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Phoenix Arisen
Past relationships calling in the night Haunting my dreams and thoughts Turning from the hours of darkness To face the possibilities of tomorrow I build my nest of broken dreams Hurt and sorrow, things I dread Taking from the sanity I fail to keep Memories destroyed by bitterness And yet there is a light in the tunnel I look to the day of realisation The floods of tears, in mind forgotten Replaced by the new nightmares of today Alone, I face the world unshielded But hope guides me forward Many years lost in the wilderness Learning, experience, from all bad things Tongue tied in arguments, still resounding Physical abuse of emotionless face The scars will heal, I hope, in time I light my fire, to burn out the hatred Mental intrusion, cuts down too deep Tearing my heart from lifeless husk Will it end in turmoil, I never understand But reasoning helps in isolation Preparing for the final rebirth The path is clearer now, in soul Reaching awaren

Hmmmm
Ok I love this damn Movie with Chris Tucker :) and Ice Cube, I want y'all to mail me your fav line from that movie..... LIKE THE WORD TODAY IS JOB==== J O B COME ON, just make my night!!!! There's a Chance You Could Be Violent Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions. Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act. Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage. Could You Be Violent? Your Birthdate: March 18 You are a cohesive force - able to bring many people together for a common cause. You tend to excel in work situations, but you also facilitate a lot of social gatherings too. Beyond being a good leader, you are good at inspiring others. You also keep your powerful emotions in check - you know when to emote and when to repress. Your strength: Emotional maturity beyond your years Your weakness: Wearing yourself

Some Say I'm Crazy!
Well I'm up to 2km for my run now, and I have no clue what I'm biking, but I'm feeling great and on Sunday I get to meet with a trainer to help me get ready for the half iron man next year. I'm so excited!!! I might be crazy, but damn i will be in awesome shape!!! LOL Well, I'm running up to 1.5km and biking just over 10km! WooHoo! I only have to be able to run an additional 25 km and bike about 100km more...lol It's getting there slowly but surely. If I keep on track I'll be able to do the half Ironman next year! Look out world here I come! Well...i haven't gotten my run past 2km yet... but i've gotten my biking up to 15km now and i'm finally out swimming in the lake. september 2, 2007 i do my first triathlon...woohoo! i'm so excited. as i improve i'll keep ya all posted...

Pissy
I am just saying this so everybody can know I officially fucking hate messengers right now and I am shutting mine off. It's just my life is one short punctuated joke after another and messengers make it too easy for people to want to talk all day, I don't have that much to talk about and I can't talk to most people for longer then 10 or 15 minutes at a time, and then when you try to go and do something and you take longer then 2 minutes to write back they think you are mad at them even if the last thing said was an audible of something giggling, how would I be mad, maybe I don't have anything fucking left to say, maybe I just want to get on CT and rate some things and chill the fuck out for an hour or 2. My best friend in the world and godparent to my children only talks to me about 3 times a week, and on average it's for 30 minutes or so. I'm an in person type of person, I don't like phones, I don't like messengers, yes I know that most of my friends I make on here live states a

Getting Even
Oh guys! I'm fuming... This is a work related issue I would like to hear what you all think about this. In My daily office work I have to call to a Government office many times a day because it is part of My job, I have a very good relationship with the Boss in that office and he help Me a lot with the things I have to do. His secretary is a plain and simple Bitch!, she has had problems with basically everyone in that office and other people, she is just a grumpy old woman and nobody likes her. Since she is the one who answers the phone, I get to talk to her many times a day, I just simply ask for the boss and she will transfer the calls... many times she leaves Me on hold for too long until I hang up (I think she does this on purpose) anyway, I don't say anything else to her other than just ask for the guy. Yesterday, I went out with My boss to deal with some customer and we needed to talk to the Boss of that other office I'm telling you about, in regards of the situation.

Saying Good-bye
PLEASE TAKE TIME AND READ MY BULLETIN POSTED FOR TODAY, AND AGAIN...MANY THANKS TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS HERE.....MUCH LOVE.....ONE LOVE ~~~~~OHMYMY~~~~ PLEASE TAKE TIME AND READ MY BULLETIN POSTED FOR TODAY, AND AGAIN...MANY THANKS TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS HERE.....MUCH LOVE.....ONE LOVE ~~~~~OHMYMY~~~~

With A Steel Gun In My Hand (by Justin Kay (me))
WITH A STEEL GUN IN MY HAND Cold and all alone tonight The wind brings my fear to life The whip of a strong delight With a steel gun in my hand Remembering what was good Forgetting every part of me Loosing sight from far ahead Pretty soon I will be dead Walking along by myself The shadow creeping behind Mocking me, laughing at me Whispering all of the time I come by and stop to look While darkness spreads through and through To mutter again a lost thought With a steel gun in my hand Too late to start over again Too early to face the end Too tired to rage the fight Too scared for my soul tonight Why can’t I see the falling When will I hear the sounds Cumbersome as it may be My tourniquets come unbound The life I had slowly pours Back to earth, a crimson gorge And now rest , to forever sleep With a steel gun in my hand

If He.........
If he were a color, he’d be the bluest sky, As the sky touching my earth, Ever yearning for his touch upon me. If he were a feeling, he’d be like the vast midnight sky, Filled with shimmering diamond stars. Leaving me clutching the earth as I dizzily stare into his eyes. If he were a sound, he’d be the hushed rustling of leaves, On a warm summers day as I lay in the shade, soothed by his voice. If he were a scent, he’d be wild mint, gently crushed and fresh. Like catnip to a cat, intoxicating me to playfulness. He is my Master, leather and velvet, Leaving me deliriously swimming in emotions, Leaving me speechless in silent joyful song, Leaving me yearning for the fulfillment that is him, Leaving me lost but found. Leading me ever deeper into the unknown. ©cherrie 2007

Freedom Is Not Free
PLEASE RIP AND REPOST!!!!!! FREEDOM ISN'T FREE.... I PLEDGE ALLEGIANCE TO THE FLAG, OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, AND TO THE REPUBLIC, FOR WHICH IT STANDS, ONE NATION UNDER GOD, INDIVISIBLE, WITH LIBERTY AND JUSTICE FOR ALL! For all of our other military personnel, where ever they may be- Please support all of the troops defending our Country. And God Bless our Military who are protecting our Country for our freedom. Thanks to them, and their sacrifices we can celebrate the 4th of July! We must never forget who gets the credit for the freedoms we have, of which we should be eternally grateful. I watched the flag pass by one day, It fluttered in the breeze. A young Marine saluted it, And then he stood at ease.. I looked at him in uniform So young, so tall, so proud With hair cut square and eyes alert He'd stand out in any crowd. I thought how many men like him Had fallen through the years. How many died on foreign soil How many mothers' tears? How man

Thanks...................................
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Look How Many
hi there, just a note to say that im not running with a.o.m bomb squad as it not working. so if theres a family that would have me it would be great. i do like bombing but not be the only one. cheers and thanks to maria also thanks to all the angels. richard Save The World - One Click At A Time!On each of these websites, you can click a button to support the cause -- each click creates funding, and costs you nothing! Bookmark these sites, and click once a day! Click here to post this on your page or 'blog

When Are Women Going To Realize?
This makes so much sense whether you are single, dating or married..... If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregn

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Do you know what love is? Real love? Soulmate love? Do you know what it feels like to have the most beautiful person you ever met love you unconditionally? Do you know what it's like to have that person think you're wonderful and adorable and sexy....and think these things about things that you've just always done and been....and no ones ever thought they were wonderful or adorable or sexy before? Do you know what it's like to have someone be so embedded in your soul that you dream about them every single night? Do you know what it's like to wake up in the morning and go about your day and feel like you never even left the dream? Do you know how it feels to have a person come along and change everything? Do you know how it feels to have someone make you better just by being in your life? Do you know what it's like to have someone make your heart melt? Do you know what it's like to meet the person that you've been looking for from the time you were born? Do y

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Signs Ive Seen
Did I read that sign right? TOILET OUT OF ORDER. PLEASE USE FLOOR BELOW In a Laundromat: AUTOMATIC WASHING MACHINES: PLEASE REMOVE ALL YOUR CLOTHES WHEN THE LIGHT GOES OUT In a London department store: BARGAIN BASEMENT UPSTAIRS In an office: WOULD THE PERSON WHO TOOK THE STEP LADDER YESTERDAY PLEASE BRING IT BACK OR FURTHER STEPS WILL BE TAKEN In an office: AFTER TEA BREAK STAFF SHOULD EMPTY THE TEAPOT AND STAND UPSIDE DOWN ON THE DRAINING BOARD Outside a secondhand shop: WE EXCHANGE ANYTHING - BICYCLES, WASHING MACHINES, E TC. WHY NOT BRING YOUR WIFE ALONG AND GET A WONDERFUL BARGAIN? Notice in health food shop window: CLOSED DUE TO ILLNESS Spotted in a safari parkI sure hope so) ELEPHANTS PLEASE STAY IN YOUR CAR Seen during a conference: FOR ANYONE WHO HAS CHILDREN AN D DOESN'T KNOW IT, THERE IS A DAY CARE ON THE 1ST FLOOR Notice in a farmer's field: THE FARMER ALLOWS WALKERS TO CROSS THE FIELD FOR FREE, BUT THE BULL CHARGES. Message on a

Biker Sites I Am A Member
Dont Drink and Fly hahahahahahaha My Biker sites! Current mood: creative I am Moderator on this site: BikerTarts http://vyxxn.co.uk/bikertarts CherryTap, this is a direct link to me ;) http://www.cherrytap.com/join.php?friend=372383 http://autos.groups.yahoo.com/group/fzxfazer This is Barmy Bikers, here on myspace :) http://groups.myspace.com/fzxbarmy Also a member on Midland Bikers http://www.midlandbikers.com/forum/index.php I'm either known as fzxbarmy or barmy carmy Always looking for new members so come and join us!

*****life*****
Sometimes mixing it up creates delicious combinations such as chocolate peanut butter cups. Other concoctions might not be so scrumptious. The thing is, you'll never know the results unless you try. You know what your mother would tell you to do. Your best friend would do the exact opposite. The real question is, what do you honestly want to do? Your choice may lie somewhere in the middle. Figure it out. Some temptations should be yielded to -- especially if you sense it's a necessity in the making. What's the difference? Allure isn't detrimental to your life, but it can be life changing.

Her Love
Love with your heart, not your head, with love in your sight, grab on to it tight, bless that day, hope it will be there to stay, she will be your love, your happiness and joy, dont ever treat her like a toy, give her respect and trust, that is a must, give her loyalty and love, like it was sent from god above, to feel her hug, that warm imbrace, will make your heart race, to feel her kiss, is something you will miss, so to her be true, as she will to you, thats when you will see, what the possibilities can be, then you will know she set your heart free, two as one, never to be undone, so tell her every day, in every wonderful way, that you will always want her to stay..........

Men!!!!
What part of NO do men not understand?? I was just getting cigarettes at the gas station and as I am walking in this guy says “Beautiful” and so I said “Thank You” because that’s the way I am, I don’t think I am all that trust me, getting a compliment is always nice. I am getting the items I need in the store and this guy keeps staring and walking near me, at this point it’s annoying! So, I ignore him and leave the store and there he is right behind me asking me for my number! First of all, you should ask someone their name before asking for their phone number so points off right at the bat! I said, “No, I have a boyfriend”. Do you know this idiot says, ‘Oh so what?” I said “ No, like I SAID I have a boyfriend” with more conviction this time and get in my car. Well, here I am driving and his stupid ass is behind me with his head out the window saying some shit, I was not listening to him and here I am on my way home and this asshole is behind me so I have to go turn off at another ligh

May I Kiss You?
May I Kiss You? I ask if I may kiss you. You just smile; no answer is necessary. My initial kiss is just a flirting of our lips. My tongue lightly flicking - Like I am asking, "Do you want me?" The tip of my tongue runs all around your lips. Touching every part, Inside and out - Over and over again. Tickling you, tickle, tickle, goes my tongue. Now I press my lips gently to yours. Rubbing your lips back and forth against mine. My kisses are hot and fast. I cannot rest long in any one place. I have such a need to go on. I trail kisses of passion all over your face. Then back to your mouth. Our tongues dance together. We are exploring. I circle your tongue with the tip of mine. You echo the pattern back to me. I lick the sides, underside and the top. You echo back. I suck your lower lip. You echo back. We repeat, repeat, repeat. The sensations are driving our emotions. We are wild for each other. You thrust your tongue in and out. The movements are rhyth

Tender And True
tender and true, is what they should be to you, honest and kind, you always on their mind, true and sweet, to sweep you off your feet, hopeing the true one you would meet, fakes and phonies, liers and cheaters, is what most of them are, from near and far, you wonder why they play thier games, they even lie about thier names, they are out to hurt you, that is so true, becareful who you pick, or wounds you will lick, hopeing they heal, badly you feel, some are nice, and they are hard to find, some arent even your kind, a friend to share your time, is what you have in mind, a quick lay, is why they are here to stay, becareful my friend, they are just around the bend, they will use you and then it will end, leaving you with sorrow and pain, while they feel vein, i wish you all happiness in life, and hope some nice guy will take you as his wife, so you will see true love, as it was meant from god above............

