Fubar Blog Posts 3

Be Back On Later On.
Due to my severe dislike of the holiday season, I will not be on for a while. Once I start to sober back up (middle of January) I may be back on to visit some. Hope ya'all have a merry and a happy and all that you hope for. Mark

Brain Vs. Bronze
Okay, I have noticed the vast amount of naked males who have asked to be my friend. Weeell of course I'll add them....Right? No. Guys, is there a real point about showing your nudeness??? Hmm??? I mean, it's always nice to see a worked up body, when I'm dating that guy, even as friends...that's not really cool. I want to be friends of the mind, not the dark nipples that are jutting out of your pectrals!! Hahahahaha, sorry, I couldn't resist. Sorry, I got off subject. Please gentlemen, cover that lovely skin of your chest with a shirt, even a bra for those who haven't reached Adonis level.

Lost Touch
LOST TOUCH I WONDER IF YOU KNOW HOW MANY TIMES A DAY I THINK OF YOU. I FEEL LIKE I'VE LOST MY BEST FRIEND . "I HAVE" I WONDERED IF YOU GOT THE LETTER I SENT FOUR MONTHS AGO . I HAVENT HEARD FROM YOU. I WISH I COULD SEE YOU WITHOUT SNEEKING TO DO IT. FREINDS SHOULDN'T HAVE TO DO THAT. WHEN I GO SOMEWHERE, THAT WE USED TO GO, I JUST SIT THERE AND WONDER WHAT YOU'RE DOING AND WHERE YOU ARE. SOMETIMES I THINK I SMELL YOU'RE PURFUME OR SEE YOUR CAR, BUT THEN I HOLD BACK. I THINK I SEE YOU THERE IN THE CROWD. SO I RUN WITH EXCITMENT TO SEE YOU AND TELL YOU HOW MUCH I'VE MISSED YOU, BUT WHEN I GET UP TO YOU, I TAP YOU ON THE SHOULDER YOU TURN AROUND ITS SOMEONE ELSE, I SHRUG MY SHOULDERS AND WALK AWAY FEELING SAD AND EMBARRESED. I CRYED THE OTHER NIGHT. THINKING THE WORST THAT YOU GOT LOST IN THIS BIG WORLD AROUND US. I HOPED NOTHING WAS WRONG. SO I CRYED MYSELF TO SLEEP AND THOUGHT THAT MATBE GOD WOULD SEND ME A MESSAGE TO YOU FOR ME ABOUT ALL THE ACHING IN MY HEART . FROM N

Best Sexual Hidden Talent Quiz
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

70 Things
70 Things 1. ARE YOU SHY? Sometimes at first. then you can't shut me up. 2. ARE YOU A LOVER OR A FIGHTER? Mostly a lover but I will fight if necessary. 3. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR? Moths. They're going to kill me. 4. AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO MANIAC? My mom actually had a giant box of Legos and would only let me play with them when I was home sick. She kept them in the attic. I loved building houses. 5. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF REALITY TV? I like some of it. "Cops", my friend hooked me on "America's Next Top Model", I looooved "Murder In Small Town X". 6. DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS? Not really. 7. WERE YOU A CUTE BABY? Still am. 11. HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED? No. Can't decide if I want to or not. I don't mind the going down part. The boingy-up part freaks me out. 8. WHAT SCENT DO YOU WEAR Elizabeth Arden Green Tea 9. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD? Beige. With coffee stains and I think part of a lollipop. 10. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER? No

Don't
Don't tell me that I am beautiful, Don't tell me that you care, where are you, you said you would always be there. I know it doesn't Matter what I say or do, But i just wish that someday you could feel what i feel too. I'm the girl who crys, I'm the girl you thought could cope, but can't you see the pain in her eyes? I guess it didn't show when I put up my mask, That behind the smile is sadness, notice, is it too much to ask? When shes okay, but struggles to get thought the day. Can you at least show you love her, and if you could you would take her pain away. Shes hurting on the outside, but its never enough, to really show whats inside would be just to tough. When you see her crying, don't just walk away, Please tell her that you care, and you want her to stay, and fight just one more day.

Fallen Angel
White wings with drops of red show my impurity to the world There's no hiding it now, it's shown to all. I've fallen from grace, hard and fast, but its not the fall, its the ground that hurt worst of all. The sudden impact, the reality sets in, Forgive me Lord, for I know I have sinned My sullied wings didn't catch me They let me sink How could it be that I've ended like this. Though they're tainted with iniquity, they still should soar. I guess this angel should have tried a little more

50 50
To live or die.That is my question! To run and cry. Thats my frustration. To fight and die with my fair nation. Or could i die by an invasion? To give or take, those are some options, But will i ever be the same? The peace they talk of, will never be As long as greed is the bigger need. To live or die, To run or cry, It wont really matter, Because i'll still die...

Online Romance
They met online, a simple mIRC affair. After several months of typing, exchanging pictures, cybersex and phonesex they decided to meet face to face. They agreed on a public place at first, until they felt comfortable enough to move to private quarters. She got to the little outside café first, dressed in her favorite short skirt and skintight button up the back shirt. As she waited for him to arrive, she fiddled a bit with her clothes and sipped at her coffee. Then out of the corner of her eye, she saw him. "Oh my god, he's much better looking in person. I could ravage his body for hours." She stood up and waved, getting his attention. His smile was bright as he walked over to the table. He sat down and ordered a coffee. They both sat there, completely quiet, staring into each other's eyes, neither of them believing this was real. He slid his chair over a bit, sitting beside her, instead of across and slipped his hand onto her thigh. His touch made her entire body leap without moving

Where Life Takes Us, No One Knows
Where Life Takes Us, No One Knows The tides turn, the moon beams, the wind blows Where life takes us, no one knows Each day a new crisis or a new joy Choosing to chase after or to destroy Face the world with closed eyes and fright The heart blind, the mind creates sight Worries linger from a neighbor's thought And soon grow away from what we were taught Wanting what we want and seeing it too far away That we abscond from reaching and reality stays Dreams are life and life is many dreams Chased through air, words, and little schemes The turning tides - take us in leaping, enveloping strides The beaming moon - shines a warmth of love coming soon The blowing wind - signifies when living life should begin The tides turn, the moon beams, the wind blows Where life takes us, no one knows Gap your ears to the influence of outside voices For our hearts lead us to the destined choices Christine

Hello Everyone,
Today is one of those silent cool days where everyone seems to be sleeping in. A dreary wet one. My building is silent almost to silent. I beleive it's because today they buried my dear friend Al who passed away on Christmas day. I can still feel his present lingering the halls of this God forsaken place and it saddened my heart. They say when a friend dies they go to a better place, I have yet to see the truth in this. I can honestly say he no longer suffers from his breathing and heart problem. I shall miss my friend none the less. He was a beacon of hope in this dreary apt. complex always trying to get the rules changed and/or break them. They do make the rules harsh on anyone who is trying to make it on a set income and is why I find myself wanting to get out of my situation here. This will take me time to get there school is not an overnight endevor, but with my grades of A & B's it is not hopeless. We all have to make choices in our lives on where our life will go. I m

Black Rose
You are my black rose The cause of all my sorrow, the keeper of my tears The wreath of thorns around my heart, the end to all my fears The contaminator of my blood with fire, the guardian of my soul You pull me from the darkness, keep me warm when nights are cold You are my black rose The keeper of my secrets, the teller of my lies You are the heartache in my chest, the desire in my eyes Your spirit envelopes me, your sharp thorns spill my blood You are the clawed hand that reaches out to save me from the flood You are my black rose You are the padlock on my chains, the wings that set me free The lips that tell me what to say, the sight that lets me see You are everything I need to live, the poison that I drink The peace and beauty that lift me up, the depression into which I sink You are my black rose You feed me but I starve, you talk but I am deaf, You hate me as you love me, I reach out to what is left My black rose is slowly dying now, maybe from lack of love My

Pure Sexiness..holla
WE WILL RETURN THE LUV !!!! COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED ! CLICK ON PICTURES BELOW AND GET YOUR COMMENT ON :) THANK YOU SO MUCH IT'S APPRECIATED HOTTEST CHERRY 2006..ENDS JAN.2 THE SEXY JUGGALO THRILL HAMMER ..BEST MORPH..ENDS JANUARY 3,2007 BEN DOVER..SEXIEST MALE ON CT..ENDS DECEMBER 31,2006

"se Semper Tyrannis!" (death To Tyrants)
Well hold onto ur seats folks. The day millions have been waiting for is here it seems. Millions whose family members and friends were raped, tortured, maimed, gased,and killed needlessly all for thinking otherwise and being who they were. Anyday now Saddam Hussein Al-Tikriti will be losing his stools in his pants on the other end of a hangman's noose. Better pack ur Depends pal. Allah al Akbar is right. However.... Even though no one would love to run some Jack Bauer shit on his ass more then this patriot, yours truly. I would love to torture him to death with my own two hands for the American serviceman, the kuwaiti's, the persians, and the kurds he sytematically murdered throughout his tenure. Oh yeah, and let's not forget the jews he's slaughtered as well. Sorry Bibi we should'nt. I dont believe we can justify taking his life simply for his misdeeds. I know what ur thinking, then what do we do? right? hard labor....till the day he dies. Never the less, this is not our ch

Why Are People Soo Rude
The sales ladies are the rudest the people that shop there are the rudest !!!!!! I returned a sweater exchanged it whatever was in line for 30 mins then the sales lady did not help me -- had to go off to find my replacement with another price tag on it ! Thank god for Apple martnins !!!! now i feel much better !

There's Strong ..and There's Army Strong
I have this video up on my profile and i am not sure how many peolpe actually watch it so i am sending it out to all of you , I hope maybe those of whome who are in the armed services present or past will click on this get the link and post it on their own profiles to get it out there because i think this is the one greatest video the army has ever put out. So Enjoy!!

How Old Are You
You Are 27 Years Old Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. What Age Do You Act?

Just Because I Put "let The Sunshine In" On My Online Status...
doesn't mean that it is going to happen today! LOL... Yesterday, all through the day and night, were one storm after another through Texas. I heard that one tornado hit in the DFW area; not sure if any other tornados hit anywhere else. I haven't checked the news yet. My neighbors above me (I have nicked named them the natives because they stomp around like wild banchees) were stompin' all over my ceiling until well past 1am last night. After they subsided, I tried to get some sleep and just couldn't sleep well; perhaps a bit of it was the anticipation that they were going to start up again on the noise. I eventually got up around 5am and chatted with some of you through the IM this morning -- then suddenly I couldn't stay awake any longer. I went back to bed and slept as well as I could after folks continually calling me about consolidating my student loans. Finally getting some sound sleep for a bit then I fought waking up because my back and neck hurt, achy feelings,

Too Cute Not To Laugh
A little boy wanted $100.00 very badly and prayed for weeks, but nothing happened. Then he decided to write God a letter requesting the $100. When the postal authorities received the letter to God , USA, they decided to send it to the President. The president was so amused that he instructed his secretary to send the little boy a $5.00 bill. The president thought this would appear to be a lot of money to a little boy. The little boy was delighted with the $5.00 bill and sat down to write a thank-you note to God, which read: Dear God: Thank you very much for sending the money. However, I noticed that for some reason you sent it through Washington, DC., and those idiots deducted $95.00 in taxes.

Scars
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And my scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel Drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone I'm pissed cause you came around Why don't you just go home Cause you channel all your pain And I can't help you fix yourself You're making me insane All I can say is [Chorus:] I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And our scars remind us that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I tried to help you once Against my own advice I saw you going down But you never realized That you're drowning in the water So I offered you my hand Compassions in my nature Tonight is our last stand [Chorus] I'm drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone You shouldn't ever come around Why don't you just go home? Cause you're drowning in the water And I tried to grab your hand And I left my heart open

Sex
SINCE U'VE ALREADY OPENED THIS, U'LL HAVE BAD LUCK AND A BAD SEX LIFE (4EVER) UNLESS YOU REPOST THIS IN LESS THAN 10 MINUTES WITH THE SUBJECT OF YOUR HOROSCOPE [AQUARIUS]- I CAN HAVE SEX ALL NIGHT [GEMINI]- I LOVE TO FUCK [LEO]- IM DANGEROUS IN BED [LIBRA]- I GOT A BIG ASS BOOTY!!! [VIRGO]- YOU HAD ME ONCE YOUR GONNA WANT ME AGAIN [SCORPIO]- I'LL MAKE U SCREAM MY NAME [SAGITTARIUS]-I GOT SKILLS IN THA BEDROOM [TAURUS]- I STAY GANGSTA/GO HARD [CAPRICORN]- I'M WILD IN BED..AND NO 1 CAN HANDLE ME!! [PISCES]- I FUCK LIKE NO OTHER [ARIES]- I STAY FLY [CANCER]- I HAVE SEXY ASS LIPS TO KISS (repost of original by 'army princess' on

Broken
Pain filling my all, consuming my soul Tears burning my eyes and staining my cheeks Love slipping away, I watch it go Engulfed by despair, my heart aching Life changing, spinning out of control Will you save me? Will you catch me as I fall? Lost and alone, lonely and hurting Not knowing not trusting, feeling too much Weak and exhausted, what do I do

What Sign Are You?
Aries: LIVES for head massages. ANY part of their head: Lips, Eyelids, Eyes, Tongue, you name it! Aries also likes to fuck in public places during business hours. You need to be open minded with an Aries...If you don't feel like being duct taped to a wall and beaten with live ferrets: Tell Them. Be warned! IF you don't want to be kinky, don't be with an Aries. If you say 'No' too often to them you may lose them as a lover forever. Aries Idea of Heaven Is: Participating in live sex shows for money. Having their favorite human toy win first place in a pony boy/girl race. Fucking as an art form on display in a gallery. They secretly crave to be strippers or Annie Sprinkle. Aries LIVES to be jealous...they also like to coordinate other people fucking. Secretly desire to be fluffers. Aries owned a Violet Wand before it was popular. They are also Sadists. The best gift to give an Aries is designer colored nylon rope in their favorite color. They live to tease and torture...HEY...Somebody'

2007
Well, I had a successful 2006. It was filled with returning to college after a 9-year hiatus, making lots of new friends, and rekindling relationships with old friends. It had to be one of the greatest years of my life. There are many people that have stood by me through everything and been completely supportive. To those people, I thank you. I anticipate 2007 to be an even better year. I'll become a sophomore after the spring quarter which means I have one full year behind me. Things are looking up, and can't wait to see what else is in store for me. Is a possible relationship? Who knows? I guess that is something that will come with time. I do get tired of being alone, because I know I have so much to offer. I guess I just need to take things as they come. I'd like to take a line or two to thank all the people on CT who have added, rated, fanned, and commented me in the brief time I've been a member. You guys are the best and will help 2007 be even better than 20

Our Night
Our Night Taking your hand Fingers to my lips I want to love every inch of you Taste every part of your body As if I can drink your loves blood Through your very pores I want to get lost in your eyes Consumed by your kiss Set my body on fire Quench the fire in my blood With sweet caresses Touch my soul with your passion Lay down beside me Feel my body crying for you Let's get lost in each other Touching, exploring, tasting We will exceed passion, go beyond bliss For this is our night Want me, like no other Need you, like the air that I breathe Together, one mind, one soul Fused in the heat of passionate love Existing in this moment Forever

New Years Eve Help From Bill!!! Yay!!
AIGHT, AULD LANG SYNE, THE NEW YEARS EVE TUNE THAT EVERYONE KINDA MUMBLES ALONG TO AT MIDNIGHT. HERE ARE THE WORDS, CAUSE I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE FUCK IT UP!!! ENJOY AND LEARN ALL ON ME!! PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND GOING NAKED ALL NIGHT LONG!!! AND FOR SHITS AND GIGGLES HERE'S ONE OF MY FAVORITE BANDS SINGING IT!!

Never Try To Outsmart A Woman
A man calls home to his wife and says, "Honey, I have been asked to go fishing at a big lake up in Canada with my boss and several of his friends. We'll be gone for a week. This is a good opportunity for me to get that promotion I've been wanting, so would you please pack me enough clothes for a week and set out my rod and tackle box? We're leaving from the office and I will swing by the house to pick my things up. Oh! Please pack my new blue silk pajamas." The wife thinks this sounds a little fishy but being a good wife she does exactly what her husband asked. The following weekend he came home a little tired but otherwise looking good. The wife welcomes him home and asks if he caught many fish. He says, "Yes! Lots of walleye, some blue gill, and a few pike. But why didn't you pack my new blue silk pajamas like I asked you to do?" The wife replies "I did, they were in your tackle box." Never, never, try to outsmart a woman.

I'm Dancing For U
Your Stripper Song Is I Touch Myself by The Divinyls "I don't want anybody else When I think about you I touch myself" A total exhibitionist, you probably already are a stripper!What Song Should You Strip To?

To My Cherry Tap Friends Family And Fans!
Thank you all for adding me to your lists. You are all great and kind people and I am looking forward to learning more about you all. May The Best of 2006 Be the Worst 2007 Has In store for all of you and your loved ones. Your Friend, Frank driver1866@cherrytap.com aka The Bulldog PS: Forgive me for not getting around to all of your pages to say Happy New Year, But This head cold is making it hard to even see. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

Xanga Bashing. Hanging Saddam And Being Weak?????
Hanging Saddam and being weak????? In the end I think it was fucked up they hanged Saddam. Capital punishment has come a long long way from hanging. Iraq must still be in dark ages? Capital Punishment like this is wrong and is murder in itself. I know some of you are pissed off because I keep talking about this. It just makes me so mad that it makes me cuss and swear. I guess I just have a problem with this personaly. Its not weak to defend life? The people who posted those rude comments have been removed; by that I mean deleted and blocked from coming back. I guess I am a hippie but there is no need to bash my blog and attack me personaly. I am a good guy once you get to know me. Also making fun of other people on my blog is a "no no." I think everyone who reads my blog did not see these posts. I think I got to them before any of my readers did. If you read them; please know I do not support anything that was said by those idiots. Nore do I like those comments.

Chicken And New Potatoes
INGREDIENTS: * 3 to 4 pounds chicken pieces * 1/4 cup vegetable oil * 1 clove garlic, crushed * 1 1/2 teaspoons salt * 1/4 teaspoon pepper * 1/2 cup chicken broth * 1 1/2 pounds small new potatoes * 2 to 4 tablespoons red wine, optional * 1 package (10 ounces) frozen green peas PREPARATION: Heat oil in heavy skillet over medium heat. Brown chicken on all sides. Pour off all but 2 tablespoons of the oil. Add garlic, salt, pepper, chicken broth, potatoes, and wine. Cover and simmer for 20 minutes. Add peas and simmer 10 minutes longer. Taste and season with more salt, if desired. Skillet chicken recipe serves 4.

Freinds Or Not ...??
this is to everyone on here im getin tierd of ppl adding me just to get there cherry points up ...thats kinda sad so if u are thinking of asking me to add u as a friend il only do that if u really intend to chat with me .. and if it ends up that we only talk 2 or 3 times il be removing u from my friends list ... ooo and by the way all he guys that look and rate my pics ... thats nice but just to let u know im not gay so would u pls stop with the comments about how i look thank u . and in a few days i will be taking off ppl that i havent talked to in a while and the way i see it they just added me to get there cherry points up ... kinda sad really who knows !!

Needs Fulfilled
Needs Fulfilled Nibble, nibble On my Ear Closer, closer Come over here. Softly, softly Touch me now Tease me, tease me I'll show you how. Slip your hand Between my thighs Listen to My gentle sighs. Bite me, bite me Oh, right there . . . Now lick me, lick me If you dare. Pinch me, pinch me White hot delight Stroke me, stroke me My sex takes flight. Now come inside Push harder still My slick wet heat Yours to fill. I want you now I'll need you then To take me to The top again.

The 3 Biggest Secrets Learned About Women
The 3 Biggest Secrets Learned About Women >The best education you can get about women and dating can be found here: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/ WHAT I'VE LEARNED ABOUT WOMEN... A lot of guys ask me to "sum up" what I've learned about women and dating. They want a "short course" in how to attract and meet women... and how to do it NOW. Here are three of the most important "keys" I've learned about women and attraction... summarized for you. 1) Attraction isn't a "conscious" process at all, and if you don't understand how it works, you could spend your whole life doing the wrong things and getting bad results. The WORST part about this idea to me is that most guys actually COULD be successful with women... with not that much extra effort in their lives. But they never will. They'll just walk through life thinking "Oh, well. Women just aren't attracted to me. I'm just not the kind of guy that women like.

Raining Again
It's raining again. Rain has been pouring down all week, just as the tears- and it is the only thing that comforts me. I lay alone here, in my room, and think of nothing else but you, to whom my heart WAS bound. A virtual recluse i have become, much like Emily Dickinson. Yes, the soul selects her own society, all right. My soul selected the wrong society. I look out my window, and my gaze falls upon the trees. trees that are bare, that will never grow, but still remain, just the same. I resemble these trees. And now i am numb to the world. Submission and subserviance. My, what fools women make of themselves. but society says we should be that way. Society. i hate society. i look out of the window again, and see nothing, and nothingness stares back at me. I SEE PAST THE WORLD'S COLORFUL DILLUSIONS AND PITIFUL LIES. And now i wait. i am waiting for a promise, waiting for a vow. my how stupid i've become. the rain continues to fall all around. it is filling the yard, drow

~~ Free 411 Calls ~~
Are you sick of paying over 1.00 each time you call up information to get a phone number? Did you know that you can call an 800 number for free to get the information? This works with both cell phones and land line phones too! You have to sit through a 15 second ad sometimes, but not always! cell-phone-info.com

What Every Kiss Means!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what a kiss means Body: Body: Kiss on the stomach = Im ready ~Kiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're together forever" ~Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything ~Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends" ~Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you" ~Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together" ~Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you" ~Kiss on the Lips = I like you" What the gesture means... ~Holding Hands = "we definitely like each other" ~Slap on the Butt = "That's mine" ~Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go" ~Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain like you" ~Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me" ~Arms around the Waist = "I like you too much to let go" ~Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you" --Advice-- Dont ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. --Requirements-- Post this again after reading!! Or you will have a bad year of Relati

Ever Wonder:
EVER WONDER: Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin? Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed? Why don't you ever see the headline "Psychic Wins Lottery"? Why is "abbreviated" such a long word? Why is it that doctors call what they do "practice"? Why is it that to stop Windows 98, you have to click on "Start"? Why is lemon juice made with artificial flavor, and dishwashing liquid made with real lemons? Why is the man who invests all your money called a broker? Why is the time of day with the slowest traffic called rush hour? Why isn't there mouse-flavored cat food? When dog food is new and improved tasting, who tests it? Why didn't Noah swat those two mosquitoes? Why do they sterilize the needle for lethal injections? You know that indestructible black box that is used on airplanes? Why don't they make the whole plane out of that stuff? Why don't sheep shrink when it rains? Why are they called

One Night At The Club
So I go to the club the other night and I am talking to friends haveing a few drinks having a good time and playing pool when I noticed this sultry older lady admiring my ass as I go to take my shots so I decide to amuse her by bending over even if I did not have to. We made eye contact a few times. I finally decided to go over and talk to her and she walks off. This happened not only once but twice. Yet she kept making eye contact and looking me up and down. I was not going to do this again yet it really intreagued me to want to talk to her, I guess its all about a game to her. Not real sure what she was thinking, but I was going to get to the bottom of it tonight. So I was keeping an eye on her for the rest of the evening which was not hard to do considering she was hot. Wearing a short red silky dress that screamed take me big boy! That's exactly what I was going to do. I later caught her at the bar ordering a drink and I offered to pay for it for her, and she gave me this bit (whil

The Goal
As I looked at my life I saw a shattered soul, to bring God here was my new goal. My heart was greatly torn. Has it been this way since I was born. I could not feel nothing at all, because most of the time I was hurt by yall. I need God to heal my heart, and make all my pains just brake apart. Your love has set me free, Thank you Lord now I can finally just be me. LaKesha Lennie Edmay Meaux Copyright ©2007 LaKesha Lennie Edmay Meaux

Monotony As A Form Of Escape.
Bored, apathetic, and borderline listless, I start my days. The only brightness in an otherwise drab gray day is my wife, but when she is away its like sitting at a symphony that playing one tune in a constant tone, Flatline. mildly irratating? yes. However the pain rates as a mild windburn, hovering just slightly beyond my notice. This is my sanctuary, the sanctum of mediocrity, my fortress of banality. I enjoy it. Why? Life is Drama and Energy, like all vices you CAN have too much of it. Passion drains, so this is my solace, my reprieve. Yeah I know this is wierd, but its security for my sanity at any rate.

