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Epithalamium
In the middle garden is the secret wedding, that hides always under the other one and under the shiny things of the other one. Under a tree one hand reaches through the grainy dusk toward another. Two right hands. The ring is a weed that will surely die. There is no one else for miles, and even those people far away are deaf and blind. There is no one to bless this. There are the dark trees, and just beyond the trees.

Losing Yourself
Here I stand all alone Starring at the mirror Looking into a face that will never show it's true features Scared of everything that lingers in the wounds Standing there looking back was a girl who was fool of acts Knowone knew how she really felt At times she almost fooled her self She lost her self in a life full of lies Hoping someday she could live her life

The Fog
I once met a shadow that was more beautiful then the Moon swimming across a crystal lake, She floated silently across my heart oblivious to my existence, I extended my arm to stop her from fading away and my fingers slipped through her silk figure and continued to follow her path, I ran forward to be restrained by an unseen wall, Ramparts jutted out as if fate heaved me into maze of convoking shadows. A mass of spiraling emotion whirled me into a fog of confusion, Heart and soul caught by beauty alone, Not knowing what to say, Unable to determine if I am speaking at all, Wishing that silence would settle my solemnity, Emotion slips my feet away from the rug of certainty, And I again am lost in a never ending world of fog.

Fla. Law Toughens Sex-crime Penalties
Fla. law toughens sex-crime penalties By TRAVIS REED Associated Press Writer ORLANDO, Fla. --Florida's sex predator penalties became among the nation's toughest Monday as a new law took effect tripling maximum sentences to 15 years for soliciting minors for sex and possessing child pornography. The law also requires offenders to register e-mail and instant message handles with authorities. That information will be shared with social networking sites like Myspace.com. "It's going to give all of us the tools to be able to make sure that not only do we enforce laws like this, but that Florida becomes known as a place that if you are a child predator or if you are a child pornographer ... there's only one place for you and that's behind bars," state Attorney General Bill McCollum said. McCollum spoke on the Orange County Courthouse steps, joined by four county sheriffs and other law enforcement officers. The first-term attorney general has made child sex crimes one of his top

Love
My love My love is in your hands No games nor goodbyes Let's sit and make some plans My love... So full of wisdom, honor and truth My minds made up...I'm ready... Now a woman, no longer a youth My love... I want you always by my side Walking hand in hand through life In turn being each other's guide My love... If you fall along the way To keep my love you so true I will slowly kneel and beside you I will lay

Wwe Update....and Its Not Good!
The following is from WWE.com. BIRMINGHAM, Ala. ��" WWE Champion John Cena has suffered a complete tear of his right pectoral tendon and is heading into surgery, according to noted orthopedic surgeon Dr. James Andrews. Because of the seriousness of the injury, WWE officials will not allow Cena to compete this Sunday at No Mercy, and he will have no choice but to surrender the title. Dr. Andrews said Cena could miss between six and eight months of action. Cena was injured during his match Monday night on Raw with Mr. Kennedy. Before visiting Dr. Andrews, Cena had said, “No matter how serious, the injury, one way or another I’ll be ready to compete on Sunday.” But despite Cena’s vow, WWE officials will not allow him to compete at No Mercy. Therefore, he must surrender the WWE Championship. WWE officials vow that there will be a WWE Championship Match this Sunday at No Mercy and a new WWE Champion will be crowned. Stay with WWE.com for further updates on

You Know This Week So Far Has Been Trying>
Ive laughed , cried been sad and blue and remembering past things, and new things ; Thanking God for all. But Im just sorta moody lately , why I dont know ? I am missing something and someone.. and yet im not acting like me.. . I know im not making sence. Night now all. hugs Diana

Year 2007
You know you are living in 2007 when you.............. 1. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of three. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses. 6. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave 7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen. 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it. 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee. 11. You're reading this and nodding and laughing. 12. Even worse,

The Gifts You Could Offer Me
to the stranger who would take my heart how well do I know you without hearing your voice? do you word-speak truly, is there honesty’s glow in your dark eyes as you search my responses? intimate details seem so easy to disclose when your face remains hidden in my imagination perfection comes to mind, fantasies never admitted if you touch me in my secret places, love will surely grow tell me no more, offer me quickly the gift of your face of your voice of your soft caress of your life let me stop dreaming about your kisses, of your strong arms hoping that tomorrow after such tantalizing seduction I will feel less alone, somehow, that must be possible are there any guarantees that your heart is not already taken and belongs only to the mysterious air separating us in a land that I will never truly call home? no, my heart is not for sale — these gifts of innocent avowal belong to someone else pretending to know my desire and my silent tears when you dis

The Story Behind The Poem “”alexis Bailey Simmons”” As It Happened.
It was New Years Eve in 2000 and the church gathered for their fellowship meeting. The Pastor looked around and noticed that all was there to bring in the New Year, all except one that is. Chris worked at a buffet and he was called to work that night. Being that he was the only one not there after prayer time, the Pastor said, “since it is New Years Eve and Chris is the only one who can not be here, I was thinking maybe we could all go to his work, get something light to eat and when Chris has a few spare minutes he can come join us”. All agreed and so they loaded four cars full. The Pastors children rode with their grandparents so Monnica and the girls could ride with him and his wife. It so happened that both families had the same car seat/stroller combo so when the Pastor got in and asked if everyone was ready all said yes. As it turns out Monnica indeed was not. She had her back turned to the door buckling up Taylor’s car seat belt. She glanced over her shoulder and saw the top

Lryics I Like
Take my love, take my land, take me where i cannot stand, I don't care I'm still free and you cant take the sky from me. take me out to the back tell em all ain't coming back. burn the land and boil the sea but you cant take the sky from me. theres no place i can be. scene i found "Serenity" and you cant take the sky from me.

Goth
You scored as Goth, Your A Goth!Goth80% Rocker, Mosher60% Skater30% Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev25% Prepy25% Emo15% Trendy5% What Group Are You? What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ectcreated with QuizFarm.com

Nothing To See
The love of my life is an acid trip in my mind. I wonder, how much truth can I see before I come down? It’s never enough. It is a nauseating ride trying to make the spinning stop through the drama. My wicked breaks the soul torn by my passion. Forever I must admit the obsession broke the fantasy and the claim that I could at last bring forth the truth I once seen. But now is the cold, sweating tears of ice. Though not what they once were inside of the storming wind. The chance I needed to feel something real doesn’t measure against the fog. Of course, if there was a belief it doesn’t begin to acknowledge the freedom. The choices I see don’t beg for acceptance. Yet superficial liars believe the blood is no different than the fly swirling around the meat.

Marketing Hate
Conspiracies mark the function of treason….logic doesn’t cut like a knife….where it is you will never know….idiocy acknowledged….hate doesn’t hold wet water run downs when there isn’t….no belief….no principal….no function of truth….where does the fly paper sit inside of the conjunction you worship….if there was ever a reason to lie….now isn’t the time….comprise your lacking….and whip your dogs into beggars….for the allowance of junkies waste the philosophies of whores….and the wisdom of toads sits on a pedestal….behind the wind of willow wasps for hire….there is a reason to hate….to hate for good reason….not reason to sand paper compassion….where the winter heads to acquired Atlantis and formats the ignorance of paperless trash….

What A Friend Means To Me
To friends everywhere What is a friend? What indeed? Who lends an ear, or shoulder if need? Someone you can laugh with and accepts you even with all your grit. They know everyone sometimes makes mistakes, so, even when the problem; they don’t make- they say, “I’m sorry” when these upsets occur, simply to keep their friendship true and sure. A person willing to accept an apology; giving encouragement and a helping hand is the key to ensure the friendship keeps growing stronger for being a friend for life and even longer. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ So what is a friend in my minds eye? Riding life’s waves together; be them low or high. They think of you even with miles in-between, and the image of you; in their eyes are seen. They are by your side, but not in your way, they help keep you straight when you stray. What kind of friend are those honors due? The kind that – through thick or thin, sticks like glue. They know

50 Things To Do During Finals
Just way too funny not to share... I wish I'd thought of some of these during my school years LOL. 1. Bring a pillow. Fall asleep (or pretend to) until the last 15 minutes. Wake up, say "oh geez, better get cracking" and do some gibberish work. 2. Get a copy of the exam, run out screaming "Andre, Andre, I've got the secret documents!!" 3. If it is a math/science exam, answer in essay form. If it is long answer/essay form, answer with numbers and symbols. Be creative. Use the surface integral symbol. 4. Make paper airplanes out of the exam. Aim them at the instructor's left nostril. 5. Talk the entire way through the exam. Read questions aloud, debate your answers with yourself out loud. If asked to stop, yell out, "I'm SOOO sure you can hear me thinking." Then start talking about what a jerk the instructor is. 6. Bring cheerleaders. 7. Walk in, get the exam, sit down. About five minutes into it, loudly say to the instructor, "I don't understand ANY of this. I've b

Miss You
The pain consuming me is so surreal. I feel so hollow, so empty inside. I am sullen in my bitter loneliness. I don't want to be alone like this. Aching for you, my heart cries out in excruciating, murderous pain. . . and it won't stop. Wanting you, like some sort of addictive drug, I can barely live without your love. I want to die - the pain is too intense. I feel like my heart has been ripped out and the hole will never heal. Longing for your lips, I can't stop dreaming about you - but you're so far away. Missing you more each moment, I put on a mask and try to hide the anguish. Tormented without you, I cannot find myself in the darkness. I cannot think, for all of my thoughts are missing you.

Empty Ache
My old friend the empty ache is back. I guess my last couple of weeks have built up enough crap on me all I can do is feel like shit. All I want to do is just go to bed and stay there. Nothing else to do tonight, it's late and nothing is keeping my interest.

Kin Yoo Beleev This Sheeut??
"Burglar" turns out to be drunk neighbor Tue Oct 2, 1:37 PM ET A man in an eastern Dutch town went home last Saturday to find his lights on and his inebriated neighbor welcoming him at the front door with a drink. The drunken 53-year old, who lives two doors down in the small town of Gasselternijveen, had broken into the wrong house after finding that his key didn't work, according to a police report. His furniture looked different, his dog was missing. The drunken neighbor was arrested for trespass, but has since offered to pay for damages.

To All The Men On My List
If we woke up naked together, using only 3 words what would you say? Tell me in a private message and then repost it titled "To all the men on my list" or "To all the ladies on my list" See how many crazy answers you get! (Put Your Answers In the Comments,Don't be Shy, Have Fun!!!!!)

This, My One Wish
If I could have but just one wish, I’d wish from you just one kiss, but this will never be granted I fear, cuz I am sinking and you are there, there; a million worlds apart, yet ever present here in my heart, but my genie has gone to sleep, and left me here all alone to weep, my eyes are red, my heart is blue, all because I can't have you Loving you with all my heart, tells me we will never part it insures me I was very smart, for loving you from the start Missing you so very much, needing a quieting hush that comes from a loving rush, which I can only get from your tender touch Loving you is the smoothest part of my days and the sweetest part of my nights, loving you gives everything a glow like sunlight rays and brings out the beauty of everything in my sight Missing you shades the rays so not to get blinded and shadows the beauty where it once shone missing you give hope for a love that won’t fade and forever saves a special place for you in our home

Whats Laughable Is What They Are Doing
http://www.nydailynews.com/news/wn_report/2007/10/04/2007-10-04_gop_circulates_videos_of_hillary_clinton-1.html GOP circulates videos of Hillary Clinton's laugh -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Thursday, October 4th 2007, 4:00 AM -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Print Email Suggest a Story WASHINGTON - Hillary Clinton is trying to get the last laugh over her now-infamous cackle. The New York senator's ear-popping guffaw has come under scrutiny ever since she used it to laugh off a batch of tough questions in a recent run of the Sunday talk shows, prompting the GOP to circulate video clips of her chortling. With similar clips making fodder for political gabfests and late-night comics, Clinton tried to reclaim her laugh during an endorsement by the American Federation of Teachers yesterday. "I don't want to go on too much longer because this might c

What You Got On My 40
40 of the MOST spontaneous questions ever, BE HONEST 1. Where were you 2 hours ago? In class 2. What do you think of your last kiss? it could have been better 3. Do you kiss a lot of people? when im drunk 4. Are you wearing socks right now? naw 5. When was the last time you went out of state? In may 6. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days? Naw 7. What was the last thing you had to drink? snapple 8. Who was the last person to hear you cry? Tiffany and Mom...i had a tummy ache:( 9. Who was the last person to make you smile? Aaron 10. What was the last food you ate? cesaer salad yum 11. What is your middle name? christina 12. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? Naw 13. Do you have a pet? no 14. What did you do last night? studied 16. If you could be anywhere you want, where would it be? somewhere that the herb smells dank and i get high as a tank! 17. What is the last thing you purchased online? No

Forgive Your Enemies; Nothing Annoys Them More
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Rich Date: Oct 3, 2007 9:35 PM Always forgive your enemies; nothing annoys them more. Forgiveness is the way to true health and happiness. To be healthy, wealthy, happy and successful in any and all areas of your life you need to be aware that you need to think healthy, wealthy, and successful thoughts twenty-four hours a day and cancel all negative, destructive, fearful and unhappy thoughts. These two types cannot coexist if you want to share in the abundance that surrounds us all. The best secret to staying healthy mind and body is not to mourn over the past, nor to worry about the future, but to live for the present moment. Today is your day. You can't control tomorrow nor change yesterday. You can learn from yesterday and that can change today and tomorrow for the better. You don't get ulcers from what you eat. You get them from what's eating you. Try to let go of all those bad memories. Learn and grow fr

Survey
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 29. How well do you know me? 29. When's the last time you saw me? 30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't

Unkle Mike Gut In Truble Agin. . . .
W.Va. Man Flees Police on Lawnmower By Associated Press October 3, 2007 MARTINSBURG, W.Va. A man accused of drunken driving tried to outrun the police but his vehicle wasn't up to the task. Michael Ginevan of Bunker Hill was driving a riding lawnmower on Runnymeade Road about a mile from his home when a Berkeley County sheriff's deputy attempted to pull him over. Ginevan, 39, allegedly sped away and Deputy J.H. Jenkins stopped his cruiser and gave chase on foot, according to magistrate court records. Jenkins caught up to the lawnmower after a short chase but Ginevan allegedly wouldn't stop so the deputy pulled him off the machine. Ginevan refused to take a field sobriety test and was arrested. Jenkins then found a case of beer strapped to the lawnmower's front, court records show. Ginevan was charged with fleeing while driving under the influence and obstructing an officer. He was being held Tuesday at the Eastern Regional Jail on $7,500 bond. A person who answ

Would You Kiss Me?
Would you kiss me? [] Oh Yea in a heart beat. [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] If u wanted me to Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] HOT!!!!!! [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! [] GORGEOUS/BEAUTIFUL [] Words can't explain your beauty! I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] Friend with benefits. If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Marry me [] Wish you had never met me On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 0 [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 [] Higher than 10 Are you going to repost this so i can answer for you? [] Yes [] No i already did ! What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits would you : []kiss me on the cheek []hug me []kiss me on the lips Now answer these ?'s in words..-------------------- 1

Tit For A Tat
Woman told to ditch bra to enter court 2 hours, 46 minutes ago Security guards refused to allow a woman into a federal courthouse until she removed a bra that triggered a metal detector. Lori Plato said she and her husband, Owen Plato, were stunned when U.S. Marshals Service employees asked her to remove her bra after the underwire supports set off the alarm. "I asked if I could go into the bathroom because they didn't have a privacy screen and no women security officers were available," Plato said Wednesday. "They said, 'No.' "I wasn't carrying a shank in my bra. If it's so dangerous, why did they give it back and let me put it on?" Patrick McDonald, the U.S. Marshal in Boise, said appropriate security protocols were followed in the Sept. 20 matter, and guards suggested she simply remove the bra in her car outside, or find a restaurant bathroom. "She's inflating it," McDonald said. "All of a sudden she just took it off. It wasn't anything we wanted to happen and

In My Well!!!!!! Blog
I have been so busy with working on my computer, and dealing with other issues! So I will post what ever I posted on my other site onto here as well! I like to share all my work with people from across the globe and in hopes that with my writing, will change the way people think and hopefully make a major impact in their lives! My main focus is to keep the spirit alive!

You Are My Fantasy...........
Your lips are soft Against my neck. You make my body tingle, From head to toe. I can't control myself around you, Emotions I feel are too wild and I can't let go. Boy, you're my fantasy. Wrap your arms around me, And I'm in ecstasy. I wanna feel you close, inside of me. Hold me, kiss me, want me, love me. Just don't leave me. You whisper naughty words in my ear. Spread me wide, got me grinning from ear to ear. I wrap my arms around you, and take you in. Our bodies become one, I don't know where you end and where I begin. Boy, you're my fantasy. Wrap your arms around me, And I'm in ecstasy. I wanna feel you close, inside of me. Hold me, kiss me, want me, love me. Just don't leave me.

Need Email Addresses
hey peeps!! just wanted to let everyone know that i was going to be deleting this profile soon. i have had alot of fun the last few months talking to and meeting all of you guys and girls out there. there are some really great people out there. i just wanted to get some email addresses from anyone that would still like to stay in contact with me, if not, oh well, maybe i'll catch up with ya somewhere else. have fun and have a drink for me. thank you, drive thru.

For Our Heroes
thanks TB for this! >>>>Will you give this to my Daddy? >>>> >>>> >>>> >>>> >>>> >>>>As a company, Southwest Airlines is going to support >>>>"Red Fridays." Last week I was in Atlanta Georgia >>>>Attending a conference. While I was in the airport, >>>>waiting to return home, I heard several people behind >>>>me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned >>>>around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of >>>>patriotism, I have ever seen. >>>> >>>>Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in >>>>their "camos", as they began heading to their gate >>>>everybody (well almost everybody) was abruptly on >>>>their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When >>>>saw the soldiers (probably 30-40 of them) being >>>>applauded and cheered for; it hit me, I'm not alone! >>>>I'm not the only red-blooded American, who still loves >>>>this country, and who supports our troops and their >>>>families. >>>> >>>>Of course I immediately stopped and began clappi

Essence
I am sitting under an old tree, looking up to lose myself in its crooked branches. My gaze wanders past .. to the clouds far above, calling for my attention. Suddenly, they move aside, and the sun blinds my view, I am sitting under an old tree, squinting, laughing.... My spirit filled with joy, as the breeze plays tag with a leaf. Twisting .. churning... way up high.. down low.. up.. up.. I am sitting under an old tree, holding a leaf, smiling. For a moment time seems to stop. An ancient calmness fills my soul. I understand. I believe.

Just One
If you save just one person’s life, Make just one person happy, Fulfill just one dream, Life will have been worth living. If you read just one book, Feel the presence of a greater spirit for just one moment, Fall in love just one time, Life will have been worth living. If you help just one person in need, Learn from just one mistake, Make just one good friend, Life will have been worth living. If you give just one apology, Give just one dollar to just one charity, Live for just one day, but live it to the fullest, Life will have been worth living. Even though you can do so much more: You can make a hundred people happy, Feel the presence of a greater spirit every day of your life, Learn from all of your mistakes, Give all you have to charity. Do it just once, and life will still have been worth living

Have A Good Weekend Hugss
Ok guys, this truly is freaky, the Phone literally rang as soon as I read The last word of this email!!!!! I am taking the bait - What do I have to lose right? Hope it works! Supposedly The Phone Will Ring Right After You Do This. Just read the little stories and Think of a wish as you scroll all The way to the bottom. There is A message there - then make your Wish. No attachment on this one. ! Stories I'm 13 years old, and I wished That my dad would come home from The army, because he'd been having Problems with his heart and right Leg It was 2:53 p .m.. When I made My wish. At 3: 07 PM. (14 minutes Later), the doorbell rang, and There my Dad was, luggage and all!! I'm Katie and I'm 20 and I'v

Gunslinger
An old prospector walks his tired old mule into a western town one day. He'd been out in the desert for about six months without a drop of whiskey. He walked up to the first saloon he came to and tied his old mule to the hitch rail. As he stood there brushing some of the dust from his face and clothes, A gunslinger walked out of the saloon with a gun in one hand and a bottle of whiskey in the other. The gunslinger looked at the old man and laughed, saying, 'Hey old man, have you ever danced?' The old man looked up at the gunslinger and said, 'No, I never did dance. I just never wanted to. 'A crowd had gathered by then and the gunslinger said, 'Well you old fool, you're gonna' dance now,' and started shooting at the old man's feet. The old prospector was hopping around and everybody was laughing. When the gunslinger fired his last bullet he holstered his gun and turned around to go back into the saloon. The old man rea

I Can Only Help Myself...there Is No One Else
Most people will never understand, how oneself can devote most of their life to finding that special someone...but then again nobody has met me and the trials I have faced. My parents want to help...my best friend wants to help...but not even my doctor can help with his magic pills... There is no cure for loneliness or despair...only a solution which I must bring upon myself. The reasons are clear for why I so desperatly seek that special someone, they are because of my very first love, also the very first of whom I have been used. A slut named abby has started it all by allowing myself to feel first feelings of love...but also first feelings of pain and loss. Ever since then I seeked out the only true feelings that tore me away from my illness and sadness...but over the years only more pain has come my way with four more sluts even worse then the first. My heart decaying with gaping holes...it heals slowly as I still remain hopeful in finding my true happiness.

Lyrics To A Song That Touched Me Deeply
I've been sitting here staring at the clock on the wall And I've been laying here praying, praying she won't call It's just another call from home And you'll get it and be gone And I'll be crying And I'll be begging you, baby Beg you not to leave But I'll be left here waiting With my Heart on my sleeve Oh, for the next time we'll be here Seems like a million years And I think I'm dying What do I have to do to make you see She can't love you like me? Why don't you stay I'm down on my knees I'm so tired of being lonely Don't I give you what you need When she calls you to go There is one thing you should know We don't have to live this way Baby, why don't you stay You keep telling me, baby There will come a time When you will leave her arms And forever be in mine But I don't think that's the truth And I don't like being used and I'm tired of waiting It's too much pain to have to bare To love a man you have to share Why don't you stay I'm down on my

Survey Says/////////
1.Do you wear a name tag at work? i'm supposed to but it's an AWFUL picture so it stays in the bottom of my purse 2. What kind of car do you drive? buick century...or as my son says...a "granny car" 3. What do you order when you go to Taco Bell? taco...but i rarely go 4. Have you ever had a garage sale? sure 5. What color is your iPod? don't have one 6. What kind of dog do you have? terrier mix named toby keith 7. What's for dinner tonight? natural light 8. What is the last alcoholic beverage you had? see answer to previous question :) 9. Stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone? dropped it in a toilet 10. Last time you were sick? a few days ago...bad toothache 11. How long is your hair? long 12. Are you happy right now? not really...long story 13. What did you say last? "who is that" 14. Who came over last? over where? 15. Do you drink beer? see answer to question # 7 :) 16. Have your brothers or sisters ever told

Mumms
So I see my friend Slirpa has left Fubar cause the nazi's that run this site want to dictate which people,i.e. their friends, can say and do what they want on here how sad that our society has devolved into one that bows down to pressure from people who act immature, insult people for their opinions, who can't stand the heat when confronted and just want to act like asses. I pitty this country when these folks become the norm. We loved you SLIRPA and you will be sorely missed. as they used to say in my day "FIGHT THE POWER BABY" FU-EEEEEE!!!!!!!!

