Random Rantings Of A Clown
some people go through life,wondering if they will ever find true love,you sometimes have to go through trial and error,fire and terror,but when you do find love,you want to let the whole world know that you have found someone so special,that they make you feel loved and wanted,when it seems that everyone else hates you you want to share your love with the people you care about,so that they know that love does exist,i have found that special woman to share my deepest thoughts and emotions with,and shes also my best friend. she makes my heart feel so loved,like i have never felt before,her voice,her smile,her laugh,even the way she says "i love you baby"makes my soul smile she means the world to me ,and im going to love her for the rest of my life and anyone who doesnt have a love like this,i hope that you soon find him, or her,because i gotta tell you it is the most wonderful,and warm feeling you could ever imagine i love you ashlee HEY,hows it going my names eggz and im a clown,l

True Love
I want the love that everyone envies.....respect.....the laughter....2 be so connected you know what eachother are going to say next.....that you love one another so much you feel that person in your heart @ all times.....   Anyone can say I LOVE YOU but its when two hearts become one that you are true SOUL MATES.....Not everyone will experience that.....But when you do you will know it......

Venting Out Frustrations
I hate how things are going lately. My body has broken down and my doctor has ran out of ways to try to get me better. So I am hurting all the time. What is worse that  it's not just me suffering it's also my 4 year old son and my husband. Lucky for me hubs has been so understanding and just when I think he has reached the point where he cant deal with it he suprises me. Like today. Was hurting soo badly and pain meds wasn't helping. Could barely move off the couch without the pain knocking into me. He came home from work and took our boy and my lil 8 year old brother to the pool so I could rest. He cooked dinner and cleaned up so I didnt have to. I know there are people out there alot worse than I am and are dealing with health issues far greater than mine.  And this whole situation has humbled me..I say a prayer to those people even though I dont know them. I just wished my doc would find a way to fix me. I cant even get a job cause of the pain I am in almost all the time. Hubs says

Legend Of Dj Stormie
AS OWNER OF RADIO STORM.. I HAVE SPENT A YEAR IN FUBAR TO BOOST UP THIS SITE.. MY RADIO STATION HAS PROMOTED AND SUPPORTED FUBAR IN MANY WAYS.. THE LOUNGES AND FANS AND FRIENDS STORMIE GOT ALONG THE WAY WAS FOR NO OTHER REASON THEN TO SHOW GREAT TUNES AND PUSH ALL TO SUPPORT EACH OTHER WE ALL SHARE SAME LOVE OF GREAT TUNES.. I HAVE SHOWN GREAT SUPPORT AND EVEN POSTED FOR OTHER LOUNGES.. I HAVE SEEN A DOWN HILL SLIDE IN FUBAR DUE TO DJ STORMIE NAME BEING ON LOCK DOWN.. I HAVE TO SAY PLEASE SHOW LOVE AND SUPPORT FOR IF YOU BREAK A RULE ALWAYS FACE THE PROBLEM HEAD ON SINCE YOU DON'T SEE HER AMONG YOU SHE IS STILL PUSHING HER STATION TO NEW LEVELS AND NEVER GIVE UP ON RADIO-STORM LOUNGES PUSH TO BE THE BEST AND NEVER GIVE UP NAMES ARE ONLY A PART OF WHAT RADIO-STORM IS ABOUT IT HAS GREAT DJS WHO TAKE THE TIME TO FLOW THOSE AIR WAVES BRING THOSE FANS TO THESE LOUNGES AND SHOW THE BEST OF SKILLS.. CONTINUE TO BELIEVE IN YOUR DREAMS AND NEVER LOOK BACK FORWARD AND KNOW WE ALL ARE DOING JUST

The Myrtles Plantation
THE LEGENDARY MYRTLES PLANTATION IN ST. FRANCISVILLE, LOUISIANA HAS LONG BEEN REGARDED AS ONE OF “AMERICA’S MOST HAUNTED HOUSES”. AND WHILE SCORES OF GHOST HUNTERS WILL SWEAR TO THE FACT THAT THE HOUSE IS INFESTED WITH GHOSTS, THESE SAME INVESTIGATORS WOULD BE PUZZLED TO LEARN THAT FEW OF THE STORIES THAT HAVE BEEN PASSED ALONG AS “FACT” ACTUALLY OCCURRED. THIS HOUSE IS CERTAINLY HAUNTED -- BUT NOT FOR ANY OF THE REASONS THAT WE HAVE BEEN TOLD FOR SO LONG! FOR THE FIRST TIME, DISCOVER THE REAL STORY BEHIND THE MYRTLES AND ITS PLETHORA OF GHOSTS AND HAUNTINGS! Handprints in the mirrors, footsteps on the stairs, mysterious smells, vanishing objects, death by poison, hangings, murder and gunfire -- the Myrtles Plantation in the West Feliciana town of St. Francisville, Louisiana holds the rather dubious record of hosting more ghostly phenomena than just about any other house in the c

From My Thoughts To Your Imagination
My Curse Love's bitch I'll always be A glutton for punishment I am Because I love unwisely Love smacks me down again      The first time Love called me      I ran blindly towards the light      And smashed into a solid wall      The first of many plights Unafraid of the pain Or addicted to misery I fell into love many times Loving Love to love me      When I found a real love      The one I felt inside       I felt too abused by Love       So, away from him I shied This lover stayed right with me

Everyone Should Read
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Quiet Emotion
I always wanted more from youthan you were willing to give;So now we've gone our separate wayseach with different lives to live.The bond will always be therethe friendship always intact;But the time for us has come and goneand the pages of time, you can't turn back.I will always be a friend to youand wonder how you are;The smiles and laughter I will rememberand our fights have become painless scars.Sometimes on those busy dayswhen you've a thousand things to do;Please let me glide slowly through your mindand spend some time with you.In that quiet momentwhen you're surprised to find me there;Just remember even with the distance between usI am still someone who cares.

1000 Times For 1
1000 Times For 1   If I have kissed you once,I have kissed you 1000 times.Each morning as I arise.Each night as I drift to sleep.Each hour of every day.Each moment before it goes away.The kisses shared between you and I,Have many times reached the sky.As your lips part and anxiousness increases,Your heart pounds and breathing ceases.My lips leap to yours hungry for the taste. Sweetness drips from you to meAs desire grows, my heart races.Inches apart seem as miles waiting.The miles increase as space shortens.Time appears to stand still.So close yet so far.When? Now, please now?Once more, 1001.Make it 2, so many more.Caressing ever caressing thoseTender lips, each time as the first.If I have kissed you 1000 times,I would give them all awayTo make the dream a reality,And kiss you once.

Poetic Justice
As some of you know, my ex wife suddenly got married after a 2 month engagement, and wanted to take my 3 kids with her to live with this guy in Texas. I naturally opposed, but she got really nasty with me and the kids. There wasn't a day that went by last month that I didn't get at least 20 text messages from her threatening to sue my ass in court until I was homeless, etc etc etc. My oldest son is on her cell phone plan, and he received a text message from T-Mobile yesterday that said "Your changes have been applied to your account" He called his mom, my ex, and asked her what was happening. Apparently, all that texting she did to me last month with her threats and such? Yea, she didn't have unlimited texting on her phone. Her phone bill was $600.00. Poetic justice indeed.

Fucking The Paper With A Pen
For those who can notice such things,these walls must roarin echo of sentences never spoken,and other ungodly expressions never exclaimedinto the stale air, this perpetual stench,indecisives' sweat impregnatedin plaster and paint.Amateur Hour recorded rhetoricswhispers past failures back at us.Not that I listen anyway,my focus strained to your voiceand your voice alone.It is open night on spit, and the micthat is my perception, erect, anticipatingyour growl and grip, is primed for action.Satisfaction is a deepthroat gruntof passing thresholds unknown to science.And I wait, I wait,and wait for youto stop talking......and start speaking.You own the words... you carry themlike nitro, locked in a Pandora's Box,suppressed to oblivion and shame.But as tangible as your name.Words you could never commit toink and scratch - they would scorch paper,and wreak havoc if digitally committedto transport through a fatal pixel push.But spoken,cutting and fusing new neural paths,they would static charge

Tech Tetragramatron Ten
ood Mood ...: by the way the MARTYRL ON WIKIPEDIA IS http:... marinagirl...: oh see Hood Mood ...: you told me Hood Mood ...: ALL OF IT marinagirl...: now you know marinagirl...: I have one that I got in New Zealand that I need to get resized, its a moonstone like my necklace that I got in OR when I was visiting my folks, the chain I have had forever, it came from my dads jewelery store, the earrings, my 1st hubbys dad got them for me for xmas Hood Mood ...: i am all about non sense right now Hood Mood ...: at least at first Hood Mood ...: normally the one that means the least Hood Mood ...: kidding Hood Mood ...: YES but one to rule them all Hood Mood ...: hahahahhahaahaahhhahHAH Hood Mood ...: so now i know marinagirl...: thats is, there are 3

Learn Chinese
LEARN CHINESE IN 5 MINUTES!!! Here ill teach you. Say the words out loud. 1) That's not right -- Sum Ting Wong 2) Are you harboring a fugitive? -- Hu Yu Hai Ding 3) See me ASAP -- Kum Hia Nao 4) Stupid Man -- Dum Fuk 5) Small Horse -- Tai Ni Po Ni 6) Did you go to the Beach? -- Wai Yu So Tan 7) I bumped into a coffee table -- Ai Bang Mai Fa Kin Ni 8) I think you need a face lift -- Chin Tu Fat 9) It's very dark in here -- Wai So Dim 10) I thought you were on a diet -- Wai Yu Mun Ching 11) This is a tow away zone -- No Pah King 12) Our meeting is next week -- Wai Yu Kum Nao 13) Staying out of sight -- Lei Ying Lo 14) He's cleaning his automobile -- Wa Shing Ka 15) Your body odor is offensive -- Yu Stin Ki Pu 16) Great -- Fa Kin Su Pah

Booboo's Thoughts
Nature and HaitiScreaming, shouting and wailingMany houses slumped.War between NATURE and HAITINuclear weapon on Haiti by Nature.Seconds, thousands Haitians destroyed.Nature’s soldiers? None dead.Earthquake, Nature bombs Haiti.Presidential nestUpside down designed rest.Haitian soldiers toothless.UN Forces toothless.Shakes Haiti again Nature’s fire powerAftershock they call it.Wrapped bodies like bin bagsDeposited homeward journey to eternityGrave people many Haitians turned.One to ten days,They rolled away stones.Semi LazarusesRaised from their earth- quaked tombs to life.Goods run desperately out of warehouses,Administering first aid to the helpless.At a time,Complex designs by mechanized birdsIn air for aid sakes.At a time,Like manna from heavenAid parachuted for sustenance.Boots noises all around.Ships resting areas destroyed.Ships unable to vomit its substance from bellyPort -Au -Prince in coma,Unsure when back to life.Some countries,Political beauty like models they fl

Thinking Out Loud
This will probably piss a few people off that I'm posting it, but some of the stuff I see on here just makes me laugh. This site is really starting to get ridiculous. I was looking at an auction, and I was struck by the silliness involved. All these things women are offering up to the person who has the highest bid to purchase them, whether it's fake money or real money. First of all, think about what is going on there. That's all I'll say on that. Second, I couldn't help but notice one person offering her Yahoo ID. What good is a Yahoo ID if she never signs on or is always invisible and never responds to messages? What is really going on on this site? Seriously? You let some ugly guy that you'd never give the time of day to on the street be your close buddy on here because he throws some money in your face so that you can become more popular on an internet site? Do the people that so cleverly make their profile only viewable by friends realize that you can go look at their photos even

Just Me....
Sometimes people don't realize how their attitude affects my shyess or that my self-esteem really gets low when I feel like I've done something I shouldn't have without knowing.  I know it's my problem.  No one can really know that unless they know me.  I guess that's why I don't really have friends and have a hard time making them.  I don't feel wanted by most people.. well anyone really.  I have a lot to offer.  People just won't try to uncover what lies beneath the shy exterior.  I try to put myself out there and wander into uncomfortable territory.. but then it never fails that someone will be gruff with me and then I don't want to go out of my comfort zone again.  Sometimes people should just be nice and let things go by.. not question so much.. maybe if you don't know who someone is you should try to get to know them.. you might like them.

Random Stuff
Your result for The Are you Dominant or submissive Test...The MasterYou scored ###DOM DOM DOM -- You are DEFINITELY dominant. You control the relationship, and your partner, and you like it. You don't like being left out of the loop most of the time, and you're very certain of your expectations in your relationship(s) with your partner(s). Find yourself a good little slave girl, and you're definitely good to go!Take The Are you Dominant or submissive Test at OkCupid

Army Life
Well We are in Indiana on Vacation, Having a great time btw, My hubby, the kids and I went out to eat today, I am use to seeing soldiers everywhere, in the stores, just about everywhere, you get use to it, and yes i do love it lol...but when you go to some areas you dont see soldiers, like where we are in indiana, the closest Post is about an 1 hour away, I was coming out of the resturant and there was a soldier in uniform getting out of his car, I had my "ARMY WIFE" tshirt on, he comes up to me, and says, "I have to shake your hand" I know my mouth fell as far to the floor as it could, I said, um, ok, but only if i can shake yours, he smiled and said, I think I can do that, we each thanked each other for a very special but hard job....It was the highlight of my day....I do NOT expect my hand to get shaked because im an army wife, its a job i love and take in with pride, no matter how damn hard it can be...and never did i put myself in the same group as the soldier...life is hard, but

A Friends Wish
***My wish for 2010 is that people will understand that children with disabilities do not have a disease; children with disabilities are not looking for a cure but ACCEPTANCE........93% of people won't copy and paste this, WILL YOU be one of the 7% that does?***

Careful
CAREFUL I stared at your picture today One last time just for hate Before I lit it up and smiled While your face engulfed in flames Careful what you wish for You dreams just might come true But instead of fucking me Im gonna fuck around with you Im no one to be played with You fucked with the wrong girl Should have stuck to the pathetic simple ones That seemed to rock your world But you wanted more, you wanted me Dumb bitches made you sick But you should of know theyre what you deserve You lying fucking prick You cant handle a girl like me You cant treat me like you did them I wont sit there , cry and take it Just to keep you as my man

Hurt
I'm not very good at blogging so I will try my best   Why is it that everytime I see you I go nuts inside, I look at you and the feelings are real, they wont go away and I get hurt everytime without you really knowing. I dont know what to do or what to say. Whenever we get close you end up pushing me away and the pain and failure is there. I truely love you but I dont think you see it. The words are eal and will always be true. You mean the world to me and I want to have you but you wont come near me to see the true person I really am. if you could only truely spend the time with me you owuld see the real me is not fake like most, my love would be true as the words coming from my lips. I truely hurt inside everytime I get to even see you talked to me. I hae to get this off my chest and stop holding it inside. I cry to let the pain ease but it doesnt always work.

