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Poetry
Only For The Day If God would grant me one wish I’d pray; The chance to hold you in my arms, If only for the day. We’d walk along life’s long highway Sharing all our hopes and dreams Arm in arm we’d fall in love If only for the day. I’d take your hand and kiss your lips Chasing all your doubts away Begging God to forget I asked only for the day. I’d take you places you’ve never been hoping that you’d stay Racing time and loving life If only for the day. As time grows short We hold on tight as we say God let us be together soon If only for the day. Our time has come to say goodbye And if we have our way God will bring us back together If only for the day.

This Is Me
The very FEW people that I let into my lil online world here need to know this: I'm a real ass fukin woman. If you have any doubts, plz just send me a msg and I will very nicely say goodbye. I am single and don't answer to no one. I am a struggling single mother trying to live a life and make a life and Fubar is my escape where I can "drink" and have some laughs with the very few cool ass people that I meet on here. I am a therapist to many and I thrive on helping those select few that I choose to help. Again, if you have something to ask, say, whatever, hit me up and I'll be glad to explain or answer whatever you have doubts about. The therapist is on duty...I'll collect the fee at the end of life.

Lizard Birth
If you have raised kids (or been one), and gone through The pet syndrome, including toilet flush burials for dead Goldfish, the story below will have you laughing out LOUD! Overview: I had to take my son's lizard to the vet. Here's what happened: Just after dinner one night, my son came up to tell me There was 'something wrong' with one of the two Lizards he holds prisoner in his room. 'He's just lying there looking sick,' he told me. 'I'm Serious, Dad. Can you help?' I put my best lizard-healer expression on my face and Followed him into his bedroom. One of the little lizards Was indeed lying on his back, looking stressed. I Immediately knew what to do. 'Honey,' I called, 'come look at the lizard!' 'Oh, my gosh!' my wife exclaimed. 'She's Having babies.' 'What?' my son demanded. 'But their names are Bert and Ernie, Mom!' I was equally outraged. 'Hey, how can that be? I thought we said we didn't Want them to reproduce,' I said accusingly

Casual Friday At The Office
I walked into the front door of the office making sure to re-lock the door. It was casual Friday, but at this small business there was a totally different take on it. Tiffany my secretary was leaning back in her chair, her head titled back. When she heard me she smiled, "Hey, just the man I wanted to see this morning." I walked around the desk and stood in front of Tiffany. Wearing no panties, she had her skirt pulled up, showing me her pretty pussy. "Does your pussy need my attention?" "Mmmmm yes....could you fuck me please?" "Of course." "First let me see that cock." I stood facing Tiffany while she pulled my zipper down and freed my cock. Tiffany took me down her throat while I fingered her pussy. Damn Tiffany gives great head. Taking me to the edge she stopped saying, "OK, now fuck me...please." I knelt down, Her pussy was beautiful...nice puffy lips and a nice swelled clit. I began running my tongue up and down her lips, as Tiffany told me how good it felt. Tiffany wa

Nasty Test
Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 Other PPL > > 1.Would u fuck me? > answer: > > 2.What position would u ........ want me to have u in? > answer: > > 3.Would u give me head/eat me out? > answer: > > 4.Would u fuck me hard? > answer: > > 5.Would u fuck me the first night u met me? > answer: > > 6.Give me a naked pic? > answer: > > 7.Would u fuck me in the shower? > answer: > > 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then fuck me? > answer: > > 9.Would u have a 3-some with me? > answer: > > 10.What makes u want 2 fuck me? > answer: > > 11.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we fucked? > answer: > > 12.Where would u fuck me @? > answer: > > 13.Would u fuck me in front of people? > answer: > > 14.Would u fuck me again and again? > answer: > > 15.Would u fuck me in the rain? > answer: > > 16.Would u mind if we fucked like ........ stars? > answer: > > 17.Would u have phone sex with me? > answer: > > 18.If i g

Gambling
“But you will not even need to fight. Take your positions; then stand still and watch the Lord’s victory. He is with you, O people of Judah and Jerusalem . Do not be afraid or discouraged. Go out there tomorrow, for the Lord is with you!” 2 Chronicles 20:17 (NLT) *** *** *** *** In today’s passage, God is talking to King Jehoshaphat and the Israelites. They’re about to be attacked by three enemies: the Moabites, the Ammonites, and the Meunites. Jehoshaphat had to be worried about how his people could defend themselves in such a battle, but God knew exactly what Jehoshaphat was thinking. He said, “You will not have to fight in this battle.” Now, that’s the kind of battle I like! What God tells Jehoshaphat in this passage, and what he would remind us today, is this: “The battle is not yours; it’s mine. You don’t have to fight in it.” In other words, it’s God’s problem. Let him solve it. The fact is if you are God’s child, then your problems are his pr

Really
Really Tuesday, September 11 2007 @ 01:29 PM MST Contributed by: Greg Views: 111 I've been gone for a while "really" I really didn't go anywhere "really I came back home & found you gone Your breath was still inside the glass Your footsteps were an echo out the door I felt you next to me that night I heard your voice out in the hall I turned to find that, I was alone I climbed the wall to watch you pass Called out your name, I begged you back Can't you tell me what it is that I've done wrong I love you really, really, I love you I trusted that I could call to arms the emotions that make me whole, to clarify, please help me "really" They clipped my wings, but still I soared they tied me down, I broke the ties They tried to rip you from my soul My will's to strong to keep me down So I beat my way up off the floor I crawled the path to bring me home to you If I could have another chance We'd fly away & not come back Keep all the buzza

????
i hate you why did you go were we not good enough did you even know who i was gona be or where i was gona be did you even love me did you even love us i dont see why you left please help me see why you left us you didnt stay around you werent there for my first bike or my first concert you werent there when i broke my arm when mom protected me from harm maybe you were the harm that she needed to protect us from i dont know but i wish i did you didnt seem to care you must not of looked back as you walked out that door and now your with that whore i dont know her i never want to because shes the one that you turned to she took you i hate when you make me smile i hate when you make me laugh but i hate it when i cry because i dont even know why i miss you i never had you there you didnt wipe my tears you didnt care enough but youve made me tough i hate that you let me fall but mainly i hate the fact that i cant hate you at all. i miss seein you

My Chaotic Thoughts
Everything happens for a reason this is something I firmly believe in! Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there... to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be but you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happenthat are just horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would never realize your potential, strength, will power or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. Illness, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test limits of your soul. Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless. The people you meet, affect you

Dunken Ramblings Of A Madman On The Verge Of Insanity But Niot Yet There
You know you might be a litte on the drunken edge when you can no longer pour yourself a shot glass ful of liquir. Yet I thin at the moment I am still able to spell things halfwayn correctly. I must confess, it has been a very long time since I have drank and a very klong time since I have even been remotely intersted in a person. I am not saying that I have ever been intersted in a male, always been female here. Tonight I am finding myself in a situation that is a little unfamiliar with me. I have become accustomed to f' them and forget them, but there is this female I met last week that has captivcated my attention. Now remember I am drunk enough atm to not even be able top pour my own drink. So be glaD I can type even one word correctly. I met this female last friday, during a routine assist. She was, for lack of a better term, HOT!. She is like 5' nothing, blondish/brown haair, gorgeous eyes, f' the rest I am still on those damned eyes. I stopped looking when I got to

Tax Rebate
Help America - spend your rebate wisely. The federal government is sending each and every one of us a $600 rebate. If we spend that money at Wal-Mart, the money will go to China. If we spend it on gasoline it will go to the Arabs or Venezuela. If we purchase a computer it will go to India. If we purchase fruit and vegetables it will go to Mexico, Honduras, and Guatemala. If we purchase a good car it will go to Japan. If we purchase useless crap it will go to Taiwan and none of it will help the American economy. The only way to keep that money here at home is to buy prostitutes and beer, since these are the only products still produced in the US. Thank you for your help.

My Spiritual Path
If your Interested in Your spiritual Path Or Curious Click on this Link to check it out or Join http://groups.myspace.com/spiritualpath Thankyou for your Time My Enlightenment through you… When I was a child, sitting upon my mom’s lap. Feeling the wet grass underneath my hands. In a hot Summer night on the hill at “Reid Park” Full of wonder, looking up at the big screen above me. My curiosity crept in, as I wondered why there running. I look all around me, searching through the sea of faces. Some smiling, sad, terrified or mad. Being too young to understand the meaning of the film. But knowing the feeling of belonging is deeper inside of me. Seeing myself running, so happy to be alive. Learning we are yours, saying our prayers. 12 Years Later… I was stubborn in my youth, keeping my mom worried. Keeping her up all night, praying for my safety. The prowlers of the night, weren’t able to reach me. Having my Guardian Angels keep tabs of my whereabouts. Al

Hmmmmmmm
So do we pass the ghosts that haunt us later in our lives; they sit undramatically by the roadside like poor beggars, and we see them only from the corners of our eyes, if we see them at all. The idea that they have been waiting there for us rarely if ever crosses our minds. Yet they do wait, and when we have passed, they gather up their bundles of memory and fall in behind, treading in our footsteps and catching up, little by little.

Drink Recipe's
Category: Ordinary Glass Type: Collins Glass Ingredients: 1 1/4 oz Vodka 1 1/2 oz Orange Juice 1 1/2 oz Pineapple Juice 1 dash(es) Grenadine Category: Ordinary Glass Type: Cocktail Glass Ingredients: 1 oz Vodka 1/2 oz Amaretto 1/2 oz Melon Liqueur Directions: Mix ingredients and top off glass with cranberry juice. Serve with ice and a slice of lemon. These are very good and get you drunk fast! Category: Beer-Based Glass Type: Beer Mug Ingredients: 1/2 pint(s) Guinness 1/2 pint(s) Harp Directions: Pour one half pint of Harp into a pint glass. Then use the back side of a spoon while pouring the Guinness, this will lead to less foam. Let settle, then have a few, your Irish Eyes will be shining. This is just like a Black and Tan, only better. It has a really nice black gold contrast, just don't let it sit too long because the Guinness will fall after a while.

Friends
Friends Anyone can stand by you when you're right, but only a real friend will stand by you even when you're wrong. A simple friend identifies himself when he calls, a real friend doesn't have to. A simple friend opens a conversation with a full news bulletin on his life, a real friend says, "Whats new with you?". A simple friend thinks that the problems you whine about are recent, a real friend says, "You have been whining about the same thing for 14 years, get off your ass and do something about it!". A simple friend has never seen you cry, a real friend has soggy shoulders from your tears. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names, a real friend has their phone numbers. A simple friend hates it when you call while they are in bed, a real friend asks, "What took you so long to call?". A simple friend will talk to you about their problems, a real friend will help you with your problems. A simple friend will act like a guest, a real friend will make themselves a

Eyes Wide Shut
You want to be known and respected as a different type of man, who's words are stronger than anything else. You say you don't care about naked pics online, but yet take a look at your friends list...hmmm...and the women you leaving comments for...all half naked in their profile pic so what's to say what's inside their page? Statuses screaming "I'm horny! Please cam with me and make me cum" yet you want to be known for your words and for being a different man. Practice what you preach...

I Found This Story And Thought Id Share It
Tonight Lynn finally has some time to herself, she is going out without her husband for a night with the girls or so Lynn tells him. In true fact, Lynn has arranged to meet her Boss from work, the tall dark handsome bastard her husband hates so much. For the occasion Lynn has bought a new very short black skirt which only just covers the tops of her stockings, other than her skirt, stockings ,and high heeled shoes Lynn wares only a black leotard which fastens at the crouch. Lynn comes down stairs from their bedroom where she had been getting ready, and walks into the living room where her husband Rick is watching television "Well how do I look" Lynn asks, "You cant go out like that, you never wear short skirts and stockings when you go out with me." "oh don't be soft I'm only going out with the girls" Lynn says, As she leaves Lynn picks up his car keys and calls out "I'll take your car as mi

Knock Knock
Knock, Knock I knocked at heaven's door this morning. God asked me...'My child, what can I do for you?' And I said, 'Father, please protect and bless the person reading this message.' God smiled and answered...'Request granted'.

I Carry Your Heart
i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart) i am never without it (anywhere i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling) i fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) i want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart) by e.e. cummings

Jealousy
Jealousy... I'm sure you've seen How it takes the "sweet" and makes them "mean." Take me for example... you'll never see An woman any nicer than me. But once those ladies come around And look my man up and down... What happens next is a big surprise: You'll see little daggers in my eyes. And while they think me sweet and wise, I'm quietly planning their demise. We mention families and talk about roots, While I secretly measure for concrete boots. Decorating! Which of you has the flair? Have you tried out my comfy electric chair? Over there on the left... one of them winks. Some "sleeping powder" falls into her drink. Who's that over there standing by his side? She looks like she might want to take a ride. Her car really looks like it can Zoom... When she turns the key, though... one loud "BOOM" I'm glad this is all just in my head. I really wouldn't wish anyone dead. I'll stay as sweet as I can be... Jealousy won't get the best of me.

My Thoughts.......
With Memorial day right around the corner i would like to take the time to thank all of The men and women who have served this country in the pursuit of freedom and happiness!!! I have reflected back and looked back at all the wars that we have fought and the ways they have ended....War is not a pretty thing. Just ask the Japanese that survived the blasts from the two A-Bombs that hit them. I am not saying we are wrong i am simply saying how come we cant find a more Civil way to Resolve issues?? Again lets reflect this weekend on all the men and women and children that have kept this country safe and secure for us and lets not forget all the wars we have fought to keep this country where it is today!!

So I've Had A Rough Week.... Yeah..
So my week started out alright, Went to work came home rinse and repeat.Next thing I know I've put in my 40 hours in basically 2 1/2 days, My car is having its own issues and if I see one more earwig or spider-cricket I think I'm going to lose it. Well I decided to go fishing because hey I do that sometimes just to get away and relax. I go down to my friends pond and proceed to drag the boat to the water. I get all of my gear loaded and next thing I know an extremely pissed off water moccasin rolls up and says "fuck you" and bites me yeah.. good times. So I grab the snake still having its fangs in me (caught on my shoe) and break its neck. Inhumane maybe. Hey I love snakes nothing against them. My friend comes down from the house and sees me kinda hunched over grabs the car and takes me to the hospital with the dead snake. Apparently I was lucky, the snake barely scratched the tip of my skin with one fang. still delivering some venom but not nearly what it could have been. So after som

Doug Coker
I just wanted to ask everyone to please keep Amanda Arthur Kennedy and her family in your thoughts and prayers during their time of great loss. Many of you may know that Amanda's father was diagnosed with ALS almost five years ago. Amanda has spent the last four and a half years by her fathers side. No words can describe the look of love and comfort that showed in Doug's eyes everytime Amanda would walk into the room. As early as I can remember Doug loved his baby girl. He always told us to be careful as we were walking out the door, he always told Amanda to call him whenever we got to where we were going, he was the perfect father. Just as her father had always been there for her, Amanda stood by his side, when they said he had ALS Amanda was there, when he was to weak to walk anymore, Amanda was there, When they had to put him on a breathing tube Amanda was there, and when he took his last breath Amanda was there She is the perfect daughter. Her unwaivering faith and

Orangebananas
GUESS WHO??.... Ok he is about to be the first uk guy and europeon disciple Let's show him how we do things and get him to DISCIPLE!! LETS GET HIM LEVELED SHALL WE...COME ON YOU KNOW WE ALL LOVE HIM!

Not A Baby Anymore
My baby not a baby any more: Today is the day I that I see my baby growing up. Let me take you back for through the years. Justin has been in special education all of his school age years. Two year ago we moved to Mobile. He has since been in the special games. This year he won first place in all three events that he was in (running long jump, he jumped 5’6”, 400 meter relay, and the 200 meter Dash). About 3 months latter I received a phone call from the Mobile County Special Olympics President, saying that Justin was selected by the board to represent Mobile County in the State Games. She said that they usually do not take middle school kids to the games but seeing how well he did at the county games they would love to have him represent them this year. This was a great honor and I did not want him to be over looked if he want to do it. So he is now on his way to be a part of the games. He is on his was to Troy, Alabama to have a good time running his heart out something he enjoys

No Distance
Gazing at the stars in a dark night Uttering sweet words beneath pale moonlight I wish you can see I wish you can hear I wish you can kiss and hold me tight I close my eyes and shed those tears Thinking how far you are from me Then I look above and see the stars How they light, they glitter and sparkle Despite how far they are by sight I find myself smiling as I realize That though distance between us Kept us apart but only in body And never in heart You gave me reason to smile You gave me reason to hope You gave me so much and I can never ask for more

Ufc!
I need help. I have a UFC fantasy pool and have never heard of quite a few of the men fighting this Saturday. Any help on who I should pick??? Got money on the table and definitely want to win!!! Below are all the men I picked. Know the majority of the list except for all the fighters after Thiago Silva. BJ Penn to win by (T)KO in round 2. Vs. Sean Sherk Wanderlei Silva to win by Decision. Vs. Keith Jardine Wilson Gouveia to win by (T)KO in round 2. Vs.Gordon Reljic Tito Ortiz to win by Decision. Vs. Ryoto Machida Thiago Silva to win by Decision. Vs. Antonio Mendes Who the hell are these people??? Ivan Salaverry to win by Decision. Vs. Rousimar Palhares Thierry Sokoudjou to win by Decision. Vs. Kazuhiro Nakamura Terry Etim to win by Decision. Vs. Rich Clementi John Koppenhaver to win by Decision. Vs. Yoshiyuki Yoshida Jason Tan to win by Decision. Vs. Dong Hyun Kim Christian Wellisch to win by Decision. Vs. Shane Carwin. So basically I have no

Wtf
I get freaking asked by another woman why I added her to my page if it was due to being on a similar guys page ahh NO! Then she proceeds to act like she is a couple w/ this guy BUT suprisingly has a boyfriend also....me and this guy "were" friends but thanks to her the ignorant mo fo, he has blocked me calling me the bad person...HELLO...I did nothing wrong but defend MY relationship and brought to light she was in one too!!! Also that she had no right questioning me on our "mutual" guy friend!!!!! He doesn't do other women who have boyfriends either you C+! WHO's the F'in psycho...sorry NOT ME!!! you do what and either of you educated?! NO! TA big deal and Danny you deliver dirt! CreamyItalian - old hag and Danny aka smallcox-which you do have a small cock BTW seen the pictures, he's barely even circumsized too jaxfinest...so GFY!! enjoy what neither one of you will get...happiness!!! Krissy and Matty FOREVER!!!!

Venting
Have you ever felt ugly and unlovable cause i sure do and just tired of it cause seriosly it has made it too where i dont want to be with anyone at all i mean why waste the time when all they will do is say they love me then either cheat on me or just say that it doesn't feel right shortly after they say it so why why keep putting myself thru this no matter how good i treat em it never works out hell i have never had a relationship last over a year i've been used abused and thrown to the sharks to just rip my heart apart so tell me is it wrong to feel that i'm unlovable by females cause seriosly even my biological mother doesn't love me I know this cause when i finnaly met her she told me so is it possible to be unlovable I SAY YES I'm proof of it :(

Fake
ok well why do people carelessly say the word friends when in fact that is not a word no more too many people say it and very few back it up i think i have at lest 50 if not more they say iam there friends when in fact iam not hardly talk to me and the only real time they do is when they ether need something from me and or they are just bored take this for a point of view one of my friends who go by the name dot he called me to see if he can come over when in fact he wanted a place to stay to see if he can get into some girls pants who by the way is only 17 and he is 25 but still the point is he is not a friend the only thing i wanted to make clear is why do people bitch abount trying to find someone that comes as close as they can get to be perfect why not take the person for who they are rather then something they are not if the person makes you happy then go for it dont let ur friends stop you or your family or people off the street it should not matter how fat or skinny

Happiest Man Alive
I have finally cleaned out everything at mom and dads storage and out of the basement. All my past memories that were bad were burned in a huge fire and at that moment i found out the best news ever. Im going to be a new dad. I have never been so happy in my whole life. This is the best news i have ever gotten in my whole life. Besides the birth of my son. I have nothing left of my past, well the worst part of it. Have you ever felt this free? I now know what total happiness is. And to all my past thorns, thank you for making it so hard now i know none of it was worth ever fighting for. I dont want losers in my life and that includes you all. Dumb, bad, crazy, dramtic, stupid, you can have it all you win. I have what i want and i dont want nothing else but that. Burn baby burn i feel so free. remember to smile it will make your butt shine. Im off to find a ring now.

