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Just Runnin My Mouth..
Guys Come on, Im a real person on the other end of this page, please be nice. I hurt easy. I have a big mouth and Im playful most of the time, but i really dont mean anything bad or suggestive by it.What you see is what you get.Im a very sweet person, and I get my feelings hurt very easy, because I do care. So please just be nice to me. I would really would appreciate it.

A Poem I Wrote
I am at a point in my life where i just think it's time for a change, time for me to grow without any restrictions..Become sure of myself, become real, become honest, become strong. And to do this i need to work soley on myself before i establish anymore bonds with people. I keep certain people in my life who i feel already have earned the right to be there or i just think they have the potential to stay down with me. Anyone who wants to call me fake or whatever can go fuck themselves bc honestly i just cut off the unnesscisary ties in my life. When said people WERE in my life, they did nothing but bring drama to it, caused me to be depressed or just plain pissed me off. And most of these people couldnt EVER handle me being honest...whenever i would say what was on my mind they would get offended and freak out. I dont need those types of people in my life. I can be social most of the time but i'm really out growing this whole "being anyone's best friend" bc very few people can handle

Its 1:45am.......sweet...
To my sister and my mom, Tanya there are no words to express exactly how I feel, My heart has been broken into a million pieces and will never be the same..You were my twin, my best friend and my heart and never in my wildest imagination have I ever thought my life would be lived without you in it.. Together we have risen above the turmoil and raised three beautiful kids, they are spoiled and most importantly they have been raised safely and closley protected....You are my angel and have saved me more times than u will ever know....I will never ever be the same without you.....You are with God now, and he has taken all of your pain away....Wait for me in Heaven...cause although you have started this Journey without me.....We will finish it together.....Until then my darling watch over me and the kids and I will make sure they grow up knowing exactly how beautiful u really were. Mom.. You raised us well and me and Tanya could depend on you for everything...She always thought abou

2-8-07
I Took My son to the Hospital today..not cool.hes been in pain for no apparent reason for quite sometime now and tylenol just wasnt cuttin it anymore, no decent parent can handle it when thier child is hurting....sooo... He has Scoliosis was the finding after numerous xrays and some other junk.~gonna have to figure how to spell that later~..(curvature of the spine) well im not surprised although just a little sad for him.Poor Baby.Horrid Day today, But I expect the worst and hope for the best..what can ya do .Prayers to my bratcake.I would gladly take his place in a heartbeat.

Im Gonna Be A Grandma
We just found out last friday that my daughter is going to have a baby.. We go to the doc for the first time this thursday and hope to find out just how far along she is.. So it looks like im gonna be a grandma.. We are taking bets on what it is going to be. Im sayin boy, my better half says girl. The daddy is next in line to have twins*crys*. Lets hope its just one!!!!! Just wanted to share the news with all of my friends and family on here

Breaking Muse
Another joint project. My friend Heather and I seemed to get each other's work in a very appealing way, so we wrote a poem together. I hope we have more to share with you soon:) There is a rhythm To the sidewalk You can feel The concrete's pulse And sense This city's soul The mood is dimmed half-closed eyes. listening to blues played cool as the day, thin-fingered in riffs, exponentially timed ups and downs, counted spaces that fall between trees, the first drifts of leaves turning brown. Each stride you take Is a tango You waltz to Natural beats Your step is firm And precise With your partner's Feet Drums brush a rhythm like memory's night. eyes change like autumn, green-brown, gold-rimmed. the day unfolds languorous clouds streaky wisped on intense smoke of skies You glare seductively At the breeze You feel it's Fever rise Time to take off Your dancing shoes You kiss the beat Music plays, blues roll oceans of season that fly past

Sinister Yesterday's
It does not need to Change at all But this won’t Stay the same Better or worse Is up to your vision I see it will be Different Certain parts Rearranged Just pull me in Closer See if I can handle The heat It does not matter What you’ve done I am the pasts Release Set aside that Grief Slip inside The belief

.......
Something has to be done about this. I'm all for being teased but this is borderline harassment. Defamation of character, even! It's no secret I've been wanting a tattoo ever since my cat scarred my arm up years ago. I still have those scars from our *battles*. I'd deliberately pick fights with him just for the infliction of wounds .. but that's another issue better categorized in my future "why I'm seeing a shrink" entry, no? My Mom came home with her first tat a few weeks ago. Since then everyone has been taunting me over it. Carol Brady got inked before I did. O' the shame. Tomorrow afternoon Mom's getting her tat touched up since it didn't take well the first time around. I'm going with her. If I do not return home inked I will be moving to a new town, changing my identity .. never to speak of this again. Wish me luck.

A Poem I Can Relate To
3am the Reapers happy hour and the sturdy finger of fear pokes in my sleep deprived eye once again snatching the breath I desperately scramble to retain it’s the hour of sweet dreams and bad conversation shallow thought and deep inhalation sent backwards as the sickle moon shines his wry smile over the shadow drawn corners of the stopped clock why is it HE never tires in the wait for tomorrow Amanda L Harris Whenever I cried, it was in your arms You held me so close, away from all harm Your soft warm skin, always against mine Our hearts, always beating at the same time You watched over me, like a guardian angel You kept me safe, under your protecting spell Whenever in darkness, you gave me light And whenever hurt, into you I fell But all that has left me, no longer, no more Your something I don't know, you've left me so sore I'm all alone now, in my minds darkest place Blood stained skin, tear stained face But I know what I m

The Side Bar
I keep all my thoughts Every feeling I earn It is all Written down On pages And napkins Or envelopes Whatever happens To be around You will get to Know me Understand All that I Think As soon as you Learn To decipher Invisible Ink

Eugenics (m&m's)
Whenever I get a package of plain M&Ms, I make it my duty to continue the strength and robustness of the candy as a species. To this end, I hold M&M duels. Taking two candies between my thumb and forefinger, I apply pressure, squeezing them together until one of them cracks and splinters. That is the "loser," and I eat the inferior one immediately. The winner gets to go another round. I have found that, in general, the brown and red M&Ms are tougher, and the newer blue ones are genetically inferior. I have hypothesized that the blue M&Ms as a race cannot survive long in the intense theater of competition that is the modern candy and snack-food world. Occasionally I will get a mutation, a candy that is misshapen, or pointier, or flatter than the rest. Almost invariably this proves to be a weakness, but on very rare occasions it gives the candy extra strength. In this way, the species continues to adapt to its environment. When I reach the end of the pack, I am left wit

Thoughts
Well One thing about being a paranormal invetagator is the unusual things you see.Most of the time you can't hear it with out a recorder but my fav.Part is when the supernatural gets involved then things get intence.Questions flood me a wonder of how in the hell is that even possable????But my mind is open but closed as well.I have been searching for the unnorm since I could see them or hear them but I feel them as well.I did how ever run in to a SkinWalker and I will talk about him in another time.I have gotten close to a werewolf real close and ill post about that as well.But I think i am on to something That maybe there are immortals out there.Have I found One????? Well thats a good question.And as of yet no but along my way I have understood that the soul is immortal can can possess the body.All religions talk about it.Have I found and Imortal spirit possession??????Yes and I have been in an on line communication with him.I would like to take it to a more personal level to record h

Into The Hole
Who can say that what we do now has no consequences, no direct action reflected upon it's self? The law of energy says that with every action comes a separate and equal reaction. What does this have to do with anything... LOOK OUT YOUR WINDOW... take a hard look. EDEN ISN'T BURNING! IT'S BURNT! We have paid a terrible price until that day... And we will continue to pay that price if we don't take action now, then they're be no action later. How can people be so insensitive to others losses? Not only the thousands that have innocently been taken before we stood up and started to take the fight to the enemy... but the thousands that have paid the ultimate price. The ones that have laid they're life upon the alter of freedom, to sacrifice for people they only know as Americans, MILLIONS they will never personally know, or meet. And take that burden onto there shoulders with pride. Personally those of you that rather point fingers and lay blame, rather than t

Your Love Song
Your Love Song Is Sitting, Waiting, Wishing by Jack Johnson "Maybe you've been through this before But it's my first time so please ignore The next few lines cause they're directed at you I can't always be waiting, waiting on you I can't always be playing, playing your fool" You've been waiting for love, and you're not going to wait any longer! What Love Song Are You?

Wooohooo Me
Well I just got the call that I am now a official collage student at CTU (Colorado Tech University) Im going to be working for the next 15 months earning my associates degree in Criminal Justice *wootwoot* so no telling me anything bad when Im done with school lol I might have to report cha lol jk anyway hopefully if all goes well I will then start earning my bachelors degree in 15 months wish me luck and I will still be keeping in contact so no one leave me lol alright bye byez for now oh yea school starts for me on April 8th *mauhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*

Quizzes
>The answers are printed below, but don't you cheat. > >READY????? Here we go! > This is a test for us old kids! > The answers are printed below, but don't you cheat. > > READY????? Here we go! > > 01. After the Lone Ranger saved the day and rode off into the sunset, > the grateful citizens would ask, Who was that masked man? Invariably, > someone would answer, I don't know, but he left this behind. What did he > leave behind?____________ > > 02. When the Beatles first came to the U.S. in early 1964, we all > watched them on The __________________ Show. > > > > 03. "Get your kicks, ___________________." > > 04. "The story you are about to see is true. The names have been > changed______________! " > > > > 05. "In the jungle, the mighty jungle, ________________" > > 06. After the Twist, The Mashed Potato, and the Watusi , we "danced" > under a stick that was lowered as low as we could go in a dance called > the "_____________."

True Friends
TO TRUE FRIENDS, WHO ONE DAY JUST MAY UNDERSTAND ME AND NOT JUDGE Current mood: disappointed Category: Life To True Friends The beauty of true friendship is seen through my eyes more magnificent with love than the day before the gift given freely with open arms held out bringing comfort and companionship to my heart's door The feelings of tenderness and pride in accomplishments of others is only the beginning of a friendship caring and wanting blessing for another fills your soul sharing all that you have, brings more to this relationship The hurt of one is the hurt of two multiplying the tears of unhappiness the victories of one are combined to double the joyous song making the hopes and prayers of one not solitude but a choir of voices heard loud and strong The union of love begins softly within each person in life making the day a place of contentment and surprise until finally the importance of other

It's Through Time
It's Through Time Time has come Time has gone Time has left This heart so weak. Though strong to the eye I'm dying inside. It's hard to see It's hard believe It's hard for me To let you know And let my Feelings show. Through times of sad Through times of pain Through times of glad. I keep my emotions bottled And put on idle. I keep my heart Under lock and key. And my spirit Runs free. Watching and waiting For me to be free.

All About Us
PERFECTLY US TO A T~~ SUN in ARIES with AQUARIUS Both these types are active, independent individuals who appreciate progressive, dynamic approaches to any situation or problem. The relationship will have a unique, lively and spirited quality. Both Aries and Aquarians' take pride in their freedom from many traditional values and beliefs. Aries is more concerned with personal creativity and in some ways they are less integrated into social groups and the community than Aquarius. This can be a very exciting coupling as both types are adventurous, unconventional and like to take risks. Meetings can be sudden and impulsive and relationships can strike up instantaneously. Affairs can be very hot and passionate, but can end just as quickly as they begin. Aries might find themselves in an unusual situation with an Aquarian partner, living arrangements may not be the norm and this couple is less likely to demand that their partner be legally required to be present. The energy a

Sweet Victory
Follow the footsteps into a world of wonder, Follow the footsteps out of all the thunder. Follow the footsteps into a world of dreams, Follow the footsteps out of the forest by the stream. Follow the footsteps so you can be discovered, Follow the footsteps so you can be recovered. Follow the footsteps so you can be found, Follow the footsteps out of this world of no sound. Someday you will wonder, about the dreams, that will never be discovered, that will never be found, someday the thunder that strikes the streams , will never be recovered, wothout a sound. Follow the footsteps they wont lead you wrong. she lied to my face he lied to my face they both lied there was no reason to lie cause there was no truth i just dont understand why lie, how about just dont say anything especally if there is NO truth the lie so strong buy WHY there was no reason behind it but now i know cause you didnt know that i didnt know that LIE THE LIE you told me one week and

Noble Virtues
THE 9 NOBLE VIRTUES Courage is having the bravery to do what is right at all times. Truth is the willingness to be honest and say what one knows to be true and right. Honor is the feeling of inner value and worth from which one knows that one is noble of being, and the desire to show respect for this quality when it is found in the world. Fidelity is the will to be loyal to one's Gods and Goddesses, to one's Folk, and to one's self without restriction. Discipline is the willingness to be hard with one's self first, and then if need be with others, in order that greater purposes can be achieved. Hospitality is the willingness to share what one has with one's fellows, especially when they are far from home. Industriousness is the willingness to work hard---always striving for efficiency---as a joyous activity in and of itself. Self-reliance is the spirit of independence which is achieved not only for the individual, but also for the family,

The Darkness
A betrayal of the soul A sickness that cuts deep within my shattered soul missing the pieces that make it completely whole The touch that warms me like none that can really be the embrace of the innocents now taken away from me Lost in the petty fight of two who vowed to be one attempts on the love by one who would have all undone A pitiful sight to behold the queen of lies a murder of character before everyones eyes The genuine loss is seen by those who will see for those who will not they believe it to be A horrible truth that can only be known by the victims to find that a war wages at all cost for the benefit of her sickly mind A change has come at a price that is far too high to bear something sub human has shown prides true error Unable to believe that one could turn away from the leach lost is her meal of a spirit kept so far from her reach Seeking to hurt all who come near her truth to behold one who is hurt and hides from the light, growing

My First Blog Dedicated To...
Those smelly yellow bellied bastards that rate you a 1 and dont even have the balls to let you know it was them who voted for ya. They are homoseckshual and they bother me for being idiotic wastes of sperm cells. Sorry for the profanity to those whom I adore but they really just bug me....fuckers!

Alone
I am alone. Like always. I feel very much unwanted. It seems like no one can love me because I have bipolar disorder, along with a few other mential things. These are products of a very tragic life. Things happened to me that I will not discuss here. I am 35, I cant see my kids, my family doesnt want me, I have no friends, outside of the ones on here and I cant keep a girlfriend. I am always good to them, but once my illness gets the best of me and the moods start to swing, they are gone. So I decided that I will forever be alone. For the simple reason that I dont want the heartache and the hurt of being rejected anymore. Its just not worth the pain. I know how my life is going to end, Im going to die old, gray, alone and forgottin. That is how things will end for me. But until then, I will live my life the best I can, keeping to myself, going home after work and going to bed in my cave/bedroom(blacked out the windows) and sleep alone, all because of the fact that Im sick.

Surveys About Me
Deep QuestionsWho are you?i havent figured that out yetWhat keeps you awake at night?stressing about billsIf you could go back in time and change something, what would you change?not going to collegeAre you happy with your life at the moment?no, i feel i am not independent enoughWhat do you like most about yourself?i always try to be there for my friendsDo you ever wish you were someone else?yes, i wish i was a rich person, life is harder worrying about moneyWhat's the worst thing anyone has ever done to you?slept with an ex of mine and then started dating themDo you have a dark secret that you have never told anyone?yes, and will remain that wayWhat do you like most about your friends?they are honest and true friendsHave you ever come close to dying?two times, once when i almost drowned when i was little, and the other when i tried to take my own lifeWhat one thing do you want most in this world?to have enough money, i dont have to worry about bills and shitHow do you want to be remem

Favorite Lyrics
My favorite lyrics A simple dedication made me listen to these lyrics more closely. We always seem to think that it is up to us to make the decision for someone else, as these lyrics state "you deserve much better than me". When you are put on a pedestal, are carried on hands and receive compliment after compliment of course, it makes one glow; but when, in life, a decision like this is made for the better of the other person, without taking any of the possible consequences into consideration, then the fall off the pedestal is a deep and painful one. Maybe you are the right person, maybe you do fully own someone's heart; never think you have the right to make a choice on behalf of someone else, after all, life should be lived by the rightful owner, and not by someone else on their behalf. Everyone has the right to make their own mistakes, everyone is responsible for their own choices/actions, don't resume responsibility over someone else's. Okay, I'll kick my soapbox to th

Detached
sitting here just staring at this damn screen, not really feeling anything but empty no real reason for it, it just is. i have no motovation for anything i dont know what brought this mood on, but it needs to go away. i feel weak and stupid and that just fucking pisses me off. god i need a night of drunken fun with the girls.

The Unexpected
My step sister passed away unexpectedly today at the age of 29. She leaves behind a 6 year old daughter with Autism. It really makes you realize how another seemingly normal day can take such a wrong turn. She never even got to say goodbye to her daughter, who was the love of her life. I don't think I'll ever understand why things happen the way they do.........

My Master
My Master's eyes are so very firm at times yet, always filled with love. My Master's mouth can speak harshly but never demeaning or cruelly. My Master's arms are strong and forceful yet, warm and secure. My Master's hands can give punishment when needed but never lack to show the love within. My Master's legs are fast in walk yet, never leave me behind. My Master's mind is set to his ways but so aware of my needs and feelings. My Master's heart has to be extremely large to hold all the love he shows to me. All these things make up my Master who cares.....loves....and looks after me.

