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Poem = )
A friend sent me this lovely poem = ) As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly and listen to others, even the dull and the ignorant; they to have their say. If you compare yourself with others you may become vain and bitter; for there will always be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble. Be yourself. Do not feign affection, neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is as perennial as the grass. Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth. Nurture stregnth of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness. You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. And whether or not

Enter At Your Own Risk
Ok, so, I’m not one to blog every 5 seconds around here, but I cant seem to let this one go today. Must be my man period again. Anyway, I went thru the drive-thru at the bank, and end up with a Christian piece of literature in with my receipt. Now, I’m all for freedom of speech and religion, but I’m at the fucking bank for Christ sake. Well, being the open-minded and outspoken person that I am, I decided to go inside and ask the manager about it. Boy did they pick the wrong day to mess with me, lol. The manager comes out and asks what the matter is. I merely asked if it was ok for Holy-rolling bible-thumping super-Christian employees to distribute religious material while at work. Before answering my question, the manager asked if I was offended. I certainly was. Now keep in mind, that if you wanted to label what I believe in, you would most likely call me a Christian, however, since I have some different views on things, I am apparently going straight to hell. What I found out next wa

Survey
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He Didnt Have To Be...:)
Well He didnt have to be Blonde and have teeth as white as his sweater..Everything about him fit perfectly. His scent 'Light Blue' matched his eyes.. It was funny how I noticed the small detail of it all, When typically He isn't my type. :) Only because His body form didnt resonate Manliness or whatever that is..hm.. it was missing. Might have been perfect, perfect timing in a sense, but I turned him down. Even while glancing at his Diesel Jeans and absendtly thinking I loved his belt. :D I couldn't care if my man didn't wear designer clothes or had rolls of cash in his wallet. If I'm not attracted within fifteen minutes of our conversation, it's out. Sad when the only reason you want to drool in his presence is for the fact he's wearing your cologne, and how often do you come across someone who does? :) You smile thinking, gosh, if he only knew that was the only thing he had going for him. hehe I giggle in my own mindless thoughts. Wishing My gf's would rescue me. They only left

I Found The Rower, Thanks Joanna.... Again
Thanks to everyone for trying to find the row machine I was looking for. Joanna found one in Redwood City, California. It's the Lifefitness Liferower.... go figure. They don't make them anymore, but found a company that refurbishes them for $1200. They weigh 190#'s, but if anyone else is looking for a great workout between the weights for total body toning and cardio, this is by far the best I've ever seen. Contact me for further information, they have 11 of them left. My email is CaptAdams35@hotmail.com

Ill Be For Only Few Minutes Very Depressed
why is it that my stash never makes number one one here our my trout gang up like 24 it would be good enough its just not fare i bust my ass every day since last year in nov 2006 july 2-2007 but im just not important enough i gues like all the others on here i guess its the woman who sow it all and some of the guys also it just seems like us smaller people on here that bust our asses every day some times 24-36 hours a day arent good enough for all of you higher ups even some of the bouncers who go rate womans photos when the should be doing there jobs instead of rating our womans profils and looking at there nsfw pitures our there dirty oher photos do your job instead ill only be on few minutes very depressed hope every one ever were has a safe july 4-2007gorilla monster@ CherryTAP

Everywhere
EVERYWHERE Everywhere I go I see you When that time comes I don't know what to do Everywhere I go you are with me Showing me everything I need in life to see Everywhere in place i roam That I know that you are at home Everywhere I sit I think of you I don't know but beyond the horizon is that.......... I LOVE YOU Anywhere and Everywhere

Thoughts
I wonder if life would be better to be super pretty and talented. Like I'm looking at the life of a model or some kind of a female that has all kinds of money and all they do is go to cool places, parties, and events. Meet a lot of interesting people, get anything they want, and live in complete luxary. Here I am struggling to just study for a hard ass class for christ's sake and I'm thinking about some skinny little primp that's just sitting in front of a mirror taking off her fake eye lashes..... sometimes, I wanna live a life like that

Drive
It's a sweltering evening, the sun is setting on the city, not looking forward to the long drive home, the A/C is broken in my Jeep and I haven't had time to take it to the shot to be repaired. It's after 6pm, had to work after my office closed. I changed out of my suit into a black, low cut, velvet halter top, tan bra underneath, jean skirt with tan lace panties, skipped the nylons -- it's was too sticky & hot out. I stop at the corner store to get a big bottle of ice cold water for the ride home. As I am walking out of the store, I spot you, damn.... you look good. Can make a girls mind wonder. I didn't realize that you noticed me in the store. I climb into my Liberty, your truck is parked next to me. Your truck is a little higher off the ground than mine, you can see inside of mine from that vantage point. I put my bottle of water up to my lips, running my tongue across the opening, slowly moving it across my soft lips. After I take a drink, I tip the bottle letting a litt

What The Hell!!!!!!!!!
Just out of curiosity, how many people actually read the information in the profile they looked at? Do you take ANY time to read through the "about me" section...or any of the other parts? Isn't the purpose of a profile to let readers know a little information about who you are? I understand that there are some people in "cyber space" who choose not to be honest and forthcoming in their biographical information. However; there are those of us who are and have nothing to hide. I think my profile is blatant about my expectations from this site. I believe I have read numerous direct, no holds barred biographies. So WHY ON THIS EARTH would you shout box someone and "hope they were different" from what they say they are? GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!! DO NOT shout box me or leave me a message if you are looking for cam sex, phone sex, or any deviant variation of either of those. I am NOT into animals, jerks, pigs, and just completely rude people. If I were into any of the afor

Crunch Time
Hi again everyone,,it's me, the pest :P As you all should well know by now, I have been in a contest all week. I have greatly appreciated all o you that have been by to comment for me, wether it was 1 comment or 100,,I really appreciate all of you :)Well today is the last day of the contest,,finally lol and i was just informed that it closes at 1:30 EST. So if any of you still have the strength to keep going just a tiny bit longer for me, I would be forever in your debt :) Here is the link 1 last time lol http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=630153&albumid=444087&i=4267899147 Please come by and help me out as much as possible. love ya all and thank you again for everything BATTY :) I want to thank all of my beautiful wonderful friends and family for sticking by me this past week with the contest. I won it btw :) I could not have done it without you :) You are the best friends a person could have and i wouldn't trade that for anything :) I love you all dea

Wtf? Fubar?
WHAT THE FUCK? why did cherrytap change to fubar? i didnt see any sign of this happening. i logged in this morning before work and it was cherrytap, when i log in when i got home its fubar? why is this? what made it change? is the name gonna change every month or something? whats going on? i dont like fubar, i like cherrytap. wtf? Randy

Wow, I Had No Idea Mumms Were Soooo Coool.
I am going to make this a mumm tommorow so I can get maximum responses but I couldnt wait to get opinions._________________________________________________________________________________________Hypothetic situation: You are a draw bridge operator and it is go to work with your parents day at your childs school. Your spouse the doctor will be in surgery all day and can't take your only child with them and feels it is an integral part of your childs learning that he/she go with one of you. So, you take your child to work with you. Now a scheduled barge is nearly clear of the bridge when an emergency alert goes off behind you on the radio. Dispatch from the train stationmiles behind you inform you that a passenger train is coming your way at ahigh rate of speed and will be cruising across your bridge in minutes so not to waste a second lowering the bridge. You have eight minutes to lower the bridge and it takes exactly 7 minutes and 45 seconds to lower it. Just as you start to press the

Were A Dying Breed
To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her tha

For The Women Interested In More Then Frienship
1.) Someone who will love me for me and who I am. I mean truly love me and not be using my heart... 2.) Someone 20 or older (23 and up is better but being reasonable with 20) A women that is more mature & not into playing games. I don't care much for a person that just wants to toy with my heart and feelings only playing head games... 3.) Someone not focused on material things I mean if your focused on what type job so to know If can buy you fancy things. To me thats just shallow. 4.) Someone willing to communicate and work on a relationship. Rather then pointing a finger of blame at each other, lets try talk and communicate issues we may have... 5.) Someone not into dating me just to use me for benefits... (nothing against friends with benefits) But I don't want someone whom is only interested in using me and when there done tossing me away like used toilet paper. 6.) Someone whom knows what she wants and knows how to go for it. Preferably wanting something seriou

Bent
If I fall along the way Pick me up and dust me off If I get too tired to make it Be my breath so I can walk If I need some of your love again Give me more than I can stand When my smile gets old and faded Wait around I'll smile again Shouldn't be so complicated Just hold me and then Just hold me again Chorus: Can you help me I'm bent I'm so scared that I'll never Get put back together Keep breaking me in And this is how we will live With you and me bent If I couldn't sleep could you sleep Could you paint me better off Could you sympathize with my needs I know you think I need a lot I started out clean but I'm jaded Just falling Just breaking the skin Chorus Start bending me It's never enough 'Til I feel all your pieces Start bending me Keep bending me until I'm completely broken in Shouldn't be so complicated Just touch me and then Just touch me again Chorus Without understanding Hell, I'll go there again Can you help me I'm be

About Me
Two Names You go by 1. David 2. Dave Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now: 1. T-shirt 2. briefs Two Things You Would Want (or have) in a Relationship: 1. Love for me 2. Separate TV's Two of Your Favorite Things to do: 1. play on the computer 2. shop Two Things You Want Very Badly At The Moment: 1. Vacation 2. and a happier job Two pets you had/have: 1. Ajax (Dogs) Two people who will fill this out 1. Lana 2. Sue maybe Two things you did last night: 1. Watched TV 2. Played on Computer Two things you ate today: 1. bbq salmon 2. fries Two people you last talked To: 1. no one 2. Two Things You're doing tomorrow: 1. go to work 2 . comin home to relaxes Two longest car rides: 1. Halibut fishin at Sekiu,WA. 2. Shopping in walmart1 hour Two Favorite Holidays: 1. Christmas 2. Halloween Two favorite beverages: 1. Sweet homemade Tea 2. Café Latte

Help Me Outt
ok guys my gurl need lots of help if you guys will bomb her and help her win thanks everyone http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=783474&i=3654326554# thanks to all my buddys come on guys come help me out boom my pic hugs blondie http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=204335&albumid=474805&i=4136276600#

Funny Shit
1. He does not have a "BEER GUT" - He has developed a "LIQUID GRAIN STORAGE FACILITY." 2. He is not a "BAD DANCER" - He is "OVERLY CAUCASIAN." 3. He does not "GET LOST ALL THE TIME" - He "INVESTIGATES ALTERNATIVE DESTINATIONS." 4. He is not "BALDING" - He is in "FOLLICLE REGRESSION." 5. He is not a "CRADLE ROBBER" - He prefers "GENERATIONAL DIFFERENTIAL RELATIONSHIPS." 6. He does not get "FALLING-DOWN DRUNK" - He becomes "ACCIDENTALLY HORIZONTAL." 7. He does not act like a "TOTAL ASS" - He develops a case of "RECTAL-CRANIAL INVERSION." 8. He is not a "MALE CHAUVINIST PIG" - He has "SWINE EMPATHY." 9. He is not afraid of "COMMITMENT" - He is "RELATIONSHIP CHALLENGED." 10. He is not "HORNY" - He is "SEXUALLY FOCUSED." 11. It's not his "CRACK" you see hanging out of his pants - It's "REAR CLEAVAGE" 1. She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" - She is a "BREASTED PERSON." 2. She is not a "SCREAMER" or a "MOANER" - She is "VOCALLY APPRECIATIVE." 3. She is not "EASY" - Sh

10,000 To Godfather
WE ARE SO CLOSE....THANK YOU ALL FOR HELPING ....IF YOU HAVENT RATED PLEASE STOP BY AND SHOW HIM SOME LOVE..THANKS FOR ALL YOUR HELP YOU GUYS ARE TRUELY DEDICATED TO GETTING A LEVEL DONE..MUCH LOVE £ô©o™- Ťĥē Mòŕpĥ MÄŝŤêŕ@ fubar

Erotic Poetry
Light steaks across the room He stands at the foot of the bed Fresh out of the shower Beaded water on his skin Towel slung low on his hips He doesn’t see me watching He stares at himself in the mirror Studies his body I watch through barely open eyes Studying lines and curves He’ll dress and leave I’ll sit and draw I’ll sketch the lines And draw the curves Attention to detail with every stroke An image will appear The memory of the dawn The view from my bed Of the naked man The man I share my bed with The silver moonlight played on her skin caressing her nudeness inviting him in. Her face was blushing what would he think? her breasts, too small? too perky, too pink? She shouldn't have feared he drinked in her sight her breathtaking beauty surrounded by light. He kissed her in passion his heart beating wild, and when she responded relaxing, he smiled. He parted the petals of her female rose, of the woman he loved, the woman he ch

Friends Are Special
Beauty is not only skin deep, thinking like that makes people weap, through out there days they cry, always wondering why, god made them that way, this is what i have to say, its always to be whats inside, dont let your heart hide, everyone is special in there own way, so much so i cant even say, hearts as true as the sky, let it soar and fly high, dont ever say good bye, you make a great friend, one that i hope is here to the end, so be loud and proud, keep your head held high through the croud, for you are unique, and down rates are weak, as god says turn the other cheek, knowing you are beautiful, will make you through your week, as one friend to another, no i did not studder, i am here for you, as you would be for me too, so dont be blue, people out here really like you, and all the mean people have no clue, you are a great fiend, one whom this poem i do send.........

The Penis
THE PENIS: Penis breath, a lover's dread Is what you get when you give head Unpleasant as it tends to be Be grateful that he doesn't pee It's times like this, you wonder why you bothered reaching for his fly But it's too late, can't be a tease Accept the facts, get on your knees You know you've got a job to do So open wide and shove it through Lick the tip then take it all Don't drag your teeth or he might bawl Slide up and down, use your tongue And feel the precum start to run So when the fuck's he gonna cum Just, when you can't take anymore You hear your lover's mighty roar And when he hits that real high note You feel it oozing down your throat Salty, fishy, sticky, yuck!y stuff Okay, already that's enough Let's switch you say, before you gag And what's your revenge, your on the rag.