Power Part 2
Power part 2 Mental Mutiny Imagine your mind is a sailing ship, your in the captains quarters, and your thoughts are your crew. Your positive thoughts are royal naval men, and your negative thoughts are pirates. And they are both onboard your ship fighting each other to get to you. You need to get on deck and break up the mental mutiny. Let's face it, if your mind is not in order, then it's divided. Which means, you have negative thoughts that are secretly, sneaking, trying to take over. To boost your mind power, you must put an end to this mental mutiny. I myself couldn't face the fact that my mind was divided. That my thoughts were divided. That my mental Ship was not in order. But I finally grew the strength and resolve enough to face up to it. Here's what I found out: my own thoughts were fighting each other. And some of my negative thoughts wanted to take over, and start giving me orders! Can you imagine my surprise, when I looked out over my

Extraterrestrial Romance
Extraterrestrial Romance by jade_in_2005 © This story is completely fictitious. If this relates to anyone living or dead it is completely coincidental and I am sorry. * My name is Leia, I am your typical 18 year old girl. Well I'm not exactly typical, you see I am pregnant with an alien baby. How did I get pregnant with a alien baby you mask? Well I'll tell you, although those faint of heart should leave now. I was on my way to my best friend's Birthday Party and started having car trouble. I thought this was rather odd since I just had my car serviced. So I pulled tot he side of the road to see what the problem was. As soon as I stepped out of my car I was knocked flat on my butt. There was a blinding white light in front of me. I was trying to see what it was when this creature was standing in front of me. I hadn't had anything to drink yet so I knew I wasn't drunk. This creature spoke perfect English. ''Dear child I mean you no harm, I must reproduce or else I die

Planet Terror
I just watched planet terror, the last Robert Rodriguez movie, and I loved it. This is my kind of film. Lot's of shooting, blood splashing everywhere, sexy chicks (rose mcgowan looks so crazy hot) and fucked up ideas like having a machine gun as a leg. The dirty grindhouse look is also very good, fits perfectly in the concept. If you haven't seen it yet, be sure to do so!

Wannabe Fu~lord.........
IrishToad is trying to become a Lord!!! Not just any Lord.... A FUBARLORD!! Ya'll know the drill: ADD FAN RATE all ya can!! Not to mention he's got some AWESOME stash!! (Must see for Ghost Hunters!!) ‡Irishtoad©DSG&D☆Sanguine♥Gothique Temptations Fu-Hubby@ fubar All Love will be returned!!! This Pimpout has been brought to you by: And Approved by...

Dark Mood
Sorry. Not in the best of moods right now. Not getting into it either. On top of that my computer wants to be a shit head to me with connection issues and other issues. So I am heading off right now. I want to return the rate love I got from people, but it will have to be later sometime and it may take a while because of this thing. Looks like it may storm here. Good....matches my mood. Usually happens when I am feeling like this.

Bass Tone Solution!!!
Eureka! By george I think he's got it! I have just managed to find the ultimate in distorted bass tone! Been fiddling with a Boss Metal Zone running into a carlsbro amp. Finally got the bugger working in the correct way! I now have a sound which is bassy as fuck but still has nice sounding distortion and clarity! Solution: cut out the fucking midrance cause that shit's pointless! I turn the bass volume pot to max and tone it medium. Then I fiddle with the EQ on the MT2 and turn the contour right down, then cut the midrange on the amp and GWAN! It's done! Sounds fucking bananas! No more shall Marco Hietala be able to claim the best sounding bass in the world (which is quite something considering he plays a Warwick Infinity 2000 LTD!) and as such my new band (which has other members, mainly a guitarist but soon hopefully chick vocalist and a grim drummer) should sound powerful. I've stuck some serious strings on my Jackson KB1 - including a gauge 135 low string, and have tuned down to

I Feel
You intoxicate me with your bittersweet kisses And confuse me with your touches I feel upside down or on my side Topsy-turvy Burning inside I know I'm here But I see myself there And I can't find you anywhere Eyes glassed over Wet, about to spill We must take cover From a pain that feels so good We found it in October But lost it in December Now we want it more Breaking into cold sweat Switching feet, cutting eyes, sweaty palms Why is it hard for us to realize What we mean And where we belong Why we're here Together You know you want it Now you need it Got to feel it Yet, still we can't understand it Pleasure for pain Pain for pleasure That what's left? Every now and then It seems to me Love is for you And love is for me But maybe it wasn't meant to be Because this isn't all love in itself It's passion and pretty eyes Soft curls and wet lips Skin on the grass You intoxicate me with your bittersweet kisses And confuse me with your touches I feel u

Thanks
thanks friends/family/fanz for re rateing/faning/addid me again lol i think i mess stuff too much thats why i had to re do my page and make it way better this time. p.s you can add me to family if you know me well enough lol .take it easy be safe be tru players

I Had To Run Away High So I Wouln't Come Home Low
yeah that is in the first lines of "Home Sweet Home" by the greatest band that ever rocked this planet... to what do we have to measure success in life? fame? fortune? is there really such a thing as success? or are we merely in existence to forge a place for the next species? what are we anyway? and why so many questions? the answer is 42. sometimes i think success is measured by love and family...what are you if you are not loved? methinks nothing....not every member of your family may be one you get along with or even like but still there is family....and then the best thing is friends....that is how i measure success...1000 years from now i may not be remembered or anything but i won't care....after my passing it will never matter what i did or didn't do....so to what extent is fame and fortune? so in closing this blog i will say, in the words of Weird Al Yankovic, "I'll be mellow when i'm dead"

Jerk It Out
Wind me up Put me down Start me off and watch me go I'll be running circles around you sooner than you know A little off center And I'm out of tune Just kicking this can along the avenue But I'm alright Coz it's easy once you know how it's done You can't stop now It's already begun You feel it Running through your bones And you jerk it out And you jerk it out Shut up Hush your mouth Can't you hear you talk too loud No I can't hear nothing cause I got my head up in the clouds I bite off anything that I can chew I'm chasing cars up and down the avenue But that's ok Coz it's easy once you know how it's done You can't stop now It's already begun You feel it Running through your bones So you jerk it out Coz it's easy once you know how it's done You can't stop now It's already begun You feel it Running through your bones And you jerk it out And you jerk it out And you jerk it out And you jerk it out Oh baby don't you know you really gotta je

Poetry - "torch"
TORCH (C) By Leslie W. B. The muted colors of our daily lives Are painted on canvas in measured stripes. Our predictable patterns follow, day after day, Like the solid line on a long stretch of highway. How did we become what we said we wouldn't? How did we lose the spontaneity we once treasured? Raking leaves and falling in. Running barefoot in the rain, through the tall barley, And into the wood shed... Crazy love, breathless and wild. Noisy, free, and wonderfully new. I cannot accept this faded living. There is too much fire left in me. How I miss the way you used to kiss me, Starting with my eyebrows, eyelids, And working down, down, Down into every brilliant hiding place, Where the fire was ignited, And you carried the torch.

Friends
I'm posting this to let everyone know that to me friends means people that actually talk to me. Not about adding everyone on internet for quantity. I want quality. I want friends who do more than just say "hi" from time to time as if they care. I'm only interested in genuine friends on here that actually care about me and actually want to talk to me. People have lives, and things come up. I get that. But it's also not how often you speak to me, it's if an effort was made and how you do it. I got a friend, Chris, we talk sometimes as little as only once a year. But yet when we talk we still manage to really talk, catch up, he actually asks me how I'm doing, what I'm doing, etc. I don't fault him for the time between our chats, because I know he tries. What upsets me are those that have the time, but don't make it for me, yet still want to say they are my friend. Those are the ones I'm through with. Enough rambling for now.

Growing Old Together
This Story is dedicated to my beautiful wife Desaree. In hopes that we grow old together and have a fruitful life full of love and happiness. Different from the one described down here. I love you Desaree! One fine day, an old couple around the age of 70, walks into a lawyer's office. Apparently, they are there to file a divorce. Lawyer was very puzzled, after having a chat with them, he got their story.... This couple had been quarreling all their 40 over yrs of marriage nothing ever seems to go right. They hang on because of their children, afraid that it might affect their up-bringing. Now, all their children have already grown up, have their own family, there's nothing else the old couple have to worry about, all they wanted is to lead their own life free from all these years of unhappiness from their marriage, so both agree on a divorce.... Lawyer was having a hard time trying to get the papers done, because he felt that after 40 yrs of marriage at the age of 70, h

The Touch
I envy every girl that has touched your body I desire nothing more than to feel you in every way strip away my clothes lay me on the bed kiss me gently tell me what it is you see caress every inch of my body kiss my lips feel my passion tear away your clothes lye beside me look into my eyes see my passion burning for you all the built up desire slowly unfolding as I sit on top you with my legs spread wide with each thrust, full filling a long awaited fantasy the touch of your hand on my skin like water flowing down my body the lusty look in your eyes melts me inside with the ever burning flame of passionate desire that is you

The Yearning
wanting you wanting to be with you needing to feel your touch yearning to feel your kiss lips so delicate and smooth hands so soft and gentle feelings inside My heart skips a beat I want you even more Your so close if any closer I'd reach out for your hand I wanna taste your skin I wanna feel you inside of me passionately thrusting rip my top off tear away my panties cut off my bra tell me you love me your everywhere everywhere I think everywhere I go i want to taste you Damn I just wanna be with you now

Little Boy Lost
Little Boy lost alone on the street Little boy lost waiting to eat Little boy lost so scared and so cold Loss of innocence to a man 50 yrs old Little boy lost blank expression in his eyes Working for a meal, working for guys Little boy lost outside kings x station Little boy lost, with cuts and abrasions Little boy lost no family or home Little boy lost all on his own What a caring man under his wing you go Little boy lost so desperate,so low Little boy lost needs to dull the pain Little boy lost injecting again Little boy lost memories begin to fade Little boy, lost behind the masquerade Little boy lost years of abuse Little boy lost alone and confused Little boy lost no mind of his own Little boy lost,how many seeds have they sown Little boy lost deep in despair Little boy lost stains in his hair Little boy lost What taste in his mouth Little boy lost alone in the south Little boy lost a distant memory Little boy lost, whats happened to thee Little boy

Anger Management
An Old Classic! When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know. I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialled it. A man answered, saying "Hello." I politely said, "This is Roy. Could I please speak with Robyn Carter?" Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear "Get the right f**in number!" and the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. When I tracked down Robyn's correct number to call her, I found that I had accidentally transposed the last two digits. After hanging up with her, I decided to call the wrong number again. When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled " You're an asshole!" and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word asshole next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills or had a really bad day,

Poetic Or Not?
"sit atop the highest of mountains, only to watch the world burn by the heavens" "it is better to be feared than loved if you can not be both" "set free all that is in me, only to slame it into the ground once more"

A Man Question
so me and hubby got into a discussion today so men dont make me look bad ,,,,,,,,, here is the question how many men would be ok with watchign ur wife have sex with another woman and how many of u would be ok with letting her have sex with another man also

I'm Thankful To Have You!
Of all the friends I've ever met, You're the one I won't forget. And if I die Before you do I'll go to heaven And wait for you I'll give the angels Back their wings And risk the loss Of everything Just to prove My friendship is true I'm thankful to have a Friends like you! PLEASE SEND THIS TO ALL YOUR FAMIL Y & FRIENDS AND ALSO SEND IT BACK TO THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TO YOU... IF YOU GET IT BACK... THAT PERSON IS YOUR TRUE FRIEND!!

The Babysitter
The Babysitter by Pussy_Princess © I was home alone again. My parents were out and my annoying little brother was staying the weekend at a friend's house. My boyfriend is away at school and I wouldn't be seeing him anytime soon considering the fact that we had just had a huge fight. He's upset because I would have sex with him. Don't get me wrong he is a very attractive guy, he just doesn't know how to satisfy me. I get so bored and horny that it's causing me to lose focus on my school work. I should probably be studying since I have a paper due on Monday. Maybe it will help me get my mind off sex. 2 hours later..... I couldn't get into the studying mood. So I thought I would email my professor to ask for an extension on my paper. I begin surfing the web when I got an IM. I new right away that it was professor Laski. Laski: "Your request for an extension has been Dined. You have missed more that 3 assignments and you are Failing my class. I suggest that you buckle down an

Libra - Oct. 8th, 2007
Daily Horoscope: Libra For October 8,2007 It's a great day to just sit still and do as little as possible. You're not lazy, but you do need a break before things start to get really interesting -- and that could start as early as tomorrow afternoon! : raises my brows : hmmmmmm lol

Poem Of Obsurity
Beauty swept thine eyes,to the grassy knoll,upon cold hands did quiver,her perfume,my soul did shiver Angelesque ,in the deep reaches of Midian,her cumber embrace hypnotize the fool of heart Desire gave wait, to the heavens gate,with lust in her eyes and blood crying from fingertips,she gazes The Witching Hour has come and thy will is done,as darkness has covered the walls and ghosts float down halls,be careful when closing your world Who will wipe the tears that give me energy to Love with each tear spilled,you have been thrilled what has become of me, for nothing I have left to give but my loyalty to see another sunset Leave room for the heart that beats your name with the tears of the lonely at heart,and for the memories of once had but never again A bodiless face in the mirror of truth, Her thoughts gander with Rosemary kisses,They fall to their knees A simple stare,a girl with Raven hair can make the hottest sun flare with envy She drinks from the cup of life,Her struggle

I Knew
I knew this day would come when I would stop and sit down and start thinking of my Mom. I was chatting with my cousin and all of a sudden I am bawling like a baby wanting my Mom. Since we moved I have been too busy to think about her but chatting with my cousin....I stopped to think. My cousin is going through a divorce now and we were reminising about her wedding day and the things my Mom did. My Mom directed her wedding. I miss my Mom so much these days and wonder what life would be like if she was still alive. My family does not get together anymore when at once we were a family who got together at least once a month. I have not talked to my brother in over 6 months...whose fault? Mainly his, cause when I call I get the machine. I talk to my sister sometimes and my Dad when I can catch him. My aunts and uncles is another story, another blog. I can see my Mom in my decorating. Not so much colors but with flowers outside. My Mom loved flowers! I have this hideous pict

Adam And Eve, The Real Story
--Adam was hanging around the garden of Eden feeling very lonely. So, God asked him, "What's wrong with you?" Adam said he didn't have anyone to talk to. God said that He was going to make Adam a companion and that it would be a woman. He said, "This pretty lady will gather food for you, she will cook for you, and when you discover clothing, she will wash it for you. She will always agree with every decision you make and she will not nag you, and will always be the first to admit she was wrong when you've had a disagreement. She will praise you! She will bear your children. and never ask you to get up in the middle of the night to take care of them. "She will NEVER have a headache and will freely give you love and passion whenever you need it." Adam asked God, "What will a woman like this cost?" God replied, "An arm and a leg." Then Adam asked, "What can I get for a rib?" Of course the rest is history..........

The Day You Left
The day you left i felt so empty inside as we held each other tight and said our goodbyes you gave me one last kiss and said honey please do not fear for i will be home soon please no more tears i ask my self how can i go on when the love of my life isnt with me where he belongs a mummy and a daddy i must be for daddy is gone fighten for our country because its a job he must do not just fighting for me but also fighting for you I'll pray for you night and day because my soldier I LOVE YOU in every single way do your duty fight your fight so when you return your arms can hold me tight I LOVE YOU XX

The Current Tragic News In My Family
This is Right From the Erie Daily Times News: Erie County District Attorney Brad Foulk said Erie police detectives are waiting on an analysis of forensic evidence as they continue to investigate Sunday night's fatal hit-and-run. "The Pennsylvania State Police have agreed to process the evidence immediately," Foulk said Wednesday. He said he plans to meet with Erie police on the case again today, and that he had a "very productive" meeting with police on Wednesday. Investigators also want to speak with the injured victim, Terri Peoples, who is in intensive care at Hamot Medical Center, said Detective Sgt. Jim Spagel, who is leading the investigation with Detective Jon Peters. Peoples' companion, Stephen E. Caldwell, was killed. Police believe Erie resident Wesley R. Urch Jr. was driving the pickup truck that hit Peoples and Caldwell outside the Knights of St. John social club near West 26th and Hazel streets on Sunday night. Urch told police he was driving the truck

The Military Wife
The Military Wife! The good Lord was creating a model for military wives and was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared. She said, "Lord, you seem to be having a lot of trouble with this one. What´s the matter with the standard model?" The Lord replied, "Have you seen the specs on this order? She has to be completely independent, posses the qualities of both father and mother, be a perfect hostess to four or forty with an hour´s notice, run on black coffee, handle every emergency imaginable without a manual, be able to carry on cheerfully, ever if she´s pregnant and has the flu, and she must be willing to move 10 times in 17 years. And oh, yes, she must have six pairs of hands." The angel shook her head. "Six pairs of hands? No way!" The Lord continued, "Don´t worry, we shall make other military wives to help her. And we will give her an unusually strong heart so it can swell with pride in her husband´s achievements, sustain the pain of separations, beat soundly w

God
God By john lennon God is a concept, By which we can measure, Our pain, I'll say it again, God is a concept, By which we can measure, Our pain, I don't believe in magic, I don't believe in I-ching, I don't believe in bible, I don't believe in tarot, I don't believe in Hitler, I don't believe in Jesus, I don't believe in Kennedy, I don't believe in Buddha, I don't believe in mantra, I don't believe in Gita, I don't believe in yoga, I don't believe in kings, I don't believe in Elvis, I don't believe in Zimmerman, I don't believe in Beatles, I just believe in me, Yoko and me, And that's reality. The dream is over, What can I say? The dream is over, Yesterday, I was dreamweaver, But now I'm reborn, I was the walrus, But now I'm John, And so dear friends, You just have to carry on, The dream is over.

Home Town
I grew up in the burg, A piece of shit town, Where nothing ever goes down. A place where the fuck ups go. A place where you can get all the blow. A town where all the corners are owned Either by the dealers or the hoes. I grew up in the burg, Where half the whites think they're black, And all the girls are nothing but trash. And when you cruise the block, You end up in the Bi-Lo parking lot. Its the place where everones got a cocaine nose job And if you're not the right person, Your crack is just a tic-tac. I grew up in the burg, Where there's a different fight at the Terrace every night And your homeboy brings a knife to the gun fight. This is just another wanna be hood Where all the gasgstas wish they could, Get pussy, fly cars, and get all the right drugs. But they'll never be gangsta enough to be a thug. I grew up in the burg, Where this is a gangsta as it gets, When you're surrounded by the Fulton County Hicks.

Im Not Gona Be In Here For A Few Days. ;; ;;; Hugs All
Im taking a break for a few days ; to get my mind in a stable way to think . God Gless All and hugs hugs and more hugs ; Hope you,ll all be in here when I do get back on Fubar. Prayers for those who need them said . I do love my Friends, all of you .. Take care now...Hugs diana

Untitled Works2
Skin on skin – you let me in Close to you – time rings true Hold me tight thru the night Let it all ride on the inside Skin on skin – can it begin? One on one – something’s begun Once I knew – it would always be you Funny, the path life takes you sometimes The twists and turns and riding the lines Jump in now before you catch your breath Touch me soon – before nothing is left This isn’t a game you can toss away Don’t stop my feelings – and don’t beg me to stay Write what I write – on thru the night Say what I mean – don’t believe in a dream Words are just words – don’t believe all you’ve heard Until actions are formed – words do not harm Touch me too softly and I’ll shy away Hurt me one time and you’ll wish I had stayed So kiss me now before you go Or miss your chance – it’s yours to know

A Word To The Self-proclaimed Critics...
I promise to make this as work-safe as I can (i.e. no cursing...I figure I've lived this long, I know how to avoid that now) :D It's come to my attention that some people believe internet radio is "hack radio," or that people have that whole "oh look, another self-proclaimed DJ"...fortunately, I haven't had anyone throw that in my general direction...but for anyone that might think that about me, here's something to keep in mind: I've been in this business, in one form or another, for 20 years. I've been involved in college radio for two years, one of those as assistant music director of the college radio station. I've had a year of professional radio training. I've done charity events, youth dances, school dances, weddings, house parties. And for the last 8 years or so, I've been spinning in clubs, both here in Halifax and the US. I've lent DJ support to some of the biggest names in the goth/industrial scene (here's a list): Celldweller Seraphim Shock one of several DJs off

It's Expensive And We Need Help!
So aside of the obvious of surgery, did you know ongoing cancer treatment it EXPENSIVE! This is not the financial strain you want if you are paycheck to paycheck. After my hubbys child support comes out of his check we are left with enough to cover our bills, rent, food, and necessities. We don't usually have much left over for alot of extras, but we manage some with careful planning or post yard sales..LOL We have some bills that need to get paid, and I honestly wish there was a time frame for cancer patients that was extended out past their treatment before demanding payment. Not only this but I have found how little financial help there is for people with Cancer! You have to have specific kinds of cancer before people will really help! Colon Cancer apparently isn't one of them. Most of the things I have looked into are dead ends, or have no funds available. Had I gotten Breast Cancer, there would be more help. Seems like a bit of an injustice. But hey I might be bia

You Werent There
Its dark and Im lost, I reached for you.... You werent there. My heart is broken and incomplete, I reached for you.... You werent there. Im cold and the tears wont stop, I reached for you.... You werent there. You left without so much as a goodbye, When I needed you most... You werent there.

