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American Dream...... Re-visited
Growing up i was always told stories of getting older working hard going to school/military coming out and making somehing good of your life. You know the old 2 or 3 kids, nice house with a big yard, married, and multiple vehicles. Yea American dream...but now all that is, is just that...a dream (destiny for another day maybe?). But now the new American dream just seems to be keeping a job or not loosing your business/property. I look at t.v. (when i actually do watch television) and movies and advertisements and see happy families with nice lives and a surplus of everything, living in these perfect model neighborhoods in a perfect community and that call that "the average American lyfestyle" (and i spelled it life with a Y for a reason), and when i see all of this i think to myself BULLSHIT!!!!! A few months ago my little cousin asked me "Nolan i watch television and all they talk about is how wonderful everything is but why is it that our family has to go out and die by ou

To My Daddy..may You Rest In Peace
Daddy, i know some may thing it sounds silly for a 26 yr old girl to call a man daddy but that is what you are. you came into my life at 16 and when you first started to date mom i hated you because i thought you were going to take her from me. boy was i ever wrong. insted you gave me a little brother and a great parent. i know we may not have always seen eye to eye but in the end you made me into a strong woman who don't stand for anything that isn't right. here it is it's been 3 years since you passed away and it's still hard to talk about it. they say time makes things easier you know i have yet to find proof of that. i still sit in my room and cry and wonder what my life would be like if you were still here today. well i have school work to do so i am going to go.. I love you!!! Love Always & Forever Your Daughter Myra Renee' Vinson

I Am
I am ... A woman With a full heart, hidden Somewhere in an empty room ... With eyes not quite of autumn's gold, and yet Neither all of summer's green; I wonder ... If love is a tale made for children -- A granting of sweet dreams in their innocence -- A honey-coating to help their throats Choke down the bitter draught ... I hear ... A voice that whispers warnings, half-formed, Bodiless as hope, until I swear I cannot draw Another breath unless this spectre be unmasked, His lies mangled ‘neath my righteous tread; I see ... A woman, proud, uncompromising, Diaphianous as air -- less, even, than the tears That fall in deisolation about her weary feet, Salt poison pooled upon the withered ground ... I want ... A measure of quietude, a certain silence, The echo of alone which heals me of dreaming, The nothing that stills the wanting, The numb, the cold that laughs at pain; I am A woman, hidden ... I pretend ... That I can live forever -- that Time Has no puis

What The Blog?
I'm trying to make my own skin for my fubar layout. I pretty much know what I want (as far as colors and the image, etc) but I'm having trouble coding it. Would anyone be nice enough to help me out here? I don't have money to BUY anything, sorry. I'm hoping it would be out of the kindness of your hearts *looks hopeful*. The BEST I could do is draw something or make a personal salute for whomever helped. Please and thank you!!!

Bush's Resignation Speech
The speech George W. Bush might give: Normally, I start these things out by saying 'My Fellow Americans.' Not doing it this time. If the polls are any indication, I don't know who more than half of you are anymore. I do know something terrible has happened, and that you're really not fellow Americans any longer. I'll cut right to the chase here: I quit. Now before anyone gets all in a lather about me quitting to avoid impeachment, or to avoid prosecution or something, let me assure you: There's been no breaking of laws or impeachable offenses in this office. The reason I'm quitting is simple. I'm fed up with you people. I'm fed up because you have no understanding of what's really going on in the world. Or of what's going on in this once-great nation of ours. And the majority of you are too damned lazy to do your homework and figure it out. Let's start local. You've been sold a bill of goods by politicians and the news media. Meanwhile, all you can do is whine about gas

I Am
You are 88% dangerous!!! You have some serious twisted things going through your head and are on your way to being on the most wanted international list (and no that is not a good thing). I recomend some serious counceling pronto!!!!!!!!How dangerous are you?Take More Quizzes

Surveys
1. Are you dating the last person you talked to on the phone? Gross.....it was my brother 2. Pretend you had 10 beers. Describe what you would be doing? Probably sleeping 3. What do you want? A man who knows what he wants and doesn't play games 4. Who was the last person you shared a bed with? My 2 year old 5. Do you talk to yourself? I am the best conversationalist I know! 6. Do you drink milk straight from the carton? No,that's gross 7. Who knows a secret or two about you? I don't have secrets 8. How long is your hair? Middle of my back 9. Do you like Batman? um, ok 10. Who was the last person who told you they loved you? Chris 12. Do you swear at your parents? no,I like my teeth 13.Do you like anyone? Of course 14. When was the last time you lied? Can't remember. I try not to lie. 15. What do you like for breakfast? Diet Coke 16. Is your birthday on a holiday? yes 17. What instant messaging service do you use? yahoo 18

They Just Don't Get It
They Just Don't Get It!! or do they? created @ 10/18/2008 11:06 pm expires in: 23 hrs [FRIENDS] I have been on this earth for 50 years and I have seen alot of things change and movements established and rights given and taken. I have seen presidents murdered and have watched presidents sell us down the river. I have seen the drug phase the hippy movement and green peace. I have watched people survive and prosper and have watched people loose everything. I have seen us the world in good times and in bad. We the people are the ones who elect our officials and would hope they do us justice and follow thru with the plans they preach and the story they tell. We the taxpayers have bailed everyone out.. did we have a vote on this ? NO our congress did and legislature. They just don't get it!! or do they? We bailed out the AIG's we are to pour money into banks and help credit The fact of the matter is WE are loosing jobs and without income cannot buy, get, have anything.. Everyo

Broken Pieces
It's like a book, broken pages mixed together, words scrambling around the crazy memories scattered around what about the time we spent trying to put together the pieces of life? All the intellectual conversations like little stars, but it wasn't so simple, it got confusing and impossible to understand. Words weren't just words, they were incredible thoughts. After a while, the days turned to rain, and then one day, it all disappeared into the moon. Every once in a while I stare up at it, trying to put the broken pieces back together. It comes back in a shallow way. life is just one long day we dream upon. Our souls swim around madly trying to find a place to rest and we, like madmen, travel all around to look for them. Eventually, if we're determined enough, we'll find that one broken piece in our lives it's called our souls

How To Directionally Control A Burnout
Okay, let's define what we're talking about here. Burnouts done on a motorcycle, no feet on the ground. I'm assuming you can already do a burnout, so we'll skip the basics of getting the front tire to stick to the road whilst the rear tire spins madly. We'll just cover the really good stuff-- how to directionally control that fishtailing bike you're on. First things first-- spinning the rear tire is what gives the back of the bike some lateral freedom. When it's not spinning at all, you can apply a large side load to the bike and there is no drift at all. But when the rear tire is spinning at some velocity relative to the road surface, any side loads the bike experiences will cause some amount of rear wheel drift. The faster the tire spins, the slicker the tire and road, and the larger the side load on the bike, the greater the drift velocity will be. So, what side loads (forces) are there on the bike? Gravity-- the rear always wants to drift downhill. Turni

Just Hold Me
Not many have ever known and if I tell - who would believe? There's nothing I can call my own not even the things I have achieved. It's always better that way All that is aching inside It's better for it to stay - covered up with hurt's pride. All in good time I will open the gate of this little heart of mine in a moment of fate. For a soul that's been torn and a heart controlled by other there's not much you can do But to hold me in your arms.

The Election
What you should know before you vote Before you hit the polls, get Obama's book and read it. In his book he admits to being racist against white people, even those in his family and he makes threats that he's going to be a terrorist if he's not elected president. I don't expect anybody to take my word for it, all I'm gonna say is read his book before you vote. Everything he's saying on tv is a lie and his religious leader even busted him out. Since when is it ok for a terrorist to run our country? And the company he chooses to keep, he shouldn't be allowed to run because it's a conflict of interest. He can't even keep his lies about his association with them straight...he gives different excuses everytime he's questioned about it....big red flag people. Don't be sheep, educate yourself, read his book and make an informed decision. How much of American History is a lie? The news keeps reporting that we have the first black president in history. We in fact do not have the first b

Ode To Thy Crush
Dearest crush, I want to bite you when your sleeping, smother you with thy boobies, I want to do u in many positions on your lunch break from work...I wana spank your tushie cause I really love to touch it. I wana let you know that I will make you so happy every day of our fubar life together...Till death do us part

Leveling
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Wheres The Freaks
damn i havent been laid in months and i want to find a friends with benefits or a relationships someone real not some fake woman lmfao. and i like brunettes or black haired white woman and freaks you name it. lmao. and im not prince charming but im an all around man.

Are They Going To Ban Every Station?
Barbara West asks hardball questions of Obama and they did NOT like it!! They no longer will do interviews with this reporter or her station in Florida!! Already they are trying to suppress Freedom of Speech!! Chilling...be afraid...very afraid... WOW...I guess no one can ask Biden any real questions..He just wanted to talk about the Phillies and the VP debate. And just a few days ago he Banned a Florida station. SO is that what is it is going to be like if Obama and Biden win? We get banned if we ask something important?

Oh Yeah!
Throughout the past year I'd discovered a new side to my lover, Mary, that I hadn't been aware of before. That side was submissive. She thoroughly enjoyed being used for my pleasure and not only that but she enjoyed being spanked as punishment for her lack of proper performance or for her general attitude on those times when she refused to do as she was told. I found out that she enjoyed being pushed to new limits and even got excited about the idea of being used by other men (or women) when I decided to give her as a gift. I was worried that she'd find such "use" degrading but she absolutely loves it. Still, the one thing we hadn't tried in the submissive vein was bondage. I'd never tied her up, down, spread eagle, nothing. She had worn a pair of handcuffs once -- I handcuffed her behind her back to keep her hands out of the way as I fucked her mouth and throat -- but that was all we'd done with bondage. This story is about a weekend where I decided to try it out. To get her more a

My Thoughts!
I am a simple woman I dont ask for anything I am not willing to give or do myself. But I feel like this whole world has gone to shit, I mean all anyone seems to care about is money,I have noticed in the relationsjip I have been in they always seem to be alot happier when we have money but once the money is gone or almost goneit is like they have this green monster that comes out and suddenly I am the evil woman who is making them live with a poor ass woman. Yeah I am poor and i feel I am better off being poor for i know who are an arent my true friends . It is like people see money as the only reason to live, me personally wish it was neve created cuz it causes more heartache then anything else. I look at all these rich people and they complain about oh how hard thir life is they hae such a bad life they have all these possesions and family but they kill off their souse or family to get even more money, now as or poor people if we kill anyone it is usually to protect ourselves or be

Hehe..
Why are people getting butt- hurt on this site all of a sudden? Annnd : why is it my fault ? I'm just a man trying to make it like the rest of you, and trust me if I wanted to be a dick I could be,I spent 4 years in the Marine Corps - but I am not a dick. I maintain a respectable bit of composure on here ( unless I am drinking) and even if I AM drinking, I wouldn't attack someone verbally unless provoked or pretend to be something I am not... also.. if rates mean that much to you go to hot or not. I rate everyone I look at a 10 unless they have a stupid morph picture. If you want to morph into something, morph into someone with a job hahaha! Nah seriously.. life on the internet can be intense, serious and very important to some of us, all I ask is that those of you who fall in love on here keep me out of it. Later. or is it L8R ? ~ F U

Morning Pleasures~
My body is still trembling from cumming so hard as I reach up to untie your arms. The minute your hands are free you pounce on top of me like a big cat attacking its prey. You have me pinned underneath you kissing me hard and deep. You are kissing me hungrily, biting my lips and sucking my tongue into your mouth. "I taste our cum baby." You whisper into my ear while you nip at it. Before I can react you are pulling my hands over my head reaching for those same silk scarves. "Mmmm, you're next baby," you breathe before you finish tying the knots on my restraints. Despite the fact that I have just had you tied up, you look into my eyes to make sure I am comfortable with your game. I look into your eyes and my body relaxes as I submit completely to you with a gentle sigh. You can see the sparkle in my eyes as I softly say, "You can have your way with me darling; I'm your personal playground." I can tell you enjoy the sound of that by the increasing hardness I feel against my body. Y

Honor The Fallen #4
Navy Machinist’s Mate Fireman Apprentice Bryant L. Davis 20, of Chicago, stationed on the carrier Kitty Hawk, home-ported at Yokosuka Naval Fleet Activities, Japan, died when he fell overboard, on Nov. 7, 2001 in the Arabian Sea Died: November 07, 2001

My Best Friend
Our friendship is an ocean, stretching Far and wide Never ending Filled with memories That last a lifetime You've always known Just what to say You are always there, When I need you the most When I need A shoulder to cry on Yours are always waiting When I need Someone to talk to You are there Just listening When I needed- Someone to hug Your arms are Doors wide open to me Our friendship's Just like the Stars- Both go beyond Man's reach

5 Questions The Media Will Not Address
I posted these 5 questions on my local (liberal) TV station's blog... Wow, it got everyone fired up. The personal attacks were crazy, which tells me that this is important information and we need to get it out there. So, I am posting it again, in hopes that people will get this out to everyone they can. Here it is again: Some interesting questions are below: 5 questions no one has addressed, especially the media. WHY NOT? Question 1: What is America 's first line of missile interceptor defense that protects the entire United States ? Answer: 49th Missile Defense Battalion of Alaska National Guard. Question 2: What is the ONLY National Guard unit on permanent active duty? Answer: 49th Missile Defense Battalion of Alaska National Guard. Question 3: Who is the Commander in Chief of the 49th Missile Defense Battalion of Alaska National Guard? Answer: Governor Sarah Palin, Alaska . Question 4: What U.S. governor is routinely briefed on highly classified military iss

My 1st Contest!
Family, Friends, Comment Bombers, Please stop by and leave as many comments as you feel up to leaving on my pic in this contest? Any and all help is much appreciated and Luv/help will definitely be returned! xoxoxo http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1074389&i=2322963493&albumid=1300104

Lesser Of Two Evils
We are faced with such an awesome task this election. Do we vote for a man who says he is African-American (to which he is only 1/8th and it takes 1/6th to be which makes him more middle eastern than anything). Also, he says he is no longer Muslim (Muslims are killing Americans all over the world).His wife made him say that so that he could run for politics. He has no foreign policy experience! Or do we vote for a man who has foreign policy experience and is sure to keep us in war for an undetermined amount of time and will keep the richer getting richer and the poorer getting poorer?? If you pray, please pray for what is His will for our country. So, who do we vote for? Obama or McCain? Do you have a positive or negative perception of women who "sell" their nudes for blings, blasts, etc.?

My Midget
well here i am with things on my mind that i need to release,whether anyone reads or not .but why is it when you know you are in love with someone and have been for 10 years that you can't let go or move on--want even let no one get that close to you to see if maybe it could work with them,he has moved on i mean we are still friends but on his part that is all,but i want him back so bad but nothing i can do about it ,i had the bad times with him and now someone else will get what i should have.i know that i am beong silly but can't help my feelings-i have even prayed that for God to please take this out of my heart but to no avail--the worst part is he knows this and that i will do anything he asks,i don't want to say anything to really piss him off,for then he may not talk to me anymore--i know all the right answers have told otheres what they should do,but it doesn't work for me,i just keep hoping that we will be together or that in some way god will listen to my prayers......that fe

Rocks In My Head
Rocks In My Head My head is like a rock polisher. Raw ideas, thoughts, emotions, possibilities (Rocks) go in, all rough and dirty, unrefined with potential. To that you need some grit (sand), the experiences of life over time broken down into little bits. Get some water in there to help things move around easily, (flow of thoughts), allowing them to bump off and rub against each other. They tumble around, sometimes slow and relaxed, other times so fast that it's hard to make sense of them. If anyone was able to look in on my thoughts during this time, they may get snippets, but can not even know where my thoughts will end up. Eventually with time and patience, the thoughts are finished, shiny and polished. Occasionally there will be a showpiece, something to share, but mostly it will be little nuggets for my private collection, only shared with a few. Yes, that analogy works. Im in rare form tonight can't seem to get my mind to rest..

Love Sucks
I hate how men swear they love you, yet as soon as things get rough they move on in less than an hour..I know he and I have had our problems, and I admit alot of it was me, but not all of it. How did it all go so wrong? How did it end up like this? Can it ever get better? Can we get past this?

True Blood
HBO has a series called "true blood". I don't know how many have seen it or know what it is about.This is an intro. True blood is a series revolving around the relationship between a vampire (Steven Moyer-Bill Compton) and a young human woman (Anna Paquin-Sookie Stackhouse) that has the ability to hear people's thoughts. This series can be interpreted on different levels. The setting and storyline can be transferred really to any type of setting where understanding and tolerance of those different than ourselves is the subject. It can also just be looked at as a kick ass vampire show. I don't like to pick hidden meanings etc.. apart when I watch things so to me it is just a vampire love story. It's a soft porn, blood filled, who done it type show. Each episode watched to me, makes me want to see what is going to happen next. The music in this show is worth watching at least one by itself. I find myself really liking the show's theme song which is "Bad things- by Jace Ev

Dan
ugly/hateful evil things waiting in the shadows for my eyes to close so they can feast upon my soul i try no to sleep but lose the battle slowly they appear in my soul,mind and heart slowly ripping me apart my fears have come to steal my sanity making me tremble as itry to hide no corner or place they don't know the pain so intense as they show me all the things that have done in my life repeatedly every night i see the horrors of my reality so deep and entrenched the evils done to me im so over powered that i start screaming but even that will never wake me again rainmaker 11-08

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Love Is
When I look into your eyes, it's like falling in love all over again. Love is when you look into someone's eyes, and see everything you need. Love is when you miss her even before she is gone When you could listen to her talk all night and never get tired of hearing her voice When the sound of her name sends chills down your spine And when you see her smile the second you close your eyes!

I Guess Im Leaveing
I ENJOYED THE TIME HERE WITH ALL MY SPECIAL FRIENDS. BUT TIME HAS ENDED FOR ME TO BE HERE ON FUBAR. EVERYTHING IS NOT THE SAME HERE AS IT USE TO BE. I ONLY COME HERE ONCE OR TWICE ADAY. IT USE TO BE ALL DAY AND HALF THE NIGHT EVERYDAY SENSE LAST JAN O8 I WILL MISS ALL MY FRIENDS TAKE CARE U ALL. MAYBE ONE DAY I MAY COME BACK TO CHECK IN WITH U ALL....

