMFWCL

This Makes Me Sick 2 Be White
A Russian court has passed sentences ranging from eight to 19 years in jail for six young men who committed three racist murders, local media reported. The youths — three of whom were minors at the time they carried out a series of attacks that led to the deaths of their victims — were also each ordered to pay damages of around $8,000 to their victims’ families. “All members of the group were incriminated for crimes motivated by racial hatred and animosity,” prosecutors were quoted as saying. “People who did not look Slavic or who were not Russian citizens were deliberately chosen as victims of the crimes.” In March an investigator for the United Nations Human Rights Commission said racist attacks were on the rise in Russia and that a growing “skinhead movement” had been responsible for many incidents. Several racist killings — particularly the murders of two Tajik girls aged 5 and 9 — have provoked widespread revulsion and brought calls for the government to crack down

Bored!
So what do winter's sunny days do for you? Make you wish you where anywhere but work! Off on a road trip! Sitting on the beach! Playing frizbe in the park! Cruzin with the top down! Anybody have any other ideas?

Lyrics...
A bottle of white, a bottle of red Perhaps a bottle of rosé instead We'll get a table near the street In our old familiar place You and I - face to face A bottle of red, a bottle of white It all depends upon your appetite I'll meet you any time you want In our Italian Restaurant.

Hurry Up And Wait
I had a feeling that the military would make you wait on decisions regarding your professional life. I never knew that there would be so many factors to these decisions being made. I have a couple of offers on the table. Two of which are ideal, one of the two being more ideal than the other. The third, I am kind of indifferent on. But the third one includes a lot of "what if" questions. One one hand, a shore command is looking to keep me there working for them. Doing the job I am doing now while I am temporarily assigned...most ideal On another hand is a ship offering me to ride to South America and supervise their guys. To help train them to be more knowledgable of equipment and such...pretty ideal(I can save money, and see the southern atlantic)(I would leave in april to return in October, and then start my process to get out of the military.) The third is going to a different ship where I am just going to be a face in the crowd. Still able to save money, but going over to

Destination
Destination Standing in a circle with hate on the outside And love on the inside. Individuals come together demanding peace. Assuring the wars subside. Loving each other and never forgetting The loved ones that have died. Seek a destroyer within,keep your dominance. Be selfish when it comes to ardency And never let them win. Submission only to God For any other would make you impotent. Vouch your place in life. For just standing there your voice will loose it's power. Dark side is but one. Unity for trust and loyalty. Thrust out your hand. Pick your destination. Where do you stand?

Kids
Too Smart A first-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, "Harry, what's your problem?" Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the 1st grade. My sister is in the 3rd grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the 3rd grade too!" Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principal's office. While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he would give the boy a test. If he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed. Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test. Principal: "What is 3 x 3?" Harry: "9". Principal: "What is 6 x 6?" Harry: "36". And so it went with every question the principal thought a 3rd grader should know. The principal looks at Ms. Brooks and tells her, "I think Harry can go to the 3rd grade." Ms. B

Eyeballs
while ive gotten used to what you so willingly induce, the truth is the agony produced will eventually evolve, and then fury will speak for me until agony resolved. and so the law keeps draggin me in front of those judging me as is, its just his justice hall. the deputy wont stop bludgeoning my crumbling mental walls, all the while im mumbling and justice for all. soon after the ashes of babylon fall, ill be there bombing, freedom of speech through aerosol,compiling the truths together for any and all evolved Yes yall............

Everyone
Hello, I know you all don't like to be called sweety or sexy all the time. If that is the case with you then give me a name, any name it doesn't even have to be yours. Just tell me what to call you. And PLEASE don't cuss me I would never do that to you!!!!!

An Internal Argument.
"You!,Come to me and preach of Faith and Love!" You want me to see how they must be ,what do you know of Faith and Love? You can not change me ,for I see me , ME! I am Faith And Love It grows in me ,breathes life in me Your illusions are nothing compared to what I see. Faith! Faith gives me strength to be willing and free to make the choices to love me and every one around me! Faith is in me ,it is strong and your illusions are week,you grow pathetic and harsh as we speak! Love!,you know nothing of, it is not found,it is not given or earned or taught .It is nothing but something we all have inside.Love is endless,immortal,and eternal,love changes to fit its own design never the same at one time . It breathes from me it is me I am Love cant you see love is me !? So you grow week from what you begin to see in me.Something unattainable but free,you illusions shattering as wee speak,your heart beats your thoughts race you life a steady pace. You come to Me to and preach of Faith and Love

Living To Die Or Dying To Live
The problem is I need alcohol to write. I can't not write. It's all I have left to be. Beside an alcoholic. I guess it's all related. The need to write. The need to drink. Both issues spurred by some other problem. But I don't know what the problem is. I've thought about it a lot tonight and the passed few nights and I've finally come to a conclusion. There's something very wrong with me and it was wrong long before there was alcohol to blame it on. It's that wrong that is the reason alcohol ever got involved. No one ever stays in my life. They always end up leaving or I push them away. Logic tells me chances are I'm the one with problem and not all those other people. Only trouble is, I don't know what's wrong with me. Well, I do. I know I can't cultivate meaningful relationships. Not lasting ones anyway. And I know I've had this problem since I was a child. And no, I didn't drink when I was a child. So I know the problem, I just don't know why I have it. Where it came

Got Hit With A Few More Last Night...
So -- In order to protect myself from people with small minds who seem to think that shadows are nipples (or more than that, women who can't stand the competition..poor babies) I am making all of my folders Friends Only. That way, if someone marks something NSFW I'll be able to see who the culprit is. I am also paring my default pix down as well and placing them in protected folders. If you are already my Friend this shouldn't affect you -- you can still see all of the pictures you have in the past. I have a studio in my house so there will always be more great pictures to take the place of ones being marked NSFW by silly people. They just won't be available to the general public. Have a great day and thanks for taking the time to read this!

Another Poem For My Mom
With my Mothers Birthday Soon Approaching I thought I would take the time to share another poem I had written for her soon after her passing. Talk to me I go to sleep with simple things To see you To hear you in my Dreams Death has taken you to the other side Please Mother notice my simple cries Although I cant see you nor hear you too In my sleep I think of you waiting for that special day When in my dreams the words you Say I love you My child I miss you So To hold to Hug To show theres More I yearn for those words to hear you Say so I can go on and live my days Til the moment arrives Ill pray in my sleep For that moment to come So Bitter Sweet Good night my Mother I love you so May God bless you and make you whole

Why Rosey's Attic?
Did ya ever get stuff sent to ya through e-mail, or other venues and ya stuffed it somewhere, wanting to keep it for its humor, its message, because it had to do with special events, or just because of sentiment? Well, I do....and I have stuff crammed everywhere...so, since most times things I squirrel away end up in storage or an attic...that's what I decided to call this blog section....Rosey's Attic. Hope ya'll enjoy browsing through here from time to time to see what I've thrown up here to take out and look thru when nostalgia hits.

Depression
The past 2 days have been rough! I'm so exhausted just from all that's been going on! Tuesday my daughter skipped school and was picked up for shop-lifting! Since then it's been a parade of people here and at the school! Sometimes I just don't know what to do with her!

Kinky Sex?
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs100%Bondage67%Blind Folds67%Biting50%Whips33%Blood25%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Go Me!
omg what a fab night i had!! went out to the student union for georgies bday and we were all dressed up a bit crazy (ill get more photos up soon!!) in the club upstairs, radio 1 dj scott mills was a guest dj and was ace, he even signed ma tshirt and gave me a kiss!! woohoo :)

Talk About A Wild Ride!
I must say, that last few days have been nothing short of incredible and unreal! For the last two or three days, one event turned my life into one big question mark, but it seems as though that question has been answered and we can now remedy the problem. This whole saga began on Thursday afternoon. I had just finished having lunch when I felt something coming, a sensation I have had before, but not in some time, and I knew what it was and what was about to happen. One of my friends and co-workers, Kirsten, was with me at the time. As soon as I knew what was about to happen, not knowing why, I told her to call 911, because things were going to get very ugly and very scary. The instant she had finished dialing, I started going into convulsions, falling face first into the table and then convulsing on the floor. I had just gone into a seizure. Eventually, the paramedics got there to help stop my seizure and I passed out after that. When I was brought in to the hospital, the

Backseat To The Stars
take a seat next to me lets watch the sky as it burns itself into the night watch the purple haze as it melts into our eyes watch it turn black; black like the ashes of our hearts spread apart your wings so you can fly into the newborn night head up towards the sky fly away into the sea of open fields of stars but don't forget don't forget that I'll be hear waiting waiting for your return Remembering when We used to look up to the sky and dream of a future, a future full of dreams Its hard to know that you are gone flying far away from anything and far way from everything

A Little Help For My Friend!!!!
Ok... here's the deal......I have a very special dear freind on here that needs to make it to rock star.. level 20. He is the Sweetest guy around and is currentlly serving in the US Navy Stationed in Norfolk Virginia. His name is Kevin and he is well worth the time to drop in and say hi.. |~*TazZ StylE*~{=}~*{Family Perv}*~|@ CherryTAP click on that pick to get to his profile Add him... and receive a millitary ribbon and a yellow rose.... fan him... receive an american flag too rate him a 10 or better and receive a teddy bear. HE HAS OVER 800 PICS TO RATE!!!! rate 100 pics receive a dozen roses... rate 300 pics and receive a mens bracelet or diamond earrings rate 500 pics and receive a rolex or a diamond ring rate all 800 pics as well as add/fan/and rate him a 10... and receive a complete V.I.C. gift package!!!! I will be giving the gifts out.. you must send a message to both kevin and I if you have completed any of he above tasks...

Does Greed Give The Right To Take A Life?
How Sad is it that This Greedy Bastard Only Sought Custody of McCaylah Because she Drew a $600 a month Disability Check .. and Now I Have to wonder if the reason She even drew this check was Because of the Internal Permanent Injuries She recieved from these Sick SOB's

Untitled
AS I OPEN MY EYES AND TAKE A PEEK LOOKING INTO YOUR EYES I BECAME VERY WEAK, YOU SMILED DEEP, DEEP INTO MY SOUL... HANGING ON WITH EMOTIONS I CAN'T LET GO. I BEGIN TO GLOW AND THEN I SHINE SLOWLY I BEGIN TO LOSE MY MIND, GENTLE WHISPERED WORDS INTO MY HEART SAYING THIS MOMENT IS JUST THE START. SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL, SWEET AND TRUE IS GOING TO BE SHARED BY ME AND YOU, WE HAIL EACH OTHER DDP DOWN TO OUR PRIDE VOWING, NEVER OUR FEELINGS TO HIDE. WE KNOW THE WORLD WON'T WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND WHY EVER, I TOOK AHOLD OF YOUR HAND, BUT YOU AND I WILL ALWAYS KNOW... WE WILL NEVER HAVE THE NEED TO LET GO.

New Tattoo Ideas In Honor Of Matthew
another eeyore...BUT this one will have a rain cloud and say when it rain it pours and a heart w/ a ribbon that says matteo his pet nah from his fan club some ppl still dont know i hate to be the bearer of bad news all i gotta sasy is am i next...please?

Update On Mccaylah & Funeral Arrangements
OMG This EVIL WOMANS FAMILY HAD THE NERVE TO CALL THE SCHOOL THAT IS RAISING MONEY FOR THIS CHILDS FUNERAL AND ASK COULD SOME OF THAT MONEY BE USED TO GET THIS B**** OUT OF JAIL TO PAY ON TOWARD HER BOND!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT NERVE AND THESE MONSTERS ARE BEING ALLOWED TO ATTEND HER FUNERAL AND ITS GONNA BE PRIVATE?? WTF IS WRONG WITH THIS SOCIETY? WHY SHOULD THEY BE ALLOWED TO EVEN ATTEND AND HAVE IT AS PRIVATE ON TOP OF THAT WITH ONLY THE TWO OF THEM ATTENDING THIS IS BULLSHIT THEY SHOULDNT BE ALLOWED TO ATTEND OR HAVE ANY SAY SHES DEAD THEY KILLED HER KEEP THEM AWAY FROM HER LET THIS CHILD LEAVE HERE WITHOUT THEM MF'S LURKING OVER HER ....... GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR THIS DAMN SYSTEM SUCKS Couple charged with murder Held in death of girl, 10 By Cassondra Kirby CENTRAL KENTUCKY BUREAU The father and stepmother of 10-year-old Michaela Watkins were charged yesterday with murder in her death, Winchester police said. Patrick and Joy Watkins of Winchester, who were initially charged with crimi

Cain Granted New Trial; Pleads Self Defense.
In an unprecedented move today the Supreme Court of Omnipotent Creation, granted Cain a new trial. Gabriel, representing Cain, stated that new and astounding evidence has been brought forth. Cain, the first born of Adam and Eve, slew his brother Able, in the turmoil that followed an offering to Jehovah, gone awry . A poor dirt farmer, Cain offered Jehovah: “...fruit of the ground”, while his brother Able: “...brought of the firstlings of his flock and of the fat thereof“. Jehovah, apparently a carnivorous fellow, admonished Cain and refused to eat his veggies. Upset over his brother’s one up, Cain tried to speak to Able. The story goes that while they were in the field: “Cain rose up against Abel his brother, and slew him”. Cain, the first born of Eve, and fraught with the responsibly of bringing the first pain of childbirth upon her, has pleaded self defense. “Able was always mommy’s little boy” Cain stated. “He always got what he wanted, and dad (Adam) just let it hap

New License
Attention All Whips & Chains Society Members. I have been asked to design a new License for your members. I worked with Embyr and came up with the license you see below. If you want one of these please private message the following information.... CT #: 1233456 Sexual Perference: staight Position: Dom/Master/Mistress/submissive/slave etc Status: collared or Uncollared is sub/slave and single or taken if a Dom/Master etc.. Signature: Sir Dave.. etc.. and the picture you'd like on the license. I will make them as soon as I can and I will send back the license via a reply to the information you send me.. Thank You Sir Dave

We Need To Stop Child Abuse
"Her name was Auroura" She was only five This is what happened When she was alive Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endore A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, " God, why? Why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high The poor child was hit and slapped As hours went by Then her mom su

