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How Far?
Well today when I woke up I thought how can my life get any worse. Thats just what fate had in store for me. After going to battle with 2 diffrent ex's I go to feel safe with the one person I thought would be there for me no matter what and come to find out that he did the one thing that will make it were we can never be togeather. I have been in tears and feel like I have failed him some how? Am I not supportive enough? We dont talk anymore so I have no idea he has closed me off so much that I dont feel like he even wants me any more. Then a dear friend gave me this song and I listen I read the words so now I ask How far! Lyrics How Far There's a boat, I could sail away There's the sky, I could catch a plane There's a train, there's the tracks I could leave and I could choose to not come back Oh never come back There you are, giving up the fight Here I am begging you to try Talk to me, let me in But you just put your wall back up again Oh when's it gonna end (Chor

To Which Home Shall You Go?
When I wrote this poem, Justin was in a coma, he had been in one for three weeks. The doctors tried to get me to allow them to pull the life support from him. To Justin whom I love & all who face hard times Justin, my baby boy, you fill my heart with lots of joy. While having to face that God might take you home, I felt so lost and so very much alone. Then I finally bowed my head to a nod, and said, “For our time together, I thank you God.” It was hard to set aside my selfish emotions and pain, to remember, (and to say) “From God we came, so to Him we go again.” Please let my baby suffer no more-oh merciful God, and give me strength to face such very low odds. It no longer matters to which home my baby goes, for he’ll be happy, healthy, and loved, within my heart this I know. If it’s your will that he should go to our home on high, Please, Gracious Lord, help my pain go swiftly by. But if you choose that he should go home

I Do Not Blog For Fame.
I don’t write for fame. Category: Blogging Anyone who assumes that obviously doesn't know me very well. I have been keeping a journal since I was in the first grade. It sounds obsurd, but it's true. I was very advanced as far as language and reading comprehension is concerned when I was a kid, and I wrote and read books. A LOT. I have moved most of my journaling online because the keyboard can keep up with my thoughts much easier than a pen can, even though I still journal on paper, so I have something just for me. Most everything I say is tongue-in-cheek. If anyone who reads my journal is too uptight or takes every little thing that I say seriously, guess what? You don't need to read my blog. I'm not going to cry about it if you don't like my perspective on things. I am a blunt person. I have a vulger, politically-incorrect sense of humor. Not everyone likes my honest nature, and yes, sometimes I say things without thinking and put my foot in my mouth. I

The Wolftone
JS Bach wrote a piece of music called THE ART OF THE FUGUE just before he died in the 1700s. In this piece of music, which is the size of a short novel, there are some pieces called CONTRAPUNCTUS. These pieces were written by Bach as exercises in composing. He also hoped that the pieces would explain and summarize what he knew about music. Bach was dying when he wrote them, so they were basically his last shot at teaching people what he knew. Each of these pieces, although they sound foreign and difficult to us now at first, are filled with eloquence and passion. A person who listens to them will need to hear them out a few times to get used to them. The sounds don't land easily on modern ears. To me, THE ART OF THE FUGUE is a kind of travel journal. Its the record of a journey that is about a thousand years long by the time it arrives at my ears. This trip that Bach records starts in the 14th century courts of Burgundy, wanders through churches in the Netherlands, and stop

Getting Up-rated.
If you think I rated your picture too low (like a 9 or less) then do the following to get a upgrade in your rating: 1. Give me a chance to see your profile. A good profile will sway me to re-rate you as a "10". 2. Read my blogs posts on how I rate pictures and profiles. That will explain my thinking in rating you. If you think I rated your picture too low (like a 9 or less) then don't do the following to get a upgrade in your rating: 1. Block me from your profile off the bat. 2. Don't take it so personal. This is a place to chill out, meet people and laugh ourselves. I am rating a picture, not attacking your religion, politics or lifestyle. Lastly, why have a rating system from 1 to 10 at all if you are going to give everyone a 10? That is like giving a kid an "A" on test even if he/she gets every question wrong. Sorry but not every picture is a "10". If they all were, then we wouldn't be rating them in the first place.

Just Loveme
Scar me, For there's such a hunger Hiding here, That your kiss alone Could never quench. Bruise me And each touch Is a thousand fires And I am yours complete. Burn me, burn me, burn Before this craving drives me dark, And mad. Slap me, smack me, tie me down, Love me till your love hurts. Love me, and never stop. Never, never stop.

Dj Reaper
The REBEL REAPER IS COMING FOR YOU LIVE IN THE FIRE PIT CLICK IMAGE TO ENTER ^^^^^^^^^^^ DJ REBEL REAPER IS KILLING THE AIR WAVE AT THE FIRE PIT .... WATCH OUT HE MAYBE COMING FOR YOU SO COME AND CHECK HIM OUT AND SEE WHEN YOUR NUMBER IS UP ...............

Tenth Quiz
The PJ's You Are Most Like: No PJ's You're a bit of a hedonist - opting for comfort over everything else You have an understated, easy sexiness that men love You'll risk that for the feeling of sheets against your bare skin! What Kind of PJ's Girl Are You? Er...wow. **shifty eyes** How'd they know?! O.O **laughs**

Friendship
Recently I have been re-evaluating my friendships with people, kind of sorting the laundry when it comes to them. We all have the friends that are there when things are going good, but what about when things are not so good? It takes a lot for me to call you a friend. If I have put you in that category it is a rare thing. My very best friend in the world doesn't even live in the same city as me, but I know that no matter what he has my best interests at heart. When I am hurt I can call him, no matter the time of day (or night) and he knows the same of me. We may not always be able to pick the phone up at that very moment but guaranteed there will be a call back real shortly. He is happy for me when I am happy, and he lets me cry when thats what I need to do. I have friends here where I live and I can call them when I need someone, but there is nothing like that special bond you have with your best friend. I know he will be reading this later and so I just want to say, thank you! I love

Blue And Green Eyes!! Mine Change Color
Black Eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse.They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you.. If you dont repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some weird guy you've never seen before within the next 2 days. ___________________________________________________________ Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are the most sexiest or handsome, very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love only that one girl/guy. Are straight up WARRIORS((aka SPARTANS)) when necessary. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days. __

Slave Application
Slave Application Full name: Age: Height: Weight: Measurements and cup size: Hair/eye color: Ethnicity: Bi / Lesbian: 1Have you ever been a slave? How long? 2How long have you known you were submissive? 3What made you realize you were interested in the lifestyle and what was your first experience? 4Do you have a Mistress? 5What have you been made to do? 6Why would u make a good slave? Why should I take you in? 7Describe your fetishes, favorite roles, the type of sub you are, etc. 8Any special talents (in or out of bedroom)? 9What about being a slave turns you on? 10Which do you prefer - One-on-One; 3-some; couples; group? 11List 3 positions you like: 12Oral/Anal? 13While having sex, what do you do (list all): 14How should you be treated & punished? Humiliation? S & M? Bondage? Other? 15How much of each of these are you willing to endure? Do you have any limits? 16What dreams/fantasies do you wish to realize under My ownersh

Perfect
your kiss. your touch. the way you make me feel it all seems so perfect. Like its too good to be real. You're the only one who knows me both inside and out. You're the only one for me baby without a doubt. I love to hold you in my arms and feel your hands in mine. Your perfect just the way you are theres none other of your kind. The gentle way you kiss me i pray will never end. Remember how we started out as just being friends. Beneath that friendship was so perfect it was sure to grow to love and love it was love sweet love. Its sort of like we're destined. A couple meant to be. Lets keep us going baby heres to you and me.

Heart In Heart
Walking down the road straight through the park, we walk hand in hand, we walk heart in heart. Love's sweet embrace twisting around our figures, gently caressing our soft warm features. The summer breeze blowing through your hair, I can't seem to take my eyes away from your sweet stare. Your lips seemed to talk, your eyes seemed to smile, emerald green so bright it took away my sight. You never regretted a missed opportunity, you never seemed to cry when deemed unnecessary. You understood me like none that had before, you always seemed to listen, when I never spoke a word. Your uplifting attitude, was almost like an ecstasy, you never had been sad whenever you were next to me. The birds seemed to sing as they soared above our heads, and the trees seemed to whisper, forever you'll be together. Walking down the road straight through the park, we walk hand

Hold Me In The Rain
On earth, As it is in heaven I feel the sweet taste of sin We live in pain Forgive us lord Hold me in the rain Blue eyes open wide Hide that golden smile Engage your ruby red umbrella Then walk between precocious raindrops Anoint thy face with holy sunshine Please hold me in the rain

Bft, One Step Towards Being Independent!
The rollercoaster of life has become less bumpy. I just received a call that orientation for my part-time job is Friday, October 5. They will schedule me as much as possible while I am not working full-time! After not working for 8 weeks, that is awesome news. Not just for the financial aspect, but getting out of the house and contributing to my life. Now I have to find a full-time job that shows me the money! LOL Keep me in your thoughts and send some luv. PS I love alcohol, Hershey kisses, and hugs. MMMMMUAH!

Daydream
I feel the soft winds blowing, feels like your fingertips. I sit alone and dream of you, kissing those precious lips. eyes so hypnotizing, they mesmerize my soul, you put me in a disarray, you're the one that I behold. your smile is just so stunning, your voice it does stop time, you must be celestial, you're pure and so divine

Twelfth Quiz
Your Flirt Quotient You are 73% Flirt Are You a Flirtatious Woman? Is a little embarrassing to be told that you're flirting with your father-in-law...by your husband...and not realize that you were doing it in the first place. -_-; Uh...oops? @.@

Who They Are... They Are Proud Volunteers
Who are Volunteer Firefighters? They are your neighbor, the " guy/girl next door " They are husband, father or son, wife, mother or daughter They are the laborer, the store owner, the corporate executive, They are the jogger, sportsfan, hobbyist or handyman.... They are just like everyone else, save for one quality... They are one in one thousand who will risk their life to save yours; You'll see them waiting for the train and at the little league game, You'll see them in every house of worship, You'll see them in town, proudly wearing the emblem which shows they are a member of a fraternity dedicated to preserving life, Their car is the one backed into the driveway with the red light on the dashboard, Their keys hang by the door and a pair of boots stand at their bed, They take their pager everywhere for fear they will be missed when they are needed; They won't complain much about life, they've seen too much suffering for that, They'll tell you the funny side and avoid the stories of

Ok Haven't Been On Lately
well ok yeah. haven't been on much cause i haven't had internet. but not too much has been going on just hanging out with my baby girl. i have also been thru 2 jobs. mcdonalds and i worked at a strip club. mitch gave me the ok and i went for it. don't know y but i did. but i guess the big thing was i couldn't handle rubbing my tits all over some other guys crotch. sorry guys the only guy going to see my tits again are my husband. lol. but the presure is off and to top it off it made me feel better about myself. ive always had insecurities about my body but now i don't feel it as bad. but anyway its been like an hour since ive smoked, angelique is asleep and i need nicotine. ill ttyl

Who Am I
who am i to you who am i to be who am i to think of you who am i to have a hope who am i to want you who am i to need you who am i to tell the truth who am i to have to hide the truth who am i to not say the truth who am i to not want to loose you who am i to not know the truth who am i to face the truth who am i to understand who am i to not understand who am i to hurt you who am i to be hurt who am i to set back and wait who am i to hide how i feel who am i to love you so much who am i to not know you love me who am i to not know you dont love me who am i to to be the one to cause you pain who am i to make you cause pain to me who am i to be strong enough to say i love you who am i to beleve that you love me thinking of you always Ira Lee Moore

Pearly Gates
The couple were 85 years old, and had been married for sixty years. Though they were far from rich, they managed to get by because they watched their pennies. Though not young, they were both in very good health,largely due to the wife's insistence on healthy foods and exercise for the last decade. One day, their good health didn't help when they went on a rare vacation and their plane crashed, sending them off to Heaven. They reached the pearly gates, and St. Peter escorted them inside. He took them to a beautiful mansion, furnished in gold and fine silks. With a fully stocked kitchen and a waterfall in the master bath. A maid could be seen hanging their favorite clothes in the closet. They gasped in astonishment when he said, "Welcome to Heaven. This will be your home now." The old man asked Peter how much all this was going to cost. "Why, nothing," Peter replied, "Remember, this is your reward in Heaven." The old man looked out the window and rig

Im Bored..a Survey
1. Does someone love you? yes 2. Do you know anyone named Dave? yes. quiet a few 3. Ever kissed anyone with the name starting with a s? yes 4. Has anyone ever mistaken you for a family member? yes.. all the time 5. Have you ever tried Propel Calcium Water? i think i have 6. What color are the walls of your parent’s bedroom? white. i think 7. Do you think that hair extensions look skanky? umm usually u cant tell but if u can it looks horrible 8. Are you named after a grandparent? nope 10. Say you were given a drug test right now. Would you pass or fail? pass. 11. Are you taller than 5'6"? no. 12. Do you know anyone in jail/prison? not that im aware of 13. Ever see a dead body? yeah. 14. Do you like the color green? yes.. emerald, seagreen, and hunter green 15. What is your best friend's name? Jenn.mason, jason 16. How old are you? 28 17. Who was the last person to send you a text message? my baby (ERIK) 18. Ever drove int

Suicide Is Painless
Through early morning fog I see, visions of the things to be, the pains that are withheld for me. I realize and I can see... that suicide is painless. It brings on many changes, and I can take or leave it if I please. The game of life is hard to play. I'm gonna lose it anyway. The losing card I'll someday lay, so this is all I have to say. Suicide is painless. It brings on many changes, and I can take or leave it if I please. The sword of time will pierce our skins . It doesn't hurt when it begins. But as it works its way on in. The pain grows stronger...watch it grin, suicide is painless. It brings on many changes, and I can take or leave it if I please. A brave man once requested me to answer questions that are key. Is it to be or not to be, and I replied 'oh why ask me?' Cause suicide is painless, it brings on many changes, and I can take or leave it if I please. ...and you can do the same things if you please.

What The Hell......?
why......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. WHY ......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. WHY ......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. WHY! ......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. WHY ......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. WHY ......do we use the word 'politics' to describe the process so well: 'Poli' in Latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' meaning 'bloodsucking creatures'. WHY .....do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering. EVER WONDER .... Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin ? Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed? Why don't you ever see the headline "Psychic Wins Lottery"? Why is "abbreviated" such

December
The reaching chill of brisk December Touches my impressionable soul Leaving it barren and windswept As the snowy fields of empty plains Desolate as a freezing hell Devoid of warmth A long since dead furnace Whom's insides miss the feel of fire And retain a dormant memory Of flames of caring Friendship and feeling Subconscious, yet lingering like a deep pain Healed over but still aching inside The haunting memory of a child's laughter Rings in the echoing cavern of my hollow mind, Each repetition transforming the pleasant yet eerie sound To a horrible rendition of a mocking demon, Gloating over ideals lost and love tainted Through grave misunderstanding and lazy neglect. The self-imposed loneliness eats away at me Breaking down my prison of fortifications And leaving me huddled in the pouring rain, Drenched to the bone, and lost to the world.

Let's Go Rockies!!!
How fuckin awesome is it that the Rockies beat the Padres lawst night in 13 innings and by one run. Matt Holliday KILLED em coming in to home plate. It was a tiebreaker game for the NL Wild Card. AAHH so fuckin cool. Can't wait to see them in Philly!!!! Oh and GO PACKERS......

Ice ( In Case Of Emergency )
We all carry our mobile phones with names & numbers stored in its memory but nobody, other than ourselves, knows which of these numbers belong to our closest family or friends. If we were to be involved in an accident or were taken ill, the people attending us would have our mobile phone but wouldn't know who to call. Yes, there are hundreds of numbers stored but which one is the contact person in case of an emergency? Hence this "ICE" (In Case of Emergency) Campaign The concept of "ICE" is catching on quickly. It is a method of contact during emergency situations. As cell phones are carried by the majority of the population, all you need to do is store the number of a contact person or persons who should be contacted during emergency under the name "ICE" ( In Case Of Emergency). The idea was thought up by a paramedic who found that when he went to the scenes of accidents, there were always mobile phones with patients, but they didn't know which number to call. He therefore t

Ava Maria
Ava Maria Ava Maria, One of the most Beautiful Songs ever written is actually a prayer (Like the Hail Mary to the Blessed Virgin Mary. The Lyrics of the original version of Ave Maria was to the famous Prayer known as the "Hail Mary". The Gregorian monks sung the Latin version: Ave Maria, gratia plena, Dominus tecum. Benedicta tu in mulieribus, et benedictus fructus ventris tui, Iesus. Sancta Maria, Mater Dei, ora pro nobis peccatoribus, nunc, et in hora mortis nostrae. Amen. In English it is: Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee. Blessed art thou amongst women and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus. Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now, and at the hour of our death. Amen. This Beautiful and Uplifting song Warms the Heart and Inspires the Soul (Like A Prayer) Ave Maria gratia plena dominus tecum, virgo serena. Ave, cuius conceptio, solemni plena gaudio, coelestia terrestria nova replet la

10 Chuck Norris Facts
Top 10 "Chuck Norris Facts" Guns don't kill people. Chuck Norris kills People. There is no theory of evolution. Just a list of animals Chuck Norris allows to live. Chuck Norris does not sleep. He waits. The chief export of Chuck Norris is Pain. There is no chin under Chuck Norris' Beard. There is only another fist. Chuck Norris has two speeds. Walk, and Kill. The leading causes of death in the United States are: 1. Heart Disease 2. Chuck Norris 3. Cancer Chuck Norris drives an ice cream truck covered in human skulls. Chuck Norris is my Homeboy. Chuck Norris doesn't go hunting.... CHUCK NORRIS GOES KILLING *Chuck's Personal Favorite "Chuck Norris Facts"* When the Boogeyman goes to sleep every night, he checks his closet for Chuck Norris. Chuck Norris doesn't read books. He stares them down until he gets the information he wants. Outer space exists because it's afraid to be on the same planet with Chuck Norris. Chuck Norris is curren

Electric Dreams
We dance in skies of electric blue Clothed in swathes of purple hue - Tossing, turning, through the night A Magical journey to the light. Run barefoot on silver sands Take a mystic journey to never lands Dance to music as yet un-played Swim in pools at the forest glade, Take my hand, come dance with me Experience joyous ecstasy. Float with me on white edged waves Explore with me those hidden caves Float in rainbows' colours bright Dance with me throughout this night. Chase the stars, and catch the moon Morning will be here too soon Hold me in your arms my love Above the clouds fly with the dove Let us soar to realms so high Dance on moonbeams in the sky. Swim down to the oceans' bed With a million starfish round my head Softly on the ocean floor Kiss me now, as ne'er before Come, dance this dream, while we may For tomorrow is another day.

She Askes For Pleasure And I Will Do
Take my hand, lead me to our secret place Kiss me, touch me, and as my body cries for more Pleasure me, I touch your face, with whispering fingertips, Tracing the contours of your being, with delight and ecstasy As you pleasure me Hold me, as I hold you, our bodies intertwined As one. Taste my skin as I taste you, with gentle lips You pleasure me. Kiss my breasts, my belly - make me sigh, Let your tongue slide between my thighs As you pleasure me. Let me take you between my lips Caress you with my tongue and more To pleasure me To pleasure you is my desire; to have your body aching for mine I need you to want me - I hold you close, And pleasure you, To pleasure me.

About Me
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Sonya Elizabeth Birthday: 09-21-1978 Birthplace: cincy ohio Current Location: cincy Eye Color: hazel Hair Color: blonde Height: 5'2" Right Handed or Left Handed: righty Your Heritage: got a lil of everything The Shoes You Wore Today: flip flops Your Weakness: ppl say im to forgiving?? Your Fears: not living my life to its fullest Your Perfect Pizza: hawiian and chicken bbq Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: getting a good job Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol Thoughts First Waking Up: go back to sleep Your Best Physical Feature: eyes Your Bedtime: i never know when i crash i guess Your Most Missed Memory: time with my grandfather Pepsi or Coke: neither water MacDonalds or Burger King: yuk and yuk Single or Group Dates: depends on what were doing Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: anything sweet Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee: both Do you Sm

Jude Verses 14 ; -15
14 ; And Enoch ;also ,the seventh from Adam,prophesied of these, saying Behold the Lord cometh with ten thousand of his saints. 15 ; To execute judgement upon all ,and to convience all that are ungodly among them and all their hard speeches, which ungodly sinners have spoken against him.all their ungodly deeds which they have ungodly commited, 16 ; these are murmurers, complainers , walking after their own lusts .and their mouths speaketh great , swelling words, having mens persons in admireation because of advantage. 17 ; But beloved remember the words which were spoken, before of the apostles Of our Lord Jesus Christ. 18 ; How that they have told you,There would be mockers in the last times,Who should walk after their own ungodly lust. 19 ; These are they that seperate themselves, Senusually not haveing not . the spirit.Amen!!!!! Praise God ;he has given thy Word ;If we just would see it; believe it and know it will come to pass and soon. Please Believe God

The Mist
My hand reaches out Waiting for the warm touch of flesh You smile at me All smile and nothing else But my hand passes through you Damp mist feeling over my arm And my lips never knew you Won't be long till my whole body Passes through you Flesh, It wasn't Flesh No skin, no blood, no Tangible feeling No reason to stay I thought I Wanted to love you Wanted to touch you But now I know There's nothing to touch at all

Rain
When the rain comes pooring down, The pitter patter the only sound. It blocks out the chaotic mesh, Of the world's noisiness. In every drop I am set free, With the water's peace flowing through me. A snapshot of time that will only fade, The cascade of pain washed away.

