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Helping Others Level Up
thinken about starting a male female group called Devils & Dolls ... since we have alot of female group n very few male female groups ... any ideas on how we can get this lifted off the groud n how to make it fun for all comment here n if you wanna join comment here also .. once again thank you all for your time... ViPeR XP

Wow Tears Brought To Me When I Read This From My Beautiful Bride To Be
Jhon, There are things in life that are inevitable; I am powerless to control them. The sun will rise and set, the tide will come in and go out, the seasons will change, the birds will fly South for the winter and return in the spring, and the caterpiller will transform itself into a beautiful butterfly. Somehow, I feel reassured by this because many other things in life are so transient - so momentary. Jhon, from the moment we met, I knew that our friendship would develop into something lasting and precious, just as I am sure that the caterpiller will one day become a beautiful butterfly. I believe that our love is blessed by God. It is a union of two spirits destined for everlasting happiness. Thus, you have truly become the star of my life which brings me light in this dark world, and warmth when I need it. You offer me the promise of renewal, the joy of living, the peace of mind that comes from sharing and caring, and that shoulder to lean on in times of stress. You are

Live The Allxclub Lifestyle!
A True Adult Lifestyle Club. Live the LIFE! (Meet new people and try new things) Have you ever been to a party at the Playboy mansion? Lounged on a yacht off the island of Ibiza? Played strip poker against a famous adult film celebrity? Didn’t think so… Well, these are just a few of the opportunities that might be available to you when you become a club member and build a successful AllXClub business! When you join AllXClub, there is NO LIMIT to HOW MUCH YOU CAN EARN! You set your OWN limits!! You will have the tools and freedom to build a global business, set your own hours, and generate long-term recurring income while bringing real value, fun & excitement to people’s lives.* MILLIONS WANT OUR PRODUCT AND YOU CAN GIVE IT TO THEM and MAKE MONEY ON EVERY SALE!!!!!!!!!! The Adult Industry generates more than $100 Billion a year in revenue. More than Microsoft®, Google™, Amazon™, eBay®, Yahoo!®, and Apple™ combined! 1 out of every

Need Help For Ketch22
Ketch22 is an idiot he tried to send me a gift of massaging oil with the words handjob please .... He sent it to Hugh instead..... I feel responsible because I own his ass so i turn to you asking for your help Please send Hugh the same gift with the same words so he doesn't catch on that ketch22 loves him Thank you Wicked

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Harley Rider And A Cop
A cop stops a Harley for traveling faster than the posted speed limit and asks the biker his name. 'Fred,' the biker replies. 'Fred what?' the officer asks. 'Just Fred,' the biker responds. The officer is in a good mood and thinks he might just give the biker a break and, write him out a warning instead of a ticket. The officer then presses him for the last name. The biker tells him that he used to have a last name but lost it. The officer thinks that he has a nut case on his hands but plays along with it. 'Tell me, Fred, how did you lose your last name?' The biker replies, 'It's a long story, so stay with me. I was born Fred Dingaling. I know - a funny last name. The kids used to tease me all the time, so I stayed to myself, studied hard and got good grades. When I got older, I realized that I wanted to be a doctor. I went through college, medical school, internship, residency, and finally got my degree, so I was Fred Dingaling, M.D. After a while I got bored being a doctor, so I deci

Death
One year and three months has passed since I lost my best friend, lover and husband. It seems like yesterday. I really thought I'd share some words of wisdom with y'all but for the life of me I can't find any. Peace out.

Ashley Davis
im a gorgeous passionate lady.fun to be with & very bubbly,one that u can alwayz count on when u need to smile...luvs to meet new people..alwayz willing to go out for a date.i rily love barhopping & drinkin trippings that will make me really hot...... if u wish u can add me up on my yahoo messenger ashleydavis51@yahoo.com ashleydavis51@yahoo.com ashleydavis51@yahoo.com

True Education`
There was something different about her tonight; something You just couldn't put Your finger on. You had had that feeling all day. You caught her looking at You more than once and yet when You questioned her, she just smiled softly or touched Your face in that way You loved.She didn't look any different. She didn't seem to give the black jeans and tight white sleeveless t-shirt a second thought. Mind You, You did. You appreciated the way the jeans hugged her ass, the way the t-shirt fit her curves, the outline of her nipples when the faintest of breezes would push them up against the thin material.It wasn't that she was at all inattentive. If anything, she was more attentive. As though hanging on Your every word, staring You deep into Your eyes whenever You spoke. Gentle touches, Your arm, a hand on Your knee when she wanted to emphasize a point.It was sort of unnerving when You thought about it. This one You felt You knew so well. Who up until now had expressed every feeling, every de

Nevada Property~
I stood in front of the living room window of the cabin we had rented for the weekend, wrapped in a fluffy white towel. I had just finished combing my hair, clean and damp from a refreshing shower. I looked out beyond our bicycles, still propped against the porch where we left them after our ride, to the copper glow of the sun fallen below a bank of clouds that cradled the mountains and cast shadows on the lake below. You stood directly behind me, watching with me, wearing nothing but faded blue jeans. Your left arm, wrapped around my neck, encircled my naked shoulders. Your right hand gently stroked up and down the side of my right arm. The contours of your torso against my shoulders felt extraordinary. My left arm hung at my side. My chin rested against your forearm. My right hand, beside it, held your wrist. My motion stilled, you knew I felt the fall to you coming. You were aware of the wish that your proximity made burn in me-namely, to have you inside of me, all around and in con

An Injection Of Humour
HelloLong time no blogging. Perhaps I should get more involved. Truth be told, I seem to have spent a huge amount of time in various hospitals over the last year and I have not been on Fubar very often, so apologies to those who have felt that I have been unfriendly. On Tuesday of this week, I went with my father to a hospital in Southampton for his pre-op check up. After going to completely the wrong end of the hospital and in the wrong wing, we had to walk the very long corridor from the East to the West wing climbing over the mountains of Swine Flu victims. Eventually we found a room which was divided into little assessment areas by curtains and took a seat. The surgeon was meeting patients and asking them a series of standard questions before asking them to sign their lives away into his hands before kidney surgery. We heard this little exchange.....Surgeon - "Mrs Denton...Are you allergic to anything that we need to know about?" Mrs Denton - "Mice"I bit hard on my hand and pulled

Apple On The Tree
This is for all the apples on the tree: Out in the field grows an Apple tree. Daily I would climb, striving to reach the top, Where a shining apple grew. Daily, something would happen and I could not continue. A bow would break or the wind would blow, Or the rain would come and end my quest. And every day I would eat another apple from the tree, One that I could reach, but I was never really satisfied. And then one day, that shining apple fell, And I was there to catch it. I learned something amazing that day. This apple was not any sweeter then the other apples. This apple was not any bigger then the other apples. This apple had the same seeds as all the other apples. All the apples on the tree were the same. I say, find a good tree and get the apples you can reach because in the end, All the apples are there for only one thing, Growing More Trees

"shallow"
I am sure MANY have thought it... I know my conversations typically lead to sex... it is after all my favorite subject. As many of you know my conversations basically border around your day. your feelings and your thoughts. I ask , I offer to listen , and I always try to help. I think I am a very sincere person. The thought of getting old , living alone and possibly never having sex again scares the fuck outta me. So I try to enjoy what time I have by talkin to people... flirting with people and if I had my way maybe even havin sex.... What I don't undestand is how someone can just assume I am shallow after 3 sentences in 5 minutes.... FUCK ME >......

How Do You Make Love To A Woman?
How do you make love, to a Woman? How do you make love to a Woman,Romantically and Patiently;Take the time to make love to her mind.Fulfill all of her midnight wishes.Cover her entire body with soft wet kisses.Tell her, so that she will know!There's no place on her bodyyour tongue won't go.And, when you love a Woman,you love her real slow. How do you make love, to a Woman?How do you make love to a Woman,Passionately and Sincerely;Let her Sweetness become your Weakness.Do not use just the Male Pole, But include your ear.Listen to the sweet sound of her moansand see what you hear.Feel the warmth and care of her loving embrace.Place your mouth on hers and savor the taste. How do you make love, to a Woman?How do you make love to a Woman,Sensually and Honestly;Say what you mean and mean what you say.Tell her that you love her,more and more with each passing day. Let all of the fantasies that dance in her head.Become her moonlight realitywhen it's time to go to bed.Kiss and lick all

If A Man Wants You
IFA MAN WANTS YOUIf a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be.Slower is better.Never live your llfe for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deservethen heck no, you can't "be friends. " A friend wouldn't mistreat afriend.Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You 'll be mad at yourselfa year later for staying when things are not better.The only person you can control in a relationship is you.Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of dlfferent women.He didn't marry them when.he got them pregnant,Why would he treat you any dlfferently?Always have your own set of friends separate

Fallen Soldier Honored For Heroic Effort
Fallen soldier honored for heroic effort Video Avalible From Fayettville Observer http://www.fayobserver.com/Articles/2009/07/16/917546 A year ago, Sgt. James M. Treber gave up his air pocket to save the life of a fellow soldier as they were trapped inside an overturned, flooded vehicle in Afghanistan. On Wednesday, his widow, Tamila Treber of Hope Mills, received the Soldier's Medal presented posthumously to her husband, who died in the incident. The medal is awarded for heroism outside combat. "We, too, wonder what will happen in the period of maximum peril," Brig. Gen. Michael Repass said. "Each one of us that have been in combat wonder how am I going to act? What am I going to do?" During a combat patrol, the road beneath the RG-31 Mine Protected Vehicle gave way, causing it to roll down an embankment and into a creek. The vehicle, heavily armored to protect soldiers against homemade bombs, became a death trap when overturned and filled with water. "In the case of Sgt. Trebe

Omg Chat Sites On Here
OK SO.. my sis says hey! Join FUBAR.. great site.. alright.. SO RIGHT AWAY I get this SPAM message to join TWIZTED MINDZ chat/tunez site (http://www.fubar.com/lounge/55439)... although I should know better... I hop in to check it out to see how shit works on here. GREAT tunes... except for 1 horrible country song I heard, no biggie.. prior to that i'm honest in chat, jammin and saying.. HEY GUYS.. great tunes... *sincerely* So I figure out how to invite my sis in... she's in bed and will probably get it tomorrow. Eventually I get bored.. everyone can only say shit like. "WB!" "HEY WB HI" "WELCOME BONGBUBBLES THANK YOU FOR JOINING"... very standard. I get bored from that and check out another room that invited me.. they were playin PAULA ABDUL ... I go back to TWIZTED MINDZ thinkin they would love this laugh and told them about it only to get BOOTED by this DJ owner dude named EVIL... came in a sec later and really apologized because apparently I don't understand the whole FUBAR tun

Should I Stay Or Should I Go
I am married with a divorce on the horizon.I need to know if i should fight for it or not. I drive a truck for a living and up until 3 months ago my wife was with me. She got out of the truck and found a job. During this 3 month time frame i have been flip flopping back and forth about leaving her or staying with her. iI was chatting with some women during this time, i only met one of them for dinner and we sat in her car and kissed. My wife had joined a dating site and cancelled it the next day. the last time i told her that i wanted out she posted an ad on craigslist and was chatting with 23 guys, she had made plans to meet one off them last friday night. I called her friday while she was still at work to tell her that i was coming off the road for good and wanted my wife back, no games this time. She then turn off her phone and went on the date which was dinner and then back to my house so they could f$%k. The guy had told her she would come back to me so he was not expecting a seco

Michael Who???
Nice to hear this from a Soldier in IRAQ ........... To Jar our western perspective and values............ THIS WAS WRITTEN BY A SOLDIER IN IRAQ . I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on Michael Jackson . As we all know, Jackson died the other day. He was an entertainer who performed for decades. He made millions, he spent millions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villain to many people. I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, and I respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the point of my rant.. Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses their minds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to the country was to ENTERTAIN people, the American people find the need to flock to a memorial in Hollywood, and even Congress sees the need to hold a "moment of silence" for his passing? Am I missing something here? ONE man dies, and all of a sudden he's a freaking martyr because he entertained us fo

Worlds Shortest Fairy Tale
WORLDS SHORTEST FAIRY TAIL ONCE UPON A TIME,A GUY ASKED A GIRL "WILL YOU MARRY ME?" SHE SAID "NO!" AND THE GUY LIVED HAPPILY EVER AFTER AND HE RODE MOTORCYCLES ANDWENT FISHING AND HUNTING AND PLAY GOLF A LOT AND DRANK BEER AND SCOTCH AND HAD TONS OF MONEY IN THE BANK AND LEFTED THE TOLIET SEAT UP AND FARTED WHEN EVER HE WANTED. THE END

Broken
Misery grabs me, by the throattry to breath, but still I chokeDepression cuts me like a knifeplagued by thoughts, to end my lifeLoad the clip, then fill the chamberhollow points, to ease my angerPut the barrel, against my headpaint the walls of my room redGrey matter, splatterd from floor to ceilingbut the pain, im no longer feelingall ive loved, will now be lostwas my life, well worth the costBROKEN SHELL, OF A MANEND MY DAYS, WITH MY OWN HANDSPILL MY BLOOD, AND WATCH IT RUNA LIFELESS CORPSE, IVE BECOMESelffish thoughts, control my grievingease my mind, this hell im leavingeternity, spent in purgatoryclose this chapter, of my life storyNot remebered, nor forgottenas my body lies there rottingfamily grieveing, for their fallen sonyet noone stopped me as I grabbed the gunCries for help, left unanswerednow that im gone, they loved this bastard

69 Questions..cause I'm Bored & It's A Good Number.
69 QUESTIONS 1. Initials: Yup, I got three of them.2. Name someone with the same birthday as you: Billy Bob Thorton, Louis Armstrong, Donald Gibb [Oger!]3. Favorite fruit? Passion...or Bananas [for ~Her~..heh-heh..:P]4. For or against same sex marriage? Have no prob with Civil Unions and allowing spousal benifits, but believe Religious organizations should not be forced to perform ceremonies if it conflicts with their beliefs.5. Are you allergic to anything? Bullshit & Assholes [was actually some one else's answer..but I have no other allergies, so I copped it]6. Are you bisexual? I'm semi try-sexual... I might try anything [between a man and woman] once.......maybe even 'Foghorn' is she rilly gets me goin...heh-heh..:P7. Have you ever slept in someone elses clothes? Yeah.8. How many U.S states have you been to? Don't know rilly.9. How many of the U.S states have you lived in? 2 and one other country.10. Have you ever lived outside the U.S? Yup.11. Name something physical you

Mickey's Challenged!
Today is a beautiful day and nothing on the schedule. I have some friends down from Vermont till sunday staying on the lake two towns over in Holland. So I may have to take the bike over and see them. Tomorrow I am working the door at the Marine Corp League for the Summer Bash in Worecester. Usually we have like 5 bands throughout the day and plenty of food and drinks. Nice thing about the place it is also on the water.Then sunday is supposed to be the pick of the weekend and I have a meeting with American Legion Riders. So I should be pretty busy and having fun this weekend.

Real Medal Of Honor
Last night in Los Angeles, the local ABC affiliate pre-empted the entire World News Tonight broadcast for a breaking local story. Whatever Charlie Gibson might have reported about the economy, the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan, the President’s health care plans, unemployment rates or the like didn’t make the air. Instead, we got extended coverage of the helicopter delivering Michael Jackson’s body to the county coroner’s office, and Jermaine Jackson’s emotional statement on behalf of the family. It occurred to me that much of the news this week has focused on three entertainers who passed away: Ed McMahon, Farrah Fawcett and Michael Jackson. Every human life is precious, and every family grieves the loss of their love ones, but the media predictably lavish attention on those who have lived their lives in the footlights. There is precious little recognition for the good and quiet people who do not live public lives.. Coincidentally, I recently received a not

Religon
So I have been thinking. Maybe Jesus was an Alien, and the Virgin Mary was a virgin because she was probed by aliens and seeded. Now I am Catholic and don’t believe in the whole Scientology Crap but I do believe in Aliens and other forms of life. So here we go. We have never ever seen another Human like Jesus. Chris Angle, David Blaine All BS. But Jesus did superhuman things. When he was born they said the star of Bethlehem shined on him. Could that star have really been an Alien space ship? Very easy to be confused 2000 years ago. Again we see in this time frame Moses ' following had a bright glow in the sky to guide his way. Alien Ship I think so. Parting of the Red Sea, Yep Alien technology. Now I can believe in a higher power but I also believe that humans have been visited by an alien race to guide us in our ways More to come...

Tools..and Twats...and The Stupidity That Goes Along With Them
So I've been noticing some really funny stuff. Some of it is kind of sad, but not surprising. The overabundance of illiteracy, pervertedness, and the incomprehensible amount of stupidity that circulates on the internet from society as a whole is kind of well..sad. It's no wonder our country is in the shitter, take a look at the people that clog up the net with their flat out retardedness. Take this for example, last night I was up kind of late and I came across a photo with a caption that was labeled, ' tookn '. Sorry sweetheart, but if you spent half as much time exercising your brain as you do spreading your legs, there might be a ray of hope for America's future. Then there's the people that like to abbreviate a simple three letter word like ' You ' with ' u ' . I'm sorry, but in case you hadn't noticed or paid attention, Ebonics is not a language. Also, what the fuck is with the obnoxiously ugly people that feel the need to pretend to be something they're not? Granted sure, i

Something About Me
You may have noticed at times when I type and I respond back to everyone I am a little slow doing so. It is because I am dyslexic. I was blaming it on my glasses to a family member in the shout boxt the outher night because I read everthing backwards and I tend to do that. But I have busted my ass in life, going from special ed when I was a kid to having a 4.0 in college now.... I just wanted my friends to know this.

A New Life?
For those of you who know me know i have a boyfriend named Jeff. We have been living in my small house for 2 years and its come time to make a major decision. Jeff has his own house which he owns and is 3 times the size of mine. He hasn't actually lived there for 2 years but has paid the bills. He also has a roommate that I don't mind but hes a slob. I live in a 106 year old house that I hold dear to my heart. I have worked hard to make it a safe place for me an my son to live. I have literally refinished hard wood, laid linoleum, removed carpet, painted, killed mice and built walls. I even now own my own tool set and have come accustom to its floods and minor issues. Jeff has asked us to move in with him many times but Ive always kind of push it off, but apparently now is the time to make the decision. If we don't move to his house we have to find another place that can accommodate all of our stuff. 4 cars and a boat... I realize that most normal people would say duh.. move. But

Autos, I Haz Them Help Pls
I HAZ AUTOS AND NEED LOTS O HELP!!! I HAVE AN ANGEL OF A FRIEND THAT NEEDS TONS OF FU-BUCKS AND EVERY BUCK I MAKE IS GOING TO HER...PLS RATE RATE RATE AND BOMB BOMB BOMB ME PLSSSSSSSS....I SO APPRECIATE ALL THE LOVE AND HELP GIVEN, I HAVE 9 ABILITY POINTS LEFT IF YOU NEED THEM, RATE SOME PICS & ASK FOR THEM, AND THEY ARE YOURS...PLS REPOST THIS LOTS, AND IF ANYONE IS FEELING GENEROUS, I'D LOVE IF SOMEONE COULD STICKY IT... Natural Witch@ fubar

A Soldiers Thoughts On Micheal Jackson's Death
A Soldier's View of Michael Jackson's Death This is written by a young man serving his third tour of duty in Iraq .Thought you might find his take on the Michael Jackson news interesting............. ......... ......... ......... ......... ......... ......... .........Okay, I need to rant.I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on MichaelJackson. As we all know, Jackson died the other day. He was anentertainer who performed for decades. He made millions, he spentmillions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villian to manypeople. I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, andI respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the pointof my rant.Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses theirminds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to thecountry was to ENTERTAIN people, the Amercian people find the need toflock to a memorial in Hollywood , and even Congress sees the need tohold a "moment of silence" fo

Just My Crazy Thoughts
It has been quite awhile since I've blogged.It's been about 4 1/2 months.I've been pretty busy!I just hit my 90 days on my job on Monday march 8th.My job is frustrating at times but I make pretty good money and commission and found that my niche is sales.I love talking to people and getting them to buy something.It is a personal challenge and I love it.My first month there I outsold my sales manager who's been doing it three years and I had never done sales.So Im pretty proud of me!I work alot and I try to be here as much as possible and I've learned that people forget about you when your not here 24/7.Oh well what can you do?My real friends are always here for me.The two people who have stayed a consistent friend are Sexy Hot Colorado chick my #1 and Mj!They are great women!You should befriend then if you have not.Ok..on to some lessons learned here.I will be the first to admit when I started fu that I did very well here.I leveled to Oracle in no time and was very popular but I asked

Poem
Why is everything so hard Why cant anything be easy I can see what I want But I cant reach it it gets farther and farther away everyday slowly slipping out of my grasp No matter how hard I try it never gets easier if only wanting something made it appear but instead it gets harder to reach wanting hoping wishing for that one chance to have what I truly desire knowing that there are others that want the same thing constantly trying to grab it from me hoping and praying that they wont get it first

More Then Friends
MORE THEN FRIENDS People always say that friendships should be treasured. But I want something more with her. My love for her could never be measured. I only wish she could see how I feel. So I wonder, what can I do? Can I just be friends with her? Or can I say to her, "I'm falling for you," And lose her friendship forever? So is there any hope here or I should let my love for her end? No matter how it all turns out, I'll always be her friend.

Indecisive
so yeah... I am having like the worst fucking time trying to come up with this cool ass screen name... I mean what the hell... I want it to be as cool as perfectly_inked... give you props sis.. it fits you well.... anyone got some ideas?

Imustbcr8zier
So, I read something that made me feel somewhat different. While I'm feeling very lonely, I'm not thinking as negatively about myself. I'll post what i read, now: We are all familiar with the story of Narcissus, the beautiful youth who fell in love with his own reflection in the pool. But we are less familiar with the story of his partner, Echo, the young nymph who was cursed by the gods to only be able to repeat, never initiate, speech. At one point, when Echo-whose heart was never deterred by her beloved's self-absorption-came upon Narcissus and heard him uttering words of love, she naturally repeated his words. To the outside observer this would surely look like a mutual love fest. The truth, of course, was that Narcissus was talking to his own reflection in the pool and that Echo was merely being an audio version of that reflective pool. But even more interesting, Narcissus and Echo were themselves fooled by this house of mirrors: since from where she stood she couldn't see the re

Heroes
One of the "Band of Brothers" soldiers died on June 17, 2009. Harvey ShackelfordWe're hearing a lot today about big splashy memorialservices. I want a nationwide memorial service for Darrell "Shifty" Powers. Shifty volunteered for the airborne in WWII and served withEasy Company of the 506th Parachute Infantry Regiment, part of the 101stAirborne Infantry. If you've seen Band of Brothers on HBO or the History Channel, you know Shifty. His character appears in all 10 episodes, and Shifty himself is interviewed in several of them.> > I met Shifty in the Philadelphia> > airport several years ago. I didn't know who he was at> > the time. I just saw an> > elderly gentleman having trouble reading his ticket. I> > offered to help, assured> > him that he was at the right gate, and noticed the> > "Screaming Eagle",> > the symbol of the 101st Airborne, on his hat. Making conversation, I asked him if he'd been in the> > 101st Airborne or if his> > son was serving. He said quietly that he had been

Updates
I am sorry I have not been around as of late but I have had alot to do and think about. I will be moving to Indiana within a few weeks and have been working on getting things ready. I will try to be on more but wanted to let you all know what was up... talk to you all later

Amazing!
Okay so the following is from a chat that goes from shoutbox to yahoo, i think its pretty amazing, please read. start at the bottom of first chat in shoutbox: alicia: buzz me here alicia: ok ->alicia: u add me to yahoo alicia: alicia25parker@yahoo.com alicia: add me hon alicia: ok ->alicia: you do it now, yahoo me alicia: ok alicia: and right my name at the 3rd page form ->alicia: thats awesome, so am i! alicia: do it now honey alicia: waiting to you hon alicia: coz im starting playing my self now alicia: that is my own site that i give it to you ->alicia: okay, can u piss off now, im kinda getting bored messing with u lol alicia: i told you alicia: ok honey ->alicia: i like nooses ->alicia: you mean official? ->alicia: what does opicial mean? alicia: anyway honey what do you want me to wear after you finish to sign up??? alicia: ok alicia: that it my opicial site to get in to me here alicia: no honey... ->alicia: nah im good, i know how those websites work,

Naughty Application
NAUGHTY APPLICATION" CUT AND PASTE AND REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN.........1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Favorite position ?4. Do you think I'm hot?5. Would you have sex with me?6. lights on or off?7. Would you have to be drunk?8. Would you take a shower with me?9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?10. Would you leave after or stay the night?11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?12. Condom or skin?13. Do you give Oral pleasures?14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures?15. Have sex on the first date?16. Would you kiss me during sex?17. Do you think I would be good in bed?18. Threesome?20. How many times would you like to cum?21. Would you use me as a booty call?21. Can I use you as a booty call?22. Do you like foreplay?23. What is foreplay to you?24. Can we take pictures of the act?25. Phone number?26. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Round Two Results:
*listed in order of rankings as of this count ** Wednesday: July 22st, 1009 (12:45 pm - pst) Votes Model " " 442 Alessia *WINNER***ADVANCES TO FINALS 430 MadCurves **ADVANCES TO FINALS 326 BlueCountryGrace **ADVANCES TO FINALS 272 JaniDenise 186 Heavenly666 172 KellyBaby 145 Little Kitten 134 Senrence * See Below 113 SomethingToTalkAbout 94 THESPOILEDO1

Why Me ?
Ok, I have been a widow for a year now. I finally decided to give dating a try again. BUT.....It seems like EVERY guy that I agree to go out with seems to stand me up ????? Why cant you men be man enough to tell a woman the truth instead of looking like a lying coward? If there is such a person as "Prince Charming" please let me know. I have been looking for him.

