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Wrong'em Boyo
In a strange mood... have been ever since my younger brother passed away. Stupid really. OD. If you've never heard the Clash doin wrong'em boyo,you should. Its great stuff. Anyway, like I said...strange mood. Oh yeah, my lil bro said Uncle Sam is sending him back to the sandbox...Joy!!!

Heaven
Heaven in your eyes My world may crash and burn yet this globe continues to turn In a moments time I seek peace And a solace blessing of release To lift my spirit and carry on hope To never left go at the end of the rope And know the moment soon passes away And all that was lead to a better day A sweet smile that tells me the world is right For in your eyes there shines a light That lifts me up and helps me to believe no matter what comes our love won’t deceive And in your eyes I found my soul And your sweet kisses made me whole And tears that shed for loss and fear Are lost in time and drift away from here Paradise found me and I seize the prize Undeserving the heaven in your eyes By R. Thomas Dinsmore

A Soldiers Girl
A soldiers girlfriend, what can I say, to comfort this woman who's mans gone away She sits by the phone and wills it to ring Terrified and excited by the news it may bring The phone doesn't ring, no cards in the mail There's no one to help her down this trail The wives have support on every Post But where are her friends when she needs them most? Wonderful advice from those friends who don't know About loving a man and watching him go: "Quit all that moping, it can't be that bad I don't understand how you could be so sad You have the freedom to do as you choose So why are you trembling as you watch the news?" She closes her eyes and fights back the tears Then takes a deep breath to calm all her fears He fights for his country and people in need To free from Oppression and hatred and greed He fights for their lives yet they can't understand Why she misses his smile and the touch of his hand He chose his career, she gave him her heart To have when together and when they're apart She had

Offended By People Saying You're Sexy???
I keep seeing that people are being offended by others telling them they are sexy... Frankly, this baffles me. If you post a pic and I say, "Damn, you're ugly as a two headed moose!", you'd be offended...on the other hand, if I say, "You're sexy !", you're offended. WTF?!? I'd be tickled if someone thought I was sexy...I damned sure wouldn't be offended!! Someone please explain this to me. Why post a pic that you know is going to be thought of as sexy , only to be offended when someone else points out the obvious? Geez...the rules must have changed while I was asleep.

What Tarot Card Ru?
You are The Wheel of Fortune Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of intoxication with success The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

"the Book?"
These are interesting passages from the bible in which the majority of citizens claim to follow. I realize it was written in different times, however the teachings are still in use in many modern churches with the primary focus on the woman being below the man. Crap or Christianity?? 1Timothy 2:11-12 Let a woman* learn in silence with full submission. 12: permit no woman* to teach or to have authority over a man;* she is to keep silent. Deuteronamy 25:11-12 11: If men get into a fight with one another, and the wife of one intervenes to rescue her husband from the grip of his opponent by reaching out and seizing his genitals, 12: you shall cut off her hand; show no pity. Exodus 21:20-21 20: When a slave-owner strikes a male or female slave with a rod and the slave dies immediately, the owner shall be punished. 21: But if the slave survives for a day or two, there is no punishment; for the slave is the owner’s property.

Imortal Love
An epic story of immortal love Sweet perfection blessed from above An unending saga of souls so joined A love for the ages the term is coined For selfless desire to hold one true Such is the love I hold only for you To be a joy in the moment we behold To love without care that can’t be sold Or bought from a spell binder in ways of old Ours will always be a epic love story told Of two who love free and forever share This sweet dream of perfection beyond compare By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Would You ?
I am writing this out of my own curiousity. My Master has decided to take pictures of my training , Who would like to see and read these ? you will see everything there is to see in a training session , yes that includes welts .

Believe?
WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS ABOUT DEATH > > > Death is certain but the Bible speaks about untimely death! Make a > personal > reflection about this. Very interesting, read until the end. > > > > > It is written in the Bible (Galatians 6:7): "Be not deceived; God is not > mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap." > > > > > Here are some men and women who mocked God: > > > > > JOHN LENNON: Some years before, during his interview with an American > Magazine, he said: "Christianity will end, it will disappear. I do not > have > to argue about that. I am certain. Jesus was ok, but his subjects were > too > simple, today we are more famous than Him" (1966). Lennon, after saying > that > the Beatles were more famous than Jesus Christ, was shot six times. > > > > > TANCREDO NEVES (President of Brazil): During the Presidential campaign, he > said if he got 500,000 votes from his party, not even God would remove him > from Presidency. Sure he got t

Forget Him
Forget his name forget his face forget his kiss his warm embrace forget the love that you once know remember he has someone new forget him when they play your song remember when you cried all night long forget how close you once were remember he has chosen her forget how you memorized his walk forget the way he use to talk forget the things he use to say remember he has gone away forget his laugh forget his grin forget the dimples on his chin forget the way he held you tight remember he's with her tonight forget the time that went so fast forget the love moved it's past forget he said he'd leave you never remember he's gone for ever

Year 1974
In 1974 (the year you were born) Gerald Ford becomes president of the US Hank Aaron hits his 715th home run to beat Babe Ruth's record Impeachment hearings are opened against President Nixon by the House Judiciary Committee President Nixon resigns President Gerald Ford issues an unconditional pardon to ex-President Nixon for all federal crimes Muhammad Ali knocks out George Foreman in the eighth round to regain the heavyweight crown in Zaire Heiress Patty Hearst is kidnapped by and eventually joins the Symbionese Liberation Army Dungeons & Dragons officially released People magazine is published for the first time Kate Moss, Alyson Hannigan, Penelope Cruz, Alanis Morissette, Leonardo DiCaprio, and Ryan Seacrest are born Oakland Athletics win the World Series Miami Dolphins win Superbowl VIII Philadelphia Flyers win the Stanley Cup Blazing Saddles is the top grossing film All the President's Men by Bernstein and Woodward is published "Killin

Happiness
well i never thought it would happen but i have found a girl that makses me happy....actually the happiest i have ever been. this girl is so amazing, that i cant wait to start a new life with her and make it the life i start ever again. just thinking about (which is all the damn time) makes me smile so much that i cant wait to get off work and online to talk to her. and she tells me that she is the happiest when she is talking to me too. she is the most beautiful girl i have ever met and i would never change anything about her ever....well maybe one thing..the fact that she lives so far away. but all that will change when two words take place on a certain day of happiness. but in the end nothing could ever make me as happy as i am when i am talking to her. I Love You Michelle Gonzales

Friends
http://www.gofish.com/player.gfp?gfid=30-1014508 http://www.gofish.com/player.gfp?gfid=30-1014508 HEy everyone. im new on this site and woulkd love to get to know people. would people please add me as a friend so i can get to know people. Thnak you all.

This Morning!
This morning my husband woke up with the fattest hardon, well I just had to have it! I rolled him onto his back and started kissing his chest all over and then I worked his nipples until he groaned, using my tongue I worked my way down to his abs... you know thw happy trail and when I got to his beautiful errection I just went nuts on it. I took him all the way into my throat slowly and then raised my head up and down all the way to his pelvic bone! This went on for about 10 to 15 mintues all the way into my throat, he really got excited and began to grab the back of my head and help me get his wonderful cock all the way in... I stopped very fast and began to lick and suck on his balls until he was begging me to suck on him again. I wanted him to cum real hard for me, I got down between his legs and reached around with both hands and grabbed his ass cheeks, "For more leverage"... I took his dick into my mouth just for a tease, licking the head around and around I could feel him getting

Our First Kiss
This is by one of my favorite writters and I hope you enjoy as much as i do...... When you look at me, you look into my soul. My heart sings with yours. Your touch is strong and gentle. You embrace me, and pull me to you. I feel safe. I feel comfort. Your kiss sends ripples down my spine. Wave after wave. Your hands are ever so gentle caressing my back. You slowly place soft kisses intermingled with gentle bites upon my neck. It is exhilarating, the way you take your time to inhale every facet of my body. The swirl of your tongue on my nipple is tantalizing. You take pleasure in kissing my stomach. Loving the definition of it. And, I squirm at the firmness of your hands on my ass, as I watch you savor the taste of my essence. Beautiful silence emanates from us. For you and I know words are but insults. No language could express our passion for one another. Your eyes convey all I need to know. We wait. For, the perfect moment in time, is fast approaching. I accept you

Dont Fart In Bed
"DON'T FART IN BED" If this story doesn't make you cry for laughing so hard, let me know and I'll pray for you. This is a story about a couple who had been happily married for years. The only friction in there marriage was the husband's habit of farting loudly every morning when he awoke. The noise would wake his wife and the smell would make her eyes water and make her gasp for air. Every morning she would plead with him to stop rip ping them off because it was making her sick. He told her he couldn't stop it and that it was perfectly natural. She told him to see a doctor; she was concerned that one day he would blow his guts out. The years went by and he continued to rip them out! Then one Thanksgiving morning as she was preparing the turkey for dinner and he was upstairs sound asleep, she looked at the bowl where she had put the turkey innards and neck, gizzard, liver and all the spare parts and a malicious thought came to her. She took the bowl and went upstairs wher

Shoutboxxx
to explain.... my shoutbox is family-only now. it is eternally screwy. firefox claims I need a plugin. I already have it, ARRRRGH!! so I manually reload the damn thing. that is, when it works. often, it's delayed HOURS. IE doesn't recognize CT at all. whatever. just don't shout. mmmmmmk? private message me. or comment. Do Not Shout @ Me. PLEASE.

Whatever
A man just recently fell from the 6th floor to the 1st floor in my hotel. (12:00 am pst) Please keep the man, and the people who witnessed it in your prayers, if you don't prayer then please keep them in your thoughts! Lots of people are shook up about this and so am I. why am i all of a sudden just so fucking horny. it's like i want to fuck so badly. i mean i am usually horny but not this much. and on here there is one particular person i am just dying to have kinky, hot, rough, sensual sex with. and thinking about it is just making me worse

Fallen Brother
at 4:47 am this morning, club owner, long time biker, and long time friend to all who knew him, Dennis Martindale, passed. Dennis was the owner of several clubs around little rock, ar, but most recently the very respected gentlemans club, Peaches, in jacksonville, ar. he was also the owner/founder of HARDRIDERS bike shop/bar&grill. I've known Dennis off and on for about 8 yrs, and had the privilage to work for him for almost 2. he was friend to all colors, including the red and white, the Sons of Silience, and many, many others. Dennis had been battling an illness for the past few years, but refused to let it beat him or interfere with his daily responsibilities, whether it was work or family related, all the way til the end. no matter what he always had a big genuine smile on his face anytime i saw him, and never offered anything less than kind words of encouragement when he talked to me. he will be missed dearly, and i know that he is riding through the gates,with that infectious

Pickly
Pickly dickly dickly do... I love pickles, and olives, and other vinegar-salty things. Free form poetry about pickles is fun. I like to put pickles in my mouth slowly. I like to suck the juice from them. I like the ribbed nature of them as they slide down my throat hole. I like the way vinegar tantalizes my senses. Pickle juice is like your body's garbage-man. Pickles have a penis-like shape. The End

The Truth
Some gurls are nyce, Some gurls are bad, but I come in both flavours, I'm the best you've ever had. People can take Everything away from you but....they can never take away your truth but the question is... CAN you HANDLE mine??? I want a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. The boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. The one who is constantly reminding you of how much He Cares about you and how Lucky He Is To Have You.

Just Writing
Twist and turns on this life’s trail Like a boat on an ocean without a sail I drift along unknowing the fate Unsure of all and yet free of hate Mind at rest an eye in the storm Till hopes and dreams take the form Of loves sweet hopes and desire Of one who holds and keeps the fire Of passion that is without end My lover , soul mate and best friend Come drift with me on the open sea Unsure of our course and what will be The twist and turn of life’s trail shared With the one who has always cared By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Pretty Vacant
There's no point in asking You'll get no reply Just remembered don't decide I got no reason it's all too much You'll always find us Out to lunch We're so pretty Oh so pretty We’re vacant We're so pretty Oh so pretty Vacant Don't ask us to attend Cause we're not all there I don't pretend cause I don't care I don't believe illusions Too much is real Stuff your cheap comment Cause we know what we feel We're so pretty Oh so pretty We’re vacant We're so pretty Oh so pretty Vacant We're so pretty Oh so pretty And now And we don't care There's no point in asking You'll get no reply I just remembered I don't decide I got no reason it's all too much You'll always find me Out to lunch We’re out at lunch We're so pretty Oh so pretty We’re vacant We're so pretty Oh so pretty We’re vacant We're so pretty Oh so pretty And now And we don't care We're pretty Pretty vacant We're pretty Pretty vacant We're pretty Pretty vacant We'r

Screw Her!
My ex-wife seems to talk a lot of shit behind my back on her myspace blog! I don't know if she even realizes I have read it(only because my fiancee looks at her page everyday, she hates her). I have had some troble seeing my son the last two months, and I guess my boss has not sent in the child support he is required to do each check. Not totally my problem but I would have to send it if he died or something. I think my ex is just pissed that I have moved on in my life so well. Her life is difficult I guess. Our son is autistic, her mom has lung cancer now and she is going to school. Oh by the way she thinks that I am refusing to pay daycare costs. I have NEVER even got a bill or an amount from her! I am going to have to set this straight with her. I am entitled to my own life, even though our son is autistic, she filed divorce papers. Not me! I made some bad choices back then and I wish I had not made them. I still think we would have been divorced anyway. She filed that shit

Progress
well i thought i would post up a blog this morning.. its saturday,its kind of chilly outside(i think in the 50's) overcast something nasty unfortunately, ill be recieving a brand new fridge and stove in about 10 minutes so my g/f jennifer will be able to cook( i would cook but i have a small record of stove fires,dont ask lol) and we can starting eating healthier and cheaper instead of drop $$$$$ to go out to eat all the damn time... ive been working on my profile all morning i think it looks pretty good.. this place is much nicer then myspace too(ex-myspace user twice over) well, i hope you all like my page.. drop me a line or something..catch ya lata everyone! Ted

A Little Bitching Goes A Long Way
so i am not sure if my last blog is going to post and i am a little pissed off about how it is working right now. i am going to do some bitching again. there is this guy that i am sort of drawn to. my friends say he likes me and i can kind of see it, but i am not sure. he has a girlfriend and its obvious that he is not happy. i don't understand why people stay in relationships where they are not happy. in pictures i have seen of him and his girlfriend he is not smileing. he doesn't smile in too many pictures, but the one picture that i have of the 2 of us he has a big ole smile on his face. i am not sure if i like him or not, but i can tell you that nothing is going to happen as long as he is with his girlfriend. ia m sure he will probably read this and know exactly who i am talking about but i dont care. now back to the liking him. i am drawn to him and i am not sure if there are real feelings there. he reminds me so much of this guy i used to be in love with. per

When U Mess
i have 1 woman who is posting half a conversation i had wit her friend and the woman who i had a conversation with she called me a black nigger so she made a small argument get bigger and all shes doing now is posting half the conversation and posting it on a bulletin and her friends r rating me 1's and believe me im not worried about it so just letting ya'll know WHEN SOMEONE GETS RACIST WIT ME AND CALLS ME A NIGGER I WILL ALWAYS DEFEND MYSELF SO YOUR STUPID FRIEND IS PISSED OFF AND WAIT YOUR SEXY VIXEN SO DONT BE CALLING ME A NIGGER AGAIN, (LISA WINFIELD) IS THE ONE WHO CALLED ME A NIGGER when u bother me, what goes around will come back around in many ways so if u continue bothering me, bad luck will happen

I'm Going Crazy!
I just want to know why I'm so sexually frusterated recently. Like I never think about sex that much but recently I have been quite often. HMMM... Oh well, guess it is a phase that will pass...LOL

For You Master
For You Master To see the sparkle in Your eyes And feel the warmth of Your touch, You have me under Your spell of love With You I have grown so much. You are my Master, lover, friend, and confidant And I have given myself to You completely, I know that all my tests of will, Sometimes cannot be handled sweetly. I hope that You never give up on me, For without You I cannot live. My dream is to travel life's path with You And learn all You have to give. In good times and in sad times I hope that You will always know, You keep me going day to day In all You do and show. You are the air I breathe, And the very beat of my heart, With You I see so many new things, Even when we are apart. You have so much to offer You are such a compassionate man, Strength and honor are Your name, With kindness and patience going hand in hand. Master, please know how much I love You As I know how much You love me, With your guidance and protection, I want to be the bes

Interested...
Oooook, so I'm VERY new here. How do I change my profile's background to anything I want? I've noticed a few others have fun backgrounds - just like at MYSPACE! Too kewl.. Anyone who can tell me, please comment back! **I put on a picture background through my own photoalbum, but is there another way of doing it? I've noticed other people don't do it that way - cuz the pic on their background isn't in their photoalbum...** Thx, Krys Lynne

Its All Me Me Me Me Me!!!
Just copy & paste survey into the comments box, remove my answers & input your own... Have fun!!!! 1, Do you like it rough or sensual? Sensual... 2. Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both? Opposite... 3, How often do you like to have sex? As often as possible... 4, Is sex a top priority for you? No not really but it helps... 5, Do you have sex face to face with your partner? Yes its such a wonderful feeling to see in your partners face if he is enjoying it... 6, How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger? Only done that once when i was like 18, not done it since... 7, How do you feel about one night stands? They can be fun, but i would'nt say i liked them much... 8, How many one night stands have you had? Two... 9, What's your favourite position? On top i have to take the lead... 10, Where's your favourite place to have sex? Somewhere outdoors out in the open... 11, Do you prefer to m

Am Drunk And Pissed!!!
I am drunk and pissed off. Great combo of things. My night at the bar was going good until a few things happened. Since there is no one I know on here from my area, I can rant and rave all I want when drunk. And this is what happened: 1) This dude's gf walks in on the middle of my conversationg and totally flips out and got all pissed because I thought it was weird she was 34 and dating a 26 year old. Yea..good game on getting pissed on hearing half the convo. So I appologized and said she misunderstood that I couldnt believe she was 34 when she honest to God looked 26-28 and just thought it weird she was lying about her age. Again, she missed like half the convo. So yea, that got me pissed. 2) My brother's x-gf thought she would be kind enough to grace all of us that were gather with her presence. Uh yea...we dont like her...none of us do. Why cant she be home raising her child?! Fucking hell, learn to be a mother stupid bitch. >.< 3)Got some rude ass messege from a friend o

Poping In
Hi everyone, i just wanted to pop in and wish everyone a happy Thanksgiving...I hope you have a great time spending the holidays with your family and friends... And stay safe out there threw all these holidays... Huggss

A Dream Of A Very Sexual Sort
My Dream¡K. I should preface this by saying that in my dream, it was you¡K but I didn¡¦t know you in the dream¡K. It was a ¡§stranger¡¨ but it was you¡K. So I¡¦m going to write this just like it occurred to me in the dream. (It¡¦s also a little easier for me to write as if you are a stranger, just because writing stuff like this can be embarrassing for me --- so don¡¦t criticize!!!!) ƒº Ok, that being said¡K here goes¡K. I was sitting in the strip club, having a few drinks and admiring the view from a little table close to the front of the main stage. I was feeling pretty good after a few drinks and decided it was time for a little more action than sitting at a table alone. I was dressed appropriately for the club, wearing a tiny black skirt with a little silky black shirt that was low-cut, revealing and backless, black fishnet crotch-less stockings, and some sexy black heels with straps that wrapped around my ankles a few times. As I stood to approach the stage, I could fee

Cirque/criss Angel(very Cool)
So I was told and is on the site that in summer 2008 Criss Angel and Cirque will be working together and coming up with a show in Las Vegas @ the Luxor.Another reson to go back to vegas lol so here is the artical I found online with the details. 03.23.07 CIRQUE DU SOLEIL AND LUXOR PARTNER TO PRESENT A NEW LIVE EXPERIENCE FEATURING CRISS ANGEL CIRQUE DU SOLEIL AND LUXOR PARTNER TO PRESENT A NEW LIVE EXPERIENCE FEATURING CRISS ANGEL OPENS SUMMER 2008 Las Vegas, NV – March 22, 2007 – Cirque du Soleil and Luxor today announced a new show featuring Criss Angel, directed by Cirque du Soleil, set to open Summer 2008 at Luxor Resort and Casino. Always on the lookout for the next artistic challenge, Cirque du Soleil is working with Criss to fuse his revolutionary illusions and mind-blowing artistry with acrobatics, dance, puppetry, music and poetry to tell a story, taking audiences on a bizarre and fascinating journey. Re-inventing the traditional magic show has been a long-standing desire

Submit To You
kneeling before You awaiting Your words head bent eyes cast down strong deliberate commanding me to Your will voicing Your approval directing my gaze demure blush flowing through me heated eyes see me i submit to You needing Your discipline now You dominate me

Jokes
Seven wise men with knowledge so fine Created a p*ssy to their design. First was a butcher, smart with wit, Using a knife, he gave it a slit. Second was a carpenter, strong and bold, With a hammer and chisel, he gave it a hole. Third was a tailor, tall and thin, By using red velvet, he lined it within. Fourth was a hunter, short and stout, With a piece of fox fur, he lined it without. Fifth was a fisherman, nasty as hell, He threw in a fish and gave it a smell. Sixth was a preacher whose name was McGee, He touched it and blessed it and said it could pee. Last came a sailor, a dirty little runt, He sucked it and f*cked it and called it a cunt

When They Came, They...?
Wood, cracked, holes, morning! Bright eyes open with sheaths of white residue, plotting to exchange the register, of suicidal tenacies. In protection the spors eject fire, in the desire to hold all projects, built to last the disaster. Wood, cracks, holes, pouring. Rain delights stress that fractures, bones when minds collapse. Red eyes fufil the need to....? Wood, cracks, holes, bleeding. When they came, they wilted, in the dust that followed, their beating, un defining pride in, one single conflict, of love and unconditional, sorrow. For one child that emits sporadic achievments, that strike the world insane. would you cry insane? would you cry to sleep? shouldn't you weap for something greater than life. think not, and able the matter to be irelevant, for this wonderful cause, Life, foundationless, deliberative, and adquate. By:OCEAN

Dixierose's Blogs
One day, about a month ago, George W. Bush, Current President of United States of America, was looking for a call girl. He found three such ladies in a local lounge: a Blonde, a Brunette, and a Redhead. To the blonde he said "I am the President of the United States. How much would it cost me to spend some time with you-while my wife is out of town?" The Blonde replied "three hundred dollars" To the redhead, he passed a similar proposition. Her reply was "five hundred dollars" He then made the same proposition to the brunette, whose reply is as follow..... "Mr. President, if you can raise my skirt as high as my taxes, get my panties as low as my wages, get that "thing" of yours as hard as the times, keep it hard for as long as I have to wait in line for gasoline, keep me warmer than my apartment, and screw me the way you screw your own country, believe me, it won't cost you a damn cent." SAME GOES FOR THIS ONE! DO NOT FUCKING TAKE IT!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2 Truths & 1 Lie...
Two Truths & 1 Lie? Ok Guy's and Gal's don't be shy nor bashfull..once ur on this page you have to ask the 3 questions... Here's the deal: I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Really. I'll answer anything. I may opt to e-mail answers to particularly sensitive questions, however. Then I want you to go to your blog, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. Here's the twist: Of the three questions you ask, I will answer two of them absolutely truthfully. As for the other question -- I'll lie like a goat. (Well, not a truthful goat, obviously. The untrustworthy type of goat.) I will not reveal which two answers are truthful and which one is the lie

Brandon
In loving memory to a fantastic Brother. You will be missed. We love you! R.I.P. 4/5/07 Brandon Richards It has only been a few short months since I lost my little brother in a motorcycle accident. The lady that hit him was 3 times over legal limit. I know he went happy and without any pain, but the pain of him being gone still lingers. I made this in memory of him and wanted to let all my friends see.. I love you bro and I know you are watching over us!