Sweet Blood
What have you become to me? A drug for my insanity Where is my depth, my love, my soul, Now that lust has taken a hold? Seducing you with my eyes Slithering over to your side I am a serpent of desire Wrapping myself around, ever higher My sin, such self-seeking trash Reaching out for you to grasp I'm open to receive your gaze Scrambling around in this maze Where should I go tonight, my dear? All I have left is selfish fear; And look in my mind's cavity You'll only see depravity Your veins running with sweet blood I hunger to taste your love Eyes locked in a warm embrace See the smile upon your face Sometimes I think I truly see The shameful whore inside of me I know she's there, she cannot hide; She wants to take you inside To taste your lips, to touch your hand To take your soul, breathe it in She is coming out today And all she wants with you is play But I want more than childish toys More than pleasure to fill this void Still the beast inside me knows

Dance Of Fear........
Window panes come crashing down Amidst the tears and pain Vanishing hopes are gone and flew away Up above through twilight Shadows cast across the floor Reflections of the past Trembling thoughts of one Dwelling deep within the soul A mystical sense of reality Captured by the craze All in bewilderment Of the shock in the wave Creatures of the dimness Chattering amongst the green Everything slows in stillness What is this we see?

Smiles
seems now adays that when you want to smile things turn it upside down alot, the wars we are in, conflicts in our hometowns and such, the only thing that keeps me going is seeing other smiles, man woman and child aloke, just one smile or a soft hello from a friend, male or female places the fown i usually get to the side someplace when im unhappy. Always remember that we have feelings that can be touched by a certain someone, or many someones lol it could be something they said, or did, but they did itto make you smile,laugh,giggle,chortle,all that fun stuff. Today i sawe something precious a membe herewith a puppy...she held him so close...that made me smile. for that my friends was PURE LOVE...not fi;ltered thru some electeronicc garbage lol but pure dangidy dog gone love as my fave actor would say.... be goos t o each other and hey SMILE! :)

Measure Up
A guy walked into a bar with his pet monkey and ordered a drink. While he was drinking, the monkey jumped all around the place. It grabbed some olives off the bar and ate them, then grabbed some sliced limes and ate them. It jumped onto the pool table, took one of the billiard balls, stuck it in his mouth, and to everyone's amazement, somehow swallowed it whole. The bartender screamed at the guy, "Did you see what your monkey just did?" The guy said, "No, what?" "He just ate a billiard ball off my pool table...whole!" "Yeah, that doesn't surprise me," replied the guy, "he eats everything in sight. Sorry, I'll pay for the cue ball and stuff." He finished his drink, paid his bar bill along with the stuff the monkey ate and walked out. Two weeks later he came into the bar again along with his monkey. He ordered a drink and the monkey started running around the bar as before. While the man was finishing his drink, the monkey found a maraschino cherry

The Winnie
Okay so one story about Mr. Tal. He drove a Winnebago on every trip I went on with my youth group as a teenager. Being the person I am I adore sleep so given the opportunity to ride in the winnie for 5+ hours or a cramped up van what do you think I chose... He was older (one of the seniors in or church then) but he never showed it he always let us pick the radio station and would sing along when he could. We chose all the stops on the trip and he never once fussed if we wanted to stop 2 minutes after we had just gotten on the road. He gave us complete control over the CB which for us was the bomb. We were aloud to sit or lay where ever we wanted if it was the floor, the bed the table what ever.. He never once corrected anyone out of line no matter who you were or where you came from he would find the common bond to draw you to him and build on it. This man always had a smile on his face would bend over backward for one of "HIS KIDS" and did so many times with out one word to gui

Who Do You Love
who do you love? do you love your neighbor? (he said good morning to you do you love the mailman? (he brings the letters from your friends and family) do you love the paperboy? ( He brings the news you sometimes you dread) do you love the police dept? they keep you safe at night n day patroling your neighborhood do you love your friends on line and off? have u huggeed anyone yet? think you should? oh go on send hugs online.... hug the person nedt t o you, or your pet you'll love it..makes u feel loved huh? you should be loved folks....hug n love the people you're with or goin to be with here is Mine to you *~hugs~* and ya know what? i love ya all no matter what all my friends n fans peace :P

Poem For The Asking
I don't want to write a poem. I've met my quota of self-expression for the week I have no need to write anything new Just because there's an open mic this week. . . You think I can't just listen, And not get up and read Just because I never have doesn't mean I can't. I don't want to write a poem I'm tired of arguing with my spell checker Do you have any idea how difficult it is To be the only poet who can't spell or type? I don't want to write a poem I have nothing to complain about Nothing spectacular has happened I have no emotional baggage that I need to unload I don't want to write a poem I can't think of anything funny Or clever, or sad. . . Or new I don't want to write a poem August

Funny Bumper Stickers!
1. Constipated people don't give a shit. 2. Practice safe sex, go fuck yourself. 3. If you drink don't park, accidents cause people. 4. Who lit the fuse on your tampon? 5. If you don't believe in oral sex, keep your mouth shut. 6. Please tell your pants its not polite to point. 7. If that phone was up your ass, maybe you could drive a little better. 8. My kid got your honour student pregnant. 9. Thank you for pot smoking. 10. To all you virgins thanks for nothing. 11. If at first you don't succeed...blame someone else and seek counselling. 12. Impotence: Nature's way of saying "No Hard Feelings". 13. If you can read this, I've lost my trailer. 14. Horn broken...watch for finger. 15. It's not how you pick your nose, but where you put the booger. 16. If you're not a hemorrhoid, get off my ass.

Strength And Character...
In a world as big as the one we are in how can one feel so alone. To feel as though they are stuck and will never move forward to accomplish the simplest things in their dreams. A fear of being a failure to prove people wrong is enough weight on one's shoulders to make them collapse. To have a shoulder to cry on or open arms to give you a big warm hug once in a while would help boost one's self esteem, but through the fog there are no shadows nor even human life acknowledging their existance. To feel as though you are good enough for anyone is hard especially with many imperfections. To have any trust in a situation is hard even though you want to believe that it is what it is, but the gaurd is up due to being betryed too many times. But one knows that in this great big fucked up world, you are never alone because all you need is you and be you and have you. The strength from the trials and tribulations is what made you.

Talk Dirty To Me
Hmm... I wonder how many of you out there love to talk dirty or have others talk dirty to you??? I think if it is done the right way it is hot as hell. What are your biggest turn ons witht he opposite sex? Talk Dirty to me LOL

A Life Changing Decision.
For about a year and three months, I have worked for a call center as an internet CSR. Well I had enough. I am tired of the hours, bothersome co-workers and bosses that don't help me in my career their. Also I need new challenges. So I think I am going to go into customer service-sales. I think in this line of work that I will have daily challenges. Not to mention a chance to earn more money by selling items on a commission with the security of hourly pay. And lastly, this a new chance for me to reconnect with my wife and kids. I have put them aside so much to earn a living. But this time I will find a balance between them.

A Mirror
There’s nothing magical about a mirror. A simple thin layer of aluminum placed on a sheet of glass that is back-silvered. Yet when people look in this device, they tend to see entirely different things—the perspectives are all unique. Some thin people see themselves as overweight when using this device. Some attractive people see themselves as homely. But if you can take the mirror’s true reflections—your strengths, your positive attitude, your inner beauty, and your happiness—you’ll live a much more fulfilling life.

Fvck Off!!!
hahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahaha!! i fvckin hate bein male!!! all you lesbians out there!! stay lesbian!! please pet your fvckin cat and leave us males alone! all your goin to do is judge us anyway because of every bad experience youve had! hahahahahahhahahaha i love being hated! just makes me despise being nice to cuntlickin bitches a little more each day!!! FVCK OFF WOMEN!!!

Lord,s Prayer>>
Our father who Art in heaven hollow be thy name , thy kingdom come thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven ,Give us our daily bread and forgive us our tresspasses as we forgive those who tresspass against us . lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil .for thine is the kingdom , Power, and the Glory Amen!!! Jesus ... Reign Forever Amen!!!

Is Today Over With...?
WHEW~! I have been busy most of the day. I think I just used up all my 'umph' hanging pictures in the house. Jeff and I started our day by putting together a dining room table and 4 chairs I bought yesterday. I took a shower and we headed out to try the local Mexican restaurant her ein town. It has been raining here today off and on and at one point Jeff looked out the window and the dog pen had bent over from the water on the tarp....so out the door in the rain we go to dig small trenches so the water could drain out from under the tarp. We rigged the tarp up with a pvc pipe so the rain will not puddle on it....now the dogs are not standing in water and the rain is not falling directly on them. Dog houses are in the future~! (that take money..we are low on that these days~) Anyway, I had to come in and take another shower cause I went out with flip-flops on and the dogs were wet and jumping on me...Let's see what else I did today....I cleaned out a few more boxes, hung a mirror i

Dayz N Nightz
ever since icame back here when it was LC and CT now FUBAR...it seems the peoplecome and go, they stop and say hello chat for about 4 minutes then silence, like we are ghosts, and then from about 4 Pacific (my time0 to 8pm pacific time it get busy and the boom silence again lol i hear rthe sounds comin from the bar tab when people either read my mumms or blogs or someone posts, or h iear them monks sing lol ( idig them monks} what reall y gets me is that u could almost tell when it is most active just around dinner time here, then 2 hrs or even an hour later dead sience. seems dayz n nightz are slow here all the time

Jim's Bio
James Douglas 'Jim' Morrison (1943-1971) American rock singer and rock lyric who achieved after his death a cult position among fans. Morrison wished to be accepted as a serious artist, and he published such collections of poetry as An American Prayer (1970) and The Lords and The New Creatures (1971). The song lyrics Morrison wrote for The Doors much reflected the tensions of the time - drug culture, the antiwar movement, avant-garde art. With his early death Morrison has been seen as a voluntary victim of the destructive forces in pop culture. However, he was not ignorat about the consequences of fame and his position as an idol. Morrison once confessed that "We're more interested in the dark side of life, the evil thing, the night time." "This is the end, beautiful friend. It hurts to set you free, But you'll never follow me. The end of laughter and soft lies. The end of nights we tried to die. This is the... end." James Douglas Morrison was

Question Of The Night
I havent done one of these things...OOPS! LOL Its been awhile.... Question...hmmm? OK! Here we go: WHO? WHY? WHAT? HOW? Who are you? Why are you interested in me? What are you looking for with me? How may I service you? So in other words I want: Your name? Did I catch your eye? Like my personality? Are you wanting FWB, Serious, Serious but open relationship, booty calls (no string attached) and so on? Hey..how am I supposed to kno? LOL Is there something you would love for me to do to you or for you? ;) Remember you can respond thru either by commenting on this post, sending me a message or doing the shoutbox. Your call! :D

Darkness
darkness comes slowly creeping down the hall darkness comes winter, spring, summer, fall darkness comes at least once to us all darkness comes like a thief in the night darkness comes only to steal the light darkness comes there is no wrong or right darkness comes to take away your site. darkness comes

Rip
Joan committed suicide, she had a bad disease that caused her to have terrible tremors, which no one knew what it was, or how to fix it, in these last few months, she got worse and worse. Joan could no longer stand the pain and embarrassment of it, and did what she felt was best. I have never seen a suicide as well thought out as she did, and even with a tiny bit of dignity. She will be greatly missed. RICHTER, Joan M. Joan Mary Richter, 50, left this earth on Tuesday, October 2, 2007 to live eternally with the Lord in the heavenly home He has prepared for her. She was born in Middletown, on March 19, 1957 to parents Donald and Emilie (Bangs) Richter, graduated from Middletown High School and attended Kent State University. Joan was well known in the Middletown area for her work with animals. She loved animals and they loved her. Joan was the owner of Whisker Watch, a pet sitting service that she began in 1993. It was so comforting to know that Joan would give just as good ca

Tommorow May Be To Late
Show your family that you love them. Help a neighbor in need. Love your God with all your heart. Stop the hatred within yourself. Tomorrow may be too late. Don’t work at a job you can’t stand. Stop running the race against time. Turn off your televisions and radios. Play a game with family and friends. Tomorrow may be too late. Adopt an animal for a pet. Plant a tree to save the planet. Do a good deed for someone you care about. Volunteer at a local charity. Tomorrow may be too late. Share a story with your children and grandchildren. Have a picnic with friends. Help someone less fortunate than you are. Take your pet for a walk. Tomorrow may be too late. Put down your newspaper and read a book. Study the Bible and pray. Write a novel, a poem, or a story. Tutor a student who’s having a hard time. Tomorrow may be too late. Sing a song. Dance a dance. Organize cultural activities in the community. Baby-sit a friend’s children to give them a break. Tomorrow may

If Love
If love was a ship It would sail on an ocean of tears Filled with joy and sails of fears If love was nothing but a word There would never be anyone crying No wars fought with no one dying If love was a flower It's fragrance would be sweet desire With petals of soft crimson fire If love was a savior It would conquer all and deliver grace To every member of the human race If love was merely a kiss It would be filled with pasion And always stay in fashion If love was a hug Nothing would feel more secure Or as clean so white so pure If love was a blanket That I could curl up in And smile from within If love was a dream so perfect and not fake Leave me be, I would never want to wake

Hockey's Best Player Makes Penguins A Cup Threat
Crosby, Year 3: Hockey's best player makes Penguins a Cup threat / Associated Press Posted: 1 day ago This might be the perfect scenario for any pro sports team: The Pittsburgh Penguins' core players remain implausibly young, yet seem to get better nearly every day. Sidney Crosby, already a league MVP, scoring champion and two-time 100-point scorer, is only 20. (Sid's not quite a kid any longer, but he's still too young to frequent taverns in most places.) Jordan Staal, a gifted scorer, is 19, yet was only a goal away from scoring 30 last season. Last season's rookie of the year, Evgeni Malkin, is only 21. Goaltender Marc-Andre Fleury won 40 games in a breakthrough season, but won't turn 23 until next month. Consider this: There are top college teams that don't have so many important players this young, yet the Penguins - for the first time since the Lemieux-Jagr days - are a legitimate Stanley Cup contender. No kidding. "I think all the elements are in place," forw

The Door
The Door by sara2play © Sara and Michael had a quiet and serene marriage for the past 3 years. Michael was a lawyer in a corporate law firm and Sara was a librarian. They spent holidays at their family's houses. They went on vacations twice a year. They owned a nice house in a suburb of New York City. Sara went out with her friends, Missy and Claire. Claire was married to a doctor and liked to go to parties. When Sara and Claire were in college together, Claire was a slut and loved to admit that to anyone who asked. Missy was in love since high school and had three children and 12 years of marriage before her 30th birthday. The ladies ordered drinks and by the 3rd round, Claire asked, "Has anyone else experienced a slump in the bedroom department. Derek has barely enough energy to kiss me when he gets home from the hospital. I'm thinking of taking a lover." She was matter of fact about her decision and Sara's eyebrow shot upwards. Missy just groaned and said, "Claire, with m

Hero
Would you dance if I asked you to dance? Would you run and never look back? Would you cry if you saw me crying? And would you save my soul, tonight? Would you tremble if I touched your lips? Would you laugh? Oh please tell me this. Now would you die for the one you loved? Hold me in your arms, tonight. I can be your hero, baby. I can kiss away the pain. I will stand by you forever. You can take my breath away. Would you swear that you'll always be mine? Or would you lie? would you run and hide? Am I in too deep? Have I lost my mind? I don't care... You're here tonight. I can be your hero, baby. I can kiss away the pain. I will stand by you forever. You can take my breath away. Oh, I just want to hold you. I just want to hold you. Am I in too deep? Have I lost my mind? I don't care... You're here tonight. I can be your hero, baby. I can kiss away the pain. I will stand by your forever. You can take my breath away. I can be you

6/10/07
ANTRIM ROVERS 2-3 LARNE COLTS The colts travelled to the antrim forum for this match and the renowned slow starters started slowly again with goalkeeper dylan mcrandal and the defence of odhran kemp,thomas mcdowell,jamie magill,jordan weir,thomas spence and the midfield of david hunter,craig bailie and stephen gordon being under constant pressure and it was no surprise when antrim rovers went 1-0 up in fact it couldve been 4-0 before the colts started to get a grip of the game and they equalised when a lovely through ball found reece mcginley on the right and he had a quick look and fired the ball into the net leaving the keeper grasping fresh air.it stayed 1-1 untill half time.The colts came out in the 2nd half a lot hungrier and jamie magill soon put them 2-1 up .The colts shouldve had the game dead and buried but just couldnt get the ball in the net .Then david christie came on for the injured jordan weir and went into the heart of defence.The colts went 3-1 up when a stephen go

How I Am
Hush, just stop There’s nothing you can do or say, baby I’ve had enough I’m not your property as from today, baby You might think that I won't make it on my own But now I’m… Stronger than yesterday Now it’s nothing but my way My lonliness ain’t killing me no more I’m stronger That I ever thought that I could be, baby I used to go with the flow Didn’t really care ‘bout me You might think that I can’t take it, but you’re wrong ‘Cause now I’m… Stronger than yesterday Now it’s nothing but my way My lonliness ain’t killing me no more I’m stronger Oh, yeah Here I go, on my own I don’t need nobody, better off alone Here I go, on my own now I don’t need nobody, not anybody Here I go, alright, here I go Stronger than yesterday Now it’s nothing but my way My lonliness ain’t killing me no more I’m stronger

Friends V;s Redneck Friends
FRIENDS V’S REDNECKS Current mood: okay FRIENDS VS. REDNECK FRIENDS FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk Redneck FRIENDS: Will post 360 degree security so you dont get caught **************** FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs Redneck FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up **************** FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. Redneck FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points and an E & E route. **************** FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. Redneck FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we fucked up...but hey, that shit was fun " **************** FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. Redneck FRIENDS: Steal each others stuff so often nobody remembers who bought it in the first place. **************** FRIEN

A Poem ;when U Thought I Wasnt Looking , Written By A Former Child >>.
WHEN YOU THOUGHT I WASN'T LOOKING (Written by a former child) A message every adult should read, because children are watching you and doing as you do, not as you say. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you hang my first painting on the refrigerator, and I immediately wanted to paint another one. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you feed a stray cat, and I learned that it was good to be kind to animals. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you make my favorite cake for me and I learned that the little things can be the special things in life. When you thought I wasn't looking, I heard you say a prayer, and I knew there is a God I could always talk to and I learned to trust in God. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you make a meal and take it to a friend who was sick, and I learned that we all have to help take care of each other. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you give of your time and money to help people who had not

Fubar Love (lol)
I met you on somebody's homepage You thought you had known me before I brought you a crate of papaya They waited all night by your door You probably wouldn't remember I probably couldn't forget FUBAR love in the surf in the pouring rain Everything's better when wet FUBAR love it's drivin' me mad It's makin' me crazy FUBAR love it's drivin' me mad It's makin' me crazy But lately you live ON THE SITE I never see you alone But we need some definite answers So I thought I would write you a poem The question to everyone's answer Is usually asked from within But the patterns of the rain And the truth they contain Have written my life on your skin fubar love it's drivin' me mad It's makin' me crazy fubar love it's drivin' me mad It's makin' me crazy You treat me like I was your ocean You swim in my blood when it's warm My cycles of circular motion Protect you and keep you from harm You live in a world of illusion Where everything's peaches and cream We a

This Weekend Only
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Poetry - "healed"
HEALED (January 5, 2004) By Leslie W B I remember, When just your touch would make me cry. The original pain, Its invasion, its betrayal, Were carved into my spirit, rough and jagged. I couldn’t feel your tenderness When the memories of his selfish crimes Blocked them from my heart. But I grew taller than the shadows, Nurtured by a Greater Love. I could feel the cold receding, and a beauty flowering within. For the first time ever, I stood naked before a full-length mirror, Not afraid, nor ashamed. And when I stretched across the sheets, And felt your hands glide over me, I felt your heart, Felt the very essence of my presence in your need. I knew it had nothing to do with selfish intent, That all you simply needed was all of me. And that is what I gave you. I thought about the miracle, the surrender and the trust. And suddenly I felt the brilliance, Felt the flames growing, Felt the eruption, And heard my voice from somewhere else Release itself in celeb

Poetry - "like No Other"
LIKE NO OTHER By Leslie W. B. I will love you like no other. I will fill the hollow spaces. I know your needs By what you want. And what you want is me. I will give you What you don't have. I will chase away your loneliness. I will love you like no other, If you watch me, You will see, That all your missing pieces, Are stored inside my heart.

The Movie Redline
Ok so I watched that movie redline tonight and oh my god have they totally run out of material they gotta steal stuff from movies from the 80's???? In one of the early scenes it shows a woman looking at a crash photo of her dead father and several things are wrong with the editing job done here. first off I believe they said it was nscra race that he was in and the car has winston cup stickers on it. two it said he died in 2001 so winston cup was defunct by then, three when they cut to the video sequence the name on the car is Cole Trickle....They stole from the main crash sequence on Days of Thunder!!!! How crappy is that!!!! Not only is this whole sequence historically inaccurate in every way possible but they did not even bother editing the name on the freeking car. I say lame and we should all write the studio telling them to have better attention to detail!

Hello...nice Meeting You...bit
It really was nice meeting all of you ....my fans...family and friends. I'm going to cancell my FUBAR account. It's just toooo much negativity and obscenity. I know this is a bar...but in RL bars arn't this bad lol. I like the shoutbox thingy...but guess my MySpace is enough. I run mine...texwolfie and the one for my dad...WWII B24 Memorial. I will cancell this account sometime next week ...giving time for replys and questions.....Texwolfie

What Women Would Do If They Had A Penis For A Day
10. Get ahead faster in corporate America. 9. Get a blow job. 8. Find out what is so fascinating about beating the meat. 7. Pee standing up while talking to other men at a urinal. 6. Determine WHY you can't hit the bowl consistently. 5. Find out what it's like to be on the other end of a surging orgasm. 4. Touch yourself in public without thought as to how improper it may seem. 3. Jump up and down naked with an erection to see if it feels as funny as it looks. 2. Understand the scientific reason for the light refraction which occurs between a man's eyes and the ruler situated next to his member which causes two inches to be added to the final measurement. 1. Repeat number 9...... Not Mine...just something i found and had to put here...hehe

Why Studying Is Better Than Sex
10. You can usually find someone to do it with. 9. If you get tired, you can stop, save your place and pick up where you left off. 8. You can finish early without feelings of guilt or shame. 7. When you open a book, you don't have to worry about who else has opened it. 6. A little coffee and you can do it all night. 5. If you don't finish a chapter you won't gain a reputation as a "book teaser." 4. You can do it, eat and watch T.V. all at the same time. 3. You don't get embarrassed if your parents interrupt you in the middle. 2. You don't have to put your beer down to do it. 1. If you aren't sure what you're doing, you can always ask your roommate for help. Not Mine just had to post it...