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 131 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Being Bored
Hey girls and guys.. I had to wake up at 4 this morning bc my husband had to be at work by 5 and I couldnt go back to sleep!! Doesnt that just suck! So I'm just on this website uploading photos and listening to music.. If anyone wants to see my myspace page the addy is www.myspace.com/amandaandcharles enjoy!!!! Oh and I love Charles! Hehehhehehhe...

A Story For You
We're in the mall...you have drug me along to help you find the perfect dress that you need for an upcoming event....we look through rack after rack of dresses..looking for that perfect dress... you glance over between the racks and there I am trying so very hard to look interested...I have been such a good sport about the whole ordeal..You start to have pangs of guilt...so you quickly grab a few dresses and head towards the dressing room...I look up and you wiggle your finger for me to follow....as you enter the dressing room doorway you quickley scan the area No one is in site...you grab my hand and pull me through the doorway and push me into a dressing room....what in the world are you doing I ask? "It's reward time" you answer "you have been such a sport about this I think you deserve a little something".....my face lights up as you roughly push you against the back wall and begin to unbuckle my belt...but what is someone comes in I whisper....shhhhhh, you answer just enjoy t

Cherry Lovers
Hey mad hot cherries just blogging to say thanks for all the adds,comments and visits to my page and i hope 2007 will be a great new year to u all lots of loves and cherry kisses to u all xxx juicywetlips (mel) xxx MySpace Tweaks, MySpace Layouts, MySpace Images and more!

Saddened Lullaby. (i Can't Find A Happy One Yet, So There! :p )
Haha I couldn't find a happy one for you yet but this is a lullaby I wrote. It had music and everything. *** A lonesome road to wander. A saddened Lullaby. Close your eyes and drift tae slumber, Me wee lass do not cry. A thunder clap, a haunting tap, lightning flashing by Do not wake from ye blissful nap, listen to me saddened lullaby. Though the days be long, this haunting song might aid me love to sleep. Give all ye woe's, the the troubles ye know unto daylight to keep. Thee Angels are protecting ye and keeping ye from harm. All the stars that paint thee bonny sky twinkle fer me bairn The moon is snug within the arms of it's loving mother sky. And the angels sprinkle faerie dust upon me baby's eyes This lonesome road it tis not long, Though this lullaby be sad Soon me lass she will awake and tell me of the dreams she's had So drift away and slumber, close ye tired eyes and go to sleep me lassy While I sing this Saddened Lullaby. ** 1998 I believe **

Graft
Tin can lid skin graft, artistic slash craft Hiding in marsh land miasmas Exploding with the crescendo Unbent dissention into molestation Raven’s cravings, salacious drainings Depraved sacrifice, sacrificing to depravity Submit to the altar of surreality Bathe in the blood of the travesty Admire the tapestry Drag happy feet across broken glass Grace and class will pass a crass glance And get away with it Make a day of it, play with it Have your way with it Wrap me up in fleece Real friends don’t say please, they don’t even ask But no one is up to task of being taken from Only taking It’s so hot, I’m baking Sweat sliding down my back Worked into a frenzy Plenty of empty to share Knives march in pairs

Irrational
Why not? I tried being rational nad all it got me was a headache. I've noticed that if I'm irrational then things tend to work out, like telling the guys at the Spirint store if they didn't give me my phone I was going to make the store a driv-through. It's great being a natural redhead...

Website
heres the addy for my baby's website page we keep for her since her death. it helps us to keep her memories alive as well as a place to vent our feelings sometimes too. lol... visit if you dare! lol.... http;//www.caringbridge.org/wv/elizabethkeene/ visit it sometime when you think you feel up to it..lol..... you might have to copy and paste to browser to go there.

Don't Let This Cover Fool Ya
Don't Let This Cover Fool Ya Don't let this cover fool ya To the treasures held inside If you give yourself a chance You will find them by and by A heart of gold lies within The container that you see Full of hope and joy and love So many emotions within me Inisde my brain, so full of life Lie many, many facets Packed with memories and knowledge Things I consider my assets Inside my soul lies a passion An ever burning fire Imaginative, playful, caring and bold The essence of desire So many diffrent aspects Are held within this shell They make me who I am Look real close, you can tell So do not judge the person you see By the body in which I reside Get to know WHO I am And discover the treasures hidden inside

01/05/06
So cherries this week my wife and I have finally spoke about what the future holds, she indicated that she wants to get divorced, this actually made me feel relieved, because up till this week I wanted to make this work (even tho I had retained an attorney) She actually wants an uncontested divorced is willing to take on all the debt that she got us in (I really did not have any debt, with exception of car loan, and of course the home mortgage) She is willing to buy me out of the house and pay me half of the equity we have in the house which is a nice chunck of change, she has also agreed to let me have 50% of the time with the baby, with a good schedule for me and of course most importanly the baby, the baby will be with me on Friday, Saturday and Sunday nights, and once every other week on Thursday nights. I now know what she wants to do and this lets me start thinking clearly, and I now know that I have to move on.

The Meeting. . .
It had been a long day at work and the fatigue and stress was starting to take it's toll. You finish up the paperwork and head for the door waving good night to your colleagues as you leave. On the drive home the exhaustion starts to hit you and you dream of the long, hot shower that awaits you when you get there. As you open the door to your apartment all is quiet. No one is home. You head straight to the shower, shed your clothes, step under the hot spray and feel the stress wash away with the water. All thought leaves your mind as you begin to relax and enjoy the peace and quiet and drift off into your own world amongst the steam and heat from the shower. The sound of the front door brings you back to reality. At least you think that's what it was. Zane, your flat mate, must be home. You turn off the water and step out of the shower, slowly drying yourself off and slipping on a pair of boxers. You head out of the bathroom in search of him. The quiet of the apartment is

For A Change Of Pace - An Original Song....
Kudos for this gal putting it on the line with her own original song -- instead of imitating other muscians. Actually, it is a good marketing ploy... I hope we can see more quality original (albeit not perfect) videos on youtube.com and other video sites. Don't you??? Here is another one on the piano....

Music About Cool T ;lil Rome And The Little Katrina Survivors
hello every body;my name is cool t and i play the key board;i'm from new orleans louisiana ;i'm a hurricane katrina survivors;i'm now living in houston texas with my 5 dauters and my grand baby;since i been in houston texas ;i been trying to fine a male or female producer to help me with my music;i have a cd with 4 of my dauters singing on it;my song is call pick your pants up boys;there is part 1 and part 2 to this song;on my other song ;i have lil rome rapping on it ;its call texas to louisiana stop the voilence;i hope to perform for all of my friends one day ;if i can get enough sales';i'm hoping to meat a female producer one day;since know male producer will come forward;i love to perform;all i need and that is for some one to come forward;all of my music is copy written;well i would like to thank every body for being a true friend;with losts of love cool t .you can email me at tyronebatesblack@yahoo.com or email me at the little katrina survivors .com@hotmail.com thank you.cool t;

Where Oh Where
im sorry but this isent an erotic tale you lust filled turds lol whats on my mind lately ..umm ive been having fucked up dreams about vampires ..gods in a lot of them to maybe im the chosen one maybe im the anti christ neither would surprise me you know most people dont believe in god and the devil .science is the new religion we,re all just rats in a cage seeking somthing.. fucking anything remind me im alive and talk to me through a window nothing changes nothing will shhh i hear a bell ding in the distance like an anciant indian war cry u cant kill my mind

Can't Let Go.
Hah, it'll all end someday like it or not. Anger never wins. I took a wrong turn, but I'll simply fade away, burn out, turn to dust. I'll go quietly into the night like a pussy. But I promise to annoy the fuck out of you ...forever.

Beneth The Surface
Streaming hair so soft and blonde, Is too complete for a respond. Jaws are dropped with a gaze, From her eyes all ablazed. Wings that are so cotton white, Make perfect seem so perfectly right. Too pure for us to simply hold, Like shiny, flawless, heavy gold. Gliding stride so full and long, Such like a gracious love song. Lyrics you may simply see, May not be understood fully. Underneath those ice blue eyes, She has herself completely disguised. Far from perfect is she yet, As she creates her dark silhouette.

Hunny Im Your Vampire
Ghost? Hunny, I'm your vampire, With sweet surrender and biting kiss, Ghost? Hunny, I'm your vampire. Look into my eyes, an endless abyss, A fire thriving in thine eyes? With a sweet surrender and biting kiss. Hunny, do you see me, I'm your lie, I have so many lies I have to tell A fire thriving in thine eyes? Smile broadly and you'll do well, In these dusty halls of Hell, I have so many lies I have to tell. Seduce you with my dark beauty to sell, Ghost? Hunny, I'm your vampire, In these dusty halls of Hell. Heat; full of a one time desire, Ghost? Hunny, I'm your vampire, What you lack, is what I desire.

Lady With A Wicked Tongue
Erotic was she, To bring men to beg and plead. Lady with the wicked tongue, Demons bore the words she sung. Wrapped in that scarlet dress, Her exquisite breasts open to caress. And voluptuous lips stained with sins glowing red, on her devilish grins. They came to her, Captured by, the gentle purr. With that cat like hex, Leaving rivers of blood on necks. She, with whitened fangs upon her grin, Crimson now dripping down her chin; Drying men of their marrow, So deadly, like of a poison tipped arrow. At time of shadows, she preys, Charming them with that Medusa gaze, Foolish men, old and young, That lady with, the wicked tongue.

Spirit Whispers
Body: I am the beauty in all you see but at times burdened in misery I am the joy and sadness in your heart... the pride and courage that sets you apart With words often felt but left unsaid I am the silent tears you shed I am the echoes in your memory golden treasures held close to me... I am joy, laughter and smiles with the bright energy of a child I am in your every thought and bear scars from battles fought I guide you with strength and care I am the given love you share I am reflections of what is your best I am the peace that brings you rest I am the strength and dignity you hold I am the reflection of your soul Invisible like vapors of air... Yet I am always there Our destinies are locked together I will be with you forever You will always feel me near as a soft whisper, I am here... I am all you think, feel and see I am what you make me to be I guide you in all that you do I am the spirit within you You are ever near it Do not fear

Electric Chair
Three women go down to Mexico one night, get drunk and wake up in jail, only to find that they are to be executed in the morning, though none of them can remember what they did the night before. The first one, a redhead, is strapped in the electric chair and is asked if she has any last words. She says, "I am from Grace University and believe in the almighty power of God to intervene on the behalf of the innocent." They throw the switch and nothing happens. They all immediately prostrate themselves; beg for her forgiveness, and release her. The second one, a brunette, is strapped in and gives her last words, "I am from the Creighton School of Law and I believe in the power of justice to intervene on the part of the innocent." They throw the switch and again, nothing happens. Again, they all immediately prostrate themselves; beg for her forgiveness, and release her. The last one, a blonde, is strapped in and says, "Well, I'm from the University of Alabama, Hu

Best Genie Story Ever
A Husband took his wife to play her first game of golf. Of course, the wife promptly hacked her first shot right through the window of the biggest house adjacent to the course. The husband cringed, "I warned you to be careful! Now we'll have to go up there, find the owner, apologize and see how much that drive is going to cost us." So the couple walked up to the house and knocked on the door. A warm voice said, "Come on in." When they opened the door they saw the damage that was done. Glass was all over the place, and a broken antique bottle was lying on its side near the pieces of window glass. A man reclining on the couch asked, "Are you the people that broke my window?" "Uh... yes sir. We're sure sorry about that," the husband replied. "Oh, no apology is necessary. Actually I want to thank you. You see, I'm a genie, and I've been trapped in that bottle for a thousand years. Now that you've released me, I'm allowed to grant three wishes. I'll give yo

My Husband And Son
My Husband is the love of my life. We have had our ups and downs. We have bben married for a year in Oct and we were apart on our ann. See he is Iraq and has been since Sept. Some of you may know him, he is also on here. I JUST NEED HIM TO KNOW THAT I LOVE HIM WITH EVERY PIECE OF ME. I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. HIM AND OUR SON ARE THE ONLY REASON I LIVE. SO HONEY IF YOU READ THIS I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND YOU AND OUR SON ARE MY WORLD.

Accident Prone Princess :p
Maaan.... Im so accident prone... I even hurt myself whilst SLEEPING... grrrrr... Woke up wif a big nasty bump on the back of my head.. God only knoes how it got there coz I aint got no walls round my bed :P and I think I WOULD remember if I hit my head if the result is such... oh well... Hope this year sweeps away all your misfortunes n blow in some luck ur way.. Take care :) xox

Fuck You Lucy
Leave me never would you, if you should could I live She said that she still wants a friendship She cant live her life without me as a friend I cant figure out why I'd give a damn to what she wants I dont understand the now before the then Most of this garbage I write That these people seem to like Is about you And how I let you infect my life And if they got to know you I doubt that they would see it They'd wonder what i showed you How you could leave it A friend in Chicago said that I should stay persistant If I stay around, im bound to break resistance Fuck you lucy for defining my existance Fuck you and your differences Ever since I was a young lad With a part time dad It was hard to find happiness inside of what I had I studied my mother I digested her pain And vowed no woman on my path would have to walk the same Travel like sound across the fate ladder I travel with spoon to mix this cake batter And i travel with feels so i can deal with touch It

Going Through Customs
A distinguished young woman on a flight from Switzerland asked the Priest beside her, "Father, may I ask a favor?" "Of course. What May I do for you?" "Well, I bought an expensive electronic hairdryer that is well over The customs limits and I'm afraid they'll confiscate it. Is there anyway you could carry it through Customs for me? Under your robes Perhaps?" "I would love to help you, dear, but I must warn you: I will not Lie." "With your honest face, Father, no one will question you." When they got to Customs, she let the priest go ahead of her. The official asked, "Father, do you have anything to declare?" "From the top of my head down to my waist, I have nothing to declare." The official thought this answer strange, so asked, "And what do you Have to declare from your waist to the floor?" "I have a marvelous Little instrument designed to be used on a woman, but which is, to Date, unused." Roaring with laughter, the official said "Go ahead, Father." N

Today At Therapy
WHILE ALAN WAS DOING THERAPY TODAY. THE CHECK IN LADY (KIM) CAME TO ME AND TOLD ME THAT A LADY HAD CALLED HER LAST WEEK ABOUT ALAN. SHE HAD SAID SHE WANTED TO HELP PAY FOR ALANS THERAPY.KIM TOLD HER THAT IT HAD NOT BEEN BILLED YET. WELL THE LADY ASKED IF SHE COULD MAKE A DONATION, AND ONCE AGAIN KIM WAS LOST AS WHAT TO TELL HER. SO SHE SUGGESTED HER LEAVING HER NAME, AND SHE DID NOT WANT TO DO THAT. SO KIM TOLD HER JUST TO CALL BACK EVERYDAY TILL SHE COULD TALK TO ME. ANYWAY SHE SAID THE LADY KEEPS CALLING HER BACK. WELL WHEN SHE TOLD ME THAT TODAY I COULD NOT HELP IT BUT A FEW TEARS WENT DOWN MY FACE. I HAVE NO CLUE WHO WOULD CALL ABOUT ALAN. NO ONE KNOWS WHERE I TAKE HIM TO THERAPY AT. AND I DONT BELIEVE IT WAS MENTIONED ON THE NEWS, WHEN THEY DID A STORY ON HIM. IT IS JUST SO AMAZING THE WORKS OF THE LORD.AND HOW HE BRINGS PEOPLE INTO OUR LIVES IN SOME WAY OR ANOTHER. SO I GAVE KIM THE INFORMATION FOR HER TO GIVE THE LADY. I HAVE NO IDEA WHO IT WAS, BUT I TRULY THANK HER. ANYWAY I J

June = Lust
JANUARY=PIMP Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Attractive personality.Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly and stays loyal to them. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Understanding. Fun to be around.Ambitious.Unpredictable.Caring and loving. Romantic on the inside not outside. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.. FEBRUARY=SMARTS Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily bu

Popping The Cherry...lol
Hi all, I just got my account today,and new to this, so hope this goes thru ok..lol..To all that are joining me on here..love yas alot..and to those that I will meet while on here..can't wait...and Sassy..you rock mama...glad that I have finally met u and that you make my bro happy...Love ya!!!

Guy's Are Assholes
i ment this guy and his name is paul..and he is 26 and has 3 kids.....witch i didnt mind i was seeing him for 2 weeks...and he's really nice he tells me everyday how pretty i am..and just the other day he was tellin me that he wanted to take me out anywhere i wanted to go and take me shoping and shit like that.....and i was thinkin to myself "man this is to good to be ture"cuz this guy is to nice and every guy i have dated has been mean to me and just treated me like shit.....and he treated me so good and he makes me feel good and so i thoght that he that maybe he's the one for me!!!well anyways it was goin on 3 weeks for me and him and the one day i get a call from my cousin amanda!!!and i was tellin her everything paul told me on how he wants to take me shopin and shit like that...and then shes like " Oh so paul didnt tell you!!" i was like "Umm paul didnt tell me what??"shes like "Ummm well this is what Jay told me..umm paul's married!!" and i was like "WHAT!!! are you fuckin kid

Top 25 Simpsons Guest Appearances
yeah I know 2nd blog with nothing original 25. Glenn Close: Mother Simpson 24. Aerosmith: Themselves 23. The Hullapalooza Performers: Peter Frampton, Smashing Pumpkins, Cypress Hill and Sonic Youth as themselves 22. Tito Puente: Himself 21. James Taylor: Himself 20. The Cast of Cheers: Sam Malone, Woody, Carla, Cliff, Norm 19. Mel Gibson: Himself 18. Spinal Tap: David St. Hubbins, Nigel Tufnel, Derek Smalls 17. The Pro Baseball Players in "Homer at the Bat": Roger Clemens, Wade Boggs, Ken Griffey Jr., Steve Sax, Ozzie Smith, José Canseco, Don Mattingly, Darryl Strawberry, Mike Scioscia and Terry Cashman as themselves. 16. Stephen Hawking: Himself 15. The Ramones: Themselves 14. Johnny Cash: Coyote 13. Elizabeth Taylor: Maggie Simpson 12. Ron Howard: Himself 11. Leonard Nimoy: Himself 10. The Beatles: Ringo Starr, George Harrison, and Paul McCartney as themselves 9. John Waters: John

Update On Me
Well, it's time to update all my blogs. I typically type out one entry and put the same thing on each of my webpages, so if you've read one of my blogs, you've likely read them all. So anyone that has links to more than one of my pages, don't feel the need to read the blog update on each page, lol. Well, for those that don't know, I've been sick as all holy hells since early November. Having a hard time keeping food down, severe stomach pain, throwing up, yeah, it's been great fun. We've now done blood work, I got the dignity of peeing in a cup, an ultrasound, and an endoscopy. Joy. Well, I now apparently know what gallstones feel like. I got back to the doc in 2 weeks, if I can last until then, to find out if they are going to do the surgery to remove it. I say let them take the thing since I don't really need it anyways. Other than that, things are going well. I'll be taking a trip to Chapel Hill on the 25th. Also for those that don't know, I go down there about every 3 months

"truths About Friendship"( Something To Think About)
Dictonary Definitions: Loyal is defined as: Faithful to a person, ideal, custom, cause, or duty. Friend is defined as: A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts. Word Origin: To know the history of the modern word for friend in english, we have to go back a millennium before we see the verb related to friend. At that time, frond, the Old English word for "friend," was simply the present participle of the verb fron, "to love." My opinion: A loyal friend is the one that stayed by your side for no other reason, but to love you as a person. Quotes: "Friendship should be surrounded with ceremonies and respects, and not crushed into corners. Friendship requires more time than poor busy men can usually command." - Ralph Waldo Emerson "Friendship is never established as an understood relation.... It is a miracle which requires constant proofs. It is an exercise of the purest imagination and the rarest faith." - Henry David Thoreau "In true friendship, in which I am expert,

Gemini Twin
It sounds to me Like you must have met The other guy In my head The one Who is not really there He is charming And compelling But still is just a myth Everyone seems To love him I would love To meet him myself But he only shows up When I am not around Or I am being Somebody else

Vaseline
A man doing market research for the Vaseline Company knocked at the door and was greeted by a young woman with three small children running around at her feet. "I'm doing some research for Vaseline. Have you ever used the product? " She said, "Yes. My husband and I use it all the time." "If you don't mind my asking," he said, "what do you use it for? "We use it for sex," she said. The researcher was a little taken aback. "Usually people lie to me and say they use it on a child's bicycle chain or to help with a gate hinge. But, in fact, I know that most people do use it for sex. I admire you for your honesty. Since you've been so frank so far, can you tell me exactly HOW you use it for sex?" The woman said, "I don't mind telling you at all. ( Another Great One)......LMAO My husband and I put it on the doorknob and it keeps the kids out."