What Is Going On In Our School Systems??
Ok I went to my sons school today for his "Spring Party" and was really upset. We have the parties at school for certain holidays. When I was young we called them what they are. But now for the sake of political correctness they have changed it. I guess what got me was that we couldnt call it an Easter Party because we might offend the families who do not have the beleifs that go with this holiday. Umm ok I can understand that but if we are trying not to offend them then why did the kids hunt eggs and why did everyone say to have a Happy Easter (including the teacher) when it was time to go. Christmas break is now Winter Break but.... our kids still have a Valentine's Day party.... did I miss something here?? I guess so. I might have slept thru most of the time that I spent in church when I was younger but you know something smells fishy to me. Oh well we all just have to deal with it and take things as they come.

Original Recipe//just A Few Poems
~Kissing The Rain~ Dancing little droplets, Swimming around my heart, Freely soaring down to Earth, Unknowingly of their fate, That is to be their own, Innocents ripped away, By the landing on my skin, Tattered and torn, Bruised and soiled, My heart split wide open, For all to see my soul, That struggles for protection, Against any wondering spirits, Not wanting to love again, Not wanting to hurt again, Now my only affection shed, Is to the incandescent drops of tenderness, So for now I'm, Kissing the Rain. -K -Drowning in an Angels tears- Gasping for air, Reaching for you, Searching for a way out, Of this agony, I try to scream, For you, For help, Death entering, My lungs, My heart, You left me, Alone, To die quietly, As I'm Drowning in an Angels tears. -K

A Black Rose In Frail Hands
One touch of these hands will bring heart break, Broken so many hearts these frail hands shake, These hands turn pail and cold, My heart does the same i can feel it in my soul, Let me go because you dont deserve a pain like this, As i fall into a deep sea of my lonliness, My thoughts cludder my mind, And i attempt to work on my problems one at a time, My heart is so lonely and just getting cold, Growing weary and less valuable and so does my soul, Without love my soul crimples like that of a rose, With no food and no hydration and a feeling that no one knows, Let my soul turn black, Because theres no turning back, This day is the day of reckoning and the day of the silence, Are we gonna keep quiet or solve this with violence, I dont know this much is true, But for the cause of this problem all signs point to you. -Matthew T. Musselwhite

Life Epiphany
LET ME FIRST START OFF BY SAYING THAT WE NEVER KNOW WHEN WE WILL BE TAKEN OFF THIS ROCK WE CALL EARTH. LIVE LIFE ON YOUR TERMS, AND NOT HOW OTHERS FEEL YOU SHOULD. ONLY YOU KNOW WHAT YOUR HEART DESIRES, AND ONLY YOU KNOW HOW TO ACHIEVE YOUR INNERMOST PERSONAL GOALS. I REALIZED AFTER MY CAR ACCIDENT ON 12-21-2006, THAT I MAY HAVE NEVER MADE IT OUT ALIVE. LONG STORY SHORT ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED. AN 18 YEAR OLD KID, IN A HURRY TO GET SOMEWHERE, DIDNT PAY ATTENTION TO A RED LIGHT, AND HIT ME HEAD ON GOING ABOUT 40 MPH. I AM JUST THANKFUL AND FEEL BLESSED THAT NO ONE INVOLVED IN THE ACCIDENT WAS KILLED. THE DRIVER OF THE OTHER CAR, MY NEIGHBOR AND HER THREE KIDS DID NOT RECEIVE ANY INJURIES WHATSOEVER. I SEVERELY INJURED MY FOOT, ANKLE AND NECK IN THE ACCIDENT (YOU CAN SEE THE PICS OF THE CAR AND INJURIES ON MY SLIDE SHOW). I CURRENTLY HAVE TO GO THROUGH PHYSICAL THERAPY FOR MY FOOT AND ANKLE. EACH DAY IS A CHALLENGE, AND EACH DAY I HAVE TO REMIND MYSELF HOW TO WALK CORRECT

Wadd It Dohh
hey i am just here for friends and down the road a girl friend right now i am single i was looking for a min then i quit other than that i am a big teddy bear i love to cuddle watch movies you name it i will try it i try anything once if i dont like it it will be the last time i do it so get at me

Just Cuz I Can
the pic of the boy and the hog is in my lmao pic folder Boy, 11, bags hog bigger than 'Hogzilla' By KATE BRUMBACK, Associated Press Writer Fri May 25, 10:50 PM ET MONTGOMERY, Ala. - Hogzilla is being made into a horror movie. But the sequel may be even bigger: Meet Monster Pig. An 11-year-old boy used a pistol to kill a wild hog his father says weighed a staggering 1,051 pounds and measured 9 feet 4, from the tip of its snout to the base of its tail. Think hams as big as car tires. If the claims are accurate, Jamison Stone's trophy boar would be bigger than Hogzilla, the famed wild hog that grew to seemingly mythical proportions after being killed in south Georgia in 2004. Hogzilla originally was thought to weigh 1,000 pounds and measure 12 feet long. National Geographic experts who unearthed its remains believe the animal actually weighed about 800 pounds and was 8 feet long. Regardless of the comparison, Jamison is reveling in the attention over his pig. "It

I Got It!
BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who is your favorite band 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the rain? 5. If so...would you play in it with me? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss me? 10. Do you play any sports? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother to make sure i made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your kisses from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on you? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? 18. Would u sleep in the same bed as me? 19. Would u take me home to meet your parents? 20. Would u ever be my boyfriend/girlfriend? 21. do u think i'm cute? 22. do u have have crush on me? can any1 tell m

Omfg What A Week
Sooo.... first this week, Tuesday night, my best friend and my god kids returned from vacation and found their house to be on fire. SHITTY. The firefighters came really fast and were able to put the fire out before the entire house was destroyed. Theresa's room and the kids rooms are completely destroyed. The downstairs is ok except for some smoke and water damage. Thankfully no one was in the house when it started. They've been staying at a motel and will remain there for 1-2 months until the house is livable again. SHITTY. Ever had two kids in a motel room with nothing to do? Not fun. Then today I find out that a great friend of mine is having serious complications with her pregnancy and has to be transported to a different, more advanced hospital about an hour away so that they can induce labor and get the baby out of there as quick as they can so that mom and baby J won't die. If she wouldnt have gone to the doctor today and they wouldnt have discovered the condition, her and th

The Precious In Me!
As i wake up.....i dash to the bathroom for my makeup....not wanting them to see me not until i put my face up, brushing my hair immediately, their calling me in need of me, to scared to show the real me i cant let THEM think beneath me, but instead HE walks inside as i run and try to hide, to scared to show the TRUTH i hold behind the M.A.C eyeline, lookin at me HE laughs as i watch him grasp.....a face towel shakin his head as he wipes away my mask, then kisses me and says, you dont know how you've truly blessed...my life with happiness the way you took away the stress...then he gently grabs my face...and kisses away the fake, sayin i see the trueness in you not whats on that drawn face..as he bends down on one knee, tellin me that he.............wants to marry the PRECIOUS IN ME.... i was just thinking about the way we women rush to fix ourselves up, when truly we're already beautiful to the ones that really love us, while the ones that don't sit back and criticize our

Ct Clean-up
well friends, its come time to clean out my friends list. its become apparent that i have way too many folks on my list that i don't ever talk to. so i've decided to do a little spring cleaning. "and why does this interest me?" you ask, well i will tell ya. i like havin friends, and i like talkin to my friends, especially since i am a social moron. anyway, its becoming tough to find the friends i want to talk to when i have to search through 200 profiles in my friends list. hence clean up time. so, what i ask of you is if you would like stay in my list, please drop me a msg, shout, comment, or whatever. dont get me wrong, i like havin a shit load of friends and all, but it seems a waste to have so many that i have never talked to and all. so to the people who actually want to be on there, awesome. to the ones that get removed, it was great knowin ya.

The Life Of Tiffany
It will mainly be due to the fact I have some things that I need to work out and I probably won't have enough time to get on here for awhile... so if I'm not on here 4 awhile... I'm sorry and I'm definately sorry to you Mario hunni because I'll miss you and I love you sweetie. Take Care.... and remember I am always thinking of you. ;p *smooches and hugs" XOXOXO Tiffany So yeah soon here I am supposed to find out if I get this job. I'm excited..... even if I don't get it. Weird I know. I mean after all if I do get it..... it will be my first job. So as of now that is what I have to look forward to. XOXOXO Tiffany So yeah I hadn't been on for awhile because I got this job and I work 1st shift. I didn't have a computer nor did I have the internet. But now I pay for my internet and I got me a laptop.... so no more having to go to my moms to get on it. ;p SO yeah my first job ever has been going pretty good.... I like it. :) Well thats all I wanted to post for now... take care loves. X

In Memory...
In Memory...© As we sit down here to learn I pray to God it’s not my turn If someone should come to take our lives Will anyone hear the screams and cries So many lives so shortly lived I wonder to myself “just what gives?” As time goes by some wounds may heal But the scars we carry are all too real The time has come to make a change To stop the tragedies that seem so strange A mother, a father, a daughter, a son In the end who’s really won To take a life and maybe your own Some the reasons are really unknown So when my time on earth here is done I pray its not at the end of a gun I wrote this poem in memory of all the innocent victims that have been killed or wounded in the tragedies that have struck our schools and colleges in the recent years. Most recently the victims of the Virginia Tech tragedy.

Please Read
Hello to you all. This is my first blog and it is going to be a sad one. Yesterday April 17, 2007 one of my co-workers was killed on her way to pick up a load of students. A truck hit her school bus head on and then burst into flames. The driver of the truck was able to get out, Mrs. Diane was not so lucky. She was killed on impact and the bus also caught on fire. Please, Please if you pray, say a prayer for Mrs Diane's family as well as all of us. When I say us I mean her bus driver family. This could have easily been me or any other driver on the road. She will be laid to rest on Friday. Fortunately, the bus was unloaded. We all take for granted that we will always have another day to live. That is not the case. This could be my last blog if the good Lord calls me home. However, I hope I live to post several more. Never hesitate to tell some one that you love them. You may never have that chance again. Thank you for taking the time to read this and please remember the Wrig

Sex
My wife and I (Joyce was on my family list, she deleted her profile though...to many wierdos) are looking for coupes in our area to meet and maybe have fun with...we are clean and as for the rest, well... just ask.

Heres To A Great Night Everyone
First, I want you to know that you are amazing, and I love you to death like a best friend like hell. If I don't get this back, I understand. But I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send it to 14 people that you really care about, including the person that sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back, then you are loved. Nobody knows what they have until they loose it. You never leave the person whom you love for the one you like, because that person who you like will leave you for the person whom they love. Tonight, right at 12:00am, your true love it is going to realize that they LOVE you! Then something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00 a.m. Tomorrow, be ready for the greatest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck in love for the next years of your life. Send this to 15 people in 15 minutes Danielle keeps repeating it over and over again. We've been back to this animal shelter at least five times. It has be

Oklahoma
Well another 2 week trip to Oklahoma. I hate going to Oklahoma - miss my family, my friends and my Baby. I had a wonderful weekend at home with everyone - I have some of the very best friends and the greatest family in the world.

My Thoughts
BILLY PITTMAN R.I.P Hi.. I had one of the most IMPORTANT people in my life die on March 19,2006. Billy Pittman. He died at 26 years old for no reason. He was involved in a Motorcycle accident. He wasn't wearing a helmet. He was at my youngest son's father's house earlier that day. Showing off his new bike. My youngest son's 6th birthday was the next day and he asked his Uncle Billy if he could ride it for his birthday. Billy told him no problem buddy I'll be there for your birthday I promise. Later that night he went to another of our mutual friends house. It was his birthday. So of course they were partying alot. Early that morning at 4:30am Billy set out to go home. NO ONE at the party stopped him. They didn't take his keys. They let him leave VERY intoxicated with beer and multiple drugs in his system. The Florida Highway Patrol said he had to been going over 150 mhp when he lost it. One of the witnesses said the front tire started shaking really bad and Billy tried so hard

Poetry
Running Running running as fast as she can Away from this place, away from this land Away from the hurt, away from the pain Away from her hunger, away from her shame To get away is what she needs A respite from it all is what she seeks The pride she feels for today’s confrontation Is that this time she didn’t cry for this altercation One kind of pain she knew so well She just traded for another, hope became hell The only thing keeping her where she is now Is the arms of a child, his pain she won’t allow She left those of her blood because she couldn’t deal Now she just wishes she couldn’t at all feel Trapped between a rock and a boulder She’s there just for the young one to cry on her shoulder All she has now is herself and her thoughts Wishing she could leave all the bad memories to rot That’s why she left, to escape those moments To be away from all of the torments Running running away if she can Away from that place, away from that man Away from th

The Arrival Of A My Bday
With my Birthday just over two weeks away I start to contepmplate where I am in life. Where I have been, what I have accomplished and what I have yet to accomplish. This is number 26 (I know some people wish that they were my age again.) I am so lost here lately. I am lucky that I can find my way thru the days. I decided to get a divorce for reasons that I shall not write in here for it isn't everyones business. I didn't know that when you got divorced not only did the assets and the children get split up but the friends do too. And for some reason most people took his side. No one bothered to see it from my point of view they see it as I am the one leaving therefore I am the one at fault. Lord fine then I will take ALL of the blame. It just hurts to loose people that have been my friends for many years some i have known for 10 or more. That is a long time to give up on someones friendship. So here I sit with only my pc to talk to. The kids eat, sleep, play and have some time for me. I

Sunrise And Sunset
Sunrise and Sunset The sun rose this morning on a broken heart. One filled with regrets and denial. The cleansing light of the sun blocked by her storm clouds of sadness. Defiance in the eyes of the one that she loves. His anger grows with every rise and fall of his chest. They yell and argue... He does not know how she feels inside. She opens her mouth to speak, But is abrumptly and frequently quieted by his interruptions. She tries to tell him how she feels many times, But refuses to shed one more tear of weakness. Will the sunset on thier love? She wants him to hear her and trust her. And have faith in who she is. What she gets back from him is that she is just like all of the girls from his past. She wants to be different and thought that she was. Feeling wanted, loved and respected are her hearts only desires. He gets more upset with every word that she speaks. Will the sunset on thier love? He shows no signs of remorse at ther current reason for arguing.

Maestro
Mstislav Rostropovich, the ebullient master cellist who fought for the rights of Soviet-era dissidents and later triumphantly played Bach suites below the crumbling Berlin Wall, died Friday. He was 80. Rostropovich died in a Moscow cancer hospital, the ITAR-Tass news agency reported. Rostropovich’s spokeswoman, Natalia Dollezhal, confirmed to The Associated Press that he had died but she did not provide other details. ‘He gave Russian culture worldwide fame’ Rostropovich, who resided in Paris after self-imposed exile, suffered from intestinal cancer. “The passing of Mstislav Rostropovich is a bitter blow to our culture,” said the author Alexander Solzhenitsyn, who was sheltered by Rostropovich during the writer’s bitter fight against Soviet authorities in the 1970s. “He gave Russian culture worldwide fame. Farewell, beloved friend,” Solzhenitsyn said, according to ITAR-Tass. The musician’s death follows that of another towering Russian — former President Boris Yeltsin,

I Hate Dating
I was seeing this guy for about a month, and one night we were suppose to go to a party. But instead he text messaged me and broke up with me. How nice! 6 hours later he was kissing all over another woman, and took her to the party. I just happened to be there, that was a blast. But i don't get it now he wants me around again, and hardly ever talks or see's the other woman. Should I move on, and say fuck it. Or do I give him abother chance?

They Were Just Two Kids Who Fell In Love...
They were just two kids who fell in love. They actually met during a church service, each checking each other out while the rest of the congregation got saved. He noticed her pretty white dress, and soft brown hair. She liked his smile, and the fact he was a football player made him seem almost surreal to her. They saw each other again at high school, almost running into each other in the hall way. He finally got up the nerve to go over to her table at lunch and say hi! He was nervous, and a little afraid she would say nothing to him. She was nervous too, and barely could get a hello out of her mouth. He asked her for her phone number, and she gave it to him. All she could do the rest of the day was think about the call she hoped would come that night. This was before cell phones, and she knew that she would get some teasing from her brother when he found out a boy had called her. It was almost a right that he seemed to think he had, teasing her since she was his little si

10 Lies Women Tell Men
If you think your woman would never lie to you, guess again. From little white lies to the more serious variety, most women will curtail the truth at some point in a relationship. Her motivation for lying can stem from wanting to protect your feelings or, sure enough, to save her own butt. Whatever the reason, here are the top 10 lies women tell men. Number 1 Oh, come on, do you really believe that she wouldn't change anything about you? Anything? Reality check: There are probably many things about you that she'd like to change. Or if you're still in that new couple "honeymoon" phase, during which you seem absolutely perfect, she'll find out soon enough that she was wrong. Here's my advice: Whether she hasn't figured it out yet or she's blatantly lying to make you happy, enjoy it while it lasts. Number 2 No matter how great your friends are, your girlfriend doesn't want them around all the time . Even though she might have told you this little white lie when you first started d

A Job!!!!!!!!!!!
Hey everybody guess what? I've finally got a job it's pretty sweet to cause I work at a fire work's factory it's from 8pm-5am plus mandatory overtime and i've worked there for 'bout 2 weeks now and i'm really good at it to cause every day we alway's finish up early like tonight we finished 1hr early and two day's ago we finshed 2hrs early but anyway that's the reason I haven't been on for so long. But i'll admit it's not so easy i've got black and blue makrs down the front of my legs and I alway's seem to wake up soar but oddly enough I enjoy it??? It's hard to explain but anyway just wanted to let all you know this 'lil fact about me cause in one week i'll be gettin PAID and then i'll get to say "I'M RICH BITCH" lol.

Men Can't Live With Em' Can't Kill Em'
Okay what is up with this? I will never understand why men try so hard to get u and then when u act even the slight bit interested they act like you're a stalker or something. I am nice to them Im a bitch to them I hang out with them I blow them off No matter what I do they always hang out for a few days and then run off and I don't hear from them for a while and then out of the blue they call me expecting me to just run back to them and I don't even sleep with them...Either way it goes I am ALWAYS the one getting my heart broken and I am soooo sick of it. Either they are hott and assholes or they are cute and try to act like they r so nice and they care about me but they are just pigs in sheep's clothing and I find out the hard way or they are so repulsively ugly I can't even think of talking to them, or they are just assholes up front but either way Im the one who looses. I am smart cute talented funny sexy and FUN, what is their problem?????Damn.

Sweetpappy
Hello to all of you, Thanks for being patient with me, I am relatively new to this but it beats going to a bar and spending major bucks and risking a DUI I like it here and after 18 years of marrige being single scares the hell out of me. I can sit here and find true "friends" who really mean a lot to me. All of you are a God send to me cause I'm still adjusting. Thanks for being there and I won't vent anymore I have found some new friends and look forward to the rest of my life. Again thanks for being here with me.

Guest Book
to all my friends please take a min to sign my guest book on my profile thank you i know things happens for a reason but why.....i have been thinking alot latey about that...wishin that i could go back and change things but i can't....so from now on im going to live my life for each day and worry what tomorrow will bring b/c you might not be here tomorrow and and worry about the past b/c that is what it is the PAST....i want to thank all my friends for being there for me when i needed them without them i don't know what i would have done so i thank yall with all my heart....and to somebody and i don't need to say names i want to thank you you have made me a better person and without you in my life i don't know what i do you know me better than anybody and for that i am thankful i will always love you and you will always have heart forever love yall Dana

Blog Virgin
My first blog woohoo.. Damn how bored am I that I have only been at work for 30 minutes and I am already posting a blog..... lol... Jump into my shoutbox tell me something good! Have a beautiful day... mmmmmmmuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!

Mother's Day
For My Daughters on Mother's Day & My Son My wish for you, Throughout the years... No real worries, Few sad tears... No more hardships, No more trials. Naught but laughter... Bright, true smiles! May the Lord, upon you, gaze, May He, all, your tears, erase. May He lift your spirits high... Fill your heart with hope, devine. May the Lord's word fill your heart, So, that when we're far apart, You will feel the self same things, I feel for you, this early spring. For, there's no love upon this earth, Like love of one who's given birth. I cannot think what life would be, Had God not given you, each, to me. Love from the bottom of my heart,

Finals
Finals are this week and I'm about to collapse in a pile of stress. My organization skills are wack anyone with tips to keep organized while writing papers and studying. i'd love types especially from teachers on how to organize lesson plans and how to be ready for class etc.

