I have not been completely honest with anybody including myself ever. When i'm finally honest with a guy turns out he's the one who hurts me the worst.
Is honestly such a good, i wonder? I fell head over heels in love with him just to get hurt!!!! What the fuck was I thinkin? I have been up most of the night pondering that very question.
I feel like an ass, I told all my friends and family that he was in iraq to learn he doesn't go back til May. I took pics that I wouldn't of for anybody else and I took them for him.
I love him so much, that he should have told me the truth instead of making me wonder.
Well, time to end for now,
Steph