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Master Jerryvg2
Master Jerry ~ wants to train & eventually own submissive females and feminine males. You see yourself dropping to your knees in fear of My bark. I have you strip out of all your clothing while down on all fours. "Finger yourself ~ NOW!" I raise My voice to notice just how swiftly you obey. "Yes. Sir!" You are still shy as this is only your first meeting with this True Master. I'll watch your face as you penetrate deeper inside your pussy. Things are not so easy as you have not gotten the least bit wet in your pussy. Fear of the unknown causes you to panic as your fingers are rough. I like knowing you will force yourself to accept this minor irritation. "Three fingers shall enter your pussy ~ NOW!" I do not waste time to command you. "Sir?" you cannot even begin to force a second finger inside yourself... ~ let alone attempt this third finger... Your pussy is still quite dry from your fears. "Do it slave!" Now I bark. "Yes.

**you Said**
You said you was completely in Love: So I gave you my Love You said I was your dream come true: So I gave you my dreams You said your Heart beats for me: So I gave you my heart You said nothing to me ever again: So I gave you my pain.

The Ghetto Gangsta Rap Attired Look!
Ok,personal pet peeve of mine is the whole entire Ghetto Gangsta Rap took a crap in my pants look!...You know the oversized sportswear,hat flipped sideways,etc.!...Why do peeps feel like they are and look like hot shit like this??.....I guarantee it's cause they're too stoopid to know any better!....What you get when your hat size matches your IQ!......Ya think??...Peace out my homies,word to ya Mutha!...LMAO

Another Poem By Me
I try to be something special to you, but you put up a wall, I remind myself of love so true, gotta learn I can't walk before I crawl, hurting when you say I wont lose a special place in your heart, and yet it seems you put up a wall, I feel so insecure and think that it's all busting apart, all life has ever made me do is wanna fall, to my knees when I lose someone special like my boo, but even when I express you put up a wall, I keep trying to tell myself its not true, but I don't want to be the one who is stuck with the ball, becoming hopelessly insecure when your around, I left my guard down and you still put up a wall, if you dont want to talk to me then just let me hit the ground, from my never ending journey that down on my fall, I would rather love and lose, with you putting up your wall, cause it will eventually become like a bruise, on your heart and come crashing down with no mercy at all.

I Didnt Write This One But It Describes Me
I'm the GUY who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. .. I'm the GUY who still thinks you're sexy COVERED IN DIRT wearing your work clothes and boots. I'm the GUY who WONT pressure you to do things you DONT want to. I'm the GUY who kisses you on the forehead. I'm the GUY who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the GUY who actually listens to you when you talk. I'm the GUY who's excited ALL day because I'm looking forward to our date that night. I'm the GUY who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the GUY who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. I'm the GUY who melts every time you stare at him beneath loose strands of hair. I'm the GUY who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling. I'm the GUY who won't lie to you (ever, about anything)--including where I'm going or where I've been or who I've been with. I'm the GUY who gets butterflies when I hear your name. I'm the GU

Uss Missouri Bb63
USS Missouri, a 45,000 ton Iowa class battleship built by the New York Navy Yard, was commissioned on 11 June 1944. She spent the remainder of that year preparing for combat, transiting to the Pacific in November. Arriving in the war zone in January 1945, Missouri supported the Iwo Jima invasion, the Ryukyus campaign and raids on Japan's home islands during the following months. In May, she became Third Fleet flagship and was the site of the 2 September 1945 Japanese surrender ceremony that ended World War II. Following the end of hostilities, Missouri returned to the United States, participating in a great naval review at New York in October 1945. In March 1946, she went to the Mediterranean on a diplomatic mission. Through the rest of the 1940s and into 1950, the battleship operated extensively in the Atlantic area. She was the centerpiece of a major grounding incident off Hampton Roads, Virginia, in January 1950 but was quickly repaired and returned to service. Missouri was th

Uss Oglala Cm4
When the Japanese attacked Pearl Harbor on 7 December 1941, she suffered underwater damage from nearby bomb and torpedo explosions, gradually rolled onto her port side and sank. Salvaged and given interim repairs during 1942, she left Hawaii for the west coast late in the year. Through 1943 and into 1944, the old ship was permanently repaired and converted to an internal combustion engine repair ship. She was redesignated ARG-1 in May 1943 and recommissioned at the end of February 1944. After arriving at Milne Bay, New Guinea, in April 1944, Oglala began tending patrol, mine and landing craft. She shifted her base to Hollandia, New Guinea, in July and to Leyte, Philippine Islands, in December 1944. Returning the the U.S. west coast in early 1946, Oglala was decommissioned in July of that year and transferred to Maritime Commission custody. She remained in reserve until September 1965, when she was sold for scrapping

Poetry
sitting on the sofa feeling so lost, all alone is this wicked world, no-one to tak to, no-one to see, why oh why has this happened to me. i wonder along in a cloud full of rain, lost in a world which is full of pain, dreading each morning, dreading each day, why, oh why, does it have to be this way. maybe one day a light will shine, make my life brighter, in this dark life of mine, i wonder i wonder, what life is to bring, please change it ,change me, and my prince you will bring. sitting here lonely feeling lost alone, needing a chance to be happy and free, please tell me, please tell me, why this has happened to me? i'm lost i'm tired hell i am no longer wired trapped in darkest hell for wht reason no1 can tell i cry at night wonderin the reason for my plight am i evil am i bad or am i simply goin mad i wonder wht will come simply sitting playin dumb scared of night scared of day down to sleep i simply lay no other way to cope alone

~annabel Lee~poe
Annabel Lee by Edgar Allan Poe It was many and many a year ago, In a kingdom by the sea, That a maiden there lived whom you may know By the name of Annabel Lee; And this maiden she lived with no other thought Than to love and be loved by me. I was a child and she was a child, In this kingdom by the sea: But we loved with a love that was more than love-- I and my Annabel Lee; With a love that the winged seraphs of heaven Coveted her and me. And this was the reason that, long ago, In this kingdom by the sea, A wind blew out of a cloud, chilling My beautiful Annabel Lee; So that her highborn kinsman came And bore her away from me, To shut her up in a sepulchre In this kingdom by the sea. The angels, not half so happy in heaven, Went envying her and me-- Yes!--that was the reason (as all men know, In this kingdom by the sea) That the wind came out of the cloud by night, Chilling and killing my Annabel Lee.

Things Learned...
Things I've learned in kindergarten that are still useful today: - share your food. - play fair. - don't hit people. - put things back where you found them. - don't create mess. - don't use crayons on the wall. - don't take things that aren't yours. - say sorry when you hurt somebody. - flush. - warm cookies and cold milk are good for you. - live a balanced life. - learn, play, enjoy, sing, dance. - beware of strangers. and most of all... When you go out of the real world, make sure someone is holding your hand. (",)

I Want To Be With You
I sit here in the night Staring into the heavens above. Wondering if I'm lucky enough To be given your love. Even though I met you Just a few days before. I have learned so much of who you are And thirst to learn even more. I want to share my world with you, All the smiles and all the tears. I want to learn to trust again; Something I haven't done in years. You are very special to me, You have kindled something new. I want to feel loved in my life, I want to be with you.

Idiots
it took yall more time to report my mumm when yall could of just easily passed by it.IDIOTS!!! and yall know good and well it didn't hurt anyone.now i can't write mumms because ppl have nothing else better to do.plain fucking childish and you can report this goddamn blog too. grown ppl acting like kids.FUCK YALL!!!!

Life's Little Annoynces
Life's Little Annoynces - things that drive a sane person nuts ------------------------------------------------------------------------ * You have to try on a pair of sunglasses with that stupid little plastic thing in the middle of them. * The person behind you in the supermarket runs his cart into the back of your ankle. * The elevator stops on every floor and nobody gets on. * There's always a car riding your tail when you're slowing down to find an address. * You open a can of soup and the lid falls in. * It's bad enough that you step in dog poop, but you don't realize it till you walk across your living room rug. * The tiny red string on the Band-Aid wrapper never works for you. * There's a dog in the neighborhood that barks at everything. * You can never put anything back in a box the way it came. * Three hours and three meetings after lunch you look in the mirror and discover a piece of parsley stuck to your front tooth.

Your Sexual Identity
Body: According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name.- MINE IS -- Read below.... -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested inaction. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very ha ppy to receive gifts as an ___expressi

Lmfao!!
Did you ever wonder..... If a mute person burps can you hear it, set in by Logan Is wood made from trees or are trees made out of wood? How come "abbreviated" is such a long word? Why are they called apartments, when they are all stuck together? Why sour cream have an expiration date? Why people without a watch look at their wrist when you ask them what time it is? Why banks charge you an "insufficient funds" fee on money they already know that you don't have? Why a carrot more orange then an orange? Why scientists call it research when looking for something new? Why lemon juice mostly has artificial ingredients but dishwashing liquid contains real lemons? Why we wash bath towels? Aren't we clean when we use them? Why glue doesn't stick to the inside of the bottle? Why Tarzan doesn't have a beard? Why you press harder on the remote control when you know that the battery is dead? Why are they called buildings when they already

A-z
1. A is for age: 39 today 2. B is for beer of choice: yuck ..but I will drink bud light 3. C is for career right now: none 4. D is for your dog's name? don't have one 5. E is for essential item you use everyday shampoo 6. F is for favorite TV show at the moment: house 7. G is for favorite game: don't have one 8. H is for Home town: ontario 9. I is for instruments you play: nc...lol 10. J is for favorite juice: lol 11. K is for whose butt you'd like to kick: ohhhhhh hell he knows and have 12. L is for last place you ate: home 13. M is for marriage: yup m is for that 14. N is for your full name: Hell no 15. O is for overnight hospital stays: too many 16. P is for people you were with today: loved ones 17. Q is for quote: what you see is what you get 18. R is for Biggest Regret: saying your dead to me, to someone special 19. S is for status: I am awake

Woke Up By A Skunk
Got woke up by a skunk this morning at 3:30. I was laying there in a sound sleep and felt someone looking at me. I looked up and saw my wife staring at me. LOL. What’s up dear? She said she smelled a skunk. I jumped out of bed, grabbed my camera and opened the back door. Yes, it was a skunk, but I couldn’t see it. Must have come for my fish. Well, had to tell all and had to close our window. No more fresh air for a while. Want to come over?

Doin The Ghetto!
Ok,you pimp daddies an dime piece gangstas! ...Let's hit da hood,find us some hoochies an go GHETTO!.....Find some fine young thang,plant her an be us some farmers!...WORD!....Peace out homies,check ya with style!.....Yo!

How To Make Her Happy
How to Make Her Happy (edited version) - Bring her cut flowers as a surprise as well as on special occasions. - Plan a date several days in advance, rather than waiting for Friday night and asking her what she wants to do. - Compliment her on how she looks. - When you are going to be late, call her and let her know. - Whenever you need to pull away, let her know you will be back or that you need some time to think about things. - When you've cooled off and you come back, talk about what was bothering you in a respectful, nonblaming way, so she doesn't imagine the worst. - Give her four hugs/kisses a day. - Call her from work to ask how she is or to share something exciting or to tell her "I love you." - When you are out of town, call to leave a telephone number where you can be reached and to let her know you arrived safely. - Offer to give her a back or neck or foot massage (or all three). - Make a point of cuddling or being affectio

My Thoughts On X And Y
I am math challenged and I hate the "idea of finding unknown values but adding subtracting and multiplying and dividing FUCKING LETTERS". I mean honestly if x hadn't wandered off y wouldn't have to find it. Stupid bastard ass x... always getting lost and shit. I just wanted to point that out to everything. If it's not 1+1=2 or 4/2=1 I want no part in it. gawwwdddd I need a drink RIGHT NOW! WHO'S GAME? Fucking math (shakes head)

Gettysburg Halloween Costume Party!
Ok,goint to a Halloween costume party this weekend in Gettysburg PA......Mel is goin dressed as a nun an myself as a priest...lol.......Promised to curse an swear an take the Lord's name in vain an do my rosaries of praise hell satan!.......LMAO......Sorry,not ant-religious or anything.......Just overly sarcastic!.....lol....Check you all later peeps!....Much love,rock on!

The Ramblings Of A Redneck
Ok i havent beeen on here most of the day. I have been in a really pissy ass mood and dont want to be taking it out on anyone. I will be gone for several days, I leave in the morning. yall have fun I am back off of here agian for now peace love and used axle grease.

Wash Away The Pain
goddess i just want to apologize to all my friends who have tried to help when i go through one of my downward turns. how do you not feel completely useless when knowing that you cant just cuddle up to the one you care about and kiss away all the pain and protect then from all the sadness and darkness that is pressing down on them. i will keep trying to make you laugh i will try to stop your tears i will pull all the badness away from you i will brush away the junk of years that has finally become too much for your strong shoulders to bear.if you would let me i would love away the heartache and work away the pain. i would wash away the stress that has dragged away your grin. i wish i could find that dark thing that has stolen the beautiful light from your eyes and given you a rainbo. i wish you could realize... the sadness that wells up in me seeing you in pain, the heartache i feel knowing you feel like you may never love again. i would walk a thousand miles if you would take th

Addicted To You
Addicted To You I wake, work, eat, sleep, and dream you. This emotional journey before us - almost too much to bear sometimes. Yet, every time I hear the ringing of the phone, or see your name pop up online, I know that I am addicted to you. But it is far more than that, and please listen very closely. I am a very reasonable and sane person, not given to idle whims or fancies, not taken in any more by false hopes and promises. Yet, somehow, you are different - very different. I don't know what happened, or how or why, but I feel as though I fell out of a cloud, tumbling down to earth to a sure death - and at the last possible second, you caught me in your arms. Yes, I am addicted to you, but I know the consequences of addictions, and, fear not, I will not harm you or cause you pain in any way. Of that, I give you my humble word. I want to breathe you, to feel you, to taste you, and to hear your soft whispers against the sensitive nape of my neck - telling me

In Gods Name
I have a friend on here I feel is lost and needs all the prayers she can get. Here is a link to her page:http://fubar.com/missieporter . Her and her husband are in the middle of a seperation. I have felt god direct me to help her find her way back to her family. I just ask that everyone pray for her and her family. In Jesus's name I thank you Jake

Horoscope For Oct. 26, 2007
You may be feeling positive effects from this Full Moon in your 5th House of Play. You may be ready to enjoy yourself, but you aren't willing to slack off and let the day slip by. It's time to put your creativity to work. And, even if your dreams seem far away, pay particular attention to them, for they will play a growing role in the new few weeks.

First Ever Reunion
Latina and Latinos, It is with great joy that I bring the following news!!! On the 3rd of Nov at 7:00 pm EST, we will be having our first ever reunion. It will be held in "The NEW Latina Mafia Lounge". You can get there through my page. If you have trouble finding it, I will link it to you. This will be your opportunity to meet the other members, and voice any concerns or suggestions to the Founders and our Advisers. This reunion is meant to be a fun experience and open to both member and Non-members. So make sure you mark your calenders! This will be something you don't want to miss. Please spread the word. Either post this in a Bulletin or or blog. Tell all the member that you know. I need to have maximum participation. Hope to see ya'll there!!!!!!! payneja01 aka "The GodFather" http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=51256

Me Me Me
its halloween and tonight im going to a club dressed as a hooker! all my friends are gonna be there its gonna suck. i´ll upload the photos on thursday...lol i want sympathy if im gonna go through all this suffering thats what you get when you bet on a game of football on the computer..Myspace Graphics i think that´ll i need a little!

Hey!
This place is pretty cool! Kinda dangerous...but I like that! I'm 38 years old. I'm brutally honest...but fun! I have a good sense of humor and a wicked temper. I'm here to have fun and meet up with my friends and make new ones. I'm not lookin' to hook up, cam or talk dirty on IM. Sorry...but I said I was honest. To each their own...I don't judge...but it's not for me. Wanna be friends GREAT...wanna cyber...move on please! Music I like: loud, rock, some country, pretty much all hair bands, and anything from AC/DC or Kiss Movies I like: Horror, Comedy My Interests: **my boys (16 & 19) **my girls (dogs...golden retriever and golden lab), **my friends **muscle cars **demolition derby **stock car racing **my truck (my escape...tunes with wheels...what a concept) **dancing **W.O.W. (World of Warcraft...boys got me hooked) **summer nights **music is my passion If you want to stick around and be friends with this boring girl send me a friend invite! *Have a drink

Vocum Habeo Non
And I feel like Custer, Surrounded by Indians. Outnumbered, outgunned, doomed to fail. Yet righteous. Never abandoning belief. . . For all the good it did him. Overcome by events greater than he. His voice was lost. And I feel like Kitty Genovese* Battered and abused Again and again Crying for help for thirty-two minutes. Believing in the inherent good of people. . . For all the good it did her. Her voice was lost. So be it hilltop, alley or classroom, I make my stand and cry out. Surrounded by Indians, abusers, hypocrites. I never lose faith. I never give up. I never stray off my path. . . For all the good it does me. And as I realize that it’s hopeless. It occurs to me what George and Kitty said; “Vocum habeo non. Vocum habeo non. Vocum habeo non! I have no voice. August *In 1964 Kitty Genovese was brutally stabbed to death at the door of her own apartment in queens. Thirty-eight people overheard her cries for help, and her attacker left the scen

To Augie
It's not that bad you know All your dreams came true After a fashion The scars The girls The adventures You're a bona-fide storyteller now. You're no longer a runt In fact, you're pretty tough By the time you get to be me, You won't fear pain anymore. And true, it's a long distance between us, One not easily traveled. And even when you get to be me. . . You'll still feel lost, and alone at times. But it's better now. All your dreams come true. And you'll be amazed when you realize That you'd forgotten that you dreamed them. I wish I could give you something more tangible. I think of you there alone, hiding in your closet, Crying again. And all I can do is write you this letter. More than two decades late. We turn out ok, I swear. You're an amazing guy. I'm still stunned that you never gave up. Never stopped believing Never stopped trying Didn't even consider it. I'm proud to have been you. Even though it sucked at the time. It's better now. You'll be ha

Pain
Holding onto the slats of the stairway My face pressed against the wooden bars A prisoner, struggling to hear the warden I hear their yells and I know I am helpless Pain is memory's glue It's what keeps things important It places value on ordinary life. On my bike with a mile to go I take the back way through the wood They won't look for me there I see the fallen tree and know Before I see the five of them I am helpless Pain is memory's glue It's what keeps things important It places value on ordinary life It's Christmas and the house is full I have a room mate for the holidays As the light goes out I know I am helpless Pain is memory's glue It's what keeps things important It places value on ordinary life I'm half dressed in the middle of winter He's drunk as I'm propelled out the door I'm at a disadvantage Far from helpless Pain is my friend It helps me focus It keeps me creative and strong I'm in a strange land when the rocket hits I'm

Never **** With A Juggler
I was In the Army. (Hard to believe, but true.) My duties that day were to be on gate guard. I received a phone call from inside the main building, so I handed the gate key to my friend Doogie. When I returned, Doogie was gone! And sitting by the gate, surrounded by his evil henchmen, was my arch-nemesis, Stewart. Obviously, Doogie was called away, and the key was in the hands of one of these mindless goons. Things did not look well for our hero. "Who has the key?" I asked. "You're the gate guard. Why don't you have the key?" sneered Stewart. I was not about to fall for his little game. Before I had come back outside, Stewart had been bragging to his cronies. "Watch this, I'm gonna **** with August." "Stewart," I challenged, "Give me the ****ing key." (I apologize, but we really did talk that way back in the Army.) "Here!" cackled Stewart, and with a flick of his hand, he threw the keys point blank at my chest. Now nearly everyone I know will be happy to verify the

At The Table
Down to the felt. Don't bother to count your chips, You've been dealt a mighty blow. Excuse time; 'But I did everything right!' 'He shouldn't have done that.' 'I had bad cards.' Done now? There are other games. Other tables. This game appears to be too rich for you. Maybe this isn't your calling. Not everyone's cut out to be a gambler. Even if you turn this game around, Get off the felt, Grab the high stack, There'll still be other losses, Other upsets, Do you really want to go through that again? The dealer looks to me to see if I'm going to walk or play. I'm still licking my wounds. Maybe I should become a farmer, far less risk. Plowing fields, harvesting crops, dreaming of cards. At the table, I never dream of farms. Down to the felt. Don't bother to count your chips. I pick them up, Toss them into the pot, Blind. I'm a gambler, And I'm all in. August

Dragons
There aren't any dragons. Yes I know, It seems sort of obvious when you say it like that. But it saddens me, There aren't any dragons, And there should be. Young men should be able to rescue desperate maidens. Fighting the good fight should guarantee victory. Right and wrong should be obvious, Black and white, clear as day, Never murky, never confused, But of course, that's every bit as fanciful, As the notion of dragons, Far too often I am reminded, That this is the real world, Where the good fight doesn't always cut it, People don't always mean what they say, Fairness is not a universal quality. It saddens me. There aren't any dragons, And there never really were. August

Closets
I have an orange shirt that I like to wear. It's old and threadbare and looks a little silly on me. It's missing some buttons and the sleeves are too long, but I like it. It's the most comfortable shirt I own. I don't wear it often and almost never when I'm out in public. I keep my shirt tucked away safely in the closet. Shirts belong in closets. A friend of mine had a lot in common with my orange shirt. Her name is Laura. She too, spent most of her time in the closet. Then one day, she came out. It was a big event, Gay Pride Day in Las Vegas. Laura asked me to join her and provide support as she ventured out of the darkness of her closet, and into the harsh light of judgment by her peers. I was honored to be her parasol. We arrived at the park and began to look around. There must have been ten thousand people there. We looked at the different booths, the different vendors, and the different people. I saw hundreds of couples holding hands, happy to be enjoying the sunshine together.

