Fubar Blogs 3

Wtf???
Whenever ppl says, damn he ruined it for the rest of us...and in the past it has, I recently made the choice that one bad apple isnt going to fuck it up for others who arent shitheads lol....and believe me, i know who the good ones are, even if i havent spoken to you, i know lol, and i dont want ppl to be scared to say things to me afraid im going to chew you out...just have common sense, which i have found isnt real common lol...i have a sense of humor, just dont disrespect me...plain and simple...i dont think thats so much to ask...and the whole, dont put up nudes if you dont want ppl to say things, its my page, my pictures, my pictures should say : wow, shes pretty cool for sharing these, NOT, hey, i can talk to her like a whore, hell, my pics are with my husband...i highly doubt that is being whorish, and i dont think me sharing them says im a whore either, maybe it says im somewhat confident that ppl will enjoy looking at them...but, maybe im wrong, maybe im giving ppl too much cr

My Story
YOU KNOW LOOKING BACK GROWING UP..... BACK THEN I WOULD HAVE NEVER THOUGHT THAT MY BEST FRIEND OF DAMN NEAR CLOSE TO 24 YRS WOULD BE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE. I LOOK BACK AND SEE THE FUN WE HAD TOGETHER GROWING UP AND THEN WATCHING EACHOTHER GO THROUGH THE WORST TME IN BOTH OUR LIVES. BUT BY THAT EVENT HAPPENING MADE OUR BOND CLOSER AND STRONGER. AND WE WILL NEVER LET ANYTHING OR ANYONE COME BETWEEN US AGAIN. well lets see it was a long day yesterday but well worth it. the morning started out with church, and we helped out a family friend into the elevator and sat behind her, we love the girl. then we went and visited everyone... well nearly everyone today mom and dad were first... hung out there and played with the dogs while i brushed their teeth. then we went home and changed... and went straight over to grams wich was a good thing we did... granddad isn't doing well he was giving gram one heck of a time.. so i sat and watched him with her while rob went out and mowed th

Thought You Should Know
Lindsay Lohan, 24, gets her name and face all over the news because she went to jail. But did you hear about any of the following? Justin Allen, 23, Brett Linley, 29, Matthew Weikert, 29, Justus Bartett, 27, Dave Santos, 21, Chase Stanley, 21, Jesse Reed, 26, Matthew Johnson, 21, Zachary Fisher, 24, Brandon King, 23,

9-11
September 11, 2001, where were you? What does it mean to you? That day is the day that war was declared on the US. We were attacked for the first time in over a hundred years. That was the day when we as a whole stopped, held our breath, and united in a cause. That cause was the defence of all we hold dear. Why were we attacked? It was the belief of one man, Osama Bin Laden, that our nation represented all that was evil in this world. He shook the foundations of this nations from the top down. We now take this date as a rememberance point. We honor our men and women and think back to what happened that day. I say we should honor the service members everyday, not just on holidays. I ask again where were you? What were you doing? I was on board the USS Pennsylvania SSBN 735, that morning we were running a routine evolution that turned into anything but routine. We stayed there for a LONG time and got to wondering what was going on, then our CO informed us that the US (our l

What The Fuck!!!
Im not sure how to take this or even what to make of it. The other mornin maybe 10 mins before I awoke, in my Dream I was runnin through a corn field, with my arms full of what I can only assume is sweet corn. Anyway, when i was crossin the road back to the house, out of the corner of my eye to the right, i caught this Black shadowy figure of a dog. But this wasnt any normal dog. An much to big by the looks of it to be a normal Wolff. It stood (on all fours) at my mid~section, jus beloew my chest. Thick furred, and as black as the night herself. This, figure was in my neighbors yard, middle of her lawn. As i started to take another step, out of the corner of my eye, I saw one right to the left of me. I mean I could reach out and pet it, thats how close it was. They were both identical in color and in height. They were eye to eye with me, almost. Now the only things Ive ever seen that big were in the movies, and that would be the Lyconthrope. NOt sure what alot of you think, but i fo

Store Run In
Run in at the store: It is a hot summer day, I was wearing a half shirt, daisy dukes (that barely covered my fat ass), and the highest of high heels, 5” white open toed strappy high heels that tie around the ankles. I was rushing through the grocery store trying to pick up what seemed like a thousand things before heading back home to make dinner. I must have spent an hour cruising from one aisle to the next trying to make sure your cart was filled with everything I needed, yet the entire time there is an uneasy feeling that I am being watched or followed. Shrugging it off as crazy, I kept moving and made it to the check out line just in time to spend another 20 minutes behind the lady with 2000 items and a pouch full of coupons that she was going through one by one. I wasn’t sure I could be more frustrated than I was right then and added to that the hair was still standing up on the back of my neck about something or someone around me.

Personal Story
encase of someone of are asking why i re posted this it was because i change a few things and really took the time to really re do everything that has happen to me in my past to let it go also giving you a little insight to me as a person. let me start this out by saying iam not looking for someone to pity me or feel sorry for me i don't need my ego stroke come to think of it i don't got one but anyways. iam use to rejection after all my mother rejected me and i feel my father did too and the worst thing is i don't no way nor do i care any more my father grew up with his dad but his dad never show him affection and me and him act way to much a like if you put us together in a room alone we would more then likely kill one another in fact i took my sword to him once before and mind you the man is 6ft6 iam not really sure on how much he weights tho and he is buff just go to show you i don't back down from no one. as for my mother like i said she rejected me when i was born

My Nickname-posthole Digga
I Am Writing this Thanks To You Chrissy,lmao...How We got on this Subject I Do Not Know...Oh yeah Kicking Peoples Ass....And I Said I Am a Lover not a Fighter....And It takes alot to Make me Mad...But the Easiest way would be to Mess with those Ones that I Love....Im Sure We all can vouch for that....But anyways I Worked at My Brothers Club [Dewalkers]...for 16 Months...Its Closed Now,cause they Sold it...But Anyways It was a Great Experience and I Met alot of Nice Peeps during that time....But I had Been Working there for about 2 Months and DJ-ing and Bouncer and then they were another bouncer we called Big Bam cause He was Huge and he was from Alabama...But anyways My Brother this Night had Hollered My Name-and of Course My Brother-I Ran over to see what was Up....He said Bobby!!!! get him.....lmfao...and I turn looked at the guy and back at My Brother-I said Bro are You Sure?He said Yes!!!I Looked back at the Guy and back at My Brother and said are You Sure?He said Yes!!! Get Him!!!

My Writings
As I walk through the forest nothing looks familiar, it is all the same. same trees, same rocks, same shrubs. I hear giggling, or am I going mad? I don't know how long it has been. I eat Berries and drink from streams. Little by little I feel my thoughts leaving rationality. scent, danger, gunpowder, how do I know what is it? I don't know runrunrun, safe am I? what is that? something, big must get away? no they are all around. no escape, bite!claw!hit!kick!scream! NO!!hurthurtletgopainneedle?howdoIknow?whereamI?lostagain? Without her he is lost nothing is important anymore. He can find no purpose, he is not himself. When the razor cuts he feels no pain, he just thinks of her, and lets the blood run down his fingertips. His world has revolved around the thought of her, the words she writes, the messages she leaves. But then it stops he hears nothing for days, then weeks he has become nothing more than a shell going from day to day on a sort of auto pilot. Never looking up at the peopl

Me On Fubar
sorry for the miss leading but i know for a fact some people only care about one thing and thats pussy and dick dont say you dont becuse about 98% of people on here do i should know i seen some of peoples names in folders that they view so by sitting there telling me you dont is making you a fucking lier thank you very much now why iam i writeing this oh its simple iam tired of the drama but more then anything else iam tired of having my mind fucked and played with you want to know why i honestly have a complx when it comes to my looks and my self esteem will its purely simple and ill tell you and no its not just the people on fubar its everyone around the world even in my area iam tired of people just looking to get off either to my pics or what i can do for them i notice i get check out alot more for my nsfw then i do for my own photos that tells you something there also i get told there are some people who seem to be attacted to me and how much they seem to want me will here th

Poems
Some people say do the best you can and do what feels right. Stand up for what you believe in don’t take any shit from anyone. Keep doing the best you can and pray that others will follow in your footsteps. Live everyone moment like your last but live it the best you can! Don’t have regrets if you live a selfish life, don’t complain when compassion isn’t shared. If you have a thirst for love but you only dish out hate then its misery that you’ll be drinking. What creature that is man? Is it warm? Compassionate? Or is it cold and hatful? Out of all the animals in the kingdom we’re the only ones who kill each other over race, beliefs, and cruel hatred. Since when is proving your better than someone else the logic in life when we are equal in the eyes of God? Since when does money, a car, and job define a man? Was it supposed to be ethics, kindness, passion, respect, and peace and Prosperity towards your fellow man? We replaced it with

Lost
Without you there is no light Without you there is no dark Without you there is no happiness Without you there no sadness Without you there is no reason Without you there is no rhyme Without you there's only stillness Without you there is no time. Without you I am so empty Without you there is no us Without you there is no future Without a future what's the fuss Without you my life is empty Without you should I continue Without you my life's a mess WITHOUT YOU....... my love will end ... forever This is from my heart, I am crying as I write this, I cant imagine a life without you in it Me... I love you dearly, I wish you could see... Tho your many miles away I can still feel you in my dreams is where we meet and for now that will have to do and when I hear your voice my heart longs for you for your touch, for your kiss, for a glimpse of that sparkle in your eye Tho your many miles away I can still feel you in my dreams is where we meet and for now that will have to do and wh

My Father
Over a year ago, I had broken up and moved out of the house of my boyfriend into my dads house. I had just got my new tattoo kit, and I thought that moving into my dads house would be a good idea, boy was I wrong. My dad had a roommate at the time by the name of Daren. He seamed nice, and polite to me when I met him for the first time. About a week passed and a girl named sara stoped by to see Daren, they went into his room. After they were done, she ran out crying, but I thought nothing of it. A few days after that Daren called me into his room. Where he proceded to make moves on me. I was still holding out hope for my old boyfriend Chris, who had just gotten out of jail, that me and him were going to get back together. I kept telling Daren no, and that I was not intrested in being with him. I tried to leave his room, but he steped in front of the door blocking me from leaving. He pushed me onto the bed and forcefuly removed my cloths. (at the time no one at my dads house was home whe

Originalbrokenstring
Neither away nor asleep Dwell somewhere in between Neither someone or something Be it life alone I walk it like a park Half real, half fancy A million tonight A million to fight A million to light A million is right Yonder wails on my sleeve In the arms of make-believe Sleep will set you free In the arms of make-believe In the arms that let me be Abide by a dreamer's flight Cheater misfit on high Alone in the landscapes Periwinkle skies A worried pretender passes me by A million tonight A million to light

... And Now You Know
Who is Jack Schitt you ask? The lineage is finally revealed. Many people are at a loss for a response when someone says " you don't know jack schitt." Now you can intellectually handle the situation. Jack is the only son of Awe Schitt and O Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O Schitt, the owner of kneedeep N. Schitt, Inc. In turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt, and the deeply religious couple produced six children: Holie Schitt, Fulla Schitt,Giva Schitt,Bull Schitt, and the twins, Deep Schitt and Dip Schitt. Against her parents' wishes, Deep Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school dropout. After being married 15 years, Jack and Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt later married Mr. Sherlock, and because her kids were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. She was then known as Noe Schitt-Sherlock. Dip Schitt married Loda Schitt and they produced a nervous son, Chicken Schitt. Fulla Schitt and Giva Schitt were inseparable throughou

Relationships
When she stare's at your mouth [Kiss her] When she pushes you or hit's you [Grab her and don’t let go] When she start's cursing at you (Kiss her and tell her you love her)When she's quiet [Ask her whats wrong]When she ignores you [Give her your attention]When she pull's away (Pull her back)When you see her at her worst [Tell her she's beautiful]When you see her start crying [Just hold her and don’t say a word]When you see her walking [Sneak up and hug her waist from behind]When she's scared [Protect her]When she lay's her head on your shoulder [Tilt her head up and kiss her]When she steal's your favorite hat (Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night)When she tease's you [Tease her back and make her laugh]And when she is ornery [hold her down and blow razz-berries on her belly]When she doesn’t answer for a long time [reassure her that everything is okay]When she look's at you with doubt [Back yourself up]When she say's that she like's you [she really does more tha

My 3-legged Unicorn
So the other morning I was leaving for work on a seemingly normal day. As I was wheeling my bike out into the usually empty post "people taking their kids to school" street my gaze happened down the street. There was a man...But not just any man...It was the "semi-anti" me. Top to bottom he looked like this.....49ers beanie (WITH frilly ball at top). "Wife Beater" tank top. Denim shorts. FANNY PACK!! A grwon ass man ridng a razor scooter and carrying an empty 5 gallon pail (for what reason I DO NOT want to know). I WISH I had taken a picture of this dude but I COULD NOT stop staring at him..If you've ever seen that movie LEGEND it was EXACTLY like that part where Tom Cruise takes Mia Sara to see that unicorn except it was COMPLETELY different. I now refer to this person as my 3 legged Unicorn.....SOOO beautifully fucked up was he....Tweaker!?!? I think not. 8:30 is typical "tweaker sleep sweet spot". I have NOOOO idea who this person was or why he was in my neighborhood...I have also

Answer These
Would you kiss me? [ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already did(hehe) Would you do me? [ ] In an instant! [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] you look to sweet to fuck [ ] already did Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [ ] Fine [ ] Cute [ ] Okay I think ur pretty [ ] Sexy [ ] Ugly! Do you think im a virgin? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... 4 things you would like to know about me? 1.) 2.) 3.) 4.) If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] maybe Would you rather.. [ ] Hook up with me [ ] Cuddle with me [ ] Date me [ ] Marry me [ ] Friends [ ] Do me What kind of underwear are you wearing right now? [ ] boxers [ ] whitie tighties [ ] thongs [ ] g-string [ ] granny panties [ ] boy shorts [ ] none What's ur favorite position? On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10 What would you want me to be to you or what do you think about me? [ ]

1hotmama
I am new to all this and I tell ya what this is FUBAR OVERLOAD, I never imagined it would be this complicated to figure out. I am excited to be here, and hope to meet new friends while I am here. So if you have any advice or can help me..please do so..thanks and can't wait to meet ya'll

Woman Basher
It amazes me what sum fat women would do just to get attention. Bad enough they gotta photoshop their own pics....and now this? lol So sad...and pathetic. Wondering if the Cub scouts will be next.

Trolling On Omegle
Stranger: hi You: hi Stranger: m 23 You: f 7 Stranger: your skype aconnt You: what about it? Stranger: your name baby You: Erm, I am 7, not quite a baby :( You: babies are in kindergarden, I'm first grade Stranger: o sory You: accepted. Stranger: ok vedio col weth me my skype id dilbag.singh396 You: too much information You: why would I want your skype account? Stranger: ok your name and cuntry You: I'm Tiki, from Taiwan Stranger: tiki nice name

Now That's A Puzzle
A blonde called her boyfriend and said, "Please come over here and help me. I have a killer jigsaw puzzle, and I can't figure it out or how to get it started." Her boyfriend asked, "What is it supposed to be when it's finished?" The blonde said, "According to the picture on the box, it's a tiger." Her boyfriend decided... to go over and help with the puzzle. She let him in and showed him where she had the puzzle spread all over the table. He studied the pieces for a moment, looked at the box, then turned to her and said, "First of all, no matter what we do, we're not going to be able to assemble these pieces into anything resembling a tiger." He took her hand and said, "Second, I want you to relax. Let's have a nice cup of hot chocolate and then............," he sighed, ..... "Let's put all of these frosted flakes back into the box."