Come Rate And Add Me To Friends
come fan me and rate my picture you got the right picture and fan cya soon!! Hope e1 have a nice memorial day weekend! don't forget to come rate fan add me comment me and I will do the same. have a great weekend!

Our Night Pt 2,written For Me By My Wife
You smile hugging me again. "Angel, stay, don't head home yet. We will have more time together soon but I have to get back to work right now." You whisper right before kissing me again. "Don't worry Alpha, I am not going anywhere." I tell you as you and I stand. Sitting back down, I watch as you walk away heading back to the bar. I just can't keep my eyes off of you. I know that you can feel me watching you and I just smile, knowing that even with all the other people around in the lounge, I am the only one on your mind. Some time goes by and another good song comes on... nice, slow, mellow groove... Lynyrd Skynyrd Simple Man. I go back out on the floor, glancing over at the bar I notice you watching me while I walk out onto the floor. Just smiling, I start to get into the song, my hips are swaying right along, dress moving from side to side as I move. I move around the floor, head tilted slightly just feeling the music, with one hand in my hair the other reaching across my shoulder wi

Help Please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PLEASE HELP ME IM IN A PIC CONTEST AND ALL I NEED IS FOR YOU TO RATE THE PIC ON THE FOLOWING LINK. I WILL RETURN THE LOVE. http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1466345&albumid=1023310&i=2756661136&idx=4#

You
I want to write about you; Who makes me laugh And breaks my heart. You. Who drugs my sanity And crushes my soul. You. Who drowns my worries; Yet gives them cause to be. You. Who doesn't find me beautiful While I carve your name into my arm. You. Who laughs at my misfortune, Wallowing in a pool of my own blood. You. Who I can love and hate so completely... This find...person, I'm meant to find... You.

Damn Milfs
Nothings more worst then the invention of MILFs esp ones that are attracted to the younger guys MAN save some hotties for us gril like me Im no MILF and not planning to be on but geez sometimes I cant stand them!

Social Web Tools
I just created a new blog called "Social Web Tools". Be sure to stop by & take a peak if you have time! http://socialwebtools.blogspot.com/ I think that a lot of people will find it helpful. =D Social Web Tools is your #1 source for social web tools, resources, guides, applications & gadgets. I really have a passion for this kind of stuff & I'm hoping to update the blog at least five times per week!! See you there. Thanks

Nick
ok...theres this guy i like right...and like yeah...he just got out of relationship last week...after 3 years...and i know he dont want another relationship and what not...which is COMEPLETLY understandable you know...and like yeah...well i like him...and he says he likes me...but like i dont know...cuz like...he just wants to mess around with ppl...and he says that he cares about me and aiden...and what not...and that he wants to be in mine and aidens life...and im all for that...u know?...and like...i just want to be loved...and hes not ready for that...but no one knows what the future holds...and it would be awsome to be his girlfriend and what not...cuz hes a real sweet guy...hes just an all around wonderful guy...and i like being his friend but since we have been hanging out...ive got feelings for him...i want to show him love and what i can do for him and how he should be treated without all the shitty drama and bullshit...and i just some advice on what to do...should i keep purs

What I Did While I Was Gone.
Today I Visited Eden In a distant land long forgotten There is still Life in that Garden Existing in It Yet we are lost from It I went there today A placed called Eden A place where in Him He grew of Himself Life Upon some inner act of Himself Himself being self existent conscious and self existent substance He breathed that substance called Life back into me today I visited Eden A place where the back of all creation resides Where trees are never cut and never die Where the four great rivers run into one Where the sky embraces the sun Where it is never night Yet the moon recieves light from day I saw the Life principle run through all things and become the cause of all things I walked on a beach of white sand White as snow I climbed the highest mountain only to conquere it It was a hill I stood amazed at the sight on top that hill Sight of riches untold I gazed at things to this world are unlawful to utter I heard a strong voice give a command so sweet

Army
well I am off to korea thank god. it will be easier to support my family money wises and job wise plus I am worried about my marrage its not a strong marrage any more ever since she had cheated on me 2 years a go so I am hoping that she wont cheat on me and wont leave me for another man I hope any way but any way wish me luck

My New Owner
YOU HAVE TO GO BY THIS GUYS PAGE AND SHOW HIM MAD LOVE. THIS IS THE GREATEST GUY IN ALL OF FUBAR LAND. TELL HIM I SENT YA!! GARY~SHADOW LEVELER~owned byMémºî®è™~ FUMARRIED & R/L ENGAGED TO~ BooBoo@ fubar

If U Bling Me...
I will give out 500 fubucks for every bling credit and a salute of your choice for every bling credit so if i get a 5 credit bling u get 5 salutes from me however u want lol and u get the same for each credit if i get a bling pack to ;) HELP ME OUT!!!! LOL PLZ!!!!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!! THANKS

Shadow Levelers
I would like too introduce you too the Shadow Leveler.You will see them all lurking around Fubar seeking and searching who they can find too help level. Stop by and show them some love and if you are not a friend please fan, add, and rate they are friends everyone wants on there friends list. Founder of Shadow Levelers ♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned by Gary@ fubar Co-Leaders of Shadow Levelers ♪£íłβαмαGíг£♪@ fubar Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler~ And Fu-Owner Of Lady Kate~@ fubar Let me introduce you to the Shadow Levelers Family $ç()øTëR™-{Lori's Hubby}(DemonCrew Recruiter)[Slave 2 MzAttitude n Ashley]{ShadowLeveler}@ fubar ~yeahmon~[Shadow Leveler]Please read profile and sign guestbook♥Heart's in Indiana♥@ fubar lauria♥Owned by Hopeless Romantic♥Owner of Gary and Hopeless ♥Shadow Leveler♥@ fubar ♪♫♥♥Teresa♪♫♥

6-11-08
gosh, it has been a long time since i have been on this site! I just don't have the time anymore and have been dealing with my 16 year old son and his moods! I tend to play on facebook lately. there is a little more to it then this site. i have missed talking to a lot of you! It is now summer (well actually my birthday is first day of summer) so my kids are out of school and home! ugh. so far it hasn't been that bad but it is only the first week! lol I will try and be on here more often. i miss you guys!!! kisses and love ciao

Msn Nastyariella_rebel At Live Dot Com;passionate_annie At Yahoo Dot Com
In my opinion, the best thing about a long-term relationship is developing a deeper and more meaningful relationship. My last date was a couple of months ago. My eagerness for my next date can be best described as I'm genuinely looking forward to it. I think that dating is better than being home alone. I wish that men would realize that femininity is not predicated upon domesticity. If you think that I sound appealing after reading this profile, just say yes! Contact me! get me!

Grandpas Truck
On Monday I find out my dad intends to trade my grandpas truck to buy Megan her truck. Now for those of you who know, I drove grandpas truck for many years (blue 91 gmc) and then couple months ago the wiring in the steering column shorted out and he was unable to fix it himself. So when I find out his intentions on Monday from mom, I got really upset hence why my status was what it was. Can't get enough sleep, finally brought myself to actually eat today. When I tell mom yesterday why I was so upset I started cryin and she said well you have to tell your dad how you feel about this and I said he isn't going to change his mind on it, so what's the use in telling him just to start cryin over again? So tonight mom asked why I never came home with dad after Megan's ball game and I said have you forgotten how royally pissed off Iam with dad right now? She said ya I did. So she says if you don't tell him you don't have a right to be upset (now that's crap). So, I get the nerve to go into his

In Love
My husband rob is one crazy man. He is right now spending time in jail. He is going to State Jail as soon as he signs for his time. I just found out that I am pregnant by him. We have been together over 7 months and this is the first time he has gone too jail sense we have been together. He is my everything and I don't want too loose him. I go see him everyday in the county jail. This is his third felony and he acutally got it down from 2yrs to 16 months to 10 months. Hopely when he goes back to court next month he will get it down to either 6 months or maybe 8 months. I love REL with all of my heart and soul through eternity more than these words could ever say. Love Angie Lawrence Well in my last one that i posted. My husband signed for 10 momths State Jail time but he spent 6 months in the county jail. He will have 80 days left tomorrow in State Jail. I can not wait for him too come home. Bye the way i lost our baby after I was under so much stress but I hope too be having one when

Imposters.....
i recently had someone hack into my profile and send out suggestive messages to men and women...i was on my home page when a clone fubar screen popped up for me to re-enter my password,i believe this is what caused this... ive changed my password so hopefully the BS will be over..just wanted you all to have a heads up so this doesnt happen to you.. Someone got hold of my password by usin a clone fbar log-in screen..then sent messages to many men and women and sending yahoo mail addresses.. just a heads up so it doesnt happen to you..

From My Heart To All My Friends
Greetings to everyone, Just wanted to hello to all and let you know how I appreciate each one individually.If I have not reached your page yet give me time I will.I am trying to hit everyones page so please do not feel neglected.My heart reaches out to you all with love,support,encouragement,compliments,appreciation and xoxo etc.I try to respond to all as quickly as I can seeing I have a life outside the computer to.But know that I do appreciate you all very much and I will get to your page soon.I ll do my best to reach everyone with ratings etc.So please do not feel neglected or anything negitive.For my heart is postive with good intentions and I mean not to neglect anyone.Love you all and ty soo much for everything comments support etc. Much Love, Sincerely from my heart to yours, Cinthia xoxoxoxo

Cum Check Me Out!
So since I kicked the ball and chain to the curb, I can finally do what I've always wanted to do...bang as many guys as I can before I turn 30! Anybody wanna help me with that? Well, if you're in NY, you can! I've kinda started an escort service from work ( I know, it sounds crazy, but it's been working great!)! First, you gotta be serious! So check out my videos below. They're free to download. Then, after watching them, if you're really serious, call me! You can reach me Mondays through Fridays (only!) 9am to 5pm at 914-277-8777. It's a dentis office, but ask for Alice! Now, for safety reasons (and so I don't get caught), please don't mention this blog when you call. My boss would so find me out if he looked for me here! So, when you call, ask for me, and then ask me about my escort service and special FREE offer for first timers! That's right! First time is free (as long as I don't have to go drive to your place). Now, I might hang up on you the first few times you call, but don't b

Blonde Ambition Blogs
I think that true clarity and recogniton forms when someone shows some form of "love" to you in a way you finally deserve. Even if this is only for a minute, an hour, a week, or a lifetime it can serve as the confirmation that every decision you've made prior, in which you've ended something because you felt that you weren't getting what you were giving....was the right one. A friend of mine told me "Always go forward, never backwards"....I feel that this holds the most true with relationships......I have always been the person to remember the "good".....and place the "bad" under a blanket out of sight. The "bad" is why you weren't able to ever fully feel "good".....covering it only forces you into ignorance.....and the worst part is that you are the culprit of allowing yourself to be hurt time and time again. If something ended, it did for a reason.....tracing back over or trying to see if perhaps a second, third, or fourth chance will make it right is not only pointless, but tru

Rare Facts Of Eminem
01. Em's at the Guinness Book of World Records for being the fastest selling hip-hop artist. 02. One of the Requirements to be signed to Shady Records is you have to battle Eminem 03. During the shooting of 8 Mile, Em would write lyrics for the soundtrack during breaks. When shooting resumes crew members will have to pull the notepad from him in order to catch his attention and make him stop writing. 04. Em was bullied as a kid because he was small and was often mistaken as retarded. He would hum melodies to himself not knowing it was loud enough to be heard by everybody. (He still does today. He also said that he is always writing and that he cant stop writing because ideas keep flowin' in.) 05. Em is of Scottish and Welsh decent. 06. Em has been falsely reported dead by a car crash 4 times and a drug overdose once. 07. Eminem is the oldest member of D12 (b. 1972). Kon Artis is the youngest (b. 1978). 08. He is a Spiderman fan. 09. Em is a Baptist (just like h

Always Brothers
awhile ago I left the military hurt and saddend that I would no longer see my friends everyday I had grown to call brothers, for a couple it was the last time i saw them a couple died in iraq and a couple took there own lives havin seen enough over in iraq and afganistan to my suprise today a friend whom i havnt seen since i was hurt over sea's came into where i worked we both smiled at each other instantly knowing who each other was he smiled told me everyone thought i was dead and then laughed that i had consumed enough alcohol in Germany that i was already embalmed for burial we had a laugh at our time over there then he told me the news i regret when i see an old friend from the military who had made and who had not, he told me of LT. Cowherd whom had been killed and also of SGT Chatman from Aco killed by snipers and roadside bombs about CSM Eric Cooke who was killed by a roadside bomb while in convoy. Tonight i am going out I will Raise my glass to you my brothers and have one las

Men
Well lets start off by saying all men are pigs... only if 1) They do everything you tell them 2) When you want something they get it 3) They open ALL doors for you 4) When you cry.. They care 5) When your feet hurt they dont ask do you want me to rub them.. they ask coco butter or oil. 6) They kiss you in every place on your body so you know they are trying to make sex more then just sex 7) When you need them there always there 8) Your the Princess 9) They dont look at anyother girl... even if they may be hott.. 10)The final thing... they have to be HOTTT!

Mr_chainsaw
Women complain so much about their not being any nice guys out there? It's not like they don't exist. Nice guys are everywhere. They just aren't the kind of guys that most women care for. Most women want the "bad boy" right? The guy whose gonna treat them horribly and put them down to no end. The guy who goes out with his friends, gets drunk, and fucks some random chick behind their back. Of course, these women tends to forgive the asshole and then wonder why her friends think she's stupid for staying with him. I might be way off here, but I'm only speaking from experience. Most of the girls I've dated would rather I party and get drunk as fuck every weekend. Apparently thats what people my age do. I thought it was a good thing these days..you know, being responsible and having some sort of common sense. I swear, I wonder sometimes whether being a dickhead is the way to go. I wouldn't be able to go that route though. I was raised a little better than that. I guess I'll ju

Passionman71's Hh 6/21/08
Passionman71 is hosting his first Happy Hour on Saturday at 1:00 p.m. Fubar time, 4:00 p.m. Est. Stop by during his Happy Hour and show some love. He will have 3 rate folders set up too rate. Rate 100- 11's & 100- 10's Enter Drawing for 25 credit bling Pack Rate 300 -10's Enter Drawing for a 1 Month V.I.P. Rate 200-10's Enter Drawing for 200K in Fu-Bucks After you are done rating the folders please send a private message too him and let him know you are finished and with what you rated. So go show love and party with Passionman71 on Saturday during his Happy Hour. He will also be blinging randomly too those that are rating him during his Happy Hour. Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler~Fu-owned by Anna~@ fubar This Happy Hour Pimp- Out brought too you by : ¢¾BooBoo¢¾ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By Lynne & Farscapecat Co-Owner of Cutterbum@ fubar Please repost

Surgery
Hey all... This really is not much of a blog more or less just letting everyone know how I was doing... For those of you who didn't know I had left knee surgery today... Things went well just a little sore more than anything.. They had to go in and clean up the lining under my knee cap and push my knee cap back into place, so I am in a knee immobilizer. Hope everyone is having a good summer so far.. If ya need me text me on my cell since my laptop internet is still messed up.. I will me in Mt. Juliet at my parents house until Wednesday and then I will be going to Greg's house until Sunday. Thanks to you guys have already sent me messages and a BIG thanks to my wonderful boyfriend Greg, who took me and stayed with me most of the day and I love you for that...... Greg.. Hope you didn't have too much trouble being around all the Latex.. Guess I better go lay back down for a while, been up moving for several hours now... Love ya, Erin

Omg!!! Sexygranny1967's First Hh!!!
It's Her First Happy Hour!!! Today, June 22nd @ 2 P.M. Fu Time! SexyGranny1967 is so excited, it's her first Happy Hour! Please stop by and show her a ton of love and make her first Happy Hour a successful one, she deserves it. She returns all love. Thank you in advance for all love you show to her. :) SexyGranny1967 ♥ Shadow Leveler ♥ Club FAR ♥ S*U*P ♥ fu~owned by JONLEE74@ fubar Brought To You By: Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler~Fu-owned by Anna~@ fubar And LilBamaGirl ~Shadow Leveler~Owned By SingleDad38 @ fubar

People Ask Me Why I Hate The "n" Word...here Ya Go.
une 1 On this date, we look at the history of word “nigger” in America. This word still sits at the center of anti-Black verbal distortions. *Note: some of the content in this writing may be offensive to children. The history of the word nigger is often traced to the Latin word niger, meaning Black. This word became the noun, Negro (Black person) in English, and simply the color Black in Spanish and Portuguese. In early modern French, niger became negre and, later, negress (Black woman) was unmistakably a part of language history. One can compare to negre the derogatory nigger and earlier English substitutes such as negar, neegar, neger, and niggor that developed into its lexico-semantic true version in English. It is probable that nigger is a phonetic spelling of the White Southern mispronunciation of Negro. No matter what its origins, by the early 1800s, it was firmly established as a derogative name. In the 21st century, it remains a principal term of White racism, regardl

Sad Man
This guy is a pervert. plus he beats up on over weight women and women who have a mental illness. He talks them into giving him naked pictures of themself then threatens to post them if they don't behave. He should be removed off of fubar so he can't pray on anyone else. Thankfully he did not get to me but he did hurt my friend on here and threatened to show her pictures with her face in the pictures. This man discustes me. HeartStopper http://fubar.com/user/1827162

May Be Deleting
I want to thank everyone for all the rates and love you have shown me and my page. Fubar has once again froze my points because I did not renew my vip, for the reason I am just not into being on here anymore. I have too much going on in my real life, so I may be deleting my page, I will decide within the next few days. If anyone has a myspace that is where I will be, it is much more lax there and I can keep in touch with the bands and such. Again thank you for everything and take care:) Here is my link to my myspace http://www.myspace.com/minabloodykisses Bloody Kisses to all!! MIna

Just Off The Top Of My Head
Well today makes 8 years since my Mom has passed away and it seems like it gets harder and harder each year when this day comes around now that I'm a Mom myself. I remember everything that happened that day. It started off like every other normal day for a 14 year old girl. It was the day my Mom was going to meet the boy I was dating. She meet the boy and it went very good. Then later that day something was bothering her. My Mom's friend came up and they were sitting out by her car talking, I was sitting on the porch talking to my boyfriend when my Mom's friend yelled at me to get my Mom's inhaler. When I came back outside with it she said never mind just call 911. I called 911 and got my neighbor who was a nurse. She came out and seen to my Mom, but it was already to late. When we arrived at the hospital the Dr who was working on my Mom was very uncaring when he talked to me. He asked me if I wanted to come into the room while they preformed CPR and I said no bc my Dad and Step Mom wa

What Is It Really?
In the words of a dear friend of mine "Love can cause both happiness and sadness." Love can either hurt or be joyful. When we see couples in true romantic love, we are happy for them. That is the kind of love we dream of and hopefully work towards within our own personal lives. When we see love end, it hurts some people. Why must love end? Are we living in a world where we rush love because we are lonely or think that our time is short? How many of us have really gotten to know a person inside and out before falling in love with them? Think of the person you are in love with or claim to be in love with right now...do you know everything about them, good and bad? If you answered no, then how can you possibly be in love? Honesty, honesty, honesty....why is it so hard to be honest nowadays? Again, is this where the insecure part of us comes in. Such as, "he/she isn't going to love me as much if I tell them my bad habits so I will just hide it." Do you think you could go on the rest

My Published Poem.
The Thought of You Forever is longer than a lifetime but love in a lifetime is forever. Unescapable pleasures may await you but the opposite holds just as true. Unwilling to provide but provide you must do, accept what fate hands you, accept it through. Regardless of your state of mind when, there is no constant that has been proven throught time. Your still beautiful to me and have always been at my side. I pray for your journey as you now passover to another state of mind. I will never forget you my beloved wife, I will be just fine. Copyright ©2008

I'm Sorry
i rated a couple of pics other than a ten, i am sorry, i didn't mean to offend anyone. i didn't understand what i was supposed to do here. if i rated you other than a 10, it isn't personal, just not my cup of joe. i didn't take anything away from you. the rating system is a choice. i really thought it was my choice. but i'm left thinking it isn't a choice at all and should rate everything a ten. if everything is a ten, then what is the point in rating anything at all. worse yet, i was blocked and couldnt defend my actions. so, i wasn't good enough to say hi to at random, but by making a choice of what to rate a picture makes me bad enough for someone to attack me.????? i'm with the program now, i think i see what it is about.