The Adventures Of My Children
Both of my boys are allergic to bumble bees,wasps and so on. My boys and I had been having an awesome day. Cutting down trees and finding old fallen timber. My sister and I take the boys to the store,this is nothing new. As I am turning onto our street my oldest son sees a bumblebee in the back window. Talk about total chaso insuing! He is yelling bumble bee,the back passanger door flies open,Max(youngest) is now screaming and freaking out. I am now yelling "close the door!" Not knowing his foot is out. I am in the process of stopping the car. His foot is out,dragging across the gravel road.He takes off running across the pasture and finally sits down. Suddenly,he looks down and starts yelling. Sidenote..Max is out of the car and screaming for dear life. Alex makes his way back to the car,I am yelling at him and then...I see the blood. Max gets back in the car,crying and asking if Alex is going to be okay. I am,of course saying he is fine. How the hell do I know,I still have to drive

Bullys!!
Its been 8 years since we lost so many loved ones in that tragic day.... As I sit here typing this out... I still get chills.... I remember where i was, even down to every step I had taken when I saw the news.... I was locked up.... Which was the worst feeling I ever had.... Because I wanted to be there helping and I couldnt..... I would have givin up everythign to be there..... No I didnt know anyone who was lost that tragic day.... But they were fellow americans.... What saddens me the most is the fact that it took that tragedy for americans to come together.... I dont have much to say in this blog.... But, to the people who lost a friend or a family member that day, my heart goes out to you... To the ones we lost that day, i may not know any of you, but you will FOREVER be in my heart!!! Most of all... To the men and women who have lost their lives fighting for our freedom, I thank you!! To the men and women STILL fighting for our freedom because of that day, You will always be my

Swingers Convention,,,myrtle Beach,sc
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In An Auction And Rating Contest
Want to let everyone know I have entered my first auction here on fubar . You can bid if you want but i need lots on rates. So stop by and rate me. The rating contest will last till around August 16th. Click on this link to take you to my listing. Thanks to all who rate me. [ fubar.com photo: 2799151211 ]

Auction
FEELIN' FROGGIE,JUST JUMP!!!!100k to enter min. bid 500kopens sept 5th 5:00 pm fu timecloses sept 15th 5:00 pm fu timelast chance to enter sept 5th at 4:00 pmRules are simple:You must Rate, Fan and Add me,If we aren’t already friendsRe-rate, if we are You must rate this blog and leave a commentThat you would like to enterSend me a Private Messagein the message include:The link to the photo you would like to useA list of what you are offeringIf I don’t receive a Private MessageYou will NOT be entered! No DRAMA!I will not think twice about deleting or blocking anyone that causes it!You are responsible for getting people bid on you!All bids will be converted to fubucks Cash bids outweigh fubucks only bids,but must equal or be higher in value then the fubucks bidsYou have the right to acceptOr reject any bid andto close Your auction at any time! I am not responsible for payment of bids or completion of offers!

For The Heart's Sake
How? did the heart turn from physical to emotional? The huge muscle at the center of it all of everything. Maybe what had happened was the first heartbreak was akin to cardiac arrest. Its like the foods one ingests can cause good health or blockage. For the heart's sake eat healthy love those who love you.. 'Cause toxins poison Love strengthens.

A Woman's Worth
What happened to the entertainment medium? Every time I turn on the boob tube, I see boobs! What is it about a video ho that's so appealing? Is it her fake DD's? Tell me, is it her curtain of weave? ('cause its all the best that money can buy) Is it her light olive complexion (Where my dark sistahs at for once? These hos are failing the paper bag test!) Is it the way she is one of hundreds, disposable like a dirty diaper?! Is it because her ass hangs out for the whole wide world to see? Is it how she just stands there while water/alcohol is thrown on her? (The women I know, me included, would be visibly upset btw.) A woman's worth has been reduced to a body part, take your pick. She is not valued for what she can bring to the table but for her willingness to lay on the table face down, ass up Real Talk.

Just A Lil Story
Ok this is an old lil story i wrote when i was about 13 and thought i would share it. Damn things are strange in the house where John and Sarah live! Things keep moving around and no one knows why. They always have thought that there house was haunted but never realised what was really going on!!!!! The story begins on a cold but clear night in december when John and Sarah were just moving into there new house. They had just brought so they could renervate it and start a family. When all of a sudden the door slammed shut behind them as they entered the house. They always thought nothing of that fact untill things started moving. They had just finished moving things in and finaly got everything how they wanted it after 6 months and thats when strange things started to happen. John and Sarah had been trying for a baby but not succeded after 6 months so John goes away for a while to get his head together that the one thing he always wanted was to be a father and a loving husband.

Hangin Out
I am so sick of the crappy weather here in GA. We have been getting storms and rain everyday for the past month. It makes your days gloomy and you wish it was nice so you could excape to FL and chill out on the beach. I will spend today drinking some beer and chillin out....it makes for a great day....when the weather sucks!

A Man Against All Odds
~xWICKEDxKINGx~ THE ONE MAN AGAINST ALL ODD'S He 's now here but in a trans of the past that haunts his thoughts... day by day he reflects by the mirror pushing for the truth? A truth to why so much pain has been sent for him 2 deal with?.. though he's made it this far he wonders if it will ever come to it's end... ...Placed in the harsh's reality was the begining for this young man I speck on, can u pictuer your world starting out with unspeackable? turTh on sundays was a escape from the home known as hell or the daily visits 2 his lil' cuz's 2 play on the frountier of 61.st 2 free the young boys mind. As time pased he grew and the hood became something like a home, gangs ,repin the set 2 the fullest came first hand and easy 2 deal with. a mother who left and a father who was put 2 the payvment

Venting
I want to be perfect .. I want to wake up in the morning and not I have a stress headache. I want to eat whatever I want and not gain weight. I want to eat a dozen doughnuts for breakfast or pancakes with real butter not egg whites, oatmeal or protein shakes. I want to eat a slice a pizza without gaining a damn pound. I want to be beautiful..I want to be the diamond not the flaw. I want to be the crystal not the crack in it. I want to be the sparkle in your eye not the tear. The rose not the thorn. I want to make you happy not bring you down. I want to make you smile again. Just once I want to fucking shine.........

Friends Over The Computer
You know it is so hard being friends with someone over the computer.. This morning I got an email from a very old and dear friend.. he suddenly vanished and I hadnt seen nor spoken to him in two years.. he just up and vanished...leaving me to wonder...but anyways.. in his email he said he suffered from his third heartattack and it brought on a stroke.. I didnt know all of this.. cause we are only friends on the computer. It sucks, when one of us is hurt, can't get online or even worse death!...No one will ever know. And that hurts a lot. I have a few people on my family list right now that passed away, thank Gods their family knew me and knew how to get ahold of me to tell me.. others ae vanished and it has me scared, the thoughts of what may have happened..leaves me sad. I have thought of this before, but getting that email this morning just drove it home for me.. and made me see.. we could lose each other and never know it.. It bothers me a lot.. the friends I have made here a

This Is Great Advice... I Think Lol
well, whenever i find things falling apart and spiralling out of control... i get myself centred by acheiving one task completely. last time i had a million things going on and couldnt control any of them, i took an hour out and cleaned the oven. top to bottom. this way i felt i acheived sumthing and was reminded everytime i walked past it. make sense?

My Stupid Boss
Today I have come to hate my boss. I work at a convience store owned by a Muslim. My boss is from Kenya, but he is Arabian. This man tell everyone that everyone of his employees are thieves, whether they are or aren't. He tells people that his employees do things that they didn't. He accuses his employees of everything from stealing his pencil to robbing him to the point that he has nothing. He also sexually harasses his female employees and customers. He is fat, ugly, and stinks. Last night he calls me and asks me if I could work today while he goes out of town for a while. Sure, no prob. I need the money, especially with 2 kids and school coming up. So I tell him that I will work. I get to the store at 6:00 this morning. One of his friends is supposed to be there to let me in since she had to be there for a yard sale. She didn't show up until 7. I get in the store and get to work. This man hasn't done anything since the last time I worked for him, which was over a month ago. Shelv

Lerpy And Friends
This is a story my feeble little mind has come up with its dedicated to lerpy and pookie and kana of course !!!!!!!! Lerpy the cow is a very nice cow who decides its time to get out of the pasture and take a trip to town !!! Lerpy the cow makes it into to town where he meets a nice rabbit named Pookie. Now Pookie is a very chipper rabbit that feels he needs to get out of the confines of the city. So together Lerpy and Pookie decide to go live in the great wide pasture of life!!! Lerpy and Pookie made it back to the pasture and discovered that evil midget chickens had claimed the pasture. in order for them to get the pasture back they had to take cow fu lessons from Bruce Moo!!! They go back to the pasture where the evil midget chickens were pecking around for food when Pookie went straight at a chicken and started choking it !!!! Pookie yells lerpy watch out do a spinning hoof kick!!!! So Lerpy and Pookie beat up the evil midget chickens and became known as the Chicken Chokin Cow Fu F

Times Of Loneliness And Confussion
Lately, I have seen a lot of friends losing people close to them and my heart breaks all over again. I know the pain they are feeling. Although it may not be the exact same loss, example a mother, father, aunt or such as losing my brother, it does hurt. It creates a void that is never filled again. For me losing my brother was one of the hardest things that I had to encounter. Today it has been 8 years since he was murdered. Eight years since he was selfishly taken away from his 2 yr old son and my family. He was 20 years old. Lived only a fifth of his life and had so much more to learn and live. I lost my faith in God and everything that day. How could a God so wonderful bring someone (my family and I) so much pain. It was hard to find anything positive in such a negative event. As time went on the loss did not get easier. Jerry is never missed or loved any less from day to day. The void that was created when he was taken is still there and at times seems to grow. The pain I feel ev

My 2nd Auction--plzzz Own
http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=915274&albumid=1775512&i=2051933892&idx=13Own me while U still can!!!! !!!!!!!! And the "RED" sexxxy underpants are not around anymore. My BLUE ones are. (Pic included) . For additional buckz or cash. Thank you Mwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

What Moonlight Levers Are All About
What is Moonlight Levelers about? We are a family that helps those that meet the level up requirements level. In the process we are also helping ourselves because when we rate them we are getting points as well. We have the best members on the Fu! Our vision with our family is this. You don't have to beg people to rate you to help you level because you have a family that will do it for you. When you help level someone it brings you even closer to leveling yourself. When you are ready to level you have a family that will step in and take care of you. We have the best leaders and we are well organized. We have 6 simple rules: 1. No drama 2. Your page must not be set to private 3. You must a/f/r all members 4. Must have our name in your name after you do roll call 5. Help level people when we post a level up 6. Have fun What Moonlight Levelers should be about is family because we are one. We are here to help one another and here

Funny Shit!!
According To http://www.wabg.com/NEWS05272009_WASHINGTON.htm LOCAL LAW ENFORCEMENT HAS BEEN BUSY WITH SEARCH WARRANTS ARRESTING SUSPECTS ON A VARIETY OF DRUG CHARGES. THROUGH THE EFFORTS OF WASHINGTON COUNTY SHERIFF'S DEPARTMENT'S NARCOTICS DIVISION AND THE GREENVILLE POLICE DEPARTMENT TWO MEN HAVE BEEN ARRESTED AND ANOTHER NOW BEING SOUGHT. FIRST UP WAS A SEARCH ON FRIDAY AT 640 HIBISCUS STREET IN GREENVILLE WHERE THREE OUNCES OF MARIJUANA AND $4,884 IN CASH WAS FOUND. 22-YEAR-OLD JAMES BOYD WAS ARRESTED AT THE RESIDENCE AND CHARGED WITH POSSESSION OF MARIJUANA WITH INTENT TO DISTRIBUTE. HE WAS ARRAIGNED ON TUESDAY AND IS NOW OUT ON A $5,000 BOND. THEN ON TUESDAY, AUTHORITIES EXECUTED A SEARCH WARRANT AT 424 FAIRVIEW STREET IN GREENVILLE AND FOUND A HALF POUND OF MARIJUANA AND $2,133 IN CASH. 22-YEAR-OLD DENNIS SMITH WAS ARRESTED AT THE RESIDENCE AND CHARGED WITH POSSESSION OF MARIJUANA WITH INTENT TO DISTRIBUTE. HE REMAINS IN THE WASHINGTON COUNTY JAIL PENDING AN ARRAIGNMENT HEAR

I Love You
Girl Facts: When a girl says she likes you, she wants you to ask her out. When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when bumping heads 3 years later When a girl just stares deep into your eyes, she's HOPING that your hers and only hers ( it shows how much she cares: eyes never lie) When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl calls you everyday, she is seeking for your attention. When a girl wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered. When a girl says, "I'll love you forever, " she means it. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up

Heart Goes Out To...
My heart is especially going out to US soldier in Afghanistan. POW Pfc. Bowe R. Bergdahl, 23, of Ketchum, Idaho. You are in my prayers and I am thinking of you and praying for your safe release back into United States hands. You will not be forgotten. I also want to add that my heart and prayers go out to all of our troops and you are loved with so much affection. I pray everyday for your safe returns and am so thankful for what you do. You are all not forgotten!! *Hugs & Kisses to all*

Food For Thought
Listen close! Only in a world this sick do we thrive for the power of anonymity. Where it is no longer safe for a Christian to pray to his God. A Muslim to worship on his Holy days or a Jew to go to his temple. This is my declaration. May every child in this great nation of hypocricy rise above democracy to burn every church to the motherfuckin' ground. May every democracy of hypocricy built on mediocrity burn like ashes in the wind of a concentration camp. Bill Cooper died in vain. Phillip Schneider died in vain. They lay slain encased in glasses of memories soon forgotten. Not by me but by the peripheral visions of the blind Americans lost in this sea of excess. This is our world. The enlightened ones looking up to me to finance, to go bankrupt at a moments notice. Fuck a gallon of oil! This is food for thought that will soon be devoured by the bellies of 2012 hungry Mayan children. This is our Hell, the Cenobites are a metaphor for the beauty of the most grotesque things imaginable

Vacation
I am gonna be on Vacation for the next 5 days. So I wont be on Fubar to get my friends drinks or rates while I am gone. But when I come back I will have lots and lots of new pics to show everyone! Lots Of Love ~*~MysticLadyWolf~*~

Home Remedies
Home Remedies for Sunburn When and How to Treat Sunburn at Home © Joy Butler Jul 28, 2007 Sunburn causes premature wrinkling and greater risk of cancer but home remedies can provide pain relief for mild cases at home. Summer sunshine and playing outdoors go together but if we don’t follow certain guidelines, we can pay the price with painful sunburn. The pain of sunburn may last up to a week but will be worst between six and forty-eight hours of sun exposure. Injured layers of skin will peel away in three to ten days but the damage will remain. Dermatologists tell us that prolonged exposure to sunlight breaks down the tissue structure of the skin. Cells shrivel and die, dilated blood vessels may leak fluid, and DNA sequences are damaged, predisposing the skin to cancer. Just one severe sunburn can double your chances of malignant melanoma later in life, not to mention greater wrinkling at a premature age. . With that in mind, the best sunburn treatment is preventio

July 24th
World’s Most Extreme Escape Artist to Tackle “Death Row” Condemned Cell at Historic Quebec Prison. For immediate release. Ontario escape artist Steve Santini, officially named, “The World’s Most Extreme Escape Artist” by the legendary Ripley’s Believe it or Not!, will put his skills to the ultimate test on July 24th when he tries to free himself from the death row condemned cell at the Old Prison of Trois Rivieres, Quebec. At 9:00 AM on the morning of July 24th Santini will be searched by members of the media and prison staff to ensure he has no tools, keys, or lock picks to aid him in his escape and he will then be manacled and chained with over 20 lbs of shackles, handcuffs, and fetters and locked into the “Death Cell” at the historic prison. “En Prison”, built in 1822, is the second oldest historic prison in Canada and was the site of 8 hangings. The first took place in 1854 and the last in 1934. Toda

Help Me Get Implants!!!
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Angry 1.2.9
1.Your evil attempts at annihilating my heart will not work.The hard years have made me resilient, and hardened me in places that prevent your coldness from entering.But I am prepared for you spells, and I am ready for your witchery.You will not own me as you did before, you will not be my puppet master.Those days of you entering my life and having your way are gone, and never to be seen again.One brick today, then another one tomorrow, my wall begins.Those days of you controlling me, those deceitful days are dead.©0815062.My head still spins.My body still trembles.My emotions are a wreck.I love you with every fiber within me, and yet I despise you.My knees weaken, my heart races, my palms sweating, and thats only at the thought of you.My blood boils, my temperature rises, and the cold sweat starts, all at the sight of you.Sadness arises, misery begins, the torture initiates, the pain has returned and all because you walked away.You made me this way, you created all this, you are

Prayers For Fire's R/l Husband Smoke
PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS GO OUT TO FIRE R/L WIFE TO SMOKE OUR TWO MEMBERS OF THE DUCT TAPE CLUB AND OUR LOUNGE . THAT GOD WILL HEAL YOU THROUGH PRAYERS AND OUR LOVE. " MAY GOD'S ANGEL'S WRAP THEIR WING'S AROUND YOU'S AND PROTECT YOU'S ALWAYS" WROTE BY ME ON 3/14/97 BREW aka CHERIE' MARIE

What Is Forgiveness
What is forgiveness?There's no one definition of forgiveness. But in general, forgiveness is a decision to let go of resentments and thoughts of revenge. Forgiveness is the act of untying yourself from thoughts and feelings that bind you to the offense committed against you. This can reduce the power these feelings otherwise have over you, so that you can a live freer and happier life in the present. Forgiveness can even lead to feelings of understanding, empathy and compassion for the one who hurt you. What are the benefits of forgiving someone?Researchers have recently become interested in studying the effects of being unforgiving and being forgiving. Evidence is mounting that holding on to grudges and bitterness results in long-term health problems. Forgiveness, on the other hand, offers numerous benefits, including: Lower blood pressureStress reductionLess hostilityBetter anger management skillsLower heart rateLower risk of alcohol or substance abuseFewer depression symptomsFewe

Greetings Fubar!
Hey, I'm the drummer for this band. I got an invite thru the band's email address to join so thought I would. I have no idea how to change the background or put info in...at this time. I have obviously discovered the blog ;-) If you are curious, just do a search for "Sabbath Seven"...our myspace page should be in the search results...Peace! We have been called "The Bad Boys Of Christian Metal." We will not beat you over the head with a Bible. Most of our songs have some spiritual connotations...mainly due to our core beliefs, and our bass-player recovering miraculously from a life-threatening brain tumor. I personally believe that God and Medical Science worked hand-in-hand in that situation. OK, about me, I'm 40 currently and am married, and am a very happy and proud Father of a 13 month old girl. My only child. I didn't think kids were "in the cards" for me for the longest time :-) I have to go for now. I may see ya around!

It's Gotta Stop
SALUTE SALUTE SALUTE!!!!!! I AM SO SICK OF BEING HARASSED FOR NOT HAVING A SALUTE. I HEAR IT EVERY SINGLE DAY.. I WILL NEVER HAVE A SALUTE..THOSE THAT DO HAVE THEM DID THEM FOR THE FOLLOWING REASONS... 1.THEY ARE POINTS WHORES AND WANTED TO LEVEL... 2. SOME LOUNGES WONT EVEN LET YOU COME INTO THEM OR WORK FOR THEM SO, YOU GAVE INTO WHAT THEY WANTED... 3. YOU WERE HARASSED INTO POSTING ONE AND GAVE INTO SOMEONE ELSE'S INSECURITIES AND CONFORMED INTO WHAT THEY WANTED AND FORGOT WHAT YOU WANTED.. QUITE A FEW HAVE THREATENED TO KILL ME AND RAPE MY DEAD BODY IF I DIDN'T POST ONE. i KNOW A FEW WOMEN THAT WAS SCARED OFF THIS SITE BECAUSE OF MEN HARASSING THEM FOR SALUTES AND THEY WERE SCARED. WHAT A FUCKING A SHAME. HELL, MOST OF THE PEOPLE I TALK TO DON'T HAVE SALUTES AND I HAVE NEVER HARASSED ANYONE FOR ONE. I AM HERE TO TALK AND TO HAVE FRIENDS.. I'VE MET QUITE A FEW OFF THIS SITE..WOULD I HAVE DONE THAT IF I WAS FAKE? SERIOUSLY, THINK ABOUT IT DUMB TWATS

Accidents
A few weeks ago i got hit by a car and fractured several ribs. As a result I developed complications and spent some time in hospital recovering. While away I understood how random occurrences can change the way you see life. For a while I did not think I would get through it. Happily I did. Although Fubar has many faults, one thing makes it special and that is the real friends you make here. Thank you to those people and I'm happy I made it through. You know who you are and thank you x

Smiling At People
Why do we as a society feel that we have to smile at another person when in passing? In my line of work I see a ton of people every day. I'm not going to smile at everyone that I see. Women feel that they have to smile or atleast say hi. The only problem with that is the fact that if you don't smile or say hi back you get a dirty look like you just gave her a shoulder check. If guys don't want to smile they will do the head nod. Everyone knows the nod, especially the people that don't like it. Women don't do the nod, unless they are big time tom boys. Ladies, feel free to use the nod. If you really want to me smile, smack my ass, have me smack your ass, show me your tits and I garuntee you I will smile. All I saying is don't get offended or pissed off at me if I don't smile back at you. There are many reasons for me not doing so. I'm busy with something at the moment, there is something else on my mind and I didn't notice you at all, or perhaps I'm just in a bad mood bitch and I

For What It's Worth...
This is for one special person on here that I hope someday finds me here and reads this, she knows who she is... For what it's worth... I'm an ass For what it's worth... I'm lost without out you but I can't bring myself to ask for your forgiveness. For what it's worth... I hope you find happiness For what it's worth... I'm sorry For what it's worth... I will always love you

Yours Truly!!!
Hey FUBAR! I'm entering a contest on Myspace... if ya can, please go to the link below and take a look at my submissions for the Dierks Bentley contest... AHHH! I know I'm a horrible singer... but I luv to sing! So ultimate motor mouth here... check them out, be nice, but watch 'em. I need 100 plays to be able to qualify. So watch each one a few times... or watch 'em all 100 times. Here's the link... http://kSolo.MySpace.com/lady_flicka THANKS MUCH! LOVE U ALL KINDS!!! Fawn

Should I Rebirth This Storyline?
Made different is a series I've thought about, and that has held a few different names. It is based loosely on my own past, and the shared experiences of me and my friends as I've grown and learned.I also embellished and created some completely fictional storyline to work alongside the facts. So while it is based in fact, it is still a work of fantasy and fiction.This is the basic beginning (Prologue) that I have for this story right now, written when I was 20, before I learned much in how to write and properly portray emotions and flow in storylines:....... …Pain surged through his shoulder, ripping memories of failure from the deepest recesses of Ley’s mind, forcing them to seek refuge in anyplace they might find, yet serving no other purpose than to enrage him all-the-more. With an animalistic rage, his blood pumped through his shaking body, as heat radiated from him, burning hotter and stronger, until he was engulfed in a black aura, like the birth of a hidden nova

What's Ailing Me
In 2008 my doctor assured me that my long battle with anemia and painful heavy bleeding during my menstrual cycle would be over after a simple out patient procedure called Novasure. In medical terms it is a endometrial ablation. What was supposed to be a simple 90 second procedure that has turn into anything but simple. Two years later I am battling to find the reason why I am the exception to the rule. Bouncing from Doctor to Doctor having pain meds thrown at me and told they can’t find a reason for my pain. The only way to find out if I could have a severed nerve etc is to have a hysterectomy of which my insurance denied based on my age and that I only have one child. What is ironic is that this procedure causes you to just about become sterile with a less than 10 percent chance of conception and birth control to prevent this is more than just strongly recommend they almost insist on it. The reason for this well if you were to become pregnant if would cause life threatening c

The Importance Of Honesty In A Relationship
Honesty, Integrity, Loyalty; not quite grammatically correct, but to write it any other way diminishes the interdependence of three separate values that have no value without the others. That is not the difficulty with setting this triad as a basis for living. The difficulty is that the values conflict with social interaction. The conflict is not an intrinsic part of the values.The conflict is generated in the way the values are interpreted.At the risk of clich, take this example:Most of us will agree that honesty is a desirable quality in a friend and an invaluable necessity in a relationship. Yet, there are situations where we do not want brutal honesty.Q: Does this dress make me look fat? A1: Why yes dear, it does. A2: Not as much as the one with the horizontal stripes does. A3: Why no, it is quite slimming.The point is honesty has degrees. It has degrees because most people are afraid to ask honest questions and are even more afraid to be honest with themselves. From this, a decisi

Pain
In a darkened room Beyond the reach of God's faith Lies the wounded, the shattered remains of love betrayed And the innocense of a child is bought and sold In the name of the damned The rage of the angels left silent and cold Forgive me please for I know not what I do How can I keep inside the hurt I know is true Tell me when the kiss of love becomes a lie That bears the scar of sin too deep To hide behind this fear of running unto you Please let there be light In a darkened room All the precious times have been put to rest again And the smile of the dawn Brings tainted lust singing my requiem Can I face the day when I'm tortured in my trust And watch it crystalize While my salvation crumples to dust Why can't I steer the ship before it hits the storm I've fallen to the sea but still I swim for shore Tell me when the kiss of love becomes a lie That bears the scar of sin too deep To hide behind this fear of running unto you Please let there be light In a darkened room WHY DOES LO

Our First Meeting
Waiting for my special knight to arrive, My heart was dancing and very much alive, A bleep of the mobile and a sign of his presence, An opened door and a moment oh so intense. A heartwarming moment were two became one, Dreams were realized and worries were gone, A loving embrace and kisses on the lips, Bonded by love ~ sealed in a magical grip. We talked and laughed all the night through, The spark was there and we clicked ~ me and you, Two halves united just like peas in a pod, Together at last sharing a special love sent from god. Were two in a million and one of a kind, You're my one true love who's always on my mind, A Perfect couple sharing a love that's rarely found, Were flying without high above the ground. Feels like I've known you for many years, Even though were apart you're always near, My bed maybe empty and the nights lonely, But you're mine and my one and only. You're my best friend with a listening ear, My soul mate with an understand

Long Distance Love
Long Distance Love When it hurts so bad, why does it feel so good? I wish this all made sense, I wish I understood. Not having you here with me is tearing me up inside, but I can't stop thinking about you no matter how hard I try. You know how I feel about you, and I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you, but it's so hard to do when I can't even be next to you. Why does it gotta be so complicated? Loving you feels so right, but at the same time, knowing I can't have you keeps me awake at night. I just want this to be simple, I just want you here with me, to look into your eyes, be held in your arms...then I'd truly be happy. Right now this distance between us is out of our control, but I'm still hoping one day soon, I'll get what I'm wishing for.

