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Things Some Women Don't Know About Men.
Medications. Antidepressants (SSRI-type) and antihypertensives (blood pressure medication) are often the culprit when a man has a lowered interest in sexual activity. These can also cause sexual dysfunction. Lack of sleep. When a man is in his teens or twenties, the opportunity to have sex will often overwhelm the desire to sleep. This is often true also when a relationship is brand new. But, as people and relationships age, sex can lose its compelling nature and a good night's rest can be quite tempting. Hormonal levels. The most important physiological stimulant of sexual desire is testosterone. Many men are mistakenly sent to have a blood test for total testosterone when low libido is the issue. While that information might be interesting to know to have a full picture of a man's hormonal levels, knowing the free testosterone level is much more relevant to how much sex he desires. Also, too much prolactin and SHBG (sex hormone binding globulin) can suppress sexual desire. So when

I Wish I Could Control Myself
I have lost every other guy that has meant anything to me. I push them away. I yell I scream. I complain about unimportant things. I say things that come to my head no matter how hurtful they might be. I met this guy. I have never met him in real life but i love everything bout him. It is scary how can u feel this way about someone unknown. I love his looks, his personality, his kind heart, his innocence. I love everything about him. But the downside is that i dont know how to have a healthy relationship. I dont know how to be easy going and loving all the time. I know he is going to leave me. So I am scared to open up fully to him..... I dont know what to do anymore

Romance?..or Is It?
It all started on a Friday night. You see, I work two jobs and I also work every day of the week, but lately, who doesn’t work 7 days a week? I guess you might say that I have an odd combination of jobs. I am a computer programmer during the day, and in the afternoon and evening I work at a fast food restaurant. No, I’m not the manager there, I am basically a grunt. I only have two evenings off a week. One of them is Monday night (I’m a wrestling fan, you see, so I gotta watch Raw) and the other is Friday night. Normally I would do things I need to. Grocery shopping and laundry needed to be done on Friday, but on this night, I needed to unwind. There was nothing to prepare me for what was about to happen. I arrived home at about 4 in the afternoon from cashing my paychecks and picking up a few things I needed at the grocery store to tide me over until I actually needed to go shopping. I sat myself down at my computer and turned it on. I logged onto the internet and al

Dr. Ryan's Sexual Expressions
Wrapping this curvasive life around this moist temple. My index finger acting like the painting I wish to repaint. In all colours with your form showing each slight soft stroke on the canvas that is you. A repeated motion feeling the slight reactions of this pulse pulsating abounding around surrounding you. Can feel you moving with my finger, this reaction to it. A pulse occurring, so tight and tasting so sweet. Imagine the first summer rain you felt, around beautiful trees letting the water trickle down on top of their other leafs, deep with the motion around the tree. After the rush, your body is alive with sweet sweat to be sipped upon. The juice of life. The pure drink. The glowing glistering fruit. Your nipples are standing, your sweetness is livid and glorious. To enter you in this current form is paradise. After you have an orgasm. Entering you slowly at first, to feel your presence surrounding me. Every inch of myself makes itself apparent to you, the girth spreading you with y

Me
for those of you who dont know me this is it i have lived in augusta ga my entire life thats a long freakin time i work non stop hang out with my friends and mainly just like to chill kick back have a guinness and throw darts at the bar as you can see from my pic i wrestled for a while and got decent at it but the time came to move on to other things anyway for those of you who read this i have a new toast for you always say a toast whenever you take a drink in a group its a barlaw may those who love of us love us and for those who dont love us may god turn their hearts but if he cant turn their hearts may he turn their ankles so well know them by their limpming cheers b*tch ok i want to say that i know my status may seem weird but i just wanted to let everyone know that i am not on fubar to see you get naked i could care less what you have on yes i do look at your pics to rATE THEM BUT NOT FOR ANY OTHER REASON AND I AM DEFINATELY NOT GOING TO SOME WEBSITE AND PAYING TO WWATCH YOU PLA

What I Feel Is What You Get
MADNESS I open up my heart to you Let you in my soul Fill me with your love Look deeply in my eyes See me through, see me through Take control over me Kiss me with your tender lips Caress me with your finger tips Indulge into the sensation Make me yours, all yours

Life Is A Bowl Of Cherry's,but There's Alot Of Pits
You know you meet great friends on Fubar and you become like family,then you find out you just became a friends with a sour cherry pit!Fubar is all about fun it's a place to escape from reality!Then some one comes along and starts drama,and why?Because if they can't be happy they start drama for other peep's on Fubar!My oppinion is come on stop the the dam drama like Rodney King stated"Can't we all just get along" and because of his statement the koas stopped so lets do the same on fubar!It's all about fun and partining!

Never Think
Never think What's in your heart What's in our home That's all I want You'll learn to hate me But you still call me baby Oh Lord Just call me by my name And oh, save your soul save your soul Before you're too far gone Before nothing can be done I'll try to decide when Shall I win I ain't got no fight in me In this whole damn world To tell you to hold off But you still hold on It's the one thing that Iknown Once I put my coat on I'm coming out of this all wrong She's standing outside holding me She's saying oh please I'm in love I'm in love Girl save your soul Save your soul Before you're too far gone And before nothing can be done 'Cause without me You got it all So hold on Without me you got it all So hold on Without me you got it all Without me you got it all So hold on Without me you got it all So hold on Without me you got it all So hold on Hold on

Special Lady Pt.1
You are sitting in your office at work, and a flower delivery man approaches you. “I’m looking for Angel,” the man says. You smile and look up, “I’m Angel.” The man hands you a box of flowers and asks you to sign for it. You think to yourself, it’s not my birthday, anniversary, or a holiday, so who’s sending me flowers. You open the box and find that inside is your favorite flowers, a nice bouquet of daisies. You pull the vase out and see a card fall out as well. You open it to find a sweet card inside it. “Honey, I love you and I hope that this puts a smile on your face. The kids are staying with their grandparents and we have the evening to ourselves. Hurry home and I’ll see you soon.” You smell a faint whiff of my cologne and you feel yourself get a little excited just at the thought. You spend much of the rest of the day watching the clock and distracted. You are wondering what kind of plans I have cooked u

The Next Terrorist Attack
Subject: The next predicted terrorist attack Juval Aviv was the Israeli Agent upon whom the movie ' Munich ' was based.. He was Golda Meir's bodyguard -- she appointed him to track down and bring to justice the Palestinian terrorists who took the Israeli athletes hostage and killed them during the Munich Olympic Games. In a lecture in New York City a few weeks ago, he shared information that EVERY American needs to know -- but that our government has not yet shared with us. He predicted the London subway bombing on the Bill O'Reilly show on Fox News stating publicly that it would happen within a week. At the time, O'Reilly laughed and mocked him saying that in a week he wanted him back on the show. But, unfortunately, within a week the terrorist attack had occurred. Juval Aviv gave intelligence (via what he had gathered in Israel and the Middle East ) to the Bush Administration about 9/11 a month before it occurred. His report specifically said they would use planes as bomb

Passion!
For years I have been practicing forms of magic. I've learned a lot about spells and potions that can bring you good fortune or completely obliterate another man's life. As I became more familiar with these spells and was able to do them successfully, my mind shot in 10 different directions. There were so many things I could do with this kind of power. As my skills progressed, I moved past the petty spells that I had started with. All were temporary, so if I used one to take care of my money issues, I always found a way back. Unfortunately, the magic never lasted long enough and it was becoming apparent to me. Interest began to wane in my studies until I saw her. Eva Perez was a curvy Latina with breasts that seemed rather large considering her height. The black hair flowed all the way down to her ass and it was impossible not to stare at her. She was absolutely stunning. Right away, I knew I had to have her, one way or another. Any time I'd pass by her or see her somewhere I'd say hel

Fer Da Shyte And Googles
Name of the last person that texted you?Joy This survey gets a little personal can you handle it?Of course I'm a Male. Do you think somebody is in love with you?Yes, as I am with her. Is it easy to make you cry?No, But I will if it has to do with my son, or animals. What would you do if your best friend died?My best friend and I made a pack many years ago...If either one died first the other would support and protect his family. Do you consider yourself lucky?Luck is Luck, I actually pay no attention to it. I bet you miss somebody right now?No, I'm actually secure with myself on any level. I bet you're thinking about someone right now?erm, yeah, does the word DUH come to mind? Can you honestly say your okay right now?Since I'm capable of protection for others, I can honestly say that I'm fine. What are you doing tomorrow night?Spending time with my son. Do you tell people you're okay when you're really not?Sometimes depending on the situation, du

With Love
A woman came out of her house and saw 3 old men with long white beardssitting in her front yard. She did not recognize them. She said “I don’t think I know you, but you must be hungry. Please come in and have something to eat.” “Is the man of the house home?”, they asked.“No”, she replied. “He’s out.”“Then we cannot come in”, they replied.In the evening when her husband came home, she told him what had happened.“Go tell them I am home and invite them in!”The woman went out and invited the men in.“We do not go into a House together,” they replied. “Why is that?” she asked.One of the old men explained: “His name is Wealth,” he said pointing to oneof his friends, and said pointing to another one, “He is Success, and I am Love.” Then he added, “Now go in and discuss with your husband which one of us you want in your home.”The woman went in and told

Nsfw
She was asleep when he came in.... He was quiet in shutting the door and locking in securly behind him.Ben walked into the bedroom where she lay half covered by the bed spread her back lit by the mooncoming through the sheer curtains. He walked straight into the bathroom where he derobed and showered throwing ona new t-shirt and underwear he entered the bedroom once more she was still laying there undisturbed. As Ben crawledinto bed next to her he ran his hand around her back feeling the curves she was warm and smelled like an exotic island.He leaned closer to her breathing her smell it was invigorating and exciting he gently placed his lips on her bare shoulderletting his whiskers gently tickle her as he moved across her skin. She began to roll over on her side now there were no clothes to get in the way she was already naked, it must have been one of those nights when clothes were just uncomfortable,he began caressing her side gently, tickling her a little. She gave a small grin, sti

I'm Here
going to see my regular for a checks up today. been battling the toughest case of depression i've ever had, but im doing better. i hate how they play their games, there is no reason for me to see him today, just yep uh huh you're doin okay. okay, $15. waking up at 7 o'clock ain't my gig anymore either! *edit* everything went very well, gaining back lost weight and feeling good! Been using Fubar a lot more lately. Some very interesting people on here. I am really wanting to find some lovely young women that are wanting to put together a portfolio or just have some fun having their picture taken in the most respectful manner. What kind of pictures is strictly up for request and am willing to do this for free. I currently take pictures of our beautiful part of the world but would like to take pictures of the beautiful people in it. Some of my woek can be found at http://xen423.deviantart.com I will be discret as you wish if you do not want your pictures shared. I am also looking for

Becky
Well dad has been keeping me up to date about my grandma who is not doing well. I was goin to go down on Saturday and see her. But they are giving her 24 to 72 hours to live. I don't know if I should just take Saturday off of work and go down if she is still around or if I should just go down after work and then maybe drive home late and or stay the night in Iowa. I do need the money if I have to take off more time is she passes sooner, but I don't really want to think about it like that. This is my last grandparent around so I don't to see her in her worst but I want to see her, I love her. I just don't know what to do.

Devils Playground Enforcer Application
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Help A Girl Out =)
So, I had a little bit of drama and hastily deleted my profile but thanks to a good friends conning, I've started over again. I was level 21 before I stupidly deleted my prof. So! How's about helping me level. Just rates and add's and I'll return all the love. =) Thanks! Found out today I have a tumor on my ovary. I wont know if it's cancer until surgery. Today is just NOT good.

For Sale...
ill be a good slave and i do housework. im neat and will kiss your feet...if your into that if not ill work on up. own me today before im worth nothing and have a nervous breakdown....hhhhaaaaaaaaaaa...sorry love peace and a bottle of whatever!...xoxoxo new ramblings in about me...

In Memory Of ~
take a man put him all aloneput him 12000 miles from homeempty his heart of all but bloodmake him live in the sand and mudthis is the life I have to livethis is the soul to god I giveyou have your parties and drink your beerwhile our men are dying over heredo you care if a soldier diesdo you even have to wipe your eyeswhen you turn on CNNtell me whats going through your headdo you know what those numbers meanone less neighbor from across the streetone less hero silent from our eyesdo you care if a soldier diesplant your signs on the white house lawnsaying 'Get out of Iraq', were goneuse your signs and have your funthen refuse to pick up a gunthere's nothing else for you to doand I'm supposed to die for youthere is one thing you should knowand thats where I think you should dodo you care if a soldier diesdo you even have to wipe your eyeswhen you turn on CNNtell me whats going through your head.do you know what those numbers meanone less neighbor from across the stree

Liquid Embroidery
Prayers exude tired eyes.I hold my ribs and cry.The rapid rise and fallof my chest chokes me.- these breaths arebarely audible -I've a damp cloth sewnto my skull. It's rung out;wrinkled. Fibres fall...from crimson tear ducts.[While blue threadsembroider my face.]Moonlight won't touch me--- it's as lonely as I am,but, it will blanket my skinand I'll clutch my knees...As prayers exude exhaustedlungs, take me away.

The Song That Really Inspired Me
This song really inspired me when I was going through hard times when I was trying to pass college. God saved me and I thank Him for helping me through those times and getting me through college and helping me graduate in 2005. And I know that God will help me get a job. "U Saved Me"I was riding in my car one dayIn the express lane rollin on the freewayAnd suddenly the phone rings then IReached down beside me then i lookOn the floor felt on the backseatSee I was drinking while I was drivingNever thinking bout what I was doingI turned around and before i knew itHere comes this truck nowDoctor said don't think he gonna make itFamily said make the funeral arrangementsUnplug the machine he's gone now Then told my wife to be strong nowThen a small voice said told meIf you promise to stop drinkingI surrendered on that dayNow for ten years i've been straightYou saved me [4x]Gave me a second chanceYou saved me [3x]You saved meNow i've been sitting in this chairWaiting on the phone to ring

Picasso The Great
the name is picasso , if u dnt likeme i could care less cuz i love me some me...im going to one of the world greatest chef one day i will make history throughout the world...now u might say thats cockyness but no only confident...

I Hate Those Manic Times In Life.
I have this personality that is a blessing and a curse. No Im not bi-polar..I asked my doctor and went to a few to be sure.Im just highly emotional I guess you would say.I have what you call bad luck.People around me make comments like "with your luck" and "Gosh you have bad luck" that makes me feel bad. I am a blessed person don't get me wrong.Im well taken care of and have great family and boyfriend but bad things happen to me alot.Im accident prone.I hate it. Lately my luck has gotten worse.Ive had trial after trial lately and get quite down.But Im not the kind of person to stay down long.I usually get really angry or I cry it out and then Im fine and look forward to bettering whatever problem it is. I feel everything deeply.When Im hurt inside it takes me over completely and I wont sleep.When something happens to someone I love...well I take their burden on myself.I can't help it.I wish I wasn't that way but I am.I am a worry wort.Dont ask why Im writing this random blog..well I k

I Feel Sick
Silence envelops the moths inside, flying into my gut wall, again and again - I feel sick. My tongue of sandpaper, hopes your heart isn't as fragile, as mine. And my tears wish they could change the world for yours... But, I can no longer be the soul, standing behind you, as you fall, as I'm simply not strong enough to catch you.

My Roadrage Issues
You find concentrations of silly and intellectually challenged people in the strangest and scariest places...take I90 for instance, it's a prime example. Here's some advice for those that need it. (You know who you are...I log a lot of miles in a week, I drive a black Chevy Trailblazer, and odds are I've flipped you off by now ) 1. 20 miles an hour BELOW the speed limit in the left lane is NOT acceptable. 2. If it's bigger than you, I would suggest you either be nice and let them pass, or speed the hell UP!!! 3. In referring to the aforementioned...if you're merging onto the Interstate and there's a SEMI that can't get over because of the Idiot mentioned in number 1...it's a good idea NOT to play chicken with him. Odds are he's thinking of ways to choke the living SHIT out of Idiot #1. You really want to piss off someone driving something that big??? 4. Driving at 75 miles an hour is not advisable when trying to put on your earrings or mascara...do us all a favor, go without or EXI

Dark Seraphim's Life
I am Dark Seraphim and this is what I am feeling…. I sit in front of this computer; my fingers are slightly swollen compared to them just a year ago. My path to enlightenment has resulted with knowledge but loss; it is loss of family connection. Right now through, I do not know whether or not I ever had those connections over the last few years. Now however, what I had with my family is now being tested. I am confused over everything in my life. I am in college, passing with a GPA of 3.925. Most would be happy during this time but I am not. I am tired, distanced, and feeling alone. I am surrounded by people who cared but don’t understand what is going on at the moment. My mother calls just a few days ago to tell that she may have cancer. That word just sends chills down my body and makes my mind speed with thoughts of many passing which would include my grandmother. My mother’s words echo in my mind as I know that word and its history with my mother’s f

Anyadvice?
I wish there was a way to make him see how truly sorry I am but over the last year ive come to see that no matter what I say or do and regardless of how hard I try he will never believe me. I beg and plead and for what just to feel used. I made a mistake im only human. As if he is perfect and never made a mistake in his life. What about all the things he did to drive me away. I never meant to hurt him all I wanted was to love him and be the best wife I could be but not feeling like im loved in return only pushed me away. And I tried repetedly to tell him this but he refused to listen. I torture my self day in and day out just to keep him in my life in any way I possibly can except our son. Just for the hopes that one day we will beable to work things out and be happy again. I know in my heart we can have what we once had but my actions well over a year ago turned him cold and so to speak heartless. I say im sorry till im blue in the face and it still does nothing. Night after night day

My Kitty
Turbo lived for 21 years. I got her as a stray kitten who's mama was hit by a car. She was too young to be away from her mother... so I had to bottle feed her. She has been staying with my mom because my place does not allow pets. Her health has been slowly failing over the years and has gotten to the point where she is no longer taking care of herself, and hasn't been eating much. So, as difficult as it was for me to do... I took her to the humane society to be euthanized today. Rest in peace, Turbo. You will be missed.

Men And Sex
Well men seem to be after one thing these days and that is SEX!!! Which all fine but my problem is the ones who want to do FREAKY shit, and i get all this in the first meeting sometimes....UMMMMMM not all of us are on here to HOOK UP and if that is what i wanted it would not be right after meeting you....and as for you showing me your package UMMMMMM dont want to see that either...unless i ask dont put that shit out there it will only turn me off and i will not talk to you....JUST letting you all know!!!

Death And I Are At War Once Again...
Death and I are at war once more. This time my mother. I have already battled him and lost my father, grandfather and mother, to him. It is a price I pay for having yanked so many out of his grasp when I was a cardiovascular tech at a local hospital here in Tulsa. Now I am on death watch tonight. She is slipping away slowly, I hope that I can face death once more, before it is my turn, and spit in his eye.

