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imikimi - Customize Your World Merry Christmas From The Stanley Family
I am becoming me again i changed alot in the last 2 years trying to be what i was needed to be and what i thought my husband wanted me to be I do love him i shall not lie But when is love not enough to but up with the hell that he has put me thru and said and done to me Love damn near destroyed me cause i made promises that are killing me cause i am having to break them i never brake promises but my husband has left me no choice he says he doesnt need a bitch in his life well id like to know what i did so wrong that makes him say that I cooked his meals i tried to give him a child i never cheated i did what he wanted 95% of the time I always bought him things and not myself when i would do things i did them to make him happy i stood by him thru his deployment and his return cause of his ptsd i dealt with alot and it was all for nothing He never thanked me for being there for him it was always take take take then it meant nothing to him once his drinking buddys came into our lifes It di
Pissy Mood
Ok so Yes i am a little sexually frustrated. Why is it, that, it is so easy for men to get off and not women? I mean there is only so many things you can do before you admit to needing help. I don't want mechanical toy, i want action! I am impatient and when i want it, i want it now. I hate the fact that when you find someone good, it is fuckin amazing, and so hard not to crave it again. I am a nympho, and he satisfied my need. AHHHHHHHHHHH How do you get rid of this craving? Melissa
Losing Friend
Well, I dont know how to really start this other then to just go at it. I am not a perfect person. Never claimed to be. I pride myself on honesty, faithfulness & loving the ones that are in my life. I have a job that I have had for 2 yrs now & although the money or the hours isnt all that great, I love my job. I was in a really bad Marriage for 10 yrs of my life, that resulted in 2 wonderful, beautiful children..they are 8 & 10. I stayed single for almost 3 yrs after my divorce, mostly dated, but no relationships until almost 3 yrs ago. I met a younger man who did me dirty, but taught me alot. During this relationship, I made some friends that made an impact on my life & changed me for the better. The past few months have really been an eye opening experience for me. I have met the most wonderful man. Guy & I have had our ups & downs, but we are constantly working on things to make us better. Guy is everything I have been looking for in a man. Although, the distance is a HUG
I'm Losing My Life!!!
well ladies and ladies hahahaha sorry i don't talk to any guys on here, but anyways, if your wondering why now? why and how am i losing my life, well folks it's simple, my injuries are starting to win, thoes who know me well enough know what injuries i have, and probably understand why i say i'm losing my life, but something happend the other night that made me really sad and realize just how bad things for me really are, me and my son were playing, and he wanted to wrestle with me, so i thought what the hel might as well try right? yeah bad idea, i picked him up to bodyslam him (don't worry i am very easy with him he's only 3!) and i got him up over my shoulder and went to drop him, when my back popped and my left leg went numb, and the pain started, thankfuy it only lasted an hour, but that was bad enough for me, so now i am reduced to a sad xcuse of a man, who can't even play with his son, just a shell of the "roman" god i once was, just know i care about you all, and you are all sp
Notice Me?
Notice me I stand in a mass of people trying to get your attention. Many others are taller than me, they block your view. However, I am here! Notice me I raise my hand to the heavens, hoping you will spot it. You do not, even though it is a hand full of care. I scream your name. You do not hear me. You see a hand in front of me. It is a more handsome one. You take that instead Notice me When that hand is not strong enough, you begin to look once more. Hands raise I stretch my hand upwards, using the full strength of my heart. Blood racing, muscles straining. Still not enough. You pass me once more. I weep. Notice me You are searching the crowd once more. The hand you chose earlier must have let you down. Hands raise. Mine does not. I am too tired to try anymore. I am not perfect, just another human being. I lower my head so that you can pass. Notice me I wait for the crowd to lower their hands. I look up. Surprised, I find you
PLESASE Remember our Soldiers!!!! PLEASE READ A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his fa
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Vip Gone
since i have no vip anymore i'm going to delete alot of pics off my page if you want to rate them before i delete them please come and rate them ...i'll delete them this afternoon ....thanks,Evonne
Had never listened to the band H.I.M. before but I gotta say I love their LP Dark Light,it's awsome!.....So rock on dudes an dudettes!......Much love!
Yes's & No's
well awhile back I was fealing kinda down couse I went through a bad break up!so my girlfriends talked me into going to a strip club, I said no at first but than went thinking girls neked everywere!but to my amazemet it was very classy,the girls were very hot,I was getting excited!I always thought about girls but at that time never been with one,but I was feeling jittery then one of my friends said follow me they sat me down on this lovely couch,and she said u soon will feal better,I thought yeh right,in walks in this pretty dark haired girl she said her name was michelle,my heart started to flutter wondering what was up,than all of a sudden she started kissing me touching me dancing all on my lap!yas a fucking lap dance my first and by a chick,I could not keep my hands off her ,later I sliped her my number and then we started talking and I found out about fubar,she had an accout that read michelle-lady luck-woiwode,and thats how I got here....thanks for reading cindy
Hott Bombers Is Gone!!
Come Join
Hey Everyone that is local...I would like to invite you to join me and Steve up at Down The Hatch North in Mt Morris On December 22 at 9PM for their Christmas Party.It should be alot of fun...And it would give me a chance to meet alot of you...I hope to see you all there :-)
Girlfriend Application
LADIES TITLE IT BOYFRIEND APPLICATION GUYS TITLE IS GIRLFRIEND APPLICATION 1.Your name- 2. Age- 3. Fav. color- 4. Whats your sign- 5. Phone number- 6.Location- 7. Height- 8. Hair color/ style- 9.Peircings- HERE COMES THE FUN 1.Are we friends? 2.Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18.Would you dance with me? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of
An Audience With Stumbop
The Christmas Elf Massacre
The Christmas Elf Massacre Buy me a beer if you want the story told Of why I moved down South from the frost and cold. Why I'm knee deep in therapy, liquor, and pills. Why I've given up charity in lieu of cheap thrills. Why I loathe mistletoe, fruitcake and bells -- And why I'll celebrate Xmas when it freezes in hell. You'll never see this elf make angels in snow. Hey thanks for the booze so I guess here it goes: "Twas the night after Christmas in the North Pole No creatures were stirring, not one lousy soul. Santa's house appeared eerily silent But inside the fat man was hungry, was violent . This workshop of toys for kids of all ages Was filled with elves quaking in cages. Who woke up from their long winter's naps To find themselves snared in a devious trap. Hours before I had been bingeing on nog Passed out under the bed, I spied the whole saga. I saw all my brothers rounded up in cages. Sleepy victims of wicked midnight rampages. T
I dont get it why do some people feel the need to wanna come and tell you how they hate you and stuff .. when they never really knew you to begin with . see I dont let too many people get really close to me and know me for the fact in the end I have been hurt by them ,even after they say they would never do it ..I trust people until the prove me wrong and give me a reason not too ..why would someone who hates you want to be in your blog get attention maybe ..who knows or to have a reason to get you into trouble ..i say i hope they move on and find what makes them happy in life cause obviously i am not it and i cant change how they feel ..i know its kinda an all over the place random thought blog but i have lots on my mind
Marriage is not a word its a sentence,a life sentence. Marriage is very much like a violin after the sweet music is over the strings are Still attached. .. Marriage is love,love is blind.therefore marriage is an institution for the blind Marriage certificate is just another term for a work permit. Married life is full of excitement and frustration;in the first year of marriage, The man speaks an the woman listens,in the second year the woman speaks an the man listens, In the third year they both speak an the neighbors listen. It is true that love is blind,but marriage is definitely an eye opener. Getting married is very much like going to a restaurant with your friends, You order what you want and when you see what the other fellow has you wish you had ordered that. There once was a man who muttered a few words in the church an found him self married. A year later muttered something in his sleep, and found him self divorced. A happy marriage is a matter of giving and tak
hey ladies want me to rate and comment ur pics as much as possible? for a certain amount of fubucks i will rate and comment as much as i can. if interested give me a shout.
You thought he loved you He made you beleive you were the only one He took you for granted He lied to you, used you, and abused you What doesnt kill you only makes you stronger You learn from your mistakes Dont even waste time on him Dont bother to hate him Get on with your life and have fun May he never again use another girl May he never purposely hurt her feelings For it shall hurt him worse Lies. Deciet. Conceite. Abuse. Never again
To Whom It May Concern
So I find a place to get away a chance I might escape and it comes back to me. This feeling of dread as I watch myself fall over dead. I know who killed me and I drown I gasp as I see this etched in frown when did I get so unhappy and when did I go to hell but here I stay locked in like tranced in a spell. Like a clock ticks and tocks because it got wound I keep breathing ignoring how my heart pounds, Trying to escape looking for an exit begging me to pull it out before I grow to hectic. Watching myself from another's eyes I grow weary and less surprised. This is who I am what I compromised. I struggle to conceive this is what I am I fail to achieve and lost all my dreams some where along the way I died inside and I know exactly why but this thing unspoken like the trojan horse busts right on in and run its course hurting with every breath I breathe. I can't say much more as my heart hits the floor I know I need to close this door and move on to something more.
The noises made The things forbade The screams grow loud Begin to fade You ignore me I'm not real Drop the phone Stop this joke I've had enough I've had enough This has to stop This has to stop Stop the mind games I don't want to play Take a break I'm gonna break She's that perfect I can't take it Why are you here My heart is breaking I've had enough I've had enough This has to stop This has to stop Don't want your sympathy It's not the same Get away from me I just want to scream Why do you care You weren't there Why start now Stop you're hurting me I've had enough This is to stop Make it stop You've done enough Now it's done Now your gone I'm happy now I've just moved on Andrea Eckrode (e=ctr+comma+c) True love is when you shed a tear and still want him. It's when he ignores you and you still love him. It's when he loves another but you still smile and say "I'm happy for you." When all you do is cry.... and cry."
Questions And Stuff
Friends always seem to make you happy when you are down. Friends make you feel good when they are around. I'm glad I have a lot of people that I can call friends, Because without them this world would be something I wouldn't want to be around. For all of you who think you have friends here's a little tip. To know and have a friend means: To open your heart and expand your mind, because a friend will be there when you need them, and when you don't. They won't pull any punches when it comes to the truth of what you are doing. They will let you know when you are acting stupid. They will let you cry and not say a word or put you in check when you need it the most. A friend is someone you can count on when it seems the world is coming to an end, but will be there when you make accomplishment and cheer you on. With that being said I have a couple questions for you.... Do you have a real friend? Are you a real friend to someone? Before you answer, sit back and really
New Page
I have changed my skin and uploaded new pix. Enjoy.
Happy F'n New Year
Happy f'n new year sitting at home with nuthin to do not even drinkin! this has to be the worst new year ever. and no one to share the new year with.
Stuff I Like
Going to start this off it was a good summer when I join this online warrock clan we made allot of movies and finding glitchs (aka bugs in game) so hope ya enjoy the videos I put on here the clan made if you see my name its therock873 but he messed up on it in others lol
Thoughts Of A Tired And Stressed Mind
So here it is my first blog on FUBAR!! So what shall I say? WEll to all of you just meeting me I'm sure at least once I've mentioned that I have a boyfriend and we are very in love:D Zach (wylde1 on Fubar here) and I have been dating for a year and 2 months (almost 3) and I think we're a good couple and are bound to last for a long time. ( I really hope to see a ring in a couple years....) But otherwise, to fit in with the title of the blog, here are my tired and weary thoughts. I think life is too short. I wish I could make more money and afford things. I wish I wouldn't have friends that are nice to my face then backstab me when I walk away. I wish I didn't live with 1 roommate who is a slob. I wish I didn't have to do alot and work as hard as I do. I wish my job wouldn't fire a person who works as hard as me for stupid shit and leave me hanging out to dry because we're already shorthanded. I wish for a lot of things and know that most will never happen/ be resolved if its a proble
"blue Seas" Fubar Lounge
To My Speacial
To My Special Friend....." You " May your day begin a little brighter And progress as the day goes along May a loved one hold you a little tighter And no one ever does you wrong May your day be even sweeter As it progresses towards the end You deserve only the very best For you are a very special friend May your day be filled with joy From one minute to the next For when it comes to friendship Let me tell you, you are the best ; And Many friends I've come to know - who are loyal, kind, and true, but I never knew what a great friend was - until I met a friend like you. I don't now if it was planned that way - or the very reason why, but I was touched by your very self - and you filled that void inside. I can see God so plainly clear - as He's dwells within your heart, and the faith and love you always share - is just a tiny spark. I am so graced and grateful - and a better person, trough and trough, because I didn't know what a great
America The Beautiful
Remember the guy who got on a plane with a bomb built into his shoe sole and then tried to light it? Did you know his trial is over? Did you know he was sentenced? Did you see/hear any of the judge's comments on TV or radio? Didn't think so. Everyone should hear what the judge had to say; Ruling by Judge William Young, US District Court. Prior to sentencing, the Judge asked the defendant, Richard Reid, if he had anything to say. His response: After admitting his guilt to the court for the record, Reid also admitted his "allegiance to Osama bin Laden, to Islam, and to the religion of Allah," defiantly stating, "I think I will not apologize for my actions," and told the court "I am at war with your country." Judge Young then delivered the statement quoted below: January 30, 2003, United States vs. Reid. Judge Young: "Mr. Richard C. Reid, hearken now to the sentence the Court imposes upon you. O
Happy Birthday
Today is a very special day!! Its Mr Dub's Birthday, he is the best!! He is the most wonderful person I have ever met!! I think he deserves a special B-day spanking Mr Dub~Milai's R/L BF~Owner-Blue Seas Lounge~@ fubar Plz go to his profile, Fan, Rate and Add :) And while you are there u may also subscribe the best lounge JUST CLICK AND JOIN US♫BLUE SEAS♫THE BEST LOUNGE♪@ fubar (repost of original by '♫Milai♡Mr Dub's R/L Girlfriend♫ Blue Seas Lounge♪' on '2008-01-07 10:01:30')
More Writings
UNFINISHED With reason come there is no rhyme Distorted thoughts know not time Be weary the peek into a criminal mind Truth through lies often hard to find With all the pieces layed out in place The jigsaw divides the visions grace To see the emotions on a lovers face Her pain unhidden behind a veil of lace DENIAL FOR THE MASSES Where do I begin, if there was no real beginning? And since there really wasnt a beginning, will it ever end? What kind of questions should I ask to get answers, If every answer I get just doesnt apply What kind of heart beats for no love? And what kind of love has no heart to beat its rhythms What are the lonely supposed to do If the lonely turn their backs on the lonely too Why must the world be so heartless and cruel, While all its people want and wish for is goodwill When will the mass realize its all lies Or shall we forever search for truth in a liars eyes Why cant we see past what we wish to bear And finally open our soul
Pic Folders
Attention Who?
Yes I have a nsfw album. And yes its private, only viewable by family. Im not a whore *cough* you know who Im talking to , lol If i like you enough Ill let you see them. If i talk to you on the regular Ill let you see them. And those people know who you are. But thats very few.
Lol Family
Crying -- Dane Cook
Help From Sin...thanks Ur Great
It is very easy to get rates, which on this site make you RED! Now you see all the top members writing they rated your page could you please come back and rate mine...blah, blah, blah. Well that is fine and dandy. However, those nasty little bouncer checks get in your way. Here is what you need to do, go to who's online and then hit new members. That will take you to all the new members that are online. Click next, next, etc. To you get to the very last page of all the green members. Then you work your way back, you can rate over 1000 profiles a day. Most leave a comment, but damn that takes way to damn long with the bouncer checks, so make up a cute little saying (Welcome to fubar and that you rated their profile etc..something cute and something that will make them want to rate your profile back)then send that to them in a drink! Fubar kegs is the cheapest because during happy hours it cost only 50 fubucks. You pretty much will make that back too when you get rated back and some w
"life Is Simply To Short"
"LIFE IS SIMPLY TO SHORT" Well I've learned today that life is actually to short to CARE what people think, and to short to WORRY about what people do, and to short to WONDER what tomorrow holds, and to short to ANALYZE what comes along, and to short to STRESS over the small stuff, and to short FEEL sorry for yourself, and to short to EXPECT anyone to understand, and to short to CHANGE some ones mind, and to short to try and UNDO what has been done, and to short to LOOK for all the right answers, and to short to REASON with the unreasonable, and to short to ARGUE with the ones you love, and to short to FIGHT a loosing battle, and to short to WASTE your time, and most of all LIFE IS "SIMPLY" TO SHORT TO GIVE A FUCK..............................................
Depression hurts deep to the soul Depression kills you from within It can turn you as cold as ice And make you as black as death Depression is all around us Isn't there the slightest glimpse Of ever finding an escape from the hurt That is know as Life with this disease? It eats you up alive From within your very eyes Crawling its way threw to the top From the very recess of our own minds When is there a second or minute That it does not affect you in your life This all consuming disease that can kill Know more commonly as Depression.....
You Are Not Prejudiced Not only are you color blind, but you're also ethnicity blind, gender blind, and sexual orientation blind. You don't judge someone until you truly know them. And even then, you're probably reluctant to judge. You try to treat everyone equally. Everyone has a fair chance with you. Good job - there's not a prejudiced bone in your body. Are You Prejudiced?
Synthetik Networks
this is my other site, It is small and growing... spread the word.
Thickness Over Thinness
I believe in having a body. I am curvy. I am not perfect, I have flaws. But the good outweigh the bad. Who wants to be skinny, with no ass? Who wants to see ribs? nobody. I agree obesity is not good, but thickness is so hot. it feels good, and its feminine. Seeing a woman with bony legs, and no hips is scary. its like fucking a 13 year old boy. women are made to be soft, not pointy. ladies, your man may have you by his side and your skinny, but he's on here right now wishing you were built like me. lmao
Tin Man
Rage against the machine FREEDOM!! Leonard Peltier story.. Book by Leonard Peltier Prison Life "My life is a sundance" pick it up at any library..
Club Zoo
Hey everyone i got on the Vip list with my friend and we can get everyone in for free with half off all drinks all night long tonight so send me a message if you want to come and hang out!!!
The Patch
Just a thought guys and gals in the fire services take your department patch have someone you care about kiss it or blow a kiss at it if they are not with you then place that patch in your turnout coat. Superstitious yeah but hey we need all the luck we can have I have recently done this and going to belive it works hell at least you will have that persons love in the fire with you at all times..............Just a thought
Rubin "hurricane" Carter
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia Jump to: navigation, search For the football player of the same name see Rubin Carter (football player). Rubin "Hurricane" Carter (born May 6, 1937) was an American middleweight boxer between 1961 and 1966, although he is better known for his controversial convictions (1967, 1976) for three June 1966 murders in Paterson, New Jersey, and his subsequent release from prison in 1985. The question of Carters actual guilt or innocence remains a strongly polarizing one. However, this much is certain: either the criminal justice system released a triple murderer from the punishment that two separate juries had recommended, or it imprisoned an innocent man for almost 20 years Pre-boxing life Carter grew up in Paterson, New Jersey, a middle son among seven children. His parents had a stable, long-lasting marriage, provided well for the family, and raised their other six children without significant problems. Only Rubin seems to have acquire
Where Have U Been.....
Ok to answer all those "where have u been" questions.... I've been busy as shit w/ dr apts. yea and i get the next question.. "are you sick, u ok"... im fine, i been goin to the docs a lot cause im pregnant! and No you can't be my baby's daddy, Morphine's got that covered.
The Beginning Of The End
Wednesday, September 19, 2007 The Beginning and The End Current mood: blank Category: Romance and Relationships its almost a numb feeling almost but not quite i can still cry and i can still laugh only its farther and fewer in between takes an event to make either happen now your tears and sadness do not affect me anymore i am cold to that completely cold the more you profess your love for me the more i despise you you have found the perfect way to push me away this is over for years now babe its not just an over night thing it my fault, i should have told you im sorry it seemed so sudden but to me each day my heart grew empty and devoid of feelings for you day by day less and less until now there is nothing left and i feel this is why it seemed so sudden to you it was hidden away in MY heart until now you cant let go you play the memories in your mind regularly you cry constantly everything you are you say i made and have now destroyed w
This Life Of Mine 2
I am so glad the kids went to school today. Since it was cold and raining all day, there was a bunch of kids in my house all day playing Xbox loudly! There was still about 4 or 5 of Anthony's friends here at 7:00pm! For some reason they think they need to have the tv on LOUD or they won't win at their game! I wonder why they can't ever here us when we ask them a question? The ipods on their ears loud and the tv turned way up! They will be def by the age of 40, if not sooner. It is raining again today and I am feeling a bit down. Why? I think just thinking about everything that has happened and Anthony finally telling me that Yes, he did cut school that Friday that I kept asking him if he cut. I had a hard time falling asleep because I couldn't stop thinking about it. I asked him why he lies to us all the time. He said it is so he won't get in trouble. I told him by him lying to us that it makes us never believe him even if he was telling the truth and that it affects m
Want To Own Me??
