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Msworldnv
Please come check me out on Youtube at http://www.youtube.com/user/msworldnv I look forward to seeing you there, and hearing what you have to say about my channel and my videos. Thank you in advance.

Ok , So I Got A Got Girlfriend` Read More.....
I have been with here for now 2 1/2 yrs. and I just cant handle it anymore with her. She is just so jealous of me ,and etc.... Long story but will tell ya if ya wanna know? yes I do love her and she loves me , but I did experience with other men and she experienced with other men alsowhile we were together and still are till day ,but she is so jealous of me on the computer, I think she needs to grow up and grow a back bone , What do you say? I am coming so close to leaving this woman , What ya say? Please tell me your thoughts. Thanks , Sincerely, David Michalski aka Coldwaters Finest

The Biker*
THE BIKER* I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk.But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall.I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief.I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But, you didn't see me, riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless.I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather jackets and gloves.But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old ones to those that had none. I

Shards Of Glass
poem i wrote about me ... A heart is a fragile thing A piece of glass Break it once The shards cut deepBreak it twice The scars are manyBreak it thrice The heart is hardened But I...Ihave been broken A thousand timesI have died A thousand deathsThe shards a many I do not heal They torment me Night and dayThey are all around me The pieces of my heart My broken glassI cannot count them Everything i touch I feel themEverything i feel is painOnce I felt them Cut me deeplyWhen the glass Was freshly brokencut me deep And killed me deeperTore my flesh And rent my soulTrod and trod upon again My glass heart shatteredits pieces Thrown aglittering Upon the groundThe shards surroud me I cannot see them They are to smallBut a Glass

About Me
Ok I am not good at this so i will just make it short and sweet. I am a truck driver and spend alot of time away from home, I don't have any set hours I drive. on some days i drive from morning till night and others i drive all night and sleep during the day. if i am on here then i have some down time and able to rate and socialize. weekends are hit and miss on if i am here or not. I love rating pics and have been known to rate up to 500 plus pics in an hour if my wireless connection is good. so if you see me on your page and its not happy hour don't panic because chances are its the only time i have to rate and i try and rate alot and often. i am an easy going guy. I will however put this out there now, I do not have the means to buy cash gifts at this time. Since both my mom and dad have died from cancer i donate $10,000 a year to cancer research. But if i do get a bling pack i do bling my friends when i can. I am not a the hottie type of guy but i think i do have a heart of gold. I

Business Long Distance
Just like to introduce myself to the community here, I am a happily married man with 2 beautiful children. By day, I am a telecom broker where I help businesses with their telecommunication services. Some of the services we offer range from DS3 line to DS3 circuit, I also love soccer and going to look to start to play golf in the near future. Check back as I will be discussing many types of business related topics. (you can also make comment about sites topic here) VanT3 lines

Ribbons For Cancer Victims
Black Ribbons: Melanoma Dark Blue Ribbons: Colon Cancers Gold Ribbons: Childhood Cancer Gray Ribbons: Diabetes & Brain Cancer Green Ribbons: Kidney Cancer Green/Blue Ribbons: Mental Heath Awareness Jade Ribbons: Liver Cancer & Hepatitis Jigsaw Puzzle Ribbons: Autism Lace Ribbons: Osteoporosis Lime Green Ribbons: Lyme Disease Orange Ribbons: Leukemia, Multiple Sclerosis Periwinkle Ribbons: Hypertension & Stomach Cancer Pearl Ribbons: Lung Cancer Pink Ribbons: Breast Cancer Pink, Purple & Teal: Thyroid Cancer Purple Ribbons: Prostate Cancer, Testicular Cancer, Eating Disorders Red Ribbons:AIDS/HIV & Heart Disease Silver Ribbons: Parkinson's Disease Sky Blue Ribbons: Prostate Cancer Teal Ribbons: Ovarian Cancer White Ribbons: Bone Cancer I hope these explanations will help you design your own awareness quilt.

Stupid Haircut
last night I was reading in bed about 2 am. I heard the upstairs neighbors coming in from the bar. i have never met them but i am pretty sure there are about 20 of them. And they all weigh about 300 pounds. And they are part of a clog dance crew. And they also bowl in their living room. Also they like alternative rock and saying "wooooooooooooo" i guess one of the dance crew got left behind and he came stomping up the stairs a few minutes after the rest. Then i heard someone try and open my door. Of course it was locked so i just continued reading figuring he was to drunk to know where he was and would soon see his mistake. But he was too drunk to realize. So i sent baxter to the door to give ssome warning barks. But this guys was still too drunk so he started knocking. I got up and double checked the lock and put my eye to the peep hole. "may I help you?" i asked. "you can let me in!" he said swaying back in forth. "no" I laughed. "why not" he said a little annoyed. "Beca

Ninresner
Becky, If you are reading this, I am Stacey, Steve's gf....I HAVE IMPORTANT INFO about your boyfriend GEARY(misspelled?) PLEASE PLEASE CONTACT ME ASAP!!! You can do it through here and then I'll give you my personal phone number.....PLEASE...

King Of Pop-a Living Legend!
A king is born! A child begins to sing! Two parents are proud of him! His voice amazes all ears! His steps reveals dizziness all around! The stage is alive when he steps on! Thriller song gives him more strength and confidence! The success comes day by day! His videos please the sight ! He is the greatest entertainer and performer! A king is dead................................. A king is not really dead, he is just resting in peace!

My Fu-friends
My Fu-Friends My husband has finally gone to workMy child has finished his playhe`s gone to bed his stories readNow it's my time of day.I've had one of those daysyou know what I meanso I sit back and relaxand turn on my screen.I'll talk to all my friendswho know just what to sayto make my stresses goand my troubles fade away.My friends you're always there for mewhenever I feel blueand though we've never met beforeI know our friendships true.And although we haven't been friends for longin this short time it seemswe shared so many things alreadyour hopes, our fears, our dreams.We come from different walks of lifebut we share a common bondand it's time to say that of all of youI've grown so very fond.So thank you friends for being therewhenever I've needed youI know you're always there for meand you know I'm there for you.

Daddy
Oh dark my day,To be alive,I write this poem,As my heart is to thrive,There once was a man,So happy he be,With his lovely wife,So young you see,But one day,He left for awhile,Traveled for his job,Much more than a mile,She was sad,He had to leave,And hoped for the best,Hoped not to greave,His job pained her,But knew he was right,He was in the army,He had to go fight,Letters shed receive,From him every week,At times happy,Good news always to seek,She sent him a letter,Pregnant shed be,With their loving daughter,Aura lee,And he was astound,Couldnt wait to come see,When his loving wife,Gave birth to thee,But he never made it,They wouldnt let him go,So he hoped she wouldnt be sad,Oh say it isnt so,But she was so grateful,That safe hed be,She always prayed for him,Aura lee to see,But on the day,Baby turned six,Such sad news,A heart not to fix,Daddy had died,While coming back,They found some things,Hidden in his backpack,Aura lee so young,Just couldnt see,why had daddy,Left me?But on the fune

Penis Pump
I had a customer today as me a question about the penis pump... well How can I answer that question... I know I will take a survey and find out How many men out there use a penis pump and what kind? and what do you think of it? does it prolong your abitlity to cum? does it make your cock bigger.. What is really the out come of the use of the penis pump... PLease dont be shy and share with me. Hell tell me all about it so I can have the exprience to tell others... and share please

Stamps Collecting
I am kind, honest, understanding, generous, down to earth, open-minded, simple. I like to do anything with someone special. I understand that making a relationship always takes time and it usually starts from a friend relationship. stamps collecting sports memorabilia topical postcards old currency thematic stamps

Ex And Life
idk why i went throw it we wasnt happy i was happyer wen she was away i just couldnt wait intil she went 2 work but idk im better off with out her cuz no more stress i do miss her sometimes but idk why yes i did tlk to gurls but i didnt want them i thought we lasted 4ever i guess anything dosent lasted 4ever i know im n a wheelchair and i really wasnt trying my best 2 get out i realize i have 2 do something and try my best i cant really trusted no1 but myself so it just helps me 2 think i have only myself i just want 2 wlk and find my 1 i hope it works out :) just hoping 2 find some1 i can trusted dat wont cheat on me and tell me how they really feel only thing i can do is hope i do like some1 and wanna c something happen with us but idk if it is so.... just hope and be happy!!!! :)