Online Fun ....
Ok so I am not going to lie .. I like to cyber sometimes.. I have my phone fun .. lol but why is it a guy starts talking to you and then all of a sudden it is all about cyber .. Why the fuck can't we just talk .. just because I say I wanna CHAT does not automatically mean I wanna cyber .. I mean I am in a fucking relationship .. can't you fucking read ! never mind the fact that just because I say i am doing something does not mean that I am ...YOU can't see me ....I will say this much I hav had some cyber fun ..where ys I did do what I was saying but come on .. you start to talk me to m you gt what you want and you sign off .. afraid the wife or girlfriend is gonna find out . which yes you should be afraid .. because if you ar happily in a relationship .. why the fuck are you online cybering with someone else .. and what the fuck she isn't enough for you ? i mean yeah at least you are not out fucking someone else and bringing god knows what back to your girl or wife .. But be Man eno

Dating 101: How To Be A Total Man Magnet
DATING TIPS Dating 101: How to Be a Total Man-Magnet A girl who got paid to help guys meet women shares her insights into what motivates men to make a move. Do you ever go out sometimes and feel like guys aren't giving you the attention you deserve, and you can't figure out why? That used to happen to me too. Then I became a part-time "wingwoman" -- a girl who helps guys meet chicks by posing as the guys' platonic female friend. (Wingwoman services are available in many cities, including New York, Los Angeles, Chicago, Dallas, Miami, and St. Louis.) While earning my wings, I learned lots of little tricks every single girl can use to improve her dating success with guys. Warning: Once you perfect these moves, you might find that you're such a powerful man-magnet, you attract guys everywhere. I used to date a guy who asked me out at the ATM! More Dating Articles from Cosmopolitan: The Trick to Meeting Guys Decode His Body Language Dating tip #1: Go out in groups of no bigg

Fu-owned
fubar rather pissed me off tonight! I posted a MuMM fubar wide about buying your friends… the part they do not tell you or I just missed. Did you know that if you buy someone say for $10,000 and that person is bought from you for $10,200 you do not recoup you initial $10,000 ? You only get 10% on the %200! So, some people will go broke real quick buying friends. I learned this from a “bouncer -expert”. For those that do not want to play you can turn it off in your settings as I did LOL. Well I MuMM’d it and it was not there 5 minutes before “the shop” deleted it… LOL

Stitches
Can you see me? No, you looked right through me. My pain I wear like a patchwork quilt. Surely you saw me in these multi-colors? Pain, regret, sorrow, rejection. Each square a tribute of its own to my stupidity. See the threads? They are my tears, connecting one painful memory to another. You carry the tool to take apart this quilt. Can you, would you, free me?

My Perspective
Falling a downward spiral Trying your hardest But you can't give up Public enemy is where you'll end up Constant testing Insistant oppressing Becoming an insomniac Because your head will not let you down Forced out of your shell Comfort becomes foreign And what do you have? Time cannot be wasted You only have one single short life to live And this is it This is your test People will sooner kick you when your down than help you up And people will love to watch you fall

The Next Time You Think Your Life Is So Bad Read This.
YOU STAY AWAKE FOR 16 HOURS......... -I'VE BEEN AWAKE FOR 48 HOURS STRAIGHT. -YOU TAKE A WARM SHOWER TO HELP YOU WAKE UP......... -THE RAIN IN THE MIDDLE OF THE INTERSTATE KEEPS ME AWAKE. -YOU COMPLAIN OF A "HEADACHE" AND CALL IN SICK.......... -I'M CHILLED TO THE BONE, HAVEN'T EATEN ALL DAY, WITH THE FLU, AND THEN I RUN INTO A BURNING BUILDING. -YOU DRINK YOUR COFFEE ON THE WAY TO THE MALL........ -I PUMP ON THE CHEST OF A FIVE YEAR OLD ON THE WAY TO THE HOSPITAL. -YOU MAKE SURE YOUR CELL PHONE IS IN YOUR POCKET........ -I MAKE SURE THE PASS DEVICE ON MY PACK IS WORKING. -YOU TALK TRASH ABOUT YOUR "BUDDIES" THAT AREN'T WITH YOU............ -I WATCH MY BUDDY FALL THROUGH FOUR FLOORS OF A BURNING BUILDING. -YOU WALK DOWN THE BEACH STARING AT ALL THE PRETTY GIRLS........... -I WALK ON THE HIGHWAY LOOKING FOR THE MOTORCYCLISTS MISSING LIMB. -YOU COMPLAIN HOW HOT IT IS......... -I WEAR FIFTY POUNDS OF GE

Ranting...
- you ever get that feeling that even though you are with somebody, that you feel helplessly alone? - you ever feel that you aren't loved, even though you know people love you? - you ever feel that your life has no meaning or direction? - have you ever thought about just giving up on trying to be happy and just live your life? Well, that is how I feel as of late. No matter what I do or what people say, I continue to feel this way. I know that my family and friends love me; and I appreciate all the love I get, but that isn't the kind of love that I want. I want the kind of love that will make time stand still, make the pit of your stomach turn in knots when you aren't with them, the kind of love that makes you forget about everything. Want in one hand, shit in the other...see which one fills up first. The want hand in theory, because you really don't want to shit on yourself (at least on purpose). But in reality, your shit hand will fill up first. Because lately, that is what this

Life What You Make Out Of It
At 5 am.....I got a phone call. A person that we consider to be in our family went to the hospital. She was pregnant I didn't know........ I ran to the hospital.....she had cramping and bleeding so I stayed there comforting her for 4 DAMN HOURS. THEN I HAVE TO TAKE HER TO THE DOCS FOR HER APPOINTMENT AT 1430!!! SO IF YOU WANT TO PISS ME OFF TODAY IT'S A GREAT DAY TO DO IT BECAUSE GUESS WHAT I DON'T CARE IF YOUR THE FUCKING QUEEN OF GOD DAMN ENGLAND. I WON'T TAKE SHIT FROM ANYONE, ESPECIALLY TODAY!!!! Ok something good did come out of everything today....weighed myself and I'm 115. LOST 5LBS THAT I THOUGHT I COULDN'T LOOSE!!! It feels so good and I guess that eating once a day thing, smoking like hell, and exercise works. I drink alot of pop which I know I shouldn't but I want to stay just like this. So anyway that is my accomplishment and I'm going to start making 1 accomplishment everyday if you don't like it so what it's my little goal you could say. Next go

American Dream
What Is the American dream? Well, it would all depend on who you are asking. Some may say that owning a house, having money, the rich husband or trophy wife, and a fast car is a dream all Americans share. Others might simply say that giving their children a better life than they had is the ultimate American dream. Would not the true American dream be what America’s founders came here for? What the pilgrims fought seven grueling years to protect? The American media contributes to the out stigma a lot more than we realize. Religious freedom was the original plan, or “dream” for America, times really have changed, maybe a little more than those pilgrims planned for… Henry VII separated from the British Catholic church in 1534, because the Pope would not annul his marriage. Henry issued the act of supremacy, “which declared the English Monarch to be head of the Church of England.” The church gained complete and total control, and the option to choose your religion was non-existent. People

Xmas 2007
Around this time last year as I was driving to work , I saw a sign saying that somebody had stolen a four year old girls puppy from her front yard that was an early xmas gift. Feeling sad I contacted the phone number that was on the sign and spoke to the parents of the girl. I offered to help and invited her and her parents to visit my home, because each Xmas I decorate my house with lights for everyone to see and to get into the spirit of giving. That sign gave to me the sweetest family that anyone could wish for. Just to see the smile on the child's face was enough to bring a tear to my eye as well as her parents. By the way the little girls name was FAITH and she gave all that back to me with the biggest smile and the brightest gleam in her eye when I let her turn the lights on to my home. A child got a gift of happiness.....and I also bought her a white Labrador puppy. So be it!!!

Lost Love
I started a wonderful relationship last January with the most wonderful guy I had ever met. We hit it off from the begining, wanted the same things, and always there for each other. He moved from Georgia to Detroit so we could be together. We were going to get married, thats how in love we were. Things started going wrong. He couldn't or wouldn't find a job. He went to school to be a truck driver, and couldn't get a job doing that either. Maybe he didn't want to, who knows. In August he started missing home. Maybe it was his ex. He moved back home to be with mommy and daddy. Now he thinks that everything was my fault. My fault he couldn't find work. My fault the relationship went sour. My fault he didn't like my friends. I paid for him to move here, for the seven months he was here I paid for everything he had. But it's all my fault he wasn't happy. Now he has yet to pay for the schooling that I co-signed for. I will probably end up having to pay for that too. But it's my fault t

Rap Show In Indy!
Winter Break Bash!! Tuesday, December 16th Birdy's Bar & Grill -2131 E. 71st Street Indianapolis, IN 46220 Come check my boys B Real and MC Big Tid hittin the stage. Also on the bill: A.C.E. O.N.E. Son of Thought Sho 7 Hosted by DJ Ashley Ross Should be a great show with lots of talent on the stage. $5 Cover Show starts at 8:30 I'll be there and you should be too!

Gettin My Sexy Back!
Alright Dammit, Check it Out. I've been putting if off for a few years, but this year I'm sticking to my resolution to lose weight and get back into shape. I haven't completely slipped, but I'm getting a little chubby. My goal is to go from 255 to 225 before my birthday in August. Sounds like a long time, but I tend to get lazy - between travelling for work, my love of Burger King and Sundays doing nothing. So my plan is to document my excursion here through photos, but I have to bring myself to post the before photos. Who has some good weight loss advice or tips?

Beating Of A Heart *poem*
I feel your heart beat as u feel mine I feel your touch as u touch my skin your breath caressess every curve of my body causes me to want more. Oh for the Love of sweet caress, I shake inside Our lovemaking begins Arching backs, kisses- breathing upon each other~~~~~ I love what u do to me the touch of ur lips against mine the sweet taste of drink pour upon my breast Enlightening the orgasmic flow that will last a lifetime with you~~~~~~ So now our hearts beat together as one we love, achieve to love reach to love, and gain to love each other back in return My heart beats with yours now forever in a day

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Recipes
i am not a stranger to cookies. rofl My mom has always made a no bake cookie that she has passed on to me and i think that they are so decadant and yummy. 1 large box of plain graham crackers 1 large packet of coconut 1 large packet of pecans or walnuts (your choice) 1 bag of confectioners sugar one 12 to 16 ounce jar of peanut butter and melted butter mix all ingredients together except for the butter add the butter a little at a time until there is enough to make this mixture hold together when squeezed into a ball shape. make all the balls and then you will need a double boiler in the double add 1 bar of gulf wax its found in the canning section of the grocery store it is used to make the chocolate harden on the balls when they are dipped add 2 large bags of chocolate chips and allow it to melt together with the wax and dip the balls into the chocolate and place on wax paper and allow to harden (about 2 or 3 minutes) it doesn't take long and they are ready to e

You're It
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Charging 2. Your significant other? Christopher 3. Your hair? Long 4. Your mother? Strong 5. Your father? Deceased 6. Your favorite thing? Kissing 7. Your dream last night? Secret 8. Your favorite drink? Dew 9. Your dream/goal? Love 10. The room you're in? Living 11. Music? all 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Cali 14. Where were you last night? Khoo's 15. What you're not? Perfect 16. Muffins? Strawberry 17. One of your wish list items? Happiness 18. Where you grew up? Illinois 19. The last thing you did? Pee'd 20. What are you wearing? PJ's 21. TV? Disney 22. Your pets? Harley 23. Your computer? Laptop 24. Your life? Chaotic 25. Your

"bag Lady"
"Bag Lady." On the corner of the street, huddled near a door, Dressed in filthy rags, she's a member of the poor. I held out coins to add to her pathetic little pile Her eyes lit up, and as she spoke, she beamed her brightest smile "Some folks call me Bag Lady, but I have a name." "Most folks they just won't say nothing, I think it is a shame." "Cause they're the ones that ain't got feelings living in thier soul." "Lots of money, fancy cars, don't make a person whole." "I'd rather have my rusty cart... and smile my days away." "I'm a bag lady yes, and that's the way I'll stay." "I've got the pieces of my life, here in the old cart." "And cardboard to keep out the wind, when the winter starts." "It wasn't always like this, I once was just like you." "Oh yes, and did I tell you, that my name is Sue." "Yes, some folks call me Bag Lady, but I have a name." "Most folks they just won't say nothing, I think it is a shame." "Cause they're the ones that ain't got feelin

"the Jar"
“The Jar” I try to keep the lid on, I twist with all my might I have to keep it shut, I have to seal it tight My jar of empty hopes I keep here on the shelf Filled with jagged things that cut, and do damage to myself It’s getting far too full, something’s bound to give Too many scattered fragments of the life I’ve tried to live And now my jar of broken dreams is exposed for all to see And pain it shakes me to my soul, over what’s become of me You see I only wanted happiness, just the simple stuff But it’s always just outside my reach, yes, never close enough And now my jar of broken dreams has come crashing to the floor The parts are scattered everywhere, the jar is sealed no more So today I will stop wishing upon my lucky star Because the only thing that shines for me are the pieces of the jar… Copyright 2008 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved.

"the Lady On The Pier"
“The Woman on the Pier” In a small fishing village, I once heard the tale Of a lovely young woman, whose man was in sail And they’ll tell the old story if you wish to hear Of the fisherman’s widow who waits on the pier She waits by the water, she stands on the pier Saying, “He will return to me one of the years.” “It’s been seven winters and still I’m alone.” “Oh, Lady Atlantic, please send his ship home.” After 4 years of courtship, he made her his wife, A fisherman’s woman, the sea was their life And early each morning she’d say, “Farewell dear.” And until he returned, she’d wait on the pier. She waits by the water, she stands on the pier Saying, “He will return to me one of the years.” “It’s been seven winters and still I’m alone.” “Oh, Lady Atlantic, please send his ship home.” Then came the last morning that she said goodbye As she watched him cast off a tear filled her eye For deep in her heart she knew something was wrong And as days turned to weeks

Daddy_longstroke86
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Soldier's Christmas
“THE SOLDIERS NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS” (this version) By Major Bruce W. Lovely (With apologies to Clement Moore who first wrote this story for his children in 1822) Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone In a one bedroom house made of plaster & stone. I had come down the chimney with presents to give And to see just who in this home did live. I looked all about a strange sight I did see, No tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stocking by the fire, just boots filled with sand, On the wall hung pictures of far distant lands. With medals and badges, awards of all kind A sober thought came through my mind. For this house was different, so dark and dreary, I knew I had found the home of a soldier, once I could see clearly. I heard stories about them, I had to see more So I walked down the hall and pushed open the door. And there he lay sleeping silent alone, Curled up on the floor in his one bedroom home. His fa

Fck Like A Beast
ANIMAL (FUCK LIKE A BEAST) (Lawless) I got pictures of naked ladies Lying on their beds I whiff that smell and sweet convulsion Starts a-Swelling inside my head I'm making artificial lovers for free I start to howl I'm in heat I moan and growl and the hunt drives me crazy I fuck like a Beast I come round, round i come feel your love Tie you down, down i come steal your love I come round, round i come feel your love Tie you down, down i come steal your love I'm on the prowl and i watch you closely I lie waiting for you I'm the wolf with the sheepsskins clothing I lick my chops and your tasting good I do whatever i want to, to ya I'll nail your ass to the sheets A pelvic thrust and the sweat starts to sting ya I fuck like a beast I come round, round i come feel your love Tie you down, down i come steal your love I come round, round i come feel your love Tie you down, down i come steal your love Come ride, savage seduction Ride, ride, ride

Definitions
I didn't see a place to describe things here like on typical profiles so though I'd say it here in hopes some will read it. Mostly this started from contact from men! and not just here. I just don't get it? Men say things, we get mad, then they say they didn't "mean" that?!! Where's the dang dictionary. I'm old, been through all the decades of changing times. But even though its the new millenium I still don't see it the way men describe. They say they can't read our minds but "can you take out the trash?" to me only means one thing. As opposed to "what's the youngest man you been with?" doesn't supposedly MEAN that the YOUNGSTER had hopes in "getting with" me, only wanted to "date as friends" ...right! Then WHY does ANY man need to know WHO I've "been with" to what degree and what age? if they are just meeting me as a FRIEND??? hmmmmm?

Still Falling
I get butterflies everytime i see him my heart aches when he walks down the hall he's my everything and im his nothing. i gave him my heart. he gave me it back all torn apart i dont understand how this boy could be so perfect i love him to no end though it kills me to see him. he said i was beautiful he said i was perfect he told me that he loved me and i was silly enough to believe him those were all just lies, ways to make me fall and he did a good job because im still falling.

Yours Was Mine And Mine Was Yours
You're my angel in the sky and I love you for who you are. You're my babe in my arms and I'll never leave your side. You're in my Mind, You're in my Heart, You're in my Soul cause you make me Whole. You're in my Arms, you're in my Hands, your in my Eyes and I'll never let go. . You're so beautiful that when i gaze at you i fall and cry. Then when you pick me up we meet eye to eye, then I cry. I love you, I love you with all of my heart, I love you, I love you with all of my soul, I love you, I love you with all of my mind, Because your my angel in the sky. (This is my first poem its actually also a song that i wrote. Please rate it and maybe write some comments about it thanks) When u find the the girl u will marry u will dedicate this to her. Questions you ask, For what i hold. Is a secret among secrets, Our life we sold.. Afraid to tell, or what he'll ask. Storming away, For if i last. Never one for this, Responsible i never miss. For how it start

"old Town Square."
“Old Town Square.” It’s weathered street, just kissed by rain, lies glistening and wet The old town square, lost to time, the hallowed place we met Five hundred years past, or maybe more, when I first saw your face And still I see it, in all the things, that make up this ancient place I see it in the fountain, where people came to bathe I see it as the sun now strikes it, with it’s golden rays As they dance there in the water, shimmering and blue In every inch of Old Town Square, I’m seeing bits of you And by the hitching posts, where the horses were once tied And even those posts remind me of you, and I will not deny That you placed your reigns upon me, and a saddle on my back But you never had to bind me, because I’m always coming back To the right you know stood merchant’s booths, filled with exotic goods Bales of cloth and bangles of gold, tents stretching to the woods And near the forest I can plainly see your wagon standing there With you kneeling by the c

Wanna Be A Part Of A Leveling Crew
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Theology
Ladder Theology is the thought that you climb your way up to God. You obey all the laws, do all the right things, do the right deeds then your are on the escalator to God. (1) You, the human being, are down here. (2) Divinity is up there. (3) You've got a lot of climbing to do. You will never get there. It is an empty promise to God and yourself. You get stuck in the world guilt within yourself and blame religion for your failures. Spiritual theology is that God came to us by the Holy Spirit and God is for us. God has come to us. That is in our heart . That miracles are happening everyday for us to be witness to. i.e. child birth, surviving accident, to experience the grace of God. To have God as the center of your being and so when you can get in touch with that existence of God. Your able to let God work through you and and have this internal convertions and rid yourself of the external forces in owns life. Not to focus on the past for it has been reconciled and not worry about

Como La Flor
Yo sé que tienes Un nuevo amor Sin embargo Te deseo lo mejor Si en mí no encontraste Felicidad Tal vez alguien más Te la dará Como la flor (como la flor) Con tanto amor (con tanto amor) Me diste tú Se marchitó Me marcho hoy Yo sé perder Pero ay, cómo me duele Ay, cómo me duele Si vieras cómo duele Perder tu amor Con tu adiós te llevas Mi corazón No sé si pueda Volver a amar Porque te di todo el amor Que pude dar Como la flor (como la flor) Con tanto amor (con tanto amor) Me diste tú Se marchitó Me marcho hoy Yo sé perder Pero ay, cómo me duele Ay, cómo me duele Como la flor (como la flor) Con tanto amor (con tanto amor) Me diste tú Se marchitó Me marcho hoy Yo sé perder Pero ay, cómo me duele Ay, cómo me duele Ay, cómo me duele

Forever In Your Heart
Forever in You Heart You know That I love you In every way You bring So many magical wonders To my day How could I ever leave One reason why Cause darlin without you I cannot breathe Youre the best thing In all my life The only one Who helps me through So much pain and strife Baby you know... Youll always be in my heart Well never have reaons To ever part When I look into yor eyes All I see is you and i Together, forever in your heart Darlin yes I love you more than words can say Youll always be mine No matter where you are Youre always at the front Of my mind Only for eternity Youve touched my heart With undying hope With your love My problems can cope No one will ever take your place When I close my eyes I see me Kissing your sweet face Youre much more beautiful Than heavens glowing embrace You'll alwyas be Forever with me Baby, just wait and see Youre my dream come true And all I can say Is that I love you All I can say I

Auto 11's Are On
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Very Special Song!
This song has a very special meaning to me when i was a little girl my daddy always sang this elvis song to me....so i have such good memories of this song so when ever elvis sings this song it reminds me of my daddy singing it to me..so i dedicate this song to my daddy who died last month due to cancer and to me to celebrate his love for me and my love for him also...he had such a love for elvis and so do i....and my daddy's bday was jan4 and elvis bday is today yet 4 days after his so all in all...RIP daddy and RIP the king elvis..... love u both...

