Fubar Blogs 3

Leaving This Hell Hole!
Well soon ill be leaving South Dakota. going to where i feel needed and loved... i've been through alot of shit here.. I'm going 2000 miles from home.. im really hoping that everything works out right. i can't take the drama and all the bull shit i've been through here.. although i'm going to miss so many ppl here.. This is what i need to do..

Tabby's Tee's...
Tabby's Tee's are hand painted and hand designed, they are washable but yet need to be dryed in low heat to saver the fabric paint. I only have a few made up at the moment however, I plan to make more and also am taking requests and I do shipping as well! infant sizes are $5 youth sizes are $7 adult sizes are $10 any questions or requests just message me!

Jail Bed Time Stories
*Part One of Two* .....March 29th 2007 11:02pm....... Hello, goodbye, that's all my brain says to me...I'll mutter some meaningless saying, and yet all I get is hello...goodbye. Little white lines kissing my face, telling me to stay low...BUT I'M GOING TO WAR MAN! charles in the Trees! LOOK OUT BELOW!!....BAM?!?...nope, it's a Dud...Ugh! not a dud!...How can that be?!?! I Rolled the Dice dammit!, I got a 13! wait wait, I hear the dinner bell ringing, ding ding ding!...so it's up my nose with a rubber hose. STTTTOOOPPP! my face!!! this isn't my face, TAKE IT BACK, I WANT A REFUND!!! now I fall to the floor, kicking and screaming "give me more, give me more!"...ZOOOOOM! a bullet hits the wall "RAAAR!" it's a stack of bed sheets that's shooting at me, so now I'll Jump on my camel! "AHH LaLaLaLa!!!" I let out my war cry! "AHHH LaLaLaLa!!!!"....Wait....Why does a mother fucker ride a camel anyway?......Ah hell, time flys when your s

No Gas
Don't pump gas on May 15th NO GAS ... On May 15th 2007 Body: Don't pump gas on May 15th. In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. It was most effective and gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15th 2007, encourage all your friends and families not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the internet, and the average car takes about 30 to 50 dollars to fill up. If all users did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,292,000,000.00 (that's almost 3 BILLION) out of the oil companies’ pockets in just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May 15th and lets try to make ourselves heard by the industry for at least one day. If you agree send this to your entire contact list with it saying, ''Don't pump gas on May 15th". It will work for sure.

My Map
Hey everyone just a quick reminder if you havent done so already stop by and check out my map on my page and sign it so I know ya have stopped by and itll be interesting to see where everyone is from..Thanks and much love... Megan

Time Again Guys
Ok everyone i just redid my computer and well its time to play lets install everything again lol so drop a line at ddp_4_u my yahoo name and keep me company sure could use it Tommorrow, well today I'm gonne have to redo my computer so i will be beack in a few days no worried unless i catch a shit load of problems doing it, plus i just started getting very very sick so that explains the other fews days i'll b gone from CT and myspace so to everyone see ya when i get better and back

Intresting Discovering
did read one page and found intresting discovering and it is all about oral sex hmmm take a look at this page and ask your self if is safe to give oral sex to someone http://www.physorg.com/news97950836.html

This Is My Poem....
i'm saying this is my house... and i'll make fudge and call it love and touch my lips to ur vanilla warmth and smile cause i'd like to see u in some tight pants cause everybody has some thing to give... and more important needs something to take and even though this is my house... u make me happy.. so this is your poem.

What Is Life
" What is Life ? It is the flash of a firefly in the night. It is the breath of a buffalo in the winter time. It is the little shadow which runs across the grass and loses itself in the Sunset." -Crowfoot....April 1890, on his deathbed

For My Love
Bright light beams from a corner of a room just as the sun peers over the tree tops. The contry air is light and easy to breath as it sets forth life throughout our bodies. A scene of a child on a porch swing, swinging and singingas if not to be alone. The house is quiet but yet filled with joy and happiness. Looking closly you can see a tear, not of anger or sadness, but of fear and regret. Not of what to come, but of what has happened. Sudden yelling come from an upstairs room, and the child wipes away the tears to go and find out what the yelling is about. Within minutes there is forgivnessalthough we don't know why or even what has happened. Slowly the day comes to an endas the sun falls behind the pines setting forth beautiful colors blooming into the sky. As the child opens the screen door and walks to the porch swing, the stars starts to appear from nowhere. While she looks up at the sky asking for a better day she sees a star drifting then sh

Just Some Thoughts
Ok, so I'm just sitting here thinking about things. I've got mixed emotions right now, too. Fear, anger, disgust, sadness, with a little "happy" thrown in the mix. I fear my future. Where am I going to go? Who am I going to marry? Will I end up the battered wife? Will I have a dead-beat husband? I'm young and thinking of these things scare the living hell out of me. I'm angry at myself. I think and say things I shouldn't think and say. I'm almost disgusted at myself as well. I'm an attention whore and I'll admit it. Well, I don't actually go around looking for attention. Someone gives me a little bit and I snatch it up, THEN I start craving more. I'm just afraid one of these days I'm going to do something I regret or even worse, hurt someone I really love. Thinking of hurting someone makes me all sad and stuff. Here comes the happy. I think of what I've got now, my friends, family, my home and everything, and I feel lucky. My biological parents are still together, they give a d

My Favorite Things....
I was asked a question and it went like this.... What is your favorite thing if you only had one...well I don't think I could ever pick just one. So here is a few of my favorite things...if you were curious what were some of the things I liked. I love to come home to my kids and getting the best hugs ever... I love the smell of Spring rain... I love the laughter of children... I love a cool breeze at night after a long day... I love penguins... I am a huge Betty Boop fan... I love flowers especially roses and lillies ... I love to be kissed on the back of my neck... I love flip flops... I love bright colors... I love amusement parks... I love the beach... I love very warm weather... I could stay outside all day on a hot day... and most importantly I love my husband!!

Reliving A Childhood Nightmare
Yesterday afternoon while driving through my little town where you are bound to run into people you know, I ran into someone that I have a not so good past with. When I was 11 years old my sister and i had a mutual friend whos house we both went to. I knew her family very well, it was her mom, grandmother, and uncle living in the house. I had been over there many times. They lived on a canal and had a little pier. Anyway every detail is irrelevant. We were over there on a Saturday afternoon and her uncle was home which was very rare. He asked me if I wanted to go fishing (God I was such a tomboy.) Of course I did I love to fish even now. No one else wanted to go they were playing barbies *rolls eyes*. We went down to the garage and opened the door to the peer, it was kind of a smaller garage door. It was such a beautiful summer day, the sun was so bright and there was a breeze. We rigged out the poles and then the trouble started. He told me to do to the back corner and get the bait ou

F.y.i.
I hope everyone is havin a great and safe holiday!!!!! First off I wanna say I mean no disrespect to anyone!! What I'm bout to say is actually true if you think about it. I know it is cuz I've been there...and it pretty funny if you think about it too. lol You know you are fat if you have to wipe your ass from the front! lol... Like I said, I've been there. I USED to be 180+ at only 5'2"...now that was big!! lmao...anyway...I'm just glad I can look back at myself and laugh! Sorry if I upset ANYONE!! It was not meant to.

There You Go!!!
To Whom it may concern, Im not sure if you realize how obvious you are when you hide under your anonymity. It's actually a sad state to think that humans could be so simple. Perhaps, we should be pets to animals...no? I've never thought I was better than anyone else, but in the last few weeks I've been proven wrong over and over again. I am better than the common undereducated simpleton. Not cause I'm smarter or more accomplished.. although both are good reasons, but because I am true to what I think, and what I do. I would never hide behind falseness to make a point which I can't prove has any validity. Many scholars of psychology say that people punish others in very specific ways to make up for their own short commings. Did you not get someone you wanted? MY RING is around Georgi's neck... Not Brad Pitt's... or Orlando Bloom's. It's a drk titanium ring with a raised, bushed center... nice huh? Whether or not you choose to continue your rediculous antics makes n

Who I Am
Who am I ...I am a single mother of 3 very beautiful girls....I am a daughter, a mother , a sister, an aunt, I am a friend. I am very out spoken , very insensitive at times but very emotional. I am down to earth but very nit picky at points. Sometimes I have low self esteem and others I am very confident. I have loved and lossed and I have had my heart ripped out. I dont trust easily something a certain man took from me. I am a role model for my children and there best friend. I put my own needs and wants aside to just to see the light in there eyes when they smile. I love very few and the few that have my love have it unconditionally. when I love I give it all or I give nothing. I love my friends and we love to hang out and just have a good time! I am who I am and I have learned that nobody is worth changing for. If you cant love me for me than dont be in or a part of my life. I have made my share of mistakes and I try to learn from them but it doesnt always work out that way. I have

44 Things A Woman Would Die For
1-touch her waist 2-talk to her 3-share secrets 4-give her your jacket 5-kiss her slowly are you remembering this? 6-hug her 7-hold her 8-laugh with her 9-invite her somewhere 10-let her be with you when you're with your friends keep reading 11-smile with her 12-take pics with her 13-pull her onto your lap 14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved Are you thinking about someone? 16-always hug her and say "i love you" when you see her 17-kiss her unexpectedly 18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST 19-tell her shes beautiful... not sexy! 20-tell her the way you feel about her! oh, and on that last one... u need to show her you mean it too 21-kiss her on the lips 22-DONT ask her to buy you stuff. you buy HER stuff 23-tell her what feels good 24-make her feel loved

Jealousy.
Ok seriously.. Wtf... Me and my ex fiance decieded we were finally able to be friends again. I had a lot to forgive him for... And well I have. So we started talking again on a friend level. Would I ever date him again, no but that doesn't mean I won't be a friend to him... Well come to find out his new girlfriend is rather jealous of me. And why. Because I was his first. And she wasn't. And now she's afraid we will get back together and because of her.. Him and I are no longer allowed to talk we can't even be friends. What kind of shit is that? I mean yea I see where she's coming from. But to be honest after all the shit him and I went through I would NEVER go out with him again. Being friends is fine. And I know how he is. He hates jealous people but he's going to stay with her. I know that's gonna be hard for him. But it just pisses me off royally that I can't be friends with him anymore cause of this chick. Cause she's insanely jealous that I was his first. And that he's gonna leav

Starting To Care For Someone Again...
so my birthday is coming up... and things are about to change a lot for me... ive been waiting to have my own life for a long time.... and now im finally going to get it... yay.... im a little scared.... hope i dont fuck up.... it always happens lol but who knows.... until u start right? plus i have met a great guy..... some one who i have been friends with through a strange situation lol... but hes kept my head high.... and has also kept me very happy.... and been here for me through a lot... and im very thankful to have him in my life.... but hes great..... hes also something new plus i have only a few friends... and i dont care... b/c the friends that i have now... are amazing... and i couldnt ask for better friends... and you know who you are.... well thats about it for now.... britt

New And Improved Crazyarse
Hey everyone hope all is well with you all. I wanted to ask and see how would be intrested in being part of a webcam group. either through a program that is web based or maybe through yahoo IM. if you are intrested IM me in yahoo at tsoregan course this is by no means a lounge there are to many and many I that i enjoy going to. and if you will please repost this to all of your friends as well I promise I will make it worth your while Have a great Friday!!!! -=CrazyArse=-

Who Knows Me Best?!?!?
Who knows me best? The race is on......this is funny. YOU fill in the blanks about ME...even if you don't have any idea...and send it back to ME (via reply). But first post a blank one out to all your friends so they can return the favor to you. Be honest 1. My name: 2. Summarize me in one sentence: 3. Where did we meet: 4. Take a stab at my middle name: 5. How long have you known me: 6. When is the last time that we saw each other: 7. Do I drink: 8. Do I smoke: 9. Do I do Drugs: 10. Am I happy: 11. Am I a good person: 12. What was your first impression of upon meeting me/seeing me: 13. What's one of my favorite things to do: 14. Who do I love more than my life: 15. Am I funny: 16. Have you ever made me smile..if so when & how: 17. What's my favorite type of music: 18. Have you ever seen me cry: 19. Can I sing: 20. What is the best feature about me: 21. Am I shy or outgoing: 22. Am I a rebel or do I

Lewis The Writer
With a dream. Everything starts with a dream. Dreams are the great mysteries of nature. Science says dreams are the byproducts of thoughts we never finish in our waking life. The young people say dreams are what their hearts are made of. Everyone has a differing opinion but when you're young it's okay to have a differing opinion. You look at the glass as being half-full instead of the half-empty of adulthood. The half-full glass represents the motivations that make you want to follow your dreams. The half-empty glass represents those motivations you never followed through which made you bitter. It's sad to grow up and forget where you came from. It's something I promised would never happen. The next morning I woke up in a haze. My head hurt but my stomach didn't feel any different. I couldn't blame my brain for hating me at the moment. Sun poured through the blinds and spilled onto my bed. I'm not the kind of guy that describes everything in great detail so I'll spare you the

Vote For Your Favorite In Luscious Mami's Blinged Out Contest
% BLING BLING BABY CONTEST % WHO’S GOT THE MOST BLING? VOTE NOW!! BOMB AWAY!! (Save your favorites to your browser so you can help them win! Top 3 wins!! H2 HATE IT OR LOVE IT ~DJ BOOGIEROCH~ BORICUA GOD~DADDY - OWNER OF CLUB F.A.R. Can I Be Your SUPERMAN AngelDeb45 Izzy ♦FlavaSoul♦ Gus - The Godfather willinjax07 H♥llieH♥ttie Trill ~*yungbuk*~

Promises
Ever since human beings could speak to one another, they have been making promises and keeping them or not keeping them. Those who keep their promises are regarded as people of integrity, while those who don’t keep their promises are regarded as people who at best can’t be taken seriously and at worst can’t be trusted. Sometimes we forget how powerful our words are, and we use them haphazardly or unconsciously, creating expectations that are never fulfilled, leaving disappointment and distrust in our wake. On an even deeper level, there are promises we may have made to ourselves that we don’t remember because they have slipped into our unconscious. An early heartache may have been followed by a promise never to trust love again. Without realizing it, we may be fulfilling that promise and wondering why our love life looks so grim. At an even deeper level, many people who recall past lives become aware that they made a promise lifetimes ago that they are still keeping. For example,

Just Today ...
... I lost a friend. And this goes out to him (hopefully, he'll read it): *~Although we've only known each other a short time, you are still special to me. No matter how badly you may think of yourself, I think highly of you. And although we may not speak, I still think of you as my friend and always will. Should you need a shoulder, you've got mine. I will be here if you need me. Best of luck to you, hun.~* ~J~

You
My hands are searching for you My arms are outstretched towards you I feel you on my fingertips My tongue dances behind my lips for you This fire rising through my being Burning I'm not used to seeing you I'm alive I can feel you all around me Thickening the air I'm breathing Holding on to what I'm feeling Savoring this heart that's healing My hands float up above me And you whisper you love me And I begin to fade Into our secret place The music makes me sway The angels singing say we are alone with you I am alone and they are too with you I'm alive And so I cry The light is white And I see you Take my hand I give it to you Now I owe You All I am Please say you'll never leave me I believe you I believe I can feel you all around me Thickening the air I'm breathing Holding on to what I'm feeling Savoring this heart that's healed My Words have been drained from this pencil Sweet words that I want to give you I can't sleep I need to

Psychos
Hi ladies (and gentlemen) I am starting this blog to post about predators on here. This one is a about a situtation that I am currently dealing with. ###########BEWARE BEWARE BEWARE BEWARE########## Just A Tx Ranch Cowboy &%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%&%& He is an unstable individual. He is a stalker and a liar. We met on ONE occassion and he has made my life pretty much a living hell, up to and including harassing those on here i talk to. He has harassed and slandered people in the most vile way. He sends fraudulent messages and pretends they are from others. He is VERY controlling and in my opinion exhibits the chacteristics of an abuser. Feel free to check with others on his "friends" list and you will get much of the same information. Proceed with caution. $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

Ramblings
Well I have not been able to sleep again tonight. I spent all night sitting here alone in the dark just wondering what's going on in my life is this all I have to look forward to. There is a silence in the stillness of the dark that is almost dethening. It can feel like a haunting call to some thing unknown darkness within us all. It's the place in our selves we all fear most, that little corner of our minds we hide the truths and our fears. Still strangely this is where I find my self more and more alone in this darkness. This void I wish I could escape is becoming my home, it creeps over you like a blanket of ice. This loneliness has become so familiar. "Loneliness It makes memories into ghosts And dreams into spirits. To vague to remember To important to forget. Can you see the screams behind my eyes The pain in my heart The loneliness in my soul"

Bbw's Should Be Proud
I am obese. Morbidly obese according to every medical journal and societal convention. That is precisely what I am. There is no doubt about it. I didn't wake up one morning and say to myself, "Hey, I've decided I want to look like a negative stereotype." It happened over a period 36 years. Years of having an unhealthy relationship with my body, my self esteem, and with food. Years of dealing with a metabolism that is sluggish and stubborn and struggling and failing with every fad diet that comes down the pike. I am fat. When I started about the 2nd grade, I was considered chubby. For the next 10 years of my public schooling, I dealt with horrible psychological cruelty from my schoolmates. I would find notes in my desk that said "Take a shower, pig." taped to a bottle of roll-on deodorant yet I didn't have poor hygeine. People used to "moo" at me when I walked down the halls to class and ridicule me when I ate lunch, saying things like, "Save some for

Ct
I dont really get the whole point of CT, But i can tell you its kind of addicting. Mistressbuble is a whore for gettin me to sign up, cuz now all i want to do is move up levels... so idk bout this...buutt its kinda of fun..screw myspace haha ct is my crack...

Male & Female Friendships
Internet Relationships – Do you Inactivate your web pages and stop Chatting? I engaged in a conversation with a young gentleman where he asked me how did my mate feel about me still having my web pages and chatting with other men. I stated that we have not had the conversation yet but I’m open for discussion. So I asked the youngman if he met his mate on the internet does he expect her to inactivate her page. He said yes because he would do the same and he would also stop chatting and expect her to as well. The focus should be on him and he would focus on her. There is no further need for him or her to have the pages once the relationship has been established. On this particular site, I do have a dating profile where my status is involved partner and I indicate that I’m there to socialize and network. I’ve had the page for years and now I only post pictures on a monthly basis and promote upcoming events. If I have a page specifically to look for a mate and found someone and

The Insperation
-I AM THE STONE THAT THE BUILDER REFUSED -I AM THE VISUAL -THE INSPERATION -THAT MADE ME LATELY ON THE NEWS -I'M THE SPARK THAT MADE YOUR IDEAS BRIGHT -THE SAME SPARK THAT LIKES THE DARK -SO YOU COULD KNOW YOU LEFT FROM YOUR RIGHT -I AM THE BALANCE IN YOUR BOX OF BULLETS -IN THE GUN THAT INTER-PLODES -AND LETS YOU KNOW YOUR FARTHER FROM THE SUN -THE STORY THAT JUST BEGUN -THE PROMISE OF WHATS TO COME -AND I GONNA REMAIN A SOLDIER -TILL THE WAR IS WON -FROM A MAN IM JUST A SON -IM SEED THAT NEED GROW -IF THIS STORY'S NEVER TOLD -THESE WORDS WOULD NEVER BEHOLD -I AM THE INSPERATION

Khaos Faerie's Blog
I thought a day off meant that you werent supposed to have anything much to do. I have so far went grocery shopping, went to the library to pick up some books on A+ certification. I finally found a good one. I have also went running. Bad idea especially in this heat. Its supposedly almost 100 degrees outside and my brainy idea was to go out and exercise by running for about an hour. Real smart aint I? lol Other than that I'm studying for the A+ certification test for work and school. At least I'll only have to take it once. Other than that things are starting to slowly calm down. Khaos Faerie PS Damn I'll be glad when Mitch gets off work. I am getting married on Thursday. Sorry to all of those people that were interested in dating me but I'm in love with the guy I am going to marry. I usually dont talk about my relationship with him because he's not on here yet :( He's hardly ever online and where he works blocks places like fubar, like so many companies tend to do. Though be a

Friends
I am so happy!!! I was able to atlk to two of the greastest friends ever. I have not seen one of them in years and we found each other on line. I never expected to talk to her again. I love how things just happen. WE have been freinds since we were 6. Life just put time and distance between us all. No matter how much time we still have that connection of forever and trust.

Stupid Shit
For starters id better mark this as NSFW means if i dont someone will report me and CT will do it for me...Its pretty much a bunch of crap i cant make a picture that doesnt show any nudity at all in it and someone reports it to CT but yet half these women on here can have their tits or ass hangin out and its all ok, from now on all pics will get marked as NSFW for these PRICKS around here that need to report people and thats if i upload anymore..... and if it was you that reported it FUCK YOU!