Funny Saying
A PRAYER FOR THE STRESSED! ! !Grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change, the courage to change the things i cannot accept, & the wisdom to hide the bodies of those PPL i had to kill 2day because they pissed me off.& also, help me to be careful of the toes i step on 2day , as they may be connected to the ass that i may have to kiss 2morrow.Help me to always give 100% at work 12%on Monday 23% on Tuesday 40% on Wednesday 20% on Thursday 5% on Friday & help me to remember.....when i'm having a really bad day, & it seems that PPL are trying to piss me off , that is takes 42 muscles to frown and only 4 to extend my middle finger and tell them to KISS MY ASS ! !

Iowa Boy - May 29, 09 Heartwarming
An Iowa boy These are the Americans that make us great.... John works at the Cargill plant in Eddyville , Iowa , when he's not in Iraq . Wouldn't it be fitting if this went completely around the world!..... This needs to make headline news...not some of the other junk that makes the news these days!!! Like the Rosie O'Donell war of words...celeb weddings...who's not wearing undies...etc. It's a tough, but heartwarming story...with a picture of John Gebhardt in Iraq John Gebhardt's wife, Mindy, said that this little girl's entire family was executed. The insurgents intended to execute the little girl also, and shot her in the head...but they failed to kill her. She was cared for in John's hospital and is healing up, but continues to cry and moan. The nurses said John is the only one who seems to calm her down, so John has spent the last four nights holding her while they both slept in that chair. The girl is coming along with her healing. He is one of the real heroes of the war, a

The Dream
I finally crawled into bed last night, late. With visions of you still in my head. Anticipation pounding in my heart. All my senses filled with your existence. As I escaped into the dream world I know so well, I took you with me. We walked down the beach together. Our hands touching and our hearts bonding through them. The wind kissing our faces gently. The sand giving way under our feet. The warmth in our hearts that only a poet would understand. Finding an oasis in the never ending edge of the world, We sit beneath the giant tree, on the patch of thick grass that seems to have been put there just for us. We talked for what seems to be hours. Never running out of things to say, feelings to share, thoughts to exchange. I reach out to touch you and you stop my hand with yours. Our fingers touch. Our hands envelop each other. Almost as though they were making love to each other. Our fingers dancing. Our eyes gazing into each others. A soft and gent

Lustful Love
Tell me what I'd have to change. Who would I have to be To slip into your arms; for you to make sweet love to me. Must I climb the highest cliff; swim along the ocean floor Crawl over broken glass - would you demand that I do more? Could you take me as I am, with my issues and my flaws Pull me to your chest without a hesitation or a pause? Slide your hungry tongue between my parted lips. Run your anxious fingers along my quivering hips. Wrap me in your passion, expose your every need. Press your steamy lips to mine, every secret freed. Sprinkle your tears across my cheek, confess every desire Moan my name, call me yours, and set my soul on fire. Need me more with every breath that slips into your chest, Please me nightly, miss me daily, never compare me with the rest. Grip my wrists; look in my eyes, and say the words I long to hear Kiss me roughly, and weep my name, forever hold me dear. Do I ask for wishes that could never quite come true? Is my sin, my greatest fault, that I can't s

Madly
When Two Hearts Fall Madly In Love, heir hearts beat faster and deeper than normal. There is nothing unusual, They stare deep into each others eyes, silently telling one another that there must be no lies, and if there will be love and lust, there must be between us trust. Standing there only inches apart, no one or nothing else could be heard, not even a weep nor even a bird. When Two Hearts Fall Madly In Love, they fall head over heels, and not one feels like arguing, even when push comes to shove. You know the deal. They ignore it or them, and continue to pursue the other’s thoughts, and their feet seem like lead. Nothing or no one can separate them, no matter what they think or try to do. When Two Hearts Fall Madly In Love, that when they stand so close together, not even an inch apart. Their eyes meet, and they can feel each others body heat, and so quiet, they can even here the thumpity thump of their hearts beat. Sunshine rain or sno

Helping Out A Friend That's Lonely
Should I pretend to like a guy that is flirting with me even though he knows that I don't see him like that? I am also leaving in a month to go back to college out of state and more than likely will not see him when I come back to visit my home. Should I give in to him hitting on me or say back off.

The Glory
I am very humbled right now.I could have lost my father today.He wrecked his motorcycle on some train tracks today and wrecked at 40 miles per hour.He didnt have a helmet on and he usually wears one.He hit head first and slid on the pavement.People stopped who saw it and thought he was dead he hit so hard.He has a tiny bump on his head and a scratch on his stomach but walked away pretty much unhurt.He was on his way to our church.He is the pastor.He showed up his clothes werent even dirty.The only thing I noticed was his shoe got scraped up real bad.His bike even barely got a scratch on it.He still was able to preach his sermon and have a smile on his face.I give all the glory to GOD for being merciful to spare my father his life or serious injury.I had a bad feeling about my father riding a motorcyle.I've lost alot of friends on them.I thank God for knowing that my dad has work here to do and that we need him and not taking him.My parents are the greatest parents in the world and my f

Lonely
Many people are lonely we all know that for a fact, but giving people a chance can better a relationship and with luck the person could find someone to be with and hold. Lonelyness is the steping stone b4 reaching happyness so hold on people b happy.

My Plans For The Future
I've been doing a whole lot of thinking in the past hours, and I have an idea what I need to do. I need to fix myself before I help other people, cause I have a lot of growing up and learning to do. So I'm gonna just stay away from women and leave relationships alone until I get myself straighten up. So I'm not accepting any applications, I'm just gonna do me for now on, cause just like I said, I got a lot of growing up to do and a lot of soul searching cause I'm a real bad mess, and bad with women. I don't have any other choice. I smother them way too much and Amy's right. I should learn how to give people space. So I'm gonna work on myself and get therapy. I'm making things worse as it is, cause I'm bad at dealing with women or people in general.

Precious
Just a little over a week ago I added an addition to my life. Someone had thrown a baby kitten out of their car at a gasa station. I was asked if I would be willing to take it since I had no pets. I really didn't know how little this kitten actually was. Her eyes were open and she was walking around but upon taking her to the vet she weighed less than half of a pound . They didn't know how old she was. Just a few weeks. She didn't eat and at first had to be fed with a tiny baby bottle. This happened on the weekend and as the ugly head of the monster called work drew closer, I realised I couldn't leave the baby alone. As luck would have it my gf said that her kids volunteered to watch it. Like taking a baby to the babysitter, I packed up it's formula, antibiotics, toys,and food and litter box and took all to the sitter's house. I think they were ready to kill me after a few days. I guess I should have told them that they can't tie a kitten down. They named her "Precious". It h

The One That Got Away
It all happened 3 years ago for the first time in my life i was able to say i love u without feeling scared. I started to talk to this girl named jessica i had many fun moments with her. One the last day of school i told her how i felt she said she couldnt c me more then as a friend. In that point and time I was sad but i didnt stop. We kept in touch till about 2 weeks ago when i tried to talk to her she said she would call me back I knew that was the last time i would here from her. I know she has had it rough and all i just wanted to b there 4 her and i think to myself how could i b that guy. And it occured to me that i could never b. I had always been there 4 her aparently that didnt matter but its cool im strong at heart and im not letting that hurt me. I guess this is y nice guys like me and others out there dont go ahead and say what they feel cause of things like these. Its not easy u know, its hard the heart is not a toy to b messed with so dont b like jessica and keep happy gu

Juggalo Vs. Juggahoe
OK ... LET ME GET SOMETHiNG RiGHT!!!YA'LL KNOW i HAVE A PROBLEM WiTH JUGGAHOS!!!YES i REALLY DO!!CAUSE ALL THiS FAKE AZZ CLOWNS SUX BiG BALLS! AND LiKE YA'ALL NOTiCED ... WikdClownz69 & HornyJuggalo ARE iN MY FAMiLY! NOW READ WHAT TYPE OF CLOWNS i DONT LiKE. iTS ALL ABOUT THE WANNABES ... NOT THE ORiGiNAL ONES! SO STOP FUKKiN CALLiN ME BAD NAMES AND STUFF!! Pierce County park visitors assaulted by gang of thugsBy Jennifer SullivanSeattle Times staff reporterFor several nights last month, a group of thugs with black hooded sweat shirts pulled tight over their heads, including at least one in "angry" clown makeup, terrorized visitors to Pierce County's Fort Steilacoom Park, police say.The group cried "woo, woo, Juggalo" as they assaulted park visitors with a machete and fists. They stole cellphones, cash and wallets and even threatened to cut their victims' heads off, according to court documents.So far, two men and a woman have been charged with robbery and assault fo

Hottie Contest!
Attention girls!! Do you have what it takes to become fubars favourite hottie??? Send your favourite picture of you, or link one, and include some words on why you are a great hottie (not just a great 2nd alarm hottie, but hottie in general). Send it to homepage in a private message. What the prizes will be I will get back too, have to ask around to get some donations;) If you know any that would wanna donate something great to the winner, let me know and I will find a way to repay the favour.. The contest will start August 1st and last for 1 week. Everyone can vote, but only once for each girl. ( To vote type yes in the comment box under the pic which will be in a special folder.) We want as many of you girls to participate. So come on girls, this will be fun:) Xoxo Annipoo

Urgent
i made this website to actually raise money i figured if everyone got the word out and send a $1 each and passed my site out this is an actual site i made for the cause of everything u can think of on here thats why i did it i did some research now i have this kool site to raise money now i need some help whos with me its going to everyonethat needs help with money for a place to live,food,bills,anything they need this assistance forhttp://www.yourcause.com/anglewingscourtney

Fubar Help
Fubar points Breakdown WHEN YOU DO THE FOLLOWING YOU GET 3 points for rating a profile 2 points for leaving a profile comment 1 point for rating a photo 1 point for photo comment 1 point for stash rating 1 point for stash comment 0 points for fanning someone THE PERSON YOU HELPING OUT GETS THE FOLLOWING 11 points for fanning them 6 points for you rating thier profile 6 points for a photo rating 6 points for a photo comment 6 points for stash rating 6 points for stash comment 5 points for page comment Please keep in mind all points are doubled for you and them during Happy Hour As you can see when trying to level someone it pays to fan them Stash and pic rates and comments may be worth the same but I personally find it alot easier to rate stash than pics. Also for those of you that may not have realized as you can see it is also helping you out when your helping others A side note too: You DO NOT get any points for RIPPED PICS.. might pay to h

Thoughts And Feelings
I've been with my fiance for over 2 years now. Things have been rough for a while. I love him to death and I would do anything for him, but at the same time....I'm feeling yucky inside from the stuff that he has done to me in the past year. I feel like my heart is aching from everything that he has done to me and that I'm actually falling apart inside. I act like I'm okay, but deep down I'm not. People think I'm overracting about what has happen, but they don't know the feeling I'm feeling inside. If I wanted too....I would spill all my feelings out in the opening to them, but I'm just afraid that they might say I'm "overracting" again. I mean, how would you feel if you found out that the man you loved told another girl(s) they he loved them, etc.? How would you feel if he touch another girl? How would you feel if he straight up lied to you? How would you feel if he kept doing this to you? Those are the questions I even ask myself even though my fiance has done every single thing I sai

Cold Heartache
I'm so bored and lonley, I'm totally going insane, I can't stand being me only and my head's playing games. Darkness is all around me as the rain falls from the sky. This emptiness feels so mean my heart just wants to cry. I wish the sun was shining bright but what difference would it make. My heart's to weak to fight the power of this cold heartache. So as my tears slowly fall the silence takes me in. I know I can't take the pain of it all as the lonliness takes me once again.

Lonely
im trying to find that special someone for two years now and it seems like i was never meant to be happy cause every time i think i found that special i get cheated on and hurt so i dont know f i should keep looking or just stay single for the rest of my life. I need advice. Can any1 help?

A Blog For My Thoughts
So like yesterday was a fucked up day. Today was slightly better. I got my coffee like always, worked like always and got a lovely text message from my ex bf. Him and I got into a huge fight yesterday in which he decides to reply back today. He said goodbye to me and I said bye dont let the door hit you on the ass on the way out. He replies ooOo tough girl. I said look you said goodbye and im just ending it by saying bye. What was funny was that he was the one that was like quit texting me. Fuck. I told him bye and i ended it and i said now im telling you bye and having the last word ass. And that was that. In which I give him about 2 months he will be crawling for me again. This hasnt been the first time this has happened more like to this day in the past three years 20 times that we have gotten into fights and he has came crawling back to me. I got a huge shocker today, my friend who I work with well she has been divorced two times and I feel bad for the poor woman, shes dating this

Thought
As my body dies and soul decays I wonder "is this the path I have chosen or has it been chosen for me?".Did my actions condemn me or set me free?Were my thoughts my own or something drilled into me as a seed?I will never be at peace because I will never know.I don't want to know.If you had all the answers then you would not have anything to question.Is my passtion what makes me a hopeless romantic or is it the other way around?Am I made to hold the world or am I afraid of what will happen if I let go?Why mend a broken heart to break it again?Did I not learn from my mistakes or do I procede to repeat the past?

Food For My Soul
If you could read my mind love What a tale my thoughts could tell Just like an old time movie bout a ghost from a wishin well In a castle dark or a fortress strong With chains upon my feet You know that ghost is me And I will never be set free As long as Im a ghost that you cant see If I could read your mind love What a tale your thoughts could tell Just like a paperback novel The kind that drugstores sell When you reach the part where the heartaches come The hero would be me But heroes often fail And you wont read that book again Because the endings just too hard to take Id walk away like a movie star Who gets burned in a three way script Enter number two A movie queen to play the scene Of bringing all the good things out in me But for now love, lets be real * I never thought I could act this way * And Ive got to say that I just dont get it I dont know where we went wrong But the feelins gone And I just cant get it back If you could read my mind love What a tale my thoughts could te

Allergic
OK SO HERE IS A FUNNY THING TO ME.. WHY IN THE WORLD IF YOU DONT LIKE SOMETHING PEOPLE SAY THIS.. WELL MY MOM IS ALLERGIC TO THAT SO I MAY BE TO? I WANDER IF THIS SHIT WILL WORK FOR ME.. LIKE SAY FOR INSTANCE A GUY YOU DONT LIKE KEEPS BUGGIN YOU SAYING SEXUAL THINGS TO YOU LIKE SHOW ME YOUR TITS. CAN I SAY I AM ALLERGIC TO THAT? I USED TO DATE THIS STUPID GUY AND HE WAS ALLERGIC TO CELERY CUZ HE DIDNT LIKE IT.. KEPT SAYING I AM ALLERGIC TO SHIT SO HE CAN TRY TO MANIPULATE ME TO MAKE WHAT HE WANTED... WELL FUCK IS HE ALLERGIC TO WATER? HOW COME PEOPLE CANT JUST SAY WHAT THE FUCK THEY MEAN INSTEAD OF MAKING UP SHIT LIKE I AM ALLERGIC? NEXT TIME A GUY SAYS SUCK MY DICK I WANDER IF THIS ALLERGIC SHIT WILL WORK FOR REAL.. LIKE SAY MY MOM IS ALLERGIC TO SUCKING STRANGE DICK I MAY BE TO.. I AM ALLERGIC TO PEOPLE THAT BEAT AROUND THE BUSH AND CANT SAY THEY DONT LIKE SOMETHING..

Giving Up Wine
Giving Up WineI was walking down the street when I was accosted by a particularly dirty and shabby-looking homeless woman who asked me for a couple of dollars for dinner. I took out my wallet, got out ten dollars and asked, 'If I give you this money, will you buy wine with it instead of dinner?' 'No, I had to stop drinking years ago', the homeless woman told me.'Will you use it to go shopping instead of buying food?' I asked..'No, I don't waste time shopping,' the homeless woman said. 'I need to spend all my time trying to stay alive.''Will you spend this on a beauty salon instead of food?' I asked.'Are you NUTS!' replied the homeless woman. I haven't had my hair done in 20 years!''Well, I said, 'I'm not going to give you the money. Instead, I'm going to take you out for dinner with my husband and me tonight.'The homeless Woman was shocked. 'Won't your husband be furious with you for doing that? I know I'm dirty, and I probably smell pretty disgusting.'I said, 'That's okay. It's import

I Love Toys
I have been into adult toys for around 10 years now. I have always enjoyed making sex better. I used to have a male ego issue about adult toys, but come to find out it is the best thing that has happened to me. I would suggest everyone enhance their sex lifes it has saved my marriage. I have recently opened a adult store online and I really enjoy the fact that I am making someones sex life better! I just wanted to pass on that you should try it if you already don't. Enjoy, and thanks for reading! ipleasureyou.

Storm
Well first day on fubar. checking it out. will let you know more when i find some new friends. hope you like the picture of Ginger, she is my service dog and is very well behaved and well trained. like to make to friends on the internet. Hope everyone had a good day.

Kat's Blog
I am so sick of sorry ass men. All I want is to be treated with a little respect.. a little sincerity... a little kindness. I am not a booty call, I am not your personal plaything, I am not a cyber-whore. If I'm not good enough to take to dinner and or out on a date, then I'm not good enough to spend the night with you. Plain and simple, end of story. If you are looking for a booty call or a one night stand... keep looking, I'm not the one. I am sure there are some dumb bitches out there, probably running rampant on this site as a matter of fact, that would not mind being treated like a whore but I am not one of them. You talk a good game about wanting to spend time with me and wanting to get to know me when all you're hoping for is a shot at getting in my pants. Well let me let you in on a little secret... I was born in the morning but it wasn't this morning. I am not stupid and I know what you're up to... but what you don't get is that I'm a hell of a lot smarter than you and apparen

Who's Reall Bootyful!
OK SO THERES THESE TWO LADIES ON MY TOP FRIENDS LIST AND I WAS DEBATING WHO WAS SEXIER AND I WANTED TO SEE IF YOU PEOPLE OUT THERE COULD HELP ME DECIDE WHO WILL TAKE THE TOP SPOT. FIRST ONE IS !.- ~*NeaNea*~ *Jeezy's Wife*~ 2.- *Bootyful* Fan&Rate Me before you add Me Pls WELL THESE ARE THE WOT LADIES SO JUST COPY AND PASTE NAME IN SEARCH ENGINE THEN GO FROM THE AND VIEW THERE PICTURES AND COME BACK HERE AND RATE THEM ON BLOG THANKS AGAIN FOR YOUR TIME.

Carpe Noctem
Tanz der Vampire - Carpe Noctem (Seize the Night)Lyrics:Vampire 1:Come with me and bless the night !Let the darkness be your salvation.Curse the day ! Escape the light !Break of chains of imagination !Come with me and seize the night !Nows the time for some insperation !Leave the day and lose the light,No taboos, only new sesations !Vampire 2:In the shadows of the city ???? A hero's waiting for the call !And all the devils are waking up.And all the angels start to fall.Vampires 1 & 2:In the shadows of the cityWe're dying for a thrill !We're going out over the edge !We're moving in for the kill !Vampire Group 1:You've got to curse the day.Its nothing but a merciless light, So open up your armsAnd then you get down on your kneesYou suck in all the darknessAnd you ready now to seizeSeize the night !Seize the night !Vampire Group 2:Dies irae, Kyrie. Libera me, Domine !Dies irae, Kyrie. Requiem da, Domine !Dies irae, Kyrie. Libera me, Domine !Dies irae, Kyrie. Requiem da, Domine !*Dies ira

The Pains Of Love
Its amazing how love works. First off you fall in love. That makes you act funny and do every thing you can to make the person you fell for feel the same way about you. Usually it works but some times it fails miserablely. then thats where the pain comes in. You sit back and watch the one you love off with some one else oand it feels like they are a million miles away where you can't see them. So you talk to them any way you know how just to keep the hope that you might win them over alive a little longer. In the end You'll cry and It will feel like your heart is being torn out but you will live...... And that is a fate worse than death because at least in death you would have the release and no pain. But in life after love you find misery every where. Plus it seems like every one knows what has happened and keeps there distance like your a leper or some thing...........so to the one that know what it feels like, "I feel your pain' and for the ones that don't I pray you never have to

Seeing Stars..
You know who you are, you stole my heart in a blink. What a wicked woman to leave this boy to crave that taste of you again. A smile from you fills my heart to point of explosion. Your eyes bleed through mine to see right through me and show me who I am. Your lips keep me frozen under your power. Not have I ever felt so at ease, like there has been a lingering spark from another time. Its funny how a Star came to make me feel whole again. Under our sky of broken paths we managed to find more than we imagined. I'll never stop trying cause your light shines greater than you see.

Loss Of A Friend
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oZVWn-nwG00&feature=player_embedded Crash on U.S. 26 in Clatsop County kills Hillsboro man by The Oregonian Monday July 20, 2009, 8:26 PM A traffic accident on U.S. 26 west of Elsie in Clatsop County left a man dead this afternoon, the Oregon State Police reported. A Chevrolet pickup was westbound about 4:15 p.m. when it passed another vehicle in a no-passing zone, said Lt. Gregg Hastings, a state police spokesman. According to witnesses, the truck was speeding and went out of control as it moved back into its lane. It struck an embankment, rolled several times and landed on its top. William J. Pierce, 37, of Hillsboro was pronounced dead at the scene. -- Staff reports

Another 5 Am Blog.....well, Actually, It's Almost 6 Am But What's The Difference?
Do you ever kick yourself in the ass? I don't mean literally but you know... over something you did that you shouldn't have done, or, something that you didn't do but should have done? I'm sitting at a point in my life right now to where I either have to dwell in what's going on or force myself to move on for the sake of sanity. Everytime I turn around, something in my life that seems like a big deal to me, is changing. Some things for the better and some for the worse. 99% of these things are things with my friends. I don't have the ability to say "don't do that" or "do this". They are my friends, not my children. They live their lives the way that they want to. No matter how I try to convince myself that everything is going to turn out great, I just can't shake this nasty feeling I have deep within my gut. This nagging feeling that says "you will never feel that way again, that moment is gone, you will never get it back no matter how content you were"... I was honestly ju

Laying Here
I've been laying here in bed tossing and turning..Simply can't sleep.. thinking.. Just wondering why am I not dating material... Am I destined to be just a friend with people.. their buddy, their pal, or what I can not stand the most is.. "Just one of the guys"..I HATE THAT SAYING with a passion.. Am I too strange, too dorky, not feminine enough..are my jokes too hardcore... Am I too blunt.. Am I too direct... Am I too odd... It's gotta be something.. If someone knows....please tell me... Thank you for reading my ramblings.. Anyways, have an amazing Tuesday!