Games And Lies
games and lies, thats all anyone tries, things i despise, be true and real, be someone that can feel, dont act or play, and dont bull-shit about what you say, as night turns into day, i wanted you to stay, but you tell me a lie, and i try, to understand why, you broke my heart, now this is where we part, you never gave us a chance, but at other men you did glance, so to you i say, go ahead and go play, see if you can get them to stay, you dont have a clue, who could have been with you, i asked you to leave with me, wanted you to see, what you could have had with me, once again you did flee, love is not what you want, you enjoy the man hunt, im a man like no other, except for my brother, i would have loved you unconditionally, but you through it away, so here is what i say, have fun in what ever you do, i hope your next guy is true, as i was to you, even though you make me feel blue, i did fall in love with you, you will see what you lost, for it to

I'm Stupid
Well, it is almost here. I go in for knee surgery on Halloween day. Two days after my 33rd birthday. What a present. No trick or treating for me! Lol. It's supposed to be a day thing, but there was damage that the doc couldn't identify from the MRI, so it could be longer. I'm not scared, just a little worried. Wish me luck. REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 14.Condom or skin? 15.Have sex on the first date? 16.Would you kiss m

Fubar
I don't understand we a person would be on a social media site and have their profile private. What is the point? If you want to be private why go on here to begin with? I am sure there are people who have great reasons to make their profile private. But if I got to the point where I had to make my profile private I would get off the site. Maybe they do it to get more friends because the only way to like, fan, or rate back would be to become their friend. I don't know but I find the whole thing a bit weird. I dont know what people get off by down rating. I have never down rated anyone. I dont see a point. There are so much down rating going on in real life. With prejudices with race creed or sexual orientation. Why do we have to have this conflict in fubar? It is an online bar for crying out loud! For a person to delibratly go out here and try to hurt a person by down rating them just plain sucks. Not to say that it should bother a person that an insecure bastard down rated

Help Me Please
I'm in a contest right now and really need some help. I've been having really bad seizures which has caused me to have to go to the hospital. So, now I have gotten behind in the contest, and hoping I can get help from my friends. All you have to do is come comment bomb me. The contest runs for 1 week...it ends Friday, Sept. 7th. I've provided the link to my pic below.

An Intresting Night
sory i seeme off to myself tonight not meaning to ignore anyone .. but was enjoying the coversation with a local lady whom . had previous aquaintance wtih in the real world nice when someone who remembers ya for your past and is able to see the differances in where you are and once were ... ya know how most wil always hold old bullshit against yu no matter how much better you a are doing in todays day and time .. her nam is Maggie . originally from California and move over here .. to raise her kids in a mor elaid back envirnment .. it was reall awsome though to catch up on things .. she was sad .. when i told her the bar owner's wife died .last month .. LOL she offered me another house cat .. i might get my whiskers a friend he been seeiming lonly here latly .... i hope the 2 will get along together if i go get her ... been a good night jus to enjoy being just me here . without the presures of popularity ...

Serve, Service, Servitude?
Serve is defined as: 1. to work for, be a servant; 2. to act in a specific capacity; 3. to place food before, wait on; 4. to be of assistance to. Service is defined as: 1. the occupation or duties of a servant; 2. the act or means of serving; 3. duties performed as an occupation. Servitude is defined as: Submission to a master; slavery.

Time Is A Curse
Time is a curse, makes your heart want to burst, when i see your notes time stands still, and my heart over whelms my will, to hold you close is my dream, happiness is what i want as it may seem, you became my daily light, talking to you became my delight, all i want to do is hold you tight, knowing you makes everything seem right, i wish you were here with me tonight, to hold you close to my heart, hopeing we will never part, love is not made for me, i am just here to make everyone else happy, i try my best with who i am, some people care and some dont give a dam, i shall take the good with the bad, i will never let anyone make me sad, for knowing all my friends on here makes me glad, its now the weekend begining, some of you will be sinning, please play it safe every day, cause i want you all here to stay, have a blast each and all of you, to yourselves always be true, for when you are you will never feel blue, friends will always make you feel right, for

Question For The Guys...
Why is it that guys have to ask "so did you cum?" after sex? Ok...here is my thought... if you have to ask do you honestly think it happened? Not saying that this has happened to me recently... I just was bored and thinking about this last night so I thought I would ask...

People Are Wacky
×º°”˜`”°º×...: yes bye you want everyone too vote on you and rate your shit but you hold your rates for a selected few sorry doesn't work that way grow up ->×º°”˜`”°º×...: bye ×º°”˜`”°º×...: you are drama ->×º°”˜`”°º×...: i uploaded 5 pics. ×º°”˜`”°º×...: i have seen you upload pics for the last 20 min ×º°”˜`”°º×...: you think im an ombecile ->×º°”˜`”°º×...: ok fine i am not into drama so ya have fun ->×º°”˜`”°º×...: i am not just into myself..i am in a contest right now..and i just got on...not 2 secs ago ×º°”˜`”°º×...: you are like that ->×º°”˜`”°º×...: come on don't be like that ×º°”˜`”°º×...: im not mean too anyone good luck ->×º°”˜`”°º×...: what! don't be mean to me ->×º°”˜`”°º×...: no i mean one 11 to each person hun,you know we only get so many a day ×º°”˜`”°º×...: i voted on your contest but whatever don't bother i knewq you were into nothing but yourself ->×º°”˜`”°º×...: i can give u 10s,but the 11 as for now are for ppl who vote on my contest..after th

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9 Things
How much have u changed? 10 years ago.... 1.) How old were you?: 30 2.) Where did you go to school?:didnt 3) Where did you work? didnt 4) Where did you live?: Grand Rapids 5.) Where did you hang out? home with kids 6.) Did you wear glasses? yes 7.) Who was your best friend? Char 8.) How many tattoos did you have? 0 9.) How many piercings did you have?2 in each ear 10) What car did you drive? olds 11.) Had you been to a real party? yeah 12.) Had You had your heart broken? Nope! -----------5 years ago----------- 1.) How old were you?: 35 2.) Where did you go to school? didnt 3.) Where did you work? BAR 4.) Where did you live? Grand Rapids 5.) Where did you hang out? Home 7.) Who was your best friend? Kristin and Karmin 9.) How many tattoos did you have? 10.) How many piercings did you have? ears 11.) What car did you drive? 93 Explorer 12.) Had your heart broken? no 13.) Were you Single//Married/taken/Divorce

My Life Thus Far
So yea ive been stuck with a decision on whether or not to come home or stay here....this decision has literally driven me insane.....ive about beat myself to death on figurin out a decision....it has been hard...but ive come upon one...im gonna go home to ohio...and it will be ok i guess but im a let u guys know more later FEAR NO NIGGA FUCK UP A BITCH FUCK ALL DRAMA TAKE NO SHIT LET A HOE TRY YA I GOT YO BACK A BITCH WANNA STEP UP THAT BITCH GETTIN SLAPPED IM YO BEST FREIND YO NIGGA FOR LIFE ANY HOE WANNA RUN UP YA BETTA THINK TWICE **SEND DIS TO ALL YO HOMIES** GET 1-4 U A BAD FRIEND GET 5-8 UR AN OK FRIEND GET 8-12 U A GREAT FRIEND GET 12 OR MORE U A RIDE OR DIE HOMIE yea mmfwcl to all...

This N That
I am not a babe, doll or a bitch I am just a woman and a witch take your pick because its me if you don't like it leave me be I am not a babe for you to possess or a doll for you to dress I am a woman with a mind of my own I am a woman fully grown four elements are the key wind fire gale and blaze eyes heavenward but not to gaze earth water soil and sea hold the powers you can see the ruling powers that amaze power runs through all ablaze call the powers make them one our majick has just begun of the dark I was born my soul already torn I rebel I ever fight searching for the light save me from the dark my life seems stark looking for my light my other half so bright somewhere out there you are light up your shining star brightly shine the way to the side I want to stay Some say true love does not exist they search but do not persist searching with a hardened heart they never give it a chance to start to love is not selfish nor restrained love is

New Santini Fan Group
It appears the link is not working... To find the group just go to www.facebook.com, join, and then do a search on Santini: The Dark Master of Escape Filled with videos and breaking news of live appearances by The World's Most Extreme Escape Artist, Santini: The Dark Master of Escape. Come over and send your friends over to check it out and join too! Link below: http://www.facebook.com/group.php gid=4940208892&ref=mf

Wallowing In Self Pity
ahh yes as my dear friend Nomad has put it so clearly "a lady of many nicknames" I have been through so many in my life. From early childhood ones that I will not mention here for fear of such belly acheing (I don't think I spelled that right) laughter to the crazy shit I come up with now. I have decided to go the simple route and stick with one that is truely just me. My god given birth name. Shawna Plain and Simple Take me or me leave :0) i really didn't tthink i would this time... i mean with all the hatred we have towards one another and yet the odd twisted love i really didnt think i would tear up one bit. and i hadnt. i got a lil tear when we left the air port. i think more from an allergy than the happenings going on. but when i got home things were ok for a very short while. i spent most of the morning on the couch sleeping. the kids took care of themselves for a lil while. i did one load of laundry. washed taras karate unifrom. talked to deana my bested friend

A Romantic Night
a romantic night, with you will be a great sight, and would honestly feel right, days turn to nights, im seeing all the beautiful sights, seeing the city lights, knowing you is a delight, truely makes me feel right, you are a wonderful sight, you make my heart feel tight, for so long i felt alone and tired, getting to know you makes me feel wired, heart beating to fast to control, and wanting you to know, this is a weird feeling, i dont know the meaning, i just go with the flow, now i just want to see where we go, to hold you in my arms would be grand, walking with you hand and hand, slowly turn you to me face to face, would make both our hearts race, looking into each others eyes, and never questioning why, i will never lie or make you cry, honor and respect to you i will give, now my heart will truely live, as beats come and go, my heart will be glad to show, how special you can be to me, if you just take the chance to see, where our paths will lead, w

Family Bomb Fest 07
OK BOMBFEST STARTS ON THE 15TH AND I NEED ALL OF YOU WHO ARE GOING TO BE BOMBING WITH ME TO RATE ADD AND FAN THE HOST. RUBIAS ROCKIN IN NYC THE FALL BOMB FEST COMIN SEPT15,TO SEPT30@ fubar THANKS GUYS ITS THE RULES XOXOXO CHERRYPIEX

Att> Please Read Every One
What ever happened to getting on an chatting with friends and making new one's if you ask me this website is more like a fancier Myspace and my space is pretty fuck en boring. but i am just not understanding some of these peoples motives? i'm confused i know it would be cool to get a paycheck outta being on here but i have no idea if i could i would create a site where it's similar,to this site but less garbage the bouncer ID checks those are stupid i see no point in them but fubar can do what ever the fuck they want to,but yeah how about converting them fubucks in to US currency hell i think that every one would agree with me on that you females (not all but the majority) are money hungry you would have better luck at the local strip clubs clubs on obtaining money but yeah i understand that there are stupid men out there that would pay real cash just to see some female naked,some people don't give a shit about your NSFW pic's or status,there just on here to have fun

Wal Mart Greeter
A very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walked into Wal-Mart with her two kids, yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. The Wal-Mart Greeter said pleasantly "Good morning, and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins?" The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, "Hell no they ain't." The oldest one's 9 and the other one's 7. Why the hell would you think they're twins? Are you blind, or just stupid?" I'm neither blind nor stupid, Ma'am," replied the greeter. "I just couldn't believe you got laid twice." Have a good day and thank you for shopping at Wal-Mart."

Help Me Please
SATURDAY SEPTEMBER 15,2007 AT APPROXIMATELY NOON MY 16 YEAR OLD SON WALKED OUT THE DOOR TO FIND A JOB. I EXPECTED HIM HOME IN A FEW HOURS... IT IS NOW 1:43 AM AND HE IS NOT HERE.... I CALLED THE POLICE AND THEY ARE SEARCHING FOR HIM.. HERE IS A RECENT PHOTO PRAY FOR MATT TO COME HOME SOON THANK YOU

The Beginning Of Forever
As they wait in line to see the band, Michelle fumbled through her bag to see if she could find a napkin. “I found one. Now let me try to get some of that blood off of your face.” Dabbing at the blood. “Ouch” Terri flinched at the pain. Trying to hold her friend’s face still with one hand and still dabbing at the dripping blood with the other, “Well you don’t want David seeing you like this do you?” “No. Not really.” She answered. “Why in the world did he have to wear those spikes?” Still worried about her friend’s wounds, Michelle said, “I don’t know why you won’t let me take you to the hospital.” “You know I couldn’t miss seeing him. I may never get another chance.” She says as she fidgets and brushes at some of the dirt and grass on her cloths. “Hold still, it’s running down your cheek.” Michelle grabbed her friend’s jaw again trying to get the streak of blood. “I can’t believe he found me here. All those spots we ducked into and the people he had to wade throu

Sick... Grrrrrr
I just want to know why it seems like since I moved out here to the country I get sick more often than I ever did in the city... I swear I have been more sick in the last 4 months than years combined in the city. Now... my whole body aches, I have a fever of 100.2, swollen glands... and no sick time at work... see this is why I hate starting new jobs... been here three months but no sick time... damn today sucks!

