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Please Help Me Out
FAMILY AND FRIENDS OUT THERE I HAVE HELP MOST OF YOU GET YOUR CONTEST DONE AND VOTED FOR YOU SO PLEASE COME AND COMMENT AS MUCH AS YOU CAN TO HELP ME GET TO 10,000 COMMENT BY THE END OF THE DAY SO I CAN GET A FREE CHERRY BLAST FROM MY ONE OF MY GOOD FRIENDS TAZZY. HERE IS THE LINK ONE, TEN OR EVEN 100 IT DONT MATTER AS LONG AS YOU HELP ME I WILL HELP YOU. HERE IS THE LINK. PLEASE HELP THANK YOU

Age Quotes;-)
I'm so old they've cancelled my blood type. Bob Hope As you get older three things happen. The first is your memory goes, and I can't remember the other two... Sir Norman Wisdom Yes, time flies. And where did it leave you? Old too soon...smart too late. Mike Tyson You know you're getting fat when you can pinch an inch on your forehead. John Mendoza As we grow older, our bodies get shorter and our anecdotes longer. Robert Quillen People say that age is just a state of mind. I say it's more about the state of your body. Geoffrey Parfitt

Family
Well here i go sittin' here again all by myself trying to figure out what just happend. I keep askin myself why do things have to happen like this. It's just outta my hands I guess. I don't know what to do . Mom and Dad are getting a divorce, why? It's killin me. I know it's not my fault. Theres nothing i can do to stop it. It's just that after 24 yrs together that Mom just serves him papers. My dad is so tore up and I don't know what to say to him. Mom has totally shut everyone out and won't even give me a call. I guess things happen for a reason. She could at least give me a call. I'll just sit here and ponder the thought of not haveing a family anymore eventhough they are stepbrothers they are still my brothers and i love them very much. I don't know??? This sucks i'm gonna be all by myself now noone to turn to when in need of a shoulder. I guess as the dust settles i'll know a little bit more of what's going to happen, until then I don't know what to say.

Beating Up Kids In Chucky Cheese
Yes you read the title right. I challenge anyones kids to a good game of air hockey. Some little punk showed up and tried to challenge me. He was holding his own until I decided to step it up a notch. BAMM!! I ran around the side and cross checked him into the salad bar. Dislocated hip. He never saw it comming. Next I decided to cool off in the ball pen. I'm chillin in the corner until some kid who thinks just because that its his birthday he is special decides to toss a few balls at me. Well I'm not going to take that. I jump on him like a fat kid on cake. Pile driver! WHAMMY!! I sunk thats kids battleship. Ohh by the way, happy birthday ass hat. Time to mosey on over to the ski ball area. No sooner than I arive than another kid tries to run up the ramp to put the ball in the 100 slot. Nobody is going to steal my spotlight. So I wind up like Nolan Ryan and pelt him in the back of the head. He goes down like a thirsty alter boy. He still ends up making the ball in and scoring so I rush

I Finally Got Back To Work Today!!!
For the first time in a few weeks, I finally got back to work for the first time today! It feels good to get back to my office and do what I do. Whether checking something on my computer or talking to someone I counsel, just getting back to it after being laid up for a few weeks feels damn good! My colleagues decided since it was my first day back, they'd splotch for lunch! (I'd like to say it was a surprise for me, but someone spilled it a few days before!) The kids that I help were all very happy to see me. I felt badly that I was missed so much! As I now have my dinner break as I write this and look on today, it's what I needed to do to get myself back on track, refocused and back on my usual routine once again. I'm sure the rest of the day is going to go well! It's the first step into getting my life back to normal! It's been so long since I've actually had that (about two years)! I will say that it is a step in the right direction. Life doesn't stop, and neither should y

I Got Me A Blast For Just One Day To Try It Out :-)
Ok everyone watch for my 1st blast because I may miss it...I just got it for 1 day for now lol!! Anyway if anyone does see it take a screen shot for me lmao!!! I had no idea what to put in it was lost for words... imagine that me lost for words hahahaa!!! Love you all Michelle

Lost In Love
Sometimes i just dont understand why certain things happen. I get lost in everything in my life. Its almost as though sometimes i feel like im being swallowed by this thing we call life. Its like my life is never right or there are always some secrets i have to hide. I dont want to be that kind of person anymore. I dont want to have to care what other people may say or think about me or my life. Im so lost in love right now. Im fallen hard but i cant do much about it. I want to try something but if i do drama will start. Do i try it out and see if i can get through the drama or do i just leave it as a secret. I dont want secrets cause they led to lies...i dont want that.... I just need some advice im sooo lost in love what do i do....

Farmer S Lil Buddy
THE TICKET AGENT ASKED, "SIR, WHAT'S THAT ON YOUR SHOULDER?" THE OLD FARMER SAID, "THAT'S MY PET ROOSTER CHUCK. WHEREVER I GO, CHUCK GOES." "I'M SORRY SIR," SAID THE TICKET AGENT. "WE CAN'T ALLOW ANIMALS IN THE THEATER." THE OLD FARMER WENT AROUND THE CORNER AND STUFFED THE BIRD DOWN HIS OVERALLS. THEN, HE RETURNED TO THE BOOTH, BOUGHT A TICKET, AND ENTERED THE THEATER. HE SAT DOWN NEXT TO TWO OLD WIDOWS NAMED MILDRED AND MARGE. THE MOVIE STARTED AND THE ROOSTER BEGAN TO SQUIRM. THE OLD FARMER UNBUTTONED HIS FLY SO CHUCKY COULD STICK HIS HEAD OUT AND WATCH THE MOVIE. "MARGE," WHISPERED MILDRED. "WHAT?" SAID MARGE. "I THINK THE GUY NEXT TO ME IS A PERVERT." "WHAT MAKES YOU THINK SO?" ASKED MARGE. "HE UNDID HIS PANTS AND HE HAS HIS THING OUT", WHISPERED MILDRED. "WELL, DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT", SAID MARGE. "HELL, AT OUR AGE, WE'VE SEEN 'EM ALL." "I THOUGHT SO TOO", SAID MILDRED, "BUT THIS ONE'S EATIN' MY POPCORN."

Black Rose
Beautiful roses One to a dozen Lovely As ever In a crystal vase But only one Captures my eye The black rose Standing proud Looking elegant Outrageously gorgeous Amongst the red And the snowy white The sunshine yellow That burn bright The only rebel Amongst all beauty I look around And pull it out I get a vase Just simple glass In goes this beauty Its black magnificence Seen purer In something plain I smile and think Even different Could be Downright amazing

Please To All My Friends And Family
Babyjesus will not tell me why my privledges were taken away, he says talk to Scrapper and he never helped me before so i will be taking down most of my pics and if you want to reach me please do so at the link below, my page with jason. Thannk you all~Heather Jason and Heather~Proud members of the OLD TIMERS SOCIETY@ CherryTAP

Adult And Pet Updates
~ Adult with Pet Contest ~ Now i'm taking adults with pet or pets for my contest send your pic link to my inbox and i will enter you! one with most comments wins! 1st person is...... with 4608 comments 2nd person is...... with 2352 comments 3rd person is...... with 508 comments 4th person is...... with 385 comments 5th person is...... with 329 comments 6th person is..... with 170 comments 7th person is...... with 110 comments 8th person is...... with 65 comments 9th person is...... with 7 comments Contest from 2/1 thur 2/8 thanks maria

Untitled
" Untitled " Untitled this poem seems to be No words to fit what's inside of me Conflicting emotions running wild And that is putting it rather mild So much turmoil I want to die Tired of ignoring the perpetual lie Really needing to take a stand But then there's the other hand So much joy and happiness At this moment I seem to possess Hold on tight as long as I can Because there is still the other hand Turmoil and happiness running amuck An awful situation in which I am stuck One moment I'm glad And the next I'm sad How do I get out of this rut Ironically I know, but there is a 'but' Am I prepared to do what it takes Am I willing to pay the stakes The cost is high this turmoil to escape I will suffer much more than just a scrape So many things forever lost Never again, that is the cost. ------------------------- Copyright 2007 TLC

Whiskey
An old prospector walks his tired old mule into a western town one day. He'd been out in the desert for about six months without a drop of whiskey. He walked up to the first saloon he came to and tied his old mule to the hitch rail. As he stood there brushing some of the dust from his face and clothes, a gunslinger walked out of the saloon with a gun in one hand and a bottle of whiskey in the other. The gunslinger looked at the old man and laughed, saying, "Hey old man, have you ever danced?" The old man looked up at the gunslinger and said, "No, I never did dance. I just never wanted to." A crowd had gathered by then and the gunslinger said, "Well, you old fool, you're gonna' dance now," and started shooting at the old man's feet. The old prospector was hopping around and everybody was laughing. When the gunslinger fired his last bullet, he holstered his gun and turned around to go back into the saloon. The old man reached up on the mule, drew his shotgun,

Love Much Love
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Looking Back
I give my love to only you untill the day I dieI want to be the one you love intill the end of time I always want to make you smile and fill your heart with joyTo be the girl you dreamed about who was sent from up above I'll make each day a memory that you will never forgeta day you'll cherish in your heart like the day that we frist metI'll hold you close to me each night as you lay by my sideso you will know how much it means just knowing you are mineNo one else could take your place no matter how they tryedYou are the only man for me I'll love you all my life

Tell Me
Tell me how you feel about me.Don't run and hide.Tell me what you need and I will try.Tell me that you won't ever leave.Tell me that I am the only one you need.Tell me you will dry my tears that I cry.Tell me that you will never say good-bye.Tell me it is forever you and I.Don't tell me that its over cause you will make me cry

Lost Little Penis
I need your help, you see I have a little problem. last night my penis just got up and left me. when I got up this morning there was a note from saying how I mistreated him and he was going to pack up his balls and leave. I dont know where he would have gone, he has never been out on his own before and I dont think he knows what the world could do to the little guy. I am worried sick for the little guy so if any of you are driving down the road or out for a walk and happen to see a penis with a couple of balls reach me right away and I will come get him. he may be hungry and tired but keep your distace I dont know what he is capable of when scared and alone. Thank you all for your help I really appreciate it!

Wanting You
I want to lose myself in your love, Wanting your body with everything I am. To feel your love so deep in my soul, Your arms holding me tight and lovingly. I want to feel you in my core, Liquid heat meets steel wrapped in velvet. The fire will only burn brighter and hotter, We will never get enough of each other. The pleasure we give and take can't be measured, It can only be repeated over and over for all time. I want to lose myself completely in your love.

Random Thoughts
So I am sitting here thinking of the world and all that is happening. You got people saying get us out of Iraq. You got prople saying send more. You got Generals saying one thing and Congress saing another. The best part about being enlisted is that who cares about what they say. Just do as your told and that is the simple life. I will never trade in my striped for a set of Officer bars. There was only one great Officer! Chesty this ones for you. SEMPER FI

Dirty Survey
dirty survey Welcome to the Dirty Survey. Are you daring enough to answer this for this person?+ +Rules: Answer this for the person who posted this and then repost it for yourself!+ 1. Would you fuck me? 2. What positions would u fuck me in? 3. Would u suck/LICK me ? 4. Would u fuck me hard? 5. Would u fuck me the first night u met me? 6. Would u let me pull your hair while i fucked you? 7. Would u fuck me in the shower? 8. Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then fuck me? 9. Would u have 3-some with me? 10. What about me makes u want to fuck me? 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we fucked? 12. Where would you fuck me? 13. Would u fuck me in front of people? 14. Would u fuck me again? 15. Would u fuck me in the rain? 16. Would u mind if i fucked like a porn star? 17. Would u have phone sex with me? 18. Would u cheat on me? 19. Would u break my heart? 20. If I gave u my heart would you love

My Life
This is the time that I am alone, no one around to call my own. This is the time that i fear, because its scares me to the bone. This is the time I hate to see, because its not where i can be me. This is the time where im depressed, becasue of the hatred and doubting. This is where it all starts, the fight until my depart this is where it all begins, the pain where i had a heart. this is what i see, nothing good that happens to me. All i see is the pain and the torture, will i ever be free? Ive been heart all my life, by mostly everyone i see Some only did things, cuz they felt sorry for me I thought they meant it, but it was a joke and that was when i heart went far from broke The things I face, the things i hear Made me invisible and my heart disappear, I lost my feelings, I lost my thought I still have fear, but by what i was taught I have no heart, I have no feelings i have no hope, I have no meaning. I am invisible, im not seen in life. I may not grow up

Mindspeaker
ok im angry, i am pissed. i am about to blow up my brain and blood vessels. i am sick and tired of all the females talking about they cant find no guy to treat them right, or saying all guys are dogs. im sick and tired of every female thinking that just because a male have good looks, or the style, or money, that they are gonna get what they want when they ask for it or that they r gonna have a good relationship. the funny thing about it, those always be the males that really aint got it, but front like they do. but whats even worse, the guys like me that have goals, got a future and stuff planned out, have a hard time getting females because we dont look cute or like a pretty boy with the abs or have the latest style or a car or other materialistic things that girls look for. but we be the main ones that all the females will come to, to get them out of sticky situations, or pass a class, or get with someone that they like, and we get no mother fuckin credit at all. i actua

With Family Like These...
I was deeply saddened yesterday to hear of the passing of one of my favorite celebrity s Anna Nicole Smith. This morning finds me outraged to hear that her sister, Donna Hogan, came on television last night an speculated that it was due to drugs. I don't care if it is true! How are you going to put your sister's personal business on blast like that and she's barely cold! Leave that for the tabloids. A few immoral reasons come to mind that I don't care to mention. It's outrageous, and if it's any indication of how those who are supposed to have been closest to her have treated her I can see why she might have felt hopeless, if in fact she did. My thoughts and prayers go out to that poor child, Dannielynn Hope Marshall, who has lost her mother. Hopefully, the vultures will leave enough that she may at least be financially secure. R.I.P. A.N.S

Well Back To Work Again Tonight
Well I had back to work tonight after having 2 nights off and I don't really know if I want to go into work or not. It has gotten to be real bad where I work and don't know if my body can take it or not. Bobby

On Thoughts Of Love
how often have we thought and felt like the words below...may your feelings and thoughts not turn on themselves as mine did for a while..God Bless On Thoughts of Love As the stream gaily tumbles o'er broken stone so does your laughter leap through my mind. As the shine of summer sun lights my day so does your smile light my life. The sparkle of your eyes Does outshine the evening stars The curve of your form More exciting than the finest art The joy of your touch, satin feel of your skin The soft warmth of your breath Does bind and enchant me, more Aye more than the breeze of daytime zephyr Oh mine love, let me hear your words Say forever. always and beyond you shall grace my existance. Still this anxious heart that stands before you Trembling, more than the shyest deer Say, my love, say unto me Take this gift I offer More precious than gold or rarest gem Take this gift of me, and I will give you us. Caelwyn January 2003 Copyright retained

This Is The Life!
Take the world Shake and stir And that's what I got goin' on I throw my cares up in the air And I don't think they're comin' down Yeah, I love how it feels right now This is the life! Hold on tight! And this is the dream It's all I need! You never know where you'll find it And I'm gonna take my time, yeah I'm still getting it right This is the Life Takin' in a whole new scene And I'm swimming with a new crowd (crowd) Breakin' down the old four walls And building them up from the ground I love how it feels right now This is the life! (life!) Hold on tight! (hold on, hold on!) And this is the dream! (dream!) It's all I need! (hold on!) You never know where you'll find it And I'm gonna take my time yeah. And I'm still getting it right This is the life Gonna follow my own lead, yeah! Kick back and feel the breeze! Nothing but the blue sky! As far as I can see! This is the life Hold on tight! And this is the dream! It's all I need! You never know

More Poetry, Go Ahead And Comment,
I give thousand returns him to the things. And I put them of the misfortune. It would have to enjoy this form every second that is allowed me, but without knowing the reason, the only thing that it becomes is to waste the opportunity better wishing something. It is clear that always it is inhaled to something superior, something insurmountable, superb; but until we did not prune it to acquire, it would agree to us not to apostatize of such way. We would have to learn to savor every minute of the little pretty thing that we have. To think that it is the last moment that we will be able to rejoice of that way. Perhaps thus we are thankful little that us of the life... thus we will perhaps remember every moment which we happened and until we let pass bad moments. And at the aim we will be able to watch back without fear. Because nothing is infinite... Because everything what we happened is taxed, we want or we do not want, and we preferred that he is something pleasant. Because since we l

The Road Trip (erotica Explicit)xxx
I was 16 he was 32 and he road a motorcycle Played a 12 string guitar we went to a bike show in southern California on the way we stopped on the cliffs over looking the ocean it was a warm day I was in a short top and very low cut jeans the top kept blowing up exposing my breast to the traffic on the road the wind felt good against them I was very arroused when we stopped I leaned into him and caressed his chest we kissed several times my hand slid down his front as he held my breast I felt him he was so hard so large I thought he moved under my hand and kissed me harder I wanted him so badly I pressed my breast to his chest clawed at his back his hands on my ass by then pulling me closer I told him I wanted him there and now we were not far from the traffic but enough they would have to be looking to really see us I unzipped his pants reached inside stroked him feeling him grow even more I pulled his firm shaft out of his pants as they were t

Baby Boomer Hits... Gotta Luv Em!
It was fun being a baby boomer... until now. Some of the artists of the 60's are revising their hits and looking really old, with new lyrics to accommodate aging baby boomers. They include: Herman's Hermits--- Mrs.. Brown, You've Got a Lovely Walker. Ringo Starr--- I Get By With a Little Help From Depends. The Bee Gees--- How Can You Mend a Broken Hip. Bobby Darin--- Splish, Splash, I Was Havin' a Flash. Roberta Flack--- The First Time Ever I Forgot Your Face. Johnny Nash--- I Can't See Clearly Now. Paul Simon--- Fifty Ways to Lose Your Liver The Commodores--- Once, Twice, Three Times to the Bathroom. Marvin Gaye--- Heard It Through the Grape Nuts. Procol Harem--- A Whiter Shade of Hair. Leo Sayer--- You Make Me Feel Like Napping. The Temptations--- Papa's Got a Kidney Stone. Abba--- Denture Queen. Tony Orlando--- Knock 3 Times On The Ceiling If You Hear Me Fall. Helen Reddy--- I Am Woman, Hear Me Snore. Leslie Gore--- It's My Procedu

For The Pervs Who Don't Read My Profile.
Here's an example of one. This guy sent me messages a couple of weeks ago about how he'd like to have me suck his cock. I tried to be friedly about letting him know that I'm not interested. He still would occasionally pop up with messages here and there, lewd, crude and ignorant in nature. Today he tried my patience with this shout box conversation: The master: wrap that tongue around my cock ok ->The master: Read my profile. The master: read it ok ->The master: Do you not understand parts of it or are you just blatently ignoring it? The master: yeah u like chicks so ->The master: Read it some more and it will tell you that I'm not here for talking about your cock or what you would like to do with it. Find someone else. The master: what are u here for ai'm not heqar to tell you about it etc I'm here to find women to suck it ok ->The master: Well, I'm not the one. I'm not interested. The master: just like that did u read my profile or look at my pic -

Okay Willie The Freak Is Nsfw
So I have moved it to another folder and also deactivated the background skin that it was on too. I wouldnt mind its been there for months and nobody had bothered with any of my stuff before, is this the backlash for me putting up with valentines day bullshit cant wait till i get me own site fixed up.

Loveless Place
I look upon her face lying on my pillow Lit by the light of my bedroom window Wrapped within my gentle arms Knowing she will come to no harm I look upon her hair, soft and fair Unable to find the words to compare Answers she has given me in times of pain That love and hope will visit again I look upon her lips, moist and red Giving me life when all was dead She restored my heart when it was lost Melting what was covered in frost I look upon her breasts, firm and strong Knowing that love could not be wrong Slowly moving with every breath Always hoping she was not like the rest I look upon her hips, round and smooth Gently touching not daring to move I fix the sheets with delicate care But a gentle kiss is all I dare I look upon her face staring into mine Filling my body as if it were wine I close her eyes with gentle kisses For she has answered all my wishes I look upon my empty pillow Lit by the light of my bedroom window A single tear rolls down m

30 Cruel Things To Say To A Naked Man
1. I've smoked fatter joints than that 2. Ahhhhh its cute 3. Why dont we just cuddle 4. You know they have surgery to fix that 5. Make it dance 6. Can i paint a smiley face on it 7. Wow, and your feetare so big. 8. It's OK, we'll work around it. 9. will it sqeak if i sqeeze it? 10. Oh no... a flash headach 11. (giggle and point) 12. Can i be honest with you? 13. How sweet, you brought incense. 14. Maybe if we water it, it will grow 15. Why is god punishing me? 16. At least this wont take long 17. i never saw one like that before 18. But it still works, right? 19. It looks so unused. 20. Maybe it looks better in antural light. 21. Why dont we skip right to the cigarettes? 22. Are you cold? 23. If u get me real drunk first. 24. Is that an optical illusion? 25. what is that? 26. Its a good thing you have so many other tallents. 27. Does it come with an air pump? 28. So this is why you're supposed to judge peo

Getting Married But Will Still Be On Ct
I will be getting married soon and just wanted everyone to know and that I will still be on CT. Hopefully, I can upload some of my future Partners photo up; which I will try one here in a sec. TomTom

Find Out To See What You Are Based On The Month You Were Born..
JANUARY BABY Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome . Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance your personality. FEBRUARY BABY Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive . sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Spendthrift. Tries to

How Many Have U Promised
?I promise you my heart? ?I promise you my life? ?I promise we'll never be apart? ?I promise not to hurt you? ?I promise to never make you cry? ?I promise to always trust you? ?I promise not to lie? ?I promise you forever? ?I promise you tonight? ?I promise you my respect? ?I promise to do things right? ?I promise to always be there? ?I promise until the end? ?I promise to always love you? ?I promise to be your best friend? ?I promise you my love? ?I promise you my life? ?I promise this forever? ?I promise our friendship is my life? how many of u out there have promised so many of these...

