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UNTITLED when i first met you i was afraid afraid of opening up afraid of getting hurt or worse getting my heart broke again i didnt think i could ever love someone again i didnt think it was possible till i met you Now I lay here awake thinking about you curled up in a ball in my bed all alone cuddled up to a pillow crying myself to sleep wishing you were here with me and wishing you knew how u make me feel when i talk to you i laugh i cry happy tears and you put a real smile on my face a smile that people dont see very often ,but when i'm talking to you i cant help ,but smile all the time. you make me feel loved like i'm the only one in the world that matters you make me get butterflies in my stomach every time we talk you make me feel like a little giggly school girl in love again i was so afraid to open up not thinkin i would ever feel like this again i am so glad i finally did you have shown me that there is love out there an

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“One day I was able to get up, after gathering all my strength. I wanted to see myself in the mirror hanging on the opposite wall. I had not seen myself since the ghetto. From the depths of the mirror, a corpse gazed back at me. The look in his eyes, as they stared into mine, has never left me.” Life is all about experiencing. It’s about being and feeling and seeing and hearing. And it’s this mad whirling thing where everyone’s heart is beating and everyone’s breathing, but no one is living. They sit in their little white houses with their white picket fences. Their 2.4 kids and their little dog Spot. One of a million, not one in a million. Is this the American dream? To be brainwashed and programmed to be this perfect little family, or at least what the perfect family is “supposed” to be? No secrets, no anger, no fear, no hate. No feelings at all. But remember now, kiddies, that you can’t feel happiness until you’ve felt rage. You can’t feel joy until you’ve felt despair.

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Love has turn out to be a thirst For each one’s life Love has turn into a breath Which is needed and wanted By every single soul In the world around us Which is the only Survival for each human being In this world. How love has the power to Bring back new life New beginning, new era New commandment in One’s hopeless lives Love is like a mother a A friend for all Love has adopted us As our hearts are like ‘ORPHANES’

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How does one measure inner strength it is simply based upon desire to want Or is it something deeper that you have yet to tap levels of lost willpower to drive forcefully Do you feel the fire inside you that burns? the fire that gives you that power I feel the fire burning strong inside of me a fire that will never be extinguished I have reached the levels deep within myself that some could only talk about but not reach I drive myself with a force so strong I can only keep the fire burning hotter Reach down inside yourself and feel the fire ignite the flames of will and spread the coals You have the power to achieve greatness within yourself just keep that fire burning and nothing can stop you Take the time and open your eyes... Open your eyes and realize that all the pain you are going through...I have gone through before. Let your heart speak without interruption...without doubt. Everything is laid before us for a reason Don't fear the choices you make in lif

Untill Shes Eighteen
HELLO MY NAME IS DONN I HAVE THREE SONNS AND A DAUGHTER I LOST ONE OFF MY SONNS WHEN HE WAS 10 DAYS OLD .I WAS 21.ANY WAYS ABOUGHT YOUR DAUGHTER SHE SOUNDS LIKE SHE LEARNED ALOT FROM YOU. BECOUSE SHE WAS SCARED OF BEING CAUGHT . LIKE MOST TEEN AGERS. MY DAUGHTER WAS DATING A BLACK GUY WHO WAS 19 AND I DON'T HAVE A COLOR ISSUE BUT IT WAS IS AGE THAT UPSET ME. MY DAUGHTER AT THE TIME WAS 14 AND A YEAR BEFORE THAT HER GRAND FATHER DID THINGS TO HER. SO EVER SINCE SHE'S HAD THE URGE.WELL I CALLED HER HOUSE ONE DAY TO TALK TO HER MOTHER AND FOUND OUT THAT NO ONE WAS HOME AND I ASKED WHO WAS WATCHING YOU SHE SAID NO ONE. WELL THAT GOT ME UPSET THREE KIDDS HOME ALONE.AND I ASK WHO WAS IN THE BACK GROUND BECOUSE I DIDN'T RECONIZE THE VOICE. SHE SAID AH THATS JUST A FRIEND OF MINE,SO I ASK HOW OLD HE WAS BECOUSE HE HAD A DEEP VOICE.SO I GOT IN TO TALKING AND ASKING ABOUT SEX WITH HIM THEN SHE THOUGHT I WAS GETTING INTO HER BUISINESS, AND I SAID WHEN YOUR 18 YOU CAN DO WHAT YOU WANT BUT RIGHT N

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She threw back the blankets and rose from the bed. A sheen of perspiration glistened on her skin, pasting her shift to her so that every line and curve was accentuated, and as the cold night air touched her flesh, the heat of it quickly froze. Her lungs seized momentarily and she fought for breath as she reached for her robe. The cold stone floor kissed her naked feet as she hurled herself across the room, past the window through which the pale light of the twin moons shone, past the fire in the hearth that had turned to ashes, through the chamber doorway and onto the stairs that spiraled treacherously downward in a steep descending arc that promised a long and painful fall to one who was not careful where they tread. But she knew the way. These stairs were as familiar to her as her own skin and she maneuvered acrobatically around the slippery worn spots in the stone, skipping steps where that stone had begun to deteriorate and crumble with age and disrepair. Nothing had been

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Like the stars in the sky I am calling to you From the heavens above I am looking for you In the depths of my soul I will live and breathe for you Sadness dwells inside you You have nothing to fear For I am next to you I can feel your sadness Let me be sad for you So you will feel love once again Worry not about life Let me worry for you You should always love life For it is a part of you I'll be there when you fall To catch you and say I love you

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You are a great friend I think we could be more You dug so deep within my heart and now you stick to my inner core You're like my true inspiration, you give me the strength to move on You're like the perfect picture but you were never drawn This is not a coincidence and it could never be a mistake Your words and kindness make my soul feel warm, off its embrace I can't wait to see you, for you to hold me in your arms For you to whisper things I want to hear and fill my cup with charm I was so empty and lonely when you weren't with me And now that I have you close, I want us to be so near I want us to be together, even though I don't know you well But maybe we should wait and see if time will tell I think this is the beginning of something strong and true Don't ever go away because I'm beginning to attach to you I wonder what will come of this odd and simple romance Maybe a first kiss and a simple embrace

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Why Women Cry A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Latre the littel boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he puts in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strenght to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times come from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sensitivity to love her c

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you dont know the meaning of pain till' you find out that your close friend was raped for 7 years... by daddy dearest and forced upon tears... you dont know the meaning of pain, till' you find out that your close friend was raped again... but now by her neighbor... you dont know the meaning of pain... till' you find out that she wont let you help her out... U will never know, How ugly I feel inside. To just sit here one day, And lay down and cry. When some people call me mean names, It seems like I don't care. But really, The feelings of hurt are always there. People say that I am not ugly, And that I am wrong. But it's hard to agree, After so long. U will never know the feelings, That have been here for years. These feelings, That have caused most of my tears. U will never know the feeling, Of not being loved. To sit there and cry, To be yelled at and shoved. I want you, To just be there for me. Because this will take a while,

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there's a woman I know, that gives my world a glow, more then she would ever know. Where she came from I haven't a clue. But she places a love in my heart as big as a jewel. She may know some of how I feel, but how much I will never reveal. My heart tears in two when she leaves and fills with joy when she returns. To just hear her voice brings a smile to my face. To eventually see her face would be a joy, to just reach out and wrap her in my arms would be treat, to carress her cheek would be an honor. Yet I don't know where she is. If you could help me to find her would be nice, but I don;t think anyone will. I'm in this search by myself, with no idea where to look. But to talk to her I may make a fool of myself.

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Born onto this world with a curse that's left a mental scar on me forever. I could've been so much more than this but God didn't really give me a choice. So I live with this fact everyday and The pain of living through this is killing me inside.

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If you like, give me a title and some feedback please. Late. It was just after midnight. He couldn't tell you why, but from the day he bought the black Mustang he felt compelled to go for long drives at night. It seemed he was drawn to driving by the old cemetery. That's where he saw her in his dreams many times, waiting there by the road for him to pick her up. The dreams were so compelling that if he didn't take the Mustang out at night to look for her, he never got to sleep. She seemed to be calling to him and he was powerless to stop himself from answering. He shifted gears and took the turn too fast, heedless of the misty fog that wafted through menacing branches and the light drizzle that slickened the streets. The Mustang pulled up to the ornate wrought iron gate, the engine humming, purring, as he idled just in front of it. He sat there, hands clutching the wheel, and waited. What was he doing here? Was he going insane? There was no one here. He lit a cigarette and

Until We Meet
Until we meet, My nights will be a little colder My days a little shorter My heart will beat a little less rapid Until we meet I know that my arms will be empty My mind hurting from the constant thought of you Minutes will seem to be hours Hours will seem to be months While months will seem like eternity Until we meet The stars in the sky will not affect me with its gleaming sparkles of life Until I am gazing at them in your arms And the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishing Until it is you that I share the my food with And Until we meet I will not feel whole My world will seem incomplete Until that wonderful day When our eyes make first contact And our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwind The words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song "Hello, my love, I couldn't wait to meet you

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You were there and so was I, We kept staring in each others eye, Wondering how long it will take? Which one of us is gonna break, Was it you or was it me ? I couldnt wait I had to see, Now i know it was real, What are these things i'm starting to feel ? Yes i kno this all sounds lame, I cant help but wonder if you feel the same, My mind wanders throught the day, Wondering if you missed me in any way, So many things we have yet to see, I sometimes wonder were you meant for me? So many people So many names, So much time Wasted with games, Too much energy Goes into lies, Even hiding feelings Under a discuise, Tell the ones who matter How much you care, For in the end They will be there, To your own self You must be true, So unmask yourself Show the real you. I wish i knew the words, I wish i knew what to say, Yo tell you how i feel, Each and every day, I wish that you could see, How li

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Once He knew that the chloroform had taken effect, the stranger laid Khatra down on the ground so that he could dispose of her keys and her cell phone. “Sorry lovely but can’t let you keep this cell phone it might be equipped with a GPS and my Master doesn’t want anybody to be able to find you.” He said with a chuckle as he tossed Khatra’s keys and phone into the car and then locked it up. Once he was satisfied with the way things looked he gently picked up the sleeping woman and carried her off toward his waiting van. As he walked toward the van the fog which had been slowly rolling in started to thicken and rise as though it was concealing his actions. He opened the side door of his van the moment he reached it and laid Khatra inside. Quickly he went to work untying her hands. He rolled her over onto an air mattress then he raised her hands above her head and secured them to an eye hook that had been attached to the floor of the van. Once he knew that her hands were secure he mov

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So you've decided to quit smoking, drinking, chewing ice loudly around co-workers, or belching in public. Not sure where to start? Don't bother with the patch. Stay away from the 12 step programs. The mechanical nerve stimulation division of savage gear laboratories has devloped the ultimate behavior control aid. Weighing a mear 75 pounds, the Behavorial Intimidation Trainer Correctional Hand Slapping Appliance (BITCH-SLAP) Straps on like an ordinary backpack. An intuitive arm extends over the wearer's shoulder, terminating in a realistic hand with a skin like outer coating. Whenever you preform the act you are trying to cut down on, simply toggle a remote switch, which clips conviently to your belt or pocket, and the hand will strike your face. If used as directed, your BITCH-SLAP is guaranteed to help you cut down on, and eventually quit, virtually any nasty habbit. Grant me the grace to accept the things I can not change......the courage to change the things I can not

Until ~for Craven Moorehead~
Until I never dreamed one smile could fill my world with warmth and light Until your smile made all my days so beautiful and bright. I never realized someone could change my life so much Until you shared your caring ways, your strength, your tender touch. I never thought that love could be this endless, deep and true Until the day I gave my heart and all my love to you. The sun sets in my soulThe fiery red drains it dryWith parched lips and blazing skiesI could wither away and dieYou should know I'm in love with youAnd I waste all these opportunitiesTo just say aloud; I must concedeWhat we both know is trueStrong as I feelYet I never can command the wordsIt’s funny how I always trip over myselfAnd pray to God that you don’t noticeEven thou you think I am so great with wordsConversation; my thoughts wanderI can tell your do the sameOver cups of coffee, eyes lingeringThese moments come so suddenlyMy heart races with myConfessions of love to youYou who stand

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Love does not conquer all. Truth can destroy any love. Love can ignore truth, yet truth still makes love hurt. When love is broken by truth it then creates knowledge and wisdom. Truth accepts knowledge and wisdom creating an army that breeds hatred and solitude. Hatred and solitude can then turn on both truth and love. Love will be destroyed and truth will still prevail over all. It's raining on me every where I go. I ask you to help me, but you just say no. I'm standing in the puddles, made from all my tears. How can you stop loving me after all these years? In my stomach, I hear the thunder roll in. The longer I wait, the more my sanity grows thin. The lightning flashes as it strikes my heart. The storm is getting worse as we grow further apart. Here comes the tornado destroying memories in its path. All I'm left with now is the consequences of loves wrath. The lights glare deep into her eyes. Cold like stone she stares into nothing and crys. There is a melonchol

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He was her artist Her body his canvas His lips the paintbrush She closed her eyes and imagined what a beautiful piece of art she was becoming as she felt his lips brush against her skin. Each sensation feeling more heightened than the previous... Vibrant greens and blues mixed with a shimmer of sliver swirled through her mind. The artist began smoothing his hands along the curves of the canvas, still continuing to apply bursts of color with the brush. The colors were becoming warmer and more intense... Violets, reds, and oranges danced in the center the painting. The brush kept dipping in and mixing colors together. The artist kept applying short fast strokes until the paint was just the color and consistency he wanted. The finishing touch was perfect as he stood back and admired his work. A translucent shimmer cast over the painting making the whole canvas seem to glow. This was indeed his masterpiece.

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Dear You, How are you in your other life. Me I am still here on Earth. Seeing how much it's changed since you left. It's a ugly world now. It feels like it rains everyday but no water falls it's like you don't cry. Your too happy where your at while we are here remembering you crying and sad because I miss your friendship. You helped me more than you know. I would have lost my ability to love if I haven't had met you because even though I was a stranger on the other side of the world. A different culture even but you looked past that and called me first friend then brother. I still wonder what might have been if we had the chance to meet but GOD called you home before that chance was given. You were so young not even given the chance to live your life really. You were just a little girl really in this big world but really you were a grown woman by the world's standards. I know it's not suppose to be questioned as to why you left but sometimes it can't be helped. You told

Until Morale Improves
The idea of social networking sites have always put me a little off balance. Its a mix of being social and not. Free to say anything yet your lips are sewn shut from saying anything of actual meaning. Who might hear or read about what you are doing... I am positive I have never met anyone online, and I see a lot of my friends do it and it seems fun. However what I don't like is the sense of loneliness I get from it. Going on and getting no one talking to me is never fun and it happens all too often. Yeah yeah yeah, im being a whiny little boy about that and really I don't care. Reason I set this account up is to actually get out of my shell and meet new people, who hopefully don't suck or cause drama. Made little to no sense but thats whats on my mind about Social Networking for now... Type to everyone next time kids.

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Even that which is beautiful, Can sometimes bring pain, So to love from the heart, Is to invite the rain. But to reach for the rose, You must fear not the thorn, So to love from the soul, Is to embrace the storm.

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Near or far Where ever your travels lead you know that you will always be in my heart despite everything you put me through pain, heart break, and not feeling wanted but I'm over that now I've moved on to a better and different place knowing what I've wanted and needed has made me a better person

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feelings of despair fall over melike a cloud of darknessa bottle in one hand a glass of cheap champagne in the otherlowering myself into icy cold water taking pill after pilldrinking glass after glasstaking the last stepi pick up the razorwatching the blood flow so slowlysuddenly i enter a dark abyssam i in heaven hell

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I WANNA DANCE WHERE THE WILDFLOWERS BLOOMUNDER A BRIGHT SILVER MOONNO SORROW OR GLOOM JUST ME AND YOUMOVING TO A BEAT WE CAN ONLY HEARA MAGICAL RHYTHM THAT DRAWS US NEARCLOSER AND CLOSER OUR BODIES PLAYLOST IN THE TWILIGHT WE BEGIN TO SWAYPROBING DEEPER AND DEEPER INTO EACH OTHERS SOULTWO BECOME ONEMAKING US WHOLE

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So here we are, again. It's just another bind I find myself in, unable to look around and say that I'm worth having someone around. Again and again do I see what were my faults. Though it's not who I am now it's what I was that remains. To look and see change after change, it just show how little I cared. Even though that I've been able to become a better person that shadow still follows me. What do you want me to say? After all that has gone wrong and after all the time that has passed, there is this feeling that no form of apology will do. What's worse is that our paths have to cross. Not because we want to, but because we have to. Even if there were a certain level of comfort something tells me that it just wouldn't be enough for either of us. Other than the hi's and bye's that we pass I still choke unable to speak. How will you respond? Do you even care? Is this something that just continues to go unsaid? Or is it that you've gone on with your life? Why do I feel this n

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These walls are closing in on me, in the distance, there's something i cannot see. The sky is black, the ground is cold, the hurt is beginning to take its toll. On my mind, im falling deep, into a presipis, I begin to weep. The tears they fall down my cheek, over my frown, im feeling weak. As the tears travel down over my chest, and over my heart, its frozen at best. I close my eyes and curl up in bed, Pulling the covers over my head. Anger fills up my soul, I bet its something you've never known. the sweet girl you once knew,

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I looked inside my heart to find out where I'd gone wrong what I would find I was not sure I opened up a memory to see what was inside your picture fell out at me with emotions I thought had dieda love so pure buried so deep I don't know how it survivedone look at that picture was all it took I sat and cried for what I lost the special bond the part of me so purenow it is gone all that's left is this memory picture of you

Untimely Death
I'm not a "thumper" and don't preach or press anything...(I'm Wiccan to be honest) But this did make me stop and think...I know I had a protector a couple of years ago when I had my accident and should have been killed........ BE SURE YOU SCROLL WAY DOWN TO SEE WHAT THIS MESSAGE HOLDS FOR YOU!!!! YOU JUST MIGHT BE SURPRISED!!! I WAS!!! DID YOU KNOW THESE FACTS? I SURE DIDNT TILL NOW Death is certain but the Bible speaks about untimely death! Make a personal reflection about this..... Very interesting, read until the end..... It is

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I opened my eyes I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light I can't remember how I can't remember why I'm lying here tonight And I can't stand the pain And I can't make it go away No I can't stand the pain How could this happen to me I've made my mistakes I've got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me Everybody's screaming I try to make a sound but no one hears me I'm slipping off the edge I'm hanging by a thread I wanna start this over again So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered And I can't explain what happened And I can't erase the things that I've done No I can't How could this happen to me I've made my mistakes I've got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me I've made my mistakes I've got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this

Untitles And Unfinished Story.
It was a very cold night, I remember it well. Almost as if it were yesterday. I remember the moon was out in her platninum splendor. I forget the exact year, you tend to do that when ur immortal. Days, months, years...they all seem to just blend together after a while. I can tell you the year now, that is easy, but this story is not about now...it is about then. It is about who and what I am, and how I came to be. Now I know many of you may not believe me, for some of the things which I will tell you may destroy your little safe havens that you have illusioned yourselves with. You may not believe how the world will turn out to be. If this is the case, if you are afraid or to close-minded to accept what I am about to tell you, then do us both a favor and close this book. Sell it, return it, burn it, for I care not. For the rest of you who wish to know the fate of the world as you know it now, then by all means continue reading. Know that all I tell you is true and will come to pa

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Sitting here with tears rolling down my face my heart feeling out of place Hoping for a new day dawn wishing the pain would be gone. Seperated from words apart all I feel is a broken heart Love despair and grace unkown mercy is what I want to be shown. Living with the undieing truth that I am in a quandering youth A touch a feeling there It is all in the air. Quietly meak the tear goes down my cheek Don't know where to go hope one day it can show. The love I have in me I can't set free cause I am in pain you see. No one wants what I can give so I set maybe internet free to live. To find myself again as I need to be All I can do is be me.

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i am lost at sea looking for my way home i look around and i see a light i steer towards it i start to see the lighthouse weight starts to fade the pain disappears but then i realize something im not getting closer to home i am getting closer to crashing. i let the pen do the talking on this one leave me a comment and let me know what you think...

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I am so tired of being here. Your presence is long ago lost. Time cannot erase what has been done. I am bound and stricken by all your lies. Hearing your faded words. They scramble thru my hopeless and confused mind. Needing a new direction. Slashing thru the nakedness. Did you feel the sting? As I walked away. Did it tear right thru you? Like a hurricane. Where you drowned in the thing that you called Love. Where it left you broken hearted. Looking like a fool. Still trying to hold on. Still risking all you have to save it. Only it's all just a simple minded memory. Gone and forgotten. Just flicked away in the glint of the horizon. There is a million ways I could tell you..The feelings I have are true..There is a million words I could say..Only at the wake of the horizon..An angel finds a way..When I taste your Lips..And touch your skin..No words could ever begin..To truely explain..How I am feeling..Your Just so Amazing

Until We Meet
Until we meet My nights will be a little colder My days a little shorter My heart will beat little less rapid Until we meet I know my arms will be empty My mind hurting from the constant thought of you Minutes will seem like hours Hours will seem like months Months will seem like an eternity Until we meet The starts will not affect me with their gleaming sparkles of life Until i am gazeing up at them from inside your arms Until we meet The food that i eat will not be as fulfilling or nourishing Until it is you that i am shareing it with Util we meet I will not feel whole My world will seem incomplete Until that wonderfull day When our eyes make first contact and Our bodies and souls collide in a blissfull whirlwind The words will roll off my tounge a sweet song HELLO MY LOVE I COULDN'T WAIT TO MEET YOU For Austin I Love You

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And to the brink i will rise. Was broken. -rearranged. Under pressure, good times followed by hard times. Good times will visit me once again. When that time comes, I'll pray and let it stay. This will pass and the world is moving. Everything will be okay. But something erodes in my mind after I typed that. like a rock plummeted at the bottom of my brain: I'll never be okay.. Im an average man, sometimes i wish i could be more than that; to exceed excellence. as days seem to go on endlessly, i await the "someday" ive always been promised. Days when things are supposed to be perfect. When i find my place in this unforgiving world.

