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Country Roads
On a pleasant, short-sleeved afternoon in Morgantown , W.Va., under a brilliant, almost cloudless sky, shaggy-haired, bespectacled John Denver ambled toward the 50-yard line to, in effect, christen the new 50,000-seat Mountaineer Field, home of West Virginia football team. It was September 6, 1980 , and the university wanted to do something special to introduce both its new stadium and a young first-year WVU coach named Don Nehlen. So Denver was invited to sing one of his signature songs - "Country Roads" -during pre-game festivities. Denver, who died in 1997, accepted the invitation apparently under the impression that he would perform a quick novelty gig: hop off his helicopter, take an escorted ride into the stadium , sing "Country Roads" and then bail out. But that's not exactly what happened. Denver entered the stadium and found his microphone at the center of the field, amidst the 325-member Mountaineer Band, which around him had formed an outline of the state of We
The Wisdom Of Tool
One of my favorite memories of my teenage years is going to Walmart at 4:00 in the morning with my friend Chandra and getting sidewalk chalk. We went to each one of our friends' houses and wrote an appropriate Tool lyric in front of their house. It just seems that for every situation in your life there is an appropriate Tool song to compliment it. Some of my favorite lyrics of all time are as follows: Choices always were a problem for you. What you need is someone strong to guide you. Wide awake and keeping distance from my soul. I know you best, better than one might think. I know you better than I know myself I've been wallowing in my own confused And insecure delusions Something has to change. Un-deniable dilemma. Boredom's not a burden Anyone should bear. But my favorite of all time is "Jerk-Off" from the Opiate album. I love it so much that I'm just going to post the whole song: Someone told me once that there's a right and wrong, and that puni
What A Morning!
MAN I COULD'NT SCROLL FAST ENOUGH, THIS MORNING!IF THEY'RE GONNA HAVE GLITCHES, THAT'S THE BEST KIND! THANX TO ALL THE BEAUTIFUL WOMEN I GOT A PEEK AT! I REALY APPRECIATE IT! YOU ARE ALL AMAZING AND I MEAN THAT! TRULY! I KNOW SOME OF YOU WERE ANGRY, AND SOME OF YOU WERE BUSY DELETING(THAT SUCKS BY THE WAY)BUT I HAD A FANTASTIC MORNING! I'M A LITTLE RAW AND SORE NOW, SO I'M GONNA TAKE A BREAK AND A SHOWER, PROBABLY GRAB A BITE CAUSE I'M HUNGRY TOO! SEE YA'LL LATER THIS EVENING.
Dj Nightwish
Would You?
WOULD U EVER................ [] Push me into a wall and kiss me? [] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill? [] Slap Me? [] Spank Me? [] Kiss Me? [] Let Me Kiss You? [] Watch A Movie With Me? [] Take Me Out To Dinner? [] Take Me Out to the Movies? [] Make Out With Me at the Movies? [] Take A Shower With Me? [] Take Me Home For The Night? [] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed? [] Take Me Anywhere With You [] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions? [] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me? [] Let me lock you in your room and Take Advantage of you? [] Let Me Make You Breakfast? [] Make me breakfast? [] Tickle Me? [] Let Me Tickle You? [] Stick Up For Me If i Was Being Put Down? [] Instant Message Me? [] Greet Me In Public? [] Hang Out With Me? [] Hold my waist from behind while we are out? [] Bring Me Around Your Friends? [] Fall in love with me [] Like me [] Love me Do You... [] Miss Me? [] Think I'm Sexy? [] Think I'm Cute? [] Think I'm Beaut
Cubs Win!!!!!!!!
To all you Cubs Faithful, Congrats on clinching the Centrail Division. And to all you Cub Haters out there HAHA we won, and this is the year for the CUBBIES to win it all. And if don't beleive that they can do it then we don't need people like you as fans. So Pop the champaine corks and gear up for the post season baby, cuz we are going to win the championship and break the dreaded curse of the goat. So to all the Cub faithful let the party begin and enjoy it to the end.
Bleak Is My World
Bleak is my world Bleak is my world all colored in gray since you left, My heart cast into darkness and my soul cast adrift, My spirit wasting away as my life lingers on, Wishes for the pain to end knowing that it wont, You are always on my mind never leaving my thoughts, Always thinking of you when i see something new, Missing the laughter and the love you once shared with me, Feeling empty and desolate inside, No purpose to be found wandering this world of tears and ashes, Forever wondering do you think of me, Forever craving your sweet company, Forever loving you without hope of return, Forever lost in this landscape of my nightmares, Bleak is my world since you left me. Mordechai AKA Anti
Relationship Help??
ok, so i need you guys help. things haven't been going great on my side of the relationship, and im considering leaving her. ive tried talking to her about it and she said shed change but it always winds up right back where we started, and after a year and 9 months, i think its time to go our separate ways. the only problem is that she is very emotional, and i cant handle emotional people like that...does anyone have any advice on what i should do??
Whats Wrong With Kids Today
Ok so I watched that movie redline tonight and oh my god have they totally run out of material they gotta steal stuff from movies from the 80's???? In one of the early scenes it shows a woman looking at a crash photo of her dead father and several things are wrong with the editing job done here. first off I believe they said it was nscra race that he was in and the car has winston cup stickers on it. two it said he died in 2001 so winston cup was defunct by then, three when they cut to the video sequence the name on the car is Cole Trickle....They stole from the main crash sequence on Days of Thunder!!!! How crappy is that!!!! Not only is this whole sequence historically inaccurate in every way possible but they did not even bother editing the name on the freeking car. I say lame and we should all write the studio telling them to have better attention to detail! Ok so after some long thought over the years I finally figured out whats wrong with kids today. Commercials are ruining
The Color Of Friendship
Once upon a time the colors of the world started to quarrel. All claimed that they were the best. The most important. The most useful. The favorite. Green said: "Clearly I am the most important. I am the sign of life and of hope. I was chosen for grass, trees and leaves. Without me, all animals would die. Look over the countryside and you will see that I am in the majority." Blue interrupted: "You only think about the earth, but consider the sky and the sea. It is the water that is the basis of life and drawn up by the clouds from the deep sea. The sky gives space and peace and serenity. Without my peace, you would all be nothing." Yellow chuckled: "You are all so serious. I bring laughter, gaiety, and warmth into the world. The sun is yellow, the moon is yellow, the stars are yellow. Every time you look at a sunflower, the whole world starts to smile. Without me there would be no fun." Orange started next to blow her trumpet: "I am the color of health and strength. I m
Whats Happened To Fubar
Pic Ho!
I used to so hate takin pics of myself!....Now that I have a built in webcam and am on Fubar can't seem to take enough pics!...Go figure!....LMAO
Gosh
out of 840 friends...i talk to only...4 or 4 of you....what a shame
Blank Page
Blank page. Here I am. Staring at the unwritten promise land. There is nothing left to taint the page, Only malicious taunting to fill the space. An unscratchable itch just out of reach, I dig deep for the tools for my masterpiece. Slowly I sculpt, I shape, I mould. My pen flows faster as I unfold. The weight is lifted with my final verse. My inner demons finally dispersed.
Stoopid People
ONE: Recently, when I went to McDonald's I saw on the menu that you could have an order of 6, 9 or 12 Chicken McNuggets. I asked for a half dozen nuggets. "We don't have half dozen nuggets," said the teenager at the counter. "You don't?" I replied. "We only have six, nine, or Twelve," was the reply. "So I can't order a half dozen nuggets, but I can order six?" "That's right." So I shook my head and ordered six McNuggets TWO: I was checking out at the local Wal-Mart with just a few items and the lady behind me put her things on the belt close to mine. I picked up one of those "dividers" that they keep by the cash register and placed it between our things so they wouldn't get mixed. After the girl had scanned all of my items, she picked up the "divider", looking it all over for the bar code so she could scan it Not finding the bar code she said to me, "Do you know how much this is?" I said to her "I've changed my mind, I don't think I'll buy that today." She said "OK," and I p
Life Part 24
Good morning or afternoon or evening? Some of you are a couple hours away and some are many hours away. It is kind of funny, for being a great week for the most part, it feels like the week is dragging. Does it to you? It feels like it should be at least Thursday! haha I was so tired last night that I got into bed around 8:30 and watched some tv for a while until I couldn't keep my eyes open anymore. (so no sex) I wake up a lot during the night because of the pain in my neck so I am not sleeping to well. I roll Biofreeze on my neck before I go to sleep and it wares off a few hours later and the pain starts all over again. I thin it is time to go to a doctor or something? Maybe chop off my head? Could be an idea! :o My son Christopher had a birthday last month and got a lot of money as gifts. Seemed to be all he got which is cool for a kid at 12. So he decided yesterday morning by looking at an add from the news paper that he wanted his own set of tools. I am not ta
Jaide
My 10 month old daughter started walking a few days ago and I cant believe how fast shes learning. Its shocking to remember just how tiny she was when she was born. One part of me wants her to stay that small forever, the other part cant wait until she can tie her shoes and make pretty pictures and read and all that big girl stuff... She is such hard work, but I know in the end its all worth it.
Rwb Nite Life
hey everyone in the shreveport bossier area come hang out with me and my friends at the new RWB Night Life and event center for oil wrestling tonight and an indoor rodeo. sign up for the wrestling starts at 9 cometion is at 10. the indoor rodeo goes once a night for a $50 bar tab if u can outlast me on the mechanical bull. also eric churh will be there on the 11th of this month and jason boland will be performing on the 3rd of nov. tickets for eric are on sale now for 15 in advance and 20 at the door and the tickets for the nov show will go on sale towards the end of the month. i look forward to seeing all of u in the area tonight and every thursday thru fiday from 7 till 2. we are also the only night club in the area that is 18 and up. everyone in the shreveport bossier city area tonite we are havin a costume contest with a 2000 grand prize so dress to impress and come out to see us and party like a bunch of rock starz
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Fubar
I think this new feature is making matters worse for the site they need to deleted it and never put it back on what do u all think
Single Again
THIS IS ONE THING I DREAD....IS BEING SINGLE AGAIN....I HATE BEING SINGLE....I RATHER HAVE SOMEONE WHO I CAN HOLD AT NIGHT AND CUDDLE TO....SOMEONE I CAN SHARE MY SECRETS WITH....SOMEONE WHO CAN LOVE AND CHERISH ME WITH OUT CONVICTION....I WANT SOMEONE WHO IS TIRED OF THE HE SAID SHE SAID BULL SHIT....SOMEONE WHO IS READY FOR THE LONG HAUL.....
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The Truth
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About Debbie
Walk It Out
My Space
hey hey peps i know my space sucks compare to this but if you have or want to join me here too MySpace URL: http://www.myspace.com/krazymakavelij for people that are stupid highlite the link copy n paste to web search or highlite link n right click on search. your fan/friend/family krazyjbird@yahoo.com hope to see you on myspace if not who cares whatever
A Soldier
There is discipline in A Soldier you can see it when he walks, There is honor in A Soldier you hear it when he talks. There is courage in A Soldier you can see it in his eyes, There is loyalty in A Soldier that he will not compromise. There is something in A Soldier that makes him stand apart, There is strength in A Soldier that beats from his heart. A Soldier isn't a title any man can be hired to do, A Soldier is the soul of that man buried deep inside of you. A Soldier's job isn't finished after an 8 hour day or a 40 hour week, A Soldier is always A Soldier even while he sleeps. A Soldier serves his country first and his life is left behind, A Soldier has to sacrifice what comes first in a civilian's mind. If you are civilian - I am saying this to you..... next time you see A Soldier remember what they do. A Soldier is the reason our land is oh so free, A Soldier is the one that is brave protecting you and me. If you are A Soldier - I am sa
A Happy One
every now and again i will post a happy blog, it will happen on the days i wake up and everything feels right, my life, my soul and my karma come together as one and i feel enlighten, that has happened today, i feel generally good and i am truly feeling 5 by 5, a perfect ten out of ten, i could begin to explain why but the wench who needs to know why knows and should always know that it is because of them that i feel this way and for that i am indebted with my life, and that is ment literally, as anyone who knows me for real will know, so just a reminder to that person that they mean the world and i wanna say thank you for everything
Love Not Found
Dancing in the room holding each other close. never letting go. He sings his heart out. in a soft voice near a whisper. tears fall down her face.thinking to her self. "I found him".with a smile. he looks in her in the eyes.looking at her soul and the way shes feeling about him.he says. don't you cry my baby.The first day we met. will be the same for everyday on. I will not give up on you.I'll show you my past. my present. and future.nothing kept from you.not a single lie.Hold hands in public. talk about you all the time.and the wonderful things you do for me.
Insight
thus the river din is passage for the swimmers but do we release them unto torture once again i say this harken my followers do unto me follow the river lined with bones theriver din lessen the swim free the blood entrenched swimmers burdened down from sin do unto me follow me home the inside of the mind the eye that pierces me it hoooked me dragged me down pulled me under with it the inside is why i hide from myself if you think of the level the dementia that reigns the struggle between 2 seperate entitys to achieve 1 point intwined behind let slide intwined thus step out redemption is half spent on ill intent the river din lessen the swim intwine me take me in
Friday
I am so glad it is friday! It has been a busy week and I am ready to relax and have some fun! I am off this weekend so I am going to have a few drinks and enjoy.
Lost In The Myst And Pain..
Survival in this falling age in the valley of death surrounded by bodies of old and young filled with neglects and regrets has erected A new star that is red from the dead it has been impailed in our earth to feast on the flesh of evil people whom decieve you hammering down on thier skulls... The sound of drums the sticks of pheamors lungs and liver sown together, made into banners as bladders are burned for torches... The rigamortes still stinches up the air from the castles of corpses, surrounded by skeletol horses with headless warriors...... Where the withering rivers flow.. The blood of her live flows through the crevasis in the earth.. From the mystic dew, and the chill of frosts kiss there is a sweet scent thats been missed... The fresh air we no longer recieve, the earth we cause to bleed... The failures of moderating our selfish desires. The greed, and hate we breed.. the peace and love in which w
320lb Woman
lb woman look like??? The question is, What does a 320 pound woman look like? Now, before you look at her pictures, get a mental image of what you think a woman who weighs 320 looks like.... Got it? Ready? Not what you were expecting, was it??!! The tallest and biggest woman in the world lives in Holland . She is 7'4" and weighs 320 What a relief! Now we ALL know we aren't overweight, just too short!
Moosings On Chocolate
10 ounces bittersweet/high cocoa content chocolate (see note below for some variations) 3/4 cup softened butter (do not substitute for the butter or the consistency will be ruined) 1/2 cup sugar 2 TBSP cocoa powder, sifted 4 egg yolks, large 1/4 cup water 1 TBSP Vanilla extract 1 cup heavy whipping cream, the more chilled the better Prepare a loaf dish or a mold by lining with foil very careful to make it smooth or the mousse will show creases and cracks. Melt chocolate very carefully in a double boiler until smooth. If the chocolate seizes, melt two ounces of butter and add to the chocolate stirring until the seized chocolate softens up. In a large mixing bowl, beat 1/2 cup better until fluffy. Add the 1/4 cup sugar and when that is fully incorporated add the cocoa powder. Whisk the yolks, 1.4 cup water, 1/4 cup of sugar and 1/4 cup of butter in a metal bowl, then place it over simmering water, never letting the water touch the bowl directly. Whisk until the temperatur
Rambling
You ask me if I love you, and I ask myself how to begin to share with you the feelings in my heart. You inspire in me a love so deep words cannot describe it, so powerful that it overwhelms my every thought. You ask me if I love you, and I wish there were a way you could just see into my soul and find the depth of passion, tenderness, and love that holds you closer to my heart than anyone or anything else.
Poem I Wrote Along Time Ago
When I first met her, I thought she was the one, But I wasn't for sure, Until she opened my eyes to see what I had don't, It wasnt till then I realized, I had fell in love, I told her I loved her and she cried, and we said we were blessed from above, Her and I have been through alot, But here we are together, Even though we have fought, Such a short time together feels like forever, She believe in me without a doubt, With her faith I can keep going, Our love can't be measured in amount, Its like a river that keeps flowing, I feel what she feels, Whether physical or emotional, Her pain hurts its like it kills, My life is mostly moral, You give what you get, If you love someone with all your heart, Its not even close to a regret, Keep loving them and you will not part.
Cartoon
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Uss Oklahoma Bb37
USS Oklahoma, a 27,500-ton Nevada class battleship, was built at Camden, New Jersey. She was commissioned in May 1916 and generally operated in the Atlantic over the next five years. In mid-1918, Oklahoma went to European waters to help protect convoys. Late in that year and in June 1919 she escorted President Wilson during his voyages to and from France. In 1921, the battleship moved to the Pacific, visiting the west coast of South America prior to joining the Pacific Fleet. During most of the rest of the decade, Oklahoma served with the Battle Fleet during its many exercises, drills and Fleet Problems. She participated in the Fleet's trans-Pacific cruise to Australia and New Zealand in mid-1925. In the summer of 1927, she transported Naval Academy Midshipmen from the east to the west coast during their annual training cruise. Oklahoma was modernized at the Philadelphia Navy Yard in 1927-29, emerging with a greatly altered appearance and notably improved battleworthiness. After bri
Culture
Raema,Matthole and I went to the CCC yesterday and I took too many pictures lol. so! I'm putting them on here so ya'll can see them. The center is very very pretty and is in the middle of the city!!! you forget where you are until a car speeds by.
Blogin'
Hey guys thank you for being so nice. My very good friend asked me to come to fubar and I did and you have all been awsome so far... he is in a contest and I am trying to give him love back so go help with ummmm comments I think. His link thingy is http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=398434&i=1421771052# thank *wink wink*
Just A Thought
For those of you who really know me, you know I'm not one to say something profound too often. But in light of a lot of recent events, I've come to find myself contemplating the direction in which my life is heading. So many things come to mind when I'm trying to map out my future. A lot of changes are going on around me but I feel like I'm the only one standing still. Searching for a job, still living with parents, this isn't where I thought I was going to be at 22. At times I find myself wishing that I could just start over, make everything just disappear, begin a new life, and not make the mistakes i made. I don't regret much but I do have regrets. But I've always been told that we make mistakes to learn. I've learned a great deal from the many mistakes I've made. Granted, I find myself making the same mistakes more often than not, but that's a flaw I'm actively trying to correct. People tell me the only way to progress towards the future is to let go of the past. It's hard goin
Vicks
myspace comments NEW USE FOR VICKS (FROM A FRIEND OF MINE) > > WOW! I was raised, and raised my kids with Vicks. How > come I > > Never knew this? I can't wait for my next cough. > Amazing! READ IT > > ALL. It works 100 percent of the time, although the > scientists at the > > Canada Research council (who discovered it) aren't > sure why. To stop > > Nighttime coughing in a child (or an adult, as we > found out personally), > > Put Vicks Vapor Rub generously on the bottom of the > feet at bedtime and > > Then cover with socks. > > Even persistent, heavy, deep coughing will stop in > about five minutes > > And stay stopped for many, many hours of relief. This > works 100 > > Percent of the time and is more effective in children > than even very > > Strong prescription cough medicines. In addition it is > extremely > > Soothing and comforting and they will sleep soundly. I > heard the head of > > The Canada Research Council describe thes
What Im Looking For
my lady is a woman who is happy of her own acomplishmets,who's beauty is with in aswell as out.a family person, one who likes to laugh and have a good time, one who loves me,and wants to be loved, most of all that she would laugh at my jokes, and to be truthful,honest, giving and likes to be herself not something shes not.
Bored Please Help Me!
You when you get so bored, you can write alot of nonsense and I find my self here writing this just to blow a couple of minutes. With 24 hours a day, I can work up to 12 hours and sleep for six and yet I kill the rest of my time here. WHats wrong with me?
Rip Pimp Daddy 1979-2006
u opened it...which means u really care bout me...cuz u opened it...u now have 2 repost dis sayin...R.I.P wit ur name tha year u were born n tha year no...n see how many people care bout u...
Fuck
FUCK FUCK FUCK! What the fuck? How the fuck do certain guys have this control over me when I don't even fucking know them all that well! I'm so pissed at myself right now.... What the fuck am I supposed to do? Just sit here and wait.... That's what I'm stuck doing. Fuck! I wish I knew what the fuck was going on in my head right now...
First Time
So this whole "fubar" thing is new for me. I'm just here to have a good time and what not, so gimme some shout outs. I don't know how to do a whole lot on here, but gimme a while, I'll figure it out. Leave me some love
Contests
These Special People Want Help In Their Contests So Please Help Them With Rates, Comments and More Comments!! Dominate07 Lucy Starry They all helped me win my contest!!!! We're trying to get more bombers in our Family to make us an even more effective Bombing Family than we already are!! Since I've been with them we've won every contest we've been in and we have a lot of fun while bombing....and best of all....you won't be bombing the same people over and over so just click on the Spanker Family Icon and leave them a message telling them that FatBoy sent you...MuchLuv2All!! `//The Spankers Club//`@ fubar We're trying to get more bombers in our Family to make us an even more effective Bombing Family than we already are!! Since I've been with them we've won every contest we've been in and we have a lot of fun while bombing....and best of all....you won't be bombing the same people over and over so just click on the Spanker Family Icon and lea
I Can't Wait
I can't wait until you can hold me in your arms and keep me safe & warm I can't wait until I can have you hands rub my body soft & gentle I can't wait until I can gaze into your loving eyes anytime I want I can't wait until you can twirl your fingers through my hair to put me to sleep I can't wait until I can taste your sweet lips against mine I can't wait until I can finally be with you & know everything is going to be fine
Funny
Here are six reasons why you should think before you speak - The last one is great! Have you ever spoken and wished that you could Immediately take the words back... Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did.... FIRST TESTIMONY: I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and asked loudly, "How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?" I turned around and walked back out and never went back. My husband didn't say a word... He knew better. SECOND TESTIMONY: I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen Who works at the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him and said, "I think I like playing with men's balls." THIRD TESTIMONY: My sister and I were at the mall and Passed by a store that sold a Variety of candy and nuts. As we
Love & Respect
Love & respect everyone. Be kind. Even when life is scary or confusing, take courage & be of good cheer, for I am always with you. Learn how to be quiet, so you can hear my still small voice. Leave the world a better place by living your life with dignity & gratefulness. Hold back nothing from life, for the parts of you that can die will surely die & the parts that can't won't. Make your own everyday life a shining example of kindness & good humor. Abandon your fear of each other & begin living, loving, & laughing together.
Everytime I Think Of You
Everytime I think of you I smile No matter if I am sad & blue or happy & cheery I can't wait until I can see you again When I don't see you it seems like an eternity to wait I yearn for the day you can hold me in your arms And tell me everything is going to be okay Something tells me you are the one I've been waiting for all my life Now that I have you please never ever let me go
007
There comes a time that we feel we found the perfect partner for us... But often times the situation isn't easy... The hardest part is not letting go of the feeling, but trying to live without that certain piece that could have completed us... That no matter how many relationships we'll be into, No one can ever replace that special person we'll forever dream of... The heart beats when the soul finds its equal, yet most of the time... ...it beats in the wrong time.