Wow Bush Is On A Roll
RE: Bush would be granted the money and more power to "Surge" ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Anti-NWODate: Jan 9 2007 9:07 AM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: ThirdEyeWideDate: Jan 9 2007 7:47 AMThink about this...If another "terrorist attack" were to happen, Bush would be granted the money and more power to "Surge" into Iraq with an additional 20,000 troups. Could it be possible that these seemingly innocent "smells" that have yet to be explained nor have we found the source to are in fact "tests" to determine the affected area of a biological attack? [MSNBC] Mayor: Gas smell across NYC not dangerous[MSNBC] New York's mystery odor harks to earlier smell[CNN] Mystery smell settles over Manhattan[MSNBC] Gas smell hospitalizes 7 in New Jersey ======================================================= RE: The missing photograph they don't want you to see.... ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Presi

Women V's Men
Silent Treatment A man and his wife were having some problems at home and were giving each other the silent treatment. Suddenly, the man realized that the next day, he would need his wife to wake him at 5:00 AM for an early morning business flight. Not wanting to be the first to break the silence (and LOSE), he wrote on a piece of paper, "Please wake me at 5:00 AM " He left it where he knew she would find it. The next morning, the man woke up, only to discover it was 9:00 AM and he had missed his flight. Furious, he was about to go and see why his wife hadn't wakened him, when he noticed a piece of paper by the bed. The paper said, "It is 5:00 AM. Wake up." Men are not equipped for these kinds of contests. WIFE VS. HUSBAND A couple drove down a country road for several miles, not saying a word. An earlier discussion had led to an argument and neither of them wanted to concede their position. As they passed a barnyard of mules, g

Please God, I’m Only 17
As my son is turning 17 and finally getting his license, I remember a very good friend who was killed in a car accident at the age of 17. At his funeral, the family had a pamphlet laying out with the following for all his friends to take home and remember Craig. Please God, I’m only 17 The day I died was an ordinary school day. How I wish I had taken the bus! But I was too cool for the bus. I remembered how I wheedled the car out of Mom. “Special favor,” I pleaded, “all the kids drive.” When the 2:50 bell rang, I threw all my books in the locker. I was free until 8:40 tomorrow morning! I ran to the parking lot, excited at the thought of driving a car and being my own boss. FREE! It doesn’t matter how the accident happened. I was goofing off -- going too fast. Taking crazy chances. But I was enjoying my freedom and having fun. The last thing I remember was passing an old lady who seemed to be going awfully slow. I heard the deafening crash and felt a terrific jolt. Glass an

Democrat Tax Plan Explained
If you don't understand the Democrats' version of tax refunds, maybe this will help explain it: 50,000 people go to a baseball game, but the game was rained out. A refund was then due. The team was about to mail refunds when a group of Congressional Democrats stopped them and suggested that they send out the ticket refunds based on the Democrat National Committee's interpretation of fairness. Originally the refunds were to be paid based on the price each person had paid for the tickets. Unfortunately that meant most of the refund money would be going to the ticket holders that had purchased the most expensive tickets. This, according to the DNC, is considered totally unfair. A decision was then made to pay out the refunds in this manner: People in the $10 seats will get back $15. After all, they have less money to spend on tickets to begin with. Call it an "Earned Income Ticket Credit." Persons "earn" it by having few skills, poor work habits, and low ambition, thus keep

4 Ice Cubes (written While Staring At A Tripple Of Appleton On Ice)
There is a chill in my breath as I hold an ice cube between my teeth Spread your ass and push it against your bud of sensitivity A wonderful game of trying to relax muscles while you’re shivering Allow it to work its way in and trickle through you Do you feel refreshed as it melts inside of you? Roll over on your back as I get ice cube number two That I put to good use, erecting those attention grabbing nipples If you call them glasscutters, I say diamonds are my best friend And after the ice cube has gone my tongue will bend As it passes against those stiffened peaks of nerves I feel you surge Ice cube three, spread your pink Let me cool down your desire, your flameless fire Part your lips in a smoldering smile This piece of ice doesn’t last long against your crease Soon it’s just another wet spot on the sheet I think you may be a hot as me As I enter you in a vain attempt to burn out an ever-present heat Take this last ice cube, and use it on me

My Truth...
I am exceptional and I am nothing. I'm not tall or short, fat or thin, ugly or beautiful. I am sweet and cruel, quiet and loud, shy and outgoing. I am simple and complex. I will love you with all my heart while I make you cry. When you make me cry, I will love you more. I will make you my world today and tomorrow you will not exist. I will always want you, but never need you. I will tell you the truth to hide the lies. I will always believe you but I will never trust you. I tell you to trust me and not trust in myself. I will be your best friend and your worst enemy...I have always been my own worst enemy.

System Of The Down - Byob
SYSTEM OF A DOWN LYRICS "B.Y.O.B." WHY DO THEY ALWAYS SEND THE POOR! Barbarisms by Barbaras With pointed heels. Victorious, victories kneel. For brand new spankin' deals. Marching forward hypocritic And hypnotic computers. You depend on our protection, Yet you feed us lies from the table cloth. La la la la la la la la la, Everybody’s going to the party have a real good time. Dancing in the desert blowing up the sunshine. Kneeling roses disappearing, Into Moses’ dry mouth, Breaking into Fort Knox, Stealing our intentions, Hangars sitting dripped in oil, Crying FREEDOM! Handed to obsoletion, Still you feed us lies from the table cloth. La la la la la la la la la, Everybody’s going to the party have a real good time. Dancing in the desert blowing up the sunshine. Everybody’s going to the party have a real good time. Dancing in the desert blowing up the sunshine. Blast off, it's party time, And we don't live in a fascist nation, Blast off, it's part

My Sexual I.q.
You have a sexual IQ of 134 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Canadian Governmet
so its offical my government is useless. the hospital put me on medical EI (employment insuince) since i lost my job due to my guts falling apart and yes they really are falling apart. and today i get a call from the goverment saying my medical has been denied. like that the fuck is up with that im 22 and could be dieing for anyone knows the hospital cant figure out whats wrong or how to stop it i used to be 180lbs a few months ago and now i am down to 139 and still droping andthe government is not willing to help. if you ask me there is somthing wrong there

Proud Service Men And Women Contest
Proud Soldier ContestLadies and Gentlemen this is your chance to prove to all the Cherries that you are Proud to be a soldier and to represent your branch of Service. Still Taking Nominations the contest has started. Rules Fully clothed...Sorry!!!. Males or females are welcomed. Show your pride. You may comment bomb yourself This will be based on comments because some people do not know how to play fair. Submit link to your picture in a private Message to me RedMex ~THE Dark CHICANA Queen of The RedMex Family@ CherryTAP This contest will begin now and will end 1-18-07 at 12 midnight...(subject to change).... Check here for pics of the Proud Soldiers Proud Service Men and Women If you want to still enter and think you can catch up to the rest message me. Prizes 1st Place 2nd place 3rd place Good Luck to all as always RedMex THE dark Chicana Queen of RedMex Family

Nail In The Fence
There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said, you have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this on

Why Men Suck....
Ok, in the past couple of days i have had too many people (all men BTW) telling me how I should feel.... Ok, it's pissing me off... Ok guys, accept the fact, I REALLY LIKE SCOTT!!! He is not in my boyfriend, in real life.... i added him as my cherry boyfriend, because i do like him so much.... i am the reason he signed up... get over yourselves... I have had so many people telling me why i shouldn't like him, why i shouldn't date him, that i am a liar for saying I was single, which i am, newsflash.... he hasn't asked me to be his girlfriend, he doesn't want anything that serious with me just yet... Not saying I don't want to, because I really do... but we're taking things slow... he didn't start talking to me by saying "wow, you're hot wanna fuck?" It was nice sweet things... he got to know me... he is intelligent, smart, sweet, funny, romantic, USES PROPER GRAMMER, which is my bigest pet peeve, people who can't use proper grammer, or spell correctly. I understand TYPE-Os. I make the

Am Pissed Off
ok I had to block a person for being crazy...look I am not a bytch but I will be one if you constintly push yourself on me thats a big no no...its really creepy when a guy starts planning on moving out to where you are when yet you just met no more then 2 days ago and bugging to have you look at their privet pics woooow theres something obviously wrong with you when you get all pissed off at the person cause they said no and was polite about it...frick I got kids and I aint gonna be looking at nude pics with my kids around thats just disrespectful....and what pisses me off is that there is no need for name calling I am not in elementery school here just because I dont wanna look at mens privet pics doesnt mean Im gay and there is nothing wrong with being gay or bi(seems to me you have a big issue with that get help from a head dr guy they are human just like you)...I am not going to allow one stupid nut job push me around and think sorry is gonna cut it...nope you push me and I push ri

It's Time
I don't need him in my life anymore. I had a lot of time to myself to think about it. And a lot of my friends tellin' me that I don't need him either. Since he has the thought of me not carin' or lovin' him so deep into his mind, that he won't believe me. So be it, I'm movin' on. I know I can do better. Apparently he already has moved on, so it's my turn to do it as well. And if he don't want to be my friend anymore, tha's his fault not mine.

This Should Be Posted In All Schools!!
Love him or hate him, he sure hits the nail on the head with this! To anyone with kids of any age, here's some advice. Bill Gates recently gave a speech at a High School about 11 things they did not and will not learn in school. He talks about how feel-good, politically correct teachings created a generation of kids with no concept of reality and how this concept set them up for failure in the real world. Rule 1 : Life is not fair - get used to it! Rule 2 : The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself. Rule 3 : You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both. Rule 4 : If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss. Rule 5 : Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called i t opportunity. Rule 6 : If you mess up

Heartbreak
Wednesday, November 15, 2006 Heartbreak Current mood: disappointed Category: Romance and Relationships Heart break can come in many forms but for those that are looking for someone honest to be friends with or maybe even to share life with, sometimes it comes from out of nowhere when you least expect it. What is a heart break: Heart break is when you build a friendship with someone and ask for honesty and trust, and they promise to be truthful and you find out the foundation you built with that person is built on lies and myths. Heart Break is when you believe your giving your heart to an honest person, only to find out they are just a big player in game of things. Heart Break is when you know they are lying and you go to them and give them the opportunity to come clean, only to realize your just a pawn and they are still playing the game. Heart Break is knowing he is saying the exact same thing to her that he says to you and you realize your aren't

Your Guardian Angel The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus Lyrics
Ok I know I could have just put this in y stash but... I didnt feel like it, I was driving home from class today flipping through songs/c.ds and I figure... what the hell I bought this one but really have only listened to 1 song (facedown) So I listen to the rest of it and this song caught my attention, Finally I had to stop the car just to break down... so here it is, i trying to get the song for my page so u can actually hear it. Artist: The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus Album: Don't You Fake It Year: 2006 Title: Your Guardian Angel When I see your smile Tears run down my face I can't replace And now that I'm strong I have figured out How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven It's okay. It's okay. It's okay. Seasons are changing And waves are crashing And stars are

Lover Of Mine
Why do I feel like I'm losing you Will it ever become what I've always wanted it to You tell me I'm the lucky one, how can you say that When it breaks my heart to see another woman with you Oh lover of mine When it hurts so bad, I wanna hold you in my arms Make me feel like you wanna be a lover of mine After we've said all there is to say Am I still in your heart or am I just in your way My desire for you is running wild, jealousy, dangerous kind When I see you looking at another woman that way Please set me free or give me a reason for trying to keep it alive There is no need for us to be lonely Give me some kind of hope, I'm walking a fine line Make me feel like you wanna be a lover of mine

Poem
Why must I be what you want me to be? What the hell happened to ME? I gave up a life to be with you, Now you say that we are through! I hear your words say one thing, but I'm not listening. You say you care, I think you have been unfair! So I move on! Thank Goodness now you are gone!!

Conclusion
After a conversation with someone that I hold dear last night. I've decided that I am going to start a new life for me. The one that I want and will be proud to live. I know it will be hard and I will take it step by step. I just want to make people happy and I can't do that being a drama magnet. Yes I know that things are hard and there will always be drama but there a better ways to deal with it then I was. I want to be happy and I have a lot to work on. I found myself staring at beautiful art and smiling and actually reading with a curiosity of real interest. I'm going to improve myself because I want to for me. Hello my name is Beth I'm 21 years old and bad things have happened to me, but thats in the past and everybody is happy. That includes me.

~~tattoo Contest Updates New Guy~~
~ Tattoo Contest Updates ~ 1st Place is...... with 1729 comments 2nd Place is...... with 539 comments 3rd Place is...... with 498 comments 4th Place is...... with 314 comments 5th Place is...... with 53 comments 6th Place is...... with 24 comments 7th Place is...... with 17 comments 8th Place is...... with 7 comments 9th Place is...... with 7 comments 10th Place is...... with 3 comments 11 th place...... with 1 comment Good Luck to everyone! maria

The Explanation
A wife arrived home from a shopping trip and was shocked to find her husband in bed with a lovely young woman. Just as she was about to storm out of the house, her husband called out "Perhaps you should hear how all this came about..." I was driving home on the highway when I saw this young woman looking tired and bedraggled. I brought her home and made her a meal from the roast beef you had forgotten about in the fridge. She was barefooted so I gave her your good sandals, which you had discarded because they had gone out of style. She was cold so I gave her the sweater, which I bought for you for your birthday but you never wore because the color didn't suit you. Her pants were torn, so I gave her a pair of your jeans, which were perfectly good, but too small for you now. "Then just as she was about to leave, she asked, 'Is there anything else your wife doesn't use anymore ?',"

Greatest
So yeah today anthony and i we're having sex, the house was empty and all quiet. So we never even payed attention. The next thing we knew my mom opend the door and was like oh sorry, then do you know where my husband is. We said sleeping. Lmfao. I busted up laughing and couldnt stop. It was the funniest thing ever < 3 So i havent been on much. And the reason is Anthony

Nevermind.
A couple steps forward, a couple steps back, shuffling feet, a few tacky side-steps... It's like the cha-cha only I'm underdressed for dancing. And now I feel like a moron (again) and I'm going to sleep (again).

Saints Vs Eagles
Since the Eagles game last week... everyone has been asking me ... "who are you rooting for?" (im origionally from Philly... but i dont like the eagles... my poppop raised me right.. im a Steelers girl lol...) ... sigh... i honestly dont care... Yes it is great that New Orleans is getting some good attention and that people are coming to visit... GREAT.... .... it just sucks because im gonna have to bartend during the game... ... right off bourbon street... with the drunks... my regulars..... the tourists ... and the crack heads.. .......... so how many am i going to be throwing out? ... ::duh duh duh:: ............ stay tuned for the conclusion ...

I Hate The Da's Office
Lord forbid that I had to go back to the DA's office ever again. I had to go to court last year and deal with for a POM, which by the way was drop in Willco. Thank GOD! But I got a call a few days ago about a case from seven years ago, that I thought was droped. WRONG! I check my voice mail and the guy on the other line says "Hey this is C&*#!. I am with the DA's office I need you to call me back as soon as you get a chance." I'm starting to think. WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO NOW. SHIT. I called him, just to be told I need you to come to the office, we need to talk in person about this case. Shit I dont want to do this. Well I went. We talked. I left. Just so I fucking come back a week later. I tell you what even when I'm not in trouble, that place still scares the crap out of me. Don't get me wrong i like our goverment for the most part. But when you got a bunch of politcal assholes walking around with guns and you cant bring one in with you it gets kinda scary.

Poem For M'love
Visions of diamond rings Lie broken on the floor Shatterred by your careless heart I tried, but I can't take anymore Foolish heart of mine to love u Believing your words, empty promises Alone, by myself, That is all I have left The vaccuum inside me, empty, and hurt Wishing for what could've been When u told me i was worth it Told me i was wonderful, beautiful, and loved How can it be true? When I am never good enough. But u, u r all I ever wanted Would do anything for u Was by your side, held u while u cried And forever more I will always love u.

Where To Live..
You can live in Phoenix, Arizona where.... 1. You are willing to park 3 blocks away because you found shade. 2. You can drive for 4 hours in one direction and never leave town. 3. You have over 100 recipes for Mexican food. 4. You know that "dry heat" is comparable to what hits you in the face when you open your oven door. 5. The 4 seasons are: tolerable, hot, really hot, and ARE YOU KIDDING ME??!! You can Live in California where... 1. You make over $250,000 and you still can't afford to buy a house. 2. The fastest part of your commute is going down your driveway. 3. You know how to eat an artichoke. 4. You drive your rented Mercedes to your neighborhood block party. 5. When someone asks you how far something is, you tell them how long it will take to get there rather than how many miles away it is. 6. The 4 seasons are: Fire, Flood, Mud, and Drought You can Live in New York City where... 1. You can get into a four-hour argument about how to get from Columbus Circ

Slogans For Womans Shirts
Slogans for Womans Shirts 1. So many men, so few who can afford me. 2. God made us sisters; Prozac made us friends. 3. If they don't have chocolate in heaven, I ain't going. 4. At my age, I've seen it all, done it all, heard it all...I just can't remember it all. 5. My Mother is a travel agent for guilt trips. 6. Princess, having had sufficient experience with princes, seeks frog. 7. Coffee, chocolate, men . . . Some things are just better rich. 8. Don't treat me any differently than you would the Queen. 9. If you want breakfast in bed, sleep in the kitchen. 10. Dinner Is ready when the smoke alarm goes off. 11. It's hard to be nostalgic when you can't remember anything. 12. I'm out of estrogen-and I have a gun. 13. Guys have feelings too. But like...who cares? 14. Next mood swing: 6 minutes. 15. I hate everybody...and you're next. 16. And your point is...? 17. I used to be schizophrenic, but we're OK now. 18. Warning: I have an attitude and I know how to use it

A Mother Asks??
Best explanation I have ever seen--- Cindy Sheehan asked President Bush, "Why did my son have to die in Iraq?" Another mother asked President Kennedy, "Why did my son have to die in Viet Nam?" Another mother asked President Truman, "Why did my son have to die in Korea? Another mother asked President F. D. Roosevelt, "Why did my son have to die at Iwo Jima?" Another mother asked President W. Wilson, "Why did my son have to die on the battlefield of France?" Yet another mother asked President Lincoln, "Why did my son have to die at Gettysburg?" And yet another mother asked President G. Washington, "Why did my son have to die near Valley Forge?" Then long, long ago, a mother asked, "Heavenly Father, why did my son have to die on a cross outside of Jerusalem?" The answers to all these are similar -- "that others may have life and dwell in peace, happiness and freedom." IF YOU DON'T STAND BEHIND OUR TROOPS, PLEASE, FEEL FREE TO STAND IN FRONT OF THE

New Pictures
I have added a new photo album..Its called "dedicated to my "family""...In it are images that I've found, that remind me of the few of you that have been lucky enough to have come into my family...A handful of you, I've known since before CherryTap existed...and I will care about you and love you forever. The few of you that are in my family list that I just met on CherryTap...You all are awesome..and I hope that we stay friends for a VERY long time.

Epic Of Gilgamesh Part Ii
He heeded his father's advice. The trapper went off to Uruk, he made the journey, stood inside of Uruk, and declared to ... Gilgamesh: "There is a certain fellow who has come from the mountains-- he is the mightiest in the land, his strength is as mighty as the meteorite(?) of Anu! He continually goes over the mountains, he continually jostles at the watering place with the animals, he continually plants his feet opposite the watering place. I was afraid, so I did not go up to him. He filled in the pits that I had dug, wrenched out my traps that I had spread, released from my grasp the wild animals. He does not let me make my rounds in the wilderness!" Gilgamesh said to the trapper: "Go, trapper, bring the harlot, Shamhat, with you. When the animals are drinking at the watering place have her take off her robe and expose her sex. When he sees her he will draw near to her,

Big Bad Wolf...
big bad wolf... i see you watching me, piercing predator eyes, orbs of fire not hesitant, too unsympathetically seizing your prey. i feel the mind heat of your steady gaze, as inch by slow inch, you mentally undress me, touch and kiss every bare part, grasping with your mouth, and pulling me into your den, where i'll be devoured, by the fire of your desire. i know i can't fight your power. should i run? cry wolf? i feel the masculine magnetism of a man who knows, how to get what he wants and i know you will, without any small doubt, get it from me, if i let you get close enough.. all my defenses are going, going, gone, and i find myself no longer apprehensive of apprehension.. i know how treacherous a big bad wolf can be.. i know you will have me, all of me, if i don't make an effort now to get away from your hypnotic blue eyes of the wild should i run, cry wolf? naaaaaah... dg

Beautiful Angel
Beautiful angel up above watchin over me, keep me safe and protect me from all the harm you see. Wrap your arms around me and warm me withyour love, and watch me go throughout my day as you sit in the clouds above. Help me be kind and caring in everything I do, and always show to others that my love is true. Comfort and embrace me whenever times get bad, and wipe the tears from my face whenever I am sad. Give me courage to stand up for myself and fight; and help others to see when somethings not quite right. Guide me down the right path when I don't know what to do; with your love and support I know I'll make it through. I praise you beautiful angel and shower you with love; and I know you'll always protect me even from above. Copyright © 2004 - DisturbedGaPeach79

Cold And Dead On This Floor / Waking Up Under Water
Drunken misuse of my soul. Battery to my heart - torn open. Another day another waste of flesh. Sitting quietly, locked away from the day. Chocking on the regrets I have piled upon the filthy floor. Mice chew away the straps, only to be free in this confinment. Hollow and brused, Drama of my aging contempt. In my ears I can hear my heart beat still. Still as the night before. Nothing ever disturbs this nothingness. Dont u have the key? Pick the lock if u can. The one to my inner-self. Inner self loathing. This is my lament. I.R.M. 01/14/06 Like a headache with a drowning emotion. Deeper into the pain filled pool of blood. Thick and viscus cover me like the hand of the Devil. Holding me down and pulling me up. Teach me the lessons of life in death. No more. I was fucked before I even opened my eyes. Cast out and raped with every thing in doubt. Know that I have lived this so that my children will know what is to come. Nothing can protect you now. Fucke

Walnut Chicken Breasts
Chicken breasts baked in foil packets with a bread crumb and walnut dressing mixture. INGREDIENTS: * 4 boneless chicken breast halves * lemon juice * 6 tablespoons melted butter * 3 cups bread crumbs, toasted * 1/3 cup finely chopped onion * 1/2 cup chopped celery * 2 teaspoons parsley flakes * 3/4 cup chopped walnuts * 1/2 teaspoon seasoned salt * seasoned salt and pepper PREPARATION: Mix together bread crumbs, half of the melted butter, onion, celery, parsley, walnuts, 1/2 teaspoon seasoned salt, and enough water to moisten. Lay out 4 squares of aluminum foil, double thickness, and butter generously. Make a mound of stuffing on each buttered square of foil then place on baking sheet. Brush both sides of the chicken with lemon juice then with the remaining butter. Sprinkle with salt and pepper. Fold foil up over the chicken to make individual package. Bake at 350° for 40 minutes. Open packages to expose chicken and bake 15 mi

Wrote For A Friend "carl"
Weather This weather is perfect for sitting in, With a lover, Holding each others hand, Stroking hair, yearning for no other That weather was wonderful for making love in. With a lover, Holding each closely as the pair became one. Glaring intensely into each others eyes. His weather was astounding to walk along side the shore with, Every individual ray of sunlight, Incandescently gleaming upon her sun kissed skin. How she yearned the never ending night. Tonight’s weather was typical of the feelings inside. Though now it was made obvious she could no longer hide, Alast she had fallen a her lovers eyes.

A Chance On Love
A Chance On Love Love is wonderful, fulfilling and kind Only with trust can i have peace of mind I thought I've felt this feeling before Shall I open my heart up, to another sore? Without Love, life is dull and grey Troubles and fears always heading my way I can't help this feeling, it won't disappear Will I shed yet another tear? For with loves lost, heartache does follow How can life be full of so much sorrow? But without love, life is not And so I have yet another thought One by one, love will take it's chance Hugging and kissing, and being romanced I don't know now, what I feel, I don't know if this feelings real One day I'll know and I'll decide The man I'll walk with side by side

Honey Baked Chicken
Honey baked chicken recipe with Dijon mustard. INGREDIENTS: * 1 frying chicken, cut up, about 3 to 3 1/2 pounds * 4 tablespoons butter * 1/2 cup honey * 1/4 cup pineapple juice * 1 tablespoon Dijon mustard * 1 teaspoon salt * 1 teaspoon curry powder PREPARATION: In a 9x13x2-inch baking dish, melt butter. Combine honey, pineapple juice, mustard, salt, and curry powder. Pour over chicken in a large bowl, coating well. Arrange chicken in baking dish. Bake, uncovered, about 1 hour at 375°. Turn chicken pieces over at least once during baking. Serves 4.