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untitled http://fubar.com/untitled/b175601-1132076 The skies are dark & grey, it seems the sun just went away, the days have now turned to night all hope gone out of sight. I sit here and wonder, what it is I now see, something strange and sad to me, Teardrops falling from the sky I didn't know, Angels could cry. Here I am, cold and wet, trying to remember, while trying to forget, cries of pain all around, so we become deaf to hide the sound. I sit here and wonder, what I now see, something strange and sad to me, Teardrops falling from the sky,

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If I find my peace of mind, torture me. If I seem too serene, torture me. Note to self, You're an idiot. Don't even think about it. Serious. Love, your logical, sensible side. ps. I mean it this time. 43 hours ago, i woke up from a nap. haven't slept since. i feel the crazies coming on, like they weren't already here. can't eat, can't sleep, can't think straight. i have a one-step fix to this problem of mine. so simple, and yet, so fucking unattainable these days. weed dealers have been bad at their jobs lately, no joke. on a positive note, im tripping balls from the exhaustion. at least mother nature has a sense of humor sometimes. fuck. it's my fault. i was wrong for wanting a slow life. i was wrong for wanting to be good. get me a fuckin sugar daddy and go places, son. seriously. fml. sigh. not even seriously. but still. i feel like my sense of adventure died when i turned 21. tired of this playing it safe BS i've been trying for over a year now.

Until I'm Finished
I am not afraid to say I love you, because it's the truth. But, I will not be, just a conveniece to you. It's all or nothing, that's how I roll. To have me is to own my heart, body and soul. The outside as well, every last curve. But my heart goes with it, it's what I deserve. I don't hand myself out, very often, you have to be more. To even crack the surface, get through the door. But, I am taking a pause, getting back to me. Because breaking me doesn't happen, very easily. Yet, here I am, looking like a fool. Settling, breaking my own rules. When I know I am worth, everything, it all. I won't be back until, I'm finished building my wall.

Until I Found You
I'm sure you have heard it said, a time or two. That there is someone out there, made especially for you. I thought I had found them, a few times before. But nothing, NO ONE, has ever knocked down my door. And when YOU did, and I found you there. It was something remarkable, unique and rare. The power is amazing, surpasses them all. You didn't have to trip me, for me to fall. YOU can make me so angry, then set me on fire. Leave me craving you, raw desire. Then there's love, so much, too deep to explain. I never really knew it, until I heard your name. YOU are my ONE, made just for me. With you, I am just free. YOU are power, lust, genuine and true. I never really knew love, until I found YOU.

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laying on the ice cold ground as the numbness takes over,loosing the grisp on reality and the bottle in my grasp,as the darkness starts to sit. fighting to keep my eyes open a little longer, as take my final breath in this world.a world i gain little in and disappointed many in as well.I see now the true path of my life retains in the darkness of my heart,one would welcome it with open arms and hunger to learn , others fear the place I am about to accend into.the depths of ever ending darkness .one way in and no way out.My eyes close to the light as i slip into ever ending sleep.I feel no more pain and my thoughts are empty and gone.as I slip into a peaceful slumber, I see now my life was worth fighting for.A test I failed with no effort at all. Now I wish I could take it all back.Why didnt I see it before now the end of my days so close its not funny.my heart stops beating as the last breath escapes my lips and lungs.the ground covered in my blood , the pain gone forever.no more thoug

Until I Met Him....
Life was great till I met him... I had a job, had everything and anything i wanted... or so I thought! Do I have issues? who doesn't? Some more than others... I was a pretty and happy little girl till i was 6 years old... and that dreadful day that i visited the neighbor at his mother insistance that i could just stay there until mother came from the market... and so there i went and Miss Maria was making me cookies and what not... the good neighbor.... and when i asked to go to the restroom... how would i ever know what lurked on this obscure place... Miss Maria's son offer to show me where it was.... and i went as trustful as one can be of the neighbors we had forever.... So when he is helping me to get my panties down and as soon as i finished... it was different, i should have scream, or say something or do something but all i saw was his finger to his mouth telling me to be quiet.... and all of the sudden.... he is not helping me anymore, i'm trying to pull my panties up an

Untouched
We danced as we had never danced. Void of touch, Eyes closed, Flesh alive. A soulful embrace. Spirits flying, invisible heat, Transcending time. Our hearts beat as one. Loud as thunder, Entwined together, Joyfully Singing. My senses ache to feast. Delicious hunger, Tactile treat, Visually intrigued. Passion erupts from within. Luminating us, Innocently calling, Spreading infinitely

Untold Pain
There is a pain that cuts deeper than most, its a pain that can turn the nicest person in to the a cold hearted evil wench..... That pain I have felt one of desperation, one that makes you lash out with a venom of that of a snake... Its a pain that is different than any other pain known. Its the pain when you open up your heart and give with all you have to give, and think that you are getting the same in return... Its the pain that you get when you say those three little words and they are said back but not truly felt.. Its the pain you get when you feel you can give no more yet you do and in return you are used as a door matt for someone to wipe there feet upon... thats the pain I feel at this time, Its a pain I have lived with for all of my life. Its one that makes you give up the last thread of hope you cling so dearly too... In this time your heart bleeds and feels as if it is being riped out of your chest, at the same time you look for the reasons why it has taken pla

Untold Love Story Of A Robot
Upon the stairway of despair,Complete with broken love affairsAnd promises that never came,But faded with a touch of shame,A pretty girl with golden hairAnd innocence so sadly rare,Strove to keep her head aboveA way of life devoid of love.Feeling pinned against Life's wall,She chanced upon a robot tallAnd said, "Please come and share with meWhatever Fate has deemed to be.I'm through with love, done with chancesSpirit crushed by past romances,Just be a friend in word and deed.That's all that I shall ever need.""There's not too much from me to learn,"Remarked the robot, in return."Emotions do not form a partof my cold, solid-steel heart.Whatever maker fashioned meDid not permit my circuitryResponsiveness to love or pain -You're thoughts for me would be in vain.""No matter", spoke the maid. "No moreDo I wish passion to explore.Be someone I can come home toWhen my exhausting day is through.Count yourself a well-worn shoe -A friend that I can slip into . . .Protection from a stone cold f

Untouchable
I was UntouchableMy emotions roped in placeNever feeling more than I wished to...I was UntouchableBut this disease,This curse,Crept into my bodySilently seeping into my skinWiggling into my veinsOvertaking my organs...I was UntouchableUntil he told me that he loved me...I was UntouchableUntil I realized that I loved him...Now all I want is for his touch

Untrapted Truth
taken from my heart, ill place it in yours. given to you with all my promises, but without asking for any in return. being understanding enough to always be by yourside. Ill never test it for I know its true causing loving you is all i know to do. finish later sorry

Un True Groups That Call Themselves Family
I have been a member of fu for a little over 2 years and i have seen a drastic change in the way people are treated and the way the game is played. There are some that just point whour and some that just beg for bling then there are the ones that have there little family groups that only take care of the ladies or degrade them i have seen them all so the days of true family and friends on fu are gone But there is one or two that still like to help people and treat them like family so i don't give a rates ass if i ever level again but this is how i feel about everything that is going on with people polishing your bling when you need it to polish youeself to level and someone has already polished it before you can get to it and don't even ask like rate you they just do it so many people are deleteing high bling because they can't polish it themselves and i know people have come to my page and polished and only rated me but it is the othere 100 or so people that don't give a dam they are

Unusual Facts
Odd Facts about MEDO YOU SNORE?:Yes LOVER OR A FIGHTER?:Lover WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?:Not being able to breathe AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER?:No WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY TV"?:Boring... DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?:No WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?:I like to thinks so... HOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?:Getting old... :( WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?:White DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?:NO! HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?:No ANY SECRET TALENTS?:No WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?:Alaska HAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI?:No! HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?:No DO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE?:Yes HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP?:Never found out... CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?:No HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?:Many times ARE SPEEDO'S HOT?:No WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?:Only if you eat what you shoot... IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?:Probably DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?:No WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?:Codeine WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU":L

Unusual Role Play/fantasy
Hi there, I am trying to find a girl who is interested in role-playing. Basically my fantasy involves a girl coming over to my place, dressing up as bottle of talcum powder (costume provided) and letting me throw shoelaces at her from a large ladder. This will continue for one to two hours or until I run out of shoelaces. During the meeting feel free to speak to me, although be aware that I am unlikely to answer and will probably try and throw the shoelaces into your mouth when you do. There is nothing overtly sexual about the encounter and the only people there will be you, me and possibly my miniature falabella horse, Jub-Jub. After that you are free to leave and if you have enjoyed the experience we can arrange another date. If it really goes well I will let you keep all of the shoelaces that landed directly in your mouth. Sound good? Then get in contact. Look forward to hearing from you Regards Coomersatra All ages, shapes and sizes welcome but please NO WEIRDOS

Unusual Happenings!
Love me tender, Love me sweet, Never let me go. You have made my life complete, And I love you so. Love me tender, Love me true, All my dreams fulfill, For my darlin' I love you, And I always will. Love me tender, Love me long, Take me to your heart For its there that I belong, And we'll never part. Love me tender, Love me dear, Tell me you are mine. Ill be yours through all the years, Till the end of time. and: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oHJwqE5wdVc 9/1/2007 :-)

Unusual
I went to the beach at dusk and got naked behind this bush, then ventured out to a newly installed pole near the volleyball courts. The cool air felt good on my naked body. My penis was already erect in anticipation. When I reached the pole, I glanced around to see if any new people had arrived on the beach. I reached up grabbed on and pulled myself upwards with thighs clamping together. My penis jumped as it made contact with the chilled pole, but the sensation was all pleasurable. I began working on slowly climbing and clinging to the pole with my thighs clamping together in a precise rythmic motion. A few minutes pass before I start to feel something in my abdomen, that fluttering sensation. Now I am chasing that elusive explosive orgasm I know will come if I concentrate and work through the fatigue I now feel in my arms and hands. I start to gasp and breath hard as I intensify my efforts, and speed up my thighs and sutble humping action on the pole. A quick scan of the be

Unusal Hotels
Sala, Västmanland, Sweden - Bed & Breakfast A single suite, 155m underground People have asked me how to manually set Fu own prices... Like the old way you go to own me then Buy member now just like before then set your own price...there you have to click in the price box and backspace, then add the new price... I hope this helps everyone Hugs Dana Key Largo, Florida, USA Underwater hotel, where you need to dive to enter.

Unwanted Vacation
im going on a little vaction most know but if not ill be away a month.can write me at 1804 opportunity ave chambersburg pa 17201 (chad mckenrick)save me from the madnesss of sleepin all day nothing to do.hell ill take hate mail to lol

Unwanted, Unrequested, & In No Way Responsible 4 Ignorant People & They’re Drama!!!
~ SINS ~ HERS & MINE ~ 1st ~ I have to let you know that I think it is best, for everyone involved, that you & I do not "hang out" &/or "kick it" for a while.. And, I am serious when I say to you that this is because of your Words & Your "Final Decision" early, early this morning. I have come to the Conclusion, that the continued "DRAMA" in your life & NOW UNFORTUNATELY in Mine as well; stems from (for the MOST PART - 75% U / 25% Him) YOU & YOUR continued NEGATIVE ACTIONS towards him, at him, & EVERYONE in the "immediate vicinity" of the two of you. And, as long as there is a way for you to call him, text him, &/or see him you will be doing it without ANY RESPECT & REGARDS OF ANYONE AROUND YOU & HELPING YOU.. THE MORE & MORE I GET TO KNOW YOU I REALIZE THAT ALL I'M GETTING TO KNOW IS A VERY SELFISH, NEEDY, WEAK, & DISPICABLE PERSON!! BAM! CRASH! BURN! IT ALL BLOWS UP IN YOUR FUCKING FACE EVERY FUCKING TIME & YOU RUN

Unwanted Soldier
Ive been posed with a question lately that i just cant seem to answer. Everytime i meet a nice girl she always asks me "Why is a great guy like you still single?" I really never have a good answer. I mean i dont want to be single, i dont like being single, as far as i know theres nothing wrong with me, heck i even make a stupid amount of money....but for some reason I just cant seem to find the right girl. After i got back from the war i lost my woman, and needed some time off, i chose to be single for a while...but since i started looking again, i just seem to never be able to find anyone who wants to stay around for any amount of time. I guess lately ive just been thinking that maybe there is something wrong with me and the girls just are too nice to tell me, how many times can you hear....Im just not ready yet, or its not you its me...before you start to realize they are just lines from someone trying to spare your feelings. Ive been trying to evaluate myself a lot lately, and see

Unwanted Stuff.
Here's a list of stuff I hate/pet peeves because boo is bored or at least she was 5 hours ago. Let's see if I can get to 10. 1. Drama filled statuses. I have just started deleting people who put things like fuck off you asshole If you don't like it stay off my page. I don't mind the profanity but I do mind your need to make your whole friends list rush to your side. 2. People who fail at satire. Making a racist statement and then calling it ironic does not make a satire win. It makes you socially (perfect example of satire fail) retarded. 3. The fact that drug dealers are so unreliable. just sayin. 4. People that say "that's my thing". ex: wearing all stars with skirts is my thing. no it's not. 5. verbally abusive assholes. i got a friend with a verbally abusive new husband. I would like to stab him in the face but she has no where else to go. Hopefully she can find a new asshole to latch on to. 6. entertainment shows that aren't The Soup. Fuck you mary heart, mario Lopez a

The Unwelcomed
An update for my friends.....Some of you know that I have been living with some serious neck and arm pain for a while now....I dealt with a quack of a doctor for over a year now that put me through some really tough stuff....... I finally went back to an awesome doc that is honestly one of the best in the country....He redid all of my tests tests and when the results came in he knew right away what is wrong with me..... I have a severe disc herniation at c 5/6 and another one at c 6/7... I am so relieved! I have been losing the use of my left arm and the last "doctor" left me thinking I was crazy! I did my research and knew my symptoms were classic and since I have had a lumbar fusion I knew I wasn't crazy but the last "doc" made me feel like I was being a baby.... So.....Surgery is set for Oct. 9th....I'm having a double fusion.....I have chosen to use my own pelvic bone for the fusion instead of donor bone and I know this is a major cause of pain after the surgery since that's

Unwound
One night, drunken, falling into her, stumbling together - I remember feeling unwound inside her, as if finally let loose from primal need and into something greater; as though all moments circled that single mote of time; her skin, her hair, her eyes, lips, hands mixed with mine in the sticky summer air like the familiar sound of distant voices and laughter across the lake, the clink of bottles, a speedboat. We kissed. © All rights reserved

Unwritten..a Song
NATASHA BEDINGFIELD LYRICS "Unwritten" I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefinedI'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned Staring at the blank page before you Open up the dirty window Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find Reaching for something in the distance So close you can almost taste it Release your inhibitions Feel the rain on your skin No one else can feel it for you Only you can let it in No one else, no one else Can speak the words on your lips Drench yourself in words unspoken Live your life with arms wide open Today is where your book begins The rest is still unwritten Oh, oh, oh I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way Staring at the blank page before you Open up the dirty window Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find Reaching for something in the distance So close you can

Unwritten Law
Had a bad day, don't talk to me, gonna ride this out, My little black heart, breaks apart, with your big mouth. And I'm sick of my sickness Don't touch me, you'll get this. I'm useless, lazy, perverted, and you hate me. You can't save me, You can't change me, Well I'm waiting for my wakeup call, And everything, everything's my fault. Went to the doctor, and I asked her, to make this stop. (whoa) Got medication, a new addiction, Fucking thanks a lot. I had to relapse, I'm bad at rehabs It ruins everything. (whoa) So point your finger, at the singer, He's in the pharmacy. You can't save me, You can't change me, Well I'm waiting for my wake up call, and everything's my fault. You can't save me, You can't blame me, Well I'm waiting here to take a fall, and everything, and everything's my fault. And I'm a death threat haven't slept yet, Baby why the wake up call I'm the bad boy tell the tabloids everything's my fault. Whoa whoa whoa yeah, write it write it, Whoa Whoa whoa everything

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U2 - One (lyrics)
Is it getting better Or do you feel the same Will it make it easier on you Now you got someone to blame You say One love One life When it`s one need In the night It's one love We get to share it It leaves you baby If you don`t care for it Did I disappoint you? Or leave a bad taste in your mouth? You act like you never had love And you want me to go without Well it`s too late Tonight To drag the past out Into the light We`re one But we`re not the same We get to carry each other Carry each other One Have you come here for forgiveness Have you come to raise the dead Have you come here to play Jesus To the lepers in your head Did I ask too much More than a lot You gave me nothing Now it`s all I got We`re one But we`re not the same We hurt each other Then we do it again You say Love is a temple Love a higher love Love is a temple Love the higher law You ask me to enter But then you make me crawl And I can`t be holding on To wha

Up
There is a two-letter word in English that perhaps has more meanings than any other two-letter word, and that word is 'UP.' It is listed in the dictionary as being used as an [adv], [prep], [adj], [n] or [v]. It's easy to understand UP, meaning toward the sky or at the top of the list, but when we awaken in the morning, why do we wake UP? At a meeting, why does a topic come UP ? Why do we speak UP, and why are the officers UP for election and why is it UP to the secretary to write UP a report? We call UP our friends and we use it to brighten UP a room, polish UP the silver, we warm UP the leftovers and clean UP the kitchen. We lock UP the house and some guys fix UP the old car. At other times the little word has a real special meaning. People stir UP trouble, line UP for tickets, work UP an appetite, and think UP excuses... To be dressed is one thing, but to be dressed UP is special.. And this UP is confusing: A drain must be opened UP because it is stopped UP.

7 Up
7 UP passed away on March ??, 2012. Mindy fought a long battle and is now in a much better place with no more pain and suffering. She is surely missed and many of us feel as if a part of us is gone as well. She may be gone, but will never be forgotten. She lives on in the hearts and minds of all those she came into contact with. I will be updating this as I get the correct info and plan to convert 7's New Heaven as a tribute lounge to Mindy, so that all those that loved her can still be close to her in some way.

Up 4 Adoption.adopt.me.plz
I HAVE BEEN SEEING ALL OF THE AUCTIONS AND YES I THINK THEY ARE COOL IF YOU HAVE THE MONEY TO GET IN ONE AND OFFER HAPPY HOURS, VIPS, OR BLASTS, BUT SOME OF US CAN'T DO THAT .......SO HERE THE THING I WAS THINKING I WOULD DO ... I WILL PUT MYSELF AND OTHER ORPHANS LISTED BELOW UP FOR ADOPTION IF ANYONE WANTS TO ADOPT ME OR ONE OF MY ORPHANS AND BUY THE ORPHAN OF YOUR CHOICE A HAPPY HOUR, BLAST OR VIP YOUR ORPHAN WILL RATE ALL PICS AND STASH FOR ADOPTING THEM..OTHER THAN THAT YOU WOULD HAVE TO ASK THE ORPHAN OF YOUR CHOICE WHAT ELSE THEY MAY BE WILLING TO DO LOL LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU ALL THINK!!!! NO ORPHAN WILL BE TURNED AWAY...SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE ADDED... Hugssss & Kissess LOBOSHEWOLF

Up Again
Ok, my owner and I both are up for auction again! This is his link: AND THIS AUCTION CLOSES @ 10PM CENTRAL TONIGHT! (that's only 4 hours) And this is mine: Both of us have our offers listed on the pics (just ignore the repeated one on mine, I must have been sleepy when I did it). Go Bid on us! We'll make it worth your while! Please Repost CLICK THE PIC BELOW TO BID ON ME! MUST FAN/RATE/ADD THE HOST (link below) AUCTION INFO! STILL TAKING ENTRIES MORE TO COME....... JUST SEND ME THE LINK TO THE PIC YOU WAN

The Up And The Downs
You thank you know people, but you know nothing. Their are so many ways to say somthing I say and say hello I say tamayto you say tomotto ( if I am spelling it corect.) I say I like I like youyou, and you say you ?. ?. ?. You say Ok I see what you say has no meaning just words comeing from your mouth. I fall for the trap all the time. It set up and I see it and yet I still walk into it. One day just one day I will catch those two Those who go by the name of Fath and Desten other wise knows as Fate and Desteny. They come into our live and make them the way it should be we chose how to live our lives and they set in moshion. I feail for those who are damed when they stand agenst you. Feair has no meaining until they turn on you then you face their full grount. Ironey has little to no say she stand their and waite she judge only when it left up to her. An you say you wonte to know me yet you do so little to show intres. I like you and you say and do nothing in return.