Poems
When i see you my heart jumps up and down with joy You are always around weather its in my thought or in reality When your not with me i miss u When your with me i hope u never leave At first i thought i would never fall in love I never thought i would be glad that i was wrong Your love doesn't just fill my heart it fills my bones my lungs and my emotions Your crying and worries kill me Your joy and happieness excities me Because of you i try to be the best person i can be You changed my life forever I love you more that god loves us here on earth Nothing could change the way i feeel about you so i will finaly say that i truely love you.
Why?
I cannot hide these emotions I feel ... I am so confused and wish I could get this over with. it is a never-ending emotional roller coaster with you. once I think the ride is over, another tremendous fall lies ahead ... you love another, and that I understand. but living with it, I cannot bare ... I love you, those words mean so much to me. it is a terribly over used phrase I know, but when I say it ... I mean it with all my heart. I love you. there are no other words to describe it ... I know it is love because of how much pain it causes me night and day ... I wish and hope with all my heart that this would be over and done with ... but it never is. why?
Treatments
So most things are the same, my iron was low though! So the Doc gave me an injection to give me a boost. I don't feel really good today! unfortunatley, but it is the night of Chemo, since chemo was today, I will feel better tomorrow I am sure as is the ususal. I meant to say last time that I have chemo the day AFTER Halloween. but I meesed up. I will also be able to put a treatment at the end of my treatment schedule because the Doc is taking pity on me and letting me skip the one before Thanksgiving! WOOHOO...this way I can taste my food. But it is ok, he wouldn't let me if it wasn't safe. I will have another treatment before then. Then one the week after Thanksgiving and another one two weeks later.....He said it's all about me! LOL This will also give my body a chance to fee good for a little while, but I will be able to taste the turkey and cranberries ans sweet potatoes..I am so excited! I did make Matzah Ball soup for dinner tonight and Perry made the Latkas, b
Finally
Craigslist Letter FUNNY SHIT!!! THIS APPEARED ON CRAIG'S LIST What am I doing wrong? Okay, I'm tired of beating around the bush. I'm a beautiful(spectacularly beautiful) 25 year old girl. I'm articulate and classy.I'm not from New York. I'm looking to get married to a guy who makes at least half a million a year. I know how that sounds, but keep in mind that a million a year is middle class in New York City, so I don't think I'm overreaching at all. Are there any guys who make 500K or more on this board? Any wives? Could you send me some tips? I dated a business man who makes average around 200-250. But that's where I seem to hit a roadblock. 250,000 won't get me to central park west. I know a woman in my yoga class who was married to an investment banker and lives in Tribeca, and she's not as pretty as I am, nor is she a great genius. So what is she doing right? How do I get to her level? Here are my questions specifically: - Where do you si
In The Process Of Moving!
hey every1 hows it going? good here finaly(slowly) getting out of my money slump, and hopefully moving in november into a nice 3 bdrm 2 bath (master bath has a garden tub hehehehe!) and the rough road is starting to smoth out. wish me luck on my move. the other day went to the doctors with my wife and i hear my babies heart beat and her (baby) kicking the microphone! LOL! she is due in jan. i cant wait thats gonna be my lil tomboy and there isnt gonna be no man gonna get to her ill have my gun and polishing it up as she gets ready for her first date! LMAO! not really il have a father to b/f talk like adults i just like to make the boiy scured LMAO! well thats all for now love to hear your comments on this dont know when ill be back on here but please leave comments hate mail ne thing ill get it thanks and have a drink for me! BUBYE FOR NOW! paul
Robs Blog
so i have some nude pics well a nude pic its about 3 yrs old and i havent decided to post it yet.. supposedly my wife sent pics to one of her guy friends of herself i dont know if its true or not but if it is i would like to show off myself.. nothing special but i know a lot of people have nsfw pics on here.. send me a message and let me know if you want to see it.. thanks Rob
Murphys Laws
1. The more beautiful the woman is who loves you, the easier it is to leave her with no hard feelings. 2. Nothing improves with age. 3. No matter how many times you've had it, if it's offered take it, because it'll never be quite the same again. 4. Sex has no calories. 5. Sex takes up the least amount of time and causes the most amount of trouble. 6. There is no remedy for sex but more sex. 7. Sex appeal is 50% what you've got and 50% what people think you've got. 8. No sex with anyone in the same office. 9. Sex is like snow; you never know how many inches you are going to get or how long it is going to last. 10. A man in the house is worth two in the street. 11. If you get them by the balls, their hearts and minds will follow. 12. Virginity can be cured. 13. When a man's wife learns to understand him, she usually stops listening to him. 14. Never sleep with anyone crazier than yourself. 15. The qualities that most attract a woman to a man are
This Is So Funny
http://www.sluthead.com/1923_Suck_My_Cock_Or_I'll_Sue_.html type that in it's pretty fucking hilarious.
The Bus Stop Nazi...
This happened a couple weeks ago. Thought I'd snatch it from my myspace page so yall could read it.. Yea thats me Over there. It's 7:45 AM, I'm dressed 3 year old by my side and a cup of coffee in my hand escorting the twins to the bus stop. Everything is copastetic until BAM... this heathen of a kid decides to manhandle my daughter because while he was off running around she took his place in line.. So I yell KNOCK IT OFF! and what does he do... Pushes her again. Ok now I'm pissed because this is the same inbred kid that decided to pull, pinch and scratch my daughter on the bus last year. And because my daughter has been taught to "talk things out" we mildly reverted from that and she was instructed to punch him in the face the next time he put his hands on her. Well she must've forgot because the next thing I know Im hollering at this kid like he's in basic training or something. Well I knew what would come of this, so after the kids got on the bus I walked to this kids house (bec
Call Me Crazy
call me crazy but i dont understand why some people fill their profiles full of pics and mark each folder "private" so no one can just view them without permission. Ive seen some profiles that have at least 10 folders and all marked private. Then ive seen some that have many folders and only a very few are marked private. I can see marking a few and asking for permission but every single folder that just seems nuts to me.
Light An Love
Before I used to wonder what am I living for, I had wanted to end my life, I thought maybe that's the way, I can find my light, but then you came to me , and stop my plan, you said you'll go through with me, till the end.. I thought it was a dream, I never thought it actually be reality, for once, I felt so special, felt so happy and free... is it a destiny that we met? if that so, then I'm really gonna cry, cause its the happiest thing that came in my life. I guess that's God's intention, why he let me suffer all those years, So that you would come to me, and wipe off all my tears.. so, thanks to you, I've found my light, and with you here, I know everything would be alright You showed me the light to love an live a new life ....
Pagan
What kind of Pagan are you?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Kabbalistic PaganKabbalistic study derives from Judaism, and acknowledges that the divine is vast and unknowable. The Torah was reinterpreted because of this idea, to gain a greater understanding of the sacred text. Kabbalistic mysticism is still alive in our world, specifically in tarot cards; symbolic color is a Kabbalistic belief and study. Those who follow this path are generally those who are open to the concept that we cannot know the Divine, and accepts the connection of all things, even religion, itself. Celtic Pantheonic Pagan 40%Kabbalistic Pagan 40%Ecclectic Pagan 40%Sumerian, Babylonian, and Mesopotamian Pagans 30%Egyptian Pantheonic Pagan 30%Eastern Pagan 30%Catholic (Pagan?) 30%Zoroastrian Pagan 20%Norse Pantheo
Bbg Bulletin
Hmm... I really like that some people mask their ignorance with false intellect. See... Some poor ignorant souls seen my bulletin yesterday about Cam Hos, Scripters for rates and fans, and Fake Referrals/Referral Scripts. Apparently... These someones did not like it. (As if I would care) As usual... That was not the end of my ranting and raving. That was not the end of what I have to say. That was not even the end of what is to come next. Once all the shit hits the fans and all the guilty are exposed... Who only knows what will be next. Cleaning house time seems to have arrived. And, man, they are getting down and scrubbing every corner of fubar. So, within minutes of my post... I have shouts telling me oh this person is not cheating... this person is not scripting rates... this person is not scripting fans... I should let these people in on a lil secret from law school... Proclaiming unaccused innocence is the first step in identifying the guilty. While you may not be caught in sc
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Green Eyez Rule
People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse.They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you.. If you dont repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some weird guy you've never seen before within the next 2 days. ___________________________________________________________ Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome, very good kissers and are really BEAUTIFUL. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love only that one girl/guy. Are straight up WARRIORS((aka SPARTANS)) when necessary. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days. ____________
The Kids
I'm sitting here listening to the girls fight and no i'm not gonna stop them. why? because they are fighting over something that they have more then one of and they are exactly the same. it's been like this all day. if karma has it destyni wants it and if destyni has it karma wants it...as long as i see no blood or a bone that seems out of place and they are both still moving i have decided to let them duke it out. they have completly trashed their room again and i've cleaned it a few times today...they are suppose to be girls but they act like boys. aside from the screaming..which by the way i wish there was a way of muting that because i've got a headache and they wont stop. but yeah this is mainly becasue i'm bored and dont know what else to do so i thought i'd ramble about whats going on here. but yeah, laters
I Ran Naked With The Trojan Man Because I Love Marijuana
Need Some Nighthawk Luv Here!
we are down by about 800 or more points
The Hell Inside
wandering in circles, berating my self degrading myself, debating myself Lifting a hand Lashing out at the cause Of my shame and pain I feel my lips bruise Tasting the blood feeds the anger Striking again and again Feeling the pain is at least something real Pain pretty pain, it's is something to feel Still lost in my mind wandering endless confusion wish this delusion left numb and alone Sleep Dream Scream Fear Dear to me Near to me Fear of me Not crying Not lying Not dying Perpetual Inevitable
Sex Quiz
You have a Sexual IQ of 139 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com
Disorders
Femicide Femicide – murder of women by their batterers – is another phenomenon that should be regarded as a separate category when recording domestic violence. Studies carried out in Australia, Bangladesh, Canada, Kenya, Thailand and the United States of America have documented the incidence of femicide within the domestic sphere.12 In Southern Africa, women’s groups have begun to document the increasing incidence of femicide, and data on this issue are available from Botswana, South Africa, Swaziland, Zambia, and Zimbabwe.13 A comparative analysis of spousal homicide, based on 1991 data, concluded that Russian women are 2.5 times more likely to be murdered by their partners than American women. However, American women are already twice as likely to be killed by their partners than women in Western European countries.14 Anorexia nervosa is a complicated eating disorder, often rooted in both biological and psychological issues. The four main characteristics are:
This Song Made Me Cry!
I was sitting here last night and had the TV turned on the music channel. This song came on and I had to get up to see who the Artist was and the name of the song. It hit really close to home and I honestly sat here with tears streaming down my face listening to this song. I just wanted to share it because it really does fit my life right now. Hope ya'll like it.

I LOVE THIS AND I JUST WANTED TO SHARE........ The Road Less Traveled How often we must bear the challenges of life; The endless roller coaster between happiness and sorrow; The constant ups and downs of daily strife. And always the question remains .... why? Life is not an easy road for most; It twists and turns with many forks in the road, Although always, and inevitably, we are given a choice ... Do we turn to the right ... or the left? Do we take the high road ... or the low road? Do we take the easy path ... or the difficult one? Decisions are not easy for those struggling for direction ... And sometimes the many choices and signs become overwhelming. While standing at a crossroads in life, The urge is to take the most comfortable path; The road with least resistance ... The shortest or most traveled route. And yet, if we've been down that comfortable road before; Have gleaned its lessons in life, and learned from our experiences; Do we y
Random ...ish
A guy has 4 different types of girls: 1. Wifey 2. Boo 3. Bitches 4. Ho's 1)Wifey is irreplaceable. And she is the only one that is irreplaceable. She is the girl that the guy loves and will always love, and he never wants to see her with another man.. But.. He will cheat on her with Boo, Bitches , and Ho's until he is mature enough to realize that if he loses Wifey he would be screwed, and NEVER be happy again. 2) Boo is replaceable, she thinks she's Wifey, but will NEVER be Wifey because Wifey was made Wifey & is irreplaceable. She can NEVER replace her. Boo tries to take Wifeys spot, but once she attempts, the guy allows her to get a TASTE of Wifey's spot, but will NEVER achieve her spot for any longer than a few months, then the man goes back to Wifey. And Boo either gets replaced with another Boo, or, the man matures and decides that Wifey is the one for him.. (Ladies.. you don't want to be BOO) 3) Bitches, females that a male uses only for sex or other sexually r
Story Part One
A here's part of the story; I woke up very hungry this morning; I felt like i could eat a buffalo. All around me the dust was rising and i herd the buzzing of the flies on a body. I turned over carefully to see that Charlie died last night, he was very frail. The cooks took the body to the kitchen and i knew it was going to be a rich soup day; my mouth was some what watering. I herd the alarm go off waking the rest of us up. I stood up and helped Danny who was next to me. We walked out of the box we called the oven outside which was a much cooler. Danny looked at me and we both prayed that our owner would sell some off us off today or we won’t survive. The dust picked up and i could tell it was a fleet of trucks coming. I look at my trainer who was tearing up he said Scamp he was smart and sold our contracts. I shrugged my shoulders knowing where my trainer goes i go because of his binding contract, which stated he was sold to me for wages but could be sold back for pay
I'm So Done
See me and my ex have been together for about 4 months and now we are seperated. To me its lik a good thing but at the same time its not im not shure but anyways, im just happy to be singel and not have to worry abuot the drama.
Love
Most Amazing man . I know , I have been sick . He calls me everyday .Make sure I am ok , Yesterday he stop by .Made me so happy . Cheer me up sooooooooooo much . Just see him . Makes me happy. When I am with him . Like nothing else matters . He listens great !! Always cheers me up ! He has a great sense humor . Great Father too he's kids . Very very hard worker . That man put he's all into what he dose . Honey you are Awesome !! xoxoxoxoxox Most Amazing man . I know , I have been sick . He calls me everyday .Make sure I am ok , Yesterday he stop by .Made me so happy . Cheer me up sooooooooooo much . Just see him . Makes me happy. When I am with him . Like nothing else matters . He listens great !! Always cheers me up ! He has a great sense humor . Great Father too he's kids . Very very hard worker . That man put he's all into what he dose . Honey you a
Please Help My Jenny
Heart Gifts
Rachel's Blog
Hey guys wanna chat with me on webcam? I'm on this site so please join so you can chat with me one on one
Heat
I'll Burn a trail across your skin.... with cool kisses down your neck. I'll Stoke the flames of your passion... with ice tipped fingers to stroke your flesh. I'll Tempt your every restraint... with every chilling touch. I'll Fuel your strongest hunger... with every cold sensation. I'll Scorch the fires of your mind... with every inch of ice. And when your boiling from this heat? ...I'll Consume you...
Infatuation
Bodies pressed up against eachother, every movement, every groan brings a new sensation. stagered breathing, drenched in sweat. Throbbing, heaving, scratching. starting slow but begins to fasten with ever moan. trembling beneathe eachothers touch. Kissing. biteing. Sucking. Bodies start to quiver as we succumb to the pleasure. Pressed tight, light screams as it becomes to great, One last surge, one last thrust hearts pounding, gasp for air only to exclaim I love you.
The Monkey And The Lizard
The Monkey and the Lizard A monkey is sitting in a tree smoking a joint when a lizard walks past, looks up, and says to the monkey, "Hey! What are you doing?" The monkey says, "Smoking a joint, Come up and have some." So the lizard climbs up and sits next to the monkey, and they share a few puffs. After a while the lizard says his mouth is "dry" and is going to get a drink from the river. Once at the river, the lizard is so stoned that he leans over and falls into the water. A Crocodile sees this, swims over to the lizard, and helps him to the side; then he asks the lizard, "What's the matter with you?" The lizard explains to the crocodile that he was sitting smoking a joint with the monkey in the tree, got too stoned, and then fell into the river while taking a drink. The crocodile says he has to check this out and walks into the jungle, finds the tree where the monkey is sitting, finishing a joint, and he looks up and says, "Hey!" The Monkey looks do
Why Boys And Girls Make Out... So True!!!
Did you know that every night before you go to sleep there is one person of the opposite sex thinking of you. They want to kiss you, they want to be with you, they are always thinking about you, this is all true and not fake. If you repost this in 5 min the person that is longing to be with you will approach you within one month and ask you out or grab you and kiss you. but if you break this chain no one will like you or ask you out again for 5 years........ advice.... WHEN SHE ACTS SHY -SAY I LOVE YOU WHEN SHE RUNS AWAY FROM YOU - CHASE HER WHEN SHE PUTS HER FACE NEAR YOURS - KISS HER WHEN SHE KICKS & PUNCHES - HOLD HER TIGHT AND KISS HER WHEN SHE IS SILENT - SHE'S THINKING OF HOW TO SAY I LOVE YOU WHEN SHE IGNORES YOU - SHE WANTS ALL YOUR ATTENTION! WHEN SHE SAYS YOU ARE CRAZY/WEIRD -SHE IS REALLY CRAZY ABOUT YOU! WHEN SHE PULLS AWAY - GRAB HER BY THE WAIST AND NEVER LET GO WHEN YOU SEE HER AT HER WORST - TELL HER SHE'S BEAUTIFUL!* WHEN SHE SCR
Ahh To Be A Kid Again!
The other day I went to my son's football practice....it was a beautiful fall day. The wind was blowing and the air was nice and warm. My hair was down and I remember the wind going through it and giving me that feeling a "wow, this feels great!' Do you know of the feeling? I'm sure you do. Well anyway....my little one, Danni asked me to push her on the swing...i was in a playful mood..so i said sure and went over with her. She sat down on the swing of her choice.. and I gave her the biggest under doggie push I could muster. LOL so after watching her a minute I thought that looked like fun..so i decided to take the swing next to her. Oh my! i havent been on a swing in a really long time. Sitting there getting myself swinging.. i looked at Danni just beside me. The smile on her face was worth a million smiles on mine. I got a good rhythm going on the swing. I was going way high. I made me feel like a kid again. I just happened to look over and Danielle again, im not sure why, to make
Miskatonic Mansion
OK I know I am a day late but hey I have been very sick all week LOL anyways I used to go to this site every year but they took it off & now its back I don't know how many of you have been there but I love it =D It's like being in a real haunted house :) * before doing the tour make sure you read the important primer * or most things in the house wont work http://www.miskatonicmansion.net/
Sisters....
A young wife sat on a sofa on a hot humid day, drinking iced tea and visiting with her Mother. As they talked about life, about marriage, about the responsibilities of life and the obligations of adulthood, the mother clinked the ice cubes in her glass thoughtfully and turned a clear, sober glance upon her daughter. 'Don't forget your Sisters,' she advised, swirling the tea leaves to the bottom of her glass. 'They'll be more important as you get older. No matter how much you love your husband, no matter how much you love the children you may have, you are still going to need Sisters. Remember to go places with them now and then; do things with them.' 'Remember that 'Sisters' means ALL the women... your girlfriends, your daughters, and all your other women relatives too. 'You'll need other women. Women always do.' What a funny piece of advice!' the young woman thought. Haven't I just gotten married? Haven't
True Friendship - None Of That Sissy Crap
True Friendship None of that Sissy Crap Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, But never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- Just the stone cold trut! h of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against The hateful bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much Worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well
The Rules
Here we go Hand in hand Lets start this It's sure to be a wild ride It sounds like such a huge word Relationship Relation-Ship No wonder we refer to it as a ride It's not a ride It's pain Pure and simple Pain The rule is: I share my pain with you, And you share your pain with me The deeper the relationship, The more pain shared. It's just that simple. So what happens when that rule is broken? That's called a breakup And the opposite rule applies. We promise to never again share our pain. And any pain we observe, we disbelieve. While it's true that there are bad ways to break up There are no good ones They're wrong You're wrong Yelling Crying Hanging on Running away silence email phone call death fisticuffs or just apathy into nonexistence. They all hurt Because you're denied the pain of the person you lost And you're suckered by the illusion that it doesn't exist. And that makes it hurt more. So if you read this, And I like to t
Wants
When do I get to be unreasonable? When is it my turn? Why do I have to be the bigger person here? I want to be small today. I want to blame you. I listened Waited Gave into your every eccentricity Waited Allowed myself to be teased Waited And waited some more AND YOU FRIEND ME!!!!!!!???????? And I have to just stand there and take this? 'Cause it's not me, it's you? Of course it's you. I did everything you asked. We know it's not me. I wish it was me. I want it to be me. I want to be unreasonable. I want to call you names. I want to cry. I want you to feel one one millionth of the despair That I feel right now. And watch you just stand there and take it. I WANT TO BE UNREASONABLE!!!!! But I'm not that type of person. Even if. . . Today, I really want to be. August
Erased
I used to be a poem, to bring a smile to your life. I used to be a blanket, to keep you warm throughout the night. I used to be a teacher, to guide you on your way. I used to be a soldier, to protect you through the day. I no longer am a soldier, my rank and title gone. I can no longer keep you safe, or protect your little home. I cannot lead your son to be, the man he will become. As a soldier I found purpose, but now I find there, none. I no longer am a teacher, it's not my job to guide. My lessons all forgotten, cast upon the tide. My humble school was boarded up, of this there is no doubt. For I went to teach a class one day, and found, I was locked out. I no longer am a blanket, there's no warmth in me tonight. I cannot be a cover, to shield you from the light. I've been turned into a useless pile, of rags upon the floor. It happened on the day you said. . ."I care for you no more." You ran from me without a word, I guess you couldn't face me. And I didn't
The Dreamer
It's easy to tell a joke to you, It's easy to sing you a song. It's easy to open up to you. It's been easy all along. You are such a puzzle. You're confused? How can that be? How can you not know how you feel? Look inside, it's plain to see. I know you're independent. I know that you feel fear. But please believe, and dream with me, And you'll never shed a tear. I'm not what you expected. I am a nomad, true. One thing you can count on, I am so in love with you. August
The Death Of Poetry
Nobody does poetry anymore. All the good metaphors are taken. The coffee houses now serve chai. Guitars rule the stage, Inspired by fuzzy legged women. And I find it sad. I've met the beat poets, And yes, they were jerks. That was their right. I've met the coyboy poets. Out on the range, Coffee you can chew, good stuff. The coffee houses now serve chai. I've been the guerrilla poet. No mic, street theater, raw entertainment. I've been the warrior poet. My body a map of scars, The pathways of my life. Nobody does poetry anymore. Why quote Shakespeare when there's M.T.V.? The coffee houses now serve chai. What's up with that? I'm still a poet. Because I don't know what else to be. The empty page still calls my name, As does the empty stage. I am poet, Read my words. I am poet, Hear my voice. I am poet, Buy my books. (Just kidding.) I am poet, Know this, Even when I drink chai. August
Candle Of Love
Few people come into our lives and make everything shine, but you're one of those rare and splendid jewels who makes the whole world bright. When I was sad, you made me smile. When I was alone and blue, you were there for me, and you made me feel strong enough to accomplish anything. Because I appreciate the many things you do, more than words could say, I'm sending you the Candle of Love, and hoping you receive many blessings from above.
