Ok, for those of you that care...
In regards to the surgery...I changed my mind. Through hard work and diet I have lost 31 pounds..
I think I was seeing a big loss fast as my only option. I have a very different view of the surgery than I did a year ago.
I thought it was my only option, but then I found kick boxing..I am addicted. Plain and simple, addicted.
Once I lost 50 pounds I will take some new pics, so on and so forth.
I want to thank all of you for being so supportive, and I hope you will still support me in this decision too
ps..I hate it when my friends get signifigant others and just stop talking to me..sheesh