Up And Coming Contest!!!!
Okies here is the deal, im going to have a contest coming up Friday April 4th. Its going to be a contest with 4 places....yes i said the top 4 people will win something!!! It's a comment contest and will be for the wackiest/sexiest salute to me. So I Need as many entrants as possible people!!! First place: choice of either 30 day blast or 3 month VIP Second place: will recieve choice of 30 day VIP or 7 day Blast Third: will recieve choice of 3 day blast or Bling pack Fourth: will recieve 50,000 Bux So Ladies, get the creative juices flowing and come up with something sexy for me. Fellas...think of something wacky. For all interested in entering into this contest let me know by E-mailing me: God_Moros@hotmail.com

Up And Comin'
FRI. SEPTEMBER 18TH P U R E __ F I L T H DUBSTEP presents BASSFACE More Bass in More Faces! featuring MALA (Digital Mystiks, DMZ UK) THE PROFESSIONALS (Pure Filth, L.A) 6 BLOCC (Pure Filth Audio, L.A) DJ G (NarcoHrtz, Pure Filth Audio, S.F) DLX (Pure Filth Audio, L.A) MAGI (Pure Filth, L.A) MC's JNEIRO JAREL & KEMST (Label Who, Pure Filth Soundsystem, L.A)

Up 4 Auction
BID ON THIS GLITTERING DIAMOND CLICK ON TAG WHAT SHE IS OFFERING 1. owner page for a month 2. Add to top friends and family for a month 3. All sfw pics rated and stash rated in HH 4. Gifts and comments though the month 5. Added to msn or yahoo F/A/R THE HOSTESS WHILE U ARE THERE!! *AngelDawn *Shadow Queen*Onwed By Barrylicious*Owner of Kiwichi*@ fubar PLEASE REPOST (repost of original by '*AngelDawn *Shadow Queen*Onwed By Barrylicious*Owner of Kiwichi*' on '2008-04-15 13:54:16')

Up 4 Auction
Spring Auction is... N O W O P E N ! ! ! ! ! ! Get Your Bids In! Auction brought 2 you by: у.υ.м.м.ι.ι.є уυмz Founder Of ΘΔIF @ fubar (repost of original by 'у.υ.м.м.ι.ι.є уυмz Founder Of ΘΔIF' on '2009-03-06 21:37:08')

Up 4 Auction!!
i am up 4 auction plz buy me bid on me show me some love heres the link http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1690010&albumid=1579682&i=594848365&idx=22 come on fu plz love me like i love you this my first time in a auction plz dont make me eat that humble pie LMAO damn lol AUCTION CLOSED SOLD TO KNIGHT & SINFULLY SWEET ADDICTION FOR 4.5MILLION FUBUCKS THX GUYS LOVES YA'LL

Upbeat And .....well You Fill In The Blank!
So with a million things going wrong from day to day what keeps you upbeat and running? Me its my son, my schooling, and certain people around me who just make me feel good. I had recently had a chance to spend some time with an old friend who I love very dearly. Not sure what it was, but the next day I had the best outlooks on life that I have ever had. Granted I cant have what I want. (you know....a good man, good job, nice house ect) right now, but I know that its not to far out of reach. I couldnt be happier.......ok well if I was getting some on a regular basis I might be! lol! Well Im new hear so down be to hard on me....yet ;)

Up Coming Bc 101-32 Class
I would like to welcome all of you to the new Booty Call class given by Professor Lick Smack Slurp TomTom. At this time I shall need a volunteer from the class, the pupil should be well washed clean and free of hair or trimmed neatly. Please introduce yourself to the Class and then remove all under garments seeing as you shall have no need for them during this long demonstration given by me Professor Lick Smack Slurp TomTom. The student may help Professor Lick Smack Slurp TomTom by the use of their fingers or other means; in which feel free to indulge yourself and be happy, be very happy. If the Student wishes to have a partner then I Professor Lick Smack Slurp TomTom shall decide if said student is able to help with the Demonstration. Seeing as that this is a girl’s only class, but for me Professor Lick Smack Slurp TomTom there should be no issue with the Partner situation. First the rules that the Schools says I must enforce while on School property. 1. no pulling Professors

Upcoming Shows
Join the Fam at New Yrs Evil F.I.S.T Inc April, 20 2007 at THE HIVE F.I.S.T Inc's MINI GATHERING PART 1 Not Available, TULSA, Oklahoma Cost: 15.00 LINE UP COMMING REAL SOON !!!!!!!! F.I.S.T Inc April, 21 2007 at THE OTHERSIDE PART 2 OF THE JUGGALO MINI Not Available, TULSA, Oklahoma Cost: 15.00 LINE UP COMMING REAL SOON !!!!!!!! TIXS FOR BOTH SHOWS ARE 25 BUX SO YOU SAVE 5 BUX F.I.S.T Inc December, 16 2006 at PINK EYE WRECK THE HALLS Not Available, TULSA, Oklahoma Cost: 10 LINE UP TBA

Upcoming Contest
Everyone makes mistakes...But what if your first mistake left you with no opportunity to prove that you learned something. You can change the frame, but the picture remains the same. Why spend the rest of your life crying over spoiled milk when you can go look for a new one.

Upcomming Events
Hi everyone, I'm going to be doing a confrence call on Sunday Febuary the 18th at 7pm mountain time. Anyone who wants is welcome to joininng in on this and just be sure that you let me know so that I can give you the number to call and the instructions. Basically I'll be talking about e-commerce; where it was, where it is, and where its headed in the future and its defenatly some good info! So like I said it is open to anyone basically you just call a number put in the password and just listen in and you'll want to be in front of a computer so that you can see exactly what I will be talking about with you as I go through it. The call will last approx. 35-45 mins and I will provide my contact information on there so that you can get a hold of me if you have any questions. - Ransom

Upcoming Black Events Updates
THE WORLD FAMOUS MIAMI CARNIVAL Place: Miami Beach, Florida Date: October 5 - 7, 2007 Are you ready for the most explosive power packed party parade in the country. For years, the Miami Carnival has stood around as one of the most anticipated events in florida and the world If you havent heard about it, now you know. Over Thousands of party goes from the carribean will arrive in the Miami downtown area for Columbus Day Weekend 11TH ANNUAL PALM SPRINGS WEEKEND GETAWAY Place: Palm Springs, California Date: July 27-29, 2007 You Are About To Witness How The West Was Won! YOU ARE ABOUT TO EXPERIENCE THE HOTTEST, SEXIEST, WETTEST GROWN FOLKS EVENT ON THE WESTCOAST WE ARE TAKING IT BACK TO CALI! During the last 11 years, the Palm Springs Getaway has been considered the best kept secret spot and super event on the west coast. Now guess what? This year, it's not a secret anymore. There just ain't no party like a Palm Springs party. Hotels are

Upcoming Shows
These will be updated as new shows are booked. MR. BIG'S PUB (FORMERLY JOKER'S) APPLETON, WI 1216 S. Onieda Street Appleton, WI 54911 920.991.2724 8-10-2007 - 9:00 PM PRIVATE PARTY WRIGHTSTOWN, WI 8-17-2007 - 9:00 PM THE RODEO NEENAH, WI Opening for Blend Seven 8-31-2007 - 9:00 PM FLAGSTONE (B-RAD'S) APPLETON, WI Opening for Blend Seven. 9-7-2007 - 9:00 PM THE TAP HOUSE Kaukauna, Wisconsin Sep 15 2007 9:00 PM THE COPPERSHOT NEW LONDON, WI 10-27-2007 - 9:00 PM

Upcoming Games
Now that the Royals baseball season is over, I have an upcoming Wizards game this coming Friday, a college football classic on Saturday and another Chiefs home game on Sunday.... It's going to be a busy weekend and maybe a long one depending upon how things go....I don't think that really either of the first two games should really be all that bad to work like the Chiefs would be....even though the Chiefs are suck on offense this year, it doesn't mean that it'll make the fans stop coming out and supporting the team all together....most especially when it's a division rivalry game.... My Dad and I both direct traffic for the Chiefs and Wizards but we work at the same intersection only for the Chiefs....our intersection is the busiest intersection of the entire sports complex....my Dad hates being bored and can't stand to not be busy so I let him stand in the middle of the intersection and direct the majority of the traffic while I stand off to the side and help direct one lane of

Upcoming Show!!!!!
the MushroomHead/Psyclon 9 show is this sunday!!!!aahhhhh!! and we just added a show at The Engine Room on Halloween night, as part of HaVoK's COSTUME NIGHT PARTY!!! so get your asses costumed up and be there wednesday bitches!!!!! no need for fake blood, your good buddies from Cerebral Down will spew all you need...muahahaha!! ill put the flyer up as soon as its done....... my(our) band, Cerebral Down, is opening for MushroomHead/Phsyclon9 on October28 at The Meridian. im selling the few remaining tickets we have left, but, i would hope to see you guys there!!!

Upcoming Movies
Cannot wait to see some of these! 2008 Releases: * * List of 2008 films * American films of 2008 1 * 10,000 BC (film) * 17 (film) 2 * 21 (2008 film) * 27 Dresses 7 * 7G Rainbow Colony (Hindi Remake) 9 * 9 (2008 film) A * Aayirathil Oruvan * Abhiyum Naanum * Ace Ventura Jr. * Adam Resurrected * Addicted (2008 film) * After.Life * Agent One-Half * Akbar (film) * The Ambassador * American Summer * Americanese * Ananda Tandavam * The Anarchist's Wife * Andrew Henry's Meadow * Angels & Demons (film) * Angus, Thongs and Full-Frontal Snogging * Another Gay Sequel: Gays Gone Wild * The Argentine * The Art of War 2 * Atlas Shrugged (film) * August (film) B * Baby Mama (film) * Babylon A.D. (film) * Babysitter Wanted * The Bank Job * Be Kind Rewind * Beautiful Loser (film) * Bedti

Upcoming Shows
12/10/2007 08:00 PM - AVALON THEATER SALT LAKE CITY, Utah w/ HED(pe) 12/11/2007 08:00 PM - Idaho State University Ballroom Idaho State University, Pocatello, Idaho 83209 w/ HED(pe) 12/12/2007 08:00 PM - THE BIG EASY W. 333 Spokane Falls Blvd., Spokane, Washington 99201 w/ Hed(pe) 12/13/2007 08:00 PM - El Corazon 109 Eastlake Ave. East, Seattle, Washington 98109 w/ Hed(pe) 12/14/2007 08:00 PM - Club Vertigo 5240 S. Tacoma Way, Tacoma, Washington 98409 w/ Hed(pe) 12/15/2007 08:00 PM - DOMINO ROOM BEND, Oregon w/ HED(pe)

Upcoming 2008
I have moved to Alabama about a two years ago and still don't know many people here, besides the ones I see at Calhoun. Well, come May I am finished with my associates degree in Political Science. Now I'm looking for the next college to go to. I have also currently found myself very fond of a new friend. He is willing to move anywhere in the U.S. with me as long as I am willing to start that kind of step with him. I have never been away from my parents before and I am now 25. I have never lived with someone else before in my life. So, all this is new to me. I am not sure what to do. He is in another state, but we both want a clean, fresh start and a new place for the new year, I guess you could call that a "Major change" in our lives. I have known him for quite a while, but the distance and my school is what has kept us apart for so long. No, we haven't had a long distance relationship more of a friendship, but I think we are good enough friends to maybe start a relationship

Upcoming Shoots
Greeting everyone. This months Shoots are as follows. 3rd - 5th South Carolina 7th - 13th Vegas 14th - 19th L.A. area 20th - 31st Jacksonville Fl. I am open for at least 2 shoots. Contact me if interested! Lady_liz

Up Coming In 2008
There are many things that are going to change in my life this year for example I'm wanting to move really soon, another thing is that I'm tired of being single because life these days are very lonely. I have to finnish two of my trucks before I leave one I need a tranny for it and the other I just need to put some parts back on it so those will be done in the next two weeks as long as I put my mind to it. But other than that I will keep on posting what is on my mind and let some people know what's going on This is about California legislation being passed to exterminate pit bulls. If it passes in California, it could be on it's way to anywhere. Someone has to try to make a difference...what if it were your pet? It would be great if My Yearbook and My Space could be used for something good . Please pass the word along and post this...so as many people can see this as possible .

Upcoming !!!!
Come play with me at Hellbound at I-Lounge inside Clutch Cargos in Pontiac on Feb 22nd! I will a couple pieces to play on. Also March 8th at The Works in Detroit Redemption Bondage Equipment's 9th anniversary party. Guests will include Ladies of the Fine Line , B.D.T. Pipe and Tobacco , Wonder Woman Massage , Cat O' Nine Tails and performance by Bondage Faerie

Up Comming Weddings
UP COMMING FUBAR WEDDINGS TO BE PREFORMED Damien & wicked lil Angel 5-2-08-wicked intentions john & micky 4-20 7pm eastern wicked intentions 1) ALL PARTYS WISHING TO BE MARRIED MUST GIVE ME AT LEAST 2 WEEKS NO LESS THAN A WEEKS NOTICE PRIOR TO THE DATE THEY WISH TO BE MARRIED THIS WAY THERE WILL BE NO CONFUSEION AND I WONT END UP SCHEDULEING 2 WEDDINGS FOR THE SAME TIME 2) PARTYS WISHING TO BE MARRIED MUST AT LEAST HAVE 2 WITTNESS'S 3)DEPENDING ON HOW U WISH TO HAVE YOUR CERTIFICATE DONE I NEED PERMISSION FROM BOTH PARTYS TO RIP A PICK OF THEM SO THAT THEY MAY BE ADDED TO THE CERTIFICATE I CAN DO THEM EITHER WAY IN OTHER WORDS WITH PICKS OF THE COUPLE OR WITH OUT OR PROVIDE ME WITH A PICK U WISH TO APEAR ON IT IF U DONT WANT A PHOTO OF YOURSELF 4) SPECIAL BACK GROUNDS FOR THE LOUNGE YOU WISH TO BE MARRIED IN MUST BE PROVIDED BY YOURSELF OR THE ROOM OWNER 5)IF YOU WISH A BULLETIN MADE TO ANNOUNCE YOUR WEDDING I MUST BE LET KNOWN OF THIS IN ENOUGH

Up Coming Surgery
As most of my close good friends know, I lost my implants right after Thanksgiving last year. In fact I went into the hospital the Monday after Thanksgiving with the doctor wanting to do surgery that afternoon but I was to dehydrated to do it. They pumped fluids into me all night and I had surgery the next morning. I lost my right implant and alot of breast tissue. no it was not cancer. A milk gland stopped up then got infected and then Abcess after abcess, the size of the implant kept the infection hide until it was really horrible and all inside my chest, it was to the point of causing me heart problems. The doctor told me if I had waiting another day to come in I would have been dead. The implants was floating in the infection and alot of other gross things I won't mention, but anyway, they removed the implant and alot of tissue, and it left a massive hole. I was on a wound vac for months and I had a second surgery in Feb. They had to open it back up and debred it. Put me back on th

Upcoming Denver Shows!!!!!!!!
Upcoming 303 Hip Hop Shows with DJ UNISON: Thu Feb, 19 2009 Black Milk with Special Guests (Dent & DJ Unison) Fox Theater Boulder CO, 8:00PM DOORS / 08:30 PM SHOW UPCOMING MARCH SHOWS: dates - To Be announced KRS-One with special guests (DENT & DJ Unison) 3 different tour locations & dates(TBA): Fox, Cervantes, FT Collins Once KRS one Locks the dates I'll update the blog but for now this should give you an idea on how we're grindin in 09 !!!!!

Upcoming Concerts I Will Be At!!
This is for fans in the Ontario/Los Angeles area!! TXT KNOT to 50505 and have a chance to win 2 Free tickets and a Meet&Greet with members of Slipknot! Please make sure you put the venue closest to you! Slipknot with Coheed and Cambria and Trivium The Forum Inglewood, CA Sat, Mar 7, 2009 07:00 PM OR Slipknot with Coheed and Cambria and Trivium Citizens Business Bank Arena Ontario, CA Tue, Mar 10, 2009 07:00 PM PRESENTING THE ALL HOPE IS GONE WORLD TOUR FEATURING SLIPKNOT, COHEED AND CAMBRIA, AND TRIVIUM! Starting January 23rd Slipknot will be embarking on The All Hope Is Gone World Tour with support from Coheed and Cambria and labelmates, Trivium . The tour will be hitting over 30 cities with a historic stop at Madison Square Garden, the band's first show there! Corey Taylor says of the trek, "2009 is the 10 year anniversary of the world's first taste of this band. To celebrate we are coming back out with a killer tour, a couple great bands and the same fero

Upcoming Auto 11's And 3rd Hh
THIS IS AN EXCLUSIVE Has Auto 11's and a Happy Hour on Tuesday. Hey Everyone! I'm working my way up to Oracle. I have about 18 million to go. To help close the gap, I will have Auto 11s on Monday night around 6pm fu-time. And hosting my 3rd Happy Hour on Tuesday at 1pm fu-time. So come and get your rates on. If you haven't already, Fan/Add me to your friend list while you're at it. So tell your friends, its a great way to level up, I know personally that is how I got to where I am at now. Also, I will be paying fuBucks for rates...10k/100 rates. For payment, you must comment the last pic in each album and PM me with the total number rated. Only PM if you want payment. ♥DaddyBear♥@ fubar

Upcoming B-day
Ok so my b-day is coming up and I'm not sure what to do. It falls on a Tuesday so I'm thinking about doing something the weekend before on Saturday, but I also have to go out on Tuesday cause it's my actually b-day and st patty's day. Still don't know where to go. I have a mix of friends some like the hip hop bars and me and some like the punk rock goth scene. I just found out about a fetish bar here in Columbus so I'd love to check it out also. So any ideas would be great.

Upcoming Events
Bassment Entertainment in conjunction with Lyricsurge Records World Youth Movement present Oracle (A Spoke N' Heard Event)Open Mic Poetry/Song/Book Reading/Discussionat Tovah4404 Avenue H between Troy Avenue and East 45th StreetBrooklyn, NYEvery Thursday8 PM-until (Showtime 9 PM to Midnight)Hosted by Wayne D. Russell (Songwriter, poet and activist)Featuring guest performers:Ras OsagyefoK-Lyric& moreFree admissionDinner Available Contact me here for more information. White on White Midnight Cruise Saturday, June 12th, 2010 Aboard the Star of Palm Beach Pier 40 - West Side Highway and West Houston Street Boarding at 11:45 PM. Departing at 1 AM.Tickets $40 (Dinner Included)Dress to Impress. All White Preferred.21 & Over. ID A Must. Tight Security.Music By:Magnus SupremeVibez CampBenyamin AKA Badman Benny Send me a message here for more information and tickets.

Up Coming Gigs
this weekend we will be at the road house in colonie ny on friday and at mal's lounge in haverhill mass on saturday.....come on out and have a good time....and if you see me say HI.......www.toysintheattic.us for more info

Upcoming Shows
Time Today at 9:30pm - Tomorrow at 2:00am Location The Shop @ The Hidden House Created By TheHidden House, TheShop Hidden-House, Lindsey Wells, Ryan PointNine Klein More Info The OG Shop DJs Roach and Al Page Plus Spit MC Showcase feat. Lakai, 6X, Skywriter and Point 9Spinnin funky beats before and after show https://www.facebook.com/#!/event.php?eid=261337473876710 Check me out on FB and to get more details! https://www.facebook.com/#!/point9fanpage

Upcoming Punjabi Movie
With the Grace of God and help of friends , RIMPY PRINCE is going to announce there new Punjabi Movie on 1st of Jan 2013. Guess name of cast and win prize. Prize ?? :) You could get a chance to enjoy Dinner with cast and crew.https://www.facebook.com/dir.rimpyprince

Updates On My Life & Loves.
Hello all my family, friends & fans.. I am leaven my first blog here to let you all know I will be gone from September 14th till September 23rd. I am haven the time of my life. And I can not wait to leave. I will mis you all. An be taken you all with me in my heart. Love Kinky Just a little tid bit of info as to why we have not been around. It seems my mother has had a heart attack while taken her blind dog out to go to potty. In the process she fell down 13 steps an busted her knee cap all to shit. So I will be gone for a few months. I will pop in off an on to keep ya all posted. And my husband as well. So it has been packen what I need to go stay a few nasty winter months with my mom to help take care of her an get her back up an doing well again. Mind you she is only 65. And all I have left for family since my father died in February of this year. So I will wish you all now a great time. Send all my love. And hope to see you all soon. May the Goddess & God Bless y

Updates
I am super pissed. Tired of so called friends who have an agenda. I am going to explode and it's not going to be pretty. I may seem like a nice boy, and I rarely get mad. But when I do, back up. I'm tired. Been working 47 hours this week with no help, I feel like I'm going to scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Alright guys, time for me to write a little. I am watching football and just pondering stuff. Life, relationships, the basic stuff. Anyways, saw the movie Click last night. Thought it was going to more of a comedy. Turned out to be very sad. But it totally reemphasizes the blast I put up. Don't go fast forwarding through your life, because one day it'll be gone. Tell them you love them! It's almost the second half of the game, so I'll keep this short. Some things on here that piss me off: people who post the same bulletin twenty times people who post and their repost their OWN bulletin people who tell you to vote in a contest without first talking to you or anyth

Update On Me For Whoever Really Wants To Know
well i have been hard at work on my college courses getting a 98% average for bothfamily is doing great and i start my new job part time in about 15 minutes well ill write more later Have a great Saturday everyone!!

Updates
JUST WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT I WAS HOME FROM MY SURGERY AND I AM OKAY...JUST IN ALOT OF PAIN....BUT IT WAS WORTH IT....NO MORE KIDS...LOL i mean look how much he has changed here are his hospital pics...a friend put them into a collage here he is at one month...well a little over here he is at a little over 2 months here he is now

Updates
So this weekend is my big weekend..busy as hell! I'll start with Thursday since for me thats when this weekend starts. After work, it will be the "usual." The whole group gets together at the poolhall shoots a few games, enjoys some music and then hits the Steer to eat and mess around with anyone else there. Creamer fights are the greatest. After all the fun and games there, it will be time to just crash and ready myself for the next day, one that I thought I would never live to see...one of my best friends from all the way back to grade school is getting married! How the hell did that happen?!?! So, yeah, I get to get all dressed up and snazzy looking, which means new pics for here, and celebrate with him..not to mention make sure his cold feet stay In the church..i'm on door duty. After that, the reception should be quite "lively" with a nice after party at the hotel as well for the wedding party and close friends. When we all finally wake up and recover enough to move on Satu

Update #1
Anyways hello to everyone out there reading this...sorry i havent been around much lately to talk to anyone....i have just been sooooo busy...if u want u can still keep in touch by emailing me@ heartteemptress@yahoo.com...ill try my best to keep in touch...but otherwise everything seems to be going ok here...and i still look forward to ur comments and pics...so please keep em coming and ill log in periodically to check em out...and thanks again everyone...and if uve got kids give em an extra hug for me...and remember to smile a little more often...it makes the day go by much quicker...:)...ok ya'll take care and ill b back around soon... Well my daughter was born at 1:45p...on march 29...she was 20" long 8 lbs 14 ounces....sadly to say her daddy and i split up...so yeah the wedding is off...sorry for any disappointments...and she's living with her daddy...long story....but please dont feel and pity or sorrow for me...i believe that things have a way of working themselves out....especia

Update
Time to update everyone on whats been happening in my wonderful life.. Work: Work sucks.. lol.. I gotta love my job tho.. I get paid to sit there all day and basically do nothing.. there are days that im really busy, but most of the time I am bored off my ass!! But in order to pay off my bills and get that new car I am so desperatley needing, I gotta keep working.. Status: I finally have a reason to smile!! That should explain it all.. My girlfriend is amazing!! We have been together for almost 2 months now and it has been the best 2 montsh of my life.. I never thought I could meet someone as great as her.. Words cant really explain the way I feel about her.. All that matters is that we are happy together.. We had a bumby first month, but we got through it and it made us stronger then ever.. I love my girlfriend!! There really isn't much more to update you on.. My birthday is in a few months.. December 10th.. Im gonna be 23 and I expect everyone to come out and party with

Update On Life
HEY EVERYONE, I DOING GREAT. MY LITTLE SISTER IS GETTING SO BIG. I AM TURNING 18 IN 28 DAYS. I CANT FREAKING WAIT. MY AUNT IS BUYING ME A HOTEL ROOM FOR MY BIRTHDAY. I AM GETTING A HOTEL ROOM AT THE HOLIDAY INN EXPRESS. I AM GETTING THE ROOM FOR NOVEMBER 3RD- 5TH. SO IF ANYONE WANTS TO COME CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY WITH ME THATS WHERE I WILL BE STAYING AT. I FOUND SOMEONE THAT I LOVE WITH ALL OF MY HEART BUT SHE IS IN A RELATIONSHIP RIGHT NOW. SO I AM HOPING AFTER WE GET OUT OF SCHOOL. IT'S ALSO HARD BECAUSE I GO TO TECH AND SHE GOES TO CD HIGH SCHOOL. THAT SHE ISNT GOING TO BE WITH HIM. IF THEY ARENT TOGETHER THEN I WILL HAVE A CHANCE WITH HER. BUT OTHER THAN THAT MY LIFE IS GREAT. I JUST GOT MY SENIOR PICTURES BACK. SO IF ANYONE WANTS A SENIOR PICTURE OF ME JUST HIT ME UP AND I WILL GIVE YOU ONE. ON THE OTHER NOTE I AM GETTING FUCKING THREATENED BY A CERTAIN SOMEONE AGAIN. YOU NEED TO FUCKING STOP THREATING ME. I HAVE LEFT YOU THE HELL ALONE. I AM GLAD YOU ARE HAPPY. I AM HAPPY TO. S

Updates On Life
We are moving on base tommorrow as usual I have done ALL the packing myself. fucking lazy ass men, lol. Oh well. well lets see i'm still totally confused by men some are toal sweethearts and some are just plain assholes but seems like the swethearts are outnumbering the assholes right now.The ex is out of his mind in thinking i can just let go of certain discrepencies. I have been through way too much in my life to let what has occured go just at a split secnd. i think i had the right idea before i met him to just concentrate on me and my kids. well tommorrow at 1221 I will offically be the big 30. looking back I know I have made mistakes and I have made good choices. my beautiful kids, my loving husband, all my family and friends. not forgetting all my great guy friends. Lars, JAred, JOsh, and so many more you all have been so awesome, you have kept my moral high when life was sucking so majorly. So looking back i might change one or two things but over all I think I will be loo

Updatez On Me Aka Virgo24
(As some of you don't know who I am, there was a lot of problems going on when i wrote this note, it is just how I feel, and I had a lot on my mind that day, I wrote it on monday I think I am not for sure. You are more welcome to comment on it.. Don't judge me for who I am, If I see that I will delete your comment ok.. Below is the note I wrote and it cause alot of problems on my step dads family his side. so please read of what is going on and how I feel.) Right now my life is always in living hell, why I am saying this, because I have a good reason why, I said it in the first place. I am tired of drama that happens in my life, and I want good things to happen with me. Well it is not going to happen at all. I am tired people loving other men and stuff like that. I just think it is unfair for whom ever is single. Yes that person is jealous of that person but it hurts them so much. I get depressed all the time when I see people holding hands, and kissing and so on. It hurts s

Update
Well this sunday i will be leaving new jersey. My dad came and visited me and we had a great time. I already miss him so much. While my dad was here my boyfriend went to jail. I told him that if he went to jail that it would be over. I cant take it here in new jersey no more. Im upset and cant stop crying. Hey guys my dad doesnt have to go to jury duty on wednesday. He is still coming up this thursday and i cant wait. Thanks for all the prayers and crossing your figures for me. I love you guys!!