Love
God doesn't give you the people you want, He gives you the people you NEED - To help you, to hurt you, to leave you, to love you and to make you into the person you were meant to be. Dear God: The person reading this is beautiful, classy and strong, and I love them. Help her live her life to the fullest. Please promote her and cause her to excel above their expectations. Help them shine in the darkest places where it is impossible to love. Protect them at all times, lift theim up when they need you the most, and let them know when they walk with you, They will always be safe. Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain.

Benifit For Bud & Jackie Green
Whitetail invited you to: Bud and Jackie Green Benefit When: Sunday, July 26, 2009 12:00 PM to 6:00 PM PDT Where: Felts Mills Fire Hall Please join Whitetail, Froggy 97, and the friends and family of Bud and Jackie Green. Local radio DJ Bud Green and his wife Jackie tragically lost two daughters, Susan and Denise, in an auto accident over the Memorial Day weekend. There can be no greater tragedy. This event will be an opportunity for friends, family, and supporters to show this wonderful family how much we care and help them heal. There will be food, music, prizes. We will auction off a guitar autographed by Lorrie Morgan, Aaron Tippin, Kevin Sharp, Michael Peterson, Mustang Creek and more, specifically for this event. Music by Whitetail. Felts Mills Fire Dept has graciously set up this event. Froggy 97 personalities and Mr. Froggy will be there. The fire hall is on Rt 3 in Felts Mills. For more information visit www.froggy97.com - Whitetail Ignore invitations from W

Something To Talk About
Well tomorrow night there is suppose to be this cool eclipse in India. I would like your input on this subject. The Hindus believe this eclipse is a mark of bad things to come. What do you think of this if you know anything about it. If not google it or got o ask.com and find out then tell me what you think...

Note To Self!
Note to self: NEVER QUIT!! There is this lady who thought she could take away my fu hubby and my fu lover. In the last few weeks this lady and I have been in a pissing contest. I believe im winning! Needless to say after one upping her on bling and blasts and threats off all sorts, she topped me by buying me a HH. She thought she had me I would bend to her will, she implored me to say Uncle.. I SAY NEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO i bought her a HH as well, You will see us tomorrow together. Please so I can win just go hit her like mad.... I will not bend, nor break I will win SPARTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dirtywhiteboysdirtywhiteblog
okay, so the simple truth is: i weigh way too much. ive gone to being a 190 lb lean muscle fighting machine to a 245lb tub of lard. so in the last month, ive cut out sugary drinks and fast food. here i am a month later at 235. only 45 more lbs to go...wish me luck. im gonna need it.

My Prayer
Lord I really need your help. Give me strength and guidance to take me to the right direction. Give me the ability to have moreconfidence in myself. Please let people know that I mean no harm I'm a good soul, God. I just need help mentally, dear Lord. I'm not a bad person, just misunderstood, dear Lord. Please heal me, please give me knowledge. Please God correct me and let people that I made uncomforatble know that I mean no harm. Please give me strength and guidance. In Lord Jesus Name, AMEN.

Older Woman Are So Reasonable
After> > being married for 44 years, I took a careful look at my wife> > one day and said, "44 years ago we had a cheap> > apartment, a cheap car, slept on a sofa bed and watched a> > 10-inch black & white tv but I got to sleep every night> > with a hot 25-year-old girl.> > > > Now I have a> > $1.5 million home, a $45,000 car, nice big bed and a plasma> > screen tv, but I'm sleeping with a 65-year-old woman. It> > seems to me that you're not holding up your side of> > things.'> > > > > > > > My wife is a> > very reasonable woman.. She told me to go out and find a hot> > 25-year-old girl and she would make certain that I> > would once again be living in a cheap apartment, driving a> > cheap car, sleeping on a sofabed and watching a 10-in black> > and white tv..> > > > Aren't> > older women great? They really know how to solve your> > mid-life> > crisis.

So Yea...
So yea I was thinkin and I came up with I want a relationship but I'm not lookin for one does that even make sence? I didnt think so. I also came up with I think I wanna be a body builder. Scary huh? I thought so. I also thought about bein a Marine. Perfect huh? YEA IT IS!! I thought about bein a porn star. Creepy huh? Yea it is! Anyway this blog was completely random and I just went on about stupid bullshit to see what other people will say about it. ........ so yea.

Fascinating Biology Facts
Fascinating biology facts> The largest cell in the human body is the female egg and> the smallest is the male sperm.> It takes the food seven seconds to get from your mouth to> your stomach.> One human hair can support 3 kg (6 lb).> The average man's erection is three times the length of his> thumb..> Human thigh bones are stronger than concrete.> A woman's heart beats faster than a man's.> There are about one trillion bacteria on each of your> feet.> Women blink twice as often as men.> The average person's skin weighs twice as much as the> brain.> Your body uses 300 muscles to balance itself when you are> standing still.> If saliva cannot dissolve something, you cannot taste it.> Men who read this are probably still busy checking their> thumbs

Letting Gooooo
ok im not one to write much but i just cant shake a few things off ,i just dont understand if someone is susposed to be your best friend and you did and have done everything possible to help that person,even going as far as giving them a place live so the kids wasnt going without,how can they turn around and tear a family apart,take a father from his son ,and rip apart a relationship ,it might have not been the perfect lil family and maybe we fought alot and i wasnt treated the best but we managed to make it through 9 years together,but now my so called friend has took over and is living the life i once had,and dosnt feel bad at all for doing what she did,i guess it still dose hurt me some,i mean other then my son, him and his family was my life and thats all i knew i never imagined in a million years that i would have to lose everything i knew and start a new life clear across the country,it just hurts to know she is gong to be waking up everyday in a house that was once mine in the s

Running Away!!
I know that some of you feel like running away today so do i! SO i figured we will all run away together.... Cause i will miss you!!! Hughes driving the rv... don't know the destination Anyone need a lift? Wicked Apparently all of you want to come we need a plane... Hmmm wonders if Hugh can fly a plane? List of runaways (not in order) Reeka Witchie WItty Hugh Boo Seamus Misfit Serenity Daisy Not telling Swift Spiker 425 Silver Diamond Doug Crystal Swift Philemon (wether he likes it or not) Wicked Goddess DurhamNTx Majik CantSleepClownsWillEatMe

Countinuing Education
Spring Classes for Women at THE ADULT LEARNING CENTER REGISTRATION MUST BE COMPLETEDby Tuesday, July 14, 2009 NOTE: DUE TO THE COMPLEXITY AND DIFFICULTY LEVEL OF THEIR CONTENTS, CLASS SIZES WILL BE LIMITED TO 8 PARTICIPANTS MAXIMUM. Class 1 Up in Winter, Down in Summer - How to Adjust a Thermostat Step by Step, with Slide Presentation. Meets 4 wks, Monday and Wednesday for 2 hrs beginning at 7:00 PM. Class 2Which Takes More Energy - Putting the Toilet Seat Down, or Complaining About It for 3 Hours?Round Table Discussion.Meets 2 weeks, Saturday 12:00 for 2 hours. Class 3Is It Possible To Drive Past a Wal-Mart Without Stopping?Group Debate.Meets 4 weeks, Saturday 10:00 PM for 2 hours. Class 4 Fundamental Differences Between a Purse and a SuitcasePictures and Explanatory Graphics.Meets Saturdays at 2:00 PM for 3 weeks. Class 5Curling Irons--Can They Levitate and Fly Into The Bathroom Cabinet?Examples on Video.Meets 4 weeks, Tuesday and Thursday for 2 hours beginning at 7:00 PM

Crumpled, Torn, Shattered, And Discarded
I once thought I had found love so I married the woman who made happy and after ten years she cheated. So I figure live and learn I am not the first person in the world this has happened to. I spent a few years enjoying being single then I met my second wife and I thought I was in heaven. That was until the day I returned home to find her packing her belongings up and leaving me for some 19 year old kid. I was shattered. I spent some more time alone then I found someone who I thought was truely the one. Only thing is she did not feel the same way about me. So I moved on and I found someone who I thought things were going to work out with but she only wanted to use me for money. So now I think I will become a monk less chances of ever suffering from heart break that way. To sum it up I no longer have a heart left its been crumpled, torn, shattered and discarded like yesterdays news paper. Speaking for myself LOVE STINKS.

Fake Fucks
IF YOUR FAKE ASS EVER TRIES TO TALK TO ME AGAIN.. ITLL BE A FUCKING MISTAKE. AND I PROMISE YOU WILL REGRET IT. THINKING YOU CAN FUCK WITH ME. FUCK YOU AND EVERYOTHER FAKE ASS MOTHER FUCKER YOU ALL CAN SUCK MY FAT WHITE COCK REAL TALK..

My Profile/me
For starters... I'm waitin for my computer so I can get my salutes up. All I have right now is my iPod to get me online. So I can't do too much I just now figures out a way to add a blog on here. It just makes things harder being in Kuwait Well I'm still new to fubar so help me out I like reading msgs and comments And you can check myspace/facebook if u don't trust me without salutes. (buckymandude@hotmail.com) for both

The Writing Vault
“I would also like two orders of fries,” said Skip Bronson, a man who declares he is a relative to a famous director and never will deny it. Skip, along with his fiancee Missy Burberry, a girl whom her body size equals to her enormous attitude. “I want extra sauce Skip,” asked Missy in her usual whining voice. “NO, it costs 20 cents extra for each packet, are you going to pay for it?” answered Skip in a voice as if he lost all his Magic cards in a dare. “I want extra sauce! I want extra sauce!” replied Missy jumping up and down. “Shut the fuck up, Missy,” answered Skip. Then, in a quick grasp of a sentence, Skip said, “That’ll be all” to the microphone of the drive-thru menu. The clerk on the other end repeated the whole order to Skip and then he gave the reply, “It’s right”. Then the total came up and Skip drove to the window without a thank you. Skip and Missy have been toget

Path Of Atonement Part 1
The Hunter: Path of Atonement The growling is heard from the alley way, as two boys run through it, looking behind them as they run, their faces filled with the fear of death. One of them holding their arm as drops of blood fall to the dirty street. Under normal nights, the figure watching them would enjoy the fear, even revel in it. The figure sighs and watches the figures …this isn't any night though, he has a mission and a person to draw out. "Damnable sire....wish she would use me for more than this simple task…could be feeding right now" the figure grumbles, following the two boys as they run, making sure to stay visible enough for them to know where he is...and to make sure his target knows as well. Picking up speed as he jumps from the top of one building to the next, keeping his hunger in check, knowing if all goes well he will feed plenty tonight after this little adventure. He jumps from another building to the next, grinning as he senses the presence of anot

Friends What Are They What Does It Mean?
WHAT IS A FREIND? A FREIND IS SOME ONE THAT NEVER OVER STEPS THE BOUNDRIES YOU HAVE.. THAT IS MORE THAN JUST HERE ILL GIVE YOU THIS. A FRIEND IS SUPPOSE TO BE THERE FOR YOU THROUGH THICK AND THIN NO MATTER WHAT.. A FRIEND IS SOME ONE THAT NEVER SAYS SEXUAL SHIT IN FRONT OF SOMEONE YOUR DATING LIKE " SEE MY TITTIES I HAVE BIG TITTIES I HAVE NICE NIPPLES" THATS OVER STEPPING YOUR FRIENDS BOUNDRIES.. A FRIEND DONT JUST DO THINGS FOR YOU THEY RESPECT YOU AS WELL. A FRIEND WOULD NOT DATE A GUY YOU LIKE REGARDLESS EVEN IF YOU LIKE THE GUY AS WELL.. THATS NOT RESPECTING A PERSON AT ALL..I ALWAYS TEST A PERSON AND SAY HERE YOU GO YOU LIKE THEM AND IF THEY GO FOR THE TRAP THEN I KNOW DAMN WELL THERE NOT MY TRUE FRIEND.. I KNOW THEN THEY HAVE LOW SELF ESTEEM AND JUST ARE WANTING TO MAKE THEMSELFS FEEL BIGGER BY DOING THE SHIT THEY DO.. I WONT TOLERATE THAT SHIT AT ALL ITS WRONG IN SO MANY WAYS.. IT REALLY IS.. A FRIEND WOULD NOT ASK YOU IF ITS OK TO ASK ANOTHER GUY YOU LIKE ADVISE ABOUT

For All The People Who Grew Up Between The 30s And 70s
TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930 's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants &children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cup cakes, white bread and real butter and drank Kool-aid made with sugar, but we weren't overweight because,

O0ostephieo0o
My mind spins through bits and pieces of the past that seem to make my heart cry yet hold on longer... yet somehow it still seems to hold on to nothing... and at the same time the memories mean so much, yet there worth nothing more then just parts of the past that are now only real in my mind!! what good is that if it cant rewind me back to the time when i could touch you.. smell you... and most of all to the time when you were mine and i was yours.

Pirates...
What is a pirate? A pirate is a Buddha, basically. The differences are mainly cultural. Pirates like to sail the sea, and in pirate culture honor is gained by kicking ass and taking names rather than virtuous works. Similar to a Buddha, though, a pirate moves with perfect personal freedom and doesn't answer to anyone. The social hierarchy of pirates, like that of monks, is based on quick wits and applied experience. Examining the Four Noble Pirate Truths The Four Noble Pirate Truths are ordered in the opposite direction of the Four Noble Truths. Rather than explaining them in the order they need to be understood, you are told the last first and the first last, in true Judeo-Christian tradition. Thus, when you read the final truth the other three become more clear. Let's tackle these in reverse order. You are a pirate. People are not born or raised to be better than the others. Everyone has the potential for perfection within their own lifetimes. Every per

Beach
You call me and tell me to prepare for a weekend away. You pick me up and all you tell me about where were going is sit back and enjoy. We go out for a romantic dinner at a nice place. we sit in a dark corner near a fireplace and candle lit table. we enjoy a wonderful dinner and awsome conversation,after dinner we go for a moon lit walk along a beach. To my suprise you have been there before. You have a blanket and candles lit with a white sheer tent,and asti chiling,with a vase of pink roses. You kiss me so softly and slowly fall to our knees. You gently lay me down and kiss my lips and worrk your way to my neck. then you slowly un buttton my blouse with your mouth,and work on my bra then you caress my breasts softly and gently kiss them and ,you caress my nipples with your lips. As you are doing this I am moaning with utter pleasure. you slowly work you way down my body I shutter with pleasure the whole time . you softly caress my clit with your tongue until your face is moistened w

Love Quotes
"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her..." " If you love me, let me know. If not please gently let me go." " Some of the grater things in life are unseen thats why you close your eyes when you kiss, cry, or dream." " If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, it's yours forever. If it doen't, it wasn't ment to be."

Guides To Help With Heartache And Living With The Undying Love For Some One
It seems the harder you try to win some ones heart the harder they make it for you to do so. You sit back, listen to their problems, help them when they need it, and silently loving them. You dedicate your life to them and try to keep them safe and with out heart ache. They go out into the world and come back broken. You mend their heart, and cherish the time you have with them before they are gone agian. And it just keeps going on and on like that and has no sign of ever stopping. You sit at home wondering what you've done to make you invisable to them and what you need to do so that they will see you agian. Your heart breaks as the seconds turn to minutes, the minutes turn to hours,and the hours to days. You cry silent screams of pain, as the tears flow down your face like the rivers after the rains. When you get to see them or talk to them you find it hard not to spill your heart to them and not to breakdown and cry. You smile when they are near and never let them now the pain you

A Letter For My Lover
i do apologize for how i acted over the phone and you know how frustrated i am with all this just like you and everything that's going on with my parents. but you know well enough i am not going to give up on you and i know you dont want to either. i don't know whether i should cry or whether to feel angry. i feel both. i know you love me and i know you want to be with me. i know you told me that you have things to do over there and to deal with. i know you dont want me to give up and i know you mean it when you said for me to hang in there even when things are tough. another hurdle i guess. i know you still love me and i know you want to be with me. i know you were saying things because you were angry to how we both were acting and that because she was there with you. i know you were acting how i am with people around but you know well enough that i love you even when i dont say it... so im trying to think along that same line. i know all this is killing you inside just as much as me.

Wtf
I really freaking hate when a waiter/waitress takes the the bill after you paid and you haven't left yet. I don't know why but it just gets on my nerves. It makes me want to take my tip back. Don't get me wrong though I'm a great tipper but I just think it is plain rude. What do you think? Let Me Know!!!

This Song Involves How I Feel Right Now
This is the song that I can relate to right now. I'm in a pissed off mood. Michael Jackson-They Don't Care About Us Skin head, dead headEverybody gone badSituation, aggravationEverybody allegationIn the suite, on the newsEverybody dog foodBang bang, shot deadEverybody's gone madAll I wanna say is thatThey don't really care about usAll I wanna say is thatThey don't really care about usBeat me, hate meYou can never break meWill me, thrill meYou can never kill meJew me, sue meEverybody do meKick me, kike meDon't you black or white meAll I wanna say is thatThey don't really care about usAll I wanna say is thatThey don't really care about usTell me what has become of my lifeI have a wife and two children who love meI am the victim of police brutality, nowI'm tired of bein' the victim of hateYou're rapin' me of my prideOh, for God's sakeI look to heaven to fulfill its prophecy...Set me freeSkin head, dead headEverybody gone badtrepidation, speculationEverybody allegationIn the suite, on t

All About Me
Sometimes I get lost in the words that I hear from people, I believe their words when they say they care, I believe them when they throw words at me like love and friendship... So I ask myself "Am I Just kidding myself?? Do these people really mean this shit that I am hearing?? I want to believe these words I need to believe these words, so I guess I really could care less if they are true are not, the fact is I need them whether they are truth are fiction. We like to think we are self dependent and the only person we need is ourselves,but honestly who are we fucking kidding here?... We all need to feel loved and cared for by others it is only human nature to feel this way. So I get lost in the words I hear ....I am not sure if they are lies or truthful thoughts from the persons heart, but I do know I get lost, simply because I need to believe!!

Late Night Thoughts
I sit here in my thoughts - all of the things I've done and said. I wonder what other ways of life that I could of chose, other ways of life I could of lead. The people who I've crushed, the ones who have broken my heart ... no matter how much inner bruising I'll always stay alarmed; assert - you have to be ready, eventually everything falls apart.Always so confident and happy on the outside, but no one knows the half of what I hide in my mind - my soul. Sometimes I feel myself want to shatter, some of the time I just feel my heart grow so dark ... so fucking cold. Dismay seems to devour away at all the guilt and sorrow inside. All of this hurt just won't seem to abide ...Mayhem emotionally strikes my heart constantly, fuck it - I'll just drown all of it away. Maybe I can actually be someone, maybe one of these days ...

Introduction To My Friends That Don't Really Know Me...yet
The title of this "blog" is completely true. I have never "blogged" before this moment so I'm not sure if I'm going to take it the direction its supposed to go but im going to just keep going if its all the same to you lol. My name is Justin, I was born in NE Ohio, and grew up along all the east coast with the majority of the time in South Carolina so I'm quite the hybrid with the ability to understand country, and speak yankeeish:) I joined the army june 2003...Spent a year in Korea, 2 1/2 in Iraq and a year and a half at my new home around ft carson. I recently had a divorce, and decided to come back from Ohio to Colorado for a woman who I split from in 4 days and I decided to stay out here with an old army buddy. We're getting a house in the next 6 months, cant wait to get out of a crammed apartment. Ummmm, I will just end this with a few cool quotes for effect:) Comfort the disturbed, and disturb the comfortable When the rich wage war its the poor who die Sometimes it is a

Forgotten!
why would you let someone drag you downwhy would you let yourself drownin all this pain and all this sorrowhoping it will all get better tomorrowliving this life so full of hope for a wonderful lifenot knowing you were going to twist that knifestabbed in the back so many times you promised things that were all blank linespages of poured out love you gave to mebut all thats left is a larger lock without a keyas my heart softened i doubted you less oftenthe doubt got less and my love got strongerand then your confusion would come back even strongermonths of love turned into shameand its me your trying to blamefor all your anger and all your fears

H.o.r.n.y
I want pic suggestions and outfit suggestions for new pics that i'm gonna take in a few hours.. Both SFW and NSFW. Tell me your idea and if I use it, you will get a special pic of it with a salute. So come on people, this will be fun. Xoxo Annipoo

Tax, Spend, Regulate- No Solution To Healthcare
While the media focused its attention on Judge Sonia Sotomayor'snomination to the Supreme Court, liberals in the House ofRepresentatives introduced a health care "reform" package that willcost $245 billion a year by 2019. Heritage Foundation blogger Conn Carroll digs into an alarming aspect of the legislation: it will effectively regulate your private healthinsurance plan out of business. Here's how it works, as Carrollexplains: [A]ll health insurance plans must confirm to a slew of newregulations, including community rating and guaranteed issue. Thesewill all drive up the cost of health insurance. Furthermore, all thesenew regs would not apply just to individual insurance plans, but toall insurance plans. So the House bill will also drive up the cost ofyour existing employer coverage. Until, of course, it becomes tooexpensive and they just dump you into the government plan. And all this will come at a huge cost to taxpayers. According toestimates from the Congressional Budg

Just A Couple Of Things
I am addicted to fla-vor-ice pops. It combines my two favorite fetishes: Ice and artificial flovors. My legs are refusing to tan. and my top half is a totally different shade than my bottom half. I'm going over to GBT's for Koolaid and Brandy. You should read a Tim Dorsey book if you like funny books. Also.... Wicked just called me a bitch. should i clothes line her in the roller rink?

My Ideal Vacation Spot
My ideal Vacation spot...... One day as I was driving into a small town called Ponoka I noticed signs for a psychiatric hospital.... my head start spinning and thoughts started rolling and i thought to myself that would be the ideal vacation spot.. Follow along with me on my ride. First not only do you get pills to wake up and be happy but you get pills to go to sleep. You can pee in your bed and someone will clean that up for you You don't really have to get out of bed to eat they will bring your food to you You get to discuss your feelings all day if you want Your get to do arts and crafts YOu can look into paint splotches and decide what you see.. You can people watch and there will be entertainment in it... These are just a small portion of why i think i should check myself in... Thank you Wicked

Random Thoughts On Fubar
Ok so its been a while since I have put myself "on the market," so to speak. Still, I am not really interested in looking for a relationship. The way I see it, it will just happen when it's right. I don't think seeking your hearts desire finds much of anything except what it is you want to see based on hope, and the things others know you want to see in them. I look through all these profiles here at Fubar, and other sites I use; and I see so many guys to drool over. Nice to look at yes, but try to talk to them and see how very uncomparable appearance, intellect, and personality are to rate IN ONE CATEGORY. I personally look at a personality to determine whether a person is approachable as a friend (since that is all I'm looking for). Most of the people on my friends list here are strictly for the game, and I have never spoken a word to them. I have probably sent like five friends requests, and the rest are recieved and accepted, yet why if you never speak? I h

Basement Dwellers!!
Dear Basement and Closet Dwellers! Here are the rules.... 1.Food and Alcohol will be supplied. 2. Ganga is provided please see Seamus for this 3. Witty will be handing out Pillows 4. Witty was the first stalker shes in charge 5. Seamus is second 6. Please if they hurt you in any way you may now see Kit for any injuries, she has alot of pills. 7. Ketch22 has little umbrellas for the drinks and is the official bed jumper 8. Drill will be providing free sex to all the ladies... please refrain from over using his butt... thank you 9. If you get angry because you have been couped up to long take it out on the BIRD (Name) 10. Hugh will be the resident petting zoo owner.. feel free to go pet Bruno, Leo or his furry cat... 11. SDSU Aztec... my resident pirate.....watch out for the monkey it tends to piss on you 11. Once again shes back the name changing crazy sister of mine.. shes off limits touch her and you will pay..love you Witchie Thank you for coming to the basement..

Roughneckww
Life is what i make it to be, even when times are hard there is always something good to happen if i want too. Trying to surround myself with good people is the key to finding myself in good situations and good places.

Just When Things Are Looking Up..
As most of my friends on here know,my 14 year old daughter was diagnosed almost a year ago with Melanoma.She has gone through many surgeries and had her lymph nodes removed because the cancer had spread.She has been on a type of chemo called Interfuron 3 days a week since Jan of 2009 and will be on it until Nov of 2009.Things have been looking up for her.The chemo is rough but she is strong and she is so looking forward to it being over.We just got back from Disneyland thanks to Make~A~Wish and her hopes were high. Then we get a call yesterday from her doctor's office.Jess(my daughter) has been having alot of pain in her hips so they sent her for an MRI a couple days before we left for our trip.The results said her hips were fine,but the reason her belly was cramping was she has ovarian something(I forget what they called it,and forgot my notepad where I wrote it down at work).Basically she has cysts on both her ovaries and they are bleeding.So now she has to go to the gyno and have t

Petition!!1
Hey guys heres a petition for making not only an easier fu world for all but for people with credit cards to.. There should be an option for us to purchase things like bling, vips, blasts, happy hour,and tickers for fu bucks comment below as your signature ill give this to babyjesus and maybe hell hear us... it takes a 1000 members for it to process... So please sign it thank you!

