Happily In Love's blog: "just some poems by me"

You were never there From day one It was me and him But then he turned away too Leavin me to fend for myself Not caring he was all I had I thought I could do it Been holdin my own for years Then you took the only one who cared Got her to betray me Because you screwed up You needed someone to get what you couldnt She did once again leavin me alone Ive gotten used to being alone Not having the noraml family But dont try not Im an adult Have a life of my own Its too late for you Id rather be alone Than let you back in my life At least alone I dont get betrayed

A Real Mother Would be there A Real Mother Would believe as they are told A Real Mother Wouldnt chose a man over her kids A Real Mother Would understand whats needed A Real Mother Wouldnt steal from her children A Real Mother Doesnt hold back the important things You think you're a real mother? How many of the above are you?

I let him in Trusting he would be differnt He promised he was Life with him wouldnt be the same Yet here I am Sad and alone Wondering what he really wants I have done all I can To show him my feelings He knows I love him And would do anything to make him happy I cant help but feel hurt As if he doesnt care Even though he swears different I should have known Not to le another in

I have a boyfriend He was great to start But now its totally different I try not overreacting But its so hard not to When hes not here All I feel is lonliness When we are together It all seems perfect The calls are shorter Text come less and less I dont understand Where it went wrong I love him to death But how can I be taken Yet ever so lonely

The love I feel is real Stronger than I've ever known Yet once again I'm scared Im only asking to get my heart broke Losing him would tear me apart He's broke through all the walls Straight to my heart He's the one I feel it in my heart Just not from him

My heart is breaking It feels like Im unwanted He says different But I dont feel wanted Always being let down Being told the words I love to hear Yet not feeling the like I should Cant believe its happening again Thought I had learned before My heart is breaking I love him with my all Just whish I knew he felt the same

He's made me love again Made me forget the others All I want is him But I never seem to get him Every thing I try Does no goo He continues to turn away Breaking my heart a little more I didnt think I'd feel this again Yet here I am fighting tears What am I doing wrong It was him who made me love again And its him breaking my heart

How do you hold on when it seems he's letting go All you want is him Yet he's always turning away Says he loves you But doesn't really show it Passing up so many chances With very little explination Is it worth holding on Or is it time to let go?

Hearts are broken Promises become nothing Future plans ruined All because of an ex They only want to hurt you Cant stand seeing you happy When an ex is involved Things can be unbearable So pray you find someone strong Becasu ex's are hard to handle

Im trusting you As hard as it may be Hoping I wont get hurt Praying that it will all work out You promise everything will be better As soon as shes out of the picture Things between us will go back to normal I dont want to get hurt again But Im giving you that chance So please be true And if you cant let me know now The longer we are together The harder it will be Somethings telling me not to let go So Im trusting you