Join My Train
Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endure A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly cries she loves her parents But they want her to die she sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is my life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Right in her chest, "You deserve to die Y

What This Life For
you ever wonder why u are on this place we call earth for what was your point to be here why did god if there is one put you here i wonder ever day WHY IAM HERE what the point maybe it because there is a reson but what is it , your kids maybe your family o friends if you have any beside on line friends and are they always there well sometime and NO it all about yourself to me because IAM me and take me for what iam if not then go away i will just go on with i got and that not much so i look up and try to make my life a better place intill ppl cut me down because they do not know who iam hey u got to get to know me before you do that just like a do you so there so my time goes on it has to get better intill then death will be come all of use soon then you know ................ metal on

Survey's
Cute NameYour Cute Name isLoversnookieGet Your Cute Name at Quizopolis.com Q1) Name Nathan Q2) D.O.B 9-13-1978 Q3) Birthplace Chicago Q4) Current location Vegas Q5) Height 5'8 Q6) Eye Color Blue Q7) Hair Color Brown Q8) Right or Left Hnaded Right Q9) Zodiac Sign Virgo Q10) Piercing None Q11) Single/in love/crush on Single Q12) Fear Being alone Q13) Weakness Love Q14) Best Physical Feature Eyes Q15) Overused Phrase on IM lol Q16) Bedtime It varies Q17) Most missed Memory My childhood Q18) Have you ever been in love If you call it that Q19) Ever broken a heart Yep Q20) Have you cheated Nope Q21) Last person you talked to Michele Q22) Do you love # 1 on your list This is for fubar not myspace lol Q23) What do you like most about yourself My heart Q24) Who's your best friend Dont have 1 Q25) Did you like this myspace survey No I dont this is for fubar Random InquiriesWhat's your nickname?:None Middle initial?:D Name three thoughts at this e

Love In Its Reality...
Once Upon A Broken Heart (Beu Sisters) Once upon a broken heart I was walking alone in the dark Looking for a way to start again What I wouldn't give for a friend There was no love in my life There was no light in my eyes All the tears that I had cried and cried Seemed like they'd never end And I never believed fairy tales came true But now I know that they really do Now that I found you, now that I'm here with you Just look at the sunshine, and you Showed me a world That I'd never seen I woke up and fell into this dream Happily ever after just took time Once upon this broken heart of mine Long ago and far away I could never dream of the day That your love would come my way and stay And sweep me away and I Never believed fairy tales came true But now I know that they really do Now that I found you, now that I'm here with you Just look at the sunshine, and you Showed me a world That I'd never seen I woke up and fell into this dream Happily eve

Tli_69@ Fubar
Death surrounds me always, A day doesn't go by when I don't cry; Everyone around me starts to decompose. I drink the alcohol to help me think, I smoked the weed to help woth the pain; I popped the pill to disappear. I took the knief to help forget, forever. The pain is so, strong it does not belong, Not in this world not anywhere; No one can be ashamed of me, The thought of death frees me; But, I sit and watch everyone else; They go so, fast it's like a rollercoaster. It gets my mind moving to speeds unknown, The things I can see sometimes scare me; Now, I stare at the needle I behold, It's not a game but, it could mean fame. No more pain as death starts to drown my soul. I have no more control, The needle has taken it's toll! This is the end of all that I am, The pain witheld inside, I tend to hide; Not knowing what could be of anything. I can't keep myself from feeling this pain, The thoughts I put in my head;

Presidents Bathroom
Before his 2001 inauguration, George Bush was invited to a get-acquainted tour of the White House. After drinking several glasses of iced tea, he asked Bill Clinton if he could use his personal bathroom. When he entered Clinton 's personal bathroom, he was astonished to see that President Clinton had a solid gold urinal. That afternoon, George told his wife, Laura, about the urinal. "Just think," he said, "when I am president, I could have a gold urinal too. But I wouldn't do something that self-indulgent!" Later when Laura had lunch with Hillary at her tour of the White House, she told Hillary how impressed George had been at his discovery of the fact that, in the President's private bathroom, the President had a gold urinal. That evening, when Bill and Hillary were getting ready for bed, Hillary smiled, and said to Bill.... "I found out who peed in your saxophone."

24 Things To Remeber
24 Things to Always Remember. . . and One Thing to Never Forget 1. Your presence is a present to the world. 2. You're unique and one of a kind. 3. Your life can be what you want it to be. 4. Take the days just one at a time. 5. Count your blessings, not your troubles. 6. You'll make it through whatever comes along. 7. Within you are so many answers. 8. Understand, have courage, be strong. 9. Don't put limits on yourself. 10. So many dreams are waiting to be realized. 11. Decisions are too important to leave to chance. 12. Reach for your peak, your goal, and your prize. 13. Nothing wastes more energy than worrying. 14. The longer one carries a problem, the heavier it gets. 15. Don't take things too seriously. 16. Live a life of serenity, not a life of regrets. 17. Remember that a little love goes a long way. 18. Remember that a lot . . . goes forever.

Songs
Blues Traveler- Christmas Comes the time for christmas And i really have to ask If this is feeling merry How much longer must it last I wish a one horse open sleigh Would come carry me away But i've been waiting here all day And one just hasn't come my way Now excuse me if i'm not being reverent But i was hoping for a miracle to hold me, wash me Save me from my righteous doubt as i watch helpless And everybody sings If it's chanukah or kwanza Solstice, harvest or december twenty-fifth Peace on earth to everyone And abundance to everyone you're with Laha da da da da da Da da da da da da da da da da da La da da da da da da da La da da da da da da da da Laha da da da da Laha da da da da Comes the time for christmas And as you raise your yuletide flask There's like this feeling that you carry As if from every christmas past It's as if each year it grows It's like you feel it in your toes And on and on your carol goes Harvesting love among your woes I want t

Naughty
!!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? . 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed?. 13. Would you use another female as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? S

Nsfw-again
Ok its happened again. i received a email from fubar again and it said another one of my pics as been marked nsfw.now i looked at it and it is side pic of an angel silver and in a body suite.nothing showing and someone had the nerve to mark it nsfw.now to the person who marked it if you can tell me how this is nsfw then please tell me. This time i do know who marked it and if it happens again I WILL BLOCK YOU. and any future rates will stop.I know this is harsh but folks this is an adult website and if it bothers you then DONT look or send me an email to let me know and i will remove it.Now that is said and done I hope you all have a great day and thank you.

Brat's Thoughts
You see I have the privilege (sp?) of owning my own home, but at this very moment I wish I didn't. You see my hot water tank has decided to leak EVERYWHERE in my basement and I have NO clue as to who to call. I called 2 plumbers the other day and they told me that they didn't do that sort of thing. *pulls out hair* Alan please, please don't take this next part wrong....but this is where I wish Dave was still alive. He did all of this stuff or he knew who to call. I on the other hand can't think of anyone. My mom is clueless...I don't speak to my sperm donor...my in-laws hate me. *deep breath* My roommate called a few of her friends and got a few ideas and I did a little research online, but I am still clueless for the most part. Now if you give me a car, I can tear it a part and put it back together fairly easily, but this house stuff baffles my mind.... *runs to the looney bin* Stay off of my page! Stop stalking me! Stop contacting me! Stop texting me! Stop messaging my

Spider's Soul
Staring at the sky Asking myself why Why'd you have to leave me all alone Thought you were the one for me Now you're just a memory Like magic you were there but now you're gone You may think you've got me down Because I don't have you around But babygirl you couldn't be more wrong Thought that you could hold me back But girl I'm just too fly for that Your friend's waiting for me to come back home Fought for you but you didn't want me Loved you so much I could not see That you pretended to be sweet Wished our love was a reality But we know wishes don't come true Only one thing for me to do Turn my back cause I'm done with you There will never be a "Take Two" Once I really cared Everything I shared Gave you some of everything I had Could've been flashing a diamond ring But now you don't get anything It's all your fault you know you can't get mad I don't want to fight or fuss I couldn't be more over us You had my love but now you've lost it all Lied to

Poetry
smitten feelings seatch the sky cupid knows exactly where I lie On the couds, arrows saftly glide To find the heart which I hide Over mountains and thru seas they sail No rest at all till my heart they prevail The sun and storm- they are no match The broken spot they seek to patch Mr. cupid you search and search A place for you white doves to perch From heaven and right past hell Your arrows, mr. cupid, i hear their bell The ring is low and sweet My pulse can't help but skip a beat Once they hit the target of my heart I fear it may quickly fall apart You see mr. cupid your intentions are well But safety from pain you do not sell Please forgive me, mr. cupid for how i react With my love there is no contract I'm stowed away under cover Your arrows know right where to hover My soul they will eventually hit Its then I shall stop and running will i quit For its then that you will have won mr. cupid i'll admit when i'm done. Thoughts of you keep me up at night Whil

**some More Fun Stuff To Share With Your Friends****
I'm Sending You Ten Roses Each rose carries a different Blessing for you! This Rose is for Friendship This Rose is for Love This Rose is for Money This Rose is for Happiness This Rose is for Popularity This Rose is for Knowledge This Rose is for Cuteness This Rose is for Family This Rose is for Honesty This Rose is for Long Life This is a friend test. Send this to as many friends as you possibly can and if you get it back, you truly will know who your friends are. OK HERE'S A COUPLE THINGS THAT WHEN I SEE , SAY OR HEAR THEM, THEY CRACK ME UP ........ HORSE TATERS GO BUMP A STUMP TURTLE TWINKIES LMAO NOW, WHAT CAN *YOU* COME UP WITH TO CRACK ME UP, C'MON , GIVE IT YOUR BEST SHOT!! I DAAARE YA!!!! HEHE

Work
If you work hard and do your best you'll get the sack like all the rest. But if you laze and mess about you'll live to see the job right out. The work is hard, The pay is small so take your time and sod them all. Or on your tomb stone neatley lackered these 3 words, JUST BLEEDING KNACKERED!

So Sillie...
so there's this guy (i know, typical)..and he's a nice guy, has a good job, great kids, bla bla bla..appears to be normal.... ..all this time i thought he was married, so i never gave him another thought..then?..i find out he is divorced...HUH???..wow.... ..sooooo?..i start talkin to him and getting to know him a little better and geeezz...what a waste of time.... ..goes to show that things aren't really what they appear to be...

Military Related
omg. i was wearing my marine wife sweatshirt today and some lady literally came up to me, acted all nice and stuff then out of no freaking now where, asked how many guys i'd slept with since Mike left. WTF!?!?!? I mean seriously. NOT ALL MILITARY WIVES ARE UNFAITHFUL. I take my marriage very seriously. I love my husband and would never do anything to hurt him. Yes, I have alot of male friends, and I love talking to other guys (and ladies!)- no matter their branch, who can help me better understand whta he's going through. I MEAN SERIOUSLY!!!! AH! Sorry, had to vent. So I know that I've got alot of military people on my friends list and a few that are frequent readers. Anyways, my question is about care packages. My hubby doesn't really know what he needs or even what he wants half the time, so I'm stuck trying to come up with ideas for myself of things to send. And I'm tired of candy & sweets. It gets old after awhile, sending the same thing, which is candy, movies & cigarettes. I have

Movie Reviews!
"Love and Other Disasters" It was fucking brilliant! The film was directed by an unknown, Alek Keshishian, and starred almost all unknowns. The only known main cast member was the female lead, Brittney Murphy, playing Emily 'Jacks' Jackson. There were two superstar cameos, played by Gwyneth Paltrow and Orlando Bloom, but both only brief, and rather amusing as far as the whole plot line. The general plot of the movie is fun. A British born woman (with one English parent and one Spanish parent) who grew up in the US returns to England and gets a job with Vogue UK. She is having an affair with her ex-boyfriend while living with a gay roommate. Much of the joy she finds in life is setting her roommate up on various dates with various men who all turn out to be completely wrong for him. She ultimately tries to set her roommate up on a date with the new photographer's assistant at the office, who turns out not to be gay, and really rather interested in her. The film has consta

I Am That Girl
You are that boy that has my heart You are that boy who I want to never part You are that boy who took my heart and crushed it You are that boy that I will never get You are that boy I thought would never leave You are that boy who said you would always love me You are that boy I want to love forever You are that boy who planned our life together You are that boy who makes my heart sing You are that boy and happiness you bring You are that boy that gives me butterflies You are that boy who makes me reach for the skies You are that boy I care for so deeply You are that boy I like to watch sleeping You are that boy that has the key to my heart You are that boy I loved from the start You are that boy who has the power to make it alright You are that boy whose smile is so bright You are the boy I want to hate You are the boy who it would never be too late You are that boy that has my heart You are that boy who I want to never part You are that boy who took m

My Life Is Not A Fairy Tale
Hows it goin everyone? i miss you dearly and cant wait to see you all again. I have a revelation to make....I have not always been there for my kids, I was a young father and didnt know how to accept the fact i was a dad now. I tried to do the right thing and marry my oldest kids mother and it didnt work when the only time she wanted to see me was on payday....lol. I have realized over the past couple of years is that i am a dad and i do have kids i have to look after and provide for. I got some texts tonight that kinda hurt, well hurt alot, but i want to say that I have been bustin my ass to get back to my kids. I made a promise to my kids that i would visit them every weekend that i had off but when i got here my car broke down.... I have been workin my ass off living off of raman noodles and sandwhiches trying to make a living to provide for my kids. The only reason i am living is the fact that my kids will have a dad to look up too and be proud of....My oldest have another guy the

Good News!
OMG! I never win anything and I mean ANYTHING and I just won tickets to the Washington Wizards/Detroit Pistons game in March, ground floor seats worth $275 a piece. I'm extremely in need of money right now so I will definitely be selling them but what a blessing just when I needed it!!!!

A Little About Me....
You help bring order to the world with your practical skills, high standards, and common sense. No one could ask for a more loyal and trustworthy friend. You are a source of strength and stability to everyone in your life. Not only will you drop everything to help your friends and family, but they also know they can count on you for no-nonsense advice. You have a clear moral center. You know who you are and what you believe. You would rather live life than endlessly debate its meaning. You are a very hard worker. No matter how difficult or tedious a job is, you will plod through it till it's done. Of course, you would not know all this from talking to you. You are extremely modest and cannot stand show-offs. If anything, you are too self-critical and do not appreciate all the good you do. In fact, you are probably overdue for some well-derserved fun, rest and relaxation. You are an ambitious person who enjoys competition and the thrill of victory. You like to wi

Chitty Chat
well here i am again blogging....its usually about me complaining or venting or bitchn lol so here goes for all of the above ...kidding or not i'm not even sure what to put but i feel like writing ...its 11:11 GO FIGURE god i hate that number makes me think about someone i dont want to.... but yet everyday i do... why has this been so hard to move on... i wish i could just think ok he is gone out of my life never to see him again and everything is fine ...but its not and i dont know why.... I have met an amazing guy who loves me no matter how stupid or annoying i am and i have to say I wouldn't put up with me!!!...He has the most patience and heart i have ever met...and right now i could use his ability to make me calm and set me straight .... But its just me tonight...dealing with my thoughts so thats why i am writing here....it always helps so i was in such a bad mood today i spent 300 bucks on a jacket that i dont need...maybe i should return it...i shop to make me happ

Anyway
by Sylvette Murray Here's to all those girls who used to be his number one. The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning and be disappointed. The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, and moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened. Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going. The ones who listened to him say, I only want to be your friend, one day, and the next, listened to him say how much he loves and misses you. We deserve something, and this is our tribute. Here's to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change. We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance, caught crap from our parents, and even snuck around to see him for

Kat's Stuff
the guy thats rateing 1 and hes sending hatful e-mail, all because i blocked him, he was going through and rateing every pic no matter what it was as nsfw and 1, so i blocked him and now hes being a whiny little baby. hes so very sad. so here is his real id. http://www.fubar.com/user/515626 please return the favor for me as he blocks me as soon as he does anything. Yeah, this guy here: http://www.fubar.com/user/1334696 Feel free to return the favor to him!

