brodie's blog: "untitled"

So many people So many names, So much time Wasted with games, Too much energy Goes into lies, Even hiding feelings Under a discuise, Tell the ones who matter How much you care, For in the end They will be there, To your own self You must be true, So unmask yourself Show the real you.

You were there and so was I, We kept staring in each others eye, Wondering how long it will take? Which one of us is gonna break, Was it you or was it me ? I couldnt wait I had to see, Now i know it was real, What are these things i'm starting to feel ? Yes i kno this all sounds lame, I cant help but wonder if you feel the same, My mind wanders throught the day, Wondering if you missed me in any way, So many things we have yet to see, I sometimes wonder were you meant for me?

I wish i knew the words, I wish i knew what to say, Yo tell you how i feel, Each and every day, I wish that you could see, How life would be for you and me, A life of love and happiness, So many things that i miss, Your soft touch, Your tender kiss, I wish things could be, So much easier for you and me, I wish again for my heart to melt, I wish i knew how you felt, About things i say, Until then, I await the day.

I saw you,only feet away The loving looks, The tender smile Soo close,Yet felt like a mile Time passed by, Ever so slow Constantly wondering, Stay or go I saw you there, Looking,With affectionate stares It wasn’t me, I wasn’t there In his shoes, I wanted to be How i wanted you dancing, only with me A chance with you, was all i asked I suppose now, It’s a thing of the past A new beginning, A brand new start I am still hoping, With love in my heart

lying awake i cannot sleep pillow soaked from tears i weep thoughts running rampid through my head every night i lay in bed noone here to ease my mind so i think and my teeth i grind with my brain overloading eventually i'll sleep only to awaken from a dream i cannot keep

Sitting alone in this house I once called home silence surrounding me darkness embracing me feeding the hunger inside my heart satisfying me desire to leave this house and never come back untill it is a home as long as i have silence surrounding darkness embracing I will remain in this house once called home still sitting alone

today I realize there have been no more tears falling from my eyes the skies are grey as rain falls all day to me they seem a midsummers blue I know now things i must do carving the pain off the bone I think of you as I choose to remain alone so many things i will miss a gentile loving touch a sweet tender kiss i am sure in time someone may want a chance I will turn away even from a dance

deep inside me your love still grows ever blossoming like a midsummer rose the roots growing ever so deep without water it's flowers will keep like the times you dont call some blossoms will wilt and fall with just one call a new bud will grow giving a new beauty to the love that i know i've never felt a love like this i can only imagine what would happen with just one kiss like a soft soaking rain putting to an end my thirsting pain