Beatsbydrdretilbud
http://www.beatsbydrdretilbud.com/ Brug af vækst og udvikling af videnskab, stadig mere falske poster foretaget en udseende i dagens verden, fake teknologier indhold materiale derudover stadig mere fremragende; nøjagtig samt falske skabe lighed er utrolig højere, så det er svært at skelne, om det er en ægte faktor eller simpelthen en efterligning. Da dyret er bedre end tjekliste bliver ældre, markedet reaktion, effektiv i kundernes virksomheder besidder et enestående samfund politi anholder incitament. Nogle få falsk vare headset vises på markedet. Den faktiske falske udover ydre emballage med hensyn til merchandise er meget sammenlignelige, kan det være vanskeligt at afgøre. Cellular denne slags skaber afbryde markedspladsen køb, ødelægge sundhed af kunder mod kunden faktiske lytte til usund effekt, såvel som udløser alvorlig skade på selve troværdigheden af punkterne. Om denne selskabet højtideligt tilstand, resolut vintage netop denne falske rutiner i tillæg til punkt

Lonely Browneye's Poetry Corner
HELLO HEART HELLO HEART CAN'T YOU SEE HE DOESN'T WANT TO BE WITH YOUWHY ARE YOU SO CONFUSED CAN'T YOU SEE YOU'RE BEING USED. PLEASE ALREADY THIS IS ENOUGH. STOP MAKING THIS SIO TOUGH STOP THINKING OF HIM ALL DAY. I'LL NEVER FORGET HIM THAT WAY STOP BRINGING HIM INTO MY DREAMS REMEMBER HE IS NOT WHAT HE SEEMS STOP WAITING FOR HIM TO CALL YOU REALIZE THAT WE ARE THROUGH MY BRAIN CAN'T DO THIS AN IT'S OWN PLEASE MAKE THIS PAIN GONE PLEASE JUST LET ME MOVE ON.....

Dreams
In a world with so many colors I always dream without them It sometimes seems so strange to me Wandering in that endless oblivion Nothing in that place ever changes Its filled with long dreary days My mind is overflowing with the emptiness Its sometimes too much to bear All the bells and whistles are lost behind me Nothing but shadows remain copyright-2012 RedSer Inc.

Gaming Site Unites
www.gamerssponsor.com I just ran into this site and tell me this site is awesome. the people who are building it are definatly trying to unite all gaming sites to one website. I think the store is also bad ass. the items are things i never new existed.

Falling
Falling Leaves are falling all around,From the tree tops to the ground.The colors so bright,They seem to glow in the twilight.The wind blows gentle and cool,Not much time left before the season of yule!I watch as the days grow short,Soon we will need logs as our next resort.Warm apple cider in hand with a coat in the other,Hand in hand arm in arm we will warm one another.Hay rides spring up from out of nowhere,It's nights like these with you I love to share.Your eyes gleam at me in the fire's dim light,Wish we could always share such perfect nights.Holding you close your head against mine,Sharing this moment is wonderfully fine.Yoiu have my heart, body, and soul,Promise me you will never let me go.Falling on a cool fall's night,Oh such an awesome delight.

Computer Software
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Ramblings
I Thought.. I thought the sea was blue, I thought its depths were endless I thought there was nothing to compare, To the billion stars reflected and shimmering On its surface in the moonlight. I figured there were mysteries there, Things I'd never see. I thought it held secrets I would never know, I wondered if I could ever feel what it would be like to swim forever in it. I wondered how very lost I could be I wondered if I could feel the soul, the heart of it. I wondered if totally being one with it Would drown me, or save me. I've thought about the truths That might be found by plunging those depths. But then I started to fear my own mortality I started to question myself I wondered if I would die trying... I started to think it wasn't worth it I started to think it would be safer To stay on the shore.. To look on from afar and dream. To dream, rather than do, To imagine, rather than try... To stay safe and dry I may never experience the waves. I may never dive and explore b

Survival Mode Indefinately
Tonight I am bored. I sit here listening to Pandora and chilling,playing Candy Crush til I just get so sick of it. I am stuck lol. My phone does not ring. There was a time when it did and I just wanted to be left alone. Be careful what you ask for you just might get it. So its Friday, it got here quick. I am happy about it's arrival even if my funds are limited and the rain is a wash out. Its fine. I am desperate for escape and try to escape in my mind. Ok now its bigger lol sheesh why I didnt I figure that out in the first place? Ughh Im pathetic! My eyes are getting heavy,my body is telling me its time to lay down. Sometimes I just really hate gouing to sleep. I should have done something with my life. I could be at karaoke right now. If only I had someone to go with. Too sleepy to keep writing..blahh

Breast Cancer Poem
A friend on mine on here wrote this poem. Hope you guys like it :D My Pink Ribbon I never thought it would happen to me after-all I was always so healthy. No family history just out of the blue neither me nor my family even had a clue. They seemed so normal and always there, "It couldn't happen to me" so I never cared. The one day I would be stumped while taking a shower I felt a lump. "Dear God" why did this happen to me? as I sit here and wait for a mastectomy. Will I still be a woman? Will I still be the same? or will I be some kind of freak living in shame? Would it have been differant if I had checked before? instead I just stood there it was something I would ignore. I feel differant but I'm still the same and it's something of which I no-longer have to live in shame. So please check yourself it's embarrasing that is true but it's worth being embarrased if it can save you. This Pink Ribbon I'll proudly wear and I'll carry it for forever because I care. Danny K. Winchester II

Naughty Bed Time Stories
We are meeting for the first time, we have been waiting months for this to happen and were both as excited as high school kids to see each other. I am flying in from Ottawa to Toronto to meet you. I let you make most of the arrangements and I do not even know where I am staying as the plane touches down in Toronto. I get off the plane and collect my luggage and walk out into the main lobby where people are standing there waiting for people with signs I start to look for a sign with my name on it but instead I see a incredibly attractive woman holding a sign that just simply says m. n. l . Since this my pet name for you I guess that it is you. I walk up to you and drop my bags and wrap my arms around you I a tight embrace and give you a long hot kiss. We just stay there kissing for a longtime until were both almost passing out from lack of oxygen. You take my hand and lead me out of the airport. You speak for the first time since I got there and all you say is we need to get to the room

I Hope It Was Worth It
I have done a lot of soul searching through the passing of the years..and yes..I am proud of my body and I take care of it...and the respectful compliments are always nice to hear...but some take it to extremes...ok ALOT take it to extremes and that's the downside...I used to be gullible and naive and buy into EVERYTHING people would say...I wanted to believe them..but hard life lessons has taught me that the majority of people...well they just suck and are out for what they can benefit by telling you everything you wanna hear...so I choose not to listen anymore...this place is a game...but the REAL people playing it are not...sometimes things take you by surprise and effect you in a way that you never dreamed they would...and that is wat happened to me...I was taken by surprise and it has affected my REAL life so I am kinda in fu's debt for that... I witness so many people's emotions and head's being messed with..all just to play the game...and I am no exception...I let my guard down

Random Thoughts...
Sorry, I just don't get it... I'm not judging those who do it by any means. More power to ya! Do whatever makes you happy. I just don't see the point in it for myself personally. I have NO desire to get married again, virtually or otherwise. It would take a pretty spectacular relationship to change my mind on that. I also have no desire to change my personal identity on here based on who "owns" me. Thankfully the friend who currently "owns" me is a nice guy who doesn't give a crap about all that. If he were someone who expected me to change my name I'd have a problem with that. I honestly don't care about levelling either. LOL Wow, I don't mean to sound all anti-fu, I guess I just use this site for different purposes. I love to meet new people that I normally wouldn't meet and get to know them. I could honestly care less about levelling or lounges or mafias. I have limited time online and I prefer to spend it chatting with nice people. For the record this is a great plac

So Long Ive Been Waiting
So long I have been waiting the pain i can not bare if only you were mine the pain would no longer be there Dont you care bout my feelings cant you seem to understand if only you were mine id be id be forever the happiest man But until that day arrives ill be forever anticipating signed with love still waiting

Beee's Hive
I was lost for words in your arms And I was lost for words in your arms Attempting to make sense of my aching heart If I could be just everything and everyone to you This life would just be easy Not enough time for all that I want for you Not enough time for every kiss And every touch and all the nights I want to be in you We will make time stop and listen for our sighs Make time stop in our fight against the end Making love we are immortal We are the last two left on earth And I was lost for words in your arms There is a universal truth we all have to face whether we want to or not. Everything eventually ends. As much we look forward to this day, last day of summer, the final chapter of the book, parting away with close friends ,family and death, but endings are inevitable. We use fall, we close the book, we say goodbyes, we die. Today is one of those days for us. Today we say goodbye to every thing that was familiar, everything that was comfortable, we are m

Feelings
Tonight I saw a beautiful sunset. As the sun was going down it cast a beautiful hue of red and pink across the clouds in the sky and it made me wonder what people thought about when they saw the sun rising. I've heard a lot of people say that when they see the sunrise that they believe it's a miracle that is proof that God truly exists. I, on the other hand see it as something different. When I see the sunrise in the morning casting a beautiful golden curtain across the sky it stirs something within me that is profound. It brings forth to me feelings of hope. The kind of hope they can only come from a sunrise letting you know that you have made it through the night and have yet another day to live and hopefully make the world a better place. Lately I've not been doing such a good job of making the world and better place and for that I'm sorry. With tomorrow's sunrise I will again hope to do better and strive harder to make the world a better place doing whatever I can to help a

My Music
I have put up some new... & more... videos in my profile. It's shows the different tastes of music I have. I do like most kinds of rock & such. I am still a lil' bit in shock (and excited) that I have found an old vid of marilyn manson. Go check 'em out... lemme know what y'all think!! Juiles

Thoughts
A mother’s poem Just for this morning, I am going to smile when I see your face and laugh when I feel like crying. Just for this morning, I will let you choose what you want to wear, and smile and say how perfect it is. Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry, and pick you up and take you to the park to play. Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together. Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles. Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck, and I will buy you one if he comes by. Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up, or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned. Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me bake cookies, and I won't sta

Hectic Days
So today is Jan 1st...and I figured it was time to start a New Year's Resolution here on Cherry Tap...See I come and rate your photo's and I even add some comments to them those of coarse that I like...and I have people come to mine.Yet they are the 2 Regulars(thank you btw)who have not even come to see what I put up lately. But one in particular always wants me to stop by and rate a photo that was just put up. Look I am all for going and giving you points..does not bother me in the slightest..just be nice and take a look at what I have there on my page..mine are just as important...Just like these blogs..I don't do them every day and bug the living shit out of people with them..but when I have written I have things to say~~ If I repost some of your shit on here..take the damn time to look at what I have posted and repost the same... and hey pretty simple..my New Year's resolution...to find out who truely is a friend..or who goes in the trash~~ Have a great one~~~~~ It's a frea

Shoutouts!
Hey, hey all my sexy fellow cherries! My list is growing more & more everday...woohoo! But, there are alot of you that I never talk to, get comments from, or even a quick shoutout. So.....if you are one of those people, please let me know that you are very much alive & kicking...lol! The ones I dont hear from, I am gonna take off my list after a short time....I hate to do it, but truthfully, whats the use to just collect friends...who really aren't friends?!?!? I hope I hear from each & everyone of you soon, & relax all my peeps...I know everyone doesn't get on here every single day, so I am gonna wait a few days to give everyone a chance...so come on, show the love!!! XOXOXO

Updates
So this weekend is my big weekend..busy as hell! I'll start with Thursday since for me thats when this weekend starts. After work, it will be the "usual." The whole group gets together at the poolhall shoots a few games, enjoys some music and then hits the Steer to eat and mess around with anyone else there. Creamer fights are the greatest. After all the fun and games there, it will be time to just crash and ready myself for the next day, one that I thought I would never live to see...one of my best friends from all the way back to grade school is getting married! How the hell did that happen?!?! So, yeah, I get to get all dressed up and snazzy looking, which means new pics for here, and celebrate with him..not to mention make sure his cold feet stay In the church..i'm on door duty. After that, the reception should be quite "lively" with a nice after party at the hotel as well for the wedding party and close friends. When we all finally wake up and recover enough to move on Satu

Number 2 Poem
How sweet the moonlight sleeps here i sit,and i let the sound of music creep in my ears and the soft stillness of the night become the sweet touch of harmony look how the floors of heaven is so thick inlaid with patterns the sound of the birds like a angels song the wind blows in such harmony and the whislt muddy sand oh look the water is closing in

40 Mistakes Men Make While Having Sex With A Woman (most Men Should Read This)
40 MISTAKES MEN MAKE WHILE HAVING SEX WITH WOMEN (Some Men Really Need To Read This) 1) NOT KISSING FIRST. Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials. A proper passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2) BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. 3) NOT SHAVING. You often forget you have a porcupine strapped to your chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it's not passion, it's avoidance. 4) SQUEEZING HER BREAST. Most men act like a housewife testing a melon for ripeness when they get their hand on a pair. Stroke, caress,

I Am Baaaaaaaack
hello all! sorry that i havent been around much lately. Been really busy here at work n home. I want to thank everyone for their messages. i will be in touch soon! new private pix are now available for family members. Hello All I just wanted to thanks everyone who kept sending me comments even tho i wasnt here. Its been a tough few months but I hope to be here more often. So everyone have a Happy & safe new year.

Dear Diary
Is there life after love? I wonder. I gave my heart away to the one guy I know I can never have. I let my pride get in the way of my heart and now I have to look at the love of my life be with some other girl. The sad thing is he is also my best friend. We don't get to hang out as much as we like due to him being in NC and me here in GA. I look at him and see the end of my rainbow and what I wouldn't give just to have him look at me the way I secretly look at him. I would give anything to be able to wear his ring on my finger and know that I will always have him close to me. Sure our friendship has lasted 6 years and we have been through so much but loving him is like breathing, its necessary to my survival. I guess that sound desperate or something but its the closet thing I could get to discribing the way I feel. Sure we were engaged for awhile but it wasn't serious and in the end we ended up hurting one another. We quickly realized that neither one of us could live without the other

Should I Stay Or Should I Go
for a while now i have been comptemplating reinlisting in the army, or perhaps i should go for a commmission as an officer or a warrent officer. the problem is, wwhile i still believce in what the army is doing in the middle-east, i'm not sure i still believe in what the army has become. Ifind myself surrounded by an organization where hard work and effort are only looked at as to how they can make someone else look good. i have seen several ases where a superior gets awards bassed on what those underneith them have achieved, all awhile doing thier best to discredit that other persons contribution. I went into the reinlistment office the other day at my camp in Kuait and asked for a good reason to reinlist. the best the young Staff Sergeant could offer me is a 7500$ bonus for 3 more years or 15000 for 6, if im looking for a reason to still believe in the chioces i made 5 years ago, 2500 a year, even if it is tax free as long as i am over here, jsut is not going to do it. I did not join

What Up People!!!!!
Mommy I am only 8 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He s

Equal Rights!? Ya Right(warning Harsh Ranting)
okay let me get this straight! our goverment tells us we have equal rights!? okay ya right bulls*it!i was searching the web when i found this article and it pissed me off! Indiana Considers Ban On Lesbian Pregnancies by 365Gay.com Newscenter Staff (Indianapolis, Indiana) Legislation has been introduced in the Indiana legislature that would prohibit gays, lesbians and single people in Indiana from using medical science to assist them in having a child. The bill has the support of Senator Patricia Miller, the chair of the Health Finance Commission where the legislation is currently being considered. Miller says that assisted pregnancy is totally unregulated. The bill would bar any doctor from assisting in a pregnancy through intrauterine insemination, donation of an egg, donation of an embryo, in vitro fertilization and transfer of an embryo, and sperm injection without making a number of "determinations" about the "suitability of the candidate. Women seeking t

Which Horror Killer Am I??
You scored as Jigsaw. You are Jigsaw. You dont enjoy killing people at all. You instead love to see how far people will go to live. However if it ends in a bloody death, you still sleep with a smile on your face. You are intelligent, and know how to outwit just about anyone. And that spells bad news for anyone who falls into your games of death and torture.Jigsaw95%Michael Myers90%Pinhead85%Leatherface70%Hannibal Lecter65%Freddy Krueger60%Candyman55%Buffalo Bill55%Captain Spaulding40%Jason Voorhees20%Whic

Good Night
and awake to a My husband is taking me to Orlando for the weekend, for my birthday!! We're going to Mardi Gras at Universal Studios tonight..........Steve Miller Band is playing. Not sure what else he has planned for over there. I hope that everyone has a SENSATIONAL weekend. Hugs, T so I guess I'll say good night to those that see this. I was tryin to chat and it isn't working right either. May each of you have a WONDERFUL Wednesday!!! TTYL Hugs, T

R.i.p Bubba Baltimore
Goodbye You've left us with holes in our hearts, and tears in our eyes. You've left us with broken dreams, and no goodbyes. where have you gone? Toa peacefull place? Why can't you come home, so we can see your precious face? Your with the angels now but we are still sad, and losin Becky made it twice as bad. We remember the times we once shared, because you know we always cared. Visions of you dance in my head, along with all the things left unsaid. I know you're gone , but never from my heart, so i will let you go, but we're never far apart. This isn't goodbye that would never do, what i'm saying now is see you soon.