Nothing Worse Than..
fake people. people that lie just to try to hook up with you. jerks. people who are so igrorant to think that i wouldnt find out about the lies. guys: go find another girl to play your silly little immature games on...or better yet, Grow Up???? hmmmm yes maybe then you wont have to lie to get some..just a theory :)

I Decline
To all of the sow's and kow's sorry to do this but with the leaving of Witoka . I have decided to leave She was a Great Leader and very compasionate person Sorry Jeff but I just cant follow you are too demanding for my taste. I like to have fun and not to be treated or talked to like a dog. Change your ways of speaking to them or just like me alot will leave. Witoka you are #1 with me and like i said before If you decide to create a new family i will be by your side.Thanks for all your help . sincerely Padlocker1969

Tv/movies
Yes! It's the band, Lordi starring in a horror flick! I'm excited to see it! NEW YORK (AP) - Food Network is kicking Emeril Lagasse down a notch. The celebrity chef's "Emeril Live," which has been on the air for 10 years, will cease production Dec. 11, Food Network publicist Carrie Welch told The Associated Press. "However, Emeril is under contract with Food Network," Welch said Tuesday. "We love him, we support him and look forward to a long partnership with him." Welch wouldn't comment on Lagasse's contract. Asked why the show was canceled, she told the AP: "The only reason would be that it hit a ton of television milestones and, you know, all good things come to an end." The Food Network will continue producing Lagasse's "The Essence of Emeril," and he will take part in "specials and other development opportunities in the future," Welch said. The network will also air reruns of "Emeril Live." "I am deeply appreciative to all the unbelievable staff - many

Alchemy
Celtic frost in winter night; alchemy by moonlight. Incantations and ancient spells in the forest where the alchemist dwells. Earth and man become one. The dead will rise with the morning sun. The alchemist now marches on as nations fall with each dawn. Mortal man at war with the dead. Swords in hand and hearts of dread.Generals lead with battle cries and kings all flee while armies die. The war rages on and years go by; the alchemist ages and widows cry. Famine and plague infest the lands and the world now dies at the alchemists hands... Walk to the water, look to the sky, take a deep breath and ask yourself why? That's when you should see it's really killing me I'm not the one that you reley on and though we're apart I keep you in my heart; your face engraved in my memory and I wish that you'd see that it's really killing me that I'm not the one that you reley on. Hey now, I love you more than I can say now; more and more everyday now I love you more than I can say now.Then I walk aw

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There once was a lady who was tired of living alone. So she put an ad in the paper which outlined her requirements. She wanted a man who 1) would treat her nicely, 2) wouldn't run away from her, and 3) would be good in bed. Then, one day, she heard the doorbell ring. She answered it, and there on the front porch was a man in a wheel chair who didn't have any arms or legs. "I'm here about the ad you put in the paper. As you can see, I have no arms so I can't beat you, and I have no legs so I can't run away from you." "Yes, but are you good in bed?" "How do you think I rang the doorbell?" Three guys go to a ski lodge. There aren't enough rooms, so they have to share a bed. In the middle of the night, the guy on the right wakes up and says, "I had this wild, vivid dream last night of getting a hand job!" The guy on the left wakes up and unbelievably, he's had the same dream too. Then the guy in the middle wakes up and exclaims, "That's funny, I dreamed that I

The Greatest Short Story Ever Written.
Once there was a chick who was really, really good friends with another chick. Until she decided that sleeping with her good friends man was far more important then remaining friends. The one chick that was betrayed, naturally, started calling the guy a TRAITOR and the chick....FAT WHOREMean Myspace GraphicsEven though the betrayed chick kept telling Fat Whore that she was nothing more then a REBOUND, Fat Whore refused to see the truth.Mean Myspace GraphicsWhen Traitor moved to Chicago, Fat Whore thought it would be romantic to go visit him for a weekend. Plan sounded good...Until...The Traitors father entered into the picture..Mean Myspace GraphicsAND TOLD HER FAT ASS SHE'LL BE SLEEPING ON THE COUCH, BY HERSELF. The only thing Fat Whore got that weekend was a backache.Mean Myspace GraphicsWhen the Betrayed one found this out she HAD to tell everyone else. Karma is a bitch, you fucktards.Mean Myspace GraphicsMean Myspace GraphicsAnd here is the end of a story that seriously made the Be

Get Out
If U want U can Help I will be here till the end,Thanx Hippie lost angel hun it is u i am talking about then u post a comment sayin talk to them,HOW I can't get near u r ur page sweetie~ Did'nt wanna do this BUT can't contact u! ADD me please r unblock me so WE CAN talk~! hope 2 hear from u soon,Hippie You need to go to a party or find some other way to spend good quality time with people -- even complete strangers. You're in a good position to meet new people or to make a really good impression.

Cowboy
A REAL COWBOY An old cowboy dressed to kill with cowboy shirt, hat, jeans, spurs and chaps went to a bar and ordered a drink. As he sat there sipping his whiskey, a young lady sat down next to him. After she ordered her drink she turned to the cowboy and asked him, "Are you a real cowboy?" "Well, I have spent my whole life on the ranch herding cows, breaking horses, mending fences... I guess I am," replied the cowboy. After a short while he asked her what she was. "I've never been on a ranch so I'm not a cowboy, but I am a lesbian. I spend my whole day thinking about women. As soon as I get up in the morning I think of women, when I eat, shower, watch TV, everything seems to make me think of women," said the young woman. A short while later she left and the cowboy ordered another drink. A couple sat down next to him and asked, "Are you a real cowboy?" "I always thought I was, but I just found out that I'm a lesbian." Every part of a cowboy's outfit has a purpose.Ev

Feel My Heart Yet
The sun sets so boldly on heavy hearts. The light dissipates across the land, And as it seems our life as well. We have fallen apart, together, not separate. The trek of life, has thrown us from our horse Now we wander, aimlessly alone. Through what once was love, we were triumphant. Now our love is merely glue That holds our day to day routine in place. As the darkness consumes us and we battle the beast of burden, We find ourselves fighting as two, not one. We pray that our lives shall return to us. Like a recant memory, that has faded away. Though like a candle our love still burns. The flame has withered to a soldering emptiness. The wolf knocks at our door, asking for more, When we have no more. We have no more love, patience, time or self-worth. Like the sun it has set boldly with in us. The dogs in the village howl, as if they too can feel our pain. We held a rainbow once, and as the colors focused To our eyes, it was gone. As my son lie

Love
So I am sitting here and it is 10:14 pm and I am reflecting on what has happened in my life as of late. So I should start with the fact that I am came onto Fubar because my brother said it was a kewl site to hang out on. Well I have to say he was right. I have had the opportunity to meet some really cool people and made some good friends which is pretty much what I was looking for by coming onto the site. But then something happened that I never thought would ever happen again. I was just sitting there hanging out in a lounge chatting with some friends and in she walked. We chatted back and forth and became friends and it was kinda magical the way things were working. This woman and I began to talk more than just in the chat room and I started feeling like a kid again. Now let me explain, what I mean by this is that everyday I would wake up and feel giddy just thinking that I would have the opportunity to speak with her. I must tell you this feeling is truly a great feeling. So I asked

Meet You In The Stairwell
You say you will never forget where you were when you heard the news On September 11, 2001. Neither will I. I was on the 110th floor in a smoke filled room with a man who called his wife to say 'Good-Bye.' I held his fingers steady as he dialed. I gave him the peace to say, 'Honey, I am not going to make it, but it is OK...I am ready to go.' I was with his wife when he called as she fed breakfast to their children. I held her up as she tried to understand his words and as she realized he wasn't coming home that night. I was in the stairwell of the 23rd floor when a woman cried out to Me for help. 'I have been knocking on the door of your heart for 50 years!' I said. 'Of course I will show you the way home - only believe in Me now.' I was at the base of the building with the Priest minis

Poetry
like the wings of an eagle majestic and free. two hearts are beating as one heart would be. when i gaze in your eyes i can see only love. your a beautiful angel from the heavens above. whenever im near you my heart skips a beat. the first time we met i was swept from my feet. soulmates are special like one of a kind. its the one special gift that is so hard to find. i just want to kiss you so softly and slow. and hold you so gently and never let go. those are the feelings a soulmate can bring. its the feeling of true love the most wonderful thing.

R.i.p Chad (pimp-c) Butler
Dec. 4th 2007 age 33R.I.P Chad "Pimp-C" Butler1973-2007 Rapper Chad "Pimp C" Butler, who along with hometown pal Bernard "Bun B" Freeman made up the chart-topping group UGK, was found dead Tuesday morning in a West Hollywood hotel room. Paramedics and officers responded to a 911 call placed from the Mondrian Hotel on Sunset Boulevard and were directed to a room on the sixth floor. They found Butler lying on the bed, fully clothed. The Los Angeles County Sheriff's Department said the call came in about 9:30 a.m. A spokesman for the county coroner said that it appears the 33-year-old "Dirty Money" purveyor died of natural causes. No drugs or related paraphernalia was found in the room and it didn't appear as if anyone had been in the room with Butler when he died. An autopsy will be performed and a full report, including the results of standard toxicology tests, should be ready in six to eight weeks. "We mourn the unexpected loss of Chad," Jive Records president a

Poetry
Is it love or is it lust Are you someone I can trust? You tell me you want me That is obvious to see. Are you playing silly games Where you forget peoples names? My name seems to be upon your lips While your hands are on my hips. But will you remember me When I am not where you can see? Do you love me like you say? Or will i someday get in your way? I don't want to be your passing fancy NO! Dammit, my name isn't Nancy! As i looked out at the snow falling The white powder covered the earth Children making snowmen in their yards Another log was added to the hearth More children sledding down the hills People out cleaning off their cars I sit and hold the curtain aside Snowflakes looking like falling stars The stamping of feet to clear off their shoes Slipping on the sidewalk covered with snow I look at my watch to see what was the time I put on my hat and gloves cause we have to go Out in the snow thats coming down ever so quick We are going to visit som

Help
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Night Life
As the new UK 24-hour licensing law comes into affect this month, what will that mean for the average clubber? Are we all going to lose it? Erica Samba-Ngoie investigates… For years, the UK press have been telling us how we’ve all become a nation of binge drinkers, how we seem to take particular joy in seeing how many vodkas & sambucas we can chuck down our throats on a Friday night, before being released onto the streets to fight and vomit with each other. Does relaxing the law on drinking then mean that we’ll all end up paraplegic, sorry, paraletic, or will we simply change our social habits to go out later and stay out longer? Earlier in the year, Ministry of Sound won the right to have its license extended. On Friday November 24th, you’ll be able to come to the club and stay drinking at the bar well past the usual 2am lock down. Naturally, we think it’s a great idea (as I’m sure you do!) but will that push the average Ministry of Sound clubber, as some people fear, into the

What Team R U On?
I found this great company to work for that I am able to make extra money and make my home safer for my son. Until the end of the year there is a special going on to $1 to join and an order of $50-$60 and your set to get your products and start promoting them. Hope to get and email or message from you soon.

Own Me!
IM STILL FOR SELL, BUT TO ADD TO IT, IM NOW OFFERING UP FOR BID SKULL!!!! STARTING BID IS 10,000 FUBUCKS, BUT REMEMBER!! THERE IS MORE THAN JUST FUBUCKS YOU CAN BID!! IF YOU WIN ME, YOU GET UNLIMITED OWNERSHIP, MY CRUSH, ALL PICS, AND STASH RATED ON HAPPY HOUR, OWNED BY IN MY NAME. NOW FOR ALL YOU LUCKY LADIES, IF YOU HAPPEN TO WIN HIM YOU GET, HIS CRUSH, OWNED BY IN HIS NAME, ALL PICS AND STASH RATED ON HAPPY HOUR, AND OWNERSHIP FOR 1 MONTH! PLEASE LEAVE ALL BIDS IN DJ TWIZTD’S SHOUT BOX OR IN HER PRIVATE MESSAGES! PLEASE REPOST!!

Savior?
For the longest time I have always wondered about you? I always wondered where you are and if you existed? Could you look at me for more then what I know I am and tell me how your going to change my thoughts and feelings forever? Could you love me with all your heart, like I so wanna give to you unconditionally and selflessly? Could you look into my hazel eyes, tell me that I am there for you baby, and make me believe when in times I have not? Could I tell you how you thawed out my cold heart with just your stare and not have you look at me as if I am obsessed or clingy? Could I make you understand that since I met you, I adore you and you can trust that even if I were to go out, I would come home alone waiting for your call rather then with a random chick to fill my temporary ill's...and could I expect the same from you? Would you tell me with your eyes that I am handsome and how you think I am even if the rest of the world didn't agree? Could

What kind of lover are you?BarbaricYou have a wild, fierce, and strong animal-like nature behind your lovemaking and that makes you very passionate. When you find the "one" you can give your whole heart to, you give that and then some! It's true that most people say there's no love behind that much fire but that's quite the opposite. You love who you're with and have no problem slamming them down on the sheets and showing them the time of their life! For this, your lover will respond back with the same animal nature and that will show you how much they love you back! For you, it's rough all the way and always very heated and intense!!!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic What alcohol are you??PATRONEYou are a laid back and relaxed drinker! Patrone is one of the most finest tequillas known! It also shows you have a very expensive taste on your tongue!! How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

One More. Just Because I Can.
I closed my eyes, I held my breath. When they opened and i let go, when i was able to breath again, you were still there. I tried to walk away but i couldn't leave. I was unable to turn away. My mind led me in one direction, my heart led me in another. I'm still not sure which path i followed, but it keeps leading me to you. I just close my eyes, hold my breath and when i let go, i've been led to you. "To forget the past is to lose a part of yourself and to remember the past is to live it again. So when does the pain end and the joy begin? When looking at the past doesn't hurt but it teaches you why you are alive."