Gentlemen, You Can't Fight In Here, T His Is The War Room!
My pirate name is: Bloody Mary Kidd Every pirate lives for something different. For some, it's the open sea. For others (the masochists), it's the food. For you, it's definitely the fighting. Even though you're not always the traditional swaggering gallant, your steadiness and planning make you a fine, reliable pirate. Arr! Get your own pirate name from piratequiz.com.part of the fidius.org network fuck all, my friends are D-U-M dumb!!!! you too fucking stupid to tell me about the ditch in the side of the road......So when I make that U-turn to put you curb side......YOU SHOULD TELL ME ABOUT THE FUCKING DITCH!!!! This is how one gets high-centered.....what the fuck!!! but long story short, I got out, apparently...that's why i'm here.......Your a fucking asshole!! Never am I giving your ass a ride home again!!! This has been the night of all disapointment, thank god for Pirate House, for returning my sanity to me!! The end

What Kind Of Man Are You??
WHAT KIND OF MAN ARE YOU LOOKING FOR? In a brief conversation, a man, speaking to a woman, was out to pursue the question, "What kind of man are you looking for?" She sat quietly for a moment before looking him in the eye and asked, "Do you really want to know?" Reluctantly, he said, "Yes" as she began to expound... "As a woman in this day and age, I am in a position to ask a man what he can do for me that I can't do for myself. I pay my own bills. I take care of my household without the help of any man- or woman for that matter. I am in the position to ask, 'What can you bring to the table?'" The man looked at her. Clearly he thought that she was referring to money. She quickly corrected his thought and stated, "I am not referring to money... I need something more. I need a man who is striving for perfection in every aspect of life." He sat back in his chair, folded his arms, and asked her to explain. She said, "I am looking for someone who is str

Morning After
JUST GETTING OFF THE TRAIN OH SHIT JUST MY LUCK HERE CUMS THE RAIN,THUNDER ROLLING IN SUN JUST WENT DOWN MAMI IS SUPPOSED TO BE HERE SOON UNLESS HER FLIGHT CHANGED.DAMN IT DID I KNEW THAT WAS GOING DOWN HAD MY SHIT PREPARED OH YEA IT WAS GOING DOWN, I KNOW I WAS GOING DOWN THAT IS TASTING, LIGHTLY NIBBLING ON WHAT WAS ONCE HIS.YEA NOW WHAT, THIS FUCKED UP WEATHER JACKED MY PLANS UP WHAT TO DO,WHAT TO DO, SHE CATCHES MY EYE DAMN MA DON'T I KNOW YOU,YOU YEA YOU MISS SEXY RIGHT OVER THERE THE ONE WITH THE PRETTY EYES AND BEAUTIFUL LONG HAIR.DIDN'T WE GO TO SCHOOL TOGETHER ARE AT LEAST HAVE A LOVE AFFAIR DAMN YOU ARE EXTRA MA GOT A G FEELING EXTRA SQUARE ALL CONFUSED AND SH..... CAUSE YOU ARE ON THE GORGEOUS SIDE CUM ON BABY GIRL HERE IS THE TRAIN LET'S GO FOR RIDE.WE START TO TALK AND THINGS ARE GETTING MORE ON THE COMFORTABLE SIDE CAUSE NOW I REMEMBER WHO MAMI IS SHE IS THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY BECAUSE WHEN WE FIRST MET I FUCKED UP AND LET HER SLIDE,WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING TO LET SOMEO

The Parent Trap
I love my son. He's got his issues (who doesn't) but he's got this amazing sense of humor, he's smart and he's like a miniature version of me. The only problem is that he's far smarter than I am. Not to sound like the arrogant ass I am but I'm no slouch in the brains department...I've got a good IQ, I'm literate, well-read, and I have more education than a lot of people. But Kyle, well, he sort of has this gift for outsmarting me.... Here's an example: Back during Thanksgiving when we were traveling through Arizona, he spotted this Thomas the Tank Engine pillow. The thing is shaped and colored just like Thomas (i.e. it's not just a pillow-case). Being the train and, more specifically, Thomas fan that he is, and because he was exceptionally well-behaved on the car trip, I bought it for him. Well, Thomas has become like a family friend. To the point that if I refer to Thomas as a "pillow," I get yelled at. Sooooo, last night, as is our nightly routine, I waited for h

Dumb Ass!
So it's Sunday and I'm feeling like Shit! The flash backs from last night are pretty fuzzy. And my never ending struggle of worshiping the porceilin God are Wonderful! (That was sarcastice incase you didn't catch the undertone)But boy was I having Fun though! ..at least that's what I keep telling myself. So I went out with a girlfriend to a near by country bar last night to drink some beer. I said I had no intentions of getting drunk because I was going to come into work today. But I'm guessing about the third pitcher I had thrown out the concept of making it to work. So a couple more pitchers, about a dozen shots of rumpelmintz , I was apparently the life of the party. And so was my CREDIT CARD! I was buying shots for the table. I guess it was like 1:45a.m and "Last Call" was announced so I decided to close my Tab out! My freaking bar tab was $185.00 I almost sobered up for a minute! Na..not really! Thank God for Credit!.. So my lesson learned!..Only take cash from

Please Visit My Girl's Page
I am so proud of My girl, I would like to ask everyone who visits and enjoys my blogs to visit her page. she has so much to offer in her blogs, I think you would enjoy them also. just copy and paste her URL and stop by... fan, rate, and add if you would like. I am sure she would enjoy the company. :P http://cherrytap.com/cherrie Thanks, SLAYER

Usarmy~j
Got a letter from USArmy~J today. He is doing fine. As of 4/13 he hasn't started basic yet. They typically have a couple of days to get used to thier surroundings and to give the company a bumper in case one or more of the recuits gets stuck enroute by bad weather or such. It's pretty good idea seeing USArmy~J got stranded in DC for a few hours. He has met a few men is his unit and is starting to form bonds with them. A couple of them are driving him crazy. He is starting as an E4 which is a Specialist. Most newbies start at E1, Private First CLass. Some (mostly Eagle Scouts) start at E2 Private Second Class. So USArmy~J outranks all of them, but an E2 seems to think that he is running the show. Boy is he in for a surprise. But most of the guys are cool. Of course the Drill Intstuctors really run the show. USArmy~J compared them to Full Metal Jacket. He's nervous but excited at the same time. Well that's about all; it was a short note. He's going to try a write

Why?
i got my tongue pierced for my 18th bday and yes for those who dont talk to me enough to know my real age sorry about that, but yeah IM 18! As of July 31st! LMAO ne ways talk to you guys more about it later...lmao hmmm children, hmmm wow, im having a baby! YAY! why do i see so many things on here about VA? why is there barely any support for our US MILITARY? except from military wives and ppl in the military? its bothersome to think that some kid shooting up a school, makes front page and yet no one knows what really is going on over in iraq except the ppl that are going, been, or their husbands or wives that are left behind so they can protect us...............

Soulful
A dreamer must perish like a burning phoenix....to be reborn again within it's own ashes. Seconds...Minutes...Hours... all collide together in an infinite realm... never enough...always too much... paradox... Days...Weeks...Months... an endless trek through eternity... a healing power...a painful torment... paradox... an infant's cry...a child's laugh...a youth gone wild... an adult's maturity...a mid-life crisis...an old man's crippled tears... youth aging...memories fading... an endless cycle... Years...Decades...Centuries... history collects it's artifacts... crucified religions...death the price for peace... paradox... Never an end to the perpetual demon... a lover...a destroyer...a mother's womb...a dead man's grave... the culprit...Time...

The Need For Rules And Punishment
by Sassy Sioux We all have a need for discipline within our lives. It is part of the very fabric by which we live. We have rules that govern literally all aspects of our life, be it driving, paying taxes, how we act in public, how we treat others, if and how we worship, and the things we can and cannot do according to society. Take a look at the statutes set forth in your own state. You will find a list of rules there that help people get along, help keep the government running smoothly, and ways of keeping everyone safe while still affording freedoms of many kinds. One way to make sure we follow these rules is self-discipline. We must pace ourselves and keep our whims and desires in check or else we pay the consequences that are set forth by the state. These consequences can be anywhere from a fine to years in prison. The D/s lifestyle is also based on rules and consequences. In each relationship, there are rules that the partners live by, consequences for falling outside the

Hotornot
Get more @ CherryTagz.com http://hotornot.com/r/?eid=RSAYE8R-KKV This is going to be my last night on fubar/cherrytap, i will miss you all and i am going to cancel the account tomarrow i just wanted to say bye to everyone and thanks for all the wonderful comments and gifts take care , marinesgirl

Ffs!
Hmmm, I'm finding it difficult to understand why people (and I mean men) can't respect the fact that I'm really not interested in talking about sex with them. I mean, do they really think that they are so damn hot and sexy that no woman can resist them? Trust me fellas, that just is not the case. Now, don't get me wrong... if you're into that 'kinda ting' (said in the sytle of Father Ted) then fair play to you but you ain't gonna be playing with me sunshine. I'm here to just have a laugh and waste time (and get abuse from ManU fans...who will be crying soon! lol). I'm starting to believe that most of them can't read to be honest (not the ManU fans, some men,...but then again...lol)... all the blood has gone somewhere else and the 'real' brain has shut down. OK, well... that was my first ever rant (in blog that is, on CT). Don't feel any better for it but seeing as there was no one around to rant AT (donuts off line) this will have to do. Alrighty then...thanks Someth

My Girlfriend
Went to visit my girlfriend in jail for the first time today. She looked so good but I could tell she is lonely. She told me about all the bitch's shes fucking in there and how she got a guard in trouble cause she gave him a blow job. Yes she is a whore but ya gotta love that about her. I didn't realize just how much I have missed her until I saw her. I hated not being able to touch her or kiss her. I can't wait for her to get out so I can grab her and hold her and let her know she is safe. She goes up for parole in October but dose not think she will get out then.

The Love
Each time W/we meet the love grows leaps and bounds To fill You in my arms warms me inside When You take my face between Your hands i feel like never before Your lips only touch mine in body and soul When O/our bodies become one everything else in the world melts away You cleanse my body and soul With You i reach new heights i have never known before When it ends after each encounter i feel a sorrow that i have never felt in my life i long and hurt deep down inside myself Until the time W/we can be together again.

Sum Thing That Bother Me
ok as sum of yhall know i havent been my self lately and yes there area few reason for that..the fisrt and for most important i would like to show how much i love my baby but i cant on here cuz it will cuz drama with others...and then there others arent important but still...like names and making it look like ur wit sumone else on here yes that gets to me...even kno it is just the internet and i kno how u feel about me and us in real life sweetie it still gets to me as it would you too my love...yes i kno everything to the fulest i just feel like if our love is as strong as it feels then it should matter who kno and wut they same abt it i mean yes this is the internet and we kno wut we are doing in real life here...but baby i would just like to be able to exprees my feeling and show just how i feel for and about you...i mean yea it would cuz sum shit on here and i kno this is where we both come and just let go but baby it hurts for me to go to your page and see sum of the things i do i

Life
I AM LIVING LIFE DAY BY DAY AND HOPING TO GET MY LIFE ON TRACK SOON .i AM GETTING TIRED OF BEING SINGLE . I just thought that I would leave a short blog and tell all my friends On CT that I have found a great guy and he has been making me a happy woman for the past few days so i am not sure if i will be on CT as much as I have been ,but i will check in on everybody regularly ,thanks for being friends ,I love you all XOXOXO imikimi - Customize Your World

Hmmmmm
How can someone show you they care and still manage to not give a damn. how long does it take for the hurt to go away. Why do I allow myself to get caught up in the drama and lies? How can you love someone with every ounce of yourself but they not even care how you feel? Is it that easy to just turn your back and walk away. I thought it would be but it HURTS so bad. I know the hurt will go away in time but the love I feel will not. The loneliness that surrounds me is more than I can stand. I talk such a strong I am woman don't need a man around talk...I do...more than I ever knew. BLEH...Men that read this...keep in mind us girls do care more than we like to let on if we are the strong willed type. It's not as easy to walk away as I want it to be.

Thank You For Loving Me
Its hard for me to say the things I want to say sometimes Theres no one here but you and me And that broken old street light Lock the doors Well leave the world outside All Ive got to give to you Are these five words when i Chorus: Thank you for loving me For being my eyes When I couldnt see For parting my lips When I couldnt breathe Thank you for loving me Thank you for loving me I never knew I had a dream Until that dream was you When I look into your eyes The skys a different blue Cross my heart I wear no disguise If I tried, youd make believe That you believed my lies Chorus: Thank you for loving me For being my eyes When I couldnt see For parting my lips When I couldnt breathe Thank you for loving me You pick me up when I fall down You ring the bell before they count me out If I was drowning you would part the sea And risk your own life to rescue me Solo Lock the doors Well leave the world outside All Ive got to give to you Are th

A Non Political Rant
Before you read this I want you to know I served in the millitary for over 12 years ... I want you to know I did not do it for politicions ... I served because I believe in the country and the rights that we all have ... I believe that is worth dying for ... and I am disgusted with what is going on and how we surrender our freedoms for saftey ... there is no safety ... safety is not living it is an illusion ... in the end we regret most the stands we don't take and letting terror win. Who cares of politics and of words used to deceive It is obvious to all who listen that they don’t believe In values that we treasure most they make a mockery We need to stop listening and believe what we see Division is a process by which they live and work setting each against each other their public trust they shirk Follow the course of moneys trail and you just may find reasons why they play this game to keep the people blind How does the world prosper and why do so few care Why we

Have A Great Week Everyone
I will not be on again until AFTER Mother's Day. I work for a Florist...need I say more?? So, just wanted to wish everyone of my FEMALE friends on my page a very Happy Mother's Day. I am going nutz at work....then to come home and deal with more nutty situations!!! My EX and his bitch wife are at it again with the nasty blogs, Fake profiles and harrassment. Those two just don't give up!!! Like I need this bullshit during the busiest time of year for Florists! SORRY I HAVE NOT BEEN ON HERE IN CHERRY TAP, BUT I HAVE BEEN DEALING WITH THIS ASSHOLE OVER ON YAHOO 360, WHO HAS BEEN STALKING, HARRASSING AND THREATENING ME FOR THE PAST WEEK. BEEN WRITING TO YAHOO EVERY DAY TRYING TO GET HIS PAGE SHUT DOWN. THOSE OF YOU WHO WOULD LIKE TO HELP ME WITH THIS QUEST, I WOULD SURE APPRECIATE IT. THIS MAN IS A SICKO AND NOT WHO AND WHAT HE SAYS HE IS. I WOULD CERTAINLY APPRECIATE ALL THE HELP I CAN GET IN GETTING HIM SHUT DOWN AND NEVER HAVING ANOTHER YAHOO ACCT. AGAIN. ENCLOSED IS HIS PROFILE URL.

My Poetry
There is no light at the end of the tunnel The skies are always gray Clouds descend upon you You can't wait for the end of the day When the darkness surrounds you Swallows you Feeds off you Fuels your will to die And when the darkness is done with you It spits you out Naked and alone Left to die And then you cry Because this darkness is never-ending So you invite it in And this darkness becomes you And you become this endless darkness She sits all alone Consumed by her thoughts Too many thoughts Can't keep them all straight She just wants to clear her mind Rid herself of the demons inside Nothing seems to work She's doomed to a life Of loneliness and fear Unable to move From this place in time Consumed by her thoughts Trapped in her mind I need someone to save me Save me from this chaos I'm surrounded by No one can save me now I've fallen Fallen right over the edge of reality I'm trapped Trapped in a world of hatred and lies There

For Anyone Who Loves Animals
The Animal Rescue Site is having trouble getting enough people to click on it daily to meet their quota of getting free food donated every day to abused and neglected animals. It takes waaaay less than a minute to go to their site and click on "feed an animal in need" for FREE. (THIS WON'T COST YOU A THING) Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate food to abandoned/neglected animals in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know... http://www.theanimalrescuesite.com/clickToGive/home.faces?siteId=3 On that page you have to click the purple icon that says Fund Food For Animals You will then get this message, Thank you! Your click provided the value of .6 bowls of food and care to a rescued animal in a shelter or sanctuary.

Mother's Day
Mothers are everything for us when we are small...our lives revolve around her. For everything that we need we call mother. To protect us from all perceivable dangers we want her around us. To take us out we hold her arms. To kiss away our wounds we run to her. And for a warm hug and love we look for her. She is the focal point of our lives, the greatest human being in the world or should we say divinity on earth. On the special occasion of Mothers Day pay tribute to your mother. www.hostdrjack.com

Trying To Survive This Crazyness We Call Life....
Has anyone else seen this movie... I just did and all i can say is WOW..talking about i wasnt expecting that as an ending.. all the characters where crazy in there own way...Alicia Keys as a contract killer she did a great job... the hilter crazed brothers scared the crap out of me...LOL If u havent seen this one..if u like pulp fiction, kill bill 1&2, the departed or any other action filled bloody movie..then you gotta watch this one... Only a few weeks till i go to THE HORSE SMOKEOUT RALLY in Salisbury, N.C.... im very excited...its my first (Small) biker rally...its 18 and over only...so from what my best friend has told me...its very very risque...alot of titties and ass a la nude...LMAO But the best part is that Billy lane of choppers,inc will be there...finally me and my best friend get to see him at the same time and hopefully get that pic of the 3 of us together... So the next few weeks cant go any faster... Is it june yet??? =) As anyone

Rants
Today I bought a little package of Dibs. Little ice cream bits covered in chocolate. Pretty good. I noticed on the package that there was 0 trans fat. That got me thinking. I have never heard of trans fat until this nation-wide health craze started. To be honest, I still don't know what one is. But apparently it's bad for me. Now until this health craze started, packages never even mentioned trans fat. So I'm thinking trans fats don't exist. Just another scare from the government so you eat healthier and live longer(to pay more taxes).And if the packages never mentioned the trans fat, does that mean that there's 0 in that too? Now, all of a sudden, there's 0 trans fat in a product that didn't have trans fat in it in the first place.