You Know You Grew Up In The 70's If....
OK - I'm tired of thinking about the 80's. I was a kid of the 70's! what do I remember? Satin pants - everyone had to have a pair Rainbow suspenders - just like MORK! Nanu, nanu (to follow a theme) Making out to Earth Wind and Fire's "Reasons" when it had just come out. Chicago - the original group - and "color my world" having to learn how to use a sliderule being amazed by the first Texas Instruments calculator. having no: answering machine, cordless phones, call waiting having 3 (sometimes 4) TV stations, and because I was the only kid in the house, being the one who had to get up and change the TV by hand. 8 tracks Being so cool that I had one of those black cassette players in my room. AM radio The very first time that frozen yogurt came out. It tasted like....yogurt. No one remembers that real taste anymore. Not even yogurt tastes like yogurt anymore. When the first Burger King came to my town. Up until then, it was either McDonalds or

Contest Starts Tonight!! 11 Pm Est. 1/15/07
Here's the contest I have entered, "Sexiest Cherry Without Makeup" Link below. Ratings count, comment bombing allowed. 2 all my cherries, come bomb me to death ;) My last contest, so lets make this one count!!! :) Thanks so much! Take care, Jen Sorry contest opens at 11pm (est) time. Tonight 1/15/07 http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=117825&i=2225471098

New One On Gothicbettie.com
There is a new photoset of me up on www.GothicBettie.com called "ViciousVamp in shiny fetish fashion bondage; PVC gauntlets, mini-dress, handcuffs, spreader bar and six-inch patent leather stillettos with locking ankle strap - Set 3 of 3". Check it out and let me know what you think! Vicious Vamp

Travelling
Sprawl across your respiratory system Expand in your lungs Into your bloodstream I’m transferred Now for some fun As I beat into your heart And roll through your mind Paw at your frame Bite you from the inside Get comfortable in your veins like they’re mine Spread to all your extremities as far as I can And then converging on your eyes Make you go blind before ripping you sublime Appear floating above you before I dive down Pound Flush all the way through you With claws bared and dragging against your tissue Engorge your nerves Recline in your curves Send you images and words Make your liquids churn Make you stir Burn Get you to implode as you unfurl Your body heaves before it caves As you cave into your self I feel close to you

God Knew
GOD KNEW THAT EVERYONE NEEDS COMPANIONSHIP AND CHEERS HE KNOW THAT PEOPLE NEED SOMEONE WHOSE THOUGHTS ARE ALWAYS NEAR HE KNOW THAT WE NEED SOMEONE KIND TO LEND A HELPING HAND, SOMEONE TO GLADLY TAKE THE TIME TO CARE AND UNDERSTAND GOD KNEW THAT WE ALL NEED SOMEONE TO SHARE EACH HAPPY DAY, AND TO BE A SOURCE OF COURAGE WHEN TROUBLES COMES OUR WAYS SOMEONE TO BE TRUE TO US WETHER NEAR OR FAR APART SOMEONE WHOSE LOVE WE CAN ALWAYS HOLD AND TREASURE IN OUR HEARTS AND THAT WHY GOD GAVE US FRIENDS AND THAT WHY I'M GLAD HE GAVE ME YOU!!!!!

Nutrition
In the beginning God covered the earth with broccoli, cauliflower and Spinach, with green, yellow and red vegetables of all kinds so Man and Woman would live long and healthy lives. Then using God's bountiful gifts, Satan created Dairy Ice Cream and Magnums. And Satan said "You want hot fudge with that? And Man said "Yes!" And Woman said "I'll have one too with chocolate chips". And lo they Gained 10 pounds. And God created the healthy yoghurt that Woman might keep the figure That Man found so fair. And Satan brought forth white flour from the Wheat and sugar from the cane and combined them. And Woman went from Size 12 to size 14. So God said "Try my fresh green salad". And Satan presented Blue Cheese dressing and garlic croutons on the Side. And Man and Woman unfastened their belts following the repast. God then said "I have sent you healthy vegetables and o

You Know You're A Ricer If...
Clear tail lights and turn signals. They’re colored for a REASON! you are a white kid driving an import.. wear baggy pants/hat turned around, walk with a fake limp and end every sentence with "yew know wha I'm sayin? Relate." drive around in a $20,000 import with $10,000 in mods.. and still live with your parents. You are a skinny, backwards hat wearing, dog chain wallet, 2 ft wide pants leg, Limp Bizkit looking white boy fag with a badly applied peroxide hair color treatment and temporary rub-on tattoos! You've spent more on graphics and decals than you have in gas, for the whole year Yugo's give you a run for the money You bought the big ass tach to try to scare off the fast cars But all it does is let people know how hard you have to push it to exceed the legal speed limit You rev on school busses Hell, you rev on people in electric wheelchairs You buy and install custom rims a pair at a time YOU REALIZE THAT ALL OF THE ABOVE IS TRUE AND YOU STILL THINK YO

Are You A Good Kisser...
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser?

~ Swinsuit New Updates Contest Got Me Tired Changing Place For Everyone...lol~
~~ Okay I'm looking for 10 women with swimsuits.~ 1st Place...... has 219 comments 2nd Place..... has 183 comments 3rd Place...... has 179 comments 4th Place...... has 157 comments 5th Place...... has 29 comments 6th Place..... has 7 comment 7th Place....... has 3 comments Could be a 1 piece or 2 piece swimsuit. On this one I will count the rates and comments both. comments + rates = Total for contest. It runs to 1/19 at 2 p.m. central time thanks ~ Maria ~

What Do I Have To Do?
What do i have to do To make you see That you are the perfet guy for me? I'll do whatever it takes Just to have your love I'm not asking for a couple of years Because things aren't going to get better If I could ony fast-forward our lives Would we still be together? I'm writing to take that chance Just to have a chance with you Some things I want to give up Thinking I'll never have you But I'm not a quitter I just haveto make you see You're the perfect guy for me I'll wait as long as I need I don't know what else to do To prove how much I love you So, I'll ask you one more time What do I have to do?

The Dick In The Driveway
As I was getting ready to go out to my buddies house my girlfriend calls out to me asking me if I know anyone with a minivan because there’s one in the driveway. Now my driveway is 500feet long, and sure enough at about the 300ft mark where the bushes end, there’s a minivan. So I go outside and stand on my front porch, thinking this person might have turned down the wrong driveway and when they saw me, they would drive down and I would be nice enough to help them out. I stood on the porch for a couple of minuets and saw someone in the front seat that appeared to be on a cell phone and fumbling around with some papers or something. Then my girlfriend reminds me were expecting a delivery from the pharmacy, so I decide to walk up to where they are parked in the driveway. I get to the van and sure enough, some guy is on the phone and fumbling around with bags of prescriptions. Well I’m standing there for close to a min and this dick head doesn’t even acknowledge I’m there. He

~tattoo Contest Ends Tommorrow At 2 Pm Central Time
~ Tattoo Contest Updates ~ Runs til 1/17 2p.m. 1st Place is...... with 2200 comments 2nd Place is...... with 1645 comment 3rd Place is...... with 651 comments 4th Place is...... with 539 comments 5th Place is...... with 314 comments 6th Place is...... with 53 comments 7th Place is...... with 24 comments 8th Place is...... with 31 comments 9th Place is...... with 7 comments 10th Place is...... with 7 comments 11 th place...... with 3 comments Good Luck to everyone! maria

Dieting? Watch What You Drink
Q: I'm trying to lose weight. To keep from snacking, I drink lots of beverages between meals. Water is pretty boring. So I've tried to stick to something healthy like juices or milk. But the scale isn't showing much progress. Why? A: You have the right idea. Drinking beverages can satisfy the urge to nibble. Juices and milk contain many nutrients. But they also can contain many calories. A calorie in liquid form is the same as a calorie in solid food. So keep track of the calories in the beverages you drink — and how much you drink. A balanced diet includes at least two servings from the milk group and two servings from the fruit group daily. The suggested serving size for milk is 8 ounces. A serving of fruit juice is 6 ounces. If you drink more than the recommended daily servings, you could be getting unwanted calories. To cut calories, you can switch to low-fat or fat-free (skim) milk and drink lower calorie juices. Check their labels. You can dilute juices with plain or s

Poem/ Cleaning House
I'm cleaning my house this house i live is a house filled with loss and pain love and passion unrequited in this house it feels empty but in this house lives a heart one the beats with hope even with the dust and cobwebs and the darkness will not deter this heart from a longing of passion its owner so despearately seeks this hearts' has fallen and been tossed around and abused. stills the beats are loud and clear as I clean my house my sad eyes trys so hardnot look over at it I put it in a corner for safe keeping it makes me cry to hear it because no one else can hear it i've put it out a few times and no one would listen. they were too busy to care or didn't have one some have taken it only to use for a moment to make me do things they wanted and when they were done left a mess behind. till the house became to cluttered with memories hurt tears and unresolved feelings the mess is overwhelming. every

Some Things About Me...
Cheryl posted this as a bulletin but I think it would be better suited as a blog entry for me... Now there are not exactly 105 ... whoever sent this to Cheryl apparently had an issue with counting.. lol1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING? a couple of em 2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?11 years 3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?perfume and surround sound for my pc 4. EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE?plenty and lost more 5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?ugghh... I am on a new weight loss deal so today 6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON? Bills 7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE?mashed taters and corn 8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE PERFERRED SEX? chest 9. NEW FAVORITE SONG?new... umm.. ummm... 10. WHERE DO YOU LIVE? Ohio temporarily 11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED:Mandarin High 12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER: none, We got rid of them. 13. FAVORITE STORE TO SHOP:I am not a shopper 14. LONGEST JOB YOU HAD:Telephone Operator for AT&T 15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE?yes 16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE

Animals Of The Drug Kingdom!
Ok, so my friend from college was talking to me the other day and I spurred a conversation by stating that I was working like a crack monkey. That got us into discussing how when friends become ruled by recreational drugs how they spiral into depression and become animals living off of instinct looking for thier next fix. Well, that got me on a tangent. So here is my arsenal: I am tired of working like a crack monkey! but they do have better work ethics than a Ganja Gator. And they do not panhandle like heroin hippos. But those damn Ketamine Kangaroos are always stumbling around in the dark. Do not trust a cocaine cheetah, they will never change thier spots. And nothing is funnier than a Ecstasy Elephant running around the delta hollering, "DUDE! RUB MY TRUNK!" The shrooming sheep never bother no one, they wander around fields poking cow pies. but I must admit it is hard to talk to an Opium Ocelot with them constantly nodding off. Those Acid Anacondas are paranoid and

What Tarot Card Are You?
You are The High Priestess Science, Wisdom, Knowledge, Education. The High Priestess is the card of knowledge, instinctual, supernatural, secret knowledge. She holds scrolls of arcane information that she might, or might not reveal to you. The moon crown on her head as well as the crescent by her foot indicates her willingness to illuminate what you otherwise might not see, reveal the secrets you need to know. The High Priestess is also associated with the moon however and can also indicate change or fluxuation, particularily when it comes to your moods. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Destiny
Destiny I had a dream of our first kiss A precious dream that went like this As we walked by the babbling brook Away from me my breath mistook The world was peaceful and serene Where you were queen and I was king The sky above was a sea of blue A vision of love for me and you I knew right then someday I'd be Asking for your love upon one knee Though just a dream of our first date Inside it seems like futures' fate And if someday we find our souls embraced as if in rhyme Remember this and you will see That our first kiss was destiny! Martin Guy Kays Copyright ©2006 Martin Guy Kays

Jimmy Carter Interceded On Behalf Of Nazi Ss Guard
I read this article online and felt compelled to share it with my friends. A former U.S. Justice Department official disclosed to Arutz-7 that former U.S. President Jimmy Carter’s advocacy extended beyond the Palestinians, when he interceded on behalf of a Nazi SS man. Neil Sher, a veteran of the U.S. Justice Department’s Office of Special Investigation, described a letter he received from Carter in 1987 in an interview with Israel National Radio’s Tovia Singer. The letter, written and signed by Carter, asked that Sher show “special consideration” for a man proven to have murdered Jews in the Mauthausen death camp in Austria. “In 1987, Carter had been out of office for seven years or so,” Sher recalled. “It was a very active period for my office. We had just barred Kurt Waldheim – he was then president of Austria and former head of the United Nations – from entering the U.S. because of his Nazi past and his involvement in the persecution of civilians during the war. We had jus

Tuesday, July 19, 2005 (another One From Myspace)
on july 17th my grandma past away so im writing this in honor of her. my grandma was born nov. 25 1909 in poland, she came to the US when she was 2. she had 7 kids.from that she had 21 grandchildren 2 stepgrandchildren, 30-40 great-grandchildren 5 step great-grandchildern..... as i type this i sit and cry even tho i know she in a better place and she is happy, even so it hurts to lose sum1 in your life no matter how hard you try to be strong you just cant do it when that person has made it possible for you to be on this earth. im not sure what to say but thank you grandma where ever you may be for having my dad and him having me so i could be here today. i'll miss with all that i am, i hope u'll wacth over me and the rest of our family and to see to that we all have a life as good as your was. my heart is heavy with saddness as i know it is for the rest of the family too. i know in my heart i'll see you again sumday but till then rest in peace and know that i will always love you! yo

Poetry
My thoughts are wandering like a man in the desert My eyes are crying like a waterfall in an unknown place My soul is drifting away like a bottle in the sea My heart is fading like a candle at the end if its wick My body is weak like a flower with no water This is me i am real I am no other No one can be me And i can be no other

Protection In Place
Someone to see Something to hide Somewhen to be Somewhere far and wide. Noone to see Nothing to hide Know when to be Nowhere far and wide. Who is there to see? What is there to hide? No time to be No place far and wide. The mirror hangs high The mirror shines low Reflections above Reflections below The sun and the moon Together do grow. The shields do build The walls put up high. The wards are in place The battle is nigh. Protection in place in time and in space. Be warned, cold chaste. Be advised thus apace.

Moments
“Love the moment and the energy of the moment will spread beyond all boundaries.” - Corita Kent Love the moment. Isn’t that great? As you’re reading this, take one moment right now and love it, just simply love it. That energy is just extending beyond your circle of influence out into the world – whether you realize it or not! ‘Spontaneous moment-loving’: now there’s a concept! Imagine how the energy of the whole planet would shift if we all did that at the same time.

Third Time
As of today I have been stood up three times this week. I didn't think that I was that bad of a person, but perhaps my perception is off. On the brighter side I have two jobs that start next week so I won't be seeing many people. Perhaps it will be good for me.

Sad But True
i'm still getting updates that "someone" is rating my pics a "1" this is a little dissappointing since there's not a lot i can do about it and this account is more for my art than for personal reasons, but hey. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=577636&albumid=0&i=1599011987 is this pic really that bad? maybe i should delete the pictures that someone is fucking w/ me about and re post them w/ clean slates... like i dont have better things to think about, ha.

A Little Help From My Friends?
"> Angie 'innocentprncss™ (Sorceress of the royal family)' and her Hubby are in the Cutest Couple Contest that is being held by, Eli (one of the kewlest dudes on here) I would like to ask that all my friends please go help them out and give them some votes, its the first couple to 5000 comments that wins the diamond ring and Innocenprncss would sure love that diamond ring..... she works so hard supporting her blog on infancy loss and making sure that it is out that for anyone else that needs it... it would be nice to give something back to them!! Thank you so much! Luv&Hugs, ~Mz Mic~ Click Here 4 My Favorite Couple!!!!

Gray Clouds
Gray Clouds (c) 2004 W.Becker and T. Hantel I'm looking at the sky watching gray clouds hunt each other just like animals across the barren land I'd like to roam with them your blue eyes are on my mind as they travel fleetingly across the boundless skies I'm sleeping only lightly as light as those gray clouds nervously they're hunting me across a dome of blue (Bridge) These dreams they weigh me down These dreams are going back and forth These dreams they weigh me down These dreams are coming back to me Ref.: There's a corny movie showing up there in my head an endless feature playing that I just can't forget I'm sitting in the stalls, right there in row fifteen there's popcorn sticking to my bed, as real as in a dream I gently touch your head afraid to get my hopes too high Among these clouds of gray to other lands I fly I'm looking at your sky ... it's blue just like your pretty smile the clouds have travelled on the clouds have travelled

Random
1. What were you doing this morning at 8am? - Just got back from my run. 2. What were you doing 15 minutes ago? - getting dressed. 3. Are you any good at math? - nope... i like science and english more. 4. Do you have any famous relatives? - Well, I have tons of family in Korea and Georgia that I have never met... So who knows! 5. Have you ever taken out a loan to pay for school? - Nope. 6. Do you know the words to your Lost Cherry song? - Don't have one. I know the words to my myspace one though. 7. Last thing received in the mail? - A dvd. 8. How many different beverages have you drank today? - Propel water 9. Do you ever leave messages on people's voice mails? - Depends. 10. First concert? - Rolling Stones and Dave Matthews band. 11. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach? - Yes 12. Do you like the ocean? - love it. I want to be a marine biologist actually. 13. Have you ever received one of those big tins of 3 di

♥ Love ♥
Credit goes to lyla mary ? Everyone knows that love makes you do crazy things, but did you know that love can be used as an excuse for ALMOST EVERYTHING IN LIFE? Let me teach you how you can use love as an answer for everything; good or bad. Love is the only reason people do things and love is the only thing people stay away from things. Love is what people hide from and love is what everyone is looking for. Some thing went wrong? Just say, I did it for love! I love you, because of love. I hate you, because of love. I dont want you, because of love. I dont want to see you, because of love. I dont want to hear from you, because of love. I dont want to think of you, because of love. I dont want to be near you, because of love. Love is the ONLY reason! Love is the only reason I did this. Love is the only reason I wanted to do this. Love is the only reason you did that. Love will be the only reason you will every do anything. Let me tell yo

Currently Craptacular
Hey people or the people that read this.....ya anyway i just want to say that things have taken a rough turn in my life and got down a nice shit hole. If you read my other blog on here called "Are you happy now?" that song pretty much sums up my mood. Im going to be busy and i dont know if i will be able to be on or not. I apologize in advance pretty much. Its just that so many things have piled up and gone wrong that its so hard to deal with it. and i have support and everything, but i lost some of my support and im taking that loss kinda hard too. I love you all and i will try to be on to say hi and show love.

Make Your Own Scrying Mirror
Make Your Own Scrying Mirror Items needed: 1 old picture frame with glass 1 can of glossy black spray paint (that works on glass) Glass cleaner Old Newspaper Start by finding an old picture frame at a flea market or second hand store. If the frame is a little beat up, that's ok because you can paint it, but make sure the glass is in good condition. The picture frame can be any size or shape, but I have found that a round frame that is 10" to 12" in diameter works best. If you get a huge frame, it will be hard to hold in your hands, so smaller is better. Bring the frame home, and CAREFULLY take the glass out. (If you want to wear gloves for this part, that would be fine...you wouldn't want to cut your little fingers off would you?) Next, paint or repair the frame if it needs it. Get creative with it! Paint any special symbols or your craft name onto the frame. This is going to be your own special mirror, so personalize it as you wish. :) Next, clean the glass with glas

Something I Can Do.
So, baking a cake. It's not about schooling or any such crap. It's all about instinct. I told myself to add some cinnamon and nutmeg to my pineapple upside down cake, and good thing, too: the topping is major brown sugar-pineapple-buttery goodness, but the cake itself is as exciting as watching golf. I did not really like any of the recipes I found, so I worked out my own and will continue to improve it as I go.

There Is
this vacation's useless these white pills aren't kind i've given a lot of thought on this 13-hour drive i missed the grinding concrete where we sat past 8 or 9 and slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights i've given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have the days have come and gone our lives when but so fast i faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor where i laid and told you but you sweared you loved me more do you care if i don't know what to say will you sleep tonight or will you think of me will i shake this off pretend its all okay that there someone out there who feels just like me there is those notes you wrote me i've kept them all i'll give a lot of thought of how to write you back this fall with every single letter in every single word there will be a hidden message about a boy that's loves a girl do you care if i don't know what to say will you sleep tonight or will you think of me will i shake this off pretend its a

Cheesy Shrimp Puffs
These shrimp puffs can be prepared up to 24 hours in advance. INGREDIENTS: * 1/2 cup butter * 2 cups shredded Cheddar cheese * 1 egg, separated * 30 bread squares * 30 shrimps, cooked and cleaned PREPARATION: Cream butter and cheese. Blend in egg yolk. In a separate bowl, beat egg white until stiff peaks form. Fold beaten egg white into creamed mixture. Arrange the bread squares on an ungreased cookie sheet. Top each bread square with one shrimp and cover with rounded teaspoonful of the cheese mixture. Bake at 350° for about 15 minutes, or until golden brown. These can be prepared up to 24 hours in advance; keep refrigerated until cooking time. Serve hot. Makes 30 shrimp and cheese puff appetizers.

2 My Friends Im Needing Ur Help 29 1/2 Hrs To Go
Please come vote as much as you can, almost over, sorry to be such a pest, but would love to win this. To all my friends please repost my bullentins, and ask ur friends to help out. Contest ends tomorrow 11pm (cst) not much longer to go, Im way behind need some good comment bombers, come vote, vote, vote lol I'd appreciate it, thanks so much!! xoxoxoxox Jen

Shrimp And Rice Salad
A tasty shrimp salad with rice, peas, celery, mayonnaise, and seasonings. INGREDIENTS: * 1 1/2 cup cooked rice, cooled * 1/2 to 1 pound shrimp, peeled, cooked, deveined, coarsely chopped * 1/2 cup diced celery * 3 green onions, thinly sliced * 2 tablespoons finely chopped red bell pepper * 1 cup fresh or frozen green peas, cooked until just tender * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1/4 teaspoon black pepper * 1/2 teaspoon celery seed * 1/2 to 3/4 cup mayonnaise * 2 tablespoons dill pickle juice * lettuce leaves and tomato slices PREPARATION: Combine shrimp, celery, onions, peas and red bell pepper. Sprinkle with salt, pepper and celery seed. Combine shrimp mixture with rice; add mayonnaise and dill pickle juice and gently mix. Taste and adjust seasonings. Serve on lettuce leaves and tomato slices. Serve as a luncheon dish or side dish. Serves 4.