Beyound Phone Sex
I have always loved sex. Phone sex is my most popular form of entertainment. I think it's because of the secretiveness. I like being able to imagine my partner as I hear him and pretend to feel him without ever really knowing who he is. I have a few phone partners. All of them have a vivid imagination and I enjoy the sensual time we spend together. It's my form of masturbation without feeling alone. I usually find someone I like talking to online and in a few weeks we make a decision to take our fantasies to the phone or not. I have only a couple of rules. You must be willing to participate, I'm not going to reach through the phone and stroke it for you. You also must have a feather handy and have an open mind. No bullshit or I'm done. And, we won't be talking again. Without an open mind, neither of us will get off. The feather is because I have long hair and find it sensual to drape it along a man's chest as I make my way down to his groin. There was one guy I had talked with online t

Being A Perv ;)
Being on Fubar for so long made me realize that i m not the only Perv on this fuckin planet lol I am so glad that i found some very good pervs friends on fu and i m happy that i will never be alone again .. lol So thankyou all the perv out there especially the sexy perv hotties on here that i love to listen and talk to and get to know their crazy ideas and creations on Fubar ;) So dont ever stop being a sexy perv that i love you all to be... muahh to all my sexy perv ladies..... you know who you are ;) So you better leave *Pervy* comments lol

This Is So True.
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separate f

Friends Shit
ok my friends list keeps messing up i have like 130+ friends one day i get on it only shows 60 something another day i get on it shows them all pretty fucked up went to fubar for help ha didnt know anymore than i did :) are u having same probs? just wondering

My Abyss
Just for one chance to say hiJust for one chance to say byeJust to see you smileJust for you i would walk the mileJust to taste your kissJust to know what i would missThese are things i want you to seeThe better part of me I Look In The Dark And All I SeeIs The Reflection Of My Dead LifeLooking Back At MeNow That My Angel Has Gone AwayThe Black Has Come AndConsumed My Soul TodayNever For Her To Hold Or For Her To Try I Fall To Bended KneesAnd Alone I CryI Close My Eyes And Brace For ThisMy Peaceful Calling Deep In The Abyss

The Story Of Heartache!!!
My wife and I ( Terri) have been married for almost 4 years now. We have 2 kids together. Well about 2 months ago we were living in Houston, Texas and she said she wanted to move back to Waco because she was not happy in Houston. Thought being a good husband, I said O.k. So about 2 months ago we moved here and the second day we were here she told me in bed that she no longer wanted to be a wife or mother. She then left and abandoned the kids and I. Well, in 3 weeks time she got with a 20 yr old boy named Josh and got pregnant. Since then she has been with his brother, and cousin...which is a female. She has been with one of her friends babys daddy and his sister which Josh's brother held her down while she was passed out and directed my wife to go down on her while he fingered her ( I believe that is rape). She has also been with another friends sisters babys daddy, and some guy named Milky. She also one day in a fit of rage came at me with a knife saying she was going to kill me and s

Inspirational Poems
by: William Cullen Bryant (1794-1878) To him who in the love of Nature holds communion with her visible forms, she speaks a various language; For his gayer hours she has a voice of gladness, and a smile and eloquence of beauty, and she glides into his darker musings, with a mild and healing sympathy, that steals away their sharpness, ere he is aware. When thoughts of the last bitter hour come like a blight over thy spirit, and sad images of the stern agony, and shroud, and pall, and breathless darkness, and the narrow house…make thee to shudder and grow sick at heart;-- Go forth, under the open sky, and list to Nature's teachings, while from all around-- earth and her waters, and the depths of air-- comes a still voice-- Yet a few days, and thee the all-beholding sun shall see no more in all his course; nor yet in the cold ground, where thy pale form was laid with many tears, nor in the embrace of ocean, shall exist thy image. Earth, that nourish'd thee, shall clai

Monteleone Hotel
Monteleone Hotel HAUNTED PLACE: Hotel Monteleone ADDRESS: 214 Royal Street (Rue Royale), New Orleans, Louisiana 70130. Web-Site: LOCATION: The Magnificent Hotel Monteleone can be found in the heart of the French Quarter, close to the corner of Royal and Iberville, not far from Bourbon Street. DESCRIPTION: This beautiful, 15 storied, Beaux-Arts-style boutique Hotel has been family-owned for over 100 years, and offers 600 deluxe sleeping rooms, which includes 55 suites. Popular in the hot summertime, is the swimming pool on the 15th floor. Hotel also has a luxurious Spa Aria, a "state of the art" fitness center and in-house restaurants. There is a lounge, and a unique carousel piano bar that rotates around. There is live New Orleans Jazz music in the bar most nights. It's location is just a short walk from Bourbon St. and other places of entertainemnt. The inside lobby is truly beautiful, with 12 foot ceilings, Beaux-arts decor, antiques and beautiful floors and ceil

Poems
If Tomorrow Starts Without Me.....If tomorrow starts without me, and I’m not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn’t cry the way you did today, while thinking of the many things we didn’t get to say. I know how much you care for me, and how much I care for you, and each time that you think of me I know you’ll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand, that an angel came and called my name and took me by the hand, and said my place was ready in heaven far above, and that I’d have to leave behind all those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye, for all life, I’d always thought I didn’t want to die. I had so much to live for and so much yet to do. it seemed almost impossible that I was leaving you. I thought of all the love we shared and all the fun we had. If I could relive yesterday, I thought, just for a whil

Brunette Or Blonde
I AM A NATURAL BRUNETTE BUT AS YOU CAN SEE IN MY PICTURES SOMETIMES I GO BLONDE! IM ON THE FENCE OF IF IT LOOKS GOOD OR NOT! LET ME KNOW WHICH LOOKS BETTER AND PLEASE BE KIND, NO NEED TO BE RUDE! XOXOXOXOXO AMY

For What It's Worth...
This is for one special person on here that I hope someday finds me here and reads this, she knows who she is... For what it's worth... I'm an ass For what it's worth... I'm lost without out you but I can't bring myself to ask for your forgiveness. For what it's worth... I hope you find happiness For what it's worth... I'm sorry For what it's worth... I will always love you

In Love With A Stranger..
i've fallen for a stranger... my heart he has stolen, but he does not know. i wish i could tell him... but another has stolen his. i see him frolic with his new love, while i watch in agony as my heart shatters... tell me oh broken heart of mine, what am i to do? you tell me to forget, but how, when he shown me that i can love so deeply. how am i to forget when my heart yearns for his touch, his love, his very soul? i beg of you, do not wish me to forget, for i have fallen so terribly in love with a stranger. a stranger i can never have in my arms... i pray to the gods above. hear my pleas and answer my prayers, guide my forsaken lover to my tender, broken heart, for only he can heal the wounds that were unitentionally inflicted upon my soul... Sincerely yours, Raven Renae Cassiana

My Thoughts On Marriage
I don’t know much about marriage other then what I’ve seen and what I’ve heard married people talk about but I came to a conclusion that I can’t imagine myself having the feeling of being imposingly bond to one person for life. And it’s not that I am scared of the commitment; it’s that I am scared of arguing over who’s turn is it to wash the dishes, being misunderstood at times and having a difficult time conveying my thoughts and feelings into words, losing the desire to have sex with the women laying next to me every night, having to take the back seat of her heart because of our children, or resenting someone over limiting my freedom to be selfish. In top of that being conformed to my choices that brought me to my marriage and being unease about that choice but at the same time afraid to let it go. To settled for the marriage because of its convenience. To have my life become a sort of prison cell that has in unlocked door but I'm not too su

Life
my mother and I found out this evening that my brother has to have a pacemaker put in first thing in the morning (8-6-09). the stress of battling his mental illness has ruined my brother's heart. over the past months my brother had been complaining of extreme fatigue. we assumed it was a side effect of his depression. not so. my brother's heart has been failing him for at least a year now.this is excruciating news for our family. yes, the process of getting a pacemaker is done frequently...its a very routing procedure. but just because something is routine doesn't make it any less dangerous. my brother is only 35...younger than i am by a year and a half.the doctors told my brother that he WILL die if he doesn't have the pacemaker put in.my brother doesn't want the pacemaker. he understands fully what that means. he told me he's tired of this world. i didn't know what to say to him other than i love him and that i will be there in the morning for his surgery.

New Drugs For Women!!! Lol
MORE NEW DRUGS FOR WOMEN DAMNITOL Take 2 and the rest of the world can go to hell for up to 8 full hours. EMPTYNESTROGEN Suppository that eliminates melancholy and loneliness by reminding you of how awful they were as teenagers and how you couldn't wait till they moved out! ST. MOMMA'S WORT Plant extract that treats mom's depression by rendering preschoolers unconscious for up to two days. PEPTOBIMBO Liquid silicone drink for single women. Two full cups swallowed before an evening out increases breast size, decreases intelligence, and prevents conception. DUMBEROL When taken with Peptobimbo, can cause euphoria resulting in enjoyment of country music and pickup trucks. FLIPITOR Increases life expectancy of commuters by controlling road rage and the urge to flip off other drivers. MENICILLIN Potent anti-boy-otic for older women. Increases resistance to such lethal lines as,

Intense Emotion...
My inner most intense emotions are sadness and rejection. I'm always on the side of rejection, It laughs in my face on a constant and there is wherethe sadness comes in. I always wanted to be happy and when i am i hold on to it for dear life. As though if i were to let it slip through my fingers i would just crumble. I'm not writing thins so i can get sympathy votes or little messages of nice things. Im writing this because i am deeply depressed. It's wrong to feel unwated. Its even more hurtful when those who claim to want to get to know the "real you" want to know some other people on the side. In the end i never win. I'm just not that girl for the guys. It's like back in grade school. When a game starts im always the last to be picked, the one the other team was forced to pick just to make the game even. Forever to be on the side lines and never really play the game. I just wan't to be that girl that people dont feel embaressed to be around. Not ashamed to hold my hand. Someone who

Attitude's
" The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than success, than what people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance,giftedness, or skill. It will make or break a company... a church... a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we embrace for that day. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% how I react to it. And so it is with you... we are in charge of our ATTITUDES."........

Time Out
If I sold something what would people buy? What would you all...or just people generally, buy? i really dont want to go the perverted route and sell my used panties, haha But hmm...what can i do, that i cant make money off of? Any ideas? (and no hooking, sex is to be enjoyed not to be sold, although Dan calls me a prude for that) My Cat is sick. He wont eat, he wont use the litter box, and we dont have money for a vet. Dan lost his job at the factory, so we're pretty much up shits creek until we find new jobs. But i will not let my cat die becuase of this, so i am asking for help. As much as i dont like asking for money, i need some to make my baby well. He's 5 yrs old, and has never been away from me for more then a week at a time. I love that furry blob of black. So if you know what it's like to lose a family member...a pet..please give as much as you feel is right. We all would appricate it!

Horny Days
Don't you always hate those days that your just extremely horny and there isnt anything you can do about? It seems even if you fuck or masterbate, that 5 min later you want more and it seems to go on all day long and you think to yourself wtf is wrong with me lol. I may be the only who gets this horny on somedays lol idk.

I Need
We are all looking for connection.A feeling of being a part of something.Knowing that someone somewhere is intrested in you and what you have to say.The people in your life start to feel like strangers.Not all the time but you have those momments where you feel alone even when there are tons of people around. Just a thought I had to get out of my head. It's out and now time to have a drink.:)

Logics A Bit Off
Conversations of an actually very acute mind making sense of fluff, yes all these years I avoided math and that is why I don’t have my flipping doctorate now and going back for it. (Hubby has very acute mind as well, but very bad English LoL) ME: I seen you first time was in the middle of -97 - (-27)-40-(-59) Hubby: silly nerd emoticon ME: which is not the simple logical thing you think it would be, oh no because if you are subtracting integers (negative numbers, I don't know why they can't just call them negative numbers...) then you add the opposite rather than subtracting them. and then so you change the -97-(-27) to -97+27 and so on, but you for some reason on the next number the -40 don't instead u throw () around it and call it a permanent integer ME: and then so it is a negative number throughout all the other transitions unless you add on another set of integers at the beginning for some daft reason, I have no clue why you would but IF you did then that w

..:: Bein Judge ::..
You are correct- I did judge, and misjudge at that! It comes from years of learning to be cautious; I was fearful of what I read in your profile, and I put up my armor. If you cannot accept my apology, that I suspected you of ulterior motives, then there is no more that we need say to one another: agreed?=== 'MasterDaddySIR r/l bf to MDSIR's Slut.' wrote the following at '2009-09-08 17:38:10'..>> if you know how to read and wear glasses , all I did was rate your profile and fan you , I did not do anything else , I did not judge you ...> > but you sure have provin me you do judge > > > === 'Sunflower' wrote the following at '2009-09-08 17:35:45'..> >> > Ok, ok-I give: whatta you expect? Your website comes off as a brochure for "this is all this guy wants"- just look at your profile, and tell me if it doesn't exactly describe what kinda female you are interested in, ok?> > > > Like I said, if I was wrong, I apologise for jumping to the wrong conclusion.> > === 'MasterDaddySIR r/l bf to M

Ironwork
At first you think “What the hell am I doing up here?” You feel slightly sick as you climb out of the man basket onto the 12” beam for the first time, almost like you need to lay down somewhere. Your mouth is dry, but your hands are wet inside of you cloth gloves with the Ironworkers logo printed on the oversized cuff along with the number of the local which you are apprenticing for. Quite suddenly you are over whelmed by a wave of vertigo so bad it robs you of your ability to stand up, try as you might your legs won’t push you to stand upright. All the sudden 12” doesn’t seem like it’s a lot of room to stand on, much less walk on. You fight the urge to “coon “ the steel, which is when you sit on the top flange, and push on the bottom flange with your feet while pulling yourself along with your hands, kind of like scooting yourself along, to the next point where you are suppose to be connecting the next piece of steel with

Meet Me In The Stairway
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear.. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps a Marine, huddled

Facebook Blog
Hello Everyone, I just recieved this next message: "URGENT!! Apparently the FAN CHECK Application is a VIRUS that takes 48 hours to kick in. Even if you are tagged in a photo the virus still attacks you. Please inform all you friends and remove/...delete the application ASAP. Copy and paste this as your status so word gets around quickly.

Opening A Bar
hey this is for anyone and everyone, i am planning to open a bar in a few years and would like to get peoples input on what they look for in a bar. i know we all been to bars and damn this suck i wish they had this or this is great why dont more bars have this.

Off My Chest...
Ok so here it is... Truth is... while u was fucking him, i actually was fucking her... She almost got pregnate and I was falling in love with another broad... When you aint give me non and you said it was cause you wasnt in the mood... i knew you was fucking that other dude it hurt to find out after wards but its just karma... your own friend tho wow you'd fuck your best friends husband while she was in the shower thats low... i still wanna fuck your best friend but i wont even use that as a pimp point. your head was banging but truth is... ur nani was dry and no grip, i fake nut acouple times or a cramp so i didnt have to keep pumpin... and you got no excuse for your nani smelling like that either or maybe you did damn. yeah you probley gon say my dick wasnt all that but hey all them other broads loved every min/inch/sec of it... and truth is... this felt good kick bricks bum bitch. P.S. THX It was nice practicing with you lmao.

My Mind
growing cold and i don't care my eyes reflect no life anymore i laugh at the pain heart break is that best you can throw at me i've taken bullets and knives had my body broken my soul split in half these eyes are lifeless but in reality they just show your future once you cross me insanity seeping out its cage heart enclosed in ice betrayal abandonment just appetizers for the main dish kidnap rape, abuse, attempted murder, suicide so much shit my soul ripped in half mind more shattered then broken glass this is my war against the world turning your back on me not realizing i'm just wasting for my chance to lash out to drag your ass to the ground slam this fist in your face let you taste your own blood laughing as i wail on your ass can't take it anymore 6 hollow points to the chest tears falling for my eyes as i look at my own tattered bleeding body laughing in front of me eyes as cold as ice body growing colder as i end i weakness walking off gun in

Keep The Upper Level List Going
ok people Trick_Dick and Candy girl have worked their little butts off for so many of you and now it there turn they need level 30's for the UPPER LEVEL list to keep it going They have put hundreds of dollars into this of their own money and still are don't you think it only fair to help them out with anything they need and one is to get level 30s for the list i know i am doing my share to help in anyway i can and NO i'm not a brown nose'r! they helped me so much it only fair that i help in return "KEEP THE LIST ALIVE"

In The Eyes Of A Child
In the eyes of a child there is no fear In the eyes of a child there are no tears In the eyes of a child there is only laughter song and play living life as full to every day In the eyes of a child no one is wrong no one is weak everyone is strong In the eyes of a child everyone is allowed to play there is no reason why others cant stay In the eyes of a child there is no rich there is no poor everyone gets along In the eyes of a child there always room for another In the eyes of a child they live as if they were sister or brother laughing, playing, fighting too In the eyes of a child there is no reason to cry only tears of joy no reason to sigh In the eyes of a child a few words light up their day a few words that everyday you should say. In the eyes of a child a smiles is all they need to live and grow In the eyes of a child I love you is all they need to know.

I'm The Only One
Please baby can't you seeMy mind's a burnin' hellI got razors a rippin' and tearin' and strippin'My heart apart as wellTonight you told meThat you ache for something newAnd some other woman is lookin' like somethingThat might be good for youGo on and hold her till the screaming is goneGo on believe her when she tells youNothing's wrongBut I'm the only oneWho'll walk across the fire for youI'm the only oneWho'll drown in my desire for youIt's only fear that makes you runThe demons that you're hiding fromWhen all your promises are goneI'm the only onePlease baby can't you seeI'm trying to explainI've been here before and I'm locking the doorAnd I'm not going back againHer eyes and arms and skin won't makeIt go awayYou'll wake up tomorrow and wrestle the sorrowThat holds you down todayGo on and hold her till the screaming is goneGo on believe her when she tells youNothing's wrongBut I'm the only oneWho'll walk across the fire for youI'm the only oneWho'll drown in my desire for youIt's on

Thoughts
I am not much of a blogger but I love to conversate and seeing how this is a way to do it on here, here goes! Why me ask yourself why did you accept and or pick me as a friend. Did you read the about me section or just on looks alone was your choice made, for the record im okay with either but I find the latter a tad more ego boosting lol hey im Italian how people percive my looks is important:). Moving on if you read what little I have put in and then decided than thank you as well, its not that im lazy or dont want you to know but this is my like 4 th go around in this place, and its just gets old having to put everything in again. However for the record on why I picked you I always read the profile if there is one but I wont lie as im scanning looks do get my attention. So if you want to know more about Why me and there is a lot to know I assure you then please start a conversation and what easier way is there than to have somthing to ask:). see ya!

Listen Up
For the record, I AM NOT HERE FOR SEX. If you can't respect that then you don't belong on my page. I'm here to meet new people and maybe I'll meet someone I can care for but I will not have cyber,cam,or phone sex,so don't ask.It does nothing for me and I respect myself way too much to go that low. Just because I might find you attractive doesn't mean I want to have sex with you on here,so forget it.If this is harsh,I'm sorry but this is my feelings on the subject. God bless, Princess

Child Abuse
My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad,What else could have made My daddy so mad?I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me.I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long.When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks aren't homeWhen my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight.I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlies barI hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyesIm so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words,He says its my fault He suffers at work He slaps and hits me And yells at me more,I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked it And I start to bawl,He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken,And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken, 'Im

Prayers
Who wrote the rules?I'd like to knowDid they live it or laugh it off and let it go?Did they break down? Did it show?As their light was slipping awaySee the trends sink with the sunSee the old friendsThey're packing up and moving onAnd time will tell, 'cause time only knowsIt eats at your seams just to see if you'll let it goSave us all, darkness breaks through the afternoonLike no other, light is slipping away from usCould you reset the breaker?Reset the breakerI broke the rules and boy, does it showAnd I'm so ready, so say goodbye and watch me goTo this great uncharted unknownThat sleeps in these sheets and repeats in me ever so slowI'm aloneSo save all of us, darkness breaks through the dayLike no other, light is slipping away from meSo save all of us, light is slipping awayLike no other, our lives are drifting away from usWe're all aloneNow I cut all these stringsI fly away aloneSoftly singingThis wordIt's mineMy lifeMy songSing itScream itBelieve itI'm gone.