Haha Wahooooo Love It
THE TATTOO There once was a couple of newlyweds named John and Wendy. John told his wife Wendy that he wanted a tattoo! Wendy agreed and said that would be ok. John did not know what the tattoo should say or where he would put it. So Wendy said, "Well, if you REALLY loved me, you would get my name tattooed on your pecker." John couldn't back out on that one, so he went to the tattoo parlor. The tattoo artist told him that he needed to have an erection while he put it on. After an hour of excruciating pain, the tattoo was done. As John was on his way home from the tattoo parlor he saw a rest stop and decided he needed to stop and take a leak. He went to the restroom and looked down to admire his tattoo and he noticed, that when he was not erect, the only letters that were visible, were the W and the Y. Suddenly, a big black gentleman steps into the urinal beside John and John accidentally looked down at the guy and could not help but notice that he ALSO had the letters

Phone Numbers
Phone Numbers To Call For Help Help That You Need Phone Numbers: Helpline for victims and perpetrators of child abuse; information, literature, and referrals Get Help Now: Childhelp National Child Abuse Hotline: 1-800-4-A-CHILD Agencies to call to report suspected child abuse. Organized by state within the U.S. Child Abuse Reporting Numbers Helpline and suggestions for coping with a crying baby Shaken Baby Syndrome or 1-877-6-END-SBS Helpline for teens who are having problems at home Youth and Teens or 1-800-RUNAWAY

Bout Me
hello i m new to this thing so i dont knw how this works or wat not but i m a single mom of 2 boys ages 12 n 9 there my world no matter wat i m 32 years old live in lewiston so if u would like to chat u can send me a message on yahoo at sweeetlips101042402002

Fake Freinds.
i,m too too blue freinds. if i,m your freind . you are lucky. i,ll be there when you need a shoulder to lay, on. someone to talk to. i don,t judge. god place not mine. people come in all shapes, sizes . like angels. yes my childern, grandchildern are my life. god bless all cherries. danette

Willing To Try.
Here I go Trying to write another chapter in my life Driving down this lonely highway deep inside And where I'm going I don't really know But here I go Trying hard not to leave too much life behind Is there something out there that I'm trying to find I believe in love Believe in us But there are days when it's not enough I'm not gonna change who I am But I ain't gonna give up the fight I don't care who's wrong or right When it's all said and done And you tell me you've had enough You're thinking of giving up on love I'm still willing to try Here I go Step into this spotlight on the stage Finally realizing that I've come of age Running my own race down life's lonesome road So here I go We only get one life we got to live Let's hope we find the strength just to forgive. If you believe in me Like I believe in us There ain't no way we're giving up I'm not gonna change who I am But I ain't gonna give up the fight I don't care who's wrong or right When

No One Cares
I sit alone in a dark room, no one cares I feel like I'm dying inside, no one cares I begin to cry, no one cares I begin to bleed, no one cares "Some one Help me!" no one hears so i sit alone in my dark room bleeding & crying... no one cares Finally I scream.... "DOES ANYONE CARE!!!" But there is no answer..... No one cares...

Why I Been Gone
Well lets see first my phone company was being a jerk.. But atleast that was the the bad of it.. Seems Dragon's got himself a new girl friend and for the the first time in a long time has been truely happy. Though I can't forget my cherry freinds and family.. So I be around here and there.. Love all you guys and gals who make my time here fun.

An Outlet Of Rage?
Mother... If you look in my eyes,What do you see? A heart or A memory? I cast my eyes upon you,Once I thought... I can Love You.No,thats not right; To love you would be an you honor. You haven't earned. And A Tear slides down my cheek.... Why?Why do I cry? Is it for that which you haven't given? Is it for that which you can not give? Oh Why,Oh Why? III... The thoughts,scatterd,the tears shead, The tattered memories in my head... Are they yours? Could they be mine? Questions I ask. You never cared. Placed My Sister as best. Told me I'm not worthy. Yelled loudly into my head. And then...Just like that... IT STOPPED!Because you wish me dead. Lisa Ann Osburn Copyright ©2007 Lisa Ann Osburn -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Click Here to Rate My Poem

Albert Einstien... A Genius..?
March 23, 2007 - Friday Albert Einstien ..> Albert Einstien is a feller I met while we were both guests at Hotel Nuts. Albert was a pleasant guy but no one could understand what he was saying most of the time. He used them ten dollar words and was always reading the books. Albert and me became pals. After I was released from Hotel Nuts I came across an article about Albert. The article claimed Al was a bona fide genius. Gosh! I never would have thought that. I always thought Albert was a true dumass like me. Even worse! Al could not tie shoes. He admitted that to me. Simple tasks were beyond his realm. He could not do anything. The man did not have enuff common sense to comb his hair. The article claims Al came up with a Theory of Relativity. Big deal! I have my own theory about relatives. I won't loan my relatives money. They never repay me. I figure whoever wrote this article must have been paid by Albert. I mean... If Albert was a true genius... Why didn't he wear boots

Cats
Today I was in the sitting room... you know, chillin' out, maxin' relaxin'... and Naboo the cat was asleep on the couch. She was there most of the afternoon. Anyway, it's become apparent to me that whenever a cat's sat about the house like that then everyone who's in the room or anyone who passes through will stop for a minute, stroke the cat, tickle it's tummy, scratch it under the chin, etc, etc. This happens at regular intervals. Well I think this is a bit odd... Not because cats get this kind of special treatment, but because people don't. Yesterday I fell asleep on the couch for half an hour and at no point did anyone come by and give me this kind of a fuss. I dunno... Maybe I just know the wrong people.

Honesty
I have not been completely honest with anybody including myself ever. When i'm finally honest with a guy turns out he's the one who hurts me the worst. Is honestly such a good, i wonder? I fell head over heels in love with him just to get hurt!!!! What the fuck was I thinkin? I have been up most of the night pondering that very question. I feel like an ass, I told all my friends and family that he was in iraq to learn he doesn't go back til May. I took pics that I wouldn't of for anybody else and I took them for him. I love him so much, that he should have told me the truth instead of making me wonder. Well, time to end for now, Steph

Just When You Thought It Was Safe To Go Back In The Water....
Many of you know I am an emotional open book. I tried to stay clear of relationships and men who I absolutley adore...well in the lastmonth I have had issues....physical and situational. Physically everything seemed to have worked out for the best....Situational..no..I havent found a new place to live and no...I havent stopped freaking out. Well, I have emotionally shared myself with and individual recently and befriended someone else. Much to my consternation the other person was being my friend for no reason then to be a sneaky selfish bitch. I am extremely emotionally wounded at this point once again..because I am too much of a jackass to see when I am getting played. Once again..thanks for the lesson. At least this time I am in a moment of crisis and this bullshit isnt breaking me down. So everyone knows..what goes around, comes around. All and all in the end what you do will come back at your 10 fold. I will say this.....I will not get emotionally involved anymore. I am sick to d

Just Like I Promised.
I promised to keep all of you posted on my progress in the Guard. Well I will be shipping to basic training in 15 days. Yes, I am scared but it's just because I have to be away from home and my daughter. I'm actually more sad than scared. I'm going to miss my daughters 2nd birth day and my birthday for that matter. Not really my idea of a good time to spend your 22nd in AIT. At least I hope I'll be in AIT as opposed to Basic. My grandmother is upset with the fact my MOS is a combat MP...She want's me to change my MOS to something that doesn't put me right in the middle of the hot spots...I told her I wanted to fly helicopters...that didn't set well either. My argument was I woluldn't be in the middle of it I would be abouve it. I don't think she found it very funny. I'm bursting with excitement and I can't wait until I go but at the same time I'm just not sure about all of this. I know it's going to be tough but I wouldn't be doing it if it was easy. I need chalenges in my

About Me
Let us see. Where do I start. Well let us see. I am Canadian by birth. Yes folks I am a HOSER and damn proud of it. I am a member of the Frozen North Family. I am 6'3, no hair (bald is beautiful baby, I weigh 300 pounds but don't look it. I have 5 cats, two dogs, half a dozen fish, one wife and the usual myrads of flies, spiders, silverfish, ants and other assorted creepy crawlers. I am 47 years old although I have to admit I only look 46. For year...you do the math. I have one sister and four brothers. Two step-children and 6 yes i said 6 wonderful grandkids. I like to chat online. I prefer IRC but am open to Yahoo or if needed Windows Messenger Live. I will chat about anything. I like to read. Am working on the The Word and Void series by Terry Brooks at the moment. I like to write. I just finished one calle The Christmas People. Doubt it will get published but you never know. I have four other stories, that I am writing, going at the moment. I play guitar. I aint no J

For My Rider Friends
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old coats and glov

You're [clearly Not] A 10, Baby!
Last week "skillful" (http://www.cherrytap.com/user/587541) stopped by and rated my profile a 7, so I left him a user comment asking if I was really that good. He never responded. The "downrating" (a misnomer, in my opinion) fascinates me, as it is generally used only by people who are either 1) new here, or 2) angry at you for some reason. Since 10 is the "default" rating, I usually want to know WHY someone rated me less than a 10. Sometimes it's obvious, as when I've posted rude comments on someone's profile. Other times it is less clear. Today Skillful came and re-rated my profile a 5. My user comment in response: Wow... I'd worsened in your estimation? From a 7 all the way down to a 5? What, pray tell, is so interesting about me that you keep coming back and changing your mind about me? Have I emasculated you in some way today that I wasn't even aware of? He sent me a private message, saying "simply because u ignore my msgs...." I responded: Hm. Mig

Severe Thunderstorm Warning For Andrews County,texas In West Texas Until 11:30 Pm Cdt
000 WUUS54 KMAF 290339 SVRMAF TXC003-290430- /O.NEW.KMAF.SV.W.0076.070329T0339Z-070329T0430Z/ BULLETIN - EAS ACTIVATION REQUESTED SEVERE THUNDERSTORM WARNING NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE MIDLAND/ODESSA TX 1039 PM CDT WED MAR 28 2007 THE NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE IN MIDLAND HAS ISSUED A * SEVERE THUNDERSTORM WARNING FOR... ANDREWS COUNTY IN WEST TEXAS... * UNTIL 1130 PM CDT * AT 1038 PM CDT...NATIONAL WEATHER SERVICE METEOROLOGISTS DETECTED A SEVERE THUNDERSTORM CAPABLE OF PRODUCING GOLF BALL SIZE HAIL... AND DESTRUCTIVE WINDS IN EXCESS OF 70 MPH. THIS STORM WAS LOCATED 13 MILES WEST OF ANDREWS...MOVING NORTHEAST AT 50 MPH. * THE SEVERE THUNDERSTORM WILL AFFECT THE FOLLOWING LOCATIONS... FRANKEL CITY... ANDREWS... FLOREY... A TORNADO WATCH REMAINS IN EFFECT UNTIL 400 AM CDT THURSDAY MORNING FOR SOUTHEAST NEW MEXICO. DURING A SEVERE THUNDERSTORM... THE BEST PROTECTION CAN BE FOUND IN AN INTERIOR ROOM ON THE LOWEST FLOOR OF YOUR HOME OR BU

Mom, Meet Your (unborn) Child!
Pro-life advocates are adopting a new tactic to reduce the demand for abortion, and it has proven so successful it already is being credited with saving tens of thousands of lives: They just introduce the mother to her child They do it with an ultrasound machine, which can provide a real-time video image of the unborn child throughout the pregnancy, and the simple medical procedure could reduce the demand by mothers for abortion to a fraction of its current level, according to Kim Conroy, director of sanctity of human life issues for the Colorado Springs-based Focus on the Family. That group about three years ago launched its national Option Ultrasound program which helps provide the expensive machines to pregnancy centers, helps train people to accurately run the procedures, and helps advance the status of the centers from counseling offices to medical clinics. The first goal of the ultrasound is to confirm a pregnancy, something abortion clinics use the same technology to reve

Damn Haterz
ok now i got someone turning in tattoo pics as NSFW so i guess imma just mark all my pics as NSFW to fix this problems so they cant continue to bitch and turn me in..... Im about fed up with idiots being so offended on here about such things as a tattoo on a persons back that is just ridiculous!!

Cunnilingus Techniques
Cunnilingus Techniques Cunnilingus Techniques Performing cunnilingus can be one of the most wonderful things you can do for a woman. It makes her feel loved, admired, sexy, and has the potential to give her an exceptional orgasm. Many women prefer it to intercourse, and for those who require a large amount of clitoral stimulation, it is the easiest way to orgasm. Besides, lots of women expect it these days and men who perform great cunnilingus are always appreciated and considered fabulous lovers. There is little more exciting to a woman than to know that her partner finds her delicious; meaning that you enjoy the taste, smell and feeling of her vaginal juices. At the same time, there is little less exciting to a woman than to think that you don't like the taste and smell of her most intimate region. If your partner has a smell that is more than you can handle, or she doesn't feel comfortable with you down there (thinking you won't like the smell), suggest taking a nice hot s

Have Tissues Ready!!
She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help

Stop Global Warming!!!!!!!
REDUCE YOUR IMPACT AT HOME Most emissions from homes are from the fossil fuels burned to generate electricity and heat. By using energy more efficiently at home, you can reduce your emissions and lower your energy bills by more than 30%. In addition, since agriculture is responsible for about a fifth of the world’s greenhouse gas emissions, you can reduce your emissions simply by watching what you eat. Replace a regular incandescent light bulb with a compact fluorescent light bulb (cfl) CFLs use 60% less energy than a regular bulb. This simple switch will save about 300 pounds of carbon dioxide a year. If every family in the U.S. made the switch, we’d reduce carbon dioxide by more than 90 billion pounds! You can purchase CFLs online from the Energy Federation. Move your thermostat down 2° in winter and up 2° in summer Almost half of the energy we use in our homes goes to heating and cooling. You could save about 2,000 pounds of carbon dioxide a year with this simple adj

White Wolf Run
Enchantress came to me And said, meet me at the lake tonight I hunt this world to the white Through the shroud of snow I saw paradise Peace, no more lies Crestfallen soul Rest for this night Love is here Right here under my wings I dream of wolves With them I run For me she lengthened the night I am home I am in peace Crestfallen soul Rest for this night Love is here Right here under my wings

A Trip To Boston...
It’s early Monday morning and I’m anxiously waiting for my plan to land in Boston. My hands are shaking and thoughts are just running franticly in my head. The question of is this right? Am I doing the right thing? OMG I can’t wait to see you. Even threw my nerves I can feel my damp panties as they rub against my throbbing pussy. My sweet juices slowly flowing from the thought of meeting you and from the knowledge that by the end of the day you will be mine. I can’t stand it much longer the intense feelings running threw my body. I reach under my skirt and run my hands up my leg starting at the knee feeling the smooth cool material of my stockings give away to the even softer feeling of my thighs knowing that not much farther and my fingers will touch my wetness threw the opening in my panties. Touching myself feeling skin that is as smooth as the day I was born. Letting my index finger slowly slip between the damp folds, barely touching myself. My finger gently touches my clit

Shouldve Listened
Why did this happen? No its beyond my control What did i do wrong? But it wasnt my fault I tried to warn you Did you miss the signs You cant blame me I told you to stay away Why didnt you listen? Dammit why do i care This is your mess You did this Your the one that got too involved I told you to stop Just BACK THE FUCK OFF! Did i not sound serious enough Could i have been anymore explainatory with the situation Listen to my words Thats what i kept saying You blocked out my voice Now look your heart is paying for it Dont change the subject I wont even hear it How could you put me through this pain? All you had to do is GO AWAY! But you wouldnt Now look what happened I told you to FUCKIN LISTEN! Suffer by yourself I dont care anymore.... GOODBYE comes easily I guess you shouldve been LISTENING!!!!