My World Is Crashing Down
Well it finally happened after weeks of sitting around waiting and expecting it...my world came crashing down around me. The man I love is back with his love....I knew sooner or later it was going to happen, but yet you can never be ready for it no matter how much you prepare yourself. Im down and out REALLY bad, so if I seem distant from my friends Im sorry. This has hit me really hard and I feel like Im spiraling out of control. Just wondering how do I stop this from going too far and losing myself forever?

I'm Back!!
I think it would be awesome if the Fubar gods got together and made a FUBAR LOTTO. C'mon doesnt that sound fun? same as the regular lotto cept with fu-bucks and other various prizes. No? Lemme know what u think. Repost this if ya like the idea, perhaps we can get it rolling. Ok, peeps, I'm officially out of jail, after spending about 6 months over a bunch of B.S. ranging from Drinkin' in Public to Assaulting an Officer (amongst a couple other things they let me out w/ 1 yr. probation, but its all good! It feels so fuckin' good to be outta that hell hole, it fucking sux, but neways, hows every1 on C.T. doing, better than me I hope, gotta go, maybe we can catch-up on old shit another time, peace!

One Year Since Eddie Guerreo's Passing
I Just hope WWE handles it with class and not another stupid Storyline. I am a paid member of this site, but it looks like this is on the free side. http://www.pwinsider.com ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF EDDIE GUERRERO'S PASSING by PWInsider.com Staff @ 12:00:00 AM on 11/13/2006 Today marks the sad first anniversary of the passing of former WWE champion Eddie Guerrero. In honor of Guerrero's memory, PWInsider.com has compiled this look back at Guerrero's career and legacy. We ask that everyone join PWInsider.com in remembering the Guerrero family on this sad anniversary. Page 2 - Looking Back At the Life And Career Of Former WWE World Champion Eddie Guerrero by Mike Johnson Page 3 - Dave Scherer Remembers Eddie Guerrero Page 4 - Mat Classic: Eddie Guerrero vs. Brock Lesnar by Buck Woodward & Mike Johnson Page 5 - Mat Classic: Eddie Guerrero vs. Rey Mysterio by Buck Woodward Page 6 - Mat Classic: Eddie Guerrero in Ring Of Honor Page 7 - Mat Classic: Eddie Guerrero v

Whinning
I have to say that there a lot of people out there that think that if they don't have pics of T&A that they get overlooked. Same goes for men someone comes by and sees your page they find out your a guy and they leave... Exception being that some woman if not all woman will atleast leave a vote or comment, some will do both. I have found that the people that complain about these types of things are usually the ones most guilty of the same things that they criticize ofthers for. We are all just a bunch of pervs, looking for our next verb. (you have seen the commercial it is what you do) I want everyone to feel welcome at my page and if I stop by and don't say something, please bust me out for it. I need to practice what I preach too. Remember to Bestow and receive, if someone stops by and gives you a vote, a comment, or even a shout, try to do your best to return the gift... as far as points I could care less I just enjoy the friends that I have found and want to

The Long Awaited Second Installment
She tells him I am going to release you, from some your bindings so you may roll over and be on all fours. She eased her way releasing his wrists and then gliding her way down to untie his feet one at a time. Now, straddling him facing his feet she tells him now roll over. (Keeping her pussy pressed against his belly) He feels the wet moistness of her lotus flower as his skin glides across the her warm pussy lips, once on his side causing her lips to open exposing all of her wet labia to his flesh. Mistress grabs him by the head and pushes it to bed, “Be still.” She commands as she rubs her now exposed clit on his side. Her head raises in the air as she now sit pushing with her hips applying pressure to all the right spots. Using his hair she pulls his head from the bed and, tells him “now, you can roll over the rest of the way,” letting go his hair his head falling back to the bed as a small breath leaves him, before he starts to roll. Now, he lay face down with Mistress stil

Halloween Night
It was dark, and eerie night. The wind was blowing in heavy gusts. In the distance you could hear thunder rolling over the hills. The moon had a blue haze over it, but the sky was black, and looked like it was getting ready to open and pour rain every where. She has been driving a long time, and she was getting tried, hungry, and in need of a bath. For the last hour the car has been acting funny, and now the last few miles the car started spitting, and sputtering. She looked out the window, hoping to see a house with lights on. Just as she thought she spotted one in the distance the car dead. She let it roll till it stop. She pushed open the door, and step out. The wind was whipping her hair into her face, as she pushed it out of her face, and looked around. She saw a dim light threw the trees. Thinking there must be a driveway up the road a little bit. Grabbing her overnight bag, and purse she set off down the road to find it. It was hard walking in this, and she could have

God Dammit Someone Fucking Help Me
I cant get any song to my fucking profile. the one im looking for is not on any of these sites so i need to upload it??? and every site i go to it gives me offer after offer after offer what the fuck!!!!someone with as half as much patience as me help me out

Car...
well yeah.. 1st things 1st! im ok... lastnight i drove almost 200 miles (yes almost) to see my grandparents, it was almost midnight and was going thru the country lanes to get there, i just lost control, skidded on summin i think... car got sideways tried to correct it and ended up rolling, took out sum old ladies hedge, made 4 big ditches in her lawn where i rolled, stopped upside down next to a tree, im VERY lucky that i didnt hit it cus wudda most certainly been fatal.. neways car is a right off, gonna go back there now to get my stuff... sorry all that i havnt been online as much and dunno how much time i will get to be online, will try n get a pic of my car tho, its on its roof atm.. take care all! byebye well took car for its mot 2day expecting it to be fine, well guess not... need a whole new exhaust system and 2 coil springs... thats like £200 plus labour (ex VAT) im seriously fucked, i need my car for college and work but cant get £400 (everything included) by monday

Smoke E Digglera
THE NEW, LONG-AWAITED, 2ND SOLO ALBUM, "SITTIN ON A GOLDMINE" WILL BE AVAILABLE FRIDAY, NOVEMBER 24, 2006!!!!! WITH HITS LIKE, SLOW, IT'S URS, LET'S DO SUMTHIN DIFFERENT, REFRESHIN', WHAT HAVE U DONE 4 ME LATELY??, PORNO, AND MANY MORE!!!!! GO AND GET IT BECAUSE IT IS AMAZING AT http://cherrytap.com/smokedigglera http://www.myspace.com/smokedigglera

We Love Are Trops
well hello well lets see what can i say about me ok well im 24 ~5'5~ have 2 great children ages 6 and 4 IM NOT MARRIED AND NOT REALLY LOOKING WHAT IM HERE FOR IS FRIENDS!!! MY BEST FEATURES ARE MY SMILE AND MY AZZ ....ILMAO Just One Wish If I could have just one wish,I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck,the warmth of your lips on my cheek,the touch of your fingers on my skin,and the feel of your heart beating with mine...Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" Best one will get a reply...... 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do yo

Tearz
TEARZ Tearz fall from everywhere. Tearz just roll down your face as you dry one the harder the tearz fall. Tearz come from lats of thingz like love, happiness,sadness. Tearz will never stop fallen no matter what, cuz if the tearz not from you there from someone else. Tearz are salt water that fallz from the eyez of someone who he's either love. Loved had happyness and sadness tearz will never stop fallin for noone no matter how we try.

Keep Your Fork
KEEP YOUR FORK" There was a young woman who had been diagnosed with a terminal illness and had been given three months to live. So as she was getting her things "in order," she contacted her pastor and had him come to her house to discuss certain aspects of her final wishes. She told him which songs she wanted sung at the service, what scriptures she would like read, and what outfit she wanted to be buried in. Everything was in order and the pastor was preparing to leave when the young woman suddenly remembered something very important to her. "There's one more thing," she said excitedly. "What's that?" came the pastor's reply. "This is very important," the young woman continued. "I want to be buried with a fork in my right hand." The pastor stood looking at the young woman, not knowing quite what to say. "That surprises you, doesn't it?" the young woman asked. "Well, to be honest, I'm puzzled by the request," said the pastor. The young woman explained. "My grandmother once t

Thanks
fill in the blanks bout me. Dear __nikki__, I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) Wanted to say say thanks to all the nice people showing me love!!!!!!!!!!!!

Continued
I entered Kellie's room the same way as before. I removed the tape from its hiding place and put it near the window, where I could grab it on my exit from the premises. I grabbed Kellie's shimmering white panties and held them to my greedy nostrils. They were slightly damp, and the aroma was intoxicating. That was my first experience with the sweet perfume of an aroused woman. That was also when I realized that my email did more than get me a video of Kellie's older, more experienced sister. This whole experience was apparently a turn-on for Kellie. My erection was aching. I released my manhood from its confines, and imagined myself entering Kellie's warm moist pussy as I began to caress my engorged penis with her panties. It wasn't long before I came, spraying my semen all over her already damp lingerie. I put the panties under the drawer with the pinhole camera, and replaced the drawer. Then I went to Lauren's room and began looking at the Polaroids again. I took them all, grabbed

Ughhh!! How I Hate Stupid People!!
OK FOLKS, LET'S GROW UP A BIT HERE.. IT IS JUST PLAIN RUDE TO EVEN BOTHER RATING A PIC IF YOU'RE GONNA BE SORRY ENOUGH TO GIVE IT A MEASLEY ONE?! WHY WASTE BOTH YOUR TIME AND MINE DOING SOMETHING SO CHILDISH AS THAT? IF YOU DON'T LIKE MY PICS, THEN FINE.. ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS CLICK UR MOUSE AND LEAVE THE SAME WAY YOU CAME IN.. OH AND BY ALL MEANS IT'S OK TO DOWN RATE A PIC JUST BC THE RATINGS ARE ANONYMOUS SO NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW WHO DID IT RIGHT? IF YOU'RE MAN OR WOMAN ENOUGH TO DOWN RATE A PIC LIKE THAT, THEN HAVE THE GUTS TO OWN UP TO IT.. TELL ME HERE AND NOW.. BUT OF COURSE IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO HIDE BEHIND THE ANONYMOUSNESS OF THE RATINGS, THEN SO BE IT.. TAKE THE COWARD'S WAY OUT. THAT'S YOUR DEAL NOT MINE. I THOUGHT WE WERE ALL ADULTS ON HERE THOUGH.. MUST'VE BEEN MISTAKEN I GUESS.. THIS IS THE PIC THAT WAS DOWNRATED BTW IF ANYONE IS INTERESTED... THOSE ARE MY EYES AND MY BIRTHSTONE AND THEY DO IN FACT MATCH IN THEIR SHADES.. NOT MANY PPL HAVE THAT UNIQUENESS ABOUT THEM..

Craziness
For all you people on my friends list I thought you might like to know that I am pregnant.....I'm only 3 1/2 months along but time is flying by...Don't worry I wont be keeping the baby fat...Things have been going well for me since I've past the throwing up stage....I'm just waiting to find out if it's a boy or girl....Don't be sad for I will be back in no time once the baby is born and will start taking more pics for you guys. This year for Christmas I wont be spending it with my family....This is my first Christmas with out all of those crazy people.....It's going to be a little hard for me....They have sent me stuff already and of course I cried when I opened the package from my mom and grandma because they put my baby christmas ornamites in there with mine and my boyfriends stockings.....My boyfriend said that no matter what he will make this Christmas special for me, so of course that makes me happy.....

Copper Has To Have Surgery! :(
Mike was going to be married to Karen, so his father sat him down for a little chat. He said, 'Mike, let me tell you something. On my wedding night in our honeymoon suite I took off my pants, handed them to your mother,and said, 'Here - try these on.' She did and said, 'These are too big, I can't wear them.' I replied, 'Exactly, I wear the pants in this family and I always will.' 'Ever since that night we never had any problems.' 'Hmmm,' said Mike. He thought that might be a good thing to try. On his honeymoon, Mike took off his pants and said to Karen, 'Here - try these on.' She tried them on and said, 'These are too large. They don't fit me.' Mike said, 'Exactly. I wear the pants in this family and I always will. I don't want you to ever forget that.' Then Karen took off her pants and handed them to Mike. She said, 'Here-you try on mine.' He did and said, 'I can't get into your pants.' Karen said, 'Exactly. And if you don't change your smart ass attitude, you never will.' And they

What Could Be More Worse Than...
Can anybody please tell me? for this is how I spent my X-mas holiday. Last week, in my infinite wisdom...I decided that I needed to cut some firewood for the cold nights ahead. So I broke out the ol' chainsaw, fueled it up, grabbed my safety glasses and started on the task at hand. Here's some words of wisdom...when the winds are blowing at 30 to 45 mph...leave the chainsaw in the toolshed, because 15 minutes into my work...it happened. The wind kicked up and even with the stupid glasses on, I dropped the saw and started rubbing my left eye. I ran inside into the bathroom and tried to flush my eye in the sink, but to no avail. so I had to suffer through the night in agony and watch as my eye swelled completely shut. The next morning, it was off to the optometrist to get this problem fixed. I could definately feel something in there, and it was freaking me out. (first mistake: I was rubbing my eye the whole night, probably not a smart thing to do.) I took a seat in the wai

One Look At Iraq & Saddam
I am not denying Saddam had to go- just some food for thought. It's too early for me to make a call for 2008, but here is one option. Saddam Hussein - Accountability Submitted by Dennis Kucinich on December 30, 2006 - 04:51. Iraq (an alternative for Pres. in 2008 to the democractic establishment, and republicans. The punishment of Saddam Hussein for the deaths of 148 persons, albeit in a manner that civil society ought to find repugnant, raises compelling questions: Who will be held accountable for sending 3,000 US troops to their deaths in Iraq, for a war based on lies? Who will be held accountable for the deaths of over 655,000 innocent Iraqi civilians during the course of this illegal war? Where is the two trillion dollars that this war is going to cost coming from? When will Congress be held accountable for having voted to go to war? When will Congress be held accountable for continuing to fund a war, and for abandoning our troops to a conflict that cannot be won mil

Pass The 100 Hours Agenda
Pass the 100 Hours Agenda Here's a brief letter you can send to your email circle. Please send it along right away, but please only contact people who know you personally. Spam hurts our campaign. Click here to open a new e-mail and invite your friends, family and colleagues to get involved: "CLICK HERE TO SIGN" or read the message and the link is below it also Invite friends and colleagues. Or, you can cut and paste the text below into an email message: Subject: Help the new Congress start right Hi, As you may have heard, Nancy Pelosi is hoping to start off big with her "100 Hours Agenda." It's a bunch of progressive proposals, including cutting oil subsidies to invest in clean energy, getting cheaper prescription drugs for seniors, and raising the minimum wage. Naturally, the big drug companies, oil companies, and business lobbies are fighting hard to stop her. MoveOn has started a petition to Congress so we can sho

Ecstasy
Ecstasy in the gentle tides of lovers let the calming waters pull you down when I touch you I feel you shiver I feel your heartbeat I can never get enough as we leave the world behind restless turns moist your mouth with my tongue touching your face my hands strayed knowing your taste ecstasy fill me full with thirsty love flow inside me like champagne flowing inside the spiral as we feel the water rushing over us this gentle tide seeing this ocean in your eyes

Liberals...
I knew the events in the Middle East were big when The New York Times devoted nearly as much space to them as it did to a New York court ruling last week rejecting gay marriage. Some have argued that Israel's response is disproportionate, which is actually correct: It wasn't nearly strong enough. I know this because there are parts of South Lebanon still standing. Most Americans have been glued to their TV sets, transfixed by Israel's show of power, wondering, "Gee, why can't we do that?" Democratic National Committee Chairman Howard Dean says that "what's going on in the Middle East today" wouldn't be happening if the Democrats were in power. Yes, if the Democrats were running things, our cities would be ash heaps and the state of Israel would have been wiped off the map by now. But according to Dean, the Democrats would have the "moral authority that Bill Clinton had" — no wait! keep reading — "when he brought together the Israelis and Palestinians." Clinton really br