40 Days And 40 Nights.....
This year I planned to go all out. I was going to give up the boozes, or maybe go the movie route and give of sex and masterbation...... but then I got a phone call...... You have to read "why do I work?".... so now the Feds want to take an extra 15% out of my paycheck because I make so much. I mean, 12k a year goes so far. They did say they would settle for $100 a month. Anyway, as of this writing I am giving up food. All I will do is drink water for 40 days and 40 nights. Guess we will see how long I will last before I do not wake up. How else can I live off $71 a month after all my bills and taxes. Those of you who read this think I am bluffing do not know me very well. I am very thick headed and just do not really care anymore. I mean, does the Government really think that if they suck me dry of any money I do not make and force me to live out of a box that they will get their money? No! They will just kick you in the balls and get what they can till I am dead. So I figure I

Why Women Are Crabby! Good One
We started to "bud" in our blouses at 9 or 10 years old only to find that anything that came in contact with those tender, blooming buds hurt so bad it brought us to tears. So came the ridiculously uncomfortable training bra contraption that the boys in school would snap until we had calluses on our backs. Next, we get our periods in our early to mid-teens (or sooner). Along with those budding boobs, we bloated, we cramped, we got the hormone crankies, had to wear little mattresses between our legs or insert tubular, packed cotton rods in places we didn't even know we had. Our next little rite of passage was having sex for the first time which was about as much fun as having a ramrod push your uterus through your nostrils (IF he did it right and didn't end up with his little cart before his horse), leaving us to wonder what all the fuss was about. Then it was off to Motherhood where we learned to live on dry crackers and water for a few months so we didn't s

Lost Insanity
the sign from you is nothing anymore, theres no more smiles you feel so lost, so alone in this world thats so cold if only there would be peace but it your world it doesnt exsist your mind swirls as life leaves you, feeling so calm for once with open eyes you slowly fade away, your thoughts screaming you begin to shake being overtaken by the end in this world thats so cold will anyone help you? save you from being broken? you feel so trapped with no way out, lost insanity you cannot understand these feelings, how do you live? what have you become? why do you do these things? these answers are not clear but in the end they will not go unanswered

Looking For Drupal Web Developers
Okay I have put the feelers out to see if anyone knows of any drupal web developers, the scarybirds site is based on drupal and I could do with a hand to develop some of the modules and bits and pieces that can be attached to the site. Jenny has kind of got limited time so looking for a few other bodies. anyway if you know of anyone who can do this let me know.

2nd Joke X Mas
A city cop was on his horse waiting to cross the street when a little girl on her new shiny bike stopped beside him. "Nice bike," the cop said. "Did Santa bring it to you?" "Yep," the little girl said, "he sure did!" The cop looked the bike over and handed the girl a $5 ticket for a safety violation. The cop said, "Next year tell Santa to put a reflector on the back of it." The young girl looked up at the cop and said, "Nice horse you got there sir. Did Santa bring it to you?" "Yes, he sure did," chuckled the cop. The little girl looked up at the cop and said, "Next year tell Santa the dick goes underneath the horse, not on top."

Redneck Love Poem
Redneck Love Poem Kudzu is green, My dog’s name is Blue And I’m so lucky, To have a sweet thang like you. Your hair is like cornsilk, A-flappin’ in the breeze. Softer than Blue’s And without all them fleas. You move like a bass, Which excites me in May. You ain’t got no scales, But I luv you anyway. You have all your teeth, For which I am proud; I hold my head high When we’re in a crowd. Still them fellers at work, They all want to know, What I did to deserve, Such a purty, young doe. Like a good roll of duck tape, Yo’re there for your man, To patch up life’s troubles, And stick’em in the can. Yo’re as strong as a four-wheeler, Racin’ through the mud, Yet fragile as that singer, Named Naomi Judd. When you hold me real tight, Like a padded gunrack, My life is complete; Ain’t nuttin’ I lack. Yore complexion, it’s perfection, Like the best vinyl sidin’. Despite all the years, Yore age keeps on hidin’. And when you get old, Like a ’

The Right Way.......hehehe.
Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading America, Kentuckians, Tennesseans and West Virginians will no longer be referred to as "HILLBILLIES." You must now refer to them as APPALACHIAN-AMERICANS. And furthermore HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1 She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" - She is a "BREASTED AMERICAN." 2. She is not "EASY" - She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." 3. She is not a "DUMB BLOND" - She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY." 4. She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a "PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION." 5 . She does not "NAG" you - She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITIVE." 6. She is not a "TWO-BIT HOOKER" - She is a "LOW COST PROVIDER." HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT MEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. He does not have a "BEER GUT" - He has developed a "LIQUID GRAIN STORAGE FACILITY." 2. He is not a "BAD DANCER" - He is "OVERLY CAUCASIAN." 3. He does not "GET LOST ALL THE TIME" - He "INVESTIGATES

Not An 'anti-rationalist' But Found These Funny And Thought-worthy.
"... proof is ritual, and a celebration of the power of pure reason. Such an exercise in reassurance may be very necessary in view of all the messes that clear thinking clearly gets us into." - Philip Davis and Reuben Hersh, The Mathematical Experience, p. 151, Birkhauser Boston edition, 1980 "...logic is only the art of going wrong with confidence." - Joseph Wood Krutch (1893-1970), The modern temper; a study and a confession - New York: Harcourt, Brace (1929, repub. 1956). (The university library here - Cornell's - has this book, which I haven't yet read, so I may be able to insert the page number soon; I used en.wikiquote.org for the source.)

Seperation
I live in a daze. A permanent shadow Has cloked my heart. Every thought, Every memory Is of you. When your life was stolen, Part of me died with you. You took my heart,My love, and all My live's happiness With you to the grave. Our time together May have been short, But it was the best time Of my entire life. Now I'm alone. Trying to live my life The best I know how. Until we meet again. April N. Purdy 6-27-99

Advice
If you're not married yet, shares this with a friend. If you are married, share it with your spouse or other married couples, and reflect on it. An African proverb states, "Before you get married, keep both eyes open, and after you marry, close one eye." Before you get involved and make a commitment to someone, don't let lust, desperation, immaturity, ignorance, pressure from others or a low self-esteem make you blind to warning signs. Keep your eyes open , and don't fool yourself that you can change someone or that what you see as faults isn't really important. Once you decide to commit to someone, over time their flaws, vulnerabilities, pet pee ves, and differences will become more obvious. If you love your mate and want the relationship to grow and evolve, you've got to learn to close one eye and not let every little thing bother you. You and your mate have many different expectations, emotional needs, values, dreams, weaknesses, and strengths. You

Dear....
i love this guy his name is steven... i know your thinking how could i after what he did...well heres the truth...its not all his fault at least i dont think it is...i do love him but maybe we both were moving everything a lil too fast...he means the the to me to this day and i know that one day somehow we will be together...and i think he knows it too...steven if you read this which i hope you will then i love you with all of my heart you mean the world to me...i cant imagine myself with anyone else...there i noone in the world that means anything to me compared to you...i cant even imagine being with anyone else...please there has to be a way to fix this...we live worlds apart...our hearts feel the same..and i know that what happened will never go away i know how u feel believe me...just please please talk to me more..send me a message something...I LOVE YOU STEVEN ANGEL AND I ALWAYS WILL!!!!

Miss U
Get MySpace Comments Get MySpace Comments Get MySpace Comments MY FRIENDS I AM SORRY I HAVE NOT BEEN ON MUCH I HAVE BEEN PRETTY SICK.. I HAVE BEEN SICK FOR OVER 2 MONTHS BUT DOING A LITTLE BETTER...I MISS U ALL VERY MUCH...I HOPE MY FRIEND ARE GREAT ... I LOVE U ALL AND WISH U A GREAT WEEK END ... MY FRIENDS MEAN MORE TO ME THEN ANY THING ELSE SO THANK U ALL FOR BEING MY FRIENDS.. LOVE U ALL HOPE TO TALK TO U ALL SOON ..

Photo Shoot Monday!!!!
Well I'm getting to do my dream shoot, which is a retro Marily Monroesque shoot. My regular photographer is hooking me up with a fellow photographer who is still in school. He has an assignment to do a retro shoot, but needed a model. Well when my usual photographer told me that I jumped all over it. I'm so excited. I have to set up an appointment to get my hair done, and I have to go wardrobe shopping, we're thinking 2-3 wardrobe changes, I have to make sure I have a makeup artist. GOD so much to do before Monday, but I'm too excited to stress. I'm so nervous and excited, I'm losing it. Anyway, off for now to find some hair style ideas and costume ideas... Will have pics up as soon as I can.

I'm A Nice Guy....but Fuck You Dude...
ok, so anyway, I leave a note as this dude is razing this chick for her pics. she's in the airforce as he is. none of them in the pic are "uniform". ones got his sleves up, most down, ones at attn, rest are hands in pockets/akimbo/slouching etc etc. anyway...i post a note saying "hey dude, it's the airforce, back off =P". joking...so he sends me a shout saying "you're a clown" and i try to return his comment and diffuse his country bumpkiness but he's already blocked me. I tell ya, if you don't have the fucking balls to own up for what you say, you're a fucking pussy. I was going to be nice too and give you a good rate on your profile and all but hey, your loss. Semper Fi "Country Ass" you take the cake sir. no, i don't have any malice toward him, it's just irritating that people gotta be that way =P support the troops!

Fears
i get to bring my son home tuesday. finally, it was a relief to hear the good news now im second doubting myself thinking that i wont be able to care for him the way the nurses at the hospital did. hes coming home with a monitor and medicine he was born at 31 weeks. im scared something might happen to him while hes home. i have 2 other kids but hes diffrent. i just wish i could calm my fears and know that ill do just fine with him.

Without You
without you nothing is the same without the future looking bright, like when i roll over at night, putting my arm around an empty space, opening my eyes to no longer seeing your beautiful face, or your good morning kiss to start the day, now i awaken to see the sky's turned grey, i know i'll see a brighter day, but its not the same..... without you. my days and nights pass me by, as i wait for your call as i watch the time fly, somedays i sit in silence, some moments i wanna cry, most of the time i dont know what to do, because im here..... without you. i dont know if you'll take me back, or if we're even thinking on the same track, you have your reasons for things you conceal, stop and take a moment and see this is real, talk to me about how you feel, now im alone staring at the t.v., wishing you were here next to me, i've opened my eyes and found the path of where to go, but the one thing i hope you remember and know, is i'm still lost....... without you.

My Blogs
What type of fantasy creature are you? beautiful pics! You are a fairy! You can sometimes get into a lot of trouble, but always find a way out of it. You are very vain and think highly of yourself, but always find a big space in your heart for others. You like quiet places and nature. You let the wind take you where you want to go and you believe in fate. Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

A Bobbitt Family Update
A Bobbitt Family Update In a recent news broadcast, it was announced that Lorena Bobbitt's sister, Louella, was arrested for an alleged attempt to perform the same act on her husband as her famous sister had done several years ago. Sources reveal the sister was not as accurate as Lorena. She allegedly missed the target and stabbed her husband in the upper thigh causing severe muscle and tendon damage. The husband is reported to be in serious, but stable condition, and Louella has been charged with - - - - - - - - - - - - - A Misdewiener!

Sad
So I have not been on in a while and I want to appologize to my friends. My husbands Grandfather passed away so i have been spending alot of time with family but as soon as I get everything back in order I will be back...:)

Having A Great Time!!!
i am having the greatedt time since i have been here on C.T. i have met some really great guys and gals!!!!you guys are really the sweetest around!!!thanks,cherries!!!!!!thank you T.J.!!!you rock for turning me on!!!

If I
If I told you all my secrets Led you through the broken pieces could you pick me up while I put myself together would you hold me close be tethered If I drew a line in the sand would you cross it just to know me could you do a little more than show me would you take the time to get under my skin sink into my heartbeat and know the man I am If I could see your face again I would Its been so long I can only draw you in my mind could you send a picture to me if youre too busy to call would you let me know your still alive if you even care at all If I crawled across the sea of blankets layed my head down on you would you know in that instant that I loved you could you hold that simple wish inside lets pretend that we have all the time Then I could say that you were once a part of me Or I could say that you are so in love with me

Few Days And I'm Done
i hope that all that care look and see that now i'll be out of the navy within the next few days i can't wait till i get the fuck out so i can go home to the lovly wife and be in her arms once again i love her and i have forsaken all advice to be with her i believe as some put it the juice is WORTH the sqeeze she makes me happy and i will love her till the day i die

I Need You
Hello to all my CT peps i have created a new folder in pics. this folder will show you, through my eyes the most off the chain women i have every seen So ladies if you think you got what it take to be in my folder. send me a private messeage with the pic and wait to see if your pic makes it to the folder later scandle

Bummed!
Ok so back in December we heard that my plant was going to be hiring temporary help ... you just call this number and tell them your interested. So Tiger called it. He stopped getting high from that point ... which was the beginning of December. So he gets called to go for the testing. We get a letter that he passed YAAAAAAAY. So the beginning of February he gets called to go do the drug screening. He goes. Its a hair follicle test.*sigh* But I stay positive thinking maybe just maybe. Because damn if he got it that would help us out SO SO much. Well they started calling people February 12th to start the 19th. He didn't get called. So I called the place the 16th and asked what was up. I gave her his social number.. she looks it up.. says oh he's still on the list. So I'm like ok cool. Well I found out today they are going to be putting more people on again. So I go talk to this guy who's kind of in charge. He looks it up and tells me that Tiger didn't pass the drug screening. *sigh* It

Pics
hey everyone i've uploaded pics of some of my interests more to come. if you havent stopped by and checked them out you should :) and rate or comment them while you are there ... that would be totally awesome!!! thanks, sexymom07

It's Been A While...brief Update On Life...
hey...so I've been away from this site for a while now...since my last blog I have joined the Blue October official street team...THE BLUE MEANIES...hmmm...I have become slightly obsessed with the Zodiac Killer aka the Cypher Slayer...still obsessed with Buffy/Spike fan fiction and Veronica/Logan fan fiction...have recently started reading Jackie/Hyde from That 70s Show fan fiction...I still work at Raising Cane's...I still love Monty Python...I'm about halfway through with this second semester of my sophomore year and I think 6 credits short of starting my junior year...which is my fault because I should actually be a few classes ahead of the game if it weren't for that damn Hurricane Katrina and my depression/ADHD getting a little out of hand...but yeah...so that's about it I think...oh...and I'll be turning 20 on April 26th...goddess I'm getting old...heh...later ^_^ MONICA

Ramblings...?
Drunken talking amuses me at times. Theres always the talk that Oh I'm fat, ugly, so and so hates me, and the I need to get laid conversations. Yes, I was drunk but I was listening. As I'm now sober I do recall the talk I am.. amused, concerned and slightly agitated.. It upsets me to hear someone speak of my friends who I have known for about 10 years in such a poor condescending manner and claim that they love them. I am sorry but if they were really that bad of a person I would have not let them move into my house and spend most of the free time that I have with them. That just doesn't work for me. Then have them say that they were torn about who they should hang with because they don't want to be judged, when they do all the time. People have a choice and a free mind. One chooses who they "hang" with. Weather it be the rich, high maintenance type, or the fly by the seat of your pants be who you are type. The fact is that a single person always has a choice. I think that

Blogs Away
OK. Have you ever had a great idea, and someone came along to shoot it down with nothing more than the patronizing words " ...well that's great, but dont you think its a bit IDEALISTIC? ..." I guess i am dedicating these thoughts to all those people who hear them & identify. so first of all, let me once & forever retort to this ridiculous phrase: 1. The word IDEALISTIC, is based on the root word IDEAL, meaning to be the best & fulfilling all possible requirements for the thing or situation to which it is being applied. 2. Therefore, if you are saying to someone that an thought of theirs is idealistic, and that for some reason you think this is bad... then what you are saying is that in life, we should not aim for things that are idealistic or THE BEST, we should aim for 2nd best, 3rd best, or anywhere else down the list... but never the top. 3. this makes you a twit for saying it to them. ...what i want to do in life is to work with the best of the best... and i ha

A True Friend Buys You Toilet Paper
REAL FRIEND TEST! This is GOOD..I expect it back too! A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself (and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your 'vegetable drawer' with his or her foot!) A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real

Dont Look If You Cant Handle Whats Inside
This is How i am feelin today.. Ive learned its better to Get it out and Share then to bottle it in or this will happen... :( Layout Codes and Myspace Graphics Layout Graphics Words Comment Images

Scarred For Life
It's weird. I've never been so sad when an animal has died before. I mean, it was always sad losing a pet, and God forbid something happens to Buttons, but we hadn't even had Mufasa and Scar that long. Eh, they say death is a part of life, and Scar's brief life had to be an enjoyable one. He got his satisfaction hunting little mice, chasing squirrels, catching birds and bringing them into the house alive, then leaving it. Mark has several videos of the 2 cats playing in his videos section on his Myspace page that he's taken with his camera phone. Today I came down here to see if someone was online, just looking for someone to chat with. Heather was online, but shortly had to go somewhere with her mother so we didn't talk that long. After she left I went on my way back upstairs. I stopped in my tracks because I saw Mufasa. He was walking slowly, sniffing the area Scar was laying in the night before. His blood is still in a small puddle in the street by the sidewalk, and t

I Chose You.
I feel torn, not just me but less. Without you, there can be nothing. I choose to be with you. I chose you and I refuse to accept "no" There is no one sided choice,. I cannot be picked up and set aside. I am not some girl, I am a diamond, precious and made beautiful, pressure and heat. That is what I am. And if you are too a fool to know it, then your loss. I need someone who will , love and adore me. Its not a silly need, its what my soul is crying for. The comfort of the touch, the heat of a body on my cheek. Alone is how I am, internal, but I chose you, and I cannot be brushed aside, be ruled inconvient, Tough shit, i do not accept your rejection. It is deemed unworthy, if you cannot apprecate me, you will not cheepen me, make me somethiong forgotten. I am always the one who chose you, Not you choosing me. The other way around. I am passion, I am love, and I am stronge enough, and you can be replaced, but I don't want to replace you, its tearin

Mona Vie
Team, hope everyone is having an Awesome week! This important info came from Silver going on Gold Rico Gutierrez ~ Thanks for sending it to us Rico! PART TIME VS. SPARE TIME One key factor why Network Marketing has a 95% failure rate can be traced to the way the industry is portrayed and "sold" to would-be business builders. The allure of Network Marketing has always been: MINIMAL INVESTMENT, LOW RISK, MAKE A TON OF MONEY, and most importantly, START PART TIME. Unfortunately, while people hear PART TIME, what they think the entire time is SPARE TIME. There is a huge difference between the two! Part time means that a person is not working 40 hours per week on his job or business. Part time still requires that he sticks to a schedule and works a minimum number of hours every week. It does not mean that he works only when he is not doing anything else or when he is free. McDonald's does not advertise: "NOW HIRING: FULL TIME AND SPARE TIME"! Before Monavie was introduced to each o

Look
SEX 1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 5 inches long when erect (no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth). 3) 80% of American men are circumcised. Even though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say, nothing can make your penis grow but time (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls do exist! It's technically called "prostate congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. +Some stuff on the ladies+ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24% say they have "average" looks, 8% prefer the term "feminine", 7% say they are "good looking", and 7% say they are "cute", and finally only 2% of

Not Feelin The Love Lately!
Ok so I met all these people and I try to keep up by saying hi, sending comments, talking when on line. BUT.... No one returns the favor. I miss you guys. You know who you are and have not talked to me in a long time. Please let me know you are there and didn't forget about me!!

Slainte
For all those who were wondering what to say on March 17th, when they raise their glasses, here are a few phrases to remember: May God bring good health to your enemies enemies May you live to be a hundred years, with one extra year to repent. May you be in heaven one half hour before the devil knows you're dead. As you slide down the banisters of life may the splinters never point the wrong way. There are many good reasons for drinking, One has just entered my head, If a man doesn't drink when he's living, How the hell can he drink when he's dead? May the best day of your past be the worst day of your future. May you get all your wishes but one, So you always have something to strive for. Here's to you, here's to me, the best of friends we'll always be. But if we ever disagree, forget you here's to ME!! Here's to your coffin... May it be built of 100 year old oaks which I will plant tomorrow. Here's to you as good as you are,

Just Buggin Outta Control
hey my cherrytap peeps, whats good, just chillin here....thanks for al the adds and rates...ya have been good to me.....please pay attention to some of the pics for i have ripped a few from friends..and soo on...my booboo u know I cant wait to meet up..its on when we do...keep addin points folks can never have enough

The Words Unsaid
Have you ever had the opportunity to meet someone who has such a profound effect on your life that things never are quite the same??????? Well my question is how and is it possible to explain to that someone just how special and important they are to you???? And even when you try can he ever truly understand???? Or is it those words that are better left unsaid leaving it to ones eyes and heart to explain and understand?????