Jaded
I am a lonely soul in search of a mate, but not expecting to find. A wondering spirit upon the breeze, chained from the past left behind. While learning from experiences gone by, to not dredge that path again. Yet understanding the same may not be, I shall find out in the end. A passionate heart yet frozen to stone, dripping upon the floor. Emotions so deep run through my veins, locked behind hidden doors. Tears and smiles and glittering eyes, all expressed in a single glance. Defensive self to keep the control, yet giving others a chance. A gentle touch with an angry urge, within the dusk of the night. A burning love that smokes up the air, within my candle light. A smell of Autumn, sweat and nectar, that excretes from my every poor. I'm a playful wink, a loyal kiss, wanting to give you more. A mysterious longing, while wanting to be needed, an itch under your skin. A Perplexing thought that you cannot forget, while finding you here again. So
Naughty Pics
I added some more pics. Who has seen them and what do you like? They are from my last video shoot. Tell me if you like any of them.
Dylan.dream.photography
( a murder scene ) (creativity ) (keep your chin up ) regret pain pain sadness
Pissy Mood Today
my mom and dad are having problems because my dad is spending most of his time talking to one person on the computer so my mom feels she has to compete but she cant say shit to him because my dad isnt exactly a listening type... so she told me and now that im dealing with it she is worried my dad is gonna kick her to the curb but thats been my mom for 15 yrs. my brother and i put her through hell and im sorry 15 yrs of that you dont just walk away and say forget it because its not gonna happen i only have one mom on this earth thats the one having troubles with my dad i dont even claim my biological mom and i just dont know im kinda pissed off and its gonna be fucked up if she does leave because thats like taking candy from a baby they are gonna cry well im gonna cry if she leaves.... so just bare with me i have that and pain right now but i should be ok....
Jack Off Jill!
You should check out their LP's Clear Hearts Grey Flowers an Sexless Demons and Scars!......Very kool stuff!....Much love,check ya laterz!
Best Movie I Have Ever Seen
Thomas Makes Legend, See How.
Well here we are again, Part 2 if you will of the Sexy Girl Blonde and Thomas fanning club. Thanks to Engla, praising Thomas to me I just had to go and fix this bulletin up tonight based on him and his lovely referals. I hope you all enjoy the show, Oh and dont forget to say a special congrats to Thomas for making legend today, Oh but give it a bit him and sgb may be busy celebrating their accomplishment.
~mymaster Is My Foundation~
For all those times You stood/stand by me For all the truth that You made me see For all the joy You brought/bring to my life For all the wrong that You made right For every dream You made/make come true For all the love i found/find in You i'll be forever thankful Baby You're the One Who held/holds me up Never let me fall You're the One Who saw me through, through it all,, You were/are my Strength when i was/am weak You were my Voice when i couldn't speak You were my eyes when i couldn't see You saw/see the best there was/is in me Lifted me up when i couldn't reach You gave/give me Faith cause You believed/believe i'm everything i am Because You love/d me,,, You gave me wings and made me fly You touched my hand i could touch the sky i lost my faith, You gave it back to me You said no star was out of reach You stood by me and i stood tall i had/have Your love i had/have it all i'm grateful for each day you gave/give me Maybe i don't know that much But i
Preamble
NEW PREAMBLE TO THE CONSTITUTION This is probably the best e-mail I've seen in a long, long time. The following has been attributed to State Representative Mitchell Kaye from GA. This guy should run for President one day... 'We the sensible people of the United States, in an attempt to help everyone get along, restore some semblance of justice, avoid more riots, keep our nation safe, promote positive behavior, and secure the blessings of debt-free liberty to ourselves and our great-great-great-grandchildren, hereby try one more time to ordain and establish some common sense guidelines for the terminally whiny, guilt ridden, delusional, and other liberal bed-wetters. We hold these truths to be self evident: that a whole lot of people are confused by the Bill of Rights and are so dim they require a Bill of NON-Rights.' ARTICLE I: You do not have the right to a n
Life Or Something Like It 10
I got a phone call this morning from Visa asking for Peter. I had to have them call them back. Someone has used his Visa Debit card online and it wasn't him. They didn't get the card number from Peter being on the internet because he doesn't use it over the internet. It had to be someone writing his numbers down from some store he went to. This has happened to us 5 times this year between him, me and our daughter! It is just ridiculous how insecure places are with visa cards. They really need to get control over this. It is an inconvenience to us because now he is without a debit card for 2 weeks and a cost to the visa! Somehow I think that it is going to happen again, especially since it is that time of the season....buying time! I just really would like people to stop stealing for a living and go out and get a job! People are so lazy that they want everything for free. Kind of just makes me sick. ciao
Fugly!
Friend of mine at work today told another co-worker I was bein kinda mean to him...Course he was kidding with me........So I told him every time I look at you it pisses me off!...Doesn't it piss you off every time you look in the mirror??........LMAO
The Mothership Has Landed
Have a great rocking weekend, sweet friends !
Ahhh Well
do you ever just get those days when you just want to give up. spent most of the day packing to leave here cant wait to get out of here now.
Ut Oh....
i think i am going to cry.
Young Jeezy/akon,,soul Survivor
Jesse's Confessions
Jesse’s Confessions... * I know the girls from 7-11 stay up all night, but I don't particularly like to do it myself. * I don't like my coffee black, just my metal. Coffee needs Irish Creamer. * Writing a paper about Dr. Karen Horney, sounds like fun, but she does not live up to her name. * I tend to quote movies at the most inopportune times. Even in homework. * I like sleep, but, it seems to elude me more and more each night. * I bitch about my job all the time. I do like it, however, I don't like some of my co-workers. * I rant from time to time about everything and nothing at all. * Hot Pockets saved my life...take that for what it is... * Habitually, I chew on ink pens, so, don't let me barrow one...it will look like a puppy got a hold of it. * If Cartoon Network does not bring back any of the Dragon Ball/Z/GT series, I may go crazy. * I thought the characters from Jabberjaw and Scooby Doo were modeled after one another. * I wonder why Yogi Bear
Emotions
Where to start, how does one define an emotion such as Love? Its impossible to tell someone what Love is. I can tell you what it is to me, but I think its different for everyone. To me Love is the simple touch of a womand hand. The passion that flows from her as her sweet lips touch mine. My stomach in knots as she touches me. Pure extasy as our bodys become one. My mind reeling with thoughts of her face. The entire world disappears except for her. My life given freely to her happyness.
Understanding
Understanding Understanding or the lack thereof, shes driven me insane. I've over-analyzed and underestimated my sorrows, my hurts and my pains She loves me, She loves me not - a stupid game of chance. Life has gotten so mundane, I'm bound by my own trance. Everything I thought was right, turned out to be wrong I subconsciously sought a short pier, for a walk that was preferably long. I'm tired of wearing a mask of smiles: A hostess, a leader, a lover, a friend. But when I'm alone, in the deep dark night, the voices and questions...they end. They end, they stop. I hear her call my name. He begins, she starts. Now pure and white my stain. Understanding or the lack thereof, has driven me to her. I've over-analyzed and underestimated Her light that pierces within. She loves me...not love me nots - this time there is no chance. Life which was so mundane, has changed in just one glance. She loved me She
Every Night
Every Night ...I can`t wait to attack I want to drag my nails down your back... ...I can`t wait to feel you near It`s your moan I long to hear... I want to run my hair along your naked chest... ...Kiss your lips, make you my nest I want to feel you beside me... ...Love me, Remind me I want to feel your lips... ...On my neck and on my hips I can feel you behind me... ...To my left, then to my right I want to hold and caress you each and every night
Sexy Halloween Pic Contest!!
i entered another one of Kristan Smiths contests. this one is for the sexiest halloween pic!! please rate me and leave a comment or two!! im a bit behind, so all your help is much appriciated!! i got fourth place last time, thank all of you that helped me get that high!!! heres the link!! THANKS FOR ALL YOUR HELP!!!!
Goodbye Fubar
sorry to everyone on my friends list but am deleatein my fubar account later all
Show Her Lots Of Love She's A Sweet Angle
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Wet
Wetness does not always pertain to water in an ocean, river or lake; Sometimes it refers to how I feel when I remember your embrace. I only have to think of you to remember me in your arms; My legs quivering, my mouth moaning I have fallen captive to your charms. I long to feel your body on mine to know the taste of satisfied love; To lie quietly in your arms we fit together like a hand to a glove. You are the sweetheart of my life you are my one sure bet; You never have to wonder babe . . . you can always keep me wet.
Random Thoughts
OK, I enjoy spending my time on fubar and am admittedly addicted, but lately I have been none to thrilled with the way things are being run. It seems like if you put no money into this site you are free to be discriminated against. Lately I have been uploading pictures (not of myself) in poses that I see on others profiles as their default image and in their default folder but yet mine are being marked NSFW and theirs are free to be shown in blasts and spotlights and all over Fubar in public places. And also a few of you will remember the site bullseye which I guess had sponcered fubar well they had scantily clad women posted on everyones page for about a week or two which most of the pictures were way more NSFW than any picture I have ever uploaded. These people that are posting these same poses are VIP and high in the ranks everyday but since I do not pay for VIP(And believe me if i could work VIP into my budget i surely would but i can't) and can't seem to get high in the ranks beca
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Christo-mojito
Juice of 1 lime 12 ounces of ginger ale or club soda 1/4 cup sugar 1 stick of sugar cane 1/4 cup bruised/course chopped mint leaves Ice to suit Put all ingredients in pitcher or glass and dump ginger ale or soda into the glass to fill up.
Marriage
hey ppl im goin to the chapel tomorrow and Im ganna get married!!!! WOOT WOOT for me! anyways... im offering a big pimpin gift to the first two people that inbox me sayin that they will be our witnesses.. you will get the gift after the cerimony.. so cmon ppl.... be there for me! Kandi Kayne
Mindless Misery's
Most people i know. Are a walking lie, with rotting flesh with maggots and worms eating them out. Their wretched stench surrounds me. It's sickening! Grotesque. At least im at peace here right now. im home alone. thinking of a lost friend. And singing to the music im lsitening to. But i think my anexiety pills and insonneia pills are helping me realx. so ..GOOD! :) I know someone's here. but who? why don't they at leat show me signs of who they might be....i have a strong feeling i know who it might be...but as i siad..its hard to tell really. hmm...open rum....shall skull the rumm.....then open another.. .............................................. .............................................. sounds heeard. No visual presance. Can't sleep. Alcohol, is UN-EFFECTIVE once again. Cold-hearted world. Hollow - Pantera Things are inside-out. Still miss u jarrad. Mum said that you're still as good looking as u were when she saw u last. :)
Mil
I was sitting alone in one of those loud, casual steak houses that you find all over the country. You know the type--a bucket of peanuts on every table, shells littering the floor, and a bunch of perky college kids racing around with long neck beers and sizzling platters. Taking a sip of my iced tea, I studied the crowd over the rim of my glass. My gaze lingered on a group enjoying their meal. They wore no uniform to identify their branch of service, but they were definitely "military:" clean shaven, cropped haircut, and that "squared away" look that comes with pride. Smiling sadly, I glanced across my table to the empty seat where my husband usually sat. It had only been a few months since we sat in this very booth, talking about his upcoming deployment to the Middle East. That was when he made me promise to get a sitter for the kids, come back to this restaurant once a month and treat myself to a nice steak. In turn he would treasure the thought of me being here,
Just A Thought
Waiting For You
You have the best friends ever. They picked me up from the airport, drove me to your house, and let me into your house. There I wait for you to get home from work, and while waiting I put on one of your dress shirts. When you walk in, you are completely surprised to see a half dress Kimi in your living room, and DAMN does your sexy smile say it all. Dropping the stuff you were holding, you hurry over to me and lift me up from the floor and into your arms. You try to ask me questions, but I silence you with long, deep, passionate kisses. As you put me back onto the floor, my knees weak from your kisses, we lose our balance and fall onto the couch. I begin kissing your neck with the occasional soft nibble and move them to your ears before going back to your neck. You try to unbutton my shirt, but I simply shake my head NO, and begin unbuttoning yours instead as I move my tender kisses down your chest. When I begin kissing your stomach, you kick your shoes off so hard that the
~friendship~
Friendship is based on honesty and trust. Friendship is being able to help when help is needed. Friendship is being able to tell one another the truth even though it may hurt. Friendship is being able to just hang out and have a good time. Friendship is knowing when something is wrong without anything being said. Friendship is both good times and bad times. The one thing that friendship is not and that is lieing because your afraid to tell the truth. I will always be your friend and will always be here to help you and make you smile when you are sad, I will never lie to you to spare your feelings, because lieing always leads to more hurt. I hope you feel the same way and value our friendship as much as I do. I will always be your friend, the question is will you always be my friend.
Rock On
Ya gotta see this bird rock... It is awesome!!!! http://birdloversonly.blogspot.com/2007/09/may-i-have-this-dance.html A woman and a man are involved in a car accident on a snowy, cold Monday morning; it's a bad one. Both of their cars are totally demolished but amazingly neither of them are hurt. God works in mysterious ways. After they crawl out of their cars, the man is yelling about women drivers. The woman says, "So you're a man. That's interesting. I'm a woman. Wow, just look at our cars! There's nothing left, but we're unhurt. This must be a sign from God that we should meet and be friends and live together in peace for the rest of our days.” Flattered, the man replies, "Oh yes, I agree with you completely. This must be a sign from God! But you're still at fault...women shouldn't be allowed to drive. The woman continues, "And look at this, here's another miracle. My car is completely demolished but this bottle of wine didn't break. Surely G
Christen
'A woman's heart should be so hidden in Christ that a man should have to seek Him first to find her.' When I say... 'I am a Christian' I'm not shouting 'I'm clean livin'' I'm whispering 'I wa s lost, now I'm found and forgiven.' When I say... 'I am a Christian' I don't speak of this with pride. I'm confessing that I stumble and need Christ to be my guide. When I say... 'I am a Christian' I'm not trying to be strong. I'm professing that I'm weak and need His strength to carry on. When I say... 'I am a Christian' I'm not bragging of success. I'm admitting I have failed and need God to clean my mess. When I say... 'I am a Christian' I'm not claiming to be perfect, My flaws are far too visible but, Godbelives I am worth it. When I say... 'I am a Christian' I still feel the sting of pain.. I have my share of heartaches, so I call upon His name. When I say... 'I am a Christian' I'm not holier than thou, I'm just a simple sinner who received God's go
Not Sure Yet
it seems i am too much of a flirt to be on this site any more so i am thinking of taking it off and deleting my account those of you who i will remain in contact i have most of you on my msgrs one way or another ,,,, just cant decide yet if i want to shut my acct down over ME RUNNING INTO MEN WHO LIKE TO SEE JUST HOW FAR A WOMAN WILL GO AND THEN DROPPING THEM ..... some of u know what im talkin about some of u dont but anyways letting u know i may not be on much longer i have a family to think about and i have to keep them my first priority over anything wether i do at times or not i hate fucking pricks who talk to u and get u so wrapped up in them that u sorta lose the light of what you are really supposed to be doing , wether u do it or not
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Old Demon's Felt No More
Sleepless nights, dreadful dreams, are haunting me. The mysterious sounds of the night, are very frightening me. Panic and rage Runs through my body The devil is trying to get in. Day after day I fight off the urges That would be so satisfying A battle rages Deep within my soul It's all I can do to hold on. Prayer is my weapon, faith gives me peace of mind, to stop the demons from taking over. Depression knocks me down, Grace picks me back up, As the battle still rages I pray and pray For the fight to end But I know the battle is still within.
Jokes 7
Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading America, Kentucky, Tennesseans and West Virginians will no longer be referred to As "HILLBILLIES." You must now refer to them as APPALACHIAN-AMERICANS. And furthermore .. HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" - She is a "BREASTED AMERICAN." 2. She is not "EASY" - She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." 3. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" - She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY." 4. She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a "PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION." 5. She does not "NAG" you - She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITIVE." 6. She is not a "TWO-BIT HOOKER" - She is a "LOW COST PROVIDER." HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT MEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. He does not have a "BEER GUT" - He has developed a "LIQUID GRAIN STORAGE FACILITY." 2. He is not a "BAD DANCER" - He is "OVERLY CAUCASIAN." 3. He does not "GET LOST ALL THE TIME" - He "INVESTIGATES ALTERNA
Contest
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Just Another Day?
Ok, things have moved on and so have I. I get ahead of things and it's good. Sometimes I slip back but it's ok too. Today is another day. Tomorrow has no promises but the idea of it is OK! SO this is where I am now. I dont care. About much. I dont want to hold a hope for anything but it is there and living. I acknowladge it and carry on but with an eye on it. Not letting it creep too close. I feel it and know it si there. I am working twords it. I creeps up and then back. It is warm and cold. I hear it's path and feel it's eagerness. I taste it and smell it. I hate it but cant live with out it. It's long tendrls are always brushing my head-heart-soul. It has a name and it has a reason. Hope. Always there. Hope Always reaching. Hope Always moving. Hope
Vacation
OK AFTER SATURDAY I WILL BE TAKING A VACATION OFF FUBAR FOR A FEW WEEKS FOR DDC MEMBER BROKEN AND CCA AND ICEANGEL IS IN CHARGE THIS VACATION IS OUT OF MY CONTROL I WILL BE BACK IN A FEW WEEKS AND WE WILL BE BACK TO NORMAL HERE SO I FIGURED I WOULD GIVE EVERYONE THE HEADS UP THNXS
50 Questions
1. When you're home alone, do you still close the door when you shower? NO 2. Has a friendship ended recently that you wish hadn't? DON'T YA NEED FRIENDS FOR THEM TO END 3. It is your friend's birthday; do you buy them a gift even though they didn't buy you one for yours? PROLLY TAKE THEM OUT 4. You win the $300 million power-ball lottery. What do you do? Pay off everything Ive ever owed anyone... buy a house.. a new car/truck... invest the rest for the kids' college 5. Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level? DEPENDS ON MY MOOD 6. Are you a beach person or a snowy mountain person? BEACH 7. When do you prefer to take a shower, morning or night? DEPENDS ON MY MOOD 8. Can you watch scary movies alone? MMMMM YEA I THINK SO I BIG GIRL 9. Soft bed or firm? IN BETWEEN 10. Would you rather stay home all day, or be out and about? WITH FAMILY OR FIRENDS 11. What's one of your worst memories? 1/2 MY CHILDHOOD 12. Do you like to keep the peace or
Fubar Wedding
WELL I FINALLY DID IT ..I FINALLY CONVINCED HER TO FU-MARRY ME ..AND YOUR ALL INVITED DATE: Nov,30,2007 TIME: 8 pm(Pac.time) PLACE: HOUSE OF DREAMS LOUNGE AND HERE IS THE BEAUTIFUL BRIDE TO BE BLUEYESMEL~~(Brat-Ass)~ member of the NIGHTWALKERSBOMBERS~~~~~~@ fubar SO COME AND HAVE A GOOD TIME I KNOW ILL BE THERE
Poem
Love and Adore You... I heard the music when true love called, a song sent from heaven on silver wings. The whole world was dreaming, wisps of light streaming, as the stars spilled their magic upon you and me. The tune was more lovely than the nightingale's song, more delicate than a rose weeping, yet as powerful as the sun leaping to shed golden ribbons in herald of dawn. And I bow down before you, the one my eyes have longed to behold, my lonely heart pining, love Light shining, I swear that I shall love and adore you. You're the world to me-- there's no one quite like you. You're the one I love, the one I want to touch. I give you my heart, and I need you so much. Offer me your sweet caresses; fill me with your wonderful light; soothe my aching heart; and hold me through the night. The mere sound of your voice summons deep emotion within Like an old familiar song like the comfort of a friend. When you're near, I'm lost to thoughts of love
Brought To My Knees By The Inkedslut.
I serve my wife Lady Raena. I am her Sub and I love my role. It has taken me some time to adapt to not being in control. I cook for her, clean our home and raise our kids while I'm in school. I do these things for the love of servatude. The Inked Slut whom I misjudged to my near undoing, took mercy upon me and listened to me fumbled at her feet trying to get a scrap of her precious time. With but a wave of her hand I knew my place. I do not seek to serve her, but I needed to know her protocals, which she taught me quickly. I look foreward to getting to know the brilliance that is her sexual nature. I need to loosen up and relax. I yurn to be more open and less up tight. I know that my Lady Raena, and Inked Slut if she chooses too can help me find my self. If you read this Inked Slut know that I know my place and understand your rules. Forgive me if I stumble I am but a mere Sub.
Will You?
I give all of myself to you, you see My soul, my body, my heart I love you from the depth of me I ache whenever we're apart. It's your face I see when I close my eyes I dream of you all day I wonder if you're doing alright Or if you're gonna call me today. As much of myself as I give to you, There is something that I lack I wonder if you care for me Or if you'll ever love me back. Will I ever be more to you Than just an afterthought? I don't know what more I can do To get all the love I've sought Will I ever be as important to you, As you are to me? Will you ever put me first And make me a priority? What would happen if one day You found that I'm not there? Would it even matter to you? Would your life be empty? Or would you shrug and move on? Would you even miss me? Or just find someone else to turn you on? Will you ever love me, boy? I wish you'd tell me so. Because my heart
Desperate Housewives Susan's Karaoke Hilarious Scene Short Video
Life5
It has been really nice having the last 4 days off. Normally it is a time when Peter takes the boys to the cabin right after Thanksgiving dinner on Thursday night and comes back Sunday. He decided to stay home this time. I think it may even be a first! He and I have spent the last few days shopping and cleaning. He finished up some paint in the front so we couldn't see any more of that horrible purple! Today, he is taking down the Christmas decorations from the attic. I have so many Christmas decorations for the inside of the house it is crazy! I tried to downsize last year since I only put out about half of them. I got rid of a bunch of old stuff. I think I would rather have elegant than it look like Santa barfed all over our house! LMAO! So I will sift through the decorations once again maybe downsizing again. I have so many snowmen because they are my favorite and I also have tons of Snow Babies. I guess I could start making a box of stuff for my daughter when s
Foc And Sweet Temptatios Flight Roster
OFFICIAL 2007 FOC RADIO PROGRAM GUIDE AND SCHEDULE monday through friday (all times eastern) 6am - 9am: Open Air show description: Variety 9am - Noon: Open Air show description: Variety Noon - 3pm: Critical Mass w/ DJ Foxy Bitch show description: Join DJ Foxy Bitch for the best rock, rap, hip-hop, alternative, female rock and pop, techno, dance, and your requests as you hit critical mass!! 3pm - 6pm: Lolita's Asylum w/ DJ Gothic Lolita show description: Are you ready to be locked in the asylum? The beautiful and sexy DJ Gothic Lolita brings you the 3 most eclectic hours on FOC radio, as she spins show tunes, movie tunes, rock, rap, gothic rock and metal, the best female rock, and your requests, if you ask nicely...lol! Always edge of your seat suspense. 6pm - 9pm: DJ Sass's Crazy Train w/DJ Sass show description: Holla at your boy!! DJ Sass hits the FOC airwaves with the best old and new school rap and hip-hop, rock, and your requests. Jump aboard this
Holy Moses!