Yo Momma!
It's time 2 pull out ur BEST yo momma jokes! Itz no holds barred, so some come out swingin'! Remember this iz all in good fun, so please don't get all uppity about it! Lemme get u started... 1. Yo momma is so fat, when she turns around they throw her a welcome back party. 2. Yo momma is so stupid, she thought u called the "Family Guy" 2 fix broken homes. 3. Yo momma's so fat, she sweats mashed potatoes. There! Now u try!

Scorpio - The Gorgeous One
AQUARIUS - The Slut Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. PISCES - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationship. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost. LEO - The Cool One Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, Fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Very attractive. Most caring person Ever meet! however not the kind of person you wanna mess with... You might end up crying... 9 years of bad luck if you do not repost. GEMINI - The Keeper Outgoing. Lovable.

Strange Visitations
Congratulations! You scored an Eridani 82% on the Cosmic Richter/Scoville Scale of Extraterrestrial Intelligences. * You are a GREY OVERLORD: - You are approximately human sized - You have opposable thumbs - You have frontal stereoscopic vision - You can see into the infrared and ultraviolet ranges - You are hung like a terrestrial equine quadruped - Your favored weapon is the HIGGS-BOSON DEATH RAY - Your favored intoxicant is 20 YEAR OLD SINGLE MALT SCOTCH - Your favored interstellar craft is the DENEBIAN LIGHT SHIP - Your favored indigenous companion is the POLE DANCING SINGLE MOM WITH POOR JUDGEMENT - Your favored earth technology is the FIRST GEN iPOD, because it reminds you of your hatchling creche servobot - Your favored alien implant is the XQJ-37 RECIPROCATING ANAL ROTO-PLOOKER, because only really bad girls get off on it - Your system of origin is ZETA RETICULI - Your favored hang-outs are AREA 51 and HILBERT SPACE - Your nemeses include: SCIENTOLOG

Ex Coke Secretary Sentenced 8 Years
Ex-Coke Secretary Sentenced to 8 Years By HARRY R. WEBER, AP Business Writer 30 minutes ago ATLANTA - A former Coca-Cola secretary convicted of conspiring to steal trade secrets from the world's largest beverage maker was sentenced Wednesday to 8 years in federal prison. Joya Williams, 42, had faced up to 10 years in prison on the single conspiracy charge in a failed scheme to sell the materials to rival Pepsi for at least $1.5 million. She was convicted Feb. 2 following a jury trial in U.S. District Court in Atlanta, where The Coca-Cola Co. is based. "This is the kind of offense that cannot be tolerated in our society," U.S. District Judge J. Owen Forrester said in imposing sentence. A co-defendant, Ibrahim Dimson, was sentenced to 5 years in prison. Forrester's sentence for Williams was higher than the 63 months to 78 months recommended by federal prosecutors and contained in sentencing guidelines for the judge to consider. He said the seriousness of the crime nec

Cheaters!
As I have said in my previous blog, I do not like comptitions on CT as they are usually fake and are just a way of the competition runner to get more points to level up. But, I am supporting my friend in one as she deserves the prize. Having looked at the competition runners comments, I have seen that this as well is infact a fake competition... or must be.... due to this following comment which was posted by the person who is mostly in the lead (bear is the competition runner)..... 2007-05-25 22:25:48 I love ya bear, but get our family to help me out! I can't compete against a bombing family. Babe, i'm doing my best! Love you! what does this comment say to you??? To me it says that all along this other person was supposed to win. In other words there probably isn't really a prize, and this plan was thought up just to get this bear some points, to level up. "get OUR family to help me out!".... in other words they are close and she was supposed to win anyway "I'm do

Poems
This was a bulletin posted by my son on his Myspace page. I thought it was very moving, so I wanted to share it with you. We must never forget who gets the credit for the freedoms we have, of which we should be eternally grateful. I watched the flag pass by one day, It fluttered in the breeze. A young Marine saluted it, And then he stood at ease... I looked at him in uniform So young, so tall, so proud, With hair cut square and eyes alert He'd stand out in any crowd. I thought how many men like him Had fallen through the years. How many died on foreign soil How many mothers' tears? How many pilots' planes shot down? How many died at sea How many foxholes were soldiers' graves? No, freedom isn't free. I heard the sound of Taps one night, When everything was still, I listened to the bugler play And felt a sudden chill. I wondered just how many times That Taps had meant "Amen," When a flag had draped a coffin. Of a brother or

Fuckin Duchebags W/ No Ideas!!!
Ahh ha ha the dumb bitches have done it again. Yet this time they have started a NEW site... guess what... it's Wicked Dollz.... hhmm dolls... where have we heard that one before! Such stupid cunts i swear. Why cant they do anything of they're own creating instead of mimicing every fuckin thing we do... oh yes and they have gone further... they have a Morphine Doll.... yes and i've seen her she is NOTHING compared to our very own and ORIGINAL Morphine! This is really gettin insane, I mean you copy every new thing we have on the site then you create our own using our name idea! oh oh oh wait.. they put a "z" on the end of dolls... that MUST make it original BAAAHH HA HA HA HA One thing they need to know... They are NOT Cyanide Dolls, they will NEVER be Cyanide Dolls, and they're women will NEVER EVER be as hot as any of the Cyanide Dolls, and they must never forget.... WE ARE THE ONE... ONLY... ORIGINAL CYANIDE DOLLS!!! (wether they put a "z" on the end or not... lmfao) ok.... i for

Resting In Paradise
I grew up with a family of 7 brothers. Their mother raised them. After a long hard strugle they lost her last year. And now, the 2nd to the youngest was shot numerous times in the head and killed. Lastnight while the brothers were out having a drink in the bar, they heard comotion outside. when checking it out they found a man who had punched 2 women in the face. The brothers ran in and pulled him off, telling him to go home, to leave it, just get out of there and leave everyone alone. Vince, had pulled this man off of a woman, trying to help her. With that, the man left, going home to grab his gun, he then waited until Vince walked home, and shot, through the window, hitting my friends brother numerous times, killing him. For helping another person, my friend died. Now he is Resting In Paradise and we will never forget him!!!!!!!!! We love you Vince and will remember you.

Not Too Sure
sometimes in life we find that the right choices in life are not easily made. some of those choices effect ourselves,others,friends,family,etc. When the world is spinning in your direction don\'t you generally feel like your the hampster keeping it going because you don\'t want it to stop. when life rounds the corner and the best and worst collide. doees one just watch the explosion and say \"ooooh pretty lights\",or just simply say \"damn it now what\"!!! when the good is shaping you into the person that you wanna be and makes you the happiest person in the world :D. then you have the bad,that shrouds your life ties you down. holds you back.When do the strong throw up their hands and say \"forget it i\'m done\"..or do they just keep struggling.well in a life how much struggle is supposed to be present. how much hurt can one bear. how much crap can one tollerate. and how far is one willingly gonna allow theirself to sink into the bottomless pit of life\'s existence. life is supposed to

Angels
(MUSIC) LONDON CALLING - THE CLASH LONDONTOWN - JAMES TAYLOR (DEPENDANT UPON YOUR AGE OR MOOD) It seems as though there are more wayward angels roaming this earth than I would have expected, you know who you are. They have managed to bring the dying embers of my hopes back to life, with their throaty whispers. Prehistoric as one might imagine herself or from far distant lands as is another, they have made themselves very close, and dear to me, with their kind and encouraging words. Thank you angels, my spirit is renewed, and my lusts rekindled. Beware the beast you have awoken, he bites!

Free For You!! Rip Away
The following images will be uploaded into my "Header/Tags For Download" album.. if you like something, feel free to rip it :) And many more! Take a look .. you might find something you like :) Now in my FREE TO RIP folder, enjoy! :)

A Good Life
I was sitting alone at work the other nite. I started thinking about my life. I realized that I have a good life. This comes after seeing my second ex-wife driving a brand new car. She must be spending quite a lot of time on her knees, but I digress. I thought about what I have. I own my own home, bought a paid for myself. I own my car, it isn’t much but I like it, and it’s paid for! I have 4 wonderful kids, 3 great dogs, 1 silly cat; I love my pet as much as my kids. I have a very sweet and loving girlfriend; guess you could say I’ve found my soul mate. I have a very good job that I love, how many people can say that? I thought, you know, I may not have a lot but what I got is mine, bought and paid for by me! So let my ex have her fancy car and everything that’s goes with. Let her drink all the booze she wants, let her do all the drugs she wants. Cause unlike her, I grew up. Gave all that crap up for good! I take care of myself and my kids. Unlike my step kids (hers) mine are growing

Do U Have 5 Seconds?
Hey Guys Im In A Sexy Mothers Contest and right now im in second place could use yall help Please rate me and dcomment me The link is on my profile in the about me section just click it and it takes you there Thanks for all your help I will returned the love

Madd Tribute/petition
THIS IS MEANT FOR ALL THE MEN WHO HAVE PISSED ME OFF U KNOW WHO U ARE Dani Sherlyn Heywood Age: 15 Date of Crash: January 19, 2001 Home City: Vancouver, British Columbia Police in New Westminster say Dani was a passenger in a car which was traveling at a high speed when it veered onto the wrong side of the street, struck a fire hydrant, a power pole and then two vehicles. Dani was thrown from the vehicle and sustained a severe brain injury and later died in hospital. She had not been drinking. Lab reports will determine whether the 20 year old driver will face alcohol charges. The driver is currently facing a charge of dangerous driving causing death. The above information was given to Dani's mom. This Girl got a ride from a friend of a friend. He may have been drinking and her life came to a sudden end. No you don't know her, Yes this is true, But think about it, Please Because it could happen to you. The Driver did not get charged for the

Creepy Guys
So this guy SexyIrishMan07 started talking to me over the shout box. Because I didn't want to give him my messenger screen names and have cyber with his creepy ass he starts calling me all sorts of names. So basically he's an asshole that's gotten himself blocked. I just wanted to warn you guys.

Can't Seem To Get It Right.....
I want to apologize to everyone that I have been neglecting lately. If I have been bitchy, short, or have had an attitude with you then I apologize. There is so much going on in my head and in my heart right now along with the everyday things such as the kids and my ex. And yes I know there is no excuse and that to some an apology is too late and I am sad to have lost the few friends that I had. There are two people in particular that I want to thank. One knows who he is because he was up with me last night until damn near 4 listening to me whine and complain and babble. And the other is someone who will probably never read this but he is so very important to me and he deserves to not have to deal with me and my attitude so I want to thank him for being there for me and making me smile and laugh a countless amount of times. Here in the next few days my vip will be up and I am not sure that I am going to renew it or if I am going to just go ahead and delete my account and try to move on

Poem
The world is empty but I have touched the sky For I have made my escape from society to the Illusory mountain peaks where I have seen the forbidden sights and tasted the forbidden fruit of knowledge and the world is a hollow ball hurling towards an unknown DESTINY.... UNKNOWN WELL EVERYONE ONE OF MY FAVORITE SHOWS IS COMING TO AN END...AND I POSTED A MUM TODAY TO SEE IF EVERYONE FELT LIKE I DID THAT TONI SHOULD DIE, HOW ELSE WILL THE END GO BUT KNOWING DAVID CHASE HE WILL LEAVE US HANGING IN THE BREEZE LIKE HE HAS FOR ALONG TIME....WELL WHAT AM I GOING TO WATCH NOW? ANYONE HAVE ANY IDEAS FOR SUNDAY NIGHT TV UNTIL FOOTBALL OR HOCKEY SEASON STARTS AGAIN ......

Poem #4
THIS CRAZY LIFE WE CALL A JOURNEY CAN BRING EITHER HAPPINESS OR MISERY WE WALK THROUGH IT EVERYDAY HOPIN AND PRAYIN WE DONT LOSE OUR WAY SOME OF US ARE LUCKY AND DONT HAVE TO STRUGGLE ALOT OHTERS ARENT SO FORTUNATE AND HAVE TO WORK FOR WHAT THEY GOT WHERE UPON THIS CRAZY LIFE YOU SEE SOMEONE LESS FORTUNATE THAN YOU AND ME WHY NOT OFFER A LENDING HAND AND BE THE BETTER PERSON AND TAKE A STAND THIS CRAZY LIFE SHOULD BE A GREAT BIG PARTY FOR YOU AND ME WE SING, WE DANCE, WE LIVE IT UP TRYING SO HARD TO OVERFILL OUR CUP NOW TO END OUR CRAZY LIFE'S JOURNEY SOME TRY SO HARD TO PLEASE MANY THAT WE LOSE SIGHT OF WHAT WE NEED AND OUR CRAZY LIFE IS GONE AT HIGH SPEED WRITTEN BY: ANGEL

Ct Pastor
Hey friends, family and fans, I am sorry to bother yall and I am sorry i cant remember but i have rated some marriage license and even divorce ratings LOL. I can not remember your name if you would please contact me I need to know if you will do a wedding for me on the 16th of this month. Plus i would just like to have one of them marriage license cuz i think they are cool ! YOur friend Kewlrunning!

~finally Gettin To Meet Mylil' Lei Sis~
~this is mylil' kaleiatia sis during her visit with U/us first time, i got a little bit pic taking happy she and Master B/both tell me, but i did such for T/them B/both as i felt was only right for memory's sake as i would have liked having done for my first visit with/to O/our Master so long ago. Taking pics is my way of commiting stuff to memory and comforting myself when i am forced to be parted from myMaster, though i admit that i dont think when He has me moved in with Him that i will stop this addicting habit of mineyou!!! more later when i can focus my thoughts once again on what this visit meant to me and how i feel~ tallyssinae[R] Named on June 2nd, 2007 :: kaleiatia[R] another step to joining U/us here in our Master's House and arms forever the way it's supposed to be. She fits with U/us B/both so well it's like she has been waiting for our Master to find her all this time. She is a part of U/us as she was before W/we even met her, this first visit, in real life. myli

Life! Don't Talk To Me Abuot Life.
This is a conversation a friend of mine had with a young boy at a mums and tots group recently. Made me giggle so I thought I'd share it in case anyone else needed a smile :) She's sitting next to this little boy when they handed out the fruit for snack and had the following conversation: "Are you going to eat your apple" "No, I don't like apples" "Oh, don't you?" "No, they taste like ladybirds" "like ladybirds?" "yes" "I've never tasted a ladybird, have you then?" "yes, and they taste like apples, and apples taste like ladybirds" "oh, well apples are my favourite fruit, if apples taste like ladybirds and ladybirds taste like apples, maybe I should eat ladybirds?" "No" "why not?" "Cos you get in a lot of trouble for eating ladybirds" :D OK, I'm used to seeing warning signs on things that appear not to need then. Coffee cups warning the contents are hot, peanut packets that say may contain nuts, signs on trains warning you not to get off while

Shouts And Messages!!!!!!!
If you don't send me a shout or a message talking to me then don't expect one back, and if you send me a comment I will send one back it might take me a while seeing that I have over 900 friends on my list but I will get to you eventually just be patient, but also that being said if you don't leave me a comment then don't expect one back from me!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why Do People Try And Get You To Do Something You Do Not Want To Do
Why do people think that they have to keep asking you to do something that you do not want to do. What I mean is by turning on your cam or showing naked pics. When this people ask you to do it and you do not do what they ask. Why is it that if they do not get what they want they say bye. I feel that them acting this way just shows what kind of person they truly are if they do not get there way. Come one we are not children here and if you do not get are way say bye. Grow up this is an adult site. Ang's comp is fubar'd, her motherboard was fried so not sure when she'll be back online.