Friendship
Hello!!!... and WELCOME!!!,... too the dirty bird lounge!!! The dirty bird has just opened for business!!! Please don't mind the dust as I am still "PIMPIN" the joint out!!! as of now, the feature music is mostly rock-n-roll: (with a couple Prince songs I'm tellin ya ya never know what you'll find here!!!) This is being expanded as I type LOL. anyone over 18 is welcome but, PLEASE keep in mind this is an adult club and unlike most lounges I am not enforceing to many rules this is a anything goes lounge be as nice or naughty as you wish.... (Still looking for a cool skin and suggestions are always welcome) In addition, I am curentlly seeking a full staff minus one pool table dancer. Come get yer groove on at the The Dirty Bird!!! First round's free .....(limited time only lol) Why is it that we feel pain, we get no warning as with the rain. the loss of someone dearly loved, or the remnants of a shattered love. Moveing on is hard to do when every da

If You Have A Little Trouble Getting Into The Christmas Spirit
I do not speak often of my faith. To me, it has become something quite personal and beyond common words. Not to mention that often, the failures I see in myself to live each moment according to the precepts of my faith incline me to often feel unworthy of speaking of something that is so sacred to me. But this magical season we call Christmas always seems to incline me reconnect to my faith. Some of the most painful periods of my life have surrounded me during holiday seasons. Yet oddly, it was during such times of darkness that the light of hope that characterizes Christmas has seemed to shine the most brightly for me. That would seem to be a bit of paradox – hope overtaking the hopelessness of worldly circumstances – joy that surpasses understanding, overtaking deep sorrow and feelings of loss and loneliness – a belief in the magical, in the midst of the all too painful natural illusions of our present reality. And yet it happens to me every year about this time – perhaps because

Crime
I set here watching the news, reading news, and all I see is crime. Crime rates up a lot at the holiday times. What I find funny is, people will go rob somebody for a little cash so they can provice a Christmas to their child, or family member. Myself, I would much rather tell my child, or family why I couldn't get them a gift rather than tell them "I am sorry I can't be with you, but I am in jail". To me, this would have to be the very hardest thing on a child.

Random Thoughts Of Nothing
My pain is great,my heart hurt's,then mends and the hurts again.When will it end?I don't want this anymore.I want joy,happiness,pleasure.I want it all not just the pain.I want my head to stop spinning and being clouded with the memory of us.I want to hear the word's you so desperaetly want to say,the words that are lost in you.You have me in front of you,my full attention.you just give me more pain.I see it in your eyes.It's there.I feel it,on my skin with your touch but you pull away.I am a fool.I want so to walk away and to stay.I am lost out in a tossing sea and am slowly drowning.My body is cold,in a lonely world.I need you by my side,not to complete me,for I am complete.You are my other half,my calmness,my everything.I don't want anymore pain.take it away I love my children,suddenly I discovered that my daughter,who is 12 is now living in Finland.I thought she had been go for awhile.Hope she sends me some neat stuff.My 9 yr old son is moving to Alaska to fight polar bears...must b

O-zone Lyrics & Videos
Mi-a-hii Mi-a-huu Mi-a-haa Mi-a-ha ha Mi-a-hii Mi-a-huu Mi-a-haa Mi-a-ha ha Mi-a-hii Mi-a-huu Mi-a-haa Mi-a-ha ha Mi-a-hii Mi-a-huu Mi-a-haa Mi-a-ha ha 1) Allo, salut, sint yel, un hydook, she teraw, youbeera mah, primesh der, vericheera, 2) Allo, Allo, sint yel, Picasso, Tiam dat beep, she sen voynic, un dar sege ti notes cher nimeek [Chorus] vrais a pleche dar numa numa i-ay numa numa i-ay numa numa numa i-ay kipul tow she dragosta din tay, ma mintesc day oki ti-ay vrais a pleche dar numa numa i-ay numa numa i-ay numa numa numa i-ay kipul tow she dragosta din tay, ma mintesc day oki ti-ay 3) Desoon, set spoon, cheseet, ah kum Allo, youbeera mah, sint yel, vericheera 4) Allo, Allo, sint yarshio, Picasso, Tiam dat beep, she sen voynic, un dar sege ti notes cher nimeek [Chorus] vrais a pleche dar numa numa i-ay numa numa i-ay numa numa numa iay kipul tow she dragosta din tay, ma mintesc day oki ti-ay vrais a pleche dar numa numa i-a

What Each Kiss Means
What Each Kiss Means - Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -SLAP ON THA BUTT: That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one.

Aristocats
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Best Friends!
Atalie! Current mood: drained Category: Romance and Relationships atalie and family arrived yesterday..at first chica *her dog who i also miss like crazy* didn't recognize me..but after 15 seconds..she was lovin' all over me..and i was crying ..so happy to see her and atalie ...even eli *aka the terror* and of course jerry!.. we ordered pizza from marcos ..cause they've got the best pizza..and she and i hung out talking until 4:30 in the morning...slept for about an hour...while both the cats, litter box and food and water bowls were in the room with me...got up...ordered jimmy johns for lunch...cause they too have great food...watched Harry Potter and the Order of the Pheonix...then made dinner..." same sammiches " as jeremie calls them...cold cut sandwiches..we all had such a wonderful time and i played with chica sooo much...used an entire roll of film...for my wall lol and atalie used her digital to take a butt ton more...slighty less then an assload...lol lol then...

Tribute
This is a tribute to my little brother and to my mom. Just wanted to say I miss them both very much. They say each year gets easier along with each day. Some days I wander. It seems to get harder at times. Andy passed away Jan. 14, 2000 My Mom passed away Jan. 15, 2001 I love you and miss you both very much! God bless! You are both missed so very much!

About My Life
YET ANOTHER CHALLENGE WELL EVERYONE HERE IS YET ANOTHER BLOG ON MY LIFE. AS YOU ALL KNOW I LOST MY BABY AND HAD SUGERY DECEMBER 14TH. NOW AS A RESULT OF THAT SURGERY I AM GUESSIN I DEVELOPED A BLOOD CLOT THAT TRAVELED TO MY BRAIN AND MADE ME HAVE A STROKE. AS U ALL MAY KNOW A STROKE EITHER KILLS U OR LEAVES U PARALIZED ON EITHER ONE OR BOTH SIDES OF YOUR BODY. FOR ME THANKFULLY IT IS MY LEFT SIDE ONLY WHICH MEANS OH YES I AM TYPING WITH MY RIGHT HAND ONLY IT SUCKS BUT IM DOIN IT. SO YEAH I AM CURRENTLY AT HOME ONLY AND DISABLED. THANKS TO ALL OF MY FAMILY THAT ARE HELPING ME IN MY RECOVERY AND TO MY BESTEST WHITE BOY KRISTIAN WHOM I LOVE DEARLY THAT MAKE ME REALIZE MY LIFE IS VALUABLE AND SO IS MY PRESENCE. I WILL POST MORE LATER AND LET U ALL KNOW HOW THERAPY AND PROGRESS IS GOING. IF YOU READ THIS TEXT ME TO MY CELL IF U HAVE MY NUMBER AND OR YAHOO ME. ITS EASIER WHEN I CAN ANSWER U ON THERE. HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND EVERYONE. LOVE ALWAYS ESSY ABOUT ME Life until Dec

Poems
Some days Some days are better Some days I just don’t know Somehow we will be together Somehow it will show Some days are worse Somehow it will get better Some how it does Some day we will be together Some how you will see Some day By Cassandra Hammons Screaming I am alone… In a crowded room… No one to hear me … No one does…. I’m in a room … Full of people Screaming…. No one hears me… No one cares… I’m all alone… Screaming… No ones around… The room is crowded… But no one hears me… Screaming…. By Cassandra Hammons My brother As the years go by I’ve seen it all And all I can do is sigh I wish you would stand tall Be a man, not a boy A family you had Will bring you joy And make you glad You kept your word I’m sorry, forgive me Is all vie heard How many more years Do we have to hope? And shed these tears When it’s hard to cope

Ty For The Comments
Ty for the votes and comments on mumm "why do men do that." Though most voted I should walk, I can't do it. I have to give him the benefit of the doubt. He makes my heart skip a beat and keeps a goofy smile on my face. Maybe it will work, maybe it won't, but I care to much to just walk away. He's worth waiting it out....Kisses to all, Samantha

Stuff
I thought if I used a catchy title, those looking for sex might actually read it. I've had a blog up here for quite awhile on this subject but it seems to get ignored and people still ask me those questions. The answer is NO NO NO, I will not have cyber sex with you. I do not cyber. My msn, yahoo, and aim are off limits unless I actually know you, so please do not ask me for them. But if I actually know you, you already have those things. I am not here looking for a sex partner, mate, husband or anything else. I'm simply here for friends and to talk to people that have something interesting to talk about (and that subject would not be sex). I have had so many people ask me for personal information so I decided to post this blog so I don't have to keep repeating myself. So here it is.... I do not give my msn/yahoo/aim out to anyone that I don't know or hasn't taken the time to get to know one another. If you haven't even added me as a friend, don't even bother asking

See Who Your Friends Are..
Come Join in the party at The Original Blue Lounge!! We have lots of hotties (guys and girls) We have the best music and promise you nothing less then a great time. So stop on by and show us some love, have a few drinks, and party it up with our awsome staff!! JUST CLICK HERE AND ENTER THE (BLUE) LOUNGE

Thoughts From Big Daddy
"If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness" I John 1:9 "The man of integrity walks securely, but he who takes crooked paths will be found out" Proverbs 10:9 Do you not know that in a race all runners run, but only one gets the prize? Run it in such away as to get the prize. I Corinthians 9:24

Take Action
The band, Five for Fighting, is generously donating $0.49 to Autism Speaks each time the video, “Change Her World,” is viewed. The funding goes toward research studies to help find a cure. When you have a moment, please visit the link below to watch the video and pass it along to your friends and family. They are aiming for 10,000 hits, but hopefully we can help them to surpass this goal. Link is below: http://www.whatkindofworlddoyouwant.com/videos/view/id/408214

Random Stuff
1. I have come to realize that my butt... Is still pretty sweet after all these years. 2. I have come to realize that when I talk... I should really be listening. 3. I have come to realize that, if I love someone... They have all of me. 4. I have come to realize that, I need... A lot more sleep, and even more money. 5. I have come to realize that, I lost... My grip on reality at some point on this road. 6. I have come to realize that, I hate it when... People are mean and/or dishonest. 7. I have come to realize that, if I'm drunk... Call an ambulance and a psychologist. 8. I have come to realize that, marriage. Is something I still believe in even though I'm getting a divorce! 9. I have come to realize that, work… Pays the bills. 10. I have come to realize that, I will always be... Myself, love me or not. 11. I have come to realize that, I LOVE… At a million miles an hour and confident about it. 12. I have come to realize that, the last time

How Many People
02:16 AM CST on Wednesday, February 13, 2008 KHOU.com staff report Click on video for an update from 11 News reporter Shern-Min Chow The mother of a baby boy, whose body was found dumped near the Galveston Seawall last month, has been arrested by federal agents in New York. Brazoria County District Attorney Jeri Yenne confirmed to 11 News that Caren Kohberger was arrested by FBI agents Tuesday afternoon. A FBI spokeswoman said Kohberger was arrested after she was released from Bellevue Hospital’s mental ward Tuesday afternoon. She is being held in a New York City jail awaiting extradition back to Texas. Kohberger was wanted on charges that she handed her 3-month-old son over to the man who is accused of stomping the boy to death. Yenne filed endangerment charges against Kohberger last week. 11 NEWS Travis Mullis is charged with capital murder in the beating death of his baby son. The probable cause affidavit for the arrest warrant alleges that Kohberger han

How To Treat Back Pain
Do you know when to use heat or cold therapy for an injury? If not, a recent review article by two University of Washington sports doctors, Matthew Karl, MD, and Stanley Herring, MD, can be your guide. Karl and Herring point out that the application of superficial heat to your body can improve the flexibility of your tendons and ligaments, reduce muscle spasms, alleviate pain, elevate blood flow, and boost metabolism. The mechanism by which heat relieves pain is not exactly known, although researchers believe that heat inactivates nerve fibres which can force muscles into irritating spasms, and that heat may induce the release of endorphins, powerful opiate-like chemicals which block pain transmission. Increased blood flow occurs in heated parts of the body because heat tends to relax the walls of blood vessels. That's one reason why sports doctors recommend that you steer clear of the practice of heating up already inflamed joints. Heat appears to be best for untightening muscles

In My Head
FOR MyHalozChokinMe!!!!!!♥♥♥ So glad to see you well Overcome and completely silent now With Heaven's help You cast your demons out And not to pull your halo down Around your neck and tug you off your cloud But I'm more than just a little curious How you're planning to go about Making your amends to the dead To the dead Recall the deeds as if They're all someone else's Atrocious stories Now you stand reborn before us all So glad to see you well And not to pull your halo down Around your neck and tug you to the ground But I'm more than just a little curious How you're planning to go about Making your amends to the dead To the dead With your halo slipping down Your halo slipping Your halo slipping down Your halo slipping down Your halo slipping down (repeated) Your halo slipping down to choke you now Here ids one I just saw today that I really liked: "Around here, However, we don't look Backwards very long." "We keep