Thank You
I just want to let all the those Sexy Marines and other Service Men know how much they mean to everyone. If it wasn't for you guys we wouldn't be free and I will forever be grateful for everything you do for us. Semper-Fi

The Unsaveable
Solace succumbs me,feel the closing of my door, Emptiness, pain and regret will now follow YOU forever more. With this bit of solidarity youll never hear a sound, This self inflicted mutilation is superficial, its in my misery that I drown. Glimpses of you run through my head memries so bold, Lifelessly, hopelessly I lie next to this porcelin so cold. Noone ever answered my cries, as silent as they are I cant help myself anymore for these wounds do not scar. I fade into a place of solace a so silent and discreet, Victory is now yours, I wave my flag in defeat. Everything grows dark, the room is now a blurr, Desperate for inner peace I let my destiny occur. Grasping ont sanity I grit my teeth and hold tight, The room is spinning, my body curled in a ball I gladly loose this fight. My legs are numb, theres a faint knocking at the door, Its too late now let me perish here alone on the floor. Dont try and run for help, for there is none you see, You cant sa

Mama Dru's Funeral
Tomorrow is my grandmother's funeral. I'm not going. I feel mom needs me more. She doesn't go to funerals and quite honestly, I'm not fond of them either. Who is? Today they had the final thing where you can view the body, finalize the obituary and whatever else is involved with a funeral. I took a cab to the funeral place with my cousins John and Jay. Dad was supposed to pick us up, but he got busy with something. When the cab came, mom was in tears. I walked to her, hugged her, kissed her on the forehead and told her I wouldn't be gone long. Ironic that the last song I heard in the cab was "Lost Without You" by Robin Thicke. If you don't know the song, just look at the name of it to reflect how I was feeling. Yeah, the song is a hit and is very popular, so I guess I should've expected to hear it. When I got there, I saw Dess standing in front of the room Dad was in having a conference with one of the people who works there. Joe and Mark were there also. Dad took

Lost In My Thoughts...
I cannot see, I cannot feel, I cannot talk, I cannot move, I cannot think. Yet in all of it, there you are...taking care of me...reaching and pulling while I cannot do for myself. you battle my war as I stay lost in my thoughts. I can do nothing more than lay here...you try to feed me and I will not eat, you try to get me to drink and I will not drink. you battle my war as I stay lost in my thoughts. You take me and bath me...and wash my hair. I feel you brush my hair but you are unaware. I cannot feel too deeply and guilt that you are here eats me, as you battle my war as I stay lost in my thoughts. You lay me in bed and tell me to stay, but to the floor I go...too guilt ridden to stay where you put me, as you battle my war as I stay lost in my thoughts. I can feel your frustration as you struggle to help me. If only you knew that I cared. I want to scream at you that I don't need you, nor any one else...for guilt is an emotion is a card that has been dealt. Leave

Food For Thought
Since the Raiders love to retread everything under the sun, including the latest mistake of Booty (we ought to bring back Moon while we are at it for some comic relief on this team), they ought to bring Ass-Rod over, too, since the mother fucker can't play baseball, let's try him out for the Raiders, I bet he can play better football!

I've Got An Icebox Where My Heart Used To Be
Blah my husband left me again....I just don't get it..why get back with me just to do it all over again...wasn't hurting me the 1st time enough? Whats so wrong with me??

Have A Magical Day
If I ever tell youHave a Magical Day...it is my own way of telling you to fuck off....on that note...Jay, Dante, Dee and even a certain new set of people which i will update shortly...Have a Magical Day.

Out Of Touch
For anyone whos paying attention, sorry I have been absent from CT all weekend. I am working on a project at work that keeps me away from my computer, and on top of that I got an Xbox 360 this weekend, and that has been consuming an awful lot of my "free" time! But I will be back in full force soon!

Choosing Time
The sun was very warm to Mary's barely covered flesh. The colors fromt he stained glass window danced over her skin. She held her head straight and gazed forward, but slightly downward. Mary noticed several others like her in various parts of the room. They were all different shapes, sizes, and colors. Some adorn more clothig than she. "Oh dear. I hope I do my Lady proud. If I am not picked, what will She do to me?" Mary thought to herself. She took a dep breath to calm herself. She knew that if her Lady could sense the worriedness radiate from her, then others would to. A gong sound came from the left side of the room. It echoed loudly in the stone chamber. She heard a wooden door creek on its hinges as it opened. Then Mary heard a group of footsteps on the wooden floor as They entered the room. "This must be the ones here to choose." she thought to herself. She took aother deep breath and reminded herself of the kind words that her Lady had spoke to her before leaving

The Slut Debate (this Should Be Interesting!)
The Slut Debate (This Should Be Interesting!!!) Some women wait for marriage for sex. Some men wait for marriage. Some men have sex before marriage -- with many women. Some women do the same with many men. But,why are women called "sluts" and men called "studs"? Why do men "play the field" and women "sleep around"? Let's talk about this! One Love Lil-Shaq

I Support Our Troops
A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses had a professor who was a vowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, "God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes." The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, "Here I am God. I'm still waiting." It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his Chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him; knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to, noticeably shaken, looked at the Marine and asked, "What the hell is th

Wanna Know How Sexy You Are?
you'e ok-teddy bear you're cute-red rose I'd do ya!-any spicy gift you're sexy-dozen roses let's be friends-kitten we an party-any liquid refreshments wanna get married?-any big pimpin gift repost see what gifts you get

Pandora's Box
Pandora’s Box what does it hold It’s got some pain, some new, some old Deep inside, a small ray of light Distant memories, of when things were right Running, jumping, no cares or woes Giggles and kisses, no screams or NOs Stolen away, like a thief in the night A precious child, life filled with fright Pandora’s Box what does it hold It’s got some pain, some new, some old

Stupid People!
ok, I had to create another blog since I seem to be bitching about work. Now on to the tale from tonight...lol First off we so freaking busy tonight that we got our asses handed to us!!! Since it was a Sunday our GM decided to screw us always and not schedule enough people, so of course we get a bus. I was in DT as always, but still tried to help out our front counter and grill people. Yes, I know I try to damn hard...lol Anyways, I had a guy come through and order like 30 bucks worth of food, including 30 nuggets. Now if anyone has ever worked at Micky D's you know that it takes 3 and a half minutes to make nuggets, and you only get 25 to a bag. Needless to say we had to make some so I had to ask the guy to pull forward. He did, but was an ass about it. Excuse me, if you don't want to be parked then come inside..or better yet...call in such a big order!!! That is possible you know!!! Ok, anyways, we take his food out to him, and he comes back inside. Evidently he decided

Type O Negative!!! Atlanta Georgia Im Going!!!
So today I have just completed a purchase of TWO TYPE O NEGATIVE tickets..for may 4th at the masquerade here in atlanta. One is for me of course, and the other is for my dear friend shawntel's birthday present.... As far as I know it will be her first major band show, so im hoping/thinking that she will have a great time.... Anyone else is welcome to come join us..it will be a hell of a show in a hell of a place and chances are you may actually get to meet the band.... *fingers crossed* Dean Dark

Poetry
MY WISH As I look up at the twinkling, diamond like stars, set in a black velvet cloth we call night; I can't help but think about the dark, cold void deep within me. Sometimes, if you were to try and listen to my heart beating, you instead would hear the cold ocean waves beating the rocky shore and the frigid winds blowing inland. My wish, is to find that one special man, and to KNOW that HE is the one. That he can give me the overwhelming and overpowering love, that "I can't live without you, I'd die for you" kind of love. As our gaze intensifies, our souls dance a most erotic dance. Each time I look into his eyes, I fall in love with his soul, again and again. The void, deep within me, fills to overflowing with a sweet warmth I've never felt before. Does a man or love like this truly exist? Can anyone honestly answer this question? I can only pray that the gods will look down upon me and smile one day soon. Self copyright 2000

Somedays (poem)
When will this all go away? The pain I feel from day to day? I say I don't feel like dying, But somedays I'm lying. Sometimes I just want to shout, That thinking of death is MY way out. I wouldn't ever go all the way, Atleast that's what I say. I've prayed to die, And that's no lie. I've cut so deep, That there was blood all over the sheet. I want to die a long death, Where it takes days for my last breath. Right now I wish I was dead, From a gunshot to the head. But it won't come true, Cause I couldn't do that to you.

Ignorant People Giving Ratings Below A 10..!!
Well, this has been on my mind for some time now, ever since someone rated my sis's photo AND her profile a 1.....yes....I said ONE!! How effing rude/mean/rotten and down right ignorant is that? I've also gotten rated as low as a 2, and it doesn't make ya feel real good when you come on your CT page and you see that! I already KNOW I'm not the most attractive person, so I don't need someone to come on my page and basically "tell me" that I'm freaking ugly! I've always gone by the motto~~> "If you don't have anything nice to say, then just don't say anything at all"!! Fortunately...my Sis and I are strong enuff types of people that we can over-look the "ignorance" of those that get their rocks off by doing that to us! I'm not saying that it doesn't hurt our feelings, cuz it damn sure does, but WE can move on.....But what these "ignorant A-holes" don't understand, is that there are people that come on here, perhaps that are lonely, looking for friendship, needing an uplift, or whatever,

Apples And Wine
Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. Most men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they sometimes take the apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy. The apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who is brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree. Now Men...Men are like a fine wine. They begin as grapes, and it's up to women to stomp the shit out of them until they turn into something acceptable to have dinner with. Share this with all the good apples you know!

My Poem
To find a true love is so hard to do. It takes so much time and energy to put into. With the love from another your world can come true. Just trust in yourself and they will come to you. You sit there and wonder if you will ever find one, just to find out that the person is wrong. they can lie, and decieve you, or love and be faithfull to you. So no matter what comes your way just remember to be careful and watch every move they make as well as you. For sooner or later your one true love will appear right before your eyes and you wont even know it. But if you feel like your legs grow weak, and your heart skips a beat, and your hands get all clammy, and you cant speak, you have more than likely found your mate. Take the time to get to know him and take it real slow, for your sure to find that special someone in him and will last a life time. For this will make your love for each other grow, and grow!!!!!

My Dreams Vs. Reality
It's been so long since I've had the nightmares, I was actually beginning to think I was getting over them. I have been sleeping better & happier than I have been in so many years lately. Reality always kicks me in the ass, it comes back to haunt me in my deepest quietest moments when it knows it can effect me the most without me fighting back. Two nights in a row now of reliving horrid scenes, screaming inside, tormenting dreams. I don't want them back, I want the damn future, I'm sick of my fucked up past. I had to take xanax as soon as I woke up this morning my whole body was trembling, I haven't had to do that in awhile. I am still, hours later with hands shaking as I write this. I thought it was all gone, why is it back? Why can't they just leave me the fuck alone?? I refuse to go back into my fucking shell and shy away from people again. I have my friends back, some new, some old and I'm not going anywhere this time. It would be so nice to have someone to reach out and hold ont

I'm Going To Do This, And You Should, Too!
Make a blog entry with your pics and your commentary. :D Aw, c'mon! It'll be fun. http://learningtoloveyoumore.com/reports/43/43.php *************** Edited to add the following: Be sure to check out the "reports" and the comments. :)

Am I Really That Ugly?
i know that i am not the best looking guy in the world ,but someone on this site rated my photo a 1,and someone else rated the same photo a 6 So that being said ,i just wanted to apoligize to all my friends and fans who have rated the same photo a 10 for being so ugly

Honestly I Swear
It is easy to write, it is easy to read also It is easy to listen, it is easy to bear it also But really saying it is very difficult I love you Honestly i swear I love you I have no complaints against you but it is not like happiness is with everyone dreams are not ours It is very difficult to find dreams i love you Honestly i swear I love you No matter how many journeys there are no matter how many distances I will keep on walking after all what are these difficulties I can not say it, but I always love you I love you Honestly i swear I love you

One Done
Well, I'm pretty much finished with my midterm for Linguistic Anthro. I just have to do in-text citations and the citation page, plus maybe a cover page. Then spell check and print it out! Hopefully I get a good grade on it.

Away
You make my heart race, You make my heart soar. I can’t wait to see you walk through that door. I want to touch you, I want to feel you. I want you sitting right next to me. I dream of the day, When you will say… I want to be with you, I want to stay. Take me in your arms, And take me away. Take me to a place Far, far away. You make my heart race, You make my heart soar. Walk through my door.

Photo Ratings
OK, so I was sat here, rating a few pics, then I reached my limit, so I figured I would reply to all those who had rated my profile/pics etc, so I opened the alerts ALL thing in a new window, so I could get to everyone, then I come across someone rated one of my pics a 7 ... then I saw an 8, then a 9. So Im wondering WTF is going on, NO-ONE ever rates other than a 10, unless you did something to piss them off, and Im pretty sure I aint pissed anyone off here, nor have I ever rated other than a 10 even if I dont like the damn pic/profile or stash item!!! So Im presuming this person is either NEW, stupid or pissed with me for whatever reason. Whatever the reason is, I don't care, I will be deleting ALL my pics, so what if it means no ratings, I will simply stick to rating people's profiles and stashes, and hey, if I dont like, I might even start rating LOW! *end of pissed off rant*

Need To Level Up But Still Sick
Hi to all my lovely cherry fans, friend and love need some points to level me up anyone care to help been in out of bed with back pain so cant sit 4 too long but i better than i was in the last few days but dont want to over do it thank you all that are sending get well i appreciate all the loving and support you know me i do the same for you love your your good awesome and cool they should be more friend like you guys love ya have a great sunday Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

New Changes To My Contest!! More Gifts!!
I think it's about time for me to hold a contest... "Sexiest Cherry" Males and females. There will be a surprize gift or two depending on how many people enter, and when i can start... Contest will last for14 full days... Rates worth 2 comments, and comments worth one. Bombing allowed. Self commenting WILL BE allowed. 1st place will receive a 3 day Blast and a Porsche. 2nd place will receive a 1 day Blast and a Tropical Vacation. 3rd place will receive a Ring (man's or woman's) and a Platinum Cherry. 4th and 5th place will receive a Platinum Cherry. All other places will receive a Trophy. So Private message me with the link to the picture you would like to use. All pictures MUST BE Safe for work!!! Any questionable pictures will not be used. I would like to start this contest as soon as possible. Please repost this for me. There may be people that are not in my friends list that would like to be in this contest..

My Rules
Typical macho man married typical good-looking lady and after the wedding, he laid down the following rules: "I'll be home when I want, if I want and at what time I want-and I don't expect any hassle from you. I expect a great dinner to be on the table unless I tell you that I won't be home for dinner. I'll go hunting, fishing, boozing and card-playing when I want with my old buddies and don't you give me a hard time about it. Those are my rules. Any comments?" His new bride said, "No, that's fine with me. Just understand that there will be sex here at seven o'clock every night.. whether you're here or not."

The "beauty" Of You...
2007-04-14 11:56:06 Beauty is a thing Seldom seen No one see's it because no one looks Or at least not in the Right place Beauty is held my all Within the soul it Lies Waiting to come out to the Surface Only it cant Beauty is suppressed by the Evils of this World Only love can bring Beauty out Once Seen Beauty never hides again Not even hatred can deny Beauty Of its True Design Beauty although possessed by all Will only ever be Truly seen by few And Fewer Yet will ever See One of the Most Beautiful Sights The Beauty Held By You !!!

How Much Do I Love You?
How much do i love you? This much. . . . count the raindrops as they fall. . . count the shoppers at the mall. . . count the fishes in the sea. . . count the reruns on TV. . . count the bears in yellowstone. . . count the diets that are blown. . . count the words in windy speeches. . . count the seashells on the beaches. . . count the paintings at the met. . . count the rivets on a jet. . . count the joneses, smiths and greens. . . count the easter jelly beans. . . count the snowflakes as they fall. . . count the stars from here to mars. . . add it up and when your through. . . youll know how much. . . I LOVE YOU!!! love ya babe!

Im A Nerd
How Nerdy R U?Braniac!You are a true braniac... maybe you might get into one of those ivy league colleges for gifted minds such as yourself. Congrats. You rule. :)How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

*yep, It's Happened Again!*
Well my husband told me on the 9th of April that I was pregnant again, and I told him he was crazy.. Why? Because it took us 5 1/2 years to get pregnant with Serenity our 4 month old daughter, so getting pregnant again so soon was furthest from my mind.. Well on the 13th my montly was 2 days late, so I went and got a home preg. test, and guess what? Positive!! I went yesterday, the 16th to have it confirmed in a doctor's office & well I'm prego again!! Oh and the best news (being sarcastic) is that this new baby is due on Dec. 16th, 2007 which is the same day my now 4 month old will be turning 1 year old, the same day!!! Crazy crazy is all I have to say.. But it's a blessing eaither way, my husband wants a boy, so hopefully he'll get his wish this time around.. Plus the kids can grow up together and be close to each other being that they will be so close in age..

Desensitizing The World..it's A Shame
I had to answer a question to a teary eyed 8 year old Timothy this morning. He caught a glimpse of the news and asked if that was going to happen to Skylar when he left for college. OK. How can you answer this question honestly? We obviously do not know what's going to happen to any of us or our loved ones at any moment in time. All he knows is that in 2 years his beloved brother will be going off to this scary place called the real world. All the horrible shit you see on the news or they talk about in school. You have to ask the question are we making them more aware....Or are we desensitizing them??I as a parent am caught in this horrible spot. I want them to grow up safe, self-assured, feeling secure, NOT scared and anxious. Not hearing/seeing all the bad things and none of the good that is left in humanity. I don't know where I'm going with this, he just got me thinking I guess. OUR WORLD TODAY.... August. 1, 1966: Charles Whitman points a rifle from the observation deck o

My Imperfections.
The other evening, I was eating dinner at a local restaurant, minding my own business...laughing with my daughter over stories of her day, watching my son fill his plate at the buffet...when a woman walked up to the table. I had never seen this woman before in my life, but she approached me and started asking questions about my skin. "I know this is odd and I hate to bother you but...is that dermatitis?" She asked me, pointing to my chest and left cheek at the skin discoloration there. "I only ask because I noticed it from across the room... {gee, thanks for reminding me how noticeable my imperfections are, you bitch} ...and my grandson has something that looks a bit like that. We've been thinking it might be dermatitis." I was speechless. I seriously didn't know what to say. And, for those of you who know me, you know that doesn't happen often. My daughter and I looked at each other, wide-eyed. After stammering for a moment, I explained to her that the discoloration had

Dumbing Down Of Society
Call it the "Dumbing Down" of society if you will. Poeple entertained by gratuitous violence, musicians and groups with no depth to them. Heck even the computer operating system is being "Dumbed Down". Causing people to "THINK" less. Sort of like the "If you don't use it you lose it" syndrome. What happens if you wear sunglasses ALL the time? Your eyes weaken and can't adjust to the light on their own anymore. The same thing with your mind. If everything around you is being simplified; music, movies, TV, cars, computers, the list can go on and on. Just look around you at everything we use now. Then how is your mind supposed to grow? No wonder Japan is beating us with better made products. They are brought up strict and taught to be thinkers and creative. Good examples of "Dumbing Down" of cars- More focus on fancy electronics. IE: GPS navigation, DVD players, MP3 plugs. Rather than make a car that is reliable and will last. TV shows now are disappointing. Shows from the 60's and

Locked Down
LOCKED DOWN When I gave trust, I trusted you. When I spoke to you,I was kind When I was around,I felt wanted Now theres no trust I am locked Now when I speak I am locked Noone knows what is like to be me, when I see the things I see I am locked in emotions I am locked in trust The Person I used to be is Shutdown, Unable to trust, feel and see Locking down till I am free. Poem about broken trust.Written in 2003 by me.