Oh Helllllll No.
There's an online petition asking for people to stand up for Paris and get her charges dropped, or let her go free, or some bs like that. Read it below, it's HILARIOUS. http://www.ipetitions.com/petition/PH21781/ And it says: To: The Honorable Governor Arnold Schwarzenegger Paris Whitney Hilton is an American celebrity and socialite. She is an heiress to a share of the Hilton Hotel fortune, as well as to the real estate fortune of her father Richard Hilton. She provides hope for young people all over the U.S. and the world. She provides beauty and excitement to (most of) our otherwise mundane lives. Hilton is notable for her leading roles on the FOX reality series The Simple Life and in the remake of the Vincent Price horror classic "House of Wax". In addition to her work as an actress, she has achieved some recognition as a model, celebrity spokesperson, singer, and writer. As most of America now knows, Ms. Hilton was just charged in a Los Angeles court with

To All My Tap Mommy Friends
I wish you all a Happy & Wonderful Mother's Day. May God bless you all for everything you do for your children & your families! Without you, they wouldn't know how to function! Much Love, Lizzy

Music Musings
Once upon a time, there was a revolutionary new speed metal band with ground-breaking sound no one had heard before. Metallica, back in the day, had mad song writing skills and a unique sound. In the early days, they gained popularity through word-of-mouth, let people videotape their concerts, and their music was the most important thing. Music, and the fans. Then, in '86, Cliff Burton is killed in their tour bus accident. the world wept for one of the best bassists ever to live. what many don't know to this day is that cliff was the backbone of their songwriting team. Notice there have been no Lovecraftian references in their songs since his death. there is also an absence of solos, instrumentals, and bass talent. Their talent shone through the black album, until Load. Load was a load-of shit. It was so mainstream that it sounded like every other frigging band out there. people say that's because all these other bands copied them, but that's simply not true. You can follow their

What Is With Women Today?
Why is it that women now days say that they want a real Man, one who will provide for them, protect them, love them, shelter them, value them, ect... and then criticize and reject those that are? Why is it that when the full blood of a Man is upon Him, and He sees His female, and will have her, that it should be then that He is not a real Man, but is called a beast, a brute? Women say they want a real Man, but do not recognize One when they see Him. They are quick to point out flaws, say He is overbearing, rude, cruel, when He is being a true Man. But then, these are the same woman that really just want what "society" has deemed a man, a milksop who is walked all over and controlled by a female....not a true Man. Why would you want a man that lets you get by with anything? That lets you walk all over him, lets you do and say anything? How can you respect a man like that, much less live with him? That isn't a man, he's an overgrown boy!!!! What woman out there would

Bob Dylan
In Salome Bob tells the story of what happened in London. First you have the exact date. 5th day of may. The events in London happened in may 1965. -I married Salome on the fifth day of May But I could not hold on to her very long So I cut off my hair and I rode straight away For the wild unknown country where I could not go wrong. He was on tour and therefore could not go "wrong"... -I came to a high place of darkness and light The dividing line ran through the center of town I hitched up my pony to a post on the right Went in to a laundry to wash my clothes down. Strangely Brian also recalls this event: -Didn't I see you down in San Antone on a hot and dusty night Weren't you eating eggs in Sammy's there when the black man drew the knife Didn't you drown the Jew in Rampton when he washed his sleeveless shirt With a Spanish speaking gentleman, the one that we call Kirk. This means something, but what? Entering David: -A man in the corner approache

Thoughts
I had to move the blog of this morning into this new blog: I have read a bulletin about someone, who is saving animals, and in a bulletin he talks about helping him in spending food to the animals. There is of course a reason that one should help those animals, but I ask me how many children are living in bad circumstances, and I see my first obligation in helping the children and then I go and do this for animals. I understand that it breaks someone's heart to see suffering pets, but please remember at first the suffering children in this world. Sometimes it happens that little dogs in richs families have a better food than some children in emergency. One can help BOTH, but the main for me are the kids. As long as this fact is reality, that children must suffer, I can't decide different. I don't say, that it is bad to help the animals, in itself it is a good thing. But the children are there and they need us. Suffering persons have priority. It sounds perhaps revolutional, but pleas

Father's Day
It was about 11:05p.m. . The house was quiet except for me pushing keys on my laptop. All of a sudden I hear a THUD! Coming from kids room. I jump up to see what it was and I find my 3 year old fell out of bed and he's sittin on the floor dazed. I pick him up and ask him if needs to pee, he says yes. I take him to the bathroom, he stands at the toilet like he's not going to pee. All of a sudden he pees right across the toilet and hits the shower curtain, LMFAO! That's some funny parenthood shit! It started as a normal Sunday, except we were on vacation visiting family. I got a few "Happy Father's day", there wasn't any big party, or deal made. The day was fun, took the kids to the beach and to the Salem Willows (if you ever been to Salem, Mass.) I watched my oldest Scott (6 yrs old)swim from rock to rock in Marblehead. He's grown up so fast, very adventurous. Felt good to see him have fun with out video games or T.V. Just us at the beach, my boy turning into a handsome little

Doom
When the darkended skies sinks above the suburbs the cries of despair chokes on the suffering . Forced to shitty hard labour,used as cattle,remembered by no-one,forced upon the table of sacrifice,led like the lambs to slaughter people finds themselves unwanted,preferred stillborn before living cost of society the four horsemen of the apocalypse rides in over the ghettos. More people find themselves locked by cops for minor crimes. There's a long way from the patrol car to the cell and a lot of things can and will happen. when the eyes of others than the police froce are kepy closed. We must react against the police states we're all part of !!!

So Close To Home!
I wrote a goodbye note in lipstick on your arm when you passed out, I couldn't bring myself to call, except to call it quits, Best Friends, exfriends til the end, better off as lovers, and not the other way around, Racing thru the city, windows down, in the back of yellow checkered cars. Come hell or high water, well i'm feeling hot and wet, I can't commit to a thing be it heart or hospital, I cast a spell over the west to make you think of me the same way I think of you, this is a love song in my own way, Happily ever after below the waist!

Before Me
I was struck before the hour Of a love so sudden and sweet. Your face shone like a shining star And made my own heart beat. My face turned as pale as ever, My legs refused to walk away Yet when you looked at me What could I possibly say? My life had suddenly seemed To all just melt away. Then my blood rushed to my face And took my sight away. It seemed like it was midnight When it was only mid- day I could not see a single thing, Words from my eyes did start, They spoke as a chord does from a string And a sweeter melody it did play. You seemed to hear my silent voice And love's appeal to dream I never saw such a sweet face As the one that stood before me. I'm lying in bed, thinking of you. You're far away, but yet so close. You fill my heart with love. You make me happy. I want to touch you, hold you, cuddle, and make love. You seem so real... You touch my heart with all you say. Is this all in my mind? Is this real or a dream? Will I ever know

The Monster Within...
I WROTE THIS POEM IN MEMORY OF KEVIN MILLER R.I.P. STEP ASIDE MR. COCAINE YOU HAVE BEEN GIVEN YOUR CHANCE.... IT'S MY TURN NOW TO SPIN YOU INTO MY ILLUSIONAL TRANCE.... YOU'VE SEEN ME BEFORE, BUT U PASSED RIGHT ON BY I JUST WAS'NT YOUR CHOICE IN YOUR SEARCH TO GET HIGH.. MY MAGIC IS PART OF MY MYSTICAL GAME... SHATTERED TORN VISIONS ONLY MYSELF IS TO BLAME THE WICKED ILLUSIONS OF THE MONSTERS WITHIN LIES ONLY AS DEEP AS YOU YOU LET HIM IN.... CREATURES OF NIGHT-TIME SLEPT THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE DAY YOUR LIFE REAPS MADDNESS IN SO MANY WAYS.... SO HERE IS A CLUE THAT I OFFER TO YOU, THE DAY IT BEGAN WAS THE DAY IT BEGUN WAS THE DAY YOU WERE THROUGH AND YOU KNOW THAT IT'S TRUE.... FOR I AM THE ONE, THE ONE YOU SHOULD THANK FOR YOU NOW HAVE BECOME MY SLAVE TO THE ONE THEY CALL CRANK HIT AFTER HIT, LINE AFTER LINE THE NEEDLE LAYED WAITING IT WAS JUST A MATTER OF TIME. SITTING AND TWEAKING DWELLING ON LIFE THAT FUCKING DOPE MONSTER TOOK MY FRIENDS LIFE...

Who Said I Was Nice
Who the Hell said I was nice? Some people have the nerve to tell me ... "hey your not nice". Well who the Hell told you I was? I never did. Hell I'm generous, loyal as Hell, honest to a fault, even understanding of people's plights, but nice? Look if you are brave enough to ask me for the truth ... that is what I am going to tell you. Why spare your feelings when the truth is what you want to know. If you want sentiment at that time, then ask me to send you a Hallmark card don't ask me to be honest. Believe me I am doing the more generous thing by telling you the hard, crusty, bitter tasting, hard to swallow, unmitagated, ugly truth as opposed to some sweet, smooth tasting, lovely to behold, leave your breath minty fresh, easy to swallow ... LIE. But hey I respect your right to want that, just don't expect it from me. I would die for my friends but tell them lies to spare feelings is not my style. And to those I don't count as friends or strangers ... well I owe you nothing, but I wi

Last Night, I Dreamt
So, last night I dreamt I was stuck with some annoyingly prissy fucks. I can't remember who, or where they came from. I just remember that one person was so annoying, I gave them my booger. It wasn't any ol' booger. It was more of a dallop of mucas and crusty boog. The size of a scoop of whipped cream, sitting in the prissy person's hand. That's all I remember.

Computer Shit
This is my first blog with a concern, that may or may not be world changing but it is killer news. Unfortunately i have to plug a company that many may not like. even I had shunned them in the past as inferior, including poor tech suport. But what they have done is make history, never has a popular computer company put linux on its hardware from the factory. This company is Dell, im not going to go into linux much but this is great, I have faught to learn linux for a long time, and the area that always plagued me was in the area of hardawre compatibility or getting the existing drivers to work. Well now i have a linux box with everything working, (wireless, graphics card, and a fairly kick ass one at that, for 79 bucks u can upgrade to an nvidia ? 256 mg card, and the cost shows no windows, its like 200 cheaper just for having linux, its ubuntu 7.x something (etch?) next there will be a made for linux version of wow just like for mac! (i know some have run it under wine, and im not un

Lots Of Questions
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Email your answers..... NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?21-23 2. What is your sexu

Symptoms Of Anxiety Disorder
Generalized anxiety disorder (GAD) is more than the normal anxiety people experience day to day. It's chronic and exaggerated worry and tension, even though nothing seems to provoke it. Having this disorder means always anticipating disaster, often worrying excessively about health, money, family, or work. Sometimes, though, the source of the worry is hard to pinpoint. Simply the thought of getting through the day provokes anxiety. People with GAD can't seem to shake their concerns, even though they usually realize that their anxiety is more intense than the situation warrants. People with GAD also seem unable to relax. They often have trouble falling or staying asleep. Their worries are accompanied by physical symptoms, especially trembling, twitching, muscle tension, headaches, irritability, sweating, or hot flashes. They may feel lightheaded or out of breath. They may feel nauseated or have to go to the bathroom frequently. Or they might feel as though they have a lump in the thr

Dominance And Submission
what is the difference between a Dominant and a submissive? some would tell you that being a Dominant means that you need 10 different toys with which to beat, a paddle and a moving target(who is willing of course) and that being a submissive is sitting in one place and enduring countless blows and pain all for the joy of feeling it. However, these things are some things that Doms and subs will do in the course of a relationship. these things are not what being a Dom/sub is. The core of a Dominant and a submissive is not what they get into for a scene, or their kinks. the key difference between a Dominant and a submissive is simpy this A Dominant has Dignity. A submissive has Pride. this seems too simple to be a fact, however consider this as an example A submissive has only what the Dominant allows them, pride is the one thing they always CAN have, pride in the Dom and how he/she can control the sub, pride in how handsome/beautiful their owner is pride in how we

Good Wishes
To all my friends :) Wishing you all a nice and good day, much strength and courage and good thoughts and ideas. Today is a very busy day for me, I'll work that out :D Don't worry, be happy...All the best for you!

Contest
http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=113980&albumid=313716&i=4230318545 come one come all to this lovely contest call dash to a blast come comment bomb the hell out of my pic to make me win 1st or 2nd or 3rd lol

Blakkat's Meow...
I don't normally bitch about my ex... but tonight I need to... so please excuse me. I found out tonight that my ex who is in Lancaster, Ca is throwing a punk show in his mother's house in order to raise money to open up a venue of his own without any paper trail. Mind you, we just recently divorced and he has been slapped with a hefty child support payment... BUT I know he won't pay anything... and it makes me pissed that he gets away with it because he's so far from Oklahoma. He has no respect for my daughter or me, which murders me every time I think about it. I wish I would've kicked his ass before he left... I would feel better. Money isn't the problem... More so that it always seems like the bad guys get away with murder... and it doesn't seem fair. I've been doing well with not flying off the handle about this stuff... I haven't talked to him in 8 weeks. I haven't seen him in 12. But kharma... does it really exist? Will he really get what he deserves? Or will I n

*dealin' With Emotions*(d/s)
The perfect Dominant will keep you safe from harm: both physical and emotional. He will also keep you from any kind of discomfort, be it being too cold or too hot. He will heal all your ills and make your life perfect. All of your needs and wants will be fulfilled, even before you know you need or want something. Sounds ideal, doesn't it? Well in theory, it is. However, Dominants are people to. Like anyone else, they will make mistakes, upset you, and sometimes even disappoint you. What do you do when that pedestal they are on gets a little lower to the ground? How do you express what you are feeling? What do you do? The answer is as simple as understanding human emotions. Every emotion has a different way to be expressed. Love is one of the easiest emotions that can be expressed to our Dominants. We all seem to know how to do that instinctively. As we get to know Them, we learn Their likes and dislikes and learn to enhance on what They enjoy. In doing this, we also learn how to

Thoughts And Feelings
Well I really don't know what to say here about my self. Lately I don't think I even know who I am or what is going on in my life. All I do know is I feel pain. My world has been falling down around me for the past two years now and it does not look like that will be changing any time soon. I am just so confused I have all these hopes and dreams for my life. But at the same time I feel this huge void in side me that nothing fills. I have tried turning to the lord and praying but I don't feel like I am getting an answer any where I turn. I am tired of being alone and betrayed not knowing if I am getting the whole truth from people or just half truths. I want honesty in my life and assuredness. I am just so tired of this numbing pain that never fades. I am lost in side my self in this sea of uncertainty and I just don't know where to turn. I feel my soul slipping as odd as that is to say back to a place it took me a long time to escape and it scares me. This pain is so familiar an emptin

Dads & Step Dads
10.) Well, how about that! I'm lost. Looks like we'll have to stop and ask for directions. 9.) You know, pumpkin. Now that you're thirteen, you'll be ready for unchaperoned car dates. Won't that be fun? 8.) I noticed that all your friends have a certain negative attitude. I like that! 7.) Here's a credit card and the keys to my new car. Go crazy! 6.) What do you mean you want to play football? Figure skating not good enough for you, son? 5.) Your Mother and I are going away for the weekend. You might want to consider throwing a party. 4.) Well, I don't know what's wrong with your car. Probably one of those doo-hickey thingies. You know, that makes it run or something. Just have it towed to a mechanic and pay whatever he asks. 3.) No son of mine is going to live under this roof without an earring. Now, quit your belly aching and let's go to the mall. 2.) What do you want to go and get a job for? I make plenty of money for you to spend. 1.) Father's Da

The Senses Series
She looked both ways before she went across the busy street, skipping along as she ran to the other end of the sidewalk. He quickly followed her from the other side of the street. He didn’t know who she was, nor did he ever get the chance to ask her. But she intrigued him so much that for the past couple of days, he had been following her from the coffee shop that she seemed to pass by every day when he went to get his coffee. He didn’t know what or why he had to continue looking at her, it was just the site of her being there before him and the world that enticed him to follow her every day like he did. He didn’t want to consider himself as a stalker or anything, but it was just something that he couldn’t stop doing day after day. But today it was going to be way different, he was going to get up close enough to actually see her. She walked into a store and this was going to be his chance as he walked across the street and slowly into the store. It was a store that sold candles a

Instant Messenger
to all those on my friends list that want to add me to their yahoo. here is my address...red_dragon_of_dreams. if you do add me please leave a message in the friends request as to who you are. thank you.

Something I Kinda Stole But Liked
You Are a Smart American You know a lot about US history, and you're opinions are probably well informed. Congratulations on bucking stereotypes. Now go show some foreigners how smart Americans can be. Are You a Dumb American?

Black Day
CHARLESTON, S.C. — One coached football when he wasn't fighting fires. Another cut hair at a barbershop. Yet another was known for quoting the Bible. They called each other nicknames like "Squirrel" and "Lightning." On Tuesday, this city on the South Carolina coast mourned them all: nine firefighters killed inside a burning furniture store in the nation's worst loss of firefighters since the 2001 World Trade Center attack. "They did exactly what they were trained to do," fire Chief Rusty Thomas said. They went into the burning building on Monday in search of two employees who had been reported to be trapped inside. One employee made it out. The other, Jonathan Tyrell, said he banged with a hammer, hoping someone would find him, and a firefighter was eventually able to pull him out. "I hugged him and told him 'thank you' over and over," Tyrell said in an interview aired Wednesday on CBS' "The Early Show." The cause of the fire at the Sofa Super Store was under investi

Native Americans
Native American tribes speak out about climate change By Associated Press Sunday, June 17, 2007 - Updated: 03:46 PM EST MT. MOOSILAUKE, N.H. - Native American leaders are speaking out more forcefully about the danger of climate change. Members of six tribes recently gathered near the Baker River in New Hampshire's White Mountains for a sacred ceremony honoring "Earth Mother." Talking Hawk, a Mohawk Indian who asked to be identified by his Indian name, pointed to the river's tea-colored water as proof that the overwhelming amount of pollution humans have produced has caused changes around the globe. "It's August color. It's not normal," he said. "Earth Mother is fighting back _ not only from the four winds but also from underneath," he said. "Scientists call it global warming. We call it Earth Mother getting angry." At a United Nations meeting last month, several Native American leaders spoke at a session called "Indigenous Perspectives on Climate

Awsome Technology
I promise you it's not a virus or popups! I don't want to try and explain it because you have to see it for yourself. Click the link below or copy and paste it to your browser. http://beaumatt.ipodpsp.hop.clickbank.net/?tid=SATV1 I promise you it's not a virus or popups! I don't want to try and explain it because you have to see it for yourself. Click the link below or copy and paste it to your browser. http://beaumatt.ipodpsp.hop.clickbank.net/?tid=SATV1 Just thought I'd share some awsome technology. Zune Downloads, The Hottest New Niche Since IPod, Psp, Or Sat. Tv! Get Conversion Tracking Now. Copy and paste the link to your browser. http://beaumatt.zreactor.hop.clickbank.net/?tid=IPOD1

World Issues
Here's how the British hold back the waters from flooding London: And the Dutch solution to protecting an entire nation that mostly rests below sea level: The Italians are defending their city on the sea. . . Venice: Giant platforms on hinges raise up to break the waves when they get too high ! And the richest, most powerful and technologically advanced nation on earth. . the USA!!!!!! Go Army Corps of Engineers!! Hey, it takes a lot of money to keep corrupt politicians corrupt!! -- Honor is the thing, for he who is honorable needs no praise. He is secure with the knowledge of what he is, a decent human being first, all else after.

Love
CT, like many other sites on the internet ask, Who are you? First off, who are you to ask who am I? Do you even know who you are? When you do, then you can ask me. But for those who really wish to know who I am: I am High School football on a chilly Friday night. Rooting on my nephew who has grown into a fine young man, Nice job sis! I am College football on a brisk fall afternoon, cheering on my oldest nephew, also a fine young man. I am the doting Uncle sitting in the hospital room with my niece looking at the beautiful bundle joy her and her husband has brought into this world. I am Ohio Valley strong. I have the backbone of steel forged in the furnaces that my father tended. The same steel that built the battleships that saved the world in World War II. The same steel that has forged the great country we have now. I have the strong bones of coal that my Grandfather, and so many other men mined, at great risk to themselves. My Grandfather has told m

Hmmm
HEY TO ALL MY CHERRY TAP BUDDIES/FAMILY/FANS AND FRIENDS PLEASE SHOW SOME LUV TO A VERY SPECIAL PERSON...HIS NAME ON HERE IS ROCK ON CT OR BY EMAIL savage_193@hotmail.com YOU SHOW HIM LOTS OF LUV AND ILL MAKE YA 2 MORPHS...SO HIT ME UP AFTER YOU HAVE RATING ALL HIS PICS AND STASH THANKS LUV YA ALL KISSES...KATIE

This Is For You Babe!!
Ok, Friday was a good day. Friday i took voyerism to awhole new level. Babe you want details, and im not so sure that thats wise. It was a blast. And Id do it again for you anytime possible. I work in an office. With lots of windows and clients walking in and out. I worked most the day in my bday suit. It was hot, it was amazing and as a voyer I would love to encounter someone doing the same thing i did. Who knows if you ask the right questions i might have some really awsome answers!!!!

New Tat
Friday night am going in for my third tattoo. It's going to be an asian symbol on the inside of my right ankle... I will post a pic after it's taken... I wonder who may be able to guess the meaning once the see it? Hmmmm...