Kidney Failure
Has anyone had Kidney Failure ? If so, what does it feel like ? I recently had a Kidney Stone. Since then till 3 days ago I would breath deep and feel something pop in my side. Now the popping feeling has been replaced by a constant pain in my side. Which feels like I been punched.

What A Way To Start. . .
Spoke with a knowledgeable friend today about my recent diagnosis. General thought is that I will be a likely candidate for angioplasty. I am thinking that I am way too young for this to be happening, and yet, I am grateful for that fact because it means I am more likely to heal well from the procedure. We shall see what my cardiologist says on Wednesday. My heart has some kind of issue that requires me seeing a cardiologist. Fun stuff. Not. So, to help me pass the time and move on with life, I joined up here and am working the The Studio. Good people and good times to be had there, so be sure to check it out!! So, I'm going in Wednesday, October 28th for a catheterization. On one hand, it'll be good because we'll find out what's causing the issue. On the other, not so good, because I'll have to go back for the procedure to fix the problem.

Photos And Fubar
Now 'all Guns' must be listed on your next (2010) tax return!If you have a gun, I hope it isn't registered!Senate Bill SB-2099 will require us to put on our 2009 1040 federal tax form all guns that you have or own... It will require fingerprints and a tax of $50 per gun. This bill was introduced on Feb.. 24, 2009, by the Omama staff. BUT . . this bill will only become public knowledge 30 days after the new law becomes effective ! This is an amendment to the Internal Revenue Act o f 1986. This means that the Finance Committee has passed this without the Senate voting on it at all. Trust Obama ? ..... you must be kidding ! The full text of the IRS amendment is on the U.S. Senate homepage,U.S. Senate

The Laws Of Gods And Men
I disapprove of both and let me tell you why. Gods are created to suite the needs of people at a certain time and place given enviromental surroundings. Case and point, Zeus was king of the gods and beneath him were the numerous demi-gods of the time, one of love, one of harvest, one of the sea, one of the sun and so on. Ancient greeks, with infinite philosophy and ideals knew, not thought but KNEW that the greeks were the chosen people. decendants of the gods lust on human women and therefore men women and children were subject to the wrath of the gods. They punished pride and strength but adhored in sexuality and "sin". Reproduction is ideal and necessary in any civilzation as it is in any society before the 15th century as more sons mean more hands to work the fields. More young men to send and die to defend lands from foreign intrusion. And more young men and women to provide more and more generations. But the Greeks KNEW the gods lived upon olympus and controlled the underworld, e

Astral Projection
Dammitman! Why is all the fun stuff so hard to find anymore? What's a girl gotta do to get some kicks? I guess I will just resort back to my handy-dandy little book of "home remedies".....The recipe I want to try calls for hashish and belladonna...neither of which, unfortunately, I have access to at this moment in time. Probably because the former ingredient has the potential to possibly land me in jail, and the latter could land me in a coma! But the issue is, I really don't want to land at all. Period. I wanna fly. Charge up my witch's broom and fly! I suppose I could substitute mugwort, benzoin and throw in a little chimney soot, which is the new "politically correct" recipe; in other words, a poor substitute....The new recipes just don't produce the startling psychedelic effects like the ones from the Middle Ages. Dammitman....societal rules and regulations take the fun out of everything! Meanwhile, back at the cave, I stoke the fire under the cauldron.....bubble, bubbl

What Is Love?!
What is love?! Is it the Blood flowing to my organ, Travelling through the green lines beneath my skin? Alongside evry bone, pretty much evry inch within Is it why?, When touched by one soul that is the same... I get a tingle through evry limb? And when absent the body goes cold so im left craving the warmth from him? And so,.. how would one know.. before the touch? is it from socially interacting!? the info collected slides back n forth in my brain igniting the wick beneath my skin and it travels down to my organ. And when the brain is stressed from all the clots put in is this when,

For My Lovers
Light kisses on my cheeks, eyes, and forehead Exhalations down my neck Spine arching nails tracing vertebrae Increasing the pressure and making me writhe Anticipating and satisfying every wanton need Nibbling and sucking already erect nipples Inching downward and exploring my voluptuousness Nuzzling my stomach and spreading my thighs Hearing my moans of expectation Enveloping your face in my warmth Allowing your tongue to flick and lick Tasting my clitoris with delight

Might Be Gone Awhile
www.myspace.com/eatonalive thats where ill be... why?...because lately ive been distracted...and i need to concentrate on my music a lot more...no i am not in anyway blaming fu for anything...its just a lot easier to run my music and life through one site than have to check multiple sites daily and be responsible for other things like my family and such... if you guys would like to check out my tunes the link is above and i hope to see you al again soon... peace and love... drew :D

Sane's Asylum
I am a beautiful, intelligent, divorced female with a great sense of humor. I am a mix of Native American and Hungarian. with some British thrown in, as if I was not different enough I suppose! I DO have kids and I DO have pets. One of my children is special needs and a total handful. If that is a problem, well, thanks for stoppin by! I have long black hair to my waist or so, green eyes, about 5'8 1/2. Im not anorexic skinny & im not frighteningly huge. Im also not perfect. (But most people are convinced im pretty close I am not religious. Tho I dont mind it. I like rock, metal, punk type music. Scary movies (old skool) & slapstick comedies as well as fantasys and meaningful type movies. What am I looking for? Some one who is kind hearted , caring , loving... A GREAT sense of humor and an abundance of patience a must. As is a family oriented soul. You dont have to be an eternal optimist (lord knows im not!) but you DO need to have hope and the want for a happy lif

A Man's Action's
My First Blog here on Fu-bar ,,,, Well I have only been here a few months and I see that alot of us are affriad to get involved once we have have been hurt ,, Both Men and Woman these days are very abusive with there partners both Physically and Emotionaly. Myself I have been there as well , I will not aloow My past or what has happen in it to stop me from finding someone to truly Love and cherish . My real life Generousity has become to some a Co-dependcy and that what has caused My heart ache , I can not blame no one except me fpr allowing it to happen and manily continue once it got out of hand . I know One of you ladies here are looking for a true hearted man as I know there is a true hearted woman amongst you .. Just take the chance talk to me find out that I am 100% me .. No Games No Lies and No Bullshit .. Jusy a honesty Loving open heart human being .. d1gent@yahoo.com is my e-mail and messenger ,, Thank you Sincerly Daniel aka Howller

Its All About Me ;)
I picked up the phone and called Shezz. 'Hey, you got a guy for me yet?' 'Yeah, Sasha. Farrell. He'll meet you at Galleyway Hotel tonight at 8' 'WHAT! That's in like, 40 minutes. OMG. Shezz, u could've called earlier' 'Well, I only got the request like, 30 minutes ago. Anyways, get ready and go' 'OK, guess Ima have to right?' 'Right ! Now go !!!' I hung up and got ready. Best clothes. Primark. Well, I've only JUST become a prostitute! Gawd. But that outfit was hot!!! OMG. Bare Midriff tank top, Hot pants and 7 inch heels. WOWZA :D I stumbled out the door and hailed a London cab. The guy stared at me through his mirror the whole ride. When II got out, he declined my money. So I kissed him. He fainted. Oh well. I was 20 minutes early. I had brought my coat with me. Galleyway doesn't accept prozzies. So I put it on and got a room. I said to the receptionist. 'Can I have a room with CCTV please' 'We haven't got any ma'am' 'Look, don't give me that SHIT!. I know you got some' 'OK, ok. Here

It's Worth Reading..
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women . He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separat

Daily Humorscopes
Aries (March 21 - April 19) You will become unwittingly embroiled in a turf war between rival Chinese restaurants, today, as you step off the sidewalk to avoid a person wearing an extremely large hat. Before the day is over, you'll find yourself angrily hurling potstickers at people you've never met. Taurus (April 20 - May 20) In the grocery store, you will see quite a few people with infants in their shopping carts. Try though you might, however, you will not be able to find the bin with the children. Perhaps they're sold out? Important Safety Tip: do not stop one of the women with an infant and ask her to show you where her baby came from. Gemini (May 21 - June 20) Itchy nose day, again. Just be glad you don't have to wear a spacesuit! Cancer (June 21 - July 22) A new love affair will have you all misty-eyed. Either that, or it's the onset of glaucoma, in which case you should seek immediate medical attention. Leo (July 23 - August 22) In an unfort

Psalm 23
1 The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want. 2 He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, 3 he restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake. 4 Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, [a] I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me. 5 You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. 6 Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever. Tuesday 3rd of Easter Gospel text (Jn 6:30-35): The people said to Jesus, «Show us miraculous signs, that we may see and believe you. What sign do you perform? Our ancestors ate manna in the desert; as Scripture says: ‘They were given bread from heaven to eat’». Jesus then said to th

Stupid Or What?
My baby brother ronny was seeing this girl...she was pregnant when they started seeing eachother...he promised her he would be the father figure for her daughter seeing as the babies daddy died in a car accident....now she hasnt been the nicest person since the baby was born and i understand this..but he dont want to be responsible for another kid but he dont have the heart to tell the girl..so hes seeing different ppl behind her back...i know its wrong...but i just dont get involved with problems like this...but its my brother...shouldnt he be man enough to tell this girl he dont want all this right now...i mean to me its just not a smart thing...IDK..i love my brother but i think hes stupid i think im more scared over the girl..i mean shes young...and a mother...and shes lost the babies daddy and now my brother is being like this...i just dont want her to like freak out and like take her life or the babies or both...GRRRR LEAVE SOME COMMENTS YALL...its 4AM and i just g

Woman And Blow Jobs
me and a friend of my was talking on mobile yahoo about oral sex and why some females complan ok some of you woman complan about going down on a guy and swallowing his load why it would be just the same when a man has to eat you out and you cum with him even knowing when its the same thing pretty much true there might be a bit diffrent in some areas but the end resules are the same why go down on a guy . if your not going to shallow i for one dont really like getting it done to me since there are alot of woman who just does not seem to be able to do it right either they dont do it long enuff or they just bite down on it grinding there teeth it would be the same like me useing my teeth on you when iam eating you out how would that feel to you yes there is feeling down there and yes its going to hurt and you are ether going to get hurt or the guy wont ever call you back after that act i just find it funny how some woman alwasys complan about oral sex just like some woman won

26 Things A Perfect Guy Would Do! (*_*)
26 Things a Perfect Guy Would Do! (*_*) 1. Know how to make you smile when you are down. 2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice. 3. Stick up for you, but still respects your independence. 4. Give you the remote control during the game. 5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you. 6. Play with your hair. 7. His hands always find yours. 8. Be cute when he really wants something. 9. Offer you plenty of massages. 10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork. 11. Never run out of love. 12. Be funny, but know how to be serious. 13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious. 14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready. 15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts. 16. Smile a lot. 17. Plans a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally like to do, just because he knows it means a lot to you. 18. Appreciate you. 19. Help others out. 20. Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1. 21. Always gives you a peck on the cheek when y

Sayings And Stuff I Like
So alot people on here make albums out of this stuff, I figured since one, i was bored and two I like to be different i would put some of my favorite sayings/lines/quotes from various places in here. there will be no ryhme or reason to the order so dont waste time looking for it lol. 1. "If winning isnt important, then Commander, why keep score?" 2. those who say winning isnt everything probably lost! 3."I could tell you, but then I'd have to kill you" 4."should we, or should we not, follow the advice of the GALACTICALLY STUPID!" 5."You remember one thing, you screw up just this much, and you'll be flying a cargo plane full of rubber dogshit outta hong kong!" 6."you see this, this..is my BOOMSTICK!" 7."Did IQ's just drop sharply while I was away?" 8."You think you can get inside my head and push me before I pull the trigger?" 9."What are you trying to tell me, that I can dodge bullets?", "No Neo im trying to tell you, that when your ready you wont have to!" 10."There is n

Poems
I fall for someone They treat me harshly I am wanting to love someone But what is love? Is it someone who makes you have butterflies? Is it someone you known your whole life? Is it someone you know your happy with? What is it? I have lost so much hope Knowing what that word means I have cried I have stressed I have been emotional Over one little word Love I have lost hope on it An seem to not know what it is Is love even out their for such a young woman Like myself Even being Bisexual or Lesbian

Our Troops
You have no idea what our troops have given up so u can come in here have fun-meet people & share the Love-I am a retired Marine-I have 2 sons & a grandson in the Marine Corps,this Aug. my youngest will be going in to Boot Camp @ Parris Island S.C- he will be the 8th generation Marine in OUR family-I did 22.5 yrs active duty- Please remember them in your thoughts & PRAYERS (if u PRAY)-no politics- just AMERCANS doing what most could not-SEMPER-FIDILIS-Marine Motto-it is Latin 4; ALWAYS FAITHFUL- THAT IS WHAT IS MISS IN THE U.S.A. "FAITH" ALRIGHT ALL YOU PEOPLE THAT CLAIM YOU CARE- HERE IS A CONCERT IN DOWNTOWN L.A THAT NEEDS TO BE SEEN TO BE BELEIVED -JULY 14, 2010 7 M TO 1 AM AT 114 west 5th st. (corner of 5th & main)at BILLY'S CLUB 80'S-90'S & TODAY'S MUSIC.

Weighing In
Earlier this morning I read a blog, it stated some very interesting things, things that I recall happening. I'm the unfortunate factor in said blog. However I don't think anyone deserves what happened in that blog, regardless of feeling. You may think you deserve this, this and this but in reality no one deserves to emotionally or physically abused. The blog owner goes on to say everything was her fault, but it wasn't. It never was. Idiocy and fear were the main triggers in the 'antagonist' were the main factors in the blog owners blog. Fear and Idiocy have always been the case. The blog owner never knew was the person described was never once aware of what he was doin'. He just did it, but every night couldn't live with himself. Not once. And still can't. Thoughts of suicide ran through his mind a lot, something he refused to tell the blog owner. He didn't do it, because he loved the blog owner to much to do so. He still does, the blog owners flaws, the blog owners everything. As h

The Heat Of The Savannah
Savannah awoke at 10A.M. Her long dark brown hair fell over her face. All that showed were thin lips that glistened from moisture and a chin that lacked blemish with a perfect roundness. She sat up and revealed a red silk night gown. The night gown clung to her body revealing breasts that appeared to be a size 32c. She turned out of her covers revealing two legs that were as smooth as the night gown she wore. Her thighs were slim but strong. No fat showed at all. Her legs joined behind a pair of black cotton panties. She stretched her hands out showing powder blue finger nails at the end of long slim fingers. She bent her elbows with the grace of a dancer and slid the hair off her face. Her dark blue eyes focused on the room in a matter of minutes. She arose out of her bed and walked across her room to sit in front of her mirror. She picked up her brush and began to comb her hair. After combing out her hair she stood and walked over to her dresser. She

My "jack London" Journal
Overall my "Jack London" Journal is a stained, suede covered lined page journal. I carry some of the adventures and teachings I've learned in life therein...yes the journal has about 20 pages that were ripped out and burned because some things...you had to have been there for...Two of my favorite pieces of poetry I have written on the inside cover:I never saw a wild thing sorry for itselfA small bird will drop frozen dead from a boughWithout ever having felt sorry for itselfDH Lawrence and Hold fast to dreamsFor if Dreams dieLife is a broken winged birdThat cannot flyHold fast to dreamsFor when dreams goLife is a barren fieldFrozen with snowHW Longfellow This is not in the journal but should be. Animals. The old steriotype is true, "you CAN tell a lot about a person by how animals react to them". I have seen it so many times that I wonder how come everyone else doesn't. Every animal I have ever met has always been 110% honest in everything they do. They are totally incapible of mist

Why Oh Why Do The Best Ones Have To Die
I just found out that my best freind, My homie, My brother was killed tonight. All i can do is site here and cry and wounder why the best ones have to die. He was the only person in this world that i could talk to. He was the only one that was realy true. When i know that things are bad you will be there to get me thorugh. With out you my world is gone. With out you I have no one left. You had 2 beautifull boys That dont have a father any more because you was whereing the wrong colors in the wrong place. And a 23 year old ife that is now a widow. But dont worry my brother your wife and children are going to be taken care of i dont care if i have to sleep in a box on the street and steal to provide every thing they need. You are my brother and i have your back Rest in peace brother i will love you always and i will see you agine when the good lord dicieds its my time. R.I.P Mi AMOR

New To The Game.
ok so im finally figuring out how everything on here works, since i am new to fubar i may need a lil bit of help along the way. so if u have any tips for me feel free to hit me up and let me know! love to all my fubuddies!!

My Sh*t
im 29 lookin to chill and meet new people... im layed back relaxed and take care of me and mine....im new to this so bear with me... but get at me... i date black men got 3 mixed children and love to live life to the fullest... let it do what it do... and remember u got 1 life live it to the fullest ...