Call Me Captain
Some forage through life, In search of a rose. And others are led, As if by the nose. The flighty, I'm told, Just drift in the breeze. No control or direction, They simply take leave. They're just tossed to & fro, By the will of the wind. Don't know where they're going, Don't care where they've been. And others, like me, Like to play in the tides. We sail our own ships, With the stars as our guide. We seek out adventure, Fortune and fame. Searching for others, To join in our game. Through fair skies or storm, We drink wine and sing songs. Loving each moment, Even when things go wrong. With the wind at my back, And my love at my side. I haul up my anchor, And set sail with the tide. So tell me I'm captain, Or tell me I'm mighty. But whatever you do, . . . .Don't . . . . . tell. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .me . . . . . . . .I'm. . . . . .flighty!. . . . . August

Thought About You
All day long, I thought about you. Even when I tried not to think about you, I thought about you. When I closed my eyes, I thought about you. When I opened my eyes, I thought about you. When I thought about the beauty of the season, I thought about you. When I thought about the warmth of the upcoming holidays, I thought about you. When I heard a love song on the radio, I thought about you. When I checked my email, I thought about you. Even when I said goodnight to the stars, I thought about you. And when I slipped beneath the softness of my blanket and gave in to the bliss of sweet dreams, I thought about you. I just can't stop thinking about you.

My Poems
Mom, you're a wonderful mother, So gentle, yet so strong. The many ways you show you care Always make me feel I belong. You're patient when I'm foolish; You give guidance when I ask; It seems you can do most anything; You're the master of every task. You're a dependable source of comfort; You're my cushion when I fall. You help in times of trouble; You support me whenever I call. I love you more than I can express; You have my total respect. If I had my choice of mothers, You'd be the one I'd select!

Still So Far
My mind still keeps those words, And palms still remember that touch, My heart remembers the care and love, Love...and felt it slipping away, slowly away, My heart reached out to you, Trying to catch your hand, In the net that was my soul, My feet patted the ground, Scampering, trying to catch up, But the fog of those days crept in my eyes, I lost you...but you're still here... You're so close, but still so far, My eyes can't open until that day, When you come back, and I will wait, When you're with me on dark, rainy days, It makes any sunny day without you Feel so cold, so treacherous to breathe. When you're not here, I still remember, But I can't keep playing back my thoughts Of you, your care and love and pure presence, So please come back, come back soon... I love you, and I always will. Why we have to stand so far apart I'll never know. All I know is I want you here, all three of you with me. Come back soon, I miss you guys...

Love Til The End
He grabs the razor blade, presses it to his skin. I love you he cries out.. no answer. He slowly starts to drag it down his arm. I love you he again cries out... still no answer... He pushes harder as he drags it, making a small cut.. The blood starts to run down his arm onto the floor. drip by drip the blood forms a puddle, he stops for a minute and cries out again.. I love youuuu.. still no answer He pushes it deeper ad harder, More blood starts to flow. My girl left me but i cant let her go. With his finger he spells her name in blood, Below it says I love you.. as he finishes himself off.......

I Been Gone...i Been Gone For Way Too Long
So, some of you may have noticed that I've been AWOL from this wonderful world of Fubar for quite a long time. I'm not sick, dying, or dead. I've just been busy and occupied with other things. I have kind of a lot going on right now and sadly have no time left over as of late for the internets. I am, however, still on yahoo IM quite a bit if ya'll want to catch me there - jhenimichelle@yahoo.com. Sorry if I've left any of you feeling forgotten or neglected, I don't mean to i promise :) So, I'll try to get on a little more than I have been, but I can't promise anything...but hit me up on yahoo or hit the cell. .

Life
What is it about someone that attracts us to them? Is it chemistry? Is it mere lonliness? Is it that they represent a desire and adventure that we have never experienced before? Or is it merely boredom? I am ruled mainly by my emotions. It is how I make decisions in my everyday life. A lot of impulse not a lot of thought. Spontaneity is exciting and sexy and dangerous. And very very foolish. All of my life I have been hidden by this guard around my life and my heart. Never letting anyone too close to my heart but yet allowing them to have my physically. And even now I find that I am ok with that. Sometimes I find that I am a cover to a book that everyone thinks that they have already read. A knowledge of what I am about, what I desire, what I need. They think I'm an open book. But what they fail to realize is that image they see, that cover, is an illusion. Not the real girl. Not even close. Yes the face is real, the body is real. But the emotions are not. It i

Life Or Something Like It 8
It is Thursday morning and I am just not feeling very cheerful today. I should be, my house is getting painted today. I have been wanting to get it painted for about 2 years now. I think it is my neck that is bringing me down. I just seem to always be in pain lately and it is getting a bit depressing and the process of trying to figure out what is causing the pain is just not going fast enough. That is Kaiser for you! Okay,I have taken my son to school, ate breakfast and am drinking my delicious latte I made myself so I am feeling a little happier. All it takes is a smile, a quick hello from a loved one or a great cup of coffee! Well, that is it for this blog. I better go check and make sure the guys are using the correct paint for the stucco! LOL Kiss Martin, missing you. ciao

Bored!
I love my family and I hated working so I quit. NOW I AM BORED! I can only clean house so much and play on the PC for so long! What else is there for a SAHM to do? I am not a PTO/PTA type of mom. I am no good at sports and I already have two college degrees and feel that more college would just be a waste. So now what is there?

Im Effin Freezing!
dude wtf.. im so freaking cold.. i have long sleeves on and two sweaters on plus thick yoga pants on.. and im still cold.. haha one of my pics looks like my hand is blue. which if you reading this you should comment those pics.. i dont take pictures too often. do you think why im so cold is because i have been fasting for so long? its starting to scare me a lil..

Sick And Stuff
ok bad girls heres the deal im sorry i havent been here like i should be for you all the problem is i have been seriously sick and still am. will be back in full swing before long i hope... if i have not added you to my friends please let me know so that when i am back i can do so..... once again i am sorry if i have let you down and hope for your forgiveness... hopefully be back into swing before long. thank you ok my friends as you know i havent been here. i have been down with a back injury and the flu.......i miss you guys will be back in full force soon

Goodbye Friends
I think you are all georgious and wonderful - that being said I am leaving fubar. If you would like to talk sometime hit me up on myspace at myspace.com/ariesram2 . Thanks for sharing the beauty of your life.

Test
You have a Sexual IQ of 131 You know a lot about sex. You have had many sexual experiences and you are well versed in all of the lingo associated with sex. You watch a lot of T.V. shows about sex and you pick up a lot through movies and T.V. You are likely to get even smarter when it comes to sex, because you are very intelligent already and are just waiting to have more sexual experiences. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Have To Know
Blogs are suppost to be thoughts writen down so here goes. I am so sick of people agruing. WTF is the point? Since when does the most angry person win?? Someone is right and someone is wrong live with it. If its a topic that cant be proven either way cant you just respect the other persons opinion? If you tell me God is a female who hates men, well I cant prove that to be untrue so ill respect your opinion and leave it at that.

Is The Grass Always Greener On The Other Side?
The grass is always greener on the other side, Is how things may seem? But I have found that the perfect relationship, Is simply just a dream. Yes I saw the fence and greener grass, But I woke up and did realize, That if my grass doesn`t seem too green, Maybe, I might need to fertilize. Now, don`t let me confuse you, I will attempt to get it straight, The word fertilize, Let me now elaborate. Plant some seeds of love and trust, Then a few of patience and understanding, Don`t expect it to blossom over night, So don`t be too demanding. Now cultivate with the love of God, and make sure to keep out the weeds, And beware of so-called dandelions ", Out there planting, their evil seeds. This isn`t going to be an easy process, It is going to take hard work and tears-of-pain, But nothing in this world ever grows, Unless theres a little rain. A season will come, when you`ll ignore your yard, You might want to keep hanging out with the guys/girls, But another might find

Vegas
HOST A PARTY WITH ME AND YOU CAN BE ENTERED IN A DRAWING TO WIN A TRIP TO LAS VEGAS! I WANT TO HELP SEND YOU AND 1 GUEST ON A UNFORGETTABLE VACATION! OUR PARTY PLAN WILL PAY FOR AIRFARE AND HOTEL ACCOMMODATIONS! REQUIREMENTS ARE- SHOW MUST BE HELD BETWEEN JULY 1 2007 - MARCH 31, 2008. RETAIL SALES OF YOUR PARTY ARE AT LEAST $350. IT'S REALLY THAT SIMPLE HOW CAN YOU POSSIBLY SAY NO??? HERE'S THE DEAL... HOST A PARTY, GET FREE STUFF AND HAVE A FUN EVENING WITH FRIENDS, WIN A FREE TRIP TO VEGAS! WHAT'S NOT TO LIKE? WHAT IF YOU LIVE ACROSS THE COUNTRY? MESSAGE ME AND I CAN WORK SOMETHING OUT WITH YOU!

Thoughts
Some people look at the things we do with disgust and distaste. They see and hear about things that we do and only see the physical side of things. They like to believe that what we do is all for the physical pleasure that comes from this. That we’re merely succumbing to sins of the flesh. But what they don’t see…is the other side of it. The mental side of it. Your time with someone, metaphorically speaking, is like walking through an area unknown to you. Your interaction with that person is the path you walk along. During your time on this path, you come to many crossroads and your decisions during this walk show which direction you head at each crossroad. Many people prefer to choose the easy paths, the one’s that are well lit and open. They’re safe, nothing of come out an surprise you. But most people have a dark side to them… and because of today’s society they keep that dark side hidden for whatever reason. The paths that lead to that dark side would be the ones t

K.k. Butter's Buttery Insight
If you're not familiar with the work of Steven Wright, he's the famous erudite scientist who once said: "I woke up one morning and all of my stuff had been stolen and replaced by exact duplicates." His mind sees things differently than most of us do, to our amazement, and amusement. Here are some of his gems: 1 - I'd kill for a Nobel Peace Prize. 2 - Borrow money from pessimists -- they don't expect it back. 3 - Half the people you know are below average. 4 - 99% of lawyers give the rest a bad name. 5 - 82.7% of all statistics are made up on the spot. 6 - A conscience is what hurts when all your other parts feel so good. 7 - A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. 8 - If you want the rainbow, you got to put up with the rain. 9 - All those who believe in psycho kinesis, raise my hand. 10 - The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese. 11 - I almost had a psychic girlfriend,...but she left me

Do You?
Does desire pulse throbbing, screaming through your body. Hurling you into a place where I am all you want all you need, all there is Do you dream of me in the dark of the night, Burning silently, fantasies of delicious pleasures. Your body restless, hands clenching at your sides. Sweet rapture filling your mind, your heart, your core. Do you wake a song in your heart, a smile on your lips Anticipation lighting the promise of another day. Thirsting for the sweet nectar of my passion. Starving for the enticing caress of my voice. Do you think of me while dealing with the daily climb. Do simple things bring visions of my kiss, my smile. Do your fingers hunger for my satin skin beneath them. Are Precious moments in time lost to reverie?

Hmmmmm!!!
If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, (even if we don't speak often or if you are a random reader) please post a comment with a COMPLETELY MADE UP AND FICTIONAL memory of you and me. It can be anything you want - good or bad - BUT IT HAS TO BE FAKE. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your diary and be surprised (or mortified) about what people DON'T ACTUALLY remember about you..

Birkenau/auschwitz
The concentration and death-camp complex at Auschwitz-Birkenau was the largest killing center in the entire Nazi universe; the very heart of their system. Of the many sub-camps affiliated with Auschwitz, Birkenau, or Auschwitz II, was by far the largest. The main camp, Auschwitz I was on the outskirts of the Polish city Oswiecim. Birkenau was in a suburb named Zasole. The Polish government has maintained the site as a memorial for all those who perished there during World War II. Unlike the main camp at Auschwitz, Birkenau is not a museum, research archive, or publishing house. It is preserved more or less in the state it was found at liberation in January 1945. However, only a few of the wooden barracks remain and are now being restored. The brick barracks and other structures in the women's camp still stand. All four Birkenau krematoria were dynamited by the retreating SS, however their ruins can still be seen. Photographic exhibit shows the camp as it exists today, empty and q

Gotta Be Kidding!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I had two pics funny comics at that marked NSFW because one had the word "BITCH" in it. Plus one featured the "F" word and had a gun in it................come on get real!!!!!!!!!!!!!! seen pics on peeps pages showing boobs and butt cracks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! had to put them into their own file marked NSFW. geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesh

Fruit "salsa-mole"
1 yellow pepper 12 oz. fresh cranberries, 3 c. ½ c. sugar ¼ c. fresh orange juice 1 jalepeno, chopped 1 TBSP. orange zest 2 Avocados, diced ¼ c. chopped cilantro Roast the pepper and peel the skin. Chop the pepper. Combine Cranberries, sugar, and juice in food processor or blender until the berries are coarsely chopped. Add pepper, avocado, cilantro, jalepeno and orange zest.

Tamales
2 tsp cumin 2 tsp coriander 2 tsp black pepper ½ onion, finely chopped 1 garlic clove, finely chopped 2 TBSP olive oil 1 tsp salt 3 ½ pounds pork tenderloins and cut cross-wise into 8 logs 12 dried corn husks, soaked 1 hour in warm water, then drained and patted dry. Preheat oven to 350. Mix cumin-salt until a paste forms. Use as rub on all sides of the pork. Chill overnight, or at least 3 hours. Place pork tenderloins into 8 of the husks. Make three ribbons out of each of the remaining 4 husks. Tie these ribbons around the ends and the center of each tamale. Place on a baking rack and bake until the center of the thermometer reads 150, it will take about 35-45 minutes.

Life Or Something Like It 19
It is a BEAUTIFUL fall day. Sunny and the air is crisp and cool! I can say that I barely have any pain in my neck! This is just so wonderful! It seems to be getting better and better! Now that I make myself sit up straight at my computer, it is helping a great deal. Now maybe I can go back to walking on my treadmill daily like before? I got my wish last night! We went out to dinner and then came home and had great sex! Wooo hooo! I thoroughly enjoyed myself! ;) Now, Peter is getting ready to take the boys and their friends out to ride their moto x bikes out at a local track. Anthony got a new motorcycle last Sunday and he has been dying to take it out ever since then. It is a bigger bike then before. It is a Yamaha 125. Christopher and his friend are bringing their bicycles out there since his friend doesn't have a motorcycle. I think they will have a lot of fun! We had a full house last night! 3 kids stayed the night. I get up this morning to find Anthony's

Sassy
Well, I am here to meet new friends and a couple of my friends from my friends list I invited. I am a wife and with two girls as you can see from my profile. I sell Avon and Home & Graden Party things so if you are interested in buying anything let me know. I also own a construction business with my husband so if you are in the area of Northern California not Sacramento that is not Northern the real Northern is 3 hrs away. Sacramento is more like central. So if you ever need a house built let us know.

Bitchology
BITCHOLOGY When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won’t compromise what’s in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won’t allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone’s maid, or when I act alittle selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won’t become anyone else’s idea of what they think I should be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that. So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won’t succeed!!!

What Cancer Cannot Do
~ What Cancer Cannot Do ~ Cancer is so limited... It cannot cripple love It cannot shatter hope It cannot corrode faith It cannot destroy peace It cannot kill friendship It cannot suppress memories It cannot silence courage It cannot invade the soul It cannot steal eternal life It cannot conquer the spirit.

Friends
WRITTEN WITH A PEN, SEALED WITH A KISSS IF YOU ARE MY FRIEND PLEASE ANSWER THIS: ARE WE FRIENDS OR ARE WE NOT? YOU TOLD ME ONCE BUT I FORGOT SO TELL ME NOW AND TELL ME TRUE SO I CAN SAY "I AM HERE FOR YOU" OF ALL THE FRIENDS I'VE EVER MET YOU ARE THE ONE I WONT FORGET AND IF I DIE BEFORE YOU DO ILL GO TO HEAVEN AND WAIT FOR YOU ILL GIVE THE ANGELS BACK THEIR WINGS AND RISK THE LOSS OF EVERYTHING JUST TO PROVE MY FRIENDSHIP IS TRUE TO HAVE A FRIEND LIKE YOU

Forgive An Forget
Forgive and forget that’s what they say, But they don't tell you that there is no easy way. There is no tap to turn off your tears, There is no magic wand to evade all your fears. How do you stop all those feelings inside? Those conflicting emotions, when your head and heart collide. You want to forget and you want to let go, But you head is unwilling to let you heart know. You're fighting a battle when there’s no clear winner, You're struggling so hard to absolve the sinner. Your insides are a mess and your head is confused, It’s hard to make sense when your hearts been abused. Can we ever disregard the pain? Can we ever move on? Or do we just fade away like a star that once shone. Can the damage be repaired? I have no answer yet, Forgiving can be painful but it’s harder to forget.

Lucky Star
Lucky star dropped on earth 1 night, and it asked me "What do u want? A million dollars, or a true friend?" I chose a million dollars.....because I already got you!!!! **Send this to 20 of ur true friends of my space, if u don't you will have bad luck with friendships for the rest of ur life!!! If u get this back ur a true friend!!** 000000000000000 000000000000000 000000000000000_000000000000000 00000000000000___00000000000000 0000000000000_____0000000000000 000000000000_______000000000000 00000000000_________00000000000 0____________________________00 000______*TRUE FRIEND*_____0000 000000 __________________ 000000 0000000_________________0000000 000000_________0_________000000 00000_______0000000_______00000 0000_____0000000000000_____0000 000___0000000000000000000___000 *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 20 angels are in this world, 10 are sleeping, 9 are playing & 1 is reading this comment.

Terror
I observe the terror in her big brown eyes. The rest of her is web of disguise. While joy and laughter might be what you might see, I find fear and death behind that mask that is me. With life that once flowed freely The air is getting tight. I feel the bands around me. I’m to fed up to fight. I’m chained to a past, I never did love. I’m searching for help from my Savior above. If I could find the way myself This mask would lie upon a shelf. But I must fight to stay alive In hopes my Savior will arrive. I’ve heard he is there waiting I need but let him in. It’s been so long since I knew this man. Will I recognize him?

