Fubar Blogs 3

Making Love With The Wind (song Lyrics)
I wish I was as empty as this canyon and she was the summer wind. Then I could let her fill me up and I could let her come right in. She'd run across my grassy hills and through the scattering leaves. In the quiet heat of the summer sun, I'd be making love with the breeze. Making love with the wind. But if I were a canyon at all, someone would've put up a shopping mall. Concrete and steel and a parking lot would be all the view I ever got. And, if she were the summer wind she'd be going the other direction. My hills and trees, the grass, the leaves would never know her airy affection. (Refrain) I wish she was here with me (Or we were walking side by side by the crashing sea)- But it's winter, now, and I'm begging, please, Can I make a little love with the summer breeze? Making love with the wind. And so I walk alone in the canyon and hear the lonesome coyote call. It took too long, but I finally realized, she never even loved me at all. And if I was that lone c

My Poem
When I first met her, I thought she was the one, But I wasn't for sure, Until she opened my eyes to see what I had don't, It wasnt till then I realized, I had fell in love, I told her I loved her and she cried, and we said we were blessed from above, Her and I have been through alot, But here we are together, Even though we have fought, Such a short time together feels like forever, She believe in me without a doubt, With her faith I can keep going, Our love can't be measured in amount, Its like a river that keeps flowing, I feel what she feels, Whether physical or emotional, Her pain hurts its like it kills, My life is mostly moral, You give what you get, If you love someone with all your heart, Its not even close to a regret, Keep loving them and you will not part.

Wow
We get back to the hotel, I go to take a shower, and you sit in one of the chairs and watch TV. You're sitting there channel surfing when I come out of the bathroom. I have on my robe I walk over to you standing between you and the TV, untie my robe and let it fall to the floor and I'm wearing nothing else. You sit there a moment looking at me then smile slowly and hold out your hand. I step forward, standing between your legs. "Mmmmmm' you say as your hands skim up my legs, over my hips, along my sides until you reach my breast, holding them and rolling my nipples between your thumb and index fingers, watching them harden to your touch you slip forward in the chair and lick one then blow lightly on it causing me to shiver, then gently suck on it, one hand drops to my waist while the other slips between my thighs and moves up toward my pussy. When it reaches its destination you draw a finger along my shaven lips to find me already wet. I lift one leg and place my foot on the arm of

Random
The fiery passion Amidst the humid night air The room dimly lit by scattered candles Sets the amorous mood I can feel the chemistry between us Burning, smoldering The look in his eyes Full of longing, Draws me near Our gaze locked in anticipation I run my finger down his face The drop of sweat on his lips Salty I feel a quiver go down my spine As he sweeps the hair from my face I avert my eyes I start to feel coy I'm vulnerable At his mercy Yet i feel un- inhibited He brushes my face I cant resist….. I want him.. I'm still wet from the shower My nightie is clinging to my curves That's where he's moving his finger Along the contour of my body Mapping out my erogenous zones I feel like a trophy that he's won His conquest He kisses me slowly Savouring every kiss I can feel his warm lips press against my moist skin The velvety feel of the cool silk sheets Soothes me He nibbles my earlobe Then kisses my neck My chest.. My stomach, my thighs My ankles

Big Brother
Why is it that our so called government has to spy on it's own people? Is it right? Noit's not right, I thought our government was by the people and for the people, not to be against the people who elected them to office in the first place. I can see keeping tabs on some questionable persons, but not tapping our phone lines and watching our every move on the internet. And local government is no better, what gives any local government the right to tell us has to wear a seatbelt? I think it should be left up to the owner of the car. How many timesw have we all seen a cop on duty riding around with no seat bealt on, are they above the law?

Too Many Lonely Women On This Site
Apparently there are too many lonely desperate women on this site. This morning I received a phone call from some anonymous woman advising me to mind my business and stay away from her boyfriend. Apparently she did not realize that the man she was referring to is my fiance. She cursed at me and told me how they were together yesterday and how he was on his way to her house today. again not realizing how much we talk on the phone. She is a very lonely and desperate slut looking to spread her legs for the nearest dick. sad.. very sad. I will advise her once and once only. STAY AWAY FROM HIM. you will not like the outcome if i find out you have tried to contact him again. I really can't stand young whores looking for some action and this site is full of them. get over yourself hunny... he is with me.. and we are getting married whether you fucking like it or not. so bite down hard and find another man to try to play games with. this one is taken.

Why?
I can't understand what I have done that is so bad that makes everyone want to leave me. Now my son decided that he can't stay in my house and has went to his fathers. My kids are the reason that I AM. What will I do without him? I haven't cried this much since my ex-husband left. I will go on, only because my daughter needs me. But I have to figure this out and fix the problem. Sorry to be such a drag.

Hazel Eyes
http://www.yuwie.com/yuwie.asp?r=114304 People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. kind pretty or handsome very good kissers.they always fall in love with there closest friends and never understand why, they are very funny and outgoing and don't care what people think or say,They are very satisfying and love to please. They can EXCEED your pleasure standards. The best of all. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days. - Green eyes - People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the horniest. They long for the touch of another.People with green eyes are very sexy and very atractive towards the opposite sex. The opposite sex longs for your touch. Way BETTER than any other color eye. You will meet the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with if you repost this - Brown eyes - SEXY as hell, people wi

Poems
Unraveled Like a ball of twine...the heart can unravel... As the mystery of you becomes unraveled so does my heart falling limp, hanging cold battered strands. Unfurling slowly pulled by a ghostly hand splitting, splintered hemp itchy to the touch shivers me, deep in sorrow. Behind the mask lay unsightly shadows baring gruff, growls laughing at the pain the confusion cruel illusion. We unravel like old, worn out rags thinned and weakened fading to grey

Bye Fubar
First of all I would like to thank all the people out there that made this site wonderfull . I am truly sorry to have to go.As some of you know I have custody of my daugther she is the light of my life.Also though do to my laywer and his malpractice . I have found my self in a huge mess I have been paying child support on a child that i have for 10 months now. Also due to a clerical error the state of florida has concluded that i am also 12000.00 dollars behind in my child support even though I have offered everyone and their mother proof that i have paid this.Considering that it comes right out of my paycheck it seems easy enough.I have written to the news station ,the fla rep. the governor and many times to the child support agency but to no avail . Sometimes logic doesnt work and what should be easy isnt so yesterday i got a letter which states that unless i come up with 12000 dollars or make a payment plan i will be arrested or at the very best my drivers liscense revok

Life Part 16
I am so happy, I just finished a project for work that my Dad asked me for last weekend. I do the bookkeeping and job costing for one of my Dad's companies. I started it Wed. and just finished it today. It feels good to be done and I can hand it to him tonight when I see him for dinner. We are supposed to go out to dinner, a company is wanting to take us so they can get our business. Hopefully it is enjoyable for me. The food will be good because it is one of my favorite restaurants. So now I can breath and not worry about getting it done in time. He has been concerned about some specific jobs if we need to be estimating more when bidding on the jobs. Hopefully this gives him a clear picture. Now, if only my kids have a good day at school and come home happy! That will make me very happy. I hope all of you are having a great Monday! Ciao~

How Stupid Are You?????????
THIS MAN IS A FUCKING FAKE YOU TELLS WOMAN LIES TO GET HIM TO LIKE HIM HE`S A LIAR A MANIPULATOR USES OTHER GUYS PICS AND BACKGROUND INFORMATION AS HIS OWN THIS IS HIS PAGE STAY AWAY FROM HIM HE IS A PREDATOR Thumper THUMP@ fubar AND THIS IS THE GIRL THAT HE`S FUCKING OVER RIGHT NOW WHO IS STUPID TO SEE HIM AS THE TRUE ASSHOLE AND JERK THAT HE IS IF YOU DONT BELEIVE WHAT I WRITE ASK OTHER GIRLS ON HERE ABOUT HIS LIES AND BETRAYAL THEY WILL TELL YOU DONT LET THIS GUY DO TO YOU WHAT HE HAS DONE TO OTHERS OR WHAT HES DOING TO HER HES FUCKING NUTS I Dont Want It,And I Sure As Hell Dont Need It@ fubar

This Is Not Right
(THIS IS SO FUCKING TRUE!!!!! by the way...im not rascist for putting this up...) -You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey" and you think it's OK. ...But when I call you Kike, Towelhead, WOP, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Gook, nigger or Chink you call me a racist. -You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? -You have the United Negro College Fund. -You have Martin Luther King Day. -You have Black History Month. -You have Cesar Chavez Day. -You have Yom Hashoah -You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi -You have the NAACP. -You have BET. -If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist. -If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist. -If we had white history month... we'd be racist. -If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist. -If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships...you know we'd be racist

Sino's Meaningless Meanderings
Well, here it is the end of September, and my favorite time of year is coming up-Autumn. Overcast skies, falling leaves, COOL weather instead of feeling like you're in a broiler when you walk outside. That neverending explosion up there cooks my pasty-white Manx/Irish skin but good! Aside from fubar, I've been watching season premiers on tv, building models and doing some artwork. Something odd has happened, tho. I found a spent shell casing from a firearm on my walk the other day. Not sure what to do about it. Anyone have any ideas please feel free to comment. Later!

Are You Kidding Me?
Last night, while watching TV with friends, a commercial came on for KFC (I assume everyone knows who they are), and I found something to be quite a bit disturbing. The family being portrayed was a black family (that's one thing), but what was disturbing to me was that KFC has seemingly bought into a stereotype of this crazy nation of ours. Ya see; there was an older (by older I mean 30's-ish, and as compared to the children) black woman and 3 children, nicely seated around a small table enjoying their dinner. The fact of the matter and reason for this post is that the father or the 'baby daddy' was no where to be found. Now, I am not a black man, but if I were, I'd have to imagine I wouldn't be to happy about this. Or am I crazy? Lemme know what you think!

Never Walk Behind Fear
if you ever wonder what was on the other side of fear it is your freedom. so if you ever feared anything remember once you get past the fear you are free of everything i am very greatful for the friends i have made in my life.i hold them so dearly to my heart an thank god for blessing me with them everyday. they are there for you when you need a shoulder to cry on,listen when you have downs an ups. never give up or turn your backs on the true special people you meet everyday because one day you can give back the things they gave to you.love an honor all of them

The Watch
For thirty one years This sailor has stood the watch While some of us were in our bunks at night This sailor stood the watch While some of us were in school learning our trade This shipmate stood the watch Yes.. even before some of us were born into this world This shipmate stood the watch In those years when the storm clouds of war were seen brewing on the horizon of history This shipmate stood the watch Many times he would cast an eye ashore and see his family standing there Needing his guidance and help Needing that hand to hold during those hard times But he still stood the watch He stood the watch for thirty one years He stood the watch so that we, our families and Our fellow countrymen could sleep soundly in safety, Each and every night Knowing that a sailor stood the watch Today we are here to say 'Shipmate... the watch stands relieved Relieved by those You have trained, guided, and led Shipmate you stand relieved.. we have the watch

To My Love
Have I Ever by Ravenz23 Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it, li

The Guardian
Alot of people are asking why am i having a bad day well im having flashbacks about my past life experiences that you can read in my "stories about my life blog" and it hurts that it seems the 'nice guy' always gets screwed without even having sex as we are the easiest to take from and we forgive people for it cause its our nature.. sometimes i wont lie i feel as if i just want to die and the world wouldnt mourn my death but no celebrate it alot of people ask if i work i have to tell them with alot of dismay no i do not i am disabled they ask about my accident i tell them about it so now im gonna tell everyone i am disabled from my mental capabilities after my tragedies in life and also an accident when i was at a friends house 5-6 yrs ago i fell off a barn landed on a brick and fractured 2 disks along with sever nerve damage in my neck i have a pinched nerve along with that i have scoliosis and migraines so with all that i cannot work as i become a "risk" but i dunno some people may t

Sugarbear & Babydoll
Hello all and thank you for all of the adds. Me and my husband are new to here. Just checking things out. We like this site better than myspace. This is more for adults and couples. We have been together for almost a year now and are "officially" getting married in one year. So, ladies, you can chat with my man but no sending gifts like roses or flirting with him...lol... no im serious Babydoll Hope we get a chance to chat with you all a little more.

Trees
How silently they tumble down And come to rest upon the ground To lay a carpet, rich and rare, Beneath the trees without a care, Content to sleep, their work well done, Colors gleaming in the sun. At other times, they wildly fly Until they nearly reach the sky. Twisting, turning through the air Till all the trees stand stark and bare. Exhausted, drop to earth below To wait, like children, for the snow. Found this on a friends site and liked it so I thought I would share it with everyone. Say thank you to Lady Victoria a friend of my friend Wiz.

Facts...
A painfully sweet fact: Theres always going to be that one thing you wish for, but can never get... That one mistake you can never take back... And most of all, That one memory you would do anything, just to have it again... (",)

Finally Some Answers
not many of you know but for the past few weeks i've been fighting severe depression.It has really had me down and hopeless, but then tonight as i was sitting and praying and crying a feeling, a whisper, a thought came over me and i went back to my childhood and the music from church and there i found the obvious answers that have been there all along. As i listened to "What a friend we have in Jesus" and "Turn your eyes upon Jesus" a calm and a peace came over me that i havent felt in years. Instead of leaving my burdens and grief at the cross i've been trying to carry it alone and fix it myself.IMPOSSIBLE!!But a few simple words and reminders and an incredible change is occuring.What a friend we have in Jesus all our sins and griefs to bear,and oh soul are you weary and troubled no light in the darkness you see turn your eyes upon jesus and the things of earth will grow strangely dim in the light of His glory and grace.The great physician is truely our best friend and healer.So I jus

Level Me Plz
ON THIS LEVEL 4 ABOUT 4 MONTHS IM REALLY WANTING TO GET THE NEXT LEVEL IVE GOT LOTS OF STUFF TO RATE ..PLEASE IF YOU CAN HELP ME OUT ILL RETURN THE FAVOR TO U WHEN IM BACK LATER TODAY .. WERE TAKING THE KIDS TO THE BEACH 4 A FUN DAY .. TY MUCH LOVE TO U ALL,EVONNE

Random Things...
Happiness dont come with a cost?..they say..I say differ'I belive you have to fight for it.Even then half the time it dosent come..Come's with many cost's..With that I mean..Sacrifices..Such as..Lossing with thing dear at times..Indeed that does suck...But keep all you good intentions in mind.I also belive that No'one will ever me happy..To a point..Such as..Never Satisfied.I know what your thing..I have everthing..Everything that I ever wanted..Will Sorry to say but I belive you should take a 2nd gander..I mean are you happy..honestly..No..I say..You always want more..there's always something else you need...or just want..So I leave you with that thought..Are you happy? Are you were you want..To be?..Or is there more.. Honestly, Plays a big role into days society. Some look at only the overall, In my own oppion which people are entitled too..Belive that people should take in the whole piece of what there talking about/reciveing and putting out there for other's. Such as this honest

In Need Of Some Love
HEY ALL YOU FUBARIANS COME BY AND SHOW THIS SWEETHEART SOME LOVE HE DESERVES IT COME HELP ME LEVEL HIM UP TO GODFATHER HE HAS HELPED ALOT OF US OUT SO NOW ITS TIME TO HELP HIM SO COME BY AND SHOW HIM SOME LOVE $r Whi+e Knigh+~Blondies r/l hubby ~Git R Done Rebels L.C.~Confederates~@ fubar

Dinner Tonight.....
I stared out with olive oil an onion and garlic Then I cut up some beef and pork then brown that Then at the caned tomatoes ...Add the seasons... Then cook the sausage and then drop them in then the meat balls and then drop them in Then let cook all day ...

My Fusugadaddy
cherrpopped fu-daughter 2 'TãTT³Ð&þ³ì®Ç³Ð_®K¥Þhkk®_ºWñ³®' Yes this is my Fu Suga Daddy he takes care of me up here so all ya'll better recognize!! Holla at him rate him and fan him He is madd cool and will return all love shown!! Ladies he has a harem so if u wanna be down holla at us!! click pic and u will go right to his page!

How Do I Delete A Photo File Or Photo
i accidently made a file inside my default file , and i couldnt find the pics i put into it , and then i deleted all the pics , cause i couldnt delete the file , now i cant put my pics back cause it says they are still there ..

Quiet Oblivion
Well, this is my first blog. Wow. Im not real sure what the point of blogs are. Although Im gonna use it to get some shit off my cheast. Hoping noone I know reads it. Ive got some shite bottled up and if I dont dump it somewhere, Im probably screwed. Hell, I hope noone reads this at all. Its rather sad really, where my life is right now. For rather selfish reasons, Im cohabitating with the mother of my 2 children. We moved in together because she wanted out out of teh shitty relationship she was in. So i moved her and the kids out and into a place with me. I did this because i knew it was teh only way i could see them as much a I wanted, since she had them. So I have intentionally forsaken any hope at being in a relationship since most women would frown on dating a guy that was living with his x, regardless of the fact that theres nothing to that relationship. Purely platonic. I just wanted to live with my kids. This isnt the first time weve had this arrangement. Id rat

Oh My
Well, I finally figured with all my friends, family, and fans on my list, I am not capable of handing out individual Christmas comments. I figured I would do this instead. I wanted to wish everyone a very Merry Christmas in Fu land. It has been a wonderful year of meeting new people, and stayin in touch with the old. I wanted to thank everyone for all the great comments I have received. I am also very thankful for the great friendships I have been able to form with some of you. A lot of us have been threw some major changes in the year passing, and remember it makes us stronger people. All the ups, downs, laughs, tears, and jokes is what life is about. I thank all of you that have included me in these parts of your lives. My wish to everyone this year is to be happy, healthy, and strive for whatever your goals are. I hope you enjoy the holiday season with friends and family and not take it for granted. I also hope that everyone sits back and realizes the real reason we c

This Isn't Real.
(I'm still new to this, bear with me.) I've been an avid user of the web for about 9 years now and have learned a lot. I know the ropes and reigns and some personas are extremely easy to read. By that, I mean that if you're going to talk to me then use some respect. I am a grown woman and expect to be treated as such. I've had guys on here tell me after friending me - one day later - that I'm the one and the only one they think about. This is after exchanging a few brief lines. Once the "I'm bored" and then following cheesey lines about what I'm wearing and wishing I was there to keep them warm in bed, etc., ensue I tend to not talk much to that person any more. I don't like being rude, but you'll learn eventually (if this applies to you) that I'm not some idiotic internet whore. Yes, I'm blonde, but as I've observed with some of you brunette men, you're quite pathetic and ignorant. Hmm... Did that come off as rude? I won't be rude to you unless you disrespect me or

Friends???
Some days it seems like a total struggle to just get from morning to night in one solid piece. There are times when the tears just can not be fought back. It feels as though there is a huge weight on my chest and the breath that I draw is shallow and short. My spirit screams in pain wondering when the viel of darkness will be lifted from my heart. Will the pain ever stop or will it just persist through the days and nights that I am enduring? Will the answers ever come, will the light ever shine will the tears ever dry?

Bitten...
I grab you by the waist and pull you in close. Our eyes meet and for that one instant I feel as if your soul is already mine. I can see it through your eyes. Your soul weakend by terrors past. You will soon be mine. Our lips connect in perfect harmony, we stay that way for a few moments. Our tongues move against each others like 2 serpents fighting for a win in the endless battle of the hunter and the hunted. I feel connected to you, I know I will soon overpower you and you the innocent one will simply be my victim. I slowly pull away and now holding you tight, I start to kiss your neck. As I slowly move around and work my magic on you, I can feel the veins in your neck pulsing to the rythm of your heart. I can smell the fear that resides inside of you, even though you put up many walls to defend yourself I know how to move past them in the shadows of the night. I lick your ear ever so softly till I can see the hairs on the back of your neck start to rise. I whisper you will soon be mi

Just Plain Wrong
DISCLAIMER: THE FOLLOWING BLOG IS JUST PLAIN WRONG. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED. I found Bella as I was cutting the grass this morning. Bella was our family cat, up until she died a couple months ago and I buried her in the backyard. At first I thought she was a dead bird, but then I discovered that what I took for feathers was actually fur, and what I thought was the breast of a buzzard was actually a half-decayed cat head. I stopped cutting the grass and found two large sticks to use to pick up Bella's remains. I tried to throw the rotting half-a-cat past the line of trees in my backyard (the other side is a large, unoccupied field). Instead, one of Bella's forelegs caught a branch and wrapped around it, and the monstrous dead thing dangled like a hanging doll. I used a shovel to break the branch so the thing wouldn't just be hanging there. Eventually it fell over to the other side, but each time I hit the branch to try and break it, the nauseating stench of dead cat crept int

!!!couples Wanted!!!
My wife and I are looking for some hot couples to have sex with. It is not a 3some thing so do not bother asking. We have been married for almost 8 years now and are ready to let our wild sides run...We are looking for couples in the houston area. We prefer married couples but not a must. We are very passionate about each other are very comfortable with each other. We are not here to break marriages apart or any stupid shit like that so if you and/or your partner is not sure about it then you should probably not do it. If you are interested in meeting and maybe getting something going then e-mail us. Don't be scared or embarassed. You can also check out my wifes other page. She Bby Grl in my family list. Remember....Don't be embarassed it is natural. Hope to here from you soon who ever you are.

Life Part 28
I am not supposed to be on the computer. I am not following what the doctor said. I can't lay in bed for another day. The drugs I am on make me sleepy. they relax all my muscles, not just my neck. What a way to spend a Saturday! I wrote a blog a little while ago and then erased it. I was hurt and upset by something. again! Is it me? Must be. I just don't get it. I must be too emotional. I must be too attached. I must care too much. I don't now what it is? So sorry if you went to the blog and it was empty. I just am a little confused and am on strong drugs right now. I am not even sure that this is going to make any sense. Well, I hope all of you have a better weekend then what I am having. I hope to be better soon. Typing on the keyboard is a big NO NO so I will stop writing.