To The Illiterate Men Of Fubar..
I'm sorry but I have to once again complain about some of the men here.I am not here to sexually stimulate you,get you off,talk dirty to you! I am not interested sexually in one man on this site.I have a few close friends and I show them respect as I do most people here unless otherwise given a reason not to give it to them.I am sick of people assuming they know me or assuming Im here to show you my naked pics.I am not.I would not.My pics are there because I LIKE them and I find photography to be an art and Im not ashamed I take nice photos.If you can't respect me enough not to put stupid and disgusting comments on my photos then kindly fuck off.I have tolerated enough.I have tolerated enough people saying it is an adult site.I'm fully aware this is a adult site hence why I show some damn cleavage.But..being an adult site does not exclude the men here from being respectful to a women and not assuming we are all the same and just want to make you fun.Honestly..most men here are gross.Th

The Guy I Am!
ADAM IS MY NAME, I'M 5'8"-5'9" TALL,165LBS ATHELETICLY TONED BODY,I'M A BOXER FROM MEMPHIS,TN. NOW LIVE IN HATTIESBURG,MS. I AM A GUY THAT TAKES PRIDE IN WHAT HE HAS, & WORKS ON MAKING IT BETTER "IF NEDEDED". I'M THE ROMANTIC TYPE, I LIKE TO PLAY AROUND & SNUGGLE, BUT THAT WOULD BE THE SOFT SIDE TO ME. THE HATE SIDE BELONGS IN THE RING.I HAVEN'T GOT MANY FRIENDS HERE YET, BUT I'M KINDOF BORED WHEN I GO OUT. EVERYONE HERE HAS THERE OWN CROWD AND NO NEWBIES ARE ALLOWED IN UNLESS YOUR PART OF A FRAT. SO I'M ALWAYS STUCK WORKING,GOING TO THE GYM,&CHATTING ON HERE! I HATE TO BE BORED, I'M ACTUALLY A DECENTLY FUNNY GUY, I LIKE TO HAVE FUN IN LIFE BUT SOMETIMES REALLY HARD. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF ME? COMMENTS ARE EXCEPTED!

Friendz Or Fakez
I have an issue that i have got to get off my chest...I will have been on the fu for a year on the 9th and am finally at my wits end. Ive been in the # 1 spot a few times and still have managed to not be stuck up like a few fu's (not mentioning any names). I have helped people and seen people go from nothing to top ranked I have even donated my hard earned bux to help people buy autoz and get spotlight. But in the end the only people that stay by my side are the newbies or people without the ability to buy their way thru levels.( MUCH THANKS TO THOSE FEW U KNOW WHO YOU ARE).Things have been changing lately i have 17k+ friends and alot of those are upper level people that have been my frind since the begining since they were lower level nobodies like alot of ohters on here, but now they think they are too special to even talk to me , i rate & re-rate but never get one back , i send b day gifts and messages when they get down and get no response..The only time these fu's come around is w

Aenorsmedia
Former dental practicioner I converted to Art practice almost Naturaly during a journey of one year in New Caledonia, where i was invited to go in a creative hermitage in the bush at Tao to prepare an Exposition of my work with Drifted Wood's .I produced about 30 opera's , mainly with a method that i called 'pigmentary impregnation' where the colors penetrates the wood. Pleased with the result's but not satisfied as far as the creative standard's ,I thought it would be nice to work with metal on these object's ,of course my first idea was to use Bronz.Since i am pretendet to have a creative mind i started creating, in the bush and during my journey there intellectualy my specific alloy:Aenors a quartenary composition of some gold,some more silver,much cuper to create mass and as much iron molecules as gold to ad a specific electromagnetic resonance to the alloy, wich turned out to be also the signature of my work's!( if it react's to a magnet i'ts aenors)The trademark Aenors is the alp

On My Mind
Hi! This is my first blog for Fubar. In my blogs I am going to express my feelings, and what is on my mind (hince " On My Mind" blog title). Currently on my mind is my heart. I am a female, what else do we think about other than our heart. My love just broke up with me about a month ago and I am still hurting from that. My family is going through some hard times, so I am being the support of the family. Umm... Um... Uh... Sorry ADD kick in lol. I am starting to realize what I want out of my life, which isnt very much. I guess all I want to be when I grow up is happy. Currently the economy sucks, no one can really survive, and this is causing families to fall apart (just like mine), I guess these are the times in which you need to look up towards God and get down on your knees as pray for help. I currently have no job, I am living with my dad, and I have no life. Now, come talk to me before Mike broke up with me and I had a job, car, my own place, a life, and happiness. Dont you find it

Will You Survive?
ok, i am not an overly religious person. yet figure this...if there is a god, and i say if for the skeptics among us, and judgement day falls upon the people, i ask you this...will you survive? neext point...almost 18 year ago i read these statistics in a brisbane newspaper. 1/3 of the female populous have been raped, molested, and/or sexually harrassed...reported cases. not trying to be offensive, that really sucks on two counts. for the girls, what are you doing taking so much shit, and for the boys, you all look like shit. seriously the girls are worthy of so much better than a stinking rapist, and rapist dont deserve to get their cocks wet. also taking into account the child rape statistics, the adult populous seem worthless. maybe the judgement day has become a battle of the sexes, girls vs boys, yet the children are stuck without even their family to rely on. WAKE THE FUCK UP!!! do something good, and sleep and dream for a change, and stop worrying about getting laid. and if

Look To The Sky
Look to the sky what do you see Is it how it is ment to be The lightning flashs then it all goes black The moment is gone can't get it back There is nothing out there but empty space No clues no answers not even a trace If you chose to wish upon a open sky It makes no differenc when you die You can't take with you what doesn't exist So why does my love fo you still persist Like hollowed out eyes upon a empty face The Visions are gone without a trace

So Cold
It's cold yet I make deal It hurts but I can't feel I lay here in my new found fate Was lured by the evil and fell for the bait The toture that goes on inside The days go by and I just want to hide Isolated behind a World of walls Life definetly has me by the balls I guess there is no reason to pretend This tourmented life will see no end I can not die nor can I feel Nothing I do ever seems real So when will it end I'd like to know Take me there now it's past time to go

Send Me An Angel
Send me an angel to dry my crimson tears Send me an angel to kiss away my fears, to make everything all right Send me an angel to take away these pills To make the pain stop, and replace the way it feels Send me an angel to take the gun from my bed Just in case Im not afraid next time I put it to my head Send me an angel to stop these shaking hands An angel who will help me when I fall, to stand Send an angel to love me for better or for worse To make the pain disappear, even when everything hurts Send me an angel to put the smile back on my face The one which the frown long ago replaced Send me an angel on whose shoulders I can cry An angel who makes me want to live, even when all I want is to die

Heart For One
I am: contentedly child free, self-made, self-aware, unpretentious, intellectual, analytical as well as intuitive, a pragmatic romantic learning to live more mindfully. Attempted balance of right-brain and left-brain thinking. A serious soul with a sometimes playful disposition. Contemplative night owl, valuing thoughtful conversation and nonfiction, perceiving in the mundane the spark of the divine. INTJ personality type in the Myers-Briggs/Jungian personality typology; the thinker type on the enneagram. Tolerant, progressive, a little artsy, with a strong sense of justice. Best known for my M*A*S*H-like (dry and contextual) sense of humor. Often turn to nature for inspiration, rejuvenation, and peace; canceled my television service years ago. Have the usual range of urban interests but also like to investigate the hidden out-of-the-way places. Earn my admiration and be prepared for more affection, respect, loyalty, and passion than mere mortal deserves. :-) Love is the shortest dista

Contest
UPDATE: contest holder Tornadic Action has opened the photos up to all, you no longer need to be a friend of hers to rate me for the contest. However it is still appriciated by her if you r/f/a first. Okay....I normaly don't get into these sorts of things, and I hate asking ppl for favors. But if you have a minute where you are not doing anything else I would like you to vote on my picture. First person to 3000 rates wins an Auto 11 or cherry bomb, 3 day blast and a 12 credit bling pack! The photos are private so you may have to r/f/a the contest holder to gain access. this is where you need to go: http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=884347&albumid=1862678&i=479314261&idx=13 Here are the additional rules added after the start of the contest: points awarded as follows 1 rate = 1 rate 20 comments = 1 rate 1 bling credit = 15 rates 17 contest rates + 1 comment when your done = 10 rates and now 1 ticker = 25 rates I appreciate it...winning is not as impo

She Is Everything
being with her every weekend is the greats thing in the wold next to my lil girl who she love's to death and i hate saying good bye to her when she or i leave i love her very deeply with every once of my heart and soul cant wait to see her a gian she makes me feel like a new man when i'm with her and she is amazeing in every way she is perficet in every way for me. she is smart funny beautiful fun love her personality i love every thing about her next to my lil girl i cant stop thinking about her.