That Special Someone
why are some people not as they appear? it really aggervates me. they say they want to be with you than when they see thqat you are a true person they run from you. i at least know who all my real friends are! there are angels among us that no one ever pays attention too. they come in all shapes and sizes. they come when u need them most. and sometimes they are your friends. so pay attention to the people that are there for you. you probly call them your true friends. those are the people who are special. ones that will do anything for you at any moment and time. have a great day! just a thought to think about. there's always that one person you love with all your heart! you have doubts and questions and what ifs about this person. the truth of the matter is all those what ifs dont matter. because if god put them in your life trust him that hes gona take this person all the way with you. have faith that its meant to be and it will be!

7400 To Level
Sometimes numbers scare people away so im updating this..Thank you all for helping.. Awesome job today 11 leveled over 90,000 in total..Awesome team work CASEY ~ CEO OF THE SYNDICATE...FU WIFEY OF SUBMISSIVE@ fubar

Damn Computers
toke cough toke i know sounds like im burnin1 well guess wat I am lol wat happened to Freedom Of Speech? we are back and stronger than ever we are in process of rebuildin so bear with us but have a look let me know wat ya think plz http://mysite.verizon.net/vzery0hk/electrichellfireproductions/index.html The Begining Of A Legend Zakk Wylde was born Jeffery Philip Wielandt to a Mr. and Mrs. Jerome Wielandt on January 14, 1967 in Bayonne and raised in Jackson, New Jersey. He also has a sister, Amy. Zakk was given the nickname “Flip,” short for his middle name Phillip, by his dad. This is what friends and family called him. Zakk began guitar at the age of eight, only to quit a short time after due to lack of interest. Zakk then attended Jackson Memorial High School were he then picked up the guitar again at age 14.

If You Are Lonely What I Am?
There are times when you feel as if you are walking alone along a path, where there is no one to give a helping hand. But than there are times when out of some many helping hands only one is the one truly trying to help. Yet turned away and mistreated..that hand writhers way..and that bridge to safety is burned.. I have hurt myself with faith and trust in someone..the goal was to show love and be happy..but what is happeness when you feel alone? a rant and mindless collection of word strummed together finding meaning nor structure..a waste of celebrated time..so all in all i mean nothing so what i do now is what was forced upon me. if u do or did care i have nothing to say cause i have said it time and time again and that is enough to drive even me the nicest person mad bye

Making Memories...
"Making Memories Of Us" I'm gonna be here for you baby I'll be a man of my word Speak the language in a voice that you have never heard I wanna sleep with you forever And I wanna die in your arms In a cabin by a meadow where the wild bees swarm And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you And I'll earn your trust making memories of us I wanna honor your mother I wanna learn from your pa I wanna steal your attention like a bad outlaw I wanna stand out in a crowd for you A man among men I wanna make your world better than it's ever been And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you And I'll earn your trust making memories of us We'll follow the rainbow Wherever the four winds blow And there'll be a new day Comin' your way I'm gonna be here for you from now on This you know somehow You've been stretched to the limits but it's alright now And I'm gonna make you this promise If there's life after this I'm gonna be there to meet you with a warm, wet kiss

Rubias 3 Day Blast
good evenin family heres the winneras of the ink contest sorry so short bit im so sick right now first place secound place thrid place fourth place thank you to all to all my friends ffamily im in a contest for a 3 day blast can u plz come and show me love ill return the favor im in the lead so please help me stay thier Yung BergSexy Lady RemixMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

I D K
OMMFG I am freakin' bored.... What is the point of having a friends, family and fans if people don't talk..... Okay am done bitching... Moving on to the mumms, bulletins, or fuck it I will watch a movie with the kids... Sometimes we say and do things and people don't understand. I got into an argument with my ex earlier and disappeared on someone that I care a lot about and I tried to apologize but I do not think that he wants to hear it. You see he was sending me a file which contained something that he made me. When I got it open it was so pretty that it touched me. And when my ex saw it he got upset and started yelling. So I went to the bathroom and he followed me and we started yelling back and forth and he signed me out of yahoo. And that person not knowing what was going on thought that he made me uncomfortable or upset me when what I felt was far from that. I really hope that I hear from him tonight. I will miss him if I don't. I really wanted to talk to my teddy bear tonight :(

Are You Close To Leveling
If you are close to leveling please leave a comment on our Home page with the amount you need. To do it under 10,000 I will post it with out a happy Hour.If you need 20,000 or less please post it and we will hit it during Happy Hour.Please keep in mind we do not start a new level up until the one we are working on is complete. Some may notice higher amounts for a level up but that is only on a God father. Please do not comment on this blog with your amount as I won't be checking here. Please leave your profile link and the amount needed as a comment there. If you do not know how to get your profile link there is a blog on the leveling home page with instructions. Levelers if you are looking for someone to level please keep checking the home page to see whom has been added. Have a great day. If you are not a leveler and would like to help us please add yourself to the profile. We never have any commitment we just as that if you say you are goig to help that you do. SHADOW LEVELERS

To All Scf Bombers
members in a contest. all SCF Bombers plz bomb Christina needs 20,000 comments total to win vic. Barbie needs 100,000 comments we have 2 members in contests they both need our help. Teresa is behind but we can catch her up christina's contest has no time limit and she needs 20,000 she is 3,000 behind contest ends today need help stop by and show some luv

My Blog Doesn't Need A Name.
I'm horny. & drunk. What a fun nite. LISTEN TO MY INTRO. I'm so cute. ♥ haha. ITS FREE. Please do it. I looove hearing from you guys. If you do I'll leave you one back (if you have one) if not I'll comment you back. ^_^ It's a nice gesture. I wanna feel popular/loved. (hahah) SOMETIMES YOU CANT CLICK THAT SO IF YOU CANT THEN The info below should work. Dial the # and then enter in my code when it asks. & Leave your message. The number :: 1(641)715-0101 My Code :: 569941 I haven't been on here in some time. WOW!! I'm not really ever home -- so I guess that explains it. Lots of stuff going on. well get@me with your comments & such. I miss them. ^_^

No Longer Will I Hide
no longer will i hide, i feel like i am dieing inside, feeling's i always try to hide, i take it in a stride, it's tearing me up inside, my heart feels like it ripped open wide, it's battered and broke, its not a joke, all i want to do is hide, ever since i cried, it was because you died, now i sit and wonder why, i didnt even get to say good bye, you are in a better place, i hope you can still see my face, i sit here and pray, that he excepts me one day, so i can again see your face, and be with you in that special place, tears ran for so long, i could not believe you were gone, such a wonderful friend, all the way till the end, love is what i send, no matter where you are, you will never be too far, cant believe it ended in a car, you were sobber when you died, the drunk that hit you never cried, he tried to make it your fault, but the cops seen through him, and he was caught, his freedom couldnt be bought, we all still love you, and our love will al

Promise Keeper
"You complete Me" by LEI Your in my heart your in my soul you complete me and make me feel whole Rather your close or far apart, you will always have a piece of my heart I feel like our love was meant to be, we are two hearts that came together like Destiny I was the lonely one til faith brang you along, you are the one who every day makes me strong My heart lost all control, now your all i seem to know when i think of you, i feel my heart beat, its telling me your the one for me your always on my mind and if something is wrong you always try to make it fine. my dreams came true when my heart found you when i look in your eyes i can truley see, your the one i been searching for and together we were meant to be Sometimes i get so confused with this feeling but i know that i want you more and more as my heart is healing At nite i fall asleep thinking about you cause your all i want to do Then when i wake to another lonely day, wishing you were on your way!

A Poem/letter From My Son,when He Was In Juvy
YOU WERE ALWAYS THERE EVEN THOUGH I ALWAYS SAID YOU DIDN'T CARE I'M GLAD YOUR LOVE FOR ME NEVER QUIT. EVEN THOUGH I USE TO TREAT YOU LIKE SHIT, I KNOW I DON'T ACT THANKFUL BUT, YOUR THE REASON I'M ALIVE AND FOR THAT I'M GREATFUL I KNOW SOONER OR LATER WE WILL HAVE TO DEPART. I JUST WANT YOU 2 KNOW YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART. NO MATTER WHAT I SAY,I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.. AND THAT YOU CAN BELIEVE,CAUSE WHAT I SAY IS TRUE. I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE TO HELP YOU NO MATTER WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO. I KNOW IT'S HARD 2 SEE BUT, I'M THANKFUL FOR WHAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME I KNOW I MESSED UP WHEN I WAS A KID BUT,I'M DEEPLY SORRY FOR THE THINGS I DID IF I COULD TAKE IT ALL BACK I WOULD I KNOW I CAN'T BUT,I WISH I COULD YOU KNOW THAT DAY I WENT TO COURT, I'M GLAD YOU WERE THERE 2 LEND YOUR SUPPORT. I KNOW IT BROKE YOUR HEART THAT DAY WE WERE SPLIT APART BUT, NOW I'M HERE SO HAVE NO FEAR CAUSE I'M HERE TO STAY BELIEVE ME I WON'T GO

What Women Mean
1.) Fine : This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes : If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing : This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead : This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh : This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay : This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before decidi

9 Words Women Use
9 Words Women Use 1. FINE; This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. FIVE MINUTES: If she is getting dressed,this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. NOTHING: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. GO AHEAD: This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it! 5. LOUD SIGH: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. ( Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. THAT'S OKAY: This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will p

A Favorite
George Gordon Byron, Lord Byron. 1788–1824 600. She walks in Beauty SHE walks in beauty, like the night Of cloudless climes and starry skies; And all that 's best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes: Thus mellow'd to that tender light 5 Which heaven to gaudy day denies. One shade the more, one ray the less, Had half impair'd the nameless grace Which waves in every raven tress, Or softly lightens o'er her face; 10 Where thoughts serenely sweet express How pure, how dear their dwelling-place. And on that cheek, and o'er that brow, So soft, so calm, yet eloquent, The smiles that win, the tints that glow, 15 But tell of days in goodness spent, A mind at peace with all below, A heart whose love is innocent! How Do I Love Thee? poem by Elizabeth Barrett Browning How do I love thee? Let me count the ways. I love thee to the depth and breadth and height

My Dream
She is my dream within a dream The warmth to comfort my heart Her love a symphony to my soul Played from the strings of a harp. Her passion felt through her lips Her beauty, seen beyond the eye Her touch is so warm and gentle Her love, fulfills my heart inside. She caresses my mind and body With her so tender loving touch Her love brings me a happiness Into my life that I enjoy so much. Her love like a rose in the winter Our love is so beautiful and rare I will capture our every moment And every memory we will share.