Down Rates
If you're going to down rate don't fucking rate at all! Let me tell you most of it's done out of jealousy or negativity! It's humanity at it freaking worst. It's a damned shame that you can't even come to a place like this to have fun and enjoy yourself. It's the 5th time that this person has down rated my freaking pics and it's sad to say that it's all over a troll of a little man. Who bye the damned way, I have nothing to do with! Yeah you know who I'm talking about. Now here I sit tell you to bite my ass! ~~Rayven Pissed Off Red~~

Warmth Of A Man > Poem >>diana
Warmth is in his smile, all the actions he does , with out a word. Little things he ,will do such as a romantic poem A jesture or a song, A card sent or a hug or a kiss, doesnt always have , to be one of these; Can be just him in-need, reaching out and sick A spoken word; that he loves you most or just a sigh ; That is all you know. All things big and small , tell you all his warmth. Add all these up and many more Like the warmth of him as your online It comes thru all the waves ; To reach to you and lingers there; thru the day. Oh want warmth he sends your way . If you just pick up ; on what he,s trying to say. belive him now; And every day ; cause this is him a sending your way; All his love ; He is trying to say it is real and will be . Just please; Do belive in what he,s trying to say . Dont doubt or it might push him away. hugs diana God Bless all;;;

The Perfect Man
The perfect man is gentle never cruel or mean he has a beautiful smile and he keeps his face so clean The perfect man loves children and will raise them by your side he will be a good father and good husband to his bride The perfect man loves cooking cleaning and vaccuuming too he'lldo anything to convey his feelings of love to you The perfect man is sweet writing poetry from your name he's a best friend to your mother and kisses away your pain He has never made you cry or hurt you in any way......

The Kissas Awaiting..
""THE KISSAS AWAITING YOU"" Theres so many ways id kiss you,,theres no way i could write them all...but i was sitting here thinkin about you and would you approach me for a kiss?? Heres a few ideas i have,,your so sweet id even say delicious..so call me silly but i can only see me likeing...wanting you more. Once i meet ya that is...;;)) my 4-eva....I can imagine our 1st kiss..oh so soft,passionante and yummyyyy...that very long wet 1st kissa... kissas on ur lipps especially nice...soft , a lil wet as my lipps press against yours,,as we explore each others tounges...then i very gently nibble on your bottom lipp...lightly but sensual...as i kiss your face...over to your ears....soft wet kissas...as u hear me moan ever so soft...mmmmmmm...baby....down to your neck...nnnn....suckin lightly....mmmm...kissas on your chest now....mmmmm....suckin on ya nipples...playin with them with my tounge...suckin lightly....mmm as i hit ur navel...and mmmmmmmmmmmmmm....my hands caressing your chest

Just For A Laugh!!!!
There was a man who was cleaning his basement. While he was cleaning he found an old looking bottle. He started wipeing it off to read what was the label said. But while he did that , behind him stood a Jennie! The Jennie spoke, who hold the bottle in his hands and set me free is granted three wishes. But chose them carefully. The man was surprised and found an old chair to sit down to think. Well said the man , my first wish is to have a big house with lots of rooms. So the Jennie crossed his arms and gearnted he wish. Then the man was so happy with that he started to think about his mext wish. He then said Jennie my 2ed wish is to have all the rooms in this house filled with lots of money. Again the Jennie crossed his arms and greanted he wish. Well this time the man was very happy. But he was lonely. He sat and he throught foe a while. Then he looked at the Jennie and said . I want my whole house filled with pussy. The jennie looked at the man funny and asked him if he was sure th

For Rent
As I was surfing the internet one day I saw a for rent sign (OK not really) in a blog advertising for new love to stay so I called to check it out, feeling sort of silly because I could see it was newly structured. Here is what the sign said; For rent with option to buy, one very large room never occupied, ok well yes, but only shortly so it offers warmth and comfort, and is politely groomed it includes new love, fresh dreams and memories to go the keys are made with a soft gentle strength be assured. I instantly fell in love; The outside is so young, so handsomely sexy, I just knew the room would be all that was advertised, and even more the bottom of the signed contract, was sealed with love for you now daily the innocence of my youth is lovingly restored thus our relationship goes on with no pressure. For rent with option to buy; To love, to hold, but not to abuse to cherish and build new memories -SOLD – I’m yours and I promise I won’t lose the

Grandchildren – Pure And Simple
This one is in an international book of poems A simple way to give all grandchildren a unique way to remember you always. There is a special set of people; God gives us a strong burden for, through their eyes, the beauty of your youth walks through the door. ------ GRANDCHILDERN ------ They’re full of love and oh so sweet; they give you joy complete. and their endless bundle of energy you can never seem to meet. ------ PURE ------ In their heart there is no other who can live up to their image of you, for you are their miracle worker when their world turns cold and blue. ------ SIMPLE ------ They each have their own special way of entering your hearts warmest spots, one, his eyes – another, her smile; the wordless ways of the little ‘forget-me-nots’. ------------ GRANDCHILDREN – PURE –AND – SIMPLE ------------ Ne

The Noose
So glad to see you well, overcome them Completely silent now With heaven's help You've cast your demons out And not to pull your halo down Around your neck and tug you off your cloud But I'm more than just a little curious How you're plannin' to go about makin' your amends To the dead To the dead Recall the deeds as if they're all Someone else's Atrocious stories Now you stand reborn Before us all So glad to see you well And not to pull your halo down Around your neck and tug you to the ground But I'm more than just a little curious How you're plannin' to go about makin' your amends To the dead To the dead With your halo slippin' down Your halo slippin' Your halo slippin' down Your halo slippin' down Your halo slippin' down (I'm more than just a little curious How you're plannin' to go about makin' your amends) Your halo slippin' down Your halo's slippin' down to choke you now

The Wonder
The Wonder By Eric Ethan Let me cook for you this morning and give you flowers to make your day, give the greatest massage on the feet to make the worries go away. Days I want to tell how much you mean to me as friend. I give a big chocolate cookie with a grind on it and a card next to it saying how awesome you are a friend to me . I my stumble with words to explain myself on things but whatever I say it is from the heart. I may be slow on things but the caring and love is still there. I’m still learning on life and still understanding you as friend, because I want to say the right words to you with out you getting mad at me. I still think you are still the tops as a classy friend. Take my hand and lets fly to the ends of the earth, to see many wonders what God has created and taste the fruits of many wonder. At night I want to

The Head Lines Haven't Stopped "she's A Fighter"
more from erie daily times news: Terri Peoples' blue eyes stared up at her family from her hospital bed. She had a question, but was unable to speak. Her relatives gave her pen and paper. "What happened?" she wrote. "You got hit by a car while you were walking," Danielle Peoples told her mother. Terri Peoples had another question. "Where's Steve?" Peoples' relatives have yet to tell her the answer -- that her boyfriend, Stephen E. Caldwell, 42, was killed in the same hit-and-run that has left her in critical condition at Hamot Medical Center. Peoples' relatives said they plan to talk to her about Caldwell's death when she becomes more stable. "We have to put it off as long as possible," Peoples' mother, Sherri Beebe, said Wednesday. "She has enough to go through right now." Peoples' family used the notes to communicate with her on Tuesday, the first day she was alert for an extended period of time since the hit-and-run on West 26th Street Sunday night.

Unforgiven
unforgiven 2 Lay beside me, tell me what they've done Speak the words I want to hear, to make my demons run The door is locked now, but it's open if you're true If you can understand the me, than I can understand the you. Lay beside me, under wicked sky Through black of day, dark of night, we share this pair of lives The door cracks open, but there's no sun shining through Black heart scarring darker still, but there's no sun shining through No, there's no sun shining through No, there's no sun shining What I've felt, what I've known Turn the pages, turn the stone Behind the door, should I open it for you? What I've felt, what I've known Sick and tired, I stand alone Could you be there?, 'cause I'm the one who waits for you Or are you unforgiven too? Come lay beside me, this won't hurt I swear She loves me not, she loves me still, but she'll never love again She lay beside me, but she'll be there when I'm gone Black heart scarring darker still, yes she'

Instant Karma
Instant karmas gonna get you Gonna knock you right on the head You better get yourself together Pretty soon youre gonna be dead What in the world you thinking of Laughing in the face of love What on earth you tryin to do Its up to you, yeah you Instant karmas gonna get you Gonna look you right in the face Better get yourself together darlin Join the human race How in the world you gonna see Laughin at fools like me Who in the hell dyou think you are A super star Well, right you are Well we all shine on Like the moon and the stars and the sun Well we all shine on Evryone come on Instant karmas gonna get you Gonna knock you off your feet Better recognize your brothers Evryone you meet Why in the world are we here Surely not to live in pain and fear Why on earth are you there When youre evrywhere Come and get your share Well we all shine on Like the moon and the stars and the sun Yeah we all shine on Come on and on and on on on Yeah yeah, alright,

What Happens To Tree Huggers
While walking through Golden Gate Park in San Francisco, a man came upon another man hugging a tree with his ear firmly against the tree. Seeing this he inquired, "Just out of curiosity, what the heck are you doing?" "I'm listening to the music of the tree," the other man replied. "You've gotta be kiddin' me." "No, would you like to give it a try?" Understandably curious, the man says, "Well, OK..." So he wrapped his arms around the tree and pressed his ear up against it. With this, the other guy slapped a pair of handcuffs on him, took his wallet, jewelry, car keys, and then stripped him naked and left. Two hours later another nature lover strolled by, saw this guy handcuffed to the tree stark naked, and asked, "What the heck happened to you?" He told the guy the whole terrible story about how he got there. When he finished telling his story, the other guy shook his head in sympathy, walked around behind him, kissed him gently behind the ear and s

Poem
ANYWAY by Mother Teresa People are often unreasonable, Illogical, and self-centered; Forgive them anyway. If you are kind, People may accuse you of selfish, Ulterior motives; Be kind anyway. If you are successful, You will win some false friends And some true enemies; Succeed anyway. If you are honest and frank, People may cheat you; Be honest and frank anyway. What you spend years building, Someone could destroy overnight; Build anyway. If you find serenity and happiness, They may be jealous; Be happy anyway. The good you do today, People will often forget tomorrow; Do good anyway. Give the world the best you have, And it may never be enough; Give the world the best you've got anyway. You see, in the final analysis, It is between you and God; It never was between you and them anyway.

Black Halloween Punch
INGREDIENTS * 1 (.13 ounce) envelope unsweetened grape soft drink mix * 1 (.13 ounce) envelope unsweetened orange soft drink mix * 2 cups white sugar * 3 quarts cold water * 1 liter ginger ale DIRECTIONS 1. To make a frozen hand, wash a disposable glove, fill with water, seal with a rubber band and freeze until hard. 2. Stir together grape soft drink mix, orange soft drink mix, sugar and water until solids are dissolved. Combine with chilled ginger ale just before serving. Dip the frozen hand briefly in warm water, then peel off the glove. Float the prepared hand in the punch bowl for a ghastly effect.

What Do I Think About It?
Well...I want to wish Kandi all the blessings in the world because I am thinking of her. Her grandmother is in the hospital and she is having heart issues. I just hope things are ok. Well tonite at work. I did everything. LOL. Hence why I wasnt on here at all basically. I left my laptop on at home while I was working. I qualified for my rounds...woohoo! I got all the ones I needed which were 41 out of 46 and I needed 38 to qualify. Now if I can only get truck gate. We were talking about sweetest day at work...oh YAY! Guys were talking about how they hate getting flowers. LOL I told them I do to but not for those reasons and I told them why. I would prefer a letter to be honest. With a letter, telling you how much they love you and so forth, shows their true feelings for you. Makes you feel special. At least I think so anyway. Then sure, I will take a flower with that. LOL. Just not flowers alone...I just think a letter is more personal and appropriate. And I

Good Morning
The sun is just peaking up this morning and a brand new day is starting. Will this be the day he notices me finally? Will I spend another day feeling alone and ugly because he doesn't even know I'm alive? Can't anyone help me? Who do I turn to for help with something like this? I swear, sometimes I feel like I will just explode if he doesn't notice me, call me, touch me....do me.

Gone Forever By Three Days Grace
Don't know what's going on Don't know what went wrong Feels like a hundred years I Still can't believe you're gone So I'll stay up all night With these bloodshot eyes While these walls surround me with the story of our life I feel so much better Now that you're gone forever I tell myself that I don't miss you at all I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now That you're gone forever Now things are coming clear And I don't need you here And in this world around me I'm glad you disappeared So I'll stay out all night Get drunk and fuck and fight Until the morning comes I'll Forget about our life I feel so much better Now that you're gone forever I tell myself that I don't miss you at all I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now That you're gone forever First time you screamed at me I should have made you leave I should have known it could be so much better I hope you're missing me I hope I've made you see That I'm gone forever

Don't Ya Hate It When...
....you're 10 minutes late for work and you run out of tooth paste? ...you've been at work for over 30 minutes and you realize your panties are on inside-out? ...you work with a freakin' hot guy with awesome bi-ceps that goes and gets fired. ....your friends tell you they'll give your contact info out to a "friend" and ....FORGET!!

Update On Renate
I received this a couple of days ago from Sabrina, Renate's daughter as posted to her Yahoo groups ... Hello my dears!!! Just a short update to let you all know that mom made it through her operation very well!!!!!!!!11 We just came back about 2 hours ago:) She is still tired but she already had appetite and wanted to have some cake for dinner! LOL She is sooo relieved that the op was a good one and that the tumour is out of her body now and of course that the pain is gone:) I`d like to say a HUGE thank you to all of you! I have no words for what all your support and thoughts and prayers mean to me and my family! I sooo appreciate all of you! you are all fabulous! Thank you all from the bottom of my heart for doing this for my mom I wish you all a fantastic evening my friends! I love you all so much! Much love and lots of smiles Sabrina From Renate, husband Dieter and Sabrina as well as myself and all her friends ... we thank you so very, very much for

If Tears
If my tears could talk, What would they display? Thousands of words, Not difficult to say They'd whisper, "I'm Sorry!" When I am wrong and you are right. They'd scream, "I'm Scared!" When I'm all alone in the middle of the night They do talk, But they reveal too much They're not hidden Just wiped away by your gentle touch. They'd exclaim, "I'm Happy!" Whenever you're around They'd sigh, "I'm sad!" When I'm feeling down. They do talk Won't you listen? You just might find What you've been missin'! They'd reply, "I'm lonely" When I'm thinking about you. Is it too late for you to see That my tears cry out, "I love You!" They do talk But you can't hear A single word they'd say. If only you could read a tear Instead of wiping it away.

What Card Are You
You are The Sun Happiness, Content, Joy. The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent. Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way. The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Wide Awake, Or Sleep Walking?
Since Saturday, I've slept a total of 4 hours. I washed walls today. Who honestly does that? I wore unfamiliar pants. I kicked a lot of rocks, and sent too many text messages. I was out smarted by a staple. I should sleep, probably. I'm on autopilot. Maybe I'm not even awake anymore...maybe I've been asleep since Saturday and the fight I had was a dream, along with everything else. It seems like a dream. Maybe that's because I'm so tired. I'm too tired to go to sleep, and I feel like vacuuming. I must be really tired, because I'm listening to the same REO Speedwagon song over and over. "I can't fight this feeling any longer...and yet I'm still afraid to let it flow...what started out as friendship has grown stronger...I only wish I had the strength to let it show..." Yes, there is definitely something wrong here. Vital organs are going to begin to fall asleep without me soon. I fell down on the sidewalk and no one noticed. Or they did, but it must have been funny. I wasn

My Mythical Creature
Which mythological creature cryptid are you? NAME: ChupacabraCOUNTRY: Puerto Rico, MexicoLOOKS LIKE: A reptileAND....: Originally, owners of the victims thought the Chupacabra to be a half-human, half-vampire beast. The victims, most often goats and chickens, are reportedly drained of all their blood, but are otherwise left intact. There is usually no other evidence of a struggle or attack- simply two or sometimes three puncture marks (almost large enough to accommodate a human finger) in the animal\'s neck.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Me
everything in my life is all about me i like to play mind games with every girl i meet and talk to i love to tell you that i love you but i dont mean it i say im a music pro but really im a perv who likes to pray on girls and f*** there heads up i did it too 7 girls in the uk told them i loved them and wanted them to move out with me and one of them gave her house up to be with me and i dumped her like a bit of dirt on the bottom of my shoe who cares i dont tell me what you think of me do you think im scum just tell me

I Love Lil Moma
to all my friends on here just want 2 say im sorry 4 lien 2 u i do have a gurl who lives wit me an we r havin twins an i didnt mean 2 hurt her cause i love her an my babys an im not leavin her 4 no 1 so again sorry hope we can still b friends an only friends an lil moma i love u 4 ever an im so sorry lamarr aka babyboy

Totally 80s Playlist 10/09/07
BILLY IDOL - To Be A Lover (Mother of Mercy Mix) PAUL JANZ - I Go to Pieces THE CULT - She Sells Sanctuary YES - Owner of a Lonely Heart PLATINUM BLONDE - Crying Over You U2 - Desire PHILIP BAILEY & PHIL COLLINS - Easy Lover (12" Extended Mix) ADAM ANT - Strip DEPECHE MODE - People Are People STING - Fortress Around Your heart PAYOLAS - Where Is This Love LOVE & ROCKETS - So Alive BILLY JOEL - Pressure VAN HALEN - I'll Wait ZZ TOP - Legs DURAN DURAN - I Don't Want Your Love (7" Mix) SWING OUT SISTER - Breakout PAUL CARRACK - Don't Shed A Tear SHAKESPEAR'S SISTER - I Don't Care TEARS FOR FEARS - Everybody Wants to Rule the World (Urban Mix) ECHO & THE BUNNYMEN - Lips Like Sugar RED RIDER - Lunatic Fringe RUSH - Lock & Key BRUCE COCKBURN - If I Had a Rocket Launcher BRYAN FERRY - Slave To Love LIONEL RICHIE - Say You, Say Me MODERN ENGLISH - I Melt With You REAL LIFE - Send Me An Angel NINE INCH NAILS - Head Like A Hole (Clay) INDEEP - Last Night A DJ Saved M

Simple Suicide-poem
Simple suicide Grasping for breath Clinging to wisps of hope Falling into blackness Becoming a hollow shell Fighting the urge for pain Watching the seconds pass Sharp and shiny in my hand Glinting in the light of dawn Pressure lightly as red appears Dripping with soft plops onto the floor Gash long and jagged replaces pink skin Beautiful blood washing over me Releasing pain from inside Numbness replaces empty heart Void filling my eyes Letting the wound consume me Times fleeting shortened breath Closing my eyes Giving into the nothingness of the end Painless and forgotten in a second Gone from memory with one simple cut

Quote Of The Day
"His face contained for me all possibilities of fierceness and sweetness, pride and submissiveness, violence, self-containment. I never saw more in it than I had when I saw it first, because I saw everything then. The whole thing in him that I was going to love, and never catch or explain." - Alice Munro -

Creepies
WHEW! the last few days have been busy around here. Getting ready for Halloween and the fall time is always fun for me. Cause I love the colors of the flowers and leaves. And I love punkins~! Well, I am also cheap so I go to the local Lowe's and always look for the discounted flowers to buy. I grab some mums and pansies and 2 bags of topsoil. (did you know you can get the busted bags for half price?) I have several pretty flower pots that were Jeff's aunts' and when they moved I grabbed them. They have pretty designs on them so anway, they are very pretty to set out on a shelf but seeing as I don't have a shelf yet...they are sitting on the porch and steps. They are full of the mums and pansies and just beautiful~! BUT being outside yesterday also gave me the creepies...lizards~! Everywhere here. My son loves them...me~NOPE~! They are cute to look at but when you reach down to grab a small garden shovel...you get the picture. Well, my son laughed so hard at me when I jumpe

Top 10 Clubs
A list on the top 10 Blues Clubs,check them out 1. Buddy Guy's Legends Chicago is a rare city where you can Blues bar-hop. In a town nurtured on small corner bars featuring the Blues, Buddy Guy's place is the top of the town. Legends feature Blues every night with the biggest names in the Blues on weekends. You might even catch Buddy there when he's home. Urban Blues at it finest. 2. Zoo Bar You'd probably never consider Lincoln, Nebraska a Blues hotbed, when in fact The legendary Zoo Bar has been hosting the best in the Blues for years. Just off campus, University of Nebraska students have had a special line on the best Blues artists in this cozy little place around the corner from the state capital building. 3. B.B. King's Memphis The original B.B. King Blues Club. Fortunately the Memphis club hasn't had to sacrifice the all-Blues lineup to compete locally, as other B.B. King clubs have been forced to diversify their lineup. Located at the head of Beale Street, B.B. Ki

My Son, Me And My Father
today while eating lunch,my son ever so sweetly climbs on the couch to cuddle with me, he sits next to me gives me a sweet smile, than leans over and steals my frech fries, this is my child. he has his own but he wants mommies. i guess tis is revenge for my father, because when i was young i would only eat things off his plate. well to be honest i am 23 and i still think food taste best when it is off my dads plate

I Just Feel Like Crying
WELL TODAY MY BOSS WHICH IS A FRIEND OF MINE CALLED ME TODAY AND TOLD ME THAT THE COMPANY THAT WE DO WORK FOR DID NOT PAY US FOR THE WORK THAT WE DID AND ARE NO LONGER IN BUSINESS. THEREFORE WE ARE NOT GONNA GET OUR CHECKS AND WE NO LONGER HAVE A JOB. SO NOW I'M IN A TOUGH SITUATION BECAUSE I'M NOT GETTING CHILD SUPPORT FOR MY DAUGHTER BECAUSE HER LAZY ASS DAD OR WHATEVER U WANNA CALL IT DONT TAKE CARE OF HER AND NOW I DONT HAVE A JOB SO NOW I DONT HAVE MONEY AND DIDNT GET PAID FOR THE LAST 2 WEEKS THAT I WORKED. NOW I HAVE TO TRY TO FIND ANOTHER JOB AND IT'S NOT GONNA BE EASY AROUND HERE. EVERY TIME YOU TURN AROUND ANOTHER JOB IS GOING UNDER. I'M TOTALLY SICK TO MY STOMACH RIGHT NOW. I DONT KNOW WHAT THE HELL I'M GONNA DO,BUT I GUESS I'LL GET THROUGH IT.