Minimum Wage Finally Goes Up, Thanks To The Democrats
Press Release: January 10, 2007 by CDP Press Office Today, California Democrats in Congress did what Republicans refused to do for ten years, they voted to give workers an increase in the federal minimum wage, raising it from $5.15 to $7.25. In addition to increasing minimum wage the new Democratic Congress has wasted no time getting to work on the people's business, already passing historic ethics reform and the bi-partisan 9-11 Commission recommendations. "Last year, here in California, Assembly Speaker Fabian Nuñez and Senate President pro tem Don Perata took the lead on the issue by passing legislation to raise the minimum wage and getting the governor to finally sign it," said California Democratic Party Chairman Art Torres. "While hundreds of thousands of California workers will benefit from Democratic efforts to raise the minimum wage, millions of other American workers have been given the short end of the stick. California's own Speaker Nancy Pelosi led Congressi

Wat Bout Love...
OUR RELATION IS OUR COMPANY,FEELING THE PRODUCT,WE R ASSOCIATE.IT'S NOT ONLY ONE WHO HAS TO WORK BUT BOTH.BU SURE WATEVER U DO FOR SAVING THIS N I DON'T LIKE U DO,NO SUCCESS N SAME RESULT FOR REVERSE.WE SHOULD BE ONE N ONLY WIT SAME INTEREST,SAME GOAL,SAME DIRECTION...IF I LIVE FOR U LIV FOR ME,WE DON CARE BOUT FEELING BUT VERY IMPORTANT COZ IF OUR HEART FEELS GOOD OF COURSE WE DO.I HAV TO TRY TO BE UR SOUL N U HAVE TOO N AT THIS TIME NOBODY COULD ENJOY LIVING MORE THEN WE DO.I'M GONA MAKE SENSE TO UR LIFE COZ I'M GONA BE U N IF U OK I'M OK.JUST COM CLOZ TO ME N LET ME B UR ONE N ONLY N U'LL SEE HOW MUCH MY LOVE IS TRU.I GOT SOMETHING I COULD NEVER USE,ITS LOVE I WANA GIV IT TO U N BE SURE URZ TOO SO SHOW IT TO ME.I CAN'T LOVE MYSELF,MY HEART IS JUST IN MY BODY BUT NOT FOR ME PLIZ SAVE IT N GIV ME URZ.I'M UR BOSS U'R MY BOSS I'M UR BROTHER U R MY SISTER I'M UR DAD U R MY MOM.THATS RIGHT LOV FEELS SO BAD BUT FEELS SO GOOD TOO.ONLY SOMEBODY U LOV CAN HURT U N ONLY THIS ONE CAN PLIZ U TOO

What Does My Birthday Mean
Your Birthdate: May 15 You take life as it is, and you find happiness in a variety of things. You tend to be close to family and friends. But it's hard to get into your inner circle. Making the little things wonderful is important to you, and you probably have an inviting home. You seek harmony with others, but occasionally you have a very stubborn streak. Your strength: Your intense optimism Your weakness: You shy away from exploring your talents Your power color: Jade Your power symbol: Flower Your power month: June What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

My Card
***Your Birthdate: October 5*** You have many talents, and you are great at sharing those talents with others. Most people would be jealous of your clever intellect, but you're just too likeable to elicit jealousy. Progressive and original, you're usually thinking up cutting edge ideas. Quick witted and fast thinking, you have difficulty finding new challenges. Your strength: Your superhuman brainpower Your weakness: Your susceptibility to boredom Your power color: Tangerine Your power symbol: Ace Your power month: May What Does Your Birth Date Mean? http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz/ You are The Chariot Triumph, Victory, Overcoming Obstacles. The chariot is one of the most complex cards to define. On its most basic level, it implies war, a struggle, and an eventual, hard-won victory. Either over enemies, obstacles, nature, the beasts inside you, or to just get what you want. But there is a great deal more to it. The charioteer wea

Passions Embrace
Passion's Embrace The softness of your lips As they slide over mine Taste like honey to my soul As they take me back in time Oh the fire of your touch Like hot silk on my tender breasts The passion I crave so much As you taste the nectar of my kiss A Slowly drumming melody in my heart Your skin like a river of light My moan of pleasure as you start Ecstasy I'd never fight A lovers tune dances up my spine As the shadow of your embrace Slides across my thighs Ohhh sooo slowly the pace Our hearts mingled in rapture The torture of passion so sweet The affection of a thousand years As at least we meet The motion of our rhythm In perfect unison we move Our flight those of doves As we reach our domain

Just Some Thoughts
I'll be gone for the weekend, and maybe longer from CT , thanks to the person that hacked my computer. It is in the process of being fixed For those of you that are real friends, I will contact you when I return. As for everyone else, I will be around it may just take awile. See you all later! Rebekah I don't forward / send much stuff on usually, but this was worth it. Please take a moment of your time to vote! The Marine Corps means a lot to me, and I know quite a few of you as well. ~ Rebekah Dear Marine Corps Family, "The Few. The Proud. The Marines." is more than just a slogan. These three sentences represent who we are, epitomizing the challenge of becoming (TheFew), and the reward of being (The Proud), one of the elite (The Marines). Suffice it to say, Few slogans convey such a Proud tradition. Our tagline has been a foundation in the Marine Corps for over thirty years. Now we have the opportunity to immortalize these words into America's civilian culture as well.

New Pics Everyone!
Well I made a decision that i will designate to my page the song of the day and let everyone know why it was designated so by the end of the day! in my next blog and allothers in this category following will be the song name and the explanation for it! By the way it is my personal song of the day! Not any kind of contest! lol ! Please rate and comment them and send me some cherry love! I will surely do the same for you all! kisses to all my sweet cherries! And give me a shout in the box if ya want to chat!

The Rose
Longing for the human touch Desire that I need so much Confusion as to what to feel Lost in all that is not real A fantasy of mind and light Found lacking by so far a sight For I need to touch a flesh so true yet I can’t reach out and touch you All I can do is sit and wait Sit for hours second rate Behind the wall of distant glass It drags on slow and never fast Till in this place I see you near The one I always hold so dear The one who touched my heart and mind The one who is the greatest find Now I see there is more I need my heart for one alone does bleed Loneliness does surely grow I wonder if inside you know The hold you do have on me And how these eyes do truly see One I can never ever hold I think of waiting till I am old It would be worth all to hold one time And feel the joy one moment sublime Where I could gaze into those eyes And know the wonder and surprise But this is just what can not do I need the touch from only you By R. Thomas Dinsmore

A Prayer Of Desparation
How dare you come into my life, and con me into being your wife, Filling my heart with deception and lies, Ignoring my pain and desparation cries, You say I'm the reason we are apart, But it's all you! Right from the very start, Together we created a baby to love, Now she reaches for you, to only get a shove, I havn't loved you for years, Shed way too many tears, A chance, and a new life is what I need, So I'm telling you now, Please take heed! Let me go on to live and love again, With my precious baby, Amen.

If I Was Your Boyfriend
1.) How many times a day would you kiss me? 2.) How many times a day would you just want to hold me? 3.) Would you take me places? 4.) Would you love me? idk where number five is . 6.) Would you take me anywhere special? 7.) If I was sick what would you do? and idk where number eight is . 9.) If one of my friends tried to get with you what would you do? 10.) Would you think about the past? 11.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? 12.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? 13.) Would you care about what I wore when we go out? 14.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? 15.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? 16.) If someone tried to fight with me in front of you what would you do? 17.) Would you give me your myspace password? 18.) If I gave you mine would you read all my mail? 19.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? 20.) How good do i look from 1-10? 21.) How do you feel about me? 22.) Whats my best physica

Placebo Heart Wound
I have memories I was told Would not exist I can feel you Thinking of me I do not know Who I’ve become I do realize My throne is gone But I still have Places to sit My heart’s the same As yesterday My brain is just In the way With thoughts Of the past And excuses Of now But anyhow As remarkable as It may seem I feel I’m living In a dream As reality throws Me to sleep And relief I’m still the leader Of a parade Dragging all the Floats I made It is just good to be Back on the streets Hoping to locate Stories to share Maybe even Someone who cares And wants to hear All about My release From what had Trapped me Beneath What I used to Rise above And help understand The meaning Of a love

Wet Is Good
I just want to put this out there first...I am a normal woman. I am an exhibitionist. I am a college graduate. I love my family and friends and my 2 dogs (I have no kids-yet.) I've never been married. I have a regular job. I love literature, art, things that tell a story. I love to cook and enjoy fitness. I love being outside in nature. I am single and usually tend to be shy when with a man. (I have yet to be with a woman, although I dream about it daily lol) I long to be with someone I can open up to and completely be my naughty self with. I love working as a cam performer because it gives me the freedom to explore and to let loose. For example, I get to talk dirty, which I"m still too shy to do face to face, but on the phone, or in front of the cam, is just fine hehe In fact, it's QUITE the TURNON!!!! I get to meet different people, much like we do on here or any other social site. The only difference is, yes, I do get some money for it. Obviously though, I'm not rolli

Red Fridays
> >Sea Of Red on Fridays > >I think we should all do RED FRIDAYS....read on..... > >Sea of Red Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, > >I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did > >not > >put two and two together. After we boarded >our flight, I turned to > >the > >sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), > >and > >inquired > >if he was heading home. > >"No," he responded. > >"Heading out?" I asked. > >"No. I'm escorting a soldier home." > >"Going to pick him up?" > >"No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq, I'm > >taking him > >home to his family," he replied. > >The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a > >punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although > >he > >didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to > >the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many > >conversations in so few days. > >I turned back to

Love Hurts
HAVE YOU EVER LOVE SOMEONE THEN BEEN HURT. HAVE YOU EVER LOVE SOMEONE SO MUCH THAT YOU WOULD GIVE THEM ANYTHING IN THE WORLD. YOU GIVE THEN YOUR HEART AND YOUR SOUL. THEN YOU TELL THEM THAT YOU ARE THE ONE FOR ME AND THEY TELL YOU THE SOMETHING BACK AT YOU.THEY MAKE YOU FEEL WANTED IN ALL THE RIGHT WAY AND TELL'S YOU THING THAT YOU WANT TO HEAR, BUT NEVER THOUGHT YOU WOULD HEAR THEM SAY THAT. HAVE YOU EVER LOVE SOMEONEAND THEY TELL YOU THAT THEY WANT TO MARRIE YOU AND HAVE KID'S WITH ONLY YOU AND ONE ESLE AT ALL. HAVE YOU EVER LOVE SOMEONE THEN GOT HURT BY THEM.HAVE EVER LOVE SOMEONE THAT MUCH THAT IT FELT LIKE THEY WERE LIEING TO YOU ABOUT SOMETHING, BUT YOU DIDN'T KNOW WHAT IS WAS.UNSTILL A TRUE FRIEND OF YOUR'S TOLD. THEY TELL YOU EVERYTHING EVEN IF YOU DON'T WANNA HEAR IT, BECUASE IT'S HURTS THAT MUCH TO KNOW YOU WERE LIED TOO.ALL YOU ALONG.SO YOU GO AND CHEEK IT OUT FOR YOURSELF AND SEE THAT IT ALL WAS TRUE AND NO LIE'S FROMYOUR TRUE FRIEND. HAVE YOU EVER LOVE SOMEONE SO MU

Now..
Ready for now You are ready for now, and now is ready for you. Now is when you can think, and act, and experience. Now is your moment to live, and to fully express the beautiful and unique person you are. Now is when you can know joy, and love, effectiveness and fulfillment. This moment has come to you in exactly the way that it is, with opportunities, disappointments, possibilities, pains, beauty and challenge. Choose to accept and embrace it fully, for everything in this moment is a part of the magnificence of life. Now is when you can take those opportunities and use them to create value. Now is when you can face the challenges and transform them into achievements. There is a purpose within you that has stayed alive just so it can be expressed right now. Listen to that purpose, feel its richness and the genuine joy that it offers, and follow where it leads. The whole of your universe is powerfully focused on now. Go ahead and bring to life the best of the possibiliti

My Life!!!!!!
I'M 32 AND AT A CROSSROAD IN MY LIFE...I QUIT MY JOB AT THE HOSPITAL AND NOW I WORK FOR A GAS STATION AT NIGHT...WOW BIG CHANGE...I WORK NIGHTS ITS NOT SO BAD REALLY..LESS MONEY BUT ITS NOT STRESSFULL...I'VE ALREADY MET ALOT OF INTERESTING PEOPLE...I NEVER HAVE A DULL MOMENT THATS FOR SURE...I HAVE MEN GIVING ME THEIR TELEPHONE NUMBERS AND ASKING ME OUT...SEE NEVER A DULL MOMENT..WE HAVE FUN....I NEEDED A CHANGE AND I LIKE THE PEOPLE I WORK WITH....THEY KEEP ME GROUNDED...SO BYE FOR NOW...WILL KEEP YOU POSTED ON WHAT HAPPENS NEXT.. JUST WANTED TO SAY SORRY TO ALL MY FRIENDS..I'VE BEEN NEGLECTING YOU AND I'M SORRY...MY FAMILY IS GOING THROUGH A CRISIS AND BETWEEN THAT AND WORK MY TIME HAS BEEN LIMITED...TO GIVE YOU A BRIEF EXPLANATION MY COUSIN WHO IS 29 YEARS OLD HAD AN ACCIDENT WITH A SHOTGUN...SHE WAS CARING IT TO THE BACK DOOR WHEN SHE SLIPPED ON THE DECK. THE GUN WENT OFF AND SHE WAS SHOT IN THE LEFT LEG....THE DOCTOR HAS DONE ALL THAT HE COULD BUT IN THE MORNING THEY ARE AMPUTATIN

Valentines Day
Ok As everyone knows tommarow is Valentines day!!! The day lovers spend time together and exchange gifts of love... Well I am single and hating it.... After coming out of A Relationship of years because the guy can't keep it in his pants and feels the need to cheat....I am hating the day... I loved him and in the end I ended up with a broken heart with no one to love me in the end soooo I will be all alone with no one who cares!!! Hope you have a great and loveable valentines day!! xo ~carla

Album Cover I Designed
My cousin in-law asked me to design an album cover for his Jazz band here in Pueblo, CO called Wallace Bones & Tubbs. He wanted me to do Characatures of him and his band mates. So here it is: Tell me what you think of it! Thanks

A Little Zen
The only antidote for the misuse of psychic powers is love; otherwise all power corrupts. It may be wealth, it may be prestige, it may be politics, or it may be psychic--it makes no difference. Whenever you feel powerful, if you don't have love as an antidote your power is going to become a calamity to others, a curse; because power blinds the eyes. Love opens the eyes, love cleanses the eyes... your perception becomes clear. Reverend's Note: This one is easy to forget. If you can get away with things, I know that I tend to go ahead and do it. This does not provide the clarity that love does. This is not necessarily love of others, but very often it is love of self. We tend to use our minds and powers to corrupt our own existence, and that causes negative effects in others. We need to remain mindful of our duty to be good to ourselves, and therefore, others will benefit from the love that radiates from our innermost being. Sometimes a shortcut does save a moment or two, but we ar

The First Time I Ever Saw Her Eyes
Our first kiss, it was a beautiful nite with a beautiful lady. With us looking out over the water, towards the lite city. The stars shining almost as bright as the sparkle in her eyes. I wanted so badly to feel her lips against mine, but did not want to move to fast and scare her away. She gently lend her head back to stretch an I saw my opening to move in. I started by gently kissing her on her neck, it was a smooth as silk. She moan softly, letting me know that she liked it and that I was safe to move forward with my desires. I wanted to feel her wet soft lips against mine. When our lips met, I was so excited that I could hardly control myself. As we continue to kiss, they became more passionate than I have ever experienced before, deeper, more sensual and erotic than any other kiss I have ever experienced in my life. They were more wanting than anything, we made love with our tongues through our kisses as they became deeper and harder. We both became so excited that

The Many Names Of Intercourse/sex
THE MANY NAMES OF INTERCOURSE you make love to the princess you nail the goth chicks you pay to pound the strippers you feed the fatties dick you fuck the drunken strangers you pork the female jocks you screw the lonely housewife you give the whore the cock you shag when your in britain you jerk when your alone your gramma calls it whoopie a college girl you bone you cherry-pop the virgins you do it with the sluts you bang the chicks who dig the whips and chains *DeViLs lil SiStA* There's not a word than can describe that but Absolute Nirvana ... is the best I can do =) you feed the one night stands you'll never see again "tha salami" *** added 4 Cassy ;) Lady♥Lafter I'd call that some intense seriously rough hellacious fucking ;)

Friends
True Friendship 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. 9. This is my oath..... I pledge it to the end. "Why?" you may ask; "because you are my friend". Remember........A good friend will help you move.....a REALLY good friend will help you move a body.......let me know if you ever need

Perfect Sex
perfect sex Visualize Perfect sex Imagine making love in a haven your bedroom A room compelling you in, greeting you with sensuality The most inviting room in your home; your sanctuary Candle lit, aphrodisiac filled, warm, clean space Fabrics draped that tantalize your senses Comfortable furniture to relax your spirit Music that soothes your soul and inspires sexuality Now imagine that you've come home to your beloved That he or she is waiting for you in that room That you have fantasized all day about this moment And you are two steps away from fulfilling your fantasies Now imagine yourself dropping your baggage right there Checking your luggage at the door You are leaving behind every unpleasant experience Every sin, shame, anxiety, tense, worry filled thought Right there behind the door Now step inside and lock the door There are no cell phones in your room, no children to tend to No work, no hats to wear, no masks to don Just you and your lo

I Want Love
I want love I want a love that always have trust not a relationship always comes lust A love where friendship comes first A love that will stay true for better and for worse A love that would neverever lie or cheat A love when things went wrong it could take the heat A love that money can not buy I want a love that would never die.