Journey
Life is a journey filled with lessons, hardships, heartaches, joys, celebrations and special moments that will ultimately lead us to our destination, our purpose in life. The road will not always be smooth; in fact, throughout our travels, we will encounter many challenges.Some of these challenges will test our courage, strengths, weaknesses, and faith. Along the way, we may stumble upon obstacles that will come between the paths that we are destined to take. In order to follow the right path, we must overcome these obstacles. Sometimes these obstacles are really blessings in disguise, only we don't realize that at the time. Along our journey we will be confronted with many situations, some will be filled with joy, and some will be filled with heartache. How we react to what we are faced with determines what kind of outcome the rest of our journey through life will be like. When things don't always go our way, we have two choices in dealing with the situations. We can foc

The American People
First and foremost before I get started I would like to reinterate that I am not Anti-American. With that said let me continue...... Everyday I hear someone, whether Democrat or Republican, in some form or fashion complain about one thing or another about the government of our great nation. Whether it's a complaint about the President or our congress men and women. For those that want to complain "WAKE THE FUCK UP"!!!!! Yes the President has made mistakes. Yes Pres. Obama has spent considerable amounts of money. Yes our congress men and women are doing what they please on Capital Hill and not what the American people are wanting. I ask each and everyone of you these two questions:         1. Why are they able to do the things they are doing?         2. What can be done to put a stop to the "word" of the people from not being heard? Ask yourself these questions and feel free to either post your answers here or you can send them to my email: calvirius at gmail dot com. I will not

Did Ya Know ???
The natural high we reach, through the release of chemicals, at the time of orgasm, is one of the greatest and most powerful healing we can get.   It cures everything, if we can stay on that high.   The vibrational energy of an individual is lifted by the release of endorphines at orgasm.   Have you noticed that sometimes you feel sluggish and low, the best vibrational adjustment to energy is an orgasm.  And, it's cheap.   How is that for motivation ???   Go forth and copulate ...  It will alter the way you operate ... Hit it quick, Hit it fast Don't become a part of the past.   Works for me ... :D   Namaste Xena Isagun      This is copyrighted material ~ Xena Isagun 2011  

Random Thoughts
Am I the only one who feels bad for Charlie Brown? I realized that just a few days ago, when my son and I were watching "It's the Great Pumpkin , Charlie Brown". What seems to be the reason no one likes to hang around with him?  He seems like an ok guy.  Why does he catch so much crap all he time?  So what that he's 8 years old and completely bald except for the little tuft of hair in the front.  What is that anyway?  Sometimes it looks all right, other times it's like a curly q thing.  If that is the reason no one likes him, that what makes them hang out with Linus?  Have you seen his hairline?  He looks like a 37 year old married man going through a mid life crisis.  Maybe he should trade in that blanket for a sweet ass shiny Harley and a 22 year old model wannabe that is dumb as a brick... Where was I?  Oh yes.  Charlie Brown.  My man can't catch a break.  These Peanuts gang kids, come to his house, then go hang out with his dog, WITHOUT HIM!  There was one part on this

Just Blogging!!
I was diagnosed with lupus (SLE) December 4, 2010 at the age of 25. I have been round and round with symptoms and doctors and specialists for the past 2 years (I had actually started Plaquenil the year before I was diagnosed). At the time I was diagnosed, my doctor also told me I had early symptoms of scleroderma. My early symptoms of lupus were joint pain, weight loss, hair loss, anaemia, leukopenia, sun rash, tachycardia, Raynaud's, and a positive ANA. I had heard of lupus, but had no knowledge about auto immune diseases or that this is life threatening. For me, being diagnosed with lupus was a blessing. I could confront a disease with a name. And I could accept that, yes, I am sick. Lupus is as emotional as it is physical. I've learned that I need to set goals each day and only do what I can do. If I over-do anything, I'm only fighting myself. I am in awe of the resources and support groups that are available. I hope to become an active part of Lupus MN and an advocate for lupus by

Missclaudia Needs Help!
She needs your help to level up! She got her points done, now she needs angel family adds, even if they are temp. She is currently a demon she had to get all her ability points done. So add her so she can level!!! She will return the love!!!   Thanks!   GO LOVE ON HER:   http://fubar.com/sweetashoneyy

Words Of The Wise
You wake up in the morning, should be the best part of your day. Seems like everybody now adays always has something to complain about. Just live life, be happy. You might not be the best looking person in the world, maybe nothing ever goes your way. Get over it, there has to be downs before you can go back up. Take a chance every once in awhile, the only person that is holding you back is yourself. No one can stop you if you set your mind to it and always give it your best. Keep your head up the universe works in mysterious ways. Never let anyone stop you from chasing your dreams, the sky is limitless...

Video Must See's
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The Aerodynamic Blog
I just joined fubar, and I am learning to get the hang of it. Looks like a great site where I can meet new friends and have a lot of fun. You'll see that I love to blog, and I am willing to say just about anything if I can. Of course, I would love for you to respond; that adds to the fun! So take a look at my blog. You never really know what I might say... fubar has been really fun! I have gotten to know several people and have made quite a few friends so far. I wish several of them coul dbe living in the Austin, Texas area where I'm located. Any members on fubar that are local want to give me a yell? I sure would appreciate it!

Down For Maintenance
Going to be off of Fu for a bit, please feel free to boot me from fams and such if you need the room for famps. I will be keeping my profile open and everyone added to family, the game has just become a money pit and not much fun anymore. I do realize that the game changes but I don't think people should have to spend $50 on a happy hour just to level, especially when they don't run the old bling pack sales like they used to. I spent a good amount of money a couple years ago leveling, took a break only to find I had dropped about 5 levels and lost abilities. I don't think you should treat "customers" like money trees, and lets face it, not like Baby J is hurting for money that bad with people forking over $650 on a silly fu pony. Anyways, enough ranting and raving about crappy shit. I hope you all have a wonderful summer, please feel free to add me to yahoo or email me there~ beautifulmiracle2006@yahoo.com I may check back online every so often but my sb will be closed so if you want t

Jerry Criner Aka Cryout
greetings, I am singer songwriter Jerry criner aka Cryout. I have posted two of my videos on my profile. I was with tropical records for three years .  I never got over 80 dollors  from them in the three years I was with them. I felt something fishy,  My feelings were right. My music is in adds and The video, No man here at the site is in the movie He's on my mind. Inever new the track was in the movie. Well to make a long story short. I left The label. I have started to promote my Digital record label Unemployment records. I will be posting The full story behind my music soon. I hope ypou all enjoy the music at my page,  All my vidoes will be songs from my CD releases. This link is toi my Compilation CD release Road Trip Music.  I hope all of you have fun and your week is full of Joy. http://routenote.com/r/Cryout/5051813274664#

Haiku
Thy beauty beckonsAmber glow, dancing shadowsLyrical moonrise

A Secret To Know Before You Get Rid Of Your Old Car
 http://www.empowernetwork.com/kevin6821/blog/a-secret-to-know-before-you-get-rid-of-your-old-car/ Click to read more In many states if your car is a certain amount of years old they will pay you for it or give you a voucher towards your next car. There are certain states that do it differently but the government will pay you 3,000-4,000.00 but your car has to meet certain requirements.

A Great Approach To A Great Life
I encourage you to watch the video it’s a little long but it’s worth it and see why Empower Network could be huge for you and see why you should share it with everyone you know. The membership includes instructional videos and motivational if you will. Many sites charge way more and give way less it’s nice having your money deposited straight into your bank accountmany others made me wait for a check. I personally have two friends that got me into Empower Network and I’ve seen they have been making a pretty penny. If you decide to sign up you’ll gain residuals and get paid as long as a person keeps the service or product so this is pretty huge and imagine from the comfort of your own home. http://socialmediabar.com/kevin6821

Lcd Ad Player & Digital Signage
Panasonic, Panasonic TH-47LFX6U, Outdoor LCD, sun readable LCD, digital signage 1000 nit, outdoor advertising digital signage. (You can find this main article content @online.wsj.com or www.businesswire.com) Panasonic announced the new professional LCD display LFX6 for outdoor digital signage applications. The 47-inch (46.9 diagonal) Panasonic TH-47LFX6U professional LCD display, with a full 1,000 nit of brightness – for high visibility even in direct sunlight – and IP44-level dust and water resistance, is ideal for a number of outdoor uses including: 1. Quick-serve restaurants as digital menu boards in drive-thru lanes 2. Shopping malls as advertising panels and store guides

Mai Raifu
Hey all.   This'll be a blog where I can write about my daily activities and get some input from anyone who cares to follow me :)   Oh, Mai Raifu is Japanese for My Life. At least, according to Google Translate ;)   I love the Japanese culture and hope to save up to go see the magical oriental land ;)

Tired Of Being Single
Everybody has their up days and down days. I'm still trying to decide what mine are anymore. I got to thinking on my drive in from Austin today that it would have been nice to have a girlfriend to go visit on my way home(even though I wanted to get home) and not for anything more than just having someone that I'm close to that I could hang out with. I have tons of contacts, but the people I consider friends are really more of advisees: I don't hang out with them, I've never had a drink with them, they don't even know where I live. Even this weekend at a convention full of people with one common interest and I couldn't say anything other than thanks when I would take someone's picture. Need me to find a solution to a problem, I can do that; Need me to sell myself and my technical skills to a client and become billable, I can do that; go out randomly and meet people and actually have something to talk about: that's a big negative ghostwriter. Over the past year to 18 months my life has

Photo Album Pet Peeve
I have ran into this type of thing numerous times since I am more apt to get points in an "old school" manner than rely on Ability Bling. EZ-rate folders have a large number of pictures where the cherry bar does  not move up and down as a user advances to the next image.  This means that the pictures are the same size, or that they are the same height.  Smaller file sized images also load faster making the folder easier to rate. Go figure?! Any large folder that doesn't fit the above description is NOT an EZ-rate folder and thus is  nothing more than a good target for cherry bombs... Get it straight people!!! Thank's to those that label their folders appropriately...

Before U Wanna B An Asshole
Before you wanna be an asshole with your girl, Think about this... While your ignoring her , another girl is giving her attention . While your giving her problems , another girl is listening ..While your too busy for her, another girl is making time for her. While your making her cry, another girl is trying to make her smile again, When your not sure if you want her, Another girl already has that figured out.. SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT!!!

The Hardest Question For Me To Answer
How do you mend a broken heart? When the past overwhelmes you,how can you erase the memories that haunt you? Is there every any relief from emotional distress? At this point in my life,I believe that there isnt. All of my good memories have long since faded, But my painful ones still remain...simply there to torment me. Ive mended my broken heart many times now, And its healed itself over plenty Even though theres scars all over,its still working and still beating. But some cuts dont really heal.. Some hurts go too deep to ever fully heal. I fear that the stitches in my heart wont hold for much longer, And once again I'll be a broken,and shattered man. All that I cannot bear any longer.. I keep trying to find the relief that I know is out there, But for as many places as Ive looked for it,it always eludes my searching.. Leaving me wondering if there ever WILL be a relief from my inner turmoil? For a short time I had the ultimate relief.......LOVE. Love beats the demon

And Thats How The Fight Started
My wife and I were watching Who Wants To Be A Millionaire while we were in bed.I turned to her and said, 'Do you want to have Sex?''No,' she answered.I then said, 'Is that your final answer?'... She didn't even look at me this time, simply saying, 'Yes..'So I said, "Then I'd like to phone a friend."And that's when the fight started...________________________________I took my wife to a restaurant.The waiter, for some reason, took my order first."I'll have the rump steak, rare, please."He said, "Aren't you worried about the mad cow?""Nah, she can order for herself."And that's when the fight started....._____________________________My wife and I were sitting at a table at her high schoolreunion, and she kept staring at a drunken man swigging hisdrink as he sat alone at a nearby table.I asked her, "Do you know him?""Yes", she sighed,"He's my old boyfriend. I understand he took to drinkingright after we split up those many years ago, and I hear hehasn't been sober since.""My God!" I said, "

Fubar Leveling
I AM CURRENTLY ON LEVEL 40. TO GET PAST THIS LEVEL I MUST HAVE GIFT BACKS FROM MEMBERS WITH A GREEN NAME AND PROFILE COMMENTS FROM THEM AS WELL. I AM WILLING TO HELP OUT PEOPLE ON HERE THAT HELP ME OUT IN RETURN YOU CAN ASK ANY OF MY FAMILY ON HERE. IF YOU NEED FU BUCKS I HELP. IF YOU NEED RATES, LIKES, OR ABILITY POINTS I HELP. I ALSO FROM TIME TO TIME WHEN I HAVE THE CREDITS I GIVE OUT BLING SO JUST LET ME KNOW HOW I CAN HELP YOU AND I WILL DO MY BEST TO HELP YOU OR FIND SOMEONE THAT CAN HELP YOU. GET TO KNOW ME AND YOU WILL FIND OUT THAT I AM A REALLY GOOD PERSON UNLESS YOU PISS ME OFF THEN I AM THE BIGGEST BITCH YOU HAVE EVER MET. HAVE FUN ON HERE THIS IS A SITE FOR FUN:)

The Ability To Forget
You told me today that I am the strongest person you know. But what you do not realize is, there's so much I can't show. You have been with me since age nine. And you have witnessed a lot within that time. The level of neglect and mistreat is beyond most peoples perception. The bruises and the pain, the constant rejection. The battle scars have healed, but the ones inside never fade. Dying inside, as this tough exterior's conveyed. It's all an act, for I am weak. My words are shattered, the ones I can't speak. I live a lie every single day. Haunted by memories, that just won't go away. My mind refuses to allow them to disappear. They replay yesterday, bringing reality to my fear. People know me, without knowing me at all. There are skeletons in my closet, hidden behind a locked wall. Demons which haunt me, through eyes wide shut. Reminding me that I am anything but. Strong, I do crack and I break. Forced to relive every horrible mistake. Knowing a piece of myself is missing, spending e

Randomosity.
My vent on people who can't cover up their fat rolls.You're gross. Buy pants that hides your muffin top. I know you like to try to fit your fat ass in pants that are 2 sizes too small, but no matter how much you shove and tuck it's gonna stick out. If I haven't sounded like too much of a bitch yet, may I add, I hope you get a yeast infection.