Tips For Handling Telemarketers And Junk Mail
Tips for Handling Telemarketers and Junk Mail Three Little Words That Work !! (1)The three little words are: 'Hold On, Please...' Saying this, while putting down your phone and walking off (instead of hanging-up immediately) would make each telemarketing call so much more time-consuming that boiler room sales would grind to a halt. Then when you eventually hear the phone company's 'beep-beep-beep' tone, you know it's time to go back and hang up your handset, which has efficiently completed its task. These three little words will help eliminate telephone soliciting. (2) Do you ever get those annoying phone calls with no one on the other end? This is a telemarketing t echnique where a machine makes phone calls and records the time of day when a person answers the phone. This technique is used to determine the best time of day for a 'real' sales person to call back and get someone at home. What you can do after answering, if you notice there is no one t

Rights N Wrongs
i dont know if you all realize but i do alot of times when people tell you if u are right or wrong, it is good and bad for you? take for instance a friend told me it was bad to meet n date someone from here, yet i tried and it failed, i wont say why or who cuas it was basically my fault, but my point on this was in some ways she was right, and it was painfully so yet it was detrrmental to me to find this out because somethings i have to find out the hard way im on my own in every way and learning is part of the strife we all learn from, sure we are adults but yet we still have to have the "trials of life set before us and see if we prevail in them. i m no damned philosophist...lol but i learne thru life that isnt all comfy cozy aswe thought....health, life, and death areall still there, bills collect up and haunt us every day but yet here we are still havin fun on what we have left..now arent we a happy face now :)

Game Warden
A game warden was driving down the road when he came upon a young boy carrying a wild turkey under his arm. He stopped and asked the boy, "Where did you get that turkey?" The boy replied, "What turkey?" The game warden said, "That turkey you're carrying under your arm." The boy looks down and said, "Well, lookee here, a turkey done roosted under my arm!" The game warden said, "Now look, you know turkey season is closed, so what ever you do to that turkey, I'm going to do to you. If you break his leg, I'm gonna break your leg. If you break his wing, I'll break your arm. Whatever you do to him, I'll do to you. So, what are you gonna do with him?" The little boy said, "I guess I'll just kiss his ass and let him go!

This Was My Deam And My Life Some Of It . Yet Today Im In A New State Of Mind . Diana
Love ,sex,lasting relationship,spontaneous at life,career,,helping people,making a difference in someones life,just enjoying life to the fullest, making memories to last..like walking in moonligt and looking up at stars,let wind blow thru my hair,sharing a walk with someone I love.. There are to many things to mention..I want to be able to know someone really well as if to finish their sentences so to speek..You know..Some one who doesnt always have to agree with me,can relay his feelings to me ..Who can be sad with me , be happy with me,be giving with me..Be open with me..Who can be one with me (so to speek).. Now Im from a medium size family. Parents deceased..One sister -three brothers..Dont have contact to see them much at all .. Were not real close..No criminal record, great back ground checks,. Didnt graduate high school I left home at 16 ( got GED ) Lived in Texas all my life..Married for 32 yrs to same man..Wasn,t in love ever in my life..Guy I married was 10 yrs older, left ho

Bored...
Basics:Name:the OnE and OnLY KaylaDate of Birth:Dec 19Birthplace:SCCurrent Location:Charleston SCEye Color:GreenHair Color:Dark BrownHeight:5 5Heritage:German & IrishPiercings:earsTattoos:yes one..soon to be 2Favourite:Band/Singer:lots..dont have just oneSong:same as aboveMovie:gaa i have lotsDisney Movie:lol umm really dont have oneTV show:Charmed, 4400, HerosColor:blue, black, pink, greenFood:spagetti, pizzaPizza topping:pepperoniIce-Cream Flavor:cinnabon or cookie doughDrink (alcoholic):Miller or BudSoda:water or anything dietStore:wet seal , hollister, rave, deb, body centralClothing Brand:see above Shoe Brand:dont have oneSeason:summer && fallMonth:summer ones && fall onesHoliday/Festival:christmas & thanksgivingFlower:Daisies or rosesMake-Up Item:eyeliner & lipglossBoard game:all of em!This or ThatSunny or rainy:SUNNYChocolate or vanilla:oh chocolate all the wayFruit or veggie:fruit..strawberries to be exactNight or day:bothSour or sweet:sweetLove or money:why not both?Phone or

Truth Wont Harm The Speaker
Ah...so here we are, at another Monday and throughout over the course of the past couple of weeks, I have again stumbled upon another sparkling revelation: most people are pieces of shit. Goddam. Well, maybe I didn't just discover this…but was just again reminded of it. People will lie to you, boys and girls. People will use your greatest vulnerabilities against you...what you fear, what you love and the flaws that make you what you are - they will take those tender spots in your soul, they will stick a wretched finger in those spots and they will twist it, digging and boring a wound until you either cannot take it anymore or until you end up wallowing in a pool of your own drunken barf and disdain. The clock is ticking away...your life is ending as you are reading this. tick...tick...tick...who knows when the ticking stops. My point here, people: don't let your time be wasted by fuckheads...and if you happen to be one of the fuckheads, keep your sickness and self-loathi

Vengeful Rights
I was sitting in my computer room having a decent online conversation when there was a disturbing knock at my door. I went to answer it and there stood three little children. They were standing looking a little downtrodden and shifting from side to side. I knew right away that there was something amiss and it most likely had something to do with my son. “What’s going on little men?” I asked trying to make light of their unknown situation. “I need to get that bike and back tire from your son.” Replied the middle sized child DJ. “My step dad is saying that it was his bike and that I shouldn’tve given it away to anyone.” “Oh really?” I asked inquisitively. “What does a grown man need with a kids bike anyway?” “I don’t know. He said that he rode just a few months ago… maybe he wants to sell it. I don’t know. Can I have it back?” DJ said looking at the ground. “Then what will my son have to ride if you take the tire back?” I asked. “I don’t know. He just wants it back.” DJ

Yo
Just wanted to let yall know none of these are even me LOL i dont do no porn im not some thug hoodrat piece of trash like a few of the girls on my list which i'll be deleting lol. How the fuck are u attracted to some trashy fuck who cant speak english right and is an embarrasment to our country. U might wanna check for salutes and pics that arent all model shot looking lol idiots. I just did this to proove a point and oh btw i aint no "brotha" haha, happy fubaring everyone :D

Follow Your Dreams
Trouble arrives in measures, and we stack it up real high, until we're convinced, we have no reason to try. If you feel defeated, you're absolutely wrong, for if you follow your dream, you could never lose for long. Ignore the minor set-backs that pile up and trouble you, or you will build a mountain, out of the stones hurled at you. The future holds great promise, your destiny unknown, but God is always helping, and you're never alone. Soar bravely toward your goal. Let nothing darken the way. You can change your tomorrow, if you seek your dream today.

Tennessee Friends! Hell Yeah!
FRIENDS:Will stand guard while u take a piss. TENNESSEE FRIENDS: Will shine a spotlight on you while your drunk ass is taking a piss in the bushes. FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs TENNESSEE FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. TENNESSEE FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points. FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. TENNESSEE FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...that shit was fun " FRIENDS: Cry with you. TENNESSEE FRIENDS: laugh at you FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. TENNESSEE FRIENDS: Steal each other's stuff so often nobody remembers who bought it in the first place. FRIENDS: Are happy that someone picked up a one night stand and leave them alone. TENNESSEE FRIENDS: Will

What Kinda Friend Are You????
Girls' relationship with guys is a bigger mystery than girls themselves. It's not just about boyfriends, we're talking about guy friends that gals have. Do you have a gal who is just a friend? Are confused why the frequency of calls increases as exams loom closer? Or why she always hangs around with the moron who isn't fit to wear Jeetendra's white shoes? Here's a ready reckoner for you: % just a friend % Well, you are like a show piece in my house. I will call you whenever I need you. If you call me home the chances are 9 out of 10 times she might say, "Oh Rahul, I am going out can you call me after 2 days??" Rahul: "Where are you going Shilpa??" Shilpa: "None of your business" and bangs the phone.(Useless fellow.Hmmph! ). % Good Friend % You are like a TV remote control. I need you and I know that. But I try using you when I really need you. Rahul calls: "Hi Shilpa", Shilpa: "Hi Rahul. I am going out with family I will call you back. Bye" (Shilpa calls b

Sitting On A Picnic Table In The Park
Sitting on a picnic table in the park So I sit here looking at the ground wondering Where I am going up or down. I want to run and get wild play the games that get your adrenaline moving, But need a man to help me out. Have him pin me down tease me And please me with his tongue. On that long picnic table back far Behind the trees past the pond. Start with his hands going up under my shirt Squeezing my breasts just right. As his hand goes under my skirt Feeling my juices flow over his hand. He begins to work his way down past my belly Making me moan slightly as he licks his way down To my clit and my pussy. . His hand on my breasts and His tongue playing with my clit while fingering my pussy As I moan even louder. I feel him suck real hard then bite and suck and the hand is in and out Of your pussy. You whisper to him fuck me NOW. He giggles just bit and say's no not yet. My eyes open to see the sight of the law standing right the

Your Guardian Angel
When I see your smile, tears roll down my face. I can't replace. And now that I'm strong, I have figured out, How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul. And I know, I'll find, deep inside me, I can be the one. I will never let you fall. I'll stand up with you forever. I'll be there for you through it all. Even if saving you sends me to heaven. It's okay. It's okay. It's okay. Seasons are changing and waves are crashing And stars are falling all for us. Days grow longer and nights grow shorter, I can show you I'll be the one. I will never let you fall. I'll stand up with you forever. I'll be there for you through it all. Even if saving you sends me to heaven. 'Cause you're my, you're my, my, my, my true love, My whole heart, please don't throw that away. Because I am here, for you. Please don't walk away, and please tell me you'll stay. Whoa-oh-oh Stay Whoa-oh-oh Use me as you will, pull my strings just for a thrill. And

Jealousy And Attachment....
OK...I have a bone to pick with some people. First of all...if you are a Swinger...you have to understand what a SWINGER is. If you are part of a couple that SWINGS then you must also understand that jealousy isnt a quality you must have. You must also realize who your lover/spouse is coming home too. Just because they fuck someone...doesnt mean they love them. Its just a booty call or a friends with benefits type of deal. They are just wanting to get that pussy/dick. Thats it. If you get jealous over what your lover/spouse does then this lifestyle isnt for you. Even if you have boundries...those boundries may end up broken. Now I, being a swinger, respect the boundries as long as there is a common ground. You must clearly let your lover/spouse kno anything that your doing on the side. Communication is KEY in this type of lifestyle. Now attachment...in this type of lifestyle or even just for bootycalls. When you explain yourself that your not looking for a relatio

Love Song Lyrics
Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am home again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am whole again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am young again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am fun again However far away, I will always love you However long I stay, I will always love you Whatever words I say, I will always love you I will always love you Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am free again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am clean again However far away, I will always love you However long I stay, I will always love you Whatever words I say, I will always love you I will always love you

Bitches
why is it every girl i date or talk to in rl fucks me over i have lost my faith in girls they are all like this the saying is true "trust no one your promices look like lies" and the green day song is true "nice guys finnish last"

It's Friday~!
YEY~! It's Friday~! I am so glad the weekend is here. This week we have been busy getting the rest of the boxes cleared out of the house. I now have a bedroom floor!!! woohoo! Next week I will be cleaning and dusting and getting ready for our housewarming party~! But anyway, this weekend the kids and I are going to a pumkin carving party and going to visit friends on Sunday. We are so ready to get out with our friends. We have not had time to do anything but unpack. My daughter's school had a pep rally yesterday for the football team (not sure what they call 8th grade team). She said it was nothing like her old school. The whole school was rowdy and the rally ended up on the football field. I am so glad she is enjoying school again. Her old school had so many rules the kids couldn't have fun. But then again there were A LOT of discipline problems there. But she is liking school. My son...I am waiting on the teacher to call me and let me know when to bring him in to be

Lord ;prayer Of Thanks From All To You...
Lord we seem to get very busy at times yet thats no excuse . We owe you our life our love our time . We owe all unto you O Lord ;for you gave us life; Created us and breathe into us your breath .You placed us here to live and walk with you and we were to worship you always and only you .We were and are suppose to have faith un-shakable in you .But even if we show a little faith its a light gleeming thur to a new begining to follow you. It is so right for we woulld,nt be here if you didnt care or want or love us . You forgive us always and forver; But we fall short . But with faith we can place you in our soul and walk in likness of you, and do as ye would want of us to do ; this is to treat others as we ourselves would want to be treated . Lord , you show us that to put others first is whats the rigth thing to do . Hate only begets hate ; but you have shown us love , affection even in a bad situitation and you have loved us ,even when we do fall short of this lo

True Feelings
Words cannot explain how I feel, When I push you away, Slowly and mildly my actions versus my words Kill, i try to say what i mean but it leave you in a daze. even though you dont believe me and you will never know, how much i do mean every word that i have said, you are a part of me that makes me wanna grow, your constantly going through my head. wishing i could impress you like no one else has, living and holding onto a dream that wont come true, i will wait until that time even if it means my life will pass, so i hope that you will one day see me and love how i come through. i wanted your trust i earned it through prosperity, i will love you forever until the end of time, until the death of me, always and forever i will be yours and you will be mine. hands touching in the night, memories floating through the air, kissing each other and holding on tight, like it was the last time we would be here. overcoming fights of disease and society, i will be th

Love And Friendship Collide
I met you where love was said to be untrue, You said I was cute and sweet, I didn't believe you. Until this moment in time my self esteem was low, but you helped me regain my confidence, by the way you smile with the wonderlust glow. Feeling insecure with life and its fight, I tried to tell myself I shouldn't get too close, now I know I wouldn't wanna be without you in my life. Friends or lovers doesnt matter to me, what you decide to become, I just want to spread my arms like an eagle and be free. Gliding gracefully into your arms, with a tear of an angel, everytime you look at me and point out my charms. Kissing you softly with lips of velvet, holding you close to my body, making you my lifes best asset. Showing mercy when you need it the most, making memories together, then looking back and saying why is life now so morose.

Weekend
Good Bye Everyone, Thanks for all the love, comments and ratings throughout the week. Love to old friends, much love to the new ones. I'm going home to my man and my daughter and I hope ya do the same(go to your fam). Go have fun and be safe. Have a great weekend. Much Love, BarbieDoll bortega_arf@yahoo.com www.myspace.com/pricanbarbiedoll www.myyearbook.com/pricanbarbiedoll

Update
Hey guys I figured Id give you an update on how things are going. Ive been doing pretty good just getting used to the fact that Grandma Jane isnt here anymore with us physically. I heard the song I can Only Imagine on the radio the other day and started to cry because I automatically pictured Grandma Jane meeting Jesus in Heaven. Mom rushed the other morning thinking she had to go and take care of Grandma Jane and My sis got up early thinking she had to take her to her doctors appointment, its still going to take time for all of us to realize thats shes with her new family now. Its going to be tough for a while but I know we will get through it. Im basically just working at Labinal still and am enjoying it for the most part. Im still going to Crossroads Baptist Church here in Pryor and having been in a few weeks with stuff going on but Im going this Sunday I need to be fed spiritually and I miss the worship as well. Im now working out and have a membership through my company with the r

Day Four
Today is day four of the alli diet. So far, everythings working out. I'm taking the pills, I'm following the TRAGIC 1800 cal a day *WHICH SUCKS* and i'm not drinking much dr pepper *Sobs* But I'm pretty pleased, I already feel a bit better without being so jacked on caffine all the time. In other news, I cut my hair. It's some crazy weird emo looking hair do, I'll put pics up soon. It kinda happened on accident, then I had to get it fixed. The blonde never would come out, so I'm sitting here with mahogony brunette in my hair, hoping it'll take. So, dont be surprised if my new pics look a bit....emo-er...thats not even a word, but *Shrugs* Well I'm off to watch THS INVESTIGATES some more, i'll be back laters. MYSPACE ME :) www.myspace.com/anotherxpoeticxsoul *to add me you need my last name, and yes it's around here somewhere*

The Beauty Of A Woman......
THE BEAUTY OF A WOMAN...... The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears. The figure she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen from her eyes. Because that is the doorway to her heart. The place where love resides. The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole. But true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul. It is the caring that she lovingly gives. The passion that she shows. The beauty of a woman With time, only grows.. ( STOLE THIS FROM BABY BLUE EYES' BLOGS ,HAD TO LOL )

Looking For Team Members
Hey to my ladies! I am looking for new team members and someone to hold an online party which is of no cost to anyone it is just fun...anyway..guys you got a girl that likes skin care stuff or makeup send them my way...ladies you have friends who might be interested let me know or go to www.marykay.com/jtemple13....it's worth it

Family Affair
Skye sat and ate her breakfast while she listened to her parents argue about where the suitcases were packed. She was excited about this trip because she wasn't going. Her parents were gunna let her stay home, which would be a first. She didnt like having to rely on other people but being in a wheelchair made her some what dependant on others. But this week she would be alone besides her uncle checkin in on her in the morning and afternoon. She really didnt like the idea of her uncle coming over, but it was better than being cramped car for 16 hours. Uncle Joe was rather creepy in the way he looked at her. "Ok sweetie, we are all packed and ready to head out do you have everything you need?" "yes mom I'll be fine now go before you guys are late." "We just want to make sure you are going to be ok hunny" her dad replied as he gave her a big hug. "I love you guys have a safe trip." She answered back. She watched them turn at the end of the street and when she was sure they weren't coming

A Special Thanks
To Christina and Teresa of my crew the SCF Bombers and Peaches And the Members of the Sweet Peach Bombing and Leveling Crew Thank You For Showing luv and helping me. Just wanted to say thnx and i will return the luv...

My Kind Of Dentist!
Dentist claims breast rubs appropriate Fri Oct 12, 8:24 PM ET A dentist accused of fondling the breasts of 27 female patients is trying to keep his dental license by arguing that chest massages are an appropriate procedure in certain cases. Mark Anderson's lawyer says dental journals discuss the need to massage the pectoral muscles to treat a common jaw problem. Police say Anderson said during recorded phone calls that he routinely massaged patients' chests to treat temporo-mandibular joint disorder, or TMJ, which causes neck and head pain. Attorney Robert Zaro told administrative law judge Jonathan Lew at a hearing Thursday that he should let Anderson keep his dental license while disciplinary appeals proceed. Anderson would be supervised by two assistants and would no longer do the chest rubs, Zaro said. Zaro said Anderson, 48, of Woodland, needs to keep seeing patients so he can feed his seven children and pay for his defense. The judge made no immediate decision.

Love?
When love has come But soon is gone It begs the question Was it there The love was lost And never found Lost without you Lost without me Lost into eternity The love was just a figment A figment of our minds Something we could ponder But never express Was it love or just a feeling Was it love or just healing Healing from the hatred The hatred of our hearts Our past was deep and full of pain We needed this to release the stain For this I do not regret The time with you that I had spent

The Wait
Time Clicks as I await The hour ends before my take Sitting, thinking, waiting; my mind escapes The day grows old as night passes Wolves crying, coyotes howling; anticipating Watching, staring, seeing -- nothing Silence begins the day as morning comes without notice Tears begin to fall, slowly The day moves on without hope Wishing to be what is not to be The sun moves to its peak without a whisper or retreat Time moving, but still empty Stomach aching, curling Still waiting

Was
I hate the way you treated me I hate what you did to me When you laughed at what I asked When you weren't there when I passed I loved you more than anything I loved that you thought the same thing You made me feel like I was in heaven You now have me seeking a safe haven

Inside Of Me
If you could see inside my soul see inside my heart you would know how I long for you whenever we're apart If you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know how I cherish you how much you mean to me In all the ways you comfort me the way you hold me near the way you know just what to do to chase away my fear The sparkle in your beautiful eyes your smile, laugh, your touch are just a few of many reasons I love you oh so much Knowing I can talk to you about any and everything and knowing together we will get through whatever life may bring I could search the whole world over and this I know is true I would never find another love like the love I found with you Though with each new day, each sunrise we can't know what's in store there is one thing I know for sure each day I love you more So if you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know I blessed I feel to have you here with me

As The Sunrises, The Shadow Recieves Its Last Breath Of Night... The Mischievious Setting Renders Its Last Flight...
As the sunrises, the shadow recieves its last breath of night... the mischievious setting renders its last flight... As the moons light descends past the horizon in a glorious flight.. as if it won the battle to rieghn supreme forever at night... As the swords clash.. from the warriors never ending fight, the maidens bring the great horns of mead...while the solders feast till their hungers delight is fullfilled... by thier own right. Just too return in the same grusome fight.. some say that ignorance is despite.. actually.. without that; no person would know the meaning of search, so they might find thier own birth right.. as the hammer clashes, release the skies light show only a few truelly know in their heart whose the one wielding his might.. as the golden eagle soar as the sun on the early morning flight.. the glizzening from the wing and the screach.. unites the chariot..and the hammer... of the two that was for me at my birth.. and as i am the only one that truelly

Damn I Was Missed...
Thanks you guys and grrls...you kno how to make a girl feel wanted lol. First of all..I am ok..I am alive. No need to flood my mailbox. Yes I am normally online on Sundays but for some reason, I couldnt connected all day long. But I am here now...:) Well...Sweetest Day is the 20th....what ya gonna get your sweetest? I am buying my own self flowers. :) I am my own sweetest...lol. I may be getting me some pussy in the morning..yes I said PUSSY! LOL. A girl I had been talking to, bifly, may be stopping by my apt in the morning. So I may get me some kitty! LOL I cant wait either. She is supposed to call in the morning. I have another BDSM planned with Master showing to another couple on Friday nite. I admit...its kinda fun. LOL OK...it is fun...lol. I think tho some communication was not given...but I think we have the nicks filled. I mean my biggest gripe is the hair pulling. Master pulls my hair great...they however...LOL. Oh well... I am also planning

Rain In Texas
ok so i live in a small two bedroom apartment, and tonight it is raining, honestly if you are in my living room it is fracken pooring out side the window, however if you are in the bedroom it and you look out the window it is not raining at all. wtf is up with texas. hmm i am super tired but i cant sleep.