Closing Up
Yeah you got it I aint in the best of moods today and where better than to rant - here - at least I aint deafening anyone or having the police called on me not that right now that really bothers me anyway. I overslept, Im too hot (its like 29 over in the UK today - well near London it is - just so nobody contradicts me and says oh it aint that hot here, or its hotter) I have run out of cigarettes, and I dont need no bs. Right - so I have been on here since APril and its time to start laying down the law - btw I dont date gaffers, I only date american ex military lmao so I will talk the way I talk in real life - feel free to ask if you dont understand what I am on about. Slang and brit speak is me all the way and I aint gonna change things and suddenly talk all posh cos I aint posh, Im me like it or lump it!!!! I aint here for drama or bs I have enough of that in rl but please note that I keep my rl drama to rl and dont share it with people I dont know and I would appreci

T Minus 3 Days....
Ok all...it's been fun, it's been grand....but I'm outta here. I'll leave my profile up for three more days, so as to get the email addresses of a few of you, but after that's been achieved, HASTA!

Help A Leveler Out
I am in a giveaway I need 20K to get with no time limit time I am willing to work for all the comments you leave so please make sure you know how many you left Im willing to pay back Im willing to Either: 1. give me 100 comments Im willing to rate 100 pictures and 100 stash 2. You saving for spotlight Im willing to give 10K if you give 100 comments. If there is something else I can do to get your comments please send me a email and If I can do it I will do it :) But Please send me a email when you do your 100 comments so I can pay up !!!!! Also if you want a 30 day blast you can email the person who is doing this for me and he will do the same thing maybe we can help each other if you want a 30 day blast. Click On This link and start commenting! This is the person who is Hosting the Giveaway: JOHNNY@ fubar This Bulleton was brought to you by: Dee75@ fubar (repost of orig

Nikki6929 Blog
Im pretty laid back. Easy to get along with. im open minded and I like to try new things. Im not real sure about what to say on this thing, so hit me up.lets chat and lets keep in touch.. pinkish_pussy6929 at yahoo dot com pinkish_pussy_6929 at live dot com

Dark Ryder
He could hear the blood racing through her veins.Her heart was beating faster which in turn made his beat faster. His temples began to throb. A slow, dull aching at first, but soon to have the force of a sledgehammer banging against his head. His entire body felt as if it were about to ignite, fire consuming his very being. It all meant one thing. It was time to feed!

Surveys?
Be careful filling out the surveys. Twice now I have accidentally clicked on something that will add a charge to my phone bill, thinking I was submitting my survey answers. I personally think Fubar should remove the surveys. I see Fubar has taken away the surveys. But not because people could get tricked into subscribing to programs that cost real money. They did it as a ploy to get us to use the new fumail thing to make lots of quick fubucks by subscribing to offers that cost real money. This site is starting to really suck.

I Need Smat Draw , Progrm For Work, Does Anone Have This
MY JOB COULD BE A BIT EASYIER IF I HAD SMART DRAW PRO, THIS PROGRAM IS FOR DESIGNING IF ANYONE CAN HELP PLEASE LET ME KNOW THE DETAILS, OR E MAIL ME WITH THE INFO... THANKS TO ALL FRANKIESTAR13@YAHOO.COM THANKS AGAIN MY FUBAR FAMILY FOR ANY HELP YOU CAN GIVE ME .

When A Man Wants You
IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always ha

Fubar Addiction
Just want to give everyone a heads up that as of July 19 I will be deleting my Fubar account for good. I can't go into details but I'm having a lot of problems at home that my hubby feels are because of this site. To all the ones in my family (you know who you are) I have enjoyed getting to know all of you and hope to hear from you again. To anyone who wished to drop me an e-mail, my address is jlester6979@yahoo.com I will miss you all dearly!!! After thinking about it for a while I will not be deleting my account just won't be on here very much anymore. Still feel free to e-mail me if you want! Kisses Never realized how addicted I was to this site until my laptop crashed on Thursday and I couldn't get on the internet. It was like I was going through drug withdraw. I was moody, and couldn't sit still. Tonight when I finally got my desktop working and connected I was so excited I couldn't even stand it. Thanks to everyone on here that understands this addiction and feeds

Help Needed
Club FAR Strike Force Team is in need of Greeters, Pimps/Pimpettes, & Enforcers. Each title holds its own main responsibility but at same time you will be at times responsible for all Team duties. - PIMP & PIMPETTES: These members will put out premade bulletins on a weekly basis, for members of their teams who are close to leveling, who have birthdays for that week and to promote and invite members to our Family. They will also have premade comments to go leave on Fubarians pages inviting them to our GREAT FAMILY. - SECURITY/ENFORCERS duties : These are not bullies or people who will go and get disrespectful with members. There jobs are to help regulate members for FANNING ADDING & RATING, also to ensure members have a verified salute pic, constantly on their profile and have Club F.A.R. in their names at all times. Placement in their name can be anywhere and members can be part of any other family they wish to be in. - GREETERS: These members will go to new team members

Darlingirl's Blogs
A time comes in your life when you finally get it ... when, in the midst of all your fears and insanity, you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out ENOUGH!!! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a tantrum, your hysteria begins to subside, your tears stop and you begin to look at the world through new eyes. You realize that people are not as they appear to be.And what you thought was right was totally wrong. So live in your shallowness, Be alone, because for me, My life is moving on. This is your awakening. You realize it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change...or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. Happieness, must begin with you...and in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance. You awaken to the fact that you are not perfect and that not everyone will always love, appreciate or approve of who or what you are...

Sexing
Lick my slit Suck my clit make me squirm til I say quit fuck me hard ride my ass make it good make it last be my boi be my rock make me suck your big black cock pull my hair hurt me good scratch my back I know you would feel me deep fill my hole make me cream your rock hard pole cum with me on my snatch let it roll down my back lay on me I know your tired I want more take me higher One more time one more pound from the beginning sexing my mound

30's & Illegals
so today I went to the registrar..and well had to leave since it was jampacked full of those who are not citizens and well I don't feel I should have to wait all day long when I am an American and they are clogging up our system -- URGH so I didn't get what I needed because of those punks. If your a man in between 30-39 stay the hell away from me-I want nothing to do with any man in there 30's because they are F*ing psycho! Is it so bad I want the "stranger" to tell me they love me???? i know it is ---but i still want to hear it even if not meant....i'm a girl & crazy like them all~~~

Kiss Me
Come and lay beside me and kiss me .. Kiss me like only you can Softly brush my lips with yours Let me feel your warmth, your femininity Put your arms round me and kiss me Let my body brush against yours feeling your passion, my body hearing your call Kiss me, kiss me so that I can submit to you, my body in rythym with yours bound in this kiss. Kiss me so that I can know that i'm alive

Naughty Application
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?" Also < IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET

The Realization..
With all the cuntiness that's going around on the fu it's reminding me of the initials of my real name lmfao I C.Hunt. Yea say that a couple times and you'll get it..hehe So does that make me the cuntiest of them all? lmao

The "cool" Girl
I am so tired of being the "cool" girl. You know the type. the cool girl is the girl that hangs out with all the guys and gets to have all the fun. ya it is really great sometimes but other times it is a pain in the butt. For one thing the guys i hang out with always call me to hang out but never and i do mean NEVER to date. it sucks, ass! it is like when they are single you are the bomb yet as soon as they get a girl friend you are out of the picture until they break up, then you are right back to being their friend. It is crazy. so sorry girls if you like someone but you are rated as the cool chick you are out of luck. And dont worry you will know if you are one because you will start to actually get introduced that way. It is INFURATING! Well i will stop venting and good luck to all those girls who are in the same boat as me.

Randomness
1) Who is your Number One Friend On Your List? Glows 2) Who is your Best Friend? Glows 3) Are You Currently Seeing Anyone? Nope 4) Do You plan to see anyone? Someday 5) Whats everyone call you? Darkness 6) Is this a Nickname or Real name? Nickname 7) Do you have any children? Not yet 8) Who is your cell phone provider? Verizon 9) Whats you favorite alcoholic drink? Long Island Iced Tea 10) Whats your favorite non-alcoholic drink? Pepsi 11) Which do you prefer, Yahoo or Windows Live? Yahoo 12) Myspace or Fubar? Fubar 13) Straight, Bisexual, or Queer? Straight 14) What is your favorite genre or music? Metal but someone is swaying me toward top 40. 15) Worst Pet Peeve? being told nevermind 16) Worst Turn On? a woman with long nails 17) X-Box or Playstation 2? X-Box 18) Old School or New School? Old School 19) Army or Marines? Army 20) Chevy or Ford? Chevy 21) MP3 Player or IPod? MP3 Player 22) Do you smoke

Meebo.com
I was just told about a cool site where you can add all your messanger I.Ds. And can chat with friends that use yahoo, aol, and msn. They can see your cam too if they used this free service. Check it out. It's meebo.com U better add me though...j/k Cheers! milesofsmiles2008

From The Mind Of One More Struggling Soul
HEROS.... THEY COME IN ALL SHAPES AND FORMS...(BTW I TYPE IN CAPS...BECAUSE I LIKE TOO). IVE BEEN CALLED A HERO...AND IN HONESTY....IT MAKES ME UNCOMFTABLE. HEROS WERE UN WAVERING...THEY KNEW THERE PLACE AND THEY STAYED THERE... I USED TO SAY "NEVER". "I COULD NEVER DO ...(INSERT HERE)". NOW I SAY..,"IDK UNTIL IM IN THE SITUATION." THATS HONESTY...TRUTH...WHAT HEROS STAND FOR. IM JUST LIKE YOU...STRUGGLING. DEALING WITH THE SAME PLATE OF TEMPTATIONS YOU DO...I FAULTER I HAVE BEFORE. I LOOK TO THE AL MIGHTY...AND TRY TO START FRESH AGAIN. ITS HARD...FORGIVINGING YOURSELF....BUT KNOWING YOU COULD DO IT AGAIN. I LIKE ANTI HEROS...ONES THAT ARE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DARKNESS....BUT STILL FIGHT, I RESPECT THAT. I DONT JUDGE...IM JUST AS GUILTY. BUT I DO FORGIVE....BECAUSE I WANT TO BE FORGIVEN.

Whats Up!!
hi to all here in fubar thaks all of you for welcome me im very happy to hear all of you and thaks for all your comments and all for very nice to me and i hope if i would be able to know how to operate here maybe i could reply you all and thanks very much,,if you want to ask me or say something you can please my in my addy,,cutiecapri89@yahoo.com and also hotmail..hope to hear you there...thanks capri89

Hangin Out
I am doing a charity walk again this year and need pleges of all denominations. This is the walk for babies. Check out the website. http://www.firstgiving.com/bethanyruffin1 and please give if you can. It is all tax deductible. Thank you remembering all the rude selfish jerks that are on here ...far more than the kind decent people there used to be Sundays are such a relaxing day ..I tend to do NOTHING all day. Making me seriously regret working on Monday! I always miss my boyfriend on Sunday cause we are both too set to drive to see each other. I miss him today, I havent seen him since Friday afternoon. Well its ben a great pool day though my son is making me crazy by wanting all the kids to come over and play, glad no one is home. LOL Happy Sunday all

Friends Wat Would We Do Wit Out Em.......!!!!!!!
Hey people it was 5:21a.m. and here i am gettin up to start my day and I get A phone call and it’s from a friend of mine tellin me that he jus want’s to know if I care about him talkin to my X..Lol,Lol..Hummm let me think.. Here is the probablem wit this picture , why in the hell would u call ya boy at 5:am jus to ask this unless u feelin guilty?Me being the person I am ofcoarse I say "yes I would be upset cause we R workin things out"(not)but jus to get a response...hahahaha...(ima ass i know)."UUUUUHHHHHH " is wat he says of coarse "you are" yea that told me but the worst part was when he tells me oh thats why I asked cause I seen her last night and we had fun at the club so I was thinkin on askin her out but I respect U to much(DAMN that jus told on urself dumb ass).My question to him is if U respect me to much why call me at 5:am "cause I couldn’t sleep"he says...aaahhhh bullshit!!!! Here is the problem people and im jus bored and catchin up on some work but if ur going t

History Of Me
THE BEGINNING 1) Raised in: Yonkers, NY 2) Your name? Lisa Lawrence (Davidson is my maiden nam. I kept my married name tho I'm divorced) 3) Birth date? 12/29/1978 4) Siblings: 4 BROTHERS AND 4 SISTERS 5) Oldest of them all? MY SISTER Christine 6) Hair color: red blond 7) Hair length: shoulder length 8) First school: catholic school in the Bronx 9) Eye color: Brown 10) Shoe size: 9 11) Mood: SAD 12) College: University of Phoenix 13) Height: 5' 6 14) Lefty/Righty: RightY LOVE LIFE 1) Do you remember your first real relationship? OF COURSE 2) Do you believe in love? SURE DO... 3) Shortest relationship? A month 4) Have you ever been heartbroken? YUP 5) Are you loving someone now? YES 6) Have you ever fallen for a friend? YEP. 7) Are you afraid of commitment? NOPE 8) Do you believe in love at first sight? YES THIS OR THAT: 1) Love or Money? LOVE 2) Coffe

The Sadness, The Sorrow, The Fear
Heavy-hearted on this first-day of my sorrow. White lilies surround me in an otherwise empty room. I am awaiting my love, an empty prayer. Torturing myself by chasing dreams. My burden of sorrow forever rests on my shoulders for you shall never return. My sadness shall remain evermore. My heavy-hearted first-day of sorrow. This day my love, please come to me. In this room, I’ll be waiting, waiting with flowers and coffin. The spring has brought blossoms to the trees that guide my path, a path that leads me back to you. Opened, will be my eyes so that they may see you once again. Do not be afraid to gaze into my eyes, my love. This is my last day of sorrow. Like the leaves in autumn, everything around me is dying and falling to the ground. I hear her in the wind, weeping sorrowful tears. My heart, my love, unlike the spring, she will never return. I weep and struggle to cope in vain for she suffered. Uncharitable malevolence and greedy the people,…people are sinners. She is gone, my lo

Narcissist
You Are Occasionally a Narcissist While you have healthy self esteem, you're really not that full of yourself. Compared to most people, you're quite humble! Though occasionally, you can't help and reflect on how great you are. There's nothing wrong with being proud of yourself - as long as you don't let it go to your head! Are You a Narcissist?

Failure
So my younger brother, who's 20, is now engaged. I believe I'm a complete failure. My longest relationship was a year and a half... And I didn't even know I was the other man. I'm just disappointed in myself, and no, it's not jealousy. Still trying to figure out what I'm doing wrong.

Does This Happen To You??
Dont you just love it when people say they will show the love in return when you go help them level!! and you dont even get a thank you or even rates back are people really that selfish or just dont give a shit about helping out others!! so please if you ask for help and say that you will show the love in return at least send a gift or a bling or even rates or even a fumail to just to say thank you for the rates!! at least that is what i do!!but dont say i will return the luv and then you dont even do it!!

New-ish
So here's the thing. I talk to people on here, and some of them are cool, weird, flat out funny, or creepy. I've basically weeded through all the retards more or less and if I don't talk to everyone..oops...I'm pretty sure you'll get along just fine if I don't. ANYWAY.. So I'm talking to this person on here and it's actually kinda odd. Odd in the sense that I'm not much for meeting people online, had a bad experience. Don't ask. Anyway, it's nice talkin to her cuz even if I'm bored off my ass like right now, she comes outta left field and says something that completely catches me off guard and I end up laughing my ass off. Is it wrong looking forward to talking to someone you hardly know? Ok, so unless I actually talk to you..you're gettin deleted. Not that any of you actually give a rats ass but that's just me. Is it wrong talking to someone off of here and like talking to them enough to where you actually find yourself missing having conversations with said person?

Hurt
i trusted him so much...and then when i needed himthe most he is gone. and all i get is a message- he found someone else. im so happy for him. even though it feels like i am ripping my heart out. i wonder why i continue to trust ppl? why cant i just stop? all they do is hurt me...and then they say i wont hurt you! but they turn around and stab a knife deep in your back.

Randomness!
History teaches, reinforces what we believe in, what we stand for, and what we ought to be willing to stand up for. History is or should be the bedrock of patriotism, not the chest-pounding kind of patriotism but the real thing, love of country. We are living now in an era of momentous change, of huge transitions in all aspects of life here, nationwide, worldwide and this creates great pressures and tensions. But history shows that times of change are the times when we are most likely to learn. This nation was founded on change. We should embrace the possibilities in these exciting times and hold to a steady course, because we have a sense of navigation, a sense of what we've been through in times past and who we are.

Everything
No matter what I'm feeling when we are apart always seems to fade away every time you start to look deep into my eyes or gently kiss my lips. there's no place I'd rather be than in your big, strong arms and there's that I'd rather do than spend my time with you. when I'm with you i forget the world, forget everything else exists and all i know is you and i and i simply crave your touch. everything about you and everything in all you do makes me weak at the knees and makes it harder to breathe. there's nothing about you that doesn't drive me crazy but i wouldn't have it any other way cuz you're the only one i want to take my breath away. in everything you do, and everything you are is everything i need and all that i need to be the girl that's in your arms

Mayan Astrology
White Magnetic Dog Tone 1: Magnetic - Unity White Dog is your Conscious Self - who you are and who you are becoming. One of the gifts of White Dog is the calling in and recognition of other companions of destiny. Other beings with the same longing are waiting to meet and acknowledge you - beings who can see you as you authrentically are. When you have truly been seen, you feel empowered, and remembrance of a shared sacred trust is ignited. This is a natural process, divinely designed for recognition through vibrational affinity, freed from personal expectations. White Dog can be seen as an access point for developing relationships with guides, totems, allies and guardians. There are many ways to work with these spiritual guides, including guided visualizations, shamanic journeys, and meditation. A useful construct is viewing them as aspects of yourself, part of your life stream that is asking to be integrated. Remember, there is no 'other'. In this grand adve

Why
Why The buttons on my phone are worn thin I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in. But I've broken all my promises to you I've broken all my promises to you. Why do you do this to me? Why do you do this so easily? You make it hard to smile because You make it hard to breathe Why do you do this to me? A phrasing that's a single tear, Is harder than I ever feared And you were left feeling so alone. Because these days aren't easy Like they have been once before These days aren't easy anymore. Why do you do this to me? Why do you do this so easily? You make it hard to smile because You make it hard to breathe Why do you do this to me? To me, to me, to me... I should've known this wasn't real And fought it off and fought to feel What matters most? Everything That you feel while listening to every word that I sing. I promise you I will bring you home I will bring you home. Why do you do this to me? Why do you do this so easily? You make

Just Had A Thought
someone i know on fubar told me that speaking with someone via webcam leaves you open(cyber cheating)but then i thought...wtf does it do being on fubar...considering everyone on here wants to jump your bones...hmmm food for thought i found somewhat entertaining

Bull Riding And Rodeo
The Professional Bull Riders, Inc. (PBR) heats up the Pacific Northwest with the third stop of the PBR Team Shootout on Saturday, August 9 at 7 p.m. The two-man-team competition featuring the top 20 bull riders in the world will ride into the Molalla Buckeroo Grounds in Molalla, Ore. The action from Molalla will air on ESPN2 on Saturday, August 23 at 3 p.m. EST. Fans will have the opportunity to see bull riding legends like hometown favorite Ross Coleman (Molalla, Ore.); two-time and reigning PBR World Champion Justin McBride (Elk City, Okla.); 2002 PBR World Champion Ednei Caminhas (Presidente Alves, SP, Brazil); 2001 PBR Rookie of the Year Luke Snyder (Raymore, Mo.); and fan favorites Matt Bohon (Cole Camp, Mo.), L.J. Jenkins (Texico, N.M.), and Sean Willingham (Summerville, Ga.). Tickets can be purchased in advance for $16 or at the gate for $25. They can also be ordered online at www.rosscoleman.com or by phone at (503) 759-2855. Due to injuries, four teams have been refor

Louisiana
You know you're from Louisiana when... -Your sunglasses fog up when you step outside, even in December. -You reinforce your attic to store Mardi Gras beads -You don't look twice when you see pink flamingos in yards of nice subdivisions during Mardi Gras. -You save newspapers, not for recycling but for tablecloths at crawfish boils. -Your ancestors are buried above the ground . -You drink Community Coffee, have tried Starbucks, but don't see what all the fuss is about. -You take a bite of five-alarm chili and reach for the Tabasco . -Every once in a while, you have waterfront property . -You sit down to eat boiled crawfish and your host says, 'Don't eat the dead ones,' and you know what he means. -You don't learn until high school that Mardi Gras is not a national holiday. -You push little old ladies out of the way to catch Mardi Gras beads. -Little old ladies push YOU out of the way to catch Mardi Gras beads . -You believe that p

Queen Of The Dragon's Lair
Hi honey's, Well I've signed up for my first "contest" here on Fubar. I am trying to be "Queen of th Dragon's Lair" Please check out Black Dragon God's homepage, go to pics and click on my picture to vote for me! Bomb the pic as much as you want, it will help me win!! If you have any more questions about the contest just drop me a line OK? Here is the Link : http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1152725&albumid=1144372&i=288901163 Thanks sooooooooo much for all your help!! And remember, comment, rate, etc on my pic for the "Queen of the Dragon's Lair" contest, do it as much and as often as u like!! *Bites & Kisses* ~ENVY~

I Need You In My Life
You walked into my life captivating my heart, at first I didn't know and didn't care who you were but now I don't know who I am without you in my life, Why do I adore you? Every time I think about you I am reminded of the reasons why I love you. From the depth of my heart and soul I wonder what I would do without you. Without your healing smile, your word of trust or the gentle and sensitive way you touch me lifting me just when I need it most without you what would I have? What would I do?... I can't imagine living in this world when someone doesn't love me the way you do. You're the only one who understood me and accepted me for who I am. Your love has been and always will be life's greatest gift to me. I need you in my life.