Dark Asylum Greeters
GREETERS Probably the dumbest and easiest position in a lounge. Sit there, be pretty- and greet people as they come in. Make them feel comfortable. Initiate conversation. People like that. Failure to perform these simple duties will get you fired quicker than the iron chef. Help the promoters by helping them get people to join. Give it a good 20 minutes or so before you slyly put the link out there with a message.. 'If anyone hasn't joined yet, feel free to spank this for meh: (Link)' or something of that nature. Forcing them to join will only make them jump ship faster than a kardashian divorce hearing.

Story
you part your lips and move your head forward. you take just the head of my cock into your mouth. your mouth is hot, and the shaft of my cock is being cooled by the breeze through the still open door. the temperature difference sends chills up my spine, but what really gets me is the look on your face as our eyes meet, the look of lust and of submission. i can see in your eyes that you are more turned on by being dominated that you ever thought you'd be. you may be in total control of the rest of your life, the ceo of a company; a supervisor with twenty employees under you; a police office, or an emt...none of that matters anymore. right here, right now, you are a sexual slave and will do whatever i tell you to do, and it's exactly what you want.  as soon as you open the door and let me inside i'm on you like a wild animal. the passion was already burning hot and just explodes as we make physical contact. our lips meets and our tongues collide like two snakes fighting to the death. i w

Angelshomes
One of the most overlooked aspects when choosing a house to buy is the neighborhood in which the house is situated. It is all common to move in to your new home and find that where you are living does not suit your lifestyle; you do not like the neighbors and when you come to sell - you struggle as the neighborhood is not as fashionable and up and coming as you thought. Letting property in Enfield can be very profitable, but it is vital to safeguard your interests by doing it through as established organization that will both look after it for you & protect your legal rights. Our staffs have lots of years of experience in residential letting & property management & can let anything for you from a studio flat to a relative’s home. The cost of living in Enfield is much the same as most other London Boroughs. However there’s an advantage of renting in Enfield and Edmonton compared to renting in a number of its neighboring boroughs. Enfield has excellent transport links. The

Our Role In Afghanistan
   So, according to reports, the US government is negotiating with the Afghan government with regards to the role of our military in their country. If you remember, over a year ago, the administration said that we would be out of Afghanistan, leaving a small contingent. Evidently, now they are trying to finalize the terms.    The yet unsigned agreement calls for a contingent of American troops to remain in Afghanistan in a security and training capacity. The agreement says that although there may be a need to conduct missions against Al-Qaeda, Afghan officials do not want American forces to have the ability to arrest or search homes or other real estate properties.  They also want the troop numbers to be between 10,000 and 15,000 personnel, while the administration claims the number will be around 6,000 to 8,000.    Current rules of engagement under which our men and women operate basically puts targets on their backs. Soldiers and Marines under fire must get permission to return fir

Betty's Bitchin Blogs
Useful Idiots 2013 – Mandela Sings, ‘Kill Whites’     In video below, Mandela sings, “kill whites” Charles Burrislewrockwell.com December 10, 2013 During the years of the 1930′s Popular Front, the Communist International directed the Soviet intelligence-led world-wide agitprop campaign of Communists and fellow travelers of the Left against fascism, while covertly the intelligence services of Nazi Germany and the Soviet Union were secretly cooperating in various sinister endeavors. (See Stephen Koch, 

Masterlee
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Have A Great Weekend...
I love this fuckin thing...

Jus Me
Somone tells u something...but is it a lie or is it the truth?.....u can never really tell, My biggest problem is when i get hit, i always jus stood there when i should've jus fell, Cuz what ive gone and will go through, in the end im always standing on my own 2 feet, I learned a long time ago, that i have my kids and i dont really need ne one else to make this life of mine truly complete, There will always be a void there of wanting someone in my life, but all i can do is be there for my kids cuz that right there is nothing but true love, I gave up looking awhile ago so if someone is meant for me, she'll have to fall into my lap or God will have to send me a message and drop her from up above.

I'm Going To Be A Mommy Again...
So I went to the doctor today and according to her I am 5 and half weeks along and my due date is May 19th 2007..So to be 100% sure I asked for an ultrasound so I will know in 2 weeks when I am due and how far along I actually am...hehe...I'll keep you posted. Yay I'm so excited...I took a test on Saturday and the line was very faint like a light pink line but you could still see the line So I called the number on the box LOL I know anyways she said herself that yes its positive and the my urine was probably Diluted so thats why it came out so light..Well then on Sunday and this morning I took them again and sure enough 2 lines which means positive..So I am going to be a mommy again..I have a 7 yr old son and hes gonna be so excited to have a brother/sister But I will not tell him till I am 3 months along and past the 1st trimester. But I just wanted to quickly write a blog and now I am off to the doctors hehe..I'll keep you posted.. Ryn

Unquenchable
loneliness engulfs me as i long for your embrace with every action, thought, and word spoken memories of your beauty flood my mind and paralyze my senses in all that i do, a constant reminder of you lingers you can't be here holding me safe and content know that i long to be with you now submersing myself in the beauty of your soul looking out upon a vast and open sea calm with pleasure, strong with passion my reflection gleems back warmer somehow in a manner that reveals all scarce pages of my life have been written your name is focused on all pages that truly count our chapter together is beginning in a book kept far off the shelf time is flowing all around us yet a drought is ever present for a drop only intesifies instead of curing my thirst for you i'm opening my heart and mind to you a seed is sprouting with lightening speed the pedals are growing strong fresh and clean as the days rush by i think of you always speak of you with persons i meet

Polarisation - The Politics Of Hate
Article to follow

Vote For Me! Your Lil Lady Jessicaluvzmike!!! Please
if you stop here please take a min and cum vote for me! I will get on my knees and beg if I have too! so go vote!! smooches! much luvs all!

Oh Canada!!
SO, WHAT DO CANADIANS HAVE TO BE PROUD OF? 1. Smarties. 2. Crispy Crunch, Coffee Crisp. 3. The size of our footballs fields and one less down. 4. Baseball is Canadian. 5. Lacrosse is Canadian. 6. Hockey is Canadian. 7. Basketball is Canadian. 8. Apple pie is Canadian. 9. Mr. Dress-up kicks Mr. Rogers ass. 10. Tim Hortons kicks Dunkin' Donuts ass. 11. In the war of 1812, started by America, Canadians pushed the Americans Back...past their 'White House'. Then we burned it...and most of Washington, under the command of William Lyon McKenzie who was insane and Hammered all the time. We got bored because they ran away, So we came home and partied...Go figure.. 12. Canada has the largest French population that never surrendered to Germany. 13. We have the largest English population that never ever surrendered or Withdrew during any war to anyone, anywhere. 14. Our civil war was a bar fight that lasted a little over an hour. 15. The only pe

Something To Think About
For those of you that are in Milwaukee, WI, you know that i am coming home as of January 10th or 11th. I will be expecting a party from all my peeps, so if you want to come just let me know. And I'll let you know what the deal is. Aiight all Im out. Don't forget to stop by and rate my pictures and give me all those juicy comments that you all want to give this big sexy fucker..... Aiight all, later... Gym

The 5 Answers We Have All Been Waiting For
Q: WHAT ARE THE SMALL BUMPS AROUND A WOMAN'S NIPPLES FOR? A: It's Braille for "suck here". Q: WHAT IS AN AUSTRALIAN KISS? A: It's the same as a French kiss, but only "down under". Q: WHAT DO YOU DO WITH 365 USED CONDOMS? A: Melt them down, make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q: WHY ARE HURRICANES NORMALLY NAMED AFTER WOMEN? A: Because when they come, they're wild and wet. But when they go, they take your house and your car with them. Q: WHY DO GIRLS RUB THEIR EYES WHEN THEY GET UP IN THE MORNING? A: Because they don't have any balls to scratch. THE BEST AND MOST BEAUTIFUL THINGS IN THE WORLD CANNOT BE SEEN, NOR TOUCHED.....BUT ARE FELT IN THE HEART..........Helen Keller.

Poetry
A soulmate found and lost, past awakened then cast aside, abandoned without a word, a soul ripped to pieces, theunworthy thrown away yet again, Darkness consumes him slowly now, why shuld he fight agaisnt the inevitable, what has he ever done to deserve such pain, Why cant he find happieness and be loved, Why do people use him so much, Crying out to the heavens he begs for mercy, his pleas falling on deaf uncaring ears, what must he do to be worthy of love, why cant people see inside of him, accept the love he offers so freely, why do they reach in and rip his heart out, does she know how deeply he hurts, can she see how his soul has been torn, even now he loves her with all he is, begging for even a single word from her, What did he do to deserve loosing all he loves? A life defined by loss and pain, a heart has died slowly over time, a soul tormented then destroyed, a man who never let anyone close, made the mistake of letting it happen, what pennance is this

Repost
This is a repost from the bulletins. Before the crash I had put out a post about having a special weekend for Ray and Cindy, as most will know its touch or go whether Ray will survive. After todays tests Cindy is a little more hopeful. So I thought it would be a moving tribute to them all that for the weekend as many as possible displayed the CF ribbon as our display pictures. These can be ripped from here HOT SEXY BBW @ LostCherry froggiefucker @ LostCherry crazydave @ LostCherry (repost of original by 'crazydave' on '2006-10-26 12:50:49') (repost of original by 'SEXYBIBBW WITH THE GOOD PUDDIN' on '2006-10-26 13:06:45') (repost of original by 'crazydave' on '2006-10-26 13:24:41') (repost of original by 'SapphireSkies' on '2006-10-26 13:50:01') (repost of original by 'crazydave' on '2006-10-26 15:34:25') (repost of original by '~*BrattyBytch*~' on '2006-10-26 15:37:50') (repost of original by 'Lady Shannon ~ BITCH FAMILY' on '2006-10-26 15:47:08') (

Video Games
Yeah, so I've been playing that game, again. You know, the sphere grid. That thing is awesome. I finally understand it, now! lmao. Yeah, I played Final Fantasy a few years back, but it wasn't mine, so I couldn't get very far in it. But now...I'm at the part where Maester Seymor morphs a second time, and I can't fucking kill him. -_- So, I started another file, and I'm taking my time with it, so I can actually build up my characters properly...or just better. lmao. Ha ha, oh well. On another note, my parents are dropping off an apartment sized dryer today, thank god!! Now we don't have to spend so much on laundry. lmao. Just wash it, and take it home. Mwah ha ha! Screw you, laundromat! You get less money from me! HA HA. lmao. Also, this is gonna be my parents first time seeing the new place. Talk about in no rush to see it, eh? lol. Meh, whatever. Ya, my mom's giving me money when they get here. I dunno how much, prolly like, $20-$40 bucks. Maybe it's another $80,

Break Up And Divorce
Heartache and the loss of god Left empty , alone and odd Feel the pain and never trust Due to abandoned love and lust Given to one who was my kindred soul Left without the one who made me whole Twisted into a crippled form of life Unable to ever believe in one called wife Wanting someone who is all that is good Desiring one who has been there and is understood Who knows the depths of loneliness and pain One who came through the madness and came out sane One who felt the want to hold and to touch and feel One who wanted it more and needed it real One who questioned the ways of god in this life One who walked through the fire of heartache and strife One who sees through eyes like my own One who has the soul all these things have known I guess it must be left to the hands of one on high I may never see the answer till the day I die By R. Thomas Dinsmore A Bit Of The Poe In The Poet Once upon and evening dreary I sat pondering thoughts so eery so eery fro

Just A Thought
We truly take a lot for granted. Forget the football "heroes" and movie "stars". Pass this on so that all may know the price of freedom. Only two defining forces have ever offered to die for you, Jesus Christ and the Canadian/American Soldier. One died for your soul; the other for your freedom. I have been reading a lot of profiles the last few weeks there are some really cool people on here.I have read a lot of mumms as well and I feel for the people that are confused and like the ones that make you think.Thanks guys and gals for the great time here.

De-graded...
A Simple Word of Advice: If ya post (private) pics, and a guy politely asks to see them...don't spit in his face for asking. Simply do not respond, or politely make some excuse...o.k.??? A certain someone recently made it quite clear to me that such degrading pics are quite "horrendous", and that she would never take those kind of pics...even for her husband... although her personal pics of half-naked "skimpy big tit nighties" is self-degrading in itself. The page clearly states: I will not De-Grade myself for anyone. Nobody asked anyone to De-Grade themself... Anyhow's...why bother posting, just to spit in a guys face when he asks for more??? It ain't right to be some pretend B.S. and then spit in a MOFO'S face after ya done led the guy on.