Conclusion Of Amazing
Dan walked up the walk way to Annie's front door and he knocked on it....there was no answer but he heard music playin loudly, somethin was amiss.. he tried the door and it was locked. Viron spoke up and said "Dan might try using another power if u have it im not sure tho..." dan thought hard and focusedt o se e if he had x-ray vision he chucklke again and thought nope i dont oh well so he put his shoulder into the door and it flew open with him rolling onto the floor. There was Annir bound and gagged in her bra and panties and leather boots with huge guy standing behind her with a gun pointin at herr he eyes were filled with tears of fear and dan winked. she squinted thru tearful eyes quizically and sighed to herself. The big ugly brute turned and pointed the gun at Dan..but befor he could pull the trigger and fire dan was already on him and decked him to the floor, he didnt even see the fist comin full throttle to his chin, for Dan used his speed on his fist and knocked him cold, h

Another One
Talked to a jerk today? no Do you like anyone? love my baby... Can you do a cartwheel?i pretty much Do you skate goofy or regular? depends on my mood...lol Have you ever been tubing? yea Do you own a guitar? . no Have you ever ridden in an ambulance? yeah Do you have a piggy bank shaped like a pig? no Do you have anything in your pockets right now? nope.. How many windows are open on your computer? 4 What are the colors of your walls? white Are you wearing socks? no How many hours did you sleep last night? Not sure Did you ever get the chicken pox? YES Have you been outside today? no Siblings: a sister Pets: no ARE YOU: A Daydreamer: yea Sarcastic:yep Shy: depends Talkative: can be if im comfortable with the ppl LAST PERSON THAT: Last person you fell asleep with? my baby (Erik) That you talked on the phone with? my mom That you hugged? my baby (ERIK) That sent you a text? MY Baby (ERIK) IN THE PAST WE

"sweet Melody Of Pain"
~Sweet Melody of Pain~ Plunge the dagger in my chest- twist its handle so I bleed a little more than I'm supposed to. Lay my body down to rest in the snow so it conserves a little life in its remains. Or dissect me so you'd know that I'm real and it shows through a gushing string of red...and once I've bled give me shelter in your bed. There's a sweet melody of pain in my ears, for I'm insane. Or am I simply dreaming? I must be screaming in my silence. Strip me naked in the freezing cold and dance around me as I wilt, like a flower's petals all dried up before the sunlight. burn my poetry and mock every word I wrote- slide a handful of pins and needles down my throat. Scoop my eyeballs out and lick their vision with your vicious tongue. Turn these poor hands, expose my wrists, cut through my veins and watch me bleed. Rip my fingernails out slowly dip my fingertips in salt and leave me lonely... ...and I will only sigh but I will NEVER cry. There's a sw

"skillet"
~SKILLET~ One more time...just one more time before our rhymes are realigned by the flowing of our minds...before breathing is a crime and our lives drop on a dime- let me break it down for you: Phra$eFlow rippin shit with the illest- I write it, I spill it I rhyme it, I kill it! Cuz words to me are like veggies in a skillet And I stir that mother fucker so damn good The Asians eat it. I'm heated…I beat it: I beat my flows until they're greeted by a monsoon cuz they're conceited. Just read my shit, it's off the meter. A sharpened mind: I'm undefeated 30 plus years and I still feel it they told me: "STOP!" But I proceeded… Cuz all these words keep my heart beating. You don't believe it? Open your mind I'll fucking feed it And then you'll see that I'm the realest! I've been around, I've worn my crown Before a crowd and the applause was so damn loud that Jesus Christ rode on a cloud- he came to me and he bowed down. He said, "Phra$eFlow your sh

Wtf???????
I try to rate someone's profile, doesn't appear to be doing anything, so I click again. And an error message comes up saying 1000 points has just been deleted from me? I guess we get penalized for fubar and their glitches. Points don't really matter much... but don't penalize me for when your code sucks.

In Class
meh , i am stuck in class bored as ever, because it is the first day of school, also once again i got this teacher that i can not stand. she is stuck up and she never teaches the class which really pisses me off. i mean why pay all this money to go to school so i can waste it on a teacher who has nothing to teach me!!! well i got to go and start reading this chapter out of this huge facken book

Uggghhhh
my man sucks sometimes.... well most of the time. he can't get the hint that some PEOPLE are more important than things he wants. He is selfish, arrogant, has no clue how to balance a checkbook or budget what he already has. To be honest it is about the drugs. Dont get me wrong, b/c everyone is entitled to do what they want, and when, but not when it gets in the way of your family. {i.e. your future wife, and 1 yr old son. Happy birthday to Xander as of october 9th. it is so upsetting. I thought i had it all figured out. what i was going to do, how i was going to do it... etc... it is all going down the drain now... get this... he even told me that now or even in the next couple of years WOULDN'T be good for me to go to school. Right now, He is making all the money, but at the same time, spending all the extra on pot. it isn't like i am taking his money and spending it on make up, clothes, diamonds and all the things a girl wants. I put him and x first. and i havent' had

Who Has The Biggest Breasts Then?
who has the biggest breasts then? Not a pervy question at all, really quite scientific, did you know that women's breasts are growing at a huge rate with each decade, so by the time its the year 3000 most women will have breasts so big that there will be a huge business in breast reduction and an average size of breast at 50gg - hey shame our bits and bobs dont grow, well that is unless excited of course.

Kelly Clarkson
"Behind These Hazel Eyes" Seems like just yesterday You were a part of me I used to stand so tall I used to be so strong Your arms around me tight Everything, it felt so right Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong Now I can't breathe No, I can't sleep I'm barely hanging on Here I am, once again I'm torn into pieces Can't deny it, can't pretend Just thought you were the one Broken up, deep inside But you won't get to see the tears I cry Behind these hazel eyes I told you everything Opened up and let you in You made me feel alright For once in my life Now all that's left of me Is what I pretend to be So together, but so broken up inside 'Cause I can't breathe No, I can't sleep I'm barely hangin' on Here I am, once again I'm torn into pieces Can't deny it, can't pretend Just thought you were the one Broken up, deep inside But you won't get to see the tears I cry Behind these hazel eyes Swallow me then spit me out For hating you, I blame mys

Alone
here i sit in my own little space simply all alone with nothing but my own thoughts struggling to break free I know no bounds to my own immagination yet freely do I dream of a better tommorow and today has truly never ended yet. So I sit to dream. Yet my dreams allow me to walk alone and I see no face to entice no words to help pick me up and no hands reaching out for me to lead me down the right path.I am alone!

37 Things Girls Don't Know
1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 2. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. 6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 8. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think. 9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll o

Say A Prayer
Say a prayer, my best friend, someone very close to my heart is now in Baghdad. He will be there for at least 12 months. I hope he comes home safe and sound as I hope all the troops do. I didn't get a chance to tell him I love him or that I hope he comes home safe and sound to me and his family. I got a voice mail saying he was gone and that he loved me. I hope to hear from him when he gets a chance. SAY A PRAYER FOR ALL THE TROOPS AND CIVILIANS WHO ARE CURRENTLY IN IRAQ AND FOR THE LOVED ONES THEY LEAVE BEHIND.

Dont Tell
Don’t Tell Strap me down onto a chair Tie me up like you don’t care Keep sharp objects away from me If you don’t then you will see What will happen with this blade And watch my sadness slowly fade I grip the handle in my hand My skin is oh so pale like sand Pressing lightly on my wrist I wonder why I live like this Shredding pain, inch by inch Smiling as I feel a pinch I push it down a little more A little harder than before I sit down in the bathroom tub You think that I just need a scrub Pressing harder on my vein Watching blood run down the drain I sit back now against the wall I set the blade next to the stall Calming down and breathing well I turn to you and whisper ‘Don’t Tell’

Missing You!
Missing you is ever so hard Its like gasping for air And not being able to get that full inhale Its like your favorite pet You always long to have them back It hurts to miss you To be quit honest The longing to be with you daily Counting the days till I see you next No matter how busy my day gets The frustration and stress I go through No matter my problems that are all a mess I still think of you and miss you With all that goes on and all that happens Thinking of you makes my day brighter Missing you makes it just as sad But through it all sad or bright You bring a smile to my lips A glime to my eye and joy to my heart weither it is day or night My soul is so much happier Since you have walked into my life But no matter the time or day I will always miss you Cause I trully believe You are the love of my life

Who R U
Find out what type of supernatural creature you would be!!!created with QuizFarm.comYou scored as Ghost You are a ghost. You find your center by keeping to yourself, and thinking. Being so quiet and shy, my only suggestion would be to find what inspirers you, and go for it, and SPEAK UP!!! because you are the type of person to flourish if you are happy, and get your vioce heard. Ghost88% Elemental81% Fariy81% Demon69% Mermaid63% Magic user63% Mortal44% Vampire44% Warewolf44% Elf31%

Join Me
Baby join me in death Baby join me in death Baby join me in death We are so young our lives have just begun but already we're considering escape from this world and we've waited for so long for this moment to come was so anxious to be together together in death Won't you die tonight for love Baby join me in death Won't you die Baby join me in death Won't you die tonight for love Baby join me in death This world is a cruel place and we're here only to lose so before live tears us apart let death bless me with you Won't you die tonight for love Baby join me in death Won't you die Baby join me in death Won't you die tonight for love Baby join me in death this live ain't worth living this live ain't worth living this live ain't worth living Won't you die tonight for love Baby join me in death Won't you die Baby join me in death Won't you die tonight for love Baby join me in death Baby join me in death

"my Fears"
Now that I finally opened up my heart to someone, Will he even want it? I have put my heart on the table Will he take it? I have said my words Will he even listen to them? I had sent my kisses Will he kiss me back? I had given my hugs Will he hug me back? I shared my feelings Will he understand my feelings? I had given my body to him Will he cherish it? I had given my soul to him Will he preserve it? My fears would be--- He would close his heart to me He would put it in the trash It would go to one ear to another ear and laugh at me He would wipe off my kisses He would just handshake me instead give me hugs He would walk over my feelings like a doormat He would treat it as if he rapes me He would allow it to became rotten Then whom am I to him?

So Alone
I sit alone in this cold dark room Holding myself, keeping warm Hiding from the glinting image i cant even bear to look a whisper enters this lonely mind telling me I'm worth the dirt leering on what i already know i grip my hair fighting it away But i know the truth None to care None to love None to run to None to understand What can i do i cant escape these voices are screaming these tears are blinding I stand and run But theres nowhere to go I'm lost I'm confused i yell out loud Someone please help But my worthless cries rebound right back I'm stuck here standing the water flowing i stare,unwillingly at the glinting image so pale, so frightened So alone

"hologram"
~Hologram~ Phrases flow down our cryptic path culminating in our beauty’s ‘last’. But don’t you let the grains of time stop us now, for it is only us…right here: living life through mutual breaths. What occurs outside our sphere is irrelevant- It has no meaning, it is transparent, it doesn't have a heartbeat...it doesn’t bleed if cut. It only exists between distant planes, invisible to our human hearts. Take my hand and let my warmth caress your flesh. It is only us right here, right now. The world around us had stopped spinning but inside us life goes on. Kiss my lips, don’t be afraid to hold me close. Let us be united under one sentiment. Look at me…look even closer. Now crawl inside me through these eyes that ache to greet you. The external creation is now crumbling but it doesn’t matter: let it rattle…let it shatter. It is only us right here, right now. Now let me inside you and let me touch your fragile soul. I will be gentle, I’ll lose my walls- toni

Voice Comments
My wife was sweet enough to put up my old snapvine on here for me. She did the intro for me because I didnt know what to say lol. You can hear me though lol..Any ways people stop by and leave me a voice comment. Thank you

Taisha's Song Of The Day Is:
So Damn Cool By: Ugly Kid Joe ((GO DOWNLOAD IT,LISTEN & LOVE IT)) I wanna know, why the people are everywhere... and ... I wanna know, where to go if I get scared... and ... I wanna be, in a place where no one cares,... and ... I wanna know you Because you're so damn cool Yeah so damn cool I wanna feel like I'm floatin' in the air... and... I wanna know if the sun's gonna bleach my hair... and... I wanna know, why life's just so unfair... and... I wanna know you Because you're so damn cool Yeah, you're so damn cool So damn cool Who knows what I'm feelin' inside me Who knows if I'm feelin' all right And who knows what I'm feelin' inside of me Who knows what is runnin' around in my brain Now that I'm done and I seen it Don't think I' tryin' to complain Don't think I'm lyin' cause I mean it n' all you people don't look at me to lay all of your blame 'cause you need me And you want me to go down with the rest It's just that I'm sick of denyin' What is runnin'

Prayes Are Requested Now So Lord I Do Ask In Thy Name>>>for So Many
Lord many need you , love you and Im asking thy will be done in this world now , and come soon to answer the lost , and those that feel unloved and hurting grieving too.. Help them Lord for they no not where to turn in the hour of darkness sometimes. The sick , meek and innocent and victims of a crulety in this old world , Show them thy love and comfort and truth to a way that will lead them unto your grace , mercy and glory. Bless all O Lord bless all. I do ask in Jesus Christ Amen!!!!!!

Candy Crimes!!!
Chocolate expert damaged truffles An expert chocolate-maker has resigned after he was caught squashing truffles at a rival manufacturer's shop. Barry Colenso, former top chocolate-maker at Derbyshire-based Thorntons, damaged the truffles at Hotel Chocolat in Nottingham. The store manager said staff found £63.50 worth of truffles damaged. The firm decided to take no further action. Thorntons has declined to comment on the situation, but issued a statement saying Mr Colenso had resigned. 'Squashed truffles' Mr Colenso, who designed a giant 390kg (860lb) edible chocolate billboard last Easter, has also not been available for comment. Thorntons is currently in the process of recruiting his replacement. Lynn Cunningham from Hotel Chocolat said: "It was quite extraordinary really. "The staff observed Mr Colenso handling a number of truffles in a way that made them suspicious. "When we checked the truffles later they had been squashed and damaged."

Fuck Or Pass
hey, this ones kinda funny, so what the hell...... There is at least one person on your friends list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this shit's funny.. YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies.. There is at least one person on your friends list that wants to do u so!!! repost this as "Fuck or Pass" an see who has the guts 2 tell u.... Don't be a bitch and not re-post it....lol

Walk Into The Darkness
In the name of the witch I cut the head off a mule I guetted it out Put it on and then I wore it to school That ain't the only thing I wore I wore a clip and some rounds A fuckin killa with this mule head And I'm clippin' em down Because I'm all outta choices And my voice is unheard You and your boys get the worst I aim your forehead it burst I'm evil Fires in my sky I see no diamonds it's true Aim for you guts and blow your breakfast out behind you I'm one with the darkness [Chorus] Walk into the darkness A place for those who chose to give a fuck less Wicked dark and heartless We keep it nutty and bloody for everybody here I'm going to hell And I'm knowing it well And I got no problem showing it and going to jail I see the witch is preaching every night on channel 13 He wants some money with the number on the screen I hit the scene I'm shootin' up somebody's funeral Someone I don't know My thougts are fried with homicide I fire out of control The pr

Make Me Laugh!???
OK HERE'S A COUPLE THINGS THAT WHEN I SEE , SAY OR HEAR THEM, THEY CRACK ME UP ........ HORSE TATERS GO BUMP A STUMP TURTLE TWINKIES LMAO NOW, WHAT CAN *YOU* COME UP WITH TO CRACK ME UP, C'MON , GIVE IT YOUR BEST SHOT!! I DAAARE YA!!!! HEHE

The Dance
It sits in the back of my closet. It's on the hanger I bought it on too. It's my little black dress. It's a halter dress with a plunging neckline. No sensible young woman would be able to find a bra that sat low enough, I have two that do the job.. Right between my bust, right where the neckline ends sits a silver diamond. It's about as big as my fist and it pulls my breasts tight. It draws in the eye and makes you salivate. The dress hugs my hips and waist... Then it carefully becomes an A-line skirt... a short A-line that ends about two inches above my knees. Short enough to keep the eyes moving, long enough to keep me a mystery. Tomorrow night is a University wide Winter Semi formal, I had planned on going. I'm not going... I mentioned it last time I saw Beloved, but he dismissed it from his mind; last night when I brought up that I was not going, he complained that I never told him these things... Let the fantasy begin... My black stiletto heals tapped the hard carpet

Thanks To Everyone!
I want to say thanks to Everyone that helped me get started on my fubar account. I also would like to thank anyone that i ripped photos from there site. Please check out my friends,fans and rate them. Feel free to comment on there pics too! p.s. Thanks to everyone that rates my pics as well and feel free to drop me a message anytime!

Hidden Talents
You have a sexual hidden talent You have a sexual hidden talent. You might not look it but you are a dynamo in bed. Most of your lovers think that it is from years of practice, but really, you were just born with it.

Wow! I Love Payday!
Damn...I got a nice paycheck. I got more than I thought I would. Now if they deposit into my account tomorrow...then I can just wait until Nov 1 to do my rent. That way I can pay the other things ahead and get me a few things I need. We shall see if that works. And I will have a bit of extra funds to do what I want. We shall see if this pans out. Plus I owe some to Kandi and Michael. I am gonna figure that out tonite at work of how much to pay. That is if they put my check in tomorrow like I am hoping. Keep your fingers and toes crossed for me! LOL. Friday nite is gonna be sweet. I am going to go over to Master's house for more "punishment". Some would look at it as that...I look at it as a turn on. And I really enjoyed myself last time! What can I say...I enjoy Him very much! He takes good care of his slave! :D Saturday nite my plans are kinda shot. Yes I am still going to BDSM nite at the club...but this guy I was supposed to meet there cant make it! :( So ye

Beware Downraters Drama Ppl
Hey guys just a little heads up, they both came to my page and started shit with me so I beware of these two people, they like to downrate people a "1", so just a little heads up. They like to start shit with you on your comments calling you a "down rater" when I never went to there page. So I had to deal with these two idiots and block them both, so if you do not want drama or problems. Block of both of these down rater drama queens and people. Thank you for your time. If you wanna post in a bulletin go right ahead. Thanks for your time. Take care. Da Ice Man Baby ~ItZ Da IcE MaN BaBy~@ fubar Autumn Autumn@ fubar

Being Apart
Being apart from you is even harder than I thought it would be. I try to be logical & tell myself that it won't be forever. But that's not much comfort when I really need to touch you, kiss you, & love you. Sometimes I close my eyes & hold a picture of you in my mind & imagine all the things I'd say if I had you here. But no matter how beautiful the picture is, it will never compare to the real thing. To be looking into your eyes, whispering your name, & kissing your lips. I miss you so much, & I can't wait for the day when I can stop holding on to a daydream & start holding you in my arms again.

Friends
A friend shares your happiest moments. He laughs with you, cries with you, & stands by your side...even when things go wrong. His friendship is constant & always sincere. A friend is wonderful...if he's like you.

Far Away
We may never meet We both take each other at face value Knowing we both belong to others But, willing to have this special bond A friendship that allows us to be more But, also let's us keep our body's pure And our heart to Not physically crossing lines In our minds at least What, we do share is ours only You Understand Me and I understand You I don't ever want to loose you Never but, yet I know if the time comes For you or I to go away That, someday, somehow, I won't give up You have given me strength to go on Missing you at times makes me crazy Even though at times I don't get to see you I have a feeling you're there I know in my heart we share a lifetime True Love, You're amazing

What A Ride
It started when I was on the way home from school. I was just standing on the tram, looking out the window. The car was packed, and it was standing room only, but I didn't mind, I liked the view of the city. Watching the trees and houses go by though, I didn't notice the man on the tram behind me. The first sign of him was a sharp, subtle pain in my side, followed by a hand over my mouth. Keep quiet, or I'll cut out your kidney. A crowded tram is a great place to get away with murder.” He whispered in my ear, his voice gravely and threatening. It made my knees tremble. My whole body was shaking. I was in the middle of a packed car and no one noticed what was happening to me. He noticed my shaking, quiet now growled in my ear as he gently stroked my cheek. I'm not going to hurt you if you do what I tell you.” he assured me, only if you don't. he added as an afterthought. Are you going to shout out? he asked. All I could do was shake my head and cower. Are you going to do

20 Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity.....
1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point Hair Dryer at Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch To Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don't use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a diet water whenever you go out to eat with a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera. 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme 14. Put Mosquito Netting Around Your Work Area And Play tropical Sounds All Day.

Fun Fun Fun!!! Next Friday Night!!
Next Friday the 26th at 8:00pm a bunch of us are going to go to the Rocky Horror Picture Show.. If you have never been to this it is a MUST.... So, WHO wants to go???? I'll give you the details!!!!! Peace out Jokers!!! ~KIM~

"warm And Tight"
~Warm and Tight~ I think about you all the time you fill my head with butterflies I feel myself inside of you- oh my, you feel so warm and tight. Within you lie the gates of God beyond these gates is where you stand you gave me things I've never had now I'm a whole and holy man. You make the world seem so divine and every star in heaven shines I never thought I'd feel pristine now when I speak, my phrases rhyme. And if one night you close your eyes you'll feel me deep inside your mind and in one soft caressing sigh you'll know that I would die to cry the tears that you have cried. I think about you all the time- oh my, you feel so warm and tight. Copyright ©2007

So True ...........
The need for simple human-to-human relationships is becoming increasingly urgent ... Today the world is smaller and more interdependent. One nation's problems can no longer be solved by itself completely. Thus, without a sense of universal responsibility, our very survival becomes threatened. Basically, universal responsibility is feeling for other people's suffering just as we feel our own. It is the realization that even our enemy is entirely motivated by the quest for happiness. We must recognize that all beings want the same thing that we want. This is the way to achieve a true understanding, unfettered by artificial consideration. "The fact that there is always a positive side to life is the one thing that gives me a lot of happiness. This world is not perfect. There are problems. But things like happiness and unhappiness are relative. Realizing this gives you hope." – Dalai Lama

I Need...
I need you to tell me you loves me I need you to tell me everything is ok I need to be in your arms I need you to tell me I'm beautiful on my bad days I need you to kiss me just for no reason I need you to hold me tight and say "I'm here,baby" I need you to wake me up in the middle night just to say "hi, i want you" I need you to hold my hands I need you to tell me you need me I need to be with you I need....YOU!