Please Clouds Move On
As I sat at work today I felt the urge to write. So I picked up my pen and started writing. What was I going to write? I really didn't know. It seems so many people I have talked to lately are having a hard time and are depressed. Including myself. So here is what I wrote. I wouldn't really call it a poem, but it sort of is. "Please Clouds Move On" I am in the bottom of this cold dark pit, I turn my face toward the sun, trying to feel the warmth and comfort of it. As I look toward it, a cloud covers it and keeps the warmth and comfort, from coming to me that I need. As I sit here in this pit, I wonder, how did I get here? But more importantly, I wonder how do I get out of it? I am so scared of the darkness that comes from being down in the bottom of the pit. How long can I carry on? I just hold on hoping the clouds that cover the sun, will soon move on. That I can climb out of this pit and see the beauty of the sun and feel it's warmth as it warms my soul, and hea

Wtf
WHY IS IT SOME PEOPLE FEEL THE NEED TO TRASH TALK PEOPLE THEY DONT KNOW? I MEAN COME ON NOW DO PEOPLE HAVE NOTHING BETTER DO DO IN LIFE THEN TALK SHIT ABOUT THINGS THEY KNOW NOTHING ABOUT? AND OMG LETS NOT TALK ABOUT THE FAKE PEOPLE PRETENDING TO BE A FRIEND WHILE STANDING BEHIND U WITH A BIG KNIFE IN THERE HAND WAITING FOR THE PERFECT MOMENT TO STAB U .....ITS FUNNY HOW YOU COULD BE GREAT FRIENDS WITH SOMEONE AND NEXT THING U KNOW SOME ONE TALKS SHIT AND BOOM EXPLOSION EVERYONE HATES U ....BUT THE FUNNY THING IS THEY NEVER EVEN CAME TO TELL U WHAT IT IS THEY HEARD OR SAW AND THATS THE PART THAT SUX WORD TO THE WISE NEVER JUDGE PEOPLE ON WHAT U HEAR ABOUT THEM BECAUSE U MIGHT BE MISSING OUT ON A GOOD THING IN LIFE .............

Interesting
The human body is a machine that is full of wonder. -Scientists say the higher your I.Q., the more you dream. -The largest cell in the human body is the female egg and the smallestis the male sperm. -You use 200 muscles to take one step. -The average woman is 5 inches shorter than the average man. -Your big toes have two bones each while the rest have three. -A pair of human feet contains 250,000 sweat glands. -A full bladder is roughly the size of a soft ball. -The acid in your stomach is strong enough to dissolve razor blades. -The human brain cell can hold 5 times as much information as theEncyclopedia Britannica. -It takes the food seven seconds to get from your mouth to your stomach. -The average human dream lasts 2-3 seconds. -Men without hair on their chests are more likely to get cirrhosis ofthe liver than men with hair. -At the moment of conception, you spent about half an hour as a singlecell -There are about one trillion bacteria on each of your feet. -You

Turkey Stuffing!
I so abhor working in retail during the holidays!......I'd like to stuff a few other things besides a turkey,or rather a few someones!....Namely anything with BOSS mentioned in the title!.....An oh yeah,my girlfriend,but in a different way for different reasons!.....ROTF!.......Peace out you turkeys!.....Lol

Wishing Ppl Home
well last night my little brother wanted to know if i would send his woman some money.. i hope he under stands that im not going to just send some woman he just met money. i do how ever love my little brother to death . i just wish he would come home . safe from camp libert,iraq i miss him soo much .there is no one to pick on when he is not home . i have no clue what he looks like any more hes been gone a long time. sgt danny demon lutter i hope u come home save bro miss you alot love micheal...

Deep Down
An Easy Guide To Getting Deep – Deep Throat, That Is It seems to me that most men want to get into a girls throat. The blowjob is a sexy thing, a very pleasurable thing for both parties. Particularly the male party. Putting your mouth around another person’s body, taking them inside you, stroking them with your tongue…it’s a power trip, pure and simple. Everyone has their own technique, their own style, and this guide is here to help you get a different type of thing going on. The Deep Throat. In my experience, men have enjoyed going deep. It’s a different feel for them, different than anything they’ve experienced so far. It’s not the same as oral sex held solely in the mouth, and it’s not the same as vaginal or anal sex, where they are buried deep inside you. This is a totally different type of penetration, and it is very hard for some women to accomplish. There is the gag reflex to get around, the feel of something lodged in your throat, the taste, the anxiety of choking or bit

Dreaming
In my dream of dreams, I've Always dreamed of someone like you.... Dreaming, of a man, who wants me, for who I am... Dreaming, I'd find someone to Love, Full Heart, Mind, Body, and Soul... Dreaming, of finding my *SOUL MATE*.... Dreaming, has finally stopped 'cause you have come into My Life..... And never find another *you*. You are so special that I wanted you to know I truly, completely love you so. ------------------------------------------------- PLZ DO NOT RIP THIS POEM IS COPYRIGHT BY MIRA THANKS SO MUCH

Life2
Damn, I have been sleeping the day away! I had an appointment this morning for an MRI on my neck and the last time I had one and only my knee was in the machine, I had a panic attack. I am claustrophobic! I don’t like small spaces what so ever. So they told me to take valium beforehand to help me relax. I not only took a valium, I also took a muscle relaxer. Ooops.. ;) But I wanted to make damn sure that I wasn’t going to freak out. Peter drove me there so I didn’t have to worry about driving. I almost fell asleep in the car for the 25 minute ride. I made it through my scan without even moving. I was fine. I won’t know the results from it until my doctor contacts me. I am sure with the Holiday; it won’t be until next week. Then I came home and tried to work and I was just so sleepy so I laid down on my bed and fell asleep for hours! I had to wake up because the “My Favorite Things” Oprah show is on right now. I enjoy seeing all the neat gifts she gives the entire aud

Methods Of Love
methods of love.... *kiss on the ear--------------------"i'm horny" *kiss on the cheek-----------------"we're friends" *kiss on the hand------------------"i adore you" *kiss on the neck-------------------"we belong together" *kiss on the shoulder--------------"i want you" *kiss on the lips---------------------"i love you" or "i want you" *holding hands--------------------"we can learn to love each other" *a wink---------------------------------"Let's get it on" *slap on the butt---------------------"thats mine" *playing with the ear----------------"i can't live without you" *holding on tight---------------------"don't let go" *looking into each other's eyes---"let's get romantic" *playing with hair on head---------------"tell me you love me" *arms around the waist -----------"i love you too much to let go" *laughing while kissing-------"i am completley comfortable w/you" =advice= ***if you're kissing someone, close your eyes. it's not nice to stare

Jokes 3
Police are warning all men who frequent clubs, parties and local pubs to be alert and stay cautious when offered a drink from any woman. Many females use a date rape drug on the market called 'Beer.' The drug is found in liquid form and is available anywhere. It comes in bottles, cans, or from taps and in large 'kegs'. Beer is used by female sexual predators at parties and bars to persuade their male victims to go home and sleep with them. A woman needs only to get a guy to consume a few units of Beer and then simply ask him home for no strings attached sex. Men are rendered helpless against this approach. After several beers, men will often succumb to the desires to sleep with horrific looking women whom they would never normally be attracted. After drinking beer, men often awaken with only hazy memories of exactly what happened to them the night before, often with just a vague feeling that 'something bad' occurred. At other times these unfort

Happy Thanksgiving
Well to all of you Happy Thanksgiving I am spending thanksgiving with my mom step dad and grandma and a bunch of other family members I am cooking the whole meal my self I have made a turkey a ham homemade cornbread dressing and i have made 3 pies and one cake and bunches of other stuff I love cooking for my family they are starting to gather around now and it feels good to be around all of them i have been up since 530 preparing They all keep coming in the kitchen and wanting to taste lol and i keep running them out i have yet to bother with getting out of my night clothes i figure ill wait till dinner is about ready and go shower and get dressed the family keeps picing on me cause im wearing sleep pants and a huge tshirt and an apron A few mins ago i had to run to this little store here in gloster to get some sugar i ran out they laughed at me cause i was barefooted and dressed like i am Its a hard day i miss my husband All of you know that the blog i wrote about meeting the love of

Back To The Coast
Well my plans have changed yet again but this time its cause my husband is back so i will not be staying in gloster like i had planned My aunt is now going to have to go stay with my uncle till a time when i can deal with the thought of being near the man i love but whom hates me I just feel that if i stay here in gloster that i will not do well and that i will sink into depression due to the fact of knowing my husband is near and i cant be with him so i have decided to go to the coast an just go back to work there and take care of my mother I will tell you all i love my husband and he and i have both said things to each other that were mean when we were angry I do regret alot of the things i have said but he has deserve some of it for what he has done to me had i done some of the things he has done to me he wouldnt have dealt with it well anyways everyone i will not be online for awhile i love you all if anyone needs me just call my cell loves Ya LP

Tiger Poem
THE TYGER By William Blake Tyger! Tyger! burning bright In the forests of the night, What immortal hand or eye Could frame thy fearful symmetry? In what distant deeps or skies Burnt the fire of thine eyes? On what wings dare he aspire? What the hand dare sieze the fire? And what shoulder, & what art. Could twist the sinews of thy heart? And when thy heart began to beat, What dread hand? & what dread feet? What the hammer? what the chain? In what furnace was thy brain? What the anvil? what dread grasp Dare its deadly terrors clasp? When the stars threw down their spears, And watered heaven with their tears, Did he smile his work to see? Did he who made the Lamb make thee? Tyger! Tyger! burning bright In the forests of the night, What immortal hand or eye Dare frame thy fearful symmetry?

For Someone Who Probably Never Read It...
If I could Dream at Night If I could dream at night And if those dreams came true, I would force myself to sleep at night So I could dream of you. If wishes were given to lonely guys, And if I were given just two I would wish that you would always love me, The other I would give to you. If my tears could write love songs Before my tears were through You would know just how I feel And how much I love you But dreams are for dreamers, And wishes seldom come true My tears do not write love songs But when they fall...they fall for you. g.w 07

Vows
My love, my sher You showed me what it is to be To be ….truly and completely loved with a love, beyond all others A love of our two old souls That finally intertwine After life times of searching Leaving no doubt , our souls are finally where they belong Showing one another, what it means To be loved deeper then forever To be loved more passionate, then ever So when I say I do I mean I have, I do, and I'll always Love you, with a love that's deeper and more passionate Then ever felt before

In The Park
We walked together holding hands, As we walked in the park today. I couldn't seem to find any words, Though much I wanted to say. I knew you sensed my feelings inside, I was aware of your beautiful love. I felt the friendship that we share, That was given by our Father above. After a while we came to a path, That led through the woods to a stream. While there you whispered "I love you", I felt blessed though just a dream. I had a day in the park with you. I heard the words I'd longed to hear Will remember each day this dream anew.

Fubar Friends
My children have finished their play they've gone to bed their stories read Now it's my time of day. I've had one of those days you know what I mean so I sit back and relax and turn on my screen. I'll talk to all my friends who know just what to say to make my stresses go and my troubles fade away. My friends you're always there for me whenever I feel blue and though we've never met before I know our friendships true. And although we haven't been friends for long in this short time it seems we shared so many things already our hopes, our fears, our dreams. We come from different walks of life but we share a common bond and it's time to say that of all of you I've grown so very fond. So thank you friends for being there whenever I've needed you I know you're always there for me and you know I'm there for you.

Life8
Well, as bad as yesterday was and believe me, it was bad! Today is a much better day. I had to run and take Anthony's project to school today because I had told him I was going to pick him up at 1:00 to go to his appointment but then didn't tell him I had changed the date. So since it was my fault, I had to rush to his school before the class ended. This morning when I dropped him off at school, he sat in the back of the car and when he got out he didn't say "I love you" like he does every day. :( but when I dropped off his stuff, I said it and he said it back so that made me feel better. My boys are home from school and Anthony is home and working on his homework. He knows he is grounded and I thought I would have a fight on my hands today but it seems to be ok. I ended up chatting a lot of the day away. Oops. Didn't mean to but...what do you do? I think I needed it since I had such a stressful day and night yesterday. I noticed on Fubar that they have added ne

1990
If you were born before 1995, then this survey should be easy for you to fill out! Which spice girl did you like? baby? Backstreet Boys or N*Sync? nsync Did you watch S Club 7??? noppers What was your favorite, Sandlot or Little Rascals? little rascals Did you ever have light up sneakers?.. of course Cinderella or Snow White? cinderella What was your favorite holiday? christmas Did you ever try to stay up on Christmas just so you could see santa? yes and i saw my parents draggin my new tv down the hall You ever watch Bill Nye the Science Guy? yea..they used im in science class What grade did you like the best? the ones i took naps in Ninja Turtles or Power Rangers? ninja turtles lol What Ninja Turtle were you? i wasnt a turtle lol Did you ever own a Chinese jump rope? um what What was your favorite thing to eat? pizza What was your favorite color? blue Did you prefer, Where in the World is Carmen Sandiego or Where’s Waldo?

Take Me
I want you to tie me up and tell me I've been a bad girl. I want you to spank me and make me beg forgiveness. I want you to tease my body until I can't take any more. I want you to love me so hard, so intense, I cry from the pain and beauty of it. I want you to bend me as you wish. You came to me and took my hand. You held me at your heart and smiled. You wooed me with your lovely words. To you I was so beautiful. You said you would adore me. You stroked my hair and touched my face. I savored the feeling of your hands. You wanted to kiss me, and I let you You wanted to own me, and I let you.

Women
11 PEOPLE ON A ROPE Eleven people were hanging on a rope, under a helicopter. 10 men and 1 woman. The rope was not strong enough to carry them all, so they decided that 1 had to leave, because otherwise they were all going to fall. They weren't able to choose that person, until the woman gave a very touching speech. She said that she would voluntarily let go of the rope, because, as a woman, she was used to giving up everything for her husband and kids or for men in general, and was used to always making sacrifices with little in return. As soon as she finished her speech, all the men started clapping ....... SEND TO INTELLIGENT WOMEN, SO THAT THEY HAVE SOMETHING TO SMILE ABOUT TODAY !! AND ALSO TO MEN WHO CAN HANDLE THIS!!!

Don't Walk Away
Confrontation ain’t your thing You say that laying blame won’t do no good now So before you go and say goodbye And move on with your life I wish you would somehow Give me a reason to believe That everything you’re gonna leave behind Is a waste of time and ain’t worth fighting for Slam the door, yell out loud Don’t hold it in, let it out Put me down, put up a fight I can be wrong, you can be right Just get mad, is that too much to ask But, don’t walk away, walk away like that Don’t walk away, walk away like that Kicking me in the teeth would be better than leaving me untouched So try Cause all the words we never say The wars unwaged have started stacking up So high There may not be a way to make you Wanna stay and try to save our love But if it can’t be like it was before Give me a reason to believe That everything you’re gonna leave behind Is a waste of time and ain’t worth fighting for

Update
Hello to all my friends and family! I have missed you all dearly! I'm sorry I have not been around at all for the past few months but my world has been sideways and I've been trying to get things turned back around. Thongs are still going to be uphill for a bit but I will have a little more time to spend talking to my friends here and hopefully getting to hang out in person with some of you as well. I hope all is well with everyone and hope to get a chance to chat with each and everyone of you soon!! MMMAUH!!! TJ

Firefox Vs. Internet Explorer
Firefox vs. Internet Explorer Now for years Internet Explorer has been the primary web browser for pretty much all home computers and work computers alike. I have to use it on the computers at work all the time. Its terrible to say the least, its slow and locks up even on nice computers. It has horrible spam and spyware blocking software technology. To sum it up in one word, the software is glitchy. Now other choices are nothing new, for a time I used Netscape Navigator as a web browser and it was alright, better functionality and such. It just never really caught on though, so Microsoft won I suppose. Now in the last few years a new and different web browsing competitor has come along called Firefox. From the first time I used it I noticed right away there was something so much better about it. Sites that once took so long to appear on Internet Explorer (Using DSL connection for both platforms) were now showing up as fast as my internet connection would allow, by that I mean har

Kaj
In this life time I found out when you dating someone you have to become friends before anything else can come about . So take the time and learn about each other before going any farther . Also I learn if you smile that smile get you alot more than that sad face so smile and make someone day for t hem here a Big Cajun Smile :-) from this cajun gal. Life to short so make the most of it while you can and show that love you have inside of you. We Need more Love than Hate . Have a Great Day I was in a Bad Wreck on Dec. 11 and its hard for me to type with a Broken Left Shoulder as soon as I can I be back On here my Friends.

House Designs
I'm working on getting back into school for Architectural Draft and Designing. If anyone would like a house designed for them, let me know. A sample of my designs can be found in my pictures. I will be adding additional designs as they get completed. I mainly focus on Mediterranean and Log style houses but can design anything you can imagine. If you have any questions email me at FireFighterRB212@hotmail.com. for the subject, put "house designs"

Tears Are Falling
*I'm not sure if this one is finished, but I'll post it anyway* tears are falling kiss them away simple touch electric touch right to the heart and soul eyes searching find reason reading thoughts bodies advance and embrace naked bodies mouths searching loving lips meeting hands caress with urgency trying to reach within the other's soul pulling closer bodies pressed never getting close enough wanting to become one holding tighter pulses rise joy sensuality excitement the beauty as her head slides back her lips part a moan escapes they move together slowly their wet skin slides against each other the pace quickens they pull each other closer held so tightly lips pushed together tongues entwined explosion all breaks free the walls crash down they are one they touch and laugh as freely as children they kiss and comfort hold and love until sleep caresses them both

Thoughts (from Me Or My Friends)
Things havent been the best for me lately and I was starting to feel like it was me. I still feel that way, but I spoke with a friend of mine and he emailed me back his thoughts and I was so thankful for his insight - - - (and yes ladies a man actually wrote this) email to me from a friend: i just have some thought of what i have learned of love. love begins with our thoughts we become what we think about. loving thoughts create loving experiences and loving relationships. affirmations can change our beliefs and thoughts about ourself and others. if we want to love someone we need to consider their needs and desires thinking about your ideal partner will help u recognize him or her when u meet them you cannot love anyone or anything unless you first respect them but first you need to respect yourself to begin to gain self-respect ask your self what do i most respect about myself to gain respect of others even those u dont like ask your self what do i respect about them if u want to r

Poemz
hes amazing isn't he!! I love him!! Though I haven't been feeling good today, I thought of you and wrote this with you in my mind. I hope you'll like it! "My Heart is full" You are always on my mind, no matter what time of day. Even when I shouldn't, I think about you anyway. And when I think about you this much, The day seems so very long. When all the time we spend apart, just seems so very wrong. You are my special gift, Sent from up above. Sent to me from heaven, Sent for me to love. Thank you for your smile, and your light that fills my dreams. You always make it brighter, No matter how dark it seems. I love you baby girl. TC of yourself and think of me when you feel at your lowest. Perhaps it will bring a smile to your face and lift your heavy heart! xOxOxo

Paper
I'm a piece of paper lying on the floor just a piece of paper paper, nothing more naked as a "blue" jay since the day i'm born empty and forgotten lonely and forlorn then He saw me lying wasted on the ground stepped-on all my life lost but now i'm found He reached down and touched me held me in His hand now i know my purpose now i understand Just a piece of paper, Blind once, now I see ~ He took out His pen, Wrote LOVE all over me! Changed my whole existence! Transformed me, and Wham! My life now has meaning, 'Cause of Whose I am!

Real Relationships
Here are some tips on how to proceed when a relationship comes along that seems too good to be true: 1. Hold your old beliefs about relationships up to the light. Where did you get your ideas about relationships? As a child, did you observe role models of unhappy couples? Have you practiced a limiting belief for so long that it seems real when it is not? Do you have the power to make new and better choices for yourself? When you question the notion that great relationships are supposed to be elusive or hard, you will recognize that you have far more possibilities available to you than you realized. 2. Practice loving yourself so much that you become a love magnet. Love attracts love, and when you cultivate love from the inside out, the universe will deliver it from the outside in. Then, when someone perfect shows up, it will seem like the next easy, natural step. 3. Proceed as if you deserve the good that has come your way. Thank the universe for sending an answer to your pray

Bitching
I'm getting really tired of girls Caking on makeup.. you have bad skin? fine.. but you DONT need to add layer upon layer of foundation to hide your zits. Whats worse is when i see it rubbed on your collar because you have too much on!. Another thing.. quite with the black eyeliner trend..you look gothic.. it looks messy makes you look tired, older. Learn some make up tricks to make your eyes pop or look bigger.. adding black liner all around your eye is working honey.

