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Rectum Stretcher
While she was "flying" down the road yesterday, a women passed over a bridge only to find a cop with a radar gun on the other side, lying in wait. The cop pulled her over, walked up to the car, with that classic patronizing Smirk, we all know and love, asked, Whats your hurry"? To which she replied, I'm late for work." "Oh yea,: said the cop," What do you do"? "I'm a rectum stretcher, " she replied The cop stammered, "A what?" A rectum stretcher ? And just what does a rectum stertcher do ?" Well she said, I start by inserting one finger,then work my way up to two fingers, then three, then four, then with my whole hand in. I work from side to side until I can get my both hands in, and then slowly stretch it, until it"s about 6 feet wide And just what the hell do you do with a 6 foot asshole? he asked. You Give him a radar gun and park him behind a bridge. Traffic Ticket $95.00 Court Cost $45.00 Look on the cops Face.........Priceless

Rating Fanning Rating And *pulls Hair A Little*
TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY. I'M SOOOOOOOO FAR BEHIND, AND I HAVE A TON (at least for me a ton) OF FRIENDS AND FAMILY. I AM SLOWLY WORKING MY WAY THROUGH EVERYONE. I WILL GET TO YOU I PROMISE. I WILL RATE AND COMMENT AND WHATEVER ELSE I NEED TO DO TO MAKE UP FOR ALL THE CHERRY LUV THAT YOU ALL SENDMY WAY. MUCH CHERRY LUV TO YOU ALL!! UNTIL NEXT TIME jENN

Under Red Moon Rising
Under Red Moon Rising Twas an eve of december and in forrest beds shown moonlight creatures heightened their senses with passion peaks blown so I called to my mistress, A devil in bloom to take from my veins sweet nectar of doom... We laid on a bed of cool hearth and nightshade where angels would shun as dishonor was made we kissed under stars and basked in our glory when heaven shot down and stole her from me... "the glimmer of eyes cast shadows away soft flutter of wings a darkangel would say" did the moon begin to shine? it filled the night with our unearthly delight then to hell did we slumber in fire pitt strewn to hell did we find each passions recovered anew! from that eve on our love was doomed "From that night I was her slave in bed and moments like grief to a grave" cast back the stars I yearn for thee a taste loved needs to lead astray a witch of hearts like siren who calls ships to bed on coral atoll! "how hast thou seen her razor gleam

A Revisitng Of Forced Virgins
"cascading through shivers like poets in song outcasts of mythril where slaves do belong withstanding the bashings of blood lust all wrong where weepings of virgins forced skyclad into throngs...." so new, reapers send the shivers cast to all that bow and pray deep into the labrynth where the shadows come to play twisting ever further their psyches begin to chime with the madness that unfolds with each lick from flesh bone as the weaping children hide deeper in their beds the scratching comes the screams of fear a chorus for all to hear creeps along like sadness where parents know their loss they bow to god in vain in nod as death begins a final, CALL! "they came like a grand carnival of lost souls each with a sin set in flesh and in bone forced into acts of perversion and play the forcing of virgins all screams caused from pain..." I weap from the chapel and watch in disgust as women and children thrown into bestial lust with

Trapped
this is a song for those who are trapped. a song for those who wish to be free of their bonds but will never be free of them. this song is for the drama queens who cant understand that if you love someone then let them be free. if it was meant to be then they will come back. if not move ON! chained melody this chained melody only links to add another comes and still im trapped i cant escape i cant be free in this life i cut simply to feel and breathe my tears have run dry like the sands of time i crawl along and watch it go by this life in prison where i will die i cant escape i cant be free sharpness to skin once again i bleed and laugh in this cell she holds the key to all my joy she locks me tight in forever hell I want out of this nightmare! I want out of this torture! i sit and bleed my freedom is found in the draining im feeling light feeling like i can now fly you hold the key and will never free me so now i will die just

Top Ten Things Men Shouldn't Say Out Loud At Victoria's Secret
10 Does this come in children's sizes? 9 No Thanks. Just Sniffing. 8 I'll be in the dressing room going blind. 7 Mom will love this. 6 Do you have this with a Dallas Cowboys Logo on it? 5 No need to wrap it up, I'll eat it here. 4 Will you model this for me??? 3 Oh honey, you'll never squeeze your fat ass into that! 2 45 bucks?? You're just gonna end up NAKED anyway!! 1 The Miracle What??? This is better than world peace!!

Lame Pickup Lines (i'm Sure You've Heard Em' All)
I'm new in town. Could you give me directions to your apartment? I'm sorry, were you talking to me? Her: No. Well then, please start. If I could rearrange the alphabet, I'd put U and I together. If I followed you home, would you keep me? If you were a tear in my eye I would not cry for fear of losing you. Is there an airport nearby or is that just my heart taking off? My lenses turn dark in the sunshine of your love. So there you are! I've been looking all over for YOU, the girl of my dreams! Stand still so I can pick you up! Was you father an alien? Because there's nothing else like you on earth! What time do you have to be back in heaven? What was that sound? It was the sound of my heart breaking. What's a nice girl like you doing in a place like this? What's that in your eye? Must just be a twinkle. What's your favorite position on extramarital sex? What's your sign? Where have you been all my life? Would you touch me so I can tell my friends I've been touched by an

Wednesday, December 24, 2003
12/24/03: The Journey Begins.... Current mood: hopeful Well, this is the first entry of many, hopefully. It will recap the day's (or past several days, as the case may be) events and my feelings and opinions on said events. To recap (for my benefit, as well as any who might read this journal), my name is Brian, I am a 35 year old black male, living the BDSM lifestyle. I am sexual, polyamorous, and loving. I currently have two relationships that can be considered serious: One is with L, someone who I have known for almost three years now and we have a sometimes tumultuous relationship. which stems from the issues she has had in her past. We love each other and when things are going good, they are quite good. When they are not going well, its a mess. Being her Master can sometimes be a trial, because we keep treading the same ground over and again, and I am getting more than a little tired of that happening. But I love her, dearly. And though I do, that does n

Sex..a Better Look
Men: 1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 5.1 inches long when erect (no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth). 3) 80% of American men are circumsized. Even though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say, nothing can make your penis grow but time (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. Women: 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24% say they have "average" looks, 8% prefer the term "feminine", 7% say they are "good looking", and 7% say they are "cute", and finally only 2% of women say they are "sexy"

How To Dump A Guy Letter..
Dear _______________, I regret to inform you that you have been eliminated from further contention as Mr. Right. As you are probably aware, the competition was exceedingly tough and dozens of well-qualified candidates such as yourself also failed to make the final cut. I will, however, keep your name on file should an opening come available. So that you may find better success in your future romantic endeavors, please allow me to offer the following reason(s) you were disqualified from the competition: (Check those that apply) 1. ___Your last name is objectionable. I can't imagine taking it, hyphenating it, or subjecting my children to it. 2. ___Your first name is objectionable. It's just not something I can picture myself yelling out in a fit of passion. 3. ___The fact that our first dining experience to date has left MY wallet a little lighter, and YOUR pants a little tighter! 4. ___Your inadvertent

All I Want Is A Beer!
All I Want Is a Beer! A man was out of town on business. While sitting around his hotel he became bored. So he thought to himself, "Hmm, a beer would be really nice right now." So he began to wander the streets of the unfamiliar city, looking for a bar. And, after a few minutes he came across one. He casually went inside and took a seat at the bar. The bartender walks up and asks the man what he is drinking. Anxiously, the man says, "Bud Light please." The bartender then asked what the name of his penis was. The man looked at him with confusion and said, "What are you talking about? All I want is a Bud Light and, besides, I have no name for my penis." The bartender, calming the man, said, "Look around, all you see is men. That is because this is a gay bar. And the tradition is, when you order a drink, you state the name of your penis. Then I'll serve you a drink." The man, really thirsty for a beer, now says, "Fine. Give me couple of minutes to t

Which Condoms Would You Use?
Nike Condoms: Just do it. Toyota Condoms: Oh what a feeling. Diet Pepsi Condoms: You got the right one, baby. Pringles Condoms: Once you pop, you can't stop. Mentos Condoms: The freshmaker Flintstones Vitamins Condom Pack: Ten millon strong and growing. Secret Condoms: Strong enough for a man, but Ph balanced for a woman. Macintosh Condoms: It does more, it costs less, its that simple. Ford Condoms: The best never rest. Chevy Condoms: Like a rock. Dial Condoms: Aren't you glad you use it? Don't you wish everybody did? New York Lotto Condoms: Cause hey-- you never know. California Lotto Condoms: Who's next? Avis Condoms: Trying harder than ever. KFC Condoms: Finger-Licking Good. Coca Cola Condoms: Always a Real Thing. Lays Condoms: Betcha can't have just one. Cambells Soup Condoms: Mm, mm good. The Carl's Jr. Condom: If it doesn't get all over the place, it doesn't belong in your face... General Electric: We bring good things to

Rules For The Sexes
Let's face it we women are complicated creatures. I love you, I hate you.hold me , don't touch me. Mixed messages? Maybe, but if our men were prepared, and knew what to expect, we'd all be better off. So here is set of rules that, If understood and agreed to by both parties, should make things go much more smoothly, at least they do for me. There call the Rules for the Sexes.1. The woman always makes the rules.2.The rules are subject to change without prior notification.3. Men are not allowed to know all the rules.4. if a man is suspected of knowing all the rules, the woman must immediately change the rules.5. If a man breaks a rule, he may not be told which rule he has broken.

Pre-booty Call Agreement
PRE-BOOTY CALL AGREEMENT This pre-booty call agreement is entered into on the _________day of _________________ 2005, between ___________________________ and ______________________________. THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: 1. No sleeping over - unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9:00 PM - we don't have shit to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" shit - only mind blowing sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions. Ex. "Where are we heading with this?" "Do you love me?" The answer is "NO", so don't ask. 6. No plans made in advance. That is why you are called the "backup" - unless you are from out-of-town, and then it's only a one-time thing. 7. All gifts accepted - money is always good. 8. No baby talk. However, dirty talk is encouraged. 9. No asking for comparisons with former lovers. It's really none

~how Am I About Sex,,,,,?~
You scored as Passionate/wet, You are a passionate lover. You go with what feels good. Your passion might cause you get wet often even outside of sex but you channel your passion to where you can please your partner. You either have a lot of lust or you just love your partner truely. You can't keep you hands of them and they wouldn't have it any other way. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do! Passionate/wet 100% Exciting/Exotic 100% Hot/hard 100% Shy/Sweet 45% Awkward/New 45% Soft/slow 10% How are you about sex? (with pics) created with QuizFarm.com

If You But Say
I would that life were as we’d never met That I knew not the scent of you And everything of every way Of each move and every breath In blissful dark and ignorance lay Before the now I cannot forget I would that love had passed on by And not stayed to comfort woe That I should see, instead of thee Another’s face without regret But I live now in love to be She upon whom your golden sun you set I would you loved with love the purest quill Your love for me a perfect score And longing for you, as I, as lovers do Would start each parting of each day Then golden hues would return me you The sun would never set if you but say

*weg*
You scored as Doggie-Style, The doggie style position is one of rear entry however not entry in ur rear. The man is dominant and women who enjoy having their body savagely caressed by their man and feeling like they are irresistable will enjoy this position. This is a very erotic position which will make her feel like a goddess because the man WILL deeply enjoy seeing her butt and body. This position allows for deep penetration and stimulation of the g-spot and clit with the fingers at same time.Doggie-Style100% Probably Bi-sexual95% Anal sex80% Cowgirl Position70% Missionary45% Oral sex/ 6935% Which sexual position is best for you? (women)created with QuizFarm.com

Bubba
Bubba----applied for an engineering position at a Lake Charles refinery. A Yankee applied for the same job and both applicants having the same qualifications were asked to take a test by the manager. Upon completion of the test, both men only missed one of the questions. The manager went to Bubba and said: "Thank you for your interest but we've decided to give the Yankee the job." Bubba asked: "And why are you giving him the job? We both got nine questions correct. This being Louisiana , and me being a Southern boy I should get the job!" The manager said: "We have made our decision not on the correct answers, but rather on the one question that you both missed." Bubba then asked: "And just how would one incorrect answer be better than the other?" The manager replied: "Bubba, it's like this... on question #4, the Yankee put down, "I don't know." And you put down, "Neither do I."

Redneck Mama
A woman walks into the downtown welfare office, trailed by 15 kids. "WOW," the social worker exclaims, "are they ALL YOURS???" "Yep they are all mine," the flustered momma sighs, having heard that question a thousand times before, she says, "Sit down Leroy." All the children rush to find seats. "Well," says the social worker, "then you must be here to sign up. I'll need all your children's names." "This one's my oldest - he is Leroy." "OK, and who's next?" "Well, this one he is Leroy, also." The social worker raises an eyebrow but continues. One by one, through the oldest four, all boys, all named Leroy. Then she is introduced to the eldest girl, named Leighroy! "All right," says the caseworker. "I'm seeing a pattern here. Are they ALL named Leroy?" Their Momma replied, "Well, yes-it makes it easier. When it is time to get them out of bed and ready for school, I yell, 'Leroy!' 'An' when it's time for dinner, I just yell 'Leroy!' an' they all comes

Walking Home
Ole is walking home late at night and sees a woman in the shadows. "Twenty dollars . ."she whispers. He'd never been with a hooker before, but he decides, what the heck, it's only twenty bucks. So they hide in the bushes. They're going "at it" for a minute when all of a sudden a light flashes on them. It's a police officer. "What's going on here, people?" asks the officer. "I'm making luff to my Vife," Ole answers indignantly. "Oh, I'm sorry," says the cop, "I didn't know." "Vell," says Ole, " I din't needer, 'til you shine that dang light in her face."

Tetanus Shot:
An old man in his mid-eighties struggles to get up from the couch then starts putting on his coat. His wife, seeing the unexpected behavior, asks, "Where are you going?" He replies, "I'm going to the doctor." She says, "Why, are you sick?" He says, "Nope, I'm going to get me some of that Viagra stuff." Immediately the wife starts working and positioning herself to get out of her rocker and begins to put on her coat. He says, "Where the hell are you going"? She answers, "I'm going to the doctor, too." He says, "Why, what do you need?" She says, "If you're going to start using that rusty old thing, I'm getting a tetanus shot."

Blonde Joke
A blonde's car gets a flat tire on the Interstate one day So she eases it over onto the shoulder of the road. She carefully steps out of the car and opens the trunk. Takes out two cardboard men, unfolds them and stands them at the rear of the vehicle facing oncoming traffic. The lifelike cardboard men are in trench coats exposing their nude bodies to approaching drivers. Not surprisingly, the traffic became snarled and backed up. It wasn't very long before a police car arrives. The officer, clearly enraged,approaches the blonde of the disabled vehicle yelling, "What is going on here?" "My car broke down officer" says the woman, calmly. "Well, what the hell are these obscene cardboard pictures doing here by the road?!" asks the officer. "Helllllooooo.... those are my emergency flashers!" she replied.

Pencil Value
VALUE OF A CATHOLIC EDUCATION AND A #2 PENCIL Little Mary Margaret was not the best student in Catholic School . Usually she slept through the class. One day her teacher, a Nun, called on her while she was sleeping. "Tell me Mary Margaret, who created the universe?" When Mary Margaret didn't stir, little Johnny who was her friend sitting behind her, took his pencil and jabbed her in the rear. "God Almighty!" shouted Mary Margaret. The Nun said, "Very good" and continued teaching her class. A little later the Nun asked Mary Margaret, "Who is our Lord and Savior?" But Mary didn't stir from her slumber Once again, Johnny came to her rescue and stuck Mary Margaret in the butt. "Jesus Christ!!!" shouted Mary Margaret and the Nun once again said, "Very good," and Mary Margaret fell back asleep. The Nun asked her a third question..."What did Eve say to Adam after she had her twenty-third child?" Again, Johnny came to the rescue. This time Mary Margaret jumped up and shouted, "If you sti

Three Doors Down "here Without You" Lyrics
A hundred days had made me older Since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lights had made me colder And I don’t think I can look at this the same But all the miles had separate They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams And tonight it’s only you and me The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams And tonight girl it’s only you and me Everything I know, and anywhere I go It gets hard but it won’t take away my love And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done it get hard but it w

Soundgarden "fell On Black Days" Lyrics
FELL ON BLACK DAYS Lyrics Artist(Band):Soundgarden Whatsoever I've feared has come to life And Whatsoever I've fought off became my life Just when everyday seemed to greet me with a smile Sunspots have faded Now I'm doing time Now I'm doing time Cause I fell on black days I fell on Black days Whomsoever I've cured I've sickened now Whomsoever I've cradled I've put you down I'm a search light soul they say But I can't see it in the night I'm only faking when I get it right When I get it right Cause I fell on black days I fell on Black days How would I know That this could be my fate How would I know That this could be my fate So what you wanted to see good has made you blind And what you wanted to be yours has made it mine So don't you lock up something that you wanted to see fly Hands are for shaking No, not tying No, not tying I sure don't mind a change I sure don't mind a change Yeah, I said sure dont mind, I sure dont mind the change I sure don

Hurt "falls Apart" Lyrics
Hurt - Falls Apart Lyrics I messed up again when I tried You spend all your money and I And, oh! By the way, With all you did nothing has changed So lie like a waste by the side As everything just falls apart 'Cause everything just fell apart for me I cracked my head and broke my I correct my head and broke my I cracked my head and broke my heart And I don't feel the need to go on I was happier singing along the way I had things, I need to say But now it's like a swallowed tape That holds up my face from inside As everything just falls apart 'Cause everything just fell apart for me So woe is me Oh woe is me, yeah I cracked my head and broke my... heart And the hell of it is what we are We finish and wish we could start again Our skin tears away as Our memories fade with age And we don't even know 'til it's gone? But everything just fell apart 'Cause everything just falls apart for me So woe is me It all falls apart you see So woe it me It al

Oingo Boingo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111
So I just managed to download nearly every song ever released by my favorite band oingo boingo and I'm so fucking excited right now I can barely breath. . .Oh my god oh my god!!!! I feel a girlish squeal of delight coming on. . . I dunno If I can fight it. . .nope I squeaked. . .and I'm not ashamed of that fact Danny Elfman is my fucking god!!!!!

Hedge Witch
A hedgewitch is one that follows in the footsteps of the old village wisewoman. Not following any one path in particular but incorporating many and understanding that each must find his/her own way. She is a healer, a counselor, a shaman, and witch all rolled into one as the need arises. A hedgewitch is solitary by nature and generally does not belong to any particular coven or group, though she may participate in public gatherings and rituals, she practices alone. What is a hedgewitch? (Paganlore.com) The Hedge Path of Soraya's Witches' Thicket - http://www.cros.net/soraya/path.htm

Two Cannibals
Two cannibals, a father and son, were elected by the tribe to go out and get something to eat. They walked deep into the jungle and waited by a path. Before long, along came this little old man. The son said, "Ooh dad, there's one." "No," said the father. "There's not enough meat on that one to even feed the dogs. We'll just wait." Well, a little while later, along came this really fat man. The son said, "Hey dad, he's plenty big enough." "No," the father said. "We'd all die of a heart attack from the fat in that one. We'll just wait." About an hour later, here comes this absolutely gorgeous woman. The son said, "Now there's nothing wrong with that one dad. Let's eat her." "No," said the father. "We'll not eat her either." "Why not?" asked the son. "Because, we're going to take her back alive and eat your mother."

Barbie
A man walks into a store to buy a Barbie doll for his daughter. "How much is that Barbie in the window?", he asks the shop assistant. In a manner she responds, "Which Barbie? We have Barbie Goes to the Gym for $19.95, Barbie Goes to the Ball for $19.95, Barbie Goes Shopping for $19.95, Barbie Goes to the Beach for $19.95, Barbie Goes Nightclubbing for $19.95, and Divorced Barbie for $395.00. " The guy asks, "Why is Divorced Barbie different from all the others ? "That's obvious," the assistant states, "Divorced Barbie comes with Ken's house, Ken's car, Ken's boat, Ken's furniture... "

Tell Me About Yourself,the Survey
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:KatieBirthday:September 5thBirthplace:OwatonnaCurrent Location:OwatonnaEye Color:HazelHair Color:ATM it is brown with blonde highlightsHeight:5'6"Right Handed or Left Handed:RightYour Heritage:Bohemian,Norwegian,GermanThe Shoes You Wore Today:None yetYour Weakness:Too many to listYour Fears:IllnessYour Perfect Pizza:CheeseGoal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:Be healthyYour Most Overused Phrase On an ins

Redneck Etiquette Tips
Going Out: 1. Never take a beer to a job interview. 2. Always identify people in your yard before shooting at them. 3. It's considered tacky to take a cooler to church. 4. Even if you're certain that you are included in the will, it is still considered tacky to drive a U-Haul to the funeral home. Entertaining In Your Home: 1. A centerpiece for the table should never be anything prepared by a taxidermist. 2. Do not allow the dog to eat at the table ... no matter how good his manners are. 3. If you have to vacuum the bed, it is time to change the sheets. Personal Hygiene: 1. While ears need to be cleaned regularly, this is a job that should be done in private using one's own truck keys. 2. Proper use of toiletries can forestall bathing for several days. However, if you live alone, deodorant is a waste of good money. 3. Dirt and grease under the fingernails is a social no-no, as they tend to detract from a woman's jewelry and alter the taste of finger foods.

Things You Probably Don't Know
1. Money isn't made out of paper; it's made out of cotton. 2. The Declaration of Independence was written on hemp paper. 3. The dot over the letter i is called a "tittle". 4. A raisin dropped in a glass of fresh champagne will bounce up and down continuously from the bottom of the glass to the top. 5. Susan Lucci is the daughter of Phyllis Diller. 6. 40% of McDonald's profits come from the sales of Happy Meals. 7. 315 entries in Webster's 1996 Dictionary were misspelled. 8. The spot on 7UP comes from its inventor, who had red eyes. He was albino. 9. On average, 12 newborns will be given to the wrong parents, daily. 10. Warren Beatty and Shirley MacLaine are brother and sister. 11. Chocolate affects a dog's heart and nervous system; a few ounces will kill a small sized dog. 12. Orcas (killer whales) kill sharks by torpedoing up into the sharks stomach from underneath, causing the shark to explode. 13. Most lipstick contains fish scales (eeww). 1

Ok I Think Pms Is Kicking In
on yahoo im... oj1313 07:11 I'm exactly what you need. lyobov 07:11 oh fer fucks sake oj1313 07:12 Yes? lyobov 07:12 ummm no ........ lyobov 07:18 ok first 07:18 how did you find me? oj1313 07:18 Yahoo lyobov 07:18 you saw my profile? oj1313 07:18 Yep lyobov 07:19 and it says in a relationship, no? or did ya not stroll that fucking far down the motherfucking page? oj1313 07:19 So? lyobov 07:20 so why the FUCK would i need anything from your stupid fucking lame ass???? oj1313 07:20 Well... you're not thinking about this correctly. lyobov 07:21 oh i'm not? 07:21 well i think you're not oj1313 07:21 Thats fine, you're incorrect. lyobov 07:21 and i think it's a nice day for a walk over your place with a .50 cal 07:21 it is - i thought it was gonna rain but it's not 07:21 wait for me hun i'll be right there 07:21 give you something YOU need lmfao oj1313 07:22 At least you're stable. 07:22 Hahahaha... idiot. 07:22 Bye. YES< I AM AN

Drunk Driving Test (x)
A cop saw a car weaving all over the road and pulled it over. He walked up to the car and saw a nice-looking woman behind the wheel. There was a strong smell liquor on her breath. He said, 'I'm going to give you a breathalyzer test to determine if you are under the influence of alcohol.' She blew up the balloon and he walked it back to the police car. After a couple of minutes, he returned to her car and said, 'It looks like you've had a couple of stiff ones.' She replied, 'You mean it shows that, too?'