The Dawn
Don't she glow in the burning night blowtorch breath searing my neck her hungry mouth poised to feast Don't she glow a crazy moon careening wild side to side venus pendulum laughing loud Don't she glow burning bright in eternal hunger bound so tight in shifting tides of sweet release Don't she glow rocking to and fro dancing slow riding a wave of pure delight into the dawn

Work Meeting
This morning at 7am my work had a store meeting just to bitch everyone out....i am like totally sick of being bi*ched at for stuff i honestly never do i always get blamed for everyone mistakes and it upsets me cause i always get blamed it aint fair to me.while i stay a good honest employee while there has been so many previous employess leave with in a months time due to the bi*ch who runs the place she is verbally abusive to me and the employees i am so fed up i have to stay there even though i dont want to cause i need money but i been sick for more then 2 weeks i continuolsy get sick and i am so freaking fustrated inside. but today i applied for a job in the morning...so i have to follow up the first week in feb for a interview so i got to wait...i just am so upset emotionally distraut.....any advice for me? I just am a wreck i am sick as a dog and they dont care...they want me there while i am sick....i just cant win for losing and then when they give me 2 days off they take it

Im Home
It's been too long, home at last home at last I brush back your hair and gaze down at you Quietly watching you curled safe in our bed nuzzling your neck, softly I whisper in your ear. My sweet loving pet, your Master is home you lay deep in slumber wrapped in my robe, peacefully dreaming of pleasures shared A smile like a wolf's flickers over my lips I sit next to you feeling your warm flesh I slowly expose your silken skin to my touch. I wet My finger in My mouth to write my name between the mounds of your full ripe breasts, warm letters spell out my love upon your skin, I blow gently over them, My breath cooling. . . soft tingling breeze, like mint on the tongue. smiling, wriggling deeper into your dreams, you quietly sigh and part your legs for me, I watch over you in the flickering candlelight, like a wolf watching over his sleeping mate My sweet loving pet, your Master is home

Reflecting Perceptions, Sebby's Blog
Untitled Desires My answer to a question with no answer... life itself. "I control myself", but do you know what that means? Even though in hard times, impossible as it seems, as you analyze your existence, you interpret a dream. Life has no meaning, despite numerous things seen. Don't forget who you are, or you let that part die, just give it some effort, simply put, you must try, if you quit and think it is ok to give up, even cry, it means nothing to others, to yourself is the lie. Conscious but trapped, thoughts with no end in sight, you're your own leader, accept yourself, it's alright, within all lies deep conflict, don't lose that fight, if your lifetime spanned 1 day, act as if it's night. Don't say "I can't, I don't think I can" not true, someone else out there can do it, so why can't you? it's all just a mental game, no hesitation, just do, if you still want to quit, you fail, your life did too. “I will never give up, until I know it's

"enigma."
“Enigma” I’m not hot and I’m not cold, not tender to the touch Or the thorniest of roses, yet I cut myself too much I’m not the gag shoved in your mouth, the one that stifles screams A great white hope, a real thing, I’m not quite what I seem I’m not Goth, and I’m not Emo, I’m nothing like you knew And certainly I’m nothing like those beliefs you hold so true I’m not the answer and not a question, and maybe nothing more I’m not the stray that begs for scraps crouched there at your door I’m not a fist and not a kiss, not an act of war And not the one to cradle you when you’re craving something more I’m not the one to take to heart and gather there inside Because maybe I believe that peace is just a bold faced lie I’m not the one to protest, or trust the Government Perhaps I am a demon, or maybe Heaven sent I’m not one to make judgments, or do the things you do Have you finally got the picture? I’m the one you never knew. Copyright 2009 by Steve Santini. All Ri

The World Today
Is it me or has it seemed that people have just gone crazy. I can not turn on the news anymore with out hearing about somebody slartering people or animals, for no good reason. What has happened to peoples compasion life. Have we as hole become so desentized to those around us. I just saw on the new yesterday about people killing ducks and deer in a horrific way and just leaving the corpses lay. What about that can possibly bring enjoyment to a person. Can some one explain to me what is going on here. If this how things are now. I fear for my children, and how it will be for them when they are my age.

Cromers_day
Laundry and shopping started the morning. Then, got stood up and apologized to for being stood up. Movies and drinks with friends (Lisa Lampanelli's Diry Girl, Scary Movie 1 and 4, and Family Guy Blue Harvest. Not a bad Saturday. I give it a 5 out of 10.

Deleting My Account??
To All my friends... I am really considering deleting my fubar account. I just don't think I should continue to be on here. I have done somethings this previous year that I am not to proud of. If you are a true friend and want to continue to chat with me, send me a Message with your Yahoo address and I will keep in touch. I will be deleting my account by the end of this week. I had fun meeting all of you on here. Hope to hear from you...

Band Interviews!
Wide Screen Modes Everlasting Bomb Video www.myspace.com/widescreenmode www.widescreenmode.com Published on our Underground HMTV Canada Online Ezine at: Hollywood Music TV Canada Online Ezine HMTV Canada Interviews Wide Screen Mode HMTV Canada's Featured Artist's Hollywood Music TV Canada's 2008 Featured Artist are Rare Artist's that has made history and a come back into the music scene. www.myspace.com/officialkimmitchel www.lobsterlightinginc.com www.q107.com/DJsandShows/KimMitchell.aspx www.apps.facebook.com/ilike/artist/Kim Mitchell Published at our Underground HMTV Canada eZine at: HMTV DJ Tina Interviews Kim Mitchell

~darkest Gift~ New Poem
~Darkest Gift~ It is a night of ethereal pain, a song of dark desire, wolves vent their loneliness. The thirsting one wakens. Evil shrouds her pale form, a brooding agony. Her raven hair cascades over translucent ivory shoulders, and her full scarlet lips part slightly, to taste the red tears streaming from the pale flesh beneath her. Now a night of new awareness. I remember her. cr~Jon~

Pantlessness Gives Me Nightmares
Some people just don't know when to stop. Take Ashton, for example. This is the kind of guy who sings stuff by women to make a complete ass of himself... and when someone suggests lowering his pants for a gansta song, goes a bit far. Hence why I couldn't sleep last night. The image scarred me. On a nicer note, when I said nice dancing to a really hot girl on the way out who did basically every corny dance move in the book, unashamedly, she called out "I love you too!". It's a match made in heaven, I tell you. Now I hope she comes back. Fortunately (or un) she was with Ashton's group, who have become semi-regular since the end of last year (ie: they just turned 18).

"will I Ever?"
Will I Ever Will I ever make my peace with you? One I should know so well Often trapped by chains you just can’t break, in the deepest pits of Hell Struggling hard, you sometimes seem, to crawl out of that place But still I do not recognize a once familiar face Will I ever get to share a laugh, or a pleasant hour with you? A moment when the clouds are gone and the skies are deepest blue? When the forecast never says aloud that there’s any threat of rain A normal day when just for once you’re not fighting back the pain Will I ever get to hear your hopes, your visions, or your dreams? Because lately all the sounds you make are hollow empty screams The sad refrain of a driven man, one often torn apart How many times I wonder, can one survive a broken heart? Will I ever get to see you love the simple things in life? Instead of things that fill your soul with pain and hurt and strife Those sad and cruel reminders that always make you ill That keep you pushing your ma

Inner Thoughts Of An Outer World
Let me start off by saying that I have nothing but appreciation and admiration for those who serve and their families, who also make a great sacrifice. I also think chat rooms are a good way for those over seas to keep in touch with the world and kill some boredom on their off time. Which I'm sure we all couldn't even imagine without being their ourselves. With that being said, I'd like to voice an opinion on a related matter. In my honest opinion I find it irritating...no I find it damn shameful that anyone would pretend to be in the service and serving in a dangerous area for attention or sympathy in a chat room. I personally don't agree with actual service members constantly whining about being deployed to a crappy location like Iraq, but if they did the time then I guess they deserve it. People that are or were close to me who served, never complained about Iraq over and over , maybe a word once or twice but other than that... they simply stated that "Wars arent fought on

Las Vegas Itinerary
He asked what I wanna do....any other suggestions besides listed?: (Keep in mind we are young, and not rich) *Bingo (we love bingo) *Casino (first time gambling in a casino) *Bellegio fountains (cuz I hear they're cool!) *Gondola ride (cuz we gotta do something romantic) *Strip Club (never been to one before) *Circus del sul (or however it's spelled and this is a maybe.)

Politics
How Sad!! I heard this morning our economy has gotten so bad, that all the illegal aliens are headed back to Mexico. They feel financially they will be better off. The good news is that Mexico will once again have an Olympics swim team now that all their good swimmers are returning home.

Love Does Things To A Person
I met a terrific man in July, We started out just as poker buddies, and it bloomed into something I will never forget. While playing poker with a female friend of mine she introduced me to a man who i thought was absolutely gorgeous the only flaw I seen was he lived in London, a place that I have only dreamed of visiting, and seems light years away from me. We started flirting and talking way into the night. itold him I am married albeit not happily and he told me he had a girl friend who lives in Germany. Our talks progressed from the poker tables to messenger to computer calls to late at night phone calls (the late at night phone calls were not due to discreation but because of the time differnce). We talked about everything including the thought of me leaving my husband which I did, but not for his benefit, but for mine. I needed to get out of this marriage and make something of myself, he helped me believe in myself again. In October we started dating online for we both knew th

Trying To Maintain
Here I sit,sad,hurt,lost,confused and in pain. Its so hard to sit here and pretend that I am fine,when my heart is breaking and my life feels that it is coming apart at the seams before my very eyes. Do I reach out when I know that it's not wanted? Do I sit here when I feel that its needed? I have to pretend and while pretending every second that passes I lose more of myself,more of what kept me alive,I watch as others get attention and I'm the very last one in the longest line ever,so long in fact that I don't even recieve the attention,I can't voice my opinion,because I can't,but I can't sit here and pretend that things don't affect me either. What does one do when every choice is the wrong one? Why is this yet another night that I am made to feel this way,yet another night of my heart breaking,yet I am to sit here and pretend that I am unaffected,I can't voice my feelings in status changes,I cant voice my opinions at all,I have no one that I can turn to to tell of this pain and sadn

Dont Worry I Forgot Your Name To
Sexy Comments & Profile Graphicsi wrote your name in the sky,but the wind blew it away.i worte your name in the sand,but the waves washed it away.i wrote your name in my heart,and forever will it stay.everymoring i wake up in our old bed,everymoring i wake up with regret and words left unsaid.everyday i feel you like you were here,everyday day i see you like you are near.everynight your in my dreams,everynight i cry myself to sleep.i saw your face in the sky,but then the wind blew it away.i saw you in the sand,but then the waves washed it away.i see you in my heart,and forever will it stay................................................................Rhino

I Miss You!
I'm not sure where to start, I don't know how to begin, I guess I'll start with i miss you, Cause that's what I'm feeling within, I miss you like a cloud with no sun in the sky, It has nothing to look up to and so it cries, Crying raindrops fall onto the ground, To just fade to nothing, nowhere to be found, I miss you like a tree with no leave, Nothing to move and drift in the breeze, Leave scattered and sodden, Walked upon, a broke soul down trodden, I miss you like a mouth with no tongue, It cannot speak, all these words left unsung, They just hang in the moment, caught up in the mind, Words left unspoken and all left behind, I miss you like friends all alone, Each missing each other, calling them on the phone, It's like no ones answering your endless calls, Please echoing along deserted halls, I miss you like a lover torn away, From the one she cares for and thinks of each day, When she reaches for his hand, and when she reaches for his kiss, And the

Sexual Feelings
Rainy days and cold nights, These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm, Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you , Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Lets play around like connect the dots, Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride, Take my body on a journey that never ends, It always seems to just begin, Make me climax like i never done before, Do what you want to my body its all yours, Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as its pleasing

I Like This 'alone Feeling:)'
It's Saturday and I am assuming that half of the people in this country is out getting shitfaced somehwere, some party, some bar. Well here I am at home alone on a saturday. I have to admit, I quite love this feeling! I love being home alone alot because I never ever get to spend time with myself these days anymore. I am always busy at school, or doing my homework, but now I'm so happy because now i get to spend Fridays with my friends. Speaking of my girlfriend, her phone has been off alllll night so I couldn't find her. Oh well, maybe her battery died or something. Hence me being alone and loving it right now! Not that I don't love spending time with her, because I do, very much so.....but I think that it is good for EVERYONE to have some alone time to themselves. Away from distraction, you can focus more on your inner thoughts and feelings. Get a better picture of life and where you are, reflect on things. God I love it! Right now I'm trying to post this blog,lol, and

Greatest Song Ever Written
You brought me back from the dead but you don’t know what you put me through There’s not very much that can’t do but I can’t keep away from you You hate yourself for what you love but you can’t seem to get enough Look into my eyes of silver babe are they not quite red enough Chorus And I don’t know what you want from me I just want to be left alone I wish that you’d just go away Go back where you came from You love me like a hurricane Then treat me like a stranger You build me up to break me down I don’t need your kind of hurt In my life I’ve danced with the devil and I’ve seen the dark side of the moon Even hell hath no fury compared to the likes of you I’ve had to fight a lot of demons And I’ve had to break a thousand chains There’s no way I’ve come this far to go back to being a slave Chorus And I don’t know what you want from me I just want to be left alone I wish that you’d just go away Go back where you came from You love me like a hurricane Then t

Hi All
hey every one just wantwed to wirte this and say hey to all Would you? [ ] DO ME RIGHT [ ] Date me Would you rather be on top or bottom? [ ] Top [ ] Bottom Do I have pretty eyes? [ ] Yes [ ] No Do you like my body? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you be sad if I moved? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you come visit me? [ ] Yes [ ] No Am I.. [ ] Hott [ ] Beautiful [ ] Sexy [ ] Cute Would you? [[ With me ]] [ ] Makeout [ ] Cuddle [ ] MAKE LOVE 2 ME [ ] Go out Do you want to go out with me? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you give me your number? [ ] Yes [ ] No Are you going to repost this so I can answer for you? [ ] Yes [ ] No see how well you know me This is just for fun....maybe. Would you? [ ] DO ME RIGHT [ ] Date me Would you rather be on top or bottom? [ ] Top [ ] Bottom Do I have pretty eyes? [ ] Yes [ ] No Do you like my body? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you be sad if I moved? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you come visit me? [ ] Yes [ ] No Am

Dragon Speaking
I always thought you knew ~ it is i ... that voice that is only dare whispered ... in dreams ... as love sometimes is ~ i come to you now ... as always ... in this moment... my soul full of loves bravado to speak to you of the things that in waking moments ... are not overlooked ... but perhaps in the noise of my living go unheard. Those things which i always meant to be louder than the days conversation and the nights louder still ... ultimate silence ~ so it is now .. in the presence of your beauty ... and in the throes of your slumber ... i beg of you ... hear my breathing and know that i exist ... I love you I always have In all the moments of all my days ... each sunrise is my promise that you ... are my days ... each sunset my vow ... to be another tomorrow ... the sun beams my kiss .. the moon glows my caress ... the twixt my breathing this promise I bear ... is yours ... and i today as yesterday and for each tomorrow ... shall be here bes

Tagged!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. Procrastinate Now 2.All men are idiots And I married their king. 3.In America Anyone Can Be President That's One of the Risks You Take. 4.Hard work has a future payoff Laziness pays off now. 5.Where there's a will... I want to be in it. 6.EARTH FIRST! We'll strip-mine the other planets later. 7.Alcohol and calculus don't mix. Never drink and derive. 8.I wear the brains in the family. 9.No sense in being pessimistic It wouldn't work anyway! 10.I'm sorry My fault I forgot you were an idiot. okies you peeps get to do this to 1. Mz.JaXx 2. westcoastkay 3. .•°♥°•.Bright Eyed Angel.•°

Tagged
I got got twice - so decided to get this outta the way before I got got again Instructions - Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 1) I have a degree in Forensic Science from MSU and was trained in the nuclear power field by the USN - I use neither one of these in my current job 2)Wet food touching my hands makes me nauseous. (Like when you was dishes in the sink and something is still on the plates ) 3)I can't stand the sound of balloons squeaking - chalkboard scrapping and many other annoying noises don't bug me...that one makes me want to scream. 4)I can't watch a movie beginning to end without doing something else at the same time. 5) I tend to cry when overwhelme

Just Me
Okay so today is an extremely confusing day for me.. i have alot on my plate and am at a loss for what to do so I think I might have it figured out... My problem is not the ignorant people in my life its the fact that ive lost the most important people to me over the last 5 years and I am hurting and taking it out on the people I love... Except my kids they make me laugh when i want to cry'' lol So I just really want to go to sleep and wake up on the 26th if you know me then you will know the importance of that day... But anyways I just had to get that off my chest even if it doesnt make sense to some of you'' I will always know what this was about and that it made me feel better...

Me
Hello. I.m a single Mom of 3. 1 boy and 2 girls.I was born In Ft.Lauderdale and raised in West Virginia. Moved to Upstate NY in 1992. Can't wait to go home to WV. That is where I call home.My son is 18 and 1 daughter is 5yrs and th other one is a yr. They are my life.