Something To Make You Laugh
The Sex Fairy This is hilarious! Be sure to read the warning at the bottom. I didn't change a word! I'm not messing with the Sex Fairy! 1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ============ = 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============ = 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============ = 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============ = 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of
Spiritual Baths...
Spiritual or Ritual Baths Many cultures believe in the powerful effects of water not only for cleaning the mundane dirt from our bodies but to cleanse our spirit, our soul and our essence. Spiritual bathing, also known as ritual bathing, is as old as mankind and is still practiced today. History, Religion and Culture Christian baptism is a good example of a spiritual bath or ritual bath. The water is used on the person and believed to wash away the sins of the flesh. This gives new life to the person on both a physical and a spiritual level. Also, Catholic priests make water holy by reciting ritual prayers over it and then making the sign of the cross above the vessel containing the water. Ancient Greeks, Romans, Celtics, Mayans, Aztecs, Incas, and many others believed the spiritual bath a necessity and performed them on a regular basis. It was considered to be a sacred ritual and a necessity in order to bring blessings to their families and lives. The Japanese b
Lilbamagirl's Vip
How about a little help here!! This lady really could use some help to get a VIP. A little will go along way. I made this music player at More colors.
A Short Story I Made - The Boy Who Killed Death
I saw a group of people passing by, they seemed to be talking about something morbid. I want up to the group and asked them why they are talking about something so horrifying. They told me that it was about this nosey kid that one day he saw death and killed death. I thought to myself everyday after they told me that "Who could of killed death, I thought that was impossible". Then one day I passed an old abbandoned house and saw something in the window. So I went into the house to see what is was. When I got in the house, I saw a shadow in the livingroom. The shadow was in a black robe holding a scythe, so I figured it was death. I went to death and he spoke to me and said "Boy why can you see me, the only way you can see me if you are meant to be killed or you are to take my place as death. So I asked myself shall I die or become death? The choice I made was to become death and I told death my decision. After I told death my decision, death dissapeared and all of a sudden I was wearin
Lets Get Dirty! ! !
I am fully aware that most people don't even read the blogs from most of their friends, but for those who do, we will have lots of fun. I will be updating information from time to time, about our teams race schedule, racing events, results, and even some future projects. For my first blog here I should probably fill you in on some things. I own a Business called 3G's Motorsports. We build custom rides and Very radical race cars. We have several cars that we race in very competitive arena's and venues. We recently got all the official and legal stuff out of the way, so now it's back to the fun stuff. Working and Racing the cars and trucks we build is a true pleasure and a ton of fun. I will soon be adding a new album for some of our work. If you are lucky enough to live with in the area's in which we compete, then keep informed so that you will know when and where to attend an event. Hope to see ya at the races and become close personal friends of each of you who are o
All I Want
Im so tired of not sleeping im tired of hurting and just im feed up with it all I miss my husband greatly I wish he could see that an see that all i want is him and i to get back together and put the past in the past and leave all those people there that came between though we might not want to admit those so called friends being a major problem in our marriage I just want to leave it all in the past No blame on anyone really just start fresh again when you really love someone its worth fighting for and its worth it in the end and when you give up on love you our miserable inside and try to pretend your not on the outside but it catches up to you eventually Thats usually when its too late I just know that its not to late on my part i have nothing to be ashamed of i did nothing that truely cant be forgiven like my words spoken in anger after being accused or being told things that my husband was supposedly doing well anyways to all of you i love my husband and im only here for friends l
Favorite Activity When You Are Alone
I enjoy surfing the web, Not sure what others like to do.. it may give ideas to have fun when web browsing does not seem fun. fubar is great
Growing Up
For those Born 1920-1979 First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked &/or drank while they were pregnant. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets & when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars w/ no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose & NOT from a bottle. We ate cupcakes, & drank Kool-aid made w/ sugar, but we weren't overweight b/c WE WERE ALWAYS OUTSIDE PLAYING! We would leave home in the morning & play all day, as long as we were back when the streetlights came on. No one was able to reach us all day for we did not have cell phones & we were O.K. We did not have Playstations, Nintendo's, X-boxes, no video games at all, n
I Guess I Am A Failure
By Christina Aguilera Don't look at me Every day is so wonderful And suddenly, it's hard to breathe Now and then, I get insecure From all the fame, I'm so ashamed I am beautiful no matter what they say Words can't bring me down I am beautiful in every single way Yes, words can't bring me down So don't you bring me down today To all your friends, you're delirious So consumed in all your doom Trying hard to fill the emptiness The piece is gone and the puzzle undone That's the way it is You are beautiful no matter what they say Words won't bring you down You are beautiful in every single way Yes, words won't bring you down Don't you bring me down today... No matter what we do (no matter what we do) No matter what they say (no matter what they say) When the sun is shining through Then the clouds won't stay And everywhere we go (everywhere we go) The sun won't always shine (sun won't always shine) But tomorrow will find a way All the other times
For all you Daughtry fans....On American Idol tonight they will be featuring his song Feels Like Tonight, and also tomorrow night on PBS for those of you that have that channel, he will be performing on PBS Soundstage check your local listings!
Leaveing Fubar !!!!
Just wanna tell all my friends that i have met on here that as of February 5th when i get back from vaction from Florida im done with Fubar i will be deleteing my acount.I,ve had alot of fun with most of the people on here but its just no fun anymore !!! Theres better thangs in life then to have to worry about a make beleave web site that causes trouble with other people !!! I might be back one these days but dont see it anytime soon !!!!! so to all my friends its been fun get ahold of me if ya wanna chat before i leave !!!!! thanks everyone, TAB
Words can't express the person i really am. From what you see, your view of me can be exact, or far from it. My outer appearance doesn't describe the truth of me. Yet my first impression can convey me as something I'm not. You can't define me. My clothes can't define me. But my choices can. My actions will. I am who i am, and nothing more. And to be happy with who you are, is truly the best happiness this world can bring. I don't strive to impress you, for impressions are nothing but lies. Confess to the world, to your friends, an family. But mainly confess to yourself. Lt your true self come out and shine, because there is a reason for your place on earth. Stop trying to convince,assure, and indoctrinate. Be confident with yourself. Thats where the power lays. I am my own person. People will not change who i am.
Fu-vivor Survival Of The Fu!!!
Welcome to Fu~Vivor- Fubar Island! HAPPY HOUR OR $100 GIFT CARD? New Contest starting as soon as I have enough players. Just like the show its all about being the sole survivor Part 1: All Contestants will participate in reverse bombing, meaning u will not bomb yourself, you will bomb the other contestants. U want to be the person with the least comments. The person with the most comments at the end of every other day will be eliminated. However the contestants who are eliminated will not go "home" empty handed. They will receive for every comment 1 Fubuck, every rate will equal 1 Fubuck as well. When all have been eliminated down to two players then part 2 will start. Part 2: The two remaining contestants will retain their comments and will continue on with an endurance race to the finish line. The first to reach 50,000 comments will receive their choice of a Happy Hour or a $100.00(Real US Money) Gift Card. Which is to be purchased online and emailed
New Lease On Life!
1. Seize the day! 2. If you love someone, tell them! 3. Don't be afraid to express yourself 4. Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you...because when you decide the time is might be too late! 5. Never have regrets 6. And most importantly, stay close to your loved ones for they have helped make you the person that you are today! ~Michelle
Have you ever felt like the moments leading up to the future are moments that leave you in dismay? I've always known that life was about something About finding out who you're meant to be. Meeting new people, falling in love, heartbreak and so on. There are always situations in life that give you strife. Your confused, don't know where to turn, thinking maybe going back to your past can help you,scared to look forward to the future you know you can't predict. Everyone has a story; a story about the life they live, the people they met,But no one has a story about what may come, what things in their life help them realize that what may come is nothing what they wanted. Every new passing year is just a moment where people wonder "Is this year going to be different?","Am I going to fall in love?" "Have an life-alturing experince that will change my outlook on everything and point me in the right direction?" So I sit here now. Wondering what might come. What's there out i
~setting The Record Straight~
Okay so I think it's time to let people know who I am and what I'm all about. I'm not going to state the obvious like age, relationship status, etc. because that info. is apparent if you look at my profile. I am a girl who is very lucky to be where I am right now. I was involved in some very bad things as a kid including gangs and drugs. I dropped out of school at age 16. You're probably thinking "where is she going with this", well you'll see soon enough. I work for the State of California as an Associate Governmental Program Analyst. This position is one that people on the outside of state government can't even touch without a Bachelor's degree...or if you are on the inside of state government, you have to have an extreme amount of ambition, motivation and intelligence. I have been extremely dedicated and worked very hard to get where I'm at in my career, which is not something most people with my past have been able to achieve. So enough of that. Now on to the rea
Understanding I wish you would try to understand me Try to understand me, and my needs My needs, but rather OUR needs to succeed In our relationship,life, and other things. I don't ask for much, But when I do, it benefits both of us Like you in the sense that you won't be thinking I'm tripping, And me by knowing we have an understanding We need that understanding, That prevents us from arguing, And helps us work on compromising, And creates a relationship everlasting. We need that understanding, Where you can tell me ANYTHING I need you to know you can trust me Do you feel what I'm saying ? I need you to be be my friend, Not only my man. So we can be able to discuss What's going on with us. Baby, I need you to understand me, Physically,mentally, and emotionally. I'm not trying to make this all about ME Or what I want or feel I need But more like me, expressing this feeling Of a bett
Say Its Possible
On Janurary 28th, Jeremy and I celebrated our 3 year annivserary. We went out on our first date. Jeremy picked me up in the truck and drove me out to St. Cloud to drop off a motor to our friend Charlyn's house. We went out afterwards to Osaka Japanese Restaruant and had a wonderful time and a wonderful meal. They prepared our meal at the table and I had sushi for the first time. We talked a great deal and shared alot. This is one day I will never forget. Although we have been through so much, I love him more today than ever. Jeremy this year took me out to dinner and we came home and watched some movies. I had a wonderful time with him I know it doesn't sound like much, but just spending time with him is the most wonderful thing to me. Although he has a tendency to spoil me to no end and make sure I get what ever I want. The only thing that really matters to me is the time we spend together. On Janurary 28th we had a very special day. It was our daughter Kimberly's sweet sixteen birthd
~its A Boy!!(please Read)~
Hey Everyone...Well I Have Exciting News...Well As Most Of You Know...My Mother Was Pregnant Again After So Many Years Of Raising Me(The Oldest)& My Brother Micheal(Second Oldest)And Another Brother Josh Which Does Not Live With Me(The Youngest Of Us 3 Lol) She Was Not Suppose To Be Due As Most Of You Also Know Until The 23rd Of This Month...Well SUPRISE!!! Lol As Of Friday I Am Now An Older Sister Of 3 Brothers WOOOOHOOO!!! So Everyone If You Would Not Mind...I Will Post A Link For My Myspace Just Incase Ya'll Want To Do It There At The Bottom Of This Blog Or If You Would Like You May Post It In The Blog Comments...If You Would Please All Of My Friends As A HUGE Favor To Me Please Drop By My Page And Congradulate Her So I Can Tell Her... It Would Mean So Much To Her...As Of Right Now Her And The Baby Are Doing Wonderful And As Soon As I Receive Pics I Will Post Them Here On My Myspace And On My Fubar... Stats: Name:Andrew Logan Gender:Boy Born:Friday 2/1/08 @ 11:57am Size:7
Rules For Dating My Daughters
Random Stuff You Probably Didn't Want To Know About Me
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. thanx "whatsherface" #1 I love chocolate just not dark chocolate. #2 I don't put ice in my pop. #3 I can touch my tongue to my nose. #4 I still buy my clothes from the kids department. #5 Baking makes me really relaxed. #6 I could eat breakfast food and ice cream for every meal and be happy. #7 I love kids and babysit some of the most amazing ones ever! #8 I love to travel and have been to Peru, Honduras and Mexico. #9 I am a proud aunt. #10 When I go into a toy store I push all of the buttons that say, "push here" and walk away like I have no idea why everything is making noise or moving.
Poems Read And Enjoy
When Dreams Aren't Enough We would talk all night long, Thoughts of us being together. We would wish on the clock, For this love to last forever. A love so very strong, But only shared with our voice. A void still left within us, You had to make a choice. You chose to let me go, For something I can't understand. The path you chose was tainted, So far from what i planned. Your voice still fills my mind, With the love we shared before. But I no longer had you as my own, I could only dream of more. You are still somewhat part of me, I see you whenever I dream. But dreams don't last just like your love, Nor does my self-esteem. When dreams aren't enough, I ask myself why. You still come to me for support, Every time you cry. *************************************************** A Chance My emotions burn out of control My heart tells me to go My mind says it is not to be My thoughts come and go But always of you There is a time for every love
My Musical Projects
So currently I'm working on 2 musical projects. One on my own and one with my good friend Eric, or Rouge as he goes by on fubar. I'm working on my first song for my solo project. Things are going very well. I'm about half way done with the vocal tracks. I'm hoping by summer I will have an E.P. done. I'm very excited and I can't wait to get my myspace up and running. Eric and I are writing and hopefully will start recording some demos here soon to put up on our myspace. I'll keep posting updates as things unfold.
Tiger Army Show!!!
i just got back from a show!!! the band i went to see was TIGER ARMY!!! they fuckin rock i swear they may not sound like it but i like them alot ok ok ill say i love them ive been wanting to see them for about 2 or 3 years now but havent had the time soooo it was well worth it! (sweet) was crazy awesome i got smashed like 3 or 4 times and i got to shake Nick 13's hand and hug him lol! OMG!!!!! LMFAO! hmmm thinkin about puttin a couple of picks of them on my profile what u think!!!? late* ^8^
Well NASCAR fans race season is upon us and I am sure we are all excited about it. So fire up the grill, call your buddies, tune in the satelite,turn up the surround sound,CHILL THE BEER and lets party!!!!!
Shhh Be Good
This posse permanently changed the face of West Coast rap and the whole hip-hop nation itself, and is in many peoples eyes the most notorious group in the history of rap, ever. The Godfathers of rap even! Emerging in the late '80s, when Public Enemy had rewritten the rules of hardcore rap by proving that it could be intelligent, revolutionary and socially aware, N.W.A. ("Niggaz With Attitude") capitalized on Public Enemy's sonic breakthroughs while ignoring their message. Instead, the five-piece crew celebrated the violence and hedonism of the criminal life, capturing it all in blunt, harsh language. Initially, the group's relentless attack appeared to be serious, vital commentary, and it even provoked the FBI to caution N.W.A.'s record company. N.W.A became one of (if not, the) the first gangsta rap act to achieve widespread commercial success without radio airplay or many other conventional mainstream promotions. In fact, they were banned from many radio stations. But follow
Pretty In Pink
Make your own Glitter Graphics
This Life Of Mine 18
Damn, I am hurting all over! It sucks to not be 25 anymore!!! We went to a wedding yesterday and it was at a country club with a beautiful golf course. The wedding was inside being that it is February and chances are, it is going to be either cold or raining. Where we sat for the ceremony was over looking the golf course and just beautiful. The ceremony was short and to the point. I am not fond of wedding ceremonies that drag on....blah blah blah! The day was absolutely beautiful and sunny and warm for a winter day! The reception was above where the ceremony was and we had names of where we were supposed to sit. We were sitting at a fun table. After the dinner and cake, the dancing started! I danced the whole night and boy do I feel it today! I guess the 6 or 7 Vodka drinks didn't help the situation today either! At least I didn't dance on the table top! I did however try to get my brother-in-law to dance who was not wanting to. How did I get him to dance? I went behi
Catch Me....
What I am going to say here is probably the most personal thing ever I am going to admit or say to anyone, in fact, I had never shared this even with the closest people in my life, and I really dont know what elated me to share it here, perhaps I dont really care if anyone would read about it and what would the reader think about me afterwards, apart from labeling me as insane. For many years now, I have had this weird fantasy Not sure if its actually a fantasy, as we tend to associate the word with a more pleasant meaning, but lets name it fantasy until I find a more suitable word. The fantasy is about standing on a very high cliff together with the man I love (no one in particular, just in terms of man I love), someone with who we really, REALLY love each other. And then, looking in the mans eyes, Id take a step back, approach the edge and my feet will slide, but Id be falling with my face to the sky, tensely watching the edge of the cliff, where the man I love stands
Abuse Plzzzz Help Our Mothers And Our Children
Think its OK to boss a girl around?Slap her around a few times and teach her a lesson? She's just a dumb "bitch" a "slut". No! Shes human being, a girl that deserves to be loved and respected. Not used and thrown out like a piece of trash. A "man" should NEVER hit a woman. And should never force his girl to have sex with him, thats not something you do to the person you supposedly love. So if you're against Spousal Abuse please repost this!And if you don't you're not going to die or be raped by a toaster, you're just cold at heart.And if your a guy thats man enough to repost this GOOD for you.
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1- I like hot cocoa mix in my milk... with or without marshmallows (crunchy) 2- I detest lies... 3- I laugh all the time... if I put lol, hee hee, or haha Im really laughing. 4- I think the crush feature on here is stupid. 5- I deserve any ant bites I get. I like to go up to an ant hill and gently knock over the top. I dont know why. 6- I like standard cars better than automatics... I love those fast starts. 7- I dont truely believe dinosaurs existed. I mean anyone could of planted those and "found" them. 8- Im mean, sarcastic, and rude. Patience is not my friend, but damn im cute. :) 9- I call my
I've Been Tagged!
The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1. I collect frogs. Not real ones but I have over a thousand of them made from everything from volcano lava to jade to bone. 2. I'm an evil spiteful bitch when someone screws with me or takes advantage of me. (ask ~BLAST~) 3. I'm the only member of my family who has never been in the military. 4. I'm 37 years old and right now is the first time I have ever lived alone. 5. I would rather live in sin with someone for the rest of my life then get married (unless it really really feels right). 6. At one point in my life I was a ferret rescue and had 35 ferrets at once. (now I have none) 7. I love being in love. 8. I'll read a whole book, start to finish, soaking in the tub. 9. I spend way too much time on my computer. 10. I was spoiled as a kid and never had to learn to coo
Just A Thought
Happy Easter Everyone!!!!!!!!!