Getting F**ked W/no Vaseline
However it's spelled, leave it to the fricking army to f**k over, or trying to, my husband who went to iraq for thier sorry asses AND was injured and thanks to THEM he never got his injury corrected so NOW he has a perm. profile yet THEY want to give him to run around and try and chapter him out instead of med boarding him for a reclass or to get out. PLEASE keep us in your prayers as we try and get this straight we are on a tight schedule and time is running out. These JERKS are trying to get rid of him by the end of this month. How's that for a thank you for serving your country??!!?? He risked his life had to stay a year away from his kids and me and this is the thanks he gets??!??GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR Well, they can bite me and shove it because I KNOW the laws and WHO to talk to in order to get this resolved the way it NEEDS to be resolved. Anyhow, if we aren't on for awhile, now you will know why. Thanks for letting me vent. You know the saying "Hell hath no fury like a women scorn?" W

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Woooooooooo
mom of two kids livin it up in w.v like to hang out with ppl that r care free and easy going dont like the perverts that hang out here love to joke around and im sometimes sarcastic so beware i usually dont mean to hurt ppls feelings lol i have a great bunch of friends too and a really cool boy friend lol hes a mean a@# at time but still cool well gotta go party like a rock star lol -----------Laura my roomates r leeches they have drained my bank account till i dont have any money left.....and thats not all.....my roomate is cheating on her husband and is useing the internet to prostitute off of as well.....she has tried to bring me into the middle of it so im glad im movin just sad cos im gonna miss my friends and my boyfriend no with wishes of love and luck to all im takin a short break -------foresaken is taken hope you have been by my stash some of its funny please rate it thanks

Heartwrenching....
Lost in darkness I don't know where to turn I crawl around in the shadows of midnight Trying to find myself Looking for the arms that held me once Tears of crystal fall like rain My heart lies bleeding on the floor A piece missing Never to return No longer do I dream For they are only nightmares I hope for love But it is in vain For love does not want me So here I sit Lost in darkness Not knowing where to turn I wrote this because my heart is broken. I understand why he did it, though it still makes no sense at the same time. The story is long and personal. Please don't ask about it. I don't want to talk about it. To the man who has stolen my heart, I miss you more than you'll ever know.... "And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall, cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough. Am I good enough for you to love me to?" "When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears. When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears, and I've held your hand through al

Pit Of Passion Lounge
Who Likes U?? lets find out who has the BALLS to say they like you, repost this Under " Who Likes You??? " to find out! or youll have bad luck for 7 days. Reply!!!!!!! with a number to the following options (yes you can pick more than one): 1-I want you now 2-eww never 3-I dont like you 4-I have a HUGE crush on you 5-I'm in love with you 6-I think im still in love with you and i shouldn't be... 7-I really want to talk to you and get to know you and hopefully something will happen... 8-I'm with someone else but for some reason i still have feelings for you 9- I want to marry you 10- I miss you 11- I want to makeout with you again 12- I want to makeout with you for the 1st time 13- I want a relationship with you 14- I want to hold your hand 15- i love you and would enjoy makin sweet love 2 u right now 16- I'm scared of liking you 17- I have a gf/bf but i like you... 18- I love you okay lets find out who likes you, repos

Important!!
I must warn you of another Male Fubar user.This pertains to most of the ladies out there. This man's username is RushN'RoseS He lives in Naples,FL.His real name is Artens and he is from Albania. Now this guy may at first,appear to be a real cool dude and is all for the ladies but in fact he is out to bash every woman out there if you do not heed his every command,need,or want. He will blame you for being an American as well as other things that will leave you speechless.I know this because it happened to me. We had only chatted a couple of times and then it went to Yahoo messenger.In that one afternoon on messenger,everything got strange.I had told him I was going to get up and get something to eat.I did NOT say when I was returning or how long I would be.He said ok.So I get up,go eat,hang with my kids for a while,watch football(Gators VS Cats)etc. which may have been 4 hours or so.After game I came back to my PC and Bam! Shit had hit the fan.He left me negative comment on Yahoo

Single Mom's
Why are so many guys "afraid" or "intimidated" by single mom's?? Not ALL of us are looking for a "DADDY" for our child/children or a paycheck!! We are capable of handling our own. I know in my situation, I have 2 children (13, boy & 7, girl)they don't see their "dad" & it is a good thing. I am in NO WAY looking for a REPLACEMENT. It would be nice if the man I date is a good role model. Someone who isn't lazy, disrespectful, abusive (in any way...drugs, alcohol, physically, etc...)someone who can be a FRIEND. But, it seems like men are afraid of getting involved. Yes, I know it is difficult because as a single parent we can't just 'get up & go...' or be as 'spontaneous' as we once were BUT we are still very capable of loving & caring & making a partner happy. If there are ANY guys that can shed some light on this I would LOVE to hear it..... XOXOXOXOXO

Addictions
LOL... how bad is this??? I am seriously addicted to chapstick! I can not go anywhere without it or I freak out! Been this way for years! So.. I am almost out now... so I call a co-worker who is out on a service call (one of my really good friends) and ask him to pick me up one on his way back to the office. He of course says he will and then laughs at me and says he understands that I must be freaking out... and he said it seriously and not being mean... lol... damn addictions...

My Girlfriends
I just posted a new pic that one of my lovely girlfriends just made for me. Another one of my girlfriends told me it didn't show that I posted it... so go check it out! Love my Persia, Ruby, and It's All Good!

Other Things
Daddy It Hurts! This Is a true story and If you don't pass this on you don't have a soul!!! My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charil's bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work He slaps and hits me And yells at me more,

Major Fubar F'up
On Friday, Sept 28th, Fubar had a major clitch and all "private pics" were made open. When this happened I deleted all my folders. I am planning on throwing up some more soon. To all of my family... ull just have to wait. But Ill make sure theyre extra good for you. MUAH!!

Kids And Beauty Pageants
DO YOU THINK THAT IT RIGHT TO PUT 20 POUNDS OF MAKEUP ON A YOUNG GIRL AND ENTER THEM IN BEAUTY PAGEANTS ? I THINK THAT IT IS JUST INSANE THAT I SEE ALOT OF PARENT TRYING TO LIVE OUT WHAT THEY COULDNT HAVE , THROUGH THEIR YOUNG KIDS....IT DRIVES ME CRAZY TO SEE SUCH YOUNG KIDS BE PUSHED TO DO SOMETHING THAT THEY DONT WANT TO , AND YOU CANT TELL ME THAT PARENTS DO PUSH THEIR KIDS. WHATS EVEN MORE INSANE IS SEEING PARENTS TAKE OUT HOUSE LOANS , AND GO INTO DEBT FOR THESE CONTESTS. THESE YOUNG KIDS SHOULD WAIT TILL THEY ARE OLD ENOUGH TO SAY IF THEY WANT TO ENTER OR NOT......LOOK AT JON BENETS LIFE ? DO YOU THINK THAT SHE WAS A HAPPY YOUNG LADY ! I DONT THINK SHE WAS...THE LIFE SHE HAD WAS NOT A NORMAL. I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW IF YOU GUYS HAVE ENTERED YOUR KIDS IN PAGEANTS AND WHY AND IF YOU KNOW OF ANY PEOPLE THAT HAVE.......THE MAIN QUESTION IS : WOULD YOU FORCE YOUR YOUNG CHILD TO ENTER A BEAUTY PAGEANT?

An Ache
An ache Rip me open and pour me out I want to scream and shout It was all in a dream I want to shout and scream It is what it seems Limitless....boundless....timeless Im waiting....anticipating Everyday in everyway For a glimpse of you...sad but true I already know you An ache...a lack of you....a deficiency....unsatisfactory....sitting in my own misery Rip me open and pour me out Had to let it all out

Hott Women Read.
1. Learn to work the toilet seat: if it’s up put it down. 2. Don’t cut your hair. Ever. 3. Don’t make us guess. 4. If you ask a question you don’t want an answer to, expect an answer you don’t want to hear. 5. Sometimes, he’s not thinking about you. Live with it. 6. He’s never thinking about “The Relationship.” 7. Get rid of your cat. And no, it’s not different, it’s just like every other cat. 8. Dogs are better than cats. 9. Sunday = Sports. It’s like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 10. Shopping is not everybody’s idea of a good time. 11. Anything you wear is fine. Really. 12. You have enough clothes. 13. You have too many shoes. 14. Crying is blackmail. Use it if you must, but don’t expect us to like it. 15. Your brother is an idiot. 16. Ask for what you want. Subtle hints don’t work. 17. No, he doesn’t know what day it is. He never will. Mark anniver

Something To Bitch About
Okay. How many people are sick of getting a new comment only to see it's another photo of boobs followed by some saying like.. "HAVE A Freakin' frisky FRIDAY!!" I've come up with the solution! =D Here are a series of my (quickly made) custom day-of-the-week comment photos for people who for once, just aren't in the mood! Hahaha. Enjoy! (And no, I'm not religious.) When will it STOP being 90 degrees out?? When will this ice age re-appear that the scientists keep babbling about? I'm ready. I'm ready to be shivering cold.

Why Did You Leave
YOU AND I******************** Your silly ass on those rollerblades,,smiling like a silly little boy.. Damn Justin,,I love you Brother.. Growin into a young Man, ,, waking me up in the middle of the night cause your Moms locked you out..Standing up to Marty when he hurt me.. even though he was your Brother, Your Best Friend.. Lil Man you had Heart and Strength and courage...Coming over So Big Sissa could feed your ass My home cooking,, Cause you know My shit was Good..Hugging You and Telling you how stupid Bitches could Be when you got Hurt.. Cause Love Fuckin Sucks.. Our Fights and Our tears... Telling you things that I could never Tell anyone else because you were the only one who understood my pain cause you were the closest person to the man I love,, and you knew us both too well..I held you till you took your last breath.. Because through every thing you were there for us.. I couldnt leave your side,, not for Marty or your Moms or anybody.. I didnt want to miss a second of your

16
Expedition 16 Ready for Launch The Soyuz rocket that will launch Expedition 16 to the International Space Station was placed at its launch pad over the weekend. Commander Peggy Whitson, Flight Engineer Yuri Malenchenko and spaceflight participant Sheikh Muszaphar Shukor will launch from the Baikonur Cosmodrome in Kazakhstan Wednesday at 9:22 a.m. EDT. Two days later the Soyuz TMA-11 vehicle carrying the new crew will dock to the Earth-facing port of the station’s Zarya module. Image above: The Soyuz TMA-11 spacecraft was transported by railcar to its launch pad at the Baikonur Cosmodrome in Kazakhstan Oct. 8, 2007 for launch Oct. 10. Credit: NASA/Bill Ingalls The Expedition 15 crew continues readying the station for its new residents. Flight Engineeer Clay Anderson has been resizing U.S. spacesuits for Whitson and Malenchenko. Commander Fyodor Yurchikhin and Flight Engineer Oleg Kotov set up a work space in the Zvezda service module that will allow the visiting S

Work Sucks.....
Can someone cheer me up? Work has made me wanna take a blunt object and shove it through my jugular lol Pay attention, pay attention, pay attention please He who lusts through life for excess of this world dies a lonely man, careless of his soul throwing caution to the wind with foolish ignorance you're full of pride (full of pride) full of pride and in arrogance you can't accept the nearing end of this short lived life Smile and give a toast, brag and boast fool the world with all of your lies the parasite's host never even knows pull the wool over our eyes Walk the line and pay the price a pound of flesh for paradise wear the wounds of your demise Fail to mention your intentions, fail to mention why the actions of your life contradict your words the path in which you walk is a vice of no remorse washing conscience from the skin, claiming innocence ignore the signs Smile and give a toast, brag and boast fool the world with all of your lies the parasite's h

Why?
Women...why do you put up pictures of yourself that show all of you? First of all.....nobody wants to see your naked ass!!!! Well, excuse me, men do, because men like whores, easy piece of ass.....all of the above. I just think women like this make all women look like fucking whores and it makes us look bad. It's not good for our image....compare the amount of women that do this on here, to the amount of men.......yeah, the guys might have 1 pic of their dick, but it's probably not even theirs! GET A CLUE AND HAVE SOME RESPECT FOR YOURSELF! Why do people come to your page all the time and not rate anything?????????? Well, my friends, I have been deleted from the mumming group. Yes, it is a sad sad day. lmao I posted a mumm about nsfw work pics and people marking them when it isn't really nsfw. They deleted that mumm and told me I can not mumm anymore????????????? But people can have there shit hanging out all over the place and that's ok........mean people suck!

War In Iraq
I am tired of people bashing the war in Iraq. What I hate even more is how people say that this war is about oil. It's not about oil. We are back in Iraq to finish what we started in the first Gulf War. We've been attacked by terrorists. We are taking the fight to the terrorists on their grounds, not ours. we are protecting our nation from terrorist attacks. There is a cost for this war. Like any other war, people die. The men and women who make up our armed forces are unique in this day and age. They all volunteered to serve in our military. Nobody forced them to sign up. They did it on their own free will. They knew that there is a possibility that we could go to war. They knew that there was a possibility that they may not come home alive. The facts in this war is that Iraq harbored terrorists. Al Quada opperatives have been captured in Iraq. Terrorist training camps have been destroyed in Iraq. Iraq had weapons that they were not supposed to have under the terms of the cease fir

Your Opinion Counts
normally i give things to think about with my opinion but now it is your turn i want you to give me your opinion and the one i think is the best opinion i will post in my next "things to think about 3" these will be the subjects of your opinions. "unconditional love" "intrest in someone(looks vs. getting to know them)" "value of a person(why am i here)" "deception"

World's Edge
I walk upon the crumbling wall that marks the world's edge precipice Between the safe green turf landing and the red dizzying tumble into the void Each footstep placed with gentle care trusting to what lies beneath Knowledge and experience come to nought control is purely emotional Winds blow, balance is lost and found darkness falls and feeling is all A shifting stone grates for a second heart cries and races for hours I cannot sleep for time marches moss invades and I may slip Astride the wire that guards the gap there is no relief with which to breathe To ascend the broken wall end requires even more care in moving Stones untied and fence posts rotted secure footholds liable to slip Hands grasp for a balancing act meet fresh air and friable rock No guard posts on this wall from where to take stock Over the horizon and long away perspective narrows to infinity To look ahead and to plan the way is to lose my footing in the present Leaping to either side tak

Angels
So what do you believe what is an angel ? is it something we see in films a person with wings being used by god to help others ? or could it be something else ? someone being used in a way they dont understand themselves ok i changed my name a few months ago then everything around me changes to..... I will help anybody that asks if i can i would give my soul to help it i knew it would help im all about my friends ok im sorry i went off the deepend a few months ago but maybe this was all part of what was to come i just dont know .. hell not even sure what im typing right now but maybe someone out there will show me the meaning of my ramblings so once again sorry for bad spellings but it flows better this way Azrael or just call me Rob your call!!