The Longt Day
it was a long day in day i was stuck at work for a 3 hr min suck ass then on top of that i get a phone call in the middle of the meeting my kids is very sick and is at the er i told my boss i had to go but he wasnt happy but he let me go anyways whenn i got to er i found my son laying in the bed cring nothing was really wrong i fever and couldnt poop but ill he wanted was me smiles when i was leaving the er with my son my bestfriend was entering the doors it seems he was beat up badly i asked what happend he said he was in a car wreack tell me if my day didnt suck all my friends was getting hurt and then stuck in meeting damn that was a lonf day

Gonna Get My Master's Mark! :)
I am soooooooooo happy! I am gonna get my Master's mark. This will probably happen the same time that I get my nipples pierced. He is going with me for that. And I am gonna get the Mark of my Master! WOOHOO! I am soooo happy! :) Sorry I just had to share the great news! :) I will probably write more later on tonight while I am at work! BOLO! ^..^

Tennessee
USS Tennessee BB-43 (1920-1959) USS Tennessee, a 32,300-ton battleship, was built at the New York Navy Yard. Commissioned in June 1920, she operated in the Atlantic area for a year and then transferred to the U.S. Pacific coast, where she was based for nearly two decades. As a unit of the Battleship Force, she participated in regular training and fleet exercises, winning the "E" for excellence in gunnery during the mid-1920s. In 1925, Tennessee transited the Pacific to visit New Zealand and Australia. With tensions with Japan rising, her base was moved forward to Pearl Harbor in 1940. On 7 December 1941, Tennessee was one of eight battleships present when the Japanese attacked Pearl Harbor. Moored inboard of USS West Virginia (BB-48), she was hit by two bombs, which damaged two of her four gun turrets, and was scorched by burning oil from the sunken USS Arizona. In late December, after temporary repairs, Tennessee steamed to the Puget Sound Navy Yard, Washington, for an overhaul.

My Heart
I love you with all my heart, I hate that I feel so far apart, I would love to talk to you all day and all night, to me you are my white knight, the need I feel inside for you is so strong, and I feel that with you I do belong, I wait in anticipation for you to be my companion, the delectable taste of you I envision every night and day, and thinking of it takes my breath away, when I look at your eyes I feel I can see right through, into you, and wonder if you feel what I feel too?! The things I feel are undying and everlasting, and fills my heart with anguish to think nothing will ever happen! I love you with all my heart, are we really that far apart?

Beware!!!!!!1
BEWARE OF PAPER IN THE BACK WINDOW OF YOUR VEHICLE NEW WAY TO DO CAR JACKING (NOT A JOKE) Heads up everyone! Please, keep this circulating... You walk across the parking lot, unlock your car and get inside. You start the engine and shift into Reverse. When you look into the rearview mirror to back out of your parking space, you notice a piece of paper stuck to the middle of the rear window. So, you shift into Park, unlock your doors, and jump out of your car to remove that paper (or whatever it is) that is obstructing your view. When you reach the back of your car, that is when the car jackers ap pear out of nowhere, jump into your car and take off. They practically mow you down as they speed off in your car. And guess what, ladies? I bet your purse is still in the car. So now the car jacker has your car, your home address, your money, and your keys. Your home and your whole identity are now compromised! Maybe even your KIDS!!! A purse contains all kinds of

Licked!!
LICKED!! You have just been Licked all Over your Sexy ASS!!!! If you recieve 1 - 3( ur WET ) 3 - 6 ( ur Soaked ) 6 - 12 ( ur Drowning in a pool of Hot Sex!) so start sending. -------------------------------------- You have been considered ONE of the TEN HOT SEXY FRIENDS on my friends list. Once you have been tagged, you have to tag TEN HOT SEXY FRIENDS

The Darkness
where is my pretty succubus, where is that cherry-lipped vixen the one that stole my breath and locked it up inside? don't hide, sweet thing, I know you're there, 'cause I can feel your weight upon my chest and I remember your exquisite cry and your lips of cherry wine and they said they didn't believe me when I said I kissed the darkness, reached in and licked the blood right off your whip-wounds why would I paint my hands with someone else's words when I have yours to eat from the palm of your hand? pretty thing, come dance in the darkness with me I won't say a word when you lap up my soul like a saucer of milk let me paint you in roses and thorns and they'll say they don't believe me when I say I drank the darkness, a moth's anathema swallowed your flame pretty thing, come dance in the darkness with me...

Cervical Cancer Vaccination-do You Really Want Your Daughter Or Yourself To Get This?
Why inject young girls and boys with a dangerous and life threatening vaccine when the herb Pau d’ Arco has been proven to both prevent and cure HPV? On October 8, 2007, Judicial Watch Released Analysis Of FDA Data Claiming Gardasil Vaccination Can Lead To Serious Health Problems, Death According to Judicial Watch, 3,461 complaints about Gardasil have been filed with FDA's Vaccine Adverse Event Report System since its approval last year, and 11 women died after exposure to the vaccine. That is an additional 8 deaths since the last report of 3. The complaints about Gardasil have more than doubled compared to the original 1,637 adverse events reported by Alliance for Human Research Protection. Alliance for Human Research Protection reports that of the original 1,637 adverse events 371 were serious reactions, including the three original deaths linked to Merck's vaccine. A female patient "died of a blood clot three hours after getting the Gardasil vaccine." Two other repo

Shmeep
100. WHAT’S YOUR PROFILE SONG & WHY? FEEL ALIVE by BENNY BENASSI...cuz it's hot... like me lol 99. DO YOU HAVE A JOB? yes, I screw people for money! 98. MIDDLE NAME? starts with an "M" xD 97. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE? oui 96. LIED IN THE LAST 24 HRS? mhm 95; Where is the last place you took a plane ride home from? NEVER 92. WHAT MAKES YOU MAD? when people don't comment my pictures hahahaha 91. WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? whore 90.WHAT IS YOUR NAME? WiLlIaM 89. ARE YOU PROUD OF YOUR NAME? nah 88. DO YOU HAVE A FRIEND OF THE OPPOSITE SEX YOU CAN TALK TO? no 87. DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS? yes 86. WHERE ARE YOU NOW? home; living room 85. WHAT FUN THING DID YOU DO THIS WEEKEND? its just begun 84. DID YOU DO ANYTHING TODAY? work 83. ARE YOU HAPPY? oh yes, i gotted kisses for my forehead...a whole oceans worth! haha xD 82. WHAT IS SITTING TO YOUR LEFT RIGHT NOW? a soda lol 81. WHERE IS YOUR GRANDPA RIGHT

A Lil Shout 2 My Angel
i jus wanna thankyou for you bein you & all the sweet things you do you are the light of my life & make things right when they go wrong i pray 2 god we will be 2gether b4 2 long honey i need you like the air we breathe me without you is like a pit without teeth it just aint the same its like a soda without the brand name i dont wanna be second place i wanna be the one 2 kiss your beautiful face so let me be your number one cause me with you will equal lots of fun

I Walk Alone
Behind the walls of a brightened smile, an opening arm, and words of delight, a friendship so warm, and a cheerful laugh theres alot of harm, and a person walking down a lonely path beneath these eyes tears are hidden, inside i cry, words forbidden, underneath this smile, is alot denied im thought to be the perfect one, a person thats wanted as a friend by everyone, people ask what it takes to be me, i smile or giggle and laugh with glee, but it really hurts to fool myself, to make the world think the opposite, people wish to be in my shoes, never knowing how much they'd lose. never looking close enough, at the scars that r covered, at a life thats rough, will u look past my smile, or my welcoming face, will u just take a while, and put yourself in my place, will u look deeper inside, at whats longing to be, will u look past my pride, look deeper and see me.

2008 Democratic Convention - Please Vote!!
Schedule of Events, 2008 Democratic Convention 7:00 pm ~ Opening flag burning 7:15 pm ~ Pledge of Allegiance to the U. N. 7:20 pm ~ Ted Kennedy proposes a toast 7:25 pm ~ Nonreligious prayer and worship with Jesse Jackson and Al Sharpton 7:45 pm ~ Ceremonial tree hugging 7:55 pm ~ Ted Kennedy proposes a toast 8:00 pm ~ How I Invented the Internet - Al Gore 8:15 pm ~ Gay Wedding Planning - Barney Frank presiding 8:35 pm ~ Ted Kennedy proposes a toast 8:40 pm ~ Our Troops are War Criminals - John Kerry 9.00 pm ~ Memorial service for Saddam and his sons - Cindy Sheehan and Susan Sarandon 10:00 pm ~ "Answering Machine Etiquette" - Alec Baldwin 11:00 pm ~ Ted Kennedy proposes a toast 11:05 pm ~ Collection for the Osama Bin Laden kidney transplant fund - Barbra Streisand 11:15 pm ~ Free the Freedom Fighters from Guantanamo Bay -- Sean Penn 11:30 pm ~

Words Of Somewhat Suspect Wisdom
Before you criticize someone, walk a mile in his shoes. That way, if he gets angry, he'll be a mile away-and barefoot. For every action, there is an equal and opposite government program. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. If you must choose between two evils, pick the one you've never tried before. Men are from earth. Women are from earth. Deal with it. My idea of housework is to sweep the room with a glance. Not one shred of evidence supports the notion that life is serious. It is easier to get forgiveness than permission. Age is a very high price to pay for maturity. A closed mouth gathers no feet. If you look like your passport picture-you probably need the trip. Always yield to temptation-because it may not pass your way again. Bills travel through the mail at twice the speed of checks. A conscience is what hurts when all your other parts feel so good. Eat well-stay fit-die anyway. No

Wondering
i know i'm sorta new 2 this and love making friends becuae we all need some.just wanted 2 see how many of u would respond 2 this 1.so far i've been having fun making freinds but now its time 2 get 2 know my friends

Haunted House
So im going to spend October going to all the haunted houses I can! Im going to the hacker house in pilot mountain NC tonight and Im nervious! I usually dont get to scared of haunted houses but this one of those you lead yourself thru and then theres a maze/puzzle thing at the end u have to find ur way out of! It should be cool I'll post a blog with how it turns out its me and a bunch of friends! much love !its brandi!

The Dance
You dance for me Only me, only I My own little temptress. Your body casts a shadow As the moon watches on A supernatural Peeping Tom. A silhouette hits the floor Doing a duet of arousal For me, only me. As the silver lighting beams down Your dances awaken my inner animal; I yearn for your flesh. Hair of silk blows against your bare back As you remove the final article. I bring you to my lips, Our secret little hiding place, a spot Reserved for two. You let all of yourself to me And I see only you I feel only you I smell only you I taste only you I sense only you And we are as one. Breathing together now, two souls in unison Your moans cast against my shoulder As we join in an embrace You are my breath And I yours. A shiver rides down my spine As your nails claw at my back & we draw closer And closer Closer Closer still Your moans, a warm breath on my neck I hear whispered sweet nothings in my ear Suddenly, there it is Our muscles seize Your pleasu

Big 45 Test Results
Advanced Big 45 Personality Test Results Gregariousness |||||||||||||||||| 58% Sociability ||||||||||||||||||||| 66% Assertiveness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74% Poise ||||||||||||||||||||| 66% Leadership ||||||||||||||||||||| 66% Provocativeness |||||||||||||||||| 54% Self-Disclosure ||||||||||||||||||||| 66% Talkativeness |||||||||||||||||| 58% Group Attachment |||||||||||||||||| 54% Extroversion ||||||||||||||||||||| 62% Understanding ||||||||||||||||||||| 70% Warmth |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78% Morality ||||||||||||||||||||| 70% Pleasantness ||||||||||||||||||||| 62% Empathy |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74% Cooperation ||||||||||||||||||||| 62% Sympathy |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78% Tenderness ||||||||||||||||||||| 70% Nurturance |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78% Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||||||| 71% Conscientiousness ||||||||||||||||||||| 62% Efficiency ||||||||||||||||||||| 66% Dutifulness ||||||||||||||||||||| 66% Purposefulness |||||||||

Visual Pattern Fluid Intelligence Test Results
Sir Francis Galton, the cousin of Charles Darwin, first popularized the notion of measurable intelligence in the late 1800s. Charles Spearman later discovered that all mental abilities tend to correlate together when statistically analyzed. He called this G. Modern researchers tend to agree that there are two kinds of intelligence, crystallized intelligence (learned knowledge) and fluid intelligence (abstract processing ability). Most non-verbal intelligence tests measure the latter. Some research suggests that fluid intelligence may correlate best to G. Your overall percentile is 18% which means you scored higher than 18% of the people who have taken this test. The internet population tends to be more intelligent so your percentile might be higher if the test taking sample was perfectly random. Keep in mind, taking this test more than once will render your percentile score inaccurate because the percentile score assumes these questions were fresh to the test taker. The point of

Oct 21
October 21: William Shatner Appreciation Day 1-nought-Eighteen BC - Plato invents a wicked new toy, but squirrels it away for centuries. Not until the New King James translation of his world famous book The Republic is it rediscovered. Nought-686 AD - Conan of Cimmeria becomes Pope, is contracted to star in Conan the Destroyer. 1-nought-Twenty AD - Some German honkies were enjoyinng a very nice section of the Black Forest until some Romans come sack their village. Today is the day they payed those Degos back with interest. 16-nought-Nine AD - Ninja Turtle Raphael starts beautifying some buildings in Rome. He will one day paint the perfect pizza. 1740 - Worldwide squirrel defenestration conspiracy forms. 18-nought-Five AD - Battle of Trafalgar. French/Spanish/Dutch PWND by D3D M1K3. 1989 - The gateway to Hell opened up for the eleventh time since Britney Spears got out, but it was only to let Mr. Flufferkins go tinkle. Mr. Rogers' neighborhood never recovere

I Stay Wrecked And Jealous For This
What's with all the lies I'm here about you I'm starting to think what I'm hearing is true You lied before and broke my heart What is their left to stop me from falling apart You cheated and thought you would get away You never thought about what he might say He told me the truth and one you hid He even told me the things you did Don't denied it, I know the truth I know everything, I got to the roots So you can stand there, look at me, and pretend And I can walk away and let my broken heart mend But you don't care, it's just a game I hope one day you'll hang your head in shame You'll think about me and how much you miss My warmest touch and my softest kiss You'll wish you can undo the past But honey, these scars will always last You had your chance and took it for granted I still have those lies in the brain that you planted You were never sorry, nor will you ever be I hope one day, your heart will be broken, then you will see That love is not a game, not a toy fo

Wow
Daily Horoscope: Aquarius For October 21,2007 If you're looking for a little romance, you're about as hot as can be -- so get out there and meet people. If you're covered as far as love goes, you may want to check back in with sweetie and recommit.

12 Stones - The Way I Feel
Lately I've been wandering Off the narrow path You’ve given me so many things that I've never had And all in all I know it's you that always pulls me through If you reach deep inside you’ll see my heart is true ‘Cause I hate the way I feel tonight And I know I need you in my life Yes I hate the way I feel inside And I promise to make the sacrifice The world I know is pulling me More and more each day I feel like the odd man out as I begin to pray Spiteful eyes are watching me With everything I do In the midst of darkness Lord My spirit calls for you (You know sometimes deep inside) I feel like this 'Cause I hate the way I feel tonight And I know I need you in my life Yes I hate the way I feel inside And I promise to make the sacrifice 'Cause I hate the way I feel tonight And I know I need you in my life Yes I hate the way I feel inside And I promise to make the sacrifice The Way I Feel Yeaah The Way I Feeeel

Confused
Some days you seem so close like you stand right before me But then the next day you seem so far like each other we can't see, Each day is like a roller coaster with my stomach turning upside down You stand there looking but yet you don't utter a sound, I feel so confused and my heart is being torn at its seams And every night that I sleep you seem to linger in my dreams, Every time I look at you I forget all my thoughts And right then and there it's you that my heart has sought, Every time I hope it turns into something bad So for right now I'll stop thinking And maybe things won't end up sad.

Www.enchantedfolk.com
If you are net savy enough for myspace then you must see faespace.com AKA www.EnchantedFolk.com. This is the home for all things Fae. Forget Myspace, Faespace connects the entire faerie world without all the spam and adds. Just a network of lovely folk. won't you join us today ? www.faespace.com www.EnchantedFolk.com

~ Pleasure~
Your Breath in My mouth The pointed nails of your dry hands will never loose my crimson throat crimson from shame pain pleasure your violent lips will suck my blood and my waxen flesh will tempt you as long as my eyes stay closed

~ Lucid Painkiller~
Have you ever just felt like there was someone inside youhave you ever been able to hear someones heartbeat inside your headfelt there hands on your body and there breath on your skin when there ten thousand miles away?If you have said yes silently inside your head then you know just how I feel every time I close my eyeseverything I want is wrapped up in one single moment with this man..is that rationalsometimes it makes me feel so lostI just cant stop smiling the past few days ..he is on my mind! ..its odd that someone captivates so much of my mind..and my body..have you ever felt like someone was perfect for yougod what a concept I try to even tell myself its an insane concept!..when I close my eyes at night I just see this look..his eyes staring back at me ..on top of me ..inside me ..just reading everything I want and everthing I cant say from a simple look on my face ..I swear sometimes he makes me feel naked just the thought of that look..the eyes staring back at mehis hands on m

~ Intrigue~
Funny the way life tosses you about like a hurricane .. and then suddenly slows to a gentle caress.... I am intrigued .. curious .. and cautious ...and my mind has been wandering around in your circles today ... I am what was the word you used... "peaked" with the wonder of who you are beneath. whats visible to everyone ....Smiling ...asthetics aside, theres so much to tell ... xoxoxo Jess

~ Let Love In~
Let Love In~ You wait, wanting this world To let you in And you stand there A frozen light In dark and empty streets You smile hiding behind A God-given face But I know you're so much more Everything they ignore Is all that I need to believe You're the only one I ever believed in The answer that could never be found The moment you decided to let love in Now I'm banging on the door of an angel The end of fear is where we begin The moment we decided to let love in I wish Wishing for you to find your way And I'll hold on for all you need That's all we need to say I'll take my chances while You take your time with This game you play But I can't control your soul You need to let me know You leaving or you gonna stay You're the only one I ever believed in The answer that could never be found The moment you decided to let love in Now I'm banging on the door of an angel The end of fear is where we begin The moment we decided to let love in There's not

We Need Another Teddy Roosevelt
"Behind the ostensible government sits enthroned an invisible government owing no allegiance and acknowledging no responsibility to the people. To destroy this invisible government, to befoul this unholy alliance between corrupt business and corrupt politics is the first task of the statesmanship of today" - Theodore Roosevelt 1906 Hello, it's time for me to once again warn my fellow Americans about our current state of affairs in the United States. So far, all these so called presidential candidates are in some shape or form in the breast pocket of corporate America. You can look this stuff up on the internet and see where their contributions come from. What was true in 1906 is true today, only President Teddy Roosevelt had the guts to break up the monopolies of the day to protect the people, the working folks, average joe. Today, it's worse than ever. There are so many special interest groups in Washington D.C., that you could lay them down on I95 and they would reach from

Hi
im 26 live in springhill florida ihave 2 kids im in college at Rasmussen college to get my CMA and i love life and want to live it to the fullest im outgoing sincere and a loving person um yeah well i guess thats me ina nut shell

Poetry
FEAR Can't Locate Reason, Deny its treason, Answer for pain, Fire and Rain, Conceal my heart, My mind apart, Say the thought, Bullet I bought, Knowing its power, My darkest hour, Open to advice, The feelings concise, Hiding my true, Bleeding for you, Loathing in emotions, Dark Cold Oceans, Lurking my soul, Feeling the Whole. Brandon copyrighted LONELINESS BREAKS THE FALL I've only the company of solitude to guide me, The reality of an unwanted life I choose not to see. My mind escapes beyond my youth, A soul dying to find a different truth. Apathetic glances towards my yesterday, Choking on the words I can never say. My lifes one big lie after all. At least the Loneliness will break my fall. Brandon copyrighted ONE MORE NIGHT I scream out your name late at night. Wanting you here to hold me tight, I just lay there alone and cry, then when all my tears are d

Un Named
Another day ahs come and gone another voice sings the same old song board asc an me alone in my misery but through all of this I shead not a tear for in the world of the forsaken, you never show fear I will never show anger or pain erased, but never turly gone like a blood stain but theres a shimmer ofhope I pray is true there is something between me and you

Prayers For Many Tonight And Always >> Lord
We need you o Lord in our lives to show us truth light and the way home . To help keep us stay strong and help us to love, show love and forgive as You do us . May you help us in our hearts ,souls and minds to be free and, to want you totally with all we are, all we have in us . Oh Lord keep us close to thy bosom now , for the end be near and we all, need you always and forever . eternally > Amen!!!!!