1. I have two wonderful kids 2. I am married to a soldier 3. My husband is deployed 4. I work for an oral surgeon 5. I am a FUBAR addict !!!!! 6. Horror movies are my favorite 7. Purple is my favorite color 8. I have 4 best friends 9. My number one is one of my besties 10. I drive a '07 Mustang 11. I have had major surgery 12. I LOVE Key Lime Pie ... haha 13. Is my lucky numer 14. I can be the biggest bitch you will ever meet 15. I love road trips!!!!!!

So Far
I'll tell you how the stories told comon' oh I'll tell you how the stories told I always wanted so much more And way on down the road I caught a glimpse of the sunlight Working on my favorite thing using every piece of me Drinking, and smoking, and fucking, and making nothing I didn't do it for money, I did it all for free I did it all to fill the fucking hole inside of me So far it's working out, everything's different now So far na... Think about what you know forget about what your told See how your story grows and let it come from your own mind Do all your favorite things cover it with all your dreams Breathe it, and smoke it, and fuck it and make it something I didn't do it for money, I did it all for free I did it all to fill the fucking hole inside of me So far it's working out, everything's different now So far na... So far the mean machine hasn't got the best of me So far na..... I'll tell you how the stories told I always wanted so much more

Admiration
Have you ever felt like I do, when you get that exciting note from the powers that be, stating that "You have a secret admirer", only to guess incorrectly? Not only are we wrong, but the 6 hot people we thought would like us, indeed did not! Quite humbling in fact. This just happened to me...again. Unfortunately, I had a page full of pretty girls. So I was screwed from the get-go. I guessed, guessed again, guessing again 4 more times only to find out that those 6 girls in fact do not admirer me. Ugh. So in the event you have sent me a secret admirer message, and I haven't matched with you yet, please send again. It's nothing personal.

"i'm Gonna Be Honest With You."
How many of us have used the phrase, "I'm going to be honest with you"? I've been guilty myself, but it has recently struck a nerve with me. By saying this, does this mean that one has been lying to us the entire time? Why does that individual feel that they need to say this? It's crazy and dumb, and I would love to hear someone at some time say, "I'm full of crap, I've been lying to you this whole time, or I'm going to completely screw you over this time." Thanks for hearing me rant. I think it's my old age. But I'll be honest with ya, it feels really good to get this off my chest.

One More Goodbye
I thought you'd always be there, Always be there waiting. Everything we sacrificed, you threw away. Now I'm prepared to walk, Too tired, too numb to talk. Every step I take, can't hide the pain. What we had, it's over. I don't wanna see - I don't wanna speak, I don't wanna hear - Your lies. I don't understand and I don't even care, Cuz it's over. I send you. One more goodbye. (This is our last goodbye.) This is the last letter I write. One more goodbye. You can forget about it. You can just forget about What we had. As I lay here in this candle lit room, Reminiscing about those what could have beens And will never b's now. I am tattered, torn, and bruised - Alone, Heart broke, and used. But you'll never bury me with your shattered Dreams and your never afters. I don't wanna see - I don't wanna speak, I don't wanna hear - Your lies. I don't understand and I don't even care, Cuz it's over. I send you. One more goodbye. (This is our last goodbye.

The Words That Spill From Our Lips
So, here's my first blog message here. I am brand new to Fubar, so it may take me some time to get back to you. I'm a writer, specifically novels and screenplays. I do indulge in bad poetry, and most of my subsequent blogposts will be eithe random insanity, writing warmups, and the aforementioned bad poetry. I love meeting new people so please feel free to drop me a line!

The Perks Of Being A Wallflower
Once on a yellow piece of paper with green lines he wrote a poem And he called it "Chops" because that was the name of his dog And that's what it was all about And his teacher gave him an A and a gold star And his mother hung it on the kitchen door and read it to his aunts That was the year that Father Tracy took all the kids to the zoo And he let them sing on the bus And his little sister was born with tiny toenails and no hair And his mother and father kissed a lot And the girl around the corner sent him a valentine signed with a row of X's and he had to ask his father what the X's meant And his father always tucked him in bed at night And was always there to do it Once on a piece of white paper with blue lines he wrote a poem And he called it "Autumn" because that was the name of the season And that's what it was all about And his teacher gave him an A and asked him to write more clearly And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door because of

Poetry
Darkness Here I am sitting in the darkness all alone And for once not afraid. No I am not sad, for your on my mind and in my heart. I think of the time we will have to hold eachother, and I smile. I am not sure what the Great Spirit was Thinking, but for once he got it right. I know it's like a dream, and I never want To wake up. I can feel your arms holding me tight, The warmth goes through me. My heart races at the thought of your breath On my neck. My hands start to sweat at the thought of us as one. Oh sweet darkness your now my friend. Show me the warmth of my love when he's not Near. For darkness is where I see my love. By WhispersSoft The Wolf (Maqwai'o) The Wolf Clan of Menominee At night deep in sleep I see the wolf in the distant I hear the native flute & drum I hear the wolf howl in tune I fall deeper into sleep As I sit in the green grass The wolf comes closer The flute & drum get louder My heart starts to beat in time with the drum

Emotional Quicksand
In a pit of deep despair I cry for help but noone's there Slowly sinking in my pain Feeling nothing's left to gain Swallowed whole by my own sorrow Not wanting there to be tomorrow I lay here numb from all these tears That have been shed throughout my years Even though I put up walls Oh so easily the fall Am I at fault for how I feel? Should one not want something that's real? Through all the hurt I still have faith That one day by some awesome fate I'll meet the one who'll reach out his hand And pull me from my emotional quicksand No more gasping up for air At last there's someone who does care At last I feel I'm understood I feel loved, and I feel good

Jealousy Is A Terrible Disease ..get Well Soon Beoch
i find it pretty interesting that some people these days find it neccesary to tread on ground they are unfamiliar with!!! do ya really know who you are messin with ??? you wanna come to my page here on the fu and harrass me and sb me .. and then block me???? are we in high school again ??? and to top it off this beoch think that i wanna steal her man??? are you seriously kiddin me??? so heres what i gots to say about all of this .... first of all i think that it should be known that if your man aint happy at home then you are soooo doin something wrong!! maybe ya need to re-evaluate your relationship !!! not my fault your "man" aint into you the way he wants to be into me!!! hate on me if ya want to but trust that i DO NOT want you drunken, wife beating, alcoholic man!!! i been there and OBVIOUSLY dont want him NOW!!! good luck with your trash ... if ya need help takin it out hehe let me know lmfao **HoTTy**

New Love
i just want to say that love is great.i know that a while back i said it sucked . that was befor i meet a great lady.her name is amanda and she is the love of my life. she 26 years old and has a five year old son. i have been with her for two weeks now and it has been so woundful. i will keep every one updated on how it is going.

Lmw 331
LMW 331 It’s true, I was a kid once, sure it was a long assed time ago but the fact remains salient; there was a moment in time when I was a youth. We all have a story to tell, this is another snippet of my life; Being an Air Force brat is not a position that kids aspire to, it is more like catching the flu or some other childhood malady… it just happens to you. To be honest, it does not even become evident to those that hold the distinction until way after the experience is well ingrained, not until you find a reason that the title will benefit you in some way. You spend your life following around the sperm donor and your mom from assignment to assignment as the government utilizes the daddy asset as they see fit. If you get lucky the recruit will pass certain entry exams and land at Hickam AFB in Hawaii but more than likely you will grow up in the most diverse of communities in VERY low rent neighborhoods. This was our plight as the non-commissioned piece of work we were the na

Above The Law
Governors of 35 states have filed suit against the Federal Government forimposing unlawful burdens upon them. It only takes 38 (of the 50) States toconvene a Constitutional Convention. This will take less than thirty seconds to read. If you agree, please pass iton. This is an idea that we should address. For too long we have been too complacent about the workings of Congress. Manycitizens had no idea that members of Congress could retire with the same payafter only one term, that they specifically exempted themselves from many of thelaws they have passed (such as being exempt from any fear of prosecution forsexual harassment) while ordinary citizens must live under those laws. Thelatest is to exempt themselves from the Healthcare Reform that is beingconsidered... in all of its forms. Somehow, that doesn't seem logical. We do nothave an elite that is above the law. I truly don't care if they are Democrat,Republican, Independent or whatever. The self-serving must stop. If eac

The Beach
The beach… It was late at night and Laura was walking the beach. She thought she was alone but soon noticed someone heading her way. It was guy, older, but he was cute and getting hotter by the minute as he approached. She was horny and could not help but stare at his crotch. He had a very short swimming trunk on and his cock was just poking out from the edge. Their eyes met as they passed and she winked at him, moaning softly enough to be heard, yet subtle. Her eyes went to his crotch and she licked her lips. The look of lust was heavy in them both as they passed each other. Their hands brushed against each other and their fingers locked. Hi he said, hi back she said and asked for her hand back. No he said, taking her hand and pulling her into him. Her fingers were thrust into his mouth as he sucked on them, swirling his hot tongue over and around. She wanted to jerk her hand out, but it felt good. I can tease too she said and grabbed his hand, her mouth going up and down his finge

Kitten~
"Hi Kitten. What are you wearing now?" She could feel the heat rushing to her face as she squirmed in her chair feeling the desire building in her. The funny thing was she hadn't realized how much she missed him to until just then. "Well let's see today I'm wearing black jeans with a green camisole and boots." "Ah babe you know just how to get to me." As always he was warm and soft yet so powerful. "Come on now tell me everything." Before she knew what she was doing she was telling him everything. Starting with the jeans she was wearing and how they fit tight in all the right places. She told him how they clung just right to her hips showing off her ass. Then describing the camisole she had on that was daringly low exposing her cleavage. She told him that she wasn't wearing a bra and how her pierced nipples were poking at the fabric. "Oh my dirty little slut." he said openly thrilled by her revelations. "Touch yourself for me." "I can't do that what if Missa comes in." "

I Must ....
Stereotypes are usually exaggerations, but are often based on slight fact, and if Im to be honest, I am slightly overweight . However, as stereotypes are usually exaggerations and overgeneralisations, most of the ones listed below are pretty rubbish :) Stereotype I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.I'm BLACK, so I MUST carry a gun.I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be ridin dirty.I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart.I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.I'm BI so I MUST want to fuck every guy and girl i seeI'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST not have morals.I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUS

She Love Me
http://www.mp3lyrics.org/dRa She Loves Me It'S Not Just In My HeadShe Loves Me Even Though It'S Not Been SaidAnd If Anything Means Anything ThenThis Means Something GoodAnd I Guess I'D Love Her Back If I Only CouldShe Loves Me I Can See It When She Smiles Ear To EarShe Loves Me And I'M Sure That She Can'T HearHow I Scream Out For Someone ElseWhen I'M Asleep Or By MyselfHow I'M So Sad I Hate Myself Don'TKnow Where To Go For HelpHer Love Could Never Grow SourBecomes More Pure With Every HourAnd I Never Wanted Anything Like That From HerBut Still She Loves Me She Loves MeShe Loves Me It'S Not Just In My HeadShe Loves Me Even Though It'S Not Been SaidAnd If Anything Means Anything ThenThis Means Something GoodI Guess I'D Love Her Back If I Only CouldShe Loves Me And I Know She Can Accept Me For MyselfShe Loves Me But I'M Sure That She Can'T HelpHow I'M This Close To Cashing InHow I Chase Dreams That Don'T ExistHow I Hate Girls And I Hate My LifeThe Pain That

Recreational Chemicals
this chat i had with a fubar member made me think how most straight edgers think, and your wrong, think of it as a sport, what sport do you enjoy? inhernetly there are dangers to most any persuit, lets look at rock climbing, there are accidents all the time in rock climbing, yet its not illegal, its not taboo, its an extreme sport, and i feel that although it shouldnt make the olympics but perhaps some drug training classes and permits to negate risks, and like all sports it will always have some risks but we can minimise those with proper training i think it would be responsible for the medical comunity to recognise that there should be a class of drugs that are purely recreational, we have the technology we just need tehm to recognise that altred states or ways to feel better mentaly are just as important as antibiotics, and in doing so would be able to custom design drugs for specific feelings. with less side affects then alchol or tobaco, honestly tho, i took to much of something

Honestly...
Honestly??? A want to be solidA need to be trueThought it was rightThen I met youMy questions had answersNot one more to askThese were my thoughtsNow its the pastMy blame was at youWhy did you do this to me?But this time its differentNothing it used to beTerrified at firstA blindside of confusionAll that now has passedNo trace of illusionI had to decideJust where I would standThen realized from the startI always had a planNo intentions of hurtingNot me or those aroundPatience and understandingHas steadied me groundThings happen for reasonsFar beyond our controlJust know that nothingSets itself in stoneNever will you knowThe strength that it holds. Nova_xx 2/25/09

Love......
I once again open my self..... and everything i say i mean! with everything i can and will ever be!..... Bue i see dout in you text..... in your words..... why would i say something and not mean it!... Thats just not me..... Do i feel the same way for another! you dare ask me this?.... words that can break a heart.... Whats next?? Do i chase one that douts me?..... ........hhmmmmm

Blowin Me Up..
So.. my super at work blowin me up to the other formen... Tellin them. Don't worry I'll have Ben come clean up your mess.. Alot of the guys I work with are bros. Their gettin mad at me for this shit.. So I ask if your not doing your job is that my fault.. I'm no captin save a hoe.. I'm not gonna cover your ass. I was on a confrence all for 45 min over this shit.. I love my job alot.. my freinds are cool.. they don't feed my kids I do. Should I talk to the super and ask him to stop or have the bros step up and take care of shit?

Tasty!
She knelt calmly on her soft pillow as she listened to the sounds. He was in the bathroom. She heard the toilet flush and the water in the sink running for a while. He must have been waiting for the water to run warm. She was naked and the air was chilly causing her to shiver and her nipples to perk up with soft little bumps rising on the areolas surrounding her dark, pink buds.He was so very good to her, so loving yet firm. What pleasures would he seek from her tonight? She looked down at the floor, not seeing anything, just lost in her thoughts of pleasing him. The intense love she felt for him filled her with joy and she smiled. Oh yes, anything her Master desired, that is what she would give to him. They gave those gifts, the give and the take, the sharing of being completely in tune with one another.She thought about dinner, how she had made a delicious meal and served his favorite wine. She had wanted to welcome him home with love, knowing he'd had a busy day. She had wanted to c

~weather?~
When I woke up this morning, it was on the cold side. It had been raining, off and on for two days and this morning the sun peaked out for a few minutes, just after dawn. Then it went back to a slow drizzling, cold rain. My girlfriend had kissed me goodbye as she left for a three day business trip, just before the rain started and was due home today. To say I was in a good mood was an understatement. Not seeing Ann for three days was bad enough, but to have it rain on top of that made it even worse. Ann, now there's a lady to study on. Five foot, seven inches of beautiful curves and long, long legs. When I had been introduced to her at a Christmas party four years ago, she had seemed very standoffish and cold. I found out later that attitude was caused by a very jealous and childish boyfriend. I was lucky enough to have run into her shortly after she dumped him and we've been together ever since. She had called around eight AM to say she would be home around two, if everything went ok

Writings
Eager anticipation makes a long road longer The flow of time already slow, floats lazily in still waters It seems the world is against my every desire Things from so long ago, they should be gone I want to go home and so fate will tease me The future for whcih I dream is but a whisper I wish my eagle would spread it's wings Making times passage a wind in my face Untill that point, where life at last is whole Eager anticipation makes a long road longer The flow of time already slow, floats lazily in still waters

Grrrrrrrrr
I have been talking to my ex from HS on facebook and he's In Iraq. Well I was talking to him just now, and a rocket hit his base, And he acted like nothing. I on the other hand started shaking And he was scting like it was nothing. Apearently this happens offten.. I couldn't Imagin being a military wife/girlfriend, Now he went on patrol to make sure everything is ok. He knows my situation so He knows If I get on at night he can't IM me even thou he's on my friends. I'm so not ready for a friendship with a military guy, He get's leave in Sept and he's coming back to Philly But still He's right in the mix of shit out there :( He was my 1st boyfrined so nothing ever happenend between us and were strickly friends so get your minds out the gutter.

What Pets Write In Their Diaries
WHAT PETS WRITE IN THEIR DIARIES Excerpts from a Dog's Diary...... 8:00 am - Dog food! My favorite thing!9:30 am - A car ride! My favorite thing!9:40 am - A walk in the park! My favorite thing!10:30 am - Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing!12:00 pm - Lunch! My favorite thing! 1:00 pm - Played in the yard! My favorite thing! 3:00 pm - Wagged my tail! My favorite thing! 5:00 pm - Milk Bones! My favorite thing! 7:00 pm - Got to play ball! My favorite thing! 8:00 pm - Wow! Watched TV with the people! My favorite thing!

Noothing Important
I am going thorw and deleting poeople so if you havent left me a comment or at lest said hi or fanned me you will go. All you have to do is one of them 3 things and you stay. i dont mean to be a jerk but im here to meet friends and this is like im here to buy bling. so come friday i will start deleting.

Blah
slight chance of you reading this but we will meet again in court! not only did ur stupid ass total my brand new truck, u fucked me up too!!!!!!!!!!! and i thought id let you know how lucky u wher that that i wasnt able to kick your damn ass!!!!!!!!!!!! If i wouldnt of gottn a good hit like that i would of came out of my truck i would of made you shit your own teeth!!!!!!!! freakin retard!!!!! but it does do justice that you wont be to happy in the future knowing that you handled your cellphone and that caused you to hall ass into my truckyour luck i was the only one really injured!!!!!!!!! Fuckin idiot!!! A BIG ASS TRUCK and u totaled it , the frame is completly fucked up! do u even know how much force it takes to do that? could of been dead!and my luck the incomin traffic wasnt to bad otherwise i would of ran down the damn ditch into the creek! oh man u guys have no idea how pissed i am about this!!!! and my neck, shoulders and back is messed up. long termn shit on my neck

Hate
I am always telling my kids you should never hate anything , objects , foods , even people. But I am sitting here after driving off from my own home pissed consumed in hate . Everyone has family issues I have two a brother and a sister who I have no idea how my parents could of produced . The divorce is taking a toll on me after 14 years of being put through verbal hell and losing friends and even being told by him to just stay away from my siblings because they are awful . Funny thing though as soon as divorce was said they are now his two best friends . He said to me tonight as your "friend" he wanted to tell me something that was said . LMFAO as my friend my ass , wasn't a husband ain't never been my friend but tells me something that supposedly I did that my sister's x boyfriend said . My oldest is ten and has had people in and out of her life and her x made a positive impact on her life and she asked me a few weeks back to stop and say hi to him . Knowing her missing him was genui

Pissed Off
I am so sick of the way things are. I am stuck at home 24/7 with kids damn near all day. My other half and *the roommates* get to go out all the time, but me hell no. It's always can you watch the kids, do you mind watching the kids? For all that matters I am nothing more than a live in babysitter and a door mat. I am very tempted to move out and leave my other half with the kids damn near all day and let him know how I feel. I would love to be single and live by myself again. But can I really do that?