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Why Is It?
Okay, So it's friday and I am sitting her rating people and woman after woman and even a lot of men on here are half naked in their pics. WHY is THAT??? Are we all so desperate to be noticed that we throw our morals and our dignity out the window? What happened to leaving it to others imaginations? Or better yet saving yourself for view only of those who are truly deserving privately instead of flaunting your desperation over the internet where ANYONE can see it? On the plus side hey many of you are hot. But I wouldn't bring ya to meet my mama! Hands out blankets for those who need them and towels for those who look and were ummm naughty! xoxo

~ A Direct Quote From Mymaster To His Girl~
Rendclaw Jan 18, 2007 She is My slave and so much more... a friend, a confidant, always willing to say or do the things to help Me to feel better or to figure something out... I love you very much, My slavegirl!

Living life in doubt is hard. Feeling like you are being pushed away is even harder. I know what I want so lets get that out of the way. I want the perfect life surrounded by all the people that love me. I want a relationship that works. I want honesty,trust,companionship,the whole package. Just to make a life without doubt would be great! Believing in things because it makes you feel good is great. But believing in things that you are unsure of isn't. Somethings are just to much to handle. The feeling of losing everything is too much in itself. I don't want to lose what I have. I just couldn't bear it. I am trying to hold on with everything that is left in me. I am thinking about the future and crying. So afraid that everything I have done and worked so hard for has been for nothing!! I want to share my life with him more than anything in the world. I want to give all of myself to him. But will he let me? People are always telling me that I am such a great person. If that is the

Passion Parties Without Passion Whats The Point?!
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In Search Of Real Friends?
A real friend I feel is someone you love and trust, will tell you all the things you dont want to know about yourself, tells you when you are right and helps you understand when you are wrong, might yell and scream at you, but when you need him/her is there, knows your secrets and hold them in true confidence, never judges, sees your mistakes and steers you in a better direction,and just when you think you are about to break....helps to patch you up and pushes you all over again. I thank those of you who have been these people to me......much love....SUGAR AND SPICE AND EVERYTHING NICE!

My Crap Life
Sexy Soldier contest begins June 22nd at 6 am cst and ends June 29th at 6pm cst. Rates are worth 10 points each and comments are worth 1 point each. MUST fan/rate the host, otherwise you won't have access Your host for the contest is everyones favorite Blow Job ~*BJ*~ H.T.A.'s Sweetest Bombshell & Recruiter *Plus Size Pin-up Girl*

Song Lyrics
Doesn't everyone have a favorite Usher song? What's your's? This one's my favorite... "U Got It Bad" Oh, no, no, no, no, no... When you feel it in your body You found somebody who makes you change your ways Like hanging with your crew Said you act like you're ready But you don't really know And everything in your past - you wanna let it go I've been there, done it, fucked around After all that - this is what I found Nobody wants to be alone If you're touched by the words in this song Then baby... U got, u got it bad When you're on the phone Hang up and you call right back U got, u got it bad If you miss a day without your friend Your whole life's off track You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house You don't wanna have fun It's all you think about U got it bad when you're out with someone But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else U got it bad When you say that you love 'em And you really know Everything t

Fuck Buddy Game!!!
haha... you opened this ok you can't turn back now there is atleast one person in your friends list that wants to either sleep with you or go out with you if there is someone on your list that does then you will recieve a message saying either " i'm yours" or "i'd hit it" if they want to go out with you then you will get a message saying"im yours" if they just want to sleep wit you you will get a message saying"i'd hit it" so, come one if you want to know who likes you then repost this as fuck buddies (game) (repost of original by 'Dj JoKaZ ** ~JUGGALO~FAMILY~' on '2007-06-14 13:55:58') (repost of original by '**Nikki~The~Ninjalette**Sign my guestbook**' on '2007-06-14 15:30:36') (repost of original by '+*¨^¨*+Lø§†$øûL+*¨^¨*+" Tat2ed White Trash"' on '2007-06-14 15:32:37') (repost of original by 'BBW Pin-up Girl Luscious Lillyth Crow *Freaks R Us Family Member*' on '2007-06-14 17:55:42') (repost of original by 'tattmndo69***freak show family****sick weird and tw

Patriotism?
Look, I'm glad our troops are fighting the good fight, but honestly I don't believe in the shit we're fighting. And if i called stupid or if someone says 'i'm sittin by watching life on the sidelines' b/c i dont give a fuck about the war or some shit then so fucking be it. I honestly don't fucking care. I've had friends I went to high school with die over there and leave behind families and children who'll never know mommy or daddy b/c of this ridiculous shit. So if i'm sittin here watching life pass me by wtf are they doing over there? Losing their lives for no good fucking reason.

Gag Play
"Is the cool night air to much for you, My pet? I asked of her. "No, Sir." she replied. I look down at at the clock briefly so not to miss my turn. It was 11:30pm as we turned into the cemetery. A field where I like to play in the night. Driving slowly to obey any rules imposed by the graveyard, I mean no disrespect. I take a gander at the lovely subject to my right. "My sweet girl this is where we begin with tonights events." I explained to her as I pulled off the the side of the road. "What is that, Sir?" She asked of me with a lucid look in her eye. "You will find out soon enough my dear," I tell her as I kiss her soft lips. "Now, get out, and go to the back of the van." I commanded. The sound of the shutting doors pierce the silence of night. The moon is a in it's waning phase, and the sky is illuminated with all the shimmering stars. I open the back of the van to a large storage area. I pull out my bag of goodies that I brought to the party. I run my fingers

About Me
I didn't get the new scooter at the Harley shop. They came up with about $2500 more, so I went to a Harley repo shop and got the same bike, for $4000 less. I will be picking it up tonight. I will not ever go back to Alef's Harley shop in Wichita, KS again. They do not like to tell you about cost not listed when you purchase, they also do not like to service your bike like it's supposed to be. Example, I spent $1000 for service and parts, when I got it home the clutch fell off at 60mph, not fun with a six yr old on the back. This was one of the items they serviced. I called and told them about it, not even a kiss my ass was given to me. I'm through with that. I will travel 1000 miles to the next dealership, just so I never have to go back there.

What I Done Last Night Lol
i went to a club to watch wrestling and havea bit of fun and met up with a few ppl that i have not seen in a while and we chatted for a couple of hours while watching the wrestling then came home and went on msn and cherrytap for a lil while

Pissed Off
I know there's been a load of MUMMs on the death of Benoit. But come on, why does everyone got to get pissed off and bash on the man? They'd hate it if people reacted that way to the death of someone that they care about. Again, I've said this before....we're all supposed to be adults here but I get the impression 90% of the people here are childish and immature.

A Tragic Loss Of An Amazing Wwe Superstar
Chris Benoit, family found dead Written: June 25, 2007 STAMFORD, Conn., June 25, 2007 – World Wrestling Entertainment was informed today by authorities in Fayetteville County, Ga., that WWE Superstar Chris Benoit, his wife, Nancy, and his son were found dead in their home. Authorities are investigating, but no other details are available at this time. Instead of its announced programming for tonight on USA Network, WWE will air a three-hour tribute to Chris Benoit. Chris was beloved among his fellow Superstars, and was a favorite among WWE fans for his unbelievable athleticism and wrestling ability. He always took great pride in his performance, and always showed respect for the business he loved, for his peers and towards his fans. This is a terrible tragedy and an unbearable loss. WWE extends its sincere condolences and prayers to the Benoit family and loved ones in this time of tragedy.

Quizzes, Memes, Randomness
Red Hot Saloon Girl! I really want to get this for Halloween this year... what does everyone else think? Phoenix -- [noun]:An impotence cream 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com What is your Sexual Obituary? With gusto, Phoenix died while in the sack with their lover, Their pet.Phoenix will be terribly missed by The men's olympic team. 'What is your Sexual Obituary?' at QuizUniverse.com According to this reading, you are 71% sexually hot! 'How sexually hot are you?'

Hmm.
So I was sitting in the laundry room having a cigarette, and thinking about things. I've been doing nothing but thinking for the past week or so, but this never really occured to me until now. What is love? Is it a real emotion, or is it just an idea? Do we really love the person, or just what they do for us? Do they really make us happy, or is it just the things they do? If there was somebody exactly like the person you're "in love" with, would you be in love with them too? How much do you really know the person you're with? They could be telling you everything somebody else is whispering in their ear. This thought doesn't just end at love though. I've been thinking about this shit my whole life, but it's just now coming into words. When I was little, I'd play with my barbies and think "What if the barbies are living the exact same thing we are? What if there's people from a different world playing with our bodies, thinking that we are nothing more than a doll?" Or I

My Kinky Writings
You come over to my place and we deceide to have some fun, but in a different way. I go upstairs and change into my red sexy lingerie outfit,sheer stockings, and some red high heels. I am laying on the bed in a come and take me pose and you make your way upstairs to my room. You tell me how hot and sexy I look but that because I am a tease, you want to have your way with me. Laying on the bed you see severel different sex toys. You grab the love cuffs, tell me to lay on my back and place my hands and feet in postion. You have me under your total control. You grab one of the feathers and start to run it down my neck, brest, belly, thighs and all the way down my legs. Shivers begin to run up and down my back and just from the gentle touch around my nipples, I start to get wet. You then grab the can of whiped cream and place some on my nipples. You suck and lick it off. You know how sensitive my nipples are and I begin to squirm. As you suck it off my nipples, you hand begins down my stom

My Life Sucks
I have a very special person upset with me. I am not sure what i did or didn't do. I am really sorry. You mean the world to me. So i am hoping you can forgive me. I love this person with all my heart.

Nice Lie ....asshole
i knew it was to good to be true when you told me i love you, i'm just the dumbass who believed you, i put up such a fight, my walls were up, you came and tore them down, then ripped out my heart and threw it on the ground, laughing, you hurt me, you probably don't even care, i'm all alone just sitting here, what the fuck did i do to you?, nothing but want to be next to you, i would have done anything you asked, all i can say now is kiss my fucking ass

Interpertation
One day, the father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the express purpose of showing him how poor people live. They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family. On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, "How was the trip?" "It was great, Dad ." "Did you see how poor people live?" the father asked. "Oh yeah," said the son. "So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?" asked the father. The son answered: "I saw that we have one dog and they had four. We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end. We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night. Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon. We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go beyond our sight. We have servants who serve us, but they serve others. We buy o

Rockiversary
On July 12th, Hot Rocks Radio turns one year old. On Saturday the 14th, we'll be celebrating our first Rockiversary with a day of special programming, contests, prizes and who KNOWS what else. Hot Rocks Radio is a not-for-profit, fully licensed Internet radio station. We proudly pay royalties to artists affiliated with ASCAP, BMI, SESAC and SoundExchange. We invite one and all to tune in and help us to celebrate getting away with hobby radio at its finest. We feature independent recording artists and we provide live DJs 'round the clock, playing YOUR requests and dedications. Thank you to all our listeners. Oh. Feel free to drop by the Hot Rocks Radio Lounge on Cherry Tap and meet the rockers. Okay. Back to eating cherries for me. Have a really weird day!!!

Top 10 Fu's Of Ct
Fuck You number ONE. To the people who bitch about the people who have like 25,000 friends; Are you fucking serious? Don't be jealous. Go play in traffic. Fuck you number TWO. Don't ever post pictures and say: "OMG, I'm so ugly" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. If you do you're a fucking moron. Fuck you number THREE. NOBODY cares about threats over the internet, so don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the Special Olympics; Even if you win, you're still retarded. Fuck you number FOUR. Quit crying because you're not on someones Family. Who cares?!? ITS CHERRY TAP!!! If you really cared that much, you would pick up the damn phone! Fuck you number FIVE. Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "What's up with you not adding me?" I don't want you as a friend, that's what's up, Asshole.... Fuck you number SIX.

Where Do You Hide N Who Can U Turn To?
You ever feel trapt? Ok Well i do man. I keep on trying to get better. Im moveing forward yes. Getting my liscence back, trying to get to a houseing authority where i am on a bus route to maybe get a job. You ever feel scared to fall asleep at night? Want your kid next to you cuz your nervous someone is going to try to break into your son's window? If you think about it all it is so flat out rediculous to know ever summer you know the drama is going to start in your neighborhood. Where people are going to start caseing out your place or other apartments of the like. No i may not be rich. I have the best thing in the world here my child, and for all the money in the world I would never trade him. He is my most valued possession and my greatest love in my life. What scares me is what do i do when I am faced with the fact of these nightmarish scenes in my sleep of someone breaking into my home? Only thing i can think of talk about it with my therapist. Now it is right next d

Gf Application
BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three (or more) of your favorite bands/artist?3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the rain? 5. If so...would you play in it with me? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss my forhead: 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother to make sure i made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on a girl? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? What Would You do if... I cried: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: We got in a fight: I got dumped:

Nipps Place
Let's say I break into your house A lady wrote the best letter in the Editorials in ages!!! It explains things better than all the baloney you hear on TV. Her point: Recently large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Congress is finally addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that the US might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house). According to the protesters: You are Required to let me stay in your house You are Req

What Can I Say Hmmmmmm
As deep as a river will run.Knowing When you wake up you day has begun.My heart it beats and it bleeds.To rip it out that's only mean,but watch out for i'm timid and i can bite.I'm easy going and Never easily frightened.Why can't love just be so easy like laying in a hammock in the summer shade.I've had lied and i have cheated but also in some relationships i also been defeated.I tired of this game when do i get mine.If it's just a friendship that would be fine.Why do we do this someone help me please.We take love just like a disease.It's only life,yeah but i still bleed I still sweat just to succeed.My heart aches for things around me.Why do i have these feelings for things i do see.When does others realize what i go through i don't know.Wait for your day to come then you'll see what i see.It's life who else will join me. The blogs i post what can i say.I know somewhere out there i make someones day.Alright I'm gettin somewhere.Some people has lost their way,Forgot their way of the

Me
ok, some of yall know me pretty well. ya trust men about as far as i can throw them because of what they've put me through in the past. i've been through hell, thanks to them and i'm afraid to do it again, i mean come one, my ex-husband was a drug addict and he'd get all coked up and beat the hell out of me anytime he wanted. i lost my first kid that way and it really tore me up. from there i went to a guy who tried to strangle me cuz he was hung over n in a bad mood, but i was smart with that one, he actually went to jail, then he called me cryin n stupid me took him back. that lasted about 4 more months then i couldn't take bein afraid anymore n i left. after that there was the guy that wouldn't let me out of the house without him, not even to work, which didn't last the usual 3 years, lol. i've been single since and not really lookin for another relationship. they scare the hell out of me, just the mention of marriage makes me run like crazy, but i do want to get married again, i wa

Money
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Sunflower Petals
I had a dream in which I was standing underneath this beautiful tree, with fragrant pink blossoms...and suddenly and adruptly I was in a field of sunflowers. When I tried to leave the field, I couldn't find a way out, I would walk in one direction, and the sunflowers just kept going on for rows and rows. Then suddenly I ran the other direction, still not finding an end to these giant flowers. I started to panic, I was lost, and confused and scared. I then had stumbled into something..someone...and because of the frantic state I was in, fell unconscience, but this person, caught me and took me into his arms and carried me out of the field. When I awoke, I was back under the beautiful tree, back where this dream began, in this persons arms. I glazed up to see not a man, but more of a shell of one, no face, and to most probally very frighting, but not to me. I knew who this was, and I got up, caressed his uninviting armor , and as I did, the shell broke away, and this gorgeous man stood

Slaves
I named him "foot licking dog" he loves My feet but apparently he also loves Me... he is such a toy for Me, I like to call him "Dog" I've been playing with him for around 4 months.. on and off, I like to ignore him, to play with his mind... he gets so desperate when he doesn't see Me online, even though I am there, I just don't want him to see Me, he sends Me lots of messages and emails... "Mistress I am desperate to see you.. I need You Mistress, please talk to Me" He wants to be My foot stool, My maid, come to clean My house, cook Me dinner, be My ashtray, he is a virgin into this world... and he has found in Me his Goddess... he thinks He fucking loves Me. Of course I told him to stop the nonsense and stop talking shit, there's NO way I will allow him to tell Me that shit... I don't care and I don't want to care. He is going to start living with his girlfriend... he is willing to take away time from her to be with Me online, he is willing to stop having sex with her if I

What Do Your Hands Say About You
What Your Hands Say About You You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills. Flexible and broad minded, you can fit in to any situation. There's no telling where your life will take you. Consistent and reliable, you like to count on structure and routine in your life. Your emotions tend to be nervous and potent. Your energy - both positive and negative - deeply impacts your life. What Do Your Hands Say About You?

Ass`s
how can a 60-year-old man still act like a teenager sometimes? when it comes to having an attitude like a hormonal teenager....maybe it is a split personality or NO probably little too much alcohol....I don't understand...if you know that you have a alcohol problem not saying that you drink too much...but the alcohol alters your personality....a sweet old man...into a mouthy old crotchety man....does he not realize it? or just doesn't care that's what I would like to know

So Soft
I feel your passion for my touch. As you lean forward to take on the aroma of my bodies scent. The smell only teases you, the tingle in between your inner thighs tells no lie, you want it, and want it for yourself. Your chest heaves up and down as if you're out of breath. Your lips flutter and eye glazed in a dreamy state as you know that i'm so close. And then i caress your back soft and slow, i place my warm moist lips on yours. I feel your calmness settle in as you know you blouse has just fallen to the floor........ What would you do?

Sometimes
Sometimes... Sometimes... when you cry -- No one sees your tears Sometimes... when you are in pain -- No one sees your hurts Sometimes... when you are worried -- No one sees your stress Sometimes... when you are happy -- No one sees your smile But fart one time everyone knows it

Shocking Body Facts
Thursday, June 07, 2007 Shocking Human Body Facts!!! The average human brain has about 100 billion nerve cells. Nerve impulses to and from the brain travel as fast as 170 miles (274 km) per hour. The thyroid cartilage is more commonly known as the adams apple. The only jointless bone in your body is the hyoid bone in your throat It's impossible to sneeze with your eyes open. Your stomach needs to produce a new layer of mucus every two weeks or it would digest itself. It takes the interaction of 72 different muscles to produce human speech. The average life of a taste bud is 10 days. The average cough comes out of your mouth at 60 miles (96.5 km) per hour. Relative to size, the strongest muscle in the body is the tongue. Human thigh bones are stronger than concrete. When you sneeze, all your bodily functions stop even your heart. Babies are born without knee caps. They don't appear until the child reaches 2-6 years of age.