101 Ways You Know Your From Boston
Things you should know if you're coming to Boston (that's Baw Stun) Pay no attention to the street names. There's no school on School Street, no court on Court Street, no dock on Dock Square, no water on Water Street. Back Bay streets are in alphabetical odda: Arlington, Berkeley, Clarendon, Dartmouth. So are South Boston streets: A, B, C, D. If the streets are named after trees (e.g. Walnut, Chestnut,Cedar),you're on Beacon Hill. If they're named after poets, you're in Wellesley. Southie is South Boston. The South End is the South End. Eastie is East Boston. The North End is east of the West End. The West End and Scollay Square are no more, a guy named Rappaport got rid of them one night. Bostonian Definitions: Frappes have ice cream, milkshakes don't. If it is fizzy and flavored, it's tonic. Soda is CLUB SODA. Pop is Dad. When we mean Tonic WATER, we will ask for Tonic WATER. The smallest beer is a pint. Scrod is whatever they tell

First Blog....naughty Survey!!
Got this from my friend "LickSuckLick" (Love the name....LOL) 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you

Not Feelin Good
I just wanted to apologize for not keeping up with comments and ratings much the past couple of days....i have an infected tooth and the left side of my face is swollen up something awful!!! Between 7-midnight last night, i had taken 2 Darvocets & 2 Tylenol 3's and those didn't do a darn thing for the excruciating pain!!! Then a friend of mine had a vicodin which i've never taken and it helped a lil bit, made my nose go numb and i felt pretty loopy, but still the pain was too much! grrr I finally got to where i could lay down about 4 a.m. and got a couple of hours of rest. I am taking an antibiotic for my 2nd day so i pray this all goes away....hell this is more painful than going thru a C-section!!!! My best friend took my girls for me so that i can rest up...thank gawd for that, don't know how i would get thru the day otherwise. Anyway, hope you all are doing well and i will catch up asap! Big Hugz ~GT~aka Kojo

Finished With The Bullshit
I am tired of the drama, the fake people and the lies. So here is how it is going to go. I removed some people from my family list yesterday and my friends list. Boohoo so sorry to see you go... Uhh not! And today I added the 4 people that were there for me yesterday. Ya now one of them I have known since I had my other account and the other three I have just met recently. I am really pissed at certain people right now. Every time that I have been asked to help out someones friends by either rating their page, or rating, adding, and fanning or comment bombing in a contest I have fucking been there. But you people do not know how to return the favor. I posted bulletins and a blog and personally told a few of you. But you know it is all fucking good. I was told by a few of you if you could get cherrytap to load you would help me. Then you are on here all night and still on this afternoon. Well that is all good I see how it is. So here is what is going to happen. Look at my family list...

Drug Names And Hilarious Take On Viagra
Pharmacology, all drugs have two names, a trade name and generic name. For example, the trade name of Tylenol also has a generic name of Acetaminophen. Aleve is also called Naproxen. Amoxil is also called Amoxicillin and Advil is also called Ibuprofen. The FDA has been looking for a generic name for Viagra. After careful consideration by a team of government experts, it recently announced that it has settled on the generic name of Mycoxafloppin. Also considered were Mycoxafailin, Mydixadrupin, Mydixarizin, Dixafix, and of course, Ibepokin. Pfizer Corp announced today that Viagra will soon be available in liquid form, and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as a mixer. It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff one. Obviously we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new meaning to the names of "cocktails", "highballs" and just a good old-fashioned "stiff drink". Pepsi will market the new concoction by the name o

Angel's Diary
Ok...I noticed tonite that I have forgotten how to flirt. This is a very disappointing realization. I used to be an ace flirter! It may have actually been an obsession at one point. Now, anytime I am around someone I am crushing on...I forget who I am...lol! Even online I am a total clutz when it comes to the oposite sex. I am going to have to do some further thinking on this to decide what caused the skill loss. As soon as I figure it out I will post another blog. :P The flirting problem is solved. I figure it was lack of practice. However now I live daily with the desire to be a half of one whole. To find a mate. My soulmate. I believe I know him...I just can't have him. And from this realization comes my sadness. I long for that part of my heart that I had sarted to live without. I lost it a long time ago and have begun to get used to life without it. Now suddenly the one who holds this part of my heart is back....with complications. I want to try again...but can't bring myself to t

Reguardless Of What Anyone Has To Say
I LOVE MY MAN & WILL STICK BY HIM AND CONTINUE TO BE WITH HIM WETHER ANYONE LIKE IT OR NOT. THIS IS EXACTLY THE WAY THAT I FEEL AND NO ONE IS GONNA CHANGE THAT. Jessica SimpsonI Wanna Love You ForeverMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Guilty
~BROWN EYEZ~ r u happy now that u can't see my face?@ CherryTAP I have been seeing this girl on cherrytap, and I have grown for her. We started a relationship on here. I see a married man on here flirting with her and saying, "I love you!" I got upset and confronted her about it, and we get into huge arguments, I call her names that I come to realize aren't true. I have committed a wrong, but when she allowed me to get on her account and block the guy that was the greatest thing that she ever did for me was to allow me on to her account. She has all my trust and she isn't what I called her, she flirted for points and I would have bought her a ct blast if I only knew, she told me a couple days ago and I wouldn't allow my self to believe it. I know now that I love her with all my heart and even if she does block me, I will still love her and I would say nothing bad about her, because it wasn't true. I wish I could take it all back and have her still block him for the time being an

New Tattoo...
Ok so tomorrow night or Saturday night (still unsure which) a friend of mine that does tattoos is going to be here to do my new one. I have one on my left ankle. I wan this one on my back but I have to decide top or bottom. And exactly what I want. I want to incorporate dolphins and the confederate flag. Yes I know I am weird but it is what I want. I am giving myself a headache trying to come up with ideas. Anyone got any?? HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

Do You Give To Get?
"I have sensed a growing discontent amongst many who are on their spiritual path. A common theme appears to be -- ‘I have been serving God for so long and have given up so much and it has been such a struggle -- when am I going to get my reward?’" -- Wendy Munroe It’s interesting to become aware of how we participate in the dynamic exchange of giving and receiving. When we give, do we do so whole-heartedly? Or do we do so with the ulterior motive of wanting something in return? It’s not wise to be always looking for a deal. The universe never short-changes us. We can afford to be generous. The Koran spells out a value-for-value principle. When something of value is given, something of value must be returned. "It’s not how much we give but how much love we put into giving." -- Mother Teresa Understand the spiritual principles of manifestation.

Let's Talk About Sex~ Passion Parties By Meredith
I would love to hear from both ladies and guys on this one. Ladies, you think you've done a good Meg Ryan impression, he seems to be none the wiser...are you 100% sure he isnt on to your fake? OR....are you honest with him, and then my question is how does his ego take it? Guys, can you tell when she fakes it? If she is honest with you and it just wasn't gonna happen, how do you feel about that? Is it a shot to the ego, or open honest communication with your partner? Respond away!!!.....

Random Things
hope ur having a great day all i really do, much love to all ya out there who are mah friends...but i need ya'lls help, my hubby posted a MUMM about what kinda dog we want next,when u get a chance b4 it expires, vote on my hubbys mum, ppl were sayin some fucked up shit about how many dogs we have and implying my house is very smell, just wanted to get my homies gathered and give up their views, of those who actually know me and how i am with pitbulls and animals in general. some ppl r so shallow. feel free to give your own vote between the 2 choices though!!! freedom of speach!http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=161468 From my husband :) awwww I love you Brandy. I love you first and foremost because you're my wife. I love you because you're beautiful even if I don't tell you that enough. I love you because you take care of me when I'm sick and even when I'm not and even when I literally couldn't stand on my own 2 feet and walk. I love you because you are always there for me, even w

Lost
I can feel myself slipping Sliding downwards into the abyss Tread carefully lover Softly, slowly or fall I watched my life circling Mandalas of emotion Devouring words Hoping for release The touch of your skin Rivers of blood Coursing over pale mounds Lips bruised on flesh Everything dull Devoid of colour Vibrancy left with you My mind absconded with my soul Perpetually broken Liquescent mercury pooling Smiling behind a mask I am the mask, the mask is me. Impassioned portrait sketched in words of lust Enticing me to reconsider all. It traces doubt with grey upon my trust And intimations hide behind the scrawl. Relinquish every preconceived intent, And paint my face with violet crystal tears. I cannot take them back, so I relent, And let the brushstrokes cover all my fears. The sharpened edges blur with every hue - Impressionist emotions, tinged with red. I dip my fingers lightly into blue And dare to replicate those things unsaid. Kandinsky never could

I'm Almost There!!!!
I am only just over 1,800 points away from leveling up. I could sure use your help, though. Please help me by commenting and rating pics, adding me as a friend, etc. Whoever puts me over the top will receive a nice gift. Thanks for your support!

Can Someone Please Save Her!!
THIS ADORABLE YORKIE NEEDS A HOME A.S.A.P.!! WE HAVE HAD TO RESCUE HER FROM THE CAT AT LEAST 2 TIMES NOW!!AND THOSE ARE THE ONES WE SAW. SHE IS AVAILABLE ON EBAY WITH LOTS OF OTHER STUFF. PLEASE SAVE HER FROM THE CAT!!!!!

What Would You Do ?
This was sent to me thought i'd give it a go also!! What would you do??? IF YOU HAD ME ALONE... LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... THEN SEND THIS TO ALL YOUR CONTACTS... YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL..IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD AND ARE AFRAID TO SEE WHO ACTUALLY LIKES YOU. COPY THIS AND PASTE IT....Don't be shy mmmm tell me what's on your mind!!!

Lyrics
Lyrics for "Down With The Sickness" Can you feel that? Oh shit A-wa-ca-ca-ca A-wa-ca-ca-ca Drowning deep in my sea of loathing Broken your servant I kneel (will you give in to me) It seems what's left of my human side is slowly changing in me (will you give in to me) Looking at my own reflection When suddenly it changes Violently it changes There is no turning back now You've woken up the demon in me Get up, come on get down with the sickness Open up your hate and let it flow in to me Get up, come on get down with the sickness You mother get up, come on get down with the sickness You fucker get up, come on get down with the sickness Madness is the gift that has been given to me I can see inside you the sickness is rising Don't try to deny what you feel (will you give in to me) It seems that all that was good has died And is decaying me (will you give in to me) It seems you're having some trouble In dealing with these changes Living w

For Our Heros
In a darkened room I sit Bowed over head in hands and think of Doom and Gloom The shadows from the moonlight stretch across the wall Creating pictures of The Nightmare that haunt's us all The sorrow, the pain we must endure Why must we share another mans fight To do battle in vain? No it is not I that suffer the most Trojans and Warriors suffer the pain Of bullets and rockets that are fired from rifle and plane Roots of Earth, man made plans Ricochet around the Heroes of this land No it is not I that suffer 'Tis soldiers that wear Medals of Honor around their neck Medallions worn to protect them Badge's of Courage on their chest No it's not in vain that some will die These are men worthy of our prayers As they do battle to protect each other And to keep us free These are men the world's best trained Soldiers of the Light, Fighting for the Right I salute them as I hope you will. For it is they who suffer! The Real Pain.

Thoughts
yesterday i went and put my application into disney to do the college program again.. maybe this time it will be a little better than last. and a lot less injuries.. and agravations.. i applied for the spring term so i can finsishe out my fall classes here at Kingwood and be in good standings with them not to mention we all know how the approval process is with this company.. never know i might get turned down or sent to Cali instead of FL.. well see.. just thought i would keep yall posted.. well i am off to do some math and read a little in my small business book. so take care for now and dont be strangers.. hugs and kisses Cassie well i went and done it again i am trying to do my own thing.. i need money coming in when i am out on all this medical leave and at this time i am unsure if they are going to keep me on at sears after the holidays so i have went and am starting a new online business.. yeah i know its harder to do an online one compared to a direct hoof and mo

Funny!
There is not one dirty word in it, and it is funny. The Smiths were unable to conceive children and decided to use a surrogate father to start their family. On the day the proxy father was to arrive, Mr. Smith kissed his wife goodbye and said, "Well, I'm off now. The man should be here soon." Half an hour later, just by chance, a door-to-door baby photographer happened to ring the doorbell, hoping to make a sale. "Good morning, Ma'am", he said, "I've come to..." "Oh, no need to explain," Mrs. Smith cut in, embarrassed, "I've been expecting you." "Have you really?" said the photographer. "Well, that's good. Did you know babies are my specialty?" "Well that's what my husband and I had hoped. Please come in and have a seat". After a moment she asked, blushing, "Well, where do we start?" "Leave everything to me. I usually try two in the bathtub, one on the couch, and perhaps a couple on the bed. And sometimes the living room floor is fun. You can really spread out there." "

Wasted
All the tears I have wasted. All the hurt. All the pain. WASTED Wasted on you. Wasted on "things" Wasted on stupid stuff. All the thinking, talking, planning and waiting. WASTED. Tears I have cried. Thoughts I have thunk. Dreams I have dreamt. The big part of my heart I had opened up. WASTED.

Parts Fading........
It is as if I am standing on the outside of a looking glass watching my life pass before me, knowing that I can do nothing to change the reality, ease the pain, rid the hurt, it is as if it is a cruel joke being played on me day after day. Where will the next day leave me? How broken will I be tomorrow? Does there ever seem to be an ending? How do I convince someone that everything is alright when the very depths of my inner core is dissolving slowly? No one notices that a little more of me is fading away each day. It’s as if the waves of life’s ocean are crashing against me eroding more of my core every second of the day. Carrying parts of me out to sea... out to the wide expanse of water to be lost forever. My very existence is slowly drifting out to sea upon the waves of meaningless words, intentions, actions and emotions. Parts of me slowly evaporate into the mist. The euphoria that once consumed me is now dissolving into the blackness. The cold of the waters of life are engulfi

For My Dadd.r.i.p.
WELL JUNE 26,2006 MY DAD PASSED WAY. I DID NOT KNOW MY DAD UNTIL I WAS 18. WE MEET AN PARTY . HE MEET HIS GRNDKIDS. I GUESS I HAVE SUM BROTHERS AN SISTER OUT IN THIS WORLD SUM WHERE, BUT I DONNOT KNOW WHERE. MY MOM DON'T TALK TO ME NOMORE MAN IS MORE IN HER LIFE THEN ME. THE ONLY ONE THAT GAVE A DAMN ABOUT ME IS GONE, HES MY BESTFRIEND , HES MY DAD, I WILL ALWAYS MISS HIM. HES MY LIFE. I LOVE YOU AN MISS YOU DADDY . LOVE SHORTY420 A.K.A MARY.

Inject Me
Inject me with your: Pain....so harsh Love.....So sweet Anger.....so enraged Lust.....so hyper Fears.....so compelling Dreams.....so incomplete Soul.....so lost Greed.....so sinful Temptation.....so dejected Sorrow.....so sweet Sins.....so beautiful Rage.....so plentiful Joy.....so dark Inject me with you

Fan Mail
Ok, guys, I have to give this one a 10 for creativity, as far as I remember from all the messages I've got, this one, deserves some reading!.. of course he is getting a lot way ahead of himself thinking he will even get closer to do such things to Moi, but hey! we can't blame him for trying *wink* I have left his contact info just in case any of you would like to get to "know" him... LOL From: licksalotpuss Subject: wanting your opinion get back to me Date: Jul 18, 2007 20:17PM EST Gender: Male Age: 35 Seeking: Female Body Type: Don't Show Location: Connersville, Indiana United States I would meet you and start to kiss and lick all over your neck, suddenly grab you by your hair and throw you down hard on the bed. Turn you over, and begin kissing and licking the back of your neck, kissing n licking up n down your spine, turning you back over, working my tongue n lips down your body, working myself further and further down. Licking first at your thig

Personal Experiences
Sometimes I feel like everyone in this world is just full of shit. Why do I think that? 'Cause most of us, live in our own lies, and those lies become a part of us. I hate liers, but sometimes we just have lies to protect ourselves. But honestly, from what? What do we need to hide so much that we need to build layers of lies in order to keep a relationship or just a simple friendship? I don't know what I'm talking about..... Nevermind. For some time now, I had a friend who apparently lives in her own little world. We met each other a while back, and went through some personal problems together. It got to a point where I started feeling something deep towards her but I was blind. She is in a state of mind, that makes it impossible for anyone to even understand what she thinks, feels or lives in life. At times, I feel like she is just covered in this one huge lie, that not even herself can get out of. So many difficult and complex stories she has told me, that at this po

Faker!!!!
I rarely look at the bulletins unless one of my friends asks me to; it's just not something I'm interested in. However I just read one regarding fake profile pics. Greetings Lately there has been a huge increase of individuals using fake photos as their main profile photo. Most people do this to get better ratings or to deceptively lure people to click into their page. This is not what we had in mind when we created this site, so we are going to be taking action prevent this. 1. Any top 100 cherry using a fake main profile photo will be reset to 0. 2. If you see a top 100 cherry using a fake photo as their main profile photo, please report to a bouncer. 3. We have ZERO tolerance for anyone trying to manipulate our cherry ranking. Anyone caught cheating will be reset. As I will never be a top 100 cherry I guess I don't really need to worry about this. But I have a few things about this that bother me. A: just cause I'm on tap doesn't mean I want my pic on

Long Distance Love
Long Distance Love Loving from a distance is never easy when u r living so very far apart But each mile that separates 2 people who truely care is joined together with the love each feels in their heart! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The lonliness u feel when u r not together can eat away at u deep inside when u miss the one who u want to share ur life with and they r not able to be by ur side ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Have trust in each others feelings and believe that they do feel the same way as you when u can not be with one another so easy it is to doubt wheather their love is really true ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Need to keep your faith that u have in each other and never let go of your trust sometimes thats not so easy to do but for your piece of mind it really is a must ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ think of one anothers emotional needs so the other knows that you do care make th

What I've Learned
Jade – a gemstone of unique symbolic energy, and unique in the myths that surround it. With its beauty and wide-ranging expressiveness, jade has held a special attraction for mankind for thousands of years. This gem, with its discreet yet rather greasy lustre, which comes in many fine nuances of green, but also in shades of white, grey, black, yellow, and orange and in delicate violet tones, has been known to Man for some 7000 years. In prehistoric times, however, it was esteemed rather more for its toughness, which made it an ideal material for weapons and tools. Yet as early as 3000 B.C. jade was known in China as 'yu', the 'royal gem'. In the long history of the art and culture of the enormous Chinese empire, jade has always had a very special significance, roughly comparable with that of gold and diamonds in the West. Jade was used not only for the finest objects and cult figures, but also in grave furnishings for high-ranking members of the imperial family. Today, too, this ge

Family Values
I just got back from the family values tour concert and it was awsome! I had soo much fun. Best act of the night had to be flyleaf. When you see this itty bitty chic goin balls out on some metal and kicking ass it just does the trick. The whole band was just all over the place and full throttle. Atrayu and Korn rocked pretty hard as well. I even saw a guy there with a cherry tap shirt on, so it just goes to show you I cannot get away from all of you even when I am in the real world! I am so excited as on sunday I am going to see the family values tour in tinley park, which is in chicago. I got the tickets as close to the stage as possible so I am just pumped up. I knew a few of the bands that were going to be there but I have started to listen to some of the other bands stuff that is going to be there and I think I like it better than the stuff I already know. Should be a great time.

Uncle Buzz's Recipe For Peace
END VIOLENCE without THE USE OF VIOLENCE Quakers remain joined to the global effort to bring the day nearer when we end violence in the world without using violence. We renounce the use of violence, and affirm the power of non-violence and love, to bring about the cause of peace and justice for all. War is not the answer, not now and not ever. War does not bring about peace. War does not bring about security. War hurts innocent people and generates new resentment and new impetus for revenge in generations to come. The belief in the use of violence as a means of solving political problems is both dangerous and counterproductive to peace. One recipe for peace is to divert military spending to help building understanding among peoples in the Middle East...bringing frsh drinking water to the thirsty, empower the poor to feed and house their families, and demonstrate American intentions to bring prosperity and peace throughout the Middle East. Does this recipe for

Rants
does anyone read profiles? i wrote on my profile that i do not want anyone saying things i my shoutbox that i can't respond to. i.e. "GO SEAHAWKS" and shit like that Tom is the most pitiful excuse for a web developer I have ever seen. He fucked up the website, posts an alert about something completely irrelevant and you can't e-mail him. I mean, if you could than why the fuck can't i? his fucking online status is ALWAYS set to away.

~parenting~
Let me start this blog off with.....I am so glad I came across this today, as I too often feel like the ONLY kind of mom like explained below...and I try SOOO HARD to NOT let my kids get away with what SOOO/TOOO many other kids get away with because of how Phucked up kids are these days! I broke down last night, because I am so tired of hearing my lil girls tell me they 'hate' me because I won't let them do/have whatever they want and even have to keep my kids from other kids because of how the 'other' kids parent's NOT being a mean mom and their child/ren are SOOOOO NAUGHTY and disrespectful! ARGHHHH..... K, here it is... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Mean Moms & Grandmas Someday when my children are old enough to Understand the logic that motivates a parent, I will Tell them, as my Mean ol Mom told me: I loved you Enough . . . To ask where you were going, with whom, And what time you would be home. I loved you enough to be silent and let you Dis

Red Neck
I'm so bored. I really wish that the friends that lived nearby were better friends... like if my best friend would call me for a change to make plans instead of me always having to call her to make plans. I've just stopped calling.. she apparantely doesn't care. ugh....i just spent 20 minutes venting in a blog only to have it erased because I forgot to fill in the subject before i tried to post it. i'm mad at myself and i'm not retyping it.

Back Home :(
So yeah im home now from disney.... totally felt like i was fucking 5 there again wont lie. there was a fair share of little kids that got into my way for ride that i "accidentally" elbowed in the head! oh well, i guess theres always next year :(

Juggalo/juggalette Stuff
A juggalo isn't a person who paints their face and chants about hatchets and clowns. A juggalo is a person who isn't fake. Just a person who doesn't fit in. A misfit. We don't worship clowns, idols, and figures. Were not about religeon. We are about whats right and whats wrong and how you go along in life and the friends and homies you make. Learn the fucking story. If your going to hate us. Have a fucking reason. And if your gonna say they are rascist. Your FUCKING wrong. WE are completely AGAINST that shit. We believe that if we are good in life and good to others. Then we'll be rewarded in WHATEVER afterlife there is. Thats what Shangri-la (heaven) is all about. So if your with me. Comment this shit. Make it BIG. Keep passing it on. Naughty JuggaLette (I made this. cause i was SICK of the fucking critisism.) Our Father of Shangrila, Hallowed be thy name. If the world turns over save me from the fire rain. Keep me pure, keep me clean, as the

Something I Wrote Like 10 Years Ago...i'm Old
ONE FINAL GOOD-BYE One, Single slash from the cold blade against my soft, smooth flesh would be the beginning of the end for this shorth lived life of mine. The blood flows from my throbbing wound so crimson red and iron think. I will not cry though, I must be strong, for after all I finally did it. After all the hurt I been though and all the pain I suffered, I finally come to realize it would not get better like they all said it would. The pain in my chest would never stop burning. I will not hurt no longer. I will not cry myself to sleep night after night no more. To my friends, I love you and will never forget what you have given me, even though you might forget what I have given you. And to my family, I will miss you, please dont cry for me. Mom, I want to say thank you for being there for me, this is not your fault so please do not blame yourself for any of this. You did your best, I love you. I am starting to feel

Sometimes Life Hits Hard
to all my friends and family...I just got back from the hospital...I had to take my husband in and we won't know until later this morning if he will be in for a few more days...They can't tell me for sure or not whether he had a heart attack, but they want to investigate more indepth as this is the 4th attack he's had in a year...so if ya all don't hear from me for awhile please understand...My love to ya all... My hubby is home from the hospital...they gave him 4 shots of morphine, 6 sprays of nitro as well as the nitro patch, 2 doses of adavan, and asprin...after the second blood test they sent him home for me to watch over him for the next 48hrs...if the chest pains come back i have to rush him back in again...so he's no where near out of the woods yet...so if ya'll don't hear from me for awhile that's why. Love to all my friends!!