The Dream
hey all I am up for auction at 504 bourbon street. I am offering a lot here is the list. Rate all pics 11's 3 SFW salutes a daily profile comment, an Audio Drop saying I am owned by .......... Added to Family while owned 5 morphs 2 big pimpin gifts 5 regular gifts daily and I will keep you shitfaced while owned if bids go over 6 month VIP I will add more as of right now high bid is a 30 day blast so come check me out and good luck to all of you Her dark hair flowing gently over her shoulders, Her beautiful browns eyes sparkle in the light, Her lips glistening as she smiles at me, Her teeth so beautifully white, She gently caresses my cheek with her soft hands, As she leans in to kiss my awaiting lips, I gently lean in to accept her tasty kiss, As I caringly put my hands on her hips, She whispers to me quietly I love you, As she starts to shiver to my touch, I move closer to her ear and reply, I love you too, so very much, As we lie there in a tig

How Is This Fair???
I found out today that the job I have been pinning my hopes on, I can't get. The reason given was that my work history wasn't up to par. I n the past 10 years I have had a few jobs. I only listed the ones that I spent any real amount of time at. Here is the list: 1995-1998 Sam's Town Casino----CLOSED 1998-1999 Station Casino---Bought- NOW AMERISTAR 1999-2000 Flamingo Casino---bought- NOW ISLE OF CAPRI 2000-2001 Papa Johns Pizza--high turnover rate for management 2001-2002 Northern Light's Pizza-CLOSED 2002-2003 Realiable Automotive--CLOSED 2003-2005 GY Janitorial--CLOSED 2005-PRESENT--SELF EMPLOYED JANITORIAL SERVICE Now I can't get a job because of the reasons seen above. Every place is either closed or has different management who have no clue who I am. Am I to blame for this? NO. But it appears as though I am in their eyes. Am I no longer able to get a decent job because of something I have no control over? If it weren't for my kids, Suicide is looking good. Or

Talk About A Bad Valentine's Day
well it was around 6:30 when i got the call from my wife to come over to her mother's house.So i went over and her mom and her had her grandma laying on the floor (my mother in law said they had just got done changing her.my wife's grandma was 81 mind you .well she was laying on a blanket so we all decided to pick her up in the blanket and move her to her bed .well i happened to look down and notice that her chest wasn't moving ,so my wife's mother called the squad.about 20 minutes after the squad got there they took her grandma and my wife came over to me sobbing and saying that her grandma was gone .and as if this wasn't bad enough ,the damn finance company we have our van through decides to call ,and i tried to tell the woman on the other end that we were having a family crisis and she was like "this will only take a few seconds" so i hung up on her ass.well about an hour later someone else from the damn finance company called ,i mean i know we owe them money but damn my wife's gra

Poem
AS TIME GOES BY [This day and age we're living in Gives cause for apprehension With speed and new invention And things like fourth dimension. Yet we get a trifle weary With Mr. Einstein's theory. So we must get down to earth at times Relax relieve the tension And no matter what the progress Or what may yet be proved The simple facts of life are such They cannot be removed.] You must remember this A kiss is just a kiss, a sigh is just a sigh. The fundamental things apply As time goes by. And when two lovers woo They still say, "I love you." On that you can rely No matter what the future brings As time goes by. Moonlight and love songs Never out of date. Hearts full of passion Jealousy and hate. Woman needs man And man must have his mate That no one can deny. It's still the same old story A fight for love and glory A case of do or die. The world will always welcome lovers As time goes by. Oh yes, the world will al

Well Whatever
so you know i have been having all kinds of problems, especially with my ex bf and soon to be ex hubby.... here's an update on the ex bf situation, lmao I broke up with craig when one of his best friends called me and let me know he was screwing his ex down in myrtle beach, yada yada yada... and everyonce in a while he talks me into seeing him... he told me he wanted to take me to gatlinburg, tn, for valentine's day... then it got pushed to the weekend, and i never really committed to going, just kinda kept avoiding the subject cause i was a little torn about it. well seeing as he is not my bf anymore, of course i went out a few times... last night too. he called while i was getting ready and said that he decided not to work all night and to hang out with me, i told him i had other plans, and he asked what then i told him i had a date... that i couldn't lie like he does (and i was hoping it would push him away... thought it was working there for a while) oh he flew off the

Deployment
I am going to Iraq in July. I should return in January. I was asked to go by my former boss to go work for him over there in Al Asad. This is a rare thing to be asked to go. Usually it is more like "Hey, you are going in 3 months, get ready." I agreed to go. The pay over there will be good and also I am planning on re-enlisting while I am over there. Hopefully I will pick up Sgt too.

Days Like This....
My mother had a saying for everything in life Some taught happiness and some helped strife Each year watching fireworks in our hometown "What goes up must come down" As I walked don't touch the lines of black "Step on a crack, break your mother's back" The school bully challenged a fight in the hall "The bigger they are, the harder they fall" The summer at camp when it only rained "Nothing ventured, nothing gained" Lost my track meet and complained I was beat "Be thankful,remember the girl with no feet" My boyfriend in high school cheated on me "There's more fish in the sea" I tripped and tore my prom gown made of silk" "Don't cry over spilt milk" I got a summer job using a broom and mop "Idle hands are the Devil's workshop" I had a son and he started running wild "Spare the rod and spoil the child" Mom has many sayings a hundred or more Here's a few more from a mom I adore "Don't look a gift horse in the mouth" "Rules are made to be br

Happy Hour
Watch Out For My Happy Hour Tomorrow Night: Sunday 2-24-08 @ 7 pm pst *Ü* Drink It Up and Show Me Some Luvin *Ü* **muah** PS: Thanks ☣ SatCommTech ☣ for my HH!!! Misbehavin2 ♥ Fu Owned By ☣ SatCommTech ☣ ♥ Fu Owner Of Countryboy Superman & DJ Tommy Six ♥ @ fubar

Peering Eyes
Those empty eyes peering into my soul They fill me with fear, And drive me out of control They see my weakness and my flaw's My life slips away, beacuse time thy do draw They draw it out of my soul, and my mind Peering in and sucking out my soul Soon ill be an empty shell of me They see everything ill never be Hopes and dreams slowly escape Ohh those empty eye peering into my soul Why do they stare as if knowing all They must be waiting to see me fall They judge me as if knowing ill fail They show me there is nothing to love I try to hide from those empty eye's But ill never get away until the day i die Beacuse the empty eyes that i fear Are the ones in my mirror peering at me The most judgemental ill ever find I can never escape there stare In sleep they work with my mind Showing me the worst of what was and is Everyday the peer till the end of my day's Watching me fade away

Tar Heels
"The junior big man is averaging over 23 points and 10 rebounds per game. March 4, 2008 CHAPEL HILL - Sports Illustrated has named North Carolina's junior forward Tyler Hansbrough as the 2008 National Men's Collegiate Basketball Player of the Year in a cover story in the magazine's issue that hit the newsstands today. Hansbrough leads the No. 1 ranked Tar Heels (27-2 overall, 12-2 ACC) against Florida State tonight at 8 p.m. in Carolina's final home game of the season. The Poplar Bluff, Mo., native leads the ACC in both scoring (23.4 ppg) and rebounding (10.4 rpg) and is eighth nationally in points per game. Hansbrough has won ACC Player of the Week honors seven times this season, tying the single-season record with UNC's Antawn Jamison (in 1997-98) and Duke's JJ Redick (in 2005-06). Hansbrough is the 10th Tar Heel men's basketball player to earn National Player of the Year honors and the second to earn Sports Illustrated's Player of the Year award (with Jerry Stackhouse

Why ??
Why and not just why but how? I write alot of dark stuff about my emotions, I like to think I'm actually a good person and someday I'll come across a woman who thinks that. but this isn't what this blog is about. I'm asking why do people think emotions are just things to toy with and be careless with. How can people lie to others or just plain hide the truth when they know that they care? Recently I have had a few friends that have been messed with emotionaly and I dont understand why or how someone can do this. who do these people think they are to lead people on. Do they do it for the fun? Are they that low and self centered they don't care what they do to others? I've had this kind of thing done to me and these people I'm talking about are great people honest caring people that didn't deserve to have their emotions toyed with. not sure if this makes sence to anyone but just thought I'd throw this in -- Smoking guns and smoking mirrors Taken together and lumpe

Glass Cards
Glass Cards Breathe in, Breathe out I watch them, Can they see me? I’m unsure Words cut like a fiery cold blade He knows, he can see it The house of glass cards will fall. Will they stand? Or will it shatter them all? When the cards are down who still stands? Shadow and light wage war, Old reflections pool in a spread of red. As glass against steel all have cracked They stand, broken, shadows of themselves Breathe in, Breathe out He veils them from all but one Checkmate the game is done

Death Of The White Race
The Death of the White Race U.S. COMMISSIONER CONFIRMS THAT WHITE PEOPLE FACE EXTINCTION. For years Aryan Nations has been warning our White kin that there was a conspiracy to Murder our White Aryan Race and that we were fast approaching the point of no return. Now we have confirmation from U.S. Government sources. On the back of this leaflet you will find a reproduction of an article from the August 4, 1981, Rocky Mountain News. When reading the article, please bear in mind the following things. Considering the lower-than-replacement White birth rate, the high non-white birthrate, the colored immigration and the fact that thousands of our young people (especially our women) desert their Race every day to marry non-whites, you can see that in ten years the child-bearing population of America will be less than ten percent White. All history, as well as common sense, declares that no Race can survive without separation from others so they can promote, propagate and protect

Hmm
Name:______________________ City:______________________ State:_____________________ Age:__________ Phone:______________ SSN:_______________ Hair Color:__________ Real Hair Color:____________ Eye Color:___________ Dentures: __________ Weight: _________ Height:___________ Waist Size: __________ Breast or Bra Size: __________ Marital Status: Married___________ Single______________ Divorced:_________ Other__________ Are Your Breasts Real? ____________ Do You Like Them: Sucked_________ Chewed__________ Kissed____________ Caressed__________ Squeezed________ Licked_________ Other_____ All of the Above____________ Can You Stay Out Late? _____________ How Late?_____________ All Night? _________ Several Days? ___________ Do You Like To Have Sex And Be Screwed All Night? ____________ How Often? __________ Do You Like Oral Sex? _____________ Pussy Size: Small ________ Medium __________ Large ____________ Extra Large __________ While Screwing D

Always................
I want to share a story with you. I had the opportunity to meet one of the sweetest men ever on here...Cowboy Joe...we never met face to face...but what I knew of him he was a sweetheart and a man that became very dear to me. On March 4, 2008 we fu-married...lol his reasoning for this date was....March...Forth and be Happy....and that I was. I became Mrs. Cowboy Joe (lol) I could have the shittiest day and that man could make me smile. He was just so damn cute! On March 22, 2008, I was informed by a blood relative of his that my sweet Cowboy passed away on this day from natural causes. My heart and love go out to his family. You were all very lucky to have such a great man in your family. He loved you all soooooo much. And as for myself...I feel very lucky to have met him and very proud to have become his Fu-wife, he meant alot to me and I will always miss him. As a tribute to him and how much he meant to me as a friend this profile will remain as being Cowboy Joe's fu-wife...it

To Dream A Little More
when i dream at nightit feels so real to hold you close to feel your touch againest my skin my heart begins to pound as i look into her eyes full of so much desire i can almost smell her perfume an taste hers lips againest my own an with such overwhelming beauty i begin to awake restless in need to dream alittle more i lay there for hours trying to feel it the same but yet i know i must wait till the next evenings brush to fall asleep an dream of you once more.

Life
Well I recently found out that I have alot of loose ends still out there.... Is it human nature to always wounder what if or what could have been? I feel so guilty, I have a bf I am truely in love with, but yet I still wounder what could it have been? What if he would have choose me over his problems? I wish it would go away! I am happy with the one I am with and dont want anyone or anything else, but yet I keep thinking about it. Its not like I am going to leave, I have no intentions on that. I just want to know why I have to wounder about something I don't even want? Any words of wisdom? I need help!

Read My Mind
I was going to post this on someone's comment wall, but it applied to too many women, so here goes. Women are almost being forced to put disclaimers in their "About Me" sections saying they're not interested in engaging in all these sexual encounters in which they're offered to participate. I see this and I kinda chuckle to myself because it's pretty sad. I will defend my brethren on this and then will provide criticism. First, we're all very human, and the fact is that humans are animals. Testosterone is a powerful chemical, and obviously, the more you have in your body, the more aggressive you are. That being said, we are thinking beings, and my suggestion is that we think about our image and how we are going to be perceived before taking action. I will admit I'm a huge perv sometimes, and I really admire the female anatomy, but in the end, I'm much more of a thinker and understand I'm not attractive enough to secure attention from females like many Alpha males can. It take

Rip Shannon
I write this thru watery eyes so please forgive the errors. Over this Past weekend, when it's supposed to be a joyous weekend, with me going home for Easter and being baptised and all, it turned out to be a miserable weekend. A good friend of my oldest daughter sister was killed. Shannon was 1 day before her 21st birthday when her life ended so horibly. She was killed in the flood waters in southern Ill. My heart goes out to family. I wrote this after losing my god-daughter to murder, and when my god-son was killed at the age of eight by an elderly lady who drove her car through wall of the school cafeteria. So I thought I'd post it now. I'm just numb and tired of going to childerns funerals, and yet again asblog I said in a previous blog it's that damn question of why and it makes me question my faith WHAT MAKES A PARENT I THOUGHT OF YOU AND CLOSED MY EYES AND PRAYED TO GOD TODAY. I ASKED WHAT MAKES A PARENT AND I KNOW I HEARD HIM SAY. PARENTS HAVE A BABY

Why I'm Not Here Much
Sorry I havent been here,,, Reason....a lot of drama...yet the main reason is...I am getting ready for surgery on Wed afternoon...Getting off my blood thinners has been scary for the surgery... Hoping that after this is all done and a new doctor...that life will be on the right track..... Also waiting to hear if I get my summer place:) So sending Luv to my friends.....Miss ya..... Luv Kelly

Fire
I got home from work last night to find the newly built complex behind my house on fire...in less then 1/2hr it was a fully involved fire. I spend the next few hours hosing down my house and yard...embers ranging from 1" to 5" were raining down on my property...it was the scariest few hours I've ever had. A house on the other side of the complex had their siding melt right off the house from the heat. And sadly it seems the complex, for seniors and assisted living, people had started moving thier stuff in...and rumor has it...that it was started by some kid!!! What's wrong with kids now adays doing stuff like this...grafitti is no longer a statement....destroying peoples lives and endangering many is the way to go!!! Maybe I'm just getting old but i'm so angry for what my family and others in my neighbourhood had to go through and the seniors who have lost everything. Maybe in a couple of days I'll cool off?