Live/laugh/love
Everyone have a blessed day. Live with laughter and love in your heart and know that life is too short for the drama. If you can't be a true friend, then don't be a friend at all. Stay blessed...

Random Ramblings.
i like studying people. i like to sit around coffee shops and airports and stand in random lines just to watch. there are amazing things that you can deduce about random people when you see them stand in a five minute line at a coffee shop or airport. you can see who feels privileged...looking like everyone around them owes them something...wondering why they even have to stand in line...then there are the people who couldn't care less how long they stand in line because they know that inevitably they always get to where they are going...these are the people who know that its not the destination, its the journey. these people are so much easier to read, because they always have that slight twinkle and small curve of their mouth. the all knowing smirk. i don't really have anything that i was trying to accomplish with this blog. just random thoughts at 2:30am when i can't sleep. relevant or not...i feel slightly apprehensive about what is to come and be...almost scared to think...i need

The Howls Love
Rolling, flowing smooth black road trailing endlessly under the moon, a pitched shreek sailing along waves of cloudes. A brisk night, crisp taste sends lips licking red swollen lips. Black hair swaying side to side just enough to tickle her waist as she sways her hips slowly and suductively, arms reaching towards luna moon. Her wispers fast and rasping with gasps every so often. Her tiny cat like nose twitching as pesky pixies are fluttering all around her, pinching, prodding and poking her as she tries to call out darkness. peckish perskinskey pixies plodding angerling at her, then suddening a thunderously loud roar pours out a howl deafing the world around about. She breathes slowly and moves towards to the beast, as the pixies split buzzing away into the forrest pissed off at her. As she bends down to the beast as it growls at her. backing slowly away the beast stares at her intensely into her dark green eyes, seemed to have felt forever only it was in within moments that

Real?
Why do I give all I have into a friendship and not expect shit in return to only get shitted on? I'm such a good friend that we only talk when YOU want to talk...I ask you to do a simple favor and you can't do it...someone else in your life swears that I am a threat and yet she's a crazy bitch lol...I thought we were deeper and had a stronger friendship than this. So why the hell am I hurting over this? I feel like your hiding shit from me and I shouldn't feel this way about a friend or anyone. You keep pushing me and pushing me but I am a fighter and I refuse to give up that easily and yet I'm hurting and do you even care? No...all you can say is "OK". You say you gonna call or call me back and yet nothing I hear til the next day. I understand you are going thru alot but dam...I understand what you are going thru. If no one else understands you should know that I do. I understand the things you have been thru cuz I have been there...both with and without the military experiences. You

Top Brit :)
Okies heres my other profile which i have been using to get my Referals for fubar. and yep i am the top brit on that site lol Click the link and come join me there and get ur own Referals. :D Click here

Sexy Eyes Contest
this girl was entered in the "Sexiest Eyes" contest it last 7 days and the most comments win please help her with comments if you dont want to its all good its just all in fun away just click on her pic and comment away just remember it last 7 days it ends saturday night

Where Is He?
I can hear him throughout my days I feel him around me all day I hear him whisper in my ear at unexpected times I feel his warmth surrounding me I see his face in my dreams every night I long for all this and more I want him to see me for me For him to look deep into my soul And grab ahold of the love that is being held deep within my heart I don't want a rescuer I want a lover A best friend A partner for life A soulmate Why is he keeping himself from me? Why doesn't he show himself? Is he afraid I want to protect him And love him completely Where is he?

Silent Tear
It comes at night when no one is watching. It comes so soft, that it barely has a feeling. When it comes, your heart is at ease. And the only thing that is on your mind, is Now the agony can finally. Leave As you gaze into the emptiness that fills the air. A Droplet tends to fall. While your memory races back to the time When you thought you had it all. You try to hold in what is deeply within your soul. But the burning is so intense; that you just Can't help but to let it go. During the night a stain is made. And at the same time all your pain is able to fade. The only true feeling that you feel, is the wetness of A drop that is left by a single tear.

Being A 1st Time Father
When my Wife Desire' started back to work I started looking after Joey. The 1st week I was going nuts. I was holding him from the time he got up til the time Desire' got off work, that was 6am -4:30 pm all day..and when I tried laying him down to sleep he woke up crying. I called my mom the next week and told her that I was going nuts.. she said to just lay him down and he will cry himself to sleep. She said thats what she did to me when I was a baby, she said just look after him from time to time to see if he is ok..so I started doing that and well I love being a stay at home Father. I can get the house work done and all before the wife gets home and its working out good..I love being a Father and now me and little Joey have our little thing going. When he gets up I feed him and then I play with him for a bit until he gets all pissy and I lay him down to sleep..this goes on til 4:30 and then the wife takes him away from me =( oh well that will give me a break til she needs me to

Laws Of Attraction
How can you make relationships work better and how can you attract the right people into your life? The answer for you could be that you can use the Law of Attraction to attract more of the people you want into your life and less of the people you do not want. It is all about vibrations and the way you think about relationships that brings to you what you want. The law of attraction could also be viewed as the law of love. What it means is that like attracts like. The reason many people are experiencing such difficulties in relationships is not because they’re bad persons. They could actually be really nice people, but it is their predominant mental disposition that gets them in trouble. This may have been true for you in your past. But now you can learn how to attract the right kind of people into your life so that you can have truly lasting and great relationships. Here are 3 tips of what you can do to get started on the right tract: 1. You need to meditate to get to know

Christamas Time
it's that time of year when people run for the sales getting everything on everybodys list. the great thing is watching their faces on christmas day when the presents get opened and then you stuff your face with food. my favorite holiday to spend with family and friends.

Bad Band Teacher
So it's finals week. Not as many people are in school at the normal times due to the schedule change. There are alot of junior/senior high school students that also attend my school. So the other day Im in the cafeteria sitting and talking to my friend Thomas about whatever when this girl from one of his classes sits down with us. First of all she was chatty as fuck. Second I really wanted to tell her to shut the fuck up. That was until I was trying to block out her voice and then i heard her say "So and SO has to go to court tomorrow and I have to testify. I don't want to go to the winter formal because everyone thinks i slept with the Band Teacher" She goes on to tell me that "nothing happened that all they did was hang out and watch movies" Umm yea thats all i did in highschool was hang out and watch movies too yea uh huh thats it." WHat the FUck.... So today like right before i started this blog i turned on the tv and the news at noon was on, and who's face do i see on t

Meteor Shower
So tonight is the start of the meteor shower, tonight and tomorrow night. I've seen 7 meteors so far. Tomorrow night you are supposed to see Gemini next to Mars. Where Mars is I haven't a clue but I'll be looking for it. Go watch it it's really neat.

My Poem
So I'm fucked up inside more dead than alive Never followed the norm where I've been no one goes I kill myself for what it's worth unevenness is sin I wipe my ass with moral standards I follow what's within Always held your head high beaten up going down So you're caged in your soul keep on digging that hole Scars and wounds are worn with pride strength can not be taught I see this world through my own eyes the greatest all time low Always willing to bleed to regain what I need I won't follow the blind I have faith in my mind I spit my hate into your face you're caged inside your soul I race the demons in my head eager to let go So you fear for your life why don't you step aside Beaten up going down eating shit from the ground Scars and wounds are worn with pride strength can not be taught I see this world through my own eyes the greatest all time low Life won't give you anything Except the pain you feel Now it's finally closing in It's time to bleed Fuck

Nsfw's
So i dont mean to be an ass. Dont wanna offend people too much. But there are an abundence of very large women out there. now, they have ways to make one or two pics look like they are not so big. but then you continue to look at full body shots ( if they even have any ) and it blows you away. I understand big women, and men, need lovin too...but damn. I dont want a twig, a little cushion is great. but i deffinately dont want a chik thats bigger than i am. im not quite sure where im going with this. just bored. i know some big women have health issues, and thats why. but if you're in your 20's, drop the food and go out and exercise.

How Engineers Spoil Christmas!
How Engineers Spoil Christmas There are approximately two billion children (persons under 18) in the world. However, since Santa does not visit children of Muslim, Hindu, Jewish or Buddhist (except maybe in Japan) religions, this reduces the workload for Christmas night to 15% of the total, or 378 million. according to the population reference bureau. At an average (census) rate of 3.5 children per household that comes to 108 million homes, presuming there is at least one good child in each. Santa has about 31 hours of Christmas to work with, thanks to the different time zones and the rotation of the earth, assuming east to west, which seems logical. This works out to 967.7 visits per second. This is to say that for each Christian household with a good child, Santa has around 1/1000th of a second to park the sleigh, hop out, jump down the chimney, fill the stocking, distribute the remaining presents under the tree, eat whatever snacks have been left for him to get ba

The Bunny
For a long time, the bunny remained just another play thing in the nursery - and he didn't mind because he was able to carry on long, philosophical discussions with the wise, old horse whom was experienced in strange ways of nursery magic. And so the story goes. Just like the classic tale, being Real doesn't happen overnight - to toys nor people. Yet like the Velveteen Rabbit, we long to become Real without any uncomfortable or unpleasant things occurring in our life. However … Once we learn to accept and appreciate what makes us unique and trust the wisdom of our heart - we begin to make creative choices based on what we know is right for us … Thus - the progress starts. As you learn to endow even the smallest moment of each day with Love, progress becomes reality perfected. Your black-button eyes might have lost their polish, but now these windows to the soul see only beauty. You become not only Real to those who know and love you, bu

My Work
How I hate my job.......well not the job its self, but the retards that I have to put up with. I work in a union plant, I am a non-union worker that works there storeroom. We are here cause if they had their union running things nothing would get done. I use to love my job, but with recent events, its change the way I view this place. These people drove a wedge between me and my girl who works here as a guard, worse decision of her life was to take that job. They made it hard for us to see each other, cause we worked different shifts the only time we could see each other was at work. They went to there human resorce person, and whined that I was up there, so she in turn gave my boss hell and hers so we werent able to see each other but maybe for a couple of hours. Course they can go there and sit all day say preveted things to her and nothing gets said, which is wrong, she all the time conplaned to me about them but did nothing. these people seem to think that you should kiss there bac

I Sit And Wait For Him
I sit and wait for him. I’ve played and replayed a multitude of scenarios of the two of us together. As if watching it on a movie screen, I hear the music, smell the fragrance of lust, and feel the unbridled passion stemming from days of pure fantasy. Like a well crafted and somewhat sophisticated erotic film, I am the star. I am the one getting fucked. I am the one screaming. The scenes are hot and it makes me even hotter. Never before have I let go so completely to a stranger. Someone I’ve only spoken to, whose alluring voice has guided me through wild masturbating episodes always leaving me wanting more. Always making me come. And although I am fully aware of the danger, I cannot stop myself. It’s like an addiction. The unknown only adds to the excitement. I sit and wait for him because that is all I can do. The telephone rings and I know it is him. I am ready. His voice spills over my nakedness like the darkness. I hear his hunger for me getting stronger each time we speak. T

Erotic Moments
It might be a sound, a touch, a smell, Or perhaps just the mere sight of someone Before you know it your body responds Your mind starts to wander to forbidden places Dark places Some will explore these places and give in to their desires Others will let fear of the unknown control them Some will only fantasize What’s your pleasure? You decide With lust as my guide I walk through the fire I choose the forbidden I hear the darkness calling And I willingly let go and get lost in the moment Ever have a moment like this?

This Is It
I have had a house for a bout a yer and a half and now I am going on base because the people that I bought the house from left me with abpout 15 thousand in repairs this sucks but base is better and easier for me to get so I will get out

Like Or Dis Like?
Roses are red violets are korny, when i think of you ohh baby i get horny, Eat me, Beat me, Bite me, Blow me, Suck me, Fuck me, Very Slowly, if you kiss me, dont be sassy, use your tongue and make it nasty!!!

Just For Fun
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your fubar that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox, not a reply to this bulletin, saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your BP that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you..haha.. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,or single..You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery.. I wasn't scared..

Kindred:the Embraced
I dont know if anyone hasd watched the series based on the white wolf rpg called the masquerade. It has many clans...Brujah, Ventru. gangrel, ect. My most fave is the ventru....since its the principality in the series! Julian and Archon Rule! leave comments please oh and uhm do u think they should bring it back with new people like they did with the NG Trek? and who should they have

I'm Back...
So a Friend of mine the other day said something to Me about My fubar account to which I replied I am NOT on fubar...she said YES You are You just don't get on it. So I went looking and sure enough I created this thing a LONG ASS time ago and well because I have so many other webpages I forgot HA HA! Anyhow I am back and I will try My hardest to stay on TOP of it this time! Since the last time I was on here I lived in Newark, OH and currently I am in Chesapeake, VA living life and loving the fact of being back HOME! Life is great and all that. If there is ANYTHING ya wanna know just ask....

If You Had Me Alone
"IF U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED! WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING... IF U HAD ME AL0NE"

3 Old Ladies
Three old ladies are sitting in a cafe, chatting about various things. One lady says, "You know, I'm getting really forgetful. This morning, I was standing at the top of the stairs, and I couldn't remember whether I had just come up or was about to go down." The second lady says, "You think that's bad? The other day, I was sitting on the edge of my bed, and I couldn't remember whether I was going to bed or had just woken up!" The third lady smiles smugly, "Well, my memory's just as good as it's always been, knock on wood," she says as she raps on the table. Then with a startled look on her face, she asks, "Who's there?"

My Veniamin Addiction
Veniamin’s Human Slinky, 3rd World Circus Festival Moscow 2007 © Veniamin's Human Slinky real talent (not singer) XXX on America's Got Talent Premiere 2007 NEW Veniamin's Eyes talent Anna & Alla * ®Veniamin Shows Inc

My Life As It Runs...
Once again... Someone that I felt I was somewhat close to... Has now proposed to a girl he barely knows... When do I get that? When do I get to be happy? When do I get to find the guy that will sweep me off my feet? That will meet me and want to be with me forever? Don't worry... I won't be that lucky... I've realized that... So, whatever. Thanks, slut. So... My best friend proposed to me about 6 months ago... Ring and everything. I love it, right? So I said yeah, why not. I wasn't finding anyone else worth bothering with. So... We set the date for in about 2 1/2 years or so... Hahaha... So he started dating some girl... This girl I hate with a passion. And I dated a couple guys on and off. Well... He's a Marine... And he continually kinda disappears for months at a time... No one really knows where he goes... Haha... So, he did it again the past 2 months... So I sent him a message on myspace & called him multiple times & he appeared again 2 days ago... And I got a message fr

Colors
Hello..First Blog..Yay.. But I have alot alot alot of pictures..People might be confused on which ones are recent...It will have NEWEST picture on it so it wont be as confusing... I am still getting use to this site as seeing this is my 2nd day...I hope to meet alot of people...*waves*

Christmas Poem For Those Who Supports The Troops.
Please Repost In Honor Of Our Service Men & Women. A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know. Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood

~the Real Night B4 X-mas...by Parents
The REAL Night Before Christmas (By Parents) 'Twas the night before Christmas when all through the house I searched for the tools to hand to my spouse Instructions were studied and we were inspired, in hopes we could manage "Some Assembly Required." The children were quiet (not asleep) in their beds, while Dad and I faced the evening with dread: a kitchen, two bikes, Barbie's townhouse to boot! And now, thanks to Grandpa, a train with a toot! We opened the boxes, my heart skipped a beat - let no parts be missing or parts incomplete! Too late for last-minute returns or replacement; if we can't get it right, it goes straight to the basement! When what to my worrying eyes should appear but 50 sheets of directions, concise, but not clear, With each part numbered and every slot named, so if we failed, only we could be blamed. More rapid than eagles the parts then fell out, all over the carpet they were scattered about. "Now bo

What's The Point?
I'm in an auction please go to the link and comment!!!! I don't know what to do anymore, I'm at the end of my rope. I've lost my job because of my Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) and have been unable to find a new job. I haven't worked in about two months and we have ran completely out of money. My inlaws already think I'm a fuck up and don't like me and this just adds to their ammunition. What should I do? I'm going crazy the only thing that makes sense is to end it all then everybody would be happy and I can no longer fuck up anyone else's lives.

Holidays
Hi Everyone. I would like to wish all my friends and family a Very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. I hope you all have a wonderful time celebrating christmas with your families. Let's also spare a thought for those kids who might not be getting any presents this christmas. Lots of Love from Willie xoxoxoxooxox Sexy Comments Galore!

Live Your Dreams
Live your dreams, don't simply fantasize about them. I like a line from the R. Kelly song, I believe I can fly. It goes, "If I can see it, then I can do it. If I just believe it, there's nothing to it." And that's the key, changing a fantasy into a belief. I've already talked about the power of beliefs in a past blog. If you truly believe something, then it becomes your reality--good or bad! Too many of us live in a "bad reality" state of mind. All it takes is flipping that little switch in your mind. Whenever I feel down or want to throw in the towel in regards to my life path and dreams, I know that it's just my negative thinking switch that's on! Trust me, sometimes it's in the on position for a long time! But, I also know that thoughts are just thoughts and in no way reality unless I make them so. That allows me to flip the switch the other way and begin thinking positively which keeps me moving forward. I do an average of one thousand readings per year. Nearly everyone has s

Understanding
Each "rate" earns a certain number of points. Each comment, as well, for both you and the recipient. You are rewarded with status as points accumulate. Points can also be gained via monetary purchases from the fubar store. You get an indeterminate number of points by sponsoring "happy hour", but I would imagine upon interview and further study, it's a significant amount. I wonder. These points can be used to buy, in the member trading venue... the actions, sometimes odd or extreme, of other fubar members. possibly to continue...

Ll
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Sad First Christmas
THIS WAS THE FIRST CHRISTMAS IN 18 YEARS WITHOUT MY LOVELY WIFE,WHO PASSED AWAY ON JAN 2,OF THIS YEAR.THE MOTHER OF MY 2 WONDERFUL CHILDREN,MY BEST FRIEND!!AND THE GREATEST PESON IN THE WORLD..YOU ARE SO BADLY MISSED,BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN.R.I.P. MY DEAR.AND WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN SOON..