An Awakening
An Awakening - When in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cried out- ENOUGH! Enough of the fighting and crying or struggling to hold on, and like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and through a mantle of wet lashes you begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize that its time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that he is not Prince Charming and you are not Cinderella and that in the real world there aren’t always fairy tale endings (or beginnings for that matter) and the guarantee of “happily ever after” must begin with you and in the process of a sense of serenity is born acceptance. You awaken to the fact that you are not perfect and tha

????????
i've been taught to work or u don't eat..... been taught to do the job the best it can be done..... been taught to have honor and honor those before me..... been taught to respect those that have earned it..... been taught to be truthful to myself and others..... been taught to be loyal to those who have earned it because it's truely priceless..... been taught the "golden rule"......... these things made me to the man i am yet still cannot seem to fit into the social structure of life........... has it gone that far that it's just a myth or now must it be one of many facades u must maintain in order to survive the work place because it seems that that's how companies run instead of doing it right and getting the job done...... yet then again i've been told to cow tow,eat it,bite my tongue and do some thing stupid which i know not to be right why why why whyWHY does being a man change when i have to kids then how can i teach without been a role model am i to be come which is

F.u.c.k.e.d
YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! (don't be offended, keep reading until the end)Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! RULES:1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course.2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!*3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy!4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty!5- Random sex is perfectly okay!6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT.7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away!This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT TO FUCK! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!F.U.C.K. Stands For:Friends U Can Keep.So promise me we'll F.U.C.K. forever! Send this to 10 people & 1 back to me. To know who your true F. U. C.Ks are. 9,675,000,000 people in th

Aflickering Light, Just Out Of Reach
+A Flickering Light, Just Out Of Reach+A flickering lightPathway to my heartBlocked by youEven I thought it wasn't possibleCold fusionMy heart tells my mindDream of youSomething I can't controlNight sky in my headSeeing your face in the starsCought in the circle of me and youLaying upon the earthRememberingAll the words you saidFeeling from the placeI try not to let people inListening to the languageOf my heartThunder claps of LoveEarth/SkyYou/MeCrystal clearHow muchI LOVE YOUSee me smilingLike the morning sunUpon dew kissed grassAll the time I was thinkingI didn't have the heartTo Love you withAs this crazy world would have itYou got itWhat would be truly crazyIf I didn't Love youShattering ImagesOf what I thoughtA woman wasIn sorrow shaped lonelinessForgetting aboutPassing daysIn my eyesAlwaysI come back toTwisted thoughtsOf me and youSet adrift intoThe colors of the earthMaking the cloudsStand stillTouching the clayDigging deepFeeling your warmthThere is no such thingAs timeWhen I w

It Begins
It BeginsLost within spent momentsWhen happpiness seamedSo close HelloGoodbyeIn the blink of an eye Our love fellTo the championTime Tear streaked lonlinessImplodingPieces of mind Shallow meanings of loveSlayThe sacred shrine Narcotic memoriesSmoke signalsLeft behind resonance Through the swelter and the stormClouds drift pastThe moments we had Since the time I was bornDistant voice pointingTo destined futures Traces of loveResidual differencesShadows of what once was Not good enough to beTouched againSo It begins+Brown Recluse+-2009-

Lonely Thoughts
+Lonely Thoughts+Transgressions of lonelinessFleeting thoughts of desireCost of soul measuredIn heart fires Sometimes My tears get tiredSoul callingMy mind a liar In angerWords spoken upon the earthExist in infinity Never wanting allot of thingsDiamonds, clothesCars, goldAll seem so coldMy mind feels so oldKickin' back On the porchWith my soul I supposeLife is what we make itAlthoughOur lives are what makes usWe can't let it break us Lost memories of timesI can't make upSo now I'm straightLaced upFor the court of life I wake upDressed in blackRunning from the waist upLet me make my caseI appeal to the judge I lived my lifeAlways knowing You can't bring backWhat once was Is it no wonder whyI bust In traces of dustAn remnants of lessonsSpiderwebs of confessionsHad me stressin'Never second guessingThe questionOr the lesson.+Brown Recluse+-2009-

Time Incurred
+Time Incurred+So it seemsI can't go onLiving my lifeLike I don't belongGave all I hadTill there wasNothing leftMoved onWrote these words asTime incurredIn burden of wrongsAnd failure withinI know my sunWill rise againTruth todayGone tomorrowHappiness is cleansedWith sorrowExausted lonlinessIn love and spiritBecause someones soulsAre too coldTo hear itRacing timeTo beat the patternLost withinLike nothing matters+Brown Recluse+-2009-

Today
+Today+I know we've been through hard timesI know we've been through goodWe had to go through all of themTo know the life we wouldIf I could make you feelHow muchI LOVE YOUTodayJust take the stars from foreverPut them in your dreams to stayMultiply them by infinityIn hopes that you would sayI LOVE YOUAnd I never wantThat LOVE to go away. +Brown Recluse+ -2009-

Without This Woman
+Without This Woman+ @ Eternity converged Triangular stars upon my heartParallel universes closing in on meLove starved soulSpiraling the voices in my headGalloping horse rhythmEchoing reflections in my memoryMoonlight/SunlightCollide in black whole of infancyLeaving a rippleIn the water of my lifeSlamming convulsionsFading blue moonSunset glow When I think about The reasons whyI LOVE YOUThats why I cryIn the sanityGiving me a reasonTo try As I take timeFrom yesterdayI realizeI onlyStopTimeFor you Thoughts ofSunshine fireIn yourEyesSweltering heatInRain stormComforting transitionsLikeDarknessFrom dawnPulsars Beat of my heartHollowBlackLonelinessOf myUniverseInterruptedByExploding stars Turning back the time To where I used to beI seeIt's no longer meAbsorbing your voiceIn a wordHearing your thoughtsIn my heartWalking among the remnantsOf discarded leavesOn a quest for eternitys visionWith the roar of hells doorAt my back Cold receding daysLongMistyBrightNovemberNightWords fromM

My Sun
+My Sun+Last nightI dreamedOf how I wishedThings were different then Tears fell like hailFor the times I failedAnd all I've missed out inYou areMy lightIn theDarkest dawnThe thing in my life that Makes meWant to go onLatelyI've been feeling likeSomething's very wrongThe days pass slowWithout youThey all Seem very longI can't forgetThe yesterdaysWe never got to haveHow did it come to be This way?Why did I getSo mad?All I can say is, your my SunAnd I will always beYour DadI hope that when you think of meThat you forget the badAnd when I'm gone away from you You never get too sadUnderstandingComes in timeBut when does forgiveness come?At the end of the lineI sayWhen all isSaid and done+Brown Recluse+ -2009-

Oklahoma Juggalos And Juggalettes
under the covers where the boogie man creeps we all come out to walk the streets we never knew this day would come where all the juggalos and juggalettes all come out to play with our hatchets and are faygo drinks we hear all the shit say they dont like us so fuck them anyway we just care if they like us or not just because are faces are painted and we wear all black doesnt mean shit to us on what u say motherfuckers theres more juggalos and juagglettes everyday ......................THEY KNOW THAT WE ARE THE TRUE FAMILY

Contest I'm In
I'm in a tattoo contest, come help me out by rating this pic: http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1450398&albumid=1862300&i=2237593855&idx=3 i would really like to win against some of the more elaborate tats that are in this contest!

