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You Are 46% Addicted To The Internet
You Are 46% Addicted to the Internet You're somewhat addicted to the internet - but who isn't? You can keep it under check, and you're by no means a hermit. Are You Addicted to the Internet?

Plz. Vote For Me In The Sexiest Women's Ass In Jeans Contest....thank You
- Get Your Own PLEASE GO VOTE OK FOLKS, TIME TO GO VOTE AGAIN BUT THIS TIME IT IS FOR ME ~MZ. PONYGIRLSUE~ IN THE SEXIEST WOMEN'S ASS IN JEANS CONTEST. I APPRECIATE THE CONTINUED LOVE & SUPPORT OF MY FRIENDS HERE. COMMENT AS MANY TIMES AS YOU LIKE BUT PLZ. DON'T FORGET TO RATE THE PIC AS WELL. THANKS SO MUCH. HERE IS MY CONTEST ENTRY LINK: LOVE YA ALL

Pisces Matches
Pisces n Cancer The sentimental combination of these two signs make for an ideal marriage. Although both will have their moments of gloom and doom, they will soon come out in the sunshine and forgive and forget. Lover's quarrels are frequent , but the making up is bliss . Both cherish home, possessions, and friends and there will be mutual effort to fulfill all obligations. Water and water, emotion and emotion, intuition and intuition. Sorry for being redundant but these two are so much alike in nature that you'd have some difficulty telling them apart. They are both romantic, need to love and be loved and can probably communicate to each other without speaking or making facial gestures. In fact they probably didn't even read this because they already knew they were meant to be together. Pisces n Aries Having a sentimental nature the Pisces finds little comfort in the aggressive Arien. Pisceans are romantic and they desire the delicate approach that the Arien lacks. Neptune, th

Womens Mags With Half Naked Chics
I had the fortunate opportunity today to be entertained, enlightened & downright amused this morning by a particular blog posting by a good new friend, Jeremy Crow. If you haven’t already checked him out, do so when you are done reading this! He has recently discovered that the majority of our women’s magazine publications are swimming with tons of advertisements full of extremely hot barely clothed women. Now, we being women that read these things already know why, for the most part. But as for men, they are mystified by this new revelation! Here’s a mad rambling of my opinion on the subject matter. As for pics of hot women in our magazines, the advertisers seem to think that if they plaster their product on the same page, or the body of a scantily clad super model with perfect proportions, then us less than perfect common women will believe that we are that same sexy picture perfect super model when we use those products. When we squeeze our ass into those jeans, we are now per

Morphs
As many of yous know I have started to make morphs thanx in big part to Jonny Cee who helped my find the program that I needed to download. I have made a few morphs already but I havent had time the last few days been really busy. Here is what I have made so far please feel free to stop by rate them an comment them feedback would be great. My first morph my son Alex turning into Tigger Second morph my mom year of the dragon turning into a dragon Third morph my mom year of the dragon turning into my daughter Kieyah Forth morph Dragon warrior turning into his cat Still learning how to do them but the more I make the better I will get. Hope you all like them. Please feel free to check out the gifts that have been made for me under "stuff made for me" Have a great day Stay at home mom ~Member of K.O.T.~

Im So Freakin Bored.
1. Who was your first love? Greg. 2. Who was your first kiss and when? First real kiss was Greg... and that was my freshmen year of Highschool. 3. Who was your first prom date? Matt Cole 4. Who was your first room mate? my husband. (well soon to be ex) 5. What was your first job? Working at my aunts resturant. 6. What was your first car? 1998 Ford Ranger. 7. When did you go to your first funeral? I think I was 16... and that was my friend Paul's. 8. How old were you when you first moved away from your hometown? Turned 21 during the drive. 9. Who was your first grade teacher? Mrs. Albert. 10. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? Korea 11. Where did you go for your first date and who was it with? I don't remember that one. 12. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with? I never had to sneak out. 13. Who was your first best friend and are you still friends with her/him now? Miranda... and yes. 1

Read This!!
How Many Points Do You Get For Doing Specific Things on here? Im Gonna Make A List Of It.. All I Know So Far Is... Rating Pics - 1 Point Sending Picture Comments - 2 Points Inviting Someone (*Them Joining*) - 500 Points

Virus/downloaders/infection
Hello all: My poor computer has caught 13 downloader Trojan's.It has affected many Dll files.It's a miracle I got on today.been trying since,6 pm last night.I have learnt alot,about the computer since I join'd the LC/CT.An with much help from my friend Okwaho,an many others on here an other places,I'm a bit better off.I have been trying alot of new things.I can finally Copy + Paste,which is awesome for my standards.But unfortunately learning to do that has brought me,to all types of Virus laden sites,which is Crippling my new addiction,the Computer.Everything I do I seem to get addicted to.Hopefully this setback of computer Virus won't cause me to relapse.I'm 4 months + 8 days sober from alcohol.Most Lushes need meetings,all I need these days is my Computer to run smoothly an I'm all set.So if my many contacts don't see me here it's not because I'm somewhere else it's because,The Damn Trojans are reaking havick on me.A few here in my friends have my yahoo messenger,to see if I'm online

Funny As Can Be!!!!!
This is soooo funny!! Busted over Beyonce tickets!!!!! Turn on speakers and just listen, it is long but well worth it………….. Just click below and listen while you are doing other things on the computer. you will start laughing your ass off!!!! Click here and enjoy. I promise you will be laughing your ass off!!

Best Medicine
The Best Medicine by: Henry Libersat, During the first two decades of this century, a great number of babies under one year of age wasted away in hospitals and children's institutions and died from unknown causes. In some institutions it was customary to enter the condition of all seriously sick infants as "hopeless" on admission cards. Among the doctors who were confronted with infant mortality daily was Dr. Fritz Talbot of the Children's Clinic in Dusseldorf. Dr. Talbot had uncommon success in dealing with sick children. For many years, as he made his rounds, he would be followed from ward to ward by groups of interns seeking new ways of handling children's diseases. One such intern was Dr. Joseph Brennermann, who told this story. "Many times we would come across a child for whom everything had failed. For some reason the child was hopelessly wasting away. When this would happen, Dr. Talbot would take the child's chart and scrawl some indecipherable prescription. In most

Volitile Wake
live my days in fear of tomorrow, a brand new day with brand new sorrow, the circle ive travelled in every way, tainted and corrupted in tatters i lay. For where do i turn if the circles the same? caught in this life and played as a game. familiar smirks behind green eyes, the muted echoe of my subconscious cries. the gutters awash with blood and bile, i hunger to rid this taste so vile, the sweat and grime from societys grip, leave my prison and the flesh you rip. I pray to sleep and in sleep i escape, fleeing from torture and spiritual rape. floating away on the wing of my dreams, no-one to fear and ridded of schemes!

We Need To Find These Missing Children
Please take some time to click the below link We need to get the word out to find these missing children. Put yourself in the family members' shoes wouldn't you want all the help you can... THANK YOU Steph

Good Meds
ST. M O M M A' S W O R T Plant extract that treats mom's depression by rendering preschoolers unconscious for up to two days. E M P T Y N E S T R O G E N Suppository that eliminates melancholy and loneliness by reminding you of how awful they were as teenagers and how you couldn't wait till they moved out. P E P T O B I M B O Liquid silicone drink for single women. Two full cups swallowed before an evening out increases breast size, decreases intelligence, and prevents conception. D U M B E R O L When taken with Peptobimbo, can cause dangerously low IQ, resulting in enjoyment of country music and pickup trucks. F L I P I T O R Increases life expectancy of commuters by controlling road rage and the urge to flip off other drivers. M E N I C I L L I N Potent anti-boy-otic for older women. Increases resistance to such lethal lines as, "You make me want to be a better person . Can we get naked now?" B U Y A G R A Injectable stimulant taken prio

Broken Down ( Fuck You Bitch)
You kicked him and left him lying there your lies and abuse broke him down took off and left him without a care cheating clear across the town broken hearted you made him fear Pushing out all those around His emptiness recognized in every mirror Broken down with each and every stab you took all he ever had you fucking bitch you fucking bitch with each and every tear you didnt have it so bad you fucking bitch with each and every sound you left him broken down You took away his will to love your lies and deceit he trusted you When he needed you, you gave the final shove Worthless slut, out fucking little boys too Broken inside, he will still rise above Pushing you away, finding something new His innocence ressurrected, flying white dove Broken down with each and every stab you took all he ever had you fucking bitch you fucking bitch with each and every tear you didnt have it so bad you fucking bitch with each and every sound you left him broken down

Loss Of Innocence At Puberty
So long ago I was a child With mind so pure And manners mild, And dreams of treasures, valor and what not, Of things like sailing 'round the world in my yacht. At night I'd sit and watch Bright planets in the sky When they and then the stars Would roll on by. My mind would travel To a distant cosmic shore, Exploring corners of the Universe I hadn't known before. I could converse with trees And birds and camels And fish and insects, Shrimp and gnawing mammals. It was my Age of Innocence, Profundity and tranquil joy. My soul was crystal clean. My heart was daring yet coy... And then damn puberty arrived Along with pimples, rock-n-roll and teenage jive And, ruthlessly, to my dismay, my hormones then kicked in, And then a loathsome fire started burning from within. Oh, how raging, how wicked was that fire! A sticky, overwhelming s*xual desire! My inner organs started churning sperm- Their tiny bodies would inside my body squirm. I lost my cosmic und

Where I Want To Be
Where do I want to be? I ask myself every day I have an idea but I'm scared to say I don't want to frighten you or have you be alarmed but where I want to be is in your loving arms I want to watch the sunset with you by my side or go in your car and take a nice ride I want to walk with you hand in hand upon the beach and the warm sand I want to feel your sweet embrace and I want you to look me in the face and tell me you'll never leave and never stray away you'll love me forever until your dying day I want to be protected and safe from harm and the only place is in your loving arms. by Kim DeLuca

Something To Smile About!
An old married couple no sooner hit the pillows when the old man passes gas >and says, "Seven Points." > >His wife rolls over and says, "What in the world was that?" > >The old man replied, "It's fart football." > >A few minutes later his wife lets one go and says, "Touchdown, tie score." > >After about five minutes the old man lets another one go and says, "Aha. >I'm ahead 14 to 7" > >Not to be outdone the wife rips out another one and says, "Touchdown, tie >score." > >Five seconds go by and she lets out a little squeaker and says, "Field >goal, I lead 17 to 14." Now the pressure is on the old man. > >He refuses to get beaten by a woman, so he strains real hard. Since defeat >is totally unacceptable, he gives it >everything he's got, and accidentally shits in the bed. > >The wife says, "What the hell was that?" > >The old man s ays, "Half time, switch sides"

Memory
Days go by, I smile with time Holding your hand, Looking in your eyes, A memory.. Soft kisses with bodies as one, Laying in your arms Under the warm summer sun Waiting for the moment we touch again Thinking of you, My true best friend Hearts pounding As we finally touch I think to myself, I adore you so much A memory... Times from the past, How beautiful a love can last With feelings like this, Sensuality at best, Erotic thoughts, My desires will not rest Holding you while you sleep, Feeling your breath on my cheek, Touching your face, My day is complete A memory..

Natural Selection
I am only 20 years old I'm not interested in hooking up with anyone over 25 all you dusty old men need to wake up and save your love for your wife because I'm not even going to bother answering your plea I barely like men as it is. So I certainly am not interested in being with someone old enough to be my father.

The Dreamer
how it would be. What would it be like to meet you, did you really exist, or are you just a wishful dream? I look inside and I know you, I feel you and your images seems to be etched into my soul for I still search for you, not knowing you would manfest from within me...so indeed, are you a wishful dream? Often I pondered about your scent. After a hard day's labor would your scent intoxicate me compelling me to invite you to my bed? Would I see in you my hope and desires ...or my fears? Would you know me? Would you enhance my essence or destroy me? To manifest from within, you would be a reflection of me... Would you fulfill me? Pull firmly but lovingly on my hair take control of me. Take me not gently but to satisfy the beast within me. Master over me in my passions. Bring the flame inside to a raging fire that burn me with the pains of pleasure...

Hey
You prefer Spontaneous sex! You're into spontaneous sex. Anywhere, any time the mood takes you. Just be careful that your sexcapades don't land you in a (ahem) tight spot. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Get Back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sorry to all of u who r reading this, if u did not bother then u will not no. I am not feeelin so well, so if i do not get back to u in then next few days don't worry i will finish where i left off........... I was rating pics, giving thumbs up for stashes, and can't think of anything right now, just wanted to let everyone know i will be back. So plzzzzzzzz do not be upset or mad at me if i do not get to u right now. i will i promise and i do not break promises.........if it it takes longer for me to get back up, then u will know i was admitted into the hospital, so send all those prayers and love up so i can get better, and thanks for understanding and not gettting upset with me. All the thanks and love go out to all of u!!!!!! Renee...aka Tweety sweety

Funny 3
Crowded elevator always smell different to midget. Dumb man climb tree to get cherry, wise man spread limbs. Don't drink and park - accidents cause people. State of pregnancy exist when woman takes seriously something poked in fun. He who buries a man's wife alive, should not expect to sit at that man's dinner table without the subject coming up. He who plays with self, pulls boner. House without toilet is uncanny. Man trapped in brothel get jerked around. Man's wife his better half, his mistress his better whole. Panties not best thing on earth, but next to it. It is good for girl to meet boy in park, but better for boy to park meat in girl. Man have more hair on chest than woman, but on whole woman have more. Man who cut self while shaving, lose face. Man who eats photo of father, soon spitting-image of father. Man who take sleeping pill and laxative on the same night will wake up in deep sh*t. Man who pushes piano down mineshaft get tone

These Ladies Need Some Tlc
Please help these wonderful ladies! They would do it for you! If you don't have time to comment bomb can please just repost this. Thank you very much!! ♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥ ♥ Click on the picture to vote! ♥ ♥ Click on the picture to vote! ♥ Music Codes - MySpace Layouts

For All My Friends
this is for all my friends who are always there for me when i need someone to talk to or to just vent or even when i have a problem i love you all and i cant thank you enough for your friendship it means the world to me more than you can imagine you have all became very dear to me over the short time i have been on CT i dont need to mention who you all are cause you all know who you are and how much you all mean to me you guys are the best ever and i thank you all for being you its the best thing i could ever ask for in a friend all my love Lucia

Another Day - Another Chapter
I hope to do a chapter a day for my new ebook. So it should be done by Valentine's Day. Then I need to put a web site together and figure out how to sell the book online. Open to suggestions on how I can accomplish that. Also waiting for the editor from www.literotica.com to get back to me to accept my story as one he can critique and edit before I submit it. February will be an exciting month.

Friendship Ball
Throw it back to someone else who means something to you! A ball is a circle, No beginning, no end. It keeps us together Like Our Circle of Friends. But the treasure inside for you to see is the treasure of friendship You've granted to me. Today I pass the friendship ball to you. Pass it on to someone who is a friend to you. When You Receive This , You're requested to roll it on to all your friends,including the person that sent it to you! The ball is in your hands! Don't drop the ball!!

This Is Why I Get Bashed And My Kids Pics Were Photoshoped
2007-02-05 08:21:46 #45 of 129 yeah we dont see all the good things that we have done there, like turn the infastructure of the country to shit, like no running water, or electricity, or the 655,000 plus iraqis that are dead and the children that are left behind that will someday seek vengence against us....yeah your right...all the good, really if you ask me saddam had his boot heel on all the right people in Iraq..sorry but its true, and i dont think it was worth one ounce of american blood, i mean look at all the multiple amputees that are coming home from there....for what...get gas under 2 dollars a gallon, so i dont feel like im filling my tank with blood and maybe i will agree with you.... its a pile of shit, and many soldiers are in agreement, and if they are not then they dont have the mental capacity to understand it....i mean the entire world is against us on this one, so try to make look good if you must, but its complete shit....and i guess iran next...wow, we really

Pt2
One morning, seventy-five year old Marvin is reminded by his secretary that it his wife's birthday. At lunch, Marvin goes to the local mall and tries to find a gift for her.Upon passing a lingerie store, Marvin realizes that his wife has never bought any lingerie in her life. He gets the idea to buy his wife something sexy to make her feel good and young.Marvin goes into the store and tells the clerk to wrap up the most expensive, sheerest negligee she has. Marvin takes the gift and excitedly runs home to his wife.Upon finding her in the kitchen he tells her to take the gift upstairs and unwrap it. He'll wait in the kitchen. His wife thanks him and goes up to the bedroom.Once the package is opened she realizes that this is something she's never had before. She also sees that it is so sheer it leaves nothing to the imagination. She thinks for a moment and then decides that she'll really surprise Marvin and go downstairs without any clothes on at all. So she leaves the negligee on t

Assholes....
...keep marking my primary pics NSFW. If I find out it's one of my 'friends' I'm gonna be really pissed. Leave me the fuck alone, there's no nudity. If I pissed you off, tell me about it, block me whatever. This is pretty goddamn petty.

Attention All Soldier
OK ALL YOU SOLDIERS OUT THERE ON MY LIST. THE MAJORITY OF YOU HAVE BEEN KEEPING IN TOUCH. WELL HERE IS YOUR CHANCE FOR ME TO HELP OUT ANOTHER FRIEND. ARMYGIRLKRATZ NEED YOUR ENTRY FOR THE SOLDIERS AND THERE WEAPON CONTEST. SO PLEASE GO AND ENTER HER CONTEST. JUST CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND SEND HER YOUR PICTURE. THEREA ARE STILL A FEW DAYS LEFT TO ENTER AND SO FAR SHE ONLY HAS 4 ENTRY'S SO PLEASE GO AND ENTER HER CONTEST. OTHERWISE SHE WILL HAVE TO CANCEL THE CONTEST HERE IS THE LINK TO SEND YOUR PICTURE ArmyGirlKatz@ CherryTAP

The Legend Of The Valentine
The legend says St. Valentine Was in a prison cell Thinking of his little flock He had always loved so well And wanting to assure them Of his friendship and his love He picked a bunch of violets And sent them by a dove. And on the violets' leaves He pierced these lines divine That simply said, "I Love You" And "I'm your Valentine" So through the years that followed From that day unto this Folks still send messages of love And seal them with a kiss. Because a Saint in prison Reached through prison bars one day And picked a bunch of violets And sent them out to say That faith and love can triumph No matter where you are For faith and love are greater Than the strongest prison bar. I got this off of my friend Native_Boytoy

Video
We are happy to announce the third music video for the song "Screaming Souls", is in the final stages of writing!!! The Silent Stranger has chosen to record this video in Louisiana since it has such an enormous calling of home for him. There is still time to have a few more actors for additional parts. If anyone wishes to be a part of a music video, please send your request via here or at silent_stranger777@yahoo.com for further details. All actors will be given their scripts according to their part in the video. The Video is set to start shooting in Mid March around either 10th or the 17th. One last thing, the stranger will be in New Orleans Friday 16 for additional footage. If you wish to meet up with him or his promoter feel free to drop a line!! Good luck silent one!!! Keep up the awesome work!!!!

Friends Without Faces
Friends Without Faces by Rusty Black We sit and we type and we stare at our screens, We can't help but wonder what all of this means. With mouse in hand ...we roam through this maze, On an infinite search...lost in a daze. We chat with each other, we type all our woes At times we'll band together to gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody, to type out our name We want recognition, but it is always the same. Soon friendships are formed - but - why we don't know, But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow. We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes we'll flirt, In IMs we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt. Why is it on screen, we are so easily bold, Telling our secrets, that have never been told. The answer is simple, it is as clear as a bell, We all have our problems, and need someone to tell. We can't tell real people, but tell someone we must So we turn to our 'puters ...and to those we can trust. Even though it sounds crazy...