The Wolf That Guides.
Things unsaid could be deadly What lurks in the silence Does it matter progly not earges of chaos carnge and mayhem these are things of pleasure His eyes watches behind mine his ears hear what I do news of somthing somthing that shouldnt be known cause it could causeo some one pain as a healer I should care but the wolf tells em to let it go wait and let time run it coarse then when its done an over Go end for the kill

When Technology Fails
so my 1000 dollar software is on the fritz... my brilliant german audio recording suite ist kaput... fuck... and i get to wait until tomorrow to find out why... FUCK...this sux just sayin... *heading off to play acoustic guitar, cuz it doesn't need anything but me*

Why Do I?
why do i sabotage love? why am i afraid? have i not healed myself of my past? i just want to be happy. why can't i let it in and embrace it for what it's worth? i'm not perfect and neither is he...i don't want perfect, cause perfect is fake. do i have my heart under such lockdown that i don't have the key anymore? am i expecting too much? is it too much to ask for happiness and to have someone love me for me? i am a beautiful woman inside and out so why is it so hard for me to make love happen?

Clouded Dreams
Drifting clouds lazy in their meanderings Upon a tranquil sky of bonny blue Gazing upward young girl of yesterday Grass tickling teenage toes so fair What does she see in her deepest thoughts? And feel within the stillness of her heart? Perhaps nothing more than memories Those have yet to be made And dreams That never will blossom into being Fears evade her if only for now Marshmallow moments softly fill her mind Leaving her to drift lazily forth Flowers beneath her, soft as her own bed Soothe her into a gentle sleep Fragrance sweet as honey seeps into her Filling her with hope and laughter Her smile widens with the future before her Stretching the youth of her body She sinks further into her clouded dreams.

25 June 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Monday, June 25: Staring into space has always been one of your favorite hobbies. To lend your pastime some street credibility, you'll tell people you're a writer. They'll believe you until they ask to read your manuscript.

Monday 6/25/07
Ok I'm way behind because I've been out of town on a family emergency, but I'm finally home until friday when we have to go back to lexington til sunday or monday. So since I've been home I've just been doing my normal daily routine, just listening to music and catching up with friends since I've been away. Well, I don't have much to report so I'm going to end this here. Have a great day everyone.

The Best Song He Ever Made!!!!
Tonex - Make Me Over Again wanzeaurbangospelmusiqueclipchretientonexmusicDuration: 06:22Taken: 09 December 2006Location: FranceLyrics : (Tonex) You know my other side. I can no longer hide. Let you down so many times. Sin freshly crucifies. Thought that I had a plan. I had it all figured out. But, the more that you tried to be by my side, the more I pushed you out. (Chorus) Lord make me over (oh) Lord make me over (oh) Lord make me over (make me over again) Make me over again (is there anybody in this place saying make me over again) Make me over again (Tonex) Time after time, I've failed you. Pierced your side when they already nailed you. Jesus you healed my open wounds. Oh Lord I just want to be more like you. Father I let you down. What's not like you just take it out. Reconcile me Jesus. I just want to please you. Wash me and make me whole. Chorus I'm tired of myself, I'm tired of my evil ways yeah. Every day it's the same

10 Truths
10 TRUTHS BLACK AND HISPANIC PEOPLE KNOW, BUT WHITE PEOPLE WON'T ADMIT: 1. Elvis is dead. 2. Jesus was not white. 3. Rap music is here to stay. 4. Kissing your pet is not cute or clean. 5. Skinny does not equal sexy. 6. Thomas Jefferson had black children. 7. A 5 year old child is too big for a stroller. 8. N'SYNC will never hold a candle to the Jackson 5. 9. An occasional BUTT whooping helps a child stay in line. 10. Having your children curse you out in public is not normal. 10 TRUTHS WHITE AND BLACK PEOPLE KNOW, BUT HISPANIC PEOPLE WON'T ADMIT: 1. Hickey's are not attractive. 2. Chicken is food, not a roommate. 3. Jesus is not a name for your son. 4. Your country's flag is not a car decoratio n. 5. Maria is a name but not for every daughter. 6. "Jump out and run" is not in any insurance policies. 7. 10 people to a car is considered too many. 8. Buttoning just the top button of your shirt is a bad fashion statement. 9. Mami and Papi c

Thanks To My Girl
my baby girl helped me get back into this account, thanks baby, i love you. sorry i haven't been talking to anyone from this account, i didn't have the log in info for it, but my girl helped me get it back thanks baby, i love you.

Fire Academy Remembers Firefighters
Fire Academy Remembers Firefighters Friday, Jun 22, 2007 @04:13pm EMMITTSBURG, MD- Firefighters attended an emotional service in Frederick County on Friday. A bell was rung nine times at the National Fire Academy in Emittsburg. It was a tribute to the firefighters killed in Charleston, South Carolina this week. In the crowd was a fire chief from Mobile, Alabama who lost a member of his department last year. Firefighters come to the academy from around the country to take training classes. The head of the school said he let the students organize the service. "They are here for a week or two weeks taking classes, but when a tragedy like this happens, they all feel it. This is especially hard on our students because they're away from home; they're away from the men and women that they work with. They only have each other to rely on," said Dr. Denis Onieal, Fire Academy Superintendent. The academy is the site of the National Fallen Firefighters Memorial. The nine fire

Enough Is Enough
OK I LOST ONE PAGE ON CT, BECAUSE OF VIETMAN VETERAN HATERS/DIRTY OLD BIKER HATERS/DOWNRATERS/ AND PEOPLE WHO SENT ME HATE MAIL FOR BEING A DIRTY OLD MAN. TO YOU I SAY "FOND", IF YOU GET THIS PAGE I WILL JUST HAVE TO BUILD ANOTHER. SO FROM THIS DATE FORWARD, I WILL BE KNEW AS LONE WOLF WITH ONE HELL OF A PACK OF FRIENDS LMAO. I DO WANT TO GIVE A SHOUT OUT AND A BIG THANKS TO ALL MY FRIENDS THAT DID HELP BACK THIS TIME AROUND Lone Wolf

Birds And The Bees
A father asked his 10-year old son if he knew about the birds and the bees. "I don't want to know," the child said, bursting into tears. "Promise me you won't tell me." Confused, the father asked what was wrong. The boy sobbed, "When I was six, I got the 'There's no Easter Bunny' speech. At seven, I got the 'There's no Tooth Fairy' speech. When I was eight, you hit me with the 'There's no Santa' speech. If you're going to tell me that grown-ups don't really get laid, I'll have nothing left to live for."

2007 Survey
> Welcome to another 2007 edition of getting to know > your friends. What you are supposed to do is copy > (not forward) this entire e-mail and paste it onto a > new e-mail that you'll send. Change all the answers > so they apply to you, and then send this to your > friends including the person who sent it to you. > > The theory is that you will learn a lot of little > things about your friends that you might not have > known! > > 1. What time did you get up this morning? 5 a.m. > > 2. Diamonds or pearls? diamonds > > 3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? > God it's been forever > > 4. What is your favorite TV show? Law And Order > . > 5. What do you usually have for breakfast? coffee > > 6. What is your middle name ( Optional )? Ann > > 7. What food do you dislike? (just one? hehehe) > Liver > > 8. What is your favorite CD at the moment? Ne-Yo > > 9. What kind of car do you drive? 2003 Dodge Durango > > 10. Favorite sandwich? Turkey > > 11.

26 June 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Tuesday, June 26: News is depressing and you don't like feeling melancholy, so you've decided not to watch, listen to or read the news. This make you feel a lot better in an ignorance-is-bliss sort of way.

New Station On Ct Grand Theft Radio Now Open And Up For Your Enjoyment
HEY ALL ME AND MY GAL TEAMED UP WITH MY FRIEND AND NOW THE RESULTS ARE THIS GRAND THEFT RADIO IS ALIVE AND ON CT COME CHECK US OUT SEVERAL ALREADY LIKE IT ITS LOOKING GOOD CHECK IT OUT HERE COPY AND PASTE THE LOUNGE IN A NEW BROWSER http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=8192# OR www.grand-theft-radio.com ALSO YOU MAKE A REQUEST I WILL AND ALL THE OTHER DJS WILL PLAY THEM AND WE ARE NOT JUST ONE TYPE ALL TYPES FOR ALL THE LISTINERS OUT THIER

Friends...is This Me ???!!!
LEO July 24 - August 23 Ruling Planet: THE SUN Which isn't a planet at all, but a star, and just like Leo's opinion of themselves, it's the centre of our solar system! Leos can be very 'into themselves' when they bonk. It's not that they don't make their partner feel special, it's just that they often forget about them as they secretlyhigh-five themselves for scoring again! Leo does actually want more from a partner than just sex though. Leo wants love and friendship too. They can be very romantic, but when they get into bed, it's not an experience they're about to have, it's a show! They like to perform... and they take requests! "Doing it" is the ultimate stress buster for Leo and they are pretty damn good at it, but they need constant praise for their outstanding performance. FAVE POSITION Receiving 'oral affections', since Leo is all about getting serviced! BEST SEX TOY A camera, or a game of Strip Poker will get the cat purring… or perhaps you can use them both t

You Should Fear Me
See me hear me but don't fucking touch me you should fear me I am seriously distrubed watch me get mine I don't plan were I am going don't care my fears are fading away no more tears for today Think I'm going to die today why do I feel this way stop looking at me stop trying to hear me don't touch me keep your mouth shut you should fear what evil lives inside me don't pick on me I bite back you ever have bad dreams all I see trouble Sometimes I feel so free think I'm going to die today graud your life dearly feel my love burn angles & demons dancing above me teasing me with my fate how could me life go so wrong everyone who has hurt me is going to pay

Quizzes From Quiz Universe...
Phoenix -- [noun]:An impotence cream 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com What is your Sexual Obituary? With gusto, Phoenix died while in the sack with their lover, Their pet.Phoenix will be terribly missed by The men's olympic team. 'What is your Sexual Obituary?' at QuizUniverse.com According to this reading, you are 71% sexually hot! 'How sexually hot are you?' at QuizUniverse.com Phoenix's sex

My Business Website And Card
I need some advice. I want to make sure my website and business card is good. That it can attract costumers and catch peoples eyes. Plus, I'm also looking for a logo. So if someone could please help me. Message or shout me and let me know so I can give you the link to both business card and website.

June 26, 2007
Normally you're very generous, but right now you feel like holding yourself farther away from the madding crowd. Well, what of it? A regal type like you has the right to change your mind -- it's your prerogative. EVERYTIHNG is my prerogative LMAO! I am not feeling as nice as I was even a week ago...tired of giving and no receiving. How many times can you help someone out and get screwed over? GRRRRRR

Omg I Just Wanted To Deck Her
Ok, well some of you don't know this but my parents are in the middle of a divorce. Well this is the second divorce, my mother was married twice. The house I live in is my mom and stepfathers. Well my stepfather and his gf and her two kids wanted to come over and go swimming. I never really care if they do. Well everything was going good. Then his gf and her daughter who is 17 left and went to work. My stepfather left to take her son to get his bike and her son's father met up with them and then they all came back over to go swimming. We were all having fun until my dad's gf came back from work. She is the kind of person who bitches at EVERYTHING. She's cool when she's not bitching which is like 10% of the time. Anyways, her ex was getting ready to leave and my dad was doing the decent thing and walking him out to his car and bsing with him. I got sick and tired of her bitching so I went out front with the guys just to bullshit. And then me and my dad came in the house and I was getti

The First Time We Met
The first time we met I just knew, That my life would change, because of you, My heart was such a lonely place, Yet the look in your eyes and the smile on your face, I asked if you would like a drink, Then in your presents I let myself sink, It only took a short while for me to fall, Sadly it took longer for me to make the call, It was then with heart aglow, I knew that I loved you so, Our love grew and you chased away my strife, All emptiness now gone from my once lonely life, You fill my days, With your love and in many other ways, Now it’s to you I give my love and heart, Wherever you are or when we are apart.

I Hate Horoscopes
Virgo, Today the Stars make you seem fascinating and attractive to others. This would therefore be the most opportune moment for starting a new romantic affair. Work wise, you'll be somewhat penalized by jealousy.

A Wish For Sun
I see you there, sitting on a bench, wrapped tight in polyester and down, staring out at the naked branches of trees torn bare by winter’s breath, and I feel your discontent, your angst, the boiling within your core that begs you each day to do something different, go somewhere warm, feel the dry wind which scatters desert dust, touch the hair of a woman and watch it glisten beneath your hand. And I think we’re not so different, you and I, both soldiers trapped within a war that neither of us understands. There is only wind, and rain, and the constant caress of hands we do not know, and we are cold without the light we crave, the warmth of a summer whose power will cast away the lonely lies we tell ourselves each day, the words we live by, our mantras, which keep us sane, and so we wish for the brightness of a place far from here.

Shedding Some Light
So, I have a friend who is a very talented lighting designer. He works in the film industry, and you have seen his work in many movies and television shows. He and I spent some time catching up recently, and it reminded me of a wonderful story he told about when he first went to California. Like many people trying to break into the industry, he had a very difficult time of it at first. And, like many people with technical skills, he eventually found himself forced to work in the adult film industry until he could break into the mainstream entertainment business. On his first day, he arrived on the set. He was ashamed and embarrassed. He was told he would be working on key lighting. In most productions, the key light is the main source of light for a scene. He expected to find some decent equipment, but he knew he was in trouble when he was instead handed a flashlight. The performers got down to business and my friend dutifully pointed the light at the scene, keeping his

For $10,000 Cherry Bucks
For $10,000 Cherry Bucks, you too can be my friend. Benefits include being on my friends list and me not denying I know who the hell you are. For an extra $5,000 Cherry Bucks I'll even claim you rock (even if you're an asshat). And, for a limited time, I'll be your fan for the low, low price of $25,000 Cherry Bucks. You have to put out to be in my Family, however. (The sad part about this is that I could get away with this if I had tits).

1/11/07
Today is traveling day for me.I am actually gonna leave in the same way that I arrived in Atlanta twelve years ago, on GREYHOUND.I think traveling this way back home will be rather symbolic.A friend of mine likes to call this sort of situation,cop and blow:leaving a situation in pretty much the same way you got involved.I think you have to be a person who can do without any frills for alittle or be able only to afford traveling this way or just very cheap.I fall into the first to and I am only cheap when I really need to be.I think I am exaggerating somewhere in what I just wrote...LOL. Peace

Judgement
something that really grinds my gears is when ppl judge others. how can anyone in good concience, judge anyone for their actions? unless you were there, in their shoes, faced with the choice, how can you know for sure y they did what they did? i dont condone anything like murder or child abuse, or sexual assault, but i still dont judge those ppl. who knows y they did it? maybe their mind is wonky, or they were just pissed that day. think of this: how will you stand up to someone elses judgement? none of us are perfect, by anyones standards, except our own, and that concept is fundamentally flawed. most of us are blind to our own faults, therefore, how do we judge even ourselves? my point is this: no matter what anyone has done, be it murder, theft, or a simple rude comment, dont damn the person, damn the actions they take, and try to understand that everone sees things differently.

I Am A Lil Depressed,
I am a lil depressed today, I got on cherrytap and read several comments on my page saying that I am a fake and that my account should be deleted. WHY? I honestly do not bother anyone, I HAVE NEVER, EVER rated anyone a (1) or downrated anyone on here nor will I ever! All because I chose not to post a salute or a pic of my face I am being considered fake. Again I ask *WHY*? Can some people understand that there are people out side of Cherrytap that have difficult lives and arent able to live normal lives like some others? Mabey some people cant afford a web cam and they dont have a pic phone, it doesnt justify that person is a fake, And what about freedom of speech and freedom of choice? Shouldnt it be THAT persons choice weather or not to post his or face on here? I mean when did this site become my boss or the people on it? My friends know as well as I know I never cause trouble I never say anything disrespectful about anyone, so again WHY am I considered a Fake because I cant post m

What The F#&k
You only live life once, dont waste it by making others happy when you are not !! We must be happy for ourselves, foremost and only for us. Life is way too short to wait till someone comes along to do this for us, live life for YOU not for anyone else. BE HAPPY!!!!! MAKE YOURSELF HAPPY !!!! HUGGS and KISSES !!!!!

Morons Or People =sheep
What is it today that cause most people to shirk their respective responsibilities. Wither it be Child Support, Abortion, Gay Rights, Moral Values, Disciplining, or any number of things. The fact that most people hide behind their respective "medications", and psychiatric counselors. "My parents didn't hug me enough, "I wasn't loved enough". All of these things are merely excuses for not pulling your share of the work load. The fact that most of us use our "medications" or psychiatric counselors to find and/or place blame on someone else instead of merely looking within is startling. Why do smokers who contract a disease related to the addiction sue the tobacco company?, Why do parent sue teachers who fail their children, and then complain about national education standards notbeing high enough? Is it that hard to look with in yourself and accept a little responsibility? I refer to a fellow authors work for the following passage: "The sheep are the people in

Twenty-five Ways To Annoy Your Roommate At Christmas Time
1. Claim you were a Christmas tree in your former life. If she/he tries to bring one into the room, scream bloody murder. 2. Go to the mall with your roommate and sit on Santa's lap. Refuse to get off. 3. Wear a Santa suit all the time. Deny you're wearing it. 4. Sit in a corner in the fetal position rocking back and forth chanting, "Santa Claus is coming to town, Santa Claus is coming to town..." 5. Hang mistletoe in the doorway. When your roommate enters or leaves the room, plant a wet one on his/her lips. 6. Hang a stocking with your roommates name on it. Collect coal and sharp objects in it. If she/he asks, say "you've been very naughty this year." 7. Paint your nose red and wear antlers. Constantly complain about how you never get to join in on the reindeer games. 8. Make conversation out of Christmas Carols. (I.E. "You know, I saw mommy kissing Santa Claus underneath the mistletoe last night.") 9. Wrap yourself in Christmas lights and roll ar

Believe In Santa Claus
> > > >I remember my first Christmas adventure with Grandma. I was just a > >kid. I remember tearing across town on my bike to visit her on the > >day my big sister dropped the bomb: "There is no Santa Claus," she > >jeered. "Even dummies know that!" > > > >My Grandma was not the gushy kind, never had been. I fled to her that > >day because I knew she would be straight with me. I knew Grandma > >always told the truth, and I knew that the truth always went down a > >whole lot easier when swallowed with one of her "world-famous" > >cinnamon buns. I knew they were world-famous, because Grandma said > >so. It had to be true. > > > >Grandma was home, and the buns were still warm. Between bites, I told > >her everything. She was ready for me. "No Santa Claus?" she > >snorted...."Ridiculous! Don't believe it. That rumor has been going > >around for years, and it makes me mad, plain mad!! Now, put on your > >coat, and let's go." > > > >"Go? Go where, Grandma?" I asked. I had

Urrr Update I Suppose.
*pokes at blog* ewwww its all moldy. So...I guess that I haven't been here in awhile. How y'all doin? I'm doin' ok. I've been working on my homemaker skills. Getting better, I still can't pick a paint color on the first try, but whatever. I found a new girly store, its called Sephora, or something to that effect. I like it. Its got all sorts of lotions and potions! So I'm on the hunt for my make up table again. Everything that I find that I like though, is fairly expensive, boooooo. I'll continue on my search nevertheless. I'm still as useless and lost as before. I still don't know what to do with my car or which job to get. So many opportunities, too many infact. I need more of a Commie lifestyle. That would narrow it down a bit =P July and August are gonna be festival crazy as usual. There is the renesance fair, street performers, fringe, the Ex, Warped tour, Motion notion and a few other things here and there. I fail to see how I'm gonna be able to attend them all

You Gotta Be Fucking Kidding Me
http://www.kpho.com/news/13586605/detail.html PHOENIX -- A 65-year-old St. Louis man went missing outside Williams, Ariz., after he was kicked off an Amtrak train in the middle of a national forest, Williams police said. Police said Roosevelt Sims was headed to Los Angeles but was asked to leave the train shortly before 10 p.m. Sunday at a railroad crossing five miles outside Williams. "He was let off in the middle of a national forest, which is about 800,000 acres of beautiful pine trees," Lt. Mike Graham said. Police said there is no train station or running water at the crossing, which is about two miles from the nearest road, at an elevation of about 8,000 feet. Amtrak personnel told police dispatchers that Sims was drunk and unruly. The Sims family said Sims is diabetic and was going into shock. Sims' brother, Brian Mason, said his family tried to call Sims on his cell phone that night, but Sims was incoherent. When officers arrived at the crossing, pol

Oil Change Instructions For Women:
1) Pull up to Jiffy Lube when the mileage reaches 3000 miles since the last oil change. 2) Drink a cup of coffee 3) 15 minutes later, write a check and leave with a properly maintained vehicle. Money spent: Oil Change: $20.00 Coffee: $1.00 Total: $21.00 Oil Change instructions for Men : 1) Wait until Saturday, drive to auto parts store and buy a case of oil, filter, kitty litter, hand cleaner and a scented tree, write a check for $50.00. 2) Stop by 7/11 and buy a case of beer, write a check for $20, drive home. 3) Open a beer and drink it. 4) Jack car up. Spend 30 minutes looking for jack stands. 5) Find jack stands under kid's pedal car. 6) In frustration, open another beer and drink it. 7) Place drain pan under engine. 8) Look for 9/16 box end wrench. 9) Give up and use crescent wrench. 10) Unscrew drain plug. 11) Drop drain plug in pan of hot oil: splash hot oil on you in process. Cuss. 12) Crawl out from under car to wipe hot oil off

Damn Checking Account
An old man walks into a bank and says to the woman at the window, "I want to open a damn checking account." the astonished woman replies, "I beg your pardon, sir. I must have misunderstood you. What did you say?" "Listen up, damn it. I said I want to open a damn checking account now!" "I'm very sorry sir, but that kind of language is not tolerated in this bank." The teller leaves the window and goes over to the bank manager to inform him of her situation. The manager agrees that the teller does not have to listen to that foul language. They both return to the window and the manager asks the old geezer, "Sir, what seems to be the problem here? "There is no damn problem," the man says. I just won $200 million bucks in the damn lottery and I want to put my damn money in this damn bank." "I see," says the manager "and is this bitch giving you a hard time?"