Where I Be...
they changed my network at work, and fubar is blocked. I don't have a computer at home at the moment. so, i'm not neglecting folks, i promise, i can only use the computers i can get access to. so... leave love, so i can get excited when i do get a chance to log on. :-)

Good Morning
....you're 10 minutes late for work and you run out of tooth paste? ...you've been at work for over 30 minutes and you realize your panties are on inside-out? ...you work with a freakin' hot guy with awesome bi-ceps that goes and gets fired. ....your friends tell you they'll give your contact info out to a "friend" and ....FORGET!! The sun is just peaking up this morning and a brand new day is starting. Will this be the day he notices me finally? Will I spend another day feeling alone and ugly because he doesn't even know I'm alive? Can't anyone help me? Who do I turn to for help with something like this? I swear, sometimes I feel like I will just explode if he doesn't notice me, call me, touch me....do me.

Time
I have random thoughts today...and I just want to put them down..so I apologise ahead of time if I am not making since. Every time I make a mistake I wish I could take it back..but subconciously I know I can not..yet I try to put it out of my mind and still..it appears.. I keep making this mistake of not listening to the inner voice that leads me to freedom..for some reason I think I can control the inevidable...but soon find out that I can not..I am feeling sick today and I am not so sure it is because I actually drank alcohol last night (I rarely drink because I don't have control there) OR I feel sick because I feel guilty...I had fun..too much fun..and I honestly believe I do not deserve to have fun...I know that in the past I deserved to be happy and have everything I deserved and wanted..but 1,000 mistakes along the way tells me that I am not good enough to injoy that type of life any more..So many times I wish I could trade this life in and get a different one to start over.

Survey
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE OR LEAVE A COMMENT ON HERE. DONT BE AFRAID. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Outta Here
Just wanted to let all my friends know that I'm going to be deleting my profile this weekend...I'm just tired of all the drama and what not on this site. I've had someone steal my salute again cuz they were mad at someone else, but I happen to be friends with the person they are upset with. I'm just done!! If anyone wants to keep in touch, email me, and I'll give you my myspace addy and/or my yahoo or msn or whatever you happen to have. I will miss all the ppl who I have become very close to, but this is just a website, and it's not worth all the drama. It's not like it was when we started and it was more about friends than levels and ranks and bs like that... MESSAGE ME IF YOU WANT TO KEEP IN CONTACT...OTHERWISE...GOOD BYE AND HAVE A GREAT LIFE... ((HUGS)) STACY

Its Thursday!!!!!
Its thursday everyone have a great day one more day and the weekends here!!!, and to the ones I chat on here with in illusions radio have a great day hugs and kisses to you nice women in there muahzzzzzz, ttyl peeps.

Love And Second Chances!
**LOVE** Love is all we want,but love lost **Hurts** Love is all we want,but love destroyed **Hurts** Love is all we want,but love denied **Hurts** Love is all we want,given a second chance **Heals**

Just Stuff
i would really like to know what people think about my question on the mumm so plz go and vote http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=217853 A nice, calm and respectable lady went into the pharmacy, walked up to the Pharmacist, looked straight into his eyes, and said, "I would like to buy some Cyanide." The pharmacist asked, "Why in the world do you need cyanide?" The lady replied, "I need it to poison my husband." The pharmacist's eyes got big and he exclaimed, "Lord have mercy! I can't give You cyanide to kill your husband. That's against the law! I'll lose my license! They'll throw both of us in jail! All kinds of bad things will happen. Absolutely not! You CANNOT have any cyanide!" The lady reached into her purse and pulled out a picture of her husband in bed With the pharmacist's wife. The pharmacist looked at the picture and replied, "Well now, that's different. You didn't tell me you had a prescription FUBAR IS CRAP PLZ LEAVE FUBAR IS CRAP PLZ LEAVE FUBAR IS CRAP PLZ LEAVE FUBAR IS C

Charmed
You have this charm, this certain delicate touch. The ability to reach into my day and affect it so much. My soul is disturbed, ecstacy results as a product of your love. I will return with packets of trust, what we have I hold in my clutch. Dreams become reality with kisses a must.

Poem I Wrote
Can you see what I see, even when your not around to comfort me, you hurt me like no one else will know, inside I feel I'm ready to explode, Do you feel what I feel, you said words to me that will never heal, I cant help myself inside i want to bleed, your friendship and generousity was all I would ever need, But now it has came and it has gone, and somehow my twisted little fucked up life will move on, what is sad is many men wish death upon me, it's like I'm not even meant to walk this earth or even be, My mother said I was an accident sometimes I think it's true, I didnt think it was when I met you, but now its over and I have to live with the consequences, just know that I still care regardless of the morose and awkward faces, Look into my eyes you will see pain deeper than a flesh wound, why is it that a baby is so innocent while resting in his mothers womb, is it because they know not the difference between right and wrong, or because they are a new bor

Poem I Wrote Awhile Ago
Here I am, Here I'll be, forever and ever, you will see. Here I am, Here I'll be, right beside you, right beside me. Here I am, Here I'll be, like the suns rays, on a tree. Here I am, Here I'll be, wanting your love, like a man lost at sea. Here I am, Here I'll be, my love is true, and yours free. Here I am, Here I'll be, I love you more than life itself, you are the oxygen that i breathe. Here I am, Here I'll be, always and forever, doing anything you need, Here I am, Here I'll be, this is a poem of my love, to you from me.

Uss Utah Ag16
One of the first vessels attacked by the Japanese was the UTAH. Commanders Genda and Fuchida, planners of the attack, had ordered their pilots to ignore the training ship, which as a non-combat ship [in their "illustrious" view] was not worthy of attack, but eager pilots dropped torpedoes on the UTAH and the nearby light cruiser RALEIGH. One torpedo slammed into UTAH's port side at 8:01 a.m. as the crew raised the flag on the fantail. Moments later a second hit the same area. This action infuriated Lt. Heita Matsamura, flight commander for the torpedo bombers from the carrier HIRYU, who had "specifically instructed his men to avoid UTAH." Nonetheless pilots from the SORYU attacked, and following the first hit, Lt. Tamotsu Nakajima, "young and inexperienced ... followed suit." (Prange 1981). Water began to fill the ship rapidly, and it listed 15 degrees. The senior officer aboard, Lt. Commander S.S. Isquith, realized that UTAH was sinking and reportedly gave the order, "All hands on

Over The Counter Scares An Much More!
Ok,heard the latest over the counter scare??.....It's called Crazy Glue in Preperation H!....Oh,an if shit were worth something??....Poor people would be born without assholes!.Talk about some (bummers)!......LMAO......Now that's a real pain in the ass!...Furthermore,cowboy hats an hemorrhoids have in common that sooner or later every asshole has one!....ROTF

Evilangel
I'M A BIT DOWN TODAY BECAUSE MY BEST FRIEND FOR THE PAST 5 YRS PASSED AWAY IN MY ARMS YESTERDAY AFTERNOON. SHE WAS MY PET BICHON SOPHIA. SHE WAS THE BEST DOG ANYONE COULD EVER HAVE. SHE WAS SWEET AND LOVING AND OH SO BEAUTIFUL. I RESCUED HER YRS AGO AS I FOUND HER IN A SNOWSTORM TIED TO A POLE. SHE HAD MANY SURGERIES THROUGH THE YEARS BUT I REALLY CARED FOR HER AND LOVED HER VERY MUCH. SHE WAS LOVED BY ALL WHO CAME INTO CONTACT WITH HER AND SHE WILL TRULY BE MISSED BY MANY. IF ANY OF YOU ARE PET LOVERS, PLEASE SAY A PRAYER FOR MY SWEET SOPHIA. MANY HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR A FACE PIC FROM ME. WELL, IT'S UP AS MY DEFAULT PIC.

Sexual
You have a Sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com You will go to jail for... Using your dildo as a weapon of mass destruction 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com Greg -- [noun]:A master of sexual gratification 'How will you be defined in the Sexual Dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com

Gotta Love Kids....
Kids are Quick TEACHER: Maria, go to the map and find North America. MARIA: Here it is. TEACHER: Correct. Now class, who discovered America? CLASS: Maria. ____________________________________ TEACHER: John, why are you doing your math multiplication on the floor? JOHN: You told me to do it without using tables. __________________________________________ TEACHER: Glenn, how do you spell "crocodile?" GLENN: K-R-O-K-O-D-I-A-L" TEACHER: No, that's wrong GLENN: Maybe it is wrong, but you asked me how I spell it. ____________________________________________ TEACHER: Donald, what is the chemical formula for water? DONALD: H I J K L M N O. TEACHER: What are you talking about? DONALD: Yesterday you said it's H to O. __________________________________ TEACHER: Winnie, name one important thing we have today that we d

Its Hump Day!!!
heya peeps happy Hump day or it should be national hump day haha dont think that would work to well except for the politicians in Washington, anyways wanted to say the Nebraska football team is in a downward spiral and cant get out of their current funk their in as a team and as a college team as well, so hopefully the firing of Steve Pederson will make things go better for them you all have a great day, I wonder if it will stop raining here almost been raining for the last 6 days or so LOL, ttyl hugs n kisses for all the ladies muahzzzzzzzz.

Ipods
Hi everyone, I am new to I-PODS, I was wondering if any of my friends on here, have one, cuz I may need some help since I'm new to this I-POD stuff, I need help. Please help!!! Thank you. Hey guys just a little heads up, they both came to my page and started shit with me so I beware of these two people, they like to downrate people a "1", so just a little heads up. They like to start shit with you on your comments calling you a "down rater" when I never went to there page. So I had to deal with these two idiots and block them both, so if you do not want drama or problems. Block of both of these down rater drama queens and people. Thank you for your time. If you wanna post in a bulletin go right ahead. Thanks for your time. Take care. Da Ice Man Baby ~ItZ Da IcE MaN BaBy~@ fubar Autumn Autumn@ fubar

Velvet Acid Christ!
I know it's techno Gothic,but this shit really is HOT!!!Between the Eyes Volume II is the bomb!...Particularly their tracks We have to see we have to know and I'm gonna wrap myself in your intestines!.....Truly some sick an twisted shit,but damn it's HOT!!!......You need to go an check it out,you won't go away disappointed,I promise!......An as always,peace out!....Much love!

Mine
You're the woman I've dreamt of ever since I was a child Since I noticed Daddy's eyes when he saw Momma smile I wanted what they had and now I have it too I'm so thankful that my dream has finally come true Well you know, everything about me and I know, there's no reason for me to be scared But sometimes there's a lump so deep in my throat, it's hard for me to say I love you, and I'd do anything for you Yeah I need you, you're always on my mind, it's true You're the one that I turn to I love the way you smell, your laugh, the way you make me feel I've never been with someone who has made it all feel so real Sometimes I lie awake and wonder if it's all a dream but when I role over you're still layin' next to me Well I know, everything about you and you know, there's no reason for you to be scared So you tell me everything that's on your mind. I just want you to know I love you, and I'd do anything for you Yeah I need you, you're always on my

Damn Tractor!
A farmer has three sons. One day, his oldest boy comes to him and pleads with him that he is graduating from school and would really like to get a car. His father says, 'Son, come with me.' He takes him to the barn and points to the farm tractor and says, 'That tractor is needed here on the farm and I promise that as soon as it's paid for, we'll get you a car.' The boy was not too happy but he did understandthat situation and said, 'Okay, Dad.' A week later, his second son (10 years old)approaches him wanting a new two-wheelbicycle. Well, he gets the same excuse . 'as soon as that tractor is paid for . . ' Shortly, a few days later, son number 3, his youngest, comes bugging him for a tricycle. Again, ol' Dad gives him the lecture about the tractor being paid for first. While leaving the barn, the young boy, more than a little disgusted with the whole thing, sees a rooster mating with one of the hens and promptly goes over and kicks the rooster off the

Fuck Fubar!
Well my friends, I got an answer back. This is all it said: "Read the terms of service." That is all the answer I got after 4 emails. They are just such nice people here. No explanation, no letting me know that is temporary or permanent. Nothing. Terms of service doesn't explain anything to me. I read it. I have done absolutely nothing wrong. What kind of answer is that? They are pathetic immature assholes that run this place that probably were not very popular in high school! So I am taking it as they have cut me off and are not going to do anything about it and those fucking bitches that did this to me win! I wonder if I told them I was planning on buying a few happy hours but decided I wasn't going to because I can't comment anyone, if that would change their mind? I will not give the people that run this place a dime of my money! Go to Hell! I am really pissed off right now if you can't tell. I just can't believe that they can't even spend 2 seconds t

Prices
What do you think of the price we for everything. From the price of gas to t he price of milk, food and basic things we all need in life. i mean 2.80+ for a gallon of gas, now that is stupid, since 3 years the cost for a gallon iof gas was 1.62 a gallon, such an increase, and the price of a gallon of milk is around 3.59 per gallon, now this is stupi also. The problem is not with the farmers or big oil well most of it is not big oil, it is that damn pres. bush, when he gets out of office we will see the gas price come down, and back to where is should be. but they got us by the short and curlys, what r we going to do, not drive to work or anywhere for that matter. As for the price of milk and other food, we r producing corn for the e85 gas, but what do they do with the left over stuff that is hazerdous to our health and the ground, they find some podunk town to dump it in, and they (government) wins again. so it's a catch 22 if you ask me. And speaking of E85 if it is so good, why

Ghost
An extremely modest man was in the hospital for a series of tests, the last of which had left his bodily systems extremely upset. Upon making several false alarm trips to the bathroom, he decided the latest episode was another and stayed put. He suddenly filled his bed with diarrhea and was embarrassed beyond his ability to remain rational. In a complete loss of composure he jumped out of bed, gathered up the bed sheets, and threw them out the hospital window. A drunk was walking by the hospital when the sheets landed on him. He started yelling, cursing, and swinging his arms violently trying to get the unknown things off, and ended up with the soiled sheets in a tangled pile at his feet. As the drunk stood there, unsteady on his feet, staring down at the sheets, a hospital security guard, (barely containing his (laughter), and who had watched the whole incident, walked up and asked, "What the heck is going on here?" The drunk, still staring down replied:

Tootsie Pop
Well some of you know and have given me advice for Tootsie Pop not eating and so forth! Well this is an update...he is doing much better!! Now he is eating and playing out of the tank and in the tank also! I am going to be working on getting a bunch of new pics on here of him and maybe even more of myself!! Anyway....I am very glad and thankful that he is doing much better and he hasn't been handled much except when I change his water and clean his toys in the water! I also found he likes the turtle pellets better than the shrimp or bloodworms (ewwy)!! Well hope everyone has a great day!!

Beat The Odds
Leslie -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 'BE STILL AND KNOW THAT I AM GOD..' PSALM 46:10 'FOR GOD SO LOVED THE WORLD THAT HE GAVE HIS ONLY BEGOTTEN SON, THAT WHOSOEVER BELIEVETH IN HIM SHOULD NOT PERISH BUT HAVE EVERLASTING LIFE' JOHN 3:16 -- Three Bullets There once was a man who had nothing for his family to eat. He had an old rifle and three bullets. So, he decided that he would go out hunting and kill some wild game for dinner. As he went down the road, he saw a rabbit. He shot at the rabbit and missed it. The rabbit ran away. Then he saw a squirrel and fired a shot at the squirrel and missed it. The squirrel disappeared into a hole in a cottonwood tree. As he went further, he saw a large wild 'Tom' turkey in the tree, but he had only one bullet remaining. A voice spoke to him and said, 'Pray first, aim high and stay focused.' However, at the same time, he saw a deer which was a better kill.

Life
Life is to short for games ,lies an evil alibis in my life I have been through to much an loss to many so when I say I love you I mean it completely we in all hesitate cause we are afraid to lose but once you hesitate you might miss out on what’s true so listen to what I have to say hesitation prevents opportunity in this world today so say what you feel show how much you care let the ones you love know you will always be there cause no one knows when our time will end an when you realize its to late then you see why you should not hesitate........

My Poems
When, my fingers searching, I whisper in your ear it doesn't mean what last night it meant: the pressure of the skies demanded a venting; tonight I need to go it slow. Slide my fingers along the fur of your stomach chills, saliva cooled. That taut canyon of muscle channels my tongue to damper ravines. Could you lick and kiss me yes-- this is the sensation. Here is my gasp. We have become of eachother one; this fluid is our snowmelt.

Myspace
I'm just venting about myspace and some members. Now I know why alot of people joined fubar instead of myspace. True story; the site runs peoples lives. I just had my first myspace drama. It was ridiculous and very childish. I mean check this message out between me and this girl. Scroll all the way to the bottom and read up. That's how it's suppose to be read. Tell me what you think if you want. I really dont care. I think with every site you get drama out of it. But I just felt like venting about it. HAHA. LMFAO. ok well if i added him then i guess he is pretty fine.. you want me to stop commenting him? i could care less actually, it was HIS choice to accept my request of adding. you and even your man should know that when people add, they usually comment something on their page. so before you come to me telling me to stop doing whatever, you need to talk to him and make sure he isnt adding anymore "bitches." other then that... what the hell are you going to do if

Friends Eternal
Friends Eternal You're a true friend, that I want you to know, Our love for each other has helped us to grow. We've been through some tough times, but we've made it through, The only one I ever trusted was you. You helped me through anger, you've chased away fears. You held me through sadness, and kissed away tears. You stayed by my side when the world turned away. You helped me see joy when the skies were all gray. You were the rainbow at the end of the storm. You help me be different when I shouldn't conform. You held my hand when you knew we would fall. Every heartache, you saw me through it all. I'm not sure I'm always the best friend to you, I know I'm not perfect, but this much is true. When life gets you down, And there's nowhere to turn, I'll help you through and I'll share your concern. I'll try my best to return every favor, When you're sure that you'll drown, then I'll be your lifesaver; Even i

Come Rock With Us
Dj Pixi ô Zombie Raido ♫~ Wife to My True LOVE HORSE ~@ fubar (repost of original by 'Dj Pixi ♪ MANGER @ Zombie Raido ♫~ Wife to My True LOVE HORSE ~' on '2007-10-24 10:59:33') Come and Listen to looking for promoters and greeters come and be apart of the excitement! to become a greeter look for chita or Illusions to become a promoter click on the pic bellow and sb or leave a fumail to Dj wacco the head promoter

7 Day Stretch!
Been workin like a dog bakin bread for 7 days straight just to get 3 off an be with my Mels!....Love that woman!....Gonna spend the weekend with her an do a Halloween costume party on Saturday....Gotta say it's been well worth the trouble......lol....Finally a lil R&R!...AHHHH!

Life Part 5
I am sitting here sweating, red faced and very hot. No, it wasn't from sex! I had such a good workout on the treadmill. Walking and running. I always have to cool down before getting in the shower or else I just don't seem to cool down. I know, I know...take a cool shower. But, I can't! I feel so much better today! My neck was really hurting bad yesterday and I mad an appointment to see the doctor again tomorrow and he will sign me up for physical therapy. i am sure that is what I need to help it. So glad you are back home safe love and thank you for sending me the text to let me know you were home. It made me feel loved and special. I need to get in the shower. Badly! I am so sweaty. It is a good thing. I have not been in this good of shape and felt this good in years! Probably 8 years. That is a long ass time! My son did not pass his drivers written exam yesterday and he was quite disappointed. Very upset. He can try again next week. I looked at the

Internet Trouble
Hey all i know we posted this on the other name we have also but i wanted to hit everyone else with thats on this one also.. our internet is messed up and we are on a friends computer right now jus tto let everyone know we didnt disappear or give up on everyone but with all the rain we wont have internet up till next week... so in advance we are sorry we having been on or wont be on till they get it fixed.. bomb well and we will be back :-D

Life Part 7
The weather is turning again after having a rather warm week. I am glad it is getting cooler. The air has been dry and the wind warm. It makes you feel like everything inside your nose and throat are dry. It has not helped with Southern California either. It seems as if all of Southern Cali is on fire. My brother in law went down Monday to help fight the fires and apparently was up for 3 days straight doing so. I have not been myself today. I opened up an email from school and it stated that my son Anthony has failed 2 classes, math and english. So I was quite upset since the grades for the quarter end today. I was quite upset to say the least. I am feeling like a failure as a parent at the moment. He had a minimum day for school today and called me to tell me he was walking home. I confronted him over the phone about his grades and he tells me that he has a print out of his grades and they are way better then what school loop says. So, I will just have to wait and se

For Our Troops
I want to thank you for the Freedom you give us I want to thank you for what you fight for as well I know how brave you are out there giving your all and life for us to do what we want without living in fear. Yes, we do worry about you over there, we cry and fear for your lives for dange lurks eveywhere there in Iraq. Just know in our hearts that we are hoping for you to come home to your brothers sister wives, hubbys boyfriends and fiances, Masters, n slaves all of you! Plz come home safe. God Bless

Who Are We
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would you kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word. 8. What was your first impression? 9. Do you still think that way about me now? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. How well do you know me? 13. When's the last time you saw me? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

Paintshop/photoshop Tricks
This tutorial will describe how you can create a page curl effect using just the built-in Photoshop options. No extras are needed for this effect. As usual, though, you can learn more than just the actual effect. If you scratch a little below the surface of this tutorial, you'll see that I'm also demonstrating how to create paths from selections and how to manipulate them. As well, you'll see how easy it is to create your own gradient patterns. Enjoy. Open a new file at 200x250 in RGB mode. Set the contents to white and the resolution to 72 dpi. Click the New Layer icon at the bottom of the Layers palette (it's the one with the bent corner). Set the foreground color to a bright yellow. I used 255, 255, 0 as this color won't dither on a web page. Fill the new layer by selecting the Paint Bucket tool and clicking anywhere on the image. Set the foreground color to white. Select the line tool. Set the width to 1 pixel and the anti-alias option to on (both of these opti

Ache (nsfw)
Transforming your flesh beneath her caress Turgid yet encased in buttery soft skin Arching into her attentive hand Glazed Pomegranate lips capturing your taste A breath caught as she glides downward Hips rising hair tangling fingers Feeding rhythmically, growling moans Delivering your milky spend with a punishing thrust She swallows your first pearly droplets A smoky gaze and a slow release Her cheek warm against your thigh

Siblings
Yah, I have 3, but my older sis is my only full blood sister. My family looks up to me and respects me and what I have going for myself. Yet something tells me she's jealous. She has never expressed being proud. I have proof now because of how she portrayed me to her boyfriend - he emailed me a long nasty email - and he has NO CLUE!!! He needs to turn and look at the woman he's shacked up with as to why her and I are not close. Not me.