In The Past
...Want Ads stating "Help Wanted: Male" or "Help Wanted: Female". Replying to an ad of the wrong gender was a waste of time, as you would be laughed (or cursed) out of the Personnel Office (as they once were called)....Mothers leaving their kids with a "sitter", because there was no "day care". This was still a foreign concept when I was well into my teens, and a major demand from the "Womens' Movement"....The Womens' Movement. Women insisting it be "ok" for a woman to work outside the home because she WANTED to, not just because her husband was a layabout. The jeers at the "women who wanted to be men". The justifications for paying women less than men for the same work....Having to ask for a Private Line from "THE PHONE COMPANY"; otherwise you would have to be on a Party Line....When there was only one PHONE COMPANY, you leased your phone (and THEY fixed it when it broke), & yes, I remember Party Lines (and was on one for a time)....When you dialed (yes, DIALED) 5 numbers, the first 2

Folly
You under estimated me, i did the same to you...I never realized how much pain you could put me through...My heart was never fully broken, only slightly bruised...I gave love in it's purest form, i gave it to someone...I gave it to you...

A New Low....
Well, a new low for Fubar.... I became friends with ♱§ШεεŦѼĈħε®®Y♱Pìε-MemberofCandyShop- Page can be found here... http://www.fubar.com/user/899559 Started talking the normal how are you's ect. further into the convo she found out I do not put money on fubar, thus could not buy her bling... She then removed me from Friends lol Here is the Convo... remember read bottom to top..... (UPDATE She has now Blocked me) >♱§ШεεŦѼĈħε...: Wow.... ♱§ШεεŦѼĈħε...: ok thanks bye ->♱§ШεεŦѼĈħε...: I am sorry, I do not put money on here, much rather spend it on my Nieces and Nephew or other more important things ->♱§ШεεŦѼĈħε...: Why are you wasting my time? ♱§Шεε&

Feeling Under The Blue Lately
Sorry not been much of a friend lately.. just not been feeling up to being on here much lately. Just want to say thank you to the very few who actually show me love on here lately. I appreciate everything you do..and for who you are. I have thought of deleiting ..but I know I will regret it once I have. Anyways..just wanted to say thank you again..for being there. xoxo

Why I Carry A Gun
My old grandpa said to me son,' there comes a time in every mans life when he stops bustin' knuckles and starts bustin' caps and usually it's When he becomes too old to take an ass whoopin', I don't carry a gun to kill people. I carry a gun to keep from being killed. I don't carry a gun to scare people. I carry a gun because sometimes this world can be a scary place. I don't carry a gun because I'm paranoid. I carry a gun because there are real threats in the world. I don't carry a gun because I'm evil. I carry a gun because I have lived long enough to see the evil in the world. I don't carry a gun because I hate the government. I carry a gun because I understand the limitations of government. I don't carry a gun because I'm angry. I carry a gun so that I don't have to spend the rest of my life hating myself for failing to be prepared. I don't carry a gun because I want to shoot someone. I carry a gun because I want to die at a ripe old age in my bed, and not on a sidewalk somewhere t

How To Let Them Go
In our lives there comes a time when we have done all we can do to prove to the one we love, how much we truely care. At that time after all the hard effort and all the pain and tears we must let them go. I know it will be hard for us to do, but it must be done. We must finally realize that they don't care and to them we are a joke or worse a dog that comes when called. We have stood by and been a door mat for long enough with not even the glimse of what we set out to accomplish. So we must be strong and try not to show how much it is killing us in side to let go. They think we will hold on to the hope of having them with no intention of giving themselves to us. Our love and hearts are just a game for them and playing on our emotions keeps them entertained while they continue to search for whats right in front of them. We will cry in privite but never in front of them because we know that they will try to make us feel like they care to keep us hanging on. Our hearts will break, our so

Leaving It Behind.
I'm Leaving All This Behind Me.This Is The Last Time I Leave.I Have College Soon Anyway So I Wont Have Time For Any Of This.Theres No Fighting With Me On This,Theres No Telling Me " Well Your Leaving Over THAT",I Leave Over Whatever The Hell I Want To Leave For. Im Just Done.Take It For What You Want.

Sweet Addictions
I think i've mentioned this before, but, now it'sfor real. I'm proposing a get to gether for the Fu's. It should be a simple BBQ or something that will be on a weekend, maybe July 1st or something. It's a chance for everyone to get together and meet each other, and just hang out for a day or two. I do this in another game i play once a year, and it has been a really great experiance. So, if you are interested plz let me know where you live, so we can find a central location, (where someone has enough room to accomadate everyone, yard wise at least...) I my self live in N.E. Arkansas. I have the yard, but no accommadations. Unless u bring a tent lol So, let me know, we'll see if we can get this thing going. and tell your Fu Friends, see if they are interested. I should also say, this is not a 1 person pays for everything. everyone contributes to what they want to eat, drink, ect. the rest is just being able to acually meet each other and having fun.. (note: we generally get mot

What The Hell?
I've been inspired by a slew of elements lately that have sort of, reawakened my soul and quest for life. I want to start living now, instead of agonizing over the future, or worse, the past. It's time to embrace my environment and true nature, not cover it up with what I think I'm supposed to be doing or how I think I'm supposed to be feeling. It's time to just let it be. It is what it is.

Bombing
Ok, I use Cherry bombs 3-4 times a week. Don't SB me if you don't have an auto on. Do not offer fubucks if you don't have an auto on. Don't SB without an auto and say "Bomb me and I will get you back" because 99% of you don't. I have plenty of people in my family that rarely gets an auto to bomb. They are in my family because they help me ALL the time. And for the people that ask me to bomb me and I do but don't return the favor, don't bother SB either. I have bombed yous like 20 times and like 10 of yous don't return the favor. You know who you are. Which brings me up the next subject. Why most people on here help people who don't even care about you? All they care about is leveling. So why waste your money and time on them when don't even bother to even say hi to you? Let them spend their own money and time. I am not saying EVERYONE is that stingy, but a good portion are. If ya'll read this an hate me then oh well. Its my opinion. Yeah I know. I will get morons that will comment chil

Stolen From Raistlin Kinda
1. What is my first name? 2. What is my favorite color? 3. Am I married, divorced, single or seperated? 4. How many kids do I have? 5. What type of music do I listen to the most? 6. What was my first car? 7. Do I have tatoos? 8. Am I a smoker? 9. Do i prefer the t.v. or to read?

This Is My Story
You only get one chance to do it. Hi folks, I am a friend to many fu-folks here, and this is not my first campaign. Anytime I am on a social network, I like to take the power of the first amendment and assert it. Blogging is of course the way to go these days, but as an aspiring screenwriter and someone who already writes lyrics and poetry, I find it more fascinating to have what I write be published into the printed community. Unfortunately, that takes college and a tad more ambition than I find interest in, at the moment. One thing to know about me is that I am big on music. I live with music wherever I can listen to it, I sing lyrics when im alone or when it plays in my car. I aspire to play it in a band, or perhaps sing it. Lately I have been approached to learn some aspects of producing it, because I have a knack for observing what a bands chemistry is like. That is above my head though, and so that will be something that comes as it does. Here I am, writing. I started witho

Divorce Issues,children & Ex's From Hell!!
All I wanted is for Craig, my ex, our boys Thad and Joey, and me -and now Craig's fiance Jenn-her kids..and my Matthew to be happy - that's it - live and let live..... I tried so hard while I was married to Craig-nothing was ever good enough..He is retired from the Navy - I walked away from a 2 story home in the Adirondacks, didn't want his retirement, didn't want alimony - I could go get a job, uncontested divorce w/joint custody -me having primary - and he has sat on the signed and notarized divorce papers for TWO YEARS...not done a damn thing... After my Dad died suddenly from a massive heart attack in Dec.06 two days after Christmas - I did a lot of soul searching -knew that 1.Craig smokes 2 packs a day and had since he was 17 and has no intentions of ever quitting -that = it's gonna catch up to him some time soon and 2. the boys couldn't get to really know him on 'summers' that school systems call summers these days - so in May 2007 I let Craig have the boys for a designated

Vamp.
She didn’t just want his body she wanted his soul… his very blood., His love. Tonight is the night she thought as she pulled on her form fitting dress and stepped into her new sexy high heel shoes. She knew with her style that she would make his mind and body go crazy and with her attitude that would make any man want her she would have him. She smelled the scents of plenty of humans before but no one had the scent that drove her mad with desire. Leigh knew when she smelled Laken that he was the one he smelled so sweet and eager to please and control. Leigh easily knew where she could find her Laken. She questioned him though and how she could get him alone. She thought of all the ways she could easily lure him to her. With everything considered weighed out with long hours of thought she said screw it I love the haunt more then anything. I don’t want him to bow to me or throw him self to me like all the other ones before. I want him to make me chase him and make

Women These Days....
So... As the title implies... What the hell is up with women these days?!?! The girls that I have been meeting lately are just... I dunno.. Let me start by explaining myself.. At the beginning of this month I met a woman who was really nice, polite, and even a bit wild. She was perfect.. or so I thought.. Anyway, about 3 dates in, I find out that she is still married.. After I found that out, it was pretty much over from there.. Come to find out, I had met her husband and all this sh!t started as a result... I mean.. WTF?!!! Why couldn't she have been honest with me? Take 2: I meet another nice young lady about the middle of the month.. I come over to her place, hang out a few times, and BAM.. It begins. This one started telling everyone I was her boyfriend after the first time we hung out.. I mean.. Damn woman, c'mon. After that, things just got blew up out of proportion.. She started lying to me, saying that she was in trouble and her roomate stabbed himself, a

Lounges
I'd like to say I enjoy going into lounges chatting with decent people, and making new friends..After all that's what fubar is about right? And you can never have enough like minded friends? Well I joined a lounge Thunder's Oldies Night Club it was okay slow very slow not many ppl chatter as it's a new lounge. So every mornin I would drop invites to get the lounge going in which I thought was decent..Only to find out that it's poorly run, the pushiness of the owner and his staff was unbareable..It's a group of people that love drama, pushing people around, making up stories, talking behind peoples backs, Oh yes and they ban you for doing nothing wrong, if you're idle they eject and ban you...It's mainly a lounge that if you dont go along to get along you are ejected and banned..If this is the type of lounge people enjoy I say give it a shot... A group of people that say they cant and wont put up with DRAMA...well by gawd QUIT CREATING THE DRAMA and you wont have any... Now I'd like

Dead Beat Parents - What You Young Parents Need To Pay Attention To..
Blog Edited To Reflect that there are dead beats on both sides of the equation. Not just fathers. Well for one..pick better partners..dont just drop ya drawz for anyone who comes along Be smarter than that. But when it comes to them taking care of a child after it is here,well you need to be aware of the many tricks they will use on you to avoid helping any at all. 1.First trick which is always the very first thing they do.. "Im not paying to take care of you,I will help the kid in any way. But you need to do this and that.." Then you never see any help from them. Its an excuse used to avoid helping. Using you as the reason. 2.They will become very dodgy,cant find em..they disappear into the woodwork. Dont worry the state governments in which you live can find anyone they want to if they are pushed by you to do so. So file for support against the parent and have them actively pursue them. Remember,they will not if you dont show the interest to do so. 3. They will act a

New Daughtry Song
You never said, you never said, you never said That it would be so hard Love is meant to be forever, now or never seems to discard There's gotta be a better way for me to say What's on my heart without leaving scars Can you hear me When I call your name And when you fall apart Am I the reason for you endless sorrow There's so much to be said And with a broken heart Your walls can only go down but so low Can you hear me when I call your name Complicated situations are the makings of all that's wrong And I've been standing in the river of deliverance way too long There's gotta be a better way for me to say What's on my heart without leaving scars Can you hear me when I call your name So, can you hear me when I call your name And when you fall apart Am I the reason for your endless sorrow There's so much to be said And with a broken heart Your walls can only go down but so low Can you hear me when I call your name

Life
The above button will take you to my wish list.Below u will find the button for my 4 year old son's wish list. I am not asking for a hand out just looking for a caring soul to help out if they can. Christmas is coming up also we have school starting soon so I will be putting clothes for my son for school on there soon. It is amazon so it is fairly cheap.Please help if you can. If you do not want to buy anything but want to make a donation I have a paypal account.I also have my own website to sell the hair falls I make. If interested in buying some please feel free by going to my site.www.wix.com/SweetZFallZ/SwEEtZ-FallZThank you for taking the time to read this.

Becky W Gots The Aids
well too all you man on this site id love to let you guys know that becky w from greencastle pa has the aids and please dont mess with her and if you had sex with her you better go get a check for aids ok and im not lieing at all... on myspace her screen names are sexy me,becky3404, sweet & lovable

Soul Mate
Look into my eyes, See my soul Kiss me, Feel my heart Touch me, Our hearts become one Love me, See our future Lust me, Feel our sexual desire Ask me, I'll says yes We marry, we have a family Happiness, 2 see our children grow Completness, "Us" as we became a family Wisdom, What we lived and learned together Sucessful,Through good and bad during the years we can still..... Look in2 eachothers eyes and see our soul Kiss and feel our heart Touch and know our hearts are one

Test
this is test, this is only a test. had this been an actual blog there would be words compiled into sentances, sentances forming paragraphs, paragraphs forming a point or a statement. stay tuned for an actual blog!

Can Money Buy Love?
so i have this friend who i dated about 12 yrs ago and we always joke about getting back togeather, but we both know we're better off as friends. anyway i was telling her how im working with a company to get a patent for an idea i have and how the guy told me once its done even if i sell 1 item in each store a day ill be the happiest man in fl, or i can sell the idea to a company for 10's millions of dollars! so she said to me for that kind of money she'd deffinatly get back with me, so me being the smartass that i am i said since she would only want me for my money, with that kind of money i could buy 100 younger versions of her. odviously she didnt think i could or this blog wouldnt be posted! to make a long story short, she said yeah if someone saw me driving a nice car, wearing expencive clothes, jewelry, etc. then yeah i could find someone who would come along for the ride take me for what they can and be on their way. then that classic song "money cant buy me love" popped into m

Never Thought In My Life That I Would Be Doing This But I Am...
Well, I never thought it would lead to this but looks like I need it. THERAPY Yeah, I said it. THERAPY. I'm going to see a psychiatrist today. I never thought I would have problems mentally but I do. I need to get myself straightened up before I get into any relationships or basically anything. It's hard for me to keep a friendship with a woman or anybody because of the way I am, so I'm just gonna leave women and relationships alone. I'm doing a lot of dumb things that I'm not realizing that I'm doing (Annoying & smothering women, repeating myself, talk down on myself, etc.). I'm gonna talk to the psychiatrist everything that I'm having problems with and hopefully give me better medication cause the one I'm on now's not doing a damn thing to help me get better. I've gotten worse, so I hope that this doctor would help me throughout all of my problems. Wish me luck

Check Your Receipts Esp. Wal-mart
Subject: FW: Check your receipts esp. Wal-Mart! > > Be> > careful and read your receipts….> > OMG! YES! THIS> > IS> > TRUE! It happened to me at Wal-Mart> > (Supercenter Store #1279, 10411> > N Freeway 45, Houston , TX 77037 ) a month> > ago. I bought a bunch> > of stuff, over $150, & I glanced at my receipt> > as the cashier was> > handing me the bags. I saw a cash-back of> > $40. I told her I> > didn't request a cash back & to delete> > it. She said I'd> > have to take the $40 because she couldn't> > delete it. I told her> > to call a supervisor. Supervisor came &> > said I'd have to take> > it. I said NO! Taking the $40 would be> > a cash advance> > against my Discover & I wasn't paying> > interest on a cash> > advance!!!!! If they couldn't delete> > it then they would have> > to delete the whole order. So the supervisor> > had the cashier> > dele

Just When You Think You Heard It All...lmao
And you think you’ve heard it all….. I see stupidity is alive and doing quite well. 'Breast Implants For Your Tattoo?' 'Breast Implants For Your Tattoo!' 'Yes, Breast Implants For His Tattoo!' And this guy can vote? Heaven help us!

You Stupid Fuck!
I Truley dont understand why you have to be such an asshole all the fucking time. Im your daughter, but yet you insist on acting like a fucking dick! All i ever wanted was for you to get your act, your life and your mind togeter. Why dont you just kiss the drugs goodbye? You really dont know how much and how badly you effect us kids...Like i said before, i dont know the love of a father. You are 38 years fucking old, act like it you stupid prick. Lastnight when we got into that fight, you yelled at me, telling me you wanted to knock my fucking teeth out.. nice dad, you WOULD say that to your 20 year old daughter. I dont understand why you and mom decided to have more kids, when YOU cant take care of them. Mom and I are doing all the fucking work here!!!! not one cent, not anything to help us out atleast a little. YOu are a selfish fuck, and i hope that you rot. You are spineless...you are a disease. Have fun with your drugs. I NEVER ONCE GAVE UP ON YOU, NOT FUCKING ONCE, YOU WERE MY BE

Break Free
as the night slowly gave awayto a brand new morningmy eyes opened to abrand new beginning; trying to be what i am notI let you take over mecreeping and crawling you drove to me to the edge of madness; as I see the reflection in the waterI look deep into the eyesthat longingly stare from within mehoping I would wake up from this slumber; always putting you in-front of me,I drew a false smile on my faceallowing you to do all that you wantedand never I stopped you; now, when its time to wake upI find myself bound tightby your love and affection that I thought was true; not wanting to be like this forever,I cut the shackles that bound meand broke free to live life,as its time to set things straight; Written By: Praveen

If I Fall Behind
We said we'd walk together baby come what may That come the twilight should we lose our way If as we're walkin a hand should slip free I'll wait for you And should I fall behind Wait for me We swore we'd travel darlin' side by side We'd help each other stay in stride But each lover's steps fall so differently But I'll wait for you And if I should fall behind Wait for me Now everyone dreams of a love lasting and true But you and I know what this world can do So let's make our steps clear that the other may see And I'll wait for you If I should fall behind Wait for me Now there's a beautiful river in the valley ahead There 'neath the oak's bough soon we will be wed Should we lose each other in the shadow of the evening trees I'll wait for you And should I fall behind Wait for me Darlin' I'll wait for you Should I fall behind

Reflection Eternal
I need to know about something i'll never have.. What is love.. I ask because I wasn’t put on this earth to be loved or to feel happiness You see in my life where kids my age spent nights at the dinner table with family recounting the day’s events I spent mine alone in my room crying for a mother and a brother I will never see again Leavening notes on their beds like “mom come home I miss you” or “take care of mom Neil where ever you are” but they never came back…. To young to fully understanding the gravity of the situation Until one day I worked up the courage and I asked my father what happen to my Mother and Brother You see while others learned of hugs and kisses fond memories and wishes I learned of loss and death shattered dreams and tear stained pillows So I ask you what is love….

Beauty
Hello today i had a run in with alot of immature small minded people... Has anyone ever heard there is more then one type of beauty society has made this the only form of beauty according to them we should all succumb to this... no theres more forms of beauty

Revolution!
"God forbid we should ever be twenty years without such a rebellion. The people cannot be all, and always, well informed. The part which is wrong will be discontented, in proportion to the importance of the facts they misconceive. If they remain quiet under such misconceptions, it is lethargy, the forerunner of death to the public liberty.... And what country can preserve its liberties, if its rulers are not warned from time to time, that this people preserve the spirit of resistance? Let them take arms. The remedy is to set them right as to the facts, pardon and pacify them. What signify a few lives lost in a century or two? The tree of liberty must be refreshed from time to time, with the blood of patriots and tyrants. It is its natural manure."-Thomas Jefferson

Look Ma, An Idiot!
"Your blade skill has increased. You should rest and meditate on what you've learned." Fuck yes. And my awesomeness continues. Across the room, over by the computer, I hear Gimpy The Wondertard steadily babbling at herself in frustration. As usual. I figure she's trying to read again, or mayhap think. Either way, it's a huge challenge. "I'm through talking to you!" Wow, asshole...I hate Skingrad. My GOD, would she PLEASE shut the fuck up!? It's a proven fact that someone that can only read outloud, or mutter while reading is showing signs of lower intelligence. Much akin to 'mouth breathing'. Finally she asks for help. I saw THIS coming. "Matt, c'mere...I cain't figgure this out." "Hmm?" "Whut's an animated biography?" "Obviously it's a biography that's animated." "But ah dun' git how thay want me ta' do it." "Wait...Your medical transcription class wants you to make an animated biography? That's fucking apples and oranges, lemme see what you mean." *pause* I get up, and

My Bestest Friend
For My Bestest Friend Friendship is something to hold on to But for me that's not the case Cause I don't feel I need to keep Something that can't be erased I am sure of what I have Cause with you I have no doubt For what we've built, can't ever fail It's what I care about I find it hard to describe This thing that we share Especially when there's nothing else That ever could compare Others always know That together we will be For there can never be another "Tani and Kerrie" Those two words, known all over Might as well be one Cause without a Trish, there is no Lorie I'm sorry, it just can't be done For you're the "U", and I'm the "S" And forever that will be Cause together we make "US", and so you complete me and YOUR MY BESTEST FRIEND!!!

Tattoo
this will be my first tattoo....unfortunately i have to keep it covered because of work......pissants wont allow tats to show...i wear short sleeved shirts and cant have it below elbow length......help me please....and i dont want it where i cant see it

Ima Smack A Bitch
so i was just watching the news about this 8 year old girl that got gang raped in a shed by 4 kids ages 9-14, the girls mother blames her for getting raped when the kids just grabbed her and raped her...granted they were all friends but still what the fuck this bitch thinks that her 8 year old daughter deserved to get raped, man i wanna punch her... i dont care what she might of done or what but noone deserves to get raped. tell me how would anyone else feel if i t was their daughter in that situation(god forbid), u would be pissed and want justice i know i would..not blame her for getting raped...shes 8 YEARS OLD FOR GODS SAKE COME ON...she prob doesnt even know what the word rape means

Rediscovery
Hello Fu-Wrld this will be my on going bog about my reentery into society after serving 5 years in prison for felony poss. of a firearm, and poss. of a controlled substance.I was released frm prison on June 29,2009. From Haynesille Correctional Center located in Virginia As of this date I am still Clean and Sober, I've turned my lifearound, the first time in 25 years I am not Getting hih on one drug another! So far I have gotten my old Job back for SeaBoard Builders and working with my best friend Jaded1(Dennis), Living with him, He was kind enough to rent me a room in hi home.I have ordered my Studio Tattoo Kit so I can start tattooing again and I have made some good friends i the rooms of N/A, I feel good about where I am in my life, Ifeel good about where I m going, I haven't found a special woman yet but I am hopeful that if I stay the course and keep it, all things will come around. Today is July 24,2009 and I'll post every day or so, If you hae a lovd one doing time then please

Grok
To grok (pronounced /ˈɡrɒk/) is to share the same reality or line of thinking with another physical or conceptual entity. Author Robert A. Heinlein coined the term in his best-selling 1961 book Stranger in a Strange Land. In Heinlein's view, grokking is the intermingling of intelligence that necessarily affects both the observer and the observed. From the novel: “ Grok means to understand so thoroughly that the observer becomes a part of the observed—to merge, blend, intermarry, lose identity in group experience. It means almost everything that we mean by religion, philosophy, and science—and it means as little to us (because of our Earthly assumptions) as color means to a blind man. ” The Oxford English Dictionary defines grok as "to understand intuitively or by empathy; to establish rapport with" and "to empathize or communicate sympathetically (with); also, to experience enjoyment." Other forms of the word include "groks" (pres

Fire And Brimstone
Another Poem "Fire and Brimstone" The darkness that fills my life has over took my soul.The feeling of hate has given me no where to go.I strive to be someone worthy of love and trust.But in my endless travels i have found only lust.I fight for the feeling of honesty and control.But what iIfeel inside seems to never be told.My life has went to hell and will be hard to return.I claw my way up the brimstone only to fall and burn.As my flesh melt from my body and falls to the ground.I climb once again never giving in to the sound.I hear them say I am unworthy and weak.But I fight to saw i am strong and find what I seek.The love of another will be my goal till the end.Until that day in this fire I will stay pending.

