Ok so yeah he fucked me over. But ya know I dont have anything to do with him now so get over the fact that what happened between us was fucked up. And yes I now talk to his wife, have actually become friends with her. Sure there are probably a lot of feelings on both sides that havent been said but at least we are adult enough not to fight all the time cuz he decided he wanted to be a dick.
Yeah I still talk to my ex. And yes if he wants to hang out Im probably gonna do it. It doesnt matter to me what everyone else thinks. Its our lives if we want to continue to be friends we will. When we were together we had something truely special and just because we arent together any more doenst mean we dont care for each other. Im not tryin to take him from her and dont want to take him from her. He made his choice and thats all there is to it.
And yes shit between me and my babys daddy are fucked up but ya know we are who we are and what happens happens. You know how I am and my feelings on everything if you cant handle that then I guess I dont need you as a friend. We have been through a lot together but Im done letting you get to me. I never thought I would wonder if caring about you was a mistake but you have definitely made me feel that way. You have been one of my most treasured friends for the last couple years. If you think you need to start tryin to run my life then well Im sorry but Im not having it.
So in all honesty what does it matter to you what I do with my life. Im tryin to turn things around but its not easy when you got the shit going on that I do. You should have enough faith in me to believe I can do it and if you dont well then Im sorry but thats all there is to it. Im not gonna go out of my way to make you proud of me any more. If you or anyone else cant accept me for the way I am then I dont need you in my life
The person who this is directed towards knows who they are but if you are reading this then you may know some shit thats going on. If you have any questions just hit me up