Made Me Cry
my mom only had one eye.. i hated the fact that i had to be stuck with a retard for a mother. i hated her... she was such an embarressment.. my mom ran a small shop at a flea market. she collected little weeds and such to sell... anything for the money we needed she was such an embarressment. there was this one day during elementary school.. it was field day, and my mom came. i was so embarressed. how could she do this to me? i threw her a hateful look and ran out. the next day at school... "your mom's a retard with one eye?!?!" ..and they taunted me. i wished that my mom would just dissappear from this world so i said to my mom, "mom.. why dont you have the other eye?! if you're only gonna make me a laughingstock, why dont you just die?!!!" my mom did not respond.. i guess i felt a little bad, but at the same time, it felt good to think that i had said what i'd wanted to say all this time.. maybe it was because my mom hadnt punish

Sometimes I Just Want To Give Up
could someone please explain to me why some people have it all and others have nothing? we are in desperate need of a car and i have to live at home with my mom because i cannot get a loan to get either a house or a car....we found a car that we love and the guy only wants $1100 for it but damn if we can get a loan for it.....we have been shot down at every turn....yet my brothers all have a house and a car and here i sit with nothing.....i did not ask to get hurt and end up crippled and Ed can't get a job without a car since we have to share a car with my mom right now....THIS IS SO UNFAIR!!! sometimes i just want to give up and say fuck it!

Meeting With Jerry Went Well..
Yeppers it did. He brought all of my stuff except for 1 thing but I am not that worried about it. He was telling about his surgery and stuff and so forth. I just stood there listening. He was like how long have you had this place? What have you been doing? I told him about Michael driving my car. But I didnt say it was to test my brakes. LOL. He wasnt happy about that. Then he said he wanted me back. Here we go...I was nice about it. I wasnt mean. I told him no. Now I am not a jealous person. You only piss me off really if you lie to me. Thats my main pet peeve. But with him, he had an ex that I didnt like and she didnt like me. She liked to cause problems. Call him names and so forth. Not even for me, would he delete her from his messenger list and ignore all contact with her. Not even for the woman he supposedly loved. She could write nasty things about him...call him a asshole and so forth...and yet...if I did it I got yelled at. Favortism? If you love someone y

Finally, Starting Full-time
I got my drug test, orientation, and safety training for contractor job at local large refinery. I start Monday and I am so happy. Finally, I get work after being unemployed for 2 months just sitting around dying of boredom. I have been training at my part-time job and I should complete that this week. Then I have to wait for my checks and I can't wait for that to happen. I imagine my creditors are more anxious than I for that to happen. :-)

Feelings
AS I SIT HERE IN THE LIVINGROOM AND I THINK OF MY LIFE AND HOW IT IS GOING AND WHERE. MY LOVE IS IN ANOTHER STATE THAN ME. I WANT TO KNOW HOW MANY PEOPLE BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SITE? NO MANY I BET, BUT I WILL TELL YOU IT IS OUT THERE....WE MET ONLINE AND FELL IN LOVE BY FIRST SITE. WE ARE COMPLETELY OPPISITES. AS THE SONG BY JANET JACKSON " OPPISITES ATTRACK " THAT IS HOW WE ARE. BUT HE IS SO SWEET AND CARING. VERY THOUGHTFULL. WE HAVE TALKED ONLINE THE LAST THREE DAYS FOR LIKE 6 OR 7 HOURS A NIGHT. WE TALK ABOUT EVERYTHING FOR ME AND MY PAST TO HIM. THATS WHEN I KNEW I LOVED THIS MAN. HE DONT CARE WHAT OR HOW I HAVE BEEN WITH IN MY PAST AS LONG AS I AM HAPPY WITH HIM AND IM THE SAME WAY WITH HIM. IF THERE IS A DESTINY OUT THERE I NEED YOU TO VISIT ME SO I CAN BE WITH MY LOVE, IF NOT WHY IS THERE A SUCH THING AS LOVE.

~~more Trivia & Shyte~~
>> George Carlin's New Rules For 2007 >> >> New Rule #1: Stop giving me that pop-up ad for >> classmates.com >> http://classmates.com/ >> There's a reason you >> don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you >> don't particularly like >> them!? >> Besides, I already know what the captain of the >> football team is doing these >> days -- mowing my lawn. >> >> New Rule #2 : Don't eat anything that's served to >> you out a window >> unless you're a seagull. People are acting all >> shocked that a human >> finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it >> cost less than a >> dollar. What did you expect it to contain?? Trout? >> >> New Rule #3 : Ladies, leave your eyebrows alone. >> Here's how much men >> care about your eyebrows: Do you have two of them? >> Okay, we're done. >> >> New Rule #4 : There's no such thing as flavored >> water. There's a whole >> aisle of this crap at the supermarket; water, but >> without that watery >> taste. Sorry, but flavo

Letting Go A Peom For My Children
Letting go Make me feel like I am loosing my mind But when your head lays to rest I watch over you Sometimes you make me want to pull out all my hair But protecting you is the only thought in my head Screaming sometimes because your madding But loosing you is unbearable Being away from you tares at my heart strings You are my whole world The breath I breath the reason I live You’re the brightest ray of light in my life Cannot remember life before you First thought when I wake up last one before I go to bed I don’t know how to face the day alone Knowing the time will come to let go Praying I have the strength to just maintain Wanting only the best for you Not know yet what that might be Closing my eyes as I open my arms Run from me flee from my demands Letting things be in karmas hands Clinging to one last kiss and hug One last I love you mommy Trying to remember this must be the way Tears run down my face falling to my knees Pleading that I can just wake up w

Aerosmith:angel Lyrics
I'm alone Yeah, I don't know if I can face the night I'm in tears and the cryin' that I do is for you I want your love - Let's break the walls between us Don't make it tough - I'll put away my pride Enough's enough I've suffered and I've seen the light [Chorus:] Baby You're my angel Come and save me tonight You're my angel Come and make it all right Don't know what I'm gonna do About this feeling inside Yes it's true - Loneliness took me for a ride Without your love - I'm nothing but a begger Without your love - a dog without a bone What can I do I'm sleeping in this bed alone [Chorus] Come and save me tonight You're the reason I live You're the reason I die You're the reason I give When I break down and cry Don't need no reason why Baby , Baby [Chorus] You're my angel Come and save me tonight you're my angel Come and take me all right Come and save me tonight, Come and save me tonight, Come and save me tonight, Come and save me tonight,

True Friends
TRUE FRIENDS 1. Friends don't have to be exactly the same. Friends have similarities but they also have their differences. They key to opening up the world of friendship is not only to expand on similarities but to accept each other's faults. Because you can't ever judge your friend. 2. Friends have to argue! No one likes to but it is necessary to be healthy. Cause if you agree on everything, either the government has expanded cloning subjects or someone isn't being true and is trying a little too hard. 3. You have to be comfortable together or else you just aren't going to click. If you feel edgy around the person then something isn't quite right. 4. Friends love unconditionally. They have there little angry moments but what's done is done and all is forgive and forget. Why let something that happened in the past ruin what happiness you could have in the future? 5. Believe in love at first sight because there is the equivalent in friendship. Some people think that you have

Ya Think?
We were all at walmart (hubby, kids, me, and his mom) and our daughter asks me "What happens if maw maw turns 100?" I said, "Well, then she would be old" LMAO She tilted her head to the side and said "Ya think?"

Learn To Ride
Dear Advice Chick, *I am an African American female about 220 lbs. My issue is my husband likes for me to be on top and ride. I never have liked to do it, but I want to please him. I don't have the stamina. I want to please him in all aspects. This is the only one area that we, or I should say I, have a problem with. He has brought it up a few times since we have been together. We have been together 9 years, married for 3. Any suggestions? Advice Chick replies, Put a high-back chair at the foot of the bed. Have your man slide his body down towards the foot of the bed. Mount him backwards (your back facing him). Grab onto the chair. Using the chair for leverage, go up 2,3,4. Down 2,3,4. Up 2,3,4. Down 2,3,4. Make sure you’re clenching Ms. Na Na in unison with your up and down movements. Lose yourself as you buck that pony and watch your man go wild! You’ll be tired, but not as tired as you would be without the chair for support. Also, practice makes perfect. When I first st

Manlaws
According to The 2007 International Council of Manlaws, LLC... > > 1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. > > 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: > (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. > (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her Blouse. > (c) After wrecking your boss's car. > (d) When your lady is using her teeth. > > 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed > and eaten by his buddies. > > 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out > of jail within 12 hours. > > 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits > forever unless you actually marry her. > > 6: Grousing about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. > However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. > > 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another > man. In fact, even remembering your bu

Someday....
someday is all i can hope and pray for Take Me As I AM Baby, don't turn out the light I wanna see you look at me Whisper only truth tonight Not just promises and empty fantasies I don't need a bed of roses 'Cause roses wither away All I really need is honesty From someone with a strong heart A gentle hand Who'll take me as I am Baby, I need for you to know Just exactly how I feel Fiery passions come and go I'd trade a million pretty words For one touch that is real I don't need a bed of roses 'Cause roses wither away All I really need is honesty From someone with a strong heart A gentle hand Who'll take me as I am I don't need a bed of roses 'Cause roses wither away All I really need is honesty From someone with a strong heart A gentle hand Who'll take me as I am From someone with a strong heart A gentle hand Who'll take me as I am

The Day Sucked
today sucked so bad i ran into my boss and he loves to yell i was late to work like five mins and he went off on me for a half an hr lol so that started my day then i cant seem to put up any good mummms and hell i know noe reads this so i just want to vent ty for listing to me latter friend

Cowards-nsfw
Some childish,immature,stuck-up,snooty,snobbish,prudish person reported this pic as NSFW in my albums, Hogwash it has the 2 most beautiful things in this world the female body and the American flag. What a moran. I have had people send me blogs,bulletins and Mumms about these people who do this but its the first time I have expierenced this personally and find it offensive that Fubar would allow this to happen. if I went around and marked every pic that most people some people would consider NSFW no one would have any Pics. DEATH TO THE OPRESSORS!!! Grow up and get a life, this is as bad as people who leave stupid comments in peoples Mumms and think they are witty!! Here is the pic in question you decide for yourselves if this is NSFW.

The Universe And God .poem ; I Wrote A Yr.. Ago.
The moon in the sky is full tonite..The stars rest in the heavens giving off rays of light..Our Lord in heaven makes sure all is alright..We pray for one more sun lite day and one more moonlite night..As the world turns on one side of the earth it,s dark as night, on the other side of the world the sun shines light..Thare are four season,s .. Summer, Winter, Spring @Fall..to each person on earth they mean something different to all..To each person on earth this is somewhat profound..To each person on earth he or she must find where they belongs.. Each person belongs to our Lord.. who knows where and what our destiny holds.. He know how long and who we will love and who we will cherrish soo.. .DIANA

Look At This
What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.comYou scored as Hot You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot100% Soft100% Sweet94% Violent94% Exciting75% Wet75% Shy38% Awkward31%

Friendship Maybe A Simple Thing
Friendship may be a simple thing but lots of love, it can bring Things to share and talk about It's something you just can't do without All your life, friendship lasts through the years, You'll look back Remembering the laughs and happy times Along With The Cries And Sorry Sighs Friendship can never come apart Especially when it's straight from the heart Friendships don't die, they continue to grow so be sure to cherish the friendships you know.

How To Handle A Hostage Situation
� �Demands of Kidnapper & Chinese Release Negotiations � � � "I have 3 demands or I'll kill the boy!" � Negotiators assess the situation from next door. � � � Head Negotiator dispatched � � Negotiations begin � � � Negotiations concluded � In this country, we would block off the street, take 12 hours to talk him out of it, spend $5 million giving him a fair trial, and pay his food and lodging for life. � No wonder their products are cheaper than ours

Cancer #3
You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you're not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won't take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces

Spirit Of The Past
Magic happens year-round, Hallowmas is a very mystical and magical time, it not only marks the Witch’s New Year, the beginning of all things new, but it is the night that the veil between the two worlds is at its thinnest allowing for dreams and wishes to come true, the birth canal between this world and the next, the night that the dead will once again walk the earth, and just as in life there are good and bad energies, the same holds true in the realm of spirit, and it is for this reason that a Witch doesn’t believe in disturbing the spirit of one who has passed or as I like to call it, the one who has crossed the bridge! Thoughts of old conjure the past, return to me my love ever last! During this time it is especially important to protect and safeguard your magical workings, negative energy tends to plague our thoughts especially when we are dealing with difficult times, however, your situation will only be made worse if you focus on the negative aspects of what you are

Before It's Over...
I feel like I'm floating Alone in space No strings to bind me I'm lost in this place In this uncertainty The one thing I thought I could count on Dosent seem to be here I feel I care too much And wonder Is it really me at all? This dark cloud hanging Black and waiting I think something has changed But not sure what I can't get what I need I hate myself for wanting Hating him for not giving A woman, he says he loves Feeling like only a girl Who sleeps in his bed I know he loves me But I cant see it I feel strained, drained Grasping for air Stumbling No hands to help me My heart breaks At just his sight It hurts to see And not touch I ache to feel him His lips on my mouth His words in my ear I crave to hear him say “I love you I want you You’re beautiful You make me happy I want you I need you I’d die for you I love you I love you I love you.” I feel like a child Trying so hard To gain attention What am I doing wrong? Why cant he love me?

Shadows
We are walking home It's a special night The moon is rising up And our spirits are high I open the door And let us in Clothes on the floor It’s the beginning of sin The moon is shining down It's lighting your skin Looking away Is the hardest thing My lips lock yours Our tongues meet and play I bite your neck A moan slips away The feelings so strong The right time is now The candles are swaying Watching the shadows make love

Ted Aka Highly Explosive
im puting this here due to the limited space we have on the about me space on the main page becuse there ias alot about me i want to put on here which icant on my profile lol. ___________________________________________________ My real name is Ted Ochsenhirt, iam 55 years young (no one ever gets old) and i live in Tacoma Washington. I was born and raised here at McChord AFB. my dad was an airforce pilot during the war and afterwards he stayed in till his retirement in 62 i believe, he then went to work for ther state of wa. as a GLC4 for cascadia Juvie Home in Puyallup which is now the Indian home for the Puyallup tribes.a GLC4 is what they called group life Counselor grade 4 which means hestayed in the small homes they had built back in the days where they kept the kids who broke the law or were runaways or whatever...then come home after their shifts. My mom was a cook in one of he restaurants where we lived, i diodisheswhen i was teen in there as well, and plus worked Goodwill

Soo
Yes I'm bored again, no need to shake your head about my blog :P so anyway's i'm sitting on my toilet seat in my bedroom smoking, shhhh it's the only place in my house i'd smoke because no one really comes in here, guess what? i'm soooooooooo fucking bored i put my babies to bed i'm so lost now i dunno what to do with myself.. what should i do? I was reading this poem a minute ago, I think it's sweet so i'm sharing with you if you don't like it fuck off. There is a Special Something about you… Something…that draws me to you and makes me want to get to know you better. Something…that stirs-up my emotions every time I see you; every time I am near you; every time I hear or speak your name. I really don’t understand why I feel this way, or, what this is all about; I only know that my heart tells me —with each and every pounding beat— that the Special Something about you… could turn into Something Very Special for us.

Romance And Relationships
Body: Everyone admits that love is wonderful and necessary, yet no one can agree on what it is. Love betters what is best. Love is the irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired. Love is not blind~it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less. Love is like an hourglass, with the heart filling up as the brain empties. Love is truly a mystery which, when solved, evaporates. If love is the answer, could you rephrase the question. Love betters what is best. Love conceals all one's faults. To love someone gives you strength. Being loved by someone deeply gives you courage. Life has taught us that love does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking outward together in the same direction. Love is something eternal; the aspect may change, but not the essence. Love is the canvas furnished by nature and embroidered by imagination. Love is friendship set to music. Love is the poetry of the senses. Life is the flower for which love is the

Poetry
Happiness is like a butterfly which, when pursued, is always beyond our grasp, but, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you. - Nathaniel Hawthorne (American Short-Story Writer & Novelist - 1804-1864) There is a harmony in autumn, and a luster in its sky, which through the summer is not heard or seen, as if it could not be, as if it had not been! - Percy Bysshe Shelley (English Romantic Poet - 1792-1822) My sorrow, when she's here with me, thinks these dark days of autumn rain are beautiful as days can be; she loves the bare, the withered tree; she walks the sodden pasture lane - Robert Frost (American Poet - 1874-1963)

Great Tunes
~Gimme Shelter~Oh, a storm is threat'ning My very life today If I don't get some shelter Oh yeah, I'm gonna fade away War, children, it's just a shot away It's just a shot away War, children, it's just a shot away It's just a shot away Ooh, see the fire is sweepin' Our very street today Burns like a red coal carpet Mad bull lost your way War, children, it's just a shot away It's just a shot away War, children, it's just a shot away It's just a shot away Rape, murder! It's just a shot away It's just a shot away Rape, murder! It's just a shot away It's just a shot away Rape, murder! It's just a shot away It's just a shot away The floods is threat'ning My very life today Gimme, gimme shelter Or I'm gonna fade away War, children, it's just a shot away It's just a shot away It's just a shot away It's just a shot away It's just a shot away I tell you love, sister, it's just a kiss away It's just a kiss away It's just a kiss away It's just a kiss away It'

The Coffs Watering Hole
The Coffs Watering Hole by Annette Taylor © Hi my name is Annette Taylor some of you might remember me from my previous story (washing my underwear). This is another true story that happened to me 9 months after my very first wet lesbian experience. As before the names and places have not been changed. It was 4.30pm Tuesday afternoon as I pulled into the car park to see my last customer of the day. (I'm a rep for a large cosmetics company). Coffs Harbour is a beautiful spot on the East Coast of Australia and I could quit happily live here. Katelin's shop was one of the largest in Coff's but I could never get a large order out of her. Knowing this I had drank almost a litre of water 20 min before thinking I would be there the standard 20-30 min and then end up at my hotel just in time for my bladder to burst through my satin panties and masturbate myself to orgasm. As I stepped into the shop one of the sales girl's Shelly said " Katelin's just stepped out to get a couple of t

Resplendent Shrine
~Resplendent Shrine~ I never thought that I could feel the way you've made me feel I never thought that I could deal, I never thought it would be real. I always thought the entire world was a monsoon of pain and so I shut my eyelids closed and ventured blindly into the pouring rain that would lead me into your reign. I never thought that I could see, I've lived my life obliviously guessing which door I shall open next to reveal my destiny. I was a naked soul riding midnight blowing winds, a poor pathetic ghost floating, prancing, roaming free . . . and no matter what I did, all my actions became sins. I never thought that I could love, but you've become my shrine- my precious saint of gold, so resplendent and divine you are the one who's turned my bitter blood into the sweetest brand of wine. I always thought I'd die alone a wrinkled mass of aging past, an empty fool on shattered glass, upon a bed of burning grass. I never thought there would be you, abundant flesh o

Why Ffs?
Ya know, I'm not usually one to bitch and moan about the simple things, but this has GOT to be said! I believe in being personal... this means if I visit your profile and I rate you and/or your photos, I will usually leave a profile AND/OR picture comment. People come by here, rate me/my photo(s) a 10... that's great if you REALLY feel I am a 10... but why not comment??? I try to interact with people as best I can! I like the ratings unless you are just doing it to lvl me, then it's somewwhat okay. COMMENT DAMNIT! I want to see what people think!

Bastards
This is NOT a good day. Looks like the old employers are up to their games again. They will do anything to try and screw us. So I get a Writ of Summons today for a civil action.. nothing saying what it is for. Our attorney is out until tueday. Who knows what it is this time... they tried to say I had a noncompete... but I would find it hard to believe they would try that considering they owed so much in backpay. But they are arrogant enough to try. When I left there, they owed me over $14k in backpay.. plus they had been deducting child support when I did get paid and never sending it in. Because they were an LLC there was very little I could do. Now I will be stressed until I find out from our attorney what the hell is going on.

Adult Nursey Rhymes
> I thought these were cute. I hope you enjoy them also. > > > Nursery Rhymes for Big Kids > > > Mary had a little pig, > She kept it fat and plastered; > And when the price of pork went up, > She shot the little bastard. > > MARY HAD A LITTLE LAMB > Her father shot it dead. > Now it goes to school with her, > Between two hunks of bread. > > JACK AND JILL Went up the hill > To have a little fun. > Stupid Jill forgot the pill > And now they have a son. > > SIMPLE SIMON met a Pie man going to the fair. > Said Simple Simon to the Pie man, > "What have you got there?" > Said the Pie man unto Simon, > "Pies, you dumb Ass" > > HUMPTY DUMPTY sat on a wall, > Humpty Dumpty had a great fall. > All the king's horses, > And all the king's men. > Had scrambled eggs, > For breakfast again. > > HEY DIDDLE, DIDDLE the cat took a piddle, > All over the bedside clock. > The little dog laughed to see such fun. > Then died of electric

The Wedding
here the thing i was in a bar and i decided to get married yea lol thats fun bad thing is tho i need alot of love to get it done on time so on happy hr please help me get the points i dont want to run out on my wedding lol so plz help lol

Tb2u
You have a Sexual IQ of 122 You know a lot about sex. You have had many sexual experiences and you are well versed in all of the lingo associated with sex. You watch a lot of T.V. shows about sex and you pick up a lot through movies and T.V. You are likely to get even smarter when it comes to sex, because you are very intelligent already and are just waiting to have more sexual experiences. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Sick And So Not Happy!!
For the last two days I've been sick and am just so not happy!! I'm sorry for all the unanswered emails and text messages yesterday. I just couldn't do anything. I ever gave up City of Villains I was so sick!!! I will get to all my emails. I will be out of town October 27 until November 5 but should be able to get on line some while I'm gone.