Every Man Should Read This
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait." To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state line) to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes. To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy

What I Feel On A Daily Basis
cuddling, waking up next to someone who cares about me, my childhood, that special someone who makes me nervous eating breakfast with that person, making them dinner, leaving a rose by the bed doing special things for them

Lmao
A little boy walks into his parents' room to see his mom on top of his dad bouncing up and down. The mom sees her son and quickly dismounts, worried about what her son has seen. She dresses quickly and goes to find him. The son sees his mom and asks, "What were you and Dad doing?" The mother replies "Well you know your dad has a big tummy and sometimes I have to get on top of it to help flatten it." "You're wasting your time, " said the boy. "Why is that?" asked his mom, puzzled. "Well when you go shopping the lady next door comes over and gets on her knees and blows it right back up."

What I Feel
There comes a time when you have to say sorry to your friends when something you may have said comes out wrong for this im sorry ..... There comes a time when you look at the people you call friends and see them for the people they are ....... what is the world coming to when someone decides that there friendships over for the sake of an online relationship that's never going happen...... I guess when you look back at it maybe it was never friendship it was just a way of getting something else all I can say is look at the big picture before your a lonely person sitting in a motel looking at the empty bottles on the floor and this person you though was your real love is getting it on with someone else...... and the person you left behind is getting on with there life with love and real friends

About Me!!!
every girls dream.. every girls dream is to find mr. right yeah u know my shining knight. does he exist . he is out there if so, god tell me where. i have gone through thick and thin but know i feel i am on a tail spin. i keep my eyes open looking for him but here i am hanging on a limb. i know he's out there somewhere you see oh god please bring him to me. i want what every girl dreams just to be loved as it seems. it's tuff being home and all alone and i am scared to come out of my comfort zone. so i ask you god, if you are there please help me find him somewhere. written by butterfly kitty aka Kacy i am 31 yrs old and i am a single mom. my kids are my life. every breath i take is for my kids. i was married for ten yrs to there dad. we have been seperated for well over a 2yrs now. i am not looking for a daddy for my kids, they have one. i am a waitress and work my ass off to support my kids. i am a very loving person, with a big heart. somet

Life
You know its a damn shame when someone comes here to relax and have fun, get away from the real hate filled world, and instead get trashed by others who must not have very much self esteem of their own. I dont really care if i get any responses but i do care that one of my best friends felt the need to remove himself from a competition because of nasty people. Grow up this isnt grade school! Remember what goes around comes back and bites ya in the Ass! Scotty I love ya babe!

Surviving Deployment 7
Ten Commandments for Military Wives 1.Thou shalt not write in ink in thy address book. 2.Thou shalt not covet choice assignments or other branches of service. 3.Love thy neighboor ('tis easier if thou livest on a corner). 4.Honor thy Commissary and Exchange as long as they both shall live. 5.Thou shalt not ridicule a local politician, for mightly senator's from local politician's grow. 6.Thou shalt look for the best in every assignment even though the best may be "Most Childhood Diseases in One Year" or "Record Snow in One Months Time". 7.Thou shall remember all thy friends from all thy assignments with greetings at Christmas, for thou never knowest when thou may wish to spendeth a night with them while enroute to a new post. 8.Be kind and gentle to retired, white-haired Exchange and Commissary costumers, because thou too will be a retiree someday. 9.Thou shalt not curse thy husband when he is TDY on moving day. 10.Thou must never arrive at a new

Life Complicated
Why does life go on the way it does. Why can't people be honest and why do people let things go on and on then when they are done it just hits ya like a ton of bricks? I try to understand....I guess I can't really. When someone knows your feelings, you give and give and give and get little in return and then just totally act like you never meant anything. At least this is my interpretation of it. They say they made a mistake....but am I really the mistake?? Is there a way to get over it...I don't know. I keep ending up in the same situations. I guess I need to block everything out and keep to myself. I feel thats the only way I can keep from getting hurt. I don't get it. Why does life have to be so complicated.??

Lessons Learned..
Veterans Day was yesterday and we are well past the one year mark in our deployment so I wanted to take a few moments to reflect on our year here and some lessons learned. First off I just wanted to extended my gratitude to the friends,family and even strangers who have supported me and my fellow soldiers along the way. It is an unpopular war,but It makes me feel good to know that everyone is behind us back home. As we reach the end of our deployment I look at my fellow soldiers and myself and cant help but think how much we have aged. We as a platoon, have grown so much together. The closeness of a combat soldier is like no other. For a year we have lived together, worked together,fought together,sometimes fought eachother,sweat together,bled together,laughed together,and cried together. In a way Im kind of sad we are almost done because once we return back to America, most will be moving on. Many are getting out,many are going to different units and very few will be staying in th

Lost Hope
Just wanted to say thanks to all for checking me out and getting me up to newfu. Comment my pics please!! WOOOOOOO WHOOOOOOOOO Im off tomorrow and I have no clue what Im doing. I might go out, look stoopid all day, and I might sit around with my thumb up my ass, I really dont know what Im doing. So yeah thats all I got on this one. -Steven-

Monday Already?
Finally, I relized I was sitting in front of my computer at 5:59am, Monday morning!Not even realizing I have even really woke up yet,I find my self looking at all these little cherrys.Then at that very moment i relize that I'm very thankful for my FUBAR and all the awsome people that make the FUBAR world go round',So this go's out to everyone,Thanks FUBAR for making my Monday the bombdiggity!

Everybody's Fool
Perfect by nature Icons of self indulgence Just what we all need More lies about a world that Never was and never will be Have you no shame? Don't you see me? You know you've got everybody fooled Look here she comes now Bow down and stare in wonder Oh how we love you No flaws when you're pretending But now I know she Without the mask, where will you hide? Can't find yourself lost in your lie I know the truth now I know who you are And I don't love you anymore

You
I dreamed of you even though we had never met. I heard your voice even though we had never spoken. You reached out to me though you were far away. I felt your spirit, your soul, your heart. How could this be? Destiny? Fate? I can't give it a name though I know it was meant to be. I dreamed of you. I heard you. I felt you. I lost myself to you. I want you. I need you. I belong to you.

Memorial To My Dad
Friends and family gather here, to celebrate your life. Led by your five children, and ever-loving wife. We thank you for your guidance, and the love that we all shared. Your ability to comfort us, showed us that you cared. The values that you taught us, will stand us in good stead. And will heplp us all to be strong, In the lonely years ahead. We thank you for the memories, of the good times that we've had. And so bid farewell to you, Our tower of strenght, our Dad.

Things That Make Me Go Hmmmmm???!!!??
All i gotta say is im tired of waiting for something/someone good to come along. Because when i think i find that person they always tell me something or stop talking to me all together. Seriously do yall think that its fun to sit by the phone and wait and wait for you to call me and let me know what the effing deal is or friggin simply emailing or iming me on yahoo??? Its not and im done waiting on guys or pepole..............if yall want something real and somebody whod do just about anything for you or whatever that cares about you for you then u found it but i guess thats not what u wanted entirely and im sorry that i lack where you wanted the most!! Thats all i got to effing say im out! It just makes me wonder how you can be told someone likes you or feel like they do but then you get so confused and u start wanting that person to do something bout those "liking" feelings and you start to push and push but then it kinda drives them away or feels that way umm yea. I think i may hav

Blind Dates....
I have been having sex with my boss since about Feb. and it's almost July now. I have become sooooo bored with him. At first we would go out and have fun, spend the night at each others houses for a bit... Now it's strictly sex in the office. The same thing all the time. Same position, and the damn customer interruptions never help anything! I don't even get off anymore. It's time for something, and someone new! Maybe even a real relationship!? I dunno. So what do you think the best way to "cut off the boss" is??

His Love
This will my last blog! I feel compeled to right this. For those who were true friends, I will miss you. For those of you who took my friendship for points and rateings, You'll never know what you missed. For those of you who ook a piece of my heart and used it for your own gains, Well,I can only say that I pray it never happens to you! If it has, Then I am truly sorry And I mean that. I know now how it feels. There are some very good people he so don't let what has happened to me let you think any less of those who are looking for tue friendship here! I will leave a part of my heart here and it hurts. Good luck with your points and rates and leveling. I'm sure it will make you happy. Merry Christmas and a very happy New Years. Good bye and Thanks for the lessons. You can teach old dogs new thgs. LOL "Our GOD, His Love" With love so pure, A love not greed, He has come to grant our every need! With love and wisdom our souls will grow, In only a way our lord

Schools Out! Lol
U know.. I really like this site and was hoping to meet ppl with class... seems recently that no has anything else to talk about besides sex... come on pple get over it! Is there no one out there with some real life? morals... I mean I admit to being naughty as well ,,, but it is getting old... Is there no real conversation? What do u think if people are sexually over-active or do they actually have something to talk about! Schools out Schools out teachers let the students out! but ... have no fear I can drink more beer!!!! yayyyy lol My New Years resolution this year will be to wake up everyday praying to God Im thankful for what I have and what I dont have and when I go to bed at night I will do it again.

Fucked Up
I spent countless hours trying to think of the right thing at the right time to make someone impressed when i realized that they only wanted one thing and found out things from people they grew up with. Basically i spent a greater part of my week trying to impress someone who is an over all asshole and should burn in hell for what they have done to me and others. So to that person FUCK YOU!!!!!! You hurt me and well hope you have a great life cock sucker/

Happiness
I have started seeing someone and that's the reason my NSFW pics are gone. If things don't work out for us I will NOT be reposting them. He is very important to me and I'm not doing anything to screw it up! so with that being said If your only my friend to see my pics then i guess you weren't much of a friend to begin with. And if you want to remove me go right ahead. I'm not going to lose any sleep over it! Thanks for taking the time to read this....Happy Holidays!!

Life Is Like A Box Of Chocolates!!!
Written By: Larry E. Williams Laying there in bed, all the lights down low You don't want to see or talk to anyone you know It seems like yesterday, you held her in your arms Then you went away like all those other times Now you're feeling all alone and empty Like you wanna fade away Close your eyes and then make time fly But then, it don't work that way All your friends trying to help you over You just wanna be alone I don't know why that cold wind blows But there is the thing that I know Heartaches gonna find you no matter where you go When you miss the one you love Sad songs are all you gonna hear on the radio When you miss the one you love Gray skies are there to remind you The blues are never behind you When you miss your love I know that you wish you could be with her right now Living out your dreams, not passing thru this lonely town And down this travelling road, the only life you've known You swear you're gonna give it up, but the road goes on and on..