New
As Christmas brings together family and friends, it is one of the most remarkable holidays. While many individuals practice the tradition of picking out a gift for their loved ones, Christmas is also a moment that is filled with carols and joy. Certainly the greatest gift of all is being able to enjoy that holiday with the people you care about, but to really top it off, Christmas parties will definitely leave an unforgettable memory. Toronto Christmas cruises are fabulous; it's jam-packed with activities, offering you excitement all around the clock. The bar and wine service is phenomenal and your children will definitely enjoy the arts and crafts and sports activities. In addition there is a great variety for a luscious meal. Offering you different types of cuisines and atmosphere, such as Italian, Greek, Middle Eastern and such; you'll definitely find the right combination that matches your expectations. Furthermore, if you forgot to buy a gift for your other half, no worries! Sh

Auctions!
Hey all....Im having a salute contest. If you want to enter just SB me or send me a PM...It will start Mon..Dec 14th. Whoever can make me the coolest and most original salute will win a VIP or BLAST...winners choice. Contest will be judged on points....each pic rate is worth 1 point and comment worth 5. The contest will run for 1 month til Jan 14th. The top 3 salutes with the most points will be judged by me personally.....whichever I like the best will win the VIP/Blast. If you are interested let me know via SB or PM...Salutes can be SFW or NSFW....I will create a private NSFW folder to place entries in. Good luck, be creative, and have fun.

My Snap
I'm Lewis Smile, and I'm a writer on the internet. I build websites online, and spend most of my time online! My latest website is about Automatic Twitter Updates software, and I have a couple of Twitter blogs too. Lewis :o)

This Is A Fake Profile!!!!!!
Thank you all for stoping by. This is a fake profile so I ask you not to waste your money on bling. I do not want you to waste real money on a page that is here for entertainment and my break from my other page that is often filled with drama. eek! MY LOCATION IS NOT REAL EITHER. So if someone say, "This profile is fake" well I said it was. Thank you DON NOT BUY ME BLING, VIP, MARRIAGE, OR WHAT EVER COST REAL MONEY

Erickz
In your quest to get the most out of your workout, you have most likely tried many supplements in the hopes to maximize your potential for strength and definition. Some of these products will work and some will not. Force Factor Supplements Unfortunately, some of them are also dangerous. You know how destructive steroids can be, and anyone that is serious about their health will stay away from them at all costs. Are there any supplements that are side effect free? Max

Art Stuff
Decided on a whim to take my parents to the Sainsbury Centre this weekend, which they'd never been to, at the University here in Norwich, as they had on an exhibition of photographs that Norfolk Photographer Justin Partyka has taken over eight years of Rural and Farming life in East Anglia. Absolutely stunning. Seeing your own natural environment interpreted in an artistic context really makes you see the familiar in a new way. I'm no farm boy, but I spent a few summers working in a farm shop, and my parents grew up in this kind of environment, although again, they aren't strictly farm folk. Really opened my eyes to the inherent beauty of the Norfolk landscape, and the cultural context of the region within which I was born. Totally inspiring, and my parents loved it. Also took in the other major exhibition the Centre has on at the moment, which was very much 'Modern Art', so the usual heady blend of fascination and nonsense. Not sure what my parents made of the chair we

Hoebag...
Sooo...I have a very good friend on here and we had these nicknames. Emphasis on the HAD. She calls me hoeface :) which turns out isn't so bad, its a term of endearment (mind u a lil twisted but eh, thats me). I USED to call her hoebag...until...I looked up the meaning for that and nearly pee'd my pants laughing so hard.... The definition... Hoebag- A person {preferrably a woman} who "gets around." Some one who is such a hoe that their vagina has been stretched to such an extent that it can be used as a bag to carry things such as: mail, yoga balls, ipods, crayons, ect. ect... So, yea...I love my friend and will never get the image of her keeping crayons in her vagina outta my head...no matter how hard I try ♥

Bacterial Vaginosis Help
HTML clipboard If you have a fishy vaginal odor which is accompanied by a gray or white watery discharge and severe irritation around the delicate tissues of the vaginal area, it is likely that you are suffering from bacterial vaginosis. This is an extremely common condition which can effect 1 in 3 women over the course of their lives, although some experts reckon that almost every woman will have had a least one mild attack. Fortunately, natural treatment for bacterial vaginosis can be highly effective and, due to the very nature of the condition, can work much more effectively than expensive antibiotics and over the counter remedies. Bacterial vaginosis is caused by an imbalance of the naturally occurring bacteria within the vagina. Under normal circumstances, the beneficial bacteria within the vagina keeps the harmful bacteria under control by ensuring that the pH balance is maintained at a slightly acidic level. When something happens to cause an imbalance, the harmful bacteria

Type O Negative Concert
Friday, October 16th / Doors 7:00PM Friday, October 16th! Type O Negative With Seventh Void, Destrophy, Core Device and Beyond Visible. An all-ages to enter, 21 to drink event. $23 advance, $25 day of show + applicable surcharges.

Ah Yeah
Hi! Just learned about this place from a friend and thought it sounded pretty interesting! Anyways, I work in real estate, despite the current conditions (I know…). While I am not a realtor, I work with helping others improve their real estate marketing through real estate video tours and more interactive techniques. It’s not for everyone, but I like it! Looking forward to learning more about this place!

Food For Thought
An escalator can never break: it can only become stairs. You should never see an Escalator Temporarily Out Of Order sign, just Escalator Temporarily Stairs. Sorry for the convenience. - Mitch Hedberg (RIP)

My Love Tab
ok so this is how it goes. girl meets girl at the park. girl had boyfriend but still dates other girl. they break up. girl goes to work. girl meets boy. boy had girlfriend. girlfriend dumped boy. boy asked girl for phone number. girl found out boys ex was other girl. other girl had baby. girl fell for boy. boy dumps girl and goes back to other girl. now, i know its totally lame but thats the short version and yes its true. i loved josh very very much and the bitch took him from me. im not the only one with a dollar general love affair tho! theres an older lady say mid 40s who fell for a mid 50s guy and she was married. she left her husband for him and they fell in love well she took care of his kids and he took care of her bills. that didnt last cause she took her low life husband back! so now me and 50s guy is best friends becuz we went thru the same shit! its horrible! stay tuned for an update of this and of my love tab!

Bored.
What grade is the last person you texted in?Not in schoolDo you miss the way things used to be?I miss peopleHave you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?In like 4th grade lolYou have to get a piercing, what do you get?AnythingWhat was the most memorable thing that happened this summer?RollinnnnnDo you think your last ex will eventually want to be with you again?Who knows.Have you ever walked on the beach?YesHas someone ever called you at midnight on your birthday?YepDo you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months without cheating?I dont want a relationshipHave you ever slept in the same bed as your friend?YesAre any of your friends virgins?NoDo you like to make the first move?SureWhat is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?WaterHas anyone said you have changed lately?NoDo you think you will ever be married?Hope so.Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?AlwaysHave you ever liked someone you didn't expect to?YesIs it possible to b

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Opening My Heart
I just talked with him for a lil bit today....cuz he said he was not ok and was going to hospital...but he is so confused that he said the nurse said to him that he could have a stroke or something........n now i have no idea whats going on with the cowboy :-(...damn it...hope he gets well soon.

Top Selected Songs
Okay guys I am doing a survey on the 20 most liked songs. It can be from any type of music (rap rock country metal...) wed i will be counting up the songs and on Thursday I will be playing the top 20 picked songs on hellsgate radio www.fubar.com/lounge/hellsgateradio .Come in on thursday at 4pm and see if the song you picked gets played (Please put the name of the song and the band/singer)

Crazy
The first cut is the deepest.The first blow the sneakiest.Take the pain in moderation . Remember you deal with the devious.Can't trust for longer than i hold my breath.Waiting patiently for muh death.People always leaving me empty , taking with them all that was goodBitterness arising leaving me numb.can't think of anything quite like it.Hatred. Despair. Loosely tugging my hair.Can't please everyone, anyone , or myself.

Tis The Night Of Full Moon And Fire
'Tis the night of full moon and fireThe Dragons are circling now by our fire.The youngest one of red and gold,His heart is young but his soul is old.The newest one, green of the wood.Still shy and untrusting, but his heart is good.The one who carries our hearts is BlueAll our emotion runs through you.Serpentine black, is my Lord AlastorCarries darkness and light, music and more.And the one who is older than old.Purest white and goldest gold.The Healer of all until the endHe is my teacher, and my friend.Welcome the dragons both large and small.As they protect and watch over us all. Firewalker6668.............................................

Single In The Springs
so ive lived here in fountain, colorado for a year now and i have been single the hole time. not by choice but because i still dont know my way around if there are any women in my area on here that are single message me and we can see where things take us. jwah.