Why Am I Famous?!
Misa Campo kicks off her career By the time she was in her late teens, Misa Campo had moved permanently back to Montreal, where she managed to land a job as a bartender at the city’s exclusive Jet and System nightclubs. Misa’s bosses, impressed by her sunny personality and drop-dead gorgeous looks, encouraged her to give the world of modeling a shot, and specifically pointed her towards Montreal’s annual performance Misa Campo Why Is She Famous? Misa Campo got her start as a model at various trade shows and conventions, and quickly moved up the ranks within the modeling world thanks to a series of high-profile appearances in a variety of upscale publications (including Maxim magazine). Misa Campo Biography Misa Campo was born on January 28, 1987, in Montreal, Canada. When she was just two years old, Misa moved to California’s Newport Beach to live with her father. Surrounded by her relatives, Misa grew up in a safe and comfortable environment in whi

What A Rough Month
So being in the military takes its toll on someone but yea thats expected. But this month has just been pretty damn rough, on the 3rd my father past away and that was pretty hard on me, that was and unexpected thing, so i had to leave right away from colorado and fly out to ohio, i got there ok my aunt helped me get the things settledand dealt with, so that was the beginning of the month for me. then me and my wife seperated so now im back in colorado just bymyself, then i was back for only a weekend then had to fly out here to westpoint, ny were i will be at till mid august, have a weekend off there then go out the field for about 2weeks, man just no breaks, im jus hoping things start to slow down a bit, just some time to get away and relax

Pain!!!
WHY DID I JUST THROW AWAY 3 YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP, BECAUSE I AM A JERK!!! WHY DO PEOPLE DO THE STUPID THINGS THEY DO WHEN THEY KNOW IT WILL CAUSE THEM PAIN IN THE FUTURE THIS SHOULD ACTUALLY BE IN GREEN BECAUE I LOST THE CLOSEST FRIEND I HAVE EVER HAD BECAUSE OF MY OWN JEALOUSY. I KNOW I WILL NEVER GET THIS WONDERFUL PERSON BACK IN MY LIFE AND WOULD GIVE ANYTHING TO ERASE THE PAST 72 HOURS, i CAN ONLY HOPE THAT WHEN I AM JUDGED I AM GRANTED MERCY FOR THE AWFUL THINGS I SAID AND DID. I PROBABLEY WON'T BE ON HERE FOR VERY MUCH LONGER AND DESERVE ALL THE PAIN I AM FEELING NOW. LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES AND THE MISTAKES OF OTHERS

My Worldview..i Know, I'm Such A Heretic!!!
In the course of examining worldviews of various belief systems, and the author’s personal experience with each one, the author does not discover any startling revelations, nor does the author attempt to immerse himself into the worldviews that differ from his own. The author’s own worldview is that of Christian; however, not of any particular denomination. The author, being raised Southern Baptist by an Independent Baptist Minister- his father- and taught tolerance, not intolerance, of other religions or those religions’ viewpoints. The author was also made to understand that despite being tolerable of another’s worldview, the author must make stringent efforts to not be swayed, guided, or indoctrinated in these views. Each worldview presents an ananthem to Christian upbringing, growth, and moral/ethical decency that the author was initially raised with, became, and lives by. Upon review of the worldviews studied: Naturalism, Human Secularism, East

Being A Soldier In Today's Society.
It would appear, that our society has managed to put a new amount of pressure on people and how they live their lives. For most of my adult life, I've been overlooked, second guessed, and ignored by the majority of people. I was never considered for promotions, nor was I considered a catach by the girls. In fact, I was quite the opposite. I was often given a long list of reasons as to why I wasn't the one when I tried to advance in the work force or tried to start a relationship. But the second I enlisted in the military, all of that seemingly changed overnight. I came home from bootcamp, and found I have my choice of jobs, simply becasue I now had the military backround. Girls who in the past, never gave me the chance, were now being sweet and kind to me. I foolishly thought it was due to them growing up, but I was, as usually, blissfully unaware. It would seem, that people have forgotten to look past what a person has to offer or what a person does for a living, and to realize that

Princessjenny"s Blog
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Touch
I await you're touch although I know it shall not come, but I dream of it I seek it all the same, No other can touch me the way you do, the way you did and my heart and soul is lost and still within your very control.... You are still here with me although you lie beneath the earth so cold and I wonder will I still be loving you once I am gray and old? Life for us was not suppose to end this way, but kids and the American dream should have been out fate..but I cannot question God and the soul he takes. You're scent is still within my bed as your shirt I still wear and I am consumed by the very though of you and my heart, soul and body explodes with rapture divine and oh how I wish you were still here with me and mine

Just A Biker
JUST A BIKER But, You Didn't See Me I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk.. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn't see me, a

Profile
You know, in the beginning I really liked being on here cause of my one friend. After awhile, I got so busy that I was only able to check my messages and that was that. Now that I have been deleted from a lounge, I think it is now time to delete my profile. Just don't have time for work, FB, and the Fu anymore. I love each and every one of you that I have met on here along the way and you can still keep in touch with me on FB and yim(Hott7Syde9), but as of this weekend (hopefully), this profile will be gone. Send me a message anytime on Yahoo as well. Hott7Syde9@yahoo.com. I will still be around, just not on here anymore. I have finally grown out of the FU. Time for me to concentrate on myself and getting some things on track and rebuilding friendships that should have never been lost in the first place. It's not just one persons fault. I have grown a lot as a person and I have made mistakes along the way, but I am sorry if I have hurt anyone or pissed anyone off. You can hate me, love

Warning!!!
Everyone be warned there is a pro stalker and fake on fubar she is the owner of naughty playground and is posing as a 26 year old blonde but she is really 65 she says she is a teacher but in fact she is a lunch lady she says her name is Ashley but in fact her name is Debora she steals pics from other members on fu posing as herself which it is not she has taking girls at her school to take pics to pose as herself and has been investigated by the law her in the United States and in England Be WARNED she is a pro con and has to be stopped don't be fooled her and the naughty play ground lounge is full of her cons she has several accounts as cutie and as love ....YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!!

Pictures
hi fubar.. i will not be doing NSFW pics..so please don't ask!!!! i can do clothed to bikini i am ok with that...yes i have been here before well its been a few yrs..i decided to come back and i see alot of changes here..wow. i like it so far and i like the people here so far=) very nice and understanding..i don't take drama or well u get the point!!! enough said...i am playin fu-mafia so add me if u like...and i am trying to reach my achievement's if u help me i will rate and fan and like admire and rate all photos of course if u have a lot it goin to take me time to=)and make a pg salute and a family add if i have room...Please help and thank u..and i do watch out for my friends...be safe and have a good day and good eve and a good night... lady ice hawk thanks for reading

The Philosophy Of King David
Compliments of THE GREAT PURSUIT: The Message for Those In Search of God, by Eugene H. Peterson and Randall Niles (NavPress 2007). Life of King David – The Philosopher Many remember David as the fair-haired shepherd boy who defeated a giant named Goliath. Others recall David as the wise Jewish ruler who brought the tribes of Israel together as a united nation. The ancient texts also present David as a powerful warrior, cunning diplomat, and talented musician. However, with all these tremendous accolades, the foundation of David’s fame and faith can be traced to a period of severe trial and doubting in his life. Indeed, David was a true philosopher. Early in his journey, David was chosen to succeed Saul as the king of Judah. Although Saul was initially impressed by David’s skills as a soldier, politician, and musician, Saul became wary of his successor, so he put out a contract on David’s life. David was forced to live on the run, often spending weeks hidi

Unfelt Touch
How can you ache and crave for someone's touch When you have never felt it? I do this for yours, though, And the yearning grows more each day I have never wanted anything in my life As much as I want you When you whisper such sweet love In my ear when we talk You make me melt into a puddle Of complete helplessness You have become my every waking thought And my every dream at night I breathe in so hard Trying to catch my breath when we can't talk I close my eyes so tight Hoping when I open them you will be there But I know I have to wait Until the time is right It seems so far away That I think I am losing my mind I want to breathe in your scent And keep it with me all day long I want to taste your love for me By kissing your sweet lips I want to feel your body next to me So when you leave for awhile I can hold on I just want you to know That I really do love you When the day comes and we are together You will always know and feel this I will always hug, kiss and love you Every moment o

Just A Few Words Of Mine
In the darkness of the night, my eyes still open. I can't stop thinking about you. About how lucky I am, having you as my friend, my love and my family at the same time. I can't imagine being alone in this world. There you are, always stand by my side. Sometimes even without talking, we can understand each other. Maybe it's because of love. Your presence is just what I need. You know when you must talk and give me strength, and you know when I need is just a shoulder to cry on, with no words at all. I will always love you with all of my heart. I just have one wish; please don't stop loving me...

My David And Chris
True Story Two Days After David And Kris Well The hot tub incident that happened on saturday night called herb, david and kris. i Was feling kind of ashamed never cheated and slept with someones wife before especially my best friends drunk or not. Kris called me on Sunday and asked if was coming for the dallas game i said no i felt bad about the hot tub thing. so she said "can i come over on monday" I was living with my parents at the time. i knew mom was going to be there and nothing could happen so i said "cool come on". Thats when it fell apart right, before she got there mom got a call and had to leave. Mom Was leaving as kris got there, wow now i would be alone with my friends wife. so now i was alone with chistina, chris is 145 5'7 36d breast and cute. we started talking about the birthday, and it didn't take long for her to change the subject about what happened saturday night. she told me how hot the hot tub night was and how my cock was bigger then my friends and she wanted m

Traceys Place
It is a great accomplishment to have known the reality that stares at you in the face. I'm not a follower, I'm not a tag along however, I stand individually, with pride. I stand strong! The most important ingredient we put into any relationship is not what we say or what we do, but what we are. And if our words and our actions come from superficial human relations techniques (the Personality Ethic) rather than from our own inner core (the Character Ethic), others will sense that duplicity. We simply won't be able to create and sustain the foundation necessary for effective interdependence Rebel with a flaming heart, always ready to take on anything that may stand before me. Business minded, bubbly, free spirited, and a true passion for beaches , water and the sun to fall upon my face. With that being said, I'm also the kind of person you need a knife to cut through to get to the heart of me (metaphorically speaking) in any situation. What can I say...I am a little more complicate

Shniquah
HI MY NAME IS SHNIQUAH I AM NEW BUT WOULD LIKE TO MEET NEW PEOPLE. ANYWAYS I AM 29 YEARS OLD AND I HAVE 5 KIDS. BEEN TO HELL AND BACK. I THANK THA LORD FOR ANONTHER DAY TO HERE WITH MY FAMILY. I AM A OUTGOING PERSON THAT LIKE TO HAVE FUN, GO TO THA MOVIES AND GO OUT TO EAT

Me Going Off....
I'm a fan of pretzel-dogs, and I don't know anybody in MY hometown who would eat one, so, I guess it's that eye of the beholder thing. Which is actually my favorite song by Metallica. Or at least it used to be. WElllllllll.... I better get goin'. I have to pick up a 12 foot cake and deliver to a Chinaman. That's right. I said Chinaman. Like, I'm an 80 year old WWII survivor with a penchant for being inappropriately rascist at inopportune times. Not that there are many opportune times. Unless theyre pedophiles too. I don't think anyone will yell at you for making a rascist remark to a pedophile. Must suck double for them. Not that I'm feeling bad for them, you see. Ahhh you get the point. Moving along... P.S. You would think it would be easy to get a mob ready with pitchforks and torches fairly quickly. Immediately after a bad guy gets caught in some old-timey town, there's always a mob heading to the jail where he is held. Well, trust me, it's not as easy as it looks.

Fubar Revolution
Is anyone interested in attempting some Fubar Activism, Lets create a group of individuals committed to "pimping" out images and status that have nothing to do with rates, points, NSFW, and Bling. Everyone complains about how this site is going to shit, when we can collectively do things to change it. People over profit, real human friendships over Bling. Is the trashy, shibrained, lost mentality really the most dominant force on Fubar? Seems that way, but I know a lot of good people on here and collectively we can change things. The "douchebag" folders are great and there should be more of them. Call people out on what they say or do, the internet is no excuse to act like an idiot.

Life
A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from

Me
place like this is f up of time , ppl are not your fr 1.want talk sex 2. get nude pic 3,turn u in to internet hos 4 call u there fr when u never meet them lol 5.most are not real bunch old farts and perv setting behind a comp all day. or kids ,and most are fake ass ppl , lounges are bunch of drama ass holes .so this is what i think of u bunch of hooker hos freaks internet hos and just stuped ppl . dont like what i got say bite me

Sensual Seductions
She walks slowly into the room her short ruby red satin dress caressing every tempting curve deliciously...Her long luscious legs catching the eye of every gentleman in the room as she passes them one by one...Slowly she walks up the steps, the silky fabric of her dress sliding along her velvety skin giving tantilizing glimpses of her firm round bare buttocks...She moves the heavy velvet curtains aside with one spike heeled foot and slips her leg out slowly...She reaches down and lightly runs her perfectly manicured fingertips along the smooth surface of her leg from ankle to mid thigh before stepping fully out from the curtains...She watches the audience carefully as she sashays out onto the stage, the sway of her hips being followed by every eye in the room...She has them in the palm of her hand as she approachs the steel pole in the middle of the stage and holds it tight as she expertly swings one long tanned leg around it and leans back;her long wavy red hair swaying in the breeze

Amys Bog♥
Signed up for fubar maybe 3 hours ago. With in them 3 hours i have gotten boocoos of messages from different guys around the Country! Made me feel good, i dont get that kind of attention. but then i got to thinking maybe its my profile picture, does it say that im a Slut or im just looking for fun or anything along them borders?! Who knows. But i do know this, im nothooking up with anyone off this site or an other site. My Charming is out there somewhere and when i see him i'll know exactley whoehe is.I joined this site to check it out, seen a post about it and thought the writing of it ooked pretty interesting, we i was right but one problem its a about Drinking! And me perosnally i dont drink unless its on the bacony of a beach, and im drinkin me a wine cooler watching and listening to the waves coming in.

Baltimore Male Strippers
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I Love This Girl
SO I FOUND THIS GORGEOUS GIRL WHO I THINK IS PERFECT AND I LOVE HER MORE THEN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD. I MIS HER SO MUCH AND WISH I COULD SEE HER. WE TALK ALMOST ON A DAILY BASIS AND EVERY SECOND WE ARE TALKING IM SMILING WHEN I THINK OF HER IM SMILING AND THE THOUGHT OF LOOSING HER I CRY AND I HAVE NEVER CRIED OVER A WOMAN BEFORE. SO I CAN HONESTLY SAY I FOUND THE ONE I WANT TO BE WITH. SHE KNOWS WHO SHE IS AND JUST SO YOU KNOW BABE I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND CANT WAIT TO GET YOU IN MY ARMS.

Lilith
It is midnight, the witching hour upon this All Hallows eve. I am alone, in bed.Asleep, yet not asleep.Restless for some reason, I cannot fathom.My skin prickles and itches with an unspoken desire. I shrug to myself. Nerves, I say. Such paltry folly of mankind.I roll over, and fall into a heavy delerium. I awake. And perceive a misty apparition. She is here. Never have I seen such beauty.Her long, thick, flowing hair. Dark and seemingly alive all of its own.Her skin, pale as a china doll's, and as flawless as a diamond.Her lips, full and ripe. Moist with a dewey nectar that I lust to taste.Her eyes; almond shaped, dark, and bottomless pools of eros.Her body is full and rubenesque. Well endowed and ripe. She is beautiful. Is this a dream? Am I not awake? I must be, for no such perfection has visited upon me in all my days. I begin to arise, but she places a perfectly manicured hand upon my shoulder, and I slump back onto the bed. As if she suddenly drained my energy.

About Me
i have hazel blue eyes. my favorite colors are blue, black, & limbgreen. I love animals. my favorite animals are dogs, wolves & tigers. i live in clarksville, IN. i lisson to alot of different music. my birthday is april 20th, year i was born is 1990.

Wake Up New World
so for my first assignment in my english class we had to introduce ourselves and write about a song of poem etc. that has influenced our lives. here is mine. hello. my name is katie nichols. i'm 19 years old and i'm pursuing a degree in art. i have no idea where that is really going to take me, but hopefully whatever it is will pay the bills. i live with my parents and 3 of my 5 brothers. i live way north (in oklahoma city, but it's really borderline edmond), and i work at babbage's in quail springs mall as the assistant manager. i love to draw and i really enjoy writing, so i think this class will be really fun. a song that has really influenced my life (as of late anyway) is "somebody that i used to know" by elliott smith. the song is about leaving someone who wasn't worth his time, and realizing that he is better off. i broke up with my fiance on new years this year and for that first month he tried to convince me it was a mistake. i never went back though.

24hrs With Me
IF YOU HAD ME ALONE...LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS AND WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED... WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX CUZ IT'S A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN. YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE. LOL. IF YOU DON'T REPOST IT YOU'RE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING

Love2lickbbw
Try this survey and lemme here your score! NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?Over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Straight 3. Have you ever given someone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?More than 15 6. What is your pubic hair style?Trimmed neatly 7. What kind of underwear do you wear?Boxers 8. Have you ever taken, or been in, naked photos?Both taken and been in them 9. Have you ever been to a nude beach, or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 10. Do you watch porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 11. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?No, neither 12. How large are you...ya know, in the pants?Over 8 inches 13. Have you ever expirimented with another man?No, I'm straight as can be 14. What is your favorite sexual position?Doggie style 15. Are you circumcised?No I am not 16. What gets you off fastest?Blow job 17. How often do

Lost And Confused
Only you Know the Truth you have made me complete you have made me whole i know i should hit delete but you have touched my soul you have lit my life you make me smile someday ill be ur wife even tho it make take awhile you give me stregth day after day you help me through the bad you take my hand and show me the way you lift my face and wipe my tears when im sad you caress me with your eyes you trace my breasts and hips you wisper sweet little lies you make me feel your finger tips you make this love feel right you never let US be wrong.. you never let me to far from your sight you wont let this go on to long.. all we have to do is be strong...

Misc Stuff From Mark's Life...
Heading off to her bedroom, Elise strips out of her clothes and lingerie, and dons her fuzzy housecoat, and heads to the bathroom for her shower. Dave then goes out to the kitchen, and starts up a pot of coffee. Going back into the living room, he takes a quick glance around Elise’s sparsely decorated apartment. A few pictures of friends and family on the walls, a small 19” TV, a PlayStation 2 with a few games and DVD’s, positioned on an older coffee table, a modest couch, which doesn’t look all that inviting, and her computer, more than likely an older Pentium 3, sitting on an even older looking desk. Lighting a cigarette, he opens her balcony door, and steps out. Looking at the view she has, he wonders how much she is paying for rent. Thinking to himself, he wonders how things would work if she moved in with him, loosing himself in thought. Snapping back to reality, he shakes his head, and then thinks, “What the hell am I thinking? I barely know this girl, but yet shit like this is

Pms
13 Things PMS Stands For: 1 Pass My Shotgun 2 Psychotic Mood Shift 3 Perpetual Munching Spree 4 Puffy Mid-Section 5 People Make me Sick 6 Provide Me with Sweets 7 Pardon My Sobbing 8 Pimples May Surface 9 Pass My Sweat pants 10. Pissy Mood Syndrome 11. Plainly; Men Suck 12. Pack My Stuff and my favorite one. 13. Potential Murder Suspect Pass this on to all of your hormonal friends and those who might need a good laugh! ...Or men who need a warning. And remember: Money talks .... but Chocolate SINGS!!!