Curious On Your Thoughts!
Ok, so I am wondering....does anyone actually read this stuff? What drives a person to attempt to try and find romance online? Is that suppose to be better than the ordinary methods? Don't get me wrong. I know why I am here, but I am really curious of the circumstances of everyone else! I like the experience simply for the fact that you talk and get to know someone as a person without the initial judgements. I have had nothing but great experiences with everyone that I have met online. Are they all what I had hoped for, looks wise? Negative, but I have dated some really good looking men in my life who have turned out to be total jerks, so I try to base everything on the way that a person makes me feel! Notice, I said try! I think no matter what, there has to be some sort of initial attraction to begin with and then you build on that! Obviously, I haven't found my soul mate on here, or I would be lying in the bed next to him instead of typing this stupid ass blog! Does it ever actually

Please Repost This Pome
A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about "And blood was everywhere," ! "The sirens screamed out eulogies," For death was in the air. "A mother, trapped inside her car," Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: "Oh, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her pinned hands; "She struggled to get free," ! ! But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused "On where the

Who Gives A F*** Anyway.
In My OwN LiTTle World, I know People Love Me. I can walk into a store and feel the LoVe. Perfect strangers smile at me, children want to talk to me. Big ole dogs run up to me wagging there tails. I am strangley loved by everyone and it's very nice! In My wolrd, there is no deceptions, no lies, No Anger or fear. NiCe things happen for everyone. It just depends on who you are and what your needs are at the moment. Of course, in my world the needy don't exist. You See, I'm Alone here, I Have no one to share my thoughts with, or to cry with. I sometimes wonder if theres a reason I live alone. Until I think about it a while. Then I remember how it hurts when your you are stepped on by those you love. How it feels when what you believed in was just a big lie. People are greedy, when it's part of thier plan. They know they can decieve you, cause your a nice guy. I'm always left standing, alone and with the bag. These are my memories, that's why I won't lie. I know it can hurt you, m

Loving You
as i sit here and think that you are the only man that has my heart i know that i am truly lucky to have you in my life for loving you and loving the time with you is truly worth what i feel and could never top what you were given my heart is yours zand my love is yours i couldnt imagine loving anyone but you for loving you is one of the great joys in my life

Janet’s Vice Shop Aka Ktoc Coffee Shop
Janet’s Vice Shop aka KTOC coffee shop Open 2300-0800 (0800-2300 by appointment only) Disclosure(s): All Meth comes crystallized unless otherwise ordered All drinks are enjoyed best with Nicotine Decaf is unavailable an blasphemous Menu: Dirty Water (coffee: self service) Selfish bastard (one shot of espresso) Meth (Double shot of espresso) Latte (Meth with cream) Choco-Latte (Meth with Chocolate milk) Banana-Latte (Meth with banana milk) Straw-Latte (Meth with Strawberry milk) Chocolate Meth (Choco-Latte with Cocoa added) Monkey on Meth (Banana-Latte and Cocoa) Smartass (Straw-Latte with cocoa) Choco-gasm (Chocolate Latte with cocoa w/marshmallows) Gay Monkey (Monkey on Meth with berry flavored cocoa)

I Cant Figure It Out
my life is boring, sometimes i feel like its in shambles. by nature, i am an introverted person, ive never had a big circle of friends. i feel that nobody really knows the real me, truly and completely. i dont think they should actually. i am a friendly person, but like to keep my distance. i am indpendant but do rely on those i call loved ones. i keep only one best friend, who i love with all my heart and soul. i dont care if my man sleeps with other women, but if they lie to me about it, they lose my trust. have a relationship with another woman, byebye. i have a strong work ethic, but at the same time i hate goin to work. i do hurt the ones i love. but i dont love many, and i try not to hurt them. i keep secrets, even when i know i shouldnt. i hate to lie, but find at times it is unavoidable. im not a ho, a slut or promiscuous, but damn do i love sex. i collect things that i find interesting, but men never seems to be one of them....although one of my main interests i

My Karmic Reading...weird...
North Node of the Moon in Virgo You are a highly emotional person, Chastity, and tend to be rather easily swayed by the emotional state of your partner. For you, life and love are both subjective, almost abstract experiences; you may feel as though there is no hard line between right and wrong because you have such ready compassion. For example, where others might draw a hard line at infidelity in a relationship, you might be less likely to end a relationship over such an infraction because you are more likely to be able to understand the impulses behind such action. Find out more with your full-length reading... This kind of compassion and emotional communication is a gift for your lover, but for you can be quite confusing to say the least. If your lover is depressed, you are depressed. If your lover is irritable, you feel guilty and apologetic. Find out more with your full-length reading... You are likely, in fact, to be drawn to romantic partners who are moody, whose emotio

Gettin There
So, I just joined this place not to long ago and my main computer is all packed up with like 1000's of pics on it or I would load them all up on here. I'll try to have more pics up soon but I can only work so fast to get things done. Maybe by this weekend I'll have my camera and I'll get some more stuff done. I plan on adding pics of me from my trip to germany and some pics of my bikes and my 02 SS camaro. Just be patient I'm workin on stuff.

Update To "confuzd" Blog
ok heres the deal. i wasnt talkin about being in a relationship. i was talkin bout weather or not i should stay in warren and take the job or move to bad axe and try to get a fresh start. and while id LOVE to stay aroung this area, (i have no fuckin clue y nemore) with the info i just got bout the job and the state that my lyfe is in i need the fresh start more. and TY *silent screamer* for making a very good point. i will hopefully get my shit together in bad axe and save up some cash and hopefully at that point i will b in a better place and i can come back to this area and get on with my lyfe

Crispy Oven-fried Chicken
Ingredients 1/2 cup(s) milk, lowfat 1 teaspoon poultry seasoning 1 cup(s) cornflakes 1 1/2 tablespoon onion powder 1 1/2 tablespoon garlic powder 2 teaspoon pepper, black 2 teaspoon pepper, red, crushed 1 teaspoon ginger, ground 4 chicken, drumsticks 4 chicken, breast 1 dash(es) paprika 1 teaspoon oil, vegetable Preparation 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F. 2. Add half teaspoon of poultry seasoning to milk. 3. Combine all other spices with cornflake crumbs and place in plastic bag. 4. Wash chicken and pat dry. Dip chicken into milk, shake to remove excess, then quickly shake in bag with seasoning and crumbs. 5. Refrigerate for one hour. 6. Remove from refrigerator and sprinkle lightly with paprika for color. 7. Evenly space chicken on greased baking pan. 8. Cover with aluminum foil and bake for 40 minutes. Remove foil and continue baking for an added 30 to 40 minutes or until meat can be easily pulled away from bone with fork. Drumst

Baked Salmon Dijon
Ingredients 1 cup(s) sour cream, light or fat-free 2 teaspoon dill weed, dried 3 tablespoon scallion(s) (green onions) 2 tablespoon mustard, dijon-style 2 tablespoon lemon juice 1 1/2 pounds fish, salmon fillet 1/2 teaspoon garlic powder 1/2 teaspoon pepper, black Preparation 1. Whisk sour cream, dill, onion, mustard, and lemon juice in a small bowl. 2. Preheat oven to 400 degrees F. Lightly oil baking sheet with cooking spray. 3. Place salmon, skin-side down, on prepared sheet. Sprinkle with garlic powder and pepper, then spread with the sauce. 4. Bake salmon until just opaque in the center, about 20 minutes.

People Are Funny
there is a person on here that has blockd me and refuses to even talk to me. but yet he seems to find his way to my page AND reads these blogs. while i find it quite funny, mayb it will b the way i get my msg across to him. so if yur reading this (u should know who u are)i dont hate u, nvr did. im not mad. dont understand why u wouldnt atleast b a man and talk to me. but hey whuts done is done. i dont reget u, probly nvr will. i would LOVE to have a actually conversation with u one day, probly wont happen but hey. and as much as i dont get it i hope u and yur new gurl make it. or u work shit out with yur wife. which ever u choose. b/c as naive as u think i am, im not a hateful person and as much as u affected me, i am able to go on with my lyfe. and i want to thank u for this lesson and for lifting the guilt i felt for spending that nite with shawn. so if u ever feel like actually talkin to me feel free to send a msg. O and one more thing, will u PLEASE remove the silly lil persona

Have A Great Day
* Tell a man that there are 400 billion stars, and he'll believe you. Tell him a bench haswet paint, and he has to touch it. * How come SUPERMAN could stop bullets with his chest, but always ducked whensomeone threw a gun at him? * If it was only a 3 hour cruise, why did MRS. HOWELL have so many clothes. * Why is it called a HAMBURGER,when it's made out of BEEF? * Why does SOUR CREAMhave an Expiration date? * If "Con" is the Opposite of "Pro"....then what is the opposite of PROGRESS? * Why is LEMON JUICE mostly artificialingredients.... but DISH WASHING LIQUIDcontains real lemons? * How much deeper would the ocean be, if SPONGES didn'

May 19th !!!
The next "Hellbound" fetish event .. may 19th at Mephistos in Hamtramck . I will have a couple new pieces of furniture there to play on .. and there will be great performances ! www.noirleather.com or message me for more details.

Feeling Used
One of the things I take pride in is making photoshop's of my friends. I do it by choice, and I do it to honor my friends because there is nothing more precious than friends. And honestly I expect nothing in return, except credit for my work. But when some one comes to me and asks me to do one for them, I never say NO. But come on, you ask me to do one, I do and then not even a thank you or nice job, thats just a slap in the face. Especially when I email you asking you what you think of it. Well unfortunately I just really hate feeling this way so from now on I will not do one for some one if they ask. So if I chose to do one for you feel honored, and know that I consider you a friend. But from now on DON'T ask because the answer will be NO. Sorry that one had to spoil it for every one else. And to the person that asked me to do one for their contest, please don't insult me and say something now, you have had days to comment, and it should not of taken me typing this to g

New Flavored Meth
what will they come up with next! this is TRULY sad.... OK i did a google search on this to see if it was REAL and it indeed seems to be valid- there was a contradictory report that claims its all a hoAX BUT AS THE MOM OF A TWO teens im not willing to take that cance! please pass this on- im going to blog it as well even though noone ever looks at them :P ~Temptress~ *************************************************** Body: Department that they have received emails from emergency responder organizations to be on the lookout for a new form of Crystallized Meth, that is targeted at children and to be aware of this new form if called to an emergency involving a child that may have symptoms of drug induction or overdose. They are calling this new form of meth "Strawberry Quick" and it looks like the "Pop Rocks" candy that sizzle in your mouth. In its current form, it is dark pink in color and has a strawberry scent to it. Please advise your children and their friends an

Ashley's Rant
Oh, I can't believe you! Why did you do it! I don't even know what you did. I just saw the aftermath. But, it sure must have been bad because there were a lot of police and the assault rifles drawn at your home. What, why did you do it??? You had a rough life okay I know that. I know your pain was so strong. I knew you were wounded I just didn't know that you were so mortally wounded. I think you did it this time. I think you're lifes over. How, how could you have done this. How could you have DONE THIS!!!!!! I just want to scream at you. You had help. We helped you. We did everything for you!!!!! How could you do this? I just don't understand how... How could you turn you back and forsake your own self to be addicted to be a slave to substance...so much so that you would do this????? My pain for you and against you is so strong that I can barely breathe right now. Why did you reject the way? Now look what you did to yourself! To your family! To anyone who loves you!

A Loss Of Respect
well i guess since ive never posted a blog on here before i will write one and tell my feelings and frustrations out right now. and maybe it will help to get things out of my head, lol. so its funny how you think you know and can trust and respect someone then you find out one little thing and your perspective on that person totally changes. well that has happened to me last night but not just by one person, but by 2 or 3. namely my roomates. but anyways the story behind this is that last night i found out about my roomates that have been talking shit about me behind my back and i guess its been happeneing all year long. and its all crap too, something about how i never take showers when they all are around becuase i think its easier when i am alone instead. so they think i am a gross person and never take showers, i mean what the hell is that about? and they have been blaming everything on me. i just dont get it. then the other one that i liked the most, or at least thought i did,

An Open Letter To A Drug Dealer
An Open letter to a drug dealer: She was a beautiful, loving, young girl! I am her precious baby boy. We are her loving parents. I am her loving Fiance. We are her loving Cousins. I am her loving Nephew, We are her loving Aunts and Uncles. We are her loving Grand-parents. We are her loving friends. YOU STOLE HER FROM ALL OF US! You sold your soul to the devil. "FOR WHAT!" May God have mercy on your soul. Signed: Everyone who loved her!

Strawberry Meth........thanks For The Info Shell
1. Strawberry Quick Strawberry flavored methamphatimines, often used to entice younger users to experiment with meth. Used to flavor meth during the cooking process (not after) which does not impact the potency. I also found an article posted on USA Today Strawberry quick: The new & improved form of meth? ************************************************** OK I did a google search on this to see if it was REAL and it indeed seems to be valid- there was a contradictory report that claims its all a hoAX BUT AS THE MOM OF A TWO teens im not willing to take that cance! please pass this on- im going to blog it as well even though noone ever looks at them :P ~Temptress~ *************************************************** Body: Department that they have received emails from emergency responder organizations to be on the lookout for a new form of Crystallized Meth, that is targeted at children and to be aware of this new form if called to an emergency involving a child that may

My Gift To You
My Gift To You I live through my dark existence only to bask in your beauty your eyes that shine like sapphires your smile that brightens even my sad existence I envy the wind that runs through your hair that touches your lips I long to touch you to hold you in my arms but I cannot for your heart belongs to another so, I can only love you from afar your friendship means more to me than anything this world provides but like an angel you touched my heart in a way that I've never felt before cause I've never known what love is until this day I know that we are only friends but my heart wishes it to be more so I will still hope and dream that one day I can feel your lips pressed to mine to hold you in my arms and say, "I love you"

Fallen Soldiers
ive never done a blog before so i have no idea what people really put in them.. sooooo im just going to say a few things... im making this one in memory of someone ive never met.. he was an army sgt from my hometown here where i live.. he was due to get out this coming nov.. he was killed in iraq this past sunday.. sucks.. i feel really bad for the families of fallen soldiers.. i have a son in the military and a few friends that graduated with him that are like my own kids.. i have a brother also in the army.. my son served 4 1/2 months in afghanistan and my brother served 16 months in iraq.. my son volunteered to go back.. dont know when or if theyll send him but i am proud of him.. and no i dont want him to but its something he feels strongly about so im backing him.. thank you to all those serving in the military and to their families for the sacrafice.. its hard on everyone involved..

New Video On Youtube
Hey guys, I just posted a NEW video on YouTube, which I hope will be the beginning of a whole new series of videos for me... Please check it out, and don't forget to rate it!!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nnlms-hSWgE

Food
and i need food money again $10 would suffice. thats what i get for waking up last second and running out the door...i even made some pasta to bring with me today. it's sitting at hom ein my fridge right now. paypal email if you can help dahmer_4_president@hotmail.com

7 Myths About Autism
1) Autistic People Are All Alike Myth: If I’ve met an autistic person (or seen the movie Rain Man), I have a good idea of what all autistic people are like. Fact: Autistic people are as different from one another as they could be. The only elements that ALL autistic people seem to have in common are unusual difficulty with social communication. 2) Autistic People Don't Have Feelings Myth: Autistic people cannot feel or express love or empathy. Fact: Many -- in fact, most -- autistic people are extremely capable of feeling and expressing love, though sometimes in idiosyncratic ways! What's more, many autistic people are far more empathetic than the average person, though they may express their empathy in unusual ways. 3) Autistic People Don't Build Relationships Myth: Autistic people cannot build solid relationships with others. Fact: While it’s unlikely that an autistic child will be a cheerleader, it is very likely that they will have solid relationships with, at the very

If This Is Vegas...
If this is Vegas, I'm in the wrong place, but it's all good, because your here too... There was this girl, don't even remember who she was, she said she was going to Vegas, I told her to stick a stack on red 23. She asked me why, and I said, I don't know, just felt like the right thing to say. I saw her a week later, and she ran up to me, hugged me, and told me red 23 had come in, she'd won a lot, I can't remember how much she said, but she must have bet a lot, because her winnings were big, if I recall correctly...

Why Ct?
I just responded to a blog entry from a friend about people wanting to bring drama into the cyber world. It got me thinking about why I joined this site, and what exactly I hoped to gain from here. I joined to meet new people and make new friends. I've only been a member for a couple of days, and I haven't really run across any drama yet, Thank Goodness. I am curious why othere people joined and what they were looking for. Any responses would be appreciated. Thanks.

Marriage...
Ok.. I have been with my husband for almost 10 years. We met in 97 on thanksgiving on aol,I was 16 he was 18. Moved in 99 right when i turned 18. Got engaged when I was 20. I found out I was pregnant in jan of 04 and we married in april of 04. I was 23. I am now almost 26,and even though I had my share of relationships before him.. I feel like I havent experienced life. He doenst allow me to go anywhere.. do anything.. i have to ask permission to do anything, even then his response is.. ur place is at home.. with me and wiliam... and he wonders why im always depressed

Ok So I Have Been Chosen To Start Singing In Church.
Ok so get this, I have been chosen to start singing with the church group at church right. Well I haven't sang in long time I was diagnosed with chronic laryngitis a few years back and lose my voice with no warning so I was scared to. Now I am actually singing again and I love it.

Ms Is Killing Me
I will tell you all a bit more about my illness,the last couple off days its playing up a lot,and some private matters don't make it much better,today i suppose too go to Hospital too get my introduction for stemm cell treatment my second one,but i want i have enuf pain before and i cant fight any more,after that i need too go back too hospital to have a surgery on my back well on my spine they find a lump on there,but i want i give up on everything i do have a lot off pain but i will servive....like i am always do,don't get me wrong this is no drama i don't want drama and don't feel pity with me i am not a person who wants that...i just want you too know how i am at the moment thats all

A Song
Life is a song, Lets sing out loud.... You and me baby we'll make heaven proud.. This place will never be the same now tainted with our love and all the Blessings sent from above... Take me in your arms and you will see the wonderous history that could be.. All I need is a sign from you, so I can make all your dreams finally come true..... To love , to hold is the key to my heart.. Open it baby and you will see....., all the things you have longed for are in me.. Babe, Please belive me , I am Real, I'll Let you in and show you how I feel.. To Love ,To Hold is all we need..... You and me babe, Lets make History. ~~~~Nikki

Friendship Poem
My Freind Karmic Kisses let me steal this from her...I really love it.. True Friendship" (With none of that Sissy Crap!!!!) Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- just the stone cold truth of our friendship. 1 When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you that way. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I d

Help Me Add More Europe Pictures
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete P.S. Oh hey if you want me to RATE your pictures, make sure i am able to rate ALL your pictures, as in some people I know on here who have ALL their pictures on the private setting. Come on how can I RETURN the favor... sorry for the gripe! Pete

Silly Little Quiz......
HOW BAD DO U WANT ME Post this and see how many messages u get....don't be scared!! (can be more than 1 number!) (1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute as heck (4) hot (5) fine (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (9) id take u to my crib (10) i want 2 make u my gf/bf (11) i love u baby (12) call me (__)____-___

Mother's Day Sun. May 13th
HAPPY MOTHER'S TO ALL MOTHERS N GRANDMOTHERS I HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A VERY SPECIAL DAY AND I WOULD LIKE TO SAY A SPECIAL THANX TO ALL OUR MOTHERS WITHOUT UR LOVE N GUIDANCE N GIVING US LIFE WE WOULDNT BE IN THIS WORLD WE LOVE YOU ALL

My Best Friend....
I am the best, and worst friend, you will ever have! Celebs love me, no needles required, doctor approved! If my daddy Heroin is too strong for ya, I am the next best thing! You will fall in love with me...and I with you. I am so good to you, you will spend all of your money on me, take me everywhere with you, lie for me, steal for me, break other relationships for me, and maybe even die for me! But when I start to break it off...don't chase me! I know you will be in pain, but know that I still love you, and will be there for you later, just like the hoe that I am...because you know I can't be with you unless you have that $$$ You love to sleep with me, and when you're with me, all of your pain disappears. I fuck you so hard and deep, that I damage your liver...but no worries, see me again, and the pain will go away! I am considered a ladies man because well lets face it the bitches love me. They hide me in there purses, closets , medicine cabinets,under pillows, and even their asses.

Why Are Some People Such Jerks?
So I allowed myself to get close to somebody on MyYearbook.com even though he lives in a different state. We've been flirting back and forth and have even talked on the phone a few times. Lately he's been going through a rough time being off meds (ADHD and depression) and I've been there for him. (I'm Bipolar and have Anxiety.) Well, tonight I had a bad night at work and didn't exactly feel like flirting but expected him to listen to me the way I did but what does he do? He signs off messenger without saying anything and refuses to answer my messages on yearbook. Am I just wasting my time since we both live out of state? Are too crazy nutcases like us supposed to be together anyway? I don't know what to do anymore.

Potentially Very Embarassing Moment!
My mother was helping me make my bed today (yes, she does that sometimes because I have Chronic Fatigue Syndrome and a really bad whiplash injury; both cause LOTS of pain, often making it tough for me to get stuff done), AND while we were stripping off the dirty sheets, WHOOPS, my vibrator appeared! OMG! OMG! YIKES! Luckily, she took the dirties out into the hallway before she saw it! I quickly picked it up and threw it UNDER the bed! PHEW! Her seeing that would have been nearly the ultimate in embarrassing moments!

Wrote This For My Mother..decided To Make Her A Card This Year
You give my heart a voice A comfortable feeling..like when you were a child and you walked hand in hand with your mother, soft and warm and safe, this delicate yet strong guide thru life. A spiritual cardigan i wear proudly and treasure deeply, a melody of pure happiness i sing, a revelation reached by our blood union , a richness unreserved. You offer me words of great encouragement , that give me confidence time and time again. You know only deep devotion, throughout the many sacrifices and pain, it is endless and unselfish , patient and forgiving when all others turn away. You have eased my journey with the soft grace of your smile, your love inspired learning naturally, even at times carrying me, and at others, stepping back to set me free. You are the wall that tests my height, the force to test my strength, the chains i sometimes challenge within the fences you erect. Even though i know that they are only there to shelter and protect. Without you i would have be

Maybe....
I AM VERY CLOSE TO WINNING MY HAPPY HOUR. I NEED ONLY TO GET CT DADDY 198 MORE PROFILE RATINGS. THIS WILL BENEFIT EVERYONE SO PLEASE STOP BY HIS PAGE AND GIVE HIM A RATING IF YOU HAVENT ALREADY, IF YOU HAVE THEN REPOST MY BULLETIN FOR ME SO YOUR FRIENDS WILL HAVE A CHANCE TO HELP IF THEY WANT TO. THANKS IN ADVANCE...I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS VERY MUCH XOXO~JAMIE.....I AM GIVING A VIC GIFT TO ANYONE THAT RATES THIS PROFILE AND SENDS ME CMAIL TELLING ME YOU RATED CT DADDYS PROFILE ~CT DADDY™~THE TEXAS GODFATHER™~I Love and Adore My Angel Ass Kickin Redneck Bitch~@ CherryTAP

Happiness Is What U Make It....
Happiness is the thing we lose every day that we choose to deal with negative people and situations. Happiness is not something you have to find, it is something you choose to experience...

