i understand so much more now. im not angry at you for what you did because now im in the same situation. i thought i could do something.. but now after trying i realised that i just can't. i don't know if its the person , there personality or if its just the idea that being in any sort of relationship right now just a turn off for me.not so much that its a turn off its just not something that is appealing to me right now.i know that eventually i will get lonely and tired but for now its time to be andventious by myself me.No strings, no boys or girls, just friends and fun. im not sayinf im going to go out and fuck like a mad woman either because at this point im sick of dramarama in general and that goes hand in hand with relationships of both the sexual and nonsexual type.i dont want to have to answer to anyone.i do what i want when i want even if it means doing it myself.ive got a better idea of what i want out of life and im going to go get it.