First 60 Days
So here we go, my fourth deployment. It all started out fairly decent, but then along came peoples true colors. There's soo much corruption, and buddy buddy here its not funny. But i've been bustin my tail workin 10-14 hour days, which is fine and dandy, but its the same people who dont do shit, who get away with shit. I never really had that prob before on my other 3 deployments. I just hope it gets better. And just hope friends are there when I need to talk or just wanna talk, to get my mind off things. But i'm sure i'll get some haters who comment on this, but i dont care, freedom of speech right? The whole reason why we're over here to begin with? To make sure America stays free? So Bring your self critisism, im' down. But Hope everyone has a good day and keep in touch!

My Story
encase of someone of are asking why i re posted this it was because i change a few things and really took the time to really re do everything that has happen to me in my past to let it go also giving you a little insight to me as a person.let me start this out by saying iam not looking for someone to pity me or feel sorry for me i don't need my ego stroke come to think of it i don't got one but anyways.iam use to rejection after all my mother rejected me and i feel my father did too and the worst thing is i don't no way nor do i care any moremy father grew up with his dad but his dad never show him affection and me and him act way to much a like if you put us together in a room alone we would more then likely kill one another in fact i took my sword to him once before and mind you the man is 6ft6 iam not really sure on how much he weights tho and he is buff just go to show you i don't back down from no one.as for my mother like i said she rejected me when i was born she was 16 when she

Long Distance Relationships
i was reading someone blog asking this subjectDo long distance relationships ever work? I mean really do they?------------------------------------------and this is what i saidyes they do but they are something you have to really dedicate you and the other person to really make sure there is something there try and make time for them either by talking on here or on the phone or some other way of communication and be honesty with one another and be understanding with one another even if they have kids you have to rember they come first before anything else like i have always said before it can work but so many people don't want to put up any kind of effort into things at all

Older Or Younger
people make excuse's alot of the time when it come to either gender or age you can't help who you are attracted too they either think there family will disown them or there friends well turn there back i see it like this if your family or friends cant understand then they dont need to be in your life if they make alot of issues about the matter at hand specially when it come to age range just because your either younger at the age of 18 or older does not make them any less of a person or for you not to be attracted to them i see no problem in age at all its all about how they treat you and if they know when it is ok to be immature and to be mature about the matters at hand and there personality not there looks but whats in there heart

Date List
1. would you date a guy who is good looking ugly or just decent2. would it matter if he can cook or would you not date him because he cant3. would you be with someone who has a car or does it not matter to you4. would you be with who is nice and sweet or someone who well treat you like shit and you still go back with him5. does it matter if he was broke.rich.or just decent wise6.how imported is it if they like pets and you don't7.does it matter to you if they like your parents or not 8. do you care about religion enough that you wont be with the person because they don't care or would you rather be with someone who love it as much as you do even if he was mr right9. if you new he had a hard life and everything he has been Thu would you give him a chance even if you new some of his past you would not like10. would it matter to you if he likes to stay in at times or go out all the time11. does it matter if the person has a strong and high sex drive and wants it all the time or does it ma

Things Dear To Me
Broken promisesScattered dreamsTears flow like rainEach day it seems.Will things never changeThe lies, the deceitWith every new oneIt's only been a repeat. So go forward todayAnd not think of the pastFor there is someoneWith a love that will last."

Imprese Artigiane
My name is Leon, my friends call me kuoth for short. i have been modeling for about a year now and I hoping to do it for a while. imprese artigiane mexico import export chile import export turkey import export indian stamps

Beyondseven
I'm a senior at Cal State Northridge, I'm a health and sciences major. I grew up in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania where I worked at a rubber manufacturing plant. I now volunteer at the Health Services Center here on campus, where I am very active spearheading a safe sex initiative among college students. We distribute condoms for 10 cents apiece out of the Health Center to encourage safe sex and condom use by the students here. My personal favorites are Trojan condoms and Beyond Seven condoms, though usually the ones we distribute are provided to us by Planned Parenthood or another local nonprofit. I think a lot of people our age seem to have forgotten about HIV and the risk it poses, which is why I feel so strongly about the subject.

Smoking
It has now been over 30 days since I've had a cigerrette. After smoking for 20 years I finally decided to quit. I used chantex, which was fine but I think coming off of of the chantix was harder than quiting smoking. I'm dying for a smoke right now so I figured I would list the things I liked having a cigerette while doing or after words. I don't smoke inside so some of these things are because I smoke outside. Mowing the lawn Working on my car (doing this today) After eating Really badly after eating a good meal STepping out the door driving drinking Just a nice day Walking the dog BBQing There are many many more but I can't think of them now. Chewing sunflower seeds helps but it does not completly fix the craving.

Its The Land Of The Free!
Something happened to me yesterday (Oct 3 2009) that I just have to write down and share with someone. I am a Navy reservist who has been deployed in southwest Asia. I have just spent over 300 days in Muslim countries or at sea. I have just recently arrived back in the states and am currently staying on a Navy base here in Norfolk, VA. Yesterday was such a beautiful day, the sun was shining, and there was a nice breeze. I was setting outside, behind the barracks, smoking a cigarette, and drinking a cold beer. I was just enjoying the day, when this man comes up to me. He’s a large older man, with long gray hair, and was wearing a suit. I don’t know him, but I have seen him around and have pegged him as the building manager. He points to my beer, and in an angry voice says, “Is that alcohol?” “Yes it is,” I say, and feeling very friendly I continue “and I was just reading the label, and I’m surprised to find that its 6.5% alcohol per vo

Pretty Girl
Pretty girl, who is to blameFrightened girl, they don’t know her nameSaddened girl, who cries at nightDistant girl, who’s out of sightPsycho girl, with scars on her wristsFairytale girl, who don’t existSilent girl, without a nameIgnored girl, who’s filled with shameFaking girl, with plastic smilesFreakish girl, from a thousand milesEmotionless girl, cant feel much Pain Darkened girl, who brings the rainCrying girl, tears start to floodPsychotic girl, who drains her bloodHated girl, who no one loves Such a weak girl, who’s no longer thoughAngry girl, there is no cureHappy girl, she is no moreHidden girl, she covers her scarsPrisoned girl, lived behind her life’s barsCrazy girl, who bleeds so muchLonely girl, who’s out of touchStupid girl, who no one likesBeaten girl, who always fightsPretty girl, don’t give up nowSuicide girl, there’s someway, somehowScared girl, don’t be afraidDistant girl, don’t go awayMorbid girl, don

This Girl I Want
He destroyed your confidence, girl, He’s the cause of your pain girlYou got to be stronger than that, girlInnocent girl you once were.He stole your innocence, girl, He took your love, girlHe buried it with others, girl, Loving girl you once were.He tore apart your faith, girl.He turned everyone against you, girl.He made your parents not trust you, girl.Worthy girl you once were.He took your life, girl.Gave it a new name, girl, He drew your blood, girl, Living girl you once were.

Dream Girl
Who is my Dream Girl? Who is made just for me, Who is only such girl made by Thee, Who is no less than an angel, She is my Dream Girl...She is my Dream Girl.The moon and the starBow down in honour, Seeing the beauty marvelShe is my Dream Girl...She is my Dream Girl.The 'Goddess of Beauty'Who is titled In the bible, She is my Dream Girl...She is my Dream Girl.Not only for her gorgeous nature, But also for her beautful heart like a shinig mirrorWho is worshipped in templeShe is my Dream Girl...She is my Dream Girl.Who is as purifiedAs the innocence of a childFrom mind nad body, heart and soul, She is my Dream Girl...She is my Dream Girl.Who is innocent of angerWhose sweet voice can never be heard louder, In front of everyone who is always humble, She is my Dream Girl...She is my Dream Girl.Whose eyes so resplendentExpress every feeling hidden, Who is so much adorableShe is my Dream Girl...She is my Dream Girl.For whom I am the only one, Who makes me feel like Heaven, For whom I am so spe

Wicked And Witchie?
Wicked and Witchie, really who would have thought we would end up being so close... The first time I saw her was in one of my Blogs she was funny and I figured Name likes her she must be sweet.... She then proceeded to buy Name Crisis off me... I sent her some sort of quirky reply to state that I was trying to pimp him out cheap.... and she was driving the price up... She responded like this: HES WORTH IT TO ME!!!! (insert snotty attitude) From that day on I loved her with all my heart.. she is my twin... I swear its crazy how alike we are... I belive that theres something about everyone i meet that I love and with Witchie there are so many things that i love its hard to say in one blog. She reminds me of me so much sometimes its scary... I wish one day I could meet her.. I think you should all perv her like i do.. i lust her breasts... Drools... I have to leave now im off to fap to her naked pictures... Wicked

Thoughts
I am not much of a blogger but I love to conversate and seeing how this is a way to do it on here, here goes! Why me ask yourself why did you accept and or pick me as a friend. Did you read the about me section or just on looks alone was your choice made, for the record im okay with either but I find the latter a tad more ego boosting lol hey im Italian how people percive my looks is important:). Moving on if you read what little I have put in and then decided than thank you as well, its not that im lazy or dont want you to know but this is my like 4 th go around in this place, and its just gets old having to put everything in again. However for the record on why I picked you I always read the profile if there is one but I wont lie as im scanning looks do get my attention. So if you want to know more about Why me and there is a lot to know I assure you then please start a conversation and what easier way is there than to have somthing to ask:). see ya!