Insanity
To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity . 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks . Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso . 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write " For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don't use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera. 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme? 14. Put Mosquito Netting Around

Enter Witty Title Here
If there is one thing that annoys me about this place it is the sudden implosion of cyber marriages. Yes, cyber marriages, fubar weddings, all that crap really annoys the shit out of me. It's really none of my business on who marries who and what people do with their lives, but it annoys me to no end to see people wasting away their lives dedicating themselves to people they will probably never even meet. Now, I'm not one to judge, but honestly, if you are quite a distance away from the one you "love" do you really think it's going to work out in real life just because it works out online? I honestly believe that people on this site are multi-faceted. There is the fubar personality and then there is your REAL personality. When on fubar, you can be the person you are not. For an example...me. I'm really not gorgeous. Yes, these are my real pics, obviously, but for some odd reason, webcam makes me look thinner and prettier then I normally am. Do I ever have real life

Child Abuse Needs To Stop!!!!!
§ Mrs. O'Flynn § Date: Aug 1, 2007 1:13 PM ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: **aNgEl!nA** Date: Aug 1, 2007 12:55 PM SORRY MOMMY && DADDY.i didn't mean to turn the channel to a differant channel. SORRY MOMMY && DADDY.i didn't mean to spill my milk at dinner last night. SORRY MOMMY && DADDY.i didn't mean to play with my dolls that long. SORRY MOMMY && DADDY.i didn't mean to trip over your shoes in the middle of the floor. SORRY MOMMY && DADDY.i didn't mean to be a mistake.. why can't i eat?

Minnesota Bridge Collapse August 1, 2007
Dedicated to all people who lost their lives during the bridge collapse in Minnesota on August 1st 2007. And all the firefighters who saved many lives today. The bridge collapsing, in front of peoples eyes. people in cars being thrown into the waters.Rescuers, carrying out people with broken backs, necks, jaws. And some just tramatized.Cars dangling off the side of the bridge, flooding with water.And some cars just stopped short from the edge, just feet away from the fast pace Mississippi River.More people getting escorted out of the water with broken bones, being transported to local hospitals close to the scene.Cars and trucks smashed, as rescue workers help every person they can to get to safety.

Luckly It Wasnt Worse...
Well,yesterday,after i got off of work i went home to find my daughter and her boyfriend at my house.No biggie,but as i am getting out of my car, kasey walks out of the house with a note in her hand.The note was from my son saying he went to the hospitol go see him.So i go in the house called one hospitol which he was there and a nurse told me he had a little wreck going about 10 miles per hr. and hit some gravel(at walmart).They need verbal consent to take x-rays,he also told me cody was walking okay but he had some bad abrasions.So,i head to the hospitol to find him(oh cody drove his self to the hospitol)he is pretty skinned up for sure!!His knee looks like someone took a meant clever and put about 5 or 6 slices in it.They cant sew it up bc the stitches would break.Skinned both palms of his hands, one worse that the other,around his elbow and down one side of his back .they cleaned him up,wrapped both hands up,wrapped his knee up ,a leg splint with use of crutches.Two kinds of meds a

It Was Friendship, Then Love, Now It Is Just Pain. Soon To Be Over...
She sits... The box clutched in her bleeding hands. The box of their past, from her love and their friendship. Tears fall quickly, dripping, staining the floor before her. She sobs as she places the box on the floor to open it. And from it, she pulls the dedication, the Object of his declaration, the color of blood. "Hello little friend..." She caresses the texture and slices her finger on its point. "Hello, dear love of mine." Her hand falls limp and when the Object hits the floor, it reverberates throughout her core. She sobs once more and throws herself forward; her head hanging from her shoulder blades, her body shaking with her depression. She just cried. Where had it all gone wrong? she wondered. When had she lost her best friend? "I blame you..." she whispered. "I have not changed. I am the same." But she knew it did not matter, because he was different. What pain he brought her. How her heart broke every time his v

Mcalister
"The Taming of The Shrew" Part 1 Lt Jebidiah Baile CO 1st Platoon USS Galaxy & Lt. (j.g.) Faylin McAlister JAG - Liaison Corp USS Galaxy Ten Forward ------------------------ Meeting him yet again, she sinisterly shot him a smile across the table. It was a simple expression, yet when combined with her eyes....it was an expression that was deadly. Baile didn't return the smile. He sat still, looking her straight into the eyes. She was dangerous. That was the easy part. Even very dangerous. His instinct was to strike out, end it right there and that instinct had rarely taken him for a ride even before someone stole his eyes. "Don't try and hide behind sly remarks and witty comments. If you ever try and play hardball with me again you will have to step up and see just how far away Kansas really is. Is that understood?" Her smile faded, replaced by the thin line that formed her mouth. It finally hit her that he wasn't like the others. He didn't accep

Help Make One Of Our Own A Godfather
We have helped a lot of people level up to GodFather but this own deserves it more then anyone one of us including me. He has been in my shout box asking if he can help on any level up.There are some that we couldn't do so he offered to buy Happy Hour to get them done. So im asking everyone to take the next 2 Happy Hours and rate his stuff help us make one of our levelers and a very giving person a GodFather. He would do it for you please do it for him. ,center>~~Doing88™©~~My heart ♥ for ShanonLee !!She is my everything !!!!@ fubar

Retro God T-shirt Blog
ok so i got one song finished up on my music site One Man Brand and i thought u might wanna hear it - sorta d&b meets 70's bowie - anyway it's called disappear hey if i get it togetha there could be an album next year ;) It's my latest t-shirt available at RetroGod.com called 'Killing Time'. Click the pic to see the tees! Okay I got a little explaining to do, the thing is I was a member of fubar recently - I got stuck rating pics all day when I should've been making t-shirts! That was the whole point of me joining to try and drum up some support for www.retrogod.com Anyway I wanna apologize to all those who added me before and got lost in the turmoil. I've rejoined cos I've worked out a way to control my fubar addiction, I have to concentrate less on the beautiful ladies pics and more on blogs and mumms lmao. So once again, if you used to be a friend on my old account, it wasn't you, it was me, lol. No honestly, I wasn't trying to hack anyone off I just ge

Dissapointed
A few days ago the man I know as my grandfather(who had raised me from a young age) shook his head, and told me he was disappointed in me then walked away. It seems all my life I've been a disappointment to him and his wife. I've lived most of my life striving to make them happy but, it seems I've always failed. The horrible irony to all of this is while my brother and sister have always done nothing for themselves but, to get into trouble to have my grandparents praise them. They were always there to tell me how horrible I was but, when it was time for praise on my achievements they were no where to be found. I look back on my childhood, and the most memorable part of it was them blaming me for my older sisters actions. I remember one time in particular that I burnt my neck with a curling iron, and they insisted it was a hickey. They spent at least an hour leaning over me calling me a whore, slut, ect. Once my grandmother slapped me accost the face, and when my grandfather got home he

12 Steps To Recovery
A Marine's 12 steps to recovery: 1. I am a Marine, I have a problem. This is the first step to recovery... 2. Speech: -Time should never begin with a zero or end in a hundred, it is not 0530 or 1400 it is 5:30 in the morning (AKA God-awful early). -Words like deck, rack, and "PT" will get you weird looks; floor, bed, work out, get used to it. -"Fuck" cannot be used to replace whatever word you can't think of right now, try "um". -Grunting is not talking. -It's a phone, not a radio, conversations on a phone do not end in "out" 3. Style: -A high and tight looks really dumb -So does a low reg, but not as bad. -A hat indoors does not make you a bad person, it makes you like the rest of the world. -you do not have to wear a belt ALL the time. 4. Women: -Air Force girls are easy, very easy, not all women are this easy and will probably punch you in the nuts if you treat them like Air Force girls. -Being divorced twice by the time you are 23 is not normal, neither are 6

Rainy Day...
Rainy Day I wake up in the morning Remember that you're gone I wondered where the sun went The rain is falling now And I'm awake on this Rainy day and I'm Watching as my tears fall down the window pane Yeah Yeah Didn't I baby Treat you right? And I watch the rain it makes us pure again yeah yeah yeah yeah I tried to come and see you But you wont let me in I know we've had our moments But can we start again? Cuz I'm awake on this Rainy day and I'm Watching as my tears fall down the window pane Yeah yeah Didn't I baby Treat you right? And I watch the rain it makes us pure again yeah yeah yeah And tell me how I'm gonna live without you Feel like my world is falling apart I watch the rain Falling again Wash away Wash away I'm awake on this Rainy day and I'm Watching as my tears fall down the window pane Yeah yeah Didn't I baby Treat you right? And I watch the rain it makes us pure again Yeah yeah yeah yeah Yeah yeah oh

Waiting True Love...
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."

Lover Denied
You're the one I dream about when I close my eyes at night. I realize now I love you and need you. No one before you and no one since you have made my body feel the way you did. It stills longs for your touch. Your hands, your mouth, your body played mine like a fine instrument,Awaking me to pleasures I've never known, Full filling my every desire and taking me to heights of ecstasy I can only dream about now. I wish you were here now to fill this void in my heart and ease the aching desires of my body. Come back to me my love, I should have never denied you.Come back to me now and drink from me, make me yours for all eternity.I can no longer deny you, my creature of the night. You aren't really a creature at all ,But my life's blood and my hearts desire. I need you as much as you need the blood you drinkto live. Come back to me my love, drink your fill of me and never again will I deny you. I want you and only you for eternity.

Funny
GRAPHIC PHOTO! How Babies are Delivered. This is a really helpful photo for any of you who have kids, grandkids, nieces, nephews, godchildren actually, for anyone who spends even a little time with young children. Eventually, you'll have to face the 'where do babies come from?' issue, and this picture is definitely worth a thousand words. But prepare yourself -- it's pretty explicit! You might want to look at it privately before sharing it with the children in your life. Don't delete, a must see! A Friend Is Like A

For The Boys......
Just wanted to remind you boys that most women do take what you say to heart. So, when you say you are going to do something....you do it! When she's telling her own daddy what an amazing man you are but shows up for a visit home with eyes swollen from tears, holding her phone tightly in the hopes of hearing from you - only for you to make her look like a love sick fool....I want you to remember it....I want you to remember it so that when it happens to your sister, cousin, niece or daughter - you can take it as lightly as you are now.

Enough
OK.. nice never seems to work.. so I will put it very bluntly.... I am not here to "date" or "get with " anyone. I have a boyfriend and m not leaving him... get over it..I also will not "cheat" on him. I am not giving up my heart and soul for any one night. I am not putting up "nude pics" nor showig any more that you see there.. only one man gets to see all that and it aint you.. get over it. I will not be taking new friend requests unless i know you.. and please do not bother to contact me if you intend to mention sex. I do not care how close to me you are.. I am NOT sleeping with you!!!!.. now maybe this will get my point across..

My Eyes.......my Window
Black Eyes people with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse.They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you.. If you dont repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some weird guy you've never seen before within the next 2 days. ___________________________________________________________ Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome, very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days. _____________________________

44,000 To Godfather
SOME ARE MAXED ON PICTURES N STASH RATES IF YOUR NOT CAN YOU HELP THE POINTS ARE GOING FAST ...OTHERS ARE RANG NOW We have a Fubar close to God Fathering today. Please only rate her things during Happy hour. She's got 44,000 to go. Please remember don't look at points just show love. There are others that will be helping. The points will disappear.So come show some love. fornicates¢â@ fubar

Which Are You?
ARIES - The Liar Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. TAURUS - The Tramp Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! GEMINI - Irresistible Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in the you know where... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. CANCER - The Cutie MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random

My Beautiful Daughter!
A precious little flower that is in constant bloom I watch as yet another milestone around the corner looms. It seems like only yesterday that we shared a breath but now it seems like tomorrow you will leave and I'll be left. A tiny little angel that always is in flight as soon as you came into my life you brought me so much light. Your beauty is so stunning your smile makes me melt I'm so proud to be your mommy It's the best I've ever felt. Oh perfect little princess with you I'm so in love every night before I dream I thank the lord above. How did I get so lucky to have as sweet of a gift as you If ever you should need me there's nothing I wouldn't do

My World
Since I have no info posted on the front page of my profile, I figured I'd do a small blog and reveal some shit about myself. - I am 26 almost 27 single mother of a 6 y/o son - I am currently attending school with a major in criminal justice ( I wanna be a corrections officer) - I am a HOMEBODY - Love the hell outta video games - I am deathly afraid of clowns - I carry a bottle of hotsauce in my purse:) - I have over 200 pairs of shoes and just about 50 pairs of houseshoes - I can't stand for my hands to be dirty - I am very sarcastic... better be able to throw the shit back - My favorite color is blu - I am 5'7" - Recently stopped smokin (cigerettes) - I love all types of music, but Iam a "old soul" at heart Fill this out of what you think of me * YES or NO 1. ugly? 2. kind? 3. quiet? 4. loud? 5. shy? 6. weird? 7. selfish? 8. ghetto? 9. crazy? 10. hot? 11. cute? 12. pretty? 13. funny? 14. nice? 15. mean? 16. immature? 17. rude? 18

Planetchrisley.com® And The Planet Network®
TODAY IN THE PLANET NEWS ROOM: *More On New Bruce Springsteen Album: Producer Brendan O’Brien Reveals All *Beck to Release New Single on iTunes; Jay-Z is the Richest Rapper; Mariah Carey, and More *Celebrity Rap Superstar’: Can Paul Wall and Tone Loc Teach Perez Hilton to Rock the Mic? *Cat Power Readies Two More Covers Albums, Fall Tour *Murdoch's Private Game Behind the howls of outrage that greeted Rupert Murdoch's (owner of Fox News and MySpace)bid for The Wall Street Journal were two assumptions: Murdoch is evil. Murdoch is unstoppable. Yet the man who terrorized a generation of journalists may be the last mogul standing who truly loves print. by Michael Wolff September 2007 *The History Boys In the twilight of his presidency, George W. Bush and his inner circle have been feeding the press with historical parallels: he is Harry Truman—unpopular, besieged, yet ultimately to be vindicated—while Iraq under Saddam was Europe held by Hitler. To a serious student of

Help
people try 2 help people but some of them just don't want help or just spit it back in my face I"M only trying 2 be kind alright if you don't want my help then don't ask alright it's a smiple thing and i get flip off for it what the ***************************

Am I Really A Bad Person?
smiles_hi_2000 (8/22/2007 11:24:50 AM): OMG.. smiles_hi_2000 (8/22/2007 11:24:57 AM): My friend from wokr just txted me.. smiles_hi_2000 (8/22/2007 11:25:08 AM): A cardmember just tried to have phone sex with her! pyrofalcon13 (8/22/2007 11:25:13 AM): lol smiles_hi_2000 (8/22/2007 11:25:30 AM): That's not funny! pyrofalcon13 (8/22/2007 11:25:51 AM): it is a lil smiles_hi_2000 (8/22/2007 11:25:56 AM): .... smiles_hi_2000 (8/22/2007 11:26:13 AM): You've obviously never been the victim of sexual harrassment smiles_hi_2000 (8/22/2007 11:26:50 AM): The fact you find that funny sickens me. smiles_hi_2000 (8/22/2007 11:27:47 AM): You'd prolly be a sick fuck too.. and do shit like that to a girl and think it's okay cause it's funny pyrofalcon13 (8/22/2007 11:27:57 AM): no smiles_hi_2000 (8/22/2007 11:28:31 AM): Fuck you... smiles_hi_2000 (8/22/2007 11:29:07 AM): I bet you'd find it funny that a man beat off while on the phone with me too huh? pyrofalcon13 (8/22/2007 11:29:37 AM):

Please Help
ive got dial up 4 now so it takes alot longer to do things please im asking freinds and family rate my stuff got lots of stuff ...ill do my best to help u level up when u need it .. thanks Get more @ CherryTagz.com

Rangers Rout Orioles 30-3
BALTIMORE - The Texas Rangers rounded the bases at a dizzying pace, touching the plate so often it became almost embarrassing to make an out. ADVERTISEMENT The Rangers became the first team in 110 years to score 30 runs in a game, setting an American League record Wednesday in a 30-3 rout of the Baltimore Orioles. Trailing 3-0 in the opener of a doubleheader, Texas scored five runs in the fourth inning, nine in the sixth, 10 in the eighth and six in the ninth. It was the ninth time a major league team scored 30 runs, the first since the Chicago Colts set the major league mark in a 36-7 rout of Louisville in a National League game on June 28, 1897, according to the Elias Sports Bureau. "When you're on this end of it," said Marlon Byrd, who hit one of two Texas grand slams, "you don't want to be the one to make the out. You feel like you have to get a hit every time up." Hours after announcing manager Dave Trembley would return for the 2008 season, the Orioles absorbed th

Mozart
Mozart Jackson draws goddamn flowers on bathroom walls for old women on Dago Hill - he's pimping paint in St. Louis for the rich and famous - French Colonials lined up like wedding cakes on winding roads to nowhere. He was on his way to MOMA when he met Beatrice and a glass pipe - now he doodles on plaster walls and spends his break time rifling jewelry boxes, separating the rhinestones from the diamonds. From his ladder, he can see the river, muddy with silt and sewage, drawing a line he can never cross again. Mozart Jackson was a fucking genius, now he's fucked - father to a fourteen year-old crack whore, and married to a habit with a dry hole and an endless hunger for pharmaceuticals. I still have a watercolor of a locomotive on a tumbleweed track across an eternal desert - his last great work - and sometimes (when I am playing my guitar really loud) I swear to God I can hear the steam whistle and the roar of steel wheels turning. © All right

Adv 1997
by Dr. William Pierce Every evening when I have turned on the television news during the past few weeks, the message has had the same theme: Saddam Hussein must be stopped! Saddam Hussein is a danger to America! We must destroy Saddam Hussein! About the only difference I've noticed in these daily news messages is that they're steadily becoming more strident, more demanding, more imperative: We must destroy Saddam Hussein! And in support of this message the television people are using all of their tricks to stir up public opinion in favor of another war against Iraq. Day after day we hear things like: "Saddam continues to defy the United Nations. Saddam thumbs his nose at America. Saddam challenges us to do something about his illegal actions." These inflammatory comments are made against a background of old film footage of Saddam in his military uniform, grinning at us. NBC's news anchor Tom Brokaw seems really impatient: "Why don't we take out Saddam now?" he asks. "Why don't we

A Heartwarming Story
Subject: The Elephant story- really great!!! I don't usually like these heartwarming stories, but this one is truly interesting... Really worth reading. In 1986, Jay Turnbull was on vacation in Kenya after graduating from Northwestern University .On a hike through the bush, he came across a young bull elephant standing with one leg raised in the air. The elephant seemed distressed, so Jay approached it very carefully. He got down on one knee and inspected the elephant's foot and found a large piece of wood deeply embedded in it. As carefully and as gently as he could, Jay worked the wood out with his hunting knife, after which the elephant gingerly put down its foot. The elephant turned to face the man, and with a rather curious look on its face, stared at him for several tense moments. Jay stood frozen, thinking of nothing else but being trampled. Eventually the elephant trumpeted loudly, turned, and walked away. Jay never forgot that elephant or the events of

Memories
Memories are something that last forever Hold onto the ones You got For it may be all that You get Remembering the good times :) and the bad times :( don't ever forget For You never know if You will get the chance to make more

Bored
so im feeling kinda down right now was hoping you all would leave some pic comments as a pick me up plz I am going to be starting a waitress job soon and I have no experience as a waitress so I am kind of nervous yet excited at the same time cuz I havent worked for so long since my husband was in Iraq I just wanted to be with my kids. I cant wait to start and I am just waiting on them to let me know what day I will be starting. I am hoping also to start taking some online classes for college and start getting life on track a little more. I know it may take some time but hey not everything can happen at once right?

Funny Recipe
Kitty Litter Cake 1 spice or German chocolate cake mix 1 white cake mix 2 large pkg vanilla instant pudding mix, prepared (I like Bird's® dessert mix) 1 large pkg vanilla sandwich cookies green food coloring 12 small Tootsie Rolls® 1 new kitty litter pan 1 new plastic kitty litter pan liner 1 new pooper scooper halloween recipes Prepare cake mixes and bake according to directions (any size pans). Prepare pudding mix and chill until ready to assemble. Crumble white sandwich cookies in small batches in food processor, scraping often. Set aside all but about 1/4 cup. To the 1/4 cup cookie crumbs, add a few drops green food coloring and mix until completely colored. When cakes are cooled to room temperature, crumble into a large bowl. Toss with half the remaining white cookie crumbs and the chilled pudding. Important: mix in just enough of the pudding to moisten it. You don't want it too soggy. Combine gently. Line a new, clean kitty litter box. Put the cake/

Work
so my hubby is at work and im bored and just enjoying the peace and quiet cuz the kids are sleeping!! Is it normal for me to feel lonely while he is at work since he did just get back from iraq a month ago?? So today was my first day at my new job they had me learn to hostess. it was really easy and i actually had fun. not sure exactly when my next day is yet but so far i like it there and the people seem pretty cool so far so that is good!!

Poem
A tornado of emotions spinning out of control.. Devouring everything in its path.. Squeezing the life out of me like a vice around my heart. My lungs feel like they are filled with lead. I can't breathe. I need somewhere to hide, to run away from the twisting turbulent devastation called love. I need to feel safe, where the pain can't find me, deep underground where you can only hear silent whispers...will I ever find such a place? Shhh... I hear them coming for me... those dark shadows we call pain and heartache. I run as fast as I can... my lungs burning as I try to get away from them. It is futile, as they always find me. Binding me to them for eternity, swallowing me whole... leaving me but a shell of who I really am. Will he find me? My True Love? Will he save me from this Hellish nightmare? One can only dream...