Roses
A flower. Red, or pink, but always pleasantly fragrant. They're soft to touch, to caress the forever silk petals. Everyone likes them, everyone either has one, or wants one. Well, almost everyone. Lost in the moment I lay with this flower, teasing it's core with my fingertips, listening to the sounds of nature. Always toying with it's hidden little bud. Then I wonder... what does it taste like?

Funny
A Pagan dies and, to his great surprise, he finds himself standing before some pearly gates. The Pagan asks, "Where am I?" Peter says, "You're at the gates of heaven." The Pagan says, "But I don't believe in heaven." Peter frowns at him. "You're one of those Pagans, aren't you?" "Yes. I believe I'm in the wrong place; I'm supposed to go to Summerland." Peter says, "Sorry. We took over Summerland, and it's temporarily closed for remodeling." "What should I do now?" Peter says, "Well, since we don't allow Pagans in heaven, you have to go to hell. Sorry. Just follow that path that leads downward and to the left." The Pagan walks down to hell, where the gates are standing open. He walks in and finds beautiful meadows, happy animals, and clear streams of water. He walks on in and begins exploring, and after a few minutes a courtly gentleman walks up to him and bows politely. "Hello, I'm Satan. You must be the guy that St. Peter phoned me about. Are you a Pagan?"

Life Of A Child
100 years from now it will not matter what my bank account was,the sort of house I owned,or the kind of car I drove...but the world may be different because I was important in the life of a child."

Guitar Hero 3
Tier 1: Foghat- Slow Ride Poison- Talk Dirty to Me Pat Benatar- Hit Me With Your Best Shot Social Distortion- Story of My Life Encore: Kiss- Rock and Roll All Nite Co-op Encore: Beastie Boys- Sabotage Tier 2: Mountain- Mississippi Queen Alice Cooper- School’s Out Cream- Sunshine of Your Life Heart- Barracuda Boss: Tom Morello- Guitar Battle Encore: Rage Against the Machine- Bull’s on Parade Co-op Encore: The Strokes- Reptilia Tier 3: The Killers- When You Were Young AFI- Miss Murder The Who- The Seeker Priestess- Lay Down Encore: Rolling Stones- Paint It Black Co-op Encore: Red Hot Chili Peppers- Suck My Kiss Tier 4: Black Sabbath- Paranoid The Sex Pistols- Anarchy in the UK Sonic Youth- Kool Thing Weezer- My Name Is Jonas Encore: Pearl Jam- Evenflow Co-op Encore: Blue Oyster Cult- Cities on Flame with Rock and Roll Tier 5: The Dead Kennedy’s- Holiday in Cambodia Scorpions- Rock You Like a Hurricane Aerosmith- Same Old Song and Dance ZZ Top- La Grange

High School
OK LET ME BEGIN, I USED TO LIKE THIS GUY NAME SCOTT, ALOT..AND WHEN I WAS PREGNANT WITH MY DAUGHTER I WAS GONNA NAME A BOY AFTER HIM, USIN HIS FIRST NAME AS HIS MIDDLE AND HIS LAST NAME AS HIS FIRST NAME..DID I CONFUSE U YET..LOL..WELL THE OTHER DAY I WAS CHECKING MY EMAIL AND I GOT A MESSAGE ON MYSPACE WELL WHAT DO U KNOW, ITS HIM ...HE FOUND ME THROUGH THE HIGH SCHOOL ALUMNI..NOW WERE TALKIN..HE IS MARRIED SO YES MY GUY FRIENDS..NO NEED TO WORRY..LOL..BUT HE STILL LIVES IN CALIFORNIA..YAY..ANYWAYS I WANTED TO SHARE MY HAPPINESS WITH YA ALL..HEHEE..

Helen Hunt (coffin Races)
back in the day,there was a woman named Helen Hunt. she was only about 18 years old when she dies and her only request was that she be buried at the top of one of the mountains around here.she was buried like she had requested,on top of the mountain she had died on.that place is now called Helen Hunt waterfalls.there was a bad storm that came through years later that had dropped so much rain that it had washed away all the dirt that had covered her coffin.Her coffin then got washed away and slid down the mountain on the same side that there happens to be a large waterfall that still runs today,thus givin the name Helen Hunt Falls.It has been said that her spirit still hangs around the falls.As an annual tribute to her,some of the towns around the area have annual coffin races.This is a great way to celebrate Halloween.In these races,people build their own little coffin cars that are pushed by a 4 man team on a stretch of pavement.the team must also be dressed up in the same costume.I h

X-sammy-x
Please srop by Sammy's page and show some love, add, fan and rate Sammy is one of the nicest girls i have spoken to on Fubar. Because some of us refuse to join the Brits group, our so called friends have left and forgot about us. Take a min to check her out and leave some love. Thank you.. xsammyx@ fubar

New Pics Tuesday
Hello, I am going to have some new pics of me taken tuesday maybe even some on sunday. I thought it would be but to ask what you would like to see and take some especially for my friends. So if there is something you want to see say so and I will try to take a picture just for you!

Moving Into Healthier Dietary Habits
One of my parishioners asked me a very good question after visiting this page: Why do I include cheese in recipes and call them healthy? So here is my answer to that. It is true that dairy products and especially cheese can be high in both saturated fat and salt. I thought since I was posting a recipe for pesto and some variations today that I would explain some of the benefits of dairy in the diet, for those who are not lactose intolerant. It is recommended that adults have three servings of dairy daily. Non-fat milk is available; non-fat cheese in my experience is not a good option; non-fat yogurt (other than the less healthy, frozen, sugar-laden variety) contains very, very beneficial bacteria cultures that aid the digestive system and some even help the immune system. The key is portion control. A glass of milk for instance is not a serving, an 8 oz cup is. Likewise, 1/2 cup of cheese or yogurt is a serving. The saturated fat in milk, like other types of fat, aids in re

How Could You
HOW COULD YOU? By Jim Willis 2001 When I was a puppy, I entertained you with my antics and made you laugh. You called me your child, and despite a number of chewed shoes and a couple of murdered throw pillows, I became your best friend. Whenever I was "bad," you'd shake your finger at me and ask "How could you?" -- but then you'd relent, and roll me over for a bellyrub. My housebreaking took a little longer than expected, because you were terribly busy, but we worked on that together. I remember those nights of nuzzling you in bed and listening to your confidences and secret dreams, and I believed that life could not be any more perfect. We went for long walks and runs in the park, car rides, stops for ice cream (I only got the cone because "ice cream is bad for dogs," you said), and I took long naps in the sun waiting for you to come home at the end of the day. Gradually, you began spending more time at work and on your career, and more time searching for a human mate. I w

Arrgh!!!
So Got Pirate? link me to a role play( I guess) site that I'm now hooked on. I'll jump on here from time to time...but most likely if ya wanna get ahold of me...or attack me you'll have to come find me here: http://www.ruletheseas.com/index.php?r=86764 copy and paste link if need be Its up to you. I just figured there is others out there that enjoy pirates as much as I and might really enjoy this site. See ya later!

Identity
Dirty Mangy Filthy No-good Cur But not stupid Not a slow learner The cur learns his lessons well Trust no one Bite first Growl when approached And the bitten think he's mean Meanness has nothing to do with it He's just well taught Blame those that held out steak And hit him with a stick The ones who kicked him The ones who starved them The teachers that made him learn To strike first, strike hard And trust no one And I think about these teachers As I look at my unshaven face in the mirror As I growl and snap when others get too close As I spend more and more time safeguarding myself from harm And I realize I am the cur. August

Loner(prisoner Of Time)
Everyone always talks about me, They say they dont like me. Does anyone actually know me? People say that they know my kind, A freak whos out of his mind. Does anyone actually know me? I'm just a loner a prisoner of time...

To My Dog... Moses
"Whoever said you can't buy happiness forgot about little puppies." -- Gene Hill "In dog years, I'm dead" -- Unknown "Dogs feel very strongly that they should always go with you in the car, in case the need should arise for them to bark violently at nothing right in your ear." -- Dave Barry "I wonder what goes through his mind when he sees us peeing in his water bowl." -- Penny Ward Moser "A dog teaches a boy fidelity, perseverance, and to turn around three times before lying down." -- Robert Benchley "Did you ever walk into a room and forget why you walked in? I think that is how dogs spend their lives." -- Sue Murphy "No animal should ever jump up on the dining-room furniture unless absolutely certain that he can hold his own in the conversation." -- Fran Lebowitz "Ever consider what they must think of us? I mean, here we come back from a grocery store with the most amazing haul: chicken, pork, half cow. They must think we're the gre

L.u.v. Club..party
the L.U.V..Club Lounge is having a Party Thursady night in our L.U.V..CLUB LOUNGE!!! Everyone is welcome to come and join us in our new Lounge!! Our Bartendar is my Dear Friend Sexie Mami and Our Dj is Mr.Buds!!! Come have fun with the L.U.V...CLUB FAMILY!!!! ~~SWEETLIPS~~Offical L.U.V..CLUB.CO.FOUNDER

My Blog..
i bet NO guys will repost this ; i'm sorry i'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your girl" i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day. i'm sorry that i'm not a playboy bunny so i can act like a pornstar for you. i'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on. i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me. i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough. i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen. i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt. but most of all; i'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. and i'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! just think about it, about how you treat girls. If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry." If you're one of the few GUYS with enoug

Life Or Something Like It 7
Men! Do you all like to have 2-3 projects going on at the same time? Mine does! We are in the middle of redoing our bedroom. We could have just painted the walls, pretty simple but....Peter doesn't like the flat walls so he wants to texture them. Big project that takes time and is quite messy! So now....my husband decides to start having the front of the house painted. He sent over 2 workers today to have them p[rep the house for painting. Does he have all the right tools for this for these 2 guys? No! They are asking me where this is and that is. I have no idea. Peter isn't answering his cell phone. Argh! On one hand it is nice to be able to have this done for us instead of us having to do it but it would be nicer if Peter had all the right tools for these 2 guys! I haven't even picked out the colors I want! I have to make that decision today! Now, that isn't rushing me is it? LMAO!!! We also need to do the front bathroom again. Maybe I should start that

No Longer
Verse 1: I never knew just what to do, When I came to life and all those promises, Always earned every word that came along the way, Now I know that what I sow, will always be the way things really just grow, Forever now, please show me how, To fight these feelings, they're still reeling Chorus: No longer will I have to remind the past, Those I've come to glimpse of it, (Yeah) No longer will I carry this weighted past, Now I face the day with no shame. Verse 2: I've always tried to live the life, Now looking back, and it doesn't seem right, How I lived, and never gived, And always take what wasn't mine, In discreet, could never keep a glimor in my soul of something more, No longer I will sit and die, for something I don't even really care for Chorus Yeah No longer... Chorus No longer No longer Now I face the day, with no shame

Yahoo Group
Please everyone check out my yahoo group the Sunshine Express and join us.It is about giving someone who is alone,handicapped,ill or lonely a little sunshine in their mail box.All that is required is you have a little love and maybe 41 cents for a stamp..we have 68 people on our list who love getting mail even though some cannot even read or write. If you know someone like this join and add them to the database. I am really trying to build it up and give all these wonderful people something to smile about at least once a week but I need your help doing this. Thank you in advance, pass this on to all your friends also, repost it...help me spread the word. Jan http://health.groups.yahoo.com/group/sunshineexpress/

Everyday Occurrences
I got to meet Belladonna today. What a thrill. I talked to her about fubar. She promised to get back online and say hi to friends and fans. Let's hope she has the time to do it. In person she is delightful and charming - not to mention stunninly gorgeous. this is my last post, [cue violins] I have a busy summer ahead and have vowed to stop drinking and chasing naughty girls. Goodbye fu-friends, thanks for the fun. PC

Awesome!
Somebody Misses You Somebody misses your smile, the hugs and kisses you share. The warmth in your heart, the Love in your eyes, the way you listen and care.. Somebody misses your laughter, reassuring,kind and sincere. The touch of your hand, the sound of your voice, and the comfort of knowing you're there.. Somebody misses the majic of the wonderful things that you do. The secrets you hold, the dreams that you reveal, the way you make wishes come true.. Somebody waits for tomorow; another day closer to when: The hoping is ended. The wishing is over. and somebody holds you again. This poem is for the one Truly Love with all my heart and soul. She knows who she is..

Lyrics To Disconnected By Candleblack
Did it make you stronger to take away that piece of me? Did it feed your hunger, for whats left inside me to bleed? I dont know why you feel i should be punished in this way. And i dont think i deserve, dont think ill let you in this time. Cause you, leave me so, disconnected i cant feel a thing at all when i dream, im still reachin out to find whats left of me. And all this time i wandered, plagued by thoughts of givin up. Hidin the pain in thunder, leavin my demons in my dust. Breathin it in, slow suffocation, drownin in this misery i dont think, i deserve, dont think i'll let you win this time. Cause you, leave me so, disconnected i cant feel a thing at all. When i dream, im still reachin out to find whats left of me whats left inside of me..whats left inside of me.. whats left inside of me? © 2007 Candleblack

Life Or Something Like It 11
Wow, what a mistake I made on the color (cloUr) of my trim on my house! I went out there earlier today and didn't like it when they first started painting the trim. I should have had them stop if I had used my brain. No...I think that maybe it will darken and look better when it dries. HELL NO! It is uglier then before. It is really bad around my beautiful front door. It ruins it. The guys painted part of the door that they weren't supposed to paint. They also got trim around the garage door they weren't supposed to get. I want to scream! I just hope it is fixable. I am going to go with a nice blue color for the trim instead. More subtle then BRIGHT PURPLE! I can't believe it turned out like that. Sometimes the color of the paint doesn't look like the chip you see. The only bad thing besides having to prime over it and then paint all the trim again is that we will have to wait. It is supposed to rain and we all know you can't paint when it is raining so we ar

Universal Love
Up and down around the world we go Nothing has shined so bright as Your love Been shown the best of love that man could show Nothing has felt so right as Your love Now I could see if all these words I speak were only from myself (Not just me, everyone feels the same) But everywhere i go the record shows (They keep talking about you) These are the sentiments of someone else (How your love won't ever change) So I feel justified to stand eye to eye and say the things i do About the greatest charity the world ever knew You're a universal love Somebody, I believe (Somebody said, said i believe, He's all that i need) And you've proven to me You're a universal love (You've proven to me) All over (All over the world, feels like love to me) All the love i need In the street around the beat I searched And no one I found so kind (so kind), as Your love In the heavens above or underneath the Earth Not another one so f

Happy Veterans Day !
I jsut wanted to take a moment today ... as I do everyday .... And wish all those who have served , and those serving now , A Happy Veterans Day !!! May all our loved ones come home safely .... God Bless Them All ........ God Speed my son !

Beliefs Quiz
which religion best fits your beliefs???created with QuizFarm.com You scored as wiccan/witchyou are wiccan/witch, very interesting religion wiccan/witch 100%christian 69%Buddhist 63%Taoist 63%Hindu 63%other 50%agnostic 25%Satanist 25%atheist 13%jew 0%Muslim

What A Night!
Last night was crazy! Had Jamie, Buff, Mallory, and Charles over.....it was fun! We hung out all night and had a blast. Well about 4:30 I went to bed. Me and Mal had to be to work at 7:30 for a training thing. 5:30 comes along and Mal comes in my room and wakes me up. "There is some guy at the door that's bleeding and said he needs a place to crash." I was so out of it but I said "no." Then I thought they were fucking with me so I went out to the end of the hallway and peeked around the corner and saw Charles talking to someone at the door. I heard him saying "She is out of it, she has been drinking and it's not a good idea." By this time I was shaking like a leaf. Then I heard "Well, can you tell her Mike came by?" Charles said, "Mike who?" He said, "Yeater." Then I was really flipped out! He is one of my dumb moments from when I was drinking all the time. He said that his wife just went to jail and he had no place to go. I fucking hate this guy and he hates me, why in

Life Or Something Like It 13
It seems as if a lot of people are very frustrated with Fubar lately. They keep making change after change and not listening to the members of Fubar. The latest is that they have taken away the ability to comment bomb. I really don’t care. It does make it frustrating but most of the people holding these contests are not doing it to be kind and give away prizes out of the goodness of their hearts, they are doing it to get more stupid points so they can be the highest person on Fubar. Why? Sounds almost pathetic to me. There is a friend on Fubar that throws contests and she does it the right way! She only allows one comment per person. I think that is the way it should be. Not see how many comments a person can possible do in one day! We do have better things to do with our time, don’t we? It seems a complete waste of time to sit and leave comment after comment. I did it for a friend because I think she is great and I promised her I would. I am so glad it is over and so

Friendship?
The one thing in life we all need is friendship! Friendships are good because they help you when you are down. When you need someone to lean on. Etc. I am fortunate for meeting the ones that have done that for me. However, I am truly sorry for letting them all good. Some friends did me wrong... Some friends didnt even do anything wrong... Yet I still kicked them along with the bad ones to the curb. Would I love to go back in time and bring together again? Hell ya! Can I? No. I cannot because they do not trust me now and most likely probably hate my guts as most people do for whatever the reason or reasons may be. Yes I have messed up in life too many times. Yes I have been blinded by many things in life. Yes I have told most of the people I once called family to leave me alone and never return. N YES I would do anything in the world to bring them back to me once again. I have made amends with some people such as Kathy. But with others I do not see how I would be able to. Then again

Lips You Never Tasted
"LIPS U NEVER TASTED" I often dream about your lips the way they'd feel how they'd be slightly nervous but overly intrigued ready to taste something as Delectable Gratifying Moist & Sexually Satisfying as this... Way more than a french kiss... I'd show you a brand new experience I know you've never had one quite like this... You see you've never been kissed by the lips implanted beautifully in between the hips... known to make the tongue do flips and to satisfy in one or two sips... Watching you eat up every bit enjoying your chocolate banana split baby let me introduce you to the clit a whole lot of sucking.... & just a bit of spit.... I'd watch as you look amazed as you'd engage make me hit that orgasmic peak and out leaks the best coochie glaze.... leaving your mind in a daze because.... you actually liked it.... Your lips overly consumed but still wouldn't stop taste buds in shock by the sweet nect

Temptin Me
Temptin' Me From the moment I met you I knew I wuz diggin' you Little did I know you Were diggin' me too And it's Temptin' Me Your Eyes met mine & Mine met yours Kissing temptation Into our soul Waking up feelings, we soon Can't control But, there is someone else... I am the Lover you can't touch I believe I can hear My own heart beating The thought of going there entering my mind Damn near cheating Thoughts of my other being left behind I can't think... You're Temptin' Me My pulse gyrating - unsteady My breathing heavy - Lord, don't let me As desire begins to build Conjuring, something in us; That dances on the wings of lust Temptin' Me every moment, You are near I am the Lover You Cannot touch I am drawing Orgasmic thoughtz When I look in your eyes Passion in the way you look at me I wanna get my freak on I wanna moan. I wanna be the ice cream Dripping down the sides Of your cone Ooooh, you're temp

I Wish
I Wish I wish I didnt miss you, I wish I didnt care, I wish I didnt look for you, Every time you werent there. I wish I didnt think of you, While I lay awake in my bed, I wish I didnt want you lying beside me, Instead of in my head. I wish I didnt miss your lips, I wish I didnt I miss your eyes, I wish I didnt miss your smiles, I wish I didnt have to say, all those good byes. I wish I didnt miss your touch, I wish I didnt miss your voice, I wish I didnt miss the smell of your body, I wish I didnt have to make a choice. I wish I didnt need you, I wish I didnt want you to, All these things I wished I didnt, But the problem is I do. I wish things were different, I wish we werent apart, I wish I could get you out of my head, So I could caress you in my heart.

Tales
He leaned against the wall, feeling its vibrations as a plane either landed or took flight. His nerves calmer then He would have believed when He booked her flight. For a moment He did ponder the possibility of her changing her mind, but He knew better then that. she would not break her loyalty to Him over her nerves, not to mention how ecstatic her words had been when He had informed her of the flight. "Oh m'Lord, finally m'Lord, thank You Sir" He let these words flow through His mind as people started exiting the terminal on which He would find her. It appeared to be a busy flight, but He new she would be the last off. "I wish for you to leave the plain last my dear," He continued by explaining even though He knew she would follow the command regardless of the reason... "This is how I shall know you upon first sight my dear." When He saw the line end He looked back to the terminal, watching a last solitary figure step out, she was clearly as nervous as could be. She wor

I Want To Know
I WANT TO KNOW I want to know how you love I want to know how you want to be loved I want to know the very essence Captured in your mind and soul Do you have a tender heart so meek and mild Or is your heart one full of Rage Hurt Pain and hunger for my reality I WANT TO KNOW YOU I want to know who you are I want to know who you want to be I want to see and partake in your dreams If your second world will allow me It's okay to let your barriers down I will be gentle and sensitive With your fragile heart and antique mind Allowing you that freedom of expression Freeing you from any suppression that is within I WANT TO KNOW YOU I want to know how you feel When my smile meets your eyes When my lips connect with your mahogany face I want to know how you truly feel When you hear my voice rickashayin within your mind Like the sound of the ocean captured in a shell Is your heart warm Does it yearn for my caress and gentle tug I WANT T

Intimately
INTIMATELY I want you to be so into ME That you will know me I-N-T-I-M-A-T-E-L-Y When we are apart I want you to remember; The curves of my body... The strut in my walk... The twinkle in my eye... And my accent when I talk... I want you to be so familiar with ME That you will know me I-N-T-I-M-A-T-E-L-Y When those times come and you have to leave, I want you to remember; The scent of my body... The softness of my skin... The sounds that I make, when you are deep within... I want you to be so much apart of ME That you will know me I-N-T-I-M-A-T-E-L-Y When you are lonely an all alone you will remember; The way we started fights just to enjoy making up... The way I sneak up behind you and squeeze your butt... The way we made love on your office desk... And I made you scream WHO'S PUSSY IS THIS?!!? I want you to know when you feel that sudden chill, or suddenly you think its me that you see. Its just us loving

Shootin The Shit!
I was talking to a friend at work this morning an outta the blue I say:I need to ask you a question....So he says what??.....An I say:So,how does it feel to be an asshole!?.....Lmao...Much love,muahs to all!