~contests~
I am in an Auction!! The link to the Auction is as follows: http://fubar.com/starting-bid-6-mil/photo-518461-2345110-3693611263 Show the Aution Hostess some love!! She is my Sis an a wonderful friend too!! :):D

When I Think Of You
When I think of you, I think only of how lucky I am to have you in my life. So many times our paths had come so close, yet never crossed When they finally did, I knew I belonged in your arms. The way you smile when I make you laugh The tender way you hold me near The look in your eyes when you tell me how much you want me All fill me with wonder I thank heaven every day for the gift of you and your love, and I hope and dream of our future together I fell for you more than I thought possible Yet my heart keeps growing as each day passes. I belong with you and you with me and with the love between us we'll be together for eternity. Written by Dj Sexy Doc MSD

Desires
Dressed to fulfill your fantasy Cheerleader, nurse, school girl, and more Whoever you'd like me to be I'll surprise you at the door Eyes that shimmer Smile filled with delight Together we quiver At each other's sight You hold me first Embrace so tight I feel your thirst It's a perfect night Your heart beats with mine Our lips lock The clock stops in time Hard as a rock I'm taken away We dare not part As we move united I feel your dart Piercing through me Depths unknown Together we travel Together we moan All our energy consumed We collapse in each other's arms Sweet contentions Our bodies soar Nestled in your arms Peaceful and sound Dreaming of you Until our next round Written by Dj Sexy Doc MSD

Want My Points For 12 Hours?
I have an offer if anyone is interested.I am a level 31 so I can give away my points for 12 hours to someone.I have alreadly done this for 2 people and I'm making them quite a few points.If you are interested I'm only charging a 65 credit blingpack.Most people here are asking for 135 cred blingpack plus blasts.I think I'm giving a good deal.No one has been disappointed yet.Out of the 65 credit blingpack I will buy a 35 credit auto 11 and use 12 hours of my auto during the time I give you my points.If you are interested please shoutbox me or message me.I am also willing to listen to bids if you can't afford the 65 credit blingpack.I'll consider other offers.I'm easy to work with.It's worth a try right?=)

Naughty Application
NAUGHTY APPLICATIONYour Name:Your age:Favorite position:1. Do you think I'm cute?.2. Would you have sex with me?3. Lights on or off?4. Would you have to be drunk?5. Would you take a shower with me?6. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?7. Would you leave after or stay the night?8. Do you like cuddling afterwards?9. Condom or skin?10. Have sex on the first date?11. Would you kiss me during sex?12. Do you think I would be good in bed?13. Would you use me as a booty call?14. Can I use you as a booty call?15. Can we take pictures of the act?16. How long would we have sex?17. Would you tell your friends about me?18.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Wanna Own Me For A Month (my 1st Auction)
WooHoo...My 1st Auction! Help Me Make It A Good One Plz! Who Wants To Own Sum Ch3rrY Pie? Pls Make A Bid For Me...I Promise It Will Be Worth It! ;) PS. Sorry its not lettin me add the direct link here to the auction but the link is on my status! Thanx, Ch3rrY ~XOXOX~

My Quab
Hi, My name is deboh, im from westernafrica. Im single and about 5fit 2 inches tall, loyal, humble, gentle , welcoming and responsible. i love to share meet positve minded people and focused too. IM hardworking and i believe in hardwork. I glanced through your profile on net and i admire everything about you. i will like to meet you definately love to share pleasantries together even get more closer and probably stay for a life time permitted you welcome. I love listenig to good music and mostly commited to my work. I hope and believe distance between us will never be a barrier to our friendship. You could reach me at my mail id mayos4love@yahoo.com. hopeful to hear from you.

T-bone Steak
READ THIS!!!! and then reread it. Especially the last part... I walked into the grocery store not particularly interested in buying groceries. I wasn't hungry.. The pain of losing my husband of 57 years was still too raw. And this grocery store held so many sweet memories.. He often came with me and almost every time he'd pretend to go off and look for something special. I knew what he was up to. I'd always spot him walking down the aisle with the three yellow roses in his hands. He knew I loved yellow roses. With a heart filled with grief, I only wanted to buy my few items and leave, but even grocery shopping was different since he had passed on. Shopping for one took time, a little more thought than it had for two. Standing by the meat, I searched for the perfect small steak and remembered how he had loved his steak. Suddenly a woman came beside me. She was blond, slim and lovely in a soft green pantsuit. I watched as she picked up a large package of T-bones, dropped them in her bask

~people Will See Us..100 Words Or Less~
Back to my game of putting things, thoughts, dreams, desires, fantasies down in 100 words or less....first came 'Black Netting', then 'Captured by the Moment' and now this offering......here we go.... There's a Wildness in Her Eyes Tonight....Animalistic, Carnal, Furious....I'd guessed just how little she was wearing under her trench coat, But it's still a suprise when she opens it wide in the Moonlit Street, lampost buzzing in the background. My Heart races as I take in her lingerie clad body... 'Kiss Me'....she sighs... I approach her tenatively...aware of the heat coming off in waves... Her mouth is Soft and Warm and Sweet....She tastes of Lust and Desire... 'Fuck Me' she asks, begs, demands...wantonly gripping the Hardness in my trousers.... 'People will see us'..... 'I Know' she smiles slyly...'I Want Them Too'....... Peace.....

Emotion
i can't seem to let yesterday goit was a bad day that ended with me finally geting homethose that can't understand why things are donesometimes you just can't let someone go until you truely find out wha their really aboutif you have not been in that situationwhy make a judgementmy yesterday spilled into todayand my distress has gotten worsefeeling the need to be heldcalled someone thats off limits to meall i want to do is sleep for a weekbut i need to be heldno one else to fill that void for meno true friend that i can talk to that will undertand what i am going throughbeides GOD i am alone with these feelingscrying on and off all daynot wanting to be bothered but need to bethe devil is on me to do my bitch thing to whom has hurt mebut the GOD in me tells me to leave it alonei want so much to hurt this personphysically and mentallyi don't know what to do with myselfdesperatey needing to destroydesperately needing to hurtdesperately needing to be held~**Black Kat**~

Meaness
I am sorry but, I took a break from this site because, I thought that the quality of the ppl joining were questionable. They spread rumors, they hurt folks by putting nasty comments, they played with each others hearts? I left but, I came back thinking maybe this time would be better.. I was wrong. I spoke to a couple really sweet ppl.. Trainable, Keith and Mike.. and Steve.. but, after this.. no one.. ppl have been mean and nasty, and I have ignored it.. but, today, one of my photos of MY FACE, was marked, NSFW.. (also a few other pp are excluded from this.. but, read on.) MY SALUTE! How horrible can you ppl be? I do not like my pics,a nd I am the first to say I am not friggin cinderfuckingrella.. but, do you ppl have to be so mean, to say that about me? and then to have me warned that if I do it again, I will be deleted? Do you have any idea what you idiots do to ppl when you say and do hurtful things? I dislike every last one of those kinds of ppl. Yo