An Update To My Page
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Update On Me I Guess Lol
Well, I am 17 wks pregnant, only 23 more to go thank goodness! lol. It'll all be worth it though. They think my baby's a boy, won't know for sure until March I guess. Kinda just livin it day by day here. Lovin life and trying to stay on the upside of it. There's really not too much that has changed lately. Just wanted to give an update on how me and the baby are doing. TTYL --- Christy

Updates!!!
just so everyone doesnt begin to worry....and i am greatful to have and have made friends like all of you.... i got a call saying my mom is doing ok, still gonna be in the hospital, not sure when she will be out....but of course...never fails....test's came back negative...like fucking always, why cant they find anything of why she keeps getting the partial heart attacks??? and people wonder why i have very lil faith in the medical system....but anywho im gonna keep everyone posted!!! thanks for all the prayer's and luv for me and my soon to be wifes family!!!! love you all

Update - I Am Not Lost! Lol
Hey Family and Friends... Just letting you all know I am doing good! I made it to Texas just fine. Am having a wonderful time with Chris (ZEBRAfan) and his son Brandon. I will be heading back this weekend. Am not looking forward to that at all. :-( Hope you all are doing well! Will keep you posted! *HUGS* Love, Trudy

Updated Pics!
Ok now here is just something to think about.. Why is it that men automatically think they can be disrespectful when commenting a pic of adult nature? I'm not saying anything about anyone specific.. but using words like "cunt, monkey, etc" to describe the female anatomy is just rather crude. Do we as women open ourselves up for that when posting pics of this nature? The human body, male or female is a work of art.. some show it off, some don't.. all should be respected.. Looking for opinions on this.. Edit: I should probably clarify, no one in the LC or CT (whatever) has said anything negative to me about any of my pics, the attention has been all positive.. It's just when I look at what some people say, I'm like "did they just say what I think I just read??" Don't get me wrong, risque(sp?) comments are always welcome.. I expect that with the naughty nature of the photos.. but "I want to pound that" or "suck my cock" may not be the best way to get my attention.. I posted new pics

Update
hey everyone sorry ive been gone for awhile but everything is better, although im starting to feel sick again lol but whats new huh? Anyway i been working my ass off trying o make ends meet which is why I havent been on here but on a brighter note I havent smoked a cuggarette since thursday woohoo especially since ive been in a bar scene everyday this weekend. Thats it for now

Update...
Just to let you know that we are back online. Can't wait to catch up with all you sexy cherries! I won't be on for a little while I am getting ready to move (I will still be here in town...just going to a "nicer" house. So please don't think that I have forgotten any of you b/c that is not the case. Love you all and hope you have a great weekend! I will soon be posting some pics of the Bar Wench and be posting a vote of which video of Dakota dancing to Madonna's "Sorry" to put up in the photos as soon as I recieve them.

Updates From This Side Of Nowhere
So i'm back now sorry for the long absence i've been busy having a baby on oct. 25th our son was born he has red hair not the kind that ya call carrot top but a dark almost burgundy color he was 9.5 lbs with blue eyes i was in labor for 46 hours then they ended up having to take him by emergency C section so i've been busy recovering and discovering all the joys of being a new parent like stange colored poopie diapers and being thankfull for my years spent with insomnia for once in my life its ok that i sleep more durring the day then at night any way i just thought i'd let you guys no where i've been hope to talk to ya all soon and hear about what trouble you've got your selves into -Mara Black

Update??
hi all. been too busy working for a while. so didnt have time to rate any pics etc let alone do some work on this profile and add more pics. hope to have a bit more time this week. just leaves me with a dillema.... catch up on some pic rating or finally update my profile and pics

Updates
Ok, I'm not here that much cause I'm sorting out my head and shit, but coming back here to check messages, and seeing half my fucking bullitin board filled with "ZOMG CHANGE AARG WE H8 U BBJ!!11" posts means I've made a clearout of some of the "Freinds" I've had. Sorry, I'm sick of your shit. The spam filter is there to stop this place going to spam hell, and if your not going to vary your message a LITTLE BIT for your target, for the fucking love of the gods, a post below a image saying "Hey , here's some love for ", is it really a slightly felt message? Or is it just an easy C&P for your fucking cherry points? IS THAT SO FUCKING HARD TO DO?! Gods, I see why Mike posted such a blunt comment on his blog to be honest, when I say over HALF my message board full of Reposts of why it sucks, the same thing bounced between 2 people to allow reposting, and no real intelligence in any comment, I realised I'd misplaced my freindship with a few members. As anyone who knows/cares/notice

Update
WELL I HAD AN INTERESTING DAY TODAY. I GOT IN A WRECK. I WAS FOLLOWING BEHIND THIS GUY AND HE THEN DECIDED TO STOP AND PROCEED TO BACK UP AND I SAW HIS BRAKE LIGHTS AND THEN BAM. HE HIT ME AND I DIDNT EVEN GET A CHANCE TO GET MY BEAST INTO REVERSE WHEN IT HAPPENED. I HAD 4 OF MY KIDS IN THE CAR WITH ME. INCLUDING MY BABY. AND WHATS WORSE IS HIS INSURANCE WAS EXPIRED!!! LET ME TELL YA I WAS EXTREMELY PISSED OFF. AND NOW MY BACK IS HURTING. IM JUST GLAD THAT WE DIDNT HAVE OUR MINIVAN. IT PROBABLY WOULD HAVE BEEN WORSE. SO GOING TO TAKE IT IN TOMORROW TO SEE HOW LONG IT WILL TAKE TO GET IT FIXED AND GOING TO HAVE TO PAY THE 500 DECUTABLE. OR HOWEVER YA SPELL IT. LOL. WELL THATS ALL FOR NOW. PLEASE LEAVE ME SUM LOVE. THANKS. GIGGLES. Ok. I added a few new things to my profile. I hope everyone likes it. Still trying to get the hang of this site. :) So please forgive me for any screw ups and hope everyone has a good weekend. Mary

Updates
My oldest granddaughter just gave birth to a beautiful little girl. I was there for the delivery and got to cut the cord. Her name is Harley Renee Elizabeth Larson. She was born on 11/30/06 at 6:07pm Pacific time. She is 19 inches long and weighed 7 pounds 12.6 ounces. this is the daughter of my oldest girl that was murdered almost 2 years ago. She (granddaughter) was also shot in the hand, but it's healed marvelously and she is doing great. I'll post some pix as soon as I can. Susy

Update On What's New With Me.
So I have been searching very diligently for a job for a few weeks now. I finally am getting some responses from quality companies and am having some good interviews, so that's good! Very good! I should also be FINALLY getting the fiber optic connection hooked up tomorrow and I can't wait to drop kick dial-up back to the cesspool from whence it arose. Unless something happens to delay it until next week. It will be nice to finally see how well CT runs with an ultra-fast connection, dual-core processor, 2Gigs of RAM and a widescreen display. Until then, I have to deal with partially loaded pages, no sounds, and frequent 404s and random disconnects. Have a good evening everyone! Woohoo! got my hispeed internet finally! No more timeouts and partially loaded pages. :D

Updates ....
Dear Annie: I have a question for "Lonely in Connecticut," the almost-40 short, balc mand with below-average looks who can't get a date. Does he zero-in on the 5-foot8 slender, model-like blonde with the great body? How about giving the smallish, even pudgy, brown-haired gal with a nice smile and quiet wasy a look? When my attrative, personality-plus charismatic son complained that he couldn't find anthing but high-maintenace girls, I asked if, when he entered a club, he scanned for the best lookers there. He answered, "Of course!" I suggested thats he eliminate all those girls and check out the next level and see if he finds more interestings and lee-needu girls - those who don't depend on their looks alone to be attractive. Today my son is married to a wonderful gal, everage-looking and slightly overwieght, but fiercely loyalm supportive and hard-working. They started out as friends, and tier friendship "caught fire," as Ann Landers used to say. Maybe "Lonely" has overlook

Updates On Me
Last night my then boyfriend Jesse propsed... I am sooooooooo HAPPY!!!! I am officially ENGAGED!!!! I hope everyone is having a wonderful day and if I dont speak to you soon HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!! Well I am slowly getting better. I have had to go to the doctor twice within a week. I have had trouble breathing, it hurt to breathe, cough, sneeze, laugh, hiccup, sit, stand, anything and everything you can think of. Thank god for antibiotics. Thank god for my family because I couldn’t take care of my kids so I’ve been staying at my sister Kim’s house all week. My mom has taken care of my babies such as cooking for them and helping me when they’ve acted up. My mom let me sleep of a morning even after my kids got up. She would fix me breakfast. They’re not the only ones whom have looked after me, my boyfriend Jesse has called while I’ve been sick asking and making sure I was ok. He called after my doctors appointments and asked if I had taken my medicine yet. When I would cough he would ask if I

Update Thank You Everyone
Hey everyone. I haven't had time to sit down and update everyone on my son. He done real well during surgery and is healing great. After a small infection on his incision and some antibiotics the doctor has said he doesn't need to go back. He is still recovering and everything but things could not have went better during surgery. I want to thank everyone that kept him in there prayers. Merry Christmas everyone.

Updates
I've at best had an erratic presence here at CT. Along with work I've recently opened myself to an old yet new experience. This Blog goes out to her as well. I met someone, here no less, that has turned out to be an incredible person in many different ways. The most important of them being, she gave me a deep sense of self worth. Unfortunately however timing and social conventions prevent her from following her heart. Normally I don't care enough about other people to really concern myself with such thoughts, at least not beyond the surface issues involved. Well this woman, that has the key to my heart, has brought me to a new juncture. I have to let her know here, and hence the rest of the world, because I've cut off all other forms of my communicating with her. For all the light she's brought into my life, knowing that she will not be a part of it has sent me in the opposite direction now. Where once I felt like a super nova, now I feel like a black hole. Because I know my dark natur

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Update On Life
Hey every one its febuary 25 2007 3:21 pm its been two hours since my roommate and i kicked my boyfriend sean out into the snow because he was trying to rape me when i wouldn't give him sex 24/7 and he was aware of my past and yet he threw it all back in my face and still procedded to force him self on me...just to warn you all people call me bones and sean is not who he says he is...he is not the nice sweet person he persudes to be...he is very controling and can not take no for an answer so if u read this just pass it on thank you....sweetvampir btw thank nomadch2 for helping out as well well today has been a pritty good day..it is 5:45pm jeni is sitting on the couch watching csi, which i am peaking over my sholder and watching as well...Sean has gotten into candy and has his toys taken away..the only problem with this solution is that he keeps coming out into the living room when he is not supposed to. Well anyways enough about them..now me...For the last six months i have been w

Up Dates
how is everyone doing long time since i heard from anyone...i am doing good, hit me up...love to hear from all my old friends and hear from new people.. iam christopher ,40,male,in rome,new york i have these messengers i can be reached on: thewolfwhowalksalone_2005 on yahoo bwoofie2002 on hotmail blueeyeguylookin on aim so add me lets chat! love to all, Christopher IAM LOOKING FOR OLD FRIENDS I MADE IN 2007 AND HOPING TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS IN 2008.. IF YOU LIKE WHAT YOU SEE AND YOU WANNA ADD ME AND CHAT ..YOU CAN REACH ME HERE... thewolfwhowalksalone_2005 on yahoo bwoofie2002 on hotmail blueeyeguylookin on aim add me and lets talk.. WHO HAS A CHRISTMAS CRUSH ON ME? WHO WOULD LOVE TO FIND ME UNDER THEIR TREE? LOVE TO KNOW ...YOU MIGHT GET YOUR WISH? PLEASE LEAVE ME COMMENTS AND CRUSH ME...

Update
Juss wanted to let all my friends and family know I am back!!!!!! Thanks for all the love i recieved while I was gone!!! Hugs and kisses Must easier to thank everyone this way for all the b-day love. I love ya all!! Hugs and kisses Love Potion #9: In a small pot, simmer a half cup of jojoba oil and, moving your spoon clockwise, stir in 9 drops each of the following essential oils: ambergris, cinnamon, frankincense, jasmine, lavender, musk, orange blossom, rose, violet, and ylang ylang. Let cool and store in a dark glass container. Dab yourself with it as you would your favorite perfume before a night out (or a night in) to drive your loved one wild with desire. Love Charm: To draw love into your life, cut a three by three inch square of aluminum foil. All metals have attractive properties, and work much like a lightening rod which draws electricity from the atmosphere. Sprinkle a pinch each of dried parsley, rosemary, and thyme onto the center of the foil. Carefully fold the foil

Updates In The Juggalo Family!!!!
Hey all, I AM HOME NOW!!! It was just a minor heart attack due to stress. I am doing fine now an will be back for the attack tomorrow. Need to get a wee bit more rest before I tourcher you all some more. LOVE YA ALL Kinky Sorry we havent been on but our 11 year old daughter had open heart surgery so. It has been hectic. She is doing well an is out of the woods. She is now in the Cardiac unit an we hope to have her home by monday. see ya soon. M&R We wish all the lo's & Lette's an others of our family an friends a blessed New Year. An pray you all have a great an safe night. We are gone to the cottage an will not be back for a couple days. MMFWCL Raphael & Melissa

Updated:)
new pics commmmmmmmment bitches:) You scored as Romantic Goth. You are a romantic goth, better known as a traditional goth. You are probably quickly identified as a goth by outsiders. Black lace, bats, and moonlit cemetaries are just a few of your favorite things. Click on my name to take my other tests if you liked this one.Romantic Goth75%Perky Goff67%Old-school Goth58%Ethereal Goth54%Industrial/Rivet-Head54%Death Rocker50%Anything-Goes Goth50%Understanding Outsider38%Cyber-goth29%Fantasy Goth17%Confused Outsider

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I went out on the first with some friends and those SOB's convinced me to have some Taco Bell so I gave in and ordered. Now I do like the occasional Taco now mind you but little did I know what this little Fourth Meal had in store for me. To save the nasty details lets just say I lost about 11 lbs and was dehydrated, 48 hrs bed rest. TO CURE FLU/FOOD POISONING: Pedialyte ( 2 liters)- I drank it as a wrestler and a football player, it is the best. 12pk Sprite- It is cold and soothing on your stomach Jello w/bannannas- The key thing is electrolytes and having a small amount of fiber put back into your system to get the train on the tracks again. Plus bannannas are easy to chew and swallow. Oh and suck it up your going to puke (most likely twice) so it was the most painful & delightful feeling you get from this. It stinks your going to have to eat and drink just to get it out of your system. After the second time it should be all up hill from there. After 2 days @ 100% - :

Update
Just letting everyone know I am alive and well. Been out of touch for a while, and not much time now, but all is still well. I do hope everything is going great for all of you back home! Just thought this was the quickest way to let all of you know what has been going on! We have been on the move and VERY busy, which is why no one has seen me on line recently. I will be around more when things settle down... Thanks to all of you who are sending prayers and keeping us in your thoughts...you are the best.

Updated Page
i've been working on updating my page, comment me on it, i really want to know what you people think do you like? any suggestions? i'd like, also been uploading more pics and love help leveling up to a phsyco cherry atleast. thanks chris

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SNOWBUNNY 'S LAST HOURS: She had a badly swollen leg.with a severe staph infection they think, from her leg,something (that?) It spread to her her kidneys that shut down, then her liver, shut down. Then it spread to her brain. She was in a comma for 3 days before the Dr, Gave her a couple days to live bcuz nothing else could possibly be done. She went into a comma on April 28,2013. (went in at 5pm) in Hospice,off the machines, MY FINAL WORDS ,MY TRUE BEST FRIEND : R.I.P.snowbunny(passed on 5-1-13 @ 8pm FuTime. MY DEAREST BEST FRIEND SNOWBUNNY. IT

Update On Grandpop Mac Farland
Well, the doctors can't operate on our grandpop's leg,and he is taking blood thinners and pain medication. One day he is doing bad,and the next he is fine,and the doctors say he can have hours or days to live.We don't know if hes going to be discharged soon,or if our grandmom is going to have home nurses.I just hope when he does die,he goes peacefully,because thats how my grandmom Malkoski went,and I love them very much! Well, its good that grandpop Mac will be with us a while longer! We didn't even know that he was going to make it for his birthday! You see, we had a scare a few weeks ago, that he was going to die. But he is dying, but slowly. Whew.My relatives say hes doing and is looking better. He is even talking more and responding to us better. Yay! So, I love you very much grandpop, and happy 79th Birthday!

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Okay, my stash is fuckin swamped... It's over loaded, and totally impossible to find anything good. So i've devised this devilish plan to create a separate blog for each type of video. I'll have blogs for: Music Videos Fights Stunts & Pranks(Failures and successes) Cars Porn and whatever else i come up with or you fuckers suggest. make sure you vote and comment on this shit. Create your own Friend Quiz here

Updates On My Babi Boi
well its been a while since ive really updated you all on bubba so let me do that now. he is now stationed up at ft. drum...finally close to me. hes been up here since september. things are goin pretty good for him i guess. he screwed his knee up pretty bad so they told him if it gets any worse hes probably gonna end up being medically discharged. on a happier note we are talkin bout gettin back together! I hope it works but if not we have agreed to always be there for each other. well i finally got another letter from bubba today. hes doing pretty good. misses being home and wants everyone to write to him more. so i am gonna try writing to him more often. and the best part of it is that he finally told me that he loves me in one of his letters!!! So yeah hes doing good, not much more i can say right now cuz his letter was more about me then him. will keep everyone updated as i can. well I talked to my boyfriend's dad this morning after work. he called home on sunday and is do

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Hey everyone. On my way home. So if I'm only on here sporadically for the nexte week or so, its because I'm traveling, not blowing ya off. Hoep to talk to everyone soon! Michael I'm home!!!!!! And its near-blizzard conditions here in northnern NY. More to follow out for now michael Just stopping over in Krgyzstan. The internet is pretty spotty, so i'm just popping in to say a mass "hi" here. One step closer to home!

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Understanding We always have a choice. You can feel or you could be numb. Joy runs deep, but pain always seems to run deeper. Its not a matter of what we hold closer to our hearts, because it just usually seems to happen that pain seems more everlasting than joy. I was just watching Almost Famous and I always held this movie in a special place cause I felt a unique connection with the boy of this film. I think thats one of the reasons this movie is so wonderful is the way it reaches out to other boys of that age, and age of curiousty, question, hope, and sexuality. I always felt bad for the kid, cause at one point in my life, i felt just like him, in every detail. We all have our own safehavens, enclosures that we set in our heads for us to escape to if need be. That boy had his own safehaven, his house, which is great cause basically for the span of the movie he was leading his other life, when he could have just as easily retreated home to his teenage life where his moth

Updated Crazy Ladies Site!!!!
Hey all my CT friends as u probaly noticed i havent been around in the past few days that because i recentley have gone threw a death in the Family,a very Special Lady very Near & DEAR to our Hearts we lost a Mother/grandmother!!! Remebering! R.I.P. Sadly Missed but Never Forgotten always in our HEARTS now n FOREVER!!!!!PEACE!!! If any of CT PEEPS out there could tell me how to get music/song on my profile PLEASE let me know how still figureing everything out????THANKX!!PEACE!!! Took me awhile to figure things out but iam doing n still learning everyday THANKX goes out to all my NEW CT friends!!!!so go check out my SITE let me know n dont forget SHOW ME some LUV!!!!!THANKX!!!PEACE & ROCK & ROLL!!!!!