The Booger Bandit
Ok so Monday I was sitting in the cafeteria at my beloved Cermuntiti Cerlloge ( Community college for the slow people) where I am a student. For those of you that don't know of Edison, the Cafeteria is where me and my classmates from English class meet up and before English in the morning for those of us that don't procrastinate until the last minute to get outta bed, and after class just to grab a bite to eat and shoot the shit and so on and so forth. Well Monday Im sitting in the cafeteria after thomas, Christy, Maria, Kevin, Mary,Marissa, and Kory go off to their class and Im minding my own business looking in my pottery barn catalog when all of a sudden..I hear this ... gurgling noise.... this guy that is sitting where our group usually sits where the big couch the futon and two cushy chairs are hocks it up.. I'm serious it was a phlegm hock that came from his chest up his throat and out of his nose and mouth..I looked over with a look on my face like what the fuck is his problem

Desire
Pouring out my heart With a pen and a pad Bleeding deep thoughts On these solid lines Poetic justice Soothing my soul Easing the pain Cause I can't turn back time Living each day With you on my mind It tears me up That I lost your love Lying awake For countless nights You're the only one I seem to be thinking of Touch like an angel Smile forever bright Just want to hold you All through the night Gave it all up When I should've kept it close I've always wanted you more Now I want you the most © Spider 2007

88 Precepts
88 PRECEPTS By David Lane (P.O.W) “We must secure the existence of our people and a future for white children. Because the beauty of the White Aryan woman must not perish from the earth.” Before we start I would like to say that until the White race realizes that there is only one source from which we can ascertain lasting truths, there will never be peace or stability on this earth. In the immutable Laws of Nature are the keys to life, order, and understanding. The words of men, even those which some consider “inspired” are subject to the translations, vocabulary, additions, subtractions, and distortions of fallible mortals. Therefore, ever writing or influence, ancient or modern, must be strained through the test of conformity to Natural Law. The White Peoples of the earth must collectively understand that they are equally subject to the iron-hard Laws of Nature with every other creature of the Universe, or they will not secure peace, safety, nor even their existence. The wo

Alot On My Mind
Daily Horoscope: Aquarius For October 22,2007 You've got a lot on your mind and your spiritual side may be more fully engaged. Now is a really good time for you to integrate your deepest desires with the mundane reality you navigate every day. THIS IS SO TRUE...I HAVE SO MUCH STUFF ON MY MIND ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY.

Wtf
Words When is a word unacceptable say the word Fuck, Whore, Slut, Cunt, bastard what is about these words that make us give them derogatory or negative connotations? There are times when we use them as an expression of passion and encouragement behind closed doors some may not admit that they may have their place but does it turn us on? Is there a time when it is what you want to hear from our lovers? Does our perceptions change, or our mind interoperate or even register the words or just the concept of expressed passion? or is that from a female concept that they have a desire to be dominated on some level if not physically but mentally. Of course it is not just guys that use these words but woman too although most are a more expressive in their use of vocabulary more creative. Do you think most on a base level like to hear passions so vocalised? Does it add a dimension to sex when we are vocal in our demands and likes? ( Not my own lol)

A True Boyfriend [i Know My Bf Is One!]
If i don't call you [ Its because i'm waiting for you to call me ] When i walk away from you mad [ Follow me ] When i stare at your mouth [ Kiss me ] When i push you or hit you [ Grab me and don't let go ] When i start cussing at you [ Kiss me and tell me you love me ] When i'm quiet [ Ask me whats wrong ] When i ignore you [ Give me your attention ] When i pull away [ Pull me back ] When you see me at my worst [ Tell me i'm beautiful ] When you see me start crying [Just hold me and don't say a word ] When you see me walking [ Sneak up and hug my waist from behind ] When i'm scared [ Protect me ] When i lay my head on your shoulder [ Tilt my head up and kiss me ] When i steal your favorite hat [ Let me keep it and sleep with it for a night] When i tease you [ Tease me back and make me laugh ] When i don't answer for a long time [ reassure me that everything is okay ] When i look at you with doubt [ Back yourself up ] W

Calm Night
Okay this poem sucks...I'm going to have to fix it.... Under the trees, I can see the stars, Here I am in the night, Fireflies dance all around, Like fallen stars, The night is the shades of purple and black, Still soft and warm, Safe and a peaceful calmness, The pond reflects the glowing moon, A stone would ripple it, So keep it calm, Under the tree I wish to stay, The night, The calmness, The serenity… (c) Stace "AmaOni" J

Okay For Some People That Need To Know Things About Me
Okay well first of here is somethings people should know about me I enjoy talking to people. I love meeting new people. But my family is first and for most. Most likely if your one of my friends you get treated like family. That is just how I am. I will always tell people the honest to god truth when what I know to be true. Here are some truths that need to be out in the open. Yeah I hang out with guys more than girls When my 'brother' and his girl broke up I interduced his ass to fubar and myyearbook so he could meet some people. What he does from there is all up to him. If he goes out on a date its not my fault. Okay! Get that from the start. Oh well thats about it for now. I will talk more later. much loves to all

The Day The Penis Asked For A Raise
The Day the Penis asked for a Raise I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: I do physical labor. I work at great depths. I plunge headfirst into everything I do. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Sincerely, P. Niss The Response : Dear Penis: After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: You do not work 8 hours straight. You fall asleep after brief work periods. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen visiting other locations. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You don't always observe necessary safety regulations, such as wearing the correct protective

Survey....again....lol
1. Who were you with Friday night? Me, myself, I and my double headed dildo...LOL 2. Are your underwear and socks folded in your drawers, or just thrown in? whats drawers? 3. Do you use lyrics to express how you feel? yes 4. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Mike at truck gate 5. First thing you do when you wake up? hit the snooze button and say 5 more mins... 6. Do you talk about your feelings or hide them? usually hide them...no one seems to care when I talk about how I feel most of the time...only a select few do... 7. Are you a cuddler? I love to cuddle! 8. Are you ashamed of your past? no, not ashamed at all 9. Do you have a laptop? yes 10. Last person you told you love them? Libbie 11. Kiss with your eyes open or closed? depends... 13. Do you ride roller coasters? oh fuck yes! 14. Are you happy right now? more like stressed... 15. Do you tend to rip the paper off water bottles? only when bored 16. what's yo

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Today's Quote If you want happiness for an hour—take a nap. If you want happiness for a day—go fishing. If you want happiness for a month—get married. If you want happiness for a year—inherit a fortune. If you want happiness for a lifetime—help others. -Chinese Proverb

Tag Your It!!
I hereby tender my resignation as an adult. I have decided to accept the responsibilities of an 8-year-old again. I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a 4-star restaurant. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make ripples with rocks. I want to think M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them. I want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer day. I want to return to a time when life was simple. When all you knew were colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes, but that didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care. All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make you worried or upset. I want to think the world is fair. That everyone is honest and good. I want to believe that anything is possible. I want to be oblivious to the complexities of life and be overly excited by the little things again. I want to l

"sunlight"
Sunlight Listen to the wind...it whispers through our wings. Let me kiss your skin and feel you from within. I want to lift you up...higher than you've ever been so you can grasp the sunlight and place it in your womb. No more eternal moons...just you and I and this amazing dream where everything chimes and where even silence rhymes- just you and I and the sunlight in our seams. We will never fall apart, I promise you the stars ...even thought at the present time there isn't much that I can give you. This mind of mine is yours to beautify even further than all the galaxies combined.

A Prayer For Our Troops
I'm not breaking this one. If I get it a 1000 times, I'll forward it a 1000 times! Let us pray.. Prayer chain for our Military... Don't break it! Please send this .. a short prayer. Prayer for our soldiers Don't break it! Prayer: "Lord, hold our troops in your loving hands. Protect them as they protect us Bless them and their families for the selfless acts they perform for us in our time of need. Amen." Prayer Request: When you receive this, please stop for a moment and say a prayer for our troops around the world. There is nothing attached. Just send this to people in your address book. Do not let it stop with you. Of all the gifts you could give a Marine, Soldier, Sailor, Airman, & others deployed in harm's way, prayer is the very best one. GOD BLESS YOU FOR PASSING IT ON

"good Friday"
~Good Friday~ We live in a dream- We reside in a psychedelic state of mind where flowers melt onto one another while the sky drips down on us in a perplexing rain dance, dancing circles around our circumference as if we were the sun and the earth revolved around us. And we cherish this dream because it is all we have. Our faith in God no longer lies solidified by the lies we were spoon fed to believe…forced into your brain: "Believe, believe, believe!!!" But be-lie-ve in what? Believe in esoteric tales of dragons and angels? Tales of parting seas and tables of stones? Tales of golden sacrifices and holy blood, while these axis of sodomy drive swords into our backs and the poor get bled out of every last drop of emotion just because they believe in the faith they have been programmed to believe in? I'd rather jack off in your ear. Please. Who do they think we are? Then again, fuck us all as ratio

Lol Shine!!
Beauty means something different to everyone I suppose. To one a persons beauty shines from first glance and others well it takes more time to shine. Is beauty only skin deep? Who are we to judge who is beautiful and who is not? I believe all people have beauty within, whether they know it or not. Am I saying this because I am not the typical beauty? No because to that one person I am, I am the one who he sees every day and that is good enough for me. SO remember beauty is in us all let it shine!!

Female Viagra
With the introduction of Viagra to fix a perennial male problem, a famous pharmaceutical company is working to redress the balance. MIRRORCILLIN - A 5cc dose enables a woman to walk past mirrors for up to four hours without pausing once. STOPPANAGGIN - Gives women a vague feeling of contentment towards their spouse/boyfriend. COSMOPOLIRA - Doubles female intelligence to almost simian levels, allowing 'facts' in trash lifestyle magazines to be disputed. LOGICON - Trials showed that females taking this were able to follow a proposition through to its logical conclusion, and argue effectively without being diverted into non relevant postulates such as 'you don't love me anymore'. PARKATRON - 72% of women taking this were able to safely reverse park a Ford Fiesta into a space only 12 meters long; 54% achieved this in under 15 minutes. MAGNATACK - Uniquely distorts the cornea, making certain shapes appear much larger than in reality - no practical use for this drug has yet

If Men And Women Swapped Genitals
If Men and Women Swapped Genitals Top ten things women would do if they woke up and had a penis for a day: 10. Get ahead faster in the corporate world. 9. Get a blow job. 8. Find out what is so fascinating about beating the meat. 7. Pee standing up while talking to other men at a urinal. 6. Determine why you can't hit the bowl consistently. 5. Find out what it's like to be on the other end of a surging orgasm. 4. Touch / shift yourself in public without thought as to how improper it may seem. 3. Jump up and down naked with an erection to see if it feels as funny as it looks. 2. Understand the scientific reason for the light refraction which occurs between a man's eye and the ruler situated next to his member which causes two inches to be added to the final measurement. And the number one thing women would do if they woke up with a penis: 1. Repeat number 9.

Out Of Place
have you ever felt just out of place, like you totally dont belong, thats how i am in this town i live in, we just moved here, at least in my hometown of arkansas i knew everything and everyone, here i know nothing, even online i feel left out sometimes so alone like there really is no one else out there like me and everyone always says who wants to be like anyone else and yah i dont want to be exactly like anyone else but i want that feeling of belonging,i miss that more than anything. i feel so lost and alone. what is wrong with me?

Bin Laden & The Genie
While trying to escape through Pakistan , Osama Bin Laden found a bottle on a beach, and picked it up. Suddenly, a female genie rose from the bottle, and with a smile said, "Master, may I grant you one wish?" "You ignorant, unworthy daughter-of-a-dog! Don't you know who I am? I don't need any common woman giving me anything", barked Bin Laden. The shocked genie said, "Please, I must grant you a wish, or I will be returned to that bottle forever." Osama thought a moment, then grumbled about the impertinence of the woman, and said, "Very well. I want to awaken with three American women in my bed in the morning. So, just do it, and be off with you!" The annoyed genie said, "So be it!", and disappeared. The next morning, Bin Laden woke up in bed with Lorena Bobbitt, Tonya Harding and Hillary Clinton. His penis was gone, his knees were broken, and he had no health insurance. >> >> Allah is good!

Were I Am
lois_varnum@hotmail.com spoiledsassyprincess1@yahoo.com ..> ..> : http://www.fubar.com/spoiledplayboyprincess ..>..> princess10 : John Cena's Southern Princess at plentyoffish.com also at www.cafemom.com/home/spoiledprincess

Dimes Life
Dimebag Darrell Darrell Lance Abbott was born in Dallas, Texas, the son of country songwriter Jerry Abbott. His father owned a recording studio, Pantego Sound Studios, in Pantego, Texas, where Darrell had seen many blues guitarists play, inspiring him to take up the instrument himself. At first, he wanted to play the drums. However, after discovering that he wasn't as good as his brother Vincent, he decided to try the guitar instead. When he did finally learn how to play it, he and his brother jammed to the intro to "Smoke on the Water" (by Deep Purple) for hours. At an early age, Abbott began entering statewide guitar competitions and by the age of sixteen had been banned from entering because he had won too often. He often competed against guitar players who had up to 12 years more experience in guitar playing than him yet he would still win. Dimebag Darrell's unique, original and versatile guitar playing was the mainmast of several bands, finally including Pantera. He had earn

Jealousy & Envy
well, i am faced with a dilemna of "to voice my opinion or not to!" thought a long time bout it and feel as tho i have no other choice but to say something, i am sick of how people swear they know something and snoop behind your back to try and get certain information...but come back with all the wrong information! making something outta nothin, causing drama and all that comes with it...when in the end they are the ones to blame for everything collapsing around them! but yet so quick to point the finger at you and NEVER take responsibility for their own actions. if i made a mistake i will 100% own up to it...but for those ppl who make em all the damn time and never own up to their idiocy, that will be their downfall as a human being! so, whenever you wanna make an accusation, make sure you come with the shit to back it up and can stand behind what you accuse someone of 100%, otherwise, you LOSE!!!!!

An Irish Story
An Irish Ghost Story This story happened a while ago in Dublin, and even though it sounds like an Alfred Hitchcock tale, it's true. John Bradford, a Dublin University student, was on the side of the road hitchhiking on a very dark night and in the midst of a storm. The night was rolling on and no car went by. The storm was so strong he could hardly see a few feet ahead of him. Suddenly, he saw a car slowly coming towards him and stopped. John, desperate for shelter and without thinking about it, got into the car and closed the door. only to realize there was nobody behind the wheel and the engine wasn't on!! The car started moving slowly. John looked at the road ahead and saw a curve approaching. Scared, he started to pray, begging for his life. Then, just before the car hit the curve, a hand appeared through the window and turned the wheel. John, paralyzed with terror, watched as the hand repeatedly came through the window, but never touched or harmed him. Short

Date Change
Hello and good day to all. If you are reading my blog, you know I was planning on getting married on January 8th, 2008. Well, yesterday it occured to me that there was a conflict that I would have to change the date. The groom's mother will be out of the country during that week. So now I'm pondering about another date. I will keep you posted and let you know what we come up with. Much Love, BarbieDoll

I Am Hiv
I was born in Africa, nobody is sure exactly when, but there is proof that I have been around since 1959. Some scientist say that I have been around since the 1900's and a group of evolutionary infectious disease scientist at the University of Arizona think that I made the jump from primates to humans almost 600,000 years ago. At any rate, I moved to North America and Europe sometime during the free love and drug abuse of the sixties, though nobody really noticed me until 1976 - 77. I blew up in the 1980's and have since traveled the world, making myself at home in each and every country of the globe. My name is HIV, Human Immunodeficiency Virus. 'Human' comes from the fact that I only infect humans (some scientist say that I can infect Chimpanzees). I have cousins, SIV (Simian Immunodeficiency Virus) and FIV (Feline Immunodeficiency Virus), among others in the Lentivirus family. 'Immunodeficiency' can be a bit of a mouthful. Basically, your immune system is made up of many kinds o

A Loving Prayer
Dear God in heaven hear this woman's plea watch over this man take care of him for me. I know he's not perfect he has a piece of my heart help him to understand that it has fallen apart. He is my oldest friend One that I would cry for but if he is honest with himself he's cried for me before. I know that I can't hold him but I can still kneel and pray That You will watch over him Until his final day. Amen

After Death
They lay you down and say kind words but while you lived you were treated like dirt. Death is the only time that people realize how much they loved you now they must day goodbye. They should have showed it before you died that way at least you knew and could have smiled. But noe they're crying and they're so sad that they couldn't say it in the time they had.

Iris
Iris And I'd give up forever to touch you 'Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be And I don't want to go home right now And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life 'Cause sooner or later it's over I just don't want to miss you tonight And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything feels like the movies And you bleed just to know you're alive And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am (break and solo) And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And I don't want the

If
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No Longer
No longer will i freely give things out because im tired of it coming back to bite me in the ass if you want my friendship from now on you earn it no gifts unless you earn them, no anything unless you earn them. im tired of fanning, rating, adding people that i try to get to know but when i try to do so they ignore me therefor throwing what friendship i offered back in my face and i can see clearly they are online they update there status 4-7 times and i mean thats usually a clue hey they are online or they update there stash hey your online i will speak to you and when i try no they dont wanna speak. and another thing i cannot stand is someone that is gonna use my friendship just to increase there ratings so thats why from now on you can earn shit!!!! plain and fucking simple you got a problem with it complain to your peers or reach me at 1-800-fuck-your-opinions....

I Dont Have A Clue What Im Doing Here
I dont have a clue what Im doing here , But it seems fun So I will just go with it. :) I had a woman tell me I was A Fake arse ......:( Well now If one is gonna say things like that as a coment PLEASE remember to allow Me to leave a comment on your spot...... Failing this May Or May not lead to a downrate for yourself :( I dont think I wanna have to do this but if it continues I May just. This place rocks though Looking forward to makeing new friends :) :)

Lol Get It Right, Why We Don't Have Sex!!!!
Dear Wife, During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be sleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just laid there 8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the ceiling 4 times you told me to hurry up a

Dear Military Wife (from Unknown)
Dear Military Wife, I am an American woman that has no idea what is going on in the military other than what I hear on the news. I have never had to let go of someone so that they could go fight for people that they didn't know, people that sometimes do not appreciate or understand what they are fighting for. I have never had a sleepless night of worry because of a report that another bomb has exploded and I still haven't heard from my husband. I have never had to wait for months on end to hold the one that I loved so. I have never had to tell my children that daddy wasn't coming home tonight because he was so far away fighting for something that they aren't yet old enough to understand. I have never had to hold my head high and suppress the tears as I hear that it will be at least another six months of separation before my loved one gets to come home. I have never had to deal with a holiday away from the one that I thought I would share every day of my life with. And I have

Heart
You Follow Your Heart You're romantic, sentimental, and emotional. You tend to fall in (and out of) love very quickly. Some may call you fickle, but you can't help where your emotions take you. You've definitely broken a few hearts, but you're not a heartbreaker by nature. Your intentions are always good, even if they change with the wind Do You Follow Your Head or Your Heart?

My Top 55 Favorite Cd Available Albums/eps
Most listenable in perfection... Hanna-Barbera Pic-A-Nic Basket Of... Jimi Hendrix Band Of Gypsys The Isley Brothers Live! The Jackson 5 The Ultimate Collection Jodeci Forever My Lady Denis Leary No Cure For Cancer Teena Marie I Need Your Lovin': The Best Of Teena Marie Maxwell Maxwell's Urban Hang Suite Monty Python's Flying Circus Monty Python & The Holy Grail Paul Mooney Race Chante Moore A Love Supreme Eddie Murphy Eddie Murphy: Comedian Greatest Comedy Hits N.W.A. Greatest Hits New Edition Lost In Love: The Best Of Slow Jams Studio Grease Cast Grease: The Original Soundtrack From The Motion Picture Original Motion Picture Soundtrack O Brother, Where Art Thou? Television's Greatest Hits, Vol. 1 Television's Greatest Hits, Vol. 2

Femicide
Femicide Femicide – murder of women by their batterers – is another phenomenon that should be regarded as a separate category when recording domestic violence. Studies carried out in Australia, Bangladesh, Canada, Kenya, Thailand and the United States of America have documented the incidence of femicide within the domestic sphere.12 In Southern Africa, women’s groups have begun to document the increasing incidence of femicide, and data on this issue are available from Botswana, South Africa, Swaziland, Zambia, and Zimbabwe.13 A comparative analysis of spousal homicide, based on 1991 data, concluded that Russian women are 2.5 times more likely to be murdered by their partners than American women. However, American women are already twice as likely to be killed by their partners than women in Western European countries.14

Seek Not My Heart
Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my jagged scars? Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze, For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees. It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies, Accompanied by heartfelt sighs. It's drifting o're the gentle rain, A symbol of my silent pain. It's buried 'neath the meadow fair, Conjoined with all the sorrow there. It's lost among the stars this night, Too far to ease my quiet fright. No gentle winds, seek not my heart, For simply ... it has torn apart.

How To Love Somebody
How to Love Somebody There is no definite way of loving, but here are some tips. Remember that love should be based on a healthy friendship first. Almost all relationships based solely on pure infatuation or lust crumble fast. [edit]Steps Love is an action not a feeling. Your love for someone is defined by what you do for them and how they change the things that you do for yourself. Listen. Take time to understand their thoughts, their worries, their concerns, their opinions. What's a real relationship without the effort of understanding each other? And when listening, don't interrupt. Be kind and light-hearted. Don't be a drama king/queen by saying things like "If I didn't have you, I'd kill myself" or anything like that. Use common sense; don't scare the heck out of your lover. Cheer the other person up when they're feeling down. Be sensitive to their feelings. Spend time together. Have special intentions for each other... it should come naturally. If you start getting sick

Did You Know ????(probably Not)
.tfel ot thgir morf nettirw si werbeH taht? ... that the mystery of the missing milk was a mystery that dominated newspaper headlines and became one of the greatest conspiracy theories of 1995? It remains unsolved with literally tens of police officers working on the case daily. ... that Bill Nye is standing behind you about to scream, "Now you know!"? ...that the basic problem that the RIAA has in protecting its property is that after people have bought music, they can actually listen to it? ...that death is but a doorway? ...that time is but a window? ...that I'll be back? ...that my cousin's osteopath knows this guy, right, who like totally met some guy who saw the studio that the fake moon landing was filmed in? ...that Mr. Tambourine Man won't take another Bob Dylan request?

$100
A little boy wanted $100.00 very badly and prayed for weeks, but nothing happened. Then he decided to write God a letter requesting the $100.00 When the postal authorities received the letter to God , USA , they decided to send it to the President. The president was so amused that he instructed his secretary to send the little boy a $5.00 bill. The president thought this would appear to be a lot of money to a little boy. The little boy was delighted with the $5.00 bill and sat down to write a thank-you note to God, which read: Dear God: Thank you very much for sending the money. However, I noticed that for some reason you sent it through Washington, DC., and those assholes deducted $95.00 in taxes.