Love Poem:
Once I looked into his eyes In the face of wear and tear Past the deepness of his eyes Through the clear, far-reaching stare Beyond laughter touched with tears To the warm inner glow To the strength that few can know To an angel hiding there In the tiny person fair Past toil, past care Peace was waiting there

Big Favor
I joined a contest...please bomb my picture (the link is below) with comments starting Monday (July 16th) at 12 noon, up until August. Thank you! =) http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=854292&albumid=452683&i=3340423993

When You Say Nothing At All...
It's amazing how you Can speak right to my heart Without saying a word You can light up the dark Try as I may I could never explain What I hear when you Don't say a thing The smile on your face Lets me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes Sayin' you'll never leave me The touch of your hand says You'll catch me if ever I fall You say it best When you say nothing at all All day long I can hear People talking out loud But when you hold me near, You drown out the crowd Old mr. Webster could never define What's being said between Your heart and mine The smile on your face Lets me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes Sayin' you'll never leave me The touch of your hand says You'll catch me if ever I fall You say it best When you say nothing at all

What Cuss Words Mean
what cusswords really mean!!!!!!!!! you must read all the way through! NO CHEATING! mom calls the husband a 'bastard' and then the dad calls the wife a "bitch" and billy goes to his mom and says "mom what's a bitch and a bastard?" and the mom says "well, a bitch is a lady and a bastard is a gentlemen" and then later billy goes outside and listens to his neighbors, and hears "Put your penis in my vagina!" So Billy goes to his mom and says "mom whats a penis and vagina?" His moms says "Well Billy, a penis is a hat and a vagina is a coat" and then later billy sees his dad shaving and cuts himself and says "shit" and billy said "Dad, whats shit" And then his dad says "Well billy, shit is a type of Shaving cream " and then billy goes to see his mom cutting the turkey and his mom cuts her finger and says "fuck!" and then billy says to his mom "Mom whats fuck?" "Well billy fuck is a way of cutting the turkey" and Then later th

What A Kiss Means....
Kiss on the stomach = Im ready +Kiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're together forever" +Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything +Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends" +Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you" +Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together" +Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you" +Kiss on the Lips = I love you" What the gesture means... +Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other" +Slap on the Butt = "That's mine" +Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go" +Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain love you" +Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me" +Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go" +Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you" --Advice-- + Dont ask for a kiss, take one. +If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

25 Words Of Wisdom
1. There are two sides to every divorce: Yours and Shithead's. 2. The closest I ever got to a 4.0 in college was my blood alcohol content. 3. I live in my own little world but it's OK, everyone knows me here. 4. I saw a rather large woman wearing a sweatshirt with 'Guess' on it. I said,"Thyroid problem?" 5. I don't do drugs 'cause I find I get the same effect just by standing up really fast. 6. Sign In Chinese Pet Store:"Buy one dog, get one flea..." 7. Money can't buy happiness but it sure makes misery easier to live with. 8. I got a sweater for Christmas. I really wanted a screamer or a moaner. 9. If flying is so safe, why do they call the airport the "terminal"? 10. I don't approve of political jokes. I've seen too many of them get elected. 11. The most precious thing we have is life, yet it has absolutely no trade-in value. 12. If life deals you lemons, make lemonade; if it deals you tomatoes, make Bloody Marys. 13. I love being married. It's

Pimp Level Before Name Change
Hello again all my beautiful friends :) I'm begging for your help on this. My new friend callmepdiddy has been neck and neck with me on the contest i've been in and he has for damn sure given me a run for my money lol,,the toughest competetor i could have gone up against. Even though we were rivals in the contest we somehow became friends and I would like for all of you to help him out for me. His goal is to reach Pimp status before CT changes names to FUBAR. Right now he is an Idle Cherry and still needs 10,000 points to reach the next level, then one more level before he reaches Pimp. Please go by and check him out and bomb his ass with some major cherry love and help him level up to Pimp. I love you all and would be so damn greatful if you would do this for me :) Thank you all,,, Batty Ooops I almost forgot,,here is the link to his profile http://www.cherrytap.com/user/923146

Another Blonde Joke...
A blind man wanders into an all girls biker bar by mistake. He finds his way to a bar stool and orders some coffee. After sitting there for a while, he yells to the waiter, "Hey, you wanna hear a blonde joke?" The bar immediately falls absolutely silent. In a very deep, husky voice, the woman next to him says, "Before you tell that joke, sir, I think it's only fair, since you are blind, that you should know five things: 1. The bartender is a blonde girl with a baseball bat. 2. The bouncer is a blonde girl. 3. I'm a 6 foot tall, 175 lb. Blonde with a black belt in karate. 4. The woman sitting next to me is blonde and a professional weightlifter. 5. The lady to your right is blonde and a professional wrestler. Now, think about it seriously, Mister. Do you still wanna tell that joke?" The blind man thinks for a second, shakes his head, and mutters, "No...not if I'm gonna have to explain it five times." lol Yanno...us blonde

Life
Sometimes you dont understand all that life hands you! I know that all to well just when you think that you are starting to step forward something happens to make you step two feet back...I have been dealing with alot the past several months and I have told a few people what is going on in my life, but its hard for me to talk about. It hurts, to know that at one point in my life that I had everything and now I have nothing. Yeah I have lost some of my friends and some of it being my doing because I dont know how to deal with the problems in my life. At one point I decided to step out and take a business adventure but when all was said and done I lost everything that I had. I am still me but its hard to deal with the questions that I get from people day in and day out and it brings me down. I try to deal with my problems in all the wrong ways and I know that I shouldnt but its hard sometimes to get through it on my own, my family has been there for me but my parents try to dig too deep

My Poem
Heavenly Father full of grace, Bless my boyfriends sexy face Bless his hair that sometimes curls Keep him safe from other girls Bless his hands that are so strong Make him keep them where they belong. Blesss his chest I love to clench, Bless his tongue I love to french, Bless my neck where he left his mark, Bless the room that was so dark, Blessed my breast he has sucked, Bless the bed where we have fucked Bless his dick that is so firm Bless the thickness of his sperm, Bless his child I hope to carry, Bless this one I hope to marry, If he shall read this prayer of mine, I really hope it blows his mind, But if my mom and dad should walk in Forgive me lord for I have sinned. Love, your only faithful child M'Lord

They
They don't know why there worlds have cross paths.. For there distance they know the have a purpose to each other that will last . For he is the angel of war she is the one of peace an love combined they unstoppable .. For she is his protector from himself .. In many battles he can always win but the battle she protects him from is his battle within ... She knows she will stand by him in his dark times for she is his light. He will protect her with all his might .There passion for each other is true no matter far distant they are .. All they have to say is I need you an in there arms they will stay... They are each other protectors in this life an for one another they will sacrafice ... He is the Hero ..as she is the Heroine...with their force ..only they can win.. together do battles.. but not with each other... for the forces compel them as now distant lovers ..

Fornicates™@ Fubar
i want to be inside and breath deep in my girls mouth and love her more than a dream could ever be in the deepest sleep of anyones night with my face pressed up against a glass window wanting that life so bad but its so far out of reach deeper than any ocean blue leaving me lost like a flower without water like thunder storms without lightning i wanna live and not just exsist and it is all more than a dream to me ..........can i go on without my screams???????????????????and be in love like a dream????????

Let's Play Tetris Motherfucker[ Venting Blogs Go Here]
So I'm conversing with this one guy..he will go unnamed.. dumb ass is practically letting his ex walk all over him with shit that has nothing to do with him! So..you know I'm in a good fucking mood that night,Roleplaying with friends and shit..and then it gets ruined...fun time gets ruined DUMB ASS that he is believes he should help those her are suffering..well...that's all fucking fine and dandy but the shit this faggot pulled had nothing to do with you!! So my dumb ass asks me to help him figure out what he should do for his ex. I HATE HATE MOTHER FUCKING HATE the fudge packing bitch Whining and crying,saying the city was going to bulldoze his house and that he was fucking emo and had no job...WAA WAA mother fucking WAAAA! I call bull shit on that It had nothing to do with my oh so helpful idiot boy.. -_-; he makes me so pissed off... he's depressed because my darling idiot came back to me... is that a good fucking reason to not find a mother fucking job?!

Drunk Blogging
Ok so it is the night before we gotta go to the family values tour and I am straight up rock star drunk. I have no clue how I am typing but I am doin just that right now. I am feeling very numb and tried to carve through my leg with a childs punkin carving kit. Needless to say my efforts have failed and I still have a leg. I have no clue why I am still typing but words are fun. I wish all of you could be here drinking with me but my house is not that big and I have no airconditioning right now. well night night all and play nice with one another.

Jamies World
Hey Guys! Whats up? not much here. Okay, so I am pretty new to fubar so bare with me. Things have been kinda stressful here. My sister and I have been arguing alot and I might be going to boston next week for about a month to stay with Mike and his Mom. I really can't wait to go! :) Anyway I do hope all is well with all of you out there. Keep in touch! Jamie

Love
I really love you So please see what I see Of all people in this world You mean the most to me If my words were just enough You would know what I feel is real But words cannot measure How you truly make me feel I don’t want no body else For you’re my only desire My soul an body only aches for you Your love can only bring me higher For you my love, I’d die Just to prove that I am true I’d pick out all of the stars And give them all to you….

Snitchezzzzz
Ok so someone snitched 2 the FUBAR POLICE hahaha Sayin one of my pix was NSFW, but its only a bikini top that goes with the outer top..... All I can say is AYE PLEASE!!!! Don't hate cuz u don't have and can't have what I am working with.... Sorry 4 ur luck.......... BESOS!!! ;OP

My Distraught Heart Seeps...
Will you be my friend? There are so many reasons why you never should: I’m sometimes sullen, often shy, acutely sensitive, My fear erupts as anger, I find it hard to give, I talk about myself when I am afraid And often spend a day without anything to say. But I will make you laugh And love you quite a bit And hold you when you’re sad I cry a little almost every day Because I’m more caring than the strangers ever know, And if at times, I show you my tender side (The soft and warm part I hide) I wonder, will you be my friend? A friend Who far beyond the feebleness of any vow or tie Will you touch the secret place where I am really I, To know the pain of lips that plead and eyes that weep, Who will not run away when you find me in the street Alone and lying mangled by quota of defeats But will stop and stay-to tell me of another day When I was beautiful. Will you be my friend? There are so many reasons why you never should: Often I am too serious, se

About Me
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Poems
Alone Walking through the halls like it was a lie, As all the people just pass you by. Being convinced every day, That you are invisible in every way. Feeling like you are the only one, In that massive space. The cold floors calms you, As you sit there during lunch. The urge of hurting yourself grows, The sweet kiss of death is ever so close. Thinking that no ones cares, Is the reason that you choose those dares. Wishing that you only had one friend, Then maybe you wouldn’t have to end. Someone that you can trust, That has to be a must. “But no one can see me, They think I’m the cause of all their misery.” Everything gets so dark, As the death angel leaves her mark. Slowly you feel no pain, Thinking that this was my source of relief. The pain you felt just falls away, As the light continues to fade. The smile forming upon your face, Shows them all that its better this way. A Cure. Today is the day, That I will find my way. Alwa

Just One
I just want you Even if its just for one night of total bliss To feel the kiss from your lips would make my body soar to feel your touch from your hands I up most adore to have you show me all you hold inside would send shivers down my spine ...I want you to hold me tight an love me right while you rock me all threw the nite ... Please don’t let go for this might be the only nite we will know....

Quiz
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs, Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs92% Bondage83% Biting83% Blind Folds50% Whips50% Blood42% What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

...rantz...
...what really pisses me off is the fact that people cannot understand my situation. I don't talk to many people. I speak when I have something to say. I speak when I beleive it to be appropriate. If I choose to not speak to someone, should I be punished by that someone? Should that someone be rude to me? Fuck no. I am under a lot of stress. Last month I found out that my room mates are moving back to San Jose, CA. I had a 2nd job that gave me access to a truck and it paid my rent as well a debt that I owed my room mate. The truck was my room mate's, it is/was part of a landscaping business, hence the 2nd job. Now that is all gone. I am back to pulling money out of no where. I have to have rent by the 2nd of Aug. 2K7, that will be my whole check. I have to find a new place to live by the end of Aug 2K7... ...I am SO damn aggitated that people continually are aggitated that I don't talk to them. I am SORRY! But I really have to find a place to go...I am not going to sit here and talk t

Young Love
It was a magical time in my life. A time when the whole world was out there for the taking and adorable creatures known as girls seemed to appear everywhere, as if hiding in plain sight prior to some unexpected but welcomed moment. Oh they were there all along, of course. I had two sisters, plenty of girl classmates and a whole gaggle of girls lived on our street. They were more of a nuisance than anything, though. Wanting to play "rock fight" or "bike gang" with the boys and only getting in the way. Now somehow they were far more interesting. It started sometime a year or so before as I recall. Noticing my older sister's friends at the pool in their bikinis. The Scandinavian goddesses on holiday in Corfu certainly caused quite stir. The crystal clear water and my goggles enabling clear, unobstructed views for what seemed like miles. The glorious custom of sunbathing topless on the sugar-white beaches until their bodies glistened, only to pop up and skip gleefully to the

Pissed!!!!!
Explain to me one thing, and i will ask no more!! Why is it the first thing that a guy asks a girl on this site is do you have a cam?, and the second is can i see you, Will you get freaky with me? I for one am getting tired of being treated with disrespect!! I realize that yes i am on a site called fubar Home of the online Happy Hour, but does that automatically mean that i want to degrade myself over the internet? My answer is NO!!! I have worked way too fucking hard to get where i am in my life, just to get on my webcam and throw it all away by becoming an online slut. I enjoy meeting people and having great conversations and if i am really lucky making friends with some very cool people. My morals are my morals and what people think about me matters little, it is my own opinion of myself that matters. I am proud to say that i have high morals, and if you can not respect me as a person let alone a woman, then just don't bother contacting me in the first place. FYI this girl

I'll Be There
When your back is against the wall An you need some where to turn I’ll be there make sure you don’t fall When the world seems to be on your back An you need some of it lifted I’ll be there to take on the slack When your days become dark An you need some light I’ll be there waiting with the flash light When the pressure is getting to you An you need a tender touch I’ll be there to show you are loved so much When you seem out numbered An all you need is a friend I’ll be there to show you I’ll be here til the end……

What We Seek In Life Written By Me Drew
MyHotComments What is love something you feel for another person or opposite sex What is passion, something that is driven by the love of for the man or woman What is compassion, something you show towards the other person What is desire, the need the wanting of something badly you'd do what ever it takes for the other man or woman What is the heart in things, showing true love for the other person What is in the soul, the rue person showing their abilities to do things What makes is right to love someone you have for soo long What makes is succeding the abilities to put forth in all your efforts in a relationship What is everyones desire in life, to be happy and in love and to do what ever it takes to make it happen What is destiny, destiny is a thing in life that makes it go one way or another good or bad its meant to be or not to be What is being a human all about in life, to live life to its fullest and try and not to fail What is struggling, struggling is there

Things He Said
He won her over an she let him in. He made her promises an keep them in the end He asked for her hand an she said yes forever an a day he always said Now this is where the story comes all to true He tells her he loves her yet he has to go He tells her he loves her but doesn’t know when he is coming home She feels all alone an does not know what to say He told her he loves her but why if he loves her why did he have to go away She cries every night an no one is there to hold her tight How can you say you love her if your not there to hold her when she falls How can you say you love her when you don’t answer her calls How can you say you love her when she feels all alone How can you say you love her when she needs to hold you tight you are no where insight Now she sits an waits in a house that is not a home sits an waits for you to come home How can you say you love someone when they need you the most they always fine themselves alone

Lust ,love , Passion
Lust, love, passion fills my mind.. As I yearn for you to be with me tonight. To savor each sensual kiss that will bonds us tonight for the first time. My body aches for your tender touch I have to be honest, you're the only man I've ever wanted. Feeling your warm soft breath on my neck, as you whisper sweet words I've been longing to hear you say. Words that prove the love you possess for me. As our love flowing through us is not mere fantasy Your lips brush my eyes, my lips, my ear I feel your heart beat next to mine Right now, the line between right and wrong is so fine You kiss my chest, my stomach, my legs "I want all of you," my body begs You kiss me hard and so passionately As you finally take me I can feel you....I can feel all of you My body begs for more As my thighs grow sore I scream out in ecstasy Feeling the tightness grow inside of me I feel the tightness burst And it quenches my sexual thirst As our bodies unwind I feel your lips on mine Moving

Man Knackered After 'professional' Surgery
ST. PAUL, Minn. - When conventional medical professionals refused to remove a 62-year-old local man's testicles, police said he turned to mysterious "professionals" to relieve what he called chronic pain. Now police want to find the fly-by-night surgeons. "I have never in my life seen anything quite like that," said St. Paul police spokesman Tom Walsh. According to a search warrant affidavit filed Monday, the man complained of chronic pain and turned to conventional medical personnel to remove his testicles. When they refused, the 62-year-old man said he hired other "professionals" to do the surgery. He would not tell officers who they were, saying he didn't want to get them into trouble. Police said a couple of weeks ago, two or three people operated on the man in his home. He was unconscious. When he woke up, his testicles were gone. So were his "professionals." His groin area was bleeding heavily, so he called his daughter. She called for help. Police found an i

Some Advice If You Want Me To Rate And Fan You....
If I haven't yet rated or fanned you....most likely your page has WAY too much shit on it and kills my browser. So, if you want me to rate and fan - TAKE DOWN SOME OF YOUR SHIT! lol

What Tarot Card Are You?
You are The Wheel of Fortune Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of intoxication with success The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

A Little Of My Darker Side
I do have a darker side....one that I keep hidden as much as possible. It is a world of Vampires, Darkness, Evil, sinister things, and just about anything that pertains to the night. Vampires especially have allways fascinated me in life, right along with the rest of the supernatural world. I love horror movies and books! The bloodier the movie..the better I like it. I love Ouija boards....but don't have one myself. And yes....as corny as it may sound....I do believe in certain things that others would just laugh about. I can honestly say, that you must be careful what you wish for.....because you might get it. You might get it more than you want! I have seen a lot in my life. A lot of it was not pretty. I take what I have witnessed and put it into a story or stories for myself. My poems reflect some of my mindset. I have piercings. I also have a tattoo that I will eventually change. There are other ones I would love to have on my arms, but I doubt I will get them.

Women...
Women Everyday I give thanks to the Goddess I have two mounds upon my bodice I shave my legs, I sit down to pee I can justify any shopping spree Not to a barber, but a beauty salon Can get a massage without a hard on Can balance the checkbook, pump my own gas Can talk to my friends about the size of my ass I always save money by using coupons Can admit to others when I am wrong Don’t drive in circles at any cost So I don’t have to admit when I am lost Don’t act like I’m in a timed marathon Every time I go to the john Let me tell you men Listen to me boys Those things in your pants That you treat as toys You love them more then we ever will We would rather suck on a cold pickled dill I spend two hours preparing for a date Only to find you’re two hours late I don’t watch movies with lots of gore Don’t need instant replay to remember the score I won’t lose my hair I don’t get jock itch And just cause I’m asse

Blood & Thunder
THE SCUM MANIFESTO by Valerie Solanas Life in this society being, at best, an utter bore and no aspect of society being at all relevant to women, there remains to civic-minded, responsible, thrill-seeking females only to overthrow the government, eliminate the money system, institute complete automation and destroy the male sex. It is now technically possible to reproduce without the aid of males (or, for that matter, females) and to produce only females. We must begin immediately to do so. Retaining the male has not even the dubious purpose of reproduction. The male is a biological accident: the y(male) gene is an incomplete x(female) gene, that is, has an incomplete set of chromosomes. In other words, the male is an incomplete female, a walking abortion, aborted at the gene stage. To be male is to be deficient, emotionally limited; maleness is a deficiency disease and males are emotional cripples. As emotions themselves are the symptoms of a crippling disease I think it i

Hero
I dream of these hands touching my face Pushing my hair away from my crying eyes Kissing the tears that fall to my cheeks Pulling on my heart as it begins to break Comforting voice inside my ears Whispering the musical song of my heart Beating for the hand that touched my soul Space is created It pulls away from the hand that holds It doesn’t see all that could be It hides, becomes unemotional Non responsive Pushing away Hitting the walls that have been built up Never letting in the happiness

For You Health Nuts...lol
Ok...so once I get back to NC on Sunday I've decided to start working out again. GREAT way to reduce stress and keep my mind occupied at the same time. I absolutley HATE doing sit up's but it's the only way that I know of to get those tight abs that I am shooting for....soooo if anyone knows of ANY other way to acheive this without killing myself doing sit ups - not to mention they're the most boring exercise - please share with me! Thanks bunches!

Take The Test
I have determined that you qualify to Take the Test !! The following short quiz consists of 4 questions and will tell you whether you are qualified to be classified as a smart person. Scroll down for each answer. The questions are NOT that difficult. But don't scroll down UNTIL you have answered the question! 1. How do you put a giraffe into a refrigerator? The correct answer is: Open the refrigerator, put in the giraffe, and close the door. This question tests whether you tend to do simple things in an overly complicated way. 2. How do you put an elephant into a refrigerator? Did you say, Open the refrigerator, put in the elephant, and close the refrigerator? Wrong Answer. Correct Answer: Open the refrigerator, take out the giraffe, put in the elephant and close the door. This tests your ability to think through the repercussions of your previous actions. 3. The Lion King is hosting an animal conferenc

True Friendship
Ever wondered what is the real essence of the saying "A Friend in Need is a Friend Indeed"? People talk about the true value of friendship without knowing what it stands for. True friendship is when there are no formalities; when the person you are talking about is counted as family; when the relation you share reaches a stage that even if you don't correspond for sometime, your relationship remains intact. Best friends need not meet up often to make sure that the friendship remains constant. The trust between best friends is such that if one friend falls in trouble, the other will not think twice to help. If the bond between two friends is strong, true friends can endure even long distances. They find a way of being in touch despite busy schedules. True friendship never fades away; in fact it grows better with time. True friends don't need a posh place to hang out. Their most precious hideout is each others' rooms! True friendship thrives on trust, inspiration and comfort. Best fri

Cleavage Wins Boob Job
MEN'S magazine Zoo has been blasted for a sleazy competition that invites male readers to "win" their girlfriend a boob job by sending in shots of her cleavage. Women's health groups have attacked the magazine, branding the competition a poor-taste publicity stunt that is unethical and possibly even illegal. "I'm disgusted and appalled, and very doubtful they can even offer major body modification as a prize," said public health researcher Dr Jenny O'Dea of the University of Sydney. "You simply cannot treat women in this way, like objects there for men's satisfaction." Zoo Weekly magazine has launched the online competition offering $10,000 breast implants as a prize to the girl "who deserves it most". "One lucky Zoo reader will be able to give his girlfriend the ultimate present," said magazine editor Paul Merrill. "It's impossible to think of a more romantic gift than new breasts. It's the gift that keeps on giving." The magazine has called for men, or their girl

Cross The States Trip
I am taking my first trip across the states. I am going to be taking a 15 month old. I need to know what I should take for him, to play with etc. He does good on long car trips. I also need help about food and snacks. Due to medical problems fast food needs to be limited to a minimum. Any tips would be great too.