Bluecat Screenplay Competition
If you are interested in writing and think you have what it takes to write a screenplay, here is a link to the Bluecat Screenplay Competition. Guidelines and rules at the website. Bluecat Screenplay Writing Competition

What I Dream
I sit here Sit here thinking My minds been busy, with you near Trying to add my timing Feel too late and worn down Too much like a clown My thoughts drift to us Drift to you and me Something holds Something that is or is not meant to be Your touch you smell Your sometimes too much I feel the need to yell In the same room, or a city away Everything is the same Yet i try to make it be Can you not see me Not see my tears hear my cries My thoughts drift to us Drift to you and me Something holds Something that is or is not meant to be So dear to me You know you are What you feel for me is locked away tight You show some and take some Yet never enough for me to know I dream of being close Being one TOuching, holding, being there with eachother Never feeling alone again Thats what i dream

My Slave Precepts From Sir!!!
I have 10 Precepts that Sir has given me to follow. They help me not only with my slavehood but also with my job and every adventure I try. They are as follows: 1. Trust Sirs Judgment. 2. Be honest with Sir at all times. 3. Understand that you are property. 4. Your primary goal is to please Sir. 5. Your primary fear should be Sirs displeasure. 6. Rewards from Sir are earned, not given. 7. Pain is a gift from Sir, cherish it. 8. Always be aware that you are a sexual creature. 9. Constantly strive to better yourself. 10. remember that Sir, while your Lord and Master, is still human. These have helped me tremendously!!! I embrace them every day!

Snow
I love snow! But one of my jobs really sucks when it snows. I work at a roadside assistance business and when it snows I am super busy. Granted I only dispatch the runs (I love telling people where to go) but it keeps me busy. Every one else in Indiana seems to complain about the snow. I love to drive, walk and play in the snow. I guess that is one of the reasons my friends call me a polar bear. Such is life! Let it snow, let it snow, let is snow!!!!!!

The Age Old Question
I have never measured my dick never had anybody measure it, I just let it grow. Me I think I have a small dick. MAYBE, I watch too much porn and have been put to shame many times. So I'm thinkin if it comes up to your belly button and maybe past you have a nice size. I had one female say I'm alright. Now you know that shit ain't cool ladies there's no middle ground. I'm either adequate or not, don't say I'm 'aight' I hate that shit. So tell me does size matter and what is your way of seeing how big and long it is? Be honest... Realest

Don't Cry
don't cry, even if we are apart I hate to see women cry it breaks my heart I saw my mom cry alot when I was younger I stopped crying I had to become stronger I would do all I can to stop the tears I'll be your shoulder I'll chase away your fears I don't ever want a woman to cry over me tears of joy is all they should be Damon Taylor Copyright ©2007 Damon Taylor

Did I Say I Didn't Like Kids
HA I say, I laugh in your faces! Now you’re going to want to ask me, what’s with the hostility towards children? Well, I’ll gladly answer that right after these messages……. Do you enjoy having a life? Do you enjoy your sanity? Do you at least like French toast? Use condoms damn it and stop overpopulating this damned world! That goes for you too, China! This commercial break was brought to you by the Bastard’s Church of Latter Day Saints. …..and now back to the show! My answer: I truly think they’re evil. In fact I’ve come to despise and also fear the monsters. I don’t have any of my own. I was told many times that I seem good with them. I’ll clue you in why, I try to keep them distracted with sugar and other bribes as I reach for the holy water, hammer and stake. I was inspired to write this rant because within the last 2 weeks I saw some real atrocities where I was so compelled by fear

Blood Red
Blood pours out The knife shines in the moonlight Pain washes through me Droplets touch your hand Red, Dark Red Stains my body Weakens me Tears flow down my cheeks I reach for you with my bloody hands You stabbed me in the heart Never forget Pushing the dagger deeper Life flows away Dreams drowned Thoughts deminish Sounds sink Darkness takes hold Pulls me down Watching as i fade Fragments of memories Realizations Blood pours out

I'm This Girlie
I'm The Girl Who... *I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... *I'm the girl who likes to be kissed under the stars, more then inside your bedroom or in a expensive resturant... *I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss... *I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything... *I'm the girl who laughs at your jokes... *I'm the girl who will have many inside jokes with you and remember each one... *I'm the girl who will brag about you to all of my friends... *I'm the girl who will listen to you talk... *I'm the girl who loves when you hug me for no apparent reason... *I'm the girl who loves it when you hug me from behind or kiss me on the forehead.. (its cute) *I'm the girl who loves you for you ; and doesn't care what other people say about us... *I'm the girl who loves it when you introduce me to your friends as your girlfriend... *I'm the girl you can be your

Drama. ~* Edited *~
I remember back in my high school days when drama abounded and kids were cruel. Back in the day when we were all still trying to figure out who we were and where we wanted to go, or where we were going to go. Back in the day when I wanted nothing more than for everyone to be popular, and for everyone to get along. High school girls were so mean. They picked at each other in an attempt to mask their own insecurities, they took sides against each other, friends against friends in an attempt to one-up each other. It was terrible watching it. It was difficult to see one of my friends be mean and cruel to another of my friends. It was even harder not to be put in the middle. Two girls fighting to be number one, both pulling me in opposite directions trying to make me choose one over the other. It was stressful enough without having to try to explain to each girl that I loved them both as friends and couldn't choose one over the other. Trying to explain my feelings to both girls simply

Dream
Ive since had this dream several times over the past few years... Ok this may seem wierd, and belive me it was for me as well... Ok in my dream I was at my house and decided to go over to my granparents who lived about 4 miles from me. For some reason in my dream I owned a 1987 Chevy stpe side pick up that was brown ( I distinctly remeber the truck from my dream for some reason) Anyways To get to my grandparents I had to drive this lil old road throught the woods just like ive done many times b4 in real life. On the way there the road sharply turns to the left, you cross a bridge over a river and sharply turn back to the left. Well in the dream I remeber that I knew i was going to fast to make the turn for the river, but i didnt slow down for some reason. Naturally I didnt make the turn. I hit the concrete embankment for the bridge and flipped into the river. The dream seemed so real that I could feel the cold water feeling the cab of the truck, and At some point I could actual

Let Me Go
How did we get here, what does it mean? why do you love me, is this just a dream, I long to be you near you, to have you to hold, when my hearts empty, when this world turns cold, but there is so much we don't know, so many parts of our lives untold, I search for the words to tell you, but true love must be showed, just to have you here with me, I'd gladly give all that I own, you are always here for me, you always know just what to say, you show my that you care, with the little things each day, makes me stop and wonder why, You love me but you don't know who I am, If this all just a dream, if your love is not true, then Let Me Go !!! Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

The President Of The United States Is Surrounded By Pomp And Circumstances (and Protection) More Than Any King Or Emperor In History!
i'm starting to think it can't be head up the ass syndrome, because there's got to be more oxygen and more light up even the flabbiest ass than could account for such rampant and long--lasting self--abnegation.

Fallen Angel
screaming crying twisting turning slowly dying passions burning fall to my knees on the cold ground as my soul bleeds my voice has no sound tear off my wings wounds start to seep pain starts to sting my heart starts to weep in a world full of lies i am searching for truth forgetting the cries of my innocent youth as i search for release your eyes shine bright and i finally find peace as your arms hold me tight

New Poem
TORN APART All I ever wanted was someone To catch me when I'd fall All I ever needed was someone To love me whole heartedly But I made so many mistakes Now I'm in a clod and lonely place It's so dark and confining Did I die? Or am I still alive? I can no longer make sense of it Whenever you held my hand You were really holding my heart Never believed I could live Never thought I could love Never knew it was all so sweet I'm now in exile, away from love Never lving, never dying, always in between Now I am the Rose Of Hell Pick the right path, I unlock the door In my terror, I scream for you My heart bleeds for you My soul aches for you So desolate and torn apart inside Where do I go? What do I do now? Can someone help me?

My Honey Is Coming Home
My honey is coming home again.For another 3 month visit from june 11,2007 til sept 10,2007. I'm so excited for him coming.he was here last summer too for 3 months.We sure did have alot of fun and we will this time...woooohoooo

Secrets
secrets are often scoffed at belief is only brought by way of grief it often costs that the richer the wicked onset delivers delibrate longset debts disfigured the concousness of any and all sponsorships brought to you by new world conglomerates bushes newest partnerships get ready cause im sparkin it you wanna trip embark on it your hands are wet mine spark this shit where one remembers none forget from the now till my high noon sun sets i will be forever etheral and die for all my debts collectional. correct or not vets are soon forgot but dont forget cause on this spot my stained cement I lay and rot.

Can This Day Get Any Worse
Okay my kids are 2 and 3.....Need I say more First my oldest got into the cake and spread icing all over my floor....UG!!!! and then he put all of the clean towels and wash cloths into the tub with him....and i just washed all of them prior to that.... man o man...my kids!!!

17 Days Yeah
now i only have 17 days until i get off restriction and as soon as i get off at 2359 on the 18th of march i will be going on leave at 0001 on the 19th of march only 2 min. after i'm off and i will be on leave for 18 days so i get some well deserved rest and relaxation yeah

Are You That Stupid
ok if you wanted sumone back wouldnt you go otu of your way to prove it to then not just say i love you take me back is that all you would do and no only not prove it tell girls you love them and tell them "fuck me" as if me saying it to you not that it matters i just wanna know

Sorry If I'm Grouchy!!
HEY FRIENDS SORRY IF I AM GROUCHY WITH ANY OF YOU... I AM QUITTING SMOKING!! I HAVE SMOKE FOR 22 1/2 YEARS SO IT IS VERY HARD TO QUIT!! BUT I HAVE TO SO I CAN HAVE MY SURGERY SOON!! SO PLEASE DON'T TAKE IT PERSONAL IF I HAVE BEEN GROUCHY WITH YOU!! I WILL PROBABLY STAY OFF HERE EXCEPT FOR TO JUST CHECK IN FOR THE WEEKEND!! DON'T WANT TO BE AN ASSHOLE TO ANYONE!! TAKE CARE!! LUV YA FRIENDS!!

I Would Like To Get To Know You Better
plz take the time and feel this out Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. How tall are ya ? 6. Do you like to dance ?? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talk junk about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)[no sex]? 16.Would you let anything happen in that bed? 17.Do you think I'm handsome ? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you die for me? 20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang ou

Sex Sex Sex!!!!
why is it all the women check out the sex stuff and novicely check out the love stuff? lol. just wantng to know. i have been seeing that pattern! let me know! and i thought you guys were all about finding love? lmao sex is good! i fuck like a porno star! lmao. but, i need love!let me know what you need!

Family Update
If your looking for a family out there thats different than any others then this is the family for you.....This is not just a family its a haven as well.For those of you who have been outcasted by society for being different in ways they don't seem to understand.Let me be the first to tell you I do understand how you feel about that....I'm here to offer you a haven and a family that has grown to be a great one...This family sticks behind its fellow members with upmost honor and respect....This family continues to grow and more and more people that have been outcasts realize how much of a true family this is to them...Please stop by to check us out...If you are this outcast no matter who you are or what music you listen to or what clothes you wear if society don't accept you.You can be most assured we will......So step on over to the newest and growing to be the largest families on Cherrytap.......Lord Lestat welcomes you all as well as Emanon, Bludragan, Gothic Rose,Rebel Bitch and Los

Wanna Know Why She Won't Date You???
HERE'S A BRUTAL LOOK.... THIS DIPSHIT WRITES.... I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'

Fuck Test
Fuck Test.... You will be surprised on all the results you get...Put the [X] which best suits ur answer....or all that apply... () mean explain 1.Where would we be? []My house []Ur House []Pool []Shower []parents room LOL OTHER....please explain in () 2.What position? []Doggy Style []Missionary []69 []OTHER...() 3.What would you use?? []chains and whips []choc. syrup and whip cream []strawberries and whip cream []cherries and chocolate []ropes and hand cuffs OTHER...() 4.Lights? []ON []OFF 5.Where would you take me 4 a date before all of this? ()PLEASE EXPLAIN 6.Givin Head? []Yes []No 7.Gettin some head []Yes []No 8.Protection? []Yes []No 9.Day or Night? []DAY []NIGHT 10.What song would we fuck to? ()PLEASE EXPLAIN...... 11.top or bottom []top []bottom 12.Will you repost to see what others say? []YES you better .. REAdY SEt GO!!! []NO

I Am Going To Have A Contest
ok,i am going to have my first contest,it will be for the best southern belle and gentlemen contest..so if you are from the south and are interested in entering,send me a link for your pic. comment bombing will be allowed,and you can bomb your own pic..the contest will start friday the 9th at 8pm est and end wed the 14th at 8pm est. this is provided i have enough entrys...brenda

~for My Darlins.~
When i first saw you open your eyes it was as if someone captured me through and through. You blinked once or twice and frowned trying to adjust...I truly fell in love. Taking you in my arms was the sweetest thing I could ever imagine...nothing was worth waiting for until I held you. I knew from that moment on nothing would even compare. This was new and foreign to me, but at that instant so completely natural and heartfelt~ Watching you sleep tonight lifts my soul a notch and I tuck those blankets a little closer to hug your small bodies.... If there's anything worth fighting for in this chaos it's most definately you. I've been told maybe one day I'll just grow old alone...lol Because you've always been my number one, your hopeful eyes, I wake just to see your eyes peering in my face, both excited to see Im up too. :)- If everyone could feel the way I do then truly they'd say it was worth it too. Finding a new meaning to fight on my own, It's a step Im learning to walk... I

Cherrytap For Sale Wtf
So Cherry Tap isnt about the $$$$$ this place is so much greater than any other site??? lmfao then what do you say to this? So CT isn't about Money??? then why in hell are their BIG WIGS SELLING THEIR FUCKING CT ACCOUNTS ON EBAY FOR STARTING BIDS OF $500?!?!?!?!?! ANSWER ME THAT! come join me, where there the owners and top members do not sell out, SB to find out where!!

Still Alive
After waking up at 6:30 this morning to go and babysit children until 12:15. I got home to my roommate wanted to go shopping. We went to the book store where I found 3 books that I wanted. A leather bound copy of the Iliad and the Odyssey, a leather bound copy of Edgar Allan Poe and The Scarlet Letter. I didn't get them but they are on my list. Then we went to Best Buy and got a three pack of Steve Martin movies consisting of The Jerk, The Lonely Guy and one other that I can't recall. His girlfriend hadn't seen the Jerk. Then there was the book store in the mall where I found two books by one of my favorite authors he got them for me because he owed me. he found a book about the Black Dahlia murder which I will be getting him next time. Then the liquor store and smokes. And it is now 3:40 and I need to be up at 8 to get ready for my 10 hour shift at the assisted living home. This week I got more sleep then last which is about 15-20 hours. I work all the time and still I somehow can'

I'm Back
Hey guys, I know, I've been away for awhile. But the good news, I have a brand new site!!!! I am now on www.southern-charms3.com/ciara! I am having such a good time there! I really couldn't ask for a better place to get naked at, LOL! If you want to see my newest updates, check this out, http://www.southern-charms3.com/ciara/fotos022.htm I have also started adding videos to my site. If you REALLY want tosee me get naughty, go here, http://videos.southern-charms.com/frontend.php?sc_volume=3&model=ciara I love showing you all of me!!! Be sure to check it all out an dlet me know what you think. Drop me a line soon, I'm waiting, Ciara

True Love Came
True Love Came Love ran away from me Never looked back to see The tears that came along And stained my pale cheeks Love ran away today It pack away the warmth The smiles and laughter Love cried while it ran away I called out for it to stay As it walked away for good My soul ached with pain As my love came to an end Love ran away before I could tell it how I felt Before I could show it That with me there are no doubts I thought love ran away Never to return again Until true love came To show me I was wrong True love came to me today And wrapped me up close Took away all the pain And showed me true loves worth. this poem was shared with me by a great friend © Alicia Marin A/K/A Angeleyes Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Decisions, Decisions, Decisions
DECISIONS, DECISIONS, DECISIONS Are you a Democrat, a Republican, or a Redneck? Here is a little test that will help you decide. You're walking down a deserted street with your wife and two small children. Suddenly, an Islamic terrorist with a huge knife comes around the corner, locks eyes with you, screams obscenities, praises Allah, raises the knife, and charges at you. You are carrying a Glock cal 40, and you are an expert shot. You have mere seconds before he reaches you and your family. What do you do? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Democrat's Answer Well, that's not enough information to answer the question! Does the man look poor! Or oppressed? Have I ever done anything to him that would inspire him to attack? Could we run away? What does my wife think? What about the kids? Could I possibly swing the gun like a club and knock the knife out of his hand? What does the law say about this situation? Does the Glock have appropriate safeties b

"control" Puddle Of Mudd
"Puddle Of Mudd Control lyrics" I love the way you look at me I feel the pain you place inside you lock me up inside your dirty cage well I'm alone inside my mind I'd like to teach you all the rules I'd get to see them set in stone I like it when you chain me to the bed but then your secrets never shone [Chorus] I need to feel you You need to feel me I can't control you You're not the one for me, no I can't control you You can't control me I need to feel you so why's there even you and me? I love the way you rake my skin I feel the hate you place inside I need to get your voice out of my head Cause I'm that guy you'll never find I think you know all of the rules there's no expressions on your face I'm hope that some day you will let me go Release me from my dirty cage [Chorus] I need to feel you You need to feel me I can't control you You're not the one for me, no

Dirty Whore...drama Starter...stay Clear
Ally@ CherryTAPHEY ALL I JUST WANTED TO PUT THIS RIGHT HERE. THIS GIRL RIGHT HERE IS FAKE THE PROFILE IS MADE TO CAUSE DRAMA BETWEEN ME AND MY GF. I HAVE NO CLE WHO BY. BUT IT IS PROLLY SOME UGLY GIRL WHO CANT GET HER OWN MAN SO SHE HAS TO FANTASISE ABOUT SOMEONE SHE WILL NEVER NOR COULD EVER HAVE. I LABEL THIS GIRL A DIRTY WHORE...

You May Have Seen This Before...
I posted this to the 250 members of my new yahoo group I created on March 10th and thought that I should post it here also for the new members who may not have seen it. I am flying out tomorrow morning with a layover in Denver and ultimately to Oklahoma City for my sister's wedding this weekend. I will certainly be taking notes for an upcoming story (or stories) from the plane ride, the stay at the hotel, the wedding and the reception, etc. It could be a very literary rewarding weekend for a writer of erotic stories. In any event... here is a quickie story that I posted once before here but as the list is growing in the blog I thought I would post it again. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Elevator By Ms. Cleavage Copyright 2007 The elevator door closes and behind me is a very handsome man that I noticed as I entered. He is wearing a very expensive looking suit with an attaché case in his right hand leaning up against the wall. He smiles at me as

What Is Your Theme Song?
Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC "Back in black, I hit the sack, I've been too long, I'm glad to be back" Things sometimes get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos. But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last! What's Your Theme Song?