Ratings
I must say a way to NOT make friends on here is to down rate a person...so can someone clue the NEWBIES in on how this all works..to have a person just join...walk on to your page..rate you a 4...all I can say is if you dont like what you see then get off of my page..dont waste your rates!To all of my REAL FRIENDS...YOU ROCK!!!Sorry had to vent..

Bombing
Due to many reasons I am not going to b bombing anymore. I will try and help out here and there but I am not going to commit myself to anything anymore. I have really enjoyed being a part of your family and have really felt welcome by most of you! as in all groups on here there are the exceptions. good luck with everything in the future and there are some of you that I want to know i will help as much as possible in anything you have going on just send me a message! with much love and respect, ~Stephie~

Need Help Bad
My friend recently died and her family has no money for her funeral we need help raising money for her to atleast be buried plz reply ta this if u can help my friends and I would deeply appreciate any form of help

I'm Single
I find myself single once again. Even thought she was married, I still loved her, but I felt it was time to move on. Not sure where I’m going because I know sure as hell nobody wants me. Not that I care anymore. When you have been tossed aside as much as I have you get use to it. No matter what they tell me it’s always to the same! I was there to fill the void until something better comes along and then like yesterdays newspaper I’m discarded, without any regards for my feelings. I know this break up was my doing, but I got tired of playing second best and being lied to time and time again. You know the ones “I Love you and want to be with you I just need a little more time!” You would think that after five years she wouldn’t need anymore time! The sad part is I know if she offered I’d sleep with her, I am such a slut….hehehe, haven’t had any complaints yet. Someday I hope to find someone to love me for me. My grandfather once told me “you like someone for who they are, but you love th

Aglow
O, the slow jazz of walking in the rain that night with her - she was aglow with the wetness and I was in love. I cut a lily from my garden for her and she held it in one hand (her other holding mine). Then we kissed. I remember her touch and touching her - sweet oils rubbed gently into her skin - and lifting her, holding her, taking her to flannel sheets. Taking her. O, the slow jazz of lace curtains aloft in the light breeze from open windows - our shadows danced on the bedroom wall by the soft light of a dozen candles. I ran a bath for her - each tiny bubble reflecting her radiant beauty - and I sat by the window listening as she sweetly sang some old song. By then, a full moon shone through the clear night sky. That was the beginning. © All rights reserved

Friends
I am curious just how many true friends I actually have out there... If u are one of them let me know..... and dont just tell me what u think I might wanna hear.... I just wanted to let certain ppl know on here that I am going back to being me.. on here .. I am not going to join anything anymore.. I am here to chat with friends not win a contest... or piss people off... I dont like all the bs that is going on.. I dont like all the lies and he said she said crap going on either... If i have something to say I will tell you... there is to much backstabbing going on with certain ppl and im sick of it.... so im done... life is way to short for this chit....

57,000 To Godfather
We are down almost 30,000 in one hour..remember its about showing love not looking at the amount..new levlers dont let totals scare you there are alot of people rating..Thanks for all your help There are 3 MORE happy hours tonight.Stop by and show her some love and help make her a GodFather. Military Supporter~{Co-Founder of the Military Family Bombers}{Shadow Levelers}@ fubar

A Heavy Heart
Well...here I sit. Millions of thoughts running through my mind. I'm at a place in my life that I've never been. Don't know what to do or which way to go. Just need to get it off my chest. Gary and I talked all night Thursday night about me moving to Ga. The only issue that he had at all was about me leaving my daughter behind. This is no issue. She and I have discussed this in great detail. She understands that I'm not "abandoning" her. The choice of her not accompanying me was strictly her decision. She wants to remain here in Alabama and finish school. She knows that I will be back every couple of weeks to see her and that we'll talk several times daily on the phone. She knows that if she has a problem and calls me then I'll be loaded up and coming back to stay long enough to help her with whatever problems she may be having. Once again, I'll say that this is not an issue. I finally made Gary understand all that I was trying to say about this situation. He decided that it wou

Fubar's Sexiest !
I'm putting together an album dedicated to the women of Fubar that feel that there's not enough appreciation of women with BIG BUTTS! If God blessed you with a juicy round one, then you should be proud & share it with the world. Being a size 6 or lower ain't cuttin it these days. A man wants some meat on his bone. So, if your ready to get the recognition you deserve HIT ME UP & WE'LL WORK THAT OUT! Hope to hear from you soon.......

New Family Member
at what price do we have to pay to be with the one we want to be with for ever?I thought i had an idea,but i was wrong.I always thought that once i found a guy he would be my one and only,well i was wrong on that to cuz i've been through a lot of shit and back with past realtionships,and i thought that once i got with the person im with now the past would fade away,and i could start on my future.Well not for long my past relationship like ways are coming back,im getting hurt again even though im with someone.I know that life's not far but for once i wish it could be.I wish that for once things could go my way,but i know that will never happen.So i guess the only thing left to do is to see where my relationship is going to go from here.

First Blog Goes Out To Papi
If you don't him you should he is one of the nicest guys on this site. He is in a contest and needs all the help he can get. please take a few minutes and help him out all you got to do is click on this picture underneath and it will take you directly to his contest leave as many comments as you can. Help him out, he wants to do it for his kids, he has not seen in 13 months. Love you Brown Eyed Papi He need everyones help to get the lead in his contest. To win a 1 Month Blast, Please help me help him do it. This is the photo just click it and drop him as many comments as you can. LUV YOU ALL!!!

Funnies
Nine Words Women Use 1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and wh

Ramblings
Fuck Beat cheat lie rape steal Why do we conceal the past Trapped in the long haul Try to find the answers but HE blocks the path to unlocking the future Samantha Nicole Hambaugh Forgive or Forget Can history repeat itself or do we just let it Ruin the innocence Protective custody cryin big blue eyes Illness for six straight years all because he couldn't wouldn't let go Kidnapped my provider Stole time from timeless moments I'm lost in the dark looking for her but only found truth Why? *Written on this day last year, things are definitely looking up this year :)

My Blog
Damn, I get to noticing more and more every day that there are some people in this world that, no matter how old they are, despite the fact that they are even parents, will never grow the fuck up. Myself, being 30 years old, can honestly admit there WERE times when I could be somewhat dramatic and talk shit about people online, but finally came to realize that it's just retarded. It's the fucking Internet! You can talk shit all you want online, what good is it going to do? At least if you are going to talk shit about someone, be woman/man enough to do it to their face. Come on now. Get a life, really. You think running your "keys" online to some complete stranger is going to make you cool? NAH. Just makes you look like the child you really are. It's annoying actually. The Internet was created for fun, for research, for business purposes, etc., but there are so many sites out there that contain nothing but drama, and it makes them pointless to be members of. Such as this one. I just joi

Ashes
The smoke curls up In a minature ballet Of twists and twirls A light remains Still ignited From the embers. It glows red. The color of love. The color of passion. The color of life. From the pit of the dying embers. As the smoke rises From the ashes of what once was.

First Blog
Your Adult Film Star Name Is... Captain Winky What's Your Adult Film Star Name? I'm just getting started on here and wanted to put something down. Although I am an avid blogger on other sites, I just want to check out how thinks work here first. Take care!

Remembering 9/11
As the sky was clear and blue that day Something made me stay awake I felt a feeling deep inside A feeling that I wanted to hide.... It all became so very grey As smoke billowed all over the place.. People would run and scream, Nothing could stop what I was seeing Terror and pain down every face As they tried their best to get away They jumped to their death rather than suffer There is no greater loss than the loss of a child mother or father As a Nation we sat glued Watching what was on the news Some of us lost our tears Others started to gain new fears Of a day that will make 9/11 look weak And one that will forever be held in even more Infamy As a nation we pulled together with love And told the world who the stronger one was If we forget now then they will win Please never forget 9/11!! Written by Stacey....

No Matter How Many Times I See This,i Still Cry
They'd go to the beach, hold hands, collect shells, and make sand castles. Even though they were young, this was the start of something new. One day after Mandy's 6th birthday, Billy came up to her and asked "Will you be my girlfriend?" and she said yes. They sat there by the pond and they promised forever. They hugged, they kissed, and their parents knew they were perfect. Every day as they grew older, their love kept growing stronger. They became teenagers, and they loved each other more than ever. They spent their summers together, they had sleepovers, they were the best of friends, and more than anything, they were lovers. They loved everywhere, even if they were miles apart. It was perfect. Years passed and passed and finally, they got married. One day, after Billy got home from work, Mandy had some breaking news: she was pregnant with a baby. On June 22nd, she gave birth to a beautiful baby girl. She grew bigger and bigger, and soon, Mandy fou

Different Types Of Pussy
1. Expensive Pussy Most pussy falls into this definition. Expensive Pussy can be recognized by the following - fur coats, $500 dresses, spandex, bright colored shorts, and shirts with greek letters on them. 98% of good pussy falls into this category. Advantages: If you can afford it, it will be great. Disadvantages: Many, mostly in the form of checking account depletion. Often not worth it. 2. Cheap Pussy Very rare. Usually comes in the form of a girlfriend of yours who will not go away no matter what you do. Cheap Pussy can be recognized by the following - she will often pay for dinner, understands when you are broke, calls every day, wants it constantly, easily hurt, but shake it off. Advantages: Inexpensive, guaranteed, loving, will try anything once and sometimes twice. You're lucky if you find this. Disadvantages: Won't go away, possessive, bugs you all the time, can keep you from the tasks of finding other pussy, will eventually want to get marrie

Funny Stuff!
This was taken from www.jokes.com. Looks like this really happened. Clemson Wedding -- A long, true story spacer This is a true story about a recent wedding that took place at Clemson University. This was a huge wedding with over 300 guests. After the wedding at the reception, the groom got up on stage and took the microphone to talk to the crowd. He said that he wanted to thank everyone for coming, many from long distances, to support them at their wedding. He especially wanted to thank the bride's and groom's families for coming and to thank his new father-in-law for providing such a fabulous reception. To thank everyone for coming and bringing gifts and everything, he said he wanted to give everyone a special gift from just him. Taped to the bottom of everyone's chair (even the chairs of the wedding party) was a manila envelope. He said that was his gift to everyone, and told everyone to open their envelopes. Inside each manila envelope was an 8x10 picture of his be

12 Play
1 taste of the lips that dwell deep beneath the areas of temptation and my body will quiver with dreams of orgasmic desires. 2 licks of the tip of my clitoris with the tip of your tongue and You will send blasts of erotictension through my every emotion. 3 kisses around that place that creates explicit visions of ecstacy will send my soul through convulsions of fire. 4 strokes of pleasure will make my body cream with tasteful juices of intense proportion. 5 senses will be forever illuminated after the caressing of my mind with thoughts of indecensy. 6 turns into 9 when two spirits indulge in illicit fantasies of pleasurful pleasures that intrigue both imaginations 7 thoughts of desires that were once thought to be nonexistant now exists in places that reach far beyond the realm of ecstacy. 8 reasons to love each other until the day breaks from the sensual surroundings of the night. 9 hours of intensity preceeds lustful theories of what is to come. 10 fingers

I Havent Heard From You In Years!!!
GILLIGAN!!! And the Skipper toooo...The Millionaire!!! And his Wife...The Movie star...Proffesor AND MARY-ANNE!!! Here on my own fucking Iiiisslaaannnddd!!! Yeeaahh...Thats it. Thad be GREAT!!! All on my OWN Island. But theres a few things wrong with MY Island that Id HAVE to take care of. FIRST!!! Kill the professor. Hes to smart for my own good...Ill set Gilligan free to do it. Hes stupid enuff to kill the professor on 'accident'. Maybe Ill set him and the professor out to build a boat...Yeeaahh thats it. A boat of coconuts. And he can take the skipper with him to 'point it the right way'. BUT its gotta have a lid on it...So when Gilligan takes my 'Deserted Island Rock Collection' without tellin anyone on the maiden voyage and they sink...They cant get out Mwahahahaa!!! THREE DOWN!!! Next comes the Millionaire...But Ill just grab the wifey WITH the Dog. Ill threaten to kill the dog if I dont get hte money!!! ALL OF IT!!! EVERY LAST PENNY!!! Then theyll just kill them selves bef

Why Do You Let People Go That You Love?
I LOVE TWO MEN. BUT WHY WOULD I LET THE BETTER ONE GO! MAYBE I FELT I DIDN'T DESERVE HIM AND I'M CONFUSED. WHY IN LIFE DO WE DO THINGS WE DON'T WANT TO DO? WHY DO WE HURT THE ONES WE TRULY LOVE? WHY DO WE LET THE ONE WE WANT TO BE WITH GO? I'M SO CONFUSED. AND I CANT GET HIM OUT OF MY HEAD. I CANT SLEEP , I CANT DO ANYTHING BUT SIT HERE AND CRY OVER SOMETHING I DID TO MY SELF. DUMB HUH, I KNOW. I HOPE SOMEDAY HE WILL FORGIVE ME.BECAUSE I'M TRULY SORRY FOR THE PAIN I CAUSED HIM , WELL BOTH OF THEM. AND NOW I'M ALL ALONE AND WHY BECAUSE I FUCKED UP! AND I JUST WANT HIM TO I STILL WITH ALWAYS LOVE HIM WITH ALL OF MY HEART, OMG WHY DID I DO THIS!!! IM SORRY!!!

A String Of Words
I want to blame the string of beads that drew my eye down down down, but this want came before. Or, blame the beads of water dripping down down down, between the curves of you, below - be kind to me and gentle, I am just a drunk at the bottom of his bottle. And you? You are my destruction, my salvation, my little bit of buttercream boiling over onto me. You are my reason for wordlessness - too many things and thoughts and this is just a jumble of feelings and findings, but it's the only thing I have to tell you: You are my new skin. © All rights reserved

Badda Bang!!!
“FULL BLOWN, POEM SEX” – Badda Bang….! ! ! by Trade Martin,2007. I want ‘Full Blown Poem Sex’……, It’s sweeter than phone sex……, Kind of like drone sex….., But you can’t just clone sex……, Still you can have lone sex…., Or do it at home sex……, And wherever you may roam sex……, BUT PLEASE STAY OUT OF THE F****** RESTROOMS….! ! !

Survival
"You stupid bitch" and she waits for the pain "I told you not to dream" and she wishes he'd just do it "What makes you think this was different?" the hand goes back, she cowers, is it over yet? "You idiotic tramp" she wonders if he'll leave a mark "Didn't i tell you you're not worth it?" closed fist...air leaves her lungs "Why do i even waste my time?" she's on the floor, trying to cover her face is he finished now? "Dumb ass whore" fingers dig into her arm leaving deep indents "You can never be happy" please just hurry, maybe i'll black out again "Open your eyes fool" will you just hurry up and hit me? and she prays he's finally thru "Quit that crying you ridiculous cunt" when are you going to learn? "Didn't i say shut the hell up?" please God, not my face again He pulls back and she barely blinks..... "Wake me when you're finished" Eden Revisited I went back to the garden today To see how things were growing I must admit i was surprised at t

Anti ~ Climax
Anti-Climax It's finally here And you gotta stay put 'Cause the new fallen snow Has closed off your route. But, hey, that's not so bad! View it like this: It's your long-longed-for chance To have amorous bliss. It's a real dream come true For you and your love; A blessing from Eros; A gift from above. Then it suddenly dawns on you - You lecherous fool - Though you're snowbound together, The kids don't have school.

Whiney Ass Blogs
I will be posting most of my blogs in Randomness.. But On days like today.. when I feel like I have been ran over by a truck and that no one loves me. I will post here. It was just a shitty day at work.. I am being held accountable for things that 2 different shifts do and it is soo frustrating. I have to be able do my own work sometimes.. There is a new stocking program implemented that pretty much doubles my work every day and I am trying to figure out how I can do that. I log on here... and no one says Hi.. :( I know.. cry me a river... :P

Weekend Fun
Well, it's not actually until this Monday, BUT I will be gone all this weekend in San Francisco baby!!! I never get tired of going there. I love Frisco like most people love Vegas. I know it's going to be TONS of fun!! I can't believe I'm actually 25! It seems like yesterday I was just in grade school beating up the dumb girls giving me dirty looks and running from the icky boys and their "cooties" ... lol Kind of the same today minus the cooties part. j/k Anyways, I'm looking forward to getting back on here Tuesday... so hit me up with some birthday love and I'll talk to you guys next week! Take care and have a wonderful (and safe) weekend! xoxo

I'm Drifting
Drifting I sometimes find I'm drifting Through this life without effect; I often wonder if I'm truly Worth what I've been blessed. I search through days that have been hard, To try to understand, The many trials that I have known, The life that I have had. You see me in my daily grind, So confident and strong; Yet when I am alone, I question Just where I belong. I often try too hard I find, To analyze and guess, To scrutinize, investigate My life I will confess. For somewhere deeper, there must be Some meaning to this life, Some way to make a difference, Give a reason for this strife. Is there some hidden meaning? Some agenda to be found? A greater purpose waiting If I care to hang around? It teases and it taunts me, Always slightly out of sight; A hazy vision out of reach, Where darkness hides the light. I struggle to bring clarity To what awaits me there, And yet this weak illusion Always fades before my stare. It seems the harder t

Myself And Another
About me: Hi my new friend! My name is John. I hope my letter will find you in good mood. I have decided to write to you and maybe you will answer. I don't know how importantly to write here about myself the main things because hardly someone will seriously estimate the person on a basis of several words, because much of emotions and features is hidden inside each person, and it would be wrong to judge the person after several words. But it is much more important to be sincere from the very beginning, therefore I will simply tell about me those things which are obvious even to me. In a life I appreciate many things which for many people became non-significant unfortunately. Things like sincerity, honesty, faithfulness, fidelity are important for me. I want to believe that I have strong character, even though often I feel helplessness and need support. I like to feel like the Man in full sense of this word, I like to feel tenderness and attention. I appreciate true friendship, and my f

Chutzpah Is Here!
You have entered Chutzpahs domain enter with caution. I may appear to be so nice and sweet but watch out...chutzpah may shock you! I am a easy going person most times and I love myself yet I hate myself. I laugh and I cry at the same time. I am giving, yet selfish. I love you but I hate you. Chuztpah confuse you yet? If you tell me you love me I will run...I am here for friends and to have fun...so let the party begin! Hope everyone has a good day and weekend! Remember to live in the moment here and now, for tomorrow is another day and we do not know what tomorrow brings. So live today at it's fullest. Hugs to all my friends! [url=http://www.photocasket.com][img]http://www.photocasket.com/angels/!000007.jpg[/img][/url] letting go I'm letting go... Of my past mistakes I can't re-do. I'm letting go ... of memories that hurt that can't be changed. I'm letting go... of those I love, but I can't hold dear. I'm letting go... of all my pride

10 Reasons To Date A Softball Playa
10 REASONS TO DATE A SOFTBALL PLAYER!! 1. We do it for atleast 80 minutes (but longer if its a good game!) 2. Always in 9 different Positions! 3. We play both offense and defense! 4. We like to be on top of our game! 5. We enjoy being hot and sweaty! 6. We know how to get dirty! 7. We wear short shorts for easy play! 8. We know how to take it up the middle! 9. We play with bigger balls! 10. And we play the game until we score!

My Heart
my heart was shattered from being battered my heart was broken from being spoken to There is no fixing to my heart, it is now shattered in so many little pieces makes men think before they treat use like dirt i am married to a 19 yr old and we love each other very much i dont want know one else

Greatest Fear
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us -- it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others." I challenge you to find all of the greatness inside of you.

Rating
hey everyone, i only 6,500 to go to level up. i could really use some help. thank you in advance for those of you who help. Hello ladies, Who would like to come and help me take some naughty christmas pics? If you would leave a message here on fubar or at my email. Let's spread some christmas cheer... :D Hey everyone, Well it's that time of the year again. Actually my favorite time. I am starting my baking, and those that are close and want to sample, let me know. I love to bake and especially this time of year.

Beating Heart
Shhhh, hold tight for I hear what I can not see, For there is no light only sound by which to guide me. Shhhh, there it is again, like the beating of a snare ... It sounds so familiar yet has its own style and flare. I hear it oh so clearly like an old favorite song, I am yearning for it ... this sound I seem to long. Shhh, cant you hear it the sound is oh so clear, I seem to be drawn to it, its calling to me I fear Shhh, listen with me, I need to know what it could be ... I feel as though Im floating to it, its setting me free. It is unlike anything I have ever heard before ... I wonder could I truly be who this sound is for? This sound is of your heart calling out to mine, Like two souls lost in the intricate sands of time. Though distance may seperate us, its only miles you see ... For nothing can ever really keep apart those who are meant to be. Through wind, rain, sleet or snow this sound will keep going ... Longing to once again be with that per

Im Stressed
ok my bf goes in for tests tomorrow for his heart. im scared shitless. we have been waiting for these tests for almost a month. im afraid they are going to say something that i dont want to hear. at night, im afraid that im going to go to sleep and he wont wake up. his chest is constantly hurting him. and it kills me to know there isnt anything i can do about it. but he wont let me or his mom go with so im really worried. what if he has to stay over night? what if something happens? i dont know maybe im just over reacting but i am seriously scared. someone help me please. me n my ex broke up on sunday. we have been off and on for over a year. he has been calling me all the time and checking up me and following me. one of the times that we broke up it was over 3 months and i ended up hooking up with another ex. ive been spending time with one of my ex's a lot and im falling back in love with him. i might be pregnant and my life is so stressfull. matt keeps calling me and talking shit an

Thought For The Day!
If at the end of the day you know you've done your best, Regardless of the outcomes you can peacefully rest. For you can’t control the results of anything you do, But if you know you've done your best, to yourself you've been true.