Papa And The Biker
I wrote this tonight. Feel free to repost it, if you like...but please attribute it to me. Even if you hate it, it's still mine! Thanks, Knight Watchman Papa and the Biker Two riders came to Shorty’s Each from a different place One had ridden long and hard The sun had bronzed his face His cycle he had rescued From fate and rust and more It didn’t shine, it didn’t purr It made a growling roar He’d tightened every nut and bolt Relit its age old heart He’d welded, scraped and mended it And fixed up every part His fingers thick, his broken nails Were dark and caked in oil And on his knuckles there showed The gifts of tireless toil His bike was from a far off land It didn’t cost much dough It may have had a foreign name Those many years ago, He’d bought it from a local shop Right in his neighborhood From a man who labored hard To buy his family’s food No shirts or shoes or fancy stuff Were on t

My Mind's Eyes (poetry)
I hold you in my arms, As red water flows. From your lip a drop falls, Leaving behind a trial. A shot to the chest is ending your life. Coughing and gasping for air, As your lungs fill with blood You look into my eyes. You tell me that it will be ok, But you are wrong and we both know it. As you takein you last breath, You say three words that change my life. You tell me you love me, Your spirit dies and leaves me alone. I will never forget you. You will live for ever in my memories. As I lay my heart to die, I ask the Lord, "don't let me cry" Luv sux that's all I know, Said good-bye and let it go. On my own I will be, Not alone but completly free. Dispare filled the Earth, Causing pain and suffering, Causing conflict and strife, Casuing torment and grief, And I was in the midst of it. Until I found the One. The One that made life worth living. The One that helped me get through. He is the One, the God above. ruling Over the worid, With love and pe

The Bird Feeder
Something to think about...... I bought a bird feeder. I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. Within a week we had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs, the table...everywhere. Then some of the birds turned mean: They would dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my own pocket. And others birds were boisterous and loud: They sat on the feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and demanded that I fill it when it got low on food. After a while, I couldn't even sit on my own back porch anymore. I took down the bird feeder and in three days the birds were gone. I cleaned up their mess and took down the many nests they had built all over the patio. Soon, th

Show Happy Hour Host Some Love
SHES ONE OF OUR LEVELERS PLEASE ALOT ARE MAXING RATES NOW STOP BY AND SHOW HER SOME LOVE THANK HER FOR HAPPY HOUR AND FOR HELPING US ON LEVEL UPS SHES ACTUALLY HELPING NOW... Sultry™Princess*Wife/RL GF to BabyBoy-J*Wifey 2 Jessi*Founder of Gothic Rebels@ fubar

For You
When you love someone - you'll do anything you'll do all the crazy things that you can't explain you'll shoot the moon - put out the sun when you love someone you'll deny the truth - believe a lie there'll be times that you'll believe you can really fly but your lonely nights - have just begun when you love someone when you love someone - you'll feel it deep inside and nothin else can ever change your mind when you want someone - when you need someone when you need someone... when you love someone - you'll sacrifice you'd give it everything you got and you won't think twice you'd risk it all - no matter what may come when you love someone you'll shoot the moon - put out the sun when you love someone

A Mothers Mixed Emotions!
How does a mother let go Of the children that shes born How does she let them know That her heart can be so torn. To keep them by her side Would not be just or fair And to let them have a free ride Would mean she doesn't care. She knows she taught them well And that they know right from wrong Now...Only time will tell If they can be as strong. But watching them go through the door Makes her feelings sway She must cover the tears...and more And pray for them each day.

Love
Missing you so much want to feel your touch need to see your face want a warm embrace need to feel your kiss don't want you to miss want to have your heart never be apart need to feel you close want to kiss your nose never want to fight but always hold you tight love you till the end cause you're my special friend by moonlil what is it? is it lying? is it cheating? is it giving of yourself only to find u arent the only one for them??? what is love? Dear Diary, Today he called, sounding so sweet I find myself hoping for the day we meet His voice, so soft and so strong at the same time To hear it in my ear would be so divine I want to trust him, but it's so hard Until I see him and know him I will be on my guard I just pray that to trust him will come to me soon With trust, our love will bloom Give me time and earn your trust And soon it will all be in just I do love Him but why is it so hard to trust him? Maybe because another woman

Dog Soup
August 16, 2007 8:08 p.m. EST Nidhi Sharma - AHN News Writer New Delhi, India (AHN) - In an attempt to get rid of countless stray dogs lurking around roads, the city council in the Indian capital of New Delhi has proposed a new idea of shipping them to Korea, where dog meat is widely consumed in soup. The problem of stray dogs is so widespread that the council is also planning to drug the canines to make them sleep through out the day, so they do not hinder traffic movement. If this was not enough to make you wonder about the future of stray dogs, the officials also expressed their desire to send all the dogs to neighboring states, so that "Delhi can be saved." The Hindustan Times newspaper reported Thursday that it is not clear which of the ideas would be implemented in the city. The council chairman has also asked the veterinary department to look into the growing problem of stray dogs and come up with a better solution. Bosintang is a traditional South Korean soup tha

Death
is it a good thing or a bad thing to want ur self to die jus to c what wood happen and how peppel wood react to it Find out what type of supernatural creature you would be!!!created with QuizFarm.comYou scored as Ghost You are a ghost. You find your center by keeping to yourself, and thinking. Being so quiet and shy, my only suggestion would be to find what inspirers you, and go for it, and SPEAK UP!!! because you are the type of person to flourish if you are happy, and get your vioce heard. Ghost88% Elemental81% Fariy81% Demon69% Mermaid63% Magic user63% Mortal44% Vampire44% Warewolf44% Elf

News
I'm going back to school in September, I'm going to get a degree in computers. that's after I get me math and writing skills to college level. I hope to do well it will take at least 4 years to finish, but I could not be happier. I started a group on yahoo it's a the place to speak your mind, say anything that bugs you, or just want to get off your chest. here's the link http://groups.yahoo.com/group/speaking_your_mind/

What Do You Think Of Me....
Be completely honest. What would you do if? 1. I was right next to you: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. I started smoking: 5. I was hospitalized: 6. I was drunk: 7. I hugged u: 8. I asked you to leave: 9. I asked you out: . What do you think about my? 10. Personality: 11. Eyes: 12. Hair: 13. Body: Would you? 14. Be my friend? 15. Keep a secret if i told you one? 16. Kiss me? 17. Go on a date with me? 18. Keep in touch? 19. Date me? 20. Have sex with me? Have you ever? 21. Lied to make me feel better? 22. Wanted to kiss me? 23. Wanted to bite me? 24. Kept something important from me? 25. Wanted to cuddle with me? More. 26. Who are you? 27. Are we friends? 28. When and how did we meet? 29. Describe me in one word: 30. What was your first impression? 31. What reminds you of me? 32. If you could give me anything what would it be? 33. How well do you know me? 34. When's the last time you saw me? 35. Ever wa

Need Some Encouragement
I am getting married Sept. 29th and the closer and closer I get, the more scared i get, I love her, theres no question about that, but its scares the hell out of me. Its another life I'm responsible for, am I ready for that. I have asked her if she is sure about marrying me and she automatically thinks im getting "cold feet", i don't know, am I? I feel bad about it, I just don't know how to get rid of that feeling. Or am I just making to big of a deal about the whole damn thing. I don't know, who ever reads this, I would appreciate your comments

Just A Poem I Like
Came across this surfing the web one day and just liked it. So posting it for anyone else that might like to read it. Exhiles From Delight We, unaccustomed to courage exiles from delight live coiled in shells of loneliness until love leaves its high holy temple and comes into our sight to liberate us into life. Love arrives and in its train come ecstasies old memories of pleasure ancient histories of pain. Yet if we are bold, love strikes away the chains of fear from our souls. We are weaned from our timidity In the flush of love's light we dare be brave And suddenly we see that love costs all we are and will ever be. Yet it is only love which sets us free. author: unknown Imagine creating pleasure Together 'til daybreak It starts with a thought In the dreams we partake Share with mutual desires Where passions blend Using our imaginations Nights together we spend As firelight sets the mood With a dreamy design Romance we embr

Amazing
Well theres this georgeous girl that has the most amazing ways of making me smile more than i have ever smiled before. Shes honestly truly amazing. If you are reading this Babygurl i love you and hope u get better soon.Anyways all it takes ais a single word from her and im falling all over the place I LOVE YOU BABY!!!!!!!!!!! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Vote For Mistress Brandi Now!!
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Iphone Hacked!
NEW YORK - Armed with a soldering iron and a large supply of energy drinks, a slight, curly haired teenager has developed a way to make the iPhone, arguably the gadget of the year, available to a much wider audience. George Hotz of Glen Rock, N.J., spent his last summer before college figuring out how to "unlock" the iPhone, freeing it from being restricted to a single carrier, AT&T Inc. The procedure, which the 17-year-old posted on his blog Thursday, raises the possibility of a cottage industry springing up to buy iPhones, unlocking them and then selling them to people who don't want AT&T service or can't get it, particularly overseas. The phone, which combines an innovative touch-screen interface with the media-playing abilities of the iPod, is currently sold only in the U.S. An AP reporter was able to verify that an iPhone Hotz brought to the AP's headquarters on Friday was unlocked. Hotz placed the reporter's T-Mobile SIM card, a small chip that identifies a phone to t

My Lounge - Please Join?
Short and sweet ~ pretty, pretty please come joing my lounge? (Insert here big blue puppy dog eyes and pouty lips) Copy and paste this into your browser : http://fubar.com/lounge.php?l=9473 Or just go into my page and enter to my lounge. Be sure to subscribe so you can keep coming back! Thanks bunches!!!!

Question For Vip & A Freebie Here!
This is my first month using the VIP...just wondering when it re-news itself at the beginning of next month - do we get points another set of points? Also, I am going to be gone (fo really real...lol) within the hour and won't be home until pretty late tonight....I have 50 11's left - first to respond get's 'em ALL! On your mark....get set....GO! lol

Love In The Making
You touch my hand and my body goes weak, With sweet gentle motion, your Kiss meets my cheek, Your lips search for mine, so soft and so light, And flames of desire burst forth and ignite. Your arms wrap around me, you pull me so tight, My wanting and need, I can no longer fight, My body now quivering, with each move you make, With thrust for fulfillment, I tremble and shake. So gentle you are, as I bear you my soul, To have you completely, is my burning goal, Like poetry in motion we search and explore With desire still building, our passions both soar. With rhythm so perfect, each Kiss a delight, Our love in the making is a beautiful sight, Our passion frenzy climbs still, As we give up our all, with this need to fulfill. Hearts beating faster, no mountains to high, With fires now blazing, we soon touch the sky Our two souls entwining as we melt into one, And euphoreic elation has finally begun. Wondrous explosions bring moans, of pure joy to the day, Sat

Pain And What It Does To People
I write this today feeling a very intense pain...... and I finally realized, that as much as people run from pain, hide from pain, we all need pain to help us grow, to understand the world around us. I know this sounds odd, but the pain I feel now I know will give me knowledge later on. I have so many people in my life that live there lives with masks on, making them immune to pain, but causing pain themselves. Guess they are the lucky ones...........I could never find my mask....... well for anyone that reads this, thx for your time......

Vampirez
This pimpout is for someone that gives so much and asks nothing in return, someone that is always there even before you know you need her to be. This is someone we both hold dear to our vampire hearts. Someone who is a true friend in your DARKEST hour.RATE, FAN & ADD HER!YOU WILL NOT BE SORRY. :DLilBamaGirl~WRR Army@ fubarThis pimpout brought to you out of the darkness by:Nassy V4mpir3 Bitch FUBAR WIFE OF CARNAGE NSFW@ fubar&KDM@ fubar (repost of original by '† KDM †' on '2007-08-27 14:04:06') (repost of original by 'Nassy V4mpir3 Bitch FUBAR WIFE OF CARNAGE NSFW' on '2007-08-27 14:06:00')

The Madness...
I am tired of the games, lies and vulgarities that I hear on a daily basis spewing from some of the people on here. It isn't enough to tell people anymore not to play with you because it seems to intice them more to do so. When you tell people not to lie to you it does no good because until you catch them in the lie you have no idea you are being lied to. Here recently so many people have not heard me when I say that I DO NOT share pix on yahoo or through email. They just assume that after a little bit of sweet talk that the story will change. I have some really good friends. One of which recently was hurt by a girl on here. And I told him last night that not everyone on here is fake. But when I logged in today all I saw was more fake and stupidity. The vulgarity has to stop. Respect me or get the fuck off of my friends list. Someone keeps reporting miscelaneous pictures as NSFW just to have my account deleted and I say more power to you. I am on the verge of doing it on my own. I am t

A Song I Wrote About Ppl All In One
___________________Harsh words_______________________ You wanna put me down?, You wanna see me frown? Well this is the last time you'll ever see me around. I was true to you, I gave you my life on a plate, And all i got in return is a life thats full of hate. You once gave me everything and then took it all away, I thought i was your everything what more can i say?. And now i see the truth in you, Your hate it made me see, Deep down inside, what you really thought of me. Im a fuck up, a screw up nothing better than you, Well guess what bitch i got some news for you. Im a better person then you will ever be, and all you are is pissed your not, like, me. i tried and tried more and more everyday. all i got was put down so what can i say? (verse 2 ) All i know is that i grew up. And your just pissed that im not a screw up. Im not like you and i will never be, How could you want that fucked up life for me? Im better than you and i will allways be, So you can go to

Other News
A collection of confessions from real people who anonymously admit their strangest secrets. I hit a car yesterday when I pulled into a parking spot and the only one who was a witness was someone parked right next to me that just happend to be sitting in his car, so I pretended to be writing a letter to the owner of the car till the other driver took off. I made like a banana and split. (there was no damage by the way to either of our cars, atleast none that I could see) I am a military police officer in charge of base security and all of my co-workers and I spend all day surfing the internet. We only do maybe 10 min. of work in a 12 hour shift, and get paid good money to do it too. That's Homeland Security for ya Ihave a bottle of vodka in my desk at work and sometimes I get wasted. I wonder if anyone knows? Last but not least.... I read other peoples confessions. I am an also a network administrator, and I have this uncontrollable urge to track the people whom post thes

Relationships
o.k. I know this one is going to get a lot of attention.... LOL. AND STOP trying to relate everything I write to my personal life. If that what it is I will say that. What are we looking for when we start a relationship? Why do people feel the need to have to change in a relationship? If you meet someone and you like them why would you want them to change? I understand that compromises have to happen but asking someone to change or changing yourself to fit into someones life is wrong! In my personal situation: I am a workaholic (extreme woraholic) and she needs a lot of attention. Either one of us expecting the other to change who they are would change the person and would ruin a long relationship. We have to accept that this is the person who we like, its part of what makes them who they are. Each person in a relationship is going to have habits that are going to annoy the other. Its learning how to deal with those habits and acceting the person as a whole that makes the r

Fantasia
Dear Diary...fuk, no one says that anymore, wtf! Just wondering how nice it is to have friends around here too, some morE true than others, but hey, real life just the same shit, so why bother? Anyways, just telling u ppl, everytime u need my support, i'll be there... Even if u have a dispute with another friend of mine, u all will be treated as equal, cause i dont take sides...we were friends way before any dispute...my support for each any of you will be there, as always. Ehhhhhhhhhh, thats all i have to say today...tomorrow i'll be bak, for someones happiness and for others nitemare! lmao! PEACE YALLLLL!!! Btw, Join the Dark Side, free cookies still available...

"friends"
omg my fubar friends are freakin amazing! i have a bodyguard i have an old perv man lol mike i have some of the SWEETEST guy friends on here ever i have friends that i can talk to anything about -don :)- i have friends that help me get points all in all this is an awesome site and i love all of yall!!! never forget it! so my friend zach is skinnier than i am and we were dancing the other night at the bar..its sooo hard to dance with a skiiny guy lol. theres nothing to hold onto and its just strange dancing with a guy that wears smaller clothes than you lol. just my thoughts for the day lol heather lee

Contemplations
The Consequences You Sow Action And Effect All motive and action affects the cosmos in some way. The principle of cause and effect is the truth that allows us to change ourselves and the world around us for the better. However, this same universal law is also at work when change is not at the forefront of our minds. Our intentions flow forever outward in the form of energy, affecting both the people closest to us and billions of individuals we will likely never meet. For this reason, we should strive always to speak, think, and behave with great thoughtfulness and compassion. The virtues we choose to embody can inspire joy and integrity in the lives of countless people, whether we touch their existence directly or not. The influence we wield is infinite. In an effort to internalize our conscious understanding of the nature of cause and effect, we can never truly know how our thoughts, emotions, words, or actions will manifest themselves on the larger universal stage because it i

Lady Souls Place
I hate it when I whine about my life then I see stuff that reminds me that I don't have it that bad. Makes me feel stupid not to count the blessings I DO have. No.. not in the biblical way so much as REALITY. I mean I have my family, and a place to live ect.. some dont even have THAT. I have to remind myself that life is what you make it.. yes.. sometimes life throws a nasty curveball your way but other than that.. YOU are what makes you happy. I have lived my life on the theory that you have to carve pieces of happiness out of life for yourself.. because life rarely hands you anything for free. Ha on one hand I sound like a pessamist and on the other I sound like someone who sees the bright side of everything. Which am I.. probably a little of both. I guess I am just writing this as a reminder to stop whining and start doing something about the stuff I dont like about my life. Reasons why a vibrator is better then a guy any day. 1. A vibrator never disappoints 2. A vibrat

If We Had Sex.
Lets see who is brave enough.....IF We Had Sex Game... Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you! Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet?

Patience ...and Virtue... All Over Rated...
I got screwed out of my morning...yet again. Funny how that happens alot lately. Dj got on the bus this morning, thankfully they've straightened out the bus schedule and it comes and goes when it's supposed to. I think the fat chick up the street is still pissed the afternoon bus makes a special stop in front of my house but she can kick rocks. I'm stuck babysitting...again. I hate kids. Don't get me wrong, I love MY kids... I just don't have the patience for anyone elses. Especialy not undisciplined and disrespectful children such as this one. She's managed to break a TV...I knew it would happene eventualy since her parents never bother to stop her from jumping, kicking, or otherwise destroying my stuff when they're around. I knew it was just a matter of time before she broke something actualy worth something. Great...I don't get paid enough to deal with this crap. Wait, I don't get paid at all >:op I do this shit for free....not by choice mind you but that's my fault for trying to h

Job???????????????
If you don't already know this, I lost my job almost two weeks ago. This is the worst feeling in the world, because it makes you feel like you can't do anything right in life. I been doing interviews, which pisses anyone off because you think it went great and then find out that you didn't get the job. I feel like I can't do anything right in life.....................................I need help or a drink!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am just venting right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dandelion Cotton
A slender stalk, dandelion cotton scattered - this will mark moments we let slip - tragedy is in these broken things, in minutes unfilled, feelings left to languish. Do not fear the constancy of grass tipped sideways by breezes. The days and nights have all belonged (all along) to you. The electric scent of new rain will ever rise between us in the sound of locusts and in the vapor of summer afternoons. Something always remains with us. © All rights reserved

Hahahaha, My Pants.....
okay i was out with some friends and i was dancing, then out of no where my pants die on me and rip right up my ass. i'm talkin bout seam to seam. it sucked so bad but i couldn't stop laughing. i thouhgt it was so funny. now i'm home in some daisy duke shorts and i'm thinkin bout goin to bed. nighty night.

Hi Friends!
So here it is another Saturday night. Gosh, time is going so fast. I finished my first month of my new job, and things are going well. I'm still quite thrilled with it. My 18 year old babelious daughter moved out today. She had planned to move out before, but some things needed to be worked out. It's not a surprise, nor was it done in anger or anything like that. She wants to be on her own. She shares an apartment with another girl, and they want a 3rd person to share rent. The apartment is less than a mile form here, and the chance of a "rebound" is good. She bought a very nice 2005 Ford Focus 2 weeks ago. We're a little concerned that she is living way beyond her means, but that's the type of thing she has to learn her way. She thinks that Mom and Dad just don't know squat. We try to tell her what it's going to be like and she says we are just really down on her and critical, and that she wants us to say happy things to her. Well I truly wish her happiness, and perhaps th

Mercy
Awaiting mercy to carry me home. I am gasping for air. Trapped inside the big labyrinth where I go nowhere. What a strange feeling of dejavu. I have been here before. Is it my footsteps that have made this path so worn? Awaiting mercy to carry me home. I am gasping for air. Scratching, clawing for a way out of this eternal nightmare.

Fenix
I am so buzzed right now and enjoying the wine, but I do have to wonder about my friends with the more risque stuff on here, because I'm a chicken shit and am not comfortable with getting nekkid. They have much better sites than I do - check out the Lolita Nymphette - she's a babe! Watched the Chiefs game today *sigh* -- man, it's gotta get better. Can't get much worse. Sometimes it sucks being a fan, . . .

Drama
So this is like the 3rd ct page I have had and have ended up deleting before I do it again I'm just wondering is it just me or is there a lot of drama on here? i'm on here to have fun chat with people meet people whatever ...not to have bitches coming to my page bitching about there men talking to me ane on and on ...So will someone please tell me is it the page or is it me? cuz i had 3 diff. bitches on my page just today and honestly i only know one of the guys there even talking about s wtf? i just wanna be on here and chill not have all this bullshit going on is that to much to ask?