Mewsings
i just found out that it's quite possible that my new grandbaby is a girl !! according to my dil's OB the heartrate is 164 which is common when the fetus is female.. HOTDAMN !! i'm so excited i can hardly stand it !! it's going to be a treat to see my grandson as a big brother.. *purrr* i just received a letter in the mail from my former monster-in-law.. (hope you don't mind i stole your metaphor angelsissy LOL) wow.. the woman will stop at nothing to get a rise out of me. it will be sent back to her unopened of course. well now you're asking, how did i know it was from her?? not only did the postmark give her away, plus the fact that she didn't put her return address on it (eyeroll) the woman still spells my name wrong (after 20+ years she still can't get it right) gotta give her credit though, she's finally standing up for her son after all this time. attagirl.. yeah.. whatever.

Battle Of Guam
The Battle of Guam was a battle of the Pacific campaign of World War II, fought on the island of Guam in the Mariana Islands from 21 July 1944 to 10 August 1944. Guam is the largest of the Marianas, 30 miles (48 km) long and 9 miles (14 km) wide. It had been a United States possession from the Spanish-American War of 1898 until it was captured by the Japanese on 11 December 1941. It was not as heavily fortified as the other Mariana Islands such as Saipan that had been Japanese possessions since the end of World War I, but by 1944 it had a large garrison. The Allied plan for the invasion of the Marianas called for heavy preliminary bombardment, first by carrier aircraft and planes based in the Marshall Islands to the east, then once air superiority was gained, close bombardment by battleships. Guam was chosen as a target because its large size made it suitable as a base for supporting the next stage of operations towards the Philippines, Taiwan and the Ryukyu Islands; the deep-wat

Honesty
1. Can we all act our ages on here or what? 2. Which is full of more drama? Fubar or Life? 3. Do any of us really know what we truly want? 4. Why are men so blind to the obvious? 5. Why do women hate me? 6. Can you honestly and truly be in love with someone after knowing them only a week and a half? 7. How desperate are the people here on Fubar? 8. How many people reading this actually are upset now? LMAO...ask me if I care!!! DO PEOPLE EVEN FUKIN READ BLOGS OR DO THEY JUST RATE THEM TO GET THE POINTS? LMAO...STUPID ASS PEOPLE! BLOGS ARE WRITTEN FOR A REASON...NOT FOR THE POINTS...SO FUKIN READ THEM IF YOU ARE CHECKIN THEM OUT.

The Perfect Wedding!!!!
You got to love this guy. This is a true story about a recent wedding that took place at Clemson University . It made the local newspaper; even Jay Leno mentioned it. It was a huge wedding with about 300 guests. After the wedding, at the reception, the groom got up on stage with a microphone to talk to the crowd. He said he wanted to thank everyone for coming, many from long distances, to support them at their wedding. He especially wanted to thank the bride's family & to especially thank his new father-in-law for providing such a lavish reception. As a token of his deep appreciation he said he wanted to give everyone a special gift just from him. So taped to the bottom of everyone's chair, including the wedding party, were an envelope. He stressed that this was his gift to everyone, & asked them to open their envelope. Inside each manila envelope was an 8 x 10 glossy of his bride having sex with his best friend, the best man. The groom had gotten suspicious of them weeks

Your Fire!!!!
I see fire in your eyes. Passion, burning just under the surface. Kept under control by sheer force of will. Let it out. Let it touch me. Set my body on fire with a glance. Bring my blood to a boil with the feel of you pressed against me. Burn me with your lips, yuour mouth. Steal my breath, and replace it with the fire of your need. Carress me, make me yours. Bestow upon me the fire of your passion. And I will give you the fiery, heat of mine. Lock it up stow it away, I will still see it just under the surface. The choice is yours, you will not be disapointed.

Nutrition And Weight
Fat is always bad for you Actually, the problem is not fat it’s the type of fat a person eats. You actually need some fat in your diet. Omega-3 and Omega-6 Fatty Acids for example greatly help brain and heart function. The problem fats are the solid and semi-solid fats found in meat, called saturated fat. These fats are laden with LDL (“bad”) cholesterol. The good fats are generally clear, liquid called mono-unsaturated fats found in plants, nuts and seafood. These contain HDL (“good”) cholesterol. Fats slow down the digestion of carbohydrates which keeps blood sugar levels more stable. Dietary changes will make me lose weight There is no guarantee dietary changes will cause you to lose weight. The whole issue of weight loss is using more calories in daily activity than you consume in meals and snacks. A good test for this is when you get up in the morning. Do you feel hungry right away or do you feel you could skip breakfast? If you can skip breakfast, you had a surplus of ca

Fairy Or Dragon?
Fairy or Dragon??DragonYou are a dragon,Your mercy is limited to certain people/things. You can be very vicous at times and you are very mysterious most ppl want you dead but you are way to powerful to be killed.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

My Poems
Just A Man As i got down on one knee I pledged myself to thee I give you my heart I give you my soul....... Now to thee I ask Why am I so bad Did I do something wrong I feel as if I dont belong Is there a place for me in this world some days i think not i ask my self why what have I done why does every one hate me Do people not care any more Do they think this is a game do they not realize I am man Do they not know when i am cut I BLEED RED just like they doo That i feel pain I am not as strong as every one thinks i have feelings i have thoughts I feel love and I feel hate I cant keep going on this way I dont want much I just want to be happy to share my life with some one special to have a friend a lover a wife an equal nothing more nothing less Is this too much to ask for I think not I am just a simple man I am just a man I have spent so many years not caring now i do care and the world seems to not i reach for a hand up wha

Gett'n There
Hi Y'all, Wow, thanks for the warm welcome! I've gotten such a warm welcome at FuBar, it's going to take me a bit of time to meet everyone. If you haven't heard from me yet, please be patient. I'll be dropping by to show ya some love soon. I'm still working on my profile page. Feel free to let me know what ya think *Smiles* I've given up on posting videos.*laffs* There is just too much good music out there. I've created a Playlist instead. It's a collection of some very sexy songs *grins* Check 'em out and feel free to leave Comments. I hope you enjoy them! I'm also working on another story that I will be posting soon so keep your eye out for it *Smiles* Once again, thanks for the warm welcome. I look forward to meeting y'all. Much love to my friends ... and even more love to my family! See Ya! SE

Off Line
Just wanted you all to know i'm gonna be offline for a short time in the middle of moving and settling in will be back soon and will be checking my fubar from the library for a few days have a blast and don't think i have givin up on fubar. miss ya babe talk to you soon

Ak;ldjfa;l
blow job ettiquet 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule # 1... So, if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn you watched, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Exrension to rule # 3... No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are not handles. 6. Extension to rule # 5... Do not push on the top of my head, Do you really want puke on your dick? 7. I don't care how relaxed you get, it is NEVER ok to fart. 8. Having my period doesn't mean it's "Hummer Week", get it through your head, - I'm bloated and I feel like shit , so no, I don't feel obligated to blow you just because WE can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to rule # 8... "BLUE BALLS" might work on high school girls--if you're that desperate, go jack off and leave me alone with my midol. 10. If I have to pause to remove a pubic hair from my teeth, don't tell me I've just ruined it for you. 11. Leaving me in bed whi

Red Fridays
Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest act's of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving through the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camo's. As they began heading to their gate everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly on their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for it hit me...... I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young, unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or reprisal. Just when I thought I could not be more proud of my country or of our service

Fubar Fakes
Why do both men and women on here not show their age? Seriously I love how people on here have a question mark where their age should be. Come on for real if you are ashamed to say how old you are, you are probably at the wrong web site. Maybe you should be checking out aarp instead. Its not like its hard to tell how old somebody is by looking at their pics, so stop trying to kid everybody and just admit it.

Dead Beat ( Tell Me What You Think, Be Honest Plzz)
Ok my FUBAR friends i want ur thoughts on something,, so here goes i have a friend who meet some one on line ( thats fine am happy for him )but thing is he left his real life kids behind in Ala, a girl and 2 sons in which is extremly disabled.he has had custody of them since his divorce but now he has givin them up for a chat room whore that cybers any one with 2 legs (she was busted with 4 guys at once,so i have proof ) but thing is he went to visit her in Canada and now has got a job and say he not coming back.and he not taking his kids. i have lost all respect for him and what i thought he stood for ( which is preaching in his homtown church) thing is do i keep being friends and look over ever thing i was taught growing up or let him go like a bad habit ???

Just Dreams
I sit up late at night..I close my eyes so very tight..My mind drifts away.. As I picture a bright and shinny day.. There you are..Standing not that far.. Your eyes so beautiful..Just like two shinning stars..As you smile.. A very beautiful smile..My heart fly's for miles..As day quickly fades to night.. You grab my hand so very tight..We walk on a moon lit beach..With the stars shinning so bright..God this feels so right..As we walk for miles holding hands.. We walk through the moist sand.. I turn my head..And see an angel.. I try to speak but my words are tangled.. As you softly speak into my ear.. I hear..Three words I hold so dear.. I open my eyes that I held so tight.. And my face and heart shines so bright.. As I say to my self I Love You...Goodnight.

Sex Talk
It's amazing some of the things that you can get away with saying in bed. For instance, any other circumstance in which someone asks you to suck their dick would be considered pretty rude and inflammatory... but in bed it can be one of the biggest turn ons one could possibly hear. Now obviously not everyone likes to hear what can be considered "degrading" phrases or words in bed, but others do. And even those of the population who don't like to talk while the sex is going on, appreciate hearing a few compliments afterwards. I'd like to look at some bedroom phrases and how they affect people (positively that is, we'll skip the negative part cuz it's rather pointless.). Hopefully using some of these phrases, words and compliments will help some people in their bedroom life. I've had friends ask me before just what they're supposed to say during sex, and what's off-limits. Who knows, maybe this will help some other people out too - that's the goal anyway! We'll start with phrases

A Child's Night
Dip Dip The liquor hits the floor Wobbling and weak she feels for the door Depression fills her body and mind Hurting the young son Her words are so unkind Belittling and bashing seem easier to do Than dealing with her issues One by one or even two by two She's done screaming lies She laughs a little when her young son cries Sip Sip Sip Sip As life fades away She passes out on the couch And dreads another day Her young son is so angry Yet, He still cares Because although angry, he is more scared He picks his mom up And brings her to bed Tucks her in the sheets And kisses her head The young son walks up stairs Questioning why he still cares Climbs into bed Drifts away with pain in his head Dip Dip The liquor hits the floor

An Old 1
I wonder do they see the pain within his soul Do they see the broken heart of the child I wonder do they see the hate and rage that he hides Do they see the sadness in his eyes I wonder do they see the hurt and the fear The anger and the hate I wonder do they see his longing to be held Do they see him fight back the tears that he so desperately wants to cry I wonder do they see the cuts and scrapes Do they see him wanting a real home a place to call his own I wonder do they see do they really

Keep In Prays
~sometimes we find out things that aren't good~ Went for mamogram, found a few spots and a lifnote, so with everyone praying and the grace of god, i will get thru this... Just remember i tell myself... God got you thru it 13 yrs ago with cancer, and will get me thru this again.. Thx everyone hugszzz

Most Influential Drummer?
Well this be my first blog lol I play a bit of drums so in ur opinion who would u all say is the greatest best most influential drummer of all time? Of course as for me most deff would either be buddy rich or gene krupa. And of course for rock lordy to many to name lol

Life3
I am beginning to wonder if anything is made in the United States anymore, or any other country besides China? I bought some shoes the other day that are supposed to be European. They have a European size and as far as I know, they used to be made somewhere in Europe before. I thought the shoe was very cute but the quality just doesn't seem to be what it used to be from this company. ECCO is the brand. Known for comfort. So I turn over the shoe looking at it closely, I see the words "Made in China". I was shocked. Then I looked at another pair of my shoes that are supposed to be made in America, it is an American Company and sure enough, it said "made in china"! I am disgusted that a majority of American companies do not have factories in America. This isn't anything new but it seems to be getting worse and worse. So these Multi Million dollar companies can get cheap labor in China and Taiwan that they give up on quality for mass production and to save money! Quality just

A Waste Of Time
Wasted thoughts? Wasted feelings? Wasted time? Wasted years? Is love fiction. Or is love real? Hard to tell After all those years. They said I'm great, Said I was a dream. Not good enough? I guess so, Not for you. I want to cry, But tears would be blood. I want to laugh, But it pains more then tears. The sands of time will flow, Soon becoming part of the body, And tears will never run dry.

Interesting...
Cherished Friends God must have known there would be times We'd need a word of cheer, Someone to praise a triumph Or brush away a tear. He must have known we'd need to share The joy of "little things" In order to appreciate The happiness life brings. I think He knew our troubled hearts Would sometimes throb with pain, At trials and misfortunes, Or goals we can't attain. He knew we'd need the comfort Of an understanding heart To give us strength and courage To make a fresh, new start. He knew we'd need companionship, Unselfish... lasting... true, And so God answered the heart's great need With cherished friends... like you! g.w2007

Jokes 5
HELL EXPLAINED BY CHEMISTRY STUDENT The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well. Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exi

Jokes 6
Three Points to Ponder 1. Cows 2. The Constitution 3. The Ten Commandments C O W S Is it just me, or does anyone else find it amazing that during the mad cow epidemic our government could track a single cow, born in Canada almost three years ago, right to the stall where she slept in the state of Washington ? And, they tracked her calves to their stalls. But they are unable to locate 11 million illegal aliens wandering around our country. Maybe we should give each of them a cow. ________________________________ T H E C O N S T I T U T I O N They keep talking about drafting a Constitution for Iraq . Why don't we just give t hem ours? It was written by a lot of really smart guys, it has worked for over 200 years, and we're not using it anymore. ________________________________ T H E 1 0 C O M M A N D M E N T S The real reason that we can't have the Ten Commandments posted in a courthouse is this: You cannot post "Thou Shalt Not

Remember!!!!
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: ♥Natasha♥ Date: Nov 21, 2007 7:18 AM Joe PDate: Nov 19, 2007 7:18 PMYou stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your b

Poems
I have opened the doors to my heart to you You were the only one that I thought could be so special to do this I have felt so alive these past few months that I have gotten to know you I can smell your prescense even when you are no where in sight I can feel your hands on my body and your lips on mine I can see those brown eyes starring into mine touching my soul These are just feelings of lust that I desire and My head is taking over what my body desires and is leading me down a path that no longer shares our strides of passion I am hurting and longing inside for someone special that can fulfill my dreams with reality I am so tired of being here alone in this world of such dismay and confussion My life will go on as time ticks aways for this is just a moment in time that will pass as it always has and there will be another to capture my heart and do with what he may, and again I will have this heaviness in my words Written by Rhonda Reneau on Novemb

Happy Thanksgiving
Im grateful and thankful for my family, friends, My job that is My financial support for me, and the time got to spend with My son Jared Micheal before his untimely and tradgic death in 2002 as an infant, Loved him with all My heart!!, I hope you all enjoy the time off with family friends and those who matter to us at heart!!, hugs and kisses have a great weekend Ghost.

The Nightmare
Razorblades and Hand granades Black lace is nice Lets play a game It's time to die Merry go rounds And circus wheels Duck and run or we'll cut off your head Play nice Now go to bed Shoot to kill Pixies have wings We're riding high Life is a dream The sun on our backs The clouds at our feet Toy guns And water balloons Don't be so loud You'll wake up the flowers

A Thought For You
I stood there for a moment, shocked, surprised, confused. As every word I told you slid past you, unconsumed. You didn’t see me standing there or notice a word I spoke. My heart was in my chest, bleeding, sad and broke. I was like the wind, to clear for you to see. You were like the night, as dark as it could be. My eyes looked for a moment, disbelief was shown there. As yours turned away, in a solemn lonely stare. I felt the painful rip of broken, shattered dreams. And unlike the fairy tale ending I have no Prince it seems. So now I stand alone a hollow empty shell. One that seeks a lover to save her from this Hell. I ask only for someone, to take away the pain. A person to repair this heart that lies wounded, sad and slain. Both a lover and a friend is all I wish to hold. To be my lover’s temple of fine mosaic gold. I wish to offer up to him, a place of great delight. And show him I am worthy to be taken and held tight. To give him something special, a part

Blah, Blah, Blah!
Ok, if I get one more shout about how I swell someone's dick up, I swear, I am going to go insane.... Like, do you think if I get something like that from you, I am going to respond back? NO. Go look @ at a fucking porno or something!! But, don't tell me, because I don't care to know....

Moving
I'm moving to my new house today (11/24/07) and will be without internet service until Tuesday. Keep showing me the luv I am accustomed to and I will return it all when I get back. For those of you who have my phone number, give me a call sometime. See ya'll soon!! Larry

Low Riders 80's Music Lounge!!
Everyone!! Please come check out my friends new lounge!! Low Riders 80's music Lounge!! Hes a nice guy!! WE have fun in there great music to listen!! meet new people!! Please come and check out his lounge join stay hang out relax and have fun with us in the Low Riders 80's Lounge!! Sweetlips

My Succubus
Rip and tear as I pull on you hair Your shirt falls As you starts playing with my balls You sink to you knees As you ask may I please You lips slide down my shaft But only can fit half Feeling you sexy body next mine Tasting your juices as we 69 Your head slides up and down as I grab your bum You grunt and moan, finally tasting your sweet cum

Forbidden
Forbidden pleasures Who makes the rules Unfound treasures And beautiful jewels Can that line be crossed What could we truly be And at what cost Do you see what I see I know there is more there Waiting to be found Can you feel how much I care I feel like I'm being drowned If you knew the amount of desire That I feel for you My burning fire That wants one to become two Forbidden pleasures Who makes the rules Unfound treasures And beautiful jewels

Games
There is at least one person on your FUBAR list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!!

The Dance
Looking back on the memory of The dance we shared 'neath the stars above For a moment all the world was right How could I have known that you'd ever say goodbye And now I'm glad I didn't know The way it all would end the way it all would go Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain But I'd have had to miss the dance Holding you I held everything For a moment wasn't I a king But if I'd only known how the king would fall Hey who's to say you know I might have changed it all And now I'm glad I didn't know The way it all would end the way it all would go Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain But I'd have had to miss the dance Yes my life is better left to chance I could have missed the pain but I'd have had to miss the dance

There Must Be A Horde Of Admirers Out There!
Starr@ fubar It's amazing that all of the guys perusing the supposed female sites on this network don't pay close enough attention to detail or they don't care ... or they know I'm en femme and they really want to care. Can't quite figure them out, but for whatever reasons ... they're TG admirers! TG means transgender, for those of you who aren't into acronyms. That means I'm a chick with a [rhymes with chick] Oh! No! Well ... can't accept that? Don't ask to add then. You won't hurt my feelings. And no, I don't give lip service so don't ask. Hugs, Cherie

What`s Happening
recent seesaw weather has me down a bit fighting a cold, but im trying to get over it by drinkin hot tea & resting a bit when i can. There may be a chance I may move to another part of the country with my army buddy as he changes his duty station. Just gathering info right now but the possibilty sounds exciting wondering where we may end up?

Bah Humbug!
Ok anyone that knows me knows I hate this time of year. Absolutely HATE it! Why, you ask? Well it's simple.....people! Yep that's it. I hate people. Maybe it's not so much people as it is that they get stupid and mean. I hate the selfishness of Christmas. Don't get me wrong, I'm as selfish as the average person, if not more so. And I often live in denial of my selfishness. However Christmas time is the ultimate selfish period of the year and everyone denies it. People will ram you to get a car park at a shopping mall. They push past you desperately seeking the last ham or toy. People are in a rush and they don't care who else they hurt as long as they are okay. It's the selfish gene at its most virulent- everyone looking after their own family at the expense of everyone else. Yet we call it the season of good will. The stores get crowded with loud crying children who seem to be completely unsupervised as they throw all sorts of shit into the isles, old people looking for "the" dea

Santa
Santa Claus suck my balls Drunk as hell ringin bells at the malls Dancer, Prancer, Nixon and Cupid. I'mma get stupid HA HA HA ugh.. I sit around all night under the chimney Holdin' my sack like gimme gimme I know that he's comin', he's comin' he must Looking up nothin but rust, dust Turn on my tv the very next day I see your gettin paid Leadin the parade I'm that sniper on the building Listen to my nine go click Santa's A Fat Bitch Santa Claus is a fat bitch Another year and I ain't get shit If I hear you land on my roof I'mma bust your ass in the tooth Yeah, I got somethin to say about Saint Nick Fuck that hoe he never brought Salem Shit No toys, candy canes just a lump of coal So I eat it cause there ain't nothin in the cupboard So I'll be quick, quick and brief All I need for Christmas is my two front teeth I got mine kicked, kicked out my mouth I need a few new ones could you help me out?? Should've known I'd get the short end of the stick No kind of gift

My Buzz!
come on...I love it when you guys are buying me gifts and drinks, keep 'em coming! Thank you to those of you who have given me gifts and drinks...to those of you who have added me, rated me, fanned me, crushed me! Kisses to you all! OK...Buy me some drinks...don't let my buzz go away...I like being 100% shit faced! Thanks to you all!

Kelsey Died :(
MAKE SURE YOU WATCH THE VIDEO AT THE END Cause some dont get that chance........... SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to spill my milk at dinner last night. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to play with my dolls that long. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to be a mistake.. why can't I eat?SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.i didn't mean to pee in my pants yesterday. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to cry when my bath water was too hot.SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I love you! Why don't you love me back? Why is everything I do wrong?1,504,000 CHILDREN GET ABUSED BY THEIR GUARDIANS. IT'S NOT RIGHT. THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE TO SUFFER. IF YOU THINKCHILD ABUSE IS WRONG YOU CAN HELP BY RE-POSTING.*****Watch The Video***** if you dont repost you have no heart

Applications....
~~Boyfriend Application~~ 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5. Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18.Would you dance with me? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Person

I'n Going To Hit My Head Against A Freakin Wall Here!
There is noone on, at least noone that is currently talking to me. My myspace is all screwed up for some reason, can't get into anything, so I can't talk to my friends on there. So waht the hell am I supposed to do on here today? Stare at the fucking screen? GRRRRR

What To Do?
What is one to do when a friend pushes another away? You know your friend needs you just to be there but she/he won't allow you to be and instead relies on others who could give a shit less about them. You know your heart is true and you can't just walk away from her/him. That person has been there for you numerous times so why would you walk away? What is one to do? Do you keep pushing back until they finally let you back in or do you just keep your distance and wait until that person gets hurt once again and finally realizes that they need you to cry on again?