Trust? Read This Carefully ! Ol' Pal "friends".
Well here is my first blog. A short and sweet one at that! It is so funny how people on Pal put forth effort to be concerned on your wearabouts! When in turn, laughing under thier breath, stab you in the back! To anyone who claims to be concerned and copy and pastes whispers are assholes and a waste of my time! Claiming that nothing is going on with someone that you are talking about is bullshit! Just realize that you are the next victim! Being told who you can talk to or be associated with! Talk to them on the phone and see that they are not who they say they are. Being told that you should be ashamed with yourself when you have no idea what that means. Making you feel bad for something that really has no meaning is a power trip! This person has a power trip that makes one feel they have to say sorry to them for thier cowardness of blowing you off!! This person has done this to many on pal and just moves down the line. Gets what they want and makes you feel ashamed for what

Psych-
I saw my psychiatrist the other day...she told me to broaden myself...so im doin that...and she said "at this state I don't want to prescribe you anti-depressants"...she says she wants me to try cardio 1st...4 times a week for 30 minutes at a time or more because it helps balance serotonin levels in my fucked up head or somethin like that...well its an excuse to do cardio so...ok i will do it...she said i should stop seeing Jess...i told her she is my best friend and that is the only thing i want to save now...i know i have lost her...but i don't want to lose the friendship we had...i went on for awhile...she agreed that i should keep talking with her after my speech...she just said trying to be friends(with her and her boyfriend) at this stage of how i feel, could end very badly for me, she agrees with me tryin to be friends with just Jess...so that is good for me...but i am still giving her space until she wants to see me again...she also said that "We NEED to get you out of that hou

2 Days To Go
I only have to fall asleep here 2 more nights! Then home sweet home. I can't sit still; im so excited that my hands sweat when i think about it too long. I called my folks last night and went over the arrival times, that made it feel REAL. It's been a long time since ive felt like this; the kid waiting on Christmas morning syndrome. Everyone at home seems to be doing good; friends and family alike, so that's a relief. My car is at my parents house so i should be able to just drive home after dinner. Man, that sounds good in my head. I don't know how i'm going to sleep friday night; saturday morning can't get here soon enough. I dont know what i'm most excited about, getting home or seeing her again. I think seeing her. I've not made any plans for the night, she said we can find our way as we go but i'd like to take her out to dinner and/or do something fun; any suggestions? I've spent this week adding phone numbers and email address to my phone, and trying not to think about

I Am A Cat :-)
LOOK UP YOUR BIRTHDAY AND SEE WHAT YOU ARE. FORWARD ONTO PEOPLE THAT YOU THINK THAT WOULD GET A KICK OUT OF THIS...INCLUDING THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TO YOU. PUT YOUR BIRTHDAY ANIMAL IN THE SUBJECT LINE AND PASS IT ON. January 01 - 09 ~ Dog January 10 - 24 ~ Mouse January 25 - 31 ~ Lion February 01 - 05 ~ Cat February 06 - 14 ~ Dove February 15 - 21 ~ Turtle February 22 - 28 ~ Panther March 01 - 12 ~ Monkey March 13 - 15 ~ Lion March 16 - 23 ~ Mouse March 24 - 31 ~ Cat April 01 - 03 ~ Dog April 04 - 14 ~ Panther April 15 - 26 ~ Mouse April 27 - 30 ~ Turtle May 01 - 13 ~ Monkey May 14 - 21 ~ Dove May 22 - 31 ~ Lion June 01 - 03 ~ Mouse June 04 - 14 ~ Turtle June 15 - 20 ~ Dog June 21 - 24 ~ Monkey June 25 - 30 ~ Cat July 01 - 09 ~ Mouse July 10 - 15 ~ Dog July 16 - 26 ~ Dove July 27 - 31 ~ Cat August 01 - 15 ~ Monkey August 16 - 25 ~ Mouse August 26 - 31 ~ Turtle September 01 - 14 ~ Dove September 15 - 27 ~ Cat September 28 - 30 ~ Dog

Up Above
UP ABOVE I wanna get lost in the heavens above I'd do anything to escape this lingering love You said it was over without shedding a tear Assuming words would quench every worry or fear The problem remains that I was truly in love So now I'm flying to be lost in the great up above The great up above is full of suspense The perfect vacation from a world too intense It conceals the sun's beauty and cloaks the night's stars A place to lick your wounds from the real world's scars. Love to you was never giving in You even ended arguments with an emphatic "I win" Always absent when my chips were down Yet expected me to disarm your every worry and frown Still I loved you unregrettably journeying into the heavens is my only chance to break free The great up above is mired in mystery Giving the misunderstood the perfect spot to free Love is not taking all that you can Ruined is my life so I escape in search of a new plan As bad as it was never having your full

Ok Everyone Im About To Go To Work But Need You To Continue To Comment In The Lips Contest So I Can At Least Cum In 2nd ;-)
THE LIPS CONTEST IS ONLY FOR THE WEEKEND AND THE OTHER ONE I FELL BEHIND IN BEING SICK ALL WEEK :-( IM IN THE SEXY LIPS CONTEST AND ALSO WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST.. HERE ARE THE LINKS IF YOU GET AROUND TO HELPING OUT THAT WOULD BE GREAT ;-).. SEXIEST LIPS CONTEST WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST THANKS FOR YOUR HELP IN ADVANCE MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED SO COMMENT TILL YOUR FINGERS HURT ;-)!!

Just Need To Chat
Alright I need to vent. My friend Tammy, her husband and her two kids came over Saturday for dinner. One of her kids flushed my thermometer. How do I know its one of her kids you ask because the thermometer sits by the bathroom sink everyday and not once has my kids ever touched it. Tristen is the only one of the kids that goes to the bathroom on his own. The other two are still in diapers. So tonight my boyfriend is going to have to take the toilet apart and unplug the stupid thing. I am also stressed out because I have a shit load of spring cleaning to do and so little time. I have a lot going on this month and it needs to be done by the 26th. My boyfriend tells me he will help me but he has yet to help me with anything so far. I need to clean my basement badly and its hard for me to move big boxes around. So I kinda need him to do that. But sometimes waiting for men take forever. So I am kinda left to do it myself. My boyfriend has to work till 7pm tonight hes off tomorrow work

My Easter
My Easter was great. went over to my Aunt Betty house...we had Easter Dinner; Ham, mash potatoes, chessy veggies, dinner rolls, stuffed eggs, Chocolate cake, & Mixed Angel Fruit. I loved the fruit...blue berrys, grapes, bannas, Angel food cake, banna pudding, Strawberries, & pineapple was in it. :) It was all very yummy. Wyatt got in to cake & throwing his fork in mash potatoes & throw his roll with jelly on it in the potatoes. LOL very funny....I didn't get left overs of the potatoes...if he didn't do that...Mash potatoes was my favorite other then the fruit...I probably would of got some mash potatoes. My Grandma Virginia, Rhonda, Larry, Cousin Wyatt, Treasa, Unlce Charlie, Uncle Dean, & Pam my mom was all there....My others coming later...My mom Pam & I left, we had two movies to watch...Happy Feet & The Holiday...they was very good movies. thank you all friends that sent me gifts & wishes on Easter. thankful for new friends I made today. Hope you all had great

Even He Doesnt Know..lmao
A bicyclist was riding along a California beach when suddenly the sky clouded above his head and, in a booming voice, the Lord said, "Because you have tried your best to be faithful to me in all ways, I will grant you one wish." The bike rider pulled over and said, "Build a bridge to Hawaii so I can ride over anytime I want.” "The Lord said, "Your request is materialistic. Think of the enormous challenges for that kind of undertaking. The supports required to reach the bottom of the Pacific! The concrete and steel it would take! It will nearly exhaust several natural resources. I can do it, but it is hard for me to justify your desire for worldly things. Please take a little more time and think of something that would honor and glorify me." The bike rider thought about it for a long time. Finally he said, "Lord, I wish that I could understand my wife. I want to know how she feels inside, what she's thinking when she gives me the silent treatment, why she cries, what she means when s

A Soldier's Tear...
As I sit here in the early morning dew I cannot stop thinking of you All I have of you is a picture of you I dream of being with you some how. Morning turns today and still I miss you I want so much to be able to snuggle with you But I don't know you just by writing The afternoon heat consumes me Still all I think about is being with you when I get home. Day turns to evening and the cool air blows I hope and pray that you know Even though I don't know you that good I am still thinking of my sweet new pen pal friend I just want to tell you that soon I will be home to stay. Darkness falls and I lay down to sleep I want so much to talk to you that I weep As I look to the sky and see the smiling moon I wonder if you looking too and hope to see me soon. In my dreams I see tears in your eyes I wish I could hold you and tell you not to cry My little pen pal friend everything will be just fine Your solider will be home on time to make you all mine.

Thank You!
I WOULD LIKE TO TAKE THIS TIME TO THANK EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT AND PRAYERS! GOD BLESS EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU! ((My son will be home in a couple of months.)) AGAIN THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!

Fairy Poems
FAIRY POEMS The Road to Fairyland by Ernest Thompson Seton Do you seek the road to Fairyland I'll tell; it's easy, quite. Wait till a yellow moon gets up O'er purple seas by night, And gilds a shining pathway That is sparkling diamond bright Then, if no evil power be nigh To thwart you, out of spite, And if you know the very words To cast a spell of might, You get upon a thistledown, And, if the breeze is right, You sail away to Fairyland Along this track of light. The Fairy Child by Lord Dunsanay From the low white walls and the church's steeple, From our little fields under grass or grain, I'm gone away to the fairy people I shall not come to the town again. You may see a girl with my face and tresses, You may see one come to my mother's door Who may speak my words and may wear my dresses. She will not be I, for I come no more. I am gone, gone far, with the fairies roam

Mists Of The Night
Kelly stretched then rolled over. She silently admired the way the moonlight fell over Rick's bare skin, making her want to reach out and touch him as always. This time though she stilled the urge to run her hands across his skin and delved quickly and quietly under the covers with a purpose in mind. Her mouth closed around the softness, loving the way the satiny flesh felt in her mouth. Her hands began to play, letting her nails barely graze the skin of his thighs all the way downward to his ass as they touched the bed. She felt him shift under her mouth, hips moving ever so slightly in his half awake-half asleep state, pushing the now full engorged length deliciously against the back of her throat as her tongue teased the base. She grazed her fingers lightly against his ass as she brought them up to gently cup his balls while her mouth moved up and down caressing his shaft and thoroughly enjoying the way his hard length filled her mouth. Using one hand to follow her mouth on a las

And The Daddy Is...............
Congratulations to Larry Birkhead, winner of the 2007 Anna Nicole Smith Vaginal Dumpster Invitational NASSAU, Bahamas (CNN) -- Larry Birkhead is the father of Anna Nicole Smith's baby daughter, Dannielynn, a Bahamian judge ruled Tuesday. "Everybody, I hate to be the one to tell you this -- but I told you so," Birkhead said outside the court as he smiled and threw his hands into the air. When asked what's next, he said, "I'm going to the toy store." Crowds applauded in front of the courthouse as Birkhead, Smith's former boyfriend, made the announcement, and Birkhead teared up as he thanked his supporters. A DNA test confirmed him as the father with 99.99 percent certainty, said Dr. Michael Baird, who performed the test and revealed the results to a closed session of a Bahamian court Tuesday. The court had ordered DNA testing to determine the father of the child, who has been at the center of a paternity dispute since she was born in a Bahamian hospital in September. Smith had

A Sad Society!
In this day and age it's sad at how people still look at some of us and consider us to be outcasts. I have felt so out of place since I lost my legs. People look and point and stare not realizing how it feels to be different. Since I have come to CherryTap I have met some of the most wonderful people. Thank you for accepting into the family and for not judging me before you get to know me. You are all wonderful. I also want to thank sexydisabledman for inviting me.