Talking About Sex
Did I get your attention? Who's blushing? Statistics say that if you live in the United States, you are four times more likely to blush when the topic of sex is brought up than any other country. So, what does that say, America? Why are we blushing? We all have sex don't we? Why is it then such a "hushed" topic even in the year 2007? Maybe we aren't having as much sex as we should be. Statistically, the average person engages in sexual intercourse about 127 times a year,( notcountin t the people that want it all the time ) that is, unless you are American. Statistics in the United States show that number only averages between 97 and 118 times a year and twenty percent of the population didn't have a single sexual encounter at all last year. So, what's the problem? Why have we become such prudes? or Are we? Sex is natural. Sex is healthy and fun. In my opinion, it's not that we American's are turned off by sex, it's that they simply can't trust themselves enough to carry on an intelli

Hair Removal
Hair Removal All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal - The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair And now...the wax. My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: ?Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet.? So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. (YA THINK!?!) So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips fa

9/11 The New Alamo
Wow, Sept 11th already. This day holds some mixed emotions for me. I lost several people close to me due to this great tragedy. A handful of my friends, ex-marines, police, and firefighters, were in a car driving to New York literally within 45 minutes of the first tower falling. These brave men drove constantly, stopping only for fuel, in a desperate attempt to help their brethren. Only 1 of the 5 returned alive. People often forget that the towers took lives after the attack as well. Among the civilians, police, and firefighters that died on the first day, some were caught in collapses and sustained mortal injuries while in the rescue attempt. My friends were heroes, all of them. Some of my frustration lies in all the theories about conspiracy, and how our own government may have not only allowed it to happen, but actually staged the entire thing. And I must admit, some of the evidence is compelling. However, even if Bush himself was the trigger man, it does not diminish the h

Rememberance!!!
On this a day of rememerance, all of us shoud take time out to say a prayer that we live in a society that allows us to voice our opinion, allows us to worship the god of our choice,allows us to go wherever we want in this great land, allows us the comfort of bountiful food choices,allows us many choices of schools to choose from. I was born and raised in New York City, I still have reletives and good friends who live there, thank god none of them got hurt on that day, one in particular who worked in the Pentagon but was not in his office that day. I remember thinking on that day about all the people who died,about how these people had the nerve to attack my country,MY CITY, MY PEOPLE. I wanted quick and merciless retribution. But I give thanks to all the men and women who have sacrificed so much to perserve our freedoms, and to all the doubters that we are doing the right thing travel to another country and see how well other cultures live as compared to us

Fun Stuff That Was Found..
A totem animal is different than a birth totem. A birth totem is just that, a totem animal that follows the sign of your birth. A totem animal is your "power animal", one which comes to you in different situations such as: A dream A vision A quest But it must come to you more than once, and never display anger. Its purpose is to guide you on your path. The next time you dream of your power animal, or see it in a vision, talk to it and allow it to guide you. ~Totem Animals~ WOLF - Earth wisdom, protection BEAR - Healing, Inner knowing FOX - Elusiveness, ogility, cleverness HAWK - Perception, Focus, protection MOUSE - Innocence, faith, trust EAGLE - High ideals, spiritual philosophy DOLPHIN - Psychic abilities, initiators HERON - Intuition, organization HORSE - Stability, courage RABBIT - faith, nurturance JAGUAR - shamanic wisdom, focused power DEER - physical pacing, body awareness RAVEN - Inner journeys, dreams OWL - symbolic wi

Life
my life is getting worse by the day all i can wish is for me to just disappear ad never return. last year if you have read my sickness blogs you would know i was in hospital for a while with pnumonia then i have had problems at where i work where i nearly lost my job. my life change for the better when i got talking to a lady on here who helped me change my life for the better. now my life is on the way back to nothing as i have had x-rays on my chest and spine as my doctor thinks i could have damaged my spine. he has also done tests on me and found out i am diabetic. then i get in today and find that the lady i had fallen for has blocked me from her page so my life sucks. paul

Things To Know
I was just letting those of you who know that I am due in November on the 14th. So I will not be around in November for a while due to taking care of my newborn daughter and my pain in the butt son. Just thought that people would like to share in the good news with my and my family.

Thoughts
Oh, to caress the sweet warmth of your breasts, the flesh, firm yet pliant, 'neath my fingers, causing a swell of desire to dwell in that beautiful bosom, which lingers... The soft, silky feel of your skin sends a thrill and a shudder thru me as we touch, with our arms wrapped around one another, we drown in the sea of desiring so much... sheer bliss for me this would utterly be, to fulfill our desires, set our souls on fire, with the passion of you around me... Your sweet lips, so full, entice as they pull my tongue out to mingle with yours; they wrestle and twirl, and my head starts to whirl, making me want you much more... The caress of your hands as they're stroking the glans of my penis excite as it grows and it throbs in delight awaiting it's flight, in the wetness which from you now flows... sheer bliss for me this would utterly be, to fulfill our desires, set our souls on fire, with the passion of you around me... As my manhood enters

Submission
My Master Once in a lifetime you find your true soulmate, the one who rocks you to your ultimate core and knows your every thought and your every want and need. But then, the feeling of something that is a primal need, come up, and then your left with an emptiness. A whole that your not quite sure what it is, or what is supposed to be there. I have felt this whole for quite some time now. Although I love my husband with all my heart, and I would never trade him for the world, I have needed something more. Something that rocks my very core of being. Something that can open me up and swallow me whole. Something that demands something of my soul, and won't just let it go...it won't just let me rest...but will grab on and take me for the grandest and wildest ride of my entire life. I have found this something...it turns out "it" is a someone. This someone has only been in my life for a few weeks, and he found me here on myspace through a friends page. And although I never talk wi

Happiness
Happiness is having friends and family that care about you and are always there when you need them. I have 3 cats who i love to death they are my family. When i am sad they all come in and cuddle with me and purr and that makes me happy.

More Of My Poems
yet again poem kiss me like you mean it let me drown in this pleasure of your touch let me sink until i feel safe again dont stop im almost there in your arms everything makes sense now i feel alright again this is heaven to me i could love you forever forever dont stop or ill turn cold wait come back my hearts sinking as u fade as you fade away again i scream yet you dont hear a thing the darkness fades and the sun shines i awake on my bed where you left me yet again you've ruined another dream of mine yet again im left alone im alone again and i cant feel you anymore im so cold, that it hurts to breath

Girls Tell It All.com
GIRLS TELL IT ALL.COM PLEASE ORDER OUR NAUGHTY AND UNCENSORED CD NOW ! You will be extremely aroused and totally turned on with what you will hear! Some of the Worlds Sexiest & Gorgeous Women will each Reveal and Expose, describing in explicit detail their deepest sexual pleasures,ultimate erotic desires, secret fantasies, and sexual turn-on's that drives them extremely wild! We secretly go in behind closed doors and capture Super Hot & Uncensored naughty conversations as to what the Hottest Girls Crave and Desire The Most Sexually! Penis Size.. Does size really matter? Their Ultimate Sexual Fantasies! Favorite Sex Positions with Extreme Pleasure! Amazing Oral Sex "Giving and Receiving!" Super Intense Orgasms! Talking Dirty in Bed! Exposing What Really Drives Them Wild The Most In Bed Sexually! AND SOOOO MUCH MORE !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Marriage
So I hop on "myspace" usually twice a day to see if I have any messages. Most of my bulletin is filled with surveys and crap, so I usually rarely read them. However, there's a bulletin from my sister saying "marriage", followed quickly by her girlfriend posting a bulletin by the same title. I decide to take a browse. It turns out they're getting married in Vermont in May 2008. It surprises me more, just because I didn't know my sisters divorce from Albert was final. I knew eventually they'd get married, but I think it's weird that I heard about it through a bulletin. Not that I can say anything. The only person that knew Marc and I were getting married was his sister. I've never had a good relationship with my sister, and I don't plan to. More than likely, I'll go to their wedding, just to keep the peace in the family. I guess, to me, it doesn't make any sense to still live in New York, yet get married in Vermont. It still won't be recognized in New York. My sister bothe

Behold, I Adore Beauty
Behold, I Adore Beauty by Sylvia Chidi Beauty is warm and cold Beauty is black and bold Beauty is different for us all I am told Beauty I would love a chance to mould Beauty gives the finest pleasure I am told Beauty can be bought and sold To the one and only highest bidder While it graciously glitters like gold I adore beauty Oh! How I adore beauty with a passion I adore beauty with every last breath Beauty itself is not exempt From the laws of birth and death It experiences the joys of being young and old Blossoming each day in early youth Maturing adoringly each day with age Behold, I adore beauty Oh! How I adore beauty with a passion Beauty is something I would like to hold Where there is too much ugly I can bring it out of a drawer and unfold Spread it around the entire household Without worrying about getting a scold Behold, I adore beauty Oh! How I adore beauty When out on a nightie Quite hungry and thirsty And you drink the las

Butterfly, Butterfly
Butterfly, Butterfly by Sharon Adamson Hoping to catch your eye Circling around you, oh my Butterfly, butterfly, come into the light Oh, what a beautiful sight Flying so gracefully Into the sky, the butterfly Trying to catch a butterfly Fly, fly, fly, butterfly There he sets upon the mums I'm having so much fun Here's another on the sill Your standing so still You go to touch him There he goes, the butterfly I hear a tapping on the window It's the butterfly, fly, fly, fly There he goes into the sky Flying so high, the butterfly I'll see you another day Butterfly, butterfly, away

Points
intrestin thing this pointz system. ya sit here all day rating hundreds of people and voting on mumms and leavin comments for other ppl.. then when ya hope to see some luv back ya get one or two ppl and its over.. it drives me nuts

True Pit Bulls
My oldest son is having a bit a of a party tonight. One of his friends brought her 11 month old son. We have a pure Amrician Pit Bull Terrier and a little mix. I get so sick of all the bad press about them. Our Pit LOVES this little one. He lets out one little peep and she is right there to be sure he's alright. She wants nothing more then attention and he gives it to her. This attention includes being poked in the eye, hit and ears grabbed. What does she do? Licks him and snuggles him. I guess we never told our Pit she's supposed to be mauling him.

Anouther Survey About Me...lol
The Good, The Bad, and the Ugly! - A Survey of Your Life * So Basically... * Name?: Kristian Age?: 24 Sex?: male Birth Date?: aug. 31 Hair Color?: brown/dirty blond Eye Color?: hazel Height?: 5'8 ish Weight?: 162 Body Type?: athletic Piercings?: nope Tattoos?: nope What are you wearing right now?: jeans t shirt Hair style at the moment?: fade * Favorites * Soda?: orange Food?: portuguse/mexican Drink?: idunno Alcoholic Drink?: beeeer Time of day?: idunno Season?: summer Day of the week?: friday Song at the moment?: fuel the fire Band/Artist?: unearth Book?: idunno Subject in school?: art Place in the USA?: boston Place outside the USA?: i wna go to hawai Color?: red Style of clothes?: sk8ter/preppy Store?: any sk8 shop Mall?: idunno City?: boston Website?: whatev Magazine?: transworld skateboarding Kind of pet?: dog or cat * Worst * Place to be?: in jail? Class in school?: math Time of dayr?: anytime before 10 Season?: winter Kind of pe

New Or Old
"It's amazing how many shades of death there are, but the darkest is always a broken heart. The deciding factor is right there at your fingers. I'll bite the barrel, you just pull the trigger." This was once sang to me, at the time it was really sweet and all but the more I look at the words and the more I listened to them in my head, the harder it is to get on with my life. The darkest death there is, really is a broken heart. Well I bit the barrel the other day when I realized that I shouldn't have to be a secret. Then I pulled the trigger and ended something that I once thought I never would be able to. Now a weight has been lifted and a silver linning has come to brighten my dark clouded world. I mean it's not that I realized that I couldn't have this one thing and decided to settle. What I realized was that this was not the best thing for me in this life. What I realized was, I do, and I can achieve, and have soo much more in this life, and I want all it. I refuse to live in th

Journal Entries
Life isnt easy. I know this, we all know this. But why not try?? Why not want things to maybe be, not easy, but a little easier? Is that so wrong? You know...I have a story...everyone does. I really have noone to share it with, but here I am pouring my heart out to a keyboard. I am so sick of everyone saying "it will be ok" and "things will work out". NO IT WONT!! My life is one big ball of confusion. I dont know what is up or down anymore. I am alone. I am alone. Why? Why do people that mean well and try to do everything right always seem to be the ones that are hurting? Well I am sick of feeling this anger & pain inside of me. I need to escape my own life, leave my thoughts behind. Maybe leave it all behind. Who would really notice anyway? Have you ever felt alone? Not just alone in the sense of,"Damn I should call someone, see if they want to hang out." No, I am talking alone. Like you are in the middle of the most crowded room you can think of. Screaming at the top of your lo

Plz Be A Friend
my friend is in a contest with about a day left on it , he is a little over 2000 behind, plz come be a friend and help me bomb him, if u are trying to level up this is a great way to get points and help someone else out ty.

A Gift To You
A Gift I don't have much to give you in the way of material things. But then, I have never been a material person . . . so it wouldn't matter much anyway. I do have something to give you, though . . . and I hope you accept this gift with joy. I have chosen not to wrap it . . . I want it to be presented to you as pristine as can be. And anyway, decorations or wrappings would certainly ruin the effect. And so it is . . . that I stand before you . . . unclothed, but surprisingly, unashamed of my nakedness. You have already captured a piece of my heart, and you have captivated my soul. The only thing left for me to present to you is my very being . . . and I do that willingly, happily, and most of all . . . lovingly. Standing before you . . . watching your every movement . . . seeing the desire in your eyes for the very first time. I don't believe in all of my life, I have ever witnessed a moment as beautiful as this. Neither one of us can speak . . . and we a

A Thank You For My Friends
Thank you for being there when I needed you... and even when I didn't, Thank you for being there through the good times... and the bad, Thank you for being there to encourage my dreams.... and my crazy ideas, Thank you for catching me... before I fell down, Thank you for wiping away the tears... when I was crying, Thank you for cheering me up... and making me laugh, Thank you for all the great memories... and the bad, But most of all... thank you... For being you!

Sarahs Garden
Sarah’s Garden There once was a girl named Sarah who was searching for the perfect place to plant her garden. It had to be a special place because only a special place would do for the kind of seeds she intended to plant. You see, she was searching for a place to grow love and more importantly, she wanted to grow happiness. Sarah wasn’t much of a gardener, but even she knew that love and happiness don’t just grow anywhere. So, she set off to find herself the perfect place to plant her seeds. One day Sarah happened upon a small patch of land. It didn’t seem like a place where love and happiness might grow, but there was just something about it that caught her attention. She thought she had once heard of this place, maybe from a friend. She remembered hearing that it was a place to go where you could have fun, find someone to talk to, or even hide if need be. A couple of people had said that they were able to buy happiness there but nobody had ever grown it there. As for love

Pisses Me Off
I hate this you get these 30 year olds that think us 20 year olds are kids but yet us 20 year old have lived through more, had more, and done more in life than this 30 year old and yet they think that im a kid wtf 10 yrs difference wow what all could possible happen in a decade not too much in my opinion nothing life changing nor durastic enough to change the outcome of the world. so in my opinion stop with the motherfucking im a kid bullshit or this kid can show you how his nuts feel up in your asshole plain and fucking simple thanks

Confused
to start i would have just asked in a mumm but it says i cant do that so oh well.. So this is where i am really confused at... This girl who says she has feelings fer me still sees her ex almost everyday or talks to him.... I am not wanting to be played a fool, but things have developed to sum extent. I am not sure what to do or how to speak about it... I think there are things going on that i am supposed to be to stupid to notice or know, but I cant help not to igonore these small lil signs and hints that are being givin to me... The part thats getting to me the most is she is the first person to ever make me feel like i am somebody and that i belong. So this is really affecting me in many ways... Do you see my delima or where i am coming from.... Please Help You can leave all the comments you want to, any helpfull advice would be nice....

Marriage
You haven't asked yet. I was hoping to do something meaningful with my life. What? And spoil my great sex life? Nobody would believe me in white. Because I just love hearing this question. Just lucky, I guess. It gives my mother something to live for. My fiancee is awaiting his/her parole. I'm still hoping for a shot at Miss/Mr. America. Do you know how hard it is to get two tickets to Miss Saigon? I'm waiting until I get to be your age. It didn't seem worth a blood test. I already have enough laundry to do, thank you. Because I think it would take all the spontaneity out of dating. My co-op board doesn't allow spouses. I'd have to forfeit my billion dollar trust fund. They just opened a great singles bar on my block. I wouldn't want my parents to drop dead from sheer happiness. I guess it just goes to prove that you can't trust those voodoo doll rituals. What? And lose all the money I've invested in running personal ads? We really want to, but m

Just Being Me
hiya just catching up on my life,,,,,, you really dont give a fuck what i think or what is going in my life... this might get a lil ugly so if your offended delete me..... dont have time to play chase my tail untill i get dizzy. so if you wanna chat that is cool or cam is fun i am just gonna be how i always am i am selfish, typical, and yes i am just a guy looking to play the web game..... so if you wanna have fun and get silly i am your man...but as far as relationships you might be looking for someone else sorry i am pushin 40 yrs and i am wanting to play.................love ya

Blondes Dumb ????
Blondes dumb?!?!? After many hours of extremely acrobatic and exhausting sex with a blonde he had just picked up, a man goes into the kitchen for some food to replenish his just spent energy. He pours himself a glass of milk and right before drinking it, he realizes his manhood is still pretty hot,so he sticks it in the glass to cool it off. Just then the blonde walks in and says, "Oh, I always wondered how you refilled those."

Lost
LOST Lost in darkness seeking that which i have lost, Stumbling blindly without hope, Wandering in a daze all confused by currents events, Following the broken pieces of my heart, Wading thru the ashes of my soul, Feeling as tho happiness is beyond my reach, Watching the joy of others thru jaded glasses, As i weep tears of blood and slowly waste away. Anti

Poem From A Friend
This is a poem a good friend of mine sent me. His name is Midnight Rider, check him out, he's da greatest!!! Midnight Rider@ fubar The Oral Caress Cradled between your tender thighs I lift you to my mouth. The abundance of your wetness greets me and my mouth overflows with your warm essence. Your sweet taste is on my tongue and your fragrance delights my senses. No gentle lick this visit. No bashful cautious approach For I wish to consume you. Push against my hungry mouth As the tip of my tongue slides up the slippery furrow that welcomes me between rows of delicate pink petals. Thrust against my generous tongue. Show me the power of your desire for my oral caress. My exploring tongue lifts the hood and finds your smooth firm pearl. You squeal in that unique way, signaling that I have found your special spot. I harden in response. My jaws protests what my open mouth provides but I am unrelenting in my gift, intent only on your fulfillment. I feel y

George Carlin
What a difference a sad event in someone's life makes. GEORGE CARLIN (His wife recently died...) Isn't it amazing that George Carlin - comedian of the 70's and 80's - could write something so very eloquent.and so very appropriate. A wonderful Message by George Carlin: The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much , and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too

Number Of The "beast"
Number Of The "Beast" OK, you know that 666 is the Number of the Beast, but did you know that: 660 Approximate number of the Beast DCLXVI Roman numeral of the Beast 666.0000 Number of the High Precision Beast 0.666 Number of the Millibeast /666 Beast Common Denominator 1010011010 Binary of the Beast Beast1-666 Area code of the Beast 00666 Postcode of the Beast 1-900-666-0666 Live Beasts! One-on-one pacts! Call Now! Only $6.66/minute. Over 18 only please. $665.95 Retail price of the Beast $699.25 Price of the Beast plus sales tax $769.95 Price of the Beast with all accessories and replacement soul $656.66 Target price of the Beast Route 666 Way of the Beast 666F Oven temperature for roast Beast 666mg Recommended Minimum Daily Requirement of Beast Netscape 6.66 BetaBrowser of the Beast i66686 CPU of the Beast 666I BMW of the Beast 668 Next-door neighbor of the Beast

Cute Italian Jokes
A bus stops and two Italian men get on. They sit down and engage in an animated conversation. The lady sitting behind them ignores them at first, but her attention is galvanized when she hears one of the men say the following: "Emma come first. Den I come. Den two asses come together. I come once-a-more. Two asses, they come together again. I come again and pee twice. Then I come one lasta time." "You foul-mouthed swine, " retorted the lady indignantly. "In this country we don't talk about our sex lives in public!" "Hey, coola down lady," said the man. "Who talkin' abouta sexa? I'm a justa tellin' my frienda how to spella Mississippi." -------------------------------------------------- This Italian guy had never played golf before and so asked for some tips before starting the game. An American player decided to teach the Italian the proper way to putt a golf ball. The American said, "You take this stick and hit the balls so that they roll into the hole". The Ame

Attention!!!!!!!!!!
hello all Budwiser here i met a new person today and he is really cool i want all of my friends to go pay him a visit and show his profile sum luv here is the link to his profile http://fubar.com/user/737879

Right On
This awesome saying was given to me by my friend 976015,thanks man, B EFORE YOU SPEAK... LISTEN BEFORE YOU WRITE... THINK BEFORE YOU SPEND... EARN BEFORE YOU CRITICIZE...WAIT BEFORE YOU PRAY...FORGIVE BEFORE YOU QUIT...TRY Your words, your dreams, and your thoughts have the power to create conditions in your life. What you speak about, you can bring about. If you keep saying you can't stand your job, you might lose your job. If you keep saying you can't stand your body, your body can become sick. If you keep saying you can't stand your car, your car could be stolen or just stop operating. If you keep saying you're always broke, guess what? You'll always be broke. If you keep saying you can't trust a man or trust a woman, you will always find someone in your life to hurt and betray you. If you keep saying you can't find a job, you will remain unemployed. If you keep saying you can't find someone to love you or believe in you, our very tho

To Every Guy
TO EVERY GUY To every guy that's said, "sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle.