An Update From Lindsay "laxative" Lohanin Rehab Lmfao
Hey, Lindsay Lohan here… The great folks at LG asked me if I wanted to comment on all the craziness that’s been happening in my life these past few days, and…well, since I can’t snort coke off a hooker’s ass anymore or go out spending some mad dime on shopping, I said “yes.” So, here we go… My name is Lindsay Lohan and I’m a drug addict. I’m writing you from drug rehab. It’s boring as hell. My roommates are crack-heads. The orderlies want to bang me. The food sucks, but that’s okay, because I intend on losing a few pounds while I’m here. Have you noticed how fat I’ve gotten these past few months? Sure, my boobs are bigger, but my ass is beginning to curdle like cottage cheese and I have no intention of being a poster girl for all the Drug Addicted Fatass Celebutards out there. I’ll leave that job to that Ugly Betty actress. (Did you see her chunky butt when she accepted her Golden Globe? It’s called Weight Watchers, Ms Ugly Betty. Next time you go jiggling up to accept an awar

Helplessly Hoping
alone and waiting, wishing and wanting living in the dark the lights are getting dim til one lucky night a kitten walked in she pulled me out of the dark with only her smile with a few words from her lips she tore down the walls that were built around my heart to stop the pain with her honesty she relit the flame deep in my soul i was sure i would never find another. with her words she comforts me her smile make me want her her eyes make me need her. only time will tell if its meant to be i know i want it more than anything she is a gift to me from the angels above heaven on earth begins with our love she is the one for me

11 Layers Of Me
Spell your name with bands/artists L: Lorretta Lynn A; Asleep at the Wheel U: union Station R: Ricky Van Shelton A: Air Supply LAYER TWO: -- Name: Laura -- Birth date:December7, 1965 -- Nicknames: Rusti, Legs, Hey! Boss!, Mommy -- Current Location: CA -- Eye Color: green -- Hair Color: Auburn -- Right handed or Left: RIGHT LAYER THREE: -- The shoes you wore today: Shoes, what are shoes -- Your perfect pizza: Double pepperoni and cheese LAYER FOUR: -- Your best physical feature: eyes im told -- Most missed memory: my dad being alive LAYER FIVE: -- Pepsi or Coke: diet Dr. Pepper -- McDonald's or Burger King: Carl's Jr. -- Adidas or Nike: NIKE -- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Suntea -- Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate, baby! -- Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino LAYER SIX: -- Curse: yup -- Do you sing: yup -- Do you shower everyday: yup -- Do you think you have been in love: absolutely -- Want to go to college: sortof -- Get motion sickness: somet

How To Stay Married!!!!
HOW TO STAY MARRIED! A man and woman had been married for more than 60 years. They had shared everything. They had talked about everything. They had kept no secrets from each other except that the little old woman had a shoe box in the top of her closet that she had cautioned her husband never to open or ask her about. For all of these years, he had never thought about the box, but one day the little old woman got very sick and the doctor said she would not recover. In trying to sort out their affairs, the little old man took down the shoe box and took it to his wife's bedside. She agreed that it was time that he should know what was in the box. When he opened it, he found two crocheted dolls and a stack of money totaling $95,000. He asked her about the contents. "When we were to be married," she said, "my grandmother told me the secret of a happy marriage was to never arg

Mary Jane:
a gift from the heavens her only intentions were good but people abused her now she's misunderstood she was a tool for creativity now cast out with shame not meant to be illegal and not meant to slang in a world full of violence she helped as a cure THE MAN knocked her down and beat her and exploited what was pure she meant NO WRONG but HE put her to shame now shes down in the gutter twisted up in the game but she'll be back when we run things and there will be conflict just a kickback society enjoying a bong hit

Could Be's
He is all alone tonight Not another soul in sight With pen and paper he writes His thoughts under the moonlight He records his memories For his eyes only to see Most are sad, some are happy Others are future could be's He holds on tightest to those During both the highs and lows Cause they are the ones he knows Someday might replace his woes

Trail Of Blood And Lies Part Ii
Trail Of Blood And Lies Part II Body: For Star Dove time went slowly by till finally coming to "Land of The Sky" With her brother's spirit ever guiding she found other Cherokees in hiding After losing their homes and land they were living among the white man They had hidden their Indian names out of mortal fear and shame... They had escaped the Trail of Tears but lived with mistrust and great fears Soon Star Dove did the same hiding forever her Indian name But into her heart there came a heart's love burning like a flame He held great passionate love for little Cherokee Star Dove Their love was profound and deep but her secrets she would forever keep Not even to her children ever revealed these fearful secrets that she concealed You ask, why did I write this story Because there's others like me Today Cherokees search the land looking for their Ancestor's lost clans Star Dove could have easily been yours or my Cherokee kin ... Somewhere in "Land o

Sloganize Yourself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The advertising slogan generator Go to this site & enter your name in the box & hit the Sloganize button. DON'T CHEAT, KEEP THE FIRST ONE THEY GIVE YOU. www.thesurrealist.co.uk/slogan.cgi 1. Sten - "Get your Oooo back with Sten." 2. Brandy - "Make Someone Happy With A Brandy" 3. Jennifer-"Things Go Better with Jennifer" 4. Lisa- "Make Every Lisa Count 5. Michelle-"It Needn't Be Hell With Michelle"...I like that 6. Tara - "It Takes A Tough Man To Make A Tender Tara" 7. Doug - "Nobody does it like Doug" 8. Terrell - "Promise her anything, but give her Terrell" 9. KnoGood- "You'll look a little lovelier each day with fabulous pink knogood.

Rye Bread
Two old guys, one 80 and one 87, were sitting on their usual park bench one morning. The 87 year old had just finished his morning jog and wasn't even short of breath. The 80 year old was amazed at his friend's stamina and asked him what he did to have so much energy. The 87 year old said "Well, I eat rye bread every day. It keeps your energy level high and you'll have great stamina with the ladies." So, on the way home, the 80 year old stops at the bakery. As he was looking around, the lady asked if he needed any help. He said, "Do you have any rye bread?" She said, "Yes, there's a whole shelf of it. Would you like some?" He said, "I want 5 loaves. She said, "My goodness, 5 loaves...by the time you get to the 5th loaf, it'll be hard" He replied, "I can't believe it, everybody in the world knows about this shit but me."

So What’s The Big Deal About Masturbation?
According to Health24.com So what is it about this topic that freaks people out? Why is it the topic of so many jokes, locker room and otherwise, and why is it guaranteed to get a giggle out of the audience in cinemas and theatres? Masturbation has received rather bad press over the centuries. It’s still one of the conversational taboos in our society, and has been viewed as sinful and bad in many religions. Many teenagers, who masturbate frequently to get rid of pent up sexual frustrations have been wracked with guilt - and all for nothing. But religion isn’t the only thing to give masturbation a bad rap. All the scare stories dished out, often by older family members, warning about horrors such as getting hairy hands, going blind, getting permanent erections (in the case of boys), going insane and so forth, only underline their discomfort with sexuality in general and the emerging sexuality of a child or sibling. None of these stories have a smattering of truth in them.

Muscle Relaxers
muslce relaxers are my best freind right now ..havnt had pain in my back like this in a long time so im gopnna go let them take their full effect on me .. if by chance i dont come back hope you all enjoy your nites . feelin mighty loopy Wen:)

What's Going Completely Bald
I have been thinking about shaving my hair. Of course you know it's not the hair on my head because I am bald. Some people say it's ok. No hair in the mouth, cleaner, no musky smell, etc. Porn stars do it all the time. (NO. I don't think I am a porn star! lol lol) Other people say it looks funny, it's a gay thing. What's your opinion? What do you think about a shaved penis? If you can look.......then you can comment. hint hint

Nothing Worth Reading!!
just thinking of the past. and trying to move on. just think of all i've done and all i haven't done. just wondering if anyone would miss me. I've been hurt so many times and by so many that i never let anyone to close. I never say what i mean . I have friends that love me and yet half of them will never know how much i love them. I've been close to my blood family but at the sametime an outsider looking in. to me life is way to short not to let people know what you think and feel. Yet so scared to let anyone in,then when i final do I always lose them one way or anothe. I had a dear friend on here who told me that i have been down way to much lately.He wasn't the only to say that of late. I also so know alot of my friends who care and love me don't know why.Well now you'll all get a peek at to why. I've been handed a second shot at life in more ways then one,i know i'm going to get my ass chewed by a few dear souls. for keeping something so big away from them. I've just got back from a

How To Care For Your Bruise
IF you truly wish to care for a bruise remember it grows flourishes ONLY under the best of care first one must incite said bruise I can tell you how to do this just go against what he says or wants or, if you are patient, you COULD wait silently and he will imagine you've imagined being with another man he will plant one on ya now dont RUN you must care for this tender blossom Small at first And unattractive grey colour Just watch as it blooms violence Oops, I meant, violet, of course Now to insure that the blossoms wont ever have time To completely fade AWAY hide them AWAY Where only you can see them sometimes Feel them all the time Oh, follow my advice please And you will soon be a living garden

Well.....you Got What You Deserved
Well, you called me and cussed me out because you are fucking my best friend...wait, my ex best friend... Here we go..on your emoional roller coaster...All I can say is get over it, i did... NOW LEAVE ME ALONE !!!!!

What Does A Woman Look For??
Afternoon my sweet Cherries... I want to talk about what a woman desires in a man. This is another one of those topics that men wonder about their whole lives but are afraid to ask. So why don't we tell them? So ladies, what is it that you desire in a man? Looks? Personality? Career, meaning bank account? What is it that makes a man desirable to you as women? Inquiring minds would like to know so let's shed some light on this! Seriously, tell us here in a comment so that the men know what we as chicks really want and need in a companion!

Wet Pants
WET PANTS Come with me to a third grade classroom..... There is a nine-year-old kid sitting at his desk and all of a sudden, there is a puddle between his feet and the front of his pants are wet. He thinks his heart is going to stop because he cannot possibly imagine how this has happened. It's never happened before, and he knows that when the boys find out he will never hear the end of it. When the girls find out, they'll never speak to him again as long as he lives. The boy believes his heart is going to stop; he puts his head down and prays this prayer, "Dear God, this is an emergency! I need help now! Five minutes from now I'm dead meat." He looks up from his prayer and here comes the teacher with a look in her eyes that says he has been discovered. As the teacher is walking toward him, a classmate named Susie is carrying a goldfish bowl that is filled with water. Susie trips in front of the teacher and inexplicably dumps the bowl of wa

God Can You Call Me Some Angels?
GOD CAN YOU CALL ME SOME ANGELS? Somewhere in this dark rainy night, there's going to be a fight Instead of love there's nothing but hate. Lord can you send an Angel before it's too late? On interstate 95, there's a wreck will they make it out alive? The other driver had too much to drink. Why couldn't he have stopped to think? The drunk driver came out unharmed the family he struck bought the farm Somewhere in the distance a siren is heard. The firefighters get dressed without saying a word. Can they make it to the fire on time? Pulling out the ladders on a dangerous climb The flames of hell they surely do see trying to save a girl age three Somewhere on another part of town, a robbery is going down. A young man has turned to drugs, grew up w/o kisses or hugs Driving by an officer on patrol. Is it too late for the policeman to stop this lost soul? In another block, a Doctor is fighting the clock. A man has had a heart attack. Only with God's help is the

Emilie Autumn: Thank God I'm Pretty
Emilie Autumn: Thank God I'm Pretty Thank god I’m pretty The occasional free drink I never asked for The occasional admission to a seedy little bar Invitation to a stranger’s car I’m blessed With the ability to render grown men tongue-tied Which only means that when it’s dark outside I have to run and hide Can’t look behind me Thank god I’m pretty Thank god I’m pretty Every skill I ever have will be in question Every ill that I must suffer Clearly brought on by myself Though the cops would come for someone else I’m blessed I’m truly privileged to look this good without clothes on Which only means that when I sing you’re jerking off And when I’m gone you won’t remember Thank god I’m pretty Thank you god Oh lord Thank you god And when a gaggle of faces appears around me It’s lucky I hate to be taken seriously I think my ego would fall right through the cracks in the floor If I couldn’t count on men to slap my ass anymore I know my destiny’s such That

How To Build Confidence
How to Build Confidence and Peace of Mind Eight tips to help you push through the fear and self-doubt. By Susan Jeffers, Ph.D. Copyright © 2006 Susan Jeffers, Ph.D. Adapted from 'Feel the Fear and Do It Anyway.' There are few of us who escape feelings of fear and self-doubt as we go about our life. Not to worry! We can all learn how to create within us a wonderful sense of confidence and peace of mind as we face all situations in our lives. My book Feel the Fear and Do It Anyway® is filled with very powerful tools to help us push through the fear and self-doubt in order to create a beautiful and satisfying life. Here is a taste of just a few of these tools... 1. Build your sense of trust in yourself. Your first task is to build the trust that whatever happens in your life, you can handle it all. Right now, think of something about any area of your life that is bothering you and repeat to yourself ten times the important words, "Whatever happens, I'll handle it." I suspect yo

What Color Is Your Soal?
You scored as Red. Your soul is red, vibrant and crazy, yet warm and caring. Red also symbolises passion and lust...this is my first quiz so...eat meRed75%Yellow75%Blue75%Black63%Green50%what color is your soal?created with QuizFarm.com

Through Crystals Go We Gaze
The air broke into a mist with bells And I startled from your stare Donned in a woolen brown cloak Blue eyes and ebony coloured hair A crescent moon shall rise tonight And the weather shall be fair Look deep into my light We shall travel onwards there Black Ravens are calling This dance in darkness we have met Where rainbows sing in a chant And our voice becomes The deep and low quartet And in a whirlwinds craze Your hands lift me up In a warlocks embrace Where vines shall take us sliding smooth our kiss On each other to trace And ride the lines of mountains And deep we go into the Lake Locked tight my hands above me Our breath blends A Sword through me to mate And bend my body into this arc Toward our own to meet Send me snowflakes in the Summer On every grain of wheat Send me chills into a trance Speak to me as the howling wind And recite a lovers romance Then fill this chalice with blood red wine Then hold fast erection moves in time Deep in

How Could You Understand Me
how do you say you understand me when you lookin my eyes and still you dont see the pain that iam feeling the tears that i shed the worry the hurt thoughts full of dread you love me you think and want a piece of my soul but do you truly know what would make me whole yours words speak of lifetime your actions too weak and then wonder why i dont hear when you speak look into my eyes and feel what i feel if you love me that much youll know iam real to have someone love you but just not understand to not know your needs or the task thats at hand you say you know what it is i need you say yu know how i need to be freed for one second in time please just sit and look my eyes r my soul and an open book dont try to not see what i feel in my soul understand me the feelings me as a whole support me and comfort and just hold me tight just understand me if only tonight

Respiratory Syncytial Virus
Clinical features: Respiratory syncytial virus (RSV) is the most common cause of bronchiolitis and pneumonia among infants and children under 1 year of age. Illness begins most frequently with fever, runny nose, cough, and sometimes wheezing. During their first RSV infection, between 25% and 40% of infants and young children have signs or symptoms of bronchiolitis or pneumonia, and 0.5% to 2% require hospitalization. Most children recover from illness in 8 to 15 days. The majority of children hospitalized for RSV infection are under 6 months of age. RSV also causes repeated infections throughout life, usually associated with moderate-to-severe cold-like symptoms; however, severe lower respiratory tract disease may occur at any age, especially among the elderly or among those with compromised cardiac, pulmonary, or immune systems. The virus: RSV is a negative-sense, enveloped RNA virus. The virion is variable in shape and size (average diameter of between 120 and 300 nm), is unstabl

I Am Pissed Off
to all my ''friends'' and i use the trem losely what the hell except for 6 or 7 people nobody says shit to me except when they are in a contest and need votes for it i am so pissed off people say they will talk to me but they do not the 7 people know who they are and the only other person i am excludeing from this is my beautiful wife Christina she is always their for me thank you and have a good day. from , Freak Boy

Sex App
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. How many times would you like to cum? 20. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Do you like fore play? 22. What is fore play to you? 23. Can we take pictures of the act? 24. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

How To Pick The Right Gift For Valentine's Day
Hey, guys: Looking for the perfect gift this Valentine's Day? Posted by Dr. Laura Berman I've got some "hot" and "not" gift ideas to make sure you end up in her good graces, not the doghouse, this Valentine's Day. Romance doesn't have to be a dirty word. Trust me, it's the way to her heart...and a great night for you, too. A little effort and a personal touch goes a long way. Here's a gift guide to help you speak her language of love. * HOT: A bouquet of her favorite flowers or red roses...delivered to the office, so she is the envy of all her co-workers! (This last part was the idea of one of our regular posters.) Women want to be that woman who is getting romanced for everyone else to see. Sending flowers to work is a great surprise (unless you do it all the time) and creates some heavy anticipation for when you get home! NOT: A bouquet of yellow roses. This is the ultimate "friend" present. In fact, it's what you might send your grandmothe

Needing You
here i sit crying finally after holding it all back not wanting to break but now that you left i cant help it because i know inside that without you something is missing and that without you my heart is split in two as i sit here needing you all i can do is cry listening to our favorite songs trying to feel close to you yet all i feel is the emptiness of not having you when im needing you most

Shot Myself With My Toy Gun
ONE TWO THREE FOUR Strap me in give me a little more Help me turn myself into an even bigger whore Crash into a hang up with bludgeoning force Do you like the way my voice grows increasingly hoarse I’ve never been so clean, what a beautiful feed I sparkle with the slick shine of disease Welcome me with trembling knees Stop squeezing your thighs it’s time to spread and release All over me FOUR THREE TWO ONE I take a step back to take a look at what I’ve done I think you might be a little high-strung Digging in a spot I have never dug Dig it with me my blistering love And reach debauched pleasures previously unsung That was a big one ONE TWO THREE FOUR Fuck the knocking at the door I don’t even hear it anymore Can you make out my pulse behind my panting odor? Can you hear how baited I am on any and all closeness How everything else loses all focus Giving in to a new beast who once lay dormant Boy do I love torment All forms of it FOUR TH

The Path To Nowhere
Transformation Through Meditation and Awareness This is based on the teachings of Osho who was an enlightened master of no religion. His teachings are basically the core of paganism in that he pulls from many different religions but stresses that individuality is most important. Osho is like a modern day Buddha or Jesus. He passed away only 12 years ago, so many of his teachings are adaptable to present day situations. This is not a “how-to” blog, it is a “to-do” blog. You will find your own methods; I’m just presenting the facts. As for transforming yourself through meditation and awareness this has been quite an eye-opening experience for me. It’s not necessary to plan a day or an hour to meditate, this is about making your whole life a meditation. It is about using every moment, whether it be at work or play, to become aware of everything around you and it’s about going into every moment of your day totally. From my experience, awareness is really the key to transformation so-

Special Grocery List
Louise Redden, a poorly dressed lady with a look of defeat on her face, walked into a grocery store. She approached the owner of the store in a most humble manner and asked if he would let her charge a few groceries. She softly explained that her husband was very ill and unable to work, they had seven children and they needed food. John Longhouse, the grocer, scoffed at her and requested that she leave his store at once. Visualizing the family needs, she said: "Please, sir! I will bring you the money just as Soon as I can." John told her he could not give her credit, since she did not have a charge account at his store. Standing beside the counter was a customer who overheard the conversation between the two. The customer walked forward and told the grocer that he would stand good for whatever she needed for her family. The grocer said in a very reluctant voice, "Do you have a grocery list?" Louise replied, "Yes sir." "O. K." he said, "put your grocery lis

Spell To Make Someone Leave You Alone
Spell to Make Someone Leave You Alone This is a variation on a popular spell used to stop someone from harming or bothering you. This must be performed during a waning moon. On a piece of parchment or recycled paper, write the name and birthdate of the person you are wishing "away". Now fill an air-tight container (like a baby food jar or tupperware container) with water. Add a pinch of one or more of these magical herbs: ash tree leaves, clover, lovage, lilac, garlic clove. Take the paper with the name on it and fold it three times. Tie a black string or thread around it and drop it in the water. Seal the container up and bury it in a safe spot in your garden, yard or flower box.. Once the person has left you alone or no longer poses a problem to you, open the container and empty it to the earth. Keep the container instead of leaving it to Mother Earth.

Finding That Which Is Lost
You may burn incense made of herbs that symbolizing finding lost things, use a Saint Anthony candle and anoint it with Saint Anthony or Helping Hand oil. For added emphasis, invoke Saint Anthony into the spell. "Bound and Binding Binding Bound. See the Sight Hear the Sound. What was lost Now is found. Bound and Binding Binding Bound."

Spell To Keep Your Computer Working
This is a silly spell but it will actually work with the intent in mind. Trust me, I've used it successfully more than once... and it's fun, too! Cut out seven stars from colored paper... one of each color for the days of the week: Monday: White Tuesday: Red Wednesday: Green Thursday: Purple Friday: Pink Saturday: Black Sunday: Orange Chant over your stars: "Magic stars so bright and true Protect my monitor and CPU May my keyboard and mouse always work for me By the Techno-Goddess... so mote it be!" Place all the stars in a bag or box with a little sage, thyme, or rosemary. Each day for a week place the star on top of your monitor or computer that is the right color for that day. (See above.) If after a week your computer still has problems, you can continue the spell for another week or two. In desperate situations, pick up the phone book and call in your local computer wizard!

Oh Ya
and my friend is an idiot too for saying she would get me an inspector and then not telling me when so i could get the realtor so show up to get in the house. the fucking inspector should be able to get the code to get in the house anyway. unless he is not a certified inspector..fuckerss jerking me around..

Missing Children....
I JUST POSTED A BLOG FOR THE CHILDREN AND I THOUGHT TO MYSELF HOW BLESSED I WAS THAT MY LITTLE GIRL WAS DEAD BECAUSE SHE DIED OF AN ILLNESS AND IT WAS FAST AND SHE DIED WITH US KNOWING WHERE SHE WAS....MY GOD IN HEAVEN I CANNOT EVEN BEGIN TO THINK ABOUT THE PAIN THE MOTHERS FEEL FOR THEIR BABIES WHEN THEY ARE ABDUCTED AND KILLED LET ALONE WHATEVER GOD AWFUL THINGS THESE ANIMALS DO TO THEM...PLEASE IF YOU HAVE KIDS TALK TO THEM UNTIL THEY BLUE IN THE FACE SO TO SPEAK...THEY MAY BE MAD BECAUSE YOU HARP BUT YOU KNOW WHAT??? THEY WILL LOVE ANd THANK YOU FOR IT WHEN THEY GROWN LIKE MY BOY DOES....GOD BLESS YOU ALL THE CHILDREN OF THE WORLD....I WISH I COULD TAKE YOU ALL AND KEEP YOU FROM HARM....IF ANYONE HAS A PROBLEM READING THIS YOU SHOULD...IF IT MAKE YOU SICK IT SHOULD....AND IF YOU ARE A SICK FREAK AND HURTING CHILDREN.......I HOPE YOU BURN IN HELL....AND IF YOU READ THIS AND YOU ARE A CHILD OR KNOW SOMEONE WHO HURTS CHILDREN REPORT THEM AND MAKE THEM PAY FOR THEY CRIMES.....OMG I WAN

Donations
One Sunday, in counting the money in the weekly offering, the pastor of a small Florida church found a pink envelope containing $1000. It happened again the next week. The following Sunday, he watched as the offering was collected and saw a little old lady put the distinctive pink envelope in the plate. This went on for weeks until the pastor, overcome by curiosity, approached her. Ma'am, I couldn't help but notice that you put $1,000 a week in the collection plate," he stated. "Why yes," she replied, "every week my son sends me money, and I give some of it to the church." The pastor replied, "That's wonderful, how much does he send you?" The old lady said, $10,000 a week." The pastor was amazed. "Your son is very successful; what does he do for a living?" "He is a veterinarian," she answered. "That is an honorable profession," the pastor said. "Where does he practice?" The old lady said proudly, "In Nevada. He has two cat houses in Las Vegas and one in

Trying My Hand At Gay Porn
A Story of two guys When they met it was innocent enough. They talked and joked while playing handball. When they got in the shower room the mood changed, they both became nervous as they snuck peeks at each other undressing. They both liked what they saw and were trying to not show how much they arroused each other. They stepped up to the shower and turned on the water as hot as it would go, then Mike offered to wash Kyles back smiling. Kyle was glad that the fog from the hot water covered his embarassed blush, he stuttered "sure" and turned his back to Mike. Mike started to rub the bar of soap over Kyles back slowly. Feeling himself starting to harden Mike runs the soap over Kyle's back with his free hand. Kyle feeling Mikes hand on his back, starts to harden. Glad that his back is to Mike he begins to relax as Mikes hand rubs the soap across his back and the other lathers it up. Firm, strong fingers working a kind of magic on his sore muscles in his back. He feels the soap slid

Indian Tribes Meanings
Apache - Elk Horn Fiddlers Arapaho - Mother Of Tribes Cherokee - Cave People Cheyenne - Finger Cutters Chippewa - "To Pucker Up" Comanche - Snakes Dakotas - Related People Delaware - From Lord De La Warr Huron - Hair Style Menomonee - Wild Rice Eaters Miami - Cry Of The Crane Mohawk - Flesh, Man Eaters Mohegan - Wolf Osage - Shaved Heads Ottawa - Traders Pawnee - Horn People Seminole - Run Away People Shawnee - Southerners Shoshone - Sheep Eaters Sioux - French for "Cut-Throats" Ute - Dark Skinned Winnebago - Filthy Water

Grandfather Cries
Grandfather, do you know me? I am your blood. The son of your son. I come to ask you a question Grandfather. Grandfather, don't you know me? Can I stop being Indian now? There are others that want to be Indian, And if they can start from nothing, I should be able to stop from something? Grandfather, don't you know me? Grandfather, I don't look like you. I don't know what you know. It would be easy for me to hide behind my paler skin. No one would know the pain I feel, Or see the tears I cry for your Great Grandchildren. Grandfather, don't you know me? Grandfather, look what I have done to our world. Mother Earth is on her knees. The Snake and Owl rule the day. I don't understand the language you speak Grandfather. Grandfather, don't you know me? Grandfather, I want my Pepsi, Levi's and Porsche too. I want to go where the others go, And see the things they see too. I don't have time to dance in the old way Grandfather. Grandfather? Grandfather, why are you cryi

This Is Too True! *le Sigh*
Your Birthdate: February 17 You love being in love... so much so that it's very hard for you to be single. Unfortunately, it's difficult for you to stay in love over time. Too many people intrigue you! Only your true love will be able to keep you interested over time. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 1 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 4 You are most compatible with people born on the 8th, 17th, and 26th of the month.What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Fighting
You scored as Youd come out squeaky Clean. Youd come out squeaky Clean75%Youd get Ur Ass Kicked!50%Some Cuts, Sum Bruises but overall okay50%Hospitalized42%How would you get beaten up?created with QuizFarm.com

Heading Up North
Tip up town is happening up north this weekend We are taking the snowmobiles up and race...There are soo many things there to do..Polar Bear Dip..My friends want to do that..But its like gonna be 10 degrees and they want to jump in the freaking water HELL NO aint happening at all...I just love the races and this year its gonna be good..Since there are 12 of us heading up there...And all have snowmobiles...So thats it for my plns this weekend...Gonna go play in the snow and kick ass in races...Check out the things its soo cool.. http://www.inmetrodetroit.com/Outdoors/Snowmobiling/tipuptown.htm

I'm Back...
Well it's been a while huh? I could tell you about everything that has been going on these past few months, I could go on about how my "friends" were jerks, I could even go on about being the stay at home mom that I never thought for a million years I'd turn out to be. But I won't. I missed being on here and missed talking to everyone. So I'm back and bring on the luv. lol Ya'll have a great week!