Clubbing It
Hooorrray its Saturday and tonight i am off out clubbing. But not just any old boring night club, I am off to a fetish one. Club Rub London. I expect your thinking that it is a dark and dingy seedy place full of dirty perverted old men. Well ya wrong its a thumping lively place full of colourful characters.We not perverted just different to the normal Joe Bloggs There be guys, girls, straight gay transsexuals and tvs. But all in their fetish finest. And believe me everyone makes an effort with their outfits. Not like the local night club where your best effort is a pair of ironed G-star jeans and tshirt. Club rub have themes to their evenings and tonight is Space and Aliens. So all those cheesy gold and silver outfits are coming out.. Yes i do possess one. It's a must if you want to be ahead in the fashion stakes.....lol. you'll have to wait for me to post the pictures after the event to see it though. What time will this wonderous event finish. Too early 6am. I'll be just war

Another Update
Well I am slowly getting better. I have had to go to the doctor twice within a week. I have had trouble breathing, it hurt to breathe, cough, sneeze, laugh, hiccup, sit, stand, anything and everything you can think of. Thank god for antibiotics. Thank god for my family because I couldn’t take care of my kids so I’ve been staying at my sister Kim’s house all week. My mom has taken care of my babies such as cooking for them and helping me when they’ve acted up. My mom let me sleep of a morning even after my kids got up. She would fix me breakfast. They’re not the only ones whom have looked after me, my boyfriend Jesse has called while I’ve been sick asking and making sure I was ok. He called after my doctors appointments and asked if I had taken my medicine yet. When I would cough he would ask if I was ok. Today (Saturday April 14, 2007) was an amazing day because I finally was able to see Jesse since last week. We actually got to spend some sort of quality time together. It was amazing,

Untitled
I don't know how its going to sound, but as time passes I'm still workin away on this new disc, slowly, and slowly polishing it. It might be done in a day, a week or a month, I don't know when though. All I can do is put my best out on this next set and hope it flies. I don't expect to blow up, but it would be nice if I could sell more then I did when I started out. If anyone is reading this and they've heard my stuff, if you like what you've heard then please let me know. It would be nice if you bought some of my digitals, from either me directly or from a website. Also be advised that I'll be pulling a promo draw, and give away soon so let me have your names and contact info. Well, time to go back to my note pad. ~ Silver Demonix

Ever Wonder If God Gives Us To Much To Handle
YOU KNOW I WAS LOOKING FORWARD TO A HAPPY WEEK I HAVE BEEN FULL OF HEARTACHE IN THE LAST 9 DAYS FILLED WITH SADNESS AND HEARTACHE OF CHILDREN I WATCHED GROW UP WITH MY SONS AND TONIGHT ANOTHER CHILD DIED AND IT IS RIPPING MY HEART OUT YOU SEE GOD COULD OF TAKEN THIS CHILD BEFORE WHEN HE WAS NEAR DEATH A FEW YEARS AGO BUT HE DIDT HE LET THE CHILD ENDURE MANY SURGERYS AND LOTS OF PAIN PROBALLY MORE THAN I CAN BARE ..WHY?? I ASK MY SELF DID THE CHILD GET HIS HEAD KICKED IN BY A HORSE DRUG AROUND AND LAY LIFELESS ONLT TO MAKE A HUGE RECOVERY AND RETURN TO SCHOOL TO BE WITH HIS CLASSMATES .THEN HE GOT SICK SURELY GOD MADE HIM OUR SPECIAL ANGEL ON EARTH TO GIVE HIS FAMILY A LITTLE MORE TIME TO DEAL WITH HIS LOSS IM NOT SURE I MEAN TONIGHT I WAS TALKING TO MY DADDY AND TOLD HIM ANOTHER ONE OF COREY WHICH IS MY SON FRIEND DIED AND I SAY TO DADDY WHY? AND THE KIDS IN VIRGINIA WHY? HOW DOES THIS HAPPEN I BELIEVE IN GOD AND I KNOW IM NOT TO QUESTION IT BUT BEING SO POWERFUL AND I WONDER WHY DIDN

Fibromyalgia Syndrome Awareness
May 12th is Fibromyalgia Syndrome Awareness Day. I have had this for 17+ years and I can vouch for most of the symptoms especially the pain. I looked up one of the sites listed on here and got a brief list of what it consists of so the next time someone tell you they have it you'll have an idea of what they go through. SYMPTOMS AND ASSOCIATED SYNDROMES Pain - The pain of fibromyalgia has no boundaries. Quite often, the pain and stiffness are worse in the morning and you may hurt more in muscle groups that are used repetitively. People with FMS suffer chronic widespread pain, which can be described as burning, throbbing, shooting, or stabbing, Painful areas often include the upper back, shoulders, neck, the low back, and other areas around the joints. Many people will say, "I hurt all over." Fatigue - This symptom can be mild in some patients and yet incapacitating in others. The fatigue has been described as "brain fatigue" in which patients feel totally drained of energy. Many

You Know You're Living In 2007
You know you're living in 2007 When..... 1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave. 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends is that they don't have e-mail addresses. 6. When you go home after a long day at work you still answer the phone in a business manner. 7. When you make phone calls from home, you accidentally dial "1' to get an outside line 8. You've sat at the same desk for four years and worked for three different companies. 10. You learn about your redundancy on the 11o'clock news. 11. Your boss doesn't have the ability to do your job. 12. Contractors out number permanent staff and are more likely to et long-service awards. 13. You read this entire list, and kep

I Am In Love
Omfg, wow. I feel amazing, i have been walking on a cloud, I have found my love, she is a goddess, Her and I have everything in common, I feel so in love, I am even gonna ct marry her :), but wow, I haven't felt so good in a long time, and omfg she is hot. I am in love and it feels great. her name is Tricia, or u may know her as Baby T, she is a sweetheart, and she stole my heart.

Poetry
MY Spanish Rose Sultry summer winds brush against delicate petals.Caressing them with natures gentle kiss. My Spanish rose. So strong And yet so fragile. Delving deep into your eyes. I witness all that is. Such passion you keep hidden there. Can any man comprehend it all. How it envelops me. Surrounds me. Like a warm fire no wintery night. Will you become one with me? Our souls unite as the flames of desire burn away impurities. Can i hold you in my hands. Or will you fall apart at the slightest touch. Melt into me. Let our essences collide. Cant you see that which inside us yearns to be one. One vision. One soul. Come unto me. Let our love be the ground upon which the seeds of our destiny are planted. Let it grow strong. Reaching for the heavens. As we are lifted Mind.Body. and Soul. By Shyron Baker

If Only
HERE THEY COME EVERYNITES THE SAME SILENT STARS FROM A DISTANT FLAME JUST LIKE THE MEMORIES OF YOU THAT I HOLD INSIDE I SEE YOUR TOUCH BUT ALL THE WARMTH HAS DIED EMPTY ROOMS CROWED BY THE PAST TIME IS MY ENEMY AND THE DAYS KEEP MOVING FAST BUT THE NITES ALONE CAN BE AN ETERNITY THATS NEVER HEALS THE SCARS OF FOOLISH PRIDE IF YOU COULD SEE ME NOW GOOD BYE IS NOT SO EASY NOW THE FREEDOM THAT I WALKED AWAY TO GAIN IS NOTHING BUT THESE CHAINS AND YOU ALONE CAN BREAK AND FREE ME NOW YOUR HEART WOULD COME UNDONE JUST LOOKIN AT ME ONCE MY LOVE WILL BRING YOU BACK IF ONLY YOU COULD SEE ME NOW HERE I AM A STRANGER TO A SMILE AND TRYING TO FIGHT BACK THE TEARS BUT IM MISSIN BY A MILE LIKE THE LONELY MOON YOU SEE ABOVE THAT SAILS THE DARK ALONE FOREVER I HAVE NO LIGHT OF MY OWN OTHER THAN THE LOVE WE'VE KNOWN SO LONG AGO FOREVER IF YOU COULD FEEL ME NOW YOUR HEART WOULD COME UNDONE IF YOU COULD TOUCH ME ONCE I KNOW LOVE WILL BRING YOU BACK IF ONLY YOU COULD FEEL ME NOW

Voting Sexiest Cherry Contest
Theresa B.G.D's Yummy Cursed Rebel of the L.D.C~~Club F.A.R. member as well.Sexiest Cherry Contest.Please Vote for my Sweet Beautiful Friend.This is her First Contest ever Lets not let it be her Last.Show Some Love

Weird
so yeah this is my first blog its almost 5 am im tired but i just saw my pic scrolling across the top of the page for the first time so i thought i would write about it haha well guess i should head to bed since i gotta work in 5 hours or so

Dont Want To Miss A Thing
Just want to send out a quick note to a very special young lady to whom means a very lot to me. I here by dedicate Aerosmiths 'Dont want to miss a thing" to her and thank you for helping me set up the player baby. I also dedicate my crush to you.Cant wait till you move back to the states my mississippi babe Sincerely Artisticeys69

Love And Hate
It seems that if your in a relationship there is a lot of love and hate in it. There is ups and downs also in a relationship. I guess if you love that person enough the relationship well work. Love will conquer all if you believe in it.

Placing Blame
Placing Blame When blaming others, one should look at ones self. And say. Do I have some blame in this? Did I contribute to this predicament? Can I fix this? Do I want to ? Did I try to see both sides? Could I have done something different? Did I have to do what I did? Did I have to react as I did? Did I have to say the things I said? Did I have to do the things I did? There are thousands of questions one could ask one's self,the key is learning from the questions. ~ © Heart-n-Quill 2005 ~

When The World Left
The day the world went away, I was alone. When I was alone I felt sometimes crazy, to a point where I thought I could break. My days of darknes would lead me there, to a place of cold and dread. In a place that remains, it was a dream but thats the price to pay. The days that I slept, and tried to get back, I didn't care if I ever came back. Noone was there, to hear my screams, I was alone in this valley of darkness in these dreams. Its silent, but simple I could not smile or cry, my strength was taken and I would not try. I tried and tried to get back, but my return would be a chain to react. I gave up, and wanted but to see this world again, the one where I dreampt, and I was my only friend. Noones around, and I keep coming back, it took me so long to realize and to see the lies. The mushroom made me realize, red and white spots to realize, to see through it all again, through these lines, through a cascade of lies.

For You I Would Do Anything
For You I Would Do Anything by Rachel For you I would do anything And ask nothing in return, Just to know my love for you You never have to earn. For you I would do anything Just to let you know, How much I really love you Although it dosn't always show. For you I would do anything Just to see you smile, Life sometimes can be hard But you make it all worthwhile. For you I would do anything I'll make all your dreams come true, Baby, if you stick with me I'll stay true to you. For you I would do anything I'll put your needs before my own, We'll always be together You'll never feel alone. For you I would do anything So that our love will last, I'll be there to hold you When the world moves way too fast. For you I would do anything What you want and what you need, Love, happiness and everything Else is guaranteed. For you I would do anything All you got to do is ask, Just tell me what you wish for And I'll get onto my task. For you I wo

Things I've Learned About Women
I've seen so much on the internet, from dating tips, to advice and even women themselves putting out their criteria for what makes a man appealing. At the same time I've met a lot of women in my life thus far. In addition I was married, it was horrible for the most part because the bad times seriously outnumbered the good. I've been divorced for over 6 years now, and I'm just throwing out what I've learned about women. I could be right, I could be wrong, these are just my observations. Please note when I say "some women" that does not imply "all women". I will not generalize every woman in the world, I'm smarter than that. So anyway here goes.... I've learned that some women regardless of what they say are completely vain and into looks, just like some men. I realize that my ex-wife and her behavior does not represent all women. I'm sure there are some beautiful women out there who see any relationship as a 50/50 venture and are not out to suck the living life out of

April 22, 2007
Some are born great while others have greatness thrust upon them. You, lucky creature, have your feet in both categories. Acknowledge the star quality that makes you inherently you. Now, all you have to do is let it shine.

Contest Witchsbrew,needs Support
My good Friend an Familly member,Cherie,Formerly Lady WitchsBrew,now WitchBrew.Is in a Contest an needs some Love in the way of Comments.All hands on deck for this Contest.Please Show Cherie Some Love. Most contests from Friends an Family members.I post a Blog with their Link,to make it easier for myself to comment.an others as my page loads quicker than others. a href="http: //cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=669971&i=2753812179 Since Friday all my Blogs are invisable,I thought my enternet exsplorer was respouncable.So I put Firefox back on it today after fishing.Still can't view my blogs. Almost like the Tap has me Blocked,I rather post Bloggs than Bulletins.As nobody reads my Bulletins generally,but close Friends + Family read my Blogs.

Love
We all want to fall in love. Why? Because that experience makes us feel competely alive. Wehere every sense is hightened every emotion is magnified, our everyday reality is shattered and we are flying into the heavens. It may only last a moment, an hour, an afternoon. But that doesn't diminish its value. Because we are left with memories that we treasure for the rest of our lives

No More
say good bye and take u form my head not need not want again its all in the yesterdays no more 2moros time for laughing forget all the sorrows no more wasted time wasted energy fact is ur not for me forget u will forget u wont take it all love seems a joke a lil pain and i find me back again do it all again i dont want to fall again say that u will say that u wont i think we cant but see we dont say what u will to me i dotn feel u say good bye and take u form my head need not want not ... not again its in the yesterdays theres no more 2moros gotts bet the sorrows no more wasted time wasted time need a good goodbye say good bye forget ur number take it form my head i hate that by refex i dial it again dont want to hear ur voice dont want to make a choice just want u gone form see its like its mermory see it like photograh its all just nothing nothing nothing at all fade away into the shadow i dont want to hear u say

Have You Ever Thought About
ican remember back in march 1980, when iwas a passenger on a snowmobile, and we were in an accident,i spent several weeks in the hospital in traction cause i had numurous injurys, and one being as i had a broken pelvis, amonsgt other things, i still think about that time oin my life and remember what i went through, there was this guy that came in the hospital he was in a motor cycle accident , and he was givign the nureses a hard time, throwing stuff at them . and cussing at them.i was on my way to recovery from my injuries, ,when i over heard a couple nurse talking about how ill tempered this guy was, well i told them that i would stroll down the hall and take a look, well i went to his room. and he looked at me , at the time i was using a walker, he said what happend to u? and i told him my story. he just looked at me when i had finshed, and say wow man ur lucky to be alive. and then i looked at him and said i am, and you should consider yourself lucky too. and that he needed to qu

The Feelings You Didn't Know
I saw you the other day, All those memories of us. I try so hard not to let show, The feelings you didn't know. The fake smiles I show them, When you can't look at me any more. I can't help myself I need to know, Where did it all go wrong? The memories of what could have been, Haunt my dreams and hide my tears. The laughter, the promises, Every word I held so dear. One thing I need to know, Did you love me so? I saw you the other day, All those memories, Can't hide this pain I feel inside, Or the tears I cry at night. I try so hard not to let show, The feelings you did't know.

