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Pain
"Pain" Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing Rather feel pain I know (I know I know I know I know) That

Proven Ways To Make Serious Bank From Home!!!
What's up, Fubar fam!?! So, I'm a full time mommy who's decided to earn income from the comfort of my 4-walled surroundings so that i can live life to the fullest and not have to work endless hours supporting somebody else's vision for financial success. I've joined an incredible team of folks who all have been amazingly successful, raking in severeal thousands of dollar weekly! If you're serious about making some extra mozzarella and then some, this is the opportunity for you! It's all about internet marketing, and since most of us enjoy being on the web practically all day, why not make some cash while doing so? Check out my blog at http://www.empowernetwork.com/narmond/ to learn more. To our success!!!!;-)

Things That Will Never Be Forgotten, Kind Of Like Me.
Dennis was like an Uncle to me he was my step father's best friend and he loved music and movies. Very Knowledgable about them too. In 1994 he was diagnosed with Brain and lung cancer but as he had had cancer before I thought he would beat it just as he did before. In October of 1994 we went to Concord NH to visit him, his wife and three children. It was a good visit but when we went to leave he followed us outside and gripped my hand as not to ever let go. I promised I would be back and nothing was going to happen to him. I made it back that following January by that time he was with the angels and we were there to lay him to rest. I broke my promise I was 15 when I made that promise and now at 35 I still regret not being able to keep it. Dennis you are missed more than words can convey and I am sorry Love Jenny.

Our Story
August 2, 2008 was a day that would change my life forever, it’s the day I met Jo. My mom was part of this website called fubar. She would get on there and talk to her friends and just chill in one of the lounges. Well one day my mom would not stop bothering me to make a fubar, she said “there’s a guy on here I want you to talk you. I think you’d really like him.” So I finally gave in. I said fine mother and made one. She told me where to go to meet this “mystery man” and said she honestly thought he would be good for me. I met the guy his name was “spinny” he was a dj at one of the lounges and we became friends. We talked all the time! I stayed up lots of late nights talking, sometimes about anything that came off the top of our heads and sometimes super serious things that were going on. My mom was right he was perfect for me. On December 1, 2008 I finally got enough courage to tell him how I felt. I always said I love you in a f

Stolen Her Shape
Running with the moon,staying by its side.A statistic by the shore,along a merciless tide.They found her by his body.She kept repeating,it wasn’t me.For the person she once was,longed to be free.Through swollen eyes and handcuffs,they hauled her away.To the state penitentiary,is where she will stay.That side of herself,brought to life by his hands.Died alongside him,beneath the beach sand.Years of ridicule,torture and pain.Sent fury and fire,pumping through her veins.Although she wore the scars,held the knife in her hands.It wasn’t me she restated,while being called to the stand.And indeed it wasn’t,but that matters not.In death she will learn,the lesson which was taught.For she became like him,while trying to escape.The person he used to be,has stolen her shape.

The Truth That Stood Before Her
Walking across the sandy beaches,a sparkle caught her eye.A pair of glasses buried in the dirt,sends the sea gulls up high.They were the only witness,to the events that took place.They were about to unwind,as she slides them on her face.Suddenly she was staring upon,two lovers walking hand and hand.Smiling and laughing,engraving their name upon the sand.Looking through the glasses,they were rose colored it appeared.For the man that held her hand,simply disappeared.Transformed into a monster,filled with force and rage.Years of deception played out,by the turning of the page.For without the glasses,the girl could not see.The truth that stood before her,the salty beach was the key.The key to an unopened doorno one knows exist.Sliding the glasses off her face,she gives them a kiss.For the glasses belong to her,it took losing them to see.The events that would play out,if she didn’t set them free.

Tell Me You Love Me
Tell me you love me he shouted, but she simply refused. Because, to him she was just a toy, there to mistreat and abuse. Punches and kicks later, she still stood firm. She would not be who he wanted, her wishes were confirmed. While enduring the pain, through all his attempts. Still the words I love you, never once left her lips. For love she is certain, is something pure and sweet. Not this demon standing before her, knocking her off of her feet. Those three precious words, she will say one day. When she can see clearly, through her visions of grey. The mixture of black and white, the bruises on her face. Have healed themselves, when someone else takes his place.

Bdcost
Speaking of the lid, the lid has a dual friction hinge. The dual friction hinge requires more force to move the lid beyond the 100-degree mark or so, which is just a little beyond vertical. If you know you're going to be using the touch interface for Windows 8 apps often, then the Aspire S7-391-9886 should be on your short list. Though the system is thin, Acer managed to put in an efficient and silent cooling system. Its cooling fans are quieter than the one on the VAIO Pro 13, plus it channels the heat from the CPU away from the keyboard, palm rest, and the bottom of the laptop, which used to be common hot spots on older performance-oriented systems. Otherwise, the system is a really well put together ultrabook. It comes with a 4th generation Intel Core i5-4200U processor with Intel HD Graphics 4400, 8GB of memory, and two 64GB SSDs linked together in a RAID 0 array to give the user a total of 128GB of space. While 128GB seems a little small compared to a high-end lapt

My Sweet Song
My sweet songIt's been a long timeWhat'd you come around here forCause that old love is goneAnd I've since carried onThought I was rid of you for sureOh my sweet sweet song, you don't sound sosweet no morePlease don't sing to meCause it hurts me to hear the melody that wasGood to me beforeOh my sweet sweet song, you don't sound sosweet no moreOh you said love was forever and you told melove would neverBreak my heart, and I believed you as I fellThat's all over, let it go,You're just a song I used to knowAnd your fantasy, it don't work for meGo and pick on someone elseOh you said love was forever and you told melove would neverBreak my heart, and I believed you as I fellThat's all over, let it go,You're just a song I used to knowAnd your fantasy, it don't work for meGo and pick on someone elseMy sweet songGuess I'm stuck with youAnd someday, I'll find the love I'm looking forThen my sweet, sweet song won't sound sosad no moreMy sweet, sweet song, I'll guess I'll always be yours

All Of Me!!!!!!
I get the whole infatuation thing around here...it’s easy to get caught up in someone...but there’s a difference between infatuation...lust and love....all of them are powerful...but when you break down the burier and combine them...that feeling is indescribable...no matter how much shit and trash talk someone lays on you....regardless of how great their body is or how gorgeous they are...when you have been opened up to someone...from the inside out and love them...REALLY love them...then that should surpass any infatuation...or at least it does with me...that is how I feel about him....I know how to play the game...I have just chosen not to because of the way I feel....I don’t allow myself to become blinded by some random stranger that I am either going to lose interest in or they are going to lose interest in me....spicy comments....trash talk and utter random bullshit just isn’t that important to me but HE is....REAL life changes beyond this virtual existence

My Life As Of Now
Well me n todd broke up lastnight and u kno how u feel when u wake up the day after someone close to u dies? yeah well thats exacally how i felt. idk how things will end up, i love the boy with all my heart we just started to go on eachothers nerves and 7 onths of being together all the time will take a toll. and we figured its best to end it now b4 we end up hating eachother but we left it open to get backtogether if we want to. we have virgin festival which is a big concert to go to on sept 23 and thatll be the first time we hang out all day sicne yesterday im gussing but well see how things go. i still love u todd, i jst dont want to hate u, so this is why we had to do this. i love u a bushel and a peck! xoxo

Did U Know...
it's near impossible to lick your elbow Coca Cola was originally green The "sixth sick sheik's sixth sheep's sick" is said to be the toughest tongue twister in the English language 3 out of 4 people who read this will try to lick their elbow In 1879, a mail service in Belgium employed 37 cats to carry bundles of letters to villages around the town of Liege, this experiment was shorted-lived as the cats proved thoroughly undisciplined. Just plain weird...even by my standards Grapes explode when you put them in the microwave If a statue in the park of a person on a horse has both front legs in the air, the person died in battle; if the horse has one front leg in the air, the person died as a result of wounds received in battle; if the horse has all four legs on the ground, the person died of natural causes. Peanuts are one of the ingredients of dynamite In York, it is perfectly legal to shoot a Scotsman with a bow and arrow (except on Sundays) "Stewardesses

Boredom
this boredom is killing me somehow, someway take it all away end it now, make it quick too much to take, just makes me sick too much of a price to pay why does it keep going, neverending, always on the run take if from me and give me the damn gun maybe this will work couldnt hurt to play this game nothing to live for even when i'm gone things will be the same boredom is the devils name such a headache and it wont go away kill me now, pull the trigger and stop this game guns dont kill people, people do? the hell they dont, i'll prove it to you open your mouth, close your eyes and i'll show you a big surprise dont be a baby and dont you cry it'll be quick all cut and dry not across the road but down the street you'll find happiness that tastes so sweet 1 pull, 2 pull, 3 pull, floor as i lay dying... this feeling i adore if i said i had regret it, i'd be lying..

The Wanderings Of A Restless Mind!
I have been away due to moving.... we are currently not online at home and we are working on it because I miss all my cherry friends and family! Hope to be back soon and to see and talk to you all again.....MISS YOU!!! Cy I posted a mumm about this very thing and no I do not think I am going to find the ultimate answer here online. But I get the feling that it is a waste of time to do or say anything about what the assistant manager is doing wen it seems to go in one ear and out the other. Her saying that to the other girl not only belittles me but it also makes me look like an ass in front of her as well. Not to mention by her going over my head she made the girl domore work than was needed at the time. I know I know quit whining!

Random Written Work
I grew bored and designed this place...it is from the perspective of someone just wandering around. Read..or Don't..I care not.. When you first enter the tower, you see a single large chamber, lit overhead by a massive candelabra. Leading off to the right is a single shadowy doorway. Stairs leading into the depths slipping away from the light of the candles, shying away from the sight of the holy. The stairs lead away into the dungeons and ringing up the staircase echoed the sounds of screaming and pain. The stone under your feet and the walls around you was a dark granite, almost black, but there was an oddity to it. It looked almost like years of caked blood had soaked into the walls, long stretches of darker granite, spots of light peeking out from behind the darkness. Everything within this tower was warped. Corrupted to its very foundations. Ahead of you is a large wooden gate, obscene images cut into the heavy black metal encircling the door. The wood is a heavy oak, i

Bored Out Of My Mine
NEW YORK - A small plane crashed into an Upper East Side high-rise Wednesday, shooting flames out the windows, raining debris on the sidewalks below and rattling New Yorkers' nerves exactly one month after the fifth anniversary of the Sept. 11 terrorist attack. Police confirmed 2 people are dead. ADVERTISEMENT Christine Monaco, a New York spokeswoman for FBI, said there was no indication of terrorism, but that officials "have been sent to the scene as a routine." FAA spokesman Jim Peters said all three New York City-area airports were operating normally. "The initial indication is that there is a terrible accident," said Department of Homeland Security spokesman Russ Knocke. The aircraft struck the 20th floor of a building on East 72nd Street, said Fire Department spokeswoman Emily Rahimi. Witnesses said the crash caused a loud noise, and flames were seen shooting out of the windows. "It's a mob scene with police and helicopters circling," said Sandy Tell

Tj
Well as you can see I'm new to this and lookin for some new friends to past time with. I'm 28 with blue eyes. I'm 5'8" at 170. Well if there is any females out there looking to chat on here or anyplace eles hit me up. Now if you would like to know more about me just ask I aint shy.;)

The Best And Most Beautiful Things
As we grow older, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will, you will have your heart broken probably more then once and its harder every time, you will break hearts too so remember how it felt when yours was broken, you'll fight with your best friends, you'll blame a new love for things an old one did, you'll argue with a family member over words best forgiven and forgotten, you'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back!

Ele From Hell
Missing you beyond all doubt you’re the one I can’t live without And search for you all the day through For no other soul could ever do So dearest Ele you should know That each moment passes ever so slow And nothing is the same when you’re not here For you’re the one that my heart holds dear Flirting is just a way to pass time But you are the one for whom I verse and rhyme And yes I feel the void left behind For you’re the one who stays in my mind When I don’t know where you are I suffer hell I am sometimes so lost I thought you could tell That I need you more than words can say I seek you out each and every day And long to know that your doing alright So I search the computer both day and night Now I know that your fine and I can take on the task But you need never worry but never fear to ask For on this site I would not even be If it were not for you and what you mean to me By Ron For ELE from Hell

Wow
Ok well since I have about had it up to my fucking neck with liars and fucking drama....Imma post a blog about it....Now,the people that I want to read this im sure will so here we go.... I recently got back in contact with an old friend whom I havent seen or talked to in years,back in the day her and my brother had a thing for each other...So of course when he found out that I was back in contact with her he got excited and they started talking again,Ok,well come to find out she is married,ok well no big deal right?? WRONG Here is where the drama starts....Her and my brother BOTH start telling each other that they love each other and all this other shit so im like ok kool maybe they are gonna hook back up.Let me put something in that I forgot to mention...she told us at this point that her and husband were getting a divorce and it was going to be final in a week. Ok,so her and my brother are talking and talking and talking,catching up on old times and everything else,talking

I Will Share My Nude Pics Read This
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Jennifer Hidden Talents
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

For Jp Dawn
Beloved Deceitful wretch The deceitful wretch telling me lies Thinking them to be a comforting disguise Counting upon my gullibility Believing that through them I can not see Telling me lies of love and our content Acting as if it was heaven sent To be there always by my side Yet in the shadows the wretch does hide Pretending that I don’t know what is real Acting as though it cares how I feel Yet doing to me all that is wrong Tears fall with the words of the sad song Knowing that I know deep in my heart Soon we must split forever apart Turmoil in the eye of a storm made of lies To let it pretend longer is most unwise For a foundation so weak can never stand All passing away like the shifting sand Leaving nothing worth even bringing to mind It is the way of bad things left behind Better to clear the way for love so real One who will not deceive and cares how I feel One who does not hide in the shadows of lies One who shares their heart without need to di

Hopeless Life Of Andy
God hope is so emo, its just like that part of a DNB song when everything fades to the lowest and highest frequency\'s and you feel all like lost and space and stuff, and you don\'t exactly know where you are. Hope is a lot like that, like a crazy internet hooker who says you can get a free blow job, but when they say free they mean 10 dollar and when they say blow job they mean punch in the face. No one take that statement to seriusly its only half true and its only a quarter from life experience....so bassically the story is that i found 10 dollars on the ground, but wouldn\'t it be somethin if the rest of that happaned? **later that day in parrallel universe land** So this is planet earth Andy comin at ya, and i just want to stop for a second and talk about Ezary, she\'s this really cool chica i\'ve been trying to spit game at or as you would say in nigganese (this cool chick i\'ve been talking to) and she\'s the most interesting girl i\'ve talked to in a while, i just hope

Charleys Subs...
So as some of you know I'm in the Army. Well last Monday I was coming home in uniform and I had a layover at Hartsfield Airport in Atlanta, GA. Since I had some time before boarding my next flight to Knoxville, TN I decided to have a couple of drinks. Most of the Airport's establishments were closing so I was directed to Charleys Subs because they were the only ones serving beer. After waiting in line for a while I was told by the cashier that they would not serve me a beer because I was in uniform! Even though I was in shock I didn't make an issue out of it. But this did not go unnoticed by the rest of the customers in line. All of a sudden ladies and gentlemen had something to say about what just happened in front of their eyes. I stood by in disbelief I had never experienced anything like that. So suddenly, all customers were placing their orders including "...just water and a miller lite" or "...a Coke and a miller lite", Etc etc. So thanks to those people in line I

A Little Poetry
Variance - NOUN: 1. A state of disagreement and disharmony: clash, conflict, confrontation, contention, difference, difficulty, disaccord, discord, discordance, dissension, dissent, dissentience, dissidence, dissonance, faction, friction, inharmony, schism, strife, war, warfare. See CONFLICT. 2. The condition or fact of varying: difference, variation. Fabian – Fa•bi•an ADJECTIVE: 1a. Of or relating to the caution and avoidance of direct confrontation typical of the Roman general Quintus Fabius Maximus. b. Cautious or dilatory, as in taking action. 2. Of, relating to, or being a member of the Fabian Society, which was committed to gradual rather than revolutionary means for spreading socialist principles. AUTHOR: John Milton (1608–1674) QUOTATION: Abash’d the devil stood, And felt how awful goodness is, and saw Virtue in her shape how lovely. ATTRIBUTION: Paradise Lost. Book iv. Line 846. AUTHOR: Dante Alighieri (1265–1321) QUOTATION: The wretched souls of those

From The Mind Of Tim
Current mood: amused From time to time I reflect on my childhood past, this time I attempted to remember the odd things. Like the fact that my parents tried to secretly kill me, and possibly your parents as well. Ever wonder why they allowed us to play with such instruments if death, such as Lawn Darts? Nothing like tossing long sharp projectiles at one another. What about chemestry sets.. sure they seem harmless, until you consider that with out adult supervision certin chemicals can be mixed to create some unhealthy results. Let us also remember those Etch a Sketch's, they are neat until someone busts a crack into the frame, and the somehwhat leathal aluminum powder leakes out. If you watched MacGyver like I did you'd know that by mixing the aluminum powder with some Iron Oxide , and clay, can make an explosive? All you need is to mix near equal parts, and have a magnesum lighting scource, like a Fourth of July Sparkler. Just makes you wonder why parents let us p

You Bring Out The Sparckle Of
You bring out the sparckle of the light in my eyes. That brighten up every time you are arond me, And I'm around you. You make my eyes sparckle as bright as the moon and starts shine at night.You toched my heart, To make it shine my eyes so bright. That the rightness gets brighter and brighter each day we are around each other, and in each others arms, Day and night.

Love And Sappy Movies~!
I have a friend that is in need of some help, in which I am unable to offer her. My friend is in love with a man, pretty much says it all. Although, she is in love, she feels completely alone. You see she has pretty much lost her best friends, due to events that she can't change. One, a friend that fell in love with a man, that she wants to be a father for her daughter. But no longer wants any of her friends to be around her to ruin her "true" happiness. Two, a friend that has been her best friend since she was young, has fell off the face of the earth. This friend has some issues of her own, but I guess just recently decided that she didn't want to be around my friend at all anymore. Three, a cousin/friend that would still be around as much as she ever could be if it wasn't for her father. You see her father thinks that my friend, is a bad person. Who's only purpose for hanging out with her cousin is to get her in trouble, influence her in bad ways and getting her into drugs. Not o

War On Terror
The war on terror is in reality a war against Islam. The terrorists are acting on fatwas issued by their religious leaders, who are in turn guided by the quran. We will never be able to win this war until we recognize who the enemy is. Democracy can not be imposed on a people who do not believe that their god allows them to decide their own fate. Islamic countries, all of them, from Iran to Somalia, need to be invaded, subdued, and put under martial law until all vestiges of this corrupt faith are destroyed. The god the muslims worship, called Allah, is none other than the prince of lies of the Judeo-Christian faith, who twists the truth to serve his own ends.

Screw 2006
So I am going to start by saying that yes all I am really going to do is bitch, but sometimes you just have to vent, and I am in need of a serious change of luck. In the last three weeks, I have had to replace a toilet, been without plumbing for three days, refrigerator went out, have a friend who is getting divorced staying with us, and he decided it would be a good idea to screw another one of his friends wife, so the other husband is stalking our house to "get even with him", garage door spring broke, due to my incompetent boss I didn't get my bonus, and last but certainly not least on Christmas Eve my neighbor dumped his fireplace ashes on his compost pile against our fence thus starting a fire that engulfed our fence, at least I got to celebrate with the fire department. I realize that in the grand scheme of things the are all small issues, but do the really have to happen all at once and cost so damn much? So I am going to start drinking now and not sober up until Januar

I Hate The Holidays
Well i thought that this year would be different. I guess not I'm lonely like I was last year, I'm sad cause the guy that I'm talkin to is too busy to see me this year again...for the 3rd year in a row. It sucks majorly. My pals haven't talked to me in weeks and I've been stuck here at home sick. I need to find some other people to hang out with or something. Or even get involved with someone else cause this guy is treating me kinda wrong...but when the summer comes around he's all lovey with me and everything...and he wants me to be wating for him. I do wait cause I'm a good girl and I feel like I'm just waiting for something that might not happen....I might need to just move on

....2007.....ct Roxxxx.....
for myself i hope things get alot better as dealt with the loss of my mums,friend & uncle last year....besides also disownin knowledge for my ex-dad...there was alot of rough times.....some bright spots like finally bein able to get to go to disneyland again after 3 years without goin... seein my best friends daughter grow up...findin out about lc now ct from shell====you rockkkkkk babe....its funnnnn here & met alot of cool gals...hope you all & your families have a good new year....sympathy goes out to those also with losses....so cheers to all......hugsssss.... cause im goin to a comic con in la & plan on meetin paul from kiss & gene for the third time....they are debutin a new comic book....hope to see other celebrities too.....includin stone cold...sat is st paddys day....cool....my friend & his band are playin.....guinness.........mmmmmmmm.....have funnnnn to all & have a cool weekend.....cheers...