Help Kindred_spirit
HELP KINDRED_SPIRIT GODFATHER ********** Kindred_spirit needs help to get to godfather, This awesome man is always there to help others in anyway he can, So come on lets return the love and get him to where he wants to be. He is 1,701,099 to Godfather! ~*K¡ŋÐ®έÐ_§p¡®¡†™*~@ fubar Pimp out Bully Brought to You By Summer~Owner~Of~The~Insane~Levelers~Brit~Bomber~4~Sarge's~Badgirls~ Fu~Owned~By~Wombling~Tracy@ fubar

Truth & Justice
She stands before the scales of justice, contemplating contemplation. They seem askew, off kilter. Scoffs, ‘as is the justice system.’ It’s in her mind, in her blood, in her heart, in her soul. Always the dream of dreams, the hope of hopes, the future she set aside for herself. Success. Something she knows, feels, believes she’s great at. Justice, truth. However, the scales don’t lie. They’re crooked. Crooked systems – corrupted by money, death, politics. The crookedness of it makes her ill, headaches, stress. The thoughts of never making a difference, not putting a dent in the mountain of filth. Can’t clean it up, won’t even try anymore. She has an abundance of knowledge without an outlet. Fears if she doesn’t use it, she’ll lose it. But has no where else to go with it. She’s excited for a friend, taking a similar path. Excites her scenes for it again. Wets her whistle. Gets her mojo flowing again. But the fear, the nerves, the uncertainty clouds her ambition. She’s not afraid of cha

Da Fuxs In Yo Head!
Bout to throw my fuckin phone in the middle of the street... Why is it that you break of from a man, n they turn it around like "O i must of been horrible," or "you been planning this"...ya know what? Dat what got u into it...being little Neapolitan syndrome, insecure havin ass. Been three weeks since i broke it off wit da man, n dude STILL on my nuts. Every god damn day, stupid shit! Calling, texting, computer illiterate even wrote me an email! NOW all he worried bout is his image...cause I aint there-he afraid to answer questions n tell peeps I ain't wit him. For real-Ill send out some fuckn fliers if I gotta boo! Ma write dat shit in da SKY wit a plane! "Bia SINGLE on her own free mind n WILL"... See dats the thing...Ma to liberal for him, didn't like i wasnt all dependant on him FOR NOTHING. Didn't need to cheat-had Ma toys for dat shit...Didn't need his loot-HAVE MA OWN...dont need no assurance, I look in da mirror n see ALL I need. Dat must really piss a perp off,

Destiny And Fate
Destiny and fate, In everyones heart its just a trait, You may even be able to tell before the 1st date, It is a feeling you can not hide, It can make everything exspand inside, Your thoughts become of them, Poems that start as a friend, You in my life my heart does intend, Feeling that now grow, More and more a love that will show, One day i hope you will know, What you have become to mean to me, If you too can set your heart free, I hope it can find its way to me...

Update Weather Report For Florida
Strengthening tropical storm Fay soaks Florida By Tom Brown 2 hours, 18 minutes ago MIAMI (Reuters) - Tropical Storm Fay swept into southwest Florida from the Gulf of Mexico on Tuesday, dumping heavy rain but causing little damage after failing to strengthen into a hurricane as forecasters had predicted. ADVERTISEMENT At 1 p.m. EDT, the storm was over south-central Florida near Lake Okeechobee, the U.S. National Hurricane Center said. Unusually, the storm strengthened as it moved inland across the Florida Peninsula. Tropical storms are powered by warm ocean waters and generally weaken quickly over land. But the land in Fay's path was so warm and swampy that "it might not register that it's really land at this point," said Corey Walton, a hurricane support meteorologist at the Miami-based hurricane center. Fay's top sustained winds rose to 65 miles per hour (105 km per hour), making it slightly stronger than it was when it passed over the Florida Keys and came ashore

Scent Of A Woman
The scent of a woman can bring a man to his knees. So intoxicating and irresistable he has no choice but to obey the primal instincts hidden deep in his soul, hundreds of emotions flow but only one is more than the others.... Desire pours from his every pore from deep inside he knows he wants her and would do anything to be one with her gazing deep onto her eyes....Deep into her soul and that is where he will stay. And that is the scent of a woman.

Best Nature Shot Contest
I entered a contest to see If I could win for best Nature Shot Please if you get a chance go and vote on it for me. Prize umm I don't know but it really doesn't matter to me right now. Just the thought of winning it would be nice, Oh actually I believe the contest prize is for a new Digital Carmera and a 50.00 donation to my favorite charity. So come on and vote on my picture please!! Give me a 10 for Best Nature Photo

Butterflies
There is a Native American legend that says, " If you have a secret wish, capture a butterfly and whisper your wish to it. Since butterflies cannot speak, your secret is ever safe in their keeping. Release the butterfly, and it will carry your wish to the Great Spirit, who alone knows the thoughts of butterflies. By setting the butterfly free, you are helping to restore the balance of nature, and your wish will surely be granted." They are a symbol of change, joy, and color. (There is also an association of Faerie folklore with butterflies.) Their flight appears as dancing, and a reminder not to take things so seriously. They have a sense of lightness and joy. They are reminders to get up and move, for if you can move you can dance, and dance brings joy. The butterfly is a powerful symbol for transformation. It leaves the safety of the cocoon in it's new form. This is an excellent image for anyone contemplating, or in the midst of a major change. A butterfly is a strong sy

Reciepes 2
INGREDIENTS 1 (4 pound) whole chicken, cut into pieces salt and pepper to taste 1/2 cup honey 1 tablespoon garlic powder 1 packet chicken bouillon granules 2 cups all-purpose flour 1 quart vegetable oil for frying Add to Recipe Box My folders: DIRECTIONS Season chicken pieces with salt and pepper, then coat each seasoned chicken piece with honey. In a shallow dish or bowl, mix together the garlic powder, chicken bouillon granules and flour. Dredge honey coated chicken pieces in flour mixture, coating completely. Fill a large, heavy skillet with oil to a depth of one inch. Heat over medium-high heat. Fry chicken for at least 5 minutes per side, until no longer pink and juices run clear.

Politics
I have decided to become a Write-In Candidate & here is my platform: (1) Press 1 for English is immediately banned. English is the official language, speak it or wait at the border until you can. (2) We will immediately go into a two year isolationist posture to straighten out the country's attitude. NO imports, no exports. We will use the 'Walmart' policy 'If we ain't got it, you don't need it.' (3) When imports are allowed, there will be a 100% import tax on it. (4) All retired military personnel will be required to man one of our many observation towers on the southern border. (six month tour) They will be under strict orders not to fire on SOUTHBOUND aliens. (5) Social security will immediately return to its original state. If you didn't put nuttin' in, you ain't getting nuttin' out. The president nor any other politician will not be able to touch it. (6) Welfare - Checks will be handed out on Fridays at the end of the 40 hour school week and the successfu

Drivers
I've always seen those people on the road that don't know what the hell they are doing, but driving a truck I see ALOT more...........Some of my favorites...... The ones that put on their turn signal a mile before they turn and start slowing down. The ones that get on the highway doing 10 mph, I have actually seen them come to a stop on the on ramp........lol The ones that stop at a caution light......DUH!!!!! The ones that are all over the road because they can't drive and talk on their cell phones at the same time. Women actually trying to do their make-up while driving. The ones that try to eat and drive..........STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The ones that decide that the best time to use their laptop is when they are doing 70 mph down the highway.............MORON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The ones that don't understand that you CAN turn right on red....................lol The ones that do not know when to dim their bright lights. The ones that don't know that the l

Eff You Cee Kay Why Owe Ewe
Fuck You number ONE When i add you as a friend, plz don't think that i want you as more than a friend, and if i don't take it upon myself to add you to my family don't throw a fucking fit...that's my choice Fuck You Number TWO Don't ask me if i have yahoo, msn, or aim. if i did and wanted you to have it i'd offer! and for fucks sake don't ask if i have a web cam!!! Fuck You number THREE To the people who have like 25,000 friends; Are you fucking serious?! You’re stupid. Go play in traffic. Fuck you number FOUR Don’t ever post pictures and say: "OMG, I’m so ugly" because if you were, you wouldn’t post them. If you do you’re a fucking moron. Fuck you number FIVE NOBODY cares about threats over the internet, so don’t try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the Special Olympics; Even if you win, you’re still retarded. Fuck you number SIX Quit crying because you’re not on someones Top friends list!! Who cares?!?

What Pasta Dish Are You
You Are Spaghetti Bolognese Compared to most people, you are well grounded and down to earth. You have old fashioned values. Your taste tends to favor what's tried and true. You love comfort food. Familiar situations put you at ease. You think that the best cooking comes from your family's kitchen! What Pasta Dish Are You?

Under Construction: Cumming Soon.......
Hello All. My name is Rhiannon Alize. I am a new up and coming Adult Erotique Actress. Thanks to all of you who are showing so much love soooooo quickly!! xoxoxooxox. It means way much!! I've only been in the business for about a month so videos are slowly starting to trickle out; I think I've only seen 2 and they are on paid sites but hold on for me cause they're "cumming" soon. ;) **** WORD TO THE WISE; I have no idea what I'm doing on this site so bare with me as I learn how to use Fubar. More pictures will be up shortly and some cool photos from events and places I've been recently. I hope to build a nice little place you all can come visit so I can keep up with my fans. A personal site will be up in time as well that will have additional XXX Photos as well as scenes filmed just for you so if ya got requests, let me hear them. Actually... Hmmmmmm, I'll start a new blog for requests. LOL. Much love to you all and like I said, bare with me. I see all the

Just My Ramblings
this isnt goin to make sence to no one so just stop here. its more like a notation inside a diary. beings there isnt a setting for private only im only writing what makes sence to me. just to get this stuff out of my head.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ darkness still upon us the moon has settled in the sky. soon to leave for the dawn of sun shall rise. wee hours in the morn one can hear nothing but silence still trying to awaken from the nights slumber. driving down the road pitch black as coal out. slight chill in the air only for when the sun rises it warms mother earth. paths cross in this journey, some rocky and bumpy, some smooth like fresh paving. hustling for the fresh odors in the air that encase the nose in pleasantry. reds, purples, pinks, blues oranges start to fill the sky as the dawn awakens itself for all to see. moon is gone now the sun takes over as if a 2nd wind waves over us. swarms come and go as fast as possible. where do they go what are

Hmm
Well This should be an interesting write for me as I have no earthly idea what I am going to write. Usually when I do a blog entry I have something on my mind that needs to be put down on paper, no so in this case. Well lemme think for a second. I have had a pretty busy week that started last weekend. I have a huge atom bomb dropped in my lap that I knew would happen but had hoped it wouldn't. Then later a conversation transpired with decisions made based on commitments of another. This are still up in the air to see is those actions are carried out as requested. Time will tell then other decisions will have to made as well. Confused? Good, welcome to my world. A constant state of confusion. I am happy in one way as a result of this and extremely bothered while and the same time worried and expecting. I have a feeling what will happen and fully expect it to go a certain way. Good or bad things always work out in ways we sometimes never expect and at times it is always for the b

My Sh*t
Wh..spered Shadows haunt my dreams S..lent Screams ..nvade my conc..ousness Lonel..ness and Despa..r my fa..thfull compan..ons S..lently .. D..e A L..fe once l..ved A Future once faced A Past never end..ng S..lently .. D..e A Tear never shed A Laugh never heard A Feel..ng never felt S..lently .. D..e Swell..ng Darkness all around Ravenous Anger ..n a ball Mortal Terror grabb..ng hold S..lently .. D..e One Last breath One Last scream One Last cr..mson drop S..lently .. D..E

Darkness
darkness chilling sunrises out into the horizon stand aside and look out and dream a pretty dream hope an unshellfish hope just look at all the surroundings listen to the birds sing their pretty song trees whispering among each other wind blowing water trickling by darkness takes all with little specks of light waves crashing agaisnt the rocks moments of slicence light house a glow over younder lighting the way for the unawaken spirits that are trying to find their way home look into the night By: Diedre

Fear Of Loosing
I love him more than I've loved most people. I'd do anything just to make him smile. But I'm worried. there's been a time when we weren't sure of how this is going to work. Distance can be so empty and a hard road to travel, especially when your heart has been broken so many times.And when you've lost so much. I just hope I don't loose this one...I always fall hard when I love, because you never know when you will have the chance to love again. But we have this connection...its unexplainable. And I would do anything to make this work. And its hard sometimes because I can't be there to console him to tell him everything will be okay. To hold him and kiss him and wrap him up. It hurts. And it's hard. But I want him and only him and I cant even picture sharing anything with anyone else. It literally makes me feeling sick even at the thought of someone else. I would have given up completely if it wasn't for him...he saved me in so many ways. I could never thank him enough. I just want to

Sacrifice
Never Judge. 'Some people!' snorted a man standing behind me in the long line at the grocery store. 'You would think the manager would pay attention and open another line, 'said a woman. I looked to the front of the line to see what the hold up was and saw a well dressed, young woman, trying to get the machine to accept her credit card. No matter how many times she swiped it, the machine kept rejecting it. 'It's one of them welfare card things. Damn people need to get a job like everyone else,' said the man standing behind me. The young woman turned around to see who had made the comment. 'It was me,' he said, pointing to himself. The young lady's face began to change expression. Almost in tears, she dropped the welfare card onto the counter and quickly walked out of the store. Everyone in the checkout line watched as she began running to her car. Never looking back, she got in and drove away. Minutes later a young man walked into the store. He went up to the cashier an

Johnny Chimpo
Click on one of these pictures if you would like to help,, DON'T FORGET TO E-MAIL ME FOR YOUR FUBUCKS Mizzzz Brat"~Johnny Chimpo.~ My Fu slave & Personal Body Guard...Must have salute & read profil@ fubar

This Is How A Man Should Be...
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every

Welcome To Reality
http://www.rd.com/advice-and-know-how/hochman-family-cuts-spending/article99718.html I want to know what version of reality the people in the story above are living in.... OK - I admit it when I first read the story I was interested...I've had to cut corners a great deal over the last year and a half (I mean to the point of it being a circle...) I thought yeah - interesting read and I'll get some ideas... It's about a family of 3 that makes the decision to cut out all unnecessary spending. They even cut out internet....The set a budget of $100 dollars for anything not considered a necessity...among the things they had to buy with that $100 was gasoline. Here's are just a few of my issues with this story. 1) They have an issue with their shower...to avoid calling a plumber the guy gets on the internet to find a solution. RIGHT - he steals his neighbors internet! So does that mean he believes that the internet should be considered a necessity? or is stealing ok in the n

Goodbuy
Good day and good by I thought I would drop my friends a note to explain why I am no longer around. Just so you know I am not ignoring you all. The primary reason is the fact work is calling me away again. I doubt I will have either the time or the ability for the next year or so to be coming on FURBAR. But I will have to be truthful and say that a 2nd reason is motivating me. FUBAR has changed since I first came here (anyone remember cherry lol) the attitude of fun and adult conversation has been replaced by “high school” drama games, and self-righteous attitude. Frankly my life has drama enough. So I will shortly bid FUBAR goodbye. I would like to send my thanks to the true friends that I have made here, and if you want to here from me you have my e mail address (the ones that wanted it). I wish you happiness and all the best. I may one day find myself back here, but for now, at the end of next week I will be gone.

S8en 1st Bully For Us
Join us in the 7th Circle Of Hell! Great friends n family! Live DJ's! What r you waiting for?We're currently lookin for Some Greeters, Promoters, and DJ's! If this sounds like somethin ya might wanna do just drop by and let us know! While ur there join the fam! We'd luv to have ya!! (repost of original by 'S8en's Lil Helper ~Promoter @ 7th Circle Of Hell~Fu G/f to Forsaken1' on '2008-09-18 16:50:44')

Pauls Blog
Im 33 years old love to have friends on fubar. Im trying to become female so all you haters out there if you dont like it fuck off!! Not much to say other then im hopeing ill be moveing soon to start over a new life.. I get along pretty much with anyone..

For My Brother
Our ages are quite different, but We're siblings nonetheless, And on your wedding day I feel A strong, bright tenderness. There is a hollow in my heart That you will always fill. No matter who or where you are, Your place remains there still. And now, though you begin anew, A husband with a wife, Know my pride and hope and love Are yours throughout your life.

Patti's Part On These Pages
Hubby is much better now. He gets his stiches out in less than a week. The count down is on.... Is what I want to do now. The scary part of Alien's surgery stuff is over. I think sometimes we lose sight of just how much we love another until we see a chance of watching their body decide not to breath. Not good for the lungs, you know. Just want to breath and see over my Alien so he will keep getting better. The demerol and phenegren made him not want to breath right because he has sleep apnea real bad. At least he didn't hurt and wasn't sick. Guess that's all for now. thanks for listening.

Love Strenght
Friendship . . . . . . is you. . . . is love. . . . is shared. . . . is forgiving. . . . is understanding. . . . is shared secrets. . . . is shared laughter. . . . can be angry at times. . . . is dependable and true. . . . is meant to be savored like fine wine. . . . is not perfect, much like we are not perfect. . . . is meant to be gulped like lemonade on a hot summer day. . . . is always there, through times of trial, happy times and hard times. . . . just happens, but once discovered, needs to be tended like a beautiful garden. . . . is a road to be traveled slowly, remembering the sights and sounds. . . . is strength when you are too weak to notice its there. . . . reaches into your heart and grabs a firm hold. . . . is a refreshing rain on a hot day. . . . is relaxed and comfortable. . . . is a shoulder to lean on. . . . is an ear to whine to. . . . gets better with age. . . . is shared tears. . . . is shared joy. . . . is shared. . . . is love. . . . is you ._______________* Joy

Fun Stuff
You Scored as The High PriestessDivinatory Meaning: Be guided by your intuition. Reverse Meaning: Superstitious. Deluded. You feel energy around you…everywhere. You are aware of things that others are not. You listen more to your inner voice or feelings than most people. Concentrate your efforts on this gift. It is a talent that will develop as you focus on it. You Scored as AphroditeYou are connected with Aphrodite, Greek goddess of pleasure, sexual love and passion. Was born from the union of the sky and the fertile sea womb. Married to Hephaestus. Aphrodite teaches women who are seeking partnership, union, love, and pleasure that you must first learn how to love youself before you can ever love another.