My Recollection
MY RECOLLECTION waiting on the dark fringes of reality... merely hoping you'd come bring me my fatality... all of these things you mean to me, merely images inside my fantasy... so here we are, i should've known we'd never go far... we're just another sky full of falling stars and i'm always the 1st to fall far away from where i think you are... my impatience is what terror brings... facing the darkness i create always with my ass in a sling... sometimes the love you bring lacks that familiar sting...as i'm lying on the floor begging for more... my sweet addiction is killing me, but then again, isn't that what all your love is for? satisfied living, satisfied dying... letting them fight each other 'til the bitter end... why is it i always seem to break where others bend? the quicker the delivery the longer i take to mend, walking around with your voice inside my head... hands in my pockets looking ahead to my own death... but at least i'm still looking ahead with a handspan

State Trooper(joke)
A young woman was pulled over in Austin, Texas for speeding. As the TX State Trooper walked to her car window, flipping open his ticket book, she said, "I bet you are going to sell me a ticket to the Texas State Police Ball." He replied, "Texas State Troopers don't have balls." There was a moment of silence while she smiled and he realized what he'd just said. He then closed his book, got back in his patrol car and left. She was laughing too hard to start her car.

Another Week
another week Current mood: crushed Category: Life Well it has been a few weeks since I've wrote anything on here. My life has been in turmoil since Feb. My stepmother wants to adopt my daughter that has been living with her for the past 10 years.She has alienated herself and my daughter away from my fathers family since his death last year. none of my aunts or my sister can see or talk to my daughter without mom having something to say about it and than she tell me that she doesn't have to tell what is going on with my daughter just because she has primary custody of her i dont' need to know how she's doing in school or anything.. and this is the women i used to look up to the one that raised me since i was 7 years old... Now the past several years i'm embarrassed to claim her as my mother. I would sooner tell everyone that both of my parents are died and not mention the fact that i still have a stepmother. the women that raised me isn't this women that has torn whats left

Another Contest
I am running a different kind of contest only accepting first five people for each category I am running them for two weeks the one who wins out of each category will have to run against the others for another week to see who is the final winner the final winner gets their pick out of these prizes.. Happy Hour or Month Blast or 7 day blast for each month for three months or a 3 day blast each month for six months straight u decide what u want . The five categories u have to choose from or you can go in all but have to be first five to enter is most drunk pic the nicest dress man pic, nicest dressed woman pic, best cleavage pic and longest tongue pic Shout out or message me what category or categories u would like to be in..thanks I WILL NOT TOLLERATE YOUR FRIENDS HELPING YOU, BASHING OTHER CONTESTANTS OR STARTING SHIT IF THEY DO YOU ARE OUT OF THE CONTEST AND YOU CAN ONLY USE ONE PROFILE TO COMMENT BOMB ANYONE CAUGHT CHEATING OR BEING STUPID IS OUT OF THE CONTEST The fi

Check Em Out!!!!
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Level Up Help!!!
PLEASE COMMENT HERE TO LET PEOPLE KNOW WHAT YOU NEED TO LEVEL... I JUST ASK THAT WHEN YOU POST HERE FOR THAT..CHANGE YOUR ONLINE STATUS TO THE AMOUNT NEEDED TO LEVEL AND THE LEVEL NUMBER... AND THE DATE TOO PLEASE..THANK YOU.. (EX. 5K TO LEVEL 21)

Jokes !!!!
Fucked up Jokes!! Two old men decide they are close to their last days and decide to have a last night on the town. After a few drinks, they end up at the local brothel. The madam takes one look at the two old geezers and whispers to her manager, "go up to the first two bedrooms and put an inflated doll in each bed. These two are so old and drunk, I'm not wasting two of my girls on them. They won't know the difference." the manager does as he is told and the two old men go upstairs and take care of their business. As they are walking home the first man says, "you know, I think my girl was dead "Dead?" says his friend, "why would you say that?" "well, she never moved or made a sound all the time I was loving her." His friend says, "I think mine was a witch." a witch, why the hell would you say that?" "Well, I was making love to her, kissing her on the neck and I gave her a little bite, then she farted and flew out the window." -----------------------

Lamentations, Machinations, Revelations, And Conundrums, Ad Nauseum.
(from the MySpace) It's been awhile ladies and gents. Too long? or not long enough? What's with the title? Well, a lot has happened in the life of ol' Nasty these past few months. I've known love, impending loss on a soul shattering scale, the intense sorrow of a friend (s), orgasmic joy, alcohol induced oblivion, and the 24 views of Mt. Hokusai (look it up you uneducated turds). The dichotomy and undeniable irony of my existence is that I am experiencing an incredible high and heart shattering low simultaneously. Hence, my obsession with black/white and camo if some of you haven't noticed. Some psychosomatic venting mechanism for what's going on inside. So...I drink, I fuck, I work, I rock, I love, I fight, I vomit, I hate, I lift, I run...like death itself is chasing me (and it's chasing us all). Point is...I'm living. One of the simplest yet most complex things ever said was "smoke'em if you got'em". Wrap your brain around that one folks. Sit and think about it. Reall

44 Things A Girl Would Die For
IF your a nice guy.. read this ..if your a jerk.. learn this ladies: this will make you tear up :) fellas: read it, all of it! :) 1-touch her waist 2-talk to her 3-share secrets 4-give her your jacket 5-kiss her slowly are you remembering this? 6-hug her 7-hold her 8-laugh with her 9-invite her somewhere 10-let her be with you when you're with your friends keep reading 11-smile with her 12-take pics with her 13-pull her onto your lap 14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved Are you thinking about someone? 16-always hug her and say "i love you" when you see her[but only if you really mean it. dont miss use i love you, or it wont mean anything] 17-kiss her unexpectedly 18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST, and hold her there, just like that and whisper something into her ear

A Note
A NOTE TO SELF, I don't know what else to do. I am filled with emotions that wants to break free. All raw and intense. I have not let go of everything that happened to me as a child and through the years past. I have tried my best to forgive those that had harmed me and little family. Most of all, the 1 person that really needs forgiving is ME. How can you forgive yourself of all the decision made and choices taken. How can you forgive yourself when you have a chance to help others and yet for some strange reason couldn't. I have given all that I have to my kids and relatives(that speaks to me). All that I ask in return is a thank you or help in return. I am constantly giving money out when I barely have any for my own little family. Is there a thing really called karma. I just kept wondering if there is one. If there is then I wonder what i have done to cause such heartache and trouble. Maybe what I should do is half of the opposite of who I am. Maybe I should not care as much

Girls Fart To....
I must have been around 8 or 9, sadly under the impression that only boys farted. I guess it was a guy thing. Girls did not burp or fart, somehow they had been trained to suppress these functions. So I am sitting near the fence that separates my back yard from the house behind mine. Quiet, introspective, when I hear some giggling. Seems the neighbor girl had some friends over. I listened, curious little george that I was. I heard them talk about some of the boys I knew, some I didn't. After a few minutes I heard one girl say to the group "wait....here pull my" and before she finished the statement, this little girl blew out a tire popping fart. The group of girls just broke down laughing so hard. I was in shock. Never before had I heard such a display of macho behavior in a girl. This moment caused me to think what else do girls do when boys aren't around.

Carrots
True story of my sexual exploration and how I discovered carrots can be a girl's best friend. ;) I've always had sexual urges as long as I can remember. Before I grew hair on my pussy I had discovered how nice it feels to touch myself there. I'd grind my smooth little snatch against my fingers, and after a few years I had discovered how to achieve orgasm. Of course at the time I didn't know what it was so each night I'd put a pillow between my legs and dry hump until my pussy would twitch and my body would shudder with pleasure. After a while I'd experiment more and more... sliding a finger into my pussy, running my clit warm underwater, looking at pornography, even inserting small foreign objects (and even then my pussy was so tight. they would hardly fit). Years passed and while I touched and fondled myself under the covers at night (and even during the day, and I've been called a sleepy head for all the "naps" I took). I had boyfriends and we touched and

To All Mothers
I posted this under the heading of "choose the caption" because a mother is many different things to many different people. If you know someone you want to share this with, be my guest. This is for the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, "It's alright honey, Mommy's here." Who have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who can't be comforted. This is for all the mothers who show up at work with spit-up in their hair and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse. For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween costumes. And all the mothers who DON'T. This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see. And the mothers who took those babies and gave them homes. And for the mothers who lost their baby in that precious 9 months that they will never get to watch grow on earth but one day wi

More Random Thoughts, Sunday Edition!
Interesting bits and pieces, running through my mind! Just finished perusing a mumm and almost commented - almost, lol. This mumm was basically about taking pictures of body parts for viewing by friends and family on CT. The question was: would you still take and post pictures of areas that had scars, scars due to an abusive relationship. I suppose it could also apply to any scarring, birth mark, blemish, etc. Would you expose that much of who you are on CT. Taking the risk to expose yourself, who you really are, physically or emotionally, can be a frightening thing. Your self esteem can take a hit, bigtime, especially here at CT! I suppose that is the reason you frequently find or hear about the fake pics, pics of more attractive and, yeah, younger individuals posted instead of the actual owner of the profile. I wanted badly to comment on that mumm! Wear those scars proudly, I wanted to say. You have survived and triumphed over that part of your life. You are beautiful for h

Mystic Angel
I WATCHED A SPECIAL ANGEL, FALL OUT FROM THE SKY; THERE WAS NO BREAKING HIM DOWN, HE WAS ALWAYS FLYING HIGH. HE HAS TOUCHED OUR HEARTS AND MIND, I CAN SAY THERE IS NO OTHER OF HIS KIND! HE SOMETIMES PLAYS HARD, BUT WE KNOW HIS HEART IS FOR SURE; WE REALLY KNOW HIS HEART IS SURELY PURE! WE ALL LOVE THIS SPECIAL ANGEL WITH EVERY BREATH WE TAKE! WE KNOW HE WILL BE THERE FOR US WITH EVERY STEP AND THOUGHT WE HAVE, BECAUSE HIS LOVE FOR US, WE CAN'T BREAK! HIS SMILE IS SO GORGEOUS THAT IT MELTS MY HEART AWAY! I PRAY THIS SPECIAL ANGEL WILL STAY! I CAN NOT SPEAK FOR MOST RIGHT NOW. BUT I HOPE EVEN WITHIN THE FALLEN SNOW. YOU WILL STAY WITHIN OUR REACH. BECAUSE TO ME, YOUR LOVE IS AS SWEET AS A PEACH! JUST ANOTHER ONE OF MY THOUGHT, YOUR LOVE CAN NOT BE BOUGHT. I LOVE OUR MYSTIC ANGEL AND THAT I CAN NOT LIE, I WILL LOVE YOU MYSTIC ANGEL UNTIL THE DAY I DIE!! LOVE YA MYSTIC ANGEL AND KEEP THE ROOM ROCKING AND FULL OF LOVE WHILE I AM GONE!

Enigma
A dozen women you might find But none like me A dozen hearts you might bind But none like mine I am the wolf in the fold My name is written in tomes of old I am the shadow across your wall I am the chill beneath your shawl I am the myth you want to believe I am the spectre that will never leave I am the reason you fear the dark I am the arrow that hits its mark I am faclcon feasting in the tree I am the wail of the bainsidhe I am the tingling in your blood I am the unforgiving flood So court me if you will If you think you are deserving But take care not to betray me Else your head on a platter I'll be serving

Dint You Know How Much I Loved You
I remember the way you made love to me Like I was all you'd ever need Did you change your mind Well I dint change mine Here I am trying to make since of it all WE WERE BEST FRIENDS NOW WE DON'T EVEN TALK You broke my heart Broke my world apart Dint you know how much I loved you Dint you know how much I loved you baby I gave you everything Every part of me Dint you feel it when I touched you Dint I rock you when I loved you Baby Baby tell me Dint you know how much I loved you I can't get you out of my head I still feel you in this bed Left me all alone Couldn't be more gone From falling apart To fighting mad Wanting you back To not giving a damn I felt it all I've been through it all Dint you know how much I loved you Dint you know how much I loved you baby I gave you everything Every part of me Dint you feel it when I touched you Dint I rock you when I loved you Baby Baby tell me Dint you know how much I loved you One day justice will come and

Do I Really Think???
Sometims I wonder what exactly I think. Do I really or am I just goin thru the world mindless? Its like my world is clouded so much most days.....wonder why? I try to think about what I want most but most times I cant concentrate...kinda reminds me of that country song "I Try to Think About Elvis" Ya maybe I have someone damaging brain cells within me....wanting to escape but is held captive inside my head...i dont know. Perhaps I dont allow myself to think because I dont want to be aware of the craziness that walks within this world around me....yet i find myself always aware of my surroundings...who's behind me? A child? Ah the games of stupidity...kinda makes one wanna just turn off the brain and enter sleep mode for the remainder of life.---like a robot. We are all robots during one point in our lives--almost like that of Cinderella--she did as she was told day in and day out...her mind was not her own...it belonged to her wicked step mother and step sisters...she however found

Cutting The Barriers
I have a lot to look forward to through this life Cut all the barriers out, with a knife Not yet lived, I have more events to challenge me Only one more year of this holding and I am free I'm off now into the big, bad world Open, exposed, my life will be a big ball of swirls A cut, here or there, barriers again, to keep me in line But then I realize, I'm surrounded only by twine I break free once again, exposure, but I am safe I can live on my own, I am protected by this place I thought I need parental supervision in this life But in the end, I'm alone, safe, in my own home, turn out the lights.

Random Babble Nad Lyrics
i can't make it out alive, i see all the walls falling, for the end is all i know to be true, when this day comes and everything is still there, and in the end, do i find the sound to always find the reasons to see past the doubt and push forth and rise tonight, to find out if i make it out alive. Speechless days, but the message oh so clear, the words float as if in the clouds, its so hard, and now i see whats wrong, life seems to be laughing along, isn't any wonder why i am tired, i feel left behind, is it any wonder i don't know whats write, but somtimesz i get this feeling its stands, keeps the butterflies going, isn't any wonder that i am tired, when i fall, when i see the world threw the eyes of pain, nothing seems to see the lonely is right, but we all try to make it right, isn't any wonder i can't make it out alive. isn't any wonder i feel so betrayed. life is good, bad, and inbetween. more ramble. when the world is here to spark the flame, but i remember the

Dumb Facts
There are more collect calls on father's Day than any other day of the year. There is now an ATM at McMurdo Station in Antarctica, which has a winter population of 200. The estimated value of services provided by the global ecosystem (water, food, materials etc.) runs between $16 and $54 trillion per year. Japanese lead the world in vending machines, selling $100 Armani ties, $30 bottles of whiskey, and $5 glasses of beer, right next to soft drink machines. It is possible because of low vandalism and petty theft. In 1995, Toys R Us sold more than $9 billion of goods in the U.S. alone. The average one-dollar bill wears out in less than two years. A lump of pure gold the size of a matchbox can be flattened into a sheet the size of a tennis court! The 3 most valuable brand names on earth: Marlboro, Coca-Cola, and Budweiser, in that order. It takes 3,000 folds to wear out a dollar bill. A 'jiffy' is an actual unit of time for 1/100th of a second. If you yelled

Newest Update On Amy
Thank you all for the prayers and support you have shown me and my family. My sister Amy Is awake and talking. She is still weak but I feel that the fact that she woke up and is talking is a good sign. She still has a way to go before we will know for sure the outcome but I have faith and hope that all the prayers for her did help. Thank you so much for your prayers.