Pissed
I dont know how to do this lol Its my frist one..and i dont know how many people are going to read it but owell i dont know what to do my bf is going back to jail on monday and it pisses me off...and he'll be in there for 2-6 months or maybe even longer You would think i was used to this but he's in rehab and angermanigment.. He did major drugs and drank alot and ..as you can see he did some bad shit now he has to pay for it and aswell so do i but thats all i know for now

Things That Swirl In My Brains
My sweetie is on here so I decided to sign up to so I can stalk in yet another way. Yes it is mutual stalking so its all good. So here I am. - Get Your Own I'm really tired of my mostly goth, industrial music collection. I've fallen in love with this song by P B & J called Young Folks. It is just so sweet. So I'm looking for new music sugestions along the lines of that group. If you can point me to an mp3 sample of the songs that would be awesome. I've got myspace so I could listen to the music there too. I love 80's music and some of the more indie rock music is kinda neat. No country though. I had enough of that when I lived in Texas. Thanks in advance for the music suggestions!

Love Is Over Rated
Love is for the birds.....Love is so over rated....I am all for being single and ready to mingle, but thats just it be single.... if you have ever been cheated on than you know what I am talkin about ....if you are the cheater than you might not like this....but I have been with my man for 5 years and love him dearly, sure its not perfect..but we(i thought) were working it all out....just found out that he has cheated on me for 2 yrs of that time....am i angry hell ya....should i leave him ..hell ya...but have I..????....it is hard cause I love him and I need everyones help out there to give me some advise...help me...

First One Down...a Lifetime To Go
I can feel you in my heart even though we drift apart with those words you spoke to me though I always disagree And I listen to the sound of your sweet voice cause you won't shut up. Now I'm finished let me call you a taxi. (woah o yeah, woah oh) I don't feel that I'm feeling your feelings, about these feelings that you feel (woah romance) And you know that I love you when were FUCKIN' Cause orgasm equals love. All my friends smile and they chuckle at pictures of your bear moose knuckle. Please don't feel like you're a slut when I'm peeing in your butt. And I love to donkey punch you after I poop on your sheets. And I do it cause you love me, and I love you (awwww) (woah oh yeah, woah some more) I don't feel that I'm feeling your feelings, about these feelings that you feel (woa hack weeze) And I love you when you show me your sweet boobies Cause orgasm equals love. (Take it joshy:) wo

Interesting Stuff
I haven't blogged in a while but how's this for an interesting topic. What better way to kick off the new year right? I thought of this earlier today at work and it kinda concerned me a little. At work today this fine ass lil' Mexican chick came in asking for service on her car. I tried to keep as professional as I could while helping her out but all the while I was there thinking about all the possibilities with this girl. Only one issue though: She's married and has a kid. Still, the thought of having her was present for the moment. One of the thoughts that crossed my mind was, "He better not fuck up because if he strikes out, I'm on deck like a left fielder on Steroids swinging 3 bats and if I steal home base I'm gon' run off with his girl!" People, Why do we do stuff like that? A long time ago I learned that women outnumber men 3 to 1 meaning there's plenty of women to choose from. With that in mind, why is it that with all the women to choose from, we as men choose to persue w

Blah Blah Blah
Well typicall day, why is it Guys can't have friends of the oppsite sex with out getting drilled about them. I mean come on I have a few female friends not like I'm having an affir or something, geesh, all I want to do is be myself. And to top that off then the friends have a hissy because your chatting with others at the same time as them. Talk about really making me upset. Why do the good people always have such a hard time? Seems like family members really like to take advantage of what ever they can get. Crap we buy a house with the intent of everyone living on the land. One person is so damn selfish they just want to sell their part of the land to the other family that is just about ready to move into the addition. Funny thing is the other person does not own a darn thing yet, WE DO. How the heck you figure sell what you legally can't in the first place just because things are not going how you want them to. GET A LIFE!!!! Nothing goes the way you want or expect, ex

Gonna Be Out For A While
hey everyone...just letting everyone know that i'm not going to be on for a while...i'm about to move and don't know when i'll get to see the tap again. everyone in here is hella cool and hope to see y'all sooner than later. take care all you fine cherries! :) -SW-

You Never Know Who You Meet.
Our individual journeys take us into many unexpected situations where we encounter a wide variety of people-some quite like ourselves and some very different. We cannot anticipate these meetings, but we can make the most of them when they take place. When we are courteous as a matter of course and open-minded in our assessment of the individuals whose lives briefly touch our own, we are more apt to stumble upon surprising gems of wisdom that open our eyes to new worlds of possibility. Every person we meet can affect us profoundly, just as every situation we find ourselves in can teach us something new. To fully embrace this fact, it is essential that we acknowledge that everyone is valuable in their own way and capable of expanding our horizons. Since we never know when we will happen upon those individuals who will unveil truths before us, we should extend to all people the same generous level of kindness, care, compassion, and understanding. When we assume everyone we meet is spec

Well?
Well I can't pay my bills, I just found out that I won't get into the union apprenticeship. I just feel like that everything is going to fall down around me. The apprentice thing would have been great down the road. I would learn more in my trade and make more money to help my family. At least I still have them, my family. My Melissa, someone I could not live without. My kids, all three of them. My boy, who lives with his mom. I don't see him enough, he is autistic so the courts decided that it would be better to ease him in to longer visits. But "easing him" in their eyes is over basically over the rest of his life. Grace, my three year old. One I would wish the rest of my life was fully mine. Her sperm donor is a piece of crap. If he would just die or give up his rights. Better yet grow up and be a positive influence on her. I guess he would actually HAVE TO SEE HER to do that. It has been a fucking year. Better yet he works under the table, so no child support! Caitlin, my young

Katanna' Dream...
This isn't much of a blog, just a spot for me to ogle the hottest man on the planet. You guys probably won't get to exited about it, but I hope the ladies like it. He's just SOOOOO damned fine. Happy lookin...cuz there ain't no more to read here. I LOVE THIS PIC

Love
some times things can be so good and yet inside your soo alone. but what hurts the most is when you try your best to get with someone and they play you for the fool you are....yea...im a fool should have just stayed away form her....but yet its not really my fault if she doesnt want me... just shows that im a fool for leting her got soo close to me... she doent even kno....but i think its all over now because im just so tired of getting hurt///feeling this way...i just wish something would change....mayb i shoudnt try to be with anyone because it might be best for me....well i dunno what i want just to be happy an have some one i guess.....mayb that day will come some time.... Love, its great at first and then when its gone your lost.....you long to be with that specail someone....your sadden and hurt some times when your on your own or thinking about the past loves that you hade and how great they was and the things that messed them up.... Things that Change you for the better....Its

Stuff I Have Seen And Liked
It’s amazing that assholes can get girls. Actually, now that I think of it, it’s not that amazing. They are assholes at heart, but to meet girls they lavish their undying love. IT’S A CHARADE. They act nice, friendly, and they listen… until they get into what they’re after. Their prey thinks they are in love with them, however when they realize what assholes their predators really are, they pretend like the asshole is really nice inside. The girl tries to change the asshole into a nice guy, but assholes will always be assholes. She gets upset and goes to the nice guy to complain about the asshole. But she claims to love the asshole… now this is where the theory begins. She doesn’t want to look like she is easy so she wont dump the asshole right away, instead she will stay with the asshole. Girls are idiots. They don’t realize that the nice guy has been there all along. He never had to pretend to be a good guy to get girls because he is naturally like that. However, girls don’t see it f

Fish In The Sea
So, I've been talking to this guy for a couple weeks. Seems pretty cool, right? But then, I was sick all weekend, had a fever (which is VERY rare for me) and so I ended up leaving work early Monday to come home and sleep. I get a txt msg from him, so when I wake up around 1900, I txt him back, tell him I don't feel well, going to bed, talk later...he CALLS! ok, that's not so bad, b/c if I were REALLY sick, it would be nice if someone cared...but then, I tell him I'm going to sleep and so nearly 3 hours later 2145-(9:45 pm for those who don't do aviation time) he calls again! I didn't answer the phone, b/c I didn't want to talk to him, I was trying to SLEEP! Then, he called back 5 minutes later!!! I think I was kind of rude to him, but I’m still ticked about it, and that was two days ago! Anyway, I think I'm throwing that one back. There's got to be a fish out there with a few manners, it's not like I want someone who's pedigreed and all that, but a few manners and house trained are a m

I Love This
"You aren't going to be his first, his last, or his only, he's loved before, he will love again, but if he loves you now what else matters? He's not perfect, you aren't either, and the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and admits to being human and making mistakes, hold on to him and give him the most you can. He isn't going to quote poetry, he's not thinking of you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you can break...so don't hurt him, don't change him, don't expect more than he can give. Don't analyze, smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he's not there.. love hard when there is love to be had." "just because he doesn't love you the way you want him to, doesnt mean he's not loving you with all he has" dont EVER take what you have forgranted because it could all be gone before you know it... IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can k

Poems, Song Lyrics, And Miscellaneous
HERE ARE THE LIST OF PEOPLE THAT CREATE DRAMA: HEMP MASOR (THE HOUSE OF HEMP) AND ALL VIC PEOPLE EXCEPTIONS ARE FATAL DESIRES AND WENDY I DON'T CARE IF I GET DELETED OR NOT, I JUST NEED TO LET OUT SOME EMOTIONS. MY NEW GIRLFRIEND DON'T FUCKING SPEND TIME WITH ME AND WE'VE BEEN DATING ONLY A FEW DAYS. IT'S FUCKING BULLSHIT THAT GUYS THAT ARE PERVERTED WITH HER GET MORE ATTENTION THAN THE GUY SHE IS DATING. SO YEAH EVERYBODY CAN KISS MY ASS IF THEY DON'T LIKE THIS BLOG!

Taking Applications
im such a buttkisser, i made my hubby an all out, totally homemade cake for valentines day. hey, what can i say, the way to a mans heart is through the end of his..... no wait. through his stomach, right? ;) well at least now he wont bitch that i dont cook any more LOL happy VD everyone! make sure you tell the ones you love, friends AND family, that you love and appreciate them! and if you see me tomorrow, kiss me, cause i just want kisses. all up and down my neck. and back. and chest. ok let me stop, i DO have to work tonight LOL XOXOXOXOXOX but im not so sure its the healthiest place. let me elaborate. i guess if one needs the stimulation of strangers telling them how sexy they are, to feel sexy, or wants to see pics of people who otherwise wouldnt give them the time of day, then go for it, its all for you. i personally would like to meet someone to friggin TALK TO, who can carry on a conversation that doesnt necessarily include the words, can i see your tits? i chose t

The Inner Journey
Along the way of the 'spiritual path' that has developed in the thousands of years after the alteration, we have forgotten that it is the level of consciousness we awaken to in the experience of Self-Realization and Oneness that was Itself captured and bound onto the Wheel of Rebirth. Infinite Being Itself was hi-jacked and redirected into a 'false reality'. This is why experiencing Self-Realization, or the awakened kundalini etc still do not lead to actual Spiritual Liberation. You will be back, in a cycle of reincarnation that was never part of the Original Eternal Design. Override Mission presents an ancient knowledge that answers anomalies of 'accepted' information, in a way that is not available anywhere else on this planet. It provides the one major missing key. The greater picture which alters the context in which all other channeled, or surviving records are currently understood. Since the time of 'Atlantis', even when you die and leave the body, the tunnel-portal that co

Website
I invite you to visit my website! This month: Sunshine and Friends with the theme of the month "Ready for Love". New Featured Model Layla Butler has a great series of photos, including b&w with a male model. Featured Model Mandy adds two hot corset outfits to her gallery and is our hot new wallpaper for the month. Check it all out at http://charliesimages.com

New To This Place
So is there anyone out there that can simplify this site for me because I didn't know that this place even existed until an hour ago... So how does this site work, whats up with these "points" I keep hearing about. Enlighten me.

Life
ahhhhh... my life is so amazing right now and its all because of that special someone... im moving on friday into town hamburg not far from wher ei live now like not even 5 minutes and ill still be going to the same skewl and everything only thing that sucks is ill be farther away from brandon but closer to my friends lol hope everyone had a good valentines day So, once again summer is almost over and it's back to school time again! it's my senior year in high school so i am excited WOOT! next summer I'll be getting ready for college... hopefully northhampton community college for mortuary science! so how is everyone's summer going? mine is pretty damn good! loves to all Christine

Cherish
How archaic is it to want someone to want you for you? To have someone that can only think of YOU? To know that they cherish you for everything you are not as much as they cherish you for everything that you are? How awful is it to want all of this? These are the things that our fathers and our grandfathers promised us when we were children and settled on their knees, along with the moon and that black or white pony. These are the things that are so elusive to the population of women today. These are the things that we miss the most in the post-liberation of women bull crap that we have accustomed ourselves to. We women like to pretend that we don't need to be reminded of how wonderful or beautiful we are. We like to think that we don't need the attention of our men. But the sad and honest truth is that these are the things we need the most. We NEED to know that you think we are beautiful when we just wake up, or that we are amazing when we do the smallest of things, like

Trivium
Dying In Your Arms I'm wearing thin wearing out becoming weak Holding hands with this rope she's my self-destructive Bleeding disease the things that makes it hard to breathe But if I shoved you far away This addict just starved again asphyxiated [Chorus] And now I see it's you that's tearing me ensnaring me This is me dying in your arms I cut you out now set me free Lynched high above what used to be In her gallows built for me So I escaped cut this noose around my Neck I break free to see the things you blinded me And I shoved you far away Now I live the life I dreamed of You're dead to me [Chorus x2] You poisoned my life So I take this knife And I cut you out Cut you out [Chorus x2]

Killswitch Engage
My Curse I watched you walk away Hopeless, with nothing to say I screen my eyes Hoping to see you again This is my curse (the longing) This is my curse (to) This is my curse (the yearning) This is my curse There is love burning to find you Will you wait for me? Will you be here? Your silence haunts me But I still hunger for you This is my curse (the wanting) This is my curse (to) This is my curse (the needing) There is love burning to find you Will you wait for me? Still I want And I still I ache But still I wait To see you again Dying, inside, these walls (2x) Can I see your face in these tears? In these tears And I see your face... There is love [8x]

I Don't Care If I Lose Friends On This One!
Month One Mommy I am only 4 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a girl!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a baby. I am a baby Mommy, you

I Love Myself
I Love Myself Affirmation Deep at the centre of my being, there is an infinite well of love. I now allow this love to flow to the surface. It fills my heart, my body, my mind, my consciousness, my very being, and radiates out from me in all directions and returns to me mutliplied. The more love I use and give, the more I have to give. The supply is endless. The use of love makes me feel good, it is an expression of my inner joy. I love myself; therefore, I take loving care of my body. I lovingly feed it nourishing foods and beverages, I lovingly groom it and dress it, and my body lovingly responds to me with vibrant health and energy. I love myself; therefore provide for myself a comfortable home, one that fills all my needs and is a pleasure to be in. I fill the rooms with the vibration of love so that all who enter, myself included, will feel this love and be nourished by it. I love myself; therefore I work at a job I truly enjoy doing, one that uses my creative tale

Into The Night
Torrential rains of sorrow illuminate the soul. Passion is the master; Madness is the rope. Anxiety is the lover; Convinced she is, Having no aspiration.... Dancing with rage... She argues that existence is futile. Despair is her companion in this abyss of tribulation. Searching for release, she only wants peace. Finding no reason to go on with this travesty, Insight needed is short-lived. She succumbs to the shadows.... Only to realize, That she is deeply missed.

Fucking Cry Babies
you know something,...someone reported my "fuck you i'm irish" photo....boo fucking hoo...if you can't handle a few cuss words on a photo i suggest you take your namby-pamby boo hooing arse back to fucking myspace where the little kiddies sit...Cherry Tap is where the grown up's sit:P

Bitchology
BITCHOLOGY When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold withi

Please Please Please
hello to my friends fans and every one that i have ever chatted with and of course my family i feel a little naughty asking but as some of you may already know i am from the uk but i out in iraq and being here is not a nice place but you have to do what you have to do. i am looking for one of you to buy me a blast as i cant do it here as i have no credit cards as i can use them and i have no way of paying for it as there is no postal service and shit like that so if you can find it in your heart to buy me one i would be you friend for life and chat to you and will mention you on the blast if you wanna chat with me first i will be here when you wanna chat xxx big love to you all xxxxxxxx people its time that i moved on and left cherry tap behind not for bad reasons but only because i just dont have time so with this in mind i am going to give away this profile i have some pictures that i have left on there but nothing to special its at a good level and has some gifts and some really nic

Eva
Life is rarely easy, and hardly fair. If it comes easy, then it's probably not worth it. Because of the challenges that Life will give you, be prepared for mistakes. You will make many, and you will never truly apreciate your life without them. Unfortunatly the rookie mistake is to dwell on them in a negative way. For a succesful Life, follow these directions when a mistake is made. 1. Realize the mistake as soon as possible....you can't learn from it if you don't recognize it. 2. Take responsibility for mistake...You may waste time blaming it on others or making excuses, but it wastes the actual time that you could be learning from said mistake. 3. Examine mistake in order to learn from it the life lesson that you need. 4. Once learned you are 60 to 70% less likely to repeat the same mistake. I would love to say 100%, but an important makeup of Life is that nothing is 100%, except death...and you'll get to that soon enough. anyway, this is only 1 section of ch

My Daughter
You are 91% fuckable! Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com so me and timothy broke up after 7 years together ... i am so tried of the bullshit ... i cant take it anymore ... all we do it tear each other part ... even he said that all we have done it the last year is fight ... i am tried of fighting ... but why does it hurt so bad ... why am i am the crying and he's not ... can anyone answer my questions ... i know i am going to get over this ... but at this point in my life right now ... i dont see how ... is there anyone in this world ever really happy being single ... or am i just being a girl ... lol ... all my friends that care in ct world ... leave me some love ... please!! She would have been a year old tomorrow and i wanted everyone to know that even tho that someone dies or goes away that does mean that they are not with you ... HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY JODIE BABY!!!! MOMMY LOVES YOU MORE THEN WORDS CAN SAY!!!!

40 Ways Men And Women Fail In Bed!!!
Please keep in mind that if you are not open minded and don't have a very wild sense of humor about sex, stories, and life's mishaps, please do not go any further on this page. Personal and private stories are not shared on this site due to privacy and personal trust. Please be aware that these are not linked to anyone directly but are for the enjoyment of your reading pleasure. This is not my own personal opinion but jokes sent in and/or discussed and I thought would be humorous......enjoy! _______________________________________________________ The I.S.E.'s Forty Ways Women Fail In Bed 1. MILKING IT: When stroking a guy's package don't grab it like a bus rail and start jerking it like you were milking a cow. Don't use the penis as if it's a piece of gym equipment to strengthen the forearms. The male organ is a thing of wonder and beauty, and should be worshipped and held tenderly at all times.The sensitive part is at the top (where your face should be

Poetry
Goodbye My hair blows in the wind as I stand on this ledge. Looking at what is below me. Ready to be my death. Knowing all I need to do is take a step to plummet to my death. My eyes fall upon the sun set in the distance. It will be my last view at those wonderful colors. The pinks playing with the purple and red. Red reminding me at what is at hand. Reminding me that my last breath will be whispering your name. Forgive me for what I have done wrong. I never wanted it to end. But I had to, I love you Goodbye My Body My body twinges in pain. Another day of abuse. More hits and bruises to cover. But in the end you always apologize. I forgive and let myself go to you. A week later my mind races I see you coming at me with a knife. I know better then to run You’ll only hurt me more I stay still as you cut my clothes off I know what lies ahead. Take Me I lay naked in front of you, shivering and crying. My heart racing not knowing what is next. You

Maybe People Are Right.
MAYBE PEOPLE ARE RIGHT. I GIVE AND GIVE AND PEOPLE TAKE AND TAKE. I BEEN TAKE CARE OF MY GRANDMA ON AND OFF FOR 4 YEARS. NOBODY IN MY FAMILY REAL HELPS. I GIVE UP LOT TO DO THIS FOR MY GRANDMA. I LOVE HER AND CARE FOR HER LOT. BUT JUST ONE TIME. LIKE HAVE MY FAMILY SAY THANK YOU MARK. FOR TAKE CARE MY GRANDMA OR MOM. BUT I DONT GET THAT. I KNOW GOD THINK I AM DOING GOOD JOB. BUT DOSE MY FAMILY KNOW I AM DOING GOOD JOB. IF SOME THING HAPPEN TO GRANDMA. GOD FOR GIVE WILL MY FAMILY BE THERE FOR ME. I THINK THEY WILL NOT BE THERE. BUT I AM GOING FAR WAY. SO MY FAMILY FEEL LIKE THEY HELP ME. BCUSE I KNOW THEY WILL NOT HELP ME. WILL U ALL HAVE GOOD ONE. AND THANK YOU REND MY FIRST BULLETIN. YOUR FRIEND MARK AKA OZ.