Reality
Reality Death, departure, walk away, walk out Should I or should I not pout Family and friends Lovers and one-night stands I have loved, lost and lived How do I trust, how do I love again I should move on, it's all in my past But my pain remains, continues and lasts This pain lingers in my heart, mind and soul Damn it - why is this world so cold How can I have faith in God and family When people I love are taken from me Where can I find true and loyal friends I'm sick of the lies, fights and revenge Hurt continuously, hurt at a young age How do I love again with all of my rage How do I get past all of this, show me a sign So I can leave my sadness, pain and crying behind

Sweet Release
I took a walk with the lord today Just to talk things over i ambe through his fields of green with springtime clumps of clover. I told him all my troubles plain and all i thought was wrong, but he replied, "fear not, my child, i'm with you all along." I look around at all he'd made, and marveled mountain's height, and burdens seems to vanish there- was quite a welcome sight. The flowers budding fresh with blooms all gloriously covered, with splendid colored butterflies and birds in graceful hover. He showed his face in nature's beauty, his love in spring's returning. And i was blessed by this display, my heart with deeper yearing. So tke a walk and tarry just to feel god's loving arms, holding you, embracing you, releasing healing calm. I took a walk with the lord today Just to talk things over i ambe through his fields of green with springtime clumps of clover. I told him all my troubles plain and all i thought was wrong, but he replied, "fear not, my chi

Friends
I want to write this the way that Jess would write her feelings but I just don't know how. She always says exactly what she feels and makes people understand it the way she does. I want to be able to do that but I don't know how to. I'm confused about her right now I do know that much. I love her so much it hurts me to my core. I talked to her on myspace the other day when I told her about talking to Tony. She had told me about him in the past but I did not catch on to the fact that he was the same guy until he told me he was. When I told her I did want her to get jealous and tell me not to talk to him or ask why I was talking to him or to throw some kind of emotion but she didn't. I couldn't see her or hear her but I am sure she was smiling when she told me that he is a great guy to know and to try not to hurt him because he didn't deserve to be hurt. I knew she liked him and I knew that she has spoken highly of him, but I also know that things did not end all that greatly be

Haters With No Style!
I love it how these guys get on my page and throw the 5 and 6 ratings, instead of finding something better to do with their time...? My page consists of mostly women, all georgous! We share funny conversation and comments and there are a few that I am quite close to. So MF's, don't be jealous of my page because you have no class, no style or no skills! >atcha BIOTCHES! With oodles of fans, friends and as much family as one can handle...we all bounce around trying to catch up with the "real peeps" we enjoy. Not to mention the ever addicting venture for fan appreciation with rates, blasts etc... But one thing always catches my attention. If your hot and you know this...and you are so into this sight that you feel you have to upload 20 pics a day to keep someones head spinning...then why the fuck do you have to disclaim: "I need a blast, rate me first, money for pics..." for fucks sake you hookers! Look at Michelle Raven for example...she is so damn hot and puts all her

Beauty
SLOWLY THE RAIN FELL BEATING EVER SO GENTLY ON THE GROUND BELOW. THE BREEZE FROM THE WIND PASSING THROUGH HER HAIR AS IT BLOWS. MY EYES MUST NOT DECIEVE ME FOR HER BEAUTY IS TRULY UNMATCHED. YET OTHERS SAY SHE IS NOT AS BEAUTIFUL AS I SAY SHE IS ...BUT SHES A WONDERFUL CATCH. HER BODY IS SHAPED SO BEAUTIFULLY THAT HEADS TURN WHEN SHE WALK. HER VOICE MAKES MEN TOTALLY MELT FROM HER TONE AS SHE BEGINS TO TALK. HER HAIR IS LONG AND SMOOTH AND HER EMOTIONS NEVER GET OUT OF LINE. SHE BEAUTIFUL,SMART,DELIGHTFUL TO BE AROUND AND LETS NOT FORGET FINE. SHE SPEAKS TO ME FROM TIME TO TIME AND HER VOICE PUTS ME IN A TRANCE. WHEN SHE WALKS I FOLLOW BUT MY WALK TURNS INTO A DANCE. SHES HYPTNOTIC AND ALLURING AND I CANT HELP BUT FALLING IN LOVE. I THANK YOUR MOTHER AND AND YOUR FATHER FOR YOUR CREATION ....LETS NOT FORGET THE LORD ABOVE.

A True Canadian Dickless Asshole.
Go to his page and then block his fucking ass.Don't rate him because he doesn't deserve it,He is an american hating,soldier insulting mother fucker.Take the link below and block his ass. Canadian Stoner@ CherryTAP

New Lounge
Ok, my birthday weekend….starting on Thursday before my birthday my husband called me at work mad about some money issue that I told him I wasn’t sure about and would have to look into when I got home. Hurt my feelings because his tone was like I had took it…give me a break here. Then he called me back later to apologize because he thought we started with more then we did. Then my oldest had a home soccer game that night. My husband had to work, but met us there for awhile till he had to leave. My daughter’s team won and after the game I tried to call my husband, but he was on the phone with work. I took the kids to Sonic to get a drink (all the team was going there). I thought it would be a problem, but my husband called me back and got made that I had stopped there and wanted me to get home as quickly as possible after my order arrived. Because he was taking his lunch break and would be waiting for us at home. Once home, we argued about me stopping there and I’m not sure what else. H

Stupidity
so pregnancy has made me one ruthless bitch, and i don't like it, I say mean things to people, I'm just mean lately...ugh.... someone stop me lol I have my good days and bad days it seems, on my bad days, i just want to go back home to maine, on my good days, it still feels like the honeymoon phase with sean, we laugh, we wrestle, we pick on each other, and we just can't keep our hands off each other I love those days the best...we've had a couple good days now, and today is definately one of those days, I can't wait for him to get home so i can wrap my arms around him and tell him how much I miss him while he's gone,good grief, I don't want to be a wicked bitch for the next 8 or so months, my moods are erratic, I'm mad, I'm sad, I'm happy, I'm laughing, I'm crying....poor sean, he says you're lucky I love you, I don't know how men deal with this crap lol this weekend we are gonna take our misfits to space farms, should be a grand day!next week is his b-day, so we're gonna hav

Kids On Leashes
most of us on ct are parents...both moms and dads who love and respect our kids, hoping that we would raise them to love their own individuality and the lessons taught to make their own choices and limits. we began teaching our kids from the moment they escape from the womb. our first initial bonding with our children satisfies their human needs, but later in the early years we instills in their young minds that we can be trusted, and would not let them down....at least that is how it should be..... I was walking out of target the other day (for those indy folks, washington square to be exact) with my 18 years old daughter, and saw a young mother with three children between the ages of 3-5, all with a harness on and a leash leading to her hands. The contraptions looked as though they were newly bought at a pet store...very colorful indeed...she seemed to be more worried about finding her husband then how the kids were longing to be free. she pulled on them like reins on horses,

For The Idiots...
wow...I am a pagan in south georgia!!!! ( for the idiots) Current mood: apathetic Category: Religion and Philosophy It occurs to me that there are too many idiots roaming the world. Yes, I am Pagan...( for those of you that think that means Atheist or Satanist, get a fucking dictionary you morons, after you learn to read!) and I notice that people say I am in for a rude awakening.....these are the same people that "claim" to be such good christians and "claim" they do not judge others. BULLSHIT YOU LYING HYPOCRITES!:) basically the way I see it.....whomever you pray to, will get pissed if you tell another one of its creatures, this is assuming that we cam from the creationist theory which has been scientifically proven wrong, that that creature is wrong. wow...you know what?? I am a pagan WITH AN EDUCATION!! be afraid, be very afraid!.....I might try to take over..or worse..change your children over!! ( that was for all of those who thi

Monday....
So Monday I have surgery...not too big a deal but enough to make me nervous. I went for all the pre-test today so now I am really nervous. I will be in the hospital for 3-4 days, but after that I am home for 6-8 weeks....and hopefully get to take a special vacation towards the end of that time off. If I am not here for awhile you all know why. Take care of yourselves as know one else will...

Painting
First I have to say, I don't get what the big deal is about Ikea store. Harborcure & I went there Saturday morning, yes it was neat but didn't really understand the big hype people make about it. I did find a really neat curtain rod for the bedroom that will look great once we paint it to match. Other than that, I wasn't overly impressed. By the time I got done fiddling around & got down to painting it was 7pm. Thanks to my wonderful friend, Harborcure, I was able to get 1/2 of the room painted before crashing. Was up & back to work Sunday around 8am. Didn't stop until the room was done which was around 8pm. Got the desk moved back & computer hooked up too. I still have the door trim to paint & some wall touch ups. Not to mention painting the curtain rod before I pull out the new bedding & make it 100%. With my head in painting all weekend the kids reeked havoc on the rest of the house so this morning I cleaned. I'm to their bathroom & Noelle's room, which I hope will

New Lounge
You Didn't See Me But, You Didn't See Me I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me driving behind you when you tossed your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless kids. I saw you stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn'

Tears
Mouths lock in sweet abandon Meshing tongues together mingling Panted breaths and rising passion Twin souls collectively singing Velvety skin against fingertips Thick and hot secreting liquid clear An agonized moan torn from tender lips Warm breath fanning against an ear Mouth moves down to taste desire Sinuous tongue curls and plays Stroking fingers intensify fire Adept seducer excitement delays Wrenching hair and pumping hips Eyes of obsidian watch with lust The ravenous mouth and suckling lips Hot and salty nectar comes in a rush A harsh cry spills from wide-open lips Lover adoringly swallows an endless gush AS I SIT WONDERING WHAT U ARE THINKKING MY MIND WONDERS FAR AWAY FROM ME DRIFTING INTO A NUMB SADNESS MIND BODY AND SOUL MOURNING WITH EACH PASSING MOMENT. AS MY HEART RACES MY MIND FACES ITS OWN PAIN WHAT ARE U THINKING WHY CANT I HOLD YOU. MY BODY LONGS FOR THE SOFT SENSUAL TOUCH OF OUR HANDS BUT WILL THAT EVER COME? AS I SIT HERE TEARS

Love?
What does love feel like? When we reach that stage in our lives where we are at peace with our sins and in acceptance of our past do we feel a calmness in our souls or a roaring in our hearts? Do you love someone enough to give all of your mind body & soul ... Does love give you that person that walks beside you in life never in front or in back of you? How do we know when we find that person? Is it a look, touch, taste, smell, laugh, smile....does it hurt... does it consume you so much that you lose your breath? Does your heart bleed when you are apart?

Trust
it seems though in life where ever it might be.when things happen to you,you lose trust in what you stand for and what your goal is in work,marriage and freinds,but you have to keep plugging away until there is some light at the end of the tunnel

Help Me Out!
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For My Man
We are in the lounge having a great time. The music and drinks are flowing. We are out on the floor dancing. They are playing a great variety tonight. The room is dimly lit. Not too many people there. A slow song comes on, you pull me close to you. I can feel each breath you take. You look into my eyes. I can see the love you have for me as you can see that I have for you. You lean in and kiss me. It's very deep and passionate. As we kiss, we zone out everything and everyone around us. We can hear the music but other than that it's as if the only two people in the room are us. You grab onto me, lifting me up, kissing me even deeper. I react by wrapping my legs around your waist locking my legs around you. You walk us to the back of the room and back me against the wall, moving your hand along my thigh... the thought of you getting closer to my kitty makes me squirm a little. You like this. The way you have me held against the wall, you can reach down to your zipper, y

Punky
today is 9-11 the worse day i think america has ever seen. the lost we had on this day will never be forgotten. yet out of the memories of that day. being home alone wondering are my kids going to be ok. will a plane hit here. wnere is my husband. i have a memory of a little girl being born. she was born as the 1st tower went down. her dad watching the most beautiful little girl be born. then to here the doctor say not that it's a girl, but oh my god the tower is falling. that little girl is a remender to me that with every bad thing that happens in our life there is always good. to me that was the day Americus Paige was born. our circle of friends will never forget what was happening on 9-11-2001 because with so much pain and lost. we had something to look forward to. and as the next year rolled a around and we started think about her birthday and the lost of so many. there was another birth and a set of twins was born to the same parents.9-11-2002

Things About Us
This part matters the most.Passion the love of it cuts you like a knife.The wounds run so deep from your love it hurts.The touch of your skin feels like rose pedals.Your thorns could punture is I get too close.But to love you is like taking a breath of fresh air.I stare into your eyes like the water in a stream.The glow or your beauty is all that I have dreamed.You make me whole on every note of a song that's completed to ease ones soul.The passion I feel from you is all so true.To have and to hold is only pure like the the river runs deep.To have every breath taking moment i have with you I cherish deep in my heart.The moment i met you right from the start.How would I know what tomorrow will bring.But all that matters is when i'm with you all I hear is my heart flowing and the birds singing Every night......... someone thinks about you before u go to sleep. At least 15 people in this world love u in some way. The only reason why someone hates u is cuz they wanna be just like u. There

Days Of The Week
Hump Day Hump Day Hump Day src=http://www.darkcasket.com/days/ed2.jpg>Wet Wednesday Hump Day Hump Day Happy Hump Day Happy Hump Day Happy Hump Day Happy Hump Day Images Happy Hump Day Images UH OH!!!!!! Humpday Humpday

Donnajean's Blog
Someone pointed out that I didn't post this on this site, and they were quite correct. So I'm rectifying that....If you agree with me, go to BabyJesus' page and post a link to this blog please. Thats all I ask I joined a website back in September, it was called LostCherry. The site was really cool, and had about 220k members. I used to play Y! Pool all the time, so naturally I had a myspace account and talked to people online quite frequently. However, I'd never seen anything like LostCherry before. It was like myspace, but better. You could say what you wanted without fear of Dateline or angry parents tracking you down. You got the option to upload up to FIFTY pictures, wow!! That was amazing. And you get to rate pictures/profiles/blogs, even the bulletins had the ability to comment on them. Plus there were lounges, and everyone had to be 18 to sign up. NO KIDS to worry about!! I was loving it. Instantly, I became an addict. I dropped out of my pool league, and spent all time on

How Was Someone Referred Two Me When I Didnt Invite Them
im getting questioned by some ones mother about acidzero i didnt invite this contact acidzero join date: Jul, 09 2007 how could something like this happen Rh0nda is the mom complaining about this matter gorilla monster@ fubar

We Are All So Busy!!but Watch This..and Do Something!!
if ya have the time just watch it.and listen to the crowd laughing at the fundraiser at the 4 minute mark..then listen to sean penn who is a true patriot and loves his country.

Inner Peace
Inner Peace By following the advice I heard on the Dr. Phil show, I have finally found inner peace. Dr. Phil proclaimed, "The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you've started and never finished." So, I looked around my house to see all the things I started and hadn't finished, and before leaving the house this morning, I finished off a bottle of Merlot, a bottle of White Zinfandel, a bottle of Bailey's Irish Cream, a bottle of Kailua, a package of Oreos, the remainder of my old Prozac prescription, the rest of my valiums, some Doritos and a box of chocolates. You have no idea how freaking good I feel. my first blog..... author anymous

A Soldiers Reply
Here is a poem written by a friend of mine. DJ Jaded X@ fubar This is awesome It just reminds me how special our Soldiers really are! I wrote this for the american soldiers and thought that you might want to read it...... A Soldiers Reply A Man took a flight, he was finally coming home, Feeling more relieved than any man has known, He spent so long, in a place that most fear, And when that plane landed down came a tear, Plane door opens still in uniform he stands, Nervous and confused, about stepping back on home land, He follows the others, checking each face for grief, But all that he noticed was the faces had relief, He steps off the plane and people were there, The Soldier astonished could do nothing but stare, They greeted him with open arms, a hug, and a sign, That said thank you soldier, your life for mine, Soldier walks still in uniform, down the street, He passes a man walking, he looks down to his feet, The man looks to him and stops him in

I Am Fucking Pissed Off To No End!!!
so i needed a little place to vent my absolute anger right now! so i had my bike started today, finally. had it ready to go, spent most of the day kicking it over and getting it to start then die, took apart the carb, cleaned it out. did all of the prelim shit i had to. so about half an hour ago im ready to give it a final run. i take it off the charger, pull it out, kick it over starts... then dies, check the carb again, open the choke, kick it over again it doesnt do anything. so i do it three more times with nothing, so i start to give up, as i start wheeling it back in, i think what the hell ill try again... give it one last kick, it fucking starts up! i mean inital idle and everything! i let it sit for a minute, and then i go to hit the throttle on it, as soon as i do... BAM!!! i head a thump and then the bike cuts off... as soon as it happens i know exactly what it is, the bottom end of the case has a two in diameter hole and oil is pouring out... omg i was and still am pissed of

Wish It Would End!
well one can only try so many times to be happy and find your perfect soal mate. how long does one have to wait before you find that perfect person to say i love you and thay say it back and mean it ? i lost someone today i love very much had to let her go so she can be happy do i think she is going to be happy no i dont but thats me wishing its killing me not to here then 3 words from her now then to see her id on line and not being able to talk to her so loanly without the one you love around to make you smile dont know how much more i can take before i need to leave this all my heart says stay she will come back to me but then my heart says go why is it so hard to find true love wanted someone to share my life with forever still have no one whats wrong with me ! do i have all these flaws and i cant see then i would like to know sick of being in pain dont some days you wish your life was over how much more blood has to run from ones boddy to be happy and to find w

Just A Point Of View
I do not think life is a sentence that ends with an exclamation point, question mark or period. Rather, I think it drops off with a ..... and then changes into some other form of life (be it spiritual or physical). From death to fertilizer for something entirely new..... now is that not that a nice equation? It sure makes life easier when I remember that for every inch we fall, we are given an extra inch to grow. This is why, to the hushing and discouragement of so many around me, I always say, “Do what you will with your life.” If you need to cheat and steal to learn about Truth, then take to the mall with your dirty five-finger discount. The one concrete thing about life is that its laws are universal and its lessons indiscriminate. Newton called it his third law. Buddha called it karma. Bruce Willis called it revenge. The Bible says we reap of what we sow. I say, “play with a ball of string and you may very well become tied up, but half the fun is in being knotted up, while the othe

Chalk Another One Up!
Sadly I paused for a minute tonight to message someone on MSN, Haven't heard from this family member since they sent me some txt messages on July 4th. What confused me was the R.I.P in the name, so i stopped and asked and ended up speaking to a roomate. Well for the 2nd time in 3 months I had a Family Member OD. This time they deleted their profile first so i can't post a link, but I have to say I'm bumbed, Had several good phone calls with this person! :(