Holy Moses is a power metal band outta Germany an they totally kick major ass!.....Please go an check em out!?....Much love,muahs an thanks!
Nsfw
Tulips… His lips… Her lips… Taking her by the hand Slowing undressing her her hair falling around her face His lips softly brushing her neck Soft sighs escaping her lips His lips finding hers Softly tasting He lays her out before Him Inhaling her scent She trembles with anticipation He holds a red tulip He brushes it across her lips The softness of the petals she feels the silkiness on her breasts her nipples become erect she feels His lips In line with the petals From one nipple to the other she sucks in her breath As tremors inside her begin Tulips down her tummy His lips following the path Tulips brushing her two lips below Silky sensations ignite His lips are not far behind His lips now on her lips below Butterflies take flight in her soul Her hips moving with His lips A rhythm of passion A song they’ve made their own His lips possess her Knowing she is owned Moans escape her lips While His lips take control Over her two lips below
Interviews & Cd Releases
See Disturbed Live On Myspace In Kuwait On March 11th Disturbed has just announced that they will be performing live in Kuwait as part of a special show for the US troops stationed there, and the whole show will be streamed LIVE on Myspace on March 11th! The show will also air in a condensed version on FX on April 12th. Check out myspace.com/operationmyspace for more info! disturbed1.com CORRECTION The Kuwait show is on March 10th, not the 11th. Sorry for the mistake but the show is now 1 day sooner!
My Blog..
What is a Sooner? College sports fans are hard-pressed to find a nickname that is as unique and as linked to a state's history as a Sooner. The University of Oklahoma is the only school known as Sooners. The Oklahoma Territory opened with the Land Run of 1889. Settlers from across the globe, seeking free land, made their way to the prairies of the plains to stake their claim to a new life. One of the few rules to claiming a lot of land was that all participants were to start at the same time. Those who went too soon were called "Sooners." As time went on, "Sooner" came to be a synonym of Progressivism. The Sooner was an "energetic individual who travels ahead of the human procession." He was prosperous, ambitious, competent, a "can-do" individual. And Oklahoma was the Sooner State, the land of opportunity, enterprise and economic expansion, very much in the Progressive spirit that engulfed the old South in the 1920's. OU athletic teams were called either Rough Riders or Boomers for 10
Today's Thought 11/27/2007
Interesting how as you grow older, you view friends differently. And maybe even more, you choose friends differently. Here on fubar, there is no shortage of friends to choose from... but is that a reason to place less value on who we choose? As a kid, I always heard the saying... you are who you hang around with. When I go back thru my friend list.. are they who I want to be like? Or am I just like a robot, clicking the 10 button and adding another friend to my growing list of those who I may never contact again, and even worse.. those who I would be uneasy calling my friend. I am not a mean person to judge others, but I can choose who I let into my life. And I hope those I let in will grow from my friendship and I from theirs. Then maybe... it becomes a real friendship.
Desires
Desires I am the sinner I am the night dancer I am the woman you've always wanted, who will use and abuse you and be unmoved by your storms I am the laughter in our nightmares. Come walk in the night, the jasmine breezes are blowing. Lift up my veil, kiss my lips, you will only be broken hearted. Come smile at my tears, come kiss them away, they will burn your tongue so sweetly, only-- Do not ask why I arrived here in the night, with hair much darker than your fantasies, Do not ask if anything will change, this is only the land of fantasies. When you awake, if you awake you will find my hair upon your pillow, and your heart upon your sleeve. Everything will be much darker than it was, and the heavy weight of reality will be replaced by obsession. I might return some other night, If you have waited starving in the garden, If you have waited with your eyes drying out and hurting with longing, with your exposed heart Then it will be time for another rolling stroll thro
In A Perfect World
They met one night in a crowded room He spoke, she responded Polite banter at first Neither realizing That destiny had begun to loom So many similarities So many interests shared Too many to be coincidence Neither of them cared With every question asked A new layer was revealed Two souls reunited Their fate already sealed A smile, a laugh Words unspoken They knew if not careful Hearts would be broken Their fire burned white- hot from the first No time to waste, so much to say An unquenchable thirst "In a perfect world" he'd gently say And she'd sigh And the time would keep slipping away.
Welfare
URINE TEST (I sure would like to know who wrote this one! They deserve a HUGE pat on the back!) Like a lot of folks in this state, I have a job. I work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as it sees fit. In order to get that paycheck, I am required to pass a random urine test with which I have no problem. What I Do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people who Don't have to pass a urine test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check because I have to pass one to earn it for them? Please understand, I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet. I do, on the other hand, have a problem with helping someone sitting on their ASS, doing drugs, while I work. Can you imagine how much money the state would save if people had to pass a urine test to get a public assistance check? Pass this along if you agree or simply delete if you don't. Hope you all will pass it along
Cherry Sisters
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Virtual Gifts...
Breakup Poem
I'm broken I'm bruised All there was was you Now you're gone And there's nothing I can do You've hurt me I've cried All I want to do is die There's nothing else to say My world has been taken away I've loved and lost No matter the cost It hurts so much I try to believe That I'll be freed From this MISERY!
School....
Well all just wanna share my Joy with you all and let you all know that i will be started School on Jan 22 of 08 .. I will be going for my AOS Degree in Computer Aided Drafting and Design — Architectural. At Island Drafting and Technical Institute ... I went for the test today an passed with flying colors .. .. HOOO HOOOOOO
Introduction
Sensual Woman
I’m a sensual woman. I am warm, wet and high on passion. Arousing and seducing my lover. Sensually teasing and flirting. I utilize my senses. Starting foreplay with my eyes, gently touching my man and his manhood. I whisper my needs in a seductive lusty voice. I welcome my love between my thighs, guiding him to my passion points. Our warm bodies mold together with thrust and friction. I savor the sexually fulfillment A sensual woman I mount my lover and slip his manhood deep inside. Using my womanhood to hold him tight, as I ride into sexual bliss. I am a sensual woman. Making love slow and easy, never rushed. I want to sexually please my lover, so he in turn can please me. I’m a sensual woman living daily with passionate thoughts of how to make the next pleasurable moment better than the last.
Just A Dream
My mind screamed out "Make love to me" My body screamed out "Make love to me" He did more than that Without a word Without a thought He touched, licked, kissed, nibbled, and sucked on places that my body thought had lost feeling Passion, Desire, Lust He knew just what I wanted From the top of my head to the tip of my toes I shivered Cried out Then fainted The rush of sensation passed through my body It made all the tiny hairs stand up on end Just a touch and all of my feeling came back to me From just his touch I fell asleep that night - peaceful Only to awake the next morning and realize that he was already gone Just a dream I don't know; but when he comes back we shall start all over again and again and again
I Want A Relationship Like This
Body: chris: Hi. Can I talk to Ashley? Mom: Sure. Hold on. Ashley: Hello? chris: Hey. it's chris. how was your day? Ashley: It was fine, how was yours? chris: It was ok. ------------------------------------------------------------ ~akward silence~ ------------------------------------------------------------ chris: Sooooo...... Ashley: *giggle* Sooooo..... chris: You doin anything tomorrow? Ashley: Nope, why? chris: Uhh, umm, maybe, uhh, I dont know, we can, hang out or somethin? Ashley: *blushes* Okay, what time? chris: *big smile* Great! uhh, how about around 6:00pm or something? Ashley: Alright! I'll meet you over at the park then... chris: Ok then. Ashley: Well I gotta go, but I'll see you tomorrow?! chris: Ok, see u then.... ------------------------------------------------------------ ----- next day----- ------------------------------------------------------------ *** Ashley walks over to the park and see's chris si
Please Pretty Pretty Please!!!
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Competition
I AM IN A COMPETITION. COULD YOU PLEASE VOTE FOR ME. THANKS DENISE
A Little Girl Lost From Proverbs 31 Ministries
This made me think of those months i was lost to my addiction November 29, 2007 Little Girl Lost By Marybeth Whalen "'Come back, wandering children! I can heal your wanderlust!' 'We're here! We've come back to you. You're our own true God!'" Jeremiah 3:22 (MSG) Devotion: This morning I was walking out of the library with my toddler trailing behind me. As I walked through the sliding glass door to the parking lot, I turned to look behind me and my daughter was gone. She had seemingly vanished into thin air. I began to call her name, my eyes darting around from the inside of the library to the parking lot ahead, then back to the corners of the lobby I was standing in. If you have ever lost a child, you know the panicky feeling that instantly wells up in your heart. I rushed back inside the library and asked the librarians if they had seen her come back in. They said no, but one went to look in the children's section. My heart wa
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Oye My Brain!
Alright kids, time for another episode of what’s in my brain. Today’s episode is going to tackle a tough subject, religion. I’m not trying to be a scrooge, but I really hate this time of year. I swear, the crap for Christmas comes out in the stores before Halloween now, wtf! And because Christmas is a religious holiday, it’s kind of pushy if you ask me. I mean, really. It’s scary to think of the non-Christian population out there rolling there eyes every time a Christmas song runs over the MUSAC in Wal-Mart. I’m a Christian, (even though I hate labels) and I hate it. Anyway, didn’t mean to tangent on you there. Where were we? Oh yes, religion, lol. I think a lot of the real issues in this world are centered on religion. Whatever religions those may be. How many wars have been fought over the God you believed in? What a minute, thou shalt not kill. Hmmmm, but if you don’t become a Christian, we are going to kill you. Yeah, I’m sure JC is real proud, lol. I don’t have all the answers
Computer Speed Up Tips
Some general maintence procedures for your computer are listed below. This is just general how-to knowledge that may cause your computer to run more smoothly and restore funtions without having to wipe your drive and reinstall everything. The easiest way to fix any glitchy computer can be done by simply using the format command from a command screen. In order to format your hard drive you will have to boot your computer to command prompt mode using the F8 key on your keyboard at system start up. It will activate a command promt where you can type format c: It will then ask you to confirm file delete and then upon typing "y" and pressing enter it will start the format process. This will cause complete and total data loss for the selected hard drive. However most people would rather not do this because of all the files on their drive that have a value to that person. There are other methods to fixing your computers software issues without a total drive wipe. These include the follo
Fuck Mike Freeman
read this article to see how he views the Mountaineers and West Virginia residents in general http://www.sportsline.com/columns/story/10495965 then sign this petition to get this clown fired. We'll show the nation how us "hicks" do Mountaineer Style!!!! http://www.petitiononline.com/43121212/petition.html
My Rose
If I had a rose It would sit inside a glass Steeped in the clearest water But dying, nevertheless Everyday Its petals would fall daily To drift slowly down onto the ground Their final resting place Beside the glass Where their living counterparts Still reside Those fallen petals of the rose Are nothing But Little fragments of beauty Destroyed and broken Left to gather dust Day by day my rose would wither Losing colour, losing blood And the air, empty of its sweet scent Weeps for beauty fled with life Taking with it The joy it brings And leaving only Memories Of the joy that it once brought And if I had a rose I’d kill it before it dies Like I wish that I could kill love Before I can have a chance to cry
Poem
TO KNOW ME To know me is to know me, to love me is to love me, to fear me is foolish, to get wisdome from me is good, to go deeper within me is to find my inner spirit, to find my inner spirit u must have the wisdom, to have the wisdom u must look deep with in u, let the light guid u, to find the light u must belive, to belive u must belive in one self, look within ur self and find the wisdom that is lost, u must listen to things around u, to listen u must be silent, to be silent u must be still, by samantha INSIDE On the inside i dont feel right, on the inside i feel something is missin, one the inside i feel ive been tourn in peaces, on the inside my heart is stoping, on the inside my tears r comeing close, on the inde my thoughts r comeing to the serfues, on the inside do u feel what i feel, on the inside can u see what i see, on the inside im hurting. by samantha these r some i wrote cause i was bored hope u like
I'm Lost...
Help Me Level!!
just have under 2,000 to level..any help would be appreciated...thanks..muahhhhhhhhhhh
Sober Thoughts
In a few short weeks christmas will nearly be upon us...and a year will have past since my ex-husband told me he wanted a divorce. One week before Christmas, my life was turned completely upside down. I tried to convince him that we could work through it for week. Then on Christmas Eve I told him I was going to stay with his parents for awhile. His response, "alright then, my friend will move in here." Suddenly I realized how serious he was and I had just become somewhat homeless. I left the apartment that day only to return a few times more to gather belongings. So why am I telling you all of this? Because I am trying to keep myself from going insane and having an emotional breakdown. I have managed to put up some Xmas decorations, but cannot bring myself to put up the tree. Why can't I take that step? Maybe because I'll be the only one putting gifts under it...no one will be putting any under it for me. As I am starting to lose focus, I will wrap this up. As crappy
The Dream
Last night I dreamt That you were by my side Your arms circled around me, and You were looking into my eyes You were whispering sweet nothings in my ear Promising you'll always be here That you'll never go away... I looked into your eyes Then, your lips touched mine As my mind drifted away I fell in love all over again My heart started beating faster, and I had that same feeling when I knew you were the one For the very first time, when I had butterflies All the feelings of wanting you around But not being able to tell you about So I would brush you off, acting like I didn't like you When I felt so good when you were around When you'd touch me, I had melted inside Kind of like now I feel your warmth touching me all over my body, and My heart seems to skip a beat Now I feel your eyes looking at my body So I close mine, and You start to kiss me all over You run your finger down my neck to my chest, and I start to feel what's going on is getting intense My heart
7 Percent
> P-----pray > U----until > S----something > H----happens > > I need this back... If you'll do this for me.. I'll do it for you... > > When there is nothing left but God, that is when you find out > that God is all you need. > > Take 60 seconds and give this a shot! All you do is simply say the > following small prayer for the person who sent you this. > > Father, God bless all my friends in whatever it is that You know they > may be > needing this day! And may their life be full of your peace, > prosperity and power as he/ > she seeks to have a closer relationship with you. Amen. > > Then send it on to five other people . Within hours you caused a > multitude of people to pray for other people. Then sit back and watch > the power of God work in your life. > > P. S. Five is good, but more is better. > > When Jesus died on the cross, he was thinking of you! If you are > one of > the 7% who will stand up for him, forward this with the title > 7%. 93
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Happiness
To be happy is relatively easy just decide to be a happy person. The choice is simple really, choose to be happy. Suffering is optional! Once you make the choice to be happy your world will change to accommodate what it is you want and you will find being a happy person easier to do than you first thought!Abraham Lincoln once said "Most people are about as happy as they make up their minds to be." Decide today that you are the best person to make you happy and find ways to do that. Remember that no one can make you happy! Your happiness lies more in your hands than it does anyone else.Thinking he should, she should, they should make you happy puts your life in a shaky position because when "people" aren't making you happy, you are miserable. A great way to be happy. Laugh! Laughter has an amazing effect on the body, mind and spirit, raising us up when we feel down.Just stop for a minute and remember a really funny incident. It doesn't matter how long ago it happened
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Duh!!
OMG...How F*&$ing boring are you lot??? Hmmm, its ok to come running when a person first joins up but then thats about it! Im not gonna act like some cheap nasty two bit slut like others just to make friends and recieve comments and messages or just to get the "ATTENTION". Thanx but no thanx....I dont need to be a web whore just for the attention!!! Lmao...maybe i should be a FAT UGLY bitch to get some blasts or attention.....roflmfao!!!Hey fat cows..how do u do it??? Ok...no messages, no comments, no Fubar for me...thanks peeps but no thanks..im outta here in 24 hours....would it make a difference if i joined the countless amounts of whores and dirty sluts on here and do what they do....im not a prude or nothing but to whore yourself to practically half the world...and most of them you dont really know..is a lack of self respect to yourself and to other women. Oh and to the girls here who r like that...WHY DONT YOU TRY SIGNING UP ON SMUTVIBES.COM
The Marine
marine coprs will be my way of life soon..but not now all the bs i went through all the bs im going through and all the bs i will go through is worth it...for almost a year now ive busted my ass in rain and snow in blistering heat and darkness i even pt with service men and women...and out perform them in every way...but still not yet a marine...if i can do all that and im still a poolee wonder what'll happen when i get that ega
~*christmas Time*~
hre you go in seperate parts... the infamous movie that plays 24 hours every year (and i watch it the whole 24 hrs too)...
Aren't You Tired?
Aren't you tired of the games being played on here and in life? I mean how many ways, how many times must someone tell you how they feel in order for one to realize? How many ways can someone show you their friendship? How many languages must I love you be said for one to understand? Aren't we all adults on here? So why do many 30-something year olds act like this is high school? What is the deal? Aren't you tired of it? When are you going to open your eyes and follow your morals and your heart and know a true friendship when you see one?
Stuff
I am going today to get my hair cut.... Don't worry Hair Lovers.... It's not all going away today! Just some simple stuff for today.... I am waiting for my friend to say go, and we will be cutting our hair to donate to Locks for Love.... Then it will be gone. At least for a year. My hair tends to grow fast. I am ready for a change and the next time will be drastic!! To be continued.......
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The Real Deal...
XBOX 360 ELITE FOR FREE! MUST READ! 100% LEGIT & TRUE!!!!! Just take 1 minute and read this. This is very EASY to do! It literally takes 10 minutes to setup. Simply follow the steps below. I promise you, this is 100% real. I wouldn't jeopardize my status if this was a scam. My motive is real and I will answer you on any question! This is my second time around on this. Here is what you do. Click on the link below, register, pick an account type (referral is the easiest) and complete just 1 offer (Very important that you complete the 1 offer otherwise your account will sit in limbo until you do) .This is not like other sites where you need to complete one offer on 2 or 3 different pages!!! And a lot of these offers are FREE trials with nothing else to buy... No commitments!!! There are plenty of cool offers to choose from such as Blockbuster online, Stamp.com, Netflix, Gamefly which are services you would regularly sign up for anyways and their all secure networks, why not use them
Get The Tissues
Subject: A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near , But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the Sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puz
So Im Leaving
so i have decided that this is not a site for me so i am leaving
Disillusioned
Ok, this is it for me. I will be cancelling my account tonight. This site is so disappointing to me. I have tried my very best to get to know people here, but all anybody wants to do is involve themselves in sexual innuendo, drama, and petty jealousy. As far as I am concerned no one knows the meaning of the words "decent conversation, save the three people in my family. I have the utmost respect for them. I have rated endless profiles, pics, stashes, and blogs. And only a fraction of those people have bothered to rate me back. And that is only to rate my profile, nothing else. This is one big popularity contest and it sickens me. This is not the way adults are supposed to act. If any of my "friends" care, I will be at christianleblanc@live.com
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Don't Forget
When the tears have stopped falling and the worst of the pain is gone Don't forget me When you're going to bed and wake up just to realise I'm no longer there Promise me you won't forget Do keep in your memory the times, the laughter and the cries? Please tell me you'll treasure it all Don't be mad at me, please don't be I can't take it if you are It's not my fault, it's out of my reach Or perhaps I'm a coward... Please don't hate me for the choices I've made It already hurts too much as it is We've gone through a lot I hope I've given you something back Hope you'll remember me as I was, not the way I am now I'm sorry about all of this I know words don't help, but as you look back Please remember me the way I was Remember the good times And as another chapter begins I'd like to hold you close, kiss you and wake up one last time For when the morning comes a new day has begun And as I kiss you and whisper my last farewell I hope that the next time
This Is Me
There's something about me that people don't often understand. Is it my morals and beliefsand that I have my feet planted on firm land? My mind is always turning with thoughts and concerns of others. Maybe I care too much about the people around me or whom I encounter in life. It seems I lose friends more quickly than keeping them. But maybe that is my destiny and my task at hand. Maybe I was put here to be a short memory in one person's life in order to fulfill that one piece that was missing. Maybe I'm here for guidance of others. Maybe I'm a leaning post for yet others. If I make a difference in your life, I thank you for allowing me that opportunity. If I made sense in my words to you or perhaps I loved you as a friend should when no one else could. Maybe my words that flow from my fingertips to the keyboard struck a chord with you once or maybe my sweet voice as it sang to you through the thick air made you complete at that lonely hour you felt. The passion in my soul is meant to
Poetry3
I am the thinker With no boundaries to trap me Every thought, every wish, every Dream Is a miracle placed in my mind It's when I'm lost in thought is when I'm free, I am one of a kind I cannot control what I see with my minds Eye My imagination can show me happiness When all I feel is pain It can show me sunshine even in the blowing rain It allows me to see those I've longed for And those I lost Those I set free despite the cost I played my own game, I dealt my own cards I look for love in all the wrong places And was left emotionally scarred But none the less I am strong I get back up just when I think I'm done for those who want to doubt me Or think I'm nonchalant I was given the gift of thinking And through this... I know just what I want
Man Behind This Mask
Who am I behind so many masks? To tell the truth I do not know. I find myself in a place, or rather in a world that I do not even know who I am. I can say who I wish I was or I wish I could be, but rather to give out the plain simple truth, I do not know this mask man I see in the mirror. All I see is a wanna be in life. A wanna be accepted in something I do not understand myself. I smile when I see a person laugh, frown with a human when they cry. Is that how I really am? Do I enjoy life? Do I enjoy who I am? I wear a mask to hide myself from me. I am afraid of who I could be vs. who I can be. I can be great at things, yet I hold myself back to continue to learn the same things over from fresh pair of eyes. Will I ever take off this mask?
Joke Of The Day
A woman is using a hair dryer on her pussy Her husband walk's in and see her he ask's her what are you doing she say's warming up your dinner
Time
keep me in ur dreamz as i walk softly through the night keep me in ur heart let my smile be ur guiding light keep me in ur thoughts as u go through each day keep me close to u always remember these words i say keep my name upon ur lips whispering softly at the sound keep my eyes locked on yours look deep...my soul u have found keep my heart next to yours beating together as one keep my smile forever in your mind as we go along through time
Drama Drama!
Ladies and gentleman, boys and girls. Children of alllllllllll ages. Sit right down because the show is about to begin! Lol, omg! This new feature is going to cause so much drama I don’t think ill be able to stand here. The fact that your rating behavior is now going to be public knowledge is no doubt going to cause some issues. I mean, part of the illusion and fantasy of this place is to feel special. And its hard to feel special when one of your “special” friends is leaving comments on 50 other peoples page. Not that I care, or you should care, but the illusion sure is gone. Its like it runs and tells on you, lol. I am completely secure with all my relationships with all my friends. I understand that it is possible you might on the slimmest of odd chances actually maybe kinda sorta could have other friends, lol. But I know some of the more insecure folks around here are going to fold up like a whicker chair under a fat man, lol. The bottom line is that this feature should
What I Want!!