Remember
One night I heard a baby cry, and tears began to fall. After all this time - it had been so long He finally got his call. In this little baby's eyes eternity was seen. He had a mission stated clear - on him the world would lean. His burden was a heavy one; not all the world would see. The paths He chose - the way He lived - this was His destiny. To bring to Earth the Gospel Plan Our salvation was His goal. His example was the very best. He loved with all His soul. As unconditional as one could find no matter what the cost. He came to Earth that we may see, existence was not lost. In the garden He suffered for our every sin - He bled from every pore. He opened the doors of Heaven up - It's He who let us in. So remember you, this Christmas morn, It's neither lights, nor gifts, nor food. Remember years before your birth the baby who was born.

Life13
I don't think I have stopped much this week. I have been on the go. I guess it is that time of year? I got my computer files all saved and added to the new computer. I never turned off my old computer last night because I know that when I do, it won't turn on again! My new computer is so fast! When I added the pics on the new one from the flash drive, it only took a few seconds! damn! ZIPPY I went and got my hair colored and a tiny bit but. I have been growing it out and don't want anything cut off the length. I wanted to just dye my hair black but my hair beautician freaked out and didn't want to just do black. LOL So I picked an almost black color for the base and a red highlight. I put pictures up so you could see but the flash made my hair look lighter than it is! It is dark. I love the color and so did everyone else there. It is really pretty. I also took pics of my car and posted them on here. The car is dark gray, called Alloy and the inside is black lea

Club Adrenaline
HEy yall come check out club Adrenaline with the hotest djs on air Dj lick_da_cat Dj night rider Dj minx Dj Dragonman2001 And more Greatest music played all the time! We are also looking for staff of all sorts so plz stop buy and give us a visit. Were always welcoming new members to the Family. http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=50208 hey yall come on and chill and rock out with us a t club adrenaline with dj night rider on air right now http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=50208

Thoughts N Poems
The night is long and ever cold There is an echo within my soul Once there lived an optimistic girl Eyes wide open and ready for the world Today stands someone torn and broken Just a shell of the person that was stolen No bright future, no arms to hold Whispers in the night of love once told Carry my prayers and lay them on his ears Make my voice the only thing he hears Reach in his chest and calm his fears Lift him up and carry him to me Let him drop down to one knee Keep his soul and heart safe To dance with mine in the same place Endless hours when midnight falls Let him hear my every call

For The Ladies
hey ladies i have a good friend who is corey he is in prison and needs all the letters he can get so write him you wont be dissapointed at all for some contact info his name is corey kitter he is at warden john prelesnik 1728 bluewater highway ionia mi 48846 his mdoc # is 447626 and his sid # is 2037606m you will need at least his mdoc # to write him he is in prison for a few more years and the letters you send him will help make it so he is not bored and it will give him hope he is 26 years old 5 foot 9 inches tall 130 pounds and has a built body for all you ladies who like a ripped chest and abbs he is your man well thank you let me know if you send him a letter ill come rate all pics a 10 and all stashes also well thank you sincerly josh ps. if you want to see pics of him they will be marked under corey

Thinking And Wondering
I'm sure we have all had thoughts of giving up on finding what we truly want in life, whether it be a career, money, or that one special love. I want to remind everyone that no one can do anything or get anything for you but YOU!! Set your mind to what you really want in your life...that thing/things that would really make your life complete, and go after it with all you have. It won't be easy but with patience and determination it will happen, I promise. Believe me, there is that one thing that I want in life as well and I know it will happen soon...as a matter of fact I think it is in the works as we speak I just need to keep pushing and workin at achieving it and it will happen. Don't ever EVER give up on something you really want in life. The best things to complete us are oftn right in front of us and it takes a true person to see that and grab it before it disappears.

Life14
Friday! Glad it is Friday. Are you? It has been a busy week with getting my car and a new computer and having to transfer everything over. I am glad all of that is done. I still have one thing to add and need to go buy Microsoft Office since any old versions don't work with Vista. I think Vista is cool but I guess the main complaint with everyone is the computability with old software. It sucks to have to buy new stuff! Oh well. Office 07 is actually rather cool. They give you a 30 day trial instead of the entire program like they used to. They don't add many things to new computers any more! I so need to shop for Christmas. I am so behind. I think part of my frustration is not knowing what to buy? My Dad and step Mother's birthday is today and they flew to Los Angeles to see a play that they have been wanting to see. They are spending the weekend there. I bought their birthday presents the other day so at least that is taken care of. It is always a pain to have to

Drama
I think i will be deleting my fubar and myspace account dut to too many people bringing drama into my life when me and my gf are just trying to live our life...I really am looking for feed back and people to let me know if i should stay on both or if i should go through with it and delete my fubar and myspace..

Announcement
I just recently found out i'm gonna be a daddy again. And while i may continue to goof around on this website, that is where it must stay. I apologize if I upset anyone as that was not my intention.

~not Perfect~
~Woman Aren't Perfect~ Woman aren't perfect, what can't men see We Aren't P*e*r*f*e*c*t And never will be.... They lose their tempers, so easy... Woman Aren't Perfect one day they'll see... We have our flaws, most men not want to see.... But Still expect us yet to be Perfect, NO, Not, Me, i'm far from perfect mostly... copywritten@Mira2007

Through Bleeding Eyes
nEVER dONE oNE oF tHESE sO bARE wITH mE.... i rECENTLY sTARTED A nEW bAND cALLED tHROUGH bLEEDING eYES, iN wHICH I aM tHE lEAD vOCALIST. tHING iS, i'M A dRUMMER. i'VE nEVER sUNG fOR A bAND bEFORE, aLWAYS wANTED tO jUST nEVER hAVE,...uNTIL nOW. wE'RE wAITING uNTIL tHE 1ST oF tHE YEAR tO hAVE oUR 1st pRACTICE. kINDA gIVING uS tIME tO wRITE mATERIAL. oUR sTYLE rANGES fROM B.L.S.,pANTERA, dOWN, lAMB oF gOD, aND tOOL. wITH vOCAL sTYLES lIKE dOWN,lAMB oF gOD, dEVILdRIVER, dROWNING pOOL, eTC.... lOOL uS uP oN mYSPACE aND lET uS aDD yOU. aNYWAYS rOCK oN!

Nothing Left
Darkness is my heart. Tears me apart. Swallows me whole. Hell in my soul. These eyes so bright, swallowed up the night. This pain so deep puts hope to sleep. Dreams have run away. Nothing left to say. Never knowing why makes me want to die. Happiness has gone. Where the fuck's my dawn? Trapped in night. Nothing left to fight. Scream in silence with this peaceful violence. Inside broken. Appearance token. Still just running round. Lost and never found. What am I looking for? And where the hell is the door?

Snow Sex
Snow Sex BECAUSE UR FREAKY ASS OPENED THIS U WILL GET KISSED ON SATURDAY BY A PERSON WHO THINKS UR CUTE UR FINE UR PERFECT AND TOMORROW WILL BE THE BEST DAY OF YOUR LIFE DO NOT BREAK THIS CHAIN!!! BREAK IT AND U WILL HAVE RELATIONSHIP PROBLEMS FOR THE NEXT TEN YEARS!!! REPOST SAYING "Snow Sex''

Mother
Thanks for giving me joys and smiles Thanks for sharing my trouble's pile Thanks for wipeing the tears of my eye Thanks for showing me the glad view of sky Thanks for lending me your shoulders to lean Thanks for giving my words a proper mean Thanks for telling me the value of life Thanks for showing me the rules to survive Thanks for lending me the sympathetic ears Thanks for showing how much you care From all this what I mean in the end Is thanks Mom you're my best friend. What a lovely and enchanted rose you are my mother Genuine, sincere, and your beauty unlike any other Like a rose, a purpose there is for mother’s thorns Your wisdom, love, and sometimes even your scorns you live your life to direct and guide us with your bless never complaining about the pain we cause or the stress Mother you are an angel spreading sweetness around Sacrificing, given, and your kindness is so profound In my heart forever you’ll be a rose in ful

Women Read This
Are you afraid that you are becoming one of those women men leave? At every turn in your relationship, does he threaten to leave you or do you constantly argue with him about the smallest of things? Sometimes women push men away because; well they just are not good for us. But other times we fall back into bad habits and get left, which just hurts. If you are afraid your man is ready to leave you, rest easy because we a have few pointers to make sure you never become like the women men leave. Believe it or not, there are only a handful of reasons that certain women seem to always get left and with careful planning you can make sure you never become one of those women. Get a life of your own! Independence is one of the major reasons men leave, or lack of as it turns out. Often as women, we get so caught up in our love lives that we lose our independent selves and want to spend every waking minute with our man. Unfortunately, clinging for dear life to a man is not the quickest path to

Skins
Creating This is not to teach you how to code CSS. Rather, this will lead you in how to insert your CSS code into the proper place in order to save a skin you have created. Hit your skins link.http://fubar.com/myskins.php Click on Create Skin (in red)http://fubar.com/create_skin.php That will bring you here.. Think of a name for your skin and type it in. Then remove the code that is already in the box. Paste the CSS code that you have into the box and click on Save Skin. Once the page refreshes...scroll down to your skin and click on Edit Skin. Right click and select all, then paste again and Save skin The code has now sucessfully been anchored. You must remember to paste the code in twice, or your skin will not take. :) Remember to activate it as well in your gallery. Generating We give this link out alot. It is a skin generating site. http://www.tweakyourpage.com/ You can generate a code for a skin, using all sorts of nifty little tools the

Being A Single Mother
Being a single mother of two boys is NOT an easy job. I struggle each day with making sure I do my best and that my children are happy. I try to make sure they have what they need. THey are at an age now where they need their father and he isn't around the way he should be and therefore the kids are acting out. Is it wrong for me to hit them? I don't think so, especially when I've told them to stop doing something over 5 times. Do you think I like leaving bruises on them? Why do people think I have this easy life? Why do men always ask me "Why are you single?" I want to look at them and say "WOuld you wanna be with a woman with two children?" Come on now...I know that no man on this planet would want that. Why is it that I have to please others and get hurt by it? Everything I do is for someone else...and yet I get nothing in return but sleepless nights full of crying and wondering why. Is it fair? I don't think so, but I deal with it. I'm ok with it. This is my life...and if you can't

Imperfections
So many have them, Very few admit to them. Some see them as what they are, Some to tall or small. Even medium and dull. To heavy or slim. Or even, Of different color skin. The imperfections. Can cause some To be cruel, And mean. Though the fact remains, The one who cares, With heart and soul. Does not see, The imperfections.

Pissed !!!!
I don't know who wrote it but they should have signed it. Some powerful words. This woman should run for president. Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran whe

Leaving Fubar
To all my friends! I have been off fubar for awhile now, and I wanted everyone to know why. I was involved in a relationship for 5 years, and it ended for 7 months. Well, 2 months ago, we started talking again. We decided we could not live without one another, and wanted to try again. We are now engaged and our love is stronger than ever. I can't keep my fubar account, because this site would hurt him deeply, and the last thing I want to do is hurt him. I hope everyone understands. I have in him what we all dream of..true love!! I wish everyone the best, and I hope you all have a Merry Christmas!! I will close this account out in a couple of days! Hugs! Lori

Random Blogging!
I'm getting rid of the internet! The internet has been a big distraction in my life in recent years! It's taken me away from my life, my kids and anything important to me! So if you need to get a hold of me, either leave a message and I'll get to it when I get to it, or give me a call! Those that have my number have it for a reason, those who don't sorry! The internet should be off tomorrow! Have a great day and a blessed holiday season! ~Libby

Christmas Naughty
Christmas Naughty or Nice List Christmas Naughty or Nice ListYou are on the The Nice List After checking the North Pole database we found you had : 1,574 nice entries 324 naughty entries Check your name on the Christmas Naughty or Nice List at JokesUnlimited.com

The Big Deal
what is the big deal about bi/gay men/woman. i mean we all are the same. we live in the same world. its just a lifstyle. i dont see anyone(bi/gay)saying any thing bad/fuck up about str8t people. so why does every bodie give them so much shit about who they want to live there life if a guy want to fuck a guy or a girl fuck a girl then that them not you(but most guys think its so sexy see too girls go at it) but not too guys what is the diff. about it wait one sex has a pussy and the other has a dick. if they have a dick and fucking suck some other guys dick, or if they have a pussy and want lick a pussy that what they want in there sex life its not your so fuck off and leave them alone about it ok????

Organized Religion
OK, this one is honestly just to see how many people I piss off (and to let everybody know I'm an equal opportunity heckler). THE TROUBLE WITH ORGANIZED RELIGION Having a personal relationship with God is a wonderful concept that has been absolutely ruined by organized religion. Somehow, over the centuries control freaks have insinuated their own opinions into the Word to the point that their opinions have become Dogma. So, I give you a few observations. Jehovah's Witnesses: Their Heaven has been full since 1978. Buddhism: Right. Just sit there. Everything will be OK. Right. Mormons: Sorry, I take the Black Thing personally. They can kiss my ass. Judaism: Whole religion, half a book. Islam: The phrase Improvised Explosive Device is not in the Quran. Some of you are a little off track. Hindu: Who in their right mind wants to spend the Afterlife as a cow? Catholicism: I cant even say anything w/o sounding like I'm piling

Trapped In The Past
Trapped In The Past Shadows of darkness follow me Secrets hide behind my eyes Honesty no longer means anything Living off of the lies Feeling but not expressing Lost for words and still I talk Thoughts lost in tides of emotion Life is a lonely road to walk Hopeful if death is the prize Fearing I'll actually see today Easy to give up and close my eyes Wishing all things would pass away Dreading the prospect of tomorrow Left with a heart that's dead Praying death will ease the sorrow Sadly living and breathing instead Remembering yesterday with remorse Cursing the life that continues to last Wanting it to finish its course Instead of being trapped in the past

I Can't Get You Outta My Head
Why can't I get you outta my head I think of you almost all the time As of the other day When I was on a walk I seen some people that you hang with drive by I wondered what they were up to And if you were with them too So I took a lil drive to see if it was you As I drove down the road I noticed That the party they went to was near by As I drove by I looked over To see if you were there But I couldn't tell if you were there As I went down a gravel road I wished I was there With you having fun If you were there You make me feel good inside Everytime I see you I just start to smile

She Will Always Be A Broken Girl - Swr
She buys a new dress for the party, She always looks good in red. Turns around in front of the mirror And disappears inside of her head. She wonders if he'll even remember, She asked him in a casual way. Just incase he didn't want to go with her, In that event she knew just what she would say. She thought of maybe asking a girlfriend, Even though she only has one or two. She's always done much better with boys anyway, So who needs girlfriends? Pacing nervous across the floor of her bedroom, Gripping tight the phone in her hand. Fighting back the rush of emotions, And dreaming of just having a man. [Chorus] It's a long walk, and the music is loud. She sees an old friend, As she walks through the crowd. Puts on her best smile, But underneath she's a broken girl. But It's a long walk, and the music is loud. She sees an old friend, As she walks through the crowd. Puts on her best smile, But she will always be a broken girl. She struggles w

Gone For Some Time
Tomorrow is my last day of work for this year. The day after I will leave for England. I will stay there for some weeks and won't be much on Fubar. But be sure I will be back. Of course: don't expect prompt reactions of me. Wishing you all a great New Year's Eve and for 2008: maybe some wishes can come true...

The Mask
Ever just want to get away? Run away and never think about the place or event that made you want to leave? You fight and you fight and you fight til' you can't swing anymore. Your finally at your last breath and you concede. You just can't resist anymore. Your submission is all that is acceptable. For just one moment you want peace. Your so worn down that you accept what you know is wrong. Your fed the lies, swallow them whole. Your view of truth is so warped, that you can't see what is real before you. Your so far gone, so alone, so deep within the hole that you've dug for yourself. You realize that no one is there to save you. No one has come to your aid. There's no one there. No one can save you. You've pushed them all away. Concentrate, go within to regain that strength you once had. That drive, that desire, that burning passion that once overflowed from you. Break free. Don't let them win. Show them that you are not a fool. Show them that your not wea

Dumb Ppl
all right.i think fubar is a cool ass place 2 have friends and everything but some ppl on here r real assholes.most of the ppl on here just want 2 added u because they need points.i thought the point of this place is 2 meet new ppl,not 2 see who can level up the fastest.Some of the ppl on here don't even say HI or THANK YOU for the add.so for now on if u don't want 2 talk 2 me then not even bother 2 send a me friend request.Because all u are doin is wasting your time.I'm the kind of person who wants 2 meet new ppl and sure i have a lot of girls on my friend list but that does not mean i want 2 fuck them because i sent them a friend request.I just like chatting with new ppl.So in closing thank u for reading this and i hope u have a great day.. Later, BOSS

How F*ckable R U
Your Score: " The Punching bag" You are 79 fuckable! Yeah, you're fuckable. Probably fucked, too. You can be so wild sometimes that you may even be, well, how should I put this nicely, easy. Wild and kinky is good, but you should learn to use it in maderation. Hold out a bit when it comes to having sex with a new person. You don't have to let it all hang out! Sure, people want you, but it's probably because they know they could have you. It's ok to play hard-to-get once and a while. In fact, it makes you even sexier! Link: The how fuckable are you? Test written by ShizzleBitch on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona TestView My Profile(ShizzleBitch)

Oh Well
the one thing that piss me off.is when you have a fight with your friends friends, and the true friend or the one that say there you true friend stop talking to you because of the fight and stop talking to you because there friend lives closer to them then you do and they dont want to have to choose the friend they want to side with so there not going to talk to you since your fightting but if you just stop to think about it when you stop talking to one and keep talking to the other friend your really choosing sides. but when you choose side and the person your not taking sides with, and they cant talk to the other people that you hang with because your not talking so they dont because two of your friends arent talking, the other ones dont talk to that person so you dont get mad at them. so really your just get every one not talking so you need to thing about what your doing when you do this. and after reading this if your one of my friends and think what i just said pointed towards yo

Happy New Years
just wanna drop by and wish everybody a happy and safe new year.. i had fun on here for the few months i was on this past year.. and looking forward towards a alot more this coming year.. ill more pics soon and hopefully a salute... and more friends always looking for new friends... well be safe and have fun Tim

Let's Shatter Some Stereotypes
I thought it would be fun for my Fubar friends to list things about themselves that shatter myths and stereotypes about their race, gender, religion or sexuality. I'll go first: My name is well we will say Angel Baby,I am white All though I am white and a blonde does not mean I am ignorant or stupid,no blonde jokes apply to me.Got It!! I am a horrible athlete, although I was / am pretty limber and a good dancer. I took ballet, tap, jazz and modern dance All though I am American: I DO know how to locate things on a map. I DO try to follow foreign politics. I do NOT automatically get annoyed when people from other countries don't speak English well. As long as they are trying to speak to me in English I have no beef with them. English is a terribly hard language that constantly breaks its own rules. Besides, have you heard my French? It's horrible! I would hope that if I ever visit France, Montreal, Martinique or St. Lucia or even Haiti that I run into peo

Just All About Me
1. Well to start off there is something seriously wrong with me so im just warning you ahead of time. You either like me or you dont there is no gray area with me, I do think outside the box. I am easy to get along with, but I do have moments where I ramble on about sensless things that noone but me understands and I love it when people look at me with a blank face it just gives me more reason to go into the subject further. I do usually speak my mind without thinking about it and have been known to offend a few but its usually after I have said it that I think about it and its too late, I really do need a rewind botton. I like being me and I think I have a kickass personality once you get to know me. 2. The religous part of me... I do believe in God but I dont believe in the way its taught, There are 46 versions of the Bible and you can verify that, If you will go to a museum and look at the oldest bibles they are nothing like the ones that are in print today. I am sorry but the Go

{{{ Ripping }}}
I have a section in my Photos called "My Future Ex-Wives" I have pictures there of some of the most beautiful women on FuBar. Some of these ladies have great sense of humor, letting me be thier Fu..ture Ex. These ladies know this is done all in fun and no disrespect is meant by it. Yet other members get offended when other FuBar members RIPs their picture. WTFO? Why the F&&& would people get upset when others RIP their pictures. IF YOU DON'T WANT YOU PICTURES RIPPED... 1. Don't post them on the Internet and 2. You have the option to {{{Wait for it}} ..."BLOCK RIPPING" The RIP function is placed on FuBar because RIPPING is allowed unless, you guessed it... you "BLOCK RIPPING" If you think about it, it's actually a compliment. Why would anyone RIP pic of below average looking people. I know I don't have to worry about my pics getting RIPPed, for obvious reasons. And if they were RIPPED I wouldn't care. Because if I care I would "BLOCK RIPPing

Maybe
OH this should be interesting... CAUSE.... YOU GOT F**KED!!!!! That's right, time to start the game. Post this to see how many will sleep with you! How many will kiss you! How many will marry you! How many will have your kids or you want them to have your kids! How many will make love to you! How many want to make out with you! And the catch? If you want to do these things to the person who sent this. LET THEM KNOW!!!! Don't hide, don't be bashful. Tell them and they might thank you for it. Give them the opportunity to respond by Reposting!!!!

Prove It To Yourself: Follow Your Dream!
"Don't waste your whole life doing jobs everyone else expects you to do and taking roads already paved... pave your own road and do what you want to do with your life. I'm sure that no one says "I wish I would have worked a little harder" right before they die. No, they would wish they spent more time with friends and loved ones and spent time following their heart and pursuing their dreams. Don't ever let anyone think your dreams are stupid or that you can't make a living doing it. And, don't ever let folks convince you that there is too much competition to make it, or that you should just get a "real" job. Do what you want to do." Richard Foley 2008

Sweet Dreams, Forever, Lil One
Today in Lower Michigan, an innocent is lost. He fought bravely and with all he had in his little body for two days, but death made his call. The boy was 10years old. I don't know him personally, but my heart goes out to you lil one. 2 Days ago him and his little brother was playing. They was playing with daddy's Shotgun. They didn't know better, didn't realize it was loaded. It dropped on the ground and went off...The boy was shot in the face. The Family has my sympathy. I am asking and imploring all you parents who have children and Guns...For God's Sake store them away locked up and get trigger guards on them, please I am begging you don't let another innocent die needlessly. Parents those children have their future in your hands, please do the right thing....