The Truth Hurts Doesn't It?
Scottie and I would like to thank Craig for the beautiful wedding he performed for us. I also want to thank My sister Dangerous for being there. Love yahs! And I also thank Fae and WhiskeyRiver and those who attended. We are happy to have you all as part of our family! As the ceremony was wonderful so were the wonderful words that Craig wrote for us for the speech and prayer.... Lots of fu-love to Craig!! 'Good evening and welcome to the ceremony that will unite Scott and Fu-Scotties Sweet N Sassy in Fubar marriage. We gather here today to celebrate their union, and to honor their commitment to not just gazing at one another, but to looking outward together in the same direction. Today Scott and Fu-Scotties Sweet N Sassy proclaime thier love to the Fubar world, and we rejoice with and for them.' 'In marriage, we give ourselves freely and generously into the hands of the one we love, and in doing so, each of us receives the love and trust of the other as our most precious gif

Me Again
Libra is the only inanimate sign of the zodiac, all the others representing either humans or animals. Many modern astrologers regard it as the most desirable of zodiacal types because it represents the zenith of the year, the high point of the seasons, when the harvest of all the hard work of the spring is reaped. There is a mellowness and sense of relaxation in the air as mankind enjoys the last of the summer sun and the fruits of his toil. Librans too are among the most civilized of the twelve zodiacal characters and are often good looking. They have elegance, charm and good taste, are naturally kind, very gentle, and lovers of beauty, harmony (both in music and social living) and the pleasures that these bring. They have good critical faculty and are able to stand back and look impartially at matters which call for an impartial judgment to be made on them. But they do not tolerate argument from anyone who challenges their opinions, for once they have reached a conclusion, its tru

Rayne's Rants And What Nots
I'm actually really happy right now. =D i just finished a great book. It's called "Impulse" by Ellen Hopkins. It's really good and i recommend it to people who like free-verse poetry..It's about how three teenagers try to commit suicde and fail and they are commited to a mental hospital. It's about their struggles from the first day to the very end and how they become friends. it's kinda sad but it's really good. once you start reading it you don't want to put it down. Another book that is really good is called "Crank" by Ellen Hopkins. It's about a girl who goes to visit her father and how she gets addicted to Coke. Then when she gets back to her mothers house she ios raped and has a crack baby. It was a great book. it is also in free-verse poetry. Another good one is called "What Gives" of corase it's also in free-verse poetry. However it is a true story. It was intended on being a 300 page suicde note. It's about this girl who starts thinking about suicde and writes it all down. T

Sweet Angle's Blog
I'm new to all of this and I just got a layout and a music box and a slide show on my page...I'm learning how to do this slowly but I will get it all down sooner or later....thanks for everyone help that has been helping me out with gettin things posted on my site....you all have a great evening

Musical Artist
What musical artist are you?The BeatlesYou are a peace loving hippie. You are very layed back and a nice person to hang out with. You make friends easily.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Help
So this chick is awesome and a great friend of mine.......she is needing some help in a contest and she is going to put your names up on the blast those that help alot and she is going to put you up in her about me section also and for those that go above and beyond she is going to make you a salute of some sort......so help her out ohh she mentioned pimping you out too.......damn what a giving girl so drop some comments i will see you there

My Work
COME GATHER AROUND MY FRIENDS FOR I SHALL TELL A STORY, OF A MAN WHO IS NOW A SOLDIER FIGHTING FOR OUR GLORY. HE GREW UP IN THIS COUNTRY THE LAND OF THE FREE A PLACE WHERE YOU CAN SPEAK OUT LOUD AND BE WHO YOU WANT TO BE. HE ALSO HAS A SISTER WHO IS MUCH OLDER THAN HE SHE GRADUATED HIGH SCHOOL IN THE YEAR OF 83. SO SOON THIS BOY BECAME A MAN AS HE TURNED THE AGE EIGHTEEN AND HAS A STEADY JOB IN THE EYES OF ALL MARINE. HE ALSO HAS A WIFE WHO HOLDS THE KEY TO HIS HEART AND A LITTLE BABY GIRL THAT SHALL NEVER BE APART BUT THEN ONE DAY IT HAPPEND A PHONE CALL CHANGED HIS LIFE "ITS TIME TO GO MY SON, NOW SAY GOOD BYE TO YOU CHILD AND WIFE" HE HUNG UP THE PHONE AND NO SOONER TURNED AROUND A TEAR DROP FELL UPON HIS CHEEK AND SILENCE WAS THE ONLY SOUND HE WALKED OVER TO HIS LOVE AND TOOK HER HAND AND WHISPERED IN HER EAR "IF I SHOULD NOT RETURN MY ANGEL PLEASE KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAYER" HE GRABBED HIS THINGS AND WALKED OUTSIDE AND BEHIND HIM CLOSED THE DOOR SAYING" I AM A

Fallen 3id Soldier
Soldier Killed Reported by: Charles Vance/WCIA 3 Monday, Aug 13, 2007 @04:06pm CST Another Illinois serviceman has been killed in Iraq. Twenty-four-year-old Spc. Justin Penrod of Mahomet was killed with several other men when an IED exploded in a building he was searching. This was Penrod's second tour in Iraq. His family said Penrod was a family man who loved his wife Christina and eight-month-old son, Colin. They said it was that love for them that pushed him to reenlist in the army and serve a second tour in Iraq so that he could make the money they needed for a good life. "He wanted to make his family proud and i believe Justin did that," said his Stepmother, Diana Penrod. "Justin loved his country He knew going into this what he had to face. He knew the consequences." Penrod's long time friend and neighbor, John Scott said he still can't believe he is gone but he knows deep down that Justin is alright. "I'm taking it as Justin is still running around out here with

Links To Addstash And Pictures To Level Up Easier
Wow have I got the goodies for all of you to help you on leveling up. These are some great links to help you go about your search to make leveling easier. So this helps both of us you get more points and Its easier to level with alot pictures and stash. Check these links out. Thank you to The Confederate Bombers for allowing me to share them with you. Please stop by and show them some love. There profile link is at the bottom of these great sites. MUSIC: www.EZ-Tracks.com www.noolmusic.com GAMES: www.jigzone.com www.addictinggames.com www.embedgames.com www.owensworld.com www.sploder.com www.agilous.com www.calculatorcat.com www.albinoblacksheep.com www.flashgamecodes.com www.myspacemodworld.com PSYCHEDELIC ART ANIMATION CODES: www.qualityjollity.com/Psychedelic_Art/Psychedelic_GIF_Embed.htmal YOU HAVE TO REGISTER TO USE IT, BUT IT IS FREE. www.xanga.com IF YOU HAVE PICS THAT YOU HAVE SAVED TO YOUR COMPUTER, YOU CAN CLICK ON THE UP

Story From The Heart!
I once heard a story straight from the heart About a girl and how her world began to fall apart It all started when she met the boy that made her life complete Just thinking of him made her heart skip a beat They were the couple everyone wanted to be There were no imperfections as either one could see As the weeks passed they fell more in love and were less aware Of how often life turns out to be unfair Until one day she finally gave in She realized there was no way she could win She said I'm sorry but i have to let you go As he reached for her hand she pulled away whispering no When she turned around a tear slid down her cheek He just stood there speechless, forgetting how to speak The next few days were the hardest at home She truly felt she was all alone Her mom pushed in her face how she had won Her dad said "i knew he was just another one" Her sister said "come on you'll be ok" And her brother just tried to stay away At school it was like her friends weren't ev

You Say
you say i only hear what i want to. you say i talk so all the time so. and i thought what i felt was simple, and i thought that i don't belong, and now that i am leaving, now i know that i did something wrong 'cause i missed you. yeah, i missed you. and you say i only hear what i want to: i don't listen hard, i don't pay attention to the distance that you're running or to anyone, anywhere, i don't understand if you really care, i'm only hearing negative: no, no, no. so i turned the radio on, i turned the radio up, and this woman was singing my song: the lover's in love, and the other's run away, the lover is crying 'cause the other won't stay. some of us hover when we weep for the other who was dying since the day they were born. well, this is not that: i think that i'm throwing, but i'm thrown. and i thought I'd live forever, but now i'm not so sure. you try to tell me that i'm clever, but that won't take me anyhow, or anywhere with you. you said

Fastnerguys Stuff
been gone forever missed everyone...new job new place got my puter stolen... had to regroup a bit... cant wait to catch up with everyone.... I want to creat a new pic folder of my friends of Fubar.... I want to put 1 or 2 pics of ladies that are friends of mine here so others surfing through might see you and wonder over and say Hi. I will only add your pic if you say its ok. I won't always pic the "sexiest" ones.. but ones I think make you look awsome, smiles... and I won't use a NSFW pic unless you say it's ok. So if you'd like a pic there leave me a reply here or shout me and let me know I can one or two and if you want a NSFW... I wonder how many of those OK's I'll get..lol... I just want to make a folder of my friends who are all special to me and maybe others will hit up your profile and add points your way! anyway.. just see how this goes... first who actually reads blogs...lol... and who lets me put a pic. up Have a great weekend all....

The Delivery
Susie paced the length of her office, fuming. Her presentation package should’ve arrived hours ago. She had two hours until the board meeting and still had to make some final touches. Ugh! Why the hell did she let Dale talk her into sending them to him for approval? She thought impatiently. When she caught her reflection in the small mirror on the opposite wall, she frowned. She was a mess! The hair she kept in its classy little upsweep was in disarray. Tendrils of curls escaping from the silver dragonfly clip her grandmother had given her before she died. Her blouse was an utter mess, and the thigh high skirt she wore was a wrinkled disaster. Grabbing her purse, deciding to go freshen up, she opened the door and ran smack into the UPS delivery man. Her purse fell to the floor, only to scatter the contents everywhere, while her precious presentation hit the ground with a resounding thud. “I’m so sorry ma’am” the man said, bending to pick up the scattered remnants of her purse. Looki

College
i start college on october 1,2007. im so excited u wouldnt even believe it.. i will graduate sometime in 2009... i am going to college to become a medical assistant. then maybe after ill go to college again to become a rn. i dont know yet.. alls i know is i want to work with childeren who have cancer so i can try to brighten there day.. it would put a smile on my face and brighten my day to know i helped someone who really needed it.like the doctors and nurses did for me 16 years ago.. well as uve read i start college on oct.1 im sad about that because my friend that just died would have turned 20 that day.. i am happy as anything because i get to say good bye to him. on augest 31,2007 which i tought i couldnt do because it would be to hard... but im gonna go through with it because he was like my best friend.

My Life As A Circus Clown
I am getting a new tattoo on Thursday! I am so excited about it...The anticipation is overwhelming! It has been about ten years since I got my last tattoo. I do believe it is time for new ink. It is going to be simple...just a heart with a banner with all of my kids names on it...simple, but it means the world to me. My kids are my life...I will post a picture of it on Friday... Sometimes I feel like the ring master of a 3 ring circus...I have been sitting here listening to my kids run around this house yelling and screaming, crying and complaining, and all out fighting for the last few hours...Of course every time there is an uprising I have to go and send them to their respective corners...I think the summer has lasted too long and it is high time they go back to school! My oldest son (15) just scared the life out of my youngest daughter (10)...He was outside waiting for the eclipse and she was in her room playing until he tapped on the window and gave her a heart attack....It

Little Johnny Story
is it possible to have feelings for someone you never met in person You got to find somebody who likes the same stuff. Like, if you like sports, she should like it that you like sports, and she should keep the chips and dip coming. -- Alan, age 10 No person really decides before they grow up who they're going to marry. God decides it all way before, and you get to find out later who you're stuck with. -- Kristen, age 10 WHAT IS THE RIGHT AGE TO GET MARRIED? Twenty-three is the best age because you know the person FOREVER by then. -- Camille, age 10 HOW CAN A STRANGER TELL IF TWO PEOPLE ARE MARRIED? You might have to guess, based on whether they seem to be yelling at the same kids. -- Derrick, age 8 WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR MOM AND DAD HAVE IN COMMON? Both don't want any more kids. -- Lori, age 8 WHAT DO MOST PEOPLE DO ON A DATE? Dates are for having fun, and people should use them to get to know each other. Even boys have something to say if you liste

Special Dreams
"SPECIAL DREAMS" I watch the lamps upon my shelf, as lava shapes itself.. It's lava melts before my face, and by your side I found my place.. As tiny Giraffes begin to dance, around my room of special scents.. As sticks of incense fill the air, a special moment for us to share.. I love the sweetness of your smile, as we lay on my bed of Leopards wild.. Like cherries in a crusty pie, we're perfect together you and I.. Within the dark my ceiling glows, with glowing stars and love songs playing low.. As you felt the softness of my skin, we heard our beating hearts within.. I've heard that things aren't what they seem, unless it comes from that SPECIAL DREAM... Written By: Veronica Lee March 15th, 2005

1year Ago.... Thank You Friends..
Today is kind of a special day for me. I have been on this site for 1 year. A lot of changes have happened in that year from Lost Cherry ,Cherry Tap and now Fubar.Some of the changes have been good and well others we have just had to deal with. I have met some of the most interesting, giving, loving people on this site. Many of you have changed my life in one way or another. I hold so many of you close to heart. I just want to thank you all for making this fun for me. In some ways its been challenging. Looking back through I remember my first day here. I would never of thought I would ever be a God Father. I'm greatful to each of you that have come into my life and became close friends. In the beginning starting i remember some of you way back that came along and showed me just what too do. Some of you may remember Tazzy she was one of the first people I ment on here. She's where my addiction to leveling started. Back then we just did friends that needed a few thousand to level u

Love
You know you are in love when you see the world in her eyes, and her eyes everywhere in the world. - David Levesque - Love is strong yet delicate. It can be broken. To truly love is to understand this. To be in love is to respect this. - Stephen Packer - When you love someone, all your saved-up wishes start coming out. - Elizabeth Bowen - Love isn't blind; it just only sees what matters. - William Curry - Love that is true never grows old. - Elben Bano - A Friend's Love says: " If you ever need anything, I'll be there." True Love says: " You'll never need anything; I'll be there." - Jimi Hollemans - The Magic Of Love Love is like magic And it always will be. For love still remains Life's sweet mystery!! Love works in ways That are wondrous and strange And there's nothing in life That love cannot change!! Love can transform The most commonplace Into beauty and splendor And sweetness and grace. Love is unselfish, Understanding

Ring Of Pain
In a new photo folder called "Ring of Pain" there are pics of a BRUTAL new, (actually old inspired), torture/execution prop I just had made that will go into my stage show. We fondly call this the 'Inquisitor's Ring of Pain" and it deals with an iron chest belt, or ring, lined with vicious spikes that is locked over my upper chest severely restricting my movements. Then torture thumbscrews are applied to my thumbs and an iron collar is locked around my neck. Trapped like this in the spiked ring I cannot drop down to hit the floor or my chest and arms will be lacerated by the spikes. To add the end all to the pain and fatality of this device 20 lbs of iron weights are then locked to the back of the neck collar causing the process of slow strangulation to begin instantly. I have to get out of it all without being torn up on the spiked ring or choking to death. Yet another fun device from Steve's lovely imagination!

7000 To Go
IM MAXED..THANK YOU SO MUCH TO EVERYONE THAT HAS BEEN BOMBING ME TO GET THIS DONE. THANK YOU TO THOSE THAT HAVE ALSO MAXED YOUR COMMENTSS. To all my friends and the comments bombers............... My friend needs help in this Happy hour givaway. :P:P:P So please please please people click on her pic and help her out with one rate and 10 to 20 comments each :) show this great person some love:):):)cause she helps every one and now its time to help her back she deserve it all :):):) and tell her that Wild Cat sent you.... luv y'all :P:P have a marvelous day! hugs and kisses WildCat

Big Beautiful Women
Yeah i postin this same thing on Myspace, Facebook and all them other sites dey. LOL Yeah people. This is no disrespect to my slim sisters, but for as long as i can remember i have been a lover of Big Beautiful Women. Without Apology. No i not talking about a 600 pound eating disorder victim, i talkin bout my plus size sistrins who carry themselves with style and class. Those thick (With Emphasis on the "THICK") Solid, Voluptuous Girls that can be found a plenty in the Caribbean, And Yuh done Know Most of them right here in Trinidad. Fuh Real..!!!! If they livin elsewhere bet yuh bottom dollar they have some roots in the Caribbean. Yeah those Cute, Intelligent and Educated sisters who have nuff respect for themselves and command respect from any fella who thinkin about steppin to them. Who require a "Real" brother to step up to the task. To meet them both on an Intellectual Level as well as in the Bedroom. As we does say, Yuh have to Come Good. Or doh waste dey time. All o

Haters On Farts!!
I POSTED A MUMM ABOUT FARTING WHICH WAS A JOKE AND EVERYONE BLEW IT OUT OF PROPORTION AND STARTED TALKIN SHIT AND BEING MEAN. I AM REALLY DISAPPOINTED IN THE LACK OF HUMOR AT THIS SITE. I AM NEW HERE AND HAVE HAD A PRETTY COOL TIME UP UNTIL MUMM DRAMA. WHY DO YOU ALL HAVE TO BE A BUNCH OF SERIOUS HATERS?? IT WAS A FUNNY OFF THE WALL QUESTION. DO YOU THINK I WOULD ACTUALLY DO THAT. PROBABLY NOT DUMBASS! I WAS JUST BEING SILLY ME!! SO BACK OFF AND STOP REPORTIN ME TO THE FUBAR COPS....THEY BAND ME FROM POSTIN MUMMS SO YOU ALL ARE THE POINT WHORES!! DAM HATERS ARE EVERYWHERE! PEACE LUV DRINKS ON ME!!