Correspondence Charts
Many Witches use incense as a representation of the element Air and the East quarter. They choose the appropriate scent based on what they want to accomplish within their circle. Others use it to add some oomph to their spellworkings. Incense comes in sticks, cones or resin. Some is self-burning; others require the use of charcoal disks. You can make your own incense using herbs and oils. Add some very finely ground saw dust to your mixture to make it self-burning. Essential Oils can be added to incense to make them more powerful. They can also be used in diffusers to enhance the atmosphere. For magick workings, oils can be used to anoint yourself or your tools, dress candles, mix with herbs, added to talismans, for ritual baths, etc. Below are the common uses for the popular incense and oils. If you are using an oil or incense that is not listed below, but is plant-based (such as sage), you can find the uses for it in the Herbs section. Allspice Money, Luck, Physical en

How
HOW DID IT START WITH FIRE HOW DID IT END WITH RAIN HOW HAS MY HEART BEEN TOUCHED IN SUCH A WAY HOW HAS THE UNIVERSE BEEN WORKING AGAINST ME TRYING TO STOP MY FEELINGS INTERFERING WITH MY LIFE HOW AM I NOW LEFT LONGING, WANTING, NEEDING, WONDERING FEELING HELPLESS, WANTING TO RUN HOW IS IT THAT I FEEL THIS WAY FOR HE IS JUST A STRANGER, A THOUGHT, A FANTASY, A DESIRE, A WANT, A WISH NOT KNOWING WHAT HIS HANDS FEEL LIKE NOT KNOWING HOW IT FEELS TO LOOK IN HIS EYES NOT HEARING HIS VOICE IN PERSON FOR THE FIRST TIME FOR THE FIRST TIME NOW I AM LEFT IN DISBELIEF FOR A STRANGER HAS TOUCHED ME SO YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE "HOW"

My Second Pimp Out
Today I'm going to be pimping out..BABYBOY J. He is such a awsome guy, if you need anything he will do it for you and if he can't do it he will find you sum that can. Please show him sum MAD MAD love. He can make sum kick ass pics. Thanks BABYBOY J...You rock..MWAH MsMaine BabyBoy J{SECURITY OF NBSD}[Member Of Club Far]@ fubar

Missing Someone Special
You're far away, but, I can feel you. You exist in my every breath, in every beat of my heart, adding a spectacular sizzle in all the right places. Even when I close my eyes, I see your face and feel the fire of your caress. Your presence is a tangible thing... yet as hard to grasp as the air. I reach for you, but you elude me. Still, I can feel you; the softness of a petal, a warm wind on my cheek, a ray in my vision, a distant light that ever draws me near. A strong woman feels deeply, loves fiercely,her tears flow just as abundantly as her laughter.A strong woman is soft and powerful, she is both practical and spiritual.A strong woman in her essence is a gift to all the world.A strong woman knows another strong woman and what it takes to be one.

Some Asshole Did This...
So here's the deal, Some asshole took one of my pictures...a more risque' picture at that copied it into thir phone and started spreading it to a couple of people at my old job, heres the best part, I got the number of the person who is sending it, but when I call no one answers...so my fubarian friend...heres the number... 570- 956-4608 the first person to call me or get back to me on who this asshole is, wins a night of drunken fun with me... PLEASE HELP ME OUT!...AGAIN...THAT NUMBER IS... 570-956-4608 Thanks ahead of time, Bryan...a.k.a Satan

I Am Thatgirl!!!
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive restaurant... I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything.. I'm the girl w

I Need U
Hey If u are reading this thanks for stopping by. I am in need of anyone who has the time too comment just a few times on my picture so that I can win a blast. This is the second contest I have ever been in and I need ur help please. TESA THIS IS THE LINK TOO THE PHOTO BELOW THANKS

I Was Wondering...
For my Real friends and to the curious soon to be friends...If you respond to this youre truely special to me to take the time out of your schedue to see what im blabbin about,lol but for real though,I have a very important question..reply back to me and i will let you know whats up. Kitty IM NOT THE AVERAGE GIRL..AS YOU PROBABLY FIGURED THAT OUT BY LOOKING THRU MY PROFILE,LOL.BUT I WAS WONDERING ABOT A FEW THINGS AND MAYBE SOMEONE OUT THERE CAN TELL ME WHERE TO LOOK... IVE ALWAYS WANTED TO BE A MODEL BUT NOT JUST ANY MODEL.YOU KNOW THOSE MODELS YOU SEE THATS GOTH?I GUESS THATS THE RIGHT TERM FOR IT.EITHER GORY OR WHATEVER...WHY ISNT THERE MINORITIES DOING THAT?IS IT BECAUSE STEROTYPICALLY ITS PALE WHITE GIRLS?IT SHOULDNT JUST BE FOR THEM.I KNOW SOME SEXY WOMEN THAT ARE MINORITIES THAT LOVE DARK SIDE OF MODELING,AS WELL AS I.AND ITS NOT JUST MODELING BUT EVEN IN THE MOVIES.TIM BURTON ONE OF MY FAVORITE DIRECTORS,NEVER HAVE I SEEN A MINORITY FACE.ONLY THE TYPICAL PALE WHITE GOTH

Poem 2
Suffering seems to be my only friend Living this lonely life Tearing away my sanity I can barely go on living My soul a shattered cry in the wind Endless thoughts race through my mind Where can I turn for help Few are trustworthy these days Hiding, always hiding my true self No one can ever know I cannot let the pain I live with touch others They couldn't understand my true torture Life without meaning An endless drone But I still feel I still hurt

My Dog Sam
i had to put my dog sam to sleep tonight. he was the best thing ever. he was a short haired lab. i was friends with him for 15 years. ive lost most of the things in life that i loved. but he was always there. when i came home from iraq he was there. he never lied to me he was always true.

Life And Questions
So can you fall in LOVE right after you get out of a 4 yr relationship? I'm talking days…I can't. I do know some who have though and it amuses me. See, I'm a bit of a skeptic towards love anyways so for me to fall in LOVE with someone is a HUGE deal for me and my kids. More for me! I have only been in love twice in my life don't get me wrong I've dated and all the things a girl can and shouldn't do. I keep myself unattainable in a complete different way then most girls. I don't think that I will ever fall in LOVE ever again, but if it happens I will be here. Will I look for it hell yeah, maybe because I am looking it will pass me by and I will be a single mom for the rest of my life. No more males in my life except thru my girls (their boyfriends and one day husbands), but not for me on a romantic level. I believe in Karma; however I don't believe that I am that much of a bad person or mother that Karma has left me loveless. David might think other wise and Tom I don't know what he thi

Contest! Rate & Comment Bomb My Pic Please!
My First Contest!!! Come help make my valentines day better!!! Leave me as many comments as you can, any little bit helps and will be much appreciated!!!! Contest Started yesterday at 8pm (fubar time) and will run for 1 week. Most comments wins... I am 600 comments behind... please come help me win the first contest I've ever entered!!! Go by and show the host of this contest lots of love too!!! Thanks in advance to all that help me!!! Click the pic below to rate and comment bomb away! LIXXXX YA!!!! ~f@wn~ KOPE Heres the link to the host of the contests page!! ~Dragonphyre~¢¾StalkertoBob(NINfan)¢¾~CertifiedGILF~*QueenTease*FUownedByta-tas@ fubar Please rate and comment bomb my pic please. Click on my pic below. Thanks. My First Contest!! Come help make my valentines day better!!! Leave me as many comments as you can, any little bit helps and it will be so appreciated!!!! Contest Started yesterday night at 8p

The Little Things....
This blog is pretty much to tell you how i feel about people and the little things that irratate me. I hate people who bash other peoples mumms. i mean theere life is so un eventful that they have to come up with a witty comeback to belittle someone who might possibly be asking a serious question. Or the people who read the comments other people leave and say oh i agree with this person. Stop being lazy and actually write what you think. your all sheep. once something is said the greater populous agree because there to lazy to think for themselves. to be continued.....

10 Random Things About Me
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Weird/Random Facts 1. I rarely wear makeup. 2. I don't like other people to take pictures of me. 3. I love to play pool but I suck madly at it. 4. I own pajama pants with pink, purple and blue horses on them. 5. Nothing is worse than a surprise dick pic. 6. The underside of my head is shaved. 7. I'm a mutt....mixed, that is. But I still love doggy..hehe 8. I hate it when my feet get too hot. 9. I'm a SoCal native. 10. They're real, and they're spectacular! HAHAHAHAHAHA Ok - I tag.........(No Tag Backs!!!!) 1. Sir Twisted Firestarter 2. Mina Bloody Kisses 3. Got Ink? 4. Legend 5. Mad2dabone70 6.

For The Ladies, Some Ways To Prevent Robbery Or Rape.
Date: Feb 21, 2008 5:37 PMThru a Rapist's Eyes (Every Woman Should Read This)Body: PLEASE PLEASE READ POST !!!!!!!!!!!!!!When this was sent to me, I was told to forward it to my lady friends,but I forwarded it to most everyone in my address book. My men friendshave female friends and this information is too important to misssomeone.Please pass it along .A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interviewed on whatthey look for in a potential victim and here are some interesting facts:1) The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle. Theyare most likely to go after a woman with a ponytail, bun, braid or otherhairstyle that can easily be grabbed. They are also likely to go after awoman with long hair. Women with short hair are not common targets.2) The second thing men look for is clothing. They will look for womenwhose clothing is easy to remove quickly. Many of them carry scissorsaround specifically to cut clothing.3) They also look for women on their cell ph

Joy......
well, to those who are concerned,I had an accident at work on monday...had a big rock fall and smash my hand....had to have pins put in...i go back to the ortho on tuesday for x-rays and to see howit is healing....further updates as events warrant.

Poetrty-not Much To Say
these are lyrics to a song that makes alot of sense to me and others alike. what is beef? and can some of the petty shyte that some of us go through on a day to day basis really be considered beef? a Black Star PSA . what’s beef?.... Alot of people are under the popular misconseption that most of the situations that they endure in the day-to day can actually qualify as "beef" . I think that Talib Kwali and Mos Def said it best. (Talib Kwali): Yo, I was sold to a sick European by a rich African Battle-man, Middle passages, I can't go back again. Battlin' years who denied history's lies, while mystery's wive's, watching with misty eyes watching they niggas be beaten visciously Battling this world is North America, ran by the river, only stopping to pray. Change My Predators: Terrorists with ediquiette, who vote and kill they president, Their capacity for evil so evident, and prevalent. Ain't no hesitation involved, a nation dissolved, while we sit back waitin'

Just Stuff
this is were i stoped THE fubar RULES ONE If you're ugly, stop acting like you don't know it. The captions under you picture that says "top model pose" "sexy bitch" "arnt i hot" doesn't convince anyone. TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends. You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG,I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Making 20 bulletins a day about how you have new pictures and begging people to comment on them is pathetic. Make the bulletin once if you have to, and those who actually care about you will comment on your pics. SIX If all your pictures look the same, don't p

Spotlight
MOLLY IS THE SPOTLIGHT FOR TODAY, SHE IS AN AWESOME WOMAN AND A GOOD FRIEND TO MANY...SHE HELPS SO MANY PPL OUT ALL THE TIME OUT OF THE GOODNESS OF HER HEART NOT OUT OF OBLIGATION...WON'T YOU PLEASE STOP BY HER PAGE AND SHOW HER SOME LOVE TODAY...SHE IS ONE OF THOSE PPL THAT ANYONE WHO IS LUCKY ENOUGH TO HAVE HER AS A FRIEND IS VERY BLESSED...THANK YOU SO MUCH IN ADVANCE...

I'm So Lucky
I have the best family & friends on here...They have helped me so much in this contest by rating commenting me and bringing their own friends that I don't even know to come bomb me...I want each and every one of them to know that every thing that they have done for me in this is deeply appreciated...I just want them to know that I love them all and am very thankful that they are my friends...Hugz to you all... Graphics and Myspace Layouts at pYzam.com SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE!

The Auction Has Started So Come And Own Me!!!!!
Ok everyone the auction to own me has started so just click on the picture and you will be redirected to the auction. Enjoy and have fun. I think you have to add the host in order to view it sorry for any inconveinance.