My Photo Blog
I'll be doing some new photo's over the weekend. I'm always after suggestions as to what you ladies like to see. If you have any theme's in mind or specific requests, then please let me know. You can reply by commenting on my Blog entry (I think) or you can leave me a message, or email me direct (at xxxJB69@yahoo.com) I might also be on cam this weekend, so if you want to connect then you need to be in my messenger friends list. If you've not added me already then my messenger id is: xxxJB69@yahoo.com Look forward to hearing from you soon. Joe

Born To Love Her.
Thoughts of her Me and a friend wrote a song awhile back about about love and never being able to be with your love. All my life somethings been missing. It took me years to know just what, And even then more the meet that girl. I know her now and love her still Born to love her. Made to protect her. Born to love her. Left to forget her. Even when surrounded I was always alone, But I'm not alone when I'm with her, Not once in my life around her. Amy happiness, she sleeps beside me. Born to love her. Made to protect her. Born to love her. Left to forget her. Born to love her. Made to protect her. Born to love her. Left to forget her. Thoughts of her were always comfort, Even long before I ever knew her. Revealed herself to me that night, Myself never looking except at her soul, That's when I knew who whe would be to me. Born to love her. Made to protect her. Born to love her. Left to forget her. I've always

Poetry
Remember the day way back when, when nothing else mattered besides being with you.. The days when we could love each other unconditionally because nothing else mattered.. The days when we could run from each other because of cooties.. The days when you decided you wanted nothing to do with me && I wanted everything to do with you.. ¢¾My PERFECT GUY would have to have, A good sense of humor, down to earth, loving, someone who willLISTEN to my problems. even though they may be stupid, be there for me during rough times && good times too, likes to watch "CHICKFLICKS" with me && cuddle, family oriented, WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR HIS FRIENDS, FAMILY && ME. && just basically know how to have a good time && have fun..¢¾ .-A guy who will call me just to hear my voice && tell me he loves me with MEANING. .-A guy who can't fall asleep without my voice being the last thing he hears. .-A guy who will have time for me but also have time for himself. .-A guy who wi