Pain
Can you feel what i feel?, Am i wrong for wishing my heart would be still?, Just please oh please leave me alone and go away, I beg of you just one time of peace for just atleast one day, Spend one day in my shoes and deal with my pain, My heart is a battlefield after the war and everybody is slain, Your killing me like a leech just sucking the life out of me, I gave you everything and it just didnt work so let me be, The words cut like a 1,000 teeth that dig into my flesh, The sweetest dessert for me right now would be a big bowl of death, So hand me a fork and let me eat, Until my strength disappears and i cant hear my heartbeat, Halloween isnt just a holiday but every time of the year, Because you shouldnt believe everything you hear, And an open mind just might be the key, Because everyone isnt what they appear to be, Hello? Is anyone listening to my words?, Or are you refusing to listen because of what you've already

My True Side
i am a lemon with a twist, i am a dewdrop full of mist, i am a lady filled with bliss, i am but a gentle kiss, i am invisible but i show, i am a burned-out lamp that still does glow, i am bold,though you may not know, i am a horn that does not blow, i am used,but still brand-new, i am a mystery without a clue, i am flase,but forever true, i am me and also you.... i am a flower opening my buds; i do not fight with fists,but with hugs, i am a push without a shove, creeping,oh,so softly,i am love. i am deaf,but i can hear, i am afraid,but i have no fear, i am forever constant throughout the year, i am smart and my actions make it clear, i am with the doll who was thrown in the corner, i am at the funeral standing next to the mourner, i hear the cry of a small boy saying his prayers, i see the hearts of a million set up in flares, i taste the bitter words and the nasty stares, i can touch the small gurl and feel her many tears, i am with the stresses-out man livin

Urges
Why do my wrists burn with the urge to cut? I have cut many times in the past but I have never had the urge to cut my wrists. My thighs are usually what burn and then receive the brutal torture of being carved upon. It is a comfort to me to cut. It is like it takes all of my problems away. I feel like I have been cleansed. As weird to some as it may sound it is the way that I feel. The feeling of being cleansed is usually only temporary but it is effective. Should I face the fate that most say is inevitable? Medicate or end it? Over the years I have had many people tell me do the smart thing and medicate yourself like your father did before you make the same mistakes that he did. I have even been told before that I can either get on meds or make the needed funeral arrangements because with out treatment that fate is inevitable. I dont want my kids to see thier mom all medicate and almost unable to function normal everyday activities because most of the anti depressants make me either s

Burning And Yearning
I'm burning and yearning, Oh these urges inside. I am lost within them. Too many pulling in different directions, The one to cut my wrist is so strong. Yet the one to be here for my kids is much stronger. I'm burning for the touch of true love, And yearning to be loved. I make many mistakes, And I dont know why. Oh the burning and yearning of urges inside. The urge to cut is always on my mind. My simple release is this machine. Burning for your touch, And yearning for a love. Urges so strong that they push away love. DAMN burning and yearning! Do the urges take over? If I do it am I weak? Oh how my wrists and legs burn. As they yearn for the outside pain to release the in. Giving in is giving up. Why cant I fight them away? Oh the burning and yearning. Please touch me, Hold me tight and help me push the pain away. Please kiss me to kill the burning. And PLEASE caress me to kill the yearning. Scratch me to stiffle the need to cut. Rip my flesh with your nail

Sex Facts
1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 5 inches long when erect (no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth). (incidentally the average vaginal capactity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king kong) 3) 80% of American men are circumsized. Even though Pediatricians say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say, nothing can make your penis grow but time (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. +Some stuff on the ladies+ ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural",

Because, From My Vantage Point
Mathew can conceal his pain no longer, because, from my vantage point, no matter how cleverly i may sneak upon a mirror, my reflection is always right there, to stare back at me. And do you know what i see? i see a troubled, tortured, tormented soul. But this is my destiny and no one feels my pain.

Uninteresting Things About Me.
10 really dumb facts about me.... 1. I can't stand when the webs of my fingers are wet. 2. I put on one sock, then shoe, then next sock, then shoe. Schwab hates it. He yelled at me. 3. I can only drink milk out of a glass. But if you touch it or sip it or make contact with my milk at any point......I can't drink it anymore and you are an asshole for doing that to me. (Same thing with icecream) 4. When I am hung over.....I watch indian music videos. (As I am doing now) 5. I touch my face alot when i'm nervous. 6. I hate the fact that now that my hair is growing longer....I have to brush it more than once a day. 7. When I was little, I thought gay people were just men and they had sex by touching the ends of their penises together. 8. When I sleep I have to have my ears covered by the blanket.....but not my nose. 9. I want to learn more about working on cars. 10. Apparently when I was a baby I was scared of the color green, and whenever someone would put a

4-18-07
without getting into a very long and boring story, I just want to say I just DO NOT understand men at all. and I also don't understand other certain things that I don't even want to bring up,lol. how's that for vague? lol Not to insult anyone on this site at all, but I really feel like this site is just to f*ck around on. It is very easy for people to mess around and do things they shouldn't be doing. does that make sense? like i said, I don't want anyone getting mad or whatever for me saying that but I really feel it's true. some may say well go away then don't come here. Well I could do that, but I don't want to, I do like some people on here and consider them friends. So I don't know, I guess I should just buck up and shut up about shit.

Illinois Crisis -- Budget Cuts
Budget cuts affect area jobs (http://www.suburbanchicagonews.com/heraldnews/news/339857,4_1_JO13_AFSCME_S1.article) April 13, 2007 By STEWART WARREN STAFF WRITER JOLIET -- As a state case worker, Wanda Washington helps the poor, the elderly and the disabled. Should she mop up vomit at her office? For nearly 20 years, Washington, 52, of Joliet, has worked at the Family Community Resource Center, 45 E. Webster St., Joliet. It's a division of the Illinois Department of Human Services, and the workers find food stamps, medical care and other important benefits for needy people who don't have much money. But during the past five years of budget and staff cuts by the state, the number of employees at Washington's office has dropped from 120 to 60. Now there isn't a maintenance worker to take care of the building or its grounds. When a pregnant woman threw up in the office recently, Washington and a supervisor cleaned up the mess. They didn't mind the chore, but it gave the

People On Ct
WHY IS IT SOOOO FUCKING HARD FOR SOMEONE TO ACTUALLY BE A FRIEND...PEOPLE ON THE NET JUST DONT LIVE IN REALITY...I HAVE FUCKING OVER 400 FRIENDS AND ONLY A HAND FULL EVEN CARE AND KNOW THE VALUE OF FRIENDSHIP. ITS FUCKING PATHETIC IF YOU ASK ME. I DONT NEED YOUR FUCKING RATINGS...I DONT GIVE A FUCK IF I LEVEL UP...I DONT WANT TO FUCKING HEAR ABOUT DOWN RATERS AGAIN....YOU WANT TO FUCKING RATE ME A 1 GO FOR IT...I WILL NOT LOSE SLEEP TRUST ME....ALL THAT FUCKING MATTERS IS WHAT MY TRUE FRIENDS THINK OF ME..NOT SOME FUCKING DUMB ASS ON CHERRY TAP DOWN RATING...HELLO TO ALL GOOD PEOPLE..FUCK ALL THE REST OF YA!

Best Animated Picture Contest
So I decided to do another contest after having so much fun in the first one I did. This contest is for the Best Animated Picture (this includes morphs). You can choose any picture as long as it is SFW and it is animated. If you have any questions please don't be afraid to ask. This a comment bombing and rate contest. Comments will count as one point each and ratings will count as 10 points each. Prizes are as follows: 1st place: Silver Motorcycle. 2nd place: Vacation. 3rd place: Mens or womens ring. I have room for ten entrants. Contest will open once I have ten entrants willing to participate. If you wish to enter please click on the link below and send me a message with the link to the picture you wish to enter the contest with. I will message you shortly after with a link to your particular picture in the contest. Even if you are not interested in joining ths contest, please repost it so that others get word of the contest. Thanks! ÐJ Çã§h™ [Nikki's CT Hubby

Horoscope
THIS WAS MY POSTED HOROSCOPE ON CHERRY TAP FOR APRIL 23, 2007. THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT TYPE OF PERSON I AM. NO MATTER HOW HARD THE TASK, OR THE PROBLEM IN FRONT OF ME, I PUSH PAST WITH MY INNER STRENGTH. HOROSCOPE: Strength and confidence are two of your greatest assets, especially when it comes to tackling challenges that fall in your path. You're more than prepared for the task -- let your humor and patience do the rest.

Poetry
Before we met I was only half alive Then I saw a part of me within the depths of your eyes That first date, we had dinner and shared with one another I had this feeling that I somehow knew you before This body of mine has come to peaks of sensuality You are showing me to make love without restraint For that I will never quite be the same Before we met, making love was just an act Now that you are here I can never look back If we ever do part ways I will forever be grateful to have met you that day Taking your hand Fingers to my lips I want to love every inch of you Taste every part of your body As if I can drink your love's blood Through your very pores I want to get lost in your eyes Consumed by your kiss Set my body on fire Quench the fire in my blood With sweet caresses Touch my soul with your passion Lay down beside me Feel my body crying for you Lets get lost in each other Touching,tasting,exploring We will exceed passion, go beyond bliss For this is o

Against The Silence
Against the Silence By Keanuenueonalani (ladylotusgangstabitch) My body is my temple, an altar draped beneath my skin A shrine, a sanctuary, untouched by sin You’ve betrayed my body, disgraced my name A woman scorned, lying alone in shame Stolen, taken, something I thought was mine Flashbacks send chills creeping down my spine The scent of cigarettes and your cheap cologne Your touch, your smile and vulgar moan Walked out of my life in laughter and staggers Your smile cuts through my soul like daggers Thoughts of revenge play out in my head But I lie here in shock and silent instead Raped of innocence and robbed of trust Caged in a body looked upon in disgust I scrub, I scour just to cleanse you of my skin But the feeling of filth is too deep within Now I’m left torn behind these walls of guilt The walls that your savage touch has built I fall to my knees and look to the sky In hopes that the gods will hear my cry Tears fell from the night and caressed my soul

Forsaken
Forsaken What solemn breeze hath blown ashore? Too weak to whisk these battered sails. Where restless winds of nevermore, drift briskly - mocking dream’s entrails. Where rising waves of hunger crashed between two souls who joyous wept. Now sunk beneath the oceans wrath, residing in her silent depth. Where passions lapped the silken seas. Sweet melodies, bestowed with Grace, did quench tormented miseries, while easing sorrows held in place. Tis all but heartache’s memories - as echoed whispers drown by tears, do fall upon this silent breeze, beseeching thee, his plea to hear. For once two lives could conquer all, Yet found they were mistaken. Now solitude doth form his brow, his destiny – forsaken. ©Paggles

Quiz
Imaginative, erotic, passionate You prefer to have one partner and to try everything with them. You have an enormous sexual appetite, and you often create sexy scenarios to play out with your significant other. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Words Hurt More Than Actions
hit me one more time, i already feel numb, your mouth is a sewer, i'm desperately trying to get away from, you think you are better, i see it in your eyes, everything you told me was a fucking lie i put my trust in you, gave you the benifit of the doubt, you rammed you hatred in, i'm still trying to carve it out

My New Car!
I got a new car yesterday and I'm in love with it. I got a 2007 Impala blk on blk. It rides so nice. True imma miss my Cobalt but the upgrade was nice. I just love the smell of the new car sent! I just wanted to share my happiness...bye for now *muah* NaY

American Dissident Voices 1997
by Dr. William Pierce Perhaps you have heard about the decision of the New Orleans school board last month to change the name of one of the city's schools, George Washington Elementary School, to Charles Richard Drew Elementary School: a decision which has been applauded by all the usual suspects. Charles Drew was a man of mixed race -- slightly mixed anyway, approximately an octoroon, judging by his appearance -- who, working under the direction of a White professor at Columbia University just before the Second World War, helped in the development of new methods for preserving and storing blood and blood components. In 1940 he was appointed the head of a "Blood for Britain" program to ship dried blood from the United States to Britain. Although Drew certainly deserves credit for his work in the blood-bank field, groups searching desperately for non-White achievers to hold up as "proofs" of racial equality have made a bit too much of his accomplishments and a bit too much of his

Im Moving
Yea I found a place. I put down my deposit and I move in on Friday. God this is hard work. If it was just me I could have went anywhere. However I have children. I wanted to make sure they could play outside without some drug addict trying to sell them something. Salisbury has really got some bad places. And if you can't afford 1500 a month rent your shit outta luck. I’m a single mom. No I can't afford that and still eat at the same time: D Oh and just a little update. I still don't smoke. I'm still taking the chantix but I think it's been about 6 weeks now. I still crave them a little bit but not much at all. I can see that in a couple of more months that wont be an issue either. Life is not too bad right now.

Interesting
Finally a study that we can live by....... A 2006 study by Texas A&M University found that the average American walks about 900 miles per year. Another study by the American Beer Institute found that Americans drink an average of 22 gallons of beer a year. That means, on average, Americans get approximately 41 miles per gallon. Not bad!

Bored
Randomness i tell you. I feel like everything just stoped and things are starting to sink in. Life wise i guess. Everythings going by so fast never really relized it till now. The only thing i really have to look forward to now im my life is finishing college, a career and a family. I just want to do what im passionate about and thats videogames, anything else after that is a plus. I doubt the family thing cause i guard myself to much to many times being burned. Don't want to risk it. Umm yea blah blah blah. Poem time maybe. In my travels never knew what was to come Walking past this morning sun, the morning mist kisses my skinn, and the wind whisps away sins guys named min i dont know lol I give up. I never know what to write. To many things on my mind. I guess whatever you guys who ever read this let me know what you want to hear about and maybe i can stay focused, Later all

Mind
I am me, It`s all I know how to be. Feel me??? LOVE me or LEAVE me. "Emancipate yourselves from mental slavery None but ourselves can free our minds" -BoB MarLey Much RESPECT for all the single Queens raising their seeds out there. You are an inspiration and the reason I have a new admiration for all woman. Any ni99a can spit out a seed, but it is the Queen from day one that goes through all the pain and love. It is the Queen that feeds and nurtures her creation with her last breath. Im sorry fellas but most of us have to stop the bullshyt and become real MEN and step up and handle our shyt. I`ve learned that the man is the head of the house..but it is the queen that lays down the laws....and thats just real....Tell me im lying....especially all u Latinos out there.....we know wassup!! At least in my crib MOMs ran the show!! But thats just because my pops was a good man and father and really loved his queen. Thats wassup. Much luv Queens always...always Keep ya he

What Happened The Year You Were Born?
In 1972 (the year you were born) Richard Nixon is president of the US President Nixon approves NASA's space shuttle, a reusable spacecraft, at a cost of $5.5 billion Nixon arrives in China for an 8 day visit, which he calls a "journey for peace" While campaigning for the presidency Alabama Governor George C. Wallace is shot and seriously wounded Five men are arrested in the Watergate office complex in DC for breaking into the offices of the Democratic National Committee Hurricane Agnes strikes the East Coast causing 117 deaths First scientific hand-held calculator (HP-35) os introduced for $395 Shaquille O'Neal, Jennifer Garner, The Rock, The Notorious B.I.G., Cameron Diaz, Eminem, and Alyssa Milano are born Oakland Athletics win the World Series Dallas Cowboys win Superbowl VI Boston Bruins win the Stanley Cup The Godfather is the top grossing film Pink Floyd debuts "The Dark Side of the Moon" during a performance at London's Rainbow Theate

Some People!
my friend the bag lady sent me this in IM I think this has to be the worst I have heard of yet .... I don't believe some people this one is a real jerk I asked him nice why a one rate n basically its because Maddie is a white girl even when I pointed out I'd support any family pink black grey or purple he still wouldn't rerate I am so cross people can think like this. I went n got the link here it is home_247@ CherryTAP I don't understand some people why would anyone rate a pic of a lil girl anything other than a 10? especially a pic showing support for a family who don't know where that lil girl is if she is alive or dead they must have no heart .. well here's his link if you want to block him or tell him what you think have fun! Minusred@ CherryTAP Get your own glitter and more at BlingyBlob.com We are bombing in here come help us as much as you can :D

Going On In My Life
Life lately has been unbelievable. Both in a good way and in a bad way. I'm still now with Levi. Now I'm with a guy named Tim. He's cool and all but I don't think it's going to go anywhere. We're just not as compatible as I thought. He never calls me, I get to see him about once a week, he's not the sharpest tool in the shed, he always wants to shove his tongue down my throat, and ever since day one it's pretty much been all about trying to get into my pants. I think I really rushed into this relationship. He's older, that was one of the main attractions. I've only had one other significant other in my life and THAT was Levi. A year and 10 months we were together. We had fun, but we grew apart. And now there's the second guy.. And I don't see it working out. I'm just afraid of being alone. I know that sounds hella cliché but it's the truth. I've been rejected so many times it's not even funny. I'm just not that girl that everyone dreams of being with. I'm not a walking beanpole,

Stuff
**what every kiss means** -Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. (I miss those!!) -Kiss on the Head; Your my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; I like you. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ **What the gesture means** -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ **Advice** Don't ask for a kiss, take one....... If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Lo

Crippled
well i just recently decided i am a dumbass, i broke my knee, and tore my acl, and mcl ligaments. so im sittin here at work all knocked up on oxycodines and im starting this new page to pass the time. should be fun getting to know you guys on here, and i hope to make a couple new friends. thanks and have a nice day fuckers... that is all -big-ben- i have come to realize all girls in ohio under the age of 25 are psychotic whores! that is all -bigben-

Okay Here We Go!!!
Well.. Here I sit.. Wondering what I could ever say on my Very first blog.. What does one say? Tell you what.. How about I tell you a good story. Go's kinda like this.. Hey maybe I could start a book.. HA HA HA HA LMFAO!!! So On to the story.. Titled: These are the people That I Have Worked With.!!! o.0 At where I work. Its a production plant. We use wood and glue's all the time. One of the glue's when it gets on your cloths.. It looks like Dried Blood. So As you can imagine people have a select set of work cloths.. No mater where you are in the plant your cloths take a shit kicking there.. So Anyways.. There is this one guy in the plant.. Scary Beard Fragle rock fluffly long black hair. doesn't weigh 130lbs.. 5'6" tall With these nasty torn up jean jacket and jeans and a shirt with this glue on it that looks like dry blood. He's wearin this nasty dirty work ball cap. So Our production plant broke down on a Wed. 11:30 in the morn. We all got sent

Wanna Join A Kool Bombing Team
WE NEED MORE KOOL ELITE BOMBERS...IF YOU ENJOY BOMBING THEN SEND REQUEST TO JOIN THE ELITE BOMBERS TO ROCK WITH US ALL OVER F.U.B.A.R... NO TRY OUTS OR PROBATION TIME...JUST SEND A REQUEST AND TELL THEM YOU ENJOY BOMBING AND WANT TO BE A PART OF A KOOL ROCKING BOMBING TEAM... CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND COME JOIN A FANTASTIC FAMILY OF BOMBERS... Scotty's And Angels Elite Bombers@ CherryTAP WE NEED MORE KOOL ELITE BOMBERS...IF YOU ENJOY BOMBING THEN SEND REQUEST TO JOIN THE ELITE BOMBERS TO THIS LINK.. NO TRY OUTS OR PROBATION TIME...JUST SEND A REQUEST TO THE LINK BELOW AND TELL THEM YOU ENJOY BOMBING AND WANT TO BE A PART OF A KOOL BOMBING TEAM... Scotty's And Angels Elite Bombers

Tonight I Finally Did Something Im Proud Of Myself For...
Tonight I Wrote My Ex Who I was Engaged To And With For Over A Year...Durring That Relationship Things Were Promised Things Were Done Things Were Said But None Of It Came True I Was Lied To And I Was Left With My Heart In A Thousand Pieces I Was Devistated By What He Had Done As Much As I Wanted To Say I Was Over It Some How I Just Couldnt I Guess Cause I Never Got My Closure Then Tonight I Got To Thinking As I Have Been For Some Time...Why Am I Doing This To Myself? I Dont Deserve It And He Told Me More Then Once That My Heart Was His And His Was Mine...Well Officially Tonight I Wrote Him On Myspace And Decided I Didnt Want His Heart Anymore And I Wanted My Heart Back Along With All The Pieces...And I Told Him Im Taking My Heart Back So That Never Again He Could Say It Was His To Me Or To Anyone Else...Because Theres Another Soul That I Met Here That I Love And Want To Be With And I Wanted To Be Able To Give Him My Whole Heart Not A Half Beaten Down Heart...And To I Got To Thinking Ma