To Lost. This Is Old Blog From Myspace, So You'll Have To Remember That When Reading This. I Wrote This Thing Back When To Lost His First Game W
Indeed TO proves once again that there is truly no "I" in team, but there is one in idiot or should I say two, which is perfect because all TO cares about is himself. After whining and bitching all last year about how little money he was making, he finally got his ass handed to him, at least for this week. By the way, how much money was the jackass making last year? Let me think. Oh yeah, he made about six million a year, and claimed he wasn't one of the top five paid receivers last year. Although, ESPN claimed that he was third behind Moss and Marvin Harrison. Now Moss I can understand because like TO, he's a huge whining sissy of a bitch. In fact, if I had to choose between the two evils, I would have to go with TO because at least TO isn't a demanding bitch that wants to the leader of every team he goes on and expects the offense to revolve around the wide receiver position. Um...I'm not a huge football guru here, but how the fuck can you revolve an offense around one rec

Dr. Suess' How The Grinch Stole Christmas
Oh how I adored Dr. Seuss' "How the Grinch Stole Christmas." Remembering many fond memories of reading the book, then watching it come alive on the the TV screen. Every Christmas while growing up, I would always watch the holiday special, "How the Grinch Stole Christmas." It became like a holiday tradition for me every year. Which is why it's hard for me to review this film. Don't get me wrong, I still love the original story and still watch the cartoon every christmas. Unfortunately, I cannot say the same praisal for this movie, at all. The movie is based off the classic childrens' book by Dr. Suess. In which, in a fictional town called, Whoville, a mean Grinch terrorizes its' inhabitants every Christmas. Totally against the commercialism ideals of Christmas but in the end learns what the true meaning of Christmas really is. Indeed, Ron Howard does stay true to the original story, but he adds some extra back story to the Grinch and some of its' other characters to fill in the extra ti

I Love My Kittys
http://www.bigcatrescue.org/leopard_photos.htm Reasons to support Big Cat Rescue: We make your donation count. It costs $500,000.00 per year to keep our sanctuary alive. Here you can actually see the difference your money makes. People are always amazed at the progress they see when they are away for even a few months. We use your donations to provide a better life for the cats and to combat the causes of animal abuse. We are saving wild cats in the wild. We are involved in an advisory capacity in several countries’ efforts to save their native cats in the wild. These projects include saving Snow Leopards in the Himalayas, Ocelots, Tigrina, Geoffroy Cats, and Jaguarundi and Pampas Cats in Mexico, Brazil and Central America, Puma and Jaguar in Costs Rica, the Bay Cat in the Philippines, Pallas Cats in Mongolia, the Clouded Leopard and Leopard Cats in S.E. Asia, the Black Footed Cats in Africa and the Sand Cats in the middle east. We rescue animals from

Friday Links: Live At Mohegan Sun - Turn On Your Webcams, New O&a Videos, Traveling Virus Tomorrow, New Videos Online, Wow Motorcycle Run - Sign Up T
LISTEN TO TODAY's SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Happy Fridee everyone... The Opie and Anthony Show is LIVE from The Wolf Den inside Mohegan Sun Casino in lovely....scenic...umm, middle-of-nowhere-but-still-to-be-here Uncasville, CT. We brought our webcams and we got Dancin' girls!!!! (or they just showed up apparently), so if you want to see any of this goodness, TURN ON YOUR PALTALK! (and head on over to the 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' room) Our buddy, Louis CK (check out his new Shameless DVD), who is part of the Traveling Virus Comedy Tour, is here with us this morning, and of course...he'll be performing tomorrow with the rest of the comics on the tour at the Mohegan Sun Arena. Do you have your tickets yet??? NO??? CLICK HERE FOR LINE UP AND TICKET INFORMATION! If you can't make it to the show, you can still PRETEND you were there...with an OFFICIAL Traveling Virus T-Shirt, hand-made from authentic buffalo nostrils (so we're told... we could be mistaken):CLICK HER

Thursday 6/29/07
I didn't do much today, just the same old thing listening to music and chatting online as usual. I did find out that my brother will be coming home on July 11th after an entire month in the hospital because of a jet ski accident. We're going up to visit him tomorrow instead of today so that we can finish redecorating his room and do some other things that need done in order for him to come home. His room is going to look awesome because it's going to be a Hawaiian sunset theme. I'm so jealous lol. Well, not much else to write about so I hope you all have a great night.

Libra
Libra You are so popular, you have your choice of hotties. You can easily charm anyone of your choosing, and you often come home with someone you picked up at the bar. Despite your forward and extraverted nature, you are usually submissive in bed. You like your partner to take the lead and show you all of their little secrets. Sex matches: Gemini, Sagittarius, Aquarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

An Open Mind Is Not A Hole In The Head
This is going be a long entry, but I beg you to read all of it. It might change your mind. I fucking hate Sylvia Browne. On the chance that you don’t know who she is, she’s arguably the most famous “psychic” practicing today. Now I think psychics do not exist. I believe them to be (and the evidence bears me out) con artists who wish to bilk grieving and lost people out of their money, or, in the best case scenario, misguided people who believe honestly they possess a gift, when they are actually cold reading their clients and are simply unaware they are dong so. They are bullshit artists, some of whom don’t realize they are bullshit artists, but that doesn’t change the facts. They are bullshit artists. Sylvia Browne is very prominent on the media, appearing frequently on Larry King Live and Montel Williams television programs. She seems to be very accurate on these programs. At least, she appears to be accurate until you actually examine the aftermath of her readings. For

Muse - Knights Of Cyndonia
Gekommene Fahrt mit mir Durch die Adern der Geschichte Ich zeige Sie wie Gott Fällt schlafend auf dem Job Und wie können Sie, gewinnen wir Wenn Dummköpfe Könige sein können Vergeuden Sie nicht Ihre Zeit Oder Zeit vergeudet Sie Kein, das geht, mich zu nehmen lebendig Die Zeit ist gekommen, Sachen recht zu bilden Sie und ich müssen für unsere Rechte kämpfen Sie und ich müssen kämpfen, um zu überleben Kein, das geht, mich zu nehmen lebendig Die Zeit ist gekommen, Sachen recht zu bilden Sie und ich müssen für unsere Rechte kämpfen Sie und ich müssen kämpfen, um zu überleben Kein, das geht, mich zu nehmen lebendig Die Zeit ist gekommen, Sachen recht zu bilden Sie und ich müssen für unsere Rechte kämpfen Sie und ich müssen kämpfen, um zu überleben Lyriken > MUSE Lyriken > MUSE Ritter Der Cydonia Lyriken

How True But Sad This Story Is.
How True but Sad This story is. > > Chuckle for the day! > > > > One day a florist goes to a barber for a haircut. After the cut he > > asked about his bill and the barber replies, "I cannot accept money > > from you. > > I'm doing community service this week." The florist is pleased and > > leaves the shop. > > > > Next morning when the barber goes to open his shop, there is a thank > > you card and a dozen roses waiting for him at his door. > > > > Later, a cop comes in for a haircut, and when he goes to pay his bill > > the barber again replies, "I cannot accept money from you. I'm doing > > community service this week." The cop is happy and leaves the shop. > > > > Next morning when the barber goes to open up there is a tha nk you card > ; > > and a dozen donuts waiting for him at his door. > > > > Later a Republican comes in for a haircut, and when he goes to pay > his > > bill the barber again replies, "I cannot accept money from you. I'

Grand Theft Radio
Main Lounge The Fire House O.W.N. Battle Ground NOW HIRING ALL STAFF AND DJ'S BARTENDERS DANCERS ENFORCERS GREETERS PROMOTERS MANAGERS ASST. MANAGERS IF INTERESTED PLEASE REPLY IN THE DISCUSSIONS SECTION ON GRAND THEFT RADIO

Astrological Signs Like You Have Never Seen Them.......
1. Taurus (April 21-May 21) These people are earthy, natural, and have a direct approach to the opposite sex which can only be called tactless. The typical Taurus pickup line is "wanna fuck?" The typical Taurus comeback to that line is "no, thanks, I already have one asshole in my pants." 2. Gemini (May 22-June 21) Gemini are shizophrenic, unpredictable, incongruous and an enigma. Though they will usually tell you one thing, and then go do something absolutely different, they are not being two-faced. When Jesus said, "Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do," he was probably looking at a gaggle of Gemini. 3. Cancer (June 22-July 23) This sign produces the greatest mothers of all the zodiac. Cancers live for their homes and families. While the spouse is in a motel room with the secretary, the Cancer is sitting at home, telling the kids how wonderful it is that dad stays late at the office to earn more bread for the family home. Cancers get marri

Redneck Computer Terms.!!
*BACKUP..What you do when you run across a skunk in the woods. *BAR CODE..Them's the fight'n rules down at the local tavern. *BUG..The reason you give for calling in sick. *BYTE..What your pit bull dun to cusin Jethro. *CACHE..Needed when you run out of food stamps. *CHIP..Pasture muffins that you try not to step in. *TERMINAL..Time to call the undertaker. *CRASH..When you go to Junior's party uninvited. *DIGITAL..The art of counting on your fingers. *DISKETTE..Female disco dancer. *FAX..What you lie about to the IRS. *HACKER..Uncle Leroy after 32 years of smoking. *HARDCOPY..Picture looked at when selecting tattoos. *INTERNET..Where cafeteria workers put their hair. *KEYBOARD..Where you hang the keys to the John Deere. *MAC..Big Bubba's favorite fast food. *MEGAHERTZ..How your head feels after 17 beers. *MODEM..What ya did when the grass and weeds got too tall. *MOUSE PAD..Where Mickey and Minnie live. *NETWORK..Scoop'n up a big

13 Reasons To Smile
1..Now that food has replaced sex in my life,I can't even get into my own pants. 2..Marriage changes passion,suddenly you're in bed with a friend or relative. 3..I saw a woman wearing a sweatshirt with "Guess" on it.So I said."Implants?" and she hit me. 4..How come we choose just two people to run for president,and 50 for Miss America? 5..A GOOD friend will come and bail you out of jail...but a TRUE friend will be sitting next to you saying,Damn..that was fun.! 6..I signed up for an exercise class and was told to wear loose-fitting clothing.If I HAD any loose-fitting clothing,I wouldn't have signed up in the first place.! 7..When I was young we used to go "skinny dipping",now I just "chunky dunk". 8..Don't argue with an idiot; people watching may not be able to tell the difference. 9..Wouldn't it be nice if,whenever we messed up our life we could simply press 'Ctrl Alt Delete' and start all over? AMEN,AMEN..! 10..Why is it that our children can't read the Bib

Fake Ass Friends
I'm tired of 2 things I'll mention here. 1. The following post. People are too fake on here. They only want pic comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Let's see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "fake ass friends" 2. I don't read to many bulletins because most of them no matter what the Subject title is it is usually someone promoting themselves or their group of pointwhores.

A Cleansing
Moistness brushes unblemished cheek, startling awareness. It lingers, spills over and traverses downward, warmth becomes coolness. More rivulets follow permeate skin absorb the longing and sorrow locked inside, an outward manifestation of discontent and unease. Pain personified. Cling to the movement relish the wetness as it smears. It's freedom is absolute forgiving as much a part of self as a shy smile a name a fingerprint. Despair's deluge leads to transformation; a cleansing of demons false witnesses; shedding skin peels away grafts and scars of past lives. A sacred rite offers forgiveness, absolution to those who kneel at the ingenuous altar; who extend honesty who pay homage to the aching that remains hidden in the chasm's fountain. Torrents continue body lurches struggles at times, inclined to hold on but needs release. Remembering to breathe is difficult, as waterfalls cascade down soft, smooth plains and drop of

A Long Look Back
My dreams lay scattered on the ground, Amid the wreckage of my mind. I walk alone this dusty road, In search of peace to find. I can not wait to see ahead, What turn my life may take. Uncertain yet I must go on, For decisions I must now make. When life knocks us to our knees, We have two choices for sure. Lay there bleeding from the fight, Or stand up and pain endure. For when life leaves us facing down, Bleeding, battered and broken. We get right back into the fight, For life is not a token. In life we constantly face a test, That strengthens our metal by fire. We climb each rung in life's ladder, Each rung goes a little higher. With each new day our spirit soars, With each new victory won. Without the losses along the way, We never will become strong. A long look back at what we've lost, A long and painful day. We each must follow the path we choose, Be ready come what may. The tears we shed along our path, Shall grease the runners of li

Rise Against - Prayer Of The Refugee
Prayer Of The Refugee Warm yourself by the fire, son, And the morning will come soon. I’ll tell you stories of a better time, In a place that we once knew. Before we packed our bags And left all this behind us in the dust, We had a place that we could call home, And a life no one could touch. Don’t hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don’t need your help now, You will let me down, down, down! Don’t hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don’t need your help now, You will let me down, down, down! Down! We are the angry and the desperate, The hungry, and the cold, We are the ones who kept quiet, And always did what we were told. But we’ve been sweating while you slept so calm, In the safety of your home. We’ve been pulling out the nails that hold up Everything you’ve known. Don’t hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don’t need your help now, You will let me down, down, down! Don’t hold me up now, I can stand my own g

Watch Out For Fridays
One day a guy dies and finds himself in hell. As he is wallowing in despair, he has his first meeting with the devil... Satan: "Why so glum?" Guy: "What do you think? I'm in hell!" Satan: "Hell's not so bad. We actually have a lot of fun down here. You a drinking man?" Guy: "Sure, I love to drink." Satan: "Well, you're gonna love Mondays then. On Mondays, that's all we do is drink. Whiskey, tequila, Guinness, wine coolers, Tab, and Fresca. We drink 'til we throw up, and then we drink some more! And you don't have to worry about getting a hangover, because you're dead anyway." Guy: "Gee that sounds great!" Satan: "You a smoker?" Guy: "You better believe it!" Satan: "All right! You're gonna love Tuesdays. We get the finest cigars from all over the world, and smoke our lungs out. If you get cancer - no biggie, you're already dead, remember?" Guy: "Wow...that's awesome!" Satan: "I bet you like to gamble." Guy: "Why, yes, as

Awesome Military Commentary
A failure in generalship BY LT. COL. PAUL YINGLING "You officers amuse yourselves with God knows what buffooneries and never dream in the least of serious service. This is a source of stupidity which would become most dangerous in case of a serious conflict." - Frederick the Great For the second time in a generation, the United States faces the prospect of defeat at the hands of an insurgency. In April 1975, the U.S. fled the Republic of Vietnam, abandoning our allies to their fate at the hands of North Vietnamese communists. In 2007, Iraq's grave and deteriorating condition offers diminishing hope for an American victory and portends risk of an even wider and more destructive regional war. These debacles are not attributable to individual failures, but rather to a crisis in an entire institution: America's general officer corps. America's generals have failed to prepare our armed forces for war and advise civilian authorities on the application of force to achieve the aims of p

Hello All!
Hello all my little CT Friends and family! I've been busy and have neglected you all for a few days, so I am just sending this blog out to let everyone know that I'll be on most of the dat tommorrow! Hit me up and lets chat! Dave

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Life
Life is ok I guess, it could be better but things are looking up for me and my family. Hubby starts a new job on Monday which is awsome because it's been rough finding one since we moved here the end of April. Things will be getting better because of it. We will be able to get our own place soon and have our lives in some kind of order finally. We've moved around so much that I am hopeing soon we find something more permanant. I've been doing this shit for far too long. I just want us to settle somewhere and stay there. It's starting to look like we will finally be able to do so here soon. We have been thinking of moving back to Illinois which won't be bad cuz where he is working now, when we do decide to move, if we decide to move there, he will be able to get a transfer which is awsome. We will have 3 choices of where to move in Illinois also. We have Normal, Springfield, and Champaign. Doesn't matter to me which place as long as we are happy where we are. That's all the latest news

To All My New Friends
wazzup guys the name is Chris and i just wanted to say thanks for adding me i really appreciate it ive anyway if any of ya all wanna know a little more bout me feel free to send a holler my way anytime and i will do my damnedest to get back with you later

What Piercing Are You
You scored as Dirty Piercings, AH!!! You dirty person you! Put that away!!! Who did that for you!? Your the kinkiest of the kinkiest and probably think you're hot stuff. Well, maybe you are but that's kinda nasty. Ew. Weirdo.Labret Piercing100% Dirty Piercings100% Cartilage Piercing100% Tongue Piercing90% Earlobe Piercing90% Nipples90% Belly Button Piercing90% Lip Piercing50% Nose Piercing10% What Piercing Are You?created with QuizFarm.com

Dream Away; Dream Of You
Dream away; dream of you every moment is spent in dreams, now for me, life only means that since you were in my arms I have dwelt among the stars shadows fly across the night cast away by the loving sight of you smiling in the light on the day you went away …in my dreams, now to my chest, my quilt I clutch in my sleep, I want so much to hold you again, make love to you once more with no clear end ‘til we’re spent on the floor sensing the rest of our together life begin no sad tomorrow, no good-byes no more heart rending, lonely , aching sighs only a hope, a magnificent hope in a wonderful lady, who beckons me to find a place where I truly, eternally belong in the heart of your astounding love song sing until we watch the dawn …side by side in sweet dreams, even sweeter becoming fulfilled because the only part of life that's real is the way you make me feel that only part ; my fragile heart longs to kiss you still ; and endlessly will on the day you co

Poem
Holding His Hand Under A Moonlight, Gazing Into His Eyes,And Seeing Him So Careless, Melts My Heart,And Is Out Of Sight,As The Stars Appear,And Glisin In His Eyes. Trapped Under These Stars,Scared Of Being Alone With Him,Wondering What Might Happen,I Need And Want Him To Be Mine. So Cold And Motionless,He Wraps His Arms Around Me,Holding Me Tight,Not To Let Go,Feeling So Safe In His Arms,As I Drift Away. As The Long Journey Has Come To A Stop,And Under These Stars Of Enchantment,I Look At Him As He Looks At Me,We Kiss,So Magical And Endless.

I Wanna Cry
I want to cry But I can't Nothing in my world is clear I'm so tired of pretending Images grow wavey through my tears I beat my fists into the walls Slowly I give up the fight I want to scream through the sobs I need your grace tonight Crying to the God I want to know I'm giving You my load I pass to You my scars Your blood has overflowed

Steps To Finding Your Soulmate
I truly believe in soulmates. Here are a few steps to take in order to open yourself up to the possibility of one day finding your soulmate: 1. Realize your worth: Everyone is worth something great. Everyone was put here for a reason. If you can't love yourself, how do you expect someone else to love you? Your worth is weighed heavily to your soulmate and your love for yourself will show and he/she will love you even more. 2. Redirect your desires: Sex is the easiest thing to get on the planet. By redirecting your desires to a mental kind of lovemaking instead of a physical kind of lovemaking, you will open yourself up to more possibilities when it comes to your soulmate. 3. Release your fear of being alone: It's much better to WANT a person than to NEED a person. Don't settle for the Okay person. Sanctify yourself so you can recieve the Perfect person for you. (And yes, I know no one is perfect) Once you realize that you were created to be a blessing to someone, you begin t

Save Me From Myself
I scream out for the love of my life, as he walks into the cold dark night, While he left me there in my knees, begging him please to stay with me for eternity, I lay on the florr crying tears of blood, cutting my self as if im not one, Waiting for my dark handsome prince to come take my hand and save me,from killing me, And to take me out of this Dark Hell i feel.

Unknown Person
If people cared for me I would care for them. I speak but am not heard. I am present but not counted. I accept my ways, I accept how I am and how I always will be, nothing. I live the day as if was my last and the nights as if they are days. I forgave others, but they did not me. I loved a precious few, but all I got was forget you. What I need is not an angel but someone to love like an angel. I loathe the light and exalt the darkness . I fear the known and welcome the unknown . Why hold on and continue this struggle? Why don't I just allow my not known life to be known in my own death?

Cemetery Duty.... "here's To The Corps"
CEMETERY DUTY.... "HERE'S TO THE CORPS" Semper Fi! Cemetery Escort Duty I just wanted to get the day over with and go down to Smokey's for a few cold ones. Sneaking a look at my watch, I saw the time, 1655. Five minutes to go before the cemetery gates are closed for the day. Full dress was hot in the August sun. Oklahoma summertime was as bad as ever -- the heat and humidity at the same level -- both too high. I saw the car pull into the drive, '69 or '70 model Cadillac Deville, looked factory-new. It pulled into the parking lot at a snail's pace An old woman got out so slow I thought she was paralyzed. She had a cane and a sheaf of flowers, about four or five bunches as best I could tell. I couldn't help myself. The thought came unwanted, and left a slightly bitter taste: "She's going to spend an hour, and for this old soldier my hip hurts like hell and I'm ready to get out of here right now!" But for this day my duty was to assist

Love For A Friend
I can't speak the words I want can't look into your eyes can't tell of this feelings are honest or my fantasy lies... when i look into your eyes i get speechless Numb but still alive something is holding me down why can I talk through my heart ?? that bleeds into this body of mine wanting, and being with you scared for the answer still it is not that I'm scared of but the connection we bold have of loosing a friend...

“these Bonds Can’t Be Broken, Just Hold On Tight”
Come stop your crying, it will be alright Just take my hand, hold it tight I will protect you from all around you I will be here, don't you cry For one so small, you seem so strong! My arms will hold you, keep you safe and warm This bond between us, can't be broken I will be here, don't you cry now! 'Cause you'll be in my heart. Yes, you'll be in my heart From this day on, forever and now and So On! You'll be in my heart, no matter what they all say! You'll be here in my heart, always! Why can't they understand the way I feel? Why can't they just show trust, and liability? I know I'm different. But deep inside me, I'm not different at all And you'll be in my heart. Yes, you'll be in my heart From this day on, now, forever and more! Don't listen to them, must keep strong! I can't be whit you, but you must keep holding on! They'll see in time, I know! 'Cause you'll be in my heart Believe me, you'll stay there, from this day, now and forever o

The Cure!!
George Carlin's Solution to Save Gasoline Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use..... The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down..... Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the Border.... When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq .... Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military..... Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it..... After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country...... He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot...... This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves...... If they refuse to serve, ship them to Iraq anyway, withou

Daily Horoscope: Libra For July 1,2007
You can't be everything and everyone to a project at work, so why should you be everything to a person in a relationship? Everyone needs to outsource parts of their emotional needs; it's called having a social life.