Thanks
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or maybe at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they just walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or

Stolen From Sam
The Everything Test There are many different types of tests on the internet today. Personality tests, purity tests, stereotype tests, political tests. But now, there is one test to rule them all. Traditionally, online tests would ask certain questions about your musical tastes or clothing for a stereotype, your experiences for a purity test, or deep questions for a personality test.We're turning that upside down - all the questions affect all the results, and we've got some innovative results too! Enjoy :-) Personality You are more emotional than logical, more concerned about others than concerned about self, more religious than atheist, more loner than dependent, more workaholic than lazy, more rebel than traditional, more artistic mind than engineering mind, more idealist than cynical, more leader than follower, and more extroverted than introverted.As for specific personality traits, you are outgoing (100%), romantic (100%), slutty (94%), religious (93%).

Mid-evil Pick-up Lines
Hi ya Princess, like to see my longsword in action? Every second of every hour of every day is like a thousand knives of fire stabbing me in the heart. I long for thee incessantly, so much that mine sorrow seems without surcease. My alliteration is small comfort next to the warm gaze of thine azure eyes. I crave the comfort of thine embrace like some lost child cold and alone in the dark So, like you wanna fuck? You wanna go upstairs and see my Holy Grail? I like the cut of your jib. If I were that horse, I'd rather you mounted me without the saddle. Wizard: You know, my hat isn't the only thing that's pointed. Thy breastplate is wondrous! Wouldst thou hold my polearm whilst I attempt to light thy fire? Dost thou practice safe hex? Dost thou know? That chastity belt of yours would look great on my sleeping chambers' floor. I had to swim the moat to get to you fair maiden. So, would you like to see my breaststroke? Wench: What's that sound? Knight: Tha

Weekend And Brief Correction
First: I've sometimes referred to a friend and author, Stephen Shore, as Stephen Schwartz. Er. Good luck finding any of his books that-a-way. *embarrassed!!!!!* Really good weekend so far, heard some music new-to-me, caught the support meeting and thought well of it, may try to get my phone upgraded today, may just stay in. Then back upstate tomorrow.

A Night At The Tables
I went to the casino at two PM to start my shift and was told that the two to ten shift had been canceled. Hmmmmm... nobody told me about that. Or maybe they told me and I didn't pay any attention. Then I was told to come back at six. Okay - maybe I'll be working from six to two. But no point in driving home. Might as well spend a little time at the poker table. Four hours later, I was twenty bucks ahead. So that's about five dollars an hour - non-taxable. Not bad money for having fun. I check in with the Pencil (the pit boss in charge of scheduling) at six, and I'm told that I still have a job - just new hours. On my third hour of the shift, I tapped out a dealer in his mid twenties. He told the players that they would appreciate me because I was closer to their age. (dumb fuckin' thing to say). So as I stepped forward to the table, I said, "Yeah, and I'm better looking and funnier too." Two of the players were toking well, the third was a little tight and the others

Scam Alert
>>>Everyone; >>> >>>I was a victim to a scam at the grocery store recently and thought >>>I'd pass this along incase they try and do the same thing there. >>>Here's how it works: Two seriously good-looking 21 and 23 year-old >>>girls come over to your car as you are packing your shopping items >>>into the trunk. They both start wiping your windshield with a rag >>>and Windex, with their breasts almost falling out of their skimpy >>>T-shirts. It is impossible not to look. When you thank them and >>>offer them a tip, they say "No" and instead ask you for a ride to a >>>grocery store across town. You agree and they get in the back seat. >>>On the way, they start having sex with each other. Then one of them >>>climbs over into the front seat and performs oral sex on you, while >>>the other one steals your wallet. I had my wallet stolen April 4th, >>>9th, 10th, twice on the 15th, 17th, 20th, and three times just >>>yesterday, and very likely again this upcoming weekend as soo

Road Rage
An honest man was being tailgated by a stressed-out woman on a busy boulevard. Suddenly, the light turned yellow, just in front of him. He did the right thing, stopping at the crosswalk, even though he could have beaten the red light by accelerating through the intersection. The tailgating woman hit the roof--and the horn--screaming in frustration as she missed her chance to get through the intersection. As she was still in mid-rant, she heard a tap on her window and looked up into the face of a very serious police officer. The officer ordered her to exit her car with her hands up. He took her to the police station where she was searched, fingerprinted, photographed and placed in a holding cell. After a couple of hours, a policeman approached the cell and opened the door. She was escorted back to the booking desk where the arresting officer was waiting with her personal effects. He said, "I'm very sorry for this mistake. You see, I pulled up behind your car while yo

White People
White People Someone else besides me finally said it. how many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. and then there are just Americans. Some pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You call me "White boy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" and that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towelhead, Sand-nigger, camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET(White Entertainment Television) we'd be racists. If we had a White Pride Day you would call us racists. If we had White History Mon

So...
...if I turn on the tv & see one more report about Paris Hilton going to jail, I'm going to friggin lose it. While there are wars going on around the world & closer to home, children are abused & go missing & people starve on the streets, Paris Hilton is not news. Actually, she's not EVER news, but particularly now. If you haven't figured it out, I think she's a useless waste of space who thinks she's above the law & an attention whore. Send the bitch to jail already. Rant over. I know return you to your regularly scheduled programming.

Saddest Day Of My Life (don't Read If You Don't Want To Be Sad)
Things are going all right, I guess. I got rid of a few patients. I have only three right now, and they’re pretty stable. And I got a decent night’s sleep last night. I really needed it; basically collapsed at nine-thirty after I got home totally wiped out from another all-nighter without any sleep. So right now, things are looking up. But Sunday night was one of the worst possible nights I could imagine. I was on with Larry, the senior resident, and we were both working our butts off. I spent most of the afternoon and evening doing shitloads of scut. At about one in the morning, I finished most of my work and went up to the well-baby nursery to try to finish all the physsies. There were a lot of new babies, and I was plowing through them all. At about three A.M. I realized that the chart of the baby I had just examined was still over in labor and delivery, so I went over there to get it. Just as I got through the door, a nurse came running out of one of the labor rooms,

Freedom Isn't Free
Do you know why freedom isn't free Our grandfathers, fathers and brothers Fought and sometimes lost their lives Just for you and me People bitch about the war today As friend and foe die alike More hatred blooms as each battle is fought But they fight so you have that right to say Say what you want about our government The laws and grievances we all seem to have They fight for the right so we have our lives To give or not to give is quite a sentiment Kennedy said ask not what your country can do for you But what you can do for your country So many are brave and have taken up that call Some have turned away which one are you Support the country plea for peace No need to say I will rebel Your freedom gives you the right But freedom isn't free not even at half the price So thank your servicemen and women For all they do for you Without their dedication to get the job done No freedom isn't free one of them is worth ten of you 5/27/07

Poem
Making it right You've forgotten what it is you want yet you still work hard to get it you've become a prisoner of someone else schemes Something inside has been gone for far too long, and you can't remember where you left it It's in there, you can find it, make up your mind you've been on your own, so long now all you feel is lonely Imitation love is the only love you know But, theres a part of you Thats the heart of you That makes you a one and only somewhere along the way your heart slipped away like a theif in the night, somewhere along the way you lost your heart somehow you can find it give it a brand new start make it right.

Just Up.
Just up with my boy Ronnie drinking some beer. And chillin while trying to get over this lady i've known and loved 4 a long time. She stays on my mind constantly. And i just want 2 emotionally just let her go.Don't get me wrong,i have other woman i could move on with but this 1 paticular still has my complete Heart and Soul. She is the 1 i consider 2 be my Soulmate. But because i was so stupid,selfish and self ricious. I may have lost her 4ever. And that truely breaks my Heart. Because Again,i know she was created 4 me,but i did things that drove her away. Babes i do and always will love you. And can never thank you enough 4 blessing us with 2 beautiful Angels who i adore along with this lady whom i lost due 2 my stupidity. I live now everyday hoping and wishing i could find awy 2 erase the damage i've done and ust get this very special lady back. Like i said i'm just up.

Contest For Vic Status For A Month!!
I'm in a contest for a months worth of VIC status so if you could come and help me out I would greatly appreciate it, as I really need the VIC status for a month!!! Please click on the pic to rate and comment the photo thanks so so very much!!

I Wanna Know 21 Things About You.
i wanna know 21 things about you. Current mood: curious i wanna know 21 things about you. Fill all the ?'s out.. no blanks! ANSWER IT AND SEND IT TO ME THEN POST IT FOR UR SELF and see who will answer...enjoy!!! 1.Your Full Name(It doesn't have to be full .. first name will do just fine): 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Fave Movie: 5. Fave Song: 6. Fave Band: 7. Fave Food: 8. Most Embarassing Moment: 9. Are you a virgin? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush/attracted to me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out or go out with me if I ask you out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 8. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you: 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do

Alcatraz
Alcatraz This Event is largely forgotten by the American public now but I feel it is an important part of our history and should be remembered. Please follow the link to see Photographs taken during the occupation. The nineteen-month occupation of Alcatraz Island that began on November 20, 1969 is a watershed in the American Indian protest and activist movement. Prior to this event, Indian activism was generally tribal in nature, centered in small geographic areas, and focused on specific issues such as illegal trespass on Indian lands or violation of Indian treaty rights for access to traditional hunting and fishing sites. The Alcatraz occupation brought together hundreds of Indian people who came to live on the island and thousands more who identified with the call for self-determination, autonomy, and respect for Indian culture. Today, the Alcatraz occupation is recognized as the springboard for the rise of Indian activism that began in 1969 and continued into the lat

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A Poem Titled : ~my Mind,my Heart~
~My Mind,My Heart~ Tears fall from my eyes, Hurt comes from my soul, No one hears my cries, Inside is the scars of a life untold, Love lives,then it dies, Everything has changed, So many lies, My life rearranged, The day has turned into night, The night into day, Everything's wrong,nothing's right, I wish the pain would go away, If not,I shall give up my life today, My Mind would have nothing to think about, Then the memories would fade away, My Heart would have no doubt, I'll never again wonder why, I feel the way I do, I always sit here and cry, My Mind can't seem to forget, The hurt that is inside of me, My Heart will always have regret, For the person I use to be, Written By : ~CH3RR13L10US~(I got an award on my wall anlong with several others from poetry.com for this,this one was the first one I submitted).

5 Lessons In Life!!!
First Important Lesson - The Cleaning LadyDuring my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I wasa conscientious student and had breezed through the questions, until I readthe last one: "What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman severaltimes. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know hername? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just beforeclass ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward ourquiz grade. "Absolutely," said the professor. "In your careers, you willmeet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention andcare, even if all you do is smile and say 'hello' ". I've never forgottenthat lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy.Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the RainOne night, at 11.30 p.m., an older African American woman was standing onthe side of an Alabama highway trying to endure a las

September 1st, 2007
That's not that far away. You may be wondering what I care about that date for. Well, I am marrying ARCADIAN on that day. I can't wait but at the same time nothing is ready...lol We will get it all figured out. I'm so excited! We are all doing good. The kids went to the bay to go swimming and I kinda wish I would have went with them. It's about 100 degrees in my apt. It lasts all summer this way and is very hard to sleep in the heat. School is starting again soon for me and I'm excited about that too. I can't wait to get a job and stop living on SSI. Trying to make some big changes in my life right now. Well, that's all for now....if you want to know more just send me a message and I will respond. Sweet

Erotic Tale
What a romantic image! I am sitting at this table at a short distance from the canal. The trees are reflected in the mirror-like waters of the canal. A boat crammed with over excited tourists, passes slowly, almost grazing the concrete wall that edges the canal, and disturbs, for a short moment, the soft peaceful tranquillity of the environment, then it disappears in a curve, gradually masking the murmurs. The sounds of the close-by city merge again with the domestic noises of the cafe-terrasse that surrounds the canal. I am in San-Antonio since one hour only. I can appreciate finally, a certain peace after this exhausting journey before finding a lodging for the night. I observe the canals, the faces that encumber the coffee-shops, the lovers on the benches, the passers-by loitering peacefully in this flowery oasis; the canals are spread out and lengthen freely, without any constraint, under the disciplined and encumbered streets of the city. An elegant and very beautiful lady

Beyond
Soft splatters of paint hit the canvas Markings of an image seen through nightly images Some splats are black others seem bright A stroke of genius, bringing in new life Reflections seen through the artist interpretations Lost felt souls stirring around our imaginations Dark colored clouds circling the heavy skys Visions of what to come before the storm dies Over to the right, a lighter shade is drawn A bright yellow ray from the sunshine of dawn Swiftly with each stroke, the canvas begins to take form Could this be the end, or just the calm before the storm? Seamless the artists closes his eyes, and the brush takes control Patterns become frantic, clearly the brush is on a roll Colors meshed together blended for only our eyes to respond Passions of our dreams painted now and far Beyond!

The Card Game (for Vampy Cassiel)
"Who wants to start," Paige asked excitedly as she shuffled the cards!?! "This was your idea, Page," Anna replied nervously, "I think you should lead it off, don't you girls!?!" Both Glenna and Mo nodded their heads in unison and while waiting for Paige to finish shuffling the erotic game cards!!! "Okay," Paige replied with a shiver, "I'll go first but you all gotta promise to play at least one round, agreed!?!" The three other girls glanced back and forth between each other before Mo replied, "Agreed, we'll all draw at least one card, after that we'll see how it goes!!!" After Paige completed her shuffle, Glenna cut the deck and all eyes turned towards Page in anticipation of her draw!!! Paige licked her lips nervously as she drew the top card and gingerly turned it over to read, You're lucky, all you have to do is show your pussy!!! The other girls whooped and hollered as Paige stood up and in defiantly pulled down her jeans and panties and showing off her auburn haired pussy to the

The Magic Of Love
Love is like magic And it always will be. For love still remains Life's sweet mystery!! Love works in ways That are wondrous and strange And there's nothing in life That love cannot change!! Love can transform The most commonplace Into beauty and splendor And sweetness and grace. Love is unselfish, Understanding and kind, For it sees with its heart And not with its mind!! Love is the answer That everyone seeks... Love is the language, That every heart speaks. Love can't be bought, It is priceless and free, Love, like pure magic, Is life's sweet mystery!! - Helen Steiner Rice -

Stop...read....think About This ...then Pass Along
Stop...Read....Think about this ...Then Pass Along A man whose family was German aristocracy prior to World War Two owned a number of large industries and estates. When asked how many German people were true Nazis, the answer he gave can guide our attitude toward fanaticism. "Very few people were true Nazis "he said," but many enjoyed the return of German pride, and many more were too busy to care. I was one of those who just thought the Nazis were a bunch of fools. So the majority just sat back and let it all happen. Then, before we knew it, they owned us, and we had lost control, and the end of the world had come. My family lost everything. I ended up in a concentration camp and the Allies destroyed my factories." We are told again and again by "experts" and "talking heads" that Islam is the religion of peace, and that the vast majority of Muslims just want to live in peace. Although this unqualified assertion may be true, it is entirely irrelevant. It

What Now??
OK, so now i have made a big decision in my life. I am going to move south to the cold country. Not sure why but i think only because of family.. I have so many rellys down there so why not go and be near them? I have a brother up here and never see or hear from him so now is time to make the move i am sure. my mum is about to turn 78 and i dont see her very often so if i go down there i might see her more. So i am making the move from Sunny Queensland to cold and miserable Adelaide..LOL Sunny Queensland?? I have my heater going flat out right now..So cold in sunny Queensland..LOL Thanks for reading this..nite and sweet dreams.. Tony.

~what My Future Holdz~
NO GOING BACK AS I LOOK INTO MY FUTURE IT REMINDS ME OF MY PAST AND WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME THEN. IN SOME WAYS MY LIFE THEN AND MY LIFE NOW BRINGS ME BACK AND I CANNOT MOVE ON IF I KEEP STAYING IN MY PAST OR RELIVING IT. I NEED TO LIVE MY FUTURE WITH SOME JUSTIFICATION TO WHY I SEEM TO RELIVE WHAT MY PAST HAS PUT ME THROUGH AND WHAT IT MAY DO TO ME NOW IN MY PRESENT LIFE .. I SEE THING THAT ARE NOW HAPPENING TO ME BUT ARE FROM MY PAST AND IN SOME WAY THEY SEEM TO BE BRINGING BACK THE ANGER THAT I THOUGHT I HAD LEFT BEHIND .. IS THIS WHAT I NEED IS TO RELIVE WHAT I THOUGHT I HAD PUT BEHIND ME OR CAN IT BE THAT SOME SORT OF TEST IS BEING PLAYED ON ME AND I AM FAILING MISERABLY.. WHAT IF I DIED WHAT WOULD THEY SAY ON MY TOMB : HERE LIES PAULINE SHE LIVED A MISERABLE YET SOMETIMES HAPPY LIFE WHAT WOULD MY FAMILY/FRIENDS SAY IF I LEFT THEM SO SUDDEN. . WELL THEN I WOULD HAVE LIVED A SHORT LIFE FOR THOSE THAT REALLY DID LOVE AND CARE ABOUT

Your Gone
you slipped away...I know... I just don't want to believe you've drifted...somehow... ..my tears could fill a thousand pools.. I know you were hurting...I know the pain was indescribable...you always thought of everyone else....you took the pain so others wouldn't feel it by putting up a front when your insides were hurting... My fear came to life The day you lost the fight But a hero you remained Touching the souls of so many that gained Just from simply knowing you.... I know you're in a better place.. I know you have a smile upon you're face.. but I'm cryin' now! Time just wasn't on your side.. this agony..I can no longer hide, that's why I'm cryin' now I played hide and seek with reality I don't want to believe this tragedy Hoping this was some joke on me... but it's hittin' me now I close my eyes in hopes to see You standing right in front of me Sayin "it's ok, it was all just a dream" "Stop cryin' now". I can't accept you laying there A

Chance Meeting..once More
Thinking about the first time we met,the day I suprised you at your office, and how my skin danced to your touch. the second time I saw you from a distance you were standing on the corner on your way to work when it started to rain,I remember the puzzled way you smiled at me when our eyes met,just for a fleeting instant I thought you might have remembered me. Would I dare chance another meeting? How could I arrange such a meeting without you being supicious? hmmmm..the office is out,so is a chance meeting of me running into you.. .let me see now. I know you take meetings outside the office ,,hmmmm ,,yea! that might just work.... After I get the time and place arranged next step to call your secretary to set up the appointment with you,and inform her that there will no need for you to take a taxi that I would send a car to pick you up.{That way no muss no fuss you are delivered to my door}hmmm ok that'll work.. I have decided that at this meeting that I am going to be the one i

This Little Boy Is Fighting For His Life!! Please Pray To Keep Him Safe!!
Everyday children all over the world have to fight for their lives due to circumstances out of their control. This little boy for instance needs all the prayers he can get! He is fighting that fight everyday to stay here on earth and be with his mommy and daddy! Kaleb is only 6 1/2 months old and is spending this ever so precious time of his life in the hospital fighting for it! Please watch this and Remember Baby Kaleb, Just think this could be your child..... Pray for baby Kaleb. Add to My Profile | More Videos

Further Along
Hello, many things have changed in my life over the past few weeks.. I have become re-acquainted with a friend. Will be learning several ceremonies this summer. Am presently working on re-building myspace site....you can find more about me there. myspace.com/runningrain2003

Through The Dream Catcher
Like woven words they come into my room each night, Increasing, never ceasing, until the morning light. Happy, joyous thoughts and dreams of stately things, slip through the Dream Catcher as if on angel wings. Entering my state of slumber as I lay upon my bed, no bad dream can enter ... caught by the Dream Catcher instead. *The Ojibwe Nation was the originator of the Dream Catcher.

Cc- The Ghost, Nightmare Man, Splatter & More!
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Thinking Out Loud
I think we all find our selves wondering why it all played out this way.. How dreams come and go. Lost loves found and left alone, finding no place to call home ..As i set hear in the lonely days and endless nights. Thinking of all the questions i didnt ask..Knowing that u are part of my past.. Holding on and letting go, not sure what way to go or where to turn.. Lessons yet to learn and to many bridges burned.. I waite to see if there will ever be the right one for me...

My Light
you've been the light that shined so brightly in the darkness I called my life when i couldnt see anything else i could see the light you shine you lit the shadows that surrounded me it gave me hope when I dared not dream

"transition" (explicit!!!)
(Inspired by the track "H." by Tool and a friend) "Transition" I leaned up against the wall. My eyes looking up to the place where your eyes will be, staring at me staring at you. I can feel your soul and my clit jumps. That warmth, wetness and aching emptiness for you between my thighs...I close my eyes. My heart's pounding and I recollect a memory of a touch I have yet to feel. Soft yet firm, pleasure and pain. My back arches to you, my invisible lover, my dear friend. I turn my head to the right and expose my neck to you...to...devour me....consume me. My hands find their way behind my back and they stay there. Phantom fingers pry at my soft folds...searching for deliverance. Ahhhh.......slick, salty & intoxicating. You plunge your hands into the core of my soul. Your mouth searching hungrily for...more. Biting my lips, sucking my tongue...writing stories to me with your tongue on my neck. I'm moaning but keeping my station on the wall. OMG....my

Candylicious Takes It Off
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Candylicious/ copy and paste and join my group ill c u there. come join me boys and girls lets have some fun and watch me take it off in class. My site is coming soon. So pull up a chair and enjoy the show.