The New Pet!
This guy was lonely and so he decided life would be more fun if he had a new pet. So he went to the pet store and told the owner that he wanted to buy an unusual pet. After some discussion he finally bought a centipede, (100 leg >>>bug), which came in a little white box to use for his house. He took the box home, found a good location for the box, and decided he would start off by taking his new pet to the bar for a drink. So he asked the centipede in the box, "Would you like to go to Frank's place with me and have a beer?" But there was no answer from his new Pet. >>>This bothered him a bit, but he waited a few minutes and then asked him again, "How about going to the bar and having a drink with me?" But again there was no answer from his new friend and pet. So he waited a few minutes more, thinking about the situation. He decided to ask him one more time. This time putting his face up against the centipede's house and shouting, "Hey, in there! Would you like to

Letter 4 My Loved Ones ...
In the event of my demise, left with much to say/ Got me wearin' these disguises, even 'til my last days/ Dear Mama all I ever wanted was to hear your praise/ Knowin' that I desperately tried to change/ But maybe I've been cursed since my birth/ Been consumed by puttin' dollar signs behind my worth/ Livin' even worse, 'cause bein' who I am repeatedly hurts/ As I'm movin' from last to first/ Hopefully you'll forgive me, but enemies leave me reasons/ To remain the last one breathin', forever schemin'/ No longer dreamin', seein' them eternally sleepin'/ Continuously at battle with my inner demons/ Comtemplating whether or not to brandish my guns/ Wishin' to change the past, but what's done is done/ Guessin' that I'm destined to to be the Lord's prodigal son/ So I write this letter, to be read by my Loved Ones.

My Heart
I have given a part of me Do you see it I have opened up my heart to you Do you feel it I have stood in the shadows and adored you Do you notice I have shared your pain in every way Do you know it I have put my thoughts to paper And sent them to make your day I love you in every way a man can Yet, still i have so much to say And so if some day you can feel my words And know in your heart they are true If the lord permits, I will still be here The one, ....who is loving you.

Sorry For My Absence As Of Late...
I have been away with things going on at the home front. In preparation for yesterday's court hearing, I have been away and now that the courts assigned an appointed Guardian to Eleanor, my entire life is in turmoil and I am jobless, homeless and without a vehicle since everything is in her name and I have been ousted. Eugene and I are making contingency plans and Claudia won - she's getting everything when Eleanor dies (including the home I made with Daniel) which I fear will not be long since I will not longer be caring for her. I am in the process of submitting a bill to the court and the estate for services provided at reasonable rates and documenting receipts for reimbursement for out of the pocket expenses to the household for everything as well as the 24/7 care for my no longer "ward". The legal papers Eleanor signed are null and void and my promise and commitment to uphold her written wishes as well as the wishes of her son of whom I loved is now out of my hands. Life go

Leaving Tomorrow Morning
Hello dear friends; and fans (yeah right), I will be out of town for a full week starting tomorrow, so please don't think I am ignoring anyone!!! You can still reach me until tomorrow early in the morning. I will be back by Tuesday evening. Carlos The Butt Man, aka masterhead

Free From The Pain
I wont to run away, be free from all the pain that surges through these veins. hopeless from yeas of fighting to be myself, crawling my way back up only to be knocked back down again. just once in my life i would like to have whats mine. your not my enemy so why do you treat me so. tears are not something I will let you drag out of me anymore. Ive grown strong and hard from the years of battle with you. and you are losing you hold on me now. can you feel your grip slipping as you clutch me tighter? I will not be your toy any more and you are not my master

Make Sure You Enter My Banner Cotest Before Its Too Late
SHOW YOUR CREATIVITY AND GET THOSE BANNERS IN ASAP. BANNERS MUST HAVE DJ LUCIFER, THE BLACK MASS AND WORLD ROCK RADIO ON THEM. SEND THEM TO djlucifer99@aol.com. THEY WILL BE POSTED IN HIS CHERRYTAP PHOTOS AS WELL AS ON HIS MYSPACE PAGE, http://www.myspace.com/dj_lucifer.THURSDAY, MARCH 29TH IS THE DEADLINE SO HURRY AND GET THOSE BANNERS IN. ALSO, IF YOU ARE PARTICIPATING IN THIS LEAVE DJ LUCIFER A MESSAGE LETTING HIM KNOW. WINNER WILL RECEIVE A FREE WORLD ROCK RADIO T-SHIRT AND A FREE BEST OF THE BLACK MASS CD.

Slow Steps
Its been months of sobriety, I slipped up twice but I'm doing this for me. I'm not doing this for anyone, just for me. I decided to keep the bottle down, and push it away from me. So here I stand sober and still trying. Better then being passed out on my bed dying. Better then having my previous work not work. By now had I not changed my buddies would miss me, the next woman who'll come into my life would not have met me or kissed me. For all these reasons, and for myself, this inner demon has less of a grasp on myself. I might slip up and have a drink or two, but I refuse to suffer from heavy drinking, theres no point and no use.

What Kind Of Dragon Are You?
What kind of Dragon are you? Red DragonYou are unpredictable, loud, and very much proud. You are the toughest and everyone knows it. You have a tendancy to hoard money, jewels, and other goods. You have a bad temper and tend to let people know about it. When someone sets you off, they better know how to run, because they\'re going to need it. Take this test

Finding My True Self
hmmmmmmm where do i began well lets see i have always considered myself a loner a nobody... and to be honest i stioll feel this way i am not looking for smpathy or anything of that nature all i want is a family to love me for who i am.. i am still learning who i really am and i tell you what the song Everybody's Fool my hubby says that is my song all the way if you get a chance watch that video and listen to the words.. the only true family i have is my hubby and three kids my makers dont have anything to do with me (parents) i had a brother who was murdered.. my in laws dont claim us either butr we wont get into that ... i have another family that live in Texas and they are so awesome they helped me with myself and i am so glad to have them Now just recently i am now part of the L.D.C. Family and wow that makes me feel so good i knoew deep down i was of the dark and now i know for a fact i am i love you all and i hope to get to know each and everyone of you (huge family)

What Kind Of Lover Am I
What kind of a LOVER are YOU? You are a DOWN 2 EARTH LOVER!When it comes to sex and relationships you get the job done right. You know when and what to give to your man without scaring him or pushing him away. Your confident in yourself at all aspects, and if yous break up he still tells other guys how great of person you are! Take this test

When
When will I be good enough Cuz I'm not sure I'm that tough When will my life join yours Cuz my love is to the core When will I lose the burn Cuz my stomach always turns When I think about being alone All my insides turn to stone When I think of all those nights and days I can do nothing but cry and in bed lay When I remember all the times we had Whether they were good or bad They never leave my mind I cannot leave you behind When I think about all the love we sared And how much I thought you cared Was it all a lie? Am I without you till I die?

Mardi Gras
New Orleans,Louisiana, the city that's known as The Big Easy. It is one of the most vibrant cities in the world. For those of you that have never experienced the history,the people,or the party that is New Orleans, it's the home of the 24 hour bars and drive through daiquiri shops. Where the air is thick with humidity. The smells of the powerful Mississippi river,the seafood and cajun restaurants, the smell of fresh baked french bread teasing the nose. Walking down through the French Quarter, past clubs with the music of zydeco,jazz and rock. The history reflected in the architecture from the past, old homes that still have carriage houses. Other homes, like through the Garden district, reflect the Greek revival styles popular though out the colonial times. But one thing New Orleans is famous for more than anything else, Mardi Gras, or Fat Tuesday. It's the famous last celebration before Lent. A party throughout the entire city but nothing like what happens in the French Quarter. Bourb

Captivated Distraction...
Captivated Distraction Living each day Eyes open In search of something One may never find A simple look One who can see The transparent me A huge heart Inspired by love Wanting to be held He reached in Through the obstacles Touching me With his kindness We danced Embraced life Feeling things For the first time He held me Captivated Soft kisses Wet by wine Drenching me With emotions Puddles of passion Dripped by desire He consumed me Damped lips Sipping slowly In his arms So strong Fingers to flesh In his thoughts Shared words Lingered lust Lost within His breath We tasted Enjoying each other To the fullest flavor My mind’s now Distracted By overflowing Thoughts Of yesterday’s drink Thirst to be quenched Once again By you Written by Melody 3/30/07

The Lovely Views
Okay so women lie just as well as men, or do we? I honestly think it is 50/50, look at society today, we are who we are and "you choose" decisions in what you do, no one makes those decisions for you. You are held accountable for your actions, but do we accept them most of the time, I don't think so, but yet that is "my" opinion. Actually with all the dates I had been on since my divorce, I heard the same story over and over from men and is as follows: I went on a date with this chick, we hit it off, things were going great and then 3 months later, boom, she turns psycho or just acts totally different than what I had seen in those months. I have seen those as I have met some of my friends g/f's and it holds true. But it also holds true on women meeting men. So wouldn't you think it is an even keel? Thing is, I don't think people truly and honestly get to know that person long and deep enough, they just jump into it full bolt. Also, don't pretend you are someone you are not. I mean,

Beyond The Secret
04/05/07 Dear Readers: Here is a section of my new book \"Beyond The Secret\" explaining a little more about this book. Take the time to read this newsletter through and join us at the upcoming party in Phoenix. Important Facts About \"The Secret\" In 2006, a new sensational movie entitled \"The Secret\" came out and the production was quite phenomenal, but also significantly incomplete. The movie was also endorsed by Oprah Winfrey and broadcasted on her television program. In the overpowering optimistic script, nothing pertaining to the negative manifesto of this Universal Law was exposed or explained in the Oprah show. Realize also, that I do support, understand and even promote not only the \"Secret\", but also all other Universal laws that make the human experience possible. However, the question remains after watching this well-produced movie, what will you be able to do or accomplish with it? \'The Secret\" is an overwhelmingly inspired production, ski

The Lady
cemetary, dark and quiet death is waiting near shadows dance with devils the night brings out the fear the devils stop their dance they all stare in awe... the Lady has awakened the only sound a crow's caw she slips between the tombs of love thats gone and dead of memories of her past of the life she loved and led damn them all to hell she screamed in her mind i was never one of them never of their kind through the graves she made her way just as she did every day to a little grave small and unique her daughters grave the one they named monique only and infant, taken away life gone into the ground the mother, gone crazy with sorrow, she drowned now she walks alone this cemetary at night gaurding these stones knowing she's right life is gone, still she mothers the child she never got to hold so now she wonders lonely still this cemetary so cold she would have sold her soul if she would have known that she could have seen that baby fully grown so s

This New Job....
Fucking sucks,i just started monday and already last night i had to train someone new, hello people im still suppose to be in training too!!! Fucking retards, then on top of that i had to work today and i was suppose to get out and 4 and this stupid kid that i trained last night decided not to show up until 5!! what the fuck is up with that? Then i look at the schedual and after telling my manager that on mon-wed i could not work past 4:30 because i had to be at my other job at 5:00 she freakin put me on the schedual to be there till 5, what a fucking whore, she told me it wasnt her problem and it is her fucking problem!!!!! ERRRR i dont think i am going to last there that long, its already getting on my nerves!! God damn!

Why?
WHY? why must everything be so fucked up? why must i love him so much why must i miss him so why must he have left why must i feel like crying why must the tears come why did everything go so wrong why did he leave, was it me? why can't he just be here with me why why must he come back and act so much like a prick why must he never know what i actually feel why must the tears come again and again always hurting and never getting hurt back why must i have such a big heart why does he make it hurt so much why it was bliss but it turned shitty why does it always happen to me always and always never ending it is why he will never know how i actually feel

Hear Me Out.....
Before anyone decide to send me a message please read all of this then send me a message if you want to. ================================================================================================== Ok here is the thing, I have been in philly for the past week. I have met very few people and have not met a single Fam member out here. I have also been slowly slipping in to a depression. i have been tempted to go into the kitchen and grab a knife and just cut at my arms, not kill me self. Every time I have had to try and think of the reasons why i shouldn't do it. But as of recently i have always had my Va fam in mind. Yet with the way my Fam has been acting towards me makes it seem like they are turning their back on me and it is making my choice harder. The last time I cried it was because I was leaving VA and now I can't seem to cry i only want to inflict pain upon my body making my body say "HEY YOU DON'T NEED TO CRY YOU PUSSY!!" I know I probably sound very emo at the moment

The Unsaid Goodbye
DO NOT RIP!! When you lose someone you are very close to, it's hard to pick up the pieces and move on, especially if you never had the chance to tell that person goodbye. I lost someone very close to me, and at the time, I didn't realize I gave up the opportunity to tell him goodbye. Because of this, the guilt and regret from those unspoken words left, to say the least, a huge void in my heart. My Uncle Jimmy was the person I favored most in the world. He had a warm and gentle heart, and he would do anything for anybody. I loved being with him because to me, he was just a big kid at heart. We would go to the movies, play cards for hours, and just laugh about everything. Never in my life could I have imagined being without him. Somehow I thought he would always be there. The last day I saw my uncle was on July 7, 1995. He had come up from Alabama to visit his parents and me, and on that certain day, he was going into Pennsylvania, to see some friends. As He

Did You Get Your Cd Yet????
HELLYEAH, the new band featuring former PANTERA/DAMAGEPLAN drummer Vinnie Paul Abbott alongside members of MUDVAYNE and NOTHINGFACE, will hit the road beginning around May 20 with dates in the U.S. before heading over to Australia and making its way to England for an appearance at this year's Download festival. In a live interview that was broadcast Monday night (April 9) on the nationally syndicated radio show "Rockline", HELLYEAH bassist Jerry Montano (also of NOTHINGFACE) stated about the group's plans, "It's looking like we're gonna be hitting the road around May 20. Looks like it's upstate New York, and kind of coming all the way down through Ohio and down back to Texas. So we're gonna be out for a few weeks — maybe two and a half weeks — before we had over to Australia, the Download festival [at Doninton Park in England] and maybe another club date in London and then back here for [the] Family Values [tour]. So we're gonna be out doing it up." As previously reported, HELLYEAH

Just A Little Poem
Was feeling artistic the other night and wrote this , the words just flowed from my lips to my fingers This emptiness feels like a curse to me when I'm hoping that-- by striking the sky starless to light a smile in your eyes, placing drops of the MilkyWay between the dimples of your smile, and gift-wrapping the heart that now bears your name to set it gently in your palms should you so choose to accept it-- you might look beyond the make-believe of the words I speak to keep you in the dark and discover that all I'm wishing upon tomorrow for is one chance to mean the world to you. If only I could love you for just a day. The loneliness inside me is a hateful reminder of how empty my life is without you to hold a candle to my heart and warm it with your smile, a hint of love shining in your eyes. Engulf me in the flames of your words and soar me beyond the man-in-the-moon on wings of feathered hopes and the winds that dreaming brings a pounding heart; wh

Ignite Your Passion
Listen to this radio show and see how hypnosis can really ignite the passion in your sex life for you and your partner. October 8th 2006Hypnosis and Sex, Reignite Your Passion! If you have any question about the CDs she refers too ask me.

Acid Rain
Acid Rain Effervescent clouds Raining in the desolate corners Of my dementia Sparkling under the crescent moon Dancing in the twinkling orchids Of my vividly water-colored euphoria Tell me the secrets Secrets that sedate Tell me you'll rescue Rescue me from my fate Internally bleeding from the Walls of my mind Running from insanity Searching for things I'll never find Hanging from the noose Of your conformity

Sorry I Havent Been Here!!
So sorry to all my friends and fans that have been leaving me comments i thank you all very much . I have not beeen here because my daughter and i have both been and still are sick. My x hubby is being a total dick head hes showing his ass taring our nerves all to hell he has got my daughter so aggravated and scared to death he is going to take her from ,e i just dunno which way to turn but he is a convicted felon for using a firearm in town limits on a sunday with intent to main disfigure or kill so im sure he wont get custody of her. Please all my friends and fans please say a short prayer for us it would be deeply appreciated!!! Thank you for your time in reading this!!

Looking For A Girl.
well i like the funny sweet kind of girl with a good personality advertrious and enjoys life listing to music watching the sun rise likes sitting back and taking in the scenery .. one that on the spur of the moments no matter what time it is go for a walk one that enjoys the rain cuddeling on the couch watching movies and tv at times.. one that I can take care of when shes sick and do the same when i am .. One who likes me for who I am and i can the same for her .. likes anaimals and swimming .. Sometimes even staying up late at night one with a cute face or even pretty .. Just looking for someone special!

After The Office Party
John, woke up after the annual office Christmas party with a pounding headache, cotton-mouthed and utterly unable to recall the events of the preceding evening. After a trip to the bathroom, he made his way downstairs, where his wife put some coffee in front of him. "Louise," he moaned, "tell me what happened last night. Was it as bad as I think?" "Even worse," she said, her voice oozing scorn. "You made a complete ass of yourself. You succeeded in antagonising the entire board of directors and you insulted the president of the company, right to his face." "He's an asshole," John said. "Piss on him." "You did," came the reply. "And he fired you." "Well, screw him!" said John. "I did. You're back at work on Monday.

Goose Bumps
What is it about you that makes me feel weak, And gives me the goose bumps whenever you speak? Why does the sight of you fill me with pleasure, Like a spotlight that shines on a glorious treasure? Well hell its "tRue Cherry Tap Rocks" i'm your Saint ' CT 's Guardian Angle' fan/add/rate/ me please ~

The Defender
I wrote this up for a contest that's being held by Borders, because my sister asked me to. It's called the "Times Mom Stood Up For Me" Writing Competition. Only caveat is that it has to be 300 words or less, which is tough! I thought I'd share. I was not a well child. I say that, not with self-pity, but in a matter-of-fact tone. You see, I can be matter-of-fact about my medical problems because of my mother. To her, my problems were not disabilities or even challenges. They were… simply part of being me. When I was in college, I came down with a bad cold in early December – the worst possible time to get sick when you’re a singer, especially at my school, where the annual Christmas Festival is equivalent to The Big Game at any other school. But illness was something I took for granted, so I donned a hat and scarf and headed off to class. After all, I was there for an education. Unfortunately, when you are ill and can’t sing, peer pressure dictates you hole up in your r

A Fireman (joke)
/A FIREMAN came home from work one day and told his wife, "You know, we have a wonderful system at the fire station: BELL 1 rings and we all put on our jackets, BELL 2 rings and we all slide down the pole, BELL 3 rings and we're on the fire truck ready to go. // // //"From now on when I say BELL 1, I want you to strip naked. When I say BELL 2, I want you to jump in bed. And when I say BELL 3, we are going to make love all night." The next night he came home from work and yelled, "BELL 1!" The wife promptly took all her clothes off. // // //When he yelled "BELL 2!", the wife jumped into bed. When he yelled "BELL 3!", they began making love. After a few minutes the wife yelled "BELL 4!" "What the hell is BELL 4?" asked the husband? // // //"ROLL OUT MORE HOSE," she replied, "YOU'RE NOWHERE NEAR THE FIRE."// /

Anagrams
You'll appreciate this more if you're European although some will be understood by you Yanks... David Ginola - Vagina dildo Teddy Sheringham - Teddy Minge rash Ossie Ardiles - Arse is soiled Diego Maradona - O dear, I'm a gonad Tony Blair PM - I'm tory plan B Virginia Bottomley - I'm an evil Tory bigot Michael Heseltine - Elect him, he's alien David Mellor - Dildo marvel Dame Agatha Christie - I am a right death case The Metropolitan Police Force - I'm fellatio, the erect porno cop Benson and Hedges - NHS been a godsend Selina Scott - Elastic snot Mel Gibson - Big melons Gloria Estefan - Large fat noise Chris Rea - Rich arse Martina Navratilova - Variant rival to a man Gabriela Sabatini - Insatiable airbag Irritable Bowel Syndrome - O my terrible drains below Evangelist - Evil's Agent Desperation - A Rope Ends It The Morse Code - Here Come

Uhpdate!
Haven`t been on much lately due to the fact that:: 1) I started workinq at CVS as a Pharmacy Tech. and my hours are rediculous. 2) I had to take care of my doq that qot really sick from the damn petfood that qot recalled. 3)My Navy recruiter has been up my ass about qettinq in shape. So, I`m sorry to all of you who have been leavinq me multiple messaqes and comments that I haven`t been able to qet around to answerinq. RPG Gamer, Tweeks, ShadowDad - Ya`ll are my best. Thanks for always beinq there. =] Anyways;; Thanks quys. I fuckinq love you all. ♥

It Is Time To Speak Up For The Americans As The Most Generous And Possibly The Least-appreciated People In All The Earth.
"The Americans" - Original Script Original Real Audio "LET'S BE PERSONAL" Broadcast June 5, 1973 CFRB, Toronto, Ontario Topic: "The Americans" The United States dollar took another pounding on German, French and British exchanges this morning, hitting the lowest point ever known in West Germany. It has declined there by 41% since 1971 and this Canadian thinks it is time to speak up for the Americans as the most generous and possibly the least-appreciated people in all the earth. As long as sixty years ago, when I first started to read newspapers, I read of floods on the Yellow River and the Yangtze. Who rushed in with men and money to help? The Americans did. They have helped control floods on the Nile, the Amazon, the Ganges and the Niger. Today, the rich bottom land of the Misssissippi is under water and no foreign land has sent a dollar to help. Germany, Japan and, to a lesser extent, Britain and Italy, were lifted out of the debris of war by the Americans who poure

My Lover
it was not in my fate to meet my lover had I lived longer, this would still be my only desire to live on your promise is to make my life a lie would I not have died of happiness if i trusted it from your frailty I learnt that the promise was delicate it would not stand broken had you been determined someone ask me about your half-drawn arrow would i even feel this pain if it had pierced my heart what kind of friendship is this, that friends are now advisers someone should ease my pain, someone sympathize with me from every nerve drips blood without restraint as if that which you think is anguish is but a spark threatening as love is, there is no deliverance from the heart if not the torment of love, it would be the torment of life whom shall I narrate the pangs of these evenings of sorrow i would have not resented this death, had it come only once that I died and was disgraced, why was I not just drowned never w

Abortion
Month one MOMMY I am only 4 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a baby.