No Feeling's
I’ve seen you in the mirror when the story began I fell in love with you I love your mortal sin Your brains are locked away But I love your company I only ever leave you When you got no money I got no emotions for anybody else You better understand I'm in love with myself Myself My beautiful self No feeling No feeling No feelings For anybody else Hello and goodbye And a runaround Sue You follow me around like a pretty pot of glue I kick you in the head You got nothing to say Get out of the way cause I gotta getaway You never realise I take the piss out of you You come up and see me and I beat you black and blue All day I'll send you away I got no feeling No feeling No feeling For anybody else Except for myself My beautiful selfish There ain’t no moonlight after midnight I see you silly people out looking for delight Well, I'm so happy I'm feeling so fine I'm watching all the rubbish wasting my time I look around your house You got noth

Meaningful Thoughts
Looking through the glass at what i fear most not understaning this pain seeing the fear in their eyes as well the wind wispers his name reminiscing on what could have been shivering from what had occured only dreaming of what can happen next wishing for that happy ending is the only thought absurd Seeing the happiness on his face the gleam in his eye rather to sacrifice what i fear most than see pain, prefer to die looking back at the glass understanding what must be done but praying it never has to be seeing the suprised expression on her face, realizing the enemy in the looking glass, is me. hypnotized by the shadows blinded by light confusion just surrounds me the unforgotten night as reality floats away my nightmare comes alive abandoned, is the only thought inside and as we all just drift away the haunting of my past comes out to play clawing at my open wounds never able to close the consistent sc

Y I Hated Guys
I HATE ALL GUYS CUZ YA'LL THINK WIT THA WRONG HEAD YA'LL THINK BOUT * 24/7 365 AN THATS WAT MAKE YA'LL FAKE C ME I DNT THINK WIT THA WRONG HEAD CUZ I AIN'T FAKE C A RELATIONSHIP IZ NOT BOUT SEX AT ALL ITS BOUT FINDING THA RIGHT ONE FINDING UR SOUL MATE DAMN GUYS THINK WIT THA RIGHT HEAD AN YA'LL MIGHT BEABLE 2 KEEP A REAL WOMEN HELL IF YA'LL DIDNT PLAY GAMES THEY WOULDNT LEAVE YA'LL ASSES AN IF U ACT LIK YA'LL WERE MATURE AN INSTEAD OF BEING INMATURE WOMEN WOULD LIK YA'LL MAKE AN DNT EVER EVER LIE 2 A WOMEN IF SHE ASK DO U JACKOFF TELL THA TRUTH AN STOP DISRESEPECTING FEMALES BY CALLING THEM HOE,AN BITCHES CUZ ME I DNT THINK ANY FEMALE IN THA WORLD IZ A GARDEN TOOL OR A FEMALE DOG SO BE MATURE REAL HONEST ON LOVE AN CARE AN FAITHFUL AN YA'LL KEEP YA'LL WOMEN A YA'LL STOP BE * ASS BITCH *E * I HATE BEING A GUY I WISH I WAZ A CUTE CUDDLY PANDA BEAR!

Attn: My New York Ppl..
Hey there ppl well i have 29 days left to fly out to New York from Cali...im sooo excited....this is going to be one of my biggest trips this year....and my only one...lol....but i just wanted to know if you have been there or are from NY let me know any tips or places i should go visit or things i must do....place to dine and go out.....pretty much anything....i need the 411...ive been reading books and lookin online but its different when u have a actual person tell you that they have ate there or gone there....well hope i get some feedback....have a good one.....thanks

"as A Man Is, So He Sees
Man cannot come to it through any organization, through any creed, through any dogma, priest or ritual, nor through any philosophic knowledge or psychological technique. He has to find it through the mirror of relationship, through the understanding of the contents of his own mind, through observation and not through intellectual analysis or introspective dissection. Man has built in himself images as a fence of security - religious, political, personal. These manifest as symbols, ideas, beliefs. The burden of these images dominates man's thinking, his relationships and his daily life. These images are the causes of our problems for they divide man from man. His perception of life is shaped by the concepts already established in his mind. The content of his consciousness is his entire existence. This content is common to all humanity. The individuality is the name, the form and superficial culture he acquires from traditio

Ghosts In Me
GHOSTS IN ME There must be more than this shell I endure. Deep, there is a soul, who longs for something new. A woman who wants change, to become a stranger to herself. A spirit, consumed by the spirit of others, who knew her before she knew herself. She is an enigma, even to herself. Her life is not complete; she will mold it to her liking, with the ghosts that make her me.

Life In General
Sometimes we just need to be reminded! A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this. He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the

Gouda Farts
a little poem for Deja to wake up to this afternoon..... Burbbley vagina farts! stinky green terds dogs eating hairy tarts shit covered birds! YeaH! Poopie Poopie cocky cocky diarreah brains shit poop fuck nuts giggle pissin fun farts and terds fuck head nerds shit in my soda can barbiqued titties nards and nippies eat a shit hole man!! Fucky Fucky Me So Lucky Farts that smell like gouda Butt Juice Stain Poopin With A Cane Crooked penis drippin Fish Stick Dicks Large Girl Fits Slam the door ya nInJa! Phone Recieva Hangin By A Weina "I'm gonna kill you all!"

Help This Person Plz Itz For A Good Friend Of Mine
Listen guys I really want my girl to win this contest she is (REAL) an been through alot of shit in her life time,,, I know we all have however if you were to read the profile you'd understand why I want this for her so much,,, she needs to feel good about herself and the life she lives so please come help her win this,,, bomb the shit outta her..... HERE IS THE LINK TO CONTEST PICTURE!!!

Investments
If you had purchased $1000.00 of Nortel stock one > year ago, it would now be worth $49.00. > > With Enron, you would have had $16.50 left of the > original $1000.00. > > With WorldCom, you would have had less than $5.00 > left. > > If you had purchased $1000 of Delta Air Lines stock > you would have $49.00 left > > But, if you had purchased $1,000.00 worth of beer > one year ago, drank all the beer, then turned in the > cans for the aluminum recycling REFUND, You would > have had $214.00. > > Based on the above, the best current investment > advice is to drink heavily and recycle. > > It's called the 401-Keg Plan

Here's To All My New Friends!!!!
I just want say thank you to Juanco my friend who was there for me when I needed some to talk to when I was having problems Thank you Juanco and i also wana say thank you to all of my friends that leave me comments and messege thank you all

Ratings And Fans Etc!
Heres an honest attempt to keep track of who rates and fans me...i rate fan and add everyone right from the jump and i make it a point to rate everything on someones page if they rate my stuff too...so if u would post a comment here if i have rated all of ur stuff or if u rated me and i havent been 2 ur page 2 return the favor yet. As we all know its kinda hard keepin up with it so heres a way 2 make a list!...drop me a link 2 ur stash or pics or whatever it is u want me to rate in this blog...also post if ive been 2 ur page and rated all of ur stuff etc...kinda like a testimonial so ppl know i return the favors! thanx for readin...laterrrrrrrrr http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=686794&albumid=360153&i=3418073676

Beautiful ?
Heaven in your eyes My world may crash and burn yet this globe continues to turn In a moments time I seek peace And a solace blessing of release To lift my spirit and carry on hope To never left go at the end of the rope And know the moment soon passes away And all the was lead to a better day A sweet smile that tells me the world is right For in your eyes there shines a light That lifts me up and helps me to believe no matter what comes our love won’t deceive And in your eyes I found my soul And your sweet kisses made me whole A tears that shed for loss and fear Are lost in time and drift away from here Paradise found me and I seize the prize Undeserving the heaven in your eyes By R. Thomas Dinsmore Desire to hold you close at night For in my dreams you feel so right As we touch and kiss so deep Love the envy of angels who weep Passions that build the hottest fire Swept away both in the moments desire Caught up in the act as the waves consummate

My Life
I plan to live my life the way god gave me the will to. I don't lead a destructive life, but do many of daring things. Everyone has they're character defects.(faults) in your own way one way or another. I think it was about 3 - 4 weeks ago now. I was heading into Scranton and on the major lane , RT 6, there was a vehicle disabled and stuck in the middle lane of 3. I looked over as I passed and watched every single vehicle doing there hardest to swerve away so they wouldn't be stuck behind. I pulled my car over to the shoulder about 100 ft above and ran down and asked the couple if they needed a hand getting the car off the road. They were an elderly couple about 60 and were some kind of foreigner lookin people.,, maybe hungarian or whatever,it didnt really matter much. The guy told me what was wrong , and to make a longer story short, I stopped the traffic behind him and guided him on to the shoulder and called 911, cuz he didnt have a phone or anything.

Difference Between Women And Men
1 .NAMES : If Laurie, Linda, Elizabeth and Barbara go out for lunch, they will call each other Laurie, Linda, Elizabeth and Barbara. If Mark! , Chris, Eric and Tom go out, they will affectionately refer to each other as Fat Boy, Godzilla, Peanut-Head and Scrappy. 2. EATING OUT : When the bill arrives, Mark, Chris, Eric and Tom will each throw in a $20, even though it's only for $32.50. None of them will have anything smaller and none will actually admit they want change back. When the women get their bill, out come the pocket calculators. 3. MONEY: A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs. A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need, but it's on sale. 4. BATHROOMS : A man has five items in his bathroom: a toothbrush, shaving cream, razor, a bar of soap, and a towel from the Marriott. The average number of items in the typical woman's bathroom is 337. A man would not be able to identify most of these items. 5. ARGUMENTS : A woman ha

Do Not Doubt How Much I Love You
Do Not Doubt How Much I Love You Do not doubt how much I love you Though my time with you is thin. I am always thinking of you, Always loving you within. I do the best that I can do And hope that you will understand That everything belongs to you: My eyes, my thoughts, my heart, my hand.

A Little Poem To My Mistress'
Adoration to my Mistress The lifestyle of discipline and service, Only few knows... A Larks head harness tied beneath my clothes... A servant unto Mistress... A slave to her needs... At her side, or on my knees... Oh, Mistress bend my will, for this boy is eager to please... HOllOW

Rudeness!
come by my page, and show some love! sign my guest book. :) why is it that people come to rate photos of us, and they rate a 1 or a 3? that is rude, if you don't like it, then don't rate it! just go on your merry friggin way! ugg. people are so rude. makes us feel ugly. :( mel

Who Am I
His eyes meet mine I struggle How do I procede? He repeats the question... "Who am I?" My thoughts betray me You are my love My desire I think of your name alone NO There is more I feel the strength in your words I see the fire of desire in your eyes. I want No I must...I need to please you. WHO ARE YOU?!?! I shout out in my mind You encompass me You know me You play me like a skilled musician You are ever present in my mind I belong to you alone YES I finally understand I feel the word as it escapes my lips... "Master" "You are my Master" His pleasure abounding My breath increasing "I am yours Master... I am yours".

Celebration
Jul 20 - 31 December Celebration of the Norse New Year; a festival of 12 nights. This is the most important of all the Norse holidays. On the night of December 20, the god Freyr rides over the earth on the back of his shining boar, bringing Light and Love back into the World. Jul signifies the beginning and end of all things; the darkest time (shortest hour of daylight) during the year and the brightest hope re-entering the world. During this festival, the Wild Hunt is at its greatest fervor, and the dead are said to range the Earth in its retinue. The god Odin is the leader of this Wild Ride; charging across the sky on his eight-legged horse, Sleipnir; a very awe-inspiring vision. In ancient times, Germanic and Norse children would leave their boots out by the hearth on Solstice Eve, filled with hay and sugar, for Sleipnir's journey. In return, Odin would leave them a gift for their kindness. Thurseblot (Full Moon of January) Minor feast honoring Thor, the protector

Poems
All my life I have been searching for my dream. A dream of hope, love, and Friendship. But as faith would have it. Mistakes would always reign supreme. But what I saw in you was like a gleam. A gleam that came from your pretty brown eyes. They say that beauty is only skin deep. But you have that inside and out. And I figure out. That you also pack the heat. The heat that make me want to take a seat. And try to breath. Because of that gleam from your pretty brown eyes. Know one wants to be alone. I know that for sure. But what I've seen between me and you. Is like a flowers bloom. Or a full moons beam while we walk on the scene. But like a full moons beam it seems to be of that gleam from your pretty brown eyes. When I look into those pretty brown eyes I see a girl who is to beautiful for anyones eyes to see. Because know one can be perfect as thee. Not even me. And as far as I know it your love is something that can only be deserved by god. I bow to you my goddess my queen. For that be

Spring Is In The Air
Just around the corner is a time of flowers blooming, kids mucking in the mud, and a dreaded 4 letter word called..L.O.V.E. (ughhhh!!!)....I for one am happy because, I am so fucking tired of the snow and cold weather.....One of the bright moments for some people during this time of year means a time for LOVE........Is it in the air? Will it happen this time around? No one knows for sure...we all hope for it...I know I certainly do....but at the rate I'm going, it's not looking that good......Spring is also a time for change for myself, time to become more active, and get my ass off this chair every night.....So am I happy that Spring is comming?....sure I am..maybe just not for the same reasons as every one else...regardless it's a time for new beginnings. With the upcoming weekend, I would like to wish each and everyone of you a Happy Easter. Take care YourSweetCanuck....aka Fred

Look What I've Gona And Done
ok, well my tongue piercing is a week old tomorrow, but Yesterday I woke up and the ball on the underside of my tongue was almost totally inbeded. I was not impressed. I had kinda had an inkling that the bar was too small. So, I went to my local Tattoo and Piercing place, as it was originally done on a recomendation of a family member in a place over an hour away from me. They were so nice in there, and understanding. I was so worried they would think I was an idiot. He was really great and changed the bar for me. It did cost me a furthur £15, but at least I didn't have to take it out completly. He reassured me that it was healing well, before slagging off the original piercer, saying that he was obviously not professional, as not only was the bar too small, but the balls were too small also. He was such a darling and I will in future have any work done there. No questions asked!.... Well This morning I finally went and done it! It was not as bad as I expected (or was led

R.i.p Jay Cajimat
Someone I knew just passed away from a shooting in Iraq on April 03rd. Jay Cajimat is only 20 when he died. In high school he dreamt about being in the Army and before he graduated he signed up for the Army. And now he has died with honor and a hero. REST IN PEACE JAY CAJIMAT! You will be missed truly.