Lost And Found
I am preoccupied with the struggles in my brain. Right down to the inner cortex, I am liable. The change in my pocket barely enough for the bus, let alone the thoughts standing next to me. Their hands out, looking at me with that sort of hysterical gaze, trying to make me flinch. I just walk on. They follow. It stands to reason that I would find myself in this situation, although I'm not quite sure I understand, if that makes any sense at all. Well it doesn't to me, so I can only imagine what it sounds like to you. In any event, I continue to walk towards some destination, any damn place but where I am. Then they go by, with that cocky wave, and that….that smile, you know the one. The damn CDTA disappears down the hill, around the old Episcopal Church, I know where it's going. I have some time. There are many clichés out there about not knowing what you have until you lost it. I'm not really in the mood to ramble any of them off here, besides I've already said what I wanted to

Are There Any Angels Out There?!
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE...HIT ME - HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD, AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM.LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS....ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS...REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire" HOME OF THE FU-ANGEL'S~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~I HOOK UP THE PIC'S ~Butterflybaby Is A Precious Love~ Fu Angel ~ })i({ HER ? WORLD })i({ ® ~Ms Taz™~Co-Founder Omega Bombers~*~Fu-Angel*~{CLUB UNITED}{SHADOW LEVELER}~R/L LDL to King Domino~ Karena2001~~@~~Secretary Omega Bombers~~@~~Greeter@Hip Hopz~~@ LM~HeadGreeter@ Howl At The Moon Saloon~FuAngel~FU Owned By~DJ~ lonewolfjohn CHIP~STRIKER'S SWEETY~HEAD PROMOTER FOR CRAZY'S SANITARIUM!!! ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ?

Dark Sinners
Come see us at Dark Sinners. Why spend your time alone if your home come spend it with us where its always hot. Myspace Comments CLICK THE CHIC AND COME INTO DARK SINNERS. WHERE WE LOVE TO MAKE YOUR DREAMS REALITY!!

Aig
I'm against the $85,000,000,000.00 bailout of AIG. Instead, I'm in favor of giving $85,000,000,000 to America in a We Deserve It Dividend.(WeDID) To make the math simple, let's assume there are 200,000,000 bona fide U.S. Citizens 18+. Our population is about 301,000,000 counting every man, woman and child. So 200,000,000 might be a fair stab at adults 18 and up.. So divide 200 million adults 18+ into $85 billon that equals $425,000.00. My plan is to give $425,000 to every person age 18+ We Deserve It Dividend.(WeDID) Of course , it would NOT be tax free. So let's assume a tax rate of 30%. Which is the going rate for this income. Every individual 18+ has to pay $127,500.00 in taxes. That sends $25,500,000,000 right back to Uncle Sam. But it means that every adult 18+ has $297,500.00 in their pocket. A husband and wife have $595,000.00. What would you do with $297,500.00 to $595,000.00 in your family? Pay off your mortgage - housing crisis solved.

If You Don't Want Your Photo's Rated...
Please, if you don't want your photo's rated, then do not upload them! Every photo is fair game, and I'll rate almost every photo you have if I feel inspired/bored enough. I do this to everyone! If you are uneasy about it, just let me know through the shout box or something. Don't give me the cold shoulder, then send your girlfriend/boyfriend (who also has a private profile to boot) to my page to try and insult me with "1" rates. I rate all of your pics fairly and treat each as their own pieces of art. this is your work, time and effort that I am complimenting/criticizing you on. I do this out of sheer pleasure and I do exercise humility. I will never meet any of you people in real life. So especially ladies: DO NOT: Take my rates as an openly fantasizing over you. Get over it! I'm not looking for a wife on here. Please don't revert to high scholl dramatics. It's not very flattering. If you have a problem with me, treat me as a person, let me know, and I will move on to the n

25 Years Ago Today
I sit and wonder, about the others, The others that knew her, that knew my Mother I spoke for her, at her memorial, I know she was proud of the word of love, spoken out loud I knew she loved me, and would give me the world; but her final days, lasted so long. So in a way, I'm was glad she had gone, She's happy now, and free of pain, And she's no longer trapped, in sick disdain, I loved my Mom, and always will, when i see her again, we'll both be thrilled, They say theirs no tears in heaven, so she's free now, when she was here, my tears, she would not allow, So Mom I hope you know, that you raised me well, take a bow, I love you Mom,

Golf Accident
Golf Accident Two women were playing golf. One teed off and watched in horror as her ball headed directly toward a foursome of men playing the next hole. The ball hit one of the men. He immediately clasped his hands together at his groin, fell to the ground and proceeded to roll around in agony. The woman rushed down to the man, and immediately began to apologize "Please allow me to help. I'm a physical therapist and I know I could relieve your pain if you'd allow me," she told him. "Oh, no, I'll be all right. I'll be fine in a few minutes," the man replied. He was in obvious agony, lying in the fetal position, still clasping his hands together at his groin. At her persistence, however, he finally allowed her to help. She gently took his hands away and laid them to the side, loosened his pants and put her hands inside. She administered tender and artful massage for several long moments and asked, "How does that feel?" He replied, "It feels great ......b

Are The Smartest People Really In Washington Not!!!
When John McCain selected Governor Sarah Palin, as his running mate, the Democrats and their far-left constituency let out a primal scream that could be heard from sea to shining sea. How dare he choose someone that they and their pals in the media had not had a chance to vet (i.e. libel, slander, and otherwise and otherwise eviscerate). Ah, but it was not too late. These seekers of “a new kind of politics” poured torrents of malicious abuse upon her and her family. Plane loads of scandal mongers, lawyers and other truth seekers became more numerous in Alaska than the polar bear, as they rallied local Democrats and disgruntled Republicans to their cause. Here was a woman who chose to have children and a career. Aging Washington socialites weighed in with newly discovered sensitivity for mothers with careers outside the home. Here was a woman who became upset because her ex-brother-in-law had tasered her nephew and threatened her father. The Democrats and their friends had to save t

The Top Most Stupid Pick Up Lines Ever
(With hands on shoulders) Oh, those are shoulder blades, I thought they were wings. Am I dead, Angel? Cause this must be heaven! Are you busy tonight at 3:00 A.M.? Are you lost ma'am? Because heaven is a long way from here. Are you O.K.? Because heaven is a long fall from here. (As s/he is leaving) Hey aren't you forgetting something? S/he: What? Me! Baby, somebody better call God, cuz he's missing an angel! Bond. James Bond. 41 40 (Lost. Get Lost.) Can I borrow a quarter? ["What for?"] I want to call my mom and tell her I just met the man/woman of my dreams. OR: I want to call your mother and thank her. Did it hurt? S/he: Did what hurt? When you fell out of heaven? (lmao I have gotten this one more then once) Do you come here often? Do you have a map? I just keep on getting lost in your eyes. Don't worry about it. Nothing that you've ever done before counts. The only thing that matters is that we're together. Excuse me, but I think I d

Just To Let Ya Know
JUST WANTED TO LET FAMILY N FRIENDS ON HERE KNOW THAT TODAY I'LL BE ATTENDING A FUNERAL FOR A GOOD FRIEND, SO IT'S GONNA BE A LONG DAY... VIEWING, FUNERAL, GET TOGETHER ETC ETC. SO, I WON'T BE ON TODAY, AFTER ABOUT 11 AM MY TIME, AND NOT SURE IF I'LL BE ON TONIGHT OR NOT, SO NO WORRIES, JUST LETTIN YA KNOW. HUGZ AND LOVE TO ALL OF YOU........ JADE (R.I.P. JIMMY - WE LOVE YOU!)

Of Luck And Love...the Best Part
I stayed cold to the world until a friend prodded me to an curious site... but while wasting a few spare minutes exploring, I came across a woman that sparked my interest greatly, over a few quick messages my once cold heart throbbed again, an instant connection was formed and over a couple weeks I felt what I had thought to be dead.... love.... she had brought it back into my life with out even trying... we shared every aspect of our lives together, and even through the bad, we grew stronger, a love that many takes years to forge, we had grown in weeks.... when we finally met face to face, I knew I wouldn't want to leave her side...she awoke my heart of ice with her compassion and undying love for me... I will never forget her for all that she has taught and given me in our short time together...none will take her place

Bar Stool Economics
Bar Stool Economics Suppose that every day, ten men go out for beer and the bill for all ten comes to $100. If they paid their bill the way we pay our taxes, it would go something like this: The first four men (the poorest) would pay nothing. The fifth would pay $1. The sixth would pay $3. The seventh would pay $7. The eighth would pay $12. The ninth would pay $18. The tenth man (the richest) would pay $59. So, that's what they decided to do. The ten men drank in the bar every day and seemed quite happy with the arrangement, until on e day, the owner threw them a curve. 'Since you are all such good customers, he said, 'I'm going to reduce the cost of your daily beer by $20. Drinks for the ten now cost just $80. The group still wanted to pay their bill the way we pay our taxes so the first four men were unaffected. They would still drink for free. But what about t he other six men - the paying customers? How could they divide the $20 windfall so that everyone

Another Warrior...
Another warrior goes west. I am unsure of the author on this piece. I'm glad they wrote it, real heros are hard to find these days. You're an 18- or 19-year-old kid. You're critically wounded, and dying in the jungle in the Ia Drang Valley, 11-14-1965. LZ X-ray , Vietnam . Your Infantry Unit is outnumbered 8-1, and the enemy fire is so intense, from 100 or 200 yards away, that your own Infantry Commander has ordered the Medi-Vac helicopters to stop coming in. You're lying there, listening to the enemy machine guns, and you know you're not getting out.Your family is 1/2 way around the world, 12,000 miles away and you'll never see them again. As the world starts to fade in and out, you know this is the day. Then, over the machine gun noise, you faintly hear that sound of a helicopter, and you look up to see a Huey, but it doesn't seem real, because no Medi-Vac markings are on it. Ed Freeman is coming for you. He's not Medi-Vac, so it's not his job, but he's flying his Huey d

Thank You!!
Thought i'd take a moment of your time and tell all the great people I met on here thank you for sharing your time with me on those occassions that we've chatted.. I met some nice people on here and also some strange people like myself..lol but, it truly was a pleasure meeting each one of you. I am deleting this account because I have lost a few friends due to insecure girlfriends or online loves.. so, before I lose another friend or cause anyone anymore headaches I feel it's best I delete my account... the reason I am not deleting at this moment I wanted to say thank you to all of you that helped me through many rough times.. life truly hasn't gotten any better.. but, I'll stay put for now.. love to all!! Good Luck to all.. Be safe, Be good, Be you!!! for those who would like to remain in touch with me..please send me a message on here before I delete this account, I will give you my email so we can keep in touch at your request..

Test
It's Gonna Be One Hell Of An Auction!! Come Join Us For Our First Ever Auction. All Lounge Members May Enter!! RULES 1.) First And Formost... Absolutely No Drama & No Disrespecting Entrants. 2.) Entry Fee Is $10k Fubucks Payable To The 7th Circle Of Hell Official Profile. This Fee Is Nonrefundable Should Entrant Decide To Withdraw Or If Entrant Is Pulled From Auction For Any Reason. 3.) Entrants Are Responsible For Fullfilling Whatever They Offer To Bidders For This Auction ~ 7th COH Is Not Responsible Should Entrant Not Fullfill Their Obligation. 4.) Bidders Are Responsible For Paying Whatever They Bid/Put Up To Receive The Offers The Entrant Has Expressed To Said Entrant ~ 7th COH Is Not Responsible Should Bidder Not Fullfill Their Obligation. 5.) Entrants Are To Us SFW Pics Only To Submit For Entry In Auction. 6.) Entrants Are Responsible For Promoting Their Own Entry. 7.) 7th COH Reserves The Right To Pull Any Entrant For Not Obiding By The Above Rules. 8.) Should H

A Story I Wrote Called "the Kiss"
It starts as we meet. We both look in to each other’s eyes and instantly we can feel the heat between us. I give you a warm smile and walk toward you as you stand perfectly still. My eye’s never leaving yours. I walk beside you then around behind you. As I touch your shoulders, my hands gently caressing your arms as I work my way down to hold your hands. I hug you from behind gently kissing your neck and lobe of your ear. I whisper in your ear, “Nice to finally meet you”. I hear you say, “Nice to meet you”. As we embrace, you can feel me against you. You’re not sure, but it feels like I’m already aroused. You’re not sure what to say or if you should say anything at all. The feeling of my lips against your neck is starting to make you feel hot. You succumb to the feeling and tilt your head to the side. My hands leave yours to caress your arms, slowly working to your waist and hips. You continue to stand perfectly still. I take your hand and walk you to the bed. You sit at the foot of t

The Way To Treat Woman
A woman likes to feel loved , like she is your world(she needs that) like you miss her when you are away, she likes it when you tell her you miss her, that you cant wait to see her again..... show her off to your friends (don't keep her hidden) be proud to be with her She don't like head games , don't tell her you are going to do something , only to turn around and not do it . Be true and honest to her.... Treat her with LOVE and RESPECT.... like she matters in your world Treat her the way you would want her to treat You!

Distortion
You have convinced yourself the hardest thing, To defy the strongest feeling. To turn your back on the nicest seed, And destroy love given, which you need. To paint the lover with a tarnished brush, Take her personality, and crush, Bend, distort so all good is hidden So evil comes forth, false and unbidden. That evil in small amounts is common In all people, no matter where from. If you look for it, you will find in all The ability to hurt, maim and maul. But suppress the evil and look for good. In an ideal world, all people should, And you will see the love, the care, the best Evil turns to dust when facing the rest So I beg you to look again at me with no prejudice, let your mind be free, For within me you will see and find Someone who is loving, caring and kind.

A Soldiers Widow
This is not a true story!! I made it up!!! I am not a widow!! I got this idea after I watched a news story!! A Soldiers Widow It's a rainy day in June, sixteen months since he left……… I remember it like it was yesterday. Jon came home, gave me a kiss, and patted my very pregnant belly. He looked at me and said we had to talk. He looked so sad and resigned; I just knew what he was going to tell me. He sat me down on the couch and sighed. He looked at me with those beautiful blue eyes and said he was called to duty, and he had twenty-four hours to get everything squared away. I sat there while he talked; my hands in my lap. Trying to process what he had to say. My brain was telling me that this is his job. He is a soldier; this is what he was trained to do. Protect our country and keep us free. All the while my heart is saying, "Oh God". What about our baby? What will I do without him? How will I sleep at night without him by my side? That night I didn't sleep

Being Disobedient Lmao
Yes I dared to disobey someone moohaha and get out of bed lmao- but oh well I like a bit of dom in my life!!!!!!!!! Anyway went to the hospital today woot woot leg aint healing but sh1t happens but I am allowed to start walking on it over the next three weeks. I shall be back tomorrow sometime when I have walked to the shop to do what gotta do and actually see the outside world!!!!!!!!!!!! So excited might pp (can i haz a bottle!!!!!!!) And will return with bling pack in new handbag too DOnt you all love buying new hand bags?? Right just been told gotza go back to bed now !!!!!!!!!!!

Gidget
I AM A PRETTY OUTGOING PERSON. LOVE TO GO TO THE BARN AND RIDE MY HORSES. I LIKE TO GO TO THE CLUBS WITH MY SISTERS AND HAVE A GREAT TIME. I LIKE TO WATCH TV, BUT DONT GET TO VERY OFTEN. THE BEACH IS THE BEST, WALKING ON THE BEACH AND JUST KICKEN THE SAND. SIESTA KEYS IS MY FAVORITE PLACE TO GO. I HAVE A BOAT SO I LIKE TO GO BOATING IN THE SUMMER AND JUST HANGING OUT. I WORK FOR A LOCAL VET, I AM A PF DOG GROOMER. I LOVE ANIMALS, OF ALL KINDS. WELL TALK TO YOU ALL LATER

Walk For A Cure
Help Me Raise Funds Towards A Cure of Breast Cancer! I'm raising funds for the Rays of Hope - A Walk Toward the Cure of Breast Cancer. Please follow the link to visit my webpage! Remember, you can forward the site to your friends and family who might be interested in signing up as walkers or "virtual" 10,000 Steps To A Cure walkers or who may just want to donate. Use the Friends Asking Friends link to e-mail them! Thank You! Megan Follow This Link to visit my personal web page and help me in my efforts to support Baystate Health Foundation/Rays of Hope! Click here for Megan's Webpage!

Omg Ty
I WANT THIS BLOG TO BE KNOWEN TO THE ONES WHO HELPED ME LEVL TO 22 TODAY! WITH OUT REAL FRIENDS THERE WOULDNT BE LIFE ON HERE! AND FOR THOSE WHO ARE TO LAZY TO HELP DONT LEAVE ME SB MESSAGES ASKING FOR RATES BECAUSE IM JUST GONNA LAUGH !

"miles Away"
"MILES AWAY" I just woke up from a fuzzy dream You never would believe the things that I have seen I looked in the mirror and I saw your face You looked right through me, you were miles away All my dreams, they fade away I'll never be the same If you could see me the way you see yourself I can't pretend to be someone else Always love me more, miles away I hear it in your voice, miles away You're not afraid to tell me, miles away I guess we're at our best, miles away So far away, so far away, so far away, so far away So far away, so far away, so far away, so far away When noone is around then I have you here I begin to see the picture, it becomes so clear You always have the biggest heart When we're 6.000 miles apart Too much of no sound Uncomfortable silence can be so loud Those three words are never enough When it's long distance love Always love me more, miles away I hear it in your voice, miles away You're not afraid to tell me, miles away I

Staring Intently At A World
It's amazing as I remember growing up and was always told friends come and go. I had one girl who befriended me from first grade all the way to the first year of high school. She disapeared without a word. Now a days as thoughts of yester-year come into daily life I laugh and cry at how she would be the one to stick up for me, get into fights beside me and never talked shit to any one. A true friend, and someone I had always considered a sister I never had. Funny how I walk into her at the store, she smiles, waves and moves on as though she can't recall the childhood friendship. Does it hurt? Sometimes. Finding that kind of friendship again, has been hard and someday hope to find that best friend, the BFF that can jump in the car, go to the bar, have some drinks, go to movies and just raise some hell. But I'm also realizing that I'm meeting some very special friends that seem like family. Amazing people I talk to everyday and feels like I've known them my entire life. Friends or F

Jokes
Twas, the night before Christmas, and all through the house. Not a creature was stirring, except for my mouse. No kids lived with me, so I thought I would chatter. There'd be no damn reindeer, and no stupid clatter. There'd be no fat elf, coming through my chimney. I'll be alone, my computer and me. I won't race to the window, to see him arrive. I'll just sit right here..... with windows ninety-five. There's no one I know, as I'm surfing around. None of my regular buddies are found. I went in some chat rooms, but quickly got out. Age, sex, location is all that's about. As, I was about to go check out the net. I got an E-mail, that I didn't expect. A lady told me, she had read my profile. And, ask, if I might like to chat for a while. She said, if I didn't, then she would just leave. But, she was so lonely, on this Christmas eve. She said, it's the first time, she'd ever been on. But, she heard, computers, could be so much fun. She said, the compu

Why?
WHY? Current mood: played The day's go by so slowly, as i hang my head an cry. There's so many thing's i want to ask you, but the main thing is- Why? Why do you continue to hurt me? Why do you cause my heart such pain? Why leave me here to wonder, an make my tears fall down like rain? Why did you take away my sun shine? Why did you take my sky so blue? For all i know that i have done, was fall in love with you!!!! Written by: Lisa A. Stone. Dedicated to: T.J Harr.

..:: Feeling ::..
I have to say I feel stupid for the people who walk out on the kids and married ... YOU call yourself real but in my book , i call you nothin but 100% coward ... see i am feelin this way cause i have friend , who got pregnant , and the guy walked out on her and the baby and when she told me this , i was hurt and piss but also sad , i mean come on , man walk out on daughter , i know i would not do that ... it will hurt me now to see she is not goin to have father in her life , but i do hope i can be there for her where i know i am not the dad ... If i did or do get female pregnant , I will be the man and stand up and take care of both and everything where I was raise to be real man and stand up to take it like real man should do BUT if the baby was not mine i will still be there no matter what and raise her as mine ... what i am sayin is no matter what , if i got female pregnant , i still be there no matter what

A Halloween Poem For My Joybug To Love
Halloween night, trick or treat, aching feet, collecting enough candy for more than one to eat. Goblins, ghouls, witches, and ghost come out at night, This brings parents oh such delight. Fairies, princesses, and so many more, The smaller the child the more their adored. You were a fairy princess with wings all in pink and make up too, You were so excited to make your debut. You could not say trick or treat, for this year you were only two. With a great big smile and wanting eye's, You held out your pumpkin and waited the surprise. Nothing scarred you as we walked along hand in hand, It not taking you long to understand. We continued to walk house to house, block to block, looking for porch lights into the night, The energy building in you, I could see the sleepiness you were beginning to fight. So,I gathered you up and we started back to the car, You beaming as bright as the night sky's stars. We got home, checked the candy, gave you

Nothing About Nothing
I tell people that I don’t need anyone. That is a lie! I am so alone and all I want is for someone to want me. Someone I can hold, who will be there when I need them, even when I don’t. I have just one flaw, just one and no one can accept me for it. My one flaw is words, that’s it words. At time I say things in anger that I don’t mean, mean things, ugly things, but that is it. I know words can hurt as bad as a fist, but its not my fault. I have several mental disorders that cause me to do it. I could see if I beat them or drank all the time and did drugs, and cheated on them. Most of which to me is unforgivable. Most of what I say is! No matter how hard I try no one wants me. Am I that bad? Should I just lock myself up away from everybody? If people only knew the real me, they might think different. If they only knew how I cry myself to sleep because I am so alone, how I look down on myself because I feel I am not good enough, or how I stopped believing in love. How I have given up on

Midgets
i just found this thing out its not something you would expect its just a mini profile of urself do we really need these i mean u have to go threw my profile to fine the mini profile its just the same just not as flashy see heres mine.