Looking For A Ct Wifey Of Husband
Well I see everyone who has a CT husband or wifey and I wanted to do it a little different and have a CT Wifey and Husband since im bisexual I want to see what kind of replys i get Thanks

I Am Addicted....to Ct
Ok, so when Nichole told me about Cherry Tap about 3 weeks or so ago, I had NO idea what she was talking about. Aside from seeing Cherry Tap comments on the sites where I was getting graphics for MySpace. Now...I am a bonafide junkie. I run out of rates every day, I am looking at pics all day, and talking to some really fun, and nice folks on the Shoutbox. I am neglecting my duties, drinking my food, and overall just having too much fun on the site. I may need a 12 step program to kick the habit. If loving CT is wrong, I don't want to be right. ROFLAO. To all the cool peeps I have talked to so far, thank you for making my day a little better, and for making me smile! Woo hoo! xoxoxo Smoochies to all, especially Nichole... ; )

For Me Today
Daily Horoscope: Pisces For April 24,2007 powered by How dare this person! Why would they think you'd do something like that? Wait just one minute before you respond negatively. If you examine your wishes, you'll see secretly you've been dying to do the unthinkable. "oh my....."

Haha My Horoscope For Today!
Being convinced you know best is a terribly uncomfortable position to hold. It's time to get off your high horse before you get a cramp. Talk to people from your heart and you'll see a big change in their reactions.

The Dream
Wandering through the violet mists of this landscape of the mind, voices crashing through the haze like the waves about small boat in a high sea, flashes of memory light the horizon, a rolling thunderhead of chaotic emotion and furtive hopes, above a churning ocean of forgoten desires. Where to go? Where to go...

Sticky Wrote This For Is Girl-- I Say If A Girl Said This To U Guys Would U Know U Were Loved
I LOVE YOU The words "I love you" do tell you how I feel, but they don't convey the sincerity or the depth of that love. If I could find the words to truly express my feelings for you, then that would surely make the greatest poem, or greatest prose ever written. If my love for you could be painted into a picture, people from all over the world would come to marvel at it's beauty. When I look at your perfection, I do so with much more than just my eyes. When I hold you tightly at night, it is not with just my arms that I caress you.,,(THIS WAS WORTE MY A FRIEND OF MIND STICKY THAT HE WROTE FOR HIS GIRL , SO ROMANTIC UH) As I utter the words "I would spend the rest of my life with you" , you should also hear, "I would give my life my for you." What little I have in this life I offer you...but more importantly I surrender my heart and my soul to you. Maybe now when you hear me utter the words "I love you", you'll know that they come from so much more than just my

The Meaning Of Things
You know I'm sitting here eating ice cream (mint chocolate chip) wearing comfy clothes, and got to thinking.. Do we really understand the world around us? Sadly it's more correct to say no. First you have to consider, how much of our own planet have we really explored? 2/3 covered in water, 1/3 land. Not a great ratio when you think about it. There are mysteries of our waters that we have yet to see. Some we may never see in our own lifetimes. How long did it take them to find and see the Titanic after it sank? 80 years (more or less). What is really wierd is that we know more about the moon than we do our own oceans. And that's just the water. How many areas on land have we never seen? If there are even any left. And that's just the nature end of it. Now let's really think. I know, I know.. you're sitting there reading this and probably considering hitting the arrow in the upper left of the screen to go back and not finish. Who wants to think, really eve

My Autopsy
Your doctor has scheduled you for an autopsy on ___________ at _______ AM/PM. St. Amgems Hospital wants you to be prepared for what should be an eventful time. This guide should answer the most common questions in regard to your procedure. Please call your doctor's office if you have any further questions. Please remember, autopsies are performed on an "as needed" procedure. If you, or a qualified Medical Examiner chooses to cancel your autopsy, the Pathology department requires 24 hours notice. WHAT IS AN AUTOPSY? As advanced as medical science is, sometimes we need more thorough procedures to find out why your living status has been impaired. An autopsy can include CAT scans, X-rays, and surgical evaluation. WILL IT INVOLVE SURGERY? Yes. At times when there is a lack of obvious traumatic impact, surgery is needed. Your doctor may wish to examine your vital organs. This involves removal of the organs for the purpose of study. The contents of your stomach will also be examine

Wounded... Left Her After 8 Years She Got Hooked On Crack
I used to think everything would be okay, if we gave it time all the problems would just go away we tried to sit and talk it out I realized I love you with out a doubt you say you love me and I know you do its so hard to prove my love to you I try to deal with your personal stuff but dealing with you is pretty tough I cant do this anymore waiting for you to call has became a chore you say you'll call and you never do I sit at home waiting for you you say I;ll be there soon Im on my way I don't hear from you again till the next day everything you do comes before me your loosing me again I hope you see I miss you more than I could ever say you;ll realize what went wrong one day when all the drugs are gone and your sitting in your room all alone when the phone doesn't ring and Im nowhere to be seen please help me make this work swallow your pride and stop being a jerk!!

May 01, 2007 At 09:37 Pm Edt
Benefit Update!!! Anyone interested in making donations for Maria's benefit can make them to the Integra Bank in Ripley. The address for Integra Bank is 104 Main Street Ripley, OH 45167. Donations will be under the name of Maria Elizabeth Schumann. Donations may also be sent C/O Terri Schuman, 28 N Third St, Ripley, OH 45167. Stay in touch and we will keep you posted as things progress.

A Body......
There was an important job to be done. EVERYBODY was sure SOMEBODY would do it. ANYBODY could have it but NOBODY did it. SOMEBODY got angry about that because it was EVERYBODY's job. EVERYBODY thought SOMEBODY would do it and NOBODY realized ANYBODY couldn't do it. So, it ended up that EVERYBODY blamed SOMEBODY when NOBODY did whay ANYBODY could have done.

Photo Contest
I'm having a 5 day comment bombing contest! it starts today 5-7-07.Contest ends 5-12-07 If you wanna join just tell me what picture you want me to use... YOU can comment bomb yourself. 1st plast is 1 week blast 2nd place is 3-day blast 3rd place is a big pimpin gift(mens braclet, woman diamond earrings) if you have any questions please ask melika 806831! Also if you don't want to JOIN just look in my contestant album and help them out with some comments!!!!!!! Thank you!!!!!

Got To Go To Work
well it,s monday night in waco tx,oh ya!im sitting here bored so i though id write you all a note to say hay..got to load early in the morning to go to phoenix az.for friday hope you all have a great week talk soon big smiles to you all.BFN...

My First Blog.....
well this is my first blog on here. i have alot on my mind that i cant blong about on my other blog my family reads that one lol. ahhhh where to start? ok , if you are wanting to start seeing someone and the person that is wanting to hook up with you goes around telling other girls that " god your hot " isnt that grounds to get just a little frustrated? and then hes like well its not like they are from around here.. and im like still thats not the point. hes like well maybe thats where we are different.. and im like maybe that is where we are... needless to say things have came to a hault on seeing each other. maybe i need to just find me a friend. lol just kidding guys! well that is all i am going to post for now. feel free to leave me your ideas on the situation everyone..... take care and bye for now!

Friends" Vs. Southern Friends
FRIENDS: Never ask for food. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Always bring the food. FRIENDS: Will say "hello". SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will give you a big hug and a kiss. FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Call your parents Mom and Dad FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Cry with you. FRIENDS: Will eat at your dinner table and leave. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will spend hours there, talking, laughing, and just being together. FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds' back-ends that left you. FRIENDS: Would knock on your door. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!" FRIENDS: Are for a while. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Are for life.

Vt
In Blacksbug, Virgina, Gunman massacred 32 people at Virginia Tech in the deadliest shooting rampage in U.S. on Monday morning April 16. Seung-Hui, the gunman went on a rampage killing 32 people then himself ending the rampage. But why? They are trying to say he was a loner like they did when Columbine happened but those shooters were not loners, One of them was actally on the football team and was quite popular with alot of friends, so why would they tell us that then 8 years later we find out that they were not loners like the news told America. and both of these shootings they ended up killing there selfs and why are these shootings at school? They put up some many camras and have poliec man at schools and have metledetecters but people are still getting guns threw and there are alot more than just shootings that happen at school and it happens every damn day people getting in to fist fights witch i know is deadly because i get into fights at school at least once a week and everyo

All In Green
All in green went my love riding All in green when my love riding On a great horse of gold into the silver dawn. Four lean hounds crouched low and smiling the merry deer ran before. Fleeter be they than dappled dreams the swift sweet deer the red rare deer. Four red roebuck at a white water the cruel bugle sange before. Horn at hip when my love rididng riding the echo down into the silver dawn. Four lean hounds crouched low and smiling the level meadows ran before. Softer be thay than slippered sleep the lean lithe deer the fleet flown deer. Four fleet does at a gold valley the famished arrow sang before. Bow at belt went my love riding riding the mountain down into the silver dawn. Four lean hounds crouched low and smiling the sheer peaks ran before. Paler be they than daunting death the sleek slim deer the tall tense deer. Four tell stags at a green mountain the lucky hunter sang before. All in green went my love riding on

Driving
Man driving down road. Woman driving up same road... They pass each other.. The woman yells out the window, "PIG!" Man yells back out window, "BITCH!" Man rounds next curve. Crashes into a HUGE PIG in middle of road. Moral of the story: If only men would listen....

Trying To Make Sense Of It All
One person says for someone to NOT do something, then goes ahead and does that EXACT same thing thinking that the same rules don't apply. It's confusing, and childish thought. I'm still trying to make sense of it, but until I do, I'm covering my ass with solid evidence to back my claim if I ever need it. Wow ... people can be completely retarded. Anyway, on a better note, I'm officially 15 wks pregnant (1 more week till 4 months!) ... my baby is only 16.7cm long (that's close to 6 1/2 inches) and I am yet to start showing LOL. From my first visit, I have only gained 6-8 lbs. I'm so proud of myself! :) The man and i are doing great. Reuniting with old friends (who both of us lost due to certain people in our lives) and reminiscing about old times. It's fun to look into the past and realise that the only thing holding you back from getting that back is a good dose of catching up. :) It looks like I'll be going to court. I have to serve papers on a small claims issue to

Titties
I was browsing throught the internet and god damn i found this recipe for Cow Udder Eclairs!! 12 fresh lean cow udders 1 pint of whipping cream 1 cup of brown sugar 1 can artichoke hearts 1 stick butter 1 small filleted smelt 1 container of Nair Soak the cow udders in Nair to remove the hair. Repeat several times if necessary until all hair is removed. Rinse in warm water. Place a stick of butter into a warm frying pan. Wait until all of the butter has melted, then add the cow udders. Fry them for 15-20 minutes until golden brown. Chop the artichoke hearts and smelt on a cutting board into fine pieces. In a large bowl, add the whipping cream, brown sugar and the chopped artichokes and smelt. With a mixer on low, whip until creamy with a consistency like vanilla pudding. Remove the udders from the pan and make a long slice down the side of each udder. Spread the pudding mixture into each slit. Serve warm or cold and have an "Udderly Wonderful" snack.

Gotta Gripe.
Ok, I have tons of views of my blogs, which means people ARE reading them. Is it too much to ask to hit the cherries on the side for a rating? It costs you nothing and makes me feel worthwhile. I dont care if you want to leave a comment or not, I mean its nice, but definately not necessary, but for godsakes, at least rate what you read. ;) Thank you for listening to me bitch, moan, and whine for a few. lol

My 17 Minute Survey
The longest survey you'll ever fill out! Do the world a favor: fill it out and post it for all your friends. Do this because the person who sent it to you didn't sit here for ages for nothing. Answer all the questions honestly, no lying to avoid stuff. Starting Time: 5:18 pm Name: Angie Holmes Brothers: 2 Sisters: 1 Shoe size: 9 Height: 5'7" What are you wearing rite now? navy booty shorts and pink Nike Tee Favorite Number: 32 Favorite Drink: non alcoholic? Pepsi Favorite Month: October Favorite Breakfast: french toast ***********Have You Ever***************** Loved someone so much it made you cry? Yes Broken a bone: no Been in a police car: Yep Been on a boat: Yes Came close to dying: no Been in a hot tub: Hell yeah.. Swam in the ocean: yes Fallen asleep in school: yes, Broken someone's heart: yes Cried when someone died: Yes Fell off your chair: lmao, wh

Wow
Well after everything that has happened lately I felt it was time to get away and be with someone I trust. Yesterday at 1423 I left Midland to being the Journey to see my dad and enjoy some time with him. After an almost 12 hour trip I arrived at around 0200 this morning and it was great to see my dad again. Being around my dad makes me smile and allows me a chance to relax and be myself again. Life here is so much different than things back home but it should be expected when you are in an area where things HAVE to be different for safety. I am looking forward to the next few days with him and I hope that things will be connected between us since we have never been able to really spend time together. Things seem to be looking up here and I am excited to see what happens over the next few days. ~*~FireChic~*~

Sexual Tension
Man, I didn't wanna call my blog sexual tension, I wanted this entry to be called that... Oh well anyway... Let me start by saying to I love to chat. I love meeting new folks online from all walks of life. I've met some very nice people online, to include my wife. Yes, online dating does work. But thats not what this is about. This is about how men and women can be friends without drama starting from others about sex. Everyone assumes that two people of the opposite sex can't be friends without sleeping together. Sexual tension. Now let me say this. Sometimes, when you meet someone of the opposite sex you become great friends with, there's always a fleeting (maybe) thought about what a relationship with that person may be like. That being said, it is always good for two people in a relationship to be great friends as well. Thats the cornerstone of a great relationship. BUT... Friendships can be maintained with having sex. Besides, sex can mess things up in a friendship an

Thank You Tam Tam
Just wanted to say thanks TamTam for helping me find my way through this cherry tap thing, your a life saver.. IM SO LOVIN CHERRY TAP, is so much better then myspace woohooo.... TIme to go to work so be home later... Liz

I Am Deleting My Account...
Hey everyone I am deleting my account today. I just do not have the time anymore to be on here. I have switched jobs and am working non stop. I hope you all understand. I have made some good friends on here and will miss you all alot. Also I do not like alot of the updates and there is just alot of crazy stuff that goes on here.. So I am opting for a less cyber life.. Big hugs to all, Amber

If We Had Sex!
1. Would you be in control?- 2. Would you let me pull your hair?- 3. Would you whisper in my ear? - 4. Would you talk dirty to me?- 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? - 6. Would you say my name?- 7. Would you go down on me?- 8. Would you let me give you a hickie?- 9. How many rounds would we go? - 10. What would you wanna do afterwards?- 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?- 12. Would you lick and bite me all over?- 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? - 14. Would you want me to take my time?- 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10?- 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow?- 17. Where would you wanna "do it"?- 18. Would you be loud or quiet?- 19. Would you mind if i liked you?- 20. Would you do it today?- 21. Would you do it tomorrow?- 22. Would you call me in the morning?- 23. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them f

*****give The Nice Guys A Chance*****
Give The Nice Guys A Chance From a guys point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. LET US PAY FOR YOU! DON'T "FEEL BAD" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. S

Sometimes
She sometimes wake in the deepest part of the night,hoping to reach out and pull him into her arms.Holding him vlose to her beating heat. It brings tears to her eyes when she realizes that they can"t be together night. She can't help, but think that life is some what like a game of poker, We've been dealt a bad hand... Were the cards that don't go together...Some may call it fate,some may call it destiny,her love, but she has to believe whats meant to be is out of her hands and her control. Even those this maybe true,for a little while she was blessed with an angel in the cards,that was dealt by the lord himself.

The Weekend !
So glad that the weekend is finally here. Going to go to the ren. fair and work, have some fun and have a few drinks ! I can't wait to put on the corset and the rest of the costume and walk around selling them. I'll even try to post a pic or two of me in costume.

In Your Thrall
Pretty poison seeps into my veins Can't resist the bitter pill You have me wrapped in your chains So take me, come take your fill Yet you leave me hanging A wretched, pitiful slave Your words in my head keep banging Your apathy sends me to the grave No hope for escape here I cannot loose these silver bands If I cannot escape you, I fear I'll perish by your cruel hands So take your treachery and leave I'm through with this depraved dance I'll not give you another reprieve You've wasted your last chance

Sex
You have a sexual IQ of 138 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Vision
Last night I had a vision that our hearts made love. It was a lovely sight to watch, your emotions intwined with my feelings in a warm embrace of passionate love. The kiss of your thoughts carressed the lips of my desire and it felt so good. Then your gentle voice whispered its wants into my ear. How could my body not want to full fill all that your soul asks for? The motions of our minds cause the room to fill with the aroma of satisfied cravings of love. My finger tips massage the temples of your dreams, making your fantasies reality. Your body shivered from the sensation that you're inner being grasped, and this triggered a mental climax of compassion for me, that showed of my love, and it shone throught the depths of real committment. When I awoke your scent filled my nose, sweet thoughts of desire coated my panties. Even though it was a dream, you were there in spirit. Someday we will be together, for this is for a reason....For know this is the only way that I have to show you, t

To Every Guy Like This -where The Hell Are You??
To every guy that's said, "Sex can wait." To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cud

Freedom Isn't Free By Me
Notice the daate...oldie "Freesom Isn't Free" As I watched you pull the seat belt across and buckle it I stood there and watched thinking I couldn't take it! On the inside I was screaming please don't go as my knees hit the ground and I pleaded with you but on the outside I stood tall and proud with a half smile and half frown as I waved to you. I never let you see just how bad it was killing me knowing that this is the price for America to be free! My heart broke as I heard the ignition turn over the car pulled away and our conversation played over in my mind and in my heart! I wanted us to never again part! As I made one last wave and said in a barely a whisper "See you later my love" one lone tear fell silently down my cheek! This is the price that we pay for you to serve our country and I will forever stand by your side proud that you keep me free! I will be here waiting now and foerver until you return to me to stay for alwa

Alright, Ladies, Gentlemen, And Others Like Me...
Aeldar's Realm is about to get a new look. It's cleaner, much less comfusing, MUCH easier to update, and best of all, it appeals to more than video gamers who like to read (yeah, all two of them). I'm now offering flash site design, ad banners, and very soon, a perpetual calendar! This calendar will read your computer's clock and give you an accurate calendar for the current month! Perfect for those of you who HATE buying a new calendar every year. Now you just buy it once and open the internet file to get your calendar for the current month, and the next! The calendar will only have to wait until I get the image gallery (now accessible via a thumbnail menu) and other minor details worked out, but it won't be long now, said the monkey when the train ran over its tail.