Tv What Tv
I am sitting in the living room watching TV alone. I can hear you typing on the computer in the other room. My computer is down for the moment and I have been too lazy to fix it or I would be in there with you. It has been a long couple of days since you an I haven't gotten along all that great. I hate when we argue, but this one like any of the others will go away once the hurt feelings are healed. You ask me what I am watching and I say that I'm watching the Raiders loss as always. You laugh at that and tell me you will probably be awhile on the computer. I think to myself that is probably more fun then what I'm doing at the moment. It's been a dismal year for my team and things don't look like they are going to get better anytime soon. I get up to head to the bathroom and to get a drink. On my way back I look in on you but see that you're not sitting in your chair. I shrug my shoulders and head back to the living room. As I get there I notice the game isn't on, which is ok b

Soldier Talk!
Courtesy of MsTags.com in an earlier entry in my "BLAH" blog.... i had stated that I wanted to know where my life was heading. I believe i have finally realized it! While talking to someone today, talking about our brilliant soldiers and what they sacrifice for our freedom... and how much they need to be appreciated more, i realized YES- i do have a bad back which prevented me from accomplishing my dream... becoming a marine! but that shouldnt stop me! Im in medical school now working on my degree in medical assistance. With that, I want to further my education if needed, and i want to work in military hospitals! I want to take care of the ones who gave me my freedom, I want to give back to them what they gave to me! I still have to talk to a couple people and see what they think of this idea... I WANT ALL INPUTS!! I WANNA KNOW WHAT YOU THINK OF THIS IDEA OF MINE!!! PLEASE MESSAGE ME OR COMMENT ME WITH THEM!!! Thank you all... and don't forget..... if you know a

Thanksgiving Song
Music Video:THE THANKSGIVING SONG (by Adam Sandler)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

My Schelude---dec 2006-aug 2007
DEC online class during month of DEC working not much time to chat on this site Christmas with family JAN 2 weeks in FL to Disney World also at Friend's birthday party in FL try to also visit cousins & friends on both coasts of FL How do I find the time? Might need to stay a month. FEB or MARCH trying to figure out where to go either to cousins in OR or Carribean Cruise. Valentines Day March 3 my birthday APRIL meetings in San Diego CA JUNE see Feb or March JULY don't know, just stay at home & work AUGUST work convention in St Louis see my pics of 2006 convention In between everything I am a very busy lady working in my travel business

Be Real Or Fuck Off
Doesn't it suck when people lie to you. Or better yet when people say one thing yet do something totally opposite. Or how about when people smile and say something polite but really mean "Fuck You". I especially hate it when people judge your future on their perception of your past. I mean shit, we've all made mistakes I mean Fuck people I am over them who the hell are you to hang on to the bullshit? In the old days (midieval times)the kings and noblemen would hold archery competitions and when a person would miss the mark it was called a sin and typically were given one or two more attempts if in fact they did hit the mark they were forgiven the one that missed and the errant shot was stricken and forgotten. If you look up the word forgive-- {1 a : to give up resentment of or claim to requital for b : to grant relief from payment of 2 : to cease to feel resentment against (an offender) : PARDON } Bottom line is this: *People Fuck Up *Mos

Jeff's Rant On Love, Life Et Al
Jeff's Rant on Love, Life et al It was once said, "Better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all." I say BULLSHIT! Love is great, losing sucks ass. Unfortunately if you love you inherently have to lose. Trust me you will lose….something. Below is a personal list of things I have lost. Compare it to yours and see how we stack up. LOST Sleep, Self-respect, Identity, Self-Worth, Ideology, Friends, Self-Esteem, Good Habits, Family, Myself, Bad Habits Well, the list could go on but I am starting to get depressed. Just suffice it to say that you WILL LOSE SOMETHING. Now, to be fair not everything lost is negative. I have to say that b

No Love
hi everyone, stop by and show some love, no one ever does!! Someone out there has to like me...lol.. Anyways Im just lookin to make some new friends so drop by and let me know what you think.. THANKS

Black Panther
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Beauticontrol
Ask me how to get great gifts for family and friends with products they will love. Time for the 12 days of Christmas Hello to Everyone!!! I would just like to let all of you know that I am now a BeautiControl Independant Consultant. What is BeautiControl you might ask? Well it is a revolutionary skin care line that has changed my skin forever. For the longest time I suffered from acne, acne scarring, and of course, THE RED!!! Who wants to go out into the world with these foreign things all over their faces. I went to the dermatologist, I tried Proactive Solution, I tried all natual products. I have wasted hundreds of dollars with results that i just didn't get. That is until I found BeautiControl. They have 4 skin care lines. And the thing that was most fasinating to me was that it wasn't about combination skin, it wasn't about oily skin, it was about the age that your skin was acting. Their state of the art products made by award winning professionals have been ch

New Person
hey everyone who reads this..i am new on here and am looking to make new friends and chat with people..so if u like my profile..picture whater...comment and rate please..and dont be afraid to send me messages..i will ALWAYS return and talk :) -Zach

And Then, I Went To Sleep.....
It was just another late night phone call. Or at least, that was how it presented itself. It turned out to be anything but ordinary. I decided to answer because I had just spoken to this friend the other day, and I wanted to see how things had been going for her. Not too well at all I was soon to find out. She was talking so fast and breathing hard so I really had to listen to hear what she was trying to tell me. I had heard the family stuff a few times before, so what I do then is try and decipher exactly what is bothering her, while still understanding that life in some homes is simply awful. I think it is best to let them start to get the words out, wait for an opening, then say something nice. You have to get them calmed down so we can try to get to the logic of why they feel this way, and what can be done. I did not get to wait on this call. The word suicide came out after a few minutes, she was every bit as upset as when I first answered, and now I was in a totally different ball

I Speak
Hey there everyone. I know.. I've been a member since before Halloween, and I don't post a blog until near Christmas?!?! Sorry.. I've just been really busy.. No rest for the Wicked, they say.. ;) Work's been insane. My case load isn't getting any smaller. You'd think corporate attorneys had less work around hte holidays. It seems to be the exact opposite. So.. Here you are, here I am. First off, a big hello and a big hug to all of you. Thanks for adding/requesting me for friends. I really appreciate it, and you've all been really great from day 1. It's for this reason that I opened up my NSFW folder to all of you.. That, and I'd feel bad for kicking the people on my family list off to add more, since I'm really happy with those on my list. They're all real people that I talk to at least once a week, if not more... So... yeah... I consider myself Bi now, after labelling myself lesbian for so long. Why the change? I dunno... I still love women. I love their face. I love their ey

Total Unrelated Fabrication
When you said the words That I wanted to hear The only thing it changed Was your atmosphere Nothing matters to me Perhaps I’m grown I tasted things Because of you But now I want Something different to do The past remains A sunspot in my mind I hear my soul Not your control Interruptions fill my day But never lead me away From where I’ve flown I realize my hungry eyes Are forever looking For a meal I see a snack And pull it back I hope that it is real Jaded and frustrated Do not define me More solo and obligated To whom I need to be The future is Still uncertain I understand I am The person That left me far behind Just remember Never mind All you need to know Is I am more than fine

Questions
Questions i wonder if youll miss me? when i dead and gone . i wonder if youll cry? when they play my final song. i wonder if youll visit me from time to time? will you bring me a flower and place upon the stone? i wonder if youll even know that i am gone? i wonder if you loved me or was it just a game? did you play with my emotions then just throw me away? did you even like me? you said that you would stay. do you know you broke my heart in pices when you walked away. i wonder if you ever saw me or ever knew i was there? i wonder now i truly do did you ever care? but most of all i want to know the question burning deep its isnt hard its just one word in my heart the answer i will keep........ why???...... writen by: steven bloomfield..............

Why Do People Die?
why do people die? you know as much as i know the answer i still ask myself every day maybe i could have done more just tryed a little harder fought that bit more but ive lived on maybe's for 2 years now and still no real answer ive even said i would give my own life to give you back your's even tried it a few time's still your not here ive been so strong for so long but i'am tired and exausted and you know ive held back tears so many times but just the littlest silly thing brought all the memories back all of the good but also the bad as i held you in my arms and saw the life leave your eyes i promised you we will meet again soon for you are the one who brought me life give me my name and all of my rights you gave me so much for i am forever greatful you gave me so much love for that i am peaceful and in time my heart will heal but in there also will be you ever still. i miss you old friend my mate my father i am so proud to have had you as my dad. love you dad for

Tracks Added!
Hey everybody I've added five tracks from my record on my page stop by and check them out!

The Dash ( A Poem By: Linda Ellis)
"THE DASH" I READ OF A MAN WHO STOOD TO SPEAK, AT THE FUNERAL OF A FRIEND. HE REFERRED TO THE DATES ON HER TOMBSTONE, FROM THE BEGINNING TO THE END. HE NOTED THAT FIRST CAME HER DATE OF BIRTH AND SPKOKE THE FOLLOWING DATE WITH TEARS, BUT HE SAID WHAT MATTERED MOST OF ALL WAS THE DASH BETWEEN THOSE YEARS. FOR THE DASH REPRESENTS ALL THE TIME SHE SPENT ALIVE ON EARTH. AND NOW ONLY THE ONES WHO LOVED HER KNOW WHAT THE LITTLE LINE IS WORTH. FOR IT MATTERS NOT HOW MUCH WE OWN: THE CAR, THE HOUSE, THE CASH, WHAT MATTERS IS HOW WE LIVE AND LOVE AND HOW WE SPEND OUR DASH. SO THINK ABOUT THIS LONG AND HARD ARE THERE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO CHANGE? FOR YOU NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH TIME IS LEFT, THAT CAN STILL BE REARRANGED. IF WE COULD JUST SLOW DOWN ENOUGH TO CONSIDER WHAT'S TRUE AND REAL AND ALWAYS TRY TO UNDERSTAND THE WAY OTHER PEOPLE FEEL. AND BE LESS QUICK TO ANGER, AND SHOW APPRECIATION MORE AND LOVE THE PEOPLE IN OUR LIVES LIKE WE NEVER LOVED BEFORE.

Sleep In Piece My Son
FAREWELL MY SON how long can a broken hearat beat? nights of tears days of dark endless pain. my son is gone i am left a world of questions fears for future generations in my arms. what if ? could i have? did i ? empty arms, my love aches for you what if ? will never know could i have? i know not did i ? ABSOLUTELY !!! i loved yo with a mothers love so strong it goes beyond heaven so deep it lights your way back to me a day will come for us to talk, to share smiles and laughters in the stars on the water....in the air...freedom for you, from all you held burried, freedom for me to hold my son again....... i miss you my son.... i love you my son.... farewell my son....... rest in piece my son....

Tomorrow
NO TOMORROW there is no tomorrow without you today you tried to walk out i begged you to stay you took all your things and fled in the night i watched as you ran deep into the night i ran after you with anger, insane you shouted at me "what was there to gain?" i leapt on your back and so you did wrangle by clutching your throat and you i did strangle as i stood over you the words i did say "there is no tomorrow, without you today"

Never
NEVER MEANT TO BE softly as a gentle breeze love crept into my heart so softly i did not realize until we came to part it was then that love so suddenly grew claws, and without warning clamped around my heart and left me bleeding and im mourning so stunned was i by this attack i did not cry out "stay" and frowning at my silence you turned and walked away i never knew , until youleft how much you'd meant to me and not you're gone, i guess, our love was never meant to be

Always Be My Baby
We were as one For a moment in time And it seemed everlasting That you would always be mine Now you want to be free So I'll let you fly 'Cause I know in my heart Our love will never die Chorus: You'll always be a part of me I'm part of you indefinitely Boy don't you know you can't escape me Ooh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby And we'll linger on Time can't erase a feeling this strong No way your ever gonna shake me Oh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby I ain't gonna cry And I won't beg you to stay If your determined to leave boy I will not stand in your way But inevitably, you'll be back again 'Cause you know in your heart babe Our love will never end chorus I know that you'll be back boy When your days and nights get a little bit colder I know that you'll be right back baby Oh baby believe me it's only a matter of time chorus

Just Wondering
Have any of you noticed that it seems somedays you get to rate more pictures than on other days? I have not rated many today and it is already telling me that I have exceeded my limit. Oh well, I guess I will have to go back and revisit some at a later date.

How Many Of Ya'll Share Our Veiws?
How many of you share our views? I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the UnitedCaucasianCollege Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens...Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason, that is why there are no girls allowed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA BURKE? I have the right "NOT" to be tolerant of others because they are different, weird, or tick me off. When 70% of the people who get arrested are bla

Erotic
A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave way, To urgent

Attention!
You Rate n Comment me n i will Rate n Comment you! its that simple! thnx n much love to all my firends *Devils lil Sista*

Poems.
Here's a key, it's not to my heart It's to the house door, I guess that's a start I'm trying to trust you, I hope you understand Why it was so hard for me, to let you hold my hand Just as everyone else you know, I've had problems in the past With friends and relationships that just didn't last But even though they're all okay... I'm just not I may try to forgive, but they won't be forgot Someday I may treasure you enough like a special work of art And maybe you'll be the one to find the key to my heart I've always been afraid of things like spiders and bees But lately none of those things matter to me I was always worried that I'd have no friends But I've had many friendships, most of which have been dead ends So now I'm back where I started Fabricating a smile to appear lighthearted And you are the only one that knows me for real Without you around I can't feel If you die, I'll die too This is a true story of me without you

Always
So much I have dealt with, no time to deal with ne thing, I never know the deal Feelings go up and down, Ive felt every type of way, I never kno how im going to feel I kno how I feel now and it sux, emptiness inside, heart constantly aching Ive said it a million times, only one more oppurtunity, only one more chance im taking I open my mouth to speak but for what?.... no one hears ne thing that i have spoken In the end,everything I try to hold close and protect, always falls and ends up broken

True Friends...
If you are reading this...ask your self, are you this persons fan? Did you rate their profile? If you are NOT my Fan or you did NOT rate my profile, please do so now!!!! If you have extra time, while you are there at my profile check it out!!! Check out the pics, blogs, stashes etc, etc. If you are my friend you will do this for me!! If NOT you were probably never ment to be my friend and or your just in a hurry!!! So it's up to you what you do with this... You can go on now and repost and then go to my profile or you can not repost and just move on and go to your friends list and delete me. I Thank everyone who has shown me love... Til then hugs n kisses to you all... Your Fellow Cherry Friend.. Booshine... booshine***Fan & Rate Profile B 4 U Add As A Friend!!!***@ CherryTAP PLEASE REPOST!!!!!!! I HAVE IT IN A BULLETIN TOO!!!