Memorial Day 2007
HERE AGAIN WE CELEBRATE ANOTHER MEMORIAL DAY. A DAY WHERE WE GIVE THANKS TO THOSE WHO HAVE SERVED OUR COUNTRY, REMEMBERING THE ONES WHO NEVER CAME HOME WETHER BEING K.I.A , M.I.A OR P.O.W'S. BEING A DISABLED VET OF THE U.S.A.F THIS DAY IS A SPECIAL ONE TO ME. EACH YEAR I REFLECT ON THE TIME I SERVED, REMEMBERING STORIES WHICH WERE FEW AND FAR BETWEEN THAT MY DAD TOLD ME ABOUT VIETNAM, STORIES IVE LISTENED TO RECENTLY ABOUT THE INSANE WAR WE ARE FIGHTING IN IRAQ. I,VE BEEN TO THE VIETNAM MEMORIAL AND ALTHOUGH I WAS STILL UNDER THE AGE OF 10 WHEN IT HAPPENED SEEING ALL THOSE NAMES,,,,THE FAMILY FRIENDS OF LOVED ONES LOST TOUCHING THE NAME OF THIER LOVED ONE, BUDDIES AND COMRADES TEARY EYES AS THEY TOO TOUCH THE NAMES OF FALLEN SOLDIERS THEY SERVED SIDE BY SIDE WITH...WAS ONE OF THE BIGGEST EMOTIONAL EXPERIENCES I HAVE EVER HAD. i ASK EACH OF YOU WHO READ THIS TO TAKE A FEW MINUTES OF YOUR DAY TOMMORROW TO THANK AND PRAY FOR ALL OF THOSE WHO HAVE SERVED AND ARE NOW SERVING TO PROTECT

Amazing Coincidence?
When you read this story, think about the possibility of writing to someone in the military, whether they are overseas in the war or stationed elsewhere in the world serving our country. No matter where they are or what position they hold, they are providing an invaluable service to our country and, as a consequence to you and me. Take the time to write them a note or a letter of thanks. Greg To Any Service Member During the Persian Gulf War, I was stationed aboard the naval amphibious ship USS Nassau. As a senior Marine intelligence analyst, my workdays were routinely twelve to sixteen hours long. Like all the veterans, we looked forward to receiving mail from home. Unlike the Vietnam War, the Gulf War found support among most Americans. As a result, we soldiers received an enormous amount of "To any service member" mail from the States. I never took any of those letters, since I wrote to my wife and two children on a daily basis, as well as, occasionally writing notes t

Birthday
So tomorrow is the big birthday. Yup the big 31. I'm just glad that I don't look it. Sometimes I feel it. I'm not particularly looking forward to tomorrow. I've never had a good birthday since I was a kid, and since then some bullshit has always happened. Believe it or not, but I happen to be one of the unluckiest people you will ever know. Especially on my birthday. I broke my foot once on my birthday when my friend and I were on our way TO the bar, not from, but TO it. And I wasn't even drunk! Of couse we continued onward to the bar, danced all night, got drunk and forgot about the pain. Unfortunately when I woke up the next day and stood up for the first time, I fainted from the pain in my foot. Apparently when you break your foot you shouldn't walk OR dance on it. One birthday a few years a go was absolutely awful. It didn't matter what we did, nothing worked out. However, two weeks later I found out that I was pregnant, and a week after that, I found out t

Why.....?
why is it that woman always make you feel like you are the lowest of that low and the most worthless piece of shit in the world....you try to show them you love them but all they do is accuse you of cheating and lying????????????

Fake Peeps
This is something that I have been wanting to say. So pay close attention. If you are someone that does not have a Salute then stay away from me. My daughter's heart was already broken by someone from this site. And I will not let it happen again to any of my kids or myself. So before trying to add me, you better have a Salute. If not then stay away from me, cuz I am not going to play your games!! END OF STORY!!

Wolf's Thoughts
Hi this is my first blog or attempt at a blog so bare with me. Just a few thoughts as I sat here and think about the profiles I have seen and read on CherryTAP I got this link at a friends site and she is a remarkable person, should visit her page and have a look at what a strong woman can do.Alex@ CherryTAP But as I said theses are my thoughts about CherryTAP and the intersting people you find there. If you have a look at my site then you will understand that I look for and find things or people that I think are intersting or have some thing that I might use in my life, but if you should see or heard of any body that would meet these requirements send me a shout or a message telling me about them or where I can find them and then I will look them up. Also I check the NSFW check box because if I have said or wrote any thing that might offend someone then I have done what I call CYOA which stands for Cover Your Own Ass as nobody else will and it may safe me from getting into trouble

Shadows Story
i call her shadow ,she moves like one,she cannot be caught and yet she is always there,she will do my bidding,cannot be destroyed,she shys from the light and gets lost in the darkness her presences is reassuring her absence is unsetteling. she came to me out of the darkness calling me master.I have felt her presence all my life but like a shadow she has remained just out of touch.Her gift is sublime she gives herself without thought only wanting to please her master and yet she is here by her free will i own her soul and she mine.the trust developed is like no other.....So take hede my gentle reader,the trip i will take you on from here out would only make sense if you can comprehend your own shadow ... she sat in the candle light soft music playing in the background face demure she sat on her knees and heels,eyes downcast,hands palm down on her leggs she waits for me she waits for my instruction,my desire ,my firm hand if need be.I sit beside her in my red wingback gazing u

At The Tap
Ahh This sight is to much, have enjoyed it tremendously, Chat with so many great people, been hit on by a few guys, thanks boys now I know how woman feel. I will conduct myself accordingly from now onn. I have read some crazy profiles, if you need someone I'll try to help in any way. Seen some beautiful pics of woman, and read some of the most incredible stories I've ever heard. Hell even met a fellow jumper "fuck you asshole" (It's a skydiving thing) Go hangout at a DZ some time and learn to live. Everyone owes it to themselves I'm still not gonna post pics of my baby, but I'm so stoked when I see others have it reminds me of my daughter when I see all the familiar experiences. Much love to my sister who invited me here, like I have nothing better to do then hang on cherry tap. Those of you whom I've met are very cool and I enjoy your company so don't be strangers. Thanks Cherry Tap for the great site, and so much fun. I needed it. Be Safe people, Play hard, a

Come And Visit My Life
I consider myself a DIVA for a couple reasons. Not so much because of how I act, but because of what I do. I work full time for the same company for 4 years now and take care of my 2 beautiful children. Everything I do, I do for my family. I don't do anything for myself besides buy cigaretts and an occasional drink. Other than that, all money that I make I do for my family. My family consists of me, my 2 kids, and my boyfriend of over 2 years that means everything to me. That's why I consider myself a diva. Most women (and even men) don't do that, so I'm giving myself cudos. You may think that I'm full of myself for that, but I don't. I think that I'm just trying to be a good person and do what's right by my family. I know that I need to do more for myself, but to me, family comes first. Due to not growing up in a family where family came first, I think I sort of adopted this policy for myself because of that. No matter what anyone says, in my own mind, I'm a DIVA! I am

That Guy...
He speaks again. He calls again. He steals my heart, yet again. He makes me smile. He makes me cry. He makes me feel, as sweet as pie! (lol corny i know) "Foolish puppy love" i'm starting to agree, after all isn't it fact that "we" will never be? He's not ment for me. Oh how i wish he could be... He's my everything. He's the cause to my effect. He's the ying to my yang. He's the lyrics to my song. He's the Apple, to my New York. He's the Palm Tree to my Miami. He's the only Kermit for this Miss. Piggy. if only it could be a "happily ever after" but he's in new York, where the "gangsta" girls are. and i'm in Texas, where the "cowboys" are. the only thing i really want is to simply hug him , and kiss him again. simply put he's my NEW YORK. ok i really don't know why, but i've been in the writing mood lately so please dont judge to harshly om my works. i write what i feel and thats that. Why do you make me become addicted to you, and then not answer my phone cal

Me And Mine
Believe that I am going to move into a different realm of real people and honest intentions. Had the opportunity to get back with a lady that had done me wrong, but seemed genuine about the attempt to reconcile. I mummed it, got the response that I did not want so then ignored it. I am going to give it another shot, so I am officially off the market as of this afternoon. CT is becoming a real place of B/S where people hide and say things to and about people that they would never dare in person. I am so put off by the lack of integrity I have seen that it makes me angry, and I can see is having an effect on my integrity too. When something in life ceases to create something more positive than negative it is time to put it down.

Loa For A Fucking While Leave Love
OK PPLZ I LOVE MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY AND FANS ON HERE YALL KNOW I DO BUT ITS TIME FOR ME TO GO ON LOA LEAVE LOVE MUAHZ P.S.TO ALL YOU GREEDY FUCKERS,DOWNRATERS,PERVERTS,STALKERS,LIARS,CHEATERS AND EXSPECIALLY TO ALL YOU HATERS FUCK OFF!! YOUR NOT WANTED AND NOT CARED FOR AND FOR ALL THE ONES WHO HATED ON ME TY FOR MAKING ME THE FUCKIN CENTER OF ATTENTION I NEEDED IT DEFINATELY BOOSTED MY FUCKIN EGO :) K THANKS PEACE :)

"why Older Chicks Rule"
This was originally an Andy Rooney piece. I have modified parts of it many times. Let me know if I should add something. I want to hear from you. A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night to ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do. And, it's usually something more interesting. A woman over 40 knows herself well enough to be assured in who she is, what she is, what she wants and from whom. Few women past the age of 40 give a hoot what you might think about her or what she's doing. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you, if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to b

Perfect Girls Dont Exsist!
You aren't going to be her 1st, her last, or her only... she's loved before; she will love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you're not either. If she can make you laugh and if she admits to BEING HUMAN and making mistakes, hold on to her and give her the most you can. She's not going to be thinking about you every single moment of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows YOU can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad and miss her when she's not there. Because PERFECT GIRLS DON'T EXSIST, but there's always ONE girl that is perfect for you

Ladies Beware
IF YOU’RE ONLINE BE AWARE A lady wrote this for the ladies and kindly gave it to me, but it is useful to everyone. Everyone knows there are fakes, and guys online who only want nudes, or to cyber, but there are also stalkers and rapists online. Most of you know to be careful how much personal information you put online. You should also be careful how much personal information maybe in your photos. Such as pictures of your house or vehicles, edited out the license plate, house number, pictures with street signs, or anything that reveals your location. There are some online who are not who they claim to be. If a man tells you he cares or wants something personal from you, he won’t mind proving he is who he claims to be. Most men are aware women have to cautious, if he has nothing to hide he won’t mind. You don’t have to apologize for wanting to protect yourself. You have the right to ask him, if he asks for anything from you. Such as if he asks for your phone number, ask for his

~my Love For Mymaster~
myMaster makes me warm all over, He fills my heart with peace, comfort and security in being His,, knowing i belong to Him has filled the void in me that i felt for so long before meeting Him, Master You are my All, myOne, myOwner, myDaddy, mySoulmate, the One Who holds my leash and Who placed His collar on this girl's heart and throat all at the same time Master,,,,, i am proud to say i am Yours, that You are all that i have just stated You are to me,,,,i love You myMaster,,,

Infidel
People....so easily predictable and its sad. Sad because I know exactly how things will fall with them,know precisely what their train of thought is. Its always the same. How much they got fucked up this weekend,who they oggled,ad nauseam. I wish I could find people who think deeper than the here and now; those that dream of Ur or of a better future. All I encounter is the typical modern infidel. We have become sickened. We allow the media to sway us. Instead of rising above we remain in the filth with our bickering and nitpicking on utterly inane drivel. There are people dying from starvation and exposure in our very land but we focus on who the president fucked or matters of small consequence. Dec 21st,2012...I hope that it happens. We have lost our way. I am by no means a religious man,however I do feel that we need a moral backbone. Now what I am about to say is not me bashing anyone's sexual orientation or personal freedoms...well maybe a little on personal freedoms.

Salutes
I made my first ever picture for a salute but it was rejected. Can anyone tell me what I did or didn't do right? Please feel free to check out the picture. I have it in the album marked "Salutes". Any feedback would be great because I want to submit another one but I want to get it right because if I don't do it right my account will be closed lol. Thanks!

Kandi's Hotspot
One Hot Time My heart is racing the anticipation is building. I can’t wait any longer I have to have you. I’ve waited so long to feel your lips on mine to feel your body pressed against mine to feel as one as our passions rise. With every long, deep stroke you seem to make me want even more than what I thought. How can you make me wait for what I have waited for my entire life. You know I want you. You know I wanna fuck. Have your hard cock inside of me filling every inch pushing harder going farther than anyone has ever gone. Fingering my ass making me scream moaning louder wanting more and more. God how you love teasing me ! Make me cum Make me scream give me everything you’ve promised me. Fuck me harder spank my ass Fuck me baby I’m cumming fast. Fill me with your cum I’ll take it all in. The scratches on your back show just what you’ve done. They show everyone just how good you fuck. Now come back to bed baby I have somet

Can You All Help Me Out?please?
i really need some fubar love! can any one help me? rate all photos and ill show some love back? i need to get 700 profile views in order to move on....i have to get 304 more views (that i know of)to be able to put more pics up...can you all help me out?

Pathetic People
U know people come to this site or well the Internet even for various different reasons. Some looking for love ,some looking for friends some even just use it as an escape from the day to day stresses just to get away. Then U have these pathetic older men who are alone never ben married and have no children just have them self's and there self's only to worry about. I have decided after some recent events that just took place I am so done with even as much as a convo with week minded men who do nothing but feel sorry for them self's, and cant figure out why they are alone. Look guys it doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure it out! It must be nice to only have yourself,and I do mean yourself only to worry about! So if U R needy and week and well plain PATHETIC keep on browsing cuz im done, done with it! Grow some balls and B a man . A woman doesn't need another child to take of she needs a man!

Wouldn't It Be Great
*WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY U.S. PRESIDENT, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN, GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? ** My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of the Iraq regime has been completed. Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq . This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now time to begin the reckoning. Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict. This list is short. The United Kingdom , Spain , Bulgaria , Australia , and Poland are some of the countries listed there. The other list contains everyone not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing copies of both lists later this evening. Let me start by saying that, effective immediate

Will You Give This To My Daddy?
As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support "Red Fridays." Last week I was in Atlanta, Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest act's of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camo's, as they began heading to their gate everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or reprisal. Just

The feel of your touch Your bodys sweet embrace Here for a moment Then gone without a trace Your Bodys gone But your presence still remains I can see your face It drives me insane A tear down my cheek At a thought of our lost romance Caught up in the moment And lost in a trance Life has been unfortinate A thought I cant grasp Not living for the now But still caught up in the past I can feel your breath upon my neck As I lay here alone Memeries begin to surface And time is set in stone I start to gasp My throat is caving in I cant breath I'm a losing a battle I'll never win I can still remember The energy in your voice But now your gone And I know it was your choice Life can be so cruel I'm dying inside I miss you so much I have nowhere to hide A heart broken in two A love that was divine The damage is done No happy ending this time!

Read This
IT'S HAPPY HOUR!!!!! CLICK THE PHOTO BELOW TO STOP BY THE LOUNGE TODAY!!!! Fuck You number ONE. To the people who bitch about the people who have like 25,000 friends; Are you fucking serious? Don't be jealous. Go play in traffic. Fuck you number TWO. Don't ever post pictures and say: "OMG, I'm so ugly" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. If you do you're a fucking moron. Fuck you number THREE. NOBODY cares about threats over the internet, so don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the Special Olympics; Even if you win, you're still retarded. Fuck you number FOUR. Quit crying because you're not on someones Family. Who cares?!? ITS CHERRY TAP!!! If you really cared that much, you would pick up the damn phone! Fuck you number FIVE. Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "What's up with you not adding me?" I don'

Things I Wish I Had
i have a myspace account to so that my family in oregon can see pic of my kids without having to spend fifty dollars on postage. well anyway day i got so exsited cause my foster sister rikki found me which is cool cause i haven't seen her since i was 13 thats 9 years. i got to see pics. of me nieces which i haven't seen two of them in over nine years and the oldest me and my family bumped into at a mcdonalds it was a chance meeting her church group decided to stop there instead of burger king right down the street. well i just wanted to share that with everyone I wish I had a house that was all mine and didn't have to worry about people walking in the room while I was on the computer cause that really annoyes me. I currently live with my husbands mother step dad and his brother two of which I hardly get along with and both of which like to come in the room while I'm on the computer. My days are filled with kids and work all day so when I get online waiting for my husband to get off w

To Know Your There (poem)
just like the weather. when the sun shines, it shines bright, when it cloudly things seem to b a little grey, when it rains, it poors and 2day it poors. :-( hiya everyone on cherrytap i just wanna say to you all, thank you. thank you to all of you's that have added me, rated me amd left me comments and thank you to all of those of you that have gave me gifts so far it was really sweet of you all, i'm really touch, but i just wanna say thank you to randy who has just married me yayyyyyyyy, randy is now my ct husband and we r now married and i'm so proud to b your ct wife, just a shame i'm not ya real wife lol thank you baby, you have made me so happy. well it coming you guys. take care, b safe, have fun hiya cherrys how ya all doing, hope ya all good and well. i just wanna say a big happy 4th of july to you all, have fun

Letter To My Beloved
Letter To My Beloved I'm afraid to tell you My Beloved, things have changed within my life. I am not the person I once was, I even became someone elses wife. Many years have come to pass since the day I dreamed of you, Many things have changed in me, and I suspect they have within you too. I have to tell you My Beloved, I will never be the same, for my heart has now been broken, and it will always be this way. Many souls have come and gone; through my eyes I've seen them all. Many have mistreated me, so many souls have helped me fall. So this letter I do send to you, I hope it reaches you in time, to tell you not to come for me, to tell you you're not mine. You see Beloved you must leave and never dream of me; For I am broken, torn and beaten, and our love could never be. There was a time when I could smile and dream of you to come, but those days are over now, the past can't be undone. I leave you now, My Beloved I hope some day you'll find "The One," for it is to lat

Rip
Tue, June 26, 2007 Benoit strangled his wife, smothered his son before hanging himself: cop By AP/CP Chris Benoit looks on after a victory at WWE's Backlash pay-per-view event at Rexall Place in Edmonton, April 4, 2004. Investigators say details of the murder-suicide involving Benoit are bizarre. (Darryl Dyck/Sun) A law enforcement official close to the investigation says pro wrestler Chris Benoit strangled his wife and smothered his son before hanging himself in his weight room. Speaking to The Associated Press on condition of anonymity, the official also says authorities are investigating whether steroids may have been a factor in the deaths. The family was found dead Monday, and authorities were investigating the deaths as a murder-suicide. Investigators believe the 40-year-old Benoit killed his wife, Nancy, 47, and son, Daniel, 7, over the weekend, then himself on Monday. “The details, when they come out, are going to prove a little bizarre,” Fayette County Distr

My Poetry
What's in a Voice? I may not see your face And some may say its a disgrace But when i hear you speak Its as if you are here with me. Standing behind me Holding me Whispering telling me a secret That only we two know. What i hear in your voice Is a rythmic beat the beat of your heart speaking to me Calling me And to you my voice speaks back Calling you to speak to me. So when I say to call me Or that i need to hear you. Its not your voice i'm hearing But its your heart i listen to. Your heart i speak to. Your heart that i'm loving. Phyne C. Princess Copyright ©2007 Phyne C Princess Believe me when i tell you that i'm not the same as them. Believe me when i tell you that i want more for you. Believe me when i tell you that i'll forever be your friend. Believe me when I tell you that i'll do nothing to hurt you. Believe me when I tell you that I want to be with you. Believe me when I te

Bbq Rules
BBQ RULES We are about to enter the summer and BBQ season. Therefore it is important to refresh your memory on the etiquette of This sublime outdoor cooking activity, as it's the only type of cooking a 'real' man will do, probably because there is an element of danger involved. When a man volunteers to do the BBQ the following chain of events are put into motion: Routine... (1) The woman buys the food. (2) The woman makes the salad, prepares the vegetables, and makes dessert. (3) The woman prepares the meat for cooking, places it on a tray along with the necessary cooking utensils and sauces, and takes it to the man who is lounging beside the grill - beer in hand. Here comes the important part: (4) THE MAN PLACES THE MEAT ON THE GRILL. More routine.... (5) The woman goes inside to organize the plates and cutlery. (6) The woman comes out to tell the man that the meat is burning. He thanks her and asks if she will bring another beer while he deals with

Be Happy
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what. To every guy who told his secrets to her. To ev

My Life Day By Day
i do dildo shows in a private show room, and where i do this, i have a model page where they rate me for my performance and a few days ago, i did a show for a guy...he wanted me to do kinky shit with my dog when i refused, he went and rated me like 50 times a 1 on my profile... now my rating , which was a close to perfect 10, is down to a fuckin 4!!!!!!!and it takes too long to get it like it was and its really important to me cuz i get paid for my score... so ill get almost nothing... and i was wondering if you could do me a lil favor honey.. if you go to my site and get the trial Id and rate me a 10 Ill do something for you, but the trial ID is 5 dollars...if you do that for me i'll do something i never do i'll do you my full dildo show on MSN...so it will be free cuz there they charge like 2.99 the minute for my show.. so i guess im doing you a good favor too lol but lets do it in this way so neither you or me get screwed ok? first you sign up and then

Happy Independance Day
Hope you all have a great holiday be safe This is my first official 4th of July in Denver. MOved here from Houston, Texas. Miss those pool parties i had every 4th since 1989. Need to start new traditions,since i am in a new place. Going to ride on the back of my friends Harley and go to lookout Mountain and watch all the fireworks through out the city.