Mom And Kid Contest! Updated
Mom And Kid Contest! I need Mom with Kid or Kids in pic! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 1st Mom is...... with 196 comments! 2nd Mom is....... with 137 comments! 3rd Mom is...... with 8 comments! 4th Mom is...... with 2 comments! 5th Mom is...... with 1 comments! 6th Mom is...... with 1 comments! 7th Mom is...... with 1 comments! 8th Mom is...... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 5/26 thur 6/1 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~

Cut
I hurt, I ache. I think of all, I cannot take. I cut myself. I feel the pain. I feel the blood pour out my veins. I have to feel it, feel the pain. It tells me it's real, I'm still living in hell. Hell...it is my life. I don't cut myself, To end my pain. But, to feel the pain of my life. I begin to cut, but I can't stop. Next thing I know, the beating stops. -Crissy- January 26, 2006 I wrote this for a friend of mine in a feable attempt to learn more about how he felt.

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I Think There Was A Mis Understanding
Okay this is all kind of written in reverse order the guy may not have went about it the right way and it all kind of got blown out of proportion at the end but in all reality all he wanted was to see some tits and I KNOW that many of you guys on my list have wanted the same thing and that's why you wanted on my friends list...and even if that's not why you wanted on my friends list at some point in time you have wanted to see tits and finangled your way into getting a female to show them to you...am I right or am I wrong. First of all, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH SHOWING YOUR TITS??? I did not HAVE to show my tits to GET A MAN as this person states. I show my tits cause I like to, I am proud of them, God gave them to me. And if I do bring them out and flash them it gives me extra chances to play with them and rub on them which feels good so who wouldn't want to. Just be cause you "HAVE A MAN" doesn't mean that you have to be some sort of sexual prude. "MY MAN" as you say is

Humility, Love And Trust In God
There are reasons Why we all go for a tumble... It is because It's a way God makes us humble. This we should know That we are all weak in the flesh. We should believe That God, alone, can make us fresh! We have hard times But, through faith, God helps us all through. He can provide Answers for us on what's best to do. We make mistakes. It's lessons in our life we live. God is with us And there's so much that He does give. Let us have faith In God, Who's our very best friend! He, alone, can Provide happiness in the end! (my own poem of how I feel)

My Stand In Matters Of The Heart
THE SUN WILL RISE AND SET TOMORROW, I LET YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL, I DO NOT REGRET I LOVE YOU. YOU ARE NOT ALONE AND IF SOMETHING SHOULD HAPPEN TO ME, I LET YOU KNOW, LIFE IS SO SHORT,... THE ONLY TIME I HAVE IS NOW, MY STAND, THE LOVE I HAVE FOR YOU IS SUNRISE AND SUNFALL, I WAKE TO MAYBE SEE YOU AND FALL ASLEEP DREAMING OF YOU, YOU MAKE WISHES COME TRUE. & YOU TELLING ME TO DREAM OF YOU, TELLS ME YOU WANT TO BE CLOSE TO ME. CAUSE YOU WANT ME TO THINK OF YOU & MAYBE MISS YOU. I HOPE THAT IS ENOUGH,...FOR YOU TO KNOW, MY STAND IN MATTERS OF THE HEART.

Quotes By Women
When I was seeking the best possible quote for my Pinup profile, I found a lot of quotes by women that I found appealing. I thought I'd share a few of them. Some tickled my funny bone, and some I thought very apt and on target. All I truly enjoyed. The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think. ~Author Unknown The more you praise and celebrate your life, the more there is in life to celebrate. ~Oprah Winfrey Whatever women do they must do twice as well as men to be thought half as good. Luckily, this is not difficult. ~Charlotte Whitton Curve: The loveliest distance between two points. ~Mae West The people I'm furious with are the women's liberationists. They keep getting up on soapboxes and proclaiming women are brighter than men. That's true, but it should be kept quiet or it ruins the whole racket. ~Anita Loos I, with a deeper instinct, choose a man who compels my strength, who makes

Shutter, Twin Peaks, Linda Blair And More!
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I Know You
I know you didn't mean the things you said You just weren't thinking You are sorry But I still hurt I hear what you said playing in my head Like a broken record I know you didn't want to hurt me But you did It still hurts I cry every night over that I don't want to but I do I love you like family You are like my brother I don't like that you hurt me Something is telling me to forgive you something else is telling me to kick you out of my life Just give me some time Let me think this out Just give me time that's all I need That's all I ask for Just to think things over I love you like a borhter No matter what

Hell Has Frozen Over
The following is allegedly an actual question given in a University of Washington chemistry mid-term exam. Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Most of these religions state that if you are not a member of their faith, you will go to Hell. Since there is more than one of these religions and since people do not belong to more than one religion, we can relia

Comment Bombers Needed
THIS IS MY FREIND Rose2Bud SHES IN A CONTEST TO WIN 4 DAY BLAST AND SHE IS WAY BEHIND IN THE CONTEST SO IF YOU WOULD PLS CLICK ON THE PIC IN THIS BLOG AND BOMB THE HELL OUTTA HER WOULD BE MUCH APPRECIATED

Vacation Inactivity
Hello everyone, I have good / bad news. BAD: I wont be on CherryTap much for a while in a few days, which I hate, but if you see me on Im checking email accepting adds, and checking lvl progress. Maybe I'll even have time to add a few new pics. GOOD: I will be taking care of things here at home, gettin my life together hopeing to move soon, an traveling with my Family. SO Im Happy and sad/excited for the next couple of months. Thank-You soo much for support an understanding (hope you do) dont want anyone to think that im ignoring or avoiding them, and I will be back ASAP. ♥ all You Can Also Email Me at lilmissklassy@yahoo.com Ill also be checkin that at times.

Dale Is A Mother Again
Had a phone call from the old owners of Lacy and Dale, Dale has had her foal this morning about 7:00 AM, a young stud foal, Sorrel, 2 white socks and a white blaze.... must be taking after the Father ...lol. So it looks like Dale will be with us in a few weeks now, and maybe baby too, until it has finished weaning.

Help Still Needed And Thanks ...
I WOULD LIKE TO START OFF BY THANKING EVERYONE WHO HAS CAME AND HELPED WITH MY FIRST CONTEST "BEST BACK TATTOO" RATHER IF IT HAS BEEN BY JUST A VOTE AND ONE COMMENT OR BOMBING AND OF COURSE ALL OF THE HELP OF REPOSTING BULLETINS... THE CONTEST IS STILL GOING ITS OVER ON MONDAY THE 11TH... PLEASE REMEMBER RATES COUNT AS WELL SO IF YOU CAN JUST RATE AND LEAVE ONE COMMENT THAT IS GREAT AND IF YOU CAN BOMB IT THAT IS EVEN BETTER... THANKS AGAIN ... *HUGS* Stunning@ CherryTAP

George Carlin's Solution To Gas And Immigration.
i love this guy. George Carlin's Solution to Save Gasoline: President Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use. The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down. Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the border. When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq . Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military. Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it. After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country. He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot. This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves. If they refuse to serve, ship them to Iraq anyway,

Dance With The Devil By Immortal Technique (lyrics)
I once knew a nigga whose real name was William His primary concern, was making a million Being the illest hustler, that the world ever seen He used to fuck moviestars and sniff coke in his dreams A corrupted young mind, at the age of thirteen Nigga never had a father and his mom was a fiend She put the pipe down, but every year she was sober Her sons heart simultaneously grew colder He started hanging out selling bags in the projects Checking the young chicks, looking for hit and run prospects He was fascinated by material objects But he understood money never bought respect He build a reputation 'cause he could hustle and steal But got locked once and didn't hesitate to squeal So criminals he chilled with didn't think he was real You see me and niggaz like this have never been equal I don't project my insurecurity's at other people He fiended for props like addicts with pipes and needles So he felt he had to prove to everyone he was evil A feeble-minded young man w

Relationships
Save me from myself, from the dangers my mind does hold. Keep at bay the stories that have yet to unfold. Pretend with me for a moment that this is where my life began. Don't look into my past you'll only find a detailed battle plan. There is no yesterday that can compare to what tomorrow may have in store. There is no sanity in today without the promise of more. There is nothing inside nor nothing left out that can be changed. You will find my life is scattered and my mind a bit deranged. I do not claim exclusivity nor would I ask that of you. I do not need the torture of not knowing what you would do. I am content with the life that I have made. I do not need the knowledge that this too will soon fade. Keep me in the darkness, for that is where I am at home. I feel no desire to hunt nor a desire to roam. I am a woman, there is nothing more that I wish to be. Not even the depths of the ocean can penetrate the stillness that has settled inside of me.

Hello Everyone!!!
Well I wanted to thanks everyone for being so nice to me, All the BIRTHDAY gifts.. I have made some every sweet friends, Love ya ALL!!I wish everyone a wonderful new week, Bless you ALL XXox Brandy Graphics & Layouts

Tell Me The Truth!!!!
If you woke up one morning and saw me in your bed what would u do? 1) Go back to sleep 2) Slap me 3) Cuss me out 4) Push me off the bed 5) Just tell me to leave 6) Climb on top of me and cuddle 7) Do me 8) Make me breakfast 9) Ask me my name 10) Call the cops lol 11) Fuck me for hours 12) Talk to me 13) Stare at me 14) Fore Play What would you really do to me?

Open Letter To Dogs And Cats
Dear Dogs and Cats, The dishes with the paw print are yours and contain your food. The other dishes are mine and contain my food. Please note, placing a paw print in the middle of my plate and food does not stake a claim for it becoming your food and dish, nor do I find that aesthetically pleasing. The stairway was not designed by NASCAR and is not a racetrack. Beating me to the bottom is not the object. Tripping me doesn't help because I fall faster than you can run. I cannot buy anything bigger than a king-sized bed. I am very sorry for your discomfort. Dogs and cats can actually curl up in a ball when they sleep. It is not necessary to sleep perpendicular to each other, stretched out to the fullest extent possible. I also know that sticking tails straight out and having tongues hanging out the other end to maximize space is nothing but sarcasm. For the last time, there is not a secret exit from the bathroom. If by some miracle, I beat you there and manage

Alone In My Bed
All Alone in my Bed I admit I'm a shallow human-being I only answered your call, to see how far it could go every night I put on a smile, I changed inside yet, you knew me through all the plastic you knew I was afraid, of falling for you you knew I put on this show, to hide from anything true I pretend, and pretend I am someone else through all the fake smiles, and friends that have come and gone you stayed for awhile but not for long you showed me love, then you just left I was a feather in the breeze, caught in a whirlwind now I'm lost in my head lost in my dreams sitting in my room, writing my feelings I can't explain them, they just come I can't define in any world what you have done you look at me sometimes we both know the love we once shared is too much to ignore I have my friends, I have enough but all I really need is your sweet love I can't eat, I can

Ghost Horses Dance
Ghost horses Have you come to remind us of another day and time Have you come to dance for the ones who are passing What prayer do you ask of us, and what song do you wish to hear? Ghost horses You are powerful as you pass between the worlds and we are but an element in this one that you see When the time comes for your dance to be ours We honor your presence as you honor us Ghost horses You are a wonderful sight to see As you dance your way through the clouds Your destination is below, As your fiery ride you do show Ghost horses You are around in and about you are above, below and the four directions you know you are in the here and now And will always be as it is with infinity Windsong Copyright March 27, 2004

Boredom Is Overtaking Again
It is. I have nothing to do except wait for my laundry to dry. Isnt that just horribe. I know lol. Yeah boredom, the one n only reason I am typing this right now. Ahhhhhh I hate it more than you will ever know.

If She Only Knew...
I'm sorry that I bought you roses to tell you that I like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your ne

You'll Be Surprised How Much You Didn't Know About Your Friends After This!
Please Answer Honestly & Truthfully :) 1. Do you have a tattoo or piercing? 2. How old are you? 3. Are you single or taken? 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? 5. Do you dream at night? 6. Were did u go on your last vacation? 7. Terri Clark or Rascal Flatts? 8. Do You Like Bush, the president? HERE COMES THE EQUALLY INTERESTING PART... 9. Whats your philosophy on life and death? 10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be? 11. Do you trust your friends? 12. Do you like boys, girls or both? 13. What is your fondest memory of me? 14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? 15. Would you date me? 16. What do you wear to sleep? 17. Have you ever peed in a pool? (Have you heard the Tom Cruise story?) 18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to? 19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? 20. Which do you prefer - Bandanna or Cowboy hat? 21. Wha

Some Days.......
Some days ....are better than others. ....are worse than most. ....are full of joy. ....are crammed with anger. ....make you wanna dance. ....beg you to hurt someone. ....you sail right through. ....just drag on forever. ....you can't wait to start. ....you just want to end. ....you wanna sleep in. ....you gotta get out. ....you take the good. ....are kind of bad. ....you just want to end it all. ....you suck it up and drive on. ....you cave in. ....you fight back. ....you lose to. ....you conquer. ....get away from you. ....you own completely. ....you just hate. ....love blinds you. Whatever happened today, a new day comes tomorrow. Live each day. However you do it, LIVE EACH DAY.

About Things
It's been a week since it all went down. My wife threw me out of our house. I'd found out a couple months ago that my wife wanted a divorce, but because I have a deployment coming up, we'd agreed to let me stay so that I can spend time with the kids. We also agreed to hold out on the divorce until I got back from Iraq. Then I left for annual training, and after I left she got to thinking, and decided that she didn't want to do all of that. Two days into training, I get a text from her telling me to call home later that evening. When I finally called, she informed me that her parents were paying for the divorce, and that their stipulation was that I move out. Less than 24 hours after I got back from training, most of my stuff was packed, and I was moving in with a friend of mine in Springfield. I've been here for a week, and I've been doing a lot of thinking. I'm kinda glad the she fucked me over the way she did. I've been a lot happier since I moved down here. I've bee

Love
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Nascar
Sooo on sunday i experienced my first NASCAR car race ever. Infineon Raceway up in NorCal, it was incredible. So loud, so fast. my boy Dale Jr. started 3rd, so when they first start i'm pretty close, the only one in red on the fence... and of course he slowed down just for me!!! so i could blow him kisses and take a picture ... LOL ... All I know is that I am a NASCAR FANATIC!!! My pussy was soo juicy and creamy the whole race, the smell the sound ... the drivers ... this is an experience I will never forget and I will go to every freakin race in cali that they have. Oh yea let me tell you how the day began ... my friend came and got me around 7:30 am ... (it takes about an hours and a half to get up there) and good thing he came early, we walk into 7/11 and my dam shoe broke ... so we had to find someplace that was open so i could get a new pair of shoes... so that works, however ..new shoes walking about 5 or 6 miles because of the way the track is, i get huge blisters on my

Update About Samantha Kitty
I just called the Vet and canceled the rest of Samantha’s Chemotherapy sessions. The cancer has gone into a second lymph node and in the 2 weeks since we discovered the second node they’ve both grown. She’s still acting like a very happy energetic kitty, especially for being 17 years old. The folks at the Vet’s office said that she really acts like a much younger cat and can’t get over how sweet she is no matter what they’re doing to her. So, we’re going to hang out for a while, and when she starts to show that she’s in pain, I’ll take her to go to sleep. Vet couldn’t give me an estimate on a time line, so for all I know it could be a long way off or it could be in a month. Regardless, it’s time to let nature run her course. Thanks to everyone for all of your support, good thoughts and prayers.

My Perfect Date
Merritt, your perfect date is a Cultured Sophisticate Sure, sweet dates are great, but you know a more refined mind trumps all. With your smarts and love of a quick wit, you should definitely date someone who can hold their own when it comes to worldly affairs. From spending time on Sunday morning with the NYT to talking about a newsworthy event, you're most stimulated by a mature date that can keep you on your toes.

Departure Soon...
Soon I will leave to the navy and be stuck in chicago for training for awhile. It should be well worth my time and effort to achieve goals and accomplish more then anyone else has. I probably wont be online for awhile but I will be back as soon as I can... I leave July 25 2007

I'm Just Tired Of It All
I am so tired of people pretending to be a friend on here just to get points. honistly if thats all ya want say so, ill help ya out. just be honist. please i know that this is preety much a fun and games type of site but come on.

Fantasy Or Not??
Imagine this if you will.... I want a man who in essence is like a person being stranded on a deserted island... and I come along like a crate of food he desperately needs. And I'm devoured like his appetite will never be sated....over and over again.... Is it possible?? Possibly... Is it a fantasy that will never happen? Maybe..What do you think??

Hey Friends And Fans
I am going to try and compile a list of all my friends who have helped me out a lot as well as my family on here. Please let me know if you would liked to be added by sending me e-mail on CT. thanx all be safe.