Seasons For Reasons
People come into your life for a Reason, a Season, or a Lifetime. Maybe you will never know which one it is for a person at the time they enter your life. But in one way or another they will grow to be a part of who you are. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, spiritually. They may seem like a Godsend, and they are! They are there for the reason you need them to be.Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. They bring you an experience of peace. Sometimes they force you to take a stand in life. What you should realize is that your need has been met, your desire fulfilled, the work is already done. They may teach you something you never might have known, but are only meant to be there for a season. LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons: t
1.)i am a true brat 2.)i am a smartass 3.)i am single 4.)i love my friends 5.)wet dreams is my wifey 6.)honey babe is my yankee bitch 7.)im loved by my friends 8.)im hated by some 9.)im loved my most 10.)im envyed my every1
Birth Of Toxen
Birth of Toxen The toxen has taken affect; I look back with no regret just a life lesson with little neglect. Life is a lesson you dont learn, too many faults got your ass burned,, waiting to see disasters next turn, into another struggle it seem when I turn I see nothing but trouble, so I run the other way on the double, but what to expect, just another form of neglect or disrespect another lesson to be learned and checked, to learn the lesson of respect, in the dialect. So now, I sit and learn prospective cause life is a lesson for the all collective. written by Josh
About Me
I like ICP I like Metal and Goth Music
This Life Of Mine 27
Oh my gosh! I thought it was going to be a day of relaxing today and so far it has been a little crazy. My son that stayed home from the cabin decided to be rather hyper today. He then got a phone call from one of Anthony's friends saying that they saw his bike at McDonald's by the skate park. What??? Last week, Christopher rode his bike to school and when it was time to leave, there was a stray dog in the bike area and they had all the bikes locked up in there and kids couldn't get to them because of this dog. He was told that he could get his bike the next day so he walked home. The next day he asked the office if he could have his bike and they told him they didn't have it. They said it must be in the MP room. So we figured we would ask the custodian on Tuesday to get it for us when he goes back to school. Yesterday Christopher told me that he had a feeling his bike was stolen. I told him to not worry. Then he gets this phone call today saying that it is his bike
When I Close My Eyes...
thank you Kim for letting me repost this... when i close my eyes....... I close my eyes to imagine The touch of your hand I want you so badly Cant you understand I feel my fingers slide They caresse my naked skin My thoughts are with you And they are filled with sin Thinking of the distance When will you be here Dream of you closer And of you beeing near Still with my eyes closed I kindly bite my lips Wish that this was your hands Caressing the skin on my hips If you where on top of me I would feel you breathe And i wouldnt need to guide you You would take the lead A moan escapes my mouth And it makes me open my eyes In my dream you where just here But that was just lies You are still so far So i turn into hide Im going back to dreams Where i got you by my side
My Differnt Names
1. WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother & father's middle name) Ann Swan 2. NASCAR NAME: (first name of your mother's dad, father's dad ) Gary John 3. STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name) Stake 4. DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal) Pink Frog 5. SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born) Rachael Norfolk 6. SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd fave color, fave drink, add "THE" to the beginning) The blue Butter Nipple 7. FLY NAME: (first 2 letters of 1st name, last 2 letters of your last name) Kest 8. GANGSTA NAME: ( fave ice cream flavor, fave cookie) Cookies and Cream M&M 9. ROCK STAR NAME: (current pets name, current street name) Soljier falls creek 10. STRIPPER NAME: ( name of your fave perfume/cologne, fave candy) Eternity Kit tak 11. PORN NAME: (1st pet, street you grew up on) Sparkie Goose Bay
New Rapist Trick! Girls Please Read And Pass It On!!!!
I dont know if this is true or not, I dont get on here to spread baseless rumors. But this sounds credible and in the event it did happen, PASS IT ON and BE CAREFUL OUT THERE!!!!! Paul I found this on here, PASS IT ON!!!!! NEW RAPIST TRICK! GIRLS PLEASE READ! Subject: A Rapist's New Trick Please take 3 minutes and read this...then pass it on.... When I think about it...I probably would have believed him and opened the door..... RAPIST TRICK Know what money you are carrying. You will see why as you read. Be sure every woman is aware of this M.O. Share it with your wife and daughters. Know what money you are carrying... This was the first I have heard of a scheme like this.....I wanted to pass it along. Be safe! Something very serious to pay attention to. Criminals are coming up with craftier, less threatening methods of attack, so we have to be extra cautious. ********* I live in Alexandria , VA , but I often work in Lafayett
Girl Language
soo here we go guys pretty much there r some things going on out there that r pretty fucked up and need to be changed soo i decided to be nice and clue u in. 1. any attractive girl who isnt a raving bitch deseves to be treated like a princess, you ask why well simply because we are hard to come by and we are special. 2. second when a fine girl gets in your car be a gentleman and open her door for her it is crucial!!! 3. Dont call us bitches and hoes we dont like it we are ladies so please be a man and talk to us like one 4. when a girl comes over to your place make sure you have a clean bathroom this seems to be a problem lately where a girl walks into a guys bathroom and there is no soap no hand towels and pubs everywhere grosssssss we defffinetly notice this stuff guys. 5. Always compliment her on the way she looks when u come to pick her up, this makes a girl feel like u are paying attention to her and the effort she put in and are not just trying to get a peice of
Goodbye To Romance
Well, our time together is coming to an end. UKnowUWantMe and I are parting ways.... but it's not going to be nasty. We still love each other very much and we will ALWAYS be best friends. Even though my world is upside down and topsy tervy, I love him with all of my heart and always will. This is not a fun time for me right now. If you want to talk that's fine. But please don't bring up our break up. It's killing me and I don't want him to go. I love him enough to let him go. Just be supportive and understanding towards the both of us. Thanks, Rebegirl
Awakening There was a warm; gentle breeze blowing as she stared at the waves crashing on the shore. The horizon had blended into the sea as the Sun had already set; leaving a faint lavender haze that was quickly merging into the dark blackness of the ocean. Her thoughts were elsewhere as the stars slowly blinked into existence before her eyes. She was thinking how cold and disinterested Victor was as he broke the news to her, Its not your fault, Ive just changed, people change you know. I feel shackled and emaciated by our arrangement, Im sorry but I need out! She knew what he meant, he had grown tired of her, after 6 years of loving and caring, of giving of herself completely, he had just thrown her away. The pain was something that she knew she had to stop, and after six months of trying to forget, of changing her routine and habits she had come up with the only solution she could think of. That was what had brought her to this beach on this warm dark night. Wit
Stolen Soul
if i had a heart i would hold your heart next to mine if i had a soul i would lock it behind my heart so that no one steals it ever again
Children's Stories Are Oddly Applicable To Real Life
You see the wheat fields over there? I dont eat bread. For me wheat is of no use whatsoever. Wheat fields say nothing to me. Which is sad. But you have hair the color of gold. So it will be wonderful, once you've tamed me! The wheat, which is golden, will remind me of you. And I'll love the sound of the wind in the wheat The fox fell silent and stared at the little prince for a long while. Please...tame me! he said.... That was how the little prince tamed the fox. And when the time to leave was near: Ah! the fox said. I shall weep. It's your own fault, the little prince said. I never wanted to do you any harm, but you insisted that I tame you Yes, of course, the fox said. But youre going to weep! said the little prince. Yes, of course, the fox said. Then you get nothing out of it? I get something, the fox said, because of the color of the wheat....People have forgotten this truth, the fox said. But you mustnt forget it.
Kuwait Here I Come
I just wanted to let all my fans and friends know that on 28 feb i will be flying to Kuwait to work on our troops vehicles in Kuwait, so i wont be on FUBAR for a while, until i get set up over there... see you all soon... god bless AG
Am I Ugly Or Something
well i think this way because almost everytime i add a person they seem to just not want to talk to me. its a little bit troubling because i love to talk to new people but if they dont wanna talk then its pointless to even be on this site
"home And The Fairies"
by Zancan So you caught me in this reverie, There at home where I could stay for hours. You thought I was trapped from within. I won't blame you, if you couldn't notice That my aloneness was filled Richer than all the madnesses and frenzies You all live in. The austere discomfort I am coiled in Beneath that hole on the ceiling Is a whole universe of fancies And the sweetest haven for heart and soul.
Help Needed
Hi out there. Since Fubar change their way 2 put pic,s on comments and how 2 send 1, 2 another person. The problem are, that i can`t figure out how 2 do it, so if anybody out there, there can help me, i`m be greatfull. A: Yes, try this. B: Go f@ck yourself, stupido.
Morphs And Pics And Such
i added some pics to my page just recently... i've also started working with morpheous and have made a couple of morphs... please drop by my page and tell me what you think? the only criticism is contructive criticism to me... thanks everyone!!
ok people this is to set the record straight.. Denice...AKA UPSTATEHOTLIP is my GF . not that abusing babykill asshole CHAZZ.... she has dumped him for a better man ME we have met and she is moving out here to ALASKA with me.. those sexy pics were taken here at my home.. SO ANYONE WHO KNOW THIS ABUSING BABY KILLING.. CRAZY ASSED seal cHAZZ TELL HIM HE BEST BACK UP OFF US OR i WILL DO WHAT OTHERS COULD NOT.. SHE DOES NOT WANT HIM OR LOVE HIM ANYMORE IT IS HER AND I IN LOVE AND A COUPLE.. PLEASE PASS THIS ON TO ALL YOURS AND HER FRIENDS THANKS ALL TONY
To My Baby Girl
I love you more than you can know, And more than you can see, I love you more than I could hope to have someone love me. I'll love you when you're sick and weak, And love you when you're strong, I'll love you through our arguements, if you're right, or if I'm wrong. I'll love you through the lace of time, Until we're old, until we're grey, I'll love you always, more and more, With every passing day. I'll love you in our times of plenty, and in our times of need, I'll love you when I have to serve, And I'll love when I can lead. I love you more than life itself, More than water, more than breath, and whether I go first, or you, I'll love you into death. I love you more than the word love, ever could define, I'll love you through whatever comes, I love you and you're mine, I love you with a burning love, that fills me through and through, I can never say these words enough, for truly, I Love You. TO MY BABY LAUREN AWAYS DADDY
Membership Drive ($100,000 Fu Buck Prize)
I'm Having Problems
My whole life I have pretended to feel,I pretended to have emotions.I have pretended to love,care,not care,and not love for as long as I can remember.I am so good at it that I dont know whats real and whats not.Some times it all builds up inside and I get this feeling,a sick feeling deep inside and I dont know what to do.Its like I have a person is inside and shes screaming loud as she can and noone turns around to see.Tears come but for what.Things have happened in my life that I dont wish on anyone.For once I wish I could feel and have real emotions about someone or something.I'm sceaming inside.
Advice For My Male Friends
To really love a woman To understand her You gotta know her deep inside Hear every thought See every dream And give her wings when she wants to fly And when you find yourself Lying helpless in her arms You know you really love a woman When you love a woman You tell her that shes really wanted When you love a woman You tell her that shes the one She needs somebody To tell her that its gonna last forever So tell me have you ever really Really really ever loved a woman To really love a woman Let her hold you Do you know how she needs to be touched ? You gotta breath her Really taste her To you can feel her in your blood Then when you can see your unborn children in her eyes You know you really love a woman When you love a woman You tell her that shes really wanted When you love a woman You tell her that shes the one She needs somebody To tell her that youll always be together So tell me have you ever really Really really ever loved a woman
You fail to realize the power of your eyes. They keep me in a daze, I am amazed at your disguise. I see you smile and for awhile I wish I knew you better. A smile so loud but yet so subtle it calms my stormy weather. My worries seem to fade as your beauty rises high above. All things around me freeze, how I would be pleased to feel your tender breeze of love. But as seconds leave my life like golden grains of sand, my only demand is for you to touch or hold my hand. To feel your touch is almost too much for me to stand. You stabilize my anger and give me peace when you touch my hand. I see in you a field of flowers and you shower me with blooms. I want to know your deepest secret. I can't help but assume, that the light of God is in you because you compliment a room. Shine your light on me because I want to consume the traits that make you so sweet and unique, developed in the womb. I acknowledge the physical, but I see your soul and heart, but th
Written This Week
All I Wanted All I wanted was for someone I loved to love me back. After loving and loving and loving so many people and having them all tell you that they don't love you back It hurts so bad. It hurts so bad deep down inside All I wanted was to die All I wanted was to go and hide Then I realized you can't hide away forever You can hide away until the pain starts to dull and your heart begins to fix itself. All I wanted was to be happy I thought I deserved that much and I did. All I wanted was someone good for me someone who loved me back and who loved me for me and not what he could get out of it. That's all I wanted. And I thought you were the one I wanted I thought you were all I wanted Well now that I have had you and you know me and I know you. You knew all I wanted was for someone to love me And when you gave that to me I let my guard down and yea I got hurt but you still stuck around and you made the pain you caused in the first place to go away
Hey, Bush! Can You Hear Us Now? Stand Up Against Telecom Immunity
We, the Undersigned, endorse the following petition: Don't Let the Bush Administration and Telecom Companies Spy on Us! Target: U.S. House of RepresentativesSponsor: American Civil Liberties Union Signatures: 11,263 Goal: 30,000 Deadline: Ongoing... The Bush administration has been trying with all its might to force Congress to grant the President broad spying powers. Now, it's up to Congress to decide if the government can eavesdrop on Americans without a warrant, and whether or not telecommunications companies will get away with illegally helping the administration spy on us over the past six years. For far too long, President Bush has been trying to expand his power at the expense of our freedom and the Constitution. The House of Representatives made a wise decision to let President Bush's reckless and unconstitutional spying bill expire. Now, they must stand strong and continue rejecting the administration's fear mongering tactics. Help protect our constitu
going out of town today on business, I would have put this in a bulletin, but I figure, like me no one reads bulletins!!! lol Everyone be safe
Computer For Sale
check it out here... please copy/paste the link to anyone you may think would be interrested --kthxbai
I thought if show up lounge people want talk to me, feel so left out right now. Feel like done something wrong no body wants to talk to me or even be round me. May be should just get off not come back tell get back from my trip maybe they don't have the time for me right now. Guess go different lounge, maybe feel wanted there. If not just leave see everyone whe get back..~sighs~ AM LEAVING FOR WEEK, GOING MY GRANDPARENTS HOUSE. JUST TO VIST GET WAY FROM THE CITY, IF ANYONE NEEDS GET HOLD ME CALL MY CELL! SHOULD BE BACK ROUND TUESDAY.
Free Screen Cleaning
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I'm Up For Auction!!!
Damn you ever wanted to own your own Slave to the Needle (Ink) Come on people this is one hottie that can't be passed up! He is offering: Daily Commenting on Profile! Fu-owned in name for one month! 3 Drinks daily for a month! 75 stash ratings daily for a month! 100 Pic Rates daily for a month! 1 SFW Salute for winner Yahoo ID for winner! Daily Gift of my choosing to the winner! Add u to family for 1 month! Pimpout Blog for winner! Click here to bid: Also swing by and show him some love as well! "Slave to the Needle(ink)"=============================== Brought to you by the one and only ClOwN! CantSleepClownsWillEatMe~~Possible lifestalker to ׷GM6׷~~ Clown's Posse Leader!@ fubar (repost of original by 'CantSleepClownsWillEatMe~~Possible lifestalker to ׷GM6׷~~ Clown's Posse Leader!' on '2008-03-06 18:36:14') (repost of original by '"Slave to the Needle(ink)"' on '2008-03-06 18:37:59') (repost of original by '~Jenn!fer ~
I Hate It And This Is Why. 1. Women feel insecure about their bodies. Many of the women in porn are often a perfect 36-24-36 without an ounce of cellulite on their bodies. What woman would NOT feel slightly insecure to know that her man is drooling over this person that he is viewing? 2. Pornographic filmmakers advertise to the male audience. If they would make porn flicks with some prolonged sexual tension between two loving, consenting people, complete with an enjoyable plot, some non-sexual scenes thrown in there, and some good one-on-one action, we might have a female audience here. 3. Pornography depicts male fantasies, not female ones. Contrary to popular belief, I would say (as someone who is very sexually adventurous myself), that over 95 percent of women do not want to be screwed in every orifice by multiple men at the same time. That still leaves a good five percent out there, who would get off on this, but that doesnt attract the female market by any
hey fufriends and family!!!! please rate and comment me for this contest. all love is greatly appreciated!!!!!!
Brain Dump
Well after missing most of the week of work last week due to the flu I am back here at my desk. It's not that I hate my job but I can fully do my job from home and it sucks that upper management won't let us do that. It would make my job that much more enjoyable to sit at home in my pajamas with my laptop and get my work done. Heheheh thank goodness I don't have to do web cam calls for work, lol. Oh well I can dream for a bit until then I have to get some work done and try to ignore the fact that I have to go visit my ex after work today to fix her computer... I am too nice some times I think. For the last year I have been diving into photography head on and can't seem to get enough of it. My father was big into it when I was a kid and finally a year ago I had the $$ and the patience to get into the hobby myself. Little did I know I would get myself so deep into it and have such a passion for it. I have learned a lot over the last year reading books and just tinkering with the c
Tarsha Lynn Lmao
I Wrote This About A Whore I Hate Because I Was Bored Lmao .... This Nasty Little Bitch Be Talking Mad Shit Hope The Next Time You And Your Dog Go At He Bites Of Your Clit Bitch Be Acting Like She Gets Dick In Real Life Ho If I Was Them I Would Rather Cut My Shit Off With A Fucking Knife The Only Reason Your Pussy Cums In Flavors Is Cuz You Be Putting Anything You Can Fit Up In It Bitch Be Making That Shit So Loose Niggaz Be Falling In It Once You Hit That You Aint Comming Back Bitch Please Tell Me When You Hit That You Were Smoking Crack Hos Moaning Be Hella Weak That Trick Aint Got Shit On Me I Be Making Them Men Cum Ho Your Pussy Looks Like Chewed Up Bubble Gum Bitch Your A Joke You Be Moaning Off A Bottle Of Coke Bitch Your Tore The Fuck Up Your Daddy Shoulda Came In A Cup Coulda Ride The World Of One Less Slut
You Are a Yellow Crayon Your world is colored with happy, warm, fun colors. You have a thoughtful and wise way about you. Some people might even consider you a genius. Charming and eloquent, you are able to get people to do things your way. While you seem spontaneous and free wheeling, you are calculating to the extreme. Your color wheel opposite is purple. You both are charismatic leaders, but purple people act like you have no depth. What Color Crayon Are You?
Evening (released june 2007) i'd give it 1 1/2 out of 5 stars A dramatic and mature chick flick (Claire Danes, Vanessa Redgrave, Meryl Streep, Glenn Close) .. I'm a bit surprised there's any old-school women out there still alive to make them ..ok, I suppose our culture isnt quite that impoverished yet, rather, I'm surprised there's still a hollywood backing for old-school chick flicks, especially dramatic and mature ones. The essence of woman, however, is intended but never deeply brought across in the film (unlike, say, as for instance, was very well accomplished in the retrospect narratives of the film How To Make An American Quilt) ..the film never dwells, as a film always should for the sake of a dynamic portrayal of a woman ..there is far too much 'skipping along' ..the only redemption might be if one could say this movie is meant to be a realistic portrayal of not entirely shallow women and yet.. The story doesnt come anywhere near hitting its potential until 68
Perfection In My Eyes
Perfection in my Eyes All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart, And for us to be together, to never be apart. No one else in the world can even compare, You're perfect and so is this love that I have toshare. I have so much more than I ever thought I would, I love you more than I ever thought I could. I promise to give you all I have to give, I'll do anything for you as long as I live. In your eyes I see our present, our future and past, By the way you look at me I know we will last. I hope that one day you'll come to realize, How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.
Bbw Fan
If you are a bbw I would love to have a friends list of bbws. Only big girls make the world go round.
One day I walked into Walmart with the intention of exploring the store for promiscuous girls. On this expedition I decided that upon finding a beautiful girl I would give her a Valentines Day Card, with a dozen roses, and ask her to be my valentine. I figured that if the girl said no I wouldn't have to buy the card or the roses. HAHAHA It was an absolute blast - seeing the look on a damsels face after a random stranger asked them to be their valentine, in Walmart, was priceless.
People Who Wine
Screw Love Games
For enternity love plays a game For a life time life seems pointless what does it all mean, what can it all seem to be? many times the heart trys to figure it out, only to be as lost as a rat in a maze pain that never seems to ease turned to craze inflicted mutilation caused by brutal determination up and down, life may go partners or soulmates they are called, people go through a hundred "right" ones, along with heartache, pain and dispare, just to end up years in misery, the "right" one never comes til the end, for enternity love plays a game for a life time, life seems pointless what does it all mean, what can it all seem? the heart has no way of knowing, games are always in the towing, listen close cause you may hear just the faint beat of truth, when love or peace has come to thy.