New Beginnings
Washing the dishes I am lost listening to my oldies playlist. I have to admit feeling nostalgic for a change and allowing myself to indulge! And why not? Its a warm beautiful day in Vancouver and the breeze through the window teases me to stop what I am doing and take a breather. Only I can't. I am busy thinking of you, and the dishes are nicely scrubbed one by one aren't you proud of me? Just earlier I hand washed the floor-- my mother's influence. She says you cant do a good job unless youre up close and personal. Mmm chew on that for bit. ;) It would be a sweet thing to turn around and see you, even just once to plant a memory in my mind perfect as a pressed flower in that old romance novel you keep tucked away...

Get Me Drunk!
OK...This is my second fupage and on the first one I stayed shit faced on it...How come on this one I get all kinds of stuff but hardly any drinks? I can't get drunk on here, damn! lol...help a girl out, won't you?

Those Who Get A Kick Out Marking Pics Nsfw
I'm tired of people singling people out ,I'm going to start marking pics NSFW just for the hell of it ,I'm sorry if you live in the past or are jealous ,you need to get a life. I've had pics where I'm completly clothed not even showing my bra marked nsfw that bull crap. Haters beware...thats all I have to say.

Verbal Abuse
Visit www.hostdrjack.comCLICK HERE! I always thought after spending time being a volunteer victim advocate that I knew all types of domestic violence that there were as I spent plenty of time educating others. I got out of doing that sort of work because seeing the people who were the victims just upset me too much. Especially when some were very intelligent, recognized the cycle, and still fell onto the lure of the honeymoon period. I have found that I was wrong. I did know all types of abuse, but it took learning about them first hand to understand all types fully. I always kinda pushed aside the verbal abuse, and said that if you didn't have a backbone, that would be the only time that it would effect you. But I have discovered that in fact, it gets worse when you do have a backbone, because it takes more of it to break you. The cycle of domestic violence is a simple one, comprised of three parts- the buildup phase, the blowup phase, and the honeymoon phase. My focus was

True Love
Love takes time. It needs a history of Giving, receiving, laughing and crying . . . Love never promises instant gratification, only ultimate fulfillment. Love means believing in someone, in something. It supposes a willingness to struggle, to work, to suffer, and to rejoice. Satisfaction and ultimate fulfillment is by-products of dedicated love. Love belongs only to those who can reach beyond themselves; to whom giving is more important than receiving. Love is doing everything you can to help others build whatever dreams they have. Love involves much careful and active care & understanding. It is doing whatever needs to be done, and saving whatever will promote the others happiness, security, and well-being. Sometimes love hurts. Love is a constant journey to what others need. It must be attentive, caring, and open, both to what others say and to what others cannot say. Love says no with empathy and great compassion. Love is firm, but when deeded, it m

Fubar Names
OK NOW I LOOK AT ALOT OF PROFILES ON HERE AND I SEE LIL BABY SEXYMAMA 2HOT4 U ETC AND THEN I GO TO CLICK ON THEM AND IT LOOKS LIKE SOMEONE BEAT THE HELL OUTTA THEM WITH A UGLE STICK WTF IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE , C'MON IF UR UGLY U KNOW YOUR UGLY STOP WITH THE FASLE ADVERTISING IS ALL I'M ASKING! FUCK!

Life36
My stepmother just dropped by to bring Ashton one of her Christmas presents that didn't make it in time for Christmas. It is a Juicy Couture purse and is so damn cute! I think I might have to borrow that one from her. Since she loves to borrow my car, I might just have to borrow her purse! My stepmother told me that she ordered me the Irobot Scooba finally and it should come soon. Another Christmas present that didn't make it under the tree. I am looking forward to getting that one. No more mopping my floors! I am very excited about that. As I write this, my Roomba is in the kitchen vacuuming up the floors! Gotta love it. My youngest son has a big heart and has a hard time telling people no. He is the kind of person that doesn't want to hurt anyones feelings. He is a lot like my Dad. So this kid that lives in our neighborhood asked him if he can start getting a ride to school with us. Christopher said that I wouldn't mind. So last Sunday, this man shows up out fron

Wicca
The Wiccan Rede Bide ye Wiccan laws you must, in perfect love and perfect trust. Live ye must and let to live, fairly take and fairly give For the circle thrice about to keep unwelcome spirits out. To bind ye spell well every time, let the spell be spake in rhyme Soft of eye and light of touch speak ye little, listen much. Dosil go by the waxing moon chanting out ye baleful tune When ye Lady's moon is new, kiss ye hand to her times two When ye moon rides at her peak, Then ye hearts desire seek Heed the North winds mighty gale lock the door and trim the sail. when the wind comes from the South love will kiss thee on the mouth. When the wind blows from the East expect the new and set the feast. Nine woods in the caldron go burn them fast and burn them slow Elder be ye Lady's tree burn it not or cursed ye'll be. When the wheel begins to turn soon ye beltane fires will burn When the Wheel hath turned a Yule light the log the Horned One rules.

Findin My Way Around This Bar
Ok, so I am just findin my way around the bar, if ya'll read this leave me a comment and I'll show you some love. And always remember a good lover stays on top of things(lol)!!!! Peace out! The Ninja

Evil One
People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse.They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you.. If you don't repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some weird guy you've never seen before within the next 2 days. ___________________________________________________________ Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome, very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They love to party.They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when they need to be.They are bad to the bone. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 day

No Sympathy For The Devil
The car is on fire and there's no driver at the wheel, and the sewers are all muddied with a thousand lonely suicides. And a dark wind blows. The government is corrupt, and we're all on so many drugs with the radio on and the curtains drawn. We're trapped in the belly of this horrible machine, and the machine is bleeding to death. The sun has fallen down and the billboards are all learing and the flags are all dead at the top of their poles. It went like this: The building toppled in on themselves, mothers clutching babies, pick through the rubble and pulled out their hair. The sky line was beautiful on fire, all twisted metal streching upwards, everything washed in a thin orange haze. I said 'Kiss me, you're beautiful. These are truely the last days.' You grabbed my hand and we fell into it like a daydream or a fever. We woke up one morning and fell a little further down. For sure it's the valley of death. I opened up my wallet and it was full of blood. Godspeed You! Blac

Life
Realizing things and acceptance. Life can play cruel jokes on you. You can be happier than ever and be at your lowest and so hopless a second later. They say you go through shit and you learn and it "makes you who you are". Sometimes I think I don't know who I am anymore. I have a lot to be thankful for. There is nothing I could ask more for . How ever there is no reason for anybody to make this mistake please listen and listen good. .. LIFE IS TOO SHORT. Don't take a second for granted. Don't take anything for granted. No matter how small or tedious something may seem , pay close attention because the most memorable the most beautiful things , will be under your nose and go neglected for so long and before long they'll be gone. You'd have missed the single most important beautiful memories you could have had. Take the time to smell the flowers. Stop and breathe realize how precious and fragile you and your life really are. You only live once and make it worth it. The old adage

You Know Who You Are
If only you knew, how my heart overflows with love for you. If only you could see the way you fill my hopes and dreams. You're the owner of my heart, the ruler supreme. Even in the dark of night, I've only to think about you to feel your loving light and from this world I drift feeling as if I'll never touch the ground again... If only you knew. If only you could guess how I hear your voice when others speak; for you hold the key to my happiness, and it's always you my soul seeks. If only you could feel, how your very presence has the power to heal, all the wounds inside me. You've made me abandon the pain of yesterday, and you've shown me that the past can no longer stand in the way of what I hope to achieve... If only you knew. If only you could realize the way you've shown me that it's better to give than to take, and whatever I do, I do for your sake. I'm willing to give you my all and expect nothing in return. But, oh how I yearn for you...

Wedding
I am having so much fun helping my best friend set up her wedding..I am so proud to be able to be her Matron of Honor...She is marrying a wonderful man and she so deserves all the happiness she feels at this time.. Love ya Babe

Its All Good
A Love As This To love with the spirit, To love with the soul, A love as this, The ultimate goal. To love with the heart, To love with the mind, A love as this, The purest kind. To love each other, To love completely, a love as this, Giveth so freely. To love in life, To love in death, A love as this, With all our breath. blh 1/08 As I Whisper Your Name I listen to the wind And I hear your voice I feel the sun on my face And I feel the warmth of your touch You are everywhere around me You told me you were only a whisper away And as I whisper your name I feel you... your presence Your love of the earth Your beautiful light The simplicity of your honesty All these things I see In all the miraculous world around me And when I look deep within myself I know that when I am sad You feel it and you are there, somehow, To comfort me... I feel your tenderness Reaching out to me from wherever you are In a poem I read In a song I

Keeping Your Eyes On The Prize
There is an old saying that I hear a lot anymore- "keep your eyes on the prize." It was meant to be a heartening message to all that no matter how bad life gets, its important to keep ones objective or goal in perspective, which gives you the ability to rise above the crap of life and continue down your pathway with your prize firmly within sights. However, it would seem that there are too many people who take this to heart and go above and beyond it to where they focus on the prize to the exclusion of all else. While I am a firm believer in choosing my own path and walking it, choosing my own goals and shooting for them, rarely if ever will I choose something that needs to blind me to all else. Responsibilities need to be met, bills still need to be paid, people still need their friends and other such obligations come first. No matter how important a goal or "prize" is, I can not allow it to eclipse the everyday responsibilities that I need to deal with. Yet there are many peopl

Stalkers/haters....
IT'S AMAZING HOW MANY JEALOUS STALKERS/HATERS THERE ARE OUT THERE...NOT TO MENTION HERE ON MYSPACE (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE) ! IT'S GETTING TO WHERE PEOPLE CAN'T FEEL SAFE ON HERE ANYMORE ! WELL, I'M CHOSING TO IGNORE THEIR B.S., AS MUCH AS I CAN...AND DELETE/BLOCK THEM IF THEY'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST ( I SUGGEST YOU DO THE SAME ). LET'S KEEP THIS A SAFE,HAPPY PLACE !

The Leaving Song......
I am leaving this site and prolly never coming back. If you need me my messenger names are: Yahoo: keemz_axe AIM: KeemZ4444 I'll prolly keep this info up for a few days and then delete everything. KeemZ

Next-n-line's Blog
"Scorpio is one of the most misunderstood signs in the zodiac, and one of those with the worst reputation. While it does deal with serious issues, it does not deserve most of the negative things that have been said about it. In fact, it can be very positive. As for polarity with the opposite sign, Scorpio seems to have little to do with Taurus. In a way, Scorpio is more a prefiguration of Pisces. Scorpio is the first encounter with ego death. It completes the process begun in Libra, where the individual entered into a dialogue with another person while both individuals remained separate entities. In Scorpio, the two individuals merge into "the one" on an emotional level, and this is the first kind of ego death. While the above places Scorpio into the scheme of the signs -- it is, however, not the essence of the sign. The essence is transformation, and it is inherently mystical. This is not the mysticism of Christianity, which is primarily otherworldly, ascetic, and self-denying.

Empty
I stood there in the darkness watching you toss and turn adrift in a sea of loss and lonliness you didn't know i was there i watched you agonize over the decision you had come to how you had chosen a safe haven over the risks of a heart still beating with life and all that it carries the good and the ill i listened to you damn yourself as silent tears rolled down my cheeks for you i watched as you shivered in the lonliness of being by a fire gone cold, looking to a pair of eyes that no longer returned your gaze i agonized for the hard unfairness of life and wept when it happened nothing, less than nothing, a single teardrop on your fallen form nothing, more than nothing, a heart caring for another something, more than something, a quiet gentle hand on your shoulder something, surely something, to fill that endless void will i meet you still... or will i too be left behind to... wait...wonder...hope... watching as you scream and purge your lost soul into

My Berry Tree Business
About berry tree business all businesses are a like but the differance is the people. With this company and The Unity Team you will never be left alone and with The Berry Tree, you cant fail because its a team effort and we work as a team. With berry tree there is a free trial and the sign ups are growing weekly, free trial members upgraded to full membership within the first week because they were offered an incentive of one Berry Member Credit upon joining the program. The free trial is a great way to promote this business and everyone benefits from this awesome opportunity. The products are very easy to promote and sell, also we are all over the world and are berry greens will be coming soon it has the same nutrients as 8 servings of vegetables.And it give you a way to make great money also. There are monthly bonus pools Once you have a combination of 10 personally sponsored members plus BMC's you will earn from everyone in the program. If that is not an incentive to become a m

What Do You Really Want
Monday, October 01, 2007 What Do You Really Want Current mood: confused Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes it goes without saying when you want something you cant have it and when you dont want something its right there for the taking or in some cases forced upon you why is it that when what you want is accessable and virtually attainable its still at a finger tips distance away no matter how hard you try to get it it either slips away or is just a hair short of your reach you spend your entire life deciding on what it is that you actually want you take the necessary steps to set out to achieve it only for it to not happen it seems to just slip right on through your fingers its right there right in your face you can taste it you can feel it you can even smell it yet, as you reach and reach and strain and struggle to finally get it within your grasp poof gone like a mirage in the oasis your left with sand in your hands in place of the cool clear

Yuwie
So everyone thinks Fubar is so cool what if you could join a site like myspace but make money while you post blogs or pictures or get page views well you can now go check this out and its also free to join thanks http://splashpage.binco.co.uk/?ID=lowlowride523540@aol.com

Ayo!!
Wanna c wassup w/everyone. Lookin for people who like to chill, take it easy, no drama, tell it like it is. Not lookin for games or bullshit. Need some friends. I don't discriminate. Male, female, black, white, puerto rican, or asian. Lol. Hit me up!!!

The Way The Berry Tree System Works
Hey how are you well my name is Gaylon and this is a home business called berry tree and the great thing about it is its a team effort so you cant lose no matter what everyone helps everyone how it works is you would pay a monthly fee and its very small and that covers your advertising, auto ship of the product an a web site overhead, And the product is o2 corral that mainly works in helping supply the best oxygen to your body. How it works is the month after you get signed up you get 2 credits and then everyday after that you get half a credit but this is how it goes once you get 10 credits which isnt hard to do and you get 10 referals you level and thats called a tier. There are 3 levels silver,bronze and gold for every referal you make 27 dollars so once you get 10 credits that happens fast and once you get 10 referals you level to silver which is 144 dollars a month then you opt to level again you will be a bronze then you level again 10 credits 10 referals you get the point how it

Forget Broli...my Power Is Maximum!!!
i decided to create a separate blog on here about my training of body, mind, and spirit. i will be posting details of fitness progress (getting back into fighting shape) as well as my journey into what it means to be a warrior in this day and age. this blog will contain a part of me that few ever see and hopefully treated with respect. one might ask why i am posting this for strangers to see and judge me by. my answer is not that simple. in fact i don't really have one. i just feel the need to share my experience and hope that maybe i'll get the push i need when i feel weak or the possibility that what i leave in here will inspire others. with that said...watch out.

My Life
Hey Guys was up...well not much here i dont guess just thought id make a blog about how tired i am of my life im going through so much fucking hell between my father and brother....i get blamed for everything...nothings right to them me jody(my boyfriend) and my brother went out yesterday and all day i had to hear bullshit from my brother he acts likes im still 5 and i have to mind him and hear him bitch and my father...the same fucking way the only 2 ppl in my life that dont bitch is jody and my mother and thats cause they dont wanna fucking hear it and i know jody does cause he lives with my brother i mean the only day this week i didnt hear bitching is when me and jody went to his home town...and god that made me happy cause i didnt have to hear bitching nor nagging and today i woke up with my ankle hurtin but i have to go with my day without hurting i feel like the fucking slave around this goddamn town no one knows how hard my life is really they dont i mean goddamn im tired of p

Broken
The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time I am here still waiting though i still have my doubts I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing With a broken heart that's still beating In the pain there is healing In your name I find meaning So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on I'm barely holdin' on to you The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead I still see your reflection inside of my eyes That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing with a broken heart that's still beating In the pain there is healing In your name I find meaning So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on I'm barely holdin' on to you I'm hangin' on another day Just to see what you will throw my way And I'm hanging on to the words

My Birthday
Your Birthdate: October 29 You have the mind of an artist, even if you haven't developed the talent yet. Expressive and aware, you enjoy finding new ways to share your feelings. You often feel like you don't fit in - especially in traditional environments. You have big dreams. The problem is putting those dreams into action. Your strength: Your vivid imagination Your weakness: Fear of failure Your power color: Coral Your power symbol: Oval Your power month: November What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

The Hvnly Angel's Blog
TELL THE BUSH ADMINISTRATION TO STOP VIOLATING YOUR RIGHTS OF PRIVACY. TELL THIS ADMINISTRATION NO MORE WARRANTLESS WIRETAPS ON YOUR TELEPHONES, CELL PHONES, ETC! TELL THEM TO STOP VIOLATING THE U.S. CONSTITUTION! CLICK ON THE BANNER ABOVE TO TAKE ACTION!

9 Words Women Use
9 WORDS WOMEN USE (1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard be

Ty's And Rants
THESE PEOPLE ARE GREAT THEY HAVE LEVELED ME THE LAST FEW DAYS AND I WANNA SAY TY TO THEM SO PLEASE GO BY ADD, RATE, FAN AND SHOW THEM LOTS OF LOVE LIKE THEY HAVE SHOWN ME!!!!!! Tempting Enchantress@ fubar kanan"uploadin pics"@ fubar Mysticfairy@ fubar ~~JoAnna~~Leave me a voice message plz and stop by my kissing booth on my page lol@ fubar ~!~Pierced n Tatted Redneck~!~(r/l g/f to Dream Catcher)@ fubar Dreamyeyed_Babygirl~Fu-Wife/RL gf to Emstech~Greeter/Promoter 4 DirtyDeedsRadio~Dj Tazs Stalker~@ fubar Mystica24@ fubar suthrnBBW2luv~KRZKT~@ fubar George W. Bush was passing through an airplane terminal and he noticed an old man in a long white robe, with a long white beard, long white hair and carrying two stone tablets in his arms. He approached the man and asked reverently, "Aren't you Moses?" But the man wouldn't listen to him and continued walking. George asked him again, ''Aren't you Moses?'' The old man continued ignoring him, even

Random Stuff
If you are 30 or older you will think this is hilarious!!!! When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning ... uphill BOTH ways .. yadda, yadda, yadda And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that... I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today you don't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet. If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the damn library and look it up ourselves, in the card catalog!! There was no email! ! We had to actua

You Know Your From Y Oungsotwn When......
You know you're from Youngstown if... -You're more worried about the Brown's quarterback's health than your own. -Your high school football games draw more fans than most college games. -You design your Halloween costume to fit over a snowsuit. -You say you are from Y-town just to sound cool. -You actually thought the legal drinking age was 18, until you made a trip to the bars in Cleveland and they wouldn't let you in. -Your friends from out of town get scared when you go throught a red light, but you reassure them that it's scarier when you stop. -You find yourself randomly checking on your car while at bar. Who knows at what time you have to report it stolen. -You spend all your money at the bars, just so you won't have to give any to the guy that jumps you. -There are no speed limit signs, because speeding is the last thing on cops' minds. Unless of course you're in Poland. -When someone says their at a "Party on the Plaza" you know where to find them.

A Night Of Passion
well it all began when i met this gurl at a pub where i was playing music or to say i was a Dj. She was a black lady who had come down from usa fro a holiday in india and was there sitting on the table right in front of the window from where i could see the people in the pub. i saw her after sometime and she was smiling at me and eyeing me and kept walking towards the window to talk to me and request a few songs and since she was wearing a sexy low cut blouse i could see her cleavage , and it was sending chills up my spine n my tool inside my pants which is called little baldy was making moves wink wink.... then after work that is almost 11:30 in the night and i could say she wanted me and yes i wanted her too, and i went to her and asked her if i could leave her somewhere or to her hotel, and she said that's why she was waiting there all this time..i took her to my car and took her to her hotel and then she invited me to her room and i readily agreed...as soon as we got in she rush

Dream Lover
She wakes every morning with a smile on her face. She felt his love in her sleep. Dreamed of his embrace. Although she's never met his body. His heart she does feel. Anytime she has loved before. Has never felt so real. There is no explanation for it. Not one has she yet found. But OMG the feeling she gets when he is around. Although it may end tomorrow. The memory will not fade. For in her heart a life long friend. She feels that she has made. She hopes it last forever. She prays that they do meet. She dreams of the day her online love. sweeps her off her feet.

Big Pun
Big Punisher (Big Pun for short), was born Christopher Lee Rios on November 10, 1971 and lived through up until his untimely death on February 7, 2000. Pun was a Puerto Rican rapper who emerged from the underground rap scene in the Bronx in the late 1990s. He appeared on albums from Raekwon, the Beatnuts and Fat Joe, and eventually signed to Loud Records. Struggling with weight problems during his lifetime, Pun's career was cut short in 2000 after a fatal heart attack. He was survived by a wife and three children. Born in the Bronx during the early years of hip-hop, Christopher Rios grew up in an athletic tradition, enjoying basketball, boxing, and other sports. At the age of five, he broke his leg in a Manhattan municipal park, which would later (after several minimum wage jobs in New York and Miami, where he briefly relocated) net him a settlement from the city, to the tune of $500,000. At the age of 15, Pun dropped out of Stevenson High School. Sometime during the '80s, Rios be

Thoughts
This is a real quick thank you - 2007 was a terrible year for me and right at this moment things are still really tough BUT I don't wanna be all doom and gloom cos I have so many things to be thankful for and have made some wonderful friends on here I want to thank each and everyone of you in my family cos in your own way, whether its you letting me ramble on at you for ages about nothing, or for you making me laugh, or letting me cry. You have helped me in SO many ways Luv ya all

Need A Little Help Please
Hello all my Friends. My wife is in a contest and was wondering if you have a min if you would comment bomb her. I would really appreciate any help you can give her. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for your help. Here is the link to her picture.

Nigth Shift
Nigth Shift is cool cause the days go by, but its not living in a normal way. i feel like a vampier at night, sleep in tha day, up at night but, the freaks come out out night!, i see ppl thats adgil at night like a club seen at the jobsite. I been dun late night shifts in my younger yrs. , now its different 2 an older guy. 2day i was thinging it was Monday, its tose days off in betwen those hrs. , dosen't seem like a weekend! Just mind confusing! I'll have 2 adjust the way of having a job as a youngster 2 get this bigger pay than then.