Fucking Haters!
Well you can say Im off to a good 4th of July start! First and foremost its my mans and I 2 month anniversary :) so we "HAD" plans to go see his friend Kirk in Winchester but his direct deposit that was suppose to be avaiable didnt go into his account yet so needless to say we're celebrating the fun holiday/anniversary at home probably playing on ct and watching tv (Oh I cant wait)! Then to top it all off I looked on my ct when I woke up with all my usually messages 5 unread messages, 24 friend request, 4 profile comments.. You can see I always have something to do on here lol! I was more then curious to see who my mail was from two were from no other then Cherry tap shop! YOU all know what that means( 2 of your pictures have been marked NSFW) I have a couple choice word for that.. WHAT THE FUCK and IF YOU DONT LIKE MY FUCKING PICTURES DONT LOOK AT THEM! I KNOW FOR A GOD DAMN FACT THOSE TWO PICS WERE NOT NSFW JUST SOME PATHETIC EXCUSE FOR A PERSON GOT OFFENDED ITS NOT LIKE AS SOON AS

Cancer Can Be Beat!!
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Usa Girls Your Starting To Look Bad???
OK NOW IM JUST GOING TO SPEAK THE FACTS THAT I'VE SEEN HERE. THIS ISNT TO ALL OF YOU FIRST OF ALL OK. WELL OUT OF ALL THE LADIES HERE ON CT THE US GIRLS ARE FALLING SHORT ON KEEPING THEIR WORD. THE CANADIAN AND THE UK LADIES ARE HOLDING AT 100% FOR KEEPING THEIR WORD. I GIVE THEM ALL PROPS HERE. BUT I'M NOT SAYING ALL YOU U.S. LADIES DONT KEEP YOUR WORD I HAVE AFEW OF YOU AS FRIENDS THAT DO AND ..... I DO THANK THE ONES THAT DO :-) BUT I THINK WHEN YOU PUT UP FA,RATE AND FRIEND ME I'LL DO THE SAME OR RETURN THE FAVOR YOU SOULD FALLOW THROUGH WITH WHAT YOU SAY, NOT JUST PART OF THE WAY... HECK IF WE COME BY AND SPANK THE HELL OUT OF YOUR PHOTO'S AS YOU ASK REMEMBER YOUR REQUEST AND DO THE SAME GIRLS IS ALL I'M ASKING SAME WITH FANNING TOO.. NOW TO YOU CANADIAN. UK AND WORD KEEPING U.S. LADIES I THANK ALL OF YOU HAVE A NICE DAY

Destructive Signs
Spit on lost reality Canived underneath the sun Had to go and drive the needle Of my mind right through my heart Absence of thought disturbs me I've seen me in a dream! I've lost me in a dream! Longing like a new widow Wanting to rejoin Force fed dosed on reality Indian giver be true or trade away I've liked me in a dream! I've loved me in a dream! Tangled web.... Quit wasting my time Why can't I get back To where I've never been Let the flesh Instruct the mind Destructive signs Spend my time counting The snowflakes in my mind I never show, even though You know I know the way I know the way I've seen me in a dream! I've lost me in a dream! Tangled web.... Quit wasting my time Why can't I get back To where I've never been Let the flesh Instruct the mind Destructive signs Sitting here waiting For myself I'm late again That's always certain As long as I make it back Make it back I'm living me in a dream! I'm lost me in a dream! Tangled

Tequila Loves Me...
South of the border. American dollars Take you a long, long way Beachside bungalows, sand between your toes, Nobody knows your name There's a worm at the bottom of a bottle That's well within my reach And the heart that you broke will soon be a joke As soon as he and I meet Oh forgettin's cheap in Mexico She'll be there waiting And she won't say no Tequila loves me even if you don't Madam Tequila's a fine senoriata All my compadres concur She won't lie, she won't leave in your hour of need So we're raising our glasses to her They say "valmos hecharlo el traga" It means "drink it all down 'til you see The bottom of the glass and it's kickin' your ass" Boys, the next round's on me Oh forgettin's cheap in Mexico She'll be there waiting And she won't say no Tequila loves me even if you don't Oh forgettin's cheap in Mexico She'll be there waiting And she won't say no Tequila loves me even if you don't Oh forgettin's che

You Had Me From Hello...
One word, that's all was said, Something in your voice caused me To turn my head. Your smile just captured me, You were in my future as far as I could see. And I don't know how it happened, But it happens still. You ask me if I love you, If I always will......... Well, you had me from hello I felt love start to grow The moment I looked into your eyes, You won me, it was over from the start. You completely stole my heart, And now you won't let go. I never even had a chance you know? You had me from hello Inside I built a wall So high around my heart, I thought I'd never fall. One touch, you brought it down Bricks of my defenses Scattered on the ground And I swore to me that I wasn't Going to love again The last time was the last time I'd let someone in Well, you had me from hello I felt love start to grow The moment I looked into your eyes, You won me, it was over from the start. You completely stole my heart, And now you wont let go.

Family Update
Well, yesterday I aquired a new niece. She is the 18 to be born into the family. They named her Brooklin and she was, 6 lbs. 14 oz. 19 in. Her time of birth was July 6,2007 at 9:07 A.M. yesterday morning. This is so cool. Waiting for pics of my new niece and will share with ya'll when I get them.

My B-day
So my 23rd birthday is coming up on the 21st. Since I have to get older, of course.. I am going to party long and hard. I am going out to a night club in Ocean City Maryland, Seacrets! Its a really hot club. A lot of my friends are gonna be there to enjoy a night of dancing and cake and I might get a hotel room .. I dunno we will see haha.. but yeah :) If ya know where that is and ya wanna come.. then join my party. Help Celebrate my 23!

Signs Of Being Human
Ten Rules For Being Human, Cherie Carter-Scott Rule One: You will receive a body. You may love it or hate it, but it will be yours for the duration of your life on Earth. Rule Two: You will be presented with lessons. You are enrolled in a full-time informal school called 'life.' Each day in this school you will have the opportunity to learn lessons. You may like the lessons or hate them, but you have designed them as part of your curriculum. Rule Three: There are no mistakes, only lessons. Growth is a process of experimentation, a series of trials, errors, and occasional victories. The failed experiments are as much a part of the process as the experiments that work. Rule Four: A lesson is repeated until learned. Lessons will be repeated to you in various forms until you have learned them. When you have learned them, you can then go on to the next lesson. Rule Five: Learning does not end. There is no part of life that does not contain lessons. If you are alive, ther

Whats Up Today!
hey cherries, hows it going today? so much cooler here in eastern tennessee today, loven it!! well, some know what weekends mean to me, lol, so im going to just post a song title today to show im feeling...lmao "little rock" by reba mcentire have a good weekend cherries, cant wait to chat with all of ya again, and some of ya even more!!(got that CT hubby?????lol) hey all, wanted to let all know, me, like a few others, live way out incountry, and on dial up, so needless to say, cherry tap is very slow for us, so i dont want any of my friends here to think ive slighted them at all, its just after a bit, CT either freezes up so much i give up(lol) or booted and give up then....lol, but i try and say hi when i can, s dont think im a snob....lol hope everyone had a great weekend, i did, found a pretty cool swimmen hole, some TVA thing, over by anderson co park, (cant recall the long name...lol) but had a blast dunken kids, and yes, they got me back...dunked me alot to...lol. anyways....h

The Freak In Bed
Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label. If u dont repost this, u will have bad luck for as long as it says in your description!! VIRGO: The Whore Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.Great kisser. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. SCORPIO: The lover Can be mean somtimes. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

Time To Get On My Soap Box!!!
Stands up in front of you all apon my soapbox with things to say well kinda a rant about everything and nothing!!!! where do i start ok lets look at this last weekend live earth mmmmmmmmm save the palnet!!!!! save power!!!! etc..... anyone thought how much power was waysted putting on the show? all the broadcasting all the tvs around the world switched on watching a load of bands play !!!! dont get me wrong im all for this saving of the world but this is not a way forward !!!!hell it seems if we put on a big concert all will be ok!! errr no the problem is still there because its not that easy to cut down on our waysted power we all try in our own way but its industry thats the problem are they gonna stop and go green at a cost that they cant afford at the cost of jobs ? any way enough of that one lol........... next question where did all the money from the ticket sales go to lmao ? the workers around the word give there money while the artists give there time mmmmmmm hell you guy

2nd Place Now
I have just entered my first contest, will everybody please help me out and come comment bomb my pic? Here is the link http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=630153&albumid=444087&i=4267899147 I really appreciate all the help I can get Thank you

My Fucked Up World
Where is that girl that lived in your mind quite often you wanted to be more like her? She was a pony tail to your barrettes, an a-minus to your b-plus. When you threw like a girl she throw harder. She when went by your name and followed you everywhere find her. She took no fear of taking chances perhaps neither do you. She challenged you sometimes you took her up on it. When she couldn't stand still neither could you. She reminded you never to settle. When she got older tougher and smarter so did you. she gave you a fair warning she could achieve more then u but only if u let her. She said your doors would open if only you gave then a serious push. Where has she gone? The one inside who pushes you is she gone forever? Or is she rite here rite now! Looking through your eyes once again asking you if you have what it takes? Never forget that girl inside. The one who made you unafraid to try new things and take new risks. The one who instilled in you a hatred

Addiction - Highs & Lows (one Day At A Time)
Addiction - Highs & Lows (One Day At A Time) Today I feel numb, My poor children... god what have I become? Today I feel awakened, I will not give up, I will not be taken. Today I lose the thrills, No more powder, no more pills. Today I'm reaching out, Can anyone save me, can anyone help? Today I attended church. Abolished my sins, put Jesus first. Today the time is flying, I'm not wasted, I'm not crying. Today is one month sober, I feel good, I think the worst is over. Today I'm feeling weak, My head is pounding, it hurts to think. Today I'm fuckin' pacing, I need a fix, my body is shaking, Today I found your purse, I took some money before I felt any worse. Today I told you a lie, I said I left to find work, instead I got high. Today I feel numb, my poor children... god what have I become?

Love
Watching Looking Waiting Searching When will it happen? I miss it I want it I need it I long for it When will it happen? Is it even out there for me anymore? I haven't seen it in so long. I haven't felt it in so long. Wil it ever happen again?

The Person
Sitting in class, thinking about you. I can't get you off my mind. Your voice running through my head. The smile on my face when you call. The laughs we share everyday. the crying I have done over you saying goodnight everynight happy, sad or mad I can't wait for your touch Your eyes looking into mine Your soft loving words being whispered in my ear Your fingers running through my hair

To Make You Feel My Love...
When the rain is blowing in your face And the whole world is on your case I would offer you a warm embrace To make you feel my love When the evening shadows and the stars appear And there is no one to dry your tears I could hold you for a million years To make you feel my love I know you haven't made your mind up yet But I would never do you wrong I've known it from the moment that we met There's no doubt in my mind where you belong I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue I'd go crawling down the avenue There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do To make you feel my love The storms are raging on the rollin' sea Down the highway of regret The winds of change are blowing wild and free But you ain't seen nothing like me yet There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do Go to the ends of the earth for you Make you happy, make your dreams come true To make you feel my love

Memory
Dream with me, for I am nothing more than that fading memory, You try so hard to keep, but over time and trial I lose my glorious beauty. The wonder of my being so real to you once so long ago. A memory so clear like glass. You thought you might never forget the moment. You thought that each colour each smell would last in your senses forever. But alas, here I am faded and dull, as you strain to see me there. I am no longer the beautiful memory, but more a painful recolection. And you remember that you used to be able to see me clearly but yet can't recall what I was doing, or what happend. Your tears are sad to me, for I feel them too, why cant you see me and remember the moment we shared? For I am no longer with you. I can no longer make more memories. I must rely on the hope that somehow you remember my touch, eyes, skin, voice even smell. But here I watch you and I am faded. fading away, more each day, weeks pass and still I linger softly like a hazy shadow as you pull t

Random Thought
I was poking around trying to catch up on my curent events. It always helps when it comes up in conversation. I dont know why but it really struck me how out of control something really are. it reminded me of something Buroughs once wrote, " In the U.S. you have to either be a deviant or exist in extreme boredom...Make no mistake, all intellectuals are deviants in the U.S." Damn i love being an American :)

About Me
My First Baby Well ladies...this is for all the mommies in this world!!! My first child was when I was really young, and had to give up for adoption, so I am going to do this survey with my first child that stayed with me...... 1. WERE YOU MARRIED AT THE TIME? No 2. WHAT WERE YOUR REACTIONS? Scared and unsure 3. WAS ABORTION AN OPTION FOR YOU? Thought about it, but I couldnt bring myself to do it 4. HOW OLD WERE YOU? 20 5. HOW DID YOU FIND OUT YOU WERE PREGNANT? I pretty much knew when i was only 2 weeks along 6. WHO DID YOU TELL FIRST? My Mother 7. DID YOU WANT TO FIND OUT THE SEX? Yes, so we could SHOP 8. DUE DATE? July 15th 9. DID YOU DELIVER EARLY OR LATE? VERY LATE-Went into labor on August 22nd and had her on August 25th, 1998 10. DID YOU HAVE MORNING SICKNESS? YES- morning, noon and night until 6months along...It was almost like the switch got turned off...it was great!!! 11. WHAT DID YOU CRAVE? McDonalds like crazy, and mexican food 12

Today's Issues
Today.... I'm stuck at work, bored as hell. Today is my last day for the pay period to be stuck in the fiscal dept. Thank fucking god! The fiscal dept. is lame! Last night my fiance Dusty was driving me crazy by teasing me with some Harry Potter tidbits.... The bastard finished the book before me! Ok.... Today is my Mother's Birthday! Lucky her she turns 56... Love that woman to death... anyways... Last night I went home from work walking on a little bit of air... my day went well! Dusty then decided to sleep for 5 hours and after I watched the new really stupid show "Rock of Love" I descended back into my world of Harry Potter.... (yeah I already know I'm a dork, you don't have to tell me!) So anyways.... then Dusty decides to wake up and of course since I'm a bitter woman I begin to argue with him, for not paying attention to me.... The night ends with a happy ending, and I went to bed around 2 am.... Had a very very hard time getting up today... Hopefully I'll be able to ta

My Stuff
I went tubing again. Yeah, so happy about that. I went to Big Rapids, never been there before. I had so much fun. I went with people I love and care about. My baby, my girl Xiomara, and old and new friends. (Shout out to D, honey I Luv U, we almost lost ya, but we got you...LOL) So far, I know I love the outdoors, I just find it so fascinating, so what sometimes it's kind of dangerous, so far it's been fun. I can't wait to go camping. Any one wanna go? LOL I'd post pictures but I couldn't take the camera, it's currently down. But I will post pictures of my crazy get together on Friday night. Luv, Barbie Hey Friends, Just wanted to let you know I uploaded some new pictures...Check them out and leave some luv. -Barbie So once again I find myself in a situation where I don't know what to do, how to feel, or even worse, how to act. Between love and money problems...I'm just done with it. I wish I could pick up and leave, and start a new life. I know! that would

Radio
http://thenewoz.proboards51.com you can find a link to the station here if you wanna listen in. Much Love The Tinman Hey guys if you love music check out my Radio Show heres the link http://www.synnradio.com/index4.html so check it out! Much Love The Tinman Its dj_tennman@hotmail.com add me if you wanna chat or want me to play you a tune on my show.

What A Girl Really Means
When I run away from you, follow me. When I pout my lips, kiss me. When I kick, hug me tight. When I call you crazy, I'm crazy about you. When I am silent, I'm thinking of how to say I love you. When I ignore you, I want all of your attention. When I pull away, grab me by the waist & tell me you'll never let me go. When you see me in my sweats, tell me I'm beautiful. When I scream at you, whisper "I love you" in my ear. When you see me walking, sneak up behind me & rest my head on your shoulder. If I don't call you, I'm waiting by the phone for your call. When I'm scared, hold me by the waist. When I look like something's the matter, kiss me & say everything will be alright. While I hold your hands, play with my fingers. This is what a girl really means! I promise you my love I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always t

"winners Make Things Happen -- Losers Let Things Happen."
Someone sent me this today and I thought I should pass it on....""Someone will always be prettier.Some will always be smarter.Some of their houses will be bigger.Some will drive a better car.Their children will do better in school.And their husband will fix more things around the house.So let it go,and love you and your circumstances.Think about it!The prettiest woman in the world can have hell in her heart.And the most highly favored woman on your job may be unable to have children.And the richest woman you know, she's got the car, the house, the clothes -- might be lonely.And the word says, "If I have not Love, I am nothing."So, again, love you.Love who you are.Look in the mirror in the morning and smile and say,"I am too blessed to be stressed and too anointed, to be disappointed!""Winners make things happen -- Losers let things happen."Be "blessed" ladies --and pass this on to encourage another woman."To the world you might be one person,but to the one person you just sent this to,

Entertainment
Have u ever tried to be stripper? What do u think about that? That is very interesting for me. Do you like to play games on your PC? I wanna find "Driver". can someone send it to me? Most of ppl don't make diffenren about porn and erotic, and i wanna help u. here u r... Pornography, sometimes shortened to porn, is, in its broadest state, the explicit representation of the human body or sexual activity with the goal of sexual arousal and/or sexual relief. It is similar to erotica, which is the use of sexually-arousing imagery used mainly for artistic purpose. Over the past few decades, an immense industry for the production and consumption of pornography has grown, due to emergence of the VCR, the DVD, and the Internet, as well as the emergence of more tolerant social attitudes. In general, "erotica" refers to portrayals of sexually arousing material that hold or aspire to artistic or historical merit, whereas "pornography" often connotes the prurient depiction of sexual acts, wit

Following My Heart
This is what I want. I want you to love me an hold me tell you care. Show that through the tough times u will always be there. Let me care for u at all times . Show me that your happy to be mine. Love me with all your heart hold me close so we don’t ever part. I want a lover a friend and more maybe you be all this over time. I want a family so true that doesn’t give up when things get blue I want you to hold me when I cry an kiss me good night. I want to look in your eyes an make love to you all night. I want us to forget our past and move on with our future. I don’t want you to walk away cause you don’t have the money to stay. Money is nothing more then an deadly sin that likes to tear the love from with in. I am not one who thinks money makes the world go round in fact I think it more brings it down ... Yes money may buy you all your material things but life with out love is a tragic thing. So I will stay living following my heart ,cause life with love is much m

Searching
Searching For Best Friend Searching Loading !!!!!!!!!! 10% !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!50% !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 100% Searching done Result = You Searching For Love Searching Loading !!!!!!!!!! 10% !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 50% !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 100% Searching Done Result - YOU You are my every dream. You are my every desire. You can take the ashes of my passion, And create a fire. The fire that is my passion, Can give you warmth. The fire that is my passion, Can give you light. The fire that is my passion, Can last forever, If only it is treated right. And that light can help you see, My love for you deep within me.

Just Something To Be Reminded Of..
Smoke and mirrors can be awfully fun, but every now and then you need to check behind those lovely illusions and make sure your feet are still on the ground. If they are, go ahead and enjoy those daydreams.