Woman In Heat
Woman In Heat by Bunny for her The heat of a woman rising in lust To bring flames to life turning lovers to dust The heat that can burn, scorch and sear When ever her lover gets too near But if they survive the flames The passion she shows will drive them insane Locked in a timeless ecstasy With no escape none they can see Would they want to run away? Diving in deeper with their soul they must pay Of all the passions of women unbound It’s the passion of lust that brings a lover down.

Can You Read This?
I'm one of the 55. Are You? Don't even think about using spell check!!!!!!!! fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too. Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it. ONLY FORWARD IF YOU CAN READ THIS

Un Beso
EN LA MADRUGADA Dejame acercarme a ti acurrucarme en tu pecho , entre tus brazos Si me dejas, voy a ser tu segunda piel y cuando me aleje de tu vera te sentiras desnudo y frio. Y no volveras a sentir entrar el calor en tu cuerpo hasta tenerme cerca de ti de nuevo Dejame acercarme a ti, acurrucarme en tu pecho y.....dormir... entre tus brazos.. Un beso empieza y termina una historia sella pactos de complices amantes Un beso dice cómo y cuanto le extrañaste reafirma la entrega y la agradece dulcemente!! this is how i used to feel -- how many of us feel so many times in life -- trapped or we stay in the dark and dream of a illusion of security or fake happiness with wealth -- what we seem outside but inside we fade away in this dark - wanted to reach out but the fear holds us back -- the light in this picture to me is beauty or strength inside of us -- we all have it for what ever we need it for - wh

Some Poetry
Would You Mind? Would you mind if the sun shines and helps you find The path to warm this old soul? Push aside the dark of night. Ending my emotional strife. And making my broken life whole. The splendor of your grace creates a smile upon my face As grand as that on the face of the moon. The flow of your motion as serene as the ocean And the gentle breezes of June. Would you mind holding my hand as together we stand As the symbol of true love and devotion? To show the whole world how happiness unfurled Creates the greatest display of emotion. A single moment of your touch against my skin causes such Excitement which must be contained. Soothing music I have heard as I listened to the words Of the love for me you proclaim. Would you mind becoming my wife to be cherished all my life? I’ll adorn you with trinkets of love. May I gaze into your eyes as large as clear northern skies Until together we visit Heaven above? DCB 06-20-02 I Am This perso

Funny Stuff?
A father asked his 10-year old son if he knew about the birds and the bees. "I don't want to know," the child said, bursting into tears. "Promise me you won't tell me." Confused, the father asked what was wrong. The boy sobbed, "When I was six, I got the 'There's no Easter Bunny' speech. At seven, I got the 'There's no Tooth Fairy' speech. When I was eight, you hit me with the 'There's no Santa' speech. If you're going to tell me that grown-ups don't really get laid, I'll have nothing left to live for." An old prospector walks his tired old mule into a western town one day. He'd been out in the desert for about six months without a drop of whiskey. He walked up to the first saloon he came to and tied his old mule to the hitch rail. As he stood there brushing some of the dust from his face and clothes, A gunslinger walked out of the saloon with a gun in one hand and a bottle of whiskey in the other. The gunslinger looked at the old ma

Stop The Hate Now!
Hey Friends, I am writing this to ask to U to HELP me to STOP THE HATE, U can help by signing to the online petition to help the Jena 6 students, http://www.petitiononline.com/aZ51CqmR/petition.html By sigining u are helping the future of YOUR CHILDREN AND MINE, Please help because this is 2007 and we should be helping each other not trying to bring others down. So again I ask PLEASE HELP TO STOP THE HATE! Thanks, Emily

Thank You:)
I'm back! :D I wanted to say thanks to all my friends... sweet comments, messages, gifts. I am indeed feeling a lot better. I don't SOUND better, but I do feel better. My energy is returning and the fever is gone.:) And please don't make me laugh, cuz the coughing spells last 5 to 10 minutes sometimes. The worst of it though? Let me tell you... try being the only adult in the house, lose your voice and can't even fuss at your 4 year old cuz he thought it was funny... when he whizzed on the carpet!!!! Ack! Again, I say... grrrrr MEN!!! lol I carried a notebook around when I lost my voice, wrote messages for the Kota (10 year old) and he would tell Jesse, "Mama said..." Wow! It's been fun to say the least. (Note the sarcasm.) So, anyway, I've been bad. I think I have bronchitis, but my feelings for doctors keeps me from going where I need to. I keep stalling. I don't like doctors. *crying* I know, I know... set the example for my boys. But, anyway, I will get there eventually.

Etc.
!!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? . 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed?. 13. Would you use another female as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? S

Who Really Cares?
This is to every guy that has ever hurt someone they so called cared and loved. When you hurt the ones you say you love, do you try to make it right? I haven't seen it. When you tell them that you love them, do you mean it or just trying to get in their pants or playing nice? I think it's both. When you say you wanna married them and have a child with them, is that what you really want? I don't think it is. When you look at your beautiful child and tell them that you love them, does that still forgive you for not being around them like you should be? Hell no it doesn't I already know this is gonna start shit with one particular person and I could give a rats butt. Honestly, if we mattered to him (and by we i mean a couple of other ppl besides just nathan and i) he would have done what was right and stop hiding the truth and lying to everyone that cares about you. Then you want to bring a person you know I can't stand to get your son, screw that your lucky I even let you

Once
I promise you my love I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise you tonight I promise you my respect I promise to do things right I promise to always be there I promise until the end I promise to always love you I promise to be your best friend I promise you my love I promise you my life I promise this forever I promise our LOVE is my life Once in every lifetime, someone comes along, The one special heart You've been waiting for your whole life long. Once in every lifetime, God sends an angel from above, To make your life complete Who you can give your endless love. When a love like this comes, make any sacrifice, For the best things in life Seldom come along twice. There is no love that compares to yours and mine, A love from heaven that only comes "Once In Every L

No Work
So 3 weeks ago i sprain my ankle pretty bad, The doctor put it in a pretty green cast for 2 weeks but of course that didnt help so much. So The other day i got the cast off oh and my ankle looks like i droped a large pan on it it was all purple and blue great combo.lol So the doctor took me out of work for another month, lovely shit. oh yeah and i forgot to mention i have a new castie thing on it.So to get to my rambling point, im fucking bored, i cant drive and im in pain. Such a great start to fall!!!!!! I have windows vista from a friend and i want to change over from window xp.. I forgot how to do it... anyone know??????????? "I'm hungry" = I'm hungry. "I'm sleepy" = I'm sleepy. "I'm tired" = I'm tired. "Do you want to go to a movie?" = I'd eventually like to have sex with you? "Can I take you out to dinner?" = I'd eventually like to have sex with you? "Can I call you sometime?" = I'd eventually like to have sex with you? "May I have this dance?" = I'd ev

Life Part 36
Good morning. So I am in the hottest/sexiest Mom contest. 2 people are putting it on. Wildcat and Cherrybomb. I eamiled Wildcat about it but they put my picture under Cherrybomb. I went to my link and it said private! She has the people in the contest private which is frustrating because the only way to see me and vote for me is to ask to be her friend! So I sent a request but she is not online at the moment. For all of you that are so kind to vote for me, you are going to have to ask to be her friend too in order to see the link. I know I won't win, it is just fun. I know a lot of people out there "comment bomb" and that is all they do. I think we all have better things to do with our time. Just a comment here or there will make me feel good. It runs for a week I think? I am really doing this because someone wanted me to. He says I am the sexiest Mom on Fubar and that was enough for me! It made my day! So as soon as I get accepted to be her friend, I should ge

Not Enough Room For Family
I am feeling a little bad, because i dont have enough room for family members. Being a family member is the only way to access the lovers album, which means if i want to add someone new, i have to take someone off :-( This does not mean i dont want you as family anymore, I just dont have the room. luv ya's all

Sick Of Fubar
im really starting to get sick and tired of the shit here at fubar. I have a lot of friends here but i also have a lot of people that i just dont get along with. Those people are the ones that makes this place a place i dont even care to be at anymore. It seems everytime i place a mumm, some asshole has to mark it NSFW and i'll tell ya, that gets old. I now have people marking some of my stash as well. Im about to start a petition or something for babyjesus to change the shit that needs changed or i'll be leaving this site. i will let all of you know and if you wanna join me in another site, that would be great. xoxoxo

Smoking Vs. Non Smoking @ Rights Violated!
I AM GOIN TO HAVE A FUN TIME ON THIS! SO FEEL FREE TO COMMENT. BUT I KEEP THE TRUTH SIMPLE AND EASY. IT IS WHAT IT IS. SINCE THE BEGINNING OF TOBACCO USAGE, EVEN BACK WHEN IT FIRST APPEARED THEY WERE PUSHED ON TO OUR "ANCESTORS" SAYING ITS GOOD FOR THEM. BUT THEN DECADES LATER OHHHHHH AND THIS IS THE SHOCKER! SMOKING IS BAD FOR US! WOW ARE YA STUNNED? YES, I AM WELL AWARE OF THE FACT THAT SMOKING IS NOT GOOD FOR. BUT IT IS NOT THE #1 CAUSE OF ALL HUMAN HEALTH ISSUES. SURE IT DOESN'T HELP BUT IT ISN'T THE ONLY THING CAUSING US TO GET SICK! FOR THOSE ( AND I MEAN FAMILIES ) THAT SUED THE TOBACCO COMPANIES, YOU KNEW ALL ALONG SMOKIN WAS BAD FOR THAT RELATIVE OF YOURS THAT DECIDED TO SMOKE, BUT I GUESS MONEY WAS REALLY MORE IMPORTANT. OH AND FOR THE RECORD IT WAS THAT RELATIVE OF YOURS THAT CHOSE TO SMOKE! EVERYONE HAS CHOICES. PEOPLE BITCH AND COMPLAIN ABOUT US. SAYING "WHAT ABOUT MY RIGHT TO BREATHE CLEAN AIR" I LAUGH SO HARD WHEN THEY SAY THAT. YOU CAN TAKE ALL OF US SMOKERS AND MAKE U

Appointed Favor
Appointed Favor Today's Scripture “For we are God's handiwork, recreated in Christ Jesus, that we may do those good works which God predestined for us, taking paths which He prepared ahead of time, that we should walk in them, living the good life which He prearranged and made ready for us to live” (Ephesians 2:10). Today's Word from Joel and Victoria God has already prepared paths for you to take in your future! When God laid out the plan for your life, He lined up the right people, the right circumstances, and the right breaks. In your future, He’s already released favor, supernatural opportunities, and divine connections. The breaks you need in life have already been preordained to come across your path. If you will stay in faith and go out each day and be a person of excellence, you’ll walk into these appointments of favor. It will be just as if you stumbled into God’s blessings! When you really understand this principal, you’ll begin to get excited about every single d

Felt Like Talking
Last night I went to the Brooks and Dunn, Alan Jackson concert at the Sound Advice Amphitheater . It was a great show and then the rain started the pour down and it became an even better show. People where sliding down the hill getting all muddy it was awsome. If I had a pickup truck or something to change into I would have joined them in there sliding fun but I didn't want to be cleaning up mud out of my car. The only bad thing about the show was that I was unable to save my phone in time so now I have to buy a new fun but it was worth it. Thats all for now, talk more later.

Naughty Erotic Horror
Massachusetts Colony Oct. 31, 1692 Cassandra de Wren rode her lover hungrily. It had been two days since she saw him last and she had been going insane with need for him. She threw her head back causing her chest to thrust forward and for her long red hair to spill down around her shoulders. Her large white breasts proved too tempting a sight for her lover so he reached up and fondle them with his hands. Cassandra knew it was going to be a fast spending when she felt the beginning of an orgasm licking at her loins. He obviously knew it too because she quickly found herself on her back with him thrusting furiously above her. Cassandra cries of pleasure bounced off the walls of her small cottage when she found her release. Her lover's cries soon joined hers as he soon filled her with his seed. He collapsed on top of her body, his head pillowed between her ample breasts. "I think you are witch," he said breathing heavily. Cassandra stiffened in response. "It is not somethi

1822 To Level
First I want too thank all the levelers and my friends for always helping.More so now then ever with me on dial up.It is so slow. Most of you who know me know leveling is my passion and with all of your help im able too still be able too do it..Much love too you. Stop by and show some love and help him to make it too the next level.Thanks for helping and have a great night everyone. Big Daddy~git-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY BOMBSQUAD~@ fubar

Effin' Princess
Do I have Pretend to love me , Shatter me, rip my heart out, and Eff me over royally, written on my forehead!!! Just curious cause seems to be tha going thing.... Let me know where it is cause I can't see it and I need to have it removed !!!!!! A.S.A.P... Thanks Effin' Princess

65,000 To Godmother..happy Hour Target!!!!
LadyGray is on her way too being a GodMother! Shes a little over 60,000 from being there and we will make sure she reaches that by the end of the day. We need all of your help.Stop by and show her some love. HELP MAKE NANCY OUR NEWEST GODMOTHER!!!!!!!! ~*ღLadygrayღ*~@ fubar

Writing & Poetry
Do you believe in forever? If it existed in the realm of this world Wouldn't a rose bloom always I don't know what made me think that anyone else cared if I was happy But it's not all about me now is it The sky only turns purple at dusk when the dust particles are in the air I want you to be happy and when I ask what color is your moon Tell me that it is pale black like the lifeless mass I call my heart Now I am afraid that my mind is a mess my soul is not whole and my body yearns for your touch I will not die, but I feel dead I will go on but it's hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel Internal Clock Current mood: calm Category: Writing and Poetry When I felt the familiar beat of the internal clock that is now my friend, I found a glimmer of peace, and my dreams became just that. Breath be not life if life cannot sustain a small but important ingredient that we call hope! Hope will be put t

Far But Not
Self explanatory for the one that needs to hear it... Get this widget | Track details | eSnips Social DNA It's amazing how sad people can be... When you get what you want, why be sad?!? Whether you want out or in, here or not, whatever the case... Why is it that when we get what we want, we get sad and don't want it anymore?!? Why want what you can't have? Why NOT want what you can have?:P Why not be happy with life as is? WOW! What a concept!!!!!!!!!!!! Questions to ponder and I'm soooo confused... Back 2 Good It's nothing, it's so normal you Just stand there I could say so much But I don't go there cuz I don't want to I was thinking if you were lonely Maybe we could leave here and no one would know At least not to the point that we would think so Everyone here, knows everyone here is thinking about Somebody else It's best if we all keep it under our heads I couldn't tell, if anyone here was feeling the way I do But I'm lonely now, and I

Hireing Dj
ANYONE INTERESTED IN DJ'N FOR REBELS LOUNGE THAT HAVES A SAMS PROGRAM FEEL FREE TO CONTACT THE FOLLOWING BELOW!! I RUN IT AT AS NO PRESSURE LOUNGE FOR DJ,S, MY MAIN PURPOSE IS THAT ALL STAFF HAVE FUN!!! I DO ASK OF DJ'S EVEN THOU THERE MIGHT BE NO ONE IN THE LOUNGE PLEASE STREAM MUSIC IN THERE WHILE U ARE ON.....U DON'T HAVE TO SIT IN THERE. NEED MUSIC IN THE LOUNGE FOR PEOPLE TO KEEP COMING BACK!! REMEMBER IT IS ALL ABOUT FUN!!! DJ BigDawg69(owner of lounge) DJ BigDawg69~ CO-FOUNDER_ GIT-R-DONE REBELS~DJ_TEXASCOYOTEMIKE ~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY BOMBSQUAD~'CO OWNER OF REBELS LOUNGE~@ fubar ' $DJ BABY BOY$(MANGER OF LOUNGE) $DJ BABY BOY$ ~DJ FOR THE GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY & BOMBSQUAD~{ DIRTY SOUTH CREW}@ fubar HIT PIC BELOW TO ENTER LOUNGE

10 Things To Know About Men
1.) You give us entirely to much credit, we don't think that elaborate. 2.) Stop comparing us to dogs, dogs can go down on themselves and we can't or we would never leave home. 3.) Remember we are men, we don't celebrate the same anniversary as women. We remember when you first gave it up not when we got married. 4.) The quickest way to our hearts is through our pants not stomach. 5.) When we tell you how good you look it usually means we are horny. 6.) Bringing that good looking girlfriend of yours into the bed will get you those diamonds faster. 7.) When it comes to women we do most of our thinking with our little heads not the one on our shoulders. 8.) If we are watching the big game don't bother us unless you have a T.I.V.O. 9.) You get the best sex out of us before marriage after that we have nothing to prove and no reason to show-off. 10.) If we get fat and ugly we still expect you to love us but if you get fat and ugly it's time to move on.