My Shit
So ive had some shit been goin....fuckin no job. been single for awhile. usually i sit at home but i was kidnapped recently lol...not in a bad way of course. Ive recently just rejoined fubar and i missed it a lot. Im happy to have the friends i have on here. i hope for more of course...but this is just my first blog entry that id figure i would write. so hope everyone is doin well

Dead Memories
Sitting in the dark, I can't forget. Even now, I realize the time I'll never get. Another story of the Bitter Pills of Fate. I can't go back again. I can't go back again... But you asked me to love you and I did. Traded my emotions for a contract to Commit. And when I got away, I only got so far. The Other Me Is Dead. I hear his voice inside my head... We were never alive, and we won't be born again. But I'll never survive with Dead Memories in my heart. You told me to love you and I did. Tied my soul into a knot and got me to submit. So when I got away, I only kept my scars. The Other Me Is Gone. Now I don't know where I belong... We were never alive, and we won't be born again. But I'll never survive with Dead Memories in my heart. Dead Visions in your Name. Dead Fingers in my Veins. Dead Memories in my Heart

Beer Stories
EASTON, Pa. — A man who previously claimed Pennsylvania courts have no jurisdiction over him because he's his own country has been sentenced to jail. A Northampton County judge sentenced 44-year-old Scott Allan Witmer to three days to six months in jail Friday and fined him $2,500 for driving under the influence. In March, Witmer appeared in court wearing a Coors Light sweatshirt and said Pennsylvania laws didn't apply to him because he is a "sovereign man." Later, he pleaded guilty to driving under the influence. On Friday, Witmer acknowledged it was "definitely wrong" for him to drive on the night of his arrest. Wearing a Coors Light sweatshirt in court, nows there's a PR idea!

The Drunkin Blog
Ok so I will only write here when I am totally shit faced andt i cant think of anthing better to do i will not edit and i will not spell check so some may be nt readable. Today in this blog ive had two shots of jack three long islands and about 3 pitchers of beer its my weekend so fuck off if you disaprove I like to drik OH YEAH the only reason Im writing is becse im waiting for some friends to get here so we can drink some more so your lucky ha ha I wont be here writing often maybe never again but i just wanted to take the time to tell all the readers of this blog That IM DRUNK AS SHIT so there you have it imdrunk and you should be so Cheers and salutaiones and all that ood stuff ima go drink more my friends are here PARTY!!!!

J Is For --
Paul bit the cornered portion of his toast after having first dipped it into the runny yoke of the egg. He preferred his eggs 'sunny-side-up' as opposed to anything else. He had smiled at the waitress as she freshened his coffee, grinning politely, managing the words "Thank you" as she did.Penny, his wife of barely a year sat beside him. She preferred pancakes smothered in rich thick syrup, perhaps overdoing it, but she'd explained that it reminded her of the way his cum sometimes slithered down the side of his shaft when he climaxed. Penny was always comparing things like that, finding eroticism in nearly everything. Just as she was doing now as her hand slowly, quietly, secretly continued stroking his hard erect shaft beneath the table.They hadn't wanted the honeymoon to end. And as such, went on a monthly retreat, usually within a few hours drive, just someplace to get away for the weekend, be together, and explore their secret little fetish.Paul as well as Penny were true 'Masturba

"rooks" The Movie!
I have a role in Rooks!!Category: Movies, TV, CelebritiesHey Guys! Just wanted to let ya all know that ur boy got a feature role in Rooks, the movie. This movie is gonna be the shit! My boy DY Sao is gonna be amazing! He's a WuShu champion and incredibly talented actor from Irvine California. Some of ya may not know who he is but when u see this movie, u'll know wat all the buzz is about!! Check out him & his kick ass martial arts videos on you-tube and his Myspace page on my top friends list along with Rooks... the movie!Now a lil more bout Rooks..... Director & Producer D. Miles has confirm me that I have a role in this movie and is working on speaking parts. I'll appear in sveral scenes!!....Rooks is a story of Khem Wu (Dy Sao) a martial artist sent to Japan to live with his grandfather. Responsible for killing a man during a boxing match, Khem wants nothing more then to leave his violent past behind him. But the past comes to haunt him. Caught up in the underground world of

Anti Aging Products
Times have changed. Our lifestyle today is a lot different from what it used to be 30 years ago. People worked the farms and the food was fresh and home cooked. Life was carefree and the only things that concerned people were everyday meals and community affairs. The most exercise people did was hard labor and walking from one point to another until they reach their destination. Needless to say, industrialization happened and along with it came a fast paced lifestyle. We now live in an age where career is at top priority and meals are “to go”. If you’re not driving a car, you find yourself chasing trains and buses to get to where you need to be. People go about life so fast they realize they’re losing their stamina and find themselves on the look out for ways to keep them going and succumb to various anti aging products available. How do you keep up with these changes? Stay healthy. The question how is met with a long list of health tips to choose from. But

Obsessions~
She could remember when she longed for the gag to be removed, the thrill she had felt when the kitten worked at the strings and she thought she might be rid of it. Now that it was gone, Elyndria was more frightened that she would unconsciously make a sound or moan and be punished for it. Her captor had left no doubt in her mind that he would not stand for disobedience and restrained as she was, she had little choice but to submit to his demands. Still, she often found herself now licking her lips, or running her tongue across her teeth, savoring the sensations she had been denied before. There fact the gag had been removed gave her hope that other of her restraints would be removed, and then her chance would come to escape.She thought she heard movement off to her left and strained to listen for any sign of someone there. She started to call out a hello, but caught herself just as her lips formed the word, remembering her command to remain silent unless spoken too. The silence surround

Time Of The Moon
I couldn't help but think of my adventures lately I've had with being a part of the firefighter team and such and having my wonderful husband by my side to give me this strength: "In times of terror, In times of fear, Remember you got two strong legs You should get up and use them walk forward. Should you find your unable to do this hold out your hand Someone will always and surely extend their warm hands to you." As long as you smiled and held my hand,I felt like I could go anywhere and do anything. -Ayumi

@war@times
Some people fight for other people to live, even if they don't know it so the next time u see a service member just go up and shake there hand. Because of them u are able to do so, and show them u care it's hard over hear ok.

Ode To My Lil Girl
> Dear World, > > I bequeth to you today one little girl...in a crispy dress... > with two blue eyes...and a happy laugh that ripples all day > long... and a flash of light blonde hair that bounces in the > sunlight when she runs. I will trust you will treat her well...> > Shes slipping out of the backyard of my heart this morning...and > skipping off down the street to her first day of school....and > never again will she be completely mine....prim and proud she will > wave her young and newly independant hand to say "good bye"....and > walk with little lady steps to the schoolhouse.> Now she will learn to stand in line ....and wait by the alphabet > for her name to be called. She will learn to tune her ears to the > sound of school bells ...and deadlines... and shell learn to > giggle ... and gossip... and look at the ceiling in a > disinterested way when the little boy across the room sticks out > his tongue at her....and shell learn to be jealous. And shell > learn how it

Sin~
Sarah had become an addiction for Kieran. Since the morning he woke up with lipstick on his cock and watched her get off on his bedroom floor, he'd become entranced with her. She felt the same way, allowing herself to grow attached to the quiet persona he showed in public, and the passionate one he shared with her. Tonight would be another night of pleasure for Kieran, one he was growing accustomed too. Sarah had gone out on her own to arrange for Kieran to be accepted into a unique club she helped start up. She was now a silent partner, opting to leave the playing to others while she enjoyed the view behind the windows. The music was loud, the drinks of the highest quality and the atmosphere reeked of not only wealth, security, and fun, but it was also apparent that only the most elite were allowed past the two burly, but exquisitely dressed, men at the front door. Kieran watched with interest as Sarah said hellos and kissed cheeks. It was a different Sarah he was observing. She was s

Jst Sumthang From Chenny
Think back to your most important relationship, was it all your fault it's over? some Your last kiss probably meant nothing to you, right? nope....something more Is there anyone you would seriously punch right now if you had the chance? hmmmmm sum wat Do you think blondes are stupid, honestly? nah not 4real Who are the past 4 people to send you a text? iono i hav no fone Do you love where you live? yes my confort zone What were you doing 12 AM last night? bed dreaming Last person you were on the phone with for more than 20 minutes? iono i dnt remember....havent been on the fone Can you get over people easily? nope not at this moment Have you ever regretted letting someone go? yerp Would you go out in public looking like you do now? of course why not Where did you get the shirt you are wearing? mall Does your ex miss you? iono??? If the last person you kissed tried to kiss you again, would you kiss back? yup Did you sleep alone last night? always do Do you believe that th

Butterfly
Hi, Im Sara. I'm divorce and i have 3 kids ( 2 boys * 1 girl ) Their my treasure. I love and like alot of things. And i do have in mine ,that if i just got my High School Diploma now i will try to get my degree to became a Teacher.I know that it will take me 4 years to make that ,but thats something i have dream and im doing for my kids and also for my own self. I also want to get a small caree and that its Medical Codin ,seen i know that will not take me long to take it so ,i will start with that so that i can start working on a better job. Know a little about me, i love to cook and keep my home clean.I love sports and music and dance and alot of more things . Their is something i don't like and that is drink alchole and drugs . will God Bless Evryone Here. Sara Rubi

Farrah Fawcett A True Angel
AFTER SEEING YOUR BEAUTY DISPLAYED UPON THE NEWS AND SEEING THE PAIN YOU SUFFERED FROM CANCER'S ABUSE WE PRAYED FOR YOU ALL THROUGH THE DAY AND NIGHT KNOWING YOUR HEART, YOU FOUGHT A VALIANT FIGHT BUT NO MATTER WHAT WE DID OR WHAT WE SAID YOUR PAGES WERE BEAUTIFULLY WRITTEN AND SWEETLY READ AS YOU LAID DOWN AND BREATHED YOUR LAST BREATHE JUST THINK NOW YOUR ARE BEYOND PAIN AND DEATH THE ANGELS CAME DOWN TO YOU AND TOOK YOU AWAY AS ENTERED HEAVEN WHILE MUSIC OF LOVE QUIETLY PLAYED YOU AND THE ANGELS DANCED AND PLAYED IN THE AIR BECAUSE THOSE YOU LEFT BEHIND LOVED THE WAY YOU SHARED YOU WERE BEAUTIFUL IN THE END JUST LIKE FROM THE START NOW MAY YOU REST IN PEACE AND GUARD OVER OUR HEARTS ALOHA FARRAH, TELL MY BROTHER I LOVE HIM, MISS HIM, AND I'LL SEE HIM SOON, MAHALO.

Boner Brigade
Accepting applications from the hottest women on Fubar to join and represent the latest exclusive membership club on Fubar the Topdawg Boner Brigade! I hope to establish a harem of the most beautiful women on Fubar modeled after the most successful groups already on here. Shoot me a message if you might be interested.

My Sexy Babygirl~
He never knows the sins for which I'm atoning. His one question gets all the information he needs."Have you been a bad girl?"Though I'm sometimes unclear why, I always know somewhere deep inside myself that yes, I've been a very bad girl, and I desperately need to be punished for it.We've met like this several times now, and the pain gets more and more intense with each visit. Tonight was the last night before he had to go out of town for a ten day business trip, and I was more than a little wary of the evening's possibilities. He showed up at the door around seven, and I didn't see him carrying anything. This is because, I later realized, I didn't look hard enough. We sat on the couch for a while and chatted about upcoming events, recent shows, excellent movies - the usual things people chat about. Skeleton Key drifted around the room through the smoke from my clove, and I was beginning to feel relaxed. The atmosphere was light, and we were trading tasteless jokes. Before I'd even rea

King Tut Exhibit. Only Not
http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewPicture&friendID=370193229&albumId=1134525&authKey=N1kDpmMp8iXn1e7Klq01cbJpngaBReerup0YDtzALZ93DtpF5ZVvEh1Cou77MU5KX05xLQXsj3lsI0QkGRY96LB4tbXzXmwvM0lMRPrxsaQ%3d I went to the Children's Museum today to see the King Tut exhibit. You know that golden sarcophagus of him? The ads show it, the commercials show it. Only... it's not there. The only Tut stuff is a chair, some statues of wives and canopic jars. There IS a small Ramses II golden face. But the actual King Tut golden sarcophagas? NO. Which kind of made me mad. I mean talk about false advertising! Geez. Don't get me worng, the stuff that was in the exhibit was pretty, but it's called King Tut. I mean, the King isn't there! LMAO. Just a warning for anyone in Indy or someone who wants to see it. I also saw Dino exhibit and Star Wars. Now let's be clear that the Star Wars is based off Clone Wars. Yeah. The worst film out of them all. Plus the cartoon part on Cartoon Netwo

Tag You're It! Tagged By Kimberly-- Plain -n- Simple
Tag your it Blog game, I've been tagged to share 10 Random facts about myself, in the end I will choose 5 friends who will be Tagged for the Tag You're IT game, so keep it going! Share 10 Random Facts, goals, Habits about yourself then tag 5 of your friends to keep things going. HAVE FUN! 1-I hate the tag you're it game. Ha! 2-I have lived within the same 20 mile area all my life. Yes...it's been a long time...yes I need to get out more....I heard once that the earth was flat...is it true? 3-I have no fear of bees....I was stung once in my life. I tried to catch it with my hand....hey - I was 3 years old... 4-I don't have a sweet tooth....it magically disappeared when they stopped making the Bar-none candy bar....coincidence? 5-My musical tastes run the full spectrum of the music world. I like anything except possibly rap. My 4000+ CD collection proves it! 6- I am planning to attempt snowboarding this coming winter. I must check my medical coverage firs

Factoid (s)
Some info I came across that is very close to my heart is, first something by King Serge Kahili - Mastering Your Hidden Self - A Guide to the Huna Way , awesome book. And anything by GREGG BRADEN or there is also good stuff by MIND , BODY & SPIRIT. Ultimately anything u research is for u 2 understand from ur perspective, Plus check out Michio Kaku, really important stuff happening there. PEace

Blair Weed Project
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More Then Friends
MORE THEN FRIENDS People always say that friendships should be treasured. But I want something more with her. My love for her could never be measured. I only wish she could see how I feel. So I wonder, what can I do? Can I just be friends with her? Or can I say to her, "I'm falling for you," And lose her friendship forever? So is there any hope here or I should let my love for her end? No matter how it all turns out, I'll always be her friend.

Precious
Just a little over a week ago I added an addition to my life. Someone had thrown a baby kitten out of their car at a gasa station. I was asked if I would be willing to take it since I had no pets. I really didn't know how little this kitten actually was. Her eyes were open and she was walking around but upon taking her to the vet she weighed less than half of a pound . They didn't know how old she was. Just a few weeks. She didn't eat and at first had to be fed with a tiny baby bottle. This happened on the weekend and as the ugly head of the monster called work drew closer, I realised I couldn't leave the baby alone. As luck would have it my gf said that her kids volunteered to watch it. Like taking a baby to the babysitter, I packed up it's formula, antibiotics, toys,and food and litter box and took all to the sitter's house. I think they were ready to kill me after a few days. I guess I should have told them that they can't tie a kitten down. They named her "Precious". It h

So Yea...
So yea I was thinkin and I came up with I want a relationship but I'm not lookin for one does that even make sence? I didnt think so. I also came up with I think I wanna be a body builder. Scary huh? I thought so. I also thought about bein a Marine. Perfect huh? YEA IT IS!! I thought about bein a porn star. Creepy huh? Yea it is! Anyway this blog was completely random and I just went on about stupid bullshit to see what other people will say about it. ........ so yea.

Waisting My Tyme
long tyme i been in this eatern hemasphere waisting my tymewhere the shystem under estimates your ability defante's your characterand only intend too spread propaganda & public mischief dont care how goodhow you live in this society a man can not be too good, because this is the devil's world...

Great Songs
If you had things to do overWould you do them just the sameWould you maybe see yourselfAs just a player in the gameAnd if hindsight's twenty-twentyWould it help you see at allWould you never try the mountainAre you too afraid you'd fallAnd what would you do for the moneyWhat would you do for funWould you leave yourself defenselessWould you get yourself a gunOoh kiss me helloOhh kiss me helloOutside it's pouring and there'sNo use in ignoringThat I've stayed too longMy hands are shakingBut I can't control my feetThey're making tracks for the doorhttp://www.free-lyrics.orgDo you think you'd try the backroadsMaybe ones less clearly markedWould you make love in the daylightWould you come out of the darkWould you hold your thoughts in silenceWould you free them with a shoutWould you demonstrate your patienceWhile your destiny's dealt outOoh kiss me helloOoh kiss me helloOutside it's pouring and there'sNo use in ignoringThat I've stayed too longMy hands are shakingBut I can't control my feetT

Nipples
{ 12 Types of Nipples } 1) Bologna 2) Silver Dollars 3) Pepperoni ('Ronis) 4) Blind Pigs 5) Bubble Gum 6) Muffin Tops (aka Smurf Houses) 7) Puffles 8) Dipples 9) Pencil Erasers .....a) Tart 'N Tinys .....b) Lincoln Logs (aka Hot Dogs) 10) Candy Buttons 11) Fade-outs (aka Ghosts) 12) Crunchberries ==================================================== 1) Bologna - When the areola covers nearly the entire circumference of the tay-tay. 2) Silver Dollars - No nip, all areola. 3) Pepperoni ('Ronis) - Unusually bumpy or puckered, often with a strangely ridged edge. 4) Blind Pigs - Low-slung nips with a jutting or pointed snout, facing off-kilter directions. 5) Bubble Gum - Looks like they been chewed on by Dobermans, a lot. 6) Muffin Tops (aka Smurf Houses) - When the areola and nipple form a smooth swollen cap at the end of the bazonga. 7) Puffles - Puffles are like double Muffin Tops; when the areola and nipple are both swole up for a "stacked-o

Changes...
So, Changes, they are a part of life and I for one feel that any public display of oneslef should reflect those changes. With that said be aware that in about 48 hours Im going to clear my freinds& Fam list of ALOT of people. going to clear both fan list altogether (I will of course refan those who remain on my freinds list). My practice of just accepting add request is over, and Blank request will get ignored altogether. I will also be clearing out my Pics, getting rid of alot of them, and posting new ones in the comeing days. So, how does one surivive the cut? well, if your asking yourself that question the answer is simple.....buy me a beer and say "Hello". Thats it, that simple. those that want to stay will stay, those that dont, well, you will be gone.