Holidays!!!!!!
~~~ Candles in red, trees of evergreen. Silver thistles hang so pretty, What does it all mean? To some it's warm, cozy and bright. Everything glistened and pearly white. I'm told it's a time of Family, friends, and others. To gather all round, Father's and Mothers. So as you come together for Carols in song, remember to pray for ones that won't sing. Some have no voice, no cheer in their heart. No presents to give, nor none will bring. They sit alone by an unlit fire. Wanting and yearning for familiar desire. They have no funds, no money you know. They have no family, no photos to show. "What does it mean?", they say with a sigh. Why should they be happy, and why can't they cry? Christmas means nothing, just another day. Only another memory, their hearts tucked away. Have a wonderful Holiday, but remember one thing. There are those who won't, They know not what it means. ~~~ copyrite:Blujdj~12/17/07

Her Life...an Introduction
THE FOLLOWING BLOG MAY OFFEND SOME READERS SO IF YOU BELIEVE YOU ARE EASILY OFFENDED PLEASE DO NOT READ!!!!!! THE FOLLOWING BLOG IS AN INTRODUCTION TO MY MANUSCRIPT. IT'S BASED ON ACTUAL EVENTS THAT TOOK PLACE IN THE LIFE OF A YOUNG GIRL BEING MOLESTED...The true events of the life of a young girl is what my manuscript is based on. Although all the names used are fictitious, the events are real. A very detailed description of the molestation this young girl endured is how my book begins. In order to allow readers to truly delve inside the world of a molested child I felt graphic detail was necessary. I can only hope the graphics of my story will shed light on a crime that has been underappreciated and the offenders treated lightly. I hope this small introduction makes enough people angry, enough to help change the laws that will protect other children so this might not happen. I also hope that this introduction confirms that if this has happened to you, you are not alone, and th

Ma Jks
A farmer is growing a field full of dildos. Apparently his biggest problem is squatters. A female terrorist believed to b part of the al qaida was 2day found dead. Police believe she got her anthrax mixed up with her tampax and blew up the wrong cunt. A jewish boy has been born with no eyelids. Doctors say they can operate using old foreskins but his mother is worried it will make him cock-eyed. Viagra..... Now available in powder form to put in your tea. Does fuck all for your erections, but stops your biscuits from going soft.

So True
Guys Like That You're Charming You're the girl most guys can't get out of their heads Even if they met you on a bad hair day :-) You just seem to "click" with everyone you meet So even if a guy forgets about you for a second... his friends haven't! What Do Guys Like About You?

The Battle
Statement by Col John Mitchell USMC Retired Date of birth .............., Commander, 1st Battalion 9th Marines Regarding Feb 8, 1968 .... The Fight for Hill 64 as told to Mike "Doc" Coonan The 1st Battalion 9th Marines was hurriedly moved from Camp Evans and transported by helicopter to the Khe Sanh Combat Base on January 22, 1968. It was an unexpected move and some of our units were out in the field and needed to be brought to Camp Evans by chopper to get ready that day to saddle up for the chopper flight to Khe Sanh. By the time we got to Khe Sanh it was late afternoon. I directed that the men find whatever shelter they could and hunker down for the night. The next day we went to the Rock Quarry where we set up the battalion perimeter. While on that movement Alpha Company was moving in the front and found itself on a small knoll about 500 yards in front of our battalion’s main lines. I wanted to put a company out there to be our trip wire when the NVA started their attack on th

The More Things Change The More They Stay The Same
Your back is sticky with sweat and the jacketclings and chills. An odor flows upward, out of the open neck of your utility shirt, and you discover with a grimace that the smell is you. The sun pounds down. Sweat burns the eyes, flows along the edge of the nose, gathers, then pushes on down to the corner of the mouth. A tongue flicks out. Salty. Yech! Hot, tired, smelly and uncomfortable, you hear a voice. "Cold soda, Marine?" You smile a "yes!" She flips off the soda top and pours the fluid into a paper cup full of chipped ice. You gulp down a large mouthful of the cold, sweet fluid. Small chips of ice slide down your throat along with the soda. Then you realize, too late, that slivers of glass are cutting your stomach . . . from the inside, out. The games people play in Vietnam are deadly. A convoy of trucks moves slowly down the highway to Hue. A group of small boys offer loaves of French bread to Marines riding on the backs of the vehicles. One of the trucks, loaded with

Homeless Veterans
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Who are homeless veterans? The U. S. Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) says the nation's homeless veterans are mostly males (4 % are females). The vast majority are single, most come from poor, disadvantaged communities, 45% suffer from mental illness, and half have substance abuse problems. America’s homeless veterans have served in World War II, Korean War, Cold War, Vietnam War, Grenada, Panama, Lebanon, Operation Enduring Freedom (Afghanistan), Operation Iraqi Freedom, or the military’s anti-drug cultivation efforts in South America. Forty-seven percent of homeless veterans served during the Vietnam Era. More than 67% served our country for at least three years and 33% were stationed in a war zone. How many homeless veterans are there? Although accurate numbers are impossible to come by -- no one keeps national records on homeless veterans -- the VA estimates that nearly 200,000 veterans a

Just A Little Complicated...
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if that makes me a bitch , so be it. I emb

'twas The Nascar Night Before Christmas
Twas the night before Christmas, when all through the garage not an engine was humming, not even a Dodge. The race uniforms were tucked in the lockers with care in hopes that the '07 season soon would be there. The NASCAR drivers were nestled all cozy in their beds, while visions of championships danced in their heads. Mike Helton was sipping on Childress Vineyards wine while Jayski was writing his next brilliant headline. When out on the track there arose such a rumble, I jumped out of bed and went for a tumble. Over to my window I ran aghast, thinking of Ricky Bobby and "I wanna go fast." The moon glistened across the fresh-fallen snow, illuminating Kurt Busch making angels below. When what to my still sleepy eyes should approach but eight NASCAR drivers and a big red motorcoach. That chubby old man, could this be a trick? "No," I said, "this sure is St. Nick." In a way that was, so rhythmic they came St. Nick commanded the drivers by name. "Now H

Christmas
man this year was a great one. i got everything I wanted for xmas and so did my family. We went a little over board on xmas gifts for haydan but it was all worth it. The cowboys lost which was and still is very upsetting but its only a game right. they need to win the next one in order to get into the playoffs. my one xmas wish would be for them to win the next game. GO COWBOYS...

Pome
How can this be true That everything I have ever wanted was given or handed to me or even bought for me. Could it be that I am true and honest with the people who mean the world to me and more. Is this true? Of course it's true because I'm honesr and true to the people who mean the world to me. Can people trust me?Of corse the can Because I'm honest and I can keep secrtes if someone don't want someone else to know about. April

Blogging
I am so busy with work and school right now I don't get online alot. I have 2 weeks and a day left of school. HAHA...I'm not counting huh? Saying that, I don't want anyone to think I'm ignoring them. I have exams and check offs this coming week and next week. Externship starts May 21st. WoooooHoooooooooo! I will return favors soon. ~Michelle~ I'm trying to figure out how to work cherry tap...bear with me.

Geanna
I JUST WANTED TO SAY HEY TO EVERYONE FOR THE FIRST TIME..I'M GLAD THAT YOU ALL HAVE TAKEN THE TIME TO LOOK AT MY PROFILE AND MY PIX..SO, THANK YOU..HERE SOMETHING FOR YOU ALL THAT I WROTE.. I LOVE THIS, I READ IT AND IT HELPS ME FEEL A LITTLE BETTER ABOUT EVERYTHING THAT'S GOING ON IN MY LIFE.. She feels stuck, standing still, caught between fruitless desperation for what was and crippling fear of what might be, and overcome by the weighty realization that knowing what she has lost is the clearest evidence that she can never get it back. Maybe there's never any going back. Maybe we are forever changed by new perspectives, such that our old realities, even if somehow revived, could never again be quite the right fit. Then again, maybe she was always standing still, as life passed by on every side, and she only knows it now because she no longer likes where she is standing. And hands once alive with songs of healing claw frantically at puppet-strings of doubtful imperfect

Colorado Snow
John Denver sang a song about the snow here...but personally, I'm a little tired of it. I don't mind a little bit of snow, but we've had snow every week for six weeks now, and well, frankly, I'm ready for summer! After growing up in the deep south and college in LA(that's Lower Alabama for y'all yankees:), I was ready for a little winter, but I'm thinking maybe a move to the desert would be nice right about now! When does summer start? Check out some fun pics of our snow in my photo album!

A Cough And Sneeze
Everyone wants to know something about their friends... Yea, I'm the same way. So I decided to compile a list of 25 things about me so you can get to know me better. 1. I am scared of bees... even if a bee is 2 feet away from me, I go into hysterics. 2. I have a twin sister named Amanda (aka Manders). 3. I have a boyfriend who I love dearly, but still do not have 100% trust in him yet. He has to earn that. 4. I can be a big flirt sometimes. But would NEVER do anything to jeporadize my relationship. 5. I am in love with chinese food... I cannot get enough of it! 6. I cannot work out like most people. I injured my hip in a car accident in 04' and then again last year, but it healed incorrectly. Therefore I have extreme pain sometimes. 7. I love music. I love listening to new bands. I listen to metal, rap, R&B, reggaeton, Spanish, and rock. But I also listen to some classical, and blues. 8. I also love movies. I love horror (not the cheesy horror... House of 1000

Valentines Day Sucks
i dont like havin to see all the crap about love and finding the right person and people makin such a big deal about valentines day. some of us arent lucky enough to have someone to spend it with and are lonely this time of year and seeing that shit just makes it worse. i know i feel a hell of a lot more lonely this time of year, it really sucks not being wanted.

Valentines
Soon be that special day and thought I say happy Valentines to everyone, espicaly the love of my life, my dearest Helen. Check out her profile here and rate her please http://www.cherrytap.com/user/617315

Stop Child Abuse Campaign
YES IT'S NOT JUST A MYTH THAT SOME PARENTS BEAT THEIR KIDS UNTIL THEY ARE DEAD IT IS REAL. JUST TAKE FOR EXAMPLE THE GIRL IN THE SONG "ALYSSA LIES". SHE WAS FRIGHTENED TO TELL THE TRUTH, GROWN UPS THAT SAW THE ABUSIVE BRUISES WERE AFRAID TO GET HIT THEMSELVES. IT NEVER ENDED AND NOBODY DID ANYTHING UNTIL THAT LITTLE GIRL WAS MURDERED BY HER DAD. IF YOU DON'T LIKE ME THAT'S OK, BUT THIS ISN'T ABOUT ME NOR IS IT ABOUT ME GETTING GLORY FOR HELPING THE KIDS. THIS IS ALL ABOUT THE CHILDREN AND YOU SHOULD PASS ON MY RIBBON IN MY PHOTOS TO HELP THEM SPREAD THE WORD THAT SOME CANNOT DUE TO THE FACT THAT THEY GET THREATENED OR BEAT WHEN THEY TELL ON THE PARENTS THAT HAD ENOUGH SENSE TO REPRODUCE, BUT NOT ENOUGH SENSE TO TAKE PROTECTION IN THEIR FAVOR TO NOT HAVE THE KIDS THEY BEAT UNTIL DEATH. SO I WILL LOOK FORWARD TO OTHERS JOINING THIS FIGHT AGAINST ALL FORMS OF CHILD ABUSE AND PLEASE DON'T BE AFRAID TO TALK TO ME ABOUT DOING SOMETHING ELSE TO HELP THE KIDS!

Freedom Of Death
Bord to death...I am but a pale lifeless ghost walking among others just like me.A moving cemetry is life,so different and unfair!but death is sullen and presnt in us all.Suppressed in others but so alive in me.Quaking in my footsteps,vibrating in each whisper.Shaking in all my thoughts...I dream of your place.Death..How easy and plane the freedom of non-existence,the reality of another dimension,the ivivd colours that sparkle in the darkness,the promise of light at the end..My spirit soars at the amage of peace from this earthly chaos.Suicied,many attempted,more failed.Diabolic,my faith to strong.Damaged spot on! Beyond glum.Hugs and tender kisses..Waiting for my angel to fetch me and peace me back together with the adhesive promise of freedom.The freedom of evalotion..Lift me up!Let the apologetic clouds gatherand envelope this broken captured soulinto the warm,beautiful FREEODM OF DEATH...

Released From The Hospital
For those that don't know me, I have Epilepsy Seizures and on Feb 9th I ended up being in the hospital for having multiple seizures. I had 3 seizures by the time I had gotten to the hospital by ambulance. And while I was in the hospital I had gotten sick with Bronchitus real bad which kept me in the hospital even longer that I had planned on being in for. So needless to say I was in for a whole 7 days straight and had just gotten out today on Feb.16th. I am usually on here everydayand night so if you noticed me not being being on here thats why I wasn't on here all last week.

Jealousy
I don't understand how you can say you love someone so much and treat them like shit! Why not just be happy for them that they are happy right where they're at. That may mean it's not with you, SO WHAT! GET OVER IT!!! Seriously. Last night was a freakin blast!!! Splinters was flippin packed!!! But I had TONS of fun and can't wait to do it again in a couple weeks and of course on thursday. Much love, Sarah

My Blogs
hey guys how about not rating,adding,nor adding as fans!!!!look im not gay so dont reqest for me to add u to my cherrytap account if u do u will be deleted!!! no guys !!!!!!guys fuck off im a guy so stop fucking bothering me!!!!!! girls only allowed no guys! i said no guys no guys allowed damn it guys cancel ure request to be my friend no guys

Yet Another Blog Entry
I thought I could do a blog entry more often than this..but yet I could not think of anything interesting to say. There are some that say I'm NOT interesting anyway! haha. But just like my diaries as a kid I could never keep up with them ,didnt have anything to say. I wasnt pretty or the ugliest girl..I didnt have the hot football player after me ...I wasnt getting into trouble ...etc. In fact I threw them away as I got older ,cause they were so stupid! I'm just now learning how to make these web pages. We shall see how this all goes. Maybe I'll meet more cool people, and someone will actually come by and look.

Wait And Bleed
"Wait and Bleed" I've felt the hate rise up in me... Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves... I wander over where you can't see... Inside my shell, I wait and bleed... Goodbye! I wipe it off on tile, the light is brighter this time Everything is 3D blasphemy My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up This is not the way I pictured me I can't control my shakes How the hell did I get here? Something about this, so very wrong... I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like this Is it a dream or a memory? I've felt the hate rise up in me... Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves... I wander over where you can't see... Inside my shell, I wait and bleed... Get outta my head cuz I don't need this Why I didn't I see this? I'm a victim - Manchurian candidate I have sinned by just Makin' my mind up and takin' your breath away I've felt the hate rise up in me... Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves... I wand

Tarot
When you open up to the ultimate, immediately it pours into you. You are no longer an ordinary human being - you have transcended. Your insight has become the insight of the whole existence. Now you are no longer separate - you have found your roots. Otherwise, ordinarily, everybody is moving without roots, not knowing from where their heart goes on receiving energy, not knowing who goes on breathing in them, not knowing the life juice that is running inside them. It is not the body, it is not the mind - it is something transcendental to all duality, that is called bhagavat - the bhagavat in the ten directions .... Your inner being, when it opens, first experiences two directions: the height, the depth. And then slowly, slowly, as this becomes your established situation, you start looking around, spreading into all other eight directions. And once you have attained to the point where your height and your depth meet, then you can look around to the very circumference of the univ

Random Media
This is hilarious: BERLIN (Reuters) - A German man who spent 10 days in a self-made box atop a 72-foot-tall pole to protest a looming jail term was lured off his perch by his wife -- who sent up a topless picture of herself in his lunch box. Fred Gregor, 45, was bidding to have his 15-month conviction for fraud overturned by squatting in his tiny cubicle atop a converted television mast. He told Reuters in a telephone interview last week that he wanted a new trial. His wife Susanne, 25, backed his protest until the former stripper and mother of their five children decided she had had enough.

Devour
there are certain things to which devour our souls good or bad they are eaten like dreams with out concept or passion...my pain is my pleasure....it has to be cause there is no true happiness, im am lost in a labyrinth which has a begining and yet no end...so y am i still walkin through it....i choose to ...may b because the pain makes me feel alive cause i know no true pleasure...or simply because i enjoy the thoughts me and the sphinx in the maze share....it grows dark and i am still in here growing cold....am i sure im cold or is it all just a dream or mayb is reality a dream and this dream a reality....i sit awhile and let the wind tease my hair ... im not who i think i am yet im something more....some believe less... mayb to them...i am wat i am a black swan on a red river.....and i wait in this labyrinth for a end to find me....if it can....

God Save The Queen
God save the queen The fascist regime It made you a moron Potential H bomb God save the queen She ain't no human being There is no future In England's dreaming Don't be told what you want Don't be told what you need There's no future No future No future for you God save the queen We mean it man We love our queen God saves God save the queen Cause tourists are money And our figurehead Is not what she seems Oh god save history God save your mad parade Lord god have mercy All crimes are paid When there's no future How can there be sin We're the flowers in the dustbin We're the poison in the human machine We're the future Your future God save the queen We mean it man We love our queen God saves God save the queen We mean it man There is no future In England's dreaming No future No future No future for you No future No future No future for me No future No future No future for you No future No future for you

Irritated....
Okay, I really don't like repeating myself, this is especially true at work. When I give someone information that is kind of important, I expect them to either listen or write it down or something. But when I have to repeat myself several times over, then it's obvious that person seriously needs to get voice recorder or something. Sorry man, I have a job to do, don't have time to take out to help a memory problem. So irritating! ugh!

Dolphin Massacre In Japan
I don't normally post this sort of thing but I feel very strongly on this issue and the rest of the world needs to see this. Not only is it happening to whales but to dolphins as well. Please help in this cause Thank you. To do nothing is to approve of it. Please take a moment to look at the video and sign the online petition. From little things, big things grow... And then send it on to as many like minded people that you know. If we build the numbers, we will be heard eventually and things will change, one way or the other. Please help! We must change the way people think about their oceans and inhabitants for the good of us all. Copy & paste the links below in your address bar- The video - http://www.glumbert.com/media/dolphin The petition - http://www.petitiononline.com/golfinho/ Regards Alan Irving Whitsunday Scuba Centre - Dive Australia

For All Who Know Motorcycle Riders
For all who Know Motorcycle Riders ____________________________________________ I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats

Hello Do I Have Any Friends Left?
Just wanted to let all my friends know that I am having some very bad health issues. I Have had diabetes for about 25 years and it has not been very controlled. I am now facing kidney failure and may have to start dialysis and I will have to have a kidney transplant and possibly a pancreas transplant. I just thought that my friends here might like to know and I would appreciate any prayers and thoughts that neone might have. This will be a very long and hard road for myself and my family to deal with. We are not looking for sympathy, just some prayer that we will make it through this without loosing everything. Much love to you all!!! Steve, Rachel, and family

Vote 4 Me!
I am currently at joint 4th place in the "Playboy Model UK" Competition. I need as many UK Residents as possible to vote for me as possible! If you vote for me, I will send Topless photos to you. All you need to do, is send me a text vote, by following the instructions below, then once you have sent a text vote, you will be send a confirmation text, by Playboy, that you have voted for me. Then all you need to do, is forward that confirmation text to me, by forwarding that exact text message to: 07765173460 Then to recieve your topless photos via email, you can either send me a second text message with your name and email address, via the same mobile phone number, so I know its you thats voted! or you can send me an email with your name and mobile number, so I can check my inbox, to see if the text vote confirmation sent to me, is from you. Please give me a double excuse to celebrate this Friday 31st August 2007, not only will it be my 25th birthday, but also it is the

My Only
I kneel, supplicant before you my will offered up in quiet acquiescence awaiting your approval or reproach the fine line between pleasure and pain becomes ever sweeter with your control with every touch, kiss, word smoldering embers are kindled tormenting desires awakened I quiver captured by heat and hunger bend me to your will My Lord show me what you most desire my purpose but to serve through your dominion I find myself You, the Master of many my only

Joey's Blog!
Hi! I have been a member of CherryTap for about 4 days now and I am still nervous! I would love to make new friends and I fell like I have become a pest already! I cherish your friendships and I want them to last! Please, Please, If I say or do anything out of line, let me know by message. I take criticism very well and I do not get angry very easliy! I am more timid than anything. I love it here and I enjoy it here! The atmosphere is wonderful! Thank you for letting me be a member of CherryTAP! xoxoxo -Joey

Men Or Mice?
You know I dont pretend to understand men, even though most of my friends are guys. But as friends their easy to figure out as lovers.. that's a hole nother story, How is it that guys shows more interest in you when you show no interest in them? But once your single and interest, they act like you dont exist. OR when you are together and your mean and bitchy they seem to love ya but when you sweet and nice, their looking for a peice of ass else where. What the HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jokes
Grandma & Grandpa were visiting their kids overnight. When Grandpa found a bottle of Viagra in his son's medicine cabinet, he asked about using one of the pills. The son said, "I don't think you should take one Dad, they're very strong and expensive". "How much?" asked Grandpa. "$10.00 a pill", answered the son. "I don't care," said Grandpa, "I'd still like to use one, and before we leave in the morning, I'll put money under the pillow!" Later the next morning, the son found $110.00 under the pillow. He called Grandpa and said, "I told you each pill was $10.00, not $110.00" "I know", said Grandpa, "The hundred is from Grandma!"

For Real, My Peeps
*from a friend, to all of you* Dear Friends and Family, Some of you may already know that our son Philip was diagnosed with mild Autism in September of 2006. You can read Philip’s story by visiting: www.autismwalk.org/goto/PhilipJames . Autism is a complex neurobiological disorder that typically lasts throughout a person's lifetime. Today, 1 in 166 individuals is diagnosed with autism, making it more common than pediatric cancer, diabetes, and AIDS combined. It is four times more likely to strike boys than girls. Autism impairs a person's ability to communicate and relate to others. It is also associated with rigid routines and repetitive behaviors, such as obsessively arranging objects or following very specific routines. Symptoms can range from very mild to quite severe. Currently, the causes of autism are unknown and there are no specific medical treatments or cure. Physicians have no blood test or scan that can definitively diagnose the dis

Yay For Hitting People With Sticks!
Just in case everyone wonder's where their favorite Monster is this weekend: she's in Strasburg, IL hitting people with sticks. lmao The first Belegarth event of the season is this weekend (Spring Wars). Spring Wars actually starts today, but I'm being responsible and not missing school in the morning. Being a grown-up stinks. Look for pics posted on Monday. I'm getting my commander ceremony this weekend! So yeah - in the woods, hitting people, alcohol...should be a good weekend.

Bethanne's Ramblings
i figured it was about time i wrote a blog. i wanted to say hello and say that i will be writing in here from time to time and i don't know if anyone finds a girl who's into reading, spelling, and anything involved with the english language remotely attractive, but it's a start. so, i guess i'm going to end this entry for now and hopefully i'll write more. i should say for those who try to message me via that shoutbox, it won't work. i disabled it because it just went crazy and i don't want it completely going off a lot, so i turned it off. i'd rather you comment or message me via the private emails anyway. also, if i sound a little naive or crazy in comments, it's because i'm shy, i don't know what to say and i have to say thanks.

Still A Fuckin' Puppet
Years passing by along this railroad called life. You notice how things are changing while you're trying to convince yourself that you are in control over yer personal existance. How crude it is when it suddenly comes clear that you are still a fuckin' puppet in this game, called life.

Dsyfuntional Joy
Blindfold The taste of fear is somehow sweet not completely real . . . perhaps anticipation of the unknown, the vivid flash of imagination low tones, words barely whispered against a straining ear by unseen lips heated by desire of a slave for her Master she answers with silence, behind the blindfold only her heartbeat speaks of her need as it pulses hot in her neck yet He knows . . . words unneeded, unwanted. hot flashes of pain, a nipple compressed by strong fingers air sucked between clenched teeth a dark laugh echoes in the silence the sweet bite of the clamps over turgid flesh, throbbing, aching satisfaction in her soul, fire in her blood hands held firm by a leather embrace outstretched from her sides like a female heretic on the cross what will He do? Giddy with curiosity spread . . . bound by the shackles of her submission and His iron control the warm glide of fingers over flesh masculine touch, the scrape of a finge

Graywolfs Comments
I want to Thank everyone who sent me birthday wishs and comments...I really appreciate them all and hope to return the favor's...I'm new to this site here..give me sometime and then look out??? LOL

Find That One Person That Makes You Feel Complete
for those of you out there who are looking for that one person that makes you feel complete keep looking cause i think i have fainaly found her and it is the most wonderful feelingin the world it is worth all the pain and heartache that come with such a search all you who have had a brokeheart in the past know what i am talking about but when that person finaly comes into your life it is like having all of the pains of your past heeled at the same time for the first time in my life i am truely enjoying the sound of the birds in the morning and the true beauty in a sunrise. i wish these same feelings for all my friends out there on cherry tap if all of you are lucky enough to find someone like adele this world will be a better happier place. have a great day ya'll

Darfur Situation.....thing People Dont Realize!