Backrub
You have fantastic hands You rubbed my back today That small touch Aroused me beyond words Thank god you were behind me You couldn’t see my nipples get hard Or that look of pure ecstasy As you moved lower on my back Bet you it would shock you to know I dreamt of fucking you While I slept last night Thought about that while you were rubbing my back I ask you to do it a little harder Squeeze a little tighter Oh god~ to the right Uhh that feels so good Yeah, you have great hands I’ll give you that But will you respond to mine? Do you take as well as you give? I start at you shoulders Poor baby, you’re tense I lean forward and push my breasts into your back Why the fuck should I play fair I feel your breathing change I ask you if it feels good Am I hurting you? All you do is grunt I’ll slide my hands down your back Not a rub, but a caress Can you handle that? Glad for that big shirt you’re wearing now, aren’t you? If only my dream from last

Miss Beatrice - The Church Organist
Miss Beatrice, the church organist, was in her eighties and had never been married. She was admired for her sweetness and kindness to all. One afternoon the pastor came to call on her and she showed him into her quaint sitting room. She invited him to have a seat while she prepared tea. As he sat facing her old Hammond organ, the young minister noticed a cut-glass bowl sitting on top of it. The bowl was filled with water,and in the water floated, of all things, a condom! When she returned with tea and scones, they began to chat. The pastor tried to stifle his curiosity about the bowl of water and its strange floater, but soon it got the better of him and he could no longer resist. Miss Beatrice", he said," I wonder if you would tell me about this?" pointing to the bowl. "Oh, yes," she replied," Isn't it wonderful? I was walking through the park a few months ago and I found this little package on the ground. The directions said to place it on the organ, keep it wet and t

I'm Sorry!!
I have a lot to say, not enough time to write, not enough time in this world to say all I want to say. I was thinking during my time away. Everything inside never comes out right. I say things I don't mean, hurtful things. I'm sorry is never enough because it doesn't make up for what I done. This time I'm to blame. It gets harder to get through the days, when you get older blame turns to shame cause everything inside is so hard to explain. I know I'm blue, full of tears, and I can't hold back my feelings. I'm sorry... I walk like a zombie, thinking of all my past, not the good, just the bad. I can't focus on things that make me happy, only the things that make me tearful. I dwell on the past, walk in my shoes for one day, relive the memories of my past, and see if you can move on. From time to time driving to work, shopping, or where ever an hour drive turns into a five minute drive. Wondering how that's possible? A wondering mind never stays on track, thoughts are racin

My Heart Aches!!
24 years ago I lost my mom to breast cancer 10 days before Christmas. Year after year I relive that tragic day. I was only 5, but the memories still stand strong. In the back of my mind all I see is the Christmas tree gleaming with lights, presents wrapped so pretty, and in the next room my mom lies in her bed fighting for her life. With every gasping breath she took I knew she was trying to tell me she loved me. A little girl with a broken heart watched 2 strange men take her mom away in a huge vehicle that looked as big as a bus to me. I didn't understand that she couldn't stay, and open presents with me. I was pulling on the stretcher yelling "don't take my mom, if she can't stay I wanna go with her." No one could explain to me that she wasn't coming back. I waited all night for her to come back, but she never came. The next time I saw her she never spoke to me, never hugged me, or even gave me kiss like she always did. All she did was lie there in silence, no movemen

To All The Hotties!!
To all the 2nd Alarm Hotties, I think I have got you all added rated and fanned. But if i missed ya let me know, I try to get everyone but with all the new hotties being added, i might miss a few.. Thanks all , Shannon 2nd ALARM HOTTIE MEMBER

Circadian Rhythm
My wife seemingly has become more isolated from me, not entirely sure why, it seems things we once enjoyed doing now are no longer interesting. Our Children seem to be the binding that holds us together, we have good and bad days like all other normal relationships, but in this sense it feels increasingly more and more empty. I hope with this upcoming child we are expecting, the emptiness will fade along with the other bad times we had experienced in the past.

My Hope For This Year Is.
My hope this year is to see my son once more. My hope this year is my family get clsoer. My hope this year is my aunt and uncle company take off for the good. My hope this year is my grandma live other 75 years. My hope this year is to lost weight about 100. My hope this year is to to met someone like me 4 me. My hope this year to to full in love. My hope this year is the war is over soon. My hope this year is that all u good life.

Dieing Slowly
Answer this for the person who posted this send it back to them in a PRIVATE message and then repost it for yourself! 1. Would you have sex with me? Answer: 2. What positions would u want to b in? Answer: 3. Would u suck/lick me ? Answer: 4. Would u sex me hard? Answer: 5. Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? Answer: 6. Would u let me pull your hair while i did you? Answer: 7. Would u do me in the shower? Answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me? Answer: 9. Would u have 3-some with me? Answer: 10. What about me makes u want to have sex with me? Answer: 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we sexed? Answer: 12. Where would you do me? Answer: 13. Would u do me in front of people? Answer: 14. Would u do me again and again? Answer: 15. Would u do me in the rain? Answer: 16. Would u mind if we did it like a porn star? Answer: 17. Would u have phone sex with me? Answer: 18. Would u c

What Was I Thinking
Well I just got back from shaving and showering. Normal activity but tonight I lost my mind. I got a wild hair and ended up shaving off my goutee. This is the first time in 10 years that I haven't had facial hair. But I will probably grow it right back. I just look freaky right now.

Life
LIFE As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So, take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back

Let The Music Play.
Ever have those nights where sleep never crosses your mind? The ones where you're thinking about everything and nothing all at once? I can't put down my guitar, my fingers keep dancing and the notes keep coming. Maybe this is the only way I can keep my mind from overflowing with useless thoughts and unheard concerns. I don't care about tomorrow or yesterday. Time is but an abstract idea. On this sleepless night I'll let my fingers keep dancing and hope the notes will create nutrality.

Seattle Policy In Norml News
Seattle Marijuana Policy Review Panel Concludes I-75 Working As Intended Seattle, Washington: Initiative 75, passed by the Seattle, WA voters in September of 2003, requires that "the Seattle Police Department and City Attorney’s Office shall make the investigation, arrest and prosecution of marijuana offenses, when the marijuana was intended for adult personal use, the city’s lowest law enforcement priority." The ordinance subsequently adopted by the Seattle City Council to implement the new policy included provisions for the president of the city council to appoint an eleven-member Marijuana Policy Review Panel to assess and report on the effects of this ordinance. Today, following more than three years of meetings and reviews, the Marijuana Policy Review Panel issued their final report, including the following conclusions and findings: I. I-75 was implemented and following its implementation there were reductions both in the number of Seattle Police Department marijuana inc

Presidential Debates
If you have kids, you should sit them down in front of the tv for the debates. In my opinion the double Team Defense from Obama and Edwards Was Potentially Devastating for Clinton. Clinton got her dig in on Obama (and it was a very fair hit) but the double-team defense from Obama, Edwards (and even Richardson) was potentially devastating for Clinton; it did her no favors. What are your opinions? As for the republican debates, footbal was more entertaining, so I as many othere didn't even watch it.

Sex Story
I had just gotten off the computer, tired and unaware of my surroundings. I was oblivious to his arrival. I turn around and there he was. I hugged him and told him I had to clean up a bit. So I headed to the bathroom and undressed myself. As the hot steaming water was reawakening me, I heard the bathroom door open again a few seconds later with the shower door sliding ajar. "Mind if I join you?" Andy inviting his self in, then rubbing his lathered hands on my shoulders and then smooth down my ass. "I guess you answered that question for me," I laughed nervously. Andys hard cock was as vertical as a baseball whacking at the ninth inning at Yankee Stadium. Andy began massaging my back while butterfly kissing my neck, working his way down the small of my back and working his way downwards towards my ass and pussy. I could feel the goose bumps on my wet and sodden skin. As Andy broadened my legs open, he massaged up and down my inner thighs smoothing his hand along m

Today I See...
There's another sad song on the radio. I wait for it to end, but it goes so slow. I feel the words in my veins, they know my story. And, still, I think of you. The pain is familiar, I've been here before. I knew my way around once, but don't anymore. Every tear has its reason for falling down my face. And, still, I think of you. There are so many things behind this smile, that you will never know. And I've waited long enough for you, but now it's time to go. My mind is drowned in hopelessness, another sleepless night. And, still, I think of you. I've got my suitcase of memories, I'm ready to be on my way. Maybe I'll see you again, another day. Got all my broken dreams to guide me, I'm ready to go. And, still, I think of you. I promised myself that I wouldn't turn back. But it was the strength you gave me, I forgot to pack. I have second thoughts, I'm so confused. And, still, I think of you. I turn one last time, to meet your stare. And you tell me that yo

Dear-----
Dear --, I began your letter at the stop sign on Third Street and lost it in a traffic jam on Hemming Way; you would've rolled your eyes at the name, so I tried to imagine you sitting beside me. That's what did it, of course--I had a perfectly good sentence and it went right out the window with sentiment. See there--I was trying to redeem myself by writing a poem, but apologetic prose doesn't like to share. I had grand illusions--something about a word on a breeze (how cliché) wandering past a car full of screaming children and a businesswoman on her phone. There were soccer stories, a brief pause for some striking observation, and then a tremendous ending in a field, or a grave, or your lips. (Probably your lips.) It was another perfect poem lived and never written. Speaking of I've written you letters on scraps of paper-- napkins, Sears receipts;

Just Another Rant Or Rave
Nicole's Angry Diary entry: "I'll tell you where to shove your Iron!" (warning: This is Political and all opinion, I don’t expect anyone to have or see my personal opinions as I do. I do however want to rant, I do however wish gender rules didn’t apply. I do wish people were evolved and had their priorities straight. If this offends you in any way shape or form then don't bother reading this. If you're some radicalism or are going to see that this has some party line drew out in the sand let me tell you straight up that is not the case. I am merely pissed off about some caveman thinking here and this is NOT a right or left wing deal. This is me tired of hearing scenarios of when a woman shows she's passionate, has drive and is dedicated...Knows what she wants and how she wants it she's a bitch. If she shows some sort of emotion she's merely a weak woman. HA) "Iron my shirt!" What you think she couldn't Iron your shirt and run the country at the same time? You've got to be ki

Isis
I am Isis, daughter of Nut, the goddess of the sun, moon and heavens, and the Earth-God Geb. I was sister to Osiris—future lord of the underworld, Set—who would come to be known as the god of chaos, and Nephthys—future goddess of death. Like my siblings, I would come to be revered by all of Egypt, and they would call me the mother goddess and protector of pharaohs. However, a great many events took place before we came into our divine titles, and this is my recollection of it. From the moment we were conceived, my sister and I were like one soul living in two bodies. We were side by side in everything we did. We were twins completely identical in body, and nearly identical in soul. Only small differences separated us. Though we both loved the moon’s glorious silver radiance, a symbol of our beloved mother, Nut, Nephthys adored the dark, crescent moon, whereas I loved the full moon, fat and round. Osiris and I were equally close, perhaps even more so. W

You Decide
Is it abuse or just a violent metaphor for love? a scream tore itself from my lips as hot metal touched my skin i kicked i scratched i fought with all my breath still it scorched my body my soul my body racked with pain and anger as he left me i lying cold and numb the hard cement floor chafing my back my shaking hand touched my chest touched the spot where he embedded the iron my fingers move over the still-fresh wound an eternal scar that would always haunt me i curled up like a fetus in its mother's womb and i await for his return

Thought this was interesting and had to share. Everyone is free to have their own opinion and I am not in anyway forcing mine on you. >To all my friends: The feedback from the "Not My President" bulletin has been astounding. This is definately a hot topic. Thank you all who have reposted the bulletin. There have been negative replies to it also, some even called me names and said I was ignorant! Regardless, I refuse to sit back and do nothing. Never will I sit idle while many, especially the young, are led like sheep to vote for anyone promising "change" who, at the same time: - refuses to take an oath on The Holy Bible (VERY BIG ISSUE FOR ME) - was raised as a Muslim, and may still be - belongs to a church that is committed to Africa, not America - refuses to honor our American flag during the National Anthem - refuses to pledge his allegiance to The Flag of The United States of America (ANOTHER BIG ISSUE FOR ME) DOES THIS SOUND LIKE AN AMERICAN P

Life35
I have been sitting here on fubar reading and voting on mumms. There is nothing on tv. I wish the writers strike would end! I guess there is laundry to be done and other stuff but I am not feeling very domestic at the moment! So I have been wasting time reading a lot of silly mumms. I am writing this why? No one reads my blogs anymore but 2 or 3 people. I guess I am boring? Or is it that Fubar has become more superficial? hmm? Maybe the later. My battery is about to die in my laptop so I will say goodnight in a few minutes. Kiss Martin........mmmmm ~ciao~

She Said Yes
So I popped the question on Jan 4th 2008. I took her to the restuarant where we had our very first meal together. It was so perfect, because without even planning it, We were seated at the very same booth on our first visit there. Even the waiter that had served us was there. I had excused myself from the table and asked the host to deliever the ring to the table after we had made our order. I wanted to be different because I am always hearing about people doing it after the meal, but I know how I get when I am really nervous, and I didn't want to have any accidents (like throwing up or something). The look on her face was priceless when the waiter came out and said that he had a special order for us. He lowered the beautifully covered tray in front of her and unvailed it. They had put a beautiful display around the ring case (which was open). I was so happy that she loved the ring. She started doing what I call her nervous laugh and saying, "OMG OMG is this happening?". So I

The Icehouse
GET YOUR BUTTS TO THE LOUNGE ICEHOUSE AND JOIN THE FAMILY. THE PEOPLE THERE ARE PRETTY KICK BUTT AND ARE TONS OF FUN. SO IT'S YOUR LOSS IF YOU DON'T JOIN. If you're interested click the link and check it out! http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=53796#

Dating Sucks!
Being a single guy in today's world sucks! It seems everyone is flakey, shallow, inconsiderate, and looking to just play people for whatever they can get out of them. I say "everyone" instead of narrowing my complaint to just women because I'm sure that the ladies out there have the same problem with guys. What's the deal? Why can't people just be real, do what they say, tell the truth, and honor the committments they make? It seems so hard to find people that you can just connect with without having to play all the games involved in trying to get to know the "real" them. No one, it seems, is willing to be vulnerable enough to be themselves. Are we all that insecure? I'd, just once, like to meet a girl who knows how to truly be down for a man, so that I can truly be down for her. Are there any women left out there like that?

Help Haley And Tristyn!!!(not Spam)
to help update jerrid passed away thismorning so his fiance and newborn son need youre help!!!! i promise you this is not spam!!!! I have sent numerous bulletins about a friend, Jerrid Hagan, who is in the hospital literally clinging to life by a thread. I asked for any donation that you could offer whether it be $5.00, a pack of diapers, some baby wipes or simply to re-post my bulletin so that it might reach as many people as possible. Of the 71 people I have on my friends list, only 5 of you re-posted my bulletin and I have had ONE donation! (Thank you to those that have helped. Your help is more appreciated than you know). I don't just add anyone to my "friends" list. I add friends. People that I know. People that I would like to think would help another person in a situation like this. I realize that you don't know Jerrid, Haley or their new born child, Tristyn, but the point is I DO! And for that reason alone you should have helped. But I guess the only way you all would rep

Critical Acclaim
Quiet, might piss somebody off Like me mother fucker, You've been at it for too long While you feed off all these insecurities You stand in front of me and bite the hand that feeds Self-righteousness is wearing thin (Lies inside your head your best friend) I'll bleed but not for fellow man (Broken glass, your fake reflection) Telling them it's all for something real Don't forsake the words you speak, You've gone too far, Acclaim! So how does it feel to know that someone's kid in the heart of America Has blood on their hands, fighting to defend your rights So you can maintain the lifestyle that insults this family's existance? Well, where I'm from we have a special salute we wave high in the air Towards all those pompous asses who spend their days pointing fingers. Fuck you! Quiet, might piss somebody off Like the heartbeat of this country when antagonized too long I'll be damned if you count me in As part of your generous hypocracy collec

Random Thoughts
My heart aches amongst the shades of gray that linger in silence. I can not concentrate on the tasks at hand, when my heart wanders with itself detached from the day. Through various text messages and phone call, I find myself in the familiar role of the man on the outside of the glass looking in. The only one that is single among the entire group, when everyone is enjoying a bottle of wine, a movie, a laugh, or even a simple cuddle with one they care about, I hold the pillow that lay on my sofa, wondering what of me. I look at my friends and their significant others, and the only thing I am envious of, is the simple gleam they have for one another, when looking upon the one they love. I walked over to the mirror, after my last phone call. My imagination cannot even fathom a gleam, and that creates the driest of a single tear tonight. If there was a cliff on this city that lacks even a true hill or a monumental tree to act as a landmark, I would scream so loud, selfishly trying

Romantic
Each year he sent her roses, and the note would always say, I love you even more this year, than last year on this day. My love for you will always grow, with every passing year." She knew this was the last time that the roses would appear. She thought, he ordered roses in advance before this day. Her loving husband did not know, that he would pass away. He always liked to do things early, way before the time. Then, if he got too busy, everything would work out fine. She trimmed the stems and placed them in a very special vase. Then, sat the vase beside the portrait of his smiling face. She would sit for hours, In her husband's favorite chair. While staring at his picture, and the roses sitting there. A year went by, and it was to live without her mate. With loneliness and solitude, that had become her fate. Then, the very hour, The doorbell rang, and there were roses sitting by her door. She brought the roses in

Making You Mine
Passions exploited Desires sedated Never thought Such pleasures awaited Romance forgotten Desires, just greed No need for your kisses Just sweet, aching, need Lingering glances Shimmering skin Forever we wallow Together in sin Slow trail of kisses Soft backs of knees Aching and yearning Eager to please. Fingertips running Down neck and spine Grasping your wrists I make you mine.

Thank Everyone For Helping Me Win
HEY I WOULD LIKE TO INFORM YOU KING OF FUBAR 2007-2008! THANKS FOR A GREAT CONTEST IT ONE OF THE BEST I DONE SO FAR! PRIZES WILL BE DONE ON FRIDAY JANUARY 18, 2008! BULLETIN ALSO POSTED WITH WINNERS

What Is Love
Love is special, Love is kind, Love is joyful, Anyday or anytime. Love is you, You loving me, Love is everywhere, Love is free. Love is given, Never robbed or stole, Love is precious, Cant be bought or sold. Love is me, Me loving you, Love is the heart, Love is always true. Love is giving, Love is sharing, Love is living, Love is caring. Love isn't learnt, Love wont be fought, Love cannot be fighting, Love cannot be bought. Love is forever, Love is never ending, Love is never stopping, Love is always beginning. Love is you and I, Us forever living as one, Knowing that it cannot be stopped, And though GODS grace; will continue on. What is love is love fair is love true what is love, if love causes pain what is love, with out love what is love if you can't love what is love if not able to feel love what is love if there is cheating, and abuse, what is love if your in love with someone other then the one you married,

Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long! There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering. Experience Level: Your experience level is medium. You probably have had a couple significant loves. And you may have even had your heart broken. But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people. Dominance: Your dominance is medium. You tend to be the one with more power. You aren't a total control freak in relationships.. But of course you don't mind getting you way! Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is low.