Bored
You Can Only Type ONE Word.Not as easy as you might think.Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED.It's really hard to only use one-word answers!1. Where is your cell phone? nightstand2. Your significant other?huh3. Your hair? Brown4. Your mother?alive5. Your father? dead6. Your favorite thing? driving 7. Your dream last night? vivid8. Your favorite drink? coke9. Your dream/goal? family10. The room you're in? Bedroom11. Music? metal12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? carolinas14. Where were you last night? downstairs15. What you're not? Happy16. Muffins? boobs?17. One of your wish list items? sex18. Where you grew up? hell19. The last thing you did? smoked20. What are you wearing? nothing21. TV? ncis22. Your pets? fish23. Your computer? laptop24. Your life? Sucks25. Your mood? depressed26. Missing someone? no27. Favorite Store? sears30. Your summer

Public Service
As Ben Franklin said: In wine there is wisdom,In beer there is freedom,In water there is bacteria.In a number of carefully controlled trials, Scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, At the end of the year we would have absorbed More than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, (E. Coli) - bacteria Found in faeces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop.. However, We do NOT run that risk when drinking wine & beer (or tequila, rum, whiskey or other liquor) Because alcohol has to go through a purifi

God
If you don't know GOD, don't make stupid remarks!!!!!!! A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses had a professor who was avowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked at the ceiling and flatly stated, 'God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes.' The lecture room fell silent. Yuou could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, 'Here i am God. I'm still waiting.' It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him; knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to, noticeably shacken, l

Bye Bye
If I have rated you..repeatedly, sent you gifts, and tried to engage you in coversation and commented on your pics. Basically if I have been what a friend should be on here, and you cant see your way clear to utter so much as thank you or a hello, then you have no place in my list im here to socialize not immortalize! :) thanks to those who do. xoxo JC

With Love From Hong Kong
excerpts of Sarah Palin, proud American, remarks in China. Palin has posted more on her Facebook page. We live in hope (for change). Close your eyes and imagine a President of the these United States making these remarks. Ah yes I remember .....America. Many have asked to see my remarks as presented in Hong Kong. Here is an excerpt:So far, I’ve given you the view from Main Street, USA. But now I’d like to share with you how a Common Sense Conservative sees the world at large.Later this year, we will celebrate the 20th anniversary of the fall of the Berlin Wall – an event that changed not just Europe but the entire world. In a matter of months, millions of people in formerly captive nations were freed to pursue their individual and national ambitions. The competition that defined the post World War II era was suddenly over. What was once called “the free world” had so much to celebrate – the peaceful end to a great power rivalry and the

My Evil & Naughty Thoughts
So I'm watching the Show On Spike TV called MAN-swers. Questions asked by men & answerd by professionals. Tonight is Question: How do you get drunk faster then consuming beer though mouth? Answer: up your ass lol FACT!!!... Next Question: What size boobs does it take to crush a can? Answer: 44 Double D's or BIGGER...FACT!!! Why is it that women think they know what men want & want to talk about. how stupid is it to assume?...very!!!...look at the below message to me. do you want to know whats really fucked up?...you have to piss women off to get more then 3 fucking words from them. if you talk good to them & treaaat them with respect you get 3 fucking words if lucky. the below maaails proves it. This coming from someone who has 0 friends!! Wonder why that may be? Maybe because you are an asshole!?! Or maybe because you don't understand people yourself!!! At least I did say thank you for a compliment that you said to me and was trying not to be rude. But you just pissed me off

My Thoughts Of Life
Life, it is so difficult but then, it can be so simple. Difficult in as much as there is pain and disappointment in any life, but simple in how even the bleakest life can capture some rays of beauty and pleasure. No matter how disappointing or painful life is, I have always been able to find something uplifting in the midst of it all. I can remember times in my past, of being depressed because I'd lost some of the most inspiring people in my life that I never dreamed of having move on and grow out of my life;my father,my grandparents,my dignity,my self respect,life can throw you many things some good some bad,but waking up each day, not knowing what I was getting myself into when I set my foot out the door, I took another step towards the future. But above all this, I sometimes cry inside, selfishly wanting something new and something different to happen, or something to go just the way I had planned. But I know that I can't hold back on the rest of my life forever. I have

Emotion
i can't seem to let yesterday goit was a bad day that ended with me finally geting homethose that can't understand why things are donesometimes you just can't let someone go until you truely find out wha their really aboutif you have not been in that situationwhy make a judgementmy yesterday spilled into todayand my distress has gotten worsefeeling the need to be heldcalled someone thats off limits to meall i want to do is sleep for a weekbut i need to be heldno one else to fill that void for meno true friend that i can talk to that will undertand what i am going throughbeides GOD i am alone with these feelingscrying on and off all daynot wanting to be bothered but need to bethe devil is on me to do my bitch thing to whom has hurt mebut the GOD in me tells me to leave it alonei want so much to hurt this personphysically and mentallyi don't know what to do with myselfdesperatey needing to destroydesperately needing to hurtdesperately needing to be held~**Black Kat**~

Jokes
How Men ThinkA woman was in a coma, she had been in it for months.Nurses were in her room giving her a blanket bath.One of them was washing her private area and noticed thatthere was a slight response on the monitor when she touched her.They tried it again and sure enough, there was a small, recognisable movement.They went to her husband and explained what happened, tellinghim,"As crazy as this sounds, maybe a little oral s * x will do the trick and bring her out of the coma."The husband was skeptical, but they assured that they wouldClose the curtains for privacy.The husband finally agreed and went into his wife's room.After a few minutes the woman's monitor flat lined, no pulse, noheart rate.The nurses run back into the room. "What happened!?" they cried.The husband said, "I'm not sure, maybe she choked". A poor but desperate man goes to a brothel and asks for the cheapest prostitute. The woman say she has one girl who really is shy, likes the lights off and wont murmur a wor

Fromrheart2yours
Hey everyone i'am trying to start a business selling stuff online, and i what yall to look at my site if yall what to an tell me what you think of it the site is www.fromrheart2yours.com sing up on my site and i'll give yall a $10 gift card to use on an order of $30 or more. ty

Ripped
gonna get ripped with friends this whole weekend possibly...either jager or patron, or ketel one..or maybe even some sam adams octoberfest...it'll be a good time, regardless!! pics will be posted...stay tuned

Impression
I have been doing some thinking , and in a way I love and like my decision . I have thought about going back to the way I was doing things , which means I will be going with old methods of doing thing . I know this might tic alot of people off but oh well . This would mean wardrobe and all , back to the slacks and dress shirts that I am accustomed to , and no more of the dirty casual that I have been in lately . I had to do something to do get everything back in order . My grandmother had taught me to dress professional ,when she was alive , and I seemed to have forgotten that lesson. I have listened to the wron people . Not anymore I am back and I love it

Luke Bryan Music
Baby what are we becomingIt feels just like we’re always runningRolling through the motions everydayI can lean in to hold you, or act like I don’t even know youSeems like you could care less either wayWhat happened to that girl I used to knowI just want us back to the way we were beforeDo I turn you on at all when I kiss you babyDoes the site of me wanting you drive you crazyDo I have your love, am I’m still enoughTell me don’t I, or tell me do I babyGive you everything that that you ever wantedWould you rather just turn away and leave me lonelyDo I just need to give up and get on with my lifeBaby, do IRemember when we didn’t have nothingBut a perfect simple kind of lovingBaby those sure were the daysThere was a time our love ran wild and freeNow I’m second guessing everything thing I seeDo I turn you on at all when I kiss you babyDoes the site of me wanting you drive you crazyDo I have your love, am I’m still enoughTell me don’t I, or te

Why We Love The Kush
Can the world really go with out Kush or any sort of Weed,Chronic.What would this place be like.The chaos,the depression and all the help it does for those who have it for medical reasons.Some people use it for there own reasons,but as we all know its a seed that we plant and it grows and it depends on how the plant is taken care it can be very nice or a waste of time.I my self have done the process and work and grown some bomb ass pot.I seen people go thru bad shit just to have some weed.My godfather told me when i was 12 that pot is the gateway drug to trying everything else.Growing up my brothers and I smoked alot of bud,pot,the good shit i can say.We goten older and we ended up trying our fair share of drugs and some of us learned our lessons and some didnt.I think and wonder what this place would be like without pot.

Picuters Of The Year
International Picture of the Year Here are two very touching photos honored this year 1st Place First Place Todd Heisler The Rocky Mountain News When 2nd Lt. James Cathey's body arrived at the Reno Airport , Marines climbed into the cargo hold of the plane and draped the flag over his casket as passengers watched the family gather on the tarmac. During the arrival of another Marine's casket last year at Denver International Airport , Major Steve Beck described the scene as so powerful: 'See the people in the windows? They sat right there in the plane, watching those Marines. You gotta wonder what's going through their minds, knowing that they're on the plane that brought him home,' he said 'They will remember being on that plane for the rest of their lives. They're going to remember bringing that Marine home. And they should.' 2nd Place Second Place Todd Heisler The Rocky Moun

Chivalry
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chivalry i would love to know the honest truth on this it seems like some people are so ungreatful for real men who does these acts and iam paying the price for it i admit at what i did was poor judgement but my heart was in the right place

Squaddie Talk - Made Me Laugh :)
You know you are/have been a squaddie (marine) when.... You use target indication to point out hot chicks. You use the term 'chicks' You insist on dancing like a dick, whilst your civvie mates insist on trying to dance 'properly'. Your civvie mates don't understand any of the terminology you use such as 'no dramas', 'squared away', 'take a knee' etc. You can't help saying "Roger", "Say again" and other snappy bits of VP You use acronyms thinking your civvie mates will understand what you are talking about You cringe, and mutter under your breath 'haircut', when you see men with long hair. You walk at a ridiculous pace and are physically incapable of walking at the shopping pace of your girlfriend. You refer to personal organisation as "admin" Your girlfriend is stored in your mobile phone address book as 'Zero Alpha' You use patrol hand signals in a night club if people can't hear you You always use the 24 hour clock.... Nothing soldiers do shocks you any more

La Nausée
As humans we believe ourselves to be superior on the basis that we can reason. We believe that our lives are more fulfilling than lets say a blade of grass. This i do not agree with. Can they communicate with other blades of grass, do they feel pain when we pull one out (plants do respond to stimuli like moving towards sunlight). i personally believe that humans sense of entitlement is hogwash. the earth was here billions of years before us and will be here after our species has been extinct. The universe is another thing. we do not know if this is the first universe that has existed. The start of this universe was the big bang but there couldve been another universe before this that existed and collapsed upon itself causing this phenomena. this brings me to the concept that i want to talk about. The soul. What is the soul? In my opinion the soul and god are linked but not in the way the bible or qur'an look at things. The universe is governed by energy and this energy flows within all

Tori Amos-spark
She's addicted to nicotine patches She's addicted to nicotine patches She's afraid of the light in the dark 6:58 are you sure where my spark is Here Here Here She's convinced she could hold back a glacier But she couldn't keep Baby alive Doubting if there's a woman in there somewhere Here You say you don't want it again And again but you don't really mean it You say you don't want it This circus we're in But you don't you don't really mean it You don't really mean it if the Divine master plan is perfection Maybe next I'll give Judas a try Trusting my soul to the ice cream assassin Here You say you don't want it again And again but you don't really mean it You say you don't want it This cirucs we're in But you don't you don't really mean it You don't really mean it How may fates turn around in the overtime Ballerinas that have fins that you'll never find You thought that you were the bomb yeah Well so did I Say you don't want it Say you don't want it Say you don't want it again And a

Him-vampire Heart
You can't escape the wrath of my heart Beating to your funeral song (You're so alone) All faith is lost for hell regained And love dust in the hands of shame (Just be brave) Let me bleed you this song of my heart deformed And lead you along this path in the dark Where I belong 'till I feel your warmth Hold me Like you held on to life When all fears came alive and entombed me Love me Like you love the sun Scorching the blood in my vampire heart I'll be the thorns on every rose You've been sent by hope (You'll grow cold) I am the nightmare waking you up From the dream of a dream of love (Just like before) Let me weep you this poem as Heaven's gates close Paint you my soul, scarred and alone Waiting for your kiss to take me back home Hold me Like you held on to life When all fears came alive and entombed me Love me Like you love the sun Scorching the blood in my vampire heart Hold me Like you held on to life When all fears came alive and entombed me Love me Like you love the sun Sco

Adam Sandlers "whats Your Sign" Oh My Lanta It Cracks Me Up
Aquarius (Jan 23 - Feb 22) You have an inventive mind and are inclined to be progressive. You lie a great deal. You make the same mistakes repeatedly because you are stupid. Everyone thinks you are a fucking jerk. Pisces (Feb 23 - Mar 22) You are a pioneer type and think most people are dickheads. You are quick to reprimand, impatient and full of advice. You do nothing but piss-off everyone you come in contact with. You are a prick. Aries (Mar 23 - April 22) You have a wild imagination and often think you are being followed by the FBI or CIA. You have minor influence on your friends and people resent you for flaunting your power. You lack confidence and are a general dipshit. Taurus (April 23 - May 22) You are practical and persistent. You have a dogged determination and work like hell. Most people think you are stubborn and bullheaded. You are nothing but a goddamned communist. Gemini (May 23 - June 22) You are a quick

Gentlemen... Just Wanted You Guys To Know....
Lately I've been going through a lot of turmoil & most of it has to do with a man. So, I thought, this would make an interesting blog... So guys... please read & let me know your thoughts on this! Ladies... also... would love to hear your thoughts on this too! Feel free to comment... ** When it comes to a woman, most men say they just don't understand us. As a woman I really don't think we are really all that hard to figure out. I can only tell you of my own thoughts & feelings on this subject. A woman's feelings are very sensitive to everything that goes on in her life. Our emotions are highly tuned in to all the turmoil, all the pain, all the negativity that surrounds us. But, also, we are very much intuned to all the warmth, all the passion, all the love that our soulmate emits to us. We long to be loved & desired. We want to be held, to be comforted, to be loved beyond any other type of love that exists. We make ourselves beautiful for you because we want to hold your attention.

The Spider
Welcome love said spider to fly Come be yourself, with me abide I’ll keep you here forever mine and cherish you with love sublime. The pretty words & promises’ sheen dim quickly when true actions seen. Save them all for someone who is easier fooled by the likes of you. Did you really think that I would entertain your alibis Save them for the other flies the ones still fooled by your false guise No more will I play the fool

Women Or Men
Im my life have been mostly with men, but on occasion i've been with women. The men that have been lucky to have been in my life has mostly let me down in one wayor another: cheating, lying etc. and giving me nothing but heartache and pain, while the women in my life have always been there for me. Here lately ive been thinking more and more of bein only with women. Ive been hurt on sooo many levels by men its not even funny. This is dilemma for me. I do luv men and some men out their may have a good heart and be a good guy but ive havent' really came across any yet. Ive been married twice and have 2 sons, which i love with all my heart.

Single
I'm looking for a man under 35, no kids, no ex wives. He should have a job and a car. I don't mind if he's disabled or on disability as long as he has a car and can drive.He should be sweet, romantic, and have a sense of humor. Height weight proportionate. He shouldn't be all about sex. What happens happens but if you're humping my leg like a dog I'm going to be disgusted.LDRs aren't my forte. You'd have to visit me first. Devs are fine as long as they're not all about stumps or sex.I'm fixed, no kids. I don't want kids, mine or yours. If you're interested please send me a message.

My Heart
Chaos....total and utter chaos....heart torn ftrom ur chest and nothing u can do to stop the pain.....complete loss of motor skills....blackness......no need for food or sleep......just total darkness.....pain.....slowly killing u pain......the kind u cant subside.....tears......falling like rain....no one here to wipe them away.....chaos.....total and utter chaos....1,000 thoughts running through ur head......spinning......cant stop spinning......drowning....sorrow over takes u.....chaos....total and utter chaos.....fade to black..... Tell em all I'm on vacation,Say I went to visit friends,That you ain't heard or seen from me in quite a while,When they ask you where I've been,Tell em I'm out on the west coast where it don't ever rain,And that I'm probably doing fine,(Chorus)Just don't tell em I've gone crazy,That I'm still strung out over you,Tell em anything you want to,Just don't tell em all the truth,Yeah don't tell em all the truth,Tell em all I'm out in Vegas,Blowin' every dollar

Am I Right?
The crisis revealed weaknesses and gaps in the regulation and supervision of financial institutions and financial markets ... We must continue to do all that can be done to ensure that our economy is never again devastated by a financial collapse.

Revolution
In my dream I break the chains that hold this place together but in my dream the consequences would be so much better Then they are.... cause beyond the walls that hold us here Skies that stretch across the atmosphere Oh a revolution is near In my room I hear the echoes of the recent battle....yeah Lost and wounded as the faded cries begin to settle for the night But the words you use to hurt me now Only seem to make me strong some how Oh a revolution is now And the days will get warmer, and I'll take down my armor Together we can fight this feeling And the demons that stalk us will eventually turn to dust Together we can start this healing

Alone
welll its another day and here i stand alone ready to fight what ever comes my way and i know i will over come all cuss i know i am strong soo i say it here now u want some come get some cuss ill never back down i walk through this life alone tho there are people around me it seems like a big dark empty world and the walls area closeing in. not just on my body but on my heart and soul i wanna cry for help dont cuss i feel like it wouldnt do any good tho like no matter what. i spent my life trying to be a man now im just this scared little boy cry wanting all the hurt and pain to go away people say im a good person but do they really know me the real me how bad and spoiled i am inside its like i try to be what everyone wants me too me but its like im wrong on what they want and fail i goo soo high and fall soo hard and this time i dont think i have the well to get back onto my feet or the hope tooo like all my reasons have just went out the window and wonder why am i here on this pla

Daddy, It Hurts
My name is Chris.I am three.My eyes are swollen.I cannot see.I must be stupid,I must be bad.What else could have madeMy daddy so mad?I wish I were better,I wish I weren't ugly,Then maybe my mommyWould still want to hug me.I cant do a wrong.I cant speak at all,Or else i'm locked upAll day long.When I'm awake, I'm all alone.The house is dark,My folks aren't home.When my mommy does come homeI'll try and be nice,So maybe I'll just getOne whipping tonight.I just heard a car.My daddy is backFrom Charlies bar.I hear him curse,My name is called.I press myselfAgainst the wall.I try to hideFrom his evil eyes.I'm so afraid now,I'm starting to cry.He finds me weeping,Calls me ugly words.He says its my fault,He suffers at work.He slaps and hits me,And yells at me more,I finally get free,And run to the door.He's already locked it,And I start to bawl.He takes me, and throws me,Against the hard wall.I fall to the floorWith my bones nearly broken,And my daddy continuesWith more bad wo

Unbelievable
Unbelievable by Craig David...Thank you for this song baby...I love it...and I love you Rob Always said I would know where to find loveAlways thought I'd be ready and strong enoughBut sometimes I just felt I could give upBut you came and you changed my whole world nowI'm somewhere I've never been beforeNow I seeWhat word love means It's so unbelievableAnd I don't wanna let it goIts something so beautifulFlowin down like a waterfallI feel like you've always beenForever a part of meAnd it's so unbelievableTo finally be in loveSomewhere I never thought I'd be In my heart in my head it's so clear nowhold my hand you've got nothin' to fear nowI was lost and you've rescued me somehowI'm alive I'm in love you complete meAnd I've never been here beforeNow I seeWhat the word love means It's so unbelievableAnd I don't wanna let it goIts something so beautifulFlowin down like a waterfallI feel like you've always beenForever a part of meAnd it's so unbelievableTo finally be in loveSomewh

The Goddess's Voice !
(I Live In My Own Darkness And Wear It As If It Were A Second Skin..) (You Can Do Whatever You Please"Fore" It Will Not Phase Me..) (I Welcome The Pain Of Unbearable Life And The Joy Of Inevitable Death "Fore" You Cannot Destroy This Dark And Brooding Soul!!!) (You Just Feed Me With Your Pain And Fear..) (I Will Feed Upon Your Soul"Darkness And Pain Created By Your Sin's And Secret's...) ("Fore"I Will Bite The Hand That Feed's Me An Then I Shall Bring You Within Me And Destroy Your Tattered Soul. So Beware Of Me!!!) (I'am Everywere You Go And I Watch And Wait,My Eye's Will Glow Crimson With Blood As I Ready Myself To Tear And Rip Into Your Soul..) (You Can Not Be'rid Of Me "Fore"I'am In Your Mind And Within Your Forsaken Dark And Pain Filled Soul... "Fore" All Eternity!!!) (Written By: "XvSilverLeafvX") (October,2,2009)

Let's Get This Straight
Let's get this straight. You will not be seeing my naked. You may not know if my boobs are real or fake (figure it out yourself). I will not tell you what size they are. I will not cam with you. If you are in a relationship, married or whatever don't talk to me sexually. I don't want to hear it. If your wife isn't giving it to you, don't run on here thinking that you'll get something, especially from me. Because it's not going to happen. Maybe from a slut or a whore that has no self-respect. Maybe she will give you something. But I won't. I am a mother and I have a lot of respect for myself. I don't have time for games, so don't tell me that you're divorce or single when you're not. I'm not an idiot, I will find out. I'm looking for friends first above anything. Second, I like nice guys. Honest guys. If you don't like what i've said here, just delete me and go fuck yourself. Grow up people. Seriously.