Kope Goh Lounge
Stupid" Night lift up the shades let in the brilliant light of morning but steady there now for I am weak and starving for mercy sleep has left me alone to carry the weight of unravelling where we went wrong it's all I can do to hang on to keep me from falling into old familiar shoes how stupid could I be a simpleton could see that you're no good for me but you're the only one I see love has made me a fool it set me on fire and watched as I floundered unable to speak except to cry out and wait for your answer but you come around in your time speaking of fabulous places create an oasis dries up as soon as you're gone you leave me here burning in this desert without you everything changes everything falls apart can't stop to feel myself losing control but deep in my senses I know
it fucking sucs to be bored on st pattys day, lol. i just had to share that. ~that is all~
No Air (lyrics W/ Video)
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air If I should die before I wake It's 'cause you took my breath away Losing you is like living in a world with no air Oh I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave My heart won't move, it's incomplete Wish there was a way that I can make you understand But how do you expect me to live alone with just me 'Cause my world revolves around you It's so hard for me to breathe [ Chorus ] Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air Can't live, can't breathe with no air It's how I feel whenever you ain't there It's no air, no air Got me out here in the water so deep Tell me how you gon' be without me If you ain't here, I just can't breathe It's no air, no air No air, air whoa No air, air no No air, air whoa No air, air I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew Right off the ground to float to you There's no gravity to hold me down for real But somehow I'm still alive inside Yo
Rambling 3/18/08
hmm so theres a god right? wrong? well who knows really? see if it was simple as to yes and prove it then just prove it so how do we really know if there is one or isnt one? so doesnt that just get you really curious and make you want to just kill yourself to find out? see if youdo that then u can just "claim" the devil took you over and pushed you to the edge so then your going ot be punished in hell forever...okay easy enough and if u go an intentionally are a risk taker and you accidently get killed then you sumhow wind up in heaven then i guess you know the truth BUT what happens to you your thoughts ur internal being that tells you whats right and wrong once your dead? what is dead? just the not being able to move anything, being cold, no circulation. if thats death then how do u know a person isnt still really in there? if you have a 2 legs and you have to get one amputated then you'll only have one leg left. so if u just have one leg then why do you still have feeling for the ot
As you can see, I have uploaded some pics of the dollhouse I am building at work. I work on it in my sparetime, but here lately I have'nt had much time. When I am finished, It's going to be auctioned off and the proceeds will go to the Cara Center. I will add more pics the further i get along. Of course, as you can see, the inside is finished and the outside is just primed so far.
Honestly Why Is It So Hard?
To be real? To be honest? To be YOU? Why are there so many fake people? Why do people try to be someone they aren't? Why do you have to tell "me what I want to hear" and assume that is ok and then change suddenly and confuse the fuck out of me? Is that fair? I am a very understanding person and I don't judge. I don't care who you are, just be honest about it. Don't pretend to like me in fear of hurting my feelings...I'm a big girl and can handle the truth! INEEDLOVE too but I don't need fake friends or fake people in my life. I've been doing just fine by myself all this time and I will continue to do just fine. Let's just keep it real ok?
Art Stuff
enjoy :)
Tell me one more time why why you removed the thorn from the rose don't you understand its necessity? it adds beauty and texture it protects what before was just a defenseless luxury of the eye yes, the thorn may have pricked you a few times but did it not save you from picking what turned out to be a dead rose? why did you cut it off when it's one of your greatest belssings? so what if it hurts sometimes if it will save you when it matters?
Want A Picture Done?...
I'mma start chargin' for the pictures I made... $5 Thousand a picture. So, If you would like one lemme know. P.S. There's examples in my folders Picture I Made Of Myself, And pictures I Made For Friends And Family...Thanx!!
Loneliness And Longing
I often stare into nothingness...wishing the pain would go away. Wishing and hoping these feelings of despair and loneliness would disappear. How I wish I had someone to love, to care for...I grow anxious as the seconds minutes and days pass, as I watch everyone around me move on with their significant other... I wish my devotion that has yet to exist...would be given the chance to come alive so I could love and never stop loving the girl of my dreams...How I wish I could find her...and devote my life to her, so my life would atlast have true meaning... I wish to find all costs...thru all of lifes pain and lessons, thru all its would be worth find my dream true one and only devotion
Was A Child Of Light
Back In Hell....
i hate germany sooo much it hurts. for the past 3 nights i have had a dream where i hurt myself, just so my husband wont have to deploy next week for 15 months....i would never do this because of my kids, but im going crazy right now. an in one week ill be all alone over here :(
Never Need...
People used to see me moping and lonely With my tail dragging in the dust All broken hearted, turning down parties Till the invites all dried up Then like lightning makes a dark sky brighten My whole life changed for good Wonder of wonders, out of the thunder Came a lesson I understood I love somebody And They Love Me I Love Somebody Never need to fall in love again People that see me now can't seem to figure out What has changed about their friend Have you won the lottery? Could you share your secret please? I just tell them with a grin I love somebody And They Love Me I Love Somebody Never need to fall in love again So any lonely folks out there please don't despair Hear this message that I bring If this thing can come to me I know anybody Can have the chance to sing I love somebody And They Love Me I Love Somebody Never need to fall in love again
Moving Process , Ppfffftttttttttt!!!!!!!
Well, still in the moving process, almost done but dang, it's a big ole pain in the big ole hiney! Havin to move two households, 4 dogs and a total of 4 ppl along with gettin rid of things from one person ( deceased )...... I can't wait till it's all over with, cuz it's been wearing me plum out! Reason it's taking so dang long = only had , yes HAD two regular sized vans to do it with, and then went from two vans down to ONE dang van to do it with, cuz MY van ended up havin to sit cuz of what it needs to have fixed on it. : waaaaa : lol lol. I swear right now I should be in bed but I'm hurtin so much that I can't even sleep! Today is gonna be the last day for us to be able to get the rest of the stuff left at the old house, so it's gonna be another very long ass day for sure, don't know if I can take it! Anyhow, just wanted to let whoever cares lol know what's goin on. Hope all is well with all of ya. xoxox's ........Jade
Ex's Gf
ok maybe the last 2 months i been getting calls or text from my exs not 1 not 2 try 5 exs gf calling me wat do they want for idk they havnt say yet
Everyone Should Read This
THE RULES of webpages ONE If you're ugly, stop acting like you don't know it. The captions under you picture that says "top model pose" "sexy bitch" "arnt i hot" doesn't convince anyone. TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends. You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG,I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Making 20 bulletins a day about how you have new pictures and begging people to comment on them is pathetic. Make the bulletin once if you have to, and those who actually care about you will comment on your pics. S
Broken Soul
Your told that your loved, You give love in return The heart beats everytime he speaks to you The soul sings with joy Things begin to change No more calling or coming by No more talking or seeing him The heart begins to break Your mind begins to spin Your soul, finally healed Locks up again Your told that your loved, You give love in return, What do you do what you get a broken soul instead of love?
Sex Calories
It's been known for years that sex is good exercise, but until recently nobody had made a scientific study of the caloric expenditure of different sexual activities. Now, for the first time in the Western World, here are the true caloric benefits of sex. Removing her clothes With consent 12 Calories Without consent 187 Calories Opening her bra With both hands 8 Calories With one hand 12 Calories With your teeth 85 Calories Putting on a condom With an erection 6 Calories Without an erection 315 Calories Preliminaries Trying to find the clitoris 8 Calories Trying to find the G-Spot 92 Calories Positions Missionary 12 Calories 69 lying down 78 Calories 69 standing up 112 Calories Wheelbarrow 216 Calories Doggy Style 326 Calories Italian Chandelier 912 Calories Orgasm Real 112 Calories False 315 Calories Post Orgasm Lying in bed hugging 18 Calories Getting up immediately 36 Calories Explaining why you got out of bed immediately 816 Calo
Bro-you send me a message coming at me like your all hard and shit and then block me?!?!?!?Typical pu$$y b!tch philly fag thing to do.And douche bag?who's the 'douche bag' that could not even wait 2 weeks for his girl before handing out his cell number to some chick he met online in the hopes of getting his dick wet?yea your a real piece of work too my man.don't fuck with me IT WILL BE YOUR BIGGEST MISTAKE!
Installing Love
Thank you for teaching me to love myself more... it just makes me love you even more ;) ____________________ Installing Love Tech Support: Yes, how can I help you? Customer: Well, after much consideration, I've decided to install Love. Can you guide me through the process? Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed? Customer: Well, I'm not very technical, but I think I'm ready. What do I do first? Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart? Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are running? Tech Support: What programs are running? Customer: Let's see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now. Tech Support: No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love wi
A Special World A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong ********************************************* A stranger you were once. Then, with a gentle look you took my hand. As our lives engaged, you lit my life and I held both your hands. Now that decades have passed, ours souls have indeed become one. How fortunate we are that we have found the love so true that everyone dreams about. ********************************************** I wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away. I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves washed it away. I wrote your name in my
So Yu Know...2008
Juss lettin all my friends, family, and fans know that I won`t be on my computer for a few days cos it`s down but I will be usin my moms computer till I get mine back up and runnin. Thanx...Luv Ya :) *hugs*
How Do U Become Fubar Married???
Ok i relly love fubar and am stil losing the fu "cherry" I am still confused over some things and face it that fu bible is too much reading!! I see people that r named "fu hubby or fu wife of.." Question is this .... how do u do this?? Do u just find someone u like and "name" yourself a fu wife?? Is there some ceremony?? (What about a reception or party?? just kiddin!) Anyway let me know people!
Sex Dance
I close my eyes and I hear you sigh as our bodies move slowly in time. I hear the waves against the shore as love is made forever more. The smell of sex burns in my brain, salt and sweat wind and rain. My body convulses round your cock as skin against skin sends the proverbial shock. We're riding the wave you and I as momentum gains we're lost in time. We giggle and laugh, cry and scream our bed is a mess and my legs are shaking. We fall in a heap all tangled in sheets as waves splash against rocks and our chests are heaving. I see your face all flushed and red your body is shaking, mine is spent. There is an energy between you and me one beyond explaining, a dance of hearts, soul and mind.
Thoughts 21
Fuckity fuck it has been a real shitty week. Last night was a big blow up between me and Anthony. Peter and I were told that we don't ever do anything for him and we never give him anything. I think I wanted to kill him! WTF is going on with this kid? Is this what puberty is? I went into his room last night and took his wallet and Diesel cologne. His 2 things he loves. Now if you seen his room, you would wonder how he would know where it is in the mess! He was throwing a fit this morning looking all over for it and getting mad. Accusing his brother of taking it and then called his Dad asking him if he took it. My point make him realize that he needs to clean up his mess so he knows where stuff is. He spent a half hour looking for it. He went out into the garage and I went and put the wallet and cologne back in his room but kind of hidden. I think he found them because all of the sudden he was calmed down but he never said anything. I hope it made him think
Just Stuff I Think About And Feel.
This is just dedicated to myself,and my heart.Who always been in pain. Anybody remembers this song by Men without hats-The safety dance.I thought it was a cool song thou. We can dance if we want to, we can leave your friends behind Cause your friends don't dance and if they don't dance Well they're are no friends of mine I say, we can go where we want to a place where they will never find And we can act like we come from out of this world Leave the real one far behind And we can dance. Dancez! Ah we can go when we want to the night is young and so am i And we can dress real neat from our hats to our feet And surprise 'em with the victory cry I say we can act if want to if we don't nobody will And you can act real rude and totally removed And i can act like an imbecile I say we can dance, we can dance everything out control We can dance, we can dance we're doing it wall
Thank You
I would like to thank everyone that sent me gifts and happy b-day wishes today, you know who you are...I had to work all day, talked to family but y'all made my day, so once again, thank you for that.
The 69 Eyes
Deomon Crew Profile Of The Week! And Battle Of The Sexex Contest!!
Good morning everyone! Our Profile of the Week is... $()TR-(Lori's Hubby){Demon Crew Recruiter}-[Slave to Mz Attitude]{ShadowLeveler}@ fubar He is 780K from GodFather and has tons of pics and stash! Lets rate, rate, rate his stuff and get him leveled. Also don't forget our Battle of the Sexes Family Contest! The contestants are: Wolfie Sick & Twisted DJ Rev. Beer Sweetlips Lori Evil Angel Bomb your favorite and support the family contest!! I would also like to welcome our newest member (my sister) to the family! ♣Τwτεd τ♣ ♠∫β î♠ Demon Crew@ fubar Drop by and say hello. I promise she wont bite...unless your into that :
I Love You Just The Way You Are
i'm sorry i'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your girl" i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day. i'm sorry that i'm not a playboy bunny so i can act like a pornstar for you. i'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on. i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me. i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough. i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen. i'm sorry if loving you isn't enough. i'm sorry if being your friend through thick and thin makes no difference. i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt. but most of all; i'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. and i'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! just think about it, about how you treat girls. You treat them like crap
Phone Sex
Mmm, phone sex. Its so hot Hearing your voice on the other end of the line Talking dirty to me Getting me wetter Hearing your moans Hearing you call out my name As you jack off that sweet hard cock of yours Fantasizing that you are fucking me so hard I moan back in unison with you Thrusting my hand all over and into my pussy Getting it drenched in my wetness Fantasizing the same thing that you are Hearing you cum for me Cumming so hard Knowing that you are waiting to hear me cum too Feeling my orgasm approaching Moaning louder into the phone Almost deafening you Then feeling my sweet release as I cum for you All over my hand Tasting myself as I bring my hand to my mouth Wishing you could taste me too Both of us feeling satsified Saying goodbye and hanging up the phone Knowing that both of us can hardly wait till the next time that we will do this again.
Her screams were heard by the neighbors The police were called right away For they were sure That what they heard Was someone dying today But when the police arrived They saw the most depraved site She stood over her man With a whip in her hand He wasn't putting up any fight Her turn had come much earlier As he whipped her ass, so red As they came together She picked up the leather And tied his ass down to the bed Now it was his turn to scream But a scream could not be heard For she sat on his mouth As her whip struck about Her pussy swallowed his words She stopped her abuse but for one thing His cock, once more stood erect In her mouth did it slide Her grin could not hide It was a site the cops wouldn't forget Perhaps if he had given her something To scream her orgasm into The neighbors wouldn't have scared The cops wouldn't have cared They could have beaten themselves black and blue But alas the call was made And now the young cops stood to arrest The
The Healing Heart
Shattered heart forced to heal as greatness unveils thine soul. Hope whispered in the distance, to recover thine lost love. 'Tis night brings tender passing, healing thine soul with glorious blunder. Caus' not one or two, but dissipated nights of dreams. Sadness comes to end, happiness conquered hate. Love sprouting -- sadness shrinking, hope has come again.
Would You...
And if I ran as hard as I could, would you follow? And if I wanted to jump would you hold me back?
Dedication To Brian By: Sharon Gay Watson My are our stars in the sky, the soft clouds rolling by; You are the rainbow after a morning shower, the fire from a raging storm; In our memories you will live allways, and in our nights you will hold us close; Your strength keeps us going, your love lingers in the depths of our hearts; Help us to get through this, keep our sanity from slipping away; All of your loved ones feel the same way.....we miss you......; You were taken too soon from us all and we need you so much; But we all know God has plans for you up in Heaven. Thank you for bringing us all together, thank you for all the happy times and even the bad; Thank you for being our brother, our mentor, our rock, and our love; Thank you above all else for being the man you were and still are; Thank you for just being you. Brian......Rest In Peace.....May God hold you close to him. I know all of us are from now on! Till we meet again, Bro.......God Ble
If all of the eight desserts listed below were sitting in front of you, which would you choose (sorry, you can only pick one)! Trust me...this is very accurate. Pick your dessert, and then look to see what psychiatrists think about you. Here are your choices: 1. Angel Food Cake 2. Brownies 3. Lemon Meringue Pie 4. V anilla Cake With Chocolate Icing 5. Strawberry Short Cake 6. Chocolate Cake With Chocolate Icing 7. Ice Cream 8. Carrot Cake No, you can't change your mind once you scroll down, so think carefully what your choice will be. 1. ANGEL FOOD CAKE -- Sweet, loving, cuddly. You love all warm and fuzzy items. A little nutty at times. Sometimes you need an ice cream cone at the end of the day. Others perceive you as being childlike and immature at times. 2. BROWNIES -- You are adventur ous, love new ideas, and are a champion of underdogs and a slayer of dragons. When tempers flare up you whip out your saber.
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What's Ur Sex Style??
Whats your sex style?Romantic Sex StyleYou like to take it slow, lots of kissing and touching. Just like in a Chick flick... takes the girls away! At best when you are in love with your sex partner, and if not...they will be!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic
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Have You Ever Seen???
Have you ever seen people having some sort of sex in a moving car?
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Poetry~just Me~
MY HEART written by: Jennifer Swerdon words can not express how i feel somethings in this life just dont seem real passion and heartache are part of my life sometime all i end up with is strife i fall in love so very fast and ever time it just dont last of all the problems i have faced love is the only one i must taste i have been used and abused and very much bruised still in this life, love i do choose in the end it may fail apart but still i will give up my heart and I choose to give my heart to you! An unspoken silence Time will fade so unbelievably fast like a tornado twisting and turning destruction at last. Bodies envisioned memories retraced hearts imprisoned chances erased. Conversations well versed hearts then misplaced agony has risen love now cursed. In the moment of time there is an unspoken silence an electricity of emotion even triggered by violence. Honesty~ Written by Jennifer Something ain't
You must clearly tell the harasser to stop Generally speaking, it is unwise to communicate with a harasser. However, as soon as you determine that you are truly being harassed by someone, you must very clearly tell that person to stop. Simply say something like "Do not contact me in any way in the future" and leave it there. You do not need to explain why, just state that you do not want the person to contact you. Sometimes it is helpful to copy this message to the abuse department of the harasser's ISP. Keep a record of this message for your records. Do not respond to any further messages of any sort from the harasser. Don't have anyone else contact the harasser on your behalf. It is common for the harasser to claim that you are harassing him or her, but if you aren't contacting the person, it is clear that you aren't the harasser. Save everything One of the first impulses many harassment victims have is to just delete any communications they've received, and that's a bad idea.
Koyote And The Moon
Coyote was walking along the lake one night. it was a clear and pristine night all the stars shown and the moon glowed with a radiance that blinded him. He sat and thought why he never noticed how beautiful she really was till now and was thunderstruck with what he felt. He knew he had to go to her, being the master shapeshifter he is, he turned him self into a moonbeam and flew up to her. He charmed and wooed her for many months, and she accepted his love. Now he lived there many years and was very happy for once in his life, but being curious is his bane. He thought many times of going back down but always put it off, he was too happy. But as things went by his curiosity grew and grew, he knew things where happening down there and many would be interesting even the mundane where calling to him. The wind on his face, the cold fresh water along his body, the sweet smells of spring, the time of harvest when he would fill his gut till it burst-ed, all wer
Save The Planet
First off some people will not(as opposed to may not) agree with this, to them I say sorry but it is true. There is a lot of talk about how to save this planet, but there is only one true way to do it. To understand my solution to this problem we must first look at what is the MAIN danger that this planet is facing. It is not recycling although I do feel that recycling is important, but no that is not going to do it. The only way to save this world is to eliminate the biggest threat to it. We must stop raping the planet thought strip mine and pollution and everything. To save this world HUMANS MUST STOP REPORDUCING! There are so many things that are great about this place, beautiful oceans, mountains, animals, but mankind itself is the biggest threat to out world. I want to save the planet but not the race. If it wasn't for man this world would be a wonderful place to live. And yes I'm ready to get about of bad comments on this but that's cool. Everybody has a right to their opinons. T
101 Things To Do While At Walmart Lol
If you all know the poem by mya Angelou "still I rise" this will be funny I wrote this for a class and thought it was funny and decided to blog it lol Hope you all enjoy lol much love I Love My Fries You may put me down as unhealthy with your, bitter, bad taste You throw me in the very grease, but still, like McDonalds, I love my fries. Do my French fries upset you? Why are you overwhelmed as if you bit a lemon? Cause I eat with no care and no dismay. Just like my mother and father with a smile on my face, and the sun overshadowing me, I love my fries. Did you want to see me hungry with dry mouth and with white lips? Hunched over, hurting from my growling stomach. Does my hunger offend you? Don't hate cause I eat as if it's my last meal on earth. I may eat a pizza or maybe even a salad but still, so delicious, I love my fries. Does the smell make you drool? Does it come as a surprise that my car smells like super size fries? From school to work, I love my fri
Whats The Point!right?
Guys And Pigs The Definition
The definition: A guy is a man. A pig is a name given to a guy who isn't a man. You like where this is going? Well lets get a little deeper. A man is a guy who will SEE someone and not look at someone. A man doesn't get a crick in the neck when a woman walks by who he thinks is a perfect ten. He knows there is no perfect ten. Everyone has a flaw and sometimes more than just one. He also knows its those flaws that make or break the attraction. A man doesn't judge to judge but to understand that everyone is made different. He is one to respect that a woman does like compliments but doesn't like the drool, slobbering, and snorting. If a woman chooses to show her self in her natural state then a compliment is nice. A wanna get in your holes comment isn't anything but pushy and rude. Also if a woman is wearing something that is a turn on that it's not a green light to pillage her. A man will see a woman as not a trophy but as an equal and a friend. Compliment her, spoil her, share a c
As You Mature
Friday, March 14, 2008 Things You Learn As You Mature... Current mood: amused Category: Life ~Copy of an e-mail I received from Wally~ Things You Learn As You Mature: Ive learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in. Ive learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just assholes. Ive learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it. Ive learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, youd better have a big weenie or huge boobs. Ive learned that you shouldnt compare yourself to others--they are more screwed up than you think. Ive learned that you can keep puking long after you think youre finished. Ive learned that we are responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities. Ive learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when youre down will be the ones Free!!