My Words
life is what we give and put into it they say in the end all the pieces to the puzzle will fit what if a piece of the puzzle gets lost in the game so many people want the puzzle to be completed with fame that could be the piece of the puzzle that gets lost maybe you decided to give up and that was the piece you tossed in life you cant loose faith or let it become to low you must live life day by day and go with the flow dont give up on your dreams and in the end the puzzle will fit like i said, life is what we give and put into it EVERY LITTLE GIRLS DREAM what is the meaning of life? every little girls dream is to grow up and be the perfect wife. what if thats not the way they want to live, but they have undivided love that they will give? every little girls dream is to grow up and have a family of their own, but what if their mind changes when they are grown? every little girls dream is to grow up and have a baby, but what happens when the doctor tells t

Wisdom
Wisdom "...we need to abandon the idea that wisdom is knowing everything—the whys, the wherefores, the how-tos. Wisdom is often more subtle, both far simpler and exceedingly more complex. For wisdom requires the discerning, the listening to, the acknowledgement of nudges and notions, of senses and sensations, of the minute and what we often mistakenly assume is the mundane. Wisdom means listening to the still, small voice, the whisper that can be easily lost in the whirlwind of busyness, expectations, and conventions of the world....” -- Jean M. Blomquist “Nine-tenths of wisdom is appreciation. Go find somebody’s hand and squeeze it, while there’s time.” -- Dale Dauten “To finish the moment, to find the journey’s end in every step of the road, to live the greatest number of good hours, is wisdom.” -- Ralph Waldo Emerson

Korn's New Album
Korn’s eighth studio album released today by Virgin Records! The new untitled album features the hit single, “Evolution”. Be sure to get your copy now! Something for all you Korn fans. Got it and it kicks!!! A must get!!!

Funnies
Jennifer watched as the cashier rang up her purchases. "Cash, check or charge?" she asked after folding the items Jennifer had bought. As Jennifer fumbled for her wallet, the cashier noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse. "Do you always carry around your TV remote?" the cashier asked. "No," she replied. "But my husband refused to come shopping with me, so I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him." * 1-star hangover No pain. No real feeling of illness. You sleep in your own bed and when you wake up, there are no traffic cones in there with you. You are still able to function relatively well on the energy stored up from all those vodka and Red Bulls. However, you can drink 10 bottles of water and still feel as parched as the Sahara. Even vegetarians crave a cheeseburger and a basket of fries. ** 2-star hangover No pain, but something is definitely amiss. You may look okay but you have the attention span and mental c

Slightly Useless Junk
For two weeks.. at least from Fubar. Going to the coast and Lake Tahoe. Be sure to send me lots of emails! ILLEGAL ALIEN "CONTRIBUTIONS" TO THE U.S. 2006 (First Quarter) INS/FBI Statistical Report on Undocumented Immigrants CRIME 95 % of Warrants in LOS ANGELES are for ILLEGAL ALIENS 83 % of Warrants for MURDER in Phoenix Arizona are FOR ILLEGAL ALIENS 86 % of Warrants for MURDER in Albuquerque New Mexico are for ILLEGAL ALIENS 75 % of those on the most wanted list in Los Angeles, Phoenix, Albuquerque are ILLEGAL ALIENS 24.9 % OF ALL INMATES in California detention centers are Mexican Nationals here ILLEGALLY 40.1 % of all inmates in Arizona detention centers are Mexican Nationals here ILLEGALLY 29 % (630,000) Convicted ILLEGAL ALIENS felons fill our state and federal prisons at the cost of $1.5 Billion Annually 53 % Plus of all investigated burglaries reported in California, New Mexico, Nevada, Arizona and Texa

Most Seductive Eyes Contest
Hey Everyone! If you get time will you please show me some love and help me out in this contest with rates and comments! Thank you all so much! Hey ya'll! I know its been awhile since i been online like a week or so actually...i just got back to where i can get online and i am behind in this contest! Can ya'll help me out please??? Thanks so much!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Military Support
You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.You go to the mall and get your hair redone.He

Wanting To Say
I want to make your heart beat just for me I want to love you for eternity I’ve looked for so long for a love that is this strong Then you came my way and brighten each an everyday I want to make your heart beat just for me Cause you an I was meant to be I have loved before but felt so cheated You are the one I always needed….

Because Of Your Love...
Baby I don't understand How just the touch Of your hand Can make me Feel invincible Do you know just Where you take me? Do you how high You make me? I need your kiss Like oxygen With your arms Warm around me When your eyes look Deep into me It's un-stopable Baby anything is possible Everything I wanna be Any dream I wanna dream I can, because of your love Anywhere I ever go With all of my heart I know I am the man I am Because of your love Don't know how I lived before you Now I live to Explore you Take me to your Secret world I could swim in your Deep blue passion Or I could feel your love Come crashing over me And bless me Whether you're right By my side Whether you and I Are a million miles apart I can always feel you In my heart

Life
Hurricane Dean passed Jamaica's south coast on Sunday afternoon/evening. It was devastating. Numerous houses suffered extensive damages caused by heavy winds which were, at times, up to100mph. There was heavy rainfall which caused low lying areas to be flooded. Cleanup excercises are now underway. The island is now under a state of public emergency as there are many areas that are still without electricity and water. GOD help us all....

6900 To Level
hes a new lervler but he has me impressed already.He wont stop until the level up is finished.He reminds me of doing88. To those are not working on the God Father challenge show him some love Perfictcircle-CT DADDY to Easttnchic69@ fubar

Trying To Keep Head Up
I keep breathing in this life that hurts I keep eating this poison dessert I keep waking up in this nightmarish dream I keep walking the halls of satanic screams I keep breathing this life as it always has been I keep wondering is there more in life than this awful sin?

Make You
My warm body wrapping gently around yours Arms moving to drape over your shoulders Legs moving to wrap around your waist My body presses tightly against you Your dark eyes seem to lighten As I softly press my lips to yours for a kiss My tongue gently slides into your mouth I taste you and tease you I run the tip of my tongue around your lips Then brush the corners of your mouth Leaning my head down I softly kiss your neck My soft full lips engulfing your bare skin as I lower down on to my knees I slide you out an take you in my velvet mouth as I go so long and so sweet it'll make you shiver and maybe even weep………

The Things I Love About You
The Things I Love About You © By Nicole M. Goretzke Your eyes, they were the first thing I noticed about you. They captured my soul. In the first second You looked at me As a woman I was yours. Your smile, It lights up my life, Brings me more peace Than the rain. I could melt in that smile. I fall in love with you All over again Every time I see it. Your fingertips, The way they linger On my skin, So gently I can barely feel them Sometimes. Other times smoothing over My body like a sheath. Your hands, That show me your love In a way that words Never could. They bring me safety and steadiness. Thank you for that. Your body, The way it holds my attention, The way your every nuance Makes me want you even more than The last time I saw you. I love all these things about you, But what I love the most, Is the You I fell in love with. The You that makes me feel like I can do and be anything I want to. The You that lets me know That I

For All Those Stoners Out There!
'Hello Dr. Greenthumb, paging Dr. Greenthumb!' Hello my name is Dr. Greenthumb I'd like to tell you just where I'm from In the hills where the trees grow wild with weed fields The fucking pigs with shields holding the blue steels Greenhouse effect with the weed connect (Doctor) DEA can't keep Greenthumb in check (Doctor!) HPS, God Bless the whole crop Please God, don't let me see no cops Trunkload, ready to hit the highway Don't let the eye in the sky fly my way or we gonna have big trouble, that's no shit Can't be growin without no permit but fuck that, I study the 215 trip That way when they come they can suck my dick Weed can't grow without attention Hello my name is Dr. Greenthumb Chorus: Hello my name is Dr. Greenthumb Hello my name is Dr. Greenthumb! I'd like to tell you just where I'm from Hello my name is Dr. Greenthumb Hello my name is Dr. Greenthumb Hello my name is Dr. Greenthumb! I'd like to tell you just where I'm from Aiyyo Dr. Green

No More Ducks At The Pisser
BEIJING (Reuters) - Food stalls attached to Beijing's public toilets will be removed in good time for next year's Olympics, state media said Saturday. Complaints over toilets with poor sanitation and toilet operators turning them into commercial operations led to the ban, which comes into force in October. "It is not proper to sell soft drinks or snacks right at the toilets," the Beijing News said, citing sources within the Beijing Municipal Administration Commission. "The city authorities also plan to publish a toilet guide, provide toilet information over the telephone and the Internet and erect more road signs to help toilet users." Billboards near toilets will also be banned, Xinhua news agency said. Notoriously polluted Beijing is cleaning up its act before it hosts the Olympics. It has also announced crackdowns on spitting and smelly taxis.

Leaving
I will be deleting my account in the near future. I have been doing so thinking, and I have realize something about this account. If you aren’t in the in coward or in a clique, or some chick showing her tits, no one wants anything to do with you. And the ones who usually don’t. So I am leaving. I have meet a few nice people on here, but most are fucktards, drama queens, and cowards. Have a nice life. Real life has been more fun and less drama. Beside in real life I don't have to take a bouncer ID check everytime I do something.

Fossils Challenge Old Evoluton Theory
Associated Press Fossils Challenge Old Evoluton Theory By SETH BORENSTEIN 08.08.07, 5:30 PM ET WASHINGTON - Surprising research based on two African fossils suggests our family tree is more like a wayward bush with stubby branches, challenging what had been common thinking on how early humans evolved. The discovery by Meave Leakey, a member of a famous family of paleontologists, shows that two species of early human ancestors lived at the same time in Kenya. That pokes holes in the chief theory of man's early evolution - that one of those species evolved from the other. And it further discredits that iconic illustration of human evolution that begins with a knuckle-dragging ape and ends with a briefcase-carrying man. The old theory is that the first and oldest species in our family tree, Homo habilis, evolved into Homo erectus, which then became human, Homo sapiens. But Leakey's find suggests those two earlier species lived side-by-side about 1.5 million years a

Leveling Up :d
Ok...much love to everyone that has taken the time to rate my pics....I do my best to return the love but sometimes need a swift kick in the ass....so if I have not rated you (and your page doesn't boot me) then please let me know....I'm a nice girl that truly DOES my best to return the love! ALSO - if you haven't rated my stash - go take a look-see. I have oodles of video's..some recent..some from yester-year and some to just make you smile. I'll be in and out through out the weekend....so gimme LUV! Thanks, my peeps! MUAHZ!

Holiday
hi to all who decide to read this i have had 2 and half weeks off from work and i thought that i would be able to spend more time getting to know most of my friends and family members on here but in the first couple of days i was distracted by a member on here and have kept away just popping on now and then i am now due back to work on monday and i will be back on here alot more from then. the person will not be named but they upset me a great deal and i did not think anyone would do that again. there is one person on here which i would love to get to know more than ever but would not work out as that person doesn't think the same or at least thats what i think. the person is no longer on any of my lists and am straightening the problem out.sorry for the moaning but thats how i feel thanks for listening keep safe

A Perfect Dream!
I had a perfect dream this morning. It was so great, it felt real. It was about me going and visiting my boyfriend for the very first time. This is how my dream went: "I was surrounded by water. I remember seeing water. I also remember seeing a walk-way across the water. I saw my boyfriend riding his bike to his house. I was beyond him on foot. Next thing I knew is that I'm inside his house. I remember looking out the front door and seeing water again. There was someone sitting outside, but I don't know who it was. I also remember that it was night time. So, I closed the front door. I walk to the kitchen. My boyfriend's mom was in there. We said something, but I don't remember what was said. Then, I fellow my boyfriend into a huge room that had like 2 rooms together. He was showing me some tv's. Then, I layed down between two beds. He was sitting down on one bed and I was leaning against that bed too. Then I got up and layed half of my body on that bed. I layed my arm out and he was

Life
Just what makes a Great person? A great Leader? A Great Lover? This is what I think, but I want to know what YOU think! A great person: A great person, for me, is one who has no fear and no regret. They are compassionate to all people and equally patient with those who resist unjustly. A Great Leader: He/She should care equally about all people in all nations, not just the country assigned to that person. They should care about all opinions and follow only their own reasoning powers. They shouldn't fall to black mail, or crush under pressure and should be fair but just. A Great lover: A great Lover is someone who, to me, is sensitive and strong, who is willing to defy the odds to win. Someone who will always suprise you and never leave you. Someone who should care about you with all their heart.

Strange People
Ok please read from bottom up!!! this man was strange strange strange! Zin57: lol...i like you ->Zin57: i am not into anal never said i was!! do you like anal? being the reciever? Zin57: tell me how deep are you into anal? ->Zin57: why what? Zin57: why... ->Zin57: i do not know..i'm not doing anything just sitting here Zin57: whu do u arouse me so much? ->Zin57: what? Zin57: question ->Zin57: nope just here Zin57: msn? ->Zin57: i dont have yahoo Zin57: what is ur yahoo? ->Zin57: why? Zin57: i have so many question to ask..lol ->Zin57: still thats just not right Zin57: i never saw on as sexy as you look to me ->Zin57: and why would you do that? i am curious as to why u would ask someone you have never spoken to before that question Zin57: yes ->Zin57: did u ask if i was into anal? Zin57: your charm took my breath out ->Zin57: excuse me? Zin57: are u into anal?

Thanks Everyone
Thanks everyone for an awesome day.Thank you to all of you that kicked in to get The God Father done and helped on the rest of the level ups.Its been along day for all of us..So the rest of the night is yours. We do have another God Father coming up in the next 2 days shes a levler so please be watching.Ill let you all know early in the morning so everyone has rates..Have a great night..Much love and respect.

A Question
Iposed this question to some of the ladies I work with and would like to get other feedback on it.The question is "How would you feel to know that you are the object of someones masterbation fantisies?"

115,000 To Godfather
COMEON EVERYONE .. SHES GOT OVER 1200 PICTURES A TON OF STASH .WE CAN GET THIS DONE..TOMMOROW IS MY BIRTHDAY AND I WILL BE TAKING THE DAY OFF THE FIRST DAY OFF FROM LEVELING IN 11 MONTHS,......GO SHOW HER SOME LOVE We have a Fubar close to God father with 4 Happy hours coming up tonight.Lets get her over to a God Mother. Shes got about 115,000 to go..Show her some love. Shes got a lot of pictures and Stash to rate. Show her some love. Pєяĸy Mя. Đ's Wife Owner of the O.C.L Tracy's FU- Mistress@ fubar

Help!! Woman Trouble!!
HELP!!! I have a girl that won't leave me alone, she calls me about 4 or 5 times a week. All she wants is sex! That was cool and all but now I have a girlfriend! We dated for a little while and it was all about the sex!! ha-ha After we stopped dating we still made time for a "booty call" a few times a week. I have tried everything I can think of, yet she still calls and begs for it and she's got a BF! She's a nut!!! :-p My GF thinks it's funny and so did I at first, but it's getting old!! Don't really want to cut all ties with her because of a promise I made to her about always being there for as a friend. She does have any friends besides me and 2 other people! I'm lost!! Any ideas??

30,000 To Godfather
HELP!!!!!!!!!!! ALOT HAVE MAXED RATES..HES THIS CLOSE im going to make this simple.. something for everyone to rate lotsa women for you guys..hes got funny stuff.. †hΓøä†ƒäωk™@ fubar

Toddlers, With Parental Consent, Can Marry In Arkansas
LITTLE ROCK, Ark. -- Thanks to one little misplaced word, it appears that people of any age can legally be married in Arkansas, with parental consent. Lawmakers said a law passed this year would even allow infants to be married if their parents agree. And that may force the governor to call a special session to fix the mistake. The bill's sponsor said the legislation was intended to establish 18 as the minimum age to marry -- but also let pregnant teenagers marry with parental consent. An extraneous "not" in the bill, however, allows anyone who is not pregnant to marry at any age if the parents allow it. A commission that fixes typographical and technical errors in laws had tried to correct the mistake, but a group of legislators argued that the commission went beyond its powers. The Legislature is not scheduled to meet again until January -- of 2009. Copyright 2007 by The Associated Press. All rights reserved. This material may not be published, broadcast, rewritten

Funny As Hell
FINALLY, THE 5 ANSWERS WE HAVE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR: Q: WHAT ARE THE SMALL BUMPS AROUND A WOMAN'S NIPPLES FOR? A: It's Braille for "suck here". Q: WHAT IS AN AUSTRALIAN KISS? A: It's the same as a French kiss, but "down under." Q: WHAT DO YOU DO WITH 365 USED CONDOMS? A: Melt them down, make a tire, and call it a Goodyear!!! Q: WHY WERE HURRICANES NORMALLY NAMED AFTER WOMEN? A: Because when they come, they're wild and wet.... But when they go, they take your house and car with them. Q: WHY DO GIRLS RUB THEIR EYES WHEN THEY GET UP IN THE MORNING? A: Because they don't have any balls to scratch. Thought for the day: What is a man's Ultimate embarrassment? Answer: Running into a wall with an erection and breaking his nose

Loss For Words
I sit hear staring at the picture of you and I can't help but to miss everything about you. I know you and I have had our ups and downs and I would trade it for the world but I also know you are tired and will soon be gone. I have seen it and now I am prepared for it though you told me a short time ago that i would lose you, I see now empty words. I love you and I am trying to hold on but if you want to be free,I will let you go but I will be gone forever. I love you.

My Love
I learned a very important lesson Thursday. Don't ever take someone you love for granted. It only takes a second and that person could be gone forever. A couple weeks ago Matt and I got in a fight over the phone. We both got really angry and hung up without telling each other "I love you" ( BIG MISTAKE)!!!!! Later on that day I started thinking about how I wouldn't be able to handle it if something happened to him and I never got to say " I love you". So I wrote him a message telling him I was sorry and that I loved him. I didn't know if he had read or not. This past Thursday Matt was injured in Iraq. From what Srgt.s say everyone who was in the truck is lucky to be alive. The lead truck (Mat) hit an IED and the whole front of the Hum v was blown off. I got the phone call at 11:00 pm Thursday. Alll I could think was "OMG I didn't tell him I loved him". I would not have been able to live with myself if our "last" conversation was a fight. He deserves to hear I love you regardless of the

A Couple Of Secrets For You...
1. I HATE MY EARS! 2. I HATE MY NOSE! 3. I DON'T THINK WE EVER LANDED ON THE MOON! 4. EVOLUTION..YEAH RIGHT WE DIDN'T EVOLVE FROM APES!! 5. DON'T BELIEVE IN THE BIG BANG THEORY! 6. I'M AFRAID OF THE DARK..SERIOUSLY! 7. I WAS AN INNOCENT BYSTANDER IN A SHOOTOUT, AND I WATCHED A MAN DIE..I STILL HAVE NIGHTMARES ABOUT IT! 8. I HAVE ALOT OF PHOBIAS..LIKE DEEP WATER, TIGHT SPACES, SNAKES, BEING AROUND AIRPLANES, OR ON BOATS. 9. I THINK OF MYSELF AS WEIRD INDIVIDUAL. 10.I AM A VERY SHY PERSON, WITH VERY LOW SELF ESTEEM ISSUES! GUESS THAT'S ENOUGH SECRETS FOR NOW...I HOPE YOU ENJOYED THEM...LEAVE ME A COMMENT K!