Update
I wanted to wait a few days before writting a new blog. So I would have more to tell. Saturday the 17th Tristen, Alex and I had a birthday party to go to in Lively. The last time we where out to Lively Nicole Tristens godmom told him the next time he went out there he might be able to spend the night. Well he never forgot he packed his pj's so he could stay the night. After the party was over we Tristen asked Nicole and Norm if he could spend the night they said it was okay with them. Norm and Nicole are Tristens godparents. So that was Tristens first night sleeping away from home. He sure liked it tho thats all he talked about for two days he was driving me crazy. I didnt mind not having him here it was a nice brake mind you I still had Kieyah & Alex. Tuesday 20th I had playgroup with Alex & Kieyah I was telling the lady the does the playgroups that Alex still wouldnt crawl well as we where talking about it the little guy decided to crawl and he hasnt stopped since. I was so happy

Update On Me!!!!!!!!!
I GOT TO THE HOSPITAL ABOUT 11:30 AM TO HAVE A D&C (PROCEDURE THAT CLEANS OUT THE UTERUS AFTER A MISCARRIAGE). THEY GAVE ME AN IV....IT TOOK 5 STICKS IN THE ARM BEFORE THEY TRIED MY HAND...IT HURT LIKE A SON OF A B****. THEY FINALLY TOOK ME BACK FOR MY PROCEDURE. IT WAS SUPPOSE TO TAKE 15 MINUTES....I ENDED UP IN SURGERY FOR AN HOUR AND A HALF. THE DOCTOR ENDED UP DOING A LAPROSCOPE TO. HE REMOVED A SIST ON MY OVARY, PART OF MY FALLOPIAN TUBE, AND MY BABY. THE BABY SOME HOW MANAGED TO GET RIGHT ABOVE MY FALLOPIAN TUBE. SO I WENT THROUGH HELL TODAY. I AM VERY UNCOMFORTABLE...AND IN ALOT OF PAIN. THEY PRESCRIBED ME 4 DIFFERENT MEDICATIONS....AND I AM ON MAJOR RESTRICTIONS FOR 6 WEEKS. BUT THE GOOD NEWS IS I CAN STILL HAVE CHILDREN...SO I'M EXCITED ABOUT THAT. SO WHEN THESE 6 WEEKS ARE UP YOU CAN BET THAT BILLY AND I WILL START TRYING AGAIN. AND HOPEFULLY THE NEXT TIME IS A SUCCESS...BECAUSE I'M NOT SURE I CAN GO THROUGH THIS AGAIN. SAM

An Update
As I close in on 40, I thought I'd share some of the knowledge and wisdom I've gained over the years: 1. There are very few problem that a bottle of Jack Daniels or Patron Silver tequila can't solve. 2. Being a complete fucking wiseass has not really held me back. If anything, it's thrown people off their game and allowed me to "sneak past" them. 3. It's not plagarism if you give credit to the original author. 4. Watching NASCAR is like watching a golf game....I'd rather watch flies fuck. 5. I have not matured with age.....I've aged with maturity. 6. Legos are still fun. 7. As my son goes into his 8th year and acts more and more like me at that age, I understand why my mother went prematurely gray. 8. With great responsibility...comes great bills. I had more "disposable income" when I was 15.... 9. Las Vegas has routinely become a place where I deposit my money...it's like a bank...with only a slightly worse interest rate. There's something in the

Update
So I just became single and I really don't get it, but my ex and I are still friends and we talk everyday like we never broke up which I think is totally throwing me off..my dear friend Kristy believes I should find a hottie and make myself just totally forget him...then again he is still taking me to prom come April cause he said he would and wants to because when we broke up and I said well I guess this means I gotta find a new person to take me to prom he went NO NO I never said I wouldn't take you to prom I wanna experience that with you haha..I think he just wants to get laid again...*shrug* ehh it was fun why not I guess...I graduate May 26th...I start EKU in the Fall...I am in training for my purple belt...gosh like I'm doin good..

Update
so my week hasnt really gone that well started it off by my car breaking down on monday i have to replace the engine monut$$$$$$$$ too much money. theres this girl in kuwait that i was seeing before she left in febuarry i really miss her wish she was here i dont really date many girls unless i know them well so i dont have anyone to really talk to its upseting. well anyways im done talking

Update On Steven
sorry I havent been around much steven started his second part of his chemo treatment, so Ive been spending a lot of time up at the hospital. He is progressing well, and the problem he had with a blockage in his leg is now all sorted. The hair loss has started, he has only a few strands left now, even less by the time the second session has finished. I have relay the good wishes people have left for him. And agian i would like everybody for their kinds words and prayers during this difficult time Steven has finished his first set of Chemo therapy and responding good to it. There is a new lump appearing in his stomach. so they are going to have a look at that over the weekend. There has been a bit of a concern with his blood levels, he is very anemic which is making him feel very lethargic. They are giving him a blood transfusion which will hopefully help that out There is a concern about his leg as well has he has a blood clot. so they are starting him on blood thinning treatment

Updates To My Page
he he he he he go i tells ya wtf ureading this for go look at it today my best frined richie died in a fire and i just seen him last night first my mom leaves me now my best friend is gone and now i cant stop crying this is to every 1 that lost a dear friend death is a part of life death is what brings life life is what brings death whne it is your time its your time to make life you must take life so i say this prayer to my friend i hope you will join me lord please take care of my friend richies soul and i hope he knows ill miss him amen. i made stash and page up dates peep em if uwant idc

Updates On What I Am Up To Lol
On Monday 4th of June ill be off to Alabama for 10days so you all have to bear with me in replying once again lol. Sorry everyone but this trip is a definate must. I just hope and pray it goes well which right now i think it will. Will explain more another day. Hugs to you all Tigsy Hi Everyone, Just wanted to stop by and say hi to you all. I am sorry I am still not on here much but I hope you all understand. I know some of you know what is going on and some do not...I just need some time to sort some things out..I will stop by as often as i can and will try to reply to you all....just might take a little time. I hope you all have a safe and wonderful July 4th. As some of you already know I no longer live in Wisconsin. I now live in Mobile, Alabama so I am looking forward to seeing how the South celebrate the 4th. You all take care and stay safe feel free to email me at nughtybutnice110@yahoo.com. Hugs Tigsy

Update On Why I Cant Use Ct Fully Now ....
Birth Test Let me know your number. Once you have discovered your Birth Number, re-post this bulletin with your birth number in the subject line. Have fun! Our Birth Date describes who we are, what we are good at and what our inborn abilities are. It also points to what we have to learn and the challenges we are facing. To figure out your Birth Number, add all the numbers in the Birth Date together, like in the following example, until there is only one digit. A Birth Number does not prevent you from being anything you want to be; it will just color your choice differently and give you a little insight. Example: June, 9 1972 6 + 9 + 1972 = 1987 1 + 9 + 8 + 7 = 25 2 + 5 = 7 Keep going until you end up with a single digit number. 7 is the Birth Number to read for the Birth Date in the example. #1 THE ORIGINATOR #2 THE PEACEMAKER #3 THE LIFE OF THE PARTY #4 THE CONSERVATIVE #5 THE NONCONFORMIST #6 THE ROMANTIC #7 THE INTELLECTUAL

Update
As some of you know I had surgery yesterday. I am very sore today. I am not sure how long I can stay on here at a time without the pain being unbearable. I just want to apologize for not being here and not bombing as I usually do. I was diagnosed with Adenomyosis which is internal uterine endometriosis. My uterus is also very enlarged (Double its normal size). I am not sure when but I am going back in for another surgery for a Hysterectomy. I need to heal so my time on here will be less. I apologize for not being here for family contests and such. I will be on here and there and try to keep in touch with all of my friends and family on here. I am also being tested for bladder disease/cancer. So I dont know if that will require another surgery or if they will do it all at once if something is found wrong with my bladder. I just want yall to know I luv yall and will do my best to show I am still here. Blessings to yall and wish me luck. My husband (mating_eagle) has been my angel throug

Update
Hey all... Well, my uncle is requiring laser surgery every week for possibly the next 3 weeks in order to stop the bleeding in his eyes. The bleeding has cost him his eyesight, temporarily. So, it looks like I'll be here in Chicago for about another month. I have hired the "Carpet Dude" to replace all of the flooring in the house as well as the "Painter Dude" to paint the entire house. I have virtually all of the packing done, so as soon as his doc give us the go ahead we'll be off to Texas. Please know that I love you all and truly miss you, but I'll be back to my old tricks just as soon as I get back home. Yes that is a threat as well as a promise... Hope all is well with you my friends...

Update On Gardiner
My thoughts and prays go out to everyone that lives in gardiner newyork .what iwas told it was something to do with the wiring. sunday afternoon a fire took out one of the apartments. everyone got out it would be a couple of days for the other people to get back in to there apts . there was no damage to the rest of them just the back apt from what i understand. please keep them in your thoughts. i m feel bad for the ppl that lost everything in the fire in gardiner ny my old house. due 2 wiring the whole back apt is gone. none of the people that live there can get back in there for a month , my exroommate is sleeping in a van across the st from the house . so i talked ralph into finding a new place which i found him just a few mintues ago going to take him 2 look at it tommorow. giving up rosie my dog and starting fresh with new stuff in which . he willing to do that . i feel bad cuz the guy out back and his girlfirend lost everything. i'll see how ba

Update...
Well lets start out by venting about today,needless to say it wasnt the greatest.I get a knock on the door this morning & it was my uberbitch park manager.She calls me outside & begins to bitch at me about my dog Bear being outside & also tangled up on one of the post on my porch.Belive it or not I stay calm & try talking to her nicely & than she beings jumping down my throat saying shes not going to argue with me.Who the fuck was arguing in the first place she was the one out there jumping down my throat about my dog being outside.As she bitching my dog AMAZINGLY begins to untangle himself & walk right up to me!Than she proceeds to tell me that if she sees him outside anymore or tangled up again we are getting a 30 day notice.That we can only take him out to go potty & bring IMMEADITLY back in.During all this is bitching about the holes my dog dug in the yard stating we have to fix them & some small pieces of torn up plastic bag.Well anyway as the day goes past & other things happen w

Updates & Information
"Who cares?" Why should it matter to you? This, unfortunately, is an almost common response to fakers. "if people are stupid enough to be fooled, too bad for them" "fakers don't bother me" "it's just the internet" Well, there are Many reasons why you should care. -Fakers are deceivers, they lie to everyone who comes across their profile, and those on their "friends" list. -Fakers are identity thieves. How would you feel if someone went around impersonating you in a negative light? (Identity theft is against US Federal Law) -Fakers take advantage of your fellow man...Unless you're a cold heartless person, it should matter to you whether or not people's intelligence are being taken advantage of -MySpace is a place for friends, not fakers. You go on MySpace to meet people -"It's just the internet!?" If that's the case, why the hell are you even bothering to read this? Why are you on myspace, why are you continuing to read if it's just the internet. ("just the internet is a s

Update 5-8-07
First things first, I'd like to thank Sinister Sainthood. That is my brothers paintball team. First off I am very proud of my brother. His dream for over the past decade was to break into the paintball industry, this Saturday he opened Gateway Action Sports. His very own paintball field. As I said, I'm very proud of it, and the field looks great. I went out there to take some pictures for him, and when he found out that my finger was itching to get behind a gun again his team jumped on the opportunity to see what one of the founding members of that team could do after 6 years away from the sport. I think I did pretty good, I wasn't spectacular or anything, but I did pretty good. Played 4 games and had a lot of fun. Once again, thank you to my brother and his team. Also, Sunday I went to the Nashville Zoo. I took my godgaughter and it was so cute. My favorite pat was the reptile house, her family was there with us the entire time, but somehow in there we all got seperated

Update On My Cousin's Baby
she's home for good now. i am so excited. she is so pudgy. i will post some new pics when i get them. she is almost 6 pounds now. that is so great. she's home for good now. i am so excited. she is so pudgy. i will post some new pics when i get them. she is almost 6 pounds now. that is so great. my cousin's baby girl is now up to 3 lbs 14 1/2 oz. she is off the oxygen and feeding tube. she might have to have a eye surgery though. outside of that she is doing great and will be home soon.

Updates
I wanted to take some time and write a blog for all my friends that don't seem to know whats going on in my life. For those of yous that don't know April 30 I drove down to Pearson International Airport in Toronto, Ontario to pick my mom up. Its been almost three years since I seen my mom. We had one of those movie airport meetings you know where they throw there bags and run to each other. My mom ended up hitting a lady by mistake but the lady just kept on walking. Things like that happen all the time I guess. Shes been staying with me since she got back into town. So we have all had some things to get used to. We are up very early in the morning and we can be very loud I have tried to be as quite as I can be but as for me kids they just don't know the difference. I live a very busy life. Most of the week I am gone to playgroups with my kids or I am at the gym working out while Tristens in preschool. So my mom has the place to herself while we are gone. My kids just love her. My oldes

Updates And Such...
Well, dammit, CT wouldn't delete my account and it was driving me nuts, so I've decided to keep the account. I wont be as active as I once was, but I'll be checking in from time to time and rebuilding my page. You guys are all so sweet - I love all the comments and letters I got while I was gone. I just don't know what to say. I felt bad leaving CT, but knew I just couldn't keep up with everything. I have constant nausea, so I'm pre-occupied with dealing with that and trying to feel better. I traded my Mustang for my new Ridgeline and I love it. I miss the speed, but love all the features and convenience of the Ridgeline. :) Well, I gotta run - I have a doctors appt today at 3pm. I hope all is well with everyone and that I get to talk to you all soon! Much love, Wendy :) I've had NO time for being online for a while and I hate just letting the account sit with me not responding to anyone. I'm sitting here watching my shoutbox go crazy with messages from all of you

Update On Mike(tazman48127)
Mike has been transfered to the Chippewa County Jail if anyone wants to write him the new addy is as follows... Michael Ver Heule Chippewa County Jail 50 East Spruce St. Chippewa Falls, WI 54729 Thanks, Danielle

Update On Kaleb!! June 15, 2007
*Kaleb's Mommy's blog. June 16, 2007. www.myspace.com/kristyreynolds* Saturday, June 16, 2007 A small step back... Kaleb is still fighting hard. We got a call on the way to the hospital that Kaleb's blood count was low, so they are going to give him a blood transfusion, infact they are doing that right now. He has been slowing down on his movement in the last 24 hours and they think that it could be a result from the low blood count. He is also having some stridor when he breathes too. When I walked into his room, I got a little scared because of how loud he was breathing. He also had som spit up around his mouth too. So I cleaned it all up and I saw that there was a tiny, tiny amount of blood in the spit up. The nurses don't seemed too concerned about it, so I guess that is a good sign. Tomorrow will be Josh's first Fathers Day. I think we will end celebrating it here at the hospital for my Dad too. That is what we did for Mother's Day. M

An Update
First of all, I'd like to tell you all that I luv ya's and I hope you're being handed the best in life! ~Now for the fun stuff~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 1. I disabled my shoutbox. It hardly works. If you would like to chat please ask me for my Yahoo or MSN contact information. 2. I have enabled HTML profile comments for Family only. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ That's it for now. I'll keep you updated should anything change. ~J~

Updates On Baby Kaleb
Friday, July 20, 2007 Busy! Wow! It has been a busy last couple days! First off early yesterday AM at 3 the home health nurse knocked on our bedroom door. Kaleb's J tube was clogged. She tried everything to unclog it and it would work. So I tried to do it and it worked... or so I thought. Another knock came about 3:45. The tube was clogged again. At this point I decide to call the PICU and see what they say. They told me to put sprite in his J tube... So we did this. It still didn't work. So they told me to page the surgeon. He called and told us to take him to the emergency room ASAP because if his sodium drops he can have a seizure. SO we called an ambulance and they came and picked him up. As soon as he got in the ambulance he KNEW where he was going. I mean he was tense and crying. I MEAN HE KNEW. I was very upset that he had to go back there because I knew that they would stick him. So we got to the hospital and of course they stuck him. He was crying and arching. They f

Updates
Happy 4th everyone!Hope everybody has a safe and fun holiday!!!xxoo IN THE LAST FEW WEEKS,THINGS HAVE BEEN LIKE A ROLLER COASTER.YA KNOW,ONE MINUTE ITS UP,UP,UP,THEN IT GOES ALLLLL THE WAY DOWN....BUT IM STILL HERE IN HIGH SPIRITS.OTHER THAN GASHING MY LEG...WHICH BTW IS GETTING BETTER BY THE DAY,STILL PATCHED UP THOUGH BUT IM DOIN GOOD.OTHER GOOD NEWS,MY 9 MONTH OLD DAUGHTER IS NOW OFFICIALLY WEANED OFF THE TITS!ITS BEEN TWO DAYS NOW.COULDNT BELIEVE HOW EASY IT WAS.NOW I CAN FINALLY ENJOY A NICE COLD ONE.ITS BEEN A YEAR AND SOME MONTHS NOW SINCE I HAD ALCOHOL.I RARELY DRINK ANYWAY BUT I HAVE A TASTE FOR THE GIRLY DRINKS IVE BEEN SEEING ADVERTISED,LOL. THE FAM IS DOIN GOOD,CELEBRATED FATHERS DAY,SOON,MY ANNIVERSARY AND HUBBYS BDAY ON THE SAME DAY...JUNE 20TH,SO I HOPE TO HEAR FROM YALL ON THAT DAY.BIG HUGS TO ALL.TTYL XXOO Copy this code to your website to display this banner!

Update On Me
OK IM FINALLY BACK KINDA...I AM NO LONGER IN KANSAS YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY...BUT I DO MISS IT KINDA LOL...I DONT GET ACCESS TO THE NET THAT MUCH SO DONT SHOUTBOX ME MAIL ME ON HERE BC IF U SHOUTBOX ME I PROBALLY WONT GET IT. I AM CURRENTLY IN NORTH CAROLINA BUT I WILL NOT REVEAL MY EXACT LOCATION BY REQUEST OF THE PERSON I AM STAYING WITH. RIGHT NOW THE PLAN IS TO STAY HERE FOR THE TIME BEING BUT YA NEVER KNOW WHAT HAPPENS. I WILL TRY TO CHECK IN AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE TO LET EVERYONE KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON. THANKS FOR EVERYTHING THAT EVERYONE DID...........

Update
I am currently in Oklahoma City. My mom was taken to the hospital 3 days ago and is still in the ICU. Sorry I won't be around much, but as soon as she is off of the ventilator and moved out of ICU I should be on more frequently... Kimmer

Update
just a quick update sorry i've not been arround much but i'm in the middle of moving in with kiz, all is well with us just need to find a job and things will be sweet.take care and see you all soon dave aka duluxdeman Where has the last week gone.cant believe its a week ago that i saw BLS and Ozzy. Nothing much has changed. Work is still going fine no real hassles. I start tattoo session 4 next Thurs followed by 2 more sessions over the following 2 weeks that should almost complete the tattoo possibly may need 1 more session depends on how much Simon can do in each session. Other news I've been talking to Courtney Davis (who I'm a big fan of) and I've commissioned him to do a piece of artwork which I'll be having tattooed by the guys at DNA. When I have this one done I'll not be posting pics on the site because I want to keep it a one off design don't want anyone to copy it but I'll send pics to my friends so they can see it. hey there I'm still around just been so busy

Update For Baby Kaleb
Saturday, June 30, 2007 He did GREAT I am so sorry that I haven't updated everybody! KALEB DID GREAT!~ He came out a completely different baby. He was WIDE awake. He was moving a whole bunch. It was great! I was so worried when he went into surgery and through out the whole thing. He was in there for 5 hours! So needless to say I was freaking out! But thank GOD he did great He had a shunt put in and a G/J tube and he had a stomach surgery. The doctors said he did really good. He had to be put back on a ventilator but as of right now they are wheening him off of it. I was so scared for the fact that he was going to be back on a ventilator. But I prayed about and God made everything ok! Thank you for all of your prayers! THANK YOU

Updates
well im back wont go on a trip with them anymore thow was not to go fishin like they said i think im cought up on evey on if i missed something just point me in the right diretion will take care of all my friend needs http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=548838&albumid=606893&i=725248081# i am getting to be to busy to jump on here now and go throgh my tab to to rate will still rate if you are on when i am and add something or if you point me to what you want rated but please dont flood my email with all of them i can just as esaly move throw them if you point me to one thanks to all my freinds out there and injoy or if you see me on you can just shout at me and tell me you want me to see this

Updates
It's been a bit since I've really been able to come on here long enough to do anything. An update on what's been going on. I am now running a security company, working concerts, large parties, and just about anything else I can get. I have gotten back into playing drums, and have been playing with a local band that does covers of some of my all time favorites like Slayer, Anthrax, and the like. Life has been going pretty well, racing has been much to be desired...I crashed my primary bike, a 2007 GSXR 1000 so I'm running a 2003 1000 and my 06 600. Still having fun though. Life has turned around and I'm very happy to be where I am right now. I haven't forgotten about all my CT friends, I will get to each and every one of you over the coming weeks to say hey and show some love!! TTYL Adrenaline Junky

Updates On The Everchanging Life Cycles Of Ella...
Ok...so no more internet at home...which is why I'm doin this little update thing...just tryin to keep those that care posted! I'll be moving at the end of the month...to where? I don't know...but as soon as I do, you'll know as well! Hope everyone had a fun and safe 4th and I will update again soon!!!! *kisses* ~~ From new perception of the world there comes a future very different from the past. The future now is recognized as but extension of the present. Past mistakes can cast no shadows on it, so that fear has lost its idols and its images, and being formless, it has no effects. Death will not claim the future now, for life is now its goal, and all the needed means are happily provided. Who can grieve or suffer when the present has been freed, extending its security and peace into a quiet future filled with joy? ~~ ~A Course In Miracles~ So I've decided that this is the best way I can look at this Year ahead of me... The Year behind me has been pretty rough, th

Update On My Friend Darkside Princess
the type of life support that i meant was that shes is on a breathing machine while she is in an drug induced coma im sorry for any mistakes i have said or made it was late at night when i typed that and there was a lot of stuff going on i had spent some time talking to cops and stuff. so im sorry for any confusion she had surgery to stop the internal bleeding. and to help stop infection they put her into an drug induced coma she will be in it for another few days then after that she should be awake and alert. we are praying that she is. shes a strong woman she has two amazing children. if she gets better and gets out of the hositpal she will be going right back into what they call 5 EAST its an mental hositpal she is really depressed at this moment with some recent events that have gone on with her now ex boyfriend. she had tried to cut her wrist after her ex boyfriend broke up with her over the internet while she was sleeping and it has hit her really hard that he couldnt come to her

An Update
Well its been a while since I wrote a blog other then my drunk blog. Things around here have been kinda crazy. Lots of stuff going on with so little time to get it all done. I live in Sudbury housing its geared to income I had to get my mom to fill out paper work to be able to live with me. They called us July 10 and said she was not approved to live here. I can and have appealed the decision. I dropped off all the paper work today for that so with the next few weeks I should know whats going on with that. Tristen goes to Churchill for a summer program 4 days a week Monday to Thursday and we are going to put him in Fridays also. From 8am-4pm. He really likes it. We walk there from home as we only like about a 10 min walk from the school and all he can say is I am going to summer preschool. What a kid. He loves when I drop it off not so happy when I show up to pick him up. Kieyah is potty training working on it. She has this thing where shes not to happy to pee on the potty when

Updates And Whatnot
Good Morning! UK time that is. I'm noticing alot of you are from the US. So, think of this message...as one...from THE FUTURE! ahhh. 5 hours in the future that is. I have a conundrum. Apparently I have uploaded too many pictures. I've maxed it out, and can't upload anymore until I reach level 11? This is a a problem, as I took these really sexy pictures the other day, and I'm dying to post them. My question to you, my friends, and fans, on fubar...which set should I take down? The bathtub? Risque? or...white robe? Or should I keep them up, be patient, and wait to level up? Input is helpful! Have a good day! So...last night I got bored. And...and...and: took pictures of me taking a bubble bath / shower!! So...go check them out. I had one of the longest days of work ever and just needed to relax. Thought documenting it might be to your likings. There are 14 new pictures in an album called 'bubble bath' :D xo

Update
so basically i am 24 weeks pregnant, my boyfriend decided that he couldnt live in the house that i just financed on my own and had all new appliances to include, furnace, a/c, water heater, washer, dryer, dish washer, fridge, stove and microwave installed, have about 15k of money into repairs, as well as still sitting on about 45k in equity as the house sits right now and the day i closed on the home he asked me not to sign the paper work and to move into his mothers home with him and live in their basement until he figures out somewhere else to live...now to add confusion to the current circumstances he has been living with me for the better part of the last 5 months or so, working on the house with me and putting his money and sweat into the home but now that i am almost 7 months pg he decided he just cant live here, so i am looking for some insight. We have been together for a long time, obviously are expecting a child together and he informed me he isnt sure what he wants anymore,

Update*
Well. It's been like forever since I wrote a blog. Anyways. So to update everyone. Mike is coming home for good in Jan. Im so flippin excited. God I love that man. I miss him so freakin much. He is doing great, if you guys want to send care packages then let me know... Ill send u his address. He would really appreciate it. That or letters are always great to keep him going. He would like to hear from friends and anyone really. Make his time go faster. So about me... Im moving back to n.c On the 31st. Im way way way excited. I mis sit so much. People say once you get married & move out its so hard to move back home. it is. I dont advise it. lol Im married now and I want my own house and so on. My friend Neva is moving back with me. She needs a change of pace and def needs to start over and get her life back on track. it will be goof for th eboth of us. Ill have someone to keep me entertained and help things go by faster. So I finished my Physical Therapy school. YAY ME! lol When I g

Updates
Hello TO everyone, To let you know there has been a couple of updates done to this page if you like to take a look. It isn't much but it is a start. Anyway there will be regular updates to be done here as time goes on. A little more activity and to get more to add us as friends. Never Know this could come in handy. I never thought this would happen to me and now I am all for Helping and trying to spread the word about Drinking and Driving. It Hurts Ouch. Anyway for those of you who are already in our friends list thank you for sticking around and hjope to hear more from all of you. And if you have a site we can post here to give info on drinking and driving or other support sites pertains to all this would be greatly appreciated. Thank You. P.S. If you have Photo's and or Stories to share that would be awesome also. Take Care and Be Safe.