Darfur is experiencing an ongoing genocide and needs our voices to help stop the extreme poverty and dislocation of people. There are many families without homes, children without parents, food and clothes....we need to unite as one and take a stand against this serious problem! please take the time to read this and help even if it is just hosting a banner on your page or signing the delaration. there is so much we can do and every voice counts....visit these sites for more information....just think what if it were YOU in this situation! www.one.org www.standnow.org www.savedarfur.org The ongoing genocide in the Darfur region of western Sudan began in 2003, when the government of Sudan began sponsoring attacks against the people of Darfur. The genocide has claimed 400,000 lives and displaced over 2,500,000 people. More than one hundred people continue to die each day. About the size of Texas, the Darfur region is home to racially mixed tribes of settled peasants, who i

My Kickass Blog
Titanic- That was pretty cool when the boat sank. 300- I hate this movie because everyone loves it. Grease- The most overated musical I have seen. John Travolta makes me want to shit my pants. 1900- You probably never heard of this movie and believe me, you'll wish you never had. Watch only if you want to see Robert DeNiro get jerked off. Super Troopers- Would have been a great movie if only it weren't for the shitheads who won't quit quoting the movie. God, I just want to kick them in the balls. Star Wars: Episode 1 The Phantom Menace- I would have enjoyed looking at George Lucas' dirty diaper more than this space turd. Some of the most hilarious dialog and acting are contained in this movie. The Lord of the Rings Trilogy- I'm just going to hate these movies to piss everyone off. Date Movie- Hahaha, hmmmmmm...... Dune- The only good part about this movie is that Sting is in it...sadly thats also the worst part : (

A Contest Within A Contest!!!!
Ok, this is how it's going to go down... I want people to submit me a 15 track playlist to be mixed into a mixed CD. I will judge the playlists and mix the 5 I like best. After that I will review them and submit then online to be judged by you the fans. The winning CD while THEN be used as a special giveaway in a few online contests I will be hosting, and their names included within the liner notes. Tracklisting must be any of the following Genres: House, Trance, Techno, or Hardstyle. Please submit your tracklisting to me in the form of a Private Message. This contest within a contest run from 00:00:01 AM EST April 20th, 2007 until 23:59:59 AM EST May 10th, 2007. Good Luck and Thank You for you entry, Optikal Illuzion

Growing Up
Those Born 1920-1979 READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO. IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft dri

Best Comment I Have Heard
The best comments I've read on the situation in Iraq ...and they're from a former Pittsburgh Steeler, 4-time Super Bowl winner Rocky Bleier. Bleier, who spoke a recent Montana State Bobcat booster banquet in Great Falls, said... "The common feeling now," he said, "is let's get out of Iraq, because we don't agree with the policies and circumstances that got us there in the first place. And the other feeling (that's prevalent) is, 'We support our troops.' So there's a separation between the war itself and the participants, the soldiers." Bleier, whose rugged features and trim waistline make him seem much younger than 61, purses his lips a bit. "But ... you can't support the troops if you don't support the mission," he said. "It's one and the same, whether you like it or not. Those young men and women who are serving today have made a commitment, and if you talk to the majority of them, what they feel that they're doing and the inroads that they're making in Iraq, whet

Hey Everybody Im Only 17 So Stop Bothering Me..if I Dont Know You Then Fuck You..im Not 18 Im 17 Underage..
READ IT IF YOU ARE ON MY FRIENDS LIST.. YES ITS TRUE IM ONLY 17 YEARS OLD I LIED TO HERE JUST SO I CAN GET AN ACCOUNT BUT YA SO IF YOUR OVER THE AGE OF 18 THEN FUCK YOU I AINT TALKIN TO YOU SO STOP COMMENTIN MY PICS PROFILE AND GIVIN ME SHOUTOUTS THANK YOU.. REMEMBER I AM ONLY 17 YEARS OLD IF YOU DONT BELIVE ME GO TO MY MYSPACE..myspace.com/fallen17 check it out it will tell you my true age..so stop bothering me..i mean it its getting annoying and fuckin pissing me off

Bitches And Hoes
why is it so fucking wrong to call women bitches and hoes i dont get it i mean i know theres disrespectful ways of doin it but i love you bitches and hoes i mean shit without bitches and hoes the world would be full of these uptight real deal fucking dirty ass stuck up bitches who wants them no one so in short in my little blog lay off ladies i love you bitches and hoes i mean it in the nicest way possiable trust me God Is Love ~FRO~

My Favorite Poem
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)i am never without it(anywhere i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling) i fear no fate(for you are my fate, my sweet)i want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows( here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart I carry your heart(I carry it in my heart) by: E.E. Cummings

Who Needs Walls And Fences Wen We Have Windows And Gates?
Windows has changed so much since 1995 from Windows1 Dos version to Windows Vista. Who Likes the way Microsoft is headed?? and Why I would love to hear all your comments and some input on the situation

Stories,songs...
Story of The Fisher King Current mood: satisfied Category: Religion and Philosophy One of my favorite stories,was told in Terry Gilliam's movie The Fisher King.Enjoy,learn,mark and remember. The Story of the Fisher King It begins with the king as a boy, having to spend the night alone in the forest to prove his courage so he can become king. Now while he is spending the night alone he's visited by a sacred vision. Out of the fire appears the holy grail, symbol of God's divine grace. And a voice said to the boy, "You shall be keeper of the grail so that it may heal the hearts of men." But the boy was blinded by greater visions of a life filled with power and glory and beauty. And in this state of radical amazement he felt for a brief moment not like a boy, but invincible, like God, ... so he reached into the fire to take the grail, ... and the grail vanished, ... leaving him with his hand in the fire to be terribly wounded. Now as this boy grew ol

Sunset ...
As the sun goes down On this lovely town I can't but help To wear a frown Like everyone I live my life With constant battles And major strife The greatness in The scheme of things Is the comfort Realization brings Time is brutal Yet LOVE is great In the middle Are many mistakes To live is to learn To learn is to love To love is to feel To feel is to steal Steal away from anything That makes us feel un-important...

Through To You
Through to You It must be another one of those days We're on again, off again, just another phase This is becoming all to comfortable to you And im getting tired of waiting for your next move When will you now, when will you show me how you feel Chorus: You push me, you pull me, you make everything about you I love you, i hate you, and im just tryin to get through You need me, you cant see, would you choose already Cause im just tryin to get through, through to you All i wanted was attention from you We're fast, we're slow, i havent got a clue What am i supposed to do when i cant figure you out We kiss, we fight, you scream, i shout You've blown my mind and got me confused at the same time Chorus: You push me, you pull me, you make everything about you I love you, i hate you, and im just tryin to get through You need me, you cant see, would you choose already Cause im just tryin to get through, through to you I hate this tu

To All Ct Users On My List
To all my friends, i just want to say, i appreciate every single one of you, i may not get round to chattin to u all on a regular basis, but i think of u whenever i can, please feel free to drop by and leave me messages or rate my pictures, and i will do my very best 2 return the favour cheers all

Remember
You left me here remember that You ran and didnt even look back Remember how I cried so much Remember how I missed your touch Remember how you looked away Every time I begged you to stay Remember how you let me go So many nights so all alone Remember how you scolded me To get a life and let you be Remember how I loved you so And swore to never let you go Remember how I needed you Nothing that I would not do....... Remember how you said everything changes...???

Please Help
http://www.FastTrackFundraising.com/donations.index,php?groupZF123 Please GO TO THE WEB SITE ABOVE AND PASS THE LINK ON TO YOUR FRIENDS AND HELP ME OUT THE PASTOR IN THE PICTURE ON IT WAS MY PASTOR AT THE CHURCH WE ATTEND HAS PASSED ON MAY3 2007 LEAVING BEHIND A WIFE AND GRANDAUGHTER PICTURED IN IT WITH HIM TO CONTINUE WITH THE CHURCH BUT SHE HAS NO INCOME COMMING IN SO IM DOING FUNDRAISER TO RAISE MONEY TO HELP HER OUT YOU CAN DONATE ONLINE ON THE SITE OR IF YOU PREFER TO MAIL IT TO ME MY ADDRESS IS LORETTA HINKLE Box 138 Bessie Hollow rd Camden on Gauley WV 26208 And please pass it on to all your friends on your email or at home Thank You

What Have I Become
twisted soul, black heart, jaded are my thoughts, memories haunting me, not wanting to go on darkness fills my veins, what have i become?, hell bent on revenge, not caring that it's wrong i cut my wrists, i await my fate, the judgement tolls begin to toll, giving into my pain, the only thing i can control

True Friends....who R They?
So there comes a time when you find out who your true friends are and who are just your bar buddies. Here is my way of telling you that if you fit in any of the next ten reasons then you are a true friend...If not then you obviosly are just a bar buddy. The way I catorgorize who my true friends are: 1: You call only to say hello or how is your day, not for a need or a certain reason. 2: If I truly look like shit you are gonna be the first one to tell me. 3: You have a pair of jammies for me in the closet for the drunk sleep over nights. 4: When I am pissed off you get me a shot and shoot one with me. 5: You can finnish my sentences and it does not even bother me. 6: We can sit some where together and not have to talk to each other and still have a good time. 7: I don't ever have to worry about the homie hopper sittuation with you. You get yours and I have mine but never the same. 8: When I cry, you may not cry eith me but you will laugh with me after handing me a

Music
Marija Ferifovic is new winner on the eurosong contest. she comes from, my country, serbia. we r proud on her. this is lyric: PRAYER I'm wide awake An empty bed drives my dreams away Life melts like ice Disappears in the twinkling of an eye I'm losing my mind, Pushing reality out of sight Our lips are touching softly You're the one I believe blindly I walk around like crazy Falling in love frightens me Days are like wounds Countless and hard to get through Prayer... It burns my sore lips like a fire Prayer... Thy name is something I admire Heaven knows just as well as I do So many times I have cried over you Heaven knows just as well as I do I pray and live only for you I can't lie to God as I kneel down and pray You're the love of my life That's the only thing I can say

Ten Rules On Dating My Daughter
Rule One: If you pull into my driveway and honk you'd better be delivering a package, because you're sure not picking anything up. Rule Two: You do not touch my daughter in front of me. You may glance at her, so long as you do not peer at anything below her neck. If you cannot keep your eyes or hands off of my daughter's body, I will remove them. Rule Three: I am aware that it is considered fashionable for boys of your age to wear their trousers so loosely that they appear to be falling off their hips. Please don't take this as an insult, but you and all of your friends are complete idiots. Still, I want to be fair and open minded about this issue, so I propose this compromise: You may come to the door with your underwear showing and your pants ten sizes too big, and I will not object. However, in order to ensure that your clothes do not, in fact, come off during the course of your date with my daughter, I will take my electric nail gun and fasten your trous

Plotting
its funny, as long as you play other peoples games you have to play by their rules, I'm starting a new game, it involves everyone, it is similar to the chinese game called Go. Instead of stones though I will use people, and when I have strategically placed my people in the most advantageous positions, I will stike. Be prepared......

What Would You Do?
If you knew that you were FOR SURE dying tomorrow.. What are the final 3 things you would do and why? My answers -- 1. I would take some sort of something, To enable me to stay awake for the next 3 days..And spend every moment with my children. 2. I would tell my family how grateful I am for them. 3. I would have TONS of sex. ......

Interesting Fact # 1
President Clinton and his national security team ignored several opportunities to capture Osama bin Laden and his terrorist associates, including one as late as last year. I know because I negotiated more than one of the opportunities. From 1996 to 1998, I opened unofficial channels between Sudan and the Clinton administration. I met with officials in both countries, including Clinton, U.S. National Security Advisor Samuel R. "Sandy" Berger and Sudan's president and intelligence chief. President Omar Hassan Ahmed Bashir, who wanted terrorism sanctions against Sudan lifted, offered the arrest and extradition of Bin Laden and detailed intelligence data about the global networks constructed by Egypt's Islamic Jihad, Iran's Hezbollah and the Palestinian Hamas. Among those in the networks were the two hijackers who piloted commercial airliners into the World Trade Center. The silence of the Clinton administration in responding to these offers was deafening. As an American Mus

Mma Space
MariaTroble has invited you to join Maria's personal and private community at MMAmix.com, where you and Maria can network with each other's friends. Hey! Check out www.mymmaspace.com - it's an awesome new site focused exclusively on creating a community for MMA fighters and fans. It has all the same features as other popular social networking sites, but they screen out all the pervs, posers, and jerks on bigger sites like Myspace and Facebook to ensure the MMA focus. Regitration is free and fighters, fight teams & camps, and promoters and managers can use specific tools to search, promote, and interact with a targeted MMA audience. Oh yeah, they have an MMA Dream Sweepstakes to kick off the site launch (details below). Tell all your friends about the site - each referral is another entry for you into sweepstakes! Fighters & Fight Teams - we sponsor! We have a groundbreaking promo/comp plan for all types of fighters. Send an email to justin@mymmaspace.com if you want more info.

Love!!!
You sign on to yet another one of these sites and expect the same old stuff but, then you find someone that you never would have expected!!! I found the man I should be with!!! He loves me and adores me and I love that! How often do you think that this happens? I know that this doesn't happen a lot! I'm so happy with him, he makes me laugh, smile, and feel so good that I never thought would happen!!! I hope everyone finds the person that they should be with like i have! To the man I love, you know who you are, you mean everything to me and I love you so much, you make me melt and feel like I've never felt before, I'm so happy to be with you and that you found me!

Love You
Let me not say I love you Although you know that it is true That phrase has been so much abused. Misunderstood and over-used. Let me say rather " I think you, breathe you, taste you, feel you, dream you." That you help make each day complete. And life has never been so sweet.

New Here
Bear with me here I am new to Cherry tap. I am trying to figure out all the ins and outs of it.....just a little FYI!!! Thanks for the patience! How Zane fell into the job that he did I am not sure but what I will tell you is that he has, hands down, my dream job. What a living to be paid to go all around the world and get drunk everywhere you go. He travels around the world to different countries and seeks out local establishments that have in some way impacted the drinking culture for that country. In addition to getting drunk everywhere he goes he also enjoys the different cuisines (rather strange a lot of the time) that each destination offers. You even get to enjoy watching what different parts of the world use as "hang over" cures. I would recommend this show to anyone that likes to watch a good cultural show and enjoys drinking! It is fun to see the different things that are being produced through out the world and Zane's personality makes it absolutely hilarious

Tarot Card
You scored as The Lovers. The Lovers card is about harmony and most in important love and forgiveness. The Lovers is also about not giving into tempteation and waiting for true love to come your way. It can mean that you had been hurt but have healed yourself and can finally realize love is out there somewhere. You value a good relationship and base it on love not sex. Don't give up on love.The Empress and The Emperor100%The Lovers100%Justice95%The Fool75%The World75%The Magician65%Judgement50%The Devil40%The Hanged Man30%The High Priestess30%The Hier

R.i.p. Fred Kauhane
I was just informed by e-mail yesterday that a dear friend of mine Fred Kauhane had passed away this weekend on Mauii while attending his grandaughters sporting event. My heart is heavy right now, and its still hard for me even today to understand why God takes a beautiful man such as Fred Kauhane away from us. I guess thats cause I'm angry because I never got to tell Fred "Goodbye" and "Thank You" for all he had done for me since my freshman year at Chaminade University. The laughing, the conversations, and the ALOHA you gave me is PRICELESS! So Uncle Fred its time for me to let go and forgive myself, but i'll never let you leave my heart. As a tribute to you and our friendship I remember these words you taught me my freshman year 2001 - I hope I spell it right. "AHUI HO MALAMA PONO"! Much Alofa! Brudda Chuck

Honesty
This was written by a very good friend of mine, and i wanted to share it. A Little Bit of Honesty I want to be me... I want to be loved for who I am... What I am... The way I am... completely. I am everything that you have ever wanted... Needed... Desired... and I will not be second place...to anyone...anything. I will not compete for your attention... Your time... Your love... If you cannot see my worth it will be your loss... and someday the tears I have cried will be yours. I will not be a conveniant distraction... a temporary amusement... a toy to be put on the shelf until you decide to play again. Someday you will think of the time we spent together... The words whispered in the dark... The promises that you broke... and all you will be left with is the memory of what we had. Someday you will realize that what you really wanted was within your reach... but then it will be

Getting To Know Me...
Ok I got this from a new friend... Im kinda challenged on here.. but hey!!! who cares... Apparently Im suppose to change his answers... put mine in and post.. then someone else does it.. Shesh, how hard can this be huh? 1. PICK OUT A SCAR YOU HAVE, AND EXPLAIN HOW YOU GOT IT. Right Calf.. Sliced it carrying the garbage out to the bin... 2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM? Brick, three cobwebs and a picture of the beach... 3. WHAT DOES YOUR MOBILE PHONE LOOK LIKE? Orange flip phone. 4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO? Ben Lee, Snow Patrol, Jason Mraz and James Blunt. 5. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT DESKTOP PICTURE? My Grandfather in front of the Sphinx during the war.... 6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW? Junk Food, warm socks and tomorrow to be Saturday... 8. WHAT TIME WERE YOU BORN? 3.30pm on "Black Friday" 10. WHAT ENDED YOUR LAST RELATIONSHIP? Dishonesty... 11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK? Sometimes... 12. THE LAST P

We All Have Sketetons In Our Closets
What do you think? We all have reasons to hide from ppl. Either we think were ugly, fat, short, grey, even beautiful ppl hide. Maybe we were abused, raped, do drugs or drink to much. We hide behind things like trendy clothes, cool cars, fake pics......... I do not care about any of your skeletons...I am a true friend...i dont care what you look like, how much money you have or what you drive. If you looking for a "true friend" you have found one. I dont care if your black or white....goth or gay....married or single....as long as your good to me im here for you. Unconditionally!!! Muah xoxo

7
my dear son i see how you're confused so young you didn't know there was so much to lose just know the love we have for you will never change your sadness i promise it won't last forever you will always have a family even if we're not together dry your eyes and grab your toys so we can play just like you i didn't want what has taken place i don't know what to say when you ask why things can't stay the same one day when you're old enough you'll know the truth i know how hard it is for you to truly understand when you ask me if she will ever be coming back it won't be here but don't worry you'll see her really soon through it all your love for us has been so unselfish your love has given me so much to learn from all this your heart is big and i wish things would have gone your way i know you want things back to how they were it kills me to see how much you really hurt but over time you will grow strong from this all one day you point out familiar places yo

Why??
I have had three accounts in the past month cause someone forgot to take there meds in the morning and rate a pic like a face shot as NSFW and report it and it has happen again. I got one yesterday for a chest shot of me in a T-shirt and now i got two one a face shot and the other my arm so now i guess my account will be deleted again and if so well i never will return this time. And i don't understand for the life of me why the boneheads at Cherrytap central are not checking out what is being reported and they are not doing so and this could happen to any user on here if you pissed someone off or just don't like you. And i know also it wasn't nobody on my friend list cause i rated 10's and commented on a new user and they visited mine and i get reported for NSFW and that was the thanks i got. So if i am deleted again i want all my real close friends on my list that i really do appreciate all of you. I even marked this NSFW just in case!! Thanks, Jerry

Postal Service
THE POSTAL SERVICE NO ONE HEARS ABOUT Our 14 year old dog, Abbey, died last month. The day after she died, my 4 year old daughter Meredith was crying and talking about how much she missed Abbey. She asked if we could write a letter to God so that when Abbey got to heaven, God would recognize her. She dictated and I wrote: Dear God, Will you please take special care of our dog, Abbey? She died yesterday and is in heaven. We miss her very much. We are happy that you let us have her as our dog even though she got sick. I hope that you will play with her. She liked to play with balls and swim before she got sick. I am sending some pictures of her so that when you see her in heaven you will know she is our special dog. But I really do miss her. Love, Meredith Claire P.S. Mommy wrote the words after I told them to her. We put that in an envelope with two pictures of Abbey, and addressed it to God in Heaven. We put our return address on it. Then Meredith stuck some st

Why????
OK now tell me ladies... what is it U can never buy N E gifts for me? I am a guy and I too love to get gifts as well as give em... so if U wantsome comment me, say hi, and efinately buy some too... I love to give as well as recieve....lol

Life Sucks!
have you ever wonderded why is it that the person you were with is a butthead then they take everything away form you and cheat on you then dump you just so that if you move on and get a new oife they can come into it and fuck it up. i would love for my ex to drop off the face of the earth. but then he is having another baby. cant afford to take care of the two we had. he wont let me have my babies. but now he is having a new one. good luck to him. now if only i can keep it from him that i am jioning ht eifre dept. i will be ok. but he knows everybody and everything i do, say or even think. this really sucks. but who am i to want him out of my life he is hte one who after 10 anf a half years threw me out because his gulit go to him.. i never cheated i dont believe in it. so good luck to him and his it. maybe this will ge thim to leave me alone..(maybe he wont ask me to sleep with him again.) coiuld i ge tthat lucky he wasnt htat good to begin with why would i want him now.

Films & Websites That I'm In
JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT YOU CAN FIND ME ON THESE FILMS SO FAR: *F.I.L.T.F. (Fatties I'd Like To Fuck)-GENTS DVD *SOLO FATTIES- GENTS DVD *LATIN MUCH MORE TO LOVE #2- TOTALLY TASTELESS VIDEO *SECURITY CAM CHRONICLES VOL. 8- MADNESS PICTURES *HEAVY HITTERS #5-LEGEND DIRECT DVD *3200 LBS OF COCKSUCKER #2- GENTS DVD I'M ALSO ON THESE GREAT WEBSITES: *BBWSUPERSTARS.COM *BIGBJCHICKS.COM *CHUBBYLOVING.COM *ASIAN- AMERICAN GIRLS.COM *BBWBUNNIES.COM ALSO, I'M IN THE MARCH 2007 ISSUE OF BIG BUTT MAGAZINE. MY VERY FIRST LAYOUT TOO!!! LOOK OUT FOR MORE OF ME CUMMING SOON!!!!

Vices
Fifteen days ago, I read that smoking can kill you; The next day I stopped smoking. Twelve days ago, I read that too much red meat can kill you; The next day I stopped eating red meat.. Eight days ago, I read that drinking can kill you; The next day I stopped drinking. Yesterday, I read that having sex can kill you; This morning I stopped reading.

Frustrated
I thought that cherry tap is suppose to be a community where you make friends. But its seems when you fine people that has the same interest that you do so you send a friends request and you get a reply like this I don't want to be friends w you becuse you are gay and you would proboly not want to be friends w me. Dude I sent a friends request I think that should tell you something. I don't care if you are gay striaght I am going to send a friends request. I have plenty of invites and they have accepted and they don't care that i am gay. So what the hell I don't understand it.

The Destruction Of A Person
I HAD SOME FRIENDS ONCE BEFORE, WHO'S NOT MUCH MY FRIENDS ANYMORE. I WAS VERY INFLUENTIAL IN THIER LIFE{SO THEY SAY}, AND WHEN I LOST MY MIND, THEY FOLLOWED ME THROUGH MULTIPLE DEATHS. {BECAUSE}THERE I WAS ON THE FLOOR,SLUMPED OVER, AND SLIDING DOWNWARD WITH A BEER IN MY HAND. I JUST SAID TRUST ME. THEN I SAID THE DESTRUCTION OF A PERSON BUILDS CHARACTER. I JUST HAVE SO MUCH FUCKING ANGER TOWARD GOD{IF THERE IS ONE}DON'T THINK SO ANYMORE. I LOST MY FAITH 2 YEARS AGO. I JUST WANT TO GO HOME. I HATE THIS FUCKING PLACE. I'M THE SADDEST I'VE EVER BEEN. I'M A MAN, BUT I CRY EVERY NIGHT. THAT'S NOT ME. I MISS MY PARENTS SO MUCH THAT IT IS KILLING ME. I JUST WANT TO GO HOME. I JUST WANT TO GO BACK TO MY JOB. NO ONE HERE UNDERSTANDS ME AT ALL. I KNOW I'M A MESS. I CAN HANDLE IT, BECAUSE I WAS SO MUCH HAPPIER BEFORE I CAME HERE. I'VE REACHED MY GIVING UP POINT. I'M TIRED. I'M TO LOST TO BE SAVED NOW. MY GIRLFRIEND TOLD ME THAT SAD EYES WILL ALWAYS FOLLOW ME IF I LEAVE REHAB. GUESS I'LL TAKE THA

The Rules Of Drunk Dialing!!!
1. Only drunk dial when you are drunk. Everything else is false advertisement. 2. It is okay to call someone 27 times in one night. If you don't remember it, it didn't happen. 3.If you are going to drunk dial a family member, say something nice. Ex. "Mom I'm in McDonald's and they're playing our song. I love you" 4.Dirty talk while drunk dialing is always preferred. Who doesn't want to hear your best raspy, phone sex voice at 3 in the A.M. asking to bend them over something. 5. Voicemails are always better. This way your friend can let their friends have fun at your expense for days, even weeks to come. 6. Drunk texting is alright... If you are prepared to read what you wrote the next day when you are sober. 7. It is definitely a good idea to call all of your exes and remind them that you were the best lover they've ever had and everything they know, they learned from you. This way you can sleep well at night. 8. You can also call this same ex

Introductions
Hey everyone ... I just wanted to introduce myself .. my name is Griff .. well that is what all my friends call me. I live in Tennessee currently and I am trying my hardest to get to Canada so I can be with my loving feiance cdn_gurl1981 I work at a buffet as a grill cook/meat cutter and I enjoy my job very much I have been living with my mom since my dad passed in December of 05. I enjoy bowling, computers, outdoors ( the mountains are like 20 minutes from where I live), horse back riding, sex, and talkin to my lady .. until the wee hours of the morning Anything else you want to know .. just ask .. Oh yea .. I also do guest appearances on JFL radio ( www.jflradio.com) as DJ NiteHawk see y'all later GRIFF

Beauty Of A Woman
The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen from her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides. The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole, but true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul. It is the caring that she lovingly gives, the passion that she shows. The beauty of a woman, with time, only grows.

Please Hepl Our Soldiers