Would You??
[ ] Push me into a wall and kiss me? [ ] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill? [ ] Slap Me? [ ] Slap me if i asked you to? [ ] Kiss Me? [ ] Let Me Kiss You? [ ] Watch A Movie With Me? [ ] Take Me Out To Dinner? [ ] Take A Shower With Me? [ ] Take Me Home For The Night? [ ] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed? [ ] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed (With You)? [ ] Take Me Anywhere With You? [ ] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions? [ ] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me? [ ] Let me lock you in your room and Take Advantage of you? [ ] Let Me Make You Breakfast? [ ] Make me breakfast? [ ] Tickle Me? [ ] Let Me Tickle You? [ ] Stick Up For Me if I Was Being Put Down? [ ] Instant Message Me? [ ] Greet Me In Public? [ ] Hang Out With Me? [ ] Let Me Hold Your waist from behind while we are out? [ ] Bring Me Around Your Friends? Do You... [ ] Miss Me? [ ]Think I'm Sexy? [ ] think im cute? [ ] Think I'm Hot? [ ] Think I'm Ok? [ ] Think I'm Ugly? [ ] Want To

Your Essence
YOUR ESSENCE There’s something In the way you smile With your eyes, Across at me That makes me blush Warm to touch. Feel the rush By my side In one stride With your hand On my back As you whisper On my neck Lose my breath As your hand Slips in mine You take me there Without a care You pull me in For the spin And the tingles begin Feel the heat From my fingers To my feet I slide my hands Up your chest To the back Of your neck You grab my ass Just as fast You smell good This cant last Hear the music Change its beat You taste sweet As your lips Land on mine With your tongue Your sublime I am moist From your hips Grinding mine Your heart is Beating fast I want to leave While you’re hard In the dark Maybe swing In the park With your hand Up my skirt In between Where I’m wet Just for you Slippery wet Not just yet I need your tongue To make me cum Before you slide Deep inside As we sweat And you thrust Th

Happily Never After
WELL.. HERE I GO AGAIN. SINGLE. HMM.. CAN'T SEEM TO FIGURE OUT WHAT THE DEAL IS. MY EX AND I WERE OFF AND ON FOR OVER TWO YEARS. LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP, SO AUTOMATICALLY THERE WERE TRUST ISSUES. BACK TO THE DATING GAME. UH!!! I'M JUST NOT INTO THAT B.S. YOU PUT YOUR BEST FOOT FORWARD, JUST TO GET IN THE DOOR, AND YOU DON'T FIND OUT UNTIL YOU'VE WASTED YOUR TIME FOR 6 MONTHS THAT THE GUY IS AN ASSHOLE. I DON'T KNOW. THINK THIS TIME, I'M STAYING SINGLE. WHERE ARE THE GOOD MEN AT? NOT JUST THE SEXY FINE ONES. BUT THE ONES THAT HANDLE THEIR BUSINESS, ARE FAMILY ORIENTED, LOVING AND UNSELFISH? WHERE? SO HERE I SIT..HAPPILY NEVER AFTER. KELLZ

For Those Who Are Left Behind
FOR THOSE WHO ARE LEFT BEHIND ( for a dear friend of mine ) For those who are left behind, The pain is eternal, a never ending feeling of guilt. Why did I survive?, when the ones I love more than myself did not? The pain in my heart is a torture not even the devil should bare. While the lost bask in the light of God, I am left here in the very depths of hell, I don't deserve to be here, though my guilt makes it only fair, that I should hurt, I am the one who was driving the car, it is my fault that your gone. It has been over three years now, and I see it in my head, feel it in my heart. It has imprinted my very soul, branded me a murderer For each time I close my eyes, it's like it's still happening. I can hear my daughters' voice, so real, crying, "help me daddy, help me", but I can't , the car is engulfed in flames,I can't get to her, I go unconscious, and wake, my heart in my throat, my stomach in knots, soaked in my own vomit,and my head pounding from

My Father
My Father. "To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear, and too happy to permit the presence of trouble." I'm trying. You know how to push all the right buttons. I'm trying to let it pass me. I think I'm doing a good job considering. You nailed one things right on the head, just not the reasoning behind it. And I think that's something you will never figure out about me. But that's okay, that's not for you to know. Another note: someone that I did trust and told me that I could trust them seems to be faltering. I always know things will come to this with everyone in life. It just sucks when it happens and I'm proven to be right. Sometimes I really wish I would be wrong when it came to this kind of thing. I wish someone would finally prove me wrong. But after years and years of the same old story, nothing surprises me anymore. Maybe it's human nature? Maybe I'm expecting too much of honesty and loyalty from other people. It sucks even more to hear it f

Quotes
"The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy." - -- Martin Luther King Jr. "Love seems the swiftest, but it is the slowest of all growths. No man or woman really knows what perfect love is until they have been married a quarter of a century." - -- Mark Twain "Women are made to be loved, not understood." - -- Oscar Wilde "I see when men love women. They give them but a little of their lives. But women when they love give everything." - -- Oscar Wilde "Death is not the worst than can happen to men." - -- Plato "Men always want to be a woman's first love - women like to be a man's last romance." - -- Oscar Wilde

If You Think Iraq Is Bad, Read This!!
This ought to upset everybody How they vote in the United Nations: Below are the actual voting records of various Arabic/Islamic States which are recorded in both the US State Department and United Nations records: Kuwait votes against the United States 67% of the time Qatar votes against the United States 67% of the time Morocco votes against the United States 70% of the time United Arab Emirates votes against the U. S. 70% of the time. Jordan votes against the United States 71% of the time. Tunisia votes against the United States 71% of the time. Saudi Arabia votes against the United States 73% of the time. Yemen votes against the United States 74% of the time. Algeria votes against the United States 74% of the time. Oman votes against the United States 74% of the time. Sudan votes against the United States 75% of the time. Pakistan votes against the United States 75% of the time. Libya votes against the United States 76% of the

The The Impotence Of Proofreading
I thought this was very funny but in some ways not very nice so pardon me if it is unsuitable in some areas. Has this ever happened to you? You work very, very horde on a paper for English clash And still get a very glow raid (like a D or even a D=) and all because you are the liverwurst spoiler in the whale wide word Yes, Proofreading your peppers is a matter of the the utmost impotence. This is a problem that affects manly, manly students all over the word. I myself was such a bed spiller once upon a term that my English torturer in my sophomoric year, Mrs. Myth, she said I would never get into a good colleague. And that¹s all I wanted, that's all any kid wants at that age just to get into a good colleague. Not just anal community colleague, because I wouldn¹t be happy at just anal community colleague. I really need to be challenged, challenged menstrually I needed a place that would offer me intellectual simulation, I know this makes me sound like a stereo, bu

Details How Berry Tree Works
Hey how are you well my name is Gaylon and this is a home business called berry tree and the great thing about it is its a team effort so you cant lose no matter what everyone helps everyone how it works is you would pay a monthly fee and its very small and that covers your advertising, auto ship of the product an a web site overhead, And the product is o2 corral that mainly works in helping supply the best oxygen to your body. How it works is the month after you get signed up you get 2 credits and then everyday after that you get half a credit but this is how it goes once you get 10 credits which isnt hard to do and you get 10 referals you level and thats called a tier. There are 3 levels silver,bronze and gold for every referal you make 27 dollars so once you get 10 credits that happens fast and once you get 10 referals you level to silver which is 144 dollars a month then you opt to level again you will be a bronze then you level again 10 credits 10 referals you get the point how it

I Need Help
I like this guy name Jasyn....I love him to death. But I think he hates me.....I try to make him happy. But, I don't think i can. i can't seem to make anybody happy. I don't know how to prove it to him that I wouldnt hurt him. I just wanna be with him. I love you Jasyn. You think I will hurt you, but I won't. I don't hurt people...they hurt me. If you don't believe me, Fine. I don't care. Stop ignoring me...and talk to me. Love, Satans Bitch.

Women
you know i get so sick and tired everytime i hear another skank saying how she got hurt or played by another guy. well ladies if u cant handle it then just commit fuicide, better yet i'd be glad 2 give u a hand

The "sex" Talk
Do you remember being told about sex? Having the talk with your Mom or Dad, or whomever? How awkward it was, or funny, embarrassing or disgusting? Was it a good talk, were there props? I never got the talk. We had a great Encyclopedia that had all the information when I was curious enough to read about it. Plus, I found a couple books (hidden poorly*) of the Erotic nature, and I just devoured those. Since my talk was non-existent, I'm curious as to how others were told. So tell me, either gender, if you feel like sharing, take all the space you need to explain how you received "The" Sex talk. *I've been asked to explain this: I was sent to get something from my parents bedroom closet, it was up on a shelf. When I pulled it down, being a shorty, other things kind of fell down on me including the two books. When I was older I asked my Mom about them, and she blushingly told me that a neighbor gave them to her, but she was too embarrassed to read them or to have them in th

Hidden Compartment
After reading a friend's blog entitled "Step Over the Vacuum and Come Out of the Closet" I was reminded of a time when my very own nephew was trying to come out of the closet. Many, many moons ago when I lived in NY, my good-looking--then 17 year old--nephew confessed to me that he liked men. I wasn't surprised... the whole family kind of suspected it because he acted more like a girl than a boy even when he was a little child. He was super neat, loved playing with dolls, and enjoyed chasing butterflies. He was also always very close to me; and still is even to this day. He admired me while growing up and mimicked almost everything I did... only he went a lot further and did it better. I liked to draw, so he started drawing became so good at it that he got into "Art and Design High School" in NYC. I liked to dance, so he became a very good dancer and has choreographed many a performance. I liked acting and he acted in school plays and now writes plays and directs them for a local hi

Favorite Quotes From Bruce Lee
Empty your mind, be formless, shapeless--like water. Now you put water into a cup, it becomes the cup, You put water into a bottle, it becomes the bottle, You put it in a teapot, it becomes the teapot. Now water can *flow* or it can *crash*! Be water, my friend.

Nsfw
BEER'10. BAG OF WEED'20. CONDOMS '2.75. FINDIN OUT SHE SWALLOWS & HAS NO GAG REFLEX PRICELESS! FUCK MASTERCARD IT PAYS TO DISCOVER WHICH IS BETTER-THE BEST ENGINE IN THE WORLD IS A PUSSY. TAKES ANY SIZE, SELF LUBRICATES, STARTS WITH ONE FINGER, AND DOES IT'S OWN OIL CHANGE EVERY FOUR WEEKS OR CHINESE MAN CALLS HIS BOSS, ME NO WORK ME SICK. BOSS SAYS WHEN I'M SICK I FUCK MY WIFE, TRY DAT.2 HOURS LATER MAN RINGS BACK. ME BETTER!U GOT NICE HOUSE.

Totally Misjudge-his Story
I met her at an old picnic area. She parked her car and got in the truck with me. We'd been teasing and flirting with each other for a while and talking about getting together, but I really never thought she'd follow through with it though, didn't strike me as the type. I was about to find out how wrong I really was. I was driving us to a hunting camp, I told her it'd take about 20 minutes to get there" That's ok" she said"gives me time to play" and she slid across the seat sitting as close as she could. With her left hand she started playing her fingers lightly over the back of my neck giving me chills.While her mouth and tongue nibbled,licked and teased my neck and ear. Her right hand was sliding up my thigh and came to rest on my cock cupping it and my balls through my jeans and gently squeezing . She just kept on playing , kissing , licking ,nibbling and teasing with her mouth while her left hand's fingers were still lightly playing with my neck, hair and ear.Her right still cuppin

2008 Race Schedule
Our 2008 Race Season Schedule: 2008 Schedule April 5th ………………Play Day STARTING @ 9AM GOING TO 3PM April 12th....................Play Day Starting@ 9AM going to ???? POINT SEASON STARTS 1. April: 26th………….……IMCA,BOMBERS, PRO STOCK, HOBBY STOCK, GEN X, SEASON OPENER 2. May:10th ………….…Napa night IMCA,BOMBERS,PRO STOCK,HOBBY STOCK,GEN X,318 MODS,PRO 4,Mud Bogs 3. May: 24th …...IMCA,BOMBERS, PRO STOCK, 318 MODS, HOBBY STOCK, GEN X, Kids Rides 4. May 25th …………..…. .IMCA,BOMBERS, PRO STOCK, 318 MODS,HOBBY STOCK, GEN X 5.June 7th …………….…..IMCA,BOMBERS,PRO STOCK,HOBBY STOCK,GEN X,318 MODS, Demo Derby 6. June 21st ……………...IMCA,BOMBERS, PRO STOCK, 318 MODS, HOBBY STOCK, GEN X,KIDS RIDES Powder Puff Race 7. July 4th ………………...IMCA,BOMBERS, PRO STOCK,318 MODS, HOBBY STOCK, GEN X, Fireworks Show, FALLON AUTOMALL 8. July:19th ………………IMCA,BOMBERS,P

Growing Up In The 90's
If you're under the age of 15...you shouldn't even read this and if you do, you should not repost this. Just because you were born in '97 doesn't mean you're a 90's kid. It's not like you could remember the original Simpsons. I am sorry but three conscious years of the 90's just wont cut it. You're a 90's kid if: You remember watching: -Doug -Ren & Stimpy -Pinky and the Brain -AAAAAAAH Real Monsters! -Rockos modern Life. -Animaniacs -Gargoyles You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!" You just cant resist finishing this . . . "Iiiiiiin west Philadelphia born and raised . . ." You remember: -LEGENDS OF THE HIDDEN TEMPLE!!! -Step by Step -Family Matters!!! -Dinosaurs -Boy Meets World!!!! -Wild and Crazy Kids -Hey Dude -Clarissa Explains It All -My So Called Life You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. You remember reading "Goosebumps" You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school.

6 Truths
6 Truths of Life? 1. You cannot touch all your teeth with your tongue. 2. All idiots, after reading the first truth, will try it. 3. The first truth is a lie. 4. You're smiling now because you're an idiot. 5. You soon will forward this to another idiot. 6. There's still a stupid smile on your face. Sorry(NOT)about this,....I'm an idiot and I needed company,...:-)

Be My Valentine Application
~~ Be My Valentine Application ~~ This is the "Be My Valentine Application" Everyone knows there's at least one person on Fubar that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who reply's back with the following filled out. Have Fun. Area 1: Name: Age: Phone: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: School: Grade: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on u: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4: Have you ever.... Lied to make me feel better? Wanted to kiss me? Wanted to kill me? Wanted to hold me? Wanted to date me? Broke my heart? Kept something important from me? Area 5: "X" marks the spot

My Works
TIME TO GO Do not ask for my love I have none to give Do not ask for my life There's nothing left to live I gave you my heart You threw it away I begged not to leave Now you want me to stay It's no longer about us That part of life is done You told me to go It's time to move on I have family; I have friends I'm sure I'll be fine I feel sorry for your type of life It's not as rich as mine I have my God; I have my children I have their love as well So take your tears and your words May you all rot in hell I've had enough, I want no more I've swallowed too many of your lies Take a long and hard look, baby It's the last time you see these eyes They've cried for you too many times They've watched you walk away They've seen all they want to see They're closed, and closed they'll stay I've found someone else Who will love me for me That person is myself From you, I'm finally free. I Knew You In Another Life I knew you in another life, a lif

First And Last
For any of yall that give a flyin fuck just lettin yall know that on 1Feb2008 at 1300 Im goin to delete this fuckin account. THere is too much bull shit on here for my likein. If yall want to keep in touch look me up on myspace I might answer you

This Life Of Mine 13
I just realized I missed my physical therapy appointment yesterday. Damn it. I can't believe I did that. Now it is going to be hard to get in to see her. They are not happy when patients miss appointments. It is a waste of their time. I was working so hard that I just forgot. I got a lot done yesterday but still have quite a bit to do today. i really don't want to work both Saturday and Sunday so I m hoping I can get it done today. Peter will be working on the bathroom anyway. He finished laying the tile and needs to grout it today and put texture on the walls. We want our bathroom back to ourselves! I felt bad because he has been sick all week and tried working on it while he was sick. There may be some crooked tiles, I am afraid to look. LOL Anthony is at a class today that he has to take for part of his probation. I hope he learns something. He has also been sick and has not gone to school for 2 days so when he goes back to school Monday, we are going to have

Women
Just some little tidbit ground rules: - If we hang up because we're upset, CALL US RIGHT BACK. If you don't, it shows that you don't care we're upset. And maybe it's stupid and maybe it's a testing thing, and if you don't like it then don't call back, but I can guarantee you it's more trouble than it's worth if you actually like this girl. Just call back. - Try not to check out other girls when we're out with you. You don't have to be perfect, just try. - Never ever ever forget a date. Or our birthdays. - Always offer to pay, if she says NO twice, then let her pay but make a deal that you get to pay next time (date offer too!). - If we answer "I'm Fine" in an angry tone of voice, you're in trouble. If we say it in an upset tone of voice you are in a LOT of trouble. If our voice is neutral, you need to get on your knees and very quickly figure out what it is you did so wrong. - We know when you're attracted. We can tell when you're about to kiss us. We can tell when th

Help Her Out
{ BROWN EYES{} PLEZ RATE, FAN, ADD, & SIGN GUESTBOOK!!!!!!!!!!!!@ fubar help my girl out she needs everyone too help her...her birthday is on the 11th and she wants to level so if you could add rate fan or add her she would love it so much and she wants to level up before her birthday.

This Life Of Mine 15
Gosh I am so procrastinating right now. I need to fill out a Cal Osha report and I hate filling it out every year! They give it to me January 31 and expect the report filled out and posted on Feb. 1st! I have not had time to fill it out.....yeah, that is my excuse! (not me just dreading filling it out ;), lol) I will do it in a few minutes. I have not felt the greatest today. I have been surrounded by sick people for weeks and last night at the class I went to, I was sitting between 2 men that coughed all night! One of them was my husband. I had a yelling match with my son last night which led me to tears and that probably didn't help. I actually took something this morning and it is supposed to prevent colds or at least make them better, Zicam or something like that? It was a lozenge you have to dissolve on your tongue and then not drink anything for 15 minutes. It was supposed to be cherry flavored but it was nasty! I do have to say that I do feel better.

Robinson Rig #11
I just finish another fishing job on Robinson Rig #11. I Just wanted to pass on to the crews of Robinson rig #11 a pat on the back. In all my years in the oilfield, NEVER EVER have I seen a rig stay as clean as this one while fishing operations were in progress. These boys on rig #11 have what a lot of rigs lack these days. PRIDE. Even though this is a older rig, a pleasure to work on. This rig is well maintained and the crews have pride in there rig which is a direct reflextion of the quaility of drillers and toolpushers they have. If a lot more roughnecks took as much pride as these boys do, instead of worrying about days off, the patch would be a lot more better. Damn good job boys, keep turning and burning! Makem Bite!! Check out the pictures of Robinson Rig #11.

Cowgirl Up
Are you a crow hopper well before you comment this take a goodlook around and see. Do you go to other's pages and see who all they have on there friend list? If so and you go and add them then yes you are a crow hopper kinda messed up. That anyone can just come and see who all is a friend and in your family and I have seen that it's not the men it's the lady's not all but if you leave a comment on a nice man's page WOW lookout. For some reason who know's they get all pissy and to be honest it's a social site not a love hook up place and if that is what some need's then what a life to have. So go crow hoppin and have fun. Whatever!!!! I will be moving Sunday so i'm not sure I will be on until Monday night. So I like everyone to have a wonderful weekend.

The Little Things We Do ??
I am sitting here and I am amazed at what some people will do to get a man to talk to them.They literally will show there assets to get people to talk to them in ways I feel a lady or a true lady should not be talked to or that they should show.I have tried to understand the reasoning behind it all,but I am finding difficulty in understanding this way,either in real life or the Internet. I feel I speak for myself and I don't need to show my assets to get someone to talk to me,but why do people feel this low self esteem in themselves that they do this or put it out there so bluntly what they will do for you sexually.What is the real reason behind all of this to make anyone feel the need in exposing themselves wide open like this.Call me old fashion if you will,but isn't a way to a man hearts is a little mystery in what is under the clothing,(I know a way to a mans heart is suppose to be food),but what I am talking about is how we reveal ourselves without thinking what it may look like

Love=pain
Love is everything but theres pain in the middle...I had my share with women and they all showed me love. But when the time came they all gave me hurt. I need love and I want the pain of it...and if she gives me pain I wont do a thing. I need the lust and dark passion shes giving me, I want her hands holding me while I give her my all. I want to smoke a blunt after we made love, but I need to look into her eyes and tell her I love her. Love is everything but theres pain in the middle..part 2 coming soon

Thoughts For The Day
I just wanted to share my thoughts about valentines day with you all. I didnt write this and dont know did, but I wish I could give them a big hug. Valentine's Day Hearts and roses and kisses galore What the hell is all that crap for? People get mushy and start acting queer. Its definetly the most annoying day of the year. This day needs to get the hell over with and pass Before I shove something up cupid's ass. Ill spend the day so drunk I cant speak And wear black the rest of the week. Guys act sweet but soon it will fade For all they are doing is tryng to get laid. The arrow cupid shot at me must not have hit Cause I think this love thing is a crock of shit. So here's my story. What can I say? Love Bit My Ass. Screw Valentine's Day.

"why Me?"
Ever since I was young They said don't smoke You'll lose a lung I hear it again with every toke There keeping me lighter There everywhere I look I've quit before But always come back There here with me now Turning my lungs black They say it takes years To clean out the shit Who are they kidding They've rotted to shit Even if I quit now There is no telling Will I live longer Or die screaming and yelling The doc says it's fatal He say's six months if I'm lucky He say's live your life Find a new hobbie "HOBBIE!!" I say you dumb fuck a new hobbie will kill me sooner with my damn luck so now I wait counting the months sitting, waiting thinking "just be" asking the sky. "Why me."

This Life Of Mine 20
This is a Monday I thought I would be able to sleep in but no......a kid called for Christopher early this morning 2 times! I am tired and sore and in need of some strong coffee! This is how lazy I am being....I called my daughter's cell phone from my bed and asked her to run to Starbucks and get me a latte since I am too sore to get out of bed and make it myself! That is pretty bad! I don't think I slept very well since I kept having nightmares and having to wake myself up out of them. One of the nightmares was Peter crashed on a bike and was dead. Not a good dream to have. It was devastating. I woke myself up and was breathing really fast and hard because in my dream I was crying hard. The kids are out of school today. They get off this Monday and next Monday. Luckily it is a Holiday for Peter and I next Monday too. I think he is planning on taking the boys to the cabin. I am not going tis time. They can have their trip and I will have my quiet house to myself excep

Feelings New To Me...
You know when you find things out, after the fact, that piss you off or hurt your feelings, because someone lied, or hid things from you? How it bothers you or upsets you, even though there's nothing you can do about it? I've realized that there's nothing you can do after the fact, and no one else gives a shit, so what's the point of getting upset? There is no point... "All you can do is smile and say, hehe I guess I'll go with my gut next time" and just be happy where you are with the people you're with. Anyway, it's 5:30 am and I haven't been to bed yet, and I still have more letters to write so I can send them out tomorrow for my buddies :) Drop a comment if you feel the need, or message me... I'll be around for a few more hours.