Starting from when I first met her in middle school. I thought she was the coolest girl ever. I dont know what "it" was about her but I was mesmerized by her way of being. She was only a year older than me but I was convinced that she was so cool. Maybe it had something to do with the fact that she was practically the first girl I knew that wore full blown make up...the eyeliner, the lipstick, AND lipliner always leaving her mark wherever she would go...thinking back now it sounds silly but its true...she was my first "girl-crush" to speak...but not the weird kind, more like the she's so beautiful and cool I wanna be just like her kinda crush...innocent and true. As the years passed I always admired her. Frankly she was the shit...the kind of girl that I looked up to.... Many girls tried to be like her, myself included, but you couldnt be like her, you just couldnt. She is and always will be one of a kind. Maybe thats the "it" that I so much admired, maybe thats the "coo
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Perfect Day
So it's time for me to get deep in my writings and all that. I haven't in awhile so I figured now with everything going on would be a wonderful time to think about deep thought and share them with everyone. Life: taking a breath everyday and living the breaths and sec. for everything they are worth. Thats how I'd love to truely say I've lived mine. but I'm not able to say that I've taking them for what they are worth alot of the time. But At least I k now I'm not alone. I've opened my eyes this weekend to a whole new thought on being lost and having to find myself. But where do I start when I'm truely a lost soul who can't seem to find the right path. I know Im 20 I still have time to find that right path but do I really. No one knows when it's there time and so I'm failing at living to the fullest in some ways. the 3 L's of living to me at one time was live laugh love... While I've changed the love to learn now. Cuz love has gotten me no where but learning has did so much more for
Thanks For Everything
Thank you all so very much for allowing me to be part of your online experience. Fubar at one point was a major part of my life last year being away from my family and twins. I am back home now and it is time for me to get my life together. I thank you all for your friendships. I wish you all well in life. Thank You!!! Yes I will be deleting this account..... B.E.P. Antonio Special Thanks go out to this woman right here, for helping me through my hardest times. Amelia ~Real Life Girlfriend & Fu Wifey to BrownEyedPapi~@ fubar
Proudest Monkey
Proudest Monkey Swing in this tree Oh I am bounce around so well Branch to branch, limb to limb you see All in a day's dream I'm stuck Like the other monkeys here I am a humble monkey Sitting up in here again But then came the day I climbed out of these safe limbs Ventured away Walking tall, head high up and singing I went to the city Car horns, corners and the gritty Now I am the proudest monkey you've ever seen Monkey see, monkey do Then comes the day Staring at myself I turn to question me I wonder do I want the simple, simple life that I once lived in well Oh things were quiet then In a way they were the better days But now I am the proudest monkey you've ever seen Monkey see, monkey do Monkey see, monkey do Dave Matthews
My Blog
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Febrile Seizures
My 16month old son was brought into ER at mary bridge for a Febrile seizure very high fever and had been having some diarrhea, they did nothing to find out why he was running such a high fever and sent me on my way i was confused and very scared for my sons life because i still had no answers. we took him to walmart to pick up more fever medicine and his fever came back again very strong, when i got home took a rectal temperature it read 104.9 and he was acting very listless and when i went to change his diaper he had a small seizure, so i called Mary bridge and talked to a nurse and told her what was going on. I was very shook and cry and telling her how concerned i was and she acting as though i was talking to her about my sons birthday party or something very heartless and cold and she told me that should take him to his doctor at wood creek before i bring him back in because they don't correspond with wood creek. I mean how horrible have people become to tell me not to bring my son
Fade Away
A beautiful morning a clear blue sky I wipe the tears away from my eyes High is the sky above I see a dove a sign of what I thought was love I turn the radio on, its time to dress My heart is broken, my heads a mess They play his song and I let out a sigh Forcing back the tears, its hard not to cry I think about him all day long Oh why oh why did I have to hear that fucking song Why when we love with body and mind That breaking up and heart break is so unkind I see him everywhere I look I wish I could shut him out like closing a book Am I bitter and twisted and full of hate Or is the beast still locked up behind a gate If I where to hate him It would mean I never loved him And I did love him I know for sure For in my heart my love was pure For he was my love, caring and kind And in losing him I nearly lost my mind So the am I really bitter in twisted?? I think not for I believe I was gifted. To love, to lose and then to cry You feel like you just wa
Help Judi Godmother!
Judi is 318,000 from being a Godmother. She's always helping people whether it be bombing, helping people level, etc. Let's all show Judi the loves she deserves. Go spank her hard so we can get her to Godmother just that much sooner! Thank you to all that show her love on her journey to Godmother! Hope you all have a wonderful day. :) Just click on her link below to help her out...Hugsssss ~Judi~SIXX SLAVE~LEVELER / BOMBER~*S*U*P*~@ fubar This pimpout brought to you by: ♫LilBamaGirl♫~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar
1. Wifey 2. Boo 3. Bitches 4. Ho's 1)Wifey is irreplaceable.. but she is the only one that is irreplaceable.. She is the girl that the guy loves and will always loves, and he never wants to see her with another man.. But.. He will cheat on her with Boo, Bitches, and Ho's until he is mature enough to realize that if he loses Wifey he would be screwed, and NEVER be happy again.. 2) Boo is replaceable, she thinks she"s Wifey, but will NEVER be Wifey because Wifey was made Wifey is irreplaceable.. she can NEVER replace her.. Boo tries to take Wifeys spot, but once she attempts, the guy allows her to get a TASTE of Wifey"s spot... but will NEVER achieve her spot for any longer than a few months, then the man goes back to Wifey.. And Boo either gets replaced with another Boo, or, the man matures and decides that Wifey is the one for him.. (Ladies.. you don"t want to be BOO) 3) Bitches.. A female that a male uses only for sex or other sexually related events..Dat call when Wifey a
Angel Eyes
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The Truth
How is it possible To be filled with love Yet overflowing with emptiness? To be surrounded by affection Yet consumed by loneliness? To be deliriously happy Yet cry out in sorrow? How is it possible To find solace Yet be afraid? To be healed from wounds Yet crippled with pain? To be made whole Yet broken and fragmented? How is it possible To feel comfort Yet lose hope? To experience passion Yet still be numb? To burst with joy Yet ache with longing? How is it possible To be listened to Yet not be heard? To be wanted Yet feel unnecessary? To have met your match Yet remain unmatched? These are the things I wonder.
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I was just wondering how people make the symbols in the names and status. Of course we have all see hearts. But I noticed different types of text too. How do they do it???
Cries Herself To Sleep
Cries herself to sleep just another night keeps telling herself over and over "It's going to be alright" But each tear that rolls down her face reminds her that she's not fine I don't know why she's crying why she repeats the same old line All she needs is a simple thank you or a reminder of job well done or just a simple hug from a friend..just one... She's so horribley young she shouldn't feel this way but crying herself to sleep she feels like everyone went away Somebody, please tell her she needs to know what the point is at some time she changed inside but this was the time she missed Tears are thundering all around heartbeat in her head screaming in this silence she'd rather be dead Now she's drifting away lullaby tears in her eyes wondering, will anyone save me? no..nobody knows why she cries
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Support R Troops
Will you give this to my Daddy? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support 'Red Fridays.' Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or repr
To All My Friends And Family Members
Thanx to all my friends and family who has been ratin my stuff and leavin me profile comments, I really do appericate it all!!! But to all the others who NEVER rate nothin, Or leave me profile comments I will be deletin you off my friend list...And won`t be addin you back!!!
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Whatever Dude I'm Done!!
I CAN NOT STAND FAKE PEOPLE!! And I've come to see that there is A LOT of fake people on here...I'm done playing games with people! People need to learn how to grow up!!!! Seriously...I'm sick of fucking being lied to...I'm sick of being played like i'm a fuckin fool! I'm not fucking stupid...I know what the hell is going on...But whatever it's all good..Fuck you, I could careless now..I'm fucking DONE!!!
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Levelin Up
I just wanted to say thanx to those who helped me Level up so far and to those who will help in the future......
Random Musings V2.0
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Where I Come From...
First, you must learn to pronounce the city name... it's "Bur/min/ham." Driving Information: Burmin'ham has its own version of traffic rules... 1. The truck with the loudest exhaust goes next at a 4-way stop. The truck with the biggest tires goes after that (Note: Blue haired ladies driving anything have right-of-way anytime.). 2. To find anything in the city, it is required that you know where Malfunction Junction is. Which is the Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. It is one of only two "cloverleaf" formation interchanges in the world. We invented it and only one other city was stupid enough to implement it again. > > Atlanta, Georgia - making them dumber than we are. 3. The morning rush hour is from 6:00 AM to 10:00 AM. The evening rush hour is from 3: 00 PM to 7:00 PM. Friday's rush hour starts Thursday morning and runs thru Saturday at Noon. If the term "merging delays" is ever used by the person reporting the traffic, even in passing, call in
Poem For Katy...angel
In my eyes she was an angel... No matter where she goes she's watching over me... There's no other friend who could take her place... She's the only angel to guide me on my way and to brighten my day... When I need an uplifting thought, her hand will be there to hold or hug... My angel will sit with me for awhile... She's the only one who could make me smile... She's a friend that comes from an unknown source... And soon make me feel complete once more... She's there to encourage and to guide me... She's an angel who will always stay beside me... She kissed my tears away when I was sad... I wasn't feeling quite myself today... My day had been so bad... i felt warmth brush by me that quickly dried my tears... A gentle, kind, and loving touch... That seemed to hold me near... Immediately, I felt so much better... And the day seemed so much brighter too... I guess that's just the way I feel when my guardian angel comforts me...
Mz. B's Mother's Day Pimp Out
This is to all the Mothers on Fubar, I hope you all have an amazing Mothers Day. It's a day to cherish being a mom, To Cherish a day that's about you. Just remember if you're a mom, You are truly blessed from Above. And to those who can't have kids, You're not alone. Mother's Love There is no love, like a mother's love, no stronger bond on earth... like the precious bond that comes from God, to a mother, when she gives birth. A mother's love is forever strong, never changing for all time... and when her children need her most, a mother's love will shine. God bless these special mothers, God bless them every one... for all the tears and heartache, and for the special work they've done. When her days on earth are over, a mother's love lives on... through many generations, with God's blessings on each one. Be thankful for our mothers, for they love with a higher love... from the power God has given, and the strength from up above. -
Dr Phils Advice
Dr Phil proclaims, "The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you've started." It's as simple as that. So,I looked around my house to see all the things I had started and hadn't finished, and before leaving the house this morning, I finished off a bottle of Merlot, a bottle of White Zinfandel, a bottle of Bailey's, a package of Oreos, the remainder of both Prozac and Valium prescriptions, the rest of the cheesecake, some saltines, and a box of chocolates. You have no idea how freaking good I feel. Have a great weekend!
I Am Someone
I am someone I walked past a dead face even though the person was alive I saw my eyes in the mirror and cried at the sight I looked at a person I didnt know and I met a friend I got heads to turn when I walked past I learned a lot about myself when I lost a new friend I cried every tear in my body when I thought about love I got hit bad then got back in the ring I climbed a mountain of rocks and saw an eagle fly over- head I heard terrible things about myself when no one thought I was listening I realized I was strong when I didnt cry when it hurt I found out who I was when I was with someone else I thought I was lost forever when a friend found me I held a life in my hand and it was my own I was a pawn in someone else's game so I surrendered to a brook I walked the fine line between surviving and not wanting to survive I still am I am someone
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7 Kinds Of Sex
The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you". The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife/Hubby any more. She/He takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. The 6th kind is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. OOPS. Don't forget the 7
My Heart
No more tears from these eyes will fall. Apology not needed, I will stand tall. Your words were cruel and yet I stayed. I tried so hard to live your way. I had no chance at winning this race. For in your heart I held last place. I walk away with tear filled eyes. Nothing in my heart but a list of lies. My heart is lonely and so weak, From loving someone who didn't love me. I tried lying to my heart with a fake smile. Yet my eyes told the truth from deep inside. There's so much sadness within my heart. My healing begins with us apart. Now my heart seeks comfort and peace. Knowing you never really loved me. My hearts love has been cruelly abused. What once was us, has now become you.
Well it's either "I don't love you so fuck off and die" or "I love you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you" and shit. IF YOU WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH ME FUCKING SAY THAT!!!! DO NOT WAIT 'TIL THE LAST DAY AFTER WE GET CLOSE AND SHIT. What the fuck do people do to each other these days? I have just experienced someone I thought I was close to, do the same shit to me, but I'm not worried about that. If she wants to be a total bitch to me let her. Well, not to me, but behind my back, and whatever. Then I find out TODAY how she really felt all along. You know it would have been nice to actually know how she felt before but she wanted to wait probably the whole, "But you seemed so happy with me and I wanted to see what was going on" or the "I didn't want to hurt you" or, "But he's an asshole and it might not work out but I still love you and him" or something fucking retarded like that. What really gets me is the "You know, Drew, you're a very good guy, BUT,....I loved h
The Cap
The Cap Once there was a man With a cap on his head Under it were mysteries Which a woman was trying to uncover The cap has a spell It sticks in his head It cannot be taken out Except by a kiss So the kiss the woman decided to set free To find out the caps obscurity But still the cap wont slip off Except the kisser is without shirt And then the kissers shirt was off But the cap has the spell still uncast It could only go off with the mans pants out And so he did after the womans nod But the man wont take the pants out With the lights around on And after the woman said yes Then everything was all dark and dim Then the cap was rolling down the carpet With the shirt, the pants It was too dark to see whats more The woman didnt bother a bit She perfectly saw in the dark whats under the cap. ArtCollect by Zee 2:30 PM 25 March 2008
World's Shortest Fairy Tale
Once upon a time, a guy asked a girl "Will you marry me?" The girl said, "NO!" And the girl lived happily ever after and went shopping, dancing, camping, drank martinis, always had a clean house, never had to cook, did whatever the hell she wanted, never argued, didn't get fat, traveled more, had many lovers, and had all the hot water to herself. She went to the theater, never watched sports, never wore fricken lacy lingerie that went up her ass, had high self esteem, never cried or yelled, felt and looked fabulous in sweat pants. The End.
This is Mina typing this, I only came onto my account to add some pics to my profile "SOUL" whom I have been promoting on myspace. Bella, my best friend in real life is doing this page until I decide to come back. I am enjoying the music business, and working with real promoters getting my foot in the door in LA. The band "SOUL" has just signed a contract where they are doing second stage at the Texas rock fest WOW!!!! This is the best of news!! Not to mention I have all kinds of things lined up for them. Now, my myspace is open, my whole page is dedictated to them, if you like stop by take a look and tell me what ya think. my link is Now, please she has told me of a few people being arguementive with her while she is doing my page thinking it is me, if it is me I will tell you!!!! I do not have the time to do this and the other. Right now music is more of a passion to me then points. Please respect her while on my page, if not
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She lifts me drives me holds me binds me accompanies me sees me has me caresses me touches me tastes me breathes me emboldens me welcomes me romances me strengthens me excites me finds me LOVES ME She
Drama In Chat
Looks like I discoverd some drama in chat tonight. Apparently _somebody_ has a jealous boyfriend that doesn't like somebody else talking to them. All I was doing was trying to be a friend and ask some questions about pictures SHE sent to me. Apparently he freaked all out about it and she doesn't even have the courage to tell me that it was a problem or why. Apparently it is OK for her boyfriend to jump somebody and not even have the common courtesy to say it herself. What the fuck ever. Didn't seem to be a problem with her BEFORE his sorry ass showed up, so why should it be one now? For all I knew, he is some sorry fuck of a stalker. So for you woman, WHATEVER. If this is how you are going to act I don't need your shit. There are over 6 billion people in the world and over half of them are women, so you ain't the only woman out there who will talk to me. Enjoy your psycho. I'm sure he'll beat the fuck out of you one of these days when he thinks you are cheating on him
As you enter you say I cannot touch. Naked with your hands and mouth all over me. Wanting to touch you has never been this much. I am in ectasy from what I feel and see. Our passion consumes us making it hard to restrain. My head is filling with fantasies for us to do. I am overwhelmed and my resistance is pain. Our lips now meet as I expose you too. I worship your body and cannot get enough. We come closer with a connection thats true. I realize why you did this even though it was tough. You made me want you more than I have ever wanted you when i close my eyes....... I close my eyes to imagine The touch of your hand I want you so badly Cant you understand I feel my fingers slide They caresse my naked skin My thoughts are with you And they are filled with sin Thinking of the distance When will you be here Dream of you closer And of you beeing near Still with my eyes closed I kindly bite my lips Wish that this was your hands Caressing the skin on
I Have Managed A Salute.
I have finally managed to post a salute; so if you folks want to see what this ugly mug looks like, go ahead and take a look. I'll be back rating/adding/fanning(huh?) A.S.A.P. Take care.
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Random Thoughts
I am here for FUN!! If I don't think your fun I am not gonna talk to you. I want to laugh, smile and enjoy my time here :) So don't get too serious! MUAH
I just made a big list of things I need to do today and tomorrow to get myself motivated.....Well I sat my fat ass back down at the computer again....I don't think my list is working yet.....
ok so here is a heads up. I do not have my computer in my possesion, it is with HP currently getting repaired. I have been using my dad's computer which is not acting up. I may not be here for awhile unless I can get my dad's computer repaired/fixed or even figure out what is wrong with it. :( Luv's ya all, for those that have it. I will be mobile on yahoo. For those that have it, you can call me... I really hate to have to disappear for a little while but I don't have a choice at the present moment. So that's what is up with me... Laters, (hopefully sooner than later) Jenn
Blame It On.....
Not as easy as you might think. Now copy or forward, change the answers to suit you and pass it on. It's really hard to only use one word answers. Send it to all your friends including the person that sent it to you: 1. Where is your cell phone? beside me 2. Where is your significant other? his house 3. Your hair? needs touched up...but it's auburn 4. Your mother? watching american idol i'm sure 5. Your father? same as my mother 6. Your favorite thing? my son 7. Your dream last night? don't remember 8. Your dream/goal? to raise a successful young man 9. Room you're in? bedroom 10. Your fear? bridges 11. Where do you want to be in 6 years? anywhere but here 12. Where were you last night? sleepover :) 13. What you're not? fake 14. Muffins? blueberry cheesecake 15. Wish list items??? harley 16. Where you grew up? mississippi 17. The last thing you did? worked 18. What you are wearing? pj's 19. Your TV? on american idol 20. Your pet? dixie and little bit 21. Your co
Karma Is A Bitch!
A Los Angeles federal grand jury has indicted a woman for her alleged role in a MySpace online hoax played on a 13-year-old girl who later committed suicide. Lori Drew of St Louis, Missouri was indicted on Thursday on one count of conspiracy and three counts of accessing protected computers without authorisation to obtain information to inflict emotional distress. Each of the four counts carries a maximum possible penalty of five years in prison. Drew allegedly helped create a fake MySpace account to contact neighbour Megan Meier who thought she was chatting with a 16-year-old boy named Josh Evans. At the time of the incident, the Drews and the Meiers lived four doors apart in Waterford Crystal Drive, in the town of Dardenne Prairie. The Drew's teenage daughter and Megan were friends. The online relationship between "Josh" and Megan bloomed for several weeks before the tone suddenly changed. On October 15, 2006, Josh sent Megan a message saying, 'I don't want to be fr
**please read it all** some of you on here are whores or if you like prostitutes. reason: you put yourself out there on a sexy pic but when the typical guy takes a look, sorry you have to do this to see. some of you on here have pride in your looks and dont feel like showing off, good for you, just remember, not all guys are assholes, just most. some of you only let certain people you trust look at your naked bodies, well i hope its someone you know in real life cause lets face it, this is the net, trust on here is like... just trust no one. some of you put a sexy pic and hate it when tons of guys want to see more, in case you didnt know, most guys cant control themselves when all there blood goes from there head down to our other head. so if you are any of the above and dont like what ive said, then dont be it. if you are any of the above and know it and want to be it and proud of it. then good for you and keep having fun. it sucks sometimes. i just want to fuck or ea
How I Feel At This Moment
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#12 Right Here Sweety.