Jokes
A Florida senior citizen drove his brand new Corvette convertible out of the dealership. Taking off down the road he accelerated to 80 mph, enjoying the wind blowing through what little hair he had left. “Amazing,” he thought as he flew down I-75, pushing the pedal even more. Looking in his rear view mirror, he saw the Highway Patrol behind him, blue lights flashing and siren blaring. He accelerated to 100 mph, then 110, then 120. Suddenly he thought, “What am I doing? I'm too old for this,” and pulled over to await the trooper's arrival. Pulling in behind him, the trooper walked up to the Corvette, looked at his watch and said, “Sir, my shift ends in 30 minutes. Today is Friday. If you can give me a reason for speeding that I've never heard before, I'll let you go.” The old gentleman paused. Then said,“Years ago, my wife ran off with a Florida State trooper. I thought you were bringing her back.” “Have a good day, Sir,” replied the trooper.

My Published Poem
My poem is a Tanka and is Published The name is Deafened Beautiful Maiden With the voice of an angel With hair of a lamb She speaks but I hear nothing My broken heart makes me deaf (c) Robert F Piazza Jr. Everyone tell me what you think....

Fu Super Hero Commercial
Are you getting fed up with them fu cybor bullies here on fubar? Are you tired of them sitting behind there computer thinking they can push you around? Are you thinking they will jump out of the computer to get ya? Well Have no Fear Fu super hero Dee is here. da da da da!!!

New Rules!
New Rule: If you're one of those blow-hards that not only supported Bush but lied, misled and misdirected people into believing that we should vote for Bush for stupid, emotional reasons (i.e. Abortion & Gay Marriage are more important issues than the Economy or a War that we will financially bleed ourselves dry trying to win).....You can SHUT THE FUCK UP until the election in 2012. Hannity, Rush, Fox News, and the rest of those propagandists should not be allowed to air their shows until the next election cycle! You not only got it wrong, you fucked every American, Iraqi, and a good chunk of the rest of the World, AND MADE MONEY doing it (How? We not only have a lot of stupid people in America, we have a lot of stupid people who vote and who can't think for themselves). Your punishment, besides the loss of your credibility, is to have the Cone of Silence wrapped around your fat heads. Why people still think your opinions matter (I know this is America) goes back to my point a

My New Owner!!
Please Meet My New Owner! I would like all my friends and family to meet my new owner Burg. He is a super sweet, crazy, and funny guy. He has to be to own me for a month. Make sure to go by his page show him lots of fuluv. BURG@ fubar He likes new friends, new fans, and everything else. So go add him and show him the fuluv!!

She Needs You Imput!!!
Guys, I will not bore you with my life story. Basically, I met an underage person off of myspace, who said he was 24. As a result, his mom pressed charges and I lost my job as a school teacher. It makes it hard to get a job and earn a living, but I have been working in adult enteretainment. I have made enough money to pay my bills and rent, but learned in a meeting yesterday, I am required to bring so many new people to the site each pay period, and I have not done that yet. I really need this job, and I need 2 more people to sign up before before the pay peroid ends tonight at midnight, via credit or debit card and you cancal immediately. If you do this for me, send me the subcription number as verification and I wil owe you big time, and do something special for you. I was asked would I even go on a date or hook up, and the answer is yes right now. I am in a bid. I just can not lose this job. I need it until November when my probation ends. http://www.cumwatchme.tk This i

Just Babbeling
I think todays blog sould be a lil different so I'll start with my favorite Quote from Marcus Aurelius 121-80 AD, Roman Emperor, Philosopher "Accept the things to which fate binds you, and love the people with whom fate brings you together, but do so with all your heart." To me this is not just a quote it's a way of thinking I believe that we cross each others paths for reasons. With my life being in the mess that it is in at the moment. being away from my girls is a very hard thing to deal with at times. Would I change things if I had magial powers, yes but this is the reality of the world it's not always cookies and cream. I guess what I'm really trying to get at is I want to say thank you to the friends that make these lonely days away from my grils bearable. I have had the pleasure of meeting alot of people here in fu-land, some came for a day others I hope are here to stay. I also want to say to some I haven't be a very good friend, being Bi-polar some days

Live Your Way
You aint brave Your just a slave to the ones you blame Afraid it’ll go away Pray that it's gonna stay Nothing pays off for pussy motherfuckers I wont live your way Wont do what you say I wont fade away Cause I aint lost like you I aint lost like you Annihilate Enemies that you make The ones that you helped create The pain that its gonna take When the shit goes down we go underground I wont live your way Wont do what you say I wont fade away Cause I aint lost like you I wont live your way Wont do what you say I wont fade away Cause I aint lost like you Cause I aint lost like you I aint lost like you Cause nothing pays off for pussy motherfuckers I wont live your way Wont do what you say I wont fade away Cause I aint lost like you I wont live your way Wont do what you say I wont fade away Cause I aint lost like you I aint lost like you I aint lost like you Ran away when I was 16 Drowned as fast as I could Crashed sixth mustang Tryi

Happy Mother's Day!!
Happy Mother's Day to all of my fubar moms. Many of you are M.I.L.F.S (if you know what that means) LOL! However each and everyone of you are special. Obviously w/out women there is no life so I thank you for that. I wish each and every one of you a Happy Mother's Day and may this day bring you great joy. Thanks for being one of my fubar hot moms. Wink @each and everyone of you. ;-) Much Love, T/H/R/I/L/L/E/R!

First Poem Posted
Time can always be, and always helps to see. If patience is present, then times a friend to me. To wait, or rush can decide so much. It can help to succeed, or place you in your crutch. A memory made by a lover or friend, can sometimes have the power to mend. Even the most devastating pain can be followed by joy... just a matter of time, and willingness to heal. Overcome all that stains you innermind. Never letting someone take you down, stay above the drama. The drama that everyone so easily gives into. Its so sad to see all the people that are taken under by the simple little aggrevations of everyday life. Just say " I dont care." Sometimes its ok not to care. Its just a matter of knowing when not to. I wake up everyday wondering whatys next, not worrying about who is talking about me. Talk is what it is, and nothing more. A word or sentence in the matter of opinion. So, dont let it tie you down. To love, and to lose... almost one in the same. Ju

My Stuff
1. Pull your droopy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Let's get this straight; it's called a "gravel road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 3. They are cattle. That's what they smell like to you. They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-20 go east and west, I-55 goes north and south. Pick one. 4. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 cotton strippers that are driven only 3 weeks a year. 5. So every person in every pickup waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept. 6. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of doves are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope you don't have it up to your ear at the time. 7. Yeah, we eat catfish &; crawfish. You really want sushi &; caviar? It's available at the corner bait shop. 8. The "Opener" refers to the first day of deer season. It'

Blame The Lord
First the Lord made man in the Garden of Eden. Then he said to himself, "There's something he's needing' ." After casting about for a suitable pearl, He kept messing around and created a girl. Two beautiful legs, so long and so slender, Round, slim, and firm, and ever so tender. Two lovely hips to increase his desire, And rounded and firm to bring out the fire. Two lovely breasts, so full and so proud, Commanding his eyes, as he whispers aloud. Two lovely arms, just aching to bless you, And two loving hands, to soothe and caress you. Soft, cascading hair hung down over her shoulder, And two dreamy eyes, just to make him grow bolder. 'Twas made for a man, just to make his heart sing. Then he added a mouth. Ruined the whole f*cking thing.

Birthday
happy birthday to everyone who had one in may mine is sat what r u getting me for my birthday thanks to everyone who left me love on my birthday im off on a road trip if you wanna add me to messenger its nascarfan200272@yahoo.com see ya

The Lonly Life
You emotions run on hight and you try not to cry. As the last few hours just fly right bye. On the inside you scream and yell This has to be a dream this cant be real. As he packs his bag's to go away leaving you to live your life alone each day. You try to be stong and pretend your ok He's not really going away again. Its just another ordenary day is what you say Then thaye call time to board the plain. Theres nothing you can do or say You kiss him and rember him justn this way. Your shaking inside and you cant breath While you just stand there and watch him leave. You turn and walk away no resion to stay In the car you gust sit trying to just forget. Your alone Nothing is left nothing remains Except for the lonly nest agony and pain. To your self you say Im strong i will be ok I will just go along with my ordenary day. Then you face the long and lonly days And the ever so cold and

Video Of The Day
Bill Hicks one of the greatest comedians EVER! Raw and Willing to say the things we all never had the nerve to! An advocate for the legalization of pot and all natural drugs! as well as being against Booze and other man made shit that is legal. Anti government but at the same time a Patriot of our country. A firm voice against corruption in our government and within our police forces. REST IN PEACE BILL!

Nana's Blog's
This is ours. This life. This is mine. My life. This is yours. So what are you going to do with it? Do you prefer making noise in the silence? Do you seek quiet from the noise? Do you seek? What is it you are wanting? Looking for? Needing? Just ask. Maybe I have that. Can share it. Would give it. Willingly. It may be that it is yours already. Just ask. Are you more Ellen than Oprah? More Oprah than Maury? More Maury than Jerry? Or are you also American Idol'd out? American Idol. Used to be there was something down there to idolize. I'm not sure I'm old enough to remember then. I guess I've read about it. Or thought it. Or something. Something........................................ This is ours. This life. This is mine. My life. And I wonder who you are and how you are and when. When? When will we know each other finally after all these words. After all this inhaling and exhaling, smiling and loving, wanting and needing. All this sleeping without......................................

My Trip
Lets see my trip to Iowa riding the Grey Hound was sord of exciting! As I was waitin at the Cincy Bus Station I met this young gal and young man as they were journeying home. They were very friendly and I lent my phone to the young gal so she could call her dad in Nebraska to let him know she was doin ok. The Young man told me a very exciting story about him and his best friend and a trip to california and the events that happend to them while vacationing at his friends mom and dads beach house. I was laughin my ass off. We traveled to Indianapolis where those two got off and I switched buses to chicago. Then this woman at the Chicago Bus Station was goin hysterical because one of the buses forgot her children...at first we were all thinkin yeah right..."free Hand me out" til a bus driver came on and clarified it...So I reached in my purse and gave her 10 dollars to help out. The entire Bus chipped in. And this other lady was so accommodating that I was hungry and she been s

Juz My Opinion
Ok people, this is a wakeup call. The fuel prices are so damn high that it is now affecting the world’s economy. Prices of everything have reached an all time high due to the cost of fuel. Not only are people starving to death {this is not an exaggeration} due to the price of food as a direct result of the price of oil, but the world as a whole is suffering. This is a classic example of the old adage "One thing leads to another". While the political arena is still debating weather or not the fuel prices are driving the world’s economy, and weather or not automotive pollution {and other various sources} are the cause of globe warming, people continue to suffer and die. It has become extremely evident to me that we can no longer depend on our various governments through out the world to help us. They will Debate and argue until the planet itself is dead if we let them. We need action, not talk! The solution that our Government {in t

Show These Ppl Some Love
HEY YALL LETS LEVEL THESE THREE FUS THEY WILL RETURN THE LOVE FIRST WE HAVE ME IM TRYING TO GODFATHER Smokie Owner Of Glatic Galaxy/RL BF To Lil C/Co Owner@Hillbilly Lounge/Manager@Club Temptation/Member Of Rating Revolution And 25 To Life/Head Enforcer@NCF1,697,768 THEN WE HAVE MY BABY LIL C SHES TRYING TO GET TO FU GEE ~*Lil*C*~RL GF To Smokie/Co-Owner of Glatic Galaxy!!!33,307 THEN WE HAVE MY FRIEND BEAUTIFUL DISASTER SHES TRYING TO GET TO FUBERLORD »-(¯`v´¯)-»Béªütifùl Ðí$ª$tër™~Ñøtørîøüs P.Ø.P Mílìtiª~»-(¯`v´¯)-»233,080 THEN WE HAVE MY COUSIN BANDIT HES TRYING TO GET TO ASSASSIN Bandit Enforcer@Hillbilly Lounge/Enforcer@Glatic Galaxy/Member Of Redneck Leveling Crew43,266

Auction
I am in another auction please BID!!! http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=441376&albumid=1235711&i=2606690538&idx=8 Click the link above to bid Thanks COME BID ON ME IN ACHMEDS AUCTION: http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=441376&albumid=1089583&i=2240369800&idx=8#2626752049

Zombie Creations
Ok so... Between here and a page on myspace that u have called Digital Damned ( which is a digital art page I co-host) I have been getting a lot of demands for pics done. So many so... thats it's getting hard to keep up with. So.. I have decided that I will start selling my creations. I will be starting out with just digital picture edits. You will have the option of buying an edit that i can just send through email, a photo quality print that comes framed shipped to you, or both. Eventualy I will expand this to hand crafted atr works...as well as a variety of custome frames for the art. Pricing and guidelines will be posted soon.