Blah!
Ok... I haven't been around for a few days because I've had a lot of things going on. Been super busy, and then I dislocated my knee, and my favorite uncle that I was very close to killed himself yesterday. I'm having a hard time dealing with the circumstances of his death. So, if I'm not around much or just seem flaky, well now you know why. I know that he wasn't the type of person to do something like that. I found out that he'd been put on 4 types of antidepressants in the past few weeks. The last last time I'd spoken with him, he told me he was happy, even though he was having some health issues. He'd had heart problems but told me he was getting better and taking better care of himself. So, all this came as a shock yesterday when suddenly he just took his own life. I know he was strong in his faith and in his church, and that's what makes it so hard for me to believe that he was himself. From what I have been told, he suddenly didn't even recognize his own sister, and was

Life And Love
Life is funny sometimes...online dating we ask?? yes it can work..yes there are some crazy people out there...but then again..not all of us are that crazy..lol :) its also funny how the people you really click with live far away from you..:( doesnt surprise me..but guess what?? nothing should keep you from finding that true love..not even distance..if you really want something..i say go for it..what do you really have to lose?? except when you got kids a good job..things like that..ok i can see why NOT to do it...lol but whatever it is just take a chance and live life..you only live once..:)

Listen Up
For the record, I AM NOT HERE FOR SEX. If you can't respect that then you don't belong on my page. I'm here to meet new people and maybe I'll meet someone I can care for but I will not have cyber,cam,or phone sex,so don't ask.It does nothing for me and I respect myself way too much to go that low. Just because I might find you attractive doesn't mean I want to have sex with you on here,so forget it.If this is harsh,I'm sorry but this is my feelings on the subject. God bless, Princess

Contextual Link Building
The purpose of the site is quite simple and it is to offer the most effective ways to follow for link building. Different Contextual Link Building & Natural link building processes are well discussed and scrutinized.

Idglide
I'm in my second year at Pierce Community in the valley and will transfer over to CSUN next year. I grew up in Granada Hills my whole life. I'm taking one class at CSUN right now and working with the Health Center to distribute condoms, prescriptions and answer phones. If you're a student stop by because you can buy condoms for 10 cents each. The reason is that they get wholesale condoms from nonprofits and are able to distribute to students at no cost to encourage safe sex on campus. They also have small lubricant packages for safe sex like ID Glide. All in all it's a great job to help people with their prescriptions and people who can't afford it, so I hope to go into it once I graduate.

Look Hard And You Will Find What Lurks Behind The Green Eyes....
Hello all! I would like to welcome you to my page. I'm new here and still learning the ropes so I hope you will hang in there with me while I experiement and get things just the way I like them. I will be posting stories, poems, etc. I wrote them all. I hope that you will respect that and not copy them. It's the same respect I will have with your things. I want to hear from you. Your comments, questions, suggestions, etc. Here I will reveal things about me that not many know. My wants, desires, fantasies, etc. If you ask me a question, I will honestly answer here. So, welcome to the Psyco Circus... I'll be here to be your guide... We'll reveal the secrets that we hide inside... Welcome to the show!

My Life
Where to start? I am finally trying to get my life together once and for all. I have done a lot of what I feel to be wrong things in my life so its time to clean out the skeletons my closet, forgive everyone else and most importantly myself, so I can finally be happy. I battle with many things and I many truly battle with them. I have done things that I was taught it was wrong and in my heart it really was. There is many that don't have faith in me and don't believe I will ever change. Everyone has their demons and down falls, it is time that I mine. It is not gonna be easy....it plays over and over in my head. I am not gonna plaster all over the internet what my demon is that I constantly battle with, but the ones that are close to me know what it is and hopefully can encourage me and help me stay strong. I am really trying to get my life straight with God so I can truly be happy something I haven't been in a really long time. So, I am asking all that know me not to tease me as far w

Girlfriend Application
NAME:____________ AGE:______________ FAVORITE COLOR:____________ WHAT IS YOUR IDEA OF A ROMANTIC EVENING:__________ STAR SIGN:________________ WHATWOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT ME:________________ IF WE WERE TO MEET IN PERSON WHAT WOULD YOU THINK OF ME :_________ AND IF I WERE TO BY YOU A GIFT WHAT WOULD YOU SAY:___________ P.S NO GUYS

Longing For You
Longing For You Deep inside my soul is achingLonging for your touchInside my chest my heart is breakingI'm missing you so muchYou just don't know how much I love youHow much I really careMy feelings are strong and oh so trueThis kind of love is rareA life without you is not completeI'm so empty insideI long for the day we will be togetherAnd no longer have to hide.

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Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

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Late tuesday afternoon, my two year old pug was ran over by a car while walking between our house and my father in laws property. My children, daughter 7 and son almost 2 and myself, were standing not 10 feet from the accident and saw everything happen. The piece of shit that hit him never slowed nor bothered to stop until he had hit my dog with BOTH front and back tires. He stopped shortly after hitting my dog, opened his door, and said.."Oh sorry, I didn't think he would run in front of me." He then closed his door and drove away. Now mind you, I am pregnant, had a HYSTERICAL 7 year old and a HYSTERICAL 2 year old, and an animal at my feet that was severly injured. I thought it was human nature to see a situation like that and offer to help in some way, in ANY way, but the bastard just drove off to his house. All I could do was to ask my extremely upset daughter to go to the house and get thier dad to help me. I had to pick up my dog, whom I had no idea how badly he was injured, and

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So I may be taking a break from Fubar for a while, I have way too much going on right now in my life. I'm still not sure if I'm leaving Fubar or not yet, my life is spiraling out of control right now. I love you all. Shoutbox me or hit me up on yahoo messenger, I'll reply. Thanks.

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why does this hurt so bad?the thought of you gone... why do I want to cry?I was the one who left you all along... After all...I am sure you will haunt my thoughts...my dreams...my every day existance... I won't ever forget.how could I even forget? I guess I deserve to hurt now...Since I hurt you so much... I hate myself... I hate the thought... I hate thinking... I hate the fact that now...you are really gone. I'm sorry...I never deserved you in the first place... Why does this hurt so bad?the thought of you gone... Why do I want to cry?i'm the one who left you all along... I guess after all I will see you in my dreams.

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I AM BACK WITH MY FAMILY AFTER A YEAR AWAY, MY KIDS HAVE GROWN IN SO MANY WAYS AS I LOOK AT THEM IT MAKES ME SAD,CAUSE I MISSED A YEAR AS THIER DAD DOING MY JOB IN A FAR AWAY LAND I HAVE CHANGED TO THEM AS WELL, I AM NOT THE SAME MAN AS I WAS WHEN I LEFT BUT AS WE SPEND TIME TOGETHER WE NOTICE LITTLE THINGS WHICH MEAN SO MUCH TO ME AS I LOOK BACK AT THE TIME I SPENT IN THAT FAR AWAY LAND I REAIZE THAT I HAD SO MUCH FREE TIME ON MY HANDS WITH TIME TO THINK ABOUT MY LIFE I HAD LEFT MY WIFE MY KIDS AND FAMLIY AND FRIENDS SO NOW THAT I AM BACK IN THE BEST LAND A MAN CAN DEFEND, I LOOK BACK AND WOULD DO IT ALL OVER AGIAN FOR THERE IS NO GREATER FEELING THEN DEFENDING OUR FREEDOM...JRO LOVE ALL MY FU FRIENDS

My Heritage
MY MOM IS SEMINOLE AND MY DAD IS SCOTTISH, WHAT A COMBO!!: FLORIDA, WHERE I LIVE has a history like no other.This ground that you walk, drive and live on was once the home of a band of savages chased here by the soldiers led by General Andrew Jackson.Made up of Cherokee, Creek, Choctaw and runaway slaves, they were known as the Redsticks.Now known as the Seminole.Andrew Jackson (Yes, the future " great American President" ) informed the different tribes that they would be re-located.If they didn't re-locate, all would be re-located or killed. Some re-located, some stayed, some fought, some died(men,women,children) and some organized to defend the land that gave them so much.Jackson chased the warriors and their families into Florida and scattered them under Spanish rule.Meanwhile, he gave away the land that he said the peaceful indian tribes could live on, to any white settlers that wanted it.In the 1820's and 1830's, a half Irish. half seminole warrior took up the Seminole cause a

Lupus Awareness
As some of you know... I have Lupus. I am asked all the time what it is, how you get it, if it's contagious, if it is curable, etc. Lupus is a chronic inflammatory disease... an autoimmune disease. Auto means "self". Your immune system mistakes your own tissues for a virus or infection, and tries to destroy it. It can affect various parts of the body.... the skin, joints, blood, organs, etc.Below is a link to a website with a lot of good information.... Click on the logo if you would like to know more about Lupus, or make a donation for Lupus research. For those of you who wonder why I am always sick, complaining about my pains, etc....Here is MY story:I have almost died 3 times....The first time was when I was 20, from blood clots....they started in my legs, and broke off into my lungs. The doctors didn't really do any tests, and just blamed the blood clots on smoking & birth control pills. So I stopped both, took blood thinners for about a year, and then got off of them.