The 12 Types of Females 1. Ms. Gold-Digger Advantages a. u have some one to manage ur money. b. She always looks good. c. She makes ur other niggas jealous. d. She makes u look good. Disadvantages a. When u get broke she'll be gone and take what u have left. b. She makes sure she has a child by you to sue u for child support. c. Once ur nigga comes up she'll be on his arm the next day. 2. Ms. Freak (secret lover) Advantages a. She knows all the right positions. b. She'll try everything more than once. c. u're never unsatisfied. d. She'll do all the things ur girl won't do. e. She doesn't mind being ur freak, as long as she catches one too. Disadvantages a. Eventually, b/c she's a female, she'll end up catching feelings. b. She starts to act like she's ur "main". c. She fucks wit ya boy and act like u in the wrong for telling her that she's a freak. d. Eventually her shit gets old. And you need a replacement. 3. Ms. Independent Advanta
Teddy Bear Looking For Love
Never Forget
I remember getting up with my kids. Feeding breakfast to my little ones and turning on Nickelodeon. I spent the day cleaning, taking care of my toddlers and infant. I was clueless. I had no idea what was happenening to us. 3 pm. I received a phne call. "Can you believe this????" the caller asked. Believe what?? Here is where I learned of the horrible attack. Here is where I learned about all the people who had died. Here is where I learned of the heroes of this day, the rescuers, the volunteers, and those willing to give their lives to save thousands of others. This is where I learned of the attack on our trade centers, an attack on our own soil. This is something I think about everytime I look at our American flag. This is something I remember. This is something I feel in my heart everytime I look at a soldier. This is something that you should remember as well. Today is a day to remember our fallen. All the people who were in the trade centers. To the
THROUGH THE EYES OF CHILDREN ..... 1) NUDITY I was driving with my three young children one warm summer evening when a woman in the convertible ahead of us stood up and waved. She was stark naked! As I was reeling from the shock, I heard my 5-year-old shout from the back seat, 'Mom, that lady isn't wearing a seat belt!' 2) OPINIONS On the first day of school, a first-grader handed his teacher a note from his mother. The note read, 'The opinions expressed by this child are not necessarily those of his parents. ' 3) KETCHUP A woman was trying hard to get the ketchup out of the jar. During her struggle the phone rang so she asked her 4-year-old daughter to answer the phone. 'Mommy can't come to the phone to talk to you right now. She's hitting the bottle. ' 4) MORE NUDITY A little boy got lost at the YMCA and found himself in the women! 's lock er room. When he was spotted, the room burst into shrieks, with ladies grabbing towels and running for cover. Th
My Life
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Congratulations Booboo
I would like too thank each and everyone that has been on my page today too help make me a Prophet. Never could I imagine waking up today and being a Prophet by the end of the day. This morning i needed 1,254,000 too level. My goal today was just too get under 1 million too go and now im a Prophet. Im not even sure how too put this into words too express my thank yous. If you all was here I would give you huge hugs. I will do my best too alway s be there too help each and everyone level. Thank you for every rate, comment, bling too help me get here. There was so many people on my page today too help me its impossible too put you all in here of fear of missing someone. This has been a long road too get here and im greatful for all my friends that helped me reach this goal. I would like too thank all of the Shadow Levelers for making this possible. I have saw so many of you on my profile day in and day out too get me leveled too Prophet. I love you all and thank you for bei
Beneath The Screeching Of Kamikaze Cab Wheels
Vegas disappointment Enemies with friendly smiles A new bestfriend Braving the midnight sun. Sleepless in Seattle? Curious of things to come. Oh, this isn't Moscow... Oh, this isn't Tokyo... Welcome to Chicago... California Dreamin' Vegas Nights ...Motherfucker. Realizing that life is too short.
Who Says Theres No Such Thing As Love
Forever a lonley dream, never ending scenes i am caught in, always the same mistake, always the same regret. Leaving love catches me, breaking emotions in my heart, Even though im standing still, the room is spinning. I dream of empty halls, trying to follow the voice of my love, hearing the sinful words of sweet emotion, yet his face is not shown. Forever calling out his name, wanting to be by his side, yet following the same dream, I fear he will never come out, he leaves his emotions in, and i am left in agony, wanting the love i fear i will never have, dreaming the same dream, wanting the same love, and feeling it will never appear in my lonely dreams Someday, one day We will meet, No matter if its today or tomorrow, Someday, one day, We will meet, It may be now or 50 years from now, But I know, someday, one day, We will meet, And when that day comes, My life will be complete. We are destined to be. Someday, one day, We will meet.
Tornadoes June 4, 2008 Well, today was one for the record books. We had severe weather which means (at this particular time of year) severe thunderstorms, lightening and tornadoes. Anyone who has lived here for more than a year knows thats just what goes on. Sometimes they cause death and destruction; sometimes they dont. So today was no exception. We woke up to rain and it began storming shortly thereafter. When I arrived at work we had our normal daily meeting and discussed where to go in case of a tornado. People started freaking out. I was shocked. I shouldnt have been, but I forgot the idiocy that inhabits the bodies and minds of those I work with sometimes. Dummy me. One stupid chick said that if a tornado hit, she was running to her car and heading home to her babies. I told her that her babies would do no better with a dead mommy (maybe they wouldI dont know). She wasnt having any of that. Well, the storms seemed to
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Here's some more videos and stuff for you guys to watch. Some of it is pretty old & i apologise. I just think music was much better back then. Cereal mascot therapy session (animated) Nine Inch Nails - Closer Evanescence - Thoughtless live (KORN cover) Vast - Pretty When You Cry This kid is good! Puppy Love Funny Spoof Mad Tv - Snoop Dogg Spoof
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Personal Salutes...want One?
How bout this...I will make a personal salute for anyone who goes and reads my bulletin about Mz. Chaos in a contest and bombs her picture at least 100 times...and YOU get to choose what type of personal salute I make for you. Deal?? Go read my bulletin and bomb Mz Chaos in her contest...
Words Of Wisdom
Enjoy your friends and loved ones as much as you can and please do not take them for granted. It is not until you lose someone very special to you that you regret not telling them how much they meant to you and how much you enjoyed the time you spent with them; and THAT is something you will have to live with for the rest of your life.
Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday Donna aka aGEM4life Please take a minute out of your day to stop by GEMs page and wish her a Happy Birthday. ♡aGEM4life♡ ~♫♪HockingRadio's DJ Gemini♪♫@ fubar Leave her a comment, buy her a drink, rate her pictures and her stash Bling Her! Please just show this awesome lady some love today! If you havent already r/f/a her, today is the day to do it! I promise you wont be disappointed! I am so blessed to be able to call her my friend. I know you will feel the same way once you get to know her. Those of you who do know Donna, know just how true these words are. Shes always the first to drop you a comment, help you level or even just make you smile. Lets make her 39th year a great one! Made with much love by: AngelGurl@ fubar
Old Stories By Friends
This is a story by an old friend of mine... very very sad... It was a cool fall day in late October... the sun shown through the blinds... it's too early I thought as I pulled the covers over my head... I felt the edge of the bed bend down.... and something crawl across it and sit on my stomach... "Mommy...Mommy wake up" a little voice came... I smiled... I threw the covers back and threw him on his back and began tickling him... he laughed and laughed as he tried to wiggle away... "where do you think your going?" I said as I pulled him back towards me... he laughed more and more as I tickled him... I finally let him get up... he jumped up and ran out of the room... I followed him yelling "I'm gonna get you"... he screamed and laughed... and ran into the living room... I ran back around through the kitchen and caught him... he laughed as I spun him around wrapping my arms around him... spinning around till we fell to the ground laughing... he looked down... at me and said "I love yo
Just Me
Im For Sale!!!
Poems Written By Me
When Im alone in my room Sometimes I stare at the wall And reminisce about you, The love you had for us all. As the days go by, Oh so rapidly, My thoughts of you fill me with pride. I am thankful for the things youve done for me And for the life you taught me to provide. Because of you I am who I am today, The stronger fighter, the lover, The mother I became. Thank you Daddy, for all your love, Thank you Daddy, for your courage, Thank you Daddy, for not giving up Thank you Daddy, for protection, from up above. ( In memory of Dad, written by me)
Sick Of Fake Ass Ppl
The Wedding Ring 3 Months Lost&found!!!
Well 3 months ago my wedding ring came up missing...needless to say I looked Everywhere...Except the dryer at my hubby's apt...hmmm...why did this escape my mind??? His dryer eats everything and not to mention he dont ask where the filter is...or...why the dryer quit? He just started hanging our clothes up to dry... well the dryer unfortunately, had my wedding ring, my I.D., my wristband, and a shitload of change...LOL thanks to my hubby never cleaning it...I was lucky to have got it back...and really discusted with the filth in there. Ewww. my god; so now the office is charging him for never cleaning it or asking where the filter is... anyways, just trying to see why that never occured to me to look in there or anything else. I'm Pleading the Fifth! Until proven guilty on this one...!!!!
Lets Make Love And Watch Death Commit Suiside
for the one that i love..... BEFOR A DREAM laying there trying not to think of the empty space next to me finding your sent over and over deep in my sheets never fading breathing intensely in and out the sent saturated in my mined the fealings of wanting you here to be the distroyer of all my fears sloly drifting in to a coma of sleep only to dream the sent..... THE DREAM opening my eyes i see you there lying on your side breathing in and out i reach over and rap my arm around you softly kissing your back hopeing to not wake you so picefull you look i cant help but stare watching you move to your back hands placed on your chest as it moves up and down sloly deeply i inhale wanting to never forget you. sloly i drift back to sleep and in a dream i dream of you there holding me close my head resting on your chest.... AFTER A DREAM the day brakes its not to early and i reach over to find the emptly
Support Our Troops!!
PRAYERS NEEDED FOR A FALLEN SOLDIER, A FELLOW FIREFIGHTER I WORK WITH HAS LOST HIS SON IN THE WAR IN IRAQ, PLEASE PRAY FOR HIM AND HIS FAMILY Days after returning to Iraq from a short visit home, Army Sgt. Shane Duffy, 24, has been killed in service to his country. Just over a week ago, Duffy who was home from Iraq for a few days was honored in a brief ceremony before a Taunton High School softball game versus Dighton-Rehoboth. Duffys younger sister, Shanon, got the game winning hit as he watched from the sidelines with his wife and young baby. Today was a great day, she told the Taunton Daily Gazette after the May 23 game. With Sh
Just A Bunch Of Shit
After 13 years of marriage, 3 kids, countless memories, both exsquisite and painful, my wife and I have split. I've spent the last week or so pondering all the things that I should or shouldnt have done. I've tried to be mad, been heartbroken as I am sure she has been. We have talked, and she will always be my best friend in the world. But in the last few days, Ive realized something. And I've never wanted to admit to this before. The truth is, we both had secrets. We both kept some deep dark secret from each other. Which of us had the worse of the secrets is arguable. They were both a resultant of the other. The problem, we couldn't admit to ourselves the secrets we kept were so harmful. And if we could not admit them to ourselves, in what reality would we be able to admit them to each other. We know the pain that our secrets would cost. Even more than that however, is the realization of admitting to ourselves that these secrets could have very well ended our marriage muc
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Tag Ur It
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? bed 2. Your significant other? haha 3. Your hair? short 4. Your mother? K 5. Your father? oklahoma 6. Your favorite thing? Love 7. Your dream last night? OMG 8. Your favorite drink? tea 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? country 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Dunno 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? crazy 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? car 18. Where you grew up? marlow 19. The last thing you did? worked 20. What are you wearing? nightie 21. TV? csi 22. Your pets? dog 23. Your computer? pain 24. Your life? ok 25. Your mood? tired 26. Missing someone? Al
Would You??
Currently, I'm in the hospital again for a bunch of testing to try to figure out WHY I was in a coma for 3 days. So far, the doctors have no clue. Hopefully, I will be going home this weekend and the rest of the tests will be done as outpatient. I don't know yet but please bare with me and pray everything is okay. Love, ~LadyBug13~
Maybe I'm Just Bitter..
I am sure that this may stir up controversy with many, but frankly I don't care.. I have been on this site for a weeks time and find it kind of shady that some of the women (I'm not stereotyping women, just don't check out guys.. they could be the same) kind of prostitute themselves for blast, bling, etc. Maybe it is me being bitter, young, or somewhat reserved but isn't that pretty much like... "If you spend money to get me this, I will let you see my naked pictures"? What ever happened to women showing respect to themselves? It almost gives right for men to be womanizers as long as they throw a little money around... I mean fubar is an online community which I enjoy being a part of, but it's just sad to see people stooping so low for stuff "online"... I heard the prostitutes in Nevada are struggling, maybe you can go help out there economy instead of selling yourself online. :) /The end
You've Been Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I Love Reality TV. 2. I Loathe Snakes, Slimy creatures 3. I Love oysters 4. I Cry Over Sappy Movies 5. I Hate Stupid People. 6. I Love Computers. 7. I Collect Dolphins 8. I Love My Friends 9. I Write Poetry 10. I Love To Read. Now it is your turn... Sunny DJ Candycane DJ Sinz Creamyitalian Manly
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im up for auction ladies come place your bids
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Bella's News
I'm in the following contests and it would make all the difference in this world if you could take a moment and vote for me. Simply click on the links below. You can vote only once a day. Make sure you give me all 10s! ;-) Under my picture, click on "Vote for me to be a Soak Girl" You can vote only once per day. Please repost this as a bulletin and as a blog, tell all your friends to go vote for me too, and ask me for the html codes for my banners so you can post them on your profile. Thanks for the support! Much love, Bella I'm looking for the hottest glamour models to enter the Sweethearts modeling contest. One monthly winner will be awarded her very own free membership website (which we will help you manage) and a non-exclusive contract with Bella Valentine. No previous experience necessary. You will need to s
Mini Profile
Have you ever watched kidon a marry-go round??Or listen to the rain??Falling on the ground.Ever flollowed a butterfly erratic flight?? Or gazed at the sun in the fading light??You better slow downDon't dance to fast!!Time is shortThe music wont lastDon't run through each dayWhen you ask "How are you"??Do you hear the reply??When the day is done,Do you lay in your bedWith the next hundred choresRunning through your head??You better slow down,Don't dance so fastTime is shortThe music wont last.Ever told your child,We'll do it tomorrow??And in your hasteNot see his sorrow??Ever lost touchLet a good friendship die??Cause you never had time to say "hi"??You better slow down.Time is short.The music wont last.When you run so fast to get somewhere,You miss half the fun getting there.When you worry and hurry through your day.It's like an unopened giftThrown away.Life is not a race.Do take it slower.Hear the musicBefore the song is over!!
I'm so excited about my new job. They offer so much training and advancement! They're the largest protective company in the world and is the #1 contractor for the Department of Defense and State Department. Wasn't easy getting though. Doing the paperwork for this job was almost like the military. The style and such was the same - including training records. I was asked today if I want to work on the 4th, and I told them I'm not sure. Of course, I should do so and it would make me shine - but, damn, can't I have a personal life EVER? Kosovo / Kazakhstan / Nuclear These are the 3 options I have after finishing my Criminal Justice degree. Kosovo is supporting the US military OR working at the US embassy as a protective officer. Kazakhstan is merely protecting the oil pipeline that runs through there - subject to many terrorist attacks. Nuclear - well, there are two nuke plants here in the Charlotte area. That, I believe is a good stepping stone to get overseas for
May You Always
May you always bloom in sunshine. May you always smile in rain. May you always walk in laughter. May you always find God's strength in pain. May you always find joy in friendship. May you always judge wisely. May you always have peace of mind. May you always be loving and kind .
Trading Spaces
A man was sick and tired of going to work every day while his wife stayed home. He wanted her to see what he went through so he prayed: "Dear Lord: I go to work every day and put in 8 hours while my wife merely stays at home. I want her to know what I go through. So, please allow her body to switch with mine for a day Amen!" God, in his infinite wisdom, granted the man's wish. The next morning, sure enough, the man awoke as a woman He arose, cooked breakfast for his mate, Awakened the kids, Set out their school clothes, Fed them breakfast, Packed their lunches, Drove them to school, Came home and picked up the dry cleaning, Took it to the cleaners And stopped at the bank to make a deposit, Went grocery shopping, Then drove home to put away the groceries, Paid the bills and balanced the check book. He cleaned the cat's litter box and bathed the dog. Then, it was already 1P.M. And he hurried to make the beds, Do the laundry, vacuu
Dark Silence
To you I would surrender And take down the wall Pour out my heart Just to see if it would fall It seems no greater a distance Have I found to suffice To hinder this feeling I harbor to entice The restless excitement Perils of indecision Trapped beneath the layers Together forming my prison Hidden by walls of words Bound by bars of sight All that come to life When concealed by the night I die to speak To finally reach out To let him know I can't do without These secrets of sort I must keep to me For those who don't know That's all that they see
What's the best ride these days at Disneyland in Ca?
Six 1 Six
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Hand Gesture
You Are an "A-OK" Your life philosophy can be summed up as, "Whatever will be, will be." Your greatest wish is to live each day a little better than the next. You are naturally calm and stable. Some people would call you a rock. You feel one with the world. You are a spiritual person, though no one who knows you would guess it. What Hand Gesture Are You?
Thank You All For Making Me A Disciple!