Stone Sour "omega"
What a skeletal wreck of man this is Translucent flesh and feeble bones The kind of temple where the whores and villians Try to tempt the holistic tomes Running rapid with free thought to free form In the free and clear Where the matters at hand are shelled out like lint at a laundromat To sift and focus on the bigger, better, now We all have a little sin than needs venting Virtues for the rending And laws and systems And stems ariff from the branches of office Do you know what your post entails? Do you serve a purpose? Or purposely serve? Lying down inside of your adavistic galore The value of a Summer spent And a Winter earned For the rest of us there is always Sunday. The day of the week that reeks of rest But all we do is catch out breaths So we can wade naked into the bloody pool And place our hand on the big black book. To watch the knives zig-zag between our aching fingers. A vacation is a count-down T-minus your life and counting Time t

West Virginia
On Sunday, December 7, 1941, West Virginia lay moored outboard of Tennessee (BB-43) at berth F-6 with 40 feet of water beneath her keel. Shortly before 0800, Japanese planes, flying from a six-carrier task force, commenced their well-planned attack on the Fleet at Pearl Harbor. West Virginia took five 18-inch aircraft torpedoes in her port side and two bomb hits those bombs being 15-inch armor-piercing shells fitted with fins. The first bomb penetrated the superstructure deck, wrecking the port casemates and causing that deck to collapse to the level of the galley deck below. Four casemates and the galley caught fire immediately, with the subsequent detonation of the ready-service projectiles stowed in the casemates. The second bomb hit further aft, wrecking one Vought OS2U Kingfisher floatplane atop the "high" catapult on Turret III and pitching the second one on her top on the main deck below. The projectile penetrated the 4-inch turret roof, wrecking one gun in the turret itself

Rich People Blow
You know what hate is rich people who believe that they are better than a normal person, because the size of their wallet. I'm a average joe, the guy next door, I am tired of some rich bimbo running me off the road in her BMW because I follow the speed limit. I am a service member in the armed forces, and these people are not even grateful for I do, they say its bad for the economy, well you know what if you give some of the money back that you keep pocketing to the people the economy would be fine, I wouldn't bitching and maybe the world would be better without a few less Hummer's clogging my air on the highway!

Lol
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Good Stuff
feel warm sweet ache hot flush sweat drip holy enchanting agonizing nirvana ecstasy full luscious defying love intense build-up necessary we've found a rhythm rushed loud rolling wet throbbing fluid spasm panting panting panting panting movement hard deep strained enough wild frenzy messy hair messy hair messy hair! climax relief release.

Waiting For What’s Not Meant To Be!
I've decided that for me happily ever after just isn't meant to be. I'm not going to find my prince charming or my knight in shining armour. In my life all the knights will turn out to be losers in duct tape but it's cool. I can live going from relationship to relationship, taking something away from each one. Sure lately it's just been good music but hey that's something and the relationships are fun while they last. I'm giving up on every little girls dream, kissing forever goodbye, and just living for the moment.I'm not really bitter. I'm just tired of being played and being used. So yeah I realise I was a notch in his bedpost but hey at the time all I wanted was to be with him. Now he's really nothing to me. I loved him for the moment but the moment has past. Not everyone ends up like I have. I'm just very unlucky at love. A woman can find the right guy and have forever, just not me.You may not agree with my way of life and honestly I don't really care. I'm just starting to do what

Poem By Sodomschild
This poem was written by a friend from another forum. all his work is nsfw mainly for violence and sexual content. i love his twisted side! In my shadow now...... The sun rose like tumor in malignant skies. Drowning a sick and dying world in piss yellow, Carcinogenic light. I'd sell my soul for something to believe in. If I had a soul to sell. I'd be anyfuckingthing you want me to be, If you could save me from myself. But you treat me like a NIGGER. You fuck me like a WHORE. Beat me like the VICTIM. Pick at me like a SORE. You stick your finger in my wounds just like a dick ten miles long. I can't be your victim any more.You've made me too damn strong. Hard and long I've grown so strong Gonna put you where you belong Crawling on the floor My broken doll,my whore Fed back all you've given and a little more. You're in my shadow now...... -by Sodomschild 9/28/2007

Madgod
this was posted on another forum by a friend who got it from somewhere else. lost the thread of the original writer here, but enjoy! Blessed are the Madmen, for they hold the keys to secret knowledge. Blessed are the Phobic, always wary of that which would do them harm. Blessed are the Obsessed, for their courses are clear. Blessed are the Addicts, may they quench the thirst that never ebbs. Blessed are the Murderous, for they have found beauty in the grotesque. Blessed are the Firelovers, for their hearts are always warm. Blessed are the Artists, for in their hands the impossible is made real. Blessed are the Musicians, for in their ears they hear the music of the soul. Blessed are the Sleepless, as they bask in wakeful dreaming. Blessed are the Paranoid, ever watchful for our enemies. Blessed are the Visionaries, for their eyes see what might be. Blessed are the Painlovers, for in their suffering, we grow stronger. Blessed is the Madgod, who tri

Cake Or Bed
CAKE OR BED A HUSBAND IS AT HOME WATCHING A FOOTBALL GAME WHEN HIS WIFE INTERRUPTS, HONEY, COULD YOU FIX THE LIGHT IN THE HALLWAY? IT'S BEEN FLICKERING FOR WEEKS NOW. HE LOOKS AT HER AND SAYS ANGRILY, FIX THE LIGHTS NOW? DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE GE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO. FINE, THEN THE WIFE ASKS, WELL THEN, COULD YOU FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR? IT WON'T CLOSE RIGHT TO WHICH HE REPLIED, FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR? DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE WESTINGHOUSE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO FINE, SHE SAYS THEN YOU COULD AT LEAST FIX THE STEPS TO THE FRONT DOOR? THEY ARE ABOUT TO BREAK I'M NOT A CARPENTER AND I DON'T WANT TO FIX STEPS. HE SAYS, DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE ACE HARDWARE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU. I'M GOING TO THE BAR!!!! SO HE GOES TO THE BAR AND DRINKS FOR A COUPLE OF HOURS................................... HE STARTS TO FEEL GUILTY ABOUT HOW HE

Prayer
Come to me clouds may you rise as an evil storm born to rip them open let the cover of the night bear witness and destroy those who resist so they shall harm me not let the blood of many cleanse me preserving beauty eternal I pray you

Believing All You've Ever Said
Believing all you’ve ever said Never thinking it was a lie Sadly I was so misled At night I always cry Yearning for all our memories To become my life today For you I’ll always try to please In my life I wish you’d stay Are there any words for this? For the love, the pain & tears Is it you I’ll always miss Will you bring back all my fears? The fear of being alone again Doesn’t feel right at all No longer will I pretend I will be willing to take the fall I’ve proved it’s not a joke to me My future with you in it, is real Why is it I can’t make you see? Or get a straight answer on how you truly feel Why do I always think of you? Night or day, you’re never off my mind Do you feel the same way too? Or is there nothing there for you to find You have to stop coming and going As often as you do I can’t live life not knowing If my dreams are misleading me too So I hope

Mind Freak
M I ND GA M E 2% or 98% This is strange...can you figure it out? Are you the 2% or 98% of the population? Follow the instructions! NO PEEKING AHEAD! * Do the following exercise, guaranteed to raise an eyebrow. * There's no trick or surprise. * Just follow these instructions, and answer the questions one at a time and as quickly as you can! * Again, as quickly as you can but don't advance until you've done each of them .. really. * Now, scroll down (but not too fast, you might miss something). Think of a number from 1 to 10 Multiply that number by 9 If the number is a 2-digit number, add the digits together

Ohio State Ranked No. 1 In First Bcs Poll Of Season
Ohio State ranked No. 1 in first BCS poll of season October 14, 2007 MORRISTOWN, NEW JERSEY (TICKER) -- Ohio State is in a familiar position - atop the Bowl Championship Series standings. The undefeated Buckeyes placed first in the 2007 season's first BCS standings, which were released Sunday afternoon. Ohio State (7-0), which sits atop both the Associated Press and coaches' polls, has a BCS average of .942 out of a possible score of 1.000. ADVERTISEMENT Ranked second is surprising South Florida (6-0), which owns a .920 average thanks to getting off to the best start in school history. The Buckeyes held the No. 1 BCS spot throughout the 2006 campaign, when they went 12-0 in the regular season before losing to Florida in the national championship game. Since starting the season ranked outside the top 10 in both the AP and coaches' poll, Ohio State methodically has made its way up the rankings while avoiding an upset loss - something that many of the coun

I Screwed Up
My girlfriend and I have been fighting all weekend because I am emotionally closed off and won't let her or her daughter in. I've been trying but it's not easy. I've spent most of my life being a loner. That makes it very hard to let others in. But, as of late she sees me getting worse. I didn't even realize I was pulling away from her and wasn't doing it intentionally, but it may be too late. Her patience with me is gone.I think I may have fucked up the best relationship I've ever had because I just can't seem to let people get close enough. And it hurts like hell surprisingly. Maybe I can save it, but I gotta start working at it or I am gonna lose her. The hardest part about it is getting control of my pride long enough to realize she loves me and is just trying to be a part of my life. Oh, well, at least I am alive and in good health right?

Working My Nerve
Has liking somebody become this game that is so much fun to guys they don't when to stop and pull their head's outta the sand ????? IT'S PURE BS. I'M TIRED OF HEARING GUYS WHINE ABOUT HOW LONELY THEY ARE. I'M TIRED OF THE POOR PITYFUL ME ACT. BECAUSE IN THE LONG RUN IT IS ALL A GAME. SO TAKE WARNING IF YOU ARE READING THIS. YOU CAN JUST HEAD ON DOWN THE DAMN ROAD IF YOU THINK YOU ARE GOINNG TO PLAY THESE STUPID ASS GAMES ON ME ANYMORE. NOT HAPPEING.

"senseless"
~Senseless~ Hate me, I no longer care, I don't think I ever did. Maybe I just pretended. Then again, maybe I just pretended to pretend. Let me cry these tears of joy as you lay back and enjoy the burning pain inside my eyes I tell you lies) I've never been good at lying- these tears are dripping hells. I've banned you from my mind,I look at you, my eyes are blind- my flesh is senseless, my ears are deaf I've sentenced to death all my thoughts of you but then again...it isn't true. I light some herbs and write, there is no sign of you in my words you must've vanished from my world but then again, my pen's at hand and I'm writing about you. I guess you erase all the things that I say; I must've misplaced myself in some way. I'm lost, desperate to find a shortcut to you. But I'm blind, senseless and deaf ~....and you're far away....~ Then again...it's you the one I see lying next to me.

"sole"
~Sole~ Slowly walking, stalking, soaking it all inside. Pondering, wondering...thundering thoughts collide. Hazy, crazy, racing, tasting everything she hides- Maybe one day, some way, white rays will arise. -Eyes of ice, a cruel surprise...these demonized tormented flies, oh how they fly right by my sight, why deep inside I'm terrorized and mesmerized but I will fight and exorcize the teeth of lies that pry into her mind- Waking, aching, breaking...caked in dreams that never stride Pacing, grazing, facing her amazing brittle sky. Hazy, crazy, racing, tracing every sin she guides- Baby I pray one day my intrusion brings you light. ~Maybe one day~

"i Once Met A Girl"
~I Once Met a Girl~ I once met a girl out on the street, her mind was insane, but her pussy was sweet! I gave her my heart and I took her in- I gave her a home and she gave me her skin. I come home from work, see her nude on the phone finger blastin' her chrome while sucked on a bone. The TV was on, she was "watching" The Pope, but when I walked in the can I found me some dope! You wouldn't believe all the things that I saw I found me a razor, I found me a straw. I wished it was all just a terrible lie for I NEVER knew that it could snow in July. I exploded in rage, such a junkie supreme I pulled on her snatch and she let out a scream. Then I packed up her bags and I told her to go, but she pulled down my pants and I couldn't say no. Yeah, she blew me all night and then gave me a rose, but when she was through, there was blood on her nose. Then she started to cry and I told her to hush, but my words couldn't stop such a horrible gush! Why, the VERY next day I

Hold Me Close
Hold me close and don’t let go; I'm so scared to be alone. I've been by myself for too long, And always had to be strong. Now I only want to rest; And lay my head on your chest. Hold me close and don’t let go; These wars I fight no one knows. Now whisper how you love me, Say it tender and softly. I am weary and soon will sleep, But with you no longer will I weep. So hold me close and don't let go, For I never want to be alone.

The Battle Within
Sleepless nights, dreadful dreams, are haunting me. The mysterious sounds of the night, are very frightening me. Panic and rage Runs through my body The devil is trying to get in. Day after day I fight off the urges That would be so satisfying A battle rages Deep within my soul It's all I can do to hold on. Prayer is my weapon, faith gives me peace of mind, to stop the demons from taking over. Depression knocks me down, Grace picks me back up, As the battle still rages I pray and pray For the fight to end But I know the battle is still within.

~the Sea~
To stand at the edge of the sea, to sense the ebb and flow of the tides, to feel the breath of a mist moving over a great salt marsh, to watch the flight of shore birds that have swept up and down the surf lines of the continents for untold thousands of years, to see the running of the old eels and the young shad to the sea, is to have knowledge of things that are as nearly eternal as any earthly life can be. - Rachel Carson As a rock on the seashore he standeth firm, and the dashing of the waves disturbeth him not. He raiseth his head like a tower on a hill, and the arrows of fortune drop at his feet. In the instant of danger, the courage of his heart sustaineth him; and the steadiness of his mind beareth him out. - Akhenaton (King of Egypt 14th Century B.C.)

Horoscope Was On The Money Today
Its funny I had a convo with someone 2day n they told me that me being stubborn is bad but its good at the same time n not looking 4 ppl is good cuz i always look for ppl n that instead let ppl look 4 me n thats how i will know who my friends are..N my sis told me the other day dont let ppl know what u r planning bc they might try 2 steal ur plans n make it as if it was their idea.....well its funny cuz i looked at my daily horoscope on facebook n here is what it said Tess The trial and error approach to life and business is too expensive right now. Do not let everybody else in on your plans today. You will be better off keeping things under raps until you are sure who your allies really are. Being stubborn is not always a virtue, but today it gets you what you want isnt that funny?

Hmmmm Where Oh Were
hmmm ... i wonder where oh where is my friend i havent seen him in a few day i hope things are ok i knwo things havent been easy for him i know that he has been have troubles but i still wonder is he ok is he safe is he hurt or has he desided that his frineds that are on here not really care i hope he knows he has me i hope he know that i care i hope he know that he mean soemthing to me.. a best friend you may even say when push comes to shove. i hope my friend comes back i hope my friend lest me know i hope he is ok please know my friend.. i care, and i luve ya.. as only a friend can

I Feel Like Dying
Only once the drugs are done Den I feel like dying, I feel like dying I am sittin on the clouds I got smoke coming from my seats I can play basketball with the moon I got the whole world at my feet Playin’ touch football on Marijuana Street Or in a marijuana field, you are so beneath my cleats Get high, so high that I feel like lying Down in a cigar, roll me up & smoke me cuz I feel like dying Only once the drugs are done Den I feel like dying, I feel like dying Swimming laps around a bottle of Louie The 13th Jumping off of a mountain into a sea of Codine I’m at the top of the top but still I climb [I Feel Like Dying lyrics on And if I shall ever fall the ground will then turn to wine Pop, Pop, I feel like flying, then I feel like frying, then I feel like dying Only once the drugs are done Den I feel like dying, I feel like dying I can mingle with the stars & throw a party on Mars I am a prisoner locked up behind Xanax bars I have just boarded a p

Adding Families
I created this page for all BOMBING FAMILIES If you would like your family page added just send me the link and message you want displayed. I am here to have fun and Bombing is fun to me but I choose to be independent. I LOVE ALL!

Doyle,s Dash >> This Is From My Uncles, Funreal Noteice>please Read>>>>it I Is Beatiful Tribute >>..
Doyle,s Dash............. To read of a man who stood to speak. at the furneral of a friend He refered to the dates on his toomstone From begining to the end He noted that first came his date of birth And spoke of the date with tears. But he said what mattered most of all Was the dash between those yrs. Doyle,s dash will repesent all the time That he spent upon this earth... And those who really know and love him Know what that little line was worth. For it matters not, how much he owes ; the cars .. the house.. the cash.. What matters is how he lived and loved And how he spent his dash.. He always managed to slow down enough To consider whats true and real, And he always trys to understand The way other people feel. He,s been quick to anger, and showed appreciation more, He loves the people in his life, Like they,ve never felt before. He treats everyone of them with respect. And more often wears a smile... Remembering that special dash Last on

What I Know.
Some people live in the vaccuum that is suburban America their whole lives. They truly have no clue as to what goes on in other parts of the world. The only thing that connects them to that is their television. Well, you can turn your television off at any time. For the people who are stuck in the worst neighborhoods in the country, where survival is a daily struggle, where they pray they can walk out the door and not: have their sons/daughters/relatives get shot/their friends get shot/themselves get shot, it is not as simple as the clicking of a remote. For certain people, they really do live in hell on earth. I've had a mere taste of it. I can't even begin to fathom what it must be like to have to deal with it from cradle to grave. The problem with human beings is this: What our perceptions of ourselves, and how others percieve us as, are two different things. By this I mean, you might think you are a good, honest person, that what you see is what you get, but th

Breast Cancer Awareness!
Welcome to Breast Cancer Deception, an eye-opening special report by Mike Adams, the Health Ranger. This is a shocking, tell-all report that exposes the scam of today's breast cancer industry, revealing how conventional breast cancer detection and treatment programs are actually designed to ensnare women into a very harmful (but highly lucrative) system of toxic treatments that will only cause permanent damage to her health. You've never read anything like this about breast cancer. It's the report the industry would prefer to censor, because it contains startling truths about how the cancer industry actually feeds upon the continuation of this disease while censoring natural cancer prevention strategies that could halt 90 percent of all future cancers starting right now. Here, you'll learn: • The top 18 causes of breast cancer that you can control or change • How breast cancer provides billions in profits for drug companies • Why the breast cancer industry isn't looking for

The Budweiser Story How Budweiser Handled Those Who Laughed On 9-11-01
The Budweiser Story (not a joke) This is TRUE! How Budweiser handled those who laughed at those who died on the 11th of September, 2001... Thought you might like to know what happened in a little town north of Bakersfield , California . After you finish reading this, please forward this story on to others so that our nation and people around the world will know about those who laughed when they found out about the tragic events in New York , Pennsylvania , and the Pentagon. On September 11th, A Budweiser employee was making a delivery to a convenience store in a California town named McFarland. He knew of the tragedy that had occurred in New York when he entered the business to find the two Arabs, who owned the business, whooping and hollering to show their approval and support of this treacherous attack. The Budweiser employee went to his truck, called his boss and told him of the very upsetting event! He didn'

Horny I Am,
Horny I am, Horny I will be, When I can feel you inside of me When, oh when will that ever be I want to feel the sweet gentle kiss Next to your tender lips I want to be in your arms To see if this doesn’t feel wrong I want to touch your hairy chest Because this is the part I like best You turn me on, so very much I just want to feel your touch I want you to look into my eyes And to see how much I want you You are so very sexy to me Oh Baby, I want you inside of me.. Written by me Naughty!!

The Girl
well today was a long one and all i had on my mind was my girl it was very slow and cold day but all i could do is smile becs i was thinking of my girl well i went all day thinking about here then i got blowen off becs off sports that hurts but im not mad becs i know when the sports are down my baby girl be mine again smiles ttfn everyone plz rate my stash i need points bad and pixs ty later

Thirty Three
Speak to me in a language I can hear Humour me before I have to go Deep in thought I forgive everyone As the cluttered streets greet me once again I know I can't be late, supper's waiting on the table Tomorrow's just an excuse away So I pull my collar up and face the cold, on my own The earth laughs beneath my heavy feet At the blasphemy in my old jangly walk Steeple guide me to my heart and home The sun is out and up and down again I know I'll make it, love can last forever Graceful swans of never topple to the earth And you can make it last, forever you You can make it last, forever you And for a moment I lose myself Wrapped up in the pleasures of the world I've journeyed here and there and back again But in the same old haunts I still find my friends Mysteries not ready to reveal Sympathies I'm ready to return I'll make the effort, love can last forever Graceful swans of never topple to the earth Tomorrow's just an excuse And you can make it last, forever you

(smiles)
THANK U 2 ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY WHO CAME BY 2 SAY GET WELL. I HAVE BEEN SICK 4 A WHILE AND I APPRECIATE ALL WHO WERE PATIENT ENOUGH 2 STICK BY ME. TO THOSE WHO LEFT ME BECAUSE I WASN'T ON ENOUGH AND DIDN'T INQUIRE ABOUT MY WELL-BEING? (SMILES) THANK U 4 THE TIME THAT WE SHARED (SMILES) I WILL ALWAYS LOVE U(KISSES) P.S. TRUE FRIENDS NEVER LEAVE (WINK)

$20
TWENTY DOLLARS On their wedding night, the young bride approached her new >husband and asked for $20.00 for their first lovemaking encounter. In his >highly aroused state, her husband readily agreed. This scenario was >repeated each time they made love, for more than 30 years, with him >thinking that it was a cute way for her to afford new clothes and other >incidentals that she needed. Arriving home around noon one day, she was >surprised to find her husband in a very drunken state. During the next few >minutes, he explained that his employer was going through a process of >corporate downsizing, and he had been let go. It was unlikely that, at the >age of 59, he'd be able to find another position that paid anywhere near >what he'd been earning, and therefore, they were financially ruined. >Calmly, his wife handed him a bank book which showed more than thirty years >of steady deposits and interest totaling nearly $1 million. Then she showed >him certificates

Taken For Granted
you know i was sitting here earlier,watching a *LMN* movie...those are *always* tear jerkers. But this specific movie was about 3 sisters (the movie is titled 'Jennifer'). And one of them gets diagnosed with *ALS* aka Lou Gehrigs disease. If your not familiar with this disease here's some info about *ALS* before i continue. Amyotrophic lateral sclerosis (*ALS*), often referred to as "Lou Gehrig's disease," is a progressive neurodegenerative disease that affects nerve cells in the brain and the spinal cord. Motor neurons reach from the brain to the spinal cord and from the spinal cord to the muscles throughout the body. The progressive degeneration of the motor neurons in *ALS* *eventually* lead to their *death* (a slow,stressful death at that). When the motor neurons die, the ability of the brain to initiate and control muscle movement is lost. With voluntary muscle action progressively affected, patients in the later stages of the disease may become *totally paralyzed*. A-m

Lizards Everywhere
ok, I have to tell on myself...I do not like lizards. The everyday, green things that seem to be everywhere here at the new house. They are neat to look at when they are behind a thick piece of glass at the zoo but not neat here. We have a screened in porch and the other day there was one out there crawling up the screen...on the inside! I usually keep the door opened to let the air flow though the house but not anymore~! I freaked and slammed the door shut. Then, ME, decided I would get it off the porch so I could open the door again. Now mind you, my 4 year old son is dying to get his hands on it and yelling at me "let me get it!" and my 13 year old daughter is on the phone with a friend and they are laughing at me. I get out there and using the broom I get this green thing to the door but then the son of a gun turned on me and ran across my foot....I almost fell out~!!!! Both kids and the friend on the phone are laughing so hard at me cause I am doing some dort of lizard da

Skipping Class
pretty much what the title infers, i'm skipping Political Science, mostly because all you have to do is read and you never even have to attend the class, I have been but I was a rebel today : ). So I just made this thing yesterday...well this morning at 1 am. Does that make me a loser? I hope not, can't meet new people and make friends that way. I am thinking out loud right now, I find that makes interesting writing, just typing every single thing that comes into your head like smeckledorf. see now you have no idea what that means and neither do I for that matter but I said it and it interested you, specially if your still reading this crap. I hate college traffic, it sucks my balls, and not in a nice way, in a oh I don't know what I am doing let me just try this " oh my god my balls are gone!!!!!" kind of way. Oh yeah, I typed that. Believe it. Back to traffic, sitting in a friggin parking deck for like an hour sucks. I told someone I would going to cut out their neck and eat their b

Politically Correct
Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading America , Kentuckians, Tennesseans and West Virginians will no longer be referred to as "HILLBILLIES." You must now refer to us as APPALACHIAN-AMERICANS. And furthermore .... HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" - She is a "BREASTED AMERICAN." 2. She is not a "SCREAMER" or a "MOANER" - She is "VOCALLY APPRECIATIVE." 3. She is not "EASY" - She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." 4. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" - She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY." 5. She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a "PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION." 6. She is not an "AIRHEAD" - She is "REALITY IMPAIRED." 7. She does not get "DRUNK" or "TIPSY" - She gets "CHEMICALLY INCONVENIENCED" 8. She does not have "BREAST IMPLANTS" - She is "MEDICALLY ENHANCED." 9. She does not "NAG" you - She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITIVE." 10.