Contests
Please come and comment me! I need 50K comments. Show me some love and I'll show you some love back! And along with that, I'll send 75K fu-bucks your way if you send the most comments on my contest. Here's the link! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=156091&albumid=855786&i=285741661&idx=35 Wanna Own me? Come on and buy me! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1401291&albumid=909379&i=3321721633&idx=2 Come show me some love people!! http://b.pca1.fubar.com/90/76/1146709/90223818.jpg

Interesting Converstation ... Start At The Bottom
As always start at the bottom. Name: ♫Punkin™♫ ♥♥... (Online) Level: Henchman (22) Gender: Female Plymouth, IN Buzz: 0% -- dry, get them a drink! Enter message: ->♫Pun...: I do wish you the best of luck .. Later.z ->♫Pun...: I won't bother you no more .. you think I am just a rambling ex ... but I am the one that is smart enough to say he isn't worth it ... ->♫Pun...: I really hope you get to read what was talked about. I have no ill will toward you .. I just don't want to see you go through the same shit I did ->♫Pun...: all I have to say is he is good ... I wish you the best of luck .. you are gonna need it ... ->♫Pun...: he used the same lines on me Punkin I swear to you ->♫Pun...: why didn't you just take him wiht you when you came here? Name: Jedi Master Goatse Level: Pimp (17) Gender: Male Plymouth, IN Buzz: 0% -- dry, get them a drink! Enter message: ->Jedi Maste...: did he tell you

Sean Levert (levert Family)
TOO NIGHT http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=56476"> I am one of the biggest O'jay fans there is and today I herd some really bad news. The lead singer of the O'jays lost his son Sean Levert brother of the late Gerald Levert. I want to send all my love too the Levert family. I know fans every where feel the same way. Eddie we Love you and our preyers are with you and your family

Fublog
..I laugh when I see someone state that they never utilize the lounges here on Fubar. Earth to Space Cadet! It's an online bar....duhhhh. Not going into the lounges is like going to a real bar and sitting outside on the curb all night...which, I'm sure, now that I think about it, many of you might have done. ...I guess what I'm tryin' to say here is go on in and enjoy the lounges. If you feel weird at one, leave. there's soooo many and sooo many really friendly people on here, you are bound to find one that suits your taste. you don't have to chat, you can just enjoy the jams. ...Try it...or maybe I can point out the Christian Science Reading Room....... ....I was privledged enough to attend The 16th Annual University of Miami Bio-Ethics Conference this past week, at the Miami Beach Resort and Beach Club. ....Many topics were addressed, including the shrinking funding for child services and the elderly on national, state,and local levels. ....One of the presentations that shocked

Secret Diaries Of Lotr
The Very Secret Diary of Legolas By: Cassandra Claire Day One: Whee! Day Two: I like to run! Day Three: I look good when I run! Day Four: I also look good standing still. Running across Riddermark v. good excercise. I swear my butt has just gotten firmer. Is that even possible? Day Six: Is Gimli staring at my butt? Day Seven: No wonder he's always lagging behind. Day Eight: Unnerving moment when bumped into Eomer. Thought he might be prettier than me until he took off helmet. Fortunately he looks like an aardvark. He hit on Gimli but I warned him right off. Nobody tries it on with my dwarf. Am still the prettiest. Day Nine: Pile of dead and smoking Orc corpses so not pretty. Aragorn showed off and went on and on regarding hobbits laying about tied up. Do not know why he thinks kinky hobbit games so important. Still prettiest. Day Ten: Bother! Fangorn Forest. Leaf mold terrible for my complexion. Still prettiest but a bit on clammy, unwashed side.

Guess What????
A very dear friend of mine, Cannibal, is so close to leveling, she needs just over 9k to insider...If anyone is in a giving mood, pls go hit her page and help her get there tonight...I ran out of rates so I can't help her till they reset...Thank you to anyone who helps her out...Hugsssss Cannibal@ fubar

The Way It Should Be
Solitude have I to endure, seemingly held with disclosure. A fellow left astray, as yet from yesterday. Flashing your dainty, disarming smile, warms my heart every once in a while. Our longtime kinship will always bloom with friendship. It has never been so profound, a lifetime friend have I found. Let our friendship be a bond, which can never be like a dry pond. Let us not forget the dreams we share, forever like sisters or brothers we care. You'll always be a friend to me, and that's the way it should be.

Karma
Found some old ramblings from the late 90's on a 3.5 floppy in the bottom of one of my boxes... I remember being quite trashed when I wrote it, but don't know how it ended up where it did. Cool find from over a decade ago anyway. I SEE YOU NOW FOR WHAT YOU ARE YOU THOUGHT THAT YOU COULD HIDE FOREVER IN THAT LITTLE HOLLOW IN MY SOUL THAT USED TO BE MY PRIDE YOU THOUGHT THAT I WOULD MAKE BELIEVE IN HAPPY EVER AFTER BUT MY HEART HAS BEEN SHATTERED BY THE SILENT SCREAMS OF HOPE BROKEN NO LONGER I BELIEVE IN ANYTHING SAVE OBLIVION, SWEET OBLIVION AND THE ETERNAL REST OF DARKNESS EVEN THOUGH HER BLACK EMBRACE IS DENIED ME EVERMORE I KNOW YOU NOW FOR I HAVE BEEN YOU BEFORE I WAS ME BEFORE NOW THAT I AM LOST AND I LEARNED OF ALL THE SECRETS THAT HAVE MADE ME AS I AM TODAY KARMA HAS A FUNNY WAY OF TURNING BACK THREE FOLD

To Bid Or Not To Bid...
That's right Ladies & Gents...This girl is being Auctioned as one of the Sexiest Inked Women of Fubar!!! So stop by and throw down a Bid, you know ya wanna ;) http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1651712&albumid=963992&i=654554771&idx=1

Intresting News
HOUSTON (Reuters) - Authorities in Texas have filed corpse-abuse charges against two men who allegedly removed a skull from a grave and used it as a bong. The Harris County District Attorney's Office confirmed on Thursday that misdemeanor abuse of corpse charges have been filed in the case. One of the men allegedly told police they dug up a grave in an abandoned cemetery in the woods, removed a head from a body and smoked marijuana using the skull as a bong. Police found the cemetery and a grave that had been disturbed but are still investigating the rest of the story, officials said. Nothe: was bored found this on yahoo news.

Cleaning The Dead Weight Off My Lists!
ok well ya know whats stupid? people who add ya to their friends list then think there too good to talk to ya because its all about winning a popularity contest. so to all you out there on my friends list who are like that. your about to be taken off. i dont care about any of that crap...lol anyhow figured id just say something...lol David

Quizes. So You Can Stalk Me
START TIME: 12.40 AM May 26th, 2008 TRUE or FALSE There's no such thing as a free lunch. Oooh we talked about this in economics and I was actually paying attention and shizz. There is NO such thing as a free lunch cause you are always giving up the opportunity to do something else. You choose to take the free lunch but in the time it takes you to eat the lunch and all that you could have been...doing homework or bettering yourself at something. Opportunity cost kiddies. Thats what I'm talking about. Look who listened to Mr Nicholson! This isn't just a pretty face and big boobs! I actually know some shit. All you need is love. Umm well no. I need oxygen and some sort of sustenance too. I mean, love is nice, it makes you feel all warm and tingly and appreciated. But it is not absolutely necessary to everyday life. Love is well and good but it won't pay the bills, it won't fill your stomach, it won't always motivate you. And lets be honest, love is not what it used to be.

Justice?
I guess you just don't know how much it hurts. I cannot think you know and just don't care. Destiny provides one's just deserts By turning out one just as would be fair. Just as a child learns to its delight That lying sets one fabulously free, So you say "love" to get the rapture right, Getting so the most you can from me. And then, of course, you tire of your pleasure, As those who seek but pleasure often do, And sacrifice by far the greater treasure Upon the altar where you worship you. Justice would demand you be the fool, But you are far more ignorant than cruel.

I Need
Do not love me yet, for I Am still a slender moon, A scimitar about the heart Too sharp to touch too soon. Before I'm touched I need to grow More full in golden light; I need to smile upon my earth And rule some patch of night. I need to know what roads and fields Lie in my domain And dull my brand new ecstasies With sophomoric pain. I need the love of some blank girl As cold and dark as me, That we might grope in ignorance And fear of what might be. And then when I'm a silver bowl And know what I can hold, Then, then, perhaps, we could try love Since you are not too old.

Mistakes
I wonder why people always remmeber the mistakes people make and not the good things we all do. I know like everyine else I have made my share of mistakes.And I thought I had learned from them . But I have certain people who will not let things lie . I have basically today just sat at home and re-evalulted everything . And the conclusion I came up with is one I feel I can live with . I am going to shut certain friends and family out.

F.y.i.
JUST TO LET EVERYONE KNOW, I'LL BE IN THE MOUNTAINS FORM FRIDAY TO SUNDAY. I WILL SEE EVERYONE WHEN I GET BACK! GO CHECK OUT THE DURTY SOUTH AND SHOW THEM SOME LOVE WHILE I AM GONE! COME JOIN OUR KICK ASS FAM AND KILLA STFF IN THE HOTTIEST NEW LOUNGE ON FUBAR.JUTS CLICK THE PIC AND POOF BE IN THE DURTY SOUTH WE WILL TAKE CARE OF YA FROM THERE.

Please Help My Friend!!!
Okay, hey all. I have had some good things happen to me recently and I am from the school of thought that tells you to pay it forward! With that said, I have met the most awesome chickiipoo on the planet! Her name is Belleza Del Diamante. Diamond for short! She is the best and the friendliest girl here on Fubar. I need your help in helping her to get a spotlight! She is just as deserving as anyone else on Fubar and I think she would look great in that little blue box!!!!!! So if you have some spare fubucks laying around please link to her profile through the pic below and give what you can! Every little bit helps. Cmon guys lets pay it forward! Help my girl out!!! Hugz and kisses

Excito Diabolus Lounge
Come TEAR SHIT UP with Jesus 666 and the rest of the Excito Diabolus Family, where it's 100% Metal 24 Hours a Day! CLICK on Excito Diabolus to Join the Party!! (repost of original by 'Jesus 666 @ Excito Diabolus' on '2008-06-17 15:31:28')

Things You Might Want To Know About Me
-- my favorite actor is john travolta, i want to marry him. haha. -- my favorite concert ive even been to was either dave matthews band or corey smith, a local country singer -- i love going to concerts -- i hate drama in my own life but love to know about other peoples -- i dont take advice but give people the same advice i chose to ignore -- i love the beach -- i dont have any tattoos yet, but i want a small peace sign on my ankle -- i drive a old volvo. the ac doesnt work, its got black leather seats, and its hot as hell in the summer. but i love my car. -- i have tons of jewelry that i never really wear. my favorite piece that i DO wear are my peace sign earrings -- smiling is good for the soul -- i like gummy candies and those after dinner mints -- i talk a lot, and i always have story to tell, even if they arent always good ones. -- my favorite drink is captain morgans & diet coke -- i smoke newports, ewww. -- im a scorpio, and i fit the description of a scorpio to

Fu...............job
I love fubar, it is an escape from the everyday. I also enjoy being staff at my lounge "Lost Lovers Hideaway." Greeter is a fun job for me cause I like meeting people. Even on the internet. Most people are friendly and even have a good sense of humor. You are missing out if you do not visit the lounges. Please Visit Lost Lovers Hideaway.

Lyrics
Altamont, now, won't be the same When we see each other again If it all falls apart, who is to blame? Don't you think it's time to get real? I want to scream out the way I feel I'm so tired of watching you bail.. CHORUS Hey, don't try to tell me it's okay Don't turn me off and walk away You've gotta say it's straight Close the door, but it won't go away Tell me that it's at your control I'm not waiting for you anymore CHORUS Altamont, I'm on your side Believe it or not I'm on your side It's so hard to be your friend sometimes CHORUS You'd better say it's straight.... Well they've been writing your name on a bathroom wall But it don't mean nothing, it don't mean nothing They wanna ruin your life, they wann see you take a fall But it don't mean nothing, it don't mean nothing at all Chorus: Stupid people say stupid things And it'll drive you right up the wall Sometimes I feel the same way too But it don't mean nothing at all You're mom and dad don

Warning.
** Before you read this, keep in mind, this is a choice to read.. not an imposition.. i posted this as a warning to those who have chosen to sleep on their faith.. cuz its time to wake the fuck up, keep in mind the concept of "gnashing of teeth".. that's all I'm going to say about it. This is Matthew 24.. a chapter I'd like to call "Wake the fuck up" haha. Signs of the End of the Age 1Jesus left the temple and was walking away when his disciples came up to him to call his attention to its buildings. 2"Do you see all these things?" he asked. "I tell you the truth, not one stone here will be left on another; every one will be thrown down." 3As Jesus was sitting on the Mount of Olives, the disciples came to him privately. "Tell us," they said, "when will this happen, and what will be the sign of your coming and of the end of the age?" 4Jesus answered: "Watch out that no one deceives you. 5For many will come in my name, claiming, 'I am the Christ,[a]' and will deceive m

That Special Someone
You know I love being single, i love the freedom of it, being able to do what I want, talk to who I want, and all that good stuff. Being single is like looking into a new world everyday.. But I miss talking to someone, trusting someone, laying in bed with someone, the cuddling and kissing,the little secrets,the one that would drop everything to be with you, the one who would say whose ass do i have to beat when you run crying to them,the stay at home and watch movie nights, the one person in your life you can tell everything to, the one person you are not afraid to let see you with no make up, in tears, in a bad mood, happy mood, the person you just wanna lay all night there with, the person you think about when they arent there around you, the one you wish would call when your not expecting, or show up at your door just to say hi, the one that can just stand there and look you in the eyes and you know that they are telling you they love you, the person that runs through your mind when

Well I Didn't Get The Job After All :(
well ,i just want to take this opportunity to tell all of you that i miss you all very much :(.due to me not having internet at home and not being able to be at my mother in law's house that much anymore ,i will not be on here as much :(. i miss chatting with everyone and if you want or need to talk to me just leave me a shout or a message and i will try to get back with you as soon as possible .i hope everything is going good for everyone :D Scott aka havok Well ,looks like i didn't get my job after all .The woman who hired me called me yesterday and told me that a guy that was working salad bar asked to be transferred to produce.So he ended up getting my job (40 hours) and she offered me his position (20 hours) same rate of pay for both $7 an hour.I of course didn't take it because after taxes and having to pay for the gas to get there ,I would only be left with about $50 bucks .I would like to thank all of you fo

Blogging.
all i really want to do is hang around the house nekked. is that so bad? and i want to watch really great movies all night. yeah, i need to go to hollywood video and pick up some movies. sounds like i just made some sweet plans for myself. then afterwards, i think i'll have my way with myself. lol. yep, sounds like a good night indeed.

