i thought about you today,not to say that i dont think about you everyday because i do and i always will.i was listening to music that i played for you when i was sick.i still feel bad about everything that happened to you and thats something that wont change either because i still feel like its all my fault.it hurts so much. i didnt do a very good job at protecting you or even protecting myself and its not fair.id change things in a heartbeat to take care of you.