My Comment 4 Today!
I hope that you like them! I put alot of thought in to them trying to be as good as some of the others I have seen, but these are some of my first ones that I totally did myself, so be kind!Got to give one good premade one, just incase my are bad!LMAO! Much love to you and may all of your dreams come true~Donna~

Funny
Tom had been in the liquor business for 25 years. Finally sick of the stress he quits his job and buys 50 acres of land in Alaska as far from humanity as possible. He sees the postman once a week and gets groceries once a month. Otherwise it's total peace and quiet. After six months or so of almost total isolation, someone knocks on his door. He opens it and a huge, bearded man is standing there. "Name' s Cliff, your neighbor from forty miles up the road. Having a Christmas party Friday night. Thought you might like to come. About 5:00." "Great", says Tom, "after six months out here I'm ready to meet some local folks. Thank you." As Cliff is leaving, he stops. "Gotta warn you. Be some drinking'." "Not a problem" says Tom. "After 25 years in the business, I can drink with the best of 'em". Again, the big man starts to leave and stops. "More 'n' likely gonna be some fighting' too." "Well, I get along with people, I'll be all right. I'll be there. Thanks again.

A Busy Day.
Today has been hectic,but i got some new clothes so that rocks.Went n filled out an application for a job n i go for the orientation on Monday! yay imma have money soon!!!!!! Um i get the ole tooth pulled tomorrow,and yes vince ur lsd in the hole story is awesome. :D so peeps,imm off gunna go relax n eat cuz i wont be able to rock any food for about 3 days,ohwell not like my fat ass needs to eat any way. OOOOOOOOOOOHHHHH I ALMOST FORGOT! there is this old man that works in the health food store...and omg im so inlove with his,he is a splitting image of Jigsaw(tobin bell) on SAW!! omg when i see him its like ERECTION!!! (if i was a guy)

Not A Poem
its not a poem it a scripture from the bible and i found it and i think it was for me to read. A RIDE HOME “But I would not have you to be ignorant, brethren, concerning them which are asleep, that ye sorrow not, even as others which have no hope. For if we believe that Jesus died and rose again, even so them also which sleep in Jesus will God bring with him. For this we say unto you by the word of the Lord, that we which are alive and remain unto the coming of the Lord shall not prevent them which are asleep. For the Lord himself shall descend from heaven with a shout, with the voice of the archangel, and with the trump of God: and the dead in Christ shall rise first: Then we which are alive and remain shall be caught up together with them in the clouds, to meet the Lord in the air: and so shall we ever be with the Lord. Wherefore comfort one another with these words.” 1 Thessalonians 4: 13 - 18 King James Version

Life
A Decoz® Numerology Chart Analysis for Michelle Welker by Hans Decoz Birth .. Michelle Marie Welker October 15, 1965 © Copyright 1985, 2003, Hans Decoz. TABLE OF CONTENTS INTRODUCTION 4 LIFE PATH 4 EXPRESSION 5 HEART'S DESIRE 7 SUMMARY Birth name: Michelle Marie Welker Short name: Michelle Welker Birth date: October 15, 1965 Your Life Path is 10/1 5 Your Expression is 16/7 6 Your Heart's Desire is 8 7 INTRODUCTION About your Personal Reading This reading was composed for you personally, Michelle, and is based on your full name at birth, your date of birth, and the name you now use to introduce yourself. Please check your birth data on the title page to make sure the names and date of birth used are correct. If you have two or more middle names or last names, y

Why Try To Say Something Better Then Something Thats Already Been Said Well?
I'm moving through some changes I'll never be the same Something you did touched me There's no one else to blame The love we had has fallen The love we used to share We've given up pretending As if you didn't care I look into the mirror I see no happiness All the warmth I gave you Has turned to emptiness The love we had has fallen The love we used to share You've left me here believing In love that wasn't there When I look into your eyes and try to find out how There's no way to save it now And everything I feel Changes For some reason you're questioning why I always believe it gets better One difference between you and I Your heart is inside your head

Homemade Refrigerator Pickles
"Just pickles!!! These are easy to make, and are a great way to use vegetables from the garden." INGREDIENTS 1 cup distilled white vinegar 1 tablespoon salt 2 cups white sugar 6 cups sliced cucumbers 1 cup sliced onions 1 cup sliced green bell peppers DIRECTIONS In a medium saucepan over medium heat, bring vinegar, salt and sugar to a boil. Boil until the sugar has dissolved, about 10 minutes. Place the cucumbers, onions and green bell peppers in a large bowl. Pour the vinegar mixture over the vegetables. Transfer to sterile containers and store in the refrigerator.

Pumpkin Bundt Cake
INGREDIENTS 1 (18.25 ounce) package yellow cake mix 1 (3.4 ounce) package instant butterscotch pudding mix 4 eggs 1/4 cup water 1/4 cup vegetable oil 1 cup canned pumpkin 2 teaspoons pumpkin pie spice Whipped cream DIRECTIONS In a large mixing bowl, combine the first seven ingredients. Beat on low speed for 30 seconds; beat on medium for 4 minutes. Pour into a greased and floured 10-in. fluted tube pan. Bake at 350 degrees F for 50-55 minutes or until a wooden pick inserted near the center comes out clean. Cool in pan for 15 minutes before removing to a wire rack to cool completely. Serve with whipped cream if desired.

Reincarnation & The Afterlife
Reincarnation & the Afterlife is a special thing. Life continues, just on a different plain. Physically not here but there. An adventure of an experience this is. A Dragon, an Angel, an Insect or a General. Anything is possible, Which were you? I recall being someone hiding people in the Underground Railroad. I also think i was an Eagle or a Hawk & maybe a Dolphin too! If Reincarnation & the Afterlife is not for you then people are in Heaven having all kinds of family reunions and listening to Elvis, John Lennon and many others jammin!

Thank You
How can I ever tell you how good it feels to share your love...to be a part of your life? You've given me so many happy moments that I wouldn't trade for anything...so many reasons to be proud of you & grateful for your love. Sometimes I may be pretty moody & hard to understand...but somehow you seem to know me better than I ever thought anyone could. And it's great to know that I can always count on you. Thank you for being the kind & caring person you are...but most of all, thank you for loving me.

Feelings
LIFE IS TO SHORT GRUDGES ARE A WASTE OF PERFECT HAPPINESS LAUGH WHEN YOU CAN APOLOGIZE WHEN YOU SHOULD AND LET GO OF WHAT YOU CANT CHANGE LOVE DEEPLY AND FORGIVE QUICKLY TAKE CHANCES GIVE EVERYTHING AND HAVE NO REGRETS LIFE IS TO SHORT TO BE UNHAPPY YOU HAVE TO TAKE THE GOOD WITH THE BAD SMILE WHEN YOUR SAD LOVE WHAT YOU'VE GOT AND ALWAYS REMEMBER WHAT YOU HAD ALWAYS FORGIVE BUT NEVER FORGET LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES PEOPLE WILL ALWAYS CHANGE AND THINGS WILL GO WRONG BUT ALWAYS REMEMBER LIFE WILL GO ON

Passion Of The Ocean...... I.love.you
Like the ocean so wide and powerful with its waves rolling in and crashing against The rocks With the same force as my admiration towards the man I want to get to know I want to know and feel his strength, and feel the power of his touch, crashing against My soul I want to feel his passions his desires and the dreams he has Like the waters that go on Forever and ever I want to feel his tender touch caressing every inch of my body like the kiss of the sun over the ocean horizon, Faithfully each morning I want him to know that with each and ever word spoken is like a ripple that spreads throughout the deepest waters in My heart For the day is coming closer and the nights are getting longer in the desire To be near you I dream of that moment when the waters of the ocean and the rocks of the cliffs finally meet In a storm of passion, His every touch will be like a soft caress to the rocks of the cliffs below With each encounter will be like the waters stirring under the oce

You Made Who I Am...
You give me strength You give me love You give me heart You give me soul You give me soul You give me mind You give me sight You give me comfort You give me support You give me spirits You give me feelings You give me caring You give me understanding You give me for who I am You give me trust You give me loyalty You give me solace You give me dreams You give me life

The Last Stand
THE LAST STAND He clasps the crag with wearied hands Near to insane in this land of the damned. He trembles from his stand on high, To tired to live to scared to die. One small prayer,one small plea, One final push and the will to be free. No place to hide,no place to flee. The twisted earth beneath him crawls, He gazes from his prison walls, Up in to that endless sky, As an eagle glides on high. "Bye cruel world Eternity calls" And like a thunder bolt he falls.... Rachel Marie Miles Copyright ©2007 Rachel M Miles

What Does Your Name Mean?
K: would sleep with a dead body Y: plays in graveyards L: has killed a pet goldfish E: loves pain -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A: likes to have your hair pulled B: is a stalker C: suicidal D: moons people in passing cars E: loves pain F: would put comet in enemy's mint ice cream G: likes to spank your lover H: obsessive I: likes to bite J: steals panties (this one is mainly for you..*smiles*) K: would sleep with a dead body L: has killed a pet goldfish M: into bondage N: keeps old boyfriends/girlfriends in the freezer O: plays with a oujia board P: cold hearted Q: like to pick up strangers on the side of the road R: wants to kill someone S: likes to be held down during sex T: likes to see people bleed U: sleeps with anyone V: gave cat/dog to local chinese resturante W: depressed X: likes to be choked Y: plays in graveyards Z: hates everyone Reply To Poster | Repos

Great Tips:
1. Reheat Pizza Heat up leftover pizza in a nonstick skillet on top of the stove , set heat to med-low and heat till warm. This keeps the crust crispy. No soggy micro pizza. I saw this on the cooking channel and it really works. 2. Easy Deviled Eggs Put cooked egg yolks in a zip lock bag. Seal , mash till they are all broken up. Add remainder of ingredients , reseal , keep mashing it up mixing thoroughly , cut the tip of the baggy , squeeze mixture into egg. Just throw bag away when done easy clean up. 3. Expanding Frosting When you buy a container of cake frosting from the store , whip it with your mixer for a few minutes. You can double it in size. You get to frost more cake/cupcakes with the same amount. You also eat less sugar and calories per serving. 4. Reheating refrigerated bread To warm biscuits , pancakes , or muffins that were refrigerated , place them in a microwave with a cup of water. The increased moisture will keep the food moist and help it rehe

Just 4 The Heck Of It
I could write my life in here but it would be so boring that if anyone stopped to read it they would probably go insane or pitch them selves in front of a train!hehe.now it would be much more fun to write what I would like my life to be like if I lived in a sifi movie! anywho I like to write diddys.I wont call them peoms..I like to write dark ones just because they are much more fun to write!

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The Players Game
You played his game, Your heart he won, He had you fooled, Before the game begun. He played your mind, Tricked you into thinking he cared, And now you sit silently, Wishing he was there. Because he took over your heart, And placed emotions into your soul, And now you have to deal with the fact He never loved you at all.

Well Fuck
Ok, so I got this job at subway as a shift manager. Not a bad job I guess...as long as I can keep these damn teenagers doing their jobs and get the girls to stop chasing the boys long enough for them to do their jobs. Just found out that David is deploying. Problem is that he was working days and I was working nights so that the kids would be taken care of...but since he's deploying I'm not going to have daycare. The daycare centers a.)aren't open at night and b.) don't really like taking care of school aged kids. It's not so bad to leave them for an hour or two while I handle business, but I don't trust them for 4 to 8 hours a night without me, so I had to put my job on hold. I have a 3 week leave of absence while David is away at training and a 15+ month leave of absence while he's deployed. My boss, being the awesome man that he is...he is totally holding my job for me. I couldn't ask for a better boss. Ok, so David is getting deployed, Alberto is getting deployed, Manny is already

Live To Ride Ride To Live
The Biker I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But, you didn't see me, riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather jackets and gloves. But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate o

Why?
why do men always think that because i'm pierced and tatted up that somehow that makes me a whore? not only that but that even though they themselves are gawd awful ugly that i am somehow desperate enough to want THEM??? Why do women feel the need to talk like babies to men? What the hell? Just talk.. no one likes that whiney cry baby shit! Why do ppl always think that just because you rate them that entitles them to try to get you to have cyber sex with them? and whet exactly is that?? and what could be gained from cyber sex?? where is the fun in that? what is the problem with just being cool with someone and NOT wanting sex? Just because i say your cute, sexy, or whatever doesn't mean i want to marry you!! get over yourself. Why do men say they love my smile when they really are checkin out my tits? why can't ppl be honest? Why is everyone ugly on here like captioning their pics saying.. "this is me..HOT!" like trying to validate themselves... if you think your hot then god bless you

Nevada
USS Nevada BB-36 (1916-1948) USS Nevada, first of a class of two 27,500-ton battleships, was built at Quincy, Massachusetts. She was commissioned in March 1916 and operated in the western Atlantic and the Caribbean until mid-1918, when she went to the British Isles for World War I service. Following that conflict, Nevada was active in the Atlantic, Caribbean and Pacific. Cruises to Brazil in 1922 and to Australia in 1925 punctuated a decade of regular fleet exercises and drills. Nevada was modernized in 1927-30, exchanging her "basket" masts for tripods. The update work also included the installation of a new superstructure, relocation of her five-inch secondary battery, new anti-aircraft guns and significant improvements to her firepower and protection. She then returned to duty with the U.S. Battle Fleet, mainly operating in the Pacific over the next eleven years. The only battleship able to get underway during the 7 December 1941 Pearl Harbor Raid, Nevada was the object of

Right Wing Distractions
Batocchio of Vagabond Scholar and Blue Herald has a in-depth breakdown of the smear job done on an American family by the right wing. Posts like this illustrate why progressive bloggers surpass all other forms of news media. You just cannot find a journalist in any form of traditional media or even on internet news sites who is willing to do the work that Batocchio does here. (and on top of that- linking ALL of it -so that you can see the facts for yourself). Batocchio's fine journalism reveals just how the right wing smear machine works. While they are spewing their venom and lies at American children, soldiers, progressives, and politicians who are trying to get our troops out of an unnecessary war, progressive bloggers are responding with facts, figures, and sanity. The whole mess about SCHIP is insane- They are taking away healthcare for working American families because-- why? again? Because a few adults (in some states, not Texas) may actually get a little coverage too. Wel

It Is Women's Turn...
Alright, here it goes.... Men it is time we must teach these tempestuous women a lesson....Stop chasing them make them chase you. Isn't it about time they told us what they want? They imply being independent which would show a lack of fear to attempt new things... So, Ladies it is time you actually walked up to the guy you like no matter what he looks like and make a fool of yourself for a change. There is statistically more women than Men and being the new aggressive species it is your time to hunt and gather for us for a change. You want a man, thunk him on the head and drag him back to your place.

For October 19,2007
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn Your mind is on new possibilities today, but it's not wandering terribly far off from your usual notions. It's a good time to try little tweaks and changes that might steer you in new directions.

Hot Shower
The sexual intensity of the silence got too much and lured Sienna and Ben together; Ben forced her against the bathroom wall kissing her collarbone as she reached out and turned on the shower. Teasing him Sienna outlined his penis perfectly. Keeping acute eye contact they began to undress each other. Unhooking her bra Ben held her close, feeling the arch in her back against his hands and her breasts against his chest. Sensually kissing her full rouged lips the sounds of his breath compliments Sienna’s sighs. He rubbed her clitoris as she ran her fingers down his shaft. Sienna’s hazel eyes burnt with passion and she walked into the shower, Ben followed her intently. The water falls from the shower head and lands on Sienna’s sun-kissed skin. Ben picked her up and she wrapped her legs around him. The condensation ran down the bathroom tiles – onto her, and steam filled the room. With the water running and the heat blistering their sex drive went into over-drive. Sienna became moist with

My Experience With Phone Sex
one day i wanted 2 try something new so i asked my girlfriend 4 some phone sex ive heard its just great well im not so sure cause it was my worst nightmare "cum" true first off everybody was watching besides its hard 2 hold the phone stroke my dick while addin more dimes at the same time so in the end we didnt get 2 finish cause i ran out of dimes damn i hate payphones true story not its a fuckin joke

Is There A Booger In My Nose? Or...
...am I just smelly??? Is it my massive schnoz?? Or ass? Seems that whatever I do I attract men who like to bullshit and lie. Im not a "hater" but man my experiences lately in just meeting men and/ or dating seem show the latter.. Even male friends...they bullshit and its crazy because ahead of time Im honest..upfront and well...blunt. I usually tell any man I meet "I'd rather be your friend and hear the honest truth then date your or just remain your friend and be lied to" . ( Some of you know this is true ha!) Which brings me as a woman to start thinking..what the fuck is wrong with me? Do I attract only the liars? the weirdies? the ones who live with mama and cant hold a job? Just tired of the bullshit and want some normalcy i nmy life..if it takes being a single old lady in the nursing home when Im 80 I suppose then I will accept it. FYI this isnt intended to any one guy friend on here just overall any man Ive met in the past.

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Luke 10 ; Verses 2 1-28
21 ;In that hour Jesus rejoiced in spirit and said ; I thank thee O Father Lord of heaven and earth, that thou has hid these things from the wise and the prudent, and has revealed them unto babies ; even so, Father; for so it seemed good in thy site. 22 ; All the things are delivered to me of my Father.and no man knoweth who the son is , but the Father ; and who the Father is but the son. and he to whom the son will reveal him. 23; And He ( Jesus) turned unto his deciples and said privately, blessed are the eyes that they see things that they see. 24 ; For I tell you ,that many propets and kings have desired to see those things which ye see, and have not seen them, and to hear those things which ye hear, and have not heard them. 25; And behold a certain lawyer stood up and tempting him, saying Master, what shall I do to inherit eternal life? 26 ; He said unto him ; what is written in the Law , how readest thou? 27 ;And he answered saying .thou shalt love the Lord t

Starting Young
sometimes i think it bothers you. how much of a sexual being i am. the way i'm always touching you or putting your hands where i want you to touch me. i've always been this way. i remember being 5 years old touching myself late at night in bed. i had my first orgasm when i was 10. tonight you gave me the best one of my life. i'm addicted to the softness of your lips pressed against mine. i get so warm. so wet. so i hold on to you even tighter and hope it never ends. my nails in your back making my mark as i always do with you, your center of body inside of mine. sometimes it really kills me. how much of a sexual being i am. when you're touching me i'm trying to devise a plan to get you to never stop. bite my lips to keep from moaning so loud, cause my kids room is right down the hall. sucking like its a Popsicle with your hand on my head. i love the way you groan or roar the expected surprise at the end. wiggle my tongue ring and anticipate. i love tha

Lol Well Dayum, That Defines It I Guess Lmao
love (lŭv) pronunciation n. 1. A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness. 2. A feeling of intense desire and attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair; the emotion of sex and romance. 3. 1. Sexual passion. 2. Sexual intercourse. 3. A love affair. 4. An intense emotional attachment, as for a pet or treasured object. 5. A person who is the object of deep or intense affection or attraction; beloved. Often used as a term of endearment. 6. An expression of one's affection: Send him my love. 7. 1. A strong predilection or enthusiasm: a love of language. 2. The object of such an enthusiasm: The outdoors is her greatest love. 8. Love Mythology. Eros or Cupid. 9. often Love Christianity. Charity. 10. Sports. A zero score in tennis.

Lust? Lol
lust (lŭst) pronunciation n. 1. Intense or unrestrained sexual craving. 2. 1. An overwhelming desire or craving: a lust for power. 2. Intense eagerness or enthusiasm: a lust for life. 3. Obsolete. Pleasure; relish. intr.v., lust·ed, lust·ing, lusts. To have an intense or obsessive desire, especially one that is sexual.

Old Friend Requests
im sending out friend requests to those who were on my list.fubar deleted both of my accounts,gd fucking jewbar.those of you who send new friend request of me im rejecting it because i dont know you.