Update 7-27
I go out tonight to the store. I look around me. EVERYONE and their brother is taller than me. I never thought I was that short but seems like I am shorter than I thought or everyone else is growing or I'm shrinking. I even had to ask for help to get some Cocca Puffs off the top shelf in the store. Over the past week I've noticed it more and more. I don't know why it bothers me recently but it has. I don't wanna be the shorty. Most of my friends are tall too. Even the women. Shit.. my son's even 5 ft 10. 6 inches taller than me. (or so I thought) So, in my fustrations I get a tape measure to see how tall I really am. PSH!... I lost an inch. DAMN IT!! Now I'm going to go and kick rocks and pout.... I know I haven't been around much other than today but I've had a lot on my plate with my Mom being sick. I assumed today my mom was going to be coming home from the hospital but looks like it's not going to happen. They ran more test and indeed the cancer has spread to

A Update
I haven't written a blog in about two weeks and I figured it is time that I share with my friends that take the time to read my blog about what been going on. Where do I start. Tristen goes to Churchill YMCA Summer program. Cindy is one of the ladies that works there. I drop Tristen off with her in the mornings. Cindy told me on Thursday July 15th that Friday July 20th would be here last day for two weeks as her & her family are going camping for two weeks. Tristen doesn't go Fridays so Thursday was his last day with her was Thursday July 19. Saturday Cindy her husband Henri and there two boys left to go camping. Sunday July 22, 2007 at about 4:30pm the families home went up in flames. The neighbours failed to extinguish the fire. It took them a while to get a hold of the family. By then there was nothing left of there home. I didn't find out till Monday when I picked Tristen up for Churchill. The first thing that came to mind is thank god they where not home. I found a few write up

Updates
I am about to switch lines and rooms for the computer...once I power down I don't know when I will make it back. If it is successful it will be soon if not...well it will be whenever it is :p Everyone enjoy your Sunday evening :) know I am hoping you are giggling too!!!! Alana it was successful...all moved over and hooked up...:p I didnt fail this time hahahahaha!!! night all! So this morning my family became complete...I have both of my children here with me now:D I will be very preoccupied with them for the remainder of the summer and whenever they are up and or not in school. I will try to keep up with everyone, but if I fail...don't get grumpy...i won't ever skip out on mom time for anyone. My children are what matter most. I do hope everyone is enjoying their summer..and that I can visit with as many of you as possible...when I have free time! Hugs and kisses to all!

Updates On The Leopard Lounge
We are thinking about marry with Mike at VA!! We had been together for over 6 months!!! I am so happy and I got Mike from fubar! I found him that Right man for my life and cares and understanding!!! We will moving out about end of Jan to first of week on Feb 2008!!! I loves Mike So Much!! My 2 sons love him too!!! thank you Roycie!!!!!! P.S. I love him lot! The First Lounge Meeting Will Be Held On Friday August 3,2007 Between 8:00pm And 9:00pm Ny Time We will discuse Some Things That Are takeing place in the Lounge And the Family Group! We are still Looking for The Following For The Lounge: 1 Bartender 2 Door Greeters and 1 Lounge Perv~ If Intrested please let me or This_girl31 know Ty~

Update On Corky 1952
CORKYS1952's WAS RUSHED TO HOSPITAL MONDAY MORNING. THEY ARE RUNNING TEST TO FIND OUT WHAT CAUSED HIM TO COLLAPSE, PLEASE KEEP HIM AND HIS FAMILY IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS AND GO AND SHOW LOTS OF LOVE AND SUPPORT TO HIS PAGE. Corky1952~Owner of The Global Bombers ~&~Founder of White Tiger Bombers~@ fubar

Update For Friends
PATHS 3:49 PM 8/2/2007 I woke this morning thinking of paths.This thinking continued with me. I did smoke prayers.Still I am thinking of these paths. I try to push them away, they are distracting. I open my emails. I receieved one from a sweet sister of mine. This email followed with my thoughts. I realize Creator wishes to speak with me and I have not been hearing. This is important and I have to pay attention. So I stop trying to control these thoughts. I sit,am quiet and let them run.I use my life and myself for an example. This is what I see. When we are first created we are put on our lifes path.Our road through life,beginning to end. Creator gives us this gift. We do not have to seek for it. Through our lives we all stray from this gift. I have strayed when I knew no better . I suffer a little. I learn alot.I get back o

Update About My New Job
I TOLD YOU ALL THAT I WOULD KEEP YOU UPDATED ON HOW MY FIRST DAY WENT WITH MY NEW JOB. IT WAS GREAT....VERY LAID BACK ENVIORMENT & NO PRESSURE AT ALL. I DID GREAT AND TOTALLY LOVE MY NEW JOB. I HAVE THE BEST HOURS THAT A PERSON COULD ASK FOR. MONDAY - FRIDAY 6PM-9PM BUT BY THE TIME I GET EVERYTHING CLEANED UP & SET UP FOR THE NEXT DAY I GET OUTTA THERE A LITTLE AFTER 9:30 AND HOME BY 10PM DO NOT WORK WEEKENDS OR HOLIDAYS. GET STRAIGHT WAGE PLUS COMISSION 5 BUCKS FOR EVERY APOINTMENT SET & 5 BUCKS FOR EVERY APOINTMENT THAT RESULTS IN A SALE. MY FIRST DAY I MADE 130 BUCKS FOR 3 HOURS OF WORK (PRETTY GOOD HUH) IT SOUNDS CRAZY,BUT I'M REALLY EXCITED TO GO BACK TO WORK TODAY. I GUESS AFTER DOING PRETTY MUCH NOTHING BUT SITTING HOME EVERY DAY FOR ALMOST 4 YEARS AND FINALLY GETTING BACK OUT INTO THE REAL WORLD IS PRETTY REFRESHING. I'M JUST GLAD TO BE OUT THERE DOING SOMETHING WITH MYSELF AGAIN. WELL THATS IT FOR NOW....TAKE CARE AND HAVE A GREAT THURSDAY. HUGS, ERIKA

Updated Page
nu background w/ nu music and brought a guestbook wit it.. id like it if u sign it plez...itll b great thank you. P.S, YES! jets beat Dolphins! J! E! T! S! JETS! JETS! JETS! wassup to the 2 ppl that gonna read this. imma be 4 real n str8 to the point: i made a good number of friends here, that i do love. so listen. to those that wanna keep in touch, get @ me. brooklynrko6 my yahoo screenname or myspace.com/benzimusiq im on there A LOT more than im on here. cuz honestly.....fubar is gettin boring. its not like the days on the underground. now ppl bitch wen u rate them a 9(like how many ppl are really 10s? I'm not even a 10. ) n except 4 liquid city, i dont see a hip hop lounge(cuz i like hip hop more den rap) so to all that wanna keep in touch, get at me. feel free 2 add me. but dont look 4 me here. no im not deleting my page. but if all the friends i have are on my sidekick or meet them in person, and its more exciting on twitter n myspace, whats the point to

Update On My Ankle
Just got back home from the doctors. My ankle and foot have been very swollen and not getting any better since I sprained it last Sunday. I was trying to take care of it myself. Yesterday morning I woke up with my foot and ankle swollen even worse. I guess from walking on it so much! The doctor had ordered x-rays and sure enough she said it was a very bad sprain. Not broken though. :) She gave me what they call an aircast(looks like a splint) Unfortionatly she told me I might bave to wear it up to 8 weeks. Depending how I feel and when the swelling is down or gone. She said I probably won't have to wear it that long. But it depends. She said thats the maximum. I have to ice it for 15 mins at a time and keep it elevated as much as I can. And take Motrin at least 3 tablets 2 times daily. I Thought that was alot. But she said I can take up to 12 a day. *shrugs* So might not be at the computer as much for the time being!

Updates
how having a few people dropping off your friends list can reduce the drama amount on your page by 100%... Just an interesting observation, that's all.. Anywho, I have a lot of trips to take here in the next few weeks so I will be on and off.. If I dont get right back to you, its not because I dont love ya, I just have a lot going on :)

Updates
There are updates on both my sites... lots of new pics like the ones i have added here. I sure do hope to see you there!! You will love them, and i love to know you are looking. Muah!!! I have a new update on www.southern-charms.com/jezabelle that went up fri. Me in the pool again!! And I have a new one going up on Mon too. Also have a quickie on www.dreamnet.com/jezabelle and a new one with toy action going up in a couple days. Hope to see you there!! Kisses! Well its wed and i have updates on both sites!!! cum check me out! the one on www.dreamnet.com/jezabelle is awesome. a lil toy play!! and in the pool again on sc! Kisses!!!

Updates On Wtf I'm Doin
I'm sick (not just in the head!) blarg. I did my first SC injection in class today. Ive never purposelly inserted a needle into anyone, so it was scary. I sucked bdly my first try but the second time I did it correctly. YAY!

Update
I've been a bit busy...for those who may have noticed I'm not harassing your pages much anymore. It's not lack of luv or anything. ;-) My children & I were in a minor car accident last week. Since then I have been in some major pain. Sitting at the comp, even sitting with the laptop, for any amount of time seriously puts a hurting on me. I try to pop on and do site work, say hey to folks, check email...or something now and then; but I can't sit and do it all at once like I have been known to do in the past. I'm not sure who all reads these, but for those who do...I'll be here a bit less for a while. Don't think I've ditched friends made or don't want to keep in touch. I'm just trying to heal...and dealing with a sick child, and lots of insurance crap. You're all jealous of my glamorous life...admit it! ROFL :-p Seriously...take care of yourselves..and your loved ones. You never know what tomorrow holds...or if you'll even get a tomorrow. Peace all... ♥Sixxy

Update
hey all well whats there to say? i dont have custody of connor yet. gotta go back on feb. 12th :( i swear this is bout to get the best of me. everything and anything is going wrong. my health right now isnt so hot and the stress of all this is killin me. i just wish things could be 100% better but they arent. to those who have either tried to get up with me dont worry im fine will be eventually. to those on my lists also i love ya all and please continue to pray and keep me in your thoughts. ill keep ya all posted as developements unfurl. love your friend or whatever i may be to you, mikey well here it is a update. things are still the same. had to do the hardest thing ever today and turn Connor over to his mom for 4 days. i dont know how things are eventually gonna turn out all i can do is wait and see. to all the friends i have made on here ty for your kind words and support. to those that i havent made yet buckle your safety belts and put your trays in a upright pos

Update On My Cell....
Okay so those of you who text me realize my phone isnt excepting text messages. My dad shut off texting on my phone cuz i cant afford a high phone bill right now. So the phone still works texting doesnt....

Update
Just a lil note to say that i'll be MIA for a little bit as of tomorrow sometime....I'd rather not go into details, but those of you that actually read my blogs will know what i'm talking about here...I'll still try to log on every now and again to say Hi.... That's about it for now.. Cheers Fred

Update
Okay so Wednesday morning my ex and I got into a big fight and he kicked me out. I have only been in Arizona for little over a month now. And thankfully I made a friend cuz if I hadnt I would be on the streets right now. I flew all the way over here from Tennessee to be with someone who I love and thought loved me. I gave up a good job and was close to getting my car. But I was to stupid to realize that I was screwing myself over. Then he pulls this shit. He has a severe drinking problem and to top it off hes a angry drunk. I finally took up for myself and because I did I got kicked out. Im hoping to go back to Tennessee next Sunday. If I had the money I would leave sooner than that. Cuz theres just to many bad memories to stay in Arizona. But thats my update for now...

Update!!!!
Hello everyone it has been a while since I have been on this site but I am back now to stay. My life is going well. I just had surgery on my ears because of a really bad infection but all is well. I just lost a really close friend that passed away on August 20th. I will be writing a poem in her memory and will post it on my page when it is finished. Well hope all is well with everyone and hope all have a Great Labor Day!

Update 9/7/07
Hey everyone! I know that I had said a couple weeks ago that I was going to try and be online a little more well...things are just absolutely crazy in my life right now. I know you all have heard the saying about NOT going into or doing business with family...that is so true! My husband and my dad went in together to buy a business back in April. Things were going great until a couple weeks ago. My dad and hubby had some disagreements and all and now my dad is no longer working with hubby. Needless to say, I am like in middle of it but I can't take sides. I mean i love both of them and don't want to lose either one of them, but that junk is between them...doesn't involve me at all. Seems that my dad wants to fuss and agrue at me about things and when he does..it just hurts me and my feelings and he won't go and just talk with my hubby..he has to take out his frustration on me! Then my parents have been having problems for years now but it got worse a couple days ago and of

Updates
A few things: My cousin is 7 weeks pregnant. Her first baby. Congrats girl. I am working all the time. That is why I have no time to leave comments on friends' profiles. In fact I have to work the entire weekend until Tuesday night. I found the wedding dress of my dreams yesterday at David's Bridal. I must get with my mom to see this dress. I know she will absolutely love it. Sorry I can't post the dress. My fiance would see it and not be surprised. Bad luck. One of my friends is waiting for her second baby to be born. I hope I don't miss it, but I might because of work. Congrats to you Rachel. I know you feel bad right now and can't wait to get him out. lol. I am very much in love with my fiance. We have been living together 5 months now. Wow. Finally getting used to that. Wonder if marriage is going to be any different. Hmmm. Maybe/maybe not. Time for bed now folks. Muahhh. Have a great day.

Update
Hey all, Just wanted to let you know that Randy (Big Rock) and I are in the process of moving into a 4 bedroom house. 2008 is already looking up! And yes, a possible house warming gathering! There may be e-mail address changes as well, but we will keep everybody updated! So if we become MIA for a while, please understand that we are BUSY! Best Wishes for a Happy New Year to all of you! Korissa Just wanted to give an update..... I went to the doctor today....I was released 3 weeks ago for therapy on my broken leg, today he told me to put on a normal shoe instead of my aircast and start walking on it, which i actually have been for the past few days...lol I am anxious to start walking again without a walker. So good news so far, but the healing is still going slowly, he's hoping that by putting my weight on it, that it will compress the bone together. I saw the X-ray, and to me it still seems like I have a long way to go. As far as the open wound on my shin area,

Updates!!!!!!!
Well, a close friend of mine has been in a contest for a few days and she is finally starting to gain some ground. At the end of the contest the winner get a Happy Hour. It's getting down to the witre here, so I am calling on all those who have enjoyed my photos and who would like to see more, to come out, follow the link below and just comment on her at least 25 times.....thats not much to ask...IS IT? If you do, I know she...will show you love right back....So help her win this dame thing.... and tell her...i sent you... Hey freinds and other members on Fubar....Just wanted to say that as soon as I get my lazy ass going to make a salute...I will be adding tons of new pics....some old...some brand new that were taken on recent shoots....so stand by and help me raise my level...(as soon as I post a salute) Don't know what is happening to this site...I thought it was an "adult" site...where over 18 could come and play....well...I guess that is changing...I just pic flagged as NSF

Up Date To The Black Hawk Crash
Ala. Military Crash Victims Identified The Associated Press - 19 hours ago Stanley, 33, was a pilot from Fort Rucker, Ala., who joined the Army in November 2000. Angel, 24, was a Black Hawk helicopter repairman from Gauley Bridge, ... 3 soldiers killed in Black Hawk crash ArmyTimes.com Black Hawk Helicopter Crash Kills Three Near Skyline Alabama WDEF News 12 3 Dead in Army Chopper Crash in Ala. The Associated Press Eyewitness News Memphis - Louisville Courier-Journal all 183 news articles » IM DOIN THIS FOR A VERY CLOSE AND DEAR FRIEND LOVE YA LOSTciveteto , ITS BEEN SUCH A SAD WEEK ALL AWAY AROUND FOR MANY , GOD BLESS THEM .

Update
I'm sitting here thinking about what has happened in the past week. not only have i been dealing with the everyday stress of trying to make a new life for myself, my daughter and eric but i lost a very close friend who i loved and adored. and still i found time for my friends. i may not have been the easiest person too talk to or be around but i still tried. now that i have emotionally hit rock bottom and i'm finding my own life just as pointless as roger may have thought his was i find myself losing even more "friends" nobody seems to understand what i'm going through and those who say they understand can i really believe them? i'm sick of hearing i'm there for you when you need me and when i look that person up they can't be found. i'm tired of people claiming they know me when they don't know jack shit. in the last 24 hours i have been called some very hurtful names and yet again who was there for me when it happened? i'm told to forget things and let them slide. well maybe i'm sick

Update And B.s.
My ex is taking or attempting to take me to court over our daughter who I have complete custody of. He has no leg to stand on and is trying to get me blocked from shipping to Basic training. I took Samantha to TX to stay with my family who want to spend holidays with her and this is the first time they have met her. She's happy and safe. Now he's trying to tell me no JAG is going to be able to help me in civilian matters. He's an idiot at best and I dislike him so much. I just want to leave and get this over with but can't until I"m sure this is all good and he doesn't go try to kidnap Sam.

Updates
for all those of you who keep telling me i need more pictures up i went ahead and took some more and im putting them up now.... ok so in two days i jstt about maxed out my number of photos again.. but there are more up and if aynone wants to see me in a certain color post a comment and let me know and i will get them ready to put up once i level up and can add more

Update On Me!!!
Hi everyone just wanted to give ya'll a quick update on me.... lol... Again didnt want any of you to feel I was ignoring you ..... I been out of the hospital for 6 days.. after the loooooooong 12 days I was just in for.. ugh!!! Things seem to have gotten worse with me. been going ot the hospital like every other day now.. Just waiting to get the o.k. to ship me down to Boston... I believe I will be at TUFTS Medical center in Boston where they will be doing a blodd transfusion... I could be up In Boston Docs said possible up tp 2-3 weeks.... :UGH!!!!! Not looking forward to that.... Still in lots of chronic body pain and stomach pain losing more wait... couldnt even hold a hot chocolate down... lol... Go figure... But just wanted to keep everyone updayed.. my fatigue level is at its all time worse.... I have no energy at all with this worst flare up I am having .... But I pray it will get better.... Please keep me in thought and mind... :) luv you all!!!! :-D :-)

Update 2
i dont really care wat ppl say i am bk with with woman that i was off and on with her 5 years and yes we had had out times that we thought it wasnt goin to work unrtil we sat down 1 night and i realized how much i love her.. and for second i do tell my special friends i love them in a friendly way if u cant take it as that o well i dont care its jus the net.. and im not a player never have never will be

Update On Red Angel And Dixie Angel
I AM SORRY TO HAVE TO TELL YOU THAT TWO OF OUR ANGEL MEMBERS HAVE DELETED THEIR ACCOUNTS. RED ANGEL AND DIXIE ANGEL BOTH HAVE LEFT US. I SPOKE WITH DIXIE YESTERDAY AND SHE INFORMED ME THAT SHE HAS WENT TO WORK AND DID NOT FEEL LIKE SHE WOULD HAVE TIME TO BE ON HERE VERY MUCH, BUT WANTED ME TO SAY "GOODBYE TO ALL OF YOU FOR HER" AND TO PLEASE PRAY FOR RED ANGEL AND HER FAMILY BECAUSE SHE HER PARENTS ARE IN BAD HEALTH AND SHE HAS TAKEN IN HER FATHER TO CARE FOR HIM AFTER BEING RELEASED FROM THE HOSPITAL. ALSO SHE WANTS EVERYONE TO KNOW THAT SHE MISSES US ALL AS WELL. I AM VERY SORRY TO SEE THEM GO AS THEY WERE BOTH DEAR FRIENDS OF MINE. SO PLEASE REMEMBER TO KEEP THEM IN YOUR PRAYERS HUGS TO YOU ALL LOVE YOU , GAIL

Update
well as u all may already know my sister is going through some hard tiems right now and needs all our support as she has just lost her father im asking for u all to go show her your deepest prayers and love Final update in my blog RIP John Keegan 10-10-07~Spicy Angel ~Big Girls Don't Cry@ fubar

Updates
July 28th 2008! I will have my first heart beat and measurements on Wed. I am 5wks today! I am excited!! YAY FOR MENA!! (That would be me) I want my chocolate now..someone bring me my chocolate!!! Things are getting harder for Rhi bee because of Stevens soon deployment. Whats cute tho she is singing in the tub..LOL! Making up her own songs..LOL! Tomorrow morning I am going to see my Reproductive Specialist aka Infertility Specialist! I have to drive over and hour to get there..not fun! But hopefully they fix me and Steven so we can finally have or baby after almost 8yrs of not being pregnant and that doesn't include the 9 months before that! Anyways I am cold..I am reading crap again on people blogs..I's going to go in hiding again till it all stops! Peace Out Peoples! PLEASE COME RATE MY PICS N COMMENT ON THEM!!! PRETTY PLEASE!!!!!!!!!! Love, Mara

Update On The Bobbitt Family
BOBBITT FAMILY UPDATE In a recent news broadcast, it was announced that Lorena Bobbitt's sister Louella was arrested for an alleged attempt to perform the same act on her husband as her famous sister had done several years ago. Sources reveal the sister was not as accurate as Lorena. She allegedly missed the target and stabbed her husband in the upper thigh causing severe muscle and tendon damage. The husband is reported to be in serious, but stable condition, and Louella has been charged with ... A Misdewiener!