Nine Inch Nails - Sin
Sin you give me the reason you give me control i gave you my purity my purity you stole did you think i wouldn't recognize this compromise am i just too stupid to realize stale incense old sweat and lies lies lies it comes down to this your kiss your fist and your strain it gets under my skin within take in the extent of my sin you give me the anger you give me the nerve carry out the sentence i get what i deserve i'm just an effigy to be defaced to be disgraced your need for me has been replaced and if i can't have everything well then just give me a taste it comes down to this your kiss your fist and your strain it gets under my skin within take in the extent of my sin

Nine Inch Nails - Head Like A Hole
Head Like A Hole god money i'll do anything for you god money just tell me what you want me to god money nail me up against the wall god money don't want everything he wants it all no you can't take it no you can't take it no you can't take that away from me no you can't take it no you can't take it no you can't take that away from me head like a hole black as your soul i'd rather die than give you control head like a hole black as your soul i'd rather die than give you control bow down before the one you serve you're going to get what you deserve bow down before the one you serve you're going to get what you deserve god money's not looking for the cure god money's not concerned with the sick amongst the pure god money let's go dancing on the backs of the bruised god money's not one to choose you know who you are

Damn Yankees - Bad Reputation
Bad Reputation Written by Tommy Shaw, Jack Blades, Ted Nugent When you wake up in the morning, and you’re lyin’ in my bed Do you think of me, how I made you scream It was an all night love affair (are you ready, I’m ready) Say "Mary go 'round again" Would a lollipop get ya back on top from the candy man, yeah friend? Got a hunger for affection, I just can’t get enough Well I read you, baby, like an open book Now the doctor’s in, let me take a look Say yeah, yeah, s’alright I got a bad, bad reputation (I got) a bad, bad reputation When you step into the spotlight, you’re a cherry red machine (wanna touch you, wanna taste you) Wanna kiss you in between You legs say action, your body built for speed I know what I do for you, won’t you do the same for me Did I mention my intentions? I just can’t get enough You can huff and puff, try to blow me down But the big bad wolf is back in town Say yeah, yeah, I’ll bite I got a bad, bad reputation A bad, bad repu

Monday Links: O&a Back In Nyc - Turn On Your Webcams, Rich Vos Has A Busted Arm, Dr Ian Smith, New Troops Video, Wow Motorcycle Run - Signup Now, New
WoW. There are Beautiful Women On PALTALK today. Mornin' Ladies! LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE Good Monday morning, kids! The Opie and Anthony Show is LIVE and broadcasting on XM and terrestrial stations. Our buddies Dr Ian Smith, whose book Extreme Fat Smash Diet book helped EROCK lose almost 20 pounds in 7 weeks, will be stopping by. Rich Vos, who celebrated his birthday during the Mohegan Sun Traveling Virus show, is also in studio talking about his busted arm. Remember, if you want to see any of this in-studio goodness, Turn on your PALTALK (and head over to 'Opie and Anthony LIVE')...and as long as you're there, check out all the Naked Women sleeping, showering, flashing, having morning sex, etc. (log in and check out the 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' room to see them now!) The Traveling Virus Show at Mohegan Sun was a wild success, and we'll have photos and videos going up all week. For now, check out these videos on YouTube: Happy Birthday Rich Vos Strippers On Stage If

Anger Problems??
Man Punches 'Rude' Drive-Thru Clerk Jun 29, 10:04 PM (ET) PENN HILLS, Pa. (AP) - A man who thought the clerk at a fast-food drive-through was rude for not saying "please" and "thank you" punched her in the face, police said. Duane L. Williams, angered by what he felt was the clerk's rudeness, walked into the store to complain just before 8 p.m. Wednesday, Penn Hills police Chief Howard Burton said Friday. Before the manager could meet with Williams, he walked back outside, pushed open the drive-through window and punched the 19-year-old woman in the face. The clerk was bruised, but not badly hurt, Burton said. "He didn't like the girl's attitude because she didn't say 'please' and 'thank you,'" Burton said. The store manager ran outside to get Williams' license plate number and called police. Williams, 46, told police he had "anger-management issues" when he turned himself in later that night, Burton said. "He was unable to tell the officer why he did that. He said

Thank You !
hello again it me , sitting here trying to see, what there is out there that i want to be, so are you like that, or it is just me, i stay confused all the time, just sitting here cant i just whine, i don't always let myself rhyme, and somethings i can be so unkind, i don`t try to but i do anyway, woke up in just another average day, don't really know what i want to say, so i will go over to a friends house and stay, maybe she can help with what i feel, doubt it she makes me out to be a heel, always plays spades obsessed with going nil, watch out there is a banana peel, yeah i know i am crazy as a rat, hey at least i don't have to wear a hat, i don't like to pet my favorite cat, purrs so nice and all of that, you know i am glad i woke up in a good mood, i can say i am alive and kicking, breathing up the air that is so crisp and clear, and i am also glad you are here to listen, thank you all for being there for me, but right now i got to go pee, so i will stop just for now, be back later

Ppl
I just wonder y ppl cant be who they say they r? Y is it that everyone that i meet has to be an idiot ne more, now i dont mean on here but out in the real world??? Y??? Just once I would love to make friends with sum1 that is gonna actually be just that, A friend, & then maybe later on, maybe sumthing else. I know that i have had many offers from sum of u to meet & that i haven't been able to do so as of yet, but plz understand, I am who i say I am, & I have just had many obstacles in my way as of late. Just plz dont give up on me as i have not on u. Wow did i get sidetracked or wat...lol. I have a lot on my mind here lately and i have been unable to stay focused. I am in need of sum really awesome Friends now, so if ur lookin for a friend as i am, look no further. Becuz here I am!!!

Wax Play
Wax play is a form of sensual play involving warm or hot wax usually dripped from candles or ladled onto a person's naked skin. Wax play may be combined with other BDSM or sexual activity. Pure paraffin wax melts at around 130 to 135 degrees Fahrenheit (54 to 57 degrees Celsius). Adding stearine makes the wax harder and melt at a higher temperature. Adding mineral oil makes the wax softer and melt at a lower temperature. Soft candles in glass jars usually have mineral oil in their blend and burn cooler at around 120 degrees Fahrenheit (49 degrees Celsius), Pillar candles are mostly paraffin and burn warmer at around 140 degrees Fahrenheit (60 degrees Celsius). Taper candles have lots of stearine and burn hotter still at around 160 degrees Fahrenheit (71 degrees Celsius). Beeswax candles burn about 10 Fahrenheit degrees (5 Celsius degrees) hotter than equivalent paraffin candles. Although there are many web sites that repeat the same advice that color additives make candles bur

My Guestbook!
To all the people that I've stopped by and signed your's, your welcome! If you could do the favor and sign mine that would be great thank you! There is a reason that I put it up there! So, please sign it if u haven't already!!! If your going to rate my pic's and give me 10's then why not put yourself down there since people might see u and they might just leave my page and go see your's! I found a couple of people from guestbooks that I hit up so, please just sign it if u could! THANK YOU!!!

I Like Being The Boss...
At work anyways. I got to run a couple of stores today. Just small little convience stores that are a piece of cake. I had a great counter with me so we blew through the stores. Beat the times from last time by an hour in each. One of the best parts of my job is our raise program. I got hired in the middle of Sept. this past year. Since then I've gotten 3 raises and I am getting another one as soon as HQ approves the stuff my DM submitted. My boss doesn't actually decide if I get one or not- every 50 stores I get re evaluated and if I'm counting above 100% for my pay scale then I've earned a raise. So since I started 10 months ago, I'm gonna be making $2.50 more an hour. In less than a fuckin year. Oh yea. I rock. XOXO

Burglar Stole Salad
SOMERSET, Pa. (June 19) - Someone kicked in the door of a man's apartment, stuck a knife in the door and took a chilled salad from his refrigerator. Somerset police said the man reported the bizarre burglary on Monday. He told investigators someone broke into his apartment while he went to a nearby tavern. Nothing but the salad was missing, police said. Police said they have a suspect and expect to file charges once they finish their investigation. Copyright 2007 The Associated Press. The information contained in the AP news report may not be published, broadcast, rewritten or otherwise distributed without the prior written authority of The Associated Press. All active hyperlinks have been inserted by AOL. 06/19/07 02:51 EDT

Damn You Krusty!
I tried to move one of my Bubbletip Anemones(I have 2 side by side) for my False Percula Clownfish to host. My other Cinnamon Clownfish would not leave me alone and kept biting the crap out of my hand. Apparently he doesn't want to share his TWO anemones. Fuck that little bastard! Back to the drawing board...

The Girl In My Dreams
perfect as can be and yes i can see, what you really mean to me, you are in my dreams standing beside a tree, why can i just will you to be, i haven`t meet you yet this is true, but have always dreamed about you, your hair is brown and you eyes are blue, haunting me everyday i am without you, i know you are real just haven`t found you yet, there are so many things i want to get, like an umbrella to keep you from getting wet, i would hug and kiss you all the time if you let, me come to you where ever you are, i keep wishing on my shining star, even drove for miles in my car, been to every little fucking bar, why cant i find you, where are you at, i have a pet she is a cat, she likes to play with my baseball hat, yeah i know hard to imagine that, see you in my dreams how i wish you were real, then i could show you the way i really feel, be like the fairy tale Jack and Jill, and carry our pails up and down the hill, why cant i get you out of my head, go to sleep and dreams of you instead,

Push
Every time I look at you the world just melts away All my troubles all my fears dissolve in your affections You've seen me at my weakest but you take me as I am And when you fall you offer me a softer place to land You stay the course you hold the line you keep it all together You're the one true thing I know I can believe in You're all the things that I desire you save me you complete me You're the one true thing I know I can believe I get mad so easy but you give me room to breathe No matter what I say or do 'cause you're too good to fight about it Even when I have to push just to see how far you'll go You won't stoop down to battle but you never turn to go There are times I cant decide when I can't tell up from down You make me feel less crazy when otherwise I'd drown But you pick me up & brush me off and tell me I'm OK Sometimes that's just what we need to get us through the day

Women
THIS SAYS IT ALL: Time passes. Life happens. Distance separates. Children grow up. Jobs come and go. Love waxes and wane. Men don't do what they're supposed to do. Hearts break. Parents die. Colleagues forget favors. Careers end. BUT......... Sisters are there, no matter how much time and how many miles are between you. A girl friend is never farther away than needing her can reach. When you have to walk that lonesome valley and you have to walk it by yourself, the women in your life will be on the valley's rim, cheering you on, praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on your behalf, and waiting with open arms at the valley's end. Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk beside you...Or come in and carry you out. Girlfriends, daughters, granddaughters, daughters-in-law, sisters, sisters-in-law, Mothers, Grandmothers, aunties, nieces, cousins, and extended family, all bless our life! The world wouldn't be the same without women, and

Suspended Sentiment
Suspended sentiment emotions caught in rhyme that moment, we will never have now somewhere lost in time it was our should have been that once upon an unstrung heart string the song we both hear yet were never able to sing always off by slight degree slipping by, our chances for what could have been our, we were meant to be that once in a lifetime love of you and me

New Ca Driving Fines For 2007
New CA Driving Fines for 2007 1. Carpool lane - 1st time $1068.50 starting 7/1/07 (The $271 posted on the highway is old). Don't do it again because 2nd time is going to be double. 3rd time triple, and 4th time license suspended. 2. Incorrect lane change - $380. Don't cross the lane on solid lines or intersections. 3. Block intersection - $485 4. Driving on the shoulder - $450 5. Cell phone use in the construction zone. - Double fine as of 07/01/07. Cell phone use must be "hands free" while driving. 6. Passengers over 18 not in their seatbelts - both passengers and drivers get tickets . 7. Speeders can only drive 3 miles above the limit. 8. DUI = JAIL (Stays on your driving record for 10 years!) 9. As of 07/01/07 cell phone use must be "hands free" while driving. Ticket is $285.

The Gala
THE GALA BY ANDRE WASHINGTON 11/5/2005 It was saturday night, the night of the grand opening. The whole city was a clammer about this new gala coming to town. The whose who and anyone else that were lucky enough to get tickets would be there. I did not care about the price of entry because I would with one of the sexiest women there. We agreed that I would pick her up at 7, so we could get there early. I had finish my pre-grooming, then put on my tuxedo. I had to be fresh, so I rented the one with tails. It was black and gray and I hade some black and gray shoes. She was wearing black aas well and I knew we would b e turning heads. I called to let her know I was on the way and she said she was already. I was trying to envision how she would look. I stopped to get her a corsage to match her dress. I got to her house abnd rang the bell, she buzzes me in. I didn't see her yet as I walked in her place. She was upstairs and told me to have a seat for a minute. I took a seat and l

Bedroom
Do you have the following in your bedroom: Condoms----> NO D Mobile phone---->YEA THATS MY BABY..LOL Dresser----> 2 Computer---->YUP Pictures----> NOT NOW, I'M PACKING Mirror----> 3 Skateboard---->NAAA Bed----> OF COURSE Clothes on the floor----> NO Smoke detector----> NO Piano/keyboard/Guitar/bass/----> NO Locking door----> YEA Bottle of water----> SOMETIMES Blacklight-----> NA Medals/ribbons---->NO Flag----> NO Stop sign/any sign----> NO Real gun----> YES Cigarettes----> YES Any drug---->NO Alcohol---->NO books---> YES PS2----> no Xbox---->no Stereo----> YES Television----> YES Lighter----> YES How many windows do you have in your room? 2 What is the color of your room? WHITE What color is your bed sheet? GREEN What's on your walls?NOTHING...PACKING TO MOVE Has the opposite sex been in your room before?MY KIDS Has the opposite sex slept in your bed? MY KIDS Who usually sleeps in your bed other than you ? MY KIDS Do you like yo

I Can”t Stop
Just like always … Every time before … My love is not needed … There’s nothing more … My heart was a stone … But now its dust … Its hurts inside … I guess its must … The times before … I never knew … The way I felt … All about you … All I needed … Was to hear you voice … To let me know … I have a choice … To let you go … Is to hard to do … I cant just stop … Loving you …

Colour
You scored as White, White represents purity, calmness and innocense, and you fit all this. You are angelic to the core and would never dream of hurting anyone on purpose. The events of this world tend to shock you and you cannot wait to escape to a better place. You believe in the good of people. Your kind and loving nature makes you very hard to resist.White94% Purple83% Blue78% Orange72% Yellow61% Green56% Black33% Pink28% Red11% Which Colour Represents You???created with QuizFarm.com

Good Morning!
I am eating oysters for breakfast! They're soooooooooooo tasty! I had another TROLL ask to be put on my Instant Messenger during the night. Nothing on his page, as usual. I am sure glad there is an IGNORE button! Here's his info if you want to be his friend: nona20002010 http://profiles.yahoo.com/nona20002010?intl=ca&os=win&ver=8.1.0.402 Basics Yahoo! ID: nona20002010 Real Name: Nickname: Location: Age: Marital Status: No Answer Sex: No Answer Occupation: *** I belong to a couple of other on-line blog places. Facebook, Windwos Live Spaces, Hover Spot, and Yahoo 360. I stay there to keep an eye on what my Kids are doing, and it is terribly funny to have interaction with some of the stupid people on the sites - especially when I am feeling down about myself. I like to know there are people who are really ridiculous, and compared to them, I am a GODDESS! Like yesterday, on Cherry Tap, some guy rated my pictures a 10/10. When I visite

Got Some Bad News About A Family Member
putting some song lyrics in tribute to him some of his favourite songs Scars" I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And my scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel Drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone I'm pissed cause you came around Why don't you just go home Cause you channel all your pain And I can't help you fix yourself You're making me insane All I can say is [Chorus:] I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And our scars remind us that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I tried to help you once Against my own advice I saw you going down But you never realized That you're drowning in the water So I offered you my hand Compassions in my nature Tonight is our last stand [Chorus] I'm drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone You shouldn't ever come around Why don't you just go home? Cause you

Soldiers Are Like Children
i am a soldier among millions of other soldiers we are tough war fighting machines by carreer we choose to defend our country but like children we need all the prayer we can get.we are far away and miss our home land and most of all our familys,so please be in prayer for all the troops no matter what branch you are in or your family member is in please pray for our troops to come home safely to our families.we dont mind proctecting you if your not a soldier but we still need to be with family too were soldiers not machines.so please just keep all of us troops in prayer,thank you

I Could Give A Fuck Less !
LOOK, HERE IT GOES SO GET READY. I COULD GIVE A FUCK LESS WHAT ANYONE THINKS, FEELS OR HEARS ABOUT ME ANY MORE. I COULD CARE LESS WHAT YOU DO, SAY OR ANYTHING THAT AFFECTS YOU OR ANYONE READING THIS. I CARE ABOUT TWO PEOPLE MAYBE THREE THAT WILL EVER READ THIS RIGHT NOW. CYNTHIA, WHOM IS MY BEST FRIEND, REBECCA WHOM I REALY DON'T KNOW ALL TOO WELL BUT I LIKE HER AND LONNIE ALOT FROM WHAT I KNOW AND MICHAEL. THAT IS IT !

Marking Pics Nsfw
yup i think the majority will agree with me....if a person has a pic...and it get's marked NSFW by a person then the person that marked the pic NSFW should be able to be confronted by the person they Marked NSFW....i think this would stop alot of the bullshit going around with a few people marking pics NSFW...atleast this way the person that has been marked guilty can face there accuser....hell yeah ....we need to start a petition someone right it up ill sign it :)

Current Events
I don't know how many of you guys pay attention to what is happening in the media lately. But as I have nothing out here to do besides drive, i listen to CNN radio every now and again. The things going on with the government today should scare the shit out of you people. But where are the protesters, the people who are picketing and boycotting?? Has America dwindled down to a state of fearful people who have no say so in the way their government is ran? All the "talking heads" had to say was a bunch of arguing back and forth. President Bush has decided to commute the sentence of Louis "scooter" Libby. The facts of the case are thus. He was indicted and charged with obstruction of justice and perjury. That is the crimes he was charged with. The fact the he had nothing to do with the actual leak of the CIA operatives real name is apparently irrelevant. The fact that he lied, was tried, found guilty by his peers, and sentenced. The president has discretionary rights to either pardon or co

~~the Perfect Storm~~
Subject: Fw: Fw: Chelsea > > > Chelsea Clinton was departing her plane at the airport and came upon > a soldier and proceeded to talk to him. She asked him where he had > been, to which he replied "Baghdad". She praised him for what he had > done for the country and asked "Were you scared?" > > He replied, "No, but I am scared about what I am facing as I return > to the United States." > > Chelsea asked, "What are you afraid of as you return to the United > States?" > > He looked seriously at her and said "I am afraid of three things: > > Osama, Obama and Yomama." > > > >

July 4th..
I just learned that you were deployed to Irak and I am so sad, i couldn't even talk to you before you leave, did you think of me?,I don't know if I love you or hate you for having this job...I must be proud of you because for me to be free in this country you're there exposing your life but what can i tell to my heart to stop bleeding and hurting whe he had already set his sight on seeing you soon, how can I tell my eyes that their not going to see you in awhile, how can I tell this mouth of mine that she may not talk to you...how can I tell myself to keep it together when I am broken inside...HOW, HOW??....I hate crying cause it made feel vulnerable but I haven't stop since he told me that you were deployed..I felt like my worl has fallen and broke in a thousand little pieces....Love you with all my heart...

Pricing
So I'm pricing art on ebay cause I'm gonna be getting rid of some of my work, very not easy, I have no ideah how to price work because Ive never sold anything for more than cost. any work that Ive done that isnt in my possesion is in the hands of friends........any suggestions?

~~self Improvement Outline~~
This is without a doubt one of the nicest good luck forwards I have received.. Hope it works for you -- and me! .....and if you apply it daily...and more often....you will be the greatest in everyone's eyes...... ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people

Lost
I don’t know if you’re pushing me away or pulling me closer I don’t know where I stand I don’t know what you want from me Or if you care at all Your words lash out and hurt Then lovingly draw me in I don’t know what you want from me Do you want this to end Don’t turn tables Or place this on me Just come out and tell me What it is you want I can’t read minds I don’t know where I stand Are you pushing me away Or are you going to finally let me in

This Is Getting Fukin Ridiculous!!!!!!
Okay, so at the end of May they told me I have Multiple Sclerosis and 7 holes in my brain and started me on daily shots of Copaxone to keep it from getting worse. 2 weeks ago they tell me I have "Unclassified Connective Tissue Disease" which I guess is like Lupus, minus 1 or 2 symptoms........ Yesterday I get a call from my Primary, they want to see me ASAP! So, I go in & they tell me I have a blockage in one of my heart arteries & a hole in my heart............. WHAT THE FUCK??????? Now the want to do an angiogram, and go UP my artery,,,,,,now mind you I can bleed to death from this! I hate doctors, the whole medical world is a bunch of lying fukin QUACKS & I am totally fed UP!!!!! I have a PHARM salad for breakfast & another for bedtime........ I have 12 meds a day......... I am 30 years old, have 6 kids & no goddam life insurance! My accidental death policy only pays if I die from an ACCIDENT,,,,,,,not illness........ Then to top it ALL off, I find out I scored #

Shattered And Broken
shattered hearts and broken promises as i lay in my bed , with the blankets pulled over my face so you cant see these tears i remember all the promises you made to me i remember the day you said forever , but was it all a lie? when you saw him you forgot all about me, its like i was never there at all. i remember your cold painful words that day i answered the phone i threw down the reciever and let my tears fall to the floor and as the blood ran down my arm i remebered the day you said forever, and i let the metal slice deeper through my flesh and as i lay there dying, i muttered out my last word " forever isnt long enough"

Hate
HATE Category: News and Politics I'm still stunned.I wouldnt say shocked but disturbed.I was at work today and I was reading the news and the main story was David Ritcheson,18 years old jump to his death on a cruise ship.commited suicide.Gone.And you ask why.... Why did he do it? He was mentally and emotionally disturbed by what happened to him a little over a year ago. I will give a brief brief telling of the what he endured. He was at a teenage party, fueled by drugs and alcohol. He saw a girl he found attractive, well he made a pass at her and low and behold she was 12 years old. Well a couple boys decided they wanted to take the incident into their own hands and proceeded to beat him,burn him with cigarettes, and they sodomized him with a patio umbrella for 4 hours when they were done they poured bleach on him, They shouted Racist slurs during the entire beating. David was a Mexican American. This past year David has endured over 20 procedures. Should he have come on

An Older Poem
Here I am stuck in the middle The pressure builds little by little No hope for better days In the past is where my heart stays Nothing I say and do changes anything A brighter future is all I wish to bring I’m too insignificant to matter Slowly I realize, my dreams shatter Why I’m here is not known Hate and disgust is all I’m shown No condolences for this waste of life I finish the story with this knife More ill procurings to be said Continuing long after I am dead However bother not over this though Never have I ever sank so low Short comings of my tapestry I slit my wrists, set me free

"long Forgotten"
Looking over my shoulder towards my past Every step further, the further my shadows cast A warmth unfelt, unseen, forever gone I shouldn't have loved, been wise, moved on A grave dug early, my tombstone in lain Lonely cold nights harsh, full of disdain Light lacking in my dismal reality In a dreary state, cruel brutality Like a shot to the head, you were no more My heart empty, alone I now walk the short A look up to the moon, no hand in mine I had the opportunities, but ignored the signs Blind to the world, to life’s happiness You sealed my fate forever with your first kiss You said you loved me more than anyone It sank in only later, tore away my shining sun Another lover in only one day Further I'm crushed, slowly drowning away. Ruined emotionally, a hole directly placed Never again would I meet love face to face You said “how can I say I love you back?" My life’s foundation starting to crack Say good bye but do it silently Like a stab in the back, an ending s

Left
I care, you don’t I know you won’t, ever feel this way I say these things, It’s a shock to my heart, and it brings.. Me that ever so familiar pain You say good night, I say good bye You leave me now, for another guy You say so much, and I know they are all lies Deep within me I’m consumed by and by You kiss my cheek, another part of me fades I walk away, finally a good decision made Every night I saw you with him, I prayed Every time I heard you whisper, it was his name Lonely nights left out in the cold, it’s all the same I know your doing this to me, and that’s even worse You said that we had a chance, we had it right at first We held hands, so in love, and we held each other together You walked with me, said I love you, what a short forever

Altar Tool Basic
Altar Tool Basics: First and most importantly you do not NEED any of these things. Magick comes from within and the tools are only a guide for you use to focus your energy and power. There are so many tools and items, it can be a bit overwhelming to know which is which and what you need. Tools can be purchased or made, whichever works better for you. All tools as they are collected, should be cleansed of all negative energies and past use influences. Unless you purchase them brand new you won't know how or for what they may have been used before you acquired them. Athame The correct pronunciation is ATH-amay, not A-THAME. The athame is a ritual knife or dagger. Traditionally it is double-edged blade with a black handle. The athame is a tool of command, used to direct the power we pass through it. The knife is never used to cut anything physical. It is used to cast circles, charge and consecrate objects and to banish negative energies. It's symbolic only and many suggest you

Medicare In A Nutshell
Subject: Medicare In A Nutshell . The phone rings and the lady of the house answers, "Hello. Mrs. Ward, please." "Speaking." "Mrs. Ward, this is Doctor Jones at the Medical Testing Laboratory. When your doctor sent your husband's biopsy to the lab yesterday, a biopsy from another Mr. Ward arrived as well, and we are now uncertain which one is your husband's. Frankly the results are either bad or terrible." "What do you mean?" asked Mrs. Ward nervously. "Well, one of the specimens tested positive for Alzheimer's, and the other one tested positive for AIDS. We can't tell which is your husband's." "That's dreadful! Can't you do the test again?" asked Mrs. Ward. Normally we can, but Medicare will only pay for these expensive tests one time." "Well, what am I supposed to do now?" asked Mrs. Ward. "The people at Medicare recommend that you drop your husband off somewhere in the middle of town. If he finds his way home, don't sleep with him."