Last Chance
Well, this is Carla's last chance. She doesn't call or message me tonight I'm going to tell her to go to hell and never contact me again. Sick of the games and being ignored. Found out she's been less than honest with me, too. I fucking hate being lied to!

Rich Hooker
There was a hooker who lived in a condo on Lake Shore Drive in Chicago. One time, she had a client in her condo and he asked her if she gave good handjobs. ''You see this condo? I bought it by giving good handjobs.'' Impressed, her trick told her to give him a handjob. Quite satisfied, he asked her if she gave good blowjobs. ''Look out the window. See that red Ferrari on the street? I bought it by giving good blowjobs.'' Really impressed now, her trick asked her to give him a blowjob. When she was done, the man asked her if she was good in bed. ''Look out the window. See that big yacht out there on Lake Michigan? I could own that if only I had a pussy.''

Mm Another Fantasy
pretty coed is in a bar just drinking her little fizzy special drink. wait a minute that is me. what the fuck. i ain't naive. "bartender i need a double shot of whiskey. I throw the shot back and slam the shot glass down on the bar almost hard enough to shatter it. You are sitting on the other side of the room when You see me do this and as soon as the glass hits the bar...Your cock twitches, it is telling You that IT is interested in this white piece of meat. so You get up and nonchalantly grab Your drink and walk over to me. You look me up and down in my short short mini-skirt and my skin tight top that leaves nothing to the imagination. You reach out and brush the back of Your hand across my breast and instantly my nipples become rock hard. You say " mmm interesting your tits like Me as much as My cock likes u". i bite back a moan and say Maybe. You tell the bartender to line them up and keep em coming cuz You are gonna get lucky tonight. i re

Its 6 Am.........
yeah its 6 am here....feeling rather...odd and kind of pathetic. yeah yeah like you care; but wtf why not find some place on the web to describe my idiotic feelings? *smiles w/ no mirth* I could go on and on but.......mostly i feel this because i have no control in my life. Or right now thats how i feel....having been up xx hours so far.(can;t recall exact number too tired) and need sleep. but thats not why i'm writing is it? No; just want some real friends. those that won't turn their backs on me, those that i can actually see and hang with. Hopefully by me coming on here i'll make some local friends. feeling pathetic because i have hardly any friends i can relate too that will in turn trust me. Trust and loyalty are big things with me. i'm willing to give it, if i will recieve it in turn.....

My Prayer Request And More...
I have come to a point in my life where my financial situation is not very healthy... I have been unemployed since April 18th... I have been fighting depression over this... I know that depression is a spirit and I do not wish to allow it any control in my life... I have been praying about this for some time... I have submitted many resumes and have even had several job interviews... but nothing has turned up employment wise for me to date... I have also asked God to lead my steps and take me where He wishes for me to be and do what His will would be... my car is in need of repairs... the left rear wheel bearing assembly is making a loud roaring noise and I've been told by two mechanics that it could freeze up at any time... I am not whining about these things... I am only sharing them in order for you to know in what areas I need prayer... I'm not sure yet if God wants me to get another job or if if He wants me to be in a full-time ministry... Please take the time to pray for me.. lif

Where Have All The Real Men Gone?
I am so tired of wussy men, that are all emotional, "whoa is me", hold me, "Why can't you just love me", stalkin my every move and need more attention than a newborn. Where the hell did John Wayne go? If you find him can you ask him to stap the shit out of this pansies we are supposed to call men? I am the woman. You need to hold me every once in awhile. Ask me how my day was, ask me "How are you feeling today?" I need to be able to cry every now and then, without having to feel sorry about how emotional your getting. WTF!!! Where did the men go who can use a hammer? Who stub their toe and walked it off? Where is the man who can get punched in the face and grab another beer? Why do I always have to be the strong one? If I have to kill one more spider, or fix another man's car, I'm going to scream!!!! So if there are any real "man's men" out there, let me know how evelotion evolved all the other men into women. For the love of God, please send me a man's man. I need someone

Recent Bulletin For All Women On My Friends List.
MUST READ!!! if you have women on ur list you care about repost this (repost) date: 2007-05-15 22:58:00 NEW FORM OF KIDNAPPING Please take a minute to read this. This is very scary and could happen to any of us...Seems like every nice thing people do for one another can be perverted. A new twist on kidnapping from a very smart survivor: About a month ago there was a woman standing by the mall entrance passing out flyers to all the women going in. The woman had written the flyer herself to tell about an experience she had, so that she might warn other women. The previous day, this woman had finished shopping, went out to her car and discovered that she had a flat. She got the jack out of the trunk and began to change the flat. A nice man dressed in a business suit and carrying a briefcase walked up to her and said, "I noticed you're changing a flat tire. Would you like me to take care of it for you?" The woman was grateful for his offer and accepted his

I'll Kill You Fool!
So I was thinking Foolish people should be turned into sport, sort of like deer season, they are getting over populated and getting in to inhabited areas. People should be allowed to hunt fools and shoot them Then I thought, some people may think I was a fool for such an idea, so only I should be allowed to do it.

Fear
Fear A friend posted a blog that got me thinking. What is it that causes people to fear commitment and love? its a simple thing to ask that one want to be with only you and no other. they should be honored that you have chosen them to be the one and only. so many times they are blind to the greatest gift they could ever have in their lives all beacause of FEAR. life is shorter then most think. many obsticals have crossed my path in my years on this earth. but once you have faced death and God has granted you yet another chance to be on His earth, it makes you step back and ponder many things. Love is nothing to fear, it should be embraced. My love is not something I share with just anyone. Only those who truely deserve it get it. My children, My family, and My Baby. They are the only ones who have proven to me they deserve the Gift I have to offer! And to them I give it freely!

Joke Of The Day
Years ago, the chaplain of the football team at Notre Dame was a beloved old Irish priest. At confession one day, a football player told the priest that he had acted in an unsportsman-like manner at a recent football game. "I lost my temper and said some bad words to one of my opponents." "Ahhh, that's a terrible thing for a Notre Dame lad to be doin'," the priest said. He took a piece of chalk and drew a mark across the sleeve of his coat. "That's not all, Father. I got mad and punched one of my opponents." "Saints preserve us!" the priest said, making another chalk mark. "There's more. As I got out of a pileup, I kicked two of the other team's players in the in a sensitive area." "Oh, goodness me!" the priest wailed, making two more chalk marks on his sleeve. "Who in the world were we playin' when you did these awful things?" "Southern Methodist." "Ah, well," said the priest, wiping his sleeve, "boys will be boys."

May 19th 07
It's easy to start judging yourself by the world's standards, but it's ultimately unsatisfying -- like eating a whole bunch of cookies and then wondering why your body feels so lousy. Set your own rules and play by them.

Letters From Nobody (the Dragon Journals) Pt. 5
At some point before I expire from this life, I would appreciate the opportunity to take off this face I have to wear day in and day out. To show the entire world what an unspeakable monster that they have created in me over the years. To show the pain, the sorrow, the loneliness that is the true me... Every morning I must adjust this old guise so as not to offend anyone during the course of an earthly day. To show them smiles, and tell them jokes, to hide the suffering. My life, as it is, is simply a series of mundane gestures and idiotic comments designed to amuse a few; annoy all others.

All I Can Ask For
I'm here waiting Impatiently, eyes full of tears, The other day you said you loved me You said it perfectly clear. Now, today's a new day And you're not here by my side, Now everything you told me Just feels like pain and lies. You said you would be here forever Was that just a lie, too? You made promises you couldn't keep I had all my faith in you. You took off with my heart And life inside your hands, I'm left empty and incomplete Why can't you understand. You let me down When my hopes were high, I try to smile But I always sigh. I'm left alone With all this pain and misery, Your love is all I ask for Why can't you see. You loved me for who I was Not for who I tried to be, You were the best thing that ever happen to me You'll always be inside of me. We've been through too much For you to push me away, I'll always love you no matter what It will never fade away.

Beauty Of A Woman
~~ Beauty of a Woman ~ The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, The figure she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen from her eyes, Because that is the doorway to her heart, The place where love resides. The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole, But true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul. It is the caring that she lovingly gives, The passion that she shows. The beauty of a woman With time, only grows..

Sign The Petition To Stop Gas Price Gouging
As of yesterday, gas prices are the highest in U.S. history—we just passed the 1981 record, even adjusted for inflation.1 Prices could reach $4.00 per gallon in parts of the country, just in time to crimp summer vacation plans. As consumers suffer, the oil industry continues to reap the windfall—breaking profit records on an almost quarterly basis. It's outrageous! Enough is enough. Hearings start today on H.R. 1252, a House bill that would make gas price gouging a federal crime, punishable by 10 years in prison. Speaker Pelosi has said she'll move the bill to a vote this week—if there's the two-thirds majority required to fast track the bill through the process.2 Oil company lobbyists are frantically trying to stop the bill. Your representative needs to hear from you today. Will you sign our petition asking Congress to pass the price-gouging bill—and then send it to your friends? "Gasoline price gouging should be made a federal crime before the summer price increases hurt mor

Our Own Path...
We each have our own path to tread. That seems such a simple and obvious thought, but in a world of relationships where so many people sublimate their own true feelings and desires in 'consideration' of others, we often take many steps off that true path. In the end, though, if we are to be truly happy, we must follow our hearts, and find our way - alone, or with those that share the same road.

What Action Movie Do You Belong In?
You scored as Pirates of the Caribbean, You belong in the adventureous movie, Pirates of the Caribbean! Welcome to the crew mate!Pirates of the Caribbean80% Lord of the Rings60% The Matrix60% Star Wars0% Harry Potter0% What action movie do you belong in?created with QuizFarm.com

The Hunt (part:2)
If I dare to bare my soul...Will you embrace the innocence like that of a newborn child?Will you will you fall into the depths, the darkest places...And not be afraid?Will you get lost in the hidden places?Or displaced in the storms?If I take your hand, will you follow me into chaos and find a fire to burn with me?I will show you real.I will show you beautiful.I will open my eyes and see you,But only if you see me.I will teach you to dance with someone under the starlit sky,And not just propose such things.Let the heavens open up and pour your rain down on me,So I am drenched in your soul.Your lust.Your passion.And you too, will feel me in every part of your body,Tingling...Like a drug known to no man. Immerse yourself in me,And I will breathe life into your lungs.

Got Milk???
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3 Murders!!!!
The reason there are 3 ghosts in my house is because 5 years ago before me, my husband and son moved in 3 people died here....The neighbors told me that the father came home one night and snapped....He strangled his wife in the master bathroom which that is my bathroom now....He stabbed his little 4 year old girl to death in her bedroom he stabbed her over 60 times that is the room my little girl stays in now....She wasn't even born when we moved in she is 2 years old now....The father then went into the room which now belongs to my son and blew his brains out there....There was a son too but they never found a trace of him in the house or on the property he was 6 years old....This is why my house is haunted and why I am having so many encounters....These spirits never crossed over they are still in my house!!!!

Nasty Freak
Welcome 2 the Nasty QUIZ. Are u daring enough 2 answer this 4 this person? if so, message them your answers!!! Rules: Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 your self! 1.Would u have sex with me? answer: 2.What position would u ........ me in? answer: 3.Would u suck me up/eat me out? answer: 4.Would u sex me hard? answer: 5.Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u do me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? answer: 9.Would u use desert? answer: 10.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 11.What makes u want 2 have sex with me? answer: 12.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we sexed? answer: 13.Where would u do me @? answer: 14.Would u do me in front of people? answer: 15.Would u do me again and again? answer: 16.Would u do me in the rain? answer: 17.Would u mind if we did it like ........ stars?

Love Me
Love Me Love me in the Springtime, when all is green and new, Love me in the Summer, when the sky is oh so blue, Love me in the Autumn, when the leaves are turning brown, Love me in the Winter, when the snow is falling down. Love me when I'm happy, and even when I'm sad, Love me when I'm good, or when I'm oh so bad, Love me when I'm pretty, or if my face is plain, Love me when I'm feeling good, or when I'm feeling pain. Love me always darlin', in the rain or shining sun, Love me always darlin', after all is said and done, Love me always darlin', until all our life is through, Love me always darlin', for I'll be lovin' you!

Well...it Could Be Worse...
UGH! My mom went to my cousin's wedding this weekend. My cousin is younger than I am and I am so afraid all I'm going to get when I get home was... "well they asked about you, about if you had a boyfriend and when you were getting married." They mention it at every family gathering just about. It's so depressing for them to bring this up. I don't often whine. My friend set me up with someone last week. And when he wasn't honest with me about something, it blew up in my face instead of his. I was completely a honest person with him. He was a complete toad. I'm sick of toads. I'm sick of trying to talk to the toads. And I'm sick of my friend fixing me up. Bless her for trying though. No luck on the job front either. I wish that I had of talked to someone who went to the school first, all about the job experience stuff. I wish someone had just told me the truth of it. I am lucky to be living with my family. One of the people there at school said to go work for a temp age

Ok , More On My Crazy Life
well my life is going good. my neice is being a very energetic 2 year old lol. at times im like is this day ever going to end lol.i love her to pieces . i now have a very loveing and careing man in my life. he makes me very happy .... he makes a huge effort to come see me every weekend and we spend as much time together as we can . he also spoils me rotten! sorry gals hes all mine!!!!! i wouldnt trade him for the world! me and my sister are back to somewhat talking , we have our moments lol. ok , i have to run my neice is up now.. take care and i will post again soon !