The Importance Of Observing Details
The Importance of Observing Details A small bottle containing urine sat upon the desk of Sir William Osler, the eminent professor of medicine at Oxford University. Sitting before him was a class full of young, wide-eyed medical students, listening to his lecture on the importance of observing details. To emphasize his point, Sir Osler announced: "This bottle contains a sample for analysis. Its often possible by tasting it to determine the disease from which the patient suffers." He then dipped a finger into the fluid and brought it into his mouth. He continued speaking: "Now I am going to pass the bottle around. Each of you please do exactly as I did. Perhaps we can learn the importance of this technique and diagnose the case." The bottle made its way from row to row, each student gingerly poking his finger in and bravely sampling the contents with a frown. Dr Osler then retrieved the bottle and startled his students by saying: "Gentlemen, now you will understand what I mean

Fall Upon
To let eyes fall upon me, to not abandon me seems to be whats best for me. I don't know who you are, but your looking at me as if the world depended on me, so I'll try. I'm not the perfect person, and I've looked for love, I don't know where to find it, or where it'll find me.I'm falling, and this confuses me. If I found that person they'd share the same words as me.

Drinking And Sleeping In The Nude Don't Mix
I was asked over to my girlfriend's brother's house one night for a few drinks and a little meet the family thing. Of course a few drinks turned into many drinks and him and I were up until nearly 4 o'clock loaded. I can barely remember going to bed. A few hours later I got up to the bathroom in the buff, because that's how I sleep, forgetting where I was. I made it to the bathroom OK but on the way back I took the same route to my bedroom I'd take in my house and walked in on my girlfriend's brother and his girlfriend. I closed the door as quick as I could and tried to figure out who were the strange people in my bed. I went back to the bathroom to get my bearings and tried it again and again I walked into their room. Now I started to panic, here I was with not a stitch of clothes on in nearly total darkness and I had no idea where I was. So I started feeling my way around the walls and found a doorknob and opened it. That was a closet. Then I found another doorknob, opened it up and

Pot Of Gold?
I literally followed a rainbow all the way home from work today. Isn't that wonderful? And the REALLY great part is that I found a pot of gold at the end... I bought myself a box of Hershey's Valentine's chocolates yesterday... Yeah, it's that funny.

Too Stubborn To Fail
So today i saw the true colours of so called friends, Knowing that i needed them today more then ever they turned their backs on me. Today was my friends Funeral and when i needed the support of my friends insted i got kicked aside like i did not matter. So fine if thats the road people want to take then thats fine i don't honestly care anymore, you want something out of me i suggest that people start showing care! Otherwise the lot of my so called friends can fuck off, So what i am not populer , I am not some greek fucking god so what! Is that what it takes? do i have to be super man before people realize what they are doing is wrong? Fine okay you keep doin what you have been doing as for me i'll do what i need to do what is important to me and to tell with those who stand in my way. When i am done people will be sorry. Everyone will be, Not only will i be the best i've ever been but people will learn! NOT TO FUCK WITH ME! NOT TO FUCK WITH A SOLDIER!

Girl To Girl Advice...the Clitoris – Can I Do It Till I Need Glasses?
what else would I have on my mind to write about. *giggles* Official Definition from Wikipedia online encyclopedia - The clitoris is a sexual organ in the body of mammals. The visible knob-like portion is located near the anterior junction of the labia minora, above the opening of the vagina. My definition: a glorious little spot with between 6,000 and 8,000 sensory nerve endings that deserves to be played with often, and in return will give a woman hours and hours of pleasure, stress relief, makes the sunshine a little brighter, and brings a smile to your face. To find head south (slowly, its more fun to take your time and even a few detours) with fingers, tongue, or other pleasure giving device and when your hips arch and moans involuntarily burst forth – you found it. Once found, rub, lick, or otherwise stimulate until totally satisfied (or semi-conscious j/k) OOOOH and for those who wish to learn more, a whole domain just about The Clitoris - dedicated to a Woman's Sexual

My Son
everyone please pray for my son hes going into surgury next week to remove his port. and he has tests to do next week as well. he will be four years old right before his appointments. also please pray that the cancer does not ever come back. because if it does he will have to be under constant observation in the hospital and the chemo and radiation will be a lot more intense and worse.

If I Should Die
If I should die tonight in my sleep No one would miss me, no one would care, And if I should slit my wrists with a knife There'd be a party, a gala, a fair. If tomorrow the world were to end And I were to die With my hand on my heart I would say, "Fuck you world and have a nice day." No one cares about the child gone wrong, The little kid sat in the corner I still hurt and I feel pain Even more than you could ever imagine. But one day I hope to find someone To love me and treat me like gold Until the day that happens I struggle through life getting old. __done by (christine)

The Biggest Rubber...
on the default picture has GOT to be the funniest thing I have seen tonight! It looks like, once he does finally get it open, he and his girl could swim around in that thing!! Cotton@ CherryTAP Don't you agree???? LOL.....

New Skin!!! Show It Love Get A Gift
OK PPL HERES THE DEAL I LOVE THIS NEW SKIN I WANT YALL TO SHOW IT SOME LOVE THIS LADY DID A KICK ASS FUCKING JOB ON IT... SO THE FIRST PERSON TO SEND MY NEW LOOK 25 USER COMMENTS GETS A GIFT FROM ME !!!SMOOCHES LADY K GIVE ME A BREAK PPL I GOT MAJOR $ TO SPEND NOW GET TO SHOWING THE LOVE

10-17-06 12th Entry
October 17, 2006, 03:26:am Its been a bit longer then I normally have been going in between postings so figured I better write something. I'm in a down slope on my emotions the last couple weeks. Real bad. I'm struggling to keep from berating myself for failing to quit smoking and am gaining weight badly. I have to guess no less then a 10 pound gain since beginning of Sept *sighs. I must yet again point out the fact that not all my entries are going to be upbeat, funny and thoughtful. Are you always that way? Didn't think so. So don't think so of me. I do actually feel a little bad (ok so maybe more then a little) for not writing more often this last couple weeks but I don't want this to turn into a "pity me" journal. I don't want or need any pity, but worry people might do so. I'm eating more when I'm struggling to not want a cigarette. Its also hard when there is only 1 non smoker in a house of 6 people, 5 smokers. Sue implimented the rule that only her hubby is all

1-27-07 19th Entry
January 27, 2007, 05:55:pm I'm still waiting on the sleep apnea test. I've called a couple times to find out what is going on but all I get told is they are setting several appointments and I'll get a call when its done. Apparently its going to be 2 appointments. 1 to see the doc and 2nd for the overnight sleep. Oh yea that one should be fun, NOT. I'm a night owl by nature. Even when I have to be up at 5 am for work, I'm usually never in bed before 12 lol. Definatly not getting the surgery in Feb like I'd hoped. If I do its gonna be a miracle thats for sure. I'm beginning to have my doubts its even gonna happen. That bothers me. So I'm doing my best to keep from getting depressed over it by tormenting my friends and being goofier then normal. It helps most of the time. But not all. I'm worried that If the surgery goes through then I'm gonna get depressed again. Its all I can think about anymore when I'm not deliberatly keeping my mind occupied with other things. Goddess, I

This Dokken Song Is Usually How I Feel
Toss and turn all night in the sheets I can't sleep Night after night don't know what it means In my dreams What can I say or do You won't come back, we're through I've realized too late That, baby, your love has turned away In my dreams--it's still the same Your love is strong, it still remains In my dreams--you're still by me Just the way it used to be Calling your name, but you're turning away Please don't leave Running in circles, waiting to see you In my dreams What can I say or do You won't come back, we're through I've realized too late That, baby, your love has turned away In my dreams--it's still the same Your love is strong, it still remains In my dreams--you're still by me Just the way it used to be In my dreams--it's still the same Your love is strong, it still remains In my dreams--you're still by me Just the way it used to be In my dreams--it's still the same Your love is strong, it still remains In my dreams--you'll always be

Crazy
I am crazy Deep Inside of me there is something That makes me far from sine I slit my Wrist When i am in pain Deep inside My heart Slows It beat With just the sound Of your voice You peirce my soul and bleeds with just one glance of your face they say i should get over you but the truth is i love you as much as i hate it you came into my life like an angel then you left like the devil forever to kill me in my dreems oh but even now your still my angle this makes me crazy i guess to be inlove with a girl that hates me no matter what i am lost with out your hand to gide me throw life with the ups and downs your sweet sweet forever hounts my dreem So yeah I am bc sometimes you make me wanna die and sometime you make me fly hell its crazy that your not even my type of girl your a prep country girl and i am a band geek part goth and a lil bit county But I love you so much even still Plz Plz i am begging now its been 2 mouths and i am not over yo

Boat's Passing In The Night!!
You pass me by. You ask me to forget. You tell me to turn to stone. You pass me by. As if we never knew each other. As if I could tell my heart to still. You pass me by. As if we were boats in the night. As if this world was our lover. You pass me by. You ask me to die. You ask me to lie. You pass me by. As if you could stop my heart. As if this pain would not remain. You pass me by. As if our lives had never crossed. As if our friendship had died. You pass me by. How could I forget one like you. How could I stop my heart. You pass me by. As if we were boats in the night. As if I could stop missing you. AND NO ERIK THIS WAS NOT MEANT FOR YOU.

Hooah
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring a

Saggitarius
Sagittarius - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: Your playful nature brings out the happy inner-child in dates You're willing to take risks in love... and reap the rewards You've got a killer sense of humor that gets talking with any hottie you meet Your negative traits: Sometimes your sarcasm comes off as biting and abrasive You can be brutally honest, tactless, and truthful even when it hurts You're such a free spirit that you find it hard to commit to one person Your ideal partner: Someone high energy who will pick up and out with you whenever Is creative and fun - thinking of new adventures for the two of you Is bold... and not afraid to tell you "I love you" early on Your dating style: Unpredictable. You never know how the night is going to end up. Your seduction style: Daring. You're always pushing to try something new in the bedroom. Full of imagination. You've always got a new fantasy you're dying to try. Spiritually driven. Sex

Aquarius
Aquarius - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: You've got a ton of friends, so you have no problem meeting new people. You're great at thinking up new things and activities to do with your sweetie. You tend to let the little things slide in relationships... and focus on the bigger picture. Your negative traits: In relationships, it tends to be your way or the highway. You can never open up completely to someone - you have to keep parts of yourself secret. You're cold and reserved, which leaves your partner feeling unloved. Your ideal partner: Flexible, because you're not going to be the one to compromise! Is smart and quirky with lots of weird interests... including you. A true individualist who doesn't care what anyone thinks Your dating style: Stimulating. You prefer dates that explore a shared interest - like a lecture, muesum tour, or concert. Your seduction style: Wacky. Your wild ideas have your lover wondering what's next. Insatiabl

If Only You Were....
If you were here... I would gaze deeply into your eyes, begging without an utterance of words. You would instinctively know what I wanted, what I needed and what I ached for. If you were here... I would teasingly brush the corner of your mouth with mine. You would gently part your lips as you whispered promises of the ecstasy to come. If you were here... I would rest my head on your shoulder as I drowned myself with your scent. You would nuzzle me in closer, knowing that my breathing was getting more and more shallow. If you were here... I would listen intently to see if your heart was beating as rapidly as mine. You would softly tickle the back of my neck with your tongue to remind me that slow, deliberate strokes were imminent. If you were here... I would surrender freely and effortlessly to your physical prowess, and you, to my desire for passion. If you were here... Together, we would see the harshness of the day fall away as we shed the clothes fro

I See You Dedicated To Becky Alexandria Munson Sept 15,1996 - Dec 21,1996
In every sunrise I see you In every beautiful sunset I see you When the wind whistles through the trees I see you In every newborn baby's laugh I hear you. With every beat of my heart I feel you With all the blood flowing through my veins I feel you Every time those days roll around I miss you When the angel is put on the tree I miss you The more the time passes the more the hurt lingers here on earth for just a short while but in my heart forever In your younger sister's smile I see you forever and always looking over my shoulder I see you my dearest Becky, daddy's broken hearted and even though 10 years have passed daddy still loves you.

Monday Jan 29
I spent the day in Joplin, Missouri - truck was in the shop. The back of the drivers seat had broken, and I had to replace a tire. I'm supposed to get a load in the morning going to Mississippi, just below Memphis, I think. So I may not be back on for a few days, but I'll try.

Easy Chocolate Bourbon Truffles
Sweetened condensed milk make these truffles quick and easy to prepare, and they can be made with a little more bourbon and less vanilla, if desired. INGREDIENTS: * 1 can (14 ounces) sweetened condensed milk * 3 cups semisweet chocolate chips * 1 tablespoon vanilla extract * 2 tablespoons bourbon * 1/2 to 3/4 cup finely chopped pecans * granulated sugar, unsweetened cocoa, or very finely chopped pecans PREPARATION: Combine chocolate chips and sweetened condensed milk in a saucepan over low heat. Heat, stirring, until melted and smooth; remove from heat. Stir in the vanilla, bourbon, and 1/2 to 3/4 cup pecans. Transfer to a small bowl. Cover and chill for 3 to 4 hours, or until mixture is firm. Working with fingertips, shape into 1-inch balls; roll in finely chopped pecans, sugar, or unsweetened cocoa. Place on a tray or baking sheet, cover loosely, and chill for at least 1 hour. If desired, put each truffle in a decorative fluted paper or foil cu

Lonely In Love
LIFE HAS BEEN SO EMPTY AND IT SEEMS WASTED NOT HAVING SOMEONE THERE ITS LONELY, COLD, HORRIBLE, PAINFUL AND TORTURING. IF HE WAS STILL HERE I WOULDNT BE SO ALONE BUT IT WILL NEVER CHANGE BECAUSE HE DECIDED HIS DESTINY AND MINE AT THE SAME TIME. I CRY FOR HIM BUT HE WILL NEVER BE MINE AGAIN IF HE JUST LOVED ME MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF IT WOULD HAVE BEEN GOOD BUT HE DECIDED TO KILL HIMSELF AND IM ALL ALONE I DESIRE TO HAVE A LOVE LIKE I HAD THEN WITH HIM BUT NOBODY CAN EVER BE HIM. I SIT UP SLEEPLESS AT NIGHT THINKING OF WHAT I COULD HAVE DONE DIFFERENT. HE WAS A GOOD MAN, SUPPORTIVE, LOVING, CARING, SHARING AND THE LOVE OF LIFE WHAT AM I TO DO WITH THE MEMORIES OF ALL THAT HAS HAPPENED? HE WILL ALWAYS BE A PART OF ME. NOBODY COULD EVER FIT IN HIS SHOES AND WOULD NEVER WANT TO WALK IN HIS SHOES. PEOPLE COME AND GO NOTHING IS PERMNAMENT. IT ALL HAS TO COME TO AN END. THERE WILL NEVER BE PEACE TILL THE DAY I DIE. THEN THERE WILL BE NOTHING JUST MEMORIES OF ME THAT WILL FADE. SITTING HERE

Morre Ramblings
Its amazing how bad can happen but somthing good can happen jus afterwards I loose on person and I can many more as friend and fellow pagans and wiccans and it leaves me feeling inspired i Know the last few blogs ive done on looking at life has been like this *be thank full for what you got and remeber if you can have somthing somthin as good or better will come your way* but Icant help but say jus hang in there even in the darkest moment is some hope even your enemies of now may by some beautiful mirical be a friend of tommorow it just takes time and the ability to put the past to the past and forgive but for now i wish all of you good blessings and lovly moments in your lifes so it may make you strong for those dark moments in life blessed be

Yelling
More things not to be caught yelling just as the music cuts out. -The charges were all dropped! -got done cleaning the blood up! -said it wasn't very contagious! -her pepper spray wore off! -urinating on his grave! -lovely clown suit! -corporphragy! -covered in a thin layer of mucus!

Aries - I'm A Lover, Not A Hater.
I Can Make You Love Me. Aquarius - I Fuck For Fun. Gemini - I Fuck Better Than You. Cancer - I Can Make You Love Me. Leo - I Fuck Like No Other! Virgo - I'm The Best At Sex! Libra - I'm Great In Bed! Scorpio - I'll Make You Scream My Name. Sagittarius - I Have Great Lips To Kiss! Taurus - I'm Sexy As Hell. Capricorn - I Can Have Sex All Night Long! Pisces - When I Put It On You, You'll Be Sprung For Life. Aries - I'm A Lover, Not A Hater.

My New Hobby
I spent way to much money (but I'm single so there's no woman bitching about it) on a photo editing softwear package. I have now found myself with a new hobby, making Morph Pics. I've already made about 60. Most of which I made for people here on Cherry Tap. And some for friends that are still stuck on Myspace with the other mindless loosers. Anyway if you would like a morph done just hit me up and I'll be glad to do it. Usually take me no time at all. The hard part is deciding on the pics to morph so if you choose your or own it's almost instant satisfaction. I do warrenty my work so if it doesn't work right when I finish it just let me know and I'll keep at it till it does. Later All jbear

The Story About The Tiny Frogs
> The story about the tiny frogs…. > > Life's lesson > > No. 1 > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > There once was a bunch of tiny frogs,... > > > … who arranged a running competition. > > The goal was to reach the top of a very high tower. > > A big crowd had gathered around the tower to see the race and cheer on the contestants... > > > The race began... > > > > > > Honestly: > > No one in the crowd really believed that the tiny frogs would reach the top of the tower. > > You heard statements such as: > > "Oh, WAY too difficult!! > > They will NEVER make it to the top." > > or: > > "Not a chance that they will succeed. The tower is too high!" > > > > The tiny frogs began collapsing. One by one... > > ... Except for those who in a fresh tempo were climbing higher and higher... > > The crowd continued to yell > > "It is too difficult!!! No one will make it!" > > > > More tiny f

If I Had Only Known........ ( Reba Mcentire)
If I had only known it was the last walk in the rain, I’d keep you out for hours in the storm. I would hold your hand, like a life line to my heart. Underneath the thunder we’d be warm. If I had only known it was the last walk in the rain. If I had only known I’d never hear your voice again, I’d memorize each thing you’ve ever said. And on those lonely nights, I could think of you once more. Keep your words alive inside my head. If I had only known I’d never hear your voice again. You were the treasure in my hand. You were the one who always stood beside me. So unaware, I foolishly believed that you would always be there. But then there came a day, And I turned my head and you slipped away. If I had only known it was my last night by your side, I’d pray a miracle stop the dawn. And when you smiled at me I would look into your eyes And make sure you know my love for you goes on and on. If I had only known, If I had only known, The love I would have shown, i

A Love Story Lol
*A LOVE STORY * This 80 year old woman was arrested for shop lifting. When she went before the judge in Cincinnati he asked her,"What did you steal?"**She replied, "A can of peaches." The judge then asked her why she had stolen the can of peaches and she replied that she was hungry. The judge then asked her how many peaches were in the can. She replied 6. The judge then said, "I will then give you 6 days in jail." Before the judge could actually pronounce the punishment, the woman's husband spoke up and asked the judge if he could say something. The judge said, "What is it?" The husband said, "She also stole a can of peas."

Teenager Contest Winners Are......
~ Teenager contest winners are.....~ 1st Place is...... wins a corvette and Dozen Roses with 21326 comments 2nd Place is...... Wins a motorcycle and dozen roses with 10436 comments 3rd Place is...... Wins Glass of Champagne and dozen roses I want to thank everyone who was in the contest! maria

Men!
Well lets see I have this guy that thinks sex is a very important in life itself and I told him that it is not that important in life. yes it feels good and feels rigth with the one you love. But to have sex with someone to figure out if you would go any further with that person just irks me! For me I am the type that to get close with the person make a stronger bond with them and to make a better friendship is how I look at things if you can get close to that person in the relationship there is not a reason to go to that point of being intaminte! And well yes I had very strong feelings for him a few months back I was IN LOVE with him and well he never shared that feeling with me so I ran from him and found something even more worse off then where I was at... The moral of this story is you need to be open and share what you think will better or worsen the situation and see where to go from there!

What Time Of Day Are You?
You Are Sunrise You enjoy living a slow, fulfilling life. You enjoy living every moment, no matter how ordinary. You are a person of reflection and meditation. You start and end every day by looking inward. Caring and giving, you enjoy making people happy. You're often cooking for friends or buying them gifts. All in all, you know how to love life for what it is - not for how it should be. What Time Of Day Are You?

Please Read!!! You Got To Read This!!
HEY TO ALL MY SEXY CT'S OUT THERE THAT HAS STOP BY AND GAVE ME SO MUCH LUV!!! JUST WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW THAT I HAVE REACHED MY DAILY LIMIT OF RATING PICS SO I WILL GET TO YOU ALL HAS SOON HAS I CAN START RATING AGAIN !!! MUCH LUV TO ALL OF YOU AND AND THANKS AGAIN!! FOR ALL THE LUV! ALWAYS SALSALICIOUS!!!

Better Story Then The First
Laying here in the dark pondering thoughts in my head i want so bad to hold you i crave to feel you deep inside me all though you are laying next to me seems we are miles away thoughts deeper then the depths of darkness Finally sleep over comes me In the wee hours of the morning something awakens me its your hand stroking my hair gently your body pressed against me. I feel the warmth and the hardness growing against me i feel your lips pressed softly on my neck and a whisper sayin baby make love to me. reachin over me u place your hand on pubic line i slowly turn over and spread my legs as u lower your hand your hand brushes against my piercing, sending shivers up my spine. i quiver as you rub my clit gently. you insert two fingers in to my pussy and i take u'r cock in my hand stroking u'r firmness. slowly i sit up and push you away, holding you to keep u from sitting up i reach to the side of the bed, and to your surprise i bring out a pair of handcuffs. i cuff y

I Need Some Help On This Darn Thing
OK SO ON HERE AND ON MYSPACE.. PEOPLE HAVE PICTURES OF BARBIE DOLLS OR ANIMALS OR MYSITCAL THINGS... IT GOES FROM THE PICTURE TO THEIR FACE.. IT LOOKS NEAT.. HOW DO I GET ONE OF THOSE? ANYONE KNOW THE WEBSITE????