Don't Hate
hate lmao don't hate on me it doesn't make you look good. talk all the crap you want, it doesn't bother me.comment on everything you get you'r hand's on, it's only the fu it aint true. you hate on me damn right i will hate back on you.but just remember this you can type all the shit you want about me but you will never be as good as me. you got hate issue's i just have issue's with people who hate on me. i always have the last word. and my last word's to you are THIS IS NOT REALITY, LOOK IN THE MIRROR THAT IS YOU'R REALITY IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tag Your It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I’ve always wanted to be a drummer in a rock-n-roll band 2. I can’t stand the toilet paper being on the roller backwards....should come from the top over 3. I can’t stand clutter...everything has a place 4. I regret never going to college 5. I wish I could turn back time 20 years ago so I could choose a different career path 6. I can twitch my nose like a rabbit 7. People who can’t drive really irritate me 8. Repetitive noise drives me crazy.....example: tapping your pen on the desk 9. My red healer and I work out everyday...he does palates with me 10. I hate the fubar bouncer I tag: Fan of 24 Driver AJ

Be Mine?
Be My Valentine Application. " I know that Valentines is only a few days away but heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who reply's back with the following filled out. Have Fun. Area 1: Please provide positive answers. Name: Age: Phone: Height: State You Live In: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I: I made a move on u: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I started smoking: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? I asked u to have sex? I asked u out? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4: Have you ever.... Lied to make me feel better? Wanted to kiss me? Wanted to kill me? Broke my heart? Kept something important fro

Feelings
Feelings are a very powerful tool we have to be happier. Many times we come to the break-up of a relationship we are unable to understand why we did not anticipate that. Go back and look at your feelings during your relationship. Did your feelings not tell you about this? Let us find out more. Sometimes we get confused in a relationship. We seek advice from friends and family and discuss and think about what may be going wrong. We do not pay attention to what our feelings tell us. I have seen instances when couples break- up though their feelings tell them differently. This couple never forgets the ex. Partner because the break-up can never be complete. Had they listened to their feelings instead of focusing on small arguments, they would have realized that they cared for each other and were not ready for break-up. Have you observed your feelings with your friends? Some of them you like instantly while you never like some of them despite any arguments having taken place. Our su

This Life Of Mine 29
I had two meetings this morning, one at 9:15 and one at 9:30 and 15 miles away from each other so really impossible for me to make both of them. I opted to send the stuff needed for the work meeting to work with Peter and have him give it to my Dad so they could have it if they needed it. I then went to my meeting at the high school for Anthony. It was a meeting about his tardiness and absenteeism problem! It was kind of a pointless meeting but they called anthony in there and we talked to the vise principal and he told him to stop going to his locker between classes and just carry his books so he won't be late for class anymore! Anthony is doing a lot better so I am happy as can be about that. The vise principal told Anthony that he has had good behavior lately and he thanked him for that. Anthony said "your welcome". kind of funny. I just hope this good attitude is here to stay and not temporary. We still have 5 classes left of our Parent classes for teenagers! One is

New Job
yep,im so sick of my other job and the kiddie childish bs from grown ass women that i went out last week and looked for another job,applied at walmart and 2 days later i got a call,so went in for a interview tuesday of this week and aced it with flying colors.went that same day and took a drug test,naturally i passed that.found out today...my orientation is tuesday coming up,tomorrow im putting in my 2 weeks notice with publix.i couldnt turn down walmart with 75 cent more a hour and hired as fulltime to start.yay!!go me!!

Whoops
I was adding stash and I was going through videos adding some and then realized that there are some that are duplicated...whoops sorry about that but I know I'm not the only one that has done that. I didn't feel like going through and deleting the dulicates, so some ya'll get twice, that just goes to show that those are my favorites :-) lol have a great weekend everyone Kels

My Poem
As time moves by and memories fade fast,, My love for you will always last,, You are my world, My one true love, A gift to me from angels above,, I cant imagine a life without you, My heart is broken, Torn in two, My eyes are lifeless, My tears fall free, I am a broken man for all to see

Day After My Bday
So on thursday they decide to send me home early from Germany due to a design issue with all the satellites that they wont be able to fix quickly. This delays the launch yet again. I also find out on thursday from the realtor that I rent from that the owner of the house has been receiving the money but not paying his mortgage and I will have 3 weeks to move out. I land back in Dulles friday evening. No time to set up anything for my bday on saturday so I spent it vegging with the cat. Got up early today to find out work would like me in tonight to do a 12hr hour shift. (Cool with me since I have no life) So this week I must file taxes, find a new place to live and get my car looked at cause its doing some funny shit. This is not what I thought 32 would be like.

You Are
You are my air The sun in my day The moon in my night The spring in my step You are my everything. You are the stars in the sky The birds in the trees The shimmer, the sparkle, the shine. Without the light you put into my life I would be nothing A single leaf on the ground in autumn, Lost, forgotten, alone. Before i knew you, I was nothing. Now I am everything, With you at my side, I am invincible! Feel the same my baby, You are loved so much, I love you now and forever You are my darling, my baby, my love You are my everything I love you so much.

Impossible Feat
buy me up at the auction at texas outlaws http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=56512 well ive been to alot of places (48 states) several times. and one thing ive noticed is that heppiness is a long and winding road. and most women are the same. honstly would you date me? would you even bother on a one night stand? lol i know these are crazy blogs. maybe i underestemate myself. well im going back on the road and i would like to visit my new found friends but, im not sure if they want me to visit them... so yeah i need input.

Opinions
SHE SAYS: No, but we think we do. As someone who dated a jerk, whom I now refer to as my "learning experience," I admit to falling under the jerk spell. Here's how the jerk spell works: we meet the jerk and in some twisted way are seduced by his confidence, charm, and passion. We don't see these as the disguises they are: confidence is really arrogance, charm comes from him being a player, and his passion is being the center of his own universe. “The jerk sniffs out our insecurities and uses them to reel us in with compliments that eventually turn into criticisms.” The jerk sniffs out our insecurities and uses them to reel us in with compliments that eventually turn into criticisms. And if we see a red flag, like the time my "learning experience" told me his definition of a relationship was "light, fun and physical," we play mind games with ourselves. We use our normally rational inner voice to convince ourselves that we can tame him or that with the right kind of girlfriend he will

~ Ecstasy ~ (erotic)
“ Ecstasy “ The day at work couldn't have been more long than today. We had spoken so many times by phone, soft petting and giggling at each other's remarks. Both of us anticipating the evening ahead, I was so anxious to see you. All the way home, I kept dreaming about the way you would smile at me, remembering all the flirting we shared by phone. Making a quick stop at the market to get some special things for you gave me such joy. When I arrived home, my heart was beating so intensely that I felt my pulse heavy in my wrists now. Eagerly I anticipated your arrival. When you arrived, it took all my strength to open the door, was taken by your sweet smile and gentle hug. I sigh subtly as your arms wrap around me pulling me close to you. It's not long after, that our memory of the day's talks makes us more drawn to be even closer still. So, I invite you into my bedroom, modestly grinning, I look into your eyes and know how much you want to be with me and it excites me so. I can'

B-movie Talk! Part 1?
Hey to those who want to read this! This is my first article, and I just thought I would start it off with something that I like naturally. Movies. From a few Independent and B-Movies, and even up to your Academy Award Winning ones. They're all great! Yes, some are bad, some are very good, some go over budget (understatement) and some don't meet the guidelines required (tongue in cheek) for that matter. But, all in all, movies are my life and my life are movies. They're pretty much yours too. Well, for the average person, you can't really get by your daily life without watching atleast one right? Like it or not, movies and television run the home, as far as entertainment is concerned. Thank God we have it! Besides, it keeps me going. Working. But anyway... I'd just like to discuss, what I grew up on and still, till' this day, hold close to me... B-Movies (Drive In Movies for example). Well, of course we all like our Academy Award winning movies out there. I like th

What Amess I Have Made With My Life
I have been on this earth for over 30 years and I can honestly say I have nothing to show for it. I have done nothing but screw up my entire life. Now I am at a place where I dont know what I am going to do . I made a mistake and moved a guy i didnt even know in with me, Ive supported him for almost 2 months now. Last night I kicked him out but I am in a such a financial hardship. My rent is due in two days and I dont have it. The guy was supposed to give it to me, but thats not happening. I lost my car a couple months ago and I have been struggling everyday to get to a job that doesnt even pay enough to cover my bills. just when i think i am getting back on track something else happens. i am at the point where i just wanna give up. i wanna crawl in a hole and never come out. i am definitely embarrased of who i have become.

Men!!!!
Just venting here!!! I'm just so tired of living with his rules and his ideas. Last weekend I told him I had it all I could take and he decided that it meant I was going crazy and needed to get out of the house. He works this weekend and so it started that I could go to my parents, then not enough money, so try to get them to come here. They just filed bankruptcy so they don't have the money. Then it was go out with your friends. Rachel, he likes her, has to work. So, he told me to try Brandie (my youngest daughter's friends mom, we play cards with) because she is wholesome! She has a septic issue at her house so no. When I told him this he said well I guess your just out of luck, I said no I still have Lisa. Well, Lisa is my pagan friend and he hasn't met her, but because she is pagan, a red-head (still can't figure that one out), and married to a black man he doesn't like her. He said well you have sooo much to do this weekend, maybe you should put it off. I said that I wasn't really

Poem For My Angel!
God saw you getting tired, When a cure was not to be. So he wrapped his arm around you, And whispered, "Come to me" You didn't deserve what you went through, So he gave you rest. God's garden must be beautiful, He only takes the best. And when I saw you sleeping, So peaceful and free from pain I could not wish you back, To suffer that again!

Life
i have been with this girl i want to marry for 3 years. we have been thru hell. she has cheated on me in the past over her own feeling about me and not talking to me about it.now she has me stuck in a liveing hell with my parents waiting on her to decide weather or not she wants me to move back in. i can't stand it where i am and i belive it's going to tear us apart because of what i have to go thru each day. i live with a ver unloveing family that like to treat me like shit and put me down and throw my relationship in my face about how it was my fault she didn't want to talk to me about how she felt before she cheated in the first place. well to cut this short i want to move back out of my parents and i have told her this she insist that i just waut for her to make her mind up and stay here so she don't lose contacked with me i can't stand it here no more and she wants to let her fears aboutr us getting back togeather and finding out that it jsut won't work out stop us from being toge

Angels
I only know the names of two angels. "Hark" and "Harold". --Gregory, 5 ********************* Everybody's got it all wrong. Angels don't wear halos anymore. I forget why, but scientists are working on it. --Olive, 9 ************************* It's not easy to become an angel! First, you die. Then you go to heaven, and then there's still the flight training to go through. And then you got to agree to wear those angel clothes. --Matthew, 9 ************************ Angels work for God and watch over kids when God has to go do something else. --Mitchell, 7 ****************************** My guardian angel helps me with math, but he's not much good for science. --Henry, 8 ********************************** Angels don't eat, but they drink milk from Holy Cows!!! --Jack, 6 ********************************** Angels talk all the way while they're flying you up to heaven. The main subject is where you went wrong bef

Tag!
Once u have been tagged,u have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things,facts or habits bout ur self.At the end,u choose at least 5 ppl to b tagged,list in their names.Dont forget to leave comment that sayz,"ur it!" on their profile & ask them to read ur blog.U cant tag the person who tagged u. 1. Friendly 2. Fall in love easily 3. Don't forgive easily 4. I hate socks! 5. I cuss at myself 6. I get angry easily 7. I talk shit alot (but I can back it up!) 8. Loves to have fun 9. Not too trusting of people 10. I'm "one of the boys" and have alot of male friends the 5 ppl I tagged are: 1. Kathy 2. Jimmy 3. Phillipe 4. William 5. "Ace"

Tag Your It!!!
The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1. I crack my nuckles ALOT!! 2. I bite my nails when stressed. 3. I find blood and piercings a turn on!! 4. I get jealous easily even if its about someone I just know!! 5. I don't eat hotdogs. 6. When im pissed off I massively clean! 7. I hate to throw things away...im a pack rat!!! 8. I love horror movies but still have nightmares! 9. I have a fear of being killed in my sleep!! 10. I see dead people.....no joke!!!! Ok... I tag... And you CAN'T Tag me back! George Heather Amy Tiff Harold

The Ages
When I was married 25 years, I took a look at my wife one day and said, "Honey, 25 years ago we had a cheap apartment, a cheap car, slept on a sofa bed and watched a 10 inch black and white TV, but I got to sleep every night with a hot 25 year old beauty." "Now we have a $500,000.00 home, a $45,000 car, nice big bed and a plasma TV, but I'm sleeping with a 50-year-old woman. It seems to me that you are not holding up your end of things." My wife is a very reasonable woman. She told me to go out and find a hot 25-year-old beauty, and she would make sure that I would once again be living in a cheap apartment, driving a cheap car, sleeping on a sofa bed and watching a 10 inch black and white TV. Aren't older women great? They really know how to solve a mid-life crisis.

Childish People
So I browsing around the people because I was bored. I get click happy because I do it quickly. So this guy pops up and I go to rate him a 10, but I accidently hit the 9. It goes on to the next picture. I go "Shit". Then he leaves me this thing on the conversation box saying: "9's suck would you like some 1's to go with that nevermind im not gonna waste my time giving you points but thankyou for the points." So I try to explain the situation to him. But he blocks me! But not before he sends me a comment saying "Hello Hater". Why do people have to be so childish and wait and see why people rate them that? I mean it's pretty childish in my eyes.

Muffin Tops
I like eye candy, white and black, doesn't every male? I generally like my gal to be rounded. I like a full figured woman also. Women can be sexy and look good no matter what size they are if they dress like they are content with their figure, and have respect for their own body. However, when a gal who does not have a model figure, wears their jeans and slacks so low on their hips that when they sit down the show about 4 or more inches of the a** crack without even the protection of panties, I find it disgusting. Are they trying to let you know that they don't wear panties? Secondly, they have their belt and pants so tight that their fat creates muffin tops that stick out about 2 to 3 inches on each side and go up about 5 inches, is not pleasing to the eye. Do they not care about self respect? Are these handles for pushin' or what? It sure is not a turn on for me, but it sure turns me off even if the gal happens to be a looker. There is a girl on h

Horse Shit
Texas Politics A man walked into a bar in Austin, Tx. and ordered a drink. While he was sitting at the bar watching T. V., one of Hillary's political ads came on. After it went off, he stood up and announced to everyone, "Hillary is a horse's ass!" The bartender reached under the bar and brought out an oak club about 18 inches long and hit the man square across the head, knocking him off his stool and onto the floor. After a minute or two, the man got up, straightened himself up and said to the bartender, "I'm sorry. I didn't know this was Hillary country." "It's not!" replied the bartender. " It's horse country".

Shamrock Personality Test
What Your Shamrock Says About You You are brilliant, analytical, and somewhat of a perfectionist. You are ultra competent and knowledgeable. At times, people find you intimidating. You can be a bit sarcastic and harsh. You don't really consider yourself a lucky person. In your view, people create their own luck. You are creative, innovative, and complicated. You definitely have a unique spin on the world. The Shamrock Personality Test

Smoking
Well I finally quit pretty much cold turkey after smoking since I was 14 . Still is hard and 4 weeks into it . Now I have a Shitty ass cold on top of everything so I really don't want any smokes right now . Gained a few pounds past few weeks but goal is still in view . I figure after quitting and making it 5 weeks and getting over this cold i will hit working out again really hard . Doctors said go easy on the shoulder but can continue excersise . Hell I went from 135 to 270 in 21 months having my two kids so close with blood sugar problems and polyhydramnous . Took 18 months to lose 90 lbs gained back about 15 ((Crying))((Lol)) so do the math I still have a ways to go but haven't given up . Don't even think I am doing this to "fit in " cause if you think that obviously you don't know me just wanting to be healthy can care less how people look at me with judgemental eyes . Well Lots of Love hope everyone is well will update shit soon ~~~Lill

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Thanks To You All
First I want to thank my friend and new Owner Mikey for helping me level, and then next to BooBoo and her group of Shadow Levelers and others that came in force to help me the last little way to get to Insider! Thank you all so very very much!!! Mikey The Pіŧßull МãҒiã Hitman & Club F.A.R. A Tempting Tiger@ fubar ♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.@ fubar Beeholt. Real Wife of DHoltStingray@ fubar ♀ Gωεη ♫ ☞ Shadow Leveler ☜ ♡ Heart's in Oregon @ fubar MrDiamond ~ Shadow Leveler@ fubar ʝɨɭɭ εɭɨʑαβεʈɧ@ fubar Liberated Spice*FuWife to Big Jimmy*Club F.A.R.*DSC*I.B.I.C.*LOL Family* F Circle@ fubar £µÇk¥~D.S.C~Promoter in The Dawg House~r/l daughter 2 sammi4u2000{shadow leveler}@ fubar

I'll Be Mia For A Bit.......please Read!
Greetings to you All!, There is no easy way to say this, so I’ll just tell you. My job was eliminated on Thursday. The economy is in really bad shape and there’s just not enough people buying high-end railing right now. I wanted to let everyone know. I won’t be on for awhile. I have some prospects in the works and of course, I’m playing on the weekends, so I’ll be OK ‘till I find another job. Keep the faith and Keep on Rockin’ Eric

Here I Am At Fubar
Well here I am at Fubar The Best Damn Bar around and I can leave with a few bucks in my pocket Thats always a plus! While your here don't forget to checkout and sign my GuestBook in my stash thanks a million for all the comments and ratings MORE BLOGS TO COME later and have fun!

If I said I woke up in the morning, never hating you, it wasn't true; I lied. You made me lose my breath, I lost my way, heart dropped in the dirt and it'll never be shiny or new deaf to the words I've needed to hear you say, that is why I hate you. There was something in his eyes, and something in his voice that said: this is all you get -- direction without a choice. as most that knows me I have court coming up./For custody of my kids.And my ex is making my life a living hell at home and work... I problay wont be on much do to stress and worrying....Please keep me in your prayers and wish the best for me... I need xoxox Honey

Breast Cancer
Something important for you to consider, from a nurse: I'll never forget the look in my patients eyes when I had to tell them they had to go home with the drains, new exercises and no breast. I remember begging the Doctors to keep these women in the hospital longer, only to hear that they would, but their hands were tied by the insurance companies. So there I sat with my patients, giving them the instructions they needed to take care of themselves, knowing full well they didn't grasp half of what I was saying, because the glazed, hopeless, frightened look spoke louder than the quiet 'Thank You they muttered. A mastectomy is when a woman's breast is removed in order to remove cancerous breast cells/tissue. If you know anyone who has had a Mastectomy, you may know that there is a lot of discomfort and pain afterwards. Insurance companies are trying to make mastectomies an outpati

Weekly Music List
Welcome to the Weekly Music List for 3-20-08. Our first mix of music is a flashback to the 80s. Take a listen, flashback to the 80s and then comment your thoughts. I will post in this blog a playlist of music each week that I just find interesting. It could be anything from 70s to Country. :) Please rate and comment on this blog, or any of my blogs. Let me know what you think.

Why...
why is it that so many have a need to be needed that they will put any bit of hope into just a simple conversation? why is is that so many have no clue how to be true to themselves and build a life style out of false identity? why is it that others learn to distrust and close themselves off of so many things because of another person actions done upon them? why is it that morals and values have slowly decreased in peoples values? why i ask...because it doesn't make sense. people blame others for their own situations they put themselves into and seek out the worst in most people so they don't look as bad...but at the same time those that do trust do so openly that the only outcome would be to be used and abused. people truely don't make sense to me and it saddens my heart. so why... i truely ask, should i really give a fuck or even want to?