Wwe One Night Stand Match 4
One Night Stand: Mark Henry vs. Kane Date Added: June 03, 2007 Story By: Devis Owens One Night Stand: Mark Henry vs. Kane [Lumberjack Match, Extreme Rules] The Lumberjacks are introduced first including such faces as Chris Benoit, Santino Marella, Chris Masters, Chavo Guerrero, and Carlito. The bell rings when we are ready. Henry quickly throws Kane to the outside and Kane scares the lumberjack and re-enters the ring himself. Kane to the ropes, ducks a clothesline hits punches and some kicks. Quickly four lumberjacks tries to get Henry back in the ring but he breaks free and re-enters on his own power. Kane and Henry both goto the outside now and nobody is doing anything to get them back inside. Henry lifts Kane up and smashes Kane’s back across the ring post. Now Henry goes back in and the lumberjacks gang up to get Kane back inside. Henry now with a double axe handle to the back of Kane, but Kane retaliates with uppercuts. Kane charges Henry who reverses with a powersl

Job Interview
I got a job interview at Blockbuster for a sales manager. I am really excited. Its better than fast food and I get to see movies before they come out! How cool is that? I am going to do my best to get this job.

This Weeks Haters/downraters
Bleeding_soul Sil3nce Kris Kristen_24 Carvell Carpatain This list will be updateed periodically if you have a hater feel free to e mail them to me I shall post them for all to see. IF youo haters/downraters don't like it then don't hate Smoooooches

New
as she dies, she is reborn her decaying flesh falls away a new skin her blood and tears begin a new story but the pages stick together and no one reads so they know only the dying girl and wonder why she is so sad the rotting flesh, blood and tears sicken so they look away and will never see her, me.

A True Friend
warm wishes, tender kisses, my soft breeze, calming and sweet, makes me feel like droping to one knee, my heart pleas to have you with me, but time will tell, and friendship shall grow, i promise never to make you fell low, on a pedistal you shall go, with my heart in your hand, here i stand hopeing you will except, what ever love and respect, i will be glad to give, as god himself made me the man i am. with you at my side, things would be right, just that sight is wonderful, and truely a delight.

Online Status
My online status reflects alot about me. Some of you who know me and my sister Dontcha, already know this. I am not sure how many of you actually have Dontcha for a friend also, but about 90 percent of the time, she and I will have some crazy ass status up. There are a few who ask to join in the goofin... The more the merrier I say! Here is Dontchas link, add her if you like. ~Dontcha™~S.B.A.B. & ~ Elite*Bombers~@ CherryTAP Some times tho, we'll fk up and it looks stupid. But you see, that is just another reflection of Meee. Because sometimes stupidity can be hilarious! And if you are laughing at me, that means someone else is getting a break. lol If I am working on something either on, or away from the computer, I will set my status to where 99.999 percent of most normal people can tell what I am doing. During this time, please dont shout me, I may not get your message. Cmail me. Because sometimes I get quite a few shouts while I may be outside working in the

Maddie Mccann Day 36
Police Deny Receiving Madeleine Call Spanish police have denied reports they received a telephone call from a man claiming to know where Madeleine McCann was. The message was earlier reported to be "credible" and so important that Gerry and Kate McCann put their schedule on hold while they awaited developments. Reports suggested the call had come from a pay-as-you go mobile from an unidentified country and the caller wanted to speak to the McCanns directly. A Spanish police source had originally insisted the message "did not appear to be a crank call". However, a Spanish police spokesman later described the report as "a lie". "All I can say is that it is a lie," a spokesman told The Associated Press. "I don't know where this came from but the police have no record of this call anywhere." Mr McCann has dismissed the call as "nothing of interest". The couple had been informed of the potential development while in Germany, where they were appealing to tourists w

For My Girlfriends !!that Are Always Here For Me!!
My Best Friend Once was here now is gone I will always love forever the laughs the tears the smiles without her my life has no direction no ups nor downs no smiles or frowns I miss her I cry I see her I lie what ever went wrong I can mend I will always love forever my very best friend

Silver Wolf
Ann Sydow / Athol, Idaho Silver Wolf I saw you there, alone, heading straight west, Thirsty and exhausted, you needed a rest. Where were you going on that summer day? Whatever the case, I was glad to have you stay. A chance to help a wolf was an honor to me. But sometimes behind my fence, I wondered if you'd rather be free. With a beautiful silver coat, and a face of pure white, How on earth did you always hide in plain sight? Obedient (for a wolf)... you tried so hard to please. Eventually I could brush you all over with ease. The spirit of your wild ancestors could be seen in your eyes. I think you felt it like I do, every time another wolf dies. I'm so glad i found you, though our time wasn't long. Thanks for letting me hear your beautiful wolf song. I got to touch true wildness, connecting with nature, Every time I sat with you, stroking your fur. I hope I made you happy Silver; I tried to keep you well. The times I saw you

School
I start school tomorrow. I have to get up at 5 AM to leave before 6 AM to be there by 7:30 AM. Its going to be a long day. I have a book to pick up at the library and a job coach meeting (as I do every Monday.) Means lots of bus riding and sleep loss. School is going to be a lot of stress. And put that on top of being unused to the sleeping hours and being horribly lonely. (No this does not mean I need a new man. Please do not ask.) Only time will tell if I can really go back to school at 30. If someone had suggested this a year ago, I probably wouldn't have laughed. No resources, need a job, etc. But I got the financing. Now I just need to make it work.

Angel's Rant!
OK This is fucking bullshit! I swear to God, lying and cowardice are running rampant in the world today, even in cyberspace! And now, for me, the shit has hit the fan, so I want EVERYONE reading to PLEASE READ THIS VERY CAREFULLY!!! First off: anyone has an issue with me, whether it is something I did to you, your profile, a friend of yours or the profile of a friend of yours, COME AND TELL ME!!! I am not hard to talk to and I'm sure we can come to a resolution quickly, easily and without the need for harsh words, violence and bloodshed! Second: if you're gonna hide something from me and make like everything is cool, I got news for you...I WILL FIND OUT EVENTUALLY!!! If this is how you are, I want nothing to do with you! Either grow up and learn to accept some responsibility or get the fuck away from me! I have no time, nor tolerance, to deal with your melodramatic bullshit! I say all of this because in my life, it has been the cause of too much heartbreak and misery fo

School Take 2
Well, I survived my first day. The teacher is male, but I knew that. He's not the ethnic group I thought he was by the name published in the guide. So I hadn't expected a strong accent and the occasional mispronounced word. I am still having trouble with the issue of a note taker. I managed to take some notes today, but I feel I missed a lot. The class is worse then I originally thought it was. And we didn't even get a photo copied diagram on the parts of the inside of a computer. He just showed us pieces and I guess expected us to remember it all. Its going to add op my stress load, but I'm in it for as long as I can hold out.

I'm Doing A Best Pet On Ct!
I'm doing a Best Pet On CT! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 5/26 thur 6/1 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Dark Is Light !
Dark is light Light is dark Life is cruel and unkind Love is abused and untrue Hearts are broken in two Eyes can be blinded and hidden Skin can tear and peel Bones can fracture and break while our brains are in a sadated state of happness is fake while our world outside falls and breaks .Tears may shed and fall from our eyes but they dry and die away .People are rude and untrue should just dissappear from our world !!!!!!!!!

Forever
Close my eyes, bring the sweet relief that I do crave. Take my last breath, I no longer wish to be lifes slave. Take total control of the when's and the why's. Put out the fury that is visable within my eyes. Surround me now in a bed of roses, thorns inbedding in my skin. This ritual of perpetual exhaustion must now come to an end. Leave me here where I do lay to enjoy the freedom I have found. Cover me in the dark richness of the unforgiving ground. Say good bye with out the tears and the sorrow, I'm where I long to be. Live your life with the gleaming knowledge that now the truth I can see. Close the door on the emotions that once held us together. Know that in death I have attained that once sought after love that lasts forever.

Pic Rating, And Probably Worth Blogging, Though I Think This Is Fairly Eric Specific.
Have noticed something when I've rated some images: their average has not changed (I will rate an image a 10 and the 10 (2) will not go up to a 10 (3) after I refresh the page, but will stay at 10 (2) for instance; not always, but some of the time. If it was 9 (3), for instance - a total of 27 points over 3 rates- it sometimes stays at 9 (3) rather than going up to 9.2 (4) (37 points over 4 rates).) And- apparently for those images whose averages/number of rates weren't affected by my rating - if I come back in a day or two, I find the image wasn't rated at all by me (they got the points, if it wasn't NSFW or ripped, but the bar is clear, as though I hadn't rated it...) and I have an opportunity to re-rate it. If I'm not out of rates for the day, anyway... but it's odd. (Edited that in a (partially) successful attempt to get rid of a duplicate post. Weird...

Update On Kaleb!!!
FROM KRISTYS BLOG- Wednesday, June 13, 2007 Busy GREAT DAY! I am so sorry if I have frightened any of you. We have had a Busy day here at the hospital... Busy but GREAT!!! Kaleb has been awake almost all day!! That is why it has taken me so long to do this blog. I got to help give him a bath today. Bath time was my favorite time with him at home. It was our bonding time. And here is the greatest part of this blog: I GOT TO HEAR KALEB CRY!!! Not like a Loud, long cry, but def. a short cry. Oh how I miss his little voice... My dad and I almost fell over when we heard it!! This has topped today for me. We got good news about the internal bleeding, it is nothing serious. They seem to think that it's from the feeding tube irratating his stomcah. AMEN! Thank god that it is nothing too serious. He is moving so much and has had his eyes opened for so long now. I gave him a kiss and he made a noise for me and lifted his hand and it landed on my chest. I almost l

Can You Be A Freelance Bomber?
We are looking for some new members we are a new family with only a few rules if you are interested send us a c-mail and we will get back to you :D even if your not a bomber if you ever enter contests check us out fan/rate/add us once you are in a contest or giveaway leave us a comment with the link in and if we an help we will first come first served so get it in quick :D

Slow Down!!!!!
WOW! So many of us rush our days away with out even realising where rushing our lives away. How many times have u said I can't wait till Friday/ the weekend or any other day. Remember when ur rushing 2 get 2 another day, then ur rushing away the days of ur LIFE. So keep n mind that each day of ur LIFE is so very special and should b cherished. So hold on TIGHT 2 each day of ur LIFE with a smile and thank the loving man above (GOD) that ur here another day and take a very deep breath, slow down, relax and just SMILE because the day ur rushing 2, will come no matter what. Remember ur here 2day, but whose 2 say u will b tomorrow. Take care and many heart warming smiles.

A Good Joke
A stranger was seated next to a little girl on the airplane when the stranger turned to her and said, "Let's talk. I've heard that flights go quicker if you strike up a conversation with your fellow passenger." The little girl, who had just opened her book, closed it slowly and said to the stranger, "What would you like to talk about?" "Oh, I don't know", said the stranger. "How about nuclear power?" "OK" she said. "That could be an interesting topic. But let me ask you a question first. A horse, a cow, and a deer all eat grass, the same stuff. Yet a deer excretes little pellets, while a cow turns out a flat patty, and a horse produces clumps of dried grass. Why do you suppose that is?" The stranger thinks about it and says, "Hmmm, I have no idea." The little girl asks, "Do you feel qualified to discuss nuclear power when you don't know shit?"

Maxineisms For Life....
1. I can only please one person per day. Today is not your day. Tomorrow is not looking good either. 2. I love deadlines. I especially like the whooshing sound they make as they go flying by. 3. Tell me what you need, and I'll tell you how to get along without it. 4. Accept that some days you are the pigeon and some days the statue. 5. Needing someone is like needing a parachute. If s/he isn't there the first time, chances are you won't be needing her/him again. 6. I don't have an attitude problem, you have a perception problem. 7. Last night I lay in bed looking up at the stars in the sky, and I thought to myself, where the heck is the ceiling? 8. My reality check bounced. 9. On the keyboard of life, always keep one finger on the escape key. 10. I don't suffer from stress. I am a carrier. 11. You are slower than a herd of turtles stampeding through peanut butter. 12. Do not meddle in the affairs of drag

Beaches & Suntans
When you go to the beach, you should always follow an important rule: *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* *NEVER !* rub suntan lotion on someone whom you do not know

Leaving Ct...break....for Good....
IF IM GONNA KEEP GETTING BLAMED FOR EVERYTHING AND SHIT AND HAVIN EVERYONE HATE ME I AM DONE I DO NEED A BREAK I HONESTLY DO I HAV TRIED TO TELL HIM THAT BUT HE DONT LISTEN HE ONLY HEARS WAT HE WANTS TO HEAR OR READS WAT HE WANTS TO READ IM BOUT TO FUCKIN SNAP ALL THREE OF US SAID WE NEEDED A BREAK AND SHIT FROM NSL I HAV BEEN SAYIN I NEED A BREAK I CANT ALWAYS BE HERE TO MAKE SURE EVERYTHING GOES PERFECTLY AND THE DJS THAT WE DO HAV SHOW UP AND SHIT I CANT DO IT ALL I HAV BASICALLY RUN MY SELF DOWN WITH THIS SHIT AND I DONT KNO WAT TO DO ANYMORE I REALLY DONT I DONT KNO WHETHER TO LEAVE CT ALL TOGETHER IT SEEMS LIK THE BEST FOR EVERYONE IF I LEAVE BC ITS LIK IM THE PROBLEM ALL THE TIME OR IDK WHETHER I SHOULD LEAVE FOR A LIL BIT AND COME BAC THATS WAT I MEANT BY DONE/BREAK I AM TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WAT I WANT TO DO OR WATS BEST FOR EVERYONE ELSE WHETHER TO STAY OR LEAVE EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING

Come Click For Me
A wonderful friend of mine needs rates, please just take a moment and click the pic below and rate him, no comments needed just a rate. Please do this for me and if you do let me know and Ill send you a gift. Thank you so much to all that help out. Bites Dark Enigma

My Wishlist
I have decided since I have so many damn desires, I would post my wishlist. This isn`t saying I wish for people to buy me things, I dont expect anything, I`ve actually never had anything sent to me in my lifetime to begin with. But rather posting this to look back on the stuff I once wanted and see if I ever managed to make the money to get the things. My Amazon.Com Wishlist. Of course, I would adore for you to check it out *smiles*

Let's Hear It For Reality
And so, at about 10 this evening, I decided I didn't want to stay inside and took a trip to the local bar. "Bubba Moose" is a sports bar less than a miel from my apartment. It's separated into three rooms - a traditional bar, a restaurant-style setting, a game room with darts and billiards. Perhaps the most impressive thing I noticed about this place: people actually come up to you and talk to you. I was invited to be someone's darts partner; an old man who appeared to be a regular offered to introduce me to every woman in the bar (shame they all seemed to like girls); a biker and his wife showed up and expressed interest in joining the bowling league I'm now a part of in Lewisville, which worked out because I have two spots open on my team. Things were great until I got home... and was reminded of why I needed to be out to begin with. Man... Very few people on, nobody on IM, AdultSpace's chat was ignoring me as usual - how do people without breasts stand being online? Real

Saturday With The Kids
Well my daughter went with me saturday. Only because her mother made her. Which really suprised me. I don't think my son liked it to much though. He's used to being the center of attention and just doing guy things. We still had fun though. We went to see Wild Hogs. It was a good movie. I want it on DVD. After I dropped my kids of the ex called and told me my daughter said she didnt want to go with me any more. I thought she had a good time but I guess when she asked to text a friend with my phone and I told her no, that really hurt her feelings. She's used to getting everything she wants from her mother while my son on the other hand doesnt get half of what his sister gets. I treat them both equal and I guess thats why my daughter hates me. Maybe one day she will realize that I love her and care for her but I'm not going to give her everything she wants to make her spend time with me. My son and I have lots of fun without spending money. My daughter on the other hand thinks spending m

Shocker License
i made me a team shocker license, if anyone from the team wants one send me the info i need for it and a link to a pic u want on it. also if u have any suggestions on making them better let me know. the links to the id is below.