Bitch Fits
GD Is there something wrong with me? I have a real crush on an online friend... Who I'll probably never meet, but...does that make me a total idiot? (Rhetorical question) I have friends that have founded real world friendships online...even spoken for years, and became old friends later meeting as if they knew each other from regular day to day life. In fact, (not like this is the situation I picture for myself and the crush)... I have 2 friends that met online and are now happily married with a new baby! (AAaakk! Scary!) Anyhoo...just bitching...I am a doofus! Anyhoo....I have like 50,000 points or something but I haven't leveled up yet because I need to submit a salute photo. Unfortunatly I cannot because I do not have a digital camera and or a camera phone that will work to upload a GD "salute". I am looking for a camera - used so...let me know! Or if you know how to get around the BS tell me! Thnx xoxo Bunny

Dr. Seuss Purity Test
The Dr. Seuss Purity Test Have you done it on a boat? Have you done it with a goat? Have you done it in a bed? Have you done it with the dead? Have you done it in the ass? Have you done it, high on grass? Have you done it in the car? Have you simply gone too far? Have you done it on the beach? Have you done it with the teach? Have you done it on your back? Have you done it strapped to a rack? Have you done it in a box? Have you done it with a fox? Have you done it in a tree? Have you done it with more than three? Have you done it in the rain? Have you done it for the pain? Have you done it 'tween the tits? Have you done it wearing mitts? Have you done it p

My Gripes
When I first heard about CherryTap (now Fubar) I thought, "Awesome, a place where ADULTS can go to chat, hang out, and meet." So, I created an account and uploaded as many pictures as I was allowed. I fully understand that there were going to be people that were not going to like my opinions, pictures, and sense of humor. I even understand that there are people who may not agree with the fact that I find Happy Bunny completely and totally God Like. (Yes, that's an exaggeration for those of you who cannot comprehend the obvious.) And, I happily move on with my little internet world in, what was known at that time, as Cherry Tap. So I come across all these people who all of the sudden want to be my friends. Of course, they can't tell me a damn thing about what's written in my profile, so they are automatically denied. YAY for me having standards... well at least I think so. However, I will return ratings so long as I can find a picture I like, because I am not a complete

New Job
hey yall i have been working at denim and diamonds country club anyone in thhe area of temple texas should come out tomorrow night and say hey we have three live bands tomorrow night and military gets in free so if your in texas get yall ass down to dance and get drunk and say hell alright to all my friends family and fans and to all the soon to be come join in the fun with Shattered

One Flaw In Women
I wanted to share this with you - it says it all. Apparently it was written by a man, too. One Flaw In Women Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, But they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy And laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer When they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel And cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about A birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, Yet they are strong when they Think there is no strength left.

To My Fubar Friends
i'm soooo fuckin sick of guys who put they hands on females...yea my ex hit me an threw me out the truck...here's the bulletin i posted...let me know what u think bout the whole situation... well today i had a showin to go to...a friend passed away....well i had to borrow my ex's truck who is doug to go to the showing...let me go ahead and add that he's a major crack head and oxycotton head....well he started talkin shit then hit me on the way back to my brothers...and yes i hit him back pretty good..then he threw me out the truck...i got back up and hit him again then he threw me down in the street hard as hell an took off.....now the reason imma postin this is y the hell do (some)guys gotta act like bitches...o yea let me go ahead an say that when i went to hit him the 2nd time this pussy gonna put his hands up like a lil bitch...o yea i need to remember that he's a bitch ass nigga aint worth shit and wont never amount to nuthin cept bein a crack head and a oxy he

~!~forgiveness~!~
What is forgiving? Forgiving is giving up all claims on the one who has hurt you and letting go of the emotional consequences of the hurt. How can we do that? It's done at the price of beating back our pride. By nature we are selfish. Forgiving by definition is unselfish. Being hurt by another person wounds our pride. Pride stands in the way of forgiveness! • When most people think of forgiveness, they think of changing their feeling toward someone who has wronged them, of teary-eyed sweetness replacing anger and a thirst for revenge. But forgiveness is not a feeling at all. It is a choice you make, which may go against every self-centered fiber of your being. So forget the easy, mushy sentiment that the world inserts into the idea. True, you may feel some emotions when you forgive, perhaps gladness at being reconciled and close again. But if you are acting only on sentimental impulse, there's no assurance that your forgiveness will last beyond that impulsive moment. True forgivenes

The Surveys
**BASICS: *name: *e-mail : *AOL : *MSN : *ICQ : *yahoo! : *Birthday [mm.dd.yy]: *Sign: *location: *height: *weight: *figure: lean athletic average thick heavy *Eye color: *Hair color: *Tattoos/piercings? *Website/picture URL: *Education: what year? drop out college freshman college sophomore college junior college senior keep goin' *Favorite Book: *Favorite Beverage: *Favorite Vacation Spot: *Religious Persuasion Christian Pagan Spiritual, not religious Agnostic *Do you think you're smart? yes no *What are your future plans? *Do you have a job? (if so, what do you do?) *Are you a moron or are you somewhat grounded? moron somewhat grounded totally grounded *Habits [check all that apply]: drinker smoker pothead druggie *What do you consider yourself?: open honest moral fun humorous mature org

Love
Three men who were lost in the forest were captured by cannibals. The cannibal king told the prisoners that they could live if they pass a trial. The first step of the trial was to go to the forest and get ten pieces of the same kind of fruit. So all three men went separate ways to gather fruits. The first one came back and said to the king, "I brought ten apples." The king then explained the trial to him. "You have to shove the fruits up your butt without any expression on your face or you'll be eaten." The first apple went in... but on the second one he winced out in pain, so he was killed. The second one arrived and showed the king ten berries. When the king explained the trial to him he thought to himself that this should be easy. 1...2...3...4...5...6...7...8... and on the ninth berry he burst out in laughter and was killed. The first guy and the second guy met in heaven. The first one asked, "Why did you laugh, you almost got away with it?" The second one replied, "I

If You Are Fake Or A Liar Please Read!
Ok, as I have been burned yet again.....I'll repeat myself. "I'm so sick of the fakeness that goes on on this site. Do whatever you have to do to make yourself feel good, because I could care less, but please don't bring it into my world." If you are fake or a liar please don't bother talking to me. I don't have the time or the energy to deal with you. Thank you! Have a nice day! :)

Fireman Sex
A FIREMAN came home from work one day and told his wife, "You know, we have a wonderful system at the fire station: BELL 1 rings and we all put on our jackets, BELL 2 rings and we all slide down the pole, BELL 3 rings and we're on the fire truck ready to go. "From now on when I say BELL 1 I want you to strip naked. When I say BELL 2 I want you to jump in bed. And when I say BELL 3 we are going to make love all night. The next night he came home from work and yelled "BELL 1!" The wife promptly took all her clothes off. When he yelled "BELL 2!", the wife jumped into bed. When he yelled "BELL 3!", they began making love. After a few minutes the wife yelled "BELL 4!" "What the hell is BELL 4?" asked the husband? ROLL OUT MORE HOSE," she replied " YOU'RE NOWHERE NEAR THE FIRE."

Dumb Ass Criminals
So some stupid idiots (Idiot) broke into my Jeep, ripped the dashboard out for a $50 aftermarket CD player and took my ashtray with some change in it now they saw my Sunglass case with my Oakleys in it $150 they left em LMAO can you say stupid or what ? Dumbass Criminals I reported it to the cops, but since its a wrangler im not even gonna bother to ask my Insurance company

Love
Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start.

C@ndl3 Train
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Lies
Being my blog I have every right to talk about what I so choose...so if you dont like what you are about to read then feel free to go back to your homepage and have a nice life. What I cant figure out is why women feel it necessary to lie to someone. If you arent interested in a guy then why dont you tell them that instead of saying you are and want to get to know them to just turn around and ignore that person...it infuriates me because Im a great guy and Im worth getting to know but you women insist on being gluttens for punishment and always go for the guys that you know are going to treat you like crap over and over when there are guys out there like me who will treat you as you should be treated; loved and cherished. So I ask you why?

Nobody Reads Profiles
The Invitation It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain! I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it, or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know

Hope Will Not Return To Fubar!
As you all know by now, Hope has been away because she has been ill. Fubar has caused much stress in her life, and I am referring to one person in particular actually, and if you and Hope were friends, you know exactly who I am speaking of. He caused he very much mental anguish, and has discovered she has heart issues, and panic attacks all caused from the drama she received on this site. I will keep you updated to her progress as I am aware of it, But sadly Hope will not return to Fubar!

My Beautiful America
Well I am finally getting back to my old American self again, its been 38 hours 49 minutes and counting since I got home from Iraq, as I have said to a new friend and you know who you are, I did not know how much I missed the comforts that we take for granted everyday, things like running water, a flushing toilet, BEER of any kind, shit i got all messed up on Pabst Blue Ribbon and Colt 45 malt liquor…lol with in 2 hours of hitting U.S. soil, Its funny how much you miss your country men, the silly things they do, hey lets just face it although we are all different, be it skin color, background hell you know what I mean, there are just something’s that makes us American and you don’t have to be born here to be American but you soon become American and you miss the hell out of this grate nation when you are in a place where everyone’s trying to kill you and your crew, and you realize that regardless of who you are you are an American and no matter what they try to do, they will never take

Alone In The End
Darkness is all around me I see a light up ahead It’s a straight line I follow it It’s getting further and further away I run The light diminishes into the darkness I am stuck in the darkness all alone I reach out in front of me for something to hold I only feel emptiness I am all alone Alone to fight what lays before me I can’t see what it is but I know its there Waiting for me to make one wrong move Before it attacks my soul and makes my heart bleed One more time …. I walk into the darkness alone I fight this fight alone In the end we are all alone

I Can't Get This Song Out Of My Head!!!
Staind ~ Fill me up I just had to let you know cause I don't always let it show you give me needed room to grow and I just had to tell you so you fill me up, you're in my veins a look could take my breath away and all these things, you give away sometimes I take for granted It's just like poetry inside to hear you breathing by my side like I’m in heaven and I’ve died so glad you're with me for this ride you fill me up, you're in my veins a look could take my breath away and all these things, you give away sometimes I take for granted I see your face to start my day makes all my bad dreams go away and all the stupid games we play wouldn't have it any other way you fill me up, you're in my veins a look could take my breath away and all these things, you give away sometimes I take for granted

Done And Done
I think it might be time to close my page.... not sure if I will or not yet, but I am not happy comming on here any more. Dont get me wrong, there are a few who are absolutly wonderful but it is just a few. AND... since one of the main reasons I was on here is gone, I just dont know. Like I said, there are a few other people that are so nice and I really appreaciate them chatting with me and understanding when I have to get off quickly because of work. Maybe I wont go, but my time is very limited right now. We'll see............ Thanks to my friends for understanding! If you are interested in getting my regular e-mail (just in case I do decide to go) let me know.

Dumb Car
I got my car for free and it has done me good until now the last 2 months. first the hood comes up on me while i am drivin down the interstate going 70 mph then i get that fixed and not even two days later i am on the side of the road again the alternter went out. i though that would be it but no now i need to put in a new started and this time i have to do it my self i have never done it before but i guess i better learn starting today. i hate my car right now!!!!

Ramblings
en·tre·pre·neur /ˌɑntrəprəˈnɜr, -ˈnʊər; Fr. ɑ̃trəprəˈnɶr/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[ahn-truh-pruh-nur, -noor; Fr. ahn-truh-pruh-nɶr] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation noun, plural -neurs /-ˈnɜrz, -ˈnʊərz; Fr. -ˈnɶr/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[-nurz, -noorz; Fr. -nɶr] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation, verb –noun 1. a person who organizes and manages any enterprise, esp. a business, usually with considerable initiative and risk. 2. an employer of productive labor; contractor. –verb (used with object) 3. to deal with or initiate as an entrepreneur. –verb (used without object) 4. to act as an entrepreneur.

Lol What The Fuck
After every flight, pilots fill out a form, called a gripe sheet which tells mechanics about problems with the aircraft. The mechanics correct the problems, document their repairs on the form, and then pilots review the gripe sheets before the next flight. Never let it be said that ground crews lack a sense of humor. Here are some maintenance complaints submitted by pilots and the solutions recorded by maintenance engineers. By the way, the airline these came from is the only major airline that has never, ever, had an accident. Pilot: Left inside main tire almost needs replacement. Engineers: Almost replaced left inside main tire. Pilot: Test flight OK, except auto-land very rough. Engineers: Auto-land not installed on this aircraft. Pilot: Something loose in cockpit. Engineers: Something tightened in cockpit. Pilot: Dead bugs on windshield. Engineers: Live bugs on back-order. Pilot: Autopilot in altitude-hold mode produces a 200 feet per minute descent. Engineers: Canno

Random Sprawling Trail Of Thought
A Random Sprawling Trail of Thought It often seems, looking back at the roads I’ve traveled, that the wild, winding trails I’ve blazed are just coming unraveled. The tracks in the dust that I’m leaving behind, well those steps taken ain’t leadin to the new prints I’ve been makin. Happiness with my current life, as true as the cause the government says I’m fighting for, is just as easily altered. Everyone I know, so excited to see, the lands to be visited and the peoples I’ll meet, everyone I know, except for me. As submerged in this world as I may become, the only place I’ll ever long to be is the dear land where I’m from. No more new people, not too many faces to see, I’ll never miss anyone like I do now, the people from home, where I was happy. Those that were so damn close, that I loved more so than any had known, are now so far away, but from my heart never gone. Sooner or later, the memories shall fade from their eyes, from mine shall come a lonesome tear, as my n

As You Travel Through Life.
As you travel through life there are always those times when decisions just have to be made when the choices are hard, and solutions seem scarce and the rain seems to soak your parade! There are some situations where all you can do is to simply let go and move on gather courage together and choose a direction that carries you toward a new dawn. So pack up your troubles and take a step forward the process of change can be tough but think about all the excitement ahead if you can be strong enough! There could be adventures you never imagined just waiting around the next bend and wishes and dreams just about to come true in ways you can't yet comprehend! Perhaps you'll find friendships that spring from new interests as you challenge your status quo and learn there are so many options in life, and so many ways you can grow! Perhaps you'll go places you never expected and see things that you've never seen or travel

My Love Is Vengence
No one knows what it's like To be the bad man To be the sad man Behind blue eyes And no one knows What it's like to be hated To be fated to telling only lies But my dreams they aren't as empty As my conscience seems to be I have hours, only lonely My love is vengeance That's never free No one knows what its like To feel these feelings Like i do, and i blame you! No one bites back as hard On their anger None of my pain and woe Can show through But my dreams they aren't as empty As my conscience seems to be I have hours, only lonely My love is vengeance That's never free Discover L.I.M.P. say it [x4] Discover No one knows what its like To be mistreated, to be defeated Behind blue eyes No one knows how to say That they're sorry and don't worry I'm not telling lies But my dreams they aren't as empty As my conscience seems to be I have hours, only lonely My love is vengeance That's never free No one knows what its like To be the bad man, to

Insomnia
What would u do if u had alot a time on ur hands? Edward norton, started fight club..but do i wanna end up with my personal army, a girl & collapsed economy?? some of u r sayin' "yeah" but guys let me remind u that unfortunatly this isn't a movie, this is real. u wake up at 7 u go to work at 9 u finish 5-6 n u have like 30-48 hrs to kill before u passout. in between the 48 hours u still go to work n ur prayin' to get exausted enough to hit the sack!.... yeah it sucks! ok spending time doing a hobby or readin' or sitting on ur ass half naked watchn' tv, thinking ur master of the universe 'n eatin junk food would help ..sure that's a time killer, spending it with ur buddies in a local bar picking up women helps too, hell u might even find that long lost poetry book ur g.friend gave u once apon a time! gettin' wasted/stoned would do the trick, but if u wake up n find out that u've been OUT for a weak sleepin in a dumpster 'n kissing a dog.. don't blame me! I'd SHUTUP n take a pil

Hello All !!!!
Dear Wife, During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be sleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just laid there 8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the ceiling 4 times you told me to hurry up a

Soon Enough
Well, meh. I'm retaking my ASVAB (Armed Services Vocational Aptitude Battery) on Tuesday. I'm hoping (it is pretty much a sealed deal) that I'll qualify to be an MP (Military Police). My goal is to go through BCT (basic combat training), AIT (advanced individual training-trains you for your job) and then go through Ranger school. Once I graduate Ranger school, I go to work for and report _directly_and_only_ to a General. :D I'm going to be shipping out to BCT within 50 days. My contract and paperwork shouldn't take more than 20 days to process, and I need to ship out within 30 days of signing my contract if I wish to qualify for the quick ship bonus. The quick ship bonus is $20 large. $10,000 up front, and the other $10,000 spread out over my term serving.

Love..........
such is life to always want something, and never get it. silently we suffer inside from this want, always dreaming that we'll get it. Praying to an unseen God, hoping with all our might. I sit back and wounder if this is just lust or if I can actually care this much for someone. Listing to sad music, always woundering if it happens if it will turn out like everything in the past. So hard to pour out your emotions and except the consiquences will you be turned down, will you be excepted, or will they turn thier back for ever, afraid themselves of what might happen. or is it you, afraid that it might actually turn out the way you dream of it to be. Silently I watch the tears fall, wondering did I fuck it up so bad that I will never have the chance Ive dreamed of. Yet she talks to me, WHAT THE FUCK, what to think, my god the heart ache pours from my soul and through my eyes you can see my pain. so close...........yet emotionally so far away. will I ever be

Enough Of The Idiotic Behaviors
a certain friend on my fubar has up on there status trying to find a minister so me being the person that i am i try to find a solution to the problem. So I message her and ask what do you need a minister for basically and she says to marry me in a lounge im like whoa hold up why in the fuck do you need a minister to grant you wedding vowes that will just be a waste of time in the long run now getting fu married is one thing but having a fu-wedding now thats just plain idiotic and senseless so do yourself a favor if your among one of these kind of idiots that has to have a fu-wedding then please just delete me off your friends list im not even close to interested in talking to someone that has a maintained iq of about 70 and the normal iq level of most americans is 120 if you are below 90 points on the iq level or just plain senseless enough to realize that you are wasting someones time by having a fu wedding then fuck off!!!!

Rainy Days
Rainy days are the only drawbacks of being single. Ya know the slow raining days where all you want to do is cuddle up under the covers with someone special? Well being single, ya dont always have that special someone there to cuddle with. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m

What Does This Kiss Really Mean
~Kiss on the stomach = Im ready ~Kiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're together forever" ~Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything ~Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends" ~Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you" ~Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together" ~Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you" ~Kiss on the Lips = I love you" What the gesture means... ~Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other" ~Slap on the Butt = "That's mine" ~Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go" ~Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain love you" ~Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me" ~Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go" ~Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you" --Advice-- Dont ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. --Requirements-- Post this again after reading!! Or you will have a bad year of Relationships. If you LIKE

Hurting
well, i took that leap and fell flat on my face. im so freaking confused about the whole situatuion.we never really hung out alot, we did a little here and there but never alot, but i've always considered him a friend. and in the last few months i've gotten a little closer to him and got to know a few things about him. but yeah like i was saying about falling flat on my face...i'm not mad, if that other person is what makes him happy then go for it, its best not to let a friend that close anyway because once you do you lose them and that sucks.and we have at least for the time being call it being immature or whatever but its easier that way. ive gotta give my soul a little time and my heart time to heal. i just dont see how i keep doing this and how it happens so fast. i guess it comes from wearing my heart on my sleave and trusting people to soon. i gotta keep that wall up and keep to myself and stick to the people i know wont hurt me or that i know i wont allow them to. and i dont un

Art
Hi, I haven't been on fubar much lately Mainly because i've been spending most of my time on my writing and Art. A few other things have been taking most of my time, Sorry to all my friends that i use to talk to on a daily bases,But i still love you guys. If you would like to support my Writing And ART ,Please do. This is a link to my art... http://llthirdeyell.deviantart.com/ This is a link to my writing... Read My Writing at WritersCafe.org & http://www.editred.com/MillsMind Thanks guys for supporting me, and Being my friends.

Shit...
I could never tell you How much you truely mean to me But I don't know what's real And what's a fantasy In one hand I have all I need In another I have a splendid dream Though while with you it just feels right But once alone I get uptight Wonderin if I'll ever let myself see How much I mean to you And scared to let you in on How much you mean to me Everyday more and more My heart wants to open And absorb All thats inside feels so true But questioning thoughts keep pourin thru This jaded mind of mine Im so afraid to let you in show you How much I truely care for you Lost within myself I wonder whats real And whats fantasy (do I dare live out this splendid dream)

Life Part 8
Okay, I am officially an idiot! I think I must be superwoman and can do shit by myself like oh...lift a California King size mattress by myself! Um, does anyone know how much they weigh? HEAVY! Ours also has extra weight on it because it has a 4" thick memory foam pad on top of it. Let me back up here. I bought new bedding about a week ago, probably longer. We wanted (I) a change. Sick of the palm tree look for our bedroom and wanted something a little more exciting! So we bought a cheetah print! Yes, pretty wild. I have been wanting to change everything but Peter wanted to wait to do it so we could paint first. The cheetah print doesn't go with yellow and green walls! He wants to retexture the ceiling and walls before he paints because he never liked the way it was done the first time. So this is going to be a huge project. Well, little impatient me is sick of looking at the bedding in the bag still. I want it out on my bed! I had to get a new black bed skirt,

Time To Get To Business
im tired of just being a rate to someone.. from now on you will be deleted if im nothing but there to increase your popularity so dont whine, bitch, piss or moan when you get deleted because you can only change that period end of story!!!!