Don Imus
Don Imus' 'Nappy Headed Ho' comment was just voted by the Global Language Monitor as the years most politically incorrect statement. I thought it was just bigoted, myself. What do I know? Anyway, he was also declared by the same editorial idiots to be a "Shock Jock". THAT deserves comment - calling this doddering, misanthropic, self deluded old fool a shock jock is like calling a Merry go Round a thrill ride. Just sayin.......

New Flash Pics & Morph's Made For Fubucs
Such as this will only be $2000 depending on pics to be morphed. Yes it's the new in thing....send me links to your favorite pics starting at 1000 fubucs per pic....if I combine a morph with the flash I will have to price accordingly I have a video maker where you can do it by your self in my stash or right here please leave a comment if you do use it

Life
Ok well this is like my first blog on here! So I dont know what to really say! But I guess I will start by saying that I love FUBAR! It's so much fun and I have met some really kool people! U know who you r! Ummmm Im gonna be graduating in May! Im really excited for that! I'm not working yet but am looking for a job! Im really family orriented! I love my friends! Im single!!! So Im free boys! But I do like someone right now but we'll see! Well I guess thats all I mean like I said I have never done one of these before! But hey R8 me add me fan me anything and I will return the favor! Much Love!

Land Of Confusion
Greetings everyone, I know quite a few of my friends here don't know me that well, but As most of you will learn Im a passionate writer and take great pride in what right and my views, this video speak louder then words and volumes, Im a passionate writer. This video and lyrics of this song is very powerful. The way this world is, is very messed up, we truely live in a land of confusion. In 26 years of life almost 27, the world has has gotton worse and worse each year, its my wonder whats going to be left the future generations.If it were not for our military I fully beleive I and many others would not have a tommorrow. But as it looks the world gets worse and worse each day. This is disturbed Land of confusion I have lyrics below along with the video. Everyone please comment I truely welcome it! I must’ve dreamed a thousand dreams Been haunted by a million screams But I can hear the marching feet They’re moving into the street Now did you read the news today T

Operation: Get Clooney
I don’t care what anyone says, following Clooney from gay bar to gay bar is no easy task. Tracking George Clooney calls for an unbelieveable amount of caution. If he becomes suspcious he gives off an extra amount of smugness. This can be dangerous. I have given my word to stop the Clooney hypocrisy by capturing him and keeping him in my basement, which will then make the world a safer, more smug-free place to exist. Facts have shown that global warming is due only to the smugness given off by Clooney. He must be stopped. I have contacted my superior Chickadee and informed her of Clooney’s whereabouts. He is at The ManHole having a drink with one of my informants, Gerardo. Clooney seems to be unaware that I am tracking him. The weapons that would normally be used to capture someone had to be revised in this case. For instance guilt, this is something that is useless on someone who has no shame, and throwing things, his giant self-righteous jaw can deflect almost anything.

Battery Licking
ucking your ex is like licking a battery....you know you shouldnt do it but you just haveto see what its like...and aftetyou do you realize it hurts a bit and yet quite interesting......so you vow not to ever do it again bacuase you just shouldn't....but later onb you see it agan and wnder will it havethe same effects this time if i do it again......so you doit agina and yes it still hurts and yes t very intersting but the novelty of it ll is wearing off.....so the big question is when it sits itelf in front of you again will you do it just to see what happens?

Naughty Neighbors
I've been watching her every day for 2 weeks now, through the window and across the street into her apartment. She walks around her apartment in her underwear sometimes, usually topless, after 9:00 at night with her curtains open. I don't know who she is, but I'd love to know. She is absolutely beautiful – tall, not too thin, long blonde hair, and body that kings will go to war for. It's almost 9:00 and I keep glancing at her window from time to time, anxious to see what underwear she wears today. Like clockwork, she appears wearing nothing at all, just walking around the house doing housework. I turned off my lights and watched TV while glancing in her direction occasionally. She bent over to pick something up, her sexy ass up in the air, as if she knew what she was doing. I wondered if she knew I was watching her. She left the room, then came back a few minutes later with something in her hand and sat on her sofa, which was facing me. She turned on her TV with her remot

Bullshit
This dumb whore thinks she knows all about me and she dont.she dont know shit. so she thinks that she can tell my wife about shit she dont know. if you dont know keep your trap shut. thank you asshole

Code Of Conduct
2nd Alarm Hotties Rules of Conduct 1- All Prospects (Applicants) must have a VERIFIED Salute. 2- All Pics must be SFW & Open for voting on Friday. 3- Upon Acceptance 5 days will be given to add @nd Alarm Hotties (to/in additon to) Nickname. 4- All Current Hotties must be Fanned/Added/Rated. 5- All new members will be assigned a team. The Chief, Deputy Chief Flirt, & Assigned Team Leader must be added to family. 6- All Hottie related bulletins must be reposted when you are Online?(inactivity is not tolerated) 7- Help your fellow members when need be (for ex. leveling by rating pics, stash, etc) 8- The Hotties profile MUST be added to Top Friends -or- Family. 9- Shoutbox & Fu-Mail must be open to The Chief/Deputy Chief/ & assigned Team leader 10- Hottie’s Shall Never Block Fellow Member. (Problems Should Be Dealt with). :11- Hotties who have resigned must complete the same process as New Prospects. No exceptions. 12- Applicants must have at least 15

The Porn...
Someone left me a comment in my shoutbox asking me where the porn was. I better explain myself huh? I set up my account here while I was supposed to be working. That is both one of the nice things and one of the curses of working at home and freelancing. It's too damn easy to goof off. I had a writing deadline (that I barely made) for ten articles yesterday that I had to get done. That's what happens when you are down for days with a migraine. Shit piles up. Anyway, I created my account while I was supposed to be working with the intent of getting back to it. Well, I am back to it. So, here I am. One of the things that I do is review porn. Talk about your fun writing jobs! My website: Porn Wench You can also find me on AdultMaven: Porn Wench Staring: Jessica Drake, Barrett Blade, Chris Cannon, Randy Spears, Tyler Knight, Marcus London, Cassidey, Jenaveve Jolie, Lexi Belle, Lexxi Tyler, Brooke Banner Beat the Devil is another one of those movies, like

Never Piss Off A Trucker...
NEVER PISS OFF A TRUCKER This fine upstanding member of the infamous 18th Street LA gang decided one day that he would try to car-jack a semi truck at gun point . The gangster jumped up on the driver side, while the truck was in motion, and stuck a gun in the drivers face. The only problem was that the truck driver opened up the door and knocked the attempted thief off. He lost his balance and fell under the wheels of the truck, at which time the driver slammed on his brakes, resting on top of him and decided that this was the perfect time to whip out his Fuji Disposable camera... Didn't look real until you see the third picture. Pictures scroll down Darn, hate to waste a good beer! NOW THAT HAD TO HURT! The driver was just "detaining" him until the police arrived

Information
(makes 4 servings) 1 pound (480 g) top sirloin, coarsely ground 1 medium white onion, 6 ounces (180 g), chopped 1 large clove garlic, minced 1 medium red bell pepper, 6 ounces (180 g), seeded and chopped 3 tablespoons (45 ml) good-quality chili powder 1/2 tablespoon (7.5 ml) ground cumin 1 teaspoon (5 ml) crushed dried oregano 1 14 1/2-ounce (435 g) no salt added crushed tomatoes 1/2 cup (120 ml) low-sodium canned beef broth Topping 1/2 cup (115 g) plain nonfat yogurt 2 tablespoons (30 ml) minced fresh cilantro 1 teaspoon (5 ml) good-quality chili powder 1/8 teaspoon (0.6 ml) cayenne pepper 1. Put the ground sirloin in a Dutch oven or large saucepan over medium heat. Cook, stirring, until beef is no longer pink. Drain off any fat or juices. 2. Measure 2 tablespoons of the onion; set aside. Put remaining onion, garlic, and bell pepper into the pot and cook, stirring, for 5 minutes. Stir in chili powder, cumin, oregano, tomatoes with their liquid, and beef broth

Something Stuck In My Head
so a few weeks ago i met this guy online. we talked off and on for a while and this last week it been awesome. i have been on cloud nine all week. i know theres this stuff with online crap and fu wedding and stuff like this. but i believe that this could BE THE guy i want to be with forever. am i crazy for this? hes so smart, so sexy, the biggest sweetheart i have ever met! hes everything i am looking for. and my god he beautiful! its so crazy i find myself not being able to think cause i just sit there and think and think about him and his smile and what is would be like to kiss his lips. and i have never had anything like this happen to me before EVER! i graduate from college in a month and i am seriously going to touch him in person! so how many people think i am crazy? hazel= crazy ima out bye guys

Michelle Obama - Racist
MICHELE OBAMA’S MILITANT RACISM REVEALED In her senior thesis at Princeton, Michele Obama, the wife of Barack Obama stated that America was a nation founded on “crime and hatred”. Moreover, she stated that whites in America were “ineradicably racist”. The 1985 thesis, titled "Princeton-Educated Blacks and the Black Community" was written under her maiden name, Michelle LaVaughn Robinson. Michelle Obama stated in her thesis that to "Whites at Princeton, it often seems as if, to them, she will always be Black first..." However, it was reported by a fellow black classmate, “If those "Whites at Princeton" really saw Michelle as one who always would "be Black first," it seems that she gave them that impression”. Most alarming is Michele Obama’s use of the terms “separationist” and “integrationist” when describing the views of black people. Mrs. Obama clearly identifies herself with a “separationist” view of race. “By actually working with the Black lower class or within their commun

Saying Goodbye And Thanks
It is time for me to say Goodbye and thanks to all the comments and points getting me to the level I got to. But It is time for me to move on. Got me an awsome man (did not find on fubar sorry) lol I am soon going to be moving from the st. Louis area to the East coast to be with him. My time is done here . Again thanks for my friends I made here and all the staff for making this site fun and exciting. Sorry I have to leave but I do.Take care, ride safe and pray everyday. out!!1 Julie

..:: Concerts ::..
David Immerglück, guitarist, about their new CD and hopes of a New Brunswick stop. Over the past few years the Maritimes have been able to bring in a number of big names in the music biz. Most noteworthy of course was the Rolling Stones, twice, but also Aerosmith, Rob Zombie, Ozzy Osbourne, Iron Maiden, Kanye West, Maroon 5 and next month Leonard Cohen. So when a representative for the Counting Crows contacted [here] about an interview, the obvious first question was: will they be added to the list? Guitarist David Immerglück said the band doesn’t have any plans to play here, but did politely express some interest in coming to New Brunswick. “I would personally love that,” said Immerglück. “I’ve never been there (and) it would be very interesting to go.” The Californian then proceeded to ask where Halifax is in relation to New Brunswick and also where the Trailer Park Boys were located. New Brunswickers should probably keep their hopes low for news of a local stop on the

Fingers
He lifts me gently With callused, masculine hands Cradling my neck in his palm His fingers curling, resting Finding their home His caress navigates Reads the smooth lines And angles of my neck like brail Coaxing shallow moans From my hollow depths His fingers tread my curves And take their position Seek the lines Of my intricate figure He tickles and teases In playful torture And knows I will confess To any crime Anywhere Any time His fingers flutter and dance Over my taut frame Releasing butterflies in my belly Walks the sinew of my body A master of tight rope Plucks my lithe strings Hits all the right notes Eyes shut, lost in me He knows my form well Doesn’t need to see To know how good this hurts His rugged flicks Stroke me into submission Ego-maniacal, sadistic He wants me to beg Hurts so good I no longer care Never want to stop Singing for him To him Oh…God…. Yes… Right…..there… So perfect in his rhythm Just the right

Thoughts 23
What was supposed to be a calm, do nothing kind of weekend, turned out to be a very busy weekend. We went to Paul and Betty's for dinner Friday night. Every time I go to their house, it makes me want to sell my house and move there. They live in town but it is up a hill on a secluded area that feels like when you drive up it, it is totally away from everything and feels like the country. It is so peaceful there. The only problem is that the very few houses that are for sale there are over 1 million for the price tag! Ouch. It will be a while before we can move. Not until this terrible market turns around. I really do want to get out of this area. Saturday I spent cleaning and shopping. Then we had some friends over for dinner Saturday night. I was wanting to eat outside in the backyard but that didn't happen since the weather turned cold that day. We played cards and had a good time despite my son who was a total jackass to us that night when he came home. Yesterd

Darkness
A Darker Side Of Me I do have a darker side....one that I keep hidden as much as possible. It is a world of Vampires, Darkness, Evil, sinister things, and just about anything that pertains to the night. Vampires especially have allways fascinated me in life, right along with the rest of the supernatural world. I love horror movies and books! The bloodier the movie..the better I like it. I love Ouija boards....but don’t have one myself. And yes....as corny as it may sound....I do believe in certain things that others would just laugh about. I can honestly say, that you must be careful what you wish for.....because you might get it. You might get it more than you want! I have seen a lot in my life. A lot of it was not pretty. I take what I have witnessed and put it into a story or stories for myself. My poems reflect some of my mindset. I have piercings. I also have a tattoo that I will eventually change. There are other ones I would love to have on my arms, but I doubt I wil

So I Have Realized....
A time comes in your life when you finally get it . . . when in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out: ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears, and through a mantle of wet lashes you begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize that it’s time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that he is not Prince Charming and you are not Cinderella and that in the real world there aren’t always fairytale endings (or beginnings for that matter)and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you and in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance. You awaken to the fact that you

Life
im always falling down the same hill, bamboo punchering the skin as nothing comes bleeding out of me like a waterfall. im drowing in 2ft below the surface, i can still make out your wavy face, if i could only reach you maybe i could leave this place.

Bored Questions
What is your middle name? Frederich What color is your mailbox? Mauve with touches of green straight out of the 1972 Sears catalog Are you single? On my tax forms Have you ever hit a deer? yes, but he started it my hitting me first Do you have to drive over a bridge to get home? Only the bridge in my mind What color is your room? the color of demonic kittens Do you have a small driveway? Is that a euphemism? Do you know anyone with the same ringtone as you? No, I have the patent on this one. What do you do first in the morning? check next to me for dead hookers What brand is your printer? who fucking cares Do you enjoy fighting with people? two men enter one man leave Is your hair naturally straight or curly? I wear a merkin Who was your kindergarten teacher? the Baron Von Richter What is your ringtone? Flight of the Valkeries Are you taller than your mom? Yes What curse word do you say the most when your pissed? Fuck Are you God? No,

My Bff
this is my 1st blog and i thought i would thank my wounderful friend Miss Wild in it! She has helped me get back on here and showen me lots of love..in and outside of the FU...so..i would appreciate it if u could all give her a lil something back..i know im not the 1st person on here shes helped...so plz...show her all the love u can..she deserves it! tnxs again WILD..lol..luv ya bunches..XOXO

A Server's Guide To Help You Understand.
Note before reading: I love what I do, I enjoy the thrill of working under so much pressure without a problem. I love the funny customers, the random ones, and I even love most of the people I work with, but I don’t enjoy having my day ruin because people don’t have manners/ are cheap. 1. CHILDREN "THE LITTLE DEVILS": If you have children, DO NOT (for the love of god) let them, open and dump anything on the table (ie; salt, sugar, etc). IF YOU DO, you must leave an extra $5 for the server to clean up YOUR CHILD’S mess & to restock the now unusable wasted items. We are neither their babysitter nor their parent. The least you can do is pay us for the extra work. 2. "THE CAMPERS": We care about how long you stay in our table. A good rotation of tables to make money is 3 tables and hour, even second you waste chatting about how much she’s a slut, or you can’t believe he slept with her, is losing us a tip of at least 5 bucks. So if you want to stay an hour after you eat, make s

Lung Cancer Awareness
Lung Cancer Awareness I am a person who lost a love one two years ago to this day to lung cancer. The person in my life was my mom that I lost. So, Let me tell you my little story. My mom went to her regular doctor and they sent her for a scan to see if her stomach didn't have a ulcer. The tech let the scan go up a little higher then he should have let it, and it should up something on her lungs that wasn't normal. They show the doctors and the doctors was like they needed to find out what it was. So my mom went back to the doctors and they did 4 test on her to figure out if it was cancer or not. Which cause my mom to worry and stress about it. They said it was 85% chance it was cancer and they wanted to remove it. They didn't tell any of the family the risk of her coming threw the surgery with a full recover was low. So, She went ahead and did the surgery. Let me tell you my mom was a very strong woman and she was a fighter until she got out of the surgery. She wasn't the same

Corpus Christi Social Club
Anyone in the local area that would like to become part of a really great group. It's just a bunch of local people who get together and have Fun. We go out to for dinners, fishing, dancing, drinks.. You name it. Beach day's. The group is open to anyone and we have members of all age ranges. Just send me a message and I'll fill you in. This group is for singles, couples, married couples.. FUN People in general!

My Writings
As you go through life do you focus on the beauty all around you or do you only see the storm ahead? Lately, I was visiting Bryce Canyon and had an experience that I will never forget. We decided to hike up to a viewpoint and take some pictures and breathe in some fresh air. There was a little rain all around but none falling at the moment. The walk was only about a quarter of a mile to the first viewpoint but was fairly steep. As I approaced the last turn I saw a man of about 50 with crutches on both arms making his way up the hill rather slowly. Many people hurried by, paying him no attention. I noticed that both of his legs were fixed at very akward angles extending out from his hips and knees. His steps would take him about 6 inches at a time and the going was a huge struggle for him. Although, looking at his face, you would never know. Not wanting to offend him but not about to pass up the opportunity to lend a hand, I asked him if he could use someone to lean on

Soppy Stuff
Cold grey stone that shows me the way. Engraved is your name and the date you were taken away. The silence is mocking of the way that I feel Are you really gone, is this truely real? My broken heart just can't stand this pain I know now that your sudden death was in vain. Such a cold morning the air steals my breath The tears haven't stopped falling since the day of your death. Words now mean nothing since you have been gone My sobs penetrate the world when I hear a sad song. Life has no meaning, so why do I stay? So today my life ends here,next to you where I lay. The little white pills and the bottle of scotch Will soon take away the great pain of my loss. Feeling so sleepy, I know this is right. Soon I will join you, no more will I fight. My head is less muddled....... now it's all clear I feel your presence, you soon will be here. Your fingers grip mine 'come with me' did you say? This moment I longed for, finally here, it's today. Now darkness comes I can see y

Red Friday Lets Get This Started
This is one of those good old e-mails that keep popping up. I just had to share it with you all again. Will you give this to my Daddy? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support 'Red Fridays.' Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone)was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsun

God Bless America
I was sitting alone in one of those loud, casual steak houses that you find all over the country. You know the type--a bucket of peanuts on every table, shells littering the floor, and a bunch of perky college kids racing around with long neck beers and sizzling platters. Taking a sip of my iced tea, I studied the crowd over the rim of my glass. My gaze lingered on a group enjoying their meal. They wore no uniform to identify their branch of service, but they were definitely 'military:' clean shaven, cropped haircut, and that 'squared away' look that comes with pride. Smiling sadly, I glanced across my table to the empty seat where my husband usually sat. It had only been a few months since we sat in this very booth, talking about his upcoming deployment to the Middle East. That was when he made me promise to get a sitter for the kids, come back to this restaurant once a month and treat myself to a nice steak. In turn he would treasure the thought of me being here, thinking a

Why Men Cheat..is This True? Lol
This was written by a man and was just wondering if it's the truth? LOL... Women always wonder what it is that cause men to cheat. Men cheat due to several different reasons and circumstances. I can only speak to you based on what I've been told and the reasons I've been given on why men cheat. Your situations may differ, but you will never really know the truth unless your ex or current was real with you on the reason they cheated. Most men say they lied to their lover on the reason they really cheated in order to avoid the conversation. Do you really expect a man to tell you the truth about why he cheated on you once they do so? If he's not being honest with the relationship why would you think he would be honest in his reasoning...? The number one reason why men cheat is because they feel that something new is always best. In other words "Aint no better pussy than NEW pussy". If you notice, in your relationship, the sex is usually abundant at the beginning. You are with a ne