Statue Made For The American Soldiers By An Iraqi Artist...amazing....u R Fighting For Something Good
What is it? See the description below the photo.... This statue currently stands outside the Iraqi palace, now home to the 4th Infantry division. It will eventually be shipped home and put in the memorial museum in Fort Hood , TX. The statue was created by an Iraqi artist named Kalat, who for years was forced by Saddam Hussein to make the many hundreds of bronze busts of Saddam that dotted Baghdad. Kalat was so grateful for the Americans liberation of his country; he melted 3 of the heads of the fallen Saddam and made the statue as a memorial to the American soldiers and their fallen warriors. Kalat worked on this memorial night and day for several months. To the left of the kneeling soldier is a small Iraqi girl giving the soldier comfort as he mourns the loss of his comrade in arms. Do you know why we don't hear about this in the news? Because it is heart warming and praise worthy. The media avoids it because it does not have the shock effect

All About Me
For about a year and a half now my life has been ripped upside down. I was with my ex for almost 10 yrs and about 3 yrs ago I would have never thought we would have seperated. I thought we would live our lives out in dispare, becasue granted I wasn't happy but I made the best of it. Little did I know that us seperating would be the best thing for me. But it doesn't feel like I am at the happiest moment of my life. I love eveything that I have accomplished and the goals that I am currently reaching for...but there's one thing missing in my life and thats someone who can share certain things with me that my mom or kids can't. Right now I am sad and lonely and I just want to curl up and cry. I am a strong person on the outside but on the inside I am screaming, screaming so loud that I just need someone to hear me, to put their hand on my shoulder and tell me that they will be there for me and help me through the tough times that I will have. Then I find someone I like, someone I cou

Hi There
Well not much going on with me today. The weekend is over and it is back to the old hum drum. I don't get to come here often as I have another site that I use more often. I came here because I had an invitation from one of my best friends. If you are reading this then know that I am not ignoring anyone here my pc is very slow and takes so long for the profiles to load. I think this is a great place to visit. I see that I am an old fogie compared to most of the women here. I am not looking to hook up or put sexy pics on here. I think that is the goal of most people here so I do feel out of place here. I will try to visit or leave comments as much as possible. I am writing a book too at the moment and it takes really most of my time. Have a great day to all my friends here and the ones who are not yet or may never be my friends. thanks for your visits I just wanted everyone to know I am sorry for not visiting your profile often. I have a sloooooow dsl connection and it takes forever to

My Lil Boy
I took him to the dr to get chk out and the dr said it was just his linfonodes .... he has been sick do they were draining .. whoo hooo ... im sooooo happy that it was nothing big .. and thnak you to you all that read this A few weeks ago i felt a bump on my little 2 years old son head, just right above his hair line. I blow it off as an in-grown hair ,but last night i felt it again and it seem to be bigger. I have a DR appointment tonight to see what it could be Ill keep every one posted ... thanks

Missing
An epic story of immortal love Sweet perfection blessed from above An unending saga of souls so joined A love for the ages the term is coined For selfless desire to hold one true Such is the love I hold only for you To be a joy in the moment we behold To love without care that can’t be sold Or bought from a spell binder in ways of old Ours will always be a epic love story told Of two who love free and forever share This sweet dream of perfection beyond compare By R. Thomas Dinsmore Dreams inspire me A week of torments and pain missing you beyond For you’re the one whom my heart grew fond I wanted to run and sought to my feelings to deny Yet thoughts of you brought tears and I would cry Lost without the face who lighted my days life Heart sick and filled with grief cutting me like a knife Drawn to your pictures and seeking your word Listening to the sweetness of your voice I’ve heard Tears the held me aware of something lost A Burdon beyond the hurt and cost U

Improvements
Set a shining example The world around you will follow the example that you set. The shortcomings in others that frustrate you the most are able to do so because they resonate with similar shortcomings in your own life. Make improvements in your own attitude and behavior, and you'll see corresponding improvements in those around you. Focus your own thoughts on the positive possibilities, and others will pick up on and emulate that focus. Stop searching for blame and start mending what's broken. Stop seeking to judge and start putting your values into positive, productive action. Your influence is far greater than you now realize. Use that influence wisely, to build, to grow, and to improve everything with which you are connected. Every achievement, every injustice, every inspiration, every frustration that you notice has something to teach you about yourself. Learn the lessons well, apply them with true commitment, and you'll change your world as well as yourself. Set a

No Time To Sing.
What is a "non-binding resolution"? It's a way for politicians to masturbate in public. That's all it amounts to. The "opposition" in Congress is too cowardly to do anything of substance, so it makes up pathetic little "non-binding resolutions", instead. I used to sing all the time. I've got a three and a half-octave range (including falsetto), and women have told me I have a beautiful voice. (Okay, so one guy did, too, but he was a pastor trying to recruit me for the choir.) But I just haven't felt like I had time for years. Right now, I'm having to do 20 hours of overtime a week just to make ends meet, so it looks like I'll not have any time to sing for a while. Listen, folks, it's time to stop sending Bubba to the White House. Suppose you (or you-uns, you all, y'all, or yawl) conquer a country and demolish its government. That country has no history of legitimate law enforcement nor trustworthy courts. Which of your government agencies would you put in charge of creating, i

What Once Was~
Once was a dreamer, the kind who believed anything that was told, it was beautiful, so was she... she knew there were no corners to cut in this perfect circle. No lies were made to be told, and with love, she would never grow old. A heart full of young wishes, some that actually came true. Until that day she woke, and found herslf startled within her dream.. You saw that face, that smile, that hand caressing her cheek, she swallows the bile creeping in her throat. Its there, always there, waiting to explode, rocking her body across the floor. He saw her, loved her from the distance, wanting to bask within her light. If he only knew it was just a front, she claimed strength, it showed on her face, but within she was torn. working every day to mend the pieces, find the missing links that made her who she was, some day, she'll be more, she'll be everything you believed her to be...

Quote From My Favorite Book
This is the first, and most likely the last, blog I'll ever post. I do it only because I have a couple of new friends, whose opinion I value very much, that I think will appreciate it. “When I listened to the idealistic ministers and politicians taken up I flights of rhetoric about the American ideal, I believed them. I still do. I believe that all the children of God stand before Him as exact equals. I believe that temporal power is an illusion and an irrelevancy. I believe that, because the president of the United States and, let us say, an illiterate sharecropper, occupy God’s affections solely according to God’s criteria, neither is owed either more or less respect than the other. Though these are things I believe, there are some things that I know. They are that upon these ideals American democracy was founded and that every citizen may, by right, and in any circumstance, properly demand them, and that I and everyone else serve only one master”. From "Memior from Antp

Thinking Of You
Thinking Of You I sit here quietly and watch the sun set Thinking of someone that I've never met I wonder does he think of me too Needless to say I am thinking of you Wanting to hold you, to see your face To take me away to a better place Feel so right, too good to be true I just can't stop thinking of you My friends say that I might regret maybe Losing my heart to a guy I've not met I say there is nothing I can do I cannot help thinking of you I believe you are special But wonder if that could possibly be I'm tired of being so alone and blue But I always smile when thinking of you..

Unseen Writer Drama
You think This time I nailed it I finally Got it write You look over Every word Convinced This one is tight So you throw it Out there Let the reader Decide You may not get The response You desired And let it bother Your pride It does not mean You did not Do very well Or that your work Has grown weak They still came To read it At least They wanted A peek

Oscar Wilde 1854-1900
1. Anyone who lives within their means suffers from a lack of imagination. 2. A man can be happy with any woman as long as he does not love her. 3. Fashion is a form of ugliness so intolerable that we have to alter it every six months. 4. If you want to tell people the truth, make them laugh, otherwise they'll kill you. 5. Man is least himself when he talks in his own person. Give him a mask, and he will tell you the truth. 6. Morality, like art, means drawing a line someplace.

Thanks Everyone
hey i thought id just post one of these for now saying thanks to everyone for the birthday wishes, gifts and comments. you all fucking rock! thanks people, and i will try to get back to you all....

For The Blue Eyed Wolf
Hold me close. I know you understand. Your heartbeat against my chest echos throughout my body, reminding me I'm still breathing. I can kiss away your pain, kiss the memory of loss and help ease the ache. If you hold me tight enough- I can't get lost in the dark, only lost in you. The darkness behind my eyes of blue is a mirror of yours. We've seen the same past. We've both weathered the storm and lived to tell. We've both had our hearts broken, stolen, shattered- felt as if there is nothing left to lose; Had a piece of ourselves die along with the ones that we loved. I know you hear the same ghosts I do, deep in the night, when you're not alone- but still so lonely. Can my kisses, my touch, my embrace, help you through the dark? Can you help me feel alive again?

Umm My 1st
James and Kristi i must say that I'm on cloud 9... Me and James have set a date for our marrage it will be October 20th 2007. We haven't set a time but it will be in the late afternoon hour... We are trying to do this the cheapest way possable but ever romanci... I never thought I would find my soul mate, but thank god I have... I love his man with all my heart he's the love of my life and he means the world to me... I love you baby... 1. How old will you be in 10 months? 29 2. Do you think you'll be married by then? maybe who knows 3. What do you look forward to most in the next 3 months? umm lets see my birthday ( hopefully its a good one), Being with my baby James and maybe in are own place.. 4. Who was the last person you called? Mom 5. Who was the last person to call you? wayne 6. Do you prefer to call or text? text 7. Do you have any pets? 2 cats and 1 dog. 8. What were you doing at 12am last night? Umm JAMES 9. Are your parents married/separa

Juggalo/lette Family Reunion Planned!
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Well, I have just joined and am very surprised at how quick things roll along in here. I have no more than entered a few things in and all ready I am getting comments and making friends. This looks like a fast moving place all together and lots of fun. I have made a few friends in just the first few minutes and was very glad that I was invited to join. I have invited a few friends as well and hope that I can get them to join this cool spot. Hope to get to know a lot more of you and have a great time when ever I am on. Take it easy and thanks to all for making this a great new thing for me! Shandi Having a "Family" reunion! Who: All those who are part of the Juggalo Family in the

Tattoo
i'm going with my friend right now to get her tattoo. she just threw up. lol. hopefully she'll be ok. i'll be home tomorrow. show me lots of love

I Lost My Baby
I JUST WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT HAS BEEN A PART OF MY PREGNANCY IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER....I HAD A MISCARRIAGE. I AM TRYING TO COPE WITH IT THE BEST I CAN...BUT IT'S HARD. I HAVE A GREAT MAN THAT IS TRYING TO HELP ME AS MUCH AS HE CAN...I LOVE YOU BABY!!! LOVE YOU ALL, SAM

General Boredom...
I got new pics in a new gallery. Come check em out and rate for me. So I've posted a few more pics...let me know what you think. A few are of me, and a few are an example of my exquisite artistic taste..lol. Check em out and leave me one...Later Joshua Check em out...rate em, let me know what you think...

About Me
Alcoholic Drink: EVERCLEAR BABY! or JD i love em both Actor: johnny depp, matt damon...ummm that one hot guy i for got his name Ledinor Decaprio something like that i cant remeber how to spell it lol he was in Titanic! Actress: WELL I WANNA DO angelina julie lol O YEAH!!!!!! THIS OR THAT Pepsi or coke: NEITHER Dr.Peper BABY! Fruit or veggies: FRUIT ARE U NUTS! Day or nite: DAY if its sunny and Nite all the time SO BOTH! Hot or cold: DEPENDS i would rather it be to cold then to hot! but i love the sun and i love the snow so BOTH! Summer or winter: IM a winter baby BUT I LOVE SUMER SO BOTH! Surf or snowboard: GOD THATS HARD BOTH!!!!! Books or movies: IF the books good enough MANILY MOVIES McDonalds or Burger King: NEITHER I live like right behind burger king and mcdonals is like a block away EWWWW Socks or Barefeet: Barefeet I HATE SHOES Beer or Liquor: LIQUOR BEER IS ICKY! Chocolate or Vanilla: WHITE CHOCOLATE HAVE YOU EVER Kissed someone: NEVER! STILL A

Your Destiny
Your own destiny You have the power to control your own destiny. You may not feel at all comfortable with that, or want to own up to the responsibility it implies, yet it is true nonetheless. You may complain that there are so many powerful and overwhelming outside forces acting upon you that nothing you do will matter. Yet everything you do matters to the highest degree in creating your own destiny. It may seem that fate has dealt you a certain hand, and that there is no way for you to change that fate. You can, however, change everything about your own perspective and the way you respond. For your destiny is not about what comes to you. It is about who you choose to become. Your destiny is not really about what happens to you. It is built and fulfilled by the things that you cause to happen, by what you do with the precious life you have. It happens in every moment, with every choice, with every thought and every action. Always, you are creating your own unique destin

Two Wolves
Two Wolves One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people. He said, "My son, the battle is between two "wolves" inside us all. One is Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith." The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather: "Which wolf wins?" The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed."

Just Stop
Stop and consider Before you choose to become angry, consider that your anger is not likely to achieve anything. Remind yourself that there is a more positive and productive response available to you. Before you allow an unexpected distraction to throw you off course, consider that you do have another choice. You can choose to move quickly beyond the distraction, and to stay focused on your original task. When you're tempted to feel resentful or sorry for yourself, stop and consider that such feelings will only intensify your difficulties. Choose instead to feel gratitude and to experience the real empowerment it can bring. If you just don't feel like making the effort, stop and reconsider. Make the most of each opportunity to create value before that opportunity slips away. When it seems that nothing is going your way, consider that in every defeat there are the seeds of triumph. Choose to find the positive aspects and to build on them. Before you give your time, energ

Cleaning My Friends List
To all my friends,i was thinking about quiting Ct,but instead decided if was'nt fair to my true friends..I leave comments on your pages out of goodness or love.I don't mean anything by some of the dirtiness or bad things..It's just a computer and i don't act like this in peron..For you all that know me.i'm a loving person and would not hurt a soul on here.I try to be humorous and funny to make ya'll smle or laff..But some have taking it a bit further by not coming back to my page..I'm truley sorry.And for the ones that think i don't have time for them..Well i do care and i try to make the time to chat..But Many of you that are my true friends and family know what i went through and have over come..I read ya'll profile's and ya'll say life is to short..Well my friend no one would know that better then myself..I love everyone and when i say that it's from the heart,not being dirty..You see computers can be decieving when u see things on here,so it makes you think someone is a bad person

Yah Sure Whatever
Don't even know why I am writing in here. Not like anyone is going to read the damn thing! Anyway so I joined this place cuz this dude told me about it and now that I've joined it he hasn't even added me as a friend! Bogus!! Lol..anyway I am also on myspace. My url there is http://www.myspace.com/chatcatastrophe so add me people!! Anyway so now that I have gotten that out of the way, I will end this stupid thing.

Courage
The courage to be you You are unique, with your own special beauty and value to give to life. What a terrible shame it would be if you were to let that beauty be hidden behind your fears. When you worry that you're not good enough, you allow others to control you, and their domination will soon make you miserable. Or when you fool yourself into thinking you're superior to everyone else, you deny yourself the exquisite joy of offering your own special gifts to life. It takes courage and faith, effort and initiative to be who you are. And it is so very much worth the effort. Though no one else can do it for you, you have what it takes to be magnificently successful at being you. From the deepest secrets of your soul to the face you put forward to the world, every bit of you is meant to be the authentic and original person you are. Listen to that quiet, persistent voice inside that you know is always right. This is your opportunity to fulfill and express the real and lasting

Sean's Blog
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would like to have sex with? yes! 2. Do they know it? no? 3. Have you had sex with anyone on you friend¡¯s list? not yet 4. Do you like making love or having hott sex? both 5. Have your ever had a 3 some? not yet 6. What is your favorite position? any as long as I am having sex! 7. Do you want to have sex with the person who posted this? yes 8. Give or receive oral? both, but love to give! 9. Kinky or sneaky? both 10. Loud or quiet? loud 11. Ruff of soft? both 12. Foreplay or not? lots! 13. Do you like to bite or be bitten? bite 14. Spank or be spanked? spanked 15. Condoms or not? not 16. Masturbate or not? 3 times a day! 17. Role-playing or not? of course 18. Are you brave enough to re-post this? just did!

Sorry I Am Not Around.
Make your Comments HEARD at COMMENTYOU.com Thank you all for your well wishes, I know who my real friends are. Make your Comments HEARD at COMMENTYOU.com Little update, I am feeling a little bit better, almost human again. Death lost this fight... lol. I am back at work but not sure for how long. Oh I miss you all so much. Sorry I have not been around much, I am fighting that flu that everyone else has had. I hope to be back soon.