Understanding Obama: The Making Of A Fuehrer
This one is true. You can Google Dr. Sam Vaknin and get the same information. This is the most frightening one yet. Maybe because it is more clinical than political… Understanding Obama: The Making of a Fuehrer By Ali Sina I must confess, I was not impressed by Sen. Barack Obama from the first time I saw him. At first I was excited to see a black candidate. He looked youthful, spoke well, appeared to be confident, a wholesome presidential package. I was put off soon, not just because of his shallowness but also because there was an air of haughtiness in his demeanor that was unsettling. His posture and his body language were louder than his empty words. Obama's speeches are unlike any political speech we have heard in American history. Never a politician in this land had such a quasi "religious" impact on so many people. The fact that Obama is a total incognito with zero accomplishment makes this inexplicable infatuation alarming. Obama is not an ordinary man. He is no

Shock Audio Unearthed Obama Tells San Francisco He Will Bankrupt The Coal Industry
Audio: Obama Tells SF Chronicle He Will Bankrupt Coal Industry By P.J. Gladnick (Bio | Archive) November 2, 2008 - 07:26 ET (Please read update about the San Francisco Chronicle neglecting to mention Obama's willingness to bankrupt the coal industry at bottom of this blog.) Imagine if John McCain had whispered somewhere that he was willing to bankrupt a major industry? Would this declaration not immediately be front page news? Well, Barack Obama actually flat out told the San Francisco Chronicle (SF Gate) that he was willing to see the coal industry go bankrupt in a January 17, 2008 interview. The result? Nothing. This audio interview has been hidden from the public...until now. Here is the transcript of Obama's statement about bankrupting the coal industry (emphasis mine): Let me sort of describe my overall policy. What I've said is that we would put a cap and trade system in place that is as aggressive, if not more aggressive, than anybody else's out

2nd Alarm Hotties
So let's let some of the secrets out of the bag about the second alarm hotties owner, Firechief. To start he is too scared to say anything to someone, he has to talk crap about them to other people and then blocks the person he is talking crap about. He hides behind his hotties...there's a real man for you...lol. He for some reason or another thinks he is the hottest thing in the world and that it's a privilege just to talk to him. What an egotistical prick...but he does what he has to in order to feel better aboput himself. The 2nd Alarm Hotties page is just a way for him get in good with women so that he can try to sleep with them...I guess he is to sorry to actually meet a woman any other way. And for the guys that would consider looking up to him...just think about whether he has tried to recruit your wife or girlfriend...and he doesn't care whether they are married or seeing someone, it doesn't even matter to him that he's married...he'll still try to get your girl into bed

My Daughter
So I was going to go vote this morning and Kayla informed me that I needed to go vote at her school because that was my polling place. She then informed me that I could vote until 7pm. She said my choices were Barak Obama or John McCain. I asked her who she would vote for if she could vote….. she told me….. Elvis!!!! LMAO! She is too funny sometimes… apparently our service dog in training would be the best presidential candidate according to my 6 year old!

Obama's Promise
Senior U.S. military officials will likely advise Barack Obama to adjust his campaign pledge to withdraw all U.S. combat troops from Iraq by mid-2010. While promising a 16-month timetable for getting all U.S. fighting forces out, Obama repeatedly insisted on what he calls a "responsible" withdrawal. Pulling nearly all U.S. troops and equipment out of Iraq in 16 months is "physically impossible," says a top officer involved in briefing the President-elect on U.S. operations in Iraq. That schedule would create a bottleneck of equipment and troops in the south of Iraq and Kuwait where brigades repair, clean and load vehicles and weapons for the trip home, said the official. Others say U.S. could conceivably pull out on that time scale, although that would require leaving more equipment behind. A more important concern that, officers believe the security gains in Iraq would be put at risk if troops were withdrawn before the Iraqi security forces are in a position to protect their own commu

My First....
In life, I have discovered that there is no time to waste, and if you want something, you have to try to take it. I don't know if this is right or wrong, but it is a piece of my mind. I have missed too many opportunities to count, and all due to bad choices in the past. I guess, what I'm saying is..... well...... do I have to go against my morals to get ahead?? Anyone??

Is Obama Really The First Black President? Not Necessarily
It is all in the Library Of Congress. What you are about to read here will forever alter your views on history in our nation. The following information has been researched by David Coyle and many other people have reseached it but Dr Leroy Vaughn, MD, MBA has done the most extensive research. All of these men have black ancesters and Abe Lincoln was half black. There was a picture of the cartoon that Abe Lincolns oponent ran in newspapers. You can check it out at http://www.computerhealth.org/ebook/blackabe.htm Calvin Coolidge was our 30th president, and he succeeded Warren Harding. He proudly admitted that his mother was dark because of mixed Indian ancestry. However, Dr. Bakhufu says that by 1800 the New England Indian was hardly any longer pure Indian, because they had mixed so often with Blacks. Calvin Coolidge's mother's maiden name was "Moor." In Europe the name "Moor" was given to all Black people just as the name Negro was used in America. Abraham Lincoln was our 16

Good Song
Warm yourself by the fire, son, And the morning will come soon. I’ll tell you stories of a better time, In a place that we once knew. Before we packed our bags And left all this behind us in the dust, We had a place that we could call home, And a life no one could touch. Don’t hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don’t need your help now, You won't let me down, down, down! Don’t hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don’t need your help now, You will let me down, down, down! Down! We are the angry and the desperate, The hungry, and the cold, We are the ones who kept quiet, And always did what we were told. But we’ve been sweating while you slept so calm, In the safety of your home. We’ve been pulling out the nails that hold up Everything you’ve known. Don’t hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don’t need your help now, You will let me down, down, down! Don’t hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don’t need you

Personal Matters~
Well went to the Dr about my shoulder.. Had a steroid shot in my left shoulder, felt like heaven the first day, after that has felt like hell... Dr ordered a MRI of my left shoulder and most likely will have to endure shoulder surgery to either clean the area up bone fragments and such, or complete repair of any muscle damage... So for now Im on heavy doses of Vicodin, my god I have to much of that and I get a major headache its like I cant win, major shoulder-arm pain or a headache....

Warning To All Fubarians!!!
BEWARE WE HAVE A PERSON TAKING ADVANTAGE OF OUR FULOVED ONES AND FUFRIENDS!!! THIS IS HER SHE PREYS ON COMPASSION, FRIENDSHIP, VIVACITY, CONCERNED, and ANYONE WILLING TO GET HER OUT OF A BAD SITUATION WITH MONEY, OR A PLACE TO STAY SHE STARTED OUT IN FLORIDA AND THEN HAS MADE HER WAY TO ALABAMA, NEW YORK, TENNESSEE, NORTH CAROLINA, and THEN BACK TO PERRY FLORIDA ALL OF THIS BEING DONE WHILE USING AND LYING TO OTHERS FROM THIS SITE SHE ORIGINALLY STARTED ALL OF THESE GAMES ON BISEXUAL PLAYGROUND ANOTHER SOCIAL WEBSITE THERE AREN'T TOO MANY THAT THINK KINDLY OF HER ON THAT SITE, SO MUCH SO, SHE WAS OSTRACIZED FROM IT PLEASE KEEP YOUR FRIENDS PROTECTED FROM THIS AND REPOST THIS OR PASS THE WORD AROUND!!! FROM ALL THE ONES SHE HAS ALREADY HURT, USED, and LIED TO

Its Over
well lets see I am finally free i guess you could say. It does hurt to loose that one person in the world that you thought you could never live without. But for me I know I will be better I have had to fight my whole life and i will not give up now cause my lil girl depends on mommy to be stong so I am moving starting a new life with me and her hope you all have a great week

Your Fatal Addiction
Im tired of the pain The emptyness the controls my brain The feeling of sadness that carries with me day by day Destroying anything in my way I only want you and I cant seem to grasp The feelings that I feel inside from our loving past I cut myself in anger, the hate comes out from within And as I wipe the blood away my cavouse begins Swirling and twisting Dicieing away Im trying to make the pain go away And it dose for awhile Then it comes on back So I cut myself deeper It's like a drug Im addicted I need to have pain that I can control Laying here on my floor Im feeling empty agian lyeing on the ground With my blood all around i fight like a girl who refuses to be a victim i fight like a girl whos tired of being IGNORED, HUMILIATED, and BEATEN i fight like a girl whos tired of not being taken seriously i fight like a girl whos been pushed to far i fight like a girl who offers and demands respect i fight like a girl who has a lifetime of ANGER, STRENGTH, a

Mi Life
//Sumtimes shit happens for a reason but you know ya gots to keep your head up and keep going day day// "Lets get on our kness an pray". Verse 1: Uh GoD... i'm trying to do my best/ Just sumtimes i feel like theres nothing left// God I know your there looking down smiling/ Showing your care/i would never hurt anybody or race mi fist/ All i want is a beautiful girl in my life an kiss// Trying to do whats right but i still feel like im left with a fight/ Understand one thing im only one man one person/ Fuck heres MI sermon// I know a bunch of bitchs get smiles everytime they see me like this, I know they get delights but fuck it they can put prints out try to find me they ain't got shit on me/ but damn lord i miss mi nigga "Pimp c"// See wat i mean its kind hard but lord/ Its never going to leave me down alwayz getting up ready for another round// -chorus- Wat have i done nigga, I'm a do me nigga, Cuz its mi life, What the hell am i doing right, Its mi life, My life, OoH lord mi l

Funny Sayings
I get enough exercise pushing my luck. Auntie Em- Hate you, hate Kansas, taking dog. Dorothy If you don’t like the news, go out and make your own. Sometimes I wake up grumpy; other times I let her sleep Guns don’t kill people… but they make it real easy. I want to die in my sleep like my grandfather … Not screaming and yelling like the passengers in his car. We are Microsoft. Resistance Is Futile. You Will Be Assimilated. Born free… taxed to death. The more people I meet, the more I like my dog. Some people are alive only because it’s illegal to kill them. Funny Sayings Part 3 A bartender is just a pharmacist with a limited inventory. There’s too much blood in my alcohol system. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke. Don’t take life too seriously, you won’t get out alive. WANTED: Meaningful overnight relationship. If you can read this, I’ve lost my trailer. You’re just jealous because the voices

My Stash
As many have noticed I've added a lot to my stash the last couple of days, all have some meaning to me. The Staind videos mean the most, Aaron Lewis' music tells you of the pain and hurt in my soul and the video of "believe" speaks to me about some one I truly love and respect, he has taught me recently that I am a beautiful, intellingent, strong woman and no one can take that away from me. However, this person has made me fall in love with him so that song has special meaning to me for that also.

American Kids Vs. Italian Kids
American Kids vs. Italian Kids American kids: Move out when they're 18 with the full support of their parents. Italian kids: Move out when they're 28, having saved enough money for a house, and are two weeks away from getting married.....unless there's room in the basement for the newlyweds. American kids: When their Mom visits them, she brings a Bundt cake, and you sip coffee and chat. Italian kids: When their Mom visits them, she brings 3 days worth of food, begins to tidy up, dust, do the laundry, and rearrange the furniture. American kids: Their dads always call before they come over to visit them, and it's usually only on special occasions. Italian kids: Are not at all fazed when their dads show up,unannounced, on a Saturday morning at 8:00, and starts pruning the fruit trees. If there are no fruit trees, he'll plant some. American kids: Always pay retail, and look in the Yellow Pages when they need to have something done. Italian kids: Call their dad or uncle, a

Better Days
Life throws it's curveballs at you and you dodge them left and right. You fall to the floor no longer having the strength to fight. You feel lost hopeless like better days aren't coming. Then something inside you begins to stir you can't see it yet your vision of it is a blur. These feelings and mixed emotions they begin to stir it's been so long it is hard to remember. Time to rise up time to be strong time to fight to find this place in this world where we belong. Cause better days are coming you just don't know it yet like a game of poker just raise the limits and place a higher bet. You will never know if you never take a chance like going back to school and asking a girl for your first dance. You see it you have a vision you catch a glimpse of it in your eye. Take hold of it and claim your victory break free from the chains that have imprisioned me. Today is the day that better days are coming all your life you have been running away never knowing. Don't run stay strong right h

I'm Just Talking My Way To Heck In A Hand Basket
Was invited over here to FuBar by a friend. I'm pretty sure he didn't think I'd actually sign up as this isn't really my sort of thing. After all, I just got a Facebook and still despise MySpace with the passion of a thousand burning suns, and one black hole. I agreed to sign up because it gave me a way to share some of the photog work I've been doing that is NSFW, and more importantly not safe for me to be found out about at work. So I can't post it on my DeviantArt (well, not most of it). So it'll most likely turn up here. Lucky for you, less lucky for the people I work with (perverts). Things to know about me? I'm a virgo, a member of Party Hard Corps ( a band of militant revelers), a LARPer, a total gamer geek, a Cosplayer, a bibliophile, a Dr. Who fan, and untrained belly dancer, swimmer, and marshmallow mouse. Now you know all you need to know right? Ta.

Its All About The Kids !
Well just a few months ago my husband of five years decided to split and be his own man . Well that would be all well and good but he left a wife and 4 kids hanging in a lurch soo .. whats a mom to do .. well i will tell you just what i did left . I could have stayed and fought for the things we bought togather for our familey but i juts left ... With not much to say after that you can only catch a man in bed one time and keep your cool ,i would have killed thoes !%#&%( hade ben given the chance agen so i left was i wrong to let him off so easy ,should i have ben HOOD and let him fell the pain for messing up or did i act like a lady ?

Just For Fun
Name: Age: Phone Number: Hair: Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: Drink/smoke: WHAT D0 Y0U THINK 0F MY Personality: Eyes: Face: Hair: Clothes: Humor: Manners: Friends: Decisions: W0ULD Y0U... Go out with me: Give me your number: Kiss me: Let me kiss you: Watch a movie with me: Drive me somewhere private: Take a shower with me: Be my bf/gf: Take me home to meet your family: Let me sleep in your bed if I didn't have one: Tell me the truth no matter what: Lie to make me feel better: Hold my hand: Keep in touch: Try and solve my problems: Love me: Ditch me: Use me: Fuck me then fuck me over: D0 Y0U... Think I'm cute: Want to fuck me: Want to kiss me: AM I... Smart: Hot: Funny: Cool: Interesting to talk to: HAVE Y0U EVER... Thought about me: Thought there might be an "US": Found yourself wanting to kiss me: Wished I were there: Wanted to ask me out: Masturbated: WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 IF... I said I liked you: I kissed you: I wanted

Sarges Bad Girls
Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 11-24-08 > > Chocolate Bunny > > Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ¢¾ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ¢¾ > Here Is A Bit About Her > > ~ABOUT ME~ > > > *Basics* > Name/Nickname: Chocolate Bunny > Birthday: December 2, 1976 > Zodiac Sign: Sag > Hair Color: Black > Eye Color: Black > Tattoos: 1 cross on my left shoulder > Piercings: 2 in my ears > > > *Favorites* > Color: Pink > Season: Anything but FALL > Day Of Week: Sunday > Animal: Cats > Flower: Carnations > > > *Have You Ever* > Danced In The Rain?: Yes.. its wonderful > Laughed So Hard You Cried?: Yes..I'm easily entertained > Smiled For No Reason?: Yes.. > Sat On Your Rooftop?: No > > > *This 0R That* > Computer 0R T.V?: Computer, cause thats where my friends are. > Phone 0R IM?: IM > McDonalds 0R Burger King?: McDonalds > Summer 0R Winter?: Summer > CDs 0R IPoD/MP3?: CDs > XBox 0R PS2?: umm I want b

Set It Free
I keep reading in magazines and I hear it in movies that......If you love something then set it free, if it returns it is yours to keep, if it doesn't it never was.!! WELL....I say rubbish If you really love something then hold it as near to your heart as possible and never let it go

Thank You
I would really really like to thank the Llama levelers for helping me level up. Everyone some stop by there site and give them some love http://fubar.com/blog/248700/932537 Once again a great thank you to them all!!!

Taste *poem*
I look into your eyes, and you can see the lust in mine. My body's burning with desire for you to come and dine. To feel your tongue caress my rose is what I'm craving for. To have me screaming out your name and wanting more and more. I want to travel to the land of neverending bliss So please don't keep me waiting, just come get a taste of this.

"a Roll Of The Dice."
“A Roll of the Dice” Now you’ve found out the way, to excel at the game But to me you all look so fake Yeah, you’re eating the fruits in your fine tailored suits And you give less than you’ve learned to take It’s the oil shares today, will it be gold next week? Will you smile and then stab in the back? Because we know it’s all bullshit, the things that you seek To make up for the ones that you lack Not bad pretty boy, with you’re Park Avenue pad The master magician, the best Who lies to the world, and they all are so had They miss the cards that you hide in your vest It comes down to greed, the things they want the most So fools and their money are parted Now the retirement funds are burnt out like toast But you, you’re just getting started On the 6 o clock news, you stand there and smile You tell folks things they can trust But your words are just lies, told in your special style And your promises steel that will rust The American people, that swelteri

A Carrot, A Egg, Or Coffee
a carrot, an egg and coffee.... A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil, without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asks, "Tell me what you see." "Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied. Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and note

Thought And Whats Goinging On
6 days to go Well its getting close now, I have 6 days of training left here in Lewiston Id after today woo hoo. I was setting here playing a game and listening to the music I have on the laptop and the song "My Wish" by Rascal Flats started playing and got me thinking how true the words of that song are. For those of my friends that have never heard the song or just set and listened to the word, you should. It sums up my wish for all my friends and family here on MySpace. I may have more news other then the the training here in Lewiston. If anyone just can't wait to find out whats the news is and you have me on yahoo hit me up and i will bring ya up to date other wise stay tuned same bat time same bat channel LMAO Well I got to Lewiston ID on the 2nd of December and will be here until the 23rd of December for training. I have to admit I thought Kingsport was a slow town that is until I got here. since I have been here I have learned a lot but I can't wait until I'm done and c

A Different Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, a lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some

Sorry
FOR ALL GIRLS WHO DONT KNOW THIS, BUT SOMEONE HAS A SECRET ON HERE U MIGHT HAVE TALKED TO HIM BEFORE, AND U MIGHT HAVE NOT LUCKY FOR YOU FOR THOSE WHO DONT TALK TO HIM HES A PLAYER, WILL TELL ANY SECRET AND WILL PLAY GAMES! NO JOKE BE CAREFUL WHAT U TELL HIM

4me
have you ever thought about y you find someone that makes you laugh, makes you care, makes your hurt and makes you sigh have you ever thought about y you find that you can live with out the emotional stuff that this person gives, takes, and puts on you' have you ever wanted to toss the towel in and run away only to find that the only place youd run to is where you are now have you ever thought about y you love a person only to find they dont have you ever thought about y you think so much about a person who can only think about you for one thing and then that one thing isnt what you really want that person in your life for but y do we keep these ppl in our lives,,, is it cause we have tooo is it cause we need tooo is it cause we want tooo or is there some other deep down thing that we never will understand as to why we as ppl have to have ppl with us that hurt us, help us, love us, hates us, abuse us, care for us...