Gorgeous Tiny Chicken Machine Show!!! It Hurts My Brain...
I.....I....I am truly not sure how to begain to describe this one. Check this out and tell me what you think: Gorgeous tiny chicken machine show Videofunny video

A Life Poem
Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind. Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind... Life can be blissful and happy and free... Life can put beauty in the things that you see... Life can place challenges right at your feet... Life can make good of the hardships we meet... Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin... Life can reward those determined to win... Life can be hurtful and not always fair... Life can surround you with people who care... Life clearly does offer its Up and its Downs... Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns... Life teaches us to take the good with the bad... Life is a mixture of happy and sad... So... Take the Life that you have and give it your best... Think positive, be happy let God do the rest... Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet... Take pride and be thankful for each one you meet... To yourself give forgiveness if you stumble and fall... Take each day that is dealt you and give

The Dance Of Life
Life is full of strange twists, turns, disappointments and more than ever excitement. Through each journey we take and every person we meet, we take a new step in the dance of life. Many things happen during the dance and for the most part we totally enjoy the things we experience at that time. But like any normal dance every now and then we get our toes stepped on and we feel a little pain. But in the end we still enjoy the memories of the dance and the people and things that we shared the dance with. Just like in a normal dance we learn to get better and better and learn lessons along the way. We cherish the moments of the dance and wish they would last a life time, but when the song ends and the dance stops we hate that it has ended and sometimes the pain of the dance that was shared. I my good friend Garth Brooks could not have said it better in his song the dance and I agree with him one hundred percent. For if it was not the dance we would never know what it would have been like

I Am Back For A Short Time!
I have seen so much I saw a trucker that fell asleep at the wheel running over a pick up truck going through a guard rail and then running over a small car on the other side of the guard rail. My Driver Manager kept giving me short loads, many times he even gave me a load after a nother one, as if I can drive 24 hours a day. I am only aloud to drive 11 hours in a 14 hr period, this is for my safety and the safty of all others on the road. I took more pictures over the road this time and am looking forward to adding them soon. They had me only driving I5 I guess this is because I live in California and requested to drive only Western 11 states. Go figure. Please feel free to write me and ask anything you want.

Sexxy Man On Ct Contest! Score Updates
Sexxy Man On CT Contest! I Need Sexxy Men For This Plz! 1st person is...... with 3247 comments! 2nd person is...... with 165 comments! 3rd Person is...... with 33 comments! 4th Person is...... with 8 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/12 thur 6/19 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

The Secret To The Happy Marriage !!
A couple was celebrating their golden wedding anniversary on the beaches in Montego Bay, Jamaica. Their domestic tranquility had long been the talk of the town. People would say, "What a peaceful & loving couple". The local newspaper reporter was inquiring as to the secret of their long and happy marriage. The Husband replied: "Well, it dates back to our honeymoon in America ," explained the man. "We visited the Grand Canyon, in Arizona ,and took a trip, down to the bottom of the canyon, by horse. We hadn't gone too far when my wife's horse stumbled and she almost fell off. My wife looked down at the horse and quietly said, "That's once." "We proceeded a little further and horse stumbled again. Once more my wife quietly said, "That's twice." "We hadn't gone a half-mile when the horse stumbled for the third time. My wife quietly removed a revolver from her purse and shot the horse dead. I SHOUTED at her, "What's wrong with you, Woman! Why did you shoot the poor animal l

Ged Exam Results
Howdy people.I had written my GED exams May 25th and 26th.I had 4 left to write and pass.I got my results back yesterday.I didn't pass any.Nota 1.I've been working in this for 3 years.I am fed up.I think a change is long overdue. I've been looking into other programs in my area and I think I may have found something that interests me.It's called the Workplace Essential Skills program.I'm not sure what it consists of,but it is new in my area and will be taking applicants in the fall. So I guess I'll just wait and see.Have a good evening all hugs.Until next time.God Bless.

Deadly Ducks.........
i went to go get gas this morning, and there were ducks at the door to the gas station. so i start filling up my car, and look over my shoulder. they were gone! i look down, and they were at my feet and were after me!!! they chased me around my car! so when i heard it stop pumping i went in, and the guy said they hang out there from 2 am til too many people show up. so i leave, they are waiting for me at the door. so i walk out, and i walk in between them, and they start quacking(they were about a foot away).....so i start walking. look over my shoulder, and they were chasing me to my car! crazy ducks!!!!

Wedding
Today is wed June 20th. Sat June 23rd my son is getting married. It is a busy 2 1/2 days before the event. I was thinking back on all that has happened since Aug 22 1979. That is the day we brought him home from North Platte Ne. He weighted 4lbs 12 oz. I was afraid he would break but I couldn't put him down. Brian is adopted. I was so afraid we would never get him. Not knowing it was a him. I wanted a child so bad I cried myself to sleep for 3 yrs. I tried not to let it interfere with my daily life. In the end it was one of the reasons for the end of my marriage. But I could never even think of my life without Brian. The terrible 2's didn't prepare me for the horrendous teens. I can laugh now but at the time I was so worried. He was a very strong willed person in his own right. He had a temper that he used a few times. Even broke his hand hitting the wall because I told him he couldn't go out at 9pm on a school night. 16 has to be the beginning of the turnaround. He h

'rules' For L.u.v. Club - Updated 09/20/07
We will remain stress free. We will remain drama free. Our goal is to help all our fellow members level up,as of September 15, 2007 we will no longer back contests. You may enter or vote on them but L.U.V. CLUB as a whole won't recognize them. It is hard enough to level members. Wearing of badges on Monday will be on a voluntary basis, not mandatory. Please, let us know when you will be on vacation so we don’t worry about you! Please, be sure to welcome all new members! We just ask that you rate them with 10’s or 11’s and maybe leave a nice comment welcoming them. Please be sure to check my blogs often for updates.

Please Vote For Me!
Dear Charley, Congratulations! Your song ‘Yes, I Know’ made it out of the Green Room and onto Fame Games Qualifier show, 140-Q! This means that you will be competing to make it to the Track of the Week contest aired on Saturday, June 30th! In fact, Fame Games 140-Q was just uploaded to the net and is available to listen on-line at www.meermusic.com/famegames.htm! Please find below a list of all the bands and artists featured on 140-Q. We've included the relative fan votes and average reviewer scores for your information. Be sure to encourage your fans, family & friends to continue voting for your song before June 30th! Every vote and every review counts! Even if you don't make it to the main show the votes and reviews will still count towards future shows and you may still qualify at a later date, so keep them coming! Group Song Genre Location Fan Votes Reviewer Score WIL MARING Keeper of the Farm Easy-L, Folk, Pop Gobd

Trapped
Trapped Traped in my own nightmare, No escape from this, falling into the darkness of my own insanity preying for my release, someone to rescue me but how can they when i stand invisible to them all, Only being seen by the ones who fell my pain, only a grain of sanity stands in the way of our freedom But the darkness is to strong, It holds us trapped within this dream, emitting rays of serene light own on our souls, we have to let go Or i fear for our minds will break, our souls he will take. And we will sit trapped in this empty shell forever, never to see the light again

Dear Jerk
Dear Jerk, Why did you have to break my heart If you loved me like you said you did. You hugged me and walked away, I watched you get in your car. But too soon was I to know, It'd be the last time I'd see you. I love you, I miss you Why did you have to go? I'd been calling for about a week But you never returned my calls. You came over to see me, I said, "We need to talk." I asked if things felt different to you. You said, "No, why." I said, "maybe it's just me, I dont' know," and it got quiet. Why couldn't you just be a man And tell me how you felt. Instead of acting like a child, Ignoring me all the while. Never again did I hear from you Not even one returned call. You left without a trace And with you, took the keys to my heart. Never did I love anyone The way that I loved you. I don't know what I did wrong But I sure wish that I knew. Then again, let me think. I need to think this through. Maybe it wasn't me, Maybe it was you. Love

Piece Of Mind
you know its amazing how many thoughts run through your head at 4:30 in the morning when i should be sleeping. instead im online just playin around and cant get some things off my mind. so im gonna lay it out here and maybe someone will notice. first off, its amazing how in the blink of an eye your whole life can change. so many different things in this game we call life can happen. we dont ever notice the small things in life that make us happy. we dont ever even notice the small things people that are close to us do for us everyday. its the simple things in life we need to keep us happy. its just insane how we dont notice these things until their gone. once their not there anymore thats when we realize how much we take for granted everyday of our lives with each breath we take. no matter how often those things are there we just look past it like it doesnt matter. and whats also crazy is how people can just use other people and not even care. its best to be honest and let them know ho

Can You Believe This Crap?
Ok, this is my first blog. Depending on the results, well we’ll see. I’ve read and voted on so many others and finally thought I would give it a try. Reading other peoples about other peoples thoughts and problems has sort of helped me deal with some of mine. I thank you all for sharing those things with the rest of us. The reasons for this little foray into my self expression will become clearer as you read on. I hope you all enjoy reading this, and will share your thoughts on this extremely confusing and demented look into my so called life. Now lets get to our story: About 2yrs ago I received a phone call from one of my sisters. At first it was a “How are you doing type?” conversation, but after a few minutes it turned to something very sinister. When I asked about my mother she proceeded to inform me that my mother had passed away. Not just that day but 2yrs before this phone call was taking place. I say again 2yrs before this phone call took place. After the initial shock of

History Of The Pit Bull
The American Pit Bull Terrier is a wonderful dog, well-known for its intelligence, strength, and loyalty. In recent years, the breed has been unfairly villanized as overly aggressive and dangerous. While the pit bull does indeed possess a feisty and spirited character, the history of the breed reveals a much more complex tapestry of temperament and personality. Like many modern breeds, it is impossible to be completely sure of the details of the American Pit Bull Terrier's long history. However, many pit bull enthusiasts believe the origins of the breed can be traced back to antiquity and the Molossian family of dogs. The Molossian family of dogs bears the name of the people with whom they were most often associated - the Molossi tribe, a group of people who lived in ancient Greece and favored the use of robust, muscular dogs in warfare. Officially termed canus molossi (dogs of the Molossi), these animals were reknowned for their fierceness, and for their innate ability to intimida

Emotion
Love flowing through my veins Soothing my spirit Licking my wounds Love is like a river crisp... clean... fresh... cool and comforting warm and inviting it changes with my moods Love is like waterfall torrential current, swift It knocks you off your feet Swept away by it's passion

Earth Blood
Earth Blood The ocean and river is my blood, yet you poison it. The air from my lungs is your air, yet you make it foul and noxious. The earth is my sacred body, yet you desecrate it. The sun is my food, and this I willing share with you in all things green, but you taint it. I have taught you my secrets, yet you use them against me. You are my children, from me you sprang. Your Bible teaches to honor your mother and father- yet in everything you do, you dishonor me- committing unforgivable sins- murdering what I love. You think I am unconscious- blind, deaf and unfeeling to your insults, but I am not, For I am in you and you in me, and if I die, you die inside and out. I am your Creator.

A True Friend
A true friend is always there for you A true friend will help you no matter ther problem A true friend is like a sister, she knows your better, than you know yourself A true friend is someone who knows when you're sad, ans can cheer you up when you need it most A true friend is someone that can make you laugh no matter what they say or do A true friend is someone who believes in you A true friend will stick by your side A true friend is someone you can call just if you need a shoulder to lean on But most of all a true friend will never leave you

The Pleasure Of Pain
The Pleasure Of Pain By Marianne Apostolides Psychology Today Sept/Oct 99 Pathology: The branch of medecine that deals with the nature of disease, esp its functional and structural effects. (Webster's concise edition) Catharsis: a. A technique used to relieve tension and anxiety by bringing repressed feelings and fears to consciousness. b. The therapeutic result of this process; abreaction. (www.thefreedictionary.com) Bind my ankles with your white cotton rope so I cannot walk. Bind my wrists so I cannot push you away. Place me on the bed and wrap your rope tighter around my skin so it grips my flesh. Now I know that struggle is useless, that I must lie here and submit to your mouth and tongue and teeth, your hands and words and whims. I exist only as your object. Exposed. Of every 10 people who reads these words, one or more has experimented with sadomasochism (S & M), which is most popular among educated, middle- and upper-middle-class men and women, according to psy

What Number Are You?
You Are 4: The Individualist You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself. You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable. You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt. Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel. At Your Best: You are inspired, artistic, and introspective. You know what you're thinking, and you can communicate it well. At Your Worst: You are melancholy, alienated, and withdrawn. Your Fixation: Envy Your Primary Fear: To have no identity Your Primary Desire: To find yourself Other Number 4's: Alanis Morisette, Johnny Depp, J.D. Salinger, Jim Morrison, and Anne Rice. What Number Are You?

Were You Born In September?
Your Birth Month is September Tolerant and inspirational, you are wise beyond your years. You are universally sympathetic and a great humanitarian. Your soul reflects: Devotion, light, and love Your gemstone: Sapphire Your flower: Morning Glory Your colors: Brown and deep blueWhat Does Your Birth Month Mean?

Mommie Dearest
Oh mother why do you look at me that way? With your disapproving eyes, and evil grin. What are you expecting me to say? With you, I say nothing, only way to win. What's that you say? You were a good mom....you did all that you could? Know what I say? You never even did what you should! So you don't approve and you aren't proud? So far in my life I've done nothing right? I can't believe you say these things out loud. Why are you wanting to pick a fight? So you wish I were never born? And you say this with such honesty. My patience with you is worn. I can't believe this.... you cannot see. Remember that girl of age seven? Looking up at you with tear stained eyes... As you told her "Daddy's in Hell, not Heaven" Caring mother....heh....what a disguise! Remember that girl of age fourteen? Begging you to make him stop..... You defended the fiend. And dared her to call the cops. Remember the girl of age twenty four? Newly divorced, trying to raise 2 kids.... You crit

What Kind Of Sexual Lover Are You?
You scored as Kinky Cooter, You are one kinky bitch!Gentle Genetalia100% Dirty Dick100% Kinky Cooter100% Porno Pervert38% What kind of sexual lover are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Leaving The Tap.. Temp
I won't be around for awhile starting tomorrow night.. I am heading down to NC to visit my sons father before he deploys we will be traveling to a couple of states including back to Michigan for a short stay but I will be really busy and not active on here. I am not sure when I'll be back .. He checks back in on the 8th of July but I plan on staying down there for a few days to enjoy the ocean, help him with getting ready to leave and letting him spend optimal time with his son since he hasn't seen him since April.. Leave me some love and I hope to come back to lots of comments, ratings and fans.. Ct love to you all!! -Nikki

Loss Of A Child, Please Keep My Friend In Your Thoughts And Prayers
I JUST GOT A MESSAGE FROM MY DAUGHTER MOM SHE BEEN TRYING TO GET A HOLD OF ME AND TELL ME THAT MY DAUGHTER AND HER GRANNY WAS IN A CAR ACCIDENT THEY GOT T BONE FROM A DRIVER THAT TRY TO BE A RED LIGHT MY EX GRANNY PASSED AWAY AT THE SCENE AND MY DAUGHTER IS IN CCU HOOK ON A MACHINE FIGHTING FOR HER LIFE...THIS HAS REALLY CAUGHT ME ALL BY SUPPRISE PLZ GOD HEAR MY PRAYER PLZ DONT TAKE HER FROM ME SHE MINE ONLY CHILD SHE MEANS SO MUCH TO ME I LOVE HER TO DEATH SHE JUST TURN THREE LAST MARCH SHE GOT A WHOLE AHEAD OF HER WHY DO THIS HAS TO HAPPEN TO HER ITS NOT FAIR WHY CANT IT BE ME NOT HER SHE DONT DESERVE THIS AT ALL AND FOR THE SOB TRYING TO BEAT A FUCKING RED LIGHT!!!! GOD REST YOUR SOUL YOU SO NEED IT RIGHT NOW WILL YALL PLZ PRAY FOR MY LIL GIRL SHE REALLY NEEDS IT MORE THAN NE THING OH GOD I WISH WOULD BE THERE FOR HER IM SO LOST AN I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ~BabyBoy J~ UPDATE........ there turning off the machines at 2 not expecting her to make it even a 1/2 hour shes gone,3:22 pm IM

For A Very Special Someone And They Know Who They Are !!
Every minute of everyday There is someone on my mind She is there every monet of my day She is the one that can always make me smile And always keep me happy She is the one I love and hold so close She may never know how much I yearn her touch I wait for it everyday with full anticipation To see the girl I love so much And to have her loving touch To embrace her in my arms And hold her close and tight Never wanting to let her go Happy and fully content Now and for many years to come

Wow - Some People Have Nothing Better To Do!
Seems as though I have a new "friend" on CT - one who likes to leave negative comments on my profile and then blocks me so I can't respond to them. Then makes up a new profile after I've blocked him and does the same. Nice eh??? Why even waste your time? I'm not here to impress ANYONE - you can like me as I am or just simply move onto the next profile. I have little time in the day as it is, that I don't need to waste it on someone who has all the time in their day to be negative to other people. Get a life - you know who you are!

Officialy Nothing
Well it looks like the Fallouts are no longer a family. Anyone asking to become a fallout should be notified there isnt a fallouts anymore as you can see the Fallouts HQ is no longer there. ~~Savannah~~@ CherryTAP

Getting Old???
Today is Monday July 2nd. The usual random firecracker goes off just frequent enough to drive my cats crazy. (I know cats are supposed to be crazy). The local city gov. and the biggest bank in the city are planing for the HUGE fireworks display on Wednesday. For many years I used to walk the 2 blocks to the bridge over the interstate near my house for a perfect view. I would even take a radio for the music. Chairs,cooler with munchies and cold drinks. And the all important insect repellent. Now I am just planning to stay inside and maybe watch on the tv. I used to get excited like the kids. My son invited some of his friends from the neighborhood to sit with us. I would invite friends from the other side of the city to park on my driveway and enjoy the pick nick like atmosphere. Now it just doesn't seem worth the work. It's hot, the mosquito's are the biggest in years,it hurts to walk in crutches on the bridge incline,(the crutches don't stop me from doing things,I just have

A Woman Go's To The Doctor's
A woman goes to her doctor's office, afraid of the strange development on the inside of her thighs. She has a green spot on the inside of each. They won't wash off, they won't scrape off, and they seem to be getting worse. The doctor assures her he'll get to the bottom of the Problem, and tells her not to worry until the tests come back. A few days later, the woman's phone rings. Much to her relief, it's the doctor. She immediately begs to know what's causing the spots? The doctor says, "You're perfectly healthy -- there's no problem. But I'm wondering, is your boyfriend a Harley rider?" The woman Stammers, "Why, yes, but how did you know?" "Tell him his earrings aren't real gold."

Home From The Hospital
Well had my surgery yesterday an all went well. now just have to recover. I am a wimp when it comes to pain and I am in a lot of it. feels like I got kicked in the stomach and ribs by a horse. But I am moving around a little more so that is good. just going to take it easy for the next week or so. just wanted to give ya an update. Thanks for all the well wishes and prayers. love ya Laree

Leaving
im not gonna be on for a bit. Many reasons why but some is because someone close to me i seem to be losing and if i am i rather not have to sit here and deal with it cause i dont want to. Also im working the rest of the week, including tomorrow night on the 4th then im going to chicago. The 11th is the day ill be back probably after i take my GED test. but if anything just leave me some love on here, comments, friends request, gifts. i just really been down lately and i need to find someway to bring myself back up. not that i dont love everyone on this site i talk to but nothing is helping me anymore, so right now im leaving to go to work and wont be back for about an week and a day or so. i might drop in once or twice all depends on how im feeling. soooo good bye everyone see you later

Global Warming
Global Warming By Paul Mays 07/05/07 Let me start from the aspect that all existing data shows that we are indeed seeing an increase in the average global temperature. So I contend it’s a real event that May over time change the face of the globe. But I will not make this an emotional argument as many have. Lets speak science not religion. For those that want us to live in mud huts and let nature run wild have made it a B’leaf and damn the facts of the issue. First Fact is that we have no idea what climate is the Best, and for Who. While if you enjoy laying about the beach in Florida on an 85 deg day of perfect sun, seems like this climate is Perfect. If your living in Sub Sierra Africa an your children are dieing because no crops will grow and you can’t find more than a few ounces of water a day might think the environment is not all that great as it is. Maybe the weather of the world might change and we find that now we can grow vast corn fields in northern Canada tha

We Was Just Leaving The Movies
we was just leaving the movies when you said that you wanted something to eat. so i went ahead and drove to the waffle house so we can grab something to eat before we went home. after we got done eating i decided taht i wanted to go to the park. it was late, like around 1130 or 12 but i didnt care. you know that i just love being around you and making you smile. so while i was pulling up in the park i was steadly undressing you with my eyes. i could see the print of your nipples poking out through your shirt, and the print of your pussy bulging through your shorts. at the same time you was also undressing me with your eyes. you saw that my dick was starting to get hard and you just let out a lil smile. i got out of the truck and came to your side so i could open the door for you. i watched as your right leg came out first and then your left leg made the sight look even more beautiful. as we began to walk toward s the benches, i wrapped my arms around you and sta

Robber Disguised As Tree Hits N.h. Bank
MANCHESTER, N.H. - Leaf it to New Hampshire, where a bank branch was held up by a man disguised as a tree. Just as the Citizen Bank branch opened Saturday morning, a man walked in with leafy boughs duct-taped to his head and torso, and robbed the place. "He really went out on a limb," police Sgt. Ernie Goodno said Sunday. Police said the leafy man didn't saying anything about having a weapon, just demanded cash, and was given an undisclosed amount. Although the branches and leaves obscured much of the man's face, someone who saw images from the bank's security camera recognized the robber and called police. Officers said James Coldwell, 49, was arrested early Sunday at his Manchester home and charged with robbery. Arraignment was not expected until Monday.