Help My Sweetie Level
FUBERLORD OR BUST ~LuAngel~Ozzfanatic2 RLGF/FuBetrothed~CoOwner of Wicked Storm Crew~@ fubar Stop By and show my sweetie LuAngel some luv she is trying to level to Fuberlord Brought to you By Ozzfanatic2 ~~Ozzfanatic2~~LuAngel RL/BF~Wicked Storm Crew~~WSC Bus Driver@ fubar Get this widget | Track details | eSnips Social DNA

About Ravyn!!!!
As most of you know, my other half's account was unjustifiably deleted, well he is back and I am asking you all to PLEASE help him get back into the swing of things. Any "Love" shown will be returned ( within reason...lol ). Thank you all for taking the time to help him out. Sniper___@ fubar Well after 4 days of eating hospital food and dealing with the hustle and bustle of the hospital, Ravyn is FINALLY home. Her daddy and I are exhausted, but ever so grateful that she is doing better and back home where she belongs. I have to make this quick, but here is a little note about what's going on. Some of you already know, that our 2 year old was brought to a Ft.Wayne hospital Friday night. She spent a little over 24 hours in the pediatric ICU, but has now been transfered into the regular Pediatric unit. She was critical but things are starting to look up. I will be at the hospital with her until she is discharged, being that the hospital she is in is about 45 minutes from home. I will

Reflections...
Lao-Tzu wrote in his book The Tao Te Ching, "Things come and a Master lets them; things go and a Master lets them". Seems pretty good advice to me. I have had strong Buddhist leanings for a long time. Part of the core of Buddhism that appeals to me so much is the idea of releasing; the idea of letting go of the things that drag you down, that make you your lesser self. So why is it that so many people think that holding a person's hand is the same thing as taking possession of their soul? Why is it that just by talking to someone, sharing experiences with someone, they feel like they have the right somehow to own you? Would we all be happier with the freedom to spend time with someone we care about, but still have the freedom to watch a sunset by ourselves without having to worry about the other person taking offense? Holding hands with someone CAN be among the most sublime of experiences, depending on the grip. E.

Poems And Songs
I relive it all the time, Always burning in my mind Is there nowhere I can hide? Could I please get some sleep tonight? Anxiety from mental conformity From the face you never see, can you feel my insanity? I scream inside, but it's only in my mind And my hand is on the knife, God there's gotta be a better life I see the blood as it's pouring like a flood But it never seems enough, I've gotta get across to you How I feel......Is this real?.......Are you there?..... I heard you laughing as I Cried in your face, told me that I'm replaced Cause you can't stand the taste of the face that taunts you Held to the floor as he made you a whore Your brother's face you abhor, but it's me that haunts you Tom got the prize, but he'll only find lies Cause behind your blue eyes there's a world he can't see Just like before we all fall to the floor As you settle your score I can hear you laughing....... I'm hiding all the time, secret thoughts you'll never find Lock the door to my

Remembering, Right Before Tomorrow
I swore that i would never write for you again, that i would never again let my pen be seduced by your memory lurking here in the dark corners of my mind. But tonight the stars are so like they were that night when you were more amazing to me than all the bodies of heaven, when the chilled night air was alive with the scent of grass and honeysuckle and a thousand living things sang to the moon their quiet nocturnal hymn. i wanted to show you to the stars so they could see what they were missing. So they could see what it was to be truly amazing. And now, as the stars fade into morning, taking your face from my memory once more, i can find my pillow and lie down to dream of your lips and your soft hazel eyes. I'll hear crickets and smile. I'll smell honeysuckle and wonder....

Some Of Hubby's Poetry.honoring Our Troops
please drop by and rate me..I am in a contest and if I win I get some Fubucks...so I can buy rounds...woohoo...lol.... http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=730061&albumid=693927&i=3913636925 A Soldier's Christmas Christmas morning, 10,000 miles from their life,no chance to hold their children or even their wife.No tree in the corner,no kids at play.Just another dangerous mission like any other day.Patrolling the streets,Protecting the land,No trace of snow,Just endless amounts of sand.We take for granted the job that they do.But when it comes to our freedom or safety,They'd die for me or you.Whatever they are...Army,Navy,Air Force,or Marines,They enlisted to protect the American dream.You may question their role in this land far away,but please take time to pray they all make it back to bed safe at the end of the day.When you sit down for dinner and bless your meal,make a moment of silence To think how our deployed loved one's feel! You dont know his name,or even his face. To look do

November 18, 2007.
I really like seeing a professional athlete, who even through injury cut his career short, took charge of his life outside of football, and accomplished something amazing. http://www.usatoday.com/tech/science/space/2007-11-20-melvin_N.htm Mr. Melvin, I hoist my coffee cup and my fork full of pumpkin pie, and give thanks that unlike many pro athletes who let the public down, you are a shining example of what is RIGHT with athletics. Happy Thanksgiving! It's my first post, sorry if I try getting a little attention. I love talking about news, so here's the first posting of articles I find of interest: http://www.usatoday.com/news/world/2007-11-12-monkey-india_N.htm The below is not an offical transscript. But in the spirit of South Park, the Simpsons, and other comedies, I will traumatize you with some poor writing while the screenwriter's guild is on strike: Officer: Ma'am, can you please describe the offender to us? Victim: Yes officer, but it's so hard. It was

Check This Out
OK, WELL I STUMBLED ON THIS IN A BULLETIN AND THOUGHT IT WAS FUNNY.. SO I SAID WHAT THE HECK AND DID..LOL...SO C'MON, I KNOW YOUR BORED...NOW LETS PLAY.HAHAHAHA.. 1.) Go to the profile of the person who posted this bulletin 2.) Pick their most KISSABLE picture and post a comment saying MUAH! *NOW THE FUN PART* 3.) Repost this bulletin and see how many comments you get!!!

Are You A Reason, A Season, Or A Lifetime?
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person. When someone is in your life for a REASON . . . It is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are! They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part, or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered. And now it is time to move on. Then people come into your life for a SEASON. Because your turn has come to share, grow,

The Goods
Ok I've chosen to post some pics of my most private of area's. I did this strictly because some of you have been nice enough to show me yours. Plus I received a few requests. If you would like to see them thats the deal. You show me yours and i'll show you mine. And if i get any shit from anybody there gone.

Application
If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you from 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you want it? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you Fuck me today? 21. Would you Fuck me tomorro

Bad Guys Vs. Good Guys
Ok so lately i have been hearing alot of things about how the good guys are tired of "finishing last". I have always heard this but lately it seems that my guys friends not only on here but also in my "rel life" have been having more problems than usual. It really got me to thinking about the whole good guys vs. bad guys topic. Do girls really always fall for the bad boys? and then once they have fallen for the bad boys do we always go crying to our good guy friends about what a dick our BF is? ....I know that i want a good guy, not just as a friend but as a signifigant other. My problem lies in the fact that I am very much attracted to the good guys, but it seems like the feelings are never returned. So what am i left with? You got it, the jerks that all they seem to want is sex. I have dated my fair share of these types of guys and I can say in all honesty that I am totally over my whole Bad Boys are hot stage. .....So for all those good guys out there dont give up, because the

Thoughts
Why do we kill people to show people that killing people is wrong? When as a society are we going to move beyond this whole "revenge" tactic? We've been doing it for years. And does the bad stop happening? No. So something new..something different needs to be done. Killing someone doesn't change what has already happened..be it murder..rape..kidnapping..whatever it was. I was raped..yes the guy who raped me is in jail..serving time. As much of me that he killed..my trust my faith in the good ofpeople I don't wish him dead. Because him being dead doesn't change the fact that I have to deal with all this emotional bullshit everyday. Getting up in the morning is a huge struggle. And I know I'm not the only one who feels this way. Who sees revenge as a huge waste of time and engery. There has to be a different way to improve our society. We all live here but we all live within our own groups. White people hang out with white people..asians with asians..blacks with blacks..it ca

The Rules Of Mumming
ok i have been dealing with those crazy azz mumm commenters for some time now and even though i still don't understand how their small little brains work i have decided to make this list of rules that i think they go by so here goes RULE FOR MUMMING : 1: WE AS MUMM COMMENTERS HAVE THE RIGHT: TO MAKE ANY COMMENTS THAT WE WANT NO MATTER IF THEY ARE TOTALLY ASSININE OR OFF SUBJECT 2:WE AS MUMM COMMENTERS HAVE THE RIGHT:TRY TO MAKE YOU LOOK AS STUPID AS WE CAN IN ORDER TO IMPRESS OUR OTHER LITTLE ASSHOLE FRIENDS EVEN THOUGH WE ARE EITHER NO SMARTER THAN OR EVEN LESS SMART THAN YOU ARE 3: WE AS MUMM COMMENTERS HAVE THE RIGHT :TO GIVE YOU ALL KINDS OF HELL IF YOU EITHER DELETE OUR NASTY COMMENTS OR BLOCK US OR BOTH (CAUSE IF YOU DO WE WILL WHINE LIKE THE LITTLE BITCHES WE ARE AND HAVE OUR FRIENDS MAKE AN EXAMPLE OUT OF YOU 4:WE AS MUMM COMMENTERS HAVE THE RIGHT: TO MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO EVEN POST A MUMM ,AND THAT YOUR MUMM IS STUPID EVEN THOUGH WE OURSE

Broken
I keep myself open just to feel your touch. The problem I think is I care too much. You have my heart on a string but you don't give back anything. You pretend to want me then walk away and find another that same day. Now, I am broken. I don't feel your touch but I still want you so, so much. I don't know why I need you so? I don't know how to let you go? I keep myself open to let you walk away. I am broken till you're back to stay. I don't want to let you go and I just wanted to let you know.

Bouncer Envy Or Discrimination???
Ok this is the third time in a month my fully clothed body has been marked by some Bouncer as NSFW! This is rediculous!!!!! Of all the naked boobs and peters wandering around... all the risque pics of pants and towels just above the pubic area ... my long hair, arce, and T-shirt shot are being once again attacted. Should I take this as a compliment, jealousy or just plain descriminsation??? Please tell me!!

Just Chillin...
I am just sitting here listening to music and talking to all you peeps. Don't you just love being referred to as little marshmallow puffs that come out for Easter. That was my teenage daughters talk coming out of me. *cough cough* sorry..... Anyway...yes, I am bored. I am on here as I said, and my hubby is laying on the bed watching TV. Aren't we the exciting couple? lol My daughter is listening to music in her room I think, and that about sums it up. Does anyone have a free small dog out there they want to get rid of? We are looking for one. Has to be a small one though. Oh, and if you have an extra couple hundred dollars hanging around let me know too...lol. Joking. So....I will stop boring you now and let you go. If you feel like rating this that would be very sweet of you all. :) I would and do rate a lot of yours. If I missed one or two then I'm sorry. Brat

Naughty Application
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 14.Condom or skin? 15.Have sex on the first date? 16.Would you kiss me during sex? 17.Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Would you use me as a booty call? 19.Can I use you as a booty call? 20.Can we take pictures of the act? 21.How long would we have sex? 22.Would you tell your friends about me? 29.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT-Naughty Appli

20 Reasons To Date A Cowgirl
20 Reasons to date a Cowgirl! 20 - We can mount with ease 19 - We can go the distance 18 - We have good hip control 17 - We know how fast or slow to go 16 - We can ride in many different positions 15 - We are used to something between our legs 14 - We can always hit the right spot 13 - We are used to a bouncy ride 12 - When we fall, we get right back on and ride harder 11 - We like it dirty 10 - We'll ride for hours 9 - We'll use whips 8 - We love to try new things 7 - We are good with our hands 6 - We get a lot of practice 5 - We know what were doing 4 - We do it in lots of places 3 - We're always on top 2 - We get off easily 1 - We have lots of stamina ~*Cowgirl Up, dust yourself off, get back in the saddle give it one more try, sweat n blood it takes all ya got cause the road to heaven is a hell of a ride, tuff get goin when the goin gets ruff, cause u know u gotta COWGIRL UP!!!

Conspiracy???
- Both Lincoln and Kennedy were concerned with Civil Rights - Lincoln was elected to U.S. House of Representatives in 1864 and Kennedy in 1964 - Lincoln was elected president in 1860; Kennedy in 1960 - Both were shot on a Friday - Both were shot in the presence of their wives - Lincoln was shot in the Ford Theater, Kennedy was shot while driving in a Ford. - They were both succeeded by southern democrats named Johnson. - Both Johnson's had been members of the Senate - Andrew Johnson was born in 1808: Lyndon B. in 1908 - John Wilkes Booth was born in 1839: L.H. Oswald in 1939 - Booth and Oswald were both southerners favoring unpopular ideas - Both Presidents lost children to death while in the White House - President Lincoln's secretery, with the last name of Kennedy advised him not to go to the theater. Kennedy's secretery, with the last name of Lincoln (Evelyn) advised him not to make the trip to Dallas - John Wilkes Booth shot Lincoln in a theater and ran to a warehouse.

College
I took my last final of my college career today!! I cannot believe that 5 years ago I had a brand new baby and was starting college... well starting back to college! Graduation is next friday! I cannot wait to put on my cap and gown and walk across the stage! I know.. big deal lots of people graduate from college, but I never would have gone back if my daughter didn't come along! So this is for her!

Shit From My Brain...
..I welcome hell...bring on the fire.....let the molten rocks rain down upon me ..at least I'll feel something more than desire..let the fire fall ... let the ash burn bright..I never wanted to see the dawn of light ..my soul is already burning ...fist punching blades of fury... heat so raw my brain becomes numb.. I want to feel what its like not to feel at all.. give me the ash,,,....i crave a drought now..dont let me drink..let me suck up the dust from your altar ...that which you kneel to..the empty slab of stone with no energy...it has no meaning to me..its all nonsense and ridicule the tales you weave... give to me true death...and everlasting black dream...one where I float alone no one there to see me...all alone in this vast empty space up above... where I can be alone ..singularly in love...In love with the nothingness..all alone in my head...no one to hear ...no one to dread... I hate others around me...I hate the ones I've met...this life is nothing ...let me lie dead in my

Some Ppl Are So Rude And Hatefull
Look I got on this sight to make friends and possible modeling gigs. I have met alot of very nice ppl, Men and Woman alike. Then there are the ocassional ones who send obnoxious msgs or hae mail. What I don't understand is if ppl feel so much anamosity towards others why would you ask to befriend them? Here is an example of what I am talking about.. sdfun8: well u look like white trash ->sdfun8: WTF??? That was really rude and uncalled for.. sdfun8: $200 to fuck u ?

Thank You
Just Wanted To Say Thanks To The Few People(You Know Who You Are)... That Always Help Me With Rates And Or Comments When I Need Leveling And Or Contest/Giveaway Help... To Everyone Else ..Keep Asking For Help From Me ..I'm Always Glad To Help :)

A Slaves Journey
A slaves Journey Who am i? Born as i am, Aries' fire burning inside her and craves ONEs' guidance and unquestioning commands. It burns wildly at times, but always a steady flame, intense heat fevers flesh that NEEDS to be owned. Pleasure she brings Him, over and again and again. A Master needs this slave, somewhere she knows... His hands ready to mold this creation to be, a work that gives freely to Him... needing to grow. His naked property with head bowed kneeled with knees spread, in front of Him, Ready to serve, wants to do as He wishes, and make Him wanton to feed her His manhood, without any reserves. His touch sometimes beats me, binds me and stings her flesh, His signature of art upon her, making the fire eternal, an obsession drives her, heart and soul. His propertys neck waits and longs for His ring, a collar of ownership, that He leads her by, proud of her Yes He loves her, No doubt this now He sees. Trusting Him deeper and bigger than the heaven

Beating Hearts
(Beating Hearts Baby) Baby is this love for real? (Beating Hearts Baby) Let me in your arms to feel (Beating Hearts Baby) The beating of your heart, baby (Beating Hearts Baby) The beating of you heart, baby You, you want nothing to do with me [x2] I, I don't know what to do with you 'cause you don't know what you do to me [Chorus:] Baby is this love for real? Let me in your arms to feel The beating of your heart baby The beating of your heart, baby [repeat] Girl, you really got your hold on me [x2] Girl, you gotta get away from me 'Cause you want nothing to do with me [Chorus (x2)] In spite of you Even out of view Still I love all of you I do, yeah [repeat] You, you want nothing to do with me [x2] Baby is this love for real? Let me in your arms to feel Your Beating Hearts Baby The beating of your heart baby [2x] (Beating hearts baby) Baby is this love for real? (Beating hearts baby) Let me in your arms to feel (Beating hearts baby) Y

Hot Child In The City
Since I don't explore this genre of music that I'm presenting to you very much, your opinion is wanted! I'm covering one of my favorite songs, "Hot child in the city". When I first heard this song, I was a little boy, and along with my Led Zep and Kiss records, it made me say to myself, "self, this is what I wanna do!". So the rest is history and here we are. Note: This is only a sample segment. I have not finished the chorus and bridge, so you're getting the first verse, up until the chorus. Stop by and let me know what the fuck you think of it. Love, sex n Death always, Aaron/LSD Love Sex n Death

Pimpin Ain't Easy
Ok peeps this is my Head Pimpette respect her! She Runs the show with me! Rate, Fan, Add then offer her something special...Hint: HH, VIp,Blast will get you everywhere! Rate, Fan, Add then baby her!!!!! The PIMP Commandments I.Thou shall not snitch. II.Thou shall not infiltrate. III.Thou shall not perpetrate. IV.Thou shall not playa hate. V.Thou shall not hoe trust. VI.Thou shall not hoe say. VII.Thou shall not pay a trick. VIII.Thou shall not disrespect the game. IX.Thou shall not be broke. X.Thou shall not be without his necessities.