Funny Sh*t
Bentonville, Arkansas - Wal-Mart Corporation today announced that they are preparing to sell sex toys in select stores around the country. The mammoth retailer spent a full year on customer research and reached the conclusion that in select rural markets, where it’s stores are most popular, there is definitely a pent-up demand for sex toys among women. Starting with a rural Iowa location, Wal-Mart plans a pilot operation for this new sales effort over the summer. The new store-within-the-store, referred to as the “Home Pleasure” department, will feature vibrators and dildoes at reduced prices. The store reportedly will offer the wildly popular Martha Stewart “Prison” line of vibrators in addition to its regular offerings. According to Wal-Mart spokesman Edward Kennedy, “While we expect some risk in this venture, our research indicates that women in rural parts of the country have largely unfulfilled desires and needs for these items”. Kennedy additionally pointed to recent stud

Oh Yea And Another Thing
I could drop some names here but I sure ain't pissed enough yet so I will save that for another blog, but all I wanna know is what's the point of getting to know someone and becoming friends if it's just gonna be a Fubar thing and the only way your "friend" talks to you is when you hit that person up first?

I Lost My Bff
My Friend she was caring & full of life & nobody ever compared to her but I pushed her away w/ my insecurities & for that I am so sorry, I can't tell her how sorry I am because she blocked me & now I'll not ever get the chance to explain why I acted the way that I did because she doesn't care anymore. I may sound like a sniveling crybaby but she was like a sister to me & I may sound like I'm whining but she always made me laugh & I miss that. Good Bye GurlFriend I will never forget you ever, If I had the chance to tell you I'd tell you that I thought that you was upset w/ me & that If I could take it all back I would but it's too late now you've turned your back on me forever & I guess I deserved it & now all's I can do is remember the happy memories that we had on here at Fubar. Good Bye Forever My Friend S.C.!!!!! I have other things that need more of my attention so I'm taking some time off from here on Fubar I'll still think about all of my friends & when I come back I'll return

Thinking About The Past
You ever have that one love that you can't seem to get out of your heart no matter how hard you try? You know you won't ever get back together, but you know that you both still love each other. I still talk to him, still get along with him, but we both have agreed its best the way things are. But for some reason I can't get him out of my heart. He even gives me advice when it comes to new relationships. Past couple of weeks I've been missing him even more than normal. Maybe it's just cause he comes back from Iraq in a few weeks, I don't know. I thought I had let go and moved on, guess not as well as I had thought. I would give anything to go back in time and change the past, but thats not possible. Maybe i'm just worn down from being sick for the past week or so I don't know. Past few days I think about him or talk to him I start crying. uuuugggg maybe i'm just PMSing.

Moving
I just wanted to say sorry to all my friends on here for not being around much lately. I am in the middle of moving and i havent had the time to get on here, i will be back in the next few weeks like i used to be so stick around if you want. i have been re-rating a few of my friends pics on here when i do get the chance to get on but i dont see anything in return so when i get the chance i will be cleaning out my friends list once again for all those that dont bother coming back to return the rates. hopefully ill see all still around once i get back online take care for now.

Angel Of Darkness
Angel of darkness come with me hold my hand, make me see Child of the night show me your ways drag me beneath to run through your maze Everything not bright nothing of light pull me into your world let me be your girl Cover my eyes led by the blind Just cuts, Just scrapes don't worry I'm fine Our blood blends together, our scars just the same The darkness so beautiful, day so mundane My love belongs to you, take it and make it true Your mystique to angelic, so soft, so deep Take me, make me, hold me, I'm yours Immersed in your esoteric beauty, my countenance pours copyright @ EveningStar

Poems (wolves And Others)
COME HERE, TAKE MY HAND …PULL ME INTO YOU… TAKE ME TO THE WONDERFUL PLACES YOU HAVE WHISPERED ABOUT IN MY EAR… STING ME; MAKE ME YOUR FLOWER, TASTE MY WARM, RED PETALS… AND I, FROM YOU, WILL DRINK THE POTION OF ENDLESS BLISS… WE WILL BE AGELESS…ALIVE FOR ALWAYS. NOW, COME HERE…I AM READY TO BE YOUR BRIDE…CAPTURE ME QUICKLY, I ACHE FOR YOU, AND, WHEN WE KISS,HOLD ME TIGHT… WE WILL BEGIN A HONEYMOON… OF RAPTURE… OF ENDLESS, THRILLING NIGHTS. Bloodlines traced upon the ground, Ere' paw prints break our beaten paths, Where numbers thin, yet wills run strong, by night we win man's brutal wrath, Man thriving pon' our sad bloodbaths, Lost native will, the land once hath.... Bring pity back into our dark, Shed light upon your brutal casts, And try to find that brutal spark, That brought your many kin afore, To take our kind, if nothing more, To man the arc of history, to shed our death winds pon' it's masts.... Look blindly pon' these

Tagged - View My Blog
Now this came from lex - so I'm sure not all this is right and the rules may be totally wrong!! ha ha I believe the rules are... once you have been tagged, you have to post a blog with 10 random facts about yourself, then hit 5 people and leave a message on their profile saying 'Your tagged, please read my blog', you can't tag the person who tagged you... i think that's how it works lol... now 10 random facts about me??? this could take a while! lol 1: I've just come back from the doctors & she told me I was fat! 2: I have convinced a friend she's a year older than me, even though she is actually a year younger! 3: I love the smell of lemons & limes. 4: My current favourite song is "Memorial" by Pugs Atomz - but that changes all the time so by the time you read this it'll be something else! 5: I'm fat! And now it's official! 6: I'm wearing jeans. 7: I love unintentionally funny people. 8: My fave night out is friends, pub, lots of alcohol and being able to have a pointless

Pitbull Mafia Family Bulletin : )
We are holding a Family Auction.. Bidding will close 2-15-08 3 PM Central Time.. Cash prizes over ride any fu-buck amount. Highest bidder in auction will need to pay up within one week of auction closing. Come own some of the most amazing people on fubar.. Check them out.. Just click there pic to bid on them.. Most of these people are adding new things daily.. The higher the bids the more they are willing to do for you.

Feb 10 2008 /loss In My Family
Make custom Glitter Graphics This morning my uncle Robert nick name Bob has passed away in the hospital due to he died in his sleep peacefully,The cause of death was his donor liver failed and his kidneys failed and he didn't want to prolong his life on a respirator he wanted pass on his own so now god rest his soul he is in heaven now,my family is sad now cause of the loss today and the funeral is either going to be this comming tuesday or wed well God Bless you Robert Adamo....Rest in Peace!

Quickie
The cold metal of the outside door presses against her back Her hands slide through his hair as he growls against her lips She tries to catch her breath but can’t Her mind is racing as the cold wind snakes up her legs She wishes she wore pants but knows he would not have approved He thrusts harder and harder and finally reaches his peak She can’t help but moan as his fertile sperm floods her opening He steps back and fixes her skirt, not caring if his cum runs down her leg They walk hand in hand down the street.

Tag! You're It!!!!
The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1. I'm allergic to all seafood 2. I'm completely addicted to Family Guy 3. I love porn...seriously hahaha :D 4. I can't stand to have ice touch my teeth 5. I'm very ticklish :D 6. I used to work for a professional hockey team 7. I love thunderstorms, even though they scare the heck out of me, lol 8. Complete coffee addict, I bleed Starbucks 9. I have the attention span of a squirrel on crack, lol 10. I love to read, and I usually have 4 or 5 books going at a time. I am tagging: Ridin Hard EvilLive Tat2Man Styrian Mysery Atoll

Cute Sexy Aussie
ExtraSpecial Pimp Out!!!ExtraSpecial Pimp Out!!!ExtraSpecial Pimp Out!!! FAN/ADD/RATE/CRUSH THIS AWESOME GUY!!! He is my 2nd Fu-Owner so.....Show him some MAD LOVE!!!!!! If he is not on your friend's list already you are missing out because he is a CRAZY, SWEET, & FUNNY GUY!!! CUTE SEXY AUSSIE...CLUB F.A.R....RATE AND FAN PLZ!!!@ fubar

Whatcha Wanna Know?
place an X by all the things you've done, or remove the X from the ones you have not, and send it to your friends (including me). This is for your entire life! (X) Smoked a cigarette - (X) Drank so much you threw up (X) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. (X ) Been arrested. (x) Gone on a blind date. (X ) Skipped school. (x) Watched someone die. (X) Been to Canada . (x) Been to Florida . ( X ) Been to Mexico. ( X ) Been on a plane. ( X ) Been lost. (x) Been on the opposite sides of the country. EAST, WEST, NORTH OR SOUTH? - All ( X ) Gone to Washington, DC . (X) Swam in the ocean. ( X ) Felt like dying. ( X ) Cried yourself to sleep. ( x ) Played cops and robbers. Also Cowboys and Indians. ( x) Recently colored with crayons. ( X ) Sang karaoke. ( X ) Paid for a meal with only coins. (X) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't. ( x) Made prank phone calls. (X) Laughed until some kind o

Sweet Treats
A goodbye kiss to remember. As I take him in, my heart skips a beat and my stomach aches. My vision blurs slightly as he steps closer to me. His beautiful blue eyes and well matched frame-less glasses, warm my heart as I stare at them and pull him close. My arms round his neck, his hands on my hips, I lick my soft young lips as he presses his lips to mine, pa

Goodbye My Dear Friend
GOODBYE MY DEAR FRIEND. I WILL MISS YOU FOREVER. YOU WERE THERE FOR ME WHEN NOBODY WAS AND THE PERSON THAT I TRUSTED THE MOST DIDN'T CARE ABOUT ME. YOU WERE ALWAYS THE PERSON THAT PICKED MY SPIRITS UP IN A TIME OF NEED DURING THE PERIOD IN MY LIFE WHEN I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW WHO I WAS. AND I THANK YOU FOR THAT. YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART AND I'LL NEVER FORGET ALL THE TIMES YOU STOPPED MY TEARS WHEN HE DIDN'T WANT TO SEE THEM. I WILL ALWAYS THANK YOU FOR THAT... THERE WERE SOMEDAYS THAT WERE SO BAD BUT YOU MADE THEM BEARABLE. THANK YOU MY FRIEND FOR BEING A GREAT ONE IN THE LIFE THAT I ONCE LEAD. ALWAYS YOUR FRIEND MONICA JEAN

Weather
Just wanted to let all of you know that im still alive and kickin not real high but im kickin anyway. WE had a majot ICE STORM on Monday and I have been without power since 11pm monday night thank goodness for generators and good family.The kids and I are making it. Called the Electric Co today and we might have out power back on by monday. I cant access the internet at home so thats why i havent been on i check my messeges at work till then. WEll im at work now so i gotta get busy. Feel free to leave me some love i will return it when i can xoxoxoxoxoxo love all of you. xoxoxoxoxoxoxo.

Missing My Bff
Hi All My Name Is Rebecca I have not been on her long but the people seem nice but the one thing right now is I miss my Bff She is going through a hard time right now and I pushed her to do this and I was put in a spot that I didn't like at all. She needed the help and iam glad I gave it to her and things but if some one wold have told me that she would be not wanting to talk to me right now I would have not done it. She told me that she would forgive me and I was told to give her space right now and Iam not go at that I want her to talk to me and she will not right now I want her to get better and things but I don't like that she is hurting and she will not let me in

My 1st Flying Lesson
I got to take my first flying lesson today. It was so exiting. I had so much fun. I got to help with the take off and I got to fly for an hour. The instructor let me take over the controls completely once we were in the air. If i decide to get my license this will count towards my time. I only need 39 more hours. We flew over downtown Columbus, well, we actually flew around downtown twice. We were only 2,000 ft up when we went around downtown. I seen my house. We were 6,500 ft above sea level most of the time. He explained everything about all of the controls and everything. At times it was like we wasn't even moving. Everything was so beautiful. It was 1,000% better than driving a car. I am hooked. I can't wait till I can go up again. I would tell you what kind of plane I flew but I was so excited I can't remember. I will have pictures of it very soon. I was kinda nervous when i first got into the seat, but after we started moving and we got up into the air, everything was just perfe

Interesting Stuff
Why Sex? 1) 94% of men lie about their dick size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 4-5 inches long when erect; no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth. Incidentally the average vaginal capactity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong. 3) 80% of American men are circumsized, though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say nothing but time can make your penis grow. (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. +Some stuff on the ladies+ ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24% sa

Things That Are True
Love can fade, change and even grow over time. Remember that it needs constant tending and attention. Enjoy your happiness, though, it was well earned. Remember everyone needs a friend. Dont ever leave the one you love, for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.

This Life Of Mine 24
Dancing Queen, this song is in my head. I love ABBA! I used to love singing their songs when I was a kid. Muriel's Wedding is one of my favorite all time movies! LOVE IT. It is Friday and a 3 day weekend, wooo hooo! So glad. I think Peter is going to the cabin tomorrow? My boys have informed me that they don't want to go so that quiet weekend looks like it might not happen. I am afraid that they are getting older and wanting to be with their friends and girlfriends is more important than being with Dad at the cabin. Oh well. I can't blame them. Last night was not the Valentines I was expecting. Peter came home empty handed and that kind of upset me. He "forgot" to stop by and get me something on his way home. So those pretty lacy black panties I was wearing....yeah, those he didn't get to see! I was not happy. He was not going to get his Valentines either! I took them off, put on my pajama bottoms, laid the lace panties on the bed and when he walked back in I tol

Stuff
I don’t want to love you, but I do I don’t want to care, but I do. I gave you my heart, you broke it into. You promised me forever then walked away. Now I’m all alone while you’re getting high. “I love you.” “I can’t live without you.”….that’s all I heard “We need time apart.”….is all you said I tried not to love you, but part of me always will. I tried not to care, I’m almost there. You left me with my heart aching, but now it’s on the mend. I can’t love you any more and I won’t pretend. You gave up what we could be, you needed the drugs more than me. I don’t want to love you, I’m almost there. I don’t want to care, I am there!! One man One woman Two hearts joined by the greatest love she ever knew Husband and wife, for all eternity One fateful day One tragic death The deepest pain she ever felt Photos and memories The treasures he left behind Two daughters Proof of the greatest love she will ever know!!!

Upon A Star
wishing upon a star not knowing where you are,no matter what it takes i will go see you that far,you are the candle everytime you smile,thats why i would walk more than a mile,i want to hold you near and it doesn't matter where.

Behind The Crimson Door
Covered the carcass of time with flowers To send the scent of blame to the grave Set the darkest thoughts on fire And watched the ashes climb to Heaven's gates We hide behind the crimson door While the summer is killed by the fall Alive behind the crimson door While the winter sings: "Your love will be the death of me" (Death of me) "Your love will be the death of me" Death served wine for lovers Brought from the world where devils reign And intoxicated angels with sorrow They witnessed in the eyes of their slaves We hide behind the crimson door While the summer is killed by the fall Alive behind the crimson door While the winter sings: "Your love will be the death of me" (Death of me) "Your love will be the death of me" We hide behind the crimson door While the summer is killed by the fall Alive behind the crimson door while the winter sings: "Your love will be the death of me" (Death of me) "Your love will be the death of me" We hide behind the cri

Cry Babies
i am A FAT girl and i post a fat joke some baby reported it as NSFW and now i am mad out it because i can't post mumms for everyone for 30 days and that is freaking dumb as heck i dont mean to hurt others but this is an ADULT site and yes they can be just as mean as kids can the thing is this.... in my point of view any way..... IF YOU ARE GONNA CRY ABOUT A MUMM OR BLOG OR PIC THEN MORE THE FUG ON AND DONT READ OR LOOK BETTER YET THE FUG BACK TO MYSPACE AND WHINE THERE CAUSE I THINK IF YOU COME ON FURBAR TO WHINE THEN BRING SOME CHEESE AND KEEP UR DAMN MOUTHS SHUT AND STOP REPORTING DUMB SHIT!!!!!! I have no life but this, To lead it here; Nor any death, but lest Dispelled from there; Nor tie to the earths to come, Nor action new, Except through this extent, The realm of you. ---> EMILY DICKINSON

Dj Silent An Big Boyz Sduad
Make video montages at www.OneTrueMedia.com http://www.onetruemedia.com/shared?p=50cc310c3178697ee4f570&skin_id=701&utm_source=otm&utm_medium=text_url Hey not to sound out of character, But this just hit as Fuckin Kewl... Check it out... If ur a Jack Nicolson fan ... U'll like what he has to say...

Military Stuff
YOU MIGHT BE A CORPSMAN IF... a.. your peers call you and "old salt" but you've never been to sea. b.. you've ever searched the supply room for fallopian tubes. c.. you pull out a 16-gauge needle, and some Marine passes out. d.. you head to the Golden Corral after an autopsy. e.. you can do the job of any rate in the Navy; and do it better. f.. someone says, "I have IBM." And you ask "What are they treating you with?" g.. you haven't seen your 782 gear since you checked in. h.. you get CHT and CHCS confused. i.. sea duty consists of buildings in foreign lands out of sight of any ocean. j.. you think it's against the Geneva Convention for you to have to chip paint. k.. you think an "all hands working party" means everyone but you. l.. people trust you with their life but not with their car. m.. your dinner conversations would chase away a cannibal. n.. the pattern on your pajama's reads PROPERTY OF USNH. o.. you use sutures to fix your uniform. p.. you use hemostats to

Ameriplan
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Mindless Banter
I dont usually make a good impression, but if you can look past it, well kudos to you my friend. I never regret expressing my opinions. Its just how I see things and I dont bite my tongue. I want people to be honest with me as I am with them. Somehow though, there will always be some that will judge me based on that. Never to give it a chance and find out that under the strong front i put up lies a fragile person who is just afraid to let people in. I've been through a lot and I just keep to myself..my people skills is not that great..i can never start a conversation and i always say the wrong things..i'm just having one of those days that even though its bright and sunny outside, i feel blue like eeyore..wanting nothing but to crawl under my sheets and hide hoping the day is over... The truth is right in front of you So obvious, yet so hard to discover The lies are here, there and everywhere As they try to keep the truth undercover The lies are what they tell us The truth

Movies
Noah: That's what we do, we Fight! You tell me when i'm being an arrogant son of a bitch, and I tell you when you're being a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate and then you're back doing the next pain in the ass thing. I'm saying it's not gunna be easy....It's gunna be really hard! We're gunna have to work at it EVERYDAY! But I wanna do that cuz I want YOU! I want all of you, You and Me...TOGETHER everyday for the rest. of. my. life! I hate the way you talk to me And the way you cut your hair I hate the way you drive my car I hate it when you stare I hate your big dumb combat boots And the way you read my mind I hate you so much that it makes me sick It even makes me ryhme I hate the way you're always right I hate it when you lie I hate it when you make me laugh Even worse when you make me cry I hate the way you're not around And the fact that you didn't call But mostly I hat

Lyrics To One Of My Favorite Songs...
KEYSHIA COLE LYRICS Love [Verse 1] I used to think that I wasn't fine enough And I used to think that I wasn't wild enough But I won't waste my time tryin' to figure, out why you playing games, whats this all about And I can't believe, Your hurting me I met your girl, what a difference What you see in her You aint see in me But I guess it was all just make-believe [Chorus] Oh, Love never knew what I was missing but I knew once we started kissin' I found...... Love never knew what I was missin' but I knew once we start kissin' I found..... [Verse 2] Now you're gone, what am I gonna do I'm so oo empty my heart, my soul can't go on Go on baby without you.... My rainy days fade away when you, come around please tell me baby why you go so far away Why you go... [Chorus] Love...... never knew what I was missing but I knew once we started kissin' I found...... Love never knew what I was missin' but I knew once we start kissin' I found

My Military Time
Well all my friends know this stuff so here it is. I am a VET. I did 8 years 8 Months enlisted in the United States Air Force. After that I got out for like 2 years then went into the Army National Guard as a Warrant Officer, flying UH-60s commonly known as the Black Hawk. I flew the Medivac version for the 3-160th Aviation Batallion, Charlie Company out of Ft. Indian Town Gap, PA. I have 2 purple hearts, spent over 3 years in the Middle East, and still have a third Purple Heart pending, which means I probably am not getting that one lol. After my final injury I decided to get out on a Medical discharge. Now I work full timeand collect my Veterans Disability check every month. I'm proud of my service and I salute all the men and women of the US Military (past present and future). OK I'm not a super active blogger, I don't leave tons of comments as I am a man of a few words. As my friends know I was an Enlisted in the USAF for 8 years 8 Month. After that I chased Warrant O

Things On My Mine
hello people from fubar.i wanted to know what do ya'll think about sex.is it to over rated or is it the shit.i know for me i think sex is great.i dont think there is any think like cuming for a man or woman.when do you think you are having to much sex.i think you never can,but there are so people who dont care for it.i think they just have not found the right person to turn them out.there is always one person thats going to come in your life and blow your mind away when ya'll fucking.i will say one thing.if you not taking caring of your partner or fuck buddy they will fine someone that can handle the job.so when you in the room with your girl/men think about how much you love them and the stuff you wont do in bed with them cause there 10 more people that will do what u wont.beside sex can be real fun if ya'll be your self and dont rush and injoy it.oh to the fella make you your girl cum.dont stop to she get a nut.then your job is dun.leave them comments and tel me what you think about

America For Americans!!!
I am so sick of fucking sick people comming into my country and wanting us to change what we do because it offends them! well FUCK YOU AND GO THE FUCK HOME!! Its bad enough that we let Mexicans stay here and all thay do is keep having kids, on our TAXES!!! FUCK YOU ASSHOLES! So many shore towns in Jersey look like Mexico citys, all standing around doing not a got damn thing why i have to go to work and pay my taxes so thay can have more fucking kids!! Wake the fuck up americans!! We are getting invaded and no one is doing shit about it!!! Thank god my boss is not giving jobs the them, now more bosses should do that. Maybe thay will go the fuck home and try to make there shit hole country better!!!