A Must Read For Women!
The Guys' Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down. Finally, the guys' side of the story. (I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear "the rules" from the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note... these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1 . Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday Brunch. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want he

Just To Let You All Know
I just thought I would let you all know that I am finally moved. I really hate moving. But I am finally moved. I wont be on as much as I use to but I will still be on some so DO NOT to come show me some love and stuff. I have missed you all and I am glad to be back..

Oy Vey. (now Slightly Edited For 5perc. More Content, Whee)
I cannot believe the series of e-mails I'm having right now, between me and someone who on the basis of a claim that "I knew the man" wishes to insert a death date for a composer. He may well. Wikipedia is not an instant news service. If it's not backed up, if there is not a citation it should not be there, really. (Yeah, there's a lot of my stuff that needs work. And will receive it.) Note: not going to continue fruitless conversation until he actually reads the links I placed on his homepage (standard welcome-to-Wikipedia links.) Then he wouldn't accuse me of dictatorially removing material- which anyone can do... just as anyone can restore it (what I can do and not just anyone can do, is temp. block him for abuse.)

Sex Quiz
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I Am Having A Great Day
Hey i guess when i have a good day its worth writing about so thats what i am doing i've been having a shitty time lately and i've felt like i cant rely on my friends and alot of things have changed between us and i guess its time to except the changes and i have and so i look at things differently and i have come to realize i can depend on me and only me and fuck everyone else so to everyone who has let me down dont feel guilty about anything you can only be yourself just maybe we were meant to be and we will all get over so have a great life to everyone else i love you and thanks for been great friends and i can wait till ozzfest its gonna be awesome

I Am An Ordained Minister
I also have interfaith interests and I am an ordained interfaith Minister. I have studied at Synagogue, Christian Churches, Wiccan Circles, Druid Groves and at an Ashram. I have included studies of Zen, Buddhism, Zoastrianism, Shintoism, The Tao, Hinduism, Norse practices and many others. I perform weddings and handfasting rituals for the communities where I am active. I've done handfastings for mixed couples where only one was pagan or witch. I have done weddings for poly's and members of the bdsm community. I have also done rituals for same sex couples who wished to formalize their union. In short? If there is a need for a minister with an open mind and heart, I will be there.

If My Friends Became Porn Stars
If my friends on here became porn stars and the films they would make. It takes a twisted mind like mine to think of these things. I hope I don’t offend anyone with these. If I do offend, please send me a cherry mail and I will send you my house address and you can come over and beat me in person. Ladies first please. D.A.M. Debbie Always Moans BuxsomBikerChickKimber Lives To Ride She’s Like the Wind The Wind Blows Rebel Clueless As Always Clothe Less Rebel SassyOne Sassy Gets Nassy TamaBama Wama Bama Tama SweetPickle1967 Sweet On 1,967 Pickles Catwoman69 Cat’s 69 Women Please don’t kill me. The odd part is………the titles are so innocent sounding. LOL

Haunted Places In Washington State #3
Carnation - Carnation Cemetery - Witnesses report quite a few things happening in that grave yard. 1.strong pains almost every time they enter 2. hearing footsteps behind them and and/or around them 3. seeing figures in corners of their eyes and just when they are plain staring at something. 4.hearing whispers in their ears 5. seeing a woman in a white dress numerous times. along with a boy Carnation - Fall City/Carnation Back Road - Reports of a white ghostly looking dog, the witness accelerated (no way dog could keep up) 3 miles down the road dog was sitting and watching.- Side Note: There is a song camp counselors teach the kids about a dog that a local ranger had lost. The song was called "Blue Walking" and was about the dog wandering around the hills in the area. Carson - Carson Hotsprings - Has known to have a ghost in an upstairs room and up the staircase you'll feel the presents as a cold chill moves past you, and not a window or door are open. It is said to be

Gonna Miss Everybody
hey just writing this to tell everybody that my time on ct is going to get cut back big time I got the call today to go back to work and I will be gone for 9 days at a time so I am going to be a little slack on all the love but on my days off I will return it and to the super cool lady on here (you know who you are :) ) I will talk to you as much as I can. well Im out and I will see everybody around peace out

Fingers
You Are the Middle Finger A bit fragile and dependent on your friends, you're not nearly as hostile as you seem. You are balanced, easy to get along with, and quite serious. However, you can get angry and fed up with those around you. And you aren't afraid to show it! You get along well with: The Index Finger Stay away from: The Pinky What Finger Are You?

Dont Know What To Do!
well my bday is commin up on the 31st an i dont know what to do i know i might be spending time wiv my guy but ever other birthday has ended in tears from feelin let down by my dad an i dont want that to happen this year ne ideas wot i can do ?

Shattered
Are you holding it for me? A piece of it maybe? Does that mean it was broken? Would that be believing? Do you have one? Is it broken too? Perhaps it is still whole? Will you show me? Can I see? When will i know? Please?

I Miss You
I miss You somewhere you've been hurt, now you're just lost in the darkness, feel like you've been knocked in the dirt, nothing inside but sadness and loneliness, you're looking to fill that void you miss, a love lost and placed with emptiness, hurt inside that noone sees, looking for love on your knees, you are looking for love in all the wrong ways, lustful nights and lonely days, misconstreud as a whore in so many ways, noone can see what's really going on, they say that they want you and then they are gone. I can't explain what I'm feeling inside, I don't even know how to describe, the hurt and the pain flowing like rain, I've lost who I am and I give nothing but pain, I can't find myself and you expect me to explain?! I'm fucking lost inside don't you understand?! Give me the knife when I asked for your hand. I miss who I was and I wish she'd come back, but she can't come around till I find what she lacks, people will jugde you, they don't truly get

What Comes After "i'm Sorry"
What Comes After "I'm Sorry" By Jackie Woods Have you ever given or received an apology and felt the issue was over? All too often the words, "I'm sorry," are used to bring closure to a broken promise. Actually those words should be the beginning instead of the end of a subject. Instead of stepping over the breach of trust that has happened to your relationship, it would be better to acknowledge that damage has been done and commit to repair it. An apology can be the beginning of relationship expansion rather than just the end of a mistake. Once the awareness spotlight has been shown on a broken promise to the extent that an apology is forthcoming, a door is opened for you to bring more to the relationship. Take for example, a time you were late for an appointment. More than likely you said you were sorry for being late, but if no action was taken to activate whatever heart energy was dismissed by the breaking of that promise, then the relationship with that person got smalle

Ever Notice How...
when things change here the whiners come out in full force and moan and groan about how they dont like one thing or another?? I mean come on...This is a free site and we are allowed, like most other free sites, to use it and be a part of things...The whiners and complainers act like they poured their life savings into the site and have the right to bitch about everything... And it seems most of the whiners that moan and complain are those that are the drama starters or the sites "problem" children...Those are the ones that seem to whine and cry the loudest... For the life of me I cannot fathom why they would think they have the right to bitch about anything here....They have no bearing on the workings of the site apart from being a user of the site itself... So to those that complain and moan the loudest...You are all acting like fools and the ones that are the problem children need to get a life and switch to decaf... Remember....Who's more the fool...The FOOL or the fo

Life Changes....
I have had some changes in my life the last two months and i maybe going thru some more as well. But i may need some advice. I am dating someone which i moved in with for about a month and half. well he couldnt put me on his lease so i moved out. but since i have moved out he doesnt hardly call me and when i get him on the phone he doesnt say anything. used to we would say i love you all the time, now he doesnt say it when i do and he says its cuz he is around friends but the way i feel is that if someone really loves you it doesnt matter where or who they are around. i am going back to school at the first next year. but my boyfriend trys to say everything im interested in i should rethink but i think i should do what makes me happy. do you think i should give him a chance if so let me know. i do love him but their is only so much i can handle.

The Ten Commandments In Cajun... (keeps It Real Simple)
The Ten Commandments in Cajun... (Keeps it REAL Simple) 1. God is number one... and das' All. 2. Don't pray to nuttin' or nobody... jus' God. 3. Don't cuss nobody... 'specially da Good Lord. 4. When it be Sunday... pass yo'self by God's House. 5. Yo mama an' yo daddy dun did it all... lissen to dem. 6. Killin' duck an' fish, das' OK... people - No! 7. God done give you a wife... sleep wit' jus' her. 8. Don't take nobody's boat... or nuttin' else. 9. Don't go wantin' somebody's stuff. 10. Stop lyin'... yo tongue gonna fall out yo mouf!

Having A Bad Day?
In a hospital's Intensive Care Unit, patients always died in the same bed, on Sunday morning, at about 11:00 a.m., regardless of their medical condition. This puzzled the doctors and some even thought it had something to do with the supernatural. No one could solve the mystery as to why the deaths occurred around 11:00 a.m. on Sunday, so a worldwide team of experts was assembled to investigate the cause of the incidents. The next Sunday morning, a few minutes before 11:00 a.m., all of the doctors and nurses nervously waited outside the ward to see for themselves what the terrible phenomenon was all about. Some were holding wooden crosses, prayer books, and other holy objects to ward off the evil spirits. Just when the clock struck 11:00, Pookie Johnson, the part-time Sunday sweeper, entered the ward and unplugged the life support system so he could use the vacuum cleaner. Having a Bad Day???? The average cost of rehabilitating a seal after the Exx

My Panties Are Gone.. ??
I need your help sexy people.. it will only take a sec of your time.. its a contest done by rates.. If you could take 1 min of your time to come by and check it out.. I would be soo happy I might take a full nude pic at the end of the contest if I win.. Well I know you will help.. Lots of Love and Kisses ~Pole Princess~ Here's the Link http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=171588&albumid=481341&i=1931918446 or

Wondering
You know...I have been down a hard road in life, and I have been hurt badly more than once. I tell you what...it makes it really hard to give your heart away again. As I start to meet people on this sight, I slowly start to open myself up to the possibilities of happiness after pain. There is one thing that I have noticed after being here. There are some really nice people and then there are some others who just act like nice people but deep down inside they play games, and manipulate, and feed the same lines to everybody they meet on here. What is even more amazing is that those people whole-heartedly believe that all the rest of us are too stupid and uneducated to figure their games out. the rest of you know what i mean..."I know it said I was on but I wasn't",even though there are comments on other peoples pages at the time that they weren't on or "You are the only one who knows that about me", even though there are other peoples comments saying the same things. Not only that....we

Men Suck
I WONT TO NO WHY GUYS TREAT US LIKE THEY DO THEY PLAY US AND USE US AND THE HURT US AND THEN THEY TREAT US LIKE TRASH WHAT THE FUCK IM IM TALKING ABOUT YOU FUCKING JUGGALOS YOU PLAY US LETTES LIKE SHIT AND YOU NO WHO THE FUCK YOU ARE IM SO FUCKING SICK OF IT GROW THE FUCK UP

From Babyj's Blog If You Haven't Been Reading It :)
http://www.fubar.com/blog/9/364974 Having a bolded username = a verified e-mail address (remember, not having a verified e-mail address means, you can't get past about 5th level. To verify your e-mail, go to http://fubar.com/profile.php - you'll get something sent to your e-mail; click on the link in the message you get, or copypaste that link into your browser, to finish.

Read Before You Speak
I find it pretty funny, in an annoying way, when I get shouts or mail from people who obviously dont read my profile page. I suppose most people just dont bother, and look only at the pictures. I dont read every profile I view. Honestly, I simply rate who ever happens to stop into my bar and then move on about my day. Now sometimes I'll casually glance over their info. (If they have any) to see what kind of person they are before speaking up. If only everyone could show the same curtesy; but then the world would be short of their ration of idiots. Which would be a crime.

Keep In Mind...
You can UNDERSTAND someone within a few minutes of talking to them if you're pretty perceptive and intuitive. But keep in mind, you DO NOT KNOW them until you really unlock the doors that you can't see. And it takes TIME to decipher someone.. well, someone with depth that is.. Really though, why would you wanna get to know anyone who DOESN'T have depth? Maybe if you DON'T have any depth yourself, you're content with just scratching the surface... ME personally, I'm far TOO TALL for mere shallow waters! Anyway, you gotta dig deep... real deep, not just scratch the damn surface. Too many people get Understanding someone and Knowing someone so confused. Take time to get to know someone before you feel like you've got them pegged like a battleship board. Little do you know... and no there's not anymore to THAT statement coming, thats it!! SUCH Little Do You Know... If the shoe fits... wear it.. and then put it in your mouth where it belongs! You're truly only wasting everybody's tim

Waiting
i basicly been sitting here waiting and wondering where and who she is .... from the 1st time running in to her shareing da 1st smile... 1 look into each others eyes watching on each other ... we glance for 1 sec.. as i left hot topic and went to get pizza my mind still thinking of her... at da mall i wait in line .... and i hear this beautiful voice as she whispers to me ..... hi i like your hair.... i look at her smile and say thanxs .... she asked if i did it myself .... my reply no friend did it .... she smiled and said she liked it.... she gets inline behind me .. i get a phone call wonder and ponder should i answer it.... i do... it's my ex so i get off da phone and talk to my mom and sis knowing da girl is hearing every word i say ... i turn around and we smile once again at each other how beautiful she looked my heart skipped a beat ..... i start to walk off she stops me and say's bye with a sweet smile i smile back saying bye.... i go to da table i sit and watch her wond

Big "thank You" 2 Everyone Who Helped Level Me. U Guys R The Best!
THANKS 2 EVERYONE WHO PULLED TOGETHER AND LEVELED ME. I APPRECIATE ALL THE LOVE, AND WILL RETURN IT, MAY TAKE A FEW DAYS, BUT I WILL RATE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU! MUCH LOVE 2 U ALL! XOXOX JEN Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~ *DSC* Owner of Guilty Pleasures@ fubar

Haha Funny
Gemini You are a master flirt. You know just how to pick up hotties, but it is usually just a one night stand because you are out to have fun. You like sex to be fun. You are not afraid to spice it up with some sex toys, blindfolds and food. Your ideal partner would be open minded, and into having fun too. Sex matches: Libra, Aquarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Fuck It All
OK SO MOST OF YOU ON HERE THAT I ACTUALLY TALK TO KNOW I AM A PRETTY DOWN TO EARTH PERSON. SOOO I AM JUST KINDA VENTING HERE I HOPE NO ONE TAKES ANY OF THIS PERSONAL. HERE GOES ANOTHER MIND NUMBING BITCHFEST. OK SOO LASTNIGHT WAS FILLED WITH DRAMA AND THANK GOD I WAS NOT INVOLVED IN ANY OF IT JUST TOLD ABOUT IT. AND TO TELL YOU ALL THE TRUTH I AM SOOOO UNIMPRESSED WITH FUBAR RIGHT NOW. PEOPLE NEED TO GROW UP AND STOP BRINGING THAIR REAL LIFE DRAMA INTO THE LOUNGES, THEY ALSO NEED TO STOP TRYING TO STOP PICKING OTHER PEOPLES FRIENDS. IF YOU DELETE SOMEONE JUST BECAUSE OF SOMEONE ON THAIR FRIENDS OR FAM LIST THEN YOU NEED OT TAKE A LOOK AT YOU LICENSE OR PHOTO I.D. DOES IT SAY YOUR 12? NO THEN BACK OFF PEOPLES ASS THAIR IS SOME REASON THAT PERSON HAS EVERY PERSON ON THAIR FRIENDS LIST. GROW THE FUCK UP I AM SURE THE MAJORITY OF YOU ARE ACTUALLY ADUTS.LIFE IS TO SHORT TO WORRY ABOUT SOETHING SO SMALL. NOW HERE IS MY OWN REAL LIFE DRAMA JUST TO CLEAR MY HEAD. OK SOO FRIDAY

Dial Up Tips And Fubar
Ok your on Fubar but your on dial up. Welcome to severe agitation. The first online bar, it's way cool, but it's all image files. If you want to check your mail from that pimpin hottie you talk to last night, you have to wait for the onslaught of profiles to load to scroll across the top your screen. Then you have to wait and wait for the mail interface to load. Not to bad, takes sometime but do able. Then hottie says why didnt you rate my album! You Asshole! And you go to their album, eager to keep Hottie in loves grasp. You load the first picture and notice to your dismay that 343 comments have to load before you can load the picture much less rate it. Welcome to Dial up hell and the all in one ending factor to many could be flirtatious moments. I've looked around to find a solution and High speed is it. But if your 400 feet from the phone guys line of high speed admittance or just on dial up for whatever reason I think I've found a few things to help. First is Mozi

I Only Need 514 Point To Get To Level 18 Can You Help
Im in a support the troops contest only 3 days to go please come by and comment and rate my pic as many times as you want you can use the link below This is what happen to me in Desert Storm and I would do it again to support our troops today [ fubar.com photo: 2696324338 ] Please tell your friends Thanks so much

Hmmmmmmm
I feel like being nosey.. and since you too are feeling a lil nosey! Before you get all defensive, all I'm saying is you were curious enough to open this blog, right? Well, why not answer a question while you're here, what are you most addicted to? Think about it.. cause I said MOST, meaning one thing, so what would that be? Mine would be my own happiness.. I need it, I crave it, I must have it ALL the time!! I never have a bad day cause I'm always in a good mood and I'm always in a good mood cause I choose to be happy!

Don't Be Afraid
Don’t Be Afraid Yes baby, I know it's late and if you want me to leave, just say so. The beating of your heart inside you chest says no, and your voice still has yet to say go, so I want you to let it flow. Don't be afraid. No baby, I have no intentions of hurting your or breaking your heart, I wouldn't be here if you didn't know that from the start. Now let down your hair, let those braids fall apart. Don't be afraid. Yes baby, I think you're sexy, even if all I had was your body next to me I could never consider myself vexed see? Now play that Rod Stewart, yeah, If You Think I’m Sexy. Don't be afraid. No, I want to undress you slow, I want to see everything on your from your forehead to your toe, and leave the lights on. Don't be afraid. Yes, I know the ice feels good with my tongue, I can hear the breath filling up your lungs, ignore the telephone that just rung this is your night, let your song be sung. Don't be afraid. No, I didn't know you were that wet, but I w

Moral Lesson 1
A man is walking a tailess little yellow dog on a leash when another man walking a snarling pit bull comes up. The pit takes a run at the at the little yellow dog, growling and snapping. The little dog opens enormous jaws and bites the pit bull in half. The pit bulls owner stares and says ''Lord man, what kind of dog is that?'' "Well, before I cut off his tail and painted him yellow, he was an alligator.''

Bored Already
1. You have 5 dollars and need to buy a couple snacks at a gas station. What do you buy? Hot Fries, Dr. Pepper and peanut m&ms 2. If you were reincarnated as a sea creature, what would you want to be? Dolphin 3. Favorite redhead? Gee, I don't think I know a redhead! 4. What do you order when you're at IHOP? Stuffed French Toast 5. Last book you read? At Risk by Patricia Cornwell 6. Describe your favorite pair of underwear. Hot pink & blue lace...the kind that make your booty look awesome! 7. Describe the last time you were injured. Well I have this bruise on my knee...no clue how I got it, but I'm sure it was well worth it..lol 8. Of all your friends, who would you want to be stuck in a well with? I couldn't pick one...I'd want 'em all! 9. Rock concert or symphony? Rock concert 10. What is the wallpaper of your mobile phone? Blake wearing Jon's cap 11. Fizzy drink? Sprite 13. If you could only use one form of transportation for the rest of yo

How Perfect Is Your Life?
Your Life is 52% Perfect Your life is pretty normal - sometimes great, sometimes not so great. You have a lot of good stuff going on. Your life may be more perfect than you realize. How Perfect is Your Life?

Beau Rivage!!!!
was the best time ever!! i got a massage then i went to go get a facial and i got my hair highlighted so im a brunette with pale blonde highlights and i layered my hair ill try to get pics up on here of the new and improved me but if ya got yahoo and wanna see just send me a msg and ill send u my yahoo name...and also for ne who knows my cell number on here im getting it turned on tmr after work!! but if i got ur number ill call u and tell u i got it turned on!!!!

Juggalo Creed
JUGGALO CREED as written by Rev. Last Rite... I am a Juggalo... I am an individual guided by Light... I know who I am and who I want to be. I recognize that the path to Shangri La requires an open mind... I shall not judge. I am part of a Family... I shall Love my Family as I would my blood. I shall do my Family no harm as I know what is done to others shall surely be done to me... I shall strive to honor my Family and not disgrace their name... I am a Ninja... I have no Fear. I do not Fear the unknown fore I embrace the wonders of the world around me and the differences in others. I shall meet adversity head on fore I am a Survivor. Nothing can stop my Shine. I am Human... I recognize my flaws. I shall strive to change the things I can control and seek strength for the things I cannot. I shall cherish the teachings of my ancestors and the Family who have fallen before me I have Love

Pins
The point pricks, the skin breaks, sliding in deeper, pain flares, deeper it goes. One. A new spot, sliding in, more pain, more exscape. Two. A third spot, pushing it inside, feeling the pain as they enter. Three. More have to have more, there isnt enough pain, cant let the pain fade away. Four. Emotions over flowing, tears streaming, understanding, cant stop, Five. So many more, here and there, many spots. pullling them out, little points of blood running, the holes close. Feeling Better, Emotions stopped, distractions overcame.