The World
Does anyone really notice the world and what's around them? Do we live in such a fast paced world that society overlooks the small things in front of them...a true friend who is there when you are in need, a loving hand to help guide you along the travels of this busy world, the inspiration and friendly face to look upon you when the rest have turned their back on you. The last few weeks I've had so many people turn on me and just totally disregard me as a person and it makes me look in the mirror and ask what has changed with me that my so called friends are doing this? I just want love and happiness in the world and yet the people in my life are so miserable and take it out on me when all I am here to do is try to bring a smile to their face with either my words of hope or my voice of love. I'm ready to become like the rest of the world and just worry about myself but I have hope that the true ones in my life will see the person that I really am and look at what's right in front of t
Someone Special
" this is how I fill " Please don't tell me not to cry Please don't say there was a reason why You don't know what I am feeling Or how much I hurt The wet spots are from tears on the collar of this shirt You think I should go on with life Forget about it and be strong But deep down I am sad, and I don't want to go along I don't expect you to understand why For no apparent reason I break down and start to cry My life has changed forever, you see And that is way I am not acting like the same old me So please don't try to act like nothing happened Because it's changed my life forever I will never be the same again Not today, not tomorrow, but never The best thing you can do for me is just be there Just like always, my friend My broken heart is hurting bad And it will never mend. Don't believe someone who tells you that they want to be with you. Don't believe someone who tells you that you are there babygirl. Don't b
Ty To My Friends
I want to take this time out to thank my friends. There have been a few friends on here that have changed my life...tho if you look on my friends list now, they aren't on there...go figure! lol...anyhow, one is a dear friend who has choosen other drama over a true friend who's always been there for him. I have nothing but love for him either way cuz only I really know what he is going thru but he refuses to accept my friendship or my help anymore. I guess I completed my job there. Another friend has been my musical and writing inspiration. He has moved on to bigger and better things and I wish him nothing but the best in life as always. He knows how to reach me if need be. My third friend is special to me. He taught me that I am a true real woman who should be loved for those traits. He showed me that a man could possibly see me as something other than a piece of ass. I have a very special place for him in my heart. Now just because these friends are not on my friends list does not mea
Why Do Men
Why is it that the first thing out of some mens mouths is...." YOU HAVE GREAT TITS" Do u really think that a good women is going to respond to that....If so i guess thats why most of u are still single...GROW UP....i guess thats why i go for older men...they have a little more resrect what do u think girls....
Srooms
i had a magical journy the other day i was in the spiritworld. i seen everything as it is with out the mask of this world. i seen my face melt off and seen the with it is to be one with my self. i walked in the snow thrue the woods looking for my guide. i seen a crow take form of the devil. i seen a bum with a glow above his head. i felt the tree watching me. i felt mother nature touch me. i seen the evil of cars and what they are doing to the earth mother. i seen the smoke for them hit the trees and seen our brothers the trees frown and ask why. we are here together. i seen my self in the spiritworld i journyed across the land we are conected. the mother told me we are her kids and we are hurting her. and she told me she will be her along after us. i have been to the spirit world
Sleepless Night
unable to sleep I find myself writting.. Time To Get Out? full force ahead my mind makes me, my dreams drag me Never forgetting about yesterday always holding onto tomorrow only pausing for today to take it all in. At times my skepticism halts me in my tracks. I question my movements. I listen to your encouragements. Was that disapproval I heard though? Or is that my heart beating so hard? Quietly I stay not talking to anyone like I am invisible taking it all in. feeling conquered as I cower in my corner. Convincing myself I like it here. Close my eyes. Trying not to think. Just believe me I am not strong. Why do you not understand? I can not explain I don't have the words. I can live in my fantasy it's the easy way out. Leave me be and live here with me. Don't remind me don't open my eyes stop asking why! Frustration will only set in. No I do not want to know this isn't the way. I need to let myself see I am only here and doing the right thing. What do
Life16
Wednesday and the week is half over. It is a good thing but also that means Christmas is that much closer too. Am I ready? NO But it is going to come and go whether or not I am ready. It is a fact! Last night Peter and I went to our son Anthony's choir concert. Yes, my son that gets into trouble almost daily is in the school choir. He dropped one of his elective classes and signed up for choir instead. I know he thought it was going to be an easy class. It is. So this concert last night was part of their final and if they didn't attend, they would fail the class. So he thought it best to go sing last night. He didn't want us going to watch. We went anyway and he acted like he was mad that we were there but I know deep down he loved that we showed up to it. He is a tough guy on the outside but has a huge heart inside! We didn't get home until 10pm last night and there was no time to decorate the tree. Tonight, anthony has a big History project he needs to finish b
Friends List
hmm i see alot of what seem to be decent people on my list, but there are some of you that haven't sent me a message or chatted with me...and why is THAT ? so.....will the "mystery guests please sign in" lol. moral of this short story: if you have time, id love to get to know more of you on my list since alot of you live in my city!
Life17
Last night turned into a very busy night. What we planned to make for dinner was not enough since our daughter informed us her boyfriend was coming over and my son had his girlfriend over so we ended up getting good ole' pizza! The kids were all about decorating the tree until Peter spent an hour and a half trying to figure out why the lights on the tree weren't working and then realized that the power strip he was plugging them into had an on/off switch! Brilliant Peter! So I ended up decorating the tree all by myself. No one but me put ornaments on the tree. Very pathetic! It does look pretty. I do it in white, clear and silver ornaments of all kinds. I stopped doing the "kid" tree 2 years ago and started doing the tree how I wanted to have it done. Selfish? Maybe. My freako neighbors from next door had their house go into foreclosure. They moved out last weekend. I feel bad for the old woman but so glad I will never have to deal with her psycho ex son-in-law agai
Need Help
For almost a year now I have been in a relationship with a very beautiful and kind woman. Over this time we have had her ex black mail her and almost cost her her job. Her friends treated her like crap till I left town. I lost a house, truck and farm to go and be with her. And even here on fubar she has had a friend of hers ghost her page and steal over a million in fu bucks, delete all her pics, and do things to her and made it look like it was me for over the last two months. He has made her do things to hurt me on purpose. All just to break us up. He has her so scared she will not even put me or pics of us on her page. And after all this I am still here, wanting to marry her, love her, protect her, and hold her so high that nothing can hurt her ever again. I do not know of many men or women who would have put up with all this and still be here. So tell me am I nuts or Truly InLove? PLEASE COMMENT I REALLY WANT TO KNOW WHAT YOU THINK!! Hello everyone, I need your help. I have entered
Men
Hello my love! It´s so hard to be your lover baby! You know, you even look like a doctor, every time I look for you, you are in some "doctor´s office" or on the nite-shift at some "hospital"... doctor´s office is just a way of saying it because you and I both know, that the beds you prefer are nothing like those "check-up" beds. Am I right baby? But I´m not writing to fight with you, I just want to know when you´ll be here again because I´m almost forgetting how it is to be your lover... and if you take too long, I´m going to start feeling like a wife, a betrayed wife!! Did you know when you disagre like that I start to get really worried?? Yeah well, I have to know if you´re eating well, , oh, I mean if your getting fed, oh you know what I mean!! I need to know if your not pushing yourself to far, if you´re not stressing yourself too much, because I wouldn´t like to receive you totally exhausted, right baby?? Well that´s that my love. This card is to say, I miss you a lot, and I
Did You Know?
Did you know?.... Body: 1) 94% of men lie about their dick size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 4-5 inches long when erect; no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth. Incidentally the average vaginal capacity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong. 3) 80% of American men are circumsized, though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say nothing but time can make your penis grow. (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. +Some stuff on the ladies+ ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "nat
3)secret Admirers
OK the last one for me that I no of! I have a few and know's shayla has a few BUT gonna say this:READ OUR FUCKING PROFILES! IT says married r u to dumb to read r wanna stir up sum shit? We will NOT drop everything WE have worked on over a year to throw it all away over someone new,only to start ALL over. The best thing I can say without cussing you out is fucking deal with with! WE are US WE are in LOVE with each other AND yes WE will be US real soon and be together as long as time will allow. You want me? MY answer is to god dam bad where were you over a year ago when I was single? I am on just about every site the net offers so IF u wanted this U shoulda looked harder. BUT the way I see it is U can fall over dead before I EVER leave MY TRUE love for anybody. as for her U all can KISS my ASS I got her now so fuck u.back the fuck off b4 this Hippie take a road trip cuz I can find out right where u Live with NP.great to have friends and ever better friends that build,program AN
Life18
Tonight is our office Christmas party. We normally have it at a restaurant but this year it is at a country club. I have never liked going to the office Christmas party because an alien takes over my stepmother's body and she is usually evil to me the entire night. Every year! Last year I promised myself that I would never go to one again so to not put myself through that kind of torture. Oh, for those that don't know, I work for my Dad. But it kept getting closer and closer to the party date and I decided to that this year, she is not going to be evil to me. This year, she is going to be kind. I am not quite sure why she is so mean to me at these things? We have been getting along quite well over the last few months and I am hoping that tonight goes well. I will show up at this party with a smile on my face and a song in my heart and go up and hug her first thing! How can someone be mean to someone that does that? Thats what I thought! I just hope it doesn't run to
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Bad Ass Song
Sweet
I Wonder Who?
Is It Love?
there's an uncomfortable silence between two lover's eyes when one knows something the other denies --- and maybe it's more than just love or that letter or words unsaid that are keeping them together i sit and watch them walk in the garden waiting for one word that maybe he'll pardon the letter's in my hand with blood on the page and i'm still unoticed while she's smelling the sage he leans over and whispers into her ear "you know the truth. i'll always love you, dear." she smiles and laughs as she falls for the lie yet i'm still here waitng for the cold night sky the letter was for me! and the love was mine! but he flew away from me like a second in time... and, oh, the pain! that i felt deep down inside with the letter in hand and their death on my mind the knife in my hand the letter of demise and a quiet nervous sigh as the moon did arise she looks over her shoulder ah! the look in her eyes as the blade did twinkle in the twi
2 New And Old Friends
I`ve been recently told that because of what i have written in my about me that im bitter,mad,and a bitch. I`m far from being any of that. Just ask my friends or family. I`m sure they will be glad to tell you. All anyone sees on these about me`s is words on a screen. You can not see or here the tone of voice or the emotion backed behind it. So plz do not judge because of what i have written. Thats just not right. I don`t judge people on what they write. Its not my job to judge someone thats GOD`S job and no one esles. Judge me,and I`ll prove you wrong. If your still here after reading all this and still wanting to be a friend i commend you. If you dont like what i have said or done please do not add me.
George Carlin's Thoughts For 2008
Carlin's New Rules For 2008 New Rule #1: Stop giving me that pop-up ad for classmates.com! There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don't particularly like them!? Besides, I already know what the captain of the football team is doing these days -- mowing my lawn. New Rule #2 : Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What did you expect it to contain?? Trout? New Rule #3 : Ladies, leave your eyebrows alone. Here's how much men care about your eyebrows: Do you have two of them? Okay, we're done. New Rule #4 : There's no such thing as flavored water. There's a whole aisle of this crap at the supermarket; water, but without that watery taste. Sorry, but flavored water is called a soft drink. You want flavored water? Pour some scotch over ice and let it melt. That's your fla
Help??
I DONT USUALLY ASK BUT IM ASKING NOW I NEED 164,731 PTS TO LEVEL I HAVE RATED TIL I CANT RATE ANYMORE I HAVE ADDED ALL THAT I CAN ADD I HAVE ALOT OF NEW PICS AND SOME NEW STASH CAN YOU PLEASE HELP ME TO LEVEL UP BEEN STUCK FOR 3 DAMN MONTHS LOL THANK YOU TO ALL THAT DO HELP
Bedroom Personality
You will go to jail for... Performing a strip tease on the street 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com You have a Romantic Bedroom Personality! You love to be romantic in the bedroom. You want every sexy encounter to be special, so you often go out of your way to set a romantic mood. Your lovers always feel special and want to come back for more. 'What's your Bedroom Personality?' at QuizUniverse.com
My Ultra Conservative Political Spins
Are you a Democrat, Republican or Texan? Are you a Democrat, Republican or Texan? Here is a little test That will help you decide. The answer can be found by posing the Following question: You're walking down a deserted street with your wife and two small Children. Suddenly, an Islamic Terrorist with a huge knife comes Around the corner, locks eyes with you, screams obscenities, praises Allah, Raises the knife, and charges at you. You are carrying a Glock cal 40, And you are an expert shot. You have mere seconds before he reaches You and your family. What do you do? . Democrat's Answer: Well, that's not enough information to answer the question! Does the man look poor! Or oppressed? Have I ever done anything to him that would inspire him to attack? Could we run away? What does my wife think?
Erotic Holiday Stories!
"What do you want for Christmas?" The child on Santa's lap began a recitation of toys and gadgets that television had persuaded him were cool to have. Jenna Ritter stood at a distance. The scene did not delight or amuse her. What did she want for Christmas? Charles Ritter of course. Charles in the flesh, by her side, as he had been a week ago. Charles had died on December 10th. It was a senseless accident. He'd gone to the grocery and been hit by a drunk driver. Jenna had not wanted to believe the officer who knocked at their door that afternoon. But there was no sick joke; Charles was dead; his wife of ten years was suddenly, utterly alone. She looked down at the shopping bags in her hands. They were full of gifts she had bought for him. It had seemed oddly sensical to return them. She looked at the happy child. She looked at the bags of gifts. Nothing made any sense any more. She turned and left the mall, bumping into other shoppers as she blazed toward the exit. Nothi
Christmas Wish
Hi All, I just thought I would give whoever actually reads these a clue. I'm 44.. yes, it's true... I am a mom of 3 daughters... I am NOT online for a hook up, 1 night stands, players, drama, liers, or anyones BS. but that seems to be all I get. Do I think I'll find my 'soul mate' or a real 'relationship' with someone from online... well, it is possible, but I won't hold my breath b/c again, all I seem to attract are the types of men that I mentioned above. I've been threatening to take my Fubar account and close it. I've only stayed on for a couple of people and well... all anyone who is SERIOUS needs to do is ASK for my personal email or my yahoo msgr ID before I shut this down for good. So.. all you BS artists, drama queens and disrespectful people.. get a clue.. For those who might be serious... you know what to do. Christmas Day is D Day... No if's, ands or butts.. Have a nice Life Missy
My Addendum
Aimless
Here I sit aimlessly wandering the highways of my mind Never going anywhere yet never here Traffic gets heavy around five Too many people wanting to drive Why must I use a copilot here I am driven by the deepest of fear My days are wasted, my nights congested My lover goes solitaire My mind is no where To be found As I have gone underground!
Merry Christmas!!!
Merry Christmas to all my friends, fans and family. Be safe and God Bless.
Happy New Year
I just wanted to take the time out to wish all my friends and family and happy New Year. I hope everyone takes the time to reflect on this past year and to notice what needs to be changed in your life and make that a priority in 2008! Love, learn and live always! I have found what I have been missing in my life and I can't wait to see where it leads me to. My life has had it's ups and downs but I am ready to start over and take care of what I need to take care of to better myself as well as my children. I have so much to offer in life and I'm about to change for the better. I hope you all do the same and know that life is way too short to sit and wonder about things and do nothing about it to change. Let love into your heart and you can move mountains! Thank you to all for being a part of my life and I'll see you in 2008!
Holidays
Your Eyes
When I look into your eyes I feel wanted. Wanted by you more than you know. The more I look into them I want to be held more. I've never been loved by someone with eyes as beautiful as yours. Oh, when I look into your eyes, I see how much I love you. I love your eyes.
Pain
Pain...Pain, What is pain? Why do I cry? Why do I no longer that the will to try? Pain..What is Pain? Why this life I can nolonger take? Why these feeling I can't shake? Pain...Pain, What is Pain? When will things ever be right? When will I finaully see the light? Pain...What is Pain? When will I finaully be whole? When will I gain control? Pain...Pain, What is Pain? I feel I no longer can breathe I no longer want to grieve Pain...Waht is Pain? each day living with this sorrow will there ever be a better tomorrow? What is Pain
"by Then It'll Be Too Late"
“By Then It’ll Be Too Late” One of the most asked questions in this world is, What is the point of loving someone if you’re just going to end up getting hurt? In a sense that’s like saying, What’s the point of living if we are just going to die? But in fact it is very different. I’ll explain why. In life there are so many things to experience, both good and bad. Still some may say, What’s the point in having those or any experiences, we are still going to die. Well what happens after we die? No one can say for certain. So as for me I want to experience life and hope that what I have learned and felt comes along with me. I believe that we must face every situation as a chance to learn something. Well I have given love a chance. Quite a few chances actually. And it has always ended up the same. To different degrees, but still the same. Hurt, pain, and emotional scars. Sure the feeling of love is great. It is the one feeling that can’t be topped. To love and be loved is the ultimate ex
Change Of Heart
I thought that love had passed me by. But you looked up and caught my eye, and things were never the same. I was so sure I'd heard it all. I said I'd heed to no man's call, but then you called my name. What is this magic spell you cast? How can I know if it will last the balance of my days? I can't resist your thrilling voice. I hear you call and I rejoice; you have such winning ways!
Life24
Well, it is all over with. A big huge build up for a month and it lasts one day! Actually, that isn't true because I have been celebrating for a couple of weeks now. It is just such a big let down when it is all over. The 26th sucks! I look at all those decorations I need to put away and think to myself that next year I won't put out as much as this year. Yea...right! It is 10pm and I am getting very tired. What a wimp I am. I can't even stay awake past 10pm anymore. LOL I guess that is part of getting older? My Christmas was amazing. My husband is a crazy man and bought me a Journey diamond necklace for our 20th anniversary that was back in September but gave it to me on Christmas Eve. It is 1 1/2 cts! He hung it from the mantel and kept trying to get me to notice it by lighting a fire, turning on the lights over the fire place and I still hadn't noticed. Then he tells me to light the candles on the mantel and then it caught my eye! I as shocked! It is beautifu
Musings
I finally got to get a decent digital, all of my old ones had died...this one with tax cost me $140 bucks but as far as I'm concerned its money well spent when it'll help me preserve what sanity I have left...lmao...so MANY pics will be on the way, yesh, I am a camera ho, not so much being in front of it though I'm not camera shy unless I look like shit....but I love taking pics of all sorts of things, especially animals...they give so much love & companionship and ask for so little in return...but yeah, anyway, uploading new Wicket pics I'm really starting to hate this site with a passion, it reminds me of the dilly/aka swydm aka reezle...it'd be great if it actually fucking worked worth a fuck for someone with aohell dialup, but alas it doesn't seem to at all...yes,profanity..I'm fucking pissed because I'm tossing back a few trying to enjoy myself in a chat & the shoutbox hates me, as does every single fucking lounge I have visited...yeah,graphics are all perty & hellac
Guys.....
You meet guys on here,you start talking ,then all a sudden your not suppose to be having any other friends but them and they get pissed when they find out you do have a life and other friends.But I have yet seen a guy drop his friends so why the hell should I do it ? I can see if I am in a relationship (actaully together) with the guy and he gets upset cuz I talk to other guys but if we are just friends he has no reason to be upset or pissed. What people don't understand some of us do have a life ,I have three daughters so if I do not answer you right away its because I am attending to them ,so do not get pissed or catch a attitude with me because I will get one with u in return, delete you and block you.I'm not with anyone so I can talk to who I want and when I want.
~i Will Be Loving Him Forever,,,,,~
i'm going to love You forever There isn't a doubt in my mind, because all of the love that i feel in my heart is the "will last forever" kind. i'm going to love You always, not "maybe," i know it's true. From the time W/we first kissed, i knew in my heart my forever love would be You. Your lovingly devoted slavegirl myMaster, tallyssinae[R] ~Waiting is the worse state to be in for me, but doing so with myMaster has been very helpful for me in this to do. myMaster's kaleiatia means the absolute world to U/us B/both and W/we want her here in Michigan with U/us to make U/us the complete Family W/we experienced with her on her visit up here, short though it was and went way to fast also. The depth of O/our love for her goes very deep and W/we are B/both very well aware of this and so have tried to not overwhelm her with it, but never have W/we hidden it, denied it to her or the wor
Make Me Yours Tonight!
Hardest Day
Well today was the hardest day of my life. I buried my boyfriend. That was something I never dreamed of doing. I've been through alot of hard things in my life. But this was the hardest. Never again will I see the man I loved and wanted to spent the rest of my life with.
Explanation Please????
Ok so i dont get it. why is it number one that you can be 23 years old and still have to deal with CLIQUES? I thought that was something we all left in HS.. ok rants part 2 .... boys.. need I say more? so New years Eve is fast approaching... and do you think I have a date or made any final plans on what i am going to do .. Nope.. and why you ask.. because boys dont know how to make up thier minds and they like to play games. I would love for someone to explain to me how boys think.. they say one thing and mean something else... lets be friends and see where it takes us . I HATE THAT!!!!!! its like come on already.. i have to straight out say to them .. forget it I DO NOT WANT FRIENDS WITH BENI's .. not me ... so if someone could make some sense of how boys think and let me know that would be AWESOME Love Me
If Anybody Really Cares...
Breathing closer to the edge of reason waiting, calculating the change in season I stopped breathing I started bleeding the actions, the words hurt more than the cut just smother my heart , and maybe i'll stop breathing. Alone in the darkness I am waiting for someone to reach out and free me from the shackles of what my life is all about behind me a whisper of dreams that will never be In front of me I see the only one who can set me free. He says hold on girl I hear you and I want you to know you're nothing, you're hateful and I know without a doubt he'll walk away just like the rest. 6:46 PM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos Breathing... I wanna walk right into your room and tear down the walls Breathing... I wait for someone to grab me and throw me down, down So long don't know left from right anymore Looking at my hand, fuck that ring, didn't mean a thing I didn't mean a fucking thing 2 U Did I? To
In Need
New Year.....ummmm?
I have been sick for the last 3 days!! I had plans for New years!!! I had to stay home last night because I am so sick. My head feels like it will explode. I am out of medicine and I am too sick to drive myself up there. My son said he would walk up to the corner store to get me cold meds. Why couldnt I have been feeling better for the New Year!! I had PLANS!!! UGGHHHH............ I hope the rest of the year goes better than the start of it....lmao
New Lounge
He yall come and join us at the newest lounge just made today by muah, yes me and help of dj fantastic cutter, listen to dreat music from the hotest djs arround of adrenaline radio and have a good time with friends! We are curently looking for all staff so plz come and join the family of club dragon. http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=53592
Too Forgiving Or Just Too Stupid?
It is really hard to accept someone back into your life after they have done so many deceitful things and told so many unspeakable lies, but you do it because they are family and you love them and you truly believe they have really changed this time. And so you are willing to start with a clean slate and give them the benefit of the doubt, but yet they hurt you and the rest of the family with one more unspeakable lie. And what hurts the most is not how they hurt you, but how they hurt others in your family. And what pisses you off is that they played you and others for the fool for one last time! And what really sucks is that you can never, ever trust them again because even if they do one day truly change, you will never believe them. And so from now on, you will never allow them to get close again, but you will always love them and hope for the best for them.