Sex And Romance...
I had a guy, the other day ask me if I liked "Romance". Now I had to be honest, and tell him, I have never had romance. I have heard of it, read about it, but never actually experienced it for myself. Same man for 23 years folks, and nothing close to romance. *grins* But that is another story. Well come to find out, after we talked for a little while, what he really meant was sex. Now I am thinking, is he kidding? He doesn't know the meaning of the word romance. Can you imagine? Thinking romance is sex. It got me thinking. Do men really think that? Do they think that being bent over a sink with a toy up my ass, while he is fucking me romantic? I find it sexy, but not romantic. *grins* Romance to me is showing you are thinking of them. A delivery of flowers for no good reason. Dinner made for me when I get home, romantic weekends spent in bed. Sweet, naughty texts sent during the day. A foot massage. Waking me up slowly with kisses and whispers. Any and all of these t

My Drawings (the Wolf And Other Drawings Came From Deviantart.com
You can see my drawings at playlist.com The drawings in color that you see here are from deviantart.com- I didn't do them- I do sketches right now- they didn't look that good here so see them at playlist, Thanks wolf

Sleep
Have you been tired, but not sleepy???? lol i am sitting here looking at my boys sleeping in the living room (fell asleep there while watching tv and i just don't have the heart to move them) and wishing that i could lay there on the floor and just pass out with them. i am soooo tired, but soooo not sleepy. The boredom is kicking in, but i still can't lay down and go to sleep. Having an upset tummy doesn't help either. i need a boring story to get me in the mood to sleep. lmao

This Is What I Feel...
I Thank You I thank you sir for what you did for me. For the purple heart you got while keeping us free. And Im sorry that our nations gratitude is so dry. And for the memories that you now carry and the tears you now cry. For your trudging threw mud, and fighting til dawn. While losing close friends but still carrying on. For taking the shells, sadly hearing the screams. For living threw hell, that now lives in your dreams. And Im sorry sir it had to turn out that way. And Im sorry more when ungrateful people say the shit they say. But I thank you truly the best I can. And I count it an honor to just shake your hand

Boobie Contest
Hello all my gorgeous fufriends. I have a favour to ask you, pretty please? 1. Add this user as soon as possible http://www.fubar.com/user/1573896 2. you need to add this user to be able to vote for me in the boob-contest. http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1573896&albumid=1784026&i=827132197&idx=2 3. And now, please vote, already behind... http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1573896&albumid=1784026&i=827132197&idx=2 I love you all. let me know if you'd like something in return. Xoxo Anni

Men! Will They Eva Learn?
ONLY A MAN WOULD ATTEMPT THIS Just try reading this without laughing till you cry!!! Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this: Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked myinterest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety....?? WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arc of electricity dartin

Men Stories
> Men Stories> > 1. I was walking through the cemetery this morning and saw a guy crouching down behind a tombstone. I said "morning." He said "no just taking a shit".> > 2. When I was a kid I used to pray every night for a new bike. Then I realized that the Lord doesn't work that way, so I stole a bike and asked him to forgive me. > > 3. My girlfriend was in labor with our first child. She was shouting out "get this out of me? Give me the drugs." She looked at me and said, "You did this to me you bastard!" I casually replied, "If you would care to remember, I wanted to stick it up your ass but you said, "it'll be too painful."> > 4. I went to an extremely attractive female doctor today for my annual checkup. She told me that I had to quit masturbating. I asked why and she told me, "because I am trying to examine you."> > 5. I was walking down the road today and saw my Afghani neighbor, Abdul, standing on his fifth floor apartment balcony > shaking a carpet. I shouted up to him, "What'

Bubba Walks On Water
Bubba had long> heard the stories of an amazing> family> > tradition. It> > > seems that his father,> grandfather and> great-grandfather> > had all been able to> > > walk on water on their> 21st birthday. On that special> day,> > they'd each> > > walked across the> lake to the bar on the far side> for> > their first legal> drink.> > > > So when Bubba's 21st> birthday came around, he and> his> > pal Jim Bob took a> > > boat out to the middle of> the lake, Bubba stepped out> of> > the boat .... And> > > nearly drowned! Jim Bob> just barely managed to pull him> to> > safety.> > > > Furious and confused,> Bubba went to see his grandmother.> > 'Grandma,' he> > > asked, 'it's my> 21st birthday, so why can't I> > walk 'cross the> lake like my > > pappy, his father, and his> father before him?'> > > > Granny looked deeply into> Bubba's troubled eyes and > > said, 'Because your> > > father, your grandfather> and your great grandfather> were> > born in January,> > > when the lak

Poem For Me
Curiousity leaves your mind roaming within thought,trying to figure out exactly what it wants...The thought of a relation between two people,sometimes leaves the mind in a state of lifeless thought...A blank thought of you within my arms might be it,the feeling that I would love to enjoy...I have spent time with you for almost two months now,but yet, it seems so much longer than it has been...You question my feelings for you,wondering why I would have feelings for you...Things that some people might let get in the way,I really dont worry about so much...You are not the average girl, or the perfect date,but then again, I love your little imperfections...Matbe your make-up isnt always perect,or your hair isnt straight in the mornings...I actually really dont care that your hair gets messed up,or even that your make-up might cover up your beautiful face...I miss you even though I can see you right now,my sexy babygirl... Written By: Zack A.K.A Comatosed

Haters
to all the haters out there. hate me if u want it must mean i am importain to you. i am glad that i am because to be honest with you you are not to me. to the man i love i am sorry i can be there in your life like u want me to just know that no matter what u will always have that part of me that i tried so hard not to let u have. and u r the reason for these bitches that r haten on me i have what they want and they r just mad because they can't have it the way i do. know that u r in my heart and thoughts everyday and i prey everynight god watches over u while u do what it is that u do. i love you and hope u all understand. u r my king and u will always be my king. no one can ever replace u no matter what they try. u r the one that can make me or break me.

You Are Not Allowed To Use My Answers!!!
YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO USE MY ANSWERS!!!Your first answer....quickly! Forward to your friends and don't forget to send it back to me. Remember, you can't use the same answers as the person who sent it to you.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 1. Name two things you use in the shower: Touch Myself ;) 2. Name something a man might buy before a date? Rubs one off...? 3. What is another word for a pimple? Whitehead4. What is something you cook in the microwave? uhmm..nothing 5. A piece of furniture people need help moving Bed6. Name a reason a boy might want an older woman? Experience7. Name something a dog does that embarrasses its owner? Hump Owner's Leg 8. A kind of test you cannot study for? Brain Wave Test 9. Name something a boy scout gets a badge for? Fishing 10. Name a phrase with the word home in it. Homeland Security 11. Name a sport where players lose teeth? Boxing12. Name something a teacher can do to ruin a student's day? Pop Qu

Life In General
tuedsday my husband hears our 4yr old running in the house. we tell him many times not to run because he can hurt himself or break something. he wakes up and spanks him. that night him and my mom begin to argue because the spanking left a bruise. argueing (sp??) about how the cops can be called out and other shit like that. on wednesday, mom arrives home from work 4hrs before her actual time, packs a laundry basket full of my son's clothes, a grocery bag full of toys and tells me she is taking him somewhere safe. i'm shocked and asking where but she never tells me but says that i can call her if i need protection. on thursday, i still do not have a responce to the whereabouts of my son....MY SON!!!! my hubby is threatening to call the cops on a kidnapping charge.what is this world coming to when a parent is UNABLE to punish a child???hell, back in the day, i got my ass beat the fuck down with a belt, switch, orange extention cord, wooden paddle or whatever the hell my parents could get

Round Three Latest Results
ROUND THREE RESULTS Last Posted as of: Wednesday - 7-29-09 @ 12:35pm pst 418 Classy *** ADVANCES*** 371 Des Tin E ***ADVANCES*** 186 Sweet Southern Adicktion ***ADVANCES*** 155 Cookie Puss 105 TAGGEDBYANANGEL 111 DarlynnOne 101 Rocker~Chick 73 Lola 70 Chaley 69 Ammaliato **13 comments 69 Mollybird **11 comments

Digital Entrepreneur Collaboration
Imagine a world of sharing ideas that collaborate grow for individuals and small groups of people to prosper. Review the web site I am building and give me feedback. www.romualdas.com and the model www.ted.com that inspired me to develop and link to them. Shortly i will be visiting my fellow teacher in Toronto www.thedirectorscut.ca to review how we could share ideas.

It Happens Again.... What Is Wrong With People???
www.wptv.com/content/news/indianriver/verobeach/story/Baby-left-in-hot-car-dies-in-Vero-Beach/Mr3SVqEHo0m440_Kizm_ig.cspx This sickens me to the core of my soul. Many will sympathize. Many will disagree. But I believe there is NO excuse or reason to forget your child for that many hours ANYWHERE, let alone in the backseat of a car on a blistering hot day. How do you do that? Anyone who thinks that death by heatstroke is a pleasant way to go needs to go sit in a hot car for just 20 minutes. Parents who do this should suffer the same fate. I have no room for forgiveness when it comes to this kind of neglect.

Passion
She reaches up & turns the radio a little bit louder. Dipping her hands back into the soapy water she goes back to washing the dishes. Her body sways as she dances & sings along with the music. He stops in the doorway, silently watching her as she moves. Looking her over he smiles, completely nude save the silver collar around her neck & the leather ankle cuffs. She has grown accustomed to being naked, even come to like it. Her long braid sways along her back, her hips rocking as she dances in place. Each time she reaches over to set a dish in the drain rack he can see the curve of her full breast. He watches her for a moment longer, enjoying his stolen glimpse of this interlude. Her voice mixes with the music as she sings,"I'm a bitch, I'm a tease, I'm a goddess on my knees..." He adjusts the growing stiffness in his pants then crosses the kitchen silently & swiftly scoops her up in his arms. The glass she has her hand shatters in the sink where she drops it & she screams in surprise.

How I Think
"When your molecules are scattered around the room, it is while you wait for them to re-assemble that creativity is born, and you become the Unconceived Child". warmerthan 2007.Talking about oneself is more than difficult, because one can-not define themselves only others can. However I will take a shot to skirt the edges. Number one is creativity and missfits, I find each irresistible. I love the English language, because one can be as precise or as vague as one wants. I really enjoy creating short sentences that when heard sound perfectly logical, but if you really focus on the words you will realize it is completely nonsensacle. For example, "The expanded infinity of more perfect". If there is anyone out there that has an idea at what I am mocking in that sentence, and they get it right. I would humbly bow to their intelligence. I am a singer songwriter with 2 CD's, all parts played by me. I call my one man band, "Daddy'd Dead and the Yoo Woo's".I practice something I call addition.

The Rants And Raves Of A Knave
Winds whip about as skies darken The hot electric words dance in the the thunder It is a clamor of truths in the textures Of a shroud of deeper greys veiling Rays of light, or warmth. The swirl stirs not only the rustling leaves A door opens to see the foretold. And the first few drops of nature Her love of cleansing drop from the heavens Washing over and about me Breathing in the moment and it is refreshing Rolling over the distances of plain and mountain This thunder comes into the soul and bone. The nuance rains, washing the oily voices away. Alive and free and stepping ito its torrent An intensity is cleansed of tarnish To stand amidst this beauty With its dole of tthe dirty clinging. And the out the door come the old pair of loves A subtle softness airs from them A gaze finds them in the storm And their hands move to each other From want will and relex Hand in hand. . . .

Abulab
I posted a video of Jorma Kaukonen playing "Hesitation Blues" on Facebook the other day. Since then I've been learning to finger pick it myself. So today I'm leaving the thrift store and I see a guy playing for tips in front of the tobacco shop. I approach him while he tunes up. He has short gray hair, thick-lensed wire rim glasses, and long, smoke stained teeth shooting out of his mouth in various directions. I nod hello as I drop a dollar in his opened guitar case and squat beside him. He nods back and starts finger picking "Hesitation Blues." Now, I attach no significant meaning to any of this, other than whatever meaning lies inherent in the experience itself. But f*ck-me-runnin, does anyone else find this a bit odd?

Dixon Giackino
As most of you know, I lost my son last month in an ATV accident. My life since then has been a nightmare of tears and pain. My family and I have been taking some comfort in the fact that Dixon was able to donate his organs and tissues to others. I am very proud that he was my son and I miss him so very much. My family and I have decided to start a scholarship in Dixon's name. He should have graduated with the class of 2010. We have started raising funds so that we can give the first scholarship to his classmates. If anyone would like to donate to this fund, we would greatly appreciate it. We will be doing several fundraisers throughout the year. If you would like to contribute to this cause, please send your donation to Tara Hamilton Dixon's Scholarship Fund PO Box 56 Wakefield, MI 49968 Thank you for all of your thoughts and prayers in this terrible time. I miss my son so very much. He was such a special young man. I will never be the same and I will do everything that I can

Errogant People...
I fucking can't believe all tha stupid ass holes that come out of tha wood works..!!All i did wuz post a mumm to try and find friends... then all tha Fucking Jerks start in with ..my grammer and tha 'way I talk in words... well Fuck u!!!!!!! If u have issues of people you dont even know... keep it too your Fucking self!!...And of course this is too all tha jerks that commented.. negative...

Discouraged
OK SO I HAVE NEVER SEEN THE MOVIE "HE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU" BUT I KNOW EXACTLY WHICH CHARACTER I AM! NOW I HAVE BEEN SINGLE FOR QUITE SOMETIME NOW...AND I HAVE COME TO REALIZE IT'S ALL MY FAULT! I HAVE SUPPORTED EVERY MAN I HAVE EVER BEEN WITH...EMOTIONALLY...FINANCIALLY,,,AND EVEN PHYSICALLY.. I AHVE NEVER TAKEN THE TIME TO GO AFTER WHAT I WANT OR NEED. NOW I REALIZE ME BEING A BIG GIRL HAS A LOT TO DO WITH WHY I'M SINGLE...BUT I'LL HAVE YOU KNOW I MAY BE BIG BUT I AM BEAUTIFUL! YUP THAT'S ME...BBW! I ALWAYS SEEM TO FALL FOR THE EMOTIONALLY UNAVAILABLE! AND THAT NEEDS TO COME TO A STOP! I WANT THE GUY WHO WILL LOOK FORWARD TO THE END OF THE DAY BECAUSE HE IS GENUINLY EXCITED JUST TO SEE ME. I WANT THE GUY WHO STOPS ME MID SENTENCE JSUT TO SAY IM BEAUTIFUL,,,WHO ISN'T AFRAID TO JUST HOLD ME. I WANT THE GUY WHO THINKS I'M WORTH IT..WORTH THE LOVE HE HAS TO GIVE. AND AS MUCH AS I AM A ROMANTIC, I'M STARTING TO THINK THAT HE EITHER DOESN'T EXIST OR HAS BEEN SNATCHED UP BY SOMEONE LE

Crazy Fucking Skanks
Why do fucking stupid skanks (Jessica) like to fuck with my man. The god damn fucking baby mama drama from her skank ass needs to stop. All she is doing is getting herself into trouble because of the fact that she writes things that can be used against her like the fact that lil Robert has tried to choke lil Khalyn. One day she says My baby (Adam) can come see the kids, but when he calls to set a day up her shitty ass step-dad get on the phone & says Adam has to go though the courts to see the kids & she listens to him.Then she waits # months before trying to put a injuction for protection on herself & the kids (which did not work). The courts drop that cuz she waited to long (HAHA skank). In the injuction she tried to say the Adam ruined some of her belongings, but she does not realize that I was the one who helped Adam go through the things that she ruined. There were 7 bags of clothes & dale earnhardt things & only 4 or 5 were able to be kept. The main fucked up thing is that she is

Redneck Words Of The Day
Redneck> words of the day> > 1. *Cheese*> The teacher told Pepito to use the word cheese in a> sentence. Pepito replies:> Maria likes me, but cheese ugly.> > 2. *Mushroom*> When all my family get in the car, there's not> mushroom.> > 3. *Shoulder*> My fren wanted 2 become a citizen but she didn't know> how to read so I, shoulder.> > 4. * Texas *> My fren always Texas me when I'm not> home> wondering where I'm at!> > 5. *Herpes*> Me and my fren ordered pizza. I got mine piece and> she got herpes.> > 6. *July*> Ju told me ju were going to tha store and July to me! > Julyer!> > 7. *Rectum*> I had 2 cars but my wife rectum!> > 8. *Chicken*> I was going to go to the store with my wife but chicken go> herself.> > 9. *Wheelchair*> We only have one enchilada left, but don't worry> wheelchair> > 10. *Chicken* *wing*> My wife plays the lottery so chicken wing.> > 11. *Harassment*> My wife caught me in bed with another women and I told her> honey harassment> nothing to me.> > 12. *Bish

The Ride Of Your Life (absolutely Brilliant)
George Carlin on aging! (Absolutely Brilliant)IF YOU DON'T READ THIS TO THE VERY END, YOU HAVE LOST A DAY IN YOUR LIFE. AND WHEN YOU HAVE FINISHED, DO AS I AM DOING AND SEND IT ON. George Carlin's Views on Aging Do you realize that the only time in our lives when we like to get old is when we're kids? If you're less than 10 years old, you're so excited about aging that you think in fractions. 'How old are you?' 'I'm four and a half!' You're never thirty-six and a half. You're four and a half, going on five! That's the key You get into your teens, now they can't hold you back. You jump to the next number, or even a few ahead. 'How old are you?' 'I'm gonna be 16!' You could be 13, but hey, you're gonna be 16! And then the greatest day of your life ! You become 21. Even the words sound like a ceremony. YOU BECOME 21. YESSSS!!! But then you turn 30. Oooohh, what happened there? Makes you sound like bad milk! He TURNED; we had to throw him out. There's no fun now, you're Just a sour-dumpli

Torn Soul
Somewhere in the sand my soul was torn. Torn apart in a split second. I can still feel his skin next to mine. Lost in his eyes. I can't fix my soul now. Lost forever in the sand. Somewhere in another land. Written By: Me.

Lonely...
when you have nothing everything seems dule...boreing...depressing sitting in the dark by yourself thinking about what you could of had or done if all that time wouldn't of been waisted on that person all that time that you could of been out with your friends you stayed with that person and all for nothing i don't get it what compells a person to blow everything off for love when they know that love isn't real i'm of course talking about myself and my baby's momma but it can relate to alot of ppl why can some ppl find that special person right away with no heart break but others like me have to go through heart break after heart break after heart break untill they give up give up on life and everything...well i give up...

What If????
Friends tell you their secrets Friends are meant to share Friends are meant to cheer you up, What happens when they’re not there? Is it hard when you don’t have Someone to lean upon? When you need a friend to care, but they, your friends, have gone? What if you were split Up from your best friend? Do you think you’d care If your friendship ends? Would you slowly drift apart, Go in separate ways? Or would you both grow closer Grow closer day by day? What if your friends started Saying things behind your back? Would you stand and face them, Or would your courage lack? Perhaps it would be safer To let your friendships mend, Push these thoughts behind you, And make the questions end.

Jesus Was Way Cool
Jesus was way coolEverybody liked JesusEverybody wanted to hang out with himAnything he wanted to do, he didHe turned water into wineAnd if he wanted toHe could have turned wheat into marijuanaOr sugar into cocaineOr vitamin pills into amphetaminesHe walked on the waterAnd swam on the landHe would tell these storiesAnd people would listenHe was really coolIf you were blind or lameYou just went to JesusAnd he would put his hands on youAnd you would be healedThat's so coolHe could've played guitar better than HendrixHe could've told the futureHe could've baked the most delicious cake in the worldHe could've scored more goals than Wayne GretzkyHe could've danced better than BarishnikovJesus could have been funnier than any comedian you can think ofJesus was way coolHe told people to eat his body and drink his bloodThat's so coolJesus was so coolBut then some people got jealous of how cool he wasSo they killed himBut then he rose from the deadHe rose from the dead, danced aroundThen went u

Through The Fire And Unto The World
Greetings to the few who will actually read this for what it is worth. Day started norammly, was awake until about seven, went to lay down, slept until eleven. Woke up, went to work, left after about ten hours, work was slow. But to the eventful part, my phone was almost constantly ringing off the hook. Mostly people wanting to go drinking, can't too tired, and need to save cash. Moving on, actually got to talk to my buddy Dayne, hadn't spoke to him for about 3 monthes. We chilled, talkin' 'bout life, women, past romances, being burned, (Almost literally for me.) and whatthe future may hold. As well as a side track for physics, space, anit-matter, well you get the point. Finally he began to open up to his girlfriend, finally. I understand his rouble, but he really needs to open up more. All right, I'm getting agitated but you, thwe reader, don't undersand why. I was born September 11th 1985, worst birthday ever, I know. Nut seven and a half weeks later, oln Halloween

Ummm
my heart is empty my head is lost but have to begin where it hurts tha most to hide those feelings u cut so deep telling my heart not to weep keep my head up oh so high telling myself I will not cry will not let u see even tho u know wat uve done to me wat u took and wat i gave theres nothing left to do but wave... goodbye to u my once true friend now its time to say tha end

Redikard.com
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Conversion (part 1)
I feel his heart beat in my head, his pulse in my veins. I can smell his fear….This is what brings me out at night. This is what I am now -- the eternal predator amongst innumerable sheep. I think back a moment to how it all began, and smile to myself.My nostrils flare as I scent my prey for this evening. My senses are alive, my own pulse quick, as I stalk another meal. His gait quickens as he traverses a pitch-black area of sidewalk, the perfect spot for my ambush.The exact moment I have been anticipating for the last hour arrives, as I make the switch from stalker to predator. Faster than can be seen, I pounce, hidden by the darkness. His hair is now in my grip, his neck snaps, and he collapses in my arms, a succulent and rather attractive meal for me. A shame, really, this one would have been fun to play with for a while. Tall, handsome, and now mostly dead as my fangs pierce his skin and I begin to feed.His wide-eyed look of total panic changes to a half-lidded smile as the

Conversion (part 2)
Vanessa:I wake to dim light and the rattle of chains.It takes a moment for me to realize that the chains are attached to my own wrists; apparently, I have been restrained to Michael's wall with my arms above my head. I’m still in the outfit I had on when I killed my husband -- short skirt, stockings, and heels.“You’re finally awake,” Michael says from a few feet away. “It’s been several hours.” He is wearing a pair of loose fitting tie-wasted pants and little else; his bare chest is hairless and incredibly muscular, as are his arms and shoulders. Now I’m awake.“Why am I chained to a wall?” I ask, more sarcastically than I’d hoped.“You’ll see soon enough,” he says. “When your first blood-lust hits you tonight, you’ll be… rather difficult to control. So I restrained you first.” He explains further to me that the first night after a change like mine is typically the worst night I&r

Safe City Street Tour
SAFE CITY STREET TOUR 2010 The Safe City Street Tour is an "absolutely no questions asked" guns for concert tickets event. The tour will host 35 States and 50 cities in 12 months and will feature the biggest names in the music industry. If you are interested in knowing more about this event and how you can become part of this event in your city, contact us at: safecitystreetour@yahoo.com

Just Because I Have The 'right' To Remain Silent Doesn't Mean I Have To.
For the past few years, my status has been what I like to call "Single by choice." It's not because I don't get lonely or I don't miss female companionship. It's because relationships turn me into an insecure, controlling wreck. It's a hard thing to come to grips with, but it's true. The other side of this is that since I am a musician by profession, there is ALWAYS a one night stand or two available if I want. That's really not my style, though, so I tend to spend a lot of nights at home talking to strangers on the internet. When I get really lonely, there are also a handful of friends with benefits that I can call upon. Now the dilemma. A few weeks ago I met someone after a show I had played. We hung out on a very platonic level for a few days, during which time I became more and more enamored with her. All the while, I know that pursuing a relationship with her is wrong on a multitude of levels (besides my own issues), so we hung out.. watched TV, played around on the

Can't Wait Til September
So I'm just so excited today because the best show on TV is back with a new season in a few months. I have 4 shows that I bother to tivo, and this is one of them. If you've never caught it, you should!

Bad Habits
I have a HORRIBLE habit of biting my nails... I do it when Im nervous, when Im stressed, hell I do it without even realizing Im doing it... and I really dont know how to stop... it kinda sucks reallyI've tried putting stuff on my nails that tastes bad but I still bite them... I've tried fake nails but they do no good... I dont bite those but they ruin the real nails underneathany suggestionsfor something that might help me not do this anymore... I would REALLY like to have some nice pretty nails lol

Where To Find Wolf, That's Me
Feel free to add me to any IM, my name on any IM is wolffraine@yahoo.com which is also my email- I am on YAHOO AIM and MSN- so feel free to add me, my home page where I usually hang out is on playlist my sketches are there too, all the ones in pencil are mine, the others are from the internet.

Going Back To Roberta
Auntie Berta, Im writting this to let you know that i am thinking about you. Lately you have been on my mind. I just miss you so much. And i wish so badly that things were diffrent. I wish that you didnt leave us. I love you so much. You were the only person that was ever there for me. You helped me through so much. I could talk to you about anything and you never juged me. i feel lost with out you and gramms here with us. Our family is falling apart. Im just waiting for GOD to give me a sign that you are watching down on me. And that you are still there for me. You may not be here phsically, but i know that you are here in spirit.