A huge thank you to all of my friends, all of your friends, the Shadow Levelers, etc. on making me Disciple tonight. I am so very sorry I wasn't here when it happened. I didn't think it would happen today! I didn't expect this to come so soon, but a couple of people were very determined to get me leveled, (Y'all know who ya are!) and I doubted it would happen any time soon. Thank you all so much, it means a lot to me. Please, if I miss thanking anyone, please, please let me know. I would feel terrible if I didn't return the love back to you. Again, thank you all so much. Lots of love and huge hugs to you all! You all RAWK! Lots of love. LilBamaGirl~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar (repost of original by 'LilBamaGirl~Shadow Leveler~' on '2008-07-22 19:40:20')
La Vida De Jacky
Buen, pues, soy Jacky. Espero poder darles unos cuantos enlaces en la vida y carrera mia. Chequen de vez en cuando para ver en que lios me estoy metiendo. I don't know how to translate that all, but I try. Come to the blog, and see what problems I am getting myself into. I hope that is right. If anyone else is bilingual, please help. I appreciate I went to see him in concert the other night, and I was impressed. That man can sing so great. I posted some of his songs on the Stash if you want to see him. Thank you for teaching me how to use the Stash
The Math Behind Being A Good Friend
A friend should be radical They should love you when you are unlovable Hug you when you are unhuggable And bear you when you are unbearable A friend should be fanatical They should cheer when the whole world boos Dance when you get good news And cry when you cry too But most of all. A friend should be mathematical They should multiply your joy Divide your sorrow Subtract the past And add to tomorrow Calculate the need deep in your heart And Always be bigger than the sum of all your parts
The Craziness Of Family!!!!lol
Heres To The Future
Alright, so the people that know me the best, know that I am very easy going and down to earth, yet funny and crazy. I dont do relationships very well and I split the second one gets too smothering. Well, I have met this great guy and we are like Peas and carrots. I love him he loves me and I am comfortable with all that has happened in such a short period of time. I find myself wondering if things are what they seem..........A couple of things have never added up and I do not know if it is the fact that they dont add up or am I scared and making it more than it really is? This is a tough one folks. Sometimes your gut can be wrong right? Or is it never wrong and the heart over powers the gut? My gut says, everything will be squared away, but something is not being said that should have been said at the beginning. My heart says, he loves you why would he do anything to ruin that. The gut says, why wont he let go? I wish he was here to ease my my mind, to grab my face and kiss
Fu Owner
Process This Is A Very Sweet Lady So This Is What i Have To Say About Her... In the storm Stands the white rose tumultuous waves of destruction abound her Yet tall is the white rose strong in the face Of the sensed doom around her And she does not bow down Pure is the white rose In the compost earth growing eternal strength in the nights that so hurt I see not the white rose She is so far away But I long to protect her But only the words can I say So I send her my words And my poets heart To help her when there is hope to see her through Be Strong little flower Your heart will guide true And as long as you want I will always talk to you
Twisted Wonderland
COME JOIN OUR NEW LOUNGE PREVIOUSLY KNOWN AS THE DIAMOND VAULT!!! Looking for New and Old members to come in and joing the fun!! Live Auctions Held in the lounge: Wednesdays - Ladies Nite Thursdays - Males Nite 9 pm Est. HIRING FULL STAFF (repost of original by '★☆ sTaRr ☆★' on '2008-07-24 18:19:07') (repost of original by '**Crystal ** FU-Bomber Team Leader for Tee**Greeter @ Twisted Wonderland!!' on '2008-07-24 18:21:16') (repost of original by '~Sassy*4*DJ~ Stiletto-Girls~fu-bomber~' on '2008-07-25 09:52:11')
Gotta Go
I know what my headlines says..just a bit of an explanation. I got a lot of things going on personally and professionally, so I just need to step back and evaluate my life and I have many choices to make..does the internet interfere? Well yeah, I'm not lookin for a sympathy deal or anything, just for the few on here that I've gotten to know, I wont be around. I might be back, I might not...I have responsibilities to others that I have to consider as well, so it's not all about me. Plus I'm burnt out from the artificial feel of what Fubar filled for me, loneliness, search for happiness, search for friendship and true love. I think I've embarked on a few or made some headway on those, but they have to be further explored..I have doubts about my own sanity, so let alone bringing others into it might not be wise. Gonna strip back the layers and work on life, work on myself, be who I want to be, be who I used to be...and plan for where and who I want to be.... these are incomplete though
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Jack Ass
So for the first time i was called a cunt well i dont like that much soooo heres his shit wanna help make him miserable?? Well on fubar he is Da Sox and his pic is of kermit the frog his url is this is what was said whitesox1again2008: well? Megan N: well what whitesox1again2008: what do u think i wanna do with your pic? Megan N: i know and i dont wanna know whitesox1again2008: fuck u whitesox1again2008: IMMATURE CUNT Da Sox: cunt all because i wasnt interested in him jacking off to my pic
Friends N Fellow Levelers
Everyone Meet Digsby. The best multiclient IM/email/etc program that I have come across. And now, you can come to my blog and talk to me! So, if ever you need to talk to me, you can message me here. I warn you though, if I find you to be an asshole, annoyance or just too retarded to be talking to me, I will tell you all about it. Also, if you're just trying to perv me, you can go fuck yourself without having to talk to me, all I will do is make fun of you, your willie, and the pathetic existence you must live because the only action you can get is on the internet. ^_^ All others, commence chat!
On My Mind
Walking a trail of memories returning to spirit lands misty atmospheres appear as through a window tinted amber searching for the colors of the heart dreaming of times not measured by hour glasses crystals of quartz nor counted like grains of sand when each knew and felt a sense of place a silent serenade felt much like wind my spirit reads braille now reaching for you, touching reaching, reaching for you through the interval of space that is both now, here, present past, future, held suspended frozen by our minds...transfixed reaching because it has that special meaning to us the poignancy of waves breaking over Carolina blues, greens, and golds of listless days languishing listening to whispering wandering winds whip at open shutters there banging like a drum on coastal Carolina windows sounds of piano heard through a stand of pine trees music carried there by winds infinitely for your ear
Draw On Me
so like i said i was and tecnically married for 15 years, well i have temporary custody of my kids, and it is hell trying to get this divorce finished, either i cant locate there mother or its another sob story about how she is allegedly homeless again. now i know you all are gonna say im stupid and i need to stop but i have continued to pay her bills the four years we have been seperated and becouse of that i have been unable to pay for my divorce. but i took vows and since we are still legal i try to help her, well anyway she calls last nite with some random excuse for money she needsso i ask her when her boyfriend(the guy she was schtupping while we were together and she says she finnaly dumped him cuz he cheated on her, well after i laughed my ass of and mentioned something about karma i just told her to get a damn job and try to act like a responsible person. i dont know how im gonna pay for a divorce and raise my kids and move and car payments all bymyself but it would help if sh
Passionate Surrender
Sweet surrender from your heart to mine. Feelings of rapture, Heaven divine. Warmth like a river Floods over my soul, Love so completely To make me feel whole. Only you my love Can bring feelings So deep. If we cherish each other, These feelings we'll keep.
If we could be like Dolphins, Swimming freely in the sea, Would our minds be open? Would our secrets run free? Would the gossip lay to rest? Will the tears and torment die? Will the holes in hearts heal? Would there be no need to cry? Will the passion flow free? For there's no need to hide, For without any secrets, You can't lose your pride. Will the rumors stop spreading? Will the lies finally end? How is it that we humans, Turn our backs on our friends? If we could be like Dolphins, The key will unlock the door, The lies will disappear, And the secrets will be no more.
Dylons Diva Mafia
We are working very hard to reconstruct our Lounge. We now have music in their. If you all know any DJ's or know how to DJ and are interested in being a Dj for our Lounge please contact Dylon. Here is the link to our lounge. Lets get the party started. > I just posted a Bulletin for Dylon's Diva Mafia please divas lets keep it Reposted to get the word out. Thank You here is the Link
I sit alone and watch the clock Tryin to collect my thoughts All I think about is you And so I cry myself to sleep And hope the devil, I don't meet In the Dreams that I live through Believe in me I know you've waited for so long Believe in me Sometimes the weak become the strong Believe in me This life is not always what it seems Believe in me Cause I was made for chasing dreams All the smiles you've had to fake And all the bullshit you've had to take Just to lead us here again I never have the things to say To make it all just go away To make it all just disapear Believe in me I know you've waited for so long Believe in me Sometimes the weak become the strong Believe in me This life is not always what it seems Believe in me Cause I was made for chasing dreams It's my life It's my choice Hear my words Hear my voice So just believe I sit alone and watch the clock Tryin to collect my thoughts All I think about is you If you believe in me Lif
Please Read
Good for him!!!> Surprised CBS let him get away with this even though he's right!!! Andy Rooney said on "60 Minutes" a few weeks back: I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers. The only things I can > think of that are truly discriminatory are things like > the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the United Caucasian College Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or > Miss White America; and see what happens... Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing > makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying > to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason, which is why there are no girls allowed. > Girls belong in the Girl Scouts!> ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA BURKE?> > I think that if you feel homosexuality is wron
To Have And To Hold
To have and to hold, Would make your heart bold, So now you are to be told, My heart could be yours, For true love is the medicine that cures, My dreams are of you, I hope yours are of me too, You are wonderful and true, Baby all i want is you, A love so pure, A love that will endure, Will you be mine, I promise to make every thing fine...
The Journey Through Time
The journey through time, Is the days that pass us all bye, We all ask the question why, Everyone at times seem to lie, If we all could be true, So many of us would not feel so blue, Things are never written in stone, No one sits on a private throne, One day we all must atone, For no one is better then anyone else, They think they are for the wrong reason, That happens from season to season, Think about if it was you, Would you treat yourself like that too, I always put everyone before me, Because i always see their inner beauty, People like to hurt others so easily, And never make them selves feel sleezy, Be kind to others, Like you would to your sisters or brothers, Dont show hatred or neglect, For then you will earn peoples respect...
Who The Heck Doesn't?
When You Thought I Wasnt Looking
When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you hang my first painting on the fridge and I wanted to paint another one. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you feed a stray cat, and I thought it was good to be kind to animals. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you make my favorite cake for me, and I knew that little things are special things. When you thought I wasn't looking, I heard you say a prayer, and I believed that there was a God to talk to. When you thought I wasn't looking, I felt you kiss me goodnight, and I felt loved. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw tears come from your eyes, and I learned that sometimes things hurt, but it's alright to cry. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw that you cared, and I wanted to be everything that I could be. When you thought I wasn't looking, I looked.... and I wanted to say thanks for all the things I saw when you thought I wasn't looking.
What Kind Of Boyfriend Or Girlfriend Are You?
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What Do I Do
For You Rocket
Do you know how much I love you? Can you feel it in your heart? I really want to tell you But I don't know where to start. I love your eyes, your kisses I love your gentle touch I love the way you hold my hand I love these things so very much. I love the way you say my name I love your warm embrace I promise to always love you And keep a smile upon your face. I love it when we make love The passion that I see I can feel it in my heart That you truly do love me.
In Your Arms
MY NEW FAVORITE SONG! Your baby blues So full of wonder Your Curly Que's Your contagious smile And as I watch You start to grow up All I can do is hold you tight Knowing Clouds will rage in Storms will race in But you will be safe in my arms Rains will pour down Waves will crash all around But you will be safe in my arms Story books Are full of fairy-tales Of kings and queens And the bluest skies My heart is torn just in knowing You'll someday see The truth for lies Clouds will rage in Storms will race in But you will be safe in my arms Rains will pour down Waves will crash all around But you will be safe in my arms Castles they might crumble Dreams may not come true Cause you are never all alone Cause I will always Always love you Hey I Hey I Will love Clouds will rage in Storms will race in But you will be safe in my arms Rains will pour down Waves will crash all around But you will be safe in my arms In my arms
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I Dont Know What To Call It
When I think about the past, I think bout love, trust, passion, life, devotion, and honesty. The funny thing is its hard to feel that way now, my heart has just been broken too many times. I think its just me tho, everytime i find someone nice i get to attached, when i dont, i feel like im letting her down. Her thats what i call a dream, a dream is a brains memory of all happyness, happyness that i see in movies, internet, magazines and most of all while driving. Dreams happen all day for a second, minute, hr sometime even all day, the dream is a beautiful woman, a woman that hunts my dreams day and night. Night and day is the past, past is a dream, and a dream is a life long imagination of that perfect woman. By George
Longtime Fantasy That Will Cum True One Day Soon
This is just a story of a fantasy I have always had....hope to ! As I come out the shower and begin to dry my body the thoughts of the evening ahead run through my mind. With anticipation of the candlelight dinner and dancin he has planned for us I shiver. I smile. And begin to lotion my arms and legs soft and smooth. Then lotion my breast and stomach where I now feel butterflies fluttering thinking of his smile I cant help but think of his strong jaw and soft sweet lips....that I hunger to kiss before the nights end. I put on my robe and go to my closet where I pick my black,low cut satin dress. And find my heels that will enhance my firm, fit legs. I go to my drawer and find my sexiest stockings and silky black bra. No need for panties tonite or so I am hoping. I return to the bathroom to apply my make-up and do my hair. I think up with just enough hair down to tickle my neck as if his lips brushing softly against it. I put on my stockings, they feel good upon my soft legs, and my si
Bring It On Back
the last beer is as good as the first live life have fun do we really now what it is .some think it is a feeling.some think it is a feeling in your stomac. i belive that true love is the connection of two peoples hearts and souls.
Well I think that if you are dating someone in a long-distance relationship you should trust that person to be loyal to you. I mean I know that when I'm in a long-distance relationship I know that I trust that person to be telling me the truth and that they are to be loyal but not all people think that way and to not have trust in a relationship is to not have a relationship at all!
I have an extermeley small family, it's me, my mother, and my lil brother. My mother and I don't have a relationship, long story..not worth getting into, let's just say...It's not Me!! So, I pretty much just have my younger brother, who is married and has my two neices, Ashley and Amy. No one, myself included really cared for my brothers wife when he married her in 2001...but what are you gonna do right! If he's happy...well then I'm happy for him. She and I have never been the best of friends, we get along because of my brother, Mike. I think I can honestly say, we don't like each other, just very different people. She likes to keep my brother all to's all about her family,..and always has been. She treats me like I'm an outsider and not part of the much has gone on over the years..that is just completely unfair...and my brother seems to have lost his spine when it comes to her and standing up for me and my we are the only blood fa
Train Riders... Help Is Needed... Fkncrazy Is Close
FknCrazy is on her way to FuKing... She needs your help to get there... 108k points stand in her way... Show this wonderful lady some good Fubar LUV...She is always giving to others... Let's give her some now... Rate her... Fan her... Add her... Comment her... Bling her... She returns love too! Rate her Screenshots Folder for a tag Start with this pic () Rate her ME Folder for a tag... Start with this pic () Private message Carrie and let her know which folder(s) you rated and which tag(s) you would like... Be sure to tell her the name you want on the tag as well... Tag 1 - Nothing Compares to You Tag 2 - Purple Flowers
Come See Me
A Quote Worth A Thought!
"If men were angels, no government would be necessary." ~ James Madison ~
A Woman Should Have...
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own, even if she never wants to or needs to... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... something perfect to wear if the employer, or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... a youth she's content to leave behind.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...... a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family.. A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal, that will make her guests feel honored... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... a feeling of control over her destiny... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... how
Jackie And Yoko
Bwie er interessant for meg kun i forhold til Jackie som fenomen. Det betyr ikke at en kamp mot han er uinteressant. En kamp mot ham er tross alt en kamp mot et symptom p Jackie. Slik Ux er det. Men jeg ser ingen annen interesse i en kamp mot Ux enn f idiotiet vekk fra synsfeltet mitt. Det betyr heller ikke kan jeg kjemper mot Jackie som en generell fiende (kanskje jeg skulle si "Jackie" for gjre det klart at hun ikke er noen nr bekjent av meg. "Bwie" er en skurk fra 70-tallet selvflgelig, ikke noe mer). Jeg har en respekt for henne som grenser mot total underkastelse... Et nrliggende sprsml er problemet med allianser ala Jackie-Bwie. Bwie-Ono. Jackie-Ono. Osv. Hva skal man gjre i slike tilfeller? Er ikke kampen over? Det er da man m holde mlet klart. La oss se p filmen A Degree Of Murder som et filosofisk statement. Filmen kan sees som et samarbeid mellom Brian og Pallenberg i Tyskland. Handlingen er kort fortalt at en kvinne fr besk av en mann so
My Brother, My Best Friend
My older brother Dusty was in a car wreck that left him brain damaged 4 years ago. He was not only my brother, but my best friend. He would call me on his lunch break jus to tell me hi. It's crazy how once something is gone, how much you really charished that moment. Either you like him or you hated him, there was no in between. People may wonder why I'm still having a hard time dealing with this is because he was the type of person that pain never fased him. Once he about cut off his finger, and he didnt even flinch when it happened. Its just hard to think that he's not bouncing back. We were told he was going to be a vegetable, but he proved them wrong on that. He can't walk or talk, but he sure brings a smile to my face. I miss everything about him; his smile, his cocky ass mouth, him calling me a bitch lol, and most of all, his stupid laugh. It's his b-day, so this is why im writing it....every year on the date of his wreck, tha pain is brought back like it was the day we were tol
The donning of their chutes, the wearing of the gear. Not one recruit in those that are here. Nostrils filled with Aircraft exhaust; the men are in the aft, not one of them lost. Waiting for the go and the green light; the soft white snow, far below in the night. Down they come, fast with their gear; each man deployed so very near. They hit, they roll, they drag so light; canopies released and buried out of sight. Who are these men, who dared to be scorned; their Berets say it all, this is the AIRBORNE. Marc Belanger,1982
Let's All Show This Person... Who You Can Truely Call Friend, Sister, Family Some Fubar Love!! She Is Over Half Way To GodFather, Help Her Out. She Deserves All The Love And Hugs You Can Give, Please Show Her Just How Awesome She Is........ Hllz#1nw~ngl69*Cl(ŧT?Mngr@7Th Crcl ؃ Hll)F-Fnc2 J Wg@ fubar This Love Fest Brought To You By: (`._. nkngl~ wf n lf & f T TwTrgn ~ Co wnr & prT맧@ 7th COH._.)@ fubar
Happy Hour Sept 6 2008
CLUB F.A.R and Dylon's Diva Mafia I am asking you all to please save your 11's for I am having a Happy Hour at 8 p.m. Fu time Tonight. Please show love and help me level to God Mother. Thank you all in advance. Much love Danger
Soul Ventilation
Love has always appeared as a myth to me. Of course you will always love and cherish your parents, children and close friends but that is family love. Being in love was always considered by me to be a poor perception or confusion for what is actually lust/infatuation. I have been married a few times and dated many men and have always felt it was not love but more a good match and a workable partnership. Obviously I was wrong on the later part of that ideology. Quite recently I was just blown away by a guy I met online. He wasnt a fake like so many are; he is handsome, intelligent and very confident in himself. Over the course of a couple of months he had full power over my every thought and I had never felt the emotion of love until him. Meeting him and spending weekends at his home was simply the greatest experience I had ever felt and I never wanted to leave. It is scary that another person has such strength over your mind and soul especially when you had determined you would remai
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Tell Me Why??
why do i waste my time??? YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY????
Sleep Walkers~
The Song Says It All.....
From Her Point Of View
Legs spread wide, Hands cuffed to the bed, Eyes blindfolded. Mouth open wide, Heavy panting shaking my body. Cunt throbbing Moist, wet flesh, waiting. Waiting to be taken. Needing the feel of hard thrusts. Begging for HIM to touch me, Aching for HIS possession. Submitting to HIS touch. Feeling the Heat of HIS cock, Slowly entering, Slowly penetrating. Gloriously, tortured Wanting more... Harder, Deeper, Forcefully, Begging to be Dominated.
Be nice to the people who bag your groceries, pump your gas, and do all the little things that the majority of you are just too fucking lazy to do yourselves. Seriously. I was going to write more...but I think I have made my point lol... Go red sox
iam going to be leaving fubar too many issues yep i no for thos who do know me very well it seems i do this at times however i need to do a few things for my self rather then being stuck here or other sites ill be gone within a week so that should give you enuff time to notice this blog
I Think Im Gonna Start Writing In This Fu Thing Too
this will be it for now. lol. writers block.
I Need A New Name
So here it goes.. I'm bored with my screen name! I need ur help in creating something more ME! Send me ur suggestions! Things I like: Music (heavier stuff) but all music as I hate scilence! I'm a country boy at heart. Love horses. Totally into movies and obscure movie quote! Im a smart as and take little seriously! Love ocscure quotes and suttle humor. If u have chatted with me u know my attitude and quirks! So help me out! Give me a new name! and maybe just maybe I'll let the winner keep me and own me for a month! lol Kellen
Anne Ms Nobody Fabulous
Actually I know her personaly. So, no it is not a Bart. She used to live next door to me. You seem to have your facts as screwed up as everything else. Plus, I have seen EVER bit of correspondance between biker bitch & her. I have also seen the police reports, etc. she has filed against you all. I would think twice tweddle dick === 'Cris' wrote the following at '2008-09-26 19:15:46'.. > > dude if you had one you'd be a bit smarter then you appear. Your "girl" threatened to rape "biker_chics" 10 yr old son. So if you call that "misuse" then so be it. Your a disgrace. And when the court order was given your miss "anne" comes back to being Mark. have fun with that > === 'SFC_Terminator' wrote the following at '2008-09-26 19:12:29'.. > > > > "Get over yourself dude. You are a little pussy that thinks a badge makes you God? Nahhh, you are a person like everyone else. I would not abuse my badge I don't think." Click here to return the favor! Click here to see this gift on
What do you all think about soulmates? The notion that there is someone, or perhaps many, people out there that are destined to be your lover, or companion through life. Have any of you met yours? or, do you belive that there is such a thing? thoughts...
Why Do People Pretend To Be A Friend,when They Dont Seem To Even Know The 'real' Meaning Of Being A Friend?