Thoughts From A Friend Of Mine...
I don't know if I feel as strongly as this person does, but I love the way he writes and I like what he has to say about the topic at hand. You know. I am all about independence and freedom as most of you know. This was a pretty good holiday for me. We just had a baby, it was my last paid holiday for work and we were with good people. But thinking further about what we are celebrating is a bit disturbing to me. We light small explosions to celebrate a war that happened to free mankind of a brutal and unfair government. While at the same time we have a government that is oppressive and obtrusive. Our phone lines are tapped without due process. Children are taken away from parents who deserve to keep them and left with parents who shouldn't have a pet. Every day the abuse of power by our corrupt and illegitimate system grows. There are camps being made to house people when they do just kick it into gear and set up a quarantine for an outbreak of a disease or plague that they created.

It's A Little Dirty But Um Yeah...
Shannon knew that she didn't have the perfect life, but for the most part she was happy. She had finished school and was working at a good job. But she was lonely. When she started talking to Eric online, she never thought it would become anything serious. Eventually though, the first thing she did in the morning was turn on the computer to see if he was on. At night when they talked it seemed as though the hours flew. When at last Shannon conceded to a phone call, she couldn't believe her luck. Instantly she knew when she talked to Eric on the phone that he had the sexiest voice she had ever heard. His moans as he came while they talked of making love was enough to send her over the edge. When he showed up at her door she was surprised, but the sight of him made her tingle in expectation. It was instantly comfortable, and they settled down on the couch with tea while they talked. The more they talked, the closer they got, and suddenly it seemed he was within inches of her face. Su

Aphrodite Oil
Anoint your body with Aphrodite Oil to bring a love into your life. Cypress: Longevity, Healing, Comfort, Protection. Cinnamon: Spirituality, Success, Healing, Power, Psychic Powers, Lust, Protection, Love. Orris root: Love, Protection, Divination.

Friends Again!!!!
Still don't understand people that can't get their crap togethter enough to tske care of their future....My friend is still taking his sweet time getting moving for important stuff but at this point I no longer care .....I have invested almost two years on this friend to find out he is a total shit...I hope he is happy in all the decisions he make from now on cause I DON'T GIVE A RAT'S ASS ANYMORE!!!!!GOOD FOR YOU!!!!!

Bad Day At Work
Ive really had day at work. My boss yelled at me and had no right too. I may have a disability and may not be perfect. This have been going on for awhile. I do not like my boss nor get along with him, because he is rude and very strict. I seriously hate it very much. I just get frustrated because with our job we do labeling and numbers and such, I may not know much and am not PERFECT! I do have disability so what, but he has to understand where I stand and no right from wrong, but he doesn't need to yell at me and my friend and such when we do something all the time you know..what should I do? PLEASE HELP! LOVE YOU ALL!

Tired...
I'm so tired lately...tired of being bored, tired of being lonely, tired of doing things on my own, tired of being irritated, and tired of running in circles. Things seem so easy for so many people. Maybe the rest of us are just taking things too seriously or making it difficult on our own...ok sorry bout the bitchin...I'm feeling a little cramped and a little worn out. The hope of things turning around in the future is looking like it's foolish but who knows right? Tomorrow things could change drastically ;-)

Thursday 7/5/07
Just another ordinary day today, I did the usual chatting and listening to music. We saw an attorney about my brothers accident but don't know how that will go yet, but the guy seems hopeful that things will go in my brothers favor, so that's a good thing. He comes home the 14th and then we'll go from there I guess. Well, I'm gonna end this here, have a good night everyone.

My Home In Hell ( Sdsp)
My Home In Hell My home is one of heartache A place of steel and stone A barren cell, a home in hell And here I must atone For all my crime I pay with time Where lights glare day and night And though I rage and pace my cage I must stay and pay My home in hell is one small cell That no man wants to own For here I spend my life condemned A man the world disowns So I, The damned, Within walls crammed Lie in my man made grave A man all men condemn for sin But no man strives to save Each bitter day, I curse and pray To any god unknown My hope is fed on fear and dread But these are only bones I feel and ache as though a stake Were driven through my heart No greater curse, no hunger worse Than hunger within my heart I face the wall and taste the gall Of failure and defeat But hope is cheap where life is cheap And thoughts of freedom bittersweet I beat and maul the concrete wall And walk the concrete floor I damn each day the prison way And hope

Part Three Of New Religion
religion is that which each part of your eyes wanted to mellifuously hear enthall to the most unprecedented of capacities in the everlasting symbotic tunes of blissful survival. religion is that what your palms wanted to clasp infalliby forever and ever and ever that united strength of togetherness that granted you the temerity to palpitate even in the most apocalyptically disastrous of stroms and times. religion is that what your mouth wanted to perennially talk and sing praises about rhqapsodically engulfing each element of he atmosphere around you with with the unbridled happiness of countless lifetimes in one. religion is that what each of your bones felt the most resolutely srong for defending each honist and fructifying voice from within the citadel of the gods. next part in next blog god blessxx

Part Four Of New Religion
Religion is that—what your mind fantasized till beyond the most unbelievably beautiful limits—and thereby felt in the seventh heaven of ubiquitous prosperity whilst traversing each instant on mundane earth, Religion is that—what your shoulders philanthropically hoisted from one end of your adventure to the other—being a selfless harbinger of humanity to mitigate each ounce of sorrow with profound camaraderie and care, Religion is that—what your legs want to ecstatically gallop after; like the horizons indefatigably running after the Sun—the most tantalizing mirage which tirelessly triggers you to achieve more and more and more, Religion is that—what the tiniest cranny of your soul unshakably radiates---permeating such a yearning that you continued to wondrously exist beyond your corpse for a countless more lives and lifetimes, next part in next blog god blessxxxx

Morning Slumber
Seeping in her dreams with sleep she lays, Her dainty dappled aspect placid and fair. The sun whispers a morning summer light that strays, And trips upon wisps of her tawny hair. Butterfly blinks tap sleep from her eyes, Those honey-moss gems of amber appear. She breaths the new day that clamber to sapid lips, Disguised within her July smile so clear. god bless all.

...love
If love is supposed to be eternal and when people say "I love you" to one another isn't that in fact the same as saying "I do" up there in front of that guy with a white scarf and old book? I mean there was a time where people got married and than maybe fell in love, where feelings and emotions that people had weren't hidden behind words and sayings where saying "I love you" meant that if you were to go a day without them you spent it in the agony compared to being killed a million times in one second. Whatever happened to that time? Whatever happened to people actually meaning it when they said they were in love? I think I've felt love but even than I'm not sure. I've felt agony and heartbreak I've seen the river but been turned back in my efforts. I've felt like a thousand black holes have been opened inside of me causing a never ending agony trying to be filled with flesh I have no more. And yet, despite feeling this agony with her gone I can easily say that I do not love he

That Girl From High School
so i have been trying to get in touch with that girl from high school..i actually put on some of my old braclets and such..and i was never more comfortable..it was strange...VERY strangee..i thought i had left that girl behind me..i guess she is in my mind still bouncing off the walls of my head..hitting my brain occassionally...i have actually been looking for some of my old clothes but i think when i changed i threw them out..looks like i need to go shopping..i'm not going to be this girl again permantly but it would be good i think for her to come out and visit everyone for a lil while..i have one person and one person only to thank for this change of character and u know who u are..and thank you..i thought she was gone forever but...i'm guessing not..and for those who knew me in high school i'm not going to be the bitch anymore that i was.. i mean the look.. i'm honestly still confused on who i am suppose to be..i know i am a mommy...but i mean who am I suppose to be...i gu

Hey
okay so all this support for us is awesome. Much love to all of you that stand behind us, but there are some that just go with the flow but don't understand all this shit. Look i am in the Marines, and i don't understand all of it either. I do my job, i am just like everyone else, diffrence is that mine causes me to be away from my family for 7-18 months at a time, what ever i signed up for it. But anywho, for those of you who support and stand behind the troops, Semper fi, for those of you who dont please, please, please stand in front of us. OKay?

Celtic Zodiac
Baby, what's your sign? (Celtic Zodiac) You were born in the month of the holly. The holly balances both the positive and negative aspects of the self, thus revealing a new direction. In general, Holly individuals are practical, capable and steadfast in the face of adversity by being cautious, logical and efficient. In relationships, Holly people are supportive, protective and possessive. Holly individuals have a tendency to strive for perfection, which often leads to loss of confidence and direction. They exhibit a large amount of personal integrity and tend to influence things a great deal, but usually behind the scenes. Their word is literally their bond and honor is their guiding principle. The weak point of the Holly individual is sensitivity to personal criticism... his or her need for constant affection and attention can make the Holly demanding in a close relationship. Not known to be risk-takers until all the facts have been gathered, the Holly individual possesses th

Iraq War
Many American's supposedly cry for the end of the Iraq conflict. I pose this scenerio. Would they be feeling the same way should another tragedy befold our Great Nation? I think not. I don't even think most have taken the time to realize that as long as we're fighting Al Qeada in Iraq & Afganistan. We're that much safer here in the states. Basically I feel whether you're liberal or conservative, neither of which I feel I am. However, back to the point. Either way we are all American's young & old alike. Stop bickering, support the damn troops, and don't forget for a second what happened on September 11th, 2001. In case you need a reminder watch the following.

Memories
Nothing in this world has hurt me as much as you have Everything we shared, is gone A whole year has begun Now I look back at what we had and means nothing You've played with my feelings You've used me for your wicked games Now I no longer want to deal with you I've let go of someone who did me wrong Your fake love Your fake words have broken my heart and now I put them in the past I can no longer take it I will move on The love we shared are now painful memories Memories which I will put away forever This year has begun with the truth in front and now I can say I've let go of someone who once did me wrong

Behind My Eyes
Sometimes I would despise the darkness within me, Other times I'd embrace it and set it free, Ugly images from the bleakest part of my brain, That used to fill me ideas of suicide and pain, Only billowing stormy skies, Of pain and dying lived behind my eyes, Surrealistic fantasies consumed my dreams, Going to sleep unleashed their schemes, Inside the cobwebs of my drafty heart, Lived a hollowness that tore me apart, My mood grew more dismal with each passing day, With every second that ticked away, Torturous thoughts of ending my life, Carving into my flesh with a knife, Watching the crimson red drops of rain, Would every drop release some of my pain? Other visions would enter me, Like wrapping a car around a tree, I barely survived in that desolate plane, Thank the Gods that sometimes now I'm finally sane.

When You Love Someone
When you love someone so deep inside, It seems like it's so easy to hide. You've loved him for so very long, You would think he could do no wrong. Every day you would hope and pray, That he would always stay this way. He treated you like you should be treated, You thought your life was finally completed. You thought your love was growing true, And then one day it was all so blue. He started putting you down and it hurt, You thought all you were to him was dirt. He started ignoring you and you wondered why, All you wanted to do was curl up and die. You thought your relationship would never end, But that was all so fake and pretend. One night he was so sweet to you, You thought all those things were maybe untrue, Two days later he was back the same, You thought you were the one to blame. He thought the relationship was getting too serious And that you had become a little too curious. By this time you knew it wouldn't last, All the nice things he said were

Pickup Pickup Truck
so i got my 86 chevy running again and figured i would write somewher for about it. it is my grandpas truck and a real rat...to be rod ;-). so far i have spent almost nothing: -truck $1 -radiator hoses $15 -radiator flush $2 -water and coolant $12 -JB weld $4 amd that is IT! now i need to get my low budget lowering kit that will be about $150 total and some wheels. i want to crager SS or torq-thrust type wheels in like a 17" or get some late 70s early 80s ralley 32 punch rally wheels 8" wide in front and a 10" in the back. boy it sure is fun to not drive my economical honda around all the tume

Tech Support (it's A Long One,but Worth It)
Customer: "I've been calling 700-1000 for two days and I can't get through; can you help?" Operator: "Where did you get that number, sir?" Customer: "It's on the door of your business." Operator: "Sir, those are the hours that we are open." +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Samsung Electronics Caller: "Can you give me the telephone number for Jack?" Operator: "I'm sorry, sir, I don't understand who you are talking about." Caller: "On page 1, section 5, of the user guide it clearly states that I need to unplug the fax machine from the AC wall socket and telephone Jack before cleaning. Now, can you give me the number for Jack?" Operator: "I think it means the telephone plug on the wall." ---------------------------------------------------------------------- RAC Motoring Services Caller: "Does your European Breakdown Policy cover me when I am traveling in Australia?" Operator: "Does the product name give you a clue?" --------------------

Free Transpo Dude
Drunk takes a free bike ride on car roof Tue Jul 3, 9:40 AM ET Police officers in the Dutch city of Alkmaar were surprised to see a car passing by with a man sitting on a bicycle on its roof. The driver and his wife, when stopped by the police, said they heard a noise while waiting at a traffic light, but did not realize they were taking on an extra passenger. The 26 year-old man who took the free ride was fined for public drunkenness, not carrying an identity card and providing a false identity to the police.

My Destiny
My destiny, Is to do what I can, Let nothing stop me, As long as I know who I am. My destiny, To reach for the top, Never giving up, Until I have to stop. My destiny, To do my best, Trying my hardest, To beat the rest. My destiny, To be true to myself, Not to care, About anyone else. Written by me...Little Lee

Depression?
What is depression? If you ask one person they'll say someone feeling sad, or mad at themselves, or any number of other emotional words to describe it. A psychiatrist will tell you it's just a mental chemical balance mix up. But for all these simple explanations, how come there are never any simple answerws? Sure, you could pop a few pills but that isn't an answer once you stop popping you go right back down into that funk or grove that you've been in? Sure you could get drunk, high, wasted or any other drug induced state but those are all just temporary. To find a real cure one would have to find the real problem; is it genetic, because you have these genes than you're going to be depressed no matter what you do, or is it spiritual, because some greater power or God has chosen you as one of the happiless. Many people will say that depression can be beat with diet and exercise with spending time with loved ones and friends. But is that beating depression? I mean sure you'l

Writing
My secret wish is to be a writer, it seems to be the most enjoyable job in the world. Taking pen to paper[or keys to word processor in this day and age] and spilling out your heart and soul into characters, sharing your ideas and beliefs with millions in a format for discussion and acceptance or rejection. I'm not very good at it though, I mean I understand that people say you must practice practice and practice in order to be a good writer, but isn't there some natural born talent mixed in? Maybe its just a unique outlook on life that a person needs in order to become a good writer, but how is it possible to test without years of schooling? I understand that people need to go to learn how to dot their i's and cross their t's, but it would make life a lot easier to understand without all the preemptive work to try for success. The idea has just been plaguing me lately, what if it is my passion what if writing is the one thing that I'm supposed to do in life, maybe I just ha

Hear Me Tonight
The stench of yesterday’s spilt beer swells in my nostrils from the poorly constructed and oddly carpeted stage, in the little hole in a wall dive bar. The hum from the amplifiers and the monitors is an auditory reminder of what is about to unfold, as I grip my wood and steel that is strapped around my sweated shirt. Crash, Crash, slam. Drums sound good, as he winks to me with his approval. Thousand thoughts and a thousand moments of panic swell in my heart and head. I attempt to place myself in a private world, where I cannot see the two hundred eyes fixated on us, as we are cast from the darkness in the random array of blue green and red spotlights. The house lights fall to the darkness that will swell in the hearts of those who witness. While two sounds linger in the smoky black, the crowds howls, like demons ready to feed, and the hum of the amplifiers, ready to unleash the hell, that all crave. The howls turn into growls of starvation, as the four shadows tip toe in t

My Newest Ink
Well, this is the first blog entry for me. I have never had a tattoo make me nerveous but the one that I am going to get tonight is on the top of my foot. Everyone says that it hurts worse than anything else. I know that tattoos hurt, I mean duh, I have 8 and counting, but this one I am stressing about. Well for those of you that are my friends wish me luck...hehe

My 19th Birthday
Today was my 19th birthday. It was a odd birthday... but truth be told... I liked how it all happened.... Frist of all i woke up and had to wake the 3 best kids i know and then, we all went to a family bar-a-Q. Eveyone in are family was there and i had a blast and TONIGHT i am going to get smashed but the thing is that it dose not take much for me to gert smashed. My friends call me a cheap date but that is a other blog for a other day. Peace...I AM GOING CRAZY

Ct Boyfriend Application
CT Boyfriend Application... A Little bit about yourself!!! Remember all fields are optional! Name: Age: Phone Number: Location: Height: weight: Hair: Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: What Do You Think Of My? Personality: Eyes: Face: Hair: Clothes: Humor: Choice of music: Manners: Friends: Decisions: W0ULD Y0U... [] go out with me? [] give me your number? [] kiss me? [] let me kiss you? [] watch a movie with me? [] take me out to dinner? [] drive me somewhere [] make love to me? [] take a shower with me? [] be my bf/gf? [] hug me? [] buy me food? [] take me home to meet your family? [] would you let me sleep in your bed if i didn't have one? []Smoke pot? [] sing car karaoke w/ me?_ [] sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone? [] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [] let me give you a piggyback ride? [] come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? D0 Y0

Today....
So today I went to a family birthday party. My niece was turning 1 and it is always a special thing. Of course they made the party in the middle of nap time, which always baffles me when it comes to kids parties. Anywho...so we go to the pizza place and of course my daughter wants to just play and not eat. I let her, since it's a party and not really that big of a deal. But at the park she took off running across the park from us. It scared me cuz I turned around and she was just gone. I went and got her and we had a talk about y I was upset. The next thing I know I turn around and she has taken off running to yet another part of the park! So here we are at this family thing with lots of other kids and mine is the only one screaming and crying and upset. I totally felt like either the meanest parent or the most incompetent. It's so frustrating! There are things I know my daughter has missed out on, just by having a single parent, but it's even more apparent in situations such as these.

Flooding
well this last week was my so-called vacation...some of it was i should say! most of southeast kansas was flooded starting the weekend before the fourth and not actually being out of flood statments until this morning...alot of friends and family lost their houses in the area!!! the governor of knasas i guess had this area deemed a national disaster in most of southeast kansas to northeast oklahoma!!! most of my vacations was spent trapped in a town between two rivers with no exit out! but then i didnt have it as bad as my girls family they lost their homes due to the oil spill in the river in coffeyville so they really need help down there and alot of prayers!!!!

Stirrig Up The Pot In D.c. Go Baby!!
Court: Alleged D.C. Madam Can Give out Phone Lists (CBS) WASHINGTON A woman accused of running a prostitution ring in the nation's capital is free to distribute thousands of pages of phone records after a federal judge lifted a restraining order on Thursday. U.S. District Court Judge Gladys Kessler's order granted the request of Deborah Jeane Palfrey, 51, of Vallejo, Calif., to quash restrictions by government prosecutors that prohibited her from giving away the list. "As a result, Jeane has determined to release those records under certain conditions to qualified individuals or organizations," wrote her attorney, Montgomery Blair Sibley, in an e-mail. Palfrey and her attorney have said the list contains up to 15,000 names and could shake up Washington by revealing high-profile individuals. Prosecutors had won two temporary restraining orders to prevent her from distributing the list, first to preserve its availability, and then to prevent the harassment of potential witne

Do It.....now....lol....:)
1. Whats your Name? 2. Are we close? 3. What are we to each other? 4. What do you think of me? 5. Do you have a crush on me? 6. Would/Have u kiss me? 7. Whats the furthest you would go with me? 8. Describe me in 3 words? 9. If u Had Me for 30 Mins what would you do? 10. What was ur first impression of me? 11. Do u still think the same? 12.. What reminds u of me? 13. If you could give me anything what would it be? 14. How well do u know me? 15. What do u like best about me? 16. Ever wanted 2 tell me something u could'nt? 17. Could you ever love me? 18. Give me a nickname and explain why? 19.Anything 2 say b4 u go?

Life, Everlasting..
I find myself sitting here on a Sunday, reading Dante's Divine Comedy. I stepped out for a bit to enjoy my coffee, and was lost in thought. I have read this, and other great works before, and each time I am left in awe not only by the masterful writings, but by the timeless tales that will be read by generations to come. Alighieri, Longfellow, Homer, Poe, Tennyson, Shakespeare.. the list goes on. Their words, will live forever. To know that their thoughts and ideas will stand for all time.. is something I must admits fascinates me. They have in many ways, assured their immortality. I wonder if they ever comprehended how great of an impact their work would have for generations to come. It was then that I realized, that each of us through our own lives, do the same thing, though maybe not on such a global scale. As a parent, every action we take, every word we speak around our children... is poetry. Our lives are the pages, and our actions are the words. We are the song, we are the d

Once The World Awakends
With the world in constant turmoil over issues of race and chosen people, it becomes harder and harder to see the truth amongst all the lies being told as truths. We are living in a time where our inventions have turned around to bite us, we invented television in order to inform and entertain the masses however in the hands of a minority the television has become a tool to further hurt our cause and our people. The media in general is now in the hands of two percent of the worlds population, a two percent whose soul purpose on this earth is the total animation of all that is pure, beautiful and orderly so that they may create their world of disorder, crime and diversity. The Jews have for far too long complained about their numbers being thinned out during the so called holocaust of world war two, they complain that everyone is out to get them and that they are merely victims in every way when in fact it is their people who not only caused their current situation in life but have s

Wtf?
http://news.aol.com/story/_a/pope-angers-jews-liberals-with-rite/20070707201509990001?ncid=NWS00010000000001 Conservatives Rejoice as Pontiff Revives Old Latin Mass By NICOLE WINFIELD,AP Posted: 2007-07-07 23:16:06 Filed Under: World VATICAN CITY (July 7) - Pope Benedict XVI on Saturday removed restrictions on celebrating the old Latin Mass, reviving a rite that was all but swept away by the liberalizing reforms of the Second Vatican Council. The decision, a victory for traditional, conservative Roman Catholics, came over the objections of liberal-minded Catholics and angered Jews because the Tridentine Mass contains a prayer for their conversion. ---------- Now mind you Im not religious (as you can see from my former posts) but I am into politics. Now we can clearly see why George Bush went to see Pope Benedict XVI.