Lifes Always In The Way....
Since I had just oh, so much time on my hand, I had a lot to think about life. But I had summed up my thought as one thing: Life just gets in the way sometimes. In life, we seem to just beat up ourselves because things didn't just turn out the way we have planned them to be or wish it it to be. We hope to do one thing, but instead it turns out to be the complete opposite of what we wanted it to turn out as. Such as life in general. We all wish to be successful and be happy and find "ourselves". No one can cheat you out of unlimited success but yourself. But we kick our own asses if we don't get there as fast as we wish we could. we see others who are doing great and think "fuck, why can't I be like them?" then we highten up our expectations for ourselves which makes us feel worse. I admit it's tempting to wish for the perfect life, the perfect parent, or the perfect job. But maybe the best that many of us can do is not quit and play the hand that life's dealt us, and accessorize

Je T'aime
I can hear your laugh when you’re not near I can feel your touch when you’re not here I can see your smile when you’re away I can taste your kiss day after day. Love me, Kiss me, Touch me, Miss me… Hold me close, hold me tight Keep me with you all through the night Don’t let me go, don’t let me leave When you’re gone, I can’t seem to breathe. I need you with me to keep me alive Deeper into passion we both do dive You and me, always and forever One and one, we’ll make it together. Love me, Kiss me, Touch me, Miss me… Hold me close, hold me tight Keep me with you all through the night Don’t let me go, don’t let me leave When you’re gone, I can’t seem to breathe. We live out our dreams all in our mind Waiting for that one-of-a-kind I’ve given you the key to my heart Now it’s your turn, I did my part. Love me, Kiss me, Touch me, Miss me… Hold me close, hold me tight Keep me with you all through the night Don’t let me go, don’t let me leave When you

Im Just Busy
OK well this has been bugging me. some "friends" of mine on here and yahoo are getting pissed at me b/c I dont talk to them anymore and i tell them its hard for me to talk to ppl b/c of my job i work 2nd shift from 3 to when ever i get done which is mostly 1am. I dont even have time for my real friends in my life. why dont ppl understand that? some girls wanna hook up with me knowing i have a g/f and it says right in my profile that i have one and im a flirty person. why dont ppl just understand. Im a busy guy with life and trying to live my life and them getting mad doesnt make it any easier. I get depressed realy easy and they just make it worse. I just want ppl to know if i dont talk to you for a few days doesnt mean i forgot about you and stuff. if im wronge for it then delete me from your life if you dont want to then just understand. Im trying to find a 1st shift job to free up some time so i can talk to friends and hang out with my real friends like i use too. I miss fishing wit

What He's Done For Me
What He's Done For Me What He's Done For Me BY: Lydena Toombs For so long I've been lonely Drowning in my tears, No one there to listen Or help me face my deepest fears. No one there to shelter me From this world so full of pain, No one showed me rainbows Every time I saw the rain. No one there to give a damn About my broken heart, No one to pick up the pieces Every time I fell apart. But, finally someone came along And took the time to know, All the hurt and pain That I tried hard not to show. He took the time to realize How much I've had to pay, For every time I gave of me There was something taken away. He took the time to look inside This heart as cold as stone, He found that there was something there No one else has ever known. He found what I'd been hiding there Brought it out to show the world, That there was so much love inside Of such

Rawr!
Is it so horrible to want to stay single for a while! GRRAWWWRRR! *hits something* One guy just wont leave me alone. He's sweet and he's really cute and everything, but we're too different. Way too different. And I told him to back off. He hasnt. And then...I finally got a good night sleep last night. Nine hours of deep, deep sleep. That's more sleep than I've gotten all week right there. And it was heavenly. I woke up this morning and teh parentals were gone. They took the bike out today. I planned on laying around all day, and they were alright with that. Ten minutes later, my phone rings and I have to find the spare key and take it to them. My father managed to lock his key in his motorcycle. He's fucking brilliant, I tell you! GRAWR! So I had to get out of bed and put some clothes on and drive to a whole nother town to give him a key to get his other one out. This is the second time I've had to rescue him from a key crisis this week. He locked himself out of the house earl

A New Poem
Trembling with overwhelming apprehension He sits rolled up in a corner, head in his hands Hopeless tears fill his eyes And rain down his wounded arm Missing the days spent laughing with her He was the happiest he had ever been Those days of feeling safe and careful have vanished And left him feeling tormented and abandoned Broken-hearted and an emotional wreck he lays in the dark The night rests its hand on his troubled head Because it is the only one that understands Closing his eyes he can almost see her laying next to him But such a trickster the night can be Giving such illusions of a distorted reality She is not there but far away not thinking about him Or of what she did because she has found another, as they all tend to do Leaving him to wonder, to ponder, to wish That all this was a mere dream and she would be there when he woke up But that seems to be his life...wishing Too bad wishes don't come true The stars twinkle in the glow of the moonlight

Make Love
I'll dance in my mind to a private tune, I'll do anything in memory of you, You always knew I was a bit strange, So make love to me here in the rain. I'll swim naked in a pool of moonlight, Climb to a mountain of the greatest height, You laugh at me and say I'm insane, Oh but darling, to make love in the rain. You call me an imp just a bit of a fairy, I'll giggle and laugh then you'll say I'm just scary, I'll tease and cajole until you ears are in pain, Admit it love, you wanna make love in the rain.

German Man's Smelly Feet Trigger Police Raid
BERLIN (Reuters) - German police broke into a darkened flat fearing they would find a dead body after neighbours complained of a nasty smell seeping out onto the staircase. ADVERTISEMENT The shutters of the apartment had been closed for more than a week and the post-box was filled with uncollected mail. But instead of a corpse police found a tenant with badly smelling feet asleep in bed next to a pile of foul-smelling laundry, police in the south-western town of Kaiserslautern said on Sunday.

Cell Phone Companies Probably Don't Want You To Know This
You can send wallpapers and ringtones from your PC to your cell phone FREE. The first thing you need is a cell phone capable of sending e-mails. If you have this, then all you do is send an e-mail from your phone to your regular e-mail address. Go into your regular inbox on your PC and check for an e-mail with your phone number in it. The address that e-mail came from is the one you can send your picture and sound files to (in jpeg or mp3 format). The wallpaper on my cell phone as of current is one I grabbed off the internet with my PC (full-body Megatron), and I got a Cartman sound byte the same way. Yep, no more buying your digital pimp items. As for Java games...I don't know how to get those free, but I know how to grab the game code on your PC...

Depression Setting In
Well I just found out something that I really didn't want to hear. Before I start I want to apologize to my mom, she just found out not too long before I did, but I feel as if I have to post this. I just found out that my grandma's condition is getting worse. She has COPD (Chronic Obstructive Pulmonary Disease), she has fluid building up in her lungs, and she has NO Oxygen going to her brain. Things are not looking good right now with her. Please pray for our family and I will keep everyone whom wants to know posted Stone Cold Fan 4 Ever

Why?
WELL THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG IN CT AND ITS MOST LIKELY A PRETTY DUMB ONE BUT WHO CARES IF YOU DON'T LIKE DON'T READ IT WITCH I KNOW MOST WON'T ANYHOW.... WELL I PUT MY HEART OUT THERE AGAIN FOR A VERY SPECIAL GUY I FELL FOR ALL HIS WORDS TELLING ME HOW HE KNEW I WAS THE ONE AND HOW HE WOULD WAIT AS LONG AS IT TOOK TO GET MY LIFE IN ORDER SO WE COULD BE TOGEATHER THINGS WERE GREAT (I THOUGHT) WELL HE WENT AWAY FOR A FEW DAYS PROMISED HES CALL OR CATCH ME ON HERE EVERYDAY (HUMM MAYBE HEARD FROM HIM TWICE) I WROTE TO HIM I CALLED HIM AND LEFT MESSAGES EVERYDAY BUT HE NEVER RETURNED ANYTHING WELL HE DID TWICE SAYING IT WAS ALL GOING TO BE OK TO JUST HOLD ON TILL HE GOT HOME NOT TO GIVE UP ON HIM SO LIKE A FOOL I SAT HERE AND THOUGHT ABOUT NOTHING BUT HIM DAY AND NIGHT AND FELL FOR HIM MORE AND MORE WELL HES BACK NOW AND I HAVE STILL NOT HEARD FROM HIM I GEUSS IT WAS ALL A DREAM AND I JUST WOKE UP I MEAN COME ON IF YOU WANTED TO BE WITH SOMEONE AS BAD AS HE SAID HE WANTED TO BE WITH ME WOULDN

Go Figure
Two ladies talking in heaven: 1st woman: Hi! My name is Wanda. 2nd woman: Hi! I'm Kelly. How'd you die? 1st woman: I froze to death. 2nd woman: How Horrible! 1st woman: It wasn't so bad. After I quit shaking from the cold, I began to get warm & sleepy, and finally died a peaceful death. What about you? 2nd woman: I died of a massive heart attack. I suspected that my husband was cheating, so I came home early to catch him in the act. But instead, I found him all by himself in the den watching TV. 1st woman: So, what happened? 2nd woman: I was so sure there was another woman there somewhere that I started running all over the house looking. I ran up into the attic and searched, and down into the basement. Then I went through every closet and checked under all the beds. I kept this up until I had looked everywhere, and finally I became so exhausted that I just keeled over with a heart attack and died. 1st woman: Too bad you didn't look in the freezer---we'd both still be alive

Balanced
Ying and Yang it's all the same, just opposite sides but the debates the same. The same debate is death and life, the dark of black, the light of white. The same debate of good and bad, the mind of sane... the mind of mad. Without the hate there is no love, without below, there's no above. Righteous depends on which way one sees, when I look to you or you look to me.

Do You Use It?
How Honest Are You?Congratulations, according to our experts, you scored : 83% which makes you Extremely HonestYou are extremely honest. In fact maybe a little to honest at times. You should be proud of your honestly but don't forget, sometimes a little white lie is a good thing, not a bad thingFind out how honest you are at Quizopolis.com

Is Paris Hilton Asset Or Liability For Online Diamond Retailer?
Online diamond retailer Abazias.com recently introduced millionaire Paris Hilton's designer watch brand on their e-commerce site and indicated: "Paris Hilton has made a name for herself on the fashion scene with her newly launched watch collections that tie together her exceptional sense of fashion with classic and wearable pieces. Available only at exclusive retailers, Abazias Diamonds is proud to carry exclusive pieces from Paris Hilton's newest watch collection." Paris Hilton with Oscar Rodriguez, CEO of Abazias.com The "Paris Hilton Watch" Typically, a company selling a luxury product will associate themselves with a high profile, celebrity "ambassador," to help promote a stable, consistent, refined, upscale, classy, etc. brand image... For obvious and well known/well documented reasons, Paris Hilton's name doesn't exactly conjure up any of the aforementioned attributes and characteristics...... In my linked article above, brand expert Ramesh Thomas, mentions

Who Wants To Marry A Tigger
I want to be tigger's ct wife because i think he is the best.. he is not only fine as hell... but he makes me laugh.. i smile constantly when i hear him on the radio.. his comedy skits are hilarious. and he likes the lost boys.. what else could be better.. tiggers and dragons.. what a match.. pooh has piglet.. and tigger would have me, the dragon. would love to make him smile.. he has the best smile.. hehe.. wooohooohooo!

Feeling Better-thanks To All My Friends
Although, feeling better is great, the bruises are still a bit hideous. The overexposure to sleep and painkillers has been giving me nightmares. 1 year out of 9 in the military brought me to Iraq, the only source of these nightmares. Good night sleepytown!!

Take Nothing For Granted- Life Comes At You Fast !
Watch the man on the left walking, crossing the road where there is no car. It is so definite that the coast on the left is clear and safe to cross. Any person would see it as safe.... Take nothing for granted, not even for a split second! Be grateful for every living minute. VIDEO CAPTURED BY TRAFFIC CAMERA !!!

Fences
Fences may be symbols of personal separation in a negative sense, or protection in a positive one. These meanings are often derived from specifically who the fence is separating us from. If you can discern a feeling about what may happen if the fence were traversed (would it be better or worse), that may tell the role the fence is playing in the dream. Fences can also be a source of boundary. This is true if there is a sense that the fence cannot be traversed. What are the boundaries of your life in relationship to other characters in your dream? Perhaps you want to change those boundaries and move a relationship in a new direction. If you are alone at your fence, perhaps you need to or are protecting yourself from others more or excessively.

Sick An Tired...
In a world so full of crazy and ignorant fucls...i'm tired of this game called hide an seek..... Everyone enjoys being noticed now and again....well i'm sick and tired of being ignored...just because i'm an honest, straight foward type that tends to be a gentaleman doesn't mean that i should be ignored every time i am introduced to someone. I'm tired of being ignored because i respect and value other people... My existance on this planet has been equated to that of an ocean sponge....it's an interesting feature on this planet, but no one cares.... If people would truly open their fucking eyes, they might find the greatest thing right under their fucking noses.... i'm done ranting for tonight....i'm not sure i've ranted enough.....

Love Is Confusing
Just some random questions about love and women. I am going through a break up right now and things just aren't going smooth as I would like them to. No I am not expecting it to be lovefest 2007, but I would like more civility. I have to admit I was an ass at first, but I was hurt. Now we are in the process of dividing possessions. We are doing alright, which from my understanding is usually the hardest part. Now where we are having trouble is with communication. We will be hanging out and things will be fine. I ask a random question to make small talk, and she will answere and we move on. Then later I find out she told me a flat out lie about something very meaningless. Should I expect this, and if we are to remain frends how can we if she lies about things that are unimportant? Should I believe anything she says? I don't want to persuade anyone's opinion to my side or hers, I just want an impartial opinion on things. I love her to death despite the lies, and everything els

Sorry
ive been kinda giddy and irresponsible lately,espacially since my accident.im really sorry i just went off the deep end i guess.ty renegadelvr for the support both financial and physical.i love you.mr johnson,thank you for the interest and trying to be there.i do want us to meet.kyttykat,you were a sister i never really had,im sorry i filed you.i really messed up.my uncle,renegadelvr bought me an escalade and pc trying to get me to settle down,johnson,darrell i mean,lol.offered me security,hon i have that,i just need to belond.ldcf,ive been a poor member i know but please believe me,im on my feet finally and ill be a good member. i wont hide it ,i had a nervouse break down and i just lost my mind.everyone please forgive me and accept me back.darrell,im comming home soon,real soon.im sorry about the lake,renegadelvr says you never got the instructions,believe me i sent them well.plz let me know if im wlcome back.if not i wont bother anyone anymore,i know ive been a bich and a pain. he

I Hate Begging!
So sometimes u gotta suck it up and beg when u want something right...lol well here i go Pretty pretty pretty *gets on hands and knees* (I know what ur thinkin...stop lol)pretty please will u go by my page and make sure that u became a fan! I will love u forever and ever and ever.... If you luv me then u know that I shouldnt have to ask hehe but i am anyway just in case Yes im a dork we have established this. If you already r a fan UR THE BEST!!!! If you dont want to then i appreciate being a friend and cumin to check this out anyway Im like some away from being a legend so thats why i have become obsessive So go by fan me and make me the happiest girl alive sorry if i ask for too much Have a great day Luvz, ~Cindy

Im Mad As Hell!! - Rant!
Im Mad as Hell!! Current mood: infuriated Category: Life Ok so here ya go, get ready cause I am so Mad right this minute and my fury has not abated a bit since 3:00 am this morning. This morning my child called me absolutely sobbing, when I finally got the story from him this is what he told me. He was on his way home from taking his friend to his house and two carloads of young white boys started harrassing him. He tried to ignore them but they followed him. When he turned down a side street to go to his apartment a train was passing and he had to stop. One car pulled along side him and the other blocked him from behind. The boys then got out of the cars and started hitting him thru his open window and my son got a bloody nose and some bruises out of it. They also were yelling slurs at him such as "faggot" and "queer". They tried to pull him put of the car, thank goodness he had the doors locked. Just then the train moved on. He gunned his car and sped away. H

Woohoo, She Left!
ok, well she is officially gone now! It didn't go too bad though, much better than her last visit. Judging by the frequency of her visits I won't have to deal with another one for a few years! We did go to visit my sister and man, those two in the same area for more than an hour IS NOT a good idea! Thank goodness we didn't stay at her place, but at a hotel! I actually managed to pay for some things on my own while she was here, last time she paid for everything, even when I already had my money out or the check written! makes me feel like I'm two or something and incapable of paying for myself! I think maybe all my eye rolling and sighing got the point across!! at least now life will go back to normal, yehaw!

Falling
It happens when You tell me everything will be alright even when nothing seems that way, You inspire me with your words and feelings, I think of the good times shared, I hear your voice, I see you smile, I look into your eyes, I feel your arms around me as you hold me tight, I know I have at least a small place in your hart. These are the things that give me hope to find true happiness. Who knows maybe it will be with you

Calling All Bomber
I could use some big help here...One of my family member is needing our help...Now this other girl is buying ppl comment to win and I'm not going to buy ppls comment...I do have some of my family in there to,,, but I would like see my friends in there... most of you know that I'll will try my hardest to help you on your contest too...The same way I have been doing by asking most of you to plzzz help me...That would take some time... So plzzz help me help her out...If you do help me out plzzz let know so I an Thank you personally....And thank you for your time reading this.... just click on her picture and it will take you there...

All That I Am, I Think! By Peter Britt
Hi everyone.....Reposting about the book but, to ALSO let you know that my book is now available in the publishers bookstore at a reduced prices directly through them. If you get your book through them however, it will not be autographed as they send it direct. So go get yours today they are ALMOST DONE BEING PRINTED! Can you tell I'm excited? lol Peter Click here for Peter's publisher book store Click this link to order the Hard Cover book. $24.99 shipping included Click here to order All That I Am, I Think! in Hard Cover Click this link to order the paperback book. $19.99 shipping included Click here to order All That I Am, I Think! in paperback Just click the cdbaby logo to buy That's What Living's For by Peter Britt

Donkey In The Well
donkey in the well One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up. As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and happi

Myspace Contest
If you have myspace please vote for me Please vote for me once again, Add the group and then you can vote for me, this time I am running for the BBW contest, so show a SEXY BBW some love.......... ~Rainbow Deevah!!!!!!!

Just Needed To Get It Out Is All
It’s amazing isn’t what you can make yourself believe when you really want to. The things you can hear and process and think, yes that is great, blows my mind. People are unbelievably gullible when they are needy aren’t they? They will find a way to see past all of the lies, the hidden truths and treachery and only see and hear what they are needing at the moment. Oh and of course there is the pain that soon follows this. We all fall victim to this when it comes to love I guess, yes myself included as much as I hate to admit that. People can be quite manipulative and shady when it comes to matters of the heart. People want to protect themselves so in turn they hurt others. They want to make sure that no one can hurt them so they keep many people around who are interested in them, telling each one how much they want to be with them. They tell each one the same thing and each one will believe they are the only one. It’s simple really, give the person what they are looking for

I Just Dont Understand
Why did you have to leave me? Why did you break my heart? Why cant I just be happy? Why dont you just talk to me? Why did you just up and walk out of my life? Was I not good to you? Was I wrong for loving you like I did? Was I not there for you like I should of been? Did I not give you enough? Did I not make you happy? Did I mistreat you? What did I do wrong? What can I do to make it right? Please come back home to me! Please dont keep breaking my heart! Please come be tha wife to me that I know you can be! Please let me love you like you want to be loved.

Missing Nc Girl
MISSING YOUNG GIRL FROM NORTH CAROLINA...PLEASE CLICK HERE FOR INFORMATION AND PLEASE REPOST. (repost of original by 'Nasa Fan™' on '2007-08-01 08:54:57') (repost of original by '۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞® õWñÈR õҒ WÌLÐÇÄŦ ŦRÄÌñ ñ LõÚñGÈ۞' on '2007-08-01 11:18:59')

Incoherent, Decadent And Just A Bit Depraved....
Well it seems as I've awoke and stumbled onto another happy hour on this site and decided maybe I should fill a little bit of space with about as much useless nothing as possible. Well last night was kind of eventfull... drank this weird liquer that was from Germany... had a whole pare stuffed down into the bottle absorbing the alcohol. Talk about the most digusting piece of fruit ive ever eaten, I almost threw up as soon as it hit my tounge. All in all it was a fun night untill some skinny chick with a huge rack started talking about her sex life and problems shes apparently not having. Which all leads into her in a drunk ramble telling me and Bowker exactly how fuckable I am. Of course i like the attention but why does it always come from the people who are not even on a fair playing ground?? All the chicks coming at me are either 30+, too damn young for my taste or they just act completely out of the context of what type of female i dig. But I did play the nice guy and just didn't g

Message Received In Code
The dream plot often is forwarded along by very unusual events (e.g. suddenly the room turns blue and everyone disappears). Other times, a cryptic message works its way into the dream event. Often the code is symbolic rather than alpha-numeric, though it can be either. Other times, it is a riddle. Whether or not you can decode the message becomes the dream conflict. If you can decode the message, does it mean anything to you? It may make perfect sense to you, but mean nothing to others in the dream, or vice versa. The point is that the message was decoded, showing insight. The relative meaning lies in whether or not the insight can be appropriated by the dreamer. If you cannot decode the message, you may be experiencing life as incomprehensible at some level. This dream reveals that truth of your conscious life. The key is to look at who in the dream serves as a source of knowledge about the code. Who gave you the message? What was the rea

Help Me Add More Europe Pictures
I added some more pictures of my trip to Europe this last time. I have more to add but Cherry Tap will not let me add anymore until I get to the next level, so you have to help me with points and things like that. I am not here for points, i am here to make friends and if I meet a special person or persons on here, then great but in order to share things about my life and my trip to Europe, i need you all to help me get to the next levels so i can share pictures...... thank you.