Life29
I am sitting here at my desk freezing. I just walked outside to get the mail and it is cold out there! My house says 70 degrees and usually that is warm enough but it sure doesn't feel like 70! I just put my warm fuzzy robe over my clothes. lol I have been working all day. I got spoiled with being off for a while. I don't know who reads my blogs anymore besides Martin, Kim and Steve? It seems that because of the stupid info of everyone voting on mumms and so and so left so and so a comment, no one sees any bodies stuff anymore. To me, Fubar has made it more of a pain in the ass to see the things your friends has done. Maybe it is time to start deleting people again. The ones who don't even bother and just use you as a number and points?? They won't notice anyway! haha I just thought I would take a 5 minute break from work. Kiss Martin.. ciao
We're So Crazy In Luv
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Really Important...
ok. so heres the thing, and i know im making a big fool out of myself just by posting this blog, but whatever, its important. i am currently 900 $ in debt, and i have no way of paying the money right now. my parents are also in debt with their own bills and shit, so they obviously cant help me out. ive tried looking for a job but no ones ever hiring around here. so i wanted to know if anyone knew an easy way to make the money, online possibly. you probably dont care but i really need to get the hell outta here already or im gonna lose my mind, and the only way im gonna be able to, is if i pay the debt, because otherwise, i may have to go to court, and then eventually ill probably go to jail. and i really dont need that stress, plus its uberly miserable here, because my parents are assholes. so if you have any ideas, please let me know. thanks.
Just Havin Guitar Hero Fun
This Is Us!! Cant Wait!
Touch the Darkness
Life30
It feels like it should be Tuesday even though it is Thursday. Next week is going to feel like a long week because there is no holiday to break it up. :( Oh well, I will get over it. Chris starts his medicine to help him wit focusing this weekend. He only needs to take it during the week for school and not on the weekends but his doctor wants him to start it a couple of days ahead of time to get him used to it. He said he should not really feel much but just be able to get everything done he is supposed to. He said it wears off about 12 hours later so he should take it an hour before school starts. I am hoping this helps because he is so smart but just can't sit still long enough to get any work done. I have been paying bills this morning and working. Oh joy. We spent a LOT on Christmas because of what Peter bought me. I had it all planned out with what we would spend and had the money set aside because we do a Christmas account and then he ended up spending $3200 more t
Kiss
"There is some kiss we want with our whole lives"
January Birthdays
Okay I always try to send my friends a birthday card on or near their birthday. Well I see today that there are 47 people with birthdays this week. I am at work and don't have time to personally send one to everyone so I just wanted to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ALL of you and I hope your birthday wishes come true. smiles
Ask For It
Ask For It la la la, la la la, la la la, la la la, la la.. Ohh.. It's been 2 months and 20 days the last time I layed my eyes on you (and I'm taking time) of not beein around you (and I'm taking time) of not seeing your face and baby I know.. that It's killing you too I can hear it in your voice when I'm talking to you (on the phone late at night) my conclosing ears (beeing alone ain't right) so confused babe some nights i cry (thinking about you babe, cant do with out you babe, please believe) that I gotta stay calling you you ain't ever gotta worry bout nothin so baby please tell me if theres anything you want(want) anything you need (need) there aint nothin in this world that you cannot have all you gotta do is ask for it all you gotta do is ask for it many nights I cried thinkin about you boy I've been dreamin about you boy now we're seperated boy theres one thing to say but you gotta show you love me because it's 1
To One And Only One
I love you, my darling, and you know it's true I thank God in Heaven for someone like you. I never knew how empty my life really could be But this is what I lived before He gave you to me. Whole is my life for you are here now To continue without you I do not know how. So be with me forever my heart needs your stay 'Twould stop its rhythm if you ever went away. I know this love for you will last You are my future, my now, my past.
Birthday
ITS BIG WYLL'S BIRTHDAY AND HE ONLY NEEDS 3,800 TO LEVEL CAN WE DO IT? Big Wyll * LOL Family*Dallas Cowboys Player*@ fubar HAPPY SUNDAY ALL
Becca Is Leaving
hey everyone! i will be deleting my fubar account on friday. if any of you wish to keep in touch, please leave me your email address and fubar name/i.d so i know who you are. its been fun, but fubar is just not for me. wish you all the best, stay safe! love, becs.
20,000
place your bids i am pimpin hubby!
Yeah....
yeah...i dont like this secret/anonymous crush thing. i cant figure out who has a crush on me. :( in other news...this is a really lame blog.
My Story (not Real)
I was lounging on my couch half-watching TV, half-dreaming of you. When suddenly the phone rang. It was you, you always seem to read my mind. I said to you I wanted to see you and I would be right over, I made only one request, that you greet me with no clothes on. I rang the doorbell…. the door opens...a soulful, seductress stood there…….my palms begin to tingle and my pulse quickens. Each time I see you, you take my breath away. Your smooth skin, flawless complexion, chiseled good looks and firm glare……you can see that I came for one thing, “What did I tell you about wearing clothes,”I said softly. But before you could respond, I pulled you in. I lift up your chin and roughly pulled you in for a kiss. My mouth is hungry for your lips, my tongue begins to search, my dick is rising and you can feel it pressed firmly against you……mmmmmmmm….Now my fingers go to work. They trail your thighs and move upward, to the soft warmth inside. My mouth never leaving yours. I lift you up by you
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Life37
I used to take it so personal when someone on this site would give any of my pictures a low rate. I always thought it was so rude to rate anything less then a 7. I would get so mad and go in their profile and ask them why they did it. I think only a couple of times people said it was an accident which I can understand. The laptop's touch pad can be a little touchy and I have made mistakes before because you barely touch it and it clicks on something. Sometimes I find myself in someone's profile I had no idea I clicked on it! oops! Anyway, once I got rid of my old profile and started fresh, I could care less if someone downrates my pictures. It doesn't mean that I am ugly, it just means that they are acting immature and stupid. They are hoping to piss people off because those kind of people live for it. I ignore them or simply just block them right away. I don't go into their profile and rate them low. Why? Because that is what they are hoping for. To lower you to their
My Journal
HeyMost of you know or see the photos, there was this huge ass keloid on the side of my face right next to my left ear. This thing has been growing for years and I been wanting it gone for a while. But since I always was between NYC and Florida and the fact that I didn't have stable insurance, there was nothing more that could be done for it besides injecting it and hoping that it would shrink. Ya, that didn't work thus just growing.So I finally move home and apply for insurance. Speed to December and finally getting insurance. Speed to late December and I see a general doctor and getting a referral to see a dermatologist. You can see where this is going. So last thursday, I went to see the dermatologist and he says it is too big for injections, as are most of the rest of them. He schedules me for an appointment the next Wednesday (today) to see the surgeon to see what can be done for it, which leads to today.Note that my mother was with me last thursday to hear about this. Al
I'll Be Waiting
I'll Be Waiting Lyrics
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25 Of Life's Rules
1. There are two sides to every divorce: Yours and Shithead's. 2. The closest I ever got to a 4.0 in college was my blood alcohol content. 3. I live in my own little world but it's OK, everyone knows me here. 4. I saw a rather large woman wearing a sweatshirt with 'Guess' on it. I said, 'Thyroid problem?' 5. I don't do drugs 'cause I find I get the same effect just by standing up really fast. 6. A sign In a Chinese Pet Store: 'Buy one dog, get one flea.' 7. Money can't buy happiness but it sure makes misery easier to live with. 8. I got a sweater for Christmas. I really wanted a screamer or a moaner. 9. If flying is so safe, why do they call the airport the 'terminal'? 10. I don't approve of political jokes. I've seen too many of them get elected. 11. The most precious thing we have is LIFE, yet it has absolutely no trade-in value. 12. If life deals you lemons, make lemonade. If life deals you tomatoes, make Bloody M
2 Stories..gotta Read This
Two Great Stories - BOTH TRUE - and worth reading! (Read the second one all the way to the end.) STORY NUMBER ONE Many years ago, Al Capone virtually owned Chicago. Capone wasn't famous for anything heroic. He was notorious for enmeshing the windy city in everything from bootlegged booze and prostitution to murder. Capone had a lawyer nicknamed 'Easy Eddie.' He was his lawyer for a good reason. Eddie was very good! In fact, Eddie's skill at legal maneuvering kept Big Al out of jail for a long time. To show his appreciation, Capone paid him very well. Not only was the money big , but also, Eddie got special dividends. For instance, he and his family occupied a fenced-in mansion with live-in help and all of the conveniences of the day. The estate was so large that it filled an entire Chicago City block. Eddie lived the high life of the Chicago mob and gave little consideration to the atrocity that went on around him. Eddie did have one soft spot, however. He had a son
Poetry
I am a contemporary poet and i have my own poetry page the web site is www.poetrypoem.com/cc578544 just copy that line and paste it in your address bar on ur browser if u are interested in seeing my poems. the site will be updated guite often and there will be more poems added when they are typed and put up there thank you and please enjoy.
Wanting
PRESSED in the moment Ahead? It IS now I am I do A better makes not sense yet what. A past in need fulfilled. A future? Of a NOW need, alone, more Acceptance
Sexiiiii
Da Naughty Trainnnnnnnn!!!!!! Roses r red, nuts r brown, skirts r up, pants r down, body 2 body, skin 2 skin, motor's runnin,lets begin. Send to 10 ppl and see if u get it back that means someone wants to GET NAUGHTY WITH YOU. If I don't get this back I guess ur not my friend. if u have a lot of luv 4 someone.....copy and send to ur whole friend list and in 5 mins ur true love will call or im you. da naughty train - if u get it ur cute...u get it twice ur a hottie...u get it 3 times ur sexy...4 times ur well you know use your imagination......send this and see!!!!!! xXxXx 88888888:::::8::::::::::::::::88888888888888888888 ________888_8:::888888:::::::::::::::::::::::::88888888888___888 ___________88:::::88888888::::::m::::::::::::::88888888888____8 _________888888888888888888:M::::::::::::::::8888888888888 ________88888888888888888888:::::::::::::::::M88888888888888 ________8888888888888888888888:::::::::::::M8888888888888888 _________8888888888888888888888::::::::::M888888888888888
Fuck The Soldiers
last night I was sent a petition to sign and send on regarding a myspace profile called"fuck the soldiers". Obviously I am highly opinionated regarding such things. Just wondering how everyone else feels about it. I think anyone who says such shit should be sent over to Iraq to fight in the forefront of an attack without a weapon. People who believe such bullshit need to drink a big cup of shut the fuck up and either get behind the troops or by God....get in front of them!
Friends
Listen up people! If I am on your fans list, you might want to consider moving yourself to my friends list. I'll be going through my fans list and deleting a lot of profiles off of mine. So if you want me to remain on your lists, then, well, do the right thing!
Life40
I am just so numb today. Last night took a lot out of me. When I picked up Anthony from school, I asked him why he cut school Friday. Of course he lied and said he was at school. I also asked him why he thought it was okay to grow pot in his room. Yes, you read that right. I went into his room to look for my make-up case and I felt one of his cabinets and it was covered with a blanket and warm. I opened up and there was a light shining on a pot. I told him that he was grounded, no phone and no friends to come over. Peter came home and I asked him where the kids computer was so he started looking for it. He asked Anthony where it was and he said it was in Christopher's room some where. So to make a ling story short, after calling Chris and him not knowing where it is, Anthony comes up with some bullshit story about a guy coming in and stealing it. I know and Peter know that is not what happened. Either he sold it to buy alcohol and drugs or one of his so called friends s
What's Wrong With Stem Cells?
I’m not entirely sure why there are people against the use of embryonic stem cells (besides the obvious argument on how the stem cells are obtained) for the research into treating things such as spinal cord injuries and Parkinson’s disease. There’s also the argument that adult stem cells have proven to work more effectively compared to embryonic stem cells although scientists have been working with adult stem cells for decades while embryonic stem cells were only first studied since 1998. Now, for those who don’t know, stem cells are cells that can renew themselves through cell division continuously and have the ability to change into a wide range of cells. They can become cells like those found in the heart, brain, muscles. The embryonic cells are those found in the embryo (and I think in the umbilical cord as well) and can become any tissue in the body excluding a placenta. Adult stem cells are seen more as a repairing cell that can be found in both children and adults and do
Leaving
As much as I have enjoyed everyone being a perve and perving every one else... it's time to move on. I love all my friends and those who have become good friends if you want to talk to me you will have to add me on yahoo... sweet_innocent_rainbow. Thanks for the good times everyone ... and take care. HUGS TO EVERYONE. I will be deleting this account within the next week, so enjoy. I"m not asking for comments, i'm not asking for rates... I am leaving. SO keep your comments to a minimal ... unless you are saying goodbye. Love yas. :) AngelwithHornz
Annoyed
I was on here when it first started, then I left for awhile, I enjoy coming here to pass the time,I usually rate all the people I see, and I wonder why alot of people don't, If your going to look rate..that's what it's all about, and for the people who rate pics NSFW...get a life, and go somewhere else, this site isn't for you.. Be kind return the favor.............
Blogs
As I sit in the corner thinking bout her and what she means to me. She’s my whole life and I can’t see myself wit anyone but her. I don’t want anyone else I can’t be wit anyone else it’s going to be unfair for them to compare to her. I need to stop thing right now and try to wait to see how everything plays out but I cant help but to think to hurt myself I scratch and clawed at myself hard enough to make myself bleed. But it still not enough I want the pain to go away but I can’t make it go away. I cried too much that my eyes a blood shot red and my head hurt so much. I cant sit here anymore I walked to the kitchen and looked around wit this blank stare trying find something to do more damage to myself but I cant but I need this pain to go away. So I grabbed the bottle of pills on top of the fridge. Oh wait I’ve been down that road before. And I could do something else that won’t kill me but just enough to hurt and reminded me not to do it again. I reached out for the knife and starte
The Claddagh Ring Story
The Story ofThe Claddagh Ring The ring, depicting two hands clutching a heart complete with crown, epitomizes the expression of lasting love and eternal friendship. The heart symbolizes Love, the hands Friendship and the crown Fidelity. The Story The romantic story of the mystical and beautiful Claddagh Ring began over 300 years ago, in the ancient fishing village of Claddagh just outside the walls of the city of Galway on the west coast of Ireland. Legend tells us a fishing boat from the village was captured by pirates and the crew taken and sold as slaves. One of the crew, Richard Joyce (who was to have been married that very week,) was sold to a Turkish Gold Smith. During his captive years never forgetting his girl back home, he made a ring of gold for her. After many years Richard eventually earned his freedom and returned to Claddagh. To his great Joy he found his girl had never given up hope of seeing him again. He gave her the ring and they were
Just An Ambulance Driver
Body: standing in chest deep water,freezing rain falling and stinging as it hits the exposed parts of my body. Holding her head above water to keep her from drowning until rescue could get there to cut her free--- BUT I'M JUST AN AMBULANCE DRIVER comforting a 89 year old woman who just watch me and my partner cover the face of her husband of 64 years as he lay dead in their bathroom floor--- BUT I'M JUST AN AMBULANCE DRIVER on scene at an mva with mom trapped upside down in her car and her dead sons body laying on top of her without a second thought for my own safety i crawl into the wreckage to take C-spine control and calm the frantic lady--- BUT I'M JUST AN AMBULANCE DRIVER called away from my just prepared meal to respond to the middle of B.F.E to a house with no numbers,no porch light on,nobody waiting to signal us in and they bitch because we took too long only to find out the patient left P.O.V ten minutes ago...so we smile and walk away from the verbal lashing onl
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Marilyn Monroe
I love this woman. She was beautiful and smart,insucure and dated all the wrong men. these are my favorite quotes from her. "Dogs have never hurt me. Only men have." "Dogs never bite me. Just humans." "The truth is I've never fooled anyone. I've let people fool themselves. They didn't bother to find out who and what I was. Instead they would invent a character for me. I wouldn't argue with them. They were obviously loving somebody I wasn't." "...If you can make a girl laugh - you can make her do anything..." "It's better to be unhappy alone than unhappy with someone " I want to grow old without facelifts... I want to have the courage to be loyal to the face I've made. Sometimes I think it would be easier to avoid old age, to die young, but then you'd never complete your life, would you? You'd never wholly know you" "Sex is a part of nature. I go along with nature."
The Perfect Guy
I want a guy who can be my best friend, who I can talk to about anything. A guy that cares about me, and would be mad if someone hurt me. A guy who can accept me, and who can accept my past. A guy who knows the real me, and loves me for me. A guy who doesn't care if I have guy friends, and a guy who likes all my friends. A guy with amazing eyes, and a to-die-for smile. A guy who I can be myself around, and he won't care because it'll make him love me more. A guy who's seen me at my worst, and hopes I'm never that hurt again. A guy who doesn't care if I wear my sweats everyday, becasue no matter what--he thinks I'm beautiful. But most of all I want a guy that will want me back and love me for me.
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Baltimore Ravens-oh Yeah!
Ravens first offered the job to Dallas Cowboys offensive coordinator Jason Garrett, who turned down the bid after receiving a raise from Cowboys owner Jerry Jones and a promotion to assistant head coach. John Harbaugh started as the special teams coach for Philadelphia Eagles in 1998. He was promoted last year to secondary coach. Now, he will take on the task of the head coach of the Ravens! Hope he has thick skin with an awareness of what it takes to win! Baltimore fans will not make it easy! Go Ravens!
Untitled
In the danger of the hollow a lone candle shallow breathes air of consolation burnt short the tinder bent spirit flicker almost gone outsid looks in appearances deceive those who feed the flame believe it will burn forever a tempting glow curls long fingers licking lips whispers linger while tears hang on tears clinging to shattered glass impossible to be sure who holds what together a memory climbs me like cherry wood smoke melting my heart to nothing a drained candle where the wax has gone as a bitter wind belches spewing dreams on the wall yet the flame smolders deep to snuff it out before it's time cruel as the ruin of one silent goodbye
Guest Book
Would love to have ALL Fubar friends sign my Guest Book....
When It All Goes Wrong!!
I just finish a fishing job down south of Odessa, Tx on a rig #16. I had been telling the new worms to stay off the floor while I was jarring on the fish. The driller pulled up to jarring weight of 240,000. Thats when the the hook parted and it all went to hell in a hand basket. Thank GOD no one was hurt, but a lot of draws had to be cleaned after this. Check out the pictures in album, Rig #16. These new wave roughnecks still have a lot to learn, but they out there making them bite. My hats off to all of them!
Friendship
WHAT IS A FRIEND? Your Heart is your Love, Your love is your Family , Your family is your Future , Your future is your Destiny , Your destiny is your Ambition, Your ambition is your Aspiration , Your aspiration is your Motivation , Your motivation is your Belief , Your belief is your Peace , Your peace is your Target , Your target is Heaven, Heaven is no fun without FRIENDS F - Few R - Relations I - In E - Earth N - Never D - Die commentswamp.net
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ALL NEW FIREFIGHTERS HALL WITH ALL NEW DJ'S COME CHECK US OUT SAME GREAT OWNER AND CO- OWNER ALL NEW LOOK
Moving On My Own Soon !
I am moving on my own at the end of the month. I am leaving my home that I shared with my EX fiance. He is trying to be nice sometimes...but at others times a complete a$$. He is already looking for other chicks. His pic is my albums. Good luck with him getting laid soon. He looked up at nudist colony in this area and had the name of some chick right here in the country that thinks nudism is cool. He is an idiot. So I found a nice place further into the country so I don't ever have to move back to Dallas. Worried, concerned for my future. I struggled alot alone about money...the struggle will resume. Plan on working two jobs. That's it ....just venting.
Life/death
Woman and a Fork There was a young woman who had been diagnosed with a terminal illness and had been given three months to live. So as she was getting her things 'in order,' she contacted her Pastor and had him come to her house to discuss certain aspects of her final wishes. She told him which songs she wanted sung at the service, what scriptures she would like read, and what outfit she wanted to be buried in. Everything was in order and the Pastor was preparing to leave when the young woman suddenly remembered something very important to her. 'There's one more thing,' she said excitedly. 'What's that?' came the Pastor's reply. 'This is very important,' the young woman continued. 'I want to be buried with a fork in my right hand.' The Pastor stood looking at the young woman, not knowing quite what to say. That surprises you, doesn't it?' the young woman asked. 'Well, to be honest, I'm puzzled by the request,' said the Pastor. The young woman e
Real Or Fantasy?
Fantasy? I could be... But does the real satisfy me? Some would only stare Others may even drool While others may envision another As they begin to stroke their tool Your cock is Hardening Your Balls feel tight If thing's go well You'll get laid tonight Excitement Building The bulge in your pants grows Thinking about the Porno's you have just seen And now the one you've chose Fantasies to fulfill Needs to Satisfy And Partake in lusty activites Ment to gratify Imagine my body Eager for your touch May need you to use a bit of creativity But really it doesn't take that much It's your fantasy Go ahead and dream That i am hot and horny And how you are gonna make me scream.... You imagine giving it to me like i have never had it before Bucking and Squirming and screaming for more Imagine in your mind, my naked body as you feast your eyes, And your cock hardfens with desire focusing on the center of my thighs, Imagine it hot, moist, and glistening pink So inviti
Uh Oh, Ive Been Thinking Again....
Section 1: How You Approach Life and How You Appear To Others. You appear gentle and soft, and you act rather reserved with others until you know them well and feel it is safe to be open with them. You have a strong need for emotional security and a sense of belonging, and are deeply attached to the past: your heritage, roots, family, cherished friends, familiar places, etc. Making radical changes or moves away from what is known and safe can be very painful and difficult for you. You tend to cling and hold on to people, memories, possessions of personal or sentimental significance. Having a home, a safe haven, is very important to you. Section 2: The Inner You: Your Real Motivation. You have powerful emotional attachments to the past, your family, your childhood, those places you associate with safety and security and your beginnings. Maintaining a connection with your roots and heritage and keeping family bonds strong are very important to you. Loyal, devoted, and sentiment
Who Am I?
Today I walked into a UPS store to mail a package containing a book and a C.D. I approached the counter an employee who was a young man maybe 25 years old asked me how he could help me. I told him that I wanted to mail this package and I wanted to have it marked fragile. He said, "Fragile?" I said yes, Fragile. He said, "Oh no, you don't want to mark it fragile. If someone here is having a bad day and they see that your package is marked fragile they may intentionally step on it or kick it." I said, "Excuse me, would you mind repeating what you just said?" The young man reiterated what he had just said in an attempt to dissuade me from having the package marked fragile. I said, "So, if I put the contents of my package in a box would one of your employees run it over with a car?" He said, "No, I am just saying that some times people are in a bad mood here and when they see "fragile" written on a package they will take their frustrations out on the package. I said, "I tell
Just Writing
Good Morning everyone. Just saying hello. I changed my status on my profile to be viewed only by those that are on my friends list so this will slow down all the women that are insecure over there men or there so called men they have never even met. I personally am so glad I found this little button.It will also slow this little page down a lot.Oh well thats okay it is better than getting trivial emails and then when you choose to write them back and ask politely to stay off your page they block you. At least now I can focus on who I have as friends and try to get to know them. If I have ignored anyone please do not take it personal it has been the whole page with the exception of one.So many childish games that had to iron out. So hello from me to you for those that read this.