Update
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Update For 10/20
going very well link #1 as of 8pm has 5495 comments and link #2 has 1883 for a total so far of 7378 keep up the good work everyone, i thank all of you that have helped me out today :D here are the pic links again #1 link #2 keep the votes comming!!! i know you are all dying to see a cat up there durring a happy hour :D

Update
Well, none of you really know me on here. So I thought that for those of you that would like a peek inside my life I would post this blog w/a couple things goin on in my life right now. I got my finalized divorce papers in the mail friday 10/19 and it was a little saddening, but not 2much. I had been through a lot w/this man the past 4years, including cheating and abuse so I am actually happy 2be free of that and know that if I really needed something he would be there 4me and his daughter. I am enjoying my life as a single mother and spending my days working long hours as a Sr Asst Mngr @a local loan company. This week (weds) I have a doctors appt. This appt is very important 2me. I found out that when I was pregnant w/my daughter that I had cervical cancer...I was scared so I ignored my doctor and went almost a year after she was born w/out thinking about it. Well, I finally got brave enuff 2have the surgery and found out that I was again 4mths pregnant...due 2the surgery I was not

Update On Grandmom And Grandpop Mac Farland
My grandmom had a stroke 5 days ago,is doing alot better now.My grandpop on the other hand,had MRSA since we don't know when,and the doctors only notifided grandmom,and nobody else,yet,the one doctor'' Dr.Cavalier,said she was wearing gloves to be caucitous. We don't know if we want to sue the hospital or not.Err!

Up Date On Mom Helen
ITS COMING TO BE A LONG ROAD FOR MOM PLEASE STILL KEEP MY HUNNY KAGE AND MOM HELEN IN YOUR PRAYERS .TY KAGE & CHERIE LOVE ALL OF YOU'S CHERIE DUE TO THE PERSON THAT SCREWED ME OVER AND SPONGED OFF OF ME , IM NOT ABLE TO AFFORD THE VIP , SO ALL FRIENDS AND FAMILY WILL BE ONLY GETTING 10'S SORRY , UNTIL I CAN AFFORD IT TY'S FOR READING AND HAVE A GOOD NIGHT . BREW

Update
I HAVE DELETED MANY MANY MANY PEOPLE FROM MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY LIST - I WILL NOT BE ADDING ANYONE NEW. FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT ARE LEFT ON MY LIST IF I DO NOT RECEIVE A MESSAGE FROM YOU WITHIN 48 HOURS YOU WILL BE DELETED ALSO. THERE HAS BEEN A CHANGE IN MY SITUATION AND IN MY LIFE AND OUT OF RESPECT FOR A VERY SPECIAL MAN IN MY LIFE I HAVE NO NEED TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS OR TO HAVE FRIENDS THAT CAN NOT RESPECT THE FACT THAT I HAVE SOMEONE IN MY LIFE. I AM SURE YOU WILL NOTICE MY NSFW PICS ARE TAKEN DOWN - THEY ARE DOWN PERMANENTLY, THEY ARE NOT JUST SET TO PRIVATE THEY ARE GONE AND WILL NOT COME BACK - THEY ARE TAKEN DOWN BECAUSE NO ONE NEEDS TO SEE ME BUT MY MAN. PLEASE DO NOT ASK ME TO SEND THEM TO YOU OR TO RE POST THEM - ITS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN. I THINK I HAVE REALLY MADE A FEW PEOPLE UPSET BUT I DONT REALLY CARE - I HAVE WHAT I WANT AND WANT WHAT I HAVE - IF YOU CAN NOT DEAL WITH THAT THEN YOU DONT KNOW ME OR WHAT I STAND FOR OR BELIEVE IN. THANKS TO EVERYONE OF YOU THAT

Update On Me
I apologize for this mass Thanksgiving Wish, but I want all my friends and fans to know that I wish each and every one of you a Blessed Thanksgiving and safe weekend. As you know, we just moved into a new place and I am overwhelmed with unpacking and trying to be organized for a family Thanksgiving here with about 30 people coming for the traditional dinner. Forgive me for not being here as much as I was, but hopefully soon things will settle back to somewhat normal. Please bear with me and remember that I love you all and wish you the best. Hugzzzz, Sharky nuttinbuttsexxy nuttinbuttsexxy I am so sorry I have not been around as much as I would like to be and I am sorry if I have been neglecting any of my friends ... the fact is I would NEVER do that intentionally and the reason for my absence is WE ARE MOVING! Yes, we are moving to a bigger house in the country and I am being spread thin between this and everyday life. The move may be as soon as this weekend, if not

Updates
well the port cath is in my heart now and all is goin well. i start chemo therapy on the 1st thurs of dec. i will have chemo therapy the 1st and 3rd thurs of every month fer the next 9 months. well thats bout it more updates as somethin changes. well the staples are out and it was a whole week earlier then they thought. im very happy bout that and im healin fast. i have to go back into surgery friday so they can put the port in my heart to do the chemo with. its day surgery so i will be home that afternoon but prolly wont be on fer a few days after receivin chemo. hope this finds everyone well and that is this weeks updates. just givin yall a short update. the surgery went well on friday and i came home yesterday. im not sittin up alot right now cuz well it hurts too bad lol. i am on fer a cpl of short periods of time. generally if im online im in diablos den with friends. if ya wanna catch me there then see my lounges fer the link. anyway just thought id let yall know what all was hap

Update On Things
Ok anyone who knows me will know i have had some problems with my car thanks to the damn cops it got defected for two bald rear tyres and put through a full roadworthy. upon which many after market changes were found (um my bad) lol 1st its to low well thats fixed 100mm is the lowest allowed about 3 inches well mine had in inch clearance body to ground lol 2nd some body work thats done to 3rd i have a large sound system some holes were cut in the inner body to fit them and well lets just say they don't like that kind of thing around here so its booked in for tomorrow to have panels cut and welded to replace the ones removed most of my car is now a shell until the work is completed. new set of tyres all round and looks like a new rim also. well they got me for about 10 offenses so im pissed big time. anyway i thought this would be a good time to overhaul some of my sound system refit some things and attach some of my amps to one of my sub woofer boxes ect change is a good t

Update On Mom Helen
MOM HELEN AS YOU KNOW HAD TO HAVE PART OF HER LUNG REMOVED AS A RESULT THEY DIDN'T GET IT ALL AND NOW SHE'LL HAVE TO GO THROUGH CHEMO PLEASE FOR KAGE & ME KEEP HER IN YOUR PRAYERS TY YOU ALL SO MUCH KAGE AND CHERIE Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Get More at COMMENTYOU.com

Update
I know this may upset some people.... and I apollogize 4 that. 4 others... it may be a relief...lol. I have recently made a life decision.... kinda a New Years resolution. After the New Year... I am pretty much gonna seclude myself. I indend to focus on work and getting my life back in order. I sincerely hope that every 1 understands. If u r at all close to me and have been in touch recently.... then u will understand what I mean. There has been alot going on in my life lately. And I need to get it all straightened out. Which means in a nutshell..... that from the New Year... on to about Spring (about 2 - 3 months ) I will be out of contact with every 1 . I know that this may sound wierd and all..... and I really don't care n e more.... but... I need to find myself...lol Sounds wierd I know... More like I need to find who I am in a way. Call it a mid-life crisis....lmfao.... bit YOUNG I hope for that still.... but. This is just something that I need to do. I WILL b

Updates
Likely that you didn't notice...but I've been *busy*. My kid went to Hawaii with my stepsister and her family for a week (returning tomorrow), so on a lark (and about 36 hours notice) I accompanied a client-friend on a business trip to Our Nation's Capital. Spent all of Monday getting there; Tuesday was cold and clear and gorgeous; Wednesday it snowed, which was absolutely beautiful. I had to check my bag on the way back to preserve ownership of a cheap commemorative snowglobe, and even after a two hour delay the suitcase didn't make it onto the plane, so i had to wait until it arrived at SFO at about 1:30 a.m. on the next flight from Dulles (with a little card inside from the TSA proclaiming they'd hand-searched it. I feel safer, don't you?). Fortunately I had the best possible company for my vigil...at long last (two plus years) I got to meet an online suitor who lives only a few hours away (yes, he's here on Fubar). Emergencies and mutual stubbornness had kept us from consum

Update On Being Sick
GOOD MORNING ALL OF MY GREAT LOVING FRIENDS.. AND THERE IS MANY . I AM HAVING TO BLOG THIS BECAUSE AS USUAL MY SHOUT BOX ISNT WORKING.. I TRY VERY HARD TO ANSWER EVERYONE.. PLEASE DO NOT FEEL THAT I AM IGNORING YOU THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN ..IF I DONT SHOUT BACK WITHIN SECONDS THAT MEANS MY SHOUT IS DOWN.. JUST THROW ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE EASIER FOR ME ANYWAYS ... THIS MORNING I ACTUALY FEEL MUCH BETTER EXCEPT I HAVE WOKE UP WITH A SEVER SINUS HEADACHE BUT I AM TAKING MEDICINE AND DRINKING MY COFFEE AS I TYPE... I LOVE YOU ALL PLEASE THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR CARRING ABOUT ME. IT MEANS A GREAT DEAL.. LOVE YOU. COME LUV ME

Update On Kages Mom Helen
AS YOU ALL KNOW KAGES MOM HELEN HAD HALF HER LUNG REMOVED . WELL WE WERE FUBAR MARRIED TODAY IN OUT LOUNGE , I ASKED KAGE HOWS MOM HUNNY , REAPPLY WAS ITS SPREAD . IM SO ANGRY WITH DOCTORS AND THEIR LIES , BURYING HIS DAD A YR AGO SEPT20 TH , AND NOW MOM HELEN , AS KAGES FUWIFE AND R/L OLE LADY , PLEASE KEEP THEM IN YOUR PRAYERS FOR THIS A SO HARD FOR HIM . Get More at COMMENTYOU.com TY SO MUCH LOVE YOU'S ALL KAGE AND CHERIE

Update
Hello to all my friends and family! I have missed you all dearly! I'm sorry I have not been around at all for the past few months but my world has been sideways and I've been trying to get things turned back around. Thongs are still going to be uphill for a bit but I will have a little more time to spend talking to my friends here and hopefully getting to hang out in person with some of you as well. I hope all is well with everyone and hope to get a chance to chat with each and everyone of you soon!! MMMAUH!!! TJ

Updates! We Know You Love Em
Item one - Pictures - Since sunday, there have been 4 albums added. One is thanksgiving, one is a neo (club) album (think: girls kissing), one is my family at the ocean... and the last is copies of all the comments that i've made in the past couple months. Granted the comments aren't as sexy as the ones you can get from other sites, but please if you want to use them, take them, make me feel pretty lol Blogs: nothing much aside from promotions Mumms: plenty of mumms, feel free to read back through the expireds to see what i've been contemplating lately, as well as the upcoming contest. Stash - ok i'm a fuckin slacker Last but SOOOO FUCKING NOT LEAST: The lounge... I would encourage ALL of you that wish to talk to me to join this lounge. i am the owner of it and i will be inside the lounge whenever i'm online... i'd love for you to meet my other friends, i love them all for a reason, and you should too! Click the banner for the lounge! Please stop in and sub

Update
OK SO HERE I AM.. STILL DEPRESSED AS I WROTE IN A BLOG A FEW DAYS AGO.. I LOST SOMEONE THAT WAS REALLY CLOSE TO ME..LIKE A GRANDMOTHER... SHE LOST HER BATTLE WITH CANCER.. SHE WAS 85... SHE LIVED A LONG FULL LIKE AND RAISED 64 FOSTER CHILDREN.. 2 OF THEM SHE ADOPTED.. SHE WAS A MOTHER TO ALL.. I WENT TO HER FUNERAL YESTERDAY.. WHICH COMPLETELY TORE ME APART AND WORE ME OUT.. BUT I WENT BACK TO MY MOTHERS SO I CAN SPEND TIME WITH MY NIECE AND NEPHEWS... WELL ME AND MY SISTER AND THE KIDS WENT TO MY BROTHERS HOUSE.. WE WERE JUST RELAX AND PLAYING WITH THE KIDS WHEN MY PHONE GOES OFF.. I GOT A TEXT MESSAGE FROM MY BEST FRIEND.. HER SISTER HAS COLITIS AND CHRONS DISEASE.. WELL SHE WENT IN FOR SURGERY THE OTHER DAY, ENDED UP HAVE HER GALLBLADDER, COLAN, APPENDIX, AND LEFT OVARY REMOVED.. WELL WHEN THEY WERE DOING THIS THEY FOUND A TUMOR.. CANCER WAS PRESENT, SO THEY RAN THE BLOOD WORK.. SHE HAS STAGE 3 CANCER.. ITS IN THE LIMPHNODES... SHE HAD TO GO BAD TO SURGERY YESTERDAY TO HAVE A

Update!
Hey all ~ just wanted to drop in and wish all of our friends a Happy Holiday Season. Kelly and I have moved back to New Mexico - temporarily! LOL He's currently in Phoenix, attending truck driving school for a few weeks. He's kickin' ass and takin' names! He should be home sometime around the 19th ~ then a week or two here... then he's off to Denver to start six weeks of Driver/Coach training with a mentor. After that, he'll have his own truck - and we are hitting the road. We will be doing long haul - coast to coast and Canada. I will try really hard to keep everyone posted on here as to where we are and where we are going... that way, if we are in your neck of the woods ~ maybe we can stop and have a beer with ya! To Be Continued.... ~ hugs & Bites ~ ~ S ~ & ~ K ~

Update
Well just a little update. I had went to the doctors today because, I had hurt my knee. Well after many of x-rays and a MRI It seems I had torn a legement in my knee. Yes it does hurt like a son of a gun lol. anyway they have me in a knee brace. They have me on some pain meds which really makes me goofy lol. I will update you all when I find out more when I go back to the doctor.

Updates On Krazy Kuder
Well, since my last blogging rant, I have ceased to be a DJ because I lost the net at home and for a few other reasons as well. And because I can't control my girlfriend's actions in the lounge I formerly worked at it seems that I have "personal problems" that have to be worked out at home so I can be UNBANNED from that lounge... Smells fishy to me, but whatever. I was glad for the good times I had as a DJ and in that lounge, Which I will not name because they don't want me to start any drama for them, and because I don't really feel like being a jackass right now and causing drama... Maybe later though, but for now, I will behave, at least as well as I can... ROFLMMFAO Hey ya'll, you've been here for me since I joined and now I would like a chance to show you what you are missing by not listening to me spin some tunes @ The Darkness Falls lounge. Please stop by and try us out. I DJ there Wed, Sat, and Sunday. I rock the joint from 4pm til 8pm. That's RIGHT! They let me control the tun

Update
Have you ever been arrested or are you in danger of being arrested because of your practices of voyeurism, exhibitionism, prostitution, sex with minors, indecent phone calls, etc.? I just wanted to say hi to all and thanks for the get well cards, soup etc. A bunch of us here caught this really bad flue or something and had me laid up for 9 days. I'm one of the lucky guys as I'm well enough to go back in for shift tonight. (good thing as we are really under short of people) The Army has blocked this site at work, so I'll catch up with all my friends when we lock down for a small x-mas break next week. Hope your shopping days are goig well....lol Thank care.....jc

Update!
Well, just heard from the doctor and the yolk sack that is missing from my baby is what makes up the central nervous system and brain for the baby... meaning i would lose it in a few months or have a stillborn. So this friday i am going into the hospital to have it removed. then i can concentrate on the other things that are going on in my body, oh goody... thanks to all my friends and please keep me in your prayers, i really think it is helping :) love to all, suzy

Updates
Injury Updates: Terrell Owens Is The Latest Casualty Last night's 20-13 victory over the Carolina Panthers was bittersweet for the Dallas Cowboys. The Cowboys went into the game with numerous injuries already, including those to Pro Bowl center Andre Gurode, free safety Pat Watkins, and running back Tyson Thompson. Additionally the team had Tony Romo, Chris Canty and Sal Fasano who were each recovering from injuries sustained in the loss against the Eagles the week prior. In yesterday's contest, All Pro wide receiver Terrell Owens suffered a high ankle sprain that could force him to miss considerable time. The recovery time for these types of injuries is usually 3-4 weeks which could put T.O. at risk for missing the first playoff game. The team isn't saying much right now, but they are clearly concerned and have Owens scheduled for an MRI later today. X-rays that were taken last night were negative which means that there is no breaks or fractures. Keep checking back as L

Updates
Hey my babies great news!!! Looks like I will finally be in my place an back online from my own comp by the end of next week!! I have missed you all sooooo much and can't wait to be able to shower you with love!! I'll post a blog and a blast when I do get back to let you know I'm finally home! Love you my darlings, Michelle Hi ya muh babies sorry I haven't been around much but have Hosting in a tournament league called Eliters and have been having a blast!! They have all knds of tournaments for all kinds of games on yahoo, pogo, and game desire. Wanna find me? Right now I am hosting in Euchre Pogo mostly in the mornings and am going to be hosting other games soon. For euchre you don't have to be a paid pogo member just sign up or sign in if you are already a member. Wanna join in on the league games? Here's how... 3 EZ steps to play in Eliters Euchre Tourneys: 1> Join Eliters FREE @ www.romanticnotions8.eliters.org/start * Sign up with EXACT Pogo ID. * 2> Join Euchre Pogo Leag

Update 12-30-07
Well, today is the big day. Finally! Just thought I'd write a little note before I get ready. My appointment is at 9:15, which is a good thing with this type of doctor. Hopefully, no new little ones wanted to show their cute little faces in this world this morning. I HATE sitting in waiting rooms for hours. Anyway, I'll update those of you who want to know what happens when I get back. Wish me luck, and a little prayer to the Big Guy would be appreciated very much! I love you guys! xoxo Laurie Hi All! I just wanted to let you know what's going on with me. If you didn't read my earlier blog titled *Yawn*, this might not make sense to you. Check it out if you want to. My problem started getting better on it's own on Christmas day. I was so relieved! Until this morning.....ugh. It started up again and is worse than before. I still can't get in to see the doc until January 7, but I will be calling every day to see if they have any cancellations. Meanwhil

Update
6:00am :)est I am snoozing for a bit but will be on as much as I can today..before and after work. Thank you all for everything:) and thank you so very much Claire ♥ you are so very awesome!!! hugs n kisses!!! As this year draws to its end..I am making a blog devoted to my Very Important Pals. It will take me a long time to complete..so be patient if you feel you might have been forgotten or overlooked I assure you that you will make it in there before I am done. Most of you know I am emotional..and when I open up and share my thoughts and feelings I tend to go through a bunch of energy. I care deeply for all of my friends...it is so simple for me to say thank you to each and everyone for being my friend..but I want you to know what you mean to me too. So if you check in on me..and find yourself posted...:) smile!! xoxo hugs and kisses to all! For those of you who haven't spoken to me in the last month and 8 days you may not know I have been sick. It started

Update
SORRY I HAVE BEEN SO BUSY WITH MY NEW JOB TO GET ONLINE. IM GOING TO TRY TO MAKE THAT A NEW YEARS RESOLUTION TO BE ONLINE MORE AND TAKE MORE PICS. HOPE EVERYONE HASA A SAFE AND AWESUME NYE EVE. KISSES Sexy New Years Comments & Graphics

Updates On My Life
Just when I thought life couldn't suck any harder right now, boy was I fucking wrong! So I get a call at 8 something this morning from my sister. I'm usually excited when she calls because we grew up apart and I moved up here to be closer to her and so I could be a part of my niece's life. My beautiful niece was born 9/11/07 and I absolutly adore her! I've already started spoiling her. Anyway this morning's phone call has crushed me. She called and told me my niece Kylie was in the hospital, that they'd been there all night and she was being transfered to the Children's hospital in Minneapolis. They suspect that she's having seizures and right now have her hooked up to machines waiting to see if she has another one so they can confrim if she's having seizures or not. She's not even 4 months old yet and now this...I swear I know life isn't fair but does it rally have to suck this bad?! So if you pray please pray for my darling little niece, thanks. I talked to my brother-in-law earlier

Update
well guys my surgery is scheduled for 6 am tomorrow.im running scared now.i feel all alone tho its not a good feeling let me tell you.its like my friends have better things to do than be with me even tho i have always been there for them im terrified.i nevedr realized how much i was till now.. but im used to being let down. so its no big deal anymore. well i needed to vent wish me luck tomorrow guys.and pray they get all this friggin cancer out of me. bye surgery went well theyre 99% positive they got it all u dont know what a burden it was to have it. now im gonna live my life my way screw everyone else

~*~update~*~
Ok let me just say that this is not because of any one person, but rather to just clear the air! I am not cold bitter person nor am I so miserable that I just stay depressed all the time. Yes, there have been somethings that I have been dealing with that haven't made me to happy but other than that, I am a happy person for the most part. I apologize if that is the way you see me due to my poems, but if you can only see me the way I described above, then you don't know me at all. I have been writing for quite a long time, yes I will be the first to admit that some of the later ones have been kind of down, but contrary to what some might believe, the things that I write comes from the heart but not all of what I write has a thing to do with myself, but it comes out for others around me. I am a great friend to those that I hold close, when they hurt, I hurt. So with this all being said, I want to wish you a great day/night which ever it might be for you. Thanks for taking th

Updated Family Rules
1. This family is for fun, its not a demanding family, shout at another member to see if they can help, if they cant then go to the next it is a big deal. 2. NO DRAMA we are adults lets act like it. 3. There is 3 people in the Staff, if there is a problem with another family member come and see one of us.. 1. Liberated Spice Leader 2. Kinkstar Sin Leader's Helper 3. Lil Rebel Leader's Helper 4. HAVE FUN (that is a must) 5. Harrassment is a definite no-no whether it is a family member or another family it will not be tolerated what so ever... 7. Respect Everyone. We're all humans on the outside, therefore we have feelings, but we as well, as wolves, need to realize that -everyone- deserves respect. Treat each wolf as you would liked to be treated.