Marine Leader Convicted Of Murdering Iraqi
Marine leader convicted of murdering Iraqi Soldier faces life for killing civilian after fruitless efforts to find insurgent Updated: 4:49 p.m. ET Aug. 2, 2007 CAMP PENDLETON, Calif. - A Marine Corps squad leader was convicted Thursday of murdering an Iraqi man during a frustrated search for an insurgent. Sgt. Lawrence G. Hutchins III, 23, also was convicted of conspiracy to commit murder, making a false official statement and larceny. He was acquitted of kidnapping, assault and housebreaking. Hutchins, of Plymouth, Mass., could be sentenced to life in prison without parole. He had been charged with premeditated murder but the military jury struck the premeditation element from the verdict. Hutchins stood rigidly and stared straight ahead in the silent courtroom as the verdict was read. A few minutes later he answered a procedural question with a loud and clear, "Yes, sir." Prosecutors said that during a nighttime patrol in Hamdania, Iraq, in April 2006, Hutchins' s

Grandma In Court
Lawyers should never ask grandmas a question if they aren't prepared for the answer . --------- In a trial, a small-town prosecuting attorney called his first witness, an elderly grandmother to the stand. He approached her and asked; " Mrs.. Jones, do you know me?" She responded, "Why, yes, I do know you, Mr. Williams. I've known you since you were a young boy, and frankly, you're a big disappointment to me. You lie, cheat on your wife, manipulate people and talk about them behind their backs. You think you're a big shot when you haven't the brains to realize you never will amount to anything more than a two-bit paper pusher. Yes, I know you." The lawyer was stunned! Not knowing what else to do, he pointed across the room and asked, " Mrs.. Jones, do you know the defense attorney?" She again replied, "Why, yes, I do. I've known Mr. Bradley since he was a youngster. He's lazy, bigoted, and has a drinking problem. He can't build a normal relationship with anyon

Friends In Contests Needing Your Help
Most comments wins contest for sexiest pic a good friend is in this one... Most comments win contest for sexiest lips a good friend is in this one... A family member in a 50K run for a happy hour A very good friend who's contest photo got accidentally deleted and he had to start over... Most comments win. He will give you a pimping gift if you give him 1K comments...

Resolving Life's Disdains...
In regards to the blog posting entitled, It has been a long night, I submitted the following response: "I certainly do understand all that. The spoken words of "Make Love, Not War" is certainly oblivious to the fact that there are people in other countries ready, willing and able to shake up our lives. 911 is only one instance, which shook up many lives to the fact that the bombing and fighting elsewhere has finally hit our lands. One of the reasons we don't have 911's every day, or an everyday occurrence of fighting and bombing in our streets, is largely due to the security that we do have in this country, albeit not perfect by any means. Kudos for everything that you are doing in your role of security, although it is a lot of sleepless nights lurking in the sites while keeping an eye out for intruders who may upset the very way of life we are used to having...." Honestly, the thought of pulling some of our troops out from strategic places in the world (even Iraq) has me w

In Tha Booth Like A Monster Pricks!
OH Boy! looka here pricks its tha chossen child once again me and my dawgs are trin to do us while dese haters trin to joc us,but fuck dat shit,cause i be tha a cot cizz on dis bitch like a motherfuckin g so fuck around if u think u can surpast me in dese beats,cause i just don't speak i rape dese beats lay dem down like its apart of me cause i'm ur suppiler i keep u higher until u wanna retire frum smokkin dat dro and popin dem x pills wit it so if u want some den lil gurly boy come get some i'm always on my grown man stauts always ready to to battle shit like a super soulja dat tha st.bizzile already and truley is so holla me if u want some bussiness,but if u a chesse eater u better get tha fuck frum around me cause i'm a D A W G and dat spells dawg so u don't won't none of dis shit kid u fuckin prick.holla at ur # 1 original plantation village boy a dot cizzile aka tha chossen child.

Can't Always Get What You Want.
Isn't that the truth. I hate it when you have expectations for things.. not even high expectations, just realistic ones.. and even those can't be met. I wish I wouldn't have drank all the beer last night.. I could really use one or 12 right now. Ugh x 15674561564. That is all. /fin

~ War Robots ~
Machine-gun-toting robots have been on patrol in Iraq since April, and they will be involved in combat "soon" http://www.nypost.com/seven/08042007/news/worldnews/robots_roll_into_iraq_war_zone_worldnews_eric_lenkowitz.htm They're not quite Terminators, but robots have taken to the battlefield. Machine-gun-toting robots have been on patrol in Iraq since April, and they will be involved in combat "soon," it was reported yesterday. This marks the first time that robots have been used in warfare. So far these machines have been limited to street patrol and reconnaissance. "The 'bots haven't fired their weapons yet, but that'll be happening soon," Michael Zecca, the program's manager, told Wired magazine. He said they have been cleared for live action since June. The robots, which are equipped with cameras and operated by remote control, move along on a pair of tank-like treads. Before they can engage an enemy, a three-part arming process must be completed by the controlle

Me
Right now I am going thru a lot of crap in my life...I am the crapster of life apparently cus nothing good has happened in my life since I was 15( a run on sentence)...I had good parents growing up, but I was the Baby, Daddy's girl, cheerleader, total spoiled one( my Daddy)...He passed away on Thanksgiving day, 2004...I was a pill head/alcholic cus i couldn't deal w/ my Daddy being sick and new the day was going to come and he was not going to be there for me...I feel like I have came a long way since then, but some people wanna talk shit about me saying my MOM needs to let me grow up and stop giving me everything...I will so punch them in their face...Anywho, I am clean and still trying to get over my Daddy's death...I DO work for a living, so I say to the mouthy people...F*CK YOU...People don't understand or the shit I have been thru...So I said it, NOW WHAT? I am sad cus I miss MY DADDY...What will be the next depression in life for me? HMMMMMM....Maybe death for me...Oh< that won't

Naughty Application
Naughty Application JUST BETWEEN US SO BE BRAVE,FILL IT OUT & SEND IT BACK TO ME...lol 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 19. How many times would you like to cum? 20. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. If you had me alone and all to yourself, what would you do? 25.What your number?

What Sucks
What sucks the most is when you think your life is going so well and then out of no where something comes and knocks you down. whether the at something is sickness or losing your good friends. unfortunatley it is both for me. i had some really close friends and then out of nowhere the phone you call keeps ringing to the answer machine or they hang up on you cuz they are to busy to say hi for a minute or their phone calls to you never come. it sucks cuz this happens to me all the time and my dumb ass keeps letting it happen. i try to spend time with them but with being sick and working the graveyard shift my day is busy but at least i try. i just hope things only go up from here.

Fluffy Passed On. :-(
grieving My Aunt Fluffy died today. She was my maternal grandmother’s sister. (Technically “Great Aunt Marion”. When my mom was a little girl, Fluffy took her to the dentist. Afterwards, she bought my mom a stuffed dog, which was named Fluffy. Well my mom started calling her Fluffy instead, and it stuck.) As readers of my blog know, Fluffy had been in the hospital lately. (I’ve been trying to keep things updated in-between my computer going down. Really bad time for it to go down, because I was going to take the laptop to Fluffy so that she could see the wedding picture video that I was making. But the video got deleted, like damn near everything else, and I didn’t get to remake it or even rescan the pictures that I have. She did get to see the partly done photo album, and she got the thank you note. I got to see her just last week.) I’m sorry that my thoughts aren’t gathered. Actually, I’m not sorry. Why do I apologize when I don’t mean it? I’m not sorry at all. I’m upset and

Chinese Horoscope (freakishly Correct)
Body: Body: DO NOT CHEAT OR IT WON'T WORK AND YOU WILL WISH YOU HADN..T. TAKE 3 MINUTES TRY THIS - IT WILL FREAK YOU OUT. (note from Joe Resendez) WHAT THE FUCK!!! THIS SHIT IS MESSED UP MAN IT WAS LIKE FUCKING DE JA VU A LA VERGA LOL IT WAS FUNNY THOUGH (note from Susi)This really made my heart like jump into my throat. It is majorly creepifying. Honestly I did not even cheat, and it came out with answers I didn't even let myself believe until now.(end note) {NOTE FROM ELANESE}WTF OMFG!! IT WAS SSOOOOO RITE !! THATS FREAKY! REALLY FREAKY. TRY BUT DONT READ AHEAD OR U WILL REGRET IT.. ITS REALY COOL DONT CHEAT! [[NOtE FROM ADRiANA]] YO KiDZ THiS SHiT WORKZ i THOUG iT WAS GOiN tO B SOME DUMB THiN BUT OMG WEN MY lOVER NAME MATHCED && STUF OMG i GOT FREAKED OUt...!! THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO ME SAID HER WISH CAME TRUE 10 MINUTES AFTER SHE FORWARDED THE EMAIL NO CHEATING!!!! ... THIS GAME HAS A FUNNY / CREEPY OUTCOME

Spot Removed
Last Friday I had a spot removed from my hand and was told it was cancer but that it was nothing to worry about. I got the results today and it was malignant squimish skin cancer but are sure they got it all I have to go back every three months for checkups on the spot.

Mri And Going To The Beach
I had my MRI this morning, it sucked, but i managed not to freak out in the machine. Had to go to a piercing place yesterday and today to get my jewelry removed and put back in, so a good portion of my 20 some piercings are red and irritated. Drove home today, first time since the seizure. I did ok at first and then had to really concentrate on not freaking out. I did alot of singing out loud and concentrating on the words of the songs as i sang them, to keep my mind from flying through things. Hopefully sometime this week we will find out the results of the MRI. Tomorrow I leave for the beach for a week with my boyfriend and his family. Im nervous, but trying not to freak out. Im afraid im going to ruin things by freaking out, which is freaking me out. So im trying to stay calm and ive got a good stockpile of drugs to sedate me with if need be. i need to just try to go and relax. Everyone tries to tell me "just calm down" but its not that easy, sometimes, im not even stress

You Can Tell
I'm nothin' but, One ol' bastard dog Don't be misled This is what I made my bed And you can tell by my front paws I'm always diggin' into someone elses lawn I don't like to smile takes up too much of my time and you can tell that I don't care I'm just ridin' along babe you can pay my fare I'm just a man born, born to be damned and you can tell I'm on the run It use to be fun and games babe but now I carry a gun

$20
A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 bill In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this. He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are worthless. But no m

Monza
Monday and Tuesday was testing in a Callaway Camaro at Monza, Italy. This was special event for me......I got seat time at the track before I return for a racing event in a few months. More importantly, I was racing at one of the most historic tracks of all time! I have laps video taped that I will post on my website asap.

Give Some Advice
I have a friend. Let's call her "HOPE" this friend is 22 and has 2 wonderful children. She is married but separated. I went visit her a few days ago and she was depressed so I talked to her and tried cheering her up some. We were up all night talking so I stayed the night, Left in the morning to go visit other people. I guess her husband came over and they talk about things. B/c she called me and told me that they going to try and work things out. With that being said the reason she left him was b/c she said he treated her like shit, never let her have friends, she was in his world not her own. Also always fight with him about the kids. So she says they talked about everything and going to try and work things out. Well today she was asking for help to find out what she should do about her situation. She wants her kids to be happy that's why she is trying to work things out. But she hates being with him. She is so depressed. Her question is what she should do. Be with he

Heaven
She walked along the dead roses Every thorn that ripped her flesh Was just one bloody step closer to you She was traveling on the road of no return Looking for the way A way to dissipate the pain she felt The heart ache that caused the scares And the tears upon her check She falls in the thorns Reaching out to the amber sky Thoughts of hope fled; Like butterflies from a child at play There a light in the distance As beautiful as the harvest moon in September Little by little she rose Blind eyed from the ashes of another life In the light she found a hand Waiting for her to arrive Reaching out she take a glace back Then suddenly she realized That it was not you she was looking for But the love she always had But she did not notice That every tear shed Every drop of blood Saved a rose She took the hand and smiled No more will she suffer For he has taken away her pain

Fucking Monsters!!!!
Please watch her story and share it with others. It is a TRAGIC story but one that must be shared. Hopefully her story will touch your heart and you will be willing to step up to the plate and help children who can't help themselves. If you want to help out, please repost. Click to Watch Video! she was such a beautiful little girl. I cannot believe someone so heartless could allow something like this to happen. please please please repost this ! This is god awful. this poor lil defenseless angel is gone cause her moms new hubby was abusive and the mother no matter what allowed him to do this!This made me cry.If it doesnt make you cry your not human your not even an earthling!

My Son And I Lol
Ok so I was sittin here and my son was ignoring me so i decided to mess around with my webcam and wouldn't you know it then he wants to join in lol, so here is me singing badly and laughin with my little boy!

Part 2
The last time I wrote a blog to you it did me really good so i guess i am writing this for two reasons. The first is to update u on me and open up to you a little more about me. The second is to release the feelings i have been experiencing. One of these days i am gonna write a book i swear. First of all i wanted to let everyone know that i have made some decisions. The first of those decisions is to start writing again. Its amazing how good it feels to write again. I have realized how much i miss it . I always loved writing but i guess since micheal died i was to scared to. I guess that Michealand his wife encouraged me to write and when he died i was to scared to write because i was to hurt. I have never been the type of person to hide my emotions but when Micheal died i was afraid to. I didnt want to show everyone how hurt i was. I thought they would see it as a weakness when in reality it was the most powerful tool i had to get me through the pain i was feeli

Lessons
Lessons Learned So Far By Chantal Life can be so complicated sometimes, and we don't always make the best choices. All we can do is try our best. I'll be the first to admit.....it took me awhile to grow up. When I finally did, I began to realize some pretty important things. For instance, many times my mom was actually right about things......I can see that, now that I have kids of my own. Looking back, I see now that when I was in school my friends and I could be so cruel to other kids sometimes. At the time it seemed "cool" but now I realize that it was mean and hurtful.....a really horrible way to treat others. Nobody is perfect......everyone has flaws......we may not be able to see them, but trust me....they're there. I've come to the conclusion that some people are just better at hiding them than others. It's taken me a long time to learn this, but I know now that beauty really does come from within. If you take the time to look at people.....I mean rea

What Am I Thinking
Well, this is my first semester back to college, starting next Monday.. Here are my classes.. American Sign language 1 Childhood education Economics 1a History 17b Aerobics So this is a full course load... I won't be on line much.. all together that is 14 units ... but I am bustin my ass to get my degree as soon as possible.. next semester will be the same.. I may regret this now.. but I know I won't after its all done.. and I am majoring in Medical admin/transcription.. whichever I like more.. XOXOXOXOX

A Friend Taught Me This.
i guess it makes you feel a little better because you get it out without directly hurting people's feelings. so, here it goes. ~You, your boyfriend is a dick. he has the worst case of single child syndrome i have ever seen. He is annoyingly selfish and i hope he gets beat up. ~You, i met you a long time ago...bought you a whip...in real life...haven't seen you but 2 times since. i miss you. wish you stuck around longer. ~You, wish you lived closer, cause we would have way too much fun. ~You, your entirely too nice. I get mean when i'm drunk sometimes and you let me walk all over you...i feel bad about it later. ~You, shut the fuck up. you are soooo not as cool as you believe you are. you might have a few friends in this on-line world, but your a fucking loser. i mean come on, your a mother who is a felon for not paying your child support! you should be shot. ~You, sometimes you creep me out a little. you seem innocent enough, but sometimes you give me a weird vibe. st

So Loved
i wanted to thank all of u guys who showed me love cause im down, i didnt kno so many of u had luv for me....im speechless. i just had to let y'all kno that its well appreciated...thanks again xoxoxo hugs & kisses 4 ALL

Love
From that first moment Life finally made sense You and me together Forever is what I thought The start was everything Than I had ever imagined Nothing could have been better Perfection at it finest Loving you was not a job Giving to you was not work Loving you was a privilege Giving to you was a gift My life was better than ever Waking up had a purpose Every day had meaning Sleeping only meant dreaming of you As time went on We had our ups and downs But no matter how good or bad My love for you never changed We made each other better Bringing hope and happiness We made each other worse Sides of us that that no one knew Nothing lasts a lifetime Six years is not forever The last day was the hardest The pain of a broken heart was unbearable Days and weeks go by The pain only worsens Months and years pass in time The pain has subsided My wounds have healed Life Continues for me I am ready to move on Then you call out of the blue My em

Haywood
Here is the link to Haywood's contest that just started a few minutes ago.... Also, as you will notice another family member entered this contest without my knowledge, King of Grand Rapids, the family WILL NOT BE BOMBING HIM...we only enter ones scheduled for this very reason....As a matter of fact you can remove him from your friends list, I will be removing him shortly...Bomb Haywood ONLY in this one please....

Is Anyone Else Having Issues With The Vip Gift
I have been trying to buy a VIP Gift for a friend now for hours and I have tried numerous credit cards of mine and each time I press the submit button here is what comes up....Error: We are unable to process your payment request. Reason: Try again later.. They have not been made a VIP or charged anything. click here to try again.. Could someone please help me and tell me what is going on. The last time I bought a VIP it went right through.

Let Me Know!!!!!!!!
Wanting to start a contest soon... I need a new design for my radio station that i have a morning show on....HELP!!!!!Offering 1 mo vic to winner and 2nd place 7 day blast, 3rd place 3 day blast....PLUS BIG PIMPIN GIFTS FOR all over 10000 comments...