Dr. Oz
Dr. Oz was on Oprah today answering the questions of a group of men whose wives were in a separate room with Oprah. It was pretty interesting. Ha, men will be happy with some of the answers he gave to questions that were asked. One of the things he said was that in order to stay/be healthy, men should have sex at least 4 times a week. (Um, I know this was a group of men...but what about women? I'd be interested to see what he says about that.) But Dr. Oz IS a man, so I wonder if it was a biased opinion. :-p

The Day I Put My Dog To Sleep...
"That special place in our hearts feels so empty...But we realize as time passes, that animals have a way of teaching us about loving, loyalty, joy and friendship....And whatever we've shared in their precence can never really be lost..." With that being said, I think you know where this is going. I have had another miserable milestone in my life today....I'll tell you more about it .. I woke up this morning at nine am, with a gut feeling of something wrong. I took a shower and headed out to my grandparents farm, where I thought I could get some stuff done. I pulled up into the driveway and walked into the house. My grandma sat staring at me, almost frightened, and my aunt just sat there. I didnt know what to say to that look, when my grandmas eyes went at my dog Buddy. My Golden Retriever was laying on the floor, on a towel. I went over to him, and got down on my knees... My grandma just sat there, and said " I was going to call you and tell you what happened.." I began to cr

Would You?
Body: 1.) How many times a day would you kiss me? answer: 2.) Would you hold me? answer: 3.) Would you have sex with me? answer: 4.) Would you take me places? answer: 5.) Would you love me? answer: 6.) Would you lie to me? answer: 7.) If I was sick what would you do? answer: 8.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? answer: 9.) Want to have a future with me? answer: 10.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? Answer: 11.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? answer: 12.) Would you care about what I wore when we go out? answer: 13.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? answer: 14.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? answer: 15.) If me and one of your friends argued, whose side would you be on? answer: 16.) Would you give me your myspace password? answer: 17.) If I gave you mine would you read all my mail? answer: 18.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? ans

Sex On The Beach
Sex at the beach Fresh out of the shower ,wearing a short satin robe, I go out on the balcony of our room. Watching the waves crash on shore.The night air is warm and balmy as it caresses my skin, it feels almost erotic. Then moon is full and there's no-one on the beach .The full moon makes the water look like liquid silver. Lost in my own thoughts I actually jump as his hands wrap around my waist. He pulls me close, he smells fresh and clean just from the shower himself. I put my arms over his and lean back against him, resting my head on his shoulder. He kisses my neck lightly ,sending little shivers up my spine. he slips his hands under my robe and lightly pinches and teases them as they harden to his touch .I sigh letting him know he's on the right track. I can feel the desire mounting in my body, as I reach behind me and close my hand around his dick, it's a real turn on to realize that he is out on the balcony butt naked, as he continues the play on my nipples he is k

When Your Heart Get Broke Beyound Repair....
You know was a short time ago i said i would never give love a second chance...Well i did and it has been the most beautiful and yet the most painful experience of my life..I thought what I had then was love and was hurt, walking away was easy but painful, but was able to do it with great ease so there for i don't call it true love....Then when you have someone come into your life and they become your best friend and someone you think you can count on for anything good or bad and you find yourself not being able to explain your feelings or why you have fallen so deeply for them, You just know that they are the one you want to spend the rest of your life with...Then to find that your own insecurities creep up and you end up pushing them away...Losing thier faith is the worst thing you can do, I can't even fathom the thought of it being worse then the pain you feel when that special someone tell you they love you but want you to leave them alone for awhile or the silence because they are

Viking God Or Goddess
Which Norse God or Goddess are you most like?created with QuizFarm.comYou scored as Odin Loki70% Odin70% Tyr70% Freyr60% Thor60% Heimdall40% Balder40% Njord40% Freya30% Frigg30% Hel30% Bragi

Part 2
I just need to Vent...........Now all this Drama with my children's daddy is driving me crazy. I never realized how hard it is to end things with someone. I love him for giving me my children but thats it... i feel like saying thanks and walking away. but i cant take them from him even if he doesn't deserve to be around them because they are to wonderful for him... I want to move on and possibly have a relationship with an amazing man but i have this BIG DRAMA CASE.. i hate drama be leave me its so stupid but for sum reason i got stuck with it. How can i move on and allow someone to come in to my life and have some crazy person calling me all the time.. i have tried everything to get him to back off but it seems nothing works... yeah he is the father to my kids, and we where together for 4 years.. but if things cant work then way push it.. he doesn't get that i don't love him and don't want him any more... HE has done to much to me that its in possible for me to even love him... I WANT

I Love Her
What do you say to the woman that makes your heart skip a beat ? What do you say when she takes your breath away ? How do you tell her she is the greatest thing to ever happen to you? How do you say something words can not compare too . How do you tell her she makes your life worth living and worth enjoyin ? just being in her company is enough to make you the happiest person alive ! I love this woman with everything I have .

The Sound Of Steel
Today i saw a lotus in bloom This Oriental Blossom so full of passion My spirit was taken by its fragrance So Fragile the petals so strong the symbol would you be my lotus? so saith the bear in accordance with the prophecy.

Double Standards
Anyways I'm chillin here and a lounge owner drops the link for his lounge in my Sb 4 times in one day. I finally decided to give it a look and the first thing I see when i roll in is a house rule prohibitibg the dropping of links in the lounge. Double standards???

Badday
I am having a very bad day. I just can't seem to get it together. Everything is bothering me, no matter how small its just pisses me off. I head is going in so many different directions. I keep having thought of doing bad things to myself. I can have those kind of thoughts, I have come so far in my life that I can't be having them at ALL!!! Guess thats why I'm writing this, to help make myself feel better, I think. Wish me well tonite is going to be a long one.

Deffanition Of Beauty
DEFFANITION OF BEAUTY PERSONAL PHYSICAL ATTRACTIVENESS,ESPECIALLY WITH REGARD TO THE USE OF COSMETICS AND OTHER METHODS OF ENHANCING IT. WOW!SO WHY DON'T THEY SAY LUST FOR A WOMAN BECAUSE SOCIATY SHOWS US THAT A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN HAS TO BE THE BARBIE DOLL IMAGE.PERKIE BREASTS, FLOWING HAIR,POUTIE LIPS,THIN FIGURE,LONG LEGS.BUT OUT OF THEM WOMAN WHICH ONES USE ENHANCEMINTS OR NEED TO USE ALOT OF COSMETICS TO MAKE THEM SELVES TO LOOK THAT WAY.IT IS HARD TO SAY, BUT THE PROBLEM STEMS NOT ON THE LOOKS OF A WOMAN BUT WHAT WE WHERE TOUGHT AS WE WHERE GROWING UP,THROUGH MOVIES,TV,MAGAZINES.THEY TOUGHT US THAT A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN ONLY CAN LOOK A CERTAIN WAY.IS ARE SOCITY SO SHALLOW THAT WE CAN NOT LOOK BEYOND THE OUTER IMAGE OF A WOMAN TO SEE THE TRUE BEAUTY OF A PERSON LARGE OR SMALL.I GUESS NOT BECAUSE THE DEFFINATION STEMS TOWARDS WHAT WE CONSIDER BEAUTY(A THIN WOMAN).NOW IF WE LOOK FOR THE DEFFINATION OF WOMAN OF LARGER SIZE WE SEEM TO HAVE TO LOOK UP THE DEFFINATION OF INNER BEAUTY.TO

Strength Of Actions
STRENGTH OF ACTIONS THERE IS A SAYING "WORDS CAN MEAN EVERYTHING BUT ACTIONS CAN MEAN MORE" A YOUNG BRAVE WALKED UP TO FATHER MOUNTAIN AND ASKED FOR HIM TO OPEN A PATH THROUGH HIM SO THAT HE MAY GET THROUGH TO THE OTHER SIDE FASTER AND FATHER MOUNTAIN ASK HIM WHY.THE BRAVE COULD NOT BUT SAY "TO GET TO THE OTHER SIDE TO MEET HIS LOVE FASTER".FATHER MOUNTAIN SAID "WHY NOT GO AROUND" AND THE BRAVE SAID "IT WOULD TAKE DAYS".FATHER MOUNTAIN ASKED "HOW MUCH DO YOU LOVE THIS WOMAN".AFTER MANY HOURS OF TALKING THE YOUNG BRAVE FINALLY STARTED CLIMBING FATHER MOUNTAIN.AFTER HE GOT HALF WAY FATHER MOUNTAIN OPENED A PATH THROUGH HIM.AFTER THE YOUNG BRAVE GOT TO THE OTHER SIDE HE ASKED WHY DID YOU OPEN THE PATH AND FATHER MOUNTAIN SAID "YOU NO LONGER WHERE TALKING ABOUT IT AND STARTED DOING SOMETHING ABOUT IT SO THEN I LET YOU THROUGH" FATHER MOUNTAIN SAID ONE LAST THING TO THE BRAVE "YOUNG ONE WORDS CAN NOT MOVE MOUNTAINS BUT ACTIONS CAN AND YOU SHOWED ME HOW MUCH THIS WOMAN MEANS TO Y

My Awesome Job...
Went by-by. They said "it wasn't a good fit" Good fit my ass, I' 20 years older than the next oldest person. I was there for 2 months. There was never any word of dissatisfaction, no conversations with the boss, nothing. What I hate about situations like this, is they never tell what's wrong. So if I'm doing something that makes me "not a good fit", than how the hell am I supposed to fix it! They never said anything about my work, or anything. So I'm bummed. We are now back to me being out of work, and my wife not able to work.

The Soldier
What A Soldier is.... This and much much more ... Soldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Soldier is a Soldier all his life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. They are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...in debt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack. A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of

The Bitch From The Block Becomes The Princess Of The Hood
This is about my daughter who teaches in special education to emotionally disturbed kids, of whom many have come from broken homes, gangs, etc. Many have been diagnosed as mentally ill such as manic depression, etc. On one of her first jobs she was named the bitch from the block by children of bitter hearts, crushed emotions, damaged souls. At first they hated her because she was frank and honest and told them as it was. But with her broad loving heart my daughter showed each one respect and was careful to never expose their faults in front of the class. One of them asked her if she ever experimented with illegal drugs and my daughter, being honest and assuming that people would treat her as she treated them confirmed his question. The next day he reported her as having bloodshot eyes and being on drugs with the intent of seeing her expelled from the school. Another out of anger threatened to crush her hear with a chair, but being turned away from her kind smile, threw it across

Dreams
"I'm Falling" Falling dreams are another theme that is quite common in the world of dreams. Contrary to a popular myth, you will not actually die if you do not wake up before your hit the ground during a fall. As with most common dream themes, falling is an indication of insecurities, instabilities, and anxieties. You are feeling overwhelmed and out of control in some situation in your waking life. This may reflect the way you feel in your relationship or in your work environment. You have lost your foothold and can not hang on or keep up with the hustle and bustle of daily life.�When you fall, there is nothing that you can hold on to. You more or less are forced toward this downward motion without any control. This lost of control may parallel a waking situation in your life. Falling dreams also often reflect a sense of failure or inferiority in some circumstance or situation. It may be the fear of failing in your job/school, loss of status, or failure in love.�

Numb
I detach myself from the pain, return to the numbness, slowly melt into the dark. The light shifts as the figure approaches. I shift to adjust to the piercing rays. Stay where I can see you. Do not come any closer. You will not inflict your pain upon me. You will not break me. I stand alone in the shadows, but only I choose the path that I walk. And I remain in the numb.

Life Is Good
Well now it is time for me to ramble. I have to do all of these interviews about my award. And it is amazing how some people in the media will try to take what a soldier does in a split second and microanalyze it. I just want peopl to know we do what we do in those brief seconds because we have no other choice and it is the right thing to do. Do I like shooting people? No. Was he going to kill me? Yes. It is that simple!

To Be The One
I want to be the one you run to When everything has gone wrong I want to be there in your time of need When you need someone that is strong I want to be the one that is on your mind Late at night when you cant sleep I want to be the one you think about When you want a friend to keep I want to be the smile on your face When fond memories you recall I want to be the hand that stretches out When your about to fall I want to be the one that dries your tears When you have a broken heart I want to be the one that was there Like you wanted from the start I want to be the one that you see When you forever want someone in your life Dedicated to Michael aka Crazy

What It Means To Be A Sailor
What It Means To Be A Sailor What does it mean to be a Sailor? Are we heroes? Do we go to sea to defend America? Do we abide by strict self-discipline and live by Core Values of Honor, Courage and Committment? Yes, a Sailor is all these things and more. By choosing to join the United States Navy you pledge yourself to a new way of life. At Recruit Training Command we will train, mentor, and anchor your life in the war-fighting culture of being a Sailor. This process is called Sailorization. Sailorization is a program designed to integrate Sailors into Navy life, shape their expectations for future duty assignments, and give them the tools needed for career and personal success. Those in the Sailorization process include recruiters, Recruit Division Commanders (RDCs), instructors, and officers. The leadership and staff at RTC work to provide the fleet with world-class Sailors, who possess the basic skills necessary for Naval service.

Confidence, Trust, Hope
HOPE, TRUST, CONFIDENCE CONFIDENCE: One day all villagers decided to pray for a rain. On the day of prayer all people gathered and only one boy come with an umbrella. THATS CONFIDENCE! TRUST Trust should be like feeling of a one year old baby, when you throw him in the air, he laughs... because he knows you will catch him... HOPE Every night we go to bed, We have no assurance to get up alive in the next morning But still we have many plans for the coming day... KEEP CONFIDENCE, TRUST IN GOD AND NEVER LOSE HOPE... _dYaNiKa_ (^_~)

Hot Wings
just a random event worthy of documentation. the night started with me home alone, eating pizza and playin my 360. earlier that day at work, some friends of mine said they'd be over to hang and drink some beer. my bud DUI is the first to arrive. he's got some jeager, redbull, smokes, and the newest avenge sevenfold album. we go ahead and down 2 jeager bombs and retire to the garage to smoke and jam to his CD. (i don't smoke, nor am i a "social smoker" as some douche bags excuse themselves as, i just enjoy one or two cigarrettes to add to my alcohol buzz) DUI sits on the abandoned recliner we have yet to throw to the curb for the crack heads, and i hoist myself on Kris's bike, goin back and forth every few feet. we just sit and bull shit, enjoying our alcholic buzz and tastey cancer. we go back inside, i know DUI isn't as enthused by video games as i am, but he doesn't mind watching me play, even if he did i'd still play. when i'm drunk and in a geeky mood, as i often am,

Something Special
Best Smile Contest. Contest will include two winners. The grand prize is 1 month VIP membership or 3 day BLAST Runner up prize 1 day BLAST There will be 25 contestants. Sorry guys this is females only. Rules: 1. You, your self, may only vote once. 2. Everyone else can vote up to 5 times for thier person of choice. 3. comments are welcome as votes. 4. Once the picture has been entered to me, you may not change it. This contest will begin Nov 12th and end on Nov 21st. Prizes be awarded Nov 22nd. Entry: If you want to be one of the 25 email me. Choose your pic, and ill add it to my pics under Best Smile Contest. Your job will be to get people to vote. This is the link they need to go to. Inform them the pics are in My Photos Under Best Smile Contest. http://www.fubar.com/user/1250633 If you want to see what is in the NSFW, u have to prove to me your my friend! If you prove it...You will become my fami

Work Out Program
Well my first blog on fubar thought it would be something about a passion of mine and thats working out. I've been lifting weights for over a year now, and if anyone sees my slide show on my profile they will notice how much eating good and working out can literally change you completely. For the past three months I have been on a program i made for myself which is one week I lift heavy ass weights for 4-6 reps and I do six sets of every exercise. The following week I do light weight and try to hit reps between 25-40 this is a good muscle endurance and cardio with weight routine. Every three months though I like to change things up and will be starting up a new program. I am still fine tuning it, but I am removing my light weight week and subing it with a different program. Heavy week will stay the same since i have seen some great results with it. If anyone ever needs some work out or dieting advice, don't be afraid to let me know and i can try to help you out. my resu

Your War Killed My Heart!!
i was always hurting myself just to make you see that i’ve tried way to hard and i needed to you to believe i was ready to leave, you were hurting me you didn’t even care i said good bye and left like that while you sat to watch me bleed you’re terrible and i hate you how could you so where is your girl tonight i hope you see what you have done i cant believe you traded me and i thought you were the one,for me she’s not even with you my time is done it’s all over now you’re now all alone cause she’s gone and so am i we’ve faded away between the words of all your lies you’re terrible and i hate you how could you how could you ,do this to me i was the one you loved you’re so terrible i hate you.... and where is your girl tonight i hope you see what you have done i can’t believe you traded me and i thought you were the one for me and she’s gone and i hate you your war killed my heart

I Resign
I have decided I will resign as an adult and would like to accept the responsibilities of an 6 year-old again. I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant and then be able to afford a movie. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with rocks and bask in the sun. I want to think M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them. I want to lie under a big oak tree with a drippy ice cream cone and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer's day. I want to return to a time when life was simple; When all you knew were colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes, but that didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care. All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make you worried or upset. I want to think the world is fair. That everyone is honest and good. I want to believe that anything is possible. I wan

Dear Alcohol...
ALCOHOL Current mood: amused Dear Alcohol, First and foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around at the holidays (hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings). However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls and text messages: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation after 2 a.m. can have much substance or necessity. Why would you make me call my ex's? Especially when I know, for a fact, they DO NOT want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night. 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal. But, why do you suggest that I eat a taco with c

Contentment
Our love is like a river, ever flowing without end. You are everything to me, a lover, and best friend. You drifted into my life, as on a warm summer breeze. You give my life contentment, put my heart and mind at ease. My searching days were over, the day that I met you. You made my life complete, with a love that is so true. I wonder if you know, or if you’ll ever see How you have fulfilled my life, and completely completed me. I love you Michelle, Michael

Lame Surveys
RULES: HAVE TO CHANGE THE ANSWER...CANNOT USE MY ANSWERS!! 1.How long do you spend in the shower? 9 minutes, 49 seconds, 38 milliseconds 2. Name something a football player wears under his uniform? Jock strap 3. Name something people hate to find on their windshield? Words written in cum. 4. Name something a man might buy before a date? Striped leotards 5. Whats another word for blemish? big fucking red spot on the face 6. Name a food often cooked in the microwave? Anything I make 7. Name a piece of furniture people need help moving.? Oprah 8. Name a reason a younger man might like an older woman.? Wants to test the "hot dog in a hallway" theory. 9. Name something a dog does that embarrasses its owner? Humps Oprah 10. Name a kind of test you cannot study for? Urine test. 11. Name something a boy scout gets a badge for? Masturbating in apple pie. safe sex ftw 12. Name a phrase with the word 'Home' in it? "Get your ass home, bitch, and make

For Me Alone.
Written for me by the ~Cheshire Cat~ Goddess of a rose Rose petals fall beyond the trees The truth I been searching for Has been close to me I lost my faith but it came any way Rose petals fall This is my day Lying in a bed of roses Her loving touch The reason is she means so much What I found out Is very real Goddess of roses All that I feel All that I feel Eyes like sweet jems That shine for me Hair so long and so silky Such a beautiful face What more is to say Her lips like red rose petals Her endless rain Lying in a bed of roses Her loving touch The reason is she means so much What I found out Is very real Goddess of roses All that I feel All that I feel I was so tired of feeling down Hated to be alone But when she came around I never wanted to go home I was drowning and she pulled me out Now from the highest of moutains HER NAME I WILL SHOUT Lips smoothe like red roses Eyes like beautiful gems to shine The reason is I t

I'm Leaving Fubar
Well boys, it has been a delight to meet most of you, it was a wild ride and many of you have touched me in ways I won't forget. I wish this could have continued so I could get to know you even better and one day meet. I regret that this site does have a few shady characters that may be all talk, but they can frighten a person. Maybe their game is to frighten someone and they get off on that fear. But, I've had enough. I will be taking my profile down later today. I tried to be honest and state in my profile that I don't have a web cam and made it very clear what I am seeking, but ......... well too much to go into detail here. I will miss you and I know you will find someone to fill that need. I know a couple of you have discovered a need with me that you never knew you had and I hope you will continue to pursue that discovery and seek the adventure. I will miss you I wish everyone the best Be well Leah