Hardcore Metallica Bitch!!!
METALLICA ROCKS!!! JAMES HETFEILD ...I LOVE YOU!!! YOUR THE HOTTEST MAN THAT EVER WALKED THE EARTH!!!! MERRY THRASH'N CHRISTMAS!!! EXCERPT FROM "MOTORBREATH" "THOSE PEOPLE WHO TELL U NOT TO TAKE CHANCES... THEY ARE ALL MISSING ON WHAT LIFES ABOUT... YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE SO TAKE HOLD OF THE CHANCE.. DON'T END UP LIKE OTHERS..THE SAME SONG & DANCE"

New Beginings
I'm a talker meaning I love to talk to people and hear what most have to say even if it's negative.I believe through talking to someone , you can get and idea of who they are even when they are being decietful. The same holds true when you are with someone.If you can't talk to the person your with then what are you with them for? Could it be because of the inital physical attraction that did it? Was it money? Could it have been cause you were lonely? These things are some of the reason I have heard for people being with one another. But when the attraction fades and money has really no meaning ,what is left? Do you even know the person your with? Do you know their goals and asperations? Do you even care if they have these things? Things I have considered when I even dated a woman was if I could even talk to her , about her , about her wants and needs , what goals she has and it should be recipricated. But alas , I keep running into the same types and getting the same responses.

Troubled Mind..
I don't understand it.. Why do I keep getting dicked around by women. I am completly honest and up front and yet they still cant be honest with me.. Do I just attract women that play games or what??

Hoping
I write this hoping that somehow. someway you read this. I do not think you lied, I think that you thought you were in love with me. I begged for another chance. I would have done whatever you wanted. I just think that when you love somebody you give them another chance. You said all I gave you were words. At the same time, all you gave me were words. You did not care enough to try. You act as if I did something that was so unforgivable. When all I did was love you. I am sorry you can't see that Cindy. Now the only place I hold you is in my dreams where we grow old together on the porch. I'll never feel the gentle touch Of your fingers on my face. I'll never hold you in my arms And give that caring embrace. I'll never touch your silky skin Or place a kiss upon your head. I'll never sleep another night, Without you in my bed. I'll never be able to say I'm sorry To the full extent it's due. I'll never be able to forgive myself For falling in love with you.

One Of My Best Friends/new Years Eve Invite
I wonder what the consensus is - can men and women just be friend or is there always the sexual tension simmering below the surface? I always thought it was definitely possible and pointed to my male friends as proof. We never had any sexual issues, I said. But the night before I was thrown. I was out with my closest male friend.Jay, and a few of his friends for drinks. Sitting at the Iron Horse Pub, we went through a few bottles of wine (I only had about 2 or 3 glasses - they had about 4 bottles!) and he was in a very flirtatious mood. His friends were making cracks about us and I just laughed. He was getting drunker and drunker and by the time we left, he was trashed, at least in my opinion. He insisted that I was not capable of driving and I agreed to sleep on the couch - have done it many times before.But then, while walking home, he pulled me aside and said "What would you say if I were to kiss you right now?" Gulp. I was as diplomatic as possible and I said I felt it would r

I Am In A Rate Contest
i am in a 30 day rate contest that starts on the 6th of this month jan. 6th 2008 .all i need is for you to go and rate my pic ,that simple .and here's the link to the blog of the host of the contest with the rules about the contest http://fubar.com/blog/168601/664572 so please come by and rate my pic i will greatly appreciate it :D

Just Mine
Anyone ever lose a friend thats been your friend for what seems like forever? Then you know how I feel. I jut lost my best friend in teh world who has been just that since I was 13 years old. We have been through thick and thin and everywhere in between. But she stood by and watched someone she lives with put their hands on me and did nothing. She told someone else she didn't want to speak to me. And I ask myself what kind of friend this is supposed to be if thats how she acts when shit goes down. But I guess now I know. I don't feel any better for having the privilege of having the last word and telling her not to speak to me again. But I also don't feel any better after reading a poem written for me saying that it was all my fault it ended when it wasn't. So if you read this by chance remember that a true friend wouldn't have just stood there for fear the person would have done the same thing to you. If it had been me you know I would have done something whether we were arguing or no

Criminals
I believe that criminals should not be placed in the equivalent of "hotels/motels" with bars on them. If you do the crime, you do the time. Hard time. We shouldn't be giving them all of the luxuries of the outside world that decent, law abiding citizens cannot afford such as health insurance, dental insurance, cable tv, etc.... If I were running the prison system, the first thing I would do is tell the ACLU to french kiss the crack of my you know what. If you're a felon, you have no civil rights, unless a judge restores them. Criminals would not be able to file lawsuits against anyone. Criminals should be required to wear pink underwear and socks, and black and white prison jumpsuits, Just like Sherif Joe requires. For exercise, they should be forced to ride exercise bikes attached to generators to power the prison and surrounding areas, if there is excess power. I would have chain gangs out picking up trash on the side of the road. There would be no alcohol, tabaco p

Rip Sara
My sister passed away yesterday at noon in the hospital after a hit and run incident. The whole family is grieving but my parents are being stupid fucks and wont let me and alex know what the fuck is going on. If anyone lives in the Santa Barbara, California area would you be as soo kind to look for an obituary of a seveenteen year old girl please. Thanks you

I'm Up For Auction! Who Wants Me ;)
Wanna own me? Well now you can! Heres the rules... http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1283778&albumid=794000&i=2131113235# And heres where you can bid on me!.... http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1283778&albumid=794000&i=4077072574# Happy Bidding! ;) bIANCA

Sir Psyco's Mind!!
Hello all you SeXxY motherfuckers, Drag yer' tired asses out of bed and get ready for another week of being " Slaves to the grind!" It's just the way it is I guess. I spend a lot of time pondering lifes nuances and in my own fucked up mind I attempt to make sense of a number of these things. For all of my Michigan SeXxYs you may have heard that our very own Jennifer Granholm has some great ( at least in her mind ) Ideas to ballance Michigans budget and economy. GOOD FUCKIN' LUCK BITCH!!!! One thing she is suggesting is yet another increase in our liquor tax I have to ask WHY are those of us who like to get our drunk on being punished in essence by having to pay a higher tax it makes no goddamn sense to this clown. As usual the majority of this money would come from a section of society that I feel our Government conciders " misfits " to begin with. I ask you to drive through the Rich & affluent sections of town and see how many Liquor stores you see.....NOT TOO FUCKIN' MANY. yet liq

Give Me That Hurt
Give Me That Hurt By Anthony Hunt We started off On the wrong foot Went through the flames, Brushed off the soot. When you went out I stayed alone. You went out dancing, I hung at home. I never minded Solitude before, Until I realized I could have more. Forced me to cope With losin' you Well before that Events come true. So now I ask What should I say When you ask me For one more day? I say hell yeah! Give me that hurt; I'll take that chance Of fallin' in the dirt To have that bliss That I once knew? There's not alot I would not do. A stranger would look From far away and sa "If it went that bad Why try it again?" But if you look It ain't that hard To see why I'd Let down my guard Those precious days Were some of my best Now I can make Those all my rest Your greatest things: Look upon these. Which did you earn With relative ease? She makes me more Than I am alone, So it's one chance I've got to own I say hell yeah! Give me that

"sensual Seductions"
http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=54283 Come join the fun we do have a blast here. ~Babygirl I just opened up a new lounge. If you like having fun and meeting nice cool ppl come check us out. I am also hiring STAFF if anyone and I can trust ya is interested. HERE IS THE LINK TO IT COME ON IN AND HAVE SOME FUN!!!HOPE TO SEE YA THERE.... http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=54283 THANKS ~BABYGIRL OWNER OF "SENSUAL SEDUCTIONS"

So, I am off work today and have wasted a TON of time on here. I am all excited because I have wasted enough time to be RANKED!! (mind you, I am 342nd, but hey, its a ranking). Then I went to the top members to see who my competition was. Well, if my default picture were of me in a corset with my boobs around my chin, I may have a shot. They all looked the same. Long-arm camera shot of boobs. I just dont get it. Signing off at #342.

Politico
In a language most of you should understand: Suppose that every day, ten men go out for beer and the bill for all ten comes to $100. If they paid their bill the way we pay our taxes, it would go something like this: The first four men (the poorest) would pay nothing. The fifth would pay $1. The sixth would pay $3. The seventh would pay $7. The eighth would pay $12. The ninth would pay $18. The tenth man (the richest) would pay $59. So, that's what they decided to do. The ten men drank in the bar every day and seemed quite happy with the arrangement, until on day, the owner threw them a curve. "Since you are all such good customers," he said, "I'm going to reduce the cost of your daily beer by $20."Drinks for the ten now cost just $80. The group still wanted to pay their bill the way we pay our taxes

All Kinds Of News
Two babies were left starving and suffering health problems while their parents played Dungeons & Dragons. American couple Michael and Iana Straw, 25 and 23, from Nevada pleaded guilty to child neglect, brought about by their obsession with internet and video games, authorities said. Their children, a boy aged 22 months and girl aged 11 months, were badly malnourished and near to death last month when doctors saw them after social workers took them to hospital. Michael Straw, who was unemployed at the time of the incident, had come into a $50,000 inheritance and spent it on computer equipment and a large plasma TV. The Straws allegedly failed to feed or properly clean their children because they couldn't tear themselves away from the computer. Their main obsession was with the fantasy role-playing Dungeons & Dragons series. Prosecutor Kelli Ann Viloria said: "They had food; they just chose not to give it to their kids because they were too busy playing video games." P

I Got Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) love spicy food 2) i'm right-handed 3) cant stand doing laundry 4) i smile all the time 5) my bedroom and bath are purple & green 6) don't like to b dared to do shyt...i get into trouble taking up the dare 7) woooot like vanilla ice cream 8) i might have part of a lung removed 9) i love football 10) i hate fish I tagged Lutin, Titan, Funny Girl, Ronja and sHake

Help My Friend!!!
HE NEEDS YOUR HELP ***************** OK PEOPLE MY FRIEND IS IN A CONTEST AND HE NEEDS ALL WHAT HE CAN GET SO PLEASE CLICK ON HIS LINK AND HELP HIM OUT WITH A RATE AND AS MUCH AS YA CAN GIVE COMMENTS, I REALLY APPRECIATE IT AND ALL THE LOVE WILL BE RETURNED. THANK YOU SO MUCH AND HAVE A FABULOUS EVENING AND WONDERFUL UPCOMING WEEKEND! THIS ANNOUNCEMENT BROUGHT TO YOU BY: ~♥~Misbehavin2~♥~@ fubar

Tag Youre It!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1 I'm the oldest of my siblings, I have 2 sisters 2 I was a bartender / bar manger for 15 years 3 I'm a big kid when it comes to Disney movies 4 I like cooking dinners for friends 5 I once had sex in a elevator 8-P I 'm breaking the rules on who I can Tag . That's me I'm a rule breaker . lmao I , tag Em , Goddess , Phoenix, §W€€T ÇH€RØK€€ , & Ra , Ra , Rhonda

Please Vote!!!!
For one I didn't ask your cock whore anything she voted on my Mumm. And next time you wanna be a big man and leave a comment on someones page use your own nic cum guzzler. My friend has a wrestling site - pls help them get back to number one. I would be ever so greatful!! http://4wrestlingefeds.top-site-list.com/vote15.html

Me
well i thought someone was a friend but i guess i was wrong and it hurt losing him as a friend but that what he wanted so he hate me now but i guess it will be ok in times. i like to make new friends and chat and listen to music and i love the winter time.

He Shows Me The Way
With every stroke of his hand the closer we become. He knows what i crave and what i need to be. He understands me when at times I dont understand me. Thats why he has me and he will probably always will. He was brought to me by the force of the powers to be. Only he can see what is in the depth of me. This is what makes a Master a Master. He knows what needs to be done for his sub/slave and he does it. He leads them where they need to go and how to get there. To some they will never understand this life thats because they where not chosen for this path. For i was and i embrace it with all i am . And when he comes to call I will smile and go willing into his open arms! I walk into the room knowing he lerks there. Thinking to myself how do i get out of this one. Then quick and silent he is upon me. Then as soft as possible a whisper comes to my ear "Did you really think I wouldnt find out?". I knew not to answer my time had came for i really do believe i brought upon

Goodbye
It is my time to depart. I have had the time of my life here and I have made a best friend who I wish the best of luck to in his future endeavors...and hopefully he will stay in touch with me always. It's friends like him that made it easy for me to deal with the drama of this site and laugh it off. But now it's time for me to let go and grow into myself. For those that know me, I love you all and wish you nothing but the best. I thank u for sharing this journey with me...Good Luck!

Hells Frozen Oven
why is it every time I developed for a guy they tend to screw me? I hate the word love and I don't want to use it. I hate being with a guy who makes you feel like total shit for something he did. I hate having feelings for that one guy. I don't want to have feelings anymore!!! Just take them out of my body and let me be a mindless robot. It would be so much better to do so. That way every time a guy decided to rip my heart out I wouldn't feel a thing. Thanks for reading my painful rant damn I'm listening to a song done by my ex-husbands uncle. Redone by Johnny Cash. makes me think of that rat bastard. I wonder does my ex husband have internet . I wish to tell that fucker off for all the years of shit he put me through. Yea I was married!!!!! when I turned 18 *note* I was young and stupid and please don't ask me who his uncle was. You all know who he is. Think about it a famous country singer. Ive been getting drunk lately and having way to much fun

My Account
Hello everybody, I am writing this to let everyone know that I am deleting my account here on FUBAR. This place has become too much drama and too much bullshit for my liking. My business is kicking pretty good and this place was to be a place where I could stop and chill. PFFT! That wasn't happening now was it? LMAO, Anywho.......those that I have met I appreciate all you have done for me and the friendships I have made. For those of you that I haven't had the chance to talk to or get to know......GOOD LUCK! Alot of drama in that computer screen when you type in www.fubar.com..BEWARE! I tried to stay away from the drama and bullshit and I am proud that I have done a very good job at it. I have my business to run and my children to finish raising. As well as the sunlight of spring nearing us! I will be out in it! I love the outdoors, so when I am not working thats where I will be. Having fun and living my life and not for those in the drama of "As the FU Turns" So on that note

Friends
I never post blogs I am never really sure what to say, but I have something very heavy on my mind has been for a few days . I have recently had a lot of family problems and frankly not dealing with them very well. But it was brought to my attention because I didn't tell certain people about it I wasn't being a good friend, I don't quite understand how how my family problems have anything to do with being a good friend . But oh well life goes on I guess. I always thought being a good friend was being a good listener and be willing to talk if the other person wanted too and trying your best to cheer them up when they are down. or just letting them know you are there no matter what . If this is wrong someone needs to tell me . if I am wrong on this then that means I have been a bad friend my whole life and I need to change :)

My 1st College Spring Break
ITS MY 1ST COLLEGE SPRING BREAK WOOT I KNOW SOME OF MY FRIENDS HAVE BEEN THERE WELL NOW I WANT TO C WAT ITS LIKE I WANT TO BE FUBAR SMASHED LUVED BLAST ANY KIND OF FUN.... LETS SEE IF MY FUBAR SPRING BREAK CAN BE BETTER THEN REAL ITS SO ONNNNNNNN.... SO GOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! WOOT FUNNNN !!!! Texxas~FU G/F OF DASH FU OWNED BY PHILEMON@ fubar

Wakko
WE WANNA ROCK YOUR WORLD AT THE BLACK DIAMOND LOUNGE WITH THE BEST IN ROCK, METAL, AND INDEPENDENT MUSIC AROUND CLICK ON THE PIC TO JOIN THE PARTY DJ WAKKO ON AIR TO TAKE YOUR REQUEST AND ROCK OUT YOUR FAVORITE TUNES (repost of original by 'DJ BOO BOO KITTY F*CK!~ORIGINAL DIRTY BITCH~CO-OWNER OF BLACK DIAMOND~R/L WIFE 2 FREAK ON A LEASH~' on '2008-03-14 05:18:31')

Contests & Giveaways
Well, for those that know me...know I have spent alot of time helping my friends & even some of their friends out in contests & leveling.... Now, I'm asking for some in return...I have a beautiful friend that is in contest & needs bombers & raters...Plus, Im in a Giveaway myself...Come show some Love... Dragonphyre is needing 50,000 comments for a Happy Hour...She really deserves this...Click this link for hers.. Then...there is me *BIG GRIN* I am in a contest for a 1 mo. VIP & a bling pk. there is no time limit, but I need 20,000 comments...trying to get this done before my VIP runs out on the 29th of this mo. So, if you wanna spank me with comments.....Clink this link for mine.... Come show us some love....I will return love given...Show us what awesome friends I have...Woo Hoo!! Hey, while your there...Show the Hosts of these Contests/Giveaways some love too..I know it will be returned.... Thanks *HUGS* ~*Lena*~

As You Are
No more, no less, Come as a friend. Not stupid, not smart, Come as a human being. Not pretty, not ugly, Come as you are. Not early, not late, Come on time. Not shy, not outgoing, Come with personality. Not happy, not sad, Come with feelings. Don't come with a fake identity, Come as you always are.

Ummm
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True Women
To every guy that regrets hurting or losing her. To every guy who knows which girl he wants. To every guy that's said, "Sex can wait." To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." (instead of Daamn ur hot!) To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her