I Was Your Eve
I Was Your Eve Category: Romance and Relationships they say the eyes are the windows to the soul then why did u have to look into them and see that place only GOD should know they say beauty is in the eye of the beholder then why did you choose me to behold your beauty inside and out they say beauty is only skin deep then why does your stare penetrate and see beyond my flesh they say love conquers all then why did you say you loved me and were not prepared for the battle ahead they say the truth shall set you free then why baby do you continue to lie to me they say its the ties that bind then why do these ties choke me instead of bind me they say absence makes the heart grow fonder then why do i seek out your presence every minute of every day they say everything happens for a reason then why am i questioning this path that you and i have chosen they say were a match made in heaven then why, why do i feel
Lounges
im tired of the invites to lounges. if i want to be in a damn lounge id find one! Damn! does anyone really look at the pic or the persons profile before they rate a pic or is just about the points? ive gotten more rates from putting up BS pics as my default pic than i ever did with the actual pics of me. are you ppl that obtuse and shallow to not realize i am a person with feeling and there is a reason my name is what it is? if not then fuck u all have a nice FU-life whatever that is.
Live Life To The Fullest
After learning that Keenan, a friend of mine on yahoo 360 had passed away a few days ago, I've really been thinking about so many things. We don't know God's plan for us. One minute we're here and the next we're gone. Those that you hold close in your heart, let them know. If you've met online and and haven't gotten to meet in person yet and they are truly special to you--plan that trip! This is the only chance we have, don't let it pass you by without living life to the fullest! Enjoy every second of every day!! Savor each moment presented to you. Make certain you’ve taken the time to watch the sun both rise and set and have allowed yourself a moment to enjoy the night light’s game of hide and seek as the moon and stars peep out of the darkness. Stop to appreciate the new blossom on a flower as it’s beauty unfolds and colors the earth. Be silent and listen to the songs of nature as they greet you. Learn that music of the birds and creatures around us are a gift of
The Lost Cherry Scrolls
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more “ME” orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10’s and 11’s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9’s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1’s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your rating if

Just wanted to ask the bi or bi curious ladies , is it hard to find a male partner thats willing to let you have the best of both world , knowing he gets to join in if he feels like it . Why I ask is becuase I met a girl who says she has a hard time finding a man like that . You know my jaw feel to the floor . I would think its the other way around
Valentines Auction Rules
Ok here is some rules for the bidders: 1. All persons wanting to bid on this auction must be a member of Club Erotic and this page to your friends for you to have access to the auction folder. 2. There is to be no drama of any kind, if you start drama you will be blocked and your bid will be revoked. 3. Comment box is for bids only... 4. Bids will only be accepted as fubucks. HHs, blasts, tickers ect will not be counted 5. This auction will start on 01/27/08 at 10pm est till valentines day 02/14/08 at 9pm est and the winners will be anounced at 10pm est. U must be in Club Erotic to cliam your prize but if your absent then next highest bidder will be determind the winner, and you will hold them for one month if you win. 6. All member that are in the auction has the right to refuse any bid for any reason, so if you dont like that well tuff. 7. Once auction is closed and the winners are announced all payments must be made threw the Club Erotic page and they will be di
Fixing The Damn Car
Well in the last 24 hrs i have myself replaced 2 cv joints on my van I did the work myself and i have to thank my husband for buying that damn low rider cause with out us having work on that damn thing i would never have known how to so i have had fun doing it ill add pics later of how dirty i am well anyways love you all talks to you later Lp
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Random Stuff
How Long Can You Last In Bed?Over 60 minutes Damn...you really know how to work it and keep the heat up for a long time. You probably experiment and tease a lot. Your partner thinks you're a kinky bitch and loves doing it with you. You keep it coming and know how to make it fun. You really know how to pull an all-nighter and make it extra special. You get the caressing, teasing, and experimenting in all in night. It makes you even more irresistible and the sex even more intimate.Myspace Quizzes What Kind Of Sex Should You Have?
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It Just Bugs Me.
you know i find it funny how society now a days looks at a BBW and says to themselves ~look at her she cant take care of herself~ or if we are walkin around with a good lookin man we always get the ~he can do so much better then that thing~ i mean seriously ppl, BBW we are great women, we love and understand just as much as anybody else, the only difference is HELL YEAH we have a little more coushin for the pushin, but who wouldnt mind some cushion over a bone stickin you every now and then. and no i am not judging people who are thinner then i or in better shape i am just stating that BBW are just as good as anyone else. and another thing, we dont have to be thin to be pretty as long as we have confidence i am sure we can catch a good mans eye. and have u ever noticed that almost all the time BBW always end up with a man who is loyal and honest, and shit in some cases handsome as hell, all for the simple reason we put our foot down, literally. i think its cause a man notices the quali
Bone Thugs Group Biography
They went from being broke, hungry and homeless in 1993 to watching their brand of flowing, rolling, rapid-clip, harmonized rap -- dubbed the "Cleveland Sound" -- hit the top of the charts. But to get from the streets of Cleveland, to TV sets across the world, it's been a long journey for Bone Thugs-n-Harmony. Their rise commenced in '93 when they scraped up every penny they had for one-way bus tickets to Los Angeles determined to prove their talents to their favorite rapper, the late Eric "Eazy-E" Wright of N.W.A. As the famed story goes, they spent months living on the street, constantly trying to contact Eazy-E, until they finally received a call from him. They rapped for him over the phone, Eazy said he'd get back to them, but never did. When they learned Eazy was doing a show in Cleveland, they hustled up more money for bus tickets and headed back. They found him backstage and and gave a back stage audition in person, Eazy signed them to his Ruthless Records label. Eazy had ticket
Remember Me
time will come and i will be gone with a lot of things left undone but i know you would always remember me who i am, what i used to be and what im gonna be remember me when you walk in the pouring rain like that rain im gonna wash away your pain remember me in the air that you breathe im gonna be the one who'll bring about your life and death remember me whaen you stare at a star kissed night in the darkest night of your life im gonna be your light think of my love as you stare at surging sea my love is like that sea in all its temptous majesty remember me when you cry i'll be there to wipe your tears dry remember me when things go wrong i'll be there to make you strong think of me in the midst of despair im gonna give you tender loving care think of me when you lose hope i'll keep enough of that for us both think of me on your highest point of elation im gonna be with you in suspend animation think of me on your lowest point of depression im gonna take
Life, The Carrot, The Egg, The Coffee
The carrot, the egg and the coffee ...................................................................................................................... You will never look at a cup of coffee the same way again........ A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as though just as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to a boil. In the first, she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil, without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the Carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she
Nsfw?
Let me know what you consider NSFW.. Im just corious now.... roflmao
My First Erotic Story
Men
Wow! Ok I have had alot of issues with men in my life! So many issues I decided to write this little blog. If someone reads this and takes it wrong I am sorry. If you think I am talking about you ask, I will tell you. Types of Men: Asshole,cheaters,psycho,abusive,emotional,crazy,scary, controlling,jealous,wonderful,fun,sexy,perfect! What have I had. I think that I have had all of these. This is why. Asshole: Well for one I think every man I have had in my life has been a asshole more then once. As I see it though I can and will be a bitch so that does not really bother me. Cheaters:out of the men in my life I can only think of one man that was brave enough to cheat on me. I can't stand it! My views on cheating if you feel the need to cheat leave me then do it. If i am not happy enough with you not to cheat I will be out the door before you blink. Psycho: Omg sadly this seems to be the most common man that comes in my life. I am not just saying hey I think the
If Only I Could
If I could whisper in your ear I'd know just what to say, If I could hold you close my dear I'd do this everyday, If in your eyes I could take one glance I know with your love I'd take no chance, If ever one day I were to lose your love my mind could not erase the love, joy, and smiles you've put on my face, Not one day do I want to live without you, Not one moment are you off my mind, Be with me forever, until the end of time
The Ups And Downs Of 69
The 69er got its name because the numbers are head-to-toe — as you are when you're doing it! Put simply, it's a sexual position that allows each of you to give and receive oral sex simultaneously. The usual position is you on top of him, with your bottom pointed toward his face, genitals lowered so he can lick them. Meanwhile, your mouth is positioned above his penis. Because you're giving and receiving pleasure at the same time, some claim a 69er is the ultimate erotic sensation. Others find them to be ultimately frustrating: It's all too easy to get lazy on your end! If your partner's working his magic and you're about to climax, it's common to forget about his pleasure and try to get away with a few lackluster licks. That's why many people try 69ers in their youth and then decide they're too much work. Big mistake, ladies: They're a great way to add naughtiness and variety to a stale sex life, and with a few simple adjustments, they're easy to master. Here, the ups and downs of h
The Icelandic Rune Poem
Wealth source of discord among kinsmen and fire of the sea and path of the serpent. Shower lamentation of the clouds and ruin of the hay-harvest and abomination of the shepherd. Giant torture of women and cliff-dweller and husband of a giantess. God aged Gautr and prince of Ásgarðr and lord of Vallhalla. Riding joy of the horsemen and speedy journey and toil of the steed. Ulcer disease fatal to children and painful spot and abode of mortification. Hail cold grain and shower of sleet and sickness of serpents. Constraint grief of the bond-maid and state of oppression and toilsome work. Ice bark of rivers and roof of the wave and destruction of the doomed. Plenty boon to men and good summer and thriving crops. Sun shield of the clouds and shining ray and destroyer of ice. Týr god with one hand and leavings of the wolf and prince of temples. Birch leafy twig and little tree and fresh young shrub. Man delight of
To All Will Girls He Been Talking To This Is His Wife
look truthfully i caught him cheating alreadly and sending messages to 5 girls abiout wantting to sleep with them some are local , we have 1 yr daughter , and im married in real life to him , im www.fubar.com/kristenvictoria , im not mad at angirls who he might be talking to i know not ur fault im just trying to find out whats going on if i alreadly asked and u replyed igore message cause im sending them to all girls on list babe has he hitt on u badly or send u messages about his email or call you? please let me know
Sports
I have learned a lesson about myself. I have learned that when it comes to sports. I NEED to root for the team I dont want to win. Why you may ask, I think you know the reason already. Im the JINX. Everything, sports related I have rooted for have turned out bad. EVERYONE of them. SO. I am making it a point to give life the ole reverse psychology. From now on I will be rooting for the teams or persons that I do not want to win. SO, that is my new job for all you betters out there, hire me I will root for the other team. It hasnt failed yet. FOR HIRE: HUMAN JINX I like the sound of that hehe. And no, I dont come cheap. If this is the way it is then why not capitalize on my so called misfoutune.
Still Waiting
That time is here again, Prepare to be apart, And it drives you crazy, Each time i go away the distance get longer, But it makes us stronger, Should it all come crashing down around me, Would you be there should i stumble and fall, And pick up the pieces, Forget about the shit that we've been through, I wanna stay here forever and always, These days are dead again, It's empty from the start, And it drives me crazy, The hours drift away it hurts to remember, This will soon be over.
Truth
no one dies a virgin everyone get screwed once in their lifetime or another...
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I JUST WANTED TO SAY HI TO EVERYBODY AND RATE MY PICTURES, PLEASE!!!
Life Lessons?
I recently lost someone close to me because they chose to take their own life. It really sucks. After preceding to tell my parents a few days before hand that someone dying doesn't bother me it just life, I realize now it does bother me. When a 23 year old person takes their life it hits you hard. I keep expecting to just see them around, I can't go into their previous workplace. Mostly because then I have to face reality that they're not going to be there. You wonder if there's anything you could have done. If you had let this person know you loved them and they meant the world to you and you were lucky to be their friend would it have made a difference? You always will remember the last time you saw that person, it's burnt into my mind and I just keep seeing it over and over again. I realize life sucks sometimes, but you have to wonder what goes through a person's mind to make them want to do something like that. Maybe they're happier on the other side at leas
What Good Is Love Anyway?
There it is again, the glassy stare and soft smile. I talk but you don’t seem to listen, you nod your head at my words, but smile when you shouldn’t, like I speak a foreign tongue. And the look in your eyes scares me, as if you hunger something. You lean to me and... a kiss a deep, passionate, send the kids to bed kiss. And suddenly... I forget what I was saying... I waited for your love in hope, That ours would come again, And make me feel the things I felt, When we were one, back then. But time and distance have erased, The things I wished anew, And now I find myself alone, Though I am here with you. What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain. I traveled to another world, Out far beyond the one we knew, I thought that I could live again, And now I find I'm back with you. But what of hearts that beat as one, And what
I've Learned
I've learned.... That the best classroom in the world is at the feet of an elderly person. I've learned.... That when you're in love, it shows. I've learned.... That just one person saying to me, "You've made my day!" makes my day. I've learned.... That having a child fall asleep in your arms is one of the most peaceful feelings in the world. I've learned.... That being kind is more important than being right. I've learned.... That you should never say no to a gift from a child. I've learned.... That I can always pray for someone when I don't have the strength to help him in some other way. I've learned.... That no matter how serious your life requires you to be, everyone needs a friend to act goofy with. I've learned.... That sometimes all a person needs is a hand to hold and a heart to understand. I've learned.... That simple walks with my father around the block on summer nights when I was a child did wonders for me as an adult. I've learned....
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Time
Hey guys Im gonna take some time off of fubar....if u want to talk to me ull have to get me on yahoo....princess.lisa1 other wise I should be back.....Lisa
My Dream Girl!
My Dream Girl I guess you already know of my dream girl So sweet and lovely, a precious pearl. The most Gorgeous woman I have ever seen Has some how jumped right out of my dream. But still out of reach or a single touch That forces me to beg, and pray for so much. A feeling of warmth and joy she gives With her beauty, and style, and the way she lives. I know she can sing like an Angel you see Because my dream girl has just smiled at me. Giving me joy and making me free And now I feel that she’s just singing to me. A sweetheart I will never really know For she is on my screen, just for a show. I wish I knew her more intimately Dreaming of her standing right next to me. Would I melt in awe and lose my gift of words Knowing she is more precious than any dove. Fall to my knees for they grow weak Standing no more but bowing at her feet. Not able to move or even speak Yes, she has the power to make me so weak. Not because she is so fine you see But because
Disconnect Notice On The Eternal Flame
I killed a man last week I covered him in snow He made a fine snowman He's standing in my yard All the neighbors say What a great snowman When spring comes Won't they be surprised! delusion salesmen offering eternal salvation for the low low price of belief
My Musings...
Been odd the last couple days. Just felt like i've needed to delve into psychedelic things. Lot of Tool's last 2 albums (mainly Disposition/Lateralis/Reflection/Wings for Marie/10,000 Days/ Right in Two), and Timothy Leary stuff, and Hendrix. And that damn commercial for something i never see, but always hear White Rabbit by Jefferson Airplane. "Go ask Alice, I think she'll knooooooooooooooooooow." Oh well. Finally. A poem: Star light, star bright What wishes will thou grant tonight? Bathe me in your light Soothe me with your sight. In the dark of midnight I lay On my bed I shall stay Peering into the nether Hoping for the one day I cut my tether. Sage, and Jasmine, and Patchouli I have burned them all on this night, Allowing a glimpse of eternity To pacify my psyche Spirits to the wind And souls to the heavens! Burn your bridges And re-build them stronger! A new poem I like to call "Not Like You" I am not like you. The weight of my world is bo
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Helpdrew
Do it now dont ask just fucking do it thanks in advance
Ivey Birth Day Video
Pure Romance Party
Hey everyone!!! Need that extra umpf in your sex life or just wanna have some extra fun in the bedroom? Then you have to come to a Pure Romance party. It's a blast and you'll laugh your booty off. Get everything you could possibly want.. things from lubricants to fun toys. Book your party now, dates are filling up! Let's have a blast! Email me at SMYLEESARAH@YAHOO.COM See ya there! Sarah ps. I'm in Ohio
Tag............ur It!
Only b/c you all wonder what goes through my head! LOL YOu have to do this since I had to, so have fun. BUT you have to post your 5 things in my comments under this!! Just to make it fun...lol ooh yeah along with doing your own too. Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Alrighty, lets see: 1~I hate Baked Potatoes, but LOVE mashed potatoes...it's completely different. 2~The ppl I work with think I have toretts...I don't know why. 3~I am always freezing! 4~I absolutely can NOT stand it when I can hear ppl chew!!! I mean seriously... 5~I have a small case of OCD! 6~I love to make ppl smile! 7~I Hate the lakes, I don't like that you can't see the bottom of the
My Cell Walls
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. I was tagged so I guess I have to do this now! 10. I have an oral ficsation(sp), hence the reason I have my tounge pierced. 9. I am afraid of needles in the scence of having something injected into my viens but I am addicted to piercings and tattoos. 8. I am naturally a blonde. What do you think looks better; black hair or blonde? 7. I am a black and white photo junkie. I have shoe boxes of old photographs of people I have never met. 6. I can walk around down town Seattle amlisly for hours with nothing but by camera, sketchbook and pencil, water and crackers and never get board. 5. I have horrible trust issues. 4. I may act tou
My Poetry
Ive wrote many songs and poems However this was the first poem I had published. Its appropriate because recently Ive seen the world from a new perspective. comments and rates please:)) Just Because Sitting beside the window, the world passes by Vanishing footsteps, and the colour changing sky. The thoughts of a million souls, whisper through the air, How many times you hear them, how much do you care? When you stop to realise, within the warmth of your own shadow. The world seems to cruel, yet can it ALL be sorrow? Watching a young girl laughing, seeing a young boy cry. Oh so many feelings, you close your eyes and fly. You search through the clouds, and the images you seek. Are those of pure fulfillment, of strength, not of feeling weak. But life as it's shown you, no matter how low you feel. Theres real joy amongst us all, not always so surreal. You look among those you see, and you think just as you do. Your face becomes a smile, and you care, just because you do.
Married Before Or After Deployment
Nunya From The Land Down Under
Questions To You!!
So I have a question.. Me and my best friend have a vacation coming up from March 14th - March 19th.. The plans that we originaly had fell through.. mainly because my other friend lied to me about the plans... ANYWAY.. St. Patty's day is a big deal for me and my best friend and now we don't know what to do? Any suggestions? -Jaclynn. ----------------------------------------- so you read it but you don't comment? :( :(
Don't Be A Hater
alot of you people on here can be real haters. you sit back and when you see someone post a mumm or bulletin and start running your mouths about it. well you can run your mouths all you want. i bet you wouldn't leave the comments you leave if everyone started doing it to you. it's almost like you envy all of us, because we have a life and you don't. also you sit there and complain about everything like capital letters and other stupid stuff. if your so worried about it then you write something and see how many mistakes you make. you people make me sick but your still giving me point's so keep it up. i like it when people envy me.
Poems
The Special Mother (BY: Erma Bombeck) Most women become mothers by accident, some by choice, a few by social pressures and a couple by habit. This year nearly 100,000 will become mothers of handicapped children. Did you ever wonder how these mothers are chosen? Somehow I visualize God hovering over earth selecting his instruments for propagation with great care and deliberation. As he observes he instructs his angels to take notes in a giant ledger. "Armstrong, Beth, son. Patron saint, Matthew." "Forest, Marjorie, daughter. Patron saint, Cecilia." "Rutledge, Carrie, twins. Patron saint,...give her Gerard he's used to profanity." Finally, he passes a name to an angel and smiles, "Give her a handicapped child." The angel is curious. "Why this one God, she's so happy?" "Exactly, could I give a handicapped child a mother who doesn't know laughter? That would be cruel." "But does she have patience?" "I don't want her to have too much patience, or she'll drown in a sea
Kids
Kids Are Quick TEACHER: Maria, go to the map and find North America . MARIA: Here it is. TEACHER: Correct. Now class, who discovered America ? CLASS: Maria. ____________________________________ TEACHER: John, why are you doing your math multiplication on the floor? JOHN: You told me to do it withou t using tables. __________ ________________________________ TEACHER: Glenn, how do you spell "crocodile?" GLENN: K-R-O-K-O-D-I-A-L" TEACHER: No, that's wrong GLENN: Maybe it is wrong, but you asked me how I spell it. ____________________________________________ TEACHER: Do nald, what is the chemical formula for water? DONALD: H I J K L M N O. TEACHER: What are you talking about? DONALD: Yesterday you said it's H to O. __________________________________ TEACHER: Winnie, name one important thing we have today that we didn't have ten years ago. WINNIE: Me! __________________________________________ TEACHER: Gl
Dear Friend
I want to take the time to tell everyone that paid the respect to my friend John aka know as Rough and Ready.I really asppsied it very much.I know he is tarabbly missed by all. I just want to show my gradtuied to the one who put it together and all that came. I am sure he aprstied it to. SO As we all go on just remember to keep his family in our thought and prayers. Thank you all very much. This Is for one of my dear friends who has passed away over this last weekend. You may be gone but your sprit lives on within all your friends and family hearts. We all miss you more then you know.We all wish you were here with us. I for one know that you stole my heart before you left and as I sit here looking at the time and remembering the times we did share I want to cry and let it all out. My heart was stole by you long before I even know it. I want you to know we have your family in all of our prayers.We hold you up and we miss you a lot. I know some day we will meet again and we all know you
Illuminati Freemason Conspiracy
It is well established that by the end of the eighteenth century, the Illuminati had been effectively disbanded. Because of Freemasonry's inadvertent involvement and misuse by its founder, Adam Weishaupt, the legends of its continued existence (and influence) persist into the twentieth century. In the 1950s and 1960s, members of the John Birch Society made much of this 'shadow' organization, using it as an effective substitute for their anti-Semitism. Perhaps some of the confusion regarding the organization is due to the fact that over time, the word illuminati came to be used more expansively for many enthusiasts of Enlightenment, including but not limited to the followers of Emmanuel Swedenborg. Nevertheless, the Illuminati's connection with Freemasonry was date-specific (the late 1700s) and place-specific (what is now Germany); it had NO involvement in Freemasonry elsewhere despite fanciful claims. Even the oft-mentioned 'Proofs of A Conspiracy' written in 1797 by a Scottish profes
Notes From Hell
apparently there are some issues that have to be rectified. you see. there is some sad little ugly white boy who is playing the pity party once again and blaming others for his downfall. well.. myself or my kick ass roomie never sent any pictures to and gay adds.. although damn i do wish i thought of it.. i am still offering dinner for whomever did that. also we did not ruin his life.. he did that all by his widdle self. he dated some manly lookin bitch and blames us for his lack in taste. then hooks up with women would would rather sleep with eachother than him.. or some that find more interest in the vibration of their phone than his company. you know.. you really are a useless life form.. you really have a better chance of dressing as a woman and letting some big guy named bubba screw you in the ass. cause your not really good at being a man. stop being such a whiney little bitch and stand up and take responsibility for your own damn actions for a change. thank you management
My First C**k
It was Christmas time 2001 and I was not getting along with my girlfriend at the time. We had gone to a holiday party with a couple of her friends and lf had gotten into a fight and found myself stuck the next morning at her friends house. His name was Kelly and he was a senior in High School and unabashedly queer. he was about 6 feet tall had shoulder length strawberry blond hair, Kelly and I had always gotten along fine, I thought he had a great sense of humor and I always bought him beer and cigarettes. So I find myself alone with this boy (his parents are out of town and his older sister is at work). We spend the day drinking beer watching movies and talking about our problematic love lives. Around 8pm he asks me if I want to hear a song that he recorded, "sure" I say, and he tells me to come to his room...at this point I know what's going on and I'm sure he knows i know. He plays his song for me as I'm sitting on his singe bed, It's not a very good song but I tell him that I like
Blar
As early as the fourth century B.C., the Romans engaged in an annual young man's rite to passage to the God Lupercus. The names of the teenage women were placed in a box and drawn at random by adolescent men; thus, a man was assigned a woman companion for the duration of the year, after which another lottery was staged. After eight hundred years of this cruel practice, the early church fathers sought to end this practice... They found an answer in Valentine, a bishop who had been martyred some two hundred years earlier. According to church tradition St. Valentine was a priest near Rome in about the year 270 A.D. At that time the Roman Emperor Claudius-II who had issued an edict forbidding marriage. This was around when the heyday of Roman empire had almost come to an end. Lack of quality administrators led to frequent civil strife. Learning declined, taxation increased, and trade slumped to a low, precarious level. And the Gauls, Slavs, Huns, Turks and Mongolians from Northern Euro
How Im Spending My Valentines Day
Turn down your dimmers, this is not for beginners I know...I stole that line from my nigga, jigga In room 112 where all the players dwell Sip the cold brew tell me how you do it well Before you come out your panties lets discuss how smart You put the red slick scarf over the lamp, to play the part Red light tonight honey dont worry about your spouse I dont know a thing beauty, do me good like whinehouse I dont care about tomorrow as long as tonights the night You can call me baby face and we whipappeal thats right So, if youre gonna turn off the lights, lets make one thing understood If you want me money, baby girl you better stroke me good And I know this is never thee appropriate time But for just for one night could you say that youre mine As we slept the night away til the morning comes Last night I was your only one
To All My Divas! Love Ya Sistas!