Truth
Sorry for all the people that I have told the truth to, and you got upset. No not really, I always tell the truth, I just can't help it if most don't want to hear the truth. Guess when someone says they always want you to be honest with them, they mean lie your a$$ off to me. Sorry can't do that. I was raised to be honest and tell the truth at all times, so sorry for doing that, at least you know where you stand with me. I don't know about everyone else but I like to be told the truth, no matter how painful it might be. Case in point, I meet this girl on here who lives close by. We have been talking for a couple of weeks, she started hinting around about a realionship, well tonite I told her that I don't want one for various reason. I told her that I have a lot of problems that I have to work out, mainly I have a hang up on one of my ex's, and that she has this hold over me and that I don't want to get involved until I work this out. She got pissed and said that I played her and called

Requiem For Introverts
In my role as a "Spiritual Director" a large part of the conversation is based in the directee considering two questions: "Who is God/god?" and "Who am I?" I was reminded of that aspect of my profession as I opened my fubar account mailbox to discover a hurting person who disagrees with the religious nature of much of my stash left me 5 private messages and 3 shouts. It always interests me why people so insecure in their faith, whether Christian, Atheist, Muslim or other religious adherents feel the need to absolutely denigrate anyone who disagrees with their particular worldview. So let me try to answer some of the questions addressed to me in some quite rude messages, because I do wish the person to be at peace and have a blessed life and somehow these questions must really haunt her. I do not wish to hurt someone so, thus the answers to your questions. Let me say, I thought about just responding in a private message, but these questions might be on other peoples' minds too so thi

Saying Good Bye To Fubar
due to vertain circumstances i sadly have to say goodbye to fubar for a while and i just wanted to addres a few things to everyone on my list who took tghe time to get to kno me and talk to me i love u and ill miss u and to those on my list that diddnt really talk to me ill miss u to fubar has been a great experience for me i met alot of kool people on here andbecuz of fubar i feel in love wit someone and she knows who she is so for that i wanna thank who eva made this crazy site and i wanna thank everyone on here wether i knew or didnt just becuz lol well this is good bye for now and dont be sad wich none of u prolly are cuz i will be back once my sistuation gets betta i love u and ill miss u all peace the one and only BLACKE

Help A Friend Plz
I AM IN A CONTEST FOR A TICKER, IT IS FOR A WEEK, IT HAS ALREADY STARTED, HERE IS THE LINK IF U COULD STOP BY AND SHOW ME SOME LUV @fubar (repost of original by 'BIG MOMMA~ C@NDL3 TR@IN PROMOTER' on '2007-10-29 15:15:26') (repost of original by 'Fallen Angel ~ Demon Crew Co-Founder~ Member of the Stiletto Girls~' on '2007-10-29 15:23:36')

More And More
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we're apart, know that I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you'll hold so true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You." Michael

Words To Live By....
YOU CAN'T MAKE SOMEONE A PRIORITY IN YOUR LIFE IF YOU ARE ONLY A CHOICE TO TO THEM.....think about it people.... VERY FEW PERSONS, COMPARATIVELY, KNOW HOW TO DESIRE WITH SUFFICIENT INTENSITY. THEY DO NOT KNOW WHAT IT IS TO FEEL AND MANIFEST THAT INTENSE, EAGER, LONGING, CRAVING, INSISTENT, DEMANDING, RAVENOUS DESIRE WHICH IS AKIN TO THE PERSISTENT, INSISTENT, ARDENT, OVERWHELMING DESIRE OF THE DROWNING MAN FOR A BREATH OF AIR; OF THE SHIPWRECKED OR DESERT-LOST MAN FOR A DRINK OF WATER; OF THE FAMISHED MAN FOR BREAD AND MEAT." -- ROBERT COLLIER THANKS JASON....SO TRUE..SO TRUE

Friends
hi everyone,,, i am dean/63/winder, ga,, just retired and loving it. I love making friends online ,, please say hi also love chatting and occasionally camming on yahoo and msn yahoo: deansmiling@yahoo.com msn: bigdeansmiling@hotmail.com please feel free to add me if you enjoy chatting i am very friendly,, a bit of a flirt,, making up for being shy when young, I guess smiles and grins, dean

My First (and Probably Only) Poem...
Everyday I wakeup I see Myself without a mirror Not yet as tall as my hip Yet, my best reason to wake Young innocent naiveté Unmarked by our pain, our world Full of hope not looking past The day they are living in Looking into their clear eyes Seeing their cherubic smiles Skin so soft, blue eyes, fair hair Love without fear or an Ego Sensitive yet oblivious, These children flinch with a raised voice, And laugh at a skinned elbow Waking me to my own thoughts Knowing I’d die to save them From a life like their father’s Doing everything I can To save them from my parents Watching them grow, wanting to Protect them from all Evil Yet not shelter them from Life Responsibility, strength I think Nolan scares me most Not even two, already stormy Love unconditional and Direction will be his grace Natalie, an aged three Small precocious heartbreaker My first, my daughter, my heart Will you be daddy’s best girl? Natalie and Nolan, tiny Reminders of

Amber's Random Thoughts
Hi Guys, Since I cant bomb and talk in a very crowded shout box I'll be over here bombing if you want come talk with me there and help. Thanks Amber. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1020195&albumid=641337&i=2897473290

Reflections
Maybe you've read in the paper where a mother picked up a car that had fell on her son. Or where a brother donates one of his kidneys to save his brother. The power of love, true love can make people capable of superhuman acts. It just makes me wonder if real love can be strong enough work miracles. Say a friend has medical problems. And the bond between you two is strong. Can caring and love help the friend that's ill? Sure it can provide comfort, but is love strong enough to cure? I belive it is boundless enough to help. Caring is an emotion we seldom control if it is true to us. You can't make yourself care just as much as some fight themselves not to care and fail miserabally. Be true to yourselves, care openly, love freely and we all would feel a little better in our world. Ever talk to someone and everything clicks? Within 2 minutes you feel like you've known each other your whole life. An attraction this powerful could possibally be the meeti

Do I Need Therapy????
There's a 50% Chance That You Need Therapy If you think you need therapy, you probably do. But there's a good chance you don't. Like everyone else, you have your fair share of problems. And unlike most people, you're fairly good at solving them yourself. Do You Need Therapy?

Bigot
Bigotry is the act of telling another, Exactly what and who they are. Telling instead of asking Preaching instead of talking Interpreting instead of listening Condemning instead of sharing Hating instead of learning Patronizing instead of loving Bigotry is ugly, And I am guilty of it. I have thought of others as "Job stealing wetbacks" or "lazy niggers" I have personally been offended by individuals So I struck back at the collective culture. I created them in my mind Hugely flawed, because I made them that way. I have been a bigot. It took another bigot to make me see. August

Darkness
The dark is here I like the dark The dark comes and goes The darl is good The dark is dark Like I like it When the dark is here I am happy The dark is here This Dark Place I can not see I am afraid of This Dark Place It is where I am Dragged to. I go kicking and screaming For you This Dark Place Is where he takes me to This Dark Place The stakes are high I can not see the sky This Dark Place For if he wins my soul will Sore high in the sky This Dark Place Brings chills that Will kill This Dark Place I’m a shadow in the dark The quintessential sound of death I’m a shadow in the dark Like the reaper’s icy breath I’m a statue set in stone In apathetic sleep Let the world just pass me by And I will never weep I’m a shadow in the dark The quintessential sound of death I’m a shadow in the dark Like the reaper’s icy breath You don’t have to set me free You don’t have to light my night You don’t have to feel my breath Or step into my li

My Poetry
All that I Ever Wanted Deep thoughts. Sweet sounds. All that would make you happy. Shallow waters. Rustling trees. All that would make you afraid. Solitude. Restlessness. All that would make you sad. Win a fight. Lose a fight. All that would make you angry. Late night walks. Rich chocolate kisses. All that make you fall in love. Settled dreams for future queens. All that you ever wanted. Warm bed and copious food. All that you ever needed. Endless love. A second chance. All that I ever wanted. But you're gone. Love cannot salvage, What never was love. Pain Fostered yet kept so brightly-eyed, To the devil's succulent and clutching hold, Grasping tightly as we go Down to the seducive and dark waters Be

Im Back
HEY EVERYONE IM BACK!! I WANT TO THANK ALL OF MY FRIENDS FOR THE GREAT B-DAY WISHES AND GIFTS! AS SOME OF YOU KNOW I WAS GONE FOR A FEW DAYS.IM NO LONGER IN VERMONT I HAVE DECIDED TO MAKE A FUTURE WITH FM.WHILE I WAS GONE THERE SEEMS TO BE SOME ISSUES WITH PPL NOT BEING SUPPORTIVE IN THE FF HALL THAT JOHN AND I HAVE WORKED SO HARD TO GIVE FIREFIGHTERS,EMT,AND MANY OTHERS A PLACE TO JUST TALK ABOUT FF STUFF OR JUST COME IN AND HAVE FUN. MANY OF YOU KNOW HOW MANY HRS I HAVE SAT IN FRONT OF MY COMPUTER TRYING TO KEEP IT THAT WAY BUT I GUESS MY TIME AND EFFORT REALLY DID NOT MAKE MUCH OF A DIFFERANCE. I WILL CONTINUE TO DO MY BEST FOR THE HALL BUT IF I DONT SEE IT BACK OR ALMOST BACK IN A WEEK IM DONE WITH FUBAR. I HAVE TAKEN TIME AWAY FROM MY KIDS MY WORK MY FRIENDS AND MY LIFE TO GIVE THIS MY ALL.FM SAYS NOT TO TAKE IT SO PERSONAL BUT HOW CAN I NOT! WELL THAT'S ALL FOR NOW I HOPE TO SEE YOU IN THE HALL I WILL HAVE NEW THINGS COMING UP IN THERE AS SOON AS WE GET MY COMPUTER HOOKED UP LOTS

I Love My Culture.
So one of my favorite festival in my culture is on Friday and i'm so excited, I thought I'd share with you (my friends) the meaning of this occassion and why i love it so much and why i'm so excited, it's just so beautiful to see all the lights and how many time people (indian family's) put into cooking and preparing for that special day...It's just so wonderful. Living here in New York I miss alot of things from back home, yes we can celebrate and do just about everything here as we do there but it's never the same, for one the weather is horrible this time of the year to light the diya's/deeya's. ................................................. The very name of this festival 'Deepavali' suggests the meaning of this festival. It is all about the light coming out of a tiny diya that is called 'Deep' in Hindi. Later the term 'Deepawali' became 'Divali'. Deepawali or Diwali is also known as 'the festival of lights' because on this day there is light and light everywhere. Diwali

Living Life Backwards
Why I want to live my next life backwards... You start out dead and get that out of the way right off the bat. Then you wake up in a nursing home feeling better every day and then you get kicked out of the home for being too healthy! You spend several years enjoying your retirement and collecting benefit checks. Then when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day, you work 40 years or so, getting younger every day until pretty soon you're too young to work. So you go to high school, play sports, date, drink and party! As you get even younger you become a kid again, go to elementary school, play and have NO responsibilities. In a few years you become a baby and everyone runs themselves ragged keeping you happy. You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, spa-like conditions... central heating with room service on tap. Until finally..... you finish off as an orgasm! I rest my case... :)

Tn Style!
From the county where drunk driving is considered a sport, comes this true story. Recently a routine police patrol parked outside a bar in Lebanon, TN after last call the officer noticed a man leaving the bar so apparently intoxicated that he could barely walk. The man stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes, with the officer quietly observing. After what seemed an eternity in which he tried his keys on five different vehicles, the man managed to find his car and fall into it. He sat there for a few minutes as a number of other patrons left the bar and drove off. Finally he started the car, switched the wipers on and off--it was a fine, dry summer night--,flicked the blinkers on and off a couple of times, honked the horn and then switched on the lights. He moved the vehicle forward a few inches, reversed a little and then remained still for a few more minutes as some more of the other patrons' vehicles left. At last, when his was the only car left in the parking lot, h

Anniversary
Wow, this is so great to me. On 11/9/06 I decided that I was gonna take a trip 100 mile's to meet the lady I had been chatting with for a few month's. We had chated every day and even seen each other on our web cam's. We talked on the phone quite a bit also. I made the trip all the way to a town called Mayfield in KY. It was a long trip and I got lost once in a town cuz my map didnt tell me the highway stoped then started again 10 mile's down another Rd. When I got to her town I missed my turn and had to call her. She helped me find my way to her house. When I got their I met her and I was so blown away bye her beauty. I fell into my shy mode and it took a while to get out of it. We sat around talking for awhile and enjoyed eachother's company. We ended up cuddled up on her couch watching tv and talking. I fell in over my head that night and I knew I had found my dream girl. We became a couple that weekend (I went right back up their that weekend) and Have been together ever since. We

Social Networking For Opportunity Seekers!
Internet millionaire Armando Montelongo of armandomontelongo.com launched a new site called Armando Montelongo.com. This site is catered to one market, entrepreneurial people and business opportunity seekers. "The site is there for all types of people who want to meet with other who have some of the same business interests. It caters to any type of opportunity, investment clubs, franchises, Network opportunities, Day traders, you name it and the site caters to it. With so many filters on the internet, even legitimate subscriber email is getting blocked, which unfortunately rendering newsletters somewhat ineffective leaving opportunity seekers no valid or cost effective way to find or communicate with each other. ArmandoMontelongo.com is very different in that it allows people to communicate in real time audio and video conferencing in a secure environment. People can join free knowing that others on the site will enjoy hearing about their opportuniti

My Life Is Fucked Story
just 2 days ago i get a phone call after my parents were fighting, and i hear my mom say your dad and i are done because of him filing divorce papers but everyone in town conveniently knew 2-3 hours before me.. 2-3 hours i hate this grapevine shit i mean its my parents for 16 fucking years and now i dont have a mom??? for what because of "hear say" she fucked another man shit im not dumb i know my dad was fucking other chicks i mean hello its not nuclear physics dad always wants to be alone with females ?? isnt that a sign... but anyway i dunno whats to become of this "rampage" of the parents but they need to chill the fuck out im 20 yrs old and been through enough shit in life to be adding this to it.. oh btw 17 yrs as of december the 4th this is rediculous so anyway i hope to somehow go on a violent rampage and maybe kill all the trees in my areaand go to jail who knows i dont but peace

November 10th, 1775, Happy Birthday Devil Dogs
The Marines Prayer Almighty Father, whose command is over all and whose love never fails, make me aware of Thy presence and obedient to Thy will. Keep me true to my best self, guarding me against dishonesty in purpose in deed and helping me to live so that I can face my fellow Marines, my loved ones and Thee without shame or fear. Protect my family. Give me the will to do the work of a Marine and to accept my share of responsibilities with vigor and enthusiasm. Grant me the courage to be proficient in my daily performance. Keep me loyal and faithful to my superiors and to the duties my country and the Marine Corps have entrusted to me. Make me considerate of those committed to my leadership. Help me to wear my uniform with dignity, and let it remind me daily of the traditions which I must uphold. If I am inclined to doubt; steady my faith; if I am tempted, make me strong to resist; if I should miss the mark, give me courage to try again. Guide me with the light of truth and grant

Happy Birthday To My Daughter Amber A.k.a (insanepeaches)
Get this widget | Track details | eSnips Social DNA insanepeaches@ fubar Go Go AMBER ! It's your birthday! We're gonna party! It's your birthday! Go show this great friend Some awesome birthday luvin! insanepeaches@ fubar

Prayer For The Dying
Fearless people, Careless needle. Harsh words spoken, And lives are broken. Forceful ageing, Help me i'm fading. Heaven's waiting, It's time to move on. Crossing that bridge, With lessons i've learned. Playing with fire, And not getting burned. I may not know what you're going through. But time is the space, Between me and you. Life carries on... it goes on. Just say die, And that would be pessimistic. In your mind, We can walk across the water. Please don't cry, It's just a prayer for the dying. I just don't know what's got into me. Been crossin' that bridge, With lessons i've learned. Playing with fire, And not getting burned. I may not know what you're going through, But time is the space, Between me and you. There is a light through that window ...light through that window... Hold on say yes, while people say no Life carries on I'm crossing that bridge, With lessons i've learned.... I'm playing with fire, And not getting burned

My Blog Cherry
Hi Y'all, Anyone who reads this entry has just received my "Blog Cherry"! *giggles* That's right, I have been chatting for 10+ years but this is my first Blog. *Smiles* I just wanted to thank everyone here at Fubar for the warm welcome I have received. I also want to thank Wes for inviting me here. You are awesome babe! Feel free to check out my page anytime. I have some very funny adult pics in my Naughty folder and I'll be making updates regularly. Especially with the music. This week it's Lenny Kravitz, "American Woman". Rock on! I look forward to meeting y'all *grins* SE

Life Or Something Like It 17
Ah, today was a long day. Kind of a tough day. I met Peter at Kaiser this morning at 9:00 for our first meeting with getting Christopher checked for ADD or ADHD. It was a long morning. We had lots of paper work to fill out and then we went into a room with other parents and went through the process. Then we had to wait for one of the psychiatrists to call us in to talk to us alone. So they can find out all about Christopher and how long he has not been able to focus and sit still. It all went well but we were there for over 2 hours. During that time, our son Anthony kept calling and we couldn't answer. Peter finally called him back to find out that he was sick, called his sister and dragged her out of class to go pick him up from school to bring him home. I feel like pulling my hair out. The only good part of today was getting to have lunch with my friend. We try to have lunch at least once a month together to catch up on stuff. She gave me some great advise on par

Fill This Out
1. have we kissed? 2. Do you want to?: 3. What would you like our relationship to be?: 4. Have we dated?: 5. Did you like it?: 6. Do you want to date?: 7. Are we close friends?: 8. Would you be here if I needed you?: 9. Are you attracted to me?: 10. Mentally, sexually, or both?: 11. Do you love me?: Appearance Do you like my- 12. Face?: 13. Eyes?: 14. Lips?: 15. Body?: 16. Arms?: 17. Legs?: 18. Clothes?: 19. Ass?: 20. Hands?: 21. Hair?: Do think I'm- 22. Sexy?: 23. Beautiful?: 24. Hot?: 25. Cute?: Personality Do you think I'm- 26. Crazy?: 27. Nice?: 28. Fun to be around?: 29. Funny?: 30. Annoying?: Would you.. 31. Share chocolate with me?: 32. Spend a weekend with me?: 33. Alone?: 34. Hook up with me?: 35: Do me?: 36. Care if I ran away?: 37. Care if I died?: 38. Miss me if I left?: 39. Hang out with me?: What would you do if.. 40. I kissed you?: 41. You found out I was missing?: 42. Yo

Want And Need
i really want a morph of me and wonder woman .......if anybody out there reads this i will do anything for a morph i have the 2 pics but dont know how to do it .............ill take any pic ya wnat me to take if some 1 makes me this morph pic i want ......................thx again if ya do ti and let me know what i can do 4 u......... I RELLY WANT A MORPH I AM NOT SO GOOD WITH THE PC EITHER ...SO IF THERE IS SOME 1 OUT THERE WHO READS THIS ...CUZ I DONT EVEN KNOW IF IM DOING IT RIGHT!!.LOL,.......PLEASE RIP ONE OF MY PICS AND MORPH IT INTO SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL FOR ME PLEASE ..................ILL BE ETERNALLY GRATEFUL AND Rate and comment ya everyday 4 the rest of my life..........lol please please ....xoxoxoxoxo

Movie Madness
i know you have seen alot of movies w ith the scientists who are trying to save the world from utter disaster or doom lol...but blocking their efforts and way is the ones who sit there and say "oh you are just spouting off to get the recognition you been hounding everyone for!" Take for instance...Magma....on scifi channel t oday the one guy goes into the commission or whatever and the idiot says you're just shootin your mouth off about your messeed up theory. what i love is when the trouble hits close to home lol...the poor idiot who had doubts...is now up to his ass in lava or magma frying (not in the movie but i just wish) lol. just has to laugh on writers i just got done watching 'The Stand' on scifi and it gave me to thought of something deep and important to what we are this day. And you all should give it some thought, i think what Stephen King was trying to tell us was the fact the tho that movie is fictional, we look at our lives and what we have done in the past a

The Life And Times Of...
I live in New York City. The pace of things here is to say the very least, faster then most. I find myself walking fast, eating fast, even sleeping fast. Every morning I have a similar routine; get up, walk the dog, feed the dog, shower and suit up, and off to work on the 4 or 5 train. I stand at the same place, get on the same train car, walk up the same steps, take the same escalator and out the same door of Grand Central. I do all these things to shave a few seconds off my commute to the office. I do it so that I will be there faster. The ipod is like my personal trainer for my commute. It pumps me up with its quick beats and flowing melodies all so that I can walk swiftly and with purpose, all so that my pace will be maintained. Take the ear phones out...and im like a child lost in a crowd. THis morning was no different from most, except I walked the dog to day-care/groomer for a "spa day" before I take her to Chicago for the holiday and I hopped the train. So much

Broken
My heart says this can't be true. I am hurt more than you will ever know. Never felt so lonely and blue. My brain says, You put up a big show, You're a real pro. And still There are all the moments we've shared, And a big part of me, Trusts you completely, And still feels for you so deeply. I will never forget you, My love.