Faith
No rhyme of the past comes to my mind Only memories of a stranger can I find A person happy only with my great sadness Giving without getting is the cause of my madness Hiding in plain sight so none will find me out Just what it is that I might be all about Now broken of spirit, heart and mind Of the old me none is there to find Did life strike me so many a great blow That i have been deprived of the me i did know Have i lost my sanity not knowing what i feel Without my yesturdays has there been a me Or am I just a shadow in someone's memory

Tagged...again
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am a certified baseballaholic. 2. I am an ordained clergyman. 3. I puke if i see another person puke...even babies. 4. I am very good at counting cards, but i rarely play poker. 5. I would rather watch the new style of animated movies than any other kind now. 6. I haven't been in a curch in over 11 years. 7. I am almost like a hermit...i only know about 10 ppl in the city i've lived in for 15 years now. 8. I'm very shy in person. 9. I would rather drink water than alcohol now. 10. I am celibate by choice. and now, the moment you've all been waiting for... Mysticmo0d YummyMummy Bella SqWeezie CrazyCatLady

Oh I Love You...
Lying in the gloom Of my lonely room Thinking of how to reach you Dreaming of having you. I believe in dreams And I believe in miracles I believe the toy balloons Can reach the moon. I dont have the courage and the will To say the words But I can't feel of what's inside me is for real Oh and i know someday I'll have the chance to prove and say Three simple words would come your way I know I have the chance someday Coz I believe in dreams. And I believe in miracles I believe the toy balloons Can reach the moon. I dont have the courage and the will To say the words But I can't feel of what's inside me is for real Oh and i know someday I'll have the chance to prove and say Three simple words would come your way I know I have the chance someday The chance for me to say... That I love you... Oh I love you... Yes I love you... Oh I love you... I believe in dreams I believe my dreams would all come true (I believe it will all come true) Ooh i be

My Happy Hour
This lady is having a Happy Hour Sunday at 1:00 p.m FU TIME (4:00 p.m. EST) and she needs some MAJOR luvin She is ALWAYS here for everyone else so I think everyone should make it a point to stop by her page and luv her up! If she isnt leveling she is off somewhere leveling (LOL) and we can ALL appreciate her and her efforts! So go by her page and RATE, FAN, ADD, and BLING this lovely lady I dont have to say it, we know she returns all the luv! Thank you in advance...XOXO ♥BooBoo♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By Farscapecat & Happy Country Girl@ fubar Brought to you by.... The Baddest MILF®~ Wifey to Fornicates™@ fubar (repost of original by 'The Baddest MILF®~ Wifey to Fornicates™' on '2008-07-10 17:18:20')

Come Own Me!!
EVERYONES FAVORITE WHISKEY GIRL IS HOSTING HER FIRST AUCTION!! SHE IS LOOKING FOR PEOPLE LIKE YOU TO JOIN!! IT'S 25K TO ENTER AND OPENING BID STARTS AT 50K TO GET YOUR ENTRY FEE BACK!! THE THEME OF THE AUCTION IS GOING TO BE THE CANDY SHOP AND SHE IS LOOKING FOR ALL THE HOTTIES ON THE FU TO JOIN! SHE'S GOT SOME RULES FOR THIS AUCTION THOUGH THAT WILL BE STRICTLY ENFORCED: 1. Absolutely NO DRAMA! Any violation will result in forfeit of your entry fee and void any bids made. 2. Entry fees will be 25,000 Fu-Bucks. Minimum bids will start at 50,000 Fu-Bucks. 3. All offers and pictures must be submitted no later than midnight on Sept 6th to Whiskey Girl, your hostess. 4. The auction will run from Sept.7th till midnight Sept. 13th. 5. The hostess will not be responsible for any payments not made. One reminder e-mail will be sent to the winning bidder as a reminder of payment, any further action will be the responsibility of the entrant and winning bidder**. 6. Bidders must have a

Oragasm Whenever You Sneeze
A man and a woman are riding next to each other in first class on a plane. The woman sneezes, then takes a tissue and gently wipes it between her legs. The man isn’t sure he saw what she did, and decides he is probably hallucinating. A few minutes pass. The woman sneezes again. She takes a tissue and gently wipes it between her legs. The man is about to go nuts. He can’t believe that he’s seeing what he’s seeing. A few more minutes pass. The woman sneezes yet again. She takes a tissue and gently wipes it between her legs yet again. The man has finally had all he can handle. He turns to the woman and says, “Three times you’ve sneezed, and three times you’ve taken a tissue and wiped it between your legs! Are you trying to drive me crazy?” “I’m sorry to have disturbed you, sir,” she replies. “I have a rare condition such that when I sneeze, I have an orgasm.” The man, now feeling badly, says, “Oh, I’m sorry. What are you taking for it?” The woman looks at him with a coy

Fill Out
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DON'T BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4.Do you think I'm cute? 5.Would you have sex with me?. 6.Lights on or off? 7.Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15.Do you think I would be good in bed? 16.Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 18.Can we take pictures of the act? 19.How long would we have sex? 20.Would you tell your friends about me? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT Naughty Application Need something to do? fill this out for me, leave i

I'm On Sale! Lol Come Check Me Out
Wanna Own Me? I'm For Sale In My Very First Auction!! It Runs Till Monday Night At Midnight..... My Birthday Is Monday Too!! Won't You Come And Make My Day Extra Special?! Just Click The Link Below And Make A Bid Thanx A Bunch XOXOXOXO OR You Can Copy n Paste The Link Below To Go To The Bully Click On My Picture And Make A Bid Big Huggles & Kisses http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=1409090715

This And That
I have been on this site for two days. And I am really starting to get the hang of it. Expect for that I am not able to put a background on but thats all cool. I must say all of the comments, shouts, and private messeges I have gotten have been really respectful and I really do like that. For if you are respectful then I will be too and you'll get more out of me. Thats all for now. I'll try to do another blog sometime. ~Hugs n Kisses~

If Wishes Were Kisses...
my meds are making me lose my hair. its not noticable, and the doctors said it WONT be noticable. but i know its happening. and it makes me feel so inadequate. this morning when i took my shower, almost two hand fulls of hair came out. oh my god. i feel like the song sara beth by rascal flatts. all i could do was drop to my knees and cry. ive been doing nothing but crying. what do i do. the one person im comfortable talking to seems like they wont give me any support so i feel so alone. just gimme some comfort

H&l Bomber Family
OK FAMILY WE ARE JOINING FORCES WITH THE H&L BOMBING FAMILY. THEY CHARGE FOR BOMBING A PIC IN GIVEAWAYS ONLY!! OUR FAMILY NEEDS TO RATE AND FAN THEM IF THEY HAVE NOT ALREADY DONE SO. {{H&L Bombers}} BOMBERS NEEDED!! Contact lauria for anything!!@ fubar UP ABOVE IS THE LINK TO THEIR FAMILY PAGE. MAKE SURE YOU GO AND RATE AND FAN THEM. AND IF ANYONE FROM OUR FAMILY PARTICIPATES IN BOMBING WITH THEM THEY WILL GET PAID ONLY IF THEY ACTIVELY PARTICIPATES. SO GO SHOW THEM SOME LOVE BECAUSE THEY ARE BASICALLY FAMILY TO US NOW.

Sexiest Man On Fubar Contest
Hello All, I am flattered and honored to be pictured here. You are all kind souls and I love you all for voting ...Thank You... Damn Those Eyes...Always Get Me In Trouble...xoxoxo http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1842756&albumid=1241117&i=334506829&idx=21 http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1842756&albumid=1241117&i=334506829&idx=21

Remember Those Who Fought For Your Freedom,thank A Vet
I WROTE THIS POEM FOR ALL THOSE MEN AND WOMEN WHO SERVED OUR COUNTRY TO KEEP HER FREEDOM ALIVE,INCLUDING ME. THIS POEM IS DEDICATED TO THEM. "VETERAN'S DAY 2008 VETERAN'S DAY COMES THIS TIME EACH YEAR, IT'S TIME WE REMEMBER AND SHED OUR TEARS YES I TO REMEMBER AND PRIVATELY CRY, REMEMBERING THOSE WHO SERVED SO BRAVELY AND DIED MY HEART AND SORROW GOES TO THOSE WHO LOST, A LOVED ONE AT SUCH A HIGH COST THE BRAVE MEN AND WOMEN WHO ANSWERED THE CALL AND NOW THEIR NAME IS ON A MEMORIAL WALL FOR THOSE WHO ARE HOME WOUNDED AND MAIMED, MY SORROW GOES OUT TO YOU THE SAME YOU SERVED WITH HONOR AND PRIDE I KNOW MAY YOU FOREVER BE BLESSED WHEREVER YOU GO FOR THOSE MOMS,DADS,SISTER,BROTHERS,AND LOVERS, I PRAY YOUR PAIN WILL EASE WITH LOVE FROM OTHERS YES VETERAN'S DAY ISN'T A HAPPY DAY FOR US YOU SEE, BUT THEN REMEMBER YOUR FREEDOM ISN'T REALLY FREE WITH MY HEART AND MEMORIES,AND TEARS I SHARE THIS POEM FOR

Love
As you stand before me i will see deep within, i shall take your soul and make it one with mine. Open yourself to me let me come in and take you to a place far beneath the sea. The land of souls, come with me, don't fight it for you shall love what i have to offer. Pure Destiny calls for you to swim within me, come to a land beneath the sea, the land of souls. I see deep within you, your soul is mine, it will become one with me. Swim within me feel me become one with me. As you stand before me i will look deep within and take what is rightfuly mine Your Soul. Your Soul by: Rosa Maria Cerda Softness yet so deep as i feel you gaze into me so deeply. Such deepness, such desire. Feel your presence, your touch. Your lips pressed against mine oh so ever tightly. The closeness of your body as you grab on tighter. Tightly oh so ever tightly making you and I as one soul. Embrace me, kiss me like never before, dance with me. Illuminate the world from darkness with the love we

Toxxic-candy's Blogs
love. L.O.V.E. a little four letter word that can mean so much, both good and bad. some people love their cars, their house, material things like that. but what does love mean to you? how do you desrcibe such a thing to someone? how do you prove you love someone? when life gets you down, thats when true love comes in to save you. love for you family. love for you friends...your friends that you know will be there through thick and thin. but how do you know when you love someone or when your in love? is it when you look at someone and your whole day brightens just because their there? is it when you go shopping for yourself and everythin you see reminds you of someone else? is it when everytime the phones rings, your hoping its them on the other end? is it when their the first thing on your mind in the morning and th last thing on your mind before you go to sleep? is it whenyou cant sleep without them beside you? is it when you cant get that other person off your mind? is it when your a

Please Help
> > > > > > Please Help The Girl Next Door In Her Giveaway... She Needs 25k Comments For A One Month VIP. She Is Always Helping Others. Please Come And Return The Love... Just Click on the Link Below~ > > > > > > > > > > I'm in my first giveaway for 30 day VIP. I need 25,000 comments. The pic below will take you there. Love will be returned.

Time To Grow Up
Look...I have never believed in finding love online...I used to think it was completely impossible...but I have been talking to this man since Jan of this year. We have talked on the phone everyday just about all day long since we exchanged numbers. Yes we did fall in love...Yes its hard to trust when you have not met the person in person. Well I met my man and yes the both of us are very much in love and want to be together. Since meeting and touching and just holding each other...we have come to the realization that this is real love. I know what I feel when i am with him and I know how he feels for me not just because of what he tells me but because of the way he holds me...looks at me...and kisses me...Its great!!! Now there are some women on here who are into him...well a few of them have had a chance with him and now that I am in his life and he is happy they are starting crap...well all I have to say is its time to grow up....I am 34 yrs old and I am not up to playing thes

Is It Just Me?
ok so I have done the player thing and wasnt satisfied so I came to the conclusion that sex without meaning sucks even if the sex was good, cuz you still feel empty the next day. BUT everytime I think I have found that meaning I wind up getting hurt. Which really really sucks. So I dont know what is worse feeling empty and lonely or having your heartbroke repeatedly. I know I'm the kind of person that falls fast and that is why I get hurt, ( not good if your a player and yet I was really good at playin people lol) So I have decided to slow down on the hunt for meaning, but I'm not exactly going back to being a player either. I'm just kinda like whatever now. I just want to know is it only me that cant seem to be happy for more than 5 mins? I've done the long term relationship thing a few times, didnt work got my heartbroke in one way or another everytime. Being a player leaves me empty and lonely ( except during the act). So really what is it about me that I cant find that happin

Wishing
When you feel like everyone is walking away, Your thoughts scaring you not knowing what to say. Wondering what it is that you are missing, Crying for help and seems noone is listening. You fight the thoughts in your mind, Not knowing when you may find, The true you that you have left behind. You fight with yourself everday for the decisions you have made, Watching your life and dreams just fade. Your life seems to be going downhill fast, Wondering how long it is going to last. Wishing just one person would come to you and say, Tomorrow is going to be a better day.

Help Break The Tie Please!
Alright all...we have a tie for Life-Saver of the month, and we need YOU to decide who it should be. Diane, Emily and myself will only vote this time, should we end up with a another tie. Please let us know ASAP. The choices are... EmilyIMAX OR UnknownCowboy

Poems
When two hearts meet When two hearts meet, Walls of concrete come tumbling down, Masses of iceberg disintegrate, slowly melting into streams of hope, meeting in fusion a ray of glow. When two hearts meet, All inhibitions are stripped away, Stark naked in human form,we stand and look, eyes lingering at the point of no return, where my world is built on clay and stones. When two hearts meet, Love finds a new meaning in my life, Joy and happiness fill my days and nights, peace seeps into the flow of the tide, heaven and earth meet in the glow of light. When two hearts meet... One heart,one beat,one life oh so sweet. Where does the true beauty lie? Within the heart, not the eye The eye deceives and the eye is blind It is the soul where answers you will find Not to search beyond the skin; a disgrace The beauty within, not upon a face But what is beauty? It is falsly termed Beauty is not born, Beauty it is earned Carry the true beauty within your heart Never

Honor The Fallen #15
37, of New York City; assigned to Marine Aerial Transport Refueler Squadron 352, based at Marine Corps Air Station Miramar Calif.; killed in a refueling tanker crash, on Jan. 9, 2002 in Pakistan. Died: January 09, 2002

Prayer
Well I would like to thank all that have kept my friend Nick in prayer.He had surgery this week to have a brain tumor removed, I'm very happy to report he was up & about the next day also the dr. believe that the tumor is 99.9% benine , thanks again & God Bless You All, your friend: Consantine (Gene) Dear friends & Fans, My best friend Nick who I have known since grade school has bee diagnosed with a brain tumor . He will be operated on monday, please remember him & his family in prayer, I would do the same for you, thanks & God Bless : Gene (Constantine)