Sºulz *new* Happy Hour Gift Giveaways
=============================== ALL FOLDERS WITH ENTRIES WILL NOW BE OPEN 24/7..WHEN YOUR DONE WITH YOUR COMMENTS AMOUNT, YOUR GIFT WILL BE BOUGHT DURING A HAPPY HOUR. I'VE NOTICED NOT MANY HAPPY HOURS ARE BEING BOUGHT NOW, SO HENCE WHY THIS RULE CHANGE FOR THIS. YOU MUST REACH THE SET AMOUNT FOR THE GIFT YOU'VE BEEN ENTERED FOR. IF YOU WANT TO ENTER IN ANOTHER GIFT CATAGORY AFTER YOU'VE FINISHED ONE, YOU MAY DO SO BY PRIVATE MESS. ME AND LETTING ME KNOW WHICH ONE. THERE WILL BE NO DOWN RATING, BAD MOUTHING OR ANY KINDA DRAMA OF ANY SORT WHAT SO EVER. YOU DO IT, YOU GET TAKEN OUT. PLAIN AND SIMPLE. !!!!!!!!!!!THIS IS NOT A COMPETION - EVERYONE WHO ENTERS WILL BE GIVIN THEIR GIFTS!!!!!!!!!!! =============================== =============================== =============================== =============================== SºuLz -nWo-@ CherryTAP

My Random Stuff
1.) It's snowing in April 2.) Guys in my school fucking suck. They think they can tell me I'm having sex with people (who I'm not fucking, mind you) and then try to tell me who I hang out with...what the fuck. 3.) I really like this kid who's younger then me...which is a first..and he lives in Arizona. 4.) He owns a dude ranch though that's basically known nation wide...he likes me...so it can't be that bad right? 5.) My mom wants me to be a vet. tech. 6.) My dad wants me in the Air Force because I've been flying for several years now. 7.) I have a horse show that I'm not near ready for 8.) I have a math test tomorrow...I don't even know what it's on. 9.) My mom is making me diet...apparently 105 lbs is to heavy for me..she wants me under 100 10.) My back is fucked up from riding at the ranch 11.) I'm having a writers block so I can't write any poetry. 12.) 3 guys asked me to Prom today...TODAY...and they're all my friends so it's a lose lose situation. 13.) My ankel hurts,

New Pictures Posted....take A Look I Dont Bite..
I have some new pictures..take a look if you would like...I dont bite I promise...unless you ask me to...jk...have a wonderful week to all the cherry tap family...:)

Why Is It Hard To Find An Good Girlfriend?
why cant i find an good ol girl that will be faithful and understanding? she dont have to be anything near being perfect. i dont want an perfect chick.i just want an decent relationship that has the possiblity of turning into an long-term relationship. is there an chick out there that is looking for the type of guy i am?im donw to earth and very understanding, plus romantic.i have amn few downfalls that hurt my relationships, but who dont.if any single females want to know more bout me add me toy your yahoo or talk to me on here. my yahoo addy is darklordraveanwolf@yahoo.com i seek that girl that can be my friend and my lover at the same time. the one that you can take home to met the parents and hang out with the boys. but she has top have an lady like way to her also. i want someone that is honest,caring,funny,smart and down to earth is that to much to ask for? looks dont really matter to me. looks fade but true beauty last forever. why does love hurt so bad?i think love hurts so bad

Who Likes Country Music ?
Breezes gentle and ever so soft Carry the days problems aloft Dispersing them way up high in the thin air they wither and die What is left falls to the earth Is trampled under and finds it worth As fertile soil to help peace renew sweet roses come forth dripping with dew the world finds peace and balance again Letting this moment carry us free of pain Knowing that the divine for us has a plan Feeling it in the hearts of every woman and man ours is to live and do both no harm and what’s right And let the selfish side fade in this moments loving light By R. Thomas Dinsmore I wanted to write something peaceful ... I guess I should not try to force it LOL I wrote this song today ... as all things like poetry and good story telling they come out of our experiances and feelings about what happend .. I wrote it yes but I am not feeling that pain right now and every time I write about it it becomes far less... Any way I hope it does not bum anyone out ! LOL I’ve had

Close To Me
want u be more close to me how the love come without feel you how the love come and you so far how the love come without see you how the love come without touch you how the love come without kissing you how the love come without u say " I LOVE YOU " COMMENT: ( I LOVE ALL OF YOU ) i like to be a friend for all people around the world , may u not like me as all but that not mean i am bad it is mean we missed somthing btween so , let us know bye the way u accept me to u be ur favorite friend ( sorry my english is biggner as my blog , i will be beter with your friendship so plz accept me cuz i will accept u with all ur ways thinking )

Love And Romance
Well hello all. I just wanted to update my blog. Things are pretty good in my life. Me and the special someone in my life talk quite a bit...I really care soooooooooo much about him...... I think about him all the time. He puts the biggest smile on my face, and I know that I am the reason for the smile on his face.......I can't wait til we get to spend some time together, now that will be awesome....I can't wait.Well just letting everyone know that all is well.....Talk to you all soon I have had soooooooooo much shit happen to me in the past 4 months! I just keep wondering, when will it stop, when???? I keep asking myself. I recently thought I had found the best guy in the world, well I still think he is, but we can't be together. It just really pisses me off. I keep wondering, when is it my turn to be happy. I sometimes think that I dont get that chance. I know that it really isnt like that, but it sure as hell feels that way. I want the chance to make him happy to. He deserves to b

April 19th 2007
Instead of writing about my day as I usually do when I am not writing Poems. I thought I'd just write straight about how I feel about things in general. I'll try not to get too emo on everything. I've had my fair share of downsliding on friendship, actually just relationships in general. Be it platonic or not. I've attempted to have friends on a platonic level. They have resulted in too much as usual. They usual get so intense they turn into something i don't want. Or they start off good and work backwards. I'm still hoping for the best no matter what. I take advice from a good friend of mine. She tells me that I am cool. The reasoning is that no matter how fucked up people treat me, ignore me, act like they are busy when they are on here 24/7... I still matter to stay the type of person I am. Which makes me happy... i don't see myself as the type of person who changes much. The only extreme change that happened in me was from my first real sexual relationship.

Fantasy Dame
-YOU WERE A FANTASY, I WASN'T SUPPOSE TO MEET YOU -CHANCES OF THAT WERE SO UNLIKELY -AND IF WE DID MEET, YOU WEREN'T SUPPOSE TO LIKE ME -BUT LOOK I'M TRAPPED NOW -AND IT JUST SO HAPPENED -GOD PUT ME IN THE SPOT WHERE THAT WOULD JUST SO HAPPEN -SEE SHE HAD A MAN AND I HAD A GIRL -I BROKE UP WITH MINE AND AROUND THE SAME TIME -WE WERE HANGIN' OUT, SHE NEVER LAID A HAND ON ME -BUT I COULD TELL BY THE WAY SHE GLANCED AT ME -HER LOOK SAID "BABY BOY SOMETHING HAMPERS ME" -"IT WOULD GO DOWN BUT I'VE GOT MY MAN WITH ME" -LORD HOW CAN IT BE -YOU KNOW I'VE NEVER BEEN A DUDE TO BREAK UP A HAPPY FAMILY -AND THESE TWO LOOKED SO HAPPY ON THE OUTSIDE -THEY COULD HAVE ONLY BEEN HAPPY ON THE OUTSIDE -SEE WE EVENTUALLY STARTED CREAPING -BUT FOR ME ITS JUST SEX -FOR HER IT'S CHEATIN' -IT WENT DOWN ONE TIME, TWO TIMES, ONCE MORE -TALKIN' REAL PASSIONATE EVERTIME IT JUMPED OFF -I'M IN DEEP NOW SHE'S MORE THAN A JUMP OFF -BOTH CATCHING FEELINGS, BOTH STARTING TO WANT MORE -BUT GUESS W

Definitions Related To Bondage
Bondage - A group of techniques for rendering a submissive physically helpless. Breast bondage - Tying the female breasts with cord, string. rope, rubber bands, or scarves; may include nipple bondage or clamping. Immobilization - Any form of bondage where the physical movement is prevented to some degree, or totally. Kinbaku - A form of Japanese rope bondage. Painful bondage - Specialist form of severe bondage which is carried out not just for restraint but to inflict pain by fastening the body into positions that place strain on the muscles. Shibari - Japanese rope bondage. Often elaborate and decorative.

Definitions Related To Collars And Leashes
Collar - Worn to denote submissiveness or slavery to a particular Master/Mistress. A collared submissive is viewed as the property of that Dominant and any interaction with the submissive must be approved by the Dominant who owns the collar. A collar given solely for a purpose of play is used to assist the submissive in achieving the headspace necessary for an SM session. Collared - To have accepted a collar from a dominant. This presumes a certain degree of continued submission the degree of which is up to the individuals involved and may range from highly dedicated to extremely casual. Collaring - The ceremony or ritual by which a submissive becomes bound to his or her Master/Mistress. Collaring represents a serious commitment between the players and is not a part of casual play. Collar and Lead - Some like purpose-made ones in rubber, leather or steel; some like ones made for large dogs but in all cases make sure they are an adequate size so they don't need to be pu

Amber Alert Back Home...
ATTENTION: There is an Amber Alert in your area. Please CLICK HERE to find out more information. Missing From: Dover, NC Missing Date: 4/26/2007 12:00 AM Contact: Craven County Sheriff's Office 256-636-6620 Circumstances: The child is a Hispanic female. She was taken after homicide of biological mother by the suspect. Missing ChildName: Junni Angel Rios Hair Color: Black Eye Color: Brown Age: 1YO Height: 2FT Weight: 30LBS Gender: Female SuspectName: Jorge Angel Hernandez Age: 22YO Gender: Male Vehicle Information Make: Chevrolet Model: Tahoe K1500 Color: Burgandy License State: NC License Text: VVY1522

Mihtna
OK I THIS YEAR I STARTED A TALENT AGENCY. MIH TALENT AGENCY. IT HAS BEEN SLOW GETTING OFF THE GROUND, BUT ITS A PASSION I HAVE. I WANT TO HELP GET PEOPLE JOBS IN THE ENTERTAIMENT INDUSTRY. MODELS, RAPPERS, SINGERS AND ACTORS (EVEN PORN). IF YOU HAVE A TALENT OR KNOW PEOPLE LOOKING FOR TALENT HIT ME UP.

Wow
The toughest thing in the world isn't beating someone with your superior mental or physical strength; the toughest thing in the world is being strong enough to be vulnerable. Take a risk and show your real self to someone who counts. and anyone who knows me....would look at this and know it`s probably one of the hardest things for me to do! But it`s my horoscope today so who knows maybe i`ll surprise myself.... Just wanted to say goodbye to all my friends and fam....thanks for all the love and support.....much love to you all!!

Just An Update
Well, for those of you who actually pay attention to my homepage you might notice a few changes, but there is one I wanted to discuss...:D I call it the incredibly shrinking friends list. Now I can honestly say that everyone on my friends list has something about them I like whether it be Oro.Iterum and Coribell who are my dearest friends EVER, down to a few other people I have added just because they post really cool pics, but I can say with 98% of them that I actually like at least something about them and they all get my stamp of approval, so check them out peoples...:D Now I can say it, love all of you guys, and I'm glad to be rid of the people who just waste your space on the friends list, so please meet each other and rejoice. Ok, I think I need sleep, I'm not making any sense to me, but I just wanted to say thank you for being cool with me. P.s. The 12 stones album "Potters Field" is pretty good, I suggest checking it out. P.s.s. My poor penguin from the picture

Thoughts
Sam had met someone, and it was getting serious. It started out as a friendship, as many relationships do. But gradually Sam's feelings for Kat, a beautiful, smart and confident woman, had turned romantic. Hang on — there’s a catch. Sam and Kat met in the virtual world Second Life. And although they shared all kinds of intimacies in Second Life, the real people have never laid eyes on each other. That didn’t seem to matter to Sam. He fell pretty hard for his avatar sweetie. They bonded intellectually, emotionally, and yes, thanks to Second Life animations, even physically. Here’s where it gets complicated. Unlike his avatar, which is female, in real life, Sam is a man. A married man. And the person behind the blonde, curvaceous Kat? Married. And, quite possibly, a man, too. (As you might imagine, some people interviewed for this story did not want to reveal their full names. Some gave us their avatar names, while others went with pseudonyms.) Sam knew from the outs

Good News
HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY - - - WOOHOO !!! MY FRIEND GOT THE HOUSE & will settle JUNE 1st, so sometime during the beginning of the month will get utilities turned on & make arrangements 2 move my stuff ....... this is just absolutely fantastic GOD IS GOOD and has answered one of my my important needs in getting a more steady place 2 stay ...... if my cash runs out b4 disabilty is approved i can still stay there without worry of bieng on the streets and catch up on my share of rent later on ..... HUGS CHUCK they simple adore cats so furrball also b safe & secure without going to a shelter My daughter FAITH is in missouri right now about to leave the ARMY. I got a bday card from her that was really kewl and she wrote in it SHE LOVES ME & will try to come visit me down here in carolina after she returns home to PA.Those words brought tears to my eyes when i opened it just now, Its really was a awesome feeling to know that im still loved. I miss her so much it b kinda magical if she decided

Pride My Favorite Sin
It was not the best of times ,,, It was not the worst of times ... It was a day among zombies ! LOL Torn feelings about this day in hell The best laid plans went none to well Nothing that happen went right at all Egos crashed against prides wall Driven fools rush to the grave Giving themselves to become the slave Of those who neither care or feel Drones continue on in the unreal Illusion that these task truly matter Fragile world they live in easy to shatter Chase the dollar to fund their schemes Smoke and mirrors among their screams For failure and their wasted time Lost all meaning it is a crime When do people open their eyes and see That life happens as it was meant to be By R. Thomas Dinsmore I stood on a pedestal made of pride looking down on all and tried to hide the contempt I felt for any who did dare to tell me this that I was as yet unaware the pedestal crumbled and I did fall I landed hard and then did recall that I had never done anything b

Constant Thoughts
I just found out that a really good friend of mine passed away two days ago. I used to work with him before. I knew there was something wrong.... but, I was hoping this wasn't it. You ever get that feeling like you know something is wrong, but you can't quite put your finger on it? Well.. that how I was all day. Today is a sad day for me... Why is it that one area of your life goes really good.. then another area gets flushed down the toilet? Why is it a constant juggle with life? One day.. I'll be able to understand that. Yesterday.. I was the happiest person in the world. And now, weell now I feel the weight on my chest pushing as hard in as it can. It's almost unbearable... I wish that I could straighten out life.. so that I have an equal balance. So that everyday can be manageable for me. You know what hurts the most? Is I haven't talked to him for awhile.. and now it's too late to say anything. It's true... when they say tell the one you love that you love them... before it's too

Error: You're Not Allowed To Do This.
this is to all my friends i have on here who leave me daily comments.i am sorry i am unable to return your comments due to no fault of my own. but i have been blocked from commenting-or replying to comments since friday 5-11-07 how long it will last i do not know. my messages to find out the problem has not been answered by bouncers-ct support-babyjesus or scrapper they will none of them return my pm. i get this error message when trying to leave you a comment or reply to the one you sent. just to let you know i still love you all and thanks for your understanding Suzy Error: you're not allowed to do this.

Was The Truth So Hard To Tell Me?
This is not what i normally write about. So please, if youve got something to say,,, say it in here. Dont bring it to my attention. Hard for me to talk about. Im surprised im even writing it… when i was younger i never knew my father. hes was takin from me when i was 3 weeks from my first birthday. at that time i didnt understand why when i was growing up, i had seen all these guys who werent my dad coming in and out of my mothers life. i suppose i should tell you what happened to my dad, huh. when i was jus barely a yr old, there was a major drug deal coming in to tonawanda. jus before the whole thing went down, the cops got wind of it. when the deal went through, alot of people got busted. Well by this time somebody was gonna pay. The people that this drug shipment was for were pissed… They had an idea of who the snitch was,,, but they weren't sure… so these supposed friends of my dad went up to my mother and brought it to her attention… they automatically assumed that my

My Friends
What I've Learned About Friendship I've learned that there are many good friends around, but true best friends are hard to come by. I've learned that sometimes you love a best friend more than a boyfriend. I've learned that a best friend is more important than a boyfriend. I've learned that you can do something or nothing with a best friend and still have the best time. I've learned that a true friendship has many memories, both good and bad, but all important. I've learned that sometimes the most used part of a best friend is the shoulder you cry on, and the shoulder you are willing to lend. I've learned that when a best friend is happy, you find yourself happy too, even when it has nothing to do with you. I've learned that a best friend's family soon feels like your own. I've learned that the only one who truly understands is a true friend. I've learned that nothing ever sounds stupid, funny, or unbelievable to a best friend, and you never feel stupid saying w

Stuff That Makes Me Chuckle...
OK, I'm sure this is bound to offend the sensibilities of at least one of two people on my friends list but I just gotta get this off my chest. So, on Saturday, looking for something different to do, I took my son to the Renaissance Fair, officially known here as the "Renaissance Pleasure Faire" Let me start off by saying: "What a collection of freaks and dorks this show was!!!" I went, once, years ago when I was a kid...and now I remember why I haven't gone back. Don't get me wrong, it was fun to watch Kyle practice fencing in the "swordfight training yard," shooting "cannonballs" (tennis balls) at some idiot in a jester costume, watching Kyle eat the biggest fucking cookie I've ever seen, etc. And, I didn't mind checking out all the cleavage from the lovely maidens. I did recognize several people from the local bdsm-themed clubs, etc. I've noticed that Ren Faire tends to be a magnet for that crowd. But it was hot, dusty, expensive and, well, stupid. I would have felt

Well........my Band Adonaii Has A Show
We had 228 show up it was sweet..........as all. We will have many more. No doubt I will post clips of the show up so check it out. We gots a show tomorrow at 7:30pm.............Which is at the Werehouse in Winston Salem North Carolina, for $5 at the door. We will be opening for the BFG's , Andy and The Jivers, and Asian Cafe

Essay Contest
So everyone, I am thinking of doing something a little bit different. We all know there are "hot" people on here. However, I get bored of that. What I'm looking for is someone who can wow me with their mind, because that's the hottest part of them all! I am going to be giving away some sweet gifts to those who write the best essay talking about life or cherry tap or why they should win a gift. I want creativity, originality, and wit in it. I will choose the top 5 and give each a special gift. However, everyone who takes the time to write one will get some sort of prize. So get crackin ya'll!!!