Do You Mind Getting Fanned!
Hey everyone, I just ran into a peculiar situation, rare in fact, looking back at my weeks on Fubar. I rated and fanned someone, who got all upset about being fanned without having been asked 'permission' So, I'm checking to see how rare this is.... anyone out there want to be asked before they get fanned? if so how come? There may be a good reason, I don't realize yet, and I may not be the only one. I'm just asking, don't feel like you have to defend it. Anyone just happy to get fanned period! lol

Horney 4 Only 1 Man
Im horney 4 only 1 man. He got me off 15 times last night and never even touched me. LOL. Damn he is good.I had the best time ever last night. WE talked all night and it was amasing. I have never gotten off that many times in a row with out being touched. A year is jus to damn long to go without. Guess who it is

Roll Of Honour
Read the roll of honour for Ireland's bravest men We must be united in memory of the ten England you're a monster, don't think that you have won We will never be defeated while Ireland has such sons In those dreary H-Block cages ten brave young Irishmen lay Hungering for justice while their young lives ebbed away For their rights as Irish soldiers and to free their native land They stood beside their leader the gallant Bobby Sands Now they mourn Hughes in Bellaghy, Ray McCreish in Armagh's hill In those narrow streets of Derry they miss O'Hara still, They so proudly gave their young lives to break Britannia's hold Their names shall be remembered as history unfolds Chorus Through the war torn streets of Ulster the black flags did sadly wave To salute ten Irish martyrs, the bravest of the brave Joe McDonnell, Martin Hurson, Kevin Lynch, Kieran Doherty They gave their lives for freedom with Thomas McElwee Michael Devine from Derry you were the last to die With your nine brave companions,

New Divide
I remembered black skies, the lightning all around meI remembered each flash as time began to blurLike a startling sign that fate had finally found meAnd your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserveSo give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory cleanLet the floods cross the distance in your eyesGive me reason to fill this hole, connect the space betweenLet it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divideThere was nothing in sight but memories left abandonedThere was nowhere to hide, the ashes fell like snowAnd the ground caved in between where we were standingAnd your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserveSo give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory cleanLet the floods cross the distance in your eyes across this new divideIn every loss, in every lie, in every truth that you'd denyAnd each regret and each goodbye was a mistake too great to hideAnd your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserveSo give me reason to prove me wron

Country Music 24/7
We would like to have every one come by and check out the SXR LOUNGE. We play country music 24/7 with live dj's. You can join the fun and make requests. Most of all we know how to play the new stuff no one has. THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME. DJ RENAGADE FOR SOUTHERNXTREMERADIO http://www.fubar.com/lounge/hitechspleasure

Shatterd Faith!!
shatterd faith Current mood: disappointed to the ones who walk among the truely loved, the ones who love and the ones that are passionate. who know who you are and y you even do this to ppl is beond me! you finde someone and you fall for them not knowing what you really feel till you loose it or you wreck it with disregard, selfishness and take it for granted. so y even try to think you can make it better finding someone eles to take there place? im here to tell ya you cant take another heart and feed it lies, half truths, and say you love this person when in fact the one you truely love is the one you left behinde! if you havent fixed what you broke or shatterd in your past and you are still drawn to that person, you have no bisness hurting another with what and how you feel about a husbend, ex or even a separtaion! i know this will never stop but i wish ppl would take the time to heal or maybe think about what they really want befor they break or shatter another heart

Message In A Bottle
message in a bottle... Current mood: imaginative love is like a message in a bottle, we flowt in the mass ocean, (ocean) meening life! never knowing where we will end up or where we are going. the beach is our destination. the love in the bottle is what we hold so dear to us all! never knowing whos going to pic it up and open the lid. we dont choose who we love it chooses us! the ones who want love will never finde it, the ones who have found it take addvantige of it and the ones that need it never know its there! people take the bottle and through it away never knowing that it was the one thing that brought the love to you! the message of love ges over looked and sometimes forgoten! my question is why dont people keep the bottle and the message inside together and taking the love they found and keeping it for all time! love is the one thing that gets over looked, thought about to hard, discarded and misstaken for lust! it doesnt seem so hard to remember where it came f

Love And Friendship
love and friendship sometimes letting go of the past is so hard some use it as there great wall, the protecter of there heart! you past is just an outline of mistakes, failers, broken hearts, and wishfull thinking. everyday we meet people that reminde us of it, and we tend to turn away from them not to even give a chance to see if there diffrent! u can take the things youv learned from it and make better choices, or you can hide from it and no one will ever know the real you! basicly what it boils down to is when you meet some one and there interesting, stop looking at at your past and comparing the new!!! give people a chance, step out side the box that traps us all!!! trust me the comfert zone of knowing i wont be hurt was my security!!!! now iv eccepted my flaws some i cant change and some im working on! my addvice to u is dont let the love of your life or a new bestfriend pass by you cuz your past has tought u not to trust or love or u cant be open with people! maybe

Stepping Stones Of Life
steping stones of life. Current mood: awake life is full of steping stones, i think heart break is one! we break hearts and fix them, for others. its kinda weird how we can be the stone for another when we have a hard time building our own! i think god for my friends! they are my concrete for my steping stones! we meet people that touch our hearts and fill the emptyness in us! my stones are starting to get stronger. the changes that iv mad have ben really hard and has took aolt of time! finaly my foundation of my life is geting stronger and biger! im 36 years old and single, but iv learned so much from the ones that hurt my heart to know now what i really want! i look like a bad boy out side but inside im a big teady bear! some day i hope to meet that part of me thats missing and fill the lonelyness left inside! everything i got now is enoph for me! to the ones that have broke my heart, thank you! to the ones i broke theres im sorry! it lifes way of making us who we are

This Is So Fucking Cute!!
fuckn love this!! Current mood: amused . Two little kids, aged six and eight, decide it's time to learn how to swear. So, the eight year old says to the six year old, "Okay, you say ..ass' and I'll say ..hell'". All excited about their plan, they troop downstairs, where their mother asks them what they'd like for breakfast. "Aw, hell," says the eight-year-old, "gimme some Cheerios." His mother backhands him off the stool, sending him bawling out of the room, and turns to the younger brother. "What'll you have?" "I dunno," quavers the six-year-old, "but you can bet your ass it ain't gonna be Cheerios.

Just A Reminder
Pentagon identifies captured soldier in Afghanistan By Reid Wilson Posted: 07/19/09 10:04 AM [ET] The Pentagon on Sunday identified the American soldier taken hostage by the Taliban on June 30, the same day his captors released a video purporting to show him alive.The Defense Department identified the soldier as Private First Class Bowe Bergdahl, a 23 year old from Ketchum, Idaho. Bergdahl is a member of the 501st Parachute Infantry Regiment, based at Fort Richardson, Alaska. On Sunday, a video posted on a Taliban-run website showed Bergdahl for 28 minutes. Bergdahl said he was captured after falling behind on a patrol. He said the date was July 14, last Tuesday."I’m scared, scared I won’t be able to go home. It is very unnerving to be a prisoner," Bergdahl says on the video, according to The Associated Press.American officials have said they are doing everything they can to find and free Bergdahl. Taliban commanders in Southeastern Afghanistan, where

Wats Wrong With Me?
theres obviously something wrong with the way i look,my old fashoned, do things at the house,type of lifestyle, or maybe my bedroom things that women just dont want.im divorced twice raisin my 4 yr, old little boy on my own.his mom is with a guy she met on the damn internet, she lives 8 blocks from us and will not even make an attempt to come see my 4 yr old aint that sad?ive had hi since a 1 yr and 1/2 old and she may have had contact with him 6 months total.now im single again from datin another chic and my kid got attacted to her well i gotta go for now....rocky

9 Months Later!!!
> 9 months later!!!> > > > > > Jack decided to go skiing with> his buddy, Bob. So > they loaded up Jack's> > minivan and headed north.> > > > > > > > > > > > After driving for a few hours,> they got caught in > a terrible blizzard. So> > they pulled into a nearby farm> and > asked> > > the attractive lady who> answered the door if they > could spend the night.> > > > > > 'I realize it's> terrible weather out there and I > have this huge house all> > to myself, but I'm recently> widowed,' > she> > > explained. 'I'm afraid> the neighbours will talk if > I let you stay in my> > house.'> > > > > > 'Don't worry,' Jack> said. 'We'll be happy to sleep > in the barn and if the> > weather breaks, we'll be gone> at > first> > > light.' The lady agreed,> and the two men found > their way to the barn and> > settled in for the night.> > > > > > >

Life Changing Experience
Tonight my husband, kids and I had plans to go to the fair and watch the demolition derby. We got there to find out it was way more expensive than we had thought but had already promised the kids so we paid the $48 and went in. It was supposed to start at 7 so when we got there at 6:57 the seats were pretty full. We went down almost as far as we could and found some ok seats. We watched the first heat, nothing special about that. The second heat a girl got flipped and they turned back over and she went on. Now the 3rd is where something happened that I will never ever forget. It was a heat with minivans and they were just going crazy. All of a sudden I see this guy back up as fast as he could attempting to hit another and the other guy moved. But instead of not hitting anything this guy hit a flag man. The flag man flew up in the air and landed like a rag doll. I'm so thankful that my kids didn't actually see it, they just saw the comotion afterwards. I saw the fireman run to his aide

Disillusioned Junkie
"Disillusioned Junkie" You told me loved me but that was just a lie statements of a false chemical high Musta been high to fall for your bullshit Like a disillusioned junkie Addicted 2 being Loved Longing to be held & caressed wrapped in warm & tender moments Like a Hallmark card consumer -I was a gulliable sap a fool refusing to see beyond the fascade of a magical moment Mislead by the hope of a fantasy come true heh...and my favorite part is that you aint even realized what you lost cuz truth of the matter is once you let a butterfly go

Baked?!?!?!
Aha @ 10:35pm I Was Lookin Around For Herb, Got A Phone Call And Recieved A "G" Was All Good, Finished Rollin A Joint Lil Cuz Came Down "Asked If Her B/F Derek Wanted 2 Smoke A Joint She Said "Yeah, He Wanted To" So They Both Came Down And We Puffed It Was Great, So Were All Chillin, Life Is Good

J Escobar
I love your face and your warm embraceWhen you hold me, its like youve always known meKiss on the forhead the meaning of admirationIts like a love creationWhen you kiss me I can feel how much youve missed meHow you look in my eyes its like you can see my soulI cant express my feelings for you bc there is no words to describe my complete blissI feine for your kiss and would die for your smileIm addicted to you

Collective Thoughts
If my soul were made of glass I'm sure that you would see It's cracked in many places And it's hard to tell it's me The cracks started long ago I can't remember how Perhaps it was my childhood I really don't know now I can't remember younger years No matter how I try But it must have started there When I began to live a lie Drinking parents do confuse Mixed messages all around What's a child suppose to do When hatred does abound They love us when we all behave That's all fine and good But when you start to be yourself They make their rules understood Do as I say; not what I do It's a crazy mixed up place Especially when you're growing up And it's always in your face Do I try to please Or should I run and hide? It really doesn't matter When no one's on your side Too busy parents never listen What's a child to do? They don't know who they really are Am I me.....or Am I you? Yes, I'm sure that's where it started So very long ago It only goes to show you A child reaps; what his par

Attention All 2nd Alarm Hotties!!
As many of you know, some time a go, one of our founders, Firechief, left the group. He left the other founder, Blue Demon, and Annipoo the Norwegian Goddess in charge. However, we find it hard to continue this group, cause of all that has happened. So, we want to rebuild the group, starting from scratch.. We want the group to becomme a 2-part group, one for males and one for females. Blue Demon and Annipoo will be the founders of this new/old group. All of the current hotties are more than welcome to stay with us. We need your help to help us choose a name for this group, something new yet bold. Please help us out, and if you have any questions, just ask. Xoxo - Upper management Top suggestion at the moment is to make it hotties and hunks. Girls remain 2nd alarm hotties, and guys will becomme 2nd alarm hunks!

Hello
Hello All,Today a friend did invited me to Fubar, and i thought well take a look and see what it is ..never did hear from Fubar before.Well and see here I am ..Think fubar is a nice place to meet new friends and spent some time at.Thanks all for the nice welcome!!!! ps: will ad soon more to this blog

Taken From The World Health Org.
Avian influenza (“bird flu”) is an infectious disease of birds caused by type A strains of the influenza virus. The infection can cause a wide spectrum of symptoms in birds, ranging from mild illness, which may pass unnoticed, to a rapidly fatal disease that can cause severe epidemics. Avian influenza viruses do not normally infect humans. However, there have been instances of certain highly pathogenic strains causing severe respiratory disease in humans. In most cases, the people infected had been in close contact with infected poultry or with objects contaminated by their faeces. Nevertheless, there is concern that the virus could mutate to become more easily transmissible between humans, raising the possibility of an influenza pandemic. look sweetie not a threat to most people! last time i checked i wasnt in a 3rd world country handling diseased chickens! you goof!

Otep....
For the first time...in a very very...VERY long time...I have something to look forward too... and it is probably one of the best things...I will ever have, as far as I'm concerned...;)... I...am going to see Otep...on 8/19/09...might not mean anything to anyone else...and forgive me if I don't give a shit bout that...;)...But... It means more to me...than anyone will ever know...and I just felt the need to say that dammit!!!...;) And...after that show...if I should die... I...will have then...died complete...yeah...I will...;)...

Story's
My wife and I were over to our friend’s house for New Years. It had become a bit of a tradition for us since we got married. The wife was pregnant with twins and almost due, so it had been months for me without sex, unless you call jerking off sex.Well, as the night wore on I got chatting with a friend (Jane) of my mate’s wife (Michelle). At about 10 pm my wife turns to me and says she is tired and is heading to bed, so I kissed on the cheek and said goodnight. I went back to chatting with Jane and as the New Year came we kissed each other on the cheek and said happy New Year.At about 2 am there was just me Jane and Michelle awake. The other guys had passed out or gone to bed. Jane suggested a game of pool so we started playing, when Michelle said, “Let’s make it fun and play strip pool. For every ball you don’t sink you have to loose some clothing. I was a bit taken aback at first with the alcohol and the idea of seeing both them naked or at least partly

Adventures And Events
Dakota Rock Fest was the 24th and 25th this month. I wanted to go so bad, but me nor any of my friends that also wanted to go could afford it. One drunk night last week, my buddy threw out the idea that we could sneak it. I was game. I like adventures. Friday I went and met up with my buddies at their house for our excellent journey. It started off by not being in the turning lane at a red light on Cliff Ave. when we needed to turn left. Fuck it, nobody was coming, so he gunned it. Parked the truck at D's and walked the backway to the bike trail. Sweet. It was a lovely day, warm with a nice breeze. I had my hair in low pig tail braids. Perfect. We are marching along the trail, listening to the music and cheering like we are right up there with the rest of the crowd. The passerby's were giving us interesting looks, but it was fabulous. We were living in the moment, not having a care in the world. The three of us. Great friends. Already had made a few phone calls to

Not Quite Sure
ever get the feeling ur mind/brain is taking a holiday? well i do, and mine is.........i feel like my mind is floating just in front of me, functioning fine but not totally in control, kinda like a dream, i was fine earlier, i aint been out today so theres no way i been spiked, not that a blog will shed any light but you never know...might hav happened to someone else. seem to be missing a few hours too, i dont think i fell asleep as i dont remember waking which makes it all the more surreal feeling. maybe im just tired, i dunno.

From A Real Man
I'm sitting here waitin to talk to you..........and it's raining here. Listening to it hit the sliding glass door and balcony.......what would this be like in your arms.......with you in mine. I'm thinking of things I've not allowed into my mind for sooooo long now.....and I DON'T KNOW HOW to conquer the distance.....to touch your face...to slide my fingers down your arms....to feel your breath against me......and I am nervous, so nervous......to try again.

Vanessa My Godmother
Vanessa Out of all my regrets u r 1. The last time i heard your voice was Sept. 17th 2001, on my B-Day. Worst of all it was on my voice mail, the same day i was to leave for Ft. Leonard Wood, the day id leave everyone behind for the ARMY. I miss you more than anything in this world, i cry everytime i think of how selfish i was and how i wish i just could see u one last time, to tell u good-bye and ask u y u didn't tell me how sick you were, y did u hide it from me, we were so close u were more than my God-Mother, u were my best-friend the only person i could turn to for anything. ive since learned that u passed away in november of 2001 and thats all i know, i need u right now, so bad. my life is such a mess, id give anything to turn back time, i would have went with u instead of staying here, i wouldn't have joined the ARMY and i would have the closer i need. i will never give up finding u, i love you with all my heart, my Vanessa.........

My Pops
...Some time ago, when I first joined the fu, I had stuff boiling in my head, words that cried for release. I remained aloof to almost all I met, to even those closest to me and this in itself had begun to bother me, to make me feel inhuman in a way. Over this last weekend, an experience changed me down deep in my soul, and my eyepoint view has changed dramatically. What follows here are words I put down after burying my FATHER, but what comes afterward is different, and you will know it when you read it.....so here we go......Real men are conditioned from an early point in life to contain the things that hurt..to put them in small, sealed boxes and bury them in the far, nether regions of our mind where only we can get to them. C, it's done for a reason. We have to be tough, immune, bulletproof. We have to be rock steady "WHEN THE ELEPHANT WALKS"..as the military puts it. Therefore, my dear readers, there are dark, emotional things that come to the surface at indeterminate points, and

The Poem
Ok, Iknow I screwed this up the first blog go figure. But anyhow. This is a short poem I found in my wallet today. I isn't long but I remember my grandma gave it to me when I deployed to Iraq, I kept it for the whole deployment and then some. God and the Soldier All men adore In the time of trouble And no more: For when war is over And all things righted God is neglected The old soldiers sighted. I have no clue what this entails but I have had it in my wallet for almost 6 years now.

A Loss Of My Kid
As all of you know, My pets, my “kids” mean the world to me and this evening I had to bury one of them. It's funny how this little shit who would chew my shit up and make me so mad brought so much joy into my life. My kids are my world and a part of me was put in a hole tonight. I will miss you Desi, my little man.

Spoiled Under 30
THE SPOILED UNDER-30 CROWD!!! If you are 30 or older you will think this is hilarious!!!!When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tearsWith their tedious diatribes about how hard things were. Whenthey were growing up; what with walking Twenty-five miles to schoolevery morning... Uphill... barefoot.BOTH waysYadda, yadda, yaddaAnd I remember promising myself that when I grew up,There was no way in hell I was going to layA bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had itAnd how easy they've got it!But now that... I'm over the ripe old age ofThirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth oftoday.You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to myChildhood, you live in a damn Utopia!And I hate to say it but you kids today youDon't know how good you've got it!I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet. If wewanted to know something, We had to go to the damn library andLook it up ourselves, in the card catalogue!!There was no email!! We had to actually writeSomebody

Peeling Back The Layers
Peeling back the layers with all faults exposed. Memories of past regret lay raped from constant thought, scars are the souls decor lining the walls so sweetly with bitterness of before, some ripped open, others slowly healing....the deeper ones lay quite, not speaking the warnings of what is to come. A vision dies by the hands of fate.... Tears of anger stream down the face of the lover, burning the soft flesh. Silent sorrow poured into the pillows at night while the other slumbers so deeply beside, never knowing the pain that is released from his own oblivion. Teasing with the softest of touches he brings the pleasure to surface, a touch of heaven too soon torn away only to leave the lover alone once again. Careless words are spoken that shred the spirit and deadens the heart, the mind poisoned with hurt and anger slowly builds the scar covered walls, mind racing trying to catch the heart before it falls so deeply into the abyss of lies and false hopes. Begging for it to stop,

This Love
This love is empty, this life I live a lie. I am no longer my own, sadly just a part of everyone's daily life, a routine. I awaken each day to the sunlit loneliness, yearning to live again. Moments of happiness run through my mind, only to trip over reality and fall so painfully into the place that has been made for me. My soul hangs on to the last flicker of hope for passion unleashed! My heart slowly bleeds out from the wounds so unsparingly opened, ripped wide from selfish thoughts, self crippling by an upbringing that willingly kills another's exploration of pleasure and life. Dooming them to a worthless, self indulging life and power trips of control that is offered as a filler to their own emptiness and non existing ego, that has been inflated by a misconception of their own reality.

Gettin Naughty.... Old World Style
Her light brown hair shone in the moonlight. It seemed darker, more mysterious even, by the glint of the firelight. He could barely make out the creaminess of her skin in the dark, but her eyes were pools of blackness and he regretted that he couldn't tell if they were dark brown or lighter in color. It was summer. They were camping in an effort to escape the technological age. No televisions, no cable, no computers, no telephones, not even a newspaper. True refuge from the pressures of the mundane world. They were with a group that specialized in re-creating the middle ages. The age of honor and chivalry. Of troubadours and traveling minstrels. The white pavilions gleamed in the moonlight, not with the shine of the modern nylon tent, but with an opalescence that was unique to true canvas. The fire was dwindling, but the haze lingered, not just from their fire, but from the hundreds of campsites surrounding them. Crickets chirped merrily in the night air, and the sound of drums beating

Keeping My Patience
K.eeping M.y P.atience I sat back for far too long filled with hesistancy and trepidation, a spectator on a battlefield in a world gone wrong whom held caring and consideration. silent and patiently I viewed those around me fall and still I remained focused, not getting caught up,sucked up in it all The need to intercede felt hopeless. It could've been simple to continue to watch the fall of the unprotected, but my patience and non judgementalism, that once directed and controlled my anger and had, allowed analysim, had now become affected So now I'm fighting not only on the

Dvb Design Dies
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Why Does It Hurt?
WHEN SOMEONE BREAKS YOUR HEART WHY DOES IT HURT.. I MEAN WHEN U SMASH UR FINGERS WITH A HAMMER THAT HURTS..BUT, WHY DOES PEOPLE FEEL LIKE THEY GOTTA LIE AND CHEAT AND LIE SOME MORE JUST TO MAKE THEM SELFS HAPPY.. WHY DO PEOPLE ONLY THINK OF THEMSELFS? WHY DOES IT HURT WHEN U FEEL EVERYTHING IN THE BEGINNING AND THEN MIXED FEELINGS IN THE MIDDLE.. THEN IN THE END U TRULY FEEL NOTHING BUT ONCE THEY DISAPPEAR LIKE U PRAYED THEY WOULD..... WHY DOES IT HURT?

Firari Saatler
FIRARI GONULLERIZ Sevgi seliyiz gece karanliginda Bedenlerimiz uzaklarda olsada Yüreklerimiz hep ayni noktada Bizler firari gönülleriz Büyük bir aileyiz sevgi dolu Korksun bizden sevgiden yoksunlar Saygidir silahimiz sevgidir kursunumuz Bizler firari gönülleriz Ozani,Emrahi,Yuleti,Direni

You Gotta Laugh At This
> Two gay men decide to have a baby. They mix their sperm together and> have a> surrogate mother artificially inseminated with it. When the baby is> born,> they rush to the hospital. A dozen babies are in the nursery ward,> eleven> are crying and screaming. Over in the corner, one baby is smiling> serenely.> > > A nurse comes by and to the delight of the gay fathers, she points out> the> happy child as theirs.> > "Isn't it wonderful?" one gay says to the other. "All these unhappy> babies> and yet our baby is so happy. This just> Proves the superiority of gay love!"> > The nurse says, "Oh sure, he's happy now, but just watch what happens> when> I pull the pacifier out of his ass.">

My Blog
Actually I love her more than I can say! Here is her photo. http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2339572&i=954074237&albumid=1651533" target=_blank>[ fubar.com photo: 954074237 ] And the 2nd one follows here. [ fubar.com photo: 3645039740 ]

"our Best Narrative"
From above or below. Its only later that we know. Someone said "He who takes no chance has no chance" Come stroll awhile through the labyrinth. Promising never to imagine we cant. Joined at last, the crazy search winding down. Your eyes say me, while selecting the perfect gown. Since this is this and that is that. We say "Lets place the broom and leap fast" For inside we realize, its our God given right. Just as darkness must accept impending light. Ther are moments we should offer no resistance. Surrendering so sweetly, to heavenly happenstance. You give, I give, really means we give. As we truly meld, penning our best narrative. warmerthan (c) 1997

Four Rules To Understand What Makes People Tick
Breaking down human behavior into rules might seem like a gross simplification. But even with the complexities, it is easy to fall into the same mistakes. I’d argue that many heated fights, lost sales and broken hearts are caused by a few critical errors. If you make the wrong assumptions, you’ve lost before you begin. By keeping in mind these rules, you can avoid repeating the same mistakes. Rule One: People Mostly Care About Themselves People aren’t thinking about you. A damaging myth to buy into is believing the amount of time you think of yourself compares to the amount of time others think of you. In reality they are nowhere close. I’ve used this example before but I believe it deserves repeating. Take a look at the different slices of this chart. The biggest is the time you spend thinking about yourself. The second is the time spent thinking about relationships, but how they affect you. What does Julie think of me? Will my boss give me a raise or fire

Pit Means Bull= Pitbull
if a dude want to fight of do something to hert a girl if they need help they call me because kno women should go thow evil by a dum azz man but if one come to me they better come right because i don't fuckin play kno games men should treat women just like them most men better kno that if they want to fight they better fight me insted of a girl or women because i am a 100% pro fighter in boxing

Sectional Champs Auto!
As some of you already know, my son's team won the sectional baseball championship yesterday. Since I help to coach the team, we leave for the state tournament on Wednesday and if we keep winning, we will be there until Monday night!!!! Soooooooo, I am gonna celebrate today @1pm Futime by activating an auto 11 and then sometime along the way, blow up a bunch of "chit"! Come by and help celebrate with and maybe even level yourself on me!!!!