Hey What's Up
Hi its me raven let me tell you something about myself then you can chat with me or get down and dirty as well. I am 6'1 brown hair with green eyes, I am hispanic so that means I am a good lover. I like going to the gym but recently I have been lazy. I also play guitar on and off so I am good with my fingures. I will prob post up some Nsfw pictures soon, but only a select few will be able to see them hehehe. I love sex and sexy women but in person I am very shy lol. So if you are intrested hit me up and chat with me I won't bite unless you want me to. The reason i am doing this is because there are no responses from you or a hello not even a love. I am also fed up with the boring ones. I am not happy with fubar anymore and the ones that think are too good are adding fuel to the fire.Thanks to those that i have met and are friends of mine the rest see ya Hey peeps, i know i don't do this alot you know posting up blogs and shit, but just letting you guys know that the last time you will

Devin,,
hahaaaaaaa!!!! hes got his first tooth!!!:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D lil shithead,, hes sprouting like we feed him steak and potatos i swear to god. ugh,, no holding him like a baby anymorelol, he gets pissed and pushes away. turd. and he just started this thing where when he doesnt wanna eat, instead of just refusing to open his mouth, he actually squeezes his lips shutlmao:D,, they pucker up, it looks funny as hell. stubborn? a Crew....? ;) he isnt stubborn, we're just impatientHAAAAAAAAA!!!!! i love it:D my cubs becoming a puppy:D:( hmmmmmmmmm..... MY LITTLE DUDES CRAWLIN!!!!!!!!!!!! AHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!! MAMA CALLED ME TODAY AND TOLD ME!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D SHE SAID HE GETS UP ON ALL FOURS, WIGGLES HIS BUTT A LIL BIT AND GOES!!!!!!!!(and this was the first time in i dont know how long her and i have had a nice conversation) :D:D:D:D:D :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D :DDD::D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D ¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾ ¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢

Rates
I AM ONLY GOING TO RATE THE ONES ONLY WHO RATES ALL MY PICTURES BECAUSE I AM TIRED OF THOSE WHO JUST ADDS ME JUST FOR THE HELL OF IT I AM GOING TO START DELETING PEOPLE OFF OF MY FRIENDS LIST BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT SHOWING ME THE RESPECT AS I WOULD LIKE CAUSE I DO LIVE BY THE RULE " DO UNTO OTHERS AS YOU WANT THEM DO UNTO YOU " WELL TO BE I HAVE RATED ALOT OF PEOPLE WHO IS ON MY FRIENDS LIST AND HAVENT GOTTEN NOTHING BACK FROM THEM SO AS OF YESTERDAY I STARTED TAKING PEOPLE OFF ... SO IF YOU WANT TO BE MY FRIEND AND STAY THEN PLEASE START RATING ALL MY PICTURES AND STASH ,, THEN AS IN RETURN I WILL DO YOURS AGAIN BUT UNTIL THEN YOU WILL NOT GET NOTHING FROM ME ...

For The Fans
Ok. We are back and we are sorry that our old page got deleted. Here is the story. We like to hold a contest. We offer to our fan the oppertunity to be our #1 fan. If this person buys us a VIP we will dedicate an album to him, add him/her to our family so that only he/she can view them. Also we will once a week make him a custom comment. We love our fans and thats why we do it. Now we want to say that we dont need someone to buy it, our page manager will pay for it if no one else does. So dont think that we are here to use the people of fubar. We love our fans and we will work hard to make them as happy as we can. The other thing we ask is that all be respectful. If our manager feels that you are being crude and nasty, he will delete you and block you. This page was his idea. He in a nice guy and he doesnt mind comments about our bodies, but dont be telling us what you want to do to us. We dont like it and neither will he. Other than that we are happy to be back here and we look forwar

Help Me Win!
Needs alot of commments to help me become Queen please comment on my pic as many times as you can! This is a first for me wanted to see what these contest where about! Thank you LOVE ~ ME! Please go to my pic and Comment! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1152725&albumid=1144372&i=1064182576

Oh My God!
The other night My 3yr old Daugther was running a very high tempature, so I gave her some Tylenol.It did not help and it got worse, so I was rushing her to the Hospital. Half way to the Hospital, her eyes started rolling in the back of her head, and she started going into convoltions. I was really scared seeing my babygirl like that, I grabbed her up and took her into the hospital. They took her from me and I flipped out that they wouldn't let me go back with her. They explained to me why and sent me to a room to wiat for her.The nurse came in and informed that they got it under control, but her tempature was 104.9 and if I didn't bring her in when I did it would have killed her.So I waited and she finally came in the room and the doctor told me that she had been bit by a posioness Spider, and she had a double ear infection.They said they took care of everything and she would be fine! Thank God she is alright, God diffently had his hands on her! Thank you for reading my blog I had to t

Taking My Rock And Roll And Cashew Chicken To Europe
I spent last weekend with my friends from Denmark and have decided that i want to relocate to Europe, where ? Probably Denmark to start. My friend Casper's girlfriend convinced me that I need to go to Denmark, the average weather and dry air, the real women, and the attitudes and ways of thinking have me sold on it. I have another friend from the states who lives in the Netherlands who wants to pimp me out, hopefully to girls hahaha so i know at least i'll one job i could fall back on hahaha I just want change, and i'm tired of the way's of thinking that i see everywhere around me. I really don't think that America is going to revert back from the way's that it has changed in the past 8 years for a very long time, if ever. It's the way of thought that this country was founded on that i have been ashamed of ever since i was old enough to understand what my mother was telling me and what the true history of this country is. Ever country has it's sad story but i want to live in an

Sweetwater's Staff Auction
THANX EVERYBODY FOR BEING PART OF AND BIDDING IN SWEETWATERS STAFF AUCTION BELOW YOU'LL SEE THE LIST OF STAFF AND WINNING BIDS, PLEASE CONTACT THE PERSON THAT WON YOU AND SETTLE UP! LOL. ....... CONGRATS TO ALL! KITTY - WINNING BID JOHN WITH 165000 SHER - WINNING BID LUCKY WITH 3 day blast ICE - WINNING BID BEAR WITH 300000 k GLAZIER - WINNING BID Mistress Godess with $20 Real Dollars WOLFE AKA BRIAN - WINNING BID mistress godess with 500 REAL BUCKS! SEXY RED - WINNING BID SILENCE WITH 3day blast SUNSHINE PRINCESS - WINNING BID JOHN 1 month vip and 10 pack bling MISTRESS GODESS - WINNING BID WOLFE WITH $100 real dollars VIA MISTRESS GODESS JOHN - WINNING BID BETTY WITH 200k and 7 day blast JADE - WINNING BID JUICY WITH 7-day blast HED - WINNING BID BEBE WITH 600K DOUBLE A - WINNING BID IRISH PRINCESS WITH 7 day blast + 200k fubucks DIBS - WINNING BID LA BEL WITH 250k DIAMOND - WINNING BID BLADE 106K CHOPMASTER - WINNING BID SP with a 1 month vip CATAWBA - WINNI

All Alone
SITTING HERE IN MY HOUSE ALL ALONE EVERYNIGHT WITH MY THREE WONDERFULL KIDS WHO MEAN THE WORLD TO ME, THEY ARE MY EVERYTHING, MY SO CALLED HUSBAND IS HERE TO, HE SPENDS NO TIME WITH ME AT ALL, HE WAKES UP PLAYS HIS PC FROM THE TIME HE WAKES UP TO THE TIME HE GOES TO BED, HE LEAVES TO GO TO WORK AND THEN HOME AGAIN TO THE ONE THING THAT MEANS ANYTHING TO HIM HIS PC. IM ALL ALONE NO ONE TO CUDDLE WITH WITH NO ONE TO MAKE LOVE TO, IM SAD IN MY LIFE, AND MABYE LOST, DO I STAY WITH MAN WHO I FELL HAS NO LOVE FOR ME, UNTIL MY LAST BABY TURNS 18 OR DO I GO AND MAKE ME AND MY KIDS HAPPY, I HAVE TO GIVE MY KIDS WHAT THEY NEED A MOM AND A DAD TOGETHER? I DONT KNOW ANYMORE, I KNOW WHAT I WANT IN A MARRIAGE AND MY HUSBAND DOES NOT WANT TO GIVE ME WHAT I FELL I WANT, I LIVE IN A FANTASY WORLD AND NO MAN WILL EVER MAKE ME HAPPY, I NEED TO BE AND FEEL LOVED, I NEED A MAN FOR MY KIDS WHO WANTS TO BE A DAD AND A LOVIN HUSBAND, I SHOULD OF THOUHHT LONG AND HARD BEFORE I GOT MARRIED AND DECIDED TO HAVE

As Thw World Goes Round The Things That Go Wrong
As i was sitting waiting for my brother in the car i was watch a small group of teens crossing the street wearing sixies style clothes with a mix of gothic just what ever they wanted to wear to experss themselfs but as i sat and thought wih the things going on with the election and the fall of the stocks small businesses closing up trouble with gas prices all i see in my mind is history repeating itself and don't deny yourself it isn't it is in fact it much hard for us then back then but if you remember for president duewy and on we never really had a good president so as are families did back then we rough it out spend wisely save more and hope for the best but all in the end this is America and god bless her

News
Just wanted to let everyone know that I wont be anourd on fubar to much anymore. Just incase you dont already know i have a dis order which is causing the bones in my spine to slowly break apart. I start therapy on my back and injection for my pain on Thursday. I was told I would be tired a bit more tired then usual. If you guys wanna still chat just send messages on here or email on my yim. well talk to guys whenever im around next. -Playmate Babiet xoxox wow when my daughter who is now 2 was born its was scary. Her one leg was extended the wrong direction and she was literally sucking on her toes. after lots of x-rays they told me that she was either missing a bone or her acl ligament in her knee. They said that she wasnt going to crawl or if she did she would be dragging her one leg behind her and that the possibilities of her walk was next to none. at the age of 6 months she was able to crawl normally and 2 weeks after her first birthday she was walking.... its was the happiest d

Anita Greatly Missed
He remembers how it used to be When he had you by his side. He remembers the nights you kept him warm And He still feels the love that never died. He remembers the smile you wore That always made his heart race. He remembers the smoothness of your skin, And every single line of your face. He remembers the comfort of your presence When he had nowhere else to go. He remembers the warm spring memories And watching all the flowers grow. He remembers the cold winter days When even the ice melted at your touch. He remembers the autumn drives, And watching the leaves change...you enjoyed it so much. He remembers the long summer evenings When your laughter filled the air. He remembers the love he has for you, but now you're gone...and it's just not fair. A mothers touch, A mommys kiss, Grieving boys, You're greatly missed. An empty house, An empty chair, A mothers love, No longer there. A broken heart, Tear filled eyes, Another soul to fill the sky. Many

Rerating
you know it seems like i just rated someone and then 2 days later i have to re-rate them again. i am getting tired of re-rating everyone on my friend list, i feel like i am re-rating them everyday...i think it should take maybe like a month b4 you have to re-rate them again, this is 1 of the reasons im not on here very often anymore. tell me what do you think? and please leave a comment.

Theres No Wrk Up Here
my boyfriend has cust of his daughter hes varly working to care of them but hes trying but hes scared that he wont have enought money for his daughter bday an xmas his looking for help for plus his bills the state an the local churchs wont help if any 1 has heart out there plz help him an his daughter she going to be 8 yrs old this dec 22 i wish i could help him but i cant aford to ake care of myself his name is lj hes on my friends list check his pics if u dont beleave me ok some one got to help them thankx have a happy hoildays we try

Voice
my single voice in the hall way of reality kissing your life goodbye and saying hello to hell with a smile and determination is a wonderful thing inside outside looking between why can't there be a world with out any sides or by my side? are we all just aliens? Why can't we see whats right in front of us? why when something becomes clear that everyone else knew seem like a shock that was out of this world? Home? home is not is not where you lay your head home is not where your heart lies my heart is not my house home is what they cannot take from you I know what home is and my head has nothing to do with it so many tears fall with no one to catch them moonlight shining in my eyes and I am enchanted just seeing the stars to lose yourself but still hold on to what you are Heros are not born or made or even tangible what makes a hero? someone to help? stop evil? protect the innocent? what the fuck man isn't that life???????