Fucked
Answer with HonEst Truth. *Would YOu?* Bend Me Over. Hit on me In a Bar. Take Me home With You. FuCk me Royally. Have a One Night Stand. Wanna See Me Again. Come Vistit Me. Take Me On a DaTe. Let me Give You dome. Eat me OUt. take A shower With Me In My Two person StandUp sHower*It has A counTer/seat In It*. Send Me naked Pictures Of You. See naked Pictures Of me. Have sex With me. Be Passionate. Send me Flowers. *Hibiskis are My favorIte* Hold me In publiC. Talk dirtY to Me. Laugh with Me. Fuck Under The Stars. If I missed Somethin You woudl do With me Just tell Me. If Your a Chick Would U let me Fuck U with a Strap on. make out with me. Be Honest. Chicks and Dicks

Die
Ok before you read this one, let me assure you I have no desire to die. I do NOT feel this way. I just felt like trying something different from my normal writing. Sometimes words are just that, WORDS! Title: Die By:Me Fix me, I'm broken It's these words left unspoken It's nothing more than a word It's something that's not absurd It's things left unsaid It's things that make me feel dead Feelings out on the table Life is not unlike a fable Some things never last And some things remind me of the past Sometimes life moves too fast And sometimes it's these stones I cast It's as if the weight of the world is on my back As if I fade to grey and everything turns black It's as if I'm listening to a dream But all I hear is my silent scream Save me if you can Save me if you have a plan I'm in a place with no doors I'm in a house with no rooms I'm in a place with no floors Something had better change soon I'm in a world of steel and concrete I'm in a world where

I Just Wanted Some Advice About Something
Now he's fighting for his life; & I can't be there for him; he's my Best Friend, but I don't have a way up there to the Hospital!! Some of his immediate family they don't really like me or want me around & would cause a scene so I know when to stay away the pain that I feel hurts more over the fact that I can't be there for him. I can't wait to leave next yr. to go to Oklahoma, & be gone from here where there's nothing but hate, hurt, animocity, backstabbing, being deceitful, schemeing their next move to make me look like I'm the bad person. I or should I say we me & my 2 kids we don't need all of this drama in our lives, my whole life has been about drama & I'm sick of drama everyone that I've known for a long time they can all gather up together & have one another because I'm sick of it all!! My kids deserve better than what they've gotten here in MI. & I aim to make sure of that. This isn't meant for anyone here; like I said this is for all of the people that I've known for yrs

Carrier
CARRIER CARRYING THE BEAUTY OF THE WORLD YOU PARADE THROUGH THIS GARDEN BENEATH YOUR SHIRT BEHIND YOUR NAVEL THE MYSTERIES I CANNOT FATHOM LIKE A REMBRANDT I CAN ONLY ADMIRE APPRECIATE LIKE A FLOWER ENCOURAGE TO BLOOM FERTILIZE YOU CARRY THE BEAUTY OF THE WORLD LIKE A HANDBAG AS IF YOU WER MEANT TO BUT THEN YOU ALWAYS CARRIED BEAUTY WELL REFUSED TO ACKNOWLEDGE IT BUT WORE IT OVER THE SHOULDER A SHAWL STILL WRAPPED AROUND YOU WHO IS THE GARDENER HERE OUT OF MY YARD YOU SHAME ME WITH YOUR PARCELS AND PACKAGES I LISTEN TO THE SEASONS THE GROWTH OF THINGS THIS IS MY JOB WHERE ARE YOU FROM TO BEAR THIS BURDEN SO LIGHTLY EASILY BETTER THAN I WHO ARE YOU THAT I SHOULD ADMIRE YOU BE HUMBLED BY YOU WEIGHT, BEARING, BEAUTY OUT OF THIS GARDEN EMBARASSING A FINE STATUE FOR A FOUNTAIN BUT NOTHING MORE I LISTEN TO THE SEASONS THIS IS MY FIELD MY GARDEN I COLLECT THE

Phone Calls
Quarter to seven this morning.... ring ring, ring ring, ring ring.... right next to my ear. Oh its my home number, so it must be important! So I get out of bed reach for the phone and it stops. Grrrrrrrrr. I press 1471 to see whos number it is, and I do not recognise it. As it is early in the morning I presume it must be my mother as she gets up early for work.... so I call the number back... Me: Hello, you have just rang my number? Lady: Oh yes, is that Andrew's mum? Me: No Lady: Are you sure? Me: Um, yes I think I am sure Lady: Oh, I was just ringing to tell you that Matthew will not be at school today and that they will be going to Jack's.... Me: It is 6.45 AM you have woken up my entire house, I know neither of a Matthew or an Andrew and I think you have the wrong number Lady: Oh, no I haven't this is definately the right number Me: No.... It isn't Lady: Well, if you listened to the answer machine message I left you wouldn't have been woken up

Rip Cliff Burton
"FOR WHOM THE BELL TOLLS" "FADE TO BLACK"-my favorite METALLICA SONG R.I.P.-CLIFF BURTON Life it seems, will fade away Drifting further everyday Getting lost within myself Nothing matters, no one else I have lost the will to live Simply nothing more to give There is nothing more for me Need the end to set me free Things not what they use to be Missing one inside of me Deathly lost, this can't be real Cannot stand this hell I feel Emptiness is filling me To the point of agony Growing darkness, taking dawn I was me but now he's gone No one but me can save myself but it's too late Now I can't think, think why I should even try Yesterday seems as though it never existed Death greets me warm, now I will just say GOODBYE

Proud Pop.
Well I get to see my little girl Amber graduate tonight,I am so proud,she has been through a lot of bad stuff the last few years,thought I would share this,because it means so much to me. I love all my ct friends have a safe and blessed weekend.

Dirty 30 From Cookiesandmilf
1. When was the last time you shaved your legs? n/a, im a guy, i dont shave my legs, but if it was the least bit "acceptable" i might, lol 2. What were you doing this morning at 8 am? sleeping, lol 3. What were you doing 15 minutes ago? online and watching tv 4.What are you wearing? shorts, boxers, t-shirt 5. Are you mad at anyone right now? no 6. Last person to say they loved you? um parents 7. Last time you kissed someone? hmm...two weekends ago 8. Do you know the words to the song on your MySpace profile? dont have one 9. Last thing received in the mail? umm, i think a credit card offer 11. Have you ever had sex in a public place? um, besides inside a car in a park, no, lol 12. Have you ever been searched by the cops? no 13. How long is your hair? ha, i have no hair 14. How many different drinks have you had today? different kinds, um, 3 15. What have you eaten today? mt. dew, choc. milk, tacos, and nachos 16. Are you any goo

Baby Kaleb
EVERYONE IS ASKING HOW TO HELP SO HERES SOME INFO.. NO I AM NOT RELATED TO THIS POOR BABY BUT HE HAS TOUCHED MY HEART AS HE HAS TOUCHED MILLIONS. KEEP THE PRAYERS STRONG I WILL POST UPDATES AS I GET THEM FROM HIS MOM. U CAN ADD HER MYSPACE, BUT PLEASE BE PATIENT SHE HAS OVER 3000 PAGES OF PEOPLE TO ADD.. This is a real life tragedy about a family whose baby, at only 5 months old, was shaken and is in the hospital fighting for his life. Kaleb, the only son of Kristy and Josh has been in the ICU since May 9th. Please view the following link that questions the legitimacy of stories circulating on the internet. http://www.snopes.com/inboxer/medical/kalebschwade.asp Kaleb experienced Shaken Baby Syndrome by the hand of a babysitter. (For a more detailed version of their story, please read "Kristy's Story" in the blog section.) For updates on Kaleb click here to subscribe to Kristys blog. This page is set up to help Kaleb and his family. Kristy and Josh spend mostly all of their

Bored And Bored
Today just like any other day, I woke up and did the same thing i do everyday... -Yawned -Streched -Checked my WoW make sure it was still there and ok -then checked my email. Now this is where things get alil diff... A thought passes my head, "damn Rik you should be doing more with your life" yes i should be doing more with my life but what should i do. My schedule is filled with Music (da Clef Ent./Cash Squad Ent.) and Work (hotel-which shall remain nameless) School i said // Make a movie i said // Write a book i said... What shall i DO?

This Is Me.................
First off, let me say thank you for taking the time to read this. Here's a little about me..... I have a really big heart that gets me into trouble a lot. I find myself trying to please everyone else and make everyone else happy while sacraficing my own happiness. I am currently working on changing that. My kids still come first, ALWAYS, but now it's mom's turn to share in the "wealth" of being happy! I don't have a low self-esteem or anything like that, but I do tend to bend over backwards to help others. Majority of the time I can tell when someone is just trying to take advantage of me and I do have it in me to tell them to fuck off! Ask my son's dad, it took me 5 years to finally do it to him, and I did, and now I am raising my 2 kids on my own, no child support...... nothing. And, I am not bitter about it because being a parent means making smart choices that are going to better your family and that's what I am doing. Don't get me wrong, a couple of extra bucks a month w

Hi! I Am Stupid
I hurt... I am a real person. Not someone to be toyed with... so if you just want me to adore you to have another woman pining over you then forget it. You are not real and you never were. I can't help it, it is just too confusing. I am just a big idiot and need to stop thinking so much... Why do I still love someone like him? Why can't i get over it? Why was it so easy for him to leave? How can I ever get this feeling to leave me?

Endless Love
Let's Fly To The Heaven's, Soar Through The Clouds, Together Forever Until Our Time Runs Out, Hearts And Souls That Run About. We'll Run Together Until The End Of Time, Through The Heartaches And The Pain. The Fear Of Being In Love,And Drowning In The Rain, In The End We Will Rise Above It All, So My Prince,Just Remember This, When You Feel As If You Are Alone, My Heart Will Always Be Your Home, Through I Kno You Can't Love Me, The Way I Wish You Could, It Doesn't Matter A Bit,As Long As You're With Me, So Hold Me Close,Let Me Breathe You In, I'm In Too Deep,Consumed By Your Words, I'm Fallin Deeper And Deeper Into Your World, I'm Losing Myself,Or Couldn't You Tell, I Can't Seem To Escape This Spell, My Mind Is A Mist,My Vision Blurred, The Only Clear Thing Is You In My World, Make Me Feel Like I'm Beautiful In Your Eyes, Make Me Laugh When I Want To Cry, You Gave Me Confidence When I Had None Before, You Took My Hand And Lifted Me Off The Floor, You Made Me Lo

Bf App
BOYFRIEND APPLICATION Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: ?QUESTIONS? 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. What is some of your favorite bands/artist? 3. Do you Smoke/Drink? 4. Would you cuddle with me? 5. Favorite body part on a girl? 6. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 7. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, slut)? 8. Would you give me kisses just because? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10.would you let me sleep in your bed if i didn't have one? 11.come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF... I cried: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: We got in a fight: I got dumped: I pissed you off: WHAT DO YOU THINK OF MY... Personality: Eyes: Face: Hair: Clothes: Voice: Humor: Choice of music: Manners: Friends: Decisions:

Masonic Magazine
www.twtmag.com Issue #19 - July 2007 This Issue: Thomas Webb Paine- Founding Father of Modern Day York Rite Masonry 1- Masonry in the News 2- Old Tyler Talks 3- Masons standing tall and fighting back 4- Ask a 33Â° Mason w/ Bill 5- Thomas Webb Paine (intro & articles) 7- Astronomy 8- GL of TX STB- Masonic Virtues 9- Masonic Moments 10- Anti Masons 11- Publications-The Lodgeroom International

In Search Of Something Significant
You are The Devil Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition. Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because

Respect Between Master And Submissive
Respect means no interruption. Respect means no confrontation. Respect means no accusastion. Respect means no "mocking," Especially, no mocking of elders. Respect means no lies between us. Respect means no betrayal of confidence. Respect means no "ripping off." Respect means no hording. Respect means no "Lording it over" someone. Respect means no ordering around. Respect means no yelling in anger. Respect means no bad language. Respect means no name calling. Respect means controlling yourself. Respect is not a commodity. Respect is a way of being. Respect is in our chest not in our hand. Respect is for all of life. Respect is for every species in the world, including all races. Respect is for all our relations. Respect is focusing on and dealing in "issues" and not "personalisms." Respect is focusing on "what" is right rather than "who" is right. Respect means owning our own negativity and not being a "Blame Shifter.

Come To Meet
When Our Bodies Come To Meet When I see you I can Feel you In my soul - my heart takes flight. I can hardly wait to taste you In the darkness of the night. I feel your breath so hot and sweet Circling in my soul. When our bodies come to meet It's then that I feel whole.

Busty Lisa Sparxxx
BOOBLE GIRL OF THE YEAR PLEASE PLACE YOUR VOTE HERE!! Please vote for me for booble girl of the year!!!! When you vote there is an official link that has free nude pics!!! Please everyone.. keep me in the lead.. I apologize for all the annoying bulletins.. I really want to win this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! With that said the first person to send me an email at 11,000 votes gets a free three (3) month membership to my site MY OFFICIAL WEBSITE The first person to send me an email at lisa@lisasparxxx.com wins. PLEASE VOTE FOR ME HERE!!!!!!! BOOBLE GIRL!! I appreciate all your support and help.. vote as much as you can .. VOTING ENDS July 31st at 11:59pm.. VOTE DAILY!!

Funny Stuff {or Maybe Not?}
The Smiths were unable to conceive children and decided to use a surrogate father to start their family. On the day the proxy father was to arrive, Mr. Smith kissed his wife goodbye and said, "Well, I'm off now. The man should be here soon." Half an hour later, just by chance, a door-to-door baby photographer happened to ring the doorbell, hoping to make a sale. "Good morning, Ma'am", he said, "I've come to..." "Oh, no need to explain," Mrs. Smith cut in, embarrassed, "I've been expecting you." "Have you really?" said the photographer. "Well, that's good. Did you know babies are my specialty?" "Well that's what my husband and I had hoped. Please come in and have a seat". After a moment she asked, blushing, "Well, where do we start?" "Leave everything to me. I usually try two in the bathtub, one on the couch, and perhaps a couple on the bed. And sometimes the living room floor is fun. You can really spread out there." "Bathtub, living room floor? No wonder it

I'm Tired
THE FINAL INSPECTION The Marine stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, Marine, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, and at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here. They neve

You Know Your A Californian When......
You know you're from Southern California when... 1) Your monthly house payments exceed your annual income. 2) You drive next to a Rolls Royce and don't notice. 3) You don't know anyone's phone number unless you check your cell phone. 4) You speak Spanish, but you're not Mexican. 5) You begin to "lie" to your friends about how close you are when you know damn well that it'll take you at least an hour to get there (see below). 6) Getting anywhere from point A to point B, no matter what the distance, takes about "twenty minutes" 7) You drive to your neighborhood block party. 8) In the "winter", you can go to the beach and ski at Big Bear on the same day or mow your lawn in your shorts on New Years Day, and maybe sunburn. 9) You eat a different ethnic food for every meal. 10) If your destination is more than 5 minutes away on foot, you're definitely driving. 11) Calling your neighbors requires knowing their area code. 12) You know what "In-'N

It Hurts
it hurts my head hurts when i think of you....its like a drug that never ends.....just when i think its gone i see you again....the pain inside just keeps going...its like you just dont care about anyone.....who can you sit there and say that you do....when you give nothing but mixed feels and emotions to....you say that you want me to stay...you say that you will never let me be.....all i see is nothing that you've said to me.....you say your not ready....you say that your not over her....you say those 3 words to me....like they dont mean anything....so if you didnt want to be with me....you shouldnt of started....you played with my heart....you may have me fucked up and confused....so this is what i have to say to you....im not or bitch to be doing this to....so i have no choice be to retaliate on you....