Christian Mckenna (1978-2005)
OMG What can I say about him? Truly an inspiration if I ever saw one! The gentlest soul you ever want to meet, and if you ever had the privilege to call him "friend", he was worth his weight in gold! He would give the shirt off his back and never ask for anything in return. Truly, the kid was a saint! "The Golden Angel" - the original! He can look at you and look straight into your heart! He had a way about him! Slow to anger - I don't remember if he ever got angry at people, as much as he was hurt by them! But to me, he was more than a friend, he was my brother! The man showed me a side of myself that I thought never existed. I'd say he brought out the best in me and I in him. Kianna, our other best friend and the third member of this little triangle, always said we were related somehow. Related - no; connected - YES!!! In 2001, we made a bond so solid between the three of us, it could never be broken! Kianna and I were initiated as angels that summer. That was

Kids’ Takes On Love, Dates, Kissing & Marriage
How do you decide who to marry ? You got to find somebody who likes the same stuff. Like, if you like sports, she should like it that you like sports, and she should keep the chips and dip coming. -- Alan, age 10 No person really decides before they grow up who they're going to marry. God decides it all way before, and you get to find out later who you're stuck with. -- Kristen, age 10 What is the right age to get married ? Twenty-three is the best age because you know the person FOREVER by then. -- Camille, age 10 How can a stranger tell if two people are married ? You might have to guess, based on whether they seem to be yelling at the same kids. -- Derrick, age 8 What do you think your mom and dad have in common? Both don't want any more kids. -- Lori, age e 8 What do most people do on a date? Dates are for having fun, and people should use them to get to know each other. Even boys have something to say if you listen long enough. -- Lynnette

Worst Day
Fuckin worst day ever!!!! Current mood: frustrated I woke up with a bad ass headache around noon! Ok damn.. i can deal with that. I went to lunch with mom and dess.. and my check got cashed.. good paycheck.. I can deal with that .... It's when i walked into fuckin work that my day went to hell. I went to grab my headset from jen's office and fuck! I got asked to stay.. APPARENTLY there is an issue with my breaks and me takin to much of an extension of them. 2 1/2 hours over how long my breaks were to last total. This is a big issues because it's considered fuckin time fraud. Store mgt demanded a reason why and i couldn't really give them one to be honest. I've been really stressed out, dealing with a buncha things in my personal life and i just let it interfere in my job. I lose track of time or i've got a headache/stomachache from the stress and i take the extra mins to sit and relax. I DUNNO! All I know is that I had to write a letter to corporate mgt expl

Someone Else To Consider
In case you didn't realize it there is another option out there for those who are tired of the Hillary/Obama press. Check it out - http://www.ronpaul2008.com/ Congressman Ron Paul (R-Texas) is the leading advocate for freedom in our nation’s capital. As a member of the U.S. House of Representatives, Dr. Paul tirelessly works for limited constitutional government, low taxes, free markets, and a return to sound monetary policies. He is known among his congressional colleagues and his constituents for his consistent voting record. Dr. Paul never votes for legislation unless the proposed measure is expressly authorized by the Constitution. Debt and Taxes Working Americans like lower taxes. So do I. Lower taxes benefit all of us, creating jobs and allowing us to make more decisions for ourselves about our lives. American Independence and Sovereignty So called free trade deals and world governmental organizations like the International Criminal Court (ICC), NAFTA, GATT,

Please Contact Me
Please contact me I would like to rip a pic of all the family to post in my family album...either send me a private message or send me a mail message letting me know what pic you want ripped and iffen it is ok to rip it....Thank You all.

Show Them Come Love
THESE ARE SOME OF THE BEST PPL ON FUBAR TO ME SHOW THEM SOME LOVE.......LOVE YA ALL ~RebelBreed~*War Chief* ~Founder~CONFEDERATE BOMBERS of Fubar@ fubar $r Whi+e Knigh+~Confederate Bombers(mod)~Git R Done Rebels@ fubar ~Rebel Lady~Co-Founder ~ CONFEDERATE BOMBERS of FUBAR~@ fubar ۩۞ T®Ê§Ê ۞۩ -- P®ºµd mèmbè® of Thè ÇºñƒèÐè®åTè ßºmßè®§ Fåmîlý ۞@ fubar ~CHEROKEELADY~proud member of the confederate bomber family@ fubar ~Princess~ Proud Member of the Confederate Bombers Family@ fubar ♥BooBoo..KDM'z Angel Always..Founder of Shadow Levelers@ fubar this is part one if your not on here don't feal left out ill be doing another one soon love ya guys

Night In The Grove
The full moon fills the woods with light The mother fox leaves her den The Raven's flight upon the night The wolf steals through the Glen The druid's grove filled with his might His staff raised high and then He calls forth the powers of the earth And the Faeries dance yet again

Dumbasses
PITBULL: hey get a job PITBULL: no one likes me i got 367 fans an you PITBULL: won't say shit now huh fag ->PITBULL: I have a job....and that fan shit don't mean nothing. ->PITBULL: is fag the best insult you can come up with, you closet homo? PITBULL: ok i got almost 2000 buddys PITBULL: whatever you crossdressing incestual queer boy ->PITBULL: thats pathetic really...how many do you talk to? I have barely over 100, and I actually keep in contact with over 80% of them. I'm not here for attention like you. I don't need online friends to make me feel better about myself, unlike you. I don't need to pretend that I'm a good person, I know I am...unlike you. you are a sad, pathetic, lonely guy... PITBULL: they all added me an we talk in the blogs PITBULL: an i'm sorry you take the mumms seriously heres a razor ->PITBULL: I'm sorry you are so pathetic that you think you need numbers on an online site to be accepted into society PITBULL: hey does your daddy know you mom's about to

'gunnys' & Marine Di's Have A Language All Their Own
"Only the dead have seen the end of war." -Plato *Subject:* Fw: 'Gunnys' & Marine DI's have a language all their own For those who missed Lewis Thomas, M3Mse of you who have not participated in or have been on the receiving end of motivational speakers from the military, I present the linquistic skills of a "one each Marine Gunnery Sergeant" of considerable fame, who incidentally has walked the walk. Subject: Lee Ermey For the few of you, who missed him, R. Lee Ermey is the host of The History Channel's "Mail Call" and played the Drill Instructor in the movie, "Full Metal Jacket." He is a retired Marine Gunnery Sergeant and a very plain speaker, as you will soon read. So,for your entertainment, here is Retired Marine Gunnery Sergeant R. Lee Ermey at his first press conference. The main topic of discussion is the Marine in Iraq who shot the Iraq insurgent to death. We pick up as the reporter asks about how this potential war crime will affect our image in the wo

Butch The Rooster
Butch the Rooster John the farmer was in the fertilized egg business. He had several hundred young layers (hens), called "pullets", and ten roosters, whose job it was to fertilize the eggs (for you city folks). The farmer kept records and any rooster that didn't perform went into the soup pot and was replaced. That took an awful lot of his time, so he bought a set of tiny bells and attached them to his roosters. Each bell had a different tone so John could tell from a distance, which rooster was performing. Now he could sit on the porch and fill out an efficiency report simply by listening to the bells. The farmer's favorite rooster was old Butch, and a very fine specimen he was, too. But on this particular morning John noticed old Butch's bell hadn't rung at all! John we

New Chapter In My Life
I've been putting off doing this blog since Monday but now I guess I'm ready to get this done. After 29 years my husband and I have agreed to divorce. Not sure yet that I can accept that I'm getting what I want. I will be moving to TN not too far from the MO and KY state lines. Have to finish cleaning out the house and get it fixed up. So I am going to try to stay off here at least 4 or more hours a day. I will at least try to be here for 1 HH a day. I will be here for my radio shows as well. I want this done and overwith and since he's finally agreed to help work on the house I need to do my part. I love all of you who have been there for me thru the stress and letting me vent. I am NOT looking for anyone new so don't take this as ooooooooooh I can hit on her. Right now I just need my friends.

Pierced
So Addicted I am addicted to being pierced. I have had my nose, hood, tongue, (right ear) helix & lobe, (left ear) lobe and now industrial. I took my nose piercing out a very long time ago and my hood piercing as well. (here we go again…) lol I got an Industrial last night. I am so proud of myself. It hurt like a son of a bitch, but I didn’t even make a face. Damn straight I’m a hard ass… hahaha!!! When all is said and done I will have my industrial, tragus, rook & lobe done on my left ear and my helix, tragus, rook & lobe on my right.

Candy Corn Cocktail
Candy Corn Cocktail 1/2 shot 100 proof vodka 1/4 shot sweet and sour mix 1 splash concentrated orange juice 1 splash club soda 1 dash Rose's® grenadine syrup Start with the vodka, 100 proof is important, then sweet and sour, etc. right in order. It naturally sets up a base for the grenadine to float through. The grenadine dash should top off the shot glass and filter down, leaving no grenadine on top. Tapping the shot while steadying the top of the glass helps this.

Cotton Candy Cocktail
Cotton Candy Cocktail 3 oz gin 3 oz Maui® Blue Hawaiian schnapps 2 oz Collins mix Sprite® soda Pour the gin, blue Hawaiian schnapps and Tom Collins mix over ice in a shaker. Shake well. Pour into a tall glass or cup top it off with sprite (to taste), and serve.

What To Do
Ok so those of u that read the first part of this blog a couple weeks ago kinda know what going on..i was talkin to sum guy on here and everything was all good then wierd stuff started happening..i was erased from his friends and blocked but then added back on..so i kinda figured sumthing was goin on...so i asked him and he said sorry blabla..well as sum of u know last night i got sum comments on my page from his WIFE yes his wife..sum of u already predicted this so its of no shock...my thing is that he talks to other girls on here and i was the main one singled out and she has my phone number..so needless to say thats why im in a bad mood for those of u askin if u have any comments i would appreciate it thanks i luv u all my freinds!

Dream Story
Okay, i had a dream the other night that was vivid enuf to remember and altho i woke up before it ended, i wrote it all down and added little middlemen bits to make it flow, altho keep in mind that there isnt much to them and you prolly wont even recognize them unless youve talked to me about this. everyone whos read it so far has said great things about it, all the way to "this could make it as a tim burton film" that should hint at the sort of dreams i have. neway, ill stop stalling. 02/01/03 First day at work, I come in, grab a broom, start walking up the side of the warehouse to find the start of the leafy mess that must have been blown in by the wind and accumulating since the place first opened a few hours earlier. I start sweeping, knowing I haven't clocked in; knowing I'm wearing cutoff sweat shorts and some god-awefull ratty old concert shirt, and haven't even hung up my trench coat. I get to the clothing dept and see my boss. "hey, there Mr. Tompkins." "hello, Tommy." h

Bullshit
I am sick of all the bullshit people try to feed me on a regular basis. Some people have become so good with their lies that they actually start believing them to be the truth. Anyways just thought I would be completely random for a moment...

More New Rules
New Rule: Stop saying Barack Obama isn't black enough! First, you aren't sure America was ready for a black president. Now he's not black enough? "I like his stand on the issues, but can he dunk?" Why are we even talking about him this way? Mitt Romney, now there's someone who's not black enough to be president. New Rule: Victoria Beckham must smile. The last person who arrived in America looking this unhappy came on a slave ship. "Hey, Spice Girl, it's not spitting rain and ten degrees out there anymore. You're in Cali, baby! Knows how to party!" Nobody? "Your husband can bend a soccer ball using the muscles in his foot. You could at least bend your lips using the muscles in your face!" New Rule: Journalists in Iraq must stop celebrating miracle babies rescued by American soldiers. Like when U.S. troops found little Fatima lying in a pile of rubble, and instead of bashing her head in with a rock, they brought her to a hospital. Ooh, what a miracle!! U.S.A. number one! Thanks,

If You Want To See Them..
I have some new pics that are marked for family only.... they are sexually explicit.. NO, its not parts of my body, but me doing something to parts of a mans body! *yummy* If you want to see them message me so I can add you to my family! xoxox

Read It!
I just want to say something... Somepeople dont know what beauty is. Ratings are nice but they dont mean alot. so What I got rated a 1 but honey let me tell ur ur not worth my time. I know where I stand and I also know Im better then a 1. Im Wiccan and proud of it and if giving a low rating makes you feel better about urself then honey do yourself a favor and get a life.

Fornication
Laying open and naked in the midst of the night. The moon light caressing my breast and thighs. The midnight air covering me in a blanket of sensual chills. The evening stars staring down at me. A moan of pleasure escapes my lips, and carried into the night in the ears of the nocternal animals. I arch my back in pleasure and acceptance of you. My legs open in welcome of you. As you enter into a warm place of acceptances, and welcome. The one place you long to be and have ben waiting to enter into. A heat rising from your body as you groan with antisipation. The moonlight shinning off your sweat soaked skin. The taste of you still sweet upon my lips. Your tongue caresing the tip of my breast making the nipple taunt and warm in your mouth. Your body naked, warm, and wet under my hands. Your muscles flex as you push yourself in deeper. A wanting need to hear me call out your name, as you whisper words of seduction in my ear. My legs wrapped around your waist

Blah Blah Blah
sometimes i wonder who really cares about anyone else but themselves. so many people say that they're listening, but i wonder if they're actually just waiting for their turn to speak. maybe im just rambling, idunno. i just have a lot of random thoughts right now. lately i've been feeling really alone. even with a group of people, i fell like there's no one else around me. almost like im invisible. when i was little, that was the one super power i really wished that i had. i just wanted everything to go away. but now that i feel like i have it, i don't want it. im actually pretty tired of feeling that way. even with all the friends that i have, i feel so isolated. lately, nothing really matters anymore. i've been so upset that i've just gone numb, and i hate that. i just cant cry anymore. and as much as i hate crying, i kinda wish i could. just to know that i can still feel something. im tired of love though. it gets you nowhere. absolutely fucking nowhere. which sucks, cause when you'r

How I Got On Here
First off, being a new member to fubar and this being my very first blog entry, I wanted to start off by saying that I absolutely LOVE to write and always have, but this is honestly the first time I have ever written a blog on a profile before. I have other profiles such as MySpace, Tagged, Yahoo 360, MSN, and I think some other ones that I can't even remember it's been so long since I visited them! I just never took the time to write down anything interesting. But then when I start writing there's usually no stopping me and I tend to ramble on and on and start writing novels at that point oblivious of paragraphing, etc. So pardon me if I use this newfound space here as a bit of a catharsis because that is exactly what it is going to be for me. A way to heal and overcome a situation that has exploded in my face. I consider myself to be a very kind and understanding and loving person, but the kind of emotional pain that I have been subjected to the past few days has practically pus

Get Nice And Cozy In There...
Uggh...another one... =========================================== Name: "The Unwritten Sentinal Of Subc... (Online) Level: Idol (15) Gender: Male UNITED STATES Buzz: 30% Enter message: Name: "The Unwritten Sentinal Of Subc... (Online) ->Mely: welcome to my block list, make yourself cozy with all the other losers in there ->Mely: lol, you apparently were upset that I wasn't talking to you so you had to "tell" me that you were removing me rather than just removing me...funny how that works.. "The U...: well durr I don't...you remember...I wanted to be a friend I added you...not you with me...is basically the gist of what you said...I can't know a person who doesn't even try to talk to me...yet has a lot to say when I say I am gonna remove her and tell her she isn't decent...lol kinda funny how that works... ->Mely: omg, I'm not a decent person? You obviously don't know me.... "The U...: oh I'm sorry stupid me...I thought when

My First Contest Please Join
HELLO EVERYONE IM TIRED OF BEING IN CONTEST NOW IM GOING TO HOST MY FIRST CONTEST AND THE PRIZE WILL BE YOUR CHOICE BETWEEN A 1 MONTH VIC OR A 7 DAY BLAST AND 2ND AND 3RD PLACE BEING A 1 DAY BLAST. IF YOUR INTERESTED IN BEING IN CONTEST PLEASE SEND ME A MESSAGE WITH THE PIC YOU WANT TO USE. SELF BOMBING WILL BE ALLOWED ALSO. I HAVENT DECIDED YET ON START AND END DATE AS SOON AS PEOPLE START JOINING I WILL LET U KNOW BUT IT WILL RUN FOR A WEEK. PLEASE KEEP REPOSTING THIS TO GET IT AROUND FUBAR LETS HAVE SOME FUN JAMES

Wow...
Ok, so a friend (Your Demise) sent me a link to this guy's profile, because he had a default up that he thought I would like (about licking LOL.) So I went to the page & was nice & rated the page a 10. The guy shoutboxes me: I LICK PAI...: thanks good bye ->Suga Lips: ummm ok? I LICK PAI...: please dont add or fan me please

Poem
I open up to a broken heart My, how fast it fell apart. many pieces I must find can not leave any pieces behind. Walls going up one at a time to stop pain of loves crime. Foolish me to think I can trust Only to be left in the dust.

Questions Of Love
Many of us have or will be in love with another person. We will desire to always have this person in our lives, we will think about them constantly, we will dream about them, and we will talk about them to anybody who will listen. So, I ask why is it that when we feel all of these beautiful emotions about someone that we find it difficult to express our feelings to the person we feel so strongly about? I have over time listen to my friend's dreamy eyes and giddy as they talk about the man or woman that they have fallen in love with. But, if you were to ask them of they have said the words "I Love you" they will say, "No, I want him or her to say it first". They fear that this person that they have these amazing feelings for won't feel the same way. Everyone wants to be in love, and to have those feeling returned. Many people miss out on that, that they desire because of fear. We cannot control what someone else thinks or feels, but we can without being aware of it let our fear

Check This Out!
Hey everyone check out Kingwood Yard Sales. You can get rid of all that stuff in your closet you don't need. I know you all have clothes you don't wear, stuff you don't use, and for those of you with kids- you KNOW you have stuff you need to get rid off. Turn your junk into some cash. www.kingwoodyardsales.com Just thought you guys would enjoy it! Thanks! Roxy

Gonna Be Missin.......
WHAT'S UP EVERYBODY!! JUST WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW WHAT'S GOIN ON WITH ME...AND WHY I HAVEN'T BEEN ON AS MUCH AS I USUALLY AM.....I'M NO LONGER ALOUD TO GET ON THE INTERNET FROM WORK AND I DON'T HAVE THE INTERNET AT MY NEW APARTMENT YET. SO WITHIN THE NEXT FEW WEEKS I WILL HARDLY BE ON HERE. I WILL MISS YOU ALL A LOT WHILE I'M NOT ON HERE.....PLEASE DON'T FORGET TO SHOW A GIRL SOME LOVE!!....LOL TAKE CARE!!!!

Love
Turn On Your Volume.They'd go to the beach, hold hands, collect shells, and make sand castles. Even though they were young, this was the start of something new. One day after Mandy's 6th birthday, Billy came up to her and asked "Will you be my girlfriend?" and she said yes. They sat there by the pond and they promised forever.They hugged, they kissed, and their parents knew they were perfect.Every day as they grew older, their love kept growing stronger.They became teenagers, and they loved each other more than ever.They spent their summers together,they had sleepovers, they were the best of friends, and more than anything, they were lovers.They loved everywhere,even if they were miles apart.It was perfect. Years passed and passed and finally, they got married.One day, after Billy got home from work, Mandy had some breaking news:she was pregnant with a baby. On June 22nd, she gave birth to a beautifu

Self Destruction
I am self destructive. Do you know what that means? Have you ever finally reached a moment when it has become O so real? Several days without sleep and being treated like crap I can actually say that I know that I am self destructive. Now that I see it, how do I make it stop? Have you ever seen that someone has become self destructive but not really understood why? Read this…maybe it will explain me and others like me: ~~~~~ Women seeking recovery from self destructive behaviors frequently find their progress blocked by the previously unrecognized impact of psychological trauma, loss, childhood neglect, abuse, abandonment, sexual assault, and patterns of emotional or physical abuse as well as self neglect in adult relationships. Too often the woman trying to recover from self destructive behavior finds herself in a revolving door of treatment / self-help / relapse because the core processes of her psychological and emotional development have not been attended to. ~~~~~ I

A Little Lat, But Well Said
Letter from one "Angry Woman" I don't know who wrote it but they should have signed it. Some powerful words. This woman should run for president. Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent

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okay so im feeling a lil better....been thinking and some stuff came to me...one of my friends asked me when your in love when do you say enough is enough...i havent came up with that answer b/c i dunno...but have you ever notice in any relationship, if you try to walk away and not look back theres always that little something that holds you back..i think it's the good times you once shared together that keeps you going.....like hearing the first song you and them danced too...that first song that they sung to you without ever taking their eyes off you or missing a beat....when you close your eyes all you see is them smiling back at you...the one look that made you drop to your knee everytime...the way they said something over and over but no matter how much they said it to you it was always cute...the stupid little arguements you would have...so in the end i think the question should be how strong do you have to be to walk away and if you have the strength to walk away can you actuall