I found out on Friday that my neice was born last month. Not sure exact date dont even know her name. My brother wasnt even the one who told me. I actually heard about it from an old friend who knew me back when I was in McGraw school...so before tenth grade. No one in my family could get ahold of me to let me know. They all fucking hid it from me and I dont understand why. I seriously never thought I would hate my brother so much. He used to be the one person I looked up to and was proud of. Hell I was even gonna a tattoo for him and my grandfather but that is no longer whats gonna happen. If he wants to shut me outta his family Im gonna shut him outta mine. My lil angel is almost two and hes never seen her and for all I care he never will. She will know about him but thats it cuz Im not gonna deal with him and sure3 as hell wont make her. Never thought Id see the day when I didnt want my brother part of my daughters life but its here. Hes pushed me too far finally. Little does he realize Im done getting walked on by everyone...including family. Im moving forward with my life with or without my family. And as far as Im concerned they all can go to hell. None of them but him and my aunt were ever really there for me anyways. And my aunt is still here for me. I just hope that as my lil one is growing up she has a better family behind her then I had/have. She will know the importance of family!!!