Special
A woman just wants to be made to feel special. All I want is to be made to feel special and important. I am with a guy now who can at times make me feel like I'm the most important thing in the world to him and at other times I don't feel important at all. I don't know where the happy medium is. I wish I did though. I also want him to make me feel special. Again, at times he makes me feel special and at other times I don't feel special to him what so ever. I hope that this all makes sense. I'm really trying to explain myself here though. Last night he told me that I was special to him. At the time it threw me off big time because that was the first time he had ever said that to me. That was the first time he really made me feel like I'm special to him. I don't even think he realizes that though. Every time I tell him that I don't feel special and/or important to him he gets really defensive. I hate that because that makes me feel like I've done something wrong. I know th

Friends!!
A fake bitch will take you where you need to go. *A real bitch throws you her keys and says it needs gas in it! A fake bitch will tell you not to fight, it aint worth it. *A real bitch will say beat her ass and look at the crowd and say "better not jump in". A fake bitch will let another bitch know she can back the fuck up or get knocked the fuck out. *A real bitch will just knock her the fuck out!!! A fake bitch tells you, she's had enough to drink. *A real bitch tells you we need another shot, we bout to get fucked up! A fake bitch goes to the club with you and sits down. *A real bitch goes to the club with you and says lets show these fake bitches how we do it. A fake bitch wonders who your new man is. *A real bitch knows that mutha fucka's first name, last name , his birthday, where he lives, who he's related to, what kinda car he drive's, where he works, how many babies mama's he has, and how many bitches he is talking to right now!!! ^^^^^^^^^^

Unwanted
Oh, for the wanting the yearning look The feel of his caress across my face, My hair, my neck, my back Pulling me into his embrace The hunger for me in his lips The desire in his arms As his hands slide down over my hips At once my lingering fears are gone I swim in those warm brown eyes Until the first light of dawn This is how it feels to be loved My very soul cries! Trembling, panting, beaming, tears streaming More than just silver bands Connect us now for all time And we lay with his hand in mine Oh, for the wanting the yearning look I once knew so well We lie side by side in a cold dark bed It's as if I went to sleep in heaven And I've woken up in hell I hear I love you every single day But I'm longing to touch to feel again And he's content to never truly look my way He is all I crave And this is my curse Why my heart must be sealed like a grave For what fate can be worse Than to know the thrill of passion and fire And to suddenly find your se

I Hate You
I hate the way you say my name Even more when you gave me the blame I hate the way you talked about me behind my back As if I was one of your boys I hate the way you came back bumping your gums Sayin "I never cheated" I hate it when u fogot about me To sleep with tha ruca who was my friend I hate you even more for makin me fall in love with you There was something but now theres nothing

All I Have To Give
I searched for you night and day, But now I just can't do it anymore my way, I'm waiting for you to find me now, When will you come for me and how? I don't know who you are just yet, And what you see isn't all of what you get, There's more to me than meets the eye, I seek the truth, I try not to lie, Sometimes I get mad, it's true, But it's because I can not be with you, So here I wait as patient as I can be, Wondering if soon you'll come find me, Hoping upon hope you like what you see, Because all that I have to give, is all of me.

My Prayer To God
Dear God I open my heart an ask you to come in side. An I bag you to save me from Satan's demise. I, Lose all control when emotion collides. I've contemplated suicide an come with in one slide of the blade from committin homicide. Just to end this charade, react like a renegade. Preparing to administrator a permanent sleep aid. But as I turned my head, I saw fear in the children's eyes. The moment I endured there pain, I could here the angels cry. I felt terrible, I even apologized, an some how tried to explain why. Truth revealed through the irony, my belief I was performing heroically. But in reality now I see that the monster is me. chorus: Have you ever witnessed your self out side your self, not your self. Lord save me from my self, I don't know if I can control the evil that lives with in me. I'd ask you ta take it . But I need it to survive, do you understand? Coz now I'm twenty nine an for success I have to put life on the line. Be careful when you choose your path, don't p

For My Friends
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it everyday. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8 Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So...........If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that sent it to you. If you get it back, then they really do l

Realizations
I have had a very interesting day to say the very least. Today has been very emotionally taxing. I’m going to be completely honest when I say that I had a break down today like one I have never had. I had two things happen to me in very quick succession and it broke me down and reduced me to a puddle of tears. It takes a lot for me to admit that I was that weak, but I was. I also learned quite a bit from my weakness. I fell in love with the most amazing guy ever. Just hearing his voice makes me smile. When I call his cell and get his voicemail just hearing his recording there makes me smile. When I wake up and see his good morning messages they also make me smile. He also makes me feel special and important at times. I’ve never had someone to make me feel the way that he does. I love this man with all of my being. I hope he realizes that. I’m also going to admit here that I’m forced to a man treating me with love, affection, compassion, and kindness the way he does. T

Jokes
When you are dating..... Farting is never an issue. When you are married ....You make sure there's nothing flammable near your husband at all times. When you are dating..... He takes you out to have a good time. When you are married ....He brings home a 6 pack, and says "What are you going to drink?" When you are dating..... He holds your hand in public. When you are married ....He flicks your ear in public. When you are dating..... A Single bed for 2 isn't THAT bad. When you are married ....A King size bed feels like an army cot. When you are dating..... You are turned on at the sight of him naked. When you are married ....You think to yourself "Was he ALWAYS this hairy????" When you are dating..... You enjoyed foreplay. When you are married ....You tell him "If we have sex, will you leave me alone???" When you are dating..... He hugs you, when he walks by you for no reason. When you are married ....He grabs your boob any chance he gets. When you ar

Purity Misses Her Baby ♥
So yes I finally got the tickets to go and see Nick. I am so excited! I miss him so dearly, I swear I am about to loose it!!! While I am there we will be checking into places, and costs of stuff... Yep I am thinking about moving out there. (I am tired of being here... and without him.) I will be gone July Friday 13th-18th, so yeah "try" to not miss me too much!... if at all :-P I promise to have tons of pictures when I get back! Love you guys!

Suicide (my Finest Work)
*forward*- I wrote this blog for a class. I had to do reflections on my time working at meals on wheels. I saw a stat on suicide and the elderly. This is my blog on it. *end forward* Instead of harping on and on about how much I get annoyed by my job...I'm going to do a serious reflection on an issue from my last entry. The entry below citizenship. Suicide...it's not pretty. Why people do it is sometimes hard to grasp. I like to think that everyone at some point has thought about doing it. Maybe thats just my method of making some of my past seem a little more down to earth. Maybe not. When I hear of elderly people committing suicide I think to myself, "WHY???" I could say they are close to death why kill themselves? Or... I could say some horrible cynical joke pertaining to that. But... It all comes down to sadness. Or depression...... You see, I think of my grandma. One is in the hospital dying of brain cancer, another one is just constantly lonely.

Loved
If I don't get this back, I understand. But I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send it to 15 people that you really care about, including the person that sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back, then you are loved. Nobody knows what they have until they loose it. You never leave the person whom you love for the one you like, because that person who you like will leave you for the person whom they love. Tonight, right at 12:00am, your true love is going to realize that they LOVE you! Then something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00 a.m. Tomorrow, be ready for the greatest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck in love for the next years of your life. Send this to 15 people in 15 minutes. Do it if you wanna know who your real love is ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii L

Rainy Day
I’ve told you everything And never did I lie After all that I told you I feel like I could die I gave you my heart And you ripped it out whole You used me, abused me, and threw me away You took and crushed my soul I trusted you so much And you only lied You said you loved me But now I cry Tears fall I crawl Never to stand again I’ve loved you Never hurt you But still I cry I told you how I felt You heard me sigh And told me not to worry, never to cry You said you’d never hurt me But the price I paid was high I listened, and was happy to have you back But then you’d say good-bye I never should have gone back Never listened to another lie All you did was lift me up so high Then let me fall- Fall ‘till I crashed Fall ‘till I cried You used me, abused me, and threw me away Then slowly took me back, and saved me in your pocket Just for another rainy day

*fmilies*
Running through the blogs and bulletins is like a boring ride. Why is there this incessent need to post *family business* and contests every where? If you have family business e-mail the family personally there is place for bulk messages to be sent out. The contests psted in the bulletins are overrunning. There has to be a better way for the news of contests to get out don't ya think. Maybe an announcement board would do for tht type of bulletin?

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Baptists Gettin' Pissed Again. . .
Woman Sues Porn Star Over Name POSTED: 10:08 am CDT July 9, 2007 UPDATED: 10:13 am CDT July 9, 2007 HOUSTON -- A Houston-area woman filed a lawsuit against a porn star, claiming she stole her name, KPRC Local 2 reported Sunday. Lara Madden, 25, is an actress in the pornography industry. She is a former Houstonian who has appeared in about a dozen X-rated movies under the stage name "Syvette Wimberly." That's the problem. The real Syvette Wimberly was one of Madden's classmates at Kingwood High School. The women knew each other in the ninth grade. Wimberly does not believe it's a coincidence that her old classmate is now using her name. "I imagine she knew the name and maybe thought it sounded catchy and was unique," Wimberly said. Wimberly is suing Madden for invasion of privacy and emotional distress. "Really on a weekly, if not daily basis, my client has had to deal with odd phone calls, former classmates that didn't know her that well sending her e-mails about wheth

The Cross Room
The young man was at the end of his rope. Seeing no way out, he dropped to his knees in prayer. "Lord, I cant go on, " he said. "I have too heavy a cross to bear." The Lord replied, "My son, if you can't bear its weight, just place your cross inside this room. then, open that other door, and pick out any cross you wish." The man was filled with relief. "Thank you, Lord," he sighed, and he did as he was told. Upon entering the other door, he saw many crosses, some so large the tops were not visible. Then, he spotted a tiny cross leaning against a far wall. "I'd like that one, Lord, " he whispered. And the Lord replied, "My son, that is the cross you just brought in." Many of us believe it is not FAIR to be going through the difficult times we are going through in life. But take a good look around you, and you will realize, that YOUR problems arent nearly as bad as alot of other people in this world. Most of YOUR problems are temporary, when most others are lifelong. Thank God f

Dirty Cop
DIRTY COP I’m speeding down a narrow two lane country road testing out the new suspension and engine that I installed in my Subaru Impreza the day before. I blow past a billboard not noticing the highway patrol car behind it the female officer turns on the lights and siren sliding onto the road after me in hot pursuit. I notice the flashing lights pulling over quickly grabbing my license and proof of insurance as I wait for the officer to approach my car. She types into the computer my license plate number when my picture comes up she smiles devilishly unbuttoning her blouse 3 buttons to give a better view of her double d breasts and lacey royal blue bra that barely contains them. She removes her pants slipping on her sexy pin-stripped mini skirt to show off her long sexy legs wrapped in very erotic silk stockings with rose pattern lace at the thigh slipping her gun belt back on. I am sitting my car patiently waiting knowing I am probably going to get my license yanked away and my

Loads Of New Tracks
hey pimpfuckers, been adding "tracks" to my profile, and i like to add, i DON'T set my profile track to auto start when the page loads. why? because it's simply weak. If you have something ya wanna share, by all means, share, but making yer shit play when I run up in yer page, well, its weak, makes the page load slow, scares the fuck outta the dog, *i keep my music UP, pc is part of a multimedia system* and it harshes my buzz! i'll quit bitchin' now. game on.... -HH

Why Me
Why did I fall for a guy who I have known for years? This guy named Jim, I have known him since high school... He is 2 yrs older then me... He is the sweetest,most caring person on earth..... Why did I fall for him? Why couldn't he just moved like he said he was going to insteasd of staying helping his mom & sister with an antique shop? Why am I acting like a teenager? I haven't had a serious relationship in a few years...Can any1 tell my why?

Amputation Tomorrow...
For anyone who actually reads these, I will not be on for 1-4 weeks due to my amputation being tomorrow @ 11:00 a.m. So if you guys arent doing anything around then please say a small prayer for me. Much love cherries.

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Romance And Relationships
You first noticed him at a Memorial Day barbecue. Standing by the pool, all tanned and effortlessly sexy in a white polo and cargo shorts, he looked like he'd just stepped off a page of the J Crew catalog. When your eyes met, he flashed a big smile and your heart skipped a beat. You took a gulp of your watermelon-tini and tried to look nonchalant. Later, he "accidentally" bumped into you at the grill when you both reached for the last hot dog bun at the same time. You shared a laugh, then he said, "I'll give you this bun on one condition ... You give me your phone number." (Okay, so his line was a little cheesy, but you went for it!) Since then, you two have been inseparable. Frolicking in the waves at the beach... Kissing at the top of the Ferris wheel... Strolling through a park eating ice cream... Life is a whirlwind of excitement as days blur together like one of those montage scenes in a romantic movie, all set to the song "I'll stop the world

The Geography Of A Woman
THE GEOGRAPHY OF A WOMAN Between 18 and 22, a woman is like Africa, half discovered, half wild, fertile and naturally beautiful! Between 23 and 30, a woman is like Europe, well developed and open to trade, especially for someone with cash. Between 31 and 35, a woman is like Spain, very hot, relaxed and convinced of her own beauty. Between 36 and 40, a woman is like Greece, gently aging but still a warm and desirable place to visit. Between 41 and 50, a woman is like Great Britain, with a glorious and all conquering past. Between 51 and 60, a woman is like Israel, has been through war and doesn't make the same mistakes twice, takes care of business. Between 61 and 70, a woman is like Canada, self-preserving but open to meeting new people. After 70, she becomes Tibet, wildly beautiful, with a mysterious past and the wisdom of the ages...only those with an adventurous spirit and a thirst for spiritual knowledge visit there. THE GEOGRAPHY OF A MA

An Open Letter To Managers...
Dear Manager, I feel the need to clear a few things up regarding my current employment at this company. First off, I DO NOT WORK FOR YOU! I am employed by the same company as you but I work for myself, period. As much as you like to talk about teamwork and sharing information with each other for the common good, I believe maybe you should stop making more work for the "team" to make yourself look better to the client! Also, if you want me to work another one of my usual days off then tell me more than one day before hand if you are going to continue demanding a week advance notice for any day I might need off. Hire some new people you damn suited slug! we are 4 people down now not including the 3 positions you cut out of the schedule to save the client money. You didnt save teh client a damn bit by doing that! All you did was make more money for our company, and make things harder for the "team" here. These conditions need improved upon ASAP! Forget about a two week

I'll Be There
over Mountains over Trees over Oceans over Seas across the desert I'll be there in a whisper on the wind on the smile of a new friend just think of me And I'll be there Don't be afraid, oh my love I'll be watching you from above And I'd give all the world tonight, to be with you Because I'm on your side, And I still care I may have died, but I've gone nowhere Just think of me, And I'll be there On the edge of a waking dream over Rivers over Streams through Wind and Rain I'll be there Across the wide and open sky thousands of miles I'd fly to be with you I'll be there Don't be afraid, oh my love I'll be watching you from above And I'd give all the world tonight, to be with you Because I'm on your side, And I still care I may have died, but I've gone nowhere Just think of me, And I'll be there In the breath of a wind that sighs oh, there's no need to cry Just think of me, And I'll be there

Rate This Blog Book Continued
the weblog review www.theweblogreview.com the weblog review has evaluted more than 2000 blogs since its inception in 2001. the staff is comprised of volunteers, but they are, for the most part, knowledgeable and detailed in their assessments. reviews used to be done on done on a first-come, first-served basis,and were generally turned around rather quickly. but, as of late, the staffers have been swamped by the number of submissions. to speed things up, they offers bloggers a pay for review system that quarantees a quick write up but not necessarily a positive one.

Ct And Hackers/thanks Dark Soul
This is how your site gets hacked....You will be surfing your page and reading the add requests. You may see a profile that you like. Then you may decide to add that person so you do. Very soon after you add this person you will probably go to post a comment. Then what happens is you will get a message that says YOU MUST BE LOGGED ON TO PREFORM THIS ACTION ...... DON'T DO IT! This is how they get your password...Trust me Immediately close your browser then Log back in. If you had paid attention as I do you will notice two things that are dead giveaways. The first one is how many times you have been viewed. I reset to Zero after every session so for me it was easy. Ninety Nine views in 30 seconds- NO way.Then the other thing is when the Fake Login page does come up. Look at the URL in the bar and you will see the word redirect in it. I hope you all post and repost this over and over. NEVER RE-LOG ON During a session Close Out and RE-Log on the proper way

"dear Life"
"Dear Life" Life's full of superstitions and it's fueled by mere addictions. At times this science fiction makes it look like television. The screen's transparency translates into lunacy and this sea we're swimming in is running deeper than the most profound incision But I'll hold on. Words mark this territory, the dark is not obligatory. When this story ends one day we will shower in its glory. That's why we hold on. This life beckons and I reckon we meet angels every second and when those angels spread their wings...our lives learn another lesson. And even if we don't believe, we still become a better person. So hold on. Live hard but love much harder, don't let pain become your armor: when everything's bombarded…simply smile and know you're guarded. And Hold on. 7.10.07

This Guy Has A High Self-image
Jury duty excuse: I'm a racist, homophobic liar STORY HIGHLIGHTS Daniel Ellis really, really doesn't to want to serve as a juror He tries to get out of it, saying he is homophobic and a racist He also says he's a liar Judge is appalled, refers case to prosecutors BARNSTABLE, Massachusetts (AP) -- A Cape Cod man who claimed he was homophobic, racist and a habitual liar to avoid jury duty earned an angry rebuke from a judge on Monday, who referred the case to prosecutors for possible charges. "In 32 years of service in courtrooms, as a prosecutor, as a defense attorney and now as a judge, I have quite frankly never confronted such a brazen situation of an individual attempting to avoid juror service," Barnstable Superior Court Judge Gary Nickerson told Daniel Ellis, according to a preliminary court transcript of the exchange. Ellis, of Falmouth, had been called to court with about 60 other potential jurors for possible service on a 23-member grand jury. On a ques

Ct Marriage!
hey all, hmmm...bogs...new to this, so thought id just have some fun. Got married in CT last night..yea, it was fast, but known each other long time...lol. and no..wasnt cuz we suddenly had a littl cherry on the way..lol...but enjoy'n the praticing part...lol. hmmmmm...honeymoon was good, we went to blue mountains in australia...lovely. had a little cabin...wont go into details...but lets just say i was haven a damn good time!!!! "gone fishen for good" was so sweet...so far he has peed a few times...and when i got up...he not only put seat down...he closed the lid!!! and not a drop on the floor!!! what a man!!! im the luckiest gal around. of course he had to go back to work...so missed breakfast...and left me to make the bed...he can help mess it up but cant offer to help make it...hmmmmm...looks like im going to have to do somehard core training on him!!! well.....im off...love to all my CT friends, will chat again soon....MWAH to all!!

English, French, Spanish
Reports indicate that the English are feeling the pinch in relation to recent terrorist threats and have raised their security level from 'Miffed' to 'Peeved'. Soon, though security levels may be raised yet again to 'Irritated' or even 'A Bit Cross'. Londoners have not been 'A Bit Cross' since 'the blitz' in 1940 when tea supplies all but ran out. Terrorists have been re-categorized from 'Tiresome' to a 'Bloody Nuisance.' The last time the British issued a 'Bloody Nuisance' warning level was during the great fire of 1666. Also, the French government announced yesterday that it has raised its terror alert level from 'Run' to 'Hide.' The only two higher levels in France a re 'Surrender' and 'Collaborate.' The rise was precipitated by a recent fire that destroyed France's white flag factory, effectively paralyzing the country's military capability. It's not only the English and French that are on a heightened level of alert. Italy has increased the alert level from 'Shou

Love Is...
Now keep in mind that I wrote this on a night of drinking Vodka & Cranberry, also had a stiff glass of Jack & Coke... Here it goes. Love is... Love can be many things... How does one know what Love feels like? Many have said that they know exactly what it should feel like... They say they feel knots in their stomach... Some say they feel butterflies or their heart skips a beat, races or they feel a shortness of breath when they are around that someone or think about them... OK, so maybe that is what love is supposed to feel or be like. There are so many different types of love... For instance there is a love for a type of drink, food, colour, style ect ect ect, you get the picture or at least I hope you do... Then there is a friendship, family, puppy, crush, plain, true, in love, stalker and truely in love type of love... Yea, I bet you never thought about just how many different types of love there are, Hmmmm???? I know I'm adding some sarcasm to this and being a smartass, bu

7/10/07
Just another normal day here, so nothing to really write about. J.C. will get to come home from the hospital on Saturday. Other than finding that out, I've just been chatting and listening to music as usual. Well, since I don't have anything to really write about tonight I'm gonna end this here. Have a good night everyone.

Its Dam Hot!!!!
Well my therm outside says 100.. its 120 in my house and I am in here typing this.. I have offically gone completly mad!!! What do I do now?? I dont know.. tell the internet all about random facts and things that people really dont want to know.. Great Idea!! Well today SUCKED bad.. was way to busy at wrok and I was way understaffed! But hey what do you do.. help people and then help the next one and then the next one and on and on till you lock the dam doors!! Well I guess I just wanted to shout out to you all and let you know that I am GETTING LAID tonight!! Whoop Whoop!!! sounds good to me.. I was told to be ready to get my bones jumped around 11pm.. now I am just counting down the time!!! should be an all nighter if all things go well.. do dam bad its so FUCKING HOT!!! so I guess there may be some time spent in the shower as well!! nothing like doing the nasty in the shower under cold water.. trust me it works fine.. just have to stay focused!! Well got to go now .. hav

Your Eyes
When I look at your eyes, I see your true self. I see you're sweet, and caring. I see you're giving and forgiving. I see your love for me. When I look at your eyes I stop myself from crying When I'm alone and think about your eyes I cry. I can't stop thinking that one day I'll never see those eyes again That I'll never see the love or the sweetness Or the love that makes you who you are. One day you'll be gone;gone from me. Gone from this world. No matter what happens, those eyes will one day close And forever rest in peace. But you'll never be completely gone, Because every time I close my eyes, There you will be.