First One
I am scrambling around trying to get kids ready to start school in a week.I need to get my truck ready for inspection by sept. 1st and for some added fun I entered a contest on the FU. It is my first one and will probably be my last. The contest runs till Aug. 27th and I am way behind. I would love to give my friends 11's. If ya bored check it out Make sure you give Cappy sum luv too! *HUGS*

Crazy Shit!
This is the story of like 4 motherfuckers that were living together and lived the life that all bachelors should.Beer,booze,wild ass parties, in house drunken weddings and straight up debauchery those were the days.We brought everything to the table as a group,like attitude,brawling and occasional acts of kindness to those who deserved it.We couldn't be separated for shit!No one could understand how we were so different as individuals be able to get along so well.One of the crew was from Benson Hurst,another from Wichita Kansas,the third was from the state of Missouri,and myself from P-cola Florida the home of category 5 hurricanes. It was some times, we were all stationed on the USS Theodore Roosevelt.We had been to foreign ports and had a hell of a timebetween anti American rallies and putting the locals in the infirmaries nearby to rolling thru the streets drunker than shit and yelling at the local girls. Well long story short I was contacted by the other missing comrades.It

All Of Me!!
~**ALL~OF~ME~!! I'm so tired of being the "ONE", the one who every one hates. Listening to all their childish fears. If they are not gonna be a friend I wish they would just leave, leave me alone. Their presence still lingers, and it won't leave me alone. The pain is to real and the pain will never heal. Time can not erase all the bad, it only gets worse. When you cried I was there to wipe your trears, and held your hand through all the pain. No matter what it seems you still have all of me. Now you have bound me with the life you left behind. I've tried so hard to tell myself you are gone even though you was with me I was alone all a long. I thought you was real, but all you did was make me feel broken. I love the way you laugh, and I held you high and felt all your pain and sorrow. I keep a photograph of our happiness, and I don't feel right when you are gone away. I don't feel you near. The worst is over now, now I can breathe again. There is so much for you t

Babe
im sorry for all the pain ive caused u ive been nothing but a bad girlfriend to you...always argueing....fighting....i cant take it anymore....espacially ur pushing me away...i told u i would never hurt you and i ment it...i love you with all of my heart....and i love those kids as if they were mine....and i havent been able to meet u yet....this distance between us is killing me....we cant even do what couples do...u know hug kiss shit like that....its tearing me apart....and ur at the point where u need me the most and i cant even be there for you....i just wanted to tell u im sorry and that i love you

'i Don't Have The Words To Say Thanks'
Mt. Lebanon church members give time, money to help Marine injured overseas 'I don't have the words to say thanks' Sunday, August 26, 2007 By Joe Fahy, Pittsburgh Post-Gazette An emotional Dawn and Tony Gower, left, join relatives and friends in prayer in their Bethel Park home yesterday. From left are Dawn and Tony Gower, Tony's son Andrew; friend and fellow Marine Kyle Ferkett of Pleasant Hills; Ron Niedermeyer, Dawn's brother-in-law; Candace Celento, Dawn's daughter; and Michelle Niedermeyer, Dawn's sister and Ron's wife. Recovering from war injuries suffered in Iraq, Sgt. Anthony Gower has been unable to make needed repairs to his Bethel Park home, a dream his wife, Dawn, has cherished for years. That dream was realized yesterday as they witnessed the efforts made by strangers to transform the home. "I don't have the words to say thanks for what you guys have done," Sgt. Gower, a Marine reservist, said as he stood hand-in-hand with his wife in a living room fre

Ben Steins Column
For many years Ben Stein wrote a biweekly column called "Monday Night At Morton's." (Morton's is a famous chain of Steakhouses known to be frequented by movie stars and famous people from around the globe.) Now, Ben is terminating the column to move on to other things in his life. Reading his final column is worth a few minutes of your time. Ben Stein's Last Column... ============================================ As I begin to write this, I "slug" it, as we writers say, which means I put a heading on top of the document to identify it. This heading is "eonlineFINAL," and it gives me a shiver to write it. I have been doing this column for so long that I cannot even recall when I started. I loved writing this column so much for so long I came to believe it would never end. It worked well for a long time, but gradually, my changing as a person and the world's change hav e overtaken it. On a small scale, Morton's, while better than ever, no longer attracts as many stars as it u

Wine Versus Water
It has been scientifically proven that if we drink one litre of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than one kilo of escherichia coli bacteria found in faeces, in other words, water-drinkers are consuming one kilo of poop each year. However, we do not run that risk when drinking wine, rum, whiskey, vodka, beer or other liquors because alcohol has to go through a distillation process of boiling, filtering and fermenting. It is better to drink wine and talk shit than to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information; I am doing it as a public service.

True Feelings
The Gift I don't have much to give you in the way of material things. But then, I have never been a material person . . . so it wouldn't matter much anyway. I do have something to give you, though . . . and I hope you accept this gift with joy. I have chosen not to wrap it . . . I want it to be presented to you as pristine as can be. And anyway, decorations or wrappings would certainly ruin the effect. And so it is . . . that I stand before you . . . unclothed, but surprisingly, unashamed of my nakedness. You have already captured a piece of my heart, and you have captivated my soul. The only thing left for me to present to you is my very being . . . and I do that willingly, happily, and most of all . . . lovingly. Standing before you . . . watching your every movement . . . seeing the desire in your eyes for the very first time. I don't believe in all of my life, I have ever witnessed a moment as beautiful as this. Neither one of us can speak . . . and we ar

I'm Sorry
I wanna apologize to everyone that was affected by my actions Wednesday night. I let things get out of hand and i hurt people i really care about. And to those people i want you to know that i love you and i'm really sorry. I never meant for it to happen the way it did. And for those of you that are deeper into it than others (and you know who you are) i'm really sorry. i will make it up to you. i never meant to hurt you...and no matter what happens from now on..i will always love you. don't forget that. i just hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me cause it was something i couldn't control at that point.

What Blasphemy Can Do!!
Death is certain but the Bible speaks about untimely death! Make a personal reflection about this..... Very interesting, read until the end..... It is written in the Bible (Galatians 6:7): "Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap. Here are some men and women who mocked God : John Lennon (Singer): Some years before, during his interview with an American Magazine, he said: "Christianity will end, it will disappear. I do not have to argue about that. I am certain. Jesus was ok, but his subjects were too simple, Today we are more famous than Him" (1966). Lennon, after saying that the Beatles were more famous than Jesus Christ, was shot six times. Tancredo Neves (President of Brazil ): During the Presidential campaign, he said if he got 500,000 votes from his party, not even God would remove him from Presidency. Sure he got the votes, but he got sick a day before being made President, then h

Thejim's Blog
In the darkness comes the light Life becomes death then becomes life One is not always the loneliest number, but sometimes the most painful Victory can be obtained if you really want it Everyone need someone they can trust You are not tainted, but you are no angel either Of course the ends don't always mean a means to a end Undefeated you must always think of yourself as Turn that frown upside down and you will find your smile Always remember your friend to the north In case you forget he's way north of you, like 15 hours & 39 minutes away from you Never give up on yourself Try to live the life you were meant to have Every defeat can be a victory if you try Don't forget the love

Poem For The Day...9-4-07
My Dream by Brian M. Cassata She is my dream within a dream The warmth to comfort my heart Her love a symphony to my soul Played from the strings of a harp. Her passion felt through her lips Her beauty, seen beyond the eye Her touch is so warm and gentle Her love, fulfills my heart inside. She caresses my mind and body With her so tender loving touch Her love brings me a happiness Into my life that I enjoy so much. Her love like a rose in the winter Our love is so beautiful and rare I will capture our every moment And every memory we will share.

One Wish
if there was no tomorrow what i would change to make today better, say a prayer for those in need, lend a helping hand or being greatful for the things i have. Appreciating the beauty in the world and painting over the ugly that i see. what would i change i would change me! as the morning sun rises, and my eyes begin to flicker open to a new day. a day of discovery, adventure, and love . as i lift my self from the bed and think of all these things and the task, i anxiousy arise to achieve my dreams for that day. I set ou to make my mark in the world saying i was here and done my best. hello world it is time to wake up and do the same!

Friends
I NEED U AS MY FRIENDS TO HELP ME OUT,LOOK AT MY PICS, RATE THEM, COMMENT ON THEM,BECAUSE I AM FEELING LIKE I AM GIVING AND NO ONE IS SHOWING ME LOVE,IF I AM ONLINE AND I SEE ONE OF MY FRIENDS,FANS,FAMILY,I TRY TO GET BACK TO U, EVEN IF ITS A WEEK LATER. WHEN I SAY MY FRIENDS ARE MY FRIENDS I MEAN IT,IF YOU DON'T WONT TO BE MY FRIEND PLEASE TAKE ME OFF UR LIST. THE REST I LUV YOU MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes SOME OF YOU NO WHAT FRIENDSHIP IS,AND MOST OF YOU DONT,WELL I AM GOING TO A BAD TIME I AM IN A BAD WAY AND ONLY 6 FRIENDS WROTE ME AND ARE HELPING ME THROUGH THIS,THAT MAKES ME SAD AND IF YOU ARE GOING TO TREAT ME LIKE I AM JUST POINTS I GOING TO BLOCK YOU,BECAUSE UR ARE NOT MY FRIEND MySpace Comments & MySpace Layouts

Oops, I Did It Again.
Omg! My second blog in as many days. What the hell is wrong with me? That was rhetorical by the way, lol. For some reason, my man period is working over drive. My tolerance for certain things seems to be non-existent as of late. So, what’s my gripe today? Profiles. So, hard at work this morning as usual. (no comment please) I was glancing over a few interesting looking profiles. I seem to have noticed a cry for “read my profile, read my profile” from many people on the sight, yet when I get there, I find a page filled full of pre-done surveys or horoscopes or a ghastly link to a myspace page. But absolutely nothing written by them, about them. WTF! Here’s my point. A plea even. Write something in your damned profile. Not your life story, but a little tid bit. Maybe capture our interest with something other than a cleavage shot. Ok, I feel better. Toodles. You don’t have to go home, but you cant stay here.

Street Party
Cherry Blossom Street Party We were at the Cherry Blossom Festival for the street party. We'd been going from stage to stage listen to all the different bands, dancing here and there and making out in between. We were both getting pretty horny; walking around we found ourselves at the old train terminal. We walked around the corner of the building and started making out hot and heavy. I was wearing a sundress and you had your hand under the skirt of it rubbing my pussy through my panties. "We gotta find somewhere more secluded" you say and take my hand and lead me around be hind the building. There's not a lot of light on this side and there's a door, you try it to see if it will open but of course it's locked. You grab me and push me back against the door, your mouth crushing down on mine and your hands pulling up my dress again. this time you slip your hand in my panties and your finger between the lips of my pussy, when you find my clit I moan and hook my lift my leg a little

14,000 To Level
We got levelers maxing out all over the place. Please if you can help rate go show love. Please only rate blog so i know who is helping. This is the last high one for the night.. And may be it.. Thanks for all the love you showed today. ~Suze~@ fubar

Beautiful
Take my hand and you will see just how true your dreams can be. You have my heart....I feel I'm near to yours..... Every day that passes....every minute that goes by seems like forever because I can't touch you or hold your hand in mine.... But then again every minute that ticks away brings us one minute closer together. I call you Beautiful.....that's the way I see you...that's the way I feel you in the special place that is only for you in my heart. I will see you that way always..... Beautiful.

Behold The Sea
Behold The Sea by Jerry Caldwell Behold the sea, the mighty restless sea! Behold the strand of battered rock and sand! The endless fight between the sea and man! Behold the sea! Through wind and storm the foaming breakers roar What of the man who waits upon the shore? What of the man you hold forevermore? Behold the sea! Rolling along in the starlight Restless, plentiful and strong Rolling along in the moonlight Surf and spray shining in the sun Behold the sea, the mighty restless sea! Behold the strand of battered rock and sand! The endless fight between the sea and man! Behold the sea!

Remember
Do you remember where you were when the world stopped turning on that September day ? Stop and take a moment....remember all of our fallen heroes that gave their lives that day, doing what they were called to do... Stop and take a moment....remember all the lives that were lost... Stop and take a moment....remember all of our men and women that have sacrificed their lives fighting over there, for what we have here... Stop and take a moment....remember to thank our Marines, Sailors, Soldiers, and Airmen for your freedom... Stop and take a moment....remember that freedom is not free... Stop and take a moment....remember that everything we have, is because of the blood, sweat, and tears of a Marine, Sailor, Soldier or Airmen... Stop and take a moment....to remember, to be thankful....

The Hojo Cronicles
Darryl Worley - Have You Forgotten I hear people saying we don't need this war I say there's some things worth fighting for What about our freedom and this piece of ground? We didn't get to keep 'em by backing down They say we don't realize the mess we're getting in Before you start preaching Let me ask you this my friend CHORUS 1 Have you forgotten how it felt that day To see your homeland under fire And her people blown away? Have you forgotten when those towers fell? We had neighbors still inside Going through a living hell And you say we shouldn't worry 'bout Bin Laden Have you forgotten? They took all the footage off my T.V. Said it's too disturbing for you and me It'll just breed anger that's what the experts say If it was up to me I'd show it every day Some say this country's just out looking for a fight After 9/11 man I'd have to say that's right CHORUS 1 Have you forgotten how it felt that day To see your homeland under fire And her people blo

Who I Am
well one person can and will be one person no matter how much you try and change them into something theyre not.. so if you think you have the power of making a person become some sort of painting or a toy or maybe even just a habbit cuz you think you have them where you want them ..THINK AGAIN..things happen for a reason crap isnt at all what it means what it means is you made your bed now lye in it and take whatever comes your way the best way you know how to...JUST IN A NICER WAY SO YOU DONT FEEL LIKE SUCH A FAILURE...if a person has the ability to hold you down and make you feel worthless its only because you allowed it for so long..trust me from my own damn mistakes im still trying to figure out who i am and where im suppose to be that sometimes i cant even help my own kids crack a smile..and believe me...it hurts..but i do take advice from close friends and i basically lean on them for all the support they can give me...FAMILY on the other hand is not as thick as blood and i

Help If You Can
hey all, my fiancee was just aressted because his crazy ex tracy had him aressted because she conned him into having sex with her by telling him that she would drop all charges against him and so he pitty fucked her to save his own ass and she put him away again for it, i know i'm new on this site but he's not and if anyone out there can help we'd appreciate it, tracy's screen name is remember faith be warned she's off her rocker and will stop at nothing to bring everyone down, she's claimed to have had 3 misscarrages in the last 3 months but yet now she says she's 4 months pregnant, delete her if you know her she's nothing but trouble, thank you for your help

Life Part 3
I have decided that my life is a circus! A 3 ring circus that I have to juggle and try to get through every day with little scathing! Yesterday, I get the news about my brother. It is life and we all move on. Yesterday my son forgot his vocabulary words yet again! Peter had to take him back to school, get someone to open up the classroom and get them. Not fun. I had a bad email from his teacher also telling me that Christopher had a bad attitude with her. So my day always tends to go to Hell after the hour of 3:00pm. We got through last night with all homework done and not too much yelling on Peter's part. I hate yelling! It doesn't work. No one listens to someone yelling. Anyway, with another "pep" talk last night and this morning to Christopher on how to behave at school and bringing home his homework, today is another day! Here goes the circus! I am talking to my love on line today, being naughty with the cam with him. Everything is great! We say goodnight

Myspace
FOO FIGHTERS ON SNL Body: Foo Fighters will be the featured musical guest on Saturday Night Live TOMORROW, October 13th! Tune in to NBC. Check local listings for showtimes. anyone want to add me on myspace myspace.com.durfmanbad anyone have halo 3 and wants to play live add me my gametag is durfman

Seriously?
I pick up the magazine "Cosmopolitan" at a drug store every month. I think I'm just too lazy to subscribe to it. I get it mostly for the true confessions and "shocking" stories - anything to help me realize there are plenty of stupid people out there. Anyhow, I was reading through one a couple minutes ago. There was this story about a woman that was size 16 and she was saying how she loves her body and is comfortable with it. She stated that women shouldn't conform to the beauty standards that are set before us and just be comfortable in our own skin. It was a really good article. So I turn the page, and there's this ad for a weight loss pill. Heh. That's all. It was amusing at 5:15am.

Life
Girls Cry Because..... They fell in love with the wrong person They're Mad They're Sad They're Scared They're Nervous They're Frustrated They're Missing someone They're Alone They're PMSing They're Pregnant They're tired of abusive relationships Their Heart Is broken They're in love Their souls have been torn They met someone they cant have They feel cheated They hurt so bad inside They feel unloved BOYS!!!: If any girl you know is crying, and you see them, don't just stand there like an ass and say you're sorry, hold them, kiss them, and tell them everything will be ok, even if you have no idea what is wrong with them. Girls go through more drama than you can imagine! Girls just want to be held and know that someone cares about them. Girls: Repost this if you're tired of dealing with the drama, and you're sick of putting up with the bullshit! Boys: Repost if you're a loving, caring, sensitive guy, who hates to se

Grr
Yano, doesn't it suck when your friends with a guy....BESTFRIENDS and the minute he has a girlfriend he forgets all about you?!?!?!? HOwever, if i forget to call or anything...im wrong!! WHATEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRR! lol Hmm, so something happend a few months back w, my family that caused to not to be around for a bit. Someone i cared for seemed to get hurt although i didn't mean for it to happen, however they did seem to recover quickly and so now im left wondering was it all real or just a sick twisted game....

Who Am I...........
Ok Ok, I finally found the time to post something on here..So......here it goes...a little something about me... I'm a full time mom of two boys, and one cat (if you've seen my profile you'd know that).. my boys are my number one priority, anyone who knows me knows that everything gets dropped for my kids. I am also in the process of getting my business out of the crawling stages at this time. Not going into alot of detail here, it takes alot of time, research, and semi patience. lol Will post more later. I have a wide variety of interests, ranging from a good book, to working on cars...prefer mopar, but will work on anything given the chance. Also like to cook...can cook just about anything. Haven't heard any complaints as of yet, and no leftovers so must be pretty good. lol My friends tend to think that I am a tiny bit anal when it comes to doing things.. I beleive that if you're going to do something, do it right the first time... especially if it comes to the most

Haters
NUFF SAID. I JUST STARTED COMING ON FUBAR AND I SEE THAT THERE ARE TOO MANY BRIGHT INDIVIDUALS ON HERE AND WHEN I POSTED A MUMM THERE ACTUALLY WERE SOME THAT HAD THE NERVE TO CALL ME A NIGGA. I MEAN I LIVE UP NORTH AND THE HATERS ARE EVERY WHERE,BUT WITHOUT U THERE IS NO ME.IF THERE IS NOT A SINGLE PERSON OUT THERE THAT DON'T LIKE BLACK PEOPLE WE WOULD RUN THE WORLD. I LOVE THE FACT THAT I AM A YOUNG AND TALENTED BLACK MAN AND I WOULD NOT WANT TO HAVE IT ANY OTHER WAY.THE SAD THING IS ALL TYPES OF WOMEN LOVE ME AND PROBABLY DO NOT WANT WHAT U HAVE TO OFFER SO I CAN SEE WHY UR MAD.ITS NOT UR FAULT U R NOT BLESSED WIT THE TOOLS TO MAKE THE LADIES HAVE NUMEROUS ORGASMS WITHOUT TOYS AND HOURS OF LICKING. JUST TO CLEAR THE AIR I HAVE LOVE FOR ALL AND FOR THOSE WHO DON'T LIKE ME CAUSE IM BLACK.ITS ALL GOOD AND FOR THE RECORD I NEVA KNEW THAT WHEN I TYPED THE DAT INSTEAD OF THAT PEOPLE WOULD BE CONFUSED,BUT HEY NOT EVERYONE IS AS GIFTED AS ME I GUESS.PLEASE FEEL FREE TO COMMENT,THIS IS SO

When Is Enough Really Enough!
Well I know some ppl might think I'm crazy that I do this but It's the only way I know how to cope with things. If I release some of the way I feel , it makes me feel a little better. I just read a blog my stepmom wrote for my dad and it just brought back so many memeories , the good and the bad! Like you can probably already tell, I loved my dad so much and miss him dearly, he wasn't just my dad, but my true bestfriend! Since he's been gone , my life is just not the same!I've been going through an emotional roller coaster and he was the only person that could comfort me. He's no longer here so it's hard for me to deal with things. I often pray that he would come visit me in my dreams and show me the way. There are things that really bother me that I need answers to. My dad made me promise him 3 things before he died. 1.) To follow my dreams in going to the medical field. He told me that I would make a great nurse. ( Well I graduated from Medical asst last fall and plan on going back t

Adam
Realistic Cock! (Unknown) Adam had'm, so he did, right enough! Adam was the first man so we're led to believe, T'was in the Garden of Eden where he bumped right into Eve, There was no one to show them but they quickly found the way, And that's the very reason why we're singing here today.

Whoever
This is all new to me so please be patient leave any suggestions I will appreciate them and comments and I will return the favor. ALSO WILL ADD MORE PICS IN THE NEAR FUTURE SO PLEASE STAY TUNED IN . Thanks OUT AT THE BEACH DUDE CATCHING SOME SOME COOL WAVES DUDE ITS AWESOME TOTALLY AWESOME!!!

Unfolding Rose
Unfolding Rose (to the special lady) As a rose unfolding Soft to the gentle breeze Bent to greater beauty So is my love for you. Hidden between the garden And the stairway to the porch It's beauty must be sought for Or it unfolds sad and alone. As a rose unfolding Offers gentle peace and rest As a rose unfolding So is my love for you.