Screwed Up
I'VE BEEN TO HELL AND BACK. I SPILL SHIT,TRIP,AND EMBARASSED MYSELF I CANT JUST FLUTTER MY EYES AND GET THE HOT GUY I'VE BEEN THROGH MORE SHIT THEN YOU SEE ON T.V. NOBODYS PERFECT I'VE BEEN LIED TO ,CHEATED ON AND HAVE HAD MY HEART STOLEN I'VE FUCKED UP, FUCKED PEOPLE UP, AND BEEN FUCKED UP BUT EVEY HIT WAS WORTH IT BECAUSE I FELT IT I KNEW IT WAS REAL LIFE IS REAL AND IM LIVING IT ALL WRONG EVERYDAY IM FUCKING UP ROYALLY AND DOING EVERYTHING OPPOSIT BUT DO I REGRET ONE THING? NEVER BECAUSE WHAT I DID WAS WHAT I WANTED AT ONE POINT IN MY LIFE MY LIFE IS MINE AND NO STUPID BITCHS OR IMMATURE BOYZ CAN OR WILL FUCK IT UP ANYMORE FOR ME IM THE REAL DEAL AND I WOULD LOVE TO SEE YOU TRY AND BREAK ME YOU MAY BREAK MY HEART BUT NOT MY SOUL

The Code Of Men
1. Thou shall not rent the movie 'Chocolate' 2. Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 3. Any man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his fellow partygoers. 4. When you are queried by a buddy's wife, girlfriend, mother, father, priest, shrink, dentist, accountant, or dog walker, you need not and should not provide any useful information whatsoever as to his whereabouts. You are permitted to deny his very existence. 5. Unless he murdered someone in your immediate family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 6. You may exaggerate any anecdote told in a bar by 50 percent without recrimination; beyond that, anyone within earshot is allowed to call 'BULLSHIT'. (Exception: When trying to pick up a girl, the allowable exaggeration rate rises to 400 percent) 7. If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off-limits forever. 8. The minimum amount of time you have to wait for anot

Mumms?
Hey There....Does anyone out there know why I cant right anymore mumms? I posted on and then admin told me that it was not mumm material and that this action is on record. I have not been able to post any mumms since. I also heard there is a new policy on mumms? When has fubar become so political? Message me if you know of anything. Lara

Nobody's Home.
Well I couldn't tell you why she felt that way, She felt it everyday. And I couldn't help her, I just watched her make the same mistakes again. What's wrong, whats wrong now? Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. That's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go, to dry her eyes. Broken inside. Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why. You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind. Be strong, be strong now. Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. That's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go, to dry her eyes. Broken inside. Her feelings she hides.. Her dreams she can't find.. She's losing her mind.. She's fallen behind.. She can't find her place.. She's losing her faith.. She's falling from grace.. She's all over

The Reaping
"The Reaping" I thought this movie was a great pictation of a modern version of the pleags! It was thrilling, full of twists and had a great unexpected ending! If you haven't seen it! You should! SuperCher

For I Did Not Die
NOTE: THIS ONE IS NOT MINE AND ALL CREDIT GOES TO SWEETWITCH Copyright SweetWitch October, 2007 The author asserts the moral and legal right to be identified as the author of this work. This is a work of fiction. Any resemblance to any real events or people is purely coincidental. *** For I Did Not Die By Molly Wens Last night, I heard the cry of the whippoorwill. The mournful song has drifted through the old walls of my bedroom six nights in a row. If I hear it tonight, my fate will be sealed. He's coming for me -- my Bryden, my love, my loss. It won't be long now. The sound of his voice once set my legs to quivering and my heart to pounding. If only I could hear that voice again. I sit on my bed and wait. Will the whippoorwill sing again? Will he call me to Bryden's side? The bird conjures memories, a sound we often heard as we lay hidden in our stolen bliss. In those purloined hours, the darkest of night just before the waking of dawn, we clung to e

Curses
I just decided to whisper a curse into the void. I watch too much damn tv, but what the hell. I was watching Law and Order SVU, and I thought to myself that I would like to see everyone who had ever victimized another human being to die a horrible death and leave the world to the rest of us so that we could live in peace. May it happen soon, in spite of the random nature of the universe.

35 More Quetions All Bout My Ass....
35 questions...all about me Current mood: blah 1. Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced? got it 2. Does a kiss make your boo boos feel better? depends on who does the kissin 3. Have you ever slept on your bathroom floor? not on purpose 4. Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in? before.....let it warm up ;) 6. Have you ever brushed your teeth while in the shower? nope 7. Have you had more than three boyfriends/girlfriends at the same time? yeah 8. Have you ever thought about your death? Still Do 9. What was the last thing you ate? your mom 12. What color is your shower curtain? BLACK 13. Have you ever had stitches? MULTIPLE 14. How long ago did you hug someone? My son this morning 15. Did you believe that boys/girls had cooties? no 16. Do you know how to use chop sticks? Sometimes 17. Which one of your friends is most like a hippie

S • A • G • I • T • T • A • R • I • U • S.
S*A*G*I*T*T*A*R*I*U*S Current mood: artistic Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictions. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label. If u dont repost this, u will have bad luck for as long as it says in your description!! G • E • M • I • N • I: passionate Nice. Love is one of a kind. Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you the fuck out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING.Horny. Freak in Bed. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. ULTRA SEXY. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. 9 years of bad luck if you do not repost. V • I • R • G • O: The Lover Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at f

In The Gym
Hear me God of Iron, for these words ring true, Help me become a God like you. Give me the will to lift through the pain, so my body may grow through the strength that I gain. Guide my arms to be strong and true, to fuel the intensity each day through. Give me the power in these callused hands, to stand proud amongst my peers throughout this land. I'll give my soul on the altar of desire, if you'll help the weight reach higher and higher. I can live with the stares and the mumbling crowd, just for the chance to make you proud. I pray each day on the iron bar throne, Grinding out each rep with a massive groan. Watch over my bros from the sport's fame; protect them O' God while they're in the game. And when the day has come and gone, rebuild my body so I may go on. Iron God hear me; make me hard as granite, so I may become the biggest motherfucker on the planet.

~ Cracked~
my hard shell has cracks and there starting to let things seep through .. my weakness is glowing like the lights of the ships at night off the shores ... I am showing things about me i never should show never should share .. pushing away the people that seem to care drawing in the nothingess that surrounds me .. the fillers .. the faceless conversations that i can nod to and sip my drink .. my mind keeps wandering to his face to his voice .. drinks more swallows his pain .. I close my eyes again .. thinking of anything but him even if thats pain .. i see his fake smiles his fake happiness .. the way he puts on the face everyone wants to see... his lack of depth or caring for the tragic end hes just seen .. the lethal injection of his words seem to go in peacefully .. i wonder if when hes alone in the dark he feels an ache .. a torture knone else can see... or is this pain all my own .. is this cycle destine to repeate .. the lies the games the pain the hurt the tears ... My lovless sel

~ One Pain~
One The one That grip around me .. Unbreakable , Un changed .. always. The first breath the first touch the first truth .. I find myself in his eyes .. He hears it seems my silent cries. And makes my heart my reasons foe. What magic weaves his touch to trick me ,. How can I now deny what I feel .. What I love . The pain I have felt . The night wandering lost and awake .. Without his touch . Why does my heart burn with anger , and my anger weep tears of pain. Why am I looking with my eyes what My heart can see. Why is the heart the last on the list to be paid. Why am I standing here my soul screaming .. My teeth clenched tight .. Walls around me refuse to be torn down all the time begging me to crumble. I see all the right paths all the right words all the right things .. And all I want are these things down this rabbit hole I crave . I see his face .. His hands His voice haunting me .. Torturing me .. Whispering to me . Telling me everything I want to hear. Make all My fears disappear

~ How Not To Feel~
I stare in the mirror cover my ears and refuse to listen to the pleas of my soul fighting with the suffocation of my head. I tear old pictures from the frames toss them in the waste basket at my feet with dirty scraps and pencil shavings and torn letters and broken dreams. I see a lost little girl lying to her own heart to protect the woman she has become. Dressed up in pretty clothes with grown up shoes and paper dolls on her bed. fairy tales and and curled hair remain a staple of her diet on a feast of famine she stuffs in her throat when she can not speak. Truth is an elusive love is a satire we tell little girls who grow up and become barren haters of the life they are force to lead . i lie to myself and to the people i love . i can not allow love in my life . for all the people in this life who have attempted and failed to love the woman I am . I am sorry for the truth I have forced you to face . Love is not real. Love is pain. Pain is real. reality is bent . Normalcy is maggot r

~ Jaded ~
~ Single for LIFE! ~ fuck men yep if your a man and you read this that means you .. fromt his point on i will NEVER date anyone seriosuly again! EVER ... its not worth it .. I have come to the realization that A) I cant be in a relationship with a normal guy because I am not normal and they fault me for it. B) There is no one as sexual as I am C) men say one thing and do another and D) My heart has so much duct tape on it its ceased to beat ! and Finally E) I am tired of being thrown back in the water after being caught hook line and sinker! Why I am single Let me start off by saying.....If I can have the beginning feelings of when you first meet someone you like. That intense physical and mental attraction. The crazy emotional wild love making last for ever I would be more then happy to commit to love....I am not turned off to the idea of someone trying to fulfill that role and make me eat my words below if their up to the challenge. BUT ----- Through the

~ Silent Plea~
Invoke My name Pilots steer according to my eyes Builders grow dizzy listening to me Architects leave for the desert murderers bless me flesh quivers at my call the one I love does not listen to me the one I love does not hear me the one I love does Not awnser me

Love
A happy life, and hopefull dreams but nothings ever what it seams Love hurts thats lessons well learned I have played with fire and I have been burned with your love nothing can comepare with you forever my heart I will share life is my candle, your love is my flame I give you my heart, for you to tame you give me strenght to do what I will and all ofyou dreams I hope to full fill in this world not all things are true the one truth I know is that I love you

Confessions
There’s something I have kept inside Keeping it deep down Now its becoming something I can hide It consumes my mind I thought for years I can live without love And I thought everything was alright But then slowly you entered my world Then I realize I have found What I have waiting for a long time Its you all along It been lonely in the land of fools That’s what I realized Not loving I have nothing to loose And so I thought But when I met you I was wrong I have been trying to come up with the right thing to say Been trying to tell you But when were together it all melts away Now every heart beat turns into heart ache Coz I cant express the love I have for you No this is not an invention of the heart I know that every girl needs love in return But only one is all I need and that is you I will be your shade from the sun When the night gets cold I will wrap My arms around you to keep

Nervous Priest
A new priest at his first mass was so nervous he could hardly speak. After mass he asked the monsignor how he had done. The monsignor replied, "When I am worried about getting nervous On the pulpit, I put a glass of vodka next to the water glass. If I start to get nervous, I take a sip." So next Sunday he took the monsignor's advice. At the beginning of the sermon, he got nervous and took a drink. He proceeded to talk up a storm. Upon his return to his office after the mass, he found the following note on the door: 1) Sip the vodka, don't gulp. 2) There are 10 commandments, not 12. 3) There are 12 disciples, not 10. 4) Jesus was consecrated, not constipated. 5) Jacob wagered his donkey, he did not bet his ass. 6) We do not refer to Jesus Christ as the late J.C. 7) The Father, Son, and Holy Ghost are not referred to as Daddy, Junior and the spooky. 8) David slew Goliath, he did not kick the sh*! t out of him. 9) When David was hit by a rock and wa

He Only Knows
a forgotten place a deep dark space the walls bleed from within the tears they fall to see for all the aching has lost its control it began to heal it had started to feel there was almost some hope insight but a complication a morbid abrasion struck the man to his knees he had his goals watched it unfold and in the end it failed now he's stuck in the end with no room to bend his eyes are hung with sorrow Shaun McLean

If My Life Were A Movie..
IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE? Here's how it works: 1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) 2. Put it on shuffle 3. Press play 4. For every question, type the song that's playing 5. When you go to a new question, press the next button 6. Don't lie Casey's LIFE SOUNDTRACK: Opening Credits: About A Girl Nirvana Waking Up: I Will Survive... - Cake First Day Of School: Don't Let Go- Weezer Falling In Love: Feels so Good- 311 Fight Song: Strangers- Rahemm Devaughn Breaking Up: I love you more today than yesterday Prom: Life: Bold As Love- Jimi Hendrix Mental Breakdown: Brand New Jones - Robin Thicke Driving: Tear- Red Hot Chilli Peppers Flashback: Blind Leading the Blind- Geto Boys Getting Back Together: Atom Heart Mother- Pink Floyd Wedding: Trouble Man- Marvin Gaye Birth of Child: Jean Genie- David bowie Final Battle: Nightrain- Guns N Roses Yea baby! Death Scene: 5446 That's My Nu

My First
The sky was dark The moon was high All alone just she and I Her hair was soft Her eyes were blue I knew just what She wanted to do Her skin so soft Her legs so fine I ran my fingers Down her spine I didn't know how But I tried my best I started by placing My hands on her breast I remember my fear My fast beating heart But slowly she spread Her legs apart And when I did it I felt no shame All at once The white stuff came At last it's finished It's all over now My first time ever At milking a cow.....

The Weekend...
Well...my weekend was interesting. I was supposed to have a show with Master on Friday nite. He never called to let me kno that it was still on or not. I was bummed out yes. Thought that this week was stood up week...lol TBH. But I thought Saturday at least I will have my BDSM nite at Cupids (which is a swinging club). So I get out of my shower and it is my Master. He is telling me that his friends are there and he wanted me to stop by to give a little show before I went to BDSM nite. OK. LOL No problem there. So I went. Wore my outfit I was going to wear to Cupids. He had me on all fours with my butt up in the air. He was showing one of his friends how he was taught to spank the ass. Then it developed to him having the flogger then the crop. His friend was hesitate to smack my ass. Then Master made me suck his friends dick while I was getting flogged. That was fucking fun. LOL. I enjoyed it alot. Then his friend finally got the courage to spank me. So he gave me a

Don't Follow
Hey, I ain't never coming home Hey, I'll just wander my own road Hey, I can't meet you here tomorrow Say goodbye don't follow Misery so hollow Hey you, you're livin' life full throttle Hey you, pass me down that bottle, yeah Hey you, you can't shake me round now I get so lost and don't know how, yeah And it hurts to care, I'm going down Forgot my woman, lost my friends Things I'd done and where I've been Sleep in sweat the mirrors cold See my face it's growin' old Scared to death no reason why Do whatever to get me by Think about the things I said Read the page it's cold and dead Take me home Say goodbye Don't follow

This Is Me
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her just because he can. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what. To every guy who told his

How Do I Love Thee?
How do I love thee? Let me count the ways. I love thee to the depth and breadth and height My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight For the ends of Being and ideal Grace. I love thee to the level of every day's Most quiet need; by sun and candle-light. I love thee freely, as men strive for Right; I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise. I love thee with the passion put to use In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith I love thee with a love I seemed to lose With my lost saints,--I love thee with the breath. Smiles, tears, of all my life!--and, if God choose, I shall but love thee better after death? [Elizabeth wrote this poem to Robert; Robert’s reply: “Come grow old with me; the best is yet to be.”] -Elizabeth Barrett Browning

Support!
I'm not breaking this one. If I get it a 1000 times, I'll forward it a 1000 times! Let us pray.. Prayer chain for our Military... Don't break it! Please send this .. a short prayer. Prayer for our soldiers Don't break it! Prayer: "Lord, hold our troops in your loving hands. Protect them as they protect us Bless them and their families for the selfless acts they perform for us in our time of need. Amen." Prayer Request: When you receive this, please stop for a moment and say a prayer for our troops around the world. There is nothing attached. Just send this to people in your address book. Do not let it stop with you. Of all the gifts you could give a Marine, Soldier, Sailor, Airman, & others deployed in harm's way, prayer is the very best one. GOD BLESS YOU FOR PASSING IT ON

A Posse Of Kids At My House....oh My!
Oh dear. I have been extremely tired all day long and for no apparent reason. Just feel like I could have slept all day. Sympathy pains for someone? Could be. LOL I was trying to clean my entry way floor. It seems to get quite dirty with 2 boys and all their boy friends! I got it clean and I have to sweep it first and then clean it by using my foot. Yes, it is talent. I can't do it on my knees because I can't put any pressure on my left knee cap. So I got the floor clean and I look out in my garage and there is a posse of teenagers out there! All boys and one girl. Ant the boys have walked into my house on my clean floor and now, it isn't looking so clean anymore. *cry cry* :( Our house seems to be the "place to be". They all hang out here it seems. I guess that is good. I would rather them be here so I can keep an eye or two on them! Just not liking the dirt that comes with them. They walk in and what is the first thing they do? Put their hands on the walls.

Boring Things About Eva
Fun Girly SurveyTAKE THIS SURVEY!Take this surveyHave you ever done a french tips on your toes? got one right nowWhat is the most money that you have ever spent on getting your nails done? 45 How late do you stay up at night? as late as i want toWhat type of wash do you use in the shower? caress, mmmmDo you use a specific type of shampoo? garnier or regisHow many surveys do you do in a day? 3 today lolDo you think the world is over medicated? i think some more people need to be medicatedWhat are your thoughts on Jeff Foxworthy? he's getting cornyHave you ever flashed somebody? lol, yesWhat color are your toenails? clear, i have a french manicure on my toesIts time to talk to about significant othersDo you have a significant other? noIs your significant other a guy or a girl? if i did it would be a man Do you wear your significant others clothes? i wouldDo they wear yours? hmmm, that would be interestingDo you have pictures to prove it? makes note, i willHave you ever cheated on the sig

A Known Stranger
"I believe the saddest thing in life, is caring so much for someone and then one day you look into their eyes and listen to them talk and realize that they are gone. All you see in front of you is a stranger with just a known name."

The Weather
WOW~! the weather has changed here and I am feeling it. Yesterday my head was so stuffy and I sneezed so many times I lost count. I haven't felt that bad in years and I hated it. I spent most of Monday on the couch under a blanket. Today I feel some better. Now I just have a headache. BLAH~! Let me back up and tell you about my weekend. Saturday we had friends and family over to help us celebrate our new house. We had a blast~! Had a housefull at one time. Just being with friends was the best for me. I now know who truly loves me. I had my closest friends here from Greenwood which is an hour away. They drove over to see me. Some friends gave lame excuses and I know it. Oh, well...their loss~! Sunday was spent catching up on sleep. My sister brought my nephew over to stay with us Saturday while she went to a concert. So I was up till after midnight waiting on her. (he is almost 2 years old) But me and the kids got up and went for lunch and then got my son's costume

Mumms Are Messed Up
And might I just add I think the mumms are messed up for sure now~! Why can't the powers that be leave things alone~! I am notified when my friends make a new mumm....that is good enough. I hate seeing an old mumm I have already commented on still on my mumm list for 24 hours.....ggrrr~! It just takes up space. No one is posting any new mumms like they used to. I liked them before~! Bring back the simple time when you could sit and read mumms for hours and not see the same thing...or at least have fun commenting in them with others. STOP changing fubar~! **ok, I am done venting now** have a good day~!

Thinking....
Last nite. I thought about alot of things. Mostly due to the rain. I love the rain. I would be outside playing in it if it wasnt too cold. I hate driving in it but I love the sound to it. One day I will make love in it! LOL.... But anyway...I did a lot of thinking. Some things that have been going on here recently and about a few people in my past. What if you were told you only had a short time to live? What would you do? I, for one, wouldnt tell anyone. LOL. Thats just me. Because, for starters, I want those who have treated me like scum of the earth...especially my family...to hopefully regret ever doing so. I can only hope. But if it happened to one of my friends, and they told me, I would lose it. I kno myself too well. I am extremely close to a few people. Mostly in SW Ohio. A couple of "close" friends I kno there, kno how I feel about them. Even if their girlfriend/wife treats them like shit, they have always known there is a open door with me. And

The Words Here Are So True
I've been thinking The way people do 'Bout the things that matter To me and you I've decided To do what I can And to find the kind of man I really am I can see the world from here And it sometimes makes me Want to disappear Back to nature That's where we belong And with just one truth I've found You can't go wrong Wherever you go Whatever you do Whatever you say Say, say, say Say it with love. I remember A long time ago When I heard those guitars That I worship so I was captured I wanted to stay And to hear that kind of music Everyday Heard the songs Around the world Saw the smiling faces On the boys and girls I was destined To play come what may And there's just one thing I knew I had to say Wherever you go Whatever you do Whatever you say Say, say, say Say it with love. Underneath A sea of doubt There's a million voices shouting Let me out, let me out When we go We never return 'Cos there's just one lesson That we got to learn Wher

For My Lady She Knows Who She Is
Moody Blues For My Lady lyrics My boat sails stormy seas Battles oceans filled with tears At last my port's in view Now that I've discovered you Oh I'd give my life so lightly For my gentle lady Give it freely and completely To my lady As life goes drifting by Like a breeze she'll gently sigh And slowly bow her head Then you'll hear her softly cry. Oh I'd give my life so lightly For my gentle lady Give it freely and completely To my lady Words that you say when we're alone Though actions speak louder than words But all I can say is I love you so To drive away all my hurt Oh I'd give my life so lightly For my gentle lady Give it freely and completely To my lady Set sail before the sun Feel the warmth that's just begun Share each and every dream They belong to everyone. Oh I'd give my life so lightly For my gentle lady Give it freely and completely To my lady Moody Blues For My Lady lyrics

Crisis Situations...
you know i think i have a solution for the fire crisis in california. Just start handing out free beer...if its free we will come...if its free we shall pee...and there are few things in life as fun as tryn to put out a blaze with your johnson

Oct. 23rd
October 23: D&D Empowerment Day, a day to let go of your guilt and shame for having played Dungeons & Dragons as a child (or still), and instead reflect upon how it's changed you for the better. “It says: With this strength or lower I can only be a Magic User. Re-roll!” ~ Oscar Wilde 1966 - International Federation of the Friendless is formed by Gary Gygax and other near-do-wells. 1969 - While others are busy engaged in the Summer of Love, Gary Gygax and Friends are busy making their own chainmail armour out of plastic plumbing washers. 1970 - Dave Arneson creates a scenario involving an adventure through a castle sewer, in quest of the legendary change room of maidens in waiting. Later arrested for being a peeping tom. Judge was unmoved by his plea that he was doing important game research. 1971 - Gary Gygax and Dave Arneson team up to create "The Fantasy Game." Monsters are substituted for maidens, and mountains of loose change for changerooms. 1974 - TSR

Why Fight
why fight? you only live once in this world why not make it worth somethin? Why cant we all just try and make it work? We need to join as one and not fight as two. Dont jusge a book by its cover . get to know what is on the pages before you judge it. Just like a person , get to know them before you judge them. ITs a small world lets make it work people.