Rawk - N - Roll Outlaw
. . THESE ARE SONGS I WROTE AND CO WROTE AND RECORDED WITH ONE OF MY FORMER BANDS "SIX STRING INSANITY" WHICH DISBANDED IN SEPT 2004, WHICH WAS COMPRISED OF MYSELF ON LEAD AND BACKING/HARMONY VOCALS AND RYTHYM AND LEAD GUITAR, BOB RYNONE ON LEAD AND RYTHYM GUITAR, RAY SEARLES ON BASS GUITAR AND CHRIS MORSE ON DRUMS AND PERCUSSION. . BROKEN WING BROKEN WING by SIX STRING INSANITY Fandalism Free MP3 Hosting . LONG ROAD TO NOWHERE LONG ROAD TO NOWHERE by SIX STRING INSANITY Fandalism Free MP3 Hosting . 8 SECOND RODEO (we ain't talkin horses here folks... lol 8 SECOND RODEO by SIX STRING INSANITY

Testing
Bling AUTO 11 Auction, 24 hour ONLY! Minmum bid 1.5 Million, Please bid in comments on the Auto11 in Default folder, Bling will be given on Happy Hour Only, May the Power be used for good...xoxoHeart Inspector~ Bid On Auto 11 in default folder in comments...ty~ no drama, no whining, let's have fun!!! GARY - Owner of Dirty South Crew has the Power! Auto 11's On Baby...Luv him UP... GARY - Owner of Dirty South Crew@ fubar Click me hard.... Pimped by Heart Inspector with luv & licks..xoxo Repost please.... ♥ Heart Inspector ♥@ fubar

Sexy Short Stories
As I restfully lie next to you, I can feel your warm breathe on my skin. I give a contented sigh just being near you. My eyes closed, I am unaware of your gaze. My pulse quickens as I feel your fingers caressing my arm. Suddenly, I am acutely aware of your closeness. You touch moves down to my elbow, wrist, brushing past my hand to the small of my waist,...and I moan quietly at your touch. breathing in, your scent from yesterdays cologne mixed with your skin intoxicates me. I am awakened by your touch, as you slowly,... ever so slowly, move from the small of my waist to the small of my back... you pull me closer, nuzzling my neck. I giggle in pleasure as you caress my hair to my jawline, pulling me gently into your waiting mouth. Your kiss sends currents of electricity through my body, straight to the center of me. Moaning my approval, I wrap my arms around your neck and return the kiss... more fervantly and with an unspoken necessity of you. In a rhythm of a sensual dance,

Good Music Recording Software
A friend of mine Stan lost most of his trailer today in the ice storm that we have had. A tree limb came through his roof and now he has to stay with me at my cousin Paul's cause I lost power myself. Please pray for Stan during this time of need. Thank you all!! I am wanting to record some songs, but I am unsure about what software would be the best for me. I'm not very educated when it comes to recording software for music and such. I can learn easily. I just want some software that I can do vocals on from an mp3. Is there anything out that will let me play the mp3 I have of an existing song and let me record lyrics over it as it's playing? If anyone could help me out I'd appreciate it so much. Anthony A friend of mine Stan lost most of his trailer today in the ice storm that we have had. A tree limb came through his roof and now he has to stay with me at my cousin Paul's cause I lost power myself. Please pray for Stan during this time of need. Thank you all!!

Unhappy People
Unhappy people are usually unhappy because they have not mastered the ability to be happy within themselves. Therefore, they may try and gain happiness/pleasure through others no matter what that entails. Don't get confused with my usage of unhappiness and then compare it to depression because they are two different things. This article is about unhappy people - not depressed people. An unhappy person often uses others to get what they need out of life. At first this may work, but after a while the relationship begins to experience problems because their partner cannot tolerate the life getting literally sucked out of them. This kind of needy and spongy behavior is what the medical and psychiatric establishments like to call, "codependency". There is nothing really wrong with these kinds of people, except for the fact they need to come out of their selfishness, grow up, be accountable and take responsibility for their own happiness. Unfortunately when certain establishments coin

Poams
Heavy Soul we once dismissed the back road to ride these streets unafraid of who would scrape the paint from our bones and unashamed by the eyes that leer this is only this simple mans desolation... now look onto this heart for it has not beat, since I woke and found my whole world is a lie... now i'm holding shallow skin shell I paint the pain from within and mark a trail up my arm to carve a sleeve of your disdain fixing my problems with this same old blade hating every fucking day are you watching my brisk blue eyes ...are you... -as they sharply turn gray- my flaws are the only things I now hold pure ....One Tear... ....One Thought.... can't really live, -can't' really endure- Winter's Bath my body's so cold while the warm moist water engulfs my broken soul death appears as my father's daughter to ease the pain for what I feel needs to be done my brisk blue eyes sting like the pure winters rain for this heart of mine no longer

Life
Through life you go through many changes, you take many different roads, not knowing where each one will lead, but it is the roads that you take that you learn many different things. Love,happyness,caring,trust,let downs and sadness. yes you may fall but each time you get up some times you get lost , but then some one comes along and shows you the way. as you grow you will loose people that are close to you such as a parent a brother, a sister, a cousin, a niece,a nephew, a grandparent and es even real close friends.you think to yourself why did this happen you get angry and yes sometimes think that you think it should have been you instead. things in life happen for different many reasons, but they will alway's be close to you . along they way you meet many different people and yes some become your friends, and yes friends have fights and some times you get over it and some times you don't . you also may have 1 love or maybe more, but in life you get that one person that just knocks

Use Me
i recently had a conversation with a good friend of mine a few days ago concerning weather or not black men could tell if black men in fact have a radar when it comes to knowing weather or not women of a different race date black men. i proceeded to tell her that i for one do not. i mean outside of the obvious clues such as over the top ghetto dress,speach and slang, it's really hard for me to tell. now i can really only speak for myself on this matter so take it as you will. i never have been one to approach a woman who was excruciatingly ghetto in mannerizms or appearance. that's just me. none of the females in my family were like that so i tend to gravitate twards women who act themselves at all times, regardless of who they so choose to date or what form of music they wish to listen to. which brings me to another point. i listen to a plethora of different music which usually leaves me open to be comfortable around all walks of people. from metal heads to classic rockers to t

A Lonely Waltz....
Rakes the sharp edge across her skin, watches as crimson drips flow.... doesn't worry whom it disturbs, no matter of whom may know.... Takes a sip of liquid, red wine to calm the rush takes a pill to calm it's inner, to make it silent, for her to hush... Blows out the candles flicker, a darkened room she fancied most.. wraps herself with a woven blanket, to mimic a warm embrace drawn close... as linen white sheets turn reddend, as her skin grows gray and pale, she dreams of how her life brought her pain, her lifes being, her mortal hell... as her weakened eyes grow hazed, a soft whisper from her lips fell "Might this shattered heart lay in peaceful pieces, within pain I know longer dwell" as written: Twist'a Fate In my life I've dealt with hardship and pain, never knowing if i'd ever love again. But as I grew to know myself I've come to realize that everyone who's graced my life, whether it be happy or sad, were like beacon's in my life,

Surveys
1. What is your best friends name? Debbie 2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now? White 3. What are you listening to right now? Sublime- Caress Me Down 4. Whats your favorite number? 14 5. What was the last thing you ate? String Cheese 6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? Green 7. How is the weather right now? Cold 8. Who was the last person you talked 2 on the phone? Alma 9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Smile, also if he smells good 10. Do you have a significant other? I have husband 11. Favorite TV show? NCIS, House 12. Siblings? 3 Brothers 1 Sister 13. Height? 5' 4" 14. Hair color? Blonde 15. Eye Color? Hazel 16. Do you wear contacts? Yes 17. Favorite Holiday? Thanksgiving 18. Month? November...only because it's the prettiest 19. Have you ever cried for no reason? All the time 20. What was the last movie you watched? Uncle Buck...lol 21. Favorite Day of the Year? I

Life's Deepest Truths
".i believe the environment should get a stimulus package"- NORTZ The glory of friendship is not the outstretched hand nor the kindly smile nor the joy of companionship, it is the spiritual inspiration that comes to one when he discovers that some one else believes in him and is willin to trust I found this on Queen Desa's page. This girl has so much wisdome on heer page that i would love to travel her mind in person. Why Gratitude? by LaSara Firefox, MPNLP Gratitude offers benefits that range from the physical, to the psychological, to the spiritual, and affects both our inner and outer lives. Gratitude practice, in and of itself, bring us into creative co-creation with our personal reality, our beloved family and friends, the world, and our experience of it all. In this quick overview of why gratitude practice is such a good idea, we will just scratch the surface of some of these topics. For a deeper look into the pragmatics of how some of this works, see The Science of G

Help
gotta go soon! ne one up for bein dirty dammit my computer is messin up! try to upload photos and it wont let me! having other issues with it too. give me a few days and i will have my profile set! could i get some drinks, some fans or something from someone!

My Saddest Day Here So Far...
Here in Afghanistan it's the rainy season. We get rain almost every day and/ or night. Depressing for sure. Monday was no different. I woke up at 4:45 and walked to the shower room in a downpour. At 6 I began doing my 1st turn for the week doing headcount in the dining hall. The only fun part of it is being able to see everyone and say hello. Later i came back to my room and checked out the news on yahoo where I found out about two losses I took very hard. The 1st was the worst. For anyone who lived in or near the Philadelphia area in the last 40 years Harry Kalas was as much a part of spring, summer and early fall as anyone could be. He was the lead broadcaster for the Phillies baseball team and everyone loved him. His signature home run call of "Outta Here!" never got old to us and his death at the age of 73 has hit us all hard. We're sure gonna miss him. Hearing playbacks of some of his most famous moments left me crying harder than I had for many years. Later on I saw that anothe

Beautiful Love
If there is a moment that hard to forgetThat is the day when you and I had metI even know what is the dateThe day when we were classmates I bear in mind that timeWhen we say to each other HIIt’s hard to believe but it’s trueThat time you become a part of my life I wish that we will share everythingProblem, tears and even laughingI hope and pray that it won’t endCoz if that happen, you can see me crying When I had a problemYou are the one whom I can lean onWhen im mad and lonelyYou were there to cheer me up Don’t worry even were apartYou will remain in my heartI’ll always cherish the days we spentCoz it’s the day when we becomeBEST OF FRIEND! My name is LEXYI am FIVE,My eyes are swollenI cannot see,I must be stupidI must be bad,What else could have madeMy daddy so mad?I wish I were betterI wish I weren't ugly,Then maybe my mommyWould still want to hug me.I cant do a wrongI cant speak at allOr else im locked upAll day long.When im awake im all alon

Blog Name "hell If I Know"
After 500 young women in Uganda endured genital mutilations for initation rights a physician law-maker is trying to out law the practice go to www.womensenews.org http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.childpornography.com%2F&h=ae73d97b9956920786aa95ca5bf1bf31 I AM TESTING THIS BLOG REALLY FOR THE FIRST TIME IF ALL GOES WELL YOU WILL SEE WHERE YOU CAN GO TO GET INFO ON HOW TO PROTECT YOUR CHILDREN FROM CREEPS THAT PREY ON THEM FOR SEX! THERE IS MORE INFO YOU MIGHT WANT AND NEED THERE. TAKE CARE AND WATCH YOUR CHILDREN WELL. IT WORKS!! JUST CLICK ON THE ABOVE LINK.

Kidney Stone
becuse iam tire of telling one by one what happen i thought i just do another blog on may14 i had my laser surgery to blast the kidney stone in my body it hurts like hell but i had worse specially the time i had my spneel removed anywaysits going to take me a long time to recover some times its hard to walk and half the time i sleep alot for the people who think iam making this up i do got pics to prove i did have this done i already uploaded one pic its not the best but you have to do with what you got

**cyber Love**
This is something that really depends on your relationship and how your partner defines cheating. Some people are more possessive than others and hold different values to fidelity. When does it become cheating? When physical contact is made? When emotions come into play? We all have our own sense of when that line is crossed. These are things that need to be known so you know where that line is if you do not want to cross it. When in doubt, if it feels like cheating, then most likely it is. Cyber sex has been known to cause some nasty splits so brushing it off as 'only fantasy' or “harmless fun” might work for you but the question is what does your partner think? While any relationship has its share of compromises this is one of those topics which usually does not debate well… it’s either ok or it’s very, VERY not ok. And chances are you probably already have an idea which one. Now assuming it is ok, there are some things to consider carefully if you don&