Words
Words I searched among the card displays, To see if I could find, A little something that would say Just what was on my mind. However there was not a one, That captured it just right, For no one else can understand Just what I'd like to write. I even find it difficult To try to write it down, For how do I portray to you, The love that I have known? I close my eyes and what I see, Is someone I adore; A person who is beautiful, Right down into their soul. Mere words cannot describe The many qualities you show, The love and caring nature that You share with those who know. Your kind and gentle temperament, Your sweet angelic smile, Your softly spoken sentiments, That reach across the miles. Your smile and laugh that sparkle with The softness of your sighs, The way your face lights up a room ... That twinkle in your eye. The loving gestures through the years, That quickly come to mind, For always you've a gentle word To calm and soothe I fin

Spartans!
To all my friends old and new i would like to apologize....my computer has been in the shop and i havent been able to respond or give love back except through my cell phone, which sux, But i have missed u all and i love u!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lovers Night
Lovers Night by Jeff VerStraete A special dinner, That's what he set out to do. To show her how special she was, To show her his love was true. A candle light dinner, He made for them to eat. Looking deep into her eyes, Their souls did meet. After they ate dinner, To the couch they did retire. Curled up together with a movie, And the sweet glow of a fire. So relaxed and content, A feeling of heavenly bliss. On the back of her neck, He placed a sweet soft kiss. It sent a shiver down her spine, And she turned and held him tight. Whispering softly in his ear, Make love to me all night. He said I'll be right back, As he got up off the couch. Into his bedroom he went, Then pulled out a pouch. He pulled out rose pedals, And laid them all over the bed. Hundreds of rose pedals, White, yellow, pink and red. Around the room, Candle after candle he did light. Making a soft glow in the room, That flicked in the night. He went to the couch, And took her by t

Life Part 15
This weekend has been 2 longs days. Only because I was in so much pain yesterday and all by myself. I am irritated at Peter which doesn't help. Then, Peter was too tired when he got home last night to rub my neck to make it feel better! And to think that I had sex with him this morning! He is in so much trouble! I guess he thinks he only needs to spend every other weekend with me? Not okay by me. My neck is a little better but I think it is wearing me down and making me tired. I went to a few different stores today. Driving was not fun since I can't turn my neck one way! Backing out was what was difficult. Anyway, I went and bought some fall flowers to make an arrangement for my front porch. I made one in the spring that were summer colors and it just doesn't look right for the fall so I figured I would make a new one and replace the other one. They are fake flowers and damn are they expensive! One stem was on sale for $2.50 but it takes a lot of stems to fill up

A Pussy Poem
Pussy Poem by Melissa Moon Why I'm here - To put myself about To spread myself over the net I want to Slowly, honeysweetly, Ooze and trickle over the globe, Into hidden places I'll never know about. This pussy is out for globalisation. Coarse black hairs Grow round it. Jagged, Zig-zagged They cover the rocks Of a pulsating abyss. No warning sign among these rocks. No "Beware ye who enter here!" A hot Niagara Without Viagra Cocks are finite, limited, "The end is nigh". They are the limit; The end is what they are about. "Stand and deliver!" Cocks are displayed "Stand and surrender!" Exposed in their fragilities Threatened with exposure. Cunts promise, suggest Intimate infinity. Infinite irregularity, Infinitely off limits, Put fear in little eyes of men: Magical, limitless, Delicate mysterious, My cunt is wild chaos, Kali's black chasm Guarded by rocks of bone: "Just as all colors disappear in b

Man Of My Dreams
The man of my dreams broke my heart. I wish he could feel all the pain. The man of my dreams is worthless. He was in my life, just to break my heart. The man of my dreams is evil. I wish he could rot in hell. The man of my dreams is the devil. I wish he would die and go to hell. that is the man of my dreams.

Sycobomberz Daily Target
ok ya all im doing it like thiz for now target 1 today iz my contest with military supporter, so comment bomb help me out hehehe target 2 today iz to help a memebr of a bombing squad im in she needz help to so come on and comment bomb her too like i sed SycoBomberz will help out my fellow bombing squad Blazing Bombers...

Worst Experience Of My Life Today !!!
I have a very BIG concern now over a vaccine that they are giving teenage girls these days, due to a very BAD experience I was exposed to today with my 14 yr. old daughter.I had to take my youngest daughter to the doctor this morning due to being sick.They gave me a series of forms to fill out to update her chart which included a form about her vaccinations throughout the yrs. After the doctor reviewed this form she informed me that my daughter needed the HPV vaccine which is also known as Human Papillomavirus. She said it's a new vaccine that they are giving females starting as young as age 9 yrs. old to the age of 26.I , myself have never heard of this vaccine. It is suppose to be the most common sexually transmitted disease in the US.The vaccine itself is it to help prevent cervical cancer due to the sexually transmitted virus. The doctor gave me a flyer on the vaccine which listed the side affects.Which listed all normal side affects such as pain in the injection area, fever ( mild

Lyrics
I'm Your Father By: Justin Ervin Copyright 2007 All rights reserved Verse 1: I know at times I may seem harsh I've said some hurtful things But know I say these things to help you Not to break your heart Cuz this life is unforgiving I will always be right here You can lean on me for anything Thru the blood, sweat, and tears Chorus: Cuz I'm your father And you are my child I could never ask for more In this lifetime And in this life You can always come to me If you've ever lost your way I'll be right here Cuz I'm your father Verse 2: Here we go again we had another fight It started in the early morning And lasted thru the night I know you think you're right You will always think I'm wrong But my love is unconditional Now hear the words of this song Chorus: Chorus: *key change* end.

Crap
I will be deleting this profile by tomorrow. I just wanted to give all you people who want to remain my friend, to add my other account and I will explain why I deleted this one. To those who don't want to be my friend, I understand and fuck off. To those who want to stick with me, the new one is... www.fubar.com/manda_murderface Don't be a stranger! - Manda I won't be here for a little while. I have some important shit I need to take care of. I just want to let my friends on here know that I will be back to cause more havok in mumms and chaos to the souls of other fu-idiots. Don't forget about me, fuckers! - Dragon Lady

Better As A Memory
These are the lyrics to Kenny Chesney's Song " Better as a memory I move on like a sinners prayer And letting go like a levee breaks Walk away as if I don't care Learn to shoulder my mistakes Or built to fade like your favorite song Get reckless when there's no need Laugh as your stories ramble on Break my heart, but it won't bleed My only friends are pirates That's just who I am But I'm better as a memory than as your man Never sure when the truth won't bend And pretty good on a lonely night Or move on the way a storm blows through And never stay, but then again, I might. I struggle sometimes to find the words Always sure until I doubt Walk a line until it blurs Build walls too high to climb out But I'm honest to a fault That's just who I am I'm better as a memory than as your man I see you leaning, you're bound to fall I don't want to be that mistake I'm just a dreamer and nothing more You should know it before it gets too late Cause goodbyes ar

Pieces
"Pieces" Make me Into the one you want, into the one you need you bend and Break me You watch me separate myself from who I really am To fit into your plan You're cutting me in two And ripping me in three You're killing with those words you say to me You're cutting me in two And ripping me in three How many pieces can you take from me Take it Whatever's left is only following routine and Fake it And give in to the thoughts that being bought is what I am To fit into your plan [Chorus] The wheels they turn for you, a deity for two. Holding on it's true, won't bring it back again. They way you look my friend?it's closer to the end. I'm holding out a hand to bring it back again. You cut me up again, cut down. You cut me up again, cut down. You cut me down.

Please, If Anyone Can Help Save My Sanity........
I noticed the need for a writer has been listed multiple times throughout craigslist. I then realized that for me not to apply would be simply absurd. I also wanted to create a few blogs hoping, just maybe, one of my friends could be in the appropriate profession to help. My name is Matthew Stuckman and writing is one of my passions. I have always had a natural ability to communicate through written word and I exercise this ability every chance I get. I would be happy to except any challenge that can be thrown my way, or in short, I NEED TO DO THIS TO KEEP MY SANITY! If confused, I will explain simply, I need a new job based around journalism! Please, if you know of any way that I can be helped, share. I will not be a disappointment. Thank you for your time, Anxiously waiting, Matt Stuckman

This Chick Is Freakin Awesome
★ANGEL~BABY★ ®™ (♡FU BAD B*TCH♡) ~C•W•O•F~ PLZ RATE MY PROFILE~TY@ fubar this my good friend angel baby, plz go show her some luv, she always helps out friends in need, you will luv her, for the guy that read this , she has some hot ass pics, she is one sexy biotch, hugs to angel baby, ty so much my peeps

Mimicking The Insane
The love of my life is an acid trip in my mind. I wonder, how much truth can I see before I come down? It’s never enough. It is a nauseating ride trying to make the spinning stop through the drama. My wicked breaks the soul torn by my passion. Forever I must admit the obsession broke the fantasy and the claim that I could at last bring forth the truth I once seen. But now is the cold, sweating tears of ice. Though not what they once were inside of the storming wind. The chance I needed to feel something real doesn’t measure against the fog. Of course, if there was a belief it doesn’t begin to acknowledge the freedom. The choices I see don’t beg for acceptance. Yet superficial liars believe the blood is no different than the fly swirling around the meat. Conspiracies mark the function of treason….logic doesn’t cut like a knife….where it is you will never know….idiocy acknowledged….hate doesn’t hold wet water run downs when there isn’t….no belief….no principal….no function

My Heart
What my heart tells me Is that there is no one else on earth Who can make me feel the way you do From the first day that we met You made me forget all my fears And you have shown me that God really does Have one special heart for each of us to find You are the one God has guided me to What my heart tells me Is that I can never love anyone As much as I love and care for you And how my feelings grow stronger each day I can't imagine not being able to hold you I want to share my life with you for the rest of forever You make me the person I have always hoped to be What my heart tells me Is that God has provided me with your loving heart And I will do everything within my power To provide the best for you each and every day Everytime I see you walk into a room My heart never fails to beat faster and stronger This is how I know you are the one for me For the rest of the time the Lord gives me I give you my heart and for you I will do What My Heart Tells Me

October Sucks Ass
Well for those of you who has actually taken the time to get to know me know that both of my parents are deceased. They both passed away in October. My dad died October 7th, 1995. A gun shot, self inflicted. He was bipolar, as well as me and one of my sons. He couldn't take it anymore. My mother had had a brain aneurysm a year prior and he was taking care of her, which wasn't easy. She was EVERYTHING to him and it literally killed him. He died of a broken heart. At first the only way I remembered the day was because his birthday is December 7th, so when the 7th came around.....I went down. Now I remember for other reasons. My mom was in great health except for what the aneurysm did. She was in a wheel chair, gained weight, had NO short term memory at all! But with the aid of the home I put her in, she was fine. Then cancer hit. The home did routine physical exams including chest x-rays. We found out on my birthday that she had cancer of the lung. So I went out and made arrangeme

Seems Like All The Good Ones Are Gone
She'll turn thiry-four this weekend She'll go out with her girlfriends They'll drink some margaritas, cut up and carry on There'll be guys and there'll be come ons She'll probably get hit on But she thinks all the good ones are gone She's got friends down at the office And she can't help but notice That when the day is over How they all hurry home Everyday there's guys she works with And even some she flirts with But it seems like the good ones are gone Her mama called the mornin' Said I'm worried 'bout my baby I wish you had a family of your own She said mom its not that easy You make it sound so simple But you can't take the first man that come along Once she had someone who loved her Back when she was younger Now she wonders if she held out A little too long Back then there were so many Now there just aren't any It seems like all the good ones are gone She'll turn thiry-four this weekend She'll go out with her girlfriends They'll drink some

Fubar Baby!!!
Fubar baby dont be crazy....im just lookin for a lil luvs... Just a friendship thing.. not crazy or fake... wanna them good things from up above... Now u might be my 4-eva..only GOD knows that 1.... so for now lets be true friends and have sum fun... You might be just a friend or even a passer by thats fake,..either way you touched my life... good or bad i had ta take... so watch out world...cause your in the category you chose...Move it round, change up a bit,till u can get it right...Cause baby aint nuthin like a real brutha...true ta the game 4-eva... Yea lifes game...its a matter how u play you , good or bad,,, You can make it what ya make it.... JUST BE TRUE... IF KISSAS WERE WATER,, ID GIVE YOU THE SEA.. IF HUGGS WERE LEAVES,,,I WILL GIVE YOU A TREE..IF LIFE WAS A PLANET,, ID GIVE YOU THE GALAXY,..IF FRIENDSHIP WERE LIFE,,,I WILL GIVE YOU MINE...::)) ""THE KISSAS AWAITING YOU"" Theres so many ways id kiss you,,theres no way i could write them all...but i was sittin

Depressed
why do men lie they say one thing the dont do it they promise stuff and then break it and then they come ask whats wrong and act like they didnt do anything but who knows right not me I want to spend time with my family members specially my mom but she dont want to spend no time with me cause i guess she dont want too or what i wish i knew but you know what ill be ok with or without her. She was there when i was growing up but she has her days ill guess ill let it slide but its gonna kick her in the ass when i do shit on my own. she might relieze i dont need her as much as i need i am a strong person and i can do it on my own.

Always With You
Do not stand at my grave and weep, I am not there, I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow, I am a diamonds glints of snow, I am sunlight on a riped grain, I am a gentle autumns rain, when you awaken in the mornings hush, I am the swift uplifting rush of the quiet birds encircled flight, I am the soft start that shines at night, Do not stand at my grave and cry, I am not there, I did not die

Get To Know Me
Ok to tell a little about myself, I am a freelance writer. I write many things for many different places. One of those places puts my work up on the internet. I will ocassionally share with you certain articles that I have had published. So check back often to my blog. Who knows I may have written something you might be interested in. Also I am a soldier in the Missouri National Guard. Yep who would have thought little me would do something like that but I did. I swore in a couple months ago and so far have no regrets. I am in college right now working on my associates degree in criminal justice. I have a facination with the law. That is probally why I went for military police when I joined the Guard. I am hoping to one day to get the chance to take the bar exam. Then I can practice law in the court room. Don't let the choice of professions fool you, I am not a straight laced person. I have an extremely wild side that I like to show off often. Well that is all for now.

Life Part 33
I get so frustrated with this site! Seems like so many problems and they never fix any of them. I really hate that when you log off, it shows you still on for an hour or more. Apparently, it shows me still on for many hours! Why? Why keep people logged in when they are not there? It makes people confused thinking you are there and ignoring them. The photo glitch last week was a bad one. Then my pictures disappeared for a while and then when they came back, they were in the wrong folders and in the wrong order. How do pictures disappear? Now, I go pick up my son from school and come back and I look at my crush and it is gone. I didn't delete him. And.....the 8 crushes on me are gone! I went to my crushes profile and it said 1 crush on him (me) and he had one crush (me) but it was not showing up in mine! So I re-crushed him. I went into Fubar support lounge and they were no help at all. She tells me it is the first they had heard about it. Although, I did see som

Just Wondering...
I WONDER... Why is it hard to be happy when your in love? You worry, cry, envy others... You give everything yet it isn't enough... Is it like this when you love someone? or just stupid to fall for someone who can't see your worth??? (",)

Life Part 34
I am trying to switch it up today. I just had no desire to walk today. But....I did anyway. I walked for 15 minutes. So, now I will rest for 10 minutes and then get back on the treadmill and walk for another at least 15 to 30 minutes. I know it is good to switch up your routine, otherwise, your muscles get used to the same thing and it gets rather stale. So hopefully when I get back on that thing, I will be more energetic to maybe jog on it? I am hoping so. Maybe I will try it 3 times. 15/10 off/15 on/10 off/15 on? See how that goes?? My son Christopher has not had a good couple of days at school. He has also lost his cell phone that I just replaced!!!!! Argh! He has always been so good about keeping his cell phone. I guess he lost it when playing tag at someones house. Hopefully it is found. Anthony has been doing good. Keep your fingers crossed! lol Okay, time for me to go get back on the treadmill, ciao~

Help Me Pleeeease
I lost the last battle, who knew there was an internet MOBB that kills all your votes if you vote against one of their members. how lame. Anyway, I'm battling Kristin again hopefully this time I'll have a fair shot. So, I could definitely use help. If you like what you see please vote. Thanks so much to all. http://www.myyearbook.com/battles/?battleid=3084275 THERE'S 10 MINUTES LEFT TO VOTE AND THAT'S IT SOME ASS NAMED PAT SABOTAGED MY BATTLE PLEASE VOTE FOR ME http://www.myyearbook.com/battles/?battleid=3046977

Things To Think About ?
Things to think about? These are only my thoughts but if you think they might have some bearing on your life then thay just might be.I probably piss off some people but oh well! There is an old saying " if you truely love something set it free and if it comes back it was ment to be": MY THOUGHT:if it where ment to be you would not have given up in the first place.sometimes we get into a place that we think the other person would be better off with out you or what can you offer this person,alot of this is brought on by society. TRUTH:in reality the thing is we leave the other person because someone else came along and showed intrest and we wanted to check it out and the reason is we go back is because we found out that they where not all that cracked up to be and you might be stupid enough to fall for the bullshit we tell you. The biggest thing i myself have even abused is "i love you": MY THOUGHT:this is a word that should mean something,it represents feeli

Boring Day?
My husband decided to take a day off (which is VERY rare!). He has taken our kids to the doctor for recheck on ear infections, cooked breakfast for the boys and is now working on his drums and music. Ive swept the livingroom and shampooed the carpet in the boys room twice! Now Im bored...I want him and I to take the boys out and do something outside of the house. He is a homebody and would rather stay home! Whats a girl to do? Hmmmm maybe I should have mummed this? I could always use the points!!!! hehehe

This Bullshit Country
Thank you Bladewalker! I cannot believe that I read this tonight. It is absolutely offensive. I am a practicing pagan and is this how we are to be treated? The "land of the free" has become what our ancestors fought so hard against.. a communistic state. There is supposed to be seperation of church and state but that is unlikely when everyone in office is being lead by their member by the church. I am insulted! are we to be burned at the stake next? funny how our laws state Harm none and all the government does is kill... seems we know who the evil power really is. This is a sad story and I can believe this is happening in the US. Rhonda Gruber... has been arrested.. on the warrant it said "practicing witch" I need every pagan you know and all paths to KNOW what's going on. Here's what she posted to her yahoo groups pagansnightout...... My name is Rhonda Gruber AKA Wicked Lil Witch and I am a Proud Witch. I am currently being persecuted as a Witch by a Lt. Kevin

~fine Lines~
Happiness is like a butterfly which, when pursued, is always beyond our grasp, but, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you. - Nathaniel Hawthorne (American Short-Story Writer & Novelist - 1804-1864) There is a harmony in autumn, and a luster in its sky, which through the summer is not heard or seen, as if it could not be, as if it had not been! - Percy Bysshe Shelley (English Romantic Poet - 1792-1822) My sorrow, when she's here with me, thinks these dark days of autumn rain are beautiful as days can be; she loves the bare, the withered tree; she walks the sodden pasture lane - Robert Frost (American Poet - 1874-1963) Yes! and the bedpost was his own. The bed was his own, the room was his own. Best and happiest of all, the Time before him was his own, to make amends in! `I will live in the Past, the Present, and the Future.' Scrooge repeated, as he scrambled out of bed. `The Spirits of all Three shall strive within me. Oh Jacob Marley. Heaven, and the Christmas Ti

From One Of My Other Pages
Some thing is happening to me again, that has long since gone away. I started playing guitar and writings songs when I was 15, I mean I was always doing that, but at 15 I started to get real serious, and as I got better, with more and more songs and poetry under my belt, ......but then I turned 17.. and A fantastic thing started to happen... I started having dreams of music. What I mean is, during my night dreaming, somewhere towards the end of a dream... I would Dream Music, I mean really hear it............. so cool. Which would sometimes last long enough for me to wake up grab a tape deck and sing in the melody, or a guitar and play and remember something from the dream. Now I am not silly enough to say that what I was playing was what I heard in the dream, but whatever I was dreaming did influence what ever did come out... Which is so inspirational. Well its happening again, what a blessing to again hear music in my dreams, and also I noticed how my hearing

Going To Prague Next Week.
Next week or on the morning of 18th of october me and the company i work at will be flying to Prague and this will be a 4 day trip. We will be staying at some luxury hotel that i dont remember the name of but that does not matter anyway. There is probably gonna be lots of sightseeing on this trip all the cathedrals and castles and of course the charles bridge and then we probably go out to some fancy restaurants to eat and some pubs as well. I will take as many pics of this trip as i can and some of them will end up in my photo album here on fubar. Well thats it for now. Take care everybody. Aron.

Apologies
Apologies come easily To the insecure, Who never count the cost of The words that brought the tears. Apologies are never heard From the ones who blame All the others for their actions, Instead of being ashamed. The stubborn and self-richteous Refuse to yeild or to obey The quiet voice of conscience That knows the healing way. Words hold much power, And we choose to use Our words as swords of anger, Counted by the love we lose. Our sincere apology comes When our words have been unfair, And our hearts can recognize Anothers feelings in need of repair. Standing as the recipient of Our thoughtless actions or words gives us a new perspective on An apology-sincere and well deserved.

Autumn Is For Love
The years have seen many autumns pass In the seasons our hearts once knew The richness of the scarlet leaves Reveals special times with you. The hand of time keeps ticking on As down the road we go Our hearts locked in a bond of love As we walk in fallen snow. I saw your soul light up the sky And your heart began to sing As tiny arms reached out to you In the summer that followed spring. Can you believe that summer is gone And autumn is here again It's time to stop and reminiscence About where our lives have been. A few more lines now trace your face Soft shadows veil the wall Our children have since gone away And faded leaves do fall. But our love has known few changes With the passing of the days Except to grow still stronger In so many little ways. Those vows we took so long ago To always have and hold Have bound our lives together Lacing silver years with gold.