I Havent Gotten To Talk To Many Of You!
Well many of you saw me on my Blast, and so I havent gotten to talk to many of you! I have met some nice people and I am sure there are a ton more to meet. I am sorry I got a lil overwhelmed and couldnt say hi and thanks to everybody, but I have some time now and if you would like to actually introduce urself and talk I would love to hear from ya! I usually try and comment/rate the people I talk to. The best way to reach me is probably a private message, all the others disappear before i get to read them. So thanks again and bye for now. ~Cindy

The Cat Says It's Boring.
Things I learned last night: The difference between a perfect martini and a dirty martini. One tongue can put a lot of saliva in my nostrils. : A well-placed flick of the fingers can snap my toes in half. There is a boy out there who is \"perfect\" for me. He will have to be beaten on a regular basis. Pies with nuts in them are MINE ALL MINE. I have really good aim. I have very realistic, well thought-out reasons for my spiritual beliefs and practices. Going to sleep at 1am when you have to open the next day is a bad idea. I like it when Klunk inspects something and declares it, \"Brdrdrweh.\" I really am not certain what it means in kitten-babble, but my guess is \"boring.\" Could everyone welcome my dear friend: Faithfulcynic@ CherryTAP Please? Rates & comments & Cherry love!

Missing Children
Missing Girl Please look at the picture, read what her mother says, then forward this message on. Maybe if everyone passes this on, someone will see this child. That is how the girl from Stevens Point was found by circulation of her picture on tv. The internet circulates even overseas, South America, and Canada etc. Thanks Please pass this to everyone in your address book. We have a Deli manager (Acme Markets) from Philadelphia, Pa who has a 13 year old daughter who has been missing for 2 weeks. Keep the picture moving on. With luck on her side she will be found. "I am asking you all, begging you to please forward this email on to anyone and everyone you know, PLEASE. My 13 year old girl, Ashley Flores, is missing. She has been missing for now two weeks. It is still not too late. Please help us. If anyone any where knows anything, please contact me at: mailto:HelpfindAshleyFlores@yahoo.com I am including a picture of her. A

Buffalo And The Feather Spirit
What secrets do the feathers tell As they waft through the silent air Their story is one that is very old Messages that the shadow ones hold They appear before you As they appear before me While upon their flight they did fall To the earth as they touch us all When to our heart your spirit did speak That in which you taught us to be Oh Creator your breath I have seen As it burst forth into a mist From the nostrils of the buffalo in a dream A strong and great life giver he has been For all of us on this path that we do walk Our provider is behind us and stands tall In his strength and wisdom we will remain As he cares for us, we do the same Care for this feather that falls so soft It is the gentle nature of the spirit That covers the heart of the big and the small As is the buffalo, the spirit protects us all...

Praise The God And Goddess!
Please, Baby J, no more!!! It is hard for me to start my day appropriately without CherryTAP, sign of a true addiction, I'm afraid!! I did, however, get quite a few postings done at the other online community I belong to, Darkness Embraced! Thought I had a quiet morning planned, but Noooooo! I am off to cover the store for my friend Paula who has a sick 4 year old to contend with at home! Ah, well. More income for me!! Did get to stretch out a bit and dance for awhile this morning, lol! Spent some time scoping out the belly dancing websites for goodies for my costume! lmao, this is so much fun!! I have a nice list of things I need to acquire over time: harem pants, circle skirt, bra or halter top - yeah, with jingly things on them, lol, veils (got 2 coming!), zils (the little finger cymbols).This doesn't even cover the hair do-dads, jewelry, coin belts, etc., that make it almost like dress-up, all over again!!! Do I sound like a little girl in a candy store? You betcha, Babe!

Sex Toys
Why Sex Toys are Better Than Men 1. They don't talk back. 2. You don't have to worry about STD's. 3. You don't have to worry about getting pregnant. 4. You don't have to worry about your toy cheating on you. 5. You don't have to worry about it lying to you. 6. It's there for you no matter what. 7. You don't have to worry about where it is or what it is doing. 8. You never have to wonder about what it is thinking. 9. It likes you regardless of what you look like. 10. You don't have to worry if its going to call you the next day.

Well Winter Week 5 Update
I am at the college right now....just got done with my Math test, I think I did well on it maybe a B. I got the English paper back I have a B on it, when I revise it I will get an A. Let's see what else oh Public Speaching I have a B in also. I have to give my speach Monday in class and DON'T wish me Good Luck...it is a jinks to me. Other than that I am fine.

Valentine Application
"Be My Valentine Application Body: This is the "Be My Valentine Application." Everyone knows there's at least one person on myspace that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who replys back with the following filled out. Have Fun. Area 1: Name: Age: Phone: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: School: Grade: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on you: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I started smoking: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? I asked you out? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4: Have you ever.... Lied to make me feel better? Wanted to kiss me? Wanted to kill me? Broke my heart? Kept something important from me? Area 5:

Save Me Please
I'm thrashing in the water Lost and scared The waves doing with me As they please The waters are dangerous they're drowning me The sea is harsh Its heart's angered Its surface bleak And all i can whisper Into uncertainty While facing this quagmire Is Lord save me please

A Leap Of Faith
Do you know what it’s like to be both happy and sad? Feeling so utterly confused you feel like you could just go mad? How can you be falling when you feel like you’re flying? So scared to open your eyes you just feel like crying How can you be drowning when you know you’re breathing air? You really don’t know how to say it so you just stand there and stare I love you I wanna be with you the rest of my life That’s all you want to say But you try to open up your mouth and your courage runs away Hoping that your words will be conveyed through the look in your eyes you know you could explain how you feel all you have to do is try You’re afraid to take a leap of faith you’re afraid to take a chance you want to go ahead and jump but you’re afraid of how hard you might land Your tender heart is like an egg so very easy to break But you know that broken things can be fixed so a chance you decide to take You pack yourself a parachute so it won’t be so

Why?
what or when did we go to Iraq over oil?someone please tell me when we did that? since i was there in the beginning I was never told that we went to war over oil.I do know that we went to remove a mad man ffrom power,so why are people protesting over us being over there? let me know

U.s. Loses Fourth Copter In Iraq In Two Weeks
U.S. loses fourth copter in Iraq in two weeks - - A U.S. Apache helicopter went down in Iraq on Friday, Pentagon officials said, the fourth helicopter to crash in two weeks. TVNL Comment: Some people are going to make a fortune selling the US replacement military hardware! Mission accomplished for them! They are just loving what is going on now! http://www.cnn.com/2007/WORLD/meast/02/02/iraq.main/index.html

Joke
A women goes to her boyfriends parents house for dinner. This is to be her first time meeting the family and she is very nervous. They all sit down and begin eating a fine meal. The woman is beginning to feel a little discomfort, thanks to her nervousness and the broccoli casserole, the gas pains are almost making her eyes water. Left with no other choice, she decides to relieve herself a bit and lets out a dainty little fart. It wasn't loud, but everyone at the table heard the toot. Before she even had a chance to be embarrassed, her boyfriends father looked over at the dog that had been snoozing at the women's feet, and said in a rather stern voice, "Ginger!" The woman thought, "this is great!" and a big smile came across her face. A couple minutes later, she was beginning to feel the pain again. This time, she didn't even hesitate. She let a much louder and longer fart rip. The father again looked at the dog and yelled, "dammit Ginger!" Once again the woman

Hmmm
Guys Come on, Im a real person on the other end of this page, please be nice. I hurt easy. I have a big mouth and Im playful most of the time, but i really dont mean anything bad or suggestive by it.What you see is what you get.Im a very sweet person, and I get my feelings hurt very easy, because I do care. So please just be nice to me. I would really would appreciate it.

3x's
Before the morning's light chase shadows from my room You left three kisses on my lips So that when I awaken My soul will be embraced by your faraway love My heart wants to remember what I dreamt of this night But dreams drift away as if blown like thistle-down before the wind My Dream Spirit toils to capture the shards of lost thoughts and emotions And once it collects all the fragments The world suddenly blurs Images of you flower into beautiful shapes around me Charming my soul My heart falls before your feet, rejoicing in our love And when your dream lips meet mine my spirit is engulfed in flames You sing to my Passion with whispers For you know how fragile and delicate is she Anything greater than a faint echo would turn her to dust And the evening breeze would carry her away from my soul My dream finally fades Dissipating like gray phantoms surrendering to the emerging Sun God And I am left tasting the warmth of your three kisses

Yesterday
Yesterday was forever ago, when it was only just a day, but it still lingers and with, every breath it starts to slip away. Further in the past it goes, And slowly my heart aches, I don't know how long I can keep doing this, Theres not much more I can take. Tomorrow is so far away, but I can feel it in my hands. Tomorrow will feel like yesterday, and fall though my fingers like sand. So take the days as they come, but hold them warm and tight, cuz before you know it before your eyes, your minutes make the night. Written by my friend Alana and me.

Cherry Blast Contest Q/a
Hey here is some questions ive gotten about the contest.. 1_ Why do I need to sign it or have my name in it? Unless its totally obvious its from you, i just need to be able you haven't taken it from someone else. 2_ I don't have photoshop, how do I do it then? You don't need photoshop.. a simple sign you hold up with my name on it works. it all comes down to creativity and getting enough comments to be in the top 5 3_ Why are you so sexy? Ok thats just my ego talking.. haha I want everyone to make it simple and fun. The prize is for all the ppl that are friends with me on here. I can't wait to see what comes up!

Superbowl
WELL TODAY IS THE SUPERBOWL SUNDAY AND GO BEARS. I KNOW THEY ARE GOING TO WIN. WE ARE HAVING A PARTYING TODAY AND EVERYONE HERE IS GOING FOR THE BEARS. I HAVE BEEN WAITING FORT HIS FOR A LONG TIME NOW AND I AM VERY HAPPY THAT THE DAY IS HERE NOW. WELL GOING TO GET READY TO PARTY ONE MORE NIGHT.

Memories
Memories by Sudhir Iyer Was walking down memory lane, Was walking on the beach, Throttling the feelings of pain, Keeping doubts out of reach. Had a look at the sands of time The hours when time itself stood still, Could hear distant bells chime, And I was walking while I still stood still. Felt the heat of the sun beating, Could sense an awe that the past left, Saw the sheath of life fleeting, Glimpses of what was there were best.

The Parting...
FAREWELL MY SWEET LOVE, I'M LEAVING YOUR SIDE. MY CALLING HAS COME, TO WHICH I MUST ABIDE. I KNOW THAT IT HURTS YOU, BUT PLEASE DEAR DON'T CRY. LIGHT A CANDLE IN MY MEMORY, SHOULD I DIE. THERE'S NO SENSE IN DREAMING, FOR DREAMS NEVER LAST. THERE'S NO SENSE IN WANTING, THE DAYS OF THE PAST. THERE'S NO SENSE IN WISHING,WITH YOU I MUST STAY. FIGHT I MUST, UNTIL VICTORY DAY! I'LL KISS YOUR SWEET LIPS, AND THEN I MUST PART. THE SORROW INSIDE...THE PAIN IN MY HEART...BUT THINK OF THE NEW DAWN, OUR BANNER UNFURLED. IN A WHITER, AND BRIGHTER WORLD! 1488

Some People...
How can someone you call your best friend manage to make you feel so crappy about yourself? Chris, my best friend, had me in tears today. He has this way of twisting things, so it looks like I'm the bad guy... I hate him so much sometimes! We have what you might call a "complicated" relationship. He is my best friend, like I said. He is also my ex-boyfriend, the father of my younger 2 kids, my room mate, and my soul mate. I can't live without him, but I am not in love with him, or attracted to him. We need each other in a way that goes beyond all the other shit. Anyway, he works a job where he can pretty much set his own hours, but he uses that shit as an excuse. He doesn't get the sleep he needs, and then he takes shit out on me! It makes me so mad! Today he told me to let him get at least 2 hours of sleep. I let him sleep for 4 hours. Then he went off on me because I asked him if he was gonna take a shower. Apparently he didn't like my tone... The only reason I asked wa

1 To 65
1.) Where were you when the ball dropped for 2007? At Ti's house.. Playing penny poker. 2.) How did you get the idea for your myspace name? It was inherited in part by April 3.) Do you love anyone? I do 4.) Has the death of a celebrity ever made you cry? No 5.) Have you ever been to a zoo? Tons of them. Love the zoo. 6.) Do you live in a zoo? I do, have you seen our animals?? 7.) What did you eat this morning? Iced coffee.. 8.) Who's more complicated, guys or girls? I'd have to go with women...because even I can't figure us out! 9.) Have you ever done something malicious to someone as a revenge? Nope 11.) What are the last two digits of your phone number? 50 12.) What was the last concert you attended? It was online.. lol 13) Who were you with? Sean 14.) What is the last movie you watched? Haven't watched any movies in awhile. 15.) What/who do you dislike at the moment? Lack of money. 16.) What food do you crave right now? Sean

The Chemist. Quote/ Poem
The chemist who can extract from his heart's elements, compassion, respect, longing, patience, regret, surprise, and forgiveness and compound them into one, can create that atom which is called love. KAHLIL GIBRAN

Our Dog
To all that know me and/or my sister well, we had a german shepherd named Smokey. Yesterday at 2:05 pm he was put down. He was massively sick and not doing well at all. He was 9.5 yrs old and one of the best dogs we have ever had.

I'm A Scorpio, The Sex Addict
.:VIRGO:. The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. .:SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. .:LIBRA:. The lame lover Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Spontaneous. Horny. Erotic. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in Bed!! Will blow your mind. Did I say Amazing in Bed? not the kind of person you wanna %&(@ with...you might end up crying. The most irresistible. .:ARIE

See What 50 Years Will Do...
Scenario: Jack pulls into school parking lot with rifle in gun rack. 1956 - Vice Principal comes over, takes a look at Jack's rifle, goes to his car and gets his to show Jack. 2006 - School goes into lockdown, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. ++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fist fight after school. 1956 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up best friends. Nobody goes to jail, nobody arrested, nobody expelled. 2006 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario: Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students. 1956 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by Principal. Sits still in class. 2006 - Jeffrey give

A Slave In Love
I feel like a slave Put in shackles every day. Not free to do what I want to do Or say what I want to say. I feel like a lioness Pacing around in a cage. Trying to find away out Of this difficult, intricate maze. Someone's tugging on my heart strings Every time I'm alone with him My poor heart is trying to tell me, This is just a crazy whim. Maybe it is, dear heart of mine But I adore him, can't you see? So whatever happens in the future, I'll have this beautiful memory

Secret Intrusion
Secret Intrusion by: Kevin Max Smith I wish for you in an untitled moment to break this curse of unspoken enslavement. I am faulted for much but willing to seek atonement. I would count every speck of sand every bit of stardust to be with you. But without a doubt, because without trust there is no hope, I have never in my life felt more alone then I do now, for what I need needs me not. And if there is need, then it is unspoken. Let me break down the temple walls to let light so shine in. I wish for you in an untitled moment to hold my hand through this flimsy veil of humanity. I am faulted for much even in this secret intrusion

Covered In Dust
up on the highest shelf is where i sit deserted and broken, covered in dust. once i was whole and loved, cherished and taken care of, others now take my place. in your arms, in your heart. i'm torn and empty, deserted and broken, covered in dust

Help This Soldier Out Please
OK ALL YOU COMMENT BOMBERS OUT THERE. IM CALLING YOUR HELP ONCE AGAIN. THIS SOLDIER NEEDS YOUR HELP TO WIN THE BOSS LADIES VALENTINE CONTEST. SO IF YOU VOTE WHO KNOWS WHAT I MAY GIVE YOU, I WILL ALSO RETURN THE FAVOR. SO GET TO COMMENT BOMBING AWAY AND HELP BMK267 BECOME BOSS LADIES VALENTINE. HERE IS THE LINK SO PLEASE GO AND HELP HIM OUT. CONTEST ENDS ON V-DAY SO GET TO COMMENT BOMBING PLEASE, THANKS AGAIN FOR HELPING OUT ONE OF YOU FELLOW SOLDIERS.

This Is The Truth...
These words speak the truth... Read this very carefully... It could brighten your day... 1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, s

Photo Update !!
Hi all Just to let you know i have added some new photo's to my family album (my 3 week old grand daughter) and my risque pics (nsfw) album. Please stop by and show lots of love and hopefully my flu virus will go away completely !! lol. Have a great day. Love and hugs Linda aka celticrose. xx

Ubnormal Rain
if i could show you this fingerprint impressions of these depressions in me this portrait, so tidal catastrophic when it rains if you could take me in you would never wear that perfume on your breath again if you could touch this divinity these tears, fury by nature would scorch your heathen hand if you could brush them away

An Urgency Notification
A note to let you know I still exist still find you irresistible still think of you in ways that make me blush still miss the nearness of your smile the rightness of your touch still recall the shade of your eyes the sound of your voice your whole attitude of grace still see when I close my eyes your feet walking by themselves still wonder what kind of God made this kind of love this kind of man this kind of woman this kind of world this kind of life still believe in spite of everything that love outlives us all still believe in you

Sexiest Eyes, Lips & Chest Contest (guys Only)
Since my Other Contest Got Shut Down I'm gonna Run A Sexiest Eyes & Lips and also a Sexiest Chest Contest For the Guys to enter Into .. There Is 2 Contest From Each Contest two winners The 1st Place Winner will Get a One day Cherry Blast and 2nd Place will Get a Gift Of Choice... This Contest Is for the Guys Only Sorry Lady's But You get to Vote =) So get them sexy eyes& lips and chest pics ready Guys =) Contest Ends Feb 21st and winners will be contacted entrys will not be taken after Feb 14th Good Luck Guys and Have Fun Women =) Rules On Chest Pics are Must Not show Below The waist Please... Thank you

Help This Soldier When The Contest He Is In
OK if you are all true friends and are great suppoorters of our troops then start comment bombing for his soldier. Please, it would be nice if he could win. Also, who knows what i will be giving away so show your love for one of our fellow soldiers here is the link click it and start comment bombing like mad thanks

Ozzfest Press Release----ozzfest For Free?
GROUNDBREAKING ANNOUNCEMENT PULLS PLUG ON TICKET PRICES "This will change everybody’s impression of the way touring in the summer in America should be."--Sharon Osbourne Imagine a day of wall-to-wall hard rock. Imagine the world's greatest headliner sharing a bill with cutting edge new artists. Imagine if this brass-knuckled beast was hellbent on coming to your town. Imagine this earth-pounding event...FOR FREE. 2007 will forever mark the year OZZFEST spiked the concert industry's punch and gave every head-banging American kid a reason to strap on an air guitar with the historic announcement that tickets to the summer’s premiere touring concert festival won't cost fans a dime. Testing one, two, three... That's right, OZZY and SHARON OSBOURNE and tour producer LIVE NATION broke the news today at the Concert Industry Consortium in Los Angeles that their 12th annual hard rock spectacular--a 25-date extravaganza launching July 7 in Los Angeles--is pulling the plug

Best Morph On Ct Contest!
~~ Okay I'm doing a Best Morph Contest! ~~ In this one will be 1st, 2nd, and 3rd Places but everyone will get a prize. Contest will open on 2/9 thur 2/16 Send me your link to your pic to my inbox and i will add you. Remember you can comment bomb your own pic one with most comments wins! thanks maria click on pic to enter contest! ~~UBER MARIA ..Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

Home Remedies Part One (tea For Colds And Flu)
Well we all know cold and flu season is know vast apon us so I decided to share some of my herbal know how of my shamantic know how with you all. Tea for a common cold and mild flu. 1/2 teaspoon sage- natural anti congestant 1/2 teaspoon gensing-energy aid 1/2 teaspoon green tea leafs- antioxidant 1/4 teaspoon ginger powder- immune system booster 1/4 teaspoon mint- taste and helps stomach mix well till the herbs are all mixed well and let step in hot water(1 cup) for 20 mintues to extract all the goodness of all the herbs sweeten if must but suger is known to cuase further stomach discomfort and make sure to drink plenty of water for sage will dry you out

Sweet Cheeks :d
if you ever had a mother in law just kidding of course Sweet Cheeks A married couple was in a terrible accident where the man's face was severely burned. The doctor told the husband that they couldn't graft any skin from his body because he was too skinny. So the wife offered to donate some of her own skin. However, the only skin on her body that the doctor felt was suitable would have to come from her buttocks. The husband and wife agreed that they would tell no one about where the skin came from, and they requested that the doctor also honor their secret. After all, this was a very delicate matter. After the surgery was completed, everyone was astounded at the man's new face. He looked more handsome than he ever had before! All his friends and relatives just went on and on about his youthful beauty. One day, he was alone with his wife, and he was overcome with emotion at her sacrifice. He said, "Dear, I just want to thank you for everything you did for me. How can I

* * * Breaking News - Bush Finds Osama Bin Laden
* * * Breaking News - Bush Finds Osama Bin Laden Please Rate This Picture By Rating The Blog. Just use the box to your left. CLICK on The Above Picture To See What Is Good For You CLICK HERE To Check Us Out Today " Bush found Osama at the local strip club in Crawford Texas.

The South
> The North has coffee houses, > The South has Waffle Houses > > The North has dating services, > The South has family reunions. > > The North has switchblade knives, > The South has Lee Press-on Nails. > > The North has double last names, > The South has double first names. > > The North has Indy car races, > The South has stock car races. > > The North has Cream of Wheat, > The South has grits. > > The North has green salads, > The South has collard greens. > > The North has lobsters, > The South has crawfish. > > The North has the rust belt, > The South has the Bible Belt. > > FOR NORTHERNERS MOVING SOUTH . . . > > In the South: > > If you run your car into a ditch, don't panic. Four men in >a > four-wheel drive > pickup truck with a tow chain will be along shortly. Don't >try to >

Can't Shy't Help Ugly
I'm jus sayin.... Now on to the entry…. In all my years of dating, I've never had a woman cook for me. Like, nebba ebba. Isn't that sad?? Cooking for someone is one of the most romantic things one can do and something I've done countless numbers of times for women I was interested in.......Yet, no one has ever done it for me — well, ok, there have been a couple, but they don't really count.......they were mainly jump offs..... But let many of the women I've met tell it, they can "burn." … yeah, down the house maybe… like Talking Heads. So you can cook huh?..... And you know Top Ramen don't count, right??!? Then let a brutha get some mac'n'cheese! Shyt, crockpot up some neckbones! ....not really (I dont eat pork) I'm beginning to believe that women in this country no longer realize the significance of dating and a good home-cooked meal. For shame! Its a well established fact that women born after 1975 cant cook for sheeyit. Used to be that wime

Who Wants To Be My Valentine?
This is the Valentine Application. Everyone knows there's at least one person on myspace that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who replys back with the following filled out. Have Fun. Area 1: Please provide positive honest answers. Name: Age: Phone: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: School: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on u: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I started smoking: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? I asked u to have sex? I asked u out? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4: Have you ever.... Lied to make me feel better? Wanted

Yayyy I Made It Home!!
So I've made it home from the Bahamas. The cruise itself was awesome. There was some serious partying going on around the clock and I tried to get in as much of it as I possibly could. Damn the alcohol on those ships is high as hell!!!! A bucket of beer, which consist of 4 16oz. bottles, was $17.50. Shots of Jack (my drink of choice) were $5.50. They do serve this one drink called "Kiss on the Lips", which is what I drank wayyyyyyyy too much of, that is like $7.00 for a 16oz. glass. Oh well. I only o on a cruise once a year, so I guess it's ok to splurge. My opinion of the Bahamas has changed drastically. I hated it. I will be perfectly happy if I never go back. I am glad that I went, just so I could see it, but I wasn't impressed. I enjoyed Mexico much better when I went there. I just wanted to let ya'll that care know that I am home. ~~Hugs~~ Mary

Turn On Time For Me Lmao
Blood and Vampirism Bondage Peircing and body modification Fangs Guys with long hair Boobs Blood and biting Bondage and being tied up Candles (both burning and dripping) Insence S&M (me been the sub) Leather PVC and Latex Ice

My Youngest Son
I Took My son to the Hospital today..not cool.hes been in pain for no apparent reason for quite sometime now and tylenol just wasnt cuttin it anymore, no decent parent can handle it when thier child is hurting....sooo... He has Scoliosis was the finding after numerous xrays and some other junk.~gonna have to figure how to spell that later~..(curvature of the spine) well im not surprised although just a little sad for him.Poor Baby.Horrid Day today, But I expect the worst and hope for the best..what can ya do .Prayers to my bratcake.I would gladly take his place in a heartbeat.