Updated Mumm Policy Jan 11- 08
subject: Updated MuMM Policy post date: 2008-01-11 10:06:29 This information is from an update through Blog via Scrapper: Many of you email me day in and day out about your MuMMs. I could spend all day turning back on MuMMs only for you to abuse them and loose them in an hour. Everyone MuMMs are a privilege. If you get them turned off, you are still able to make Friends MuMMs. Please read: MUMM Guidelines MUMM stands for Make Up My Mind. It is designed to be a platform to allow you to pose a question that has an A and B option. MUMMs are NOT designed to promote yourself or anyone else, gain points, advertise an event or commercialized product, or promote racism, bigotry, hatred, or physical harm against any group or individual. MUMMs must also NOT contain inappropriate conduct, phone numbers and contact information, nudity, violence, or offensive subject matter, nor can it provide links to adult websites. Any use of PHOTOS or VIDEOS posted in the MUMMs must be ap

Update, Update!
I have been in early labor, 3cm dialated, since last Wednesday January 9th!!! The baby should be coming anytime now! YAY!! Thank goodness....I am so relieved to be done!! LOL Now we're just playing the waiting game...

Update Om Me
Like they say, "when it rains, it pours". First I just found out today that my spine surgen will be doing eploritory surgery on my lower spine, right where he did the previous work. The fusion part of my surgery is deterating, and I am running the risk of the screws and pins snapping in there from the weight of my body. This will be takeing place in about a month or so. he will go in my back asess the damage and then fix it right there. Which means cleaning out the fusion that is left and redoing it with a bone graft from my hip, and possibly new screws and pins. Second today I found out that my Insurance was cancled because my employer is nolonger useing IBA HealthPlans. So they have to reissue me new cards and benifits with the new carrier as well as regester me with the new carrier. I have to pay full price for a new med. I am starting on today, which is going to cost me over $130. Thirdly, I recieved a letter in the mail from SSD stating that I was denied. So the ball is now

Up Date
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Update!! 02/02/2008
O.K.! So I have been M.I.A for like the past 6 months or so. Well alot has been going on actually. I've been working my ass off mostly! lol But Brandon and I got married on January 23rd and we ventured into florida for the weekend which also happened to be my birthday too (YaY! go me!) lol at any rate, shit has been a little crazy around my way and I haven't forgotten ANY of my fubar friends! Love You guys/gals lots!! I hope to check in more often. Lots o' Love, Lissa

Update
Well I'm finally able to sit up and feel like typing so for those who don't know I had my gall bladder removed on Wednesday. Yeah I know I'm young but they said it looked awful once they got it out. They also checked for one of the stones that had passed into my bile duct and caused me to be violently sick last week(btw they didn't see it so guessing that it passed out of my system). With my health like it was I had to postpone school for the remainder of the month and will finish my last 3 weeks next month. This is not what I would have liked to have happened but hey sometimes you just have to shutup and deal with life. For those who rate or fan me or anything just know that I will try to get back to you as soon as possible but as I'm still in some pain I'm not sitting right here regardless of being signed on or not. For my friends that have sent me gifts and well wishes thank you so much it is very much appreciated as are you. Hope to be back talking to people within the week. ^_^ Ok

Update
Ok, here is a quick update. For those of you who don't know. I am going to school to get my funeral directors license, then I will follow that with my embalmers license. I work 2 jobs also, part time at the funeral home, and a customer service job. Basically I take orders from home for infomercials. The funeral home I work at is very small. Just the Funeral director/embalmer and me. Often it is very slow for weeks at an end. So normally I have plenty of time for my other job, school and being on Fubar. Well things are starting to get busy. increased work load at school. Paperwork to get my license. and of course it is tax time. and I am 1099 on all my jobs so a lot of tax paperwork to do there. Well guess what, It has gotten busy at the funeral home. Since it looks like I have a break today at the funeral home. I am blowing off my other job today. and going to focus on my homework and try to get ahead of the schedule again. So while you see me logged in here. I most likely wo

Updates
so.... my younger sister gets married june 7th. she just called me today and asked if i could be a bridesmaid because one of hers backed out. luckily for everyone i'm about a size smaller than her original bridesmaid.... so now i gotta pony up some serious cash on way short notice. i mean of course i was going to the wedding.... but now i have to buy the whole ensemble and the hair..... aaaaaaaack. of course i'm doing it. she's my sister!! i'm just kinda.... meh. i'll get over it. just as a note i was scheduled to be her personal attendant before..... so now i pull double duty. lolz. it's what i am best at..... coming off beautifully under massive stress. so it's time to clean the friend list..... if you feel endangered and wanna stay just let me know lol. well..... the list is now finished..... way cut down.... so yay to all who stay.... i needs love lol..... and a smoke... always with the cigarettes sheesh...... *walks outside to smoke*

Updates
more updates Current mood: blessed Category: Life ok so as many of you already know and some of you dont i am engaged to a wonderful woman...... we are hoping to tie the knot next spring........ um lets see i well be offically joining the Lutheran church this month, and my kids baptized. things are just gettin better and brighter each and everyday!!!! so thats it for now........

Update
I would like to take a moment of your time and introduce you to our leaders and let you know what we have going on. First off take a moment to stop in and say hello to our Co-Founders! They are: Enchantin~rose~LadyPhoenix's~Co~Founder~Rating Revolution ~DemonCrew~ and $ç()øTëR™-(Lori's Hubby)-{Demon Crew recruiter}-[Co-founder of the Rating Revolution] Next we have the Crew Leaders. They are: Mz Attitude~Crew Leader Rating Revolution ~ DCF Member~Shadow Leveler~ and Èvîl Àñgël†Ðemon Çrew ÀΜ Šhift Leader†+Rating Revolution Crew Leader+{Shadow Leveler} Next would be our Recruiter and Tag Maker. She is: ♥ ♥ Lori ♥ ♥CrAzY BeAuTiFuL {Wife to ScOoTeR} {Recruiter/Member of Rating Revolution}Demon Crew Member Don't forget our homepage as well. Rating Revolution Now on to what we have going on. First off we have the "Who wants to be a Crew Leader Contest". This contest consists of three memebers that were nominated

Up Date 3
Well i have my surgy date and its March 27. I wont be on my computer for while. Am not sure how longe i will be off my computer. I go the 19 for more info and let u know when i find out more Last night my main computer crashed. Am on my mom lap top during the day. When leave for work got to turn her off and wait til the moring to talk to yaw. plz leave me some love. return in the moring when get on

Updates.....lost In The Woods
Well..... im here in Lost in the Woods!!! Actually been here for about 2 or so weeks.... livin on nothing....an handouts.... but im getting by cause i dont get paid til APRIL... oh well... Got internet in the room now... well as long as i can borrow someones laptop.... talk more some time soon... BUT IM HERE AN IM ALIVE!!!!

Up Date
Am sry for hurting and saying stuff to my ex about u. I was trying to get her back am for the am sry but am done with her and her lies. I got someone who like me for me and might give me chacn but we are taking thing slowly. I will not say who she is bc i don't crystal or anyone who hate me ruin a good thing. What said on yahoo with u i meant it and i thought u meant to. I think if want to have friendship the let have one but not staping each other in the back. i just want friend with heart and soul lie i think u have. At work today think might found someone. She been hurt by her ex who hite her and everything. She is married but she separted. SHe has son. SHe love to cuddle. She beatiful and she like me. we are metting tomrrow and movie date friday. i keep yaw posted. I real hop it works out. cross ur finger Tomrrow i got back to work with week off. Cool i need the money real bad. Bills are comeing through and everything Sun Com about to shut off. My storage is about to but on the st

Update On My Son
Took my son to the neurosugeon today, everything has turned out fantastic. All he will need is physical therapy and maybe some chiropractic visits, absolutely no surgery and he has no limitations, I am so happy! I want to thank all of my friends for their prayers and support, I was really worried for awhile but you all helped and supported me thru your kind words of encouragment.

Update On My Pregnancy
so yesterday Rah & I went to Tri County Mall to try to walk Landon out. Well it ALMOST worked, but my cervix decided that it didn't want to dilate any. =( But I had gotten into her truck, and felt a little bit of a gush of water. So immediately I thought my water had broken. So we went to a few places, and I called my doctor, and Rachel was on call and told me to go ahead and go to the hospital, and to pack my bags because if my water is leaking they were just going to go ahead and lemme have him. So I called my mother, and a few other people that are really close to me, and let them know what was going on. So I get to mom's house, and I pack my bag, and get it ready. well then I went on up to the hospital. We were there for a while. They checked me like 4 times to see if my water was leaking, and the tests came back negative. My contractions were pretty steady though. And the Landon's heartbeat looked great! So they did a mini-ultrasound on Landon, and they found out there wasn't much

Up Date After Surgy
I can no longer be unloader. but that good thing so don't lose my job bc them ahole at work. my knee messed up for good. doc say he can't do anything for anymore. I got to leave with pain rest of my life

Update On My Life
well i know pl been wanderin y i havent been around lately. well im in the myth of gettin a iyte tiogether with a homie and been doin alot of research. havent had time to be on here that much. yea i vbeen online on here but thst dont mean nothin.... on top of that my uncle is goin down hill with cancer so its takin even more of a toll on me... and im not goin into the rest ill let that out when its time sry but i jus cant say yet...... well if yall want come t http://www.1024kill.fm and ill be there and for my tru fam out there lov yall guys mmfwcl

Update On Baby
OKAY FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT ARE CLOSE TO ME, KNOW ABOUT MY 10 MONTH OLD BABY'S HEALTH ISSUES. I RECIEVED A PHONE CALL TODAY FROM OUR GENETICS DOCTOR WITH SOME ANSWERS..... MY SON IS 1 IN 3 IN THE WORLD WHO HAS THIS CONDITION.... I CANT PRONOUNCE OR EVEN BEGIN TO SPELL WHAT IT IS!!!!! WHAT IT BOILS DOWN TO IS THIS, HE IS MISSING 1 OF HIS CHROMOSOMES # 20. THE OTHER TWO REPORTED CASES HAVE HAD LEARNING DISABILITIES, SEIZURES, SLOWED DEVELOPMENT, SPEECH PROBLEMS, AND HEARING PROBLEMS. ONE OF THEM DIED AT AGE 7!!! AARON HAS SIEZURES AND IS ABOUT THREE MONTHS BEHIND IN HIS DEVELOPMENT. A SOCIAL WORKER IS GOING TO COME OUT AND EVALUATE HIM TO TRY AND TRY TO SET US UP WITH HOME VISITS TO HELP!!!! HIS FATHER AND I NEED TO BE TESTED TO THEY CANNOT GIVE US ANY REAL ANSWERS AS TO WHAT TO DO OR WHAT TO EXPECT THEY DO WANT TO DO ALOT OF TESTING AND EXPERIMENTING AND I'M OT SURE ABOUT THAT. I DONT WANT HIM TO BE A FREAK SHOW. BUT ANYWAYS THERE IS NOTHING WITH THIS DISORDER THAT LINKS TO HI

Update
I have been texting Kitty and this is what she said is goin on with her: Its an angioplasty they insert a balloon into your arteries to try and reopen them if that dont work then i will have to have bypass surgery so pray please Tell them all i love them and miss them and cant wait to be back So lets all pray for Diva Kitty Kat she will be having this done on Monday. She is very scared, if you wanna send her a message leave it here and I will text it to her for you. Peace and love MsMaine KITTY KAT {{ CONTRACTER FOR THE GODFATHER OF THE DIVA'S }} AKA DYLON'S KITTY~~@ fubar

Update.....miss My Friends
I have been away again for a time ...unfortunately things havent been going well. A short explanation so friends wont be worried. I had let a so called friend stay with me for a short time with her kids and boyfriend...unfortunately they took advantage of it. They ran up my bills, never gave me money for rent and almost 3 months later managed to get me evicted, beat me up, stole my computer, money, clothes and a list too long to mention. So I am temporarily in transition. Stayng with friends of my own until I can manage somehow to get back on my feet. Will try to get on when i can to update everyone. Miss you all anad hope your doing well. Cyas all soon hopefully

Updates And Venting
well i havent wrote anything in awhile so i guess ill do updates and stuff lol ok i still live at home with parents it sucks but what can i do. i have a job at the Coventry KB its barly parttime so im still looking fo a better job so i can save up for maybe a car and my own apartment. oh and resency i got my drivers licence i been driving around with mom to stores and stuff ive taking the car to the store by myself a couple of times. i like driveing alone better then with mom lol. my lil sis Sarah is almost 14 months old now shes getting so big she dont walk yet but she crawls very fast and stands when she is agaist things but she still is so cute still cant believe shes here. and im still single well kinda caues there this one guy i been getting really close to online but he live in MA and i havent seen him since he lived down here. i do like him and stuff it just sucks i dont get to see him or hear from him much now it sucks. and then i have ex and guys who say im too good for t

Updates On Me...
i know i know.... i've dissappeared again.... for a lot longer than i've wanted to. first of all i just wanted to say i miss everyone!!!!! i miss being here and i miss my family. i miss the lounges and i miss being on air. i'll get back in the swing of it all eventually.... but unfortunately right now i'm not in the position to do that. i'm still in KY.... been here since mid-march.... a lot of shit has happened.... some good some bad... but i'm getting through it. i know news travels fast on here... so i'll let you all now.... no i'm not living with heather anymore... we had a pretty bad fall out... and yes i'm going to have another baby. i'm due on dec. 31st. anyways.... i'll be back soon.... just not as soon as i'd like to be. but i think about all of my family each and every day... and i hope you all are doing well. talk to everyone soon!!! ::::hugsNkisses:::: okies guys..... yeah so i haven't been on here for quite a while.... we moved from ohio to kentucky on march 15th... we

~~updates About My Health~~
i am often asked about my health issues or why i am at the hospital.so i decided to take the time to let people know what is going on with me. i have what is called Interstitial Cystitis also known as I.C..it isn't life threatening but but no known cure is really there for it nor is there a real reason behind I.C..i take pills to help with it all but at times they don't help.I.C. does affect my life in many ways.certain foods,allergies,stress,and yes even sex causes the I.C. to have what is called flare-ups and remissions. so i took the time to get the info for it and share with the people that want to learn about my illness..and here it is....... Interstitial cystitis (IC), also known as painful bladder syndrome or bladder pain syndrome, is a condition that results in recurring discomfort or pain in the bladder and the surrounding pelvic region.Pain levels can range from mild tenderness to intense, agonizing pain.During flares, patients may also experience the “IC Belly,” a s

Updates And Stuff
Thanks to all who messaged asking where I've been. Things are extremely busy at work and I've been putting in some major overtime hours. I'm now paying for it and suffering from an upper respiratory infection and bronchitis. Went to the doctor today and will be off for a few days. Going to crawl back in bed and hope my $90 worth of prescriptions kick in soon.

Updates On Cameron, Carson, & Caleigh
I want to THANK EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU who have reposted, commented, prayed and passed on for more prayers. There is some to update on my cousins. You guys... all of you... are truly wonderful!!! Cameron's CT Scan came back and she has a cracked forehead and one eye socket is pretty banged up, but her sight should be fine. The seizures have slowed to an almost stop. They took her off the ventilator this morning and she is currently awake in the hospital. She is being responsive and we are still waiting to hear how she is doing overall and what her extended prognosis will be. However, it is seeming that she is doing much better. Carson came out of his surgery last night and it went really well. He has over 100 stitches on his face, but he still has his eye and hopefully in time, he will regain the sight in that eye. *crosses fingers* Caleigh went to church this morning with my daughter and sister's family. They all prayed there for the quick and full recovery of C

Update On Bubble And Foam Party !
THATS RIGHT DOIN IT JUST LIKE THEY ARE IN VEGAS AND HOLLYWOOD OUR VERY OWN FOAM AND BUBBLE PARTY! WELCOME TO THE FU-BLOCK FOAM AND BUBBLES PARTY!! IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO JOIN THE PARTY ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS 1)HAVE A SALUTE 2)RATE /FAN/ADD ALL PARTY HOSTS TELL THEM YOU ARE JOING THE PARY 3)RATE /FAN/ADD ALL PARTY MEMBERSTELLING YOU ARE JOIN THE PARTY $IF YOU ARE ALREADY A FAN AND RATED AND ADDED SOMEONE THEN JUST LEAVE THE M A PROFLIE COMMENT SAYING YOUR JOING THE BUBBLE AND FOAM PARTY! JUST THAT EASY THEN YOU PRIV MESSAGE ME WHEN YOU ARE FINNISHED ADDING ALL AND YOU WILL BE ADDED AS A MEAMBER OF THE HOTTEST PARTY ON THE FU XOXOX THE HOSTS OF THIS PARTY INCLUDE ~PURPLESKY~CO~VICE PRESIDENT OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY& 1 OF PONYBOY1966"s BRATS@ fubar CLOWNIN WILL BE TAKIN IDS AT THE DOOR CLOWNIN*OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY@ fubar BIG POPPA WILL BE THE BOUNCER SO NO FUNNY BUSS.GET IN WHERE YOU FIT IN. BiG PoPpA OfFiCiAl OwNeR oF T hE hOt MoMmAs

Update On Mom
Haven't been on in awhile. My mom has been in the hospital for about a month now. She was in Johnstown but after two botched surgeries & almost dying from infection we were finally able to get her out of there. She first went to Altoona but they said she was too serious so they recommended sending her to Pittsburgh, PA. My dad & I were driving two hours there & two back everyday while she was in ICU. Last week she was moved to a regular room so dad & I have been taking turns staying over night w/ her. Hopefully she will be transferred to a rehab place closer to home tomorrow. She will be on IV antibiotics for at least 8 more weeks & after will more than likely have to have a 3rd surgery. All that from a surgery that was to have been an over night stay, a few days of bed rest & possibly some physical therapy. Needless to say I'm completely drained, not to mention moody as hell. I'll try to get caught up w/ you all ASAP. Thanks so much for all the concern & prayers. We appreciate

Updates
I just been dealing with so much stress.. Brian my producer aka owner of the label wants to see me to get vocals down but just cant happen because im so boged at work... I wrote more shit but havent had time to post it.. ryan still with my mom and so much is going on.. i am thinking it was a mistake.. I been meeting some great new people im wondering if brian will sign any of them.. well I had to give up guardianship of my son to my parents the court date will either be the 28th of May or 4th of june. I have lost all hope and feel even more depressed since finding this news. It was either lose him forever or give him to my parents i had no choice this way i get to see him right. well i been apartment hunting. I found one i really love its huge but problem is that the landlord thinks im 18 and its going to be hard to move stuff in it. OH for those who dont know i am homeless on the 19th of may. So with all that happening im really stressed so stressed i lost 2 clothes sizes in less then

Updates
Earlier today; I was talking to one of my friends and she made a comment that I don't update people too much on what is really going on my life... So since I am having one of those nights were my moms wakes me up at 3am because she cant figure out how to open a file on her computer and then I can't get back to sleep... I figure... FUCK IT... let's write a blog... OK so anyways... I noticed a lot of people are starting their "Starting over in life" quests in their lives... Which is good... Sometimes you need a fresh start in life in order to move forward... make life to be how you want it... I decided to do that about a month ago myself... So I am feeling these people... and this is how my progress is going... As many of you know... This isn't the only account Shayla and I have together... We have a Myspace account that Shayla and I have together too... People on there can see it says we are from Bismarck ND... I had been asked many times since I made that... Did I move to ND al

Updates!
I'm going to have a baby girl monday at 4 am if not sooner..gonna name her Rayna Lotus..I'm not with her father anymore..left him back in July. umm I'm jobless again..yeah I think that about covers all the shit goin on with me for right now. I'll update later with new baby pics and info. Leave me some love!

Update
For some of you that know me my family and I have been living in a motel for the last two months. Well we are finally moving into our own place and I wanted to let everyone know that I probably won't be on line for a while and I don't want anyone to think I have forgot them. I appreciate all your understanding in this situation. Much love to all my friends, family and fans. Tina

Updates
Speed ----- Ok loads of people complain that their pc will start to run slower after a while. There are a few reasons for this and i'll try to give save sollutions that will not fuck up your pc. Memory ------ One of the first things that slows down your pc is loads of useless programs running in the background. Some of them are spy/adware ... that should be deleted if you read my previous blog and got rid of em. But there are other programs that tend to start up each time when you start your pc and that you hardly ever use. To find these you have to click the start button >programs>startup this is where programs are listed that load when your pc starts. i for example only use my printer like once a week so i don't load my printer software untill i actually need it to print something. So if you see links in there to programs that you don't want to have running in the background each time your pc is on just delete the LINKS inside that map. It will not delete the actual progra

Update On My Nettie
I wanted to give an update to all of you that have been keeping my friend Nettie in your thoughts & or prayers...& thank you so much! As you know, she was diagnosed with breast cancer just a few weeks ago. They found two tumors & because of the rapidness of their growth...she had to have a double mastectomy. She went in for her surgery yesterday...she was in there for what seemed an eternity. They found the cancer had spread to 11 lymph nodes so they were also removed...but because of that she has to go through chemo therapy & radiation treatments now. For all she has been through...she is doing remarkably well. She is in great spirits & surprisingly, not too much pain. She is going to have re constructive surgery also...using tummy tissue & fat from her belly...it is amazing what they can do! But right now...the important thing is for her to heal & make sure she is cancer free. The sad part of this is...she had just had a mammogram in January & was given a clean bill