Music Lyrics
When you search for your inner lightAnd you've opened every doorI come to see you againLike so many, many times before I am the demonIn your mindI will make you blindI will make you blindIt's like you're dreamingAnd I'm schemingTo stay inside your mindInside your mind So you dare to raise me againIn the cold embrace of nightI'm your guide and your flame of lifeI'm the edge if a sharpened knife I'm liquid fireI am here to eat your flesh and mindYour flesh and mindI have the answers to your questionsSeek and you shall findYes, you shall find Now drink this holy cup of poisonDrink this blood of mineAnd I will ease your painJust let me be inside your veinsDon't you worry 'bout tomorrowPerhaps tomorrow never comesWhen you are lonely in the darkThe only friend you've got is me I am the demonIn your mindI have made you blindI've made you blindIt's like you're dreamingAnd I'm schemingForever in your mindInside your mind I'll take you away to my dark domainNo worries now I'll ease your

Announcement
I have thought about this for MANY years & agonized over the decision. I have for a long time been unhappy in My male body. I just never felt "right". With the help of My wonderful Sis, I have chosen to take matters into My own hands & change into who I was meant to be....a beautiful woman. The road will be a long one, but one well worth it. In advance, Ty all Lovingly Yours Ani

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How Many Are Fakes On Here?
Ok so just how many people on here are fakes? I am sure a bunch of you now know about the fake nc cher/dok thing but recently we have come to the realization that it was more than just those two profiles and the one person doing them. I just have to say I sat and cried all day on Thursday when I found out about one of whom I thought at the time was a very good friend to me dying. And then come to find out it was all a joke and made up, and the person isn't even REAL!!! I mean wow I helped with his Happy Hour to remember him, and all the blings and stuff that he received and bombs and autos I just sent to him because I felt bad for him. I am just sitting here in awe and it's already been two days, but every time I get on I hear more and more and it disgusts me that someone can treat so many the way he did. I do strongly believe in Karma and I hope it gets you very good!!! Also if you want to even read more about it read this blog. http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=1486248432

Starting Out
Soooooooo, New to the place, just finding my feet. Used to work in admin, but recently made the move to become a full time, self employed photographer! Glad to be here, Forex Secrets Forex Investments Forex Self Learning Programs

Bacterial Vaginosis Treatment
Bacterial Vaginosis Treatment If you have a fishy vaginal odor which is accompanied by a gray or white watery discharge and severe irritation around the delicate tissues of the vaginal area, it is likely that you are suffering from bacterial vaginosis. This is an extremely common condition which can effect 1 in 3 women over the course of their lives, although some experts reckon that almost every woman will have had a least one mild attack.Fortunately, natural treatment for bacterial vaginosis can be highly effective and, due to the very nature of the condition, can work much more effectively than expensive antibiotics and over the counter remedies.Bacterial vaginosis is caused by an imbalance of the naturally occurring bacteria within the vagina. Under normal circumstances, the beneficial bacteria within the vagina keeps the harmful bacteria under control by ensuring that the pH balance is maintained at a slightly acidic level. When something happens to cause an imbalance, the harm

Does It Get Any Better?
This topic was a mumm last night.I didnt get to share my vast knowledge because I was blocked for whatever reason. The answer is NO.It doesnt get any better. You dont cry in public for no apparent reason as much,you learn to find a more private place.Then one day your tear ducts dont betray you and now you can feel all the emotional release of a good cry while joking and smoking with the boys.NO it doesnt get any better. You dont bury your face in the cloths she had wore and left behind.With just a hint of her perfume,or her favorite bath soap.Just the rite amount of Downey.No you dont pile them in the bed and try to sleep with your face buried in them.You finally wash them and put them in the Cedar chest at the foot of your Daughters bed.You know how fashion 360's.NO it doesnt get any better. You know she's in a better place doing more important things than baby sitting your evil ass,when you realize she never left.Oh no she turned the reins over to someone mu

Need Rates?
Do you want all your pix rated? It's easy just sb me or pm me when your ready to send me a 5 credit bling pack! All your pictures will be rated and if you want a reference just as i can send them to you lol. Hope to hear from you soon.

I Love You
I have tried but it's so uncontrolled. Crazed and ecstatic, Cupid's choke-hold. Like fighting the oxygen I need for my life. Bouncing around what's wrong and what's right. A familiar face and careful hands Holding me tightly as time lets me mend. Patient and lovely in all different ways. A beautiful soul, where my dreams lay. A haunted past, a world made from dust. Flammable words threaten to combust. Forbidden but wanted, secretive moves. [Nothing can stop me from being with you.] Consumed by the pain when he walks my way. And one word from you removes all the ache. My shoulders are heavy with my dirty deeds. But deep down inside, please forgive me. I have waited and pondered and thought, And I've concluded that you're what I want. Inside so pure and bright as the moon, I can't help falling in love with you.

Just For Fun
You told me there was life out there That I needed to look upon the stars So I took a trip across the constilation And drop kicked Jupiter into Mars I gatherd up some Moon dust just for added flare But got to be careful look what it has done to my hair I sailed across the Milkway and touched every star When you see life from this angle Heaven doesn't seem quite so far I brushed wings with a Angel but she told me not to speak Just to enjoy the ride my child for you do not want to become weak For there is so much beuty that you have yet to taken in So enjoy it while you have it and let the trip begin

Crying Child
My name is Chris,I am three,My eyes are swollen.I cannot see.I must be stupid,I must be bad,What else could have made,My daddy so mad?I wish I were better,I wish I weren't ugly,Then maybe my mommy,Would still want to hug me....I can't do a wrong,I can't speak at all,Or else I'm locked up,All day long.When I'm awake,I'm all alone,The house is dark,My folks aren't home.When my mommy does come home,I'll try and be nice,So maybe I'll just get,One whipping tonight.I just heard a car,My daddy is back,From Charlie's barI hear him curse,My name is called,I press myself,Against the wall.I try to hide,From his evil eyes,I'm so afraid now,I'm starting to cry.He finds me weeping,Calls me ugly words,He says its my fault,He suffers at work.He slaps and hits me,And yells at me more,I finally get free,And run to the door.He's already locked it,And I start to bawl,He takes me and throws me,Against the hard wall.I fall to the floor,With my bones nearly broken,And my daddy continues,With more bad words s

Notice To My Friends And Family
first of all i want to thank my friends and family that attempt to keep contact with me, it means alot! i dont have my own computer hooked up to the internet, i sometimes get a few minutes or hours a week when my roomates are all gone and i am awake and get to sneak on for a bit to check messages and play around on here but nothing regular and nothing extended with time so i do love and appreciate it when you guys copme to my page and send me messages and look at my pics and blogs i think its really awsome and i will get back to you with messages and try to return the love. if you really want me to return love/rates after you rate my stuff please send me a private message to my inbox either by gift or just message telling me you were here and whatever you want to say because sometimes its a few days or weeks before i get on and my bar tab gets cleared by fu so looks like no one has been here... another thing... i dont have my own internet access but some of you have my yahoo me

Beauty Is In The Eye Of The Beerholder!!
Lyrics to Beauty Is In The Eyes Of The Beerholder : Don't piss down my back then tell me it is raining. You just had to walk in before I kicked the table beneath my feet. If I can't have any friends I thought why not hang from the ceiling. Just because I ordered, doesn't mean I can't look at the menu. Not that there's any other fish in this sea I'd rather have on my plater than you. Just because I FUCKING ordered, doesn't mean I can't look at the menu. Not that there's any other fish in this sea. Don't drink and park, accidents in cars cause population. Fuck "more the merrier" there's only one person I need to feel this sinstation. If you need directions you can take the road that's down my sleeve, This time I'm taking you with me, but the cuffs are you; so good luck trying to leave! I hope one day I can cross your ocean, without feeling the puncture of your teeth. Believe me I'd rather drown myself, then knowing you have the power to pull me beneath. x2 There's so much oxygen th