Friends
> FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food. > REAL FRIENDS: are the reason you have no food. > > FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr / Mrs > REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM > > FAKE FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong > REAL FRIENDS: Would sit next to you saying 'Dawg ... we screwed up... but > that was fun!' > > FAKE FRIENDS: have never seen you cry > REAL FRIENDS: cry with you > > FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back > REAL FRIENDS: keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours > > FAKE FRIENDS: know a few things about you > REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you > > FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing > REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds' butt that left you > > FAKE FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door > REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say 'I'M HOME!' > > FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile > REAL FRIENDS: Are for life >

Derby
welp got offroad derby's here in hudsonville at the fair grounds tues and weds starting at 7pm. and the regular derby sat plus labor day. and as always i will be at each one. usually hanging around the pit area since i know people running in both types.

> Neiman-marcus Cookies Recipe
> NEIMAN-MARCUS COOKIES RECIPE > > A little background: Neiman-Marcus, if you don't know already, is a very > expensive store; i.e., they sell your typical $8.00 T-shirt for $50.00. > > Let's let them have it! THIS IS A TRUE STORY! > > My daughter and I had just finished a salad at a Neiman-Marcus Cafe in > Dallas, and we decided to have a small dessert. Because both of us are such > cookie lovers, we decided to try the "Neiman-Marcus cookie." > > It was so excellent that I asked if they would give me the recipe, and the > waitress said with a small frown, "I'm afraid not, but you can buy the recipe." > Well, I asked how much, and she responded, "Only two fifty-it's a great deal!" I > agreed to that, and told her to just add it to my tab. > > Thirty days later, I received my VISA statement, and the Neiman-Marcus > charge was $285. 00! I looked again, and I remembered I had only spent > > $9.95 for two salads and about $20.00 for a sc

Blonde Year In Review
A Blonde's Year in Review. January - Took new scarf back to store because it was too tight. February - Fired from pharmacy job for failing to print labels..... Helllloooo!!!.....bottles won't fit in printer !!! March - Got really excited.....finished jigsaw puzzle in 6 months..... box said "2-4 years!" April - Trapped on escalator for hours .... power went out!!! May - Tried to make Kool-Aid.....wrong instructions....8 cups of water won't fit into those little packets!!! June - Tried to go water skiing.....couldn't find a lake with a slope. July - Lost breast stroke swimming competition.....learned later, the other swimmers cheated, they used their arms!!! August - Got locked out of my car in rain storm..... car swamped because soft-top was open. September - The capital of California is "C".....isn't it??? October - Hate M & M's.....they are so hard to peel. November - Baked turkey for 4 1/2 days

Hurting
Deep down inside I'm hurting. People may think that I'm a happy person, but the truth is Im actually hurting. Some think Im a bitch and Im not. If you actually gave me the chance you would find that Im the sweetest person you'll ever meet. People are too fucking judgmental and assume things that are nothing but lies. If people continue to believe others and what they say bout me, then you obviously do not know the real me. Did any of you ever stop and think that maybe you are the ones being the assholes and bitches and coming up with such bullshit huh? I am a sweet person that is really hurting. I give people my all and loyalty and I get treated like shit in the end. I am tired of being hurt and stabbed in the back. I lay in my bed at night crying cause I try to please everybody but I don't get no respect or any recognition. I am tired of people treating me like shit. I am a friendly person and I don't tolerate being used. Do not use me to get to my other friends cause you will see the

Be Your Own Woman!
Ladies if your use to fixing things yourself don't ever let a man think you can't. Now if you have a man that fixes things for then hold on to him. Cause I have had men and still had to fix things myself. Then last guy I was with was not use to me doing so. We got into a fight about it cause he told me that I was to clean, cook and take care of him. Well thats all fine and dandy but I'm so use to fixing things or trying at least. That it bothered me when he said that to because of that reason. Plus I think a woman does alot more than just that in life. I would like to find a guy that except I would like to try and if can't get it then they can fix it!

You Can Ask Me Six Questions
YOU CAN ASK ME SIX QUESTIONS 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. __________________________________________________ No matter how random, revealing, rude, or pointless __________________________________________________ I promise to answer them 100% truthfully __________________________________________________ All questions are COMPLETELY confidential __________________________________________________ [[[Repost this to see what others ask you...]]] as "6 questions?" __________________________________________________ IF YOU DON'T THEN YOU'RE SCARED OF WHAT PEOPLE MAY ASK

Angels Don't Kill
I hear the footsteps going by, Watching myself slowly die. Sharp pain impaling through my heart, Slowly tearing me apart. One minute you're an angel fallen from grace, Next, the fist that I hate. Pickin' me up from the gutter with a gentle kiss, Then rips out my heart to show me how black it is! No! You're no good! It feels so cold, Yet I won't turn back! I'll die alone! I hear the footsteps walking by, Watching myself slowly die. Sharpening pain impaling through my heart, Slowly tearing me apart. When you appear as an angel Knocking me down, looking my way, Could you ever kill the pain in my heart, Even though they say angels don't kill? No! You're no good! It feels so cold, Yet I won't turn back! I'll die alone! No! You're no good! It feels so cold, Yet I won't turn back! I'll die alone!!

Just Blah
So here I am in many situations and none of them looking that great. I am trying what I can to make it the best for me and here everyone still yells at me. I thought I have been trying to take care of myself and make the best choice that I can from my experience and advice from others. Yet, here I feel I can not do much right still and I should distance myself from others. I am only working ten hours at one job and needed more income and decided to get another job at night on top of the first one and classes. I can work up to 40 hours a week through the second job, but i only want 20 because of the course load I have. I had a fear of getting fired from my first job because right now, I am at a stage where I am sick most morning and late night, making it hard to go to my job and she was not responding to me, but after speaking to her superior, they said just come in Thursday and there will be no problems. Great, so how to tell your body not to be sick on Thursday. So now here I am, alon

Forgiveness And The Freedom Of Letting Go
Forgiveness and the Freedom of Letting Go Forgiveness is the mental, emotional and/or spiritual process of ceasing to feel resentment, indignation or anger against another person for a perceived offense, difference or mistake, or ceasing to demand punishment or restitution.

Karma's A Bitch
My buddy of 10 years left his wife 3 weeks before her birthday and the anniversary of their marriage in order to be with his girlfriend! Now I'm close friends to both him and his wife so when the shit hit the fan I took a neutral stsnce..choosing not to be on either side though my heart went out to his wife. My buddy's girlfriend is known for her "loose" morals and I can tell you its not going to last long! But his wife is moving away to Belgium to be next to her baby sister. The reason I'm saying that is my buddy doesnt know that she moving on Friday and she taking their 2 daughters with her. She asked me not to tell him where she's going because she doesnt want him to she her or the kids! My question is this....Would you tell your lying, cheating ass friend about his wife's intentions Or would you honor the wishes of the wife and say nothing!!!!

Womanese The Impossible Language
"WOMANESE" CAN'T WE JUST BE FRIENDS? There is no way in hell I'm going to let any part of your body touch any part of mine, again. I JUST NEED SOME SPACE. ... without you in it. DO I LOOK FAT IN THIS DRESS? We haven't had a fight in a while. NO, PIZZA'S FINE. ... you cheap slob! I JUST DON'T WANT A BOYFRIEND NOW. I just don't want you as a boyfriend now. I DON'T KNOW, WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO? I can't believe you have nothing planned. COME HERE. My puppy does this, too. I LIKE YOU, BUT... I don't like you. OF COURSE I LOVE YOU. ... just not in that way. YOU NEVER LISTEN. You never listen. WE'RE MOVING TOO QUICKLY. I'm not going to sleep with you until I find out if this guy at the gym has a girlfriend. I'LL BE READY IN A MINUTE. I'm ready, but I'm going to make you wait because I know you will. OH, NO, I'LL PAY FOR MYSELF. I'm just being nice; there's no way I'm going dutch. OH YES!!! RIGHT THERE!! Well

Is There A Problem....
For whatever reason intimacy seems to be lacking in many parts of my town. Now I do not object to being sexually active or having one night stands with ropes and chains whatever there may be but its like damn what happened to being erotic.. Is sex only the physical connection between two people? Is there no longer a slight mental connection between two or more folks to make everyone just come alive and like bloom with the sexual prowess that burns through their veins. I mean damn what happened to the times that when you did have sex with someone that you could just make a person melt with the desire burning in your eyes? Or hell what about the touches that just heat every bit of skin that happens to be touched? Maybe I may be out of the loop and am asking for too much to be involved when I have sex with a person. Then and again I am not asking for alot, am I? Don't I have the right to be desired or wanted for hell all of 15 minutes that some of you men last? Is that all

New Family Members
Hello Everyone I just wanted to let everyone know we have a new Family member and I hope all can stop by his page and say hello and welcome him."Texas Wolves" if you put that into search you will find him and can check him out.

Being Emo In Heart.
You might be DISGUSTED when you look at me. The way I walk with my head bowed down to let anyone STOMP on me if they wanna. The way I might STALK you or in other ways try to learn things about you without making you ANGRY or make you feel im too much. The way you LOOKED at me made me wish I was never BORN. I don't HATE you for the PAIN you inflict I can't HATE at all, you see. I let all the PAIN tear up my soul and HEART because nobody cares anyway. The reason I can't HATE even though I wanted to I really REGRET that day My fangs were ripped off at birth. You can call me anything you want but no matter what I'm an EMO in heart. Written the 3rd of September 2007.

Meeting My Real Dad
Most all of you know that I had recently found my Biological father and that This past weekend was the first time I had met him. It was one of the most fundemental times in my life. I can't even begin to find the words to express to you how wonderful it truly was. I wanted to share some pic's here and as well create a blog with pic's.Please know that as you view these pictures that even though I may be tearful in most, it was tears of joy...not sorrow.I love each of you~Jill"OUR FIRST EMBRACE""A DREAM COME TRUE, TO BE SO CLOSE TO MY DAD""FINALLY ANOTHER DREAM COME TRUE, I HAVE BOTH OF MY PARENTS WITH ME FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE!""MY MOMS SHOULDER IS ALWAYS THERE TO LEAN UPON...ALWAYS!""A PROUD MOMENT IN MY LIFE, MY FATHER AND MY CHILDREN BY MY SIDE""MY FATHER, WITH HIS GRANDCHILDREN""MY BIOLOGICAL AUNT JOAN, ME & MY DAD""SAYING GOOD-BYE WAS THE HARDEST THING TO DO"Unless you have lived the life of an Adoptee, you'll never truly appreciate the beauty in finding ones roots....The b

Too Much Money (and Me Not Paying Attention To Delete..)
On iTunes today. But it was probably worth it. It was like buying back memories. Big Audio Dynamite, Less Than Jake and The Cure. The days of my first car, good ol Scuzzlebutt we called it. My friend Amber and I raising hell from here to DC and Baltimore, no punk, ska, rock, or alternative concert missed. To Frederick to play the part of Mallrats before the movie even debuted, and give the homeless magician dollars to pull flowers out of a hat. Smoking, cussing, rocking out to the FM radio that the car came with. Got one hand on the wheel The other out the window A smile on my face My middle finger out 2, 3, 4 Going by every tattoo shop we could find, even though we were too young to partake, to Ocean City to pick random people off the Boardwalk to pose as a parental figure to sign for piercings. Dire Straits, Moody Blues, Yes. My dads old tunes. Listening in the garage and acting as badass as my brothers, helping strip copper and smoosh cans for cash. Truck rides to my p

Your Love
When I first met you I knew I could love you But yet I went away And still I saw you the next day Our second day together I felt I knew you forever When I went home I felt so alone Thinking about you Was all I could do Thats when I realized I needed you Now we are married And your child I shall carry We have had our ups And our downs Sometimes our feet Barley on the ground Being with you I have found That your love for me Is all the nourishment my heart needs

Why?
we go on in our life looking for love. we spend time in the abyss, looking for what we hope will be the one. willing to go to hell and back to find the which makes us complete. sometimes it takes us a lifetime, sometimes it is right in front of us, and some times we miss it altogether. sometimes we feel so lost that we do anything to make our selfs whole .i don't know if we will ever find what we are looking for, but i hope we will.

The Epistula Apostolorum Part 2
20 And when he had said this unto us, we said to him: In all things hast thou had mercy on us and saved us, and hast revealed all things unto us; but yet would we ask of thee somewhat if thou give us leave. And he said unto us: I know that ye pay heed, and that your heart is well-pleased when ye hear me: now concerning that which ye desire, I will speak good words unto you. 21 For verily I say unto you: Like as my Father hath raised me from the dead, so shall ye also rise (in the flesh, Eth.) and be taken up into the highest heaven, unto the place whereof I have told you from the beginning, unto the place which he who sent me hath prepared for you. And so will I accomplish all dispensations (all grace, Eth.), even I who am unbegotten and yet begotten of mankind, who am without flesh and yet have borne flesh : for to that end am I come, that (gap in Copt.: Eth. continues) ye might rise from the dead in your flesh, in the second birth, even a vesture that shall not decay, together with a

Word To The Wise For Wendys Customers. Stolen From A Friend
Wendy’s Customers: A Guide to DiningShare Current mood: annoyed CAUTION: The following may contain information that might induce heart attack, stroke, hemorrhage, or even death. It is not intended for intelligent, normal persons to read. Please do not be offended. : So, I work at Wendy's, a fast-food "restaurant" near where I live (literally...) It is not amazing or exciting in any sense, however, I have felt the growing need to address a few, uh, things to the lowly, uneducated idiots that plague the store every day. So without further ado, here are advices, concerns, and hints for Wendy's customers (or future ones)... 1. Figure out what combo you want BEFORE you start your order. 2. A medium drink is not much different than a large drink. 3. I do not know what "McNuggets," "happy meals," or "garden salads" are. 4. Yes, there are TWO flavors of frosty. TWO (holds fingers up and nod encouragingly) 5. Diet Coke is not much different than Coke. 6. Little Chuckie wants a di

Smart Ass
THE 6 BEST SMART ASS ANSWERS SMART ASS ANSWER #6 It was mealtime during a flight on Hooters Airline. "Would you like dinner?" the flight attendant asked John, seated in front. "What are my choices?" John asked. "Yes or no," she replied. SMART ASS ANSWER #5 A flight attendant was stationed at the departure gate to check tickets. As a man approached, she extended her hand for the ticket and he opened his trench coat and flashed her. Without missing a beat, she said, "Sir, I need to see your ticket not your stub." SMART ASS ANSWER #4 A lady was picking through the frozen turkeys at the grocery store but she couldn't find one big enough for her family. She asked a stock boy, "Do these turkeys get any bigger?" The stock boy replied, "No ma'am, they're dead." SMART ASS ANSWER #3 The cop got out of his car and the kid who was stopped for speeding rolled down his window. "I've been waiting for you all day," the cop said. The kid replied, "Yeah, well I got here as fast as

Just Another Day...
Well for those of you who know me you know I have been taking classes to become a Real Estate Agent. Both 60hr and 30hr have been completed and passed and I have been taking my time scheduling my State exam...well it is now scheduled for next Wed. So now no matter how worried or nervous I am I have to be there at 1:00 pm or forfeit my test fee and pay it again to reschedule. I feel a bit better but a bit worse. Anyhoo I have to take the time now to study this stuff again and try to improve my overall score. I passed but would be happier knowing a bit more. If I go a miss it is not that I am avoiding any of you...it is I am having to use my time to study once again like those long months before. Well I guess it would now be a good time to go study....

Flash Game Embedding Codes
The Games may display larger than in my blogs once you have saved. And also If you DO NOT see this button: To Get Embedding Code then there will be no Embedding Code for that particular Game. SORRY!!!!! Deal Or No Deal Hosted by: Daily Free GamesWho Wants to be a Millionaire Hosted by: Daily Free Games501 Darts Hosted by: Daily Free GamesPizza Passion Hosted by: Daily Free Games

Omg What A...
Fucking cunt... you know the drill, bottom up Name: lilmisseverything lilmisseve...: Oh ok baby lets eat each otherout!! ->KinkStar S...: since i'm bi, that'd be possible darlin, but judging by your attittude, you're not my type. say what you will about me, between your tells at least 5 guys sent me shouts about how good i look ... lets see... one cunt or five cocks, i think i know where my decision leans kthxbai lilmisseve...: KINK STAR? more like FAT STRIIIIPER!!! lilmisseve...: no but I caught you playing with yourself to my pics...HOE!!!! ->KinkStar S...: aww did you catch your boyfriend jacking off to my pics? get a life lilmisseve...: lolz 4 life lilmisseve...: That shirt/braw is NOT flattering!!! you look fat and flat chested...wait you r!!!! i posted my pic on her page and blocked her ass. GUYS! stop letting your girlfriends catch you jacking off to my pics, i'm tired of the jealous ass bitches

Masks
Come ill protect you i will hide you no one will find you here.... A voice in a young girls head tells her to go into the dark. Only thing that no one knows is that it becomes apart of you as soon as you step in... she felt here very soul become a part of the darkness she now stood in and she saw a figure walk away saying to her.. now your where i have been for years a voice will come to you and tell you how to escape you choose if its worth it i finnaly gave up... time has past and a voice finnaly came.. young girl before you i will show you every person you could become if you take them into the darkness they will stay here and you will be free... she knows how the pain felt and no matter how good the life looked she let them walk by.... she felt weak day by day the voice got louder and say her time was short it was time to give in.. she laughed and smiled she will never give up. one day a young man stopped and it seemed looked right at here.. she whispered for him to leave but he lo

What Are True Friend's?
What are true friends and how do you know if you really have any? Are they the ones that are there for you through good and bad, thick and thin? Or are they the ones that are just there? Are they the ones that tell you things that are going on in life? Or the ones that hide them and not say anything? Are they the ones that will do anything for you? Or are they the ones that will do anything when the time is right for them? Are they the ones that will talk to you all night long when something goes wrong? Or are they the ones thay will run and hide? What is a true friend and how do you know if you have any?

An Erotic Shampoo (story)
An Erotic Shampoo by Raindear816© (Sweet Lil Wicked One) The phone rang. "Hello." "This is Shannah McKillian." Shannah was an executive of a graphic design company uptown. "Shannah, ma cherie, I noticed you have an appointment today at 6 p.m." It was Jude, he had a distinguishable, Creole-French accent with a molasses drawl. He was the only stylist she'd let within inches of her long blonde hair. Plus, she and he had been flirting subtly for quite sometime. She had a crush on him. Unlike any man she'd met before, he seemed to draw out her outrageously erotic and unchartered thoughts. "It has been a madhouse here. I'd hate to keep you waiting, cherie. Would you be kind enough to arrive at 7 instead. I want to be able to give you my full attention." Shannah smiled. She loved hearing his voice. It penetrated her core and made her flush from head to toe. "That will be just fine, I too have been swamped, so 7 o'clock works out well for us both. " Shannah'

Some Fears You Cant Help But Worrying About Even For Me
some times i fear that am not eough for my wondderful gf who i love very much but worry about most the time am i wrong to fear somethings or am i just being silly i dt no i am just kind of fear fuill i gues my heart has been broken more then i can be saided about 6 or 7 times think thats more then a normail persons can bear even for me am lucky am not in a str8 jacket still i wonder if am eough some times

Tempests
The winds of rage came roaring through..... And ripped the heart from me and you. MISTAKES,TRANSGRESSIONS;all fueled the fire... Destruction of "Family" the Primary desire. Do we listen,ignore,or view with wise eyes? Bring forth truth instead of lies? Pounding hearts,eyes full of tears... Pulsing blood fuels our fears. Hope and wisdom,words of peace.... Who can restore these things in me? Fear has no place within my heart... The words"HARM NONE" the best place to start. Our Kingdom's our family,our friend,our lover; Father,Mother,Sister,Brother. Grant serenity,wisdom,patience,love.... Make honesty shine like a light from above. Only God has the right to decide who must leave... No one can change the way I believe. If you're family,friend;even if new.... Only you can destroy my belief in you.

Thats Funny
The Equation: 7 Glance = 1 :)Smile 7 Smile = 1 Meeting 7 Meeting = 1 Kiss 7 Kisses = 1 Proposal 7 Proposal = 1 Marriage - And that 1 Bloody marriage has 777777777777 problems. So beware of glance! Plan For Future: Teacher asks children, what do u wish 2 do in future? Robyn: I want 2 b a pilot. Marvin: I want 2 b a doctor. Tobey: I want 2 b a good mother. Emon : I want 2 help Tobey. Exams: Exams are like GIRL FRIENDS; 1,Too Many Questions. 2,Difficult to Understand. 3,More Explanation is Needed. 4,Result is always FAIL! Liar: A man is dying of Cancer. His son asked him, "Dad, why do u keep telling people u're dying of AIDS?" Answer: "So when I'm dead no one will dare touch ur mom Delivered: Indian Punjabi Sardar sent a SMS to his pregnant wife. Two seconds later a report came to his phone and he started dancing. The report said, "DELIVERED". Three Feelings: What's the difference between stress, tension and panic? Stress is