A Seasonal Wish To All Of My Friends, Fans, And Loved Ones...
No matter what your faith, your race, creed, or your beliefs, may this holiday season bring loved ones to your side, a goodly measure of happiness within, and dreams for a better New Year that much closer to becoming a reality. Cheers, Steve Santini

Variety
IF you complain about fubar. Why in the hell are you on? Me? Friends basically. Plain and simple. I try to ignore most of the begging for points , etc. Because it's no use and if you beg? You may be like that in real life. a whining beggar. wanting everything your way. Guess What? LIFE is NOT like THAT. get a grip. Life is more about feeling good about who you are in and out, mostly in. Life is about love, faith, and trust in others. knowing your limitations. Life is about pleasing others, but being good to yourself too. Life is a ying yang. You can't have the good without the bad. You can't have the bad without the good. ALWAYS REMEMBER THIS: You cannot have everything your way and secondly you're not ALWAYS right. Don't get offense when someone tries to be civil with you. They're not trying to hurt your ego. That's my GENERAL view on people who complain. your complaints are brought on yourself and only you can do something about it

The Story Begins
I dont have a title yet it will come I thought I would write some from confused dreams.lol ok I was waiting fore someone. Loss and Redemption Raven looked out on the tree covered valley below ancient gnarled pine grew among stony outcrops. The sheer cliff before him was a barrier unassailable separating his past from the future which looked beautiful and unattainable. There was little time to consider the past as the beasts that perused him broke free of the tree line behind him. A chilling howl went up as they sighted him some half a league distant. They had been pursuing him for four days now. He had eluded them moving through the salt march and keeping to ground too steep for their sharp talons to gain purchase. They were guided by some external intelligence. Considering their moves skirting his path detouring through passes that took them many leagues around gaining him some respite and much needed rest. His dreams had been shadowed by a dark form with eyes like the ember

Lost Cherry Scrolls
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more ME orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10s and 11s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your rating if you ar

A Tale Of Two Hearts.
Seeking devotion a faded heart can`t seem to find Scorned by loves fiery flame`s leaving lovers blind Wandering this vast world seeking a hint of hope Who will heal their heartbreak and aid them to cope? Two souls haunted by shadows of shattered dreams Lock longing eyes while cleansing ache with gleam Approaching tentatively but with confident strides Fusion of desires and passion attract then collide Embracing love`s promise; gaining wisdom from sorrow Joyful smiles erupt for beyond there`s a new tomorrow Two hearts forgotten the lyrics to love`s sweet melody Now strut with life in their eyes singing for all to see

Feelings 4 Ya
Sometimes wen i look n2 ur eyes its like starrin n2 an unknown gallexy I get lost in ur arms feels like heaven n between them Ur body feels so warm against mines I love it wen u put ur arms around me as were walking in the park The way u take ur hands n brush ma hair away from ma face n kiss ma forhead Holdin ma hand walkin thru da park jus enjoyin each oda Love it wen u lick dem lips baby it drives me crazy I know u nside out We got dat strong connection, like our souls r ment 2 be I feel like im n another world wen im wit u my problems r gone Cant breathe wen ur gone, need ur oxygen n ma system U got me head ova heals fo ya boy!! Da only thing i ask is dat u love me foeva n neva break ma heart!!

"your Cup."
“Your Cup” I see your cup is empty, and I guess that’s why I’m here To crack another bottle, and fill it for you dear To share a joke or tell a tale when life is getting rough And make sure my best customer always has enough We will not talk of sports, cause that’s really not your style I know that’s not the reason why you linger here a while Unlike the other nameless souls I see just outside my door For you the norm is not enough, I know you’re seeking more And politics is not the thing of which you want to speak Who really cares who made it in, or wallowed in defeat? No, not you, you come to find, that little pick me up From the one who knows the proper way to fill your empty cup And your cup is often empty, because others drink it down Until the only liquid found are your tears upon the ground But here I always have reserves, of my special stock And sympathetic ears to listen, when you just need to talk Sometimes I reach for matches, to offer you a light

A New Year A New Start
Well it's the new year. Loves found and loves lost. Hopefully a new start will set me straight. Maybe it's my year for better things to start happening. To start off I hope I can find a lasting love or maybe spend some time to work on myself. Whatever the outcome, I hope it's good on either end. How was every ones holidays by the way. I hope everyone had fun with friends and family. I know I did... well besides New Years, kinda sucked cause no one hung out with me so I slept early. Oh well.

Janice, The Love Of My Life!
Janice, I love you, I need you, I miss you and the biggest mistake I ever made in my life was hurting you BECAUSE YOURE EVERYTHING IN LIFE TO ME! EVERYTHING I LOVE, NEED AND MISS! AND WHAT DOES IT TAKE TO GET YOU TO KNOW THAT NOT ONLY ARE YOU THE ONLY REASON I EVER GET UP IN THE MORNINGS TO LIVE MY LIFE BUT THE HOPE OF BEING WITH YOU AND GETTING TO HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS WHENEVER YOUD LET ME AS YOUR MAN IS NOT ONLY ALL I EVER WISH ON BUT THAT HOPE IS THE ONLY DAMN THING THAT KEEPS ME GOING EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE AND I MEAN IT WHEN I SAY THAT IF I WERE TO HAVE TO LIVE ALL THE REST OF IT WITHOUT YOU, I WOULD THEN SOMEHOW SEE TO IT THAT IT WOULD BE THE END OF THIS MISERY THAT I CALL A LIFE BECAUSE WITHOUT YOU, MISERY, SORROW AND ALL THOSE THINGS WRAPPED INTO ONE ARE ALL YOU COULD REALLY SAY THAT IT HAS BEEN IF YOU DONT COUNT THE TIMES THAT IVE HAD YOU! YOURE THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME, I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Thinking Of You
Lying in your arms So close together Didnt know just what I had Now I toss and turn Cause Im without you How Im missing you so bad Where was my head? Where was my heart? Now I cry alone in the dark I lie awake I drive myself crazy Drive myself crazy Thinking of you... Made a mistake When I let you go baby I drive myself crazy Wanting you the way that I do Wanting you the way that I do I was such a fool I couldnt see it Just how good you were to me (just how good you were to me) You confessed your love (you confessed your love) Undying devotion I confessed my need to be free... And now Im left With all this pain Ive only got myself to blame...yeah... I lie awake I drive myself crazy Drive myself crazy Thinking of you... Made a mistake Let you go baby I drive myself crazy Wanting you the way that I do (wanting you the way that I do) Why...didnt I know it How much I loved you baby? Why couldnt I show it If I had only told you When I ha

What You Do To Me
Oh let me tell you Just whats on my mind I dream about it you all the time I just wanna give you anything I can Let me show you everything I am Why is it so hard to get through to you Just what I feel when you walk in the room? What you do to me I cant believe What Im feeling when When you look at me What you do to me Oh I cant conceive Just what Id do when you do What you do to me Used to getting anything I want S why am I letting you get to my heart I never thought that my mind would fantasize That Id reveal what I feel inside

Halo's Realm
TWO OF FUBARS HAWTEST PEOPLE WANTS TO INVITE YOU TO THEIR LOUNGE!! HALO'S REALM Dj Gun and Grim invites you to come join them in their hot lounge. So if you wanna meet some of the nicest people on fubar, just click the pic below. *Halo's realm Hope to see you there. Xoxo *Annipoo the Norwegian Goddess **Promoter At Halo's Realm**

Any Single Women From Pa
bored and need some 1 to chat with.any 1 wanna chat with me send me a message ANY GOOD HEARTED WOMEN FROM PA WANNA GET TO KNOW ME?I DO NOT WANT JUST SEX,I NEED A CHALLENGE.SOME 1 WHO BELIVES ME THAT I DONT WANT JUST SEX.I NEED A WOMAN LIKE THE 1 I WANT.THAT I CANT HAVE.SOME 1 WHO WONT LISTEN TO WHAT OTHERS HAVE TO SAY.PLEASE NO GAMES

Something To Smile About
Three men go on holiday abroad together. The tourist office informs them that there is only one hotel in town with vacancies. The lads go along there, only to be told by reception that there is just one available room left in the hotel. They are not keen, but as it is their only option, they take the room for one evening and share its only bed. That night, they all enjoy a good night's sleep. In the morning, the guy on the right side of the bed says, "I dreamt I had the best wank last night." The guy on the left side says, "That's funny, I had the exact same dream!". The guy in the middle says, "I dreamt I was skiing."

Words
Words, words brought our first encounter, the look into her glowing eyes, the caress of our bodies together, the kiss of her sweet lips to mine, the first I love you, the memories that will last to infinity, misspoken words took her away in a heated moment, and the only feelings left are from the memories of our love, and always remembering the words, the words not spoken.

Realizations
There comes a point in your life when you realize who matters, who never did, who won't anymore...and who always will!!! Don't worry so much about the people from your past,there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future. Yeah, Yeah.... this was an email, but it just about sums up what I've been thinking about lately. Let is serve as a reminder to you too. :)

Bout Us
HI I'M MARIA I'M 28 YRS OLD AND I'M BI. MY BOYFRIEND IS SEAN AND HE'S 30. WE ARE HERE TO HAVE FUN AND MEET NEW FRIENDS, WE ENJOY SEXY CHAT AND COMMENTS, WE DO HAVE SEXY PICS FOR THE SEXY PPL WE CHOOSE TO BE IN OUR FAMILY, AND WILL ALWAYS BE ADDING NEW ONES... THERE ARE SOME GUIDELINES TO SEE MINE :) BUT THEY ARE WELL WORTH IT, I PROMISE, ;) WE ARE OPEN MINDED SO DON'T BE SCARED TO CHAT WITH EITHER ONE OF US. WE SHARE THIS ACCOUNT SO WE WILL CHANGE THE MAIN PIC TO WHICH EVER ONE IS ON, SO YOU'LL KNOW WHO YOUR CHATTING WITH! SO PLZ RATE, FAN, COMMENT, AND ADD US... WILL RETURN THE FAVOR TO YOU... IF YOU WANNA KNOW ANYTHING ELSE JUST ASK! XOXO PS CHECK OUT OUR VOICE COMMENT BOX AND SIGN OUR GUESTBOOK PLZ AND THANKS

"bits Of You."
Bits of You I went to the corner where we used to go, to that little shop forlorn Where we’d laugh at the sheer audacity of what someone else had worn We’d pick through the piles of pants and shirts, and mock the colors and the hue And I never dreamed, that here I’d be searching, for little bits of you At the bargain table near the back, beside the exit door Where the clothing stood in scattered stacks and spilled onto the floor Once we searched for treasures old and worn, but still new just the same Poor as Hell we mined for gold those days, as one we played the game I remember the day you found that hat, ridiculous and pink And you laughed as you went to the change room, mindless of what others would think Then the door swung open, and there you stood, I swear it looked so mad And my eyes they mist at the simple thought of the crazy love we had Then came the diagnosis, the hardest thing to take You were sick, no more excursions, to the clothing store we’d make

Need A Car
I AM IN NEED OF A CAR!!! 4 DOOR FAMILY CAR I AM ONLY WILLING TO SPEND 1000.00 IT HAS TO BE RELIABLE, DOES NOT NEED ANY TLC. IF YOU COULD GET BACK TO ME I WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATE IT!!! EITHER EMAIL ON HERE OR OLIVIAJADE2008@HOTMAIL.COM TAMPA AREA PLEASE!!!

My Boyfriend Wants Anal Sex
"iam wondering" My BF keep on asking me to try the anal sex but I refuse it. I’m worried what will happen once we do that.. "MY FRIENDS SAYS" What will happen once you do that depends on you as much as it does on him. Happily, your bf seems the type who asks first (as all men and women should do) rather than barreling along and just doing whatever it is he wants and presuming you want the same (which is stupid); or not caring if you do or not (which is heartless). However, if you are worried that agreeing to anal sex might give your bf the misimpression that you are up for anything (and not just anal sex) because you have agreed to something beyond the traditional penile-vaginal sex, then talk to him about it. Set some ground rules if that makes you feel safer and thus better. Your sex is within a relationship, not a one night stand. Take advantage of what that gives you: the space to communicate exactly how you feel about things, One of the nices

Friend Application
If Interested Answer and Send it to me in a Private Message! Thanx Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: Phone Number: Pubic Hair Style: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the beach? 5. If so...would you go with me late at night? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. If you were to take me out to a movie would we watch the movie? 9. If not what would we be doing? 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother to make sure i made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on a gurl? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, player, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? What Would You do if... I cried: I said I li

My Birthday...
I just wanted to say a speical thank you to SexyTiger for helping me level. He went above and beyond what he had to, to help me level and I appreciate it soooooooooo much! Thank you to everyone else who helped me level! It's what I wanted for my birthday and all of you that helped, thank you! I will be returning all rates, but if for some reason I don't let me know. I have been having computer problems and it keeps crashing so I lose everything in my bar tab! Much love, Cassie

My Insanity...
Yesterday I woke up. Nothing new happened, nothing bad occurred.And I just felt really depressed. I've had bouts of depression off and on for a long time. But not like this. Because with this depression there was bouts of rage too. Urges to hit things, or people. I even threw a few things. I don't know what to do. I've cut off everyone. I even shut off my phone. I almost deleted every profile I have online. Still thinking of it. I'm not saying that's the problem. I'm not even sure what the fuck the problem is. I'm going to bed now, I've been up all night, just kinda sitting here, wondering what's going on with me. To all my friends, I do love you, but I will tell you this, the more you push, the more you try to help, it's just gonna push me further away. At one point yesterday, I felt like maybe I should be admitted into a hospital or something, seriously. But again, if I do that, all it's gonna be is people constantly poking, prying, trying to get me to talk about what is

Stuff... And Stuff
Okey... If you wondered how I got the terrific burn and awesome scars, let me relate. This is what the machines I operate look like. In July of 2004, we were performing a weekend shutdown. One of the tasks is to scrape clean a fume hood located near the front. It is something we'd all done a million times. As I was scraping away, my shirt came in contact with a pilot flame and ignited. Cotton burns. Like paper. I ended up with 2nd and 3rd degree burns over 70% of my back. Yeah, owie. The hospital sent me to the Burn Unit at the University of Michigan Hospital, where it was determined I would need skin grafts. That's not really a fun thing. When you hear that burns are the worst type of injury, believe it. The worst part was debridment, the removal of the dead skin. On a scale of 1-10, the pain was 194. It was a 9 month recovery. I couldn't be near any heat sources, and to this day, have to keep the grafted skin out of the sun. So much for mowing the lawn shirtle

Karma
When do karma take over? I try to be a good person. I am going to lose my job, got told today that my hours are being cut. SO I have to lose things that I need. Like my cell phone, medical insurance, which with all my illnesses I need, wont be able to aford my meds, which will shortin my life. People that have wronged me, sit safe and secure with there job. They should be the ones who are getting fucked not me! When do they get whats coming to them? When will I stop paying for the mistakes that I have made and the evil that I have done? I have next to nothing, while others who dont deserve it has everything!! I know life is not fair, but this is fucked up! My most recent ex has a secure job same place has me, makes better money and has no worries (this is the same one I wish would get ganged raped and die of aids), she was given and very nice car, has a second nice car, just left her husband for a nother man who pays her bills for her. If anyone needs to get fucked over its her! Karma

Nevermore
Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. “‘Tis some visitor,” I muttered, “tapping at my chamber door - Only this, and nothing more.” Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow; - vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow - sorrow for the lost Lenore - For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore - Nameless here for evermore. And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me - filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating, “‘Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door - Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door;

From Airborneaa
So... How many people out there really support our troops? Not the war because we all should know by now that even the soldiers (most of them at least) don't even support the war anymore. It's gone on way to long and we have lost way to many good men and women in the process. But back to the point... if so many people out there really support the troops, the soldiers living and dying so others can sleep in peace at night with the comfort of a loved one beside them, then why do so many people try to cause such bullshit drama for soldiers that at one time were "friends" as soon as they deploy or are no longer home? These people can't even have the decency to try and ruin a mans marriage, life, or friendships face to face and instead use the internet to try and accomplish such terrible things. If a mans marriage, life or friendship is gonna fail or be miserable then it will do so w/o any help from all you fuckin haters... so go ahead and hate, talk shit, just know... we ain't listening be

Show Me Sum Love
Ive been amember since it was cherry tap and at this point ive had no sponsers vip offers true fans nor anyblasts, i show love to those who show love back all im asking is sumone please help me out cuz im getting discourraged and close to deleteing this whole thing, seriously what am i doing wrong? Im kinda sad lol Much luv 2 u all ~Lady Envy~

Bored
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? bed 2. Your significant other? somewhere 3. Your hair? short 4. Your mother? livingroom 5. Your father? bedroom 6. Your favorite thing? pizza 7. Your dream last night? secret 8. Your favorite drink? anything 9. Your dream/goal? personal 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? many 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? married 14. Where were you last night? bed 15. What you're not? working 16. Muffins? ehh 17. One of your wish list items? personal 18. Where you grew up? house 19. The last thing you did? homework 20. What are you wearing? clothes 21. TV? suerbowl 22. Your pets? lvingroom 23. Your computer? something 24. Your life? boring

Important Things I Want To Share!!
As shown on the Dr. Phil Show today Feb 3, 2009 This is the site recommended by Dr. Phil to where parents can help protect their kids that have their own cell phones by purchasing this sofware to keep child predators AWAY!! Please pass this on to everyone you can! http://www.mymobilewatchdog.com/ http://drphil.com TEXT MESSAGING LINGO THAT KIDS/TEENS USE THAT PARENTS NEED TO KNOW!!!!!!! Most people know that OMG means Oh, my God, and LOL stands for Laugh out Loud. But teens are getting more cryptic with their text messaging lingo, and their shorthand can range from the silly to the sexually explicit. How savvy are you? The following is a glossary of some common acronyms that your child may be using to keep you in the dark. Text Messaging Acronyms ADR — Address AFK — Away from Keyboard ASL — Age/Sex/Location BRB — Be Right Back GTG — Got to Go GYPO — Get Your Pants off IWSN — I Want Sex Now JK — Just Kidding

Im So Stupid
why do i have to ask questions.... i feel like a fuckin idiot and i think i fucked up my life time..... Im never going to be happy never i always screw up my life and the people that love me in it. I dont derseve to have anything... I can't help it that im a jealous girl im just scared and nervous about losing ppl and getting my life fixed. i want to make sure im not making a mistake with anything going on n my life i want a happy life but i think i fucked up i want to find out but im getting ignored pls help me ijm going insane i need to know

Stop This Now!!!
TAX Alert: Fools Rush in where Angels Fear to Tread? The Obama Administration Is Destroying the Free Enterprise System Keep sending your Faxes to STOP this "phony stimulus" plan. Americans are finding out what is in the "phony stimulus" plan and want it changed or stopped. Washington politicians need to get it as well and you must tell them. Your faxes and phone calls are beginning to work and some are listening. A Gallop shows that 54%, a majority of voters, do not think the plan will do anything to help and that a better solution is needed. Beware: This Email May Make You Sick. We are being told that the $850 billion so-called "stimulus" plan being discussed in Congress would be to prop up our failing economy? Do not forget for a moment the fact that this "phony economic stimulus" can never work or that it's unconstitutional. But isn't the intent of any economic stimulus plan to stimulate the failing economy? Borrowing money will not stimulate the Economy. Obama

Idleone's Blog!
Waiting at the station Tears filling up my eyes Sometimes the pain you hide Burns like a fire inside Look out my window Sometimes its hard to see The things you want in life Come and go so easily She took the last train out of my heart ooo, ooo She took the last train And now I think Ill make a brand new start She took the last train out of my heart Watching the days go by Thinking bout the plans we made The days turn into years Funny how they fade away Sometimes I think of those days Sometimes I just hide away Waiting on that 9:20 train Waiting on a memory She took the last train out of my heart ooo, ooo She took the last train And now I think Ill make a brand new start She took the last train out of my heart My ladys on the fly and shes never coming back My love is like a steam train rolling down the tracks yea, yea She took the last train out of my heart ooo, ooo She took the last train And now I think Ill make a brand new start She took the la

Poem
ONE DAY AT A TIME There are 2 days in every week about which you should not worry; 2 days which should be kept free from fear and apprehension. One of these is YESTERDAY with its mistakes and cares, its faults and blunders, its aches and pains. Yesterday has passed forever beyond our control. All the money in the world cannot bring back yesterday. We cannot undo a single act we preformed, we cannot erase a single word said. Yesterday is gone!!!!! The other day we should not worry about is TOMORROW, with its possible burden, its large promise and poor performance. Tomorrow is also beyond our immediate control. Tomorrow’s sun will rise, either in splendor or behind a mask of clouds – but it will rise. Until it does, we have no stake in tomorrow, for it is yet unborn. This leaves only one day - TODAY!!! Any man or women can fight the battle of just one day. It is only when you and I have the burdens in these two awful extremities - yesterday and tomor

Life
My life is not a game. My heart is not a toy. Why can't anyone see what is really going on? i worry myself sick over friends, i make time for them in my life only to be told theres no time. Theres promises that are made then broken just as quick as they're made. Theres been lies and rumors and bullshit that's made everything come undone. to many questions left unanswered. i've become so confused. alone or together, right or wrong. i want it all done. no more questions, no more lies, no more confusion, no more half hearted love no more.......