Demon
Demon That old familiar fear is here again. Temporarily banished, diminished Never entirely vanished from my world. Fear Are you real? Or just appear to selfishly intimidate I must finally eradicate this enemy. He has the poison touch; destroys so much Gives nothing The demon has disciples Vipers trying to spread toxic thought. We've been at war for years, myself against the fear He can't win. He can't rule. I must face another duel. My wounds, my pain can't be in vain.

Gonna Miss Me?
tomorrow is the day everyone!! I leave for washington. I am not sure when i will b back on here as i have to get setteled in!! but i will try to not stay away for too long!! I am gonna miss everyone!!! ~huggs & ~kisses~ ~Stephie~

Trust Me
you can trust me yea whatever. been here 3 weeks and have come to the conclusion that there is only one thing that 95% of everyone here is looking for. Too bad because some really good friendships could start here Yes I posted some sexy pics but there is alot more to me than that. Prove me wrong everyone. The pics may just have to go.

For All Of My Life
COME & LAY HERE BESIDE ME ID TELL YOU HOW Id FEEL THERE'S A SECRET INSIDE ME.. IM READY TO REVEAL TO HAVE YOU CLOSE EMBRACE UR HEART W/MY LOVE OVER AND OVER THESE ARE THINGS THAT I PROMISED MY PROMISE TO YOU... FOR ALL MY LIFE YOU ARE THE ONE I WILL LOVE YOU FAITHFULLY FOREVER ALL MY LIFE YOU ARE THE ONE I GIVE TO YOU MY GREATEST LOVE FOR ALL OF MY LIFE I WANT TO LEND A LOVE THESE ARE THINGS THAT I PROMISED MY PROMISED TO YOU

U Make Me Feel Special
You make me feel special, like I'm your one and only. You make me feel like I'm a star in the sky lighting up your life. You make me feel safe when I'm near you, wrapped up in your arms. You make me feel like an angel from heaven because you never stop telling me how much you love me. You're always lighting up my heart with the things you do and say. I feel so happy just being with you this way. You'll will always be the love of my life.

Volunteer Firefighter
As the pager goes off and the call comes in I wonder what we will have or where we will be going Who will be there and what will we find Will today be the day I find a friend or a loved one dying The call comes in and I have to get dressed I run on the door, into my vehicle and down the road I get going Now that the call is in I know I will be missed The dinner he had planned but this is what I do The call is over and I come home He is sitting on the couch next to the phone I give him a kiss and tell him it was bad But most of all I tell him I wouldnt look back The one so close and dear to me Now realizes this is not an abnormal thing To leave in the most difficult times Or even miss a wonderful time with my man Charity Dawn Wooten Copyright ©2007 Charity Dawn Wooten

Wings And A Crown
My brother told me, "You got all these stories to yell, I wish I had 'em" He doesn't understand I wish I didn't have them. I can tell you about all the times a big deal has went bad, About all the drugs I have had, the fights that I have seen. Running from from the cops, trying to get off the scene. The first time I shot a gun, the first time I got shot at. All the times I showed up pissed off, holding a bat. How powerful it feels to pull off a big ass steal. All the ways to tell if your boy is real. Parties that lasted for days, and houses full of crack-slaves. I could tell you about all that, and never have a tear in my eye. But shit I know I would cry trying to talk about all that I missed. I don't remember my first kiss, my first crush, it leaves me pissed. Filling me head with so much shit, can't remember my childhood. To busy fighting and fucking up the white boy hood. I can remember watching my boy get his ribs kicked in, By somebody we bothed called brother an

Sexual
Heaven in your eyes My world may crash and burn yet this globe continues to turn In a moments time I seek peace And a solace blessing of release To lift my spirit and carry on hope To never left go at the end of the rope And know the moment soon passes away And all the was lead to a better day A sweet smile that tells me the world is right For in your eyes there shines a light That lifts me up and helps me to believe no matter what comes our love won’t deceive And in your eyes I found my soul And your sweet kisses made me whole A tears that shed for loss and fear Are lost in time and drift away from here Paradise found me and I seize the prize Undeserving the heaven in your eyes By R. Thomas Dinsmore Entwined limbs we wrestle as one Me inside you our act begun Deep kisses of passion a tongue tease You on top doing as you please Riding and grinding to your own beat Bucking and slide in and out we meet Holding me tight within you so deep Feel m

Karma Can Kiss My Ass
Why does Karma have something against me? Why do I continue to treat people like they mean something when it is just gonna come back and bite me in the ass. Why does everyone treat me like I am lying to them? Do I have sucker written on my forehead? Should I take a hint a become a loner... even more than I already am? Am I being tested by some higher power? Why does people say 'nothing', when they obviously mean 'alot, but I am not gonna tell you...'? Grow up... I just want closure, sometimes...bad or good. It is better than being in the dark. I am so confused. Why do I have to beg, but everyone gets what they want. I will miss you......really...I will.

Well I've posted some new pics. I'm gettin married in less than 3wks and I'm really happy and I've been feeling great about everything. Keep checkin back.i'm sure there will be more pics posted almost every night. Luv ya'll. Happy 4th of July to everyone. I'm sitting at home, enjoying the quiet. My fiance is out fishing with his nephew and the kids are at their mom's house. It's nice to have quiet but if they stay gone to long, I'll go nutz. Yesterday...July 3,2007...my cousin gave birth to a bouncing baby boy. His name is Austin Lee. He weighed in at 8lbs. 9oz and was 20 1/2inches long. Rumor has it he looks just like his daddy. Congrats to the family and I wish ya'll the best of luck. well here it is..Tuesday..and it's a very boring day. no work for me today, so i get to sit at home and rate photos. not much fun though. here's something that's confusing me....why do people get mad when you rate them? I mean, it's just a website, and if you don't want your photo rated..why put it

Men
this is one subject ill never get not gonna vent because omg then i would be a drama queen but i just have to say ill never understand guys and what and how they think...all the while they think women are the issue i think it def starts in the xy gene pool..........and you guys are all the same ive yet to find a unquie one that stood out among the rest!! your allllll the same ok dunzo haha have a fabo day/night whatever it might be for ya toodles

Hey Everyone!!
I got up this morning and put my oldest son on the bus and sent my daughter with her dad because she had creative writting and had to be at school early. Then I sat down on the couch and realized that it is already April... I guess I missed the memo yesturday!! My oldest is 9 this year. God where did the years go.... I remember it like it was yesturday when I held her in my arms for the first time. I know that most people don't really care to hear this...But I look at days like this as my where should I be in my life days. I have them about once every few months and the last time that I had this kind of a day I left my husband. It is basically my sit down and evaluate my life and see if I am living it to the quality that I deserve. As it sits now I am "trying" to fix what marraige that I had. But is it what makes me happy? (Only my closest friends know the answer to that.) I left in November and moved back in with my mom. In February my bestfriend moved in with me. He moved all the way

Adding Me For Points
A FRIEND OF MINE ON HERE SNIPER MAKES ALLOT OF SENCE I AM SICK OF PEOPLE ADDING ME FOR POINTS I AM NOT ON HERE FOR POINTS. I AM SICK OF THESE PEOPLE ON HERE JUST WANTING ME TO LOOK AT STUPID NSFW PICS AND RATING AND COMMENTING THEM JUST FOR STUPID POINTS. IF YOU WANT TO ADD ME THEN ADD ME TO GET TO KNOW ME NOT FOR FUCKEN POINTS I AM SICK OF THAT SHIT...HENCE THE PROFILE I DONT GIVE A FLYING FUCK IF YOUR OFFENDED EITHER..AND YES I AM A BITCH HENSE THE FUCKEN PROFILE...

Application
First Name Last Name Desired Stage Name Age Birthday Location Measurements Size Height Weight Hair Color Eye Color Email MySpace? Model Mayhem # One Model Place # Are you OK with Nudity? Do you have the ability to travel? If so how far? What makes you unique? Describe yourself in three sentences? Why do you love being a curvaceous woman? What can you add to Naughty Vixenz? Why do you want to become a Naughty Vixenz Do you have access to a photographer??? How quick are you about sending in sets?? Can u at least send in 2 sets a month? Pictures 4 Pictures 1 Portrait 1 Full Body Shot 2 Full Body Shot Lingerie Shot/Nude VERY IMPORTANT: Please make sure your local laws allow you to pose nude before applying. Usually you must be 18 years of age or older to apply. If you are in Alabama, you must be 19 or older. If you are in Mississippi, Nebraska, Pennsylvania, or Puerto Rico you must be 21 or older. Thank

Your Name
Your Name I wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away. I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves washed it away. I wrote your name in my heart, and forever it will stay.

Whatever
I'm beginning to really wonder why I'm even around sometimes. Just saying hi to those that read blogs. I'm fixing to go and watch wrestling, yes I watch wrestling!! LOL Watched the Nascar race yesterday and got pissed at Montoya for wrecking Tony Stewart! so I believe Smoke finished 25th. sucks. So today is going well except all the sudden I am breaking out in hives! I hate it when I do this. I've had to go to the ER before because they got soooo bad. I'm hoping they don't this time. wonderful! ok, I'm off, cya'll later! xoxo

Common Insults Thrown At New Submissives
Common Insults Thrown At New Submissives Author: Raven Shadowborne © May 1, 1999 Since I have been online, I have met many different people. Some of whom turned out to be less than honest, most of whom turned out to be very close to (if not exactly) how they appeared on line, in real life. One of the things I have noticed though, is a trend from those who label themselves as dominants, to insult a submissive whenever he/she thinks for themselves. This seems to occur most frequently when a submissive questions a dominant's actions when a relationship is just starting. In many cases it seems that those insults are tossed out to lay guilt or blame of some sort on the submissive. In some instances it appears that the insult is being used to manipulate the submissive into obedience for something they are not comfortable with by guilting them into it. It seems to work very well with those who are new to the lifestyle. I, personally, find this practice abhorrent to say the leas

Bs
i just love when you rate people and they cant even give you a curtesy rate

State Trooper
A Tennessee State Trooper pulled a car over on I-65 about 15 miles north of Ardmore , Tennessee. When the Trooper asked the driver why he was speeding, the driver answered that he was a magician and a juggler and he was on his way to Nashville to do a show that night at the Shrine Circus and didn't want to be late. The Trooper told the driver he was fascinated by juggling, and if the driver would do a little juggling for him then he wouldn't give him a ticket. The driver told the Trooper that he had sent all of his equipment on ahead and didn't have anything to juggle. The Trooper told him that he had some flares in the trunk of his patrol car and asked if he could juggle them. The juggler stated that he could, so the Trooper got three flares, lit them and handed them to the juggler. While the man was doing his juggling act, a car pulled in behind the patrol car. A drunk, good old boy, from Alabama , got out and watched the performance briefly. He then went over to

Remix!
THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU'VE HAD NO SLEEP AND UR BORED AT 7AM!! the spinners on the lac go round and round, round and round, round and round, the spiners on the lac go round and round all through the hood that smokers in the back say pass it on back, pass it on back, pass it on back, the smokers in the back say pass it on back all through the hood the switches on the lac go up and down, up and down, up and down, the switches on the lac go up and down all through the hood the bass on the lac gose boom boom boom, boom boom boom, boom boom boom, the bass on the lac gose boom boom boom all through the hood YEA SLEEP WOULD'VE BEEN GOOD ABOUT 2 HOURS BEFORE THIS HAPPENED!! LMAO!!

Website Changes
Hi all, For any who have tried to check out my website at www.thedarkmaster.com and have found a fragmented train wreck of a site, please bear with us as we are making changes. Among them is a totally new "industrial" darker look to the entire site. Other changes include the removal of old pages with old and/or dated history on myself and in their place a new focus on just the current direction and happenings of my career. So, all of the old archival material from my early career will be toast, (although you will still be able to see much of it here in my pic folders). Also slated to disappear is the "Dark Crew" page which features people I work with, the "Dark Room" which housed pictures of my torture and restraints collection, and other pages and bits we deem non essential. In place of all of this will be a new and streamlined site that will return me 100% to my dark and demented format that is my unique and twisted brand of extreme entertainment. Keep an eye on

Day To Day
If you are on my friends list.....be advised this is due to the simple fact I would like to lick, suck, bite and or fuck you. You have been warned ;-)

Hummmmmmmmmmmmmm
FUCK IT SHORTY IS THE SEXIEST OF THE SEXY GOT A BRO ALL HORNY AND SHIT MAMI IS THE TRUTH AND THE TRUTH IS NO LIE DAMN SHE IS SOOOOOOOO FLY.LOOKING LIKE A MILLION DOLLAR BILL SEX APPEAL UNREAL HOW CAN ONE WOMAN BE SO HOTTTTTT DAMN SHE HAS A LOT TO OFFER THAT IS NOT JUST HER SEX APPEAL SHE IS A THINKER,A WINNER IN EVERY WAY LOOKS,CLASS, VERY NICE ASS OPPS MY BAD DID I SAY THAT OUT LOUD SHIT IF I WAS HER MAN PLEASE BELIEVE I WOULD BE PROUD.SHE CAN'T EVEN COOK BUT SHE CAN READ A BOOK ARE EVEN WRITE ONE,LOOK MAMA IS A GODDESS JUST ABOUT 5'2 A DEFINITE HOTTIE PRETTY EYES, BEAUTIFUL SMILE WITH THE ULTIMATE BODY DID I MENTION SHE IS A HOTTIE,WISH I WAS AS LUCKY AS HE IS CAUSE HE HAS WON THE PRIZE HE GET'S TO LAY WITH HER AND STARE INTO THOSE BEAUTIFUL EYES DAMN WHAT A LUCKY GUY.TREAT HER RIGHT BRO CAUSE IF YOU FUCK UP AND TRIP THE NEXT WORDS YOU WILL HEAR WILL BE HUMMMMMMMMM I WONDER WHERE SHE IS.......HUMMMMMMM

To My Love.....
What kind of lover are you?BarbaricYou have a wild, fierce, and strong animal-like nature behind your lovemaking and that makes you very passionate. When you find the "one" you can give your whole heart to, you give that and then some! It's true that most people say there's no love behind that much fire but that's quite the opposite. You love who you're with and have no problem slamming them down on the sheets and showing them the time of their life! For this, your lover will respond back with the same animal nature and that will show you how much they love you back! For you, it's rough all the way and always very heated and intense!!!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic I love you Jess!!!!!! MWAHZ~~~~~ HOW MUCH DO YOU REALLY LOVE HIM?IN LOVE,100% AND COMMITED.giiiiirl, you in love with this guy.. why? you may not know, and that's the beauty of it, because it adds more interest into your relashionship, and it means it's just chemistry or meant to be.. if you do k

The Key To My Heart
before u; i was lost in love, no where to go, no where to turn. there u were popping up to say hey not realizing that u would steal my heart away. the late nights on the phone, were simple and sweet and pretty soon u were in my dreams. day in and day out u were on my mind, hoping one day you could be mine. your smile melted my heart away, your eyes took me to another place. your voice made my knees buckled, and your love made the holes in my heart complete again. for once im not afraid to love agian, for once i can be worry free. babydoll you dont know how much you mean to me, thanks to you my life is complete.