Dear Kotex
Dear Kotex... down2basics: Dear Kotex:I recently noticed that the peel-off strip of my pantyliner had a bunch of Kotex Tips for Life" on it. Annoying advice such as: a.. Staying active during your period can relieve cramps. b.. Avoiding caffeine may help reduce cramps and headaches. c.. Drink 6-8 glasses of water a day to keep you hydrated and feeling fresh. d.. Try Kotex blah blah blah other products...Obviously the individual behind this was someone who has never possessed a functioning set of ovaries. Go ahead and tell a menstruating woman that drinking 6-8 glasses of water will help keep her feeling fresh.Like we need more fluid inside our bloated bodies from hell...but go ahead. See what happens and report back. I'll wait.While you're at it, dump out the coffee at work and remove the chocolate from the vending machine. I guaran-freakin-tee that the first responders will be females who just ovulated. This advice was some brain functionof a male.... right???Staying activ

To David Martin
To: David Martin When you make a commitment to a relationship, you put your attention and energy in it more profoundly. You realize its not just you anymore, its two lives, two hearts joined together in friendship united forever. I know babe I have only known you a short amount of time. This is only the best way I can explain this to you. I love you and you have become the spirit in me. The fire in my heart is lit again because of you. Love is one thing in my life that has been a worry for me, a song to me, and a dream that I have dreamt. It has never been a reality. I know this isn’t going to be easy, I know its going to be hard. I have come to the realization that love doesn’t just cause pleasure, it causes pain. David with you though, I don’t worry anymore. I want this, and every girl has the chance to get something as good as us. I cant pass you up, nor would I ever think to. Even if I had the whole world to write on to express how much I love you, it wouldn't al

Saying Goodbye To Mother (not Sad At All)
SAYING GOODBYE TO MOTHERYou Don't Have To Own A Cat To Appreciate This One! You don't even have to like 'em!We were dressed and ready to go out for the New Years Eve Party. We turned on a night light, turned the answering machine on,covered our pet parakeet and put the cat in the backyard.We phoned the local cab company and requested a taxi. The taxi arrived and we opened the front door to leave the house.The cat we put out in the yard, scoots back into the house. We didn't want the cat shut in the house because she always tries to eat the bird.My wife goes out to the taxi, while I went inside to get the cat. The cat runs upstairs, with me in hot pursuit. Waiting in the cab, my wife doesn't want the driver to know that the house will be empty for the night. So, she explains to the taxi driver that I will be out soon,'He's just going upstairs to say goodbye to my mother.'A few minutes later, I get into the cab. 'Sorry I took so long,' I said, as we drove away. 'That stupid bitch

Salutes???
I love the profiles that are viewable only by people who have salutes. This amazes me because 95% of you are only here to level and receive bling. So, I don't see why it matters who is fanning, rating, crushing or adding you. Also, this is the only site that even has this, for a so called adult site it sure seems pretty childish to me. I mean you don't have all your friends on facebook, hi5 or myspace send you a pic with a name or number to prove that they are who they say they are, do you? I'd hope not!!! People say they don't want to be friends with a fake person, well just because someone sends a pic with a name on it, doesn't mean they are being themselves on here. It is the internet people don't forget that. All kinds of things can be photoshoped in. I have a pic with Jerry Rice and I have never met him.. haha. I just find it all a little silly. Of course this is only my opinion, to each his own though.

Life In General...
So this is the last week of summer courses for school, I am going for Office Technology Assistant, or an educated secretary. Eventually I am going to get my M.B.A. but that will take awhile. So I have never really done this blogging thing before but I thought maybe I would start. School is great I never used to like school but I think that now that I chose this path it is much more appealing to me. So anyways I just took my final exam for Analytical Writing I am hoping I do well I have a B in that class now so a perfect score on that will bump me to an "A" here is hoping wish me luck!

Thoughts...
I sit alone in a state of mind that wishes to go back about a year...To go back and change so much...It is a thing that cant be ever truly undone...To avoid leaving a life that was so good to me...Throwing it all away like none of it really mattered...I miss being able to see my sister and talk to her...I regret the fighting we did between the two of us...I looked for a way to run and I found it...Packing my stuff, I ran to live in another world...Thinking it was for the best, I just took off not looking back...I ran into the arms of a girl that I thought was my happiness...Sitting within her grasp I blocked out all my troubles...About a month later, I returned back home...I had come to see my sister, and say Goodbye I Love You...The hardest part was walking in the shadows in the time of the passing...I helped lay her down for her final rest with tears falling down my face...Once returned home, I worried about losing the one person that made me happy...I had nightmares about us splitti

My Bar Tab Is $884.00
This is fun to do. The only catch is that you cant ask the person who posted it anything about it! :) Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. Title your bulletin "My Bar Tab is$........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine.Smoked pot -- $20Did acid -- $10Ever had sex at church -- $10Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $50Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $30Had sex for money -- $200Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $25Vandalized something -- $27Had sex on your parents' bed -- $40Beat up someone -- $100Been jumped -- $20Crossed dressed -- $11Given money to stripper -- $30Been in love with a stripper -- $25Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$16Hit on some one of the same sex while at work-- $22Ever drive drunk -- $21Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $59Used toys while having se

I Walk Alone
(I walk alone in life) All that I see, I see alone.The love that once filled my heart and my sole.Forever will be lost and forever will be stole.My life is empty, my dreams are fading. Who I once was, is only a shadow.I lift my head, breath then swallow.My mind is empty and my heart is hollow.I Dreamed a Dream and it once come true. About a girl, her eyes were blue.She was an angel she was my star. I always loved her from afar.She said she'd love me till the end. My one and only lifetime friend.I felt so lucky, to live my dream.Then she left me, and I died inside...So I walk alone, all by myself.I dream alone, all by myself.I live alone, all by myself. I am alone, ALL BY MYSELF...Scott P Tabor: 7/25/09

Cool Stuff
My name is Art. I am a recently graduated UCLA MBA student. In this economy, even graduating from UCLA Business School will not guarantee you a job. I have been trying all of my connections to find a great job but seem to have no luck. So I began searching for some great tools on the internet that I could use to either get a leg up on the job Job Interview Videos and Interviews on Video search and came up with some cool websites. A cool place I found was resume video and Video Interviews It’s a great tool to search for upper level management, or account executive jobs. Another great place to find tips, and ideas about how to write a resume, or how to give a great interview is about.com. Trust me, these websites are gold! Just thought I would share the knowledge. Good luck everyone!

Fuck This Shit... Again!
So here is yet another goddamn profile site I have to fucking keep track of just so I can see how much the internet loves me? FUCK! Shadow, why did you do this to me? I can't stand this shit, myspace is annoying enough as it is. Yet now everyone has a goddamn zwitter, or a zanga, or a geocities, or a myspace page..... And now here is fucking Fubar! Fucked Up Beyond Affordable Repair! I couldn't care less now, I hope they delete this shit because I'm not throwing forth the effort to do it myself. "But Craig, here you can give gifts and gain..." WHAT THE FUCK ABOUT I DON'T GIVE A FLYING FUCKING RAT SEMAN BASTARD CHILD FROM THE SHIT RIDDLED BOWELS OF SATAN HIMSELF DIDN'T YOU GET?! I'm out, anyone who really gives a fuck about finding me just skower MySpace for an asshole named Blind Kenshi. Now go ahead and make your 'Jesus must have skull raped you as a toddler, didn't he?' comments or forever hold your beer.

Yankees
Well since I have had a terrible case of the Mondays today, it is great to see the Yankees still playing the best baseball they have played in about a decade! 11-3 in the top of the 9th... 10 out of 11 isn't too shabby... let's keep this tear going!! goodnight to all and always.... GO YANKS!!

Love
All I want is someone to love me and to love them back is that to much to ask for, but to find the right one it almost seems imposible anymore....you try to give your heart to someone and it seems like you always get hurt or someone messes w/your emotions...I am about ready to give up!!!! Hmmm what to say anymore I dont know I am tired of being confused all the time ugh what to do in my life and where it is going from here anyways I am venting again like usual!!! Gotta go love to all my friends just tired of it all!!!!!!!!!!!

Rememberance
Thursday, April 10, 2008 REMEMBERANCE Category: Writing and Poetry Rememberance.......... She remembers it all,All the people who had saidThey cared, but did they really?She remembers it all,The sound of laughter andHow happy she’d been, but was she really?She remembers it all,His arms around her andHe said "I love you, but did he really?She remembers it all,The pain she’d felt when he left,How her heart ached, but was it really?She remembers it all,The feeling of being so alone,The feeling no one cared, but did they really?But now they’ll remember her,Staring at the knife in her handHow easy to slit her wrists, but will she really?

I Am....
- I am an ordinary girl who like to write poetry.- I wonder how the world will be when I have children. I hear gun’s and bomb’s exploding and people yelling at eachother. I see the night sky light up with fire. I want so badly to stop the hate and anger in the world. - I am an ordinary girl who likes to write poetry.- I pretend that the world is full of love for one another of every race. I feel the harsh reality of life. I touch a crying child hurt by prejudice, promising him everything will be okay. I worry that I can’t keep my promise. I cry because I know he will continue to face anger toward him all his life and he is just an innocent child. -I am an ordinary girl who likes to write poetry.- I understand that this world is never going to change, unless the people of this world are willing to change. I say we are all equal no matter what race or religion we are. I dream that one day the world will except one another for who they are

What Could Have Been
What could have been Current mood: contemplative Category: Writing and Poetry When I lay myself down to sleep, I pray to the Lord my soul he’ll keep and when I am done praying for you.... I can’t shut my eyes, I just lay and weep. I can’t shut my eyes because when I do, all I can see is an image of you. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ My heart aches for something true. The only question I have is why couldn’t it have been you? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Life hurts and loves not fair, There could have been so much for us to share, but now you have gone to someone else and forgotten me. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I guess it’s true that love is blind... I loved and you are blind. That’s why you have her and I was forgotten and left behind. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Love isn’t enough, when lust steps in, and that’s where all the pain begins. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Waiting
Current mood: anxious Waiting Wanting,lusting,to be held,to be loved,to feel warmth,to feel your beating heart. Wanting to be sheltered from the cold,heartless winds.Falling into invisible arms;into an abyss of love. Wishing,hoping,that my desires will be filled;my desires of loving warmth. Wanting to be held,comforted,loved. Dreaming of passionate embraces,of tender kisses,loving words,romantic nights. Waiting for undying love.

I Still Remember
I still remember the worldFrom the eyes of a childSlowly those feelingsWere clouded by what I know nowWhere has my heart goneAn uneven trade for the real worldOh I... I want to go back toBelieving in everything Yet knowing nothing at allI still remember the sunAlways warm on my backSomehow it seems colder now

Good And Evil
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural I sit on this huge carnival ride as wind wisp’s around me, some gentle, some harsh... like diffrent voices speaking to me. I can hear thier whispers as the wind swirls around my body. The sky turns to darkness around me as I’m lifted into the air, I can no longer see the Earth. I look around and see Im not alone... my mom, family, friends and people of all nations are on this ride with me. Then the winds start to blow again as the ride starts to turn. Turning faster and faster as the wind starts to make a low rumbling sound. The harsh wind was smacking us in the face, taking our breath away. The wind made a sound as if it were a voice speaking to us in an unfamilar language.... Yet we understood every word. It wanted us, It wanted our soul, it wanted us to give in. It was like demons trying to climb up to me and my family... screaming our names. People were falling off the ride left and right, down into the black bottomless p

Dream 2000
Current mood: content Category: Dreams and the Supernatural I’m running down an endless Road. I can never get to the end. Shh.... Somethings following me. Running faster, I feel my heart beat throbbing in my chest. I look back and.... My face hits the hard concreat. I feel it’s breath lingering over me. I look around for somewhere to run, somewhere to turn. I see an old church... I run inside, it’s dark. _No one in sight._ I hear it behind me again... I fall to my knees with eyes shut and scream, for only God can help me! I open my eyes... It’s gone. I lay on the floor and weap, till I fall asleep. Then I awoke in the morning light, with God now by my side. (Nothing to fear.)

Dred
I dred this so much, I already long for your touch. The warmth of your skin melts my heart and your presence makes me feel alive. Without you I do not feel whole, you are apart of my soul. Where did we go wrong? I have wanted someone like you for so long. I feel like I cant breath, I do not want you to leave. I dont know how to make things right, all we do is fight. I thought it was love at first sight... now I am not sure how you feel, all I know is the love I have for you is real. Please, dont let our love end, I need you. You are not only my love, but you are also my friend. Sense I have been with you, I’ve felt my heart start to mend. I’ll ask you once more, please dont let our love end. 6/26/2002

Warning
Thursday, April 10, 2008 WARNING WARNING Current mood: crushed Category: Writing and Poetry True love does not exist. It is a fantasy that lives in the heart’s of people who hope and belive. ( I know- I was one of those people.) They are disillusioned by the thought of such happiness, that their heart is overwhelmed, causeing them to be blind to the truth. Love is not real, it is fake. Fake words, fake emotions, in order to get what one wants... then they are through with you. The pain is enough to distroy one’s soul and send them into such a life of pain and misery, it would be worse than what hell would be like. A eternity of tourment. There is no truth only a world of lies. There is no true love, only diseption in order to get into one’s mind and soul, so they can control you and your emotions. Then once they have played with your heart, they steal it and then there gone. You are left with a broken heart and they simpley

Falling
Current mood: content Category: Writing and Poetry All alone, I wait by the phone. Hopeing you’ll call, why do I have the feeling I am about to fall? Wondering where your at... Wondering who your with... I am beging to wonder if true love is just a myth. I thought I had found Mr. Right, but I am sitting here alone again tonight. I don’t want to yell, I don’t want to fight... I just want you to wake up and see the light. I really do love you and my love is unconditional and true. I don’t want no one else, my heart is only with you. Please, don’t hurt me... Please, don’t ever leave... My heart can’t take being decieved. 1999’

Growing Up
Thursday, April 10, 2008 GROWING UP GROWING UP Current mood: cheerful Life is fleeting, years rush past.... and little girls grow up so fast! Let me take time out to be glad that mine’s still here with me. And though I’m busy through the day, let me take time out to play... Let me take time out to smile, to linger with her for a while... To invite her under the table for tea and dress up silly as can be. Let me take time out to sing and dance and skip and twirl and swing... To splash in puddles when it rains and make her fancy daisy chains. Let me take time out to hear about the things that she holds dear. Let me tuck her in at night, hear her prayers, turn off the light. And for one more moment let me pray and thank God that we shared this day!

Alyssa & Katelyn
Thursday, April 10, 2008 ALYSSA AND KATELYN ALYSSA AND KATELYN Current mood: cheerful When I imaginethe life you will live,I think of the pleasureyour presence will give.I see the joy your smile will lightand the wonders you’ll weavewhen your dreams take flight.I feel the hopethat will grow with your graceand the difference you’ll maketo each heart you embrace.I imagine your lifeas I know it will be;for, my daughters, you’ve givenall this to me.

Angel Who Walks
Thursday, April 10, 2008 ANGEL WHO WALKS UPON THE GROUND... ANGEL WHO WALKS UPON THE GROUND Current mood: artistic Category: Writing and Poetry The moment I opened my heart and let you in I saw this great love starting to begin. I opened my eyes to a vision of you I hope, I pray your feelings are true. I have loved and I have paid the cost And I have felt the pain of the love I lost. But, now, I think I have truly found An Angel who walks upon the ground. You go beyond all limits for me Just to show your love endlessly. I could search my whole life through And never find another ’you’. You are so special that I wanted you to know I truly, completely love you so.

First Thing
FIRST THING Current mood: artistic Category: Writing and Poetry You’re the first thing I think of Each morning when I rise. You’re the last thing I think of Each night when I close my eyes. You’re in each thought I have And every breath I take. My feelings are growing stronger With every move I make. I want to prove I love you But that’s the hardest part. So, I’m giving all I have to give To you... I give my heart

Never Have I Fallen
Thursday, April 10, 2008 NEVER HAVE I FALLEN NEVER HAVE I FALLEN Current mood: artistic Category: Writing and Poetry Never Have I FallenYour lips speak soft sweetnessYour touch a cool caressI am lost in your magicMy heart beats within your chestI think of you each morningAnd dream of you each nightI think of your arms being around meAnd cannot express my delightNever have I fallenBut I am quickly on my wayYou hold a heart in your handsThat has never before this easily been given away

Dreams
Thursday, April 10, 2008 DREAMS DREAMS Category: Writing and Poetry awake in bed, i remembera dream i had, clearlya moment i’d cherish foreverin my heart i’d like to keep dearly and as seconds pass, i can feelthat dreams, fleeting away they goand my heart turns into a barren fieldagain with frozen snow awake in bed, i liefeeling like a bird with broken wingswishing it’d rather die’cause every move it makes, it stings then i remember anothera dream, with me that always stayeda present from my heavenly fathera new set of wings for me he had made

My Dear Friend
Thursday, April 10, 2008 A POEM FOR MY DEAR FRIEND A POEM FOR MY DEAR FRIEND A poem for my dear friend Current mood: content Category: Writing and Poetry The day I met you I found a friend - And a friendship that I pray will never end. Your smile - so sweet And so bright - Kept me going When day was as dark as night. You never ever judged me, You understood my sorrow. Then you told me it needn’t be that way And gave me the hope of a better tomorrow. You were always there for me, I knew I could count on you. You gave me advice and encouragement Whenever I didn’t know what to do. You helped me learn to love myself You made life seem so good. You said I can do anything I put my mind to And suddenly I knew I could. There were times when we didn’t see eye to eye And there were days when both of us cried. But even so we made it through: Our friendship hasn’t yet died. Circumstances have pulled us apart, We are separated by many miles. Truly

Angel Tear Drops
Thursday, April 10, 2008 ANGEL TEAR DROPS ANGEL TEAR DROPS Angel Tear Drops Category: Writing and Poetry Love this poem~~ My guardian angel, once careless and free,flew into the clouds and lost touch with me.Her tears were cold and wet, falling on my face.Her smile had left us without a trace.Her angelic lips quivered, frozen and scared,I felt rain clouds visiting, and had to prepare.I knew that angels, often content,were very special presents that God had sent.To see one so sad,so afraid,so alone,had made me weep while the cold winds had blown.Her wings lost feathers,comforting and soft,falling from the stars,floating aloft.Her pain was felt throughout the land,to feel true misery is impossible to stand.I prayed so that when her hurting stops,I’ll be able to taste the angel’s teardrops.

Everything Goes On Without You
Thursday, April 10, 2008 EVERYTHING GOES ON WITHOUT YOU EVERYTHING GOES ON WITHOUT YOU everything goes on without you Without you, the ground thaws, the rain falls, the grass growsWithout you, the seeds root, the flowers bloom, the children playThe stars gleam, the poets dream, the eagles fly, without youThe earth turns, the sun burns, but I die, without youWithout you, the stars roar, the breeze warms, the girl smiles, the cloud movesWithout you, the tides change, the boys run, the oceans crashThe crowds roar, the days soar, the babies cry, without youThe moon glows, the river flows, but I die, without youThe world revives, colors renew, but I know blueOnly blue, lonely blue, within me blue, without youWithout you the hand gropes, the ear hears, the pulse beatsWithout you, the eyes gaze, the legs walk, the lungs breatheThe mind churns, the heart yearns, the tears dry, without youLife goes on, but I’m goneCause I die, without you

Solitary Confinement
Thursday, April 10, 2008 SOLITARY CONFINEMENT SOLITARY CONFINEMENT Solitary Confinement Category: Writing and Poetry Solitary Confinement You laughed at my weaknesses- so I feared to show them.You trampled on my dreams- so I dreamed alone.You were too busy to listen- so I never spoke.You handled my secrets indiscreetly- so I ceased to share them.You were insensitive to my needs- so I hid them from you.You never seemed to understand- so I stopped trying to communicate.You hurt me by your indifference- so I bled inwardly.You wouldn’t let me near you- so I kept my distance.You cared for my physical needs - so my soul became impoverished.You drove me into myself- so now I am imprisoned.

Can I?
Thursday, April 10, 2008 CAN I? Current mood: content Category: Romance and Relationships Lives are for living I live for youDreams are for dreaming I dream for youHearts are for beating mine beats for youAngels are for keeping. Can I keep you?

Could I Be Your Angel?
Thursday, April 10, 2008 COULD I BE YOUR ANGEL? COULD I BE YOUR ANGEL? Current mood: artistic Category: Writing and Poetry The lover sleeps and amid his dreams His angel comes on sunlit beams. To waken him with kisses sweet, For her love for him is oh so deep. She wakes him with her caresses light Upon his skin and smiles so bright. And in her eyes, he sees the love She feels for him neath stars above. He comes to her to gently place, Kisses upon her neck and face. To caress her body and touch her soul. For together two become a whole. The love they make is deep and true And in this embrace their love renew. When all is done and all’s been said, Upon her breasts he rests his head. And hears her heart beat for him alone. A greater love, he’s never known

Angel
Thursday, April 10, 2008 ANGEL ANGEL Current mood: content Category: Writing and Poetry Maddening, swirling, tumultuous thoughts give my heart no peaceMuscles tensing, heart’s wrenching, longing for releaseWalled off from emotions, numbed to dreams of blissFrantically grasping for a hold, sliding further into the abyssAll color drains from my world, subtle shades of gray permeateBroken shards cast illusions, hope falsely propagatesA former warrior, battle tested, I frantically disguise my fearsResolve dissolves, nervousness abounds as my refuge disappearsAs autumn’s cycle nears an end, the ice begins to advanceStealthily attacking, patiently awaiting for a perfect chanceA frozen heart, desolate and bare, obscures all that would try to seeThe warmth reflected, gives off no heat, illusions mask realityOn hands and knees, mumbling pleas, I search for sanctuaryTo glimpse beyond this desolation, to a world of possibilityEyes closed, perceptions peeked

Reality Check
Thursday, April 10, 2008 REALITY CHECK REALITY CHECK Current mood: annoyed Category: Writing and Poetry Thrusting in and out of conciseness, Lost in a daze. My memories blurry..... My life a haze. Living in the past, thinking about the old days. Wishing and wanting, my past is with me like a ghost forever haunting. Stripped of reality and losing my own mortality.... I struggle. My heart is broken, yet I smile, laugh, and keep on joken. An act..... so I’ll be, what others expect of me.... my pain I will not let them see. I feel hurt and betrayed, what happened to the life that I once made? I feel incomplete, not good enough........... I yearn so badly for true love.

One Tear Drop
ONE TEAR DROP Category: Writing and Poetry It follows in her shadow, won’t ever let her be... stares into her soul until she can hardly breathe.. It’s a never ending race inside, with nothing there to win... can’t run, her will grows tired all because of him. As the days drag on by, she commits an inner suicide... smiles on the outside but what’s inside, she cannot hide.. One tiny teardrop, (but there is so much more in pain)... because of him she will never be the same.

Wishing Stars
Thursday, April 10, 2008 WISHING STARS WISHING STARS Category: Writing and Poetry I’m looking at this star tonight, Wishing wishes would come true. I wonder while I stand and look, If you see the same star, too. Tonight although there’s miles between us, Perhaps our souls can meet. At the point this star begins, Our two hearts can find their beat. Do you feel the need for someone, To fulfill your empty life. I’m wishing for the same thing, As I watch this star tonight. This gentle breeze I’m feeling, That soothes my heart of sorrow. I’m wondering will it find you, And soothe your heart tomorrow. A hopeless born romantic, Ever searching for true love. Wishing wishes in the darkness, To this star that hangs above.

I Will Always.....
Thursday, April 10, 2008 I WILL ALWAYS........ I WILL ALWAYS.... Category: Writing and Poetry I will always be hereI could NEVER turn awayI know you’d do the same for meFor us, it’s just that way.Between us is a bondLike no other I have knownThe moral ethics that we shareMentally, are written in stone.This is starting to sound sappyAnd that’s just something we don’t doSo just remember this my friend...As it always has been, and still is now...I will always be here for youNo matter whatNo matter when No matter how.

I Cant Be With You Today
Thursday, April 10, 2008 I CANT BE WITH YOU TODAY... I CANT BE WITH YOU TODAY I can't be with you today but if you close your eyes and think; I'll be beside you in the kitchen wearing your shirt - standing by the sink. I'll be with you in the bedroom waiting quietly on your bed; Just close your eyes and think of me, relive those memories in your head. I'll stand by you in the bathroom, an unlikely place to meet; I'll smile at you so playfully as I let you brush my teeth. I'll be your light in the darkness, shining steady through and through; You only have to watch it glow to know I think of you. I'll be the music that you listen to, I'll be there in every song: I'll laugh with you and sing with you, and comfort you when your day's gone wrong. I'll be the wind that ruffles your hair, I'll be that warm embrace; I'll be the hand on your shoulder, I'll be the tender touch on your face. I'll be the clock gently ticking, reminding you of the tim

A Chance Of Meeting
Thursday, April 10, 2008 ~A CHANCE OF MEETING~ A CHANCE OF MEETING Current mood: creative A Chance Of Meeting...On my screen you cameout of the blue,Awakening my heart from painto feelings before I never knewWe are both scaredof the road fate has shownTwo souls pairedto a destiny still unknownShould we choose to meetand tempt these hands of fateIt would take two, for the odds to be beatTo lead us to eternity and heavens gateShould we choose to notwould our minds constantly wonder,Was that the one I always soughtOn that do we dare to ponder?For you have touched me deepI long to hold you for all timeTo be mine, forever to keepFor us to share a lifetimeI want your passionate kissto take my breath awayNever want to miss your touchwhile in each others arms we laySo now the decision is ours to makeI’ll treasure you whatever may beMy heart is here for you to takeLoyalty I’ll vow should you give yours to me