Obama - 143 Days Of Experience
Pay Attention You couldn't get a job at McDonalds and become district manager after 143 days of experience. You couldn't become chief of surgery after 143 days of experience of being a surgeon. You couldn't get a job as a teacher and be the superintendent after 143 days of experience. You couldn't join the military and become a colonel after a 143 days of experience. You couldn't get a job as a reporter and become the nightly news anchor after 143 days of experience. But 'From the time Barack Obama was sworn in as a United State Senator, to the time he announced he was forming a Presidential exploratory committee, he logged 143 days of experience in the Senate. That's how many days the Senate was actually in session and working. After 143 days of work experience, Obama believed he was ready to be Commander In Chief, Leader of the Free World .... 143 days. We all have to start somewhere. The Senate is a good start, but
Women Read This & Pass It On
I JUST GOT THIS MESSAGE PLEASE PASS IT ON THIS IS NOT A JOKE TO PLAY WITH ESPECIALLY FOR WOMEN'S LIVES ARE AT STEAK! MY FRIEND SENT ME THIS BULLETIN pachecomb Bulletin:Bulletin: Police Warning to Online Members State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to.If a person with the screen-name of DreamWeaverGrey contacts you, DO NOT REPLY. DO not talk to this person; do not answer any of whispers or requests for private chat in Pogo. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet.Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name has also been seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far.This is not a joke! Please send (repost of original by '^ ^BeAuTiFuL PuRe A
Lynn Emlpoyee Of The Month
Come See Us
TO ALL MY FRIENDS....LIBERAL OR CONSERVATIVE........FYI only. George Bush has been in office for 7 1/2 years. The first six the economy was fine. A little over one year ago: 1) Consumer confidence stood at a 2 1/2 year high; 2) Regular gasoline sold for $2.19 a gallon; 3) the unemployment rate was 4.5%. 4) the DOW JONES hit a record high--14,000 + 5) American's were buying new cars, taking cruises, vacations overseas, living large!... But American's wanted 'CHANGE'! So, in 2006 they voted in a Democratic Congress and yes--we got 'CHANGE' all right. In the PAST YEAR: 1) Consumer confidence has plummeted ; 2) Gasoline is now over $4 a gallon & climbing!; 3) Unemployment is up to 5.5% (a 10% increase); 4) Americans have seen their home equity drop by $12 TRILLION DOLLARS and prices still dropping; 5) 1% of American homes are in foreclosure. 6) as I write, THE DOW is p robin g another low~~ $2.5 TRILLION DOLLARS HAS EVAPORATED FROM THEIR STOCKS, BOND
How Long Should I Wait
As you enter you say I cannot touch. Naked with your hands and mouth all over me. Wanting to touch you has never been this much. I am in ectasy from what I feel and see. Our passion consumes us making it hard to restrain. My head is filling with fantasies for us to do. I am overwhelmed and my resistance is pain. Our lips now meet as I expose you too. I worship your body and cannot get enough. We come closer with a connection thats true. I realize why you did this even though it was tough. You made me want you more than I have ever wanted you I close my eyes to imagine The touch of your hand I want you so badly Cant you understand I feel my fingers slide They caresse my naked skin My thoughts are with you And they are filled with sin Thinking of the distance When will you be here Dream of you closer And of you beeing near Still with my eyes closed I kindly bite my lips Wish that this was your hands Caressing the skin on my hips If you where on top of
I want to thank all the men and women in are military Thank you !!!!!
If You Are Gonna Vote...and Are Undecided..please Read.
ENEMY FROM WITHIN To All My Friends, this is long, but very important, please take the time to read it. This election has me very worried. So many things to consider. About a year ago I would have voted for Obama. I have changed my mind three times since than. I watch all the news channels, jumping from one to another. I must say this drives my husband crazy. But, I feel if you view MSNBC, CNN, and Fox News, you might get some middle ground to work with. About six months ago, I started thinking "where did the money come from for Obama". I have four daughters who went to College, and we were middle class, and money was tight. We (including my girls) worked hard and there were lots of student loans. I started looking into Obama's life.&nb sp; Around 1979 Obama started college at Occidental in California. He is very open about his two years at Occidental, he tried all kinds of drugs and was wasting his time but, even though
Boob Name
You Should Call Your Boobs Fire and Brimstone What Should You Nickname Your Boobs?
Mean People
Honeydew's Princess AKA Autumn Princess...yes I know I cant spell...I have bought her gifts, blasts since I have bought her a 3 month blast she no longer wants anything to do with me...I HAVE DONE NOTHING! I warned her about someone who really hurt me in the past on this site...thats all I did...but this person can buy her more things and bigger things than me so I am assuming that is why she dumped me. I have been nothing but nice to this girl. I havent even really flirted with her and only talked to her on this site...usally I would have to ask for a thank u for the things I did...she didnt aske me for anything but made me think I was her one and only etc...i just cant understand why I nice to someone and spoil them...I love to spoil the ones I love and I always get hurt...I just cant trust anyone anymore....I hate hurting and I am done spoiling even though that hurts me too....
Please Read And Repost* Info About Sarah Palin
Originally posted at Pensito Review In her 20 months as governor of Alaska, Sarah Palin has worked hard to turn it from America's last great wild place into strip mall sprawl suburbia, like the lower 48. A key component of her effort is to get rid of predators, wolves in particular. Palin offered a bounty for anyone engaging in aerial hunts of wolves, paying $150 for each left foreleg brought in. The Defenders of Wildlife sued to end this brutal killing, which is the opposite of sportsmanlike and which was outlawed by Congress 30 years ago. Wolves are either shot from the air or run down with airplanes until they are exhausted and then shot point blank on the ground. "The Governor is overstepping her legal authority by offering cash payments for each wolf killed by aerial gunners," stated Tom Banks, Defenders of Wildlife's Alaska Associate. "That's a bounty by anyone's standards regardless of what they call it." Hoping to boost the number of wolves killed this year by permit
Love Test.......
Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long! There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering. Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is medium. You tend to be the one with more power. You aren't a total control freak in relationships.. But of course you don't mind getting you way! Cynicism: Your cynicism is medium. You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love... But you've definitely been burned enough to know better. You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist. Independence: Your independence is low. This doesn't mean you're dependent in relationships. It does mean that you don't have any pro
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Wee Morning Scribblings~
Dont Wanna Loose U
Eternal Question
What is this thing? This thing that we all search for . . . This thing that flies you to the highest heavens, Only to send you racing back to Earth like a fallen angel. This thing that cuts your soul like the mighty Sword of Camelot, Then nurses you back to health with its healing touch. This thing that creeps in the dark and still of the night and steals your heart and soul like a thief, Only to return it to you battered and torn. Where is this thing we cannot see, but know it's there? Where did it come from and where does it hide when it leaves? Why do we hunger for something so very elusive ad mysterious? Where is it? What is it? What do we do with it, once found? What do we do with ourselves once lost?
Hi To All And Now About Me.
This will give you a little bit of information on who I am. I am 38 years old and living in Taunton, MA. I am divorced as of 2003 and recently out of a 3 year 2005 - 2008 relationship. I have two children both with my former wife and they both live with her. I am a former Marine with Honorable service and a Veteran of the Persian Gulf war of 1990 - 1991. I am retired as of 2002 and enjoying what comes my way day by day. I did not retire from the Marine Corps, I got out in 1992. My interests are music, I do play guitar, computers, I am college educated in Computer Software and Network Technology, there is nothing that I cannot do with a computer! I love to cook, work with wood, as in building things, I draw, I write poetry, and am in the process of writing a book Tentatively titled "No You Are Not". Will explain if interested. I love my video games and am not embarassed to say it! Mature on the outside but will always be a big kid at heart. Video are the only gam
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Steve's Adventures
Ok, so here's a funny story. My best friend Katy and I were out shopping before her wedding just to pick up a few misc. items before an exhausting night of making candy boxes and other wedding party favors. We stopped into a store called Tuesday Morning which is right next door to Michaels (the craft store). As Katy and I were wandering around in TM I noticed a Steve Irwin figure on the floor. He didn't look like he belonged there, and he didn't have a price tag so I had a creative moment. I grabbed Steve and started walking through the store taking random photos of Steve in funny situations. To make a long story short, I ended up pocketing Steve and taking him with us. Steve went into Michaels with us and I found a few more funny places to put Steve. So far Steve has been everywhere that I have gone because he lives in my purse. To add a little humor to things, Katy's nephew Zach or Kyle (I can keep all the kids seperated) was carring around a Polly Pocket figure. She was
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Just A Funny!
When you have to visit a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied. Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall. You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter, the wait has been so long you are about to wet your pants! The dispenser for the modern 'seat covers' (invented by someone's Mom, no doubt) is handy, but empty. You would hang your purse on the door hook, if there was one, but there isn't - so you carefully, but quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would turn over in her grave if you put it on the FLOOR! ), yank down your pants, and assume ' The Stance.' In this position your aging, toneless thigh muscles begin to shake. You'd love to sit down, but you cer tainly hadn't taken time to wipe the seat or lay toilet paper on it, so you hold 'The Stance.' To take your mind of
Gazing through this wicked storm Tasting these drops of madness from the clouds Breathing nothing but disgust and hatred This shadow I call my own never felt so loud Yet through the darkness of this pain Your arms reach so boldly towards my back Contemplating my own demise Your love never seems to lack The necessary strength To wake this hopeless mind You quench my heart with the sweetest of tears I thank God everyday that you are forever mine. ** I love you Dani.. more than anything in this world. Don't ever think I won't stop loving you, i just wish i could be stronger for you. I ask myself why have I limited myself to this, I look up and I see you smile, So much you want me to perceive, And all I have to do is run this mile, Putting more attention, To the measure of this length, I look at these scrawny legs, And think I will run with my own strength, Many have been invited, But few have been chosen, Wondering about the cause of ignorance, I see
About Me:
having a concious is one of my better traits,i like feeling like a bad boy(fukboy).alter lol talking and listening with friends of couse most of mine are women.i have to tell to if you think guys are miscievious in their rondevous with chicks.and you think they are the only gender to get away with it.your wrong chicks do it to.they care about what men think that's why you hardly hear bout it. any way....i'm a sagitarian,love listening,observing others behavior,personalities. and it's funny to see what people will do to get attention, i don't like fakeness......but a creative mind captivates me.i love laughing,beautiful women,smart people,and a good time. anyways lifes not always about the fuk........
Rut Roh Obama.
Obama Should Immediately Withdraw his Candidacy for President For Immediate Release: - 10/21/08 - Complete contact details and pdfs of this press release and motions filed by plaintiff Berg today are at the end of this article (Lafayette Hill, Pennsylvania - 10/21/08) - Philip J. Berg, Esquire, the Attorney who filed suit against Barack H. Obama challenging Senator Obama's lack of "qualifications" to serve as President of the United States, announced today that Obama and tbe DNC "ADMITTED", by way of failure to timely respond to Requests for Admissions, all of the numerous specific requests in the Federal lawsuit. Obama is "NOT QUALIFIED" to be President and therefore Obama must immediately withdraw his candidacy for President and the DNC shall substitute a qualified candidate. The case is Berg v. Obama, No. 08-cv-04083. Berg stated that he filed Requests for Admissions on September 15, 2008 with a response by way of answer or objection had to be served within thirty [30] days.
Level Up On 11's
What Kenney Has To Say!
If only i knew who it was that had a crush on me! i would want to hold them and kiss them. make them feel as the most important person ever!! go to the beach and watch the sun set!! oh the things that i would do!! only if i knew!
Redistribution Of Wealth
What a great example of Obama's policy! Yesterday on my way to lunch, I passed one of the homeless guys in that area, with a sign that read 'Vote Obama, I need the money. ' Once in the restaurant my waiter had on a 'Obama 08' tee shirt. When the bill came, I decided not to tip the waiter and explained to him while he had given me exceptional service, that his tee shirt made me feel he obviously believes in Senator Obama's plan to redistribute the wealth. I told him I was going to redistribute his tip to someone that I deemed more in need--the homeless guy outside. He stood there in disbelief and angrily stormed away. I went outside, gave the homeless guy $3 and told him to thank the waiter inside, as I had decided he could use the money more. The homeless guy looked at me in disbelief but seemed grateful. As I got in my truck, I realized this rather unscientific redistribution experiment had left the homeless guy quite happy for the money he did n
Lost Friends
♥ R.I.P. Desire ♥ ♥ R.I.P. Desire ♥ Always said you were a youthquaker, Edie A stormy little world shaker Oh, warhol's darling queen, Edie An angel with a broken wing The dogs lay at your feet, Edie Oh, we caressed your cheek Ooh, stars wrapped in your hair Ooh, life without a care But your not there Oh, caught up in an endless scene, Edie Yeah, paradise, a shattered dream Oh, wired on the pills you took, Edie Your innocence dripped blood, sweet child The dogs lay at your feet, Edie Oh, we caressed your cheek Ooh, stars wrapped in your hair Ooh, life without a care Ciao baby Shake it, boy Oh, sweet little sugar talker Paradise dream stealer Oh, Warhol's little queen, Edie An angel with a broken wing, oh The dogs lay at your feet, Edie Oh, we caressed your cheek, well Stars wrapped in your hair Ooh, life without a care Yeah, yeah, yeah Why did you kiss the world goodbye? Ciao baby Don't you know parad
......still I will always remember your smile for me my heart will wear your name forever your touch, my skin could never forget the taste of your lips, mine will constantly crave in the depths of my soul, you completeld me my eyes cannot see before, nor beyond YOU ........still
History of Halloween, like any other festival's history is inspired through traditions that have transpired through ages from one generation to another. We follow them mostly as did our dads and grandpas. And as this process goes on, much of their originality get distorted with newer additions and alterations. It happens so gradually, spanning over so many ages, that we hardly come to know about these distortions. At one point of time it leaves us puzzled, with its multicolored faces. Digging into its history helps sieve out the facts from the fantasies which caught us unaware. Yet, doubts still lurk deep in our soul, especially when the reality differs from what has taken a deep seated root into our beliefs. The history of Halloween Day, as culled from the net, is being depicted here in this light. This is to help out those who are interested in washing off the superficial hues to reach the core and know things as they truly are. 'Trick or treat' may be an innocent fun to relish on th
Hey everyone, just to let you all know Im leaving fubar. I dont have any time to spend sitting on fubar. I hope none of you think that I will be abandoning you. I just work too much and have so little time to spend on here. Please understand. And for those that want to continue to keep in touch please add my yahoo blueeyedchoctaw30. BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Obama Says Palin Has No Experience...really??? I Beg To Differ.
Obama maniacs..get a clue.
A Cry For Help.
Halloween Video 2
I have a little angel that flys around with a hammer and hits every one I love, I hope it beats the shit out of you!!! Send this to everyone you care about, even me if you care and if you get 8 you are loved
Obamas Bedfellows
As we are born we shall die...let us mourn the passing of the Krypt we use to know...ashes to ashes and dust to dust. Where there is life shall be granted...not all glorious though. From the depths of hell where only the purist of evil life has been granted. The time of rebirth is upon us. The birth of new evil marks a day of reckoning. Molded from hatred and unrelentlessness comes a new evil. An evil that is cold and dark. An evil that is remorseless and vengeful. Let us praise the rebirth of Krypt... How does one go about believing in faith...believing in the Lord. How can he let bad things happen to those that do their best in life. Isn't he supposed to watch over us and help us along our way. These are some of the things I don't understand. Is it fair that there are murderers and rapists that commit crime after crime and are not punished. Is it fair that there are people that will rob and commit heinous acts against another human. Is it fair that those that
The Obama Media Will Lose
The Obamedia Will Lose, McCain Supporters Unite! November 2nd, 2008Posted: 9:11 pm by Conservative Gal The Obamedia Will Lose, McCain Supporters Unite! Note: The article below is a subjective commentary which may contain views that do not necessarily represent the views of as a whole. Our site features views of all angles so we welcome you to argue or agree with the commentary writers, enjoy! Its become very clear this year that every major media outlet is in the tank for Obama to the point where they can no longer breathe. We hear everyday how McCain supporters are discouraged while Obama supporters are energized about their candidate. This is all part of the medias campaign to discourage McCain supporters and passively suppress the vote. Im here to tell you that it doesnt matter, the only thing that matters is every single McCain supporter going to the polls and casting a vote. The media will try to dispirit and debase you during the next 48 h
i saw some auctions in here, why would guys waste thier money to be in some females family and be their owner for a month. Wouldnt you guys rather send it on stuff that you can use? i mean come on i saw one a lady would send naughty pics to thier email or phone, wow that will be all over teh internet in no time at all
Final Notice~
I have changed my status to MARRIED although it is only partially true - and here is my explanation. Delete, block I dont care - I live with my ex as his main and only carer, he is terminally ill and paralysed (car crash) five years ago. NOw you know - think what you like of me.
Visualize writing again cause i cant sleep im to hot too even think listening to music to get away was stuck in this house on such a dreary day i thought of you cause it felt so right i closed my eyes to visualize the curve of your face your smile your grace i read the words you wrote and it was hard not to hope
Just My Thoughts
So yesterday on the way to work, I was listening to my favorite morning show on the radio and they talked about a story that surfaced from another state. This story involved a woman giving out candy on Halloween but ONLY to kids of parents that supported McCain. Now I have no issue with people having opinions about the election and who they feel is the best choice. This was Halloween and making children cry because you refuse to give them candy is bull shit. The holiday is for the kids and if you are so immature that you have to punish small children because you disagree with their parents then you need to seek some help. To this woman, HA HA HA McCain didn't win you grumpy old bitch!
Over A Year Ago, But Always Hurt Like It Happened Today
so you have a new girlfriend....i don't even care about that because there is one guy i wouldn't mind spending every single day with...but i just want to know why you can't make enough time for me, to make me feel like i'm worth a damn to you! i know that you love me, and you always will. i just don't understand how you walk away one day, and take away everything that seemed so normal and so perfect to me! i don't understand how you just one day wake up and realize you're not in love anymore! i don't know how to make this seem okay when you can't even make lunch plans with me, if nothing else! i want you to come here one day, pick me up, and take me out to lunch..and maybe go shopping at home depot..and tell me what you plan on making next! that sounds so stupid, but i miss you! i can't even tell you what's been going on recently because you're not here anymore! so many things have changed along the way these last few months. i need your opinions on everything, your guidance! i need to
Thoughts About The Election
Thoughts About the 2008 Election Commentary By: Dr. David Reagan Our nation has just elected the most pro-abortion, pro-homosexual, anti-Capitalist, and anti-Israel president in our history. In short, God has given us the kind of leader that we deserve the kind we have been begging for. The new President now has the power to put his radical secular imprint upon this nation for decades to come through the appointment of activist liberals to the Supreme Court. I fear that our nation has been irrevocably changed for the worse. Two factors in this election were particularly disappointing to me. First was the fact that only 59% of eligible voters bothered to vote. That was less than in the last presidential election. How could people be so apathetic in an election so important? The second voting statistic that hit me hard was the revelation that even among self-identified Evangelicals, the majority voted according to economic considerations rather than m
Kicking Heroin
Kicking Heroin The day was October 13, 2006 and I was in jail for a slew of felonies that were a direct reflection of how bad my addiction had gotten. When I went before the judge and he issued a no bail/ no bond order I was so high I could barely hold my head up. The knowledge that a day of reckoning was coming had been with me for a while. I had just been expecting to stand in front of god instead of in front a judge. Every since my mothers death I had been on a mission to destroy myself. Six long years had gone by since she died and the pain had not gotten any easier to bear. I say my mother but technically it was my grandmother that passed. My birth mother had never really been there for me or my brother. It was always my grandparents who swooped in to collect us from various foster homes, when my mother took off on another run (she had a drug problem) or went back into the hospital. Hospital is inaccurate it was actually mental hospitals that she was in and o
Deleting My Profile An Putting A New Profile On
When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] WHen you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she steals your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night ] When she teases you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] When she doesn't answer for a long time [ reassure her that everything is okay ] When she looks at you with doubt [ Back yourself up ] When she says that she likes you
Poetry To Ponder (nothing Sexy Here. Lol)
*writing poetry such as this is therapy for me...maybe for you too* Tasting Bullshit Embedded is this curse through my flesh, through my soul of what I am, who I will be I no longer know me anymore. Mutilated thoughts flash before glassy eyes of a past not yet forgotten though I've tried to separate you from the future of my steps It's a nagging symphony of regret. Your still living within me slowly killing the life I once dreamed of care-free ways, timeless days and I still stop and stare wondering if you're waiting there around the corner with your black eyes of hatred. The pleasure of my suffering was your definition of release sated with gnawing sickness of tasting my blood upon your lips when you would kiss me. Strangling thoughts still choke at my throat of unforgettable summers festering in my mind, hazed in smoke and liquor and empty stomachs. Nothing mattered then, everything matters now as I step away from the gates of you lift my scarred fac
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The Kitchen
just to show off my new kitchen courtesty of my local district council cos i threatened them hahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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