Wtf Eh
ok the meaning of life is 42 i want the owlrd to know this and thers is i true division of pie but ione must look into urself and searchj the surrounding of the soul and FIND WHAT that life can be divide by and threw the yellow triange all asnwers come from and all anserws are for rember this when the clocks melts at 3 am the deamon face flying with the crows

Writing
I'd wanna wake up next to you, With your arms around my waist, And your eyes, so blue, looking into mine. I would want you to protect me forever, And infinitely be mine, only mine. I would wanna be there where you are, So I can always make you smile. I'd do anything you asked of me, Just to make you happy. Only yours is what I'd be, If you would promise to forever love me.

Outta Here Ppl Suck
Here we go... I tried to be nice to everybody,I was trying to help everybody with level,fubucks,etc…But I noticed something...It seems that everybody remembers me only when they need help. So...I’ll start to clean up my list.U were on my list for long time and u didn’t said a “Hello” even once,u'r coming on my page just to GET HELP not even a rate or read my blogs or bullies.I'm sick of fakes friends... Sooo…what’s the point of keeping u on my list?!? Oh...and please don’t send me another request,cause I’ll deny it!!! Have fun in FU-Land!!! BIGDADDY4LIFE --- IF YOU DO NOT LIKE ME BITE ME LMAO

Award Winning Poetry
I love to watch the shadows When they're dancing on the wall From the candle's fragile flickering Summoning daemons from their hall They seem to be calling me To join them in their lair Some kind of secret palace Something's waiting for me there I close my eyes to darkness The monsters I will follow Into the lifeless deep here Beyond the devil's hollow Pain is wrenching in my throat As I force away a tear All these forces around me Create everything I fear There is a sense of power Hidden in this frightful place Essence of something greater Than I would wish to face I'm surrounded by the dampness A slight chill is in the air Cold breath upon my neck I turn but nothing's there The walls they seem to swell The crimson ceiling bowing down I hear the stirring echoes Nearly deafened by the sound Then, there it stands before me A spirit that has no soul No face to make resemblance But someone that I know The terror that has haunted me Is now i

My Poetry
just yesterday morning ... she was still in love with me ~ being a recluse of extraordinary measure when it comes to matters of my heart I have spoken little of it to you my fellow beings ... little of that inexplicable catch of breath only ones beloved knows as I love you ! you might ask me ... is love that simple to express ... yes ... you might very well at that ... and I would nod and smile the knowing smile of not only one who has heard that breathless gasp of emotion ... but as one who has invoked it. the soul speaks as it speaks of such matters ... we need only listen ... and so it is I have come to you today ... that my soul may speak ~ my everlasting my always in all ways somewhere beyond your sigh is that ever so silent gasp it is the hallelujah of your I love you whispered in my dreams ~ © Dragon Speaking ( Richard A. Gamache`) you are passions texture your desire a delicate mix blood

Jokes
NASCAR driver Jeff Gordon has announced he has taken advantage of a new "Stimulus Package" program to employ inner-city youth by firing his professional pit crew, and replacing them with ex-gangbangers. The decision to hire the boys was inspired by a recent documentary on how unemployed youths from street gangs were able to remove a set of wheels from a car in less than 6 seconds -- even without proper equipment. Gordon's existing pit crew could only do it in 8 seconds, even with the benefit of hundreds of thousands of dollars' worth of high tech machinery. The scheme was hailed as an "excellent and bold move" by Gordon's management team, as most races are won or lost in the pits. At the crew's first practice session, not only was the inexperienced crew able to change all 4 wheels in under 6 seconds, but within 12 seconds they had changed the paint scheme, altered the VIN number, and sold the car to Dale Earnhardt Jr. for 10 cases of Bud, a bag of weed, and photos of Jeff Gord

To Ignore Or Not To Ignore
This is nothing but a popularity contest!! Mind you, I've received my fair share of 10's & 11's up to this point( THANK YOU LADIES!)Still, how is it that this site was created to bring people together,(that and make the creators more than fu bucks)yet so many go unheard or even acknowledged? How many of you have left comments, ratings, gifts etc. and never heard back from the people you blessed?How cheap do you feel when these same people campaign for fandom or high ratings only to not even have your site paid a visit to after you did what they asked thinking you'd get some love in return? And worse,how do you feel when a newbee does it? That's like a rookie coming on to a team and telling an experiencd player to get out of HIS seat!The least they could do was give props for the attention or to be really honest, thank you for the attention then tell you to save your shit because you're NOT their thing!If they were THAT special, wouldn't they be doing this to people in the real world in

Scorpio's
Scorpios are the most intense, profound, powerful characters in the zodiac. Even when they appear self-controlled and calm there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under the placid exterior. They are like the volcano not far under the surface of a calm sea, it may burst into eruption at any moment. But those of us who are particularly perceptive will be aware of the harnessed aggression, the immense forcefulness, magnetic intensity, and often strangely hypnotic personality under the tranquil, but watchful composure of Scorpio. In conventional social gatherings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, and reserved, yet affable and courteous; they sometimes possess penetrating eyes which make their shyer companions feel naked and defenseless before them. In their everyday behavior they give the appearance of being withdrawn from the center of activity, yet those who know them will recognize the watchfulness that is part of their character. They nee

I Love The Car...i Hate The Clutch
As most of you know...since most of you are friends from my past page....I just recently purchased a car that I totally love...It's cute...It's red...and mechanically speaking, it's awesome...Not for long though...I fear I'm going to burn out that clutch before I even learn how to drive it... Yes...I've had the car now for a couple of weeks...And still have yet to get that damn clutch down...I mean come on...Why was it invented in the first place...Automatics have 2 pedals...We have 2 feet...You either brake or you go...Choices are simple... I took the car out yesterday...I've managed to teach myself to get from point A to point B....It's the in between that I'm having trouble with...I've also been able to figure out paths that don't have a lot of hills on them that I have to stop on...You know the ones with a stop sign that the car is in the direction of going up...Cept for yesterday...What a mess...Denver and the suburbs are not little places where you might have maybe 1 or 2 c

Why
I dont understand why I let men get to me so bad. Sometimes I just want to give them up and go back to being with women. With women its like if it doesn't work it just doesn't work and you go on with your life. But when it comes down to men I guess I can say they are my weakness. I let them in and then they destroy me. They tare me up into little peices and then throw them down like I was nothing. Then expect me to find all of the peices and put myself back together. Why can't there be a man with more respect for women that wont lie to her and wont cheat? O yeah I forgot they are all gay. A womans bestfriend: a gay man that will tell you what he thinks. Damn I miss Chris.

Oh Whatever
do i ever hate the way fubar blogs try and format things... anyway, if like me you use the internet purely as a way of being late for work/ not doing any work/ not sending off masters to labels that have been waiting on you for months/ not watching LA Ink when your girlfriend's glued to that bullshit then this will fill three minutes of your time between looking for the new Jesu record on some blog or other and trying to resist the urge to look at porn. _________________________________________________ Solidarity once stood for the fact that a lot of people shared the same thoughts about a certain thing. Solidarity today means nothing. It might do so for a short period in some peoples lives until the move on to better positions in life and careers. A lot of people find themselves fighting for solidarity within thier class in order to find themselves being in a generation older than everyone else. It's a scary thought that one day will wake up to find your friends and the mainfe

A Little More About Me
K, this might be like venting so if u wanna read, go ahead, but I don't care if anyone does or not. I put it as NSFW because I don't know all the rules on here and just wanna be on the safe side...plus I'm going to be swearing alot and saying some stuff that's on my mind. With that intro...here we go.... LOL! I'm sooo not happy with my life right now! I have my son and that's the only good thing. His father is a fucking douche that should DIE! my job fucking sucks ass, my finances are shot to shit, and I really want to have sex with a hot girl, but there's none in my area!!!! Plus, my close friends don't know that fact about me and I don't really want to voice it to them. It's basically just a fantasy..would never go full lesbo. Just wanna have some fun here and there. I understand now why guys love going down on a girl. It takes as amazing as it feels. I only wish one thing. That guys could switch and have a vagina for a day to see how it does feel and to have some pointers to wo

Update On Neighber With Cancer
My neighbour has been fighting cancer since sep. of 08 well i was informed that so far the bone marrow transplant has worked she was suppose to come home this sat but we were just informed today that she wont be coming home until beginning of march or the end of march

Legalize Freedom
Hello anyone reading. It was said that "When the people fear their government, there is tyranny; when the government fears the people, there is liberty. Thomas Jefferson .... That is forgotten today largely due to a watered down, mind numbing media presence, and the people that have power and money who control that media. I will not live afraid of someone with a badge and a gun, enforcing laws that are in place to opress the poor, and control the lower class. We have the power, disagree? I would argue that the day is fast coming when our working class, (which has been silenced, pushed, broken, and made invisible, by our government) have collectively had enough, and stand against that money, that power, that corruption . we do make a difference, but only if we all are heard. SO make some f**king noize already. KMKSRH free the plant Sup? I heard the dea is going to cease raids on medical marijuana centers and the medicinal growers. What a KIND gesture, allowing sic

Mind Control
"Take a deep breathe through your nose and hold it in for the count of 10, concentrate on Master's voice. Now, through your mouth, exhale completely and slowly. Continue breathing long, deep, breaths through your nose and exhaling through your mouth. Tense up all your muscles very tight, now, counting from ten to one, release them slowly, you will find them very relaxed." "As you read this you will hear Master's voice, with every breath and passing movement, you are feeling increasingly more and more peaceful and relaxed. The words are peaceful and bright. you will hear Master count from 10 to 1, as Master counts, you will become more and more relaxed, getting more and more open with each passing moment." "10 you will find yourself becoming more and more aware." "9" "8 you will find yourself becoming more and more relaxed." "7" "6 you will find yourself becoming more and more open." "5" "4 you will find yourself becoming more and more willing." "3" "2 you

Death
I knew you were hurting although you wouldn’t cry, And could see you were suffering, see the pain in your eye I wanted to comfort you, to hold you, be with you that day, You looked so helpless and frail while in bed you did lay. I watched as you shivered from a new pain, And wondered how I might have handled the same. I wanted to scream, to shout, and to yell, You said you were fine although your skin was so pale. I knew in my heart your time was near end, And wished I could take you, your body to mend. I knew that soon God would be your closest friend, You told me many times that’s how it would end. I stood there watching as each breath came slow, And fought to find courage, my emotions were low. I promised you when the time came that I’d not cry, You never saw my eyes wet, always they were dry. I held your hand as I silently said goodbye, And knew in my heart that soon you would die. I stroked your forehead and said how I loved you, You nodded and smiled an

Should I Leave Fubar?
I don't think any guy on fubar is interested in my services. I will have to remove my profile if I don't get any action here. Sorry I have just one interest being on this damd computer and thats getting guys in my bedroom. XOXOXOXO Maryann

Whatever
Why do people feel the need to whore themselves out for auctions, bling packs, tickers, blasts, vips, and fu-bucks. Don't get me wrong, I don't mind lookin at NSFW pics, but don't demean yourself by making strangers send you bling packs, vips, tickers and blasts just so they can see your naughty pics. If you want to show them, then do it, but don't turn yourself into an e-prostitute. By the way, I can't afford all that shit anyway, and I JUST know I am missing some really good pictures and clips. Ah well. Life goes on. Jealousy is an ugly emotion. And besides, prostitution is the worlds oldest profession. If you can get all that stuff for free, then by all means, do it. I don't give a flying f*ck. Ain't capitism grand?

Friends
While i was meeting a new friend i met on here today i got a call about a family friend her husband beat her and raped her in front of her 3 yr old because he thought she was flirting on the computer now i dont know but how can u hurt anyone muchless someone u love and do it infront of your child you have to have a mental issue and now shes was in the hospital but doing ok last i heard and her was in jail when he comes out her has a restraining order on him so now because of stupidity a moment of insanity he lost his wife and kids i say it that way because he never laid a hand on any of them before and was always a loveing husband and father i guess i just dont understand it over a just thinking she waas and haveing no prof of anything going on and to do it at all but to rape and beat his own wife and put her in the hospital

Moving
I won't be online as much and only to check in for about a month. For the select few I became friends with enough to exchange numbers the cell will not work when I leave tomorrow once the roaming minutes are used up. I will be activating one of my old phones as soon as I can...... fyi I hate change this sucks

Hi Im New
i saw a blog on polagamey , i dont know what the big deal is .. its about more than one life or living with more than one girlfrien or combination of .. im a polagamist . for reasons not mentiond but .. most polagamist isnt like that cult on tv . we live as one familey and can come and go . with rules . and respect for all people involved .. and sometimes theres reasons for this lifesyle .. im just curious on any veiws . but i beleave in the lifesyle one reason im in to these sites to meet new freinds and maybe a new girlfreind.. to take up the slack my wife is unable to. if curuios i mite answer y but i just curious whats the big deal its just another lifestyle . or way of living .. just like religion theres all differeint kinds and flavors .. and if yr wondering im wiccan . pagan. and used to be orthodox roman catholic and a few others for a while so .. all veiws are welcome. ok dont know if im doing this rite but i figure if i dont try im not going to learn . so hello . and say hi

I Need To Get Over Myself
I Need To Get Over Myself One year ago things changed for me. Some for the better, others turned out to be a blessing in disguise and some still suck out loud. The thing about me is that when I find something I love, I throw my whole self into my newfound fascination. True story. Please recall my Nsync loving days as a prime example. When I was introduce to a certain Irish-centric, hot boy featuring, bad-guy killing, comedy by one Troy Duffy, I took interest and found my new obsession. The previously mentioned “hot-boy” I took to most was one Mr. Norman Effing Reedus (as I refer to him). And like any fangirl, once I got a taste, I wanted more. So, the vigilante movie wasn’t where I capped off my quest for Norman. No, I found all his other works and became accustomed. One in particular (a film) was to be screened in Beverly Hills, CA. Now, I’m from Southern California, so Beverly Hills wasn’t too far. I recruited my fellow Norman fans, Liz and Miriam, and set in motion to BH to

Well
Hi I'm new Still trying figure this out, but Im used to soical network sites so I should get used to it pretty quick. Can you reply to blogs? Or just view them? Any forums? I feel like a right noob. Blog time Its friday, I live in a club city and I'm in. On my own. To make it worse my mum and dad are going out to get pissed. I feel like a loner. I love going out of a weekend but trouble with mates and what not has put me right off, anyone else know people or you yourself react horrible off alcohol?

Life..or Something Like That
I am writing about Life these days...I am super sad and depressed! I want to try different things in my life..with different people. Well, with one person in general. I am not sure where to begin on this blog except for that...change is a hard thing for me. I am a real routine type of gal...I got my very own daily routine..and getting off balance is one of those things that gets to me! And besides that; this person is pretty damn far away from me...but that connection is just there for both of us..not quite sure what I wanna do with it all just yet. I am pretty sure where I want things to go. The questions are (1) Is he ready (2) Am I ready for a major change/ shake up in my life. (3) how will these changes affect my children/his? See it aint all about me....of course I have always liked to think that the world revolved around me...but I know that it doesnt. LOL... I guess I will change my philosophy to life...It IS my world..I am just letting you all live in it! There that

Arielle
Arielle Once upon a time there lived a mermaid named Arielle. She was born in Atlantis and was a direct descendant of Poseidon who was the King and protector of all the seas creatures. Being born of noble blood; Arielle was offered advantages as she grew up. She went to the best schools in the Indian Ocean and the Adriatic Sea. She was shown how to use the ocean currents to traverse vast distances quickly and she learned to speak many languages of the sea. Her studies consumed her and she was always at the top of her classes. Arielle mastered in speech and could commune with all the seas creatures. Poseidon was proud of her and made it his business to protect her. He assigned Mermen from his army to watch over her and gave strict instructions that Arielle was to never know of their presence. Mermen were fierce warriors and would carry out their orders without hesitation. Poseidon’s army was made up of thousands of these divine creatures and their loyalty was unrivaled in all o

Mia
Mia I saw her there, A deer in my headlights, But I did not swerve, I drove headlong. I stopped just short, Didn’t want to hurt her, She said thanks stranger, Maybe we can be friends. So we had a margarita, You know, the kind with salt, And she told me a story, About a life once lost. It was sort of like a dream, As we drove to the sea, Where we became lovers, Mia and me... Copyright © Steve Britt 7/20/07

Quotes
Follow Your Bliss…. I will always tell my students with career questions, follow your bliss – where the deep sense of being is from, and go where your body and soul want to go. How do you find your bliss? No one can tell you what it is going to be. You have to learn to recognize your own depth. We are having experiences all the time which may on occasion render some sense of this, an intuition of where your bliss is. Grab it. Hang on to that intuition. When you have that intuition and feeling, then stay with it, and don’t let anyone throw you off. Any life career that you choose in following your bliss should be chosen with the sense that nobody can frighten me off from this thing. And no matter what happens, this is the validation of my life and action. Are you going to think of fortune or are you going to think of your bliss? When you follow your bliss money lost or gained will not matter as much because you still have your bliss. If you do follow your bliss you put y

Emo,slut,sporty!:)
EMO [x] you own at least 5 black shirts [ ] you like skinny jeans [x] youre listening to music right now [ ] you have painted your finger nails black before [ ] You have more than 300 songs on your ipod/mp3/itunes [ ] Like the color black [ ] hate most girly girls [x] sometimes like to be alone [] u hate popular music [ } keep hair in front of your face [ ] Hate your parents [x] have been called emo [] Dislike the colors teal and baby blue [x] Complain a lot [] own a studded belt []listen/listened to screamo Total?: 5 SLUT [ ] own more than 10 mini shorts/skirtts [x] have kissed someone of the same sex on cheek [] flashed someone for no apparent reason [ ] have been called a slut/whore [ ]have been called a slut/whore by parents [] like to drink [ ] wear low cut shirts [ ] hang out with a slutty person [ ] have been called a tease [ } Fl

Life-1
It's hard to accept, but you can't change the past. You can't go back and manipulate things to the way you wanted them to happen. Because life'd be meaningless and boring and just not worth living. But you can change the future and that's a beautiful thing about life. Yes, you will make mistakes. And yes, you will have bad days - but as long as you let the past go, you'll have such a gorgeous and bright future ahead of you. Knowing that things were meant to happen. Knowing that each day you will learn something so that you keep growing to be a better person. Life is like a rope, twined in all its complexities and yet weaved into one marvelous stream that you have the chance you use something amazing from. So grab hold of it. Rhino

Here We Go Again
So this is my second go around on this thing. hopefully I will have no more roadblocks along the way. I want to say thanks to all the old friends who took me back and a thanks to all the new sucke..I mean friends just kidding im an awesome guy, just ask me! okay so I look forward to all the wonderful insights you all provide me with and the great conversations and laughs, and if I can send some your way then I have done my job for the day at least. Thats why I try. luvs and hugs, Ghostbear

My Life...life Is Cruel
Well what can I say about my life? Its difficult when life itself is always taunting you never giving you your greatest happiness. Everyone has something in life that brings them great happiness...mine was being loved by the girl of my dreams and being in a relationship. Its difficult when life gives you a taste of what you have always wanted just to take it away within a month or two. I guess that everyone has endured this or something like this...because as we all know life is not easy. Life can be a cruel and heartless bitch to us all, in fact. But...can anyone say that they have shared pain or experienced sorrow the way that I have? My sadness has been repeated...multiple times to be exact...in cruel ways that I doubt anyone else can say the exact same. I will soon be 21...and I have yet to have a good relationship that I can look back on...not even one...just heartless bitches who took my kindness and made it a joke for their own amusement. Maybe theres something wrong