Crudeltà
La guardate, voi la ridete di.... ...Abbassa la sua testa e la lancia occhi alla terra Voi snicker dietro lei indietro come cammina sopra vicino... ...Prova a non cry Rendete ad uno snide piccolo osservazione, o ad uno scherzo al vostro friend(s)... ...Muore un piccolo all'interno. ~ENGLISH Version~ You look at her, you laugh at her... ...She lowers her head and casts her eyes to the ground You snicker behind her back as she walks on by.... ...She tries not to cry You make a snide little remark, or a joke to your friend(s).... ...She dies a little inside.

Balloon
Hippity hop the balloon went pop It's life was short but sweet as it floated across the street Freed from the grasp of sticky hands it ventured in search of far off lands But all it could manage a short swift dash then bump into the baby's carriage With a bang it expired too short a life for one so inspired But venture it did from life it never hid To be free was all it sought everything else counted for nought

10 Rules For Dominates
Ten Rules for Dominants Ten Rules for Dominants Be patient! Until you enter into a contract with a submissive, you have no more right to order him/her around than does anyone else. Give your bottom time to get to know you and what you are like. Finesse and subtlety are major elements of dominance. Similarly, strength and gentleness go hand in hand. The sensitivity and awareness (or lack thereof) that you show in the real world is likely to be repeated in the playroom. Be humble. You may be God's/Goddess' gift to the world, but no one needs to hear it or wants to hear it. You will have ample opportunities to show how good you are - and plenty of opportunities to make a fool of yourself. No matter what you claim, the "real you" will show through in a scene. Don't set yourself up for a failure by developing expectations that you know you can never reach. Be open. Although the top is classically considered to be the teacher in SM, you can always learn from your bottom, no matte

So Sweet!!
well past few days has been cute. hubby and I been sending dry erase board luv messages. last one goes along the lines of."you mean so much to me, i dont want you to ever leave me got it" he said that, he is the type to hide his feelings..makes me love this man even more than i already do.. and i could never leave this man he is amazing. ya he has some bad moments but he has the most sweetest ones.i love him so much and i hope he see this.jet lag i love you

Family Pic Contest Is Open To Vote
~~ Okay I'm doing a Family Contest ~~ What I want is a family pic like parents with kids or grandpraents with grandkids a family photo. Winners will get both gifts again.....1 VIP gift and 1 VIC gift. 1st Family is...... with 1 comments 2nd Family is..... with 1 comments 3rd Family is...... with 1 comments 4th Family Pic is..... with 1 comments Most comments wins. Rates breaks ties. Send me your pic in my inbox and i'll add you to the contest! Remember you can comment bomb your own pic! Contest will run 2/9 thur 2/16 thanks maria Click on pic to enter! ~~UBER MARIA ..Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

Lol...hahaha!!!!
GAMES FOR WHEN WE ARE OLDER: 1. Sag, You're It 2. Hide and Go Pee 3. 20 Questions shouted into your good ear 4. Kick the Bucket 5. Red Rover, Red Rover, the Nurse says Bend Over 6. Musical Recliners 7. Simon Says Something Incoherent 8. Pin the Toupee on the Bald Guy SIGNS OF MENOPAUSE: 1. You sell your home heating system at a yard sale. 2. You have to write post-it notes with your kids' names on them. 3. You change your underwear after a sneeze. OLD IS WHEN: 1. Going bra-less pulls all the wrinkles out of your face. 2. You don't care where your spouse goes, just as long as you don't have to go along. 3. Getting a little action means I don't need fiber today. 4. Getting lucky means you find your car in the parking lot. 5. An all-nighter means not getting up to pee! THOUGHTS FOR THE WEEKEND: Wouldn't it be nice if whenever we messed up our life we could simply press 'Ctr Alt Delete' and start all over? Just remember..if the world di

Thank You
Thank you for being the heart of my life, Harboring me in the arms of your love, Anchoring me in the rock of your faith, Needing me, that I not be in vain, Knowing me well, yet loving me still. You are the island I've found in my sea, Ocean I dwell in and deep where I dive, Unfailing heaven and passionate earth. Written By: Born N Raised

The Photos Are Real~
When I recieved the painted cat photos yesterday from my Aunt I couldn't believe that people would actually do that to their cats. I love cats, I believe though they should look like cats, not clowns and certainly not to be colored. Cats have a natural beauty. If you would not paint your face to look like a clown and go around like that all your life why should your cat. It costs about 6-10,0000 a year for their cats to look like that, the money could go to animal shelters. Please don't paint your cats.

Guest Book Log
Hey everyone, I created a new guest book in my page, and I'd love to have you add yourself to it, so I can keep track of all my friends... thanks, I look forward to seeing all of you linked in my guest book Sir Joe

Ultimate Female Joke
ULTIMATE FEMALE JOKE It has long been contended that there are male jokes and there are female jokes, and there are unisex jokes. Here is a joke I consider a true female joke. I offer it to you in the hopes that women will love it and men will pass it along to a woman who will love it. A woman was sitting at a bar enjoying an afterwork cocktail with her girlfriends when an exceptionally tall, handsome, extremely sexy, middle-aged man entered. He was so striking that the woman could not take her eyes off him. The young-at-heart man noticed her overly attentive stare and walked directly toward her. (As all men will.) Before she could offer her apologies for staring so rudely, he leaned over and whispered to her, "I'll do anything, absolutely anything, that you want me to do, no matter how k inky, for $20.00......on one condition." Flabbergasted, the woman asked what the condition was. The man replied, "You have to tell me what you want me t

Devotional For 2/10/07
A Cherokee Feast of Days by Joyce Sequichie Hifler To some, power is domination, ruling anything defenseless. But that isn't power, it is abuse, and abuse is cowardly. Abuse takes advantage where it can, always pretending to be the victim, but looking for the opportunity to overpower. Forget the idea that power is from the world. Whole worlds have been changed in minutes. Power that was bold and bragging can suddenly be a whimper. Empires have crashed and those that caused so much misery have deflated like balloons. Real power is not nigvnhdiha, which is understood by the Cherokee to be put on. It is from an inner source, characteristically calm, like a great river that flows smoothly but drives huge cities with energy. A single drop of water seems powerless and takes the way of least resistance, but joined to all the others, it has force. One person may seem inadequate to change anything, but united with others, can change anything. ~ The red man must leave the land of his y

Contest
Well, I think Jeremy will be more proud of me for this blog than anyone will but here goes. (Wait, just for the record - Jeremy - I do miss you sweetie and I'm coming to see you real soon!! :)) I entered my first contest last weekend - the one that some of you have so graciously dropped in on and voted for me in....THANK YOU SO MUCH TO THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE/DID!!!....XOXOXO....those of you who didn't for whatever reason, no worries - I don't always participate in bombing. lol Well, I think I am just giving up on the whole mess. First of all, I just don't find much interest in it. Some of them can be fun but I'm finding this particular one very irritating to be honest. Friends of mine on here have found that their supposed fans/friends/supporters really weren't supporting them but someone running against them. Now, I have to say that I have comment bombed in some contests where I have had a family member in the contest and a friend/fan has asked for help. I turned the friend down not be

My Sweetheart
So often when I am embracing you, It seems that you exist in this world only because of me and I exist because of you. It's not easy to wander in this world and not lose one's way, but the greatest happiness of all is in giving joy to one's beloved. And if the king can have his throne, and if the bird can have his Spring nest, and God can have his heaven, then I, my sweetheart, I can have you!

For My Angel,you Know Who You Are
The day you came into my life will be cherished always. An angel sent from heaven above for my lonely heart to hold. My heart is no longer lonely, but instead filled with the wonder of a love like I’ve never known. When you first held me, it was magical! A touch no other but my soulmate could provide. Truly the passion needed no words. Your kiss on my lips is something I long for each day. With a single kiss the intensity of your love so incredibly clear! Your eyes melt me with emotion so intense it is beyond belief. A caring and unconditional love that shines from them that makes me shiver with excitement for our life to come. Each day your smile fills my heart with a joy like no other. Oh but to have you in my life is truly a blessing! On the day we wed... I promise to you yet again my unconditional love and devotion. For I will cherish each day that God gives me with you, our own little piece of heaven on earth. I will love you always.

Stellar Passions
My adorable princess in the night I searched the book of the cosmos for you And there you were, my brightest star A detailed flame of purest joy That coalesced the heavens in extreme awe The world, you have at your fingertips And all the worlds and stars beyond Tell me what you know of them Do they shine from your essence Or glow from the sight of your dramatic beauty Do they travel the universe to be in unity with you Do they wait for their cataclysmic, fateful end So that the shattering pieces that remain of them May somehow find their way to the cradle of you How I wonder what miraculous wonders you be store How you make me weak in the knees to gaze at you Hanging high up there in the blissful night sky How do you think the stars befell enviously They all want to radiate the systems of galaxies But you will be the one to teach them the way As they will follow in your lead to perfection It's when I come out late at night, and I feel all alone I know you are ther

One Year Of Happiness
One year of holding hands One year of hugging, One year of laughing, One year of cuddling. One year of loving One year of kissing One year of touching One year of romancing. One year of your love One year of my love, One year of our love One year of true love. Baby one year with you Is a year of happiness, A year of passion, A year of joy, A year blessed.

Fish!
I have a male blue gourami named Llyr, a female yellow gourami named Brigit, and a plecostamous named Gwyn App Nudd. If you're curious: Llyr ("leer") is a Celtic God of the sea, Brigit ("breet") is a Celtic Goddess of fire and the hearth, and Gwyn App Nudd ("gwin ap neeth") is a Celtic God of the underworld (get it? he's a bottom feeder!) Yeah, anyway, I hope they live...

Friends
A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place.

For You
tis true you are sweet, and i long for us to meet beneath the stars above, so we may share our love desire for you i feel i must explain to you in words of lust though they be tender in notion setting soon our bodies in motion My love for you is so new yet in strength absolute and true to spend each day with you in mind you are unique, just one of a kind but love you i do with my heart spanning the miles that keep us apart you are the one i want forever to be with you i'll go wherever you are so much more than you know lets cherish our love and let it grow A. Boudreaux 2007

Asked And Answered.
100 Truths! :] Body: 1. real name ¨ WILLIAM JOSEPH WALSH III 2. nickname ¨ BILLY BUICK, IRISH BILL, DUMB BASTARD!! 3. single or taken ¨ SINGLE. 4. zodiac sign ¨ CAPRICORN/AQUARIUS. 5. male or female ¨ DUDE. 6. elementary ¨ BLESSED SACREMENT, AND ORENDA. 8. cell phone ¨ CINGULAR. 9.eye color- BLUE, GREEN, GRAY. 10. hair color ¨ BLACK. 11. long or short ¨ HIGH AND TIGHT. 15. are you health freak ¨ HELLZ NO!! 16. braces ¨ NAH, LIKE MY MESSED UP GRILL. 17. do you have a crush on someone ¨ NAH, FINDING IT POINTLESS TO. 18. do you like yourself ¨HELL YEAH, I RULE!! 20. tattoos ¨ 6. 21. righty or lefty ¨ RIGHT. FIRSTS : 22. first surgery ¨ HERNIA WHEN I WAS BORN. 23. first piercing ¨ LEFT EAR. 24. first best friend ¨ ROBBIE DIGGS. 25. first award ¨ALL STATE CHOIR CHAMPIONSHIPS WHEN I WAS IN SECOND GRADE....SAY SOMETHING!! 26. first sport you joined ¨ LITTLE LEAGUE, OR HOCKEY.. 27. first pet ¨ DRAXS THE BEAGLE. 29. first concert ¨BILLY JOEL MADI

People Watching On Ct
After just a short time on CT I am noticing an interesting trend.... I have spent much of my time thus far just browsing profiles and looking for interesting people to talk to online and who knows, possibly become real friends with one day. I think I'm a little hard on some people though. I have met a lot of people through the internet, when I say a lot, I mean well over 50 and in several Countries, and let me tell you, there are some shady folks out there. As if you needed me to tell you that. Having said this, I tend to be more judgmental on the internet these days than I would ever dare in real life. It's Funny, on CT, more than I have experienced in a long time on any other web site, no matter how many profiles you read, comment sections, picture comments, etc.. you end up going around in circles. I always end up back at the same profiles I have already read. These of course being the interesting people. There seems to be a "group" of intellectual people and then this large

Found This Quite Funny...
I had to go to the doctors today for a "procedure"... The waiting room has internet access... First place I wanted to go to was winthelotto.net and talk to some of the people in that forum... I could not get there... Site was blocked as not safe... I could get to CherryTap... ???? Found that funny.... One more funny-- You know that pic of the kitty in the bra that was my main photo?? The CT Nazis banned it as NSFW.... That makes me laugh also!! This place is very interesting....

September It Looks Like
We just found out last friday that my daughter is going to have a baby.. We go to the doc for the first time this thursday and hope to find out just how far along she is.. So it looks like im gonna be a grandma.. We are taking bets on what it is going to be. Im sayin boy, my better half says girl. The daddy is next in line to have twins*crys*. Lets hope its just one!!!!! Just wanted to share the news with all of my friends and family on here

My Soiled Soul
I cry amidst the grave of my soul for I buried it long ago as I dig my hands through the soiled remains I stumble upon a seed that bears many pains I plant it in my heart in hopes that one day my soul will regrow.

St. Valentines Day.(part 1) ..............................
St Valentines Day,the day of love celebrated the world over. It is the day when lovers can at last declare undying love and perform the age old rituals of courtship and marriage. This ancient feast of love is shrouded in mystery,some believing it originated in the pagan festivities celebrating fertility and honored Juno,the Roman Goddess of Love and Marriage. The women would write love letters and place them in a large urn.The men would draw a letter from the urn and pursue the lady who wrote the letter. People also believed that the birds and the bees began their mating rituals on February 14. Christians believe that St Valentines was a Roman dignitary who secretly practiced Christianity in the 3rd Century,he is said to have performed marriages against the wishes of Emperor Claudius,who believed single soldiers performed Better in battle. Valentine was Jailed and before his Execution he sent a letter to a friend,the Jailers daughters signed "from your valentine". This Phrase

Sgfrsfgsrgwrhytju
this is where i would write something something pathetic and depressing something i would regret in the morning, and delete in a week if i remember it i do have to say though, that the swings are catching me off guard and the biggest problem is that there is a lot of fuel for the down swing anyway fuck that fuck you fuck this fuck me time to go dot stare in a haze

The Gifts We Recieve
The gifts we recieve, are forever and always changing, as God Bless's us with one, He has another waiting. The gifts we recieve, come in Gods order and not ours, learn to accept the gifts as they come and the greatest gift will be yours. The gifts we each recieve, were planned for us before birth, don't envie others gifts, for if this is what you desire, give it to God and show you are worthy and it shall be yours, For God Loves us all and knows the desires of each and every heart that belongs to HIM. The gifts we recieve, are not always visible, accept the things of daily life, and thank God for it all and THE GREATEST GIFT OF ALL, will be yours in the end, WHEN GOD OPENS HIS GATES AND LETS YOU IN!! written by ~Cheryl~

Dreams...
Dreams do come true, but only when They make it through despair, Limping into everyday Transformed beyond repair. No dream would be a dream if it Could pass for something real, Nor would we sail for paradise Would it its shoals conceal. So it is with love: the dream Long longed for, now possessed, Must be a dream no longer, but An emperor undressed. Stark naked it must come to us In unaccustomed shame, And we must take it in our arms And love it all the same. And we must love love as it is That dreams might still come true, Mangled into miracles To make our lives anew. Written by: Born N Raised

Stupid Cupid :p
Stupid cupid, you're a real mean guy I'd like to clip your wings so you can't fly I'm in love and it's a cryin' shame And i know that you're the one to blame Hey, hey, set me free Stupid cupid, stop pickin' on me Can't do my homework and i can't think straight I meet him ev'ry mornin' 'bout a half past eight I'm actin'like a lovesick fool You even got me carry in his books to school Hey, hey, set me free Stupid cupid, stop pickin' on me You mixed me up but good, right from the very start Hey, go play robin hood with somebody else's heart You got me jumpin' like a crazy clown And i don't feature what you're puttin' down Since i kissed his lovin' lips of wine The thing that bothers me is that i like it fine Hey, hey, set me free Stupid cupid, stop pickin' on me Pickin' me

*dos And Don'ts**
The following checklist is based in part on recommendations from the Council on Interracial Books for Children: Do not equate Indians with "things." For example, if alphabet cards say, "A is for apple, B is for ball, .... I is for Indian," pick a different word so that Indian people are not presented as objects. Do not speak of Native Americans exclusively in past tense. There are nearly one million Native people in the U.S. today, yet many books and videos still have titles such as How the Indians Lived. Do not perpetuate the myth that a few Europeans defeated thousands of Indians in battle. Historians say the number killed in battle was relatively small; what really defeated Native Americans were European diseases from which they had no immunity. Do not let children to imitate Indians with stereotypes such as one-word sentences ("Ugh," "How"), Hollywood-style grammar ("Me heep big hungry"), or gestures (e.g., war whoops and tomahawk chops). Do not encourage children to

Irish Blessing
"May there always be work for your hands to do, may your purse always hold a coin or two. May the sun always shine on your windowpane, may a rainbow be certain to follow each rain. May the hand of a friend always be near you, may God fill your heart with gladness to cheer you." - Irish Blessing To all my firnds Happy Valentine's Day

Poem: Heart Of Stone
COPYRIGHTED MATERIAL PLEASE DO NOT COPY WITHOUT PERMISSION. THANK YOU. Heart of Stone Begin to care, begin to feel Reach out,confirm connection Words sharper than steel Cut, pierce, slice a section Remove that piece, take that part Scar tissue, harder than bone Too much gone, can't restart No more love, heart of stone

Love Hurts
I hate that I love him............................... I love him so much it hurts! I love the way you used to make me feel............. I hate not knowing how you feel anymore at all! I love the way you used to look at me when we made love......... I hate that now you barely look at me at all! I love the way your tong used to linger on my lips............ I hate the fact they barley touch yours any more! I love the way your fingers used to feel on my hips..... I hate now we barely get that far! I love the way we used to talk when we made love.............................. I hate that now we barley talk at all! I love the man you used to be not so long ago............................................ So loving ,so caring, I hate sitting next to you each night , and waiting for the man you used to be.................. to notice me again!

Feb 13 2007
Recipe For Freindship 2 heaping measures of trust 2 well rounded scoops of respect 2 generous portions of affection 2 equal amounts of sharing 2 equal measures of love 2 well thought plans for future And 1 large round hug to go around the family. Stir together until lumps and bumps are disolved Then it will be one big happy family. just remember it takes the family to make it all work out. Together you can do it good luck.

Joke6
A prominent young attorney was on his way to court to begin arguments on a complex lawsuit when he suddenly found himself at the Gates of Heaven. St. Peter started to escort him inside, when he began to protest that his untimely death had to be some sort of mistake. "I'm much too young to die! I'm only 35!" St. Peter agreed that 35 did seem to be a bit young to be entering the pearly gates, and agreed to check on his case. After investigating, he told the attorney, "I'm afraid that there is no mistake my son... We verified your age on the basis of the number of hours you've billed to your clients, and according to that, you're at least 108 years old!"

But I Was Stupid. Boy I Was Wrong. &&he Was Right All Along.
If you're tryn' to bring me down I want to be the FIRST to congradulate you You succeeded in B r e a king my Heart I want to be the FIRST to thank you For R i pping it a p a r t I n e v e r thought you were capable of this I N E V E R thought you could e v e r do this shit I always looked at you as someone who would n e v e r hurt me I always looked at you as someone who could n e v e r break me But I was stupid. Boy I was wrong!!! And he was right all along. You ARE UnFAiThFuL. You ARE UnTRuThFuL. You WERE everything I thought you weren't But I was stupid. Boy i was WRONG. And he was right all along. You ARE the LiES he had said. You ARE the WoRDs in my head. You were the BAcKSTABBer i heard all about. You were the CHeATer he said had MiSSeD OuT. I stood up for you for every fight. Doing my best to make things werk right. But I was stupid. Boy was I wrong. And he was right all along. But I was RiGHT on just OnE thing. I said i'd L¢¾Ve you for e t e r n i t y.

Broken Glass
closin in the night begins ive seen it all before I play along pretend im gone slip out thru the back door i cant see you anymore it seems its all come true the things we said came to pass and i feel at last you cracked this heart of broken glass and now i see the real me the one who cries himself to sleep i feel the pain from the things you do and i feel my world is broke in two and I cant see you anymore as I slip out the door i knew this would all come true i feel the end is here at last with each day that's passed you cracked this heart of broken glass

Say Whaaaa?? Wooohoooo
CONGRATS TO BEN DOVER !! HE WON THE "BE BOSS LADY'S VALENTINE CONTEST " WAY TO GO !! I WANNA THANK EVERYONE FOR COMMENTING,VOTING,AND RATING THESE SEXXXY FELLAZ ! MY FIRST CONTEST AS HOSTESS WAS AWESOME !

I Hate
I hate the way i feel i just wish i could be without pain without worry. I hate wondering if ill wake up tommrow. I hate being afraid. I hate haveing to ask for help no being able to do it myself.I hate my body because it has betraed me.Most of all i hate hate!

Anorexia That Code I Live By
I hear of all the stories, The sadness and despair, I recall the mute persuasion, Downed by deadly stare. But of all of the starvation, Just one speaks out to me, The journey of depression, Pure fate and agony. The adventures of a broken soul, Lost without a clue, Awakened from the restless sleep, I found out that soul was you. Deported from all wonderful, Rejected from perfection, Put in a place so cold and bare, Awaiting resurrection. Times began of toughness, Hate became infused, Self-wrath became infection, And you were the abused. However strong you were, Brains outwits the brawn, Nothing mattered anymore, All that's left is gone The messenger took over, Telling lovely lies, Wiping down your tears, Gleaming in your cries. Soon he had you tempted, Emotionally drifted, I watched horrific transformation, Now just sickly twisted. Messengers would never leave, You performed the act at night, Believing gimmick telegraphs, But it made yo

A Hunger & A Heal
Does our love stand? Do you love me as you should? Do I cradle your heart in mine as a woman in love would? Have you the strength to carry me when sorrows drench my heart? Am I that wind beneath your wings when loss rips you apart? Come rest yourself, my love, upon the recline of my soul. Let us merge our longings and with kisses be made whole.

Happy Valentines Day Everyone, From ~just Meee~
I would like to take this time to wish all of You a Happy Valentines Day. And I am doing so in a bulletin because I just had surgery today, and dont feel like sitting here very long at a time. I love you all, and wish you the Best Valentines ever. Hug your sweeties real close, for you nwver know what life has to dish out. Yah may be fighting tomarrow.(Hope not tho) Your friend, ~Just Meee~ ♥♥