Growing Up
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Life's Wonders
why is so hard to meet people and try to have a relationship. So my relationship days are over just about! i just wanna have all my friends that wanna be friends with benefits or just to hang out with and be cool with that if you have a comment please post

Guess Now
Hey guys wanna try a new game where you get points just for guessing trivia questions? Try this site and see how fun and addictive it can be. I recently join and it's awesome. http://www.guessnow.com/show?login&refID=entertheshadowhawk

No Name
I can't see my way through the darkness that day brings. Living on the edge of reality, never knowing when the day will break the silence of my anger. The soothing voice of consequence has long since left the imagination of my tormented brain. The sins I've commited pour like salt in the wound of a gun shot. My lies smell of freshly used gun powder and the tears flow from the very depths of my soul like blood from a fallen angel who has not been forgotten but not missed. by: Me

101 Rules Of Hardcore
1) Be tough at all times. 2) Never cheer after a show, only clap. 3) Be open minded in a "punch people" kind of way 4) Only the good hardcore bands have names that are sentences with bad grammar. Boy Hits Car, Boy Sets Fire, Skycamefalling, Boy Sets Car-fire. 5) Ankles are tough so bring your socks down into your shoes so we can see them. 6) Tattoos are tough especially when they are on your calves. See Rule 5 on how to see said tattoo more clearly. 7) Wear your hoody in the mosh pit because sweating like a wild pig makes you look tough. 8) Don't admit you listen to heavy metal. 9) (Exception to rule Only admit you listen to heavy metal if you think it is ironic and you wear 80's cheese metal shirts. 10) Be a non-conformist, just like all your friends. 11) Practice hardcore dancing in front of your mirror and then try them out the next time Atreyu comes to town. 12) A hardcore band is only original if you call it something-core. Example Screamcore, emocore, Screamocore, math

To Him
I always needed time on my own I never thought I'd need you there when I cry And the days feel like years when I'm alone And the bed where you lie is made up on your side When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now [Chorus] When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok I miss you I've never felt this way before Everything that I do reminds me of you And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now [Chorus] We were made for each other Out here forever I know we were, yeah All I ever wanted was for you to know Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here wi

Dj Pixi Playing With The Faeries Again !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Come And See @ The Haunted
Dj Pixi ô Zombie Raido ♫~ Wife to My True LOVE HORSE ~@ fubar (repost of original by 'Dj Pixi ♪ MANGER @ Zombie Raido ♫~ Wife to My True LOVE HORSE ~' on '2007-10-24 10:59:33')

The Cowboy's Season's
As I bridle in the morning in the dawn of early spring, And slip the bit between her teeth and catch the throat latch string, I think of how we both first met each in love and fancy free, Somehow I thought you'd never have a backassward kid like me. As I bridle in the morning of the summer mountain heat, And the pollen rises on the grass with the fall of each hoof beat, I look there over yonder at our camp in the trees, You followed me a horseback just as pretty as you please. As I bridle in the morning on the first day of the fall, And the drifting leaves all hide the track there is no trace at all, The horse we call the Princess drives on she's in no hurry, Fringe sways out and all around the flat top of our surrey. As I bridle in the morning at the sign of early snow, I'll ride out brisk to meet the day—it's time for me to go, But first I'll hitch the cutter sleigh for one more winter glide, Then ride my trail but circle back to where two hearts abide. As I

Gifts For Girls
CONTACT AT :WWW.MYSPACE.COMFLIPPER689 CHRISTMAS APPROACHES Category: Fashion, Style, Shopping HI MY NAME IS KRIS AS YOU ALL KNOW ME AND MY FIANCE HAVE STARTED A BUISNESS TOGETHER NOW GUYS ON MY PAGE THIS MAY SOUND GAY BUT IF YOU READ THE REST ILL BET YA YOUR ABOUT AS EXCITED AS A WOMAN WOULD BE IF SHE READ THIS. NOW MEN LETS START STRAIGHT OFF THERE IS NO BETTER WAY TO SAY I LOVE YA I MESSED UP OR SUPRISE THEN WIT A PIECE OF JEWLERY SO ON MY PAGE AS WELL AS MY FIANCE JENNIFER HAS A LISTING OF ALL THE JEWLERY AND PRICES AND MEN MY WOMAN WORKS BIG DISCOUNTS FOR MEN... GET HER XMAS GIFT BDAY GIFT OR LATE ANIVERSARY GIFT FROM ME ILL MAKE IT WORTH YOUR WILD.. NOW THERE ARE SEVERAL WAYS TO BUY FROM ME ONE WOULD BE DROP A MESSAGE TO ME OR MY GF ON MYSPACE INQUIRING BOUT IT OR GOT DIRECTLY TO OUR SIT NAME MY LIA SOPHIA....ANOTHER AND MOST CONVIENENT WOULD BE TO ACTUALLY THROW A PARTY YOU CALL COUPLE FRIENDS HAVE ALOTTA FUN YOU ONLY PAY FOR FOOD WE BRING ENTIRE SHOW TO YOUR HOUSE FOR

Wanting!!!!
Bite marks remind me Just how far This thing has gone Confusion doesn’t enter The picture Only Longing Wishing it was easier For Everyone Passion stirs me To uncharted territory This forbidden lust Could be so much more Kisses Barely there Teeth on my neck Making my knees Buckle Totally vulnerable To your brief caresses Heat surges Leaving me Shaking The Memory of your hands On my Face In my Hair Leaves me Wanting Only More

Check Your License~ Ty Sheryl~
Subject: Check your driver's license Check your Driver's License, I definitely removed mine. I suggest you all do the same. Now you can see anyone's Driver's License on the Internet, including your own! I just searched for mine and there it was...picture and all! Thanks "Homeland Security" ! ! ! ! Go to the web site, and check it out. Just enter your name, city and state to see if yours is on file. After your license comes on the screen, click the box marked "Please Remove". This will remove it from public viewing, but not from law enforcement. Please notify all your friends so they can protect themselves, too. Believe me they will thank you for it. Here is the website: http://www.license. shorturl. com/ http://www.detectivetoday.com/

Prayers>>> Oh Father Who Art In Heaven
Hallow be thy name , Thy kingdom come thy will be done.... On earth as it is in Heaven. Give us this day our daily bread forgives our tresspasses as we forgive those who tresspass against us. Lead us not into temptation , but deliver us from evil , For thine is the kingdom , power and the glory Amen!!

50 Questions
1) How do you like your grilled cheese? Extra Cheesey 2) Where did you go on your last vacation? Europe 3) Who are your god parents? have no idea 4) Where do you see yourself in 5 years? on a yacht in the Bahamas 5) Where are you at noon everyday? depends on the day 6) How many speeding tickets have you gotten? 4 or 5 6) What did you do last night? messed around on the computer 7) What was your favorite movie in junior high? dont remember 8) What is the last thing you said out loud? Yes 9) What do you think of the IPHONE? It's over-rated and over priced. 10) What do you think of winter? I love snow, just not too much of it. 11) What do you do for relaxation? just lay around and watch tv and get on the computer. 12) Where did you get your couch from? Lazyboy Gallery 13) Do you use a plan book? no. 14) At what age do you plan on having kids? Before 40 15) When was the last time you swam? This summer 16) What do you order at

Single...
ive been single a year.ive met a couple of cool people,but no one real.not that ive been looking 'real hard',but i get lonely sometimes in between working full time and touring.somethings gotta give...or ill sell my 'pretty' parts on e-bay!lol'metal gets hot when you rub it'.

Lost In A Maze >>>poem>>>diana
I do get lost in a maze . But night falls , day does come . All sometimes isn,t well, but I try to over come. Each sigh or breath I take , lets me know im alive to make, what ever in a day , As my Lord do guide the way . A path to an unknown , yet I do believe and follow. A maze of dreary and dew , chillingness to get thru at times when im lost ..But I do get strong and move on. Life is a maze each day a new . We know not what will come our way, or what hardships we are doomed too. But light at the end of a tunnel is assured . So we have to pray to endure.> God is close by to witness this , He knows our every step. He is the creator and has pre-- ordained this . He knows our lives ; for they were planned out , as he let our birth come about. So this maze may seem like a fog no doubt . God has the light to shine thru the thicknes of fog , He is Our Lord God of All. So be not afraid to ask him what or how or for support , to get thru as each day i

Your Iq Score Is 100
This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others. Your Intellectual Type is Precision Processor. This means you're exceptionally good at discovering quick solutions to problems, especially ones that involve math or logic. You're also resourceful and able to think on your feet. And that's just some of what we know about you from your test results.

Rant
akldfkfjkfjdfalfdfkl;afjfkjd;kfjd;lkfjdfadl;fjlkjfiewruiwjer there i'm done lol awww that felt better i cant wait to dance tomorrow and no not strip!! pervs and get back into it ..i need some thing more to do right lol ya right but hey its good for ya

The Richest Man
One day, John was wandering in the forest thinking about and missing his beloved Teresa. Satan was looking down upon the earth looking for a soul to torment. He saw John wandering alone in the forest and he flew down to meet him. Satan said: "Why John, I have been looking for you". A startled John asked: "What do you want?" Satan said: "What do I want? John, please, I have a wonderful offer for YOU". John replied: "Thanks, but I am not interested". Satan said: "Why John, you haven't even heard what I have to offer. I could make you very wealthy!!" John replied: "You don't say". Satan said: "Yes, I will make you quite wealthy! You will be rich beyond your dreams!" John replied: "Excuse me if I sound suspicious, but there wouldn't happen to be a catch?" Satan said: "John, I am offering you so much!! All you have to do is give up Teresa's love for you and I will make you rich beyond your dreams." John smiled. Satan saw the smile and said: "Se

The Haunted House Ch. 04
The Haunted House Ch. 04 by DeannaTroi © Chapter - Midnight Shower Jennifer woke just after dawn, lying naked on the dirt cellar floor, her body covered in the sticky demon cum. She crawled out from under the stairs and up to her bathroom where she soaked the dirt and cum from her body in the bath tub and then she fell into bed exhausted. It was early afternoon when she woke ravenous swith hunger and full of dread. After eating, Jennifer sat down to take another look at the diary left to her by Samantha Lee, hoping for some clue that might let her escape this cursed house and the fate that seemed to wait for her every night at midnight.Before picking up the book, Jennifer had tried all the doors and windows on the main floor and had been unable to open any of them. How will I survive if I can not leave this house? she wondered in despair as she opened the book. To her surprise, there was a second entry that she had somehow missed the day before. I am sorry Jennifer, but

Sorry All
Sorry all. I haven't been on much. My arthritis and muscles just seem to want to kill me. Add to that I started shots in my knee yesterday... I think I will take lots of drugs (what else is new?) and rest as much as I can. Just going through my e=mail takes forever right now. I miss you all my dear friends. Laura a.k.a. Wolfgirl

Angel
his lips, so soft and voice, so sweet, Wanting so badly to hear those 3 words from him repeat. I melt like ice when I catch his tender gaze, Running through my thoughts like searching for the ending of a maze. What I would give for his hands to touch mine, For us to go to a restaurant or his house to dine. His angelic smile tears me up inside, Knowing he doesn't know wishing I hadn't lied. Just because he's good at hiding away his wings, and because you wouldn't know he was an angel by the way he sings. Doesn't mean he's not worth silver or diamonds or gold, Because, though his looks may die his soul will never grow old. And though his laugh might get rough his sense of humor will always stay, He means everything to me, he forms my night and day. So, I pray to God as I fall to one knee: Dear Angel, I love you why cant u love me?

Dreaming
There's so much I can't say When I look into your eyes. I'm worried you'll reject me And hurt my foolish pride. Each day this love grows stronger But I could never let you know. There's so much behind my smile That you might never know. I'd hold you for a life time If you let me in your heart. I'll love you like no other If you wont mind. The pain is like knife Cutting deep in my soul. So i'll dream of us together. Just how it would have been I will never know. And all that you Will remain is a silent part of me.

Mary Jane: Super Whore Issue. 05
Mary Jane: Super Whore Issue. 05 by Deathstalker2099 © Mary Jane: Super Whore Issue Five: Symbiotic Massage Mary Jane wondered why the hell she was still doing this as she walked down a dark street carrying a bag of groceries. They were rich enough now that they could hire somebody else to do the shopping, so why the hell was she still doing it? She'd have to talk to Peter and Ben about hiring a housekeeper. Maybe if she was really good looking and wore a skimpy outfit, they wouldn't have a problem with it. MJ smirked and tried to think of anybody she knew who might do it. A couple of her modeling girlfriends sprang to mind, Serena Jensen the most prominent. Serena had long, dark hair and smooth, pale skin. Her breasts were almost as big as Mary Jane's and people had repeatedly said that she had the best looking ass ever. And she loves to grind it into men's erections, MJ thought, her smirk turning into a grin. She'd call up Serena as soon as she got home. Better to just surp

Wolverine Gets A Little Upset A
Wolverine Gets a Little Upset by 2052Dreams © [This follows up Wolverine's Desire, which followed Wolverine Confidential. I will do my best to finish the story in one or two more parts at most, after the characters tell me what is going to happen. Of course the character of Logan belongs to Marvel.] * The room blazed white as the beast-men simultaneously fired their weapons. Katherine watched as if in slow motion, as the two blasts hit Logan square in the chest, his head snapping forward as the force sent him catapulting backward in a ball of fire, arms and legs sprawled as he slammed into the far wall of the library. "NOooooooooooooo," she screamed as she saw him lifelessly slide down into a heap on the floor, and launched herself into a run toward his unmoving, smoldering form. "No, princess," a beast-man said in a low, hollow voice, and then backhanded her across the face, dropping her to the floor, the force knocking the breath from her lungs. Stunned, with pain s

Love & War A
Love & War by PrincessKoriandr © Written by Keith Kilburn Co-Written by Kenya – Princess Koriand'r of Tamaran Richard Dick Grayson is the superhero known as the Robin, (later; Nightwing), sidekick since his early teens to the Batman, and leader of the Titans (originally known as the Teen Titans, then the New Teen Titans, later the New Titans, currently just called the Titans.) Princess Koriand'r of Tamaran is the beautiful alien princess and the resident Titan's teammate; Starfire. Beautiful and passionate, Kory is a handful 95% of the time. Born to the Royal throne of Tamaran, Kory was destined to rule, but revenge would rob her of that right. Kory spent years as a Citadellian slave in order to save her planet from destruction. A destruction her older sister, Princess Komand'r, planed for what she claims was the "neglectful" treatment she received at the hands of her parents. The accusation was false of course, but Kory paid the price nonetheless. Eventually Kory escape

Forever And Aday
I love you so much That ever second we are apart My fingers ache to touch Your strong , caring face And I long to hear the smooth Rythmic beating of your heart. I have never before Wanted someone in this way And I've been told love and passion Together and strong like this Is indeed a rare gift And I know that all I can do Is hope and pray That it will continue to be Like this between us Forever and a day.

Tired And In Pain
ohhh man it has been a really long week. all the meds that i have to take are making me feel really sick. i hate how things that should make you better always seem to make you ick at the same time. right now i feel like i am in a haze and i just want to shake it.

My Tarrot
You are The Sun Happiness, Content, Joy. The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent. Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way. The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy. What Tarot Card are You? Take the Test to Find Out.

Finally, A Definition Of Globalization
Finally, a definition of globalization I can understand and to which I can relate: Question : What is the truest definition of Globalization? Answer : Princess Diana's death. Question : How come? Answer : An English princess with an Egyptian boyfriend crashes in a French tunnel, driving a German car with a Dutch engine, driven by a Belgian who was drunk on Scottish whisky, (check the bottle before you change the spelling), followed closely by Italian Paparazzi, on Japanese motorcycles; treated by an American doctor, using Brazilian medicines. This is sent to you by a Canadian, using Bill Gates's technology, and you're probably reading this on your computer, that uses Taiwanese chips, a

Why Are Pumpkins Better Than Men
Why Pumpkins Are Better Than Men 1. Every year you get a brand new crop to choose from. 2. No matter what your mood is, pumpkins are always ready to greet you with a smile. 3. One usually makes a better pie. 4. They are always on the doorstep there waiting for you! 5. If you don't like the way he looks, you just carve up another face. 6. If he starts smelling up your place, you can just throw him out. 7. From the start you know a pumpkin has an empty, mush filled head to begin with. 8. A pumpkin is turned on (lit-up) only when you want him to be.

Internet Trouble
With the ammount of rain we had over here they are having some major internet trouble.. we are on a friends computer but we will be back up and running soon i hope.. dont count us out and sorry we wont be on till its fixed... they said it could take up to next week... Bomb well and we will be back before long... once again we are sorry

Who Will Cry?
If tonight I die, Who will cry? Strangers with their feigned interest, While those I love have turned away. And if my best isn't good enough, What more can I give? Go ahead--walk away. Just leave me here alone. And if tonight I die, Who will cry? All my strength is drained, With nothing left to give. Drowning in the depths of sorrow, No tears left to cry. A silent voice and distant eyes That no one hears or sees. And if tonight I die, Who will cry?

Blood For Love
written....Jun,5,2007 Feel the blood pulsing, The warm flow over my wrists, The buzz of life flickering, Going out,wasting away, The knife in my hand, A lump of muscle in the other, Bones are cut and snapped back, Muscle and sinew and tendons, All pulled to reach that one, All important muscle, Everyone plays with it, But I I I cut it out to give to you. My love so deep that I must, Cut the heart from my own breast, Set it on the silver platter, At your wedding feast. Enjoy,I did it and now, Now I can die, Goodbye my love. Raksha Soulraven ©2007

Lightning In The Night Pt. 2 A
Lightning In The Night Pt. 2 a by Ann Douglas Part Two After her break up with Barbara Gordon over Kara's inability to deal with the danger the redhead constantly faced as Batgirl, Supergirl had decided that maybe she should confine her search for a companion among those the press had labeled meta-humans. Men and women who she wouldn't need to feel so protective of. Her first choice of course would've been her cousin Kal-El. Kryptonian culture and genetics had no restrictions for the cousins to be a couple, even if Earth mores might have a problem with it. On the other hand, few people realized that the two were even related, many of them already thinking that she was his girlfriend or something. If only that had been the case, she'd told herself many times. Unfortunately, at least for her, Kal-El thought of himself more as Clark Kent, a Child of Earth then the Last Son of Krypton. As such, he followed the morality of his upbringing and preferred th

Lightning In The Night Pt. 2 B
Lightning In The Night Pt. 2 b by Ann Douglas "I will offer one observation," Barbara commented, taking a pause as she took a drink. "As one friend to another." "As one friend to another, I'd be anxious to hear it." "With the people I've encountered, people who do what we do," the girl who wore the mantle of the Bat began, "I've noticed that the ones who most fear getting hurt, are those who under most conditions can't be hurt. I'm not talking about physical injury. I know that's a real rarity for people like you and your cousin. What I'm taking about is the prospect of failure. The idea that despite all your abilities, there are still aspects of the world around you that you can't control. it's the fact that you can't be physically hurt that puts you in a mindset where you often can't deal with a non-physical injury, or even the prospect of one. That's what's really holding you back." "Mary said your world changes around you every day," Kara offere

Lightning In The Night Pt. 4 A
Lightning In The Night Pt. 4 a by Ann Douglas Part Four Supergirl didn't need her x-ray vision to see the rich dark nipples that capped each globe. They were visible enough through the translucent material that covered then. Material that quickly parted a heartbeat later as a razor thin beam of imperceptible energy flashed out from Kara's eyes, cutting across the material like a laser. Taking hold of the back of Kara's head, Mary pulled her new lover's face to her bosom. The Girl of Steel kissed each dark circle, running her tongue across the erect tip before taking it into her mouth. A second kiss followed the first, followed by a third and forth on the soft deep valley between Mary's mounds. Softness echoed on her lips as Kara's last kiss pressed against them. Sitting up on the edge of the bed, Kara took hold of the bottoms of her own blue blouse and pulled it up and over her head. Beneath it, an impressive bust quite equal to Mary's came immedia

Suicidal Homicide
written....Jul,21,2007 I'm watching as the blood flows, Running down the windows, Pooling on the floor, Stains streak the walls, Looking at my hands now, How they changed to crimson, The body before me, Crumpled on the floor, Strangled with a chain, Tortured with knives, Burned by fire, Sad to say, She didn't die from any of these things. A broken heart abandoned, Cut her life quite short, But where is her face? Underneath the blanket, Pull it back,see my kill, Lying on the floor. Then I realized, That I am on the floor. Raksha Soulraven ©2007

A Girls Guide To Geek Guys.
A Girl's Guide to Geek Guys By Mikki Halpin and Victoria Maat So, your crush on the bass player from Vibrating Sandbox has finally died a whimpering death and you're wondering where to go from here. All the sinister dudes are either dating a series of interchangeable high-school riot girls in baby doll dresses and an overdose of manic panic, or permanently shacked up with some bitter old lady who pays all the bills. Which will it be, a wifely prison or a humiliating one night stand? Into this void of potential mates comes a man you may not have considered before, a man of substance, quietude and stability, a cerebral creature with a culture all his own. In short, a geek. Why Geek Dudes Rule They are generally available. Other women will tend not to steal them. They can fix things. Your parents will love them. They're smart. Where The Geek Dude Lurks While they are often into alternative music, geek dudes tend not to go to shows too often. Instead you'll find them

Food For Thought
The first day of school our professor introduced himself and challenged us to get to know someone we didn't already know. I stood up to look around when a gentle hand touched my shoulder. I turned around to find a wrinkled, little old lady beaming up at me with a smile that lit up her entire being. She said, "Hi handsome. My name is Rose. I'm eighty-seven years old. Can I give you a hug?" I laughed and enthusiastically responded, "Of course you may!" and she gave me a giant squeeze. "Why are you in college at such a young, innocent age?" I asked. She jokingly replied, "I'm here to meet a rich husband, get married, and have a couple of kids..." "No seriously," I asked. I was curious what may have motivated her to be taking on this challenge at her age. "I always dreamed of having a college education and now I'm getting one!" she told me. After class we walked to the student union building and shared a chocolate milkshake. We became instant friends.