--before Bed--
Sooo....right now i am just sitting here still getting the hang of this CherryTap site,its not so confusing as i first thought when i first got to the site..lol,yeah so anyways i dont really know what to write,im just about to get ready for bed i guess..starting to get kind of tired,so G'nite everyone:-)until tomorrow. *MWAH*

A Dream
Laying in your arms My head on your chest Every heartbeat I could hear my name Each syllable being pounded out Look into your eyes and I see All I have ever dreamed of Feelings of disbelief that this could be real Everything thing I’ve ever thought of The man of my dreams Sitting up in a sweat Tears streaming down my face It all was just a dream Back to reality I face Hopes and dreams shattered The blink of an eye you were there In half that time you were gone I thought it would be forever Truly madly deeply You used to tell me You were just as happy as me Because of your past You chose to give up your future My future determined When you gave up yours What we could have been Just a fantasy Our choices have paved our roads Separately the paths they lead Maybe one day they will meet again You gave me the love I’ve always dreamed You are what I strive for in my life Your nothing but a dream to me

What A Dad
well i was gonna take my daughter so she can spend some time with her dad for a week ...but he is so fuckin worried that im gonna spend that time with a man that he dont want to to spend time with her...i guess he thinks that is new girlfriend is more important than his daughter....but thats ok im both mommy and daddy always have been guess ill always will be.but what i dont get is why is g/f and her kids is so important than his own daugther is...then he wants to blame me when she cussin his sorry ass out and dont want anything to do w ith him when he does decided that his daughter existes.dont get me wrong im not jelouse that he found someone else im happy for him cause what we had is over and gone.but the probl;em i have is way he does his girls and when he finds out that im datin and all thats when he wants to put me down and call me names ....so i guess you can say since he cant have me noone else should either....but kno what im free and i plan on livin my life weither he likes

Not Meant To Be
There once was a time if I just closed my eyes, I could see us together as one. But after these years of growing apart, I can see that dream is done. You were the one who knew me inside and out, And always knew just what to say. Any problems I had would disappear, When you said it would all be okay. There was always a special connection with us, And these days it seems to be gone. Whatever we had died a long time ago, But it's just so hard to move on. Those times I'd drown in the blue of your eyes, You never noticed a thing. There were nights I laid awake and thought, Of the love our friendship could bring. No matter how hard I've been trying, The truth is so hard to see. I guess it takes a while to let go, Of something not meant to be.

Daydream Of Us
the first one was well received so here is another. if the rates remain high, i will continue to post. please feel free to tell friends/fans/family to come check the stories out :D this one resulted from an online chat i was having with a "friend", where we were discussing an upcoing visit and spending some time relaxing in her hot tub. i'll leave it to you to debate if it ever came to fruition . . . Daydream of Us Picturing you and I sitting there, taking your hand in mine pulling it into my lap as I reach to yours. Sliding my fingers under the edge of your bikini bottom, tracing your smoothly shaven lips as you grasp and stroke my steel-like rod. My free hand reaching up to caress your hardening nipples, untying your bikini top and throwing it out of the tub. Leaning over to kiss you pulling you over onto my lap, you kneeling over me, straddling me. My right hand kneading and fondling your breasts, my left firmly planted in your bikini bottom one finger sliding deep in

Important Questions
First... Why do women have more trouble with hemorroids then men do? Because god made men "PERFECT ASSHOLES." Second... What are three reasons why women LOVE Hunters? 1.) They go DEEP into the bush. 2.) They always SHOOT MORE than TWICE. 3.) And they always EAT what they shoot. Third... Why did god give women nipples? To make suckers out of MEN!!!!!!! Fourth... How does a man know when he has eaten pussy well? When he wakes up in the morning and his face looks like a glazed donut. And Last but not Least... Who are the six most important men in a woman's life? 1.) Doctor- because he says "take off your clothes." 2.) Dentist- because he says "open wide." 3.) Milkman- because he says "do you want it from the front or the back." 4.) Hairdresser- because he says "do you want it teased or blown." 5.) Interior Decorator- because he says "once its in you'll love it." 6.) Banker- because he says "if you take it out too soon, you'l

Jokes
Fly is Unzipped Top 20 Ways to Tell Someone Their Fly is Unzipped 20. The cucumber has left the salad. 19. I can see the gun of Navarone. 18. Someone tore down the wall, and your Pink Floyd is hanging out. 17. You've got Windows on your laptop. 16. Sailor Ned's trying to take a little shore leave. 15. Your soldier ain't so unknown now. 14. Quasimodo needs to go back in the tower and tend to his bells. 13. You need to bring your tray table to the upright and locked position. 12. Paging Mr. Johnson... Paging Mr. Johnson... 11. Your pod bay door is open, Hal. 10. Elvis Junior has LEFT the building! 9. Mini Me is making a break for the escape pod. 8. Ensign Hanes is reporting a hull breach on the lower deck, Sir! 7. The Buick is not all the way in the garage. 6. Dr. Kimble has escaped! 5. You've got your fly set for "Monica" instead of "Hillary." 4. Our next guest is someone who needs no introduction... 3. You've go

Ever Had One Of Those...
Days, relationships, jobs, whatever? Its' been a year and I'm still not over my ex. It's very irratating. Hate/Love, whatever in the world it may be, all it takes is something and I'm reminded of him. I don't know whether i'd rather see him again next to me or run him over with a truck. It's so mean, especially to have violent feelings one way or another, but I can't help it. I don't want to date I don't want to entertain the thought of going on with someone else. I guess that maybe that hurts feelings but I don't care. Right now I'm in a pitty party mood. Excuse me.

Grade Me!!! Thank You Sexy Blue Eyes!!!
F= damn youre ugly D = your parents must be hated C- = You're just someone I don't want to talk to, okay? C = You're okay looking, but u need work... C+ = You're just average B- = Your kinda cute and ur cool i guess B = You're cute. And you're a pretty interesting person. B+ = Pretty damn attractive. I'd hit that. A- = You're extremely attractive, and you're awesome

You And Me
You move your hands down my sides The sensation I can’t hide Moving your soft fingertips Back and forth across my hips. You kiss me softly, and pull me close I touch the flesh I lust the most Your warm skin pressed against mine Makes me crave you all the time. Your hot seductive body Make me feel oh-so naughty Deeper and deeper we go… Until what is hidden shows. I look deep into your eyes And anticipate your sighs Not to sure of anything Except the new game you bring. Every move doubles my pleasure So much more than I can measure All fears are gone, only trust As excitement surges through us

Curse Of The Horror Movie Stalkers!!
Curse of the Horror Movie Stalkers!!! ============================================= Be queit Laurie Strode, don't make a noise Michael Myers is gonna kill half of Illinios and if that Shape doesn't kill us all we'll have to wait until next fall. but in the meantime, Jason'll slit your throat in Crystal Lake, New York, or a boat or mabey Freddy will get you in your dreams and fill up Elm Street with lots of screams. don't open that box you stupid ass or Pinhead and his crew will cause a bloody mass don't say his name five times you stupid bitch or Candyman will gut you like a fish. Jigsaw has a tumour in his head but that doesn't mean he won't chain you to a bed Leatherface will cut you up inside his home like Sherrif says, meat is meat and bone is bone. don't play with Chucky he's not a nice guy call you a whore and stab you in the eye and it that falls that acid rain soon you'll be, devouring brains. Ash has a boom-stick and a saw of chain with tha

Other Things Ive Learned
1. never loan money to a friend it may come back to haunt you #2. never promise anything you cant keep #3.murpheys law always applies #4.if you show any weakness someone will take advantage of it #5.love and hate there is a very thin line seperating the two #6.pretending to be happy is not being happy #7money is the root of all evil #8.you can always hope for the best but you should prepare for the worst #9.there are no guarentees in life #10.if at 1st you dont succeed, try again #11.only the strong survive #12.life inst fair you make your own breaks #13.dont settle, there is always more #14.the one you love may not always love you #15.being rich wont make you happy #16.everyone has a bad day sometimes #17. if it seems to good to be true about a 99.9 percent chance it is then #18.if someone says "i will always be your friend" dont count on it #19.watch who toes you step on , you may need them someday #20.leave a comment if you re

~ Red Skelton's Pledge Of Allegiance ~ Awesome ~
~I~ me, an individual, a committee of one. ~Pledge~ dedicate all of my worldly goods to give without self pity. ~ Allegiance~ my love and my devotion. ~To the flag~ our standard, Old Glory, a symbol of freedom. Wherever she waves, there's respect because your loyalty has given her a dignity that shouts freedom is everybody's job! ~United ~ that means that we have all come together. ~States~ individual communities that have united into 48 great states. Forty-eight individual communities with pride and dignity and purpose; all divided with imaginary boundaries, yet united to a common purpose, and that's love for country. ~And to the republic~ a state in which sovereign power is invested in representatives chosen by the people to govern. And government is the people and it's from the people to the leaders, not from the leaders to the people. ~For which it stands, one nation~ one nation, meaning "so blessed by God" ~Indivisible~ incapable of being divided.

Communication And Participation
Free Graphics at hostdrjack.com DEAR ANGELS, HAHA NOW I FEEL LIKE CHARLIE AND CHARLIE,S ANGELS! LOL I HOPE EVERYONE IS HAVING A GREAT DAY! I WOULD LIKE TO DISCUSS A COUPLE OF THINGS WITH YOU TODAY... FIRST I JUST WANT TO SAY THANK YOU TO ALL OF OUR ANGELS FOR JOINING OUR CLUB AND DOING THEIR BEST TO MAKE IT WORK. "THANKS" I DO HAVE SOME THINGS TO GO OVER WITH YOU AND I AM HOPING YOU WILL READ IT AND TAKE IT TO HEART. THE FIRST THING I WANT TO SAY IS THAT THIS CLUB WILL ONLY BE AS GOOD AS OUR COMMUNICATION AND PARTICIPATION. THOSE ARE THE KEY ELEMENTS IN ANY ORGANIZATION BUSINESS OR EVEN IN YOUR OWN PERSONAL RELATIONSHIPS. WE ARE JUST ORGANIZING OUR CLUB AND EVERYONE NEEDS TO GET FAMILIAR WITH OUR PROCEDURES OR WAYS OF CARRYING OUT THINGS. I HAVE CHOSEN THE BLOGS AS A WAY TO COMMUNICATE WITH OUR CLUB MEMBERS ON A DAILY BASIS TO GET YOU FAMILIAR WITH EACH OTHER AND WHAT IT IS WE ARE REALLY TRYING TO ACCOMPLISH AS A WHOLE. AND WHILE THIS IS NOT A JOB FOR ANY O

How I Love
Your Love Style is Agape You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

Ok
ok here is the deal i used to have this best friend who would always let her man touch me let me remind you we both are married but anyways when my hubby would play around with her she would get mad what should i do tell me what you guys think

My Blonde Moment #1
BLONDE MOMENT NUMBER #1 when did they put that in options that u could change ur hompage i had it in old school LMFAO! but i like the "power" one -sighs- gawd damn i been missin out so how the hell is everyone :p

I Sit By The Side Of The Ocean
I sit by side of the ocean Waves of life lapping upon the shore I long to be with you My beautiful Raven For wherever you fly I will be two steps behind For iam your red back wolf I will follow you to the ends of the earth I shall beat down the gates of Hades I will climb Mount Olympus To be in your arms. if it takes me to become a dragon to wrap you in my wings Then that is what I shall become For to protect you is what I am here for For to protect you is love And love you I do. Our love transcends oceans And the aeons of time We have always been together You and I So for eternity I follow My beautiful Raven For I am Red back Wolf Lover, friend, husband, companion, And before all these Soul mate iam

Every Night
EVERY NIGHT WITH YOU WHAT ARE THE THOUGHTS THAT WAKE ME IN THE NIGHT? NOT SMILING FAERIES , NOT SUNLIT LILLIES.. NO SILVER VIOLETS, NO ROSE PETALS. BUT THE FOOTFALL OF THE DEMON HE IS COMING FOR ME MAMA WHERE ARE YOU? MY HEART IS RACING WITHIN I BECOME TERROR INCARNATE DIM LIGHTS BLARING TVS TOWERING BEDPOSTS YOUR SHADOW ON MY WALL THE EVIL SQUINT OF YOUR EYES THE SALT FROM YOUR SWEAT THERE ARE NO SUNSETS HERE NO PINK AND PURPLE SKIES EVERYTHING IS BLACK EVERYTHING IS DYING MAMA IT HURTS.. SCREAMING BENDING TEARING BURNING TWISTING BLEEDING WHERE ARE THE HANDS TO PRY HIM AWAY? MY HEART AND EYES TELL THE STORY.. STILL, NO ONE HEARS.. SO I QUIETLY SPILL INVISIBLE TEARS.