Respect & Commenting
To my Family and Friends, This morning I was having a discussion with Harley about the way some of our friends comment to us and the way it shows lack of respect to HE and I. Well I pointed out to Harley the way some of his friends comment to him,and He pointed out the way my friends comment to me and I have to agree I guess I have been a bit blind to some also. I am asking that any comments made to me be made with respect for Harley in mind also. This is my soulmate and the love of my life. Please, omit the word LOVE in that context if you have signed that way before, Love and Luv have a 2 very different meanings. Luv is a friendship thing, LOVE is more intimate. This may seem petty to a lot of you but to me and Harley it means a lot. I can't ask Harley to watch the way things are posted to him and commented and then be guilty of the same thing. If I have done it in the past it will stop today. If I continue to get comments like that then I will have to delete the f

I Once
i once was a man with a heart and soul once had feeling weather good or bad i once knew a man that could do anything he disereed have wahtever he want take what he pleased he once had the confendence to talk to any woman or make friends with any person he saw and felt and he could wonder around as he chose to be free and be himself i once knew that man but now he is no longer to be found wish i could find him he had so much courage and fight in him he was a great man and a great friend where did he go maybe i'll never find him maybe he is dead and killed by all the torment in his life he was never a player but he could do it if he wished but he never would he was the one always getting played and taken advantage of now where is that man i now look in the mirror and see nothing but hate and despire and lonelyness and a shallow glimps of a soul that is barely hanging on i look in the mirror and hate what i see used to see the kindess eyes looking back now there full of hate for himself a

Blahhhh
Have you ever had those days where everything you do or say just doesn't matter? I mean, you just feel like Blahhh!!! fuck it. You could care less if you do your job right, or you say the right thing....Well today is one of those days for me....I was at work, and i couldn't give a fuck if i made the dish correctly or not, basically i just didn't want to be there....but because I'm picky when i cook, I stuck around anyhow. And now sitting here at 9:45pm, I just don't know if I'm happy, sad, tired, depressed, or what. I just feel Blahhh...even my timmies isn't bringing me any joy (and that's unusual). Anyways I guess I just felt like rambling on here...not really sure if any of this makes sense to you or not, but it does for me.

Friends
Kevin, my son of 14 years, was just being himself, a Autistic boy, who just wanted to go to school. Tried to be a big boy, and go himself... Was struck by two SUV's, crossing the road. And passed away at 12:05pm that day. He'll always be in my heart and in my thoughts... God Bless him, cause I miss him so... I love you and miss you Kevin, my son... Daddy Well its been almost a month, here... I've made allot of new friends!! Sending me love, telling me "Have a Great Weekend" I am... Friends are easier to find now that the internet is here... 20 years ago.. It was singles bars, and parties. Feeling out of place, and trust me.. I'm shy... And have been rejected allot... But it seems thats not the case here... Because, you can show a side of you, that you can't sow in a singles bar, or a friends party, well you can... But getting cought is a whole another story...LOL But I've chatted to women here on fubar, that if they met me, in a place like that, they wouldn't give me the ti

Why Do I Care?
Why should I care? When my shift ended on Friday night (11:30pm) I sat a talked to a friend instead of going home. She asked me what was wrong and made a statement about how I must really not want to go home tonight, yea was my answer. I left here about 1am, and just drove some back county roads till about 3am before heading home. What has been on my mind is another person I shot some e-mails to. She lives about 2000 miles away, has kids, widowed. Its pretty obvious she has several on-line admires and the chance of my ever meeting her in the foreseeable future is limited to some alternate universe. So why should I care, why should I let anything read concern me? I don’t know her, nor she me. Why should she? She has her own problems to deal with, kids, dealing with a disability, and just the immediate sphere closest to her just like the rest of us. Who am I to even warrant a thought on her part? Other than being parents what commonalities do we share? Why do I care?

Witness Protection Program's Thoughts
Sterling's Silver Alexander 8-18-2003 - 8-28-2007 A.K.A. Alex, Pup Pup, Zander, Alexander Graham Dog, Zander Drax and Doof Today at 5:12pm CDT my best friend was put to sleep. He has been with me thru sooo very much. I picked him out before he was even old enough to leave his mama and eagrly awaited the day he would be placed on a plane and flown across a majority of the US to my home in San Diego. The day finally arrived and it was off to the airport. When the crate came out, it contained one TERRIFIED dirty puppy. After he was literally pulled out of his crate, towled off the best he could be, we started for home. As the first picture shows, he was all paws and no brain (so i thought). I took 6 months off work to raise him up the way i thought it should be done. Alex proved to be an apt student. He went with me EVERYWHERE. He NEVER had an accident in the house, learned all the basic commands as well as many advanced ones and was always a shoulder to lean on when i ne

Please?
Please take a minute to Fan/Add/Rate my friend. They are just getting used to FUBAR after being away a short bit. The love will be returned. Thanks, Sonya xoxo Monkey Power aka "when I get excited I spank Myself"@ fubar

Simple Pleasurez Page
ENJOY!!! TAY I never asked to be born italian, I was just blessed by it. Because we can't all be Italian, just the lucky ones are blessed with the gift. "Being Italian, is not just your heritage. It's your way of being, your attitude, it's what makes you proud." THE REASONS ITALIANS ARE THE BEST: 1. Italians are the greatest lovers 2. Italians are the greatest kissers 3. Italians make the best wise guys 4. Nobody loves their mamma like an italian 5. Italians are without a doubt the best looking people 6. It took an italian like Columbus to discover America 7. No one cooks finer cuisine than the italians 8. The Pope lives in italy 9. Italians have the toughest godfathers 10. Pacino, Brando, Scorsese, Parlanti, De Maggio, Pavarotti, Carollo, Mannino, Mario C and Pesci, they're all Italian 11. No nationality is more "jocked" then italians 12. The reason for the fact above is the italians are the loudest and the most funniest people around 13. Italians have the only ch

Our Undying Search
well me and missie are still hunting for the bi lady to be apart of our lifes we want to share our selfs in and out of the bed room i am just writing to say i hope allmy friends will writend let me know how they are i love talking to you all

Well Lets See....
I can no longer say nobody reads my blogs... So first off .... A little love 2 my hometown, Port Angeles! Thank you! You know who u r. So my next questions 4 u all. Whats the deal on blasts, sponsors n promoters?? Is there a leval that u eventually max out n have 2 start over? How dose one become a Dj in a lounge here?? Just cuz I have no clue, n like 2 make sence of this place. Thanks 2 all who read. When I say I'm stoned. I am speaking of my computer. If you have high speed, you might have a different opinion. But on Dial up, it feels like my computer is a little sloooow.Almost like it's stoned. Or A little ( hic) buzzed. But on the upside, Its a nice paper weight. N stores a lot of pic's, music, files n games. If you found your self in a elevator... A couple enters making out. They start 2 go all the way. What would you do??? A) Leave on the next floor. B) Ask 2 join in? C Just ignore them till your original destination? D) Other....

Look In Front Of You
The following is so sad and unfortunately it's true. To any girls reading this, let it be an eye opener or a reminder, look at what's right in front of you! You could find what you've been looking for all along. -Anonymous This goes for men as well!!!! BEGIN: I'm sorry that I bought you roses to tell you that I like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not a jerk I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just screw you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk

Blog's
HOW CAN PEOPLE LEVEL UP WHEN WE HAVE TO PUT UP WITH THIS Error: you've reached the daily photo rating limit for your user level. Check out this video: funny Add to My Profile | More Videos Baby Died in Microwave Body: Just recently a women placed her 3 week old baby in a microwave and baked it,,and yes,,of course it died.Police say that the mother did it to get back at the baby's father.This baby died in a microwave because of its heartless mother,,she appears in court today,,if you think she should be severly punished for killing her child,,please put your name below and repost this as "Baby Died In The Microwave" if you dont repost this no ur not gonna have relationship problems, no ur not gonna die, but it will show everyone that you have absolutely NO HEART or SENSE!!!!! WE NEED 300 SINGTURES. 1.GARDENIA 2.Jessica Russell 3. Karie Braswell 4.whitney campbell 5.megan mcdaniel 6. Amanda Long 7. peggy andrews 8.Araine Scorsone 9. April Frank 10. Rober

Learning How To Have Fun..
"They're either married or gay. And if they're not gay, they've just broken up with the most wonderful woman in the world, or they've just broken up with a bitch who looks exactly like me. They're in transition from a monogamous relationship and they need more space. Or they're tired of space, but they just can't commit. Or they want to commit, but they're afraid to get close. They want to get close, you don't want to get near them." Oh wow. Another reflection of life. This was well thought out in the shower today. Honestly though, society is a bunch of whiners. Everyone complains because they don't have this or they don't have that, get over it you could be starving in a third world country. How about I give you your Ipod and we ship you off to Iraq? Or try living in Africa. Come on people. We over-react when we have relationship issues too, it's not the end of the world, honestly. I was thinking about it this morning, 2 years ago something happened to me that changed me

Quiz
5 years ago God decided to make you one of his own. Life is not fair when your murderer dies with you. Hopefully he went to hell where he belongs. You should still be here with me. Life would be a lot different. Mom would have a house right now and you'd be sitting with me watching this race right now, rooting for Jeff to win and of course I'd have to disagree with you. By now I would also have a license, but of course I don't because after you died I was too afraid for anything. Still am 5 years later. No words can truly describe how missed you are around here. I miss your laugh and your jokes. I miss everything about you...R.I.P. always and forever.

Racing Mind
this is what happens when i get bored and there is no one around for me to talk to my mind starts going and most of the time i make no sense sometimes something comes out that does i dont know what its going to be like this time. the tv is on and i should probably get up and turn it off but iam affaird to because if i do i risk waking the kid up. just like the light that is on i should turn it off but the moment i do someone will need to go to the restroom.i should go to bed but the moment i do i'll be wide awake and sit in the chair for who knows how long before i go to sleep. today was a very long day. i went to my moms and remembered why i dont really like that side of my family. they get on my nerves. is that wrong?called my girls grandmother. that was a bad idea. she gets on my nerves. we recently moved back home and she lives like 5 hours away and she is always giving me guilt trips because she dont get to see the girls all the time now plus there is alot of drama going on there

My Music
third eye blind song I covered and recorded...a little rough-i just learned it, so keep the comments gentle.. this is me on fiddle, my buddy Scott on guitar...just hit next to hear the other song..leave comments.. Here is some music me and my buddy did..i hope you like it..please comment too.. theres two songs..just hit ntext to hear the other one.. Its me on fiddle, my buddy on guitar..

My Blog
Hello Everyone! I've been writing on a blog for the past few years. Here's the link to it: http://saeca.livejournal.com bookmark, read, comment, spread the word thanks! Ant Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your Fubar that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits"The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". No one apparently reads bulletins anymore....so here ya go!!! If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL........ THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your fubar that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if y

The Need For Speed Pt 2
Need For Speed pt 2 For starters I have to revisit a blog I wrote in June 2006 titled "The Need For Speed". I wrote about getting to play my Favorite video game Need For Speed 3 in real time. I was riding to Cataldo,ID and discovered that the 4th course in the game was based partially on Fourth of July Pass. Yesterday I had the opportunity to ride what I believe was also a basis for the 4th course. Friday afternoon my brother Charlie rode over from Bremerton to visit and attend to family business, the circumstances surrounding his visit were not very pleasant but we all managed to make the most of it. As the evening came to an end my Mom suggested that in the morning we all go for a ride, this would be a first, we would accompany Charlie to Ellensburg where he would continue west and the rest of us would turn around and come back to the Tri-Cities, all of us were in agreement this was a good idea. Before I continue I feel I would be remiss in not describing the Eclectic group th

A Prayer
Lord, The world we live in is rough and there are innocent people that need looking after. I know your ears must be ringing from it all. Please I am on my hands and knees please dont forget my family and friends. They need you!! I wish i can help then all myself but its a task i cant do alone. Please look down upon them and listen to there hearts help them where i cant. Me

A Mother's Love
A mother's love is a beautiful thing, Like a beautiful summer morning after the rain, Like a warm apple pie on the kitchen table, Like the smell of Sand & Sable, Like the joys of nostalgic old times, Reminiscing of days gone by, Like hearing your favorite old song being played, Like that mother's day card you hand-made, Like the wonderful scent of your mother's perfume, Like family movie night in the living room, Like slow-churned home-made ice cream, A mother's love is a beautiful thing.

Life And Death
My brother It has been over a year since my bother had passed away, I remember this event with great detail. A few weeks before he had passed my mom called my telling me that my bother was in the hospital with a liver problem. About ever other day I would get a call on his status, this was like riding a rollercoaster… He went to possible recovery to No recovery… The Call The call came in at dinner time on a Sunday – My bothers condition has turned for the worst. This time I knew that there was no way he would pull out because my mom had bought ticket for me to fly out to California… As I scrambled to get packed and ready to leave I was sick to my stomach – My bother who I have only talked to a few time in the past 12 years was ill and I had no idea how ill he had been… I arrived to California on a Tuesday – I stepped into the hospital and was met by my mom, my younger bother, and my bother's wife… we all hugged and then I proceed to get caught up on his condition… Betw

A Young Friend
a young friend, came to his end, so my love to his family i do send, a smile that can brighten your day, always nice with ever word he would say, 9 years old and more of a man, then anyone in this world can, died of cancer friday night, when you close your eyes you see his face in plain sight, for knowing him was a true delight, his pain is now gone and i know hes alright, he gave up his lonely fight, now god has him in his sight, wonderful and true, he would be there for you, as you were for him too, his life was short and bleak, friends is what he did seak, even though at his end, pain was never shown to any friend, he was a wonderful person to have known, all that knew him feel so blue, for we no longer have you, your grandmother out lived you all, she has a heart as big as the sky, she never questioned or asked why, for she has a heart of gold, as you were the one who was so bold, to be so young and know your fate, you never even made it to your first d

Poem
.I wish you would give me the time of day.. .I wish i knew why i wasn't right for you. .i wish for answers you wont give.. .i pushed you away for my own fears .wishing i hadn't made another mistake, .My thoughts punish me .i lose control, .I wish i could disappear and make these memories fade, .The memories of words that i thought were real, & made me feel. .Now i'm numb again and lay here in tears .Confused and confronted with my own disray, .I wish i could make you laugh ,and see you smile everyday.. .To take your pain away ,as you would mine, .To see you at your best,and love you at your worst. .I will fade ,you will wonder...Find new life and i will ponder.

Melody's Thoughts
You know I just have to say this. All of this nakedness on fubar. People putting up naked photos..and requesting that you add or fan to see them. You know what...what do they think they have that is soooooo fucking special that someone else does'nt have. YOU KNOW????? I can type in a search for porn and see what ever I want!! So...just goes to show..that its all the same..size width color...any of that I can find online without having to add fan or rate someone..not that I'm interested in looking at someone's nakedness. I just had to say this. Unless of course you have two dicks on your person..then perhaps then and only then...you can say you have something someone else doesnt have. And IF its a woman and she wants ME to go to her site and look at her naked photo's ...all I have to do is stand infront of the mirror and look at my own nakedness. So that is all I have to say on this matter. Not sure why people set their comments and blogs to friends only. I understand friends only for

Sunshine
Who am I? I am Tanya aka Sunshine Sunshine cuz I seem to bring sunshine into everyone's lives. I don't try it's just who I am. I am kind hearted and always take for granted. I get stepped on no matter what. Those closest to me are the worst at that. Or maybe the best. It hurts but I keep my chin up, smile and go on with life. I am truly a lover but I can fight when pushed. I don't try to be complicated, everyone else makes me that way. I can be your dearest friend then again I can be your worst enemy. I am truly happy when I can make others smile. I've always known what I wanted out of life! I want to be a mother with all my heart and soul! I want to give love to something I brought into this world. I don't want to be rich and famous! I just want to live comfortably. Money does not rule my world completely, Just out of need. I want someone to love me as much as I love them. My dream is to be a stay at home mom. I want to be the one who cooks, cleans and keeps the