Ode To Cherrytap
One day I decided to get on the net, I thought CherryTap would be my best bet. I saw names and words come up from where I knew not. I soon took a chance and had a nice thought, Could I do this, it looked really neat. I saw names on the screen that started with sweet, sweet smiles, Ray, and Melanie were there too, And then I saw it, "Oh, yes, we're talking to you, come on in and chat for awhile. " And when I did I started to smile. I saw BBWSASSY and DREAMER and soon I was friends with quite a few people by the days end. And after awhile they called me their friend. Sometimes I come in and my friends are not there, But I'll go back again because I know that they care. Some live in the states and some do not, But they always know when I need to talk. I am so glad I took the leap and went into CherryTap where friends are so neat.

Poetry
Devil's desire constantly yearning to feel your touch buring with my own need a heavy touch against my back sets me on edge for days you mark my soul and my body with a roughness thats not unkind Im wet with desire only for you no other could satisfy im out of control losing my mind at the master's heat on my skin a gentle caress and a lovers embrace as you turn me into a slave never before have i felt this complete as find myself on the floor when I'm on my knees im more than alive soaring through the skies your devils smile and liquid eyes burn through me in only a moment can i believe that this could be nothing would please me more i know its not real only a dream soon to awake and be gone only a moment thats all I'm allowed to feel the most delicious of sins these memories must last a lifetime or more since I'll never be here again holding them down wishing for more knowing they won't keep me warm the pain wi

One Of The Funniest...
this is funny and great intro and so true On behalf of Dr. Timothy Leary; in association with the legions of illuminated social rejects; and as an influential administrator and creator of musical chaos in these so called “United States” I stand as a messenger of strangeness this evening in order to impress upon or at least to instruct the honorable musicians as to the methods and motives of the truly bizarre reality—The Weird Revolution. Thomas Jefferson, cofounder and president of this normally corrupt nation said “If God is truly just I tremble for the fate of my country”. Secondly, there are some dynamics at play which I must familiarize you with. The so-called weirdos in this country stand as completely freaked out by the normal man as the normal man is completely freaked out by the weird masses reaction to him. Which came first—you may ask—chicken or egg; you may ask. Well, the chicken of course; and it’s time to break this weird-ass chain. The weird masses don’t want to b

Contact Info
I'm going to delete my CT account by Friday morning. However, I have yahoo mail & messenger. If you have myspace, you can follow the link in my yahoo profile. Keep in mind that my children, some of my former students, and other family & friends access my page. Therefore, please post material/comments appropriate for all age groups. I doubt I can explain my reasons well and, even if I could, I'm not sure who would understand. Besides this blog, I posted a bulletin about it, so those who want to maintain contact get the following info: entpush72@yahoo.com Take care, mis amigos! ~Melanie

Been A While
I haven't blogged here in a bit, so here it goes! The new apartment is ok as far as apartments go, nothing fancy. I still haven't been able to spread my stuff out since the guy that was supposed to leave last month is still there, he hasn't packed a thing. I'm starting to get a little pissed about that, but I'm remaining calm for now.... My bedroom has just about all the stuff that I moved with, leaving only a little path to my bed...Just great!!! The birthday is just around the corner and I'm ok with turning 42, yikes! Sure didn't think that I would live this long..LOL! Anyway there really isn't that much going on, still trying to get internet at apartment...Verizon pisses me off sometimes! Oh well, thatis it for now... Ciao!!!

Love And Sleep
Lying asleep between the strokes of night I saw my love lean over my sad bed, Pale as the duskiest lily's leaf or head, Smooth-skinned and dark, with bare throat made to bite, Too wan for blushing and too warm for white, But perfect-coloured without white or red. And her lips opened amorously, and said-- I wist not what, saving one word--Delight. And all her face was honey to my mouth, And all her body pasture to mine eyes; The long lithe arms and hotter hands than fire, The quivering flanks, hair smelling of the south, The bright light feet, the splendid supple thighs And glittering eyelids of my soul's desire.

I Am The Flag Of The Usa
I am the flag of the United States of America. My name is Old Glory. I fly atop the world's tallest buildings. I stand watch in America's halls of justice. I fly majestically over institutions of learning. I stand guard with power in the world. Look up and see me. I stand for peace, honor, truth and justice. I stand for freedom. I am confident. I am arrogant. I am proud. When I am flown with my fellow banners, My head is a little higher, My colors a little truer. I bow to no one! I am recognized all over the world. I am worshipped - I am saluted. I am loved - I am revered. I am respected - and I am feared. I have fought in every battle of every war for more then 200 years. I was flown at Valley Forge, Gettysburg, Shiloh and Appomattox. I was there at San Juan Hill, the trenches of France, in the Argonne Forest, Anzio, Rome and the beaches of Normandy. Guam, Okinawa, Korea and KheSan, Saigon, Vietnam know me. I'm presently in the mountains of Afganistan and th

Float On
I backed my car into a cop car the other day Well he just drove off sometimes life's ok I ran my mouth off a bit too much oh what can i say Well you just laughed it off it was all ok And we'll all float on ok And we'll all float on ok And we'll all float on ok And we'll all float on any way well Well, a fake Jamaican took every last dime with a scam It was worth it just to learn some sleight-of-hand Bad news comes don't you worry even when it lands Good news will work its way to all them plans We both got fired on the exactly the same day Well we'll float on good news is on the way And we'll all float on ok And we'll all float on ok And we'll all float on ok And we'll all float on alright Already we'll all float on Now don't you worry we'll all float on Alright already we'll all float on Alright don't worry we'll all float on And we'll all float on alright Already we'll all float on Alright don't worry even if things end up a bit too heavy we'll all flo

I Love You Always And Forever. Never Less, Always More.
I love you always and forever. I know it's not goodbye, it's see you later. For I'll see you again someday when it's my time. Even though you're gone now, I know you're still there. Watching over me day by day, until we meet again. You were a beautiful person and are a beautiful soul. With each sunrise, I'll see your smile. And each raindrop your tear. As the wind blows by me, I feel your warm hugs. When I see a butterfly land on me, I know it's you giving me a kiss. I'll love you always and forever. Never less, always more. At night I'll look for the brightest star, and I'll know it's you watching over your loved ones. We'll be together again someday, but until that day comes I know you're with me, always and forever. I love you always and forever, for you'll always be my mom. I love you momma. Never less, always more. RIP for we'll meet again someday.

12 July 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Thursday, July 12: A new idea really gets you going on this day, and you'll certainly have plenty to say. Find something that ignites a strong opinion, and find interesting people to explore it with. You're hot when you're all fired up!

Thursday Links: Live In Philadelphia Day 2, New Boobs On Ratemywow, New Photos From Wysp Visit, Traveling Virus In Mass Next Week
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Good morning everybuddy! The Opie and Anthony Show is once again live in Philadelphia at WYSP studios for another day of radio magic. There's a ton going on today, so turn on your PALTALK and check out the live video feeds. You can check out the 'What's the Weirdest Thing' contest (day 2), the philadelphia walkover, and of course, the Amateur Comedy Contest which is also going down today. Of course, you may be checking out the Opie and Anthony LIVE room just to check out the Ladies Of Paltalk (just log in to the "Opie and Anthony LIVE" room), and enjoy topless ladies, women sleeping naked, and lots of morning sex going on. Thanks to our own EROCK, we have two new galleries of photos from our trip to Philly: LIVE AT WYSP - Day 1 2007 WOW MOTORCYCLE RUN - Live at The Lagoon in Essington We've got some new boobs over at RateMyWOW. A semi-artsy submission for a change: RateMyWOW: Flower Girl OK, so we've establi

Dromks And Coffee
Drinks and Coffee by Vayene© I sat in the back corner of Zorba’s and drank my third tiny cup of their Greek coffee. My head was no clearer, and I wondered if I should switch to retsina. I poked my lunch with my fork and sighed. “You look like someone stole your teddy bear.” I looked up into the smiling face of a woman with bright blue eyes, a wide, warm smile and thick black hair gathered into a heavy braid. She was about my height, but with an athletic build and she looked terribly familiar though I could not place her name to save my life. She grinned wider. “Don’t know me with my clothes on, Dazzle? I’m Steph.” I felt my throat and then my face grow warm as I blushed. I hoped she didn’t notice. “I guess not.” I waved at the chair facing me. “You’re welcome to join me.” Steph sat down smiling. “That looks great, I love their pastichio.” I shoved the plate across to her, “You eat it… I’m drinking.” She looked at my coffee and my water and laughed. “Woo hoo! He

Filling In.. Want To Listen?>??
Ok... Well its Thursday... And there is open air at our Internet Radio station ... So if you'd like to tune in... Because in 3 days, their may not be anymore Internet Radio Stations. As the RIAA, will be enforcing a FEE on private internet radio Broadcasters. A FEE that may be to big for me and my friends to afford, as we pay these FEEs out of our own pockets. We don't have $2,500.00 per channel. And not allot of other independent stations do either. So.. I'm getting on the air.. for what may be one of my last shows.. :( It sucks, because this is my Hobby. Thank you... Tune in @ www.partyfmradio.net If ya have problems. MSN: echo.mania@hotmail.com or Yahoo: echo_radio_show@yahoo.com Don aka DJ Echo

Thought Of The Day - 12 July 2007
When I finally get round to writing my Good Psycho Guide, this place is gonna get raves. Accomodation - excellent. Food - first class. Resident nutter - courteous and considerate. Psycho rating's gotta be four-and-a-half chainsaws. Higher, maybe.--Lister

Dirty Little Secret
Dirty Little Secret by SinisterLittleGoth© Looking back on the whole affair, several hundred miles away, with rose-tinted glasses...it could have been so much worse for everyone. Really. I should be thankful she never said a word. She really didn't have to the last time we met, though. Looking back on it, it's a lot like a hideous car wreck. You see it coming, but you wonder what's going to happen even though you know it's going to be bloody and painful and probably kill you. Looking back, I was selfish, wrong, flawed, and stupid. But honestly? There are some parts I'd never change for the world. My mother had seven kids. Seven. I have six brothers, all different from me, but still very much the same. I'm the second-oldest, so it was always my duty to look after the younger ones when Sarafin wasn't around (i.e. pretty often). I did an alright job of looking after them, I think, but myself? Not so much. I really don't remember my earliest years in America. I've been a citizen for

Legends Of The Star - Emmitt Smith
Legends of the Star - Emmitt Smith As we come to the end of our exclusive series "Legends of the Star," you can certainly make the case that we saved the best for last. It is with great pleasure that I introduce Emmitt Smith as this week's Legend of the Star. Emmitt Smith may go down in history as the greatest player ever to wear the uniform of the Dallas Cowboys. The NFL's all time leading rusher had it all and I'm not just talking about his enormous athletic ability. He was a great and charismatic leader, a passionate player who loved the game, a positive influence who made those around him better, and one of the classiest players that football has ever known. Emmitt Smith burst onto the national scene while playing running back for the University of Florida. He set many school records as a Gator including their single game and season rushing records, and all of their scoring records. After three years at Florida he had scored 37 touchdowns, had 23 100-yard rushin

Poetic Reason
What Magic could me thus confine Within anothers Grief to pine? Where whatsoever it complain, I feel, that cannot feel, the pain. And all my Care its self employes, That to preserve, which me destroys: Constrain'd not only to indure Diseases, but, whats worse, the Cure: And ready oft the Port to gain, Am Shipwrackt into Health again.

My First. Blog
So I did this whole ct thing once before. Got disgusted with all the head games and thought I would try it a little different this time. I am looking to make friends. Not become popular, or someones playmate. I know there are others out there so Im gonna try and find them. LOL Wish me luck on my crusade.

Bad Girl, Drunk By 6..smoked To Many Cigarettes Today
i'm not happy when I act this way... not happy, this way! ..don't know why I always feel the need to hide my feeling from you...can't bring myself to let you go...you'll always be my baby...what can I do? I don't wanna feel blue....

The Sad Truth About Some Fuckers
Thursday, May 03, 2007 The sad truth about some fuckers Current mood: pleased Category: Romance and Relationships Here I sit..late at night as usual thinking about my last few months and the person I chose to date. Just thinking about him, or even seeing his face makes my stomach tense up as if to spew every memory of him out of my body. The calls have finally subsided..perhaps that's because the asshole was finally served with the restraining order or maybe he actually got the hint that I want no further contact from him. If he was on fire, I wouldn't even piss on him to save his sorry ass excuse for a human being. Oh, as you've probably already picked up on by now, I am really fucking bitter over this last relationship..and the fact that he was able to emulate his facade as long as he did. I should have seen the warning signs early off, but as usual the heart puts blinders on you that seem to magically erase your ability to smell a rat. It's like a giant pine tree ai

Understanding Your Options
Treatment approaches are constantly evolving as more is learned about the autism spectrum. There are many therapeutic programs, both conventional and complementary, that focus on replacing dysfunctional behaviors and developing specific skills. As a parent, it's natural to want to do something immediately. The literature states time and time again the importance of early treatment for individuals on the autism spectrum However, it is important not to rush in with changes. It does no good to push ahead with a treatment that is not appropriate for the individual or one that may be harmful. You also much consider the larger implications of beginning a new treatment. A child may have already learned to cope with his or her current environment and sudden changes or unexpected different expectations could be stressful and confusing. Various treatment approaches should be investigated and information gathered concerning various options before proceeding with any child's treatment. Paren

Thought Of The Day - 13 July 2007
Random Chuck Norris Fact:Contrary to popular belief, the Titanic didn't hit an iceberg. The ship was off course and accidentally ran into Chuck Norris while he was doing the backstroke across the Atlantic.

Covens
Covens, study groups, and Wiccan/Pagan networking organizations are being formed all the time. Some are brand new, others are well established, but the majority probably fall somewhere in between. All too many newcomers to Wicca/Paganism get obsessed by their need to be part of a group, and they dive off head first into the first one that invites them without bothering to find out if it is really the best group for them. Often they find the pool is empty, and they crash big time. In the 1970's a seeker who wished to find a teacher or coven had a very difficult time. There were few books and few metaphysical stores. Now we have the opposite problem. There are hundreds of books and metaphysical stores and many thousands of websites which will all claim to be able to teach you Wicca. The problem now is finding a legitimate, trained teacher amonst all of the eager but unqualfied ones. Anyone can create a website and claim to be a teacher of Wicca. Be careful. Ask questions. A good teacher

Parts That Don't Want To Heal
Parts That Don't Want To Heal In almost every case, we know what is best for us in our lives, from the relationships we create to the food we eat. Still, somewhat mysteriously, it is often difficult to make the right choices for ourselves. We find ourselves hanging out with someone who leaves us feeling drained or choosing to eat fast food over a salad. We go through phases where we stop doing yoga or taking vitamins, even though we feel so much better when we do. Often we have no idea why we continue to make the less enlightened choice, but it is important that we inquire into ourselves to find out. When we choose that which is not best for us, the truth can be that there is a deep seated part of us that does not want to heal. We may say it's because we don't have the time or the energy or the resources, but the real truth is that when we don't take care of ourselves we are falling prey to self-sabotage. Self-sabotage happens unconsciously, which is why it's so difficult to se

Hurt...
To those who have hurt me...I have nothing but love for you all. I don't hold grudges. Good luck and I hope you find what YOU are looking for. Don't fret, I will be fine. Sorry I couldn't be what you wanted, but I can only do so much. I don't ever forget a person who has entered my heart and therefore, tho you may have deleted me from your life, your still in my heart. Nothing but love...

Ozzy Osbourne - I Don't Wanna Stop Lyrics
I Don't Wanna Stop lyrics by Ozzy Osbourne. I don't know what they're talking about I'm making my own decisions This thing that I found Ain't gonna bring me down I'm like a junkie without an addiction Mama don't cry I just wanna say hi Like playing with danger or fear Everybody's walking but nobody's talking It looks a lot better from here All my life I've been over the top I don't know what I'm doing, All I know is I don't wanna stop All fired up, I'm gonna go till I drop You're either in or in the way, don't make me I don't wanna stop Why don't they ever listen to me? Is this a one-way conversation? Nothing they say is gonna set me free Don't need to make no reservations To make me religious for only one god I don't need another saviour Don't try to change my mind You know I'm one of a kind Ain't gonna change my bad behaviour All my life I've been over the top [ I Don't Wanna Stop lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ] I don't know

Justice In The Barrell
Hey mister can you help me Im a loner on the run Im just looking for tomorrow And I aint gonna hurt no one I jumped headfirst into a bottle I was looking for a friend Came up just short of nothing I didnt find the truth I only found an end So tell me whos gonna save me Or my father or my son When the only justice a man can see Is the barrel... of a loaded gun I been broke and Ive been hungry I think theyre both my middle name But I dont never ever never seem to get enough Still guess I cant complain cause what you get in life you take it Youve gotta hold on and make it last They say good things come to those who wait But its life that goes so fast And when theres just one rule you live by Each day you kiss the rising sun When you live and die by the life we breathe In the barrel of a loaded gun Guns talk to me in my sleep at night And a gun somewhere is burning With my name Winners are losers And losers will have to face All those yesterdays

As The Wind Blows
It's white bark withers away from it's twisted, knobby branches. As it sways in the wind, it's trunk is as stripped of it's bark as it's branches. As the wind blows through the dead branches, the withered, crumbling leaves fall to the ground. As this happens, the old tree cries out in pain. As the wind blows, the wrinkled tree moans and creaks like it's branches will fall any minute. The roots are coming to the surface in some places, as if to breath the air and feel the sun shine after being in a dark cold place for so long. As the wind blows. Written on: 3-16-95

My True Feelings
When I’m with you I feel so safe. Can this be a crush or am I in love? You hold the answer Be-cause your the one I love. All I think about is you being Mine forever. I really hope this works. Want is all I can hope for unless You can grant my one wish. To have you as mine for awhile even though I Know it won't last forever. How I wish it would. I'm writing this because my Feeling-s for you are everlasting. Because...you are so sweet, nice, and understanding. I hope my Love for You is mutual. Read the first word of every line to find my true feelings I've hidden inside. Written when I was 14 years old.

My Old Life
Tonight's tale is one that is more for explinations of later installments and to give you an idea of what happens when I am mad.We run alot of calls during the day and at night we pray for sleep, sometimes God takes pitty others well... This is the story of a bad night. This is from my early days before I became a medic and was a simple EMT. I was still new to the company and not many people knew how I would do because I still had a nice side, so they thought. We had a busy day and had been up most of the night. By the time we got to lay down it was 3 a.m. and we were beat. My partner, Blue, and I had been in bed long enough to relax and start to dift off into a much needed sleep when the spider line rang. Now the spider is a direct line from dispatch to the stations and the regular ringer doesn't work when you are dead on your feet, so they replaced the ringer with the period buzzer from a basketball scoreboard. That buzzer isn't bad in a gym but when you put it in a 8x10 room

Gap Creek Tea
Well Shannon has inspired me with all her drink mixes, so I thoughtI would share mine. Now I am just going to warn you that certain items required to make this are not available in all areas and may be illegal in some states. TN law states that it is legal to own 2 quarts of moonshine in a year...just a little f.y.i. I make this in a wash tub or a large cooler. This is not a glass by glass mix but 1 large mix...great for parties but get the keys because it is stealthy. Also, if you have some left over the next day----it works really well for killing poison ivy. Gap Creek Tea 1 fifth of peach schnapps 1 fifth of amaretto 1 quart of charred moonshine 1-2 gallons of hawiian punch 1 extra stomach lining (just kidding) Mix well and if so desired you can add fruit. Serve over ice and may God have mercy on your soul!

Let Me Go.
"Let Me Go" Hey mister police man Better make the call I think your bullet, I hit me Before it hit the wall Don't get me no doctor Just let me fall and fade away I close my eyes now and I see I'm not alone I hear the angels and they want me to come home He was the joker they'll be writing on my stone Just lay me down, just lay me down and let me go Just let me go I never wanted no trouble But it follows my name Just the way the cards fell At the end of the game Dont' call me no preacher Just let me fall and fade away Dont' call me no preacher Just let me fall and fade away I close my eyes now and I see I'm not alone I hear the angels and they want me to come home He was the joker they'll be writing on my stone Just lay me down, just lay me down and let me go Just let me go Hey mister poilce man I place no blame Fate has it's reason's I was in the way Don't call my sister Just tell them all, I went away Don't call my sister Just tell them al

One Shot Away
When I was young somebody once told me You don't get what you want, you get what you need All I needed was fortune, fame and glory When I got it, it wasn't what it seemed I woke up in a room that had no window Sick as a dog no home and in the rain Look at the fool too cool to stop and listen He'd rather try to deal with his own pain One shot away to meet your maker One shot away no easy way out One shot away and you'll leave everyone behind One shot away no easy way out Strungout No easy way out Lights out No easy way out It's not so easy to make it today I'm here to tell you tomorrow's too late One shot away to meet your maker One shot away no easy way out One shot away and you'll leave everyone behind One shot away no easy way out One shot away and you'll leave everyone behind One shot away the easy way out

That About Right!
You scored as Violent, You are violent. To you there is nothing better than a good spank. You like scratching and biting 'cause that's what people are for.Hot100% Violent100% Wet75% Exciting75% Sweet56% Soft31% Awkward6% Shy6% What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Mysterious Is My World!
You scored as The World of Mystery, Night can bring you fear and intrique. You are very cautious when alone in the night. You feel safer in numbers cause of what might be out there. You're not saying there is such things as vampires and things, but you're not ruling them out either. clickThe World of Mystery70% The world of child60% The fantasy world55% The world of a romantic55% The high rollers world50% What world do you live in? (PICTURES)created with QuizFarm.com

I Love Nylons
what is it whith nylons and pantyhose.i love the legs and bodies in it. i can`t stop looking on it so i hope you will send me some of yours pics to me for inspection. send me the pic on scon67@yahoo.se and join my sexy dream here on the net

The Weekend
So I know that not everyone reads these and thats probably a good thing. I prefer that only the people serious about being my friends read these anyway. Soooo onward: For those who dont know I am seperated from my husband of 28 years and working on getting a divorce and freedom. There has been so much crap in this marriage. A lot of mental abuse that I wasnt even aware of until I went into counselling for all the depression and other problems I was having. Long story. Now it is a constant battle of wills with hin and trying to learn to recognize when he is saying things just to hurt me. He is sooooo good at it. And I still fall for it every time. It is really hard to become a stronger person. But I think Im doing ok. It just takes time. I'll get there. Hmmmm Curious now?

Hiya
Well, I've decided to come back to cherrytap after a long hiatus. I don't know if or how long I will stay, it all depends on how I feel. As of right now I'm content with being here I suppose. I guess in all I miss DJing. I've been thinking about a few things being gone all this time and I've not yet decided what I'm going to do exactly but, within the next few days I'll figure it out. So for those of you who I was cool with back when I was DJing with PheoniXXX Radio if you recognize me please add me :) Will keep you all updated as I see fit. =P~

My Thought Right Now Like Or Hate
I slowly learn that life is too short as is thing are not always what they seem. every day you can grow and can or say the same. today like always I want to learn and grow. I want to see how you see the world though your eyes. I like the line dance with the devil the devil doesn't change he changes you. In a lot of ways it true but you can change for the best too. I really love myself to day and have deep understand of who I am the older I get I lear something new about myself and people. I like the one one with person over a crowed room. I was have really bad bout with depressionthe other and it made me see more and more that I want love, life and to be happy but no one is happy all the time and if are you your lier. NO one can be happy content maybe but not happy cause things goes wrong for everyone at one point in time or another.