Depression Kill Me
well, I guess its time to finally get shit off my chest. I really am not fond of Fubar, maybe because I hardly use it, or maybe because I dont really care for the methodology behind it all. I understand its about gaining rank and points and hopefully making friends along the way, but it all seems vain to me. granted i have made at least one true friend, but deep down I still feel neglected over all. I make the attempt to befriend people here, but maybe there is something about me that others dont like. i KNOW i have my flaws, but that doesnt mean I am not worth getting to know first, then if you judge me from there, at least you made the attempt....

My 1st Blog,,thank You , Queen
I see we can enter in fubar using facebook,but saw news. Two weeks ago, social networking giant Facebook announced a radical new vision for the Internet - all online activity involving Facebook would be "social by default." Think about what that means: All of your personal information, and all of your online activity, automatically shared by Facebook with anyone, anytime it wants to, without your permission. Best to have good spyware programs. Peace

Departure?
So I have recieved questions on regards to my status with Unspoken Voices. It IS true and DEFINITE, my tenure was not long whatsoever. I am leaving New Jersey to attend Marshall University in Huntington, West Virginia; however, my voice will be an active participant with my friends who decided to go elsewhere. For instance, to all whom appreciate rock, the different performances Slash makes with various bands, is similar to what I will be doing until college is over and I can concentrate on having more fun. I strongly appreciate the people who have taken the time to read my statuses and are interested in hearing the CD. Thank you all! JP

Dailymotion
src="http://www.dailymotion.com/swf/video/x6sfz" http://www.dailymotion.com/swf/video/xdavzv" Apparently, some terrorists like to take in the sites before they blow sh*t up. The all-American cocktail of glitz, commercialization, and entertainment, garnished with the busiest subway terminal in the city and thousands of tourists packing the streets daily, Times Square is for terrorists what Carnegie Hall is to musicians: the big time. Fortunately for us, the most recent jackass to attempt taking out a chunk of Times Square wasn’t a front row kind of guy in his bomb-making class. It's good to know there are slackers even in terrorist cells. [Shout out: What do you think about ... Times Square Bombing Attempt?] http://www.youtube.com/v/H7__rhJkM8M&hl=en_US&fs=1

Ever Wonder...
Ever wonder why when everything seems to be going good, things are looking up and all is well, something or someone always messes it up? Ever wonder why these people or things do it?? IDK... just a lil hurt, annoyed and aggravated... :(

Ninam211
WHY DO WE DO THINGS THAT MAKE US SAD EVEN WHEN WE KNOW IT WILL... LIKE LOVING SOMEONE WHO DOESNT LOVE YOU BACK.. TRYING TO JUSTIFY WHY WE DO THESE THINGS THAT ARE BAD FOR US.. PRETENDING TO BE HAPPY WHEN WERE NOT...

Vacation Ideas...where To Go?
So I finally am graduating with my Associate's Degree...yea it's only the first step to a much longer road ahead of me to get where I"m going in life, but still...after quitting school so many times,I'm finally happy to be at this point! Since I graduate in a week and a half from today, I decided what better way to celebrate than with an awesome road trip with my best friend, we need to take a vacation!! Where to go...beach even though it should be cold, or to the mountains? I love Tennessee, have family in Alabama, or should I just go to Florida for an out of season beach getaway? Help me decide!!

Pixie Rocks!!!
A friend is someone who can sing you the song ofyour heart when you've forgotten it. Love Quotes by Anonymous I would rather have had One breath of her hair,One kiss from her mouth,One touch of her hand,Than eternity without it. Love Quotes by City of Angels A true friend is just like a piece of puzzle. Without that particular piece, your life wouldn't be complete~Source : Anonymous's falling in love quotes True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly~Source : Jason Jordan's falling in love quotes Love in it's truest form has no languageor words, it just has a thousand and oneactions we all wish we could describe. Love Quotes by Kenneth B. Emery Doubt thou the stars are fire,Doubt the sun doth move,Doubt truth to be a liarbut never doubt thy love. Love Quotes by William Shakespeare

Paulies Rants
Right I have to start looking for a new place to live, because my Landlord can't respect my privacy, keeps walking into my apartment at night, when I'm either sleeping, or doing my thing in bed at night. Been looking at the prices for rent in Durham Region, I pay $640 a month now and can barely make ends meet. Take a fucking look out there, the average price for a Bachelor Apartment in an apartment building is $800 a month. I served my country, I've been a volunteer in St. John Ambulance. I won't share with people I don't know and I won't move into subsidized housing because you morons just cut my entitlement back. WAKE THE FUCK UP QUIT SHITTING ON US LET US HAVE OUR DIGNITY AND PRIVACY AND GIVE US THE MONEY TO AFFORD A DECENT FUCKING APARTMENT IN A DECENT FUCKING AREA. Now the big mission for 2011, first, most of my rants will now be discussed in private. Second, start moving away from peeps, activities, places that have negative influences on me. Third, have more fun. Fourth, not put

Somthing
every time i wake up i deal with life is a challenge a on going quest ending when you are old and wise. Also comes with love sex lust passion and even happyniess but there is even drama emotional pain hate anger sin. To me i believe there is salvation there is truth benife lies there is peace and not chaos. I been around for a while to know most guys and girls are just jerks. i tollerate bs and drama but dont really care idk if they are tellin the truth

Poetry And Rants
i see you so clearly watching me as i fall ever drop of your blood smeared against my wall the tears running down your face as you begin to pace back and forth screaming and yelling feeling all alone the temptation to end this drone , meaningless existince who would care, you? me ? but why should i matter to you im just a mirror, i dont speak but what you see in me speaks to you see wh tyou like, or that you hate despise and realize everything about yourself so as i shatter and begin to clatter liek your mind unravels from its tight wound ball realize this im just a mirror i dont lie, i just show you what you refuse to accept and come to terms with

A Sweeter Side Of Life
Ok so I have come to find that unless you've been here forever some people really dont knowo what they're doing. So instead of having to repeat myself over and over here is a tutorial for those who dont know how to post or re-post a bulliten. Posting a bulliten: If you are part of a lounge and youre a dj or cammer person you are usually made a bulliten to use when youre on cam or on air. It comes in the form of HTML. When you are given the file that holds all those random letters and what not all you have to do is save it to your computer so you always have it available. When you go to post it make sure you pull that file up and copy everything in that file. Then on the fubar side this is what you do... 1. go to your bulliten board and hit post new bulliten. 2. Paste all that stuff you just copied into the white box. Make sure you title it or it wont let you post it. 3. hit preview and post. There youll be able to see what it looks like before you post it. 4. hit post :)

Horoscopes..
ARIES - The Aggressive (March 21 to April 19) Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny... Excellent kisser. EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, and family is very important to an Aries. Aries are known for being generous and giving. Addictive. Loud. Always has the need to be 'Right'. Aries will argue to prove their point for hours and hours. Aries are some of the most wonderful people in the world. 16 years of bad luck if you do not forward. TAURUS - The Tramp (April 20 to May 20) Aggressive.

4 The Friends Of Jason Cant Be Ur Superman Get A Clue Dumb Fucks
2 ALLL OF JASONS MENTALLY CHALLENGED FRIENDS JEZZI BROWN ILLEST KATE SUCCUBUS ETC ETC ETC ETC if ur such good friends with jason call him or text him or whatever it is you do ask this effen worthless piece of shit why is it that he cant pay more attention to his kids instead of this garbage ass fubar crap ask why does he have to hurt them by not showing up to get them on the days its court ordered for him to have them let him know hes in contemp with the court so ur lil bling giver u know the one who rather spend money on every other skank on here instead of spending the money on his daughters who is 2 and 6 might go to jail this guy is a dead beat he abusive a rapist that takes advantage of his wife when she is passed out cold from out having a good time with family and friends for a gathering thinks its ok to have sex with her when she cant move or tell him to stop who the hell does that and when his daughter kayla the oldest was 4 he got her ready for bed and was laying down with he

Lynerem
"I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I think I have ended up where I intended to be. I want to leave this Earth knowing that maybe I learned something important and shared it with another human being. I think it's time for us to acknowledge more than what we see in the course of our daily lives. It's time for us to open our eyes and look at the world in a different way. All of us! We need to celebrate our gifts, our friendships, and our family. We need to look at other human beings and see the beauty in that person, and not be afraid of the differences. So, with that in mind, the best we can do is to look and not be afraid of our own fraities, so that we can celebrate our beautiful souls". A dad is someone who wants to catch you before you fall but instead picks you up, brushes you off, and lets you try again. A dad is someone who wants to keep you from making mistakes but instead lets you find your own way, even though his heart breaks in silence when you get hu

Cale's Heart
Our love needs no words, but so many words we say each day Just a reminder that in our hearts, our love will forever stay With our words we do convey, about a love so lucky that we share About a love we call special, a love that follows us everywhere Our love needs no actions, but each day our actions say so much About the way our love has grown, the way we crave each other's touch With our actions so much we show, about a love so blessed to know About a love so honest and real, a love we will never let go Our love needs no questions, but so many answers we both found Answers to a wish of long ago, to find a love to make our hearts pound With our answers so much we did learn, a lesson to never forget About a love that turned our life around, a love so happy we met Our love needs no finish, but in many ways our love has yet to start For we find ourselves all alone, so many miles that keep us apart With our start so many years ago, such a tiny seed now so grown About a love so incred

Just Thoughts
For some reason we think that coming to a conclusion on what a situation is, to be a bad thing. The truth is, if enough information was gave in the first place, there would be no need for an imagination. There would be no reason to think about what a possibility could be. Now I'm sure that alone isn't a bad but it is when your thoughts are right. When everything you've been told is a lie and the worst fear came true. Your mind simply isn't crazy. I enjoy the crazy thoughts, the erratic outspoken words that come to mind, the lingering thoughts of what, when, who and why..sorta left out where because people are free to be where they want. We are nothing more than prisonniers of our own mind. The world we live in could look totally different from someone else and that's fine but whose reality would you believe..your own or someone of a mental disabilities who is consider a genius. I'll stick with the super smart person than the robot that has to be everyone else. The next new thing, the n

A Million Steps Home
My name is Ryan Williams, and I died on my thirtieth birthday,..........that was four hundred and seventy years ago......today. I am five hundred years old, I am the oldest living man in recorded history, and I am alone. I have been married eight times, yet divorced only once, and I am alone. I have had twelve daughters, nineteen granddaughters, and thirty seven great granddaughters, and I am alone. I have fought in three world wars, four police actions, and numerous armed conflicts, and I am alone. I have been killed twenty six times, committed suicide twice, died in three car accidents, and one plane crash, and I am alone. I have helped to birth six children, and killed more men than I ever care to remember, and I am alone. Today is my birthday, a celebration of the day I was born, but there is no one to share it with, all my friends, all my loved ones are dead and turned to dust, I am five hundred years old, and I am the only one like me in the universe......I am alone. It's funny,

Simply Me
I am 46 years old ( or young) and have gone thru a rough past year, but with hard work and strong support from my family and friends. I am now looking to the future with hope. Inner strength was something i never knew i had, till i needed it. So when all seems hopeless look to your family and friends for help and Dig Deep into your soul and become a survivor just as i have. To all who struggle and are depressed and without hope, Let me tell you that by never giving up on myself I came back from the gates of hell. If anyone needs someone to talk to or someone to listen, i will be here.

Poems
I Shall Not Care When I am dead and over me bright April shakes out her rain, drenched hair though you lean above me brokenhearted I shall not care. I shall have peace. As the leafs of the trees are peaceful when the rain beet’s down the bough and I shall be more silent and cold hearted then you are now. How Heavy the Days. How heavy the days are. There is not a fire that can warm me, not a sun to laugh with, everything bare. Everything cold and merciless and when the beloved clear sky and stars look down I’ve learned that love can die. Brown Penny I whispered '' I am too young '' and then I am old enough wherefore I throw a penny to find out if i might love. Go and love, go and love young man, if the lady be young and fair. I am tangled in the loops of her hair; O love is a crooked thing. There is nobody wise enough to find out all that is in it; fore he would be thinking of love until the stars burn out. And the shadows eaten by the mornin light. Ah, brown

Michelle
IM HERE TO MAKE SOME NEW FRIENDS AN MYBE FIND A BOYFRIEND . IM IN T MEN THAT R IN THERE 40"S AN I DON"T DATE YUNGER MEN . AN I LIKE MEN THAT SHAVE THERE HEADS AN HAVE A GOTEE. SO IF UR FIT THIS DECRIPTION THEN LET ME KNOW .

My Life
ok,so yes of course I have had boyfriends and stuff but that was only for a short period.now I want someone who will be there fro me no matter whta yea I'll tlak shit if I need to.but other than that I am really nice please message me if u aint a perv/stalker

Who Knew
Pfft, Who knew? Now I know Jack Shit...Many people are at a loss for a response when someone says "you don't know Jack Schitt". Now, You can handle the situation.Jack is the only son of Awe Schitt and O. Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Schitt, the owner of Knee-deep Schitt, Inc.In turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt and the deeply religious couple produced 6 children: Holie Schitt, The twins; Deep Schitt and Dip Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Giva Schitt and Bull Schitt, a high school dropout.After being married for 15 years Jack and Noe divorced. Noe later married Mr. Sherlock and because her kids were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. She was known as NoeSchitt-Sherlock.Dip Schitt married Loda Schitt and they produced a cowardly son,Chicken Schitt. Fulla Schitt and Giva Schitt were inseparablethroughout childhood and consequently, married the Happens brothers in dual ceremony.The Schitt-Happens children are Dawg, Byrd and Horse. Bull Schitt the pr

2006
This is something that he ..the ex said to me...in 2006 ~ I'm writing this in response to his comment to me today " I spent 18 years trying to make you happy ...and I'll never be happy because I spent so long trying to make you happy " I was out of town during the conversations prior to the 8th of June 2006 morning sweetie, its about 4 am, just wanted to drop a quick note and tell you that i love you. Thank you Heather for my my birthday, it was awesome, I had a great day. I'm sorry about your rollercoaster game, I hope its ok. I'll be at work till probably about the same time as yesterday, I have a ton of stuff to do, but I just wanted you to know that I love you. I miss you, your always my angel, but most of all your my princess. Chuck 6.8 maria_naked4u@yahoo.com damn your gorgeous you should see what your pic did to my cock 6.6 hotbunns29@aol.com you have the most perfect ass,you should see what it did to my cock 6.4 cathynewone@yahoo.com

Short Story.....
It was what seemed to be a normal day for me, only I woke up next to you. Looking down, I smiled and moved the hair off your face and just looked at you for a moment. I got up and headed out of the room after giving you a soft kiss on your lips. You woke up and stretched. Looking around for me you figured I had been up for a bit and stepped out...you'd see me later. So you figured it was time for a shower. Walking into the bathroom, you turned the water on and got undressed. You reached in and felt the temperature of the water with the tips of your fingers then slowly got in. The water felt good against your skin and you let your hands rub over your chest and sides. You leaned your head back and let the water flow over your head soaking it. Closing your eyes, you didn't seem to notice the door open. I had come in and undressed without you knowing. I slipped into the shower and quickly wrapped my arms around you. You jumped and gasped spinning quickly to see that it was just me. Relieve

I'm Just Untamable
This is not my first blog, lol. This is my 4th time here, got up to level 33 or something like that last time. I dumped the last account because of certain women who thought I could be bought, marked, tagged, like a tree that's been pissed on by the same dog for years, marked like territiory. If I don't move up any higher, that's fine. I've spent my entire life being restricted in one form or another and I would finally say enough. I don't like rules, especially ones made for the benefit of others while regular people have to sit on the sidelines. A perfect example is the current state of the USA, it's been set up so certain groups get more benefits than others, read between the lines. I, as well as many others, believe that this country should collapse, financially. Once the money is gone, the handouts stop going to other countries and the welfare cases that have been going to generations of deadbeats will either learn to be productive, or die. I have spent all my life surviving whil

Independence Day
Independence Day, the day this country formed and declared their independence from an over reaching and smothering overlord.....and now on this independence day, i see far to many similarities between England of 1776 and our own government....our mail is scanned and post marks recorded, our electronic communications are recorded....the government gives us no answers about Benghazi, the I.R.S. to name two, the president says the same thing....there will be an investigation and if something is broken we will fix it, whats been fixed? Why is every department "broken"Why does the government shove anything "green" down our collective throats? and why, WHY can the surpeme court be allowed to overturn the vote of the people of California? When will they start overturning election results? I haven't even mentioned healthcare....the founding fathers would be grabbing their guns

Smokeys Life
So the names Charity Marie Shomaker in the year 1986 I was born to a woman named Kathrina Lee Brown and a man named Richard Wayne Shoemaker, I had curly blondeish/red hair I was 4lbs 6oz and 16 1/2 inches long. Both my parents were big time drugies and sellers so I clung to my mom til we either moved or a death happened needless to say. At the age of 1 my mothers child hood sweetheart and neighbor Scott Thomas McCormick decided to be together and I favored him over my own father so I called him my step dad & thats when my father walked out on both my mom and me (He was on the run due to a bad drug deal & owed dues). At the age of 3 my mother Kathrina married Scott McCormick in Lakeland, Florida at the state park. Thats when my brother came into the picture and I had my buddy for life. (or so I thought) At age 3 and my brother just being a newborn we decided to move to Rochester, New York to live a better and happier life both my parents got out of the drug sceane and made mega bucks at

I Did It My Way
My sex statistics My Penis is 6.5 inches long by 2 inches diameter this equals 20 cubic inches I had been having sex for 50 years If we say every two days that’s 180 times a year this equates to I have had sex 10,016 times for 20 minutes average and we presume 100 strokes per minute Given 20 cubic inches times 2000 strokes this equates to 13,000 cubic inches on each occasion 10016×13,000 =130,208,000 cubic inches that’s a lot of solid cock In terms of length 100 x 20 x 6.5 = 13,000 inches every sex session; Given I have had sex 10,016 times This works out at 3,616,800 yards or 2,055 miles No wonder I’m knackered. Working on the accepted weight of body fat per cubic inch the weight of cock delivered is 15,898,000 pounds or 7,097 tons,--- Why don’t I rest.