Hello to all of you! I am wanting to wish each and every one of you a very special V-Day. Although there are many people out there who have given up on love and this is just another day to them, I would personally like to wish those people an even Happier Valentine's Day! You R SPECIAL 2 ME! I could've, should've, would've given up on love at this time too! I am going through a divorce and what do I have 2 celebrate this Cupid's Day? Nada. But I have 2 beautiful children to whom I gave my valentine's to. They are what matters most to me. Even though I don't have an adult valentine to share my romance with, I can turn all my attention to my lovely children, and that's what I have done. There are many things to love today. I love my family, my good health, my God, and I am truly blessed. So on this Valentine's Day, I challenge you to think of things to be thankful for. Even if there is no one to share it with, count your blessings every day that you are alive and well. Or
Just Me
hi never sure what to put ere so il make it short, im 44 blue eyes dark hair and straight like most things in life, im a 1963 model slightly rusty around the edges but good body work, been let down by previous owners, got a good couple of miles to go yet!!! lol,lol, just ere to my friends, and someone who can teach me the basics on this site, look 4wrd in chatting to you tke care friendly faces and sexy ladies xx gary
Thanks
Just wanted to say thanks for all the thoughts and prayers sent my family's way this week for my Granny. I really truly appreciate it. Coming to grips with the reality that the grandparents are seriously seniors is a hard thing to deal with. She's at home now sleeping and comfy.. Soo... Thanks again.... I should be back to my normal moody less mushy teary eyed self next week.. I promise. Peace, Love and Reacharounds, Fxy.
Just Me
Is it so bad to have a best friend who also happens to be male? I met my best friend when we were both3 years old. We have been inseparable since. Most ppl don't understand the relationship that we have. It goes wayyyyyyyyy beyond comprehension. It has never been and never will be physical or romantic. But he and I are always being accused of sleepig together, and lying about it. We have gone through this all through school. Everyone just assumes the worst. I love him very much, but he is more like a brother to me than anything else. He is my friend in the truest sense of the word. I just wish that others understood that.
Zara Zoroa
Misbruk av bøker? Det er i seg selv et dødt projekt som ikke kan sammenlignes med det å ha broren ved siden av seg som en grønnsak og i sin hule hånd. Det er et mysterium for forskere at N levde i sin tilstand fra 1889 så lenge som ham gjorde. Det motsier sykdomsbildet. Og grunnen er ganske sikkert E. Hun har bruk for ham. Min påstand er at grunnen til at hun hadde bruk for ham var at hun elsket ham. Utgivelsen av Wille Zur Macht få år etter brorens død kan sees som et forsøk på å oppretthiolde scenarioet. Problemet var at uten broren var også Salome borte som virkelighet og mål. Gud er død må ha vœrt en virkelighet som innhentet E i årene 1900 til 1935. Hun var selv passert 50 og ikke attraktiv som kvinne lenger. Hennes bekjentskapskrets var jødehatere. Og dette må ha vœrt et problem. De av brorens venner som hjalp henne med boka er siden mildt sagt sett ned på. De blir sett på som nyttige idioter. Overløpere. E hadde ingen vei tilbake. Ved å sette seg selv som misbruker
Have You Had ?
Have you had the flu yet this year? I hate being sick and that ole flu got a hold of me and still will not let go.I am a little better or at least my bones don't hurt as bad as they did. I am the type of person that can usually get a hold on things when I get sick but I have to say this flu has kicked my ass.Going back to bed now even if this entry sucks.I have received a few emails of concern and that this was the best way to answer them all. For my baby S, I have missed you and I hope your V-Day was pleasant and exciting for you.Don't be mad at me for to long (pouts) I need pity right now I am sick.lol Loves you baby.
This Life Of Mine 26
I am getting really frustrated with my computer at the moment. I bought the computer in November and of course they always come with a virus protection with a limited time, usually 3 months. The one mine came with is McAfee which is ok. I was looking into a better one from Panda or another brand and was doing some research on them the other day. I thought by going so long without any protection was not a good thing and I have been meaning to ask Martin which one I should download and keep forgetting to ask him so I just renewed my subscription to McAfee. I know, I know....I should have done a different one but my computer has been acting funny this morning. My mouse is lagging behind and really irritating! I thought it was just Fubar but it wasn't. It was lagging with everything I was doing. Ugh! It drives me crazy! Peter left for the cabin early this morning. I woke up and he was gone, he left something behind though......Christopher! I thought I was going to have a
The Word We Use 100 Times A Day!!
First Blog
Well some good news is, is that yesterday at 5pm I was married to Thomas A. Templeton. I am so happy about that. I was just sitting here not feeling all that great, I guess I just over did everything the other day. So I was just relaxing. I was just sitting here thinking about something on my mind. My husband was telling me that I could have a girlfriend. I am actually excited about that. I love Tom to death, but my mind wonders when it comes to the bedroom. I am a very loyal woman, but just try to keep my mind interested when it comes to having sex. I get bored easily. It isn't that he is bad or anything, just usual. So he tries to find ways to keep me feeling good about myself. I was just thinking about a good friend with benefits, so that I would love my husband fully, and not have to worry about sex anymore. (smiles) I bet I am going to get some interesting comments on this one. Well that is my thought on my first blog. So well, I plan on writing more. I can just get re
Communication
Watch a cloud in the sky. It seems stationary. Slowly it moves and after sometime, without our realizing, that cloud is gone. Sometimes love disappears from a relationship like that cloud. When the relationship begins, everything looks ok. The communication is great. Not only verbal but also non-verbal communication between the partners is excellent. Slowly the rot sets in and there come a time when they stop communicating except when needed. The communication becomes need based. Earlier it was love based. What is the difference between need based and love based communication? Relationship and communication - In love based communication the partners talk to each other about everything on the earth. They speak about their love; their needs, their dreams, their aspirations and everything else that makes them feel connected. In need based communication, the partners talk to each other minimally. What is required to keep the partnership together is the communication limit and nothi
Lax Contest
AUCTION ENDS FRIDAY FEB 22, 2008 RULES: 1.MUST BE AN ACTIVE MEMBER OF THE LOUNGE 2.IT'S ONE NIGHT ONLY TO DO WHAT YOU WANT..(NO NSFW STUFF)
Life Itself
I woke up feeling pretty good this morning. Logged on to Fubar and now I feel blah. So much emotion and feeling going through me that it has left me with a sense of being confused. Anywho~ I need to shake it off whatever it is , cause in the END~ the only thing that matters is My Son. You learn as you are growing up that some people wont be true~then you get older and learn that somethings just never change. Words to live by: ~DON'T MAKE SOMEONE YOUR PRIORITY WHEN THAT PERSON ONLY HAS YOU AS THEIR OPTION~ So I have been at a point in my life where DRAMA and people who have drama, I cannot stand to be around. I also find myself getting rather annoyed with people who constantly go on about either themselves or their significant other. I mean hey its great if you have someone you think is completely wonderful and great, but come on people do you ever stop and think that JUST MAYBE we don't want to hear about how wonderful they are every 5 seconds. I have one friend who is
Video Message 2
Poem5
It's what we do for love that sets us apart from all the rest. It's who we choose to love, that puts us to the test. It's how we pursue that love, that gives us our strength to succeed. Love can do so much, it can fulfill your every need. Love is so powerful, it can change your life forever. Love forms a bond, that nobody can whether. Love gives you courage, to stand up for what you believe. Love gives you that twinkle in your eye, that everyone can see. Love can make you stand up and shout as loud as you can be. Or Love can make me pop that question, as I get down on one knee. Love is just a four letter word, but it can make us do so much. It can makes us get goosebumps with one little touch. I am so lucky I found someone to give me all that strength. I found someone to love, and I have you ______ to thank. How can I explain everything.. All that you are, How you make me feel, How I've fallen so far. When I say it so often, But then not
Just Remember
Everybody Knows: You can't be all things to all people. You can't do all things at once. You can't do all things equally well. You can't do all things better than everyone else. Your humanity is showing just like everyone else's. So: You have to find out who you are, and be that. You have to decide what comes first, and do that. You have to discover your strengths, and use them. You have to learn not to compete with others, Because no one else is in the contest of *being you*. Then: You will have learned to accept your own uniqueness. You will have learned to set priorities and make decisions. You will have learned to live with your limitations. You will have learned to give yourself the respect that is due. And you'll be a most vital mortal. Dare To Believe: That you are a wonderful, unique person. That you are a once-in-all-history event. That it's more than a right, it's your duty, to be who you are. That life is not a problem to solve, but a gift to cher
Contests
First Time For Everything (lucky You!)
I'm very new to this site and it makes me feel retarded :) I don't even know why I decided to make a blog entry actually... Boredom?! It's really fucken early (or really fucken late depending on your situation) and I'm fucking tired. I guess I'll go catch some sleep before it's too late. Thanks y'all for befriending and befanning me. Werd. You guys all fucken rock, I can tell already. Keep shit cool and I'll holla later.
Good Ol Days
Positive People Power! Did we have a drug problem growing up? The other day, someone at a store in our town read that a methamphetamine lab had been found in an old farmhouse in the adjoining county and he asked me a rhetorical question, ''Why didn't we have a drug problem when you and I were growing up?'' I replied: I had a drug problem when I was young: I was drug to church on Sunday morning. I was drug to church for weddings and funerals. I was drug to family reunions and community socials no matter the weather. I was drug by my ears when I was disrespectful to adults. I was also drug to the woodshed when I disobeyed my parents, told a lie, brought home a bad report card, did not speak with respect, spoke ill of the teacher or the preacher, or if I didn't put forth my best effort in everything that was asked of me. I was drug to the kitchen sink to have my mouth washed out with soap if I uttered a profane four-letter word. I was drug out to pull weeds in mom's gard
Stories About Me
New Jersey
Looks like I'm going to Newark for the summer, on my own to learn about medical research. I hope there'll be stuff to do for ten weeks!
Patterns Of Guilt
1. It is taught and learned. We develop guilt unconsciously, starting from the moment of conception. We are aware of everything in our enviroment, whether or not consciously expressed or observed, and whether or not we understand what it all means. We absorb all the attitudes and expectations of our early enviroment, whether they are healthy or not. Unfortuanatly, the end result appears to be a loss of identity in order to mimic the illusion of our early world, regardless how much it supports or interferes with our relationships. 2. It is developmental. We cannot skip steps in becoming a whole, healthy adult. Guilt and punishment interferes with some or all of the specific stages of human development, and resolution of those patterns require we address the earliest instances of guilt first. In other words, the oldest traumas are the deepest in the core of our issues. 3. It is outer-focused. When we are taught we cannot trust ourselves, we have to rely on the judgement
Joy To The World
Jeremiah was a bullfrog Was a good friend of mine I never understood a single word he said But I helped him a-drink his wine And he always had some mighty fine wine Singin'... Joy to the world All the boys and girls now Joy to the fishes in the deep blue sea Joy to you and me If I were the king of the world Tell you what I'd do I'd throw away the cars and the bars and the war Make sweet love to you Sing it now... Joy to the world All the boys and girls Joy to the fishes in the deep blue sea Joy to you and me ------ electric piano ------ You know I love the ladies Love to have my fun I'm a high life flyer and a rainbow rider A straight shootin' son-of-a-gun I said a straight shootin' son-of-a-gun Joy to the world All the boys and girls Joy to the fishes in the deep blue sea Joy to you and me Joy to the world All the boys and girls Joy to the fishes in the deep blue sea Joy to you and me Joy to the world All the boys and girls Joy to the
Hairy
why is all natural hair not cool? i love a female that can be real. i know this is not what we are not to like but "F" THAT i like hairy "P"
Sighs....
so i will be in Missouri at the biggining part of next year hopefully out of the military and moving on with my life....yes i will get yelled at by some people cause i'm glad i'm getting out but alas most of you don't known the kind of BS they put us thru...anyway's dealing with that and my divorce....i just need to get away for awhile...who knows i might come back in once i get my life restarted *shrugs* well all for now and thanx for reading if ya are lol btw i'm going to try and upload more photo's of some of the friends i have around here(in and out of Uniform) okay first of i was wrong in my last blog, i didn't get divorced on july 8th....fool that i am. The new date is supposed to be dec 5th and minus a big explosion or my death that date isn't changing. I'm thru with having people in my life that treat me like shit or that i'm worse than shit. Before i get into all that let me say...I should be out of the military really soon. My right shoulder is very messed up(the mri said i h
Thoughts 2
I am making cookies for tonight's class. We go to a class for "Parents with strong willed teens and troubled teens" every Tuesday night for a 10 week course. Each week a different group brings food for everyone. There are about 50 parents in this class. I volunteered to make cookies. One of the things I do really well is make cookies. Mine always turn out better for some reason. Not sure what it is I do? I do know that a lot of it has to do with the flour I use. I have always used Pillsbury. My husband was going to the store Sunday so I asked him to pick up some flour since we were low. He bought me Gold Medal because they don't sell Pillsbury in that store anymore. Now for sure I know I am sold on Pillsbury! I had to use the Gold Medal and my cookies are flat :(. They taste good but aren't the fluffy cookies I am used to making. Damn! I think I might need to make another batch too. It looks like 2 isn't going to be enough, especially if people et 2. They are ch
Vacation
Ok so i just need to vent a little, so here i go. Me and the family are driving to Florida in April, going to see my mother for a day, then driving over to Disney for the rest of the week. I have 3 kids 8,4,and 3. I am so sick of hearing from people that taking a 3 year old to Disney is too young, that they wont remember anything. I really dont care if he remembers anything or not. Thats what pictures are for, to show him later on. I was there 3 years ago, and my middle one was only 1, and i enjoyed seeing him react to Mickey, Goofy and all the others. Plus with family down there i know ill be going to take them to Disney again in a few years. So for all the people that think the 3 is too young to go I just got one thing to say....SHUT THE FUCK UP..i dont need your approval to go...there just had to get that off my chest
My 11's
Life Lesson's
Here are some great ways of dealing with the burdens of life: * Accept that some days you're the pigeon, And some days you're the statue. * Always keep your words soft and sweet, Just in case you have to eat them. * Always read stuff that will make you look good If you die in the middle of it. * Drive careful ly. It's not only cars that can be Recalled by their maker. * If you can't be kind, at least have the decency to be vague. * If you lend someone $20 and never see that person again, It was probably worth it. * It may be that your sole purpose in life is simply be kind to others. * Never put both feet in your mouth at the same time, Because then you won't have a leg to stand on. * Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. * Since it's the early worm that gets eaten by the bird, sleep late. * The second mouse gets the cheese. * When everything's coming your way, You're in the wrong lane. * Birthdays are good for you.
Let It Begin!
Hello to all! Just wanted to let those of you that actually READ these things that my man is coming to see me on the 12th! I am so Excited, I can barely stand up straight! I'll keep you posted....
Lonely
Hey whats up this is the first time for my blog so bare with me Peeps I have moved away about 6 months ago for a good job I got my own place I miss my buds back home In a bad way you dont realize how valuable your friends are until you are gone away from them It sucks not having no one around to talk to or no one to stop by just to see what your doing It really sucks so I guess I'm bored and thats why Im writing this well I'll get back to this later I guess Im just needing someone to talk to So If you read this and wanna chat just e-mail me hope you all have a good one c-ya
Jim Blog
Was there, did that, not enough booze
Help A Friend Level Please
Hey guys this is a friend that needs just a little help here to get to the next level. Lets see if we can help him out. Terminaters Rock!!!
Oh Fuk Hobgoblins!!!!!
Ever get tired of those basterd ass sock gnomes sneaking in your dryers? I wouldnt put it past the little fuckers to sniff panties while they r at it! Do you think they are teamed up with the dust bunnies? Its a fucking conspiracy and I swear an oath right now I am gonna catch one of those little freaks one day and shove fabric softner sheets up its ass till they come out its ears! Omg! him an that snuggle bear fuck and thas where dust bunnies come from!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My Lounge
HEY EVEYONE I HAVE A LOUNGE NOW, IT'S CALLED HEAVENLY-EDGE. PLEASE COME CHECK OUT MY PLACE AND LETS HAVE LOTS OF FUN AND MEET LOTS OF NEW FRIENDS. THANKS IN ADVANCE!!! HEAVENLYANGEL
Drama Queen
this song is dedicated to the biggest drama queen i know..."Heaven"...i hope your getting that life i talked about while your texting me your bs this morn!she gets caught cheating on her fu hubby,not even a few days later she is with smokin..few weeks later.shes with scuba steve..damn who's next?????? Music Video:MANEATER (by Nelly Furtado)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone
Friendship
A FRIEND’S EXISTENCE © 1996, Wayne Lee Will you remember all the days when I was there with you, remembering my smile and my laughter? Or will you forget and dwell in the lost instead, mourning for your friend’s farewell? A portrait of my existence lies deep within your heart, cherishing the memories we once shared. Or will you decide nothing is worth keeping, losing the special dream you once held? Love will never die. Love is deep inside. Friendships are forever. Remember my love for you. I am always there, watching over you. To give inspiration and strength when you may fail in a world of fears. Will you continue to dream and breathe the wonders of life, striving to be who you want to be? Or will you succumb to the defeats in life, failing to never overcome? Dreams will never die. Strength is deep inside. Friendships are forever. Remember my faith in you. I am always there, believing in you. To give encouragement and love when yo
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Thoughts 7
hmm? this has lots of meaning! lmao Can you tell I am not in the best mood? Fuck! ~ciao~
Can You Read This...
fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too. Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and yo u can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it. ONLY FORWARD IF YOU CAN READ THIS
Mj Stats
Marijuana Statistics Marijuana is the most used illegal drug in the United States. Nearly 69 million Americans over the age of 12 have tried marijuana at least once. Marijuana is California's largest cash crop. Today's marijuana is 10 to 15 times stronger than it was in the 60's Reaction time for motor skills, such as driving is reduced by 41% after smoking 1 joint and is reduced 63% after smoking 2 joints. There have been over 7,000 published scientific and medical studies documenting the damage that marijuana poses. Not one study has shown marijuana to be safe. Data has shown that people high on marijuana show the same lack of coordination on standard "drunk driver" tests as do people who have had to much to drink. The daily use of 1 to 3 marijuana joints can produce the same lung damage and potential cancer risk as smoking five times as many cigarettes. Marijuana is the second most common drug, after alcohol, present in the blood stream of non-fatally and fa
Bar Hopping
So tonight I went out, and did some bar hopping. started off the night at creos lounge. It was a the first time I ever been there. I stopped there, because the band is a bunch of local guys whom im friends with. and they invited me out. I walk in its about 10:30 or so and the band just finished there first set. so they run up to me and say hi and waz up. then ask me if I would set in and jam with them. I replied no thanks guys im here to chill and listen to you and have a few beers. so I go grab a stool at a table and order my miller lite. the bar maid brings my beer and after paying her she leans in and sniffs me.. and says ummmmm you smell good, what is that? im a little weirded out by the whole sniffing me thing. but I play along being the quick witted guy I am.. and I tell her "im not wearing anything, but I did leave the house tonight with a hard on, I just didn’t think anyone could smell it. she blushed and laughed and turned 3 different shades of red. and th
Too Many
I'm the type of person who likes to make friends. I like to communicate with alot of people and I tend to spread myself way to thin, and then chide myself for not keeping up with everyone. I have a Myspace, and yahoo, and I'm married with 2 kids. I hate not being able to sit and leave everyone comments and I hope that people don't get offended that I don't. This is a fun site, and I'm looking forward to just hanging out and such. I'm having a hard time in my real life though, keeping up with people. I can't even have any free time to myself when I get home from work. It's frustrating. I wish I knew how to balance everything without leaving anyone out, but I'm not there yet in my life. No suggestions needed...comments welcome...just frustrated today. My 33rd bday is coming up, and I don't want a party..is that weird? Who knows I finally got a scale yesterday, because I know that I'm gaining weight and I dont' want to gain anymore. So, I got a nice scale, and weighed myself, an
The Radiating Beauty
The radiating beauty of her innocence was reveled to me through the stars reflected in her wide bright eyes. She looked as if she would shed her tired, mortal shell and leave this world. Her soul set free to play amongst the stars. I was mesmerized by her deep brown eyes, showing me the depth of her passionate soul. Her caring heart has cried thousands of tears for the ones she holds close to her. My heavy heart is lifted to a place full of happiness, hopes and dreams. What haunts me now is her sweet innocent smile, the softness of her presents, and her simple sweet words. These are the things that engulfed me and make my heart burst with emotions. To feel her near me even if just in thought makes me feel alive.
Fat Predudice
Sex ?
1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you date me? 21. Would you do it today? 23. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?
Maybe
· Maybe ... we were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that beautiful gift. · Maybe ... when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. · Maybe ... it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. · Maybe ... the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. · Maybe ... the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures, and heartaches. · Maybe ... you should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only

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