Babe
Love is like a lump of gold, Hard to get, and harder to hold. Of all the girls I've ever met, You're the one I can't forget. I do believe that God above, Created you for me to love. He chose you from all the rest, Because he knew I would love you best. I love you babe.

A Promise For Tommorow
A Promise for Tommorow A promise to a sweet and gentle spirit Who's words greets me daily on line A flash of a face comes before me dispersed by a new written line. The words that you speak are so moving You touch me at depths beyond time. I yearn to reach out across the screen And hold you so close in my arms. If ever we meet on the tomorrow And you hold me close in your arms. I'll hope for a lifetime of tomorrows to love you with all of my might. Hold on til we meet on tomorrow And if we don't meet you will be. Tucked into my heart for forever For now and for eternity.

Holidays
Just wanted to take a moment to wish every one a happy thanksgiving and a safe holiday weekend. Just remember that if the indians had brought a cat instead of turkey we would all be eating pussy instead.

Artist Contest
A few weeks ago i got this idea in my head and that is why not have a artist contest here on fubar for the artistic people here. Each artist would send 1 of their best sketch in and people would rate them from 1 to 10. Well this idea is in its 1rst stage of developement so i still havent thought of the rules or the prices. Any suggestions or ideas you might have is very well accepted.

If A Man Wants You...
IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why w

Rescue Me...
Rescue Me Love as a wish spoken so deep, A small angel-she softly weeps No love to have-no love to keep, Is there no one out there waiting for me? Alone I stand-only God to see, A heart in pain-please rescue me No praise is written or shown to be, How will I ever break free? Chains that bind-my soul to flee, Time has shown no mercy for me Trapped in the darkness I find in heed, Where is the worth I try to be? Love as a dream-endless I seek, Emotions on high as the tallest of peaks Heartbeats only to wake as they speak, How do I turn on the light that makes me so weak? Break down the walls surrounding me, Dear God I kneel to plea Let love bring in the peace to feel-to see, Why will no one rescue me?

It's Been So Good To Have You As A Friend...
It's been so good to have you as a friend: As sweet and rich as honey-colored sun Slanting steep across a summer lawn, Gilding life with all that love can lend. And now that you yourself have griefs to tend, I want to be the strong and caring one To count to you the lovely things you've done Until these troubles pass and sorrows end. You are so beautiful in form and soul That you bring happiness to all you're near: Just as a sea rose, flowering in mist, Makes a paradise of some bleak shoal, Turning truth to something far more clear, No pain unsoothed or rain-swept cheek unkissed.

Recent Feeling
Why can't you be real? Why can't you feel? I am real. I feel. I am done with you. You who pretend to be what you are not. I don't need you in my life. I don't want you in my life. Leave me, hurt and bruised from your harsh stupidity. Full of pain in and out, you bastard! How could you leave someone you say you love or loved... like this. So full of pain and despair; Broken so;... where you wouldn't be able to see any hope of sane return. But out of this fog of resentment,anger and disappointment, comes forth a woman full of life and sincere determination. She is whom she is and will become whom she determines to be. Don't be weak and stand in her way. She has been there and done that, what she needs now is strength and endurance. She is waiting... maybe one day..

Men Suck!!!!!!
OK I HAVE FINALLY HAD IT! I AM SO FUCKING TIRED OF THESE GUYS ACTING LIKE THEY ARE THE SHIT OR THE ONE FOR ME. YA ALL NEED TO KEEP STEPPEN! WHAT GIVES YOU THE RIGHT TO CALL ME HUN OR SWEETHEART OR ANY OTHER FUCKING PET NAME WHEN YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ME? WHAT GIVES YOU THE RIGHT TO TREAT ME THE WAY YOU DO? YA ALL NEED TO GROW THE FUCK UP! WHERE DID YOUR MANNERS AND MORALS GO THAT YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE TAUGHT AS LITTLE BOYS? HERE IT IS FELLAS....IF YOU ARE LOOKING TO GET MY PANTS THEN JUST KEEP ON WALKIN! I HAVE MORE CLASS THEN THAT. I AM NOT GOING TO BE TREATED LIKE SOME CYBERSPACE WHORE OR ANY OTHER WHORE AS A MATTER OF FACT. I HAVE FEELINGS TO...JUST LIKE YOU. TO ALL THESE GUYS ON HERE THAT HAVE WIVES OR GIRLFRIENDS OR LIVE WITH THEIR EX'S I AM NOT INTERESTED. I AM NOT THE TYPE TO BREAK UP A HAPPY HOME OR CAUSE DRAMA IN A HOUSEHOLD. TO ALL THE REAL MEN ON HERE THAT ARE INTERESTED...PLEASE FEEL FREE TO EMAIL ME OR SEND ME A SHOUTOUT. I REALLY DO NOT BITE AND

Birthday
I would like to thank everyone for all the birthday wishes, gifts, and drinks. Meant alot to me. However you will notice that our b-day is changed, april 17th is Renee's b-day so show her the same love.

Christmas
When you are making out your Christmas Cards this year, please include the following. A Recovering American Soldier c/o Walter Reed Army Medical Center 6900 Georgia Avenue, NW Washington, DC 20307-5001

More Sagi
Sagittarius: You were born during a period when the Sun was in Sagittarius. While Sagittarians are the nomads of the Zodiac, they do not wander aimlessly. They are seekers of the truth and will go anywhere and talk to anyone for answers to their questions. Knowledge and wisdom drive them and provide the energy for their liberal approach to life. Sagittarians are drawn to the philosophical and spiritual because these subjects provide answers to the questions that burn inside them. Sagittarius: "I seek," philosophic, fun-loving, adventurous, blundering, wanderlust, scattered, hips/thighs

Songs
This is one of my faves It used to be so easy to be your lover We wandered through the days like they had no end But now that you are gone I'm under cover I just can't think about you as a friend Take it easy on me It should be easy to see I'm getting lost in the crowd Hear me crying out loud Just want you to know I know that you have to go It's all up to you But whatever you do Take it easy on me So now I'll go the minstrel road Without you I know there will be times When I need you there And each night as I sing those songs About you I'll think back to the time When you used to care Take it easy on me It should be easy to see I'm getting lost in the crowd Hear me crying out loud Just want you to know I know that you have to go It's all up to you But whatever you do Take it easy on me Take it easy on me Oh baby, don't leave me crying Should be easy to see I've needed you for so long Just one more chance with you One more chance will you

Iam Not On As Much Anymore
i was really thinking of leaveing fubar for good lol found something on a webstie i spend my time on now but i well come on from time to time if you want to no whats has my time on so much come look or even better joine if you like fighting games http://www.jsmugen.net/mugeninfo.htm http://www.mugenfury.com/Download=542.html now on this link look for WIN M.U.G.E.N - version 04-07-04 its the best fighting game ever made and i got suck into it lol i been playing it ever since i heard of it

You Know Who U Are...
Untitled…Unknown Time stands still. And I close my eyes to see. Stuck with this chill The only one here is me. I can feel the rain. As it drops upon my face’ It etches thoughts in my brain. It takes its embrace. Thunder hits. It never misses a beat. It’s a constant blitz. It doesn't retreat. Lightning clashes The sky turns an ecstatic blue. The world crashes. And I'm stuck thinking of you. Then it hits me. The storm isn't outside. It’s my own marquee. And it won’t subside, You’re stuck in my mind. Rendering it impossible to think, My vision goes blind. And my brain floods with ink. It’s your love. That consumes my brain. It’s your love. That drives me insane You bring me up. And push down. Throw my heart. All around I throw my friends away. Just for an hour. When All I want is a single day It’s too bad only you have the power I can’t help but cry. When I think of our love so true Even though you leave me high and dry I can

Just Thingies
lol iwas reading someone's blog as to where all the "good guys" are and where are all the "good girls" have gone.....well hey one or more is still out here waiting to find his Ms Right. As to the girls i know there are few out there but why are they hiding from us? lol. ladies im here..all you gotta do is look.... guys make posts about where ya are lol.... When things just dont go your way or things just piss you off do bad that ya wanna scream as loud as you can..just think of the suicidal dive bombers. they also are known as Kamikazes, you know, those guys who flew during the war back in ww2? japanese samurai who flew the illfated dive bombers and crashed their planes into our ships! well this kind is diff lol. how i dont know use your imagination and shoot from the hip lol. Mine is so screwed up its ridiculous...ive had to put up with a damned dog who cant piss on pad that his Master gives him to stay inside when he has to go and stuff and pisses on my carpet. Secondly bi

Darkness Of My World
Welcome to the darkness of my world, I am of two faces If you look deep into the doors of enlightenment You will see, I hide behind my mask of laughter Where the shadows overpower my mind and soul It takes me to a state of confusion and illusion A deep pit lye's within that darkness I fall into Filled with hands tugging and pulling me down I am buried in it These unknown hands reach inside me and squeeze me tight I can't breathe! There's not enough space! I am drowning in my own fear! I dig my nails into the insanity of my pain to escape But the delusional state I am in plays tricks on me It plays with my mind It gives me strength Then as long as it takes to blink your eye It sucks me back in again It won't set me free I want to run away! I want to be free! It uses me against myself and binds me to the cords of my mind Time goes by so fast, yet so slow I am weak and tired I need to rest for a little while Though, I find myself s

Thunderous Silence
Thunderous Silence Like wings of a dove, searing to the heavens, peace and tranquility among us. No words spoken, no words needed just a glance or a touch.... Two souls collide, becoming as one they reach their ultimate exstacy and reach it as one. Life and love have no barrier's there is no judgement. For what is felt, its pure from the heart.... Like rain in the misty morning, the soft touch of rain pattering on the roof top. Two hearts beat as one.... Author...Me... So be nice lol

Cards For The Troops
Many of us are going to be spending the holidays with our families, but there are those that only wish they could, those ppl being our Troops. Please show your love and support by sending a card. Just click the link below. It only takes a minute. You will get to choose from a lot of different artwork done by children that submitted their wonderful work. If you can't do something for anyone this season, at least show your appreciation to theses brave men and ladies. They have family here on the home front that wishes they were home for the holidays as well. Thanks for your time!! **hugs** Link To Send Cards To The Troops: http://www.letssaythanks.com/Home1024.html

Questions
Last person you had a deep conversation with?: the cheater Where was the last place you went?: wal mart Does your Ex/Ex's miss you?: I would expect so-wouldn't you?!?!?! LOL Who is the last baby that you held?: Britany's angel Do you know of any twins with rhyming names?: not sure Are you ticklish?: hell yeah...and HATE to be tickled Can you scratch the small of your back?: ummmmmm...yeah Have you ever worn a crown?: yep Last time you saw fireworks?: 4th of july Who is the last person you hugged?: my son Do you have a black dog?: nope...white What should you be doing right now?: washing clothes What color is your underwear right now?: not wearing any What word comes to mind when you hear the word "stool"?: bar Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?: amy Do you like coffee?: nope Are you missing someone?: not so much Reason behind why you last cried?: a cheater Reason you last had to go home and change

The Kind Of Girl I Am Looking For
So I'm driving to work at 3 in the morning, and I'm thinking to myself why is it that I have to put 5 girls together to make one thats right for me? Not that I am seeing 5 girls at once I just know of 5 girls in paticular who share interest with me and If I could take the things that attracted me to them away and put it all in one girl I would have Mrs. Right. I always just made exceptions instead of actually going for the right girl, you know I always said hey she is independent and honest so I guess the fact that she chain smokes a carton or so a day doesn't matter. Or, man she is a good mom and has a lot of loyality to me, so I guess its ok that she says she wishes I was dead and that she tried to hit me with the car, I mean it only happens when shes mad... Alright so fuck all of that this is what I am looking for and if you find it, see it hear of it or smell it let me know, cuz I'm tired of juggling these females around thinkin that one is going to eventually turn

Whispers
Click The Picture CD below to the Website: Who and What is SKIP? The American Institute On Domestic Violence is a nonprofit organization that has long been dedicated to the safety of women, children and their families. Our signature project is called SKIP - Safe Kids Identification Program. SKIP is the moost comprehensive child ID program available. These ID kits providelaw enf

Lady Tiffany
Such an AMAZING woman. The way she's illuminated and completed my life is just a beyond belief experience if you will...i love her with every fiber of my being...i love every moment i'm with her :o)

Fellow Soldiers
To love a hero, is one of the single most honorable opportunities one can have, To serve a country through a hero is a feat difficult at best, To support a hero for miles and years of one’s life is granted only to a select few, And to follow a hero and bare the separations are at most times cruel. To be the daughter of a Marine has been my source of pride. And when I was small everything my daddy did and all the places he went were part of a world I could not yet comprehend. I believed my daddy was larger than life. He fought in epic battles, visiting lands where the prince slays the dragon, and saved the damsel in distress. I believed he had once been a toad that my mother had kissed. Then I got older, the fairy tale ended. The truth and reality is… His commitment was not only to us, but also to his Marines with a duty to defend America, Lady Liberty, and it’s dreams. He vowed to always love us, but to put it all on the line for the cause. And if the time came, he p

Please Read!!!!!!!
OK I AM KEEPING THIS SHORT AND SWEET. THE BULL SHIT OF PEOPLE TRYING TO BREAK MY GIRLFRIEND AND I UP NEEDS TO STOP IT HAS TAKEN ITS TOLL ON ME AND SENT ME TO THE HOSPITAL WITH A HEART ATTACK IF YOU CARE AT ALL JUST LEAVE IT ALONE. THANK YOU MATT

Going Hillbillie
I just thought I would see how my friends are doing.I also want to say once ya go hill billie ya never go back....lol.Well I will ttyl all peace I JUST WANTED TO SAY TO ALL MY FRIENDS HAVE A GOOD X-MAS AND NEW YEAR AND ILL CATCH YA'LL ON THE NEXT ROUND.PEACE ALL

Depressed
For those of you who know me December isn't one of my best months it never is I have tried getting back into the Christmas Spirit if you have seen my page at all. I have gotten over the death of my daughter but December seems to always be my downfall, I know alot of you are going to say get over it it shouldn't bother you anymore it's been 10 years now you should be handeling December normally, Well I've got news for all of you. If you have never lost a child you will never truely know the pain I feel inside every year December is a bad month for me because not only is it the month my daughter died but it is also Christmas and I remember another year without her, It is also my birthday witch is 6 days after her death. So can you see where I am coming from. I miss my daughter I love her very much I know that she is in a better place, But this is the way I grieve every year. So please don't come to me and tell me that I need to get over it, please don't come to me and say everything will

A Definition Of Love
Love suffers long. Love is kind; it is not jealous. Love does not brag and is not puffed up; it does not behave unbecomingly and does not seek its own things; it is not provoked and does not take account of evil; it does not rejoice because of unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; it covers all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Taken from the New Testament 1 Corinthians 13:4-7 The verses above are the Bible’s definition of love. Isn’t this beautiful, don’t you desire to have this kind of love? I do! I have been around long enough to know what is best and that is what I choose. So I like to give the opportunity to others who may not have

Who Wants Me For Christmas Free Give Away
Repost this as "Who Wants Me For Christmas" The 1st person to message me saying "I want you for Christmas." will be my fubar sweatheart... You will be suprised just who wants to be yours...You have to do this even if you are taken or you will have relationship issues. GOOD LUCK!!!!!!

Forgiveness
to all my friends, sorry for not being on or helping rate all of you.U see i have been dealing with a lot lately.Ok here goes I found out i have cancer so i have been going thru radiation for a bout 3 weeks and it makes me really tired and ill so i apologize to all of you now.. but the good thing is i had an ultra sound tuesday and the tumer is shrinking just a little but its a start. i have 3 really great friends that have been with me from the start of this i never would have made it this far without them cheering me on and just being supportive. So to all of you i love you with all my heart.and thank you for being there for me.and especially bill i will always watch your back like u have mine.I love you baby

Ghost
His glance from across the room brings terror. There is lust and desire in his eyes. I felt a tingling feeling, much to my own surprise. I dreamt of a touch that was warm and soft. An embrace filled with care. Now I am here lying with a ghost that was never there. The tender touch I thought I’d feel has left me with dismay for the scars across my tender flesh will never go away. I longed for him until that point when I felt him drawing near. I felt the bones crush as he held me, he laughed “how’s that my dear." The agony of the icy man that entered me that night has filled me with an ecstasy that was purely caused by fright. His fingers burned with such delight I could barely keep my breath. He’ll love you and seduce you in a way you’ll not forget. He’ll be the last you’ll ever have. He will see to that. As the months and years have followed he is with me all the time. At night I see him creeping, crawling, changing into the man he thinks I want to see. For that instant w

Good Tips For The Gas Pumps
Pumping gas-good to know I've been in petroleum pipeline business for about 31 years, currently working for the Kinder-Morgan Pipeline here in San Jose, CA. We deliver about 4 million gallons in a 24-hour period from the pipe line; one day it's diesel, the next day it's jet fuel and gasoline. We have 34 storage tanks here with a total capacity of 16,800,000 gallons. Here are some tricks to help you get your money's worth: 1. Fill up your car or truck in the morning when the temperature is still cool. Remember that all service stations have their storage tanks buried below ground; and the colder the ground, the denser the gasoline. When it gets warmer gasoline expands, so if you're filling up in the afternoon or in the evening, what should be a gallon is not exactly a gallon. In the petroleum business, the specific gravity and temperature of the fuel (gasoline, diesel, jet fuel, ethanol and other petroleum products) are significant. Every truckload that we lo

The Tao Of Steve: Erotic Adventures Chapter 3
Well dear reader, it seems we find ourselves here again. If you're just joining the Erotic adventures of Steve, then you can catch up by reading the first 2 chapters under my other blog "Sex Story in progress". Enough business, let's get on with chapter 3, shall we? As this is my storyline, I've decided chapter 3 will take a little turn for the romantic. This chapter will feature 2 erotic letters. Although not as graphic as the first 2 chapters, I think quite a few people out there will enjoy these letters as much as I did. Let's consider this: 2 lovers, far apart, but none the less severely attracted to each other. The idea was to write a letter to one another as to what a night would be like with the other. Not to hard, but exciting all the same. Especially when written with the other in mind. So, sit back, relax, and let's enjoy the ride together....... Letter #1 Over dinner you noticed my lusty gaze. The look you have grown to know. Grown to love, because you know what

It Is Official
I had to block my first fubarian today. It would really be nice to come across a man who isn't coming at me d*ck first. Maybe just maybe if there were more genuine men, there would be less woman that felt the only thing they had to offer a man was tits and ass. Make them work for it, they aren't gonna take you home for more than anything than a bootilicous good time. Now don't get me wrong, I am far from being a prude, but I don't dig simple minded men, the ones that can't think passed the 1st level in Maslow's heirarchy. I love men, just not the crass kind. Soooooooooo if you are reading this and were thinking about shouting at me to talk sexy to you on the computer, move forward. Thank you.

Friends ??
I have been on Fubar for quite some time. This is my second account... the first one being Zealouskitten. I deleted the first account due to personal issues concerning my ex. I joined Fubar AKA CherrryTap in the first place as a means to meet people and have fun. Assuming that it was an adult site and that there would be adults on it. But like the old saying goes....NEVER assume anything!! It just amazes me the amount of immaturity and bs that here really is. Drama, lies, backstabbing, and fools that like to play with peoples minds and hearts. These people are the ones that really irritate the hell out of me. Some people are just a waste of webspace. I don't hold grudges or hate anyone. I have a little saying....when you were born you were crying and everyone else around you was crying...live your life so that when you die you are the one smiling and everyone else around you is crying. You make more friends by being yourself and keeping it real. Why do you have to lie about

I Am The Blood Left Standing
I Am The Blood Left Standing I hear the voice of the Cherokee crying out in the night. I hear the voice of the lone wolf answer. Is this also my plight? On the horizon of many moons, I see the legends and hear them speak. I cry the tears of the Cherokee, they run freely down my cheek. You cannot take back what you have lost... or what has been taken from you. You can only ask the spirits to somehow see you through. For it is written in Cherokee blood spilled upon the land... I am the blood left standing. I hold the future in my hand. I will not crawl or grovel meekly this time. But I will not be denied... that which is mine. My forefather's left the spirits to guide me to this place... perhaps to prove to you I am also part of this human race. So look me in the eye, meet my gaze forthright. I am declaring my heritage, my birth and my right. 'Finder's keepers'. 'Loser's weepers'. I don't subscribe to this rhym

My Lost Love....
I have loved deeply And I have lost greatly And to you I shall leave alone For you have cause me Great Pain And horrible sadness in my days We had a wonderful thing going Evenings shared in magical bliss Wild and free in the dreams of the night knowing that our love was the purest of joys Nothing could ever keep us separated from one another Till the day I had ruined it all With simple spoken words of wrong Never did I fail to see what was done Till that faithful day I had lost you my love Never is there a day that goes by That I do not forget the pain I've done Nor the pain and hurt I have received in kind Of my words spoken in depressed and hurtful tones That I have relived to lately have caused us to part so quickly To you I make this Blood promise That I shall never more cause you pain Nor shall I ever be hurtful or hateful to you For I am now nothing more then a lost and saddened soul That is roaming this quiet world forever to be alone.... St