Little Known Facts
In France, the word "blog" is considered a deadly insult, equivalent to the English "donkey-botherer". Bloggers have all the tasty goodness of traditional journalists with a third less of the actual content. In the 2004 publication, Webster's Dictionary listed the word "blogger" as meaning "an opening on the rear of the body through which feces are excreted." Although accurate, it was changed in response to bloggers signing Webster up for various animal porn subscriptions.

My Heart In You....
My heart it beats Deep inside you. That tingle you feel My breath upon you. Whispers sound like rain Echoing in your mind. Your hair, it's blown In the day's sunshine. What makes me love you Is what you give me. What makes you love me Is what's inside me. Hold back no longer What's burning inside. Hold you forever I did decide.

Poem
Elements By Marilyn Robinson © 7-16-03 To take from the Earth.. is to nourish thy self and others. To feel the Wind.. is to be free and enjoy all life. To light a Flame.. is to find your way in the dark. To dance in the Rain.. is to bathe in the tears she can no longer hold back. To know the Spirit.. is to take in all Elements and live life in harmony. Do you know the Spirit?

Spiderman Meets J. Jameson B
Spiderman Meets J. Jameson by Master_Vassago © Spidey looked up at the ceiling and spun a quick web, he did so in four exact spots and then lifted Jenna up as he slipped his cock from her tight center. He grabbed one of her hands and wrapped the webbing around it and then did the other hand in the same manner. She wondered what he was up to but decided not to question his motives for she was sure he had another erotic secret planned for her. Spiderman grabbed one of her ankles and looped the web strand around it and then repeated once more on the other ankle. Jenna admired the speed and skill in which he had used and the creative mind he showed by suspending her a few feet off the bed. He knelt between her bound, spread eagled legs and grabbed two handfuls of her sweet asscheeks. He spread them wide open and then pressed his face towards the tan orbs of her glorious ass and stuck his tongue out and rimmed her with a new found lust to taste her. He ran his tongue up and down the

Spiderman Meets J. Jameson Ch. 03 A
Spiderman Meets J. Jameson Ch. 03 by Master_Vassago © Spiderman and Jenna had thoroughly managed to convert Mary Jane to the large population of bi-sexual females inhabiting the New York area, and since that first night they had shared many more glorious threesomes. MJ had confessed to Peter about her romp with Jenna but had conveniently omitted the part about Spiderman to him. Peter knew she had her suspicions about his alter ego but he was waiting until just the right time and whether or not she would question him on it. As Spiderman he had a sexual prowess the women responded to and if he occasionally shot his load a bit early it never seemed to disturb the mood. If anything it made the two more randy and they would coax another hard on from his fleshy wand as soon as it was capable of rising again should it go limp. Mary Jane at the same time was feeling a slight guilt due to her threesome trysts with Jenna Jameson and Spiderman, she hated leaving Peter out in the cold

Spider-man/avengers: Juice Ch. 02
Spider-man/Avengers: Juice Ch. 02 by C.King © Spider-man/Avengers: Juice Chapter Two "...Wanda? She seems to want to be a mother so badly from the hints she has given me. She's always said that being a mother was the happiest thing in her life. You could make her dreams come true by fucking her silly. Filling her up with spider-cum." Janet said with a smile. "I would pay to see that...or even be a part of it." "Perfect!" Peter said smiling. "We just need to get back to Avenger's mansion and find the Scarlet Witch so that she can enjoy my company. In the mean time, you can help spread my special blend of coffee to the male Avengers. Bring them to my way of thinking." "But in the meanwhile..." Janet said as she got up and crawled on top of Peter's body. "I have a few ideas for us to try while we wait." "Excellent!" Peter said as he got into the action. Later at Avenger's Mansion... Peter was working on the next method of delivery for his special cum. He was just f

Love & War B
Love & War by PrincessKoriandr © Seeing that she had him so hot he was almost crying, the need to cum was so great; she increased the speed of her hand and asked. "The next time Bruce calls you and asks for your help and it is not life or death, and interferes with our date plans, what are you going to tell him?" Trying to catch is breath; he gapes at her in amazement. He was three seconds from cumming all over her lovely hand and she actually wanted him to talk? Talk? All he could manage was moaning, so he moaned. Kory slowed the motions of her hand, teasing him. "What was that?" she asked, seeing the panic cross his face, scared she would stop. "I didn't hear you. Could you please repeat that?" "No…I'll tell him NO!" he said, almost screaming it, willing to say or do anything if it meant she would continue. "Good boy." She breathed huskily. He deserved a treat. Still stroking him, she sped up the motion on his dick, the friction causing his milky pre-cum to come forth

Does Anyone Know??
What it feels like to be trashed? To pretty much know someone is b.s'ing you but you can't outright call them on it. To be lead on... Does anyone even realize anymore that I might have fucking feelings? I don't think that anyone does. I think everyone thinks that I am what I give off... This cold hearted emotionless bitch. That I am so thick-skinned that you can say or do anything you want to me and I'll just brush it off, or say fuck you, and move on. You know what, sometimes I am like that. And sometimes I sit here and cry because I am led told one thing and then just shot down. Get's back to my previous blog of being second best. Why can't people just tell me that they don't want to be around me. Maybe I just shouldn't come up to Phoenix at all this weekend. I don't know. I'm thinking I should just stay here, what's the point? I don't think (besides maybe really xxxxxx) anyone would really care one way or another if I was there or not. I should just stop kidding myself. I just don't

Explanations
if some of you think iam depressed cuz i post sad songs n stories, and such....im not. all iam doin is expressing myself for you, my typing may not be understandable lol but hey we all read and speak typonese. if you feel that it is too depressing then just dont read it..;.shrugs if you like it cool if not thats is your opinions.

Tequila For Mi Amor
TEQUILA FOR MI AMOR...A Mexican is strolling down the street in Mexico City and kicks a bottle lying in the street. Suddenly out of the bottle comes a Genie. The Mexican is stunned.The Genie says, "Hello Master, I will grant you one wish, anything you want."The Mexican begins thinking, "Well, I really like drinking tequila." Finally the Mexican says, "I wish to drink tequila whenever I want, so make me pee tequila."The Genie grants him his wish.When the Mexican gets home, he gets a glass out of the cupboard and pees in it. He looks at the glass and it's clear...looks like tequila. Then smells the liquid... smells like tequila. So he takes a taste, and it is the best tequila he has ever tasted.The Mexican yells to his wife, "Consuelo, Consuelo, come quickly!"She comes running down the hall, and the Mexican takes another glass out of the cupboard and fills it. He tells her to drink it. It is tequila.Consuelo is reluctant but goes ahead and takes a sip. It is the best tequil

Coffee Anyone?
Coffee anyone? You will never look at a cup of coffee the same way again. A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil; without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me what you see." "Carrots, e

101 Love Lines
A good love is delicious because you can't get enough too soon. A smile to put you on high... A kiss to set your soul alright...Would it be alright if I spent tonight being loved by you? Age does not protect you from love. But love, to some extent, protects you from age. All I really need is love, but a little chocolate now and then doesn't hurt! Don't forget to love yourself. He has achieved success who has lived well, laughed often, and loved much. I see you in every passing face I'll love you till the cows come home. If love were a movie, you'd be a box office hit! It's a rainy day when you're not around Let love be your greatest aim. Life is the flower for which love is the honey. Love is the delusion that one woman differs from another. Love is the master key which opens the gates of happiness. Love is to think about someone else more times in a day than you think about yourself. Love makes everything lovely. Love makes life so confu

Celebrities Real Names
A Alan Alda = Alphonso D'Abruzzo Woody Allen = Allen Konigsberg Muhammad Ali = Cassius Marcellus Clay, Jr. Julie Andrews = Julia Elizabeth Wells Fred Astaire = Frederick Austerlitz Chet Atkins = Chester B. Atkins Frankie Avalon = Francis Thomas Avalonne B Lauren Bacall = Betty Joan Perske Anne Bancroft = Anna Maria Italiano Brigitte Bardot = Camille Javal Pat Benatar = Patricia Andrejewski Tony Bennett = Anthony Benedetto Jack Benny = Benjamin Kubelsky Tom Berenger = Thomas Michael Moore Chuck Berry = Charles Edward Anderson Berry Billy The Kid = William H. Bonney Robert Blake = Michael Gubitosi Jon Bon Jovi = John Francis Bongiovi Bono (U2) = Paul Hewson Sonny Bono = Salvatore Phillip Bono David Bowie = David Robert Jones Boy George = George Alan O'Dowd Charles Bronson = Charles Buchinski Albert Brooks = Albert Einstein Mel Brooks = Melvin Kaminsky George Burns = Nathan Birnbaum Ellen Burstyn = Edna Gilhooley Richard Burton = Richard J

This Coming Weekend
So, saturday I get the pleasure of visiting family my grandma passed away and I would rather go kick it with friends and get my mind off the crap. However, if I actually did something like that I would be a terrible person. This is bullshit if u ask me. Everyone deals differently am I right or wrong??? I barely know all these people that are going to be there anyways.... We have such a huge family it's just impossible to keep in touch with everyone. SO in short I am torn on how I should be handling the situation at hand.

Broken Future
So, what does one gain from falling in love? When love never lasts, and I'm hurting again? When I gave my all, and it felt so right To have you be such a big part of my life. Your gifts surround me, there were so many. You said I was special and said you loved me. We talked of our future, combining our lives. I thought this was it, the right one at last. Now our future is broken, I don't understand why, How you could throw us away, after all that we've shared. How can you say, "It's really not you," Then toss me aside, not a treasure at all. The silence is deafening, the pain immense, My heart is so empty, without you here. If only you'd talk, help me understand how You could say "I love you" one day, and the next say goodbye. Memories of you constantly fill my thoughts Hopes run strong that we'll be as before, Before you walked away from the love that we had And again talk of our future, together as one. Yet for now I must suffer with a broken future, An empt

Please?
written....Jul,21,2007 Please don't look at me, My lover left me here, He didn't want me anymore, So he left me on the floor, Crumpled in a little pile, Blood has pooled around my body, He knew that guns and knives could kill, But little does he know, The hardest way a person dies, Is from a broken heart, He made me feel useless, And couldn't show his love, Was angry at every hour, With too many reasons why, Please don't look at me, I feel so quite alone, But since my lover left me here, I'll wait 'til he comes home. Raksha Soulraven ©2007

Love At First Sight
so... have you ever seen someone or met someone and you knew right then that you had to be with that someone for the rest of your life... you soul mate if you will? i met jeff through my soon to b ex-husband. we were neighbors at first untill jeff and his old lady split up and he moved in with his brother down the road.. well mark ( my ex ) started going to jeffs house and i would go too to not stay at home alone anymore... well me and jeff became real good friends wed talk and shit and everything was cool but i had to have more... i finnally told him how i felt and he told me that he wanted me ever since he saw me as a neighbor and i was pregnant then... its so nice to wake up knowing that you ahve found that special someone that you have been searching for all your life... someone who makes you so happy and makes you feel so safe when you are with them... i love jeff with all my heart and im thanks god everyday that he sent me my soul mate.. just thought id share my love and happin

If We Had A Way
i want what i cant have i yern for what cant be mine. Time and distance is in my way. I know there is much to be done but what if there was a way to have both To have what i want and do what i need I think i have figured it out but still unsure Unsure of what you are wanting so I say nothing keeping my thoughts and ideas All in my head and heart I want us to be together and more then just a weekend or two a month I am ready to find out To make our next step How do you feel about that If we could would you Are you ready yet What do you want

Movie Reviews 3
Yes, I'm seeing a lot of films lately. Are You Scared?: Seen the Saw films? You've seen this one. This was an absolutely horrible rip off of the Saw movies - even using some of the same concepts (key in the chest - dig it out and the dude survives). The acting was terrible. The directing was terrible. The effects were passable. The originality was horrible (this might have been original 50 years ago). Don't bother, unless you want something to complain about. 0 out of 5 stars. Date Movie: This is the Airplane or Scary Movie of romantic films. This movie spoofs everything, and nothing is sacred. Starring Allison Hannigan (You all know her from the American Pie films), this film is a tour de force of parodies of romantic films. Nothing is held sacred, and it holds very much in the tradition of the classic Zucker Brothers and Mel Brooks films. If you're looking for a "laugh your ass off" comedy, this is the one - especially for those that have become jaded on romance (Michelle, I'm

Saw4
going to see it tonight since i work halloween night when i was orrignally going to see it...soo any one in the vancouver area wants to come hang out with me at Cinema 99 that be cool. 10pm! see ya there! or not..if not ill write a review of it when i get home or tomorrow after or befor work...

Retardation That Is People I Know. D:
What the fuck is with people who know I have like a billion roommates and whatever that INSIST they totally need to come to my house and 'hook up'. I mean, what the fuck. 1) Sex is great, but holy shit, stop popping the stupid Viagra. :] anddddd. 2) I have guy friends that live with me. BROTHERLY guy friends, do you really think they want to know you're over here to hook up with a girl they think of as a little sister? Fucking idiots. =/

Culling Out The Herd
So today I spent some time creating a video of me as a ghost. and 2 FUCKIN PEOPLE LOOKED AT IT!!!! 2, DAMMIT! Time to thin out the ranks. Most of you fucks don't even deserve to be on my friend list anyway

Is It Posible To Love Someone More Than Life It,s Self???
I often ask myself this .. Seems like youd want to die if you could ,to save another out of love. Guess this is what Jesus felt , when he gave up his life for all us. My soul cries out now , for I know id lay down my life for another ; if it came down to it. My heart is speaking out now . My heart knows the greatest feeling of love is love tGet More at COMMENTYOU.como to another person.. ...hugs diana

The Last Blog
So you think you have figured me out A young man lost in his problems Some problems aren't that easy to solve And you can't break our code of energy I'm bent out of shape, there is no happy ending I've come to a point where I just don't give a f*ck My skin is thick, thick and calloused I'm ready to shed the shell, ready to shed the shell

Vampiers Seem Sexy
Dusk settled over the horizon, enveloping the city in a stunning array of reds and oranges. The moon began to rise, bringing with it the promise of night. This was Rome, a place where for some the days began with sunset and the darkness held life. They were the city's best-kept secret, the vampires. And they preferred to keep it that way. The element of surprise was key in their quest for blood. They hunted their prey nightly and knew that if their existence were to be discovered by humans, the vampires themselves would become the prey. They fed on innocents and criminals alike without remorse. Blood was sustenance and people were merely food. The vampire world was one of dark beauty and insatiable hunger. The girl walked down the strada oblivious to what haunted the city around her. Her name was Sarah and she was an exchange student from the States staying in Rome for a semester. Her own college back home had started to seem stale and Sarah had thought the change would be good for

Images Of You
Images of you cascading through my mind As endless waterfalls of love Wash over our entwined bodies As we make love over and over again Witnessed only by the moon and the stars As we are gently washed away By that cascading waterfall Filled with thoughts of you Washing through my mind. Images of you cascading over my soul As your warm soft body surrounds mine Pulling me in deeper, and yet deeper still Into your soul, into your heart Into your soft warm place That you reserve for only me Wet with the mist of anticipation Of how my love feels inside Gliding deeper and deeper Climaxing into images Cascading over my soul And bringing our essence that much closer. Images of you cascading as tears over my eyes Wet, warm, soul soaking tears of pure joy An ecstasy beyond any we have known Waves of passion spilling up And over flowing from us As we swirl into an ocean of us A liquid love so powerful it can cre

Lioness Part 1
The Lioness Part I So…you wanna see the freak in me, huh? Good. You’ve been paying enough attention to know that she’s there From the way that I flip my hair and the smile that flashes like a heavenly glare When the word “dick” drifts from over here to over there. And you could swear That you heard the purr of my lioness at the Simple Mention Of The Word. “Well”, I said, as we both looked at the bed wondering how long we would waste time And oral energy On this talkin’ shit… See, the first thing you have to do is forget The idea that you’re gonna screw me. You see, screwing is just a tease. Your goal should be to bring me to my knees To make me forget past memories, replacing them with Fantasies of you Working this pussy out again… Make fucking another feel like a sin… Make your dick and tongue my best friends, Then tell me you’re not finished and Do It Again. And then…the

Finish Last
Why is it guys always say nice guys finish last. when its the same for the women nice ones always finish last. the ones that have a lot to give and could make some on happy the guys or the women dont want them. seems to me they rather have the bad boys or the bad girls. nice women need the same as nice guys. the love affection and want them just for them and to make that some one happy.so why is it so hard to find one of those guys?

Broken Heart
As I sit in the darkness of my soul, I welcome the sadness and heartache that has haunted me for so long. A month seemed like a year, time spent with one seemed to of been more of a daydream. Still I can feel the touch of a warm hand, the smell surrounding my body, the breath on my neck, and the kiss ever so gently. Tears fall as I start to get hostile, wanting to throw something but yet nothing around me. Im in the dark with nothing inside, trying to find the air hole cuz Im having a hard time breathing. All I can do is sit here all crunched up. All I can do is think about is you. Outside the box I am fine, happy, and seeming like nothing is wrong. But inside the box is where you are, and in the box is where I belong....

Can Someone Tell Me Why??
Why the big burly men are attracted to me? LOL. I kno from my previous entry I was down in the dumps...I still am...but this one guy at work (drives a truck...we call them spotters...he just travels from plant to plant delivering other trailers) has been flirting with me whenever I work truck gate on 3rds. Well we actually talked for a few mins...like 10. He asked me if I was married...I said I am separated. He asked me why I was divorcing my husband and I told him. Because Jeff lost interest in me and I told him this month would have been 10 years being together and we would have been married 7 years. He told me I look tasty. LOL. He made a comment about his nite being better since I am here. I blushed a bit...it was nice being told that...I asked him how long he was here tonite...he said that I would be tired...I said why...he said because I will be walking in his thoughts all nite long. LOL So he is here all nite. It was nice to hear those things. I kinda miss them.

Flying Dreams
"I'm Flying" Flying dreams fall under a category of dreams where you become aware that you are dreaming, known as lucid dreaming. Many dreamers have described the ability to fly in their dreams as an exhilarating, joyful, and liberating experience.� If you are flying with ease and enjoying the scene and landscape below, then it suggests that you are on top of a situation. You have risen above something. It may also mean that you have gained a different perspective on things. Flying dreams and the ability to control your flight is representative of your own personal sense of power.� Having difficulties staying in flight indicates a lack of power in controlling your own circumstances. You may be struggling to stay aloft and stay on course. Things like power lines, trees, or mountains may further obstruct your flight. These barriers represent a particular obstacle or person who is standing in your way in your waking life.�You need to identify who or what is h

When Everything Hits The Fan
ever have them days where your out of state on vacation and you get a phone call saying your dog is at someone's house only to have another guy call you 30 minutes later saying your dog is in his front yard? well, thats how my morning started out. i had a friend watching my dogs while i was visiting family in illinois. so much fo that. 2 different guys called and said they had my black lab. okay, no big deal. only questions i have for my buddy is where the hell are my dogs. i just got a full grown adult male siberian husky 2 days ago and now i'm getting call about my lab. i haul ass home to find my lab in my fenced in yard and my husky gone. it was bad enough my truck broke down 3 times the night before. but it sucks that the husky is gone. and my 5 day vacation turned into 2 days of driving. did you know that the radar traps in illinois are off by at least 10 miles per hour? oh well i guess its not my problem. the nite turned out great taking my fiancee out for a romantic dinner and m

""family Members""
If you get removed from my 'family' list, don't take it too personally, it's just why bother having you on there if ya don't stay in touch w/ me. You can remove me from yours as well if it's the same way, I'll understand...sorry and thanx all . lol. :hugz: :)

101 Sex Positions
101 Sex Positions Man on Top: Bicycle Boston Brute Brazilian Bedlock Cat Close Embrace Corkscrew Cuban Cradle Double Legged Anchor Jack Hammer Moon Over Miami On the Prowl Raising the Mast Reverse Hot Seat Reverse Mambo Rock the Cradle Slider Sniper Star Gazing Tangled Spider Tequila Sunrise The Steer Tribal Dance Woman on Top: Bermuda Triangle Bronco Buster Didn't Receive 1 Eiffel Tower Kangaroo Shuffle Now and Zenvar Pussy Cat Control Rainbow Arch Reverse Frog Squat Swan Experience Threading the Needle Wild Rodeo Wild Stallion Woman on Top Rear Entry: Man on Top Fire Hydrant G-Spot Jiggy Ironing the Cracks Lock and Pose Lock N'Load Sniper Supported Doggie Stretch Rear Entry: Woman on Top Betty Rocker Bull Horn Drivers Seat Reverse Wild Stallion Southern Exposure Star Gazing

To Whom This May Concern
What was I ever to you? Did I even mean anything? Whatever was the reason you let me wear your ring? Why did you say you loved me, when you know it wasn't true? Why did you even pretend to care, when I never meant a thing to you… I realize now that you were just searching for a way… To ease the pain of your own lost love, to bring the sun back to your day… I realize that you were trying to make me into what I could never be… A mimic of the ex that left you crying, you never loved me for me… You bought me cologne for my birthday; I thought it was from the heart… But I realize now that it was just a reminder to you of him, before you fell apart… I guess you wanted the scent of him to linger for one last time… Well what about when we made love…even then was he on your mind? How dare you do this to me, how dare you lead me to believe… That I could finally rest assured in a love that was never even given to me… To say now I hate you would be too str

So On A Sunday.
im drinkin some V8 and pondering the thought of 28 weeks l8ter. did not like it.it kinda pissed me off. the gore was good but the story line sucked. tis just not my kind of zombie film. HOWEVER on saturday night alyssa n i stayed up n watched childs play 1 and 3 and then we watched dracula with gary oldman OMG vampire sex.especialy when him n wynona r in that bed OMFG! ERECTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lmao well i get my stitches out tomorrow,then i reckon imma start packing for alberta. gunna go for 3 weeks n ill be home intime for xmas.im just tryin to convince mum not to put the tree up without me lol ah well hope my laptop is fixed soon. xoxo