Dear Supporter, Thank you so much for your continued support of the Adopt A US Soldier organization. We are getting more and more soldiers that are signing up to be adopted. As you know, our service men & women are having their tours extended for another 3 months for a total of 15 months of service in a war zone. If you would like to adopt another soldier just reply to this e-mail. Please include in this e-mail your username so we can keep our files up to date. If you know someone else who would like to adopt one of our soldiers, please have them sign up on our site, www.adoptaussoldier.org We know that your e-mail, “snail-mail”, packages and other communications make the soldiers day when they come back to their barracks at the end of their shift. We thank you again for your continued support of our soldiers. Sincerely, ADOPT A US SOLDIER Your Support Really Helps!!!

20 First
20 Firsts SurveyTAKE THIS SURVEY!20 firsts1. Who was your first love?Aubree2. Who was your first kiss and when?Jessica and I was 103. Who was your first prom date?None4. Who was your first room mate?None5. What was your first job?Gun range in millington6. What was your first car?A geo storm7.When did you go to your first funeral?I was 99. How old were you when you first moved away from your hometown?1410. Who was your first grade teacher?Mrs duberry11. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane?None13. Where did you go for your first date and who was it with?Aubree to the inner harbor14. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with?Shelly15. Who was your first best friend and are you still friends with them?Danny and yes16. Who was the first person to send you flowers?None17. Where did you live the first time you moved out of your parents house?Still live here18. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day?Janelle19. Who's wedding were you i

My Horoscope For 6/18/2007
Are you ready to bask in some glory? Don't be modest -- you deserve these kudos. The stars say your efforts will pay off in a big way, especially if you don't try and rush the results. Sit back and enjoy the ride.

The 90's
This is our childhood to the T!!! 1988 Anybody under the age of 13 should not read this, and if you do, you should not repost this. Just because you were born in '97 doesn't mean you're a 90's kid. It's not like you could remember the original Simpsons. I am sorry but three conscious years of the 90's just wont cut it. You're a 90's kid if: You can finish this [ice ice _ _ _ _ ] You remember watching Doug, Ren & Stimpy, Pinky and the Brain AAAAAAAH Real Monsters! And who could forget: Clarissa Explains it All You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!" You just cant resist finishing this . . . "Iiiiiiin west philidelphia born and raised . . ." You remember TGIF, Step by Step, Family Matters, Dinosaurs, and Boy Meets World. You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school. You remember reading "Goosebumps" You too

That First Time We Meet...
For some reason, You keep having this dream. You don't know if it is a foreshadowing of the future, or if it's just something your mind has replayed plenty of times because it gives you joy and comfort. Who knows. Anyway..... You're coming to see me for the first time. Flying down actually. The outfit you are going to wear, is that denim sundress you have in one of your pictures. You have matching blue heels, choker and my hair is down and curly. It's longer.....down to the middle of your back. As you sit in coach, an old man sits to your left and beside him is his wife. They are going to Alabama to see their grandson, and we chit chat along the way down. You're so nervous, that you can't sleep although you are tired emotionally and physically, your brain will not shut down from just thinking about meeting me. The woman comments that she likes your perfume, and you two share a smile between us as the plane lands.¨ We have talked for so long, you know me inside and out

Just Thinkin
HEY TO ALL THE CT PEOPLE I HAVE BEEN NOTICING THAT PEOPLE LIKE TO COME BY UR PAGE AND JUST LOOK Y DO THAT WHENU CAN EARN POINTS BY RATING SOMEONE TALKING TO SOMEONE AND EVERYTHIGN ELSE !! SO COME ON PEOPLE IF U DONT WANT TO LEAVE ANYTHING ON MY PAGE OR RATE ME OR FAN ME OR ANYTHING DONT EVER COME BACK PERIOD AND IF U LOOKIN AT ME CAUSE I AM KUSHMORES GIRL DONT HATE THAT JUST MAKES ME MORE POPULAR !! SO IF U A TRUE CT FRIEND OF ME AND KUSMORE U WILL SHOW SOME LOVE HOLLA!!!

What A Kiss Means !
-Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; i love you. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. What is your Sexual Obituary? With glory in the doggie style position, Angelia died w

Tech Related
Okay, so I WAS going ot post this here. Turns out Cherrytap has a REALLY CRAPPY BLOGGING SYSTEM! Because of that, I can't post pictures, so to find out how to build a PC in your NES, go to http://www.xanga.com/ninja_in_pajamas. Feel free to sign up and friend me...or not...dun matter to me either way. Oh yeah, I also put on my MySpace page at www.myspace.com/nes_pc

6 Signs Your Falling In Love
6 signs you're falling 4 someone: 1 - as soon as you get online-who's name do you look at first 2 - when you hear your phone ringing-who do u hope is calling 3 - when a love song comes on the radio-whos face comes to your mind 4 - whos name makes your heart skip a beat every time u hear it 5 - who is it that you always find yourself thinking about-wondering if they're thinking about you 6 - the whole time you were reading this bulletin, there was only one person on your mind..... Repost this as "6 signs you're falling 4 someone" within the 5 minutes and the one who you answered to those questions will realize how much you mean to them tonite at 11:11

Rise Up From The Dead
For many years I lie dormant within my casket Barely living, Breath taken from me each passing day Death is a blessing to some, but for me to rise up from the dead A special woman with understanding,devotion, & utmost honor must come my way. I painfully wait for that day to come, knowing that day will be eternal upon thee Knowing she who wakes me from amongst the ashes, of the blood stained streets will give life to me

Addiction
i became addicted, i faltered, i was weak, i gave into you, that's what you were waiting for me to do, melanchaly replaced love, adoring you turned into hate, playing with my emotions feels like being raped, i ask"why me?" you say"why not" i see red, i won't stop , until i fuck you up

Come Show My Angel Some Love
Please take a minute to hit up my friend Sonya. She's halfway to godfather so please show her some love. Click her link below to Fan/add/rate her Luscious¢¾Mami of Club F.A.R. @ CherryTAP

Friday Night...and I Am On The Computer?!?!?
Well...Looks like a fun night. ROFL!!! So I am sitting here on the computer and watching the movie "Clueless"....OMG what a pathetic way to start the weekend. Hit me up people...I am bored!!!

Joke Of The Day
Good Morning All Just a little joke to start your day, your going to love this one Tickle Me Elmo There is a factory in Northern Minnesota, which makes the Tickle Me Elmo toys. The toy laughs when you tickle it under the arms. Well, Lena is hired at The Tickle Me Elmo factory and she reports for her first day promptly at 8:00 AM. The next day at 8:45 AM there is a knock at the Personnel Manager's door. The Foreman throws open the door and begins to rant about the new employee. He complains that she is incredibly slow and the whole line is backing up, putting the entire production line behind schedule. The Personnel Manager decides he should see this for himself, so the 2 men march down to the factory floor. When they get there the line is so backed up that there are Tickle Me Elmo's all over the factory floor and they're really beginning to pile up. At the end of the line stands Lena surrounded by mountains of Tickle Me Elmo's.

Poetry
Two stubborn hearts that don't want to let go Each refusing to accept what they both know As time flew by, the distance grew They fell apart before they knew To memories of good times she still clings She's letting go and accepting the tears it brings She loves him more than words can tell Letting him go, is her personal hell She's made up her mind and he doesn't know He's holding on to a woman who's letting go She's has to go but wishes she could stay She's hiding emotions, keeping them at bay Her hearts telling her to hold on for dear life She knows she has to let go for good this time Deep down inside, there's an endless ache I need to know, can you hear my heart break? You are the cause - You made it so I just thought that you should know My love was honest pure and kind You couldn't get that through your mind So you just threw my love away Or are you saving it for a rainy day? Beat after beat, my heart slowly breaks Tear after tear my sould softly cries for

My Deleted Mumm
For all those that posted to the mumm that was deleted.......feel free to add me or send comments to me....I was really interested in knowing all of your alls opinions on the sunject...Thanks

Movies
holy crap i have seen alot of movies in like the last 2 months started off with spiderman 3 which was kinda good but had alot of spiderman stuff crammed into it. then i saw pirates 3 which was friggin sweet for that series, had all kinds of stuff and its kinda open ended with captain jack so they could make another one if the right story came along. then i saw die hard last week that was cool with lots of stuff blowin up and all kinds of one liners :) then i just got back from transformers and holy crap that movie is cool, i mean sure its all computer generated but still they tell a good story and u should go see it if u like that kinda thing. well thanks for takin the time to read my thoughts.

Last Song
"The Last Song I'm Wasting On You" Sparkling grey, Through my own veins. Any more than a whisper, Any sudden movement of my heart. And I know, I know I'll have to watch them pass away Just get through this day Give up your way, you could be anything, Give up my way, and lose myself, not today That's too much guilt to pay Sickened in the sun You dare tell me you love me But you held me down and screamed you wanted me to die Honey you know, you know I'd never hurt you that way You're just so pretty in your pain Give up my way, and I could be anything I'll make my own way Without your senseless hate... hate... hate... hate. So run, run, run And hate me, if it feels good. I can't hear your screams anymore You lied to me But I'm older now And I'm not buying baby Demanding my response Don't bother breaking the door down I found my way out And you'll never hurt me again.

Kaleb Is Going Home!!!
Kalebs mom posted this on July 5th! I'm so excited for them! Thursday, July 05, 2007 GREAT NEWS!~ God has answered one of my prayers!! First off... KALEB IS COMING HOME!!!!! We are so excited! We have been told that he will probably come home sometime next week. So me and my best friend have been CLEANING CLEANING CLEANING my apartment. I don't want any germs to be anywhere in my house and considering that it has barely been lived in in the last 2 months, it needed cleaning. We also had to make room for medical equipment that is coming home with him. I am so excited to have him coming home. The next great thing is that they are taking him off Phenobarbital. YAY! I am glad that I mentioned something and kind of put my foot down on that one. The Neuorologist agreed with us and said that it def. prohibits brain activity drastically which means that it basically shuts it down so much that the brain can not even do its healing. So this is also GRAET NEWS. I hop

Jokes
What's the difference between snot and cauliflower? Kids will eat snot. %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%5 A man goes to his doctor for an annual check up. The doctor says "I'll need you to come back tomorrow with a urine sample, a poo sample and a sperm sample". The man replies "Right so doctor, I'll bring'em by tomorrow" When he gets home his wife askes "Well what did he say ?" The man replies "He needs me to bring in a pair of your underwear." %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% Bad Bernie was in prison for seven years. The day he got out, his wife and son were there to pick him up. He came through the gates and got into the car. The only thing he said was, "F.F." His wife turned to him and answered, "E.F." Out on the highway, he said, "F.F." She responded simply, "E.F." He repeated, "F.F." She again replied, "E.F." "Mom! Dad!" their son yelled. "What's going on?" Bad Bernie answered, "Your mother wants to eat fir

One Day At A Time...
I waste away the afternoon Feeling sorry for myself Gotta thousand things I need to do But no motivation left All your letters Scattered across my bed Every I love you underlined In red lies remindin' Takin it one day at a time Having her come having her go Tryin to drink you off my mind But im fallin apart One day at a time. I called you up but no ones home Guess your out there on the town, And any other Thursday night I'd be right beside you Just pourin' 'em down. Circle of friends, Hangin out at the city bar Guess they all know now How you broke my heart Said I'm takin it hard Livin one day at a time Having her come having her go Tryin to drink you off my mind But I'm fallin apart One day at a time. Really thought that I was Gonna make you happy I'm such a fool, such a fool I let you in but I guess You didn't like what you seen Love is so cruel, love is cruel I'm dyin' one day at a time Having her co

Insecure
well to start this off this a little bit about what i went thru for 7 yrs. my ex-wife was so insecure and over jealous that it pushed me away after a while i tried to make her feel good about herself everyday but nothing ever worked . after 7 yrs of hell i could not take anymore so i got a divorce.we have joint custody of my son which is the best thing i could ever asked for .i have dated 1 lady since the divorce that didnt last but about 3 months because of the same problems i stopped it before it went any further .so i am back to square 1. but i think i will let the lady find me this time and then only after i see that she is comfortable with herself then we can move on. i have accepted who i am and i am happy with that . no not mr america not even close. but i am a true gentleman and i do treat a lady how she wants to be treated but that has not gotten me anywhere. but anyway thanks for your time if you have read this........

For My Friends
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it everyday. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8 Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So...........If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that sent it to you. If you get it back, then they really do l

*thoughts*
Will the real marriage please stand up? Anyone who thinks that marriage is composed of magic, bliss, and excitement is headed for disappointment. Those marriages and relationships only exist in romance novels, movies or television, wild promises on the internet, and personal ads. In real life, marriage is about reciprocity and power. Reciprocity The husband gets what he wants in the marriage by giving his wife what she wants. The wife gets what she wants in the marriage by giving her husband what he wants. Neither husband nor wife ever gets 100% of what he/she wants in any marriage. Marriage partners provide mutual support and help each other with mundane problems. They compliment each other and both contribute to the marriage, often by compromise. The couple may dance by candlelight but it is after the dishes are washed, the lawn is mowed, and their day-to-day problems are solved. Fantasy marriages take place with perpetual romance in the moonlight. Real mar

Back Home From Surgeon.
Well...Got back home earlier today from having 6 teeth extracted. Went pretty well execpt for one of the wisdom teeth was still under the gum...So he had to split the gum open,remove the tooth in front,and then yank it out....Ewwwww!! Cant eat really....had some soup earlier and some mashed taters for dinner. Face is swollen like a puffer fish and my mouth is hurting. Other than that I can function for like 5-10 minutes before I have to lay down again. Have a great nite and see ya all later on.

Just A Blog....lmao!
So heres a me attempting to do this blog thing... Wat is a blog and wat are you suppose to with them?...lmao! Well i guess 4 my first blog this is pretty boring... I am getting really bored with this at this point....(cant stop laughing) Well to who ever reads this damn blog I hope you werent to bored with it cause cant you tell how much fun i have had writting it.....lmfao!

Favorite Poem
I'm 28 years old and have been in a couple of relationships in my time,but my question is...Is there really only one person in this world you are true meant to be with and how do you know??? I have been through a lot of crap and it seems that every relationship that I have been in seems not to be right. I want to know how the hell you are suppose to know when it is meant be to or not or is it at all. I mean honestly how do you really know if it is love or do we just work it out. You know like meet in the middle on things and settle for what you get out of it or hold out for that one true person your not sure is even out there. I have been thinking about this for so long and I just can't figure it out. So if you have any feed back message me and let me know.... Peace Out, ME Till There Was You Come in I’ve been expecting you There’s a knock on the door and love walks through And lights a fire and smiles a smile As if love were going to stay a while And fi

Legends Of The Star - Emmitt Smith
Legends of the Star - Emmitt Smith As we come to the end of our exclusive series "Legends of the Star," you can certainly make the case that we saved the best for last. It is with great pleasure that I introduce Emmitt Smith as this week's Legend of the Star. Emmitt Smith may go down in history as the greatest player ever to wear the uniform of the Dallas Cowboys. The NFL's all time leading rusher had it all and I'm not just talking about his enormous athletic ability. He was a great and charismatic leader, a passionate player who loved the game, a positive influence who made those around him better, and one of the classiest players that football has ever known. Emmitt Smith burst onto the national scene while playing running back for the University of Florida. He set many school records as a Gator including their single game and season rushing records, and all of their scoring records. After three years at Florida he had scored 37 touchdowns, had 23 100-yard rushin

Gettin Started
This will be the first of many short, stupid, waste of time blogs... I have 5 gifts thus far, and i noticed three of them are alcohol!!! is that what I am? guys just trying to get me drunk to throw me around the sack? DANG, i thought it would be different in Miami! Okay, totally joking, keep 'em coming lol. I just wanted something to say.

Men = Dolce And Gabanna Sunglasses
Men = Dolce and Gabanna sunglasses Have you ever noticed women tend to say "I want to find someone that completes me?" I wonder if they realize when they say that they are not whole?That something within them is missing and they are searching for a man to complete that part of them. it could only be a temporary fix and it will feel good for a while but pieces will tend to break and that part of you will start to expose again until you really trust in God to complete you. become your own person, make sure you are happy with you. make sure you LOVE you! all insecurities are being worked through..... Im extremely guilty for turning to man to help make me whole and not turning to GOD. Im 24 years old, and 8 years after i met my husband and knew he "completed" me God exposed the piece of me i tried to fill with my husband. I never worked through my insecurities, i never allowed myself to become who i was ment to be. i never became my own person with out him. We are no longer tog

Girls Night Out
The other night I was invited out for a night with the "girls." I told my husband that I would be home by midnight, "I promise!" Well, the hours passed and the margaritas went down way too easily. Around 3 a.m., a bit loaded, I headed for home. Just as I got in the door, the cuckoo clock in the hallway started up and cuckooed 3 times. Quickly, realizing my husband would probably wake up, I cuckooed another 9 times. I was really proud of myself for coming up with such a quick-witted solution, in order to escape a possible conflict with him. (Even when totally smashed... 3 cuckoos plus 9 cuckoos totals 12 cuckoos = MIDNIGHT!) The next morning my husband asked me what time I got in, I told him "MIDNIGHT"... he didn't seem pissed off in the least. Whew, I got away with that one! Then he said "We need a new cuckoo clock." When I asked him why, he said, "Well, last night our clock cuckooed three times, then said "oh shit." Cuckooed 4 more times, cleared its throat, cuckooed

The Breakup
Meanless words are spoken From people who mean so much to each other Swear they love one another But finds themselves loving another Things get weird as feelings change amongst the couple As they realize the destruction They crumble They start to rely more on the signficent other Tougues tied together They no longer know what to stay Argument becomes more and more meaningless In the begining Not even for a second Would either of them have dreamed of this And when it seems as the wound has to much damage to heal The finally break apart Could the crash have been avoided If only before they both turned, they had yeild?

Forget
So I feel so blue sometimes I want to die And so I?ve got a broken heart so what They say that time will heal all wounds in mice and men And I know that someday I?ll forget and love again But just between you and me I got my doubts about it But just between you and me you?re too much to forget So I?ve lost the only girl I ever loved And so I?ve never felt so low so what I?ll just tell myself each time I want to cry That someday time will dry the teardrops from my eyes But just between you and me I not so sure about it Just between you and me you?re too much to forget You?re too much to forget

My Housekeeping Philosophy
My Housekeeping Philosophy 1. I don't do windows because ... I love birds and don't want one to run into them and hurt themselves. 2. I don't wax floors because ... I am terrified a guest will slip and hurt themselves. I'll feel terrible and they may sue me. 3. I don't mind the dustbunnies because ... they are very good company and I have named most of them. They agree with everything I say. 4. I don't disturb cobwebs because ... I want every creature to have a home of their own. 5. I don't Spring Clean because ... I love all the seasons and don't want them to get jealous. 6. I don't plant a garden because ... I don't want to get in God's way. He is an excellent designer. 7. I don't put things away because ... I will never be able to find them again. 8. I don't do gourmet meals when I entertain because ... I don't want my guests to stress out over what to make when they invite me over for dinner. 9. I don't iron be

Dear Tide
I'm writing to say what an excellent product you have! I've used it since the beginning of my married life, when my Mom told me it was the best. Now that I am older and going through menopause, I find it even better! In fact, about a month ago, I spilled some red wine on my new white blouse. My unfeeling and uncaring husband started to berate me about how clumsy I was and generally started becoming a pain in the rear end. One thing led to another and I ended up with a lot of his blood on my white blouse. I tried to get the stain out using a bargain detergent, but it just wouldn't come out. After a quick trip to the supermarket, I stopped and got a bottle of liquid Tide with bleach alternative, and to my surprise and satisfaction, all of the stains came out! In fact, the stains came out so well that some detectives who came by yesterday told me that the tests were negative and my attorney said that I would no longer be considered a suspect! I thank

True Or Not
You scored as Blue, You are considered to be a very calm person who takes things one at a time and does not worry too much about the consequences. Whatever happens, happens, is your moto. You are the one people come to for advise on most topics, because you are filled with limitless knowledge. You can handle any situation.Blue89% Green78% Yellow72% Orange67% Purple61% Pink56% White55% Black50% Red39% Which Colour Represents You???created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Whips,

Behind Blue Eyes
No one knows what it's like To be the bad man To be the sad man Behind blue eyes No one knows what it's like To be hated To be fated To telling only lies But my dreams They aren't as empty As my conscience seems to be I have hours, only lonely My love is vengeance That's never free No one knows what it's like To feel these feelings Like I do And I blame you No one bites back as hard On their anger None of my pain and woe Can show through But my dreams They aren't as empty As my conscience seems to be I have hours, only lonely My love is vengeance That's never free Discover... L-I-M-P Say it... No one knows what it's like To be mistreated To be defeated behind blue eyes and no one knows how to say that theyre sorry and dont worry i'm not telling lies but my dreams they arent as empty as my conscience seems to be I have hours, only lonely my love is vengence that's never free No one knows what it's like To be the bad m

Old Time One Liners
A car hit an elderly Jewish man. >>>The paramedic says, "Are you comfortable?" >>>The man says, "I make a good living." ? >>> >>>I just got back from a pleasure trip. >>>I took my mother-in-law to the airport. >>> >>>I've been in love with the same woman for 49 years. >>>If my wife ever finds out, she'll kill me! ? >>> >>> >>>Someone stole all my credit cards, but I won't be reporting it. >>>The thief spends less than my wife did. >>> >>>We always hold hands. >>>If I let go, she shops. >>> >>> >>>She was at the beauty shop for two hours. >>>That was only for the estimate. >>>She got a mudpack and looked great for two days. >>>Then the mud fell off. >>> >>>The doctor gave a man six months to live. >>>The man couldn't pay his bill, so the doctor gave him another six months. >>> >>>The Doctor called Mrs. Cohen saying, "Mrs. Cohen, your check came back." >>>Mrs. Cohen answered, "So did my arthritis!" ? >>> >>>Doctor: "You'll live to

Chemo #2
Hey Everyone! Well with the new meds I definitely had alot less sickeness from the chemo and that was a welcome solution. I had a couple little bouts but nothing major like the last time and the worst side effect I felt this time was exhaustion and loss of appetite. Of course Chemo comes with other side effects, like sensitivity to light, sound and touch, almost like having a migraine without the pain. Perry gave me my first shot yesterday and I was so proud of him! It was after that he got weak! LOL But we were both very nervous. I wasn't nervous in him however, just the needle stick. I told you I was a baby! He said with everything we have been through from Natural childbirth to surgery this was the scariest thing he has ever had to do with me...That is because he had to do it! LOL Fortunatley I have numbness from surgery in the area on my belly that I can give my shots so I didn't feel a thing. Although that doesn't seem to relieve me at all! LOL I am feeling mu

My Horoscope For Today.....
This was my horoscope for July 18th, 2007.....If this were true....I wish that they would speak up! *SIGH* Someone loves you more than you know. They may not necessarily be great at expressing their feelings now for fear that you don't reciprocate. If you feel the same, give 'em a hint. If not, be kind, firm and clear about that. Interesting.......but strange! How many people believe in horoscopes anyways? Mystery man, where are you? ROFLMAO!!!!!! *Don't be seduced by low, low prices when you know the quality of the goods isn't up to par -- emotionally speaking, that is. Be shrewd. A bargain isn't a bargain if you end up paying through the nose to fix it later.

Political
Ok let me start by saying this was forwarded to me from a close friend..... keep an open mind and read further..... "The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true given the source, right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the president. In essence 2/3s of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, ''What we are so unhappy about?'' Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter? Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy folks have a job? Maybe it is the ability to walk into a grocery store at any time and see more food in moments than Darfur has seen in the l

Amber Alert
----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: JeremyDate: Jul 18, 2007 5:34 PMAmber Alert. Staff Sergeant Rick Williams Rolla Police Department 1007 N. Elm St. Rolla , Mo. 65401 (573) 364-1213 Fax (573) 364-6346 Please look at the picture, read what her mother says, then forward this message on. My 13 year old girl, Ashley Flores, is missing. She has been missing for now two weeks. Maybe if everyone passes this on, someone will see this child. That is how the girl from Stevens Point was found by circulation of her picture on tv. The internet circulates even overseas,South America , and Canada etc. Please pass this to everyone in your address book. With GOD on her side she will be found. "I am asking you all, begging you to please forward this email on to anyone and everyone you know, PLEASE. It is still not too late. Please help us. If anyone knows anything, please contact me at: HelpfindAshleyFlore s@yahoocom I am including a picture of her. All prayers are appreciated!

My Baby
well lets see im moving to nc to be with my fiance joann and im so exited i wiss it was here but i have to wait till the 2nd oh aug to get on the bus i have never loved anyone as much as i love her she has gave me a light in my heart that has been closed for a while now i hope to be the man that will make her feel special...joann i love u and cant wait to be ur husband