Stolen Philosophy
I have always loved philosophy and insight. Sometimes there are "AHA" moments, "duh" moments and "ouch" or "oh shit" moments. The following stolen philosophy is a little of each: The toughest thing in the world isn't beating someone with your superior mental or physical strength; the toughest thing in the world is being strong enough to be vulnerable. Take a risk and show your real self to someone who counts.

The Bird Nest
THE BIRD FEEDER I bought a bird feeder. I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. Within a week we had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs, the table...everywhere. Then some of the birds turned mean: They would dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my own pocket, and others birds were boisterous and loud. They sat on the feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and demanded that I fill it when it got low on food. After a while, I couldn't even sit on my own back porch anymore. I took down the bird feeder and in three days the birds were gone. I cleaned up their mess and took down the many nests they had built all over the patio. Soon, the back yard was like it used to be...quie

Friends
"If u love me (as a friend or more) u'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever... Today is Bestfriend Day. Send this

Condoms
condoms Sainsbury condoms - making life taste better Tesco Condoms - every little helps Nike Condoms - Just do it Peugeot Condoms - The ride of your life KFC Condoms - Finger Licking good Minstrels Condoms - melt in your mouth, not in your hand Safeway Condoms - Lightening the load Abbey National Condoms - because life is complicated enough Coca Cola Condoms - The real thing Ever Ready Condoms - keep going and going Pringles Condoms - once you pop, you can't stop Burger King Condoms - Home of the Whopper Goodyear Condoms - "for a longer ride, go wide" Muller light condoms - so much pleasure, but where's the pain? Flash Condoms - Just sit back, relax and let flash do all the hard work Halford Condoms - we go the extra mile Royal Mail Condoms - I saw this and thought of you Andrex Condoms - Soft, strong and very very long Renault Condoms - size really does matter! Domestos Condoms - gets right in the rim Heineken Condoms -re

Life
Life is like riding a rollercoater-it had up's and down's,twists, and turns. It's full of laughter,and tears. always remember the good in life the bad will eat at you til the end. keep your family first and you closest friends

G.o.d Gods And Goddess' Members List
G.O.D GoDz: JameZ (GoD KroNoS) PREZIDENT GoDDeSS: ANgIe (GoDDeSS RHeiA) CO-PREZIDENT GoDz Vice PREZ GoDDeSS: StePH (GoDDeSS ATHeNa) Vice PREZ ALL ARE WELCOME JUST LEAVE A COMMENT SO WE CAN TRACK YOU IN OUR TRANSITION STAGE, THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME, WE KNOW IT IS VALUBLE JaMeZ & ANgiE

Today I Love:
New York....can't wait to get back there...I love New York every day actually...lol ;) I've decided to start a blog about things I love. We do this in a forum I'm a mod for and it helps to show appreciation for those things you love and care about....so feel free to post a comment with your own loves for the day...it feels good to get it out!! So here goes.... 1) sunshine....give me lots of it and every day! 2) watching the birds outide my window...some of them are quite mean when it comes to the bird feeders...lol...DAMN 3) the new charm bracelet my boys got me...LUV IT 4) sex...this is an every day thing...LMAO 5) coffee...I'm addicted 6) music...I'm a music junkie and cannot breathe without it ;) 1) the smell of rain.... 2) music....forever and always on this one ;) 3) the rumble of a throaty cam...DAMN 4) candlelight 5) did I mention the rumble of a throaty cam? LOL ;) It deserves to be mentioned twice ;)

Im Back
i am back on cherry tap. I was leaving but decided to stay because i would miss talking to all my friends. Some things are different now. I will not put up some of my nsfw pics. Dont ask to see them either because i deleted them all off my computer.

Job Interview
I HAVE A JOB INTERVIEW IN THE MORNING... LIKE I NEED ANOTHER JOB. lol. PLEASE EVRYONE WISH ME LUCK... I'LL TELL YA MORE ABOUT IT IF I GET IT... SOO NERVOUS.. LOVE YOU ALL!!! XOXO

Churchill United
Last year my husband and I started a group called Churchill United to help our teenagers get a fair start in life and to try to keep our play areas open. I know that most of you cherries live in America but over here in the UK we don,t have quite as much space as you and in our area we now have none at all. 5 years ago we had 29 play areas now we have 5 and they are closing 3 of those. We have started an ADD Your Flag page to our site www.churchillunited.co.uk so if yo want to add your flag please do it encourages us all. Love to you all from rainy England!

Realization
so i was just thinking about why it is i am not as "popular" as it seems other people are on this and other sites... and this is what i have come to realize about myself i will put them in a numbered list 1.i dont have pictures sharing my cock with the world, so that means that i will never get the gay vote... well maybe if i insiuated maybe that would help. 2.i dont have a set of tits, yes i know its hard to believe but i do think it has hamped my popularity because of it. now i am reduced to looking at womens tits... which leads me to #3 3.i dont desperatly stroke the ego of any woman that is attempting to look sexy by teasing me with possible shots of their junk... i know i am guilty of it but i dont make it common habit 4.i dont have a picture of me on a motorcycle or badass car.(but i do of me with rockstars, but that just proves how insignificant i am by being next to them) 5.i dont throw the props for ICP, see so here i lose the Juggalo vote, dammit thats it

Pieces Of My Mind
Something New: Once upon a time, I said I would never take another submissive. Things had gone... not badly but unexpectedly and I just wasn't comfortable with what I saw in myself. I don't think you can be a Dom and truely be everything a sub needs, if you don't trust yourself. So... I said that part of my life was closed. Then someone came along that managed to change that, and re-open a door. Made me think about teaching again... about taking a submissive, and really trying to give her everything she deserves. D/s relationships, to me, are far far more than "getting kinky"... if I don't feel the connection to teach and to grow with a submissive, then it's not going to work. I know that. This happened more slowly than I expected... I found myself in a very deep relationship, and she came to me and offered her submission, with complete trust and a certain innocence. And somehow I found that I wanted to be her Dominant, and with her I felt completely comfortable. It's one of t

A.o.m Bomers #1
please send me your links to your comps so i can help. richard

Tangles Of My Mind
Come talk with me and lie Sit next to me and die It is contagious, this disease It will leave you begging, on your knees It courses through your blood, your brain It whispers to you, we are insane Save your worry, hold your fear It is going nowhere, for it lives here It ravages the soul, the mind Blazes a ruthless trail, leaves a wasteland behind Come and talk with me and lie Come sit next to me and die You will feel it, it drifts through the air From me, now, to you, a new throat to tear A lifetime ago, they did rip through flesh so tender Your mind will resist, your very being will surrender The bright shining lies a child will believe The undying agony no one can relieve Come talk with me and lie Come sit next to me and die Never alone, it will take us together Both halves of me, now separate forever It is contagious, this disease It will have you pleading, on your knees It burns alive the blood, the brain It begs a whisper, we are insane Hold your worry, s

Just Random Shit....
So, with all the bullshit on this site, the world and everything in between, I decided that giving a fuck doesnt work. I simply dont give a shit about a damn thing. Well, thats not true. I do love my kids and my wife, and a select few friends. Outside of that, I dont give a fuck about anything. Even you. Yes you. I dont give a fuck about what happened in your life before today. I'm living in this moment. For this moment. Mistakes? Yeah, I've got em. Who the fuck doesn't? But I refuse to see them as regrets. They are lessons learned. Not to be repeated. Im I where I want to be. Not even close. But thats the challenge isn't it? To get to where you want to be. I have half my puzzle figured out. I have my family. Thats been the real challenge. Holding it all together. Thats how I realized that everything else...well, its bullshit. I can't control a goddamn thing. I can't give a fuck about what happens in the rest of the world. I can't change it. I can only contr

Bonzai
The bonzai. The ultimate Dominaton. Through constant attention, bending a mighty tree to your will. Cutting when needed, nurturing. Creating a thing of beauty, over decades of training. Forcing Mother Nature to obey your desires. Tenderly over coming your subjects natural desires to grow this way or that, uncontrolled, to behave as you wish it to. Proof of a commitment to Dominate another living thing. And it doesn't talk back.

Random Jokes Etc
I'm Glad I'm A Man, I'm glad I'm a man, you better believe I don't live off yogurt, diet coke, or cottage cheese I don't bitch to my girlfriends about the size of my breasts I can get where I want, north, south, east or west I don't go around checking my reflection In everything shiny from every direction I don't whine in public and make us leave early And when you ask why, get all bitter and surly I'm glad I'm a man, I'm so glad I could sing I don't have to sit around waiting for that ring I don't gossip about friends or stab them in the back I don't carry our differences into the sack I'll never go psycho and threaten to kill you Or think every guy out there's trying to steal you I'm rational, reasonable, and logical too I know what the time is and I know what to do And I honestly think it's a privilege for me To have these two balls and stand when I pee I live to watch sports and play all sorts of ball It's more fun than dealing with women after all

Does It Matter
I cant for the life of me undersdtand why other ladies get upset when someone adds a comment or sends you a gift on here . Wake up people , this is cyber land , most of us will never meet in person and this is a place where we can go and escape for a few from our REAL life. That is what this is to me. I dont care about how many friends I have , I would rather have a few that I really chat with and get to know and as for the comments , sometimes someone will post one and you have had a bad day and you come on here and read it and makes the day better. Lighten up folks, people that take this shit to serious need to get a life. If you are reading this , thanks for letting me state my 2 cents and thanks to the ones that I regularly chat with , I enjoy getting to know you.

Everest!
It's always been my dream to climb Everest, or at least go there. I used to go on about it all the time, recently though I'd given up. Well, I think I might be going next year, I'm only going to base camp but it's still gonna take 19 days in all counting trekking time and various stops to acclimatise on the ascent! During the climb we'll summit Kala Pattar which is 5,545m high! This is something I'd given up on and now there's a good chance that I'll be going!! :D I'm doing it as part of a charity event and have to raise a lot of money in the process, £3500 ($7000). Even if I do this, I plan to go back sometime and attempt to go a bit higher, cost is the only thing holding me back, that and the fact that it'll probably kill me! I can't believe this, actaully going to Nepal!!! :D

Blah
I think I'm just sick and tired of wanting something so bad...and knowing I'll never have it. It's like being stranded in the middle of the desert...so thirsty but nothing to drink I'm not quite sure what to do here...one minute I'm happy and the next I wanna die. I'm really tired of this...I just don't know... In today's society, everyone wants acceptance. Thin, tall, short, fat...everyone. Larger women have made advances in leaps and bounds over the past several years, calling themselves BBW (Big Beautiful Women). I think this is fantastic, but I also think it has to go both ways...for the guys too. You may be saying that big guys are called BHM (Big Handsome Men), but I have seen no evidence of this becoming as accepted as BBW. The reason I say this is, recently, I commented on how pretty a woman was...a BBW. In return, this same woman commented back that I was too fat and needed to go on a diet. WTF is that? It's ok for her to be fat because it's becoming more acceptable,

I Didn't Know This!! Lmao
You scored as Sex God, You are a master at sex. You make your partner weak in the knees, and you know it. You've had the practice, and you've read the books, but don't get too cocky (pun intended) or you'll get put into place.Sex God83% A Romantic65% A Slave To BDSM55% Virgin28% How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

I Have A Question...
So....I've noticed at least once a day I get a group of chicks at a time checking me out. They always rate only 1 picture and typically it's my profile picture. Now, this is what i'm thinking. Are they checking out my page for ME (because ironically they never send ME a friend request)...or are they scoping my guys? I'd almost bet a million dollars it's the latter. I mean, give me some credit....I ain't dumb!!! LMAO! Seriously, I know CT is about friends and that's fine...befriend whoever and as many friends as you want...but don't use me to get your guys!!! Geeze chickadees, get your own!!! LMAO...and that's all I have to say about that. *giggles* Whew!!!....damn that felt good! And yes, I am a little territorial.....roflmao.

Heartbreaker
I just got off the phone with a very close friend and ever since I hung up the phone Ive been pondering one question! Why do people have to break hearts? I mean espically the one that are labeled the "good ones" that a lot of people oversee.. The ones that wouldnt hurt a soul! Those are the ones that get shitted on the most in life.. A human being doesnt realize these kind of situations until there faced one on one. When it happens its a real eye opener to everyone.. Shows you that not everyone is the same theres many different kind of people almost like a chamelon with all its colors.. People wear many faces some are hidden and others are exposed! The only thing I can really say is if your a man and your reading this wondering why you havent found the "Right WOMEN" and are sick of going through Trial and Error with your other selections.. Please let me know and I will lead you to the right one.. Im not saying her name right now because I dont want to make her vulnerable anymore I trie

Poem To Gator
Dancing in the Rain You and me how could I have known that when I walked into that door we would fall into this zone Im sittin here on this roller coaster ride wonderin what happens next or if there is a drop waiting for the surprise how is it that when I least expect it you fall into my life i never expected any of it that I would take such a dive im dancing with you in the rain wondering if we are really sane and Im asking myself is this true what did I do in my life that was so right to end up here with you most of the time I find myself lost in thought thinking of your face and all the happiness youve brought thinking of saying goodbye to you one of these days im not afraid in your heart i belong to you its true and in my heart you belong to me you see i loved you from the start and nothing can ever tear love apart keep breathin baby because one of these days even if we aren't in eachothers arms well be starin up at the stars and know that love

The Bored Lounge
happy 4th of JULY everyone if anyone wanna help me with my lounge or wanna join or wanna help me just shout me in the shout box or message thanks ya

Computer
I will be without a computer starting tomorrow 6/28/07...it is going in the shop..i should have it back within 2 weeks...just wanted to tell everyone that cares..LOL.....U can try to send me messages though YAHOO to my phone I will stay MOBILE.... kts2big4u@yahoo.com Gonna miss yall!!