Night Stockings: Part 1
THIS IS A WORK OF EROTIC FICTION CREATED BY ME. A BIG THANKS TO ADIRA WHO, AS ALWAYS, HELPED ME TO CREATE THIS! And this is posted for DarkProf and his love of the corset! She strolled into the room turning heads and soliciting lustful looks. She walked in like she owned the place, because she did. The club was jumping which is the way she liked it. The music was loud and the intoxicating. She had worked for years to get DeSade's Playhouse to the nationally known fetish club that it is today. She had forgone lovers, friends and family to get her pet project to this level and now that it had obtained its status she was lonely. She is a tall, busty redhead that can spot a drunk that is losing control and a minor with a fake i.d. a mile away. Not embarrassed by her size she flaunts her large breasts by wearing corsets and short skirts to show her muscular legs. She has a penchant for stockings with seams and men. Her blue eyes can freeze an unwanted advance before it escapes the lip

Why Judge People??
Wow, I am amazed at how intelligent some people really are, they have nothing better to do then to sit and judge people they dont even freaking know. You are nothing else but a pathetic loser if you base someones intelligence solely on their looks.. since when does your outside have any association with your inside or your brain? This is wrong in so many ways that I can not even believe that I am bringing this up but unfortunately the world is much worse than I thought.... so it pretty much forced me to. Maybe the world is more stupid then what I thought or maybe I was never surrounded by such people until I explored all sort of different people that otherwise I would have not even known they existed. Sometimes, I decide to go to that persons profile to see what they are all about and 99.9% of the time.. you are able to tell that they come from a very different life style then I do, totally differently brought up than I was. I don't sit and judge people, that is left to

Anger In The 7 Deadly Sins!
In life we are taught that there are seven deadly sins. We all know the big ones... gluttony, pride, lust. But the thing you don't hear much about is anger. Maybe it's because we think anger is not that dangerous, that you can control it. My point is, maybe we don't give anger enough credit. Maybe it can be a lot more dangerous than we think. After all when it comes to destructive behavior, it did make the top seven. So what makes anger different from the six other deadly sins? It's pretty simple really, you give into a sin like envy or pride and you only hurt yourself. Try lust or coveting and you'll only hurt yourself and one or two others. But anger, anger is the worst... the mother of all sins... Not only can anger drive you over the edge, when it does you can take an awful lot of people with you.

Butterfly
softly and tendly giveing my love to you oh butterfly,butterfly i love you so on the street where we live people makeing love so we why cant you and i i love you so whoa baby baby so whoa baby baby so whoa so whoa baby baby, softly and tendly am giveing my love to you oh butterfly butterfly please dont you cry cause on the streets where we live people makeing love so you cant we why cant you and i i love you so whoa baby baby so whoa baby baby so whoa so whoa baby baby, softly and truely am giveing my love to you whoa butterfly butterfly i love you so yeah! on the street where we people makeing love so you cant we why cant you and i,i love you so baby baby so whoa baby baby.......... taken from my rare unreleased bob marley collection...

Big Foot
Dose he exist? has any one been watching Destanation Truth? Josh went out of the country to find it lol you can read about it on scifi.com all so The only scientific proof that one exists are on display on the scifipedia http://scifipedia.scifi.com/index.php/Bigfoot wonderful article but they forgot to mention the Florida skunk ape maybe that would open another thread? Ok now for my thoughts on the Big Foot #1 he is a missing link #2 he has an extreme case of Hyperharitosis (which could be another thread in discussion to the wolf mans curse extra hairy people wolf boys of Mexico included)Which he was banned from his American Indian tribe and he and his family have lived in shame all these years. #3 some guy with to much time on his hands and decided to get drunk and run around in an ape suite #4 A undiscovered animal I choose #2

A Summers Day
Shall I compare thee to a summers day? Thou art more lovely and more temperate: Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May, And summer's lease hath all too short a date. Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines And often is his gold complexion dimm'd; And every fair from fair sometime declines, By chance, or nature's changing course, untrimm'd; But thy eternal summer shall not fade Nor lose possession of that fair thou ou'st; Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade, When in eternal lines to time thou grow'st: So long as men can breathe or eyes can see So long lives this, and this gives life to thee. ~Shakespeare

World Rock Radio
Click banner to enter lounge 10:00AM EST 6:00PM EST 8:00PM EST 10:00PM EST 12:00AM EST (Midnight) 2:00AM EST Click banner to enter lounge (repost of original by '~CSC~ - WRR Army Special Ops - I Might be a Bitch but baby I get Chit Done' on '2007-07-14 12:24:44') (repost of original by 'LilBamaGirl~I.E.B.C. Honoring †Dєαтн ввG† N Iraq' on '2007-07-14 12:37:12') (repost of original by 'DJ Mystic`777~Marchioness of The Arctic~Founder of L.D.C.~(AKA Iah Darha)~LUCIFER'S SISSY~' on '2007-07-14 12:45:32') (repost of original by '~CSC~ - WRR Army Special Ops - I Might be a Bitch but baby I get Chit Done' on '2007-07-14 13:40:39') (repost of original by 'Angel~†~Morpheus of the Storm Riders of LDC~†~ WRR ARMY ~ Engaged to Lady Jessie of LDC' on '2007-07-14 13:46:10') (repost of

Heart -vs- Mind
My knee's start to shake When you're in sight. My mind fills with wonder My heart with fright. When will this feeling stop ? When did it start ? How can I listen to my mind Without breaking my heart. I'm so confused What should I do ? I can't think of anything Except you . Should I ignore the feeling Or just give it time ? I can't think straight My heart controls my mind.

Bambaleo With A Devil Inside
i wanted you all to know that this bish is getting fucked up and if i die tonight i love you all you know who you are.......funny thing is isnt drinking suppose to take away pain well my knee does not hurt anymore but i will always have pain in my head...i pour some on the block for my homies who are not here.. and noone can eat 1,000 eggs!

A Little Piece Of Creativity...
Angels walk among us and yet you doubt it so When you least expect it they lead you where to go Sitting curled up in the corner with your heart so full of hurt Angel's wipe away the sadness and remind you of your worth! God Bless all who read this! ~Libby

Bad Sign
Well to start off, I knew this guy in Jr.High and Highschool always had a crush on him but we were friends. I did take him to a banquet my senior year just as friends. We went out last Friday and I was really tired cause I had just driven 5 hours to get to my cousins for the date. I tried to talk a lot but I was still distracted by my nervousness and shyness. I know I am not shy online but in person I really am. I think that if we had talked on the phone prior to our meeting at 16 years apart, the date would have gone better. Oh wellto end the saddrama story I got a pity hug and then he says keep the emails going.... So I sent him an email cause I knew I would not here from him the next day saying that I really did have a nice time and that I was sorry I was so quiet but that I had driven 5 hours and was super tired. I told him that I hoped he would still give me a second chance in the friend department. Oh well you learn I guess from your mistakes. He had my number for 2 months prior

Happy Birthday My Love
I just wanted to wish my beloved lady a VERY happy birthday and I miss her greatly ... I wish that I was there with you to help you celebrate but I will be there soon my love I hope that you have a very special and happy birthday With all my love I send this to you I love you baby

I'm Back! And I Have Good News!
Whew! 6 weeks is 4 ever with no 'puter! We finally got moved, and mostly settled... takes time, but there is happy news! My son and his wife had a baby boy May 19th, so now I have a new grand baby to spoil... if I ever get to Texas! lol! Hope to go soon! Lots of Luv to all! V.

Venting!!
"No mater how hard they push; no matter how hard they fucking try, if they knock you down,let them knock you down one time... Stand up, brush youself off, look'em in the eye and tell'em, that was your one chance mother-fucker, because im not falling ever fucking again"

Forever
In the brightest hour Of my darkest day I realized What is wrong with me Can't get over you Can't get through to you It's been a helter-skelter romance from the start Take these memories That are haunting me Of a paper man cut into shreds By his own pair of scissors He'll never forgive her... He'll never forgive her... Because days Come and go But my feelings for you are FOREVER Because days come and go But my feelings for you are FOREVER Sitting by a fire On a lonely night Hanging over from another good time With another girl... Little dirty girl You should listen to this story of a life You're my heroin- In this moment I'm lonely fulfilling my darkest dreams All these drugs, all these women I'm never forgiving... this broken heart of mine Because days Come and go But my feelings for you are FOREVER Because days come and go But my feelings for you are FOREVER One last kiss... Before I go... Dry your tears... It is time to let y

Smile..it Makes People Wonder What You're Up To ;-)
JOKES An old country doctor went way out to the boondocks to deliver a baby. It was so far out that there was no electricity. When the doctor arrived, no one was home except for the laboring mother and her 5 year old child. The doctor instructed the child to hold a lantern high so he could see while he helped the woman deliver the baby. The child did so, the mother pushed, and after a little while, the doctor lifted the new born baby by the feet and spanked him on the bottom to get him to take his first breath. "Hit him again," the child said. "He shouldn't have crawled up there in the first place!!" "Your honor, " explained the young man, "I'd like to get married, please." "All right, what is your age?" "I'm 22, sir." "And the age of the bride?" "She's 15, sir." "15??? That's too young -- marrying you would be against the law!" "I see, " said the young man. "Could you try explaining that to the fella next to her with the shotgun?" A very shy guy goes into a bar and sees a bea

Mind Movies
Hello all my cherrytap friends,and fans just wanted to drop a few lines to let you know about this mind movies thing that I am talking about this thing is awesome let me tell you, there is so much truth in this that it is unreal, do me and you a favor go check it out what can it hurt it only takes a few seconds so go ahead check it out thanks Leo the Junkmann

I Never Thought I'd Fall In Love With You
I never thought I'd fall in love with you. I thought someday, of course, I'd fall in love. But what it felt like, I just never knew; I'd no idea what I was thinking of. And then, somewhere between my need and pleasure, Walking neither overjoyed nor sad, I looked into my heart and saw a treasure Worth more than anything I'd ever had. Ah! This is love! I thought. And then I wanted To give my life to see your happiness. Suddenly, from nowhere, I was haunted, Needy, joyful, tearful, glad, obsessed. My love for you has brought me out of me. The beauty in your heart has set me free.

This Feeling Of Love
This feeling of love that I have for you, A feeling so strong, so special, so new. You give me the gift of happiness each day, Never have I known it could be this way. You have given your love regardless of cost, With my heart in your care, I will never be lost. Or never again wonder what love really means, For now I do know it means so many things. Understanding and caring, through good times and bad, Sharing emotions, should they be happy or sad. Being there for each other through laughter or tears, At each other's side for the rest of our years. My only wish is to be with you, my love, For each day I pray to the heavens above. That you always remember my feelings for you. A feeling so strong, so special, so new

Dear Mom
As a "wee babe," I was unaware of Life's Journey, True Love and the Pursuit of Happiness. As an adult with my own-- "wee babe" --Meredith, I know that: "With God All Things are Possible," Matthew 19:26. My celebration of Life's Journey, True Love, and the Pursuit of Happiness, Has been met with trials and tribulations, And, so has yours. But, in the end-- I have found that within Life's Journey, There are true love and happiness. One must Aim Sky High, To reach one's ultimate goals in life. I have!!! And, the end result is astonishing... I have always known that-- From the day I was born, 'til now, From my head to my toes, You will forever love me, As I do you. And, as you long for my visit, Remember this: I will forever love you-- Because we've made memories, Just you and me, Your daughter

You Are Like The Diamond
You are like the diamond You glimmer and glow And shine so brightly Some, like me, draw close To feel your warmth, your heat Only to find none You are like the diamond You are bright and strong But you have no warmth, or love It's a terrible game To play with people's hearts Like mine You are like the diamond You will last longer than most But you will have no love No warmth to back up that bright light So what kind of life will it be? Besides long? Will you regret it someday? Regret being so much like the diamond Regret being so cold And look for me A find me gone? Can I ever leave? No, I can never leave you I am drawn to this cold light This false sense of warmth you give I keep wishing and hoping That someday, you will give warmth But, this will never be Diamonds last forever

Alone
Purity once had a name, And beauty once had a face. Life once had a meaning, And once I was safe. Once there was freedom, And once I could laugh. Happiness once was alive, And once I had another half. Once I shared her love, Once I was by her side, Once I felt I fitted, So quickly that died. Her grace so great, Her beauty so vast, All I ever wanted, Was for it to last. Fate maybe had another plan, Or maybe she had another love, But it all fell apart, The hand too big for the glove. Now it's all died away, Happiness, joy, love; all memories. Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world, With no light to guide my way.

Death Wish
Take a knife and slit my wrist wathch the blood drip with a heavenly bliss as my eye start to grow heavy as they close a sigh of relief and a smile also the hope to never wake up again but ahh there lies the problem I do and when i wake i'm reminded by the pain of scares and why it hurts to LIVE!!!!!!!! copywrite by Malinda D

Late Night Reading
I'm in the kitchen reading a steamy novel. It is late and everyone else is asleep. I am about half way through the book and I can't put it down. The romance and steamy sex are enough to light anyone's inner fire. I can feel mine beginning to burn. I have a cold drink with me and I am sipping on it while I read. I have have a bowl of fruit to snack on. As I read, I snack, then drink. I am so into the book and can feel the things these characters are doing. I can feel her hands touch him as if they were my hands. I can feel his breath as if it were on my neck, not hers. Soon I am warm all over. I reach into my glass and get out an ice cube. I begin to rub it on my neck and across my chest. The ice melts and I get another piece from my glass. I run it down my chest, down my belly, and part my legs. I get yet another piece of ice out of the glass and rub it on my hot lips. My legs quiver in response. I keep reading as I play with the ice. I just can't put the book down. Not paying

Hold Me Gently
Run your fingers through my hair, I love it when you stare, Look into my eyes through yours; I want to feel your touch some more. Softly brush your lips on mine: Your touch is gentle and so fine-- I feel the tenderness here; Now...please just hold me near. As your arms embrace my heart, And I feel a quickened pulse start, The warmth of your soul surrounds me: My love, keep holding me gently. In remembrance of The warmth and love, My heart beat quickens And the seduction thickens. Your eyes see more Of my soul than before, And the feel of your hand Makes my body demand More of that touch Brushing my skin, so much. An unbelievable insistence Of such a wonderful subsistence-- Our feelings do foregather, As much as our souls are mates together. You set an undeniable claim On my soul, and on my name... We did not meet coincidentally, But all the same, please, hold me gently.

Thankful For Him
I am very thankful for someone special I have A friend who takes me for what I am Who forgives my shortcomings Makes me laugh, and cry Listens to my problems and worries Pushes me to be the best I can be Enjoys being with me Smiles and makes me feel good Promises to be with me always Making me feel safe and warm I have found Him and I am thankful

First Blog Here, Might As Well Do It Right...
Well, first of all, howdy to all, and thanks for reading the first in what I'm sure will end of being a series of blogs and rants here. Of course, I'm kinda new to this whole CherryTap thing, but I'm getting used to it. All the drama and hype of MySpace, but with the added messages and groups from AOL. Charming..... So, my first one here is, of course, about the drama we find here. Namely, the insecure fuckers that make life hell on the rest of us. I'll give you an example: One of my FORMER friends was a very nice young lady. Good looking, good head on her shoulders, common sense, grounded, but playful. A very cool lady to talk with. But she had one problem....her boyfriend. He became VERY insecure and possessive. It wasn't long before all pictures of her by herself were deleted, only to be replaced by photos of the two of them kissing, cuddling, etc etc. Gone were her messages of love and friendship to her other friends. Instead, we ALL got bombarded with messages of

How's Your Gag Reflex?
How's Your Gag Reflex? by CuriTab© “The doctor will see you now.” Florence the nurse’s voice broke into my thoughts. I looked down at the magazine in my lap, closed it, and replaced it to the table in front of my chair. I looked around, ascertaining that I am the last appointment of the day. She smiled. I followed her through the low swinging door. It was just a routine visit. Since there is a history of reproductive difficulties with the women in my family, I’d decided to be proactive. My regular doctor was on vacation. I wonder whom she got to stand in for her. I hope it’s not a man. No offense to male gynecologists, but the experiences I had with them were not very pleasant. They were too rough, and their examinations hurt. Also, one tried to seduce me while on the table. Pervert. Florence led me to the last examination room on the left, took my blood pressure, checked a few things, and left me alone. I’d taken off my blouse, bra, and panties, and slipped on the gown sh

Hate You (poem)
I hate you and your eyes, Those eyes that drew me in, I hate you and your eyes, The eyes that I drown in every time. I hate you and that smile, That smile that makes me weak in the knees, I hate you and that smile, That smile that says you know you stole my heart. I hate you and your arms, The arms that I long for everyday. I hate you and your arms, The arms I miss wrapped around me. I hate you and your hugs, The hugs that could save me from this cruel world, I hate you and your hugs, The hugs that made my heart hurt less every time. I hate you and your kisses, The kisses I miss even though I don't want to, I hate you and your kisses, The kisses that were so sweet and soft. I hate you and your voice, The voice that calms my heart while breaking it, I hate you and your voice, The voice that I crave to hear everyday. I hate you and your quirks, The quirks that made me want to ring your neck, I hate you and your quirks, The quirks that I miss even no

Metallica - No Leaf Clover
And it feels right this time On this crash course we're in the big time Pay no mind to the distant thunder Beauty fills his head with wonder, boy Says it feels right this time Turned it 'round and found the high lights “Good day to be alive, sir Good day to be alive,�? he says Then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel Was just a freight train coming your way Then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel Was just a freight train coming your way Don't it feel right like this? All the pieces fall to his wish “Suck up for that quick reward, boy Suck up for that quick reward,�? they say Then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel Was just a freight train coming your way Then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel Was just a freight train coming your way It's coming your way Then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel

My Dragon Tattoo
Well on Wens we are starting a huge cover up piece on my shoulder. It is a large chinese dragon that will be blue and purple with green fins. We are going to at least get all the black work and shading done in this round. I am sure that most of you could really care less about my ink but theres not much else that I care to tell everyone ya know? My personal life is just that...personal. There are a few people that I talk to on here about my personal life but they are few and far between, but you know who you are and I love you all. Anyway, well tat is all that is going on in this pathetic existance I have right now...PEACE

School -1957 Vs. 2007
Scenario: Jack goes quail hunting before school, pulls into school parking lot with shotgun in gun rack. 1957 - Vice Principal comes over, looks at Jack's shotgun, goes to his car and gets his shotgun to show Jack. 2007 - School goes into lock down, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fistfight after school. 1957 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up buddies. 2007 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it. Scenario: Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students. 1957 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by the Principal. Returns to class, sits still and does not disrupt class again. 2007 - Jeffrey given huge doses of Ritalin. Becomes a zombie. Tested for ADD. School gets extra money f

Before
I Used To Love Her How many years will this clock have to tick How many tears have to fall How many nights must I lie here and wonder If I'm gonna survive this at all Waking up and reaching out for no one Is the hardest part to get over I can't wait for the day when I can finally say I used to love her I'm gettin' better at walkin' the floor I'm wearin' holes in my shoes I keep on looking for something I've lost As if I had something to lose [I Used To Love Her - these lyrics are found on http://www.songlyrics.com] Calling out her name while nobody answers Is the hardest part to get over I can't wait for the day when I can finally say I used to love her This endless wall of heartache and pain I can't seem to get over I can't wait for the day when I can finally say I used to love her I can't wait for the day when I can finally say I used to love her.

Friends 'til The End
Friends 'til the end, That's what we always said, Even when all hopes were dead. Friends 'til the end, We will always be, Nothing can ever come between you and me. Friends 'til the end, Even when nothing will bend, Our friendship we will always mend. Friends 'til the end, There's nothing we can't overcome, I know you'll be there when I need someone. Friends 'til the end, We will never part, As long as we have each other in our hearts. Friends 'til the end, Lies never told, Standing together so strong and so bold. Friends 'til the end, With nowhere to begin, I know I'll never be without you as a friend. Friends 'til the end, You can cry on my shoulder, That's what I've always told her. Friends 'til the end, Through sun and snow, While others still come and go. Friends 'til the end, When my light fades away, She brings back the sunlight into my day. Friends 'til the end, Nothing else in mind, Someone who'

Posting For 2 Good Friends
It seems if you speak out and disagree with Baby J in any way, they shut you up. I read a bulletin today, this is the link, http://www.cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=4082606265 and commented something Baby J obviously did not like. The bulletin poster, Paris, as wellas I have been gagged. No commenting privelages on pics, profiles, bulletins. SHe still, for the time being, has the ability to post a bulletin. I tried and have even been blocked from doing that. I would appreciate if someone or a few someone's on my friend's list would cut and copy this entire blog and post it in a bulletin for me entitled PARIS YOU ARE NOT ALONE (REPOST) and someone make it sticky so it will stick around for 24 hours. I pay for VIC on here. Most people don't. SO obviously our money is of no use to Baby J. I guess he figures one person's money is no big deal. I guess freedom of speech is alive and well until you say something that rubs Baby J the wrong way. We are all suppose to be grown ups but yet if

Hello's And Whats Up's
hey all, wanted to let all know, me, like a few others, live way out incountry, and on dial up, so needless to say, cherry tap is very slow for us, so i dont want any of my friends here to think ive slighted them at all, its just after a bit, CT either freezes up so much i give up(lol) or booted and give up then....lol, but i try and say hi when i can, s dont think im a snob....lol hope everyone had a great weekend, i did, found a pretty cool swimmen hole, some TVA thing, over by anderson co park, (cant recall the long name...lol) but had a blast dunken kids, and yes, they got me back...dunked me alot to...lol. anyways....hugs to all!!!! im off to rendevouz with my CT hubby, i know he is around here somewhere.....come out where ever you are(he was supposed to take out the trash, so think he is hiding...lmao)

Helpppppppppp Me Please!
PLEASE COME HELP ME IN MY CONTEST I WAS AT LEAST 36 TO 38 HOUR BEHIND EVERYONE ELSE BUT WITH SOME GOOD FRIENDS AND FAMILY I AM DOING BETTER BUT I STILL NEED HELP THE PICTURE IS A LINK TO MY CONTEST. TY IN ADVANCE IF YOU CAN COME AND DROP A FEW COMMENTS OR HECK BOMB THE YOU KNOW WHAT OUT OF ME!

Complete
[[Reposting]] The old saying of, "you complete me" is only possible in Love. It is not the loss of self, but the broadening of self with another. Love is a connection, like the Rastafari concept of God -- I & I. I am part of God and God is part of me. I am part of you, and you are part of me. We are bigger, more expansive than ever before, in Love. Love, above all other things. It is my motivation, my truth, and the reason I bother at all. These past two years have become all about Love and working from that place. What would Love do? How does Love react? How does Love act in any given situation? Love is not a competition. I am far from perfect, but I Love. It is the answer. I don't want to be smart, I want to Love. I don't want fame and fortune, I want to Love.