Vampress's Ideas
VAMPRESS IS PISSED OFF!! SHE IS TIRED OF ASSHOLES WHO CONTINUE TO LEAVE ASS HOLE REMARKS IN HER SHOUT BOX!! IF YOU WILL NOT RESPECT HER WISHES SHE WILL BLOCK YOUR SORRY ASSES !! VAMPRESS IS NOT HERE TO BE YOUR CYBER WHORE OR YOUR PLAY THING !! VAMPRESS DO NOT WANT TO LEND YOU MY PANTIES .. VAMPRESS DO NOT WANT TO TELL YOU MY TIT SIZE .. VAMPRESS IS NOT INTERESTED IN YOUR SEXUAL HANG UPS !! RESPECT ME OR GET FUKIN BLOCKED THIS IS BULL SHIT!! THANK YOU VAMPRESS Free Comments & Graphics Codes VAMPRESS KNOWS THAT NOT EVERYONE IS GOING TO LIKE HER. TO HER THAT IS FINE! SHE WILL NOT CHANGE FOR ANYONE! VAMPRESS IS WHO SHE IS... PEOPLE ARE NOT ALL THE SAME. THAT'S WHAT MAKES US SO UNIQUE. IF WE WERE ALL THE SAME WHY BOTHER? IT IS OUR SPECIAL INDIVUALITY *SPELLING* THAT MAKES US WHO WE ARE & WHAT BRINGS US TOGETHER.WE LIKE OR DISLIKE PEOPLE FOR THE WAY THEY ARE. SO TO VAMPRESS THIS IS A GOOD THING. ALL VAMPRESS CAN SAY IS, IS YOU DO NOT LIKE HER, THEN DO

Your On My Friends List, I Wanna Know.....
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I want to know you better! BE HONEST COPY FROM HERE THEN SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. 1.)Q. Can you cook? 1.)A. 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 2.)A. 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 3.)A. 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 4.)A. 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 5.)A. 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 6.)A. 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 7.)A. 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 8.)A. 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 9.)A. 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 10.)A. 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 11.)A. 12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude? 12.)A. 13. )Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an el

Halloween Bash
Come Join Us For As We Host Our First Annual Halloween Bash Music will be played in the lounge which holds true to the festivities. Where will this be? of course October 31, 2007 @ 9:30 p.m. Mst . For a sample taste of the lounge click the picture below. It will be a scream of a night!

None
to love without worries and faults is to love with no ending to a feeling that was suppressed for years. To find the love that completes you as a person is a love worth holding onto , some of us have found that love while others still search . to love among the broken dreams and despair of hope. is beyond the reach of all reality of life in itself.. I have given up on such love for now my love is in my child and forever his ... The Saga of My Tears. By: Billy Strait I sit all alone in this room As memories unfold Tears streaming down my face again This pain never grows old Some say it's a state of mind But it's my heart that really hurts I only aim to please you all But what's a smile really worth? This is the story of my life The saga of my tears A story told a thousand times Remade over the years If you listen up closely Maybe you might hear The beating of my heart And the saga of my tears They say that life's a trip I hit the

A Little Bit Of Play
Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? nonexistant 2. Your significant other? Whips 3. Your hair? long 4. Your mother? I need to call 5. Your father? deceased 6. Your favorite thing? BDSM 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? coffee 9. Your dream/goal? succeed/happiness 10. The room you're in? sweet 11. Music? depends 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? living happy 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? hopeless 16. Muffins? yuk! 17. One of your wish list items? rope 18. Where you grew up? ghetto 19. The last thing you did? took a breath 20. What are you wearing? something comfortable 21. TV? HEROES/Chowder "rada" 22. Your pets? 2 23. Your computer? yes 24. Your life

Wings Of A Butterfly
Wings Of A Butterfly lyrics Heaven ablaze in our eyes We're standing still in time The blood on our hands is the wine We offer as sacrifice [Chorus] Come on, and show them your love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul, my love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul This endless mercy mile We're crawling side by side With hell freezing over in our eyes Gods kneel before our crime [Chorus] Come on lets show, them your love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul, my love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul (Rip out the wings of a butterfly) Don’t let go (Rip out the wings of a butterfly) For your soul [Chorus] Come on, and show them your love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul, my love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul (Rip out the wings of a butterfly) Don’t let go (Rip out the wings of a butterfly) [x2] For your soul

Mistakes We Make
Well im new to this site and am already finding out about things not to do.Apparently someone that was on my finds list is now calling me a downrater which i had no idea as to what that was but because of her asking people to rate some photos she put up in her comment i was just giving an honest opinion of the photos i was viewing but guess i didnt understand that i was suppose to rate them all at a 10 and for that she has blocked me. All i can say to her is i misunderstood and for that im sorry.Im a very easy person to get along with and being new to this site i guess i didnt understand the site protocal.My bad

Karma
I ran into my EX and she had been swung on by someone.(got her ass kick) She had a smart ass mouth and a fucked up attitude. She was both sweet and evil. A true Gemini. Even though this woman made me want to beat her ass many times I never put my hands on her We broke up on bad terms fake court cases for domestic abuse and bogus restraining orders with her beggin me to answer calls. A fucking mess!!! Ironic she would end up with someone who really don't play that smart mouth nasty attitude shit. I wasn't happy at all. I acted like I didn't see the shit. Talked for a good 15 minutes gave her a hug and rolled out. The jammy wasn't fresh but you could tell it was a few weeks old. Karma is a bitch.

For My Baby
anytime anywhere any place you could be anyone today maybe I recognize you on a crouded street maybe you take me by suprise will you be the one I had in mind there come a day when you walkedout of my dreams face to face like I'm imagining baby how can I be sure that your the one I'm waiting for will you be unmistakable people say I'm watching life through a glass desprately waiting on a chance I know you love holding on holding out for me but how we gonna know the time is right what if your here and I'm just blind there come a day when you walked out of my dreams face to face like I'm imagining baby how can I be sure that your the one I'm waiting for will you be unmistakable how can I know a song I never heard how would I know your voice when you haven't said a word how do I know how this will end before we begin there come a day when you walked out of my dreams face to face like I'm imagining baby how can I be sure that your the one I'm waiting for will you be un

God's Garden
God's Garden by RedyFrLuv With love and grace, God filled a vase With flowers of every hue, Around it, He set Some baby’s breath, Cut from His garden too. Once content, to earth He sent His bouquet for all to view. So that we might recall, The beauty of it all, He named it after you

The Taste Of Ur Kiss
The taste of your kiss Our eyes connect with melting powers Pulling us together no matter the hour… The touch of your hand upon my face Feeling the power of your embrace… Such passion and desire fill the air All drawn in, over that one stare… Moving slowly as our lips connect Everything's feeling so correct… They are soft to the touch Which I love so much… It taste like cherries And all kinds of sweet berries… The taste of your kiss is so sweet It really is a delightful treat… After the taste of your sweet kiss All I can do is reminisce… written by me.. butterfly kitty. aka kacy

Would You
1.Would u have sex with me? answer: 2.What position would u fuck me in? answer: 3.Would u suck me up/eat me out? answer: 4.Would u fuck me hard/want me to fuck you hard? answer: 5.Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u do me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? answer: 9.Would u use desert? answer: 10.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 11.What makes u want 2 have sex with me? answer: 12.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we sexed? answer: 13.Where would u do me @? answer: 14.Would u do me in front of people? answer: 15.Would u do me again and again? answer: 16.Would u do me in the rain? answer: 17.Would u mind if we did it like .porno stars? answer: 18.Would u have phone sex with me? answer: 19.If i gave u my heart would u love it or let it go? answer: 20.Would u do me once then leave me the next day? answ

Forever
Your friendship and love, And all the wonderful things That they bring into my life, Are like nothing else I have ever known. My heart is complete With the love we share, And our love grows more Beautiful each day. I love you, And as long as we are together, I have everything I need. You are with me always... In a smile, a memory, a feeling Or a moment we share. You will always be My Love, Forever Michael

Tag
i got yahoo. hit me up if u all wanna chat. evildarklordpaul@yahoo.com - e-mail evildarklordpaul - yahoo id TAG??? YOU'RE IT!! YOU HAVE BEEN CONSIDERED ONE OF MY SWEETEST FRIENDS ON MY LIST ONCE YOU HAVE BEEN TAGGED YOU HAVE TO TAG 5 OF YOUR SWEETEST FRIENDS AND LET THEM KNOW THEY ARE SWEET X.X.X"" FAKE FRIENDS: Will ignore this Send this 2 at least 5 ppl including me if u care 4 me!!! ....oooO............... .....(....)................ ......)../....Oooo..... .....(_/.....(...)........ ..............(_/......... ........................... ......oooO............... .....(....)................ ......)../....Oooo..... .....(_/.....(....)....... ...............)../........ ..............(_/......... ........................... ......oooO............... .....(....)................ ......)../....Oooo..... .....(_/.....(....)....... ...............)../........ ..............(_/......... ........................... ... I WAS ............. .......... HERE .....

Im B??ching
what r your friends 4 anyways i've got 2387 of them and only a hand full will help me .. i'm in a giveaway 4 a happy hour only got 15 days left i've done maxed myself everyday of the giveaway .. i see other people on here who get 100's of there friends help them out in contest after contest .. why is it that i seem like a person nopne cares about in real life and on here and every where else i have few friends that have a problem with host or will not add her ...i dont know what to i dont like begging people to help me ...not that anyone going to read this .. if you thanks , much love, Evonne

Truth
1.WHY ARE WE CALLED "HATERS" WHEN OUR CAUSE IS THE PRESERVATION OF THE BEAUTY OF OUR CHILDREN? 2.WHY DOES THE MEDIA CALL 92% OF THE EARTHS POPULATION, THAT IS NON-WHITE, "MINORITIES?" 3.WHY IS IT EVIL TO SPEAK WITH PRIDE OF OUR OWN WHITE RACE, WHEN ALL OTHER RACES ARE ENCOURAGED TO DO SO? 4.WHY DOES THE MEDIA REPUDIATE THE HISTORICALLY PROVEN FACT THAT RACIAL INTEGRATION IS CULTURAL AND BIOLOGICAL GENOCIDE? 5.WHY DOES AMERICA DISAVOW THE VAST DIFFERENCES IN CIVILIZATION BETWEEN AFRICA, CHINA AND EUROPE? 6.WHY DO ALL MAJOR CHRISTIAN LEADERS, FROM BILLY GRAHAM TO THE POPE, PROMOTE GENOCIDE OF THE WHITE RACE BY ENCOURAGING INTERRACIAL MARRIAGE? 7.WHY IS AN ACT OF SELF-DEFENSE BY A WHITE MAN PROSECUTED AS A HATE CRIME? 8.WHY IS THE VERY NAME OF OUT RACE, ARYAN, CONDEMNED AS "WHITE SUPREMACIST?" 9.WHY IS ALL HISTORY BEING REWRITTEN TO OBSCURE AND DENIGRATE THE GENIUS AND ACCOMPLISHMENTS OF THE WHITE RACE? 10.WHY ARE ONLY WHITE PEOPLE, UNLIKE ALL OTHER RACES, DENIE

10 Reasons To Have Sex
1. Scientific tests find that when women make love, they produce double amounts of the hormone estrogen, which make hair shiny and skin smooth. 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscles in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps and you don't need special sneakers! 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases the body endorphin into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite sex crazy! 7. Sex

True Love
Well we made 4 months and I love you more than ever. You have made me the happiest woman in the world. I am so lucky to have someone as wonderful as you are. Craven you make my heart melt at every word and when I look in your eyes I can see our future. We will be together forever this I know. I love you and will always love you for all eternity. We were made for each other.. if this is not true love... then It does not exist.

Onyx Portal Lounge
come to magikal seductions lounge.....on air now! /> COME JOIN US !!! What are you doing right now? Seriously? Bored at work? Talking to some fake person? Staring at Nude pics which really are not them? Bored as hell? Then come join me in one of my lounges. No drama. No Bullshit. No one in a critical state and dying every week....Just good people and great friends. Click one of the pics below and get transported to a whole new level of fun! Come take a trip through ~ஐ~Oñyx Pórtál~ஐ~ & Magikal Seductions!!!! Where the fun and friends never end!!! (repost of original by '~ஐ~ ONYX ~SB Fam ~ஐ~ Oñyx Pórtál' on '2007-11-09 21:35:36') (repost of original by '~ஐ~ EMERALD ~ஐ~ Oñyx Pórtál Co-Owner' on '2007-11-09 22:00:57') (repost of original by '

Subject I AM that girl!! Body: *Im the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy , but because I want to be closer to you... *Im the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturaunt... *Im the girl who says "ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... *Im the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like, I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... *Im the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... *Im the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it, and even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you. *Im the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss... *Im the girl who you can talk to about anything... *Im the girl who laughs at your jokes... *Im the girl who will brag about you to al

My 1st Blogg Lol
heres me newest blogg lol novemeber 10th 2007 well where do i start im now single well have been for just over a month now didnt really see it comming as such, but when you feel something aint right you have to do something about it, so i did its funny how much people change and you think you know them but you realise you just dont know them at all well thats life and by my age i should know that by now so for me ive had me fill of relationships as such, but im not bitter not by any means just realised theres more to life than washing someones dirty pants and socks hehe also ive met up with me old mate jason ive known him since i was about 11 may be 12 so its well good its like ive got me big brother back now, he see me profil on my space and thought it was me and of course it was and im still as nutty as ever so he says lol another good thing is ive got back in with me mates wendy,jo,jenny,angie,leigh just makes you feel guilty you have turned your back on them for so lon

Thoughts
So the world is only as real as you want it to be. Everything is relative. They sky is blue and the grass green but what if in another place and time it was different? They say you are either “glass half full” or “glass half empty”; what if all you really need is a refill? What’s to say that we have to believe what we see? I can feel the change of seasons and smell the rain and snow before I can see it. I know that Mother Earth is in pain. I have cravings for things I can’t describe but only feel, very few people know how to touch these things in me and when they do it surprises me who and what it is. I fear the things I crave most. Scared to find myself in these things and grow to love and live with them. I worry that my love can’t quench my thirst for them. So I continue to live in my small box, wishing to peek out and touch. I wish to have the strength to break the teachings I grew up with but to be able to keep them. To not be ruled by but live with my upbringing and beliefs. I

About Me And My Feelings
Tonight I had an email that my daughter hated me and this and that and only words I know she doesn't even know it's was her grandma who told her to say these hurtful things to me and then just now at almost 4 am this morning she says to me hey is for horses and she loves me....now I know my daughter is really getting programmed to say things about all with going on. I love my baby girl who means the world to me but my mom her grandma wants one thing, she wants me to divorce my husband and live with her and she thinks I'm going to have everything and money if I do that (HA HA HA) and all I don't work because I can't work I have a disability that prevents me from working. My mom thinks all men a trash and no good expect my daughter's daddy who isn't really a man and every body who knew him says the same thing . yeah I would have fought for her but my mom threatens that I'll never have my daughter with me again ever she keeps saying that my daughter is mess up when she was living with me.

Friends Who Might Not Be
Friends who you keep out of site and mind seem to be not far behind. When you seem down and low they are there with their problems in tow. When you need them to be near, then they run away in fear. Why you ask do they abonden me and here's your answer plain to see. You are only as useful as the answers you supply, but when its you in dispair and ready to cry, they turn their backs and take flight. For you are no more than a source of answers for them in their time of need, on you of which they feed. You are denied a bite, so quickly take flight. Run away as fast as you can, to the abandoned land. Do not show your face for awhile and see which ones come looking for you with a smile. Those are the true friends you should keep, so remember look past skin deep. *Remember this as you choose your friends and when you get rid old one's!!*

Thinkin
ok so I've been thinkin again and damn I wish I could stop. Sometimes I wish that my mind would quit running around in circles so that I could get some damn sleep everyonce and awhile. All I seem to do lately is go to my thinking spot, stare out at the lights and contemplate life; and if I'm not there I'm in my apartment staring up at the ceiling wondering. My latest thought happens to do with the phrase " Everything in life has to do with timing." Well if everything in life has to do with timing I've come to the conclusion that my timing flat out sucks. I can never seem to get the timing right on anything. For once, just once, I would like to do something at the right time and/ or place. I was looking back on my life through my blogs and my I haved rotten luck man. I never seem to do anything right. How one person can manage to fuck up so much without trying is beyond me. I didn't think that I was that messed up but apparently I was wrong. I'm not sure how I manage to lose everything

Random
I just got some SERIOUS de-ja vu browsing someone's photos, talking on the shoutbox, reading Cyanide and Happiness.. it reminds me of a dream I had when I was roughly 15 years old, and wondering why FTJ looked so weird in my dream.. Not that that's important but Sylvia Browne says that de-ja vu means that you're where you're supposed to be in life. So.. apparently I'm meant to be rating photos, and reading ridiculous comics all day.. Just randomness. I apologize for anyone reading this way-too-long pile of nonsense!

Wwe
Soooo Sunday is yet another Payperview on WWE wrestling.. If anyone out here watches it, let me know.. My man Cena is out for a while.. not to say Lashley will be back soon enough, and heard it down the wire that Chris Jericho will be returning.. yayyyy! So.. Im thinking it's going down like this Sunday.. Batista will win the Hell in a Cell match against Undertaker.. since The Undertaker usually wins the belt back by WrestleMania..Also, surprising enough, that nasty Edge will return, so who knows what will happen! Randy Orton, who I cannot stand.. will lose the belt to HBK.. Im hoping he does anyway.. the rest of the wrestlers.. ehhhh I really dont care.. well, except for Jeff Hardy.. he's amazing. Anyway, Im new to this fubar site, and Im kind of feeling my way out here.. so please be patient mkay! Until the next time, thanx for the adds, and peace out!!

Girl Do I Ever Cross Your Mind
girl do i ever cross ur mind? Girl: Do i ever cross ur mind? Boy: No Girl: Do you like me? Boy: Not really Girl: Do you want me? Boy: No Girl: Would you cry if I left? Boy: No Girl: Would you live for me? Boy: No Girl: Would you do anything for me? Boy: No Girl: Choose--me or ur life Boy: my life The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says... The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind. The reason why I don't like you is because I love you. The reason I don't want you is because I need you. The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left. The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you. The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you. The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.

Movin On Up!
Hey if anyone is bored and can help me level tonite I'd appreciate a cpl rates. Thanks in advance, Me what the heck does it take to get some pic rates on here really, I mean am I that discusting to look @ or what?

Hell Explained At Last!!!
The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well : Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Most of

Randomness
You know...I have more than enough room here to write something mean or spiteful....but it won't help anything. It won't make me feel any better, because I know if I did say anything negative, it would only be out of hurt or anger......I never was one for saying things I don't mean much. The truth of the matter... Well the truth of the matter isn't really going to make me feel any better either. I thought writing was supposed to be therapeutic. So basically I'm stuck here, lying in bed, quite literally staring at the ceiling cursing myself for being such an idiot. I really don't mean a damn thing to you, do I? I don't know why I even try. I don't think I've ever felt so stupid in my entire life. It doesn't change the facts. Love is love. It's unconditional. And when I say unconditional, I mean that absolutely. Someone told me once, "Dry your tears, but not before you taste them. Always remember the sweet moments, and no matter who's path you cross (and there will b

Same Ole Same Ole New Poems
In The Heat Of The Moment In the heat of the moment, wild passions flare. Tongues, teeth and finger tips, aching to touch and share. Invisible boundaries designed, to quell this heat with a shiver and a chill. Anticipation the red flame, that melts an iron will. Passions born of hell, yet known to God as pleasure. Finger tips burn skin, while touching lighter than a feather. A dance in near darkness, awakes once more this passion. Erotic this crucifixion, outdated by modern fashion. The world slips away, as we dance in the fire. Lips touching skin , animalistic this desire. The tempo grows quicker, hips interlocked not breaking. Hearts pound, brain whirls at this risk we are taking. The CD a rumble, like distant thunder. Passion riding the storm, of this spell I'm under. Lips along jawlines, passion threatens to burn us. Forged far below, in Hades' own furnace. Lips brushing lips, searing the flesh. Bodies interlocked, as to the music

My Thoughts
I have been with Danijel for 4 months, and it has been the most wonderful time in my life. I have never loved someone so much and so completely. He is absolutely amazing and always knows exactly how I feel. I met him after a slew of hardships in my life and he has been the most understanding person and listens and comforts me in the most caring way. I never thought I would or even could care for another person , till the day I came on this site and got bored, and because I just happened to like the movie "Pitch Black" I rated his pics and profile. The next day I got a black rose and a thank you.. after that was the doorway to my future. I spoke with him just about every night... about nothing in particular and found that we have so much in common. Then one day, I get a phone call, looking at the phone all weird cause there were just too many numbers.. I answered to the sweetest "helloooo" and just fell head over heals. We grew closer and closer both realizing that we were made for each

Nail In The Fence
There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said, "You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just lik

Not Dead Yet
Smoke another one Burn your life away Something's got to kill me I might as well enjoy it Pills, thrills, crank and meth Dieing as fast as I can Tequilla, scotch, brandy, and beer Slam on the brakes Tighten the noose Wake up and wonder why I'm still alive Something's got to kill me I might as well enjoy it Everything happens for a reason It's not my time to go Why not, I'm tired of being here Fire it, snort it, pop it, smoke it Whatever it takes Just to make it through another day I'm already dead I just don't know it I died as fast as I could My body lived on My mind is blank I'm alone, cold, and empty Something had to kill me It ws one hell of a ride Did I enjoy it I don't remember What? I'm not dead? Everything happend for a reason I'm still alive I might as well stick around and Find out why. Written in rehab 2004: Jeff Hargis 2006 Kaitlynn Rain Hargis was born, my daughter is my life. Please don't rip.

A Good Dom
As Master, my oath: Above all else, I the Dominant will love and care for my submissive, in the knowledge that her submission is a gift freely given and my Domination is the loving return of her gift. I will be demanding and take full advantage of the power given to me, and I know how to share the pleasure that comes from that precious gift. I will always be in control of myelf first and foremost, so that I may exercise control over my submissive. Within myself, I hold the power of emotion and can cause real tears to flow; tears of joy and of sadness. As the consummate lover, I will then kiss those tears away, without ever stepping out of my role as your Master. When trouble arises, at the first hint of a safe word or gesture, I will be quick to leave the roles behind and embrace my lover, to be a supportive and caring partner, understanding the differences between fantasy and the reality of this, the most loving and intense relation between two beings. I understand t

Family
Okay...so i havent been myself lately. and anyone whom speaks to me can agree to that. well heres why. My week has started out bad when my lil guy (my newphew) whom i have raised as my own for the last 4 years since my sister passed away at birth, woke up throwing up something feirce. so i got worried and took him to the ER. We'll they ended up admitting him into the hospital and kept him there. We'll the ran all kinds of tests and this that and the other, and it was so hard for me to see my precious lil tough guy lay on that table with all kinds od tube in him, well Wed. i go to the hopsital to see him after work and i get the worst news i could ever possibly hear. Jayden has cancer. Its already in stage 4. It started in his kidneys and worked its way through to his liver and slowly moving to his lungs. Now, he is home where he can spend his remaing time surrounded by loved ones and family. We have a live in nurse for the time being to look after him while we are at work. it hits you