The Real Raw Report!!!
10 Things I Hate (ACTUALLY DISLIKE, I AM NOT A HATEFUL PERSON) About Everyone...Damn, I love sarcasm 10. People who have selective amnesia....you know those people who remember EVERYTHING someone does to them but conveniently forget most or EVERYTHING they do or say to other people. ....There's NO SHAME in admitting you are wrong and that you've wronged somebody. 9. The DOUBLE STANDARD people....similar to #10 but you know the ones who like to point the finger of blame, but NEVER do no wrong, the ones who when you tell them about themselves wanna ask, '...so you gonna point fingers...???' ... muffuga, be willing to take what u dish out...don't be a hypocrite 8. The shit talking tough guy/girl, who can't stand to take shit off of people...NOW HOLD UP...you so tough right? You can snap on the best of them right? no one better f*** with you right? But the minute you meet your match, you ball up like plastic in heat , or you wanna take sh*t personal, or cut them of

hey guys a new down rater has hit the big time. she is down rating military pics and stuff cherry tap.com/user/989261 her name is Elana this is the downrater atleast she has the guts to show herself

Soul Searching And Self Understanding
ok so most people by now know or have figured out that im a cancer/gemini. well last night i was on the phone with someone that i concider a good friend doing some talking. so here are some explanations of the way that I am. I put up this front to almost everyone. The im straight forward and a major asshole front. its like a protective barrier and a test i guess. I have a major problem with getting close to someone and then pushing them away shortly after. I just don't want to feel anymore pain than i already do on a daily basis. i have been threw more in 23 years of life than most 60 year old's have been threw and thats the reason for the front. if you like me give me some time and the wall will come down. I always get the question from a certain someone asking me why i can talk to her on here or text messages, but can't look her in the face in the mornings or talk to her when she is around. Im sorry its part of the barrier and not much i can do about it. For some reason you ar

Weekend!
Finally off for the weekend, FUCK forgot how gnarly construction work is.

Love
It has been a very strange and emotional week. This is probably one of the worst weeks of my life for many different reasons. I don’t exactly know where to begin, I guess I will just start venting and go where it may take me. My week started off badly on Monday. That day started off my bad luck. I got sick on Monday and have been sick ever since. I have been very ill. I have been vomiting blood and the whole nine yards. I started doing that Monday and I did it until today when I went to see the doctor and they finally gave me something to make me stop. I will say that my health has improved since then. I am still incredibly weak though. The doctors say that I will be weak for a while and to take things as easy as possible for the next week. I have the stomach flu you see and also a very weak immune system. They don’t want me to have an upset. I don’t want that either. I also have not had a great week with my boyfriend. I love him so much and he’s my everything, but

Thanks ... Son!!
I remember the very day when I felt my boy kick inside me for the very first time RIGHT under my heart!! I didn't I think when I counted his 10 little toes, I would be counting weeks until I see him again!! He needs not to do anything more to make me proud as I am already proud!! THIS is for him!! Good Luck in the Navy ... MOMMY's little GUY!! Until we meet again as we did 18 years ago!! I love you so much SON Thank you for all that you will do for our country THIS VIDEO IS DEDICATED TO MY BIG BOY WHO DECIDED TO GAVE HIS LIFE TO THE NAVY, HE LEAVES ME ON OCTOBER 3, 2007!! Please Pray For Him!

Free I Tunes
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Seductive
SHE HAS GOT ME LUSTING AFTER HER BUT NOT JUST LUSTING AFTER HER BODY,SHE HAS GOT ME LUSTING AFTER HER MIND.I LOVE THE WAY SHE THINKS,TALKS,WALKS EVEN HER SMILE IS CHART TOPPING HER LIPS MY GOD JUST LOOK AT THOSE LIPS JUST ONE KISS WOULD HAVE ME COMATOSE.IF HER MAN ONLY KNEW THE THOUGHTS I HAVE ABOUT HER THE DREAMS I HAVE HAD SHIT HE WOULD PROBABLY WANT TO BEAT MY ASS, LOOK AT IT THIS WAY HOMIE YOU LUCKED OUT SO LET'S MOVE ON LET THAT SHIT PASS.MAMI IS AMAZING I MEAN I HAVE SEEN WOMEN OF HER CALIBER BUT NOT OF HER CALIBER GET IT.A DIME PIECE FOR SURE BUT WITH STREET CREDS POLITICING WITH THE HOMIES SPITTING GAME WITH HER GIRLS BUT GETS UP THE NEXT MORNING AND HUSTLES HARD IN HER CORPORATE WORLD.YA UNDERSTANDS ME THAT MEANS MA HAS CLASS BUT IF SHE HAD TO SHE WOULD BUST THAT ASS AND I RESPECT HER GAME FOR THAT,HARD WORKER 100 PERCENT GO GETTER AND LIKE I SAID EARLIER HOMIE YOU LUCKED OUT SHE'S GOT YOUR BACK...

Poems
Life By: Jen Peterson Life doesn't always seem to go our way, it being hard to forget the pain, choosing whether to laugh or cry. My mind travels far, in a sea of emotions, sometimes wondering to run through a feild of dreams. Most of your feelins you tend to hide, not letting them out and locking them up in side. You act like nothings wrong, wanting to let loose your feelings and not care. Putting up a front and pretending to be strong, thinking all alone wishing to be dared. Someday your feelings will shine and only then true happiness you'll find. I Love You By: Jen Peterson I love you for the happiness you bring to me each day. I love you for the tenderness that lies within your heart. I love you for the way you said "I miss you" when we're apart. I love you for your patience when I've done something wrong. I love youu for your laughter that lingers like a song. I love you for the gentle way yo

Beware Animal Pervert
Beware of this sicko, he just now out of the blue asked my RL GF, CT Wife and the love of my life tha following in her CT Mail: ------>was kinda wondering......have you ever done freaky things with the horse?.......just between me and you.....i really think that is very hot and a turn on if you have.........and if you have can i have details of what all happen and what you did.....and how it felt. His SN addy link is http://www.cherrytap.com/user/46592 just cut/paste that to your search or addy bar and give this sick bastard some hell, I felt this was very insultive. I'm going there now to give him hell.

Is There Really....
A lot of people say there is Truly someone for everyone, Is it true, why is it so hard to find that One person, some people say, you aren't limited to Just One person, that it is how you choose to take a person, I've heard this before and have always wondered is it true......To have the perfect person, Is to find an Imperfect Person In a Perfect way, Make sense, Kinda does to me, But give me some insite from your View, If you're in a relationship, How does it work for you, was it love at first site or did you grow together, I have always seemed to have SHIT for luck with women, I have had One awesome relationship, It was 5 yrs long, we had 2 disagreements, not really arguments, but the second time was enough for me to leave, I'm a Very trusting person After I feel I can trust you, But Ruin the trust and we may as well be done, I hate being lied to, YOU WILL ALWAYS BE CAUGHT!!! I hate Cheaters, If you have to cheat DO NOT Lie and Tell someone you love them, Because it is a lie.....yo

Animal Cruelty
YES!!! The NFL pulled through and have sent the right message :D NFL suspends quarterback Michael Vick indefinitely after he files plea By DAVE GOLDBERG and LARRY O'DELL, Associated Press Writers August 24, 2007 AP - Aug 24, 6:40 pm EDT No matter how nuanced his confession for involvement in dogfighting, Michael Vick got no leniency Friday from the NFL. Commissioner Roger Goodell suspended the Atlanta Falcons quarterback indefinitely without pay, just hours after Vick filed a plea agreement that portrayed him as less involved than three co-defendants and guilty mainly of poor judgment for associating with them. Vick acknowledged bankrolling gambling on the dogfights, but denied placing bets himself or taking any of the winnings. He admitted that dogs not worthy of the pit were killed "as a result of the collective efforts" of himself and two co-defendants. Goodell wasn't moved and didn't bother to wait until Monday, when U.S. District Judge Henry E.

It Doesn't Take Much
It Doesn't Take Much By Anthony Hunt My hand longs to touch a warm cheek that ain't there I dearly miss the scent of vanilla in your hair My ears want to hear the sweetest voice in the world My eyes tear up knowin' they'll never again see that girl Cause it doesn't take much Just a wink or a stare To remind me again Of how much I care No I'll never have enough As I bitterly laugh The only way to see you Is in a photograph But what I can't figure out Is what does it mean? When I wanna be with you But I know it ain't meant to be? It may be a little strained Every time that I call But I'd rather know you as a stranger Than not know you at all Cause it doesn't take much Just a wink or a stare To remind me again Of how much I care No I'll never have enough As I bitterly laugh The only way to see you Is in a photograph Why can't you just take my hand So we can be friends? And why can't I understand That this is the end? The answer's harder to f

♥watcha Think ?♥
JUST SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE THEN REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN OR A BLOG AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS WHEN SOMEONE RESPONDS TO YOU AND YOUR QUESTIONS..... ♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥ 1.)Q. Can you cook? 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude? 13.)Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 14.)Q. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 15.)Q. Tell me one weird fact about you: 16.)Q. Do you have any pets? 17.)Q. What if I showe

Nigerian Scam Response....
I'm so sick of getting these emails. Today, I decided I would respond, and ride it out. If I get a response from this guy...I'll post it here...here is the original email, and my reply: _________________ From: BARRISTER CHRISTOPHER MOTLEY ESQ [mailto:frommychambers1@hotmail.com] Sent: Wednesday, July 25, 2007 16:54 Subject: Late Engr.John Ferguson will Dear beneficiary On behalf of the Trustees and Executor of the estate of Late Engr.John Ferguson ; I once again try to notify you as my earlier letter was returned undelivered. I hereby attempt to reach you again by this same email address stated on the WILL. I wish to notify you that late Engr.John Ferguson made you a beneficiary to his WILL. He left the sum of Seven Million One Hundred Thousand Dollars (USD$7,100.000.00 ) to you in the codicil and last testament to his WILL. Being a widely travelled man, he must have been in contact with you in the past or simply you were recommended to him by one of his

Haters Beware
YOUR FAVORITE F... rated your photo a '1'! 10 hr ago · YOUR FAVORITE F... just checked you out! 10 OK Friends and Family, Check out this Hater, Jealous CUNT>Your Favorite Fantasy This looser, sorry assed excuse for a female comes to my page today, rates my salute photo a 1 and leaves, Now Just to give Ya all a lil Info on this old worn out broad, She WAS on Harley's friends list, Long before I met him. Well after Harley and I got together, She starts TRYING to make trouble for us. with posting comments to Harley, sending him e mails and IM's..Harley asked this cunt, nicely to tone it down and told her HE Loves ME and doesn’t want any more then a respectful friendship from her and to be respectful of me...Well need less to say, this stupid ass kept up her dumb crap. SO Harley deleted her. Now this OLD hag of a female, Thought she may have had a chance with Harley, Which she NEVER did. She's a jealous looser, drama queen, a hater a down rater. So after OVER a

Fubar Drama
Why do ppl come and stalk you? why do they perv you? why do ppl play games? why cant ppl just leave the drama on the television.... why do they need to share the shit with others, why cant they just be happy and see others that are happy and be happy together. why do ppl assume that just because u added them as ur friend that the first thing u want is for them to come over and fucken sleep with them. and then think they can tell you what and what not to do. why cant ppl just have fun and be happy...... why do they need to ASSume anything, why do they think they know you, when they dont even know themselves. Get a life PPL... leave the dram and bullshit for television, FUBAR is not a reality show. its a place for fun and meet some really cool ppl. if u want me as ur friend cool. bring ur friendship and leave the drama, bullshit, head games, and lies at your house.. just keep it real!

Stuff
I thought you knew me but it seems you never did I tried to find you in the castle where you hid I took the pictures that you ruined from my wall No one remembered me I was right after all I am the villain to you You are the princess to me And I got you where I want you Let love bring you to your knees If I can not have you, darling, no one will This fairy tale is ending, this fairy tale is ending REST IN PIECES I am the hero to you You are the villain to me I jumped a building or two To write this love story I was the prince that every dame was looking for But you gave your love to every jester at your door Well I always knew that you would end up stepping out But that's what this cannon aimed at you is all about I am the villain to you You are the princess to me And I got you where I want you Let love bring you to your knees If I can not have you, darling, no one will This fairy tale is ending, this fairy tale is ending REST IN PIECES I am t

20,000 To Level
ARCHANGEL IS ON 90% OFALL LEVEL UPS AND HES ASKING FOR HELP WITH THIS ONE..STOP BY AND SHOW HER SOME LOVE Jessica025 of the Godfather Family@ fubar

The Past
why cant guys just be honest with themselves and with women. life would be so much easier if alot of people tried honesty hurt me once shame on you hurt me twice shame on me hurt me three times dial 911

Damn!
Hey all you sexy women! As the day grow's darker, my love grow's stronger for all of you! I will be here for the weekend and maybe a couple of day's past. It should only take me 48 hr's. to get back.I am designing my way!I will continue to love all of you and give you all of the support I can. If you know where Clark Lk. Is and your close, give me a shout!

Damn Im How Old
In 1965 (the year you were born) Lyndon B. Johnson is president of the US Secretary of Defense Robert McNamara calls for a nationwide network of bomb shelters Former leader of the Black Muslims, Malcolm X, is shot and killed in New York City To protest voting rights discrimination, civil rights demonstrators begin a march for Selma to Montgomery with federal troop protection The first commercial satellite, Early Bird, is launched into space by Nasa to transmit telephone and television signals Voting Rights Act is signed into law Riots by young blacks in the Watts area of Los Angeles begin, causing $200 million in damage Hurricane Betsy claims 75 lives in southern Florida and Louisiana United States President Lyndon Johnson proclaims his "Great Society" during his State of the Union address Dr. Dre, Sarah Jessica Parker, Robert Downey Jr., Shania Twain, Moby, and Ben Stiller are born Los Angeles Dodgers win the World Series Green Bay Packers win

My Feelings
I see a child in my memory, waiting to be set free, free from the chains that bend her, and remind her, that you show no love to her soul, I see her lay wide awake in the night, trying to heal her bruised heart, trying to break free, and now no more will those chains hold her, that broken soul no more Here's my feeling, spread out in front of you, written on my face, spoken with every word, blood sings my songs of my pain, my heart screaming your name, words will never explain the way you make me feel, knowing my every emotion is real, helping me find a cure for this cancer, this cancer eating me away from inside, my hearts ready to stop it's beating I'm ready to stop this bleeding Waking I know there will be someone I can turn & smile to Smile cause every time I thought I gave up You always proved me wrong Finally I can count my reasons for breathing And everyone one reason is you My reasons to fall over & over for you When they say we are too young to love

Luv Me I Luv On U
Come on guys... I think nothing about rating everything you have. I never turn anyone down may not be exactly when you want it. I understand im a God Father. Im not here for points..But come on ..I need Fubucks just to buy gifts. I help 10 -14 a day leve..If im going to rate you please rate something of mine in return..If im really asking to much..Im just going to go and see who wants to rate swap. I love to level but i need love too.....