Single And Ready To Mingle
I find it impossible to find a girl whos not single and doesnt mind having a fun sexual relationship around where I live. So I came here to see if that exact girl is here and looking for the same exact relatonship. Please do not comment If you dont have anything nice to say. Let me know if your the one im looking for.

Foulness
I have been to a great many places, have done many things. I have I have seen many joys, and just- if not more- as many sorrows. I have seen the victomology of this world; ranging from infant to senior. There is no more purity, no more innocence. As pure as a child this day may seem, they have already had their virginity taken by the electronic surrogate of the web. So yes, no more innocence. Every heart is as blackened as coal. The air, the water, the Earth, and the heart and soul, are as fouled as decaying flesh.

My Writing
The Ringleader steps out onto his stage and announces for the first act of the night will be the Eater of Flames. The man who can eat fire so well that seconds after he swallows the flames he can project them from his throat just as a dragon would. The Ringleader steps off of the stage and back into the shadows and is replaced by the Eater of Flames. The first act begins with the juggling of the batons that he swallows the flames from just to show they are real and in fact not a trick of any sort. Then he begins to light the three batons and begins to juggle them once more and during the juggling he inserts a baton into his mouth and douses each flame in turn and drops the batons. Belching smoke and a god-awful smell of sulfur he apologizes to the audience and holds up a finger as if to say “just a second ladies and gentlemen”. With a look in his eyes that nobody recognizes he knows something has gone horribly wrong and this will be his last performance. As he begins to b

The Ramblings Of A Psycho
Is it too much to want to feel happy and loved? I want to experience the euphoria I was experiencing for the better half of this summer. I crave that high again. I need my fix. I need my false hope and false feelings of being loved. Since I never seem to experience the true versions of those feelings. I need to not feel alone. I know you cannot expect anyone to love you until you love yourself. To me that means no one can love me for a long damn time. I hate me. I hate all that I've become and all that I should've been. I'm a failure. A nobody. A disgrace. Anyone know any single SANE girls who you'd think would be interested in me? There has gotta be SOMEBODY! Anybody? Nobody.

America Killing America By Proxy
our goverment is allowing the enemies of america to murder our children. with impunity and no fear of punishment. while at the same time being willing to execute our marines for doing what they were justified doing.these terrorists are no military, they are pure and simple criminals.i,ve read where trash has said the rights of those in the midle east must be protected at any cost. aclu is sniviling about 14 leaders of terrorists being [maybe] tortured by whoever is holding them. SO WHAT, explain why the people that attack and kill americans should have anyrights at all. i don,t recall ever a case where a american soldier was given anty consideration. more as days go by

Craziness!
Sorry I haven't been on lately people! I have obviously taken on more than I can handle with school this semester and I can't seem to find the time to get online anymore. So dont think I'm not being social or whatev! I'm just really bogged down at the moment. Sux for me! I'm sure others know what I'm talking about. Anyways, sorry for not posting any comments or chatting with anybody. I keep telling myself I only have just two more months of this. And next semester you better believe that I will not kill myself trying to get ahead. Laterz people!

A Feeling Of Family
The Notre Dame football team played 29 Palms last night. That team is known for taking dirty hits at the team they play. Last year, they broke our quarterback's leg and they took a cheap shot at me last night. One of their players hit me and dislocated my shoulder and it seemed like people that knew me from school where really worried. That's why I love my school. There is always a feeling of family with the student body, especially the football team. When I was on the ground in pain, I was surrounded by the ND water girls, and a trainer. When they took me to the sidelines and sat me on the bench, everyone wanted to make sure I was okay. Ever since I transfered from Hemet High, I've felt like I was part of a family at Notre Dame.

Rawr Poetry
Just wrote this tonight. Still a work in progress, but I like how it works right now. "Looking" Looking down... The shame I feel again Birthed in a conscience unseen Lives within emotional pain From a mind so keen Looking down... I have again failed Left without someone to help me Still my soul is staled By all that I cannot see Looking down... I see my feet untraveled Striving to carry me to a future anew Where my life will be unraveled The place where I will find you Looking up... I walk as though I haven't before Towards this new life I hurry To see what I have in store In the future so blurry Well, I love writing poetry...so I figured I'd post some on here, let me know what you guys think! "One Black Rose" A trust so true, sown in deepest wrong Blossoms something no one can understand Amidst a vine of roses so white This spawn stands black as night Some say it's something to destroy While only few see it's true beauty The contrast of bel

What Kind Of Seducer Are You?
Your Seduction Style: Sweet Talker Your seduction technique can be summed up with "charm" You know that if you have the chance to talk to someone... Well, you won't be talking for long! ;-) You're great at telling potential lovers what they want to hear. Partially, because you're a great reflective listener and good at complementing. The other part of your formula? Focusing your conversation completely on the other person. Your "sweet talking" ways have taken you far in romance - and in life. You can finess your way through any difficult situation, with a smile on your face. Speeding tickets, job interviews... bring it on! You truly live a *charmed life* What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Faceless Man
Any ?'s 4 me just ask I will answer any & all ?'s. I like to talk about whatever so hit me up & I will respond. I'm a little older than some but younger than other.I love to look @ pics but have none to show anyone yet.I'm not ugly but not the cutest either.I have been told I was very handsome but that would be up 2 u if u want to c me. That's all 4 now....

Lovly To Be Me
how does eberyone get the pics that change into a another pic? Any guys out there in OC or LA lookin for fun? Any girls out there lookin for someone to go to the bar with and pick up on cute guys? Run and Hide I just wanna run and hide. Lost all love. Lost all hope. I just wanna run and hide. Ran out of love. Ran out of hope. I just wanna run and hide. Where can I go. Where can I hide. Lost my heart. Lost my soul. I just wanna run and hide. Ran out of trust. Ran out of affection. I just wanna run and hide. Was always used. Was always abused. I just wanna run and hide. God don't want me. Devil kicked me out. I just wanna run and hide. Where can I go. Where can I hide. No family to hold me. No friends to turn to. I just wanna run and hide. Gonna crawl into my shell. No reason for my life. No reason for my soul. I'll just crawl away and find somewhere to hide. Cause god don't want me. Devil kicked me out. I just wanna run and hide....run and hide. I'm gonna crawl away and hide....jus

I Thought He Loved Me
well my life has really went downhill now. well i texted justin on Thrusday night and i'm not suppose to talk to him cuz of the order of protection but i missed him and i knew my parents would never find out so i did.and well my parents did find out cuz justin told his attorney that i called him and his attroney told my parnets so i just found out that he didnt love me or he wouldnt of told anyone.then if that wasnt enough my parents didnt want to tell me but since this happen they decided to i guess when they went to court on october 5 and justin did too cuz of the order of protection i guess he brought a girl with him and they were holding hands the whole time and hugging each other and i guess they kissed to.and my parents wouldnt lie bout that cuz they knew i wasnt doing good at all and they knew that would make me feel worse but they decided to tell me.and we were supposed to still be together cuz he said we were and that he was waiting for me cuz i was waiting for him but i guess

For The Troops
PLEASE READ THE ENTIRE EMAIL AND YOU SEE WHAT IS MEANT BY RED FRIDAY. > >Last week,while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a >Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put >two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to >the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across >from me), and inquired if he was heading home. >No, he responded.Heading out I asked?No. I'm escorting a soldier >home. Going to pick him up? >No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq. I'm taking >him home to his family. >The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a >punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me >that,although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the >news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew >them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to >him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing >what you do so my family and I ca

The Lost
Tears and smiles at the thought Of all the things to me you’ve brought Of how my life is forever changed A miracle for one who affections were estranged When life and love had fled the heart And nothing good could ever start And hope had gone all was doom You walked in to my souls room Feeling grew as you touch me down deep Making me yours forever to keep And filling my head with visions of you Till no one else could ever do Held in the embrace of your soul Till only you could make me whole Desire no angel to grace my life Seeking a human to share the strife One who knows how past hurts scar One perfect vision that you are And now you’re my deepest thought For love to me is what you’ve brought By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Life
I wonder when people will realize that the "scene" has become homogeneous. It's full of 14-year-old girls with uneven bangs, black and white striped shirts, and tattered low-top black Chuck Taylors, who swoon over homosexual kissing and pathetic whiny lyrics and overuse the symbols. Their favorite quote is, invariably, "The truth is you could slit my throat and with my one last gasping breath I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt" because it like, so totally describes their relationship with that one HAWT sophomore who totally ripped their hearts out when they were like, SO in love with him. Their favorite type of music is, of course, "emo, screamo, and hardcore," three terms which, in their minds, invariably include the bands Taking Back Sunday, Thrice, and Hawthorne Heights. Their AIM screennames often include "x"s, the words "electrikk," "disaster," or some play on their favorite song from their favorite band, you know, the one they saw on MTV like a couple times, but sh

A Soldier's Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold a nd the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty year

Einstiens Riddle
There are 5 houses in 5 different colors. In each house lives a person with a different nationality. The 5 owners drink a certain type of beverage, smoke a certain brand of cigar, and keep a certain pet. No owners have the same pet, smoke the same brand of cigar, or drink the same beverage. The question is: Who owns the fish? Hints: The Brit lives in the red house. The Swede keeps dogs as pets. The Dane drinks tea. The green house is on the left of the white house. The green homeowner drinks coffee. The person who smokes Pall Mall rears birds. The owner of the yellow house smokes Dunhill. The man living in the center house drinks milk. The Norwegian lives in the first house. The man who smokes Blend lives next to the one who keeps cats. The man who keeps the horse lives next to the man who smokes Dunhill. The owner who smokes Bluemaster drinks beer. The German smokes prince. The Norwegian lives next to the blue house. The man who smokes Blend has a

I Have No Idea
hello there, i am new to all this and to be honest, i have absolutely no idea what the hell is going on. it seems a bit more complicated than my retarded space, or it could be that i am just simple. i just don't know. catch you all later when i have an idea of what is going on, but i think that that is not very likely to happen in the near future.

Philosophy
Not to impose my beliefs over any one elses, but, organized religion seems useless to me. Now, I believe that we should not waste our time listening to others peach their personal interpretation of the gospel at us. We must make our own interpretation. I have developed a spirituality that I believe to be an interesting blend of trancendentalism, existentialism, and science that I use to guide my misguided existence. Here are the basic "laws" [which I hold far as absolutes against the agnostic half of my mind]: 1. Our souls were once one, prior to the existence of the universe we have all come to percieve and planes we cannot as of yet percieve. 2. In the "creation" all things were created, from matter and energy, space and time, and the laws that govern all these. 3. "Entity", or what is commonly refered to as the soul, is a property of matter and energy. 4. The development of the universe caused the creation of great structures from amino acids to heavenly bodies. 5.

Hi
so im new to this and I dont really know how to do anything so whats going on everyone who reads this.. ha ha... I guess just hit me up and we can talk and you can tell me what im doing.. he hee. well Im fucken pissed off.. My boyfriend is annoying me.. Im sad and im fucked pissed off .. all at the same time.... I really thought everything was perfect now. and im sure im just spazing out and being a fucken idiot..... BUt im just fucken pissed.. pissed pissed pissed. shit aint perfect. and im sick of everytone not giving a fuck about anything while I work my ass off to make shit work and noone else wants to do that..noone else gives a fuck.. fuck it.. grr im so mad ight now i could fucken exploide.... now jus tbecuase i mentioned my bf thats not really what is wrong. I do love him and for me he is quite perfect. really everythng just aggitates me.. its just one of those days where work is getting me down.. and i need to get back up..lol..

Passion Test
You prefer Passionate sex! You enjoy passionate sex. You're the kind of person that has tons of fun in the sack, and you can really get into it. Not necessarily rough and lusty, passionate sex is the kind that satisfies both your lovin' and horny needs. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Hmm..
I am new here, and I really have no idea what is going on. One benefit, I believe, is that I am sue to etain a great degree of obscurity amongst so many beautiful and fascinating people. I'm sure that no one will read this, but if you do, send me a message or a suggestion on what to do next. Take care!

The First
I just wanted to say hello to everyone in the community. I'm am about meeting people that are real and want to just have a good time. talk to you all later Hey so i haven't been on in a while but I just wanted to say hi to everyone again!!!! send me a message lets see what's going on...

Ptsd Wonder Drug
Army to fund research on memory pill that may help PTSD victims By Jeff Schogol, Stars and Stripes ARLINGTON, Va. — The Army has agreed to fund research to see if a drug used to treat high blood pressure might be able to lessen the emotional impact of memories associated with post-traumatic stress disorder. CBS’ “60 Minutes” first reported Nov. 26 that the Army was looking at whether the drug Propranolol could be used to treat PTSD. Researchers hope to recruit several dozen veterans who served in Iraq and Afghanistan from the greater Boston area for the study, said psychologist Dr. Scott P. Orr, who will help conduct the research. The study will look at whether Propranolol can reduce veterans’ emotional responses to certain memories by cutting down on the accompanying surge of adrenaline, said Orr, who works at the Department of Veterans Affairs Medical Center in Manchester, N.H. In initial tests, people given the drug were observed to have reduced physiological r

Im Bored
The above named items are by far the most pleasurable things in life(to me anyway) I am looking for people in indy to enjoy them with me. I love to party so if your intrested in having some fun away from the comp. then hit me up and ill hapily give ya my number. Thanks to all that welcomed me to CT. Im always up for new friends (the more the marrier) so add me to your friends list or send me a message. Peace out peeps Chase

Make Up Sex Pt 2 & 3
(Suggestion)I always viewed make up sex as more of a fight. The mind not yet wanting to let go of the anger but the body slowly giving into the lust. I think you could expand on it by working this ambivalence(having conflicting emotional attitudes) into it. Animosity build up from constant arguments, the lack of you following through have caused consistent disagreements..You yelling... me screaming but all in the same time my body feining.Not yet wanting to give in to your sight, your touch your sound, reminicing of the previous love making sessions and how they were so profound. Caught in a tangeled web not knowing which way to turn, body saying YES mind saying LET IT BURN. as I toss and turn, wouldnt be the first time....when will I ever learn? Your suggestion of therapy is pounding my drums with your stick..although tantalyzing I would rather be missed, held tight maybe a kiss.. can you digest this? Ignoring you all in the while thinking this is a resolution, but who am I reall

Blah.
Oh. Sweet darling. I stare at the stop sign and think Of absolutely nothing. You never could have stopped me. I went to The Studio and watched him get “Save Me” tattooed on his wrist. I’ll admit that it was beautiful. I know that it’s me that needs saving now. And the oblivion has never been so peaceful. This sickness has never been so sweet. I tell myself that (the end) yes it will be alright. I scratch my face until it bleeds. Pull my hair and scream. I am completely ridiculous. Imagine me still caring. Imagine me free of this anger. Do you miss me now? I love you more than… ego suicide. The poison that fills my mind, is no comparison to what fills my stomach. I pull the trigger on my dollar store gun. Oh how I wish it was loaded. I wanna be a cowboy… but I’ve got no hat. I aim to kiss and miss. Hit your lips and this… is a mistake. Boys think twice about a girl so nice. Chucks don’t do so well in the snow. If I wanted to fall asleep alone, I wouldn’t spend

Video Game Review
i was pretty upset that ps2's scarface, the world is yours game, motley crue's, kickstart my heart was not in tony montana's tape collection like the tv comercial would suggest. motley crue is just good asskicking, thug shooting, coke selling music. i bet tony montana can even buck fitty a bitch listening to home sweet home. then again i wasn't to surprised to hear peter tosh's steppin razor ,along with some of the best dub i have heard in a long time. scarface kicks GTA III out of the water, or to coin a phrase, he buries those cockroaches...ok i am just babbling now...later!

My Poetry
Hey, all. Here's one of the poems from my new book. It is the very thing that every man should say to his woman at least once a week(lol). I hope ya'll like it. The definition of a lady A charasmatic being with a simplistic charm. Dangerously beautiful without doing harm. Striking a spell every moment she speaks, leaving a fragrance that lasts for weeks. Healing the wounds in my broken heart. Blessing the Earth with her tears everytime we part. I shall be with her forever and all things will be good. She is the definition of a lady and she does the best that she could.

2007
Don't look at me...look at who's in charge of me!!!!! Shake those haters off!!!! HOW TO HANDLE HATERS: A hater is someone that is jealous and envious and spends all their time trying to make you look small so they can look tall. When you make your mark, you will always attract some haters... That's why you have to be careful who you share your blessings and your dreams with because some folk can't handle seeing you blessed...It's dangerous to be like somebody else... If God wanted you to be like somebody else He would have given you what he gave them. You don't know what people have gone through to get what they have... (The problem I have with haters is that they see my glory, but they don't know my story...) If the grass looks greener on the other side of the fence, you can rest assured that the water bill is higher there too. We've all got some haters among us: Some people don't like it that you can Come to church, Get your praise on, Bless His Holy Name

Asses
Women's Ass Size Study There is a new study just released by the American Psychiatric Association about women and how they feel about their asses. The results are pretty shocking: 1. Only 5% of women surveyed feel their ass is too big. 2. 10% of women surveyed feel their ass is too small. 3. The remaining 85% say they don't care; they love him; he's a good man and they would have married him anyway haha