O Captain! My Captain!
O CAPTAIN! my Captain! our fearful trip is done; The ship has weather'd every rack, the prize we sought is won; The port is near, the bells I hear, the people all exulting, While follow eyes the steady keel, the vessel grim and daring: But O heart! heart! heart! O the bleeding drops of red, Where on the deck my Captain lies, Fallen cold and dead. O Captain! my Captain! rise up and hear the bells; Rise up-for you the flag is flung-for you the bugle trills; For you bouquets and ribbon'd wreaths-for you the shores a-crowding; For you they call, the swaying mass, their eager faces turning; Here Captain! dear father! This arm beneath your head; It is some dream that on the deck, You've fallen cold and dead. My Captain does not answer, his lips are pale and still; My father does not feel my arm, he has no pulse nor will; The ship is anchor'd safe and sound, its voyage closed and done; From fearful trip, the victor ship, comes in with object won; Exult, O shores, and r

O Love, That Wilt Not Let Me Go
O Love that wilt not let me go, I rest my weary soul in thee; I give thee back the life I owe, That in thine ocean depths its flow May richer, fuller be. O light that followest all my way, I yield my flickering torch to thee; My heart restores its borrowed ray, That in thy sunshine’s blaze its day May brighter, fairer be. O Joy that seekest me through pain, I cannot close my heart to thee; I trace the rainbow through the rain, And feel the promise is not vain, That morn shall tearless be. O Cross that liftest up my head, I dare not ask to fly from thee; I lay in dust life’s glory dead, And from the ground there blossoms red Life that shall endless be. George Matheson

Drug Problems
Drug Problems? The other day, someone at a store in our town read that a methamphetamine lab had been found in an old farmhouse, and he asked me a rhetorical question, 'Why didn't we have a drug problem when you and I were growing up?' I replied, I had a drug problem when I was young: I was drug to church on Sunday morning. I was drug to church for weddings and funerals. I was drug to family reunions and community socials no matter the weather. I was drug by my ears when I was disrespectful to adults. I was also drug to the woodshed when I disobeyed my parents, told a lie, brought home a bad report card, did not speak with respect, spoke ill of the teacher or the preacher, or if I didn't put forth my best effort in everything that was asked of me. I was drug to the kitchen sink to have my mouth washed out with soap if I uttered a profanity. I was drug out to pull weeds in mom's garden and flower beds and pick bales out of dad's fields

I Have No Ambition
I HAVE NO AMBITION IN THIS WORLD BUT ONE, AND THAT IS TO BE A FIREMAN. THE POSITION MAY, IN THE EYES OF SOME, APPEAR TO BE A LOWLY ONE; BUT THOSE WHO KNOW THE WORK WHICH A FIREMAN HAS TO DO BELIEVE HIS IS A NOBEL CALLING. OUR PROUDEST MOMENT IS TO SAVE... LIVES. UNDER THE IMPULSE OF SUCH THOUGHTS THE NOBILITY OF THE OCCUPATION THRILLS US AND STIMULATES US TO DEEDS OF DARING, EVEN OF SUPREME SACRIFICE. Edward F. Crocker Chief of Department FDNY 1899-1911

Why Women Cry
Why Women Cry A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue with

A Normal Person Would .........
The Bathtub Test... It doesn't hurt to take a hard look at yourself from time to time, and this should help get you started: During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director what the criterion was which defined whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. "Well," said the Director, "we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon,a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub." "Oh, I understand," said the visitor. "A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup." "No." said the Director, "A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?"

Real Life Real Feelings
As she sits looking upon the horizon, clouds moves behind her readying to be unloaded, viewing the white rapids formed the beach from 30 mph winds, she enjoys the sounds of the water crashing onto the sand. As she sits there, alone, she thinks of how it's a shame we had to learn the hard way, living, family, friends, love, life. What can you live with and what can you live without? With age grows wisdom and knowledge. She has learned how to deal with the bad, the unforgiven, living from a well off family to a poor one, not to be selfish, spoiled, conceaded, and materialistic because living poor taught her to enjoy what she has and not what would make her happy. To put herself in others shoes, which helper her understand them more instead of her own thoughts of how things should only be done her way without a care of what others think. To understand that you'll get what you need instead of throwing a tempertantrum or seeking revenge because it doesn't go your way. And man made things ar

Sexiest Cowgirl On Fubar
Superman is holding a Sexiest Cowgirl Contest I would love it if you could stop by, rate and comment on the below pic. Rate=10 points and Comments=1 so even if all you can do it rate that would be FABULOUS. I appreciate all those that have been helping me out. Much love, y'all.

A Wonderful Awful Idea
I'm looking for salutes! Give me a personal salute & I'll return the love by making you a pictured salute with yours truly. You can check the one out I did yesterday in the "Minions" folder. The Grinch

Things You Might Not Know .......
If you frequent the lounges here, some things you may not realize that happen are "Ghosting" - this is when a persons picture will stay showing in the lounge even when they're NOT actually in there, sometimes it'll even show as if they are in the lounge when they're not even online. Shoutboxes - Sometimes, if you haven't already noticed this , your messages won't always come through on the shoutboxes. Other times they'll come through twice! lol. Lag & what I like to call "blackout" - sometimes you'll experience some lag in the lounges , be patient with those that enter, they may be experiencing that themselves as well as they could also be havin a problem with the lounge page loading ,sometimes this takes forever to actually get IN the lounge and be able to type. Other times, the chatbox will actually be totally black and the person that entered won't even be able to see what's going on in there as far as the actual chat, please once again be patient with them. Show

The Angels Among Us Are You >>>your All My Angels >>>
With God as my copilot ; I try to show love and think of others . I try to help with what Ive learned or know . My knowledge as a living breathing growing person . ; I hope can help others. I show love in many ways to those hurting or sad or destilude... God leads me to them ; Or he leads them to me. I do say many a paryers for all . I Thank You ; God for all , He is all and can do all, thru us . One person can change a world . He did did.. Jesus Christ . He is the greatest story ever told A True Story..We will go on telling it . Amen to many . His word( God,s ) is true and His light is love. He ,Christ is a live ; A living God we have ; Yes I feel in my Heart ; Im doing the right thing by reaching out to others thru love and kindness ...> but If you as a friend feel an intrussion , please let me know for I don,t want to cause suffering or pain ..> I only want to help in some way . I am no angel of God , I have no wings , Im just a human being same as you all are. But Thank You

She Was Only 13
Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endore A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking?" Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Rig

My Grandma
My grandmother died when I was 19 yrs. old. I found her one moring in April 1996. To this day, I still dont like to talk about it, because it makes me sad. If only, I had gotten up earlier, maybe I could have saved her... My grandmother was someone I cuould talk to about anything and everything. She put everyone first befor herself. She had a massive heart attack. I still remember trying to give her CPR, I remember the purple toungu.. I remember the air coming out of her lungs. I remember the smell of death. I remember pushing the bathroom door open to get to her. I remember the ambulance. I went to the cemetary today, after having not gone for a year or so. It hurts to go there, to see her... It's like reliving it all over again. How does one get over the loss like that? I miss talking to her.. I miss the advice she would give me... Why did it have to happen like that?? I try to remember the good times..

Check Out Dj~dark Nivar!!!woop Woop!!
Click any pic to get to Goths Twiztid Reality...Where you can hear DJ~Dark Nivar kickin the wikid shit!!WooP WooP!! hurry in! DJ~Dark Nivar Like what you hear? Click a picture and get your ass in to hear more, check out one of FuBars hottest lounges for Fam.

The Navy Academy Hymn
The Navy Academy Hymn Eternal Father, Strong to save, Whose arm hath bound the restless wave, Who bid'st the mighty Ocean deep Its own appointed limits keep; O hear us when we cry to thee, for those in peril on the sea. O Christ! Whose voice the waters heard And hushed their raging at Thy word, Who walked'st on the foaming deep, and calm amidst its rage didst sleep; Oh hear us when we cry to Thee For those in peril on the sea! Most Holy spirit! Who didst brood Upon the chaos dark and rude, And bid its angry tumult cease, And give, for wild confusion, peace; Oh, hear us when we cry to Thee For those in peril on the sea! O Trinity of love and power! Our brethren shield in danger's hour; From rock and tempest, fire and foe, Protect them wheresoe'er they go; Thus evermore shall rise to Thee, Glad hymns of praise from land and sea.

Sea Fever
"Sea-Fever" by John Masefield (1878-1967) I must down to the seas again, to the lonely sea and the sky, And all I ask is a tall ship and a star to steer her by, And the wheel's kick and the wind's song and the white sail's shaking, And a grey mist on the sea's face, and a grey dawn breaking. I must down to the seas again, for the call of the running tide Is a wild call and a clear call that may not be denied; And all I ask is a windy day with the white clouds flying, And the flung spray and the blown spume, and the sea-gulls crying. I must down to the seas again, to the vagrant gypsy life, To the gull's way and the whale's way where the wind's like a whetted knife; And all I ask is a merry yarn from a laughing fellow-rover And quiet sleep and a sweet dream when the long trick's over. (English Poet Laureate, 1930-1967.)

Newbie On Fubar
Yet another networking system, and yet again I'm signing up. Half my life is spent clicking from site to site as friends pop up in new places and leave the old ones. This place is supposedly really interesting, so maybe it will hold folks' attention longer? Here's hoping.

Halloween Superstitions
A burning a candle inside a jack-o-lantern on Halloween keeps evil spiritsand demons at bay. If a candle suddenly goes out by itself on Halloween, as though by breath or wind, it is believed that a ghosthas come to call. Always burn new candles on Halloween to ensure the best of luck. It is not a good idea to burn Halloween candles at any other time of the year. It may bring bad luck or strange things will happen to you, over which you will have no control. Gazing into a flame of a candle on Halloween night will enable you to peer into the future. Girls who carry a lamp to a spring of water on this night can see their future husband in the reflection. It is believed that if a person lights a new orange colored candle at midnight on Halloween and lets it burn until sunrise, he or she will be the recipient of good luck. If you hear footsteps trailing close behind you on Halloween night, do not to turn around to see who it is, for it may be Death himself!

Unhappy
Sad? Unhappy? `It is a mistake to entertain the thought that God is pleased to see His children suffer. All heaven is interested in the happiness of man. Our heavenly Father does not close the avenues of joy to any of His creatures.’ (SC46) `Our heavenly Father is never unmindful of those whom sorrow has touched.’ (MB11) `True happiness will be the result of every self-denial, every crucifixion of self. One victory won, the next is more easily gained.' (4T345) `God would not have any of us remain pressed down by . . . sorrow, with sore and breaking hearts. He would have us look up to catch the rainbow of promise, and reflect light to others. Oh, the blessed Jesus stands by many whose eyes are so blinded by tears that they do not discern Him. He longs to clasp our hands firmly, while we cling to Him in simple faith, imploring Him to guide us. It is our privilege to rejoice in God. If we will let the comfort and peace of Jesus into our lives, we shall be kept close to H

English Is Easy???
You Think English is Easy??? Can you read these right the first time?1) 1)The bandage was wound around the wound. 2) The farm was used to produce produce. 3) The dump was so full that it had to refuse more refuse. 4) We must polish the Polish furniture. 5) He could lead if he would get the lead out. 6) The soldier decided to desert his dessert in the desert. 7) Since there is no time like the present, he thought it was time topresent the present. 8) A bass was painted on the head of the bass drum. 9) When shot at, the dove dove into the bushes. 10) I did not object to the object. 11) The insurance was invalid for the invalid. 12) There was a row among the oarsmen about how to row 13) They were too close to the door to close it. 14) The buck does funny things when the does are present. 15) A seamstress and a sewer fell down into a sewer line. 16) To help with planting, the farmer taught his sow to sow. 17) The wind was too strong to wind the sail. 18) Upon seeing t

Dont Let Gp
Oooh, yeah Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh Hey, yeah, hey, yeah 1-What's it gonna be? 'Cause I can't pretend Don't you wanna be more than friends? Hold me tight and don't let go Don't let go You have the right to lose control Don't let go I often tell myself That we could be more than just friends I know you think that if we move too soon It would all end I live in misery when you're not around And I won't be satisfied Till we've taken those vows 2-There'll be some lovemaking Heart breaking, soul shaking Love ooh aah Lovemaking, heart breaking Soul shaking (repeat 1) I often fantasize the stars above, oh, a chill They know my heart and speak to yours Like only lovers do If I could wear your clothes I'd pretend I was you, and lose control (rpt 2, 1) Running in and out my life Has got me so confused You gotta make the sacrifice Somebody's gotta chose We can make it if we try For the sake of you and I Together we can make it right What's it going to

This Is Quite Interesting....
My Horoscope says: You need to get something off your chest, but don't just write a note or say it directly. Be as clear -- and creative -- as you can with your communication today. You'll easily manage to get a little buzz. Creative? I am! LOL. Clear absolutely! I make my points very clear. The creative part tho, I am guilty of others taking care of that. Like the word "LIAR" vaseline and floured on the hood of someones red mustang. LOL. That wasnt my doing...it was my idea just someone else did it. The effect of it afterwards was awesome. He came in storming in, grabbed one of my friends lifted her off of the floor and asked her who did that to his car. She said she didnt kno, then I came out and took the blame and said I did. He looked at me never touched me and went outside. LOL. I didnt get in trouble. To this day, no one knows who did it. I just took the fall for her. I told her I would because I knew he wouldnt touch me. There are a few others...I wouldnt g

Alone
Cannot go forward, cannot go back, Wishing that I could drop dead in my tracks. I know I am leaving something behind, And it is tearing my spirit inside. Choices have always made me aware Of contradictions in me - so unfair! It seems that it all has to come down to me. I wonder if someone my struggles can see? Self-hatred, self-torment - familiar sight! Alone, be alone, and from it all hide - That's my first impulse that won't get me far. Is that way for many, or is it my star? Maybe I should have simply there stayed, And prevented the so unknown fate That chills me and makes me so scared. Who knows how I would have otherwise faired? But my life has passed in change after change, Now in security I feel too strange, And my restless heart does make me go on. Moving and shifting is ever my song!

Good Morning
I am dragging badly this morning. The weather has changed here and we woke up to some frost on the ground....all the cooler air is making my head all stuffy. My ears are stopped up and popping some. I just feel bad this morning. But like all other Moms....we get up and get the kids ready for school and start our days, sick or not~ Luckily my hubby was home this morning so I didn't have to go out in the cold to take our daughter to school. He took her on his was to work. He has to work late tonight so supper tonight will be some sort of soup. Haven't figured it out yet...salmon stew, chicken and dumplins, or chicken and rice???? Amyway, enough blabbering about nothing....that's my life these days. Nothing interesting happening around here. Tomorrow may prove me wrong though. Since we are new to the area my hubby's friend from work has invited us over for dinner and then we'll take the kids trick-or-treating around his neighborhood. I haven't decided if I will dress up this

Congratulate Them!!
MyHotComments / HotFreeLayoutsWelcome Alijah James I Love Sporks -add me as a fan before you add me as a friend-@ fubar DJ Roc (Aka D.S.R.) - Sporks Hubby@ fubar MyHotComments / HotFreeLayoutsCongrats I Love Sporks & DJ Roc

Knowing Good Food
Freezer Foods: ICE CREAM If you can't tell the difference between your ice cubes and your ice cream, it's time to throw BOTH out. FROZEN FOODS Frozen foods that have become an integral part of the defrosting problem in your freezer compartment will probably be spoiled (or wrecked anyway) by the time you pry them out with a kitchen knife. In the Fridge: EGGS When something starts pecking its way out of the shell, the egg is probably past its prime. DAIRY PRODUCTS Milk is spoiled when it starts to look like yoghurt. Yoghurt is spoiled when it starts to look like cottage cheese. Cottage cheese is spoiled when it starts to look like regular cheese. Regular cheese is nothing but spoiled milk anyway - if you can dig down and still find something non-green, bon appetite! MEAT If opening the refrigerator door causes stray animals from a three-block radius to congregate outside your house, toss the meat. UNMARKED ITEMS You know it is well beyond prime when you're temp

Do You Need An Id ?
If you have been with us for a week or longer, and have not recieved your WSC ID. Please let me know.Just leave a comment here and I will get it done for you, or I will contact you with information of why it hasn't been done. Thanks you, Rain

Hey Ya So Ya Ya
ok so my blogs are just my spot to just get out things...most dont make sense to anyone ...just my freedom of chatter... so ya ya i didnt have dance class but thought i would do it at home anyways so i can get the moves down lol...can we say funny...i tripped over my puter the lappy lol...oh well i hate the thing anyways...but i sweated my ass off thats the main point i wanna be a hot chicky so it will take some time but i will get back to me...its one of my things im improving and not gonna do it the way i use to just ask my sister she loves to tell people what i use to do to get skinny...rrr sisters....anyways gotta work to get that body i want.. if it wasnt so cold i actually feel like running but eh lets not push it right lol... and why am i saying eh all the time lol...thanx word Thanx god i wasn't right on my prediction last night .. anywho deciding if i wanna go away this weekend or not....or paint the house i found some cool textured paint ya i know allergic to

Disturbed-down With The Sickness
Can you feel that? Ah, shit Drowning deep in my sea of loathing Broken your servant I kneel (Will you give in to me?) It seems what's left of my human side Is slowly changing in me (Will you give in to me?) Looking at my own reflection When suddenly it changes Violently it changes (oh no) There is no turning back now You've woken up the demon in me [Chorus:] Get up, come on get down with the sickness [x3] Open up your hate, and let it flow into me Get up, come on get down with the sickness You mother get up come on get down with the sickness You fucker get up come on get down with the sickness Madness is the gift, that has been given to me I can see inside you, the sickness is rising Don't try to deny what you feel (Will you give in to me?) It seems that all that was good has died And is decaying in me (Will you give in to me?) It seems you're having some trouble In dealing with these changes Living with these changes (oh no) The world is a scary

Come Help Me
heres is a link to the contest i am in. I am 25,000 comments behind and need all the help i can get the contest ends on the 1st. So please come comment the picture untill you cannt comment anymore. And thank you for all the help. heres the addy to the pics http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=704046&i=2889770711 or lets see if this will work

Nothing To Lose Your Head Over. . .
Traffic stop yields embalmed heads 50 minutes ago A traffic stop in Texas yielded about two dozen embalmed heads. But it's no Halloween joke. Investigators said the human heads had been used for medical training in the Fort Worth area and were being returned to Little Rock, Arkansas. Hunt County Justice of the Peace Aaron Williams was summoned during a traffic stop Sunday in Royse City after a trucker was suspected of speeding. "This is in the top five of the strangest things maybe the strangest that I've ever encountered," Williams told The Dallas Morning News on Monday. The wrapped-in-plastic heads were found in the trailer. The driver couldn't immediately locate the documentation. The trucker and his cargo were later allowed to proceed after the paperwork was faxed to him. The name of the company wasn't immediately released.

Forever
Forever your eyes will hold the memory I saw your heart as it overtook me We tried so hard to understand and reason But in that one moment In that moment I gave my heart away In that moment I gave my heart away In that moment I gave my heart away In that moment I gave my heart away What perfect breath where my mind lay beside me And all I knew was what had overtaken me With no explanation I am comforted by inability to understand Forever your eyes will hold the memory I saw your heart as it overtook me We tried so hard to understand and reason But in that one moment In that moment I gave my heart away In that moment I gave my heart away In that moment I gave my heart away In that moment I gave my heart away Forever your eyes will hold the memory Forever your eyes will hold the memory Forever your eyes will hold the memory When I wake from this dream Will your smile still open my heart and leave me transparent When I wake from this dream Will your smile

Hey Hey
I am just so tired all the time now with this new job at group health i mean i love the job dont get me wrong i have never had like a real job before and this is it working in an office isnt as easy as it seems lots and lots of stuff to remember. but im also not used to being up at 6am everyday for work and not getting home till 6:30pm and then i only have a few hours a night to sit and relax at home before bed. i love the job i have it just sucks to have to work lol. And so that means i dont get time to be online or go on my myspace or here it totally sucks so any of my friends on here im not ignoring you by not responding or leavin you comments i just dont get a chance to be on here i didnt forget about ya just not on here enough lol

7 Yrs Is Long Enough
For those who don't know, I lost a precious 4 year old 7 years ago. I don't want to hear I'm sorry for your loss or whatever else you may want to say (sorry if I'm being blunt). I just want this to serve as my final goodbye to him. I guess I never really said goodbye to him properly. I mean I went to his funeral and all and dealt with the grieving process but today was my final goodbye to him. I went to his grave and had a long talk with him. I brought my kids and explained to them who he was and I tried my hardest to get them to understand. I still don't know if they understand that he was their brother or not but I had to do it. Not saying I've forgotten my son or ever will, but I have let his death affect me for way too long. I grade myself as a parent today because of his death. I feel like I'm not loving my children enough or doing enough for them when I am doing all I can just as I did for Justin those many years ago. Am I wrong for saying goodbye to him today? I don't think I am

Halloween Costume
Hello. . . well today started as a normal day. was just going to take my kid to the dr. and do laundry. well they gave the kid shots so he was cranky and needed a nap. so my mom said i could do laundry at her place. so i did and i was do laundry well my brother came home from school and me him and my other brothers gf decided to go look for halloween costumes so we went to walmart to look for some and there wasnt any there. then we decided to go to the halloween store on wadsworth. but before we left walmart my mom called and said the sarah (my couisn)was missing and she wanted us to help her find her. so we race home and stop the bus to see if shes on there and they say that my mom already got her. so then we go racing home. well we find out that she was suppost to have detention. well thats what she told my mom. but she went out w/ her friends. and any one that knows me knows what shes like. which totaly pissed my mom off. she had every cop in the county looking for her. then i found

31st October 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Wednesday, October 31: Halloween's a great time to have some plain, ol' fun. Dress up as your alter ego and plan a wild night out on the town. Don't be afraid to expose that other side of your personality. Go with it and everyone else will follow.

Perspective
Perspective One day, the father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the express purpose of showing him how poor people live. They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family. On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, "How was the trip?" "It was great, Dad." "Did you see how poor people live?" the father asked. "Oh yeah," said the son. "So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?" asked the father. The son answered: "I saw that we have one dog and they had four. We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end. We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night. Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon. We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go beyond our sight. We have servants who serve us, but they serve other

Happy Halloween
Fighting a Ghost An extremely modest man was in the hospital for a series of tests, the last of which had left his bodily systems extremely upset. Upon making several false alarm trips to the bathroom, he decided the latest episode was another and stayed put. He suddenly filled his bed with diarrhea and was embarrassed beyond his ability to remain rational. In a complete loss of composure he jumped out of bed, gathered up the bed sheets, and threw them out the hospital window. A drunk was walking by the hospital when the sheets landed on him. He started yelling, cursing, and swinging his arms violently trying to get the unknown things off, and ended up with the soiled sheets in a tangled pile at his feet. As the drunk stood there, unsteady on his feet, staring down at the sheets, a hospital security guard, (barely containing his laughter), and who had watched the whole incident, walked up and asked, "What the heck is going on here?" The drunk, still staring down replied