First Impressoins
I dont really know if any one will agree but I have always said: "YOU ONLY GET ONE CHANCE TO MAKE A GOOD IMPRESSION SO MAKE THE FIRST ONE COUNT....." THINK ABOUT IT IF YOU REAL WITH SOME ONE FROM THE START THEY WILL RESPECT YOU MORE AS A PERSON. AND IF YOUR FAKE THEN YOU HAVE NO CHANCE.. ME PERSONALLY I WOULD RATHER HAVE FRIENDS THAT R GONNA BE STRAIT UP AND REAL THEN USE ME OR TALK SHIT AS THEY TURN THERE BACKS ON YOU. REGAURDLESS OF WHAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR THEM..... SO I GUESS THE ONLY QUSTION YOU CAN ASK IS: ARE YOU REAL? (OR) ARE YOU FAKE? REAL: YOUR STRAIT UP AND HONEST, YOU DONT LIE, AND YOU DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO BUT HAVE RESPECT FOR OTHERS. FAKE: YOU JUST DONT GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ANY ONE BUT YOUR SELF, AND YOU YOU DONT CARE WHO GETS HURT.. if your reading this can you realy figure out what you are? whats your honest answer?

I Want To Know Your Zidoac Sign.... So Read And Tell Me
S • C • O • R • P • I • O: The Bitch Can be mean sometimes, and will Probably knock your ass out, if crossed the wrong way!! EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost. V • I • R • G • O: The Freak Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.Great kisser. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. L • I • B • R • A • : The Freak in the Bed Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring

About Me !!!
LADIES, LADIES, LADIES I AM LOOKING FOR SOMETHING AND SOMEONE THAT IS REAL AND NOT INTO PLAYING LITTLE GIRL GAMES!!! I'M HONEST AND I AM ME ON FUBAR AS I WILL BE ME IF WE EVER MEET. I DONT PLAY GAMES OR TOY WITH OTHERS EMOTIONS. I AM LOOKING TO FIND THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE TO BUILD A LIFE WITH, SOMEONE THAT WANTS WHAT I WANT OUT OF LIFE AND THAT IS JUST "HAPPINESS". LOVE HAS NO LIMITS ! ! ! LOVE IS NOT RESTRAINED BY TIME, DISTANCE, AGE ETC....IF YOU HAVE BEEN HURT IN THE PAST PLEASE DONT LET YOUR FEAR OF PAIN OR A BROKEN HEART DICTATE WHAT LOVE HAS TO OFFER TO YOU !!! "DON'T LET FEAR STEAL YOUR JOY". WE WILL RISK SOMETHING NO MATTER WHAT, SO LET GO OF ALL YOUR FEARS AND BEGIN LIVE AGAIN ! ! !FOCUS ON WHAT IS TRULY IMPORTANT TO YOU; IS COMMITMENT, LOYALTY, RESPECT, HONESTY, EMOTIONAL SECURITY FAR MORE IMPORTANT THAN A BIG HOUSE, NICE CAR, LOTS OF MONEY AND ALL THAT OTHER MATERIALISTIC BULL CRAP, THEN DONT BE AFFRAID TO LET ME KNOW.I am a simple man!Yes I am willing to relocate for the righ

Thoughts 8
Yesterday I was not in the best mood. Just thoughts and insecurity getting to me I guess? Yes, even I have those days Australia! So for a crappy day, it turned out to be a really good day. After my son yelled at me in the morning and then slammed the car door, about 20 minutes later I got a text from him saying he was sorry and that he had been fighting with his girlfriend and he was mad. That made me happy to no that he was not really mad at me and that he was sorry. I got his progress report on Saturday and none of the grades were a surprise because we have school loop and it tells me what his grades are every day. Also tells me just how many assignments the little shit has been missing too! The shocker grade was a D in p.e. Come on! How the Hell do you get a D in P.E.? Not dressing out I suppose? Although, he says he is. What ever! He came home yesterday after school and rushed in my room to tell me that he is now passing English because he turned in all his writ

Thoughts 9
I hope everyone reads this. I am planning on making some changes to my profile pictures. I took a class last night and they discussed the internet and what can be found on the internet and how your photo's that you think only certain people are seeing could end being the whole world! It made me think, that is for sure. So I have deleted photo's that are too revealing with my face in them. I am only going to post naughty photo's without my face from now on. Yes, it may be too late because who knows what people have done with them once they have seen them? I hope that the men were not rude and doing things like posting them for other's to see. I would have to hunt you down and kill you! lol So no more um....bj photo's. sorry ~~~> ain't going to happen. You will just have to look at a faceless body from now on. I just need to protect myself from the world. That big giant world out there in cyberspace! So just a heads up. I am not doing this to you to punish you but

My Soap Box (various Stuff)
Well i am almost to my salute i need to go find a camera so i can do it. anyway ill have that done soon. Hi everyone, well this is my second day doing the fubar thing and i have to say this is far cooler than myspace is. this one will be my general blog, ill do another one that is more music specific soon. as far as rates go please help me out and ill do the same. take it easy guys. Aaron lol today i had people hatin on my pic but since they were newbs i passed on the favor and actoually ran out of 1's to give the guy, girl jabba the hut hell i dont know after having a tooth pulled im not in a good mood and i made sure i let that idiot know it. so blueeyebaby30147 heres a middle finger to you. bitch!

If I Was Your Boyfriend
You Are: 80% Dog, 20% Cat You and dogs definitely have a lot in common. You're both goofy, happy, and content with the small things in life. However, you're definitely not as needy as the average dog. You need your down time occasionally. Are You More Cat or Dog? 1.) How many times a day would you kiss me? answer: 2.) Would you call me? answer: 3.) Would you have sex with me? answer: 4.) Would you take me places? answer: 5.) Would you love me? answer: 6.) Would you lie to me? answer: 7.) If I was sick what would you do? answer: 8.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? answer: 9.) Want to have a future with me? answer: 10.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? answer: 11.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? answer: 12.) Would you care about what I wore when we go out? answer: 13.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? answer: 14.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do?

Thoughts 10
Damn, my arm is killing me and I have taken 2 muscle relaxers so please forgive me if I make some mistakes in this blog. My friends just left. I feel like a drug dealer! My friend Sean called and told me his prescription for his muscle relaxers ran out because he didn't think he would need them anymore so I told him I would give him a few of mine to get him by. Damn, Cristi the dope dealer! I understand what it is like to be in pain though. We planned our next trip to the cabin. We had a blast the last time they went up. So we are going again next weekend. Leaving early Friday, right after the kids get out of school and taking off. Bringing lots of alcohol and food! Party!! When you put the 4 of us together, you never know what's going to happen. Strip poker anyone? My damn arm hurts from doing my 10 key all day long and then typing on the computer right after. Sam motion over and over. So exciting, let me tell ya. So now my arm is like spasming or some shit

Wifey's Mmmmm Stories
Both storms subsided and the 2 lovers kissed goodnight right there in the rain and said a goodbye neither wanted to speak. all the way home all she could feel taste smell and want was him...God how could it be that wonderful that perfect that intense .........She pulls over to the highway shoulder grabs her cell N calls him. "Hello" she hears then she says it like it is...Look babe I didnt get enough of you Im dying for more turn your truck around and come home with me. He doesnt think twice he turns his truck around and he speeds to where she is waiting. They push every speed limit on the way to her house they both fly out of their vehicles before thay are really stopped ..Its a magnet like attraction they are back in each others arms clothes flying off right there n the front yard. She gets the door open they cant even make it to a room right there in the entry way he slams her against the wall rips her clothes off n lifts her enough he can slide his hard cock inside her. There is no

Heya Now
MySpace Codes & MySpace Layouts What Timothy Means You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You ar

Why?
Have you ever wondered why most people associate pain with physical contact? As if to get hit or stabbed. But I think the worst pain that you can ever feel is the internal pain. The pain from a broken heart or feelings hurt. Love is also very painful because you could lose the one you love or you may not know you loved them until it was too late. I have felt every type of pain mental, physical, emotional. But nothing hurts worse than the one you love telling you that they do not love you or to call you a name. To think that the one person you trusted with all your heart and soul could cause so much pain to you. These are just my thoughts, I mean, isn't that what blogs are for? To tell people your thoughts? I never want to feel that pain ever again. I never want anyone to ever feel that either. If you have I am so sorry believe me I feel for you...mostly. Thank you for taking the time to read this. Please do not leave any nasty comments I am really not in the mood to hear about them. M

Different
All my life i've wanted to be normal, wanted to be like everyone else, want to be the same I talked to different people, did different things, but still I am the same, just me Everytime I tried to be the same it just seemed to make me more different Like everyone just shut me out and didn't want me to be like them Then one day I realized, I am normal, I am like everyone else, I am the same Every one wants to fit in, everyone at one time or another feels this way I learned being different wasn't a curse, it's what makes us unique This was just my turn

Why I Write
A poem is something, Not everyone can write, A poem can make, Long and restless nights, A poem can be, Anything you feel, A poem is also, Something you can steal, A poem is personal, From the start to the end, A poem is one time, No one can pretend. Because when you write one, It may be filled with doubt, A poems a good thing, Because its my way out.

Information On Angels
What is an angel ? Defining what an angel is has a lot of people divided in their opinions. ~ Some believe in quite a traditional religious approach whereby angels are defined by a form of angel hierarchy with archangels being at the top of the angelic hierarchy ~ Some people believe in a more esoteric form of angelic energy that takeson various forms when lowering its vibration to accomodate being visible in the earthly realms Angels in traditional Religions and Spiritualities ~Throughout history religions and spiritualities have embraced angelic beings amongst their midst. the genus "Angelus Occidentalis" is a general term used for a number of angelic species within Judaism,Christianity,Islam and Zoroastrianism. ~It is believed that Gods word is communicated through these celestial messengers who serve his will ~ There are lots of angel definitions that people have used to describe these celestial beings or even referring to earth angels lets have a look at a few

Angel Sayings
Angel Sayings The sound of an angel's voice can unlock your hidden feelings. Angels are the gatekeepers to the soul. The warmth of an angel's light can comfort and illuminate the whole world. When a child is born the Angels sing. Don't drive faster than your Guardian Angel can fly. While we are sleeping, angels have conversations with our souls. Angels paint with sound and sing with color. Sometimes your best friend is actually a guardian angel in disguise. Smiles are the next best thing to halos. Angels occupy the loveliest corners of our thoughts. Angels don't run away from life, they fly towards it. If you seek an angel with an open heart, you shall always find one

Heaven
Two 90-year-old women, Rose and Barb, had been friends all of their lives. When it was clear that Rose was dying, Barb visited her every day. One Day Barb said, 'Rose, we both loved playing women's softball all our lives, and we played all through High School. Please do me one favor: when you get to Heaven, somehow you must let me know if there's women's soft-ball there.' Rose looked up at Barb from her deathbed and said, 'Barb, you've been my best friend for many years.. If it's at all possible, I'll do this favor for you.' Shortly after that, Rose passed on. At midnight a few nights later, Barb was awakened from a sound sleep by a blinding flash of white light and a voice calling out to her, 'Barb, Barb.' 'Who is it?' asked Barb, sitting up suddenly. 'Who is it?' 'Barb -- it's me, Rose.' 'You're not Rose. Rose just died.' 'I'm telling you, it's me, Rose,' insisted the voice. 'Rose! Where are you?' 'In Heaven,' replied Rose. 'I have some really good news and a little

He Knows
"New Horizons" Well I've had dreams enough for one And I've got love enough for three I have my hopes to comfort me I got my new horizons out to sea But I'm never going to lose your precious gift It will always be that way Cos I know I'm going to find my own peace of mind Someday... Where is this place that we have found Nobody knows where we are bound I long to hear, I need to see Cos I've shed tears too many for me But I'm never going to lose your precious gift It will always be that way Cos I know I'm going to find my own peace of mind Someday... On the wind soaring free Spread your wings I'm beginning to see Out of mind far from view Beyond the reach of a nightmare come true Well I've had dreams enough for one And I got love enough for three I have my hopes to comfort me I got my new horizons out to sea But I'm never going to lose your precious gift It will always be that way Cos I know I'm going to find my own peace of mind Someday... So

Moods
Tell me my estranged one How the colors holding crimson change to dawn Why sky is blue sometimes & sometimes Red or Dark Why the same sky is soothing, magical, loving, beautiful, & At times dreamy, scary, Painful or black. Tell me my estranged one why everything that begins on a happy note Ends on a sad note Warming anger, than boiling temper Releasing heat, torching & scorching by mid afternoon Than cooling down gradually as evening comes Showing suddenly from nowhere all of your love & care Turning everything you touch to golden As our kiss sends up flares of colorful rainbows All around showing the world that Love exists As we pass in our paths Lighting up your evening skies. Tell me my estranged one Why We let go off our hands to part ways With tears in our eyes Some shown some hidden As we begin our walk We leave each other in sadness Hurt, in Pin drop silence Thinking that this time & circumstance wants for now One Sacrifice, one misund

Stories
I saw her at Macys that spring day. She had on a tight ribbed top and a green and blue plaid skirt, bobby socks and her hair back in a ponytail. She was mid-thirties, but she looked about eighteen in that get-up. Her fresh looks and her pert breasts caused me to stop on my way to the cookware section. I picked up a halter from the aisle-side display and glanced at it idly as I watched her shopping for a pair of panties. She already had two pair and was eyeing a third, a sexy thong I noticed. Much to my embarrassment, she looked up and coyly purred, "That's not your size." Red faced I hung the short halter up and smiled back, "Just looking for something for a special lady." Her wicked grin sliced through me, "That's nice, but if I were the special lady, I'd like something from over there," motioning to the bustiers in the corner. "Maybe you could show me one, I'm always getting something too conservative," my cock stirred in my jogging shorts as I sauntered over to h

Changing My Name
yeah after all this time,im putting her to rest and changing my name so if you dont see sexsi i'll still be here just new name and same face hehe look for the pink fuzzy hat and you'll see me lmao xoxo to my sweet friends :) btw not deleting my page just a name change :)

Time To Kill.....
1. Who has seen you in your underwear lately? MWI 2. Last thing you drank? Diet Dr. Pepper - the cherry chocolate kind 3. Have you kissed someone this past week? not since February 17 4. When did you last talk to your brother or sister? Saturday, I think 5. What did you do the last time you were home alone? umm showered? 6. Do you ever wanna know who you are going to marry? I know now 7. Have you ever watched the Real World Sydney? no 8. How much cash do you have on you? ON me, none. NEXT TO me, I have $a lot 9. Who are the 3rd and 7th texts in your phone? Michael and Dave...I delete most of them 10. Are you tanned? nope 11. Are you upset with anyone? not that I can think of immediately, so no 12. Do you talk to the person you have a thing for? too much ;) 13. Have you ever seen your best friend cry? once, I think...I've heard him cry more than that 14. Did you get any compliments today? um not yet 15. Have you ever gone to court

Quotes
WE FEW, LOYAL FEW, WE BAND OF BROTHERS; for whoever sheds his blood with me shall BE MY BROTHER, and those men afraid to go into battle will think themselves lesser men as they hear how WE FOUGHT AND DIED TOGETHER!! ---Shakespeare

5 Levels Of A Hangover
Five Levels of Hangovers One Star Hangover (*) No pain. No real feeling of illness. You're able to function relatively well. However, you are still parched. You can drink 5 cokes and still feel this way. For some reason, you are craving a steak & fries. Two Star Hangover (**) No pain, but something is definitely amiss. You may look okay, but you have the mental capacity of a staple gun. The coffee you are chugging is only increasing your rumbling gut, which is still tossing around the fruity pancake from the 3:00 AM Waffle House excursion. There is some definite havoc being wreaked upon your bowels. Three Star Hangover (***) Slight headache. Stomach feels crappy. You are definitely not productive. Anytime a girl walks by you gag because her perfume reminds you of the flavored schnapps shots your alcoholic friends dared you to drink. Life would be better right now if you were home in your bed watching Lucy reruns. You've had 4 cups of coffee, a gallon of water, 3 iced

Marines !!!
U.S.Marines are.... Marines come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Marine is a Marine all his life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. Marines are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...in debt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack. A Marine is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of playboy in his back pocket

Pro-pain
this song reminds me of a certain fruity faggot ass dude i know. you do nothing but disrespect me and make me physically sick. you know who you are you fake ass phoney bitch. go fuck yourself douchebag. your gonna get whats coming to you, remember that. "Godspeed" By Pro-Pain If you're in, I want out. Fuck you all, good bye. Such a shame. It's been real. Hope you all die. Make a break for better days. Watch the world burning below. Vow we're not looking to make amends. Let them eat crow! In search of life on status quo, so Godspeed, go! Our Northern Lights are getting low, so Godspeed, go! Taste the pain. Smell the burn of the first kill. Watched your face enjoy the ride like a pink pill. Never tell, promise? Don't need to know nothing but the best. Civilization, or social unrest. In search of life on status quo, so Godspeed, go! Our Northern Lights are getting low, so Godspeed, go! "the hellion" A monster created, From the devastation, A

Twinkle Twinkle
TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STAR I WONDER HOW FAR YOU CAN FALL FOR I WISH ON THE WHEN I SEE THE, AND NEVER GET ANYTHING MY MISERY IS ALL I GET IN RETURN THE MAN WHOM ENTERED MY LIFE CAUSES ME PAIN BLOOD I WISH SHED PAIN I WANT TO CAUSE WANTING TO FEEL THE STEEL SLIDE ACROSS HE SKIN WATCHING THE DROPS FALL SLOWLY, REPRESENTING EACH AGONIZING PAIN HE CAUSED ON ME TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STAR, WHAT THE HELL KIND OF WISHING STAR ARE YOU?

Reaper Flowers
Poetry of Henry Wadsworth Longfellow Voices of the Night THE REAPER AND THE FLOWERS There is a Reaper, whose name is Death, And, with his sickle keen, He reaps the bearded grain at a breath, And the flowers that grow between. "Shall I have naught that is fair?" saith he; "Have naught but the bearded grain? Though the breath of these flowers is sweet to me, I will give them all back again." He gazed at the flowers with tearful eyes, He kissed their drooping leaves; It was for the Lord of Paradise He bound them in his sheaves. "My Lord has need of these flowerets gay," The Reaper said, and smiled; "Dear tokens of the earth are they, Where he was once a child. "They shall all bloom in fields of light, Transplanted by my care, And saints, upon their garments white, These sacred blossoms wear." And the mother gave, in tears and pain, The flowers she most did love; She knew she should find them all again In the fields of light above. O, not i

Untitled
Totally Rejected, Something not expected Emotional pain But what do I gain? Tears I cry Feelings that die Anger moves in Fills me with sin Reality check I shouldn't expect Pick up my heart Go back to start.

Thoughts 18
I had a really good time this weekend despite it's start! We intended to leave by 3:00 so we could get up there early and enjoy ourselves. We should have been there around 5:30-6:00pm. Only there were a couple of snafu's! One is that I ran to Long's Drug store to buy me some new headphones for my Ipod since mine were borrowed from my son and somehow broke! Anyway, I had Chris with me because I had just picked him up from school. When we pulled up to our house, there were about 15-20 kids that looked like bad news walking away from our house. I asked Christopher if he knew who they were? He said no. One of Chris' friends was up by our door and told Chris that he thinks they were wanting to beat up my son! I wasn't quite sure what was going on. Peter was at the hardware store and not home. Chris said that a girl likes him at school and he doesn't like her so her male cousin was going to get some gang kids in Middle School to "jump" him. I about flipped out! I started wa

Wanted 2 Know But Afraid 2 Ask
My name, Quleets, is my Indian name. It's actually spelled Qu'leets, but that looked weird when I had it as my fubar screen name. It came from my Great Grandmother(Victoria, B.C.), given to me by my Grandfather(Nanaimo, B.C.) in a naming ceremony. And no, it doesn't mean anything. Do ya think you could say it?!*smiles devilishly* It took me a whole year to learn to say it right! Coast Salish is not an easy language, but it's so fun to listen to people try!!!

The Road To A B.a.
I am currently attending Ashford University's external education course, working towards a Bachelor's degree in Psychology. My future goals are to obtain a Masters and possibly a Psy.D in Forensic and Behavioral Psychology. I have been enrolled since October and if my figures are correct, in a few days, my recent class final grade will be posted, elevating my G.P.A. to a 4.0. This will be the first time I have ever seen grades this wonderful. Yea Me! :) I am closing in on my one year at school and am still determined to make the academic staff go bonkers. I have a form to fill out to add a 2nd major to my degree program. That's all great and wonderful, but what happens when you can't decide what your majors will be? I started off this venture by signing up for a B.A. in Psychology. I was then told I could add a second major. Cool, I thought. So, I changed my major to Criminal Justice (and because, well ... that's a long story) So, now I sit here and wonder if I should

Changes In Latitudes...
Hey kids! Keeping you all updated on my crazy life. I am moving to Maple Valley Washington VERY soon to be with my boyfriend. I am interviewing for a job out there starting on April 1st. So get ready! My life just gets more interesting by the minute!

Elijah And Omar
On April 19, 2007 my 3 and 7 year old grandsons were killed in a fire in Hazleton PA. Many of my friends here supported me during this trying time. Today March 23, 2008 would have been Omar's 8th Birthday on Friday March 28, 2008 Elijah would have been 4. I miss them

My Eyes Only
Hosting my FIRST contest!! I need 10 people to enter this contest, it will start after I have 10 people in it. Prizes are as follows: 1st place 1 MILLION Fu-bucks- first person to 50,000 comments. 2nd place 500,000K Fu-bucks-second person with at least 30,000 comments 3rd place 250K Fu-bucks- third person with at least 15,000 comments Once this contest starts you will have 5 weeks to get to the number of comments needed, if you don't get the number of comments needed to prizes will be awarded. To join send me a private message with a link to the photo you want to use. Only one rule, NO DRAMA!! ~Hillary~~MEMBER OF GIT-R-DONE-REBELS FAMILY BOMB SQUAD~ and a "Real Deal Babe"(Fu-Owned by@ fubar

Goodbye Y'all
I guess I just want to say a quick thank you to anyone and everyone who's viewed my page even once or left a positive message to help boost my self-esteem, but I've realized that this is not the way to make myself happy, and for as much as it's nice to hear a compliment once in a while, it's time for me to sign off. I will be deleting my account within the week so like I said, THANK YOU so much to those who showed interest and left the great comments. True or not, they were a temporary confidence boost and made me almost believe I had a reason to feel good about myself. Good luck in life to each and every one of you, and may you some day experience true happiness.